Fubar Blogs 4

Broken
Broken I lay in bed, with a surrounding fearWhen i close my eyes, I can feel it draw near What looms in the dark, I do not know But when it is light, it does not show Deception, hurt, and years of pain It consumes me like, a never ending rain It blankets my body, heart, and soul What will come next, how will it unfold I prepare for the worst, and hope for the best Soon it will be here, then i will know the rest I fight through each day, with all of my heart Now i realise, it has torn me apart The final strands, and nerves, of a tattered man I dont know how, much more i can stand I lay in bed, with a surrounding fear When i close my eyes, I can feel it draw near.......

Your Soulmate
Your Soulmate The face, the body and location unknownWhen they are found, your mind will be blownNot mistaken, as your first loveBut something as pure, as a white doveYour souls will entwine, and rejoice together It is a true love, that will last foreverThrough hell and it's fury, here on earthThrough trials, and pain, pregnancy and birthIt is known in life that, they are the oneIf you find that person, make sure you dont run For they are meant, to be with you Heartfully, Soulfully, and eternally trueUnconditional love, where your heart drops to the floorMake sure that you open your heart, and the doorWe walk our path that is dark and alone Will you be one, where your soulmates unknownI hope for you, that one life in your lifeYou find your soulmate, who is your friend or your wife

Topic Or Question Of The Week ... =_)
warmth Days like this a warm body, next to a sun filled room is all i need. Soft touch, gentle caress as it touches my skin. I miss the warmth, i need the warmth, crave the warmth. Smile as I know one day it will arrive, smile as for one day i will not have to crave. Warmth is on the way Raining outside - Yessss That old song walking in the rain .... lol So how will you spend ur day? This morning or afternoon after I woke my head was filled with too many thoughts for sleep. My Motto lately has been "One Day at A Time". Some days being longer than others. I thanks GOD for getting me thru.... Thank You

You Know The Drill
just so you know i did not intentionaly get rid of all my bling....someone whos name i wont say...(shue)....sent some yankees bling to my page...well i hate the yankees almost as much as i hate child molesters...and so in a panic to get

New Evidence "swine-flu" Is Man-made
(A. True Ott, PhD, ND) – Novartis Patent Detailed And Mass Murder Charged Murder suspects are either convicted or acquitted at trial based on the prosecution’s presentation of EVIDENCE which usually hinges on MOTIVE, OPPORTUNITY, and TIME-LINES combined with physical documents. To gather such hard evidence, detectives and/or federal agents often spend months following leads and interviewing witnesses. In the trial phase, re-creating the sequence of events is essential. I submit this paper will provide more than enough hard evidence to at least result in a series of criminal indictments of charges of MASS MURDER, and CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT WORLD GENOCIDE against Novartis Pharmaceutical principals and agents and others. PRIMARY MOTIVE The Primary Motive behind this alleged criminal activity is also the primary cause of most murders in the world today, and that motivation is simply: BIG MONEY. Billions of Dollars of windfall profits from government contracts worldwide, as a m

Show Me The Way To Go Home
Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised their hands and swore to defend the Constitution and the United States of America. Where is their moment of silence? Where are the people flocking to their graves or memorials and mourning over them because they made the ultimate sacrifice? Why is it when a Soldier dies, there are more people saying "good riddence," and "thank God for IEDs?" When did this countr

Coworker
I checked in on my coworker. He was a little bit more responsive today. He just doesn't realize what he is in store for. I explained a little about how he was going to have to do the physical therapy himself. He was pretty doped up on morphine still. All I got was, "Okay" to everything. He is young and will recover. Thanks to everyone who kept him and his family in your prayers. A very good friend of mine, a coworker was in a tragic car accident. He was hit by two vehicles right after another. He is 21 adn fighting for his life right now. Please say a pray for him. His name is Joey. Thank you all. GOD bless.

9/11
Well its been 8 years ago that america was changed forever, so many lives cut short. My heart still hurts and I still cry sometimes when I hear Alan Jackson sing "Where Were You When The World Stopped Turning", I sit there think "Why God Why" would you let this happen? But I know that he had a reason for everything and in time his reasons will be revealed. But I still wonder and I still pray that we as americans will never have to see something like this again. I sure dont want my children to ever have to see it. But I know that where is a purpose and he will show us in his time. As americans we must stick together and work as one to keep this nation strong!

Dont Quit
when things go wrong which the sometimes willand the road you are trudging seems all up hillwhen the funds are low,and the debts are highand you want to smile but you have to sighwhen care is pressing you down a bitrest if you must,but dont ever quitfor life is strange with the twist and turnsas everyone of us sometimes learnbut many a coward turns aboutwhen he might have won if he stuck it outbut he learns too late when the night comes downhow close he was to the golden crownvictory is defeat turned inside outthe silver tint of the clouds of doubtyou will never know how near you areit maybe near when it seems afarso stick to the fight when you are hardest hitwhen things seem worst is when u must not quit

Groups/anti Groups On Fubar
Groups on Fubar and any other site are made for various reasons. Personally i own a small leveling group called the SG Sex God/Goddess' I have seen various groups go bad but on the same hand have been judged in the past because i owned a help crew on another site a long time ago. PEople want to hate or judge me or my members because we carry a name on our name? let em.... They want To join and help other people and get love, friendship and respect from each other... your more than welcome.... If a group is running around and making threats then thats sad... but realize there are some people that make up stories.. some good and some bad about someone else... just an opinion i have... I am not nor will ever be anti groups.. I will state this though... If a group of people are making threats and wish to try that with me or mine there will be a serious issue.... I seriously doubt that will happen... again this is just my opinion and Fubar is supposed to be a social site thats for FUN! BTW

Omg This Is Cute :p
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you

My Thoughts.
Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his

Stuffnnonsense
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Writings And Ramblings.
i know that i am strongdont you try to tell me differentive been through hellbut im still standing.these eyes have cried more tearsthan any eyes should ever cry.this heart has felt more painthan any heart should ever feel.but im still here.what does not kill me, makes me stronger.many nights ive lied awakewondering what would have happenedif i had not made my mistakes.But then i rememberthat while i cannot change the pasti have control over what happens now.if it wasnt for my pasti would not be strong.sometimes i have weak moments.sometimes i live in hell.sometimes i want to screamsometimes i break down and crywhile all of these thingsmay be weaknesses,gather them togetherthrow them at me, put them in meand they give me strength.this is me, who i am.i know that i am strong.i know that i will live on.pain i have defeated.tears have run dry.i want to be happy....its all I ever wanted.i deserve it, ive earned it.i am strong, and i will move on if my pillow could talk it would say so many

An Awakening
An Awakening - When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough of the fighting and crying or struggling to hold on, and like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and tha

Wanna Own Me For A Month (my 1st Auction)
WooHoo...My 1st Auction! Help Me Make It A Good One Plz! Who Wants To Own Sum Ch3rrY Pie? Pls Make A Bid For Me...I Promise It Will Be Worth It! ;) PS. Sorry its not lettin me add the direct link here to the auction but the link is on my status! Thanx, Ch3rrY ~XOXOX~

Blah!
Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why.

Gone Too Far
My son is 15 and has begun to check out girls (especially the tits and ass on these girls). He begain dating this one girl last month, she was sweet but too clingy for Wilson. Anywho.....Wilson had gone to a fire department (he's on the youth fire department) meeting. When he gets there he sees clingy girl's real dad (her mother died a few years back and he didn't want anything to do with her so her Aunt adopted her). Well her "sperm dnor" saw and yelled at Wilson walking into the fire department. He was sitting in his truck with his door open and motioned for Wilson to come to the truck. Wilson walks to the truck and see this guy take a bullet out of his glock, wrote Wilson's name on the bullet in sharpie and asked him if he knew what it was. Wilson said "A bullet with my name on it". Then the guy told Wislon if he did anything other then hold hands of kiss his daughter he's gonna start at his pinky toe and work his way to his ass. It bothered Wilson so much he finally told us what

Living Right By Letting Go
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Living right by letting go. Sometimes we need to let go of that which is holding us down. It can be very hard to let go, especially when you have an emotional attachment.You must ask yourself, in letting go, will it positively impact you? Will you be better off in the long run, by letting go? We find that most of the time, the answer to this question is "yes", and only due to the fact that we needed to let go, because that which was holding us down was something negative, and therefore not beneficial to us in any way possible.We need to reevaluate what it is that we call "positive" in our life. One must understand that every meaningful interaction we have, not only with others but with ourselves must thoroughly be grounded in the basic meanings of the word "love". When we hold onto that which holds us back, depresses, saddens, or causes us to feel negative, that there is in fact no love involved. One can not truly say they are loving themselves when the

I'm About To Come Alive
I can hear you downstairs crying on the phoneTelling someone that I'm here but you still feel all aloneMaybe we were too youngGoodbye, I've gotta goI can hear the baby waking upGot to get back to the life I know I should have never believed himMaybe I should just leave him Maybe I'm not but you're all I got left to believe inDon't give up on meI'm about to come aliveAnd I know that it's been hardAnd it's been a long time comingDon't give up on meI'm about to come alive No one thought I was good enough for youExcept for youDon't let them be rightAfter all that we've been through'Cause somewhere over that rainbowThere's a place for meA place with you In every frame upon our wallLies a face that's seen it allThrough ups and downs and then more downsWe helped each other off of the groundNo one knows what we've been throughMaking it ain't making it without you

Fkd With A Roll Of Quarters
Last time I tried to change jobs in the company I was stalled off until they hired someone else and the general manager asked, didn't you want that job? Have you ever done to good a particular job that they wanted you right where you are? That is where I am at. This new job would be an upgrade in pay, position and working conditions but once again they are playing the same old game. Would love to change jobs in the company or somewhere else but we have the 3rd highest unemployment rates in the country so I am screwed

Fucking Retards.
jeez i love trolling on here for the ugly and old. it REALLY amuses me to see these "people" honestly posting pictures and shit on purpose that just embarasses them. although i am completely against, and hate, the whole employers trolling sites like this and firing people over what they say and do in their own time and whateverthefuck, i would completely shitcan 99% of these idiots if they worked for me and i saw their shit on here. but come on, its hilarious laughing at other people. i have no blogs posted. nor, any stashes. except for my red moustache. i forget i got the boot/quit and lost all that shit. however, i believe im going to start adding to the stash. music shit that is. and im pretty sure this blog thing is for me. so i dont forget. im thinking about mass friend requesting just to do it. and every person that "likes" me and rates my photo. but im not going to rate shit. just request. because im bored. BORED GOD DAMNIT. ooooooooooh sweet jesus!!!! the new episodes of

It's A Different Kind Of Beautiful
There seems to be two types of people who are in the crazy waiting room. The first is the lethargic, schmeh, everything is horrible people who mope around with their heads hung through imaginary nooses that they’d wish were real ones. The other type is the super hyper, mile a minute, medicated conversation starters that see something about you to which they can relate and attempt an in depth conversation in the narrow space between arriving at the office, and being called to talk to your therapist. One of the latter accosted me today and shared with me her thoughts of my lobes with the phrase, “You’ll look like an African soon, tripping over your ears.” Indeed, crazy woman; my goals of becoming African are in fact nearing. Before you know it, I’ll be hunting lions, winning gold metals in the Olympic Games, and being sold to other countries for rum. I have always been fascinated by the swelling trends of aesthetic. What is ironic about these trends is

Mood
"To Return" To return to the cold It isn't much fun To touch the trees no one has known Go rest your head Cause you can't miss this Poor boy became A slave to use Now despair moves in so close Too many years free at last He didn't know so learned to speak He clears his throat Cause you can't miss this [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak Sorry, changes, trample the plan Death, stores, victims Once more [x4] Keep on burnin' through the noose Keep on... [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak To return, to the cold It isn't much, but I'm free at last

Jack Shit
For some time many of us have wondered who is Jack Shit? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, You dont know Jack Shit? Well, thanks to my efforts you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Shit is the only son of Awe Shit who married O Shit, the owners of Knee Deep N Shit Inc. In turn Jack Shit married Noe Shit. The couple had 6 children: Holie Shit, Giva Shit, Fulla Shit, Bull Shit, and the twins Deep Shit and Dip Shit. Deep Shit married Dumb Shit, a high school dropout. After 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit got divorced and she married Ted Sherlock and became Noe Shit Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Lota Shit and had a rather nervous disposition named Chicken Shit. Fulla Shit n Giva Shit married the Happens brothers n had a double wedding. The newspaper invited everyone to the Shit-Happens wedding. Bull Shit traveled the world and returned home with an italian bridePisa Shit. So from now on, no one can tell you that you dont know Jack Shit!

In The Mouth Of Madness
As the blood leaks out and the air reaches in, the early feeling of death starts to begin with a bullet lodged in your chest, you think of your life and hope for the best You think of you family, you think of your friends you start to get cold. you know its the end With your eyes closed tight

Sensual Love
The sun rises on a cool crisp morningMy body aches for want of yearningI want your caress, your touchFor I need your love oh so muchYou are my presence in my mindI am lucky to find a man so kindTo hold in awe at your passion and needYour want for me is not of greedTo languish for hours within your armsYour wit, your humor and that impeccable charmEnlightens within me a new desire each dayOne I hope is there forever to stayI love you lover, my friend and desireMy loins ache for you as though on fireMy breasts harden at your thoughtNipples grow hard, sensitive and tautThe door to my inner depths opens for youThe passion, the fire, the need to endureCaressing you, touching you, kissing youMy love has been waiting so long for youI love you with all my heart and soul!Not just your being but you as a whole!

Alone In The Dark
There was a lonely flower waiting for someone who can accept and pick her up Then savior came to fulfill the emptiness Full of joy, happiness, laughter and pain. One fine dream came true:.. As time goes by:wind blows in a shadow room People know that it's perfect one Living in the iron mask and feel so pathetic Suddenly she became alone in the Dark Feeling of something that unexplainable with grievances and pain:. Deep down inside love became empty Pretending to be happy to escape the fear Living for nothing is not the answer To live alone in the cage of love.

Thank You
Support our troops…. They are people that have volunteered to do that which we believe we cannot. Support our troops…. We sit here in our comfortable houses and enjoy our TV, our cars, free time at the local bar, community theatre, friends and family. They are there in the blistering heat, or arctic cold waiting for something to go wrong and to fix it for us. We do not even think about it and don't want to know. Support our troops…. There are some things that you do and don't do. They are told to do those things and are encouraged to like it so that they are desensitized to the brutality that they have to endure. Support our troops… Some politicians think of our troops as dollars in their wallets. Then again if they were like dollars in their wallets then we would not be where we are. He would know how precious each one is to them and would not want to part with a single one. Instead they spends them like our hard earned tax money that they know is not theirs, but

For All My Haters
lord , som ppl seriously blows my mind. last couple off days i been named called, cus of a game. lol like imma sit in a corner n cry cus somone callin me names. wont happen. i dont give a shit, if me helpin my friends, n doin somthin gd for somone makes me a bad person, then hell, then im hella bad. get it straight i dont give a shit, call me wut ever u wanna call me, but seriously grow up, its like bein back in high school, sheesh , those who know me, knows who i am, they know i am a nice person, dont do drama, just cus i dont sink down to theire level dosent mean im weak n dont know how to fight back, just lazy at times, lmao but seriously keep the shit comin, n il show ya how big off bitch i can be, n il do that with a smile on my face :) *gets up n dances, n sings* keep on hatin keep on hatin ur makin me famouse :D:D:D peac out *claps my hands* Good job to those that woke up today feeling bad about them self

A Day In The Life Of Havok!!
So, the other day i had a conversation through the shoutbox. The conversation will remain confidential. Anyways, to sum up the latter part of the convo, I was told that I was a horrible person because I said that I had a tendancy to leave my mind in the gutter (more or less my words). I could hardly believe what I was just told. Because I'm admittingly a male with a dirty mind, I'm automatically a terrible person? I did some thinking and I now present to you the following gem of knowledge.

Writing
Questions go unanswered I think to much they say Feels as if my heart is dead already Like everything was taken away I want to cry But I hold back the tears Cause I never can voice my opinion Even when I do It falls on cold deaf ears I'm the stranger you once fell in love with I'm the stranger that thinks to fucking much A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire. A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between us No promises to be kept

My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.

Info On The "just Some Stuff I Write" Category
A little info on the "just some stuff I write" category. They are in no particular order. Some are even older than the time I've been on fu. They may not be for anyone specific or they may be for you. If indeed it is for you...more than likely you will get it via email or some other way. I write because I write, sometimes it flows and sometimes it doesn't. Some are pretty fucking good and let's face it....some are garbage. But I think it's smart to post the garbage as well. Just to show how the Muse works or doesn't work. Some are rantings that must be purged or it will poison me inside. I do write from deep within but

Surveys And Quizes
In the polarity of humans, a person's left side has been determined to be feminine, while the right side is masculine. So when it comes to single ear piercings in men, why is it that straight men pierce their left ear and gay men pierce their right? You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Gonna Go Crazy!!
ReNeGaDe@ fubar K JUST WENT TO THE COFFEE, SHOP AND THE PERSON THAT SERVED ME COFFE JUST SAID HEY ARE U FRIENDS WITH SO AND SO..THEN PROCEEDED TO ASK ME ARE U A PARAPLEGIC? LIKE WTF... FOR THE RECORD I HAVE SPINA BIFIDA...DOES IT LOOK LIKE I CANT MOVE MY HANDS....LEGS...COCK AND WHAT NOT!!....I DON'T NEED A REMINDER THAT IM CHALLENGED PHYSICALLY...THEN AGAIN I DON'T MIND IF U ASK ME WHAT HAPPEND EITHER BUT TO ASSUME I HAVE A ONE TYPE OF DISABILITY JUST ANNOYS ME!!...K NUFF SAID! I dunno if its cuz of the holiday's or just because I do the same fucking thing every day!, go to work, pay bills, NEVER go on a trip for my self, get the occasional piece of ass what ever!!! I feel like im gonna do something just to shake things up...well I all ready have broken a few dishes balled my eyes out yelled at the top of my lungs!!! but still feel all vented up!! u ever get like that?

Poems
Sitting on my steps, I take a drag of my cigarette, and as the smoke fills my lungs I reflect on my day. I've had a rather unproductive one. I've had a rather unproductive life. I expel the smoke along with my loathing and then draw in a heavy breath. My eyes begin to well up, my throat begins to swell. I know what is coming and it's been quite some time since I last felt this way. I let the tears fall. I let the tears run down my cheeks. And when I flick off the ashes I watch as the embers fade in the wind. That's how I feel. In between sobs my tears claim my breath, dripping from my lips and extinguishing my cigarette. What a lovely ending. Such a beautiful way to end my day. I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me music, country roads, and future dreams. I miss you, I wish you could see although you are here, I miss you and me. I remember when you said how happy I made you and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase you say without think

Divine Love
Divine Love is not human 'romantic' love. It is of a spiritual nature, it is all-encompassing and unconditional. Divine Love is often attributed only to God and/or spiritual beings. Yet as we are all sparks of the Creator (the Divine), and as the Creator IS LOVE, we are therefore also Love - Divine Love is who we really are, yet in our human state and using mostly only our five senses, we have forgotten this and we perceive other people and animals and nature as 'separate' from ourselves. But we are all made of the same 'stuff' and are all therefore "ONE and all connected. This is confirmed on a scientific level with Quantum Physics. It is our perception of separateness that causes all the woes we have in this world. What we do to one, we do to ourselves. There is NO separateness, only ONE-NESS.

The Stir Of Silence
One whisper upon your lips, Those Silent words i long to kiss. The hum in your breathe, It's rythmn of silence scare me to death. A hush so suprised, This feeling deep with in what a rush. The stir of silence takes on the meaning of sadness, Yet this is my guidance. The breeze among the leaves, It is singing it's melody to you and me. Chirping birds dance through the sky, We watch them dance on by. Many Stars light up the night, So silent yet so bright. The stir of silence fill the air, I want to reach your soul to consume you with, love and care. So this stir of silence is pure, This stir of silence is our hearts only cure.

Sensual Touch
That look, I am hooked, The sound, I feel you all around. The way you feel, So sensual oh so real. When I kiss you the world around me slips away. So passionate so sweet, Our bodies melt together as they meet. I feel your skin of fire, We slide together with lust. Full filling every desire. You put your hands in mine, As we thrust with a rythmn in time. Sensual touch, I long for this oh so much.

Things About My Dad...
I allowed the wonderful image of my father slip from me. I am sorry my precious Daddio! I still mourn and miss you so terribly. I love you with all that I am. Always Daddy's little girl...... Happy Father's Day! It's so hard for me to believe it has been 3 years since my father passed. Some days it feels like I just heard the news. And some days I still expect him to walk through my front door. I talk to him all the time and I know it isn't believable for some but he calls my name. I hear it often and yes...often I am sober when I hear it! LOL When I was younger, sometimes I would

Poetry
Depression by William Hemig Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter,Yet you fail to notice,Your mind starts to wonder?You've had a rough time,Though now it is over,But yet you continue clinging to what is left over,And in doing this your depression grows deeper,Pulling you apart at the seams,Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees,Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? "To ease your mind of your terrible burden,You bargain with Satan (as if he cares),Giving you a release, in turn for your soul:That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all,When all of your friends have been with you till now,But here comes the crossroads up ahead,They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down."\You have your beauty and charm,Your intelligence and grace,Good friends and your health,What more does it take for you?

Cyber Sex
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Rants And Raves
Ok so bare with me, cuz this might sound alil pissy. But this goes out to all those who want to hold grudges and listen to the bullshit. I hate drama on here, I think its childish and stupid. So to those people, I dont want you in my life, either here or real life. If you want to be bitter because I didnt conform to things the way you wanted them, and to those that want to take sides and take away your friendship, be gone. I am a better person without you in my life and I dont need you to drag me into your own misery. I hate my own problems and challenges in life, and those who I really thought were more than a picture on a screen, really turned out to disappoint. You were never a real friend if you turn your back on people and only want them around to feel better about yourself. Friendship works both ways, and a real friend doesnt abandon another because they dont cater to them. So bye bye be gone. I am a good friend to have and I am not the bad guy. Theirs plenty of those here, Good

My Life An How It Almost Ended
So here it is , my story. I decided to write this blog informing people of what happened to me,in hopes of maybe someone else won't make the same mistake I did. It all started when I started having extreme pelvic pain. It was so bad that at times

Grandma Fucks Grandpa Up
Twas the day after Christmas and all through the house, everyone was passed out drunk even the mouse. When all of a sudden I heard a big clatter I ran inside to see what was the matter. Granma and grandpa seemed in a bother, grandma told grandpa the mailman was his son’s father. Grandpa called grandma a filthy lil whore she grabbed that old man and slammed him to the floor. I could tell grandpa was in fear for his life, when grandma reached in a drawer and grabbed a really big knife. Grandpa got to his feet and tried to flee but grandma tripped him, he took out the tree. The family was watching in awe grandpa jumped up and punched grandma right in the jaw. Grandma stumbled back and took a deep breath, we all knew this meant grandpas untimely death. Grandpa looked at grandma with fear for his life; for he knew he could never beat up his wife. The next thing that happened, I thought I would die; grandpa fell to his knees he started to cry. Through his crying and tears grandpa told gran

Have I Told You Lately
Have I told you lately: I miss you You are beautiful You are smart You are funny You make me smile I need you I want you I cant live without you Hearing your voice makes me happy Seeing you smile makes my day Knowing that you are mine makes me proud Have i told you that I love you more today then I did yesterday and more tomorrow then

My Writings
Opportunities arise, open youreyes don't decline.Open the door.What's right for you may not bewhat's right for me.Ultimatums shown us or them I don't know.Open the door.Take our hands cause you knowwe're your friends.You call me a friend, but stabme in the back again.From this deed now I learn. On you, my back I never turn.What was mine was always yours.But you're slammin' all the doors. True colors, my are growing bright.But you're still stuck in a grey life.Jealousy, can't you see what it's done.Open the doors.I thought I knew, what kind of friendare you.Honesty flows through me - with purity.Open the doors.Once again, we were friends, we're through.Because of you and yourTRUE COLORS.Let them shine. Broken Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter,

What Makes A Dad
A dad is a person who is loving and kind And often he knows what you have on your mind. He's someone who listens, suggests and defends A dad can be one of your best friends! He's proud of your triumphs, but when things go wrong, A dad can be patient and helpful and strong. In all that you do, a dad's love plays a part. There's always a place for him deep in your heart. And each year that passes, you're even more glad, More grateful and proud

Your My Everything
I'm sorry that you feel I let you down or that I over stepped my bounds, I'm sorry that you feel hurt and angry and I wish I could take it all away. Now I'm cryin and feel like there is no hope in tryin i just feel like diein, without you by my side makes me feel like I'm already dead inside. Your like the air that I breath, the sun that keeps me warm and the moon light that guieds me thru the night, your what makes everything alright. Just like the air that I breathe, I need you and without you I have no air. Your the sun that lights my day and without you, it's like the sun forgets to shine. Without hearing from you in a day, makes time slow down and makes it feel like forever. I sit and wait for you to message me or call, Just to hear from you would be a relief from the pain I have from missing you. I love you and I can’t imagine me without you.

Intangible 2/15/10
Here i sit at almost 5 in the morning, nothing more than the sound of the computer running is going through the house. I can't help but think of my life, where i've been, where i'm going, and what happens overall. It seems to me that no matter what plan you have or where you think your life is going nothing ever seems to turn out that way. Maybe you saw yourself graduating college, or married, or working your way up the corporate ladder. Whatever the case may be things change, people change, lives alter their course and you can never be prepared for that.

Shlt That Is Rad!
Snowboard season is not over yet, to inspire the ones that love it I selected some amazing photographs to represent it. Whether you get inspired by the photography or the actual sport, get out there and let this inspiration take action. by Rune T by geoftheref by Altus by Brahm by Maurizio Polese

Lovely Theory
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese. Thumb represents your -- Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Last (Little) finger represents your Children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure Above) Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later. Join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the

Zombieland Rules To Survival!
1 Cardio 2 The Double Tap 3 Beware of Bathrooms 4 Wear Seat belts 5 No Attachments 6 The “skillet” 7 Travel Light 8 Get a Kick Ass Partner 9 With your bare hands 10 Don’t Swing Low 11 Use your foot 12 Bounty paper Towels 13 Shake it off 14 Always carry a change of underwear 15 Bowling Ball 16 Opportunity Knocks 17 Don’t be a hero (later crossed out to be a hero) 18 Limber Up 19 Break it up 20 Its a marathon, not a sprint, unless its a sprint, then sprint 21 Avoid Strip clubs 22 When in doubt Know your way out 23 Zipplock 24 use your thumbs 25 Shoot First 26 A little sun screen never hurt anybody 27 Incoming! 28 Double-Knot your shoes 29 The Buddy System 30 pack your stain stick 31 check the back seat 32 Enjoy the little things 33 Swiss army Knife

Snakes.
Hi there it has been a good while sence my last blog and this 1 here is because I posted a pic of my newest set of snakes my ball pythons, I have and collect snakes because there cool and a diffrent pets the real funny thing is to find out how many pussy macho men are in the worl when they scared of a small snake but they can have a big stupid dog or beat his g/f and or wife a kids huh wow that realy makes him a man huh. I am realy tired of people putting me down about my snakes, I have been totaly alone sence 2006 because of my choice of pets and even worse of a excuse I have even heard from people on here is my looks up close I know im not 100% gorgeous or handsome I am 38 geeze what you expect you don't like my choice of pets then don't come on to my page and leave me nasty comments about them I don't ever put down 1 person at all on this site and I have realy met some hard assholes on here and some pain in the butt women too and still I dont treat no 1 bad all. I collect and have

Bored, So Some Old Shit
Laying trainqually Eyes fixed upon her memoirs Intensly drawn to the piece She submits her words No sense of difficulty Eagerly transitioning line by line No intent on waisting time Beauty often rests reticent Only omitting here or there For what is seen when gazing upon her Serene yet potent What is she supressing Does she lay somber Or slumber frail It is only to be seen Dark in appearance Sheltered by a spirit Stripes hide this figure Distracting us from truly viewing Total realization is obscure No longer enchanted with self expression Her body exhibits motionless conduct now Mysterious seems to be her game This is one who shall not be tamed Eyes set with ambiguous purpose Distracting and misleading She remains composed She remains enticing She remains a figure Struggle weighs...

A Poem That Gives You Goose Bumps...
A drunk man in an OldsmobileThey said had run the lightThat caused the six-car pileupOn 109 that night.When broken bodies lay about"And blood was everywhere,""The sirens screamed out eulogies,"For death was in the air."A mother,t=#@^^$ inside her car,"Was heard above the noise;Her plaintive plea near split the air:"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"She fought to loose her pinned hands;"She struggled to get free,"But mangled metal held her fastIn grim captivity.Her frightened eyes then focused"On where the back seat once had been,"But all she saw was broken glass andTwo children's seats crushed in.Her twins were nowhere to be seen;"She did not hear them cry, ""And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ""Oh, God, don't let them die! "Then firemen came and cut her loose, ""But when they searched the back, ""They found therein no little boys, "But the seat belts were intact.They thought the woman had gone mad"And was traveling alone, ""But when they turned to question her, "They discovered

T Virus
THIS BULLETIN GOES OUT TO MY FU OWNER T VIRUSHE'S THE ONLY VIRUS UR NOT GONNA WANNA REMOVE!!! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THIS GUY SOME LOVE FOR ANGELNCHAINSTHIS BULLETIN WAS BROUGHT TO U BY DADDY DREW (repost of original by 'DADDY DREW ECS FOUNDER OF FEL' on '2010-04-08 22:21:57')(repost of original by 'AngelNChains ECS co founder N Playboy Bunny' on '2010-04-08 22:34:36')

Loss
The 14th of April is here, and it never gets any easier. My little brother was taken in a car accident from us. He was only 25 years old when he died. There was never a man out there that was as good as he was. He lived each day like it was his last, which is why he has left such a lasting impression on people. He always took the time to talk with people. He never rushed anyone. He even made time to call and bullshit with me on Saturdays to chat with me. I miss him terribly. He was a great man. I wish I had more time to talk with him and just hang out with him. He was years ahead of everyone else out there when it came to living life. His faith was unshakable. He never backed down from what he believed in, but he always listened to someone else's perspective. He was a much better man than I, but each day, I try to be better than I was the day before. I know I have a long way to go to live up to what he was. I love my brother, even today. His name is Shawn, and he will be forever missed

Inspiration When U Feel Like Your A Nobody
I know I sure feel at times like I have not made any impact in anyones life other than my kids..but after reading this story.. I realize we do make some impact more than what we realize.. and that alot of times we just dwell on the bad stuff. Once upon a time, there was a young woman named Sarah who lived in the village below the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. She was feeling very sad and depressed. Nothing or no one could make her happy. She had been very unhappy and depressed for a long time. "What is the use of going on?" she said. Nothing anyone said seemed to make a difference. Her best friend went to visit Sarah and told her the story of the Mountain of the Golden Footprints. "It is a special place where as the sun sets you can look out over the city and see sparkling golden footprints on the places and people where you have made a difference." "But I haven't made any difference in anyone's life," she said. There won't be any golden footprints for me to see. So why should I

Up Coming Gigs
this weekend we will be at the road house in colonie ny on friday and at mal's lounge in haverhill mass on saturday.....come on out and have a good time....and if you see me say HI.......www.toysintheattic.us for more info

My Hell
Just heard on the news that the state of Florida could be sunned-in for the next several days. Residents have been urged to hunker down at your nearest beach and/or tiki bar and wait for further instructions. Use extreme caution when braving this blizzard of sunshine, preferably SPF30. We are asking our friends and relatives to the north to please keep us in their thoughts as we deal with 2 feet buried in the sand

For My Pink A Boo Ladies!
"My Bitches" Uh,Uh,Uh,Uh,Uh My bitches my bitches that'll change the locksMy bitches my bitches that'll cut up your clothesMy bitches my bitches that'll steal your stashMy bitches are bold my bitches are coldMy bitches my bitches that'll smuggle your drugsMy bitches my bitches that'll hold you downMy bitches even when you out of townMy bitches is smooth my bitches is realMy bitches my bitches that take care of they kidsMy bitches my bitches that you don't respectMy bitches my bitches that you always neglectYall niggas ain't real yall niggas ain't shitMy bitches my bitches let his ass go to jailMy bitches my bitches don't post none of his bailMy bitches my bitches teach him how that shit feelDon't except his calls don't send him no mailMy bitches my bitches that'll fuck out your brainMy bitches my bitches that'll take the painMy bitches my bitches that'll play the gameYa'll niggas is weak ya'll niggas is lameMy bitches my bitches that'll stay in schoolMy bitches my bitches that can ke

***private ♥ Feelings***
THE COLOR OF THE LEAVES KEEP CHANGING & THE FLOWERS ALSO START TO BLOOM...I OFTEN THINK OF THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES THAT WERE MADE THROUGHOUT THE YEARS...I FEEL LIKE YOUR PRESENCE IS NEAR BUT AM CONFUSED WITH THE HEAVINESS IN MY CHEST THAT HURTS SO BAD...I STRUGGLE & FIGHT NOT TO BELIEVE THAT THE SUN HAS SET FOR YOU...I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP SO MANY NIGHTS JUST WISHING FOR THE PHONE TO RING & HEAR YOUR LOVING VOICE SAYING YOU MISS & LOVE ME MORE...BUT IN THE END I ALWAYS SAY "I WIN"...ITS STRANGE TO THINK PAPA & I FIGHT SO HARD...IN MY HEAD THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE BUT I WISH YOU WERE HOLDING ME IN YOUR ARMS...I REMEMBER THE DAY VERY CLEARLY OF WHEN I THOUGHT....HE IS GONNA BE MINE & THE PICTURE I FOUND...I WISH YOU COULD SEE OUR DAUGHTER GROW...SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL...THANK YOU FOR THAT MOST SPECIAL GIFT...I ALWAYS PRAY & ASK FOR YOU TO SHOW ME A SIGN YOUR OK...I FEEL EMPTY WITHOUT YOU...& I NEED YOU!

Song I Listened Too
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we�re grey and old �cos I�ve been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I�m lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont forsake me I�m loving angels instead when I�m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know ill always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take

The Big Girls Next Door
*~*The Big Girls Next Door Meet & Greet*~* Saturday June 5th 2010 Doors open @ 7 p.m. til 3 a.m. The Hideout Bar 3304 West Chain of Rocks Rd. Granite City, Il. 62040 7 p.m. - 9 p.m. No Cover After 9 p.m $ 5.00 cover The Band "Guilty Pleasures" will be on stage Couples and Singles are welcome! for more information contact foxxxynyla@gmail.com or Send a text 314-632-6185 The Hideout is located at the corner of west chain of rocks road and route 3 , right off of interstate 270 on the east side.

The Pragmatic Eye
LET IT GO ...by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this!When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.People leave you because they are not joined to you.And if they are not joined to you,you can' t make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,it just means that their part in the story is over.And you've got to know when people'spart in your story is over so that youdon't keep trying to raise the dead.You've got to know when it's dead.You've got to know when it's over.Let me tell you something:I've got the gift of good-bye.It's the tenth spiritual gift,I believe in good-bye.It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithfu

Short Story
He was just sitting in his own little world lost in his tunes pumping through the headphones. His back up against the cold metal beam of the waiting platform; waiting for the next train to burst through. Within moments a rush of air signals its arrival. Sliding in to the open slot next to the windows, he thought nothing of his familiar surroundings. It was the same trip and environment that he has been in so many days before. The train jerked to signal the start of the benign routine. The trains movements snapped his head and brought his eyes back up to stare out the crusty windows of the car. The eroding landscape of the city is played out before him like bits of corroded information. At points his visions and the music in his head collide and things make more sense for but a brief moment. As he is lost out the window something catches his eye. A reminder of the warmer weather; the appearance of the bare shoulder of the woman that has sat in front of him. Looking straight ahead

Bkjordan70
I just called it off with the guy that I was dating. he only wanted to see me during the week and not during the weekends. something is just not right and I have to trust myself on this one. it hurts like hell. but I will get over it.

•day Of The Dead•
http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7676 IF YOU PLAY MAFIA OR EVEN IF YOU HAVNT...PLEASE JOIN TURF I JUST MADE...WE MAY LOOSE A LOT...BUT I LOVE LAUGHING...ITS A BRAND NEW TURF...SO AM ASKING MY FRIENDS TO JOIN & HAVE FUN KILLING PPL'S WIF ME :D...ALSO IF U KNOW OTHERS WHO WOULD LIKE TO PLAY & MEET COOL NEW PPL...PLS PASS THIS LINK OUT K....LUVS YA GUYS LORELEIXO

Poems
Where is he? The man who hides in my dreams. The no named man who visits me everynight while i sleep. I feel no need to hide the inner me, for he loves me for all my flaws no matter how big or small. Y cant he come out and save me from my pain. Must he hide inside while i slowly die outside. So the question lies y must my quest be so agonizingly long when he is so close, or is it just a dream? As i cry these silent tears i put a smile on my face, like makeup, a normal routine. Hoping this time you will look into my eyes and see the pain that i hide. Why is it you say you love me but you ignore me. If this is love i want no part of it. Must i hide inside with these tears i cry? Will i mess up your perfect little world? When will you open your eyes and see the door and let me out? Cant you hear me screaming banging on the door? The key is in plain sight cant you see it, just look into my eyes! I guess i must move on hoping the next will use the key to unlock the

Demonic And Dark
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend. Twisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkne

Possible Wedding Song
I guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by dayMake a wish and send it on a prayerWe know our dreams can all come true if loving we can shareWith you I'll never wonder will you be there for me With you I'll never wonder you're the right one for me(chorus)I finally found a love of a lifetimeA love to last my whole life throughI finally found a love of a lifetimeForever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeWith every kiss our love is like brand new And every star up in the sky was made for me and youStill we both know that the road is longWe know that we will be together because our love is strong(chorus)(instrumental)(chorus)(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Love of a lifetime(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Finally found a love(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Ooh, forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeOoh ooh ooh

Fuck Buddy Application (:
Fuck Buddy Application Name: Age: Birthday: Location: Sexual Preference: Height: Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Ethnicity: Religion: Do You Smoke?: Do You Drink?: Do You Drive?: What Kind Of Car Do You Own?: Do You Have A Source Of Income?: What Is Your Job Title?: Are You Currently In A Relationship?: Do You Have Children?: If Yes How Many?: Have You Ever Been Married?: Do You Have Any Piercings?: Where Are They Located?: Do You Have Any Tattoos?: Where Are They Located?: Why Are you Applying?: Whats One Special Thing About You?: Whats One Special Thing About Me?: Whats Your Favorite Body Part On Me?: Whats Your Favorite Body Part On You?: Do You Work Out?: Do You Play Any Sports?: What Is Your Favorite Sport?: What Is Your Favorite Type Of Music? Are You In A Band?: Do You Play Any Musical Instruments? Are You A Veteran?: Are You Currently Serving In The

Altruize Abilities
I now can Altruize my points (for 12 hours) to anyone I choose to do so, SB me or PM me your offer. I will need either an auto, bomb or boomerang in order to help you maximize the points you will get. I unlike others who I have had help me by Altruizing me will work to help maximize your points, so we'll decide on a date that I know I'll be around my computer to promote that I'm giving my points away....as well as I will chase boomerangs, polish bling and use my 11's while I'm giving you my points. If you want a reference I can give you the 1st person I gave my points to she will tell you I worked very hard at making her the most points that I could she needed like 5 or 6 mil I think to level (it was a double pt Friday) but I was able to get her leveled. So if you are close to leveling SB me or PM me your offer and when you'd like to have it done and I will see what I can do to accomodate you There are very few people on here that I can say have helped me in leveling but I like t

For All Of You Out There Who Do Not Know The Real Me And Insist On Hurting Me.
Okay here it is. I am Amanda Lorene Barnes. I am twenty three years old. I live in Marble Falls Texas. So if you want to hunt me down and kill me go ahead I could careless at this point in time of my life. I was born in the "wonderful" town of Burnet Texas but raised in Elberton Georgia. When I was five years old my mother married my step father. She told me everything was going to be alright that he was my new daddy and would take care of me and I trusted her knowing she would never put me in danger. Things went swell for a while, but he was a drunk and a drug addict. Sometimes he would spend his whole check on cocaine and alcohol. He would disappear for days at a time with no word. When I was at home I wasn't allowed to speak without being spoken to. I couldn't even use the bathroom without asking first. I was basically silent at home. So when I went to school I would talk a lot, and in doing so I would get into trouble for talking. So a note was always sent home. When that happened

A Heartfelt Note
I woke this morning feeling a bit disturbed and maybe a little vunerable. My about me section I felt just about summed it up for me but then maybe not.Then I started writing a blog here and there to show more pieces of who I am,just in case someone really wanted to know. I now wake up as I said above and realize that some of the ones I have gotten close to I may be hurting.I went through a spell of taking everyone out of my family because things were being said & even though nothing is being said at this momen, if I changed it around for my reasons it would be.I have never put in order who I like better or more than this one or that one I had my own system but from what I hear from others they take it as if you are number one then that is who you like the most..I dont do it like that,If I could I would put everyone first.So I am thinking of getting that gone again as well. I feel I need to say that I am only one person and even if one of the other girls get on I am still just that o

Love
Life wouldn’t be the same without you and all the memories you have given me. ~ For You Rob I want you like the roses want the rain. I need you like the poem needs the pain. I would give you anything, my blood, my life, to have you! I love you! ~ I Love You Forever The moment I first saw you, you warmed my heart, the second time you made little flames and now you make my heart burn like hell! ~ I'm On Fire There are Tulips in my garden. There are Tulips in the park. But nothing is more be beautiful then our two lips meeting in the dark! ~ I Can Only Wish People say you only fall in love once, but when I hear your voice I fall in love all over again. ~ Everything On Here Is For You Rob The fluffy cloud may kiss the sky, the rose may kiss the butterfly, the morning due may kiss the grass, but you my friend may kiss my lips! ~ Anyday At night I cannot sleep and during the day I dream of you! ~ I Always Dream Of You I saw angels in the sky. I saw snow fall in July. I sa

This Man A Lair
Deb (6/14/2010 12:07:25 AM): even if tonight ...we where done i still worry about you ..i am making a statement is all !!!!Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:49 AM): iknow baby hugs Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:56 AM): i feel the same wayDeb (6/14/2010 12:09:25 AM): I wish you really understood how i felt......i have been trying to pull my feelings away some Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:10:56 AM): i do babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:13:04 AM): you here or busy ?Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:28 AM): im hereMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:37 AM): i said i do know how you feel babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:14:21 AM): your do Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:14:56 AM): love you babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:07 AM): MikeDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:50 AM): so you have any questions for me, since i do most the talking lolMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:16:49 AM): is there any jobs for me there?Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:47 AM): in the city also in the area lol babe very small town Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:58 AM): everyone works in t

Poems From Proud American
I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common sensenot to get burned.I'll always be alertTo hear the weakest shout,I'll work quickly and efficiently To put the fires out.Through smoke and flame I'll give my all,Like my brothers before me who did fall.And if something should go wrong,And Death should make his callI'll neither take nor place no blame,For I know I gave my all. It seems like it were only yesterday

Redneck
Roses is red an' my neck's red too an' you make my lips pucker like a big plug o' chew. If you was my shed i'd be proud to have made ya an' if you was my gun,in my rack i'd display ya. Cuz yer sleek like a bas boat an' hotter'n fire yer more grippin' to me then a new set o' tries. I'm a sad. lovesick fool jus' a-caryin' a torch

Prays Needed
me and my wife just found out that one of our old friends in school is missing and presumed dead she was a great person so if you are religous or whatever u do please pray for her and her family. here is a link on the curent staus of the search http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11347544

Xxfuctxx
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This land has seen many changes in its time, but only continued to grow! People of all genders, ages and races flocked this evergrowing websit

Writings
Sandcastle I stand upon a moonlit beachWith the Atlantic ending at my feetNorth east wind whips at my backFor penance and grace I sorely lackI stand with sadness across my facePlaced on Earth this lonely placeThe tide calls deep as it pulls the sandFrom under my feet where I standI'm in its trance but I won't goBut stand my ground with all I knowWhat life throws me I won't denyMakes me flicker wane laugh and cryBut one day soon my sands of timeWill drag me out with evening tideTill all I am is a memoryAn epitath that stands for all to readBut my heart has caught every grain that fallsThru my hourglass yes, I will catch them allAnd transform this life to infinity

New Blog
Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun. Her beauty beyond my words,Her heart I cannot grasp.If only across this ocean,My heart I could cast.Would hers come in return,Or mine broken back to me.I look across this ocean,Wishing for her eyes to see.Her beauty,mind and words,I would cherish along with her heart.But until she can see my words are true,Here will I stand,from her an ocean apart. Bullets fly,some dead lay dead, Brutal,heartless they walk away. And drink to thier victory, Till the dawn of a new day.

Absence
My love is like the sun that warms me when im cold and like the cold water of the brook that refreshes me My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul and delights with me in fulfilling them Who is my love but the soul of my soul and the reason for every beat of my heart Who fills me with life just being in his presence and returns to me more then i have given Come to me my love I die without you Each day is eternity waiting for your touch Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart Be closer to my breath for all my day and all my nights

Sex
long hard slowly strokin......thinking of u riding it slow my hands on ur back running them down to u ass grippin and grinding cock in u as u go down.....softly suckin nipples as u moan.... grips ur ass lifts my hips making cock go deeper as i pull u down on me......circular liftin motions leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...... leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...........lay u back lift ur legs pull u in between mine grips ur thighs and slide deep.......lean over u thrustin hard lookin in ur eyes...whipser i love you baby..... feeling our bodys touch as we passionatly have sex...make love......kissin u..biting ur lip as i thrust more.....nibble ur ear.......whispers u like this baby.....bites ur neck and goes deep as possible......body heat

Pink
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. ------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Mad World - Gary Jules [well if the shoe fits?] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Disco Club - Black Eyed Peas [umm surreee] How would you describe yourself? Hide - Red

My First Blog
I don't do this. But I have seen some friends (and some not-friends) getting awfully emo, pissy, touchy, whiny... Call it what you will. And I wonder if there's something in the water? Is it STILL Friday the 13th? Why is it I have escaped much of the disappointment and hurt many on here have been feeling? Or maybe I just don't get butthurt easily - iron underpants? I finally decided that maybe their all hormonal, so I want to suggest a special bling item - Fudol. If you're not getting enough attention, if Fubar deletes your friends, if someone's wrong in the mumms, if someone beat up your fuMafia character and took your tank money - we can give you a Midol bling and it would make it all better And unlike most other bling, THIS one would cost only 1 or 2 credits, but give 5 credits of points to the recipient! And polishing it would be similar - give

Stephanies World
SEX ACCORDING TO YOUR SIGN: ARIES- know how to suck everything. TAURUS- Are Professionals at sex. GEMINIS- the most obsessed about sex. CANCER- make you hot and excite you to the maximum LEO- the only sign that can make you touch the sky. VIRGO- The sweetest in bed and the best. LIBRA- The best lovers. SCORPIO- sex, sex n more sex. SAGITTARIUS- will try anything. CAPRICORN- will devour you in bed. AQUARIUS- will do anything in bed. PISCIS- will make you hot, excite you and have various ways of doing it.

My Poems
Iam so broken and tornMy heart is bruised and wornI tell myself everyday things will changeInside me thoughts so strangeI'm good at not letting you know my painI just want to die over and over agianI will not be missedTrust me I'm so convincedMy friends rather walkawayEven tho gasping for air I beg them to stayI don't see this getting any betterI guess this is my suicide letterI'm sorry to have disappointed youI'm sorry but this time I will follow throughThere's no helping someone so like meIt's in your best interest to close your heart so my pain you dont have to seeIt will only hurt for a lil whileHoping that when I'm gone I can find my smileTell my babies I love them soI'm sorry it's now time for me to go.....

Previous Zodiac Sign New Zodiac Sign
Previous zodiac sign New zodiac sign Capricorn: Dec. 22-Jan. 19 Sagittarius: Dec. 17-Jan. 20 Your previous qualities: willingness to work hard and determination to succeed Your new qualities: philosophical, wide-open and curious nature Aquarius: Jan. 20-Feb. 18 Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Your previous qualities: vision, intellect and humanity Your new qualities: willingness to work hard and determination to succeed Pisces: Feb. 19-March 20 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Your previous qualities: compassionate and charitable nature Your new qualities: vision, intellect and humanity Aries: March 21-April 19 Pisces: March 11-April 18 Your previous qualities: initiative, courage and determination Your new qualities: compassionate and charitable nature Taurus: April 20-May 20 Aries: April 18-May 13 Your previous qualities: stability, loyalty and dogged determination Your new qualities: initiative, courage and determination Gemini: May 21-Jun

Fubar Stuff
whether you have thousands of friends on your list or less than 100....fubar is just a website. whether your name is red, pink, yellow, blue, orange, green, neon green, gray, purple or white...fubar is just a website. whether you are fumarried or not...fubar is just a website. whether you are level 45 or stuck at level 17 and cant seem to get the help you need...fubar is just a website. whether you are blocked by many or just a few or none at all...fubar is just a website. whether you like to mumm or prefer to play the fubar game/mafia/lounges...fubar is just a website. whether you like to filter out everything on your bartab or prefer to read it all...fubar is just a website. whether you have zero blingies or thousands of blingies...fubar is just a website. whether you get bombed/rated/blinged/fuowned/run a HH/blast everyday or not, fubar is just a website.

Inner Workings Of A Conversation With Children
Today i was out in the blistering scorching sun watching over the tub of water with boats in it as the kids happily played in the cold water a little boy all of 4 walks over to me stands at my feet looking up at me i look down and he says "pick me up!" i reply "pick me up please" i bend down hoist the child up and onto my hip he lays his head on my shoulder giving me a cuddle as i stand there holding the boy conversing with him i ask " how bout i throw you in the water?" he promptly says "no!!"

Dark Lotus
This is the Lotus The Underground Where all darkness meets For the judgement of their afterlife Six petals, One pod And an Army full of Juggalos Emerging from the center of the earth Willing and able to take control Of all unfinished situations By leading the outcasted souls To the power of Shangri-La

Acceptance.
few realize this word. ACCEPTANCE, means to be unconditional taken for who they are or what they stand for. Too many judgements pass without so much as a thought required to think of what it may be truly like to be "in someone else's shoes". We make "assumptions" based on looks, appearance, and attitudes, but these are merely NOT enough "grounds" to decide if a person is truly worthy of our respect. If we dont learn acceptance at a point to where a person may be in their lives, then how can we make assumpmtions, or "judgements" on whether we can befriend them or not? HAVE we walked in someone elses shoes? people do wrong, they make mistakes, but where is forgiveness in a persons heart? Where is love and unconditional "help"....to a point....mind you, towards a person who may be lost, lost to the point of no return, lost to the point of just no longer caring anymore. We get angry at people simply because they gave us a "stare"across the room, or simply because they seem "stupid" in our

How Awesome Is He!
"A Very Special Meal Mirabai Chrin Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished

No Matter What
TroubleStrifeTrue love?Ending? Dear friend.Don't worryI am hereI won't leave you I,.... I can't leave her Found the one.She sees in me.I see her soul.Her most amazing mind.Her lushious body.I can't let anyone else see.Why do i feel like i need her? Because i do.I need her like i need air.I need her like i need the sun.Her brown eyes,As deep as the ocean.Hiding wisdom in the depths.Strange for one so young. She's not young. Not in realityHer years have seen horrors.Pain,Death,Lost love, Why is it she must feel these thingsI would do anything to take the bad memories away. She knowsI told her, Or is she even smarter than i first thought?She is.I know her.I love her.I tell herI ask her She tells me, she can't. I ask whyWhy after all the time i've stood by her Why can't i, like all the men Have One Chance. Did i do something wrong? Is something wrong with me?

Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt,

Love
For some time I’m searching for your loveWith the tune, that’s something I’ll remind you ofWhen I feel the turning of the sunEvery moon has something that I’m dreaming ofWe can sail and sail as one by the time we reach the sunWhen hope will guide my wayI’ll hear you say You are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly, on your crystal shipYou are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly on your crystal ship Now we sit and wonder at the moon,While my heart is beating so much fasterWe can rise, rise up like

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Poems
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me Now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home from work late that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground a note he found "Dig my grave dig it deep Place a stone at me feet Upon the stone place a dove To show the world she died for love"

Changes
Broken Chain, By Ron Tranmer We little knew that day, God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, In death, we do the same.It broke our hearts to lose you.You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.You left us beautiful memories, Your love is still our guide. And although we cannot see you, You are always at our side.Our family chain is broken, And nothing seems the same,But as God calls us one by one,The chain will link again. Dedicated to my mam my brother

Fubar Things
Ok Fubar, wtf? Every time a major championship game/series is coming up, you put up blings for the teams involved. Since I joined Fubar last September, you have made Texas-Alabama for last year's NCG, Colts/Saints, Yankees/Phillies, Giants/Rangers, etc. Fast forward to a few weeks ago, Oregon and Auburn are slotted in the NCG for college football. Is there a Ducks or Tigers bling? Noooo, only an Auburn one after the game. Now you have ones up for the NFC & AFC title games? Seriously, it's not even the Super Bowl yet. I guess you guys are a bunch of Cal and/or Stanford fans and felt like snubbing Oregon or something. Way to show some love for the PAC-10. If Stanford was in the NCG I bet you would have had it up two weeks in advance. So thanks for not putting up an Oregon bling when many of us were looking forward to it for over a month.

Feelings
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some gluemy heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even theremy heart now as an empty spacemy heart needs u to fill that placemy heart feels the friendship will never be replacedmy heart wants you to still keep me safemy heart knew this friendship would grow into something moremy heart knew you were going to shut that doormy heart told me to let you know how i really feelmy heart told me if he lets go then its not actually realmy heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friendmy heart never told me my world would come to an endmy heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for goodmy heart thought u would of understoodmy heart now misses all fun we have had togethermy heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forevermy heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gonemy heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wron

I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
To be honest , Saturday was okay...But Sunday , wow, not too good.... Why can't people (someone in particular)just be happy and stop sweating the small things... Pick and choose your battles in life and you will be a happy (too be sure) better person period.... I hate to say, but some people are

Just My Thoughts.
So JD posted a folder of some pictures that he (and others including myself) found pretty dang skanky. You know what? They are! From what I understand (and I may be wrong) it was for a contest for a bling. Men and women alike got naked and graphic for this thing!! Are you kidding me?? Nope it's very true. Do you young people have any idea what you're doing? Is this stuff you want your children seeing?? Cause let me be the first to tell you once it is on the net it is never going away. Have I done or said some things I'm not proud of? Yep! Would I want my kids seeing it? Hells no!! Do you think before you do something like this? Obviuosly not! I'm not saying you should be ashamed of yourself or your bodies, however is this something you'd want your mom or dad or husband or wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or children looking at? Ask yourself that before you post some of the stuff you do. Johnny got slammed by one person (or more) because one of the girls was classy about her nudity. REALLY

Stumbling Through Life
I've taken to exploring a new web site/tool called 'stumble'. It's a tool that supports me in exploring the web. I identified subjects I like, and stumble finds sites that have those subjects. I will share things I have found now and then...below is the first thing I want to share...

Thinking Of Mom
Thinking Of Mom When I think of Mom, I think of all things good.I think of a time when I felt safe.Nothing makes me feel as safe as she could.When I think of Mom, my heart feels a little lighter and if the sun happens to be shinning it shines a little brighter.When I think of Mom, I see her face so clearly in my mind.The shape of her nose and her eyes.Her smile was oh so kind.When I think of Mom, the world is not the same. Just the thought of my Mom can ease some of this worldly pain.So I think of Mom all the time, whether I am happy or sad.My Mom is just a thought away and that makes me very, very glad. R.I.P.

What Is A Daddy/dom?
The term Daddy Dom got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically (beyond the occasional schoolgirl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children.I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. So what ma

Contest
Looking at running a contest for a 1 month VIP and a Boomy. Just thinking and letting it evolve right now, but it would consist of the your pic (or 2, NSFW and a SFW) emailed to me (not ripping it as there are no points for ripped pics), a hot borderline SFW:) pic. The first one to 10,000 votes/comments wins.Saying 10,000 because I have pesonally bombed a picture for a friend in less than a week at that number. Enough interest i'll do it. And my status tells the tail. Vote and comment on this:D Just playin the Fu

~ * ~ Phat Girlz ~ * ~
P.H.A.T GIRLZ LOUNGE !!! COME CHECK OUT P.H.A.T GIRLZ LOUNGE WERE WE ARE PRETTY.. HAWT.. AND.. TEMPTING!! IF YOUR LOOKING FOR A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN HANG OUT AND MEET NEW PEOPLE THEN YOUR SEARCH IS OVER... WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR EXPERIENCED DJ'S AND THE SCHEDULE IS FLEXIBLE !! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR LETS HAVE SOME FUN !!! If you wanna ENTER click the PIC below!! HOPE TO SEE YA SOON !!! Are you a P.H.A.T. Girl? Pretty...Hawt...and...TEMPTING? We are looking for P.H.A.T. Girlz & their admirers to come out, enjoy the music, chat and make some new friends!

About Me
Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz. You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%

Auction
The page will be hosting it's first auction for St. Patrick's Day. All Angels and Hotties are free to enter and all others will pay 1 million fubucks. I am going to place a 2 million fubucks minumum bid on it. If you are interested, please see the picture in our default folder for rules and info.

Sorry
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through

Remembrance
the skies so dark with evil and torment,the earth so scorched with rage and fury,the soul....so ravaged by time and despair,when it seems theres no hope,look up, remember the skies,like it once was,look around you and remember,what the earth once looked like,look within yourself,remember wom you were,then gather up courage and hope,to let others see for themselves,that they, are not alone on this,cursed place, help them remember themselves,till everyone remembers...if they do,then whos to say its racked with evil and grief,when all they see is hope and remembrance,of whats past, and work to build the future....

Writers Blog
Theo watched as Soli disappeared back into the jungle then began to unbutton his ragged shirt sliding it off his arms followed by his torn trousers and undergarments. He grabbed his locket and opened it. He looked at it for a moment then closed it and tossed it gently on his pile of clothes before he lowered himself into the pond. While he washed his short angel blonde hair he saw Malinshin in the distance gathering wood. He swam to the pond’s edge. “You’re not here to see me naked are you?” Theo called out to her jokingly. She dropped the wood startled and looked around. He chuckled briefly “Sorry to alarm you” he smiled slowly shaking his head side to side.

Blinded By The Light
One day you are online and you see an advert for discreet sex dating pleasure garuanteed, you feel a slight feeling stir deep within and think why not! Very nervously you fill in details and press enter. You now wonder why did you do that? But you hopefully they might not get back to you and you carry on with what you were doing. As the next hour goes past you get an email from the site about your request for a sex date and your heart skips a beat as you open the message and read on. It gives you a date a couple of nights later and an address and how to get there etc. Now your palms are really sweaty and all these thoughts run through your head like who might turn up and what might be in store it's so nerve racking just not knowing but also just the thought turns you on and even excitement makes you think 'stuff it!' and thats when you make the descision to go ahead and do it. over the next two days you get some nice a nice sexy outfit and shoes ready for that nite.

Mistress Flash... Nsfw - Updates
Nice variation of a St Andrews Cross... dubbed a Chris Cross since the builder's name is Chris :-) Very sturdy but portable enough to put in the trunk of a car... awesomeness Nice set of dragon's tongues... matched... hand painted with inliad rose tips on handles - gotta get ready for florentine scene now 2 different little stingy things nt sure they have a true name, lol, handmade and awesome... one is cable wrapped with fur on the other side - very decieving look, the other is a braided plastic a very nice sap

Need Help With New Name
MY OLD WAS WAS REV DJSILLYWABBIT COS I OWNED THE WABBIT HOLE. NOW I DONT OWN THAT ONE ANYMORE, IM CO-OWNER OF HUNTERS HANGOUT AND FUMARRIED TO WHITEWOLF AND WANT A NEW NAME: HERE ARE A FEW UGGESTIONS, PLS TELL ME IF YOU LIKE ANY OF THEM OR HAVE ANOTHER SUGGESTION. THANKS 1. REV DJDEERWABBIT 2. REV DJWHITEWOLF 3. REV DJHUNTER 4. REV DJSILLYDEER 5. OTHER.............

For Biheavenlyangels Members
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks. Any Angel wishing to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please send a private message to MajaBabyyy. She is our #1 friend and the Hotties Dept Chief. Let her know you are a member of BiHeavenlyAngels. I am putting together a new folder and would love as much participation as I can get. It will be a folder of me

Bear Blog!
This case is similar to mine - My ex-wife had an affair with her employer, who was married. She had a baby, but didn't tell me I was not the father. I found out when he was 19 years old. Ex-Husband of Arnold's Alleged Mistress Speaks About Betrayal for the First Time Entertainment Tonight, Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 7:55pm (PDT) Entertainment Tonight's Mark Steines spoke with Rogelio Baena, the ex-husband of Arnold's mistress Mildred "Patty" Baena, for a new interview to air in two parts on May 24 and May 25. Rogelio tells ET he thought Arnold's alleged love child was his biological child all along and that he learned that the boy was not his son only one week ago. He goes on to call the situation a "betrayal" and "Arnold Schwarzenegger for me, [was] my hero... Maria is destroyed." Married to Patty for ten years, today Rogelio says he'd like to tell his son, "I am your father. That's all." I wish they had a law like this in New Jersey twenty years ago!

And So It Begins . . .
My crazy dog swinging from a rope on a tree. He makes funny noises when frustrated that he can't yank it down. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jhl4COSc1JE So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. On Monday of last week, a day before my birthday, I went on vacation. I went to visit my friend Laura who lives about 45 minutes outside of Chicago. I didn't get in until fairly late at night. Long flight and a connection etc. I must say t

Writing
I wrote this a while back while bored at work one day. I think it's pretty funny, and fairly decent considering the subject matter. Oh, what a wonderful way to waste an hour Counting how many penises a woman can devour You can watch it alone or with a good friend To see how loud people moan while taking it in the end Staring at people move and sway while at the height of their passion And seeing what high heels are the latest triple "x" fashion Picking your favorite star and following their career With lotion in one hand, and in the other a beer Locking the doors, and checking them twice Mastrabating in peace is always nice Timing your orgasms to match with them So you can imagine blowing your load in that hot sexy femme As you sit back exhausted, and wipe away the fruit of your labor You realize that you were being watched all along by your nextdoor neighbor So, this is something that I would like to do something with. What, I am not sure. A novel was my original idea,but I t

Just Me
The stars shine bright, light up the night I hear the pounding, of your heart beating Your smile shines, brightens my whole day I wake, to only see your face your words, cut through me lke an knife Your eyes, see right through me My thoughts, are of you My life is nothing, with out your grace long ago their was this boy, 2 year later he was given a brother only for the brother to die 3 days later.. year later, he was given twin sister, and year after that a half brother.. then 2 years later, a dunbass was getting a trailor ready to move in and was unhooking a stove, while holding a cigarette the stove blew up, blowing this boy out the front door, into sum trees not remembering wat happen, except his legs hangin out of the window of the car on the way to the hospital, where he would leave for aobut a year.. learnin how to walk, talk, and write all over again.. then a few years after that, iwas hit by a truck, while riding his bike.. then when he was 12, his mom took off

Blonds Explain Easter
An atheist was seated next to a little girl on an airplane and he turned toher and said, "Do you want to talk? -- Flights go quicker if you strike upa conversation with your fellow passenger."The little girl, who had just started to read her book, replied to the totalstranger, "What would you want to talk about?"Oh, I don't know," said the atheist. "How about why there is no God, or noHeaven or Hell, or no life after death?" as he smiled smugly."OK," she said. "Those could be interesting topics but let me ask you aquestion first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass.Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, buta horse produces clumps. Why do you suppose that is?"The atheist, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinksabout it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discusswhy there is no God, or no Heaven or Hell, or no life after death, when youdon't know shit

Two Brothers
Two brothers sat on the shore They saw that the tide had washed up new shells on the shoreline They could see some were encrusted with pearls There was one shell that appeared empty One brother gathered all of the pearl encrusted shells and began to take his treasure home to protect it from theft The other brother picked up the hollow shell A gentle breeze blew in causing a whistling sound to eminate from the shell He picked up the ordinary shell and held it to his ear He closed his eyes and he could hear all of the mysteries of the ocean He heard trumpets echoing through from a far shore He heard deep cries of ocean birds.. life and death of many from other times and places He smiled as he strolled carelessly down the shore Sometimes I tell a story and no one is there to hear.. smiles walking carelessly away

My Poetry
My heart is like a battle field It's got the scars to show It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly And, others that drug out nice and slow My tears have flowed just like a river Sometimes I thought they'd never dry And, once or twice the one I usually turned to Was the very one who'd made me cry Sometimes I thought I needed no one Then chose "friends" who brought me down Turns out the one's who really love you Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around I must have put my parents through sheer hell When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been And, in the last ten years I've only had one good true friend I've made a few decisions I'll have to deal with all my life Had friends stab me in the back Then grab the handle, and turn the knife I've chosen roads that led to nowhere Burnt brigdes I'd need to cross again Had the Devil stand infront of me And, temptation won, and I gave in I lost a friend to drugs He took his own life one night when he w

Peaceful Warrior
Well I am just back from DC. The city of hot air no wonder it is so warm there all of the time. I like to thnka people who commented on my last blog and thank me for the good advice. Not going to get any today lol. So peopla re asking what is going on with the weather, I have on simple statement, it is not nice to mess with mother nature she will get even. We have been messing with her for years. it is all about how my life can be easier not think what we might be doing to the environment, I am just as guilty. Damm I hate it that today I can not do new paragraphes in here. I dont know way, might have to contact fubar support to see if it is bug. Since I cant I am going to cut this blog short today. God Bless you all. I just returned from a great event in Erie, Pa. It is a motorcycle run called roar on the Shore. It was for a great cause the Shankville ZFlight 93 Menorial fund. It starts on a thursday with a parade of bike. Over 6,000 this year! It goes from the casino down to the wat

2011
September 10th 2001 my dear son Adam was born, he will be 10 tomorrow :) Laser Tag and dinner...time flys, seems like yesterday I was holding him, now I stand to hug him as his chin rests on my shoulder...tomorrow will come too soon and I will be looking up and my chin will be on his shoulder when I hug him.. The end to my dear friend has come...Kuki the marvelous cat!

The Beach
i was strolling along the beach in Venice..looking for shark's teeth. It was early..dew still upon the slender grass. reaching down i licked it off with my tongue..the salty taste lingered and reminded me of another similar taste. Stepping over a sand dune I practically fell over this godess blond beach bunny... ummmm. Man i've lost my train of thought cause all i could do was enjoy this little bit of bliss laying on that pale blue towel.. I could hear words, but they didn't mean anything to me.. oh shit, it was me talking "sorry 'bout almost running you over". I had kicked sand on her blanket and offered to help brush it off. I held one end and she the other..pulling on the towel i fuckin couldn't get my mind around getting her towel clean as i was enraptured with her silkin tongue speaking to me and her full, ample, well-formed breasts.. thank gaud for bikins. She then offered to share some of her iced coffee with me and handed me a clear plastic cup filled with coffee. Beads

So, You Think You're A Player....
I heard you're a player,so let's play a game....let's sweet talk,let's play fight.let's talk 24/7,let's tell each other g'morningand g'night.everyday,let's take walks together,let's give each other nicknames,let's go on dates,let's talk on the phone all nite longggg,let's hold, kiss and hugand whoever is the first to fall in love....LOSES!!! ~unknown

From The Mouth Of My Child
I was standing on the roof and I was 6 years old and there was strange men with red eyes. They were blue skinned people, like blue milk. their eyes were red and their mouths were purple and ugly. Their mouths were ugly because the devil turned them ugly. he used their spirits to make them ugly. there was an angel trying to give them good spirits, but the devil was trying to make them bad. and the devil tried, but the devil couldn't make them bad. he could only make them ugly. But they were good ugly people. Then bad people came and made them bad, and the angel fought the bad people to turn them into good people. And the angel went away and a boy came and I was standing on the roof. More bad men came and the bad man put trash on the roof. he thought it was funny and he was laughing. I didn't like it, it was a scary laugh. He was trying to make me get off the roof, but I didn't. I wanted to stay on the roof, but he knew how to get up there. so I got down. I was down on the ground for

For My Mom
It's been almost 3 months since my mom passed away. Everything has changed. Dad's moved in with my sister, mom's stuff is all gone to everywhere. My younger sister is moving out of the city and dad's going too. My older sister lives out in the country, the opposite way. Things seemed so much simpler growing up. Knowing there'd always be home. I don't know what to do with myself half the time.

Can You Reach Me
Sometimes this place is so much fun. For a girl addicted to flirting and attention, it's a real turn on. When I say turn on, you KNOW what I mean. I get the rush, tingly feelings, the heightened sensations. This place can be like a drug, so addictive with the feeling of warmth and desire that rush through me. I am different when I am here. I am bolder, sexier, stronger, more confident than most people in RL ever see me. I am naughty, risque' and curious. I have met some of you but most of you I haven't. I knew some of you before this and we continue to know one another in a new way. You see another side of me that is beyond the mom that I am and the wife that I used to be. I am a lover AND a fighter, but I only fight for what I believe in. Drama is only fun when I don't really care about whether I win or not, because it is a game. Ultimately, this place is my game, my alternate reality. In the land of Fu, I am both more and less. But for those of you who have come to really know me, yo

Is It Just Me Or...?
so tear it up and throw it out there's nothing left to talk about only everything but you won't bend and so I break and this is like a bad remake and I'm too orignial for that always searching for some elusive thing and it keeps you from me and from noticing that it's all right here but leave, it's nothing only everything never been a quitter, I thrive on the fight but I know what feels wrong and I know I'm right you never give yourself and I always do scared though I might be and to you it's nothing it's only everything

Push
Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true. Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight. Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I w

Cyara Swagga
Well there is so much to learn about me... One i dont play games... be streight up with me i dont like playing ring around the bush just come out and say it... Two respect me and ill respect you just the same.... Three Im not all about me i like to talk about you aswell lol.... Four- Dont ask me for cyber sex bullshit theres no feeling to that love (maybe for you i guess)

Test Drive
I believe in the golden rule. I believe that treating others with the same respect and courtesy that I want. I may have my sarcastic moments, but I generally treat everyone with a clean slate and with a respectful approach. I believe in giving an open heart and letting people in rather than pushing away. I'm no pushover, I will not let my heart be trampled on, but I have had friends for decades because I gave them caring and support and they still know to this day I will not leave their side. I believe in giving second and third chances. I've had several chances in my day and don't understand the point in being open and shut with people or situations. Life is too short yet with too much space to fill, for there only to be one opportunity to make the right choice. I also believe in questioning just what the right choice is because it can be different for different people and situations. I believe in being genuine and having humility. I'm sometimes horrible with compliments because of

Random's
" He has what we need (his face is here, his face is there, we wanna see him). He has everything (we say his name, we give him fame, we wanna be him). He's constellations and satellites. He's UFO's on angel wings, invisible in his universe of sky-he's so high. He shoots the stars and blinks the lights. His paper skin covers up his paper scars. Black of eyes, black of vanity. He's overdressed just to win us over (the hair shines, the face is pretty). He's by design and his mind has been placed by a string. He is the model nihilist. He's got the face of a million superstars. Obsessed? It's what he wanted. Impressed? It's all the sugar. I'm am candy coated, so come and see all the fashion and frolic."

Spotlight Drawing
The idea is to have a daily spotlight drawing. Requirements are that the member must be at level 48. The member must have a minimum of 1 billlion fubucks and everyone that meets those requirements has an equal chance......The cost to the winner is 1billion fubucks

Jokes I Like.
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives 'duties". The first man had married a Woman from Montana and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Oregon. He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Kentucky. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a litt

My Daddy
you never said you im leaving you never said goodbye you were gone before i knew it and only god knows why there are no words to tell you just what i feel inside the shock.the hurt.the anger might gradually subside a million times ill need you a million times ill cry if love alone could have saved you you would have never died in life i loved you dearly in death i love you still in my heart you hold

Poetry
One year ago my whole world fell apart. It feels like the knife is still lodged in my heart. When I heard you were gone I refused to believe it was true. I didn’t want to accept that this world would go on without you. But this world has continued and so has our lives. The loss is still strong; like a thousand stabbing knives. One day it will hurt less and I will no longer cry. Because one day my turn will come & I will have to die. Until then my angel my love for you will always burn bright. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight. I love you. Good night. I tried to write this from my 2 year old daughters perspective to her dad who passed away

You Have Got To Be Kidding Me, Really??!!
I was driving down the road today and was listening to the radio...a news breif came on and the guy went on to say that if someone goes to buy a gun, and has a medical license, and does not put it on the NCIC form, it is a felony...Therefore if you have a Medical Marijuana card, you do not have the right to bear arms..So ur cancer or other dibilitating illness, is cause for them to take u to fedral prison if you choose to own a gun and have a card that gives you the right to possess medicine for your illness. How bout that for the american dream? I am not a felon

Stupid Me
how does a person keep going down the wrong path doing the wrong things at the wrong time and still try to keep there head up i do it by the hands of my beautiful and wonderful wife babez she means everything to me i'd do anything for her i've been married to this woman going on 9 yrs and still going strong.. but hey every marriage has it's moments and i know i sure do have mine.. and i tend to hurt the ones i love by doing the stupid things in life and she still keeps coming back strong and if ya'll are wondering why i'm putting this on here well i'll tell you why ..cause i'm a dumb ass man and i want to prove to the world that i'm crazy about this woman and i'll do anything to have her around me even if its writing about stuff on here or whatever .. I know i'm only human and human make mistakes but i just hate doing them .. my girl is going thru alot of stuff right now and i'm not making it easier on here for her the more i try to do things to help her the more i tend to make her mad

Work And Family
One of the roughest things at the moment for me is missing my girl and her two daughters Sophie, 4 and Gwen, 8...The last few days has been the hardest for me because due to the fact that work has been really hectic and such...One thing that hit me the hardest a week ago was when Gwen asked me if I had to go to work and I said yes I do baby I gotta go to work so she nodded her head at me and said I dont want you to go to work I said well do you want me to get fired? She nodded and said in a cute voice no I dont want you to get fired...Well, Im getting too burnt out with my job right now and my heart isnt at my job my heart is always at home with a great woman and two good little girls...It hurts me night by night and day by day I miss em all very much It kills me that I have to do what I gotta do ya know...Its just the times I have to go in kills me and my heart...It sickens me now that im stuck at a horrible place that dont give a flying fuck about family...The last kitchen meeting we

Poems
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The Soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. THERE IS A DISCIPLINE IN A SOLDIER YOU CAN SEE IT WHEN HE WALKS, THERE IS HONOR IN A SOLDIER YOU HEAR IT WHEN HE TALKS THERE IS COURAGE IN A SOLDIER THAT HE WILL NOT COMPROMISE. THERE IS SOMETHING IN A SOLDIER THAT MAKES HIM STAND APART, THERE IS STRENGTH IN A SOLDIER THAT BEATS FROM HIS HEART. A SOLDIER ISN'T A TITLE ANY MAN CAN BE HIRED TO DO A SOLDIER IS THE SOUL OF THAT MAN B

You All Win
I look in the mirror And what do I see This hideous creature Staring back at me I see all the things That I would like to change And hear in my head All the cruel things you all have said As the tears stream down my face All the mean words And hateful things That have happened to me Come rolling back to me Can’t you see you are hurting me Don’t you see how I have changed I no longer smile like I did when you first met me There’s an odd silence all around me I look away from the mirror and shut off the light Refusing to see my reflection staring back at me I hate what I see I just want it to stop I will do anything to make the changes That I see will make you like me Then the insults will stop I’ll be beautiful in your eyes again

Nymphodiaries Excerpts From My Book
So d_marco415 I had been online friends for about two years now. Any time we talked it was always about work, sports, politics and music. Never about sex. So it was awkward when about a month ago Marco and I had “cybersex.” He palmed his dick for me as I watched and I finger fucked myself as he watched. I don’t think either of us expected it to get that heated. But once it did, both of us were anxious to meet in person. Well this past weekend he flew me to him in North Carolina from my residence in Florida. The sexual tension was evident from the moment our eyes met as I walked into the airport. I saw him eyeballing my breasts which were very visible in the shirt I was wearing. I walked towards him for a hug and his eyes never budged. “Ilesha, you’re looking good baby girl. I hope the flight was comfortable,” he said. I heard what he said but my mind was occupied with anticipation for the night’s activities, so I just smiled. He grabbed my lugg

So Much Fun Forgot The Kids
"Spread your legs." He said in a deep dark whisper.She smiled and parted her thighs so that the cool air hit her bare cunt lips. . .they were already damp with arousal. He looked her in the eye as his hand slid under her skirt and let his fingers brush against her lips."Mmm nice and sloppy already." He grinned.She nodded and wiggled her ass against the chair so her lips rubbed his finger tips harder. "All sloppy for you." She bit her lip and grinned innocently, her eyes flashing an evil glint as she pushed forward so his fingers parted her cunt and let her juices begin to drip down her ass crack. "Very sloppy for you." "Mmm." He purred. "Such a good slut for me huh?"She nodded and wiggled again and enjoyed the feeling of cum dripping out of her wet pussy. She loved being sloppy wet for him, knowing her cunt was his, that her pussy was waiting for his big cock to stuff it full and fuck her hard. She wanted to

Baudelaire
SED NON SATIATA Strange goddess, brown as evening to the sight, Whose scent is half of musk, half of havanah, Work of some obi, Faust of the Savanah, Ebony witch, and daughter of the night. By far preferred to troth, or opium, or sleep, Love vaunts the red elixir of your mouth. My caravan of longings seeks in drouth Your eyes, the wells at which my cares drink deep. Through those black eyes, by which your soul respires, Pitiless demon! pour less scorching fires. I am no Styx nine times with flame to wed. Nor can I turn myself to Proserpine To break your spell, Megera libertine! Within the dark inferno of your bed. — Charles Baudelaire

Stupid Phucks Of Fubar
ok i have now offically started my stupid fuck file. This nasty bastard is 50 yrs old and talks to women like they are nothing more than pieces of meat. he has no concept of respect or decency ! so go to this bald headed fucktard's page and tell his bitch ass off!

Random Thoughts Of A Ridiculous Mind
your hair flows like a summer's breeze your beauty brings men to their knees your voice captures my heart with ease eyes glisten like the moon over the seas and tho i know im not easy to please still you stand right there beside me

Auction!
St. Patrick's Day Auction 3 credits to enter plz pm me your picture you would like to use and your offers Most rated will win a boomy Most commented and actually comments not random letters or #'s wil win a boomy Auction will begin February 29th and end March 18th

Vimlesh Blog
There are so many gadgets are available in the market, like tablet, smart phone, spy devices etc. this type of gadgets are developed by professionals engineers and their quality are excellent. Spy gadgets are famous of their external and internal feature means their functionality is excellent as compare to other devices. So many spy gadgets are introduced in the market. Some products are pen, cap, CCTV, pinhole etc. Spy Camera means a camera which is hidden at a particular place. Some people use CCTV camera at their house but this device can be seen easily, now a small camera is fit at their Door bell which is hidden and nobody can’t see them. A Company who sell this product for a long time named Action India Home Products. This company provides various services for example: - Product Quality: - Their products Quality are excellent because they buy all products from reputed manufacture company. Their testing department checks all gadgets and then it is available for customers.

I Had A Thought Again
I was watching myself today. I noticed something that confused me. I was a lot happier and in an allover better mood. Stupid people pissed me off less, and I brushed off all the negative things that happened. So I started wondering why. Obviously, it's uncharacteristic of me not to be annoyed by stupid people. I may usually be in a good mood, but I was borderline giddy! I thought hard, and I think I figured out why. Last night I had an intelligent conversation with somebody that lasted hours. I haven't been able to do that for a very long time. I realized that I crave to socialize with people of the same mindset. Growing up, I could just talk to my dad. Nowadays, however, he's busy working three jobs and I am scared to bother him. As a result, it is increasingly difficult to find someone who thinks similarly to me and I become an easily upset person.

My Days ...
.........and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm here to stay! I hear you're going to see a doctor who can get rid of

Beauty Lies More In The Eyes Than In The Object. Imagine Beautifully, Dream Beautifully, Get Your Dream Fulfilled With Your Hard Work. You Will Get Wh
"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love." The dreams I have of you are so vivid and clearI feel TRUE happiness inside and that there is nothing to fearPeople say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore themI say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hearHear what I am about to say to you, feel it with my body, see it in my faceHear it in my words and tone when we converseI love you! I love you more than I ever thought I couldBe with me always and be loved like you should ♥♥ Sometime , I just have to let go of someone who matters to me Not because i want to but because i have to Because it's the right thing to do I must remember that i can't force anyone to love me I can't beg someone to stay when they want...to leave And be with someone else This is what LOVE IS ALL ABOUT However ,

Wha?!?
Some amazingly talented folks have passed on in the last few days. The world keeps evolving, the human race keeps on its treadmill towards the future. It’s amazing to see when someone gets chosen to evolve to the next plane of existence, and how those around them react. We are all connected, we are all touched by one another. When a life cries out in pain or anguish we all feel it. How we respond is our choice. Levon, Dick, best of luck on where your next steps lead you. It’s an awfully big universe out there. you just want to say ugh and tell people to fuck off. No one here, fortunately. Er, maybe unfortunately as they'd be easier to put on ignore... jfs. As much as many consider the failure to end the filibuster in the senate a victory, it feels as a hollow one for me as it also points out how pervasive the lobbyist money is in Washington and that we as people, whether we agree or disagree with our elected representatives can never be confident in them voting their

Randoms
I had my first motorcycle at 13. It was a Honda 75 Enduro, and was hooked on riding since then. Tearing up the desert in northern Nevada was heaven. I have had a few bikes since then and know that riding is in my blood. I had happened on a few old outdated magazines called "In the Wind", and "Easyriders", and while I knew they existed, had never owned a Harley. I read the articles, and the stories about how it was to be free in the wind, the joy of the open road and no real destination in mind, but in those same stories were countless accounts of these machines breaking down and I thought "why the hell would anyone pay for something that costs more to fix than own, and spend more time in the shop than on the road ??? Fucking insanity !!! Right? I decided that a Harley was not for me. Then one day, I was in my local harley shop (they do have really nice gear), and as usual, a salesman would come up and start a convo about which bike I rode, and once they learned that I did not have a Ha

Embers And Ashes
Here we are, back again It's the same but somehow so different I hear your voice it's in my head and then there's this hardening of soft tissue then silence. All I asked of you then was to please not abandon. All the things we said we'd do we did and then .... "the end"...

Random Stuff
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATEA BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOMEACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,LIKE THE ONE

My Original Poetry (copywritten Please Ask Permission)
Selfishly I held on to you when I knew I should let you go - your adoration a manna for my weakened soul it was easy to fall prey and leave the ache behind me for something more. How could I not see you drowning beneath my reservation or trembling under the soles of my feet?

Method Of My Demise
OK.......so I lied.......I'm not very laid back......I'm pretty much ur typical combat Marine vet......some days half shot out....a few fully.......sprinkled with a few ...a very few....of good ones. I don't like crowds, I hate loud sudden noises cause of the instinctive reactions i exhibit that can be pretty friggin' embarrassing....I have a love/hate relationship with my beloved Corps....I LOVE my brothers dat I fought,bleed,ate,cried,laughed with.....I HATE the beauracratic bullshit that the chains of command are imbedded with. I'm a Warrior,first and foremost...always will be.....not saying that cause I'm billy bad-ass, I'm not....what I am is FIERCELY loyal....if I'm with you, I'm WITH YOU.....all the way. I know what its like to take another life, I know that surreal experience of the first firefight one finds themselves in....ur heart feels like its gonna come bursting out thru the fire-resistant undershirt,the blouse, the body armor and ur web gear.....you feel ur guts go liqui

Lost & Found
You Missed the joy, laughter and fun that we had You Missed when Emma bumped her head and Kera felt so sad You Missed hearing our little girls Prayers last night You Missed kissing them this morning and tucking them in last night You Missed seeing Emma off for her first day of school You Missed hearing Kera talk about that boy she thinks is so cool You Missed the joy of watching them play You Missed Emma's new word that she learned today You Missed helping Kera making her lunch You Missed more than a little You Missed a bunch You Missed seeing the girls clean up their room You Missed laughing with Kera trying to use a broom You Missed Kera's pride in all her good grades You Missed the precious little pictures from school Emma's made You Missed the joy of watching them sleep last night You

Therapy
My therapy is going well but has been leaving me drained, tired and in a bit of pain. However, it is no where as bad as when I first started so I should be able to be here a little more often. Just wanted to touch base with all my great friends here on the fu who truly care. Ty for all the wonderful comments and well wishes in messages. Much love, Sue aka Dreamy :):):)

Rllaplant
My husband and I just recently separated and I am basically left with nothing at the moment. I could use all the help I could get whether it be with a purchase or a share of my link. I am an Avon representative and this is my only means of income for myself and 3 kids until I can find work. If you could take a look and make a purchase it would be very much appreciated. If you know someone who enjoys Avon products but doesn't have a representative to serve them please share. Anyone in the US can browse and shop my store. Items for men, women, and children. Please share. www.youravon.com/rllaplant

Randomness
Sugary sweetness swells around my ankles...pulling...gripping.. holding me still Embracing me with beautiful words and darker visions of the truth I ache to wade out in the make believe that is you and swim Blind my watering aqua eyes to what my heart doesnt want my mind to see

Random Bull
At one point in my life I was in a 5 year relationship, where he never introduced me to his family. I could never figure out why and to this day I still don't know. It's not a good feeling when your own boyfriend doesn't acknowledge that you even exsist. You have to wonder, was I not pretty enough? Not thin enough? Not good enough? Sometimes those feelings still haunt me.... sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough, and I have to keep reminding myself that I am. I may not be the prettiest, or the thinnest, but I am me. I am loving, caring and giving. If that isn't good enough for someone, then they aren't good enough for me.

Don't have sex with friends? I'm told that I should never sleep with friends. Um, alright... I'm not going to sleep with strangers. How does that even happen? I mean for the sober half... YEP! I can definately see myself running up to total strangers spouting something to the effect of "Hey! Wanna fuck?' Although perhaps that would be alright, as people I don't even know screw me over all the time :P Enemies...? Well, no, i'm not at all turned on by people that I dream of running down with my car. Oooohhhhh, running them down with my car... ok so maybe THAT gets me giong a little bit... Heh, it wouldn't be the first time I ever did it with someone that I couldn't stand, it would just be on the way in the door instead of on the way out. There is the classic paper or plastic choice, just don't get it tied too tight... or maybe do... :D Which brings me to the reusable bag, lmfao. Aquaintances... hmm, well maybe. Or coworkers. Sitting at the coffee shop, maybe a business meeting, the conv

"love, Life And All Those Crazy Things"
Let me start by saying this....these are MY thoughts and MY opinions. And you may disagree with them. That's fine. Feel free to be critical and tell me why you disagree and what your thoughts are. Who knows...you may just change my opinion. However....name calling, cursing, bashing and profile wrecking WILL NOT BE TOLERATED. That being said....here we go....

Fumen
Ok so first of all men that read this don't get your panties in a bunch, this may or may not pertain to {YOU} this is about some men on Fu...NOT all men on Fu . I don't understand what goes on in your mind. I would have to say and most ladies on this site I'm sure will agree with me that how you approach women on this site you would NOT approach in the {REAL WORLD}. Are you just fucking with us by the approach your taking and trying to get a rise for your own self worth and not a {RISE} in your pants as to what I'm referring. Are you generally interested in this woman you're approaching? If so why the fuck would you come off pervy to them? Don't you think you would get a better response from a female if you were just kind and NORMAL or as NORMAL as any persona can take in the FuWorld.

Ravings Of A Mad Min
So here I am... the proverbial Tom Boy, the chick from all the beginning parts of movies... the one so many girls THINK they are. But it's me, I am more comfortable in cleats than I will ever be in even sandals let alone heels. I can throw a football further than a lot of guys I know, I am a couch cuddling fiend during NFL season from Sunday through Monday in order to ses optimal number of games... I enjoy watching other sports if someone is willing to explain them to me and I had my time playing football as well. I love motorcycles like you would not believe, my father and brothers had me tearing down and wrenching on bikes before I could sit to hold them upright on top of one and the passion runs deep. The downside? My friends have always been guys, I don't give excuses of it being less drama or girls being problematic... I just get men on the friend level... unfortunately this means I get friendzoned far too easily and i don't know how to rectify it. You've probably seen the movie M

The Dark Side
Weightless and falling, arms spread out wide. The pain and the guilt, that I cannot hide. Wind in my face, what do I hear? It is your voice that whispers, inside my ear. Now I am slowing, beginning to rest, I feel it upon me, your head on my chest. A touch on my cheek, I know that it's true, The lips of an Angel, I thought it was you. Stirred in my sleep, the darkness creeps in. Reminding myself of all of my sins. Fire and pain I know I deserve. If this is my destiny, life I would serve. Awaken me now, if you are still there. The touch of your lips, the brush of your hair. Awaken my soul, awaken my mind, Just breathe into me, so I may survive. Kevin "G" Why am I scorned, with a delicate soul? I soar with the Angels, but feared as Hell's born. I cannot bring death, though many believe, I'm only here, just trying to breathe.

Love (sad)
" A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face." " Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends?" "I will love you until the end of time" bla bla bla ---- 5 years later ---- "Sorry, i love someone else" or "I need some space" or other bullshits one can think of. It seems like the word "LOVE" is the most misused word in this world. People say it easily and sell it like a cheap stuff. That's why, i personally think "LOVE" should be an action. You don't have to say it, just SHOW it. It's more than enough than writing the word on the whole Great Wall.

Held Hostage In Every Way
I ask you to imagine this..... I came to be with a man that i thought would love and be my friend for the rest of my life. Moved five states away from all that i know to take a chance that has proven to be a diaster that has now lead me to depend on practialy local date chat stranges for help to sustain my needs day to day and my sanity.I have endured great hurt time and time again since March from a man whom takes pleasure in my pain. Not seeking pitty just understanding. This is just a handful of things that i have allowed myself to be exposed to in my current life. you know he's a dick when he spends your money you were saving to move where he is.you know he's a dick when you have to unload a moving truck by yourself except for one glass top and he doesn't insist on helping.you know he's a dick when after you arrive the second time he sends a message to another woman

My Life
I want.......... to remember how it feels to be loved by some one to know how it feels to be the most important person in someone's life to recall how it was to be treated so special to be someone's first priority to have a fairy tale relationship to have the man of my dreams to have some one worry about me to have some one who would be sad if i'm sad to feel some romance in my life to remember how it felt when some one gives me a love letter to find my soul mate to know if someone out there is meant for me to find some one who would cry if i disappear to be someone's most common thought the whole day to be someone's cause of dreamy thought to be someone's dream girl a friend and a lover

All About Cleavage
Cleavage in my opinion is a very sensual way for a woman to be sexy. To show enough to get your attention but to also keep us guessing as to what the rest looks like. ( NO, they are not all the same.) I do enjoy seeing cleavage on a woman. It does not matter how she looks, her age, her weight, color of hair, or race cleavage is still sexy. It is that “See what I have and you don’t” attitude that I enjoy the most. A glimpse into her sexuality, and a peek of what she has to give if she was to let you have it. Yes, it is a teasing gesture towards those who like them, but we still enjoy looking. So many ladies here show off their cleavage. Some show it off for popularity, to gain points and get likes. Others show it because they are sexual beings and to me that is natural. I can tell the difference between showing off and being sexual about it. Keep on teasing us and we will continue to look, as we enjoy looking at your sensual and sexual side.

Gobble Gobble
Burning passions raging sweetly within,Slowly causing my world to spin.Eyes half shut,hearing not one sound,Save for my heart as it begins to pound.My body forever yours to touch,Forgot that I could feel as such.Feeling your body close to mine,Losing track of all place and time.Can only look upon your face,Lost in eyes that make my heart race.I have to listen to my heart,Knowing you are my missing part.Always having felt like this before,Silently craving something more. Eternal Darkness

Poems
I don’t know what to say,I don’t know how to say itI wake each morning feeling like I am aloneI know I’m not but, its hard not to feel it He is out there, waitingLooking for meBut where is he?That I don’t know. All I know is that he is out there….Out there somewhere,Waiting, and looking for meSomewhere…. I can feel his collar around my neck,I can feel his control of my bodyI can feel him and his powerI know I will belong to him Where are you Master?Where are you now?When will I know you?When? I can hear your voice,I can feel your control,I know you care for me,I know I will serve you fully Time does passTime passes slowlyTime, time, time….Why does it take so much time? When I first saw you I was not sure,I didn’t know who you where,I didn’t know you where for meI didn’t know I was for youI just didn’t know…. My mind is a blur of memoriesMemories that I tried to forgetMemories you need to know aboutMemor

My Short Stories
Tino, ready for action suited up, pulling on his sleek jet pack. Its been awhile since he had used it. It still had some dried up blood from last encounters. He shook his head, not wanting to be reminded of the killer beef patties. He tucked his blade in its sheath, and check and re checked it making sure, that if he needed it he would be ready this time. With a flick of his wrist he shot up in the sky, pushing himself forward towards, his love Terina. The wind blew viciously around him as he cut through its' currents. Flying

Military Thing
A soldier, a marine, and an airman got into a fight about which service is best. The fight was so heated, that they killed each other. Soon, they found themselves in Heaven. They see St. Peter walk by and ask, “WhichBranch of Service is the best?” St. Peter replied, “I can't answer that. But, I will ask God what He thinks the next time I see Him.” Some time later, the three see St. Peter again and ask him if he was able to find theanswer. Suddenly, a dove landed on St. Peter's shoulder. The dove was carrying a note inits beak. St. Peter opened the note and read it out loud to the three fellows:“Gentlemen: All the Branches of the Service are ‘Honorable and Noble’. Each oneof you has served your country well. Be proud of that. (signed)GOD, USN (Ret.)” The reason the Air Force, Army, Navy and Marines bicker amongst themselves is that they don't speak the same language. For instance, Take the simple phrase "secure the building". The Arm

The First Meeting
They have known each other a while and finally that moment came for them to meet. She opens the door and their eyes meet for the first time, she was more beautiful than in her pictures and her smile beckoned him. He stepped inside as both took a peek at what the other had to offer. She had on spaghetti strapped top that showed cleavage of her ample breasts, and tight jeans that showed off her sexy ass. At that moment, he knew that this night would be a night of passion and temptation. She shut the door behind him, turned facing him, he reach out, took her by the hand, and pulled her to him. He looked deep into her eyes, as their lips met in a passionate kiss. With soft music, playing their tongues danced a slow a passionate dance together. As he pulls her tightly against his body, she wraps her arms around his neck as his hands settled at her waist. As their kiss continued, they began to slowly dance to the music, her breasts felt so good pressing against his chest, her lips were soft

Wisdoms
Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark; professionals built the Titanic --------- If at first, you don't succeed, try try again. Failure is a normal way of life in the beginning. It takes multiple tries sometimes to produce unflawed things I browse random peoples profiles a lot, and I find some really awesome stuff.

Advice For Others -
In order to truly arouse a woman, you must first get her mind in the game. A woman's mind is not at all like a man's. A man's mind is more organized. If he needs to think about something, he gets that box out, thinks about it, when he is done, he puts a lid on it, and files it away. He will then get out the next box, unless he does not need to think about anything at all, in which case he is able to remain thoughtless for awhile. To picture a woman's mind, take all those boxes - take the lids off - spill them on the floor. That is how many thoughts she has going through her head all of the time. It never shuts off. So when a man is ready for sex, he gets his sex box out and that is all he thinks about at that time. A woman cannot think purely about sex as she has all the other stuff all over the floor that she also has to think about and is unable to turn them off. That is my analogy to help you understand the "Why" it is so hard to get us aroused. If you remember this and do whatever

Book Of Time
Running through this life of unexpected twists and turns. You have to keep you distance from the flame or you will get burned. Always see me step across the way, you see I've learned. Don't ever stick your nose in where it's none of your concearn. To many people faking and trying to take what you've earned. Keep what is in your heart cause that's the only thing that is yours. A mind full of pain and unspoken words... You knew the answer to the question before the question was even heard.

In High Heels
Do ya ever throw something out so you DON'T EAT IT? Am I the only one that does this? I had no intention of buying them and had gone to the store for ice cream. I passed by one isle.... the end of that isle was stocked with barbecued chips; rippled chips; sour cream and onion chips; garlic and onion.... "Focus! Ice cream" as my conscience spoke to me..... The idea of chips tempted me! "No. I better not." I pass another isle? Chips with dip! By now, the idea of "chips" is planted in my head.... The thought of buying these damn chips is makin' my mouth water." Yes. I had to have them. Barbecued potato chips. (Forget it; the chips won"!) Now. When I buy something like potato chips, I know I'm gonna eat more than I want to. So, I poured myself a BIG BOWL of barbecued potato chips; and, then clipped the bag and sat it on the counter. Gawd, they were good! How good were they? After I finished the bowl of chips, I trashed the rest of the bag. I knew I'd finish 'em off if I d

Fetish And Fantasy
Fetish and Fantansy Having a fetish and fantasy can take you to a whole new level of sex. When you mixed them both in, you reate a world. For example: Your fantasy can be your a student in school who want's to erotic naughty sex with the teacher. Yet your fetish is bing submission by the teacher. Like the teacher spanks you hard and dominates you in any sexual position. Mixing the two together and using your imagination the possiblities are endless to keeping your sex life fresh. There are many ways to mix it up at our online store. Please visit www.cottoncandypleasures.com and indulge your fetish. :D What Causes Attraction? What really attacts people to date someone or even have sex with them? Being truthful their's alot that can attract people. For both male and female it's the way someone looks like, the way a person may dress and take care of themselves too. There's even the way people may dance in a club that can attract some one. But mostly male and female give off a

Bdsm Writings (my Own)
PLEASE NOTE BEFORE I BEGIN: These writings are my own.They are graphic. If you're not into BDSM, they may disturb you. And they are certainly not appropriate for anyone under 18 years of age. If you would like to provide constructive criticism on the story itself, any grammatical or spelling errors and the like, I welcome it! IF YOU ARE NOT INTO BDSM AND YOU JUST PLAIN DON'T LIKE THE STORY FOR WHATEVER REASON, PLEASE EXPRESS THIS IN A RESPECTFUL, INTELLIGENT WAY; SAVE YOUR PITHY REMARKS FOR SOMEONE WHO CARES. It has been my experience that just because you are not into a certain fetish, does not mean you can't appreciate a well-written story. So that's it. Here's the prologue. I do hope you enjoy it. :)

Making Others Happy, Despite
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their invilvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation, etc... Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every colour and a fine view of the c

The Other Side Of The Bed
I came across this poem and it describes what I am going through. To this day it's hard for me to lay down to go to sleep without thinking about him. The other side of the bed A Poem by Bhavya Kaushik Forsaken by sleep and lying down on bed,

" Nobody "
Lavender Roses Probably the most mystical and fairy-tale perfect color of rose is lavender. It is said if someone gives you a purple rose it means they fell in love with you at first sight, just like Cinderella’s Prince Charming! It’s interesting as well to note that purple is a royal color, so sending a single purple rose means you find her majestic, opulent and special. If you are seeking to voice your deepest love and admiration for someone consider sending the dynamic Blue Curiosa or the blend of colors in Lavender Duet. The Master of the garden makes plans for his Beauty's True , He calls his Red Rose Love and Beauty . She shows great courage an passion , But the Dark Red Rose sees she lacks one quality , Respect needed to be shown. The Dark Red Rose whose unconscious Beauty was wanting proof Of Devotion true .So the Red Rose handed her a single ,long stemmed Red Rose with a humble " I love you " Now the Three Pinks who

Do You Take Me For A Fool?
Okay, I just joined a few days ago, so I'm considered a 'noobie' or 'fresh fish'. Has anyone seen the movie "Andersonville"? It's about a US civil war prison camp for Union soldiers. The movie follows a unit of Union soldiers as they are captured and sent to the camp. Pretty much upon arrival, they are taken advantage of by some of their fellow prisoners. That's how I feel some of the folks here on Fubar treat the 'noobies'. They believe that we don't know anything and will believe what they say. Of course, the vast majority of people here are nice to us or at the least, indifferent. Here's what prompted me to write this. As many of you know, certain levels require folks to get 'noobies' to do things for them. I quickly discovered that many will only do the minimum to achieve it. No problem, all I asked is that they like, rate, and fan me first. Not so much to ask, I also need to do things to level up. A person wanted me to buy them a drink, so I sent that person a message with my req

Combat Veteran Need To Knows
10 THINGS YOUR COMBAT VET WANTS YOU TO KNOW 1. He is addicted to war, although he loves you. War is horrible, but there is nothing like a life-and-death fight to make you feel truly alive. The adrenaline rush is tremendous, and can never be

Sex,romance,life,
It's no secret that men want sex. And generally, we want it a lot. But what other things does your man want from you? Turns out there are some simply sexy, easy, activities you can incorporate in your day-to-day and reap the benefits of a super-satisfied male. Here are 10 things your man wants you to do but might never ask for: 10. Listening

Dad In Heaven
Dear Dad in HeavenI sit here and i ponder how very muchI'd like to talk to you todayThere are so many thingsThat we didn't get to sayI know how much you care for meAnd how much I care for you,And each time that I think of youI know you'll miss me too.An angel came and called your nameAnd took you by the hand and saidYour place was ready in Heaven, far above . . .And you had to leave behind, all though you dearly lovedYou had so much to live for, you had so much to do . . .It still seemed impossible, that God was taking you.And though your life on earth is past, in Heaven it starts anewYou'll live for all eternity, just as God has promised you.And though you've walked through Heaven's gateWe are never far apartFor each time that we think of you,You're right here, deep with-in our hearts.

Disgusted!
Really disgusted that u all would promote a date rape drug as bling as if its some sort of trophy of some sort! And anyone that has been victim to a roofie because this is the real SICK world that we live in...isnt seeing at all the humor or reasoning that a site like this would give shitheads the mindset to think roofies are at all cool WTF r u all thinking!!!!Absolutely turned my stomach !!Completely a disrespectful and insensitive Bling why dont u just PROMOTE RAPE ALREADY!!! OHH U JUST DID!