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Almostalien
Where would we be if we did not invent cars with a combustible engine?What would of happened if the inventers early on thought of a better way of getting us around instead of noisy gas guzzling polluting held hostage by oil company autos ,planes ,jets motorcycles and the rest ? We had a idea and ran with it and for a long time it was great we got to see things because of travel we would of never seen walking . But can you imagine if we went in another direction like magnetic energy . Quiet none polluting renewable energy . I was playing with some neodymium magnets the other day so powerful and so much none polluting power it amazed me . I did the usual. Had them stick together then reversed them and could not put them together they wanted to fly out of hands .Invisible quiet energy . Then I was thinking of the power of how whole planets are held up in the heavens with the north and south poles rotating planets .As well as the gravity and lack of it depending on magnetic fields and size

"troops" Fathers Day Poem
© Jason E. Rose I can remember the first time that Isaw your smiling face,I held you close to my heart you couldprobably hear it race.I changed your first diaper, and I knowit took a while.youre daddy's baby boy and youre theperfect child.It's been about two months now, and Idon't have much to give.so daddy must leave for a while so thatyou may live.When I come back son I know you won’tremember me,but we'll build a bond at the fishingpond with unforgetable memories.It's time for me to go now son to builda soldiers legacy.To fight a war in another land somedayyou will be proud of me.Not so much for country, not so muchfor pride.But for you my baby boy, for yourfuture I would die.

Poetry
The Loss What sorrow sweet victory it is When I sit here in front of the mirror And see not the person I want to be But the person I least want I have learned a difficult lesson Time and time again I refused To acknowledge my own Duplicity to myself Not the ones that where in The line of fire it seems But Me, I hurt the most Condemning myself to loss These so called friends Are they here for me now? The real ones are

In Memory Of Heart Of Gold
To all of mine and Heart Of Golds friends if you would please take a moment of silence and pay your respects to Heart.She passed away during the early morning hours on Fathers Day (6-21-09) in her sleep.We were supposed to have been fu married on 6-28-09.Thank you all that read this.

The Meaning Of Love
What is the meaning of love? Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is. What is love NOT? Possessiveness is not love Jealousy is not love Lust is not love Fear is not love Keeping people all to yourself is not love Expecting something from someone is not love Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way. To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future - because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say

Fubars Most Wanted Exhibit
How jaded have women become...there are guys out there like me, who feel a compliment is still nice to give a lady if it fits. yet it seems if you tell a woman u think she is beautiful these days, your either coming on to her, trying to hook up, or a player. LADIES sometimes we just wanna tell you how pretty you are PIERIOD. I say this because i've complimented many of you here on fu because you are indeed very sexy and very beautiful. doesnt make me a player just means i'm ok with speaking my mind. and those of you who have accepted my compliments in the past....Ladies you Rock!!!!!

Fubar's Sexiest Man Contest!
Please to go the link below and vote for him. He is in the fubar's sexist man contest. Lets help him win!!! Pass this along so we can max. coverage plz! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1734602&i=2476454464 Please & Thank You!!

Empty
Upon the advice of my friends, I'm listening more closely to the advice of my friends. Perfect strangers, however, can read my profile and leave their advice after the beep. Where it will likely be ignored. Inked, were we going to write things in depth, or just write the important details? Hey, I'm new here. Welcome me, and I promise not to respond on this blog. Don't welcome me, and I swear, I won't respond at all.

Stitch Mouth
I wake up, my memories are fadedLike the pictures on the walls and my body feels sedatedHow long have I been asleep my bones won't moveLike rigor mortis where they haven't been usedBreak myself from the mood, then this bedThings don't seem right like it's all in my headLayers of dust cover everything in sightWindows boarded up leaking rays of moonlightI must have been out for quite some timeThere's blood on my clothes but I don't think it's mineBut whose is it? So many pieces are missin'There's broken shards of reality scattered where I'm sittin'I can't pick it up, it's out of my reachI fight the stiffness of myself and make it to my feetStumble to the dresser and I grab a book of matchesLight a candle, goto the bedroom door, undo the latchesMy reality is so silent, everything is surrealI would have to be a corpse if this is really how I feelI must be dreaming but I'm fully awareI'm waking up, waking into a nightmareMy reality is so silent, everything is surrealI would have to be a cor

Dj Blog
1. All staff will respect other staff and members. 2. All staff is expected to greet others 3. You picked your shift, if you are unable to show for it you are required to give one of us two hour window to find someone to cover it...if you don't show up for two shifts in a row and do not let someone know u will not be there, you will be terminated. 4.Arrive for yur shift 5-10 minutes early so u can take air. 5.Follow chain of command...ie steve, mari, then tj. DO NOT go to Angel for any reason at all. 6.DO NOT run Autos. 7. If you have a mic, use it. 8.Play all types of music, weather you like it or not. Others may want to hear it 9.Play all requests. If u don't have the song, someone else probley will have it. 10. If there is a reason that you will not be able to pull your shift please let steve, mari, or tj know..You can send us a shout, pm, or leave us a message on yahoo. One of us is always on here. 11. Make sure you have everyones yim names, especially steve, mari, and tj

Randomness
2011!!! WOOO!! So far it's been just like last year, only more friends and stuff. Working a lot and likeing my job and not wanting to harms as many people as I normally do. I guess the new year is good so far. Well that was interesting. I accidentally downrated someone and now they hate me, go fig. Hopefully I can give the intended rating, it's gonna bug me a bit knowing I did that. so this month has been rather f'd in the a. My other car gets repoed, had to replace my fuel pump and two of my cloest friends suffered deaths i their families. One being like a second mom to me. fucked up month indeed.

Little Old Lady
I got this out of an email it's funny please read and comment much love to all Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 76 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 20 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to touch my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I certainly did not! Defense Attorney: Why

The Locker, Unlocked...
Wow... I signed up to fubar quite some time ago, but never really started using it. There is a lot going on here... Hopefully I haven't stepped on too many feet, in the crowded bar, or gawked at things (women) to obviously. A little about me... well like most people, I am not that great about writing an "about me". I mean, I can say things like I am a single father of four kids, aged 23-13. I am single because my ex-wife divorced me in 2000, and now all these years later, I realize I should have divorced her years before she divorced me. We did not have a loving relationship, but my beliefs of marriage were that you married for life, and there was no such thing as divorce. I felt like a failure when I wasn't able to keep the marriage together. Since then I met a woman that I truly love. A woman that taught me what love is, and what was missing in my marriage. We were together over 5 years, and now it's been a year since she decided to "move on". I have dated other women. Dev

Diaries Of A Jealous Woman
Why I am on fubar... I joined on the day I found out that my boyfriend has been lying to me about why his ex-girlfriend broke up with him.This website was the main reason, him cheating on her with a woman from this website is another, him emotionaly cheating on her with a dozen of other women on this website... one more reason... Things developed from there into the discovery that he is still talking to a few women online (and not in a friendly matter) after he met me and right around the time we were moving in together... Something that shattered my trust in him ofcourse. He had multiple fake accounts pretending to be other people which creeped me out even more and lied about it all... it took me months to find out the entire truth... and I am sure I still know nothing. Despite it all I made the decision to forgive and understand his reasons. Saying it was "hard to let go of it all right away, that is was a habbit.. that he felt like these people were his friends in a way"... Lat

Star Bling Idea
there should be star bling. for example for 1 bling credit a bronz star for 2 bling credits a silver star and for 3 bling credits a gold star and for 5 bling credits a platinum star. they should be sparkeling and "jumping". and for a limited time have a shooting star for 10 credits. comment and let me know what you think

Random Thoughts
So there I am at the Oregon State Fair. Just like every year. I go for the hand dipped corn dogs, the demolition derby (more on this in a minute) and for the people watching. Since it's Oregon I don't feel as bad making fun of the people there. It's like a train wreck. For instance, yesterday I saw a woman that must have gone 300 lbs. Not a big deal. UNTIL. You put that woman in a tube top with tight spandex shorts. Smoking. Pushing 2 kids in a stroller with one in tow. And her 130lb boyfriend with the jailhouse tattoos and crooked hat. It was awesome. Every manner of hillbilly and mountain folk were there. It was a joy to experience. Now, no one else in my family shares my love of demolition derbies. I don't understand it. Cars...crash into each other on purpose. It's like the Mall parking lot at Christmas with all women drivers. Ha ha ha ha. But seriously...it just doesn't get any better. Men with dirty clothes and as many teeth as their cars have wheels run int

Doing The Right Thing
Why is it when you try so hard to do the right thing it always get's fucked up? Why is it that nice people are always the first one's to get hurt? Is the world really hurt or be hurt? IS that truly how the world works. Ether keep your mouth shut and take it up the butt or piss everyone around you off? Ether cheat or get cheated? Have we gone so far that we do not care about the people around us? Have we become a world that the people that we love the most are the first one's we hurt? Are we all so dead that we don't care for our brother's and sisters? Can you not belong on a web site with out men ether wanting to see you necked or show you there dicks? Can no one just say hello, how was your day? It's nice to meet you. Why is it that people who really hurt people never have to pay for it. And one's who try really hard but might slip up just a little are nailed to the wall? Why do men think Fat chicks are despret for them to show them crude attention? And why do guys think gal's WANT to

The One I Can't Help
I watch her come on almost daily, and I see her struggle to look happy. But I can see right thru the facade and it hurts me to see her so down. If only I could do something more than offer words of friendship or advice....but alas, it isn't to be. She lives elsewhere and I'm stuck here. I have known her for a while and have become great friends with her. I ewould love nothing more than to have her be happier in her life. I'm actualy afraid that I may even be falling for her. And I can't let that happen cuz I can't be with her. Life sux.........

The Perfect Love
All we had of laughs and tears,We both kept it a secret so no one hears,I thought we could stay together,But I knew these days wouldn't last forever,She first treated me like a friend,But I knew this couldn't be the end,I saw the sun rising upon the shores,Who would stay in while she could be outdoors,We used to have fun under the rain,Such moments were magical that words cannot explain,Till that day when we had our first kiss,That day is in my mind and I'll always miss,The love we shared grew strongly and fast, She was everything to me, my present, future and past,Words cannot describe the beauty of her eyes,She is perfect that she can never tell lies, The happiness of the world is felt in her smile,Describing it would take years and years, not just a while,All the love we felt was real,It was innocent, perfect and pure that no one can feel,Keeping us from each other would be tough,Even the strongest power on earth won't be enough,She was the closest one to my heart,Nothing in the wor

Oh , How Very True...
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

Ew. Girl Germs.
Have you ever noticed girls who set their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes 'what you don't know will hurt you'! Read on............. Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbagsdown on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She alwayssaid that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may knowwhat's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside?Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to thefloor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but didyou ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day. 'I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus alot,' says one woman. 'On! The floor of my car, an

First Then...first Now
Good morning to anyone that actually takes the time to read it....or just hello if your in a different time zone! I don't know what it is today but I figure its partly the weather. Just feel blah. So yeah...let's blame the weather. Sitting here at my desk in my office and its actually a slow day since its getting close to Turkey day. More then likely be running on a skeleton crew tomorrow and off for Thursday and Friday (yeah!!). Alright...back to this. Normally I feel pretty blah by mid winter since there is like a ton of snow in Michigan by then. But I am still usually in a good mood if you take out the weather factor. But this week....nah...complete opposite. More then likely its just a combo of things. Weather...holidays...dealing with the entire family for an entire day, minus my dad since he went to FL early this year. Go figure on that. Smart man. I love my family but I hate spending an entire day with all of them...I'm one of the single ones in the family...

Betrayal
Ill never forget those words burned deep into my heart,even made me think twice on tearing you apart,I think about you daily as im caught up in this maze,feel lost without your presence blinded by the haze,For the first time in my life I regretted what I did,didnt even get that reaction when that thing happened to that kid,All was buisness without pleasure as I chased you all around,kicked in doors for many years tryna put you in the ground,why couldnt you look away from me or beg me for your life,beg for the lives of your little kid and your darlin wife,instead you just looked up with a smile on your face,I guess you already knew id finally won the race,you had to run away but why not leave the state?,nervously I asked as I thought id taken bait,Dont you remember in another life i once called you friend,Everything I know is here right around the bend,yea I did remember but look at what you did,You think im gonna show pity common dont be stupid,You looked me in the eyes and told me why

The Old Days
hold on for just a minute im gonna be right by your side, disregard these limitations and these boundaries lets just ride, dont you wanna take a chance and satisfy the want to know?, instead of chasin mr right and never tryin to let go, just a night of your time and a memmory dug in deep, the kind that you can smile on just before you go to sleep, im not tryna be that man that can offer you a dream, or say that we will last forever or be the perfect team, Im just real enough to know that limitations are an issue, and emotions runnin deep lead to scars and used up tissue, all I offer is opportunity to be the best of friends,

My Own Apocalypse
My Own Apocalypse Category: Writing and Poetry Ringing in my ears, my worlds a blurHoping for sweet kisses tonightSinging in my head, placing all trust in youDreaming of bubble gum kisses tonightVoices from the past singing my demiseAngelic tears fall from heaven aboveWhat is right I no longer knowHere comes my own ApocalypseTime passes by, forever seems like yesterday One day with a future unclearOne year with many roads to chooseOne life with a milkyway of memoriesFate locked in chains, cursed destinies without hopeDemons set ablaze in the hells belowForget the past and live for todayJust one more day in my own apocalypse Bum me a buck to play my song The jukebox is kicking tonight Eighteen shots way past sober I feel like dancing tonight Breath falling short as I lay in silent slumber Hearts racing faster with every single beat Who cares about tomorrow live for today Let's hear it for my own apocalypse Lonely swirls around pale moon light Bitter sweet darkne

Big Daddy's Place
Well it's 10 weeks till the move, wow... Time is flying so much to do so much not done. There are people i want to see one more time, and some i wanna see for the first time (GBT), the crap we both went through different places at the same time. I miss those days M.P. but certainly don't miss the situations. I wish you the best of luck girl. if our paths dont cross. The packing is fun. I've found shit i forgot i had, threw away stuff i shoulda tossed years ago. Its funny to start over again, but in the long run you gotta think i have a chance to double major at a major art university and found out i have a shot at a full ride scholorship. So i'm sitting here in the living room at my ever shrinking world which is nearly reduced to boxes. It's a feeling i can't describe. I'm rambling here in thoughts, disconnected. If you didn't know me you could certainly say i have A.D.D. from this blog its pretty evident. OK back to this feeling...its like an empty feeling with no satisfaction. Then

Fubar Magazine
Hi, We are putting together the very first issue of Fubar Magazine and I wanted to know if you wanted to be included. Our first issue will cover the hottest members, the hottest crews, lounges, blogs, stashes and anything else we find worthy. I am inviting my friends the first opportunity to pimp themselves out. So jump on this chance! Let me know if you are intersted. It will include a link to your profile, any pic you like and a few words about you. There will be a NSFW section that you can choose to be a part of or not aswell. Let me know asap. If you do not contact me we will not include you no matter how high you rank on Fubar no matter what! Cheers, Ink'd aka Vlad

Michael Jackson
Look you Motherfuckers that want to make jokes about Michael! Go right ahead! The shit will come back on you. Go on! Until you walk a mile in his shoes, don't say a GodDamn thing. Look at all the good he did for the world! When you get that great people want to bring you down. Well take your best shot! Ain't happening!

Working Against Domestic Violance
I have been involved in a domestic violance relationship where my ex boyfriend used to physically abuse me. Recently I thankfully got out of that relationship. I spoke to one of my friends about my relationship and I have found out that he had arranged for me to talk to a group here in town about domestic violane. I will be the key note speaker. This is a huge honor and privlage for me to do this and I do feel very blessed to beable to do this. I am lucky to be able to give back to my community and to help those who may be in the same situation that I have been in. With that, I encourage everyone who is in that situation to get out, and if you are not in that situation I encourage you to speak out against domestic violance, because you just dont know who is in one, and you might just be able to save them. GET OUT AND SPEAK UP peace.

Just Random Thoughts And Funny Shiet
Life is like a dance,Every step you take a chance.Every Breath you take,There is a fear,A chance to disappear.Achance for a change,To set you on a new path.With no certain direction,Everyone gains a new connection.Connection always last,They can be fun;Or they can make you run,What ever the connection,They will forever be in your past. Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed

Boyfriend Application
Click the button below to open up a message to me, then copy and paste the application, answer the questions, and send! Basics:name:e-mail : AIM : MSN : yahoo! : birthday [mm.dd.yy]:location: physical: height: weight: build: eye color: hair color: tattoos/piercings: website/picture URL: smartie pants:how much school have you finished? and what year did you graduate? do you think you're smart? what are your future plans? are you a moron or are you somewhat grounded?habits: (smoking, drinking, drugs, etc)discribe yourself in 5 words:whats your clothing style? where do you like to shop?what music do you like?do you dance? hows your kissing skills? miscellaneous: are you a felon? any pets? any weird talents? are you really really emotional? what are the most important things in your life? relationships: what do you look for in chicks? have you been or are you 'whipped'? (no, i don't mean break out the

The Love Of My Life
the day has been long,as you are finally here in my arms.we are at my house,but not for long as we have decided to take a walk.just like we have talked about on the phone for so long.as we put your bags into the bedroom we close the door,and walk out of the house.as we are walking you feel my hand clasp yours our fingers interlocking,as we walk down the drive.as we get to the end,we turn right.walking up the street.as we keep walking a few cars pass by,but we don't let it slow us down.we reach the spot where we must now walk down a path to the secluded spot we have wanted to go to.as we are walking down the path we push aside the different bushes.finally we make it to the place.we both smile to each other as we spread a blanket down over the grass.then we both sit down,as i look at you and smile saying"my love.i have waited for this day for so long"as you gaze into my eyes you smile"as have i mon cher"you feel my arms wrap around you pulling you close as we start kissing very deeply

Auto 11
hello all, im running an auto 11.i have a cherry bomb also, im gonna use that after my auto 11 is done. i will bomb the people who rate me first then on to others..i will also be handing out random blings to people rating me THANKSBIGSEXY

Moral Objection To War And The Military
Taken from http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=7283040&blogId=476191455 We live in a militaristic society, where those who “serve” our country are lauded as “heroes” and “defenders of freedom,” when in reality, I fear that they're not only doing harm to freedom by obeying an oppressive and morally bereft system of beliefs, but they're buying into their own hype. That's dangerous. It’s dangerous because these people who join the military in order to “protect” freedom have placed on themselves something akin to a holy decree, much like the crusaders did in the 16th century. They believe that what they are doing is morally right, regardless of the consequences. They believe that what they’re being ordered to is the right thing to do for the country and for our freedom. I'm so tired of hearing about how soldiers who fight wars in modern times are fighting for my freedoms. Bullshit. My freedoms are not in danger from afar, they're more in danger from the p

Why Do Men Lie
To All of my staff!!! I have been noticing if I am not in the lounge no one shows up and that is making me and the owner very upset. I haven't been in the lounge cuz of my living situtions. I have been physically and mentally hurt last nite and depressed the other nite. I am fine tonite so far. But if I don't seen any changes in the next few nites you guys showing up without me I will have to do some firing or talking to the owner about it. I am going to start hiring some new staff as well. Thanks!!! If you have any issues plz see me!!! Thanks again!!! Sassy I am tired of Men on fubar telling me there single, or flirting wiith me, telling me they love me or care about me when they really don't and have a real life girlfriend. Only thing that is going to get them farther in lie is telling the truth. I guess I am just writing this cuz I am upset and hurt. I get some men telling me they fantize or crush on me after months of telling me they are single and love me and find out tonite th

Get In Here Now!!!!
I have to leave my mark of opinion in light of recent of events; some trivial, others monumental in the aspect of our world. I defer to he who said it best, and fitting, somewhat omniscent his words; as our world so many decades later seems to fall in the embrace of what Thoreau was convicted by then. Let it find you and quesiton it. "The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation. From the desperate city you go into the desperate county, and have to console yourself with the bravery of minks and muskrats. A stereotyped but unconscious despair is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of mankind. There is no play in them, for this comes after work. But it is a characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things." Henry David Thoreau Walden "The De-evolution Of A Decent Man"...Is it anger or pain that I write in tonight? Perhaps both at my own failings perpetuating anger. Lack of returned love c

Random Thoughts That Occur In What's Left Of My Mind
sometimes when I think i have my life figured out something happens where i get kicked back down to the ground and then kicked in the ribs a few times. my life is a confusing turmoil that no matter how hard I try i can't seem to get things to work out to where everyone involved is happy. i have trouble with giving out my innermost feelings and thoughts because i can't risk opening up without knowing whether or not i'll get hurt in the end. and 90% of the time i end up hurting and trying to cover it all up. i put on my smile and make jokes but the smile is only skin deep the jokes a cheap cover up of what's going on in my head. as my namesake says I'm the joker. and a saying i like to hear is it only takes one bad day to drive the sanest man insane that's how far i am away from that. just one, bad, day.it's hard to stay focused sometimes. my life starts to interfere with my job and that's not good cuz that could get me fired. but i spend 75% of my life on the road working to try to mak

Randoms
yanno i really dont know what people have against fat people?! hell im a big girl but just because im big doesnt mean im a mean person that doesnt have feelings... one mumm was posted and it just really bothered me... but i posted a comment saying "i like being curvy" and the dude came back with "there is a difference between fat and curvy" wtf! its like this... if you dont like fat chicks... get the fook off my page and list... i dont have time for ya... i am who i am and i am loved for who i am.. i dont need the stupidity that you want to spread like a disease... people seem to foget that others out there do have feelings... I dont know maybe im taking things wayyyyyy to much to heart but ...here it goes recently my best friend from Wv came to visit... well i thought she had a great time... but now after reading her blogs and what not (due to boredom) im feeling she didnt have a good enough time...granted there isnt much to do around here... and the whole time she was here it wa

Work...
Hi folks, Just a quick note here. I have been deeply buried at work for several weeks now and have vacation coming up Thursday. Well just to add to things I had a presentation dropped on me at noon yesterday that I need to give to the customers tomorrow (with 2 dry runs today) I have barely anytime to breath this week. Added to that, I have a bunch of unexpected expenses this month, so it is going to be light on bling. I didn't want you folks thinking I abandoned you so I thought a quick note was in order. I will see how much time I can spend here on vacation and I should get some pictures of my home town to share while I am away from the office. If I don't catch you all before the 4th of July, have a Happy Independance day @};- Paul

Voodoo Tomb Of Marie Laveau
Hello all, there are several great shops Ii suggest to ypu to shop while in town but these are not where I meet my tours. My tours are reservation only and can meet privatly at your special loation and time OR you could resevre and join my exclusive open tours which meet in mid-city at 4905 Canal street at the Beachcorner bar for New Orleans Only Evening Cemetery Tour— The Haunted Moonlight Graveyard tour at twilght time, the Magical Mystery Tour day till dusk, and Cities of the Dead Tour OR the Voodoo Cemetery tour at 12pm and the Tour of the Undead tour at 8:30pm meets at Jean Lafittes Blacksmith Shop Bar at 941 Bourbon Street. Call 504-915-7774 for reservations on book on line from tour page for discounts! Tap into the link below to see some of Bloody Mary's Tours and Voodoo Work! See Bloody Mary and hear an eerie EVPon AOL's The Smart Show! Visit Marie Laveaus Hpuse on my Voodoo Cemetery tour but visit marie Laveau's House of Voodoo shop while you are in town. It is file

It's Not Enough, I'm Sorry
I wish you were in my arms as I lay, as I slept I wish I could feel your breath, to feel the beat from your heart steady in peace. I feel this empty space left by you now you're gone, each time you leave it's more pain then you know, I know you're out there searching for me, when we meet again that first kiss will stop my heart. I will know I am home. **by A.J.David

Someone New
I am not sure how things happen or why but I do know that things happen for a reason. My fiancee and I split up a few months ago and I was devestated. A good friend told me that sometimes things must go bad in order for something or someone that is much better to enter your life. I have to hang on to the hopes that it is true and when one door shuts another opens to better things. My only dilemma is how do you know when that door opens. What signifies the opening of that door?

Oh Canada !
This is especially nice to see as we are approaching Canada Day on July 1st. British newspaper salutes Canada . . . this is a good read. It is funny how it took someone in England to put it into words... Salute to a brave and modest nation - Kevin Myers, 'The Sunday Telegraph' LONDON : Until the deaths of Canadian soldiers killed in Afghanistan , probably almost no one outside their home country had been aware that Canadian troops are deployed in the region. And as always, Canada will bury its dead, just as the rest of the world, as always will forget its sacrifice, just as it always forgets nearly everything Canada ever does.. It seems that Canada 's historic mission is to come to the selfless aid both of its friends and of complete strangers, and then, once the crisis is over, to be well and truly ignored. Canada is the perpetual wallflower that stands on the edge of the hall, waiting for someone to come and ask her for a dance. A fire breaks out, she risks life and limb to resc

Truth
After the sudden death of Michael Jackson, Chandler tells the truth. In 1993, Chandler told a psychiatrist and police that he and Jackson had engaged in sexual acts that included oral sex, the boy gave detailed description of Jackson’s genitals. The case was settled out of court for a reported $22 million, but the strain led Jackson to begin taking painkillers. Eventually he became addicted. Now maybe for the remorse of his death Chandler decides to tell us the truth. “I never meant to lie and destroy Michael Jackson but my father made me to tell only lies. Now I can’t tell Michael how much I’m sorry and if he will forgive me.” Evan Chandler was tape-recorded saying amongst other things, “If I go through with this, I win big-time. There’s no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever…” Under the influence of a controversial father who told his son to tell that Jackson had touched his penis. J

Moon Rise, Moon Set
“Nothing but Torture” It was morning again, cold, and unpleasant as always. My body wrapped in multiple blankets to keep me warm and cozy. I've always been unable to sleep in a hot room, the window was always draped open to allow a gentle breeze to sweep in. Of course, the down fall of having the window open and allowing the cold air to fill the place up was that it made getting out of bed very hard. To leave the comforts of my body heated blankets and step into the icy room naked as always. I'm not the prettiest of girls, well at least I would think. I've been told different times, on many different occasions. I have a slightly tanned body, an average height of five feet four inches. My hair long, chestnut brown, and falls over my shoulders in a gentle pile. My eyes a beautiful emerald green. My breasts supple and full, nipple small and pointing upwards a bit giving my breasts the impression that they're fuller then what they really are. I have a slender figu

Mistressmorganlefay
"I'm only going to say this once. I don't give a flying fuck what your fantasies are. You are now my slave. I own your sorry ass. The rules are simple. You will not speak unless spoken to and you will do everything I say. You break the rules you get punished, Any questions? Just sit back and let me take control. I’ll have you jumping thru hoops and begging for just a morsel of my attention.Mistress Morgan Le Fay Precum starts to ooze from your cock hole as I pump and milk your cock with my hands. I can feel your cock and balls throbbing in my palm, I can feel the tension and I know your getting ready to cum. Suddenly, the wonderful fondling sensation is painfully replaced with a vicious slap across your cockhead followed by several harsh backhands to your balls…..Mistress Morgan Le FayMistressMorganlefay@yahoo.com Shut up and lick my ass you worthless faggot! What’s that? You can’t breath? Snorkel my ass and shut up bitch. I’ll tell you when you

Never To Far
Could I ever be alone? Does this feeling ever fade?The whispers from your kiss cry slowly over my soul,I feel them pass through me and faint under their grace,The peace inside my heart you have given knows no bound,With mercy and love you call for me, miles apart, but never to far, I feel you always in my heart,I am always with you, I am there by your side,my arm always there to hold you up, to give you strength, to cherish your smile when no one sees,To kiss away the tears that no one ever hears.We share, in each other, that thing something rare,A balance that few will ever know or feel,A love, beyond the frailty of this life,My life will never be the same, it will always be yours by A.J.David

We Are Getting Older
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys’ side of the story. (I must admit, it’s pretty good.) We always hear “the rules ” From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered “1 ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You’re a big girl. If it’s up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don’t hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It’s like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only If yo

Smoke Rings In The Dark
Sing me a song, you're a singer Do me a wrong, you're a bringer of evil The Devil is never a maker The less that you give, you're a taker So it's on and on and on ...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well The lover of life's not a sinner The ending is just a beginner The closer you get to the meaning The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming So it's on and on and on Oh it's on and on and on It goes on and on and on, Heaven and Hell I can tell, fool, fool! Well, if it seems to be real, it's illusion For every moment of truth, there's confusion in life Love can be seen as the answer But nobody bleeds for the dancer And it's on and on, on and on and on.... They say that life's a carousel Spinning fast, you've got to ride it well The world is full of Kings and Queens Who blind your eyes then steal your dreams ...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well And they'll tell you black is really white The moon is just the sun at night And when you walk in golden halls You get to keep the gold that falls It's H

You Give Love A Bad Name
Shot through the heart and you're to blame Darlin' you give love, a bad name Fuck you An angel's smile is what you sell Promise me heaven, then put me through hell Chains of love, got a hold on me Passion's a prison, you can't break free Whoa! You're a loaded gun Yeah, whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me My damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love a bad name You paint that smile on your lips Blood red nails on your fingertips A school boy's dream, you act so shy Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye Whoa! You're a loaded gun Whoa... There's nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name You give love... Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your ga

New Freinds
I've meet some intresting new people on fubar ! mabe i'll meet the girl of my dreams ? stranger things have happend in stranger places in my life . so i'll keep the search up for new freinds and the love of my life .

Friendship
LET ME SPEAK A BIT! THIS PAST FRIDAY (03JULY09) MY BEST FRIEND WENT UNDER SURGERY TO REMOVE A BRAIN TUMOR! IT WAS SUCCESSFUL (thank the lord) BUT YET THE DOCTORS COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHY HE DEVELOPED IT. THEY TOLD HIM HE WAS ONE OF A FEW JUST TO DEVELOP A TUMOR OUT OF THE BLUE. ANYWAYS WE HAD BEEN FRIENDS SINCE WE WERE 15 AND HAVE DONE & BEEN THROUGH ALOT GROWING UP. A COUPLE YEARS I MADE A DECISION TO BETTER MYSELF & MY LIFE AND WE DIDN'T STAY ON THE SAME PAGE. IT TOOK THE ADVICE OF A WONDERFUL NEW & AMAZING FRIEND TO GUIDE ME TO SEE MY FRIEND CAUSE HE NEEDED ME THE MOST & IT WAS WORTH IT FOR ME! SO TO MY FRIEND(you know who you are) I THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE & WARMTH! I THANK THE LORD FOR PULLING MY FRIEND THROUGH THE SURGERY! I LEARNED THAT EVEN THOUGH MY FRIEND & I CHOSE DIFFERENT PATHS - I SHOULD RESPECT THE FRIENDSHIP & BE THERE IF NEEDED!

We Are The World...we Are The Children Foundation...
IN THE NEAR FUTURE THAT IS GOING TO BE THE FOUNDATION THAT WILL HELP CHILDREN ALL OVER THE WORLD....I WILL DO ANYTHNG IN MY POWER TO HELP DECREASE HUNGER,,,THE HOMELESS,,,THE POOR....BECAUSE WITHOUT THE CHILDREN WHAT FUTURE WOULD WE HAVE...BELIEVE IT..

My Fellow Atheist
Atheist Nexus celebrates its 1st birthday on July 10, and it has a goal of reaching 10,000 members by this day. Please consider joining.Nexus provides a 'theist-free' zone for nontheists to chat, debate, blog and give others support. The site includes numerous forums, blogs, and a chat room.Also, there are 485 groups on Nexus. Some are national and regional groups which can put you in touch with local nontheists. Others are interest related: science, photography, writing, parenting, Shakespeare, GLBT, evolution, etc.Primarily, Nexus provides social support for nontheists. However, it is not in competition with other organizations. In fact, one of its aims is to support them. Many already have their own groups on Nexus: American Atheists, Atheist Alliance International, American Humanist Association, Secular Student Alliance, and many more.Prominent nontheist members include PZ Myers, Margaret Downey, Roy Speckhardt (AHA), Dale McGowan, Hemant Mehta (The Friendly Atheist), and James Mor

Lost Angels Blog
There was a woman who felt ugly and unwanted standing in a dark alley hidden from all stranger's view until the night one of those strangers peered deep into that darkness and said hello. Unsure of herself she decided she had nothing left to lose and responded. They talked for hours that first night. He told her she was pretty and sexy and she almost believed him. They continued to talk for many nights and with each conversation she began to care for him deeply. He made her believe that she really was attractive and sexy and that someone could, he could want her. He filled that dark alley with sunlight and the warmth felt so good on her face. He brought her out of her shell and gave her the confidence to do things for him she had never imagined doing for anyone, things she only wanted to do for him. Of course they had many ups and downs and he was gone for a while but when he returned she was always there waiting for him. He made her feel wanted and happy like she was worth something,

Women Stuff
Man: "Haven't we met before?" Woman: "Perhaps. I'm the receptionist at the VD Clinic." Man: "Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore." Man: "Is this seat empty?" Woman: "Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down." Man: "So, wanna go back to my place ?" Woman: "Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?" Man: "Your place or mine?" Woman: "Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine." Man: "I'd like to call you. What's your number?" Woman: "It's in the phone book." Man: "But I don't know your name." Woman: "That's in the phone book too." Man: "So what do you do for a living?" Woman: "I'm a female impersonator." Man: "Hey, baby, what's your sign?" Woman: "Do not Enter" Man: "How do you like your eggs in the morning?" Woman: "Unfertilized !" Man: "Hey, come on, we're both here at this bar for the same reason" Woman: "Yeah! Let's pick up some chicks!" Man: "I know how to please a woman." Woman: "T

Warrior
Now you will feel no rain,For each of you will be shelter to the other.Now you will feel no cold,For each of you will be warmth to the other.Now there is no more loneliness,For each of you will be companion to the other.Now you are two bodies,But there is only one life before you.Go now to your dwelling placeTo enter into the days of your togethernessAnd may your days be good and long upon the earth

California Love Story
I got this in my email today and cracked up lol check it out. Hope you like lol. A man was lying in bed with his new girlfriend. After great sex she spent the next hour rubbing his Testicles, something she loved to do. As He was enjoying it he asked her, why do you love doing that? Because, she replied I miss mine. Kinda brings a tear to your eye doesn't it. lol

My Sexy Babygirl~
He never knows the sins for which I'm atoning. His one question gets all the information he needs."Have you been a bad girl?"Though I'm sometimes unclear why, I always know somewhere deep inside myself that yes, I've been a very bad girl, and I desperately need to be punished for it.We've met like this several times now, and the pain gets more and more intense with each visit. Tonight was the last night before he had to go out of town for a ten day business trip, and I was more than a little wary of the evening's possibilities. He showed up at the door around seven, and I didn't see him carrying anything. This is because, I later realized, I didn't look hard enough. We sat on the couch for a while and chatted about upcoming events, recent shows, excellent movies - the usual things people chat about. Skeleton Key drifted around the room through the smoke from my clove, and I was beginning to feel relaxed. The atmosphere was light, and we were trading tasteless jokes. Before I'd even rea

Demented And Tortured Souls Of Glassious Helio
demented souls run about and slash at the very existence of man kind in an effort to alter there existence of pure pain and torture of there very souls. The escape they find is not of freedom but of bondage, bondage to there master of which there is no escape and such fall to the ground with thousands of other hopeless demonic beings only to rise up again from there moment of rest to forever endure the pain, torture and torment that awaits them for being being an honored but wasted existence. Congratulations you are one of The Demented and Tortured Souls of Glassious Helio

Old Account Blocked
PLEASE STOP BY AND RATE MY AUTOS SOMEONE SEND ME, I'M UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING ON MY OLD ACCOUNT BUT WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU COULD HELP-I DONT WANT THEM WASTED:)PLUS YOU EARN DOUBLE PTS RATING THEM WITH YOUR 11'Z:p THANKS:) http://fubar.com/user/851332

Piedaddy Made Me Do It!!
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?my best friend[2] You were in the car with? Taco [3] Went to the mall with?Taco [4] Person you talked on the phone with?Mandy[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?PieDaddyT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?falseQ: Been suspended from school?falseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TrueQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?True/ just the under side of the back of my headQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?falseQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall

Michael Jackson Dead
I'm still trying to figure this whole Jacko thing out. The man has not done anything relevant in a really long time, became a recluse, acted wrecklessly with his children (let's hang them over a ledge), and has been accused of some of the most despicable things a human can do (and bought people's silence) .............................and people act like this. Where is common sense folks? Since when do we celebrate this kind of thing? There were U.S. soldiers killed in Afghanistan on the same day he died, this was not reported on most networks, instead there was a love fest for this turd. We've got our priorities all wrong. As to Jacko, I feel bad for your children losing a father, but I'm not sorry about you, you brought it on yourself with your chosen lifestyle. RIP to those troops whose blood was spilled so Jacko can have his coverage.

I Wish I Was Devious...
constantly hear about how guys are incapable of expressing emotion. Maybe it's my contrary nature, but fuck that! You asked for it...I am 25 years old, with a mind that fluctuates between a 5 year old's optimism, and 90 year old's crushing surety that all is wrong in this pathetic fucked up little world we live in. I live in constant fear of myself. I have PTSD, whether or not any of you bastards care is none of my concern. I do. It's real. It's why I sleep little, and think too much.I don't drink anymore. Drinking leads to time I can't remember, time I won't get back, and it led to a marriage I will always regret. My only true pride in my life so far is a beautiful little blond girl with a knowing smile, and heart-breaking blue eyes. She has more value than could ever be equaled. She is my reason to get up every morning, to try to sleep each night, and to make it to work everyday whether or not I succeeded.I have a passion, obsession, and fixation with eyes. They are the windows to a

A Dream
A dream floats into my head. A dream where u are laying on the beach enjoying the sun. The ocean is calm and the sun is bright. There is a slight breeze just enough to keep u from getting to hot. I lay next to u enjoying your beauty and the sound of the ocean. U turn to me asking me to rub tanning lotion on your back. I happily say baby anything for my little teapot. I put the lotion in my hand, rub them together, then begin to massage it into your skin. I start at your shoulders, working my way down your back and ending at your legs. When I am done we relax, enjoy each other, and wait the day out until the sunset. The time has come for the sun to go down so that it can rise again. I sit with u between my legs, holding u, and watching the sun drop behind the horizon. We wait and watch as the day becomes night/ We see every star as it awakes and adds a sparkle to the night sky. The moon begins to glow and reflect of the ocean. As I look at the beauty of the night I only think of how it

Ranting, Commending, And Such
Why is it that in the month or so we have been up and running I see so many ups and downs? I see people with out THE Baby Dolls in their name. I see people not showing love. I see members who have their buzz meter's at 0%. I see members VERY close to leveling, yet not getting help. But then on flip side I see members like Joy, who every single day I see her on several members pages, gifting, commenting , rating. I see Tonya, recruiting, keeping home page open. I see Luscious, making tags and pics. I see other members being active. I'm not pointing fingers, naming names ( for the negative anyway) but I want us to be THE strongest we can be. I want us to be THE group that people think about when they think about premiere groups on fubar. I want to be a trend setting group. I want other groups to envy us, pattern their OWN groups after ours. But most importantly I want EVERY member to feel love from EVERY member. Ok. I'm done. *steps down from soap box*

Gq Movement
Kolcraft Enterprises recalled 1 million play yards, the Consumer Product Safety Commission said, because the side rails can unlatch unexpectedly. The recall is of Kolcraft Travelin' Tot play yards and similar items sold under the names Carter's, Sesame STreet, Jeep, Contours, Care Bears and Eric Carle, The CPSC said. Consumers should stop using the item immediately. consumers can contact Chicago-based Kolcraft at 866-594-4208 or kolcraft.com for a free repair kit, the commission said.-Washington Post~Make a difference, Join the Movement~ Massachusetts sued the U.S. government Wednesday over the federal Defense of Marriage Act, which defines marriage as a union between a man and a woman. Massachusetts Attorney General Martha Coakley said the law interferes with the right of Massachusetts to define and regulate marriage as it sees fit. The 1996 law denies federal recognition of same-sex marriage and gives states the right to refuse to recognize same-sex marriages performed in other s

W.h's Corner~
Well seems my girl placed a blog before me..... Well Im still in N.C. and have been building my business?, with another branch in NC, I would continue to talk about that... But... I'm not here for that, Im here to blog about my life as it is today.... I arrived in NC early evening looked around for my girl came to relize she wasnt in the airport, I was "oh shit I did tell her the right date... didnt I?",I called her said to her, ermmm you here if so where are you girl? Her reply Im running behind but Im on my way.... I laughed thinking "typical female making her man wait"... She called to inform me she was here, I told her I would meet her at the curbside, I walked out and looked around and saw her way at the end along the curb... I was cracking up! I said I see you slut come get your owner, she replied yes Master... she took to m

Vent Sessions
Yes, a lot has changed... my life is not my own still and yea I still have to be the one who fixes it. However, that comes from having a job so I can LEAVE.. yes leave and not turn back. I am questioning everything. My relationship with the man I married has gone so dreadfully sour, despite numerous attempts at making it work. Yes its complicated...because I like him as a human, I can't just storm out...plus I have no money to do so...which is awful. Can't just storm out because I have a young child whose thoughts and feelings are of utmost importance to me. I don't like feeling like a kept person, nor feel like I am using the situation. Fact is, he's a good man. Fact is, I have no romantic love for him at all. Does it suck? hell yea...because I have spent my life trying to be the understanding wife, the good mother, the loyal friend. I realize that I run the risk of sounding ungrateful, but fact is, I am truly grateful for all of it. I have looked at the glass half full fo

Buy Me!
Hey! i need to be bought 25 continuous times in 24 hours by 25 different people. This is to level.. I also cant be disowned. Please help me by buyin me at the cheapest price possible so others can afford me down the road! :) Thanks!!!!

Need Prayers For Zachary Lane
I WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT ZACHARY IS HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND HE IS DOING GREAT. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS FOR MY SON..HUGS TO ALL.. ZACHARY LANE NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS HE CAN GET. HE IS ON HIS WAY TO NEW ORLEANS. I COULDN'T GO CAUSE I HAVE TO WORK. HIS SHUNT IS CLOGGED IN HIS STOMACH AND THEY HAVE TO DO SURGERY ON HIM AGAIN. SO WILL YA'LL PLEASE PRAY THAT HE COMES HOME SAFE TO ME. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH..

Dan Wilkerson
On wendsday, I recieved a call from a friend of mine, Sean, that hit me like a brick between the eyes. His father has Cancer. The doctors have done all that they can and it is about quality of life, rather than length now. Friday, I went to see Dan, and was struck by the man I saw in bed. The scene was similar to when my mothers boyfreind Ed passed away. Hospital bed in the living room, his favorite music playing softly, people huddled in another room tryingt their best to comfort each other all the while battling their own pain. Dan was this. God, was he thin. All the time I had know him, he had been a robust man. In 15 years, I cant remember ever hearing him raise his voice. He was strong, in personality and physique, his cherib body decieving. And he always had a smile on his face publicly. Even when his wife passed away, he was a host, a comforting presence when iside you knew he was raging toward heaven, but grateful Nikki was no longer hurting. He was a provider. Long after Sean

Lyrics For Some Projects Im Working On
I JUST SHOULDA LISTENED INSTEAD IM SITTIN HERE LIKE AN IDIOT, TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU REALLY DID, BUT THERE'S NO MORE TIME FOR YOU, YOU SILLY KID, AFTER I DROP THIS DISS IT'S MY ASS YOU COULD KISS, SHOULDA SLAPPED YOU AROUND LIKE A MASTICHIST, MAYBE YOU WOULDA LIKED THAT YOU LIL NASTY BITCH, TRY TO CLAIM YOU WERE PLAYIN? BITCH YOUR SHITS LAME! EVERYBODY BUT YOUR MOMMA KNEW MY NAME. AND TEARDROP, YOU SHOULDA STAYED SOBER SO YOU COULD HEAR THOUGHTS, STILL DRUNK DIALIN, WHILE THE GUYS PILE IN? YOU WERE RAPED YOUR FIRST TIME? WELL LET ME PLAY THE VIOLIN, SILENCE IS THE ONLY THING I EXPECT OF YOU, CAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH'LL ALWAYS GET THE BEST OF YOU, AND IT WAS A FAVOR THAT YOU DID ME IF YOU HID ME, I DONT THINK THIS LEGOPHILE WOULDA BEEN ACCEPTED BY YOUR FAMILY OF PEDOPHILE, I COULD RAP ABOUT YOUR ISSUES FOR A 1000 MILES, YOU DUMB BIPOLAR BITCH TAKE YOUR FROWNS AND SMILES, YOU KNOW WHY YOU CHASE SOBRIETY AWAY, AND YOU KNOW WHY YOU'RE HAUNTED BY ANXIETIES TODAY, LISTE

My Fu-vacation
Well from my status you can see that I’m taking a much deserved “Fu-vacation”. No I’m not going all “emo” and deleting my account, I just want to take a break for a while. This October I’ll have been here for 3 years, that’s 3 years of logging in EVERY DAY. It gets a bit old. I’ve made a lot of good friends here. This place was a lot different when I joined; I’m not saying that it’s not good now it’s just different. There is way too much begging, whoring, and drama; this is the fucking internet people. It’s sick that women basically sell their bodies for blasts, blings, and happy hours. Come on ladies, you can’t use those in real life. Get a fucking clue. And some of the guys, I mean who really fucking starts a conversation in real life by saying “nice tits”, or “damn I wanna fuck you”. Holy Shit guys!!! And WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THE CHEATING!!!! I'll say it agai

Laveau House
Laveau House ( . . Place: At the Laveau House - Location: 1020 St. Ann Street, New Orleans, LA. 70116. *Some people report that the spirit of Marie and her followers still conduct wild voodoo ceremonies this house. * Her detailed apparition has been seen walking down St. Ann Street, attired in a long white dress, wearing her tignon, which is a scarf with seven knots in it. * In a drug store on St. Anne Street, her apparition slapped a man in the face when he failed to acknowledge her presence. She then floated to the ceiling. The owner of the store witnessed the whole thing. Still Haunted? Yes. Marie Laveau House Laveau House Legend has it that MarieLaveau lived in a house at 1020 St. Ann Street. best known and most revered

Hermann-grima House
Hermann-Grima House The Hermann-Grima Historical House - Location: 820 St. Louis Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70116. Manifestations: * Pleasant, cordial ghosts, with southern manners live here and do their best to help the living, who they graciously share this house with. Obviously, they are pleased with the renovation job done on their precious home. Caretakers find that these unseen presences like to scatter fragrant rose and lavender around the rooms to freshen and air. * On cold winter mornings, the living often find that the ghosts have lit the fireplaces to warm the rooms, and keep them cozy. Still Haunted? Yes. These manifestations are still happening. The Hermann-Grima Historical House 820 St. Louis

Beauregard-keyes House
The Beauregard-Keyes House The Beauregard-Keyes house in the New Orleans French Quarter has a reputation that is known to be very haunted. Historically Known to be haunted The Beauregard-Keyes House, was built in 1826 for wealthy auctioneer Joseph LeCarpentier. It is a fine example of a raised, center-hall house. It derives it's name from two of its former residents, Confederate General Pierre Gustave Toutant (P.G.T.) Beauregard and author Frances Parkinson Keyes. General Beauregard and his family lived in the home from 1866 to 1868 while he was president of the New Orleans, Jackson, and Great Northern Railroad. Mrs. Keyes used the

My Personality
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like that....rest easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine and worth being treated like you are

Cooper Needs Help
to anyone who is out there and has a heart for the cute and fuzzy little things we call dogs i have a touching story for you. I work at a pet store and a girl came in over the weekend and posted a little flyer about her little yorkie named cooper. he has a inguinal hernia. he also was diagnosed with a medium sized hole between his left and right ventricles in his heart called ventricular septal defect. for both surgeries it will be over 5000 dollars. His owner is already behind 1000 dollars because last thursday he had to have an emergency surgery because his hernia tore open and his insides were hanging out and he was unresponsive. he still has to have the surgery on his heart. she has till october to come up with the money. so i am going to help raise some money hopefully at a disc golf tournament this saturday and maybe some at church as well. So please pray for cooper talbert and his mom/owner adrienne. if you would like to help email me at PitBullLuver2010@yahoo.com. Thanks a mill

Vietnam Vet Arrested
PS: I am so proud to see your "boss" have thee Constitution and thee Bill of Rights hanging on his wall instead of a half of a dozen diplomas! (Sabrina) attyassist@bellsouth.net Hello, I forgot to mention something that I think is VERY IMPORTANT. After I was arrested in Gatlinberg they of course took my tri focal safety glass's. I CANNOT read small print without them. When we got to jail, they handed me a few papers to sign, I asked if I could have my glass's so I could read what I was signing. The answer was a big no! I told them I did not want to sign something that I could not read, they intimidated me into signing those papers. I was told sign or else????? They actually had to point with their fingers where they wanted me to sign and of course under the stress and pressure, I signed. I have NO CLUE what I signed. Then, when my ex wife arrived to get me out I was again asked to sign papers. Again, I asked for my glass's. I was told by one smart a$$ that if I didn't sign

Vacation
Hey any female from PA/NJ/DE/MD/VA area....I might have a free week at a condo in Dewey Beach, DE U must be open minded, like to party, not offended by nudity (beaches or at home) and hopefully single. Sometime in July or August not sure when yet LOL seriously, let me know

Wazz Up
i am 6 foot 8 inches tall. i live on a beautiful beach in florida. i like to go to the beach and swim as well as tan. i like riding bikes, playing football,baseball,and go camping,hiking and fishing. My jobs are driving a trackhoe for a big demolition company and i am a forman at a block masonery company.

The Lalaurie House
LaLaurie House The following is excerpted in its entirety from Old New Orleans: Walking Tours of the French Quarter, by Stanley Clisby Arthur, © 1990 by Pelican Publishing Company, Gretna, Louisiana, @ pages 96-99: " 'THE HAUNTED HOUSE’ 1140 Royal Street The three-story building at the southeast corner of Royal and Governor Nichols street, to some the most famous private residence in old New Orleans, gained its eerie title, ‘The Haunted House,’ from an oft-repeated tale in which spirits of tortured slaves clank their chains during the midnight hours in remembrance of awful punishment meted out to them by their mistress – a

The Sultan's House
THE SULTAN'S HOUSE THE GARDETTE-LAPRETE HOUSE The Sultans Ghost-This ghost is one of New Orleans most famous ghosts. He is said to roam the halls of the four story house located at 716 Dauphine Street. The house is situated on the corner of Dauphine and Orleans Avenue. The Sultan was from Turkey. He rented the house from the owners, the La Prete family, for his large family and harem. It is said that he was a dangerous and cruel man who was not above kidnapping women off the streets of New Orleans and torturing them into submission and then adding them to his harem. One afternoon the Sultan met his fate in a cruel and

The Griffin House
Griffin House A often spoken of in hushed tones is the Griffin House. This grand home was originally built by Adam Griffin in 1852, and as the ghost tale goes, it was abandoned by Griffin after only a few months of him living there. This was the begining of the War between the States, and Griffin was said to have fleed before the Union occupation occured. Located at 1447 Constance Street Griffin House still stands in it's ageless beauty. Whether it is still haunted or not, remains quite another unsolved mystery, but the stories that have been told about the place over the many many years

The Degas House
The Degas House From October 1872 to March 1873, French Impressionist painter Edgar Degas, whose mother and grandmother were born in New Orleans, the Musson Family, whose business was cotton. While he resided in the House, Degas created at least twenty-two works of art including the detailed scene of Michel Musson's office. Maria Desiree Musson, Degas's maternal grandmother, died suddenly in 1819, at the age of twenty-five. The architect Benjamin Latrobe, who was then working in New Orleans, wandered by chance into her funeral Mass at the St. Louis Cathedral. "The Church was

Daddy's Poem {will Make You Cry}
Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mummy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid;she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmatesof why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never seesa dad who never calls..There were daddies along the back wall,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher calleda student from the class.To introduce their daddy,as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,a man who wasn't there.'Where's her daddy at?'She heard a boy call out.'She probably doesn't have one,

Down Rated
I am very limited in what I can do on fubar while at work. Today I was collecting user ID's of auto 11's for a bomb after I got home. When I got home I readied my list and checked my bar tab and found this: http://fubar.com/user/2172006 was on my list to bomb, I don't think so now. I will wait on my bomb. You see, her #1 is the benefactor of a level 37, who I recently added to my family for leveling reasons, points tonight. The level 37 is having a Happy Hour tonight and to help his benefactor I was planning to use the bomb during that Happy Hour. I guess landing on her profile and not rating it is grounds for a 1 and a block. 29,000+ points for her and ?? for her #1 lost.

Reunion!
Hey all just letting u all know where i'll be this weekend...i'll be in richmond kentucky @ a family reunion in Waco KY and i won't be back til sunday..leaving tomorrow night! Need me call the cell if u know the # HOLLA @ ya boy!

If A Man Wants You
IFA MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better.Never live your llfe for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends. " A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend.Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You 'll be mad at yourselfa year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of dlfferent women.He didn't marry them when.he got them pregnant,Why would he treat you any dlfferently?Always have your own set of friends separate

69 Questions..cause I'm Bored & It's A Good Number.
69 QUESTIONS 1. Initials: Yup, I got three of them.2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Billy Bob Thorton, Louis Armstrong, Donald Gibb [Oger!]3. Favorite fruit? Passion...or Bananas [for ~Her~..heh-heh..:P]4. For or against same sex marriage? Have no prob with Civil Unions and allowing spousal benifits, but believe Religious organizations should not be forced to perform ceremonies if it conflicts with their beliefs.5. Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit & Assholes [was actually some one else's answer..but I have no other allergies, so I copped it]6. Are you bisexual? I'm semi try-sexual... I might try anything [between a man and woman] once.......maybe even 'Foghorn' is she rilly gets me goin...heh-heh..:P7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Yeah.8. How many U.S states have you been to? Don't know rilly.9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 2 and one other country.10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? Yup.11. Name something physical you

Tales From The Dark B*tch Within
LAUGHING MY FUCKING ASS OFF- L I T E R A L L Y!!!!! I find it both disturbing and hilarious that you call me a stalker for telling you I fell in love with you. Didn't know that love was stalking- and I mean any kind of love, friendship love, more than friend love. LOL, this is Fubar and uberden of lust and obscession. You were on here, yet you followed me to to other websites. NICE. I find it both disturbing and hilarious that you write me off, because you think I am a PSYCHO. yet I'm the one who blocks your ass here, (deleting your bling as well), blocks your ass on MYSPACE and on FACEBOOK, and yet somehow you still send me stuff on my fucking applications there. WTF?!! Not psycho enough for you to use or send things through apps? MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! ZOMG! It is bad enough that when I hear your name, or get notifications from you I feel sucker punched in the stomach, let us not forget the state of catatonic shock I was in when you said your bul

Round Two Results:
*listed in order of rankings as of this count ** Wednesday: July 22st, 1009 (12:45 pm - pst) Votes Model " " 442 Alessia *WINNER***ADVANCES TO FINALS 430 MadCurves **ADVANCES TO FINALS 326 BlueCountryGrace **ADVANCES TO FINALS 272 JaniDenise 186 Heavenly666 172 KellyBaby 145 Little Kitten 134 Senrence * See Below 113 SomethingToTalkAbout 94 THESPOILEDO1

This Is Great Advice... I Think Lol
well, whenever i find things falling apart and spiralling out of control... i get myself centred by acheiving one task completely. last time i had a million things going on and couldnt control any of them, i took an hour out and cleaned the oven. top to bottom. this way i felt i acheived sumthing and was reminded everytime i walked past it. make sense?

Forma Tranquil // Tranquil Form
… forma tranquilo.. dadme el silencio.. el agua, la esperanza.. dadme la lucha.. el hierro los volacanes.. acudid a mis venas y a mi boca.. hablad por mi palabras y mi sangre.. yo presigo una forma que no encuentra mi estilo, forma tranquilo.. …tranquil form.. give me silence.. water, hope.. give me struggle.. iron, volcanoes.. come into my veins and into my mouth.. speak through my words and my blood, tranquil form… .. . . .. …no quiere mas la silaba tardia, lo que trae y retrae el arrecife de mis recuerdos, la irritada espuma.. No quiere mas sino escribir tu nombre… Y Aunque lo calle mi sombrio amor mas tarde lo dira la primavera… .. . . .. …the world, it nolonger wants the slow-spoken syllable.. what the reef brings, brings back, from my memories, the churned foam..

Poetry
Late at night youare all I can think about. The pain I feel when I cannot talk to you. The fact that I miss you more and more with each passing moment. After such a short time of talking to you. The way I feel about you. The way my heart pounds when I hear you laugh.The true mate to my soul. If you can make my walls crumble after such a short time. But know my love is til the end of time. To the keeper of my heart, I love you, I think the good lord that I have found you. Sweet pain. Something that helps me realize that I am alive. The pain of missing a part of your heart. The pain of a love that could never be. The pain of a broken heart that will never mend. They say that pain is just a weakness leaving the body. So if pain helps my world go round. Then bring on the pain.

Funny Shit!!
According To http://www.wabg.com/NEWS05272009_WASHINGTON.htm LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT HAS BEEN BUSY WITH SEARCH WARRANTS ARRESTING SUSPECTS ON A VARIETY OF DRUG CHARGES. THROUGH THE EFFORTS OF WASHINGTON COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT'S NARCOTICS DIVISION AND THE GREENVILLE POLICE DEPARTMENT TWO MEN HAVE BEEN ARRESTED AND ANOTHER NOW BEING SOUGHT. FIRST UP WAS A SEARCH ON FRIDAY AT 640 HIBISCUS STREET IN GREENVILLE WHERE THREE OUNCES OF MARIJUANA AND $4,884 IN CASH WAS FOUND. 22-YEAR-OLD JAMES BOYD WAS ARRESTED AT THE RESIDENCE AND CHARGED WITH POSSESSION OF MARIJUANA WITH INTENT TO DISTRIBUTE. HE WAS ARRAIGNED ON TUESDAY AND IS NOW OUT ON A $5,000 BOND. THEN ON TUESDAY, AUTHORITIES EXECUTED A SEARCH WARRANT AT 424 FAIRVIEW STREET IN GREENVILLE AND FOUND A HALF POUND OF MARIJUANA AND $2,133 IN CASH. 22-YEAR-OLD DENNIS SMITH WAS ARRESTED AT THE RESIDENCE AND CHARGED WITH POSSESSION OF MARIJUANA WITH INTENT TO DISTRIBUTE. HE REMAINS IN THE WASHINGTON COUNTY JAIL PENDING AN ARRAIGNMENT HEAR

What Is Forgiveness
What is forgiveness?There's no one definition of forgiveness. But in general, forgiveness is a decision to let go of resentments and thoughts of revenge. Forgiveness is the act of untying yourself from thoughts and feelings that bind you to the offense committed against you. This can reduce the power these feelings otherwise have over you, so that you can a live freer and happier life in the present. Forgiveness can even lead to feelings of understanding, empathy and compassion for the one who hurt you. What are the benefits of forgiving someone?Researchers have recently become interested in studying the effects of being unforgiving and being forgiving. Evidence is mounting that holding on to grudges and bitterness results in long-term health problems. Forgiveness, on the other hand, offers numerous benefits, including: Lower blood pressureStress reductionLess hostilityBetter anger management skillsLower heart rateLower risk of alcohol or substance abuseFewer depression symptomsFewe

Smiling At People
Why do we as a society feel that we have to smile at another person when in passing? In my line of work I see a ton of people every day. I'm not going to smile at everyone that I see. Women feel that they have to smile or atleast say hi. The only problem with that is the fact that if you don't smile or say hi back you get a dirty look like you just gave her a shoulder check. If guys don't want to smile they will do the head nod. Everyone knows the nod, especially the people that don't like it. Women don't do the nod, unless they are big time tom boys. Ladies, feel free to use the nod. If you really want to me smile, smack my ass, have me smack your ass, show me your tits and I garuntee you I will smile. All I saying is don't get offended or pissed off at me if I don't smile back at you. There are many reasons for me not doing so. I'm busy with something at the moment, there is something else on my mind and I didn't notice you at all, or perhaps I'm just in a bad mood bitch and I

What's Ailing Me
In 2008 my doctor assured me that my long battle with anemia and painful heavy bleeding during my menstrual cycle would be over after a simple out patient procedure called Novasure. In medical terms it is a endometrial ablation. What was supposed to be a simple 90 second procedure that has turn into anything but simple. Two years later I am battling to find the reason why I am the exception to the rule. Bouncing from Doctor to Doctor having pain meds thrown at me and told they can’t find a reason for my pain. The only way to find out if I could have a severed nerve etc is to have a hysterectomy of which my insurance denied based on my age and that I only have one child. What is ironic is that this procedure causes you to just about become sterile with a less than 10 percent chance of conception and birth control to prevent this is more than just strongly recommend they almost insist on it. The reason for this well if you were to become pregnant if would cause life threatening c

The Importance Of Honesty In A Relationship
Honesty, Integrity, Loyalty; not quite grammatically correct, but to write it any other way diminishes the interdependence of three separate values that have no value without the others. That is not the difficulty with setting this triad as a basis for living. The difficulty is that the values conflict with social interaction. The conflict is not an intrinsic part of the values.The conflict is generated in the way the values are interpreted.At the risk of clich, take this example:Most of us will agree that honesty is a desirable quality in a friend and an invaluable necessity in a relationship. Yet, there are situations where we do not want brutal honesty.Q: Does this dress make me look fat? A1: Why yes dear, it does. A2: Not as much as the one with the horizontal stripes does. A3: Why no, it is quite slimming.The point is honesty has degrees. It has degrees because most people are afraid to ask honest questions and are even more afraid to be honest with themselves. From this, a decisi

Madly
When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, heir hearts beat faster and deeper than normal. There is nothing unusual, They stare deep into each others eyes, silently telling one another that there must be no lies, and if there will be love and lust, there must be between us trust. Standing there only inches apart, no one or nothing else could be heard, not even a weep nor even a bird. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, they fall head over heels, and not one feels like arguing, even when push comes to shove. You know the deal. They ignore it or them, and continue to pursue the other’s thoughts, and their feet seem like lead. Nothing or no one can separate them, no matter what they think or try to do. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, that when they stand so close together, not even an inch apart. Their eyes meet, and they can feel each others body heat, and so quiet, they can even here the thumpity thump of their hearts beat. Sunshine rain or sno

God
If there is ia Hell, and I KNOW THERES NOT, I would NEVER worship any so called god that put his children through that type of pain and torture. That is NO KIND of parental love. I would rather burn in Hell than worship a psychopath that would do that sort of thing. Aliens? I don't know...I know the Greys can be bastards but why would they be torturing people to that extent? this chick is 16 years old why is she on fubar?

My Plans For The Future
I've been doing a whole lot of thinking in the past hours, and I have an idea what I need to do. I need to fix myself before I help other people, cause I have a lot of growing up and learning to do. So I'm gonna just stay away from women and leave relationships alone until I get myself straighten up. So I'm not accepting any applications, I'm just gonna do me for now on, cause just like I said, I got a lot of growing up to do and a lot of soul searching cause I'm a real bad mess, and bad with women. I don't have any other choice. I smother them way too much and Amy's right. I should learn how to give people space. So I'm gonna work on myself and get therapy. I'm making things worse as it is, cause I'm bad at dealing with women or people in general.

Sports
I knew Jack for a number of years both on and off the ice. I can remember going to shinny games early and he and I would sit there against the glass watching the mites practice. Jack would have a gleam in his eye making him look so much younger than his age. We would sit there and tell jokes (most of them dirty) or a group of us would just listen to him talk of past playing days. His stories were always lucid and vivid, and so god damn funny. Jack Molt played hockey in 7 decades. But to hear him talk abut it, you could never tell. Dispite failing health he continued to lace the boots because it was his passion for the game that kept him young at heart. Sitting in those rink lobbies soaking up each story like a sponge was some of the best things about shinny hockey and I dearly miss that. I am not a religious man; but if there is a heaven, then I can see Jack, young and vibrant, sitting with Jesus telling hom story after story of his playing days with our pro team at the time. And Jesus

Consider This...
Seems like as many people as not have some kind of photo album dedicated to haters on this site. If you haven't seen them, you've likely at least seen a status message or blast dedicated to these people. From what I can tell, a 'hater' is a person who downrates or seems to arbitrarily flag photos as NSFW. What's constant is that the offended person feels that they've received unwarranted feedback or negative attention. With the confirmation of Sonya Sotomayer looming on the horizon, the Bill of Rights has been on my mind. It's almost a certainty that a reinterpretation of certain rights will follow sometime down the road, and I'm concerned that my worst-case-scenario may become a reality. However, the most uniformly defended right, and the one most universally accepted as inviolable, is freedom of speech. Almost to the point of taking it for granted, we accept that we may say whatever we want at any time, almost without consequence. While there are few exceptions to this paradig

True Friends
To be in loveWhat does that meanDoes love truly flowFrom sea to sea When you find the oneYou truly care aboutYeah, you will knowWithout a doubt To be in loveWhat does that meanJust you waitAnd you will see Nothing is to highNothing is to farAll you have to do is reachAnd you can grab the stars To be in loveWhat does that meanTo fall in loveWill set you free 06/02/98 Friends will comeFriends will go.True friendship, though,Comes from the Heart. Once a true friendAlways a true friendTrue friendship, of course,Never dies But if it never diesThen where does it lie?Does it lie in the mind or heart?Can anything ever tear it apart? True friends always careThey always listen to your troublesThough they may not have a solutionAtleast they take the time to share Having a true friendIs an honor to cherishIf ever you find oneDo not let him or her get away 11/17/92

Boston Sports
The arrival of spring awakens the citizens of Red Sox Nation and the annual quest for a World Series victory by the local nine. They began in 1901 as the Boston Americans of the newly formed American League. They won the first ever World Series in 1903 over the Pittsburgh Pirates. In 1908 they changed their name to the Red Sox. In 1912 they moved into brand new Fenway Park, where they still play today. In 1918, the Red Sox won their fifth World Series, thanks in part to a star lefty pitcher named Babe Ruth, who could also hit the 'you know what' out of the ball. Following the 1919 season, Sox owner Harry Frazee sold Ruth to the New York Yankees. For the next 86 years despite the enduring loyalty by Red Sox Nation the team suffered a variety of gut wrenching disappointments and no World Series victories. After the Babe's exile to New York, thirteen futile years followed including nine last place campaigns. A resurgence began in 1933 when millionaire Tom Yawkee purchased the team, re

For All The People Who Grew Up Between The 30s And 70s
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930 's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cup cakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,

Home
Home...I Just Want A Place...To Call Home...Again...A place I can breatheA place that is "Sancturary"A place to look forward to goingA place I won't be anyone...other than who I amA place that even with or without other people...I won't feel aloneDoesn't need to be much...I'm no princess...(not by a long shot...;)...)I don't care if I (we) struggle(I'm quite familiar with "that struggle")...And I dont care...Cuz I(we) can and always have gotten by...But...I don't wanna do it alone anymore...I need friends...I need love...I need to laugh...To smile...again.I know I need that...But...I know...I can't do it alone...anymore.I need some arms every now and again to help me up if I fall...(and everyone does)...I need them to be real...to be true...I need something to be there...and...stay there...without ever being taken away again...and...I wanna be able....to call it..."Home". (k...I'm done spewing...;)...but I meant every single word of it...the hell...if I didn't...) http://www.youtube

Dead Beat Parents - What You Young Parents Need To Pay Attention To..
Blog Edited To Reflect that there are dead beats on both sides of the equation. Not just fathers. Well for one..pick better partners..dont just drop ya drawz for anyone who comes along Be smarter than that. But when it comes to them taking care of a child after it is here,well you need to be aware of the many tricks they will use on you to avoid helping any at all. 1.First trick which is always the very first thing they do.. "Im not paying to take care of you,I will help the kid in any way. But you need to do this and that.." Then you never see any help from them. Its an excuse used to avoid helping. Using you as the reason. 2.They will become very dodgy,cant find em..they disappear into the woodwork. Dont worry the state governments in which you live can find anyone they want to if they are pushed by you to do so. So file for support against the parent and have them actively pursue them. Remember,they will not if you dont show the interest to do so. 3. They will act a

The First
As I walked up to the door, with my heart racing in anticipation, all I could think of was her beautiful face, as I had saw pictures of so many times. I rang the bell, and as I turned with nervous energy, it happened. She opened the door, and there was a sweet silence as our eyes met for the first time. The feeling of losing myself struck suddenly as I got lost in her chocolate brown eyes. I was mezmorized by her beauty. The way her hair flickered in the breeze, was like a swaying palm tree on a beautiful island. As she reached out to me and her hand touched mine, I felt an electricity, that I had never felt before, run through my veins like a flood. I softly placed my hand on the small of her back, and the other on the base of her neck, and pulled her ever so closely. I slowly placed my lips upon hers, as she softly let out a single sigh of passion, and we kissed as if there were no one else in the world who were meant to be there more than we were. As we ever so gently eased apart, I

Break Free
as the night slowly gave awayto a brand new morningmy eyes opened to abrand new beginning; trying to be what i am notI let you take over mecreeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness; as I see the reflection in the waterI look deep into the eyesthat longingly stare from within mehoping I would wake up from this slumber; always putting you in-front of me,I drew a false smile on my faceallowing you to do all that you wantedand never I stopped you; now, when its time to wake upI find myself bound tightby your love and affection that I thought was true; not wanting to be like this forever,I cut the shackles that bound meand broke free to live life,as its time to set things straight; Written By: Praveen

If I Fall Behind
We said we'd walk together baby come what may That come the twilight should we lose our way If as we're walkin a hand should slip free I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me We swore we'd travel darlin' side by side We'd help each other stay in stride But each lover's steps fall so differently But I'll wait for you And if I should fall behind Wait for me Now everyone dreams of a love lasting and true But you and I know what this world can do So let's make our steps clear that the other may see And I'll wait for you If I should fall behind Wait for me Now there's a beautiful river in the valley ahead There 'neath the oak's bough soon we will be wed Should we lose each other in the shadow of the evening trees I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me Darlin' I'll wait for you Should I fall behind

It Happens Again.... What Is Wrong With People???
www.wptv.com/content/news/indianriver/verobeach/story/Baby-left-in-hot-car-dies-in-Vero-Beach/Mr3SVqEHo0m440_Kizm_ig.cspx This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.

Torn Soul
Somewhere in the sand my soul was torn. Torn apart in a split second. I can still feel his skin next to mine. Lost in his eyes. I can't fix my soul now. Lost forever in the sand. Somewhere in another land. Written By: Me.

Songs
Lay down, your sweet and weary head.Night is falling. You have come to journey’s end.Sleep now, and dream of the ones who came before.They are calling, from across a distant shore.Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face?Soon you will see.All of your fears will pass away.Safe in my arms, you’re only sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.All souls pass.Hope fades,Into the world of night.Through shadows falling,Out of memory and time.Don’t say, We have come now to the end.White shores are calling.You and I will meet again.And you’ll be here in my arms,Just sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.Grey ships passInto the West. And dance your fina

Can't Wait Til September
So I'm just so excited today because the best show on TV is back with a new season in a few months. I have 4 shows that I bother to tivo, and this is one of them. If you've never caught it, you should!

Do You Mind Getting Fanned!
Hey everyone, I just ran into a peculiar situation, rare in fact, looking back at my weeks on Fubar. I rated and fanned someone, who got all upset about being fanned without having been asked 'permission' So, I'm checking to see how rare this is.... anyone out there want to be asked before they get fanned? if so how come? There may be a good reason, I don't realize yet, and I may not be the only one. I'm just asking, don't feel like you have to defend it. Anyone just happy to get fanned period! lol

Country Music 24/7
We would like to have every one come by and check out the SXR LOUNGE. We play country music 24/7 with live dj's. You can join the fun and make requests. Most of all we know how to play the new stuff no one has. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. DJ RENAGADE FOR SOUTHERNXTREMERADIO http://www.fubar.com/lounge/hitechspleasure

This Is So Fucking Cute!!
fuckn love this!! Current mood: amused . Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios.

Not Quite Sure
ever get the feeling ur mind/brain is taking a holiday? well i do, and mine is.........i feel like my mind is floating just in front of me, functioning fine but not totally in control, kinda like a dream, i was fine earlier, i aint been out today so theres no way i been spiked, not that a blog will shed any light but you never know...might hav happened to someone else. seem to be missing a few hours too, i dont think i fell asleep as i dont remember waking which makes it all the more surreal feeling. maybe im just tired, i dunno.

Keeping My Patience
K.eeping M.y P.atience I sat back for far too long filled with hesistancy and trepidation, a spectator on a battlefield in a world gone wrong whom held caring and consideration. silent and patiently I viewed those around me fall and still I remained focused, not getting caught up,sucked up in it all The need to intercede felt hopeless. It could've been simple to continue to watch the fall of the unprotected, but my patience and non judgementalism, that once directed and controlled my anger and had, allowed analysim, had now become affected So now I'm fighting not only on the

Leaving Fubar
It is time for me to leave fubar I have been on fubar for a really long time and I have seen alot of changes that I dont like so it is best for me to go and find somewhere else to hang out or find something else to do with my time. I have met alot of great people here and I will miss you all for those who wish to stay in contact with me here is my yahoo texaswildflower69@yahoo.com I donot cyber so dont add me if that is all you want! Christina

What Is A Second In Time?
What is Time? Times ia a dillusion of importance. A second in time is an eternity depending on what that second in time effect's it can be wasted and regreted along with horrible images that fill your head that would cripple a person of normal understanding, but no you are not a normal person. You are a person who realizes that time is a dellusion and that it"s only existence is to warp and bend and puppetier our very existence as human beings. What is a secomd in time to the average understanding person caught in the games that society like to play go here, must go there , have an appiontment in 10 minutes. This type of thinking has lead people to become mindless drones and I choose to fight against such an attack by not conforming to this Greek Tragety. I will not say what a second in time represent's for me becuase it is different for each person who posses this very question to there own selfs but I will say that I will choose very carefully how I spend a second becuase in the end

New Name Suggestions.
Ok so I am sitting here at work and I was just thinking it's time for a new name to be put on display but I am having trouble deciding what I should call my self from here on out. I was thiinking Lord Far Quaaad from shrek but only as a joke lol, because I'm not that tall lol. So I am asking my fellow fu friends to help me decide. Your Suggestions are needed so help out PLEASEEEEE!!!!!

Love
So im dating the most wonderful woman in the world. I cant wait till we finally get married. She makes life worth livin. With out her god knows where id be right now or even what id be doing, Rachel I LOVE YOU BABY. She says"Look baby I'm a rock star"Grabs my old guitarPlayin' it upside downDancin' aroundIn front of our tvI can't see the ballgameSo I just wave my lighter and sayYeah, rock on babyI'd rather watch you anywayBut when you're doneCan I come backstageAnd get you to sign your nameOn that zeppelin shirt of mine you're wearin'I'll never wash that thing againYeah and she's my kinda crazyThe little games she playsLord they'll never get oldShe's too cute to get on my last nerveThe way she throws her little fitsPokin' out her lip and bitin' mine when we kissThere ain't a fight that she can't winThat's my babyAnd she's my kinda crazyYou ought to see her in my pickupShe's gotta have that radio upBless her heart, she can't sit stillHead in my lap, bare feet on the windshieldSa

Sicktanick - Chapter One: The Doctrines Of The Damned
I wake up, I'm fuckin' covered in bloodI feel as if my body's burning and my eyes won't stay shutI think I'm dreaming but this feels so realThe last thing that I remember is the four step ritualHow can that be my body's suppose to be deadI gave my soul unto the Devil I'm suppose to have no life leftThere is a pain in my stomach and I'm feelin' so sickI open up my mouth to vomit and I feel like shitI feel drugged and I can't really walkSo I go to the door but the door is lockedAnd I fall to the ground now I hear no soundI think I'm deaf I can't hear there's no one aroundI try to get back up but my legs are paralyzedThat's when I saw the Demon standing right before my eyesI try to get up again but now I can't feel anythingFull paralysis has set in and I can't even screamScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can not, I can notScream!I'm lost I'm in the darknessInside this shell I'm heartlessI can not breath, I can not moveI can

Sicktanick - The Lament Configuration
Imagine for a second the affects of a toxinWith widespread panic all around people marchin'In defense of what they serve and protectBut what they serve and protect is full of lies that they disrespectImagine for a second that the people marchin'Were zombies infected with a neurotoxinDeveloped by thoseWho never seemed to opposeThey only seek to have us locked up and treated like animalsThey're hannibals, the political vandalsThe worse kind of people that you have in your scandalsThey're called humans, but I like to call them zombiesLocked inside a world lies their televisions what they watchin'Little do they know the man who stands all up on the buttonIt's just two years as a traitor for our final consumptionWhile the beast is in the sea, he's away in the bayAnd California disappears and we're left in dismayApocalypse year 2012Armageddon approaches because we're all going straight to hellApocalypse year 2012Ain't got no money, that's fine, why, cause you got a soul to sellApocalypse yea

In Love With A Stranger..
i've fallen for a stranger... my heart he has stolen, but he does not know. i wish i could tell him... but another has stolen his. i see him frolic with his new love, while i watch in agony as my heart shatters... tell me oh broken heart of mine, what am i to do? you tell me to forget, but how, when he shown me that i can love so deeply. how am i to forget when my heart yearns for his touch, his love, his very soul? i beg of you, do not wish me to forget, for i have fallen so terribly in love with a stranger. a stranger i can never have in my arms... i pray to the gods above. hear my pleas and answer my prayers, guide my forsaken lover to my tender, broken heart, for only he can heal the wounds that were unitentionally inflicted upon my soul... Sincerely yours, Raven Renae Cassiana

Who Knows Their Self Worth?
I've heard so many women talk about how they are not good enough for this guy or that guy. I even admit that I have said that about myself knowing damn well that I was more than good enough. That I may have been even too good for him. I found worth in myself. It wasnt something I found within a guy I was dating or the compliments given to me. It was something I found on my own when I finally realized that I am a better person than I gave myself credit for. Now I'm not some egotistical maniac thinking I am better than everyone. I am finally to the point where I love myself, and dont need to have someone love me so I feel worthy. So many have come and gone in my life. And those that have gone can stay gone. I dont need part time friends or lovers. I dont want crumbs, I want the whole enchilada. And if the person cant give it to me then I'm not settling for what they can give. I want it all, and I deserve it all. All women deserve that regardless of who they are. And to the m

The Cm400 Project
Alright. So I had a little down time today, which was nice. I decided to use it to do a couple things to the bike, get a better look at things, and I'm glad I took a better look. My rear tire has got to be replaced. No if's ands or buts about it. I have a replacement for it already though (cause I rock like that). I also just didn't like the way the fender on the front looked, so off with it! Then I got to thinking about the Tachometer, and why it wasn't working. After investigation, I discovered the cable was broke, so again, off with it and it's missing brother the speedometer! It was starting to come together, or come apart nicely, lol. The other day I was cruising around, just for fun, enjoying the sun. Sumbeach almost sideswiped me, so I got to thinking, how can I make myself more noticable? Then it hit me. Make it louder. How to do that? Mufflers. Lose them. Done. I uploaded a few more pics, so you all can see where we stand, and I uploaded a vid to youtube so y

Stuff
POEM – THE DASHThis poem was written by Linda Ellis. She wrote it while working at a company with a tense working environment. She saw people’s priorities were messed up. The bosses and her fellow employees were worrying far too much about what seemed to be unimportant in the larger scope of life. A letter was sent around her office written by a wife of an employee who was dying. Her words were: “Regrets? I have a few. Too much worrying! I worried about finding the right husband, and having children, being on time, being late and so on.It all works out and would have worked out without the worries or fears. If only I would have known then, what I know now. We all are going to die. Stop worrying, start loving and living.”The Dash – Linda EllisI read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of a friend.He referred to the dates on her tombstone from the beginning...to the end.He noted that first came the date of her birth and spoke of the f

Sicktanick - Various Other Songs
When you think of sucide tell me what you feelIs it a razor to your wrist or just another cap you wanna peelWhen you deal with the Devil your fate is sealedWhen you deal with something non existent it's like a gun for realThis is the tale of a mad man and a sad man who took the final stepAnd took the Devils hand and regretted it sinceBecause of insolence, he's the killer that ruled his world with an iron fistHis name is Andy, he was abused as a childBeatin' down in school, he lived a scrub lifestyleEven though he had a little money he never caredHe'd rather watch a horror movie and not be scaredOf the reality that's outside his roomA place of hatred, broken promises and eternal doomHe's consumed by these images of death and final restI guess when you break it down it's all he had leftSo one dark night he kissed his grandmother goodnightOnly to roam the back streets of the 505Heroin needles and junkies filled the back part of CentralHis heart was racing he was feeling criticalHe didn't

~ahhh~
What is your full name? Jimmy Foster What is your birthday? Nov 8 1972 What is your favorite color? Black Are you spoken for? No What is your biggest fear? Of the world my daughter is growing up in! What is your most embarrassing moment? Cant think of nothing of nothing off the top my head. Get back to ya on that lol! Do you love someone? Family yes. In love with someone no! Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? No! Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? No! Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? opposite sex ! If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? My Daughter! How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone? at least 13! What was your greatest wake up call in life? The birth of my daughter! How many children do you have? 1 Do you like sex? Oh Hell To The Yeah!! What is your favorite position? 69 How many sexual partners have you been with? 8 What is the kinkiest place you've ever had sex? on the

Some Poetry.....yes, I Write
I laugh at your painI rejoice in your agonyI revel in your shameI am giddy with your lack of visionI have taken my timeWaited and waited, patientlyWatching, observingListening, and sniffing the air for weaknessThe moment has comeYou do not see meI strike like a virus, unbiddenInfecting you with the impurities of this worldYou no longer have directionEvery decision you make is wrought with idiocyYou lash out at others, thinking they are the reasonYou fool, you think you are in controlI will bleed you dryAnd revel in the stink of your decayI will make you sufferAnd mock you while you wallow in self pityI will make you hateFill you further with the sins of this worldI will make you my puppetAnd take your free will like a thiefYou will become the hatedYou will vomit volumes of illegitimate babblePeople will become disgusted with youAnd those that take pity on you, will soon see you are not worthy of itYou inbred offspringYou waste of spermYou now have nothing to offerYou are nothing to beg

Open Letter From A Witch.
An Open Letter from a Witch:I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches.The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend from

Just A Thought
I have been on this site for almost 4 years.And every month I see things getting worse and worse with the self centered,gift grubbing,point whores on this site."Buy me a Bling pack or Auto 11's.And I'll give you access to my NSFW photo's" Who gives 2 shits about giving you anything to see your nude photos?I have enough nudes from women on this site to wallpaper the Empire State Building.And it cost me nothing! Why because they were my friends and family.I have never bought gifts or Bling for anyone because they demanded it.I bought these things because I WANTED to.And there are several women on this site that need a serious reality check.Right now Hard To Handle is having a war with some Sap about rating and fanning profiles.And claiming that she is the Queen/Boss of this site.Let me remind you about MISS CHERRY (Angel)She was and always will be #1 on this site.No woman will ever top her numbers.And when she left this site she was NUMBER 1 !And I had the privlage of being her friend an

Cold Fire
It was long after midnightWhen we got to unconditional loveShe said, 'Sure, my heart is boundlessBut don't push my limits too far'I said, 'If love was so transcendentI don't understand these boundaries'She said, 'Just don't disappoint meYou know how complex women are'I'll be aroundIf you don't let me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don't let me downIt was just before sunriseWhen we started on traditional rolesShe said, 'Sure, I'll be your partnerBut don't make too many demands'I said, 'If love has these conditionsI don't understand those songs you love'She said, 'This is not a love songThis isn't fantasyland'Don't go too farA phosphorescent wave on a tropical sea is a cold fireDon't cross the lineThe pattern of moonlight on the bedroom floor is a cold fireDon't let me downThe flame at the heart of a pawnbroker's diamond is a cold fireDon't break the spellThe look in your eyes as you head for the door is a cold fireI'll be aroundIf you don't push me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don

My Life
I just got off the phone with my son.For those that don't know me that well, I hardly get to see him. I seen him the day before easter and had him one day after The Fourth of July, and that has been it. I try to call him as much as I can. I believe part of it was because I wasn't working. It seemed like everytime I called, they had plans that was more important than him spending time with me. The rest of the time, it was my fault, I didn't have the money to go get him, take him out and do things. Sometimes I do wonder if he would be better off without me in his life. I always wanted to be more of a father than what I had, and I don't really feel like I'm doing a good job at that. I love my son, if I ever loved anyone in my life, it's him, he's the one good thing I've done in life and as I sit here and type these words tears are falling from my eyes just thinking about me not being in his life at all, I don't want to think about that. He starts school this Thursday, and is going to me

How I Feel
“I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots. And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick - it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh - even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.”

Roxybaby Is Gemini!
Roxy is a GeminiMay 21 - June 21 Gemini is the third Sign of the Zodiac, and those born under this Sign will be quick to tell you all about it. That's because they love to talk! It's not just idle chatter with these folks, either. The driving force behind a Gemini's conversation is their mind. The Gemini-born are intellectually inclined, forever probing people and places in search of information. The more information a Gemini collects, the better. Sharing that information later on with those they love is also a lot of fun, for Gemini’s are supremely interested in developing their relationships. Dalliances with these folks are always enjoyable, since Gemini’s are bright, quick-witted and the proverbial life of the party. Even though their intellectual minds can rationalize forever and a day, Gemini’s also have a surplus of imagination waiting to be tapped. Can a Gemini be boring? Never! Since Gemini’s are a mix of the yin and the yang, they are represent

The Ceiling Of My Debris
Dreams come true because of youyour my perfect sunshine timefrom climbing trees to playing with skies your my perfectfrom laughter to the talk about our futureyour my perfectmy sole matewild and crazy statemy grateful baby loveso humblemy perfectwe've grown so muchour love so strongand always hit tin bongstogether foreverwhat ever we want to do we dowere ever we want to go we gowhat ever we want we getWere Engels of the skyand the Owls eye your my perfect You are the light in the dark room. You are the train that arrives soon. You are the handshake between friends. You are the song that everyone likes. You are the spice that senses entice. You are the sanctuary of strength not used. You are the vibration to which I attune. Richard LeBlanc (c) 2009 Culminating in the ceiling of my debris. She churns out the language of disgust. Well coordinated, directly at my chest. Fearful, she be not, to her consequences. The payoff is, a trifecta of somothered love. Who cares about my

Leveling Hints
Must rate 100 different members a rating of 1.Members must be at least level 20 and online.Requirement must be completed as of 8-06-2009. i learned a new thing about this today from Bashfullhunk! you can rate someone with autos on a 1 and it still counts so no down rating needed! Mr. Sunshine

Why I Refuse To Live In The States!
To Disarm The People Sponsored by The People's Dominion You Be The Judge and Jury is a FREE on-line book exposing the acts of rebellion, sedition, insurrection and treason being committed by the Federal Reserve Banks, IRS, U.S. Government against We the People. The United States Government, Federal Reserve Banks, IRS, Internal Revenue Service, the President, Congress, the Supreme Court, the Governors, lawyers, judges, FBI, and CIA have been committing treason, rebellion, insurrection, and waging war against its people under the War Powers Act of 1917, as amended, March 9, 1933. It's all right here in black and white! To Disarm The People offers further proof of the Crimes being committed. God, Satan "The Illuminati" and Bible Prophesy Exposed! The defendants in the case are the Board of Governors Federal Reserve Banks, IRS and the United States Government et al. You be the Judge and Jury! The final verdict of Guilt or Innocen

Gtalk Randoms
Changed the names to protect identities 3:02 PM guyiworkwith: I haven't been paying attention to google talk! you sensitive little girl, maybe later we should go out and find a dress on sale, maybe that'll make you feel better 3:04 PM me: talking smack from behind the anonymous computer screen only works if the person doesnt know where you are... least you not forget i have no problems pummeling you guyiworkwith: you're a girl 3:05 PM me: your a dead man ....look behind you guyiworkwith: and you have boobs me: magnificant boobs guyiworkwith: booby mosley me: boobs that you can never have the glory of nuzzling SPELL MY NAME RIGHT DICK 3:06 PM 12 years.. holy christ on a stick... with nails\ guyiworkwith

"the Real Thing" Faith No More Song
Right now....where I am on things this song exemplifies my feelings as of right now on things as I reflect back on the life I've come to know,a lot of the words in this song describes my outlook and how I feel about the journey I've had and just what it is I'm facing,ESPECIALLY the last 5 lines of the song,only a few of you may know what I'm talking about but thats where I'm at right now. The Real Thing I know the feelingIt is the real thingThe essence of the truthThe perfect momentThat golden momentI know you feel it tooI know the feelingIt is the real thingYou cant refuse the embrace...Its like the pattern below the skinYou gotta reach out and pull it all inAnd you feel like youre too closeSo you swallow another doseThe pinnacle of happinessFilling up your soulYou dont think you can take any moreYou never wanna let goTo touch the roots of experienceThe most basic ingredientsTo see the unseen glitter of lifeAnd feel the dirt, grief, anger and strifeChe

Idfk
ok imma get this shit off my cest don't give a fuck who is anyone reads this but be forwarned I can't spell k... ok well in november 2005 I watched my first born son Jake take his last breaths he died of sssids which ultmately made my ex Susan kill heself since then my life has been a mess 2 years later I was driving in west monroe louisiana when an 18 wheeler knocked me off the highway killing miss Marry horrablle disfiguring my ex who shattered her hand, spine, tail bone blowing an overy, cutting her liver, put her into a coma for 2 weeks now I don't like to drive I'm scared to get into relationships and when I do I get fucked over like last year moved in with this "friend" who steals my idenity cops won't help then got with tis bitch Allissia over the summer fell inlove se cheats on me with 2 ppl we split I go to job corps about feb this year idfky but I got back with her gave up job corps all the promises she spit were nice shoulda known better really and now idfk what to do wish

Sisterhood Of The Traveling Butterflys
THIS IS HOW IT IS AND I LOVE IT SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING BUTTERFLIES THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT........ Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have

My Natal Chart Analysis
Rising Sign is in 14 Degrees Aquarius You like new ideas and concepts, but you prefer to discover them by yourself -- it is not easy for others to convert you to anything. You form your own opinions, but once you do form them, you then want to convince everyone else that they are correct. Try to be more tolerant of the opinions of others. You have a deep and abiding interest in science, mathematics, and the great social problems of the day. Very sympathetic toward the downtrodden, equality is your battle cry! You demand that those in authority be fair to all. You are an intellectual -- emotions and emotional people are difficult for you to understand. You are known for being calm, cool, detached and objective. Sun is in 06 Degrees Sagittarius. Very fun-loving, spirited and energetic, you have a huge reservoir of physical energy within you that needs to be released. As such, exercise or sports are very important to you. Quite gregarious, you enjoy being with other people, but yo

Crazy For Him
Well Im not big on telling all my stuff on my profile so I thought Id write a blog about me and sum of who I am. My names Nikki Im 20 gonna be 21 in October. I love my southern roots but basically Im an all out West Virginian Girl wit a southern twist. lol. Im in love with the most wonderful guy on here hes known as Dark Cloud but in rl hes the guy known as my baby . Im fuckin crazy for him and am totally in love. Hes sweet and carring and sumtimes I sit and wonder what good thing Iv done to diserve him. Im a crazy and funny funsized women with alot of love in me . But I can be an ice queen hints one of my nicknames cause apperently im just so evil lol. And all I gots ta say is if you dont like me I rlly dont gives a sheet. lol. ok yall Im blowing this blog so later. Well my last blog was a lil different than this one. Right now my life is great and Im completely happy in mostly every way. Iv got a great boyfriend and he means the world to me hes my everything. I dont know how I got h

Dear Sir
I DO NOT WANT !! "i do not want to be the leader. i refuse to be the leader. i want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. i want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. i don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman i want to be dominated. i don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that i am capable of doing, but i am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. "— Anais Nin - ripped apart, torn to shreds, i cant begin to tell You what's going on in m head hold me accountable, for i need to be, with all my faults that You see in me each smile You give me is a lesson You've taught, each frown i see is one i haven't got. I need to show You, i need You to know, that am here for You, from the depths of my soul. I doubt myself in times li

Storys Written By Moi.
Sleep didn't last too well for him. The vivid dreams and memories of what was passed through the subconscious process of his thinking, driving him into a dark hell where mercy no longer existed. There was no Auntie Cherrie, no way to get back to the radio to call for help. Just him and the reaper. For a while, he did sleep. It was something that had pulled him in with a twisting effect, spiraling into the confines of darkness where the dreamless venture unfolded to an unkind monstrosity. He could see his mother standing there, holding her arms out to him. She had a smile on her face- But that was the last thing he remembered before the phone began to ring somewhere. It was a battle of awareness and mechanical function as he was pulled from such a sweet slumber. His eyes snapped open and for a moment, the reaper was staring him in the face. He rolled over to his side and reached for the cell phone that lay resting on the stand. The number was blurry as he tried to focus but he still a

Saying Good Bye To The Past
Saying good bye to the past is a very painful and yet very conforting at the same time.. Yesterday I went to see my ex, yeah the married ex.. I know I know.. that was stupid enough, but I wanted to see if there was still something there. I wanted him to touch me..I wanted him to hold me.. I wanted him to look at me like he did before..but he didn't. He looked at me like he didn't even know me.. Like I was a couch, chair.. or whatever.. i admit..I still have feelings for him..it wasn't the same anymore. Absolutely nothing was the same. The feel, the vibe sort of thing. (sorry, throat is sore, trying not to cry here)...I guess he really is the past.. he's married..I guess I really wasn't his girl..I was just a whatever you want to call it.. but I was sooooooo deeply in love with him.. We made plans on living together.. I was ready to live with him..but I guess those plans were nothing more than a dream and he had no right talking that way...or planning a future with me in it.. Since

Stories
The Journeyby Bob Geesn4/10/10 I went to walk along the wayIt was a bright warm sunny beautiful dayThere were many people bustling about in a hurry, angry, and many shoutThings were not pretty on that roadI felt as I were being prodded with a goadThings got uglier along that wayI felt destruction emanated for me that dayThen up a head I saw off to the side a narrow gateStanding there was a friendly faceHe invited me in with a warm smileAsked me to walk with him for a couple of milesHesitantly I turned to accept his offerI was afraid that I get lose my and never profferIt was peaceful and calm as we went our wayEach step felt guided as a new peace surrounded me that dayThe road was straight and easy to walk as I followed HimI noticed that is was quiet and there was no longer a dinSo I looked back to see where we had beenTo my surprise I saw only one set of tracksMy burdens felt lifted from off my backThen I looked into that smiling faceI knew then I had found my Savior that dayWhat see

To The Chill And Rush Of Morning...
You don't have a face, you are nary an idea, I know what you will be like, magic, gorgeous to me, you will have a wonderful smile, the kind that lights up a room, you will be light and graceful, we will enjoy one another, want to talk to each other, we'll hold hands and embrace warmly, you will fit perfectly in my arms, when we cuddle you will make me tingle, I will stroke your hair as I pull you close, yer kiss will make my heart scream, and each goodbye will be agony, I know you exist, I may or may not know you, I dream of you, you are in store windows, reflected in creeks and lakes, I saw you yesterday in the rain, you were dancing and so alive, moving, turning, all I could do is smile at a phantom image, I have a longing deep inside to find you, but I never look, I will know, the day I meet you, the day you reveal who you are, I will know it is you, and I will secretly, and softly, in my soul, introduce myself to you, and I will know where foreve

To All My Fufriends...
It has been a very long year for me and thank you for your comments and such. I am sorry not to have been here more for everyone. I Lost my mother the week of Thanksgiving last year do to a long illness and I am taking it slowly day by day. So just be there and know that any emails you send I do read even if its just a few min. at the email. I hope to be able to get back to the chatting and such soon. :)

Wtf Is With All The Chain Letters
I don't whats up with all the chain letters as of late that is why i hate giving out my email. Once i sent this out all that junk stopped coming .. so if you get these please feel free to pass it on.... Hello, for you that don’t know my name is Morphy, I am suffering from rare and deadly diseases, a suck ass job, lack of sexual activity, fear of being kidnapped and executed by anal electrocution, and guilt for not sending out 90 billion fucking forwards chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them, they will be handsomely rewarded by MicroShit. Or that a poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a traveling freak show. Do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How fuckin stupid are we? " Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by

Life Sux
OK well let's see I was raised by my grandparents so I am very closeI to them. We have already gone through one horrible dragon with my grandmother (breast cancer) luckily she is a fighter and beat it. Now my grandpa has been diagnosed with cancer in his throat and we just got the news that he will be needing radiation and chemo. Which I know is good cause he too is a strong fighter, but we go next week so they can do a test to see if the cancer has spread. If things were bad enough for him, last week when he went for his catscan on his neck they ended up finding much much more. They found that he was bleeding from his brain. They said it is old so there was no need for action. I am writing this to ask all my friends in FULAND for their prayers!! We have been through so much all this happened in but 1 fckn year!! I am just sooo exhausted from worrying that I can't sleep very well anymore. Well my friends please pray for my grandfather if you have a chance... xoxoxo Laura ~aka~ MSMYSTI

I Disagree With Management Over The Use Of Picture Of Gun Pointed At Kitten....
I think that it is disgusting that management has to go so low as to use violence against animals to try to get us to invite our friends. I, for one, will NOT invite friends under such circumstances.

Saving Home Health Care
Congress is proposing to drastically reduce Medicare reimbursement for home health services to the chronically sick and elderly. They plan on cutting $57 billion out of the Medicare home health benefit over 10 years. Home health represents only 4.5% of the total Medicare budget, but 11% of the proposed total cuts. Home health is a key solution for lowering the cost of health care. It is the most cost effective way to care for the sick and elderly. More importantly, the sick and elderly want to stay in their home. They recover more quickly at home with family and friends. Without home health care, seniors will be readmitted into hospitals and transferred to nursing homes, both of which will put a greater financial burden on our Medicare system. To help save the concept of Home Health Care, add your name to the petition to Congress at: http://www.wecansavehomehealth.org/

Pain
So many people in the scene LOOK AT life like a joke But then I met you just when I was losin' hope You appeared in a cloud of smoke You don't look like Aaliyah but your rockin' my boat So you can take me to a punk rock paradise Thats about the time I get lost in your eyes CAUSE I want you, I want what you got Just the thought of it is makin' me hot So baby don't stop I could have you on the bottom and you'd still be on top Just dirty little kids in a crib full of sex toys Got the walls padded from the back to the front So me and babygirl can get as loud as we want Said I love you so much you dirty little --- I LIKE it when you smack me and call me a PUNK And for the first time in my life, I said I feel so alive My whole life has changed before my very eyes Love is in the air, you're like the answer to my prayers All I wanted was a girl that could really take me there NOW ya do, that ya do, that ya do.. I must of met a million girls but I want you. Love is in the air, you're like the

Taxed 2 Death !
The Tax PoemAt first I thought this was funny...then I realized theawful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end!Tax his land,Tax his bed,Tax the tableAt which he's fed.Tax his tractor,Tax his mule,Teach him taxesAre the rule.Tax his work,Tax his pay,He works for peanuts anyway!Tax his cow,Tax his goat,Tax his pants,Tax his coat.Tax his ties,Tax his shirt,Tax his work,Tax his dirt.Tax his tobacco,Tax his drink,Tax him if heTries to think.Tax his cigars,Tax his beers,If he criesTax his tears.Tax his car,Tax his gas,Find other waysTo tax his ass.Tax all he hasThen let him knowThat you won't be doneTill he has no dough.When he screams and hollers;Then tax him some more,Tax him tillHe's good and sore.Then tax his coffin,Tax his grave,Tax the sod inWhich he's laid.Put these wordsUpon his tomb,'Taxes drove meto my doom...'When he's gone,Do not relax,Its time to applyThe inheritance tax.Accounts Receivable TaxBuilding Permit TaxCDL license TaxCigarette TaxCorporate Income TaxDog L

Please Read And Let This Guy Have It For Me
I was nice and i have been letting people see my NSFW pics when they ask well i got burned by this guy i was nice he asked to see i let him see he made a pic out of one of my pics without asking and he told me to look at it so i did he said i could rip it if i wanted i told him to delete it and he did well i go back onto his page after about 10 min and he put it back on there for everyone to see after telling me he deleted it so thats why it is hard to trust guys on here and thats why i am going to start charging to see my NSFW pics again at least i get sumthing out of it if this happens again idk i am just really pissed and if u could tell this guy what u think of him i would really appreciate it thanks for listening guys xoxoxo. http://www.fubar.com/user/2168209

30 Songs & Artists
Here's a new one for you to play along with. You get to pick 30 of your favorite songs, but here's the catch - you must pick 30 DIFFERENT ARTISTS in random order. So, if you have an absolute favorite, you are only allowed to pick ONE SONG by them that you love and move on. 1. Pantera- This Love2. Black Label Society - Fire It Up3. N.I.N - Something I Can Never Have 4. Iced Earth - The Phantom Opera Ghost 5. The Doors - Wishful Sinful6. GWAR - Sexacutioner7. HellYeah - Star8. Jack Off Jill - Nazi Halo9. Lil Wayne - Prom Queen10. Lillasyster - Umbrella11. Linda Strawberry - Fuck You I'm Beautiful12. Marcy Playground - Saint Joe On The Catholic School Bus13. Metallica - Harvester Of Sorrow14. Megadeth - Tornado Of Souls15. Slayer - I'm Gonna Be Your God16. Ministry - So What17. Mudvayne - Determined18. Bad Company - Shooting Star19. Alice In Chains - Wrong20. Paramore - Decode21. In Flames - Alias22. AC/DC - If You Want Blood23. Down - Beautifully Depressed24. The Beatles - I Want You (S

Life As According To Al
Myself, as to me from a child, was very much the fighter,,and do as I pleased,,But at a younger age I knew little. I at age 10 was abused by my 4rth grade teacher. Didn't know right from wrong back then as now parents are well taught than they were back then...Once there was a sayin if you cant trust ur parents or whatever to talk you your teacher. I fear these words now as teachers can be the most corrupt ones as Many,,,and here we do lie now in the media where much is brought to hype about those now but werent back then. I was Brutally beat upon by a punk I did not know or he did not know me, too I was supposed to be dead as my kin was awared of my hope for survival wasnt a chance.Or they were told If I lived I'd be a veggy for life. I'm called a miracle,,as I did live ,,am far from a veggy,,but do have numbness in my tongue,,and my left hand, also. Something ive had to live with the whole time ive been alive... My younger son was an allstar athlete in football, basketball an

The Book Of Black Dreams
Their Hidden Place I have seen much unmeant for mortal eyes in my wanderings beneath that dark and forgotten city. It is not the splendours of Irem that haunt my dreams with this madness, but another place, a place shrouded in utter silence; long unknown to man and shunned even by ghoul and nightgaunt. A stillness likened to millions of vanished years pressed with great heaviness upon my soul as I trod those labyrinths in terror, ever fearing that my footfalls might awaken the dread architects of this nameless region where the hand of time is bound and the wind does not whisper Great was my fear of this place, but greater was the strange sleep -like fascination that gripped my mind and guided my feet ever downwards through realms unknown. My lamp cast it's radiance upon basalt walls, revealing mighty pillars hewn surely by no human hand, where curiously stained obelisks engraved with frightful images and cryptic characters reared above me into the dar

Franks Measeges
my space.com is the place u can find me there or facebook is the place u can find me there u can get free yahoo acunt send e mail and talk im is there any pa ladys whant to chat with me if so im me its fmingora@yahoo.com or frkm51@aol.com hi ladys i like new friends like to chat to nice ladys hers my yahoo measenger acunt ok fmingora@yahoo.com just add me ok hi ladys wana chat with nice guy from bethlehem pa i have yahoomeassenger its fmingora@yahoo.com give me shout

Disheartened
Disheartened Alone in my room, What else is new? Does anyone care? Or have a clue. Thoughts overwhelming, Dare not go out, Insecurity, Clouded by doubt. Your slight betrayal, Thinking of you, Convey my feelings, Can I get through? Begin a new day, I play my part, Time to move forward, Where do I start?

Albert
A woman in a grocery store happens upon a grandfather and his poorly behaved 3 year-old grandson. It's obvious to her that Gramps has his hands full with the child screaming for candy in the candy aisle, cookies in the cookie aisle; same for fruit, cereal and soda in their respective aisles. Meanwhile, Gramp s is working his way around, saying in a controlled voice, "Easy, Albert, we won't be long -- easy, boy." Another outburst, and she hears Gramps calmly say, "It's okay, Albert, just a couple more minutes and we'll be out of here. Hang in there, boy." At the checkout, the little terror is throwing items out of the cart, and Gramps again in a controlled voice is says, "Albert, Albert, relax buddy, don't get upset. We'll be home in five minutes; stay cool, Albert." Very impressed, the woman goes outside where Gramps is loading his groceries and the boy into the car. "You know, sir, it's none of my business, but you were amazing in there. I don't know how you did it. T

Funny Story
ok funny story: When me and my ex would do standing doggy she would quif. So one night I had been drinking and she starts quifing, so i start to call her Quiffer Sutherland.Looking back I think she may have been retarded because she didnt get it. Just thought I would share that tidbit with y'all.

Hyboria
I have lived most of my life on the outskirts of Chicago, yet my dreams always take me to giant icy peaks, dense forests, and seering deserts. Whether I am clad with loinskin cloth, or full plate armor, the dreams are the same. Some insurmountable obstacle; a beast laying waste to a village, or a host of armored enemies glittering in the sun as we rush towards one another. The aspect of danger, and the very anti-thesis of what being civilized means. This refelcts in my writings; always the hero against an entity that confounds reason, which he eventually triumphs over. I absolutely believe I was born too late in history; romance in the world has all but disappeared. Now, the 4 corners of the earth are reachable with a mouseclick.

Deadpool Psa's
HEY DEADPOOL HERE!, WAS WONDERING IS IT JUST ME OR DO YOU GET BORED JUST RATING PICS I KNOW DO! RATING EVEN THE HOTTEST OF HOT GIRLS CAN BECOME TIRESOME & TEADIOUS{UNLESS IT NSFW THOSE NEVER GET OLD} ANYWAY IT CAME TO ME THAT IF I MAKE IT FUN! THEN I GET MORE RATES AND THEREFORE MORE POINTS SOON I'LL BE RICHER THAN TONY STARK!, OR THAT BRUCE WAYNE GUY WITH THE BIG EARS {DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A STYLE CALLED CORPORATE GOTH!, BUT IT WORKS FOR HIM!} SORRY BACK TO MY POINT! I FIGURED IF LET PEOPLE WRITE CAPTIONS FOR SOME OF MY HILARIOUS ANTICS THEN I'D CHOOSE THE BEST ONE{S} AND BUY THEM A GIFT IF I LIKE THEM ALL THEN ALL OF THEM GET GIFTS EVERYONE WINS! SO IT'S SIMPLE WHEN YOU RATE MY PICS JUST LEAVE A FUNNY COMMENT & IF I LIKE IT I'LL BUY YOU A GIFT!

Dark Days....
Have you ever noticed how the littlest thing you say could do more damage to someone than good, weather you meant it or not??? the littlest thing you say can set someone back on years of depression and anger... the years they worked so hard to block out so it doesnt effect their every day life... it truely bothers me that there are people who dont think twice about what they say first.... granted, ive had my share of times ive spoke before i thought, and i would step up and apologize about what i said or what i did.... but there are people who are just so heartless that what they say, even after they find out how much what they said hurt someone, they still cant and wont step up and apologize.... i dont get that.... yeah ima bitch, and ill admit it right off hand and i dont care.... but..... ive never been able to be heartless like that..... then there are the people who were your "friends" who thinks you should have taken what was said as a joke..... and its hard to get people to u

Weekly Events
So, I've had a serious family emergency that required my immediate attention. Long story short, my son is in a specialized school & my sister was supposed to cover his enrollment fee of $300 for this semester, but wasn't able to as she just got laid off. So I had to pay for it. Normally, this wouldn't be a problem, as I send money to her for his needs monthly. But this surprise addition to the regular funding I send really hit me in the pocket hard. I had intended to buy some v.i.p.'s for a few friends in need, & do my normal weekly double-bombing, but obviously wasn't able to. Well the backlash from this was unexpected, sadly. It's actually possible I may have lost some friends because of it. But as a good friend just told me, if what I can buy for someone is the extent of what my our friendship is, then they're not a true friend after all. Anyway, I'll be back to bombing & blinging next Thursday/Friday, as normal...just needed to get that off my chest. Lets So I've only recently

K.l.a
if god hadnt created the universe, i wonder wat else he would have done. course we wouldnt be alive but i dont think we would care because we woudnt even exist to care in the first place. hmm....i wonder how other religions came to be and why. i wonder why god made us to choose one or the other. im not looking for answers cuz in this world in these times who really knows.

True Friends
True friends invite you over, fake friends screw you over. True friends always got your back, fake friends are haterz who want to walk in your tracks. True friends will do what it takes to see you happy, fake friends always want to see you sad. True friends has two shoulders for you to cry on, fake friends will see you crying and have the nerve to ask you for a loan. True friends will be there for you in life as you succeed, fake friends only come around when their broke ass is in need. To all my true friends i will love you for all eternity, To all my fake friends, get the f**k out of my life, your broke ass face I dont want to see!

Helpful Stuff
ive been working on computers 20 plus years since i was very young ,other people contrube things they are talented at so this is my contrubution .now i cant give the links in here ive tried and fu says they block links in blogs so im going to give you some site names to google antionline this is a great site it is a online community where alot of white hats and other computer experts come together to share and exchange knowlesge its not limited to secuirty feild althouth that is the main focus of the site , freecreed this is a good yahoo related site with such things as links to other useful sites on everything remotley related to yahoo also included are arcives of old messy builds various other programs some not related to yahoo at all theeldergeek this is a great site i know such a wide ranging amount of stuff its impossible to remember stuff so i go to this site alot when repairing windows computers i use it on a regular basis its the most comprehensive windows related site ive

Truth About Nsfw Pics Of Self
Hello fu-friends, I am writing this blog after being pressured by friends to do so. I have a good friend who was a School teacher (I use the term "was" ) as she was recently terminated from her position after almost 10 years of dedicated service. Apparently several years ago when she was getting her graduates degree in Education she ran across tough times and decided to try to make a little extra money by selling some nude pics of herself. Well recently she was heading up a PTA meeting when one of the parents who just happend to work for a publisher recognized her. That following Monday she got a call from the School Board Superintendent and was called into a private meeting. She said when she went into the office there was a manila folder on the desk and across the table was the head of the PTA. They pushed the folder across the table to her and asked her to look at the picture and verify wether the person in the photos was her. To her horror when she opend the folder it was her nud

Life
What is Chaos? A life without meaning? A heart bearing scars but has felt no pain. A thought sparked from a mind with no focus. What gives a life meaning? Inspiration? Hope? Love? Dreams? No. Only chaos. Simple chaos. Chaos brings emotion. Emotion triggers action. Hope inspires more actions. Actions resorts to more chaos. Each action takes thought. Thoughts flood a mind with no control. No control is chaotic. Multiple thoughts form dreams. Dreams inspire hope. Without hope, life is simple. There is no chaos. Life has no meaning. Without chaos, there can only be peace. Peace is thought to be enriched with happiness. Peace without happiness leads to loneliness. Loneliness ends where happiness begins. Love is happiness. Love is uncontrollable. Love sparks new emotions. Love is chaotic. Life is simply chaotic. Full of Hope. Of Love. Of Inspiration. Of Dreams. We cant control our thoughts. We cant control our emotions. We cant control what inspires us. We cant control what we dream. We ca

"mfkn" If You Don't Know
I have heard alot about MFKN and didn't know nothing about them.. Now that i have read the MFKN home page i have learned alot. I have been prospect for 2 days and and have had more fun checking them out and adding them than i have ever had on fubar.. They are a great family, if you have heard anything negative about them don't listen i suggest u check out MFKN homepage and find out for yourself. You dont know what you are missing. It's all about respect, loyalty, and trust, everyone helps everyone. How can you not like a group of ppl like that.. Stop by and check them out for yourself..... If you are MFKN and are reading this YOU PPL ARE AWESOME AND I LOOK FORWARD TO MEETING YALL. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE HELP AND SUPPORT...

I Want
Iwant... Someone who will love me for me,faults and all... Someone who can't fall asleep without being his last call... Someone who wants to be my last goodnight and my first hello... Someone who will hold my hand and not let go... Someone who... means it when he says i will leave you never... Someone who looks into my eyes and sees his forever....

Obama's 5 Big Lies On Healthcare
Are Obama and his friends taking you as a fool? You have to wonder what they really think about the intelligence of the American people. Obama repeatedly has out-and-out lied about his healthcare plan. Here are just 5 of the big whoppers. Lie #1: 'You Keep Your Doctor, You Keep Your Insurer' This is a complete fabrication. Under plans Obama has backed in the House and the Senate, almost any business can opt their employees into the "public option" — the government health plan. That means you could lose your insurer. And if your doctor is worth his salt, you'll lose him or her as well. Why? Because great doctors probably will not want to get the very low rates the government will pay private doctors who are part of the new government system. So, without your consent, you very easily could lose your insurer and your doctor. Lie #2: The Elderly Will Not Face Rationing or Medicare Cuts More baloney. In fact, just last week, The New York Times, a very liberal and very pro-

One
Tag a bunch of people, answer each with one word. Cept the three word ones. Erm...yeah. Where is your cell phone....................Desk Your hair.......................................Messy' Your father....................................Dunno Your favorite thing............................Music Your dream last night.........................Vivid Your favorite drink............................Coke Your dream/goal...............................Happiness The room you are in...........................Kitchen Your fear........................................Unloved Where do you want to be in 6 years........Happy Muffins..........................................7-11 One of your wish list items...................Stuff Where you grew up............................Brooklyn The last thing you did...........................Burped What are you wearing..........................Smile Your TV...........................................Inside Your pets..............................

Auburn Creed
THE AUBURN CREED I believe that this is a practical world and that I can count only on what I earn. Therefore, I believe in work, hard work. I believe in education, which gives me the knowledge to work wisely and trains my mind and my hands to work skillfully. I believe in honesty and truthfulness, without which I cannot win the respect and confidence of my fellow men. I believe in a sound mind, in a sound body and a spirit that is not afraid, and in clean sports that develop these qualities. I believe in obedience to law because it protects the rights of all. I believe in the human touch, which cultivates sympathy with my fellow men and mutual helpfulness and brings happiness for all. I believe in my Country, because it is a land of freedom and because it is my own home, and that I can best serve that country by "doing justly, loving mercy, and walking humbly with my God." And because Auburn men and women believe in these things, I believe in Auburn and love it. -George

Short Story's
Cold seeping feelings burning into the core and rending it limb from limb, blood pouring down to the floor as their broken body’s fall to the floor in a bloodied heap, the chilled laughter echoing off the walls as he chooses another victim to play with, his games dark and evil, his idea of love filled with blood and pain beyond human understanding. Licking his lips he picks a young girl and pulls her up, her black hair pretty and the fear in her eyes making his lips water. She is beautiful if he had need for human urges she would be perfect for his needs but not any more now all he wants to do is make her scream in pain, his pain is still too great he needs to kill more make MORE PAIN to feed the darkness that eats at his heart. Hours pass he opens her up feels every inch of her and shows her it all before she passes into the cold void that he so wishes he could find yet no matter how many he takes, no matter how many he rends open... none of them hold the secret he seeks to end th

Mixed Thoughts
wanna be an airborne ranger,Live the life of guts and danger. Airborne ranger,Life of danger. I wanna be a scuba diver,Swim around in the muddy water. Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, life of danger. I wanna be an S.F. medic,Shoot some funky anisthetic. S.F.medic, anesthetic.Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, guts and danger. And when I retire. Im gonna be a texas ranger,Drive around in sking tight wranglers! Texas ranger, skin tight wranglers. Im gonna be a UPS man,Drive around in a ugly brown van. Ups man, ugly brown vanTexas ranger, skintight wranglers. Im gonna be a forrest ranger.Chipmunks are my greatest danger. Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.UPS man, ugly brown van.Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger. do you have hear a song to buy a cd?? do you trust ur friend and go by what they say?? do you just buy cd cause of the hype?? I have done two out of the three. I have heard songs and taking my friends words cause I dont like listening to the radio anymore

Scam From Fake Soldiers
There are several people pretending to be in the military asking woman and men for money for a program called army signals. once you denie them they will threaten your life. please do not send money to anyone overseas with out checking them out through your local recruiting office first.... even then i would still be worried... If you have had this scam ran on you please list the name below so that everyone can be warned. The FBI have said that this is an on going investigation based out of Canada but that does not mean that is where all of them are. please copy and repost so that we can all stand together to protect each other. please repost after you notice a friend has added a name so that we can try to keep up with all of the names. I do love and respect our soldier... these people are not really soldiers just pretending to be!!!!Please note that Army Signals is a real program but these people are giving false info on the account info that you send the money to.sgt_markolafson

Wonder
As i sit an think as life an time is passin me bye i think back into my life an find an wonder wat i have been throw my life i have had bad things come to good an good in to bad ......i waz alone walkin down this street i dont hear or see no one i dont know wat happined all i remember waz me closing my eyes for a sec then i start to run hopin some one would come or show themselfs all i know im then im on the floor wonderin wat is goin on as i sit an think i wake up from my dream Its hard to think what u can accomplish is like when you have an dream an you just want to see if it would ever become something that u would ever wish for i fell like i have gotten so many chances is my life time, things that make me wonder for instance how we should thank god that we are given another day of life waking up in the morning, thanking him for just being someone to listen when you need an someone to hear, know when i fell like everything is going bad in my life i just look up to the sky an i tell

Surveys & Shyte
Name two facts about the last person who texted you?1. I want him... like now...2. I love him more everydayWhat did you wear today?capri's & tank topHave you ever told anyone you love them?Just about every dayIs it awkward when you run into your ex?YepIf your best friend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?My best friend is my momma, so yeah...Are you afraid of falling in love?NopeIf you were really upset, who is the first guy you'd go to?ChristopherWhere is your bf/gf right now?Hmmm... that's a good questionDo you act differently around the person you like?Nope.How are you and your ex?I'm fine, and I assume they are too...Have you ever been in a difficult relationship?Yep.Are there any relationships you wish could have lasted longer?At first, but hindsight is 20/20Will you get kissed tonight?Only once my beautiful dreams beginHas anyone told you they would never leave and left?YesHow many times a week do you go on facebook?Never... I don't use facebookWhat is

Nfl
ARE YOU READY FOR SOME FOOTBALL?!?!?!?!? YEAH FUBARIANS ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN!!!! GET OUT YA TEAM JERSEYS AND PUT ON YA CRAZY FACE PAINT FOR YA FAVORITE TEAM!!!!! IM GOING TO BE TAKING ORDERS FOR CUSTOM MADE NFL SKINS FOR YOU PROFILES!! THEY HAVE YOUR NAME ACROSS THE TOP IN EITHER ANIMATED 3D OR NON ANIMATED BUT EDITED WITH THE COLORS OF THE TEAM YOU CHOOSE!!!!

Pastors Blog. Stardate 922009
the official chappel is now open for business. i hope it all works well. been working with steven to get our lounge and my pastor's title legitimate and this was one of the requirements well, first couple of days, and the lounge is still basically unmanned. there are a couple prospective fu-weddings in the making, but they haven't gone forward with a set date yet. i know that this chappel will work out. so i'm not worried about how slow things are at this time. most people don't even know about the lounge yet. i'm sure as people get to know about it's presence i will be approached more and more.

Letting Go....
Letting GoYou will look back on the times you laughed and you will cry.You will look back on the times you cried, and you will laugh.You will always remember close friendsand you will keep memories of them in your heart.Life is hard - it’s tough, it’s unfair.But everyone gets over the hurt and the pain, eventually.And you always end up with a smile on your face,if you give it a chance.I've learned that good-byes will always hurt,pictures will never replace having been there,memories good and bad will bring tears,and words can never replace feelings.To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore.It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret.Letting go isn’t about winning or losing.It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appearand it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past.Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughtsand doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness.It’s not about giving

I Don't Know What To Call This.
God knows I'm not perfect. I know I can be a jackass at times, but I can also be as sweet as cherry pie. I've always been a loner and I've always been fucked over. I have no luck with women but I've tried. I always have. I don't want a girl, I want a woman. I want someone who's smart and sexy. Funny but not stupid. A kid at heart but not childish. She has to know what I want and when. If she can make me laugh on our first date, she's a keeper. I don't like blunt bitches who think they're the queen of the world. I want someone who's not afraid to try new things. I want someone who will be honest and straight up with me. No lies, no secrets. I'm a dork, a kid at heart. I don't put up with bullshit and I don't like to fight. I don't want someone who wants me cuz I got some dough in the bank, Or because they just wanna hop on my dick. I want someone who will love me for me. I hate drama so cut the bullshit cuz I don't have time for it. I want someone who understands me, and knows when I'm

Sex God
A married couple walked in to a Jamaican sandal shop. The proprietor said to them, 'I have some special sandals I think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex.' Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex god he was. The husband asked the man, 'How could sandals make you into a sex freak?' The Jamaican replied, 'Just try dem on, Mon.' So, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes, something his wife hadn't seen in many years! In the blink of an eye, the husband grabbed the Jamaican, bent him violently over a table, yanked down his pants, ripped down his own pants, and grabbed a firm hold of the Jamaican's hips. The Jamaican then began screaming, 'You got dem on the wrong feet!'

Liffey Descent
The first 20 Years of the Liffey Descent The Liffey Descent in its 20 years of existence (at time of writing. ed) has been to paddlers joy, frustrations satisfaction, humiliation, elation, disgust, thrill, terror, jubilation and consternation. Its continued attraction and its importance in the development of Irish canoeing through the years cannot be underestimated. To some its a race where skill on the weirs and rapids can overcome the trained and practised competitor - to others it is to succeed in the most challenging water conditions of any long distance race in the world or simply to complete the course.If one were to set about designing a river course with frequent obstacles and fast flowing water it is very unlikely that they could surpass the natural hazards that the 17 mile Straffan to Islandbridge course has to offer. For who could better the weirs at Straffan, Wrens Nest or Palmerstown or the gaping Sluice Weir, albeit all once man made with different intentions than the

I Need
We are all looking for connection.A feeling of being a part of something.Knowing that someone somewhere is intrested in you and what you have to say.The people in your life start to feel like strangers.Not all the time but you have those momments where you feel alone even when there are tons of people around. Just a thought I had to get out of my head. It's out and now time to have a drink.:)

Have You Forgotten
have you forgotten?there are alot people forget now days but the thing is there forgeting the wrong things so fallow me an take a look back in the past.do you remember 9/11 acorse you do its the day the towers fell.now think for a moment an look at the pictures and videos,look at all the fire.now i want you to think of all those people that died in it think of all the elderly,the women,the men,and the kids.think of all the pain they were in an how scared they were.now look at most of you your just sitting there on your computers think whats your point,well my point is just that!wile your sitting there doing nothen your leting all those people that died be invane,your not helping to stop the war,so i ask for you to help,join the service,write cards to the soldiers,donate items they may need or could use.even just a card that says thank you is helping an not letting all those people suffer.it will take you 5 mins of your time so just do it....

What Happend To This Country?
I just finished a conversation with my closest friend. I told her she needs to start a blog as she is much more eloquent an empassioned than I am. I will start off so that she may add to my blogs, or may well be the writer of them. This Country, The United States of America, is in fact losing it's grip on reality, or at least her people are. We have lost sight of what is real and good in this land. We have attached ourselves to the dollar and a dream turning into a nightmare for more and more people. It used to be we would help each other because we could and wanted to. For example. My grandmother, who raised two kids without a husband was so poor she could barely keep food on the table 2 times a day and a roof over their heads. Everything they owned was second or third hand from the church, friends, and neighbors. Several times a year there was a knock at the back door. Some poor soul with even less than they had would ask for any food they could spare. My grandmother would take f

Annabel Lee
Annabel Lee. by Edgar A. Poe It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of Annabel Lee; — And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea; But we loved with a love that was more than love — I and my Annabel Lee — With a love that the wingéd seraphs in Heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her high-born kinsmen came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulchre, In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in Heaven, Went envying her and me — Yes! — that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee. But our

Madam Jenny's
Dis-a-bled (dis-ey-buhld)-AdjectiveCrippled; injured; incapacitated. Maybe I have a different perspective as to what makes a person disabled. However, I was in chat the other day, over at Pogo getting my nifty lil weekly badges, and happen to pay some attention to the chat box. The chatters were going on about how they were trying to lose weight or needed to get on a “diet.” The way the convo was going most people were talking about needing to lose 50 or more pounds. So, I told them that a diet is meant for people who need to lose about 20 pounds or less. For those who need to lose more than about 20 pounds they need to reevaluate their eating habits or lifestyle of eating. Everything was still going good at this point, no one was bashing me in or snapping at me, yet. Someone then typed in that he does a lot all day but just keeps putting on weight. So, I added that in order to lose weight a person needs to burn more calories per day than the number of calories the

..:: Sub ::..
What is bottom topping, you may ask yourself. Well, that is when a submissive tries to control a scene or situation, manipulating the dominant to their desire, rather than what the dominant wants from the scene or situation. Topping from the bottom is considered inappropriate behavior in most D/s circles. It can have many connotations, some of which make the dominant seem to be the less dominant person in the relationship. It also can be looked upon as the submissive trying to get the attention of their dominant because the submissive feels that they aren't getting enough. Why is bottom topping such a big issue? When a dominant is no longer in control of the situation, their role is diminished. They are nothing more than a participant in the situation or scene. They lose their credibility as a dominant, because as the dominant, they should be in control. T

Diamond Rings
Engagement rings consist of many features. Its metal band, precious stones, settings, elaborative engravings are few of the chief features that make a ring. Each of it involves good amount of money and total cost of the jewelry piece goes higher if the couples demand a great quality as well. So, what is the most costly such feature on the ring? Well, without doubt it is the diamond. Though usually there is single diamond on the top of the ring, still it is expensive and often out of the buying reach of the couples. To escape the high costs, some couples opt for smaller diamonds. Still, the costs are out of budget if some care is not taken to cut the expenses. One can say that if you successfully cut the cost of precious stone, the overall cost of the ring will be down substantially. First tip is that you must consider is to purchase a loose diamond for ensuring of quality and lower costs. A mounted stone on the ready made ring may not be of good quality. Moreover, loose diamonds

There Is Simplicity To Be Found Amongst The Chaos In My Mind
There is simplicity to be found amongst the chaos in my mind: hold on tight or let go both are freeing & detrimental to everyone involved. both sides are relieved both sides are pained. even within my own heart, the road splits before me & no matter which path i choose, half of me sighs…the other half is filled with wonder & regret. (I wish the world revolved around Love & not Money) i feel like my thoughts are so simple- yet everything about me & my life appears complex…i don’t understand- i don’t understand anything anymore- i never did really, just rubbing the niave off of my eyelids -still heavy, with what i am unsure. Tonight i sat on a stool, in the bathroom, lazily putting make-up on (throwing one of those stupid pity parties in my head). I heard a buzzing, looked up & saw a fly trapped in the light fixture above me. The more it tried to escape, the more it got burned by the blazing bulb. Truly, i felt bad for the little guy. I tried tu

Funny Stuff
Woman's note to Tech Support: Last year, I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0, and I noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5. Much to my surprise, Husband 1.0 contained additional undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NHL 4.3, and ESPN 2.0. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix the problems, to no avail. What can I do? Response from Tech Support: First, keep in mind that Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try installing Guilt 3.0. If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 should automatically run the applications Jewelry 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. Remember, overuse of the above applications can cause a default to Grump

I Miss You Dearly
When I dream of you is when I am at peace. My only chance to hear your wonderful laugh, to see your perfect smile or wipe the tears from your beautiful blue eyes. when I held you in my arms my sorrows could not defeat the joy I felt, My love could not be conquered. I've only met you once but I never wanted to say goodbye. I place my hopes next your crib and close my eyes, you will be home soon. "my heart beats for you my son "

What's A Girl To Do?
As I continue to work tward level 30 I am left to wonder if I will ever get there. Unfortunately I'm even more shy in real life than I am here, so I really don't have any more friends I can invite to join fubar. It's all I can do just to keep my VIP (only have one this month because a wonderful fu-friend bought it for me) so cherry bombs and auto 11's are out of the question for me. I've tried to bargin and trade for autos and bombs, but because I refuse to put up nsfw pics, no one will help me. I spend all my extra time working on rating and such to help others here to level, but the love is rarely ever returned. I'm quick to send a drink to anyone I see who needs one, but after 3 hours of asking for drinks in my status, I was given only 2.. that's pretty shitty. I've even went so far as to beg and plead but even that doesn't work because I won't put up nsfw pix. Seriously.. If you look at the top members, they are all women that bought their was to the top by selling their di

For What It Is Worth
Today I broke down and cried For all the hurt and all the lies The years that have past I can't get back The runaway train rolling off the track Looking back upon the road at what I have done You took it all away and left me no where to run All these years I have hidden my shame Blaimed myself for all my pain All I want now is peace within myself Please don't dust me off and place me back on the shelf The chapter is not over don't write me off yet One final scene is all I have left The last scenario in which I may stand To prove myself worthy as any other man You took it all from me left me no where to hide Stripped me of my sanity robbed me of my pride So how will this final chapter unfold I guess that

Mistress Kiara's Femdom Diary
As those of you on My mailing list already know, I have decided to have another auction. More information can be found at My Femdom Auctions page. I’m selling these old nasty flats of Mine that I’ve had for about a year now. I know My little foot boys are going to be eagerly bidding on these ripe shoes! I know some of you are wondering what a progressive auction is. Here’s how it works - if the bid reaches certain preset amounts, I add more to the winning package. As of right now, the winner will get these nasty shoes with their comfy inserts (complete with My foot and toe imprints!), as well as a set of the pictures featured on My Ebanned Auction. BUT! If the bidding reaches $50 for these shoes (they are worth much more than that based on their stench alone, I assure you!) then I will also give the winner a pair of My stinky gym socks, full of holes from My perfect toenails. I have recently taken up olympic lifting, and it makes My feet sweat so bad!! So if

Lol
ok so im bored. so figured i would post this blog and for those of you who actually read them and see if ya would fill this out for me. either in a pm or in tha comments it doesnt matter! Figured it might be a lil way to get to know more about my friends! 1-What do you value most in life? 2-Do believe that people are inherently good or bad? 3-What is your greatest regret? 4-What do you see as your greatest achievement? 5-How do you deal with someone you don't like? 6-What do you feel you are entitled to in life? 7-What's your favourite song? 8-What are your feelings regarding 'God' and religion? 9-How do you personally define "Right" from "Wrong"? 10-What's your name? 11-How long have we known each other? 12-Whats one thing you wanna know about me? hope ya have fun with this and if not well my bad!

Jay-z-the Blueprint 3
I bought Jay-Z's Blueprint 3 today and I gotta admit, he stepped up on this album. I added 5 more songs and rearranged the song list. Let me know what you think: 1. Dead Presidents 3 [Intro] (added) 2. Jockin' Jay-Z (added) 3. What We Talkin' About (Feat. Luke Steele of Empire of the Sun) 4. Thank You 5. D.O.A. (Death of Auto-Tune) 6. Run This Town (Feat. Kanye West and Rihanna) 7. Brooklyn Go Hard (Feat. Santigold) (added) 8. Empire State of Mind (Feat. Alicia Keys) 9. Real As It Gets (Feat. Young Jeezy) 10. Swagga Like Us (Feat. Kanye West, Lil' Wayne, T.I. & M.I.A.) (added) 11. On To the Next One (Feat. Swizz Beatz) 12. Off That (Feat. Drake) 13. A Star is Born (Feat. J. Cole) 14. Venus VS. Mars 15. Already Home (Feat. Kid Cudi) 16. Hate (Feat. Kanye West) 17. Reminder 18. So Ambitious (Feat. Pharrell Williams) 19. History (Feat. Jay Williams) (added) 20. Young Forever (Feat. Mr Hudson)

Wolfsilvereye
Hello there everyone. I'll be leaving this site soon and deleting this account. I would rather strike up a great conversation on my E-mail instead of on this site. I really don't like that in order to find friends on here that you have to get fake drinks and other objects to send as well. Now tell me where is the fun in all of that. So if you all would like to stay in contact with me as friends then my E-mail is wolfsilvereye@yahoo.com. It was fun while it lasted. Gail

Mine
I dunno what to think anymore. or how to feel. its like im slowly going numb. Im trying to be happy and bubbly but its not working. Generaly im happy I really am. I wish i could explain how i feel better.. ugh everyone bear with me please. i promise the ride will be worth it... " i will wait for as long as it takes"

Truth
Won’t this result in rationing and waiting list like in Canada? The U.S. already rations care. Rationing in U.S. health care is based on income: if you can afford care, you get it; if you can’t, you don’t. A recent study by the prestigious Institute of Medicine found that 18,000 Americans die every year because they don’t have health insurance. Many more skip treatments that their insurance company refuses to cover. Many of those families end up at home "waiting for reasonable, affordable healthcare prices and options, otherwise waiting on a miracle." That’s rationing. Do the research for yourself. Take it upon yourself to actually read the health care bill. For those who arent up to the robust reading go to factcheck.org Support the Bill!

The Dance Of Life
we dance upon a stage of life love and dreams , we dance to the good times and the bad times with each step hoping for a better day but the song of lifekeeps playing over and over till one day the song will end then life is no more

People Who Died!
According to the sources, Jim Carroll, the renowned poet and the punk rocker who is best known for writing “The Basketball Diaries”, took his last breathe on Friday. He was 60. Sources reveal that Carroll died after succumbing to a heart attack at his home in Manhattan. The report was confirmed by Carroll’s ex-wife, Rosemary Carroll. Carroll, a teenage basketball star at Trinity had a chaotic life that was marred with drugs. Carroll extensively wrote about his drug abuse, which is witnessed in his autobiographical tale, “The Basketball Diaries”. Carroll published several poetry collections of his and his album “Catholic Boy” is regarded as a landmark punk record. Carroll’s stint at the New York art scene as a teenager opened the windows for the creative genius, although drugs kept crawling into his life. His gradual inclination to writing poems and his flair already had earned him the reputation as “The new Bob Dylan” during

Lost Pieces
You will need:1 large house3-6 people, depending on how long you want to wait for it to be done3 cups of pets2 cups of patience3 ounces of anger/frustration3 quarts of laughter4 teaspoons of trustAnd last but definitely not least,Lots and lots of loveFirst, open the house, and make sure that it will be the right size for your family. Mix the desired amount of people with the pets, carefully so you don’t damage them. In a separate bowl, stir the love and laughter together. Set aside. Taking each person separately, evenly distribute the patience and trust, making sure that each one gets an equal amount (Failure to distribute evenly may lead to different recipe! See recipe for “My impatient family” for details…). Carefully open the bottle of anger/frustration. Using a Q-tip, dab small portions of the anger/frustration onto each person. Lastly, take the love and laughter and sprinkle it all over the house, pets, and people. Let sit until all parts of the recipe are

Life / Choices / Options / Uncertainties
Life is strange. Sometimes I wish I was more than one person. My mind is forever unsettled. I have made choices in my life. Some good, some bad, some I can never go back to, some I wish I could, some I'm glad are gone, some I wish I could make instead of hanging out there forever. I feel overwhelmed with choices and know I can't be the only one with stress and second guesses about choices I've made or choices I want to make and yet I feel alone like I'm the only one. Is it true that one person MUST choose one path and walk it without and trips over the course of their life? I know it sounds cryptic but I just have a lot of stuff on my mind right now.

One Year
its been one year to the day i lost a true friend of mine. he was a police officer, and he was doing a police charity ride, and he was hit head on by a ford f-250 while he was riding a police motorcycle. i 'm not doing this for sympathy,i'm mainly doing this to raise awareness. he was a husband and a father of now 4 year old girl. i would like to ask when you out driving to pay attention to your driving. is that phone call, how pretty you must look, radio station, cd, etc. really worth someone's life? he'll never be there for his daughter's first day of school, her first heart break, to put the fear of god to the boy who comes to pick er up, to walk her down the asile when she gets married, and every other little momment in her life. so please just pay attention to your driving

My Life
Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.All I need is my one star in the sky, to wish you a good day everyday. God must have known there would be timeswe'd need a word of cheerSomeone to praise a triumphor brush away a tear.He must have known we'd need to sharethe joy of "little things"In order to appreciatethe happiness life brings.I think he knew our troubled heartswould sometimes throb with painAt trials and misfortunesor some goals we can't attain.He knew we'd need the comfortof an understanding heartTo give us strength and courageto make a fresh, new start.He knew we'd need companionshipunselfish...lasting...true,And so God answered the heart's great needwith a Cherised Friend....like you.As we walk our path of life,We meet people everyday.Most are simply met by chance.But, some are sent our way.These become special friendsWhose bond we can't explain;The

Likes And Dislikes.
Ok so I am new to the FUBAR world and i'll be honest i am getting the hang of it and i like it. Well a bit about me since i've prolly not filled somthing out correctly if at all. I am a 26 year old Air Traffic Controller in the US Army. Currently station in the US (thank God) I have been overseas for far to long and actually just recently returned back in January. Properness out of the way now, good. I write, all the time. Non-stop. On anything! Napkins, cereal box tops, receipts, walls, my arm, my phone, computers, table tops, and occasionally paper. Get the point? I enjoy it. I HATE myself when i leave anything unwritten. My mind has always seemed to work in melody and I always find inspiration in somthing. From the smallest typo on the cherrios box to an Apache Helicopter inbound at top speed, somthing always clicks. nuff said. I'm not a good ol boy, by that i mean i do not believe in the advancement through a group large enough to do somthing just by sheer numbers.

Pimping Out Great Friends!
*MissBehayvn* ~Fu~Engaged To~ HATEBREED420~@ fubar Show this sweet and sexy lady Tons of love and respect! TAGGEDBYANANGEL@ fubar Show this lovely lady LOTS of love and respect! ~Green Eyed Girl ~fuWife to Soldier4life ~Vixen of the Dark Realm~@ fubar This is one of my closest and dearest friends show her lots of love AND respect! love ya darling !!!

Hot Or Not
It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of Annabel Lee; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea; But we loved with a love that was more than love- I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulcher In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me- Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee. But our love it was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we- Of many far wiser than we- And nei

Soldier~firemen~police
I found this on a page and was honored that he posted it.He graciuosly allowed me to repost it.Thank you.A little late but still so true!! This Country is Twisted.....The Author is Right On...... THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, But that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I

~~a Womans Prayer~~
***************Every Woman's Prayer*****************Dear Lord, I pray for:Wisdom, to understand a man.Love, to forgive him.Patience, for his moods.Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to Death!Peace. Stole this one too

Poems I Found And Liked
Frustration comes, rage builds Through the fire and brimstoneI walk to the end Sleepless nightsI wonder if i should stayOr if I should go.Feelings are just an expression As they say fear is only a four letter wordBut only thing to fear is fear itselfAs I watch my life slip before meTime slowing down, I wear this frown.Tears in my eyes can tell no liesFor never ending dreams that comeCease to exist I curl up my fistClose my eyes and picture the endAs blood flows to the floor.The exsistance of me is no moreNo one can see me no one can hear meBut the feeling is still there Cold chills down your spine hair raising I no longer feel pain just numb Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing hold

Being A Soldier
being a soldier is tough going to other countries for a year or more.Missing your family one thing that people say to me that really gets me is wow man u went to iraq your a hero,i am just doin my job anybody else would do.I read somethin on the news the other day that really got to me someone from ny which is where i am from said soldiers are spoiled and that we crave attention for a war that was a joke in the first place. I would like to hear more comments on this subject to see if u feel the same way.Two tours over here and some of the stuff i have seen i would not wish that on my worst enemy,i am ranting of course but i would love some feed back thank you so much for reading my blog.

Me, Just Me!
Hi All, I am Master Bruce, an online Master who is looking for female subs for online fun. Qualiifications are that you are a female, age group of 20 to 55 and willing to play onine. I am very explicit in what I say and have been known to be on the sadistic side. Once again, I AM ONLY ONLINE>

Captured By The Moment- 100 Words Or Less...
I continue this game to see if I can write thoughts and dreams in 100 words or less and still ignite your imaginations........another offering, hope you like it... The blindfold’s darkness is total. The handcuff's chain scrapes against the bed’s iron frame, the bracelets cold against her slender wrists. The bed creaks as he kneels down between her trembling thighs. His steady palms glide up her legs, past her stocking tops. The touch of his flesh against hers electrifies her. She smells his maleness, hears his excitement, senses his ravenous eyes devouring her near-nakedness. His powerful hand settles over the front of her see-thru panties. He grips the waistband and pulls, the fabric tearing like tissue paper. “You’re mine now,” he says roughly. It’s true. She shivers deliciously...... Peace

Hmmm What U Think...
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!?1 = Definetly not attractive.2 = Decent3 = Cute4 = Fine as hell!5 = I'd do you.6 = Pretty damn sexy!7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!!8 = I wanna make you my man/girl.9 = Just a friend.10 = Sexiest person I know!11 = Fuckin amazin12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times.13 = i wanna fuck u14.= Let's get marriedLET ME KNOW WHAT #

Cat Circus
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Footprints In The Sand
OUR FOORPRINTS IN SAND SHARING THOSE FOOTPRINTS WITH ONE YOU LOVE Dream from the Heart. Visualizing new outcomes is the ability to “see ourselves as we want to be, not as we currently are.”or how other people wish you to be in this World ,which happens so much ,it seems we live our lives as other people see you living a life or think you should be in this world ,leaving such emptiness within yourself that becomes complete sadness ,that only others start to see in your eyes and actions that is only trying live a life through another means or eyes and not your own . This involves going inside, sorting through some ideas and deciding which dreams, which desires, which outcomes feel exciting.YOU yes you know yourself and know what your spirit needs and desires down to very core of your very own soul and when you share a life with another and they do not wish to heal those needs or desires or wish to even consider what your body and mind needs in life ,then you will c

Mobile Masturbator
Okay I just came in to work 30 minutes early to eat my lunch and such, so in doing so I decide to pick the alligator which is an independent news paper here in florida and the top of the headlines Read: "UF POLiCE IN SEARCH FOR MOBILE MASTURBATOR" so I began to read it and turns out there has been a guy riding around in his car stopping at sorority houses masturbating he was spoted three times. I found it quite funny while I was reading I mean dude just riding around in his car looking for the next place he can masturbate lol: WOW LOL

Not Interested.
So, I am really getting sick and tired of you people who think you can ask me if you can see my boobs. I realize I have them and they are slightly above normally however I am a lady. I am not here to cator to your sexual needs. I am here for friends. If you can't handle it don't talk to me. Thanks

First Blog
After a while to look around, it appears that Fubar is an online meat market more than a social anything, but that's not all bad. The younger folks need a place to market their wares and attract partners of whatever level they have an interest toward. At my age, that stuff is just a fond memory and the equipment is worn out enough I couldn't get much done anyway. The main reason I am even online is for the money and I don't make any excuses. I know that turns a lot of people off, but I couldn't care less. It's only the ones who share my quest that will even contact me. I should add that I have been quite successful even though I made my share of mistakes. The biggest one was putting all my eggs in one backet and when it shut off my $6,000 a month income, I had to start all over. The good part was I learned what worked and I am already well along the path to regaining what I had, only diversified so it won't dissapear overnight again. So the bottom line is I can coexist in any envir

A Soldiers Cry
This Poem come to me one day at work. I wrote this in less than 5 Min. I believe with all my heart God give me these words and moved my hand. A Soldiers Cry In a hole here I lie, Praying and hoping I will not die. As I listen to death expload and zip past my head, All around me I hear screams from the dead. Fighting for a cause I do not completely understand, Maybe it's survival of another land. As the cold and heat surrounds us all, Maybe it's just to fight for a country that called. As my brothers fall all around me, I fight and push foward knowing that God is with thee. As the dust clears and the smoke settles, I suddenly recall the children's eyes, The ones I hope to protect so they can live thier lives. A country thats Proud and Strong, I will fight for as my breathe goes on. Suddenly my life flashes before my eyes, With a snipers shot I slowly die. To those who gave all, I stand beside as my Lord ca

Beloved Physician
The pulse beats ten and intermits; God nerve the soul that ne'er forgets In calm or storm, by night or day, Its steady toil, its loyalty. [. . . ] [. . . ] The pulse beats ten and intermits; God shield the soul that ne'er forgets. [. . . ] [. . . ] The pulse beats ten and intermits; God guide the soul that ne'er forgets. [. . . ] [. . . ] so tired, so weary, The soft head bows, the sweet eyes close, The faithful heart yields to repose.

Life
it has been a long time since i have been truly happy with the way my life was going.. well that all changed thanks to one person.. he has made me happier than i could ever imagine.. and i can tell you this i love him with all my heart and don't ever want to be without him..

Wish List
back fixed pay off car (3,100) new phone lap top go to england laser hair removal boob job other nipple pierced chest piece tattoo 2 pea's in a pod hip tattoo weight goal of 165 (lose 57 lbs) teeth fixed tumors removed business degree finish my book laser eye surgery to not "need" glasses xbox360 or ps3 own place to live

Razakel - Femicide
"I want you to pray to your God. I want you to pray that he comes and saves you. I want lightning to come down and crash upon my fuckin' head.""Oh Jesus.""Louder!""Bless the earth.""I don't feel anything.""Oh, oh oh, I feel it, Oh great God Almighty I repent, I repent. Aww, I feel the love of the God God God Almighty. Oh the Holy Spirit is in my body."I'm your darkest reflection, I'm that Devil insideI'm the reason that it rains, I'm so wicked I make God cryFrom high up above he cries when I take a life"I am the Devil and I am here to do the Devil's work"I stick a knife deeper inside, this is femicideHeaven must have cried when they learned the likes of meCold hearted heathen with the tongue of blasphemeI'll leave you suffering welcoming my sanityTaken away from meWill God save a person like me - NO!Does he hold a special place for me - NO!Is he even alive, is he real - NO!You'll never be saved, repent not, go out and killI wake up with blood dripping from my mouth and chinSeems that I

I Can't Believe This!
Ok so today has not been at all good for me! I am really sick and I think I got it from my sister but I don't know. What I do know is that today a Chase bank was robbed and it was the bank that one of my good friends works at. He was not shot however they did beat him severely and he is in the hospital so I hope that he recovers and I hope that whoever did this is caught and put in jail.

Had It Easy,not Really !!
I was told yesterday, by someone probably about sixty years my senior, that people from my generation have no respect for their elders because we had it too easy growing up. This came out of the blue, and all I had done was say hello to this person. While I agree that my generation and the ones following me have had it easier due to advances in medicine, technology, and what have you... I don't think many of us had it as easy as some would like to believe. I grew up with a single mother, living paycheck to paycheck. I lived in a trailer house, wore clothes from Walmart and thrift stores, and learned very early on to be happy with what I had because some people didn't even have a roof over their heads and food in their stomachs. I know what it is like to go without... there were times when our cupboards were so bare, we had to go to the food shelf in order to feed ourselves. There were some days when I watched my mother go without eating so that I could have dinner, even if

Blogging Is Emo
I've lived my life the same way for over 15+ years now. I am in my mid 30's now. I am still alive and successful in life with rewards from taking big risks. We have a saying, "Go big or go home". I don't need anyone. I don't need anyone watching my back. I appreciate it when people do, but please, don't feel obligated. I'll be fine either way. I enjoy the company of others, but I won't cry or get sad when I am alone. I just find something to do. Novel concept, self entertainment and productivity... I do appreciate my friends though and love my kids to death. Those 2 kids are actually my weak point and I do everything I can for them. I am not trying to sound hard or cold. I am just very independent and capable. I don't need to cry home to my mommie and stuff like that to get through life. I have a deep connection with the universe and she takes care of her favorite little dust mite. My spirit cannot be destoryed. Nothing anyone could do to ME, personally, will ever hurt me again. I

Art
lately i have been going over the art of war by sun tzu. lately i only have a smaller digital version of the original, my paper copy was destroyed by stupidity. http://www.chinapage.com/sunzi-e.html < that is a link so you can read if you like. what i gathered from my first two times reading the much longer version is that to really understand it completely is to read over it many times taking with it what you need. i just thought i would share what jumped out at me this time through. Chapter 1: 16. While heading the profit of my counsel, avail yourself also of any helpful circumstances over and beyond the ordinary rules. 17. According as circumstances are favorable, one should modify one's plans. 18. All warfare is based on deception. 19. Hence, when able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must seem inactive; when we are near, we must make the enemy believe we are far away; when far away, we must make him believe we are

My Assignment
write on your ideal woman and what you would do to make the relationship strong with her. what commitment and love mean to you My idea of the ideal woman would be a fun, loving free spirited woman. A woman with great ambition and love for life. A self motivated woman with firm beliefs and morals. A woman who has a great deal of respect for herself and that is secure within her own means. I'd like her to be well educated and cultured in the arts. A woman who looks classy weather in fine silk or in denim. She should be passionate and totaly commited to herself and her family. A woman that doesn't throw in the towel when times get tough. I'd like to build a rock solid foundation with her on which to build our dreams. I think that having a clear conscious goal in mind that is realistic is important. I think that I should be a good provider to her. I should be dedicated in my carear and well established within my field. I think it is important to be spontaneous and romantic. I think

I Dont Know
feeling lonely and sad...im not sure why. could it be because ive been sick for days? or am i just getting depressed? thought id shake it as the night went on, but its not let up. maybe its just me and the changing of the seasons. anyone ever think that their moods are affected by the weather and the seasons? ugh maybe im just weird...ok so not so much of a blog but i wanted to write so i did.

Death Poems
Death Before Dishonor Tattoo - The slogan of “Death Before Dishonor”, frequently written in a coiling scroll wrapped around a dagger, is a perennially popular military tattoo -- and for good reason. The saying has been used for military units at least as early as ancient Rome (“morte prima di disonore”). By the time of the famed Roman senator and historian Tacitus (AD 56 to ca. 117), the vow of "death before dishonor" had become 'old-fashioned' and something espoused by the barbari or barbarians such as Caratacus (chief of the British, who revolted against Rome). However, some two centuries earlier it was Catiline (108 to 62 BC), the Roman politician who attempted to overthrow the Roman Republic, who had urged it and Cataline may even have been influenced by Thucydides (the Greek historian of 460 to 395 BC who wrote about the Peloponnesian War). However, the famous concept of death as preferable to dishonor, if not the actual phrase, is not res

Soo..
"We can lift up our hands to the sky Find all those strings that they're pulling And keep from falling back Into our old rythmic poses turning us into machines" -Darkest Hour "Demons" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pu-8wGbWMro Interesting usage of the song Illusion by VNV nation to AH's really inspiring short movies. I'll post the vid in the stash section since fubar hates me. There's no salvation In a world where you worship proven fiction And no redemption for a life of servitude You bow and you heed Unhallowed command Your only care is the money we gain It's the same place A hollow escape A palace of concrete and glass Keep waiting, keep waiting For no god To erase you No god To make you fall to your knees There's blood on these pages And the war inside your head Is with yourself Through the ages, through every form of "Hell" It's the same face A hollow escape A palace of concrete and glass Keep waiting, keep waiting For no god To consume you No god To be your burde

Pls Help Stop Animal Cruelty
What bothers me most about this is not that it's happening but that this behavior is TAUGHT. Please take just a moment to sign the petition to help take a stand against animal cruelty. Thank you in advance! https://secure.peta.org/site/Advocacy?cmd=display&page=UserAction&id=2521&c=917f&s_src=p2fb

Missing ......
If god could give me wings, I'de fly up to heaven and bring you back to us ... Miss you babe.. Mask Sitting smiling or laughing in which is just a "mask" What lies beneath the mask is sorrow, hurt, regrets, pain and lots of anger. As I sit here empty inside, with a shattered soul and a broken heart. Each and every day I place this mask to cover up so no one sees what and how i feel.......if tears could build a stairway,& memories a lane. I would climb straight up to heaven & bring you home again A million words would not bring you back, I know, because I've tried... Neither would a million tears. I know, because I've cried.. How I feel ... It has been a little over 7 months since Robert's death ... As the morning I found out the news.. My heart and soul aches the same.. I miss him so very much more and more each and every day..They say it gets easier .. But when ?.. It isn't.!... As each and every day I put on a "mask" a mask that covers the hurt and pain that is under

A Must Read!!! Something To Think About...
DUI - Cajun Style Recently a routine police patrol was parked outside a bar inLafayetteLouisiana . After last call, the officer noticed Boudreaux was leaving thebarso apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. He stumbledaroundthe parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity, in which he tried his keys onfivedifferent vehicles, Boudreaux managed to find his car and fall into it. Hesatthere for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar anddroveoff. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off (itwas afine, dry summer night), flicked the blinkers on and off a couple oftimes,honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicleforward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for afewmore minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, hepulled out and dr

Wtf
Why is it that when people say that they are your friend and you do things for them but when you stop they either forget you ever existed or they block you. And then blame you for getting blocked. What is it with some people on here?!?!?!?!

Dating?????
I never knew it was going to be so hard to get back into the dating life. It seems like all the girls i meet are so meterialistic. What happened to people that know life is more than cell phones, cars, name brand cloths...etc.? I am not saying i dont buy shit like that but isent love one of the best FREE things in this world or am i getting to old?? I never knew trying to find that special person to spend the rest of my life with was going to be so hard. Its soo funny and sad how eazy it is to get random sex but finding someone you wanna be with....??? I just dont get it. I meet alot of people (girls) online and it always seems like all the ones that i might have intrest in live way out in bum-fuck egypt. LOL!! You get my point, They live far from me. It seems pointless. All the good girls are gone....... So sad. Someone tell me how me working hard and paying all my bills just to be somewhat poor makes me a bad person to date. I just dont get it.

Heart For One
I am: contentedly child free, self-made, self-aware, unpretentious, intellectual, analytical as well as intuitive, a pragmatic romantic learning to live more mindfully. Attempted balance of right-brain and left-brain thinking. A serious soul with a sometimes playful disposition. Contemplative night owl, valuing thoughtful conversation and nonfiction, perceiving in the mundane the spark of the divine. INTJ personality type in the Myers-Briggs/Jungian personality typology; the thinker type on the enneagram. Tolerant, progressive, a little artsy, with a strong sense of justice. Best known for my M*A*S*H-like (dry and contextual) sense of humor. Often turn to nature for inspiration, rejuvenation, and peace; canceled my television service years ago. Have the usual range of urban interests but also like to investigate the hidden out-of-the-way places. Earn my admiration and be prepared for more affection, respect, loyalty, and passion than mere mortal deserves. :-) Love is the shortest dista

The Henry Rollins Files
You like that girl with the wild garden mind. She threw herself off a mountain and landed with flowers in her hair. She has a nomadic heart. She doesn't care what's going on if you say it's going on. Because there's something somewhere else that's really going on and she's gone. You'd like to follow her for awhile. To show her where the end is and to ask if she'd like to hold hands. She'd just smile, wave and leave you there. And she's so beautiful. If she'd just sit still... But then you see your world's too small to keep a girl who keeps nothing. Now if she'd just sit still... But she already knows you just put things on shelves in rows and in dark closets stacked with boxes. And there's not enough room in your world for forests, caves, and foxes. And you call it chaos in her eyes. It's just the freedom you can't handle. And her unconcern for what you keep near makes you see it's just cowardice you hold dear. She's the pet bird who flew out the window. What do you call a pet that j

Writings
Standing hating feeling the flames creeping up engulfing me with its cold black and blue flames nipping at every part of my body, mind and soul. Leaving burns, blisters and scaring my body. Making me scream both in pleasure and pain. I don't know weather to stay, run or embrace both the pain and pleasure. But feeling it slowly consuming the former person i use to be, slowly bleeding out from the wounds the flames of darkness left. Hypyro The pressure: 06-04-04 The pressure of life makes it hard to breath. Feeling the pressure around my lungs constricting making it hard to breath. Even with the smallest problems.Hoping someone will come along to help me with my burden and give some advice, but everyone keeps walking past me leaving me to sufficate to death on the floor. As I lay there clutching my chest forcing myself to try and to get air back into my chest but with no success. My eyesight starts to dim and I start to claw at myself cutting deep gouges leaving skin beneath my fingerna

She Is Everything
being with her every weekend is the greats thing in the wold next to my lil girl who she love's to death and i hate saying good bye to her when she or i leave i love her very deeply with every once of my heart and soul cant wait to see her a gian she makes me feel like a new man when i'm with her and she is amazeing in every way she is perficet in every way for me. she is smart funny beautiful fun love her personality i love every thing about her next to my lil girl i cant stop thinking about her.

It Begins
It BeginsLost within spent momentsWhen happpiness seamedSo close HelloGoodbyeIn the blink of an eye Our love fellTo the championTime Tear streaked lonlinessImplodingPieces of mind Shallow meanings of loveSlayThe sacred shrine Narcotic memoriesSmoke signalsLeft behind resonance Through the swelter and the stormClouds drift pastThe moments we had Since the time I was bornDistant voice pointingTo destined futures Traces of loveResidual differencesShadows of what once was Not good enough to beTouched againSo It begins+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Lonely Thoughts
+Lonely Thoughts+Transgressions of lonelinessFleeting thoughts of desireCost of soul measuredIn heart fires Sometimes My tears get tiredSoul callingMy mind a liar In angerWords spoken upon the earthExist in infinity Never wanting allot of thingsDiamonds, clothesCars, goldAll seem so coldMy mind feels so oldKickin' back On the porchWith my soul I supposeLife is what we make itAlthoughOur lives are what makes usWe can't let it break us Lost memories of timesI can't make upSo now I'm straightLaced upFor the court of life I wake upDressed in blackRunning from the waist upLet me make my caseI appeal to the judge I lived my lifeAlways knowing You can't bring backWhat once was Is it no wonder whyI bust In traces of dustAn remnants of lessonsSpiderwebs of confessionsHad me stressin'Never second guessingThe questionOr the lesson.+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Time Incurred
+Time Incurred+So it seemsI can't go onLiving my lifeLike I don't belongGave all I hadTill there wasNothing leftMoved onWrote these words asTime incurredIn burden of wrongsAnd failure withinI know my sunWill rise againTruth todayGone tomorrowHappiness is cleansedWith sorrowExausted lonlinessIn love and spiritBecause someones soulsAre too coldTo hear itRacing timeTo beat the patternLost withinLike nothing matters+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Today
+Today+I know we've been through hard timesI know we've been through goodWe had to go through all of themTo know the life we wouldIf I could make you feelHow muchI LOVE YOUTodayJust take the stars from foreverPut them in your dreams to stayMultiply them by infinityIn hopes that you would sayI LOVE YOUAnd I never wantThat LOVE to go away. +Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Without This Woman
+Without This Woman+ @ Eternity converged Triangular stars upon my heartParallel universes closing in on meLove starved soulSpiraling the voices in my headGalloping horse rhythmEchoing reflections in my memoryMoonlight/SunlightCollide in black whole of infancyLeaving a rippleIn the water of my lifeSlamming convulsionsFading blue moonSunset glow When I think about The reasons whyI LOVE YOUThats why I cryIn the sanityGiving me a reasonTo try As I take timeFrom yesterdayI realizeI onlyStopTimeFor you Thoughts ofSunshine fireIn yourEyesSweltering heatInRain stormComforting transitionsLikeDarknessFrom dawnPulsars Beat of my heartHollowBlackLonelinessOf myUniverseInterruptedByExploding stars Turning back the time To where I used to beI seeIt's no longer meAbsorbing your voiceIn a wordHearing your thoughtsIn my heartWalking among the remnantsOf discarded leavesOn a quest for eternitys visionWith the roar of hells doorAt my back Cold receding daysLongMistyBrightNovemberNightWords fromM

My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Wanna Own Me For A Month (my 1st Auction)
WooHoo...My 1st Auction! Help Me Make It A Good One Plz! Who Wants To Own Sum Ch3rrY Pie? Pls Make A Bid For Me...I Promise It Will Be Worth It! ;) PS. Sorry its not lettin me add the direct link here to the auction but the link is on my status! Thanx, Ch3rrY ~XOXOX~

Whatever
I hate it when I come on here and I've messaged someone and I get no reply. That's rude if someone takes the time to write to you you should reply to them. I also hate people asking me to shoutbox them when they are on and when I do I don't get a reply.Another thing that's pissing me off is when people ask for help to level up and I help them out but never get it back in return.I'm on fubar to make friends and have people to talk to. I'm not here for leveling up I only do that to add pics. I'm not here to play games or to deal with drama queens and players and liars. I'm am down right honest person and very blunt and as nice as I can be and I will tell you how it is and I'm telling you now I'm not playing with no one you wanna start you'll see how much of a b*tch I can be. Mp3's Galore is a site I created mainly cause of the people who DJ in the lounges here on fubar. A wide variety of different types of genres are on the site including some hard to find albums and songs and so on. A l

Thx To 3 Most Active Staff!
THANK YOU PAPASCARECROW FOR ALL YOUR EFFORTS IN ALL AREAS! THANK YOU LILBEAR FOR YOUR EFFORTS IN GETTING OUR NAME OUT THERE AND BEING A VOICE INSIDE THE LOUNGE! THANK YOU VIXY FOR YOUR EFFORTS IN MULTIPLE AREAS! KEEP IT UP!

Quotes
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Nymphetamine
Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter... Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl. Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl. Wicked with your charm I'm circled like prey Back in the forest

The Dal Nonorach Order
PREAMBLE It is hereby declared and decreed that the purpose of this organization, the Dal nOnorach is: 1) To promote Irish culture, language, literature, law, customs and history. The Irish Language shall be used in all functions, public and private where feasible. 2) To aid and advance by all legitimate means the aspirations and endeavors of the Irish people for complete and absolute independence, promoting peace and unity for all Ireland. 3) To foster the ideas and perpetuate the history and traditions of the Irish people. (5) To promote Irish culture. (6) To encourage civic participation.

Naughty Quiz
ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! be detailed :) and no skipping or idks! Just copy it, then paste it and Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics i

Music Lyrics
When you search for your inner lightAnd you've opened every doorI come to see you againLike so many, many times before I am the demonIn your mindI will make you blindI will make you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingTo stay inside your mindInside your mind So you dare to raise me againIn the cold embrace of nightI'm your guide and your flame of lifeI'm the edge if a sharpened knife I'm liquid fireI am here to eat your flesh and mindYour flesh and mindI have the answers to your questionsSeek and you shall findYes, you shall find Now drink this holy cup of poisonDrink this blood of mineAnd I will ease your painJust let me be inside your veinsDon't you worry 'bout tomorrowPerhaps tomorrow never comesWhen you are lonely in the darkThe only friend you've got is me I am the demonIn your mindI have made you blindI've made you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingForever in your mindInside your mind I'll take you away to my dark domainNo worries now I'll ease your

Announcement
I have thought about this for MANY years & agonized over the decision. I have for a long time been unhappy in My male body. I just never felt "right". With the help of My wonderful Sis, I have chosen to take matters into My own hands & change into who I was meant to be....a beautiful woman. The road will be a long one, but one well worth it. In advance, Ty all Lovingly Yours Ani

Does It Get Any Better?
This topic was a mumm last night.I didnt get to share my vast knowledge because I was blocked for whatever reason. The answer is NO.It doesnt get any better. You dont cry in public for no apparent reason as much,you learn to find a more private place.Then one day your tear ducts dont betray you and now you can feel all the emotional release of a good cry while joking and smoking with the boys.NO it doesnt get any better. You dont bury your face in the cloths she had wore and left behind.With just a hint of her perfume,or her favorite bath soap.Just the rite amount of Downey.No you dont pile them in the bed and try to sleep with your face buried in them.You finally wash them and put them in the Cedar chest at the foot of your Daughters bed.You know how fashion 360's.NO it doesnt get any better. You know she's in a better place doing more important things than baby sitting your evil ass,when you realize she never left.Oh no she turned the reins over to someone mu

Crying Child
My name is Chris,I am three,My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me....I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues,With more bad words s

Single Mommys=goldigging Tramps
single mommys are like dogshit at bottom of the barrel. all they are looking for is a free meal ticket. you gotta love these camwhores My Shoutbox amber: can i invite you to my own video chat room so we can have fun chat while im on cam..?? ->amber: what kind of fun amber: are you up for fun? ->amber: nothing amber: what are you up to? ->amber: 23 amber: how old are you? amber: ok.. ->amber: los angeles amber: where you from? amber: i see ->amber: nope amber: anything.. you have yahoo? ->amber: bout what amber: hi there..

Thoughts....
This is a test (from me and to myself) to see how well I know myself. Obviously I know my name. (I choose not to tell you my real name though) :) I know my age. (though I could be lying about that too ^_^) I know where I live. (Okay I definitely lied there lol, pick one out of my photo albums... ^_^) I know that I hate school, but some things are fun like the electives. Its hard though. Criminal Justice for example, is hard but interesting. Im on my last year of english but it suckssss. I'm stuck on math and may have to do some credits at Adult School to finish up my math credits in an easier way. I wanted to do a blood drive but I don't know where to look for people who are interested in helping. I get headaches alot. I smoke ... and I drink alot. I have as much fun as I can. I take whatever opportunity sounds good to me, if it seems like a once in a lifetime chance, or taking whatever I can get. Bad things have happened to me... but lets not go there. I try to focus on the good, bu

The Big List Of Fun Stuff To Do In That Boring Ol' Courtroom Of Law...
1. Bring a cell phone and order a pizza when the judge starts talking. 2. Bring a zip-lock bag full of grapes and launch a few at the defendant when the judge isn't looking. 3. Giggle uncontrollably when they show the evidence, if any blood is present. 4. If they ever bring up the possibility of an accomplice, duck your head and quiver. 5. Stand up and yell "OBJECTION!" to everything the judge says. EVERYTHING. 6. If you're the defendant, wait until the judge starts talking about you. Proceed to hide under your table. 7. If anybody attempts to communicate with you in any way, stare off into space and blow spit bubbles. 8. Sing "The Song That Never Ends" incessantly. 9. Get the judge to look at you. Lick your lips and motion that you'll "call him" 10. Actually call him 11. Bring a kazoo. 12. Act like you're doing something important, and ask them to "keep it down" 13.

Feelings
The demon inside screams for blood in the event of a wrong doing and he is not understanding. But only clear tears flow from outside the host body that once was. All muscle and motor skills frozen in time at the shock of it all. What is depression but not satisfying the inner demon and not being able to move? Birthplace: Rehoboth,Delaware Current Location: Sanford,Fl Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Red Height: 5-11 Weight: 225 lbs Piercings: not yet Tatoos: not yet Overused Phraze: Fagbag!! FAVORITES Food: Chinese,Italian Candy: War Heads,and any Number: 69 Color: red Animal: Dragons and wolves Drink: pepsi Alcohol Drink: baileys irish cream Bagel: onion Letter: f Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes they are the window to the soul Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: both when i feel like it Strawberry or Watermelon: both Hot tea or Ice tea: both Chocolate or Vanilla CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!! Hot Chocolate or Coffee: both Kiss or Hug: both but love to kiss Dog or Cat: bothRap or Punk: a li

Songs For Myself And Other Local Bands, If You Want One Just Pm
Breathing Exercises. Every living creature is sustained by breath. Breathing plays an utmost part in all life activities, thus when there is no more breath the life ends. All living creatures may sustain their own lives for some period of time without food or water but never without breath. The breath absorbs oxygen into our system and eliminates carbonic acid gas. During inhalation oxygen is first taken into the lung cells, and then circulates through the blood. Through this ceaseless activity and formation of cells within the various functions of the body the impure waste is eliminated. In other words the breath burns the waste matter or impure matter produced along with the processes of digestion, absorption and excretion which is known as metabolism. As a logical consequence of this process, carbonic acid gas is produced within the system. If this gas remains within the system it may endanger the life. Therefore it has to be sent to the lungs through the veins in order

Sexy Stories
It had been an incredible weekend. I was sore as hell, but certainly very relaxed. Sitting slumped down in the front seat of the van watching the trees go by as we hurtled down the Maine Turnpike back towards Boston, I couldn’t help but wonder I had never been whitewater rafting before. (There is something about it other than the obvious rush that makes it an extremely cathartic experience. I suspect that it’s the feeling that you have overcome a situation that could have killed you if you weren’t up to the task that makes you feel much better about yourself.) I was certain of one thing, this wouldn’t be the last trip for me. I began to doze off. I was quickly startled out of my light slumber by the shrill ring of my cell phone. I’d almost forgot that I had it with me, there was absolutely no signal whatsoever where we had been all weekend. I rummaged around quickly and managed to find it in my coat pocket. “Hello?” “Well, hello

Caddy My Maine Coon Pride And Joy
America's First Show Cat - The Maine Coon Cat By Gail FrewThe Maine Coon Cat is America's first indigenous show cat. A dozen of these down-east, working class heroes were listed in the program of a show held in Boston in January 1878. Often called the "gentle giants" of the cat fancy, the Maine Coon's origins are shrouded in the mists of time and the legends told by their owners.Many people once believed the Maine Coon originated by interbreeding the American bobcat with the domestic cats brought to North America on the various sailing ships that came to the Northeastern seaboard. Probably the tufted ears and feet of the Maine Coon, which are similar to the bobcat's, gave some credence to this legend. The tuft curls outward from the inside of the ears and tufts of fur are found between the toes. Taking fantasy one step farther is the belief that the domestic cats of New England bred with raccoons. The early Maine Coons may simply have looked like raccoons to the natives, since the brow

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Lately I've been wondering what I should do to get more interaction with people on here and finally it hit me... I shall start a NSFW Folder titled "The Girls of Fu". Heres all you need to do Just send me a pic of yourself Ladies in any pose you find to be flattering to yourself Now you can either send it to me thru Fubar or to my E-mail at Jesterrob@hotmail.com, I will Start the folder on September 25th. This is not a contest it is simply to show the beauty that is the women of Fubar. Now I know some of you are probably thinking that I'm a Perv, and by all means go ahead and think that, but it is not my intention, I merely find the female body not only desireable and beautiful, but also strong and as a work of art. All pictures sent will be used in the most tasteful manner and are strictly for my folder, if I find that they are being misused or for some other sinister purpose I will cancel out the folder and destroy all pics, and the individuals responsible will be dealt with. So La

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TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's...!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, bread and butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in the morning

Indian Prayer
There is a simple but profound Lakota prayer: Mitakuye Oyasin.These two words mean All My Relations or We are All Related.To pray this prayer is to petition God on behalf of everyone and everything on Earth.Mitakuye Oyasin honors the sacredness of each person's individual spiritual path, acknowledges the sacredness of all life (human, animal, plant, etc.) and creates an energy of awareness which strengthens not only the person who prays but the entire planet.Soon after I first learned this prayer, I saw that it represented all that needed to be said. It was a prayer of respect, honor and love for all of mankind, and for the Earth. It was a prayer that said "I wish goodness and peace for all. I would leave no one out. I pray for all." It was a prayer that crossed the barriers of religion and could be prayed by one of any faith. It was a prayer that united, instead of dividing. It was an amazing prayer.

I Love You
Its funny how much i care bout you its funny this thing called love. i swore id never do it again but with you it felt so natural so right. i love you more then you know. id do anythin to make your day to see you smile or to hear you say that you love me. your the apple of my eye the one who has my heart please dont break it babe i trust you with it. i dont trust certain ppl. i dont want her to think she can take you from me i love you too much to lose you. please dont let me down. i worry bout you all the time i can feel your stress your unhappiness n i wish i could make it all better, make it all go away i just hope im not a factor in your unhappiness i hope im the one you love the one you want foreve_ because im not complete without you baby wat can i say im just silly gal whos in love with you

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To: Every guy To: Every Woman As "that" Guy...I really thank my friend for posting this to me This is how women should be treated...and the men who treat them this way should be valued To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just

Salt
SALT I can't hardly believe what I found when I got home from taking my GF to work. My entire room was salted by my cousin. She came into the room, without permission, and without knowledge of what might be here. In fact she did so without caring what might be in here. And showered the ENTIRE ROOM with Sea Salt. I know because I confronted her on it and she stated her reason. She has no remorse of her actions. She does not realize what the repercussions of this are or the ramifications of it. I brought to her attention that doing what she did, entering without permission and salting someones belongings, was a way of trying to bring harm, including insanity and death, to them. She said that she had never heard of such a thing. I pointed out that movies and TV Shows, such as Charmed, had even had episodes about it. Again she had never heard of it. So I point out that now most of my evening is going to be spent cleaning everything. She says that &

Salute Pics
Allright ladies, it's that time again, we are needing some new and fresh salute pics! Give us ur HOTTEST and most UNIQUE salutes u can think of! We are the 2nd Alarm Hotties! We have been around since the cherry tap days, lets show em what we have got girls! We have what it takes to blow away the competition, so let's do this! Let's smoke em out because we are molten hot!!!!

Poems
Dedicated to all the desperate men/boys on internet or what the hell u should call emDont ask me "can I have your number?""Can I call u?""Can I come?"When I say no dont ask "why not?"Dont tell me "I Love u"Dont say "I want u to be my wife"When all u knowIs my age, name n looksPLEASE dont send me your msn or yahooWhen I never asked for it in the first placeYeah there‘s normal people out there tooBut way less then all u stupid foolsWhat‘s wrong with people? can u really be that desperate?it‘s said really really sad...I feel sorry for y‘all you bitch u whorei can‘t take u any moreu lie and u bck staband tri to make me madbut here‘s the thing u slutcompared to be ur a runtim the number one bitchso deal wit it Sorry, I'm ClosedWe were friends, we were lovers, we were friendsYou're hot, you're cold, you're warmYou come, you go, you linger aboutI'm showered with affectionThen ignored without intentionYou pull me close, you push me awayYou want me, you d

My Thoughts
When people walk in and out of your life it's harder to let them in than it is to let them go, Because every fairy tale has an ending!When life get's uncontrollable It's easier to sit back and watch life pass you buy than it is to stand there and fight!When people say horrible and judgmental thing's to you it's easier to beat there ass than it is to tell them how you really feel.When you are forced to do something you have never done before it's hard to accept the fact that you can't change people's way of thought than it is to move on and deal with it.When you think that anything good is never gonna happen to you it's easier to let it pass you buy than it is to fight for what you believe in even if it means that you stand alone.It's harder to believe sweet and honest word's when all you have heard is lie's! It seems to be easier to follow others foot print's than it is to make your own and be your own person and create your life on your own.It's hard not to cry when all you feel is pa

Life...
The lose of a friend is never easy…especially one who is like a sister you never had. I know that she is at peace and there is no more suffering, no more worries and no more pain. However even knowing this brings little comfort with the lose, call me selfish in my thoughts, but I feel the pain. Life is so uncertain, time is not a friend, but a foe. Life is not a dress rehearsal, you only have one chance, for once the moment is gone it is gone forever. No do over! Make the most of what you have and be thankful for your blessings in life, however small they may be or insignificant they may seem. For each moment is a gift, never to be again. Live life each day as if it is your last for it may well be just that…your last! Tell others what you think and let those you care about know how you feel about them. For it may be the last time you are able to do that and the last time they will be able to hear it from your lips. Embrace life, realize your dreams and fulfill your go

Impression
I have been doing some thinking , and in a way I love and like my decision . I have thought about going back to the way I was doing things , which means I will be going with old methods of doing thing . I know this might tic alot of people off but oh well . This would mean wardrobe and all , back to the slacks and dress shirts that I am accustomed to , and no more of the dirty casual that I have been in lately . I had to do something to do get everything back in order . My grandmother had taught me to dress professional ,when she was alive , and I seemed to have forgotten that lesson. I have listened to the wron people . Not anymore I am back and I love it

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Prettiest Feet Contest
Alright people, this is a contest to find the prettiest feet on fubar. The rules of this contest are pretty simple. 1. First place gets a 6 month VIP!!! 2. No NSFW pics. Showing off your goodies will not help you win. There mihgt be children watching. With that being said... 3. You must be 18!!! I don't want the FBI jumping through my window at 3 am becacause of some 15 year old. 4. Ladys only!!! No explaination needed. Now heres how to enter. It takes 2 pics to enter. The first pic is a salute. You know write your url on a paper and take a picture next to your face. Thats so we know its you. The next pic is of your feet with the same paper your used in the salute. This way you won't go out a get a pic of tyra banks feet to try to win. Thats cheating. After you have the 2 pics upload them to your pics on fubar, and send a link to the pics in a private message to me. I'll then reply to let you know if your in the contest. You can enter until Oct 30th. On halloween the win

This Is Me
its like no matter what i do i just cant find that some one.....i tought i had it clinched but again i was wrong.........im always wrong......always hurt......no one knows the real me.......i dont even know the real me anymore......i feel so lonely, so hurt......even in a room full of people i am compleatly alone......no feelings ne more.....every time i get feelings for one person they are ripped away and im numb all over again......totally useless....feelings were just ment to be killed.......i dont think i could or will ever love again.....im stripped of all feelings and emotions.....but like a drone i live day to day with that little smidgent of hope that something might happen....but my world of doubt clouds the hope out and it is engulfed by rage...i just dont know what i am supposed to do with my life...if that is what u call it......how depressing...i look at all these people who are fake, i just want to strangle them...they have no idea what it is to be alone....stripped of ev

The Real President Lincolns Page
It seems that a nasty fat chick named blaine has hacked my uncles page if your in question on which of his page is real it is the one i am linking here please block and or delete the other one http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1230422&friend=1230422

Time For Miracles
It's late at night and I can't sleep Missing you just runs too deep Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile Every kiss I can't forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love You know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us I just want to be with you Cuz living is so hard to do When all I know is trapped inside your eyes The future I cannot forget This aching heart ain't broken yet Oh God I wish I could make you see Cuz I know this flame isn't dying So nothing can stop me from trying Baby you know that Maybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love You know thatMaybe it's time for miracles Cuz I ain't giving up on love No I ain't giving up on us Baby can you feel it(feel it)You know I can hear it(hear it) So can you feel it feel it.... You kn

Just My Thoughts
Well this is officially my first day on Fubar and officially my first Blog on Fubar. I am so confused I don't even know where to start. I have my profile set up for the most part, I have joined a lounge, I have chatted up a few people, and now I am trying to blog. How do I get points is my next goal, according to my homepage all I need is 9 more points to get the next level. I am hoping that this blog will help put me over the top. T I just wanted to blog to test this out, I never did a blog before. I think I might start though. Does anyone ever read these? If they do let me know. If enough people do then maybe I will start. Who knows I might actually have something to say that is interesting. If nothing else I am a pretty good speller, which is a relief compared to some of the people I have come across on here who are on the shy side of literate. I am guessing those folks probably don't come here to the blog section anyway. Okay that is enough about nothing. Thanks for your time

Ya Boi Is Up On The Block
SUP SUP YEA THATS RIGHT IM IN AN AUCTION SO GO TO THE ADDY N PLACE YA BID......THE AUCTION ENDS ON THE 25TH OF OCT. SPECIAL OFFER GOES OUT SAT THE 24TH IF BIDS GET HIGH ENOUGH.......WORD http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=346772&albumid=1879541&i=943067328&idx=5#1228949745

Food For Thought ...
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennial as the grass. Take kin

Some People
I have never expected everyone to like me, nor do I expect that I'll like everyone that I meet. However, some people will just not show anyone respect. Most of them will expect you to show them respect and will raise hell if you don't. I have the feeling that they don't even know the meaning of the word respect. Some people want you to do what they say anytime they open thier mouths and expect you to kiss thier ass whenever they feel you should. What can I say; some people are rude, obnoxious and overly stupid. Only caring about what they think and ignoring any other point of view. They think it's funny when they cause other people grief but want to fight you when you give em a taste of thier own bull shit. Go figure? Some people: so full of themselves and not knowing who they are. who are they to say anything about anyone? Just a bunch of anal retentive control freaks that know jack shit about anything.

Wander With Me
LATE AT NIGHT Quiet as a feather bed... No sounds around at all... Only the easy purring... Your cat's sleeping in a ball... The whole city is fast asleep... Unless they are like you... Not really resting, not awake... But not knowing what to do... Think you'll have a glass of milk... Or a piece of buttered toast... Watch a little late T.V. ... (An hour at the most) Pretty soon the sky gets light... And it is nearly dawn... Now you're sleepy, tired too... And you begin to yawn... Off to bed for just a bit... Must rest to keep your charm... Just as soon as you drift off... You hear your clock alarm... Hit the button labeled, "SNOOZE"... Three or four times more... Can't ignore the time by now... You're tired to the core... Guess this day will have to have... A little nap or rest... Or all the things that must be done... Will not get done the best... So I say to all my party animals out there in fubarland; Work hard and play harder, but let's not forget

Great Smiles
Recently I have had a wonderful person join my life. My long lost sister Jeanne has after 45 years made contact with my father. Every day since Jeanne was 3 yrs old my father has thought of her and tried to contact her in some way. Now my father is the happiest he has ever been since we received her letter. I can't wait till i meet her and also happy that I have gained her in my life as well. She also has 2 kids which means i'm an aunt x3 total. Only wish i could have been in their lives earlier, I feel i have missed so much with them as well as them with me. God has given us all this wonderful gift and I can't thank him enough. well i got my teeth done now and my smile looks wonderful i guess i gotta delete some pics to add new ones but no1 is rating too many of my pics anyways so im not sure if i want to

My Thoughts
Never again will I be dishonoredAnd never again will I be remindedOf living within the world of the jadedThey kill inspirationIt's my obligationTo never again, allow this to happenWhere do I begin?The choices are endlessDenying the sinMy art, my redemptionI carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken awayThere will never be a reason why I will surrender to your adviceTo change myself, I'd rather dieThough they will not understandI won't make the greatest sacrificeYou can't predict where the outcome liesYou'll never take me aliveI'm aliveI'm aliveI'm alive Change again, cannot be consideredI rage again, dispelling my angerWhere do I begin?The choices are endlessMy art, my redemption, my only salvationI carry the gift that I have been blessed withMy soul is adrift in oceans of madnessRepairing the rift that you have createdI am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken awayThere will never

New Bill To Aid Vets Hurt By Agent Orange
New bill to aid vets hurt by Agent Orange - by land & sea BY Jake Pearson DAILY NEWS WRITER Wednesday, October 28th 2009, 4:00 AM The U.S. military dumped nearly 20 million gallons of the deadly herbicide to remove foliage during the Vietnam War. Related News Articles NYC College Tech builds up scaffolding education Graduate degree scholarship offer for city workers Bobby Condon was a young kid from Flatbush when he enlisted in the U.S. Navy to fight in the Vietnam War. Nicknamed "Brooklyn" by fellow soldiers, Condon, now 63, has developed an Agent Orange-linked cancer - but was denied coverage by the Veterans Administration because he never set foot in Vietnam. "I would have flown to Saigon and put my feet on the ground for 30 minutes [had I known]," said Condon, a flight operator on the

Hiya
So me and my big head are coming home from work last week and I was a bit depressed because of a girl ( go figure ) so I decide to listen to my DIO CD. Anyone that knows about Ronnie James Dio knows that he is a little dude that puts a mystical spin on everything. It could be drinking a cup of coffee, going to get your mail, whatever. He could sing about it and make it seem like a quest somehow. As an example, let's say Ronnie James Dio was doing just that: going to get his mail with a cup of coffee in his hand. It would be translated into : I WALLLK UPON THE STONE ! TO READ THE MESSAGE FROM THE UNKNOWWWNNNNN ! I DRINK THE FUELLLL FROM MY CHALICE ! THEN WALK BACK INTO MY PALACE ! -something like that. OK : here is what happened - The song HUNGRY FOR HEAVEN comes on and I crank it. It's loud, I start speeding and singing YOU'RE HUNGRYYYY FOR HEAAAVEN , BUT YOU NEED A LITTLE HELLLLLLL !!!! YEAH! and just then the CD starts skipping. I go from awesome preachy medieval warrior

Hard Times
i cant believe what they say is true how could you be gone away forever never to beseen again on earth but you will always be seen in my eyes its still hard to this day to know that i missed your funeral it kills me day in and day out just to knowthat i didn't get to say my last good-byes to you the. the only person that ever truly cared for me no i didn't even make it to your brothers funeral and that kills me also but i wasn't nearly as close to him as i was to you my grandmother you were then just a grandmother your were my best friend we had alot of laughs but it is sad to think that we will never be able to have those laughs again on earth but you alwaysremember that i love you more then anything in this world you r my heart my soul and most of all your my grandmother the kids still ask about you every now and then but i haven't had the heart to tell them that they wont be able to see your smiling face in this world again we know you love us but still why did it have to come to an

To Anyone That Thinks I'm Bitchy Lately
So in two months, I've lost 1 friend, my friends mom who helped raise me, two aunts and as of Monday, 2 uncles. I've moved to help out another aunt and uncle while my uncle is sick, going in and out of the hospital for surgey, and left all my friends and the rest of my family at home. I have to look for a job in a place I don't even know. I've been sick for the past two weeks and might have to get chest x-rays to find out the official problem. I'm stressed out constantly and trying to deal with a lot of shit that's being put on me. I thought that a certain person actually gave a shit and cared about me, and turns out, he only wanted what was easiest for him and truly doesn't care about anyone elses happiness or well-being but his own. I tried. I'm tired of people bitching at me about shit that I have no control over and then getting pissed at me for not being in the mood to joke around or even make any attempt to boggle myself more with constant contradictions between actions an

F*kn Vultures!
I can't look up anymore....cuz when I do, all I see are vultures.....Circling overhead, watching, waiting......Waiting for me to show the slightest sign of weakness. Waiting to swoop down and pick at my flesh, waiting to rip muscle and sinew from my bones...piece by piece, killing me slowly, torturing me....Ok, really, there ARE NO vultures hovering about my head...I was actually refering to men. Truly, it seems like every time I walk out the door, there is a new one there waiting, watching.....And if I show the slightest indication of weakness, ie. emotion, tenderness, caring, etc....they fuckn divebomb me and attempt to attach themselves to me like blood-sucking leeches. WTF? Do I have a sign that says "Losers Apply Here"? From now on, I'm going to go about things a little differently. Not gonna be nice, hell no. Next time a man approaches me and asks me out, my FIRST question is going to be "Are you gainfully employed?" If I recieve a positive response, my next question will

Understanding The Social Standings .. The Fubar Food Chain
I can't get over the amount of smugness and right to ownership that the clique of regular MUMMers display. I recently posted a MUMM as a lark and a cheap way of getting points and Fu bucks. I don't deny my motives I'm sure I'm not the first person to do it. Well anyhow, maybe the topic was just too plain dumb ( something I don't deny) and the comments I got definatly reflected that. I don't mind the funny shots taken at me, they make me laugh too, it's when the comments become personalized attacks , it gets down right boorish. The mistake I made was trying to defend myself from the attacks, This isn't tolorated by the MUMMers clique. What happened to me in this case was a relentless onslaught of crude character shots belittling me to no end. Hey it's alright, go ahead , I mean if people have issues and the only way to resolve them is to belittle other people, it speaks volumems for their insecurities and the dependance on other like minded people to justify them. The thing that reall

My Peom
beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.

The Halloween Witch
The Halloween WitchEach year they parade her about ... the traditional Halloween witch. Misshapen green face, stringy scraps of hair, and a toothless mouth beneath her disfigured nose. Gnarled, knobby fingers twisted into a claw, protracting from a bent and twisted torso that lurches about on wobbly legs.Most think this abject image to be the creation of a prejudiced mind, or merely a Halloween caricature. I disagree. I believe this to be how witches were really seen.Consider that most witches: were women, were abducted in the night, and smuggled into dungeons or prisons under the secrecy of darkness, to be presented by the light of day as a confessed witch.Few, if any, saw a frightened, normal looking woman being dragged into a secret room filled with instruments of torture. To be questioned until she confessed to anything that was suggested to her, and to give names or whatever would stop the questions. Crowds saw the aberration denounced to the world as a self-proclaimed witch.As th

Just Trying To Keep It Simple
You are the Star card. The Star is the light of hope. Shining in the night, sending light into darkness, the stars provide direction to sailors and are a field on which to dream. Humanity used to look up at the sky and desire to be there, to find out what it all meant, and now we have been a distance into space and have elementary ideas of the makeup of all the different stars. This kind of achievement adds further fuel to our hopes. The eternal, slow-moving stars that will be long shining past the end of our own existence provide hope of immortality, and the vast space they suggest and the very mystery they hold provide us with excitement and knowledge yet to be discovered. The Pisces man is difficult to pin down, most of his true feelings are hidden. He is attracted to anything stress free and without a competitive edge because he hates restriction but on the other hand, he is also attracted to things that stir his emotions, including women. Pisces man is notorious for choosing the

The First Time Hurts
The early morning sun comes up over the palm grove 700 meters in front of me....... The early morning haze is transparent with ray of light glimmering through the dust..... I break the chill from my body and watch attentively at the buildings and roads and trees that lay ahead.... I look at my watch it's 0645 and soon a white car pulls down the road just in front of the palm grove....The only movement that I could see at this time. My attention peaked as I watched the car come to a halt on the dirt road..... My range finder tells me it's 687 meters, and yet I continiue to watch carefully.... As i'm looking through the mil dot reticle I see a young man step from the drivers side door and another younger boy from the passenger side..... The young man seemed to instruct the younger boy with his hand on his shoulder as they walk to the rear of the vehicle.... Could this be his father ?, his brother ?.... Who knows but as they were at the rear of the car the trunk popped open..... The youn

Happy Birthday Mom...
Mom, we lost you back in January and things just haven't been the same without you. Dad passed about 3 years before you and that was rough but we still had you. Now you are gone as well. I know Dad missed you and needed you where he was and that is fine. You no longer hurt and have the use of your left side that the stroke had taken from you here. I guess too that you both got to see the homer I hit this season, only did a few of those as a kid....sure wish you both could have been there to see a few in more recient times in person. I know the girls miss you too. Why don't the both of you stop by in a dream or something and say HI. I know that would be good for both of them. You two don't have too much fun but at the same time have lots of fun watching your grand kids grow and do you both proud. I think of you both daily, take care and I hope you both are well!!!

My Poetry
David My mind is numb and my body aches.I would love nothing more than to take back all of our mistakes. But what is done is done. The past we can not change.When I heard you were gone it just sounded too strange. You gave me our daughter. The one thing I always wanted the most.Now I just wish you were here so you could love her and hold her close. I’m sorry for the times I hurt you and all of my mistakes.I wish I could change it so bad that my very soul aches. I wish we could have gotten along and put all our differences aside.We were both just too damn stubborn and full of foolish pride. All the wishes in the world sadly can’t change anything that’s been done.I will spend the rest of my life with my regrets weighing me down a ton. I would give anything to have you back to tell you how sorry I am.Even if truth be told you probably wouldn’t have given a damn. This last promise I make is all I can do for you as I sit here with tears in my eyes all a blur..I

Survey Questions
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Do you like foreplay? 20. What is foreplay to you? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Help Me Please
Hello Fu-Universe, I know this is a great place and I don't really like doing this but I really need your help. Why do I need it well things have taken a bad turn for me, my dad sold the house we shared and sat me on the street. So in a few weeks I am homeless because my own (german) government let's me run in loops in order to get their help. At the end they don't seem like a great help at all. My idea is to do something for my education and get a better degree so i plan on going to a college. What costs unfortunately some money. I can come up with some on my own but it not enough to pay for the first year at the community college. Now this is where your help comes in in shape of a donation. How much you donate is up to you. Every donation gets me a step closer. Everyone who donates will get a personal thank you email from me and if requested will be mentioned in this blog until I came up with something nicer. Here is the link for the donation page

A Country Song By Me
SLOW DANCEHave you everwatched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened tothe rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed abutterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fadingnight?You better slow down.Don't dance sofast.Time is short.The music won'tlast.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in yourbedWith the next hundred choresRunning throughyour head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do ittomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good

Lost N Blown Away...
I’ve taken everybody’s taken everybody’s adviceyou know how it goesI’ve been trying hard to make a brand new startbut what it does to you, no one knowsbut it showshow can you say that it’s so hard you drag meinto your thing as you fade awaywhy can’t you see that I can’t relate toanything that’s lost & blown awaysilenceI’m telling you our time has come to endand I do feel a sense of loneliness, yes I dobut time after timeyou refuse to see there’s nothing more than asilver bless, silver blesshow can you say that it’s so hard you drag meinto your thing as you fade awaywhy can’t you see that I can’t relate toanything that’s lost & blown awaysilenceI’ve taken everybody’s advice, taken everybody’s adviceyou know how it goes