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Should Have Known
Julian Lennon I Should Have Know Lyrics: If I could say to you and you could say to me, love is not enough, to keep our devotion, 'cos time and time again, you've disappeared and then, you've come home to me and played my emotions. And I, I should have know before, that you would break my heart and I'm trapped in this lonely room, because you broke my heart, I should have known right from the start. You showed me how to laugh, [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/1oUg ] you showed me how to cry, I gave you everything, my love and devotion. You tore my life apart, you killed my inner heart, you raped every part of me, you raped my emotions. And I, I should have know before, that you would break my heart and I'm trapped in this lonely room, because you broke my heart, I should have known right from the start. And I, I should have know before, that you would break my heart and I'm trapped in this lonely room, because you broke my heart, I should

Carol-leigh
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Journey
Thoughts run through my head uncontroled,as i sit here alone I fight with myself.Wondering how i will deal with my fears.I have loved, i have been loved, they have all gone.Still i find myself thinking about a special lady, missing her every breath, every touch, the sweet smell of her hair, the beauty of her smile, i get lost in her eyes.People say you can find that person who makes your heart miss a beat, that person that makes you smile no matter how your feeling, that person that you can sit there for hours as they sleep and just hold them.For a long time i have wondered if that person is real,well she is.Life is a journey we all take,full of ups and downs,loses and gains,we learn,we grow, we become who we are becouse of those turns in our life.We control however what those events in life make us become.I have been guarded for a long time.My biggest fear of caring for someone is it wont be real on thier part, i fear i will be hurt again.I have learned in life we must have faith, tak

St Pattys Day Take Me Away Please
Ok some of you know my story well the dreaded anniversary is on St.Pattys Day...it would have been 14yrs of Marraige..torment I should say...anyways I am sooo dreading the day and around here it is a Big Deal St Pattys Day is omg soooooo should I just go out and get Fucked up or stay home....I dont know what 2 do I dont want 2 be here actualy...but anyways Venting like usual.....would love some input ty ty ty hugz Cindalicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shadow Walkers
swiftly we run black streaks against a blacked night. My heart races as the soft ground molds and shapes to the pounding paws all around me we run the moon against our back as howls of joy and freedome fill the air to call the power of change to our pack. the monsters the human life fears lurk and hunt under their noses. We share a world of life with prey that are unwilling to see and the prey become to simple and then their deaths become lost entries in papers and memories no one cares for. Then we are free again to hunt the souls of the prey that lost its will to live and end the missary for so many who couldnt them selves. they watch the souls of living beings mortals holding tight to life for the imortality of our lives does not extend to them. A man plays with his son, a mother teachers her daughter to bake but we, us as creatures teach our children to fight and protect. Protect the humans from things the can not see and help the souls that are weak move on. We hide from the eyes

Politics
Why do institutes decide to conduct massive studies about the effects of violent cartoons on children? It's disgustingly obvious that all these "scientific" studies are designed to vindicate parents from accusations of being horribly inattentive. It's time to realize that kids will not be a product of what they see on television if parents actually gave a damn and taught their children the difference between fiction and reality and even more important the difference between right and wrong. I am just sick of the piece of shit parents of my generation getting a free pass for raising little hell-raising pieces of garbage. OH IT'S TELEVISION. OH IT'S VIDEO GAMES. BULLSHIT! It's your inability to parent children. Stop the BS. Don't blame others.. look at yourself first you lazy fucks. What an unadulterated D-bag. Things aren't going his way so he runs away to Camp David with his tail between his legs? He's a coward and his inexperience is coming through. What a lousy horribl

To All My Friends On Fubar,hugs..
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Poems By Crazynormal
When I look at you…I start to dream….. You make me remember walking hand in hand Along the beach and bare feet in the sand I dream of making a home again With a woman who holds my heart Tightly in her hands I dream of love again I dream of evenings spent Cuddling under a blanket Watching the fire burning in the fireplace. Seeing the light flicker off her face I dream of night time rituals Of brushing her hair before she sleeps Amazed at how much love I feel As I dream of this I dream of a thousand kisses and hugs Of making love in every room Of laying on a blanket Looking at the moon When I look at you…I start to dream… I see a face, blurred in my dream Do I dream of you?? Well I can dream can’t I? So Many Words… So Much Emotion How do I pull it all out of my head? So many words…. So many things to say. Emotions roll through me like shockwaves. Rippling through my body, leaving tears and holes as they go. How do I say all I have and all

Scorpio Dragon
Passionate and unpredictable, they often provoke strong reactions and create intense dramas. They never compromise or give up. Dragons are suspicious anyway, but combined with Scorpio's jealous and vengeful nature, this is not a person to have as an enemy. scorpiodragon What you hate most is to see someone have the bad taste or daring to resist you. Conscious of the force of your personality, you don't imagine that people can allow themselves to bump into you. You're also conscious of your creative power which overturns everything, upsets everything, which imposes itself by personal magnetism. Despite the despotic, tyrannical side to your character, you fascinate others; and you try to reduce them to your mercy! Your worst flaw is your pride. It's this flaw that makes you look for conflicts, fights, heroic or monarchic actions. You never consult others, it's they who have to give in to you or comply with you. But one must say for your discharge that yo

Rating
Ok I dont understand dont tell me you all cant take the time to rate back I have rated and re rated and then again many times no love back what the hell!!!!! I am Pissed...I dont care about if I am on the top of the fucking list or not but you all are because of people like us...least you could do is rate 1 fucking folder damn.....So....anyways I guess I will be done rating for awhile and if i get An Auto...I sure you all fucking show up...lol....so fucking lame is all I have 2 say...

In Answer To Why
Well I am writing this blog out of sheer anger and hurt and frustration. The people that say they love you are always the ones that hurt you the most. They leave you reeling with confusion and pain you dont understand or know what to do with. The person that has done this to me knows who he is and has forthwith been removed from my life forever. I hope he realises the mistake that he has made someday. I wish him the best in life and achieving his dream but his future will never include me in any way shape or form now. I have come to understand that i am suffering from the after affects of a previous relationship that he has had in the past. He needs to realise to make me pay for someone elses mistakes is wrong I never would have done that to him or anyone else. Well thank you for reading this and i hope it helps someone not to make this mistake with someone they confess to love.

First,last...and Only
For all those that have seen...yes I am leaving Fubar. Since it seems that most of my friends don't see it because of their bar tabs...I am making this blog. I am leaving at roughly 12 noon CST today...barring internet issues or a really good excuse to stay. If you wish to stay in contact with me...either message me or sb me a messenger name or email. Please, no spam or flaming on this...MMFWCL and have a good day. So as you could tell, I just lost my father. I will be gone from Monday until Thursday for the funeral and general R&R. If you need me, you know how to get a hold of me. If you don't and would like to, leave me a sb. Take care and have a shot or two for me.

Best Of Show
Ok, so I'm not good at the blog thing work with me LOL! This is for my friends that know me mostly but read away hehe. My son Brandon who is 11 yrs old was entereted in an art contest back in December...they had 700 entries from local kids from schools here in town, out of that they chose 100 to be on an art disply at the college, ok out of those they c ONE to be Best of Show...who do you think that was??? Thats right...MY BOY!!! He won $250 which he used to get him a Nintendo DS & some games. He was honored at a big fancy dinner yesterday and they auctioned his painting off & it got $250! Everyone has asked him if he drew this from looking at a picture & he didn't...he just thought it up & did it lol. We've never been on or around a farm so hes got great imagination & they said it was all the details that won it for him! I'm so proud of him! Anyway, stupid I guess but I just wanted to share with those of you that know me or him or care lol. I will be putting up pictures late

Inspirations
If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback from the album "Dark Horse" Copyright 2008 My best friend gave me the best advice, He said each day's a gift and not a given right. Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind, And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest ride. Chorus: If today was your last day, And tomorrow was too late, could say goodbye to yesterday? Would you, would you? Would you live each moment like your last? And leave old pictures in the past? Donate every dime you had? Would you, would you? If today was your last day? Against the grain should be your way of life. What’s worth the price is always worth the fight. Every second counts, cuz there’s no second try. So live like you'll never live it twice. Don’t take the free ride in your own life. Chorus Chorus2: Would you call those friends you never see? Reminisce on memories, Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find

Signs
CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they t hink and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Op timistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. V ery creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward. ARIES - The D

One Time Special
OK so here is the Deal.... The 1st Person to Rate 1400 Pictures on my Friends Profile http://www.fubar.com/user/2441551 Will be allowed into my Family for my FU LIFE... and be assured I will ask her to verify. btw she has AUTO 11's on so go level up on her more to come.... on how to join my Family

The Apocalypse
Wrote this a few years ago but thought I'd share it here for all of you who may wish to read. Originally written: August 4, 2006 Sharon: What is wrong with Michael? He seems to be in such a bad mood today. All day long, he's been really quiet and moping around. I first noticed this behavior during the football game on TV. Usually he's all pumped up and excited, but today, he just kinda sat there with a sad glare. After football, he played the video game. Usually that cheers him up, but today he looked even more sad and upset. I wish he would express his feelings more. Is it me? Could I have offended him in some way today? I wish I knew. I tried to cheer him up. I cooked dinner, ran his bath water and then we made love. He was rougher than usual, and he kept his eyes closed the whole time. I am sure that whatever is bothering him, he is probably angry at me. I will leave him alone and ask him about it in the morning. Michael (yea,thats me): UGGGHHH!!! The Steelers lost yesterda

Devils Playground
Are you a One Hit Wonder fanatic? Then come to Devils Playground May 2nd 8pm-2am Come in early grab your seat b4 it gets packed Click on the pic Inc, Shadowkiller, Soul, and Lord are willing to bring out their inner divas on May 2nd if we raise 25 mil by May 1st And we need your help! Please donate your fubucks to help out, they wont do it if we dont have it! please donate to Goddess or Shaggy Click on this link to donate to Goddess~Goddess--Bosslady@ Devils Playground~

Whiskey Falls Saloon
CHECK IT OUT!! A KICK ASS LOUNGE WHERE PEOPLE ARE NICE AND FRIENDLY... YOU WANT TO CHAT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME?? GO TO THIS LOUNGE AND JOIN THE PARTY!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=65365

Why
ok i just want to get a few things out ,first of all, thank you again to all my true friends for all that you have done and all that you are. second i am married now to the most wonderful woman in the world , and i am very happy, the past is the past , and it's all water under the bridge, but some people just don't know how to grow up . in my life time i have grown to under stand that life goes on , i am grateful for the friends i have made and i care for all of them , and would do anything for them. my DT fam. you know i care for you all and luvs you all , and respect you all ,you all mean alot to me , and i will be here for you all alway's. in life to get respect you got to give respect and some just don't get that. so for those who don't want to give respect stay away from me and my family in DT and outside. but if you can give it and want it back and want a lounge you can call home , then DT is the place to be , i have never been around a better group of people than in ther

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? face 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? highlights 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? luzah 6. Your favorite thing? laughing 7. Your dream last night? secret 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? money 10. The room you're in? parlor 11. Music? R&B 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? island 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? pushover 16. Muffins? sure 17. One of your wish list items? bathroom 18. Where you grew up? westside 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? lifeline 24. Your life? kids 25. Your mood? conten

Auto11s On!
Auto11s running y'all! What are you waiting for? Until noon EST on Wednesday, Dante the Vamiryc Angel has auto11s running, and PLENTY of pictures for you to rate and molesterbate--so get your @sses moving, and spank him (he LOVES it)! He's trying to reach Godfather, so let's make that happen for this sexy man! Dante The Vampiryc Angel *Fu-slave of littlemissmissie*527K to godfather--make it happen! This pimp-out brought to you by the one and only: ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ freelance leveler@ fubar

Missing
It has been a year today that I have lost a friend who is dear to my heart. Many of you dont know him. Those of you that do. I am talking about country aka rough and ready I want his family to know they are still in my paryers. He was very special to me. He captured my heart and wont let it go yet. I know in time he will. I will keep in my heart forever and someday i hope top see him again. He made me smile when I was crying and cetch me when I fell/ He loved me and I loved him. A few of you know if him. Those of you who dont you missed out meeting a great person. I know in my life he will alway be.He touch heart all thow fubar and now it has been a year and I miss him still. I know he is safe and watchuibg over me guideing me and others as well. I just wanted to leave a bit about him. He was the one of my best friends and even more. Those of you do know of him take a few mintues and pary for his family. I know I am going to.

My Rants And Complaints
I MUST COMPLAIN AND BITCH ABOUT THIS!!!! in real life these women get no attention so they come on site like fubar and they take a million chest up pictures and pose in the same way, different color bras, shirts, etc.... smiling, pouting, kissing, bla bla never to show their bodies... because they have an ass the size of a house! not saying big women are not pretty, but i mean come on, one girl i saw today had 900 fucking hundred pictures of her face! like i said same face but different expressions and shirts, and they usually have their huge tits (face it most fat girls have huge tits) hanging out of their bra's im just sayin geezzzz hundreds of pictures of your fucking face! get a life! loose some weight! or something i do like face shots, but do something more original then 900 pictures of your face! please! ok im done

Here's Something That'll Enlighten Ya, Cause It Did Me Here.
When I was downstate @ the legislative event in Lansing, MI. here last night and today, particularly at the event itself, one of the speakers said something pretty profound and it is true, one day everyone will be disabled and it's a profound statement because for one, whether it be Cancer or Diabetes Type 1 or Type 2 or being in car wrecks or injuring yourself from flying debris from a tornado or hurricane, somehow somebody is gonna be disabled, granted, it's not good to become disabled but than maybe, just maybe it'll make people think twice about how the physically challenged or disabled or somebody that has mental challenges too instead of not being able to understand anybody with a mental or physical challenge at all and maybe there won't be so much ignorance in the world either because I know that there is a lot of people that are ignorant out there in this world that doesn't care or give a rats behind about the disabled whether they have a physical or mental or developmental dis

Lovmylife
**There are two kinds of beauty, inward and outward** You must posses both. Outward beauty will only get you so far with me but it must be there and has to match the inward beauty. Don't we all want someone were attracted too? I want someone who is Happy. Happiness comes from within. If youre not happy with yourself, you won't be happy with me or anyone for that matter. You may search for it, but its like striving after the wind. I want someone who is Healthy. As I get older, health is becoming more and more important to me. I work out regularly and I have goals in this area. I would like someone similar . If all you want to do is sit on your ass or if thats all youve been doing and you've allowed yourself to gain 30, 40 or even 50 lbs, please don't contact me. I don't mind a little body fat but the average for a woman is around 22% If you're 30% or more, I may not be interested. I hope that doesnt sound bad but I do want to be attracted to the person at least in the begining...I mean

Happy Hour Train Sign Up
Woohoo... Lots of Happy Hours coming from my friends... So, to help them maximize their points... I'm running trains for them... Of course to ride the train you don't have to be available during their Happy Hours... But it would help... Please leave a blog comment if you would like to ride... Thursday night - Swampfoxsports Friday night - Reapers_Resurrection Auto 11s only train Monday/Tuesday - Nunya B and Justfishing Hope to see you on the trains...

Should I Feel Bad
.. Watching the news. Just see another motorcyclist is dead. Driving stupid and running from cops, he went over the overpass and crashed and fell off the bridge. Dead. My reaction,.. i don't give a fuck at all. Most of the people on street bikes, not talking Harleys,.. these guys drive like total assholes. You can be doing 80 on the highway, and they zoom by you as if you are doing 25 mph. Last week I am coming home from work. Emergency crew and police all over the highway. To no surprise, another bike accident. I slowly drive by to see someone pressing their fists against the guys chest who is laying in the road, his bike totaled a few hundred feet ahead. My reaction: Tough shit asshole. I care more about the dead raccoon on the side of the road before I do these motorcyclists assholes that drive as such. Should I feel bad?

My First Blog
More Political crap. WTF is wrong with these damm republicans in Washington after watching the nominee for comerece secratary, i am convinced that the Republicans are trying to sabaotoge the President, and by default the country. When will this end. Repulicans need to send a message to their ledership and tell them enough already. Do whats right for the country and not just your party. We are in a recession and we need to do what we can to get out of it, and polotics as usual is not it. Id we work together we can fix this problem, if the show was on the other foot i'll bet the Democrats would be working with John McCain because if they didnt they would be labeled Unamerican. So why not call a spade a spade and label the Rebulicans Unamerican because that is what they are right now, they are thinking less about the country and more about their party. Lets speak up as a country and put all this to end. OK, so now i watching the news again last night, and a Republican Congressma

Unchained
your face makes me sick. your voice makes me sick. every thing about you makes me want to thow up. yes u make me want to thow up... i feel soooo sorry for the next one.... i'm cutting the chains that you had on me. no more of me been chained to you like a slave are as a dog. i'm not going to lesson to your lies about how much you love me. i'm setting my slef free form you. i unchain myslef for your lies and your unloveing slef. you were a prince in fake love . go use someone else. i'm free form you.. Take me as i am the girl how has tear stanes on my checks The girl how has scears form a borken heart form so many men that have hurt me. The girl how has hide for all to all. Would you take me as i am are would you run like all the rest have?

More Sayings
My first auto 11 was a flop hardley got any rates. is it wrth it to run another? I will not be concerned at others men/'s not knowing me; I will be concerned at my own want of ability. If you look into your own heart, and you find nothing wrong there, what is there to worry about? What is there to fear?

Depression
I can't describe my condition but it ain't good I'm sitting in my kitchen bleeding from the wrist I took a fuckin' shank to it Not to mention I just drank a case of brake fluid Satan made me do it He told me he don't like the way I celebrate this day it's offensive And now he has to teach me a lesson He said he hates presents He says the presents just acknowledge the presence of the man who signed his death sentence And I'm a peasant in his eyes so why is he a king The Devil told me if I died I'd have everything No more waiting for December 25th to receive a gift He said that with me in Hell would be a perfect fit I perforated my wrist with a serrated blade He said I had to do it on Christmas to seal my fate And if I misbehaved he'd have to take my family too They're sleeping in the other room, I hope they wake and thank me soon I can't stand my life no more Brains and guts all over the floor Lost my soul and lost my wife Fuck everybody I'm taking my life I can't stand my life no more

30 Things Guy Want Girls To Know
30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!!! 1. We’re not as perverted as you think we all are. 2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER. 3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too. 4. Don’t argue with us when we call you beautiful. 5. Don’t treat us like crap, what goes around comes around. 6. We know you’re pretty, that’s one of the reason’s we’re going out with you. 7. Don’t go into detail about your period. It scares us. 8. If you have cramps and we ask you what’s wrong, just tell us it’s that time of the month and nothing more. 9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool. 10. We never shave our legs. So get over it. 11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It’s just wrong............ 12. Don’t make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don’t. 13. When we tell y

Happy Thirsty Day
well.. we had one bad windstorm lastnight. Have to say it was one of the scariest moments in my life. I know they were calling for tornados in cities near us..but felt like we were having one here also. I was rather shocked though when I went to town today..to find not much damage. I seen a little bit..but not what I figured there would be. We were out of electric for 13hrs though. I got weighed in today..and lost 3 more pounds. A total of 9.8 in two weeks..woo hoo. Anyways.. hope you all have a great day..I am going to go take a nap. Didn't sleep to well lastnight.

Wanna??? Ya Know Ya Do..
This is gonna be short and sweet lol.... If anyone is willing to trade 5 Million fubucks for an auto 11, pls let me know...I'm just over 1.7 million to prophet and I'm bustin my ass to get there...Gimme a holler if you want to, or if you know anyone that does...Thanks bunches

My Happenings
Stop in and subscribe to the lounge and bid on me. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50245 fan/rate/add you(if not done already All pics rated during HH Add to top 5 friends Add to top 5 family Salute made (SFW only) re-rate all pics once weekly during HH for a month 30 picture comments profile comments at random fan/rate/add any 3 of your friends during HH (your choice who) 4 Custom pics made(for you or a friend) **see samples in my made for others, me and my friends & default albums "Owned by" included in name drinks/gifts daily one Big pimp'n gift my choice Auction date tba Hope to see you there! Sherry PLEASE help my #2 Family! On May 20th 2009 a very good friend Parker20 Twisted Phucker' account was hacked and he lost everything he had worked for. The hacker deleted everything he could. If you look at His former fu-ID #2236411 you will see the only thing left is his Fu-Wifeys name. Parker still does not have access to his old account.

Wtf Eh
ok the meaning of life is 42 i want the owlrd to know this and thers is i true division of pie but ione must look into urself and searchj the surrounding of the soul and FIND WHAT that life can be divide by and threw the yellow triange all asnwers come from and all anserws are for rember this when the clocks melts at 3 am the deamon face flying with the crows

So Close, Yes So Far
SO CLOSE STILL SO FAR... TWO AWESOME LADIES,TWO VERY GOOD FRIENDS.THEY ARE ON THEY'RE WAY TO PROPHET!! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE!!!! NATURAL WITCH ~Natural_Witch~ * No Fan No Add*PWN3D By ♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar DAISY BLUE JustaDaisy!!@ fubar Pimp out by : ¢¼Diana¢¼ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar (repost of original by '♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD) PWNED By ~ Razz ~ * Club F.A.R *' on '2009-02-12 14:45:17')

Are You Dirty Minded
It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears

*77
Subject: *77 FOLKS THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT!!!! PLS PASS THIS ON TO ANY AND ALL. IF THE TIME IT TAKES TO FORWARD SAVES A LIFE IT IS WELL WORTH YOUR EFFORT!!!! YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77 It was about 1:00 p.m. In the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on.. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually l istened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and t

Bling Auction
HOSTING MY FIRST BLING AUCTION, PLEASE COME MAKE A BID....WHAT'S YOUR OFFER?? AUCTION STARTS FRIDAY FEB. 13TH AND WILL RUN UNTIL I ACCEPT AN OFFER FOR EACH BLING.....HIGHEST BIDS WIN, CASH TYPE BIDS WIN OVER ALL OTHERS. WHAT'S UP FOR AUCTION BELOW, CLICK ON THE PICK TO BID ON THE ONE YOU WANT GET UR BIDS IN BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE! TYPES OF BIDS: FUBUX,BLASTS,VIP,TICKERS,RATES, COMMENTS.... MIX & MATCH, GIVE DETAILS OF BID, MAKE UR OFFER IN THE COMMENT SECTION UNDER EACH PICTURE! BLING AUCTION HOSTED BY JADE ROSES FOREVER Jade_Rose_Forever ~*MNGR OF BETRAYED SOULS LOUNGE*~

Outta Here Ppl Suck
Here we go... I tried to be nice to everybody,I was trying to help everybody with level,fubucks,etc…But I noticed something...It seems that everybody remembers me only when they need help. So...I’ll start to clean up my list.U were on my list for long time and u didn’t said a “Hello” even once,u'r coming on my page just to GET HELP not even a rate or read my blogs or bullies.I'm sick of fakes friends... Sooo…what’s the point of keeping u on my list?!? Oh...and please don’t send me another request,cause I’ll deny it!!! Have fun in FU-Land!!! BIGDADDY4LIFE --- IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ME BITE ME LMAO

Im So Sorry Ya'll..
As Most of ya know I had a Bad motorcycle wreck.. I havent been hitting hardly anyones pages because,Im seriously dope'd up & sleeping most of the time.. Please excuse me for not droppin love n say'n Hi as I really am hurting now.. today I spent 5 hrs at the hospital gettin more X-rays=20 of them & all my staples removed.. I cant wait to go soak in a bath n relax again.. Here in a week or 2 I should be semi Coherent & able to start back being the flirt ya'll love Thanks for lookin Hugs Mark

Kimmie Dawn Has Auto 11's Up. And I Fu-own Her,show Her Some Love Please
Hey friends.~KiMmY^dAwN~PrOuD MoMmY oF ThReE~ will be running her AUTO 11'S from 6PM Friday to 6PM Saturday. Come show her some mad love and lets see how far we can move her.=) ~KiMmY^dAwN~PrOuD MoMmY oF ThReE~@ fubar

Love
Voices sacrifice self, sanity and future dreams side by side endless sweet oblivion drifting without a prayer silent pain haboring nothing left but souless cries from wanting pardise lost wishing minds leaking raw emotions what cannot be denied nor blamed, sane or insanity what am I ? hearts weakness in any sense time kneels for true passions visible for all to see the brain the most sexual organ in the body no stimuli passion held within servitude lost within someone elses memories, I fear not loneliness cries more so the memories that might die, my emptiness strained pleasure in darken rooms two hearts lay weary without rest no comfort in closeness no comfort in sleep within nightmares tongues roll over each word soulful cries of loneliness pain no words are spoken no life’s breath no care the past to presence persistent forbidden what cannot be body's sadness of solitude without a heartbeats feelings of nothing left, Kissable lips an longing surrendering eyes unforeseen promising sa

8 Ball
The one you can see but not seen. The one you can smell but not be smelt. The one you can llust but not be lusted. The one you can hear but not be heard. The one you can watch but not be watched. The one you can feel but not be felt. There's at PROBABLY at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you or sleep with you or some shit. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits". The rules are simple...if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you, and maybe more who want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship, single, or whatever. this is for fun, it is just for fun. don't get yer undies in a bunch over it. L • I •

"without A Second Thought" A Short Story
Twilight, I have literally seen over a million of them and they are never the same, Each and every one is different in it own way. The colors, The lighting, the clouds,or lack of them. Each one is different. I stay as long as I can, I Like to see how long I can last, Until I feel my skin burning..then I retreat as fast as my Immortal muscles will allow me, Deep into mother earth where it's safe. The one thing that can kill me is the one thing I miss the most. the sun. Jus one full minute in the sun can end my existence forever. Actually the sun cant kill me because I (Died) a long long long time ago. I am what they like to call undead these days. a Vampire if we must use that terminolgy. and yes I do drink the blood of the living, tho I seldom Kill. We are not all the vicious killers U see in the movies and all those Anne Rice novels, I met her once, She is a wonderful woman. Tho I Like to play with the sunrise I have no death wish, I do not wish to cease to be, anytime soon. I

Rip Dad..... I Miss U :(
"We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, and though we cannot see you, you are always by our side. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again."............. I read this at my dads funeral.... "I am home in heaven, dear ones; Oh, so happy and so bright! There is perfect joy and beauty in this everlasting light. All the pain and grief are over, every restless tossing passed. I am now at peace forever. I am safely home at last." Well as I sit here on Valentines Day a day when most people are happy and in love ... I'm crying not because someone dosen't love me or because I didn't get flowers or candy.... but because on this day a year ago my father was layin in a

How I Am
What it do fu's? beening that its valentines day i felt the best gift to give to the ladies was the reason i am the way i am...so, with that being said; here's my testimony...I, me, Dante lugene Bell, was raised to love all and thats wat i took in and lived everyday..but, wat i didnt know was the love wouldnt always be returned..so, i as i grew i began to have all kinda wierd feelings running through my system towards women.. all i knew was they made my body and my heart warm and tingly u know just "excited". and, when they came around me i just had to say sumtin, anything, as long as i got her attention..this behavior led me down a wild and crazy road. i ended up meeting one chick that i fell in, wat i thought was ,"love"..oh how i just lived,breathed,and ate her..lol...anyways u know wat happens next, she ended up breaking my heart by fucking anutha dude, and i was devastated. i didnt let that stop me from wanting love..in fact it made the passion i had inside of me burn even brighte

Dedicated To All The Cute Single Girls On Fubar!
Happy Singles Awareness Day or also known as Valentine's Day. Don't have a Valentine? Its okay I don't either but since I'm a nice guy I dedicated the song Last Kiss by Pearl Jam to all the single cuties on Fubar. Hope you all had a safe and happy Valentine's Day this song is for you all.

Relationships
Once again I am brokenhearted. Once again I let myself believe in that oh so magical fairytale. So here is my story for the week. Wednesday was the first I had seen my now ex in a couple of weeks and of course you know how that goes. He leaves goes to class comes over the next day and boom he drops the ball. Presents me with a Dear Jane letter on professional paper, all typed up and in a protective cover. All tied up two days before Valentines day with a box of chocolates and a bottle of body lotion from Victoria's Secret. Thursday he sends me another letter stating something different that he will always be in love with me and waiting. Friday I just sleep and cry. Trying to figure out what he is doing. Confused and heartbroken. Three weeks before this he is telling me to look for us a bigger place for me and my son and him to move in together. To finish figuring out what kind of wedding I want to pick it all out, whatever I want. Saturday he tells me he is has been seei

Friendship
" A Gift Box " Inside this tiny box, I have carefully wrapped and placed four special gifts just for you. I did not borrow them or purchase them, they were gave to me by God to share with you. "Faith", was the first one I placed in the box, because I have Faith in God he will protect you to keep you safe from harm. "Hope", was the second one I placed in the box, because Hopes are made of prayers that your journey thru life will bring you much joy, laughter and peace. "Happiness", was the third one I placed in the box, because with this your heart can smile and you can shine your light so bright for others to see. "Love", is the fourth thing I placed in the box, because it took, Faith, Hope, Happiness, to place it gently in my hands to give to you. This gift box is like our friendship, it does not carry a pricetag. "It's Priceless"

My Awesome Owners~come Show Them Some Love
HEARTISTIC SOUL I AM PLEASED TO INTRODUCE TO YOU MY NEWEST OWNER HEARTISTIC SOUL PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND R/A/F HER IF NOT ALREADY DONE CLICK AND GO MEET HER AND LET HER KNOW HOW MUCH LOVE YOU CAN SHOW Heartistic Soul@ fubar THANK YOU VERY MUCH TEDDY T. WELCOME TO THE BLOG OF A SWEET LADY THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW SO GO R/A/F HER. YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY YOU DID!!! SHE IS A GOOD FRIEND TO HAVE,AND TREATS EVERYBODY WITH RESPECT,SO GO LOVE ON HER AND BE AMAZED HOW SWEET SHE IS THANK YOU TAT2BUNNYLUV ♥ Tat2BunnyLuv ♥ FuOwned by JOHNNY & Sniper

My Poetry
the ray of the sun kisses my skin. i look up into the blue eyes of the sky, searching for storm clouds of trouble in the distance. the sensitive ears of the trees listen to the musician's song rock the wind with a whisper to lay back and relax, as the lyrics haunt with a deep knowledge. the sky forgot to spend the gold fleck pieces, that dots the blue with enlightment and joy. the smells of body heat hits the senses like a lost toy of days gone by. the sun dial ticks away with a stem of lust that shadows the time. the ray of the sun kisses my skin again...i should stop before i get burned... how much more damage can one take before feeling the tan deepen to a burn. the sweat is building like a river. i back away long enough to get a breath..and i go back for more,as i pray in a whispered breathless sigh one more kiss. strong touches can be damning, but given the right spots the ray can't miss. thank the Gods i had the right clothes on to keep me as safe as i can be with a

Salutes Slide Show
I WANT TO MAKE A SALUTE SLIDE SHOW & PUT IT ON MY PROFILE PAGE. IF U ARE INREASTED ABOUT IT THIS IS WHAT IM ASKIN FOR... 1. WRITE A CREATIVE SALUTE INCLUDING MY NAME. WITH OR WITH OUT YOUR NAME THAT IS OKY, ITS UP TO YOU. 2. NO *NSFW* PIX REMEMBER ITS GOIN ON MY PROFILE PAGE. U DO NOT HAVE TO SHOW UR FACE IF U DONT WANT TO IT WILL BE NICE TO HAVE THO. 3. SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME UR DONE SO I CAN GO TO UR PAGE & RIP IT. IF U WANT A SALUTE BACK INCLUDE..(I WANT A SALUTE BACK PLZ) IN THE MESSAGE SO I KNOW TO RETURN A SALUTE BACK TO YOU. THANK U, TO ALL THOSE THAT I INCLUDE THE SLIDE SHOW KYLA LEI

Donkey Punch 101
The Donkey Punch is like the Highlander. There can be only one. Prepare to be educated. The Donkey Punch is a sexual move like the missionary position or the threesome; and like most sexual moves, you can actually do it. Here’s a list of things that the Donkey Punch is not is. The Donkey Punch is not jizzing on a girl’s face and then punching her in the mouth. That’s called assault and battery and it will send you straight to prison. It will also fuck up a girl’s face. Unless you’re the type of person who shits in mailboxes, fucking up a woman’s face on purpose is a major loss of Man Points. That’s like taking candy from a baby. It’s all they have. The Donkey Punch is not hitting a girl in the head while you’re boning her. Punching a woman in the head does nothing for your physical pleasure and might break your hand. It’s called a “boxer’s break”, and if you’re not a former boxer, let me tell you something about breaking your fist on someone’s head. It’s a loss of Man

Lost Soul
MY SPIRIT FLOATS AWAY FROM THE DAGGER THROUGH MY CHEST IM REALLY NEVER KNOWING IF WHAT IVE DONE IS BEST SHIVERING AND BROKEN I LAY MY SOUL TO REST ALL THIS PAIN AND SORROW IS TOO MUCH TO DIGEST GATHERING STRENGTH AND WILL THAT I ONCE POSSESED TIME TO STAND AND FIGHT CONQUER AND PROTEST I WILL NOT GO GENTLY WILL NOT LET THE PAIN PERSIST FOR I NOW KNOW ITS ALL A MENTAL TEST WITH HONOR AND COURAGE I SHALL ARREST THE DEMONS AND FEAR THAT I NOW DETEST REBURY THEM AGAIN AND PASS THIS FINAL TEST FREE MY BROKEN SOUL THAT THEY NOW CONGEST REVIVE MY SPIRIT NOW IS ALL I CAN SUGGEST BITTERED AND HARDENED IF I DO DIGRESS AGAIN I TURN AWAY FROM THE BLACKNESS I INFEST SLAYING THIS BRUTAL INCUBUS FROM WHICH I AM DISTRESSED I USE TO THINK I MATTERED I USE TO THINK I INSPIRED NOW MY SOUL IS SHATTERED WALLOWED IN THE MIRE I USE TO THINK I HAD MIGHT I USE TO THINK I HAD LOVE NOW ALL I FEEL IS SPITE OF HAVIN NONE OF THE ABOVE LIKE

Happy Times
1. Give her everything she wants in life 2. Never fight with her when she wants something. 3. Take her to the bedroom when she ask for some fun time alone. 4. Dont take bullshit from her. 5. give her sweets

Auction Bid At Will
=== 'DRAGONATIC~DJ~DRAGONATIC ~' DRAGONATIC'S AUCTION IS ON!!!!!!!!! STARTING: MONDAY FEB.16 AT 8:00 PM EST. ENDING: TUESDAY MARCH 17 AT 8:00 PM EST. ID LIKE TO MAKE THIS A HUGE SUCESS!!!!!! SO COME BID ON YOUR FAVORITE THEY ARE OFFERING SOME GOOD THINGS!!!!!

Surgery
iam going to have SURGERY on Thursday the 19th on my elbow and left hand what i want to no if any one ever had it happen to them if so how did it turn out for them iam not scared i just never had it done before and would not want to lose the use of my left hand

My Whole World
I just re-read an old email from an ex bf. A man I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. One I thought really actually loved me. I was proven wrong when he emailed me accusing me of alot of junk. Maybe he wasnt so wrong. Not totally anyways. I would never lie or use him like he thought. But, maybe he is right that I belong alone. There is a man right now thats very dear to my heart. But maybe its best for the guy if I let him go. Ill probably just mess up his life to. It seems to be what I do when I find a wonderful man. I always find some way to mess it all up and hurt the man I care the most about. So, taking the advice of a man that seems to know me better then I first thought. Maybe it is time I let go of men once and for all. Maybe I should just stay single the rest of my life. Its better then messing up another wonderful mans life. I met this amazing man and started to fall in love with him. Well once again ive been proven im unloveable. It looks like im losing h

Just Thoughts
I can write better than anybody who can write faster, and I can write faster than anybody who can write better,Something attempted, something done, Has earned a nights repose.The mind has exactly the same power as the hands: not merely to grasp the world, but to change it. If the human mind was simple enough to understand, we'd be too simple to understand it.The big majority of Americans, who are comparatively well off, have developed an ability to have enclaves of people living in the greatest misery without almost noticing them.And He feels so incredibly weak when he has ferociously quarreled against them since his genuine years and has lost. His hopes for a better understanding dissipate as he grows older, and his mind grows less eager to reach a verdict. Having no sense of direction, he roams here, looking above, asking futile questions, even though the answers may be feared. Good by nature, he has learned his survival skills, which will lead him into the real world, and will somed

Look Back.
I love meeting new people and studying them. It's always been something I've been good at. I met this guy a few months ago. He's an awesome guy. He puts on this very happy front.. smiles at everyone.. makes silly jokes.. a really laid back guy.. but each time I get a good look into his eyes.. I drown in negative emotion. call me empathic, or whatever.. but I swear to god this guy is overcome with despair. and it makes me really sad.. I feel so bad for him.. I really want to help him out, lend out a helping hand or a shoulder to lean on.. But I really don't know what to do..

Help Him Godfather Please
I NEED A LITTLE HELP!! THIS GUY BADBOY IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND !!! HE NEEDS TO LEVEL !!! SO LET ALL HELP HIM !! PLZ !!! CLICK PIC (¯`¤ ÐJßãÐßØ¥¤´¯)ÖWñÈR @†HÈßLÚÈMÖÖñ*£ÚMÄRRÌÈÐ*²(¯`¤Ì†§ÚrÄñgêl¤´¯)ÖWñÈR*§ÖÚ†HÈRñHÌÐÈWÄ¥@ fubar PLEASE TELL HIM KIDD SENT YA !! THIS PIMP OUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ♦DJ KIDD ROCK♦♦Fu/Rl B/F Of DaNgErOuS DeSiRe♦The Cerebral Assassin@ fubar

Love
when 2 people meet they dont really know each other and can loose track of each other. but some meet again and fall in love. they can loose each other again and meet again the love for each other grows even stronger it becomes an eternity

The Midnight Express
The sheer diversity of life is astounding, radiant, upsetting. Its the little things, though, like the broken girl with no roots, collecting pennies in a nest of warm trash, that tears at you like suddenly appreciating all that you have. Your lucky to find that you can still feel, when you realize, her eyes just ran away with your heart like a never ending ride on the midnight express

Test Test Test
imikimi - Customize Your World! TEXAS TWISTER HAS A HAPPY HOUR TODAY! GO SHOW HER HOW WE SHOW LUV TO A GREAT PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS THERE TO LEND A HELPING HAND! LEVEL UP ON AUTO~11'S!! SHE'S THE BEST OWNER I'VE EVER HAD!! SHE'S ALSO ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE YOU WILL MEET ON FUBAR!

Greatest Song Ever Written
You brought me back from the dead but you don’t know what you put me through There’s not very much that can’t do but I can’t keep away from you You hate yourself for what you love but you can’t seem to get enough Look into my eyes of silver babe are they not quite red enough Chorus And I don’t know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that you’d just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then treat me like a stranger You build me up to break me down I don’t need your kind of hurt In my life I’ve danced with the devil and I’ve seen the dark side of the moon Even hell hath no fury compared to the likes of you I’ve had to fight a lot of demons And I’ve had to break a thousand chains There’s no way I’ve come this far to go back to being a slave Chorus And I don’t know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that you’d just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then t

Friends
Bitches need to fucking keep thier comments to thier selves!!!!!!!!!!!!!I dont go writing rude fucking shit about you as my display messege or in ur shoutbox! who fucken cares if you think what i say is pointless,You are fucking ugly!kiss my fucking ass you ugly whore! I have to say that Lately I have been so happy.I have the greatest friends a girl can ask For. they have truly made me the happiest lately. I amvery lucky and very very very happy.I feel truly blessed.

Women
wel im a man of four. 4 mothers with four kids three r gurls here in ny.the final child is a son out in tennessee. each of the CUNTS i was with either cheated on me or didnt wanna settle down...recently i started to talk to my first kids mother n told her how i wanted to make a difference for jazmyn's sake but tha didnt turn out well when she wanted to work things out but to find out l8r that she was using me to make her fat ugly shrek looking retard jealous an to use me for a rebound. she told me in the heat of an arguement that she was a fool to ever dated me an out of spite hatred an sadness told her str8 to her face while in her face that i was a fool for even giving her jazmyn.not realizing till the next day of what i said apoligized an started argueing some more ,well she loves to argue bout the past n not worry bout the present an how im standing there visiting our daughter trying to make up our lost time, but she dont realize that n has to stilll be stuck inthe past.please som

Ha Ha Funny!
This middle aged man and woman get married... The woman is nude in the bed looking at her newly married husband removing his clothes.... As he climbs into bed, she says "I need you to do me a favor" He replies "sure, are you ok honey?" she replies " yes I'm fine but I need you to be gentle, I'm a virgin" He sets up in the bed and looks at her with astonishment and says " Ok how is that possible?...I'm your fourth husband" She replies.."Well my first husband was a gynecologist, all he wanted to do was inspect it" "my second husband was a shrink, all he wanted to do was analyze it" "my third husband Steve he was well a" "my third husband was a stamp collector, oh my I so miss Steve"

Some Thoughts Of Mine
~Why...~ I sit on my bed, knuckles bleeding... the wall beside presents a hole but my hand isnt pain.. my heart is.... 4th time in eleven years... and i always ask.. why? Why do i always fall for it? each time hurts worse... and each time i question... what happened?? ~What I Wouldn't Give...~ Oh what I wouldn't give... to know what to do to know how to do to see you smile to get the courage to lock our eyes to tell the truth to touch your fair skin to hold your gorgeous body to tell my love to feel our lips together; our tongues entwined Oh what I wouldn't give... To love you forever true...

Birthday
Here is one most everyone will enjoy! This is interesting! Check it out! Click on 'Birthday Calculator.' It tells you how many hours and how many seconds you have been alive on this earth and when you were probably conceived. After you've finished reading the info, click again, and see what the moon looked like the night you were born. Who says our time clocks aren't ticking... Enjoy. Birthday Calculator

What To Do
Question dunno if this should be a bulletin ro a blog so ill post in both. But why is it that when you meas someone new and they ask things about you and then hear things they are like "WHOA gotta go!" Im a very honest person so when people ask about me I tell them everything good and bad. But what turns them away is when I tell them about my medical problems. Which are Type 1 diabeties, Im bi polar, Manic depressant, mild cases of ADHD, OCD, and skizo. I have neropathy in both my legs which sucks, a lowar lumbard slip in my back, constant pains in my whole body. I guess im just too broken for people to really want to get close or to care about. Well here we go another day/year and im another year older. WOW 24 yrs on this earth. 24 yaers of pain and constant learning and being knocked down and having to pick myself back up. Well thats life I guess. U get dealt cards which will be good and some which suck. Well hears to another interesting year of dealing with my diabieties, my b

~*~beautifully Broken~*~
when u miss & love someone you will go thru everything that needs to be gone thru...just to keep this special person in your life. you will experience pain, tears, lust, hurt, a broken heart, u will feel that if u ever lose him/her you will not want to live anymore, before they walk out of your life you will rather take their steps so you can always step back to them, you cant imagine a world without this person, u cant trust anyone but yourself, you will do anything in order to have this person forever in your heart, you will cry yourself to sleep when you’ve been hurt, you’ll miss them all the time, you never stop smiling when u are with them, you’ll always remember that first and last kiss, you’ll dream of them close to u and wake up crying thinking that the dream was real, you’ll have butterflies in your tummy every time you think of them, you’ll have to lie just in case you lose them, you’ll always picture there smile and put it in a frame, you’ll weep for them if they feel pain,

Love Ittt
Soooo, my best friend is doing Relay for Life this year, and I'd love it if you all could sponsor him! Even just a dollar would go a long way toward ending cancer around the world. I plan to donate $20, and his goal is just $50. Please help him reach his goal! Who knows? I might have a special treat for those of you who donate Here's the link to donate online: http://main.acsevents.org/goto/robertjackson Thanks guys! Erin

Without U
Like a dream blown in with the wind You took my breath away And only your caresses Can give me the life I need That forever in your arms in your warm embrace I can see your dreams And I will be the wind that they drift upon You are a dream that I never want to awaken from The days seem to last forever..... without you near. I miss you even more..... without a chance to hold you. To only pray that soon. I can see the pain.... that without you here. Sometimes at night..... I lay awake and wonder. If you miss me..... as much as I do you. If only to just hold you.... and tell you.... how much I miss you.... without you near. She's been watching over us.... it seems like a lifetime. Been there thru all the seasons.... for a lot of different reasons. She's taken care of us all.... for far to numerous reasons. We've all loved her back.... and showed her in our own ways. Now she's gone home to heaven.... to the one that she loved first. Although we miss her

My Owners
I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE AWESOME BID IF YOUR READING THIS,THEN YOU WILL WANT TO GO CHECK THIS AWESOME WOMAN OUT F/A/R HER IF NOT ALREADY DONE PLEASE,THEN GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE SHE DOES DESERVE IT ♥ Tat2BunnyLuv ♥ FuOwned by JOHNNY & Sniper@ fubar >

Tag.. You're It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a coffee fanatic. 2. I want two more tattoos. 3. I sometimes play Bingo!!! 4. I bite my nails, when I am nervous. 5. I love all animals, but especially cats. 6. I listen to really loud music in the car, and sing along.. and i think I'm pretty good lol 7. When the phone rings at work, and I answer it, I am so not listening!! haha..sometimes, i have to say can you repeat that!! 8. It might be because I hate my job!! 9. I hope to go back to school soon for criminal Justice. 10. I seriously cant think of anything else, If you can, plaese let me know lol!!

A Woman's Week At The Gym
If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my birthday this year, my daughter (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. ________________________________ MONDAY: Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda

Dreams Or Nightmares
Ok, I had this dream last night and was compelled to write about it...interesting this, dark and mysterious as much of my thought process is...here goes. My heartache hangs in a trouble sky. Clouds join the chorus of lightening thrashing down, and the thunders raging sound. Seas rise as does my anxiety of finding out the truth. I'm afraid that when I do the waves will come crashing down, drowning me in sorrow. Oh, what peaceful morning brings. Bright birds happily singing, perched on dew kissed trees. Though the sun shines, with it brings shadows. Looming within each are pain and fear waiting to bestow themselves upon me once again. Pain has haunted my dreams. Nightmares are pleasant in comparison to the reality I have created for myself. In this fate, when does it end? Will I wake someday to find happiness or serinity? I have determined under no preconceptions that I live only under the means I survive by, but is survival the only key... Dreams have their ways of i

Tag... My A$$$
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I don't eat salads 2. I love to ride motorcycles (mostly with brother) 3. I hate Video games!! 4. They were the main reason for my divorce!! 5. I built my own house¡K Habitat for Humanity.. 800 hrs of hard labor. 6. I cant stand a liar!! 7. I hate filling these out because I don't like talking about myself.. 8. I hate broccoli 9. I am the youngest of 7. 10. hate these type of blogs!! Thanks Motorphreke!! ƒº

I Guess Im It! Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. hummm where to start..welli can do just 10 so I will try to keep it short LOL 1. I come up with nick names for about everyone I know 2. Laughter is my life, if you cant take a joke...we will NOT get along. 3. Im OCD and ADHA and count EVERYTHING and it has to come out to an even number. 4. There are 3 words that when said around me literaly make me gag...*bleh* 5. When things make me really happy I sait "its like Christmas" or "it taste like happy"...dont ask lol 6. Someone once told me that women who take good care of their feet take good care of their vags. so my toes always look nice 7. I use alot o

Tagged!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love the old Hollywood. 2. I got married in Las Vegas 3. Im german and my middle name is HANS 4. I live with my cat Kelly and my dog Verdell 5. I love Sauerbraten, Knoedel and Salad 6. i love Jogging. I do at least 10 miles a day 7. my nickname is Ewer and i know in San Francisco there is a street named Ewer 8. I visited Hollywood because i read a Bob Woodward book. It was about John Belushi 9. I love Harleys and dont like driving cars 10. I like the music of Fritz Wunderlich and the paintings of Bob Ross Krissy, Pumpkin Seed, Filly,Cutie, Nae Nae very dangerous & sensual. Did someone put a spell on me more than 3

Misc.
TIGER Tigers are associated with power, ferocity, passion and sensuality, beauty and speed, cruelty and wrath. The appearance of a tiger in a dream may signal that new power or passion may awaken within you. KOI The Koi as a symbol represents perseverance in the face of adversity and strength of character or purpose. The Carp can also represents wisdom, knowledge, longevity, and loyalty. In tattoo imagery, especially in combination with flowing water, the koi symbolizes courage, achievement, and overcoming life’s obstacles. THE LOTUS ‘God’s favourite flower’ – the lotus has earned such a reputation by appearing front and centre in religious myths around the world. Considered to be perfection in form, the lotus has been associated with many creation myths. With its radiating petals, the lotus connotes the ‘divine vulva’ that gave birth to the gods and goddesses of ancient religions. These deities are often depicted in the company of this pristine flower. It becam

A Fucked Up World
RELIGION is for the SIMPLE MINDED.... those that cannot grasp the concept of life in its entirety have relied upon imaginary friends to make themselves feel better about their stupidity. This is truth.... Argue it if you want, it will only expose further weakness. How does it feel to know you have based your entire life around a fucking comfort blanket? Just like a favorite childhood play thing. Too bad we can't put the nursery rhymes down and actually do something with ourselves.

Well...
Life is very strange, just when you think things are going in one direction, they go in a total different direction. Life isn't about who wins or loses, it's about getting back up and trying again. I've learned a lot of hard lessons in life, and i'm still learning. what i'm trying to say is, happiness is not a present that someone holds in their hands waiting for us to take it. happiness is something we all posess, and can have if we just grasp it. I've spent much of my life struggling with that aspect, and have come to the conclusion that it is a very true statement *hugs* to all

~504 BØürbØn §trëët~ [rëtürn§]
REST ASSURED... (THEORIGINAL)ROOSTER, (THELAST)ROOSTER, OR FORK, (whatever you choose to call him) HAS >NOTHING< TO DO WITH 504 BØürbØn §TrëëT~ [RëTüRN§] *N§FW* and NEVER WILL !! ~504~ is STRICKLY NO FOUL FOUL ALLOWED !! [RëTüRN§] !!! SO DON'T MISS OUT...

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I LOVE TO COOK 2.I AM AFRAID TO FLY 3.AM OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE 4.STEELERS FAN ALL THE WAY 5.THINKS BASEBALL IS BORING(need to let them fight) 6.AVID FISHERMAN 7.ENJOYS JAMES PATTERSON&JOHN GRISHAM BOOKS 8.GOING BACK TO SCHOOL 9.SPEAKS HIS MIND 10.FALLS FOR THESE DUMB ASS TAGS...LMAO

Go Ahead You Know U Wanna
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. ok here ya go.. 1)my fav color is orange.. who woulda thought.. 2)hard to find someone like me.. lol.. Im not ur typical female.. 3)I love getting down n dirty.. as far as riding fourwheelers and going offroad n my jeep 4)umm I can make ya laugh no matter what kinda mood ur in Im a complete nut 5)I love all kinds of music.. fav bands are too numerous to mention.. 6)I can play just about any instrument.. just give me a book and an hour to figure it out.. 7)I have a few bad habits that I best not mention lol 8)love chinese food and sushi.. 9)would move for love.. 10)I get bored easily.. always like learning new

Got Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love snow but I hate tha cold. 2. I watch more cartoons than tha average kid. 3. I'm allergic to cats. I don't mind them, they jus fuck me up. 4. I drink alot of Jones Green Apple Soda. 5. In high school I was a skateboarder. 6. I can't play basketball to save my damned life. I'm bout as coordinated as a dead rat. 7. I've broken 4 bones ridin' bikes and 3 on a skateboard. 8. I hate raw tomatoes. I can eat 'em cooked, but tha raw ones make me puke. 9. I can swim, but I can't float for shit. 10. I don't wanna turn out like my parents. My old man is a alcoholic and my mom's a bitter old hermit. Brokepimpin Phatso S

You've Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I dont like people to think they know me. 2. I am shy. 3. I try to listen, but I dont. 4. I only care for one. 5. I hate to hear about someone getting hurt. Even is I dont know them. 6. My heart is big, almost to bug for my own good. 7. We are all adults. And should act like it. 8. I try my best to please my daughter. 9. I love my family, if it wasnt for them I wouldnt be here today. 10. My dog saved my life, more than once. LITTLEbit ¢¾lipsoflust¢¾1977¢¾ hotmotherof4 ¢¾{Freak By Nature}¢¾ *~dark angel *~greeter@darkness falls

Bleaublogger
Time has not healed but rather created these wounds that I feel these nerves raw and grated. Stepping outside and looking back in what a wonderful ride from the start to the end Sure we had issues sure there was pain but you cannot dismiss you can not complain that our lives didn't have meaning or that it all stood for not for the proofs in the gleaning the child we brought into this world as proof of our love this wonderful girl who's life stands above either of ours and this point will remain that we'll both fight the powers that attempt to bring pain to her wonderful heart that's a mix of our lives So we'll start our new starts and we'll start to take strides And we'll both start to heal from these deep cutting wounds moving past what we feel and start singing new tunes and start living new lives and start dreaming new dreams and we'll both start to strive and we'll both start to achieve and we can both then look back and see t

Junk
7......things about you....by me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? soysauce, don't use it much. 2. what is your favorite brand of deoderant? Burberry Touch 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. I have a scar on my ass from fallin on a cactus while running away from home in the 8th grade. 4. what is your worst habit? a foul mouth 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? in the last year...hmmm saved my life might be a little strong, but prinny made me realize how good a person i am.;) (edited) 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? Mr. Copeland my HS art teacher 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? Communication. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on thei

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a lunatic 2. I'm only scared of myself 3. I KEEP trying to figure out women 4. I eat jalapeno peppers whole 5. I would love to "settle down" 6. I have hard-core authority issues. 7. My favorite drink is Red Bull and cherry vodka 8. I'm a "people watcher" 9. ok, I'll say it...I like to cuddle. 10. I can shift gears and change lanes, using my blinker and everything, doing a wheelie on a motorcycle. NOW. I gotta find some folks to tag Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you

Naked Rocker Got Me!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. 1. I count everything. I can remember things as pictures in my head so if I dont have time to count them right then and there, I can count them in a mental picture later...and I do... 2. I tend to take myself too seriously and forgo having fun so I can keep an eye on everyone else around me. My girlfriends call me Wendy the Wall. In order to talk to them you have to go through me first...Good luck with that! 3. I was bitten by a dog when I was 12 and received over 200 stitches in and on my mouth. 4. I was in a car accident at 14 in which my left eye almost exploded...I received 150 stiches in that eye and I still have perfect vision. 5. If you insult my intelligence in anyway I will put you to the ground. It took me a long time to come to the terms that it is ok to be intelligent and I will never hide it again. 6. My moth

Worthy Of A Rant
America (I am blind to your virtues) By James Petras I have seen What I have not seen The nightmare vision Of homeless soldiers Washing their feet In the fountains of Malibu As the flashy cars of millionaire Middle East philanthropists Pass them by I have seen The ragged trousered soldiers Panhandling on the streets of Manhattan Throwing quarters back in the faces Of wealthy brokers hurrying Back from billion dollar deals Millions for distant kith and kin in the Promised Land Coins for derelict soldiers, the unwashed of unchosen people I have heard their curses And seen their bloody eyes As they approach the politicians Hurrying from lunch Demanding a dollar For a bottle of tokay In the streets of Baghdad Baghdad swagger, turned Vagabond stumble Barking orders, turned sullen silence Heroes: patriot, true American Uncelebrated schizophrenics Mentally disturbed, trauma ridden Suicide prone Losers, lost survivors Sound in body and limb With scr

Ive Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i dislike 98% of the worlds population, yet i find myself addicted to this website that places me in a social situation with a lot of those people on a daily basis. 2. im having a really hard time filling this out even though there are plenty of weird and random things to write about myself. 3. ive been on this site for a really long time n i still have no clue what a blog or a mum is, and have no shame in saying that even though youre prolly pointing n laughing. 4. i eat tuna fish and bologna sammiches. 5. ive moved from the master bedroom to the spare room in my house cause i can hear my neighbors hammering it out. to visualize t

Tagged
1.I was thrown outta cub scouts on the 2nd day 2. I like to dance to 80's music 3 I cant turn down a friend in need & feel Compelled to help. 4. I like to hang with my daughter & we listen to alot of the same music.. 5.Chick flicks dont bother me & Im man enough to admitt I might cry. 6.. some of my friends live in the Computer..lmao 7..Im a Sweet natured person & I dont do conflicts with women well 8..I love with my entire being when Im passionette with someone.. 9...I cant walk away from a Conflict,if the guy hits a Woman 10..I am who I am & wont back down when Im right Im Taggin.. Year of the Dragon Catch me if you can..Cass Soda...VP..b-list Chas..Treasurer of the b-list Snake Oil.. Miss Priss sinfully deliious Blood sugar baby

Shuffle
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 7 Things HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? This Is How It Goes Down WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Shakin' Hands (lmao) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Home WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Half Alive WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Hero/Heroine WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Me, You, And My Medication WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Not On Your Love WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Broken Man WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Up Against The Wall WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Maybe WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? She Can't Save Him WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Bleeding Love WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT

Auto 11's My Awesome Friends
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > AND THIS AUTO WAS PROVIDED BY THE VERY BEAUTIFUL IM UR'S 4EVER..PLZ....SHOW THIS 2nd ALARM HOTTIE SOME MAD FU-LOVE TOO!!!! SHE ALSO HAS AUTO 11'S GOIN!!!! IM UR'S 4EVER! 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!!!!!!!@ fubar

Doh, I Got Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Ten odd things about me….. 1. I LOVE the water and own nine boats, kayaks, and floats 2. I am originally from Oregon 3. I spell the alphabet with my tongue every time 4. I shave 3 times a week 5. I enjoy my research in reproductive physiology and I got just the experiment for you 6. I am working on making a goat version of the incredible hulk\ 7. I actually enjoy yard work 8. I would rather make a great meal than pay to go out, especially Italian 9. My parents are homeless…. But cruising on a boat around Central America and the Caribbean 10. I love rum You’re Tagged Suckers……. Iris T

Rock And Roll Weekend
but it's a great song. 1-2-8 by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones They played somethingThey made somethingBrand new a baby bluemachineBrass tacks, duct tapeFor the great escapePacked in therelike sardinesBack and forthEast, south, west, northShred the atlasburn the mapOften lost and pathsWake me up I need a napThey didsomethingWhich meant somethingAnd that got them some attentionEyeswideA roller coaster rideGreat pride in this inventionI thinkthey're selling Snake oilAt the dog and pony showIn the gardengeeWould you pardon meAnd by the way how does it growTheexplanation's unexplainableHolding onto somethingOnce dreamtunattainableThe course was never chartedSo don't look into thebooksThe secret's not the recipeIt's got to be the cooksThey madesomethingThey played somethingBlood, sweat, and elbow greaseIf youcan't stand the heat in the kitchenGet out it will increaseLast trainto where?Hey get out of hereNothing's measured and nothing'sweighedA dash of honesty in the recipeThat's the fi

Still Waiting
so today i delivered in san francisco....my last delivery. decided that the road was not my friend..will start to look for a local gig . don't know if it will be driving or not. only time will tell. maybe a walmart greater or a chef or who know, maybe i should just sell drugs,,,,that appears to be where the big bucks are...and the woman...oh my...but done with the road. so i will let you know what the future will bring...i had on my status this past weekend...life is short....so many people wrote me to agree..they were right,,,,it is short. to short to waste running all over the country doing a job you hate. so on to the next adventure. my new tat will giude me...l...lol...so wish me luck. in this economy i will need it..big cali hugs..marty well i will be heading out tomorrow morning..something a little different for me. going to work for a hotshot companie out of chico, ca. they run five trucks and will be going all over the country. pay is good and as for the equipment...2009 dodge

My First Auction
ARMY MEDIC AUTO 11's AUCTION!! CLICK BANNER ABOVE OR BELOW TO COME BID ON THE A-11's!!! 72hr. Deadline. Maybe Extended Watch For Details!! Brought To You By The Tantra Fantasies Family!! (repost of original by 'Dawn:FuStalker:Tantra Fantasies Owner~The Pegasus Project~' on '2009-02-21 14:46:38')

Scorpio's
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They nee

Wywh
If I die before I wake, It's because you take my breath away, No one else makes me feel this way, I think of you every second of every day,Never thought someone this fine could be mine,And I love every second we spend time,You make life worth living, And my time worth giving, Life is hard when you're gone,Every second feels so long, You're a continuous dream,In darkness you're a light beam,I love you more than life itself,More than fame and wealth,You're beautiful beyond compare,I love everything about you down to your hair,I dream of holding you under the moon,And maybe that can happen soon,I wish I could hear you whisper in my ear,And hold you close,'Cause losing you is my greatest fear,And every time you speak,The sound of your voice makes me weak,I wish you were here,So I could just hold you near. Rodney (Rhino) Wish You Were Here - Rednex - Rodney

Thank You My Friends!
I JUST WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR HELP, FOR YOUR RATES, BLING, AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO PROMOTED ME AND SENT YOUR FRIENDS MY WAY AND MY 2 FRIENDS THAT PIMPED ME OUT...THANK YOU SO MUCH I LEVELED TWO LEVELS!! I TRIED TO REMEMBER WHO I OWED WHAT TO BUT AS YOU KNOW IT IS SO HARD TO KEEP IT STRAIGHT AND OR SEE EVERYONE THAT RATES YOU, SO IF I DID NOT SEND YOU FUBUCKS OR BLING TO THANK YOU PLEASE REMIND ME OF THE FOLDERS YOU RATED AND I WILL GET THAT TO YOU....I LOVE YOU ALL AND WILL NOT FORGET WHAT YOU DID FOR ME!!

I Love The Car...i Hate The Clutch
As most of you know...since most of you are friends from my past page....I just recently purchased a car that I totally love...It's cute...It's red...and mechanically speaking, it's awesome...Not for long though...I fear I'm going to burn out that clutch before I even learn how to drive it... Yes...I've had the car now for a couple of weeks...And still have yet to get that damn clutch down...I mean come on...Why was it invented in the first place...Automatics have 2 pedals...We have 2 feet...You either brake or you go...Choices are simple... I took the car out yesterday...I've managed to teach myself to get from point A to point B....It's the in between that I'm having trouble with...I've also been able to figure out paths that don't have a lot of hills on them that I have to stop on...You know the ones with a stop sign that the car is in the direction of going up...Cept for yesterday...What a mess...Denver and the suburbs are not little places where you might have maybe 1 or 2 c

Auto 11's & Hh's!
Well Kitty has never had an auto 11 or a HH. She would love both of them please! Here's the deal. If you only get me the Auto 11's I will; Give you my YIM, give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you 2 NSFW salutes, If a DJ I'll make you a HOT Drop! If You only get me the HH I will; Give you my YIM, Give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you you 3 NSFW salutes, If a DJ Make you a HOT Drop! If you get me both the AUTO 11's & the HH I will; Give you my YIM, My Cell #, Give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you 5 NSFW Salutes, Take 2 NSFW pics of your choice, If you are a DJ make you 2 HOT Drops! RAWR! Help a Kitty out plz! MWAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Sabres 08-09 Schedule
DATE OPPONENT TIME (ET) Location Result Mon, Sep 22nd, 2008 at Toronto 07:30 PM Air Canada Centre L (7 - 4) Tue, Sep 23rd, 2008 at Montreal 07:00 PM Roberval, QC L (3 - 2) Sat, Sep 27th, 2008 Toronto 07:00 PM HSBC Arena W (3 - 2) Sun, Sep 28th, 2008 Minnesota 07:00 PM HSBC Arena L (2 - 1) Wed, Oct 1st, 2008 at Minnesota 08:00 PM Xcel Energy Center L (3 - 2) Thu, Oct 2nd, 2008 at Columbus 07:00 PM Nationwide Arena W (5 - 2) Sun, Oct 5th, 2008 at Detroit 05:00 PM Joe Louis Arena L (3 - 0) Fri, Oct 10th, 2008 Montreal 07:30 PM HSBC Arena W (2 - 1) Mon, Oct 13th, 2008 at NY_Islanders 02:00 PM Nassau Veterans Memorial Colis W (7 - 1) Wed, Oct 15th, 2008 at NY_Rangers 07:00 PM Madison Square Garden W (3 - 1) Fri, Oct 17th, 2008 Vancouver 07:30 PM HSBC Arena W (5 - 2) Sat, Oct 18th, 2008 at Atlanta 07:00 PM Philips Arena L (3 - 2) Tue, Oct 21st, 2008 Boston 07:00 PM HSBC Arena W (3 - 2) Thu, Oct 23rd, 2008 at Minnesota 08:00 PM Xcel Energy Center W (4 - 3) Sat, O

Daily Auto Friends,to Rate To Godfather Quest
All links are Live Feb.22 2009..Well Fubar has Started there Point Bashing of me again.At 5pm est.I needed 1,247,743 to go At 8:16 pm,I now need 1,247,803. I have been 100 % Shitfaced all Day. 8:47 1,247,649 9:47 pm 1,247,396 Be Keeping Track Closely 8:30 Am est.Feb.23 rd. Fu-King --> Godfather 1,236,493 Points to go! Fu-King --> Godfather 1,211,681 Points to go! 10:01 pm est.Feb23 Fu-King --> Godfather 1,204,413 Points to go! Feb24 4pm.est. Fu-King --> Godfather 1,164,115 Points to go! Rating: 10.29 (1790) [?]12:am est Fu-King --> Godfather 1,164,115 Points to go! Rating: 10.29 (1790) [?]12:am est Todays Total.Fucking Fubar Cheating me again.Feb.25 My Status: Clear Customize Cancel Buzz: 90% - sh*t faced! Level: Fu-King (24) [?] Fu-King --> Godfather 1,164,168 Points to go! Fu-King --> Godfather 1,140,106 Points to go! 8:55 pm Feb 25 In January after purchasing 1500 extra 11's with my VIP.I got m

Code.
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Be Sure To Show Feisty Lots Of Love On Her Happy Hour
Omg Look Who Has A Happy Hour Oh Yeh The One And Only Feisty This Awesome Women Is Having Happy Hour Today @ 1pm Fubar Time So Show Feisty Some Serious Love Also Feisty Is Running Auto 11S So Lets Spank Her Hard The Way She Likes It Rate ...Fan .. Add ... Bling ... And Also Don't Forget To Crush Her Feisty Is Someone You Should All Have On Your Friends List ... So You All The Drill So Lets Make Her Happy Hour Special For her Please Click On The Picture Link Below To Go To Feisty's Page ▂▃━☆FEISTY━▃▂☆®™FornicatesWifey/DangerousCurvesMembe@ fubar This Bulletin Was Bought To By ===Steve=== ENFORCER@DDR(SHADOW LEVELER)@ fubar Thanks To Everyone In Adavnce Who Makes Her Happy Hour Special

Lord Hellsing - My Fallen Angel
Thank you for playing this song for me baby. This truly represents you and I. You know that whole soul melting together thing....Yah, this is the song I hear in my head when I think about that dream you had. You are the flame in my heart You light my way in the dark You are the ultimate star You pick me from above Your unconditional love Takes me to paradise I belong to you And you You belong to me too You make my life complete You make me feel so sweet You make me feel so divine Your soul and mind are entwined Before you I was blind But since I've opened my eyes And with you there's no disguise So I could open up my mind I always loved you from the start But I could not figure out That I had to do it everyday So I put away the fight Now I'm gonna live my life Giving you the most in every way I belong to you And you You belong to me too You make my life complete You make me feel so sweet Oh I belong to you I belong to you And you, you You bel

Grrr. . .
some ppl say you're really important to them... yet you are really low on their fam list... hmm funny... when someone is important to me they are higher up on my family and my friends list... guess i'm just weird...

The Only Way To Go
I have found that when I try not to be obnoxious and just to blend in with my group, do my own thing, I seem to go unnoticed, even forgotten occasionally. I do not like girls who are always doing things to get attention, and yet I find myself doing it. I have a dilemma. If I speak up and try to make sure I am noticed, I get labeled with being loud and talking a lot. If I get quiet and just observe, people assume something must be wrong because I am such a talker, or they don't even acknowledge I am there. This makes me feel terrible, like I am not missed, not an element in the group that is necessary, and I have had this happen throughout my whole life, not just these people. They are nice people and love me probably more than any other friends I have ever had. This is just something I don't understand. How do I socialize like normal in the group without being labeled and very talkative or attention-loving? Being talkative isn't necessarily bad, but I hate it when my boyfr

Kenseth, Gordon Put On Race Of Champions
FONTANA, Calif. -- Jeff Gordon knew if he could get to Matt Kenseth in the closing laps of Sunday's Auto Club 500, he could pass him. By the way, so did Kenseth. But even though Gordon was able to close right up on the back bumper of Kenseth's Ford with less than 20 laps to go, unlike earlier in the evening, he couldn't motor past. And so with his 1.464-second victory, Kenseth becomes the first driver since Gordon in 1997 to win the Daytona 500 and again the following weekend. And like last weekend, weather was a factor. A persistent drizzle forced the first four caution flags, but unlike the race on the other side of the continent, Mother Nature relented enough to let this one go the distance. And the few fans willing to take a few hours to forget California's economic meltdown were treated to a classic showdown "I had the best seat in the house for that battle," third-place driver Kyle Busch said. "It was a good show for the fans. To see two superstars put on a show like tha

About Me...
~ hmm dont you just love these little "about me" sections...lol where do I begin? ok I am one of those confusing females who never know what they want...always difficult, undecided and take too long on everything...LOL...I am married with 3 wonderful kids and spend most of my time being a mom and a wife..I dont have alot of time for internet so when I Do get a chance to sit down and relax it is GREAT!! a few of my interests: ~ music ~ movies ~ tattoos ~ piercings ~ cuddling ~ reading ~ writing poetry ~ shopping ~ spending time with my kids, family and friends ~ outdoors stuff ~ clubs ~ concerts ~ the internet ~ talking on the phone ~ cooking ~ driving ~ video games ~ sleeping ~ anything paranormal or unexplained ~ photography ~ art ~ gardening ~ Music I like: *~ ICP ~* *~ TWIZTID ~* *~ Kottonmouth Kings ~* *~ tech n9ne ~* *~ boondox ~* *~ tool ~* *~ a perfect circle ~* *~ slipknot ~* *~ avenged sevenfold ~* *~ pantera ~* *~ crossfad

Moving
Hi fu-land. I know I've been somewhat A.W.O.L. lately. I have been packing up and getting ready to moove out of my apartment at the end of this week. The room that I will be renting will not have internet access. What this means is that I will have to get my fu time in through internet cafe's or other alternative methods. I expect that from here to graduation I'm not going to be on as often as before, so it may be awhile in between and responding to friends here, etc. Drop me a message if you would like my email contact info. Have a great week everyone, ttyl. J.P.

My Health!!
For everyone that has been asking and waiting to find out what is going on here is a little update.. I went to doctor on friday and he had me get a chest x-ray today.. He believes that I had broken my ribs sometime in the past. Not sure when and I have no idea how.. So I had that done, but the x-ray was also to get a better look at my left breast also.. He found something and wants to see if it is serious or not. A lot of you know I keep having chest pains and he thinks it has something to do with the ribs being cracked or broken.. Also, the biggie is I have to go next month on the 11th to have a mamorgram done. I have a couple relatives that have passed away from cancer and two of them had breast cancer. I am really scared, but i'm trying not to worry too much seeing how it could not be serious. It could just be a cyst and can be removed.. With all this info I got plus Ricky being sick I haven't been on here too much. I will be on again possibly tomorrow.. I hope everyone understands

My Sex 411
Taken from italian tease..even though it's more of a survey i thought it was pretty funny. (If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? her satisfaction What is something you have always wanted to try? have sex in a football stadium What is something you have never done in bed before? ive never not satisfied my lady friends What time of day do you like to have sex? 3 am What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? her ass How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? 3 seconds If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited, id be more loud Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No Have you

138 Hell Drive
HELLO MY NAME IS JOSEPH3 I JUST WANT TO LET THE WORLD KNOW. I HAVE A STUDIO IN THE BASEMENT OF MY HOUSE IN TUPELO MISSISSIPPI NAMED 138 HELL DRIVE. I RECORD MUSIC AND MAKE MUSIC VIDEO'S HERE. I PLAY GUITAR,BASS,AND DO VOCALS.MY SON JOSHUA PLAYS DRUMS AND SAXOPHONE.TOGETHER WE WRITE SONGS AND MULTITRACK OUR MUSIC.WE CALL OUR SELVES Lucid Sound of Dementia.WE HAVE WORKED WITH OTHER MUSICIANS BEFORE BUT HAVE BEEN SHIT ON SO MANY TIMES WE HAD TO SAY FUCK IT IT'S JUST US.WE HAVE ONE VIDEO DONE AND ON MY PROFILE(TAKE A LOOK)AND WE ARE WORKING ON FIVE MOOR NOW.WE WILL POST ON FUBAR AS WE GET THEM DONE.I DO HOPE YOU ENJOY OUR MUSIC. PEACE,LOVE,AND HAPPINESS TO ALL JOSEPH3

My Soul
8-31-2009 Tonight I am an emotional wreck... Lately I have been just pushing myself through my life with no real meaning in it other then to be a great father for my son. Everything I do in my REAL LIFE revoles around him and only him. I work a shitty job with crap pay because it gives me free rent and a roof over my head so that I have a place to spend time with my son alone. I have given up on a socail life so that I can focus on being responsable and keeping myself out of trouble cause what good is a father that is in jail all the time or worse. I eat at my mother's house all the time cause I can only afford to buy my son food for when he is here on the weekends and I spend virtually every last penny I have on getting him something from me every weekend and paying off his bedroom furniture so that he always has something other then just me to look forward to when he comes to me each weekend even though i know deep in his heart all he really wants is to spend time wit

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Ever had a threesome? 19. Ever used a sex toy? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can

The Wall
You walked into my life out of the blue My heart not knowing what to do Your voice so soothing in the night Just makes me want to hold you tight My walls once high you made them weak My heart exposed to words you speak I opened up and let you in Only to build them up again You now are sealed deep in my soul My heart is yours for you to hold.

Dildo Tester
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. college dropout 2. ive killed 3. i love new socks 4. spaghetti is the shiyuuut 5. ive visited 13 countries before the age of 22 6. only owned huskies as dogs 7. i can roll a joint with one hand 8. only been playin drums for about 3 years 9. i dont snore 10. i have a.d.d. if im not high.... heh

Fubar
i am not new to this site this is actually my second time here..i was level 25 when i deleted the first one i had..i know how things work here and here is a few things i like to say 1.) i do not cyber 2.) dont ask for my number you wont get it 3.) do not ask to meet me cuz its not happening 4.) im here for friends and that is it 5.) not sure if im going to make a salute or not..i havent made up my mind yet

My Dark Place
I Hate This... In My Life There Are Only A Few Things That I Ask For... But Time And Time Again, There Is Something That Constantly Prevents My Goals From Becoming Reality. First, I Would Love To Have A Career As A Police Officer ANYWHERE!!! But Apparently You Can't Achieve That Goal Without Joining The Police Academy... Which Costs Money, Which Thanks To An Ex-Girlfriend Who Stole Every Penny I Ever Saved Up, I Don't Have Too Much Of Anymore. Second, Military!!! I Want To Join The Military With All My Heart, But Apparently I Have Had One Too Many Surgeries, And Broken Bones... So They Pretty Much Look At Me Like I Am Damaged Goods, I Have Been Told By Recruiters That They Will Take Anyone, As Long As You Have The Heart. Well I Have Been Shot Down Several Times, So Fuck What Recruiters Say... Its All Bullshit. And Last But Most Certainly Not Least... A Companion To Spend The Rest Of My Life With, I Have Loved And I Have Lost, But For Once It Would Be N

Random Thoughts. . .
if i have multiple personality disorder, and i threaten to commit suicide...would that be considered a hostage situation? if barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? if i were god, and i didn't believe in myself...would that be blasphemy?

Chelley's Rants And Raves
Every time something good happens in my life, another parts fucks up. I wish I knew what my purpose in life was. I'm tired of the pain....tired of the hurt and tired of the ANGER and RAGE......If I missed my purpose in life, then why am i still here? I ask that everyday. As I watch the storms outside my window, I also think of the storms in my life. Seems like they hardly ever go completely away. I never get to see the "silver lining" everybody else speaks of. Sure I'm happy for a while but then the bad shit of my past sneaks up on me and pulls me back into that abyss I can never seem to get out of or get rid of. I battle my demons every day and am getting weaker everyday in fighting them. One day I will not have the strength to battle the fight anymore. I was bored and took a quiz on facebook and came with this and I was scared about how eerily this descibes me....People sometimes find you cold and reserved. They don't know you well enough though because in reality you're warm and pas

Lol Weird Survey I Stole But Cool
Name a quote from the song you're listening to: baby did you forget to take your meds.. placebo \m/ they rock. When were you born? February 4, 1982 Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? on the cheek sure. What are you seriously wearing? a wife beater and shorts. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked? hmm .... good question. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends? does my roomie count? Describe the last time you were injured? haha its been a while but playin football i did flip over a car.. not a pretty sight but i got back up and continued playing LOL. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? not really. im an insomniac Think of all your exes, would you take any of them back? NO..but the thought has crossed my mind but no considering.. yeah no.. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing? Mumming. oh wait thats everyday haha. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stu

Old Poem Of Mine
Is there some one out there; Is there no one out there; Can some one help me, I need it truely; Can you hear me, I scream so loudly; Why can't you hear me, I need you surely; Has my voise been lost in the wind; I have fallen off the end of the ledge; Now I am holding on to the edge; I am slipping and fallen and I cant pull myself up; Is there some one out there; Is there no one out there; Please come help me; Why can't you see me; You stand right before me, you stair right at me; Why won't you help you stair right though me; I got lost on my path; I have lost sight along the way; It has been growing dark and lerey as time passes me by; the light has left me and the darkest of the dark has joined me; Your staire is deadly but can you help; I ask, I beg of you give me the chance; I merely got llost along the way; I want to live I need to live; Yes my heart and soul are truely tanted; Leave me be I shall raise and f

Poetry I've Written
You Hate OneTell Me WayMe Butt OrYou I TheLove Dont OtherMe Care YouButt If WillYour You SeeActions Do WhatSpeak So YouFor Fuck DidThem Off TooSelves Thats MeSo All BecauseWhy I KarmaDo Have IsYou To AKeep Say BitchPlaying So WhenThis Good ServedGame Bye Cold Your careless lies Pretend your endless shame is gone Brick by Brick... You build you're Paradise Restraint me in these walls My screams echo in this boundless box Like whispers they reply Set me free Your shadows cast upon me You're overflowing with lies Fail, to incase my thoughts You're array of lies Bleakness, grief, and agony Trying to break away Walking through this life decayed Hoping, acquit my mistakes #::[ Note: This poem is also my myspace page that i did today Link: OpTiCAL ByTE ]::# Sound channels fade left to right Let them pray, Let them Pray Wit

I'm Worried....
i am worried and prayering for my friend who has breast cancer, she has sugary on the March 9! Her email is below.. please pray for her to get better.. thank you! "I got the good news that I am a candidate for the reconstructive surgery that I wanted. The insurance has cleared it and my surgery has been set for March 9 at H. Hospital. My stay will be from 3 to 5 days and than I am going to my moms to recover for a week or so. The actual time will be 6 to 8 weeks before I feel somewhat back to "normal". This is the final chapter on this long road of fighting Breast Cancer and hopefully the last. My spirits remain high and I know the long term outcome will be good for me. The name of the surgery I am getting is called a Tram Flap and it is pretty extensive. It will be 8 hours in the operating room but well worth it in the end. Take care everyone and pass this on to anyone you think will be interested in reading it. Love, B.L." *Prayers for B.L.* Im suffering from

I Wish
I WISH I HAD SOMEONE WHO REALLY TRULY LOVED ME, SOMEONE WHO ISNT AFFRAID TO ADMIT TO BEING WITH ME, SOMEONE WHO MAKES IT KNOWN TO THE WORLD THAT THEY LOVE ME, SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST, SOMEONE WHO IS THERE WHEN I NEED THEM, SOMEONE THAT I CAN CALL MINE AND ONLY MINE......

Observations
This blog is just going to be for random things I notice in the outside world. First off, public transport. Now, first thing I always notice here is how people arrange themselves, like there is some kind of unwritten rules. 1. Never sit next to someone if there is a double seat available (buses), or if there is a seat in between them and the next person, so as to leave a gap (trains). 2. On buses, if there is more than one double seat available in that row, do not sit directly behind or in front of the person. 3. Buses again, if you really do not want someone sitting next to you, sit on the aisle sit. Most people won't ask you to move. Now secondly, and the one that annoys me most. People will do their utmost to ram themselves onto the bus or train, regardless of the amount of people on there, even if the next bus or train will be there in one minute. That, i'll never understand. Had to blog this 'cause it cracked me up. Random photo on here of woman sitting on the

Help Me Fight Cancer!
This year, hundreds of thousands of people will hear the words "You have cancer", and there's a good chance that some of them will be people we know and love. We have all been touched by cancer in some way ... and we all have the power to make a difference. That's why I have chosen to fight back right here in my own community by participating in the American Cancer Society Relay For Life®. I want to invite you to join me in the fight against cancer by making a donation in support of my efforts. Further down in this message is a link to my personal Relay For Life® web page where you can make an online contribution. Every amount, no matter how small, makes a difference and provides hope. You can also sign up to join my team and learn more about Relay and how it's changing lives. Relay For Life® brings more than 3.5 million people from across the country together each year to celebrate the lives of those who have battled cancer, remember loved ones lost, and fight back against a dis

My Story
let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i dont need my ego stroke come to think of it i dont got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i dont no way my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him onces before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i dont back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she had me and she was 14 when she got her first job and that was to work in a bar she was a stripper a druggie a whore alcohoic and she still did that when she carried me i was in the hospital for a whole year i was a sick baby i had almost everythi

Website
SO as some of you may already know. I run my own website. We are almost ready to launch it. There are still a few things I want to add and we ran into a few kinks to work out. But hopefully with in the next 2 weeks we will be up and running.

Horace.
Something from a blog I read. I can guarantee that the above phrase will ring a bell with pretty much every crew from Tolworth to Chase Farm. And probably many crews from Essex Ambulance Service, South East Coast, possibly even Yorkshire and Scottish Highlands. I wouldn’t even be surprised if some crews from Australia and Timbuktu are nodding knowingly. You see, this is the catchphrase of one of our most prolific regulars. Horace Halfpenny is a homeless, alcoholic gentleman with no affiliation to any particular area. He drifts around London, occasionally stopping off at payphones to call 999. Sometimes he asks a member of the public to call for him. But the problem is always the same. Horace’s bowels are hanging out. I’m led to believe that Horace’s bowels are indeed hanging out - but this is an ongoing problem and not an acute emergency. It has never quite been explained to me quite where they are hanging out from, what happened to cause this affliction or why the problem hasn’t be

Tag -- You're It!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was named after Debbie Reynolds. 2. My Great-great-great Grandpa Green founded Greenville, Michigan. 3. My mom took the spelling of my first name, Deborah, from the Bible and from Grandpa Green's wife, Deborah. 4. I was born and raised in a small Swedish community in Kansas...Lindsborg. Im 50% Swede! 5. I spent 6 months in Hawaii, 4 weeks in Fiji and 2 weeks in W. Samoa back in 1983-84 working with a missions group called YWAM (Youth With A Mission). 6. I returned to school when I was 36 to get my Dietary Manager Certification. I was a CDM,CFPP (Certified Dietary Manager, Certified Food Prote

Why?!
Oh I am soooo marking this NSFW...for those of you that know me...I don't make a habit of swearing often...in fact I am probably the person that swears least of everyone I know...but I just have to let everything out... So...my favorite band is Dropkick Murphys...they are an irish rock band for those of you who dont know or I may not of already told...I've loved this band even before they hit the scenes with their song in "The Departed"...which was titled..."Shipping Up To Boston"...but anyways...I'm rambling..I'll get to the point... My sister got some tickets and promised me that one of em had my name on it...she above everyone else realizes how much I love the band...so we had this planned out a few weeks ago when she got the tickets...the deal was that I was gonna drive her and her friends to Milwaukee..which is about 2 hours from Madison...so she was supposed to get the hotel for all of us and i was gonna pay for all the gas...which was quite a hit considering I would be on

My Album Cover
CREATE YOUR BAND NAME & ALBUM COVER: To Do This 1 - Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random” or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band. 2 - Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations" or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album. 3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days” or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover. 4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together. 5 - Post your Album Cover Below and then create your own Blog for your friends to make their own!

Is It Within You
How many of you can relate To ever having had met someone or a group be it at the work force or a cricle of friends , family, sports club at a golf course or just found in the common household pet That speak down to a person or just try to be a somebody no matter at what the cost or even the age be it in real life or it could be even found within the internet have you ever really wondered what makes these people tick? what they are seeking? or even to a point what they may lack? are you an easy push over? or do you stand your ground? is it s cultral thing? or just plain rudeness in a person? what i do like is mankind is different and will do just about anything to get where they want to go no matter the cost

"careful Kitten, What You Ask For".....
She was not sure what he had in store for her today. He had told her that he was going to push her hard, but had not explained any further. As she sat in the car, her mind was going over all the possibilities, trying to figure out what he might do. As much as she liked to think she could figure out what he had in mind, in reality she knew that he wasn’t really all that predictable. As she sat there, she became more aware of the fact that she wasn’t wearing a bra or panties. It had started as simply not wearing panties, but then her mouth had made it worse, and he had told her no bra either. As much as it was uncomfortable because the fabric outlined her nipples, the thought that she was doing this because he had told her too had her pussy wet already. As he talked, he watched her out of the corner of his eye. He saw the slight flush above the neckline of her shirt, and knew she was aroused, although he knew if he tried to get her to admit it, she wouldn’t. He was thinking about wha

Threesome Blog
subject: Threesome Blog post date: 2009-02-27 17:50:11 views: 2 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Jerald 2) Lacy 3) romper(callsign when I was flying for the navy) Three jobs I have had in my life. 1)Fighter Pilot 2)Bartender(while in college) 3)McDonald's manager(while in college) Three places I have lived. 1) Japan 2) Italy 3) Virgina Three TV shows I watch. 1) Dirty Jobs 2) Sanford and Son(reruns) 3) The Jeffersons(reruns) Three places I have been. 1)Asia/South Pacific 2)Middle East/Africa 3)South America Three people that e-mail be regularly. Three of my Favorite foods. 1)BBQ 2)Sushi 3)Italian Three things I would like to do. 1)Drive a F-1 car at the Long Beach Gra

Writing About Life
My daughters and I are walking in the Susan G Komen Race for the Cure in August 2009 in Kansas City, Missouri. We have a banner that we have made and are carrying with us to help support those that have been touched with this cancer. I am pinking for myself and my memaw. Who Do You Pink For? Feel free to leave me a name on here and I will add them to my banner for you. I seriously want to do this for all that has been touched by this cancer. Many have won the battle but many have lost the fight. I am walking for all of them. Feel free to comment on who you pink for. Lots of Love, Redeviltease

My Book
My seventh birthday was a significant one. I awoke that morning to find packages and parcels wrapped in glittering paper sitting on the end of my bed. Still in my night clothes I began to unwrap them, and was happily doing so when I heard a voice call from downstairs; a voice that was not my mother's or my father's. A few minutes later the source of the voice was standing at my bedroom door with sympathetic eyes. She was tall and thin with greying hair. She looked to me like a worn old tree with spindly branches instead of limbs. She came to sit beside me on my bed and whispered to me. 'An angel came last night and led your parents to Heaven while they were sleeping.' I nodded as though this were simply a statement of fact. It was hard for me to feel anything but warmth in this woman's company; I did not cry then, nor have I ever cried in mourning of my parents. Within an hour, the woman who later introduced herself as my Aunt Penny had packed all my posessions and loaded

Just Because
I have started a new lounge. It is called craft corner. Most of us do some kind of craft work. Rather it is crochet, cross stitch, kniting, maybe even wood work or art. Even if its something you dont think of as craft. Most all of us do craft of some kind. Ive found myself and most of my friends looking for a craft lounge where we can go and chat with other crafters. Maybe even trade ideas or patterns. Sometimes its as simple as wanting to show off our work. Now we can. You dont have to do any kind of craft to come in and chat. But if you do craft well heres your chance to come in show off and brag about it. Who doesnt like a chance to brag now and then? lol So why not stop by craft corner and relax a bit. I went to the doctor today. He told me I had high blood pressure. Ok nothing new ive been dealing with it for years now. Over 4 years actually. Now he put me on meds for it. I also have to check it two to three times a week. I am now watching my salt intake. If there is anyone that

Happy Birthday Piedaddy
Please lets everybody take time and show some love to PieDaDDY for his Birthday 02-28 !!! If you know him ya luv him! He is the best and will help anyone, so lets show our support!! Thank You PieDaDDY@ fubar

Bringing Sexy Back!
First time in about 2 months that I can post bulletins, so I figured what better way to return than to have one of Fubar's fugliest men bring sexy back. That's right I bring to you 4 ladies that define sexy. ADD FAN RATE CRUSH BLING Do Whatever Ya Gotta Do Just click the pics below and start havin' fun!!!

Marines And Muslims
Few people ever see Ismile Althaibani’s Purple Heart. He keeps the medal tucked away in a dresser. His Marine uniform is stored in a closet. His hair is no longer shaved to the scalp. Muslims in the Marines It has been 20 months since he returned from Iraq after a roadside explosion shattered his left foot. He never expected a hero’s welcome, and it never came — none of the balloons or hand-written signs that greeted another man from his unit who lived blocks away. Mr. Althaibani, 23, was the last of five young marines to come home to an extended family of Yemeni immigrants in Brooklyn. Like the others, he grew accustomed to the uneasy stares and prying questions. He learned not to talk about his service in the company of Muslim neighbors and relatives. “I try not to let people know I’m in the military,” said Mr. Althaibani, a lance corporal in the Marine Corps Reserve. The passage home from Iraq has been difficult for many American troops. They have struggled to recover

I Have Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My favorite color is RED. 2. I DJ when I'm bored. 3. I AM A MUSICIAN. 4. IM A JOKER. 5. 24 BROKEN BONES(18 ON A SKATEBOARD). 6. I LOVE MOVIES. 7. HALLOWEEN IS MY FAVE HOLIDAY. 8. I'm a wealth of USELESS knowledge. 9. IM EVIL,BUT CUDDLY 10. I LIKE MOVIES WHERE PEOPLE LOSE BODY PARTS

Chelle Up For Auction
Heres your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Chelle of the Ace Cafe yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. But, cash gifts outway fubuck offers. The Auction starts February 28, 2009 at 6pm-est and ends March 14, 2009, 6pm-est!! So hurry and get your bid in quick.

Check Out Slade
> > > > Slade~Owner of XXtremeFullThrottleRadio&The ScooterBar~ fu-owned by "PANTYSHOTZ & MYSTICAL~ has just sent you 25000 fuBucks! "ty for the rates please repost this bulletin for me http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=482628989"

Auction
here she is my awesome easter owner. please fan rate add her and show her some love please. who me ??@ fubar HEY I'M BEING AUCTIONED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME SEE WHAT I AM OFFERING SOME LUCKY PEEP WHO HAS THE RIGHT BID!!!!!!!!!!!! AUCTION RUNS MARCH 1ST 5PM FU TIME TILL MARCH 8TH 5 PM FU TIME.

A New Poem
With a sliver of glass, cut around his face Peel the skin back with precision grace Carefully now I have to slow the blood As chunks of skin hit the floor with a small thud Soddering iron to carterize the wound from the moment he crossed me, he was doomed I waited and bidded my time Untill the day he would be all mine Now that the two of us are all alone No mercy will ever be shown Careful now, make no mistake For good things come to those who wait Slow down take my time Just like a star, Its my turn to shine Pull back the scalp to expose his brain As the blood streams down like pouring rain The crimson liquid flows to the floor I feel satisfaction Ive never known before Now completely skinned from his head to his feet Ive never known revenge could be so sweet

Going To Vegas To For His Bday
ok here is the deal he is a good and new friend and he wants me to go to vegas for his bday so i am gonna go tell me what i should do i want to have fun what is there to do please comment me and tell me. he is a sweet heart and he will come down to where im at to b here for my 21st bday so wat should i do in vegas

Phone Sex
Your Master: I am very sure you will find someone out there for you, its just not me, I like pussy and more pussy and more pussy...... ♫ Karizma ♫: ok darlin come by sometime and tell me when u wanna share that 5 inch killer ok doll Your Master: I guess you can go back to whoever and tell them they lied to you Your Master: sorry ♫ Karizma ♫: cum on baby come out the closet and be a man Your Master: well considering there are only two males on my friends list and I never told them I do so I dont know who would tell you that ♫ Karizma ♫: i had some of my friends cum on me i mean come to me telling me u like cock so tell me how big is urs Your Master: well you heard wrong sorry ♫ Karizma ♫: thats not what i heard daddy Your Master: sorry I only swing one way

Is There A Local Person To Have Fun With
I love all the friends i have made here some have become very close friends to me and would not give them up for anything. Unfortuantly most of you are long distance, and here i am a single lady that could use some tlc a no strings fun playdate,yes i can come out and play.I love a long haired man or lady i love to ride and i just love to have fun kinky or not,untill find in this crazy world a man or women to date. so I Know it cant be much to ask to find some local fun

Surveys And Such
What is the most unique thing about you? hell if i know Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded? uhhh....no not that i know of lol Who was the last person you were in a fight with? my brother Where do you spend the majority of your time? with my kids What is your favorite name for a girl? Jessie and Cassie Favorite name for a boy? Dave How many texts have you sent/received today? uhhh like 12 What kind of car do you have? just got a ford windstar mini-van.. What do you love about your car? the fact that it drives...and has no dents like my other one...gimme time though..ill have it banged up What color is your car? dark red How many windows are in your house? my house has 16 rooms..i am not about to try and go through counting windows..otherwise i may have to edit the answer for question #2 Are you hated or a hater? i hate everyone equally..and im sure i am hated as well How tall are you? 5'3 Who has been the most influential p

Mind Control
"Take a deep breathe through your nose and hold it in for the count of 10, concentrate on Master's voice. Now, through your mouth, exhale completely and slowly. Continue breathing long, deep, breaths through your nose and exhaling through your mouth. Tense up all your muscles very tight, now, counting from ten to one, release them slowly, you will find them very relaxed." "As you read this you will hear Master's voice, with every breath and passing movement, you are feeling increasingly more and more peaceful and relaxed. The words are peaceful and bright. you will hear Master count from 10 to 1, as Master counts, you will become more and more relaxed, getting more and more open with each passing moment." "10 you will find yourself becoming more and more aware." "9" "8 you will find yourself becoming more and more relaxed." "7" "6 you will find yourself becoming more and more open." "5" "4 you will find yourself becoming more and more willing." "3" "2 you

Just A Blog
Emotional one:I wish people would fucking grow up and mind there one concerns. I am sorry but your not my relationship, your not anything u might be a friend with advice but that is fine. But there is two different matters here. A friend and a relationship. I am a friend and i am in a relationship. But it does not get fucking people reasons to come between two people. Yes i know how people are. I hope the sickness of jealousy or hate whatever it maybe gets over because its nothing but purr immature to me. There is a point in time when u can act like a kid and enjoy having a great time and there is a point in time when u need to be grown and act your age. This is y i don't tell people about my relationships u think u can trust someone and yet be happy with the person u are with. This shit is annoying, half the time people wonder why I, stick to my self and not do anything else. Because it always lead to jealousy and drama and yet in this world there is nothing but drama, stress, jealou

Insperational
GUIDING ANGELS Angels find us, not only when we need them the most, but even when we think we are fine on own &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& STRANGER ON THE STREET Oh, I felt good about myself. I was so pleased with what a nice, kind, thoughtful person i was. I'd just spent hours laboring away at volunteer tasks, giving my time to help others. I'd helped take care of patients in a nursing home, reading letters to them, chatting with them.My head was full of self-congratulations. I was feeling incredibly virtuous, wonderfully delighted with myself, absolutely supior to lesser folks who were too selfish and preoccupied to reach out to rhose in need. Fully absorbed in myself,I scarcely noticed the grubby stranger heading my way. He aimed straight at me as if i was the only personout on the streets that day. when i suddenly noticed him, I braced myself. Uh-oh. I could see his filthy clothes, torn and stained. Clearly

Auctions
Ok All our fu friends who wants Sugar and Cupcakes Panties they are up for auction. Brought to you by the one and only Sugar Cookie! Sugar Cookie Fu-owned by Cupcake Suprise and Fu-owner to Big Daddy {Spankers}

Porthos' Miscellany And Musings
Thought I might post this survey, posted by the sumptuously delicious, uber-lovely Josie. Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Javier 2) Javi 3) Methos and Porthos Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Student 2) Bookseller 3) Automobile Salesman Three places I have lived. 1) Santiago De Compostela, Spain 2) Staten Island, N.Y. and Boston, Massachusetts 3) Orlando, Florida Three TV shows I watch. 1) Battlestar Galactica 2) Heroes 3) Fareed Zakaria's 'GPS' on CNN Three people that e-mail me regularly. 1) My pal Mike 2) My pal Tracy 3) The New York Times Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Seafood (especially crab and lobster) 2) Japanese Cuisine (seafood bentos make me happy or tons of unagi rolls) 3) Italian Cuisine (e

Short Story # 4
she went to meet him at the airport from his long trip home, she was nervous to meet her man since it been about 10 months, he was overseas helping out the troops. The plane pulls up to the docking bay, she watches for him to get off the plane. Her heart is beating so fast she been waiting for this moment they meet, she see him coming off the plane. There eyes meet and the tears come flowing down there faces, they kiss so Passionately that people stop and look!!! They make there way to go home, in the parking lot he needs to touch her, he cant wait til they get home to caressing her body and feel her skin next to his, he take off her shirt and caress her breast in his hands touching every part of her breast, he take his shirt off and presses his body to hers to feel what he been longing for 10 month. They make it home, the walk threw the door and they are striping cloths off of each other they are leaving a trail, they stop in the hallway he take her pins her up against the wall an

Auction Time
Auction will run from March 1st @ 8pm eastern time thats 5pm fubar time till march 8th @ 8pm eastern 5pm fubar time. Have fun, Bid to win me and get what I'm offering to the winner. Click on the link above and leave a comment with the amount you bid.

Lesbian
they say Lesbian dont need a man right so why is it that they say they dont need a dick when in fact they do like my friend said all woman need dick weather it be with a man or a dildo they still need a dick so stop saying you are a Lesbian no iam not bashing anyone becuse i have a few Lesbian friends i just think its stupid to say so after all you dont see gay man saying they need a pussy do you never hear that

Auction
Heres your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned fubar's very own PIMPSTRESS yet??? WELL? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. But, cash gifts outway fubuck offers. The Auction starts February 28, 2009 at 6pm est and ends March 14, 2009, 6pm est!! So hurry and get your bid in quick.

Cherr Bomb
PLEASE ENJOY MYLIST OF FU'S WHO ALLHAVE FOLDERS OF 250pics4 UR BOMBING CONVENIENCE! GET THA MOST 4 UR CHERRYBOMB RIGHT HERE! Jªne_N.Ðº³@ fubar PlAyInHaRd-AKA Jªne_N.Ðº³'s BLING KING@ fubar [[FüĸFäcє]]™ **Fu-Owned by DJ Soft**@ fubar cutterbum aka "The Bachelor"@ fubar Ryot Gyrl

Uncrowned Queen Of The Brits (as Written By Al Murray) Lol!
We Brits all know that Al Murrays all time favourite band/music heroes are Queen. Here are who he thinks the Brit awards 2009 should have gone to: BEST GROUP : Queen (without a doubt)! BEST NEWCOMER: Queen (They qualify as they are now called Queen and Paul Rodgers ! BRITISH BREAKTHROUGH ACT: Queen (They sung a song called Breakthru)! BEST SOLO MALE: Freddie Mercury (Even on his own without the band he was better than everyone else)! BEST LIVE ACT: Queen (come on, queen live aid - no ones topped that)! BEST FEMALE: Roger Taylor(in a dress in the I want to break free video, right?) ! OUTSTANDING CONTRIBUTION : Queen(Nuff said)! CRITICS CHOICE: Queen (no one has been critised as much as queen)! ** Think you can all see Al Murray is an obsessed queen fan, totally biased but a funny read in the paper I had to share .....the mans just too funny lol!! ** HAPPY MONDAY!!

Random...
First off I wanna say FUCK YOU! to all the spineless ass motherfucker that cant stand behind their soldiers, sailors, airmen, and marines... So, FUCK YOU!!! And to all of you that are willing to support us from the bottom of my heart, Thank you so very much... Now if you are still reading this and havent yet get off your as and go thank the closest vet for everything they gave you... For thoses that are a bit slower than others vets gave you your freedom... Now I am a US soldier proudly serving my country in Iraq, and my father and brother are also vets... This is my second tour and everytime i go anywhere in the US i hear the same stupid bullshit from ignorant ass people, like i wouldnt give my life for this country, or why are you wasting your life?... Like i said I PROUDLY serve my country and I AM willing to give my life for what I love, my family, my friends, my country, and my freedom. I want to make sure my little boy has a place to grow up without a terrorist threat knocking on

This Blog Brought To You By The Letter "k"
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Katie 2. A four letter word: kale 3. A boy's name: Kyle 4. A girl's name: Kayla 5. An occupation: Kindergarten Teacher 6. A colour: Kelly Green 7. Something you wear: knickers 8. A food: king crab legs 9. Something found in the bathroom: K-Y Jelly 10. A place: Kilamanjaro 11. A reason for being late: Knocked out 12. Something you shout: Kiss my ass 13. A movie title: Kill Bill 14. Something you drink: Kamikaze 15. A musical group: Korn 16. An animal: koala bear 17. A street name: Kennedy Street 18. A

Cherry Bomb
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Thoughts
so I went to clean my hard drive off, got a virus on it... thought I had everything backed up properly... decided to step down from vista to xp in hopes of having a few more gig's of hard drive space... installation went as normal... xp installed, had to spend an hour getting all my driver's loaded, then went to go reinstall my graphix program's from the cd's I just burned not even three hours prior... redundancy error's start flying up, I get the program to install finally, go to slam my plugin's into the folder, double click the familiar icon I have come to love, I even have it set in the same place as it was on vista... I know the movements to that icon by heart... my virus scan goes off, one of the preset filter's in now a virus... I dump the install, try it again with out the plugin's... run's fine... time to put the plugin's back in... double click... virus warning again... maybe I should of just left it all alone, stayed on vista, cleaned the virus out, but I needed the few extr

The Woman I Love
The Woman I love The woman I love is in the arms of another Though apart of me is still with her Time and tide will never change how I feel Inside my heart I know my love for her is real Tonight she is far apart from me And my tears she will never see Alone in this empty house I sleep Knowing her love I could never keep The woman I love, loves another Even though I thought we'd always be together Though tonight I must except defeat Without her in my life I will never be complete The woman I love is gone With her life she moved on Into the arms of another man Though he could never love her the way I can

Meow.
I can't! For some reason it's 2am and I am not tired. I should be. Too much stuff bouncing around in my head I guess. Same shit, different day. I could read some more. If it wasn't so damn cold, I would go for a walk. But, it's snowing and being winter out there. So I will stay inside with the heat of the woodstove. I could continue sorting out all the music files on my computer. But, that is a project that is going to take a looooong time. Days. Baby Hayden might come home soon They might have to have her on a monitor. She still sometimes forgets to breath and has to me moved around, then she remembers. I cannot wait for her to be home! I give my sis and her bf Evan so much credit for making the 45 minute trip everyday to the hospital to see her little girl. I am so proud of them both! With that, I am going to do something. What, I am not sure. Toodles

Auctions
Taste My Irish Rainbow!! If You Think Skittles Taste Great Then You Haven't Tried My Irish Cream! I've Entered Into A St. Patrick's Day Auction! If You Want To Own My Creamy Irish Milky White Ass imikimi - Customize Your World! Then I Highly Suggest That You Make A Bid! What's That Ya Say Laddy? What Am I To Offer You!

My Therapy
You hide behind your mask and i can't make you come out most people only see what they wish yet most people aren't me you tell me to leave yet i stay and try to befriend you i miss you in your mask you hide in that mask of lies you hold me close and share your dreams yet i know you're only telling me what i wish to hear don't do this to yourself don't hurt yourself like this i could make it all better if you'd only believe i am the mask you were people only see me and people only see what i want them to see let me back in let me help you heal your hurts i only wish to encourage this person i see within so hold me even closer lover and let me heal your wounds let me be to you what no one was to me in childhood let me say the words i always longed for they to say i love you lover, until death do us part i love you lover so hold on tight i love you lover I'll never let them win the fight i love you lover just say you love me back Imperfection is only a mask hiding what really is the u

Jacques
OK Folks... first i need to rant... Republicans need to make up their minds and decide what the fuck they want to do with their party. But that dont fucking matter to me that much though because as far as i am concerned most repub's are fucking jackasses (some not all) and the piece of fucking shit called Rush Limbaugh, dont even get me started with what i think about him. All that man knows is hate, but then that is true of most repub's these days. With all these hating jackasses they expect us democrats to take them seriously???? There own damn party dont take them seriously no more. The only people they got left is the christian conservatives (that hate anyone that is not white or straight). Christian conservatives alone dont win elections. HINT HINT....that might be why the ditzes McCain/Palin lost the ELECTION!!! this is 2k9. racism and sexual preference intolerance cannot be a part of any party's future. might be why us democrats are progresing as the dominant par

So Depressing; Annoying
Ive had problems with him before getting jealous just cuz he cant have me, i refuse to date him and once i was very close of saying yes to doing so, he end up hurting me and becoming a jerk about certain things so i flattly now refuse. anywho, he went as far as deleting himself/me off of eachothers lists within fubar as well as myspace. im not sure about yahoo. the only thing ive done was delete most (not all)comments from his and my profiles.. i left one on each. he came into my profile and deleted the last one as i did his. he also removed his crush on me.. after the second part of the convo he entered DT and hanged for a while wanting a very strong drink. plus he added T to his friendslist. he used to be number one until i met W, then he got moved to like number four or five on my top friends and thats when he deleted me once he looked. he acts like a child and very stubbern and doesnt take any nice words.. ive had trouble with him before. im tired of dealing with him but at

Spotlight Fund!
I am trying to get SpotLight SOON and I Needs your FuBux!! So... Sweet Kandy has decided to Auction Off an Auto 11 and Cherry Bomb bling! Please click on the pictures below to bid! And for those of you who don't like auctions, dont have enough fubucks to bid, feel free to donate to me directly. IF you donate at least 1million fubux to me, then Sweet Kandy will give you a 1 credit bling AND a personalized salute to you from me or her! (or both of us if you want two!!) Happy Bidding! And Also.... She's auctioning me off for FuBux! For one month.... Two Pimpout Bulletins One bulletin Stickied (you pick) A SFW Personalized Salute 500 11's during HH 500 Stash Rated during HH Owned by in my name Added to Family as a top friend #1 Friend Miscellaneous Drinks and Gifts Weekly Profile Comments Weekly Personal Pimpout on my page R/F/A up 10 friends of your choice click My picture above to place your bid on me! All auctions will end on

Feeling Lonely
"The Past" They say the past repeats itself, mere words or a saying to live by? For if the past does repeat itself, Should I try to correct it all, or just die? For if my past repeats itself, I'd rather lose myself than another family, The past blurs my vision I'm trapped with indecision. Clouded is my future alas' I'm sinking , drowning in my past. Can you change it? Can i change it? Maybe not totally , but maybe rearrange it, or distort it, to feel less pain. Maybe shift directions so there's no blame There's no changing the past for sure, but maybe there's a way to change the future.

My Auto11,lol
Ya'll know 2much! Well he has gone and done it again! He is running an Auto 11 starting Friday, March 6, at 2 pm EST/1 pm CST/11 am FUtime. Show this man some major love and you will get it in return. You must PM him with the total amount of pics you rated to get love back, kind of hard to keep up with bar tab. Click on the his pic below to get to his page. ☠ 2MUCH ☠(shadow levelers)happy owner of -rbk-@ fubar (repost of original by '♫Carebear♫' on '2009-03-05 08:39:54')

My Birthday
Not mush to really say. But thank you to all my friends and Fubudd's for the Bday wishes. And the growing fun i'm having on Fu. Have met alot of great people on here and hope to meet alot more. So feeel free to stop in a drop my a line. Or bling or blast. LOL. But I you do stop in at least Rate me and Date me and say HI BIL. Thank you and have a great day.

Wall Of Shame!!! Lmfao
THiS TARD LEFT ME A COMMENT oN MY DEFAULT... SAYiNG : EVER HAD A BLACK ONE? READ THE SHOUT!!! LMFAO ->Wellendowe...: lol ... never had a white one! lmfao Wellendowe...: who me? ->Wellendowe...: wuz up with ur pix??? they r small as hell! and what exactly r u looking for! pussy??? well... good luck! lol Wellendowe...: naw, easy pussy aint good pussy at all ->Wellendowe...: looks like u get none at all! ahhahhahaaa Wellendowe...: looks like that to you but your wrong ->Wellendowe...: well..i figured that of ur caption under ur tiny azz pix Wellendowe...: you never had any black dick b4 , if you did you would not want n e thing else Wellendowe...: pics dont do very much for the internet honey ->Wellendowe...: i never had a white dikk b4! lol ... Wellendowe...: stop fucking with that plastic and rubber ->Wellendowe...: well ... if ur dikk is as tiny like ur pix... nevermind lmfao Wellendowe...: if you saw my dick you would drop to your knees an

Funny
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standin

Melancholy
My heart aches because with the evolution of life the desires of life inhearently change. That change involves different people in your life and there are choices that have to be made. Does that person still fit within the picture that you have made? The perspective of a relationship changes. Love stuff is something I dont think that I am interrested in. I dont want to hurt him because his friendship means soo much to me. If we discontinued our marriage he would not be able to handle a friendship with me. I could, he could not. I NEEEEED so desperately a length of seperation... I need a vacation from my life... i need to dissapear from it all .. I just want to leave, to be taken away .. and to not care any more about what he thinks and just do what it is I need to do.. and then there are consequences and it sucks.. I dont like love .. I despise cupid.. and hormones..

Just A Blog...c'mon Take A Peek...u Know U Wanna!
Okay before anyone hears story after story...You get to read it first hand....My Hard drive is about to give out on this comp and here in a couple of weeks I am getting a new one YaY!! then I can fix this one but Anyways.....*News Flash* I am no longer with my other lounge...I was let go...But before anyone goes off half cocked, it's all good....I am cool with it...and I wish them well.....Annnnnnnnnd sooo after a lot of convincing and talking over, and without further ado.... ~ DEUCES WILD~ Has A NEW Lounge Manager!!! ~DJ WILD!!!~ Come By and Say Hi!!! We'd Luv to Have Ya!! DJღWildღRedSpirit♥Manager@DeucesWild/†AOD†COL.@ fubar And Remember ......

Thoughts Of Light
There are always reasons for our decisions in this life. Focusing on those reasons will help you stay your course. Knowing that you've looked hell in the face and still striving for excellence is one of my main goals. Not surrendering like so many others when life gets you down. Our choices in this life will echo and follow us for an eternity. Life is at times hard and we all have a choice. Following your heart, your honor, and your own moral standards is also a choice. No one can ever tell you differently. Anyways just some curious thoughts i had. Some friends told me to start blogging. So now i have. If you read this and dont understand it... The reason is probably that you are not me. No two people think exactly alike... and to express those thoughts in written form is never easy. Ill continue blogging though regardless if anyone reads this, regardless if anyone likes this, because simply put... Its my choice. No one can take that choice out of

Times Are Tough, But Shit!
I'm expecting a new motherboard to be delivered today. So when the banging on my door happened a few minutes ago, i got excited. Finally, i'll be able to get back on my puter instead of this borrowed one and get some things done. When i opened the door, there stood a woman(?) in a parka(it's about 65 here at 11a.m.). I looked at her(?) kinda puzzling. I didn't recognize her at all. Then out of her mouth was the most amazing thing! She asked, "Do you have $4 i can have?" Not "Can i borrow $4?". Not "I desperately need $4 so i can eat!" I just looked at her for about 5 seconds and without a word, closed the door. I know times are hard, but c'mon now! Fucking stoopid...

Big Game
yes i think its a big game.here on fubar its drama and here i thought it would be a place to make friends with and have fun .well i think it has become a drama ftghting on who rates who and there thinking just becuase someone rates your pictures dont mean your flirting with them my god grow up. i dont know how you all feel about it but im just here for fun and to help others level up to where they want to be. we are here to help each other out not to hurt them or to get hurt.its ok to kid around with others and play . come on people wake up set back and injoy our selfs. love you all.

Poems
LOVE DEVINE Looking at her now it's hard to believe that only years ago I didn't want a baby. She is what completes my life. Proof to me of love's pure light! An angelic gift given by He. How hard it must have been setting her free! Thankful I am eternal and pure, for without her I couldn't endure. My own cherub Willow is surely a glimpse into Heaven's window!

Friday The 13th Auto 11's & Cherry Bomb Auctions!!!
DO YOU WANT AN AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB BLING? THEN YOU NEED TO LOOK HERE! This @ngel would like to spotlight. And I need your help. Instead of asking for donations, I am auctioning away an auto-11 bling and a cherrybomb bling. Click the pics below to make your bid. CHERRYBOMB AUTO-11 The auction starts today and will run for a week. Happy bidding! I wanna give a big thx to my bling suga poppa vargasb1 vargasb1@ fubar And to Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess (who is intelligent enough to make this bully for me along with being hawt) Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*2nd alarm hotties promotion team**@ fubar Please stop by and show these two awesome people some love for me. Xoxo *F@LLEN @NGEL*~2nd Alarm Ho

Must Readnew Cancer Information From Johns Hopkins - A Very Important Read!!!
John Hopkins Update - Good article AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY ('TRY', BEING THE KEY WORD) TO ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHNS HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY. Cancer Update from Johns Hopkins: 1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. 2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime. 3 When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors. 4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and

Fubar Beware: Sexual Predator Alert
Sexual Predator Alert How could he smile after doing God knows to an innocent 14yo? Think that's bad enough look what he says in abut me, "I am a warm hearted fill person with my own thoughtss and felling I am a caring person". Excuse me 'warm hearted people' don't turn out to be sexual predators. HERES THE LINK TO HIS PRO vamp@ fubar Be sure to make your kids pics private before viewing his pro (even if your viewing to block him) THANK YOU

Thinking Of You
Thinking of you each and every minute wondering why we haven't meet yet. Thinking of what it would be like when we do finally met. Wow a thought just came to me. What if you are my one and only, my true soulmate What if! again i say what if i were yours as well. Wow oh Wow i say that would be awesome, to finally meet you and say you are the one i have been waiting for all my life. Thinking of us in that respect would be the best that GOD himslef could ever give me. Thinking of you is all i do even when i don't hear your voice, your laugh, or just hear you breathe. again Wow i felt your touch, your fingers run across my face, your breath against my body, your kiss against my lips your body on top of mine as we made love so so passionately i heard you say I LOVE YOU in the heat of the moment. Thinking, hoping, and wishing that we were together in the same household for enternity Oh wait another thought i was thinking and praying for t

Wanna Own A Cherry Bomb??
ARE YOU READY FOR A CHERRY BOMB EXPLOSION??? WELL GET READY BECAUSE MZ. SHORTSWEETIE IS HOLDING ANOTHER BLING AUCTION!!! THIS TIME A CHERRY BOMB!!! STARTING ON MARCH 9TH AND ENDING ON MARCH 14TH!!! BIDDING STARTS OUT AT 1 MILLION FU-BUX!!! CLICK ON DA BOMB AND PLACE YOUR BID!!! THIS AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU IN PART BY... AND BY... ME...ZOOKS

Confusion!
OK.... so this has been popping up more and more. I consider Bling and Gifts as GIFTS. My choice. I give them to whomever I want, whenever I want, because I FEEL like it. Do NOT ask me for Bling as this will annoy me. And DEFFINITELY do not try to GUILT me into buying you bling. It is my money and guilt trips don't work on me. I will try to be nice about it but I will NEVER buy you anything again, and I may never talk to you again. This is a promise. Next time it happens you are blocked. PERIOD. Everyone else, enjoy the presents.... Love Ya! Bill

Stories
Stop honking your damn horn! He shouted this as if the other drivers could hear him or even cared. The car slowly crept to a complete halt on the already crowded freeway that had now become a true parking lot for the south bound lane. Normally this situation would have gone unnoticed since there are three lanes. But this was not a normal day. Two of the lanes had been shut down for repairs for the last two weeks and now the shoulder was even non-existent. The traffic behind him was really piling up fast. He was not quite sure but he thought he may have even heard accident happen a ways back. If only he had done that tune up he thought. He began a slow decent in his mind. Going to a place where the car horns faded and the shouting diminished. He reached over and opened his glove box and reached for the .38 special he kept for safety. With the revolver tucked into his jacket pocket he exited the car. Standing for a moment to absorb the situation he sighed heavily and turned t

Thinking
just thinking about some stuff lol okay here it goes i broke up with my ex like 3 months ago n he is still good friends with my dad n well my bf now said some shit to him n when the ex ran into my dad he told my dad n my dad got pissed at me is it right to have the ex run n still have him tell my dad everything or is it really dumb of him to do that??????????????

Poetry
My heart beats in an uncertain rhythm, You heard it once, you told me, In your quiet voice you only use for private moments, My heart beats at those times when you bend your head and pull me close, When you whisper and touch me, My breath catches in my throat... I suffocate at the feeling of your lips on mine, I'm drowning when I'm in your arms... You saw me once, clutching, reaching for safety, As I drowned from the pleasure of your most intimate kiss, You told me what you saw with desire and satisfaction in your eyes. I see that look in your eyes in my head, Your face hidden, My hands in your hair, The breath slips from my lungs... Soft, smooth, round Your hands on my back Gentle, timid, yet wanting more... Words you long to say cling to my lips Like dew on a midsummer flower Breath trembles the air Threatening the fall Delicate movements betray us A fluttering eyelash, a tremblng fingertip... You wrap your

A View From The Shadows...
In a world of extremes that we live in, there are things that balance out one another. Happiness and Sadness,Pleasure and Pain, Light and Dark. The thing is, with the average person's morbid capacity to be predatory in pursuits, therein lives the Painbringers. Painbringers use depair and misery (most of the times, their creation) as their food and drink. Their drug of choice is the total breakdown of a person's self-image and worth. As with all parasitic creatures, people don't notice them until the damage is done, and they have moved onto other victims. If you believe beyond the status quo, the Painbringers see it as a challenge to grind up and spit out. They might seem untouchable and invulnerable but nothing can be farther from the truth. The secret to a Painbringer's demise is in actuality its way of feedimg off of its victim's belief. If a person believes the venom a Painbringer exudes, they become food on the table and, in a few, seeds start to grow of more Painbringers. The th

Returned
These are some of Fu's best, show them a little love and expect to get it returned. ChyenneElizabeth@ fubar ☆ ♥ Dawn ♥ ☆ ♫RockCandy's ~Twinkie~Ownedby:GRLSKIKASS2@ fubar รє๔ยςtгєรร รเภ™@ fubar ~Tricia~@ fubar SnowWhite Queen@ fubar Mia Slutgoddess-Playing By The Rules - YEAH RIGHT!!! (fan first please)@ fubar Wonder_Woman™@ fubar Styx@ fubar Artemis - Happily Owned by Patchy@ fubar 68-IOU-1@ fubar yelkafo@ fubar ♥-Pookie-♥ Fu-Owned by Яoyalty™@ fubar

R/f/....
I'm new but I figure if you say you are going to "return the favor" you should prob do it. Like, for instance, Nea Nea Jeezy's on line wife. I didn get a single prop back. No rates no fans. Nothin. BOOOOOOOO

My Stuff
Go to urbandictionary. com and write the answer to each question in the "look up" box and paste the definition on a copied version of this note. 1.Your name? *Julie Definition: 1.a girl who talks too much but also very hottt! 2.Sweet and downy haired girl, changable, and often misunderstood and complex. A fearful creature as well as highly loyal. She will rule your affection and once you have hers it will be forever. 2.Your age? *21 Definition: The magical age where it is legally ok to get incredibly drunk. At this time, a young adult spends most of his free time consuming vast amounts of alcohol in a variety of forms, saying that they're "making up for lost years." 3.One of your best friends? *Tasha Definition: lookin good, very stunning and always glowing a tasha is a beautiful creature who gets alot of unknown attention 4.What should you be doing? *Cleaning Definition: The act of shoving everything in a closet and calling it d

Lap-by-lap: Atlanta
2:18 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin and Kurt Busch get the Kobalt Tools 500 under way from Atlanta Motor Speedway Lap 1 -- Mark Martin pulls ahead to lead the opening lap. Kurt Busch falls in line for second. Lap 2 -- YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Reed Sorenson smacks the wall in Turn 1. He tells his crew something broke. He heads to the garage. Lap 6 -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin gets the race back under way. 1. Mark Martin 2. Kurt Busch 3. Jamie McMurray 4. Greg Biffle 5. Juan Montoya Lap 7 -- LEAD CHANGE: Kurt Busch ducks below Mark Martin to snag the lead on the restart. Lap 12 -- YELLOW FLAG NO. 2: Bobby Labonte goes for a spin in Turn 3. He lost it going into the turn and tells his crew his machine is amazingly loose. No damage Lap 13 -- Cars head to pit road: • Greg Biffle is "snappy" and over-rotating; chassis adjustment • Kurt Busch gets some minor changes and four tires • Denny Hamlin has a chassis adjustment and is tight • Ryan Newman is out first with a fast s

Life
this pain I have you can not see this pain i have is deep in me what lies on the surface is all you see why do I let you in just to hurt me you say you love me but this I don't see I know you are you and I am me but together we could be sometimes we don't always see what we need but I love you and you love me you need to open to me and i will show you what I can be I'm sorry i'm depressed this you see all i ask is common courtesy you are truely worth it to me love me or leave me the choice is yours but forever in my heart you will be baby I love you and I hope you love me so just when you think you figure it out you have to start over. Nothing like life its kind of like my music"constently starting over" but anyway can somone tell me wny females have to be so heartless. I'm tired of being treated like a steping stone or door matt. Sometimes I feel like I'm just another drink or a way into the club or bar or whatever.Well that gets old after a while. Why can't someone

Fubar
It seems that there have been problems with the photo views and my rankings have droppped since Wednesday. The counter resets at 8 pm or like yesterday 03/08/2009 at 4pm in the afternoon, then at 8 pm ,10pm and then again at 11pm so my ranking has gone down but my problem is that you pay this money to keep up with it and the Powers that be can't get it right or you have to prove to them that anyone has looked at your pictures. Well, If I don't spend my life on this site it will keep going down from the top 1000. I choose to have a life. I can't spend every waking hour when I am not working on Fubar only to have the powers that be clear my counter only to start me over again. I understand there are problems some days but to get my rating up again and again it has been over 1500 or 2000 through out the day, only to have the counter go to zero at 11pm. My counter says I had no photo views yesterday. So you can either look at me and my pictures or not, but it is a joke to have paid all tha

Stalker!!!
READ THIS JAY!!!! http://fubar.com/user/826770 this is your profile!!! first off ~M~ is my girl and we are happy together!!!! Second you contacted me for what real reason???? because you ass lives way the fuck on the other coast and cant find a woman who is closer to you!!! so your last resort is to stalk my girl!!! what is your deal man!!! seriously!!! GROW THE FUCK UP!!! the you create a fake profile: you created this profile http://fubar.com/user/2240176 and you have the audacity to write!!! ->Devilman: why are you so interested in my woman when you are a fan of metal!!!! are you that desperate??? or are you that stupid that you think that i dont know your game loser GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU GIANT SEAMEN SWALLOWING 16OZ MARSUPIAL MOOSE COCK WITH NO DICK NO LIFE NO NEED TO ASK EVER AGAIN JERK!!!!!!! Devilman: did you take off? LOL Devilman: so yuo tap that yet? shes fucking hot Devilman: just asking is all ->Devilman: a month and a 1/2 why ???? Devilman: we her? D

Me
Global Personality Test Results Stability (40%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness (50%) medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun. Extraversion (76%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. Take Free Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com

Tabitha (nimphodite)
I dont know what you will think when u read/get this But i hope it wont be to bad. I jus needed to tell you the way i feel. And i'm srry for what i say. I know you dont want to know me. You jus want me to fade into the past. But i cant jus let that happend As your so beautiful & important to me. When i wake up in the morning Your smile comes into mind. I then remeber i never see you. And my happyness fades away. I am srry for how i used to treat you How u jus gave up on us without tryn to work it out That i wasnt up to your standards. As if you never cared. I can prolly guess what your thinking. Your thinking how immature is he. why cant he jus get over me? Like i got over him. But it seems no matter what i say to you. You always take it the wrong way. And in the end when you talk back. You always make it seem as if i'm a fool So i think i jus have to leave you To your thoughts and friends and lover I know it's over,but i must say. i'm srry.....i

Sensual Seduction
I'm back on earth but can still walk on the moon whisper something sexy baby and ill get you their soon ill play in the sheets cause you know I'm a freak just give me a peek and ill go down deep Shhhhhhhhhhh You know i won't say a word despite what you heard I'm full of secrets i don't have to discreet this good and bad behaviour in the bed let me be your saviour i can get you high right between your thighs take a look at these eyes baby girl you know i can't lie Mmmmmmmmmmmm You can play with him but you be thinking of me cause every thing i do makes you feel like ecstasy your remedy is in side of me when i get you down on your knee's and you beg to please me like lil red with the big bad wolf in your bed giving me head getting ready to spread going to get me a bite before the end of the night you may put up a fight but girl you all right hugging on your pillow going to be rough up a lil holding your side's with lust in y

Forgive Or Forget
I am being to wonder if fubar is a place for me. Someone who no matter how mean someone treats me Im always trying to make it right. I have met many kind people on here, but I have also met some very cold, uncaring people here as well. People tell me its just the internet, but that doesn't mean U still can't get ur feelings hurt. Someone told me yesterday I give love away to easily and they were correct on that I do, I have a big heart and sometimes that can be my down fall. If someone does something to me and they come back a give a heart felt apology I accept that and welcome them back. I guess what it is I expect everyone to be like that and when thier not it confuses me. I guess I need to relize that there are some very cold hearted people out there and move on and stop taking their mean way to heart and relize its not me it them and thats life and their loss and focus on the ones who appreciates my kindness and stop boosting egos up that don't deserve boosting .

Help A Friend To Godmommy
~T~ pErFeCtLy UnPeRfEcT~ ~T~ pErFeCtLy UnPeRfEcT~ Lets Help Her To Godmommy She Has Just Under 2 Million Points To Get There. So Please Lets Help Her Out And Make Her The Newest Godmommy!!!! Brought To you by Sexy Sta

Insatiable Girls Wanted..apply Within...
Many of you have seen my face before, I am a rabid flirt,I love to meet NEW people always! Today I am thinking of starting my own ALL girl clique on here! I am single and always looking and after being on FUBAR for over 2 years, I have become quite the connasuer of the finer things in life! I thought to myself: I am single, sexy, and just can't possibly be tied down right now! I need some insatiable girls on my team? So if Sarge can have his Bad Girls and Dylon can have his Divas...I am going to have my Insatiable Selection!!!! Sure there are a lot of them girl cliques on here claiming to have the Baddest of the Bad on FUBAR, I wanna have the most absolute, bonafide, HOTTIES on here! I am not looking to make this the Tropicana Beauty Contest, Women come in various shapes, sizes, and flavors. I am looking for you to be apart of my Stable...Details coming soon! Ladies drop me a line...I am looking to start recruiting. Love, *Kisses to you all* Marko Aleksandar

Smiles 4 Miles
To go out tonight or not? There's this chick who keeps hittin me up everytime I sign onto okcupid and she wants me to come hang with her which I guess would be cool but I just know the moment we're alone she's totally going to jump me hardcore. I mean I'm use to men being aggressive but she has you guys beat by a longshot. Play by play of how she wants me to strip for her even knows what boots I'll be wearing I mean don't get me wrong kinda hot and I could totally play with her I dunno I'm just in a mood. Either that or go over to Michael's to watch Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas now that maybe sounds fun but the thought of having some chick get me drunk to take advantage of me iiisss well - a night thought. I need to fucking get laid. I need to get my ass out of the house and just throw all my damn issues out the window swallow my fear and shy crap and just go for it. It's getting just plain stupid. Chick I'm talking with is great, sexy, kinda dirty flirty and I just....cannot move I

A. A. A. D. D.
A.A.A.D.D. KNOW THE SYMPTOMS ..... PLEASE READ! Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder. Somehow, I feel better even though I have it!! Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and se

To My Friends
It saddens me to say that finally the fu-drama has found my page and my real life. Due to some very rude and inconsiderate person who claims to "love" me harrassing me and my friends I am having to consider leaving this site. I told myself if this place ever stopped being fun for me that i would leave instead of getting caught up with the crap and that is what i feel i need to do now because this is no longer fun for me when i have to wonder which one of my friends will be harrassed by this person next. It really sucks because i have made so many wonderful friends and had such great times on here. I have asked that person to reveal their true identity on here but even though they "love" me and are covinced we are to be together they refuse to tell me who they really are so iI can deal with this on a 1 on 1 basis...instead they would rather have me remove everybody them included. Also since I have added many of you to my yahoo messenger I am going to have to block and delete everybody

Hawaii
well after a long ass flight and an almost missed connection in Atl i am here in Hawaii. 6am my time and can't sleep. rained in the middle of the night. first time in awhile i have heard that sound. Suffering from nasal congestion thanks to the over poluted San Fran air. the moment i walked off the plane i started to suffer. end of week 4... 16 to goThe corparte love fest starts this week. They are going to pick on the quility of the food. thankfully i only make the salads and have no control over anything.Well corparte is gone... after changing everything. I think they just wanted to go on a vacation and decided to pick on us this time. The last few days of the the week they went off the boat to eat and left early.Made it off the boat again. This time in Nawilliwilli. And it rained again, like every time i get off. some nice small shopping centers here and of course the ever present walmart. at least they supply shuttles to everywhere. Had a busy night last night. did not get out of

Help Needed
I need your help i can not figure out the new blog features. i need to know how to put backgrounds on blogs like i use to. copy and paste isn't working for me anymore. any help will be appreciated. thanks I am donating this to help TEDDY T get his spotlight. click on the pic below to bid. I AM TRYING HARD TO HELP MY OWNER #1 FRIENDS AND FAMILY TEDDY T GET SPOTLIGHT. THE SPOTLIGHT IS GOING HIGH AND IT SEEMS HOPELESS ANY HELP WOULD BE WONDERFUL!!!! IDEAS ON HOW TO RAISE THIS WOULD BE AWESOME ALSO. I WANT TO SEE HIM GET THIS BEFORE HE LEVELS AND CAN NOT BID. click here to donate or comment with any ideas thank you @ fubar

No Matter What
Scream to my soul and poison the veins Open an artery then drink its remains Light my blood through the fire it sings Then stab my heart for the love it brings. Kill me with a kiss and one shall not crave A touch of elegance upon my forgotten grave, Ring a chime of hatred that tomorrow stole For you can incinerate my feelings, but never my soul. Wash a prayer in acrylic acid it shall be cured Then hate me with everything those tears endured Change matters not to the one who sees so blind You can control my life and even distort my mind. Call on the ghosts of past and future changes Haunt all fear with wasted word of exchanges Then light a candle for my chains it shall sever Dead or alive I only exist to love you forever.

Jimmys
I LOOK ON FUBAR ALL DAY LONG LOOKING FOR SOME PEOPLE TO BE FRIENDS.I KNOW THAT MY WEB PAGES PROBALBLY SUCKS BUT IM FIXING IT AS FAST AS I CAN. I SEND MESSAGES OUT ALL THE TIME AND SOMETIMES PEOPLE RESPOND HEY SOMETIMES THEY EVEN ASK ME TO BE A FRIEND THAN THEY JUST SEEM TO DISAPPER AND ARE NEVER TO BE HEARD FROM AGAIN.IM STARTING TO WONDER IF ANYONE ON THIS SIGHT EVEN IS INTERESTED IN HOW IT WORKS YOU KNOW MEETING,CHATTING AND RESPONDING TO EACH OTHER. hope everyone is having a good st patties day party on and have some fun.

My Heart, His Land
The night eyes, are but like yours, and weird how much the heart asks about them without you what will I and this life worth you , a sun the earth roves forever around where the wings of passion, have found a ground in which my greetings with & on forever land.. for the dearest person, the special name.. whom if about I willed to talk ,life would pass by and my words yet would never end as the sun sets, no one flies to my mind but you and the night gently dies tiring my questions only you on my mind,no matter how long the nights are with songs of passion singing alone with you being far how I desire to see the face of my life ,where you stand. with yours coming through time to hold my hands I have nothing but my love , passion and feelings with some wounds that your love is healing.. a heart whose beats counting the seconds though distance been hurting the breathe I inhale despite the pain that history brought, but now is pale ..we will be there to return

Thank You!
I just wanted to say Thank You to my friends, family, fans, crushes, admirers for always making me feel special and putting a smile on my face :) You guys are awesome! I try to return all the love that is given to me but I do occasionally miss someone because my bartab moves faster than my brain LOL if I miss you PLEASE let me know so I can give ya some lovin! :D

Things To Do When You're Bored
Act like a spy / secret agent for the day. Flash your mailman. Act like you just met your friend for the first time. Arrest yourself. Start a conversation with yourself. Ask a question nobody can answer. Ask embarrassing questions. Ask people how to pronounce their name. Ask people if they want to see your “belly button treasure”. Crawl around the room humming the music from Mission Impossible. Ask people if they’ve seen your head. Balance a pencil on your nose. Make your feet talk to each other. Make sound effects for stuff. Dress in something silly and laugh at yourself. Make up a new language. Put stick-on tattoos all over your body. Be one of those people that yell “SHH!” (Even though ur ADDING to the noise). Play songs backwards and listen for satanic messages. Listen to a painting. Call a wrong number and talk to whoever answers. Call an insurance company and try to insure your stuffed animal. Call toll free numbers and make friends with the operators.

Perfectly Un-perfect!
He's sitting at a bar sipping on tequilla, watching every girl that walks by. She's sitting on the bed wondering when he'll be home, wiping off the tears that she crys. He's done this every week for the past month, and she's always stood by his side. But tonight he's going home with the girl he's danced with all night. She's gonna sleep alone, waiting patiently for him to come home. Back to me, oh lord please bring him back to me. I can't bear to think about what has happened, why my love hasn't come home. Is he held in the arms of another, or is he just staying late with his friends? Back to me oh lord please bring him back to me. He sets out for the office the next morning, and she sets off to take their kids to school. A long night she cried last evening, he's feeling a little uneasy from what happened with him last night too. He decides to call it a day early, packed it up and headed back home. When he arrived she wasn't there waiting, but he will just keep waiting. Bac

Ways To Annoy People
Is your last name Gillete cause your the best a man can get. I was blinded by your beauty so I'm going to need your name and number for insurance reasons. Is your name summer because you're making me hot. I hope you know CPR, because you take my breath away. Damn, if being sexy was a crime, you'd be guilty as charged! I must be in heaven because I'm standing next to you! If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together. You must be from out of space cause I can see the stars in your eyes. Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again? Do you have a map? Because I just keep getting lost in your eyes! I think i'm gay, wanna prove me wrong? You're way to pretty for me to not know you. When i look into your eyes i see an ocean. Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living? Are your legs tired, because you've been running through my mind all day long. Aren't we supposed to get together for a candlelight dinner later tonight? Can I flirt

My Mind Written Out
You continuously bully and push at those who continue to live their lives, belittling those who are undeserving of your shallow sense of direction of nowhere for which you are bred into being closed minded and arrogant not realizing it is you that lives as the vast majority of common stupidity for which political governments pleasure... Having to keep their bidding's done for their own personal wealth, as you grow poor and heartless, they grow rich and powerful and live as you crumble, trying to bring those around you down with you. I only pity you and chew on your souls weakness as I gain the strength to grow greater than what you are and be opposite of that which created you my love and my hunger to be remembered as myself and not a statistical error in a census mix up... You are what you hate not us, your personality is of the lifeless, a walking Zombie of the lesser kind... you shall perish and be lost, forgotten as any other who knew nothing of what happiness, love, and perso

A New Beginning
The dawn breaks only to begin another day, but this day is unlike any other Today is a day filled with change, change that starts with me But wait why should I change for the world to accept me, I want to be accepted for who I am and what I stand for I know I am far from perfect, but I am still me A daughter, a sister, an aunt, a friend, a lover, sometimes a fighter, but mostly someone who has love to give and wants to be loved What a sad world we live in, a world based mostly on apperances and where uniqueness has no value I won't let this stand in my way of being myself, and one day someone will accpet this And this will start the new beginning, a beginning that will last a lifetime

Cops
as its a fine spring evening the sunshining over the city the skies are clear and clean, and the cops swarming the area. i texted two friend and about 10 minutes later detained by the police as i was talking to a friend in Kansas *spellcheck*. he asked me who i was talking to told them i was "talking to a friend in missiouri" he asked me to turn around, immediatly i assumed the postion legs spread and hands behind my head fingers laced. as every officer was taught, he patted me down. with the unwanting feeling overcoming me. he asked if i had "drugs, weapons, anything in my postion that would poke me?" i thought of something dirty, kept calm and replied "yes, a utility knife and a pen knife". he took them out asked "why do you have them" i replied, "because im a carpenter and i use that knife when i work and incase i need one when im out", he gave it back to me. he asked why i had the small one (already annoyed) i replied "Because it came with my tape mesuare

Some Stuff From A Book I Love
theer were two people with one wish to live a life filled with love to got they pray that together theyd stay under the stars above but someone else made a wish at the same time on the same breath and although the wish for love was granted so was this evil wish for death now i make a wish sealed with tears and laughter it is my wish that these two lovers are reunited in the hereafter the day you chose to leave me it rained constantly outside in truth i swore the rain to be the tears in cupids eyes we made love within a storm in the midst of passion and chaos somewhere somehow out true bond of friendshipwas lost in the eye of the strom the rain always falls harder those who prevallthis trauma will learn to bring there love farther but now the storm has passed and the seas pf our friendship are calm but as long as i live i will remember the love within the storm my tears they fall with passion like the tears conceived from stars full of brightness and energy seen only from afar

My Frustrations
YOU KNOW, I'VE HAD A LOT OF THINGS HAPPEN TO ME IN MY LIFE SINCE DAY ONE, FIRST BEING DIAGNOSED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY AFTER MUNSON HOSPITAL COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS WRONG WITH ME SO @ 9 MONTHS OF AGE, I GO TO THE UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN HOSPITAL IN ANN ARBOR WHERE THEY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME, SO BASICALLY THEY JUST DETERMINED I WAS PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY. SO PRETTY MUCH, I'M AN ENIGMA HAVE BEEN FOR A LONG TIME AND ALL OF MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS JUST MOVE AWAY AND DRIFT AWAY AND YET THESE DAYS, IT'S A BIT LONELY, YEAH, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND NOW AND ALL, WHICH IS GREAT BUT I FIGURED, WHEN I HAD FRIENDS THAT'S ONE THING I WANTED WAS A GIRLFRIEND, A STEADY GIRLFRIEND NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN, I HARDLY HAVE ANY FRIENDS ANYMORE AND IT'S NO PICNIC MAKING FRIENDS NOW AT TIMES, YES, I HAVE SOME BUT NOT MANY THESE DAYS. I DON'T THINK IT MATTERS WHAT SEASON IT IS EITHER! GRANTED, MY PHONE NUMBER IS ON HERE AND IT'S NOT HARD TO GET A HOLD OF ME WHETHER IT

Life, Friends, And Enemies.
MY FRIEND THAT HAS CANCER.. HE JUST FOUND OUT THAT ITS NOT IN HIS STOMACH AND HES NOT TERMINAL AND THEY CAN REMOVE IT!! THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just recently found out that a friend of mine has cancer. I will not say his name because he is here on fubar. He is an ex of mine, but also a really good friend. It's stage 3 right now and the doctors don't know if they will be able to remove it or not yet. He's scared.. as we all would be... and so am I. I feel a little selfish because I don't want him to die... I wouldn't know what to do with myself.. I would go clinically insane. It's tearing me apart inside and out.. and I know it's breaking him down too. He's in his late 20's, but sounds like an 80 year old man because it's effecting him that bad. He has a 5 year old son also.. I'm not sure if he knows or not. I'm sure he can tell something is wrong with his daddy. He is the best father I have seen.. he tries to be. He doesn't deserve this.. out

Frustrated
You know if I had nuts right now, they would be so far kicked up to my neck. Times are hard for every one, I can understand that fully. But dammmmmmmmmmmmmit, why is it just when things are slowly getting better meaning able to keep up with the bills and food and gas. Boom I get kicked again, and left crying. My oldest boy was working and now he isnt and isnt sure when he will return to work. Apparently there hasnt been much of jobs comming in for his company that he works for to do. And when talking to my middle son who works at same place says he dont even know and his boss is clue less. How can you be a boss and not know when the contracts are gonna come in. I fear my oldest is getting the shit end of the stick here and this is gonna cost us our home. I am so lost and not sure which direction to go. I need a mircle and fast!!!!!!!! Have you ever wished, that when something or someone gets you either down or pissed off. You could just shut off your feelings like a lig

The Climb
I can almost see it. that dream I'm dreaming, but there's a voice inside of my head, tellin you'll never reach it every step I'm takin every move I make feels lost in no direction, my faith is shakin but I gotta keep tryin gotta keep my head held high The struggles I'm facing the changes I'm taking sometimes they knock me down, but no I'm not breaking I may not know where, but these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most I've just gotta keep goin, and I gotta be strong just keep pushing on, but There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about what's waitin' on the other side it's a climb

Death Of A Generation
How many deaths will it take before our generation realizes there is a lot of history fading away to memories? How many generations have gone by with out the wisdom and knowledge of its past? How many more will pass? Questions that only we have the answers to. Answers that are self evident if we get our heads out of our own ass’ long enough to open our eyes. I am not political, “religious” or even motivated by the events of today. But what I am is someone with strong moral and ethical beliefs based on knowledge and wisdom gained based down from generations before. Last night at 0300 I lost that chance when my Great Aunt passed. I am saddened by not only the loss of my Aunt but the fact I never really knew her. I heard Grand Ma talk about her all the time but was always too busy to make the trip out to see her and sit and listen and learn. Not only learn about her but learn where my family came from. To gauge where its going and gain an understanding of why we do the thin

New Blogs For March
the difference in recession and a depression is in a recession you're the one out of a job and in a depression is da one i'm out of a job ma girl is provin to be a fighter even though she wont let me watch her therapy she is making steps to walk heavy on drugs she still fights it though rumor is she may be home hope in a month or two much dependin on process when she gets home i am her own private CNA jst try n' stop me she is out of her casts and is now fighting to be walking agen i know she is in a lot pain she being grinding her teeth with each step she makes i know she up around in no time she not letting this keep her down you learn a lot about some one when they are to overcome dont put her down and out yet i know she be dancing agen soon maybe be back and be a model agen the beauty is still there pale but not faded she always looked beautiful to me cuz i see into her soul which is more beautiful than what yo see on th

most days it seems we never have enough time togethere. between the demands of work and home .there"s not a lot of time or energy lift over for just us.but i wand you to know that you are at the heart of everything in my life. our relationship give me the strength and confidence to be my very best . and emotional support that get me through every hectic day . so although some days we may be too busy to spend much time together. you:re always a part of everything i am and everything i do .

*daddy*
Well first off i know there are a lot of girls like me out there that are "Daddy's Girls"!! I love my dad with all my heart and soul! He is and will always be my number one!! Here recently my dad found out his heart is not beating the way it is supposed to. Well the doctors put him on some meds to see if it would help and it didnt. So he went back and they preformed some kind of internal shock treatment on him and when he went back for his check up the doctor let him know that the shock treatment did not work either. Now he is going back Monday to meet with the doctors to discuss what they can do now. It is just a meeting monday but we are pretty sure that its going to be about the forcing him into a heart attack and then trying to bring him out of it. I have been having a really bad gut feeling about all of this and i dont know if it is that im just really scared or nervous or what it is! I dont want to think about the worst that could happen but i cant help it because i have to atlea

Bitch Please
I am entirely certain that writing these blogs are saving me thousands in psychiatric bills. I mean fuck why can't your insurance cover someone helping you with your personal issues. Its hard enough for me to trust someone I am familiar with I might as well have something I pay for help me pay for a person who professional works in the field. Anyways.. just would love to go off on some people in general but that isn't going to change their personalities. Maybe when people are kids you can change them.. But once people hit about 18 its next to impossible to change a persons habits and traits. You more or less gotta accept the fact that whoever you associate with is gonna be that way no matter how much you try, or just leave them. My option is more or less the latter..not so much that I decide the fate but the female does. Females are different than us males in things other than physical but I think we can shed light on quite a number of things we have in common. We all are

Horrible Day
If you are fake and want nothing mor ethen my hard eaned money to to your bling pile, then go away and don't let the door hit you in the ass. Those that have actually taken the time to know me know what I have been through and my ture friends would not be fake and backstanners to me. ITs not cool to play with a combat veterans fucking head. I used to kill people for a living. It is the soldier, not the reporter, Who has given us freedom of the press. It is the soldier, not the poet, Who has given us freedom of speech. It is the soldier, not the campus organizer, Who has given us the freedom to demonstrate. It is the soldier, not the lawyer, Who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the soldier who salutes the flag, Who serves under the flag, And whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protester to burn the flag. Well this morning the friend of my families that was in the accident passed away. I have lost soo much in the last five years. Relatives aquantinces an

Shattered Heart , Dreams
I think of you at the strangest times, Then have a sudden urge to call. Whether or not, I get all foolish. Do you feel the same at all? Sometimes I wish I lived near you. I wish you could be here. Sometimes I wish I could be in your arms, So you could wipe away that tear. We have such a strange relationship. It's kind of off and on. The reality is that we never went out, So nothing really went wrong. It started out as just a crush, Then evolved something intense. In each other we found so much in common. Everything we shared made sense. We learned each other's darkest secrets, Deepest fear, and hidden pleasures. We fell in "love," we kept it simple, Without any sort of pressures. We slowly picked up the sentiment, And got romantic with each other. But distance clashed with our desires To be with one another. Temporarily we agreed and called it quits, But I never forgot the meaning. I admit I still miss you, but it's been so long... Did you ever lo

Random Thoughts & Quotes/syaing Worth Repeating
~YOU ARE LEAVING GOOD TIMES HERE TO GO BACK AND FACE REALITY~ Life is what happen while you are making other plans..... Show me a sane man and I will be happy to cure him for you .....

Darkest Hearts
WHY??!!!! WHY WOULD A MAN BEAT ON A WOMAN? DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO MAKE US BLEED ?DOES IT MAKE U A BIG MAN? I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY A MAN BEATS ON A WOMAN .NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY I COULD NOT HURT A MAN.UNLESS I USED A WEAPON AND I WOULD NOT . I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS WORLD ANYMORE. GUESS WE SHOULD JUST HATE AND THATS IT . The cave where she sits there is no sound. But she can feel the air moving around. She sits alone with all her screaming thoughts. Moves the blade on her arm and the blood drips out. Feeling nothing at all,she listens to the wind. Agreeing to never hold her heart out again. Standing up and facing the night sky. She walks away as tears fall from her eyes.

True Friends
TRUE FRIENDS OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food TRUE FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. TRUE FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TRUE FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. TRUE FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. TRUE FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. TRUE FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. TRUE FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. TRUE FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. TRUE FRIENDS: Are for life. OTHER FRIENDS: Will

3somes(blame The Slave Ninja)
Threesomes Share ________________________________________________________________________ Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Bob 2. Bones 3. Pags Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Mailman 2. Bartender 3. Video tape editor Three Places I have lived 1. Bronx,NY 2. Pasadena,CA 3. Slymar,CA Three TV Shows that I watch 1. ESPN Sportscenter 2. Jeapordy 3. High Stakes Poker Three places I have been 1. in a submarine, in New London, CT 2. in a volcano crater on Maui 3. The Old Yankee Stadium Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My Niece Lea 2. My Friend Blu 3. My Sister Carol Three of my favorite foods 1. Rare Steak 2. Strawberries 3. Chicken Three things I would like to do 1. Get Better 2. Visit Texa

This Sweetheart Has A Happy Hour At 12pm Fu-time
THIS SWEETHEART IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR AT 12PM FU-TIMEAND SHE WANTS TO LEVEL SO I WILL PAY 10K FOR EVERY 100 PICS YOU RATE FOR HER SEND HER A MESSAGE AND TELL HER I SENT YOU AND PM ME WHEN YOUR DONE. Italian Princess* Fu wife to Dark Defender* Dangerous Curves* ^M!K3Y^@ fubar

Where Is The Love?
So I sit here broken hearted because my internet sweetheart has revealed their true love online. Am I alone thinking there is love here, there anywhere. I once thought I had love then it disappeared then I found it again and once again it escaped me. After many years of marriage love vanished before I knew it escaped and then I wondered is love just in my mind or does it really exists? Was I ever really in love or did I just wish it happened to me so I was happy at the thought of someone finding it with me. I can't deny that I am always happy to see my friends happy and find someone to share life and love with, but what of me? Yes I know I am not alone and other's face it every day, but it doesn't relieve my pain any less. I just go on with a smile on my face faking happiness so I don't share my sorrow but where can I put it all? No I am not looking for sympathy, in fact I don't even care if anyone responds. I just want to feel that happiness again. Sure I have faith in God but h

Facts
So my only brother has been dead a lil over a year. ok technically its been 20 months or 86 weeks or actually 601 days today. I really shouldnt know this. He died on a sunday but there are some facts i cant seem to get out of my head. I really suck at math but when you look at this day as a day that you lost someone so important and a day my life changed its hard not to see it. Ok so my first fact is I am clingy when I love someone. I am scared of not getting to say i love you to someone i love. cause i lost that chance with my brother. That makes me overuse the word sometimes. I am scared that I am gonna be alone my entire life. i am scared that I will never be a good enough mom to my girls. I am scared that i am not a good enough girlfriend that sometimes i try to be something im not or act ways i dont normally. I dont ever want to lose my daddy or my mommy. i try to please everyone and dont like anyone to be mad at me. i hate to fight but tend to do it just cause i

The State Of Massachusetts
You know you’re from Massachusetts if: You know what a pocketbook is You call them what they really are “sneakers” (not “tennies”) You think if someone is nice to you they either want something or they are from out of town The public transportation system is known as the "T" and you'd rather drive in bumper to bumper traffic for 4 hours to get to Boston than be caught dead on the "Orange Line" You could own a small town in Iowa for the cost of your house There are 24 Dunkin Donuts shops within 15 minutes of your house and that is how you give directions If you stay on the same road long enough it eventually has three different names 53 degrees is "on the warm side" You've walked to Brigham's for an ice cream cone "to go" in the snow You cringe every time you hear some actor/actress imitate the "Boston Accent" on TV You call chocolate sprinkles "jimmies" A water fountain is called a bubbler. Say it "bubbla". You can go from one side of town to the other in less than fifte

A Loser
OK HEADS UP MY SEXY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. BEWARE OF THIS CRACKHEAD SHE SOLE MONEY FROM HER DISABLED MOTHER.. i wouder if she FEELS like a women or a cunt?lovin life 24-7@ fubarJUST A LIL NOTE TO YOU CUNT WHAT COMES AROUND GOSE AROUND

Fuct
This is why I do the shit that I do. Have you ever sat back and really tried to figure out why you are the person you are? Well that's my goal for the next, however long it takes. It seems that I view my life in still frame. The monsters I've came across all came out for a reason and I see their faces, one at a time. Flash. It always goes back to that first one of everything. The first hit, the first line, the first tounament, tragedy, and most of all the first girl. I see that she-devil for the horned beast she holds inside her sirenesce body. She lit my torch, and dug my grave in the same look. Twenty-three. Thats three more than I needed. But, not as many as I want. For sickness I'm masticating, dancing and masterbating. Celebrate in fieldsof night with skin upon my face. Life submissiveness, hypnotizing the ignorant, a little boy's best friend's always his mother, at least thats what she said. Life of a simple man, taught that everyone else is dirty, and their love

Beware My Ex And Her Drama
people going to hate so let them have fun.@ fubar her profile says this MY NAME IS HAYLEY I AM MARRIED AND HAVE A SON I LOVE TO DEATH.IM A FUN EASY GOING PERSON MY PROFILE IS OPEN TO ALL TO SEE I DONT HIDE SHIT FROM PEOPLE MY EX AND HIS GIRLFREIND ARE TWO PEOPLE EVERYONE NEEDS TO STAY AWAY FROM THERE BOTH PISSED AT ME BECAUSE I MOVED ON FROM THE PAST AND THEY CANT.ONE THING I WILL NOT GO FOR IS PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT MY SON YOU DONT ME OR MY FAMILY SO YOU DONT NEED TO MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT MY SON.YES I AM A BITCH AND ITS FOR A REASON I GREW UP IN FOSTER CARE MY MOM WAS UNABLE TO CARE FOR ME AND MY SISTER AND MY MOM ENDED UP KILLING HER SELF WITH DEPRESSION AND NOT EATING I TALK TO MY SISTER EVERY MONTH MY DAD WAS NEVER AROUND DUE TO HIM BEING IN THE AIR FORCE WE DID SEE MY DAD ON HOLIDAYS I WAS ABUSED AS A KID AND WHEN I MET MY EX BOYFRIEND DAN HE ALSO ABUSED ME IT TOOK ME 9 YEARS TO LEAVE THE RELATIONSHIP AND THANKS TO MY HUBBY NOW FOR TALKING ME THREW IT I W

Loneliness!
As The Days & Nights Go By, I Watch How People Are So Happy Laughing, Flirting And Expressing There Love For One Another & It Gets Me To Thinking How I Used To Be That Happy & In Love(Being On Cloud Nine As The Old Saying Goes)Before I Screwed Everything Up By Acting Like A Fucking Jack Ass & A Mr Know It All. Now Days I Just Feel Lonely, Empty, Worthless & A Failure, I Feel Like I Let Myself Down Thinking Of All The Relationships I've Had & A Few Of Them I Really Really Wish I Didn't Fuck Up Cause I Deeply Feel That I Could Of Been The Most Happiest Guy On Earth With No Doubts Or Second Thoughts & Would Of Still Of Been Back Home Happy With A Family Of My Own & Just Living Life The Way I Would Of Liked To Live It But Instead I Acted Like A Fucking Fool Thinking That I Was Mr. Macho & Some Fucking Thug Running The Streets Thinking I Was Better Than The Ones That Honestly & Truly Loved Cared About Me I Wish I Knew Then What I Know Now Maybe I Wouldn't Of Been So Fucking Ni Eve & Cl

Begorrah & Beejaysus....!!
Begorrah and beejayus, da top o' da mornin' to yaz! Oi'd loike to welcome yaz all to da very foine St. Paddy's Day Auction hosted by Lil Slave Grrl, so I would, to be sure......! Please bid on me so dat oi can feed me leprechauns... And here are da rest of da foine participants, starting wiv da hostess....

Ram1
For those out of the loop, know this... I don't date. My old boss deemed me a "serial monogamist", I stayed diligently coupled from 16-31. A series of three lovely men whose company and friendship I enjoy to this day. I am now working on almost 4 years of being single, various entanglements not being considered as relationships. Quite some time ago, a very good friend suggested that I utilize the internet to schedule dates, and tell her the stories for entertainment value. I began a half hearted attempt to do so, joining Yahoo personals and accepting the occasional invitation when it seemed prudent. I have blogged secretively about these dalliances, gaining much admonishment from those not on my preferred list for having so many blocked entries. Lately, my own coyness has served to annoy me and I am weary of the constant encouragement to "write". I toyed with the idea of sharing my experiences with everyone, I am now about to do so. For the friends that I am about to lose, I am regretf

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

A Wish That Could Come True
HOW DO YOU FIND A BESTFRIEND? WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A BESTFRIEND? HOW DO YOU CONNECT ? HOW WILL YOU KNOW ? I HAD 2 FRIENDS NOT BEST FRIENDS THO BECAUSE THEY BOTH WERE TROUBLE FOR ME AND I NEVER SEEN IT COMING BUT I WISH I COULD FIND A BESTFRIEND TO HANGOUT WITH AND JUST GET TO KNOW ALSO CAN YOUR BESTFRIEND BE A MAN? LET ME KNOW AND THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT.

Alex
Alex It was a very warm Saturday afternoon and I was at Bellevue Square, having a bite to eat when I saw her at the Nordstrom’s perfume counter sampling various fragrances. She was lost in the aromatic beauty of it all. As I approached I noticed that she had on very high quality clothing, designer labels by the appearance and she made them look good. She was in an eggplant colored dress that appeared to move even when she didn't, it simply flowed on her. It was a bit low cut and every so often you could detect the presence of what I assumed was a silk camisole. She had on very tasteful heels and was wearing glimmering stockings, the kind that requires a garter belt which I could just make out under the silky dress if I watched carefully. "Hot" came to mind as I admired her beautiful brunette hair. Her make-up was applied flawlessly and she had chosen a soft pink lipstick that seemed to have a hint of white floating above the primary color. From my proximity she appeared to have

Lmw 331
LMW 331 It’s true, I was a kid once, sure it was a long assed time ago but the fact remains salient; there was a moment in time when I was a youth. We all have a story to tell, this is another snippet of my life; Being an Air Force brat is not a position that kids aspire to, it is more like catching the flu or some other childhood malady… it just happens to you. To be honest, it does not even become evident to those that hold the distinction until way after the experience is well ingrained, not until you find a reason that the title will benefit you in some way. You spend your life following around the sperm donor and your mom from assignment to assignment as the government utilizes the daddy asset as they see fit. If you get lucky the recruit will pass certain entry exams and land at Hickam AFB in Hawaii but more than likely you will grow up in the most diverse of communities in VERY low rent neighborhoods. This was our plight as the non-commissioned piece of work we were the na

Help Me Out!
Okay listen up ya'll! I'm going to be walking the the March of Dimes - March for Babies this year on Sunday April 26th. My job has a team together and I need sponsors. If you'd like to be one of my sponsor's for me walking, please make an online donation to this website: http://www.marchforbabies.org/tlporter The money we raise for March for Babies will help: - support all-important research offering preventions and solutions for babies born too soon or with birth defects - educate women on things they can do to increase their chances of having a healthy baby - provide comfort and information to families with a newborn in intensive care - push for newborn screening and health insurance for all pregnant women and children Won't you please help me in this worthy cause? Contributing to my walk online is fast, easy and secure. You can donate directly from my personal webpage with a credit card or PayPal. If you prefer, I can also accept cash or check. J

Gone But Not Forgoten
in our life we go on even through the hurt and pain , you see as we go through life , cards are dealt to us and it is up to us to play them. as we take the journey in life , we grow, and become who we are. there is no reason for people to try to change us , not everyone is the same, cause if we where what a boring life it would be. as we go on we meet new people, some become good friends and some well we just don't agree with and want nothing to deal with them. and sometimes true friends do fight , sometimes we can forget about it and move on and sometimes the hurt and pain are to much to deal with. and sometimes friends fight over stupid things, but like they say "shit happens" . and then there is family , they are our life ,and we do anything to protect them no matter what . i remember times when i was young , and being the youngest of 10 there was always some type of fight going on but no matter what we made it through, and then when you loose a family member a husband,wife,a ch

Life And Death
WASH THEM FIRST Please Don't Erase this message before forwarding on This is Serious! This incident happened recently in North Texas . A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of all soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the shops without being cleaned. A study at NYCU showed that the tops of all soda cans are more contaminated than public toilets (i.e.).. full of germs and bacteria. So

Put Clever Blog Title Here...
Finish The Sentence Survey 1. My ex...so much better as a friend than a husband. 2. Maybe I should...Sleep but I can't. 3. I love....My friends, they kick ass! 4. People would say that I...Am very sweet. 5. I don't understand...Why people feel tearing someone else down will accomplish anything. 6. When I wake up in the morning...I thank god I am alive another day! 7. I lost...So much stress when I moved away from Delaware. 8. Life is...Nothing short of unpredicatable. 9. My past... Is a long story. 10. I get annoyed when....When people are hypocrites. 11. Parties are...Fun to be at and fun to throw! 12. I wish......That my divorce was final so I could completely move on. 13. Dogs...Are adorable and fun! 14. Cats...Just as adorable and fun as dogs! 15. Tomorrow....Is my birthday! I'll be 29! 16. I have a low tolerance...For blatant stupidity. 17. If I had a million dollars...I would pay off a lot of bills! 18. I'm totally terrified..

It's Been Awhile!!
Aanii. Its been awhile since I have written a blog not because I forgot but because I am just to busy to do one. I am still a full-time student on the edge of getting my grade 10 math credit just have 3 more lesson books to do. I have also picked up an Ojibway class that goes right till the end of June plus two gym credits. I guess I am just keeping myself very busy with school work. I am getting some good marks which works out great for me. Now I am sure you all want to know whats going on with the wedding. Yes the wedding is still on well as far as I know...lol. Our stag & doe is set for April 18. For all of you that don't know what a stag & doe is its a fundraiser for the bride & groom. You have people buy tickets in order to come to the event you play games, 50/50 draw & so on. I have ordered my wedding dress which I am paying for on my own. I have gotten my shoes & tiara. My mom is buying my veil she just has to order it when she can. I spent days looking for a Maid of Hono

New Freebies For All Minds
Realistically, you can’t expect to make it through school without having to deal with some kind of stress. Granted, too much stress can be oppressive. Wise King Solomon Wrote: “Mere oppression may make a wise one act crazy.” (Ecclesiastes 7:7) But you need not let stress drive you crazy. The key is learning how to manage stress effectively. Coping with stress is like lifting weights. To be successful, a weight lifter must prepare properly beforehand. He lifts the weights correctly and avoids lifting too much weight. If he takes such steps, he builds strong muscles without damaging his body. On the other hand, if he fails to take these steps, he can tear a muscle or even break a bone. Similarly, you can manage the stresses that you encounter and successfully accomplish the work you need to do without causing damage to yourself. How? http://www.socyberty.com/Advice/Five-Steps-Towards-Less-Stress.574695 John: Before my parents punished me for some wrongdoing, they would put forth r

The Party
I arrived home just after work on a Tuesday evening. Brian was sitting on the couch and as I walked in the door he rose just like he was trained to do. I took a moment to consume the image before me. He was there wearing a black t shirt that hugged his chest showing off his form. How many times have I dragged my fingers over that chest? My gaze drops lower now to his very neatly tailored brown pants. He sees my gaze drop and smiles at me. After visually consuming his bulge I twirl my finger and he rotates a half turn. It always brings me pleasure to see him from the back. Brian was an athlete in high school and college. While his body wasn’t chiseled like it was when I first met him I am always taken in by it. The tactile joy of running my finger over that sinewy body always brings a smile to my face. When Brian and I first met we were both students at University of Illinois. By some stroke of fate we had been dorm floor mates. At the time I was a young woman of 22. Br

Adult Questions
Body: ADULT QUESTIONS 1. Is there anyone on your top friends list you had sex with? no... 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? all of the above 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? i sleep on the left... my bed has my imprint on my side of the bed for maximum comfort 4. Lights on or off? on 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? no 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? no... just to put them back on lol 7. Shower or bath? shower 8. Do you pee in the shower? soometimes 9. Mexican or Chinese? chinese... buffets rule! 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive 11. Love, money, or lust? money...cause u can buy the others 13. Credit cards or cash? cash money mutha fakker 14. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? Yes 15. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? camping 16. Took a break.... to smoke 17. Would you shav

Love
This woman came to me out of nowhere over a year ago on a friends website to tell me how interesting I was. I had just been heartbroken and wasn't looking for anyone, but she persisted. Months went by, and I opened my heart. What a fool I was, just like before. She kept saying that she wasn't looking for anyone, that she wanted to be alone with her children, but persisted in talking to me. Last summer, I broke and told her I loved her. What a fool I was. She kept telling me she had never met anyone like me, that I was one of a kind. There was no one like me....blah blah blah. I ate it up like a buffet. What a fool I was. She vowed that we would definately meet, even though she had likings for this guy, and that guy, and this guy, but didn't need a man. I believed it. What a fool I was. Out of nowhere recently, some guy just starts showing up. She says he is just like me. How can that be? Aren't I one of a kind? Obviously not. Little miss altogether who doesn't need anyone suddenly

The Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde Epidemic
The thoughts of people are thoughtless. No one understands. People say it’s easy. Just leave.Just say no. He wont hurt you because I’m here. It’s not easy. It’s absolutely terrifying, thinking things of uncertainty. Will he hurt me? Will he kill me? Scaring you with threats of harm,screams,punches or even destroying property. You never would know what could happen or sometimes wonder what he could be capable of. Men talk nice and loving or promise you the world to get you to trust them, but after awhile, the demon comes out in one way or another and then say, “ I’m sorry. I’ll never do it again.” Then not mean it. They make you feel it’s your fault. Or feel like you’re the bad person or irresponsible. Then you start to believe it. They embarrass

Life
When will this end? Every day I go through the motions, an actor in someone else's life. Then I stop off the stage and my entire world falls apart. I stumble, I fall, and I shatter, broken pieces of me scattered for everyone to see. But they don't do they? So, I went and saw a different doctor yesterday, and feeling MUCH better about this one. After twenty minutes of questions and actually listening to everything I had to say she wrote me a prescription for a migraine blocker and a some darvocet to get me by until the blocker's had a chance to build up in my bloodstream, and she wants me to come back in today for some bloodwork to try and suss out why my blood sugar keeps crashing. Yay! Only weird thing is, I started the migraine blocker last night and now I can't taste anything. I'm sipping a latte right now and I'm telling ya, I can feel the warmth from the drink and the texture of the froth on my tongue, but I can't taste it. It's probably temporary though, so not freaking out unle

My Week As A Dj
WOW!!! What an exciting ride this has turned out to be!! Ya'll have been so great!!! I am having a blast meeting new peeps and hearing what tunes ya'll want to listen to.. I can't wait till my next week begins!! so ya'll come and join me in The Cowboys and Cowgirls from Hell lounge weds thru sat. 4:00 pm to 9:00 pm est...Or just pop on in anytime as we have the best DJs' around and we play music 24/7....Take care!! DJ Monkey!!! OMG!!! I cannot believe what a whirl wind of fun and excitement this past week has been!! I have truly enjoyed everything I have discovered about Fubar already.. The awesome peeps, The awesome lounge that I am a DJ for, the wonderful peeps that own and run the lounge..I truly feel at home and very warmly welcomed...I can't wait till I get everything explored and learned on here!! I am very much looking forward to each and everyday I get to spend on here with great new friends and family!!! I look forward to blogging to ya'll more and more!!! I hope ya'll are ha

Nakupenda Malaika
Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Ningekuoa mali we Ningekuoa dada Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika.....

Getting Tired Of The Bs
ok i have been nice for to long and i'm tired of all the games if anyone has a problem with my woman then stay the hell off her page and delete me from your friends list cuz this is just to chilish if you wanna play games take your bum a** over to yearbook or facebook or myspace and for the rest of my friends thank you for your friendship

Lounge Owners And Managers Read This
Dear Fubar Lounge Owner / Manager, It has come to my attention through a major grievance in a lounge that I was once a part of, that alot of things happen in the lounges here on Fubar that should not be happening. I have compiled a list of things that you might want to read and take to heart regardingyour staff. 1.) If your lounge has rules for staffers like "do not advertise that you are on cam outside of XYZ messenger" or "no phones while you are on cam" make sure they stick to it. Nothing makes a staffer more upset than a huge double standard like this. Do not let your closer friends or managers get away with something that greeters and DJ's cannot. 2.) If you are in the lounge, say something. Interaction is what Fubar is all about. Dont do your homework or file your taxes or "lurk". 3.) Don't yell at or correct staffers in the lounge. Use the messenger service of your choosing. No one likes to be humiliated or "HUSHED" in the public of the room. 4.) Keep your ma

Is It Love?
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falli

Deep Thoughts
Rules men think women should follow.... We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down. 2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. 6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 7. Crying is blackmail. 8. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints d

Life Sucks
I had to quit my wonderful bartending job because I had to move. I never thought trying to find a new job would be so difficult! The economy sucks and I can't stand living like this. I hate depending on people. I am a very independent person! I can't even pay my $45 cellphone bill. and that's sad! I'm going absolutely crazy! I hope everything works out soon! I can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Folded Napkin
Why Did Jesus Fold the Napkin? > This is one I can honestly say I have never seen circulating in the > emails so; if it touches you, you may want to forward it. > > Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I > never noticed this.... > > The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed > over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave > clothes. > > The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly > folded, and was placed separate from the grave clothes. > > Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to > the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the > entrance. > > She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus > loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I > don't know where they have put him!' > > Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple > outran Peter

Nsfw Pics
To have access into the family to see the nsfw pics. VIP will get you in. Longer the VIP the longer you stay in. 1 Month VIP= 1 Month access and so forth. Blasts or anything else will get you in for the same amount of length. Those wanting to see on me cam, ask how for more details by sending a pm. Will be adding more pics from time to time.

My Hubbies Ship
MANAMA, Bahrain – Two U.S. Navy vessels — a nuclear-powered submarine and an amphibious ship — collided during the early morning hours Friday in the Strait of Hormuz between Iran and the Arabian peninsula, the U.S. Navy's 5th Fleet reported. There was no damage to the sub's nuclear propulsion system, said Lt. Nate Christensen, a 5th Fleet spokesman. The military said in a statement that the incident occurred around 1:00 a.m. local time on Friday (5 p.m. EDT, Thursday), when the USS Hartford, a submarine, and the USS New Orleans, an amphibious ship, collided. According to the Bahrain-based 5th Fleet, 15 sailors aboard the Hartford were slightly injured but able to return to duty. No injuries were reported aboard the New Orleans. Both ships were heading to port and were going in the same direction when the incident occurred in the narrow strait, said 5th Fleet spokesman, Lt. Nate Christensen. He said the incident occurred at night and the submarine was submerged at the time b

Tinks Graphics & Bullys
If you've seen the examples and templates in my folders, then read on ahead. If you haven't, it would probably help both of us if you would before reading further. I'll keep things simple. Yes I can make Bullys. Yes I can provide images as long as you give me an idea of what you're looking for. I can also use images you provide if you have them. Yes I can make SOME animations. If you've looked in my folders, you should have an idea of what I can or cannot do. Yes I can make images for auctions. Including matching images for a matching bully. Yes I can make wallpapers and backgrounds for Profiles and Lounges. No I cannot and will not do coding for Lounges. No I will not show you how to make bullys. But I may post another blog on that in the future. No I cannot and will not do the coding for your peofile. If you want me to make something for you, send me a private message. Please try and make it as detailed as possible. If it's a bully, tell me what the bully is for.

Godfather
I will be activating Auto 11s at Noon est, 9 am pacific. Album to cherrybomb is the default. Please be kind and help me out. Also, feel free to pass it along to your friends that I need help leveling. Thanks, AJ

Thoughts
Here are a few thoughts that I have had in my mind about this lovely little website: 1.) Why do people expect you to fan/rate/add/bling/whatever them BUT 90-99.9% of the people that expect that don't do anything in return? I have found very few people that if you spend the time to rate their profile and pictures that they come by your profile and rate your stuff! I've found even fewer people that do that BUT will rate either all of your pictures or the amount of your pictures that you rated of theirs. 2.) I have noticed that there are many different "clicks" roaming around on here and if you aren't part of their "click" that you don't mean a single nanosecond of their time. 3.) I've noticed a good amount of lounges are so worried about getting new members but they seem to not care about their current members or members who have been a member of certain lounges for a long time. I personally only go into 2 different lounges, and to be honest they have great people/staff

Nudes Rread This
OK, THIS IS THE DEAL. I AM SHOWING MY NUDES BUT ONLY TO PEOPLE THAT SUBSCRIBE TO MY FRIENDS LOUNGE. AND TRY BE AN ACTIVE MEMBER. I AM PROFITING FROM THIS, EVERY MEMBER THAT IS ACTIVE AND MAKES IT THEIR LOUNGE I WILL MAKE 10 K. I GUESS THATS ALOT. THANK YOU GUYS :d ILL HAVE MORE PICS EVERY DAY TOO also so i know, make sure you c omment this blog and tell me that you are subscribed ONE OTHER WAY YOU CAN DO IT, WOULD BE TO GIVE ME 150K FUBUCKS. http://fubar.com/lounge/troubledchaos

What Was I Thinking!
okay here goes "what was i thinking", i have been dating this guy for 5 years now and things havent been the best for a very long time. You see he is an over the road truck driver, and a jerk. he has been cheating on me for years now and i just found out he has a child with a chick that was on his truck with him for awhile! Stupid me i didnt realize it but okay she tells me today that her daughter is one years old and i am dating her father have been for 5 years lol! i must be really stupid to think that everything was getting better for us! Now all i want to know is where and what do i do now!!!

Thinking
where do i belong with in your world do i belong with you do i belong near you do i belong by you i wish i new i wish i could know i wish i could have a clue i wish love wasnt so hard i wish it was more black and white my feelings for you are clear as day to me my heart is yours if you so wish it my body can be near you if you so wish it do i stand beside you do i stand behind you do i stand with you do i stand against you i want to stand beside you everyday i want to stand behind you when scared i want to stand with you in life i want to stand against when i need too at one time things mattered to me... then things changed im not sure when that happened was it one day one time over time but it has and that is why im not sure i can trust you with my heart now from time to time you show you care... other times it is if im not there im tired of playen second to everything im tired of putting on a face for you

Pile Of Poo
i would tar and feather myself the day i find anyone on this site who is not a LIAR.. SELF ABSORBED ..HIDDEN AGENDAS ..you know what i will not even rant about this fuck it its not worth it you can all fuck yourselves which is surely what one does who just cant quite get enough of themselves.... I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through. Your life's a lie, that will you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the thought of you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why do you try, to justify? You are just too scared to be you inside. Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x2) I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought of you. Your secret lies, that you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x4) You try so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you

Bhr
Tired of boring lounges? Want a new home where everyone is family and its always entertaining? Just Click The Pic Below & Come Check Us Out!!! You Know You Want To!!! Coming soon: Employee and Addict of the month.Theme Nights.Trivia for prizes.Karaoke Nights.Bad Habitz Radio - We didn't create sin, we just corrupted it.Also Stop By The Owners Page!!!*CÿzyCpl* Owners of Bad Habitz Radio Tired of boring lounges? Want a new home where everyone is family and its always entertaining? Just Click The Pic Below & Come Check Us Out!!! You Know You Want To!!! Coming soon: Employee and Addict of the month.Theme Nights.Trivia f

Im Up For Auction
IM UP FOR AUCTION WHAT IM OFFERING 1.RATE PICS DURNING HH 3.DRINKS & GIFTS 4.SFW SALUTE 5.PIMP YOU OUT IN A BLOG 8.A/R/F 6 OF YOUR TOP FRIENDS PUT YOU ON MY TOP FRIENDS FOR A MONTH LINK TO AUCTION

Quirks And Irks
I tell someone that I do not look like my pictures all the time & they disagree with me! Quite often I'm just lounging around in something big, loose, and comfortable. Don't ask me where I'm from, I'm not here to try to meet up with you to suck your cock. I'm from a town that has more than its' fair share of gas stations, fast food chains, and strip clubs. I'm not interested in you coming into my job to see what I do. I'm not interested in hanging out with you, regardless of how nice of a guy you are. I don't need offline friends, I have them in spades. If I want something offline, I get it offline. I'm here to make internet friends, have a good time, and just bullshit my time away.

Auction
Date Where Who June 5 - Skillman Street Pub ... Southern Assault June 20 - The Ridglea Theater ... Severed Sol & SiK July 25 - TBA .... Severed Sol, SiK, Southern Assault, Creeper .. hopefully! August 1 - Hartlines .... Southern Assault, Sik August 8 - Skillman Street Pub ... Southern Assault http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=4051736974 please go to the above link and bid on me ... I would really appreciate the help!!! Thanks!!!

~*super Hero*~
Okay last night was one of the craziest night I have had in awhile & not in a good way! Anyways a friend who lives down the street calls up my hubby and ask for some help moving some furniture so being the good friend he is he goes. This is around 9pm so while he is gone I am just at home & then calls they are going to have some beers, fine I dont care. I pass out at home and then wake up around 4am and realize he isnt home hmmm?? I call him up and my friend answers his phone and I ask where is Gino? She says he is talking to the cops so half asleep I'm like what?? shut the hell up!! Then I get a text while on the phone from another friend who happen to be up and listening to the police scanner and heard everything and was asking if I was awake..then I knew it was true. Long story short...My hubby & his buddy Leo were drinking outside. Then Leo's father in law showed up drunk went inside and tried to beat up his spouse. There was yelling, throwing things, and doors slamming. Finally he

Hot Gimmick Squared.
Hot Gimmick Squared. A fan fiction continuation of Hot Gimmick S. …I see Shinogu in my mind, but this time, rather than watching out for me from behind, I can see him walking with me side by side. I can clearly see the two of us… …together. Chapter 1 As I watched Shinogu sleep, I wondered about the life I could see myself having with him. I held his hand tight and kissed the back of it. “I love you.” I whispered quietly. “And not as my brother anymore.” I knew when he woke up I would tell him how I feel. My mother came into the room shortly after, rushing to Shinogu’s side, looking worried as always, and brushed his cheek. “Hatsumi! You look exhausted, lay on the couch and get some rest” I laid my head down and fell fast asleep with a smile on my face thinking of what I was going to say to Shinogu. I had a dream of us, we were together, happy. * Shinogu moaned loudly as he woke up from what seemed forever, but I was right by his side. I had awoken hours earl

The World Through My Eye
This is not a commentary on the issues and sunjects presented here. This is just the things I see in the news and in the world around me. So don't get your panties in a bunch if you think i am supporting or bashing some cause or subject close to your heart. Cause I'm not, my opnions aren't really voiced here.

Online City
Ok yanno I was thinkin back on about a year or two ago about Myspace. There is a site called Vampirefreaks.com and during that time everyone who had a Myspace page that used the vampirefreaks email got deleted. The owner of VF also had a myspace on there so what he did he got some kind of petition against Myspace and all the users plus him miraculously got their pages back...instantly so there is an undo feature. So what I am thinkin is alot of members I have come across here has stated that they want to have the option of bein on both sites as well as any other that may be out there. Nobody has the right to delete or ban your account free or not UNLESS you are repeatedly breakin set rules for that site which in Fubars TOS it mentions no where in there that Fubar is THE only site you are allowed to be a part of. Hell even Tom has a Fubar account I heard. Anyway I feel like whether your account was free or not paid for by you or given as a gift bling pack or not ETC he should be forced

Love Me
alone i sit here empty and cold the light beckons me it forces me to be ok hidden away my feelings are showing no emotions is how i feel i have to fight to be alive i have to pertend to care the world has crushed my dreams yet it forces me to be ok i once was alive now i just survive she awakens each morning. opening her eyes from nights slumber. without words of warning breaks the code of number each day begains a new chapter of a story that has no end being cought in the secert rapture listining to the unknown voices calling to her in the wind but fears to answer walking forward into the sunless day motionless....... to ponder or star sadness lurks within with no chance of hope wondering what could have been lacking the strangth to cope she cries in silence afraid someone will hear each tear grows more intence when she is alone and constantly in fear who will save her and at what cost when will she ever be free when all she feels is lost You l

Emotions
hatred is a bitter,damaging emotion. it winds it self through the blood, infecting its host and driving it forward without any reason. its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights sacrifice is noble and tender. its the action of a host who values others above himself. sacrifice is bought through love and decency.it is truly heroic. vengeance is an act of violence. it allows those who have been wrounged to take back some of what was lost to them. unlike sacrifice, it gives back to the one who practices it. love is deceitful and sublime,in its truest form,it brings out the best of all beings. and its worst,its a tool used to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enought to hold it. dont be stupid. sacrifice is for the weak. hatred corrupts. love destroys. vengeance is a gift of the strong. move forward not with hatred, not with love. move forward with purpose,,,

Just Me Expressing Myself
let me take away your pain... let me love you, let it never be the same. Today let us start, I look past your tears I offer unconditional love Today I removes all your fears. It is so much i ask looking forward away from the past happiness forever to last. I'd write you a 100 poems full of joy and love Yes I must believe Your my angel from above.

The Ballad Of Ninja Ho
Ninja Ninja Ninja, dontcha make me singe ya, i bring the shadows with me, draped in a murk of enigma, silently wrapped around me... Ninja Ninja Ninja, always in pajamas, not as cute as pandas, i can't be seen with radar, such a stealthy invader... Ninja Ninja Ninja, if you see me, time is short for you, and you will be in heaven soon... Ninja Ninja Ninja, hope you like my ditty, if not then it's a pity, i made this in a hurry 'cuz i have a target to bury... Ninja Ninja Ninja, before you fall, i'm gone, i haven't got too long, I have to go watch some sexy ninja pron...

Something For Those Who Feel Themselves Lost
Remember and try to remind yourself... Hope is found where we expect it the least. Love is in the air and thus is invisible but it is in fact there. Take the time to stop and breathe it in. And courage is a thing that most often comes to the weakest when they need it the most. - Steve Santini

What To Do???
Ok bare with me, I am not one to post mumms or blogs to often,,, But I am at my wits end and am not sure what to do,, Not to many on here are aware of this, But my lil man, Has a severe heart defect, and although he went through 4 major heart surgeries, A cure has not been found, Only temp. Fixes. With this comes the knowledge that my lil man may not make it past childhood. I try not to dwell on that, or even let myself remember the words from the dr. But it lives with me every day. I do my best as a single parent to give my lil man the best life possible, To let him live as other children would, Normal,,, But with letting him live normal comes a massive fear everyday. I have been having a lot of problems with kids bullying him in school, and for you to understand what I am about to write, you need to know that my lil man doesnt really have the cartlidge to protect his heart as we do. Ok after going to the school many many times, Nothing has been done about these kids, Well today I

Insert Creative Blog Name Here
That's my best R2-D2 impression. A last letter to the girl I'm in love with, but can't be with. See: "You're Beautiful by James Blunt". Names have been removed to protect the (not so) innocent. Dear xxxx, I didn’t forget your birthday. I made this card for you over a month ago, but I didn’t want to give it to you on your birthday week. I thought about bringing it to you in person, but I didn’t want anyone to see me walking back to your office and making this more awkward for you. Hopefully you read the card. A half year ago today was the last time I saw you. Even after all this time, I’m still in love with you. That’s what the card is meant to say, but nothing more. Not even time, or everything that’s happened since, has made me feel any different about you. A lot has happened to me and changed me in the last six months, but I still love you. I don’t want to be, I wish I wasn’t, I’ve tried every last thing I could think of to not feel that way. But I’ll always be

Help Me Out Please!
I am participating in relay for life at my university, last year I raised close to $200 and so far i have had no donations made. It would be greatly appreciated if anyone could make a donation even if its a dollar. This will not only go towards helping those that have cancer but maybe you somewhere down the road. Cancer can strike anyone even if they are healthy. Just think of those who you know that have either been beatened by cancer or have survived without the technology we have now more of them would not be with us today. Please help me make more birthdays for those who are battling the never ending fight of cancer. Just copy and paste the link below and it will take you to my donation page. I thank you so much if you donate anything. http://main.acsevents.org/site/TR/RelayForLife/RFLFY10OH?px=10058366&pg=personal&fr_id=23681&fl=en_US&s_tafId=448407 P.S. My Aunt is fighting cancer severely. It has taken her bladder to the point it had to be removed so she has to have a cat