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Profile Skin Ex {feel Free To Use}
The following is working example of a profile skin that i had made and it works great. All you have to do is add your desired images from your photobucket, imageshack, tinypic, or other hosting service and then you take and go to your skins and create a new skin and copy and paste this into the big box and then name your skin and then save the skin and poof you got a profile skin of your very own. You can customise this skin with the desired Font style that you want as well as the desired color for the text. For a list of CSS COLORS you can visit this link: http://www.somacon.com/p142.php HAPPY CREATING AND HOPE YOU FIND THIS USEFUL~Dj Iceman Coder #userpagecontentstyle { color: #FF0000!important; font-style: Posca Mad Thrasherz; background-color: black; border: none; border-width: 0px; -moz-border-radius: 2em; background-image: url(background image link here); background-attachment: fixed; background-position: center;

Shoutout To The Ladies
Sending a shoutout to all of the ladies here on Fubar. I salute you, and keep your head up and don't let anything or anyone bring you down! Continue to stay strong and remember you're beautiful inside and out. Always keep God first in your heart and accept people for who they are.

Rambles In My Head
ok so it's been awhile since i blogged and well alot has happened since the laost blog but not sure how much i wanna share of it. but i can say i am a happier in many ways since i am enrolled in college ready for it to start but gotta say i am scared as shit tho means so many new things to come in my life and decisions to be made and not sure witch way to move or if these classes may just pull a cincinnati switch on my ass and i am gonna be left out in the cold? if this happens has i burnt to many bridges to turn back around and pick up with the mediocore life that i am in now where my biggest thrill is looking forward to going out to eat at night i mean don't get me wrong i get great joy out of hanging with my online friends and my nightly games of backgammon with bella where i get my ass whipped 8 out of 10 times are awesome and knowing that i can tell her anything and she knows what i mean and where i am coming from makes a day ten times better and i have met some cool new people bu

Stuff
So....I was told to make an update blog because apparently I haven't shouted from the roof tops loud enough about my big move. Most of you know that I am engaged now to the most wonderful, amazing guy ever but some of you don't! We are planning to get married around this time next year. :) I really am so lucky. We've had our share of hard times but two people have never been more perfect for each other. I'm moving up to PA where my dude has moved to go to school. I wasn't originally planning on moving up there with him but with the miscarriage and all, I don't want to be away from him anymore and he would feel better if I was near him too so I quit my job (gasp) and I'm making the move this weekend. I really am so excited to move up there. I really hate SC and I can't wait to get out of here again. After he graduates next year, we will be moving to CO (around Denver where his family is) and will be having our wedding there. It's a lot to plan but I am super excited about th

The Long Train Ride
I was sitting in the railcar, listening to the rat tat tat of the car passing over the tracks. I was travelling in the dining car and was watching the beautiful California coastline running along highway 1 as it approached evening. That is until I heard a soft voice ask, “Is this seat taken?” I was sitting alone at white clothed table and was surprised to see this petite brunette woman, well-endowed, with deliciously crimson lips who had spoken. Somehow I murmured “sure”, but for the life of me I didn’t know what part of my brain that came from cuz my conscious one had no fuckin clue. As she seated herself, I realized I couldn’t decide between the beautiful ocean views or the vision of this goddess before me..wait my hardening member was speaking up for me. I wasn’t sure what held the intensity of my reaction, but I did note that there was a strong musk scent that I hadn’t noticed before. I mentioned I loved her perfume and she replied sh

"thank You"..just Because
Everyone can admit we are super busy these days and often take things and people for granted. It's difficult to find time in the day to let everyone you care about know how much of an impact they make on your life day to day. Well I wanna take a minute to say "Thank You" to anyone who has made me smile, feel better when I'm down, listening when I bitch and moan, put up with me and love me. I don't have the funds to buy bling or anything like that to show my appreaction for your friendship so I hope this will do. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU ALL (h)

Roxy's Ramblings
This is a lovely song by the Beatles that I was just listening to, and part of it really speaks to how I've been feeling lately. So, I'm sharing the lyrics for those of you who care. :) Who knows how long I've loved you You know I love you still Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to, I will For if I ever saw you I didn't catch your name But it never really mattered, I will always feel the same Love you forever, and forever Love you with all my heart Love you whenever we're together Love you when we're apart And when, at last, I find you Your song will fill the air Sing it loud, so I can hear you Make it easy to be near you For the things you do endear you to me Oh, you know I will I will Okay, I've had some questions about my current status, and a few people wanting more details and such, so here they are! 1. The Declaration of Independence was actually voted on and passed on Juily 2, not July 4! July 4 was the day that the text of the doc

Prayers Are Appreciated
I will be off (maybe checking stuff i don't know) for the next week. I am going to become a human pin cushion and hopefully be fixed up after a car accident i had last year destroyed most of the disks in my neck. They tried to fix me up last june but that surgery only made things worse for the disks above it, so i have to go get myself fixed up tomorrow, I will be out of it for a week, praying that I don't freak out on the table etc thank you to all the friends that have stuck by me and be as loyal as i could have hoped for, true love from friends is rocking sweet and i love you back

Pink
La inauguración de la fiesta, como todos los años lo hacia el bisabuelo, pero, él no estaba y en su honor lo hizo su hija Sara, mi abuela, quien vestida elegantemente para la ocasión, subió al estrado. Dirigió unas palabras a los visitantes y procedió a bajar las escaleras para cortar la cinta, estaba en eso cuando tropezó, ya estaba por tocar el suelo cuando, unas manos fuertes la alcanzaron de la cintura y la alzaron por los aires posándola en el suelo media desmayada, aquellas manos pertenecían al hombre misterioso quien sabríamos más tarde se llamaba Carlos Mendez. By PINK Para que les cuento la cantidad y variedad de comida que se degustaba en la fiesta, o de la cantidad de pasteles y postres compitiendo por el primer lugar, lo mejor de todo era que después que terminaba el concurso, los dulces y pasteles se lo daban a los niños y comíamos hasta explotar de felicidad. los extranjeros nos daban monedas por cada musaraña que hacíamos, reían por todo, noso

Memorial Day
Needless to say, Im a jeans and t-shirt person..When it comes to beauty, Ive always thought it was dumb and a hollywood standard of what we are suppose to look like. Next Wednesday is my mothers wedding and I love her to death, she's my best friend so being completely out of my comfort zone for a day isnt going to kill me. The maid of honor dress has been bought, still need the shoes though. My eyebrows were done yesterday, which looks great, I have to admit. My facial is next, then teeth being whiten..they are white but it doesnt hurt to get whiter. My tan is coming natural, working outside..Then the omega starts...Make Up! Still not totally sure what to do with my hair, I wear alot of head gear so ..even for a day, I'll smell like I walked out of a beauty salon..really.. Im every happy for my mom though, shes waited long enough to meet the right man, even if it took 15 years. Plus my step dad is completely awesome, even if I'll have 2 step sisters..I still wish my sister would be t

New Codes
Hiya...My name is Breezy! I live in Sunny Florida...I love the sun,fun and water! I love to go out dancing,I love to laugh and have fun.Im just your average girl next door...nothing special about me.I have been told that I do have a bubbly personality and I do seem to be the life of the party.Im an open book...so if ya want to know anything...just hit me up! ~me~ Today I sit...reflecting on my past...wondering if I had taken a different path how different my life could possibly me. I sit and reflect on the present...the present is filled with so many emotions,some happy,joyful and Breezy and yet others are dark and despairing... Then I think of the future...what does the future hold? You really never know the emotion and pain that is sometimes hiding behind a smile.Life is so short..live it to the fullest! Laugh till you cry and Love like there is no tomorrow! ~me...just rambling~

Pimpout Game
CATEGORY: MYTHOLOGY SUBJECT: HERCULES CLUE: ARCH ENEMY HINT: ARCH ENEMY ALSO FEATURED IN VIDEO GAMES OK HERE IS HOW IT WORKS...AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AT RANDOM I WILL UPDATE THE BLOG AND IT WILL FEATURE A CLUE FOR U TO FIGURE OUT AND ANSWER CORRECTLY...THE CLUE CAN AND WILL COME FROM BASICALLY ANYTHING FROM ANYWHERE. FIRST 3 PEOPLE TO GET THE RIGHT ANSWER TO ME, VIA SB OR PM, WILL GET A FREE PIMPOUT. I WILL POST A SEPERATE BLOG FOR THE GAME SO YOU WONT HAVE TO READ ALL THIS EVERYTIME.

The Chronicles Of Joe
The Chronicles of Joe Hello my name is Joe, I am a incubus that inhabits a doll my owner bought knowing full well I inhabit it. I know it’s hard to believe but yes we demons do exist and so do ghosts. Well I figured it was about time to write down my immortal life’s experience, but I should let ya know I’m not a innocent demon. A incubus is a kind of sexual demon we feed of the sexual energies of a woman especially her orgasm’s. We incubus usually start by invading woman’s dreams then slowly we make our selves known physically in small ways first then moving things . We do like to create a little fear while we seduce a woman; I myself like to use things to possess (stuffed teddy bears, dolls, sex toys, even some appliances.).Now the internet makes thing a whole lot interesting you mortals don’t realize we demons and ghosts can travel anywhere in a blink of an eye. So now wh

My Thoughts
Life is so interesting.I have seen and brought life into this world. I have also seen many of my loved one's die. As in seeing life for the first time, coming into this Big World of our's, We alway's come kicking and screaming. As in Death we do the same. Life is so precious, as dying so perminent. Believe when I say I know how deep this is. But "God" and having faith in what his plan for us is, is what must keep us going. Marriage, frienship's, beginning anew, children are all gift's God has given to us to enjoy and cherish. So why would anyone ever want to throw that away? That pain that you feel,when a loved one has destroyed your life, and your dreams that you had made together, is far worse than any physcial pain one can endure. Being betrayed and lied to by a loved one whom you thought was your partener for life is one of the most devastating experiances that I myself never want to go through the rest of my life. The mental torture of what did I do? what could I have done t

Stuff
First things first....... THANK YOU LILLPAPI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alex has been my #1 Fu-friend since I joined this site, and will ALWAYS be my #1. Now onto the meat of all this. If you have recently added me and helped me level, I really appreciate it from everyone. Alex has been keeping up with my FU for me. I had a fire at my home last month. I have been working insane hours while trying to clean up all the mess. Any of my friends that I talked to often, I'm sorry if I haven't answered any messages from you. Most the time it wasn't even me on here lol. Don't worry, all of your splendid penis pics that you sent have been kept for my eyes only ^_^ BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Thanx for being patient while i'm busy prying out the symbolic "FOOT" called life that has been crammed in my cooter.

My Points For 24 Hours
YOU'LL GET THE FOLLOWING * ALTRUIZED BY ME (MY POINTS) WHILE I RUN A GOD MODE * FAMILY ADD FOR GOD MODE * BOMBED BY ME OVER & OVER AGAIN * A PROFILE RATE FROM THE FAMP EVERYTIME MY PROFILE IS RATED * ALL OF YOUR BLING POLISHED THAT CAN BE (UP TO 5,000) * EVERY POINT EARNED BY ME FOR 24 HOURS * THE LUXURY OF 20 + MILLION POINTS & FUBUCKS, GUARRENTEED! ALL WITHOUT YOU HAVING TO DO ANY OF THE WORK! BUT WAIT, THERE'S MORE!! YOU'LL CONTROL THE PIMPHAND & TRUST ME, I AIN'T SCARED!! IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME, THERE ARE A FEW RED'S YOU CAN ASK!! WHAT AM I ASKING IN RETURN? ALL I ASK IS A 135 CREDIT BLING PACK,

My Writings
The day has come for him to go. He holds her tight as tears stream down her face and says, "This isnt goodbye...This is i will see you see you soon and be home before you know it..." He kisses her forehead, her cheek, and as he kisses her lips and holds her tight. She grasps his hand as he releases her from his arms. Not wanting to let him go. Praying to god that this isnt the last time she sees his face or that this is the last time she feels his touch. It will be 6 months before she sees him again. That night for the first time in a long time she is alone. The bed seems massive with only her body in it. She holds his pillow tight breathing in his scent. Tears begin to fall. In the back of her mind is the small thought that he may not come home. She cries herself to sleep that night. His pillow wet with her tears. The next few days she seems to just be going thru the motions. The waiting has begun. Each day brings her closer to his return. She waits. She waits for hi

Please Vote For My Band Produkt... Last Day To Vote!
Please vote and help get PRODUKT into the top 20... right now we're in 25th place! Voting ends today! =] Here's the link: http://www.indabamusic.com/opportunities/janes-addiction-remix-opportunity/submissions/72454

Love
how do we know our feelings are real, to want to make sure they dont steal, steal ur heart and throw it away, like the burnt ashes in an ashtray, how do we trust someone in that way, to want them to stay, to stay by your heart, and never leave, or fall apart, what do we do, what do we not, how do we fix this knot, this knot in out hearts, that says stay away or tarts, dont be afraid to show ur emotions, but that would mean no notions, of holding bk, and being scared, and to let it all out and be fair, be fair to u and to everyone else, and to not be selfless. to love someone, is to love just one, a person ud die for, and who ud live for, someone whose there, and never goin anywhere, to want to help u, when in need ,and to support u, in any deed, to choose that one person, and know u were certain, that they love u as much, or more with just a one touch, to be there when ur down, and u feel like ur gonna drown, to drown in the emotions,

Best Divorce Letter
BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s t

Job Security
My mind is constantly, filled with these things. Images, visions, are haunting my dreams. Through every tear, all the heartache and pain. There is always something for me to gain. the blood trails I’ve followed, drowning in a river of tears. All of the bad decisions and wrong turns, throughout the years. Has left me with these words, a mind that doesn’t turn off. Full of nightmares, but giving me thoughts. I get paid for my pain, sad but true. I write it down, and share it with you. I can’t help but be thankful for, all my mind constantly sees. My pain provides me with, job security.

Can I Sleep In Your Bed
My hair brushed your face, while we were trying to rest. Both tossing and turning, trying our best. To close our eyes, drift off to Dreamland. You reached out to me, with a touch of your hand. You knew I was upset, you seen the tears shed. Knowing I needed you, that's when you said. Hey Mom, can I sleep in your bed.

Met Your Match
I couldn't see the demon, as it approached. But I felt it in my presents, when I awoke. From a deep sleep, I just knew it was there. Lurking around, everywhere. The room grew cold, heavy and dark. Sounds of his foot-steps, indenting his mark. Craving destruction, chaos and pain. Fear, turmoil, that is his game. To bring the strong willed, down to his feet. You have met your match demon, for I, cannot be beat.

Vampyress' Story
Red eyes glowing Filled with crimson tears Looking for her immortal love Fangs half elongated Red corset dress Lost in a world of loneliness Searching for that one The one to save her The one to love her for life So happy to finally find him Two children she gave birth Izabelle and Alucard are their names Then he pushes her away Silently she cries Slowly she dies She feels so sad because he left her Left her to spend eternity alone Abandoned for the rest of her life "Where'd you go, I miss you so" Is what she sings Fangs enter The soft sweet skin Of another This is her story Her story of hurt Her story of betrayal She looks for him still Still longing the painful kiss Upon her neck The kiss she once knew The kiss she longs for "My love where'd you go" Fading out of existence Fading out of immortality Fading with her young still here She looks into their eyes And decides she must be strong She must live for them now Frozen heart to all of the opposite sex Angered heart to

Daddy And Babygirl
Daddy and Babygirl - Foot Fun She was standing at the sink finishing up the last of the dishes, singing along to the song on the radio. She didn't know Daddy was behind her until she felt him pushing up against her body. His arms came around the sides of her as he placed each hand on the counter and leaned further into her, pinning her body against the edge of the sink. He kissed her shoulder and made his way up her neck and to her ear. He leaned into her and growled into her ear, "finish quickly and meet me in the living room." She leaned back against him, her head resting against his neck for just a brief moment, "yes Daddy." With that he pushed himself into her backside one more time, making sure she could feel his arousal against her. She let out a small moan and almost dropped the dish she was holding back in to the water. She hurried to finish up the dishes and get them all put away. Then she walked over to the entryway and saw Daddy sitting on the couch. He

Educate Yourself
I envy those people who have led their sheltered little lives, constantly being shielded and protected by the real world around them. Not having a clue as to what really lies within the shadows and darkness around them. They have this perception that since they haven’t been exposed to it, that it simply doesn’t exist. However, for those of us who have had no choice but to make it in the real world, we tell a different tale as to what the world is truly about. I don’t have anything against the wealthy or those who live inside the gated communities, although a high majority of these people see the world as in what lies within their walls, and that alone can be scary by itself. Look around at all the well maintained lawns, and you would think you are staring at perfection, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. The fact still remains that regardless of your community, economic status, race, religion or educational background, abuse and violent crime offender

Sad But True
im just trying to set the story straight,,,there is to many people here in fubar that fall to easy for lies and game players,,,im here to say it happened to me twice and both times has cost me alot,,im very easy to get along with ,i can be your friend or your enemy or nothing at all,,i like to help out when and where i can,,,problem is i get close easy and very easily hurt i try to give my all to everyone and it seems 8 out of 10 times i getfucked over,,,but when i do i go by the old sayin what comes around goes around,,,there is a certain couple people that have hurt and played me so hard ,,i i forgave and kept the friendship till lately,,the other who 99%of fubar knows what kind of person she is ,cut to deep and the cut wont be repaired now she is spreadin lies and adding her own versions to things to make me look bad and all its doing is hurting herself. yes i love the game on fubar but get very sick of the drama,,a certain fubar whore which will remain nmeless but you all know who

Fu Fu Fu Fu Fooolin
When someone leaves a "nasty" comment on your mumm, it's not because they hate you. You're seeing the unfiltered opinions of people who don't know you, giving their input on the information you've presented, and essentially a first impression of your digital persona. Their words may feel somewhat insightful or shocking, but hey, anyone can get a lucky guess. Either that, or you're transparent as fucking glass. If you don't post in a somewhat literate manner, well, your carelessness will be met with mockery and you might be met with even more ridicule depending on certain variables such as the color of your name, status message, or what kind of shit people dig up in your picture folders. If you spend all your "mumming" time only posting them and commenting within your own mumms, people will notice. We like to see you actually participating in mumms other than your own, or we'll assume you're very self-centered and likely only in this part of the site so you can earn some fake populari

Friends
When in search for the perfect match in your life,its very difficult.But when ones found and everything seems to be going good,then it seems to take place the lack of communication which leads to hurt feelings with a question hanging in your head.Communications is very important in any type of relationship,if you don't have it then you get misled and that resorts back to your feelings once again.and that will also put a trust issue in question.so the point is with good communications,people can really get confused and have hurt feeling.And my belief that is the foundation for any kind of relationship,You have to have.So if all possible talk it over and get your understandings,mutual and be happy.The main thing is openness and honesty.In order for you both to be mutually happy. Friends are forever,Friends dont pick on each others weakness,to tear them down,you look at thier weakness and try to make each other stronger.Thats a true friend. I am wanting to explain some non sense.I had a l

Poems
True Love You say that you love her But love is not something you just say You have to show true love And pray to the lord above For a good job, nice house, and car Not going out and getting drunk at the bar Or playing at the club and getting par When you come near me I am speechless Because the thought of talking to an angel is amazing Your eyes remind me of a unicorn, beautiful, and incapable of capture The thought of you puts me in a state of rapture If anything were to happen to you I don’t know what I might do Because you are my one my only boo I love you gir

Club Lost
i will be running an auction for St Patricks Day it will run from the 10th to the 17th. if you woould like to enter just send me the link to the pic u wanna use along with your offers and ill get the tag made. no entrey fee 50k minimum bid Dear God, I know Christmas is only 2 days away, but if its not too late i do have one wish. Now i know that most people would ask Santa but Christmas to me is not about Santa or flying reindeer, Its about the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. So I come to you for my Christmas wish. As you know 2011 wasn't a good year for the family and me. spent several months looking for work, and then in November we lost both storage sheds that had everything we owned in them, the furniture, the clothes, toys,family photos everything. And soon we will be looking for anther place to live. So my wish is this, I pray that for Christmas my wife and kids will have a great Christmas and hopefully get back some of the things they lost. I will give up the la

And The Stupid Continues ....
HE LEFT THiS ON MY STATUS AFTER I DELETED HiM OFF MY YAHOO NOW HERE iS THE CONVERSATiON!!! rainbowbritekilla: hey! i had a very stressy day at work .... how was ur day? Carlo Tomlin: had stress ful cpl days trying to talk to some sexy german bitch hahaha lol rainbowbritekilla: lol sowwy brb Carlo Tomlin: no your not and irts fineCarlo Tomlin: i know im always lasy on your list lol rainbowbritekilla: phone Carlo Tomlin: i going to eat dinner chat some other time ok xo Carlo Tomlin: even today after all we have said you still play games??Carlo Tomlin: games dont get you respectCarlo Tomlin: but im not going to arhue any moreCarlo Tomlin: i cant be assedCarlo Tomlin: im going to eat my food Carlo Tomlin: laterCarlo Tomlin: may be you should just delete me from everywhere okCarlo Tomlin: thsat way you dont have to avoid me and lie to m,e all the timeCarlo Tomlin: you can just not have to waste my time rainbowbritekilla: wtf??? IM TALKIN TO MY MOMrainbowbritekilla: brb ok

Dork Proof
...and so does Dean. You see, Dean needs 15 more new fans before he can level. I fanned him a few weeks ago because he's a cool guy and I wouldn't want him not to level! I totally upset the fan-less balance of my page just to help him out. Deans Psychedelic Breakfast@ fubar And this is where helping us both comes in. You see, as soon as he levels (yay!) I'll be able to remove him from my fan list! lol I wish to thank you all for your time, and your support. You're such good friends, and I'm happy I came back. ...of what a dork/nerd I am: I posted on Baby J's blog on how changing the famplifier rate notification from "by way of" to "via" would result in a 60% savings in related bandwidth. I made two text files with 100 iterations of each phrase. "by way of" was 1005 bytes, and "via" was 404. Waiting on approval by blog owner, lol. The Manson Family Lounge: Where "welcome to the family" has a whole 'nother meaning... The only music in this lounge would be The Beatles' Wh

Terms For Being A Sexy Siren
Hello Ladies and thank you for your interest in participating with the Sexy Sirens. Detailed below you will find all the info you will need to participate. Satyr's Sexy Sirens are the lovely Ladies of Fubar that allow me to post their photos to help attract more attention to their individual pages. The Sexy Sirens Homepage is Ladies Only! ALL INTERESTED MUST have a Fubar approved sfw salute to even be considered, this is required to ensure the page remains LADIES ONLY!! Also you can NOT share an account with your boyfriend or husband or allow access to the Sexy Sirens Homepage via your account to your boyfriend, husband or male friends. You and your photos will be deleted and blocked immediately! To participate you will need to post 2 photos minimum. The first is a SFW photo. This photo is public and will be cycled through the Profile Pic to bring attention to your page. The other photo is a NSFW ( frontal topless minimum ). This photo is Family Only! This photo was suggested b

Backlog
Well, I am finally home... and as such I figure the best way to disseminate the 411 on the situation is a blog, mainly bCoz I won't be here much for the next few days and with the some 800 messages I have waiting here, all this love waiting from the best friends and family on the site I wanted everyone to get their answers as quickly and easily as possible.... so here goes... The surgery was at around noon on 7/14... I say around noon bCoz I was passed out at the time.... due to my severe apnea, they had to insert the breathing tube while I was awake, a most unpleasant experience to say the least, but fortunately the last I remember before being knocked out... when they got in there they found more damage than had been revealed on the MRI and I wound up having 3 laminectomies and 1 disc replacement... Then, the nightmare begins... I awoke in recovery around 4:30 pm, this time around 4:30 bCoz at that point I was TOTALLY fupped duck... but not so drugged as to not feel the pain... I w

Do You Want A Salute?
I am doing boob salutes for the month of Oct in exchange for a Breast Cancer Pink Ribbon Bling. No bra, just skin. As natural as it gets. I will not be writing on myself, as this causes redness for the next salute if I do multiple ones at once. Your message and fu-name will be on a piece of paper. My fu-name will also be included. Each salute will also include the Breast Cancer Association Ribbon to symbolize the reason for the salute. I apologize in advance for any wait. It may take up to a week for me to get the salute made and sent to you.Please be patient as the turn-around depends on how many salutes have been requested. You MUST follow the details below if you wish to have a boob salute: Open a Private Message (PM) and put BC Salute in the subject so I know what I am opening. Include what you want the salute to say. Usually this inlcudes your fu-name and a small message. I will reply to your PM and inform you of the turn-around time. Do not send the bling unt

Jake's Blog
There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming.Having a vision for our future that differs from our current circumstances can be inspiring and exciting, but it can also keep us from fully committing to our present placement. We may become aware that this is happening when we notice our thoughts about the future distracting us from our participation in the moment. We may find upon searching our hearts that we are waiting for some future time or situation in order to self-actualize. This would be like a flower planted in North Dakota putting off blooming because it would prefer to do so in Illinois. There are no guarantees in this life, so when we hold back we do so at the risk of never fully blossoming. This present moment always offers us the ground in which we can take root and open our hearts now. What this means is that we live fully, wherever we are, not hesitating because conditions are not perfect, or we might end up

Fmf The Rules
THE RULES OF FUBAR’S MOST FINEST!!! First off, we are here to have fun and make new friends. We are here to support each other in any way possible. We are not here to compete against other groups, or people. Now for the RULES & REGULATIONS: 1. Before becoming a Fubar’s MOST Finest, you must rate, fan and add your officers. Once this is done contact one of the officers and let them know. Once you have done that feel free to add FMF to your name! *NOTE: We do not vote people in or out of the group, this is not a competition. 2. Please add Fubar’s MOST Finest to your name! It is nice to see the name in yours, but we realize it is a lot to put. If you would like you may use FMF for short! 3. Make sure you have a posted and a Fubar approved salute on your page. If you do not have one, we will give you a week to make and have one posted. If after a week, no salute is posted, we reserve the right to dismiss you from the group. This is not to be mean, but in the past

Heaven's Window
I'm in another auction...check me out and bid please!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=250615&albumid=0&i=3350344445 The linked photo aint working..dammit. I can end auction at anytime if I accept the bid. Thank you and happy bidding!! =D I know this isn't really the place to post this; however, I do know people here who have lost loved ones. Something happened that I must share with you. We all need a little uplift in spirit at some point or another. This morning I was on my way to work and saw something truly amazing. For a brief moment, I looked up at the sky and saw Heaven's window. The clouds had formed in a pattern that made a perfect square of light. I just stared at it for a few seconds before the window closed. I thought to myself, wow. All of the people who I have loved and lost to those pearly gates were peeking down on me. So, don't think for one second they are not there, watching over us, because they truly are....and I saw them! I feel blessed today for recei

Realationships
I have to write this because it is really starting to irrate me! I have noticed way too many times that way too many people on here get close with people and build a friendship or relationship and then others on here start to run their mouths like we are in highschool and ruin those friendships or relationships built on jealous peoples lies and accusations. Why can't people learn to go and talk to the friend or mate and ask questions instead of just believing the rumor starter? Are we all really that immature to act in this manner? For example I have two people on here I was talking to and I thought building a friendship with and now they totally just do not answer me. WTF is up with that? Ready to hear others opinions!!! You know I have spent so much time on here and myspace and realised one thing that irratates me greatly! People always judge by how someone looks on if they want to be with them. Guys always want the skinny barbiedoll type and women want the muscular blah blah. Well I

Open To Fuland!
Yes, I am running an Auto Eleven or Cherry Bomb Auction!! (June 22 - July 6) *There is no starting bid so anyone may win, but I may NOT hold another auction if I don't believe bidders are serious (click on image above to enter auction area)

4 Years.....
Each time they say your nameA tear forms in my eyeHow can I be happyIf all I seem to do is cry You wern't supposed to leave usIt has to be a dreamI cant accept your absenceAnd take goodbye for what it meansYou left me lost and brokenI still can't find my wayThe years have passed real slowlyBut it's harder every dayI thought you would be here foreverEvery time I love someoneIt seems they get taken awayNone of this should have happenedYour place is next to mineEveryone says its supposed to get betterBut it seems the hurt won't ease in timeI will never forget youThough we are far apartI miss you so much MarkAnd i'll always love you with all my heart RIP Mark...Gone To Soon But U Will Forever Live In Our Hearts! Lovin U Always, Michelle & Ur Daughta Jamy'lah

A Good Cause
I don't care were you come from, what you look like, what you have done or what might be done. If you are at my side I will die for you. It seems the word is not getting out for the Paitnings for the Fallen. Should I try for the spotlight ? Because this is important to me. Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to l

Skitzmixx
http://official.fm/tracks/247022 PLAYLIST ----------- Alan Fitzpatrick - Paranoize (Adam Beyer & Jesper Dahlback Remix) David Moleon vs. Faithless - No Way Sun To Me (ATSand Bootleg Of 00.db Remix) Hardwell vs. Manu Chao - Bongo Congo Man (Johan Wedel Toolbox Edit) Mateo Murphy - Love Express (Chris Liebing Remix) Paul Kalkbrenner - Mad World Lutzenkirchen - Don't Fear To Rock ( Original Mix ) Spektre & Subfractal - Turista (Erphun Remix) Carl Cox vs Yousef - I Want You Forever (Deadmau5 Remix) DJ Rush - Motherfucking Bass (Popof Remix 1) omega drive - mature games (omega drive remix) LUKY RDU - Go (Chris Chambers Remix) Marco V Vs. 4 Strings - Catch A Greed (G8 Remash) Midfield General - Coatnoise (Dave Clarke Mix) Spiros Kaloumenos - Blackout (Original Mix) thatsthebass - thatsthebass Majai - Strange (DJ Preach Remix) Spiros Kaloumenos - White noiz (original mix) Artento Divini pres. DTC - Lift Off (Original Mix) Phunk Investigation - Super Phunk (Origi

"red Neck Love"
When Henry was a youngster,he went to the drug store and asked the Pharmacist,"Sir,can you tell me where the ribbed condoms are?" The Pharmacist replied,"So,do you know what condoms are for?" "Sure do,They keep you from getting Venereal Diseases." The Pharmacist was impressed..."That's right,son. "Do you know what the ribs are for?" Henry paused and then answered,"Well,not really, but they sure do make the hair on my sheep's back stand up!!"

Single Life
Snippet of a conversation with a friend...since I don't feel like explaining again I'm gonna copy/paste. Here's my day. Was up until 8am...finally passed out from exhaustion...woke up at 3:40 to my mom banging on my door saying she doesn't like being locked out when she knows damn well I always lock my door when I'm home alone for my own safety. So I wrap myself in a blanket and go to the door, and told her I had went to bed at 8 and she goes "why?" I'm like "I dunno" so she goes "Well I'm gonna go get something to eat then" and just storms off and goes to get food. I just snapped at that point, I got up, threw on clothes and went to Mike's because Tawnua wasn't available until 6. So I talked to Mike's mom for a while, spent some time with Gwinevere, then went to Tawnua's. We watched true blood and we shared a can of soup for dinner. I kissed her too just to see if I'll enjoy it when the time comes By when the time comes I mean I've been invited to participate in a 3-way with

Welcome To Deviant Angel Levelers!
Welcome to Deviant Angel Levelers Homepage! First of all, we'd like to extend a warm welcome to everyone, we are here to help others level as well as helping ourselves in the process.. We can not do this alone... You must help as well! Details: This is how the group works.. We find people that need leveling, we will go to the utmost of lengths to make you level, we don't expect anything in return other than a simple recognition and a simple thank you. We aren't out for a popularity contest, we just see members on here that have been here as long as most of us that haven't excelled anywhere.We are a group of family and friends. We work together, not against each other.. A Few Things That We'd Like To See Are As Follows: 1) If all at possible.. (Depending on your level) try to have at least 250 photos ( That consitutes a bomb folder) 2) ATTEMPT to have a VIP ( Which allows room for more photo uploads) 3) If you need help, ASK! Don't hesitate! That's what we are here for.

Makes You Think
First let me say i am not posting this because i want you to feel sorry for me...or her. She is in remission and this ordeal will only make her a stroger person in the future. If she can overcome this......nothing will stop her. I guess i am posting this because FUBAR seems to have alot of drama lately......people have forgotten what is really important in life. So seriously....quit feeling sorry for yourselves that you dont have that bling or this bling.....that that person bought this for someone and not you................ This slideshow design generated with Smilebox

Pitfalls Of Dating - Deep Thoughts Journal
I recently had a male friend of mine ask me, "Would you rather have sex with a guy who had a thick 9" penis, a guy with an average 6" penis, or a smaller 4" one and why?" To this, I replied that there wasn't enough information presented to formulate a real opinion. After an exasperated sigh on his end (which I seem to get regularly, due to my constant need for more information), I explained the entire mystery regarding what women think of penis size, and it's that knowledge I share today with you fine folks.First, size DOES matter, but only in terms of confidence, really. What a girl generally finds is that, those packing the "big guns" tend to be rather self aware, and their ego often allows them to overlook performance. Similarly, those with smaller than average packages fail to have much in the area of confidence, and this too may be related in the bedroom. Here's the reality:Big Boys: The Pros - In a way, penis size is a bit like breast size. While some like the appearance of somet

What Happened..
Hubby wanted me to let him have the house and boys and I should have gone wherever.. so that his GF could move in..So we went to a lawyer and prepared for the divorce.. Fred got a job in Thailand, starting mid April.. Our plan was that I should follow asap.. around June/July, but bring my stuff 6 weeks in advance for the container The day I took my 5 boxes, a table and my sewing machine to be put into the container for Thailand, hubby killed himself (I was 500 km away) His GF (27) refused to join him here in Germnay.. So now am stuck here in Germany.. with a boy at school, the other soon to start studying and not yet know how to juggle things to be able to stay with Fred and keeping an eye on the boys..

Surgery
Sorry I have not been on but things took a slight turn for the worse. I had been running a slight fever for 3 days as well as nausea and headaches which were indications of a possible infection in the surgical opening. I am back on track and waiting for my nurse to come visit and let me know if I will need medical attention from my Doc or if it is ok to wait for my appointment. I apologize for not being around and able to rate you all back but I will soon. Much love to all and ty for the love you keep sending even when I am unable to return it :):):) Keep smiling tomorrow may be a better day :) As of Monday the 10th I will be going in for surgery to have a tumor removed. I want to let all my friends and family here on fubar to know that I appreciate all the love and support they have shown. I will most likely not be able to be online for at least a week during my recovery. It is outpatient surgery but may be pretty extensive. I am not looking for pity that is just not my style. This is

My Weakness
i want try to explain better my passion for women smokers.....i have this passion from age of 14 years old......the fact to see a woman in action with her cigarette...make me crazy....there are gestures i found wonderful in art of smoking......for example to see a woman while hold the cigarette dangling from mouth is a motive of great excitation....like to see exhale the smoke from mouth and from the nose.....or to see like a woman drag the cig and after exhale the smoke.....wonderful is also the moment of the light up the of cigarette.....all these type of gestures make me horny and also why i band all with sex...my deeper dream is make love with a woman while she's smoking and does all these things during the hot action.....but i can be turned on also only watchin a woman smoke......without sex......so i will be happy to trade some gifts of fubar with some personal smoking pics---or clips...if you're interested contact me with a personal message........i will explain better my littll

Want To Win A 1 Month Vip, 7 Day Blast Or 25 Credit Bling Pack
Its my birthday this weekend but somebody else will get the prize Make me a birthday salute, and I will put it in a folder and the person with the most rates at the end will get their choice of A) 1 month VIP B) 7 day Blast C) 25 credit Bling pack I am looking to start this contest on Saturday 09-04-2010, will start it after I get 10 people to join I am planning on ending it on Sunday 09-12-2010 Let me know if you want in

Inside The Inner Mind Of The †drummer From Hell†©
Well, appanrently, I'm a "horrible person" to some. Well, those who actually took the time to get to know me, know damn well, that I'm one to care, ALOT about the one's that deserve it. Well, one seems to think that after pushing me away, I didn't care, and when I tried to care, they didn't want it, THEN, made me out to be a cold-hearted, piece of shit stalker.I AM NOT A STALKER!! I do not stalk, I care not to stalk. I deserve to know why I'm getting treated wrong, for someone else's wrong doings. NEWS FLASH! When someone tells you one thing, then does the complete opposite, your credibilty, is pretty much FUCKED! But, lying about me, portraying me to be something I'm not, and then accusing me of things, is not the way to go about it. If you really wanna sit there, and make yourself out to be a victim of an abusive person, when someone else that actually is like that, your chances at sympathy, are slim. YOU made the choices you made. YOU chose to go down that road. YOU were fully aware

Funny Stuff
'Hong Kong announced on Wednesday that they would be giving away $6000HKD (about $770 USD) to each adult permanent resident in Hong Kong. The government will also be issuing salary tax cuts due to a fiscal surplus for the fiscal year ending on March 31st. This plan of giving out money to almost everyone replaces the plan that they had earlier to give that money to retirement savings accounts. Lawmakers and social groups commented that it is ineffective on low-income groups. The government would waive 75% of salary taxes. It is estimated that there is a surplus of $71.3 billion for this fiscal year.' AND Hong Kong is pretty much the lowest taxed country in the world... Not to mention things like public transport is uber efficient and up to date with the latest tech... and CHEAP. Man I so gotta get my residency sorted out. A British passport doesn't seem to have that much desirability as it once used to! 12:01pm wills gros...: hi 12:01pm wills gros...:

Leveling Requirements
Here is the new list of abilities to make sure you get them all and don't have to switch more than once to Demon. It is still easier to get the 50 fam adds as an angel in my experience. Angel Abilities Reveal Crush - 1 point Fam Boost someone - 2 points Point Boost someone - 4 points Altruize someone - 8 Points Vouch for someone - 10 Points Demon Abilities Buzzkill someone - 1 point Shitface someone - 1 point Fam Boost Self - 2 points Point Boost Self - 4 points Cloak someone - 8 points Name Screw someone - 5 points As a demon, to use your abilities on yourself, it depends on your Homepage type. If you're using "hotness" You go to the top, click "My" then an option says "abilities". If you use the fSB homepage, then you click where it says "Ability Points" under your point total and FuBucks Balance. Hopefully you've read my other post and plan to level to 38 as an Angel. If not, please read my post - Level 37 Demons - the easiest way to level! I know some peopl

Shhh
http://bookshelfporn.com http://bookshelfpor I think I'm going to start writing a blog reviewing the books I read. Maybe just post my favorite quotes for it idk. Maybe I won't post anything. (the only basis behind this is no one likes listening to me talk about my books and I NEED to after I read one. ) Anywho. I need some witty sugestions for a blog name. Working on getting my books set for next month. It's gonna be here soon! Read anything good lately? I'd really like a few new scary books. Hard to find. Not the omg theres a virus from monkeys that's gonna kill everyone scary..more like ghosts or killers or something. Just dled the new Dean Knootz. Gonna start on that while doing laundry. ugh.

Thank You To All My Family And Friends!!
Hello to all of you reading this! I am now 10 weeks past having surgery for a detached retina in my right eye. It has been, to say the least, something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I won't get into all the not so nice details, but suffice it to say, it has been quite a hellish ordeal. The ophthalmologist did what is called a "buckle" procedure. I haven't been able to spend too much time on the computer, or anything for that matter, because fatigue sets into that eye relatively quickly. My vision is blurry, to say the least, and I have been told it will probably stay that way. But, the alternative would be to TOTAL blindness in the eye. So, I thank all of you who have left me comments, sent drinks, bling and well wishes. I hope to get back to the Fu as soon as I can. I wish ALL of you the most joyous and wonderful holiday season possible and hope to see you all VERY soon. Thank you again!

When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time. Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show. OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple. I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world... In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.

In The Mind Of Madness
What does it mean to be a MAN? I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away. It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions. She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for. Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed) Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more

Video Shout To Fubar Peeps
I decided to make a video shout out some fubar peeps...Those who I might have left out hit me up in a private message and next time i do another video shout out I will be sure to include you. Plz rate and comment... Beto Hey everyone added a updated video shout for this month...added new peeps in it....if i overlooked you let me know. Beto aka dj devious one

Mc5
And right now, right now, right now it's time to KICK OUT THE JAMS, MOTHER FUCKERS! Yea! I, I, I, I, I'm gonna I'M GONNA KICK 'EM OUT! Yea! Well, I feel pretty good and I guess that I could get crazy now, baby. 'Cause we all got in tune and when the dressing room got hazy now, baby. I know how you want it, child: hot, sweet, and tight. The girls can't stand it when you doin' it right; when you're up on the stand. And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! Yes, I'm startin' to sweat, you know my shirt's all wet. What a feelin'. [ Mc5 Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] And the sound that abounds and resounds and rebounds off the ceiling. You gotta have it baby, you can't do without, when you get the feelin', you got the sound above. Put that mike in my hand And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! (guitars) alright, alright, alright,...(9 times) come on, come on,

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I paint when I am pissed off. And people actually want to buy those paintings 2. I love to cook and I am good at it, I love to experiment with food. 3. I play the cello, 4. I have been dancing since i was 2 5. I love a clean house and i am strick about it 6. I have been told that I have the biggest heart. I will give and give and give. And most of the time I get walked all over. 7. I have broken almost every bone in my body atleast once 8. I have dyslexia. So I dont like to read and I cant spell to save my life 9. I dont watch to much tv. But I will watch CSI 10. I thrive to be a good mom to my 2

Prayer Requests
A dear friend of ours is having a rough time. Her mother, Agnes,is in ICU and they have family coming in. Please pray for Agnes and her family. May they all have safe travel and may Agnes get better, all in God's Will. Angels Playground Please pray for Mare's dad, John Terry. He is not doing well at all, and the family needs as many prayers as can be said for them. AP Pray for the family of Mare's daughters niece-in-law who had turned up missing earllier and was found dead in the field. She was 14. Pray for all who knew her in this time of their grief. AP

Wanna Own Me?
Cash bids: -Sexy Salute -Add to Yahoo -Name in mine for a month -Add to Fam -Top friend add -Pimpouts daily -Shitfaced Daily -10 or 15 credit bling -Link on my page for a month -Kinky Creation -1000 11's a week -Radom gifts givin daily of my choice More is bid is high enough Fubucks: -100 11's daily -1 pimpout a week -name in mine for a month -kinky creation BIDDDING ENDS WITH HIGHEST BIDDER OF MY CHOICE!

Under Her Desk
I started off this morning in a very bad mood. I like to enjoy my coffee and sit alone for an hour.. well my driver being somewhat of a twit locked herself out of the van for the second time in 24 hours... I grumbled a lot while walking out the door..... To my surprise when I came back, my lovely Witty had offered to hide me under her desk. I graciously accepted only to find I wasn't the only one under her desk..... Its getting slightly crowded under there and I'm wondering If i should move out or start growling at people who come into my corner space.. My beef on a thursday Wicked

~love...random Guido Open Words~
~Take My Hand.... and Walk with Me... ~From Where We Are.... to Where We'll Be.... ~Love is a Mystery... ~We'll Learn what Life is.... as We Go... ~No Map...No Answers... ~All I know is this: I Love You So..... Peace.

I Never Knew I Could Feel Like This
Just want you to know your on my mind, lately that seems to be all the time.omg girl you are so damn fine.Just watch and see Im gonna make you mine.Kissing you on the forehead and holding you tight,cuddling and caressing all through the night. being with you is oh so right! I am not up for a one night stand,with you I am looking for the full time plan. just trust me and go hand in hand,I promise to be the greatest man.never be mean or treat you like crap,just let you know that you are all that!with you it would be great as far as I see,loving you til the end of time is great by me.with you in my arms is where you should be. The feelings I have are so tender and true,I never knew I could meet someone like you,Girl you Make me smile through and through,No one has ever had the power that you do.The miracles of our very first Kiss,your beautiful smile that I cant resist,the sparkle in your eyes make me at bliss,I never knew I could feel like this.Holding you closely is all I can

Help Needed 4 A Friend!
I have a dear real life friend that lost his job this week!! He just got custody of his son this summer and this couldnt be a worse time of year to be unemployed! He is in the telecommunications field but has other skills as well. Lives in DelRay Beach, FL ... If ANYONE knows of a position open that you feel he may be qualified for there (or anywhere else), PLEASE, let him know! He's my #5 family member .. here's his link .. ~ Michael ~http://b.pcc3.fubar.com/47/37/1997374/tn_1550936266.jpg">@ fubar My mission is to help him gain employment SOON! Thank you to anyone who may have a lead!! Happy Holidays All!! Jacqui

I'm A Lil Secrect...shhhhhhhh!@ Fubar
Jo Just so you know how much you mean too me ................................... You are such a special person and I am so glad I met you, you have the kindest heart and such a lovely way about you, and for me to know you, makes me so lucky, I am so glad that you finely are sorting your life out and I truly believe that you are going to be so happy and have such a nice life down in Cornwall. For the past 3 years that I have known you it’s been a really tough time but I really hope that in some small way I have been there for you and helped, I know there have been times that I have annoyed you, but I hope that you can just remember the good times and the laughing we did, as I will always remember the fun we had, you will always be very dear to me and will always be my very best friend (Just don’t ask me too look after your car keys again or ask me where they are :)) I know you were always going to leave but I never thought it would be as hard for me when the time c

Best Christmas Card Ever.
Twas the Night Before Christmas and all through the house, the creatures were stirring yes, even the mouse. We tried melatonin and gave a hot bath but the holiday jitters they always distract. The children were finally all nestled in bed when nightmares of terror ran through my OWN head. Did I get the right gift...the right color and style? Would there be a tantrum or even, maybe, a smile? our relatives come but they don't understand the pleasure he gets just from flapping his hands. "he needs discipline," they say "just a well-needed smack, You must learn to parent" and on goes the attack. We smile and nod because we know deep inside, the argument is moot let them all take a side. We know what it's like to live with the spectrum. The struggles and triumphs, achievements, regressions. But what they don't know and what they don't see, is the joy that we feel over simplicity. he said "hello" he ate something green! he told his first lie! He did not cause a scene! He peed on the

*~in-laws~*
A couple drove down a country road for several miles,not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules,goats and pigs,the wife asked sarcastically,"Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the husband replied, "in-laws."

Funny Sh*t
As most of my family knows, I am one good Mumm away from leveling for the last time. In the time that I have been here, people in my family have come and gone. But there is a core group who have not only helped me when I asked, but have made this place fun and worth sticking around. Toward that end, I am going to pay it forward. Starting on April 1st, I'm going to engage in the ''Fubar Family Fun Fest'. Each day, I am going to select a different member of my family, and spoil them in some special way. It could be an ability bling, it could be all my pimps, it could be my points for 12 hours (while I'm actually rating), it could be rating every one of your pics an 11. Who knows, it could be all of those. I'm going to make my decisions when I wake up each day what I'm going to do and who will be the recipient, so you'll never know what you're going to expect. It's my way of saying 'Thank You' to each one of you for being generous, helpful, engaging, and all the other qualities tha

Self Infliction
You cut yourself wide open over and over again and you find yourself bleeding all over me and who I am. Just because you can't say no. I'm constantly running to your aid, helping you recover. Stitching ur wounds closed, keeping the stitches small so hardly any scar will show. The moment I turn my back they get ripped open again. My eyes water, to keep myself from screaming so hard and loud to where my throat bleeds. My fingers tremble and the needle pricks me everytime. But I'm still here. Sewing you shut. Days go by and you're healing so well. Then you disappear again. This time I can't find you. Its too dark and cold. I smell blood and my heart start pounding. The smell is getting stronger and I'm feeling more and more sick to my stomach. And in the distance I can see a light. Faded but just enough to see the glare off my clothes. I run as fast as I can. Limbs lashing at my face and neck. Shoes rubbing blisters on my toes and ankels, soaked with sweat and water from the dew on the gr

To Much On My Mind
Hi all, Yes it is that time again and probably a repeat once again. Did you guys see I have like been neon green for 3 days.I ranked a 5 then 4 and now 8 as the most liked on fubar.I was so cheesing knowing that.Thank you. Anyway some drama hit my door and didn't and they didn't have the courtesy to even knock,now that is just rude. If you guys saw it with the status messages then you know something was going on.I was called a (cunt) and so on.Sorry for the language but it is what it is.It showed who had class.Right? I on the other hand have never been talked about in this way or ever called that,so in a way it hurt my feelings,in the long run it had nothing to do with me.It was over her wanting someone to buy her a bomb and this person would not do it,simply because she had played him with some other guys on here and he found out,she tried to squirm her way back in and when she saw it wasn't going to work she started in on me knowing he cared for me now and not her.Now how stupi

Songs
Another song of mine.. I thought this one was especially good, so i decided to post it and see what you guys thought. Put on this Earth just to fuck me Burn in Hell and Rot for eternity Everything you say is to spite me Behind my eyes I see you die painfully I feel no emotion when I see this in motion I'm thinking 'bout slipping you some Jesus-juice potion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonight You've made it wrong, bitch, i'll make it right In my machete dream tonight Don't ask no questions, Don't tell me lies I don't want to hear your sobs and cries It's a bumpy ride, you'd better hold on tight In my machete dream tonight Never know what you've done to me The horror I endured subsequesntly Your actions will never surprise me The pain that you've inflicted mentally Don't get the notion of simple facial erosion I'm gonna give you a full-on nuclear explosion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonigh

Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O

Need Advice For Wife's Gift!
I would like to surprise my wife with a gift just because. Any suggestions? Flowers are the obvious choice, but they seem so unoriginal. Any thoughts on gifts that impressed you would be greatly appreciated. She deserves something special for putting up with me for many years. :-) Thanks for your help and I'll let you know which idea I choose and how it turns out! Have a good one! Thanks Fubar friends and family for giving me a place to go to unwind from the stresses of life! Have a great night!

The Tapestry Of Odette
She wasn't sure of the exact moment that she slipped into slumber, but suddenly she found herself standing before a wall of tumbling colour. Reds, metallic hues, deep purples, soft greys, all rushing together in a cacophonous waterfall of brilliance. She stood entranced, just staring at it, as every shade known to man and bees rushed before her eyes, constantly changing and shifting. It put any rainbow she had seen to shame. Nothing was faded here, it was all bold and brilliant, dripping from the canvas of the gods before her enchanted eyes. It all mixed and swirled together, churning and pounding like the rapids of a river. Orange, forest green, bright pink, dun, differing shades of black, colours she couldn't even imagine, all tumbling together. It was awhile before she even noticed the ground beneath her feet, which was some sort of soft sucking mud. The two walls that angled away from the colour wall were both pitch black, made of shiny obsidian. They met together somewhere in the

2nd Alarm Hottie's Coc
1. All 2nd Alarm hottie Prospect must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself ,At LEAST 1 FULL BODY PIC. 2.All hotties must be female (no exceptions) 3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box and Fu_mail must be open to all officers for communications .(Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends) 5.2nd Alarm Hottie's homepage must be added to your family while being considered a Prospect and remain in your family after admittance.Fire Chief ( Founder)must be added to your famliy but doesn't have to be in top but as long as he's in your family so that he can contact you anytime when needed. 6.You must add 2nd Alarm Hottie prospect to your name while awaiting results of the Weekly Voting Done On weekends .All results sent by Monday Unless something comes up. Once Voting is done,a Chief Deputy will contact you to let you

Mel Maintenance
I just got this email that reads: "MEL will be performing maintenance at 2:30pm. Please log out before that time. I am sorry for any inconvenience this may cause." I am stupified. Help me out here. Does this mean my FuWife wants to have sex with me at 2:30 pm sharp and wants me to log off? She didn't leave me any messages this morning. I don't know what to do damnit!!!! Where is Tutti? Maybe she can help me.

She Is
MY LITTLE BLUE FLOWER My little flower is blue now slightly wilting and frazzled but still gorgeous in my eyes none the less. Her Petals once shone and shimmered all the brilliance and colors of her breathtaking spirit I thought she might thirst for attention so I watered her, but the bitter sweetness of my tears were in naught, for it did her not much good. I have placed her high upon my most cherished pedestal in hopes that my sunshyne might bring out the kaleidoscope of beauty that is her most endearing facet. But it has so far has done no more than turn her a lyghter hue of blue. I thought she might need more space for her roots to grow so I made a flowerpot from the ashes of my heart so her beauty would grow forever, but her roots seem tangled crushed inside her own flowerpot making it difficult to lift her for fear of causing her delicate soul harm. I do not dare force her from her spot. Others may have passed her by or stopped to wonder why or how such a magnificent

Crazy O-clock Bloggies
Well it's heading towards 4am here so I'm apologising upfront for the typos, babbling and general theme of this blog. If people are reading this who have actually taken time to get to know me then you will know I'm an optimist, a good friend of mine recently described me as "the happiest person they know" - bold statement! I am a glass full kinda gal but it doesn't mean that I still don't have problems to face and issues to deal with. I don't think it's good to completely bottle it, nor is it good to dwell... so here is me, processing, in my own personal and probably non-sensical fashion. When things go bad, I like to deal with it by taking a moments thought on the situation and then taking appropriate action, if necessary. I guess I'm kind of logical, next I'll be saying my ears are pointed and I'm from the Planet Vulcan... I better move on, this blog is taking a dire turn into bad joke avenue - one that I tend to visit every day! Back to the point... So I then like to go to sleep,

Mix Sets Made By Me
As things progress i have Moved all my H.D.R/URBAN/HOUS Mix sets for download to one spot http://official.fm/tracks/275825 Enjoy! Well most of you know me as a supportative person usually when it comes to dj's mixxing and what not on fu. well i tell you now imma lil pissed. where the fuck do you come up with calling yourself a REAL dj because you own a controller. djing is more than using a mixxer and hitting the sync button. its a craft that is learned from actuslly really using your fucking ears and not your eye. learning how to incorporate 2 songs using a fuckin pitch control and not a sync button. I have been doing this since 1986 i can use records. cds. mp3's ..videos or what the fuck ever and blend em with my eyes shut. I have played clubs from 5000 people travelled and toured canada. use 4 seperate tt's or cdjs and keep a dance floor rockin. there is more to djing then just slapping 2 tracks together and sayin look i can mix....give me a fuckin break. just cus u can buy so

Sky Ways
haha to Bill from : Sparklyballs said: looks like you have exhausted your intellect, your replies are pathetic. bye now, this is your last comment from me for the day. here is the perfect chance to ask anything you choose ... for i will answer. you may NOT like what i have to say ... but it will be answered. damn peach wine is the shizzle !!!! (h) Maia I don't do this often, but damnit I am not a happy person right now. Realizing you get played by someone is just a pain in the ass and is worse than a case of hemroids coming out to play. I mean WTF, a guy sees a way to take advantage of a situation and then when he gets the opportunity to get to know someone uses it and then says ... pfft!! Well, I am not one to be handled that way. It really makes it bad on men and others that may want to get to know me, and believe me, it's not that easy. I do talk quite a bit on the computer, ONLY because I have absolutely no social skills off here. I don't do bars, and I do

Fustitutes
I always laugh when i see status's that say things like "$25 bling pack to see my naughties" "bling me for access to my private pics" "$65 bling pack gets you a nsfw salute" "buy me a god mode and i will let you see my goods" "buy me this and i will give you my yim" "buy me that and i will give you my messenger, let you text me for 1 hr, let you see me on cam for 5 mins" Really? Do guys really give these fustitutes these things to have a peek at their snatches? Guys really toss money at them just to have a peek at nsfw folders? Why dont these gals have a lil digital sign on their profile "now serving #1032" I speak only for myself when i say if i want to pay to look at snatches or naughty pics i will go to the newstand and buy a playboy or hustler. Not only will i save a ton of cash but I will be guaranteed that the pics i am looking at will be pics taken by a professional photographer and be of a professional model. Not a nasty skank with a yellow cooter thats just dripping with dise

Not Important And You Probably Don't Want To Know Anyway
I'll be there, too. The next spin of the where-Chris-is-working wheel puts me in Phoenix for a few days of wonderful robot repeatability testing. I leave Tuesday and who knows... maybe come home Thursday evening. I was in Michigan this past week, New Orleans the week before... I wonder what the rest of this month has in store for me. Your avatar has been removed for violating our main photo guidelines. Avatars and main photos must be pg rated and not contain the following:* no bare chests. (men, or women... duh)* no lingerie, bras, bathing suits or underwarez.* nothing deemed sexually suggestive, at our discretion.Repeated offenses will result in suspension and/or removal of your account (the same as if you break other rules on the site, repeatedly).You can define a new avatar by clicking in images link.Click here for reported image.

The Tides That Bind
It was a day like any other. The sun rose as it always did, kids played outside as they always do. People came and went as they often do. it was looking like an day not unlike any other. That is how it seemed, anyway, on the surface, but the deals that are made behind closed doors often have their casualties. Whether intended or not. Lives, are ended over such deals. Its funny what people are willing to give up when no one else is looking. What matters go undefended that are entrusted to the watchmen in our lives. Vigilant and ever present to protect such things as we give them power over. Was someone asleep at the gate? Was it a snake oil salemen, silver tongued and full of false promises? No, unfortunately such treasures are handed over readily and easily and to the first takers. Was it a glamour? Was there some uneven footing that pushes the matter? Perhaps, but when we practice dishonesty it brings it own rewards and punishemnts. Let no good deed go unpunished, simple, so simple a

How 2 Get Liked And Rated Back (by Me)
HI! JUST A LITTLE NOTE ABOUT THE "LIKE" BUTTON SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW. THERE ARE 2 TYPES ON HERE, 1 FOR FACEBOOK AND 1 FOR FUBAR. I BRING THAT UP BECAUSE SOME DO NOT WANT TO COMBINE FB WITH FUBAR AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO, BUT THEY THINK IF THEY CLICK ON A "LIKE" BUTTON (LIKE BEFORE) IT'S GOING TO LINK WITH FB, THAT'S NOT THE CASE AT ALL. THERE ARE NOW 2 DIFFERENT "LIKE" BUTTONS. ABOUT GETTING LIKES RETURNED: IF YOU SET YOUR PAGE THE WAY MINE IS USING THE fSB SETTING AND "NEW AND CLEAN" AND YOU MUST ALSO "SAVE" (ALL FOUND IN YOUR SETTINGS) SEE SAMPLE BELOW WHEN DONE YOU CAN CHECK IT BY CLICKING ON "PROFILE" ON THE TOP RIGHT OF YOUR PAGE , YOU ARE NOW VIEWING YOUR PAGE AS VISITORS TO YOUR PAGE SEE IT. IT IS EASIER FOR PEOPLE TO LIKE YOU FROM YOUR PAGE. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO USE THAT PAGE FORMAT IT MAKES IT MUCH EASIER TO "LIKE" YOU BACK IF YOU LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT (NOT A STATUS COMMENT) THIS WILL ALLOW FOR THE "LIKE" BUTTON TO SHOW UNDER YOUR DEFAULT PIC. (as well as be se

Very Dirty!!
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=243003844 A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies", He responded. "Oh.! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone."

I Just Love This Song
Lyrics to No Halos For The Heartless : HATEBREED I see a world that's out of focus Lost and dying as we witness virtue Thrown aside Now degenerates and leeches thrive While the working mans condemned And the junkies, risen up onto a throne of lies A wretched pedestal But only fools will watch it all I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered When addicts die Their abuse fades If heroes live They face the hardest days They'll demonize the soldier And question motives to try And cheapen all their sacrifice They pay homage to those who don't deserve Praising thieves and liars The corrupt and the pariahs Decency is left to die It's completely despicable Only weak minds will deem them worthy I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless

This Summer
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS to all my family and friends. It's been a very long summer filled with in and out of the hospital visits and spending time with Dyani and family. I wont get into the hospital trips to much, I will say a couple of surgeries and a lot complications involved. I was emotionally down and drained from it all for most of the summer but feeling better and have been trying to make the most of the time off with Dyani before she starts back to school. I am sorry I haven't stayed in touch more but I did not take my computer or phone with me to the hospital and when I was home most of the time I was not up to anything but getting rest and trying to get back to normal, or at least my version of normal...lol. I have missed you all and hope you all had a wonderful summer. Thank you for all of you who called, emailed, and send me love while I have been away. I can't be on as much as I would like to but will be back a little at a time. Hugs and kisses!!!!!

My Blogs
1) Never take a woman for granted or neglect her. The moment you do, she’ll start scanning the field and you won’t know it. 2) Do not cheat on her, or cheat her. A woman’s revenge could be emotionally lethal. 3)Do not boss her around, push her to do anything she doesn’t want to do, or force her to give you ANYTHING. 4) Do not expect her to wait on you hand and foot. She will take your foot and put it in your hand. 5) Be appreciative for all she does for you and show her appreciation for being in YOUR life. When you start acting like she should be happy she is in YOUR life, she will go out to prove you otherwise. 6) Never lay a hand on her, unless it is to caress her. 7) Never make her second to anything. This is the biggest mistake any man can do. Don’t ever disrespect her or her family, even if she complains about them. It is OK for her to do it, but never for you. Remember this. 9) Always GIVE more than you take from her to stay a man in

Just For The Record...
I don't feel as thought I have to explain my actions, but I can give a general summary. For personal reasons, I've cleared out the majority of my list. I probably like you, we're probably friends. In fact, we probably text each other or have eachother on Facebook. I didn't delete you because I dislike you in any way. I did it for peace of mind. You are more than welcome to re-add me if you feel as though I have jilted you in some way. I assure you, my "list" here does not determine my friendship with people. I don't believe I need to have you here to be your friend, but if you feel otherwise, by all means, readd me. It's to my discretion if I accept. As for others, we probably stopped talking a long time ago. Hey, you. Yes, you. I'm going to cut to the chase: flirting with me makes me want to block you. I don't want to have to block you, but I'm not here to be your object of desire, your plaything, your online relationship, or your reason for existence. Aside from not understand

My Life (more Personal)
I think I have finally settled on the notion that the more I try to understand how a website like this works (and the kind of people who use it) - the less I will truly get it. Women on here ask for, beg for, command and demand respect - yet sell their naked pictures for flashy pictures on a computer screen that have 0 value in every day life. Women using fake pictures to be more appealing, and not caring that they lie to every single person that talks to them and may consider them a friend by not being real. Women say they want a nice guy that treats them well, yet the more effort you put into being nice to some of these girls, the less they pay attention to you or just ignore you altogether. They fall for the "bad boy" that tells 15 different women the same fuckin thing, and they're all dumb enough to believe he means it "just for them." Then you get those ones who had a baby with some complete fuckin turd - and makes every other man in history jump through 15,000 hoops just to pro

Fubar Street Team Blogs
CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR NEWEST STREET TEAM FAMILY MEMBERS!!! (Dont ask me why the links dont work right. Cuz i cant figure it out lol) Murderface XxMcAxRampageXx Houdinis fuWife@ fubar DJ HARD DRIVE NERD EMPEROR XX C51s Compo@ fubar Pain@ fubar FMWBxxIWNBxxMFKN SeabreezeRoxx@ fubar Show em some love!! Wanna be in the street team family? step your game up and show us what ur made of!! I have a few blogs on how to promote and check my Street Team folders too!! C'mon fubarians! Lets get this place blowin up!! ~Remember: Its not about referrals or free stuff! We promote fubar cuz we love it!~ HomeGrown Kush from Bermuda are personal friends of mine. I met them through kiteboarding and good friends. They are just young guys making good music and trying to come up. They signed on the site a few weeks ago and love the fubar community. Please download their FREE mix tape. It is legit and there are no viruses or bugs. It is a yousendit file. Once downloaded you can open

Payment Problems & Cca's
The CCA form is sent to members after they have made several purchases on fubar. The CCA process verifies you are the card holder. Most likely you have been sent this form before and ignored it. Copy and paste this link into your browser and you SHOULD be able to access the online CCA form. http://www.fubar.com/cca.php. If the LINK does not work, try to copy and paste it OR you will have to FAX a signed document with the following information. If you can not access it, then you can FAX your CCA. If you use debit/pay as you go or multiple cards, please note in the comments and list the card. If you use PAYPAL, please enter your account information that you have registered with PAYPAL. We are NOT asking you for credit card numbers or anything we do not have on file from your previous transactions. If you are using someone's card, you will be asked to submit a faxed CCA from the card holder. In some instances, we will require users to Fax over a credit card or paypal autho

Silly Shit
Hey, this friend of mine needs about 30 fans/refans.....so if you haven't done so, go fan/refan him....takes like 10 seconds out of your meak internet life. Do it now! :P Thanks Chef Jay@ fubar They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it. She caught your eye like one of those pointy hook latches that used to dangle from screen doors and would fly up whenever you banged the door open again. The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't. McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty Bag filled with vegetable soup. From the attic came an

Foolery And Harsh Tricks
I wonder why people cannot interact with each other in a meaningful matter...or even why people test boundaries set forth in a relationship, sustaining nothing more then mere respect! Has our society become so shallow that we cannot consider each others emotions? Here is the story...I befriended two individuals who decided to cause chaos and mayhem amongst my family...I ejected them after the numerous lies they told themselves in order to play a "game" with real people. I am a woman that has really never had the luck of the draw with women...but these two were considered "FAMILY". So when I decided not to talk to them any further the festering of online lies and screenshots of convos (not even pertaining to me) were put into dram folders allowing further hatred to flourish. So I ask you all to examine friendships with fouls either online or in reality ...use your brain wisely and heart should stay sheltered to those whom are really close. Those that are beneath you in thinking

The Goddess Speaks
No one came up with rules on how to enjoy social networking sites, like Fubar. But personally, one shouldn't enter this site in the hopes of finding their one true love. I didn't say it's wrong, we just shouldn't get our hopes up or expect that there's one member on here who is made especially just for you. Chill. Take it one day at a time. Enjoy making friends, levelling up, or hitlisting someone on FuMafia. If you pressure yourself on finding that special person, it could go downhill from there. There are lucky souls on here who had their happy ending. I can't say I am truly lucky, but I found a guy who COULD be the one and who makes me happy. Reality check: He is from North California and I am from Manila, Philippines. I can't say what the future holds for us both, but sometimes you just gotta take that crazy leap of faith, you know? Let's just say I like living on the edge and this person is worth spending time with. Wish me luck, please? I really didn't come here to find someo

A Day Of Joy, A Life Of Change
you know i am really starting to wish i would have never started the transition. its so frustrating being stuck in the middle between to people and not knowing how to be either, this shit is really hard and i wonder if i will ever get to my goal. i have the insurance to pay for the surgery but not the deductable, travel or hotel bills for a 2 week stay, not to mention the fuure funds needed to get breast augmentation and that pesky adams apple fixed. i just dont want to be trans anymore, i want to be one or the other. it has been almost 2 years since i started and i really feel like i have made like 10% progress and this is why i feel like people look at me odd. i just dont know how to move foreward without the money. blessing of being the only worker in a house with 2 adults and two teens that dont work but demand everything, how the hell do i raise 10 grand when i cant even by a stick of gum.....fuck! last night i got the news i have waited a lifetime to hear, my Dr is signing the p

Things That Don't Fit In My Status Box...
Fact: I'm a hateful bitch. I'm not denying this. I hate females... I hate everything about catty ass females who try to start shit by doing this "He said, She said" Bullshit. Fact: When you run and tell someone something on Fubar, that you THINK you know, Make sure it doesnt get back to that person you're talking shit about... There are 5,739,310 fubar members. 75% of them are fake bots. 25% of them, mind their own god damned business. & The other 10% are gonna hear something from someone you told, and they're gonna know someone that that person has on their "top" and their gonna run and tell THAT person. & Then it's gonna get back to the person you we talking shit about. It's a small world after all. Now whether or not you want this person to find out, is on you. BUT make sure you're not acting all "buddy/buddy" with that person, because you're gonna look like a FUCKING RETARDED ASS BITCH. Fact: I don't play into this game. I know who you are, I know what you said. Am I gonna say

Interesting
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am reserved until I get to know someone 2. I have decided Metallica is not music & kids agree 3.I am in a hotel in Cincinnati as I write this 4.I AM A BIG KID AT HEART 5.I A AMUSED AT ALL THE WOMEN WHO THINK THEY ARE SO FRICKING BAD ON fUBAR..*GIGGLES* 6. I AM FLUENT IN TYPONESE 7.I HAVE WRECKED MORE CARS THAN YOU HAVE DRIVEN 8.THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS COINCIDENCE 9.LAWS PROMOTE LAWLESSNESS 10. WELL TIMED TEASING, INNUENDO,INSINUATION,DOUBLE ENTENDRE' AND SUBTLE HINTS ARE THE CRUX OF SEDUCTION Travelled the world a million ways,Catching upon a familiar gazeEveryone lives by do or die,there's noone with time to la

Bombing List
OK SO I AM STARTING A BOMBING LIST IF U WANT ON IT LEAVE ME THE LINK TO YOUR BOMBING FOLDER IN THE COMMENTS. SEE U VERY SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEACE OUT Queen Pixie http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1274997 stacey http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=959549 mercy http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1778220&albumid=1382909 Jen http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1171261&albumid=1713180 zeelot http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1046454&albumid=1720481&idx=0 lovemeorhateme http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2109577&albumid=1583798 http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1392677 Geek Rocks http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1893061&albumid=1376512 Stone http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1705779 mav http://fubar.com/images.php?u=2438737&albumid=1693100 Jasmine http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=727846 Jack http://fubar.com/images.php?u=2263264&albumid=1652378 Kathy http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1244347&albumid=1570509&idx=0 Dani http://fubar.co

Joe Joe's Blog
I sell bling packs. I don't sell them for fubux. I don't trade them for bling or bling packs. I trade them for salutes. If that upsets you well I'm sure you can find someone else to sell you a bling pack. I only sell 3 bling pack types. 1. 25 credit bling pack - 13 NSFW salutes or 10 SFW and 5 NSFW 2. 65 credit bling pack - 30 NSFW salutes or 20 SFW and 10 NSFW 3. 135 credit bling pack - 50 NSFW salutes or 35 SFW and 15 NSFW Now here are the rules. 1. Let me know what type of bling pack your looking for. 2. I dont trade the bling pack till the salutes are done. 3. I will give out my yahoo email to send the salutes to. 4. Purchaser has 24 hours from time of agreement to make salutes or deal is off. I don't have time to listen to "I'm busy" or "other bullshit excuses."

Prayers Needed
SOME OF YOU HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT MY GRANDMA AND WELL HERE IS AN UPDATE My grandma has been in the hospital since christmas eve 2010, and on christmas morning she suffered a massive stroke leaving her paralyzed on the whole right side if her body and her cancer started spreading more..She forgot who everyone was and couldnt even talk much but she tried and tried to remember my family.. she sat in a hospital dazing and not knowin what day it was or for that matter not knowin that it was a new year... she was fighting for her life when they had stopped feeding my grandma and had given up on her.. my mom had fought with the doctors and finally my grandma was transfered to another hospital.. In the new hospital they gave her food and treated her like any other human that is in there.. my grandma changed and she was talkin and she started remembering who we were with some help, she still didnt know what day it was or the year but she was remembering her past and the people in it an

Erotic
If but in thought... Softly whispers upon the bare skin of Your chest almost floating, electrical waves upwards to Your neck.. Words of need & carnal lust seductively "to feel You...." Softer & lighter still as the warmth of my breath captures Your ear... "inside of my whole being" *audible dreamy moan* "Capture my soul in Your words & fill my mind with You.... *huskily as my voice fills of unadultured desires* "Allow the beast within You to feed upon my soul..." Electric blue whisper directly into Your ear... "Yours"*sighs* In the soft glow of her room, candles dancing along the walls ina dance of sorts. She knows sleep should be coming and dreads being up so early tomorrow. Drifting on soft clouds as she allows her mind to coarse through the previous weeks events. Which always bring her mind to Him, to those intense eyes..... As sleep eludes her, she is drawn to thoughts of Him, Intensely raw, cutting through her very being. Laying in her bed she is comfy, yet in thought she un

@sshats:d
SO, all of this BS started earlier today when Kitty's famp was activated and about 8 of her family memebers were not being rated and all the rest were. LETS START WITH THE BASICS AND TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT THE FAMP'S DESCRIPTION SAYS: Hmmm.....it says what? That EVERYONE IN YOUR FAMILY WILL BE RATED AS WELL? Wow check that out... So i went into the support lounge to ask if anyone knew. Here is that encounter...please get your /facepalms ready. So, with the description of the famp in the bling shop, you'd think that everytime you were rated by ppl all of your family would be rated an 11, not just selected family members it says EVERYONE IN YOUR FAMILY does it not!? *gets glasses out just to make sure* YUP thats what it says. so WHY should that be effected if the person with the famp rated you before they activate it?! sure that would mean THEY couldn't rate you again, but that doesnt cover the bases of why you wouldnt be getting THE REST of the rates. Then came the repremand on

Stephanies World
Just sitting here wondering when is the first day of the rest of my life going to start????? The house is quiet minus the tv and the air conditioner running. Everyone is asleep but me and thats because I can't sleep.....but oh well.....so I stay up and check all of my stuff. WHAT STUFF???? Actually I just spend alot of time doing research for when I can go back to school even if that means going back to school online. I am also going to vent frustration...but right now the only frustration I have is not having any cigarettes to smoke or alcohol to drink. LOVE ME! I HAVE NEVER HAD A BLOG BEFORE, BUT THIS IS AS A GOOD OF PLACE AS ANY TO VENT I GUESS.....WELL ITS OFFICIAL, I HAVE DESTROYED MY MARRIAGE......AND SENT MY HUSBAND INTO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER WOMAN......SO THAT I COULD GET MY DAUGHTER BACK IN MY LIFE AND HAVE HER COME AND LIVE WITH ME......I ALSO DESTROYED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY STEP DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND SO THAT MY BIOLOGICAL DAUGHTER WOULD COME AND LIVE WITH ME AGAIN.......B

Being
Okay, I have kept this to myself but now I can't... Gona get a lil political here but if you continue to read you'll see why. I am and forever will be a Constitutional Conservative...IE I'm a Reaganite! This means I believe that what the founding fathers wrote inside our Constitution is NOT then, not now and will never be up for debate. It is NOT a living document and cannot be changed for any reason! I also believed in Ronald Reagan when he was president and still believe that Capitolism is the very best for this country, America! That Trickle Down Economics worked. But that's not what this is about America is going to the polls a week from tomorrow. This is what I want you to do... Take this next week, study the candidates in your district, find out what they are about, find out if they are right for you and for America. The Unemployment rate in this country is sky high, people are loosing thier homes, thier lively hood, they are loosing themselves in this economic

Random Ramblings
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym

Military,and About Me
i have a heart-felt ache for all military families,,its hard to leave all you have loved behind,,and its hard to see all you love leave.my first husband was a Viet-Nam 3rd div. marine just a boy ,when he volinteered,,they took my sweet love and sprayed him for months with the most deadly chemical they had ever developed at that time,,he ate it,,drank it,,lived in it,,when he came home ,,i was his next door nieghbor,,we liked each other at once,,my mom took very ill at this time and was in the hospital 14mos,,my sisters and i were all under-age,,i quit hi-school to work at nite in a resturant,,and be home to get the younger kids (3) off to school with a warning to tell no one of our plight,,we got hungry ,,so my neghbour knew what was going thru and would let me get a few things on a tab at a little mom and pop store,,as time wnt ,,i was told to tell my mom we had to move,,due to the rent not being paid,,i kept quiet and packed,,somehow the mom and pop store had a small apartment they w

Misc Poo
Best custom homepage I am fuckin FULL of awesome and WIN Carry on. I have been an emotional trainwreck. I'm not sure exactly why...but I do know it led to over reactions about things that I am not 100% clear on. I am trying to calm down, but it seems like the emotional tail spin has hold. The two people who would normlly calm me, seem to be MIA...so...forgive me if I snap at you, or whine a lot. I had been doing pretty well. Pleh. I'm trying like hell to not go back to the old ways of feeding the sadness cookies.... working out helps to a certain degree feeling a tad lost, and very overwhelmed.

Another Damn Auction
Well, hello there. The holiday season is upon us, and what better way to celebrate the birth of Jesus (that sly Jewish carpenter) but with another of my "not your typical" fubar auctions? The auction theme? Did the image fail, or are you a maroon? If either applies, the theme is: The Island of Misfit Hoars. That's right, you bunch of failed hoars, miscreants and misfits. I'm looking for the most ridiculous offers you can make to get those precious Godmodes, Happy hours, bling packs and fubucks. People will give you anything for bullshit...It's true, I swear. Props to Mr Higgs Boson for suggesting a "misfit toy" theme. Some of the past "beauts" include: - a testicle salute - rates of 1 daily - sweet fuck all - nsfw blogs about your owner I'm fairly certain you can all top that shit (well maybe not a testicle salute, because that was full of win, but you get the idea). I have a photo folder of "Old Auctions" if you want to steal...I mean, uh... get some ideas.

The Whole Story!
UPDATE............. They IP banned me for sharing my blog........... Guilty conscious? When they changed the godmode bling without warning I happen to be running one, I came home from an appt to find it over with no explanation, so I forwarded my report to support inquiring why it ended after LESS than 5,000,000 pts and 24hrs and almost 15 minutes..... While awaiting I saw Scrapper scroll thru my live feed indicating the rules had changed. I asked him in an sb "why did they change it without warning?", his response "why does it snow when the weatherman says it won't?" then blocked me immediately...... Ok first, I don't pay the weatherman to be wrong or screw up, no money out of my own pocket so no real harm done to me..... 2 really? that's how you handle customers? I have spent several THOUSANDS on this sight and that is how I am treated? I wasn't rude or difficult, did NOT deserve such disrespect. After talking to a few ppl about this issue I was informed that Scrapper likes to "PU

Cooking With Ninja
So most of us try to keep our menus on the lighter side for the summer. This recipe logs in at 139 calories for a 3 cup bowl! 6 Whole chicken breasts, boneless, skinless, all fat removed2 large onions, cut in slicesTBS minced garlicTBS of onion and garlic powderTBS natural sea salttsp cayenne pepperground white pepper and ground black pepperpoultry seasoning Shirataki noodles (yam noodles -- can be found at asian specialty stores. VERY low cal to no cal, and filling.) -- Follow directions on the packageBoil it all together in a large stockpot with a lot of water. The chicken will make the broth as it cooks down. Boil it for about an hour. I used tongs to remove the chicken so it could be cut up and weighed for portions. 100 grams (you'd be surprised at just how much chicken that is!) per portion. 3 cups of the broth with some onions and add the chicken and a serving of the noodles. If you're tired of plain old chicken, this little trick makes a world of delicious! You will

80's Theme Day
I know your all excited so hitch up those leg warmers put on your roller skates cause today is 80's theme day...... The list so far is: Jack Burton(Big Trouble in little China)=Husky redneck Falcor= Brain Ninja Claire(Breakfast Club)= Reeka Jareth=Blue Eyed Soul Alex (Flashdance)= VIndicated McGyver= Shits & Giggles Baby (Dirty Dancing) = Pixie Johnny ( DIrty Dancing)= Mop Ferris (Ferris Bullers Day off) Soda Westly/dread pirate roberts - princess bride= Hugh Sheena= Name Crisis Mr T = Whorasaurus Charlotte 'Charlie' Blackwood from Top Gun!= Amykins Dan Fielding= chainsaw Charlie Blackwood= Amykins Beast master= Witchie Remo Williams= Bounty Hunter Jo= Ms. D Peg Bundy= Cant sleep clowns..... Bernie Lomax= ketch22 Sonny (my lover)= Sasquatch Wonder woman= wicked wench CareBear= CareBear Heman=Raistlin Una= Sin Sin Honeythorn Gump=Pronty I know there's more of you so please help me update.... Now you are here in Xanaduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Kira

Future Contest Ideas
Want to earn prizes? Prizes like VIP, Bomb, Autos, Boomerang, and more? Wanna do it without having to get naked? Yeah believe it or not a guy on fubar is gonna hold a contest where you can win prizes and keep your pants on!!!! You're welcome. The more entries the more prizes there will be. I may add a Happy Hour to the mix. Prizes will be spread amonst winners. The rules to qualify. 1. A non edited pic of you. 2. The colors red, white, and blue must appear in the pic somewhere. This could be on you or a prop. It doesn't have to be patriotic. (you can't edit these colors into the picture) 3. This must be submitted by 1 am fu time aka Pacific time Thursday/Friday. The contest will begin soon after with the prizes announced at that time. The folder with the pics will open up. To win: A combo of most photos and comments will win/rank. Tie breaker if needed will be highest average rate. Now to enter either message me, shoutbox me, or respond here. We'l

How Too's
This is how to make it so that you can log in using the fubar homepage instead of facebook. Step 1: Go to My then Settings. Step 2: Click the privacy and sharing tab then click remove next to facebook link. Step 3: Click the Logout button in fubar. Step 4: On the Fubar login page click forgot password since because you signed up through facebook you didnt have a password to login with. Step 5: Enter your email address that is tied into facebook when you created your fubar account with the facebook link and enter the bouncer code. Step 6: Go to your email and click the link to reset your password. Step 7: Enter your new password and click submit.

Scribbles
i'm so annoyed with the world that we live inits hard enough just for us to make a livingits the same thing over and overwe're only getting older and olderso we're told get a job thats safecuz dreams are too fake for us to chasethis is my life, if thats the casecant i decide to design my fateif i wanna get high and wastedthen i will and no one can say shiti just hate that we're caught in this matrixthe money we make, the government takes itthen paves highways, with no exitsjust more ways to get caught in trafficso i ask them, please do tellwhat would you do if you could not fail?yeah, for real, put the job on the shelftake a deep breath, spend time with yourselfsay hi, introduce you to youif you couldn't lose, what would you do?whoop-dee-doo if you dont have a cluenone of us do when we first leave schoolyou're a fool if you think that you're straightcuz you put on a suit and a tie every dayand show up to a job that you hatethe only reason you're there is cuz you're getting paidyou wast

Points Auction
I am auctioning off my points for Thursday the 16th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 16th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night.... I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc.... * Will also consider multiple day bids.... **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you.... I am auctioning off my points for Tuesday the 14th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 14th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction

My Quest To Quit Smoking.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want. That being said, I have managed to reduce my nicotine levels on my own time frame. I do this by mixing my own juices myself. when I first started, I was at 14mg of nicotine. I am now down to 4mg. This e-cigerette has not been a cheap thing for me, as I am always trying out the new technology that comes with it. But others don't have to. If you are doing this, it is totally up to you how you spend

Fubar.me ..whys And Answers
First of all thanks for even bothering to read, it won't be short so please be a little patient with me :) I was going to post this once I reached level 40 but I have been forced to do so earlier because it became a conflict with my ABOUT ME section. I have know this site for over 5 years, had a couple of accounts which I personally deleted, out of respect because I was in relationships and latin men tend to be very jealous but not before adding the real nice people I met to my yim or msn. About 70% of those people are no longer on fubar.Back then, there were no godmodes, boomies, pimphands and all those perks, so one really had time to get to know people and chat. For the last 2 years I had an account, very low profile, I was here to relax, make friends,chat, and have fun,could not care less about leveling. Then last August my account got deleted by FU.....I asked many times why, never got a response which annoyed me, I was level 26 and just wanted to be able to pimpout my friends

Phoenix Rising
Sooooo.... I went swimming with my 10 year old daughter a bit ago. It was a good day. Just as we were preparing to get out and dry off, a car pulled in with speakers blaring major profanity. I immediately spoke up and said "man, do you think you can turn your music down?" He asked me why he should do that. I told him: "Well my kid's here and she heard profanity & don't you think you should show respect for children and other people's feelings?" He then asked me what she heard. " Well for starters, she heard the N word & the F word." He then replied: "well what's wrong with that? Ain't that what y'all been calling us for years?" This royally ticked me off! (The fact that he happened to be African American NEVER entered the equation...) I am not now, nor have I EVER been a "y'all" like that! Yes, I was born in Texas, and damn proud of it. Yes, I was raised and schooled predominantly in the South, but it is BECAUSE of this fact, along with the fact that my Native American heritage shows

Poem
tonight let me live in your love tonight let me hear your heart beat tonight forget me in your arms and let my sun shine from your eyes whats the meaning of this life ... ??? dreams with endless hours well whats left of my life i give it to you and every second is calling for you my love ........................... you are me , you are my spirit you are the one who lives inside me no , no please dont come distant from me you know i only sing for you how i miss you my love say a word , a whisper tell me about your world oh this aching heart what can i tell you more well i never have a place in your heart and my tears will inform you that you are my soul ... i love you p.s : to a dear friend of mine ..................................... lots of love i owe you my laughters... i do i owe you my tears ... i do i owe you my heart...... take a look at my heart , none of this would be if you did not exist forget the heart that go crazy about such bea

Welcome To My Mind
I can never take back the three years. I can never take back the tears that I have cried. I can never take back the heartfelt feelings that I have shared. I can never take back the laughter, the joy, the happiness that I have given. I regret everything that has happened. I regret the moment that I met you. I regret the time I fell in love with you. I wish that our paths have never crossed paths. I wish I can take back everything but it's too late to take any of that back. The three years with you has been a lie. The first word that ever came out of your mouth was a lie. Everything about you was a lie. I was foolish to believe every word you have said but I was in love... a fool in love that I was. I have lied to people and made every excuse out there to make you look good, lies to make you out to be this perfect guy.You have told so many people on here and outside this Fu-world that I am this terrible person who can not stay faithful to you and that I have done nothing to make this so

Contests
* * * * * C A N C E L L E D * * * * * HAPPY HOLIDAYS SEXY SFW SALUTE CONTEST FRIDAY, DECEMBER 23RD AT 8PM EST TO SATURDAY, DECEMBER 31ST AT 8PM EST HOW TO ENTER YOUR HAPPY HOLIDAYS SEXY SFW SALUTE (SEND ME THE FOLLOWING IN FU-MAIL TO FUBAR.COM/3581666) YOUR SEXY SFW SALUTE SALUTE TO ME ENTRY FEE NONE THE RULES ALL CONTESTANTS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE LAST DAY TO ENTER THIS CONTEST IS

C U L8r Lyndsey.. Rip
Diabolical ..fenominal.. extremely comical.. the list goes on and on, put simply wonderful.. This earth.. is the only place u really left... cuz in our hearts.. is where you'll always rest and the tattoo on your chest.. describes you best.. Angel then, angel now, always and forever more.. none the less, it wasnt time for u to walk thru heavens door... I've never been broken never hurt like this.. never hurt so damn bad id like to slit my wrists.. No pride, no strive or pasion to go on.. but now ur a real angel, singin heavens eternal song.. So sing loud, sing proud, so i can hear ur voice.. its not fair..u were taken from us with no choice.. They say it heals, it gets better, as time goes by.. i still cry.. ill fuckin love you til the day i die... But we will meet again, to you, this i promise.. ull never be forgotten, you hold my heart hostage.. I've loved and been loved; or so id like to think.. ive cried so damn much, it fuckin hurts to bli

I May Have Lost My Mind.
1. lost 10 pounds 2. 10 days smoke free 3. The scarf I am making for my sissy looks awesome! Halfway done! So, yes...I am THAT awesome. I know going in that I will cry, I do every time. Yet I watch Phantom of the Opera ...and love it, even as I cry. Animal shelters make me cry too, but I go andtake food and give some lovins to the animals..*sigh* All my tough talk...I am really a huge wuss. Stab me in the face so I forget how badly my thighs and shoulders hurt...please and ty!

Veterans
WE NEED PEOPLE TO ADOPT...!!!!!!!! if I don't find enough vets I am going to add some of the Miltary from the last one..the ones who took the time to at least say ty to their sponsors..... " I believe we should do more than sing the praises of the bravery and patriotism that our veterans have embodied in the past. We should take this opportunity to re-evaluate how we are treating our veterans in the present." (sorry to those who been asking when we would be starting this, between breaking my ankle and some real life issues I had to post pone this for a while) Our Military Godmodes was a big success so now it's time to show 50 of our Veterans the same kind of love. I like to do the same for them as we did for out troops. I will do things a bit different this time, those who want to adopt I will let you send me a link to who you would like me to add then that person will be yours. If the person you chose has already been spoken for then go with your second choic

Trish
Hi, I will pass on all the messages when we go visit Trish. Ty for all the warm wishes sent to her. (They are being printed off as I write this). So many of you are in the voice box and sending emails and comments asking about her, I will fill you in on what I do know. Last week she went to the er, her leg still wasing healing. The next morning she was on her way to get nerve test done, and she was hit by a car (hit and run). (Anyone who knows where she lives can read about it in the newspaper.) She has been transferred to a better hospital, she had two surgeries that they had to do right away. There is no sign of brain damage right now. They are keeping her heavenly medicated for now, but there is talk they may try to bring her around latter in the week. When she was first taken in she didn't even know what happened to her, the doctor told us that could be because of shock. All we really know right now, is we were told she will have a long road to recovery ahead of he

Swim_stud
Sorry to everyone for not being around.... I am working through some personal stuff that some of you know about.... Anyway I hope to be back on soon (week or two).... I miss all of you so much.... I have been interviened by family and friends.... I guess I am off to a drinking rehab center to try to get things right.... Not sure where I will be or what I will be like on the other side..... If you still want to keep in touch I can be found at swim_stud23@yahoo.... Scott

Obadiah
Sola Fide Sola Gratia Solus Christus Sola Scriptura Soli Deo Gloria They are about salvation. Salvation through Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God. By Faith Alone By Grace Alone By Christ Alone By Scripture Alone To God Alone be the Glory Ephesians 2:8f "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Disclaimer: I claim nothing as original thought. I will try to provide references when I use them.

Stuffz
Without a word, he walked forward on the main road, the small town a stone's throws away now. The gate was swung wide open, allowing all in, under the the careful scrutiny of the town guards, all of whom fixed him with a wary gaze, two stepping forth to block his path, their halberds crossing. For a moment, niether spoke, taking him in nervously. He wore the black clothing of the long extinguished inquistors, the witch hunters of old, the lower half of his face hidden behind the high buckled collar. He dipped his wide brimmed hat respectfully to the two guardsmen, a gesture that put both guards ill at ease, epsecially when they spared a glance to the hilt of the khopesh strapped across his back. "What business have you here?" one of the guards asked through his plate helm, his voice gruff, trying to put on the appearance of not being the least intimidated by the stranger. A wry smile crossed his lips, though it was hidden by the collar of his coat, "I'm here on the request of your b

The Mystery Underground Blog
One of our own needs our love. My best friend on Fubar has been diagnosed with cancer. Please show her some attention in this time of need! evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar From June 1-30, The Mystery Underground (http://www.fubar.com/lounge/78398) will be giving one lucky NEW member a G-d mode. To enter, you MUST be a NEW member of the lounge and be back at least five times as a participating member of the lounge and check in with myself or Ultimate Sin. Winner will be chosen by the staff on July 1.

Rating Pics On Fubar
To love is not a weakness,It is a gift given to those lucky enough to receive it. Self preservations of ones feelings,should never overshadow.The light that love radiates. Wisdom of knowing what is true and what is not,is not always as clear as it would seem. Still for all the time spent there,it just makes ones heart grow all that much more

Rsvp
I hit Blockbuster tonite to pick up T2 and Monty Python and the Holy Grail, and find out at checkout, now all movies are $5 for 5 nights. I'm completely baffled. #1) I dont need either of these movies for 5 night. #2) That's only a few bucks less than the full cinema experience for first release movies. #3) Both these movies made their monies last century. #4) I forget what 4 was for. (or was that 8?) #5) They still don't have pr0n. #6) Have they never heard of Netflix and OnDemand?#6 addendum: or stealing on the internet.

Just Me
ok i hate talking about myself but here i go. i was raised by my mom without much help from my dad. he had another family to worry about. i was raised around the gay community since i was 3. i have watched people die of AIDS since before it was called AIDS. i had no friends untill high school. before that i lived in a nice neighborhood and was the only poor fat and smart kid. kids can be very cruel. i suffer from cronic depression that i deal with without medication. i tried to kill myself 4 times before i was 20. i spent most of my youth trying to act like everybody wanted me to. i tried to be a happy-go-lucky kid but i was not bieng true to myself. i started to open up a bit in high school when i met my bff. i have been through abusive relationships because i didnt feel like anyone else would ever say they loved me. i spent 5 years with a man who ignored me except when he wanted sex. but at least he gave me my daughter. she is what keeps me sane in this crazy world. now

Stories
Waves of pleasurewash over us.You grind your wet pussy against my mouth.I lap up your juices, as you grab at your tits,pinching and pulling on your hard, erect nipples.You pull me up to youand we kiss,You love the taste of your pussyon my mouth.You spread your legs widerbeneath me.My cock rests against your throbbing wetness.You move your hips, rubbing my cock in your slit.your hand around my cock,guiding into your pussy.Slowly sliding it in,you raise up against me.Pussy muscles grabbing my cock,seemingly pulling my hardness inside.My cock makes wet sucking noises,as I thrust harder.Our bodies slap together, as you grind your clit against me.You reach down and push my balls into your wetness.I take your nipple into my mouth,pulling on it with my lips.My hips are jerking and my cum floods you.Your pussy convulses around my cock,milking it.I collapse on top of you, burying my face in your tits.My cock soaking in your pussysqueezing and releasing. I wandered into a water-bed store. When I

Thursday's Top Ten Reasons.....
I love Top Ten Lists...and i thot i would take a stab at writing one..just for the fun of it... ok..here goes..if u like it..tell me..if u don't..then...well...keep it to urself.... Lemme see...Thursdays Top Ten Reasons ...Why You Know its Almost Thanksgiving.... 10. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you go to the grocery store and there aren't any more Brussel Sprouts in the veggie section.... 9. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you go to the mall and they have Christmas decorations covered in sheets..... 8. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if the only turkeys in Washington have feathers..... 7. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if reruns of Martha Stewart getting stuffed...i mean stuffing a turkey are on daily.... 6. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you live in Buffalo NY and there is already 5 feet of snow on the ground... 5. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you call a 1- 888 number and you are told the best way to baste your bird...

Adopt A Playmate/pimp
ADOPT A PU$$YCAT Are you looking for a new pet??? Well...look no farther…we have some wonderful, loyal, & down right sexy pets for you to own!!! This is a special opportunity to own someone in our family. So please take the time to see what each playmate & pimp has to offer…then place your bid. Check back often to make sure you still have the winning bid…you don’t want to be empty handed do you??? Bidding starts at midnight Saturday Nov. 22nd & ends Saturday Dec. 6th

Flashback (lsd Daze)
I Just wanna Say Before you Read thisThat this was for the most part over 25yrs ago& I've never Done Heroin or Needles I Remember Sitting in Jr. High in a Science Class watching a Film Designed To Scare us away from doing Drugs,I explicitly remember the scene where a Guy takes LSD looks in a Mirror see's himself as a Ware wolf & Runs out to the second story Balcony & Jumps off Fast Forward..... I Don't Remember what Grade, Not Junior Year cause I'd Smoked pot as a Sophomore I Kinda didnt Like it cause it made me feel dull stupid & Boring (That was before I Discovered High Grade Indica, Fallbrook Ses. & what-not)So Me and a friend Had quit pot for our Junior yearsomewhere in late High School I Discovered Whites(beanies, Speed) for the 1st timeI wanted to Run Faster Jump Higher, Be more alertso at least a senior, & maybe even after Graduation, That Summer I Took my 1st hit of LSD, I Believe it was Orange Sunshine... Search Video CodesI started out w/ just a 1/2 hit to

My Private Auction
DJ Devil Kitty Is up for auction! Auction Ends April 11th, 2009 @ 10pm EST! BE THERE!!!!!!!!!! Click the Pic Below to bid on Devil Kitty!!!!! Pwease!!! DJ Sexy Kitty Is up for auction! Auction Ends February 17th, 2009 @ 9pm EST! BE THERE!!!!!!!!!! Click the Pic Below to bid on Sexy Kitty!!!!! Pwease!!! Sexy Kitty is Up for Auction!!!!! This is a Private Auction. Ends December 1st at 12pm Eastern Time! Good Luck!!!!!! Click the kitty Below to Bid on Sexy Kitty!!!!! Pwease....

Ramblings
One day, a scorpion looked around at the mountain where he lived and decided that he wanted a change. So he set out on a journey through the forests and hills. He climbed over rocks and under vines and kept going until he reached a river. The river was wide and swift, and the scorpion stopped to reconsider the situation. He couldn't see any way across. So he ran upriver and then checked downriver, all the while thinking that he might have to turn back. Suddenly, he saw a frog sitting in the rushes by the bank of the stream on the other side of the river. He decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream. "Hellooo Mr. Frog!" called the scorpion across the water, "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride on your back across the river?" "Well now, Mr. Scorpion! How do I know that if I try to help you, you wont try to kill me?" asked the frog hesitantly. "Because," the scorpion replied, "If I try to kill you, then I would die too, for you see I cannot swim!"

Fuckin Insanity
WTF is wrong with me? starting a fire in the smoker at 4 am in the pouring rain???????? no choice, couldn`t do bird in oven as it was already soaked in brine i`m a gonna get fucked up today i do believe happy thanksgiving my friends, and you too fiesty one

Family
Ok so I'm going through the tabs at the top and I see the "proposals" tab so I click on it and I see the "pay for fumarriage" so I click on it and I see this.... I mean WTF?! FuMarriage has been around since I've been here and to pay $100 USD JUST to have your other halfs name on your profile is ludacris but the I mean why real money when you could use FuBux I mean what happens if you end up hating the person your FuMarried to then what you have to pay another $100 USD for a FuDivorce?!?!?! I mean to spend $100 USD just to have someones face on their page I mean come on.... If you agree then repost if not the don't

My Grandfather
The events of the last week since I got the call have been very hectic and very emotional for all involve to say the least. It started with the call Monday morning from my dad saying that my beloved grandfather had passed away. Wednesday I flew out to go home…what welcoming faces to see at the arrivals in the airport. My cousin Kristie, Randy, and a long time family friend Tommy. My cousin Kristie started that day out at 9 am in her pajamas thinking that she was only going to pick up Tommy from the airport. Haha the surprise was on her. She got the call that Randy was flying in…so she went to Old Navy to get clothes so her and Tommy could go see a movie and wait to pick up Randy then she got the call that I was flying in luckily I was in an hr after him and an hr me my cousin Keith flew in from California. She had a tip cup and a taxi business card we bought her a pine tree air fresher so she was like a real taxi…. On the way we were to visit the rest of the family…hugs and kisses

Twas
Miss Beatrice, The church organist, Was in her eighties And had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness And kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor Came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, The young minister Noticed a cute glass bowl Sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled With water, And in the water Floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned With tea and scones, They began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity About the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. 'Miss Beatrice', he said, 'I wonder if you would tell me about this?' Pointing to the bowl. 'Oh, yes,' she replied, 'Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through The Park a few months ago And I found this little package On the ground. The directions said To place it on the organ, Keep it wet an

Dream Lover
DREAM LOVER I feel u in my sleep at night...i hear your words so true, sleep my love for i am here with you... my heart misses the sound of your voice my body aches to be with you to finally hear u whisper upon my skin those words that have long been said too much time has passed since we last felt that pain i beg for you my beloved one, my protector, my everything , take me again and make me yours for nothing remains the same longing to stare into those eyes, feel the point dig in, craving to feel that pain again flooded with shear extasy waking with such a startle again heart pounding in my throat again realizing... you were but a dream LAC 02

Ana Behibek
Your Donations Are Needed! p> Punkin needs the SPOTLIGHT!!! It's for a good cause! ♥Punkin♥ Ms. Mojito's Girlfriend♥ ~Owned by Aces~@ fubar Donate Using FuPal, just click! It's Easy! This spotlight is for the celebration of Punkin and Anonymous' 1 year anniversary together! So donate to her spotlight and let's all celebrate with them! This Pimp-Out/Request is brought to you by: Anonymous

Rantnravings Of A Man Gone Mad
I'm locked out of love, please let me in , i shall no longer pretend i see that you still have your key, open the door, so that i can mend i have done all i can, and still it wont budge , it just won't open for me i know what i said , I'm done for good , and I tossed away my key But I'm locked out of love ,I left on my own ,yet I still hear its call I just can't seem to block it out, nor can I get through this wall, helpless ,hopeless, anger just doesn't even begin to explain, why did I toss away ,my only key,I must have been insane, but I'm back, and feeling better after being reminded just how much, I need love in my life, like a one legged racer, needs a fucking crutch, or cane, or staff, a walking stick, I'm so useless with out affection, i thought it best to discard my key, foolishly for my protection, but I'm locked out of love ,and life to me now ,is not as it should be, I'm locked out of love, if you let me in ,that would mean the world to me.. The people call him laugh

Understanding Chakra Meditation And Healing
Here is a video that has an excellent combo of not only music but it goes thru and gives brief over all explainations on chakra meditation and how each chakra effects us from the spiritual to the physical portions of our bodies. I hope this helps . BLESSED BE here is a guided CROWN CHAKRA medtation here is a video to help with the Third eye chakra meditation

Holding You
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding

Testing
Come Rock out With The Newest Dj in the TBR Family Dj Steve!!! Beware his Squirrly Wrath and Dont mind the Foaming mouth! Just rock out with the Greatest in Rock and Metal on all of Fubar!! He's Cocky, He is the one the only the Great Dj Bubba. Rockin out with all the greatest tunes on Terror Brothers radio! Come join in on the fun and see what your missing out on!!!

Just One Rate Needed Plz
Ok Its Not That Often I Ask For Any Help But I Have Entered A Contest For Rates Only So Please Could You Spare Minute And Give Me One Rate Please Just Click The Picture Below While Your There Please Rate Fan & Add Host This Bullentin Was Bought To You By TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar

Hit Her With Your Best Shot!!!
FUBAR’S DREAM….IN MY DREAMS…OR YOURS? AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!! HIT HER WITH YOUR BEST SHOT!! AUTO 11’S ON!!! HELP HER TO PROPHET…SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!! ALL IS RETURNED!! IF SHE ISN’T ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS…SHE SHOULD BE!! IF SHE IS…YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU SHOULD BE LOVIN UP ON HER!! CLICK BELOW AND HIT HER WITH YOU’RE YOUR BEST SHOT!!! In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~Fu Angel~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~The Pegasus Project~*~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Jaded One ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Random
The darkness comes and holds me close, so close I cannot breathe I feel myself slipping, fighting to keep a hold on what, I don't know But in the dark is where I live It holds me down, I feel safe, But I feel my heart racing, aching, longing for the light Each time it seems so close, its stolen from right out of my hands by some undeserving fuck Am I doomed to be alone and cold Why can't I go away All I want is to go away You're in as much pain as I am. I see the hurt in your eyes and wonder if I have the same look. I don't want to like you, I didn't want to care about you, but we can't control our hearts and who it desires. We can only try to control how we act and react to what we feel. How do you feel about me? Do you feel the same connection I do? Do you get excited at the thought of seeing me like I do for you? Do I make you nervous? I don't know how to interpret the look in your eyes when you stare so deep into mine. I believe the eyes are the windows to the soul and I se

The Strip Club
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE

Good For The Moment
One word at a time to describe what it is I feel. One second at a time to realize this is not real. One feeling remains to be true through and through. I am me and there is nothing I can do for you. To the world it is I, that I, can afford. My friendship truly is your only reward. Looking to me to attempt to purchase your love? You would have better luck seeking gold from above.

Nothing
I am nothing to the world but every thing to me. Some pray for riches I pray only to be free. Free from my pain and more so my past. To realize I will some day be more then last. Being able to achieve a place rather then outcast. From the out side I am looking in. Waiting for my chance to begin. Able to be the man I truly am. Rather then labeled as junk mail or marked as spam.

Life Is A Theater ...
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you LET GO, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have DRAMA or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be

The Sailors Prayer
A Sailor's Prayer Dear God, Watch over her for me, that she may safely guarded be. Help her each lonely hour to bear, as I would lord if I was there. When she is sleeping watch her then, that fear may not her dreams offend, Be ever near her though the day, let non, but goodness come her way. Sweet faithful girl who waits for me, beyond the wide as spacious sea. Be merciful, O God, I pray, take care of her while I'm away.

Boyfriend Application!
Hey guys (gals are welcome too) Just for fun, fill this out and send it to my inbox!!! Are YOU what I need? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: Age: Sign: Height: Location: Hair Color: Eye Color: Any Tats and/or Piercings (yes i wanna know about ALL of them): Hobbies: Favorite drink: Favorite food: Any big boy toys? (boat, quad, motorcycle ect.): Music of choice: What do you drive (in detail please! i love when guys talk about their cars!): ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do you: (mark the box w/ [X] [ ] Dance [ ] Play pool [ ] Wakeboard [ ] Snowboard [ ] Muddin [ ] Play sports (actively) [ ] Play chess [ ] Play poker [ ] Watch football? Whos ur team? ______________ [ ] Watch baseball or any other sports? Whos ur team/s? [ ] Read books (Maxim articles dont count even if they are great) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Favorite Movie: Describe what out first date would be like: Craziest thing you've

Warning::: Wannabe Internet Predator
!!LETS SEE…. WHERE TO START… I MET ALLAN GODFREY…. AKA RENEGADE……AKA BARBWIRE N STEEL……. AKA HARD TO HANDLE COWBOY…… AKA STEEL STETSON COWBOY …AKA ROUGH N READY COWBOY....ALIAS AFTER ALIAS, MAYBE ABOUT 3 YEARS AGO ON MYSPACE. I BELIEVED THIS MAN N EVERYTHING HE WOULD TELL ME. WORKIN ALL DAY BUILDING THIS N THAT TRAINING HORSES ON THIS RANCH HE OWNED OR WAS WORKIN ON. WINNING OUTRAGOUS AMOUNTS OF CASH AT RODEOS….WE TALKED ON N OFF FOR ABOUT 3 YEARS. EVENTUALLY I LEARNED THIS WAS A CROCK OF SHIT N HE GOT FIRED FOR BEING WORTHLESS AROUND THE RANCH HE WAS WORKIN AT DURING THAT TIME. I EVEN HAD BOUGHT ME A PLANE TICKET TO GO SEE HIM. BUT BEFORE I COULD GO HE GOT FIRED. HE CALLED ME N TOLD ME WAT HAD HAPPENED N THAT HE HAD NO PLACE TO GO....AWWW POOR ALLAN….HE ALWAYS HAD A SAD LIFE STORY TO TELL TO ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN SO ME BEIN ME I OFFERED HIM TO COME HERE. HE WAS ENRAGED AT HIS FORMER BOSS N KEPT YELLIN AT ME. I SHOULD HAVE HEEDED THIS WARNING N HUNG UP ON HIS SORRY ASS BUT

A Picture's Worth A Thousand Words
"Hey, Steve, why so depressed?" "I can't get him out of my mind." "Still thinking of Jimmy?" "Yeah." "Tell me about it?" "I see him everywhere. I see him when I sleep. He's in my dreams. I see him with me. I keep expecting him to come back to me. I was eating and I saw him across from me. I know he wasn't, but I want him to be there so badly. He was sitting in his chair, you know how it always had that squeak he kept promising to fix, but never got around to?" "Yeah, I know." "I made his favorite and he was holding the fork looking at me... Just looking. It was like he knew why I did it. I want to be closer to him. And he wanted to say something to me. Do you think he's sad we're apart?" "I don't know. It's possible, but I don't know for sure and I won't tell you I do. I think you've had more than enough of that sort of false comfort these past few weeks." "Thanks, I guess." "You're welcome, man. Hey, at least I'm not telling you to cheer up, right?" "W

Teleport Time
MESSING AROUND IN AFTER EFFECTS Little Clip I made!! My brother made a Turf and is in need of members, underboss,Lt's and soldiers . Now is ur chance to get paid position go and apply. http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=5740 Hit link to get to Turf!!!

It's Like A Blog And Stuff...
Ok, so I get the idea of the site and how it works. I get the concept that of why down rating is "uncool". What strikes me is the pics of who down rates. I noticed quite a few folks have screen shots of downraters. Why does it always seem the downraters are f*cking fugly as hell themselves. Even worse the groups of "supposedly" attractive folks bringing rating justice to the process. WTF!! Stupid people are so amusing it's almost worth letting them live. What a morning. Left the house to go to work and the car is covered in a couple inches of snow. So I start the car and clear it off. Somehow the door locked on my car. I have a spare car key, in the house. The locked house that I don't have a key for. So great, I get to "push" the door in. This of course obliterates the lock, the door, and the door frame. But i got my key and the car stopped. The door will latch with the deadbolt that hadn't been locked. So at least I can still shut the door. So whatever, fuck all tha

Immature People
this person did not like a comment I left her. All I said was I have my doubts. She asked me in a sb what I was refering to, she then re rated me a 1 left several comments I had to delete and blocked me. Personaly, I hope she just goes away.....She is not worth anyones time. And please if your friends with her, just delete me now. Save us both the trouble of listening to her. I returned the favor. http://www.fubar.com/user/874286

Rambling Man
...it's not a good reason to take out my frustrations on the world right? I mean, if you were in a bad stretch of your life and every step you took only led to another dead end..wouldn't you be beside yourself too? I'm not the type that takes things laying down and I've always been a fighter and scrapper but lately, I've just not been myself. It seems like I'm so tightly strung that things I normally shrug off are busting my balls. I fight my own inner demons so hard and furiously sometimes that I lose sight of who is on my side. I guess today was one of those days I should have found a cave to hide in but I didn't and I made someone close to me feel bad. So, here is a song for her (she knows who she is) but is it enough to just say you're sorry? Dori sweety, you know I love you! Here is something that is sure to liven your Monday...me on cam doing stupid pet tricks...ENJOY! Growing up, I was subjected to the cruel and unusual punishment of having to watch HEE

I Drop To My Knees On The Inside
Sitting around listening to music... The thoughts of you run through my mind... The few strands of hair that fall, as you smile... I Drop To My Knees On The Inside. Driving 20 miles out of my way just to see you... That sparkle in your eye as our eyes meet. As your cheeks turn red when I say hello...I Drop To My Knees On The Inside. Wanting to show you so much love and affection. To scared to tell you, as I ask you to take a break... The shyness from both is to much to bare... I Drop To my knees on the inside. Gentles of a hug as we away... Stopping just after a few steps, hoping for that bye kiss... Realizing it's not going to happen... I DROP TO MY KNEES ON THE INSIDE

Answer To My Problems
I think I have discovered a solution to keep cubecampers away from my desk! This is a genious idea. It will illiminate those times when I go silent on Fu and those moments when I miss the good blogs of mumms! It might not get babes in my shoutbox {cue the sound of crickets here}, but it might cut down on my lumens exposure from the lights. What do you think????

Divorce Letter
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my desperati

Originally Posted On My Myspace Account In June 08'
Note: originally posted on my myspace page June of 2008 Allright, so the cath went ok. I did have one stent installed in a blocked artery and angioplasty to enlarge another that was too narrow for a stent. Only one real scary thing in the whole deal and that was in recovery when they have to put pressure when they pull out the applicator, which looks sort of like a big syringe. Well I had been laying still for about an hour and was starting to freak out a bit already. I can't stay still for that long on my back. So they gave me loratabs and a shot of morphine. He pulled back and said "uh oh, it's swelling". Not good. Well he put basically his entire frame on my incision and I came out of the bed even on the morphine. So another big shot of morphine and a xanax later and I was ok. Private room for the night with shit hanging all off me and nurse checks for BP and blood every couple hours. All in all it wasn't too bad. I just got the Account summary yesterday. forty f

~bring Me A Black Rose~
To many, a blackrose recieved meant unfavorable things, yet within the darker side of this cyber world, it meant more than was known. It was a sign of peace and respect. It was used tastefully and always a gift that served the sender well. For whatever reason, The Dark Rose was removed or replaced, which was very disturbing and sad to the ones whom used it as a peace keeping tool, not to mention the dark vlads within that used it to sway their maidens they fancy. I...'Twist'a Fate'... Do propose that the Dark Rose be brought Back to the the gift shop. The fangs are nice, but do not help us in a serious sense. With all respect, ~Lady Twist'a~

..and We Complain
You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. * You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes weeks without running water. * You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick. He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. * You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you. He knows he may never see any of his ever again. * You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. * You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. * Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. * You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby, and wonders if they'll ever meet. *** If you dont forward this, you wont die, your mom wont die, nothing bad will happen to you, we will just see how conceited you really are. Just forward if you are supporting the troops!

Leveling
Just a small favor to ask...trying to help Immortal to level..only needs 146k. I try to drop into everyones pages and rate somewhat steady...would you return the favor? When you get time...if each person would rate just 10 pictures it would help alot.

Blogeriffic
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine...and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstratedthat if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service! Have a wonderful day! Here's a good one from a female friend of mine. A good laugh to st

Just Know
I realized something today Something Ill never understand And the more I think about it The worse it makes me feel I need freedom agian Where has it gone Is it hidden in the face of my friend Or gone in the face of my enemy Not just my enemy But The enemy of all mankind Evil Despair And malice are my foes I need the freedom of knowing the happy ending exsists Need the freedom to know the world sees the love there is left to claim I live knowing I cannot understand Why the greatest souls experience such pain But I'll I know is I'll continue my journey I continue to make the world better Continue to show the world the happiness there is And I hope youll be there behind me To help me through this journey For all the rest of the time to come I just want to thank you For being there for me And so I say I love you Like family as I say I just want you to know You help more than youll ever know And I hope you continue to do so Just know i thank you For all you ha

Another Sleepless Night
Well it’s another sleepless night. I’m having another nightmare. They come when you least expect them and without warning. They can be triggered by anything. Mine start out with the smell of gasoline when I fuel up my truck. Or when i`m camping and have a campfire. Have you ever seen the effects of napalm on the landscape and any living thing that happens to be in its path? Napalm is basically gasoline in the form of a gel like substance so that it sticks to whatever it lands on. It puts anything in its path on fire instantly. My nightmares are filled with the smell and visions of those effects on the jungles of Vietnam and the people in them. Often times we would call in a strike from napalm because you cant see your enemy in the thick jungles and you would be taking heavy fire. The jungle would become a fast moving ball of fire. People on the fringe of the attack would run out in flames with napalm sticking to them burning out of control. We would be under orders to fire on

My Feelings
Friends without Faces We sit and we type And we stare at our screens... We all have to wonder What this possibly means With our mouse we roam Through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone As we sit in a daze We chat with each other We type all our woes... Small groups we do form And gang up on our foes We wait for somebody To type out our name... We want recognition But it's always the same We give kisses and hugs And sometimes flirt... In IM's we chat deeply and Reveal why we hurt We do form friendships But why we don't know... But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow Why is it on screen We can be so bold Telling our secrets that Have never been told Why is it we share? The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see As though we were blind The answer is simple It is as clear as a bell We all have our problems And need someone to tell We can't tell real people, But tell someone we mus

Own Me If Ya Wanna :p
THAT'S RIGHT IM UP FOR AUCTION!SO IM SHOUTING OUT TO ALL MY FU FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO COME SHOW SOME LOVE.THE SPOT IS TWAUNES FU-OWNED AUCTION 5!! I HAVE A LOT TO OFFER SO PLEASE COME CHECK IT OUT!!AND BE SURE TO SHOW THE HOST LOTS OF FU LUV ALSO!!THE OFFER WILL GO UP IF THE BIDS GET HIGHER,AND TRUST ME THE GLASS OFFER IS HOT HOT HOT!! SO PLEASE COME BY AND JUST RATE IF NOTHING ELSE!!MUCH LUV TO ALL!DIAMOND~MFKN~J

Fact: Some People Are Immature
So, Once again my account was hacked by some Pussy ass mother fucker who was being immature about my new relationship. I have a good idea I know who it was, but that person will never admit to it. The Good News is that my new Girlfriend Adores me, and She's got a nice Rack. Anyone else Who Fucks with my profile will be cut out of my life forever. I'm Tired Of this Bullshit, Saying I'm Disloyal, Saying that I'm a Punk. I don't need this and I don't need you.

Nsfw Stuffs
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's >> office. The doctor asks, 'What can I do for you?' The man says, 'Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?' The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, 'There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse.' He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the same couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, 'I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?' The man says, 'We're not trying to find out anything. She's m

Silvermane
I hate People that act as if they don't have the time to be polite to others yet insist on being treated well according to there own rules. Come on be real! I'm only 47 yrs. and there are people older than me on here but, I'm pretty sure most will agree respect is earned by giving others respect. That's just how it works, you can twist it anyway you like but, if you are dealing with humans that's just how it goes. Most adults know this! Taking the time to be polite shows that you respect others and that you want respect in turn. Fubar is suposed to be an adult site. There are many different attitudes about just what that means. I believe it means "Live And Let Live!" If you don't like someone for "ANY REASON" like anywhere else in these United States of America move on, you don't have to Add, Rate, or Fan them, just ignore them that's being an Adult! They aren't asking for you to make them into what you want them to be either. Adult site means acting as an Adult! A

A True Radio Dj
A True Radio DJ Many people have forgotten exactly how powerful a DJ can be. Ever since radio was invented, by Marconi in 1896, they have had a want, desire and demand for the beloved disc jockey, more commonly known as the DJ. Yet it has come to my attention that people are calling themselves DJ’s; but they are either afraid or just blatantly refuse to acknowledge or even just talk to the one force that drives them and keeps them in business, their audience. You look at the world famous DJ’s there have been. Whether you like the music that they play or not, they all have one thing in common, and that is they TALKED to their audience. It could have been Dr. Demento, Wolfman Jack, Casey Kasem, Adrian Cronauer, or an endless list of nationally and world famous DJ’s. They all played music on the radio, which they all did very well. But they did one even more important thing, they made their audience feel welcome, and made them feel like they were talking directly to

Fate
i have wanted to write this for a long time. many will think i am just rambling on,some will learn from it. fate rules life itself in everything you do. no matter how big or small whatever you do affects everyone. people think that they choose what they do for them. but fate has made you choose. your life is planned out you can not change it. you can alter it but you will end up where fate wants you to be. you may choose a different road but it will always take you to where you are destine to be. you are on a journey to a destination and you can make choices on how you go but never change the end. examples of this is the movie Mr. destiny. he wished he would have caught the ball that would have made him famous instead he was trudging through life feeling miserable. he got his chance and was famous and rich. he thought it would just change his life but it changed everyone. at the end he ended up where he was destine to be. he could not change where he ended up just the roads he took. an

Ive Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I am very descriptive in conversation 2.I get along with women better then men ..so sometimes men don't like me because of that. 3. I have an oral fixation(love to eat pussy)if & when it comes to a woman if she is worthy. 4.I have been celibate for 18months 2weeks 3 days 13hours and counting. 5.I wear a size 9 1/2 shoe I am 5'9 and am living proof that a man's height and shoes size doesn't determine his dick size cause i am well endowed. 6.Women feel at ease being themselves and confiding in me without fear of being judged. 7.I love jazz music. 8.I write poetry. 9.I am somewhat of an exhibitionist 10.I am in love with someone eventhoug

Freakin Tanzie Made Me!!! That Sexy Thang!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm Faithful 2. I like pistachios 3. I hate Fubar, but find myself on it daily. 4. I wish I kept up with skating...I was damn good at it! 5. I love singing! 6. I'm a horrible friend!!! 7. I don't have a gall bladder, and yes you really do need it! 8. I am into MMA fighting 9. Favourite drink, right now is pretty much anything with alcohol in it. I'm easy. 10. I want a frikkin bike!!!

Extending Deep And Heartfelt Sympathy
DizzieDNovember 28, 1977 - May 17, 2009 We Thought Of You With Love Today,But That Is Nothing New.We Thought About You Yesterday,And Days Before That Too.We Think Of You In Silence,We Often Speak Your Name,

Outta My Head
The following text conversation started at 3:30 pm, while I was still at work. Guy: Hey BabyGuy: I miss youGuy: Oh, you don't have your phoneGuy: TearsGirl: What?Guy: I was cryingGirl: Why?Guy: Cause I am sadGirl: Why are you sad?Guy: I miss you a lotGuy: ......, I need to ask you somethingGirl: What is it ......?Guy: Are you thinking of breaking up with me?Guy: And be honestGirl: Unfortunately yes. I haven't said anything yet because it is the hardest thing i have ever done. I do love you, I just don't think I am in love with you.Guy: It's ok. I kinda thought that's what it was when we talked last.Girl: I am so sorry .......Guy: It's okGirl: Are you sure?Guy: I knew this would happenGuy: I saw it in a dream a week agoGirl: Really?Guy: YeahGuy: I have been crying all weekGuy: So i knewGirl: What did you see in your dream?Guy: You leaving meGuy: Tears in your eyes, but me smilingGuy: Why I am smil

They Come And They Go
I was once told by someone,that people are going to come and go online and there was a time I didn't really believe her, but she was right and the sad part is they leave alot sooner then they uses to. Some because they found better things to do and then some who find thier not gettin what they want from me, not mentally but physically. I found u find out who ur true friends are when u try to change self and theres nothing in it for them. Its amazing how quickly they get so busy, they don't have time to chat anymore,lol, but I guess thats what they mean by truth aways comes to the light. I learned one thing never believe everything people say online, because some just tell u what u want to hear, to get what they want. Well get ur game up playah, cause I been practicing,lol * Steps back and shots the 3 pointer, with tongue out*, game point. game on baby, MUAH!!!!!, PS. Please don't ask me if its u Im refering to , If the shoe fits wear it!!!!

Tag Your It...
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you aight, here we go! 1. My real name is Naté... I was named after the perfume Jean Naté. Its pronounced Natay or Nuh-tay if u say that fast. 2. Its no secret at all that I love boobies of all sizes.. Luv suckin em too! LOL! 3. I have a bad habit of spitting. Men, I know u hate to see a women spit, but this bitch spits! I got something stuck, im clearin that shit and spittin it out! 4. I skipped my Senior Prom to go camping instead. 5. I HATE seafood!!! The furthest I go with seafood is a can of tuna and that gets a lil fishy sometimes. 5. Family and close friends are a very important part of my life. I am very traditional

Join The Newest Lounge On Fubar
hey'' whats up i guess i can say that am kinda new,not to many people come by.anymore.i am LOOKING FOR STAFF DJ'S AND ANYKIND OF HELP POSSABLE.IF INTERESTED SHOUT AT ME K OWNER DRAGON'S LAIR imikimi - Customize Your World! Hell-o my name is david .,some of you may know me some may not.i am the owner of 2 lounges,southern comfort and dragon's lair.well what s this for.reasons well to have fun. make new friends. and build the biggest dream on fubar that you can immagen so do us all a favor!come by dragon's lair tell me what you think .it's a free fubar. join today get shit face when arrive lol help is needed for all perposes C-YAH THERE

Rater Haterz
This was just ssent to me so I am forwarding it to all my friends via this blog! Douglas Davis: Passing this along....**ATTENTION!!!*** Do not accept a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell every 1 on your list because if somebody on your list adds him, he'll be on your list too. He'll figure out ur computer's ID and address, so copy & paste this message to everyone even if u don't care for them cause if he hacks them, he hacks you! I have just deleted 8 ,,,i repeat,,8 pages of "friends", because I for one, am sick of being nice, rating other peoples pics,, and getting NO love in return! The one's I have deleted, haven't been on my page since i started on fu! WTF!!! So, now, here i sit, wundering, are the rest of my friends going to be the same way? ask me to rate them, with out being rated in return/ only time will tell.I do know, I will no longer rate anyone, unless I am rated in return, so, if you want my love? you gotta give me love!

Changes :)
Time to clean up....... I will be deleting all the people who just added me to have an add...... if you never talk to me..... you will be deleted off my list... I will be keeping my friends .. most of them know who they are soooo i has to go to work now but when i come home.. bye bye!!!!!!!!! lots of hurtie things (if ur my friend u'll get it if ur not well u'll be gone soon n e ways LOL!!!) Holly

Canada
hello peeps , As most of you know I have been chaseing Tiny Dancer.I started this on a cold dark November night when by chance we stumbled aross each other not knowing that in time our lives would grow to become one .I write this from her desk top some 2600 miles from where i was when i fell in love with her .i have traveled through ice and snow for thousands of miles and have move in the the frozen areas of the great lakes ...... as she showers this morning i contemplate the next step in our relationship and that is the forever part of it...............but ............ to those of you that have seen guys like me before (dj-hi-tech)..(ruthless roger)all talk is what they say buttttttttttt i am here i said i would be and i am i said i would be by fuzzy's tooo ........and i did ........i said i would quit my job and move to be close ........i did .......so b4 you say another word guys look at the facts here ....ok ........ i might say something else ....... i even met the x .... walk

Another Fav Song
Shamandalie -By Tony Kakko Of Sonata Arctica- In good old times, remember my friend Moon was so bright and so close to us, sometimes We were still blind and deaf, what a bliss? Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now? "Can we ever have what we had then? Friendship unbreakable Love means nothing to me Without blinking an eye I'd fade, if so needed, All those moments with you If I had you beside me" One cloudy day we both lost the game? We drifted so far and away Nothing is quite as cruel as a child Sometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes? "And we'll never have what we had then Friendship unbroken Love means nothing to me Without blinking an eye I'd fade, if so needed, All those moments with you If I had you beside me now" I was unable to cope with what you said Sometimes we need to be cruel to be kind Child that I was, could not see the reason Feelings I had were but sham and a lie? I have never forgotten your smile Your

Dog Blog
Okay, I'm a first time dog owner and still learning. A few months ago I bought my dog some bones with raw meat on them. It sounded like a good idea at the time but it gave her diarrhea and she shit all over my carpets. Well, I thought maybe I just gave her too many in a short period of time so I decided to try again with one small little lamb bone. How bad could it be right? I mean, they sell these things in fine pet stores. I thought I'd be smart this time and "just in case", I'd tie her to a standing cabinet in the kitchen. That way, if she poops, not that big of a deal, just wipe up the floor. Well, needless to say she did, and apparently she really wanted to get away from it because she pulled the cabinet so hard it sent several decent bottles of red wine crashing down to the kitchen floor. I came home to broken bottles and puddles of red wine in my kitchen mixed with shit. Shit tracked into my dinning room and into the living room. I spent 3 hours cleaning it up. Moped

Angels Playground
Angels Playground Membership Rules: 1. You must be sponsored by one of the members. 2. Send Private Message requesting to be a Prospective Member and who is sponsoring you. 3. We will then confirm your sponsorship. 4. We will send you a PM stating you are being considered for membership. 5. The Council shall vote. 6. If accepted, Fan/Friend/Rate Angels Playground and Family. 7. After step 6 we will announce your membership and supply membership tag. 8. Member can put “Member of Angels Playground” in their Profile name. 9. We do not judge any one on sex, race or any other worldly values, we are all equal in God’s eyes. 10. Members will have to respond to all prayer requests.

Gotta Love The Shoutbox : /
Isn't it a pleasure to have "Da SweEteSt GuY EvER" in your shoutbox lmfao... Read from bottom to the top cuz I am to lazy to flip it ->Da SweEteS...: didnt think so lmao... ->Da SweEteS...: you get many women on here with those lines??? Da SweEteS...: with my dick baby ->Da SweEteS...: really? Da SweEteS...: i will scoop them out for you ->Da SweEteS...: lmfao....i would rather have my insides scooped out with a grapefruit spoon...just sayin... Da SweEteS...: fuck me nice and slow baby ->Da SweEteS...: you would get more action from your pocket pussy than me...step the fuck off Da SweEteS...: come on baby fuck me pls. ->Da SweEteS...: no but i would like to help you chose a new name for yourself cuz the name Da SweEteSt GuY EvER doesn't fit you quite right!!! Da SweEteS...: do you wanna fuck me ->Da SweEteS...: : / Da SweEteS...: wanna fuck me Read bottom to top...don't have my screenshot loaded on this pc yet. matty: ok ->matty: OH GOOD LORD IN HEAV

Please Do This
HI EVERYONE!!!!! so i need your help with a contest i entered, it runs from march 6th-20th and all i need is one simple lil pic rate....maybe a repost if your not busy??? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE I appreciate it VERY much :) CLICK THE PICTURE LINK BELOW TO RATE ME

4 Mel
I’ve done some stupid things, Tried being friends with those I shouldn’t, or couldn’t But the most stupid thing I could ever do is lose you And I don’t want to be stupid. Not eloquent, nor poetic, but I meant it When I said it Do words always need to be beautiful Especially if they are truthful In type I can flow Let my emotions go, But when face to face they come out Like blha blarblah blo Wonder if spell check will catch that? Why can’t I speak to you , like I write, I don’t know, maybe my words fail to match The beauty I see in you Maybe it’s just the fear, One of many I need to find a way to let go, That I’ll say something wrong, Lot’s of times, when I’m quiet, It’s thoughts of you, I’m lost in, How gloriously high You fly in My minds Eye Soaring before all others Reaching heights I knew not existed Around your little finger I’m so willingly twisted To me you are the one, the only, Whose arms I

The World Inside Of My Head
"Everything that starts sweet, ends bitter ... Everything that starts bitter, ends sweet ..." ... And the voices ring out in the breeze, carrying lies upon them. The verbal factors of a thousand broken promises and dissapointments due to human emotional inadequacy and short comings. Like a thousand needles pressing into one's being, constantly stinging, stabbing. Like a woodpecker upon the threshold of a tree. I am that tree. And the woodpecker, is the embodiment of the circumstances of reality. Such is life, I surmise. The confusion of life could be compared to a cigarette. The joys in which bring us some kind of calming factor, the subtle practices of breathing deep as one inhales the smoke is calming, with, or without the cigarette, and yet the cigarette is the very tool used to help master a skill in which would otherwise would be underestimated. A peacefull sensation envelops one's mind at the very moment, in that same moment however, a part of you dies. Yo

Dark_evil_army_man
Your fingertips across my skinThe palm trees swaying in the windImagesYou sang me Spanish lullabiesThe sweetest sadness in your eyesClever trickI never want to see you unhappyI thought you'd want the same for meGoodbye, my almost loverGoodbye, my hopeless dreamI'm trying not to think about youCan't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romanceMy back is turned on youI should've known you'd bring me heartacheAlmost lovers always doWe walked along a crowded streetYou took my hand and danced with meImagesAnd when you left you kissed my lipsYou told me you'd never ever forget these images, noI never want to see you unhappyI thought you'd want the same for meGoodbye, my almost loverGoodbye, my hopeless dreamI'm trying not to think about youCan't you just let me be?So long, my luckless romanceMy back is turned on youI should've known you'd bring me heartacheAlmost lovers always doI cannot go to the oceanI cannot drive the streets at nightI cannot wake up in the morningWithout you on my min

I Have Love For You.
I never claimed to be a saint Sometimes I am a sinner At times I am a loser Sometimes I am a winner I shiver and I shake I tremble and I moan I'd beg, borrow or steal For something I can't own BUT ONE THING I KNOW I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I'm not saying I know the answers Or the difference they would make I know I'll never find them Without some chances I might take ONE THING I KNOW DEAR I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU If you ever were to leave me You know my heart would break I want to be the air you need For every breath you take ONE THING'S FOR CERTAIN I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I never claimed to be a wise man But I know wrong from right I just want to hold you in my arms Each and every night OH, AND ONE MORE THING BABE I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I Wrote this for my friend today. I hope she likes It.

Poetry
Walking around these halls Slowly hearing the heartless laughter Of a million lives lost to the madness Wondering how can someone have so much power Yet she walks in a glorious haze Of a beauty covered in sloth and deceit Observing all these fools honoring someone that has no valor As it praises them only if they are on their knees Family it preaches While in gluttony this monster prevails Slaying those whose eyes are open And giving everyone slowly a piece of her hell As the monster they praise slowly wraps them in their own neglect These lemmings yearn for a higher cause I finally understand that its no longer my place to preach to those who desire to be lost. ** I am free from your mindless hate. I simply fell to your lie that I was family, when in reality I just hated myself for believing you could be true. Fascinated are these eyes By such a sweet yet weak display of powerAm I to fear this tyrant...Or these sheep that walk so willingly behind your shado

Life Is As Hard As U Make It!
Sometimes, especially in the recent past, I have let other peoples actions effect my own personal well being/happiness. What I am starting to realize is that it isn't them who is doing it to me, but me allowing it to happen. For the most part, my life is going reletively well, I have a nice home, a beautiful and intelligent daughter, and most recently, a man that I have come to care about. I think the hardest part of my life is learning how to deal with a relationship after having spent the last 7 years single. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me. I think the biggest thing I can do is learn to CALM down. I have lived my life on my own for many years and can continue to do so if I so choose. I am not sure why I am blogging about this tonight. I guess, I just wanted to put into words my current thoughts. Life is pretty good, I am looking forward to a lot of things, and dreading a few others. But all in all, I am way ahead of the game from where I was even 10 years ago! Than

Jacqui's Wisdom
In a world where we have gotten away from reading the bible, praying to give thanks instead of asking for a want or need, becoming a part of something greater than ourselves .. where we have taken the Pledge Of Allegence from our schools and Gods name from our government & homes .. letting the tv, computer & vidoe games raise our children, and us adults becoming comfortably numb to life ..where it takes a 9/11 to wake us from our comfort zone! We unite as one and send our men, women & children off to fight the cause .. but don't SEE THEM OFF, stand beside them and love them HOME .. all too soon forget why we sent them and demand they be returned home, cuz we find life is too hard for US while they are AT WAR .. to where there are protests at fallen HERO's funerals and name calling as they arrive home on MUCH NEEDED leave, the images of that fateful day now a blur as we become once again, all wrapped up in the "ME" of the moment .. When my 7 yr old son comes to me and asks .. "Mommy

Comment Contest!!!
Hey all i'm in a comment/rate contest!! Come rate and leave a comment as often as you like!! Winner with the most rates and comments wins a 25 credit bling package! 2nd place get s a blast! Will you come show this Angel how much you love and adore her by rating and commenting? Click on the picture below and rate and comment as much as you like!!

Vows 2
Today you make me the happiest man, because in marriage, you give me your hand. I promise to love you for all of my days, until death do us part, still a long time away. I vow to you now in front of family and friends, I'll stay beside you, through thick and through thin. You mean more to me, than my own life My lover, my friend, my faithful wife. Only a lucky few find true love twice in their lives. I can now say that I am one of those few, Because you've said the two greatest words to me...I Do. So now I'll repeat them to you, my love so true. To everything asked of me, I say I Do

Auction
Glitterfy.com - Photo Flipbooks imikimi - Customize Your World!men and women welcome entery fee 25000 pm me with your offers and a link to your pic you want to use no nsfw please and mimimum bid starts at 100,000 Batman's Girl and Delicato Fiore "The Sisters" are doing their first auction! Entry fee 25,000, NO DRAMA OR ENTRY WILL BE DELETED! The Playmate Auction wants YOU to join in the fun. Follow the link to Batman's Girl's page to see her blog!. PM with offers and link to the picture you wish to use. Bidding will start at 100,000. We are not responsible for non-payers and you are responsible to promote yourself.Ladies Come Dazzle Us, Gents Show it Off!Auction starts first thing Friday morning April 10, 2009 at 9:00 a.m.¢¾Batman

Personal Bouncers
So.. Im wondering if anyonelse gets " YOUR PHOTO HAS BEEN MARKED NSFW" and it completely shocks you. Im sayin... in the actual album NAME.. it says... "Some NSFW...Easily Offended Need Not Enter"... and still.. someone goes in... some... "Easily Offended" individual... and then REPORTS a fuggin picture as "NSFW" So then you have to go through all your pictures and try and figure out which one might offend anyone in a world of people (who by the way continuously offend me)... whom which are EASILIY OFFENDED themselves. Is that confusing? Following me? DO I NEED A PERSONAL BOUNCER at my DOOR?? Do I REALLY have to explain that there are real life insanely confused people who might wear purple robes that resemble the KKK's attire... satin purple, mind you. They happen to be Jewish (which incase anyone doesn't know... there ARE Jewish people in the world)... some of which are Homosexual (those exsist also).. and they're POSING... actually POSING for this picture. Someone finds the

Help!!!
Ok so my AWESOME Girl Fiesty got a late start in this contest! So I need you guys to go love her hard! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1826462&albumid=1610998&i=2077497181&idx=0 Go rate and comment the hell out of her pic PLZ!!!

Living The Hell They Call Lonliness
I`m living the hell they call lonliness As i walk the streets at night if i had a hand just to caress I know everything would be alright. But alas I live within my heart that`s been broken again in two But I must not despare but instead repair the damage that`s been done by you. Again i look to the heavens and wonder what it`s like up there and why i can`t go to this place that i know where to me somebody always cares. i know one day i`ll be happy all safe,loved and found it`s the day i must say as my life passed away and they put me into the ground. but cry not for me when im gone just know that i smile upon what i see the angels above that show me the love that finally made me so happy. Jocko65rs 4/09

Punishment Or Pleasure?
Lara was twisting, squirming, convulsing on the bed. If I had not known any better he would have stopped the whole charade for fear this was too much, which reminded me how much I actually care for Lara. But she was actually enjoying it, her earlier screams were gone, replaced by the little helpless noises she always made when pleasure was rising strong inside her. I felt envious then, not jealous because I was pleased with her new role. The envy I felt just build new sexual desire for her that she would have to accommodate later. My fist balled without my realising it. I raised it to my face and promised myself she would eventually receive my whole hand inside her. I would move it and look at her face and at the look of utter surrender that she would have. While I had been thinking of that, Lara's orgasm had run its course and she was in the last throes of it while Mike was removing his hand. He lifted his hand, covered in her fluids to her face and mixed their juices. She was too out

Poems By Submissive
I catch myself staring as if I was a stalker. I catch myself being a detective to find out more About you as possible as if I was a stalker. Pain, Fun, Love, Curiosity Here & There It’s a 50/50 Thing (we all wish) Here & There I was told to treat people the way you wanted to be treated. The heart isn’t perfect but it’s as delicate as a crystal it can always be broken. The pleasure is within your r

Anger Seeps Out
My heart sinks to new depths, Torn in places I never knew I had. So sore, Picking and bleeding. Why do I let you get to me this way? You left, Never being honest. Fuck you and your games. No more will I be used, Fuck you and your lies. No more will I cry, Go be with your dirty whore. No more will you control me, Fuck you and your love. The wounds are open and bleeding, But will close and heal. Fuck You, Fuck You, Fuck Your Lies. Fuck your cheating ways, Fuck the lies you spread about me. I know the truth. I gave you everything, a place to live, food, money, LOVE. I took care of you when everyone else ditched you. The lies you spread. I am controlling. Thats why I did everything you asked of me. Fuck I sold stuff to get you here. I make you do everything, That's why I always asked for your help. That's why I gave up the things you asked of me. FUCK YOU. YOU LIAR!!! Anger resonates deep within my soul.The hurt you caused, I will never let go. Will I take you back, You left me broken

Left 4 Dead
I LOVE THIS GAME MORE THAN I'VE EVER LOVED A HUMAN The fact that it gives me the rush, the feeling of total anarchy and hopelessness that can only be found within the movies it's based on, is an incredible joy in which mere words can never explain. Fighting off horde after horde of undead, knocking a hunter off a downed teammate, or hitting it out of the air before it gets to you, brings a smile you could not get from me otherwise. Popping a boomer as it waddles out from its hiding space. Or running backwards from a tank, pumping it full of lead, as it desperately tries to destroy you before it is finally slumped over and expired, Is a rush that drugs, sex, extreme sports, and anything else could never give. But like any other game where other people are involved, sometimes, it can be rather....stressful. One such instance, was when I began my attempt at surviving each of the four chapters on expert. Anyone who has played this game can tell you, its not simple. The zombies hit ha

Random Thoughts I Have Sometimes...
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r

15 Minute F.a.r. Blitz! Rulez And Such
~work~ presents the 15 minute Fan Add Rate Blitz! At random times during Happy Hour, I will put up "15 minute friends blitz" in my status. During the next 15 minutes, I will be hitting random profiles from the scroller bar to F.A.R. . One of those people that hit me back in a shout or PM or gift message, will get at least 100 pics rated with at least 10's ( I am famous for my manual 10's, ask around lol), and get a bulletin with a link to their profile naming them the winner. It's the contest you didn't know you were in! Feel free to comment and send me your fubucks. Dave AKA ~work~

Survey
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?yesWhat never fails to make you cry?my kidsDark or light jeans?dark Do you like to doodle?not really but I tend to when I'm boredAre you talkative?sometimesDo you still buy CDs?blank ones, yesDo you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it? not yetDo you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?yesWho was the last boy you talked to? my FianceAre you currently frustrated with anybody?you can say thatDo you like listening to love songs when your down?I listen to whatever song's I can relate to at the moment. I love my music♫Next vacation you're going on?who knowsLast time you were truly happy?anytime i'm relaxing with himWho was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant?my fianceWhat are you doing tomorrow?working What color shirt are you wearing?orangeHow many pillows on your bed?2 Who was the last person you took a photo of?my fianceDid you laugh a lot at somet

Not A Two Way Street
i think its funny i have a friend on my friends list i wont give a name becuse iam not like that but anyways i was asking her what was wrong and she said that she really hate men now and i ask why she said its becuse they treat her like shit and never really talk to her only when they want to pretty much and thats when i told her oh kind of like what you did to me at the time when we use to talk iam not shock thats happens alot to me anyways what i think is funny alot of people on here men and woman alike say there looking for that special person wether it may be on here or offline if you dont want to be treat like a stuck up bitch like tons of people who act like it on here then start treating others the way you want to try walking in there shoes and no there is more to a person then there looks like there heart and personailty you may not have to like them but atlest respect them people of all races and ages still have feelings rember that

My Old Kentucky Home
Derby Day is a huge thing in Kentucky. I remember being overseas the majority of my military career and being able to watch the derby on Armed Forces Television. The unique thing of the derby, is the song "My Old Kentucky Home". Overseas, it rang home hard in my heart when i heard it sang. Standing there coming in from patrol, from being in the mud, the muck and the guts. To this day i get just as misty eyed as i do with the Star Spangled Banner. My Old Kentucky Home will always have a place in my heart, only a true Kentuckian would understand. My Old Kentucky Home, Good-Night (1853) Words & music by Stephen Collins Foster (1826-1864) 1. The sun shines bright in the old Kentucky home, 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay, The corn top's ripe and the meadows in the bloom, While the birds make music all the day. The young folks roll on the little cabin floor, All merry, all happy and bright: By'n by Hard Times comes a knocking at the door, Then my old Kentucky Home

Letters
In the end I never forgave you. The time I spent lost gave me clarity over my imprisonment. See there was a chance and I took it, not for you, not for the idea that I loved you, but for me. Why would I want that chance to go away. Happy for a momment vs an empty life vs life long bitterness,,, I just chose the moment. I blamed myself, I blamed you, I blamed the air if I could come up with a reason. It was honestly just a moment. Deep happiness for a time. The anger came in it not lasting. Maybe I give up to fast, maybe I rushed into it all. Maybe im just broken. Maybe just too many maybes. You came into my life and I didn’t stand up. And I regret that.the moment after it happened till years later im just a basket case of regret. Of taking the best thing in my life for granted. Sad part is, is that im human and I know it will happen again. So I over compensate. Jump the gun and rush into a burning field with my head down. Funny part is why keep your head down if you know y

Hello Everybody
hello everyone......I have sad news to report.....my Grandmother passed away Sunday morning....i will be going home tomorrow the 5th of may to attend her funeral.......I sure miss everyone and talking to you guys on a regular basis.....i hope to be back on Friday and i will contact everyone after then.....love you guys and hope to be back online asap Wes

Pimp Outs
Do you want one? Just tell me if you do here and I will give them out in order of the comments. What's the catch? Nothing,I do it because I can. Just leave a comment and I will start again tomorrow. Remember,I only have 3 a day so have some patience :-) By the way,this new blog crap sucks!!!

Venting
I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your adult daughter and a room mate? Oh and lets no forget how you were neglected as a child! What the fuck? It's all mine and my oldest sisters fault,yeah right!! Let's see,while I was laying there in the crib I was plotting how I could ruin your life! Julie planned the whole thing when she lost her eye so mom could spend more time wi

Shooting Star
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Emily :][2] You were in the car with?roomate[3] Went to the mall with? Winston[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Emily[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?Mel T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?trueQ: Been suspended from school?trueQ: Sat on a roof top?trueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?trueQ: Broken a bone?trueQ: Have shaved your head?falseQ: Played a prank on someone?trueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?trueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or colored?W

The Fubar 12 Step Program Through My Eyes
* Step 1 - We admitted we were powerless over our addiction - that our lives had become unmanageable on the fu * Step 2 - Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity, yay baby j is useful afterall! * Step 3 - Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of others in distress with the same fu addiction. * Step 4 - Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves, which doesnt include unblocking of the doosh's we have came across. * Step 5 - Admitted to baby j, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. * Step 6 - Were entirely ready to have baby j remove all these defects of character & user settings. * Step 7 - Humbly asked baby j to remove our shortcomings, more mail for him?.. * Step 8 - Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to MOST of them. * Step 9 - Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so w

Mobile Bill!
I was suffering from a Migraine earlier so I went to go lay down, in a dark and cold place. I was laying there feeling better when out of no where Nakita the beast jumped on to the bed and started obsessively licking my face... As sweet as this might be shes a. not allowed on furniture and b. licking so much her tongue is getting dry and my face has become numb.. I figured it was time to get back up and see how my so called fu friends had faired without me. Apparently you all live your own lives, because non of you were waiting anxiously for my return..... Before heading to the basement, I saw my mail lady out of the corner of my eye... Let me tell you about my mail lady, shes sweet and elderly but probably has thighs of steel. She loves Nakita I'm not sure why but she always takes time to give her love and a cookie. Nakita being the bitch she is first growls at her then realizes this is the lady that gives me treats and jumps up on her.. (also not acceptable behavior). The Mail la

End Of Days
Innocent smile The innocent smile, so bright and calm. It lasts forever through out the time. one dark hour for the brightest eternity. Time will mend all wounds, but the oh so bright innocent smile with heal the scars. Day after day, night after night, nightmares will come. Just lay there in rememberence of that bright beautiful smile. So calming and soothing. So happy and joyful. What might of been a lost for now is an eternal gain. Because after all, the life you once lost will once be resumed. By: Brian Hundertmark aka Saint 2/24/2011 12:09 a.m Im tired of this life that i liveeverytime i wake up i want to put that gunto my head. dreams of

Depression
i have had depression for a long time some days are not as bad as others others days it hit hard i have alot of mental issues as well from growing up the way that i did and all the surgery that i had iam seeking help along with my adhd but everytime i do seek help and tell them my issues that iam going thu they keep telling me that iam bi poler what the fuck even my own doctor says iam not bi poler wow i guess people know everything even if they dont know there medical background so iam not sure when ill be able to get my self on meds the last time they give me some pills to coup with my depression it turns out to be almost fatal i was very suicidal and when my friend went with me down there they said i wont be able to be seen for a few months and when i told them what thos pills did and what would happen if i had another outburst from the meds they said to call 911 wow and here i thought they was there to help so yeah dont take it personaly if i dont talk to you that does not mean i

My Boring Weekend
I am sitting here this fine Monday afternoon in my plaid men's pj bottoms, by wife beater and of course my purple slippers. Those of you who truly know me have come to except that this is my outfit most Mondays...they also know that my hair is never brushed, so to combat the endless knots and backcombing( i just looked like i had sex for 15 hours straight hair) I've decided to do the next best thing with my hair....... princess Leah buns!! Now to enlighten all of you as to my weekend..... I being lonely and horny as all hell Friday decided to rent a porno.. I pulled out all my toys... (you never do know what one might need) and looked at the long list of movies.. Ofcourse squirters immediately pops out and I hit yes..... The movie comes on and the title flashes up "Anal Gaping Squirters" I freeze holly shit what have i done.. can i get my money back... no ... I will not tell you what happened after this because I know some of my friends are trying very hard not to be corrupted by

Home Sweet Home
so had left my hotshot job a couple weeks ago and was very relieved as i probobly hated it as much as anything i have ever done. but after a few days of calls from the company to continue, with an agreement to only run the west and more pay..i agreed to stay on.i made a trip to the southwest and back and during that trip realized this was just a dead end road.being paid by the mile you spend lots of time doing tasks taht you get no compensation for..like spending 10 hours in las vegas on tuesday to deliver and pick up.....NO PAY. plus the fact that the job had no benifits at all...just the milage. everything else was..""PART OF THE JOB""".. SORRY, I DON'T WORK FOR FREE... so i will pursue a new position, with a company that will pay me for my time,,,reward me for my experience and at least offer the basic benifits. won't be easy in this economy, but can be done.hope you all have a wonderful weekend..big hugs..marty

Friends....
http://fubar.com/user/373525 Ted Despised is such an ASSHOLE! I'm going to delete/block him for 10 mins about 10 times tonight! I'm a whore and fucked up but, its all HIS fault!!! ahhhhh I'm going to go cut my legs up, take pics, post them, and link my friends so that they can see how fucking psychotic I really am! By the way.. I really need some money!! Please send!!! I'll send nudes!

Admirations Voice
Do you have someone like this??? I bet you do and you just havent opened up your eyes to see This friend is a true well wisher. With this persons friendship personified to the last letter. This persons speech gives strength to sagging morale. This person is all ears to any kind of tale. To flatter or be insincere this person does not know. Dislike to hypocrisy, attitude does show. Taking in or talking nonsense is not this persons style. For illogical and foolish talks, this person will not give bail! This person thought process and modus operandi are robust. Their clarity stands out and distinguishes this person from the rest. Blend of practical approach and emotional support in this person, is awe inspiring. This persons wit and repartee with humor’s touch is amazing. The profile of this perspns character does not limit to any punctuation! Not a character in its words bears an iota of exaggeration. If you have this person in your life.. feel free to sha

Caught ~nsfw Story~
I lie there and think of your hands running all over my body, lightly brushing my nipples and tugging my nipple rings. Before I realize it my own hands are following the path I imagine your hands to be going. I run my hands down over my belly and stroke the outside of my pussy, just petting it and just for kicks I give it a little slap. Mmmmmmm. I do that again, it feels good. I slip one finger inside only the lips and slide it up to my clit. I rub back and forth on the top part of the ring making the bottom part of the ring rub my clit up under the hood. I feel myself start to drip and I slide my finger down and get it wet. I bring it up to my mouth and taste the sweet juice. I take my other hand from my tits and open my pussy wide and dunk my fingers deep inside. Ahhhhhhh. I use my thumb to rub my clit as I push my fingers deep into my pussy. I feel the warmth of orgasm start to build in my belly and spread out over my body and I can’t help but moan. As I do the peak hits and

Realizations..
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went. I have been alive for 49yrs 10mos and 12days I have seen people I loved and care for die and most of my mentors have passed on. I had so many chances to better myself but for so many REASONS/EXCUSES I simply have not. I wasted this life with all my fancy hopes and dreams and now in a decade of so I will simply cease to exist. I have h

Songs I Like
Come forth for the cattle call Confront the evil river you can't control Wicked ways and venomous eyes Just human nature in disguise Lost in this world, Out on the edge With death by our sides Today I sworn that I wouldn't Mourn ya Cloud over California If that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Bloodshot and weary-eyed We took you in full of sin and pride It'll take you and break you away It'll tear you apart Today I sworn I wouldn't mourn ya Clouds over California if that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V'' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when

Pain Sadness And Lonlyness
I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step…. yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of being alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred for all things light and pure…the world is inky black and devoid of hope, how much longer until all feel as I do and weep for their salvation? Rodney aka Rhino

Destruction And Deviance
Current situations have persuaded me to actually sit here once again and put together my thoughts on a blog.. Run for your life.. No names will be mentioned, that's petty and immature, not to mention slanderous and against the law.First subject at hand... "HATERS"... Seriously?!?! What is going on in your feeble little minds other than yourself? Why hate on others ? You could be the same way that others are if you'd literally remove your head from your sphincter.. If one wants to achieve anything in life, it's not just handed to them, the ones that are handed things on a silver platter, I pity you, there is nothing in life for free. one must work to achieve anything in their lives.. No that doesn't mean manipulating and using people, don't even get that concept in your head, that's morally and inconsiderate.. Some people strive to make that their life goal.. Manipulation isn't the best thing to use against people.. Now back to the subject at hand.... HATERS!! Why do you do this? Your l

Wtf Is This Shit ??
· ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Profile comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! · ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: MuMM comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! · ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Photo comments blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! · ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Rating blocked! · fubar shop just sent you a message! · Angel ♥AnDrEa MaRiE♥ just checked you out! wow ,talk about bullshit :P:P plehhhh look at what this bitche's status says (Want me toPimpHand someone? Bling me a 1 credit) this is bullshit for the fact of getting banned from doing almost everything on here for 30 minutes .this must be one of the new things babyj was talking about doing to the mumms :P:p i am sure if af

Poems
It was, as I recall,A dark December night.Neither moon nor starHung o'er those dismal moments. There I stood,Gazing through the looking glass.Through crimsoned eyesI viewed the sight. The image I sawWas of my face not.In a robe of gloaming mistWas she standing. A woman, a wraith,A spirit of ancients,Moldering and rotten,With a silent hand outstretched. Overwhelmingly familiar,This.Overwhelmingly uncomfortable,This. This eidolon did once moreCause me to weep,But unlike times past,This woman now whispered. "Why do you fear Death so?Is it not the fate of all men?King or commoner?Truthful or thief?" With tear-filled rageI formed a fistTo smash the looking glassAnd destroy the phantom. But the vision remainedOne thousand times in the shards,Mirrored shards of lonelinessThat stabbed me deeper with each passing breath. Beckoned by one thousand spirits of ancientsWith their silent hands outstretched.And with my head down and my eyes gouged,I followed. I don't want what I'm about to

Razakel
Tonight it's all about me seducing youSo I'm gonna take you home daddy and here's what I'm gonna doGet completely naked then I'm gonna fuck youUnless you like foreplay, I'm down for that tooPeel my panties off only with your teeth sonGet me all nice and crazy for some easy insertionWhoa, looks like something's bulging inside them pantsWant me to drop it like it's hot with a sexy lap danceYou got this look inside your eyes and I know you really want itAnd my pussy's got the goods but do you really deserve itI'm not a fuckin' hoe and don't consider I'm easyJust don't see anything wrong with some sexual pleasingSo pull out your dick, fuck the foreplayAnd tear my pussy up till tonight turns to dayWhere, it doesn't matter we can do this on the floorCause once you've had my pussy you'll be achin' for moreC'mon you know you want to get a taste of this (taste of this)Don't even try to lie about it (try to lie about it)You know you want thisYou know you can't resistC'mon you know you want to ge

Poker Run Auction
I am currently in an auction and need your help. My #2 Family is holding a Poker Run Auction. Bids start at 500K and the auction runs from June 25th thru July 2nd. Come show me some mad love. Any questions SB me. Thanks, Babyblues

Blind Faith
http://www.theoaklandpress.com/articles/2009/08/15/news/cops_and_courts/doc4a86b13e90f1c795869491.txt can u believe these morons THE DARK IS,GENEROUS AND IT IS PATIENT,AND IT ALWAYS WINS- BUT IN THE HEART OF IT'S STRENGTH, LIES IT'S WEAKNESS; ONE LONE CANDLE IS ENOUGH TO HOLD IT BACK... LOVE IS MORE THAN A CANDLE, LOVE CAN IGNITE THE STARS!!!!!! DO I HAVE BLIND FAITH? I MAY HAVE FOUND HOPE ON HERE AND IM TO SCARED TO REACH OUT http://www.theoaklandpress.com/articles/2009/08/14/news/cops_and_courts/doc4a8526d82641a089903732.txt#blogcomments Please see this and comment asap

My New Piercings
I went with my niece yesterday to get her lip pierced. They wouldn't let her being as she is only 13. Well I be damn if I was in the car with a babbling ass teenager in the car for hours and not get something pierced. I got my nose (which is cute dammit) and my helix (upper part of the ear) (lets see if these pictures work. If not I'll post them in a comment)

Strength.
Recently, i've been commenting on Mumms. It seems that those who post the Mumms are either A) Looking for a way out of something. B) Looking for sympathy or pity on some of the most retarded shit.. Or C) Looking to start some kind of drama. We all know that Mumms are created about making up a person's mind.. But why the fuck can't they make up their own? I mean really. What the hell is wrong with the U.S and the rest of the world, that other people have to depend on what others say? Most of the time, no one gives a fuck. I know i don't. But back to the subject at hand. Mumms and asshats. I comment on Mumms, i speak my mind. I tell people what i think and not what they want to hear.. Isn't that what a Mumm, and freedom of expression is for? I think it is, personally. People can't take constructive criticism anymore though, which is a shame. No one has thick skin. Then you always get that ONE person who doesn't like what you have to say, so they start talking shit to you. I fin

Who's Bein Scammed?
My original account screen name was Ravinglunitic. That account was closed on me by Fubar on the 3rd. Reason for closing, I appeared to be a scammer... Whats the deal, plain and simple, i started surfing using a proxy. Apparently the proxy address I was using cross referenced with a scammers addy, my account immediately deleted... At least thats what Im able to gather from Scrapper between "read my blog". So, there's 6 months of fulife errased with no warning, gone. There is no mention of proxy addys anywhere in the terms of use and if they actually reviewed the accounts before deleting they would see I was not who they thought. Thanks a ton fu and scrapper.... I appreciate having all that taken from me for BS reasons.

A Prayer Chain
We love our family... and one of our family needs you.A great friend and fellow fu member needs all of our thoughts and prayers.His mom is very ill after heart surgery with a poor prognosis, so please send his mom and him all your love and prayers, they both need them very much!Loveable Teddy Bear R/L BF and Madly in LOVE w/ HolliSugaTits@ fubar

Fuego Poeticas
.. ... controversy copy-writes political views, staggering poetic rights leaving verses to choose.. i'll be dead awake.. i'll be alive asleep.. the arts inspires masses whole, their shell be peace.. As i share the work of an artist, smoke pass flames I’m a mental crazed versed arsonist.. threw poetics take you places mortality glares, best believe the son sets reigning their.. two in the chamber means spirit within me, not a ghost it's soul residing in me.. you can't see it physically though sonically it knows me, the subconscious relics uniquely combining me.. past the rough, and dammed life cursing us.. threw the market labels tarring trust.. flesh and bone removed from social lust.. I’ve been their.. I was their.. was all of me.. clarity and with art proceeds the greedy movements against we.. I desire well for them you and me.. inspiration saves blood from lands.. sprit and body, and the mind I command..

Where To Find Wolf, That's Me
Feel free to add me to any IM, my name on any IM is wolffraine@yahoo.com which is also my email- I am on YAHOO AIM and MSN- so feel free to add me, my home page where I usually hang out is on playlist my sketches are there too, all the ones in pencil are mine, the others are from the internet.

"our Best Narrative"
From above or below. Its only later that we know. Someone said "He who takes no chance has no chance" Come stroll awhile through the labyrinth. Promising never to imagine we cant. Joined at last, the crazy search winding down. Your eyes say me, while selecting the perfect gown. Since this is this and that is that. We say "Lets place the broom and leap fast" For inside we realize, its our God given right. Just as darkness must accept impending light. Ther are moments we should offer no resistance. Surrendering so sweetly, to heavenly happenstance. You give, I give, really means we give. As we truly meld, penning our best narrative. warmerthan (c) 1997

Daddy's Girls
If you would like to become a Daddy's Girl check out the folder and make a pick like the outher girls and get creative and then you will need to put Daddy's Girl behind your name(if you do a nsfw one ill need two salutes i want a sfw one so every body can see you)nsfw's welcome not a have to.

Everyone Should Read
Posted on Friday, July 24, 2009 6:12:23 PM by CMS • Page 16: States that if you have insurance at the time of the bill becoming law and change, you will be required to take a similar plan. If that is not available, you will be required to take the gov’t option! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure!• Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process) • Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None. • Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free healthcare services. • Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Healthcard. • Page 59: The federal government will have direct, real-time access to all individual bank accounts for electronic funds transfer. • Page 65: Taxp

Least We Forget
Forget we shall not!! Both have brought us together in a way that the world never thought possible. While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could whisper softly in her ears. While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there's a man stealing smiles from her. Post this on your wall if you're against Domestic Violence

Is It Real??
to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart!! they allways ask y dont you trust me? and say im not d

My Final Thoughts
Aight where 2 start this LOL! THIS SITE I BELIEVE IS GOING STRAIGHT TO HELL THATS RIGHT I SAID IT! EVERYONE CLAIMS TO BE A FRIEND BULLSHIT LOL A FRIEND IS YOUR PET A FRIEND IS SOMEONE U TALK 2 ON A DAILY BASIS A FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CAN TRUST WITH ANYTHING AND THAT IS NOT YOU PEOPLE. NOW PEOPLE ACT LIKE THIS SITE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING N THE WORLD CAUSE THEY TALK TO "PEOPLE" ON HERE,WELL I TALK 2 PEOPLE ON HERE AND OTHER SITES BUT THAT DONT MEAN SHIT 2 ME........ NOW PEOPLE WANT TO ACT LIKE ITS A SIN FOR SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF SOMEONES PAGE...AND THEY MAKE IT AGAINST THE RULES WELL FUCK MY QUESTION IS WHY DOES IT MATTER? PEOPLE SPEND THERE FUCKIN MONEY ON HERE GET THE FUCK OVER IT......SOME PEOPLE IS NOT GOIN TO LIKE WHAT I BEEN SAYING BUT SINCE U ARE ALREADY FUCKIN CRY BABYS AND HAVENT GROWN UP YET....YOU CAN CRY OVER THIS! NOW WITH THAT SAID I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS ABOUT THE OWNERS THE WORKS OR 90% OF YOU PEOPLE DONT LIKE THAT SUCK IT! PIECE OUT IDI

Nc Cherokee Warrior
http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/73/87/507837/1411217319.jpg When we lose something that is precious to us, we are left with a feeling of sadness. Whether it is a precious friend or even a treasured object, the loss can be hard to bear. It is as if a part of you has gone missing. Throughout our life we amass collections of friends and treasured possessions. Having close relationships help us feel as if we are not alone in the world. When we lose someone or something that is precious to us, we may realize that there is a certain aloneness that can never be filled. Ultimately the condition of life is one of being alone before G-d. MAY YOU R.I.P. NC CHEROKEE WARRIOR YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN: LOVE ALWAYS, TEJANA POR VIDA

Generalizing
BDAY salute contest!!!! Send me a Bday salute.....just a sign or photoshop sayin happy bday......i will collect them until my bday(the 18th) and start it after until the end of April. Most rates will win a 135 bp....2nd will be a hh...third will be a boomy.....all prizes can be exchenged or transferred within reason:)....so to make it clear....pics accepted from now on....contest starts on 1 am est 19 APR...winner declared 1 am EST 2 May. Maybe I am noticing this more because I have been looking for it, but it seems there are a good number of women that feel ALL men are assholes, posers, liars, whatever...I use the internet to meet people, especially women due to my schedule and lack of time where women are. I have read many profiles on this as well as other sites that women, whom are trying to meet men I might add, feel that men are all liars or cheats. I am willing to wager about everyone that has dated on a regular basis has had their bad stretches. I have literally dated several wo

I Am A Pisces Man
The Pisces man is difficult to pin down, most of his true feelings are hidden. He is attracted to anything stress free and without a competitive edge because he hates restriction but on the other hand, he is also attracted to things that stir his emotions, including women. Pisces man is notorious for choosing the wrong woman, he tends to be unlucky in love and have dating relationships full of peril.When confronted with complicated issues, he tends to retreat into his dream world and wears his "rose colored glasses". This is why Pisces man can be very temperamental and pretend there is nothing wrong when your relationship is on rocky ground. When life is not going so well, he can be very hard on himself and very self destructive so it is better for him to live in denial. The Pisces male needs a firm, strong woman to guide him because he is very indecisive and is known for sitting on the fence. The woman has to take the lead in the dating relationship. This need for nurturing is often

Maybe
Maybe you should know Everything I’ve held inside Maybe you should know There’s nothing left I can hide .. .. You found me over here Walked right through my walls You found me over here Hold me up now when I fall. .. .. Maybe you should know There’s nothing left of me Maybe you should know I’m not always what you see. .. .. Worlds collide here within me I’m a walking contradiction.

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
wifey means to have a girl that you know is gonna be ya girl for life. you're basically righ that it means to have a girl who feels like a wife to you Wifey A woman that you treat right, respect and feel good having her as your girl. More than just your girl. I HAVE A WONDERFUL WIFEY. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. AND ALL YOU HATERS CANT TAKE THAT AWAY FROM US... There are motives for everything. Juxtaposed against the backdrop of advantageous endeavor, people leverage and jockey for position all the time, and often it’s at the behest of friendship. Original author Jean Dominique Martin said it best by leaving lasting impressions with the following essay. Do you believe that people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime? What does friendship mean to you? How well do you choose who would be your closest allies? There are reasons why people are essential in our lives. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you h

I Am Back
Hey all I am back and missed you all lots my life has changed alot!!! I am happier then I ever have been in a long time, I now have my Granson w/me and am taking care of him full time!!! So I will be on and off for now just to let you all know all is well and I am doing great hugz, Cindy.

The Ghost
I am the ghost that walks these halls Present, but no longer fully here Dreams lay vacant for me now All that could have been is gone Silence fills the rooms While screams echo in my soul Torn and ripped asunder My heart beats no more I wasn’t able to scale those walls So here I am, the ghost of what I was

Numb
Numb………… If I could be so lucky Instead I hear echos I feel the hole in me Growing and taking- More and more. I’m not numb I feel the pain and burn I feel the depth of the hole in my soul I see where it should have gone But it will never be. Numb………… I should be so lucky

My Poetry
Alcohol Sedated and Numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions go blind I am stripped of him I lose him everytime I long to be his angel But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a wife Constantly first and better I resign myself to alone You have ripped my life apart Left your sins to atone So I lock up my heart Let my love fade Sedated and numb by sadness My emotions drift away I concede him to you You win yet again I am never first And I will never win Melissa Lay May 12,2009 I want to touch your body Feel your nakedness Wrap my legs around you Cover you with my kiss I want to feel you close Your skin pressed to mine Run your hands down me Slide a finger inside I am wet with desire Trembling from your touch Pulling you against me Needing you so much Send me to my knees I'll swallow you with my lips Bring you to the edge Runnin

Sb Fun
how does someone forget about 3 children? how does someone go one creating a new life forgetting the life they left behind? the mind is amazing but the soul knows........... how does one not hurt for the pain and absense their children feel? how does one pay for this? how does one quell murderous rage? ........................................................................................................................

Neo-luddism
Neo-Luddism--- The definition of this word is very interesting. If you're not sure, look it up on Wikipedia. Read up on it. Technology changes a lot of things, and has very moral, ethical, and social implications. Step back and think about it. People count on machines for everything, from simple math to saving and keeping a heart beating. But one must ask, how do you know when you have stepped over the lines? Like keeping a person alive on a ventilator and artificial heart, but what is that person's quality of life like? Not very good being in a vegetative state. People can't venture out of the house without checking their friends FB status'. The government is now tracking criminals and invading people's privacy on that site. Just something to think about a bit....

Why Do I Try
i like this girl and i hope see knows that i do, i would treat her great and love her and protect her. i just hope she sees that, i have been thru a lot in the past. all i want is a chance, thats all anybody can really ask for in life. i deserve a shot. i want to know her as a person and not just as a girl to have sex with.

I'm Always There
I'm always there when you close your eyes, No matter how far away heaven seems to be. I'm always there when you reach for me. In the night no matter how empty your bed seems to be. Im always there when the tears blurr your site, No matter how hard it is to see. You say my eyes are like the clear blue waters of the seas. But when you look in to them do you see the choppy waves and dark clouds of, The storm that is brewing inside of me. You help to open up the storm gates hidden deep with in, I release the deep pain and it floods like rain once again. I am always there when the clouds are heavy and dark, No matter how dim. You are there to help them part. You see a delicate heart so full of life, But can you feel how hollow i truly feel. Lost in a world to walk alone so shallow I feel so all alone. No matter how grim or how hollow i truly am I am always there even if it is just to reach out my hand. They all say they see a strong gentle me, But is this what they all

Devils Rejects Cam Rules
Devils Rejects Cam Rules 1. All non-staff members that wish to be on cam must first be approved by management. 2. Absolutley no flashing of any kind live on cam. 3. Absolutley no smoking, snorting, shooting, inhaling, eating, drinking, swallowing or booty bumping of any illegal substance while live on cam. 4. If you are male and whish to be on cam you must be shirtless only exception is if you have moobs that fill anything over a B cup. Back hair is also unexceptable. 5. All female cleavage must first be inspected and approved by a male staff member before its appearance on cam.

Fuwhores
Read from the bottom up Katherine: well it is just a site and i am having fun and u are a dumb ass ugly sob that i am blocking To Katherine: yeah well you can go to a real fuckin site and make ....wait whats that called again..MONEY!!!!! then but your own bling packs and hell a fuckin pack or smokes... im sorry whoreing myself for bling... hey ill tell you what ill show you mine if you show me yours... free of charge how bout it? Katherine: i have been on fubar 2 monthes and have gotten over 45 bling packs plus a vip for 3 monthes to see my nsfwa ty To Katherine: okay so let me see if i got thisstraight... you come on fu ... you rate guys... then you try to get them to pay you in monopoly money to see your "nekkie" ....YOU NEED A BETTER AGENT To Katherine: sorry darlin to much free porn out there.. and beides are u an idiot? ge tthe fuckin money nota damn bling pad=ck Katherine: no everyone does it To Katherine: thata a fuckin joke right? Katherine: send me a 19.99 bl

Fu-mafia
Here are a few tips I have come across and or learned in playing Fu-mafia. 1. Mob members - get as many as possible never stop recruiting from the New Players list (when you are on and waiting for your stamina to build is a good time to do this), from those who you lose to in an attack or who attack you and win, and if you belong to a turf make sure you mob request all members of the same turf as well as all the members of any turfs that your turf has an alliance with. The maximum number that can be taken into a fight is 750 if you are new to the game it will be considerably less but when you reach level 150 you will be able to take the full 750 into the fight. Always accept Mob Request from others, you can never have too many in your personal mob, after all they have no real ties to you in game play they are just numbers. Also be aware that you can not attack anyone in your mob and they can not attack you. KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE AND THOSE THAT CAN WHOOP YOUR ASS CLOSER. 2. We

New Auctions
Well Fubar it is getting hot outside just like the ladies of fu, so I decided its time for another auction. Auction is going to start June 1st and will Run for 2 weeks. Starting bids will be 1mil there will be a 500K entry fee anyone wanting to enter needs to send me the link to pic they wish to use as an auction pic with a list of what they are giving for the auction winners ie. rate 100 pics 11 during happy hour, make #1 friend, Family add, etc. Do not send entry fee until comfirmation is recieved for your entry pic. my last auction was very lucrative for all who entered several people recieved cash bids of 500 bling packs and more, I run a fair auction if a buyer does not pay up on his bid it automatically goes to the next highest bid, any auctionee can refuse any bid by sending me a message with the bid they wish to be removed and I will remove it as soon as I get back online. All ladies of fu are welcome. I have decided to hold another Auction. I couldn't decide weather

Brand New Really New Blog
A picture is worth a thousand words,Hers worth so much more.Each time I gaze at her beauty,Words want to flow,even more than before.Her eyes keep me entranced,Her smile makes my heart glow.Even on the darkest of night,To her my smile would go.So my angel of night,Almost half a world away.Through the dark walk with you,And dream of your beauty in the day. It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see. A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.

Simple As That...
My 14 year old son recently compared me to Bobby Bouchers mom from "The Waterboy" I am absolutely HORRIFIED by the display of wanton whore-ship of the many High School girls here at Lassen. The new "game" is: (In order to preserve virginity and avoid pregnancy).....doing "What what in the butt!", and of course, the BJ's. (EEEEEEEK!) Our conversation this morning over panckakes: Me: Remember what we have talked about. Josh: DEEP SIGH Me: Let's review. If a girl looks at you?..... Josh: She'll give me the herps.(He giggles and is entertained by my worry) Me: No....but she WANTS to. And.....If she wants you to touch her boobies?...... Josh: I'll go on welfare (still cracking up). And girls are the Devil and.... Me: I never said they were the Devil! Josh: Pretty much. MOM! Seriously?....I'm not stupid. Me: I know! But you ARE my baby, and I don't want you broken before you are totally put together. Josh: As crazy as you talk sometimes,

Tuckermax.com
I spent the summer between my 2nd and 3rd year of college suckling on the parental teat in South Florida. It was the absolute prime of my "do anything to get laid" phase. I was recently freed from a 4-year long-distance relationship that began in high school and I wanted nothing more than to have sex with as many girls as possible. Most of the things I did that summer are not story-worthy; you can only tell the same, "I got drunk on Dom and fucked this hottie" story so many times before it gets annoying. That summer I experienced every random sex situation that a 20 year old can imagine: fucking on the beach, getting head from random girls in club bathrooms, sleeping with 3 different girls in a day, getting so drunk I passed out during sex, getting arrested for receiving fellatio in the pool at the Delano, blah, blah, blah...Jesus. What does it say about how fucked up my life is that I don't consider these stories to be extraordinary anymore? Anyway, while most of my stories may no

Lord Give Me A Sign!!!!
I really need to talk to ya lord, since the last time we talk the walk has been hard. I know you haven't left me lord but i feel like im alone. I'm a big boy now but i still ain't grown still goin thru it pain & the hurt, soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt an i know only i can stop the rain just the mention of his name, In the name of jesus.

Dealt With Via Crazy Man...
Clicky Theres an amazing amount of discussion going on regarding the girl who eggs the guy on and then films HERSELF picking up the white guys grocery bag, Kinda funny how she pulls her own card... And now we have her video reply via youtube.... Clicky Hmmmmmmm.......Im not gonna touch on her horribly scripted reply.....anyways... point is...dont fuck with crazy old men! muchless swing on one....

Drama
Courage is a hard thing to figure you can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake but your not suppose to questionadults or your coach or your teacher because they make the rules maybe they know best but maybe they dont it all depends on who you are where you come from didnt at least one of the 600 guys think about giving up and joining with the other side i mean valley of death thats pretty salty stuff thats why courage is tricky should you always do what others tell you to do sometimes you might not even know why your doing something i mean any fool can have courage but honor thats the real reason you either do something or you dont its who you are and maybe who you want to be if you die try for something important then you have both honor and courage and thats pretty good i think thats what the writter was saying that you should hope for courage and try for honor and maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some too. This essay that Michael Oher had to

Geeky Ponderings
Okay, so....gigabit ethernet, DOCSIS 3 (cable broadband), and IEEE802.11n (supposedly finalized) is here. I just have one damn question. If DOCSIS 3 has a maximum throughput, in the United States, of 343.04 Mb/s (downstream), IEEE802.11n has a maximum throughput of 300 Mb/s, and gigabit ethernet can transfer up to 1,000 Mb/s, but the maximum speed my ISP provides (which is outragous at $100/month) is only 50 Mb/s, why the hell would I invest in new equipment? I mean, standard Ethernet can transfer up to 100 Mb/s, IEEE802.11g can transfer up to 54 Mb/s, and DOCSIS 2 goes up to around 42.8 Mb/s. Although my field ISN'T networking, I don't see much of a reason to upgrade anything other than my modem to a DOCSIS 3. Seriously, WTF good is a WiFi connection that is going 4 times as fast as my broadband limit?! Can someone explain this to me? Do I seriously get a better signal further away or something? *scratches head*

To Write Or Not To Write...ahh Screw It.
:::THIS IS A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT FROM YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD EMO CLEAN UP SQUAD LEADER!!!::: Why hello! I bet you are sitting there, elbow deep in a bag of cheetos, the latest self help guru on your television set, hand on your sad deflated little pecker, or if not, an Oral B toothbrush at the ready to be shoved down your throat and you are thinking: Why don't I just kill myself? No one wants me around. I should just do it. Well lemme tell you something: You aren't gonna do it. The fact of the matter is this; if you are so pithy and whiny to sit there and bitch and complain about how hard it is to go to school and then come back and sit your dumpy ass down on the couch and cut your wrists-not deep enough to do any good, mind you-then you aren't a strong enough person to do the world a favor and kill yourself. Damn it all. But far be it from me to judge. I'm sure your life is so hard, afterall, living with your parents must be tough on you. The point of the matter is t

Not Around Much
I have been busy alot lately..and tired. Not sure if somethings wrong with me..physically or just that I dont sleep much. Anyways.. I have not felt like being on here much. When I am on here.. I sit and wonder ,,why? I have maybe 3 who really give a damn about me. Those who I got added to my family..I wonder why? Yes..at one time they cared..and talked to me..but as of lately.. barely many do. I guess I am burnt out on here. Why come to a place..where you can be replaced as a friend so easily? I guess I come back..for those very few who do care.. I can only take so much though.. and I am about to that point. Its bad enough..hardly anyone talks much. I barely get rated much..orloved on any. WTF do you have to do to get attn on here? I have seen humungous cows even get attn. Maybe its the fact I dont freakin talk dirty to you.. or show you what you want. If thats what it takes.. then so be it.. I will just delete .

Things You Shouldnt Say During Sex
1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (In a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead...6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn never hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today. 12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think -- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (Using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (Holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo! 22. Do you get any premium movie channels? 23. Try not to smear my make-up, will

Happy!
You will NOT die if any ofthe following happens: 1) Someone does not buy you before your current owneeship expires. Studies have shown that people who are allowed to have their value return to 10,000 fubucks do indeed live to see the next day, and may even survive to see the next! 2) Someone doesn't get you that ohhhhhhhhhhhh so CUTE new bling that pops along. You do NOT need every one that shows up. Quit being so fucking shallow and greedy. The same studies show that a lot of bling is really just an older picture set to Blingee-level sparkly graphics. They even reuse the same old pictures they have previously used, just made it a different colour, called it something different, or added a word or whatever to make it SLIGHTLY different. Come on now, dipshits, remember all those fucking dragons that looked the same? Or the two kissing fish? they couldn't even wait a few weeks to rehash THAT one. Bling does not equal love. if you equate it as such, you are a particularly sha

Banana Nut Bread
RECIPE FOR LOVE: (this really works..)2x Laughing eyes2x Well shaped legs2x Loving arms2x Firm milk containers2x Nuts1x Fur lined mixing bowl1x firm bananaDirections: 1. Look into laughing eyes2. Spread well shaped legs with loving arms3 Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased, check regularly with finger. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. (For best results, continue to knead milk containers). 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably not over night). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana doesn't soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If in unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use.

Suggestion "blog"
The time has come to offer a place for anyone in the crew to offrer suggestions as to what we can do as a family to make our crew stronger and better in its entirety... As cofounder i have learned the hard way that its not easy to keep everyone in the crew happy at all times. I know i speak for my cofounder as well when i say that all of u are like our children and we just want u to play nice, lol. Sometimes there are discords or arguments within the crew and our job as cofounders is to try and resolve these issues. Unfortunately, that is not always possible, no matter how hard we try. However, we are hoping that by posting this blog we will have a place for members to go and air thier grievances or give thier suggestions as to how we can make ECS a tighter knit family. This having been said, as always, let's try and keep this a "drama free zone" and let's all work together to keep ECS the "elite" FAMILY, that we have always represented! We chose elite to be in our name bc we wanted

Wow Lmfao
Ok so this is just pretty much a CYA blog, nothing of real value besides showing my former hotties that I care about that I do not shit talk them. This is FUBAR it's not real life and it's something apparently that is confusing for others. I was tired of the bullshit and drama. And this is how it was ended.... I have taken out a certain name in here only cause she had nothing to do it with she was just got mixed up in it. To the hotties ~ I love you girls, you know who you are. I'm here for yall if you need me! Thanks for everything! XOXO HOTTIE LOVE!!! ( oh fyi my convo with the other party involved is a lil mixed up in here. lol but work with me. I copied and pasted ~ obviously the copy and paste didnt want to work the way i wanted it to work ) Firechief Chief: I meant what I wrote Ok peace promiseFirechief Chief: Hey going to offer u due to all the great work u have done and as close as u and I were to come back no ? before I remove your mods we love u and so do the gi

Who I Am And Where I'm At - Part One
I'm Brett, for starters and I've been called by many names in my life. I was Cowboyfor 4 ish years, and for 4 ish years I was also known as Kitt. Back in my early days of hitch-hiking the countryside (which I did for 13 years) especially in Alice Springs, I was known as Waco, though they all pronounced it Wacko, lol. At the very start of my hitch-hiking days I was called Kidd Bowie, because of my particular fondness for the Bowie knife and the Legend behind the original. It was only after becoming a father that I took to the name Brett, after 30 years of living was I happy to be acknowledged as what my birth certificate recorded. I look at it now and realise it was because my father had named me Brett, and if there is anyone on this planet that I despise or loathe more, then i have yet to discover it. It was this hate, a hate that ate at me for so many years it turned me into a bitter, sullen, angry, rebellious young man, that was my chip on my shoulder, my cross to bear and I think ov

My Thoughts...
It doesnt matter if your older or younger What matters is whats in your heart. Coming of Age... A period of your life,very important But,when you care about someone you Really feel for- Age should never be an Issue. One day you just might fall head over heels for Dont let Age come between You and Happiness. (Ken Martinez) In the whirlwind of the Autumn Breeze, Soars the emotions of all lost loves, Like the falling leaves From the dying trees. Looking through the camera of time, We see pictures of love and happiness We see loves that should have been. Instead of just fantasy. In the Autumn Breeze, We shiver in the cold For without any warmth or love W

~my Life's Secreat ~ If U Read My Profile...this Will Make More Sense :)
~My Lifes Secret~ Eyes closed and head bowed forward...clenching on to both knees...One lonely tear falls down,hugging onecheek...heartache~Quietly listening to the confusion in this mind~Rushing waves...Waves that ride threw obstacles life has dealt~ruining hopes and dreams...Running away with saddness,anger & guilt ...Feeling useless yet again...days turn into yearsand yet not a answer to my story~Afraid to be outspoken...afraid the right person will not listen~used to this feelingof lonelieness inthis world~in my minds world...Questions of "what did I do and"how do I live again?"...Emptyness~emptyness that has hollowed my heart but still it beats...beating with an infested infection-wont go away...Love,peace,and happiness?What is that?Trust?...Outside fighting...Inside crying...tired...wishing not to be afraid...be saved...tired of my reflection...this story won't end... ...it's just begun...this life I live...is like a rewind button~that just keeps replaying... ...a

My Heaven
My Heaven I look deep in your eyes.I see there what I feel inside.We share something between us,Neither one of us can hide.I feel your lips touch mine,I loose all my control,All it took was a look and a kiss,To know you were part of my soul.I see your hands on my skin,I want and need you to do more,The passionate look you give me,Tells me heaven is in store.I feel your need against my thigh,I know you will fulfill every wish,.We were made to fit together,And all it took was a look and a kiss.I look deep in your eyes,And I see heaven there inside,You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

About My Name
Ok so I know people have heard if not seen the twilight saga. just to let you all know I DID NOT create this name after the movies or books. I had the name Bella before I even heard of the Twilight saga lol. So yeah, just wanted to let yall know that I wasn't trying to copy the movies or anything :) Hope you all have a Blessed day or night. Bella Windwhistler

Poetry,music,etc!!
who are you?do i really know you?i mean we see each other everyday when i look in the mirror,but do i really know you,do you really know what i am feeling insidecan you feel me screaming for help wanting to be noticewanting someone to ask me if everything is okaydo you really see what i see?i see you but you act like you don't careyou see me cry,you see me hurt but you don't do anything to helpwhy? why can't you help the girl you see every day,is it hard to help a little?can you feel me shaking? can you feel my heart beating? can you feel me breathing?i want help,i want to escape this body i am in? but it won't let go off me it seems soattach to me? i want to fight my way out of it?why are you not doing anything? i see you looking at me,help!!mirror you are useless why can't you see that i just need some help

Fubar Fuk Ups
I may be new to all this, but I decided to give it a try b/c a lot of people I know told me it was a great place to be. I am a member/staff of 3 lounges. How can we keep them maintained and in order if the site keeps changing things on us. Not just to the lounges but to our pages as well. I say put it how it was and stop playing with everything b/c your bored. Put it one way and leave it alone!

From My Journel
I keep Wednesday's free for my pleasure and amusement. I like a weekly massage to relax me so called to arange one for Wednesday morning after my ballet class. The masseur arrived ahead of time, and I had to rush around organising the massage table we have as the for him to work on.The doorman buzzed, and then I opened the door myself, despite not having had the time to rush upstairs and get my dressing robe. Yes, I was naked! John didn't seem too surprised, but greeted me and said: 'I see you're ready for me!' I smiled and watched as he came thru the door. I closed the door. He helped me get the massage table up. I then got a striped towel, orange and green stripes, which I spread onto the table top. I asked John: 'Where do you want it?' I meant the table, but he answered: 'Up, prone on the top please!' He was smiling, and I could see we were going to have a fun time. He opened his box of tricks as I pushed the table a little closer to one of the long windows and climbed up on i

Celiac Stuffz
As some of you know, I have celiac disease. But what you don't know, is that I've been foolish and have not been following the proper diet for almost a year now. I'm started having some of the same problems I had when I was first treated. Yes, I know, I'm stupid for not sticking with it.... Someone was asking me about celiac disease the other day, and if it was dangerous. This is part of what I found out. When individuals with CD ingest gluten, the villi, tiny hair-like projections in the small intestine that absorb nutrients from food, are damaged. This is due to an immunological reaction to gluten. Damaged villi do not effectively absorb basic nutrients -- proteins, carbohydrates, fats, vitamins, minerals, and, in some cases, water and bile salts. If CD is left untreated, damage to the small bowel can be chronic and life threatening, causing an increased risk of associated disorders -- both nutritional and immune related. http://www.celiac.org/index.php?option=com_c

My Master
Caught between Desire and Lust Frightened To be Close But afraid to stray. A Circle of disillusionment A feeling of losing control I am held Captive, But not unwillingly I am not here against my will I desire to be by his side, Even if he does not desire me tortured by Lust Listening to His every command "SIT!" yes master. "KNEEL IN FRONT OF ME!" yes master, "PLEASE ME!" yes master. I am willing to please him in every way I dare not disobey. I am bad every now and then Just to feel his pain upon my skin. to feel the touch that I long for. I am the darkness you are afraid of. I run in the night searching for my next victim. Kissing your neck is what you need to protect. One bite and your mine. Blood dripping, I lick it slowly. Taking in every drop of your young essence. Virgins I do prefer because they are so young and pure. But if I can find the faint at heart.

Songs In My Happy Place
WALK Pantera Vulgar Display of Power Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing your song? Those same friends tell me your every word (Pre) (Chorus) Are you talking to me? No way punk Green Jelly The Bear Song The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see, SO! He went back over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain w

Just Abuncha Bull Kwap
http://www.clipjunkie.com/Cuddling-with-an-Elephant-Seal-vid6966.html So cool in so many ways... http://www.justin.tv/lorelei0922#r=vfqBeoI~ Im an animal lover, ive grown up all my life with more then just too animals in my home. My next pet will be a ferrit in due time. The link is to a mother ferrit and her babys, three of her babys died to unknown causes but two still remain from the litter of five. Very sweet, take a min to awe mother nature at her finest. I note my first blog was a fail but nice, and if you have the time to view it I fixed it!! Was sentimental and you will fully enjoy. We have so much to be thankful for! I used to think it was so cheesy because of the idiot notion of gift giving, picking names out of a hat and buying them a 10$ gift they will stick in the bottom of their drawer. now, I realize how important it is to give thanks for our immence abundance, each year, each day! I won't list every single thing i'm thankful for, because ill be here all da

Personal
No one will get this right! My middle name__________, my age___, my favorite soda_______, my full birthday___/___/, who's the love of my life______ , my best friend_____, my favorite color______, my eye color_______, my hair color______ my favorite food________ and my moms name__________!!! Good luck :P As I sit here alone again on Thanksgiving, and reflect back on my life I have questions for which the answers only lead me to a very specific feeling. As a child, the three very close friends of mine all moved away never to be heard from again. Through my years in elementary, junior high, and high school I bought a $25 dollar savings bond every week. My teen years were ones of being a target of insults, made to feel out of place no matter where I was at, and being made fun of. Finally high school years were even worse except where I excelled; band/orchestra, swim team, and football team. Never went to a prom as who ever I asked to go with me always had excuses,

Slipped Away From Myself
events have occured recently that have caused me to slip away from myself and there are a few here that might actually care about this. there are things i have said/done recently that do not reflect who i am and sometimes it is a real struggle to maintain what i am, what i wish to be. as all of us are i am a work in progress and now reality needs to settle in and the fun must begin, letting any serious notions on this site just slip away and enabling me to be the more light hearted, and enlightened one i once felt i was. of course there is a good possibilty that i am not all that enlightened lol

Anyone
PeaceHow y'all feel out thereThat's coolAlrightYou know, sometimes I wanna rapSometimes I wanna sing, you know what I meanSometimes all it calls for is a nice mellow grooveHit of rimshot, you knowJust get, you know, get you openBut I wanna do a piece for y'all tonight, it's called sometimesAlright, so check it outSometimes a stranger can be your best friendSometimes being angry is the best moodSometimes seeing you feel good makes me feel even betterSometimes hunger is the best foodSometimes good just ain't good enoughAnd other times evil will get you evenSometimes faith is not knowing any betterSometimes nothing is what you believe inWoahSometimes I don't even want a hitSometimes you fail tryingAnd sometimes happiness hurts worseSometimes people live dyingSometimes it's the last person that makes you firstSometimes you'll keep what you don't wantAnd other times you'll give away what you really needSometimes a rich man won't have a dollarAnd all a poor man has is greedWoahSometimesSomet

For Him
THE ULTIMATE GIFT JUST TO GIVE HIM ALL HE WANTS YOUR HEART BODY MIND YOUR VERY SOUL THE ONLY ROPE THAT BINDS ARE THE ONES HE PLACES ON YOU. BOW YOUR HEAD AND GIVE TO HIM ALL THAT HE EXPECTS AND YOU WILL BE REWARDED REWARDED WITH THE PURE EXTACY THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE BECOMING THE BEST YOU CAN BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE FOR HIM... TOUCHES YOU LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN TOUCHED BEFORE BRINGS YOU TO YOUR KNEES... WHERE YOU KNOW YOU SHOULD BE HE TAKES YOU TO A PLACE THAT NO OTHER CAN.. BECAUSE HE IS THE MASTER OF ALL THAT YOU KNOW IN COMPLETE CONTROL AND HE IS ALL YOU DESIRE TO PLEASE HIM IS YOUR LIFE TO PLEASE HIM IS YOUR WORLD EACH AND EVERY STEP YOU TAKE GUIDED BY HIM..... YOU WILL BECOME THE BEST YOU CAN BE PLEASING HIM AND ALL THAT HE WANTS AND DEMANDS WILL BE FOUND IN YOU.

For My Dad On Fathers Day!
If roses grow in Heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Dad's arms and tell him they're from me. Tell him that I love him and miss him, and when he turns to smile,place a kiss upon his check and hold him for awhile. Because remembering him is easy, I do it every day. There's an ache inside my heart that will never go away. If your Dad is in Heaven copy and paste this I Love You Dad!

Ranting
First off I would like to start out by saying that next week I will not be online at all. Because I start a second job. This leads to the new rule I am going to have because... Firstly, at the moment I have been working the late shift at my first job. And I do not appreciate text messages coming to me at say...6 am. Because I am most likely asleep during that time. So, please do not text or call me between the hours of 1 am and 9 am mountain time. You can do the math and figure out what time zone that would be for you guys. Next, due to the fact that I will be working two jobs for at least one week, I will not be able to answer my calls or texts until I have a free period on a break or between jobs. So it would behoove you guys to just be patient if I don't answer my calls or texts right away. I am asking this nicely one time. And if any of you decide you cant abide this rule, then I will have to get bitchy about it. That's all for now. Thanks guys. Before I go to work... My rant go

Love, Life, And Then Some
ok, time to vent... So, this past month someone has made me feel like total shit. Stupid fights, name calling, stupid accusations, everything. I was seeing this guy who, as usual, at first seemed amazing. I had a ton of fun hanging out with him, and loved being in his company. Then all of a sudden *poof* he was all of a sudden working like 22 hours a day, with no time to even message me to find out how my day was going. I knew something was up, gut feeling, but didn't have anything to back it. So whenever I'd ask to get together or to just talk, I would have my head ripped off. "I'm working, what's wrong with you? What don't you get about that?" ... only to find out by one of their best friends that he was now chasing his best friends little sister who is 14 years younger than the guy I was seeing... This made me feel so sick... Then I hear from his SISTER-IN-LAW that he told her I wasn't his girlfriend, I was some stalker who only went to visit him because I threatened to kill myself.

The Lifestyle
This was written for me by my first real Master. I loved him with all my heart, but left him when things got difficult, because I was still quite untrained and weak. I miss him sometimes. The Master The Master is a strong man, a dominant man. He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence. He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be taken farther. In this, the Master reveals to the fledgling her own confidence, her own levels of self esteem. As the Master learns his new fledgling, an understanding takes place. He senses her desires, her needs, her passions. With this new knowledge, the Master takes care of the fledgling, always giving what the fledgling needs but not necessarily what she p

I Am A Proud Army-girlfriend & Wife
i am a military girlfriend. i hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. i am at the bottom of the chain. i hold no Military ID card, i am not a “dependent” or a parent. the man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and i am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. i understand this and accept this. i have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. people may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me.. i know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.. there is no ring on my finger that symbolizes our commitment..i hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions… smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain..my relationship is based on a brief communication where “I love you and I’m okay” speaks more than vo

Playboy Mansion Auction
(r)PLAYBOY MANSION IS HOLDING ITS FIRST LIVE AUCTION ON SEPTEMBER 14TH IF YOU WOULD LIKE ENTRANCE FOLLOW THESE STEPS: 1.(h) SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR OFFERS ON IT 2. (h)I GET 10% OF YOUR EARNINGS 3. (h)YOU HAVE 10 MINS TO PAY WHAT YOU OWE OR YOU WILL GO ON A LIST OF PEOPLE NOT ALLOWED BACK . 4. (h)MAKE SURE YOU STATE CLEARLY WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING SO PEOPLE WILL NOT GET CONFUSED . 5. (h)MOST OF ALL JUST HAVE FUN (r)IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN THIS AUCTION IT IS AT 5 PM CENTRAL TIME AND ANYONE WHO COMES IN MUST JOIN THE LOUNGE BEFORE BEING ENTERED IN THE AUCTION .. TY HAVE A GREAT DAY NEW FAMILY FORMING CALLED *KINKY* WE ARE A HELPFUL GROUP WHO RATE AT LEAST ONE FULL PROFILE A DAY GIVE AT LEAST ONE NEWBIE A GIFT A DAY AND ALWAYS HELP THE FAMILY .. KEEP IN MY IF YOU ARE NOT DOING WHAT IS REQUIRED YOU WILL BE BOOTED FROM FAMILY.. IM NOW TAKING APPLICATIONS THROUGH PRIVATE MESSAGES FOR COFOUNDER OF THE KINKY FAMILY .. REMEMBER A SMILE NEVER KILLED ANYONE .. DONT FORGET TO COMME

Douchbags
DJ MAYO aka Mayo James Staley was telling me that he wanted to be with me and then confessed undying love for some old ugly woman in his status. Just be warned ladies that this is not a REAL man and has some growing up to do! If you are in his family or ranked on his page you have been blocked from mine and are not reading this anyway. I really don't care anymore. I am making sure that I don't have anything to do with anyone close to him! I'm done with his whole lot of miscreates. Sometime in the last year I was talking to Chris aka DJ SONIC now DV8 in a romantic way. Then he just stopped talking to me. Never gave me a reason. Just told me he was busy. Then I'm blocked. No explination. The last time we talked everything was cool but then I'm blocked. I was pissed and hurt. Now He is with some girl and very happy. I'm happy for him. I just wanted him to be man enough to be honest. I could have been understanding if he had given me the chance. But thats his mistake. I wish him and his gi

Poems
I'm sitting here today wondering, "Why is this gay"? Then I stop to see others just like me. As I glare at them it all becomes so clear. We fight for what's right, for what we have at home is more preciouse to us. We hold pictures of loved ones, gone and new. some in our mitch others in our kits. Don't cry for us today we will cry for you tonight hoping you are safe a lone in your bed. For this is the land of the free and the home of the brave we will always be brave so you can be free, we wish this unto you If we should die we will gladly dir for you remember us while were young cuz some gave few, while others gave all. My fufiance wrote this for me :D What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethe

Not Sure If I Should....
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!

You And Your Penises
Today I will: change the sink faucet at 9.5 months pregnant work a full time job running a coffee company raise a 13 year old live on 3 hours of sleep clean up the trail of shit you left behind make the bed go grocery shopping make dinner put the strollers away clean out the garage move all the tools you have left all over the house move a dresser tidy up before maids come... oh and to top it all off GROW YOUR DEMON SPAWN Thank you for your help ME THE 9.5 MONTH FETUS CARRIER PS THIS IS A FUCK YOU JEFF NOTE THAT I NEEDED TO GET OFF MY CHEST THAT IS ALL

My Words Of Life
u must meet these requirements 1. white 2. male 3. 28-36 yrs of age 4. works 5. loves kids 6. 5-30 miles of me 7. not jealous 8. not controlling 9. not abusive 10. not afraid of commitment 11. has own vehicle 12. not judgemental 13. not married or with someone 14. drug free 15. no felonies on record 16. not childish to their partner 17. wants a real relationship not a fling 18. not too clingy 19. not a drunk 20. not a sex freak if u meet ALL these requirements give me a shout and if u dont, sorry i have my bounderies.

All My Love - Alphafighter28
Unconditional Love I dont know when it Happened Or how is got it's start but my heart fell inlove with you from the very Beginning. I smile when I think of you My heart skips a beat when i speak to you, My love for you grows with each passing day not a moment in time could pass me by. Before you came along, my heart was broken, never thought i would meet someone that could make it whole, then i met you!!! I love you baby and always will no one in this world can ever change how i feel about you!!! You are my world my everything

A Little About Me
I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS ONLY!!! THAT IS WHILE I"M HERE,I WILL BE DELETING FUBAR SOON ALONG WITH YAHOO AND ANY OTHER WAY OF GETTING MY HEART BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK THIS DAMN COMPUTER IS THE WORSE THING I EVER BOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I have learned a lot since joining fubar. One there are some very nice people on here,theres great lounges and a great family atmosphere.I was gonna let one bad apple ruin the fubar experience for me but its best to ignore that person and have fun on here.....SO LETS GET THE FUCKING PARTY STARTED!!!!!!!

Dropping My Sanity Basket
As some of you may have (or may not have) noticed I have been MIA for a week. There is a really, REALLY good reason for this. I was officially admitted to Patrick B. Harris Mental Hospital for major depression, suicidal thoughts, a suicide plan, anxiety and hallucinations. I was released today at 1pm. I missed all of you and some more so then others ;) Please be gentle with me, I'm bruised currently and slightly fragile.

Sara
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word “Love” because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She is eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her co

Heavy Reconstruction
Ok first of I'll say this,at the very CORE of who I am,all that I believe in and stand for hates this place. I can't stand fubar,LOATHE IT. Why? Because its bull thats why.Its very foundations are based on arrogance,pretentiousness,conceitedness,poumpousness and greed. All this place is is a giant popularity contest where flirtacious females post up pics of their cleavage and or ass in pics and get rated out the ying yang,or someone buys a boomerang or runs a famplifier and they get rates all day long,yet meanwhile the nice guys,the nice PEOPLE,the HARD WORKING people,people that spend time on here everyday rating over 200 plus profiles a day get ignored because either they aren't "In" with the popular cliques,are normal people who can't afford bling,or don't have a pic with big boobs or their asses in a revealing pose to generate enough views to their profiles. To ME....and this is just ME....I think this place is a haven for people with low self esteem issues that never were anybody

My New Love
I dont have long to stay on but i wanted to share with you my newest love He showed up the night I gave birth, I was foretold I might get this little friend but I didnt believe it. I refused to believe... I took meds to ensure I wouldnt get this friendly little guy. But no stool softener nor position of the feet while doing the #2 would satisfy this guy. Im blame Seamus.... he told me i would get one. Hell I even think he thought it funny. So i named the fucker after him. SEAMUS MY HEMROID thank you to those who have helped.... witchie for the tucks pads for my life would be a burning sensation without her that's all i can thank assholes WICKED

My Writing And Stuff
As many of you know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month. But as so few of you know, I tragically lost my own mother to the disease in February of this year. I would like to help raise awareness not just for women but for MEN too. See, every 3 minutes, a WOMAN is diagnosed with this horrible disease, and every 13 minutes a woman DIES because of it. But what you DON'T know, is that an expected 1,500 MEN will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year and sadly, 400 will DIE from this horrible disease. We need to FIGHT BACK!!!! So please, if you care enough to support this cause with me, join the fight by turning your profile picture PINK or just put a PINK ribbon up on it, to show all that you DO in fact care and want to support the cause. You will never know just how much this means to myself and oh so many others faced with this battle. Please show us that we are NOT alone?? To those of you who already have shown your support, a big HUG and an even bigger

Scattered Thought And Redundant Feelings
It's happen once again.I've been broken-hearted and burned. I never thought it could occur, the hateful man has returned. My heart has become an iceberg but it use to be something. The pieces of my love has scattered into nothing. Dreams are shattered once more. A soul I start to lack. I'm laying in a pool of crimsom glass, the bitter man has come back. The reflective could've beens disturb me while I sleep. The agonizing taunts shred and cut me deep. I've teamed up with the bottle and my pride has dissapeared. I can't rise from the ashes but what should I blame. The murky and hefty shadow or the torturous and wicked shame? My scattered dreams have made me a bitter man cuz the broken glass has cut away at my soul. The what could've been reflections haunt me in my sleep and taunt me in my mind. My broken heart has made me a hateful man cuz the scattered pieces made my love fade away. The ever glowing warmth that easily flowed through me just became a fro

Currently Listening To...
If you're wondering why I deleted you, it could be for one or more of a few reasons: 1. Whining about not getting love 2. Being a whore 3. Being a whiny whore 4. Begging in my live feed 5. Spamming my live feed with 1000 lame-ass pics for your bomb folder 6. Spamming my life feed with bullshit like lounges, links to contests and people to "love on" 7. Having no sense of humor 8. Having no personality 9. Being a douche 10. Starting drama 11. Taking this bullshit too seriously 12. Messing with my people 13. Being faker than Joan River's face

My Poetry And Thoughts
First Off Lets Get This Part Out Of The Way!!!!!! Yes I do flirt with some of you and compliment alot of you, This Is Fubar Thats What You Do & What Almost All Of Us Are Here For!!! Now, That being said let me get down to why I'm writing this. There's a woman here name Leanne but, most of you know her as Hope Diamond. As you can see from the pic above she's the most beautiful woman to have ever graced the planet. I personally think God's gonna be pissed as hell when he realizes one of His angel's is missing. Leanne is a "VERY" special woman and I don't just say this because of her looks and "OMG" well EVERYTHING, in my eyes she's walking perfection. Unlike alot of you that are constantly begging for bling or whatever she doesn't do this. Thats not what she's about. She's not a fu-whore or a whore in general. I met her under very different circumstances. I was on my laptop in the hospital recuperating from a stress induced heart attack back in Sept. She had no idea this had

A Real Man
A Real ManA real man is a woman's best friend. He willnever stand her up and never let her down.He will reassure her when she feels insecureand comfort her after a bad day.He will inspire her to do things she neverthought she could do; to live without fearand forget regret. He will enable her toexpress her deepest emotions and give in toher most intimate desires. He will make sureshe always feels as though she's the mostbeautiful woman in the room and will enableher to be the most confident, sexy,seductive, and invincible.No wait... sorry... I'm thinking of wine.SHIT!