MommaK's blog: "My Truth"

Who The Hell Are You People To Cast Such Stones...Everyday People Die!!!!! People Are Murdered!!! People Commit Suicide!!!People Have Heart Attacks!!! People Have Strokes!!! And Aneurysms... And Cancers!!!!These Things Kill People Every FUCKIN Day!!!!Yet Here We All Are Judging Everyone But Ourselves,Trying To Push The Blame On Everyone Else... For Hell's Sake OWN THE FUCK UP!!!!What Happened To Paying For Our Mistakes... Actually Having Consequences For Our Actions...We Sit By While An Immature, Selfless Specimen Of A Human Being Supposedly Runs Our Country, Yet We Expect More From Our Fellow Americans... We Act Nice To Our Neighbors, Associates At Work And School Functions With Our Fake Smiles And Lil Nuances... We Hold In How We Really Feel To Spare Others Feelings When All We Want To Do Is Tell Them How FUCKED Up They Are Being... I Cannot Comprehend How Our Wonderful "Free" Country Got To This Point!!! 

All I Can Hope For Is The Future Acceptance Of ALL People, There Has Seriously Got To Be Some Sort Of Resolution To All This Madness..

Life Is Just So Fucking Short!! Why Do We Waste It On Such Unimportant Things!!!

LOVE PEOPLE LOVE!!! 

Im Over It, Its Done,

Ill Keep Letting You Think You've Won...

The Pain You See,

Its Only Because Of Me,

And That's How It'll Continue To Be...

Step By Step,

Please Just Keep Going....

Because This Is What I Will Keep Showing... 

No Matter The Cost...

Its Already Lost... 

The Way That I Feel Right Here And Right Now,
I Cant Even Show To All Those That I Know...

My Minds A Mess I Cannot Rest,
I Think Its Got Me The Best....

Your Not Here And I'm Not There,
How In Heaven Can This Be Fair....

My Heart Keeps Breaking Again And Again,
When I Think About Losing My Very Best Friend...

Please Come To Me In Any Little Way,
Just To Let Me Know That Your Really Ok....

I'm Awake At All Hours Of The Night,
Just Waiting For You To Tell Me Its Alright....

You Always Knew Just The Right Thing To Say,
To Help Us Make It Through Another Day....

I Search For Answers Everywhere I Go,
Will I Ever Find Them? Will They Ever Show?.....

My Thoughts Unravel Every Night,
With Everyone Outta Sight...

I Shrivel And Shake And Tears Fall Like Rain,
I Cant Tell Them All About My Pain...

The Guilt Is Eating Me Apart,
Its Tearing At My Heart...

My Lil Sister I Didn't Know,
That You Were Planning To Go...

I Thought You Knew I Was Here,
Didn't I Make That Very Clear...

I Love You So Deeply This I Hope You Know,
Your Life Touched My Heart And My Soul...

Expectations Of A Dream?

Why Are You There!

Constantly In The Back Of My Mind!

No One Can Ever Compare...

Just Let Me Go...

Please God I Know...

You Say You Love Me...

You Say You Care...

Come On Take The Bait...

Bitch I Just Cant Wait...

Come On Lets Play This Game...

Bitch Whats My Name???

Your Not Half The Woman I Am...

So Bitch Whats Your Plan???

You Wanna Be Me...

Bitch You'll Never Be!!!!

You Make Me Laugh...

Shit Go Do Your Math!!!

I Try And Try With All My Might... But You See Somethings Just Not Right... How Can I Fix It, How Can This Be... Is There Really Something That Wrong With Me... Am I Not Worth It, Or Am I Just Lost... Or Is This Just Finally My Cost.... The Price To Be Me, Is Higher Than Expected... I Think I Would Rather Be Completely Rejected....

Alone Tonight... Thats Nothing New... This Missing You Thing... I Just Dont Do... My Heart Is Locked... Well Thats What I Thought... But Tonight I Realized... This Is All Just My Fault... My Heart Is Wide Open... For You To Take... My Love For You... Just Makes Me Ache... Ive Kept This Hidden... From Me And From You... For To Long Now... There Is Nothing That I Can Do... So Alone Ill Walk... N Thats Ok... Just Knowing That There Might Be A Day... Where I Can Tell You... I Love You And Care... I Want You For Mine Not For Anyone To Share...

The Day Begins To Turn Into Night...

The Cold Is Seeping Into Her Core...

Brick By Brick The Wall Is Growing...

The Fear Of Being Hurt Again....

Its Overwhelming....

Her Heart Beats Faster...

She Feels Her Spirit Beginning....

To Slip Away...

All Alone...

Separated By Fear...

Tears Begin To Fall...

Pouring Like A Spring Shower....

Filled With Heartache...

Longing For Attention...

Yearning For Understanding...

Wanting To Be Desired...

Romantically Whisked Away...

Pain Be Gone...

Go Find Another Home...

Youre Not Welcome Anymore....

Feeling The Blood Running Though Each Vein....

The Tingling Of Every Inch From Head To Toe

Twisting Tummy From The Butterflies Within...

Not Feeling A Thing...

No Love No Hate...

No Compassion No Guilt...

Just Pain....

Pain So Unimaginable...

So Indescribable...

Just Trying To Make It Threw The Day....

Filling Time With Everything That Is Nothing...

Reaching Out But Trying To Keep It Locked Inside...

The Day Comes To An End....

In The Dark She Weeps Alone AGAIN.....

I Love You

I Hate You

Im Sorry

I Care.

I Wrote You

This Poem

To Show You

Im There.

I Cried

And Ive Wept

With Alot

Of Dispare.

To Realize

Your Heart

Just Was

Not There.

To End

This Sharade

And Get On

With Life

I Want

You To Find

And Marry

A Wife.

To Whom

You Will Stay

Through Thick

And Through Thin

And Cherish

And Love

Just As We

Have Been.