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Music
I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedOh, god it feels like foreverBut no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home sitting all alone inside your head'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedOh, god it feels like foreverBut no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home sitting all alone inside your headHow do you feel? That is the questionBut I forget.. you don't expect an easy answerWhen something like a soul becomesInitialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notesYou can't expect a bit of hopeSo while you're outside looking inDescribing what you seeRemember what you're staring at is meCause I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedAll I know is that it feels like foreverWhen no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home, sitting all alone inside your headHow much is real? So much to questionAn epidemic of the mannequinsContaminating everythingWhen though

Our First Encounter!
Today marks the day my cousin was KILLED!! By a 19 year old boy strung out on drugs and alchol and was on some kind of TRILL... On this morning she was to meet the UNKNOWN...who would even ~X~pect this and Flashes of her life would be SHOW'N.... was asked by my Aunt to write her last WORDS.. to her daughter, these would be read and ALL would be HEARD!!How does 'ONE' even begin to write or ~X~press such SYMPATHIES....Words to be said from a Mother to her now Dead Daughter, and being my FAMILIES... So, I sat and what first come to My MIND.... What if I had to go on with leaving one of my Daughters BEHIND!!Out from the darkness the words come and just FLOWED.... It was powerful and some light shown and GLOWED!!!My cousin, her the same age as I am, was killed on this day by a 19 year old boy who had no driver's license, driving someone else's truck, hopped on drugs and who knows what else. My cousin woke this beautiful 'mourn'ing and was to only do her normal routine of a typical day and o

The Primer Of Shadows
A friend of mine wanted to know how you can see a person as they are and I told him to look for a Honest Moment. He looked puzzled and I explained it to him... A Honest Moment is when a person is caught without any of the masks or filters they use to deal with the day-to-day throng of humanity. An example would be when a friend of his was interracting with a small child. She didn't think anyone was watching and her face relaxed and a honest smile crossed her face. As soon as she noticed that someone saw her in her moment, the mask and facade went back up. In a Honest Moment, you can see the potential of a person, their happiness and their sadness. Their rage dancing with their fears. I learned that people want others to think of them in a certain way while totally not being true to their essence of self. If you are lucky to see a person's Honest Moment, you will most definitely see what I mean. A photograph can rarely capture a Honest Moment but it does happen.

Up
There is a two-letter word in English that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is 'UP.' It is listed in the dictionary as being used as an [adv], [prep], [adj], [n] or [v]. It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP, and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has a real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses... To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special.. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP.

Song Of The Day
I woke up today all energized and refreshed. Feeling damn good now after being so worn out recently. Some of you may know I am a truck driver and most days are not bad, but I been on the road since December 27th so I was getting a bit burned out to say the least. Home now and got 10 days off. Well 9 now since I slept most of yesterday away.

Thank You
Would like to thank all those who rated me..and bombed me Friday. I was not on much..to return the love but if you need help..you can ask me anytime for it. I have not been feeling the best lately. Been working to much..and still recovering from a cold.

Just A Freakin Rant
So I have decided to keep a lil harem of bishes...They must be my slave and rate me and give me stuffs. drinks etc. lol...In return of being my bish I will do the same for you...So...if u wanna be Wykkeds bish...u must tell me why u deserve the title. lol...MUAH...luvs all of ya...thanks in advance. LOLPs...this was for fun...but I wouldnt mind really having some of my own personal bishes. LOL...kisses you sexy peeps...tiffany aka WYKKED For real people...Cant you be the same all the time instead of being wishy washy from one moment to the next....There...Ive said my peace...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr So Im finally dating again and actually having a good time...Some dates not so good others great....Actually have had several dates with differet friend over the past 2 weeks and I have to say...Some men in this world are gentlemen....Hmmm....stay tuned...for the dating blogs...Lets see if this will get crazy like the last time I was dating regularly.....blah...

Perfect Star....
A perfect starTo touch the night,A perfect starIs my guiding light.A perfect starSo far away,A perfect starWho makes my day.A perfect starIs what I see,A perfect starGod gave it to me.A perfect starIn my mind,A perfect starI thought i'd never find.A perfect starI thought was here to stay,A perfect starFinally came my way.A perfect starI cry for every night,A perfect starI have loved with all my might.

In Case Anyone Actually Misses Me While I'm Gone
Tragedy convalescing into this space A broken fantasy encroaching on my solace and I find myself impaled on lies I tell only myself I am lost and desperate for a way out of this hell I love the way you smile, even though it's never been for me And it kills me a little each time I must accept that things may never be More than a faerie tale of emptiness I use to secure my inner mind Left away from all the things I love and I have left my soul far behind It's all a part of karma coming round to take back what is hers And I will bear the mantle of martyr for those I love and absorb all the hurt I loathe the way I'm always alone, but I'll suffer anyway No reason to share this pain if I can only make it through today I accept the wounds, accept the guilt, accept all I am is flawed I cry at night to he deities I deny, I rail against the sadly ignorant god Because it never makes sense, it just hurts all the more When I try to pretend I don't feel like a whore A cesspool

10 Alternate Uses For A Coat Hanger
I want to thank Hugh G Joak for coauthoring this blog with me. He is my inspiration on most of my crazy ideas and blogs. I would like to give him full credit for today's blogs theme. You are my rock, Kumquat.. 10 Alternate uses for coat hangers: 1. To hold your Pippi Long Stocking hair do 2. Breaking into cars. 3. Punk rocker earring 4. Giant Bubble Blower 5. Electrical outlet tester 6. Hill Billy toothpick 7. While wearing a cast a scratching device 8. Car Radio Antenna 9. To capture large dust balls from the far corners of your bed. 10. Makes an excellent cat toy ( just need crazy glue and feathers ) Thank you for stopping by Kumquat and Snow Pea

Remember Those Who Died For You
My good friend has a website with his artwork geared towards the men and women of the Armed Forces. A little blurb taken from his site: My goal by my art work is that as long as the men and women of our armed forces are fighting and dying for us, that they are remembered through my brush strokes. I am able to do any photo or idea that you have at your request on any size canvas that you want. Email me with details that you want done and we can go from there. Brandon Click the picture below to be taken there Please support a Marine Veteran!

Red
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family.The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Ch

New Friend Please Add Her And Love Her!!!
PrettyBlueEyes90 PLEASE ADD HER AS A FRIEND... SHES NEW TO FUBAR AND IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE.. LOVE HER AND TREAT HER LIKE YA DO ME!! THANKS ALL!!! LOVE YA!!! SWTFLGAL @ fubar

Tomclancy Rockz!
I casually stumbled upon a bushel of overflowing ubundence, only to find rotton moldy cores of frosted and weathered nectarines, bitter from a hard winter of solitude and BRUTAL oppression. Tomclancy rocks because he walks with a hand of righteousness down his pants and keeps his hat down out of respect for the ugliness of his forehead. On a quest, a quest for a pony, and my dreams have been stolen. A man smelling of cheap crappy single malt scotch and stale hooker crawl and newport lights. A man with little or no tolerance for alcohol, an insatiatble boner for life, and a pony-shaped hole in his heart. Seriously, he's bleeding internally. The fucking rubicks cube is not gonna plug that shit up. Nurse, stat, CCs, gloves, prep, and various other medical terminology.

Tagged
ok so i got tagged by 2 fuckers that think their the shit... ok so your supposed to write 10 things randomnly..anyways.. things.. weird things about or facts about yourself.. pretty much shit that u dont like or cant stand or on the other hand... things that u absolutely love.. here goes...

New Rules 2009
Bouncers! Ha Ha. Sorry but I have to laugh. Are bouncers just bots? Or not? Seems like everytime I log onto my fubar, I click on a person to check them out, and only rate 2 pics before...BANG! Fubar Bouncer Busted. Now I have to type in numbers and letters and submit this just to be able to rate 2 more before...BANG! I say let us rate as much as we want to unless you're scanning my computer and find out that all I am is a bot. DAMN, didn't know that. now I'l have to go back and change my profile telling how I grew up with a toaster for a mother and my dad was a vacuum cleaner. New Rule: For all you fubarians, faceboxers, taggers, and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion terabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come

Blogs
If i could have just one wish, i would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck. The warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine forever. Your lips speak soft sweetness, your touch a cool caress, I am lost in your magic, I think of you each morning and dream of you each night. I think of your arms being around me and cannot express my delight, never have i fallen, But i am quickly on my way, you hold a heart in your hands, that never has before been given chance. My love I have tried with all my being, to grasp a glimpse of a beauty compararble to your own. But nothing seems worthy, except the beauty you behold.

Dopey And The Pope
Dopey and the other six dwarves went on a trip to the Vatican to meet the Pope. When the Pope arrives to greet them, Dopey sidles upto him and says "Excuse me, your holyness. Do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in Rome?"The pope ponders this and then replys "You know what Dopey, I don't believe there are."Dopey looks at him and shuffles from foot to foot uncomfortably. "Well, do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in all of Europe?"The Pope again thinks for a while, but still says "No Dopey, I dont think there are."Dopey starts to look uneasy so he asks in desperation "Are there any dwarf nuns in the whole of the world?"The pope looks him in the eye and replys "No Dopey there isn't! Why are you so consurned with this issue?"Shamefaced Dopey points to the other dwaves that are huddled in the corner, laughing and chanting "Dopey shagged a penguin!"

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk.Everyone else in the room stops to listen.MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. I can hardly hear you..........are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000.Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure......go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2009 models.I saw one I really liked" MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing ...The house I wanted last year is back on the market.They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it.. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand. It's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK.I'll see you later! I love you so much!!" MAN: "Bye! I

Memories
Life has taken a drastic turn, your days are filled with heartaches,Tears and concern.The house may feel empty,You may search for something that you wish was still there.You know in your heart,That emptiness will always be there.It is our memories that keep them near.As each day goes by,It seems hopeless no matter how hard you try.You may find yourself listening,Hoping you hear.The sound of their voice so soft and clear.If you listen closely that hope you will hear,The memories are what get us through these many tears.Listen to the sound, the sound of angels dancing around.Though they aren't here upon the ground,It is because of them the laughter will soon be found.So listen closely, I say,All of the angels will together one day.When you sit there and hope to see,A glimpse of what life used to be.Dont' be said if it doesn't appear,It will be in the slightest breeze that I will.Gently kiss your cheek.It will be that memory to give you peace.If you find yourself starring up to the sky,It

12 Steps For Fubar Addict's
I wrote these while bored ..The Twelve Steps for FuBar addicts1. We admitted that we were powerless over FuBar, that our lives had become unmanageable.2. We came to believe that a friend's list greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.3. We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of babyjesus, as we understood Him.4. We made a searching and fearless moral inventory of our lounges and shout box.5. We admitted to ourselves our friend's our fan's and our family, and to FuBarer's everywhere the exact nature of our wrongs.6. We were entirely ready to have babyjesus remove all these defects of character.7. We humbly asked babyjesus to fix all technical glitches.8. We made a list of all persons we had commented on, and became willing to make amends to them all.9. We made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure our FuBar reputation.10. We continued to shout box and add friends and fans, and when we were wrong promptly d

How To Treat A Woman
Its a joke. Dont get butt hurt >;-) How to treat a woman 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that.2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement.6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. Because jewelry is for wussies

Sadness...
ok..so if ya live in the houston area you more than likely heard about the 2 fire fighters that died on sunday...and today's the service for them... i went to school with damion hobbs...the younger of the 2.

Bling Auction
Hey I have been in this bling auction forever and still no love is shown my way... Stop by and show some love lots of others are still waiting too Ireally need to be loved these days life is a pain ... hugs and kisses for taking the time to read.

Poetry
People meet people from all walks of life. some meet on the internet and become man and wife. some have meaniful relationships, some struggle for that perfect answer. some treat there mates like they had a disease such as cancer. i loves are exchanged i hate you's are thrown around too. loving making is a form of expression except when its it only you. it takes two to make a solid relationshop work, but some are only thinking of themselves. some want a mate thats are genuine and some want a mate that has wealth. some care about looks some think all beauty is in the eye of the beholder. some take their lovers for granted some hold them on a pedstal up so high. some will go to great lengths to tell the truth and some will go to great lengths just to lie. so no relationship is perfect....trust me i should know. i have been there and done that i got the movie rights. but its life and thats just the way it goes.... I wanna thank fubar for bring a special woman into my life. ho

Songs I Like And Stuff
This is a song that i think i can apply to almost everyone in washington right now; and a great deal of other people "I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck I hate the way you look (You make me sick) I hate the way you talk (I wanna punch you in the face) I can't stand you at all (You drive me insane) Why won't you go away? I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck This is your song Congratulations You're the inspiration I hate you so much That I wrote this song Congratulations You're immortalized I hate so much I hope you fuckin' die" This song is kind of weird, but it's pretty intense so i like it. "A smell like cigarettes drifts softly through the vents, The room i

Love Traits Of The Scorpio Woman
General love traits of the Scorpio woman It must be said once and for all: the Scorpio woman is a passionate being. But her love life is not always easy. Woe to him who falls into her claws without knowing what kind of lover the Scorpio woman is: an expert in the subtle game of executioner and victim. She needs to possess entirely the loved one. Her love is absolute, but also very troubled and complicated, and it may cross successive conflicts, rifts, cries of hatred and passion. In addition, the Scorpio woman is extremely jealous, and she can be sometimes a little sadistic. In short, she loves roller coasters! A relationship with her is likely to be the clash of two wills if she does not bind with a very accommodating and very peaceful man. Her sexuality can cause powerful inner turmoil or inhibitions. When founding a peaceful, quiet and stable home, she happens to be freed from her complex. Like said before, the love life of a Scorpio woman is never simple or linear. At certain per

Att All
im gonna be trin to start a new fu group..... the breastseum for the guys and meat rack for the ladies... so ladies send some links to pix youd like to use for guys to see... and guys send links for pix youd like the ladies to see... i will rip the pix so that anyone interested can go straight to your page... to r/f/a/c you.....jus a workin idea trin to help me and all you level....if you havent r/f/a me please do so before sendin the link... .ty to all who

If Today Was Your Last Day
My best friend gave me the best adviceHe said each day's a gift and not a given rightLeave no stone unturned, leave your fears behindAnd try to take the path less traveled byThat first step you take is the longest strideIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?If today was your last dayAgainst the grain should be a way of lifeWhat's worth the prize is always worth the fightEvery second counts 'cause there's no second trySo live like you'll never live it twiceDon't take the free ride in your own lifeIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?Would you call old friends you never see?Reminisce old memoriesWould you forgive your enemies?Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?Swear up and down to God above

Lovin Life
ok so i was re-rating my hubbys pics and i always like to read what some of u silly girl have to say to him... and one of our friends commented on a pic that wasn't his wife(his net gf)and said she was beautiful i was like no shes not shes a home wrecker,that fucked up on lives because she has/had a unhealthy marriage. so she thought she would fuck someones Else's marriage up.yes ours wasn't perfect but i was depress and i needed a lil help. but that doesn't mean go fine some other girl and make her ur gf... it mean u go and find help for the one u love and support her with all u got. i forgave him but i will HATE her ...maybe im still hurt but damn the man that

Eminem
I will admit, I do enjoy some of his music. I saw this video on TV this morning and laughed my ass off. You have to give this guy credit, he really doesn't care who he fucks with. We Made You lyrics Guess Who You Miss me? Jessica Simpson sing the chorus Jessica Simpson – (Eminem) (CHORUS) When you walked through the door It was clear to me (clear to me) You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see) You’re a … rock star (baby) Everybody wants you (everybody wants you) Player… Who can really blame you (who can really blame you) We're the ones who (chicka) made you *cough, cough* (VERSE ONE) Back by popular demand Now pop a little Zantac or ant'-acid if you can You're ready to tackle any task that is at hand How does it feel, is it fantastic, is it grand? Well look at all the massive masses in the stands Shady man… no don’t massacre the fans Damn, I think Kim Kardashians a man She stomped him just cause he asked to pu

Live Auction
COME CHECK IT OUT MONDAY NIGHT AUCTION (4-20-09) FOR ALL...RULES ARE SIMPLY SO PLEASE READ...1. NO DRAMA2.MUST BE A MEMBER SO JOIN LOUNGE IF YOU WANT TO BE AUCTIONED OFF3.PAYMENT IS DUE AFTER PURCHASE AND 10% FROM PERSON BEING PAID FOR GOES TO OWNER OF LOUNGE4. ALSO MUST R/F/A OWNER5. YOU CAN DECLINE ANY BID AT ANY TIME...AFTER AUCTION IS OVER ALL OFFERS BETWEEN BUYER AND OWNER ARE SETTLED OUTSIDE OF LOUNGE AND LOUNGE OWNER WILL NOT GET INVOLVED.....WANNA HAVE FUN THEN COME ON IN FOR A LIVE AUCTION MONDAY NIGHT AT 8PM EST.....BRING YOUR FUBUCKS AND OFFERS...WILL END AT 12 MIDNIGHT EST....COME TO ~CoUnTrY-CoNnEcTiOnS~http://fubar.com/lounge/66538

Panic, Depression, Worthless
I am so tired of life being one stuggle after another, was I a baby killer in a past life? What did I do to deserve all the pain and hurt I have gone through all my life? My husband and my children are so wonderful, they should have better. I can't find a job, I even dyed the red out of my hair to try and look a little more "normal" in hopes of landing a job. Everything feels like it is closing in on me and I am suffocating! My husband was gone for 2 years, to bring home steady pay we could count on, now it looks like that is the only choice once again is for him to try to take a deployment that will happen as soon as possible. I have been a stay at home mom since I was 16, I don't have any job experience. I feel like I am just a burden for him. He tells me it is not true at all, I run the house, I take care of 4 kids, I am trying to go to school to get skills for a job. But that is not helping the fact that we can barely put food on the table. I, as well as my oldest son, take our cla

Near Deathe Experiences And Close Calls
After almost getting rearended hard this morning in the county in which I live, it has shook me up to a point where I am appreciating life a lot more and wanting to live everyday like it is my last day on this earth because this close call really shook me up to a point to where I want to get life insurance, that is for damn sure. I figured the head on car accident that I had on Aug. 23rd, 1995 would do this but instead it's the close call that my girlfriend and I had this morning! She has life insurance or a burial plan and I have no life insurance but that's about to change definitely! All have to say is, before that day does come, I will say that I love you all!

See Why
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare.. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products.. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes

Lap By Lap:phoenix
8:45 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin and Kyle Busch get the Subway Fresh Fit 500 under way from Phoenix International Raceway. Lap 1 -- Mark Martin pulls ahead to lead the first lap as Kyle and Kurt Busch fall in line. Lap 5 -- Several battles have broken out in two-wide racing, beginning with Dale Earnhardt Jr. and Greg Biffle for 14th. Lap 10 -- David Reutimann has the fastest lap this time by. He runs in seventh. Lap 15 -- Mark Martin continues to lead and has the fastest car on the track this lap. Lap 17 -- Kurt Busch passes Kyle Busch for second place. Lap 20 -- Kyle Busch has fallen back to fifth position. Lap 23 -- David Reutimann moves around Kyle Busch for fifth position. Busch is complaining of a tight race car. Lap 26 -- Tony Stewart is on Jeff Gordon's tail in a developing battle for third place. Both drivers began the race with loose cars as part of their strategies. Lap 30 -- Regan Smith is hanging inside the top 10 in 10th after starting the race in nin

Brothas..sistas...love & Relationships
As I discuss issues with my fellow sistas, I have discovered it’s much harder for the good sistas to find a really good brotha. A brotha that is not focused on her nice curves but more on her spiritual relationship and her intellect. A brotha that’s not more interested with laying down with her vs. building a spiritual relationship together. I realized ladies, that if we seek after the spiritual relationship then everything we need from the brothas will fall into place! This is not a male bashing because there are some good brothas out there, at least I would like to think. Ladies, we must portray that spiritual relationship that I’m talking about. Now, if you’re not living the lifestyle, then you can expect to get that which you are living! But for the ladies that are living a spiritual lifestyle and still being approached by mess, continue moving forward in that which God has ordained for you. Right now, your ideal man is Him until He sends that man that is to

Nsfw"s
This is more of a poll. So what is the best way to get to see nsfw's with out buting bling/blast and such?Some people like me cant afford to spend money on fubar because we just dont have it.What do you think? Or am I just a broke perv?

Quote Of The Day
I cried and watched you pass away. Although I loved you dearly, I couldn't make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best.LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!!!!! MISS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

Wanted: Adoption Into Family.
Ah here, this can be cool, if my friends here ever want to chat you may add me to your yahoooo!!! i am seattlebillyseattleadams@yahoo.com go ahead and add me. Friends only in here, though, if you add yourself give me your screenname from here so i know it is you. If I added you as family you are sure welcome to chat with me sometime. People are pretty cool stuff in here. HMM, well, let me see, I have been here awhile, and all my new friends here seem really cool, your all cool beans in my book, so the ones who send gifts back and forth to me I want to make family, private message is cool I guess, but I guess family makes us awesome friends or something, so anyone who wants to be in my family message me and i will add you, oh and if you all ever want to chat or IM let me know. I will pass along my screenname to you, thats what is missing really in here is the IMs, be cool to chat with some of you sometime, oh well have a great day all friends:)

Empty Shell
“ EMPTY SHELL”THERE IS A PLACE INSIDE,ONCE WAS HIDDEN NOW I CAN’T HIDE.LIFE IS A TWSTED MESS,IT SOON WILL COME TO AN END THIS I MUST CONFESS.THIS HEART IS IN DISARAY,HOPE FOR A CARING HEAR IS ALL I CAN PRAY.THIS ONCE LIFE FILLED SOUL,ALL THAT IS LEFT NOW IS AN “EMPTY SHELL.”THE HOPE FOR A SENSE OF PEACE,ALL THIS HURT, ANGER, AND SADNESS I MUST RELEASE.IT CONSUMES MY EVERY THOUGHT,THIS BATTLE I ONCE HAD FOUGHT.THE HEART I KNEW DID EXIST,IT IS ALL THOSE WHO TRULY CARED I WILL MISS.MY NIECES AND NEWPHEWS I LOVE YOU SO,BUT AUNT LADYBUG HAS TO GO.PLEASE THINK OF ME ALONG LIFES ROAD.KNOW FOREVER YOU ARE AND FOREVER WILL BE,THE BIGGEST PART OF MY SOUL.TO MY PRECIOUS BOYS YOUR LOVE GAVE ME STRENGTH TO GET BY,I THINK OF YOU, I MISS YOU, AND GOD HOW I CRY.YOU WERE MY SOUL, YOU HELPED ME GROW,BUT MOMMY HAS TO GO.I LEAVE YU NOW AN EMPTY SHELL,JUST REMEMBER THAT FOREVER I WILL LOVE YOU SO.MY FRIENDS I THINK YOU KNOW,YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME PEACE I WILL MISS YOU SO.I WANT T

Hugs
Hugs were invented to let people know you love them without saying a word. Nine times out of ten, when you extend your arms to someone, they will step in, because basically they need precisely what you need. A meaningful hug is truly like a handshake from the heart.

My Friend
You know today I found out one of my friends died, I have known Rich for 20 years..I wondered why he hasn't called me in a long time,,I grew up with him from 9th grade till my twenties and then we both did our thing but always called on holidays to say hello and give greetings and such,,His family was mine as mine his.

Poetry
We fight,We die,through the night,we cry,watching the light,pass us by,why should we fight?why should we die?it doesn't make anything right,Can't you see those hearts that cry,those who fight with all their might,often die,but tell me why,why make your loved ones cry,in kids' hearts they scream with freight,but tell me why,why scare our kids with the fight of all fights, wake up and see the light, and tell me why. Your heart was pure,Your eyes were soft,sometimes it makes me wonder,did i really love you enough?now your gone,and i see,that i may have loved you,but you had even more love for me,i have no regrets,a father figure you may be,i just wish i could see you one more time,i wish you didnt leave. Through the stars,deep within the sky,two hearts meet,one gal and one guy,though the two are different,they still fell into one,they twist and turn around eachother,never to come undone,well this story must cease,but this isn't goodbye,these two hearts have soared,they've learned how to f

Clowns
A lie i once heard: "we're innocent until proved guilty" But the truth is absurd We're poor until proved rich And the scales of justice are fixed by lying pigs A plot of human terror unfolds behind the precinct door To cage all the minorities, the immigrants and poor Next they'll hunt the handicapped, disabled blind and deaf And what will all these piggies do, ha! when there's no one left Swat police in riot gear are bombing us tonight An all our civil liberties will die by morning's light While crooked politicians lie and rig the ballot book We whitewash fake democracy and paint another coat We'll keep you here to stay; you'll never get away Your property ain't mine, until your dying day We'll crush your soul inside; there is no easy ride The hotel's never free and the rooms are always occupied Nice of you to join us welcome to the prison age Financial quest for new frontiers to build a bigger cage Surplus populations growing all around the world Capital invests quick to cage the

Fubar Leveling Up
Hello all I recently lfigured out how to level up really fast. I started my page yesterday and Im already a 10. I rated all those people with auto 11's on. I havent run out of photo rates and level up extremly fast.

Use Your Words
My father recently got a facebook account, so i've had to sensor myself on there. Yesterday, however, something happened that made me extremely angry. So I reset my status. My status was something along the lines of an asshole needs to go fuck himself and die or something like that. The point is, I cursed or cussed or how ever you want to say it. I was chastised by him for saying the words fuck and ass....I'm almost 21, I don't live at home, and I am an adult. I think my time has come to where I can say whatever the hell I want. Now, the reason I write this blog is cause I want to know why some words ("curse words") are bad, when words that mean the exact same thing are not. Since I can't say the word Fuck, then shouldn't the words Sex, Intercourse, and Making Love also be outlawed. How about the word Shit, well then the words Poop and Crap should be forbidden as well. How about Ass, well there goes the word butt. And the word Piss is just like Pee. I'm not saying that 8 year old

May Is Gonna Be A Bad Month ,
I hope everyone will bare with me for a while , May is a bad month for me and my husband..This would have been the month i was supposed to have my baby, My only baby that we have been trying for 10 yrs... And i lost him this past dec at 5 months along...I had him crematied and so he sits here in my room on a shelf.. We have been thinking bout haveing him buried so i know he is safe.

Take A Moment
SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short. The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is

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My Writing
Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I moved to youHim:The darkness was swept asideas you flickered in matchlightthe flare subsided, to candle glowmy breath with it.Matchlight flared, I gasped aloudyour beauty shone in the glareCandle-glow shadows on your skinmy breath deepened in the warmth of it. These Eyes

New Job Bouncing At Endless Tragedy
My first day I got this cool new job as a bouncer/greeter at the Endless Tragedy Lounge. http://fubar.com/lounges/syc0 Come join us My job is to welcome everybody who enters and invite visitors to join our lounge as well as keep the peace. So far it's alot of fun and hard work but I think I'm gonna enjoy it.

Rub My Nipples
A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,'Ma'am what's wrong?' She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, 'Ma'am, why are you saying that?' In a huff, the woman says, 'BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES RUBBED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED!' The crowd broke into applause and her money was quic

Spiritual / Inspiration / Life Teachings
0/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Introduction Welcome random search engine visitor. Many philosophies believe that you somehow ended up on this page for a reason. It is not known if it is the result of predestination, random chance, fate, a higher power, or something else. This article provides a synopsis of the possible implications of the 10/10/10 date singularity, and of the number ten; followed by a quick metaphysics experiment. Reference List: 101010, Mathematics, Binary, Chaos Theory, Fractals, Psychology. Reference List: Metaphysics, Paranormal, Fate, Destiny, Random Chance, a Higher Power. Reference List: Prediction, Predictions. 10/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Mathematics 101010 (base two (binary)) equals 42 (base ten). Oddly enough, this is evenly divisible by the number of days in a week (7 (lucky)); and equally oddly, is also evenly divisible by the number 6 (which is generally designated as being unlucky). Both a Ying and Yang sit

**poem**
"The clock of life is wound but once, and no man has the power to tell just when the hands will stop, at late or early hour. Now is the only time you own. Live, love, toil with a will. Place no faith in time. For the clock may soon be still."

An Ultra Guy
If any of yous didn't know http://fubar.com/user/377378 is my account, but it's abandoned. _____________________________ With that being said, the question(s) that baffle alot of ppl's minds is why I've never dated or had anyone. The answer is a couple of things. One, is that I have to be sure I can handle it. Another is that Im admiting I'm too busy trying to find mS. Right, because I don't want to waste my time. Now there's a start for ya...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Lhp5o2WCXI To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just

Never Be Me Again
ALREADY I AM SADDENED AS YOU HAVE TOUCH MY LIFE SO DO YOU MAKE ME SAD LEAVING ISN'T THE ANSWER FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER ALWAYS SLAP ME DOWN FOREVER FALLING STAY WITH US CAUSE WE CARE I CAN NEVER BE ME AGAIN MY HEART IS DESTORYED

Aps
I am offering every single point I make in a 12 hour period to people who get me a 135 credit bling pack. You can pick the 12 hours, to a point.(This is the new ability that Angels get when they reach Virtual Virgin.) The price of the bling pack includes me running an auto during your time. If you would like a HH to run, then you would have to get me that and tell me when you want it scheduled. Anything else you would like to do to promote more points is fine - within reason.

Facebook
just wanted to let all my friends on here know that i havent been on here that much anymore cause it seems like if you dont have bling credits or auto 11's or cherry bombs your not worth that much to visit. what happen to the old way of going to someones page and rating there pictures. now people do the cherry bomb and there fore they dont take the time to actually look at your pictures that you post.well when im on here i cant bling people or cherry bomb but i do make the time to rate my friends and there pictures and i cant even get a rate so im taking some time off fubar to be with my family and friends outside of fubar and then when i come back im gonna start deleting alot of people that dont even know that im on there friends list. but those of you that actually read this and understand where im coming from i have opened a facebook account only because that site is nothing like fubar its not a contest to see who can level the fastest.and if your on facebook and want to add me feel

Free Massages At Work?
I have the greatest supervisor in the world. Curt, aka boss-man is so f-ing awesome. He trained me right before he became supervisor. He's so smart, and he's a smart ass. lol He's approved all 3 of my vaca days as soon as i handed him the vaca slips. I've trained him as well. I ask him "Curt, what do I always tell you?" and he says "don't be a dick, be a dude." LMAO. Boss-man's the shit!! So after 2 nights in a row of getting post-ops back and having them tank within 30 minutes of anesthesia leaving, the stress level was a wee bit high. But the big-wigs decided to pay respect to all us ICU/CCU nurses and we all got free massages at work this morning. lol Gotta love nurse appretiation week!!! So I can't even go to Meijer with out thinking about my buddy Matt from work. We went to Meijer on night so he could pick up a wii, and as we were walking out we passed the flower display. There were some orchids out and I stopped and looked at them. So Matt says "awww, you are a girl!" To

Searching For Me
PONDERING.... As I sit and wonder what will tomorrow bring ... are any of us really sure ... or do we just guess .... do we wake in the morning and decide today the day i am going to have a shitty day ... or i think will I find true love does anyone ever really know ... what tomorrow brings ... could I WAKE

Rain
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.

Thought And Lyric
Filled with bliss covered in shit Down and out far and away. liked by chance and fucked by desire Filling the voids that have overtaken me I feel like the middle man in this overrated sanctity Lost and abandoned in this bittersweet abyss I lack the taste or even the function Rather useless now and distraught My mind is all amuck, I'm lost in thoughts about you

It`s Been A While
I am anxiously awaiting your arrival. We haven`t seen each other in I don`t know. 2 or 3 months, and I know my body is aching for yours.We decide to meet in a shopping center parking lot. It`s our hometown, and as usual, the kids are cruising around the lot. There`s also a classic car show in the lot, and while I wait I pass the time looking at the old cars.My phone rings, and It`s you, telling me you`re almost here. My stomach lurches with anticipation, and I can already feel the wetness between my legs. I want to give in and rub myself until you arrive, but I hold off. I want you to be the one to satisfy me.I see you then, coming around the corner in your corvette. My hands are shaking as you pull up and flash me that mischievous smile: the one that tells me that I am in so much trouble!I do my best at staying calm as I walk around to the door. You pop the door for me, and I slide into the passenger seat. You smile and say hello and begin to drive us away from the center. Suddenly, y

In Retrospect..my Life..
Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no other...to some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine.. Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given

Begging For Help
I read status all the time as people appear in my bartab. I have noticed that lately there seems to be an abundance of statuses begging people for help so they can level. I mean come on. Help yourself go rate some peoples profiles and pictures. Its not that hard and its what your begging people to do for you. I saw a status just moments ago that said 20k to level please help me level. Holy crikies are people that lazy that they can't rate 20k worth of pictures anymore? I am not going to be helping beggers anymore just those who choose to help themselves.

Candy Kisses Auction Starts 5/12/09 Ends 5/15/09
im hosting an auction 100k entry fee u will make it back starting bids will be 100k if interested in jumping in on the auction pm your pic and what you are offering

A True Confession
First, I want to thank all my Fu Friends for your love bestowed on me over the past 3 yrs. I so appreciate everything you've done for me and much love goes out in return. I may lose a few friends over what's coming next, but if that happens, then obviously they weren't true friends anyway. I have made many bad mistakes in life, including choosing work over family, bad relationship choices and many other things.... But I'm here to let everyone know I have finally found my "first" & "only" true love of my life. It's a shame it's come this late in my life, but Karma is what it is ...... Jen is her name ,, she is the most amazing woman I have ever met ! I think about her 24/7 ( sometimes too much for her ), but again it is what it is .. I think anyone would agree that have been, are in ,or w/e their current course path of love is .. that when you're in love, normal behavior doesn't happen. But then again , "what is normal" , that's another blog that could go on forever. Anyway, she is

Patriotic Auction
PATRIOTIC AUCTION!!!! Hello all my beautiful peeps!!! Im in an auction again and Im offering some pretty good stuff to the highest bidder. Auction ends 5/22/09 so check out this link and give me a bid. HOW MUCH AM I WORTH TO YOU?

I'll B Gone For A Few Days
Those of you who are near and dear to me know that I am leaving in a few hours today. I will be at my next place of origin at 9am tomorrow morning. I will try to get online at the airport but if not, as soon as I can, I will be back. I hope to not come back to toal change and disarray! lol...I love you all and hope you will miss me and wish me good prayers til I return...always remember to be yourself and never sacrifice yourself for anyone. And b real and true in all you do...and plz realize that this is an internet site and NOT real life. Those who I call true friends on here can attest to what I define as real and I make it known outside of my internet connection. I will be back as soon as I can so plz love on me :) XOXOXO (And C.M., don't make me kick ur ass! :) MUAH)

Tell Me
Yea this right hereIs going out to all them girls out thereThat did me and wrong, ya know?Tell you a lil story its the reasonLove, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is going onWe date, all day tell me wacha think is going onToo late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is going onWhat's going on what's going onYo, eh yo me and miss thangWe run a perfect teamWe had all the things all them other couples fiendLove, trust, good sex, and securityIf you ever felt weak I

Crazy Life
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to say.And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.Cause you can see it when I look at you.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,And you light me up, when you ring my bell.You're a mystery, you're from outer space,You're every minute of my everyday.And I can't believe, uh that I'm your woman,And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,And you know that's what our love can do

Life
some of my few friends on here know, im not the same like i used to be i changed, this change will last forever just like all those other changes i made in my life before, for those who dont want nth to do with me cuz of it all i can say im sorry, to the rest who can live with it i can say i thank ya i will keep ya in mind and i will say hi from time to time, viva la changes more r to come always To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there.All our lives are based on choices we make not the choices of others. When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays

Thigh High Vixenz Updates For The Supporters
we are now officially taking suggestions on new catagories to add to the page. such as tattoos, garters, corsets, bondage, and other things of that nature. if you have any suggestions plz leave a comment on this blog. if you are going to harass my girls i will have you blocked from the group page and i will ask the girls to block you as well. i WILL NOT TOLERATE HARASSMENT on this group page. if you wish to harass the girls your ass will get blocked. if you harass or degrade ne of the girls pics you will get blocked. i honestly do not care how nice you are as soon as you start harassing the girls on this page that were kind enough to put thier pics up for you to view you are automatically considerd rude and will not be able to view ne of the pics that these lovely ladies have volenteered to let you look at thank you for your cooperation in this matter, bloodymistress

The Hermit's Mindless Ramblings
okay not realy blank It's a guy thing. -- There is no rationale or logic, and I don't feel like trying to come up with any. "Uh huh," "Sure, honey," or "Yes, dear." -- I'm conditioned to agree, but it doesn't mean I'm listening. "That's interesting, dear." -- I acknowledge that you're STILL talking. "Honey, we don't need material things to prove our love." -- I forgot our anniversary again. "You know how bad my memory is." -- I remember the theme song to 'F Troop,' the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the Vehicle Identification Numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot your birthday. "Hey, I've got my reasons for what I'm doing." -- It's a guy thing. (see above) "What did I do this time?" -- I hope you haven't been checking my e-mail. "I heard you." -- I heard words coming out of your mouth, and now you can stop talking. "I don't need to read the instructions." -- It's my right to do this my way and screw it up on my own. ~~~~~~

Recipes
2 tbsp. butter1 lg. onion, chopped fine1/2 c. minced celery1/3 c. peanut butter1 (10 3/4 oz.) can condensed chicken broth1 (10 3/4 oz.) can condensed cream of chicken soup, undiluted3 c. milkSalt and pepper to tasteFinely chopped salted peanuts Melt butter and saute onion and celery 5 minutes. Stir in peanut butter, chicken broth, cream chicken soup and milk. Stir over low heat, until soup starts to bubble. Season to taste, and sprinkle servings with chopped peanuts. Ingredients: One cleanly slain Human, approx. 90-100lbs dressed weight (heavier bodies may require additional time) Hickory wood (apple wood or a combination may also work quite well) 3 qt Water 3/4 c Salt 2 ts Red pepper 2 ts Black pepper 1 1/2 c Vinegar Barbecue Sauce Directions:

Points Of View
Wishing there was someone in my life I could hold, love and look into the eyes of, who see's the real me, is unafraid and wont run away from all of who and what I am. Or was the only one who ever did the only one that will, and will her death last year be the last I know of true companionship (Quick note for Americans: Petroleum Spirit or Petrol is what you call Gas for some obscure reason. Mind you, you also play rugby wearing armor, where you primarily use your hands and call it Football. Go Figure, lol) Brown

The Kiss Goodnight
As they left the resteraunt,they were a little tipsy.They were laughing and becoming very touchy,there was this unspoken ,unknown attraction between them that they noticed but never talked to each other about.The valet brought his car around ,he walked to her side and opened the door for her,as she sat down in the car seat,her dress which was slit all the way up the side ,slid across her skin and up her thigh.He moaned to himself, the sight of that soft tender flesh made his heart skip a beat.She leaned out from the seat,leaning foward,her breasts straining against the thin material of her dress.Her nipples pressed hard against the fabric,she was driving him crazy without even knowing.He walked around the car,got into the drivers side and they started to drive off.He asked her ,,,,"where to my lady",she laughed and her hand dropped and landed on his thigh,she bashfully said "how about my place for a nightcap"He could hardly talk straight ,when he just about yelled out ,yes,that sounds

Auction
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st

Lies Then Truth
What do you do when what you always thought was a lie is actually the truth? I am angry,hurt,sick and just in pain. How do you hide something so important and then once all is known,act as if everyone should be fine with it? How do you tell your family this and act like it's the best thing ever? Your rationale for what you did is a lie. Devastating your mother. You expect us to be fine,roll with it,be happy for you. This is not something that will

High Voltage
HEY SEXY! I'M IN AN AUCTION! PLEASE, COME BID ON ME! IT'S MY SECOND ONE AND IT'D BE REALLY COOL TO COUNT ON YOU. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1724897&i=928523482&idx=55 THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ANNIE.

Butt Stuff
Ok..so a bit earlier today my dear 4 yr old daughter yells from the bathroom..Mommy I need you..come wipe me..so I go to her beckoning call and do the norm...however today was not so normal..she had something hanging out of her ass..and well I pulled and I think it was plastic..should I be concerned? Should I have examined further? Could it have been a tape worm?

Thought For The Day May 27
Every strong and beautiful flower must have a strong root in the ground. It must send a root down so that it may be rooted and grounded while at the same time it sends a shoot up to be the flower that shall gladden the world. Both growths are necessary. Without a strong root, it would soon wither. The higher the growth upward, the deeper must be the rooting. My life cannot flower into success and helpfulness unless it is rooted in a strong faith, or unless it feels deeply secure in the goodness and purpose of the universe.

Help Me Level Pls
center>I Need Your Help!MILITARY SUPPORTERI AM TRYING TO MAKE IT TO ORACLE!!!!!!!!! I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL OF THE HELP THAT I CAN GET!!!! SO, IM CALLING OUT TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND ANYONE WHO HAS A MOMENTTO HELP A TRULY DEDICATED FUBAR MEMBER OUT....PLEASE, Take A MomentAnd Stop By, RATE, FAN, COMMENT....Help Me Level To ORACLE!!!!!!! MILITARY SUPPORTERThank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!!

Lessons Learned
Hello Luvlies! I never write these things with "this is what's going on in my life" stuff... but so many of you have sent gifts and etc. with question marks and questions as to why I'm Missing In Action... Beginning of May I decided to move again... the hole of a basement apartment I thought that I could call "home" (at least for a little while to pay off some student loans) was intolerable... I was miserable.... you can ask just about anyone... Well, one of my coworkers told me of a lil farm house on a 200 acre horse farm that was for rent... and decently cheap.

Our Pool Opens Today
Just want to wish you all a wonderful day and say that our pool opens today!! I am too too happy. I love swimming and it's a marvelous way to exercise...not to mention, meet people! We'll be taking my sweet Onyx to the vet in a couple of hours and then diving in....enjoy your day too fubabies. Love, Deb xoxo

Bleeding
look into my eyes. watch the tears pouring out of my eyes. I'm happy to see your beautiful face.look into my heart. you will recognize how much i love you. i will never be the same without you. i could feel you beside me. with all the memories i have talking to you. please say yes, yes i want to spend your life with me like i want to spend mine with you. i cant just walk away. i want to keep loving you, loving you forever. i belong to you. my heart belongs to you my love. i know i wont forget our 1st kiss. the memories will stay in my mind after i die. you lead me here. you show me the way. i cant walk away. i miss you in a second. the promises i can make. promises of being yours forever. i cant let you go. cause i love you

Limo
I work as a limo driver here in Las Vegas, if your making plans to come to Vegas...... remember to give me a call. I can take care of Night Clubs, Strip Clubs, or anything you will need on your trip... I can cut you a deal if you mention your on FUBAR....

Submission.......part Iv
Exposed to the elements, the light growing brighter, she contemplates her position against the tree, breathing steadily. She hears nothing behind her, the moments stretching out long as she awaits her Master and what he wishes of her. She tests her wrists, finding them tight, but not overly uncomfortable, then her ankles, and they too are snug, no chance of escaping, she knows this. The sounds of birds surround the small glade, then the rustling of the leaves as the breeze blows steadily. The silence is as much a torture to her as the thoughts of what might happen. Yet still ..she waits. She tries shifting, her hips scraping the rough bark of the tree, but she doesn't find this too uncomfortable, testing it as she moves lightly against it. Not sensing that her Master is nearby, and fearing he has left her, she turns her head to see where he might be. Nothing ..and noone seems to be nearby. Slowly, the realization that she is alone hits her. What if someone comes along and finds me,

In Loveing Memory
ANTIOCH, Calif. – His neighbors knew he was a registered sex offender. Kids on his block called him "Creepy Phil" and kept their distance. Parole agents and local law enforcement regularly visited his home and found nothing unusual, even after a neighbor complained children were living in a complex of tents in his backyard. For 18 years, Phillip Garrido managed to elude detection as he pulled off what authorities are calling an unfathomable crime, kidnapping and raping 11-year-old Jaycee Dugard, keeping her as his secret captive for nearly two decades and fathering two of her children. The question about how he went unnoticed became more pressing Friday when Garrido came under suspicion in the unsolved murders of several prostitutes, raising the prospect he was a serial killer as well. Several of the murdered women's bodies — the exact number is not known — were dumped near an industrial park where Garrido worked during the 1990s. Authorities acknowledged that they

10 Reasons I Shouldn't Deletee My Account!!!!!!!!!
It's that time ..I cleaned out my family list on my page so everyone gets a chance to be there.If you think you are worthy and deserving to be put there with the rest prove it to me.. I'm not gonna just gonna put you there because you talk to me every day or you bling me or rate me a lot.The top family are people who have stuck by me my whole time on fubar.The ones who don't bring drama to my page.. ALL MY HATERS DON'T ASK BECUZ U WILL B BLOCKED..

For My Grandma 1924-2009
Last year today is one year exactly since my grandmother passed a day i will never forget to this day i miss her so much and i still think about her. Everynight i go to bed i pray to god to let me see her in my dreams and tell her thank you for everything shes done for me and that

Poems
This just a poem. I wrote this a while back. We all go thru breakups. ITs sorta part of life. lol They can be rough but we all get past these things and move on. I guess my point is not matter what happens in life. It will always get better!!!

Dreams Do Come True
Today my dreams came true. My the love of my life and I started our Chruch. ANd not just Fubar but in real life as well. I am a very happy woman. Dream's can come true. In Light and Darkness, DLP

Gathering!
ATTENTION JUGGALO'S AND JUGGALETTE'S ANYONE GOIN TO THE GATHERING THIS YEAR LET ME KNOW... SO I AN TRY AND FIND AS MANY OF U AS POSSIBLE WHEN I AINT BUSY LOL.... BUT LEAVE A COMMENT TO LET ME KNOW WHO IS GOIN!

Crazy Morning
I woke up to: A. Jeff's squealing tires (hes late) B. he peed in the toilet and left that and the seat up (hazardous for woman) C. No Coffee made..... I have so much to do today and i have that urge to clean my desk... here's the list: 1. Take car to the tire shop to remove winter tires (some of you might find this obnoxious to have winter tires in may but it snows here) 2. Clean up house before maid comes 3. Get invoices ready for driver 4. Call people back 5. Every morning at 8:30 call my dad(make sure my mom didn't strangle him in the night) 6. Say hello to my fellow fu friends (not that many) I wrote this much boring blog because apparently mine are no longer showing on my page.... I figure i would once again right a SFW blog...

My Number
423-470-8758.... i have no net for now...so only close friends i have actually talked to may text me....tell me who u are, so i dont just delete the text immediately....if u have my yahoo, im mobile so use that...PEACE

My Hidden Enemy
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th

Nightbreed
...For almost twenty years, the two most-asked questions of Clive at conventions and signings (and, for the last ten, through this website) have been when's the third Book of the Art coming out? and will there be a director's cut of Nightbreed? The first answer is entirely down to Clive (and the answer's usually, "Definitely, eventually..."). The second, though, may very well prove to be in your hands. Yes, yours. After many years of replying, "I hope so, but we don't know where the footage is," Clive's answer is now, "Maybe yes, if enough people want to buy it..."

Show Me!!!!
Words! Words! Words! I'm so sick of words! I get words all day through;First from her, now from you! Is that all you blighters can do? Don't talk of stars Burning above; If you're in love, Show me! Tell me no dreams Filled with desire. If you're on fire, Show me! Here we are together in the middle of the night! Don't talk of spring! Just hold me tight! Anyone who's ever been in love'll tell you that This is no time for a chat! Haven't your lips Longed for my touch? Don't say how much, Show me! Show me! Don't talk of love lasting through time. Make me no undying vow. Show me now! Sing me no song! Read me no rhyme!Don't waste my time, Show me! Don't talk of June, Don't talk of fall! Don't talk at all! Show me! Never do I ever want to hear another word. There isn't one I haven't heard. Here we are together in what ought to be a dream; Say one more word and I'll scream! Haven't your arms Hungered for mine? Please don't "expl'ine," Show me! Show me! Don't wait until wrinkles and lines Pop o

My Random Writings And Other Stuff
Girl I just got a few things to say to you, because in your heart you know it’s true. I would give my best to you, if you just let me prove to you, that I’m the only one for youBut when I look in your eyes, girl it’s no surprise, I see so much

Out In The Open.
to all that read this take in mind there are thoughs of us who have given more then just our lives and our souls to the country and world we would like to see be but our time our own familys and our most inner thoughts to what a real selfless act is. well here it is. I see a lot of B.S. on here which is what it sould be. but i do feel that everyone should show who they realy are all the time for when one shows B.S. here they are willing to show it when you want to see the real them. the more on line i am the more i see and feel that the crap is what the world is more built on which in here and there is nothing but liers and theifs. if it is not your money it is your life or what makes you you.. as is the real

Existence Unkown
Trapped in a hole I can't crawl out Its me they all doubt pinned, with no remorse out of time of course raining with pain crossed, an alittle insane no longer fun who is the one outside to in even in victory noone will win i cant believe nor concieve the sun went down and then rose i've gotten nowhere just froze screamin for help who will hear all by myself shed one last tear screamin so silent lived a life filled with anger, so violent take it away no longer play body enslaved sould enraged take one last chance this life i dance shadows under darkness wonder within im lost a single life is cost would trade all of this for a glimpse of happiness Colors so bright Imagination of vivid light Twin pine skies Just beneath sun shines rise Glassy waters, overlaying mist Melting soul, with passionate kiss Twisted fate… Irony must wait Thoughts in disarray Fantasies to play Powerlessness Flawlessness Intermittent dreams And silent screams

Random Shit I'll Make Songs Eventually
In my own special way, I was humming some In Flames while listening to Fingereleven on random, and totally got inspired. Very moody song, but I dig it. Trying to diversify my versing and add a little vagueness :D

Bombing
Ok Next time i have an Active fuBomB i want to have a lit ready.... So Here is your chance... Copy and paste a link to Your BomB Folder in a comment and i will be sure to include Your Folder the Next Time I Bomb.

My Photo Reading..
Hi Ar vu vuLovely picture so don't apologise. Thank you for posting so I could do a reading.As soon as I connected to your picture I wanted to start giggling. You are so full of bubbly, happy energy that it comes towards me in great waves. There is a twinkle in your eye that tells me you are in command really, no matter who else thinks they are. This twinkle comes from a really strong sense of nymph energy. I feel you should be running in & out of trees & woodland tempting poor, lonely men into your power. :) It has been a strength in your life that you have this elemental connection as being human has not been a comfortable transition for you. Everything here is so slow & solid. You are used to quicksilver magic & dancing with moonbeams.You hear the call of the Moon Goddess & she has had a major effect on your life path. Sometimes, like her, people have thought you fickle & easily bored - appearing & disappearing & never quite revealing all about yourself. The Moon Goddess has a dark

My Mom
Hello everyone!!!! Thanks so much for all the love and support!!! OMGosh I had no idea...but yeah then again I did...thank you all so very much for all your prayers and love!!! My main thang to say and to my daughter Jessica who did so much to keep everyone informed about me...which she did not have to do, but knowing how much everyone here means to me she did...she belongs to a website and would want me to do the same for her so ..let's all hope that day never comes, I may tell some of her secrets...lmao....trying to find some humor in all this sadness.... This has been really hard on my family if anyone...me I'm like a bad penny I keep showing up...I'm to mean for anything really bad to happen to me...without the support of my family and all of

Short A Title
Why would you judge me on one bad day,When everything normal has momentairly gone astray,Master of illusion my smile is my mask,Why would you judge me on one single act,You really don't know me,You just don't know who I am,So let me lay it out for you,Like a grand master plan,I am a mother, I support my kids and I do it alone,I don't need a man to bring value to my life,That's why I raise my kids on my own,I am someones sister,I bail her out when she gets into trouble,The only family I have, And she's a diamond in the rubble,I am a friend,I never bail when your down,I'm a phone call away,Just ask

Fubar Family
I am a normal everyday person. I didn't know anything about fubar until I found it by accident. I really enjoy the site. I was interested in being a dj cause I enjoy listening to music. I want to others to enjoy the same tunes that I listen to. So, I decided to become a dj. I went out and got the stuff I needed to become one. I didn't know the first thing about the programs I needed. But I went out and found the info and talked to a lot of helpful people. I started playing music in this one lounge and it went well. For some reason, someone else didn't like it. My server code was pulled from this lounge. I am hurt that the people in the lounge who call themselves my family would do this to me. I don't think people really do things to pi$$ people off. However, I do feel this place is highly emotionally, charged environment that people should keep their personal feelings separate from.

Parts Of My Past ♥
Today with my heart heavy with the longing for your love, I look around and see the heavy clouds. I begin to ask myself if I am the only one living without the sun. Ahh the sun, its warm bright rays dance across my face, dancing like the wild flowers in our feild. I miss laying there with you. I see it everyday and smile inside becuase I think back to all those nighs we spent there in each others arms. Im starting to think Im hurting myslef with your image in my memory. I miss your face, your touch, your smell... On ocassion I begin to sreach for it. It is getting harder and harder to find. I dont want to lost it. I am finally understanding that your not coming back. I can hope, beg, and plead you to return to me, but in realities eyes, that was an entire life time ago... I was goin onto one of my social networking sites... and it said they found a pic to use as my default cuz I hadnt picked one.... and it was a pic of my ex that shot himself.... someone suggested it.. I just opened m

Soulmates
As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time.Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one.But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you’ve held onto for years begins to fade.As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day.This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real.For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of warmth through your body

Another Day As Fu Turns Lmao
I SEE , MANY OF SO CALLED FRIENDS , I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH REMOVE , WILL ITS A 2 WAY STREET , AND WHEN I SEE ME GONE YOUR GONE CALLED POOFED AS I SAY IM A WITCH WANNA PLAY YOUR'LL GET JUST THAT BUT MIGHT BE KARMA WITH IT DON'T UNDER MIND IM MANY STEPS AHEAD

9 Words Woman Always Use!!
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they areright and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five moreminutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothingusually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statementoften misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are anidiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguingwith you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a womencan make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hardbefore deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.. (7) Tha

Midget And The Horse
There was this midget with a speech problem. He was looking to buy a horse and was talking to a friend about it. His friend sent him to see another guy that had a horse for sale. Before the midget arrived the friend called this man to let him know that the midget was on his way and to try to be nice and to bear with him cause of his speech problem. When the midget arrived the man met him and was showing him the horse. The midget then asked to see the horse's eeyaws, so the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's ears and then sat him back down. The Midget asked to see the horse's tweef, so again the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's teeth and sat him back down. The man was beginning to get frustrated. When the Midget asked to see the horse's twat, then man picked up the midget and shoved him as far up the horse's twat as he could. When he pulled him out the Midget then looked at him and said, maybebe I sh-sh-should re-refase dat..... can I see da hors

Out Of Touch!
I've been reading some responses to some of the posted mumms. Most of what I have read seems to have nothing to do with the question posted. Instead, the replies tend to bring out the self centeredness of the mumm responders. I am 57 yrs. of age. Is it my age that has me seeing younger generations as very out of touch with the ability to be real, or is it me that is failing to keep up with the times and adjust to the cavalier attitude that seems to be taking over? I wonder!

Spirit Guides
Turning to Ancestors for Guidance Many entities assume the role of spirit guide. Throughout our lives, we may call upon angels, animal and nature spirits, ascended masters, and celestial guardians for aid, protection, and support. Our ancestors represent another wellspring from which we may draw wisdom in times of need for they, too, can act as our spirit guides. Since our forbears spent at least one lifetime experiencing the tribulations that are a part of human existence, the perspective they can offer is a uniquely grounded one. Ancestral spirit guides can empathize with our fears and our frailties, worry, temptation, and feelings of insecurity. Once you have requested their guidance, they will see to it that you emerge unscathed on the far side of conflicts and are well-equipped to fulfill your potential. If your relationship with your relatives was strained when they were earthbound or you feel disconnected from your heritage, the thought of asking your ancestors for aid can

Mac101
ok, so my ex and i split five years ago. we have a wonderful ten y/o daughter. amazingly, we are better friends now than when we were together. but now , here is the quandry...... shangra la is now over and the ex and her man are at an end. now she wants to move in because she has no where else to go. this is going to be for a while. i just went from a no frills bachelor to full house plus two dogs, two cats, and a hampster. WHAT THE FUCK???????????? it will be great to have my daughter here, but what a helluva price tag. someone tell me if i am crazy, stupid, doing the right thing, or a combonation of the three. so i got a nice 2/2 house a couple of months ago. the rent was reasonable, and the area great. when we signed the papers, i asked him straight up if he was in forclosure, or anywhere nere it. his answer was no, he was all good. fast forward two months....

Rantings Of A Madman
Don't really know if this is cool on here, but if anyone is interested my book; Rantings Of A Madman is on sale. Send me your name and email in private mesage and I'll send you the link to my publisher.

Update
just giving a quick update to my fam and friends, or at least those who care, lol, i recently moved to Costa Rica to help my family with some mission work. I'm not sure how long i'll stay here but at least for the summer. So since i won't be online too often just didn't want you to think i forgot about you. Thanks to all who still keep in touch and show love. Hope you all have a wonderful summer

Salmon Poo
It is 7:11 am and I have technically been awake for the last hour. Its Sunday and there's no point of me sleeping because i have horse back riding lessons in an hour... This is my story..... I am dog sitting for a friend, her chihuahua named Bella. Chihuahua's aint know for their friendly personalities so we have been trying to socialize this dog as much as possible. I take her to the dog park where dogs come charged at her thinking she the squirrel that got away.. we live threw that only to have her slowly but surely move at least 3 feet away from me.. She also hates males, I'm not sure where she picked up this hate but of course the boyfriend cant seem to shake that the dog actually hates him. So in order to win Bellas little heart he sat on the floor last night and hand fed her ALL NATURAL "Salmon" dog treats... It lasted all of about 4 minutes then the love for him was gone...... Needless to say we all go to bed.. We are convinced that Bella needs to be treated like a regular

My Recent News
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy

Hmmmm
IM GOING TO BE HOLDING A SEXY SUMMER SINGLES AUCTION! WANT IN ON IT SB ME FOR DETAILS IT WILL RUN FOR TWO WEEKS ALL ENTRYS AND OFFERS WILL BE NEEDED TO BE IN BY SATURDAY AT THE LATEST! SO IF YOUR SINGLE AND WANNA BE IN IT SB ME FOR DETAILS! 75 K TO ENTER! COULD I GET SOME OF YOUR EXTRA FUBUCKS I WANNA GO FOR THE SPOT LIGHT! WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR EXTRA FUBUCKS!! I WOULD LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU HELPED ME!

Sex Stories
Since the weather was getting warmer my parents decided it was a good time for a barbecue. They invited the neighbours on both sides of us and a few others from across the street. One of our neighbours was an older man in his mid forties who is unmarried.As everyone came over, my dad started up the barbecue. I was running in and out of the house setting things up. I walked by our neighbour Bill and bent over to put a salad on the table. I knew I just gave him a good view of my butt and I knew he liked it.I continued to set things up and noticed that he didn't stop looking at me. Whether it was at my chest or at my butt. I was starting to feel very violated so I tried to stay away from him.As the night went on, we ate our food and the adults started to drink. They soon got drunk and very loud. I was left cleaning things up. As I walked by Bill to get into my house I felt him grab my butt. I looked at him and he just winked. When I finally got inside I shudder from the grope.I went back

Papaw
WITH A SINGLE SLICE ON YOUR WRIST YOUR LIFE CAN DISSAPEAR IN ONE NIGHT WHY DOES IT FEEL SO RIGHT , WITH A COLD STEEL BARRELPRESSED AGAINST MY HEAD WITH A SIMPLE SQUEEZE ITS ALL OVER AND IM DEAD WHY BOTHER WITH LIFE IM SICK OF BEING SAD HONESTLY I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD A GOOD DAY TRY TO STRAY FROM THE LIGHT OF THE DAY IT HURTS MY EYES I CRY WHENEVER I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP ALWAYS ALL THESE MARKS ON MY ARM WHY DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO CAUSE MY SELF HARM IS THERE LIFE AFTER DEATH IS THERE A PLACE WERE WE ALL MEET BACK UP B4 FINAL JUDGEMENT IDK BUT IF I GET THERE B4 IM BANISHED TO HELL I WILL SEEK OUT ALL MY FAMILY ALL MY FREINDS AND MY SON MOM AND PAPAW BUT I WILL MISS ALL OF YALL BE CUS IM GOIN A LIL EARLY

Lyrics
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swea

Came Home From Work To See What A Friend Put In My Shout Box Wedesday Night 6/17/09 11:40 Pm
TO COME HOME TO A SHOUT BOX MESSENGE SO SORRY BREW , THAT I HAD TO DO THIS, WILL IM HERE TO TELL YOU'S THE ONLY ONE THAT JUDGE'S IS GOD IF YOU EVEN BELIEVE IN HIM ? WE ALL ARE NOT PERFECT AND DON'T TELL YOU'S ARE I KNOW BETTER . GOD IS PERFECT WE ARE NOT . HE JUDGE'S ALL HE WILL BE JUDGING US OH HE WILL . AND EXCUSE'S TO HIM THAT DAY WHEN IT COMES HE WON'T EXCEPT EXCUSE'S. I HAVE HELPED MANY , I HAVE BEEN

My Sister's Keeper
I'm sure most of you have senn the trailer for the movie coming out on June 26 called My Sister's Keeper. It stares Cameron Diaz and is about a girl who was genetically engeniered to save her sister's life who is dying with a rare form of leukemia. I always like to try and read the book beofre I see the movie. To me the books are always better and give more structure to the story then a 2 hour movie ever can. I started this book Tuesday and just finished it like 5 minutes ago. By far one of the BEST books i have read in a long time. Hell, I was all into the Twilight saga and this book blows Twilight out of the water and then some. (yes, I am a grown woman who likes Twilight, shut up!) Reading this book made me realize, we all have tough decisions to make everyday. These decisions will shape not only our future but the future of everyone we come in contact with.

Paranoia
paranoiagotta love itwhen you feel like noonelikes you anymorewhen you think everyone istrying to stay awayfrom the cold the freezing lump inside my chest too frozen to moveto stuck in the nowcant get to tomorroweverything tumbing fallingjust crashing downfearthat you just cant do itthat youre not good enoughor that you once werebut youre old nowworthless and ought to bethrown awaytrashed anddiscarded

Saturdays R Ruff
It;s funny when we remeber days gone by in that it sometimes brings joy then other times it brings a tear to our eyes,, I remember back some 50+ yrs ago and the excitement tha the fourth of july brought to me as a young lad...The brightness of the sparklers and loudness of the fire crackers...The Independece Day parades.. the soldiers in uniform all saluting our flag as the marched by.... the families gathering fopr picnics...the neighborhoods have get togethers... Then I remember the Bobm drills in school...the pledge of alligence to oue flag as classes began...the prayers silent and verbal each morning... Then I remembered A funeral for my cousin killed in action in the Korean conflict.. I weeped for him this morning...he was my hero growing up in the 50's... I remember the country called Vietnam and we were advisors of the conflict.... Then I remember the draft of our men into that conflict...I remember my wanting to be a draft dodger because of my memories of my cousin... I reme

Just For A Day
should one give ture love a 2nd chance not to the same but to an other an if so why ? if its to be pasted around why give it to just one ? mixed up an sitten in my padded corner. Anyone can be a father... takes someone special to be a dad , From the Love of my children .

Fathers Day
Searchers have a question they'd like answered: Who started Father's Day? Who do they have to thank for the mandatory bonding time they're spending with dear ol' dad this weekend? Lookups on "father's day origin" and "who started father's day" inspired us to investigate. The results of our research shook us to our very core. OK, maybe not to our core, exactly. But the story of how Father's Day came to be is still pretty interesting. A blog from a Detroit church explains that most historians credit a woman named Sonora Smart Dodd with creating the holiday. Ms. Smart Dodd was "inspired by her father, a widower and Civil War veteran named William Jackson Smart." She wanted to do something to honor his memory while paying respect to all fathers. Clearly she was a woman with a plan. Alas, not everybody agreed with her pleas to "give it up for the papas" (our words, not hers). In fact, Ms. Smart Dodd's proposal was often mocked when it first made the rounds. Folks felt it unnecessary. And

Hackers
attention all fubar friends family and all if you are reading this plz take procautions for your accounts on fubar and on yahoo messenger down load zone alarm on ur pc change ur passwords and definately do not give out ur info to anyone at anytime cuz hackers have been gettin into peoples accnts on both fubar and yahoo so protect urself and download zone alarm on ur pc thx

Broken Hearts
Where do they gowhen they have no place to call homeLive and be brokenor hope they'll mend on their own ****Time heals woundsand enables us to forgetWait! Time has no value to aching broken hearts****I long for your smiletender touch, and strong arms Arms I run to, throw myself between your charm ****You weren't there when desperation and emptiness accompanied me No more tears to wipeyou are not aroundand you'll never be ****You ran away and left me aloneI looked, no one was thereI was alone in this worldlooking aroundfor your care ****Why did you leave me on my ownI was sad not for missing youI realized I've been always alone ****I cried not because its overbut for the missing part in my heart No! I wont say I am in loveglass doesn't mend once shattered a part****I'll keep pain inside from now onwith my brokenheart I,ll roam loneliness taught my heart to singyet aches for a place to call home

What Happened To Nice Guys?
:Beginning Rant:How long before a nice guy stops being nice? After how many hurts, rejections, and false hopes does the nice guy say, maybe its really not worth it anymore?For it seems in this era that the nice guy is no longer the good guy. For some strange reason while it is asked upon us to remain respectful, caring, loving, and chivalrous, it seems that those same people who ask it are in fact lookin for the opposite. While every woman may claim that they want someone truthful, and faithful, and loyal, it seems that in fact they much prefer the beater, abuser, screamer, and cheater.While women can claim that they want the nice guy, it seems that by the nice guy being nice, he has in fact become too nice, and the woman is no longer constantly fighting, getting hit, etc. so she decides he is not what she wants. Instead she wants the challenge. So this begs the question, how can the good guy ever win?And while many may say, why don't you just give up on the nice guy attitude then and

Pain
WELL I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYONE RUNNING THERE MOUTHS AND I AM VERY HURT BY ALL OF THIS....SO WHAT IF I PUT MY FEELINGS IN MY STATUS, THAT IS DRAMA WHATEVER IT IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH AND I AM A OPEN PERSON AND LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW I FEEL SO SORRY THAT IS ME AND I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE....I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND DONT WANT TO LOOSE THEM BECAUSE OF SOMEONES BIG MOUTH CUZ THEY ARE JEALOUS OR DONT LIKE ME....I AM VERY HEART BROKEN RIGHT NOW I MISS A CERTAIN SOMEONE AND I HOPE THAT SOMEONE MISSES ME TOO MAYBE WE CAN FIX THIS I DONT KNOW!!!!!!

Thought For The Day
R I P Tyler Heilman 7/20/2009 Michaela Widmer 7/25/2009 This world keeps spinning faster to a new disasterInnocent lives are being takenFamilies being torn apartChildren having to grow up without a mommy or daddyIt leaves us here to sit and wonder WHY?Whats next, whose it going to be, what else can possibly happenWe sit and wait for answers, justice to be servedWe sit and wait for the times of a wake and funeral to be announcedYet no matter how much time will passThese lives will never be forgottenOne day you can wake up with a happy familyThat happy family can be torn apart by unexplainable acts of crueltyYou never know when something like this will happenYou don’t have any time to prepareYour friends, family and inner strength is your only backboneYou can rewind time, and you can’t fast-forward itFriends and family you haven’t seen for a while come closerTo help you ease your pain and recoverYour everyday thoughts flashback to the scene of where everything happe

Another One That Thinks He Is Hot Shit
OK SO THE RETARD RIGHT HERE U NIGHT WANNA WATCH OUR FOR IF U DONT TALK TO HIM HE WILL CALL U A TRAMP WHORE AND SLUT CAUSE HE DONT GET HIS WAY TALKING YOU THEN WHEN TRY TO WRITE HIM BACK AND TELL HIM TO STOP ACTING DUMB HE WILL BLOCK U SO U MIGHT WANNA WATCH UR

This Is How I Feel This Song Fits Me
Swept me away But now I'm lost in the dark Set me on fire But now I'm left with a spark Alone, you got beyond the haze and I'm lost inside the maze I guess I'm all alone in love I look into your eyes You turn the other way And now I realize It's all a game you play I hold you in the night And wake to find you gone You're running out of sight It's so hard holding on All alone in love Chorus You haunt me in your dreams I'm calling out your name I watch you fade away Your love is not the same I've figured out your style To quickly drift apart You held me for a while Planned it from the start All alone in love Sitting in the dark without you How am I supposed to make it Through the night Slowly fall apart without you Cry away the hours Till the morning light

Kate A Dear Friend
Just letting everyone who knew Kate, she passed away this morning. I recieved word from her daughter. Cancer had spread throughout her body and she was just getting ready to start some meds that were going to be very hard on her.

Real Friends Read
ok for all of you that are mourning Micheal Jackson you are supporting Child Molestation i dont care if he was the best Pop Singer ever he was nothing more than a Child Molester why he never went to jail is because he had the money to pay them off and no they did not lie just so they could get his money he raped those kids why would there only be two cases if people were out to get his money huh i am sick of people saying RIP King of Pop and uploading pics in memory of him just call him what he is.......A Gay Child Molesting Peice of crap.

Men
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.

Angry
Ok after a short break from the Fu I have returned and am curios to know what this site is all about now - so much seems to have changed or is it me - am I that different now Im nearer 41 (hint hint) - I am still getting into the swing of rating pictures etc and comments will come soon - but surely if some one is asking for help to level and you rate a few of there pictures to help out - is it now unheard of to rate back - or even say ty - if its unheard of I shall not do it again and neither will I moan when no one rates my pictures. Ok rant over - back to business luv my fu owner and fu fiance - and yeah a lot of fu others too OK, so your opinion isnt really wanted here - feel free to say what you like cos frankly I dont give a damn.....

Wishes!
I just found out that my ex is leaving town and had the balls to tell everyone that he screwed over. What had happen will stay in the past and he will give back everyones stuff including mine. True or false either way their is only one person that he has not faced. And if you guess me your right. Ever feel like you have a knot in your stomache that just doesnt go away with anything you do. Im in that spot, I cant stop thinking about or wishing to be near a guy. And I wish he feels the same I want more but what do I do!

Military Taps
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his stomac

Foxie Stfu Dumb Whore
Hahahaha...she's a whore,and she knows it!You think I give a shit about anything you say,slut?I don't...you're words are devoid of any meaning,therefore making you a dumb shit.Let me ask you this,how would you know my cock is small if you aint lookin at it.And yes,the women thing..yours might be hot,but theyre FAKE like you,bitch.And all they see you as is a piece of dirty pussy.And as for you showin me your body..pleeeease..you need to stop smokin crack and eat something,skinny bitch.My black girls will come find you and treat you like the dog you are.Why are you gonna play with fire,send me a shout,then block me?Are you afraid to hear the truth about yourself?Don't worry,I wont be too fucked up..I just call em as I see em.And you have to entise people to look at your body..I dont.I am sorry though that you were offended by my comment yesterday..but,thats the risk you take postin your skinny crackhead ass on a public site.Also,first ammendment,do you even know what it is?You dont like

My First Fubar Blog :)
--My Fate--Looking through the hour glass,Counting each second.Not really knowing where I'll be&& where I'll go from here.Looking through my eyes,I'm amazed by all the beauty that surrounds me.It's a wonder I have found it when I did.I'm amazed,What such fate surrounds me,On my journey through life?Will I stray from the right path?Will that fate lead me to an ending path?I can't walk it alone.I need someones hand to hold,To help me make it safely home.-Shyra

Thirsty's Tavern A Tell All Lounge
R U THIRSTY 4 ADULT CONVERSATIONS? THEN YOU SHOULD JOIN MY NEW LOUNGE: THIRSTY'S TAVERN IT IS A TELL ALL LOUNGE WITH AWESOME CONVERSTION AND PEOPLE I MEAN IF U CAN HANDLE YOUR LIQUOR AND ALL OPEN MON-FRI 8PM TILL 12PM SATURDAY FROM 8PM TILL 2AM=SUNDAYS CLOSED WHETHER I AM THERE OR NOT THE CONVERSATION AND LIQUOR MAY FLOW COME GET YOUR THIRST ON! XOXOXOXOXOTHIRSTY4TAE

Karma Sometimes Bites You Back!
The other day I was going to my nieces Dance recitals. The whole way i was thinking about the last time i went and how long and drawn out it was.. I was hoping this one was allot faster and more entertaining.. Don't get me wrong my nieces were great but watching the other 200 kids in between is what killed me. SO needless to say I wasn't that thrilled to go.. I find a parking lot near the theater and I'm overjoyed at the fact I don't have to walk.. I step out of my car and I'm walking up to the payment booth when a homeless man approaches me .. I think well either hes going to ask me for money (which i usually try to donate) or hes going to walk on by.. either way I'm fine.. Well he comes up to me and shows me a parking ticket that covers the whole day and hes willing to sell it to me for 5 dollars. I think to myself well a ticket for the evening is only 5 dollars whats the harm in buying his ticket and helping him out. SO of course me being who i am hand the guy % dollars tell him t

About Me (scroll Down To Read :))
Name: Sonia Birthday: March 24 Birthplace: El Paso Current Location: El Paso Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Red right now. lol Height: 5'6 or 5'7 Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Your Heritage: Latina "MEXICANA" The Shoes You Wore Today: Sneakers Kswiss Your Weakness: Partying!! Your Fears: CLOWNS! Your Perfect Pizza: Mmmm Hawaiin!!

The Poet And The Moon
Real like all the rays of the sun strong in in to the heart like a " bang " simply like you, my friend is your smile, wonderful like an holiday on the moon that take me force and make me a small far but at you ever near peice of your world. And when your smile, will become a cry remember about me and i will do with you and eyes in to the eyes will go again where is the rainbow at the end of the rayn

Let's Play A Game ...
As I'm taking pics to upload, there are a few that I'm not sure what body part it is. So I thought I'd make a little game of it. Can you help me "Name the Body Part". There is only one rule

Silk?
Keiko Yamada sat patiently on the Arabesque rug basking in the illumination of the candle glow. Her skin reflected a lovely peach colored resplendence in the darkened room. She waited quietly for Jeremy. She was totally his tonight—body and soul. He led her to the bedroom of the old Victorian house decorated with mahogany furniture and an opulent canopy bed. He had unzipped her blue silk dress, and the featherweight raiment glided along the refined curvature of her petite body onto the floor. He had touched her soft shoulders lightly and smiled as he savored the vision before him. Her sweet perfume was an intoxicating mist emanating the room. Her large pomegranate breasts were freed as he unsnapped her azure lace bra. After kissing her breasts and sucking her hardened nipples, he ran his hands down her hips and carefully removed her matching lace panties. Jeremy removed a pair of leather cuffs from the wooden tea poi, and she instinctively yielded her delicate hands to her poss

Dreams
I want to be the first to buy you a Nathan's. I want to feel the joy, every time, of our first kiss. I want to know it is because of you that the sun rises. I want to see the day begin, in your eyes.

The History Of Eddie Guerrero
Eddie Guerrero, born Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes (October 9, 1967 – November 13, 2005) was an American professional wrestler of Hispanic extraction. Born into a legendary wrestling family, Guerrero managed to maintain the storied Guerrero family legacy. Through the 1990s, he had a distinguished career, working for every major professional wrestling promotion in the United States during that period: Extreme Championship Wrestling, World Championship Wrestling and World Wrestling Entertainment.Guerrero's in-ring character was that of a crafty, resourceful wrestler who would do anything to win a match. His famous mantra became "Cheat to Win." Despite being a heel for much of his career, he became extremely popular because of his charisma and the fact that his character seemed to largely be a reflection of himself.Throughout his career, Guerrero encountered various substance abuse problems outside of wrestling, including alcoholism and an addiction to pain killers. His problems outs

Grandma Williams
Happy belated Birthday Grandma. You are still so much a part of my life. Every day, you live through me as I work, baking desserts, pies, cheescakes, brulee's. There was no one more special to me than you.

Mistakes
IWROTE THIS BLOG A WHILE BACK IN THE MISDT OF GREAT PAIN AND SUFFERRING, I WROTE WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME. I AM MUCH GREATER NOW, BUT YOU CAN NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU CAM FROM IF YOUR GOING TO BE INTENT ON THE FUTURE AND ITS CHANGE! In this part of my life, i realize that i have made an incredible amount of mistakes. Honestly, not knowing what i was doing. It is true that i am very intelligent, but when your lost in a maze, puzzling to figure out your way, situations arise that can be very damaging. Things in life have led me to try to make a better life for myself. Emotions get caught up in moments that bring contentment, peace, rest, and the finding of newness. It is very possible to become so lost that you really forget good judgement. Your sight can become so cloudy and

Important Things
Female genital cutting From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Female genital mutilation (FGM), also known as female genital cutting (FGC), female circumcision or female genital mutilation/cutting (FGM/C), is any procedure involving the partial or total removal of the external female genitalia or other injury to the female genital organs "whether for cultural, religious or other non-therapeutic reasons." The term is almost exclusively used to describe traditional or religious procedures on a minor, which requires the parents' consent because of the age of the girl. When the procedure is performed on and with the consent of an adult it is generally called clitoridectomy, or it may be part of labiaplasty or vaginoplasty.[2]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-2"[3]HYPERLINK l "cite_note-3"[4] It also generally does not refer to procedures used in gender reassignment surgery, and the genital modification of intersexuals. FGC is practiced throughout the world, with the practice concentrated most heavily i

Are These Funny?
A farmer was sitting in the neighborhood bar getting drunk. A man came in and asked the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day, getting drunk?" The farmer shook his head and replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So what happened that's so horrible?" the man asked as he sat down next to the farmer. "Well," the farmer said, "today I was sitting by my cow, milking her. Just as I got the bucket full, she lifted her left leg and kicked over the bucket." "Okay," said the man, "but that's not so bad." "Some things you just can't explain," the farmer replied. "So what happened then?" the man asked. The farmer said, "I took her left leg and tied it to the post on the left." "And then?" "Well, I sat back down and continued to milk her. Just as I got the bucket full, she took her right leg and kicked over the bucket." The man laughed and said, "Again?" The farmer replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So, what did you do then?" th

My Grandson....
oh yea we have survived another year. We have survived turmoil, strife, the mundane and the ridiculous. Its only a mere pity that someone like Obama is only beginning. Even though it is a very great thing that we have managed to overcome racial issues to elect a black president, the fact that that president has caused more problems than we need is in a word... sad. So, let's hope with the new year, that he will pull his head out of his ass and become the president that we wish him to be. The greatest thing we could have for the new year is not a president thats a minority or a low unempoyment rate or medical care or whatever. No, the greatest thing we can have is...hope. Because if we have no hope then we have given up and America does not ever give up. So I hope you all have a great new year and many more to come to those friends I chat with and know about him, my grandson was born last night: 8:57 AM 7/8 Cayden Hunter was born at 9:39 pm on 7-7-09. Weight: 6 lbs 8 oz Height: 20.25

Crazy Cajuns
Cajun AngelsGabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have someCajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They areswinging on The Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and barbecue sauce isall over their robes! Ham hocks, spareribs, and crawfish shells are allover the streets of gold. Some folks are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeping the stairway to heavenclean. There are watermelon seeds all over the clouds! They have eatenalmost every animal up here! Some of them aren't even wearing theirhalos, saying it is messing up their hair."The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven ishome to all my children. If you really want to know about problems,let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns."The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!"The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello, God, what can I do foryou?"God replied, "Tell me what kind of problems you are hav

Cajun Joke
Now Boudreaux, he fall in love wit Marie and he ax > > her to marry him... > > > > > > Marie > > was very naive and uninformed about da birds and da > > bees. > > > > > > Boudreaux was a poor fisherman and could not afford > > to take much time off for a honeymoon.

Hate It
Heres how it works ppl. Contact me or my boi Iceman69. pic out ur pic and a pic from 1 of our morph folders. Iceman shall morph ya. Depending on the 2 pics starts the price. the better the pics, the higher the price. Price will be decided upon completion. Ty all, hope ur satisfied. Peace, Yours Truly TɧȜʍϑϮϮƘǂȠǤ

Another Day In The Life
I guess there is so much intolerance in our society. It is not just the color of your skin or the way that you worship your God that people discriminate against anymore. Society as a whole is getting just so damn narcissistic and bitchy. Every other commercial on TV is about fixing what is wrong with you. What if there is really just something wrong with society? What if its okay to have one tit bigger than the other, two moles behind your left ear, graying hair, limp dicks, a few stretch marks here and there, and of course the terribly unwanted love handles? I would gladly be friends with real people, with real issues. I don’t want some fake made up shell of what a person wants to be. I would rather talk to a 85% burn victim about the way to solve cancer and global hunger than some super-model chick about Prada or Versace. We as a people have become so materialistic and uncaring. We have people living in hunger and homeless residenced in the richest country in the world, yet we

Music
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to you I might just disappear. Nobody wins when everyone's losing Oh, it's like One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, Oh, it's like Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be There's st

My Fault!!!
To You It Shall Always Be My Fault. You Stay Out Until 2... Thats My Fault. You Get Into Trouble... My Fault. You Get Sick..... Thats My Fault. You Have No Money, No Friends And No Life ALL MY FAULT!!!!! You Have A Bad Day.... All On Me... I'm The Reason You Are Unhappy. Im The Reason You Yell. Im The Reason You Break Things. Im The Reason???? Then Leave... Just Go! I Wont Stop You! I Never Have! I Say Go You Stupid Ass! It's My Fault You Lost It? It's My Fault I Hurt? It's My Fault????? GO.... GO .....GO Im Begging Just Leave! Stay Away.... Don't Show Up One Day, With The I'm Sorry Baby, I Dont Care Anymore! Im Not The Problem You Fuck, Just Leave Me Alone, Straighten Your Shit Out, 23 New Charges... Guess Those Are My Fault Too? Fuck Off You Stupid Shit. I Have Better Things To Do. Rott There Im Not Bailing Your Ass Out. Guess What It Aint My Fault!!!!!

Gypsyredneck
In five months of living with men here is what I have learned, as explained to me tonight by the brilliant and ever wise DDM:Men do not hear negatives. We (women) bitch at them so frequently that they are psychologically and possibly even biologically conditioned to tune out the negative. So if we were to say, for instance, "Thomas, I do not like roses. I want daisies," he would hear "blah blah roses blah blah want blah," therefore leading to the trauma of earlier this Autumn. Indeed, I have been under the mistaken impression that my communication style was clear and easily understood when in fact it is not. And it has been further explained to me that in communicating with the male of the species Pauses are an important tool. DDM explains further that if communication could be a combination of James Kirk's ... .. paused... .. speech could be combined with... .. terseness, short... .. words that... .. are spaced... .. so... .. that there were... .. enough... .. pauses for the men to...

Fu-wife Auction Help Me Ladiesngents!!!
I AM INTERESTED IN SEEKING A FU-WIFE DONT GET IT TWISTED YES I DO HAVE A FU-HUSBAND BUT I AM INTERESTED IN A SEXXI WOMAN 2 QUENCH MY THIRST IF THAT IS U PLEASE BID FOR ME IN MY PHOTO SECTION 07-13-09 TILL 07-20-09 BID STARTS AT 1 MILLION.....THIRSTY4TAE

Me!?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti

Animal Abuse
Animal Abuse Please master, I am so tired of hurtingDid you know that I only wanted you to love me and give me lots of praise and affection? Why did you choose to yell and scream at me when I misbehaved, at times resorting to physical abuse? Remember, you were the ones who chose to take me home. After you separated me from my mother, sisters, and brothers, why did you change your mind? Wasn't I the same soft, lovable, cuddly puppy? Was I wrong in expecting you to be my new family? When I pottied in your domain, it wasn't that I was stupid, like you yelled. After all, going potty at any time or place was very natural for me. Did you really think that I was just trying to displease you? I just didn't understand what you expected from me. Can you imagine how totally crushed and humiliated I felt when you shoved my face in the messes I made and then threw me outside? How about the time you kicked me across the living room, calling me a dumb stupid mutt? I, like you, have sensitive fee

Cheating
So I read a MUMMS today and it asks, "Is it still cheating if a girl makes out with anothor girl". To me that sounds like a hell of a time and a Freakin Bad Ass Girl Friend, exspcially if I get to Join in. Girls and Guys Make cheating sound like a bad thing. It keeps life interesting! If i am with someone that i love, I dont cheat on them to leave them, rather to have something new for a moment to change the norm. Its like drinking nothing but water for a year straight and nothing else. At some point you wanna damn soda, or tea, or coffee or milk, anything! Sometimes you'll now crave that sode, tea ect, But you still need to that water!

Death
One year and three months has passed since I lost my best friend, lover and husband. It seems like yesterday. I really thought I'd share some words of wisdom with y'all but for the life of me I can't find any. Peace out.

The Madness!!
So Recently I asked my best friend's lover, (or whatever in the hell you wanna call him at this point), to give me his opinion on Cross Dressing Ewoks. All I Gotta Say Is DAMN!! His Answer was this:Problems and misconceptions among the Ewok‘s.An Ewok is not a race, it is a status of age as an adult to a child, a deer to a doe, and a Bear to a cub.Ewok’s are “cubs” to Wookiees. However unlike most Guardians whom protect their young, the Wookiees

Updates
I am sorry I have not been around as of late but I have had alot to do and think about. I will be moving to Indiana within a few weeks and have been working on getting things ready. I will try to be on more but wanted to let you all know what was up... talk to you all later

Bullys!!
Its been 8 years since we lost so many loved ones in that tragic day.... As I sit here typing this out... I still get chills.... I remember where i was, even down to every step I had taken when I saw the news.... I was locked up.... Which was the worst feeling I ever had.... Because I wanted to be there helping and I couldnt..... I would have givin up everythign to be there..... No I didnt know anyone who was lost that tragic day.... But they were fellow americans.... What saddens me the most is the fact that it took that tragedy for americans to come together.... I dont have much to say in this blog.... But, to the people who lost a friend or a family member that day, my heart goes out to you... To the ones we lost that day, i may not know any of you, but you will FOREVER be in my heart!!! Most of all... To the men and women who have lost their lives fighting for our freedom, I thank you!! To the men and women STILL fighting for our freedom because of that day, You will always be my

Me, Myself, Oh, And My Thoughts..
WHAT'S THE ONE THING YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING? (a question a friend of mine just recently asked all of her friends,my answer follows, you are welcome to write or comment your answer, it is an intrigueing question.) What do I want more than anything? Your happiness, and I use the word "Your" both in reference to you specifically and the rest of the world as well. See I figure if You, and the world could all just find happiness, then perhaps I could find happiness as well... Isn't that really what anybody wants? Happiness? We as a society throw that word around loosely, as if we know what it means wholeheartedly, but can any one of us truly, without a doubt in our minds, say that we have experienced true happiness? Your favorite place is on the back of your horse, but that moment of bliss that you feel while you are there, is it truly the REAL definition of happiness? And, If so... how do we take that brief moment of bliss and learn how to experience it for the rest of our live

Thank You
LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN... LOVE FOR YOU IS STRONG... LOVE FOR YOU IS NEVERENDING... LOVE FOR YOU IS AND ALWAYS BEEN WORTH IT... LOVE FOR YOU HAS ALWAYS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE... YOU ARE GORGEOUS... YOU ARE INTELLIGIENT... YOU ARE CONSIDERATE... YOU ARE GENEROUS... YOU ARE LOVING... YOU ARE CARING... I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU.... I LOVE YOU.... This is for you... You are always there to help me evrytime I need you... You said HELLO and i knew we would never be apart... You are my BEST FRIEND... You always look out for me...You always take care of me... You are my EVERYTHING... I could not breathe WITH OUT YOU... You are MY HEART... You are MY MIND... You are MY EYES... You are MY BODY... You are MY SOUL...

A Blog For My Thoughts
So like yesterday was a fucked up day. Today was slightly better. I got my coffee like always, worked like always and got a lovely text message from my ex bf. Him and I got into a huge fight yesterday in which he decides to reply back today. He said goodbye to me and I said bye dont let the door hit you on the ass on the way out. He replies ooOo tough girl. I said look you said goodbye and im just ending it by saying bye. What was funny was that he was the one that was like quit texting me. Fuck. I told him bye and i ended it and i said now im telling you bye and having the last word ass. And that was that. In which I give him about 2 months he will be crawling for me again. This hasnt been the first time this has happened more like to this day in the past three years 20 times that we have gotten into fights and he has came crawling back to me. I got a huge shocker today, my friend who I work with well she has been divorced two times and I feel bad for the poor woman, shes dating this

Note To Self!
Note to self: NEVER QUIT!! There is this lady who thought she could take away my fu hubby and my fu lover. In the last few weeks this lady and I have been in a pissing contest. I believe im winning! Needless to say after one upping her on bling and blasts and threats off all sorts, she topped me by buying me a HH. She thought she had me I would bend to her will, she implored me to say Uncle.. I SAY NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO i bought her a HH as well, You will see us tomorrow together. Please so I can win just go hit her like mad.... I will not bend, nor break I will win SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends What Are They What Does It Mean?
WHAT IS A FREIND? A FREIND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER OVER STEPS THE BOUNDRIES YOU HAVE.. THAT IS MORE THAN JUST HERE ILL GIVE YOU THIS. A FRIEND IS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE FOR YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN NO MATTER WHAT.. A FRIEND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER SAYS SEXUAL SHIT IN FRONT OF SOMEONE YOUR DATING LIKE " SEE MY TITTIES I HAVE BIG TITTIES I HAVE NICE NIPPLES" THATS OVER STEPPING YOUR FRIENDS BOUNDRIES.. A FRIEND DONT JUST DO THINGS FOR YOU THEY RESPECT YOU AS WELL. A FRIEND WOULD NOT DATE A GUY YOU LIKE REGARDLESS EVEN IF YOU LIKE THE GUY AS WELL.. THATS NOT RESPECTING A PERSON AT ALL..I ALWAYS TEST A PERSON AND SAY HERE YOU GO YOU LIKE THEM AND IF THEY GO FOR THE TRAP THEN I KNOW DAMN WELL THERE NOT MY TRUE FRIEND.. I KNOW THEN THEY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND JUST ARE WANTING TO MAKE THEMSELFS FEEL BIGGER BY DOING THE SHIT THEY DO.. I WONT TOLERATE THAT SHIT AT ALL ITS WRONG IN SO MANY WAYS.. IT REALLY IS..

In The Past
...Want Ads stating "Help Wanted: Male" or "Help Wanted: Female". Replying to an ad of the wrong gender was a waste of time, as you would be laughed (or cursed) out of the Personnel Office (as they once were called)....Mothers leaving their kids with a "sitter", because there was no "day care". This was still a foreign concept when I was well into my teens, and a major demand from the "Womens' Movement"....The Womens' Movement. Women insisting it be "ok" for a woman to work outside the home because she WANTED to, not just because her husband was a layabout. The jeers at the "women who wanted to be men". The justifications for paying women less than men for the same work....Having to ask for a Private Line from "THE PHONE COMPANY"; otherwise you would have to be on a Party Line....When there was only one PHONE COMPANY, you leased your phone (and THEY fixed it when it broke), & yes, I remember Party Lines (and was on one for a time)....When you dialed (yes, DIALED) 5 numbers, the first 2

Test
this is test, this is only a test. had this been an actual blog there would be words compiled into sentances, sentances forming paragraphs, paragraphs forming a point or a statement. stay tuned for an actual blog!

Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'

The Moments In Life Where You Know Everything Is Ok
Funny how my son Rebel Presley's father expresses himself...Luckily this times not about me!! LoL But regardless it hit me and cant wait to hear the instrumental parts when he gets home from Michigan. Hes my Monster and Ill always love him even though Id prolly kill him if we were together still. LoL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've got my hands gripped tightly around your neck as you come to find what you thought you'd never see the look in my eyes I'm sure you'll not soon forget as you realize all the hate that you've unleashed in me (CHORUS) Well, I've sat down and talked to all the angels Heaven's got a secret they're too scared to tell cuz I've finally struck a deal and sold my soul now I'm not even welcome at the gates of

Country Music 24/7
We would like to have every one come by and check out the SXR LOUNGE. We play country music 24/7 with live dj's. You can join the fun and make requests. Most of all we know how to play the new stuff no one has.

Thoughts...
I sit alone in a state of mind that wishes to go back about a year...To go back and change so much...It is a thing that cant be ever truly undone...To avoid leaving a life that was so good to me...Throwing it all away like none of it really mattered...I miss being able to see my sister and talk to her...I regret the fighting we did between the two of us...I looked for a way to run and I found it...Packing my stuff, I ran to live in another world...Thinking it was for the best, I just took off not looking back...I ran into the arms of a girl that I thought was my happiness...Sitting within her grasp I blocked out all my troubles...About a month later, I returned back home...I had come to see my sister, and say Goodbye I Love You...The hardest part was walking in the shadows in the time of the passing...I helped lay her down for her final rest with tears falling down my face...Once returned home, I worried about losing the one person that made me happy...I had nightmares about us splitti

Love
All I want is someone to love me and to love them back is that to much to ask for, but to find the right one it almost seems imposible anymore....you try to give your heart to someone and it seems like you always get hurt or someone messes w/your emotions...I am about ready to give up!!!!

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Rants
Dave was so excited to be going bear hunting. He spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Then there was a tap on his shoulder, and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said "You've got two choices. I either maul you to death or we have sex."Dave decided to bend over. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Dave soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip where he found the black bear and shot it. There was another tap on his shoulder. This time a hugegrizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said "That was a huge mistake, Dave. You've got two choices. Either I maul you to death or we have rough sex."Again, Dave thought it was better to comply. Although he survived, it would take several months before Dave finally recovered.Outraged, he headed back to the woods, managed to track down the grizzly and shot it. He felt sweet revenge, but then there was a tap on his shoulder. He turned around to find a giant polar bear standing there. The pola

Songs, Poems, Crap
I am sick and tired of rating people that don't rate me back, it's like I'm a guy so I have to work 100 times harder than any female on this site. I buy bling, I complete what I have to, and except for a couple and I mean like two or three ppl, I have to do everything myself! I'm not crying, but I am bitchin! I am a good friend, I rate my tops every day, I polish their bling and if I have cash I bling them as well... this is probably why I left the last time, I don't even remember but this shit is getting old. I don't get yr rates even tho I rate u an 11 evey day!? WTF u don't even stop by my page to say hey? this is a social network? I have been respectful, kind and unloaded everything I can for ppl and those of you that have given back....you KNOW this is not for you. But this has turned into a female sex frenzy for fucktards! Most of you will never know how fucked up I really am, and I don't blame you for nevering caring to know. However, I have been caring, exceptional in sweetnes

Sports Stuff
It may not be fashionable to say it, but hell, I'm a massive Schumacher fan, and the news that he's making a comeback to F1 to cover for the injured (but fortunately improving, thoughts-are-with-him) Felipe Massa has me so jazzed for the rest of the season.

My Eyes
My Eyes If I lift my eyes from the ground Opening myself up Afraid of what could happen If I raise them into yours Would let you inside of me My hopes and fears They are ones I can never show For if I let anyone inside Would they ever truly want to know? Just what it is that makes me sad Of how I long to cry Of how much pain they have caused me Would they even wonder why? So I go along the sidewalk With my eyes cast down below I pray they never stop me I pray they never know

Back To Work
you will love this one...okay so pulte gave me an f250 company truck with a 8x 10 single axle trailer to haul material....okay so today i was going to bella via in mesa...ray and signal butte..but anyways back to the story...about 6:30 am i am on the 60 going east bound...and the passenger side rim and tire decided to go for a ride with the trailer...tire shreads and all 5 of the bolts that hold the rim on..shear off...so i am tryen to get over and i see the rim passen me on the freeway...this is right before rural rd...i get all to the left side and the rim hits the median passenger side....then bolts across hitting no cars hitscenter median and crosses all lanes of traffic again...what are the chances of that...short story but oh so funny..had to wait for tow truck to send trailer to shop...hopefully get it back soon enough...just thought i would share my morning with you all.... okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well

Chevy's
Chevy (Noun) A Brand of cars/trucks that that breaks down often and is very unreliable, But some people decide to continue to push them around town. If you have a Chevy you might want to make sure that you have a friend with a Ford so that he/she can tow you home so that you don't have to push it.Cracked Heads Every Valve Rattles On Long Extended Trips new battery 73$new tranny 500$new motor 1000$cost of stolen stereo due to crappy locks 900$wishing it would burst into flames=priceless

Dodge...p.o.s
(1) Make of car cheaply made, looks good, but breaks down prematurely.(2) Make of car that sells for a low price but parts are expensive.(3) The only make of truck or van that give you multiple choice on what to do when they cut you off in the middle of the road. (Should I dodge him or ram him?)(4) Division of Chrysler that used to make good quality automobiles such as the Charger, but sacrifices quality for profit.Note: these definitions also apply to Plymouth and Chrysler. Dented Or Damaged Greatly Everyday Drips Oil Drops Grease EverywhereDies On Day Guarantee Expires Dreary Out Dated Grandpa Engineering

Extreme Hits Lounge
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Bigotry-alive And Well In America
“Bigotry is the sacred disease.” “Bigotry murders religion to frighten fools, with her ghost” “The danger is that the cruel arts of their oppressors have enchained their minds, have kept them in the ignorance of children, and as incapable of self-government as children. “All men feel something of an honorable bigotry for the objects which have long continued to please them.” “That food has always been, and will continue to be, the basis for one of our greater snobbism does not explain the fact that the attitude toward the food choice of others is becoming more and more heatedly exclusive until it may well turn into one of those forms of bigotry against which gallant little committees are constantly planning campaigns in the cause of justice and decency.” “There are some upon this earth of yours, returned the Spirit, "who lay claim to know us, and who do their deeds of passion, pride, ill-will, hatred, envy,

Ascending Moons
Descending upon Ascending moons. The often seen stranger asked, "May we speak soon". The Baker, she went for wheat and beer. Too distant I thought, a cake has less than you to fear. Friendships should never depend on love, then we spoke. What a joke.

Auto's
I am going to be running Auto 11's here soon, and could use my friends help. Anything you can do is fine, this is my first time, so I am not a pro. Witty is my teacher so she is leading me in the ways of Auto running..lol

Kk420
The crimson tide washes over my souldown toward the abyssAs the secrets of long wanting reveiledWe'll seel our fate with a kissIn the darkest of daysIn the morning mist hazeThe ardency draws closer and nearFor

Im 18 And Newcomer..
hey wuts up guys?!! well im doing pretty chill just enjoying my weekend and kickin it trying to figure how the hell to use this site that my mother and rooomies introduced me to. if u guys have any tips or pointers, whatever can help me abit it would be totally raid if u can pass what u know down to me, it will help alot.

Torn Part 4
Brian returned to his window and Lisa was at a loss. She'd tried everything she could think of to make him feel more at home. She didn't know what else to do. Then she remembered her friend Wendy's dinner party the following weekend. It gave her an opportunity to work on getting him out of the house and interact with other people for a while. Wendy was leaving for graduate school and they were having a going away dinner. She had gotten early admission, so she was heading to California a few weeks early to get settled. It was going to be just a few friends; nothing fancy or outlandish. Lisa just had to figure out how she was going to convince Brian to go. She thought about bribing him, begging him, even just asking him. Nothing seemed like it would work though. She'd actually tried bringing it up, but he was back to wherever his mind would run and he either didn't hear her or pretended not to. As the days passed, and the event approached, she thought that she'd never come up with a