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Company Of Artists
So the saying goes Money is the Root of all Evil. If you believe this to be true then give me your money. Same concept the Church uses to take from you but not I. I work hard for my money and though this is a fact. Money can not bring a person happiness no. Happiness comes from the money earned, you see if I go out and work an average job and look at all the millions of people doing the same what is the secret to these million dollar men. Simple productivity and honest integrated thinking as well as selfishness. Yes selfishness because in reality a selfless person will take what they can from another it is impossible to be both selfless and honest. A selfish honest person does not take from other producer's they teach and protect values through their success. If I discovered the next big step in humanities essence of life would I be happy that I am rich or would I be happy of my accomplishments? The money is just an extra added bonus. Money is the root of your success

Survivor
A childhood that one would cringe at Becoming a mother in high school Leaving your child behind to fight for your country Losing your child to death Losing your sibling to a terrorist activity Meeting someone you love... Becoming happy again... Becoming a wife... Becoming a mother to two more beautiful children Becoming an ex-wife Feeling not happy once again Picking up the pieces and starting over Homeless Alone Afraid Put that wall back up around your heart Learning to trust again Slowly Letting Someone Into Your

Just Like You
I could be meanI could be angryYou know I could be just like youI could be fakeI could be stupidYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youI could be coldI could be ruthlessYou know I could be just like youI could be weakI could be senselessYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youOn my own 'cause I can't take livin' with youI'm alone

Cleanin' Up Family List On Here Please Read
Ok, There are 3 groups on each of our pages, Fans, Friends and Family.... Fans..... these are people we all probably have from when we first started fu/cherry tap/lost cherry or whatever it might have been when we joined they gave us points and now it's needed once you start getting higher up in the levels... so these are probably at best casual acquaintance's

Three Times Better
you masterfully massage my most delicate placeas she feverishly french kisses yoursyour firm thighs have her face in a leg lockwhile i'm positioned on all foursher famished mouth is placed perfectlyto devour your moist inner and outer lipsi'm bouncing my booty for both of youlike a stripper earning her tipsmy almost hairless moundhovers over her innocent faceyou're tasting me from behindat a slow, sexy pacemy 38 dees are danglingtheir nipples are as hard as stealwe thoroughly enjoy one anothermuff diving is the ultimate mealher pointed tongueplunges in and out of your holeyour bountiful breasts jiggleyour eyes begin to rollyou spread my soft cheeks smacking my cute bottomand give my sweet salad a tossi moan in utter delightas for words i'm at a total lossshe's touching herselfi'm rubbing methese types of interludesare always better with threeso you two can be snatch to snatchyou slide your beautiful body downit's my horny turn to sit on her faceand i quickly turn aroundyou and i lock e

Scrap's Word's On God Mode Bling
God Mode Explained! http://fubar.com/god-mode-explained/b333299-1133386 God Mode is very simple. Please read the description. 1. Some of you are expiring your God Mode in a day or two. This is because you maxed your 10 million points. 2. God Bling will not expire early. It is a very simple bling that fubarbarians are confused about. 3. If you are locking down your albums thinking you are getting one over on everyone. You are not. I am not going to explain why. Just knwo you are not. 4. If you are coming to support asking why your God Bling is expired. YOU REACHED YOUR 10 MILLION POINTS! Please do not use the excuse that you did not get it or got ripped off. Bling is for fun! 5. There are no refunds for bling. There are 101 and more ways to use bling. If God Mode is not working out for you, then please try something else. I am sure many will attest. God Mode does work.

Hey my name is Margarita and yes that is my real name if you are wondering. I am 24 years old and I am a single mom. My son's name is Jamison Jordan and he is 17 months old. He is the love of my life. I am Native American, German, Italian and Mexican haha what a combination. I

My 100 Truths
"Jar Of Hearts" I know I can't take one more step towards you ‘Cause all that's waiting is regret Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most I learned to live, half alive And now you want me one more time [Chorus:] Who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting a jar of hearts Tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don't come back for me Who do you think you are? I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms I've learned to live, half alive And now you want me one more time [Chorus] It took so long just to feel alright Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed ‘Cause you broke all your promises And now you're back You don't get to get me back [Chorus x2] Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are?

La La Land
You and I, we have been through a lot. Been down a lot of dark alleys and stuck in massive rainstorms. We have jumped out of perfectly good airplanes, and felt like we could conquer the world. We have traveled across the ocean on a whim. We have cried alone in the deepest of nights. We have felt powerful, beautiful, peaceful, lonely, sad, and lost. I know you are headstrong. I know you often miss the red flags, miss the warning signs, get caught up in the charge forward, only to realize you are storming the wrong gate. I know that sometimes you have to kiss the pavement to learn. Here are some gentle reminders for the path ahead. - If you are lost, quit walking and sit your ass down. Evaluate your surroundings. Evaluate the positives and negatives. Choose a path. Choose wisely. - Just keep swimming. Once the path is chosen, and the excitement of a new journey wears off, keep on keeping on. Life can't always be shiny. Sometimes it's dull work. Sometimes it sucks. Every day is a step

Really?!?!?!
Lmao!!! Ok so I got told this morning that the God Mode bling should ONLY be used for ranking on fubar.... Hmmmm.... Then I was told that I was completly oblivious to what the God Mode is supposed to be used for nor how anything really works on here.... Well the way I see it, I BOUGHT IT.... I will do with it as I please and use it for whatever it was i used it for.... Fubar has become a popularity site, and I'm not all about being popular on a GAME site... Do people fight to be popular on a game site simply because they can't be popular in real life OFF of fubar??? Has God Mode actually gotten to that many peoples heads that they feel they need to TELL others how its supposed to be used??? Last I checked it didn't say anything about WHAT God Mode was SUPPOSED to be used for on fubar.... So as far as I'm concerned, YOU use your God Mode bling how YOU want to use it.... and Ill do the same.... Dont come to me asking me to add you simply because you want more rates... i dont give a shit

I Want To
I want to I want to stab you in the heart, and kiss away your pain; Bathe in the blood of memories that drive your soul insane. Inhale all the darkness that lingers in your mind; And drown myself in the bitterness of every tear you’ve cried. I want to slice into your soul, releasing all its rage; Caress away the confusion that binds you to this cage. I want to dance amongst the shadows of every lie you’ve heard; And sing to you a ballot of truth in the song of a mocking bird. I want to dive into your sorrows and drink of all your fears; Swallowing the heart ache you’ve gathered through the years. I want to set your eyes on fire, and lick away the ash; Erasing the illusions that were left there by your past. I want to take you from my dreams, wrap you in my soul; Get drunk on the passion of our story not yet told! I want to turn the page, take all of you in; Devour all that’s left of the suffering you’ve been in; I want to wipe the slate clean, seal this pr

Torn
Okay, So this is very hard for me. I have realized over the last week I am in love with 2 men. How can that be you ask? I am not 100% sure either. Here I was happily engaged, and didn't think I could ever want anything more in my life. I recently started talking to a friend I hadn't talked to in almost a year. He told me all about everything that has gone on in his life since we last spoke. I was so happy and thrilled for him until.... I realized I was very jealous. He was always there for me, he's a great person and for the most part I am very happy for him, cuz he is happy. I never realized I had feelings for him, until now and he's happy. I am driving myself crazy. I don't know how to talk to him anymore, because I am crazy jealous, and all that crap. I hate to think anything would come between us, but I am just a mess. I KNOW this friend

True And Real
So the Rangers are in the World Series. Wow, who would have imagined that a team from Texas would knock off the defending champs in 6 games? Must say it is a GREAT feeling to be up here in Yankee land and calling myself a Texan right now. Good times I tell ya, good times. But I don't wish to talk about that. I want to point out something that, surprisingly enough, isn't being pushed to the back burner. Josh Hamilton. The coke addicted, alcoholic that was once suspended from MLB and sat out most of a year is now a ALCS MVP. Yes, he did coke. A lot. Yes he drank. A lot. But he rose about it. He came through the other side, standing tall, head held high. I was on someone's page the other day and happened to read a "status comment war" between two guys I won't mention. But one guy pointed out how the other guy was a drunk and coke addict, etc. He made fun of him cause he had been to

Raw Fuck
Wendy walked out to get the morning paper like she did every Saturday. She liked to drink her coffee and read it before she took a shower.She heard a motorcycle pull in the driveway as she skimmed the want ads. She got up to see who is was."Hey Wendy!" Chad yelled as he revved the engine. "Like my new toy?""It's nice, but loud enough to wake the dead!" she shouted back."Hop on!" he said smiling."Come in for a minute." she said walking back inside.Chad shut off the bike and went inside. He grabbed a beer out of the fridge."Beer already?" Wendy asked looking at the clock.They had been friends for years and this was no surprise to her. It was always Miller Time for Chad."Come on girl, let's go for a ride."

Official
Hello cowgirl in the sand Is this place at your command Can I stay here for a while Can I see your sweet sweet smile Old enough now to change your name When so many love you is it the same? It's the woman in you that makes you want to play this game. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2griwId2CY

Passion
Are you there?Hold meA glow of heatIntimacyMoist pantiesInvade my sensesYour lips brush mineTongues dancingFingers curling in my hairA haze of pleasureDemanding cockAching cuntThrusting forwardA low moan escapes meOver takes meExquisite and sensualYou enter my veinsThe heatI dig my nails into your backMeltingOh joy!Glistening folds of feminine fleshI gaspI moanMindless passionGlistening bodiesSweet murmursOur sighs echo around the roomSafe and secureTogether at lastEnergies drainedAfter the storm of it all

Thank You
We have always Used the words Just in Different ways It was good To have someone To turn to That made us Feel That way Times have Changed But those Words remained And now Are more Accurately defined The things You have grown Comfortable in Sharing Keep you in My heart And mind

Rules Of Texas
Rules of TEXAS:1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.

Baby Don't Cry..
So today i went swimming twice. chilled by the pool with my roomates and some freinds. I heard this girl talking about this guy she i seein. and how he has been a "dickhead' and/or.. so i ask her " do you think that you feeling like this against him, and you knowing he's not here with you to make you feel good and make each other happy by being together is a positive way to be if you both really like each other?" Now i got silence for a few seconds, and then after that silence she walksaway and calls this guy and tlks to him for an hour. Now, i'm kind of curious as to what transpired, but it's nne of my business and im glad that im not in a relationship like that. Two people should enjoy being together. I myself wish i had someone to love again. to know that person, came to where you are at to see you is a remarkable feeling. and to be able to hold someone in front of all your homies and say, "this is mine". I guess in a way im trying to look for love. and another part of me doesnt wan

I Said Bye!!! Did I F Up?
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having MSW already

The People I Have Lost
THIS IS ALL BOUT MY KIDS AND FAMILY THAT BEEN THERE FOR WHEN. I NEED THEM THE MOST AND THE MAN I AM WITH RIGHT IF IT WAS NOT FOR THEM. I WOULD NOT NO WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE BECAUSE THEY R MY LIFE. I LIVE AND GOD. GOD HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR US THAT DON'T KNOW MUCH MORE I CAN THANK HIM ENOUGH FOR BEING THERE THROW THE HARD TIMES. I JUST THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR LETTING MOM STILL BE ALIVE AND FOR BRING THE MAN I GOT TO ME BUT HAS FOR MY KIDS THEY R MINE WORLD WITH OUT THEM I HAVE NO LIFE. I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MINE HEART AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT. i wish my dad was here i miss him so much. i have not seen him in 15 years and i just wish you would come back home because so hard not seening you in my life. i can remeber when he was a around. it was so good times to have him in life and now he is gone and i want him back. i love my dad a lot. i am dad's girl and his not seen his grandkids that he has. i miss u dad and i love u i just wish would come back to me.

Jokes
AN IRISH BLONDE IN A CASINO An attractive blonde from Cork , Ireland arrived at the casino. She seemed a little intoxicated and bet twenty-thousand Euros on a single roll of the dice. She said, 'I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude'. With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and with an Irish brogue yelled, 'Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!' As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed...'YES! YES! I WON, I WON!' She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know - I thought you were watching.' MORAL OF THE STORY - Not all Irish are drunks, not all blondes are dumb, but all men...are men.

Who Am I?
IS THAT YOU? Is that you I see in the distanceIs that you I hear when needing adviceIs that you coming into my dreamsIs that you holding my aching heart I see shadows of places you've not beenI hear echos of your voice unspokenI visit memories of moments we've not hadI feel marks you've left on my untouched heart Is that you I see behind meIs that you I hear asking adviceIs that you I visit in my dreamsIs that you I touch of aching heart I cast shadows of places we will goI speak ehcos of words we will knowI share memories of times we'll haveI place marks on your untouched heart Is that you beside meIs that you that I hearIs that you in my armsIs that you in my heart MELANIE Just as I am finally able to travel and see my son, (as most know, it has been a month without any word from him and i am very worried) my truck dies 60 miles outside of town. Living on disability means I NEVER have any extra funds for any emergencies, holidays, unexpected expenses, etc and now this. Not o

Oral Solution
It always Makes us Both Feel better Providing that Needed relief After wards I will listen Fully And attempt To understand Your beliefs Treat it Aggressively Take out those Frustrations Beneath If you require My undivided Attention Just do not Dig in Too Deep With your Teeth

A Night Of Thunder
I have taken you camping, into the woods and tonight I have set up camp and you are in the tent with me. I have you undress and I cuff you as usual and in the close distance you hear the thunder and see the lightening close by. It is time as I lower the lantern light and have you lie down on the floor of the tent as I uncuff you and spread you out to the steaks I have made ready. Each steak is just the right distance apart as I take each hand and cuff it to one metal steak and then each ankle in the same manor.I then attach the metal nipple clips to each of your nipples and let you see as I attach them to wires leading out of the tent to the ground around us. As I tell you that I have laid wire all around our campsite I can feel your nerves start to unwind as the thunder and lightening come closer to our camp. I have you naked and spread-eagled on the floor of our tent and I can feel you begin to struggle as I light a candle and turn off the lantern light. There are now two candles in

What Is Love?
Love isn't an earned thingyet only the ones worthy enough to you are loved by you. Love isn't because of the way he/she looks, talks, actsbut is because of how they make you feel. Love begets no fear, no jealousy, no haste;it is good and timeless. Love shouldn't be taken for grantedbut given freely regardless of age,gender, religion, or ethnicity. Love is neither a noun,verb, or descriptive in any way;

Iamruin.
so, lately i have been into girls moreso than guys. i guess i am figuring that with guys, theyre just not the same. i have only had a string full of bad encounters/relationships with men, and at this point, where the father of my first child (8 months), couldnt even stay faithful during my pregnancy and even further down the line, until now, i am getting pretty fed up. do not get me wrong, i love men. at this point of my life, i think that being with a woman would be best for me. to anyone who may read this blog, please keep your hate and negativity to yourselves. it is not wanted here. thank you.

Car Hits Bikers In Socal ;5 Killed
A rural highway in Southern California was reopened Sunday after a collision that killed five, the Highway Patrol said. Four members of a San Diego-area motorcycle club were killed Saturday along with a passenger in a car in the collision near Ocotillo in Imperial County. Highway Patrol officers told the Los Angeles Times seven bikes from the Saddle Tramps were hit by an oncoming car that swerved to avoid another vehicle that was passing the motorcyclists on Route 98 Saturday afternoon. The victims included a husband and wife who were riding on one of the bikes. Five people were injured, including one critically, and were airlifted to area hospitals, Imperial County firefighters told The San Diego Union-Tribune. The Saddle Tramps were marking the club's 10th anniversary with a ride along the desert highway 80 miles east of San Diego. A rural highway in Southern

~top Ten.....~
Top 10 Things to do at the Mall 10. At the bottom of an escalator, scream "MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!" 9. At the stylist, ask to have the hair on your back permed. 8. Ask a saleswoman whether a particular shade of panties matches the color of your beard. 7. Sneak up on saleswomen at the perfume counter and spray them with your own bottle of Eau de Swanke. 6. Collect stacks of paint brochures and hand them out as religious tracts. 5. At the pet store, ask if they have bulk discounts on gerbils, and whether there's much meat on them. 4. Hand a stack of pants back to the changing room attendant and scornfully announce that none of them are "leak proof". 3. Ask appliance personnel if they have any TVs that play only in Spanish. 2.

Barsoom And Gor ~ A Comparison
John Norman's Gor world was clearly inspired by several sources, including the slave societies of Earth; namely, ancient Greece, ancient Rome, and ancient Egypt.. it is also clear that one major source of inspiration for the Gor series are the John Carter of Mars, or Barsoom, novels. When compared side-by-side, it is clear that John Norman plagiarized a huge amount of Gor from the author of the Barsoom novels, Edgar Rice Burroughs. Burroughs' works have inspired many science fiction and fantasy books; however, the similarities between Burroughs' work and Norman's work are too close to be a coincidence. Edgar Rice Burroughs (1875-1950) is best known as the creator of Tarzan. He wrote 24 novels in the Tarzan series. He was an astoundingly prolific author, and also wrote the Barsoom novels, the Pellucidar novels, The Land That Time Forgot, and numerous other novels. Many of his works were first printed in the "pulp fiction" magazines of his day, and were later published as books. The firs

~quotes To Illustrate...~
"He was my Master, I loved him! But I had failed my first test with him! I had only wanted to know, foolishly, the nature of my power with him, if any, and the nature of discipline to which I might be subject. I had only wanted to know, if truly I was his slave or not. Then he made me serve him, uncompromisingly. Then he had whipped me and put me, chained, at his feet. Yet too, I felt grandly and warmly assured as to his strength and dominance. I knew then my Master was Master, that he would never relinquish his sovereignty, that he was a true man. I was content now, and eager, a female, to be his perfect slave. If I had failed his test, he had passed mine." ~Dancer of Gor~p 475~ I suppressed a moan. Bikkie was excellent. I had little doubt but that she was a valuable slave, and would bring a high price. Bikkie wore, like one or two of the other girls still on the dais, only threads of leather, some dozen or so, depending from a leather sheathing encasing the locked, steel collar on he

We All Want To Fall In Love...why?
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, Every emotion is magnified, Our everyday reality is shattered And we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."

Poems
I've been waiting for this moment for so longAn answered prayer, I know you are the oneI give to you my heart and soulWith a love that will never grow oldIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meYou'll be there to catch me if I fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allI thank God for the gift He has given meA love that's strong for all of eternityI give to you all of my daysWith a love for all of your waysIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allIn the days that we grow oldThe times may change but our love will remainAs we look back on this day nowWe stood the test of timeLiving the promise of our vowIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my all...

Sad Thursday This Nov 18th 2010
http://www.dispatch.com/live/export-content/sites/dispatch/local_news/stories/2010/11/19/victims.jpgBodies of three missing people found in Knox County Tina Herrmann, 32; her 11-year-old son, Kody Maynard; and family friend Stephanie Sprang, 41, disappeared a week ago Wednesday.

What My Head Thinks
http://www.purerave.com/photos/3107397 yum lick lick OK so i am moving to Chicago in like a week and a half and i think it is a very right choice but the ppl I'm living with don't want me to leave there are like you cant stay there we want to keep you but the thing is i hate living where I'm living and i want to have the freedom to have my own life without having to worry about who needs what which kid needs to be changed and so on. cant a girl just go out with drinks without having to worry about working in the morning with the kids jeez. living where I'm living now they expect me to be on call 24/7 which a person can not and will not do I'm not to stop my young life to help someone that ain't doing anything for themselves I'm not going to raise your kids I'm sorry you don't want to I'm only here to watch them while you get a job and not when you want to play vid games and sleep off you drunkenness so i am leaving with no remorse and glad to have the chance to be myself with ppl i li

My Life.... Not Smoking.
Well 7 months later, still nto soking, but got a congratulations for quitting smoking 50 pounds... woot... but hey I can breathe without coughing and I ahve more money.. so wth. So this is the last day of my life... as a smoker.

Eatbliss' Semi-live Blog!
Hey there fellow fubar citizenry. How ya doin'? Thanks for reading this, for this happens to be my very first fublog! That is right! The fublog cherry is busted, and you are now a part of the eatbliss experience. I plan on porting some of my previous blogs from around the web, along with lyrics, Q and A's, and other musings, here, to this blog, for safe keeping. Anything that is not duplicated on the web will even tually be lost, so this is my duplication repository...or soon will be. I may also throw a new thing or two in here, so stay tuned. It may become very interesting. Thanks for reading, and please follow, if you wish. eatbliss -not sure I know how to post pics yet, so forgive me if there is no image below. Thanks.-

Addicting Song
This Day Is My Last This life is crap I think i'll snap I work long and hard There goes the gong And the day is done My friend with no life Came at me with a knife The others are fucked They just plain sucked Now i'm forced to run My one i'm looking for Must want something more I have trouble finding her But when i do i'll be sure This life is no fun I want my own house But i'm scared like a mouse My fears i'll overcome Grow up and not be dumb I'll have my own nest. College dreams I persue Hopes alight, reborn anew My intellegence raised My oppertunities faised I'll do my best My hopes and dreams found I've got some stable ground Looking foward to this My prolonged bliss Then i can rest. Dead By April Losing You What I have in me in the mind is you I would die if we were through What I'm feeling now What I

Uniqueman
In search for the angel that holds the key to my heart and finding her has been hard.After 22 years I am in searchof her again.Friends are very important to me and caring and sharing with them is how I like to get down.Looking for an honest guy with an honest opinion,I am the one.Talk to me and be my friend.WILL YA? Hello ladies and friends this is all new to me.Hope to meet many friends and give even more smiles and laughs.Send me messages and talk with me that is something i really enjoy.Once you get to know me you will be glad that you met me.I am not like most men.

To Be Or Not To Be!!! Is Tha Question
Please give me your input on a spiratual view, please bont be corny!!! DOES IT MATTER TO BE OR NOT? just to be average or above? and if so should it cost real money to buy your friends and family, or base it off personality, and loyalty to them?

Famous Drinking Quotes
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth.” “I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day.” “Basically, I'm for anything that gets you through the night - be it prayer, tranquilizers or a bottle of Jack Daniels.”

My Xmas Wants,,/
Here are a couple things that you can get me for X Mas. 1.http://pantera.shop.bravadousa.com/Product.aspx?cp=39479_39614&pc=BGCDPT10 2.http://www.krankamps.com/products/krankenstein-27 3. http://www.krankamps.com/products/krankenstein-cab-46 (4of thease) 4. http://www.zzounds.com/item--DNPDB01

Rusty Venture
Rusty Venture buy rusty venture mugs, tshirts and magnets A sex act. Has a variety of definitions depending on your region in the States, but it's generally associated with male homosexual sex. The term originated in the 80s, possibly started by "Horace Gentlemen" out of Provincetown, Massachusetts. Whenever The Rusty Venture is brought up in conversation, they almost always argue about what exactly it is. Depending on who you ask and in what region of the States, a Rusty Venture is:1) taking your finger and running it around a guy's asshole while you jerk the guy off and he's uncircumcised 2) where two men 69 and they fill each others mouths with seamen, then turn over and blow splooge into each other's assholes (not to be confused with a Snake Venom) 3) where you take a SCUBA snorkel and put your dick in the mouthpiece, then snake the other end up into your ass, then jerk off until you manage to ejaculate into your own ass (not to be confused with a Double Frogman) 4) when

Wont Be Read Anyways
I guess you think I'm a fool,I suppose you believe that you can out wit me.Day after day,I watch you try and bullshit me.Day after dayI wonder why I listen.I guess in a way I am a fool.I suppose in a way you do out wit me.Day after dayI hope you will be honestIay after dayI pray you will speak the truth.I guess theres no pointI suppose i should stop dreamingDay after day Im bleeding withinDay after dayThe knife twist a bit moreI guess I should stopI suppose I would be better offDay after dayI wonder whyDay after dayI blame myself.I guess its time to let you goI suppose if best for you and meDay after dayI cope with lifeDay after dayI will let go of you

Reality
I sit here with the music blaring through the speakers, my fingers floating across the keys, my baby at work and I can't help but think about what how wonderful my life is. I have a wonderful husband who loves me dearly and would do anything for me if I ask. I have a wonderful family. I have everything I could possibly think of. I lucky to be alive. I know now that I made the right decisions for my life for me to be where I am right now. I recently found out that my ex boyfriend who I spent 3 years of my life with was murdered. He was shot multiple times in his apartment by his best friend. He was into some shit that got him in trouble. When I was told I was a mess. I couldn't help but crying. The love of my life stood by my side. Hurting for me and trying to take some of my pain away. He tried to make it easier on me. The family got together on thanksgiving and had a wonderful day. In the back of my head I was still in mourning for the loss of someone who made an impact on my life.

The Happiness Experiment Pt1
Married to A loser Now a Full fledged Dyke I knew It was a Long shot But there is Just something About her I like Then she Flashed me On her cam Maybe I could Be her Man More pics Of her Breasts Followed by Many views Of her Beaver I am still Not certain But am Becoming a Believer I kept Sending her Poems As I am Her favorite Writer Then she said The magic Words She wants My penis Inside her This one is now my fave love ya Joe

A Lil Something I Wrote May It Enlighten U All
Complete engolfment in this mutitude of passion and fury spent on relentless rage, nevermore will lust be a key to ones soul feeling for a moment what one should for a lifetime.L.P. 2010Living life on the backburner of someone elses life, knowing the grass is not greener on the otherside, but yet wanting to know the otherside for all it's worth.L.P. 2010To feel you bodily is not enough in this physical form, to have your soul in my heart is the void that needs to be filled to complete this emptyness that remains in a soul that still yearns for more.L.P. 2010Showcase your love in my eyes, feel all that is to be felt in your heart, make known what is to be said, fullfill every lustful movement in my arms, and feel no pain within this body.L.P. 2010

The Last Ride
He rides his trusty steed made of steel chrome and rubber,cruising the blacktop highways in the spring and all summer.Its the ride not the destination that matters the most,sometimes he takes the lead,sometimes he won't.He rides all day he rides all night,the moon and the stars are so pretty and bright.He lives to ride,He rides to live,he ride for charity,its important to give.When people ask where is his home,He says there it is,His trusty steed made of steel,painted black and lots of chrome.When he gets to old the bikers will say,remember that guy...he was ok.He was to tired to ride that sunny day,so he pulled to the side and died in his own way.He went as he lived with the sun in his face,He died next to his trusty steed with dignity and grace.Lee aka EZ RIDER.

Beeslifeinsane
live and let live real honest kindness respect trust hello my family and friends. it has been a tough year and here i am at the end of this year. im sorry i have not been on as mach i use to but real life has taken over most of my life. may you all have the best of holidays. remember pls love one another. hug and tell your family that you love them. help others. be thankful. and pls be careful out there cus i want to hear from you all in 2013. keep it real and honest show kindness and respect.without love and someone to shear it with we nothing but enpty shells. live laugh love rock on. true friends are forever. hello and welcome to my nightmare. lets see i quess i will start at the beginning. my bro started using herion in 1993. and ever since then it has been hell with him. but now it is at the peak of annoyance. i have custody of his 3 kids cus he cant man up. and its everyones fault but his and is wife. i have to the 3 yrs age also cus of drugs use.i have them this time cus of unsu

What It Is.
FUCK NO!!! Seriously, It breaks my heart when people speak phrases like, "All the music these days sounds the same." Your parents said it and you hated it. Their parents said it. My friends are starting to say it. So much of the music that came out when I was a teenager is timeless. You can still be inspired. The world can still be huge. Music can still be good. You probably won't find it on the radio but you might. There are musicians born every day. They have vision. A guitar feels good in their hands, or the rhythm drives them to drum. Maybe industrial or tribal or digitallly enhanced sounds drive them to create. Open your heart. Your old favorite musicians still put out great shit. Find out what they are doing these days. Who are they working with? What are the musicians that you love listening to? EXPLORE!!! Art never stops happening. I love all of the music I used to love. I still listen to it. When I find a new band that blows me away or a new song that just leaves me swelled up

My Thoughts
I've lost all feelings, in my hands and feet. My heart has stopped, not even one beat. Her hands are cold, as they sink into my heart. My soul is gone, ripped apart. I feel real pale and sick and blue. This can't be happening. Is this true? She told me she loved me, forever and always. My heart she broke, thinking of all those days. My thoughts aren't clear, my eyes full of hate. This is how we all die and how we relate.

Human Waste
You attempt To remove The knife From my Back But all the Tears and words You offer Will not heal The scar From your Cowardly Attack Next time At least Do it to My face So I can Have the pleasure Of putting you In your Rightful place Call it What you will You define The synonym Of human Waste

You Have To Pass This Amnesty Bill To See What's In It
The nation’s unemployment rate stands at 9.8 percent, a post–World War II record 19th month that unemployment has been over 9 percent. President Barack Obama is the largest tax hike in American history. So what do Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (D–NV) and House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D–CA) have Congress voting on today? Amnesty. Specifically, the House and Senate will be voting on the fourth and fifth versions of the DREAM Act, which would legalize anywhere between 300,000 and 2.1 million illegal immigrants.Supporters of the DREAM Act claim the bill would provide citizenship only to children who go to college or join the military. But all any version of the legislation requires

Poetry
my mind is workin like a slave coincidentally so am i butsin my ass as much as i can just so that when i die people have a reason to miss me have somethin good that they can mention when their standin at the podium theres no awkward pauses or hesitation but right now as it stands theres not much that can be said no children in my life my little brother get all the bread iv had death wished appon me and almost seen it come to fruition iv had people take they shots but miss me in the end some tried to run me over threaten to have me wacked but the only worry in mind is the fuckers over in Iraq my hole plan of attack is to prepair for the worse im doin what i must even if it hurts if it means rippin off a limb in order to save the core then so be it im sorry right arm your services are no more ill train to use my left. this old dog is goin to learn cause ill be damned if no one remembers me after my body is set to burn. its enought to make you black out

Life ...
25 Ways To Annoy A Yankee Take your own sweet time when doing ANYTHING. Pronounce all one-syllable words with two. When giving directions, finish with "it's right down yonder on the left." Talk REAL slow, and ask them to speak more slowly so you can understand what they're saying. When they talk nostalgically about the North, tell 'em "Delta's ready when you are!" Talk loudly and often about SEC football or ACC basketball. Refer to every soft drink as a Coke. Always order sweet tea and/or grits. When they don't have it, raise a ruckus. Offer to send 'em a bottle of fresh air. Insist on being addressed by your first AND middle names. (e.g. Lisa Marie -- John Michael -- Jim Bob. . .) Frequently bring up "The War of Northern Aggression" in conversation. If anyone ever says the words "Civil War", always interject that "there was nothing civil about it." Address all males as "son" and females as "little lady".

Daughter
Today I turned 41 yrs old and had a birthday lunch with my 18 yr old daughter. I can remember back over the years at all the scrapes, cuts, bruises, getting bucked off a horse, etc etc. Sitting there talking to my little girl over lunch,watching her mannerisms, the way she spoke to people, you name it i gleamed with pride. For this little girl over the past 8 years has been through a lot since her mother and i divorced. But through it all she has lasted with a smile on her face. As we left the restuarant she asked if we could make a stop before she dropped me off and we went our seperate ways. She pulled into the cemetary where my mother, father, and sister are laid to rest and quietly place flowers on each of their graves. It was at that moment that i realized shes not a little girl anymore, shes a young lady, and i'm proud so very damned proud to be able to call that young lady my daughter. This might just be ramblings from a old saddle tramp, but by god I'm a damned proud saddle tr

Enjoy The Dream
Come inside my love and join meI'm your worst nightmareThrill my cool flesh with kissesOoh just right there!I can feel your heart a-thumpingYour blood, your soul, my body pumpingCome and taste the bitter fruitI will drain you of your juiceLet the straining serpent loosePut your head into my nooseCome and kneel, boy, before meKiss my sacred altarCome to me like a ramTo the slaughterFeel my poisoned stingTonight I'll spread my wingsCome and taste the bitter fruitI will drain you of your juiceLet the straining serpent loosePut your head into my nooseI've been left in misery but then how can I refuse

If You Like It Do It Again....
I have started on my search and going by my own philosiphy I have expanded my search perameters! I now am looking for a couple so everyone gets just what they want! I nice pretty fuck for me and hopefully a hung hottie for him.. My new (enough) favorite word orgy! By the way I blame all of this on my strict chrisian upbringing and my desperate need of love and approval... LOL I just want to be used and used in turn, Is that so much to ask? Like yesterday the ardest parts are the screening and the waiting! Today it will be more waiting. Couples are harder to cum by then singles! Especially for what we have in mind. I am happy to have found my lovey with his want to explore the world of sexual encounters with me! I finally have someone who is more turned on by my need of sexual conquest then put off! Now to fuck my way across the world... One dirty little fuck at a time Ive been up for two hours and already Ive been well fucked and had my little asshole stretched around loveys cock. H

A Perfect Jem
a perfect jem, a perfect jem is someone like you, who sees the soul of a person, and not what the person looks like, a perfect jem is when you smile. not the frown we sometimes see, a perfect jem is someone like you, who will be my friend to the end, and someone who we can call upon, when we lost our smile, you are a perfect jem, just remember that bedrock

Life
I never asked for much. My pride wouldnt allow it. I never expected much. My sense of reasoning knew better. I coined the terms patience and humility. I speak not rather than to hear the voice of fools. I draw near to hear the wisdom of silence. I stand in the end not ashamed of who i am but of what i have become. I see the beauty of imperfection. I know that the right fit is always what is wanted but not neccesarily what fills the hole. I try to dim the darkness all around me rather than extinguish the light

Please Help!!!
NEWS REPORT FROM THE DAILY INDEPENDENT, RIDGECREST, CA. LOCAL NEWSPAPER: Ridgecrest, Calif. — A Reno television story, which the embed video code can be found below, suggest two Ridgecrest teens may be in Reno after leaving town early Monday with an 18 year old male. Stevie Ann Duff and Larissa Ann Brown allegedly left Ridgecrest at 2 a.m., according to a report from KTVN in Reno. The 18 year old, which KTVN identified as Blake Holmes, was arrested on Tuesday on suspicion of being in possession of a stolen car. From the report on KTVN: Stevie Ann Duff is a 12-year-old white, female. She's described as 5 feet 3 inches tall and 110 pounds.

Random Thoughts
I sit here on Christmas Eve and I wonder what the hell has happened to most of the people. Most everyone is out for themselves. Want, want, want. Thats all everyone does. What happened to a time of giving. Something that comes from the heart. I am getting so sick of this place. I give without being asked. I help because thats what makes me feel good. But all I see in status messages is give me this and give me that. Its sad. You all wonder why this country is going to hell. Everyone has a hand out and wants something for nothing. It makes me sad. Makes me actually hate the Christmas that everyone else talks about. I celebrate a season of giving, but I dont do it just this time of year. I do it year round. So examine yourselves. Think about the real meaning for the season. And then do something for someone else without them asking. Figure it out before its to late.

Promise
A promise is aLiethat you wish wasThe TruthNever is a promisedIllusionForever is a promisethat takes far too longto EndureLove is a promise deliveredalreadybrokenWe are defined byHowwe lovenot WhoorWhy? this speaks to my soul its beatiful baby Please to meet you, I've come to realize that my moment with you keeps running outand every time I think of you I begin to think of the stupidity I dealt, the amount of emotions flowing and the amount of rage I keepby the end of the night, I have realized that I want to say you have pushed so many buttons in my system that even my so-called back up doesn't even make come close at allthey broke! they broke! they fuckin broke! that by the time I've come to say those three words they end up just throwing in my mouthso i'm sorry if my mouth is just pure shit but every time I think I've come to realize that you and I have been nothing but just not even one but TWO different ideasand even big bangs or a the big contraction you and I cannot eve

A Chance
When life has derailed youAnd has brought you to frightYou must bravely face itAnd put up a fight.For no one can do it,But you and only you.You must set a goalAnd then follow through.Whether you win or loseIs really not what counts.But if you don't even try,It will hurt in great amounts.I will try to explain to youWhat it is I'm trying to say,Through what could happenOn a bright shiny day.He could plainly see herStanding on the other shoreOf this treacherous river."Ahh." he could take it no more.He knew the river had takenSo many others before him.But he was so determined,That this time he would win.So without any hesitationHe plunged in the water so cold,And he started to swimWith a determination so bold.As he struggled to crossHe felt the river grow wider,And the trees beyond itSeemed to enclose and hide her.Because he had to reach her,Of two things he did know.He would surely prevail,.Or in the river die doing so.His arms were so heavyAnd his legs were burningFrom the tremendous exe

What Is...
What is... in the words of a poem?That sometimes makes it specialIs it hidden within the words?Or is it just simply superficial?Is it by chance what is said?Or could it be what is meant?And does it really even matterIf any kind of message is sent?When you read a poem,Does it have any meaning?And does what is said in itIgnite any special feeling?It is so very sad to thinkThat there are some of usWho simply skim the wordsAnd know not of their loss.Then there are a number of othersWho somehow take away much more,For they've read between the linesAnd of what they've read they're sure.And then there of course are thoseWho undoubtedly know a work of art,For the words are what their worthAnd they simply take them to heart.And finally there are thoseWho try to find some meaningOf that, which has been written?And are immersed in the feeling.It is only for you to sayWhich of these, are really real.But first you must ask yourselfHow it is you really feel.By asking what's in the wordsCan they make

For My Number 1
The last couple of months of my life have been so great...Been in Kansas with the woman I love that I have been with for 5 months now and its pretty great...It just brings me back to the day when I was in love with my best friend, a great girl, I mean great...We laughed together, we talked, we cuddled, we kissed, and kid around too...But with this girl im with now today, its the same but different in a good way...I have alot from my heart I can give her and I do...I care so much for her right now that I am happy when she is happy and when she is happy I am happy...She has been through alot the last few month that fate brought us both together...I do have faith that this will last in my heart forever til the day I die...I almost died a year ago from an infection in my kidney that god did tell me its not my time to go there is love for you out there for your friends and family...And that soon I will have someone new in my life that will care for me and comfort me as well...I knew what go

Stuff
Sweden in a Nutshell Area: 174,000 sq. milesPopulation: 9 millions (500,000 foreign citizens).Language: SwedishCapital: StockholmForm of Government: Constitutional monarchy, parliamentary democracy.Ten Fun Facts About Sweden[ Fact 1 ]The strongest girl in the world is Swedish!Pippi Longstocking is the heroine in the most famous children's books in Sweden. These books were written by Astrid Lindgren and are loved by children (and adults) all over the world. They have been translated into 76 languages.[ Fact 2 ]All the world's flowers are Swedish!Carolus Linnaeus – better known in the U.S. as Carl von Linn

New Years Eve !!!!
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One New Years Eve
This is not anormal blog for me Im just bitchin.... I woke up in a great mood but it seems like everything has been a mix of good and bad and ive been trapped in a quazy crazy world that I don't see working out well. I want some space and play time but I have no Idea how to bring this up with lovey... maybe I should call an old fried and escape for the weekend but I know he wouldn't take that well.... I just wish men came with instruction manuels so that when I needed to figure out what the best buttons to push to get a few things I could just flip to page 87 in the manual and have all the answers laid out for me. But things don't work out that way. Is it possible to do things without all this bs in between. Tonight like many others... I am getting ready to be invaded... That is how it feels sometimes... Like I'm opening mys self up for another penial invasion in my already sensitive body.

Dear Tech Support:
“Mom, what’s Nymphomaniac? - “It’s a female who’s addicted to sex.” “Oh. Than what do they call men who are addicted to sex?” - “Men” Dear Tech Support:Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticedthat the new program began unexpected child processing that took up alot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installeditself into all other programs and now monitors all other systemactivity.

Say Goodbye
its been almost 2 years since my granpa died. He was my rock, he was the one that kept me going, he was by my side no matter wut i did. And when he died it crushed me, he was the one that protected me. He loved me so much that just seeing me made him soo happy that somtimes ppl wondered if he was on drugs. and him feeling like that made me like myself alot better, cus if he could love me like that, then he must see somthing good in me.

Biting My Tounge
so you would think after someone beats your daughter for years that a mother would tell that useless fucking piece of shit that they wish he was going instead of the guy thats taking care of the loosers kids. Oh and heres the kicker we got the 50 yr old faggit from the air force mother fucking geriatric fucking duche bag that openly threatens me in front of the entire family over dinner after a funeral service. so hmmm.

From Rev
Do not ask What is in My heart Or try to Guess What's on My mind It is just Too difficult To explain The charred Remains Of what Others Have left Behind Echoes of What's been Lost Is really All you'll find Memories that Never were Is what lies Beneath The rind Thank You..You seem to always know what my soul is sayin I Love You Joe

The Randomness That Is Me!
long ago we were in love you were all i could think of now that time has past i wonder if were gonna last now only time will tell where we are going to be now in going crazy everything so hazy were fighting all the time nothing seems alright i dont know what to do going crazy because of you why cant you listen when i speak why do you always have to ignore me i feel things may be coming to an end wasted all that time we spent trying to work things out almost thinkwere better off with out really dont think you ever really cared about me i know i over react but its not just about that i feel like im talking to the wall you say sorry all the time but it dont mean a thing if you were truely sorry i wouldnt have to repeat myself all the time i try and talk to you about the things you do and you just laugh it off say your sorry when your not why do you let me push you around

My Children's Books Fan Site
Hi guys, I have created a new fan site on Facebook for my new books and future projects, be sure to visit and "LIKE" the page so you can stay updated. Fan site: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- You can also follow me onTwitter! http://twitter.com/#!/DarkLimitArts ------ I will be hosting a contest as of Jan 10th - Jan 17th, where you can name two of the characters that will be featured in my upcoming book "MONSTERS IN MY MILK" and win a free copy if your suggestion is selected. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- My Site/Gallery! http://darklimit.deviantart.com/

For My Love
You're the first thing I think ofEach morning when I riseYou're the last thing I think ofWhen I close my eyesYou're in each thought I haveAnd every breath I takeMy feelings are growing strongerWith every move you makeYou're an angel from abovewho takes away my painMy love for you is so strongIt's always just the sameYou're the miracle in my lifeWho can always make me smileJust knowing that you care

I Want Your Opinion
so i just watched a news clip about the burger joint called "the heart attack grill" where there slogan is "a taste worth dying for" and where anyone over 350lbs eats free, and they have burgers named after various bypass surgeries and their spokesman died at the age of 29 standing at 6'8 and weighing 578 lbs...I just wanted to share this with you and im also curious to know your thoughts on this.

Hideing From Thyself
Like a puppy Whose tail Has been Cropped You chase after Nothing And cannot be Stopped Trying to follow Memories Of what No longer Exists May cause pretend Happiness But will Never provide Actual bliss

You Heal Me .? Listen Dawg , Shits Fo Realz . Ah Nickel Needz Mulah Rye Now . Hand Ova Dah Lunching Gwopp . Ah Nickel Gattah Make Mad Dumbnations . Y
If I only smurfing knew . Your a smurfing monster . Run for your smurfs . Its smurfing right for us . Where in smurfs name can we be our smurfs selves and smurf along .

Pockets' Ponders
I was trying to go to sleep. As is a common happening for me, I found myself mad at the things I see no good sense in. I had to get up and do something about it and this is the first place I came to. When we see a person we evaluate any number of things about them in a fraction of a second. We are social animals by nature and depend on each other so it is important that we get in touch with someone before we even speak. We read their facial expression, their body language and their overall frame of mind the best that we can. As a young child I remember being confused and hurt when I realized that a great number of people see skin color before they even see a person's face or body language. I had never assumed that made any difference as I had much more important things to worry about, I suppose. I thought to myself, "How do people drop judgement on me for, not only something that I can't help, but something about myself that has nothing to do with how I feel or who I am, the spirit in

Botb
So, this is what a blog is huh? Just click a few buttons and here I am, typing in an extremely TINY box about nothing...so, if you are reading this, maybe you should mosey on a long unless you want to fall asleep out of boredom. Many blog about the dislikes of fu, others? The friends they meet on here and others? Heck what am I talking about? I have only read two people's blogs on here and I likely can't top their creativity, but I will give it a some effort. If anyone can come up with what BOTB means, then they win a hot tub, yea a fu hot tub, but an hot tub none the less. Good luck folks! Darleen

Wtf
Its your favorite dirty little slut with another tale... but this is one filled with adversary and disapointment. So I go out of my way to make a sultry dirty little add for 3 different things... One for a woman, one for a couple and another one for a man. After many disappointing emails messages and pictures we discover we are stuck with finding another man because most people aren't quite ready for us... So we start screening the tons of cock and face pics out there and come across two people we already know... One a guy I went to school with and another that we had hung with at the bar once. There are freaks just crawling out of the seams at this place!!!!! We go on and narrow it down to a handful and make sure our specifications are clear... We want a man.. We BOTH want to get fucked and we both wnt to play with you!!! By this point it is 1 am on friday so we postpone our endevours to a later date. One of the cantidates sounds most interesting... He has the same name as lovey and e

Looking For A Romantic Fool
I'm Pretty Easy Going, not VERY Shy but do tend to have quiet moments Brown eyed, redheaded ( by choice ) Acuarious by birth I can be a spontaneous, unpredictable & charming if I wanna be. I'm conservative about some things, yet open-minded some others. One of my favorite quotes is: (IM A SHY TEASE & SHAMELESS FLIRT ) I'm addicted to cell texting... I Believe That at the end of the Day ,it's the little things that Count The most..... I DON'T do one-night stands, NO casual sex, NO friends with benefits, DONT date someone who is already in a relationship, DONT have sex on a first date, WONT trade naughty pictures, OR meet anyone I haven’t been texting for a while ARE YOU UP TO THE CHALLENGE? 1. How do you know to get me interested in you? Well, I don't 'waste' time seeing a personI'm not interested in. If someone gets a date from me that means I am already interested. If I go on a third or forth date you KNOW for sure you've captured my mind. At that point I'm still not

Emma
well, i met a lady on here from aussie.fuck colt! she is really awesome. fuck colt! we are getting to talk on skype and fubar everyday now, for hours. fuck colt! she is a down to earth woman. fuck Colt! i enjoy myself when i am in her presence. fuck colt!

What Will Matter
I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life from the angle you have. I do not know what you have chosen to learn, how you have chosen to learn it, with whom or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes, so how can I know what you need. I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgement from me about the deeds you undertake. I see no error in the things you say and do. In this place where I am, I see that there are many ways to perceive and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment. I make no judgement of th

Leveling Requirements
Striving for level 36 and getting close. One of the requirements is to push 5 who are a minimum level 10 to the next level. I have pushed at least 5 in the last week but I show zero credit. I asked Fubar support why and was told they can't be above level 19....If you check level 36 requirements, you will see nothing about a maximum level. This is bogus

~gorean Things~
"I turned her head, from side to side. How exciting were the earrings, penetrating the soft flesh of her ear lobes. I looked at the tiny wires vanishing in the minute punctures and then emerging, looping the ears, as though in a slave bond, making them the mounting places from which, thus fastened upon her, by my will, dangled two golden rings, barbaric ornaments enhancing the beauty of the slave. I smiled to myself. On Earth I had thought little of earrings. Yet now, in the Gorean setting, how exquisite and exciting they suddenly seemed. Perhaps then, for the first time, I truly began to sense how the Gorean views such things. Surely these things are symbolic as well as beautiful. The girl's lovely ears have been literally pierced; the penetrability of her sweet flesh is thus brazenly advertised upon her very body, a proclamation of her ready vulnerability, in incitement to male rapine. And when she wears the earrings, he can see the metal disappearing in the softness of her ear, lite

Fake Ass Friends
wow, its funny sometimes how you watch people on here, and the things they will do sometimes to get you to rate them.some people beg, some people even go as far as paying you just to rate them. hey i wont lie ive begged a few times in in my time being on fubar, and i have only once offered to pay for some one to rate me.and i even offered a fair price shit who could beat 1 mil to level some one lol....of course it didnt get much effect cause evidently no one was interested in makeing an easy mil. but any way ive come to the rare conclusion, that if you dont post NUDE PICKS

Taking The Militarty Regs On,... And Winning!
PLEASE READ THIS FULL POST... With the buckling down and strict rules and regulations now being emplimented now days causing over 49K soldiers to be released from duty, soldiers are now being released from duty because they fail their tape tests. I can help. I have helped over 200 soldiers thus far make their tape with very good results. IF you FOLLOW my directions on how to use the applicators that I offer, you will have great results too. My applicators will shrink the fat cells, detox your body and firm y our skin..it takes 5 minutes to apply it and you keep it on for an hour or you may sleep with it on. What is an Ultimate Body Applicator you ask...well... It is an herbal topical ointment that is infused into a non-woven natural fiber that you wear on the target area for 45 minutes to an hour. How it works is basically it is absorbed into the fat cells where toxins and lipids are stored, they are what make the fat cells plump, and forces the fat cells to release the t

Mrflintsone
Do people really want to see a Zillion head shots of the sameface? BORING!!!! What's up with that ? Are people so full of them selves that they think one would enjoy looking at the same face a thousand times! You want JOBS ... Buy American

My Poems
Two lovers of day and nightneither could live without the otherboth can shed plenty of lightbut they could never live together \while most prefer onethe other gets praisethough praise is fun power enters the phase \the praise of the moon,not something to be trifled with.just like the praise, the powerof the sun is just a myth. \praise follows myth but never seems to trymyth waits as long as it can,but keeps going and begins to cry \thus is the way of life,even if it fills u with hatenothing can be helpedthis is the Threads of Fate.

Love
LOVE is a special word to say when u are in love with some1.... Love means alot in so many ways but it only used when i mean it..... Love isnt just a word,its feeling on who u care bout and will be with forever..... Like i said Love is used for so many reason so if ur in Love with the person your with do not lose them

Monsters
When we're little we're told that there are no monsters to be afraid of. However that's not the case monsters are very real, but they don't look like how we thought they would when we were little, no they wear masks to hide what they are. You see the scariest thing about them is we walk by them everday they could be our neighbor, our best friend, or even our family you just never know until it's to late.They act normally,they

Life Challenges
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned

Wildside2(nsfw) 80's Night
CRAZY SIXX RADIO BUSTIN' OUT THE BEST MIXES OF THE 80's PLUS ALL YOUR FAVORITE MUSIC! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- COME JOIN THE CRAZY SIXX!! JUST CLICK THE LOGO

Random Stuff In My Head
Just some stuff going around in my head....The State of the Union Address: Why during prime time ? You're fucking up my television schedule. And why so long ? All he really has to say is "Shits fucked up and I'm gonna try and fix it"....people will clap, and I can get back to some fine television viewing. Anteaters and aardvarks. Why is there both ? They're basically the same damn animal. Does the world really need both ? Cleavage. Ladies, if you're going to put it out there, we will look. Just a fact of life. WAR. What is it good for ? Well let me tell ya. It keeps me employed and getting a paycheck. Boredom. I am suffering it from it right now and thats why I'm doing this. I'm not doing it because I think anybody is interested in what I have to say right now. If you are reading this, are you bored too ? Well that's all for now.

Random Scribbling And Rants
living in my own hell no one cares or understands all alone in this worldalone with my thoughts thoughts vile and dark matching a soul black as night so many faces and layers no one really knows what lies under the dark they see what is projected but never the truth the hurt and scared girl afraid of what is next cant go forward wont go backward stuck in the darkness no sees her tears or her fears so she stands brave and tall as long as she stays in the dark

A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think

The Vampire Wars
It was a night so dark and treacherous, filled with the shadows of the monstrous creatures born of nightmares. I could hear the wind howling at my back like the sound of an animal left to die in the woods. It sent chills along my spine as it glided over the grass like a snake in the water, moving flawlessly. My great lion paws padding the earth leaving barley a mark as I shifted back to my human form. My tail was always the last bit to go back to place as I walked upright on my two human legs. I swept my strawberry blond hair from my face as I used the back of my hand to wipe the still warm blood from my mouth from the kill I had just made deep within the dark forest. I walked to my car, parked just to the side of the road in the edge of the shadows just as I was about to open my door a figure swooped from the darkness much faster than a normal human, or even animal that I was aware of. Before I even knew what was happening I was on the ground and I felt fangs sinking into me. Fangs

Love
A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; To live a day without him & if she did it, he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day Without knowing he had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from Cancer. She went to his house the next day. Tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side: "You did it baby, you can do it everyday, I love you

My Life....
So, in having a conversation with my son Noah I asked if Nicholas had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" I asked if Nathan had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" Naturally I ask, "Do you have a girlfriend? He said, "Yes!" I said, "You do, what's her name?" He whispers, "Shelby". I said, "What does she look like?" He replies, "She has brown hair... No, I'm not talking about her!" Nicholas throws into the conversation, "Noah, you're talking about Hannah." Noah, say's, "No I'm not." Then asks, "Mom, am I talking about Hannah?" I reply, "No, and I'm not telling anyone who you are talking about." Noah says, "Mom, Nicholas likes Hannah, but she moved away." Next, the two are arguing, and Noah, yells, "Nick, no girls really matter unless they are family anyway!" I said, "Right on Noah!!!" That's it, its all about family! Proud of my 9 yr old ;) If my life was a portrait, it would show all of my true colors and be etched in gold. If my life was a photograph; it would never get old. If my life was a secr

Ride Till You Die
I get on my scoot and point it in one direction. I take a deep deep breath and let it out and all my troubles disapear. They just go away. Not matter what has happened, no matter what I've been thinking about, it goes away. I love it. I feel that the day I can not ride anymore is the day I die.

The Devil
The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again…

Thoughts And Ramblings Of A Mad Man
since im getting older ive come to a cross roads in life of thought do i stay my path or do i look at all in a whole am i right in my ideals or am i wrong damed down a path of failure but given in to religion thats like calling defeat but is that my pride talking dont know but all i know is i try to keep good karma and what really is religion is it truth or is it a system of rules made by man with the threats of a place called hell to make us be better out of fear or is it a way to control a mass of people but in all religions and faiths there is the good but human intentions get in the way then greed anger and hate sorry to send like yoda but we are a broken people sitting on the edge of self destruction for the love of one ideal or people creates hate of outsiders look at all the events between the religions and people its always killing in the name of my god but why are we this blind that we forsake the teachings thats in our books of faith to throw back love peace and sernity for t

The First Kiss
The First KissI see passion and hungry in your eyes across the room.You walk towards me. It seems like a slow walk. But you are here before my eyes.You wrap me in a warm embrace, You head leans down as my leans up.Your lips touch for the first time.My heart starts to beat faster with each seconds your lips are one.The kiss was warm.The kiss was soft.The kiss became passionate.The kiss became hungry.My knees grows weak under your embrace.Your hand on the small of my back.Your strength holds me up. But your lips never part from the passion.From the hungry of the kiss.This is my first kiss with you.

From Me.
I've noticed in my own life, that all too often i get stuck in the friend zone. Either due to my own missed opportunities or cluelessness. Or cause i'm "too" nice at times. I dont know. Quite often it seems I am the first person to come to when there's a problem, or a breakup or whatever. Get told you're the exact type of guy i want, then get overlooked. Dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining about being there for people. I love that actually, I like to help and make a difference. But why doesnt "you're the type of guy that i really want" seem to ever turn into "You're the EXACT guy that i want"? I used to get told that I am too nice to women. I should take advantage of my position, cause breakups or mistrust and use them. but i cant. I like to believe that i'm not that type of person. I.E. if i get asked what i think about someones bf that i like her. I do my best to avoid it, if i cant, i do my best to make ABSOLUTELY CLEAR that my opinion is biased but i'll try to be as objective as

Randomness
So, with the recent sucess of the movie The Social Network, comes also the age old question, "Are we becoming too dependant on technology"? How many of you out there remember, in the not too distant past, a time when you actually rememberd your friends' phone numbers? When there was no 'Fave Five' to put them in, and catagorize them as a face, or a name? Much like the Cartographers (map makers) of old, is personal interaction going the way of MapQuest? Punch a few qualities about a person that you'd like to have in a companion, and Viola!!!! ???? Ok, so maybe that's a little too I Robot, but you get what I'm saying here, don't you? The very same thing that is suppost to bring us closer, is actually teaching us to become more 'personally reclusive'. Now I just made up that phrase, but the best I can explain its meaning would be as follows..... Shying away from tangible human contact in order to contact humans thru mechanical means. Did Native Americans send smoke signals to each other?

People Who Think They Are Special
You know it's funny when you actually sit down and analyze not only yourself but others as well. There is one thing you come to realize and that is that everyone in the world is the same, no one is better than you and you are no better than anyone else. For the most part people in general are often selfish and think of themselves above others. They tend to think that the world owes them something. Most people usually don't figure this out until later in life when it is to late and their life is almost over. They wasted their whole life trying to be the most important thing in the world, when the world is so much more important than they are. If you ask yourself if your were to die tomorrow would anybody miss you other than family and close friends. Would people remember you in 10 years, would people say nice things about you, would they have plenty of fond memories of you that they would cherish for their entire life, or would they just move on to their next friend or loved one,

Wow!!!!
So I wake up this mornin to find a nice little message from a woman in "F.A.S." and her name is Babii. Here is the message: BaBiiLoVeS...: hello my name is babii. and im with the females against suckage committee. or f.a.s anyway im here to let you know you fall on the suck scale. i know thats horrible news. but alas its true. you sir suck in fact you sir should of been swallowed. your mother failed.. to pay for your crime you have been downrated. you should also consider killing yourself to avoid further ridicule and suckage. have a wonderful night. sincerely the f.a.s I am sure I am not the only one to get this message. But I can say one thing about this person. She is a very insecure little princess bitch that thinks everyone should be the same. Also if you read this Babii at least have your profile open so I can at least respond to your message. Oh wait that's right you don't want to leave it open since you will probably get a lot of hate messages. Also who are you to deci

Recent Events
I had to work Saturday for my sister who was out of town. It was a normal day just like any other day I've had to work. I flirted with guests and chatted with friends online. Nothing out of the ordinary. My day ended at 3pm and I decided to do a little shopping for a friend. I went to a store and didn't like anything there so I proceeded to go across town to the other store they have that has more items. I get about a 1/4 mile away from the store and all of a sudden my heart starts racing really really fast. I feel like someone punched me in the throat, my arms went numb underneath from my shoulder down to my pinkies. My shoulders got stiff and my neck did as well. My breathing changed as well. Now I've had my heart race before but it always went away after a few minutes. This time was completely different. It just wouldn't stop no matter how calm I tried to be. I wasn't gonna go to the hospital but I talked myself into it. I get there and they rush me back. They did an IV and hooked m

A Love Letter.
The following is a letter written from a civil war soldier to his wife. I find this letter to be very lovely & profound aswell as sad. the man died in battle a week later. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sullivan Ballou (b. 1829?, d July 21, 1861),

Something I Wrote A While Back
Blade cuts watch the blood drip down Down in depression wearing this frown Frown on the inside but outside a smile Smile while I walk this lonely mile Mile I walk carrying this pack of stone Stone I carry by myself and all alone Alone while in the crowded place Place of despar without a face Walking down the darkend streets Shadows following at my feet Threatening with thier awkward stance I see themloom and reach with every glance Stalking me down they feed my fear Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.

Movies
Everybody has a favorite movie. I have movies that I HAVE to watch when they come on no matter how many times I've seen them. 1. RoadHouse 2. Urban Cowboy 3. Mommie Dearest 4. Face Off 5. Wizard of Oz 6. Gone in 60 Seconds 7. Gone with the Wind

Nevaeh's Heaven
are you free like me? do you see what you see? do you hear what you hear? im free as can be. i see through my eyes i hear only me... you cant penatrate my mind i wish you were free like me its a shame..

For The Ignorant People Who Uses God For Their Own Means
Well I guess I'm headed to Hell in a homemade hand basket made by Aunt B. just with my marriages alone. People look at religion for everything, God please get me thru this and I promise " blah blah blah" ..... Countless wars & bloodshed all in the name of "God" babies born and died within a few hours, days,months cus of a disease or other factor that we have no cure, so innocent children die and people say " it was Gods way, or his plan. No you don't carry a life inside you for 9 mths to have someone tell you that BS. It's not a plan life is screwed up, yeah you can't stop everything that happens, but don't put everything on GOD, he didn't make a full scale plan to kill a baby. SHYT HAPPENS!!! A drunk driver can hit a kid, go to jail and in a yr or too he gets let out on parole " cus he found god" and he honestly believes god forgave him for killing an innocent child, but what do you hear at funerals when someone dies by the hands of another " god has a plan, or god does things in myst

Poetry
The warmth of the sun provides me with smiles,An expression that spans the length of miles & miles...Stretching across forever lasting an infinity, the love from the sun reaches all that can be reached. twiddle the thumbs, in search for some thing to do check the email again to see if any one has thought of you, maybe ill watch a movie, or listen to some tunes, but no matter what you are doing boredom is bound to ensue... a lot of people spell love with lies...hearts flutter bend and shake quickened by a wicked word of untruth that is so wanted by the believer to be believed. blind eyes can deafen wanting ears - dreamers of a dreams lose touch with realities hands, all in the name of wanting to be wanted by that special somebody, we lose the ability to determine the difference between love and lie...

Main Blog
http://fubar.com/the-schedule/b336200-1144692 So, There's a few shows coming up that i figured i would tell everybody about, because i for some reason feel compelled to AND it's kind of part of the whole, Promo thing that i do!

Poncie
A women was helping her husband to set up his computer, at the approiate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password ---something he will used to logn on. the husband was in a rather amrous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention . So when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... "P-E-N-I-S" His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected...not long enough.!

Real Life
Hi if you are reading this, you are considering me as a dj! Well let me first say thanks! I don't just do one genre! I play any and all music under the sun! 1.country 2.rock 3.rap (not alot of this) 4. european music (gunther) 5.Korean (psy) 6.Japanese (anime music but will not play any unless requested) 7.pop (brittney spears) So if you still dont mind any of the music i play i would love to dj! I always have fun djing! If you cater to one genre of music I can try to play only that genre! If you need to know anything else, just ask!

Just Stuff
I have used fu blog area to post my poems for years. I wanted people to be able to read them and comment. Well recently. I had posted a poem i wrote. An ex friend copyed and pasted the poem in her blog. Now she is claiming that someone different wrote the poem. Its my work. So sadly i won't be writing any more poems to be posted here. I am sorry to those that enjoyed reading my poems. But that mad me vey mad. So i have removed all my poems from here. Thank you to those that read them.

The Contractors Creed
I am a contractor. I look out for myself, the operators to my left and right, and no one else. I will always take advantage of the fact that I can finally tell Commissioned Officers to pack sand, kick rocks, etc and will do so at every possible occasion. I am my country’s scapegoat, the “plausible deniability” warrior, and I love it. Less than 700 dollars a day is unacceptable, but will take it until I find something better. I am trained to eat things that would make a billy goat puke, but will refuse anything less than 60 dollars Per Diem because I am greedy. I care not for ribbons, nor awards for valor. I do this job for the opportunity to kill the enemies of my country, and to finally get that boat I’ve always wanted. I will be in better shape than 99% of the active duty personnel, although this is not hard. I will equip myself with the latest high-speed gear, and will trick out my

Charmys True Love Always
WITH ALL THE LOVE I HAVE, I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD GIVE IT TO ONE SPECIAL PERSON. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER. WE HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND HAVE KEPT LITTLE WHITE LIES FROM ONE ANOTHER BUT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR FEAR OF ONE OF US GETTING HURT. I NEVER IMAGINE THAT LOVING YOU WOULD COMPLETE MY LIFE.

Being Lied To And Played For A Big Fool
I am not aure what gives people so much pleasure in playing games with someones emotions and their trust . I tried to figure out why this person felt it was right to for the past year lie and lie and lie thinking I wouldnt soon figure it all out , sad part is I had to find out due to her partner "friend" joined her in this game and then used me as the big joke . You will know her when you come across her she is arrogant bossy and very very untrustworthy . aim My god I was raised so much better then to toy with someone like this , I mean am i the only one who believes in honesty , truth , and all round being decent to someone you claim to care about ? . I am now burned for the last time am very very careful now who gets my trust.

These People Are Crackpots!!!
The father of Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq in 2006 and whose funeral was protested by Westboro Baptist Church, sued the group in 2006 and won $11 million in damages. (The figure was later reduced to $5 million by a judge.) But in the 8-1 ruling on Wednesday, the Court said the church could not be held liable for inflicting emotional distress on the families of deceased soldiers. The church is best known for protesting the funerals of military servicemen, and famously carries signs with such sayings as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers" and "Fags Doom Nations." (It has also, however, picketed such events as theater productions and high school graduations.) I Fucking dare these crackpots to show up to a funeral if, God forbid one of my friends were killed serving there country......So Help Me God!!!

How Obama Is Making Gas Prices Higher
Yesterday, for the first time since September 2008, the price of a barrel of crude oil topped $100 on the New York Mercantile Exchange. But while the recent unrest in the Middle East has had some marginal effect on rising prices, the most significant factor has been increased oil demand worldwide. That is why, long before the recent protests even began, analysts were predicting $4 a gallon by this summer and $5 a gallon by 2012. Anyone could have predicted that the recovering world economy, coupled with the continued growth of India and China, was going to push oil prices higher. So if an Administration wanted to keep gas prices down, they could have mitigated increased oil demand by increasing domestic oil production. But that is not what the Obama Administration has done. Instead of increasing domestic oil supplies, the Obama Administration has cut them at every opportunity, and Americans are now suffering because of those choices.Back in February, when the protests in Egypt were fir

My Writing
You center your anger and point it at me You load your hatred and pull the trigger It'll destroy you in the end you'll see Empty your rage and drop it in your holster You went for the throat to leave me bleed out Can you see the harm you caused yourself All you gave me was your doubt I'll be stronger on my own by myself.

Dorks Nation
would you like to go some place and have alot of fun and not worry about the crap that goes on and bullcrap back and have fun and have alot of laughs then join dork's nation where u can help others while they help u

This Might Piss You But I Don't Care
Ok 1st off I have a few friends are here that are great. However, this is supposed to be an online bar. How is when I go to a real bar I see real people that will talk to others. It seems like that you have to act like whore or be a gangster to make new friends on here.

Babyboo
I am tired of people playing games i am tired of being taken advantage of tired of being used like a kleenex then being thrown away...wish that there was a decent guy who would not do stuff like that to me and not be a creeper or use me for anything..i wish that every girl had a decent guy even my worst enemies!!!!

Sitting In A Cell
I sit in a lonely room. no one around. looking to the left, I see a guy wrestling with a dark figure.not knowing what it is, i go to look furthur. I see it's a shadow. In my mind, the face looks very familiar, I then, realize it's me. I look to the right. I see a mirror on a lonely wall. I walk to the mirror.As i gaze into the mirror, I see that i have no relection. Stunned, I look back at the guy wrestling the shadow.the guy now looks old, withered, and beaten down. I look back into the mirror, I see my face half beaten. Hoping for an escape, I go to the door, but the door is locked. I look through the keyhole and see an angel. The angel looks fimilar as well. finally it dawns, its my best friend and my lover. The one that always makes everything right when the skies are dark and gray. I start to feel better about the situation, but yet, I amstuck in this room with no key, no windows, and no way out. Feeling lost, I look back to the guy wrestling again,its me again. What can i do to g

Pray For You
I haven't been to church since I don't remember whenThings were going great '˜til they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacher as he told me what to doHe said you cant go hating others who have done wrong to you.Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn.Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them.I pray your brakes go out running down a hillI pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the

For Those Who Care And Wanna Know
Now I lay me down to sleep...one less terrorist this world does keep...with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks...you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell...so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies...you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen ~ MARCH 10,2011 AT THIS MOMENT...MY OLDEST SON JUST HAD SURGERY 3 WEEKS AGO AND IS STILL RECOVERING AND NOW HE'S HAVING A 48-HOUR EEG DONE TO FIND OUT WHY AND EXACTLY HOW MANY SEIZURES HE'S HAVING ONLY WHEN HE SLEEPS. MY YOUNGEST SON HAS TO HAVE A HEAD CT DONE TOMORROW TO DETERMINE WHY HE VOMITS EVERY TIME HIS HEAD HURTS JUST THE LEAST LITTLE BIT. PRAYING EVERYTHING IS OK WITH HIS BRAIN AND THAT IT'S NOTHING SERIOUS! :( THIS IS JUST A LITTLE EXPLANATION OF WHY I'M SO STRESSED AND DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME FOR FUBAR!

Nothing To Do With The Fu
On my way to the circus..or back from the circus..or was there a circus..have no idea now. What did happen was during my happy homeless days I got real tired after 3 weeks and no sleep so I pulled the motor off the highway. Then I noticed a closed BBQ place and jumped on a picnic table and started to nod. All of a sudden I have the biggest set of headlights [car type you boobs] in my eyes. Out from behind the lights I see this figure in blue with a baton, not the cheerleader type, and he approaches slowly. I quickly sat up and said "WOW! did I order take out". What kind?? In uniform he couldn't laugh but I heard the jaw crack as he tried to suppress the smile. He asked what was going on and I started to tell him I was a professional photographer taking [star] shots. The cloud cover gave that away so I headed for the truth. He said he would finish the tour and be coming back thru in an hour and I'd better not be on that table. So he left and I put motor under a tree and jumped on the ne

One Day (a Poem )
One day you'll open your eyes and it'll be too late. One day you'll wake and feel the hate. One day when you need him to love you it wont be there. The way you weren't there when he needed you. One day when you wonder where things went wrong, you'll find yourself asking yourself why. Holding your head toward the sky,tears streaming down your eyes,"What did I do to deserve this." All you wanted was the love one could give. But where you went wrong you'll never get the answer. The answer is within. Search yourself and you will find, Why you werent there for him. Why you turned your back and walked away... One day you will wake,you will see that you were the one who couldnt love him, One day you will open your eyes and see the hate and know Its too fucking late.

Can You Give This To My Daddy?
Im not the type to be shy and not speak my mind and that seems to scared the good guys around here away. guys say that they want sweet honest girls who can hold their own but then when they have a girl like that they seem to not want it. it seems that guys only want the skanky girls and the whores that will do anything just to have attention. im here to say that im not a girl like that i hate being looked at like a piece of meat all the time if i try to have a serious talk or relationship even long distance the guy should want to know about me and my mind more than what he is thinking of my body. and women saying well we will just go lez so that they dont have to deal with the ass hole men that do this to women well sorry girls but instead or ass holes u get bitches so u cant run. y cant there just be a guy that cares about looking at ur face and not ur tits or ass. or one that truely listens and wants to know what u think and not just hear how good u say that u r in bed. like the song

***info***
everyone salutes fubar...y not salute The DarkSide? What is a TDSsalute and how do I make one?Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo.1.TDS/The DarkSide clearly hand writtenPhotos must be of your FULL face and unobstructed by hats or sunglasses. They must be clear and bright and NOT photoshopped in any way.

Song Info
I need dj's with voice recording abilities and with a good voice to make a sample of their voice for me. I am currently working on a song and I would like to put a sample or two at the beginning of the song and maybe 1 or 2 at the end. I am willing to pay fubucks and make an voice promo for shows on the stations that you dj for. The way I am thinking it should be is i need a male voice and a female voice. The sample should be about the song in general which is called "Porcelain Doll". It is an industrial/goth song so the sample should be slightly dark but slightly seductive (hence the male/female vocals). I can always put slight effects or heavy effects to fit the song. If Interested please contact me stateing on what I can do for you and I will give you me email address to send it to. ALL SAMPLES MUST BE IN WAV OR MP3 FILE FORM. Anything else will not work with my music program.

Gov Fix Solution
point one: well i have noticed a few things from the news and also being over seas myself. the biggest thing i noticed is other govs make cash hand over fist when anything is brought into thier country. for example korea when i was stationed there has a double tax policy on cars made from out side thier country so 80% of the cars there are made there. like if they bought a car in the us and paid lets say 50k then they have it shipped to korea they have to pay 50k in taxes. so if we adopted this policy out US car companies would be able to basicly sell more cars and would beable to creat more jobs to make these cars since no one would wank to buy a 30k handa and then pay 30k in taxes. it would bost the econamy a lot.

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Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

Red Friday
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As t......hey began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought I could not be more proud

The Devil's Workshop
The things she says and gives to you; she said and gave them to me, too. Yet since I ripped her hooks from me I bleed from wounds I cannot see. I do what's right but I do it all wrong. I'll hurt all my life, try to go on. I am one of her tattered dolls behind her many secret walls. She's a collector An emotional specter She keeps you plugged in even when you disconnect her. She gives you a name Says she feels the same She breaks your defenses as part of the game. How long has she played? For years I'm afraid. Her toys piled in closets, neglected and frayed.

Just Walk Away!!!!!
It's about learning to dance in the rain!********************************************************************************** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not forus. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've gotto know when people's part in your

Help Me Win This Contest
Please help me win!!! To help you can do any of the following....... CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO HELP ME!!! I will pay 10k in fubuck for every 15 comments left. Just PM me that you left the comments and I will send you the fubucks. THANK YOU!!!!!

30 Day Photo Challenge
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten factsDay 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longestDay 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite showDay 04 - A picture of your nightDay 05 - A picture of your favorite memoryDay 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a dayDay 07 - A picture of your most treasured itemDay 08 - A picture that makes you laughDay 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the mostDay 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things withDay 11 - A picture of something you hateDay 12 - A picture of something you loveDay 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artistDay 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life withoutDay 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you dieDay 16 - A picture of someone who inspires youDay 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recentlyDay 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurityDay 19 - A picture

Somethin I Saw And Liked
This TimeAnother round of funerals, another picture collage of grief stricken families, innocent victims, and an outraged populace. Another round of calls for an end to the madness. Another time for the cynics whose actions have foisted this savagery on us, waiting for everyone to calm down and go back to business as usual.When it was Columbine, Virginia Tech and Denver the gun crowd said the killings would have been prevented, if we allowed everyone to carry a gun. As if a bunch of people shooting guns blindly in a smoke filled darkened theater wouldn’t have elevated the death toll, as if our students would be safer with more firearms in our schools and universities.This time was different. This time it was our children each of them shot multiple times at close range. What do they say now? Do they expect us to believe the murdered six and seven year olds would have saved themselves if only they’d been allowed to keep a Saturday night special in their desks?This time it was

Noob Douches & Pervs
Now it's not hard really is it? you make a deal with another member fubux for credits or fubux for pimpouts you expect the other person to return the favour and give you what they should. But in certain cases people screw you over ie:

The Way It Is
Seems like no one or very few want to talk to me anymore..I guess I am not that important or have anything interesting to say. Myabe it is just one big game and it is all about popularity, points and leveling. If that is what it is; that is fine. I'll just spend the last days on Fubar playing the game and racking up as many point as possible...I would rather have one true friend then a million fake ones anyway.

Homemade Cherry Pie
Your lips are there but i can not kiss them your heart is there but i can not hear it beat your eyes are there but they can not see me your hands are there but they can not touch me for you i would die a thousand deaths just to feel your breath on the nape of my neck luv my heart becomes twisted and filtered by the very thought of your touch, it sends my mind in a rush I crave everything from you with the love i possess in my heart I have a need to devote my entire being to you my living heart my bleeding soul for there could be no one whom could tear us apart. All that u need I shall be waiting on you heart to grant me clemency. Yes it must be true that love exist at first sight becuz the passion I have for you burns me every night this love could cause me to com-bust something u can not describe with just simple lust. I will never pledge my heart to another only to u my luv; becuz someone like me most definitely

Neothink
What Is Neothink?Henry Ford pioneered the automobile; David Sarnoff pioneered radio and television; Juan Trippe pioneered world air travel. Those men were labeled as visionaries because they seemed to predict the future. In fact, they actually created the future. All of them started off with very small businesses. But, each of those men formulated wide-scope goals and then relentlessly drove toward achieving those goals. Those business greats built empires of value production and wealth that changed the world.Those empire builders were viewed in awe because they had the ability to direct the future of business, technology, and markets. Those empire builders seemed to make all the right moves, becoming powerful and successful on a mighty scale. That contrasted with their business peers who dealt with one aspect of business at a time, never really succeeding beyond a mediocre level.The same dynamics that those business greats employed to build world-changing empires can be mastered by es

Checkbook!
Dear Congress, Last year I mismanaged my funds and this year I cannot decide on a budget. Until I have come to a unified decision that fits all of my needs and interests, I will have to shut down my checkbook and will no longer be able to pay my taxes. I'm sure you'll understand. Thank you very much for setting an example we can all follow. Repost if you agree!!

That Aint Right
They cut the pay of those who protect us from harm.After 9-11 they should be paying them more.So our solders are supposed to give thier lives for us but we cant pay them wtf.if anything we are in debt to them for our lives and thier pay should reflect that.If you agree with me contact your local congress and file the complaint.They need to know that its not ok.

Flash Or Flame
Ok Fu~Boys & Fu~Girls, I've reached a pinnacle for me here and I'm interested in Your input. Recently I've leveled up into godfather so now must decide which side to join. I feel angelic but I think I am a demon. Which side do you think I should join??

Tempest's Random Song Lyrics And Blah
Feeling your hand glide across my skin I shiver with delight that I don’t notice the blind fold come over my eyes and the headphones being placed upon my ears. That’s it I have no sight and I am now deaf to everything but the music. It’s a collection of songs that turn me on and make me wet. I breathe heavy and continue to stand on the floor. I feel you pull my hand and lead me to the bed. I follow knowing nothing will hurt me while I’m with you. The bed sinks with our combined weight and I shudder again. The satin sheets are cold against my skin and my senses are heightened from standard. I feel your fingers at my mouth and I open licking and sucking them in to my hot little mouth. As I am doing this I feel the bed sink again. I get startled and begin to pull away as I feel the soft touches running up and down my back undoing my little outfit. the one I chose just for you. I smile knowing what is going to happen just as the bed dips again. I open my mouth to as

Dragons
Greetings Dragon Lovers!!!!!!!!!! The reason I sound so serious aboutthis topic isbecause it has to do with a wedding, someone very special to me is about to be married come August. You know how traditions work, everybody are against certain likes about what people choose for entertainment. I want my girlfriends wedding to be spectacular like never before seen or created. I have till August to get this done. PLEASE, I beg of you, any who are interested or have ideas in helping me with this topic, anysuggestions, photos, I would be most greatful for the help and more impotantly for your friendship. Sencerily Saphira

How I Feel
This is to my family and friends who know whats going on.I'm glad that you are going to help me get thru this I love you all very much & I'm sorry I have been lying to protect people,I have been running for years and I'm just tired of it.It is time to stop running and face the music again I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH.I really wanna say thank you to Lenda cause her,her kids, and her husband have been so great towards us

A Promise
All the people Ive been there for and helped and cared about, who never helped me out and could've and didnt, and even to the people who did but made me feel like a hindrance and embarresed .And especially to the ones who said they would help and bailed on the last second. I will return the EXACT treatment to them. I will not forget the ones who WERE truly there for me when they could, and who reminded me that I was important and mattered. I hold close to me those things. All of the little things also. Which tend to mean the most to us all.. I have come to find out that at my weakest times and sickest times with a disease that is trying its best to rule me and defeat me, That I have been virtualy alone. Through alot fo the worst times. Alone is scary enough without being sick too. Yet everyone claims they love me and family claims im family . But it has been proven false over and over again. If you ever need anything line (false) you can come to me line (false). I know cause I've as

The American Dream Is In Jeopardy
Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights, economic freedom is just as important. In The Heritage Foundation’s "Understanding America" series,

Philly Fu Get Together
There were a few of us that are in the area that were thinking....why not have a get-together for all of us Fu-Folks!! If you would be interested...please let me know....we were thinking of having everyone meet up at the Dave & Busters up in the Franklin Mills Mall. This way there's no $$ out of pocket for anyone (accept for the cash bar) There are games, billiards and a ton of TV's....and is easily accessible from I95. Possibly on a Thursday night..later on in the summer....this way we avoid the weekend crowds....and it's not called thirsty Thursday for nothing!! LOL So, if you're from Philly or anywhere in the area....pass the word on and let's make this get-together a huge success! Once we see how many would be interested, we'll finalize the details and set a date!

Thinking
I love my friends on here dearly and can't imagine not being on here anymore but recently a negative emotion is growing inside me that makes me question why I am here..That feeling is hate towards baby j and this whole game called fubar..All the fake profiles, bouncer checks and ridiculous leveling requirements. Not to mention that when you reach the top level, 45, game over.

Was Just Thinkin
I've been doing some thinking on the state of affairs that the world has brought it self to. You've got almost every damn country in the mid-east at war with themselves or their neighbors. You got the earth quake and nuclear reactors and tsunami in Japan. Then there's is China with its massive over population problem ( what? so they don't make condoms for asians?). In the southern part of the world (both Africa and South America) poverty and disease run so rampid that no amount of medicine, vaccines, food, or international aid will help as much as we would hope. Oh boy!!! We helped a half of a percent of the population overcome their misfortunes. Now don't get me wrong, I am all for helping and doing my part to make things a little easier, but there is only so much we can do. Which brings me to our own part of the world... America. I love our country. I love the people in it. The diverse social attitudes that can be found in this wonderful land are astounding to say the least. To thi

Sang's Rants
Many ask about my name, so here is goes... Members of the vampire sect fall into roughly two categories: psionic (psi) and sanguarian (sang). Sanguarian vampires model themselves the closest to traditional mythology (see vampire) in that they believe themselves to be dependant on blood for both the supernatural powers they believe they possess, and (for many) their sanity. They generally accept either animal or human blood for this purpose, provided it remains unmodified and inseperate. Conversely, others believe that animal blood contains demons and must be boiled prior to drinking. Psionic vampires are said to be able to feed either on blood or psionic energy, having to start off with blood. Many members of the sect believe that psionic vampyres, by nature, have poor interpersonal skills, and that their behavior is often mistaken for a personality deficiency. The differences between psionic vampires and sanguarian ones seems to have sprouted more than a few arguments o

Feelings
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.

Tewsmooth18
I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not an assholeI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just f**k youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen t

Time Will Tell, I Hope
I fight day and night with my thoughts and emotions to convince myself that everything is going to be ok. Somehow I am always at fault. Nothing is ok, nothing is right. Yet when you do anything that is shady, its ok. My heart is pining over you when you don't call. You say you love me, yet I feel all alone. I am alone even with you here. The shadows of your past haunt your present. I get 5 minutes of your time, just to hear about everything else but us.

Not Breathing
She will not hold her breath, which is as well,For he'd not suffocate her with his need;Her eyes wide-open, as she sucks the seedFrom deep within him; she can almost tellWhen she will sense him coming: let him tenseAnd find his heart-beat surging, see she's wrappedHer tongue around the eagerness she's mappedWith her lips and her mind - a recompense;Is this the reward sought by both of them?The taste that washes round - an afterthought,An afterworld, beyond that little death,To which he will succumb, when she won't stemThe flow of his excitement, for he's taughtThat it's as well, she will not hold her breath.

Thanks!
Now I lay me down to sleep,One less terrorist this world does keep.With all my heart I give my thanksTo those in uniform regardless of rank.You serve our country and serve it wellWith humble hearts your stories tell.So as I rest my weary eyes,While freedom rings, our flag still flies.You give your all, do what you must.With God we live, in God we trust .... Amen

How I'm Feeling Right Now
May 1st, 2011, today im feeling...heartbroken(not cuz youre leaving but because you gave up on us) unworthy(you chose an xbox over me and that hurt), exhausted(from a year of trying), lost(dont know how to feel...happy but sad and scared all at the same time.) a poem: Broken Promises. You told me you loved me I told you I loved you too You said together we'd always be I said I would be true You promised you would hold me You promised you'd be there I promised I'd cross the stormy sea To give you my loving care But you never kept your promise You aren't the way you used to be You just gave up on us And you just gave up on me You said let's take a break You said let's just be friends But please for my sake Just say the truth, cause it's the end You promised every day That you would be there You molded my heart like clay Into the shape of a broken chair You promised to me That we'd always have our love You said to me I was all you could think

Cute Lil Prayer
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried......, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees. A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there. 'Where's her daddy at?' She heard a b

Real Legit Jobs Online
Avoid being scammed Tips on how to avoid being scammed, when looking for a Home online Business. Scammers use phychology, and prey on vulnerable groups, e.g. sick, unemployed, low or no income group, and many more. Scammers prey on your desperation. Therefore being vigilant is of prime importance when searching on line for a Home Businss. Perhaps you can't leave home or you want a change in what kind of work you do. You've seen advertising for work-at-home jobs but are afraid to commit due to worries concerning scams. Sure, not all work at home sites are scams, but most are. Step 1 Avoid Business opportunity sites that claim unrealistic income possibilities e.g. 5,000 dollars in 5 days, are most unlikely. Step 2 Do your research. The first thing to do is to learn to

Quotes N Jokes
So, Osama bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. Behind him stands 343 firefighters, 72 police officers, one K9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry, God, we got this!"

Night @ The Movies....:/
This will be the first of many blogs i'm sure as I have many exciting nights at the job. For those of you that don't know I am an assistant manager at a Movie Theater. Working in the customer service industry has its ups and downs more downs than ups and sometimes its just so out there I want to share when something good happens :) Tuesday May 3, 2011: I was finishing up in the back filing paper work and such we had just locked the doors because the last movie had just started oh around 11pm. Around 11:45pm the other manager and I hear alot of commotion at our guest services desk. We proceed to see what was going on and now wish we hadn't lol. Normally around this time the lobby is pretty empty with it being close to the end of the night and the last hard go movie watchers in their movies at god awful times js...but this time the lobby was almost packed with people. A lady yelled out "Yall got a fight in the theater" *FACE PALMS* not only was it almost the end of the night but we got

The Enemy That Is Love
The enemy called love is shapeless, faceless, and it envelops us all in a cloud of jealousy, ignorance, stupidity and outright madness. Most of us take it for granted and are too afraid to face the reality of accepting true love when it looks us dead in the eye. Most people run and hide because they are too afraid of true love, or they blame the world around them, or their own problems, or whatever pathetic excuses they use to mask their ego and their own self hatred. If you love someone, why run away and hide? I always thought true love was not being able to live without someone, yet why do people say they need time, space, closure, whatever? Maybe I am way too cynical, but I do know this. Eventually TRUE love will find me. And that true love will not run away and hide when the chips are down, love will not cheat on me with people I am close with, love will not blame everyone else for how fucked their reality is. When love finds me, even though it has beaten the shit out of me, I will

Baby Pool Fun With Hellyeah And Marcus Rafferty
The fat bald dude who does the belly flop is one of my closest friends and is a guitar tech for HellYeah and has toured with Korn, Pantara, FlyLeaf, Silent Civilian and learned to play guitar from the great DimeBag Darrell. This is some of the wild shit they do when they have down time between shows.

Random Stuff
I have uttered this phrase more than once along with "everything happens for a reason"....I really try to practice what i preach and not let things get to me but its hard when you have had the life I have lived so far....i dont want to rrlive all of it but i do want to talk finally about the latest tragedy/roadblock......I have 3 sons one in new mexico and 2 who are in oklahoma....my youngest prestyn "supposedly" locked himself in a car trunk and died....I was devistated because i have not been a good father i made a mstake and followed what i thought was love only to get my heart destroyed not broke destroyed...so now my baby is gone and i only have the option of riding a bus to oklahoma to the funeral or not going there at all...i went...only to get the news that my baby isnt mine but my best friend and brother jasons and that my ex knew since right after we got divorced but to screw me out of child support money she never said a word....out of everything though i must ask why she di

Judged
FIRST THINGS FIRST IM NOT JUDGING ANYBODY THAT HAS MONEY GOD KNOWS I NEED SOME EXTRA MYSELF I LOVE FUBAR I REALLY DO, BUT COME ON THE ONLY WAY ALOT OF PPL ON HERE LEVEL UP IS THEY HAVE MONEY LIKE I SAID IM NOT JUDGING BUT IT WOULD BE NICE IF MIKE AKA BABYJESUS WOULD HAVE MORE SALES ON THE CRITEDS THAT WOULD HELP ME AND I KNOW ALOT OF PPL OUT THAT CANT AFFORD THINGS LIKE BLINGS GOD MODES CHERRY BOMBS ECT NOW MIKE AKA BABYJESUS PLEASE LOWER THE PRICES IT DONT HAVE TO BE EVERY MONTH BUT IT WOULD BE NICE FOR LIKE BIRTHDAYS , HOILDAYS , WHATEVER ESLE ANYBODY WOULD COME UP WITH

Stories Of Things To Come
Standing at the door I pause for a second. This is my first scheduled time with Terry since I had to spank her so she would leave Isabella and I alone. This was pre planed so I had not talked with her and she did not call to cancel the date. I have to assume that all is alright but I am a little apprehensive. Terry can be a bit of a brat at times, and to be frank, I am concerned that this will be one of those times. I was pretty hard on her and this was the first time I had to address the problem directly.

Big Changes
KAOS fe2 xXAnesidoraXx@ fubar so my aunt was here over the weekend n she asked me if i wanted 2 go 2 the phillipines. should i stay or should i go (no pun intended, or was it, lmfao). but yea, wat should i do, help me out, ev1

Poetry, Mayhaps?
There are times where the world is spinning, Relentlessly and out of control. Taking you into a whirlwind of emotions, Love, Hate, Happiness, Despair.. Inevitably one is lost in darkness, The calm before the next storm, Be it a storm of good or bad, If you could call a storm either. The calm is a time to stop and reflect, And that is when lessons are to be learned, Mistakes forgiven, And for you to collect the shattered remnants of yourself, To place then back together, To find out where you actually want this or that piece, Or where each piece belongs. Just like every calm, It is before yet another storm, One that can make or break you, Or both.

Stuff That Has Touched Me
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world.The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand o

The Rock
Okay, everyone knows “The Rock” the professional wrestler, right? Well, now everyone is getting to know Dwayne Johnson, the actor. Though it wasn’t the goal, it was probably inevitable that Dwayne Douglas Johnson (born May 2, 1972) would become a professional wrestler as he comes from a long line of them. His father was “Soulman” Rocky Johnson, a Canadian professional wrestler and his maternal grandfather was “High Chief” Peter Maiva, a Samoan professional wrestler. Also, his uncles, the Wild Samoans (Afa Anoai and Sika Anoai) and three of his cousins (Rikishi, Rosy, and Umaga) were all professional wrestlers. Pre-Wrestling Days When he was in high school, Dwayne played football, ran track, and wrestled, but he receive scholarship offers in football. He decided to go to the University of Miami where he played football (defensive tackle) for the Miami hurricanes. After college, he was turned down by the NFL, but was accepted into

Feeling You
I feel your voice as much as hear itWhispering hot promises In my ear, against my mouth, on my skin.I feel your mouth and tongueGentle, plundering,Wandering from lips to neck to breastsSucking, kissingSkimming down my bellyTeasing, lickingProbing, tasting.I feel your hands ExploringTender, roughCaressing, liftingDemanding, claiming.I feel you Strong and warm beneath my handsAll power and control between my thighsMuscles bunching, strainingRock hard and throbbingStretching me, filling meThrusting, urgent, demandingTaking, giving, cummingShuddering, relaxed and heavy against meI feel your voice as much as hear itRelaxed, murmuring words of loveIn my ear, against my mouth, on my skin

Message From Brother Hiram
MY LIVING WILL: Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch. Got a bullet in my side and it hurts so bad. You know I can't die, 'cause my girl would be sad. Twenty more days and Jody be takin' my place. Come on N.C.O. gotta get on the ball. Tell the R.T.O. to put in a call. The medics here have done their best. Now it's time for the Dustoff to do the rest. The sun/s goin' down and it's hard to see. But the bullets keep on flyin' all round me. I see a red light way up high. It's gotta be the Dustoff in the sky. I feel real bad leavin' friends behind. But they say they're gunna get me home on tme. They're gunna fight all through the night. And when the mornin' comes I'll be out of sight. Here I am home sittin' in my chair. Got

Loving Thoughts And Poems About My Beautiful Dragon Gal, Deb
DaydreamWhenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,

Bro Sis Conflict
Ok im just getting back from overseas, my sis and her husband are living in my house becouse her son got expelled for the school year. I love that shes here been years since we were close. Now they are remodling my house yard garden lol and those are things ive been thinking about for 8months, its the stuff i love to do. Makes me feel like there stepin on my toes but i dont know if im just being a petty douchebag. There trying to thank me but its my house, could use some non family advice

Foodgasm Recipes
I love tamales! You love tamales! We all love tamales! I will give you a detailed How-To for the meat, the masa, the prepared tapas (cornhusks), the fillings and cooking. If you have any questions, just let me know.

Knocturnal Dj'z Radio 24/7
BEFORE REQUESTING SONGS, MAKING COMMENTS OR ASKING QUESTIONS OF THE D.J., PLEASE...READ THIS IN ITS ENTIRETY !1) PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO!The D.J. has to play for more than one person... so what you hate may be another’s favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another

Rambling
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A high-profile group of global leaders declared the "war on drugs" a failure on Thursday and urged governments to consider decriminalizing drugs in a bid to cut consumption and weaken the power of organized crime gangs. The Global Commission on Drug Policy, which includes former presidents of Brazil, Colombia, Mexico and Switzerland, said a decades-long strategy of outlawing drugs and jailing drug users while battling cartels that control the trade had not worked. "It's not peace instead of war, it's a more intelligent way to fight ... the use of drugs," former Brazilian President Fernando Henrique Cardoso, chair of the commission, told a news conference in New York. "Stop the war on drugs and let's be more constructive in trying to reduce consumption." "We cannot have one recipe. It's not so easy to say stop the war on drugs and let's legalize, it's more complicated than that," he said. "Between prohibition and legalization there is an enormous vari

Let's Take It To His Cross
Blessings of our beloved ABBA ADONAI ELOHIM YAHWEH in the blessed Name of HIS SON our MESSIAH Y'SHUA/JESUS CHRIST through HIS HOLY SPIRIT. Amen. Greetings one and all. I can only hope you're filled with many blessings from our FATHER in heaven, encouraged in the hope of HIS promises to one day be fulfilled soon.

Dharqest Soul
The twisted black soul resides within this vessel..Laughing at those that stands before me,yearning for the taste of flesh,craving the pure spirit which fuels the burning within...This old soul ripped and torn vengeful waiting for the crys of war...Smiles "soon the fallen will be mine",moves into the depths of the Dharqness and waits,content in the fact that soon very soon i shall be looking down upon your carcass as the crows feed opon you,flesh on top of bone makes this vessel,evil and Dharqness consumes it,rage drives it, battle feeds and inspires it,the crys of pain pleases it,it smiles down upon your weak soul yes my brother i will feed upon you this day,and consume your soul, spite it within my deprived twisted black evil soul,for all the ages you will belong to me....

Leveling Up :)
Hey, I just submitted an entry to the High Flying Flag Photo Contest and would be really grateful if you'd check out my entry. You can view my entry at: http://wildfireapp.com/website/6/contests/123460/voteable_entries/23580456?ogn=website

Who Knows
Ok, so here's the deal, for some reason I am totally bored outta my mind tonight. I tried to watch a movie, but couldn't pay attention. chat with people, but surly the chat dies down. rate like and comment, yup all bombed out, and ultimately I'm still bored. so now comes the fun part. Im going to ramble on about who knows what amd see if anybody reads this. If you do read it, ;eave a comment, simple as that. So here it goes... There once was a l00 who lived is a chaotic land known as fubar. In this land purple dragons RAN, and Green dolphins flew. l00 was neither a human nor an animal. In fact sadly she had no idea what she was, nor why she lived in such a place. There where golden ponies, and feathered frogs, why you ask, she had no clue. Day after day she pondered this place, and day after day it overwhelmed her head. In this chaotic land, all the creatures could talk, all except for poor little l00, for who ever created her, didn't grant her a voice. She hopped along Happy as can

I Am Who I Am
God know I know I feel like can't nobody fuck with me God got my back so Lil boosie keep his mind at ease And god kno I kno That somebody gon hate on me But god kno I'm thug so U kno lil boosie go and get skeet Now god know my situation, he know what I be facin He know I'm so impatient when it come to money makin From school, to the blocks, from the tool, to the rocks For the lil nigga with that pistol ridin around in somethin hot Now it's bout time we hit our knees and tell god truth Can't stop the way we livin, just help us make it through When I die take me through, up to heaven up with you Gotta holla at my daddy and my nigga griles to And god kno And god know I'm thug life, u fuckin right So if ah nigga play with me of the top I gotta get him right And god got my back so, when I act wow I'm comin home safely through the back do The murder rate is sky high, nigga hollin ride or die These youngin slangin iron it ain't no mo takin pride So put yo fist up in yo pockets and them bull

The Tales Of Xcylencex
If you act like a dumbass, i WILL share it with all of Fubar. Just sayin.This guy sends me a message that says "boing". I said thanks but no thanks and then I get blasted with this chat. Enjoy :)

Poems Written In The Summer Of 2010, Inspired By Someone Who Will Hold A Permenent Place In My Heart
Feeling completely loved is something oh so new.I didnt know this was possible, then again I didnt know you.Your all ive ever wanted and all i ever needed in this life to surviveBeing without you isnt an option, theres no way I could possibly get by.

The Average Soldier
The Average SoldierThe average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either.He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howizzitor. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk.He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field