Fubar Blogs 4

The Change That My New Job Will Bring...
Hi everyone! I just wanted to let you all know that I will be travelling and starting a new job in a few days starting tomorrow or today.... I don't know when I will really be able to spend set times here again till all the dust and learning curve settles down... I will be in an out and do my best to be a support and do what I can... I am hoping it won't be long and before you know it I will be all settled down in a new location and settings that will be my new home :)

About Me
I have Anxity,Depression,Fibromyalgia so when you see my status saying "WILL SHOW SOON" its cause im tired and don't feel good or im busy doing stuff around here helping people to leave profile comments. Usually i only take breaks for about a week or a day depends on whats going on. If I don't leave you a profile comment back also its cause fubar glitch and took my comments away. The times im usually on is around 5:00 P.M. thru 12 A.M Fubar Time. I usually will relax inbetween those times. leaving profile comments on everyones page. I don't beg for or My Favorite color is blue or September birthstone. I Owls. So if you see owl I will plus cookie's since that is my screenname. Cookie is my screen name cause as you see im sweet like one.

What's On My Mind
Fifteen years ago, the first of the symptoms started. I probably noticed it earlier than I would have because it started while I was running in the neighborhood to practice for the semi-annual PT Test. I was finishing 1.5 miles in slower times and could not believe I could not do it any more.A couple years before that, ex wife #4 sensed something and sent me to have a doc look at it, but since I was able to get around good, and still run, it didn't go beyond that. Looking further back, I had two people, ex wife #2 noticed something when we were dancing more than 20 years ago, and a shipmate noted that he could pick me out in a crowd because of how I walked different. That was close to 30 years ago. This thing I have, I have had my whole life. I remember running on the flight deck of the Kearsarge, shipmate Chris was trying to encourage me to take longer strides to be able to run faster. In 1994, I failed the PT Test by a few seconds, but passed with excellent on the run portio

Just South Of Blue.
So today I stacked boxes.Fascinating. Right?Today I did about 4 orders in one day.I had help, but GOD DAMNI hit the door two hours later than usual, my back had frozen and was clenched at a steady 7 on the pain scale for most of the day, and before I even patted my dog I went for a nice big slug of brain medicineon an empty stomachDidn't even burn til it hit the bottom.I'm also beset by naggers insisting I "do something". It's only been a monthlighten the fuck upand it has been all of three days since I vocalized that I reallyREALLY don't want to take a giant crapshoot on another degree.Seems pretty fucking pointless in this climate.Henpecked. Naysayed. Bitched at.And my best friend even thinks he has some... upper hand? In that he's working two more hours a week at an Attendant Care job.Yes. He has to wipe a moderately retarded grown-man's butthole once a shift....He also makes less /hour than I do but I haven't had the heart to tell him.He thinks he's king of shit mountain right now.

Fake Profile Hall Of Shame
Here's the busted July 2012 Fakes of the Day, please rate blog if you view: Synful - Fake of Porn Star Nikki Sims. http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-7-17-12/b56627-1179422 Brooke - Fake of Porn Star Southern Brooke. http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-7-10-2012/b56627-1179061 I'm sure there are a ton more. Fakes of The Day Archived Posts Oct, Nov 2012: Texy: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-11-21-12/b56627-1186863 Wet N Wild: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-10-9-2012/b56627-1184120 I didn't blog any fakes in June? Guess not. There's some for July though. I truly am slacking. lol.

My Thoughts
I'm writing this to get things off my chest because I need to get it out.. its not meant to hurt anyone in any shape or form.. but it is about someone on this site. I am not going to say any names but this needs to be said. I came on this site to make friends and some friends I get closer then others I am very thankful for those friendship that I call my sister or my Wifey or even a guy I can all my best friend or baby which ever.

Resolve
This is a quote that I wanted to share and explain a bit of what it means to myself. "HISTORY TEACHES THAT WHEN YOU WILL BECOME INDIFFERENT AND LOSE THE WILL TO FIGHT SOMEONE WHO HAS THE WILL TO FIGHT WILL TAKE OVER." COLONEL ARTHUR D. "BULL" SIMMONS SON TAY RAIDER NOV 21,1970

Stepping Back
An Obituary printed in the London Times.....!Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense ,who has been with us for many years. No one knows for surehow old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucraticred tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:- Knowing when to come in out of the rain;- Why the early bird gets the worm;- Life isn't always fair;- And maybe it was my fault.Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearingregulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexualharassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened

Is It Petah Or Is It Violatecha
As most of you know, a week ago today I got a message that turned my life upside down,and not only broke my heart but crushed it as well. That message was from Patricq, the god son of my fuhusband Don1897 aka Drinkbox Bomber. The message was entitled "I'm sorry Gary" and after reading just that, my heart sank. Upon opening the message, I immediately began to read and be overcome with emotion. I quickly ran to the bathroom to try and get away from my younger sibblings so they didn't see what was about to become of me. My adoptive mom with whom I live with was in the room with me she was playing Halo Reach with my sister..I ran by her, tapped her on the shoulder and continued up the stairs. I got into the bathroom, she quickly came in right behind me with my puppy right behind her, and I collapsed. I couldn't get it out. My 2012 happened that day. I curled up into the fetal position on the bathroom floor and cried..I came back down to my laptop, and went to his profile, tried calling him

High Value Polish
I added to the bottom of this blog, a link to a Youtube video I made to show you how to find your own high-value bling to polish. First thing I want to say is that when you gift a bling, you have no right whatsoever to dictate who may or who may not polish it. Even the person to whom you gifted could block polishing by limiting to nobody or family only, or even unfriend you and then you have no say-so at all. The original polishing limit was 10 per user you visited. I don't remember if there was a daily limit for total polishing by user level, I'm sure there was.The ability to block polishing did not exist. The main recourse was to block anyone who polished what you didn't want polished, or if you polished less than ten or didn't rate/like them. I still have people blocking me over polishing from as many as three years ago.The limits raised to 1000 per visit at level 63 and higher went into effect in the late Winter 2016. The ability to limit polishing to friends, family or nobody wa

Life
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol In An Instant

Fubar Helpful Information
*****PLEASE FOLLOW THESE INSTRUCTIONS AND YOU WILL BE GOOD TO GO ON A SALUTE***** **PLEASE MAKE YOUR SALUTE RESPECTABLE TO FUBAR OR IT WILL BE REJECTED** What is a FUBAR Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your FUBAR profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME 2, Your Member ID number

Summer Time/r&r..deployments
So ive decided..Very soon i will b cleaning up my fam..If you are removed for some reason..Please dont take it personal just feel free to remove me as well..Ive played the ranking game...ive leveled....ive made friends..an ive lost some too..The whole thing about fam adds well im not here for the ranking anymore...Last year i spent a great day of my life on fubar 24/7...for what?? to BE A COLOR RED..That is no different then the color pink purple or blue??....Only difference is RED Cost you more money..But in the end if your not spending guess what? you go back to being pink purple blue or even white...Soo what ive decided is that im cleaning my family up to the people that i talk to daily...That have shown me a great amount of respect an been here for me through tough times!!...Not about who rates me daily..Anyone can rate you daily to keep a fam spot...With 16,000 friends an 200+ adds daily its hard to find the friends that u talk to on a daily basic inless you add them to fam...So p

Cataracts Removal
for those following my progress , right eye is done been tested now i just have to wait out the weight restrictions before going back to work , the cane that i have been using to feel the sidewalk has been put away for now , i have gained a lot of my sight back but not all of it , i am thankful for what i do have though , today i bought readers' glasses that are 2.50 in strength and sun glasses as well to protect they eyes , i am not taking anything for granted this time , i will treasure what i have , again ty for all the comments and support , you all have a place in my heart , thank you Dennis for those who are interested , i have decided to go for the cataracts removal in hopes that they can restore the central vision back to me , i am having it done july 28 , five days after my birthday , i feel it is a neccessary procedure as my vision continues to get worse, i hope that it will work , but there is a chance that i could be totally blind in the left eye afterwards , i am hoping th

Stuff...
Love is when you take away the feeling , the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out I still care for you. The best kind of friend is the kind I can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation I ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Never say good-bye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go. Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smil

About Me
ANOTHER HANDICAPPED WEEKEND (Lix is off work Fridays & Saturdays) Both ankles have been sore this week, not the awful piercing pain, but the awful ever present, if you move it hurts pain. Today, the physical therapist is supposed to help me learn to navigate the steps without going down them bump, bump, on my butt. Going down isn't as much a problem as lifting my body-weight to go up! I hope I can do this without having to end up on the kitchen floor like I have been doing. I'm ready to be able to go to the kitchen & make coffee & actually carry a cup to drink .. dunno when I can do that! We have learned the wheelchair accessible is not wheelchair friendly. I've had some bumpy rides & pushing over carpeting isn't easy for my pusher, Lix. Another problem we have faced is that a broken bone didn't hand me a Handicapped pass for parking. Yes, I did flag down security in a parking lot & say, "Don't call the cops or the tow truck. See this ankle & this one. And see that wheelchair? We'

Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My skin is like a mapOf where my heart has beenAnd I cant hide the marksIts not a negative thingSo I let down my guardDrop my defenses down by my clothesI'm learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowI bruise easilySo be gentle when you handle meThere’s a mark you leaveLike a love heart carved on a treeI bruise easilyCan't scratch the surfaceWithout moving me underneathI bruise easilyI bruise easilyI found your fingerprintsOn a glass of wineDo you know you're leaving themAll over this heart of mine tooBut if I never take this leap of faithI'll never knowSo im learning to fallWith no safety net to cushion the blowAnyone who can touch youCan hurt you or heal youAnyone who can reach youCan love you or leave youSo be gentle...I bruise easilyI bruise easily Cervical Cancer Fear,Does it have a name?Does it have a face?Can you tell it to go away?Will it disappear when you close your eyes?Fear,Is coming to me in a white coat

Update On Life Right Now
Finally a bit of good news. She went in for the biopsy today and I got to talk to her for a few min before. She sounded really tired but in ok spirits. The biopsy went good. Later this afternoon they took her in for another procedure to put a port in so they could start dialysis. Everything went ok with it as well. Dad called while ago and they have let her rest and taking her down to do her first treatment with the dialysis and was expected to take 4 or more hours with as much fluid as she has retained. She still is to weak for the heart procedure and they have to get some fluid off her before they can do it anyway. Also her kidneys need to be where they can filter off the dye as well. She still has fluid in her lungs but Im hoping no more will build up since they are starting to drain her now. I just hope with all this she is not worse tomorrow with the tole it is taking on her doing it all in one day. If they can find out anything from her biopsy there is a possibility

My Stuff
9/11/01....9/11/06....9/29/19. The Country...A Love...My Sister. My Sister has been gone almost a year, and it really flew by. I still find myself forgetting from time to time that shes gone, waiting for her to call me...then i remember. Her oldest son's birthday is in September and i can only imagine what its like for him. All i know, is i hate this month...i really do.

Tips For Ur Toon
TIPS PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THESE ARE IN PLACE FOR YOUThe tips below are stated, for beginning players (level 1s) but apply to all. No matter if you are a merc, or a level 40, all of the things below refer to any player, no what that player is. Basically don't level yourself. Build. You can build cashflow at any level, however, here is where you have the best shot. Not doing missions, no attacking, and losing, are all part of building, no matter what level your player is at. The longer you sit, the more powerful your cashflow becomes, and the longer you sit at levels 1-9 you won't get listed. You start getting listed at level 10.DON'T LEVEL TOO FAST:As with most games I have played you want to get to the higher level the fastest. That's NOT the case here. He who sits, and builds cashflow does the best. I've seen some high level 5's but usually they are mercs. As time goes by, you can tell who's a merc, who's a blinger (people who use credits to pay for their player) who's a scrubbed pla

Mentality
Before I start this I just want to say that I do have some very good friends on this site.I've been on this site for about 8 years so yes I do have enough invested in this site to make my own judgemnts and decisions about it and the people.I have met several people from this site.some were genually who they claimed to be.and others were just simply fake about themselves.now I do not consider myself special by any means.I am friends with people who are yellow and red and friends with people who will never be either of those.I'm fruends with people who seem to have plenty of money to blow and people who seem dead broke.none of that makes any diffrence to me I try to be the same with everyone.and if you feel like I am not then that's your choice to make about me.the people of the mumms get a bad rap as far as I'm concerned with the exception of a few who I consider just flat out disgusting human beings and most of the mummers know who I'm speaking of and why I feel that way.I have become

Fu Achievement & Level News & Advice
Here's the July 2012 FuSocial Archive, please rate blog if you view: Miss Cherry is Back! http://fubar.com/f-ck-miss-cherry/b56627-1178838 Here's the FuSocial/Birthdays for June 2012: Toni Terror : Page Six Girl http://www.fubar.com/page-6-birthday-girl/b56627-1177641 Ellie and Gamer Princess: http://www.fubar.com/friday-oops-and-reality-blog/b56627-1177307 Here's the August 2012 Fusocial & News Archived Posts:The "Most Liked" Queens: http://fubar.com/the-most-liked-queens/b56627-1181802Information Regarding the "Poking" Achievements: http://fubar.com/to-the-pokers/b56627-1181764The 8/17/2012 Rate Glitch: http://fubar.com/today-s-ranks-rate-glitch-not-a-conspiracy/b56627-1181107

Fubar For Dummies
Since I have written dozens of blogs about Fubar as a whole, some of them are obsolete, some of them are timeless. I decided to make one index to cover everything I have. I will only index to my own blogs, not to others, unless someone with their own might ask me to. Connecting and Interacting on Fubar Connections - Typically one time events Interactions - There are way more than you can think of, and this doesn't list them all Tool Tips - What happens and what can you do with the popup that appears when you hover over a profile link Hottests Lists - All except the newest FAME and most ACTIVE. I show what the original list looked like Ranked Members Members (Overall) Most Famous Now (no blog yet) Most Interactive Yesterday (no blog yet) Top Members This Week (used to be separate Dudes and Chicks) Bands fuBlingees Achievements Top Bombers Crushes Scores Legends Lounges Slots Winners Happy Hours (There's a bit of a glitch in here) Most Liked (Used to be on the

Cancer Musings & Info
When I met with the plastic surgeon last month, I got a grim report: #1 option - expanders placed at time of mastectomy, filled with saline over time & replaced with implants after recovery from radiotherapy was ruled out, because the risk of infection is reported to be around 30%, and the radiation would cause the expanded skin to dimple, harden & scar #2 option - build a new breast with skin & fatty tissue from the abdomen was ruled out, because of my prior abdominoplasty...not enough fatty tissue remaining #3 option -

...not Trying To Be A Supa Fu-hero...
not trying or wanting to be a top dude, or a green, or most liked (facebook/fubar),or start an enormous bling collection..just trying to meet new people, stay in touch with the ones i've already know, have fun & keep it ma' fukkN real yo..leveling will eventually happen, but u will not see me post a pathetic status begging for help, or for bling, or bling packages, cause having fu-celebrity status, is definitely not in my interest..just keeping it one hundred, is all ;-)

Cherry Inferno
I have had a lot of people asking me lately on how to get the Cherry Inferno achievement. So here are some tips that I think will help. Have a high speed internet connection. Close the shoutbox and notifications box Close any unessassary webpages. (reduces clutter and keeps fubar connection fast) Try doing it during a time of day when there is less activity on fubar. If fubar's servers are experiencing a high demand it could cause pages to load slower. Have a page open dedicated to the people you want to bomb. (ex. Family page, freinds page, activated bling page, etc.) From the dedicated page open 4 or 5 new tabs of the albums you want to bomb via each profiles tooltip view. (in the tooltip view right click on the photos link and select open in new tab) After bombing an album close the tab immediately and move on. You can open a new album immediatly from the dedicated page or wait till all the selcted albums are bombed then open new ones. Its your choice. You don't always hav

Losing People We Love To Cancer
Cancer Took My Mom She Was 58 Spread To The Brain In June Of 1979 ... That Was Not Easy . Then June Of 1996 My Second Oldest Torrey Mitchell 24 Diagnosed With Pancrease Cancer Watched Him Suffer Had a Tube To Inserted For The Bile For The Mass Was 71/4 centimeters by 7 centimeters Was not Good . Broke My Heart To Watch Him

Mindless Ramblings
Will be changing the way I play the game, it seems some have forgotten its give and take. You get love, you give love. Still getting my health back in order, started on bp meds, found out that basically I have 1 lung that works the way it supposed to due to nerve damage from prior to my neck surgery 2 years ago thus there is paralysis of the diaphragm on the right side which means the right lung doesnt work

Changes
Over the past few weeks there have been some changes here on Fubar that have sent a lot of people into a frenzy. First, they did away with family boost. The BAD part was I had gotten ready to run a famp.. was paying some folks back... went to do my boost... couldn't find it... so... I had to adjust, but the folks I intended to famp... did get famped.I went into the Fubar support lounge and folks were frantic, wanting to know what was going on... it was TRUE... the family abilities boosts ... were now gone.A lot of folks were complaining. They were informed if they WANTED, they would do away with famps altogether. What a lot don't realize is most changes such as this come about... by just that... complaints. Always remember... on here... if you complain... the changes may not ALWAYS be for what you wished.The NEXT morning I awoke to famps being gone altogether. This was even worse than before... to... SOME people. Me personally.. I LOVED it. In "my opinion" Fubar went down hill when fam

Thoughts And Words.
NEVER feel guilty about removing toxic people from your life. It doesn't matter if they're a sister, brother, mother, father, lover or childhood friend…You don't have time for someone who causes you pain or takes from you more than they give. CONSTANTLY evaluate the nature of your relationships and DON'T HESITATE to banish someone from your orbit if they're toxic to your soul.... To my wonderful family: I am done ranking. It's been fun, and I have met some wonderful people along the way but it is no longer bringing enjoyment into my life. I started doing it with one intention, and I've yet to reach my goal. Tired of wasting hard earned money. I cherish each one of you, and if you need to take me out and replace me with someone else, don't be upset when I do the same. I might run from time to time, but it won't be like it has been. Thanks for the memories and my shoutbox is always open. Xo, Angela If anyone would like to held and add his banner to your profile, it

Who Fakes Thier Own Death?
WHO FAKES THIER OWN DEATH?? (OLD account link/pic here, NEW Account link/pic at the end) Adonis God of Heartbreak http://www.fubar.com/978026 He is NOT DEAD.. He is ALIVE but certainly NOT well. I was told on March 31st that he died from lung cancer he tried to fake his own death by claiming to be someone else's

Suchaslife
What makes you better than me; what makes you better than the homeless man living under a bridge? Do you judge me? Do you know the choices I have made or haven't made? How do you know what I've been thru? YOU DON'T.

The Archives
Here's the July 2012 Musings, Rants & Cons Archived Posts, please rate blog if you view: Drama Revisited - Put up or shut up. http://fubar.com/drama-revisited-words-for-the-wise/b56627-1180132 Slow blogging month, dangit. Info on new default policy- http://fubar.com/your-default-flagged/b56627-1175079Social Media Rant - http://fubar.com/most-overused-and-bastardized-phrases/b56627-1174987Sporks upate - http://fubar.com/sporks-update-travis-mullis-waives-rights-to-appeal-time-to-/b56627-1174976Facebook photos of the day - http://fubar.com/facebook-photos-of-the-day/b56627-1174857Anonib and a Fake Maker Update- http://fubar.com/anonib-and-a-fake-maker-update/b56627-1174499Stupid encounters by IC51- http://fubar.com/today-s-wtf-moment/b56627-1173746 May was a busy blogging month. Enjoy these archives: Farcebook: http://www.fubar.com/sign-of-the-times-ii-and-a-memorial-day-special/b56627-1176713 Anonib is back: http://www.fubar.com/anonib-com-part-ii/b56627-1176241

Fu-strategies
the bLing Train Benefits Synopsis ~*~Daily bling polishes in increments of ten (i.e., 10, 20, 30, 40, or higher each day)~*~ ~*~Chance to get 100% of your bling polished when i run a Polisher~*~ ~*~Hopper of the Week gives you extra exposure~*~ ~*~Increased daily page exposure, including rates and likes~*~ ~*~Other cool bennies to come~*~ ~*~ It's always absolutely FREE.~*~

The Most Interesting Blog On Fubar
He doesn't have a pickup line, because they're used on him.........he doesn't have to ask for phone numbers..........when on the prowl, he never needs a "wing man"........he is The Most Interesting Man on Fubar He built his house at the end of the rainbow.......Five-leaf clovers grow on his lawn......He is Magically Delicious.......he is The Most Interesting Man on Fubar......I don't always go on Fubar Treasure Hunts, but when I do, I find 100 rare.......Keep Searching my friends. When he pimps you, it lasts ten minutes.....His February has 31 days........He can assist the leveling requirements

An Update About My Life And Where I Am At For Those Who Wants To Know...
Hello everyone! Just wanted to stop by and spend a little time and give back to the special people who stuck by meand kept giving me love. I do appreciate it and it is not unnoticed. Loyalty has to mean something in this worldand it does... At least with me... I am sorry I couldn't fit everyone in there. It is frustrating but hey, that ishow they like to keep it here... I wish I could fit about 20 or so more of you who has been stopping by my pageeveryday... I know who you are. Please rate these great people... They are true and true... Hard to find themthese days... Will try to stick around as long as I can but not sure if I can make it. Just hit those buttons forthis great family anyway! even if I can't be here to the end. Working 2 jobs and dealing with life is not easy but

The Adventure Of The Missing Hat And Pipe
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island

Insecure Women
Ok I don't usually write blogs but this shit is starting to get out of hand with women spreading lies about me. This I what I have to say on that subject: GROW UP CHILDREN!! Jealously is unbecoming of anyone, but spreading lies about me ends up only making you look bad. I have had a few different guys come to me and trash me or block me because women tell them I am talking nasty to them or cussing them out in their shoutbox. Now if some stupid bitch tells you this about me, you can be 100% sure they are FULL OF SHIT!!!! If any women tell you this ask for screen shot proof of the conversations and then send them to me and let me know. I don't start drama with anyone on here. I take a lot of shit from a lot of ppl but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! I give WAYYYYYYYY more than I receive. I don't do it to try and take your man, or the guy you THINK is your man. I am the kind of girl who spoils her friends. The one who is here to listen to them bitch about the women who screw them over (which I have a

Everything Happnes For A Reason ♥
when im browsing something from google i saw this note from someone and i think it will good if i share on fubar, if u ever hear about this before thats good if ur never read u should read :D its very awesome :D hope you all like ♥ sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become, you never know who these people may be your roomate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friends, lover or even a complete stranger, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.and sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or means of good or bad luck. lonelyness, injury

You
The reason we are given life is not to be happy and be loved. We are given life to bring happiness and love to those around us. We all live one life. This life may have alot of down moments where one would second guess themselvesand what they are doing. It is the ones who have people in there lives like you that make life worth something. The happiness and the love that you bring to this life is beyond what is expected. When faced with a troubling decision it is the thought of you that helps bring light to the best outcome. When i think of you, i can do nothing but smile for I know it in my heart I love you and that you love me. I am truly greatful that I found you. It is your love that is my greatest gift I could ask for. Falling In Love Again: We've been apart for so very long. It's always a wonder on what your into these days. Do you fall asleep with the light on. Do you eat at the dinner table or on the couch. Do you listen to the same music I do. It's hard to

Marilyn Manson Archives
On May 4th 2012, I attended my 5th Marilyn Manson concert at the House of Blues, Atlantic City, NJ. After drinking a $10 Jagerbomb and a handful of draft beers, I was ready to rock. I made my way up to the club and watched The Pretty Reckless open. After about 5 songs, I pushed my way up thru the crowd as close to the stage as I could get. Out comes Manson, I find myself approximately 8-10 feet away from him, close enough to see the pores in his face. The crowd is going nuts and with every bit of space that opened in front of me I pushed thru closer. During the song "No Reflection" the crowd behind me was pushing so hard, leaning against me causing my bandana to slip off. Instead of losing it on the floor, I bunched it up in my hand and decided to throw it at Marilyn Manson, hitting him in his hand. At first I didnt know what to think cuz for a second it looked as though he was annoyed by having something thrown at him. That feeling went away fast as he proceeded to "sing" to

My Thoughts, Feelings And Emotions.
theres quite a few salty mfkrs that steady like to have my name in their mouth and hate on me.. well more mfkn power to you cause idgaf what anyone fkn thinks about me and i damn sure don't give a fuck who likes me or not.. its real easy to run your mouth about a mfkr when you're sitting behind a computer screen.. some wanna call me crazy or psycho well ya i am but at least i can fkn admit it.. i know my flaws and i know my strengths as well as my weaknesses and i EMBRACE every single fkn one. i didnt have a family growing up. i didnt get to do the fun things like sleep overs and shit with friends. i didnt have big ass birthday parties or really any at all. i didnt get to have that first date or high school sweet heart. i didnt get to have the jr prom or senior ball extravaganza. i grew up in the system and grew up way faster than i should have had to. by the time i was 16 i was working for the city of sacramento parks and recreation working with developmentally disabled youth. i went

Camp Walrus Knees
So this is my response to THIS PIC by my homeslice DAWDJ...I felt that at least one of these songs needed to actually exist, so...here you have it, in all its terrifying glory! A long, long time agoI can still rememberHow it felt to have my name dark greenAnd I knew I could have my funThat I could get past Level 1And, maybe, find what FUBAR really means But no salute, it held me backUploaded, then got back on trackGetting approved, it sucked chodeAnd what the fuck's a "God Mode?" I can't remember how I foundMyself in FUBAR's Support LoungeBut someone said, "Some features are down,"The day Fu's servers diedSo CHORUS:I hate when I'm trying to rateI'm a-singin' while I'm Blingin'Then I look at the dateI'd send you a PimpoutBut it's probably too lateGuess the servers have decided my fateFUBAR's servers have decided my fate Did you write the Bible of Fu?And do you need me to Shitface you?I know how much you need your drinksI do believe I'll create a loungeWith all the spare time I can

View Me
Lost Book I always felt like I was a princess who got lost in the wrong story. Where was my Knight in shining armor? Where was my kiss instead of pain? Where was the one to love and not hurt? Where were the words to say ?My lady:May I have your hand? That I may kiss your beauty? But instead I got . What's this about kissing your hand? Your no better then anyone else. Where is the words? Your beauty captures my soul to look upon it. You shine with great glory to only be treated as a princess(my princess) But as we all know fairytales are for books never true. So I stay lonely and blue. Love can not find me.

Petition To Fubar
I have mentioned this in the fuMafia Blogs, with many who agree with it, with no response from Admin about their oppinion on it, except to reject my Blog Posts. There are many who complain about the gap between Blingers and Non-Blingers.

The Mistletoeg Origin
The Legend Chapter 1How It Began During the occupation of Britain the Romans used many great military leaders as governors of the British provinces. After the Romans were called out of Britain to help defend Rome from its own invaders, Britain was left with very little in the way of a governing body. There were many small Kingdoms, all fighting amongst each other. With the Romans gone the Danes found Britain easy to defeat, one small kingdom at a time. A young prince was soon to prove himself in battle. His grandfather was a Roman General and his grandmother was a British Princess. He learned military strategy from his grandfather at a very young age and put this knowledge to good use, when at the age of seventeen he was pronounce King after his father was poisoned by neighbouring King who was after his land. This neighbouring King figured that it would be an easy matter to take the land now that the father was dead. He figured wrong. Three Days after he was pronounced King, the youn

Missing My Son :(
as any of my close friends would know my son is in North Carolina with his dad for the first time this summer and i am missing him bad. I worry because of all the bad that has gone on in the world even more so lately. I know i need to let go sometime and he is having a good time with his dad so i am doing the right thing by letting him go all summer. My question to you all is what is the best way to make the time go by fast and to try and not think about it so much? i already work, hang out with my daughter, clean, errands... not sure else what to do. I Love my family and friends on here and im reaching out. thanks :)

Godmode250
I'll start this with a few "unrelated" Fubar Facts, then make them related. September 11, 2016 falls on a Sunday. There is a tough, but not insurmountable achievement. Get bombed 250 times in 24 hours. The Power-up God Mode lets you bomb somebody again after 60 minutes. On September 11, Fubar will have no Happy Hours, and no bonus.

To My Friends
Hello errrybody...i just wanted to let you know im not gonna be around much because of a ssituation i am currently in.....No im not locked up( thats far from the case)..I am currrently residing in The Salvation Army homeless shelter in Wilmington NC....Please dont be alarmed...Alot of you dont know whats going on, because i wondered whether or not i shouldve even posted this to begin with.....I am out of a place to live because of roommate drama and problems....those who want specific details can call me if they want to know....you can either leave me a private message with your phone number and we can exchange them (if you choose) and i will fill you in on the details and such... Currently i am still working part time and its still going well...theres really no fulltime work in this town(or none that i have found) as of yet....Curfew at the shelter is 930 and lights out are at 10pm...wake up is at 545am(yes you saw correct) and i have to leave the shelter M-F at 9am.....so if you wou

Leveling
After going through a lot either playing hard for top ten hottest, or patience waiting for it to be awarded, there are two achievements that are needed for this level. Both of these can be done early. There are a couple tricks to getting each of these done. Air Power: Top ten bombing the previous day. The top bomber for the day gets the distinction of Red Baron, with its own achievement the first time doing so. This is calculated by points from cherry bombing albums only. If you try this when there is a Cherry Bomb bonus, you will find it harder unless you run several bombs. Hopefully you have run a few so you know how. I won't post the link here, but there is a youtube video by 941Stud from a few years ago that explains a lot, but there have been a few upgrades to the system making the Cherry Inferno (116 Albums) a lot easier. Even a day that starts with a bomb bonus will have a lot of bombers for the early hours, so keep that in mind. Bombing users who have Auto 11's running get

My Old Gal
I knew it was coming,but crap it still makes me sick :( My old gal , my yellow lab "Daisy",passed today. I am broken hearted,I am still grieving over,my kitty "Spike". They sent me a sorry driver today for therapy that drove like a maniac,that was so nosy and annoying ,when hubby told me this news over the phone.Grrrrr... I didn't want to talk to this stranger and wanted to grieve quietly while he slung me through the damn curves.I am hurt and mad this evening.I am also not a big fan of people.

Update On My Wreck
10-8-10 Hey everyone! I wanted 2 let yall know what is going on! I was in a car wreck yesterday 10-7-10! This guy ran a red light & hit me so hard it tore the tire & axle from the transmission on my car! I had 2 cars in front of me..they went through our green light & I followed! I got about 50 feet from where I was going about 10 miles per hour at this point..this guy comes from my right going about 35-45 miles per hour & hits me in the front passenger side full force! He did not even try 2 slow down! After he hit the front he bounced off & hit the back passenger door! The air bags deployed when he hit the front passenger side! There where 2 cops behind me that saw everything thank God! I was driving, my mans mom was in the front passenger side, my baby girl was in the back passenger side & my mans oldest was in the back driver side! We all got taken 2 the hospital by ambulance! My lil girl is ok..she just was more scared hen anything! My mans mom is ok..she is just a lil banged up

This N That
A BOY keeps a password on his cellphone, while a MAN is confident enough to say "Baby can you answer that for me!!" A BOY runs the streets & chill with his friends, while a MAN is enjoying time with his woman planning ahead for their future! A BOY complains about spending too much time with his woman, a MAN plans vacations & getaways because he is wise enough to notice tomorrow isn't promised! A BOY tells his woman all the things she does wrong, a MAN acknowledges his woman's hard work! A BOY will read this & think this is about him & a MAN will read this & thoroughly acknowledge what he needs to fix in his relationship Up For Auction ~ Go Take A Peek, Rate The Pic & Make A Bid Too! Click the Pic Below! YES IM A GIRL I push doors that clearly say PULL. I laugh harder when i try to explain why I'm laughing. I walk into a room and forget why I went in there. I count on my fingers during math. I hide the pain from my loved ones. I say its a long story when it's not. I cry a lot more

Venting..
So since my uncle Mike's murder last week I have been through some emotional turmoil, which I thank those who have been there for me dearly. http://www.insidebayarea.com/news/ci_17217497 Today I had to call airlines, which was so hard to do when asking them the details about "sending a body" to a different state. I feel anger, and hate...And the question "why" keeps going through my thoughts. Seeing the troubled images in detail of that the Detectives told us makes it almost vivid in my mind. Why didnt Bryan le just die? Another part of me makes me question my own behavior. Helping a person out and them to turn around and do somthing so cruel to someone so innocent is beside me.. Between planning a funeral, contacting everyone my uncle knew, speaking to family and the arguments they have started on where they want to bury my uncle, i am about to explode. Tomorrow is another day.. I decided to go to work and see if I can get through it emotionally. I hope I can. Say a prayer for the fam

Me
OK wellfirst and foremost here is a few of my medical conditions that cause me to spend so much time in the hospital,common varriable immune deficiancy,(no not aids this is a genic condition)it causes lung infections, neuro cardiogenic syncopy-causes blood preasure to drop with no warning lots of passing out,chronic asthma,MD MY tendons in the back of my legs never grew-causes bad leg cramps and toe walking,chronic migrins-was hit in the back of the head 20 years ago in a robbery-no i was robbed lol. Now you know a little bit, I love friends and family,lost my sweet Mother in Febuary and yes i am a mommas boy lol. I have been married three times two when I was young then a long one.single now and never know maybe there is a sweet lady that may want me someday, LOVE YA ALL, WALLY THANKS FOR READING

Fubreak
If fubar is your reality I am sorry. I apologize for not being here as much real life has me very occupied. If you spend every waking moment in Fu and you are obsessing about all the imaginary things...you may need a fubreak. True life will pass you pass. This site is for entertainment. I have met some great friends on here and have been blessed with still having them in my life. I enjoy texting and seeing how they are doing. None of the things that happen here (except maybe an ex who is a stalker) and the friendships that you develop with your friends are real. If you wonder why I bling someone check to see how often they bling me. There are special friend who I always bling just because. If you are trying to figure out someone's mind on fu....take a look at your life and wonder when will I start living? I am sure that your one of those people who always has status updates that always say 'I hate my life" or propagating fudrama. Your life will get in order when you stop and take care

Erotic Eats!
Arguing can be sexy fun too! Hello kiddies its that time again! Im sorry for the delay work has prevented me from writing this as scheduled. Now come on its time to be honest with yourselves and answer this question. Have u ever had an argument with a mate or spouse

Stuff
I've been kinda silent about all this but now I have to speak up. And this is kinda long... Flags of the Confederacy: The Stars and Bars, Three horizontal stripes of equal height, alternating red and white, with a blue quadrilateral in the canton, inside the canton are white five-pointed stars of equal size, arranged in a circle and pointing outward. This is the national flag of the Confederate States which are as follows: South Carolina, Mississippi, Florida, Alabama, Georgia, Louisiana, and Texas. And then there is The Stainless Banner it's A white rectangle two times as wide as it is tall, a red quadrilateral in the canton, inside the canton is a blue saltire with white outlining, with thirteen white five-pointed stars of equal size inside the saltire. And then there is Blood Stained Banner. Here's where the second two flags differ... The Stainless Banner is one of hatred and white supremacy but it was abolished in 1865 and replaced with the Blood Stained Banner. On the Blood Sta

Honoring Gramps
I have been thinking how I can honor a man that would have done anything for anyone.. and usually did. I have decided to do a good deed everyday in his honor for a complete stranger.. today I seen the effects of that gesture. I bought a gift card at the grocery store and asked the cashier to give it to the next person she felt was having a tough day and explained my sadness and struggle with his death this last week and this was my way of trying to find my happy again. after she finished crying she gladly rang it up, gave me a hug and said my grandpa would be proud of me. That one gesture will bring happy to at least 3 of us today. I knew quite understood why Gramps would do so much for people that seemed like they didn't appreciate anything. I now understand...

Sporty's Passion
What a lovly woman I have riding with me I think as we finish our breakfast.One of several we have shared on this trip.The nite of passion fresh in my mind as we pull on our helmets for the ride ahead.You ask where we go today,I smile,brush my lips on yours quickly as I fire up the bike,We go to our future I say,and let out the clutch.We travel surface streets now,the freeways boring view benind us,cows and farms whiz past as we ascend the mountains ahead.as we travel the day grows warmer,we stop a moment to remove our jackets.back on the road the warm winds carress us gently and the sun warms us.Country music I play,good music for the roads we travel.Songs of love both lost and found,fresh and ancient.You grow board

Life
About Me: -I am a college basketball freak -I was born in Tucson, AZ -My favorite restaurant is Don Pablo's in Mesquite, TX -I have a dream girl -My favorite number is 44 -I hate being alone -I love lions -After 24 years of marriage, I've been single 14+ years -My #1

Auctions
Some have been asking questions about auctions and how to be part of one, I hope this blog helps answer some of your questions. If you have a question that is NOT answered in this blog feel free to send me a private message or message me via SB or staff chat and I will do my best to answer them... You may have seen other people on fu advertising auctions at some point in time and have wondered what it is exactly. Well, basically you come up with a list of things you are willing to do for the person who bids the highest.It's pretty simple... You send me (or person handling graphics for the auction) the list of things you are willing to offer to highest bidder, along with a link for the picture you want to use (if you want, otherwise person handling graphics will choose one they like best.

Daily Thoughts
Its been a pretty good day, Some of yall have kept me company and i have really enjoyed it. I decided I am going to try and make an entry here every once in awhle so yall can read whats going on in my life, If some of you read the one from a week ago I apologize I was in a really bad place after breakin things off with the guy I love. Were still talking and hopefully gonna work thru some things. *fingers crossed* In the meantime I have to be patient.. and for those who know me.... yall know thats a task. Anywho, I am super excited for work this week. I am supposed to be getting a set of twin girls in my class. I already made their name tags and have everything set up for them. ( Im a preschool teacher) I absolutely love my job.

Cherry Inferno
941 stud has created two videos on youtube of how to do the cherry inferno. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-igFMrCTCI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v833QE2Bgig Most everything else I will say has been covered by stud in the videos, but maybe it will help some for me to explain it here. A cherry bomb lasts for 1 hour and you must wait 30 seconds between bombings. 30 seconds happens 120 times in an hour. It will take you a minimum of 3 to 6 seconds to activate a cherry bomb, load the page for the first photo album and bomb it. Because of that time that is lost on the first album, 119 albums is the maximum possible. If it takes 5 seconds to bomb the first album, that means there is only a 25 second room-for-error for all of the remaining albums. If you average being a quarter of a second late on the remaining 118 albums you will run out of time before meeting the inferno requirement. It is not like you can make up lost time by doing another album early because it will not l

Blog Of Blog's
Be Sure to stroll through the FuBible as it contains 95% of the answers you made need to know when addressing site issues. Not many have and thats a shame as it can save you alot of time waiting. You can also check out the TOS (Terms Of Service) which is located at the bottom of every Fubar page as it also contains alot of answers and directions of what you may or may not do on this site to remain a happy fumember. I enjoy assisting all members so i will also promote the Support Lounge as we are there 24/7 to handle any and all inquiries, questions, issues that fubar members may have. GET YOUR FU-ON !!!!! :) Scrapper explains Blocked Accounts and Numbers for Screen Names http://fubar.com/scrapper-explains-blocked-accounts-and-numbers-for-names/b334578-1123275 It seems there are some users who are not playing straight with you about the facts. fubar is for fun but there is also a business side. We do not like to delete or ban good users. Our good users will attest to it. If yo

Fu Marriage
Ok so I believe I am once again ready to take the FU plunge and get a FU wife. Any of you that know me know damn well that I am awesome, and when I say that I am not being cocky I am just a fuckin sweetie and I know it. You will never have to be worried about me being jealous or any of that crap I will be super sweet to u, and will be as attentive as possible. Many of you know I am not on that much on weekends due to my son as he comes first and I try to spend as much time as I can with him. You wont have to worry about me falling in love with u as this is a fuckin game and this is a great escape for me, and in order to fall in love I need to see , feel touch you get waht I mean. Lol. I will bling & spoil you when I can, and as some know I can be very generous. I will help as much as I can when I can. I dont expect to see ur tits in fact please keep them to ur-self I have playboys. Unless you want me to of course, and then why would I argue..just kidding. Lol. I just really want a par

Me
I am so tired of the new fu changes...Ta tas is tapping out. Social concepts...in your infinite wisdome you lost my cash going to you. it can now go to me me now and i can play on other social network sites for free.. I spent my fucking hard earned money and you changed rules at your discretion. you have that right right but you lost me and most of the ppl that pay cash to suppoirt your site. i put my head low in shame to say i have spent at least 20 k here. i expected a little loyalty or input

Why
There is an empty space in my heart, A hole that was never there, Till the night we lost you. Now I sit here, My eyes empty and hollow, My heart crying tears for the loss of my partner, My cousin, and my best friend to. I feel like a former shadow of myself, Now that you’re no longer here, The joking, the laughter and memories will always live on, I wish I could have been there to say good bye, Only to realize that this is not good bye, Just a really long “I’ll see you later.” Down the line we will come together again, And then heaven will have some more to talk about, So I will see you later cousin, For we will be reunited again.

Farewell
well fu-ites here it is THAT day is finally here. ALL that have known me or know me know me for who i am...a fun loving flirtatious (extremely so sometimes). To all i am DVUS and i hope after reading all this ...those of my TRUE friends will remain so and stick by my side. SOME of you already know this but yes I am married and have been so over a year. It is not a fact that has been made actively known to EVERYONE....but some of you do know and know who you are. The reason for this lil "secret" was this the marriage i shared with my wife was one of openness and trust and knowing that no matter what....we loved each other. SOME have noticed the "INFAMOUS HAIR CLIPS" in one of my NSFW files and have pointed this out and through a few split ups and minor probs between me and the wife....that was explained away as the "ex".Welll like a fool i carried on this life even AFTER...BEFORE we were married i discovered my GF at the time having online sex and or phone sex with other guys....that wa

Grrrrr.. People Are Hella Lame Sometimes!
Theres a bunch of things that irritate the hell out of me on here.. But ima jus touch on a few for now.. Number 1 being that, just because you press the LIKE button on someone they think you wana fuck.. Sad but so very true.. Like i say on my profile page, i pressed your like button because i need the points (call me a point whore i dont give a fuck) im cool with you or i think your sexy.. Period!! It does not mean i want to fuck you in the slightest, neither does it mean im a lesbian for pressing another females like button!! I swear some people have some queer ideas bout how things work.. Number 2, being called, hun, babe, sweetie, baby, boo, when clearly my name reads Kay Kay.. Like seriously, you cant see my name?? Yall know how that song by Destinys Child goes right? SAY MY NAME, SAY MY NAME!! Number 3, being told what to do.. Grrrrrrrrrrrr annoying!! Im a grown ass woman, you aint my Momz or my Daddy so STFU!! Number 4, some people on here have no manners what so damn ever.

My Wedding Story
I have been in many places, but I've never been in Cahoots. Apparently, you can't go alone. You have to be in Cahoots with someone. I've also never been in Cognito. I hear no one recognizes you there. I have, however, been in Sane. They don't have an airport; you have to be driven there. I have made several trips there, thanks to my friends, family and work. I live close so it's a short drive. I would like to go to Conclusions, but you have to jump, and I'm not too much on physical activity anymore. I have also been in Doubt. That is a sad place to go, and I try not to visit there too often. I've been in Flexible, but only when it was very important to stand firm. Sometimes I'm in Capable, and I go there more often as I'm getting older. One of my favorite places to be is in Suspense! It really gets the adrenalin flowing and pumps up the old heart! At my age I need all the stimuli I can get! And, sometimes I think I'm in Vincible but life shows me

Family!
Soooo I been famping a decent amount, and yes I boot people and yes I sell spots so that I can keep famping for my family! I don't really do it for rates cause I don't really care about that.. I don't do it for points cause I don't need points.. If you are in my family and you are on and u can't be decent enough to rate me when I'm famping you.. I will remove you! Over 300 people have me in there family, I do try to

Love The One Your With?
She stood quietly sipping a cold drink and looking out the kitchen window. She took in a deep breath and let it out slowly thinking about a song line, 'If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with.' She smiled and then bowed her head looking into the sink. "Fuck it." she said and took her drink and walked to the living room and sat in her recliner, set the glass down and pulled her lap top into her lap. She logged on and stared at the screen. 3 inbox messages. 1 notification, 8 profile comments and 27 unread gift messages. She clicked the comments and returned them one at a time. Of course he had not commented, she told him she could not continue the flirting. Still she opened the notification and smiled. She returned the shitface to her dear friend and then back to the home page. She opened the gift messages and went through them one at a time. Returning those that were not one of the rounds drinks and just opening the others. Two from him, round drinks, friend and

Oi
Hawty got a body like she does pilates..swag even uses karate when she gets naughty in the back of an audi...then she confesses when she text this..about showing you what a hotmess is,,driving you crazy in a lexus from new york to texas..she could have chocolate skin or pale to cinnamon swirlzzzzz that ass like its for dividends..a body that could bend for benjamins..might call her friends,get drunk and act like lesbians as they bring out the twins Its like let me in.with those seductive grins like Gwen...........Stefani............try to stuff one calmly while the other rubs stuff on me till I get all ornery,hit them bodies like they're built in the armory.oi oi oi :P

Battle Of The Bands On Fubar
How does a portion of a site flourish without supporting the actual users ?..I see time and time again artists/bands that never even use this site go up month after month to battle in the Battle of the Bands..meanwhile, an artist such as myself (faithful user) will maybe battle once every 3 months..this twisted system needs fixing ASAP..what part of the game is this?..why aren't the artists that use this site religiously rewarded?..why are artists that have long since discontinued using their pages still going up every month to battle?..I've battled a total of six times in the 11 months I've been here..four of which were Finals that I busted my ass to get to..what kind of wacked system is this?..I personally have probably spent more hours actually using this site than any other artist/band here..why?..cause I believed that by investing in this site I would eventually get payback..isn't that how things normally work?..you get out what you put in..even though they took away the prize mon

Something I Find Funny
A woman takes a lover home during the day, while her husband is at work. Unbeknownst to her, her 9 year old son was hiding in the closet. Her husband comes home unexpectedly, so she puts the lover in the closet with the little boy. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes it is."Boy- "I have a baseball."Man- "That's nice."Boy- "Want to buy it?"Man- "No, thanks."Boy- "My dad's outside."Man- "OK, how much?"Boy- "$250." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the mom's lover are in the closet together. Boy- "Dark in here."Man- "Yes, it is."Boy- "I have a baseball glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?"Boy- "$750."Man- "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove. Let's go outside and toss the baseball back and forth." The boy says, "I can't. I sold them." The father asks, "How much did you sell them for?" The son says "$1,000." The father says, "That's terrible to overcharge your friends like

A Word About Fu Drama And Friends
I had a friend, my heart says have, we no longer speak. There is a poem that talks about friends for a reason, a season or a lifetime. That person appears to have been a season for a reason and I will love them for it for my lifetime.

Just A Thought
20 THINGS TO START DOING IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS: .Free yourself from negative people.Let go of those who are already gone..Give people you don't know a fair chance..Show everyone kindness and respect..Accept people just the way they are..Encourage others and cheer for them..Be your imperfectly perfect self..Forgive people and move forward..Do little things everyday for others..Always be loyal..Stay in better touch with people who matter to you..Keep your promises and tell the truth..Give what you want to receive..Say what you mean and mean what you say..Allow others to make their own decisions..Talk a little less, and listen more..Leave petty arguments alone..Pay attention to your relationship with yourself..Pay attention to who your real friends are..Ignore unconstructive, hurtful commentary.

Love Means Never Having To Say You're Sorry
True love is unconditional. It is transparent, where we can accept, understand, and allow the other person to make every mistake, falter, stumble, and give genuine heartfelt compassion when they are trying their best, even if their best is can be “better.” Love carries no judgment or manipulation. Love carries no ego, or the need for ego gratification. True love is pure. It is deep, eternal, and it never dies. There may come a time when you have to be apart from someone you truly love in your heart. Please realize that sometimes time alone is the greatest gift you can give to another. Sometimes our ego’s “want” more, and sometimes our ego’s “avoid” love. These are the ego’s delusions. They are not, however, the pure love that resides within our deepest heart and soul. “Never having to say you’re sorry” means that you know you are loved truly for who you are. You are accepted. In order to give this kind of love t

Likes Achievements
Likes achievements are a little easier than rate achievements because people can like you from a tool tip if you're VIP. Makes it easier for the lazy players.The entire likes achievements (like any other), is all about resets.Always as with any achievement such as this, get you a banner made. Dee or I will be more than happy to provide you with a banner free of charge along with "Like Me" and "Likes Reset" pics for you to use during your run. As always.. if anyone tries to charge you or ask anything in return for making a banner or pics... RUN.

Debbie's Corner
Hello everyone out there, so i just got this blog up and running. a little about myself, i'm Debbie Lynn 34 years old with 2 kids, a widow though but i'm gradually getting over that.. i opened this blog to help people out there, if you going through any type of relationship, trauma, break down, or anything of sorts........... message me or just comment what your going through and i can give some advice in the best way i can... it won't hurt to try, as the saying

Need 2b Rated By A Hottest Member?
the level up requirements to be rated by a top ten or a top 250 "hottest member" requires being rated by a "lifetime hottest member" on your level up page the description includes a link to a list.

Graphic Codes
Click Here to Repost Banner Click Here to Repost Banner Here are the Current and Expired banners I have designed and can be posted on profiles. Just highlight the actual code below the images and paste that into your profile. Let me know if there are any broken links so I can edit them ASAP. Enjoy. If you are looking for a Banner / Skin / Default : Send me a SB Message or Private Message. PLEASE DO NOT MODIFY ANY IMAGES I HAVE CREATED (If you would like something modified ask me for permission or ask if I could do it for you)

Red Friday
A LETTER IN THE LOST WALLET!! As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years. The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline--1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago. It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John" letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. It was signed, Hannah. It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, that t

Hurt / Love/ Tear's
I don't know where it'll end up. But I send you my Love and Trust that it will reach you. Even my heart, Even this town, Changes it's shape. But I have one wish that won't end. That we won't give up on what we swore to each other on that day. As we looked at the same Sky. By Devilina Demoness

Blog Of The Beast
The Epic Tale of Guffen Fawlothroo and the Evil Dragon.Once upon a time, in the enchanted kingdom of Fossfosota, there lived a quaint little hobbit possessing of a very weak sphincter. Guffen Fawlothroo was his name, and despite his rather irritable colon and frequent bouts of incontinence, he lived a pleasant uneventful life in his simple little home, just beyond the shadow of the great Craggy Mountain.Never a particularly ambitious hobbit, Guffen had, for most of his life, never wanted anything more than a comfortable little house with good sturdy reliable plumbing. As the years passed, however, Guffen found himself becoming more and more dissatisfied with his ho-hum lifestyle, feeling in his soul a growing desire for a status in life that was far loftier and grandiose than where he was.The feelings of disquiet continued to grow and grow, until he gradually came to realize that his deepest and most heart-felt wish was that for just once in his banal monotonous life, he could perform

Fubar Suggestions
This was posted as a comment under Baby Jesus status: Starting Thursday morning, the 9AM-11PM Happy Hours will be awarded at around 2AM PST each day. If you get one you'll receive a PM Notification

In The Mouth Of Madness
I mean perhaps I am a little outdated or maybe a throwback to when this site was a lot more fun but to me, Family Adds are supposed to be for people that you interact with more then others and have closer relationships with.

Who Are You?
i used to have this in my "about me" section on my profile but it took up a shitload of space.. so.. here it is now.. the name is ANNE. not ann or anna or annie. Anne like Anne Frank. i know who i am and im comfortable with it. im a very loyal friend and i have proved it to many. i dont try to lie and be someone im not online because my life sucks. im the SAME person online as i am offline and in person. yes, im on fu a lot. yes, i have systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE) aka LUPUS I was diagnosed 23 years ago (i was 13 and in the 8th grade - Nov 1997) and now have rheumatoid arthritis and Lupus nephritis along with

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone?pocket 2. Your significant other? naked 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? caring 5. Your father? tough 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? wet 8. Your favorite drink? BEER 9. Your dream/goal? Rich 10. The room you're in? Dinning 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Elsewhere 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? Painless 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items?HEALTH 18. Where you grew up? Iowa 19. The last thing you did? came 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? sucks 22. Your pets? Dogs 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your l

Tune In With Dj Suga@ Suga's Night Club
i have a choice to buy an xbox or a PS2 for my 5 year old grandson the xbox is just the normal xbox not a 360, so help me out here which one is best for a 5 year old? 1.RESPECT STAFF AND MEMBERS 2.NO DRAMA 3. NO RACISM 4.NO CHILDREN ON CAM U WILL BE BANNED IF ASKED TO GET THEM OFF CAM AND U DONT 5.NO BASHING OF MUSIC PLAYED 6.NO METAL OR COUNTRY PLAYED (SO DO NOT REQUEST ANY IT WONT BE PLAYED) 7. JOIN LOUNGE THEN YOU CAN CAM (NO JOIN NO CAM) 8. NO PARKING UNLESS YOU ARE A MEMBER ( YOU WILL BE EJECTED) SCREEN NAME

Days go on and on...I always look for a wayto make them go faster. Faster days to get us...to some point that I can't namefor some unknown reason. A race with no rhyme or reason...spinning wheels in muckthere's no logic to this mess. Maybe one day the destination...can be this clear placethe end result of a rainbow. A peaceful place with you...but who would I be thenif not this mess of a person. Do we embrace the mess...do we embrace the chaosor continue this mad dash. No More Sad Words Said It Is What It Is Classically Said.

A Lil Humor : )
I Am passing this on because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives? By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil Show, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have not finished. So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Crown, A bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, about a quarter ounce of pot, a package of Oreos the remainder of my old Prozac Prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some doritos and a box of chocolates and the rest of my Xanax. You have no idea how Fucking good I feel right now. Pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace :)

Resolutions
In the past, I've had no luck with general new year's resolution such as "exercise more." Usually I don't even bother with them at all. I want to try something a little different this time. I'm going to blog a monthly goal. Nothing earth-shattering, nothing that will depress me if I don't get it done or impress anyone if I do get it done. But my goal will be here in my little blog, reminding me that if I have time to scribble my rambling thoughts to my internet buddies, then I have time to make some constructive changes in my surroundings. Resolution #1 is to reorganize and update my bedroom. Right now there is too much furniture, too many guitars and amps and cords, too many books, lamps that don't work in the space, outdated bedding and drapes, and old prints that do nothing for me anymore. I want it to be a warm, inviting, calm, beautiful space.

Walden Co Police Report (funny)
So in my travels for my interview a few weeks ago I picked up the local newspaper. It was a whopping 8 pages! I stumbled across the police report and thought I'd share a few bits from it. Yes these were really published.

Welcome To My World
Just arrived at work. I was soaking wet when i got here... It's raining for 8 hours now, no break... When will this s**t end. I want sun, i want summer or I will get depressed... Finally spring has come back to Berlin... :DI woke up and the sun was shining through my open window. I decided to let work be work and stayed in bed longer. I enjoyed the sun shining onto me. It was awesome... So now I am happy again... And that's good for me... and for all of you hehe At work now... and you know what, I don't care it's still a beautiful day! :D so i had my knee surgery on friday. it was succesful... it hurts, but i'm okay. i come home, switch on the tv and see all the shit that happened in japan.people die or are missed, nuclear plants get out of control. people have no home. that was 3 days ago. and things over there get even worse. so now today i'm back in the office. and i feel bad. not because my knee hurts, but because i noticed how unimportant my little self is. and then i read a

Why I've Been So Blaaah Lately
Ok first off...I've been feeling out of it lately,not my ususal self,some of you have noticed,other haven't most of you don't care to notice and that's cool too,I've been there when ur busy playing the fu game you don't have time for things like that.

Fubar Contests
Ok You know how this works. Marcie did a similar one of these called "the best of the best on fubar" but you know me to be most evilest so Me and Mrs.. Sylent decided it be funny to make "the worst of the WORST fubar Contest" More like the demon side

My Share..
1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.2. Guys hate flirts.3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to

Important Fubar Info.
(How To) Own The Cherry Inferno Achievement Please Note: GODMODES WILL NOT WORK FOR THE CHERRY INFERNO ACHIEVEMENT! Read below to Kick The Cherry Inferno Achievement In The Face. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First I will give a little run down of how Tripple X failed over & over & over again. He wasted 6 hours of his precious time trying to get the achievement only to utterly fail every time. For those who are using Internet Explorer(any version)? You have already failed the Inferno Achievement.. Do not under any circumstances use Internet Explorer, instead Download Chrome, Firefox or Opera for best results. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Most Common User Error The first thing you would think to do is: Load Cherry Bomb, Go to Folder, Bomb Folder, Keep hitting bomb on the new one, until the count down gets down, Hit on bomb, Repeat failed steps above. Without giving it much thought.. Th

A Fubar Coward
I am a very nice guy always helping others and making new friends. Today I was caught off-guard by a person who has no knowledge of God Modes and found he is a real COWARD. His name NightShadowZ. I had just stopped by his page and rated, liked, and left a comment on his page because he was running a Cherry Bomb. I stopped next to another profile who was running a God Mode. A little about God Modes. It is different than other blings. Shitfaces are bad for the person running a God Mode. They have the opposite effect hurting their points. Boosts and Cherry bombs are not good either but they will not hurt the persons points it just limits what they can do. I know this for I have run several God Modes in the past. That is why you will see some asking NO BOOSTS OR DRINKS when running one. Now here is what bothers me about this guy. I had asked this lady (running the God Mode) if she wanted a buzzkill. She said yes. I buzzkilled her to help her out. Now this guy NightShadowZ

Just Plain Funny
Randy staggered home very late after another evening with his drinking buddies. He took off his shoes to avoid waking his wife, Kathleen.He tiptoed as quietly as he could toward the stairs leading to their upstairs bedroom, but misjudged the bottom step. As he caught himself by grabbing the banister, his body swung around and he landed heavily on his rump. A whiskey bottle in each back pocket broke and made the landing especially painful.Managing not to yell, Randy sprung up, pulled down his pants, and looked in the hall mirror to see that his butt cheeks were cut and bleeding. He managed to quietly find a full box of Band-Aids and began putting a Band-Aid as best he could on each place he saw blood.He then hid the now almost empty Band-Aid box and shuffled and stumbled his way to bed.In the morning, Randy woke up with searing pain in both his head and butt and Kathleen staring at him from across the room.She said, ‘You were drunk again last night, weren’t you?’Randy

Never Judge The Cover Before Looking Inside.
Of all the cars I have drove or owned, I have one that will forever remain as my story car. She had a salvage title. She was the Great Pumpkin. My first stick car and had to learn to drive her alone, a bonding thing you know. And she received unexpected looks. Lets tell a bit of two short stories of her life. I earned my first vacation. Oh yeah, Great Pumpkin and I on a road trip! From El Paso to California. Tunes and CB and the windy blowing through the windows. As I entered California up this one long steep hill and I thought no one was around. Before speed limit was 70. I was going 70! I looked over to my right and there was a Highway Patrol. Holy crap! Gonna get my first speeding ticket. The Patrol officer looked at my Great Pumpkin, looked at his speed and finally looked at Great Pumpkin. He smiles gives me a thumbs up and speeds away. After my visit to California, it was decided that I should move there. (second short story) After a few months after moving into California and

The Song Of The Sea - Dan Fogelberg
Native American Sympathy Prayer I give you this one thought to keep, I am with you still – I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond sparkling on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush, I am the swift, uplifting rush .. Of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the soft stars that shine at night ... Do not cry for me my friend, for I am with you still. In my heart, for all eternity ... You are with me, and always will! Left for me by someone very dear to my heart (and real life friend)

Erotica
Sometimes even the strongest and most independent of women need to find solace. Some look for it in alcohol, some take pills. Others just want to lose control. To shut their brain off from always having to be the rock that everyone else stands on. Don't trifle me with questions that don't matter. Pull me close and leave me no chance to escape. Grab my hair and direct me where to go. Fill my mind and mouth with moans as your fingers explore with confidence and determination. Bring delicious pain to my flesh that makes me scream so loud that no other thought can be heard. Make me forget how to talk. Rack my body with every sensation that I know not whether I'm coming or going. Talk to me with passion and command and watch my body oblige and indulge. Just make me forget to be strong... I need the chaos. I need to lose control. I need to know that if I were to crumble I'd still be fine. Be the mortar that fills me and sets me to rights. Show me the unfathomable darkness, and that I'm not

Mistress!
When I was young I had a crush with the wrong guy but we're friends until I grow up and realising that crush turns into love...on my frustration I wrote this poem for him and keep it for a loonnngggg time!....now I have my own blog I can burst it out!... ;-) Man I truly love I can't sleep because of you, I always thinking of you. I said to myself that I can't live without you, But still trying to move up without you. Like what the song said 'I need you for my path to light my darkest day', but you're not here And you don't even know what I feel... I hope someday I realize that we're not meant for each other but as of now I dreamed that we will be together... I desperate to win you, I have rights to love you but I have no rights to own you, It's simply because you are a Family man But you're the man I truly love... Mistress?...it's a big issue from every corner of the place!...some people choose to be one of that and some people

Country's Christmas Bingo Blitz
Country's Christmas Bingo Blitz I am gonna be hosting a giveaway, for a Happy hour, Rockstar, Boomy, LIkealizer, and a famp to the 1st place winner 2nd place winner will get a rockstar 3rd place winner will get a boomy In order to enter you have to send me 5 coins, I will send you back a number off a bingo set which is 1-75.

Others Speak For Me So Much Better
Looking at a cord And it's shadow on the wall They are congruous Looking straight on I move to it's side And for the first time notice The cord is bent...crooked Yet the shadow remains straight Of course I know why it would be this way Light is a physical thing that follows it's barriers If the light came from where I am now the shadow would be crooked

2012
A 20-year-old Connecticut mother is charged with assault, intentional cruelty, risk of injury to a child, and threatening, after she sent videos and text messages to her ex-boyfriend that depicted and described her abusing their 10-month-old daughter. According to the police affidavit, Kellie Park, of West Haven, sent ex-boyfriend Erick Vece more than 50 text messages and seven videos on June 9 that show Park tormenting their daughter. The videos sent to Vece show her daughter "berated, assaulted, and tormented by Kellie Park," according to the police affidavit. The child "appears terrified and traumatized," and "appears to be crying in pain in some of the videos as a result [ of her mother's] actions," according to the police affidavit. In one video, Park is seen kicking a gate on top of her child, causing the baby to fall beneath it. She said to the child, "Don't you get it, your father doesn't care, so guess what, I'm not gonna care," according to the police affidavit. In anoth

Work Opportunity
THIS IS MY TAKE.... LIKE IT... LOVE IT.. LEAVE IT.... I DON'T CARE........ MARRIAGE IS NOT EASY, IT TAKES TWO PEOPLE THAT CAN COMMUNICATE, COMPRIMISE. IT TAKES A LOT OF LOVE]AND GIVE AND TAKE. YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN BECAUSE YOU ARE IN AN UNHAPPY MARRIAGE YOU DID THAT TO YOURSELF AND YOU STAY BECAUSE WHY? IT IS STUPID.... DEAL WITH LIFE SO YOU CAN BE HAPPY AND LIVE IF YOUR CURRENT WIFE CANNOT GET BY IF YOU LEAVE SET HER UP TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF, SCHOOL, WHATEVER. IF ITS JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE KIDS REALLY? GET REAL WITH LIFE DO YOU THINK YOUR KIDS ARE STUPID? THEY AREN'T THEY KNOW AND IT PISSES THEM OFF, MARRIAGE TAKES TWO PEOPLE THAT TRUST ONE ANOTHER, LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND WANT NOTHING MORE THAN MAKING THE OTHER AND THEIR CHILDREN HAPPY. IF YOU CANT DO THAT YOU SHOULD WALK AWAY.... YOUR FAMILY DESERVES MORE THAN THAT Hi Family and Friends, It seems I have a new work opportunity it is not full time or very predictable. However, starting Friday I have work for the first time in over

Fodder For Thought ?
In the newspaper business that's called a headline and it sucks you into reading the first sentence then paragraph and hopefully the story. I don't believe women suk and that is what this blog is all about....WOMEN....and how the men on here treat them. There are so few real men on this rag that it's a pitiful statement on thier upbringing. (to be fair--I've met a couple women that fit the same catagory) What the (H) brought this on? Well yesterday while cruising around I found 3 of my ladies had broken hearts and statements about being wronged in some fashion or another. Conclusion: some dude or dudes, in this case, played them like a cheap guitar then left for a real cheap guitar. These boys are taking lessons from Brad Pitt or that other ass, Tiger Thingee. BTW there are a lot more but I don't have time to list them all so let me sum it up in one word....ASSES....That should cover the rest. Ladies! Before falling for a line that is coming from a sewer- look, listen, learn what HE

My Current Thoughts On Ranking
Hiya:} As most of you that know me know I'm not big on blogs but had some thoughts i needed to get out of my head Most of you know me ,,,some better than others i joined fubar in sept of 2008 When top level was 30 ( and those people were few and far between btw) and new referrals were needed to get there I was a friends ref.

Accident
Okay so this is the easiest way for me to tell as many of you as possible at once... forgive my spelling in this btw. So here goes... 2 days ago I got into a bad car accident headed back to work after my lunch.

My New Bed
U a beautiful woman. Soft, sexii and full of love.... U have yo freaky side but without a doubt yo body should still be soothed, heart eased. Is not yo heart part of yo body? my love longs for U. my body lust to make passionate porn sex... sucking on yo boohole from the back milking yo pssy wit cum dripping from my chin. while U reach behind u to pull my face deeper in yo as. cumin over & over agin. suckin the juice from each lip. U cry out in pleasure. moaning come here baby then jackin my dick while looking me in my eyes. U take the head put it in yo mouth nibbling, sucking, deep throating, I take my thik dik from u. u pout & say but it taste so good. I

Fubar
If you are stuck & wondering just HOW IN THE FUWORLD you are gonna get the "Cherry Inferno" Achievement so you can level... Check out this blog by the bouncer Stevens... Its a GREAT tool & I think way more ppl will get the achievement done IF you can follow the directions!!!

Fubar Stuff
About 9 months ago a friend told me about a website called Fubar. I had no idea what he was talking about but thought I would check it out. And Ill be honest, he said there where lots of "hot" women on here. Which is true!

Just Speaking
I've been on this site for many, many many years...deleted a few pages and yet keep coming back and creating new pages, all due to the many people and "friends" I have made on here. I must say this site has changed...there are so many self centered, selfish, begging, need to be center of attention human beings on here and lately (the past year), I've noticed that if you don't have money to spend or lies to spit around or promises to meet in person with others or if you ain't a model or have model looks, then you don't get no where...and this is MY OPINION, so if you don't like it, then so be it. I ain't one to hold my tongue on anything and I've pissed off quite a few people with this aspect of me but those that really know me and are a true friend in my life, then you all appreciate that aspect about me. I have spent thousands of dollars on here over the years and never ever asked for anything in return and yet I do get something in return...I get blocked/deleted/cussed out/talked abo

Html - Or How To Make Your Text Cool In Comments
This one is sometimes strange, but don't think it too hard. LINK EVERYTHING between the two is clickable so be careful. You can make it one word, one sentence, a whole paragraph and even an image that can be clicked to go to another page. It can also be set up to open a separate tab. Go to Fubar Home Page Go to Fubar Home Page To make an image clickable, add the tag

Life. Love And Fubar
The hand that wrote this letterSweeps the pillow cleanSo rest your head andread a treasured dreamI care for no one else but youI tear my soul to cease the painI think maybe you feel the sameWhat can we do?I'm not quite sure what we're supposed to doSo I've been writing just for youThey say your life is going very wellThey say you sparkle like a different girlBut something tells me that you hideWhen all the world is warm and tiredYou cry a little in the darkWell so do II'm not quite surewhat you're supposed to sayBut I can see it's not okayHe makes you laughHe brings you out in styleHe treats you wellAnd makes you up real fineAnd when he's strongHe's strong for youAnd when you kissIt's something newBut did you ever call my nameJust by mistake?I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to doSo I'll just write some love to you OK, well I guess this has to be the last update of this blog, the reasons for which will become apparent if you read on a little.. Chemo has started and bar the odd naus

Informative/suggestive
With people’s desire for tranquility and stress relief stronger than ever, fresh research takes an insightful look at flowers and the important role they may play in our daily lives. A behavioral research study conducted by Nancy Etcoff, Ph.D., of Massachusetts General Hospital and Harvard Medical School, reveals that people feel more compassionate toward others, have less worry and anxiety, and feel less depressed when fresh cut flowers are present in the home. “Other research has proven that flowers make people happy when they receive them,” Etcoff says. “What we didn’t know is that spending a few days with flowers in the home can affect a wide variety of feelings.” The Home Ecology of Flowers Study at Harvard uncovered three main findings: Flowers feed compassion. Study participants who lived with fresh cut flowers for less than a week felt an increase in feelings of compassion and kindness for others. Flowers chase away anxieties, worries and the blues

Oral Techniques
The 13 oral techniques are as follows: There is the gentle suckling on the clit just as if it was a little penis using just a soft caressing up and down on the clit with the lips. Then there is the gentle suckling on the clit as if it was a nipple but also the using of the tongue to gently stroke the tip of clit. That one seems to be the favorite of those I tried it on so far. The key is to do it softly. Then there are those that prefer just running the broad part of the tongue back and forth side ways over the hood and the clit. Another favorite one is just taking the tongue and doing circles around the hood not really working on the clit much at all. In other words you are moving the hood around from side to side and allow the hood to caress the clit instead. Then there is another technique where you pull back the hood and just flick at the clit just as if your tongue was a snake's tongue. Now that can get very intense for a woman, but some women like that intensity in order to c

When It Rains It Poors...
Hello all thought I would give you a heads up on what is going on in my life right now!!! I was assaulted by my boyfriend and had to leave home fast and get myself a apartment to stay safe in!!!!

Thoughts
I was once a broken man, Now i find it hard to sit idle, for with these harsh hands of mine, i have created many a wonderous things, So as my lips go to speak, i Have to share this to you, That it was because of you my heart beats, My reason was lost until u came along, So sweet lady listen to me, No fire burns hotter then my love for you, and no sound can drowned your voice, For short in this life i have been, But my soul is older then you can ever fathom, So i pledge myself and my love to you, This wonderful woman has bright life, It is in your hands i rest my heart. no matter how i try i can never get away, it is always here no matter the time, However you want to put it, I am dieing inside myself, knowing always of being alone, forever hated for my loveless life, Will the shadows be my home, or shall they remain my tomb, where i lay dieing inside. When u took my hand in yours, it was then that i knew, that nothing mattered anymore, Because u gave me h

Realizing
Can not stand my head, nor my heart to be played with, like it is some board game that can be pulled out whenever it seems necessary. I am a human being that has feelings and emotions just like everyone else in this world. If you prick me, don't I bleed. If you hit me, I may get pissed off but, don't I cry. Then why, oh why must this be deemed okay. People wonder why others have trust issues, just look around there are plenty of eye openers. Wake up this is not High School anymore, this is the REAL world and in the REAL world it involves a lot of growing up, which some have not. Is it sooo hard to find a decent person? What is it that I am doing sooo wrong that god must torture me so. Haven't I been through enough!

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US federal courts' hands are tied until Cannabis is removed from Schedule I. But right at the end of the article is a possible workaround for the time being ... Quote: Indeed, the U.S. is the only industrialized nation without an established hemp crop. That means, in part, that although the U.S. market for hemp products continues to grow by double digits each year, the hemp that it takes to feed that market must be imported, often from as far away as China or from as close to home as Canada – indeed, there are farmers there cultivating the crop less than 30 miles from Monson's family farm. "I guess the next step is we'll have to take it to Congress," Hauge told the Grand Forks Herald. But, of course, the "fastest and easiest way to handle this would be for the president to order the Dept. of Justice to stand down on all actions against industrial hemp." State level pressure to allow production of this extremely beneficial crop should continue to grow, IMHVO. An

Name And I
Im a bitch and Names a seagull, we decided were clearing out some riff raff on our friends list.... Just to let everyone know.. that is all!! oh and yes im home and I have lots of work so I figuired Id blog. Flaky and Name

Short Stories
There she was. Again. As I was looking out from my bathroomwindow. Third day in a row I see her standing under a tree, not close enough to recognize her. But still... I've lived here for 12 years now, never have I seen someone standing under the tree before. My gut tells me it's her. Can't be someone else. I finish shaving and decide to go for a walk. It's my day off and since there's nothing else I have to do, I'm going to check it out. It's on my way to the store as well, in case it was a false alarm. Once outside I hate myself for leaving my appartment. It's too damn cold to go for a walk, so I really hope she's still there. One might say I'm a nosy person. Last night I was laying awake for hours. Thinking who the woman might be. Don't know why she was standing there in the street, but she was looking at my windows. Not anyone else's. Damn. She's not there anymore. There's nobody under the tree. There's not a single person in the street. Too damn cold. Was it only a dream? Some

Self
I once read that a mans value is measured by his wealth. This made no sense to me ,for I thought value and wealth were the same thing. I excepted this theory and tried in my life to strive for wealth. As i got older I attained money and figured since i had wealth i had defined my value. Then, i realized one day the true meaning of wealth.I lost everything i cared about in my life,although i still had monetary value, I had lost the most important thing in my life. She was the moon and the stars to me. When i saw her smile, I smiled. When i saw her cry I cried. when she hurt i hurt, when she laughed, we laughed. Nothing could prepare me for our wedding day I knew she was the one i wanted to spend my life with, I never even had a second thought about it. When she showed up to the wedding it was supposed to be the happiest day of our lives together, the only problem was, she was only there to tell me she did not love me anymore and could not mar

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R.i.p.
Slipknot bassist Paul Gray dead at 38: reports Tue May 25, 4:15 am ET LOS ANGELES (AFP) – Paul Gray, bass guitarist with macabre heavy metal band Slipknot, has been found dead in an Iowa hotel room aged 38, US media reported Monday. The musician's body was discovered by staff at a hotel in Johnston, near Des Moines by an employee, reports said citing local police. The cause of death has not been determined but foul play was not suspected. Gray was one of the founders of the group, which was launched in Iowa in 1995 and has become famous for the menacing hockey masks band members wear. Gray famously wore a black pig mask on stage. The band has enjoyed sustained success since their debut 1999 album, "Slipknot," which sold more than a million copies. The band's fourth album -- "All Hope Is Gone" -- reached number one on the Billboard 200 in the United States and also topped the charts in Australia, Canada, New Zealand, Austria, Finland, Sweden and Switzerland. The band has

"true Gov`t"
Verse 1 this worlds a place, that you might not wanna face cuz earning a wage, is turning to waste theyre burning us in ways that we dont understand and now were learning the pains of voting for this man when we should be trying to get out of the sand theyre thinking of another way to fuck us with a plan first its the gas, then another tax our credits all maxed, these are the facts cant get a job, theyre gone in flash cant even sell my property cuz you aint got no cash the stock markets crashed, yet you shouldn`t fret just keep on spending and collecting more debt Chorus the secret society`s are in full effect how much more will you take before you get upset dont let them slide, shit lose your cool its only time, before were fightin for food the terror here reigns from two faced snakes an idea of being free is what america makes when mom and pop cant compete they failout but when the rich need to eat shit they get bailout Verse 2 heres 25 billion a th

Things Not To Leave Laying Around....
So..... We had relatives in last week...Hubby's sister from New York City and her son from California. Had a great time...site seeing and playing tourist. Instead of eating out AGAIN Friday night we decided to cook and eat at home. We stopped at my apartment to get some stuff that my mother in law didn't have and then went on up to her apartment building (which is the one right up the hill from me). Had dinner and looked through old photos that the nephew wants to scan and put on CDs and stuff. Anywhoooo, we were gone maybe 3-4 hours and when we came home there was Max, the year old Golden Retriever puppy and a chewed open bottle of Advil with 4-5 pills on the floor. Daughter ran upstairs and looked online and came running down saying we need to take him to the vet NOW. Apparently Advil is one of the deadly items for animals. I called an emergercy animal hospital that THANKFULLY we have close around here. I told them that he seems fine and is running around. They told me that by the ti

Lessons Learned
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much, so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth and you learn with every goodbye, you learn.

Micheal Morrow
How sad is its for a soldier to fight for the freedom and the safe well being of everyones familys but yet you can have some sit there and talk bad about a soldier and you just sit there and watch you dont stand up for what is write you sit here and bitch everyday that your AC is broken and its hot what about us in uniform and all the gear in the hot sun eating sand all day you bitch b/c you got bought the wrong food to your table when we are lucky to eat once in 24 hours you cry b/c you have to share a room with someone but we live with up to 50 ppl in the same room its sad how much the country has forgot about us maybe you should think about the ones that are fighting overseas and cant be home with there loved ones for the holidays the ones that cant hold there new baby the day he or she was born b/c he is the one fighting to keep them safe before you talk shit think and ask yourself we i be here if it wasnt for the men and women that have worked there asses off and givein there lies

Heaven Poem
Just one little peek into heaven, Is all I'm asking for today. I just want to know how she's doing, And heaven seems so far away. Is she playing on the clouds with angels? Is she laughing and running today? Does she miss me? I guess only she knows. Oh why does heaven seem so far away? If you just let me look for a moment, To catch a glimpse of her sweet smiling face, I promise I won't try to take her, I know, she's in a better place. Just one little peek into heaven, Is all I'm asking for today. I just want to know how she's doing, And heaven seems so far away...

Family Week
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit.

Sexy Sounds
Undulating softly against the riseFurther tempting your erotic sighsMounting passions begin to flareEyes locking in a heated starePulses racing under searing fleshTongues dancing as our lips meshErratic breathing as your fingers danceAcross my nipples and down my pantsCaressing eagerly as we start to petFingers penetrating; I'm soaking wet!

Amorous Ebony Chronicles
An internet message conversation between myself & a woman last year. Her words are in italics:Hey baby.Hey there. What's going on?Nothing much. What are you doing?Nothing much. Just sitting here. What time is it there?It's kinda late. I need a release.Mmmmm.....I love when you talk like that.LOL. Well, that's why I'm here. I wanna play. You wanna?Sure. IM or webcam?Webcam. I wanna watch you.OK. I'm game. Are you gonna play with yourself?Not until after. I wanna make you cum tonight baby. I wanna record it so I can cum again & again. Will you do that for me baby?....slight pause....OK.:) Get your mask & your baby oil. Then get naked, put on your mask, & turn on your cam......I strip naked, get my half-face black mask & put it on, grab my bottle of baby oil, sit back in my chair, put on my webcam, hit the invite button, & there she is. She's wearing a black lace bra & panties. My favorites.....Baby, you look so good tonight. I want those breasts.You mean THESE, baby?.....Sh

Shann
10/30/74 - 10/24/11 My husband Shann passed away from self inflicted gunshot. That monday morning he left me a message that i didnt know i had until a week later. we had our coffee and smoke as usual when i get up early for work. he recived 2 calls from his mom and made one to her. between 9am and just after noon he sat in the bath, had a smoke and pulled the trigger to a 22 revolver at his chest.

Site Suggestions! Write Support And Tell Them If You Like It!!
i got a few suggestions for bling :) i hope this gets read lol 1st i want a Texas Longhorns bling! yall should do the college teams again for the people that missed out on that bling. 2nd.. Activated blingi have a few ideas that could work out for yall.. 1st idea. Like Back Bling. If Someone Likes You You Get A Like Back Automaticly Boomeranges do rates. why not make one for likes? 2nd idea.. Family Bling.. If Someone Likes You Everyone In Your Family Gets A Like Back. 3rd idea... Make It Pour!! Family Bling.. Everyone In Your Family Get A Extra 25-50% Bonus Fubucks ok thats that.. moving on Birthday/Aniversery BlingEveryone Should Get A Happy Birhday Bling On there birthday or even maybe a boomerang on there birthday possibly?Fubar anaverserys..Make a bling that shows how long they have been on fubar 1 yr 2 yrs 3 yrs and so on.. and give them a boomerang and every year it goes up make the prize bigger. ok those are some of my ideas.. i hope yall take time to read this.. thanks

The Economics Of Leaving A Comment
The reality of why leaving a comment gets you more return rates and likes. If you rate, like, comment me I will definitely come to your page and rate/like/comment you back. If I have already rated you today I save the comment for tomorrow so I know to come back and do it again. It's not hard and you know that someone came by and actually did something nice for you today. For all those that rate/like without leaving a comment thank you. I'm sorry I cannot return the favor I have a life I don't follow my feed to rate people back. Sending a drink or leaving a comment is not that hard.

Thoughts
As I sit here at 130 AM EST, next to my grandmother who will likely not make it the rest of the week. I am left only to ponder the meaning of life, who my friends are (which comes without question), why we are who we are, and why people cant accept someone for who they are anymore. I sometimes wonder what the point to life is.. then as I watch my little boy play.. i realize.. its to learn.. and gain as much knowledge as possible before the last breath of life. Its also our purpose to pass on as much knowledge as possible to others so that they too can gain and enjoy the knowledge that they may not know. While I enjoy living life.. and enjoying things the way they are I also enjoy the way that I can put a smile on someones face when they need it. Knowing that a smile is on someones face because of me is one of the greatest feelings Ive ever had. My family at Constant Motion Radio has helped me a lot over the past couple months to better myself. Not only have they helped get sober and su

Disa's Blog
A guy traveling through Mexico on vacation lost his wallet and all of his identification. Cutting his trip short, he attempted to make his way home but was stopped by the U.S. Customs Agent at the border.

So Much To Bethankful For
I was Born On Oct 7 1948 At 2:01 Pm Chicago Illinois To Thomas Schmitz & Margaret Horton ... I'm Thankful For Them Bringin Me Into This World Teachin Me Who I'm And Became ... God Hasn't Given Me Any More Than I Can Not Handle From Losing a Son Understanding The Meaning Of Why ... My Other Two Son's Are Military And Yes I'm a Very Proud Miitary Mom Who Wouldn't Be ... Getting Back To My Birthday Not Going To Be Broadcasting It I'm Thankful To Beable To See Another New Day And To Breath And Thankful I'm Alive & Have Such Lovin Amazing Friends I Can Call My Angel's And I Thank you For Being In My Life Even When I'm Bitchy Or Silly Or Even Goofy You All Except Me For Me And That In Its Self Is My Birthday Present ... Its Just a Number But It Has Not Tied Me Down Or Changed Me If Anything Made Me Full Of Energy Good Heatlh And Thank You God For The Good Days And Bad ... I'm Not a Material Person I'm Down To Earth I Would Give The Shirt Off My Back If Needed I Help My Friends When I Can . B

My Business
There comes days on here when theres so much drama you just feel like leaving. Yesterday was one of them. But then I come on to see messages from few good friends telling me I am better than these high school juveniles... and I realize I am.

Rants
This is coming from a former DJ from a time when there wasnt 9 million DJ's running around. I have visited several of the current lounges and found them all to be relatively the same. A chat room with attractive ladies on cam sometimes, but for the most part, its a bunch of walmart people. Now why cams are needed in these rooms, I will never know. Staring at people who are usually engaged in some conversation on a messenger or skype and completely ignore you anyway. You see them there and theyre smiling and laughing and typing, yet no messages appear in the lounge because they are talking amongst each other. Also I believe the idea of a chat room is to bring people together to socialize, but when you enter a lounge youre automatically measured up to the standards of the High School clique running it. The browse the lounges section is merely a computerized version of the High School cafeteria, metal heads over there, country folk over here, club people over there, etc. Its so stupid...

Poetry
No sunshine penetrates this space,This place within my head.For it's a cold and broken spaceWhere dark and sleepless nights are bred.And while beyond, sweet songs resoundTo lift the joyous multitudes To this place I still am bound,To contemplate my solitude.Yet once I knew of sunshine,And her warm, life-giving kissOf precious moments ablaze with lifeAnd sweetest trembling bliss...So dream I shall, as dream I must Till sunshine comes or I am dust4/24/13

Ridiculousness
1. HATING ON OTHERS Why hate were all here for fun and to play the game.. YOU WILL NOT GET ANYWHERE BY HATING ON OTHERS 2. NOT RETURNING THE LOVE If someone helps you out return the love.. YOU WILL NOT CONTINUE GETTING HELP IF YOU DONT RETURN IT 3. NOT ALLOWING HTML COMMENTS GRRR whats the issue and especially those who post them but dont allow on your page.. HELP ME HELP YOU

Tv Shows I'm Hooked On
If you like the same Tv shows as me, please provide it on the bottom in the comments section, or If you got any other shows that might be similiar to these, also provide them on the comment section, thanks... Note: No links provided, and not in order! The Walking Dead Scream series Hawaii Five 0 Bitten Graceland Nikita The Flash The Strain Gotham Supergirl The Orginals Blue Bloods Agents of SHIELD NCIS Once Upon a Time SuperNatural Bates Motel Teen Wolf Being Human Zoo Stalker Arrow Revenge Witches of East End True Blood Secrets Lies Heroes Terra Nova Terminator The Sarah Connor Chronicles

Erotica
It was a warm summer day so, she decided to go for a walk to the park . She wore a sexy form fitting summer dress with thin straps no bra and no panties. She walk along the path beside the water . She wasnt aware she was being followed . He watched her walk ducting between the trees when ever she would look back. It was warm so she decided to go for a swim in the water so she removes her dress. He continues to watch licking his lips and feeling his manhood growing in his pants. She swims around the water splashing herself and caressing her supple breast and her soft skin. He pulls his manhood out of his pants stroking it wishing he was feeling it inside her but hes afraid to approach her She turns to climb out of the water and realizes he is standing there with his manhood in his hand so she goes over to him. She grabs his hand in hers and they stroke his penis together , as they kiss hard and deep Hes reaches up and cups her breast in his hand and caresses it , twirling the nipple bet

What I Want
I stared up at the ceiling for a moment before I bit my lower lip and undid the buttons on my jeans. I slowly slipped a hand inside my panties and began to massage my clit. I closed my eyes and slid a finger into my pussy. I sighed softly, using my thumb on my clit as I probed my pussy. I brought my hand out slowly and licked my finger off softly before bringing it down to my now soaking wet pussy and slid it inside again. I added another finger this time, and pushed my hips upwards as I dove my fingers in further and further.

I Am Bisexual
When i was growing up i thought it was normal to like girls and boys in the same way. It seemed so natural to me that i never questioned it. Now that i am older people have such strong opinions on the matter of sexuality and that there way of thinking is right. I've been told by psychiatrists, acquaintances from school, and even family members that "liking the same sex is a sin" That god made a man and a woman for a reason. I've also been told that being bisexual isn't real. You can only like one sex or the other. I'm sure many people have there stories about how they've been told there going to burn in hell because they are lesbian, gay, or bisexual. Or have had there fair share of violence and hate. This is the 21st century; I just don't see why we have to be put through such cruel treatment for our choice in life. That just because you like the same sex it makes you bad. You can't help who you fall in love with. It's not like we choose to purposefully be this way to p

My Thoughts
I sit here and wonder why I make so many mistakes and then do it again later on. I try to be happy with what I have then everything seems to go wrong, Either because a guy can promise me the world or something sounds so good, while in the long run it was all a crock of shit. The I look around after all the shit has settled and realize that I have hurt a lot of people and myself in the long run. I know I can't change the past and am supposed to learn from it but I don't think I will ever totally grasp that concept. I am very sorry for everyone I have hurt and I know I can't change what happened. I just hope one day that maybe and I don't know if I am grasping at straws or not but I hope that stuff can start to go back to the way it was. I have royally messed up this time and I regret stuff for the second time in my life. I know nobody is perfect but I know there is even limits to what happens. You can only mess up so much before people do give up on you. I know i am at my breaking poin

I Wish You Could!
I Wish You CouldI wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too

Just Me...
December of last year (yeah, 320 days ago) I was hurt at work. I was sent to the clinic that my work uses to get my right shoulder looked at. Basically I walked out with a follow up appointment, ibuprofen 800s and light duty. Within the next 2 weeks I was there at least 4 times because the pain was getting worse and even bringing me to tears - which takes a lot.. after I got my wisdom teeth taken out I wasn't on any pain killers, and always watch when I get shots and blood taken. 2 weeks in I complained of back pain which was basically ignored...my restrictions were lightened to lifting no more than 10 lbs and still not being able to reach above my shoulder level. Ibuprofen 800 wasn't working so I was switched to Naproxen 550 I think it was.

~*the Idiots Guide To Sex*~
1: Eating Mexican Food is not the cause of gonorrhoea.. 2: There is no need for dice in role playing... 3: Intercourse doesn't happen on a highway... 4: If you engage in oral sex first, it's not called a head start... 5: If she says she's into "bondage," don't show her your financial portfolio... 6: You can lie down during a one night stand... 7: When a girl talks about waiting for the "right time," she's not referring to a commercial bank... 8: Only sleep with someone you love or can say you love without smirking... 9: Making out doesn't mean getting your money's worth.. 10: Sex is like The Club-Accept no substitutes...

Mumming Idiots
so, yesterday I plunged head first back into the mumms after a couple years. I have commented a few, and posted a couple since early 2007, BUT yesterday was my first real treck back into them. I commented a few, and I actually posted 2. It was a good feeling when i woke up this morning and saw in my feed that someone commented on my mumm then checked me out. I read his first comment then knew he had blocked me before I even checked. After checking and seein he already blocked me, I replied to his comment, which led to a short conversation. Good times, I missed the idiots mumming brought to me....

Rocketqueenrose
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to Who will understand what you're going through When it comes to love, there's no easy answer Only you can say what you're gonna do I heard you on the phone, you took his number Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'? Isn't he the one who made you blue? When you remember those nights in his arms You know you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someone's gonna thank the stars above What you gonna say when he comes over? There's no easy way to see this through All the broken dreams, all the disappointment Oh girl, what you gonna do? Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair But still you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someon

You Deserve What You Get...sometimes
Okay, so I posted a status after seeing many status changes from women about men and how they lie or how the woman had been hurt by some dipstick. Here is the status I posted: "Dogs won't bury their bone in the same hole twice." Not even 30 seconds later

My Bloggy :)
What It Really Means to Have Endometriosis In last week’s post (“What is endometriosis?”), I said that endometriosis by definition is a disease process where the inside lining of the uterus, the endometrium, flows back up inside of the body around the ovaries and bowel where it implants and begins to grow. Quite frankly a lot of this medical stuff can be quite dry and boring and does not convey what it is like for a woman to have this disease and how it truly impacts her life, her family, her career, her sex life, and her ability to live her life in very basic ways. In reality, this disease can be like having tens or hundreds of excruciatingly painful blisters covering the inside of the pelvis. Infertility and pelvic pain are the two most common symptoms of endometriosis. Patients with endometriosis can experience horrific pain – for the lucky ones it lasts just a couple of days during their period, and in the worst cases the pain is 24/7. The dic

Lost Love
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE, THE KIND OF LOVE THAT MAKES YOU SMILE FOR NO REASON, THE KIND KIND OF LOVE THAT HURTS LONG AFTER IT'S LOST. I HAD THIS LOVE AND LET IT SLIP THRU MY HANDS AGAIN, I WANT IT BACK BEFORE I'M GONE, IF JUST FOR A SHORT MOMENT IN TIME. i HAD FOUND THE LOVE THAT I WANTED TO LIVE IN HER EYES, DIE IN HER ARMS, AND BE BURIED IN HER HEART FOR EVER. I have only been on fu for three years but have noticed how people have changed. When i first started everyone would help each other, now not so much. I understand some can not afford to purchase power ups, but to poke,like or rate a person is just not right. We as fu's who play this game need to get back to helping each other thru it.....hell it does not cost anything but a second to poke, like or rate a person. My dear Kelly, i will always cherish our friendship. God took you from us way too early, he must have a plan for you. In my time of need you where there for me and made me smile when all i wanted to do was die. Until our

Friends
I am writtin' this Thank You to all My Awesome Friends that Helped Me on Friday & Saturday Feburary 8th & 9th 2013 when I was goin' for My 2500 likes w/o bling run...even thou I didn't get it...I came so close was 6 away at one time than the reset got Me and it went back up to 99 to go and it just kept goin' up from there as We had gotten everyone possible to like Me and Had to wait till Fu reset time at midnite and it was still like 5-6 hours away...again I am so deeply touched by all of You for showin' Me Your support by puttin' Me up on Your pages & in Your status and passin' Me around Fu & givin' Me the credits to reset ...it means so much to Me...I am so truely Blessed to have so many Awesome Friends...I really Appreciate You All...

" A Feeling "
The sky was an azure blue and the sun was starting to set , casting a purple glow which was beautiful , it alway relaxed me to watch the sky turning different shades of colors . It had been two years sense my beloved husband had passed away . I really missed him , but it was time to start looking for a man. I got up out of the porch swing and went into the house , went in the bathroom and stripped , started the shower and when I got the temp just right , stepped into it. As I lathered my bath sponge up , running it around my full swinging breasts , up around my neck , down my arms and to my pussy , back to my ass-cheeks and then down my legs , washing in between my toes . AWWWWW felt good . Rinsed the sponge and resoaped my public hairs as I reached for the razer , wanted a bald eagle there , sweeter to lick if I got lucky , wanted to be ready. Shaved my legs and arm pits , rinsed the soap suds off and stepped out , wrapped up in a huge towel and headed for my bed-room. Dryed my hair a

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Government More Like Organized Crime!
In lieu of my constant let downs by State, Federal and local government I've decided the following !! I will rip off all tags from pillows and mattresses in my home challenging all authorities in total disregard of the consequences.. They now will find out not to test my resolve.. The very thing the government trained me to do which is never say die will now be there demise!!!I feel as i've been cast out by my own country so there for feel as though i have one. pretty sad for 13 years of my life!!!! Paying into a system that only helps those who A) Are not from this country.. B) have never worked an honest day in there lives.. or C)just plain fucking lazy!!! so someone please tell me where on gods green earth is the money i paid into a system supposedly designed for this very situation.. As sad as it may seem every day you read about someone just going off and everyone who makes policy wonders. Yes there are some sick crazy fucking ones out there but what about the

Fubar Battle Of The Bands Unofficial But Official Blog!
Important Tips for Bands to Promote their Profile on fubar!***Note if the links take you back to your home page, please copy and paste them into your browser.****

This Is Me And If You Don't Like It...there Is A Block Button
So, by now, you know more about me than you thought you did. You never expected someone to have gone through this much hell, huh?!? Well, while the past two blogs, in fact, were kinda harsh and brought back some bad memories for me, it's better to get everything out and not keep it suppressed. And, I have nothing to hide. I am not ashamed of myself, or the way I was raised because even though I was physically and mentally abused and raped, it made me a better person on the inside.

Mafia Tips For New Players
TIPS PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THESE ARE IN PLACE FOR YOUThe tips below are stated, for beginning players (level 1s) but apply to all. No matter if you are a merc, or a level 40, all of the things below refer to any player, no matter what that player is. Basically don't level yourself. Build. You can build cashflow at any level, however, here is where you have the best shot. Not doing missions, no attacking, and losing, are all part of building, no matter what level your player is at. The longer you sit, the more powerful your cashflow becomes, and the longer you sit at levels 1-9 you won't get listed. You start getting listed at level 10.DON'T LEVEL TOO FAST:As with most games I have played you want to get to the higher level the fastest. That's NOT the case here. He who sits, and builds cashflow does the best. I've seen some high level 5's but usually they are mercs. As time goes by, you can tell who's a merc, who's a blinger (people who use credits to pay for their player) who's a scrub

Burned On The Red Tree On A Perm Family Adds
Well, this is my "first" blog so please don't be to harsh on me lol. I am not a person to buy "perm family spots". Permanent is a big word,because none of us know what tomorrow will bring or if you will ever see this person again after you send credits or fu bucks to them. I can say there are few people I would put my trust in on fu because you don't know who is really on the other side of the screen. Now Do YA?? I am a very trusting person and I have and sure I will again put my trust in people that will screw me over. But as the old saying goes "Screw me over once Shame on you- Screw me over twice Shame on me. So here is my story about buying a perm spot and getting fu screwed! This person was going for her 5K likes and I bought into her family and she gets in my sb and we talk as I do a lot of people on fu and she offered me and another family member perm spots for 25 credits with the promise of running when she could pimping when needed and rating and liking daily. I will be honest

The Real Deal
ok folks, ive had my little fix of the red name. summer is upon us and i def wont be around the computer that much. boating, camping, traveling, training, softball, reunions, bbqs, graduation parties, riding the motorcycle, the beach. fubar will be my last resort of entertainment. so feel free to take me out of your fams. i wont be running anything for awhile. thank you all for rates, bombs, bling and friendship. ill still be logging in to chat every now and then so feel free to leave a message.

Rumors
THE dHARQE CREED Darkness prevails to to the twilight of our beginning, for what is dharqe but a name of our time together as one, united by many, devided by none' our perserverance of gothic decent brought together by our harmony brought forth from being

New Missions Guide
********NEW MISSIONS GUIDE******** ***Break Into A House***Bronze...3 skill pointsSilver...$100,000Gold...5 skill pointsPlatinum...$800,000Diamond...$10,000,000, 100 skill points, 5 Napalm Launchers, 1 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suit, 1 Armed SCB-304 Submarine, 4 Outlet Shopping Strips***Shoplift***Bronze...3 skill pointsSilver...$125,000Gold...5 skill pointsPlatinum...$1,000,000, 5 Pipe BombsDiamond...$20,000,000, 200 skill points, 10 Napalm Launchers, 2 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits, 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 8 Outlet Shopping Strips***Mug Somebody***Bronze...3 skill pointsSilver...$225,000Gold...5 skill pointsPlatinum...$1,300,000, 10 Pipe BombsDiamond...$40,000,000, 300 skill points, 10 Napalm Launchers, 2 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits, 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 8 Outlet Shopping Strips***Steal A Car***Bronze...3 skill pointsSilver...$300,000Gold...5 skill pointsPlatinum...5 Military Jeeps, 5 Abandoned Storefronts, 20 Pipe BombsDiamond...$50,000,000, 400 skill points, 10 Naplam Launchers, 2 RA

Thank You
This blog is dedicated to anyone who had ANYTHING to do with my week run for Top Dude here on Fubar.On Thursday, December 3rd... I woke up in the spot of Top Dude of the Week. I have thanked MANY personally. There is no way I could ever thank everyone personally, so as with many things I have decided to speak in a blog.I want to take THIS time to thank everyone for helping me with the Top Dude of the Week achievement. So much goes into a run such as this.

Scrapper Explains Blocked Accounts And Numbers For Names
It seems there are some users who are not playing straight with you about the facts. fubar is for fun but there is also a business side. We do not like to delete or ban good users. Our good users will attest to it. If you are a person who is not playing straight or who has spent over 400 bucks and isn't willing to verify they are who they are, then don't be butthurt or make excuses about this. You are the problem. Clear up your account and quit whining to your friends. If you are a rincarnate, you will be deleted. The following are the reasons you will see people in numbers or banned. 1. They have chargebacks, disputes or are contesting services they have received and used. (They stole from us)

Fumafia For Dummies!
This is a fast reference guide for new players in fuMafia, based on my personal recommendations. I've arranged the information to correspond with the various tabs in fuMafia. [Home, Missions, Territory, Favors, Bank, Attack, Journal, Hitlist, Equipment, Hospital, My Turf, Turfs, Lottery, My Mobster, Ranks, New Players, Help] ***Home*** This is where you get the latest news and broadcasts from your personal mob as well updates on your players status and other useful information. This is the default tab that loads when you first enter Mafia ***Missions*** Energy points are required to perform missions. Doing missions will level you quickly so try not to get carried away. Regular missions will earn you money &

Auction
Hosting a St Patrick's Day auction. Deadline to enter will be Fri March 4, 2011. Auction will begin Sat Mar 5 at 12:01 am and end Mar 17 at Midnight EST. Starting bids at 1 mil each. Leave a comment if you would like to enter and please send me a private message with a link to the photo you would liked used and what you would like to offer for your auction.

This And That
Sorry I've been such a shitty friend lately. Just dealing with some real life issues. I'll be here less and less. Between work and doctors and family bullshit, I'm rarely here anyway. I am not going to get all emo and pour it all out here, because, for the most part, it's no one else's business. If you're close to me, and you want to know, you can feel free to ask. Otherwise, I'll see you when I pop in from time to time.

Red Friday
Red Shirt If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine Sergeant traveling with a folded Flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the Sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No, he responded." "Heading out I asked?" "No. I'm escorting a Soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his Family." The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the Soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the Soldier's Family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and

Fake Ass Mfs
THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO THE FAKE ASS MF WHO CALL THEMSELVS FRIENDS OR MY SDMF BROTHERS OR SISTERS. THEY GET MAD AT YOU OVER BS LOUNGES THEN SAY SHIT BEHIND YA BACK. THEY ALSO MAKE FUN OF YOUR RACE BY PLAYING STUPID LIL FUCKEN KKK SONGS IN THERE STUPID LIL LOUNGES..FUBAR IS NOT REAL LIFE MOTHER FUCKERS.. ITS A PLACE TO HAVE FUN.. ASS HATS.. IF YOU DONT RESPECT ME AS AN SDMF SISTER THEN WALK ON HOME BOY...BE YOURSELF BYYOURSELF STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!RESPECCCCCCCTTTTTT!! WALK...ARE YOU TALKING TO ME NO WAY PUNK!! Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your m

Perfect Woman, Perfect Attitude.....
1. I'll swallow it all, I love the taste. 2. Are you sure you've had enough to drink? 3. I'm bored. Let's shave my pussy! 4. Shouldn't you be down at the bar with your buddies? 5. That was a great fart! Do another one. 6. I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the house. 7. You're so sexy when you're hungover. 8. I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. 9. Let's subscribe to Hustler. 10. Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? 11. Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. 12. I'll be out painting the house. 13. I love it when you play golf on Sundays. I just wish you had time to play on Saturday, too! 14. Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is sunbathing again. Come see! 15. I know it's a lot tighter back there, but would you please try again? 16. No, no....I'll take the car to have the oil changed. 17. Your mother is way better than mine. 18. Do me a favor. Forget the stupid Valentine's Day thing and

Women And Hatred
If you are truly a true friend, than you would not let what others tell you about a person base your opinion of that person. If you are a true friend, or a true human being, you will get to know a person YOURSELF and not what others say. Be grown...and don't let your online g/f or friends control your life or your friendships. I have been on this site for well over a year and unfortunately, I have alot more haters than I ever imagined. I don't bother these ppl and I let them be. Most of the hatred stems from me and my bubbly personality and me being able to be friends with men more easily than women. Now we all know how Fubar seems to be the new hook up spot and ppl are falling in love thru the computer more now without even meeting ppl. So when I become friends with a man and they seem to like my honesty and just who I am a person, their "online" lover gets upset and hence becomes my hater and feels the need to make up lies and talk shit about me. That's when I exit left....my hater

Poetry/lyrics
There once was a man who built himself up To not feel Emotions And avoid all commotions Unattached except for vision never let anyone affect his decisions everything planned right down to precision never stood still to think of time all very questionable considering his prime (please read this while we redirect you, todays piece of work was brought to you by Daz Doorstep challenge,, we apologise for the break in service ) There once was a man who never let anyone in no matter how hard here one minute gone the next never staying still never settling running running till no one follows let me go he cries let me go he cries he doesnt need me he doesnt need you just needs the characters in his head maybe it was something we sad once it was fun, not knowing what to expect, one year yonder its smells of regret now i just wonder what went wrong listening to broken down songs once i would go to end of world, now im reluctant to answer your call you let me

So-called Friends...
You know Ive been around the fu for awhile, and Ive met some pretty cool people. I generally can tell between those who are "real" and those people who want to be your friend either so they can see you naked on cam one day...or so they can go run their fucking mouths off to other people about your personal business. Some people prove themselves to be both of those all wrapped up nice and neat with a big bow on it that says "will fuck you over". Well personally I am tired of the bullshit. MORE than tired. What Ive learned here is to trust NOBODY because they will even make shit up to make you look bad. THEN they will pretend to be your friend while you go cry, and secretly snicker in the corner somewhere because they one-upped you. Well guess WHAT people...this is the BIG FUCK YOU. You'll not get close to me anymore, and certainly Ill not give you ammunition to shoot me in the head. Ive had enough pain and suffering for this year already, and those of you who know just how much

Gotta Love The Shoutbox : /
I have never had anyone write me a song before, but today a user thought I deserved a song. I am not the only one who has received his loving words, so I want to share with everyone this oh so great man and his "thoughtful" words.

Disturbing Behavior
This is truely a sad situation...hurts my heart CORPUS CHRISTI, Texas – Seven employees at a state-run home for the mentally disabled have been suspended for allegedly staging a "fight club" among residents. Corpus Christi Police Captain Tim Wilson says the fight clubs were uncovered when someone gave an off-duty police officer a cell phone containing videos of fights at the Corpus Christi State School. Wilson says the videos show mentally disabled adult clients punching, shoving, and striking each other while the employees watch. Wilson calls the abuse "appalling." He says police expect to file charges against several employees by the end of the week. The school opened in 1970 and is home to about 360 people, according to the Web site of the state Department of Aging and Disability Services. Core skills for avoiding problem people by Libida 4 days ago When I told Jay about this, he asked me to post it here. It's also available on my blog. You may copy, forward

Oolong Tea / Carrot / Egg
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of Oolong tea ï¿½ You will never look at a cup of Oolong the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed Oolong tea. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the Oolong out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and Oolong tea," she replied

I Will B Running My Very First Auto 11s Friday 4pm Eastern Time
SO I WILL BE RUNNING MY VERY FIRST AUTO 11s ON FRIDAT MARCH 20th @ 4PM EASTERN INTO SATURDAY PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL AND GET UR EXTRA POINTS I AM HOPING THIS WILL BE A EXELENT EXPERIENCE.... LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS ON WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE IT ALOT OF FUN SHOOT THEM MY WAY.... U CANT REPOST THIS SORRY SEE BULITIN.... TY MIKE

Poetry
When is enough, enough? Life is a very peculiar thing. It has its ups and downs, and just to keep thing interesting life throws a few curveballs in for good measure. I was goin through my old blogs tonight. The last blog I wrote was about me taking charge of my life shortly after the Lisa suicide debacle. I am better now. Hell I was better then I jus didnt know it or couldnt see it. I can see clearly now, but as they say hindsight is always 20/20. Since that time there have been numerous changes in my life, not all for the better. But that is one of life curveballs. It seems that im destined to have more than a few thrown my way. Its true that I have walked my own path pretty much since the day I turned 15. And a lot of the problems and difficulties I'm having in life are a result of decisions I made when I was younger. I can deal with that. But in the meantime, does everything else have to work against me??

Up 4 Auction!!
i am up 4 auction plz buy me bid on me show me some love heres the link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1690010&albumid=1579682&i=594848365&idx=22 come on fu plz love me like i love you this my first time in a auction plz dont make me eat that humble pie LMAO damn lol AUCTION CLOSED SOLD TO KNIGHT & SINFULLY SWEET ADDICTION FOR 4.5MILLION FUBUCKS THX GUYS LOVES YA'LL

Whatever For Whoever
here and there my mind wanders thoughts pool, as I ponder what does it mean why can't I ask why is it that trusting has become such a task had I not seen with my own two eyes what was as friendship so cleverly disguised would I believe had someone just told me am I not to be furious when for far less you would scold me and even with the knowledge all I want to do is pretend I don't know take the fact that it hurts me and not let it show for to me what we have is perfect and real but "it" makes it hard to believe that, that's how you feel so I wonder can what I know be forgotten or will it leave my thoughts pool stagnant and rotten Played, Played out, Plagued with Doubt, Questions unasked Left un answered Seeking knowledge Becoming a cancer Eating away Healthy flesh Riddled with decay Emotionless is easy If you can deal Chemicals shrouding what you feel Clouded thoughts of What was real Where were you when I cried myself blind Where were you

Time To Vent!!
That nothing in my life will be exactly the way i want it. That no matter how hard you try you will never be able to change how people are. Some things in life will always disappoint you. When you accomplish things in life

~for Princess*q*420~
To one of the Coolest, Smoothest chicas in the FuNation. She's alwayz givin FuLuv and alwayz has that great attitude.....Propz to Rico for makin U happy. I luvz being real with U.......You can hear this crazy diddy on her page....tell her Guido sent you....you'll get Mad Luv in return........Peace. Floater's Drink P*Q*....wooooooo.... Ahh choking up dust on a Mexican Bus, IGive birth to a brand new concept,Then doubled over, and my days are numbered.Right about sunrise, came into a new town.Can't breath and I move so slowlyAnd the sky is humming, and my motor thunders.Shall we ride into the white hot dawn?Tomorrow all will be known.Your feet will rise from the stone.And you go through the sky!Until then! I'm all you've got!Until then, I'm all you need! I'm everything,Every night!I take a back seat to a sweet companion.Must be something to control it.The world is watching, and I'm outnumbered.Don't fuck with a crazy man you sayI don't fuck with a man in control.The sky is humming, and

Books
So, as some of you know, I read a lot. And when I say a lot, I'm talking about 4 or more books a week. Most are books that I have already read, in some cases several times over. I enjoy them and its like revisiting friends from the past. The only people who don't judge. But thats neither here nor there. In the past week, I read a book that was just absolutely stupendous. I would urge readers to pick it up. The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown. Yes, this is the guy who wrote The DeVinci Code, and Angels and Demons. (Which by the way, I would highly recommend to anyone as well) Dan Brown has a way of telling a story that is almost un-parralled. He gives you all the clues you need, but puts them in a way that you still have no clue what is going on till the very end. It's a fast paced book, and I read it within a day. It is in no way a short novel... The premise of the story is Robert Langdon, a Symbilogist of no small means (currently played by Tom Hanks in the movies) And