Fubar Blogs 4

Bird
feeling like a caged bird about to break its wings on the bars of the cage Love is a cage when its not returned trapped and struggling against the restraints A love unwanted cuts like a knife without the relief

Love
A SoulMate is someone who will have an instantaneous effect on youMake you weak in the kneesTake your breath awayWith a single glance they can lessen the burdenWith a simple smile..touch your heartYou will feel a total connection to this personThey will touch you so deeply on so many levelsthat you will want to share your inner most secretsThis person will make you feel like your a god or a goddessThey will forever change your life..sometimes for better or worseWith your SoulMate you will feel a deep yearninga compelling energy drawing you to themYou will find safety with this personYou will knowingly let go of all of your defences as a deep empathic bond is formedThere is something about the passion you share with a SoulMate that goes so far beyond just the physical bodyFor a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Soon you begin to lose trackof where you begin and your partner

Love
Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou word

Eharmony
What I’m doing with my life Gonna get rich and take over the world. Yeah that sounds like a plan. I need an evil lil princess to be my accomplice. If you think you are up for the job, applications are being currently accepted in the message section of my page. I’m really good at Laughing I hold the world record in speed blinking self proclaimed. I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. (That shit made you smile)

Banana Nut Bread
RECIPE FOR LOVE: (this really works..)2x Laughing eyes2x Well shaped legs2x Loving arms2x Firm milk containers2x Nuts1x Fur lined mixing bowl1x firm bananaDirections: 1. Look into laughing eyes2. Spread well shaped legs with loving arms3 Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased, check regularly with finger. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. (For best results, continue to knead milk containers). 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably not over night). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana doesn't soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If in unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use.

Poetry,music,etc!!
who are you?do i really know you?i mean we see each other everyday when i look in the mirror,but do i really know you,do you really know what i am feeling insidecan you feel me screaming for help wanting to be noticewanting someone to ask me if everything is okaydo you really see what i see?i see you but you act like you don't careyou see me cry,you see me hurt but you don't do anything to helpwhy? why can't you help the girl you see every day,is it hard to help a little?can you feel me shaking? can you feel my heart beating? can you feel me breathing?i want help,i want to escape this body i am in? but it won't let go off me it seems soattach to me? i want to fight my way out of it?why are you not doing anything? i see you looking at me,help!!mirror you are useless why can't you see that i just need some help

Dying4eternity
Ruthless. 100 Thing Challenge. This would be BEYOND a challenge for me. As I’m packing to move my daughter and I from a house of nearly 1,000 sq feet into a bedroom the size of my living room I am realizing that I think I own at least 100 things in my bathroom alone. Its insane. BUT, I KNOW I own more things that I really want to own, or need to own. While is nice to always be prepared - I’m tired of having to sort through millions of things knowing that “somewhere around here” I own that one tiny thing that you use maybe once in five years. What things do I own that I probably don’t really need? 17 types of hair spray, gel, mousse, etc… I can understand needing 1 gel, 1 mousse, 1 hairspray. If I can’t do my hair with those things, then I can work with just a simple ponytail. Honestly, even though I own all of those things, I use them maybe once a month. If that. If I pair down my bathroom to things I “need” I would have: Three

Slipped Away From Myself
events have occured recently that have caused me to slip away from myself and there are a few here that might actually care about this. there are things i have said/done recently that do not reflect who i am and sometimes it is a real struggle to maintain what i am, what i wish to be. as all of us are i am a work in progress and now reality needs to settle in and the fun must begin, letting any serious notions on this site just slip away and enabling me to be the more light hearted, and enlightened one i once felt i was. of course there is a good possibilty that i am not all that enlightened lol

Lost
Lost and AloneWithin this LifeSearching to findSome form of comfortWhile LostI sit AloneWithin this ShellOf this WorldWanting to be FoundTo be Loved and HeldWithin your Strong ArmsKnowing I'm Safe and FoundWhile I wish for thisI shall wait til I'm FoundForever Lost and AloneWhile I fade into Darkness

Her Arrival.........
I arrive at Your hotel room door hoping I am on time. I stand outside the door trying to compose myself and slow my heart beat down. It has been racing since I got Your call that You were in town. I touch my hair to make sure it is in place, check my makeup in my compact mirror and straighten my dress, checking that my stockings are in line and straight. Taking a deep breath I knock on the door. My heart is racing, I feel my juices starting to flow with the throbbing in my pussy. The door opens and You are stood in front of me. Lowering my eyes to the floor I stand waiting to be invited in, you motion for me to enter. As soon as I get in the door You motion me to remove my jacket. Hearing the door close behind me my heart starts to race again. I feel You behind me smelling my hair, feeling Your hands on my shoulders running slowly across the nape of my neck, Your fingers gently caressing my neck and shoulders. Your touch sends a shiver down my spine making my body tingle and my nipples

Operation
Tuesday i go in for tripplr bypass i wanna say thank you to all my friends please keep me in your prayers. Ill be in fayetville at hospital if anyone wants to check on my status thank you all for thoughts an prayers

Wet
Soaked, Moist, and Glistening.I am so wet.Tightening, Contracting, Widening.I am so ready.Wanting, Needing, Urging.For you.Trembling, Quivering, Shaking.For You.I want to feel the length of you burrowing its head deep inside my heat.

Dumb Fucks!!!
OK This is a Convo in YIm between me & a certain someone who thinks he is the total package. He starts out by hitting on you & then when you keep turning him down, he blows up on you. An I will not name him but I will show a convo we had in yim that caused him 2 block him on fu after cussing me in my sb. I never even got the chance 2 respond:( Lol Oh well he will learn one day I hope that not all women want him or 2 get on cam 4 him. Some of us women have more RESPECT 4 ourselves & the ppl we are with. He just lost the chance @ having a good friend cuz he could not accept that I did not want more & he could not take a joke. But this convo ya'll are about 2 see shows just how much of a dumb fuck he really is.

Wet Dreams Lounge
Spotlight Will Run From Sunday To Sunday at whatever time Staff Can Switch It Over. Bids Are to Be Sent To RedRum420 To Be Used As Lounge Promotion Funds ONLY! Bids END @ 11:59pm On Saturday Night! You Must Have A Link To The Photo You Want Used Placed With Your Bid. NON NSFW PER MY STANDARDS! NOT FUBARS! Tho Fubars Will Be Used As A Generic Back Bone. MY CALL IS FINAL Invalid Links Will Be Disregarded & Next Highest Bidder Will Win If I Cannot Get In Contact With You B4 It Is Changed. BIDS ARE FUBUCK CURRANCY ONLY!

~love's True Essence~
One of My Favorite Readings....Hope You Like It... Kahlil Gibran on Love, from the Book- 'The Prophet' When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast

Wife Had Surgery Show Luv
Show a sweet woman my wife that loves her fu family and friends, she had surgery today and she is gonna miss all of you and would do anythiing for any of you, so please give her all the love you can she would you and keep her in your prayers. Love Shawn

Just Ramblings My Mind Wonders About
So yeah....I'm so sick of being single (online and/or offline....I'd be happy to have someone either way to be honest)....sick of rejections...sick of games....sick of women putting out little hints that I can't seem to pick up....so simply, with Me, if you are interested say something for crying out loud! sometimes just what I should think/do....everytime I go to the doctors that I see, they seem to remind Me that in the next few years, I am going to either have to plan on a possible kidney transplant attempt and/or that with My disability, the average life expectancy in the first place is a maximum of 40 and I am nearly 36 now. I just wonder sometimes if I should keep fighting and trying to survive and everything or say h#ll with it and let nature just take its course and not care. I mean if I'm going to die supposedly in the next 4 years approximately anyway what's the purpose right? Yeah okay so all of this is obviously rhetorical in nature since really no one would truly understan

You Might Be A Fubarian If...
You might be a Redneck if...your 1 year old has more teeth than you do. Thanks to Jeff Foxworthy, I've decided that Fubar, is in need of it's own version of this. This would be an original idea, please do NOT copy and paste/mimick this. If you can come up with your own, please sb or pm me and I'd be more than happy to add it onto here. ENJOY!

Tattoo Ideas
So here is the deal. My Fiance is pregnant with my first baby. She will be having it sometime in September. We have confirmation through ultrasound that our baby will be a girl. So I came up with the thought that I might want to get a tattoo with the baby's name, and date of birth on it. But I want to make it special. Like I said, she should be born in September, so I want to come up with something taht will be special to signifying her. So, any advice, or input on different ideas on what the design should look at will be welcome. Thanks to everyone in advance who helps with this one.

Deepdeepbad_xxx
I would fucking come 3 times till my nut dry and grab your hair behind you keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a place with out sigh like nothing exist except you and I Of a street with out crack like nothing real except you and I I would fucking come in your mouth and tongue and all over your delicate body with out

Venting.... Like Woa.
1.) change begging bums: is there any kind of screening process that you put your targets through? How has the withering economy changed your take of the tail end of our hourly earnings? Have you changed your diet from the morning diarrhea on rye sammich and 22oz. 211 steel reserve? Should i consider getting myself a set of fucked up clothes and practice my puppy dog eyes peering through a shaggy beard and toothless grin? I know that there really are people out there with serious problems and the results have landed them on the unforgiving streets of the city....this is not my complaint. My complaint is that there are places that will hire a strong hand for bullshit jobs so you can buy your own damn can of shitty beer and loaf of bread to make a sammich out of whatever it is you find most appealing out of the dumpster. Stop asking me. I hate it. For those of you creative enough to make a cute little cardboard sign stating your basic needs for the day and what you're willi

Spoon Theory
My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have MS and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about MS. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bathroom. She had seen me cry in pain, what else was there to know? I started to ramble on about pills, and aches and pains, but she kept pursuing, and didn't

Stop The Crap
I know I have friends here, some closer than others. My true friends know I do not like drama at all. When my ex logged into his fubar account earlier, he had several messages. These were telling him he was an idiot for losing me and doing what he did blah blah blah

The More You Know♥
Ok, so heres one that gets brought to my attention ALOT....my eyes... yes I know they're amazing, astounding, hypnotizing,beautiful, gorgeous ect ect ect but heres the real debate their color: if you scroll through my picture comments you will notice a little differiation in the colors that get complimented, I never correct this because all are right...thats right I said it...all are right.... my eyes are weirdoes and change colors between blue,gray,green, with flecks of brown or gold...the real mystery is knowing what each color means or is it? dun dun dunnnnnn Sooo since some of you lovely people seem to be interested in the enigma that is myself I've decided to devote a little time here and there for some random facts, thoughts, rants and the like that you may never get to hear in a general conversation with me.

This Sucks
OK I HAD A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WANTED TO DATE ME AND KNEW ME FOR A SHORT TIME. SHE SAID TO ME SHE SEEN ME AROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS VERY SWEET ......WELL I FOUND OUT SHE DOES THIS FOR FIRST IT IS ASKING YOU TO BUY HER BP AND STUFF CONSANTLY AND THEN GOES TO BIGGER THINGS LIKE ASKING YOU TO CO-SIGHN ON A VEHICAL AND STUFF. SHE GOES AFTER MILITARY GUYS A LOT AND IF YOU DO END UP IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER SHE WILL IGNORE YOU AND STUFF AND SO SHE CAN TALK TO OTHER GUYS TO GET THE SAME FROM THEM AS WELL. SHE IS A SCAMMER AND UP TO HURT PEOPLE SO IF YOU WANT MORE DETAILS JUST MESSAGE ME AND I WILL TELL YOU MORE ABOUT IT SO YOU WONT GET STUCK IN HER CIRCLE OF SCAMS.......THANKS EVERYONE i went to thehospital a couple of days ago and yikes they tell me i need my gallbladder removed i am gonna get a second opimion but just hearing it sucks

Auction
It is time 4 me 2 host another auction! If u have never been in one of mine let me tell u how I do things...lol! I do auctions 4 fun & 2 help people out! I do not charge anything 2 enter! If u feel like giving me something once it is done then cool but I do not ask 4 anything! The name of this one is "Football Kick Off"!

It's Just What I Want.
Urban Dictionary: Heather-Beatiful, creative,smart,spontanious, girl who would be a good catch to bring home to mother. Who is down right sublime.-outgoing,happy,loud,fun,down to earth -an amazing friend and very sympthatic. good listener and gives good advice. you can usually trust them with anything. very sweet girl who is faithful but not innocent. cares very much about the person they love but just doesn't know how to show it. Not a whore but somehow tends to be amazing in bed. really knows how to seduce a guy and turn them on. beautiful face, cute, fun, and bubbly personality with a banging body. knows how to have fun, and is a little bit of a trouble maker!-buy heather mugs, tshirts and magnetsa BEAUTIFUL girl with the most ADORABLE voice that would simply make your day. her CUTE laughter would just leave you with a feeling that you can't describe, like the look of a rose, the smell of the rain, or the feeling of forever. -A sweet charming girl, who is very caring.An extermely go

Just My Online Friend
IDK if you thought about it - I had not - but how would you feel if one of your online friends/family died suddenly & unexpectedly? I found out this morning when I learned one of my Facebook Zoomates had died in her sleep - no one on fubar you'd know. But my point is, if I don't say it - just an online friend doesn't describe how I truly feel about the people I talk with daily, who live in my laptop. I'm selfish & you're supposed to be here when I come here Dammit!

The Square Root Of 3
I’m sure that I will always be a lonely number like root three. The three is all that’s good and right, why must my three keep out of sight? Beneath the vicious square root sign, I wish instead I were a nine.

Locked Missions
Locked Missions: They will most likely say "LOCKED" because you don't qualify!!If you look at your mobster, you will see the achievements. If you hover over the coin, it will open and if you hover over the items on the list, at the top it will tell you what you have to do to achieve that. Each achievement category is named ie: Wise Guy, Earning Bones, Runner.You will also notice the requirements to run the missions is getting all the achievements in the category. Lucky Poker Chip Locked Mission: You must be a Runner, takes 50 energy. You have a 5% chance of finding a chip. If you get one, you keep it forever, you can't sell it and it shows up in your equipment with your scrubs. It works sort of like the safehouse. Sometimes it comes into play, and other times not. You can only ever get ONE. So if you get one, that mission is dead to you, it will apparently give you the same message as if you try to get more than one knuckle. It also shows up in their feed each time your chip has been

Fed Up
Sorry that I'm not thin Sorry that I'm not smart Sorry that I don't know about guns or cars Sorry that I don't make a lot of money Sorry that I am just whatever looking Sorry I can never seem to talk about any thing that you care about Sorry that I am not sun shine and rainbows Sorry I'm not a morning person Sorry that I seem to make you just want to sleep Sorry I'm not fun Sorry I am not some one that you want to go places with. Sorry for being me............................. You make my knees go weak and my head spin. I wake up each day wondering how soon till I see you? Feeling my heart beat faster

This N That
I'm very excited to be a part of March for Babies this year!Every day, thousands of babies are born too soon, too small and often very sick. We're walking because we want to do something about this.The money we raise will support March of Dimes research and programs that help moms have full-term pregnancies and babies begin healthy lives. And it will be used to bring comfort and information to families with a baby in newborn intensive care.Please join my team. You can do so on my team page. If you can't walk with us, please help the team reach our goal by making a donation. You can do that online as well.Thank you for helping me give all babies a healthy start!

Donkeys And Elephants
I recently asked my neighbors' little girl what she wanted to be when she grows up. She said she wanted to be a President. Both of her parents, liberal Democrats, were standing there, so I asked her, 'If you were President what would be the first thing you would do? ' She replied, 'I'd give food and houses to all the homeless people.' Her parents beamed with pride 'Wow...what a worthy goal.' I told her, 'But you don't have to wait until you're a President to do that! You can come over to my house to mow the lawn, pull weeds, trim my hedge, and I'll pay you $50. Then I'll take you over to where the homeless guy hangs out, and you can give him the $50 to use toward food and a new house.' She thought that over for a few seconds, then she looked me straight in the eye and asked, 'Why doesn't the homeless guy come over and do the work, and you can just pay him the $50? ' I said, 'Welcome to the Republican Party.'

My 3-legged Unicorn
So the other morning I was leaving for work on a seemingly normal day. As I was wheeling my bike out into the usually empty post "people taking their kids to school" street my gaze happened down the street. There was a man...But not just any man...It was the "semi-anti" me. Top to bottom he looked like this.....49ers beanie (WITH frilly ball at top). "Wife Beater" tank top. Denim shorts. FANNY PACK!! A grwon ass man ridng a razor scooter and carrying an empty 5 gallon pail (for what reason I DO NOT want to know). I WISH I had taken a picture of this dude but I COULD NOT stop staring at him..If you've ever seen that movie LEGEND it was EXACTLY like that part where Tom Cruise takes Mia Sara to see that unicorn except it was COMPLETELY different.

My Poetry
"Never Shine"Surrounded by solitude, wasting self doubtSorrow is shadowed by whispers that shoutScream I'm dying and saying I'm doneThrough with the pain but never can runConstant reminders that never leave sightNot heard over the cries that bellow at nightWorld upside down with thoughts of the choiceYou know it is there you just have no voiceAdmit your disguised and hidden beneathAll of the things that make you seem sweetPretend your content and satisfied at heartDon't ask me why its all falling apartShredded and scorched by the flames of the pastI'll never break through the wall you have castThe mountain that separates your heart from my handThe ocean that tells me the future is damnedSoft brush on my cheek or breath on my neckMy faith on the line is what this will wreckHas fate been destroyed,defeated, left bleedingIs it covered,or hiding, maybe just sleepingTired of witnessing our sheer lack of hopeThe thrown away deepness our abilities to copeWi

The Fake Family
As far as I know he is no longer on fu..but if you find someone that fits this discription pm me his link and I will check it out. He was up to having 16 accounts on fu..that I know of.Want the list of them?..sb or pm me.

*sigh*
I have just been sitting here listening to music and thinking and look here is the deal! I am broken! i have been beaten talked down to cursed blamed and abused for nearly my entire life... by family friends and well guys who said they loved me... i get it i am not the most attractive person in the world and my personality can be a bit much sometimes but please! spare me! how my two worlds (online- RL) can be so polar opposite is beyond me!!! dont tell me what you think i want to hear, dont be nice for the sake of being nice, i know the truth... i am worhtless and will never amount to anything.... i cry myself to sleep nearly every night and why i feel the need to tell whoever feels like reading this that is beyond me...

Poetry
Its not like i can push you,so far away from me,its not like i can hide it,this pain is killing me;its not like you dont see it,its written on my face,its not like you dont know it,its scattered all over the place;i tell you that your hurting me,but you never really care,i tell you that its killing me,and the pain is hard to bare;you tell me that you love me,but how can that be?when all you do is yell,and do hurtful things;i just wanted you to know,that i do feel this pain,i just wanted you to know,that its killing me more each day;its not like i am bulletproof,the pain it hits me hard,its not like i have no feelings left,i just let them gather on my heart;so if you plan to keep me,please change your ways,because like i said before,your killing me more each day... In my left pocket is a book of dreams,In my right pocket is a knife,Dont worry, Its Mine and not someone else's,It belongs to a man who ended my life;In my heart there lies a secret,

Rockstar Contest
I will be giving away a Rockstar this month... I will start taking entries on Monday OCT 8th and stop taking them on Sunday OCT 14th at that time (I would like at least 15 people to consider having this contest) If I have at least 15 people then I will go around and collect the 10mil fubux for the entry fee... The album containing the entries will then be opened on Monday OCT 15th til Wednesday OCT 24th... Thursday OCT 25th winner will be the person with the MOST rates Rules:

A Lonewolf's Howl Into The Night
So many submissives out there who are lonely tonight. So many who want to give their submission to a Dom who would appreciate what she brings to the relationship. So many who wants to please, to be used, to become owned by another. So many dreams not coming true, so many opportunities wasting away. It is such a shame to see so many suffer, not to be held, not to be kissed tonight.I so long for the same things. I want her, I lust for her, and I want to appreciate her when she gives me her all. I see her in my dreams, she beckons me, she begs me to take her and make her mine. I too have so many wasteful nights. No wants or needs fulfilled, no sensual moments, no lustful nights. Just a lone wolf howling into the night in hopes of one to answer his call.Why does a Dom like myself, and a submissive somewhere in this world have to live like this, when we could be together giving each other what we so desire. To feel her close to me, to sense her lust, to taste her kiss, to see her excitement

Brother Mike
My older Brother Mike recently had his 1st Chemo, his Cancer was caught early but the Docs call it "aggressive". He's doing good and is in the best of spirits... but there is NO "Easy" Cancer so may I ask any prayers please? Thanks so much! :D

Apple Dumplings
2 large Ganny Smith Apples, peeled and cored 2(10 oz) cans of refrigerated crescent roll dough 1 cup butter 1 1/2 cup white sugar 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 (12 fluid oz) can or bottle Mountian Dew or Sprite or 7 Up your choice

The Pet Peeves List
1) If you say you're going to do something, then DO it. And don't get cranky when you get called on your bullshit if you don't do it. 2) Brownies NEVER have nuts in them. Nuts in brownies is blasphemy. Brownies are too good to be ruined by fucking putting nuts in them. Same with cookies and ice cream. 3) Stop being so goddamned emo. It sucks, and it's annoying as all get out. No, not everything bad in life happens to you. There is worse shit happening to a lot more people than you can ever imagine. 4) Stop, stop, stop, stop telling everyone the EXACT same thing. I mean like 10-20 or more people the exact same thing. The ones you tell happen to talk to each other and they ALL think you're a dumbass. 5) If you use the word "love" on someone, be damned sure you know what

Loyalty Vs Money
You know what Fubar, before you forced people to spend their life savings on here, there were people who were loyal to this site and promoted it FOR FREE because we were happy here, because we enjoyed how awesome it was and couldn't wait for our friends to come join... but now you want us to worship people who have bought their way to the top?? That's bullshit... the people who have been loyal to this site since the beginning and recruited new members for you, deserve some of the spotlight too because without us stepping stones, Fubar wouldn't be shit today!

Lost For Words
my mom had a pretty tough time in the hospital after finding out about cancer..but she finally made it home monday last week. She just started chemo friday.. and so far knock on wood she hasnt had any symptoms from it..but I know that is only wishful thinking that it stays that way.

Fact 101: Simple Truth! “Sensitive people are the most genuine and honest people you will ever meet. There is nothing they won’t tell you about themselves if they trust your kindness. However, the moment you betray them, reject them or devalue them, they will end the friendship. They live with guilt and constant pain over unresolved situations and misunderstandings. They are tortured souls thatare not able to live with hatred or being hated. This type of person needs the most love anyone can give them because their soul has been constantly bruised by others. However, despite the tragedy of what they have to go through in life, they remain the most compassionate people worth knowing and the ones that often become activists for the broken-hearted, forgotten and the misunderstood. They are angels with broken wings that only fly when loved.”

Fuhelp With Drinks
Help Your FuFriends In Need! When sending a friend drinks you should check to see if they need certain drinks to complete an achievement. It's not hard to do and this way you send them more than just the small percentage to help them. They can work on completing their achievements at the same time with a little extra help from their friends (you).

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xXPurrfect StormXx The Bday Girl Show Her Lots Of Love Today Purdy Plz?! xMsHoneyPiex Is Going For Her 2500 Likes Friday Please Stop By And LIKE Her Each Time She Resets And Show Her Lots Of Love Purdy Plz?!

Niki
Never done one of these before but I'm bored so what they hey........ I'm Niki, single mom of 4, 1 living at home on a permanant basis older 3 off an on as the mood strikes them and or is home on leave from the military. I work 6 days a week 12 hour days on nights so that's 5pm-5am its murder for the dating scene. Murder as in non-exsitent for me. Do I like it hell no. but a gils gotta do what a girls gotta do. There isn't exactly a line of men waiting to sweep me off my feet that's for damn sure. Beside that what's a girl gotta do to be datable and worthy of ones time....... example: I have been talkin to a guy on here for about 3 months texted him everyday and half the time get no reply, but when he did oh the things he would say ..be still my heart. But all to no avail I've tried at different times to meet even offered to drive the 4 hours between us only to hear excuse after excuse he's working' he's sick' his mom is sick ' his son' is sick so on and so forth. Then I log in stop by

Valentine's Day Auction
Hosting another Auction so here is a brief rundown of what you need to do to enter my as always FREE to enter Auctions where you keep everything bid on you! First, send me what you will offer in a private message so I can have your info saved which helps me to remember to make your pic LOL! Second send me a link to which picture of you I should use in making your Auction picture! Third, I tolerate NO drama or nonsense which includes but is not limited to negative comments, not paying what you bid, whining, pissing, moaning or generally getting on my nerves! Fourth, I host these to help people and to have fun so please spread the word that DMAN is a pretty awesome fellow LMAO no really! Fifth, enter my Auction before the start date since I have had complaints about folks jumping in late, I may add folks after it starts usually because my lazy @ss takes a while to make pics, or they are family members/special folks or anyone I choose to add so if you don't get in my FREE Auction well too

Hodgepodge
In olden times, when wishing still did some good, there lived a king whose daughters were all beautiful, but the youngest was so beautiful that the sun itself, who, indeed, has seen so much, marveled every time it shone upon her face. In the vicinity of the king's castle there was a large, dark forest, and in this forest, beneath an old linden tree, there was a well. In the heat of the day the princess would go out into the forest and sit on the edge of the cool well. To pass the time she would take a golden ball, throw it into the air, and then catch it. It was her favorite plaything. Now one day it happened that the princess's golden ball did not fall into her hands, that she held up high, but instead it fell to the ground and rolled right into the water. The princess followed it with her eyes, but the ball disappeared, and the well was so deep that she could not see its bottom. Then she began to cry. She cried louder and louder, and she could not console herself. As she was th

Chaotic Purgatory Poems Again
I wanted youBut you couldn't decide.You wanted to play gamesYou took me on an emotional ride.I let you know from the start that I loved you and I cared.I soon realized that was a mistakeYou expected for me to share, you with the streetsNow I am tired and I will no longer compete.The more I tried to love youThe more you pulled away,You took my love for grantedAnd I got tired of the games.I loved you more,You loved me less.Now that I'm gone you realizedWhat you miss,It's a shame it had to come down to this.Please sign on the dotted lineAnd let me be free.I'm ending this game you have played so long,When I wanted you, you didn't want me.Now you're worried about who my next man will be.Why are you worried?When I was yours you neglected me.You wanted to continue playing gamesNow the joke is on you,It all has backfired cause now

Team F.u.c.t.
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This la

My Sexual Bucket List!
Women often have that desire to compare things with their girlfriends... whether it's the inside of her shoe closet or how much money they spent on their last haircut.So when it comes down to the glorious pussy, women want to know how they measure up. A quick scan of skin magazines and porn typically tells us that it should be either smooth and hairless or have a short, neat landing strip. The lips should be symmetrical, trim and neat. The colour should be a lovely flushed pink. And the scent (according to some douching products) should be akin to a lovely island breeze. Well

Rockstar Maximizing Without Scrolling
Getting 2500 likes with one Rockstar hasn't been easy, and now that we no longer scroll globally, it can be more difficult!! I will give you a few pointers on what you can do to acheive your goal and hopefully not have to buy a second Rockstar!!

Banner Codes
COPY CODE BELOW AND PASTE IT INTO YOUR ABOUT ME SECTION TO HELP LABGIRL MAKE HER MASSIVE ACHIEVEMENT RUN COPY THE CODE BELOW AND PASTE IT INTO YOUR ABOUT ME AND HELP ANGELIC NIKKI GET HER NIGHT RIDER ACHIEVEMENT

Cemetarysoundpoetry
Lyrical Bastard Trapped inside thefeathered silenceof your smileI falterShaky trouble andcleftsthat refuse to hideher excusesanymoreA cage ofmetal mirrorsnestledbetweenbroken sunshinePutrid rain that paintsyour corpse upon my handsin hues of canaryyellowand blood

Just Some Of My Poetry
In a world filled with glass houses Who will cast the first stone Be careful where you aim You could hit your own window In a world filled with glass houses Shattered glass lies on the floor Careful where you cast judgment It could be thrown at your door

Me
PLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 FOLLOW GOD OR JESUS COZ THERE BOTH IMPODENT FREAKS THAY HAVE NO POWER IF THAY DID MY PRAYERS WOULDVE BEEN ANSWERED WITCH THAY DIDNT SO I SAY FUCK YOU GOD & JESUS IF I LEFT FUBAR FACEBOOK & YIM I THINK I WOULD NOT B MISSED COZ NO ONE TALKS 2 ME I JUST WISHED THAT PPL WOULD ACTIVELY SEEK ME OUT ON FU BUT NOPE NO JOY THERE SEEMS LIKE IM A LOOSER HERE 2 IF ANY ONE DISAGREES WITH ME HIT MY INBOX WITH THE REASONS Y THAY WOULD MISS ME. PLEASE PEOPLE SEEK ME OUT PLEASE NO ONE CARES THATS RIGHT NO DONES 4 A LOOSER DAMN ITS JUST LIKE HIGH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN ONCE A LOOSER ALWAYS A LOOSER *SIGHS*

Sometimes, I Need You To Take It From Me.
Sometimes, I need you to take it from me. When I am stuck in my own head and unable to see over my walls. I need you to take it. I need to you hush me with your mouth, your hand, your cock. I need you to shush the nay saying voices in my head. I might even.. although you didn't hear this from me... need you to fuck the brattiness right out of me. When I am feeling unlovable, I need you to remind me how very lovable I am and take it from me. A firm hand in my hair. Your hard cock inside me. Your eyes on mine. And fuck me until I am lovable. When I am feeling down and out, I need you to remind me of all I have to be thankful for. Your lips on mine.... usually does the trick. Words murmured against pressed lips, heated passion... take it from me. When life is too busy and I am swamped and I have too much to do. I need you to take the time to make me take the time to take it from me. I need you to take those precious moments of loving caresses, heated moments, and comfortable presence

Friends
When in search for the perfect match in your life,its very difficult.But when ones found and everything seems to be going good,then it seems to take place the lack of communication which leads to hurt feelings with a question hanging in your head.Communications is very important in any type of relationship,if you don't have it then you get misled and that resorts back to your feelings once again.and that will also put a trust issue in question.so the point is with good communications,people can really get confused and have hurt feeling.And my belief that is the foundation for any kind of relationship,You have to have.So if all possible talk it over and get your understandings,mutual and be happy.The main thing is openness and honesty.In order for you both to be mutually happy. Friends are forever,Friends dont pick on each others weakness,to tear them down,you look at thier weakness and try to make each other stronger.Thats a true friend. I am wanting to explain some non sense.I had a l

Destruction And Deviance
Current situations have persuaded me to actually sit here once again and put together my thoughts on a blog.. Run for your life.. No names will be mentioned, that's petty and immature, not to mention slanderous and against the law.First subject at hand... "HATERS"... Seriously?!?! What is going on in your feeble little minds other than yourself? Why hate on others ? You could be the same way that others are if you'd literally remove your head from your sphincter.. If one wants to achieve anything in life, it's not just handed to them, the ones that are handed things on a silver platter, I pity you, there is nothing in life for free. one must work to achieve anything in their lives.. No that doesn't mean manipulating and using people, don't even get that concept in your head, that's morally and inconsiderate.. Some people strive to make that their life goal.. Manipulation isn't the best thing to use against people.. Now back to the subject at hand.... HATERS!! Why do you do this? Your l

10 Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am an outstanding cook. 2) I tend to read at least one book per week 3) I have been arrested, detained or questioned 6 times in 3 different countries. 4) My sister is the coolest F'in chick in the world. 5) My parents live in China. 6) I have unusually large parts of my body that do not match my actual size (My two big toes - HUGE!) 7) In the ten professional years I have worked, I have made almost 200k in a year, and as little as 2k... The 2k year was my favorite. 8) My favorite quote of all time is from a really dumb movie: Van Wilder: "Don't take life too seriously, you'll never make it out alive." My next is

Life's Lessons
DIVORCE: Fault and No-Fault Divorce is the ending of a marriage ordered by a court. In Virginia. No-Fault grounds for divorce: No-Fault: (1) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 1 year; or (2) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 6 months if there are no minor children and the spouses have entered into a separation agreement. [Code of Virginia; Title 20, Section 20-91]. Back to Top Grounds: Fault Divorce There are three principal players involved in your marriage that will also be involved in your divorce: you, your spouse, and the Commonwealth. You cannot simply break up, saddle your charger, and ride off into the sunset. Among other legal considerations, you have to give the Commonwealth an acceptable reason why you should be allowed to break up. The reason is known as the ground for your divorce. Over the years each state has enacted legislation that governs acceptable grounds. Grounds

Some Of My Writings
I SIT HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT THINKING OF YOU AND WISHING HOW I HAD YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. YOU LEFT JUST CAUSE I MADE A MISTAKE AND SAID SOMETHING THAT WAS TOOKEN THE WRONG WAY TO SOMEONE ELSE. INSTEAD OF BE UNDERSTANDING AND LET YOU COOL DOWN I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING TO GET YOU TO TALK TO ME SO WE COULD WORK IT OUT BUT NOW YOUR GONE AND MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS. I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOR WILL I WALK AWAY OR GIVE UP ON ONE DAY US TALKING AND WORKING THINGS OUT. BUT UNTILL THE DAY COMES I WILL BE SITTING IN THE DARKNESS WIHT THE MEMOREIS OF HOW HAPPY WE WAS GOING THREW MY HEAD AND THE TEARS OF BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. I STILL CAN FEEL YOUR SOFT LIPS WHEN I WOULD KISS YOU AND FEEL YOUR LIGHT TOUCH ACCROSS MY ARMS AND BACK TELLING ME IT WILL BE OK . I STILL HEAR THAT HEAVENLY VOICE IN MY EAR WHISPING I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I WOULD FALL APART IF I LOST YOU. BUT AS I LOOK AROUND YOUR NOT THERE SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ALL I KNOW I WI

More Stories Etc
She stared in the mirror for the longest time. Tilting her face from side to side, hoping for some recognition, but it was slow in coming. Her hair fell, as it always did, around her shoulders. Her lips were still full and a held smile that opposed how she felt was on them. Her slender nose which had a tendency to wrinkle when she talked, her cheekbones which always looked as if she had applied the right amount of blush, even when she wore none. These were all the same… Her eyes… It was something with her eyes that were different, she realized. They were the same hazel color that seemed to change depending on what she wore. It was more than that though. More than the color, it was the depth. Her eyes betrayed her and told of a world beyond them. One that was just out of her reach. Watching her from the shadows, there was a smirk upon his lips. He could see the confusion in her expression and instead of concern, he was pleased. The work he had put into this was too much. Th

10 Years Gone...
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now I just need you now Ooo, baby, I n

Rants, Rants, And More Rants.
Lying on the floor she weeps, her soul cries for help once more. Nobody can hear her; she lies there all tattered and torn. Staring into the darkness, always wondering what’s in store. Thinking of him her heart cries with pain and forlorn. Who will save her from the devil’s henchmen? She cries out in agony, still no one even pays attention. The breath of life escapes from her body like fire. Her soul grows weaker, her body continually grows tired. Who will save her? Help her escape this dreaded pain. She looks to him even though her heart thought it wouldn’t love again. He stands before her, hands stretched and inviting. With hesitance she looks, no longer does she feel like fighting. She reaches up and grabs that outreached hand. Still really weak, he helps her to stand. The smile in his eyes comforts her only slightly. Once again she can feel her heart beat lightly. Who are you? She wonders to herself with fear. He places his hand upon her cheek and

Adventures In Date Land
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring. My friend says I need to stop imagining what it feels like to be Pumkin ("What's the chance he will be really devastated?") and just tell him it's not going to work out. So, yeah, another Saturday, a week or two later, we're supposed to meet again.

Just Me
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness"

Fu Rants
Xx Maja xX Triv...: IF YOU EVER THINK YOU HAVE BEEN POSSESSED BY VETIS: # Do NOT, no matter what, give into his offerings or demands, no matter how tempting they may be. Most attempts to rid yourself of Vetis results in damage or possibly even death. # IF YOU WANT TO REMOVE VETIS FROM YOUR BODY YOU MUST NOT SPEAK WITH HIM. Continous speaking and bonding with Vetis will cause you to fall deeper into his grip. He tries everything he can to tempt you to the point of either suicide or homicide

Molly
I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes. "

Via Fubar
i would like to thank misfit for sharing and using her ability points on a friend of mine. my friends list, consists of roughly 70ish ppl. and she was the only one who stepped up to help out a girl she doesn't even know. that is Quality right there! THANK YOU Misfit, i appreciate you! x0 ♥ C.

Oblivion
There was no one around but myself; I heard my thoughts as if it was telling me a story…that’s when I knew I was alone. It was an odd day; there was hardly any sound but occasional chirps of birds and an occasional giggle from a neighborhood kid, but other then that for the first time there was silence. I felt the warm sun against my skin, the prickly grass between my toes and the shy breeze that lightly blew through my hair. This was the last time I’d be here, I thought to myself. The last time I’d stand in this grass and look out into this street, this house was no longer ours. My thoughts rapidly raced through my mind as if I was watching a movie in fast-forward, it’s been three months since I’ve seen my Oma, three whole months since she’s been gone.

Wanna Be My Man????? Applications Here
So there are people out there who actually wanna get with me. Well I am picky bitch and dont know if you are will meet the requirements but if u still think u wanna get with this here it goes: Requirements: Must be a real man Between 5'-10 - 6'-4" in height Must weigh between 175-280 Must have a penis length of at least

I Am Not A Slut...
Me and my husband met a couple in a local bar, started up conversation and played a few games of pool. It turned out to be girls against guys; my husband was pretty good in pool and so was I; with a few drinks in me. Paul and Cathy were pretty good also, I kept noticing Cathy's butt in those tight jeans of hers. Then again, Paul's 501's were tight in all the right places and made me drool to see the way these jeans managed to make his "package", look very inviting. Cathy seemed to like the way my husband looked, but his attitude towards new people was all wrong. I was hoping he wouldn't ruin my chance with this couple. The night took off well and I asked these two to our room in our motel to finish with cocktails and good conversation. Before we left the bar, however, both Cathy and I went to the little girls room to make sure we still looked presentable enough for our guys. While at the sink, I looked at Cathy in the mirror and asked, "are these drinks getting you as horny as they

Ranking
This Wednesday will be my last day for trying for daily and weekly ranking. I'm retiring from the ranking world. I have met all my goals with ranking, achieving #1 Lifetime and obtaining 10 million rates, and I no longer find ranking fun. I am stepping down to let others achieve the top spot. I'll still run bling, but when I want to. I want to thank everyone who have been so kind to me and helped me along the way, you're the reason I met my goals, plain and simple, and I am very grateful to you. With the end of my ranking career, I'll leave a bit of advice to anyone looking to get into the ranking game. Treat people how you want to be treated. The color of your name NEVER makes you better than anyone else. Never forget how it was before you started running bling, when no one would rate you and it made you happy that someone actually visited your page and try to always do the same for others on this site. Always make time to chat with someone who is looking for a k

Metalhead4ever's Thoughts
once a long time ago there was this dude walking and he was just like just kind of humming to him self whem he stumbles on someone singing so he thought well im just look a little an see who it is , so this rather sharp looking dude walks up slowly and peeks around the corner of a really big rock just as he does this female yells behind him and says

Things I Hate..
Things I hate that happen on fubar. -When guys know I'm taken and still try to creep on me. (If you're a good friend and you're joking it's fine) -When guys say I wish you were single.. Even if I were doesn't mean I'd date you. I know nothing about you and you know nothing about me. -When guys say you're pretty you could post pictures other than your face... I know I could. I choose not to. -When people get pissed off becasue I reject them and call me slut,bitch,whore,ect and then block me. -When guys say you don't need hair dye and piercings to be pretty... -When guys call me pet names (such as baby)

My Panthers
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A COACH...RECRUIT YOUR TEAM MEMBERS THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR TEAM NAME, MASCOT, AND COLORS. ONCE I HAVE CONFIRMED, EACH MEMBER OF YOUR TEAM MUST SEND THE ENTRY FEE! STARTING GAME DATE SUBJECT TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON THE OUTCOME OF TEAMS JOINING!IF SOMEONE ON YOUR TEAM IS BLOCKED FROM MY PAGE I WILL UNBLOCK THEM FOR THEN EVENT!

My Big "o" Moments
Orgasms! Lately, i've been having your usual orgasms but i haven't experienced the type of orgasm where "my legs are quivering and whoever is fucking me or eating me out beg them to stop" type of orgasm! lol almost like in the videos! it really makes me wonder and wish what it feels like to orgasm sooooo fucking good that you are actually begging the person to stop! If i EVER find a man

Well I Did It!!
The last 9 weeks or so I have had an issue with my Army pay so am not able to buy as much bling as I used to. I am seeing now that with some it was all about the bling and what I "owe" them. Well i have a simple solution for that. I will NOT sell anymore bling to those that are NOT Family!!! I don't really give a flying fuck if you are green or wanna be green. I dont care how popular you are on here. Wake up its a community computer site and if you are so worried about the "Highschool" popularity thing then you need to do 1 of 2 things: either get a fucking life OR seek psychlogical help! Step back and look in the mirror and see what you are becomming. If you still dont see a problem then I have the number of a Nationwide service that provides help for people who have lost touch with reality!!! I have fun here and like to level too, There are times when I have asked for things , but I pay back usually 2 or 3 times over. I love on my Family and they are 1st and formost to me. Money isnt

Bling/credits = Friendship?
I came to this place as a little escape from reality and to meet some new friends and have some fun. I know that Fu is a game and its here to make money but why can't the people seperate that from the true friends and people they meet here. Am I less of a friend if I don't buy you bling, credit packs, pimp you out etc? Once you establish a friendship is that friendship defined here soley by how much money you spend on a friend? Why must the only time anyone pays attention to you is when you are buying them bling and credits? I have met some people here that I consider to be every bit of a real friend as the ones I physically interact with on a daily basis. I guess when money and attention are involved I am simply expecting too much out of people. Recently limited my spending here and wow you know who your real friends are when you have no credits left. :) When you are rolling in credits everyone wants to be your friend and is always so thankful for what you can provide them.

Yayyy Me! Lol
Today marks the 50th day with no hard core drugs! Still smoke weed.. && a few of my friends won't even hang out with me anymore because now they are all high && mighty.. && a lot of the other "friends" i had are no longer around cause they don't want to stop using.. to eaches own.. i am much happier now that i am off that shit! I feel good... but not great yet.. i heard it can take up to a year to feel completely normal again.. so once again 50 DAYS ..longest i have been clean for a very long time! If anyone else is struggling with substanbce abuse && want to quit && need someone to talk to .. hit me up! I know how hard it can be.. someone gave me a chance.. && i would lke to

Fubar Updates
Hello fuWorld Today is a momentus day for the fuWorld! We have removed the 10% point share between fumarried couples. As our bonuses have gone way up, there are many who have made a game out of fuMarriage. fuMarriage started long ago and was for two fuLovers who wanted to join together in HOLY fuMatromony. Over the years, fuMarriages have been manipulated for nothing more than greed for more points and ranking. After consulting with the big man upstairs, BabyJesus and I had an ephiphany that we can only assume was the man upstairs channeling through us. He told us to restore the sanctity of fuMarriage for those starry eyed lovers who want to be united in an ever lasting fuMarriage.

A Glimpse Of Madness, Version 2.0
So, I was going through some of my papers and found copies of several documents I was sent while I was in the U.S. Army. Looking back, I realize how amusing it is AND how stupid I was! So, of course? I decided to post it.

Lesson Learned?
A lesson to be read,acknowledged,and remembered Live By: Life is not a puzzle or riddle to be solved,just a mystery to be lived.Live out your imagination,instead of out of your memory...for everyone who lives dies,but not everyone who dies has lived.Be hated for who you are,instead of being loved for someone you're not.Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt...Everyone deserves that chance...after all....they are only askin for what you were granted by your friends,your family,and those who are closest to you.Look where all that started from...a chance,an opportunity,a risk that they were gonna be worth it.For those that do you wrong,the ones that lie,the ones who attempt to sway or use you...see them as someone who didn't get the right chance at the time in their life when they needed it most and decided to give up...now imagine if they had always had that chance.No one likes to be thought of as a fool...no one wants to be made an idiot of...no one cares to be taken advantage of

The Chronicles Of Kindness
Ya may have heard me say, but my company xmas party was this past Sat night. They had a makeshift casino, and for every 1000 dollars in chips you could redeem for a voucher to be entered into the prize drawing basket at the end of the night. Each employee already had one in by default. I took a bit of a hit at craps, so switched over to blackjack, and started mopping up. As my winnings got up, I did manage to redeem one voucher. But as time drew on I accumilated quite a stockpile of chips, to which when I decided I best offload some more winnings, I found out the table was out of vouchers. :( So I shrugged it of and kept playin just for fun. One of the corporate managers came past and commented on my towering payload, and I informed him of my ordeal, to which he scowled "aw man thats bs, hang on". He went and got the contracts girl that was sort of the organizer of the party, and she managed to pull 2 more from the craps table so I could redeem at least some of my chips. That gave

Backlog
Well, here it is, September 21st... 69 days post-op and I saw the surgeon today... had a complete physical including an MRI and (drum roll please) I have been released by the surgery clinic... Free at last, free at last, Thank God Almighty, I'm free at last... (thank you Dr. King for the perfect opening quote.) The surgeon told me they had never released a patient prior to 90 days post-op and those few were all much younger than me and had much less extensive surgery than I did.

Health Update 9/16/2011
Hi , Just wanted to let you know what is going on.. Mom and I just got back from seeing my ( hematologist) , The results from the test that the (heart doc ) showed that I did have a "mild heart attack " back in Sept. The test showed small amt of damage to the right side of the heart . They think that what happened is a piece of one of the clots broke off and hit the right side of my heart and this is what caused it. They could not see any blockage or anything so they think that my body just pushed it through and my "heart said " you aren't going anywhere yet.. So no need for any type of procedure at this time. They are going to continue to treat me with ( carvedilol) which is a heart beta blocker .. What ever that is ..LOL.. So that is the latest . I go back and see the (heart doc)on Nov.4th. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers .. Love you all . Tom G`evening To All ... Okay Here Goes ... Will Put It Out The Way My Cardiologists Explained It To Me And My Mon... Okay So After

Soap Box
My beautiful Mum joined the angels in heaven on Valentine's Day 2013. My sister Neeky had called me to let me know Mum was having a wound cleaned and dressed and it required surgery. I tried not to panic as it was just small surgery and she would be coming home within a day or two.

Short Story
As the sun glistened though the window blinds it fell softly on her face. She stirred a little from the soft warmth on her cheeks. She looks so precious when she sleeps. Last night was one of the best nights we had together. We took our relationship to a new level, one that even I have never experienced. Feeling her unleash herself to me, giving me all of her, was the most erotic feeling. She presented herself to me so graciously that I almost didnt recognize the woman before me. And as she lays here next to me, all I can think about is this great gift she gave me, and a smile appears on my face.

~stories~
Ali opened her eyes, the pine smell was greeted with the warmth of the cabin. A loud thud audible through the fog of her grogginess. She sat up and looked around, the sun’s rays beamed through the cabin through it’s moderate number of windows. She stood, still in nude and searched around; Tim no where to be found in cabin. She walked to leave the fire but the impending chill greeted her, stopping her from advancing. She searched the floor behind her to see one of the throws they used the night prior, she cloaked herself and left the warmth circumference of the fireplace. Heading past the table, and to the area that looked to be the kitchen counter. Another loud thud outside drew her attention, she walked to window and peered outside, and saw Tim. Fully dressed, jeans, flannel shirt, jean jacket, chopping wood with a hatchet. She smiled warmly, turning to sink, she drew water and began to make coffee. ***********************************************************************

Fubar
The long road to Godfather has come to an end. Today about 115pm futime I made the rank of Godfather. I could not have done this without the help of many of my fellow fubarians. Thank you all for your help. Side note thank you to all my great friends on here who make coming to fubar a joy and know I'm here for you just as you are me. Its true I havent been around much lately, got real life to worry about. Maybe one day I will be able t spend more time here, but for now I'm happy in my real life and am doing what I can to make it the best it can be The long road to Oracle is finally over. I could not have done it without a lot of help.

The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly
"True friends stab you in the front" ~Oscar Wilde I am opening this blog with that quote, which is one of my favorites for a reason. Those we call friends can sometimes disappoint more than those we once considered enemies. The ones that we didn't get along with for one reason or another suddenly become closer than those who always appeared to be nice, sweet friends who "like to help others." I am blessed to call some women on here friends now that were once on the opposite side of that line. They were never quiet about their feelings about me, nor was I about them. The catalyst always came down to a guy (go figure). It was always out in the open though. Never was a word said that the other wasn't aware of. That is the reason that these women are so much respected by me. It's the ones who smile in your face as they stab you in the back that bother me. Fubar is like a small town, and everyone knows everyone else's business, or at least pretends to know, and states is as fact with

College Daughter
Junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run scored on Wednesday in leading UTSA to a three-game SLC season-opening sweep at Texas A&M-Corpus Christi. CORPUS CHRISTI — Sophomore Danyé Holmes tossed five scoreless innings for her fourth straight win and junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run, as UTSA completed a Southland Conference series sweep of Texas A&M-Corpus Christi with a 6-1 victory on Wednesday at Chapman Field. The Roadrunners improved to 8-7 overall with the sweep, marking the third 3-0 league start in the last six seasons and the first since 2006. The Islanders fell to 7-11 and 0-3. A day after tossing a complete-game shutout in the series opener, Holmes struck out three and carried a no-hitter into the fifth inning in running her record to 4-2 on the season. The Sugar Land native allowed the lone hit, a single by Sandy Schumann with one out in the fifth, and one walk in extending her scoreless innings streak to 19 and 2/3. Sitka had two of UTSA’s thre

The Mystery Underground Blog
One of our own needs our love. My best friend on Fubar has been diagnosed with cancer. Please show her some attention in this time of need! evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar From June 1-30, The Mystery Underground (http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78398) will be giving one lucky NEW member a G-d mode. To enter, you MUST be a NEW member of the lounge and be back at least five times as a participating member of the lounge and check in with myself or Ultimate Sin. Winner will be chosen by the staff on July 1.

Updates
SINCE I'M TRYIN TO LEVEL UP..I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP.WHEN YOU BECOME A FAN,THEN COMMENT MY PICS & MY PROFILE PAGE,..bling! bling! bling me please!! YOU'LL BECOME PART OF MY FAMILY!ONLY MY FAMILY WILL HAVE ACCESS TO SOME OF MY COOLEST PICS! I added some new ones and a couple of really sweet pics too! Y'ALL ALSO WILL GET A SPECIAL GIFT FROM LIL 'OL MOI,PICKED OUT JUST FOR YOU!AND I RTF WITH RATES AND COMMENTS TOO. SO, DON'T FORGET TO BECOME A FAN,MAKE THOSE COMMENTS AND RATES FOR MY PICS!!BLING ME OR VIP OR GIFTS IF YOU ARE A TRUE FAN/FAMILY!LOL Y'ALL HELP A SOUTHERN GAL OUT & HOLLA BACK NOW, YA HEAR? HEY Y'ALL!WHAT'S UP? SINCE I'M TRYIN TO LEVEL UP..I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP.WHEN YOU BECOME A FAN,THEN COMMENT MY PICS & MY PROFILE PAGE,..bling! bling! bling me please!! YOU'LL BECOME PART OF MY FAMILY!TRUST ME! IT'S SOOO WORTH IT! ONLY MY FANS & FAMILY WILL HAVE ACCESS TO SOME OF MY COOLEST PICS! I added some new ones and a couple of really sweet pics too! Y'ALL ALSO

Stories
Waves of pleasurewash over us.You grind your wet pussy against my mouth.I lap up your juices, as you grab at your tits,pinching and pulling on your hard, erect nipples.You pull me up to youand we kiss,You love the taste of your pussyon my mouth.You spread your legs widerbeneath me.My cock rests against your throbbing wetness.You move your hips, rubbing my cock in your slit.your hand around my cock,guiding into your pussy.Slowly sliding it in,you raise up against me.Pussy muscles grabbing my cock,seemingly pulling my hardness inside.My cock makes wet sucking noises,as I thrust harder.Our bodies slap together, as you grind your clit against me.You reach down and push my balls into your wetness.I take your nipple into my mouth,pulling on it with my lips.My hips are jerking and my cum floods you.Your pussy convulses around my cock,milking it.I collapse on top of you, burying my face in your tits.My cock soaking in your pussysqueezing and releasing. Her

Dad At Mall!!
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenage boy sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.' I got this out of my aol mail funny shit.

Hot Stuff
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can

Happy Birthday Celticrose!!
All together now ............. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Linda! ... happy birthday to you!! ...... Have a wonderful day!! Please stop by her page and shower her with birthday love, she does so much for other people .... !! Heres her profile link :-) Celticrose ~ The Pegasus Project ~ I have Godmothered!No blank friend request accepted@ fubar This blog/ bully was brought to you by ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution@ fubar

*read-important*
"Men treat women like gas stations, they pump & dump Damnit ladies don't you think it's about time we make them prepay before they pump??" I read this status and had to laugh because any respectable woman would NEVER have this has their status...for several reasons. For one it tells the guys around you that you are a WHORE. You sleep with men before you know them and are pretty much nothing but a sperm dumpter. Two most women wait until they have known a man awhile to even think about getting in the sack with them. Prepay???? umm don't you mean marriage? Dating? Being engaged?? You wouldn't have to worry about being a sperm dumpster if you were following the code of being a human and knowing someones last name before you laid on your back. Your prepay would be dating or commited and after that it would no longer be considered prepaying right??? If you feel used then maybe you should close your legs because most respectable women don't feel used or "pumped and dumped" we keep a man aro

Santafu Contest
Accepting day 4 of Santafu Conest entries til 7pm Fubar time...(Standard Pacific Time) 4 photos left to title. Carol #1, #3 and #7 have been TITLED. Here are the 4 photos left to be titled CAROL #2 CAROL #4 CAROL #5 CAROL #6 ================================================================================================== DAY 1 WINNER: Carol #3 "Knight St. Nick" winner of Santafu contest day 1 What the Duck? Loves Joshua!@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 2 WINNER: CAROL #7 HORNEY SANTA WINNER of santafu contest day 2. TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 3 WINNER: CAROL #1 :BOINKED BY RUDOLF WINNER of day 3

Sponcer Me 4 My Fuversary
***Attention ya'll smexi fu's*** My Fuversary Is January 10th!!Time Sure does Fly by!! Want 2 be the Lucky one to Sponcer me for my 1 year Fuversary?I have met some pretty amazing ppl on here! Wonder Woman Is Auctioning Me Of !How fricken awesome is that? I'm one lucky Fu! Now its your turn to be Lucky! Get your bids On boyz!!!Lets see what ya got in ya! I'm offering lots of things! & will be adding more as the bids Go up!The higher the bids the more LOVINZ u get!You wont regret it! I promise you that!;)Spoil Me!:DIt is my fuversary:Dyay! Just click On this Pic below And start your bidding!Dont forget To rate them plz! ***Make Sure You F/R/A My Hostess! And show Her Lots of Love & Respect!!***She deserves It!!!*** Wonder_Woman Owned by Rapsnap@ fubar This Smexi Bully was Brought to you By The One & Only.................. ♡Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy♡Fubars 19th Oracle*@ fubar

Alone
Just a child her self she discovered she was cursed with me. Praying every night for the man that would help her become free. No where to turn to no one she could trust she fell for a lie. He told her he loved her all the while wishing I would die. Night after night he would come home drunk and attempt to take my life. But my mommy was strong and she fought for my life. So here I stand the man he could not destroy. Still scared to death still that same little boy. The one she fought so hard for the very one who shares her pain.

The Sailors Prayer
A Sailor's Prayer Dear God, Watch over her for me, that she may safely guarded be. Help her each lonely hour to bear, as I would lord if I was there. When she is sleeping watch her then, that fear may not her dreams offend, Be ever near her though the day, let non, but goodness come her way. Sweet faithful girl who waits for me, beyond the wide as spacious sea. Be merciful, O God, I pray, take care of her while I'm away.

Obama=tupac
What do I mean by this? Simply any time I've had a discussion about Tupac Shakur or Barack Obama it's turned into a pissing match. Even in death Tupac is controversial, I'm sure that would give him great delight to know that. This is what I've noticed; If you're white and you say Obama sucks! you're labeled a racist. Funny thing thing is I said John Kerry sucked 4 yrs ago. I guess then I was just a "moron Bush supporter". Oh yes the name calling abounds when speaking of 'W' but GOD or Allah or whomever FORBID you say anything about the second coming, the messiah himself. He's been in the U.S. Senate for 4 yrs and two of them were running for President. Yet people are soooo defensive. Maybe for good reason. Maybe because they're afraid he will be exposed. Either way folks, we're going to find out. So, to all the Obama supporters; START COMING UP WITH EXCUSES NOW!! Go ahead make them up RIGHT NOW! I WILL continue to speak my mind. I had to hear from you idiots for a good

Death Of A Champion
Derrick Thomas in Hall of Fame Doug Tucker, Associated Press KANSAS CITY, Mo. (AP) — When Air Force jets roared over Arrowhead Stadium in patriotic pregame ceremonies, it used to mean big trouble for visiting quarterbacks. Derrick Thomas, the son of a pilot lost in Vietnam during Operation Linebacker II, always seemed quicker, bolder and even more punishing on those days. That's when Kansas City's great pass-rushing linebacker would summon every ounce of his talent. Those skills carried Thomas, who died in 2000, into the Pro Football Hall of Fame on Saturday. "I always think of my dad when I see the military planes," the 6-foot-3, 245-pounder once said. "It makes me feel sad that I had to grow up without him. But I guess it also gets my adrenaline going. I dedicate the game to him, and I want to do my best for him." The first time Chiefs fans witnessed this phenomenon was on Veterans Day 1990. An unstoppable Thomas got his hands on Seattle's Dave Krieg nine times that

Cold
I HAVE TO START BY SAYING I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST ....I AM WRITING THIS BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU AND CAAN'T MAKE SENSE OF IT, YOU BASED YOUR DECISION ON A VERRY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THAT WE WERE TOGETHER AND AND A PROBLEM THAT IWAS FIXING...HOW CAN I BE JUS LIKE YOUR X WHEN I DIDN GET THE LUXURY TO ACTUALLY BE WITH YOU TO LIVE WITH YOU ..WE SPENT A SHORT TIME TOGETHER NOT EVEN REALLY ENOUGH TIME TO PASS JUDGMENT ON SOMEONE AND NOT EVEN GIVEN A CHANCE TO PROVE THEMSELVES YA IT WAS ONLY A FEW DAYS THAT YOU SAW IT BEFORE JUS BREAKING YOUR PROMISE AND TURNIN YOUR BACK ON ME..THISN ISN ME TRYIN TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP EITHER THIS IS ME DESPERATELY TRYING TO ET YOU TO SEE..TO SEE THAT I HAVE MADE CHANES AND YA I'M NOT PERFECT AND I DO SLIP ..BUT GUESS WHAT ,NEITHER ARE YOU AND YOU DO SLIP TOO..NO FUCKIN ONE IS PERFECT ,I DUN GIVE A FUCK WHO YA ARE ...I'M A PERSON AND I HAVE FEELINGS TOO YA KNOW... I KNOW THERE'S MORE TO US THAN THIS ...THE WAY YOU KISSED ME AT THE BUS STATION,T

Tag You're It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? yep 3. Your hair? brownish 4. Your mother? painfull 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? scotch 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? indi 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? florida 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? chocchip 17. One of your wish list items? wealth 18. Where you grew up? adelaide 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? shorts 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? stressful 25. Your mood

Women
Why do women cheat when they have it all? For that matter, why does any! cheat when they have it all?? Why do some guys have all the luck??? why do some guys get the attached women?? Why do some guys only get girls when they are with some 1?? why is it when they are single no1 wants to even hang out..........

Admirers
Rules for picking who to admire from a guy's point of view. First off this is strictly satirical so please don't take offense ladies. 1 - Any pic that doesn't have you in it = auto skip. Probably goes without saying but this is Fubar... 2 - If there are 2 or more people in your pic chances are we'll skip it unless they are both hot. 3 - If you are kissing another guy in your pic that is almost always a skip because we don't know if it's a brother or not. 4 - If you are kissing another girl on the other hand, that's almost always an admire. 5 - If you are surrounded by kids it's most likely a skip because we don't know whether you're a teacher or have extra baggage. 6 - The amount of clothing you are wearing is directly proportionate to the likely hood of us admiring you. Even a not so hot female can look hot wearing barely any clothing. 7 - If your pic is taken from any viewpoint that your face cannot be clearly seen (far zoom, blurry, from the back, sky view, e

My Auction
It is a true shame that there are such rigid GENRE definitions in popular music today! You've got POP, ROCK, COUNTRY, R&B, AAA and HIP HOP. This may be fine for most musicians, but there is a very unfair gap in music the way it is. ROCK music is split into two formats MODERN ROCK and ACTIVE ROCK, both of which do not accept SOUTHERN or COUNTRY-LEANING music at all. Then there's COUNTRY. COUNTRY is a market controlled by NASHVILLE'S inner-workings. Video outlets such as CMT and GAC have created 'back of the bus' programming like "Wide Open Country" and "Edge of Country" to relieve the pressure created by the growing movement of outsiders in the field, but it's not a fair representation of the broad scope of these underdogs. Radio stations have created late-night and weekend specialty programming to play these artists as well, but again, this is just placating these tremendous artists. These artists are multiplying in number year by year and this brings us to our cause:WE W

Good Friend
I was coming home the other night from work. And got a phone call that would change my life from a friend of mine, who had some bad news. I, being in shock from what they just told me, proceeded to them that they was crazy. That the person they was talking about was at my house right now . So when I turn the corner to my house, his truck was not in the drive way as usual. So I got worried about it and I went in to see if he had at least come by , when I enter the house there was no sign that he had been there at all. I then walked in to the kitchen and my phone rang again it was the person that called me earlier. They confirmed that it was true. I turn around and seen a bottle of rum on the bar I took it into my hand and riped the top off of it. When I turn up the bottle before I knew it half of it was gone, by then I got back on the phone and we finished talking . Right after that, I got the off phone with them and then another friend called. She was crying and told me it was all tr

Freakin Tag!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i NEVER do these things 2. i smoke waaaaay too much 3. i'm a complete smartass 4. my friends mean the world to me.some are closer than family 5. i have to stop myself from strangling people on the highway daily 6. i swear too much 7. i'm completely addicted to tattoos 8. i feel bad when i run over squirrels 9. i think my dog is gay 10. i find dike looking goth girls sexy (don't ask me why)

Join The Newest Lounge On Fubar
hey'' whats up i guess i can say that am kinda new,not to many people come by.anymore.i am LOOKING FOR STAFF DJ'S AND ANYKIND OF HELP POSSABLE.IF INTERESTED SHOUT AT ME K OWNER DRAGON'S LAIR imikimi - Customize Your World! Hell-o my name is david .,some of you may know me some may not.i am the owner of 2 lounges,southern comfort and dragon's lair.well what s this for.reasons well to have fun. make new friends. and build the biggest dream on fubar that you can immagen so do us all a favor!come by dragon's lair tell me what you think .it's a free fubar. join today get shit face when arrive lol help is needed for all perposes C-YAH THERE

My Birthday...my Friends...
today's my bday!! i was so surprised when i signed in this mornin and had so many messages and gifts n things...yall are amazing....i'm def. startin my bday feelin loved...thank yall so much!!

Tag-- Your It
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am divorced. 2. got 3 boys they are almost grown 3. I date younger guys since my divorce 4. I am a scorpio 5. The places ive only traveled was California. Ky, Indiana, Michigan, Mexico 6. I have 3 sisters and 3 nieces and 3 nephews 7. I have a 1996 thunderbird 8. My favorite color is Purple 9. I like doing scrapbooking 10. I have meet some nice people on here that I can say are my true friends I tag Mary, Kim, Angela, Barney , Jayde

Dreams
a boy sits alone in the corner with his back to me, holding his head in his hands, body shaking uncontrollably. i think hes crying. there's blood pooled on the floor, sprayed in grotesque fury across the walls, and droplets coming down from the rafters in this cold dark room. i watch him intently, not knowing what to do or say. he reaches for something in the dark, groping with fumbling hands across the cement floor and i can hear skin scraping concrete. he twists his body slowly and i feel my insides turn as i see that his left eye is dangling out of the socket... held only by a thick veiny rope. my back arches as i imagine his pain and recall those dark lonely days of being locked within my head. as he reaches out for something laying in the corner, i hear drops like rain hitting the growing puddle around this child and i realize its flowing from his wrists. my heart stops for a moment as i feel the burn of acid in my throat and the fire in my eyes wells up as i struggle to break wha

We Are Phucked
My daughter was supposed to go to a choir concert yesterday for her school. It was from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m. She would only sing once and have to stay for the entire thing. She is a straight A student so,when she asked if she could get out of it I said yes. She stayed the night at a friends house last night and apparently went shopping this morning. I get a phone call... Her...Omg,Mr ChoirTeacher is here! What am I going to do?!? Me...Ummm,go through the check out? Her..No,no,no!!! I was supposed to be at the concert! Me...It's ok,I will take care of it tomorrow. Her...Ok...click I walk downstairs and my cell is going off...Text from her... 1st text...Omg! We are so phucked!! 2nd test...Nevermind,he left. She will be baking cookies at her friends house lol

Nasa Sts-119 Latest News
Wed, 11 Mar 2009 09:10:03 AM PDT Space shuttle Discovery's external tank is being filled with more than 500,000 gallons of liquid hydrogen and liquid oxygen. The three-hour operation began at 11:56 a.m. EDT. There still is a 95 percent chance that weather will not affect the 9:20 p.m. launch of STS-119. The forecast also is favorable at the Kennedy Space Center Shuttle Landing Facility, Edwards Air Force Base in California and all three overseas Transatlantic sites, should an abort landing be necessary. Thu, 12 Mar 2009 01:02:05 PM PDT Today's scheduled 4 p.m. EDT status meeting to discuss yesterday's scrub of space shuttle Discovery was cancelled. Based on all of the work done over the last 24 hours, teams believe they have sufficient understanding of the hydrogen leak to continue toward a Sunday launch at 7:43 p.m. A Launch Day minus one (L-1) Mission Management Team meeting has been scheduled for Saturday at 1 p.m. Wed, 11 Mar 2009 11:48:47 AM PDT The STS-11

Dwelling
Writing, helps, when I’m down Words flow while wearing a frown A muse in misery, I guess I’ve found Don’t confuse me, for some emo punk, thinking I’m the only one Who can feel, We all do, those of us , who are real I mean something’s got to get you down, Otherwise nothing can lift you up Like a bass line that sets in just right Kick drum beat heavy and tight Anything, that travels up your spine, Standing your hair on end A singer wailing, like on it their life did depend A bolt flashing illuminating the sky The feeling I get when I look in her eyes That’s where I need to dwell that’s where I belong

A Dream From Afar
On the breath of the wind, From the grip of the stars, You flew into my life Like a dream from afar In the depths of my darkness, Your heart bled fluid light A gentle voice reached out And held me all through the night My soul has been warmed By the fire in your eyes In my dreams we are one And our love never dies I never thought I'd find a heart So beautiful and true I never knew a dream so sweet Until that dream was you.

Misc
Hey all my wonderful friends I am making animations and pics if interested. I will do it for offers. I am trying to get up fubucks to pay for VIP or Auto 11's and Bombs. If you would like one PM me and let me know. Send me the pics you would like to use with a brief description of how you kinda want it to look. Below are some examples I have done for my wife so far. I will be putting up more as I make them.

Hey Yall
Hey yall i am up for auction plz come and bid on me..... I would greatly appreciate it... Well it last till next friday and started today. It is located on Poker Princesses page, and is called the Signs of Spring Auction.....I have several things i am doing for the winner and highest bidder over me. And more will be discussed if i get a ticker or HH or a bling pack or blast. Tysm for taking the time to read this and plz go check it out... Thanks again, Sweet~n~Sexy http://fubar.com/user/189205 Hey everyone Brucethecoolsexycat has helped me out too so much so plz go check him out he will rate and help yall as much as he can help yall. Plz show him love like yall would show me love. He is totally awesome, even has been helping to rate me and help me level and everything....Plz go check him out here is the link http://fubar.com/user/189205 have fun. And ty for checking him out for me http://fubar.com/user/2499304 This is for my papa ridge he is a great guy and i think yall would l

Always There
People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, And that’s when we are put to the test. Test your will to live, And also your will to give. Live like you were dying, And give with out trying. Trust in yourself to make the right choice. Scream loud so the world can hear your voice! Push through the hardships, And work out all broken relationships. Remember all the precious moments, And let go of all the false movements. Never forget the way they made your eyes glisten, And take the time to stop and listen. Hear them when they sit and cry. Hold them close when they are about to die. Tell them everything will be fine, And let them break loose and shine. You were there all along, But it took forever to know that I belong. Your hearts I have broken, And your words I have spoken. You left me to grow, And did I ever put up a show. I left your lives pained and concerned, And had no idea of the bridges I burned.

! ♥ ! Story Time With Bobbi And Lilly ! ♥ !
Lilly in Wonderland said: Gah, I'm so bored. Read me a story? ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: once upon a time... in a land far, too damn far away like over the hill through the meadow, and 23345.3059 more miles away.. there lived a beautiful princess named hmmm..named lillywiththeprettyface haha but this princess was unlike any other! some would say she was a bit....hmm obsessed yes thats it! obsessed with old gray haired men with big man meat! Lilly in Wonderland said: ......this princess, on her quest for the ultimate in old man meat, stumbles upon a beautifulsexiness princess named, Ms.BobbiBretsassaicecreamyummyness. She too was obsessed with the unattainable. ( But let's face it, if these princesses put their heads together and showed some thigh, could totally score.) They made a bond of friendship, and totally mocked every fu-tard in the land.... ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: one day lillywiththeprettface and bobbibreatassaicecreamyumm

Max Math
SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET?SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET,THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GETFROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILEA SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET.I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOWTHERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER.HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITHAND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURSWHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARDTHE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY WORDSSO HERE I AM THINKING THAT I'LL MISS YOUR PICTURE THE WORDS ON THE SCREEN AND YOUR LITTLE TYPED WINKIE ;-)BUT NEVER A TOUCH, NOT EVEN A PINKIEMUCH LESS LIPS AND ARMS AND LEGS AND SWEAT OR A LITTLE KINKYJUST LITTLE EMOTICONS ALL RUN TOGETHERIT FELT LIKE I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU AT ALLBECAUSE EVERY SITE I CRUISED TO YOU WERE ANOTHER SO THEN HOW COULD I KNOW WHICH ONE WAS REALLY YOUWHEN TYPING AND PICTURES WAS ALL THERE WAS TO MAKE ONE THIN

Vacation
i go on vacation from the 19-26th.......i get my net turned on as soon as i get home.......love you guys and i truly miss each and every one of you...it sucks not being able to say hello to all of you on a regular basis........

~more Guido Zen~
Women are the most Beautiful of all Creation....and I Strongly feel that there are only 3 Priceless Gifts that any man could ever have in his life is he is lucky.....1. A Woman's Trust.....2. A Woman's Heart....3. If she takes his name as hers.....here are other things I believe...... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences andnot in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose.

Wicked..turned Sappy
I want to tell you all about my wonderful friends I've made on Fubar... I could list names but i think you know who you are... I have to admit I'm a cold hearted bitch most of the time... I put up a wall and i try very hard to be a loaner... but these friends of mine keep drawing me out of my dark hole and seem to love the idea I'm kind of geeky... Now you all might see each other in my recent blogs, even commented on each other. But sadly you have not added each other as friends..... I want you all to love each other as dorks... stand untied and proud.. needless to say with my friends they are all pretty ice and excepting of how dorky i can be.. so i wanted to thank you ... you know who you are.. i crush you sometimes i say i love you and mostly i get to spend a little of my day with you.... Thanks for being you.. Wicked P.S. If you need a list of names to know your on the list just say so... oh my dads here ill be back in 30

Jail Bait ... Part 2
Driving to undetermined location.... when i get a call Jeff: Hi sorry this is the address you have to go to to pay the bail.....601 5th st. Me; You so owe me Jeff: I know.. I have to go... Me:Ill be there in 20 minutes see you soon... Needless to say I have no idea what it takes to Bail someone out.. I have the beautiful Nakita because she puts me in a good mood, despite the circumstances.... Driving around downtown Calgary... what the hell the address is a large hole that they are currently removing what looks like to be the shell of a building.... Great.... texting Witty, texting Seamus.... asking my good bug Hugh (who i secretly want to fu marry) should i really bail him out.....? Fuck of course ill bail him out but his ass better be sore.... Finally after circling a few block radius i realize my boyfriend is a dolt.... There's the courthouse.... its where I'm suppose to go.... Find a parking spot go to the parking pay station.... fuck its broken ....Ill only be a few minu

My Fan
Robert H: fuck off and get out my SB......dumb cunt ->Robert H: you hurt my feelings ..... Robert H: add stupid to that also Robert H: anything else u wanna be wrong with? ->Robert H: oh i apologize from teh depths of my soul that i was a bitch. Please forgive me Robert H: and as far as your most wont theory......that's out the fuckin wondow 2.....I got 92 comment as of right now Robert H: and that was after I asked nicely Robert H: I dont care if it does or not.....altho I know it would......and I said Im in a contest...I asked 4 u to help.....all u had to do is say no.....but know......u had to be a bitch about it ->Robert H: argh im feeling nice today.... so ill give you some advice... Number one coming to a womans page and asking her to rate your nsfw... not the way to do it.... most people who have been on here longer hten 5 minutes wont go fort it... second piece of advice if you took the time to look at my profile you would notice im not single .. hence why your penis doesnt mak

I Hate My Job
Have you ever had to work with someone who you absolutely cannot stand? Someone who makes your life a living hell every single day? How about someone who lies to make you look bad and them look better?

Juggalos
to all juggalos and juggaletts my friend sunny is on here she needs help getn 2 level 10 can any 1 help her please her screen name is juggalettelove2 she is still new member when u 1st started out again please help her out went 2 london over the weekend had a blast seen my grandsons and the rest of my kids spent time with them felt great hadnt seen them in a long time need 2 do that more often wish i had more time 2 spend out there but i had 2 come home and go 2 work my brother tony u ppl know him as papi he dont know this but 4 an older brother like me i look up 2 my younger brother a lot hes a great father brother and friend got 2 love him like him even except him as he is

Realizations..
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went.

~good Guys Only Win In The Movies~
Yeah, It feels like this sometimes..... I had a girl, And I treated her tenderly, Oh yeah.She pretended that she cared, While she only laughed at me.All my life she deserted, I never knew how she flirted.Now it's me that's hurting.What a lesson I've learned.Good guys only win in the movies.Yes they do, now.They ride white horses, girl, And they're friends with everyone.Good guys only make it in the movies.Because in life, They turn out sad and lonely ones.How sincere now, baby, Could your man have been?I stuck right by ya, honey, Both through thick and thin.Girl I did?You know you turned the table.I don't think I'll make it, But I'm gonna make it on my own.Girl, I'm tired of your lying, Tired of your alibi'ing, Now my love is dying, I'm gonna kiss your love goodbye.Sad and lonely ones... Sad and lonely ones... PEACE.....

Players Of Woman
TO ALL THE GIRLS ON HERE,THERE IS A PREDATOR ON HERE CALLED MCL DJ JOE: HE LIKES TO HAVE GIRLS TAKE CARE OF HIM AND SMOOTH TALKS THEM INTO THINKING THEY ARE SPECIAL,BUT HE CARES NOTHING FOR THEM.HE ONLY CARES FOR WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR HIM OR SUPPLY FOR HIM,WHEN HE IS DONE WITH YOU,HE WILL DROP YOU LIKE TRASH AND MOVE ON TO SOME ONE ELSE.SO BE CAREFUL WITH THIS GUY OK HE IS BAD NEWS TO ANY GIRL ON HERE,TY.

A Prayer Chain
We love our family... and one of our family needs you.A great friend and fellow fu member needs all of our thoughts and prayers.His mom is very ill after heart surgery with a poor prognosis, so please send his mom and him all your love and prayers, they both need them very much!Loveable Teddy Bear R/L BF and Madly in LOVE w/ HolliSugaTits@ fubar

Amazing!
Okay so the following is from a chat that goes from shoutbox to yahoo, i think its pretty amazing, please read. start at the bottom of first chat in shoutbox: alicia: buzz me here alicia: ok ->alicia: u add me to yahoo alicia: alicia25parker@yahoo.com alicia: add me hon alicia: ok ->alicia: you do it now, yahoo me alicia: ok alicia: and right my name at the 3rd page form ->alicia: thats awesome, so am i! alicia: do it now honey alicia: waiting to you hon alicia: coz im starting playing my self now alicia: that is my own site that i give it to you ->alicia: okay, can u piss off now, im kinda getting bored messing with u lol alicia: i told you alicia: ok honey ->alicia: i like nooses ->alicia: you mean official? ->alicia: what does opicial mean? alicia: anyway honey what do you want me to wear after you finish to sign up??? alicia: ok alicia: that it my opicial site to get in to me here alicia: no honey... ->alicia: nah im good, i know how those websites work,

Fubar Help
Fubar points Breakdown WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 points for rating a profile 2 points for leaving a profile comment 1 point for rating a photo 1 point for photo comment 1 point for stash rating 1 point for stash comment 0 points for fanning someone THE PERSON YOU HELPING OUT GETS THE FOLLOWING 11 points for fanning them 6 points for you rating thier profile 6 points for a photo rating 6 points for a photo comment 6 points for stash rating 6 points for stash comment 5 points for page comment Please keep in mind all points are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash than pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see it is also helping you out when your helping others A side note too: You DO NOT get any points for RIPPED PICS.. might pay to h

More Nothings From A Nothing
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me TY, Pryj.... nice to know SOMEONE is watching for us.... BUT, YOU DIDNT SEE ME   I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.&

Try Again
Want help? I will be more than happy to help you with Adds for family, votes on mumms or comments on mumms, blasts, need help with your profile i will figure out how to help or find someone that does... I will even donate my points to you.. BUT if i am going for points or needing things too dont ask for help and when i do a simple thing and ask you for a simple favor to help me not help I WILL NOT HELP YOU AGAIN!!! I try to help out and help out and help even more.. people are starting to take advantage of it... DONT tell me what I need to or better do... I am a human being and should be treated with respect for godness sakes i dont talk to you like that DONT talk to me like that... I dont get money very often but when i do and its to help level i will bling someone, or if someones helped me out with something i will bling that person.. DONT beg in my SB for a bling... I notice what people are doing I am usuraly shut mouth but you know you all can KISS MY BUTT I will from now on help

Least We Forget
While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper softly in her ears. While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Post this on your wall if you're against Domestic Violence Forget

Numb
Numb………… If I could be so lucky Instead I hear echos I feel the hole in me Growing and taking- More and more. I’m not numb I feel the pain and burn I feel the depth of the hole in my soul I see where it should have gone But it will never be. Numb………… I should be so lucky

Boredom
It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion. It is with the bean of java that the thoughts acquire speed, the hands acquire shakes, the shakes become a warning It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion.

Getting Stuff Off My Chest
I got way to much stuff on my mind atm. Its weird how things happen... The news I got a few days ago has affected me more then I thought they would.. I wasnt prepared for this.. and now I cant decide what to do.. well. I have decided, but I cant make up what to say... and its bugging me like crazy!! I keep going over it in my mind, over and over and over...But it doesnt get better, it just get worse. Its now making me unable to sleep...

Valentine Auction 2010 Rules And Deadlines
Auction Rules: 1) If You Place A Bid On Someone, and circumstances beyond your control keep you from upholding your end of the bargain, don't just erase your bid, let me, Dj Maverick, Brokeass or Chief know. I will take care of that. 2) However you do bid, if you can not uphold your bid offer when the auction ends, payment to the person is between you two. It DOES not have to be an IMMEDIATE transaction. 3) When placing bids on others, DO NOT leave lewd or disrespectful comments on the photos, Or I will literally block you from the auction ( as well as my profile), this is for fun, if you wish to slander people, go find another website, I do not wish to see such things on my profile or on my auction entries photos. 4)The Person being bid on can REFUSE any bid placed on them. Auction Entries: If you wish to be in this auction. All Entries MUST be recieved by January 30th, 2010.. The auction will run from February 2nd. - F

Men & Woman Parts
Why is it that when someone sends you a message in your shout box the first question is something to do with seeing you naked..Now im not placing the blame on either sex cause i think both are equally as quilty..but damm.. What the fuck is the the big dam deal? Dont all tits n cock basically look alike? (yes there are different sizes n shapes and in some cases color) But damm do you really got to act like you never seen either one before.. Some ppl wonder why noone will talk to them or why they alone..Umm HELLOOOO...

My Heart Skips A Beat
My Heart Skips a Beat My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you

Ramblings
As most of my family knows, I am one good Mumm away from leveling for the last time. In the time that I have been here, people in my family have come and gone. But there is a core group who have not only helped me when I asked, but have made this place fun and worth sticking around.

Freestyle Battle With This Guy From Ny
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed. devon u cock suckin bitch nice free style u sent me in a private message but it was whack jus like u and ur mutha fuckin momma.. im a pimp slappa. but ur a shitty rappa. so y spit so many rhymes like u can just attack em? I h8 pissin u off, cuz ur lyrics just suk. U see me on the street yellin "O SHIT! Duck!" Cuz i come by like a lightning bolt, a 10 wat shot. While ur gigglin cuz ur sisters lickin ur twat. But its better to comprehend wut im sayin. The more i realize wut ive been potrayin, i see myself playin

Top 10 Things You Never Say To A Dj
Top ten things you should never say to a DJ: 1. PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO ! The DJ has to play for more than one person...so what you hate may be another's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A "BEAT" ! BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don't have some sort of BEAT! 3. I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON'T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS.... PLEASE don't sing for the DJ. They have to put up with smoke filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night long...Do them a favor and DON'T give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT ! Oh, sure... you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you're requesting the song. 5. EVERYBODY WILL DANCE IF YOU PLAY IT ! The DJ won't. I guess that blows a hole in that theory! 6. I CAN GET LAID IF YOU PLAY IT ! Why settle for one night? Buy the album a

Stories Of A Fucked Up Childhood!
For years I have been told about how much I went through as a child. No I was never beaten. No I was never tortured. And no I was never Neglected. But I was put through a lot of situations that were not normal for a child! In fact any time I tell one or more of my stories I tend to have people tell me I should write a book. Seeing as I believe my mom did drugs while pregnant...... I have ADHD and can't just write a book, so I figure I will let you guys into my past and help me write parts of what would be my book here......... So here is a quick overview of my history and people involved.... I was born July 4th 1976 in Boston. My dad was late getting to the hospital by like 12 hrs and was probably gambling. I lived with my mom until the end of 2nd grade when both parents went to jail and mt grandparents took me in. My dad had lived with us off and on until second grade. In fact I believe my parents were married and divorced several times to each other. In 5th grade I was give th

My Writing.
Dark, Demented, Devious, Depression, Disillusion. Look into my eyes and tell me what you see. Can you see behind the eyes into my soul? Can you see the chaotic glint that entwines my being with reality. The thoughts race around my head. People, emotions, actions. Irrational people who lack control over their own being. Pain and emotions are controllable. They are easy to reign in and pull back, feeling nothing but the numbness that creeps into my soul. Cryptic thoughts flow through my brain like a tornado, ripping away self confidence and replacing it with a new self identity which is barely contained. Kiss me gently. Hold me tight. I am yours for the moment. You have my being but my soul is locked away. No one is allowed full control. Kiss me. Breathe into me as we kiss. Fill my soul with the passion you feel. Hope makes me long for the feeling again, the disillusioned longing to feel something beside the chaos. Innocence seems like a far off imaginary ideal, one which vanishes int

Prayer Of A Trucker's Wife
Prayer of a Truck Driver's Wife Dear Lord,Please bless my husband while he's out on the road. Please protect him from the wind and rain and cold. Help him to keep that big rig between the white lines so he can make it to his destination on time. May he find his back-haul quickly and make it home soon. Please light his night on the road with your stars and moon. Let him rest peacefully in his sleeper's bed, and please let there be a good meal and fresh coffee at the truck stop ahead. Help me to keep the home fires burning while he's out there movin' on. And give me the strength and wisdom to take care of things while he's gone. May the road he travels be clear and dry, and may not temptation catch his eye. Help him remember when he's all alone that his loving wife and best friend is waiting for him here at home.Amen

Templates
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Incoherant Ramblings
As adults it would be highly stupid to assume we have learned all that is to be learned from our parents ... My dad is my hero . And I have the perfect story to explain why , We didn’t always have a great relationship like we do now , I was a horrible spoiled brat and an even worse teen and young adult determined to fuck up and ruin everything thing in my life . But life it’s self , besides being well known for its ways of cruel and unusual punishment , has a funny way of bringing family members closer together after the unit it’s self has been torn asunder . So the other day I picked up my dad for a few days to take a break from his extremely unstable girlfriend because after being married to the main culprit of my family’s extensive mental breakdowns and catastrophes for 37 years ... of course he needed to run into the arms of even more chaos , But I digress . So me and dad are sitting in the big rocking chairs outside the courthouse in Jasper . Some biker dudes come b

Assorted Scribblings By Iggy
…After another wonderful day together, it was about time to retire for the night. They cuddled in bed, and hugged and kissed. Soon enough, the kisses had turned into a full fledged make out session, and they were both getting pretty worked up. Bill was still trying hard to behave himself. He wanted Tanja so badly he could feel himself throbbing, but he had promised himself not to cross any boundaries unless he was invited. As he kissed her neck, he heard her say something. He paused and said, “What?” She repeated herself, “Make love to me” That was all he needed to hear.

The 8th Of November
On November 8th, 1965, the 173rd Airborne Brigade on Operation Hump, War Zone D in Vietnam, were ambushed by over 1200 V.C. Forty-eight American soldiers lost their lives that day. Severely wounded, and riskin’ his own life, Lawrence Joel, a medic, was the first livin’ black man since the Spanish-American War to receive the United States Medal of Honor for savin’ so many lives in the midst of battle that day. Our friend, Nialls Harris, retired 25 years, United States Army, the guy who gave Big Kenny his top hat, was one of the wounded who lived: This song is his story. Caught in the action of kill or be killed, greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother.

In A Blink Of An Eye
Her pale, soft skin, in warm evening’s glow Green eyes, brown hair, in flirty blown flow She opens herself to something so new What is it that she thinks she should do? A mirror reflection, with dark hair & eyes Thoughts & journeys, connections & ties Words softly spoken in star fingerlight What is it that she thinks should be right? A kindred spirit encompassing all A soul mate of sorts passed by in the hall Turn a different corner by twist of fate What is it that she thinks is too late? Her fear is so true and cannot be dead Those images & feelings that roam through the head A lifetime in seconds & in a blink of an eye What is it that keeps driving her why? Happy thoughts & good wishes Just like a butterfly on the wind Keep on living & loving Until the very end http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdTqxxsc82E

Spiderbait's
The morning bears witness to the sweet breath I watch you take in to sustain the happy slumber you have attained within my grasp. The disdain I feel for the ineptness you have had to wallow through slowly recedes as I glimpse a smile cross your soft lips. It is brought forth by your wakening to see me watching over you as you rested making sure you were safe from harm. A glitter of hope slides into the corner of my eye as you stretch and let me into your waking world of endearment. As I see you coming to full awareness I wonder if you will send me packing to carry on my life as is, alone and desolate. To presume that I am worthy of your attentions would be a grave mistake on my part, who am I to warrant such a thing. I think back to what we have shared and speak upon a whisper to you,

Stupid Poem Crap. Nothing Fun To Read...
Its a cloudy dayThe rain is softly fallingThe plants around meCovered in rain dropsI reach out my handTo touch a raindropIt rolls off the leafFalling into the palm of my handAs i stared at itIt reminded me of how...I held a tear of yoursIn my hand...I started to thinkOf the things I said and doneThe hurt I caused you...I felt a painDeep in my soul, mind, and heartMy body started to feel weakI truly didn't mean to causeYou painTo make you cryTo lose love

Things I Want To Know
Do you think that FuMisfitAngel have a nice body? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel would do anything to succeed? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a good friend? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel needs to lose weight? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel has ever lied to you? Is FuMisfitAngel fun to be around? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a gold digger? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a freak? Would you make-out with FuMisfitAngel for $10,000? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is materialistic? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a smart ass? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel puts 'hoes' before 'bros'? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel dresses well? Would you trust FuMisfitAngel with your life? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is cute? do you think that FuMisfitAngel is religious? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel had a bad haircut? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel could be a gangster? Is FuMisfitAngel a reliable person? If you were being chased by a bear, would you trip FuMi

My Video Picks!
Pretty funny skit featuring two sexy babes, one has a sex tape the other does not have one yet, that we know of any way! Watch The Sexy Tila Tequila get all of the hosts attention and Jennifer Aniiston get jealous and angry! CLICK HERE TO WATCH FUNNY VIDEO NOW!

Privacy Tips For Fubar Residents
Greetings, fellow Fubarians! This is the first in a series of blogs that I think may be of interest to all. In surfing the internet I've discovered all sorts of fascinating reasons to believe that it's NOT paranoia because they ARE out to get you. Ok, well maybe not. All joking aside, it IS important to know that your 'private' photos on fubar are NOT as private as you might believe. Ok so you're one of those people who has your private photos in an album that you don't really care who sees them as long as they at least go to the trouble of friending you. So you make the folder NSFW, which in the past would only be visible to friends. Guess what? That changed not too long ago! If your folder is set to 'everyone', that means, well, 'everyone' can see it. INCLUDING NON FRIENDS...and, get this...INCLUDING NON MEMBERS! That's right, fu-friends. "No problem", you say..."I'll just make my profile visible to 'Friends Only', that way no one can see anything." HOW WRONG YOU ARE. ANY of the p

This & That
I try to get excited by New Years, but honestly my mind doesn't think of time in the linear fashion that most people do. Today is no different than yesterday, the resolutions I could make today are no less important than the ones I could have made yesterday. What IS important is that we grasp EVERY moment and make the most of it, for we have but one life to live, and never hesitate to tell the ones you love that you do in fact love them. So every once in a while I see a bouncer check where the letters/numbers make me laugh. Tonight was such a time and it inspired this joke off the top of my head.

Family
It seems that a few family members have just vanished from list ..I didn't remove you ...some I have found and added back but I'm still missing some ..so tell me or bare with me until I find you all again.

Shoutout To The Ladies
Sending a shoutout to all of the ladies here on Fubar. I salute you, and keep your head up and don't let anything or anyone bring you down! Continue to stay strong and remember you're beautiful inside and out.

Rambles In My Head
ok so it's been awhile since i blogged and well alot has happened since the laost blog but not sure how much i wanna share of it. but i can say i am a happier in many ways since i am enrolled in college ready for it to start but gotta say i am scared as shit tho means so many new things to come in my life and decisions to be made and not sure witch way to move or if these classes may just pull a cincinnati switch on my ass and i am gonna be left out in the cold? if this happens has i burnt to many bridges to turn back around and pick up with the mediocore life that i am in now where my biggest thrill is looking forward to going out to eat at night i mean don't get me wrong i get great joy out of hanging with my online friends and my nightly games of backgammon with bella where i get my ass whipped 8 out of 10 times are awesome and knowing that i can tell her anything and she knows what i mean and where i am coming from makes a day ten times better and i have met some cool new people bu

The Long Train Ride
I was sitting in the railcar, listening to the rat tat tat of the car passing over the tracks. I was travelling in the dining car and was watching the beautiful California coastline running along highway 1 as it approached evening. That is until I heard a soft voice ask, “Is this seat taken?” I was sitting alone at white clothed table and was surprised to see this petite brunette woman, well-endowed, with deliciously crimson lips who had spoken. Somehow I murmured “sure”, but for the life of me I didn’t know what part of my brain that came from cuz my conscious one had no fuckin clue. As she seated herself, I realized I couldn’t decide between the beautiful ocean views or the vision of this goddess before me..wait my hardening member was speaking up for me. I wasn’t sure what held the intensity of my reaction, but I did note that there was a strong musk scent that I hadn’t noticed before. I mentioned I loved her perfume and she replied sh

Polestar Eclipse
Polestar EclipseStage One "White Noise"Sudden intense betrayal constitutes unfortunateInability to see the flame come apartBurning on the other side of the heartIt is so bleak & so terribly darkStirring life inside a deciduous parkSelect emotions try to cease flowingDangerous feelings if no light is showingThey battle in static, stubborn & slowingFaith is unhinging, experienced & knowingLeaving behind a shock, rippling & numbingBarriers shift as new things are comingNumb is peaceful, although away peace is runningMolten rock pain rising from depths, quite stunningStage Two "Unhinged"What a site to see; monkeys going crazyConfusingly lying to themselves & can't seeFrightening creatures lacking consistancyKnow what they want, then change their mindsAllowing assumptions in between linesContributing idiocy unto their peersBuilding useless walls around all their fearsDisgraceful these morons w/ their hateful tearsSuch disappointment to be in the gene poolAdding pain to more pain right along

What Happened..
Hubby wanted me to let him have the house and boys and I should have gone wherever.. so that his GF could move in..So we went to a lawyer and prepared for the divorce.. Fred got a job in Thailand, starting mid April.. Our plan was that I should follow asap.. around June/July, but bring my stuff 6 weeks in advance for the container The day I took my 5 boxes, a table and my sewing machine to be put into the container for Thailand, hubby killed himself (I was 500 km away) His GF (27) refused to join him here in Germnay.. So now am stuck here in Germany.. with a boy at school, the other soon to start studying and not yet know how to juggle things to be able to stay with Fred and keeping an eye on the boys..

New Codes
Hiya...My name is Breezy! I live in Sunny Florida...I love the sun,fun and water! I love to go out dancing,I love to laugh and have fun.Im just your average girl next door...nothing special about me.I have been told that I do have a bubbly personality and I do seem to be the life of the party.Im an open book...so if ya want to know anything...just hit me up!

Pimpout Game
CATEGORY: MYTHOLOGY SUBJECT: HERCULES CLUE: ARCH ENEMY HINT: ARCH ENEMY ALSO FEATURED IN VIDEO GAMES OK HERE IS HOW IT WORKS...AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AT RANDOM I WILL UPDATE THE BLOG AND IT WILL FEATURE A CLUE FOR U TO FIGURE OUT AND ANSWER CORRECTLY...THE CLUE CAN AND WILL COME FROM BASICALLY ANYTHING FROM ANYWHERE.

My Writings
Beautiful. Hot. Sexy. Gorgeous. She doesnt think so. Just a girl. A girl like every other. A girl who feels more comfortable in jeans, t shirt and a ball cap. A girl more at home workin cattle than dodging people in a mall. A girl who loves the wide open spaces of the Nebraska Sandhills and feels confined in the big city. A girl who would rather fall asleep listening to the coyotes howl and the crickets chirp than to hear a train whistle and cars honk. A farmers daughter. A girl who would rather be behind the wheel of a tractor than the wheel of a car. A girl not afraid of hard work and getting dirty. A girl just like any other. Im just a girl. The day has come for him to go. He holds her tight as tears stream down her face and says, "This isnt goodbye...This is i will see you see you soon and be home before you know it..." He kisses her forehead, her cheek, and as he kisses her lips and holds her tight. She grasps his hand as he releases her from his arms. Not wanting

Why Do Other People Trying To Break A Couple Up That Are So Much In Love
Why does people half to try and break up someone that is so much in love with there man that they DON'T EVER WANT TO LOSE THEM EVER, The love The love that we have The love that we share The love is what we Share in every day life, We live in love we share, love all the time. But we lose are too alot of times too. We share the same bed, Share the same blanket, alots of things in life. Sometimes we lose the love of our lives. We dont want to lose them all, but some times we have to make a mistake in life. Love is suppose to be when you are happy with someone that you love very much. Love is when you care about that person that you are in love with. All you do is think about the one that you love. When you think of a person that you cant live without, or cant breath with out them, being able to talk to them and seeing them.

Men Never Listen.
In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the mens restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. "Sir," she said, "You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Mens restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving pleasure. When the p

The Facts Of Real Life!
guys without them girls? we are fucking lost,and without those ta-tas it would be just another 2x4 in a bikini,so support cancer research! life is too short anyway!so inless you plan on humping your rubberdoll for the rest of your life,get with the program!get whipped by the ta-tas! MUMM.S DOES ANYBODY ON HERE KNOW HOW TO VOTE FOR THEM? THE PRIMARY PURPOSE OF A MUMM IS TO VOTE! IF A USER REQUESTS YOUR COMMENTS THEN GIVE THEM,IF A USER DOES NOT ASK FOR YOUR COMMENT THEN NONE IS NEEDED! PROPER COURTESY IS TO TREAT A USERS MUMM AS IF YOU ARE ON THE USERS PAGE WHICH YOU ARE A VISITOR AND GUEST! NOT A OWNER! IF YOU CANNOT DO THE RIGHT THING! THEN KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT! MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS AND GO THE HELL AWAY!

How To Remove My Photos From Default Profile View
Change your photo albums ALL to FRIENDS ONLY (edit album... album options) Each photo showing when you view your profile has an X in the corner you can see by hovering... click the X to remove it If more photos from your Default album load, click those X's until you don't have anymore showing You can go back & open your albums to everyone after you close the page .. this will help for bombing by non-friends

I Have Learned
I Have LearnedI’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them;I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back;I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.I’ve learned that you can get by on charm, for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something;I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place.I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up.I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry.I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes f

Who Gives A Fu?
Would love to thank everyone who liked ..rated..and loved on me this am..and yesterday. Came very close to reaching my goal..and probably would have if i wasn't fu'd over..and if fubar made things clearer on here.. but they do it for a reason I imagine..to make more money. I have never went all out like i did yesterday..with all the abilitie blings..and happy hours. It was

Everyone Needs To Read This It Can Save Lives
Greetings , thanks for stopping by.everyone needs to read this and read it again till the world gets it CRYSTAL METH This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life. After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written... Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there&rsqu

Not Really A Blog.
I want you to know that you are the reason why I wake up and I'm still breathing the reason why I'm so in love and not dreaming I've been through hell and you've been the only angel to my demon, you became the missin piece plus the bandage to a heart that was always bleeding you give the word love a meaning and I know it's real when you tell me you love me your love I actually feel there not just words said back and forth there words that we both deserve I promise to keep you happy as Long as I can I'll forever love you and forever be your man I made mistakes in the past but I can fix em cuz i know our love will last in life we need a chance and I have mine now and I'll do anything it takes for us to stand and never fall we both had our guards up but yet let eachother climb those walls I'll never stop loving you cuz your my everything my life and one day were gonna get married

Cherry Inferno Achievement
Way I figure it there is a 30 second delay between bomb's and if done perfect you could get 120 albums in an hour. So way I figure it is to have 120 people add me to thier families that way

Random Thoughts - New Additions On Top
I don't know why I remember this or if it is common or rare. When I was a little little girl, I thought you were born and you died on the same calendar day. I have reasoned this idea came from seeing gravestones with birthdates and seeing older gravestones with just year born and year died. I had the idea if you didn't die on your birthday this year, you were good to go another full year! Thanks!! I am happy to be in the top 42 chicks today after last week. I only try to stay in top 42 so you can find me on hotness style homepage easily by going to the top chicks in the middle square. The new achievements released the past two days & the new top level 55 have more people interacting, I think.. unless you're paying to find out when to show up to polish a pony. .. If you choose to pay for a tip, that's on you, but if you are charging to give the time to get yours polished and you're getting points on top of that, I don't like how you play. I don't charge people I help out. Maybe I'm

My Eyes
Hi everyone, I wanted to tell you that I am having an extreme problem with my eyes these days.This is why I have not been on fu for a few days and why I won't be here alot for awhile.The eye specialist that I have doesn't know what else to do so they are sending me to Wilmer Eye Institute to see if they can help me. Wilmer is a great place(the greatest anywhere) and hopefully they can help me!For those of you who don't know this I spent a year being blind about 10 years ago. Wilmer helped get my eyesight back for me and I sure hope they can do it agian.I am telling you all this now while I can still see some. My eyesight is diminishing quickly and I don't know how much longer I will be able to see to type.I want you all to know how much you mean to me and how much I am missing you already. Some days I can see enough to type and some days not.My specialist here says I am not eligble for cornea transplants but I am hoping Wilmer will see it differently.I will be here when I can.Hopefully

My Stuff
In case you need further proof that the human race is doomed because of stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Myer hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. (darn, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair). On a bag of Chips: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Palmolive soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be how???....) On some frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Nanna's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating."(...and you thought????...) On packaging for a K-Mart iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce t

Cool Stuff
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a nursing home in an Australian country town, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meagre possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Melbourne. The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas editions of magazines around the country and appearing in mags for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this 'anonymous' poem winging across the Internet. Cranky Old Man What do you see nurses? . . .. . .What do you see? What are you thinking .. . when you're looking at me? A cranky old man, . . . . . .not very wise, Uncertain of habit .. . . . . . . .. with faraway eyes? Who

Smile
You there, If your the one reading this, I want you to do something;... SMILE .... Smile because you're beautiful,.. because you're amazing,.. because you're unique,.. because you can, ..because tomorrow is a new day, ..because no matter what you think, someone loves you. SMILE BECAUSE YOU DESERVE TO.

Time To Move On
I wanted to do this one last blog to try and say goodbye to everyone who reads this.I have been on here for almost 6yrs off and on and I have made some great friends,some of whom have moved on as well..I have seen so many different changes on here..not just the site itself but with the people as well(some changes not so good). When I first started on here all I wanted to do was make lots of friends,play the game and enjoy my time away from reality..although I have done those things I have also went through alot of stress trying to help others move up the ladder,help myself move up and so on... I mentioned changes that I have seen with the people,well...I have seen folks who were the nicest people in the world become some of the greediest people on here..some were friends of mine that I helped to get to the top of the ladder on here who seem to have forgot about me along the way..I have seen those who spend god awful amounts of money so they didn't have to do the actual hard work to m

Hot Summer Days
It was 90 degrees outside, the air conditioner had brokendown, and what's more, she hadn't had any sex for more than twomonths, It was the middle of a sweltering Saturday afternoon, andshe sat alone and naked in her apartment, the heat making her body shine withsweat.

Real Life Sh*t
My record in the Battle of the Band stands at 4-2 ..and it's been that way for the past 3-4 months ..meaning I have yet to battle another artist ..the only 2 artists(bands) that have beaten me (in the last round of the Finals) is Shannon and Magdalene ..I am undefeated against rappers on fubar.

Defiant Submissive
She awoke from a deep slumber feeling abit disgruntled and defiant... No reason... Just a mood... Angry at thefact that "he" always got to shower first, which sometimes lefther taking a cold shower as he used all the hot water... She watched as he stepped out of the bathroom, freshly showered and wrapped inhis robe... His eyes intent on her... "If you're going to have my usual Saturdaymorning breakfast ready on time, I would suggest you get yourself ready.""Yes Sir"... was all she could manage to say as she got up out of thebed and headed for the bathroom. She felt his eyes on her, watching and apart of her wanted to look at him and tell him to fix his own breakfast foronce. Turning the water on in the shower, she slowly stepped in... Damn... Coldagain... Quickly she soaped her body and rinsed off... Drying herself offwith the small towel, she eyed the nice fluffy towel that was his... Reaching out to touch it.. So tempted... Then snapping as she turned to grabher little robe a

Halloween
According to the Celtic pagan religion,known as "Druifism" the spirits of those who had died in the preceding year roamed the earth on Samhain evening. The Celts sought to ward off these spirits with offering of food and drink. They also built bonfires at sacred hilltop sites and preformed rituals,involving human and animal sacrifices,to honor Druid. Still today,these things are being practiced. It was an ancient Druid custom set up for human sacrifices on Halloween night. Druids offered children in sacrifices. The trick-or-treat custom was created by the Druids. When they went to a home and demanded a child or virgin for sacrifice,the victim was the Druids treat. In exchange,they would leave a jacko'- lantern with a lighted candle made of human fat to prevent those inside from being killed by demons that night. When some unfortunate couldn't meet the demands of the Druids,then it was time for the trick. A symbolic hex was drawn on the front door. That night Samhain or his demons would

Connecticut Elementary School Shooting
At a bit of a loss for words watching & listening to the horrifying,tragic events that have taken place today at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut.My thoughts and prayers are with all of the parents & families of the innocent children who were so heinously killed,as well as the principal and others of the school, as well as the family of the sick,disgusting animal who also killed his own mother & brother.All losing their lives senselessly and tragically for no reason whatsoever.This is a new low,shocking,mind boggling display of how the mindset of some people in the world today has reached a very deep,disturbing,dark level inside.And we need to get a grip on paying attention to these people who show signs they are mentally/emotionally disturbed on a very deep & extreme level.People need to start to better paying attention to other PEOPLE.Rather than paying a majority of attention to Fubar/Facebook/Twitter, cell phone's/meaningless texts,celebrity gossip,drama, etc..A

My Thoughts
Slowly you are slipping way, To once again dissapear into the shadows, I could feel it the last time I saw you, The distance you are putting between us, I have felt this feeling before, I felt it the last time this happened, My grip on you is lessening, My heart will soon again be empty, For the feelings I felt from you will be gone, But it's my own fault for letting you in again,

My Wisdom
A little bird flew very far to a very distant land. When it got there it found it was a cold, freezing land and the bird froze to death. A cow passed by and took a dump right on top of him. The warm shit that fell on him melted the ice, and he was resurrected. Alive again, but still buried, he started chirping. A cat passed by and heard his cries, and dug him out of the shit. And then the cat ate the bird.

Best Of Friends...
How lonely the night sky would be if the moon did not have the stars to keep him company.... to entertain him with their ever brightness, their twinkling, their ever cheerful nature. He sees them dance.

How To Tell If A Fubarian Is A Social Shithead
I'm finding this place interesting in one particular way. That is, some of these folks show how bat stupid they are in real life by doing dumbass things on Fubar. And the funny part is, they either think the rest of the planet is as stupid as they are OR they're just too stupid to realize how stupid they look. Let's take a look at some of these. I doubt I would have to cite examples due to the fact that these things happen on a daily basis.Hey guys, just because a woman is online doesn't mean she's as desperate as you are. With that said, messaging someone "I want to "EEK" your "AKKK" while "OOBING" your "SHOOBIN" is going to be met with a negative response, if one at all. These so called gentlemen are also in the same lines as the ones that send anatomically personal pics to women hoping by that, it will gain favor. This isn't the 50s guys, if a woman wants to see one, she can find one.Same thing for the ladies. The guys that go ape over your nude pics are the kind of guys you really

A New Star Is Born
In the throes of indescribably pain, I had a vision. As the agony grew , beads of sweat trickled Down my creased brow. I closed my eyes , In meditation so I could rise above the feelings of reality. As the penalty was fading , there before me was ... A beautiful eye of blue cobalt, In the orb of black, The swirling darkness , was like the feeling of a new birth, In the womb of an imperfect woman , A new name , a new Beginning , As I rose above the pain , reborn in another time. I must bare this gracefully because the future will be pain-free.

Who,what,when,where And Sometimes Why?
Sometimes I wonder why people do and say the things they do. Is it to make themselves look good to you or is it to make themselves look good to them? People are a strange breed, we say and do things to impress the opposite sex, is what we say the truth or is it just something we wish we could be. Honesty is always the best quality in any person male or female. But it goes both ways, if only one is honest there is a failure in the relationship. I've had a few relationships come and go and come back again but there is always doubt in the back of the mind when this happens. I often wonder why it didn't work out the first time and what makes me think its going to work out the second time.

Health, Fitness & Self Love.
While browsing the web, oftentimes I come across websites that will post pictures comparing women of different sizes, exclaiming "REAL WOMEN HAVE CURVES!" This particularly bothers me being a female with little to no curve to my body. I can weigh 80lbs or 200lbs and my body still won't be all that curvy. It's how I'm built; it's my genetics and I can't really help it. My body just isn't that desirable hour glass figure. I have small breasts and a small butt and this was determined for me in my mother's womb. Body shaming is a huge issue and putting out messages that make one body type ideal over another causes so much damage to the self esteem of both men and women. It's okay to be proud of your body and how you look, but it will never be okay to make others feel inadequate because they don't look that certain way. Worry about you, make your body to your liking, and stop worrying about the weight, height, shape, etc of others.

Conversations Gone Wrong
Background Information you need to know: This guy's profile picture was of a baby wearing huge boots.... and he had two other peen pics in his album. Also, level requirements had me jonesin' for drinks from noobs.

Throwing Plates
Fu can be a great place to meet interesting people you would never know otherwise and I have made some amazing real life friends here. That being said; there are aspects of this place that are not good. Fu caters to the worse parts of all of us. Greed, neediness, selfishness and vanity are only a few of the less than stellar qualities in us that thrive under this environment. I am in general judgemental about these qualities in people, but have turned that harsh mirror on myself and realized that I am guilty of these same things. Clearly I didn't have over 1,000 pics because I was completely secure in myself. I was looking for some type of validation that I no longer need from other people or Fubar, so I will be deleting many of these photos. My good sense has finally overtaken my vanity. I will also not being spending another dime on Fubar, nor do I wish for any of my friends to spend anything on me. Bling is nonsense. Pictures of things are nonsense. Do not spend your hard earned do

Recent Events
When someone confides in you that they have hit rock bottom and hates their life because this "game" has distroyed it, all you can do is be honest and tell them that they may want to seek some help. Serious help!I myself do love the game but not to the point I can sit and watch someone distroy themselves.

Banner Codes
I am trying for 2,500 likes on June 14th. Anyone willing to help by putting the banner below on their page would be very much appreciated. I am running 2 Happy Hour's, 2 Rockstars, 2 Cherry Bombs, 1 boomy and I may do more if need be. Just cut, copy, and paste the banner code below into your "About Me" section. If you decide to place my banner on your page, shoot me a message and let me know so I can personally thank you!

Where Is Heaven And Hell
There was once a monk whose favourite subject for his preaching was 'heaven and hell'. One of the devotees who was getting tired of listening to the monk's constant repetition, one day stood up and asked: 'Tell me where is this heaven and hell? If you cannot answer me, I will call you a liar!' The monk being an innocent person became afraid. Instead of answering he kept silent. His silence made the man even more angry and he shouted: 'Speak to me or I'll beat you up!' The monk quickly gathered his wits and replied, 'Hell is around you now, with your anger.' The man realizing the truth, calmed down and began to laugh. He then asked: 'Where is heaven then?' to which the monk replied: 'It is now around you, with your laughter. ' Heaven and hell are what we make of our lives. Heavens and hells exist in any part of the universe where living beings exist. There are no such separate places.

My Heart Is Breaking
I feel like I will be in a war for the rest of my son's life. He is only 9! His father refuses to listen to reason. He loves ripping my son out of my arms as my poor son screams & cries for me. He enjoys not letting me talk to my son when he is visiting him. I am still in yet ANOTHER court battle to modify custody. He now wants 4 days & give me 3. The accusations are all unfounded, but he does it anyway. My son does not want this! He likes the way things are. He cries all the time because he has no choice or say so in the matter.

Newest Updates
Second national flag: "The Stainless Banner" (1863–1865) During the solicitation for a second Confederate national flag, there were many different types of designs that were proposed, nearly all making use of the

Zena
You know your Australian when: 1. You believe that stubbies can either be drunk or worn. 2. You've made a bong out of your garden hose rather than use it for something illegal such as watering the garden. 3. You understand that the phrase 'a group of women wearing black thongs' refers to footwear and may be less alluring than it sounds. 4. You pronounce Melbourne as 'Mel-bin'. 5. You believe the 'l' in the word 'Australia' is optional. 6. You can translate: 'Dazza and Shazza played Acca Dacca on the way to Maccas'. 7. You call your best friend 'a total bastard' but someone you really, truly despise is just 'a bit of a bastard'. 8. You think 'Woolloomooloo' is a perfectly reasonable name for a place. 9. You're secretly proud of our killer wildlife. 10. You believe it makes sense for a country to have a $1 coin that's twice as big as its $2 coin. 11. You understand that 'Wagga Wagga' can be abbreviated to 'Wagga' but 'Woy Woy' can't be called 'Woy'. 12. You believe that cooke

Life And Emotions
Hi World My Name Is Danny aka Dj Viper and today my blog is about life and emotions. that we alll share and feel but today im going to give u the update from the last blog and here we go. well first all i start by saying on june 27 2012 my grandfather pass away from colon cancer and plus i never got to say good bye to him. cuz the day we went to see him there was no money in the bank to pay for the funural. so that day i couldnt say good bye and i had to come back to tennessee then a week later my grandmother finally got the money and buried him without us there. which wasnt out fault cuz we did the best we would and after that day we go back home and do life at normal which a lot of my life been looking for work which is ruff but i doing my best in the world i can but sometimes life doesnt give u what u want it gives u what life wants and also in that time. i was in two real relationships one with a girl who was bi polor and border line personally disorder and it was not th

My Songs And Poems
“Solitary RIder” (c) by Solitary Rider aka Andyboy Georgia playing at a coffeehouse for five punk kids there’s a line at the restroom, where the cheap-ass vodka’s hid and soon there ain’t nobody watching me I’m as old and stale as my free coffee Andyboy will ride tonight, a lonely stage, an open mic he’ll sing his dreams to an empty floor, pack his gear and head on out the door is it all a waste of time, when no one’s there to see you shine addin’ chapters to an unread book, sing the tale of the solitary rider I’ve played on subways for the working stiffs their heads in those I-phones like frozen ostriches And trains come and scoop their bodies ‘fore too long while I play for the pigeons on a bare platform Andyboy will ride tonight, echoed voice and humming lights step on up and hear my song, I’ll be hear long after ya’ll are gone is it all a waste of time, buskin’ on for a couple dimes count your

Naughtiest
Come check out Neon Lights! We have an awesome family and awesome tunes. Come raise some hell with us and join us. We help with leveling let us know what yall need and we try to help ya just dont do blings unless we have the credits. We have fun and joke around with each other no DRAMA in lounge its all left at the door or its kicked if it is kept up it will be banned. 3 stikes in the lounge first is a warning with silence, second is an eject and a talk in the sb, and third is a ban til we think your ready to be unbanned.

Life...and Death
My best friend recently got back together with his wife...they had been divorced and seperated many years but both had matured and grown back together as they both realized their mistakes and that they still very much loved each other. It was great to see my best friend happy and fulfilled again. she went to the doctor about some minor pains and they found a problem that required going into her heart through a vein(or artery) in her leg. She didnt respond to the treatment so they had to open up her chest...she died on the table...Now he is devasted and doesnt know how to handle it...when I talk to him I can see he is avoiding the grieving process..this happened 4 days ago...fuck this unfair shit, he deserves way better

Mafia Guide
Do not attack turfed players unless they are on the hitlist. If someone attacks you let an officer know, but most likely they will already know about it, and will have handled the situation. Do not retaliate unless you have talked to an officer in the turf. One attack on anyone in a turf is expected. Three attacks on anyone in a turf is acceptable. Four attacks on a single turf member within an hour's time frame or hitting multiple mobsters in the same turf is considered provocative and retaliation should be expected. Unaffiliated mobsters are fair game, hit them as often as you like. Just be sure you aren’t messing with some power house mobster. Know your target, It is polite to accept their mob request if they send one but not required. Don't complain if they list you for milking. Soldier Spots: To keep your soldier spot, you

Just Play The Game
JUST A LITTLE PIECE OF ADVICE TO THE GIRLS (AND EVEN SOME GUYS) OUT THERE...PLAYING THE FU GAME MIGHT BE FUN, BUT LET IT JUST BE THAT, A GAME. YES IT'S FUN TO GET BLINGS,RATES,COMMENTS AND ALL THE OTHER STUFF BUT LET THAT JUST BE PART OF THE GAME. DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY AND GIVE YOUR HEART AWAY JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE SAYS THEY LOVE YOU AND GIVES YOU EVERYTHING THAT'S PART OF THE GAME ON HERE. TRUTH IS THEY'RE REALLY ONLY PLAYING YOU AS PART OF THE GAME. WHILE THEY'RE MAKING PROMISES TO YOU, TELLING YOU THAT YOU'RE THEIR EVERYTHING AND THEY'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER, THEY'RE SAYING THE SAME THINGS TO ANOTHER GIRL/GUY IN THEIR SHOUT BOX. HAVE ENOUGH PRIDE AND DIGNITY IN YOURSELF TO NOT LET ANYONE HAVE THAT MUCH POWER OVER YOU!

Daring Date Night
Every Man's Dream! It happened one day while shopping for grub...I went to the local grocery store to get some groceries for the weekend when she entered my life! Light Auburn hair shoulder length...Beautiful Green Eyes...and a body that some would envy... She wasn't a Cosmopolitan Model all fake...She is the Real Deal! I came around the corner in the dairy department and she was bent over in the milk section...standing there dreaming about getting to know her, she caught me redhanded...Staring at that gorgeous ass barely covered in denim short shorts! Legs that were lean n long! She smiled saying...You Like?Turnin' to show her physique! Breasts that weren't huge but well endowed! Stuttering i said...Sorry Ma'am...she said it's ok i kinda liked it...smiling i said well you're just about the best looking lady I've seen since...i don't know when...we chatted for a few about anything and everything...as we started to part i said Sorry for staring...She grabbed my hand and was writing...s

What I Want....what I Need...and He Does It All
Am I your princess, your babygirl, your naughty freak??? Daddy, I'm all of them and so much more. I beg you to use your hands and mold me, choke me, spank me, hold me down. PLEASE don't go easy on me, because that is not what I crave. I want to feel owned but yet be your prized possession. Just your presence alone makes me feel safe, loved, cherished. Bite my lips, place your hand around my throat, spank my ass. I beg you please leave marks...your brand on me. The sting makes me feel so alive, so happy, so complete. Days later I still feel you in me, on me....everywhere. Just the thought makes me quake with wanting. You will never hear me say no....just more....oh so much more. I am your play thing, your experiment...don't worry I won't break. I just want to please you...I want to make you feel alive....sated...exhausted and exhilarated. Allow me to watch your face as I please you, the sounds you make..... oh god the sounds you make. Every inch of me is yours for the taking...take it

Sad
I’ve been trying to shy away from politics and other hot button issues but this horrific tragedy in Vegas got me today. What gets me even more are the people waiting to see “who’s side” he’s on...was he a trumper a libtard a muzzie an antifa an alt righter an alt leftwing nut job...like what the fuck. My fear is the American people are on a precipice of no return...opinions neither side can budge and those “issues” they’re willing to throw out decorum and shit all over their fellow man. Sad. Did you wake up & cry because you have to stay home another day? I woke up & cried because It was my turn to float to the positive floor. Are you "bored"? Come hang out with me for 5 minutes....I promise you'll be so scared, you'll forget you were ever bored. Do you miss your friends? Imagine how much more you would miss them if you were isolated and alone in a hospital bed. Imagine wearing masks so tight to your face that it hurts after hour o

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A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. ... The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, 'Well your Honor, it was like this: when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, 'Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling,' and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, 'William's Big Stick Did the Trick,' and I could hardly contain myself. But Your Honor, when she moved the fourth time and sat under a sign that said, 'Goodyear Rubber could

Inside The Inner Mind Of The †drummer From Hell†©
Well, appanrently, I'm a "horrible person" to some. Well, those who actually took the time to get to know me, know damn well, that I'm one to care, ALOT about the one's that deserve it. Well, one seems to think that after pushing me away, I didn't care, and when I tried to care, they didn't want it, THEN, made me out to be a cold-hearted, piece of shit stalker.I AM NOT A STALKER!! I do not stalk, I care not to stalk. I deserve to know why I'm getting treated wrong, for someone else's wrong doings. NEWS FLASH! When someone tells you one thing, then does the complete opposite, your credibilty, is pretty much FUCKED! But, lying about me, portraying me to be something I'm not, and then accusing me of things, is not the way to go about it. If you really wanna sit there, and make yourself out to be a victim of an abusive person, when someone else that actually is like that, your chances at sympathy, are slim. YOU made the choices you made. YOU chose to go down that road. YOU were fully aware