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The more time I spend on fuu, the more I begin to realize i need to spend time doing something else.
Challenge yourself to maintain high character regardless what appears to be happening in the world. Don't worry about being perfect or having something in your past that you regret. Stay in the moment and know that your positive influence and integrity today is making a difference in all of our lives!
As I got out of bed this morning a familiar feeling and a smile came a crossed my face because I knew we would be together today, I had spent a long week at work and was looking forward to this day as I quickly leaped from my bed showered and got dressed.
I arrived at your place in the morning saying hello in my usual manner and sitting next to you as we talked and reminisced about old times and had some laughter and tears,
I softly told you how I loved your touch on my skin and how soft your lips felt when they pressed against mine and how I loved your little ways that you made me feel like I was your one and only world.
Before I knew the time had slipped away and I realized I must be going. Telling you I will return soon as I laid the flowers at your stone telling you how much I love you and could not wait to come back again.
As I slowly watch the pieces of me drift way I realize I am broken and falling apart not know if and when I will ever be whole again.
Is it meant to be that all I ever will find are just the scattered remains to put me back together to what I was once or will it always be broken?
I sit and listen to the small remaining sound of what is left of my heart listening to it fade away slowly into the distance not knowing if it will ever return also.
I sit and try to remember the feeling from when I was whole, and all I feel is the numbing of my heart, as it builds a wall so high that I cant see over it or around it, a wall that is so thick and strong I may never break through.
I am sorry
I am sorry that I ever mistreated you.
I am sorry for not ever being there when you needed a friend.
I am sorry for not giving you a shoulder to cry on when you needed it.
I am sorry for not being a soundboard for you when you were upset.
I am sorry that I cannot take away the pain you feel.
I am sorry that I cannot turn back the hands of time to make things right for you.
I am sorry that I was not there when you needed me the most.
I am not sorry for the times we have spent together.
I am not sorry that I heard your voice speak to me.
I am not sorry for the laughs we have shared.
I am not sorry that I took the time to get to know you.
I am not sorry that I ever called you a friend.
I am not sorry that I started to fall for you.
I am not sorry I got to look into your eyes and get to know the real you.
I am not sorry I looked into your eyes and fell in love.
Will you?
Will you smile when our eyes meet? Will you embrace me oh so soft and sweet; will you tremble at the first touch and smile knowing it has been a while?
Will you hold me tight even if it is late at night and let me know that you are alright, when you look into the eyes of blue will it be enough to get you through?
Will you melt at the first kiss thinking it should always be just like this? Will you want to stay in the moment forever never wanting it to end, thinking this is how time should be spent?
So let me ask you this will you?
