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Love
Life wouldn’t be the same without you and all the memories you have given me. ~ For You Rob I want you like the roses want the rain. I need you like the poem needs the pain. I would give you anything, my blood, my life, to have you! I love you! ~ I Love You Forever The moment I first saw you, you warmed my heart, the second time you made little flames and now you make my heart burn like hell! ~ I'm On Fire There are Tulips in my garden. There are Tulips in the park. But nothing is more be beautiful then our two lips meeting in the dark! ~ I Can Only Wish People say you only fall in love once, but when I hear your voice I fall in love all over again. ~ Everything On Here Is For You Rob The fluffy cloud may kiss the sky, the rose may kiss the butterfly, the morning due may kiss the grass, but you my friend may kiss my lips! ~ Anyday At night I cannot sleep and during the day I dream of you! ~ I Always Dream Of You I saw angels in the sky. I saw snow fall in July. I sa

One Of My Poems Just Felt Like Posting It.
I asked God but a simple question, what is my purpose on this earth? Then I waited for the answer feeling like I was a curse. 'Til one day he did reply and gave the answer to me. That day I well remember where my future was laid out for me to see. God granted me the oppurtunity to live life to its best. He gave me my one true love which put my bad thoughts to rest. Now I live for all thats good and Im happy all the time to. For now I have a reason to be around: someone- in which to be true. Now I am free to fly but I only wish to stay, With my loving soulmate on that one wonderful day! If I shall die tomorrow, with no more life to live I want to tell you that I love you and say thanks for what you give. Everyday I smile, Everyday I know, That you truely love me no matter where you go. I love you more than life itself, no matter what the change. You will live in my heart forever and live within my soul's range. So if Im not here tomorrow I'll still have something to g

This Man A Lair
I AM PISSED SOMEONE F**KED WITH MY MOM!!!!!! HE IS A CHICKEN SHIT ASSHOLE CAN NOT EVEN BE MAN ENOUGH TO TELL THE TRUTH.HOW YOU FEEL DUDE IF I F**KED WITH YOUR MOTHER LIKE THAT!I HAVE EVERYTHING YOU SAID TO MY MOM,RECORDED PHONE CALLS AND EVEN TEXT MESSAGES AND PHOTOS. YOUR LADY KNOW YOU WHERE CAMMING WITH MY MOM!!YOU TOLD MY MOM YOUR EX HAD A STROKE AND YOU HAD NO SEX IN OVER A YEAR!! WONDER IF YOU EVEN KNOW THE TRUTH!!YOU BETTER TELL MY MOM YOU ARE SORRY DUDE!!!BE A F**KIN MAN NOT A PUNK ASS LIKE YOU ARE!!http://fubar.com/3924186LADIES IF YOU ARE SMART STAY AWAY FROM THIS GUY HE IS A LAIR AND A CHEAT !!! CAN NOT EVEN TELL THE TRUTH TO SAVE HIS OWN LIFE. GRANDMA SITS TO CLOSE TO PHONE, BUT WAS IN SHOWER WACKIN IT RIGHT DUDE! HAVE THE PHONE CALL DUDE CAN NOT BACK OUT OF THIS ONE AND ALL LEGAL EVEN.JUST TELL HER YOU A CHEAP LAIR DUDE, AND TELL BROWN EYES YOU WHERE MESSING WITH MY MOM, SHE WAS NOT YOUR EX OR ALL COMES OUT/YOU WANT ME TO BACK OFF THEN DO THIS THEN I WILL BACK

Haters Of Icp
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For Everyone Wondering Where I Have Been And Why I Haven't Been Here
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time

The A Team We Help All 2 Levle
IF YOU NEED HELP LEVLEING UP IF YOU CAN FIEND THEM MABY YOU SHOULD HIER THE A T EAM WE WILL HELP YOU LEVLE EANY WAY WE CAN ? WHO WANTS 2 JOIN THE A TEAM BE PART OF THE A TEAM S B ME IF YOU LIKE 2 BE PART OF THE A TE AM

"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free." Just wondering if there would be any interest in some rare Hour of the Time broadcasts as well as some Mae Brussell shows. I figure with all the bs disinfo patriot bs polluting the web nowadays it would be nice to have access to some quality alternative reasearch available in one place! Imagine the suprise of some wayward researcher stumbl

Poems From Proud American
It seems like it were only yesterday When you held me in your arms, Free from any pain, safe from any Harm. When I was young you were hard on me, and at times a little rough, But now I realize you did it to make me stronger for the times when things get tough.. You took my hand and walked me down the aisle, though you were giving me away, you did it with a smile. The lessons you taught me , made me what I am today, filled with pride,and feeling strong, you showed me how to have confidence when I'm right, and the courage to admit when I am wrong. So I come here to say thank you for all your lessons, and all your love, and I know whenever I need your guidance, I need only to look to Heaven above. I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat little less rapid Until we meet I know my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem like hours Hours will seem like months Months will seem like an eternity Until we meet The starts will not affect me with their gleaming sparkles of life Until i am gazeing up at them from inside your arms Until we meet The food that i eat will not be as fulfilling or nourishing Until it is you that i am shareing it with Util we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderfull day When our eyes make first contact and Our bodies and souls collide in a blissfull whirlwind The words will roll off my tounge a sweet song HELLO MY LOVE I COULDN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU For Austin I Love You

Erotica
It's late and we've had a wonderful time at the club. The drinks have lowered our inhibitions and we are being very affectionate just before closing. We've spent the night mingling with your old friends and making some new ones. You've noticed me chatting it up with a couple of really cute guys you haven't see before, and are happy that I am getting along. When we leave we invite a couple of your friends and one of the cute guys to come back to your place for a nightcap. We spend the ride in the backseat fondling and kissing each other, and make no effort to hide the fact that things are going to get very hot when we get home. The cute guy is watching all this with a sly smile, and nods in approval sitting next to us. We arrive, and soon the group of us is laughing and sharing a few last drinks together in your parlor. A little while later everyone is gone except for the cute stranger and us. I notice you've been checking him out when you've had the chance and ask you if you like wha

Taunted Treasure
Perhaps some will recall the passon from "The Chronicles of the Wanton"... Her simpliest desires as from this repost from the past... Behind my armchairI found a small scrap of torn black fishnetsAnd I smiled to myselfRemembering…My legs spread wideIn four inch heelsBare breastedGripping the chairBent at the waistYou tore throughClutching my hipsRipping my pantiesEnteringThrustingTogether GrindingMoaningTrembling ThrustingCollapsingExhaustedEcstaticNow I am remembering….I wonder what house guestWill trip over the next scrapAnd pocket itSmilingKnowingWonderingI tucked it in a drawer Where I keep such thingsBecause I have such thingsTo conceal.

Moral Compass
I have noticed that a lot of people put rape their cherries/molest their like button in their status. I know people are trying to joke or be sexually appealing. However, others and I find it appalling because of what these words stand for. It is sickening to see so many people use these words so freely. Some things are not and should never be a joke. There is definitely nothing sexy about rape/molest. Rape: the unlawful compelling of a woman through physical force or duress to have sexual intercourse Molest: to make indecent sexual advances to; to assault sexually When the word molest is used in proper context it usually refers to a child being sexually abused. I want people to be aware of the damage they can cause with the reckless use of these words. Some things never go away no matter how far you go in life. Fubar is suppose to be an escape, so please make it pleasant for everyone on here. This is my personal crusade to make people aware. If you want to sta

Prays Needed
me and my wife just found out that one of our old friends in school is missing and presumed dead she was a great person so if you are religous or whatever u do please pray for her and her family. here is a link on the curent staus of the search http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11347544

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Free Concert.
The BIG O! Throws a huge free concert every summer. I have to share two things I saw tonight. While standing in the Porta potty line with my daughter, three drunk women walk up to the line next to us. 2 40's sisters and their niece. The niece doesn't look old enough to be in public drunk, but she was. Niece thinks she can walk to the front and be cute to the male. He tells her to go back to the end of the line. Long story short... They make friends with the young guy and lady in front of them. By the time they get up to the front the young guy lets the ladies go first. While aunt #2 is going, aunt #1 Is officially introducing Daniel and Niece. I have a pic. titled "Nothing like having your aunt hook you up... at the porta potty.". When I get back to our site, this guy asks a friend of mine if he could have some pizza. Dion ( my friend) look inside and sees: 3 pieces and a couple bread sticks. The guy pulled a $20 out of his pocket and said "I'll give you $20 for that." Dion

Random Stuff From My Imagination
You and your boyfriend just got home from a gentle swim. Staring at each other in the pool left you both in the mood for something freaky. As you walk up the stairs you hear a gentle moan that seems to be coming from your room. Looking at your boyfriend puzzled, you finish going up the stairs and open the door to your room. If you thought you were horny before, you have no idea. As soon as that door was open, your pussy was dripping. There you saw Eric sitting with his head leaning back as he was moaning. As he practically laid there with one hand up for a little support; I was sucking him off gently and slowly shoving his 11 inch long, 3.5 in wide, shaft, as far into my mouth as possible. Going up and down slowly, I made my hand follow my lips at the same speed making sure he was truly moaning. At the same time I had my other hand wrapped around my back; I was finger fucking myself with two fingers making sure to go in as deep as possible. You stare at this amazing picture with your

My Bullies Please Dont Steal Unless Ur Staff For One Of My Lounges
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Recipes
Quick Beef Steaks with Mushrooms and Wine Using cube steaks instead of the usual cuts can shorten cooking time and calories.PREPARATION TIME: 10 minutesSERVES: 44 large (4- to 6-ounce) beef cube steaks½ cup red wine8 oz fresh mushrooms, quartered2 medium garlic cloves, minced2 tbsp fresh parsley, finely chopped2 tbsp butterPlace cube steaks in a quart-sized plastic bag, then set in a bowl to help bag stand up.Add wine, mushrooms, garlic, and parsley. Marinate mixture, refrigerated, for at least30 minutes (to add flavor) and up to 24 hours (to tenderize the meat).Melt butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Braise steaks, two at a time(reserving marinade for sauce), 2 minutes on each side. Remove steaks to servingplatter and keep warm.Pour reserved marinade into pan, and bring to a boil over medium-high heat. Cook fora couple of minutes, then pour over steaks. Serve immediately. Variation: If you are short on time, simply heat marinade ingredients together in asmall pan for 2

New Poetry Yay :)
I've never been so sure of anything till I met you you make me feel as happy as a gol digger with a rich jew you make me feel as light as air you show that you really care but you're so far from me why does this ocean have to be so mean so unforgiving and cruel I don't think its cool this ocean is breaking my heart I love you but i'm not sure I can fulfill my part all because this ocean won't let me embark all I want is you someday it'll happen but probably not any time soon :( I feel nothing, numbed by an unknown energy, now i sit here about to make a wish your blood on a dish, drowning itself amongst the bitterness. Embrace the life to my lips a breath grazes my lips gently, my mind dances with transylvanian memories of times depleted by the night. I see yet my eyes are closed, I see for i am no longer blind. Into the darkness i walk, I see, this place isn't so dark after all... I feel nothing but yet theres somethingnow I sit here about to make a wishyour blood on a

Speely's Blog
LMAO! Some girl (NatalieSparks) asked me for my messenger, and I told her she could have it as long as she wasn't going to ask me to sign up for a cam website - and she blocked me. Oversensitive webcam girl? Yep. Listen, I have nothing against camgirls, and I would be more than happy to be friends with you (and may even seriously consider dating), but I'm not going to sign up for (and give my CC info to) a webcam site to see you strip - even if you claim it's free with your "access code" - and no amount of begging, pleading, rationalizing, or pouting will make me change my mind. I *might* consider signing up for your site if we're actually dating (or even just good friends) and have been for quite some time (days won't cut it - weeks might.) So please, if you happen to be a camgirl, don't be repelled by all this. I'm here to meet new friends, online or off, and who knows, maybe meet a potential GF, and camgirls are no different than any other girl. Just, please, seriously. Do

Just Stuff
I always wondered what was missing from my life. What else is out there? Is it more or less better or worse? I didn't know what but something was keeping me from feeling whole. When do I get to be complete? You go through life making choices that you hope lead you to be solid and have your thoughts and dreams come true. I didn't know what to wish for. I wasn't paying attention and you slipped into my life and made a bang. You put the spark in my eye while i wasn't looking. Things became different. Food was tasting better the sun was shinning bright I had something. The smile on my face was a real one for the first time and it was unstoppable. Rules were broken the hours on the clock stood still. I was laughing and truly happy.Wow. I look up at tonight's moon glowing bright white and notice that a star in the sky only sparkled for me. The sound of your arrival and voice is a complete intoxicating rush that never goes away. I am open and no longer missing anything. I AM FOUND So just wh

Thoughts Of Everything, And Nothing
A heart beats within a troubled breast. Made from glass, once pure and clear. Now blackened by knowledge of evil. The beats slow, slow, slow... Then beats no more. I walk along the path life has given me... I wish for it to be smooth and straight.... Yet, by design, it twists and writhes as a serpent Each of every fork in this path, I have turned the wrong way. The dead ends, the termination, lash scars upon my heart And penetrate my flesh,until blood flows as water My mind is assaulted with behaviors, images, that speak only the slow death of decay Sheer evil seeks to rend flesh from my bones, and twist me into gross rictus The depravity washes over me like a tidal wave, and I can only stand there and scream as it does Once I have returned to my path, I continue onwards I am alive, but bleeding with every part of me in anguish I continue on, for I cannot stop until death greets me in another fork in the road

My Writing
I look at her everyday and I am reminded Of everything you have done It isn't her fault that you are who you are But yet for some reason you don't want her. She is so beautiful why wouldn't you want her I tried to convince you that she is yours But now I am done trying so now I say no she isn't yours she is mine. You don't deserve someone so pure and beautiful SO you have lost her forever and you have lost me I can't deal with the pain of knowing what you have done You lost the best thing you ever had and I don't mean me. You have done so many things in your life And the only good thing you lost forever So know now that you did this to yourself And no there is no more chance of getting it back. I AM DONE AND I HAVE LEARNED JUST WHO YOU ARE. I watch as you go day to day And I see the struggles you go through But yet your always there To offer whenever we need someone. People say that change is good B

Car Cover Man On Ebay A Complete Scam
I was asked by my husband to post this so more people would be aware of this scam CAR COVER Man on eBay - WARNING! A COMPLETE SCAM! Current mood: angry Category: Automotive Hi everybody. I know I haven't been on here much lately and I know I NEVER blog but I've got something that I just gotta share with as many people as I can.I just want to let everybody know that buying a car cover from Car Cover Man on eBay is a VERY BAD idea. This company is currently working on eBay with at least two different accounts (carcoverman & worldoutletcenter) selling car covers and who knows what else. http://shop.ebay.com/i.html?_nkw=S%26S+hearse+cover&_sacat=0&_odkw=S%26S+hearse&_osacat=0&bkBtn=&_trksid=p3286.m270.l1313CHECK THEIR NEGATIVE FEEDBACK ON eBAY! They may be great if you need an indoor dust cover but that's all you're going to get and it may or may not fit your car.They've got a fairly good eBay page (if you don't look to close) and they advert

Strong
I always believed you when you said I was weak, Afraid to hold on – afraid to let go; Terrified of failing – running from success; Standing in confusion despite everything I know. But I figured out that everything you said Was just a part of chaining me to your side; The words that you screamed at the top of your lungs Were carefully chosen to wipe away my pride. And now that my eyes can see your truth, Now that my tears have washed away the lies, I’ve come to the conclusion that all of the weakness Was part of the man I have come to despise. And now I’m strong – Stronger than I ever thought I’d be; And I’ll move on ‘Cause giving up is not a part of me; And I’ll find joy In everything I’m leaving far behind; You cannot win ‘Cause I’m the captain of my own mind.

New Blog
Bullets fly,some dead lay dead, Brutal,heartless they walk away. And drink to thier victory, Till the dawn of a new day. The new day starts,10 fold now replace, Look for others to help with this menance. And pray to God you send them, And they resectfully do thier penance. If life and death were as easy as this game, Some could master it all. Others in thier total escape. Would forever endlessly fall. Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun. They look so beautiful,tiny and small, And so soon will they grow. Rip apart others so fast, The next day they'll never know. They are the babie killers, In mafia maybe supreme. And into others assholes, Thier bullets will reem. Dont let those babys get you, You need t

Fury
It's ok for a man to be angry It's ok for a man to be rude It's not ok for a woman to be angry It's not ok for a woman to be rude That paradox lives with me still In my female body, While I am a hunter myself And even threatens the most ridiculous thing on the planet My ability to access Fubar Where I have friends that are beyond that garbage Because I made sure of that Ok...it can't be done unless I type it out myself.....which of course I refuse to do because it is ridiculous.....you will just have to look up the lyrics yourself

Fire Safety
Before I pass on a few fire safety tips let me start by saying that I am the Fire Prevention Officer at a 60mil doller facillity. I only mention this so that you can get an even bigger kick from the inferrences you will surely create. 1. Check your fire exstinguishers regularly..if a member of your household uses one and does not inform you..this could have tragic results when it is needed. 2. Ensure you have enough garden hose to reach any space in your house that may possibly need extinguishing. 3. Keep all drop ceiling tiles in good repair and in place..these are crucial fire safety items when there is a void between floors that contain highly flamable items such as insulation..plastic/flexy piping..ect. 4. Check/clean your dryer venting duct on a regular basis..ensure that there are no obstructions or excessive lint build-up..this is crucial in households where 40-50 loads of laundry are done a week. (No exageration) 5. Always use hard metal pipe for venting whenever possible

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr And Stuff
I am only going to go through this once, and it is going to be crystal clear to everyone. You are all adults here, SO ACT LIKE IT. Everyone says things out of anger and hurt. Sometimes it's not the most pleasant shit. But you don't have to be that person to try to divide and alienate people just because someone got hurt. When I came back here, it was with the express understanding that I am doing this with NO DRAMA. I don't want to hear it, I don't want to talk about it, I will not put my 2 cents in, I will not perpetuate it, and I most certainly will not tolerate it. Do you people that thrive on this drama ever have to deal with REAL LIFE ISSUES? I'd bet not so much. There's a whole world out there full of serious issues. And maybe it comes from the experience of surviving some of those things that I have learned not to sweat the small stuff. It really will eat you alive. Please, all I ask of everyone in my list, keep me out of your drama. I have enough i

I Need Your Ideas Please
I want to host a contest for men to enter about their legs. I love a mans legs! But I am a single mother of 2 so I can NOT offer stuff like bling packs or an auto or that kind of stuff as a reward. So I need some help. I would like to know from YOU what you would like from ME as a reward. Dont be shy. I want honesty. Once I figure out from you what you want as a reward then I will figure out when I will place the contest & how long it will run & all that good stuff. Remember HONESTY Thank you

Wtf
So here I am stuck in Hell and I am wondering where in the hell did I go wrong? I think I got things all figured out and that I am finally on the rd to stability and routine again just to have it all go to hell in a hand basket. I cant seem to get to where I am going and I am not in any way going to remain stuck here or going back to where I was...ugh. My phone is shut off and I don't have anyone left that I can call on for help. People just love running their mouths and getting up in my business when their own lives are a fucked up mess and yet I am wondering why I seem to be the only one that sees this shit. I mean like do people not see all the hate and drama that is being spread or the fact that by egging it on or spreading things heard/overheard/disclosed to you that you are only feeding in to the drama??? And wtf is up with ppl stealing lately????? ppl I dnt even know are stealing things from me and then the people that are trying to be my "friend" and help me are actually callin

Repost "a Scammer Is Someone Who Lies About Someting To Try And Get Your Money Or Other Things."
This is a must read. This blog is a repost of a blog written by very good friend of mine, Whispering Souls, And it is a must read A scammer is someone who lies about something to try and get your money or other things.THis is a defintion of a scammer. I am going to post a conversation between me and a scammer but I have to take her name out because she whines to fubar even though it is nothing but the truth being told and they delete my blogs.I will tell you in private who it is and can also send the conversation with her name there.What I am posting below is only the scam not the full conversation and her so called real life husband come to me minutes before the scam started telling me that no one messed with him,so if I have any trouble to come to him,now thinking back I think there was a point to all of that,like in scaring me or getting me to keep my mouth closed and as I said before there is only one being that I am afraid of and that is God and with him I am strong.PERIOD!!!

Why
Why is it so hard to find that special someone? All I keep hearing is that don't worry she is out there. I have heard it most of my life. Im starting to get really tired of hearing it. Why can't that someone just finally come along? Up to now everyone that I meet that seems intrested turns out not to be. The ones that I think are the one run and never want to speak to me again. I want that special someone to prove to me that not all girls are the same. maybe one day it will happen but im beiginning to think at this point its not going to. Any one want to prove that not everyone is the same...........................

Writings
I'm lost and scared feeling so far from you. Not sure of what to do. Are you truly with me or do you fool me? you say it and sometimes show it. But I wonder if I'm blowing it. I don't know what to say or do. Am I dreaming I am with you? I love you want you But don't feel you completely want me. I'm lost and scared your turning back to her. It's not fair I know where I stand I love you I hold you I want you I need you Just be mine and stop my fears! ~Kinky Tink~ 10/17/2010 he loves her he loves her she wants him to let go. he grabs her he holds her she falls to the floor. don't touch me don't love me just let me go. she looks back at him move on im gone with a tear in her eye. i loved u but i let u go. be free go fly as i drop from my high. i'm gone goodbye ~KINKY TINK~ 8/12/2010 my heart longs to feel yours beat. my arms long to hold you. my love is far away from me tonight, all i want is him next to me. to hold him hand. to touch his face. t

Loves
Dear Lord Thank you for the love you've placed in my life through the friends you've given me. They bring me warmth when the days are cold, music when I'm overwwhelmed by silence, joy when sadness dawns above and below me. May I be a loving friend to each one of them as well. Fill me anew with your love that I may pass it along. Amen. ScorpionRuling Planet: Mars/PlutoRuling House: Eighth HouseElement: WaterQuality: FixedBody Parts: sex organsKeyword: SEXDate with destiny: Cancer, PiscesRun for the hills: Leo, AquariusWhere you glow: investigatingWhat makes you tick: chessFitness forecast: sexPlay date: chatting on the InternetPerfect jobs: private investigator, surgeonBest accessory: magnifying glassA sure thing: magnetismDestination: The NetherlandsPleasure: mystery, calling the shots, passionPain: exposure, simplicity, interruptionKindness: Your idealism and passionate belief in transformation and rebirth inspires others to want to work toward these goals as intensel

Sex
long hard slowly strokin......thinking of u riding it slow my hands on ur back running them down to u ass grippin and grinding cock in u as u go down.....softly suckin nipples as u moan.... grips ur ass lifts my hips making cock go deeper as i pull u down on me......circular liftin motions leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...... leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...........lay u back lift ur legs pull u in between mine grips ur thighs and slide deep.......lean over u thrustin hard lookin in ur eyes...whipser i love you baby..... feeling our bodys touch as we passionatly have sex...make love......kissin u..biting ur lip as i thrust more.....nibble ur ear.......whispers u like this baby.....bites ur neck and goes deep as possible......body heat

Funny Quizzes Nd Crap
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. 5. Tag at least 10 friends------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Superman Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down [LMFAO go figure] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Clothes Off - Gym Class Heroes [apparently it looks better on my floor? LMAO] How would you describe yourself? Hey Sexy Lady - Shaggy ft Sean Paul [oh yea that's clearly my words *smh*] What do you like in a guy/girl? Lips of an Angel - Hinder [awwwww] How do you feel today? Porno Star - Buckcherry [ROFL OMFG imma pornographic monster on the floor???] What is your life's purpose? (S)aint - Marilyn Manson [LMAO all I need is yoU] What is your motto? Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry [fitting...oh so fitting lmfao] What do you think about very often? Spit It Out - Slip Knot What do you think

Stuff I Write...
To the sound of a voice I awake.. I close my eyes in hopes It will go away I drift back to sleep Slipping back into that dream It all seems so sweet But nothing is as it seems I hear the voice once more I sit up to answer you Why you won't leave I have not a clue I'm haunted by the memories Of our scattered past The neverending nightmare Of a love that didn't last.. I have spent my whole life searching.. Searching for something inside Something i could never find Something i couldn't hide The one thing to make me feel whole To fill the empty hole It was so cold and dark My deep dark soul I found that something in you Something i tried to fight A battle within I tried with all my might I pushed and pushed Till i could no longer deny You were my soul I could no longer hide The war is over My search came to an end I'm tired and worn All of my love, i do send. I actualy wrote this like two years ago... i dunno... KK

Songs
I'm never waking up again so I'll never have to find out what you did. Each day it's harder to pretend. That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did. I'd grab your head by your hair and I'd hack it off. And put it on display at the front of the yard on a stick that's decorated with a little pink bow and a sign that says "Her friends and family should have taught her more about love." Dear Tragedy, I never had anybody. But being alone wasn't half as bad as being obsessed with a breath taker, a smile faker. But these years alone have eaten me alive. Recounting pages in a book. That I'd torn out ashamed that one day you'd look. Afraid that once you did you'd really know how it felt to be a sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you'd go. I'm running around, around and it hurts. Tempted to tape up the pages I'd ripped. And although I recognize that we're attached at the lips, you're the one in charge and that the captain's gotta sink with the ship.

My First Blog
I don't do this. But I have seen some friends (and some not-friends) getting awfully emo, pissy, touchy, whiny... Call it what you will. And I wonder if there's something in the water? Is it STILL Friday the 13th? Why is it I have escaped much of the disappointment and hurt many on here have been feeling? Or maybe I just don't get butthurt easily - iron underpants? I finally decided that maybe their all hormonal, so I want to suggest a special bling item - Fudol. If you're not getting enough attention, if Fubar deletes your friends, if someone's wrong in the mumms, if someone beat up your fuMafia character and took your tank money - we can give you a Midol bling and it would make it all better And unlike most other bling, THIS one would cost only 1 or 2 credits, but give 5 credits of points to the recipient! And polishing it would be similar - give 2 credits worth of points to the owner, and 5 credits of points to the polisher, so they can share their HAPPY - well, period! Either

Interesting
Profile of the Sociopath Glibness and Superficial Charm Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims. Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right." Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests. Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always

Thoughts...mostly Evil Lol
The colour grey: The sun shines through the crack in my curtain... My eyes slam shut. Not another day of agony inside of my mind! E very waking hour i spend trying to forget. The feelings within. The steam rises, like many silver snakes from the kettle.. Listening intently to the sound of boiling, Almost like rage. I can feel it building inside of me. I feel like the colour white. Alone. Restless. As i sip on my tea,Trying to wake up and see sense. I wonder what things would be like without me? I start to dream of how to die... I feel like the colour green. Calm. And safe when i wonder this. I long for the steel colour of metal in my skin. I desperately need to see the sound of blood. The feeling of escape. The knowing of peace. The colour black. Silent. Still. The sun shines through the crack in my curtain... My eyes slam shut. Not another day of agony inside of my mind! Every waking hour i spend trying to forget. The feelings within. I feel

M.e.
Protection,my view Reality is..truth Look inside,nothing's there useless fighting the unfair take a risk..my DNA Brought up the good way Lost the point,lost the view lost it all..Believe in you?? Through your eyes, it's never grey pushing me ,,believe your way contradiction,, makes u a liar live my life ,tied on your wire Holding on to cause me pain loose the truth,,You rise again but the part that hurt me most Im the worm,you're the host THE DOWN AND OUT.......... All this goes back to pain...... I scratched off peoples remains...... Let em stare at me with hateful eyes. I kicked and lashed out at the lies. I became myself ,by staying away. refuse all the games,others will play. Feelings from thoughts that crash in my mind. Non ending search for happiness I never find. So I learned let my past go. It's going to hurt me i know. Not recent past, the last past. Recent past??????Over that!!!!! used to get me over the first... Pained me more.... Need to

Need For Proofreading
Man Kills Self Before Shooting Wife and Daughter This one was caught in the SGV Tribune the other day. It took two or three readings before the editor realized that what he was reading was impossible!!! They put in a correction the next day. Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No crap, really? Ya think? Police Begin Campaign

Spelling
This is really weird. I never looked at it this way. Did you know that the words "race car" spelled backwards still spells "race car"? That "eat" is the only word that, if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, spells its past tense, "ate"? If you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home you free-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making, violent, non-English-speaking assholes, and take those other hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding, goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you? How weird is that?

No Sleep
So I just realized I have feelings. I'm not sure how to feel about this since I don't like feelings. So many people have too many feelings and I am not a people. I kind of like being the insensitive one that isn't afraid to speak the truths they see everyday. Anyway my face leaked and that pissed me off more which made my face leak more. This having feelings shit sucks. I don't know what to do about it. I want to scream. this blows. END RANT I can't sleep and I have writers block. :( So I'm going to ramble about the things that are bothering me and maybe that will lift the block I hope. My dad is sick. Like dying sick most who read this didn't know that. I don't talk about it because no one wants to hear me cry like a bitch all the time. I hate that he's sick. I hate that I had to move here to help my mom with him. I hate that by being here it reminds me that I'm not like the rest of my family. I hate watching my dad come home from d

A True Friend
A True Friend is someone who rates your pics. If you have ever asked me for help I was there. I might not be able to get to every one. I might not be able to give every one a profile rate. A ture friend don't listen to someone to block them. Now here is the time for me to step up. I am tried of people listening to someone cause they told them to block me. You are not an honest fun famliy at. You want to listen to block for all the wrong reasons by means go for it. Maybe you should really think of the person who was hurt by that person. At least I do know who aare my true friends and they where there for me when I really need them. Thanks to my True Friends you are the best when I need you. For those's who have been keeping up with my Status the last few months or on Facebookk or talking to me.. I went back to the Dr. today. I like the news he had given me today. My right shoulder is doing alot better now. He says it will be at least 2 months before i can do some things with that shoul

Previous Zodiac Sign New Zodiac Sign
Previous zodiac sign New zodiac sign Capricorn: Dec. 22-Jan. 19 Sagittarius: Dec. 17-Jan. 20 Your previous qualities: willingness to work hard and determination to succeed Your new qualities: philosophical, wide-open and curious nature Aquarius: Jan. 20-Feb. 18 Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Your previous qualities: vision, intellect and humanity Your new qualities: willingness to work hard and determination to succeed Pisces: Feb. 19-March 20 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Your previous qualities: compassionate and charitable nature Your new qualities: vision, intellect and humanity Aries: March 21-April 19 Pisces: March 11-April 18 Your previous qualities: initiative, courage and determination Your new qualities: compassionate and charitable nature Taurus: April 20-May 20 Aries: April 18-May 13 Your previous qualities: stability, loyalty and dogged determination Your new qualities: initiative, courage and determination Gemini: May 21-Jun

Careful
CAREFUL I stared at your picture today One last time just for hate Before I lit it up and smiled While your face engulfed in flames Careful what you wish for You dreams just might come true But instead of fucking me Im gonna fuck around with you Im no one to be played with You fucked with the wrong girl Should have stuck to the pathetic simple ones That seemed to rock your world But you wanted more, you wanted me Dumb bitches made you sick But you should of know theyre what you deserve You lying fucking prick You cant handle a girl like me You cant treat me like you did them I wont sit there , cry and take it Just to keep you as my man

Fubar Stuff
whether you have thousands of friends on your list or less than 100....fubar is just a website. whether your name is red, pink, yellow, blue, orange, green, neon green, gray, purple or white...fubar is just a website. whether you are fumarried or not...fubar is just a website. whether you are level 45 or stuck at level 17 and cant seem to get the help you need...fubar is just a website. whether you are blocked by many or just a few or none at all...fubar is just a website. whether you like to mumm or prefer to play the fubar game/mafia/lounges...fubar is just a website. whether you like to filter out everything on your bartab or prefer to read it all...fubar is just a website. whether you have zero blingies or thousands of blingies...fubar is just a website. whether you get bombed/rated/blinged/fuowned/run a HH/blast everyday or not, fubar is just a website. whether you are happy here or not, fubar has a logout button. free for everyone to use. feel free to add to my l

Funny Repost
A guy who purchased his wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? "WAY TOO COOL!” Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. "I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. "AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay,

Life So Far
WELL I MOVED TO LOUISIANA AND LIKE IT HERE PEOPLE I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER TURN THEIR BACK ON ME DID. BUT THE FEW THAT HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME OVER THE LAST SEVERAL YEARS AND NEVER TRIED TO GET THINGS OUT OF ME OR USE ME . STILL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME WOULD NOT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY. me and my kids are doing fantastic and love it where we are..

Dark Lotus
This is the Lotus The Underground Where all darkness meets For the judgement of their afterlife Six petals, One pod And an Army full of Juggalos Emerging from the center of the earth Willing and able to take control Of all unfinished situations By leading the outcasted souls To the power of Shangri-La Venomous snakes magically charmed All of disappear with the wave of a wand Pharaohs eternally rest in they tomb Hachets unleashed allow doom to consume Nomads wander were do they go? Scholars go insane at the minds of Juggalos Sand grains burn when the sun beats down Skin rots more as the earth spins around I got a handfull of dust From the leaf of the Lotus Hold it in the sky Blow it in the air to get my focus Cut off my fingertip I wanna see the blood drip Onto the tail of a possum Close my eyes make a wish On my knees praying to my Ali Baba! Can you hear me every time I scream an Holla! I'm just a killer with problems I want a fucking release Withou

Ramblings :p
If we all know how fleeting time is, why do we waste it? Why do we settle for mediocre when we can have and deserve so much more. People, myself included, waste their lives while living and at the end we fight for it....why can't we be content with where we are on the journey because Time will never be our ally or friend. OK so my week started with my 5 year old daughter calling someone a douchebag. She used the word perfectly and even explained to me why the person was considered a douche. She is too smart and usually is very clever in her word choice to cause you to feel inadequate in many ways. This simple use of the word douchebag floored me. Today, my 10 year old daughter approached me as we were getting ready to leave the house and handed me a list of orders for Japanese erasers. She then said, "Mom, I have customers at school." I looked at her kind of confused at first and then realized what she was saying. She proceeded to explain to me that in the store we charge 99 cents for

Acceptance.
few realize this word. ACCEPTANCE, means to be unconditional taken for who they are or what they stand for. Too many judgements pass without so much as a thought required to think of what it may be truly like to be "in someone else's shoes". We make "assumptions" based on looks, appearance, and attitudes, but these are merely NOT enough "grounds" to decide if a person is truly worthy of our respect. If we dont learn acceptance at a point to where a person may be in their lives, then how can we make assumpmtions, or "judgements" on whether we can befriend them or not? HAVE we walked in someone elses shoes? people do wrong, they make mistakes, but where is forgiveness in a persons heart? Where is love and unconditional "help"....to a point....mind you, towards a person who may be lost, lost to the point of no return, lost to the point of just no longer caring anymore. We get angry at people simply because they gave us a "stare"across the room, or simply because they seem "stupid" in our

Fu Related Stuff
Just HAD to share this with yall! I'm on yahoo, chatting with my R/L G/F, RainbowbriteKilla, & keep hearing "pop, pop, pop!" She says its her friend, "TheDarkKnight" asking for a pimpout. But, we both have fubar close & everything else close but yahoo cuz BOTH her PC & my laptop SUCK! & every time he ends a message, it freezes her yahoo & makes the video feed in mine lag about 30 seconds behind the audio feed! So, we continue chatting for a while, & then "pop, pop, pop!" He messages her AGAIN! But THIS time, starts cursing her out & calling her a liar and all kinds of other shit... just because she wont sign back onto fubar & pimp him out (mind you, she live in Germany, & I live in NY...6 hour time difference & it's already close to midnight there... & she has to work tomorrow). But NO... nevermind that... this asshat thinks it's ALL about HIM! Case in point... Bipolar maybe?!? LMAO!!! He went from calling her BABY & hoping she feels better to calling her a LIAR?!? WTH?!? And,

Cyber Is Not A Std
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How Awesome Is He!
"A Very Special Meal Mirabai Chrin Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished

Random Things
how am i suppose to give you the answers to things i don't know? how can i help you, when i can't even help myself? i don't know how to make things better, i can't tell you what you want to hear... i can't fix things for you, i can't change the way things are.... i know you're not happy... i'm not either.. coming to me.. it can't fix anything.. i'm not your answer... nothing i say or do .. will change anything... i have nothing to do with your problem... even tho i kno you blame me... i'm sorry you didn't think i was good... that i was such a bad influence... i don't know how it happened.. i don't know what i did... to make you think i'm the bad guy... i have my own problems... my own pains.. i don't know how to fix me.. how can i fix you?? 071310 Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go w

This Ones For The Boys....and Some Ladies...a How To..
Cunnil-wha? Cunnilingus, silly! Oral sex, eating pussy, munching carpet, etc.; cunnilingus is the act of using the mouth to stimulate the female genitals. This can include sucking or licking the outer and inner areas of the vagina, and most often involves direct stimulation of the clitoris. Some women find cunnilingus to be the most satisfying sexual act. Indeed, a great number of women report that oral sex is the only way they can achieve orgasm. The mouth can create a uniquely intense range of sensations which many find unrivaled. So, I just take my tongue and start licking her clit, right? Sure, you could do that, but that's like being satisfied with the appetizer and skipping the main course. To give really great oral sex, you need to learn about the whole vaginal area, including the clitoris. Though the clit is the central pleasure mechanism on a woman, the entire area is fertile ground for your tongue, fingers, and toys. Tell me more about this clitoris thing! The clitoris

My Poem
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your sexy voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you all the time My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you It don't want to stop All I ever wanted is to be with you forever & always

No Matter What
TroubleStrifeTrue love?Ending? Dear friend.Don't worryI am hereI won't leave you I,.... I can't leave her Found the one.She sees in me.I see her soul.Her most amazing mind.Her lushious body.I can't let anyone else see.Why do i feel like i need her? Because i do.I need her like i need air.I need her like i need the sun.Her brown eyes,As deep as the ocean.Hiding wisdom in the depths.Strange for one so young. She's not young. Not in realityHer years have seen horrors.Pain,Death,Lost love, Why is it she must feel these thingsI would do anything to take the bad memories away. She knowsI told her, Or is she even smarter than i first thought?She is.I know her.I love her.I tell herI ask her She tells me, she can't. I ask whyWhy after all the time i've stood by her Why can't i, like all the men Have One Chance. Did i do something wrong? Is something wrong with me? No I know how i feelI think she feels the same.I will fightI must fightTo show herShe won't lose me No Matter W

My Mind At Work
HAMPTON — — Earlier in the week, Hampton coach Mike Smith declared Daquan Romero to be Phoebus' best receiver. It didn't matter to him that Romero had caught six passes all season.And with the Eastern Region Division 5 championship on the line, Smith knew Romero would be the Phantoms' go-to target. He wasn't happy to be correct: Romero's 6-yard touchdown catch gave Phoebus its first lead with 2:55 remaining, and the Phantoms hung on for a 12-7 win Friday night at Darling Stadium.It was Romero's only catch of the night, and it came on fourth-and-goal. With the Crabbers' linebackers dropping into coverage, Romero ran a drag route and made the catch at the 1-yard line. He dragged a couple of defenders into the end zone, just when it looked like Phoebus' VHSL record winning streak would end."What a great route," quarterback Jordan Roby said. "He had the perfect speed and when he caught it, I said, 'Please get into the end zone.' He made a great play."With its 43rd consecuti

All Blogs Here After Oct. 14, 2010
Recently I joined a real free make money online site that the maintenance guy working and living at this hotel has been using for 2 1/2 years. He claimed to have been wealthy and making his money from real estate thru a free make money online site. Before the recession happened Donald Trump was telling everybody to sell everything and the hotel maintenance guy didn't think real estate was going down the tank so he didn't sell the homes he had contracts for and the people that had a contract with him walked away from their home because they couldn't afford to pay the bills when the bills came so the hotel maintenance guy wasn't making any money himself so he became poor but he stayed a member of the free make money online site and still recieves an income but not enough to just live on the income from the free make money online site so he is currently working as the maintenance guy at this hotel until real estate picks up again and he can live on the income again provided by the free ma

9-11
Everytime - Britney Spears Send "Everytime" Ringtone to your Cell Come notice meAnd take my handSo why are weStrangers whenOur love is strongWhy carry on without me? And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wingsI feel so smallI guess I need you babyAnd everytime I see you in my dreamsI see your face, it's haunting meI guess I need you baby I make believeThat you are hereIt's the only wayI see clearWhat have I doneYou seem to move on easy And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wings

Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt, Even the strongest ones may need comfort Changing World The light is cold. The day is dark. The only thought I have, a spark.The only breath I breathe, my mark.In this ever changing world.The m

Therapist Joke
a man is upset with his sex life from his wife so he looks for a therapist while searching he finds a guy who is TheRapist the guy goes into the office and starts talking the TheRapist asks what his problem is the guy goes its my wife doc she hasn't laid me in a year TheRapist says ok sir and where do you live and work what hours do you work and when is she home the gentleman thinks this is odd but tells TheRapist anyway TheRapist says ok sir see you back next week next week comes and the guy goes back with a big smile on his face and tells TheRapist how happy he is and he doesn't know why she started putting out againTheRapist responds with it's my job sir the guy says how did you do it. TheRapist says well i went and raped her two days after you last saw me and told her she needed to start fucking you or i would be back

Jokes
'Mr. Krabs' lives in 'Bikini Bottom'..Think about it. xD What do you call a dead blonde under the porch? Last years hide and seek winner Q: What's the difference between a Northern fairytale and a Southern fairytale?A: A Northern fairytale begins, "Once upon a time..." A Southern fairytale begins, "Y'all aren't gonna believe this shit..."

Love
For some time I’m searching for your loveWith the tune, that’s something I’ll remind you ofWhen I feel the turning of the sunEvery moon has something that I’m dreaming ofWe can sail and sail as one by the time we reach the sunWhen hope will guide my wayI’ll hear you say You are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly, on your crystal shipYou are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly on your crystal ship Now we sit and wonder at the moon,While my heart is beating so much fasterWe can rise, rise up like

My Poems
“HEART OVER MIND OR MIND OVER HEART” By: Carl E. Ingram My heart is a single tune That is easily played for two loves. It wants to be with you soon Just like a pair of winter gloves. My mind wants your warmth too Like my wonderful heart. It never knows what to do But feels where to start. My heart is a single star That’s sparkling in the night. It wants to scream very far And leave you in the moonlight. My mind says don’t Let her go away. It wants to say wont Because it wants you to stay. My heart is a single cloud Moving around in the skies. It wants to scream aloud And say its good-byes. “CAN’T HELP” By: Carl E. Ingram I can’t help feeling sad That I might have hurt you. I can’t help being mad At myself for what’s

Celebrating Mom!
If you have been a friend of mine for at least a year, you might remember me losing my mother last October. This Saturday, Oct. 16, will mark the 1st anniversary of her passing after an almost 12 year battle against breast cancer. How ironic that she passed during breast cancer awareness month. I think about her often and remember, as if it was yesterday, watching her take her last breath in my family room with everyone who loved her at her bedside. She was the toughest person, not just woman, I have EVER known. One of the things she insisted upon until her final days was to enjoy life. With that being said, I will try to do just that by running a famp, rang, and auto 11's on Saturday to remember and CELEBRATE her life. Please stop by to say hello as this is the first time I will be running all three together AND might even throw in a bombing at some point during the day. Thank you for reading this and IT IS TIME A CURE IS FOUND FOR THIS HORRIFIC DISEASE!

Random Things
I know, i know- sore subject. Whatever. I just find it funny that people believe in things that are not there. Like for instance... God and ''Satan''. It's retarded in my opinion to devote yourself to something or someONE who won't even show their fucking face to their followers, but they left behind a little note book full of ''to do's'' and what not to do. The people who try to force their ''beliefs'' on me- fuck you. You're retarded. I don't want anything to do with that kind of douchebaggery. This is what i belive in: -Family -Self -Honesty -Home. If you abandon that for something you can not see or hold on to, you're fucking stupid. Just wanted to say that, and your kids are going to grow up to be brainwashed bible thumpers trying to see something they can not. Gotta be a bitch to be told you can't commit suicide or you won't even see them- whats the point of caring when you won't see them anyways? Hope someone gets a grip on this bullshit because it sure as fuck sp

Sent To Me By Revjoe
That type of Beauty Is best Described As rare The kind That seems To draw You in And urges you To share I thought I saw A wondrous Glance So I felt It may be Time To take The chance It is hard To say Whether Or not I am Back In the Game All I know For certain Is I am Not sure If you feel Anything Even close To the Same Its beatiful ty REV

How To Navigate Your Profile & Make The Most Of Your Fu Experience
There are two types of statuses that you can change. One is your relationship status. You can change this when you click on the "MY" tab above your Live Feed box. A drop down box will appear and you will select "Settings" from that menu. It will take you to your Settings page where you will click on the box marked "Relationship Status" and a drop box will appear. There are eight (8) statuses to choose from and they are: 1. Private (this status is if you do not feel the need to tell everyone your business) 2. Single 3. In a Relationship 4. Married

Hcb Rules And How To Join
HCB MEMBERS Shell (founder) Lucia (co founder) Dixie Mia Rainbow Wikid Bella NEW PROSPECTS RULES 1) Must prove hardcore (tell someone off in sb) 2) No fuct in name or member of fuct nation 3) Must add hcb homepage to friends and family list. 4) Must make salute to be approved for the homepage 5) Must have an approved fubar salute 6) Must add HCB Prospect to ur name. 7) Once you have been accepted into the group by proving ur hardcore you must add HCB to ur name

~*~*~*~*~* Swt Cougar 's Rules Of Fubar *~*~*~*~*~
****READ THIS BEFORE YOU SB ME AND ASK QUESTIONS THAT CAN BE ANSWERED HERE. *** THANKS FOR " VISITING MY PAGES.I APPRECIATE THE GREAT, GENUINE MEN & LADIES THAT I'VE MET HERE. AM VERY APPRECIATIVE OF MY FRIENDS..SITE IS ADDICTIVE ~ WHAT IS SLEEP? ~ LOLJUST A LITTLE HEADS UP: ***IF YA ROCK MY WORLD WITH: BLING-BOMB- NICE GIFTS- YOU WILL BE LOVED BACK IN SAME!! VERY SWEET GURL HERE!!*** *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ THANK YOU 4 ALL THE LOVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~FOR THE RECORD: NO I DO NOT CAM- HAVE NO INTENTION OF GIVING A LIVE SHOW..AND ANY CRASS REQUESTS, TO SEE MORE THAN WHAT I CHOOSE TO SHARE IN MY PIX, GETS YOU BLOCKED. MY TIME HERE IS MOSTLY STRESS RELIEF FROM MY JOB- WHICH IS TECH RELATED.IF YOU CHAT ME-AND I DON'T ANSWER DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY -IT MEANS IM FOCUSED ON SOMETHING ELSE. IF YOU CAN'T REACH ME BY SBX, IT MEANS IM BUSY OR IM ONLY CHATTING WITH FAMILY. 70% OF TIME ITS OPEN TO FRIENDS WITH SALUTES..EVERYONE ELSE PLS PM ME..TY.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HOW TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME *~*

Kinky Family
WE LOVE TO HAVE NEW MEMBERS JOIN PLZ ADD THIS PROFILE TO YOUR FAMILY ...MAKE SURE YOU RATE ONE PROFILE A DAY... AND ALSO RANDOMLY GIFT A NEWBIE EACH DAY!! WE ASK THAT YOU HAVE FUN AND JUST ENJOY HAVING A FUN FAMILY NAME IN YOURS ( ALSO) PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU ADD THE MEMBERS OF KINKY TO YOUR FRIENDS SO THAT THEY ARE PART OF YOU CAUSE WE ARE A TEAM AND ALL FRIENDS HERE THANK YOU!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU SHARE OUR FAMILY WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND ANYONE INTERESTED PLZ REFER THEM TO THIS SECTION OR COPY AND PAST

Incoherant Ramblings
[Arkansas Democrat Gazette]: Two local men were injured when their pickup truck left the road and struck a tree near Cotton Patch on State Highway 38 early Monday. Woodruff County deputy Dovey Snyder reported the accident shortly after midnight Monday. Thurston Poole, 33, of Des Arc, and Billy Ray Wallis, 38, of Little Rock, were returning to Des Arc after a frog catching trip. On an overcast Sunday night, Pooles pickup truck headlights malfunctioned. The two men concluded that the headlight fuse on the older-model truck had burned out. As a replacement fuse was not available, Wallis noticed that the .22 caliber bullets from his pistol fit perfectly into the fuse box next to the steerin g-wheel column.Upon inserting the bullet the headlights again began to operate properly, and the two men proceeded on eastbound toward the White River Bridge. After Traveling Approximately 20 miles, and just before crossing the river, the bullet apparently overheated, discharged, and struck

If U Get These Questions Wrong Ur A Pervert
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recogniz

My Poetry
The darkness takes me filling me soul the hurt and anger starts taking its toll i hear the whispers of water running red then I realize its MY voice in my head how do i fight what i cannot see how do i stop from hating me so i will let go to tired to fight i will stay in the shadows i will walk the night........ Outlaw Angel tears falllike acid rainupon the groundblood leaves a stainthere is a voiceinside my headtelling mei'm already deadi am brokenfeeling lostknowing my lifewill pay the costtears fallthe soul will tojust rememberthe girl you knew..... Forgotten Angel see this angel falling she is falling fast i realy dont know how long her strenght will last she feels broken so lost to it all will somebody be there when she finaly falls locked up in this cage wanting to be free and yet it is the pain that no one seems to see see this angel falling watch as she fades away. she has felt the love come and go because she

Poems
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me Now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home from work late that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground a note he found "Dig my grave dig it deep Place a stone at me feet Upon the stone place a dove To show the world she died for love"

Princesses Don't Give Head
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them i think all my nicknames are pretty self explaintory but they're: kykykykybugwhyleemichellechelllejohnsonjohnsonbuiscky johnanddddd cutie patoutie Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ finishing high school, and going to college to become a dental hygienist. while in college meeting some perfect guy, and finally, truly, actually fall in love with him. get married, &have as been babies as god blesses me with. ever since i could remember all i ever wanted to do was become a wife and mommy. i am a horrible girlfriend, but i know i'd be a perfect wife. i am a horrible daughter, but i know i'd be a perfect mommy...i honestly can not wait to grow up and have a family. i am going to love the fuck out of them. Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS FUCKING BORED

Salute Contest
hello. i am i my first salute contest on here. i need lots of coment to win. i hope all my sexy freinds and all you sexy fu people can come vote for me. ty and have a great day. [ fubar.com photo: sexynymph ]

Wykd
Have you ever felt like you don't get any love from fellow fu's? Are your fufunds low and you just can't get any kind of attention? Well come see Madame Rain And Lady J in WYKD and let one of us be your personal slave for a week... We will love on you, comment your page, rate pics, send random gifts. We will also add you to our #1 friend spot, and we will also randomly put you in our status. Depending on what it is you have to offer will depend on what and how much we will do for you. Ownership is only for a week. If you are a perve, and think you will be getting a freak, you will, but we aren't like most fufreaks on here. We do have our limits. THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER!!! If there is any kind of drama, you will be blocked from both Madame Rain and Lady J. You do have to be a member of WYKD. There will be no exchanging of numbers, addresses, personal info of any kind. No cam for either Madame Rain and Lady J. There will also be nocybering, no sexual acts of any kind. There i

Dumb Asses In My Sb
Ok I have these rules that some think to not EVEN consider b/c they are just plain stupid. Then there are the ones that are young AND stupid.....People say age is just a # but when you come across the young that are just omfg are you kidding me?... age really does matter lol. Well I just had the pleasure of coming into contact with one of the omfg are you kidding me kind........heres the SB convo.... Michael: are you single 11:42am To Michael: no and i am too old for you 12:02pm Michael: when can we meet 12:21pm To Michael: excuse me? 12:22pm Michael: when are we going to meet 12:27pm To Michael: ok I can tell ur age and lack of maturity is showing.. you asked if i was single I said no and im too old for you yet you STILL ask if we can meet? You may think thats attractive but a true woman that respects herself wouldnt. You want the little young tramps that think fucking anything is "hawt".Look here kid. this may be the

Farewell
Farewell world. farewell daughter. farewell till my eternal slaughter. day to day living has driven me insane, finding the courage to not drive this spike into my brain. i hate this life, consistantly filled with strife; struggling to not lose my mind. i hate myself, always wanted to be thin. no one ever beheld what i had within never seeing the beauty they say that god has given. farewell world. farewell daughter. i welcome my eternal slaughter. isolated by my beloved, seemingly death i have devoted. my decaying body soon found bloated. saddened with every effort wasted; true happiness i have never tasted. pricking my finger on this thorn, wishing that i was never born. farewell world. farewell daughter. the abyss swallows me; as i step into my eternal slaughter Let's do some automatic writing, click to begin exercise... Death. Something I had obsessed over for quite sometime. Blood, something I constantly crave, be it my own or someone else's. Animalistic urges that build and build i

Writtings
I pace around my apartment as I wait for what is to come this night. Tonight is the night my dream comes true tonight I become the submissive and let my partner do as they wish with me. As I pace around my place I make sure everything was set for the events to come. As I went to check the time I heard a knock at my door and go and check to see who it was. I opened the door and there stood Christen. She was dressed in a black and red corset and a long tight black skirt. “Hello Christen how are you tonight?” I say to her as I open the door and step out of the way so she could come in. As she steps in she looks at me and tells me to go to the bedroom and wait for her. I do as I am told and close the door and go into my bedroom and wait for her to come in. As Christen enters the bedroom I look at her and smile as she starts to pull bed straps out of her bag and begin to tie them to the bed. When she was done tieing them to the bed she looked at me and told me to take my cl

Too Funny
I've been on Fu for ....oh, I don't know...5 or 6 months now (Technically, I was actually here, last year). I have made some very wonderful and loving friends. Also I have made some enemies. I can count them on My thumb, forefinger and middle finger. I know who you are and this blog is aimed directly at you. The reason.....simple. Those that truly know Me, know I am friggin' busy as hell. You three (well two of you, the third one knows but forgot, I guess), this blog is to show you the irony of "disliking" Me. When I am on Fu..I am usually busy rating pictures, polishing bling, leaving comments or just in general not focused on My "Live Feed". Basically, I hope that clicking My "Dislike" helps you get through your day. If you really want to show Me you "Dislike" Me, get in My SB, tell Me how you really feel, I'm a grown-up. I can take it and maybe you'll find out you don't really think I'm an asshat. Maybe you will, but who gives a fuck. ;) If I don't break down My "Live Feed" (whi

I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
I will try to keep this short and to the point.. The most precious and most beautiful thing on earth is a woman...The mountains, ocean, and so on are beautiful to ,but do not even come close to the beauty of a woman...Whether you are married , or very close in friendship always treat her as she is the only thing that matters to you and all you will ever want.If a woman has a bad attitude, more than likely it's because of what a man has done to her in the past...Men are more responsible for the way a woman is in her personality than we want to know..If you (man) is doing what you should to a woman l the love of your life , you shouldn't have time to even think about another... Do things for her that she would least expect.. Sometimes , it's the little things that mean the most..Remember the little things add up ...Don't just give her flowers or take her out to a nice dinner for a birthday, valentines etc.. Do it just because you feel blessed for her to be in your life and respect her

Rants And Raves
Well here it is..that time to make the final push home..Ive been in a country in which ive never known so much hate and corruption but yet im going home to a warm bed and freedom to move around in my own safe zone and feel like im not being watched all the time.. its been a long tour but i guarantee when im home it will only be a few months and ill be ready to go again.. ive heard tell that there will always be that sense of something missing in your life when you come home from a war torn country..its always the same feeling..yet i am very excited to come home and see my friends and family after so much time has gone by.make up for lost time and do the things i only wished i could do before.I dont want to be bragging that im going home because there are alot of service members still here either coming into country or leaving or even staying because there time isn't up yet to return home.. just to let all of you know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you no matter who you are. i

Teasexox
Hey There. Tease here! So I really don't know what to write about..I dont want to get bashed or anything...LOL I have never done a blog before not even on FB!!!So hmmm I'll write about what I have been thinking about like crazy! So one of my EX bf's from the beginning of the year is missing....NO one knows where he is! and I have been searching like crazy for him..his gf contacted me because she had no clue where he is too and now we are both freaking out I might go to his house thats my next step! SO THATS THAT STORY! Thanks for listening! LOL Bye now XoX Tease!

Blogs I Typed But Didnt Want To Post, And Posted Anyway
life is too short to keep making excuses My status, this morning: and the drive to 45 plunders on. There is a special place in my heart and in my mind for each and every one of you* This site reeks of dissatisfaction. People not leveling fast enough. The bonus multiplier isn't high enough. This bling doesn't last long enough. My blue-shaded name isn't light enough. I'm sure you understand and know where I'm coming from, and could add many things to that list. There are things even in our own lives we all wish were better, but points somehow seem more manageable, and it's easier to channel frustration here. I'm not writing this for anyone in particular. I'm writing it for me. Hell, this blog itself is about my dissatisfaction with the world in general, and how it all funnels down into this microcosm we call Twitter Fubar. Frustration and dissatisfaction drive us to do or seek better for ourselves and/or loved ones. For our friends, and friends we haven't even made ye

Pigs
Well obviously pigs are terrible. And thus I should make sure this blog is NSFW. Or at least this pic is. I know it's an illusion. It's supposed to make you look twice. That's all. Then we all laugh and go on our merry way. Simply wondering here, why is that bad and not let's say a pic full of tits with half a face in it? :/ This one is at least supposed to make you laugh. Not make you horny. Thus follows the obvious question. If this is so bad, then how is bling prostitution not? "This is not this kind of site" when it comes to illusions, but it is that kind of site when it comes to blings/money for amateur prostitution, since it brings money to the company, right? Here's the chat with the bouncer. Name of the bouncer blurred. Don't want to get the poor guy in trouble or anything lol.

And The Cow Jumped Over The...
Hello family, friends, and various haters! It has come to my attention, as of late, that I needed to change a few things in my account. And for those that have been to my pages before, you may have noticed that something is missing. That would be my old blogs. They were decidedly dark, and depressing. But, for those that don't know, or never read, it was my realization that my M.S. was destroying my life like a worm in an apple. Yes, it seriously caused a bout of depression. From moving from the greater Chicago area, back to the southern tip of Illinois. I grew-up in the area I'm living in. And things have changed. More stores, more vacant stores. A new strip club (never been to one down here, even when I was younger, all I can picture of them here is meth addicted, toothless yellow-hammers) or two have been built. More banks and churches. Less enrollment at Southern Illinois University (home of the Salukis, hence my name here). Friends from grade school to high school pret

Stumbling Through Life
I've taken to exploring a new web site/tool called 'stumble'. It's a tool that supports me in exploring the web. I identified subjects I like, and stumble finds sites that have those subjects. I will share things I have found now and then...below is the first thing I want to share... http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1KqEZe/www.tickshady.com/code_of_conductt/ A few rules. 1.Never stop thinking. This is important. If someone ever says to you ‘You need to stop thinking so much,’ call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have, if you stop using it, it will atrophy. Question everything. 2. Stare into space blankly and don’t mentally punish yourself for doing it, even if it is for that split second. If you have a problem with staring blankly, think of it as daydreaming.3. Root Beer sucks after having spicy food.4. Everything is going to be just fine. If

Do It
"What are you doing to me? I moan deeply, breathlessly as this magic, this voodoo you do takes over my body. Mmmmmm........I have no control over me; my body is so hot. I tingle. There's electricity in your touch and it feels like heaven. My body moves at your control-a delicious spasm of pain and pleasure. My insides feel so weak yet this urgency inside me is so strong........I long; I languish for more of this spell you've cast upon me." "I feel as if I am years younger than now and my love is needy. My body has never known the things you do to me....I am silently enslaved by..........by the devilishly decadent things you do. I never knew, I never knew.....and now you show your hand; you play me so skillfully and so well. I can only toss in my hand at this game...." "The insides of my thighs twitch; my skin crawls as your hands invade my bodies most private of spaces. My legs, I can't keep them closed. I am under your spell. My conciousness rises above me now as to observe my uncon

Atheism
It seems that being an atheist has become some sort of crime. I've been told that atheism is un-American. I've been insulted by so called Christians. I've been told that I should not speak to others about my lack of beliefs because it may "poison them. I was told that I could not support the military (which really pissed me off because my brother proudly serves in the Coast Guard and so did my father and that fact that they did that makes me proud to be part of the family) This all seems kinda of discriminating to me. If you replaced the word Christian, Jewish, or Muslim in any of those sentences you would be told you a discriminating and ignorant, which is true. It seems though that those that have decided to take that stance that there is no "supreme being" are not protected from being insulted or discriminated against. As an atheist I have exposed my children to multiple religious organizations and not forced any ideas on them. I have donated money to a Lutheran non-profit hel

The Ashbin
First, I apologize for not having my poem or short story up when I said I was going to attempt to post it. My piece in question has definitely turned itself into a poem, for that I again apologize. Anyone can write words and call them a poem. I personally refuse. I need to make sure it is in fact a poem. Poems, let me start over, GOOD Poems take a lot of time and revision. Every word has to not only be the right word but on the right line, in the right rhythm, with the right timing and tone along with many other factors to synchronize into a completely composed symphony. So I will not be posting this poem for quite some time. Instead I am going to turn my focus onto a completely different story and work on having that posted by next Sunday. Second, Happy Holidays. I don’t care if you received the present you’ve been waiting for. I hope you enjoyed quality time with your loved ones. I will be the first to admit I don’t always look forward to family gatherin

Deep Inside My Mind
My first fubar blog : What is the point of this fubar website ? I mean really ? Is there a point to it at all. In the real world, if I had to put myself in a category , I would fall under "straight edge". I don't drink , I don't do drugs, and I obey the law. Ya, I know, real boring to all you people who have value in losing control of there bodily functions, but I don't see how its fun. If you need alcohol or drugs to have fun, what's that really say about you in the first place? ~ I don't see the point in this site. Ever throw anything out, only to remember at a later date that it was important or had something important inside it. So it only gonna cost you money to replace said something . Yup. Well thats happened to me too. Oh well, everything seems to be easily replaced enough. Nothing interesting going on here. Just another boring day. No one seems to want to chat, or do anything with me. ~ This exsistance is boring me Near the end of last week, our family pet , T

Wwwkan1
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"sitting Here"
"SITTING HERE" I'm sitting here all alone,feeling so sad,empty and lonely. I think of you every minute and second of each passing day.Wondering how you are doing, what you are doing? I spend my time also wondering where you are right now. Wishing I could hold you again. I sit here remembering all we have shared,over the phone and in person,just dreaming of all that will be. Crying a tear every minute we are apart. At times I tell myself that I'm strong and these times will go by fast.Yet,at other times I sit here and wonder why I must hurt this way. Though some where in this emptiness I find myself feeling loved still. Then I realize that its not the sadness,emptiness,or even the loneliness that hurts me the most. It's the sitting here and being without you....

Contest
Looking at running a contest for a 1 month VIP and a Boomy. Just thinking and letting it evolve right now, but it would consist of the your pic (or 2, NSFW and a SFW) emailed to me (not ripping it as there are no points for ripped pics), a hot borderline SFW:) pic. The first one to 10,000 votes/comments wins.Saying 10,000 because I have pesonally bombed a picture for a friend in less than a week at that number. Enough interest i'll do it. And my status tells the tail. Vote and comment on this:D Just playin the Fu

My Life 2011
You know whats sad? people stalking you, and posting your shit everywhere! I post my referral link on a site, some stalker chick joined it using that, and found my profile. I said thanks for stalking me, she said she didnt have to stalk me, the link to my profile was on my page, I had to keep telling her that its a referral link not my profile link, a profile link isnt the same as a referral link. Anyways so they saw that my old facebook was linked to my fubar, along with my twitter. They started stalking those. So I had to make a new twitter, but I kept that one public so they got something to talk about since my life is so fascinating for them. However my facebook profile is none of their business, its my private profile for my real friends who I trust. I had a profile username link set for facebook they probably saved that and that they could keep linking it so I made a new facebook profile, hid myself from search and, never created a username profile link. I can't r

Koowee
hey all ty for all yr comments and emails...sorry that i aint been about but i shall be here n there...hope u had a rocking xmas and a fantastic new year TY TO ALL THOSE WHO LEFT ME BDAY WISHES... HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKENDER

Life, Love And All That Jazz
I'm not sure how many of you will remember Jeremy. http://fubar.com/4950734 (His first profile was deleted) He use to hang out in the MuMMs a couple of years ago, which is how I met him. We became fast friends and after just a little while, we exchanged phone numbers. The first night that we talked on the phone, hours had gone by and we didn't even realize it. He was such an easy person to talk to. We never had that awkward silence feeling. He was a great artist, an excellent guitar player and very intelligent. I felt such a great connection with him. We could talk to each other about anything, which we did often. I was able to confide in him about things I was dealing with and I could trust that he would always be upfront with me, even when that meant saying something to me that I didn't hear. He was always there for me when I needed to cry, to vent or to just yell at someone. He always managed to make me smile or laugh. He shared so much with me about his life and th

Just..
Captured my heart... Just... seeing you... Caressed my soul... Just... talking to you... makes me heal... Just ... spending late hours with you... makes me smile This is JUST for you... Just .... so far but yet so close... May you never leave... Love from Sessa A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and

Death And Responsible Behavior
Six people are dead, including a Federal Judge, a nine year old girl and a 79 year old woman. It has been reported that 19 people were shot, fourteen of them are critically wounded – including Representative Gabrielle Giffords. It happened outside a supermarket in Tucson, Arizona on a crisp, clear Saturday morning. A motive for the shooting has yet to have been determined. The shooter is said to have been a “deranged young man” who acted alone. Everyone on both sides of the aisle is, of course, decrying the senseless violence. Republicans are scrambling to distance themselves from the folks on the fringe while some Democrats are seizing the opportunity to foist them on their own petard. Yes, there is a direct link between the rhetoric of violence and acts of violence. That point is so obvious to me it boggles my mind to think that there are some – apparently a great number – who actually don’t get it. This quote from this morning’s NY Times editorial clearly summaries the pr

::miab Blog::
Soooo I posted a pic or two of the new man in my life. This is my first relationship since "he-who-will-not-be-named" and I'm very excited! I have known him since the 6th grade and we were friends throughout school until high school graduation and then we went seperate ways. We reunited in mid-2010 and I wasn't really into him....at first. We both started out as good friends with the same passion for martial arts, combatives and writing and photography. He's leaving very soon for Iraq so that's the bitchin' monkey wrench thrown into our relationship but I have faith that we will make it. He completely supports my dream to be in law enforcement and he makes me happy! But yeah, thought I'd share that tidbit with you all Were just going to take it one day at a time especially since were both ambitious and have goals that we want to accomplish but it feels really good to meet a good man that not only treats me right but also has a mean leglock! Of doing the Jillian Michaels 30-day Shred

I Love You
Sometimes what we care about the most gets used up or goes away, never to return. Sometimes we never get to say goodbye or I love you! Life is short and precious. Suppose 1 day you never woke up... Do your friends and family know you love them? Let everyone know how you feel even if you don't think they love you back. It's amazing what 3 little words can do. Just in case I am called home, I just wanted you to know... I LOVE YOU!!! Live everyday to the fullest and forgive those who are wrong Because tomorrow is never promised. We got 1 shot in life, Don't let pride or anger ruin your chance of happiness!!! ♥Much Love♥ ~Jodi~

Random Thoughts
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. I want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly I hate that I'm so afraid of everything I wish I would've been strong enough to say no to you I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left I envy the way this hasn’t hurt

My Erotic Stories
My name is Barb. I am a 53 year old, white female, 5’ 5”, 138 pounds, with 38D breasts. I think I still look very good for my age with a nice body. I have two sons, 25 and 28, and a 32 year old daughter. This is a true story that happened just over three years ago, a month before my 50 th birthday.It was the night my divorce was final from my second husband a couple years ago and I had gone out with my girlfriends to celebrate. I came home a little tipsy, but not drunk. My youngest son had some friends over partying and playing cards. I knew everyone and said hi. I then went upstairs and took a bath, laid down on the bed and started masturbating. A few minutes later I heard a loud bang downstairs so I jumped up, grabbed one of my robes and went down to see what happened. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I realized I still had my vibrator in my hand. I stuck it in the pocket of my robe before anyone saw it. This robe happened to be missing the tie for it, so I just had

Headline Of The Day
Dolphins Save Dog From Watery Death from msnbc.com http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/41783539 A cool and happy headline for today...if you like dogs and dolphins. from the story - Turbo might be a bullet on land, but the 11-year-old Doberman was a lame duck in the water until he was saved by two unlikely heros - curious dolphins. The flippery rescue rangers were drawn to their usually land-dwelling mammal relative after the dog somehow became stranded in the waters off Marco Island, NBC 2 reported. Cindy Burnett, Turbo's owner, said the dog got out of the yard Sunday night but she couldn't find it. He was found Monday afternoon in a canal by a neighbor drawn to the struggling dog by the splashing of two dolphins around it. Awesome Giant Drug Catapult Busted This one is cheating a bit because it is taken from the Village Voice blogger but as it is best conveys the story I am using it. More of the story from the New York Daily News. Mexican soldiers on We

Singingtothewheat
On the news this morning, there was talk about raising the age of retirement to 67. Frankly, I'm getting tired of watching my Social Security being cut away a piece at a time. The elderly of today have it better than any group of seniors before them. It's about time for this generation of elderly to start feeling it too because I really don't want to have to work until the day that I drop over dead. Every time I come to check out the mumms I am amazed to see yet another complaint about comment approval.Many of these complaints are made by mummers who are notorious jerks and go out of their way to disrupt mumms and sling fu-crap. I think it's funny how they make folks want to approve comments, then complain when they do just that.

How I Became Who I Am Today
I love to write but im going to make this short and sweet. 6 years a go i met a beautiful woman off fubar or was it cherry tap at that time. We moved pretty quickly and soon we were living together in a rented house and were engaged a year after we met. Truthfully we had nothing really in common but physically we appeared to be very compatible. Yes being a prototypical guy i was physically into her but our relationship was on my side and built on only lust. 4 years a go I came home from a 12 hour day and she was gone. Furniture and my bank account were wiped clean (22,000 dollars). SHe met a guy on fubar and went west to be with him and yes it was one of those pretty boys who love to steal other guys women. She couldnt even leave the 5,000 dollar engagement ring which i later found out she pawned. So with rent due and with no money I got kicked out of my rental. I spent 2 months living out of my car and taking showers at the ymca. Saving my money up until finally I was able

About Me
Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz. You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%

Auction
The page will be hosting it's first auction for St. Patrick's Day. All Angels and Hotties are free to enter and all others will pay 1 million fubucks. I am going to place a 2 million fubucks minumum bid on it. If you are interested, please see the picture in our default folder for rules and info.

Ignorant People
PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY DAY! i just wanna say im new to this site and i have ignorant people blocking me for no reason today is actually the first day that i have been on in awhile cause of my work, he asked me to add pictures of myself and i did than he went and blocked me and had other people block me also!!!I dont know why because i am new here and i am only trying to enjoy the site and meet new people!!!THIS ONE PERSON EVEN ASKED ME IF I WAS ON HERE FOR SEX!!!!! AND YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!SO WHY I 'AM BEING BLOCKED BY PEOPLE I HAVE NO IDEA!!!!IS THIS HOW YOUR TREATED ON THIS SITE!!!!IF SO ILL DELETE IT CAUSE I DONT WANT KNOW DRAMA!!

Yippie And Stuff!
Yesterday, while driving to get the kids from school, I heard a commercial come on The Michael Baisden Show. It was a commercial about a company that works for Disney that finds child talent for TV shows, commercials, movies, and appearances on The Disney Channel. I figured since my daughter has my artistic side (singing, dancing, acting, etc.) that she would like this. So I called the 800 number and what do you know? I got her an audition!!! I will be taking her on Saturday. Her audition is at noon. The lady on the phone said they are looking for child talent for a TV commercial, so that is what she will be auditioning for. Wish her luck!!! We are both very excited and I know my little lady will do very well! P.S. I already researched the company. They are BBB accredited and it is not a scam. I know someone will come in here and say be careful. Just know that I already thought about it before you did :P

Sorry
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through

Life And Death
Well, here i am 39 yrs old, and still havent reached my goals yet in life. My goals very simply are to start my own cattle ranch and run it with someone i love. But it seems like these days Cowboys are no longer cool or exciting. I admit, im a little long in the tooth, a little grey hair around the edges, but i do have the passion and fire still left inside my heart, no matter how weak my heart may be. i am sick of meeting cheaters, game players and liars. If there is anyone out there who would like a piece of my dreams and goals, and would like to share a good man who is honest, faithful, and DOES NOT CHEAT, then get back to me.. Ps.. I grew up idolizing the show Dallas lol So excuse the Ewing in me lol A little over a month ago i had open heart surgery and a pacemaker. Now, as the final hurdle to getting disability, the Social Security doctors want to do a MRI and internal cardiac exam, u are NOT supposed to do this with someone with a pacemaker and 2 heart attacks already. I

Misc.
Dreamlike silence shrouds my sullen worldWith loneliness keeping me companyA feeling of dejection creeps inside meAs a moment of mourning shares the tearful reality I find myself in solitudein the vast expanse of immense emptinessQueries overflowing, wailing and wonderingfor things still left unspoken All the things turn out to bebleary, bleak and drearyAs tears trickle tenderlyKnowing failure has come my way

With All That I Am
With all that I am It was all I could do to even breathe. I could feel my voluptuous breasts straining tightly against my red silk dress. Your eyes, so intense, drifted to the exposed cleavage. Two perfectly soft, round mounds that called out to be licked and caressed by you. You could feel your mouth going dry at the thought. Indeed, the image of your hands caressing the beautiful mounds in front of you, slowly taking each one out and taking a very firm brown nipple into your mouth, was doing wonderful things to your body. There was an instant tightening in your groin and a hitch in your breathing. I eagerly watched as your eyes dilated with desire. You came closer to me, your hands reaching up to my face. I closed my eyes at your touch, a delicate shiver running down my spine. I loved your touch. When you touched me it was as though everything around us disappeared and all that was left was just you and me and HEAT. A heat so intense that it filled me from the top of my head to t

Love And Lust
The best alternative to my hand is a mouth or pussy - maybe a mouth because they seem to be easier to care for, depending on one's diet? That is an unresolved question with me and an important one because I have had problems using pussy as an alternative to my hand and really don't like condoms at all. I've had problems with my cock, most recently with what seems to be "contact dermatitus" of the glans - viz., the head of my cock. One part of this problem has been resolved by using "Firefly Organics" instead of my previous glycerin based lubes. I no longer get shiny raised placques which are commonly diagnosed as psoriasis. Apparently what happens is I get horny and look for images or preferably interactive emotions to devote my sacrament to - i.e., make a load of cum and shoot to. If in the rare case it's someone I have Loving feelings for, it never works because they're usually just someone that's conning me into believing I Love them in order to get money from me. There may have

Tired Of Woman
it does not matter if you find someone either online or in person they can still be the same shady person i don't believe there is someone out there for everyone that's a old day cliche and it gets old hearing it when in fact there is no one for everyone some people just don't want to hear it but its the true i really hate people who are superficial materialistic stuck up and sad to say there alot of that in the world today but what i hate more is people who lead other people on they don't stop and think when they got hurt before how did it feel to them age is overrated it does not matter how old you are age from 18 and up people still feel the need to lie use and lead other people on saying iam not like most woman but how do you really know that to be true only way is by getting to know them thu in thu most of who i talked with in a week or a month i can tell if they are or not before any female reply to this blog yes iam fully aware most men are the same as will

Stuff
Scorpio is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Pisces read. Scorpio: Come here Pisces: Yes Sir Pisces closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes. Scorpio: I want you Pisces: I'm yours Scorpio: No, i want to possess you, command you... Pisces: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish. Scorpio: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman... He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration... Scorpio: Look at me. Pisces looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the site of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her

Blinded By The Light
One day you are online and you see an advert for discreet sex dating pleasure garuanteed, you feel a slight feeling stir deep within and think why not! Very nervously you fill in details and press enter. You now wonder why did you do that? But you hopefully they might not get back to you and you carry on with what you were doing. As the next hour goes past you get an email from the site about your request for a sex date and your heart skips a beat as you open the message and read on. It gives you a date a couple of nights later and an address and how to get there etc. Now your palms are really sweaty and all these thoughts run through your head like who might turn up and what might be in store it's so nerve racking just not knowing but also just the thought turns you on and even excitement makes you think 'stuff it!' and thats when you make the descision to go ahead and do it. over the next two days you get some nice a nice sexy outfit and shoes ready for that nite.

Socio Paths/pathological Liars/antisocial Personality Disorder
My exwife was one and I didn't even realise it until a lot of damage had been done. PLEASE READ THIS and help safeguard yourselves and your loved ones. THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR (Source: http://chericola57.tripod.com/infinite.html) Psychopath. We hear the word and images of Bernardo, Manson and Dahmer pop into our heads; no doubt Ted Bundy too. But they're the bottom of the barrel -- most of the two million psychopaths in North America aren't murderers. They're our friends, lovers and co-workers. They're outgoing and persuasive, dazzling you with charm and flattery. Often you aren't even aware they've taken you for a ride -- until it's too late. Psychopaths exhibit a Jekyll and Hyde personality. "They play a part so they can get what they want," says Dr. Sheila Willson, a Toronto psychologist who has helped victims of psychopaths. The guy who showers a woman with excessive attention is much more capable of getting her to lend him money, and to put up with him when he

Mistress Flash... Nsfw - Updates
Nice variation of a St Andrews Cross... dubbed a Chris Cross since the builder's name is Chris :-) Very sturdy but portable enough to put in the trunk of a car... awesomeness Nice set of dragon's tongues... matched... hand painted with inliad rose tips on handles - gotta get ready for florentine scene now 2 different little stingy things nt sure they have a true name, lol, handmade and awesome... one is cable wrapped with fur on the other side - very decieving look, the other is a braided plastic a very nice sap nice aluminum crop extremely nice metal chain flogger I cannot wait :-0

Need Help With New Name
MY OLD WAS WAS REV DJSILLYWABBIT COS I OWNED THE WABBIT HOLE. NOW I DONT OWN THAT ONE ANYMORE, IM CO-OWNER OF HUNTERS HANGOUT AND FUMARRIED TO WHITEWOLF AND WANT A NEW NAME: HERE ARE A FEW UGGESTIONS, PLS TELL ME IF YOU LIKE ANY OF THEM OR HAVE ANOTHER SUGGESTION. THANKS 1. REV DJDEERWABBIT 2. REV DJWHITEWOLF 3. REV DJHUNTER 4. REV DJSILLYDEER 5. OTHER.............

For Biheavenlyangels Members
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks. Any Angel wishing to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please send a private message to MajaBabyyy. She is our #1 friend and the Hotties Dept Chief. Let her know you are a member of BiHeavenlyAngels. I am putting together a new folder and would love as much participation as I can get. It will be a folder of me

Love And Tolerance
This is my first blog and I didn't really have a particular topic in mind before I started. I merely had the urge to write(type). I was bored. I am sure that never happens to any of you. :) So in case you may not have been aware, I am Shandy and it's a pleasure to meet you. I am a 30 year old Woman. I am not a child and this is not high school. I am not entirely sure what my reputation is but I am sure that it precedes me. When i decided I wanted to take the time to do this I had the urge to surround its basis on that of judgements and how we as a whole tend to harm one another. I am guilty of such things. Im human and completely fallible. However it is not how I choose to live my life. I sometimes sit here and wonder...who are you? What has happened in your life, which contributed to the person you are today. Were there struggles along the way, was there pain, joy? We all have our journeys which play a part in who we are and how we react and interact with other people. We all ha

Writing Of Another Sort
I sometimes find my heart lurching in several directions, searching for that one thing that will create a feeling inside me unlike any other. What will it be today? A song, perhaps? Maybe a piece of writing, or the soft, sensual touch of a lover. I yearn for the sensation to well up inside my soul until it floods my entire form, filling me with the life I so desire to attain. What does it mean to truly live? That life found me today in a song by one of my favorite bands, 30 Seconds to Mars. It reminded me to live my life on the edge, to take risks without giving thought to the consequences that would follow. I have been stuck in a rut for what seems like decades in a state of despondency that has eaten away at my soul like a cancer, slowly feeding off my emotion until eventually I succumb to its relentless harassment. I tried to suppress it, and have been for 3 years now, and told myself that it would just go away with time, yet here it remains in the forefront of my mind. My comica

Blog It Out, Bitches!
Ok, as my friends you all know I return likes, rates and leave comments. This dumb ass bitch, is going to go on her "man's" page and saw I left a comment... morning(h). Her ass replies to my comment saying, "he has someone, so back off bitch he don't want you when he has all of me." Of course I had to laugh... so after damn there rolling in the floor with laughter, I returned her comment. I replied " I don't want him,lmaoooo. He apparently came to my page, rated and liked me. All I was doing was returning it. BWAHAHAHAHA. How in the hell a noobieis going to step to me with bullshit. Learn the fuckin site before you start barkin dumbass." Was I wrong? I don't think so. Much love and hugs to my fuFriends ~Sassi Now, for those who didn't know this...I was a 2nd Alarm Hottie. I resigned as a Hottie and sent a nice, respectful pm to them and let them know (actually just the home page) what I've decided to do. Informing them that I will always be there and continue to rate the "Hottie

Plus Size Nightclub
am i a fool to have a dream to one day open a bar/nightclub??? not just any nightclub but a plus size night club... is there a place in this world for a place that is themed for plus size people and the others who love them? could it be a real idea? is it wrong to make a club such as this? i mean it wouldnt only allow plus size people but dont you think that it could be nice for the people who who are of a larger size to have a place they can feel comfortable with going no matter there size... i believe there are to many people of a plus size that are afraid to go out have fun and dance just from fear of being looked at in disgust or being judged for there size or shape... im not sure if anyone shares my views but i just wanted a place to vent and let my voice be heard... please let me know if you agree or disagree no judgement here i only want to know how people feel on this topic.... thank you for reading :)

Something Differant
a little girl runs to her gramma and tells her " grampa burned his hand in the kitchen" so naunie and her grand daughter rush tothe kitchen to see if grampa is ok. they see grampa cooking with a cold towel wrapped around his arm like it is the most natual thing to do. later the lil girl asked her grampa " grampa why didnt you cry or anyting when you burned yourself?" he hugged his grand daughter and softly told her " i am a cook, i am differant than normal people. when i cook i dont think about anyting but making good food for you and your naunie.' some people say that a cook has oil for blood and that they use eggs to comb their hair. we clean our fingers with french fries and we shave with our kitchen knives. we work hard to take care of our family and we love our families forever no matter what. so if you ever marry a cook remember he sometimes burns himself but he will always do his best to ake everyone happy no matter what the cost to himself.

Island Hoppers
"DANCE OF THE WHAMPHYRI" daylight wanes...darkness calls, amidst the failing light... bloodlust, love, and romance, call creatures of the night. unknowing prey, open throats, walk the streets so safe... they never know, never dream, about thier terrible fate. but, for two, is different now, they seek each other only... the romance of the whamphyri... in eternity, so lonely.. &

Sometimes You Just Gotta Blog...
This is a long story, so I apologize in advance. In 2006 I originally joined Fubar with some friends. It was fun. This was before it got with crazy with the leveling, spending money, and being green etc. I met a guy. I will call him X. He was charming, funny, and seemed really sincere. We eventually moved our friendship to myspace, then facebook, etc. X was a successful business man. Tall, dark, handsome. The entire package. He was a dream. Sadly, that all he will ever be... a dream. X knew I was (IRL) married so he never really pursued me in that way. He claimed to be a churched person and was very much into his religion. Innocent right? We became fast friends. Yes, I will admit there was a flirtation, and a attraction. I won't lie. I knew it was wrong to have these feelings but I kept telling myself it was innocent flirting. We talked on the phone constantly and endless amount of text messages. We lost touch for a year or two then, last year when I got divorced and we sta

And So It Begins . . .
So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. Well, if you are here, I assume that you were hoping to find something insightful about my past, personality, or possibly just my current thoughts and feelings. I would recommend destroying the part of your brain that gave you that god awful idea. In my stay on fubar, however long that has been (I'm too lazy to go look at my join date), I've never bothered with blog. Whether it's here, mysp

Writing
This was something that I had to right when applying for a script writing project a long while back. It wasn't anything paid, it was just a project among friends mostly. Anyway, one thing I had to submit was a "romantic" piece. While I hate sappy stuff most of the time, I came up with a way that I didn't have to give in and adds lots of hearts, kisses, and happy endings. Well, the happy endings might have not been so bad depending on what kind ;). Nevertheless, here it is. A leaf skittered across the hard, lifeless pavement. It brushed up against a leg unnoticed as it was ushered along it forced journey. The leg shifted uneasily as if it was anxiously waiting for something. Something it was not sure that was going to arrive. Wrapped about the legs was a large tan trenchcoat that rustled slightly in the wind. The upper portion of the trenchcoat was clutched tightly, to not only keep out the cold, but also to keep the hope from seeping out of the almost broken heart.A hand appeared f

The Reason
THERE COMES A CERTAIN POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU REALIZE ...WHO MATTERS WHO NEVER DID..WHO WON'T ANYMOREWHO ALWAY'S WILL ... SO , DON'T WORRY ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE FROM IN YOUR PASTTHERE'S A REASON WHY THEY DID'T MAKE IT INTO YOUR FUTURE LIVING IN THE PRESENT .. HERE AND NOW .. IS WHAT LIVING IS ALL ABOUT ..YESTERDAY .. IS IN THE PAST TODAY IS IN THE MOMENT " NOW " .. TOMORROW IS NEVER A GUARANTEE ..

Contest!!!!!!!
* Prizes will be for top three rated salutes * Prizes will likely be 135 bp, GM, and 65 bp....maybe more * Subcategories get boomys * May have subcategories up to my discretion but count on sexy as well as originality * Starts 3 Dec, ends 13 Dec * To enter send a salute...you can post in your pics or send it to me...SFW or NSFW, your choice * Any questions PM me

Poetry
Angel of Mercy Stand by my side Hold tight my hand Through this terrible ride Angel of Mercy Hold me so tight Shielding me from This endless night Angel of Mercy Touch all that I do Painting this terror A gentler hue Angel of Mercy Change all that I know From fields of ashes To new fallen snow Angel of Mercy Shine down from above Turning this hate To undying love Angel of Mercy Guide me today Turning my path In a truer way December 8, 2009 You expect from me love all sugar and spice

What A Mother Huh ?
http://www.state.mi.us/mdoc/asp/otis2profile.asp?mdocNumber=157630 THIS IS MY FATHER< THE ONE WHO SEXUALLY ABUSED ME AND MY SISTER< AND MY SO CALLED MOTHER PROTECTED< HIS ASS, AND NEVER DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! WHAT A MOTHER HUH ? http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002245090119. LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK OF THAT, goe to her page and let her know how u feel bout it, let her know shes a piece of shit!! Peggy Mcnees

Just Me
The stars shine bright, light up the night I hear the pounding, of your heart beating Your smile shines, brightens my whole day I wake, to only see your face your words, cut through me lke an knife Your eyes, see right through me My thoughts, are of you My life is nothing, with out your grace if your gonna to take the time to look at a pic, y can't you at least rate it sorry i don't have the looks for you, sorry for taking up your time by just tryin to talk to you but then agian, most girls on are here for themselves they want points, but cant return you gotta have the looks for them to just be your friend, and if u say anything to them your hitting on them you don't have to change ur status when i talk to you, to in a relationship just say you don't want to be my friend its not hard well thats all i have for now. tune in have more later long ago their was this boy, 2 year later he was given a brother only for the brother to die 3 days later.. year later, he was give

Itz Like That?
when did fubar turn into freaky web cam show,? like do every1 have to web cam? and whatz the deal nine times out of ten most guys and girls want to freak cam? my point is this there penlty of free porn on the internet? my bottom line is this dont get upset or even mad when ask to do the do(if u get what i mean)lol the web cam is ment to be used to veiw the person u talking to cause there alot pplz that photoshop there pics.smdh would i ever do it maybe maybe not.when u an adult u do what u gotta do. im so tired of seeing boobs photos..dont get mad let me expalin. im a man who luv boobs and women& booty. but when u push ur boobies toghter and take photos.dont get mad when u get prevs and stalkers rating ur profile. its like the internet pplz hide themselfs behind i.p addersses and fake photos.beauty is skin deep but when u flashing ur d or c cups.the prevs cant help themself. sex sells? so what r u selling sexness is a state of mind and beauty is skin deep. the bottom line bo

Team Mother Pt 3
“Alrighty, big boy,” I gave him a slap on the ass, “ride’s over. Cory, hop on!”Michael gave one of my nipples a quick suck before climbing off. Cory rubbed his hands together as he waited for Michael to get out of the way, then took his place.“Looks like I’m getting sloppy thirds,” Cory observed with a wry smile. He didn’t seem the least bit bothered by the idea of putting his cock in my pussy along with the gooey loads of his two good friends.“Lucky you,” I said with a flirty giggle. I’d been thinking about this moment all day. I was looking forward to taking on Cory’s fat cock more than anything, and I noticed the butterflies were at it again.“I don’t think we’ll be needing these.” He pulled my panties down. With my legs together, I lifted my feet straight up into the air so he could get my increasingly wet lingerie all the way off.I was left in just my stockings and black high heels

Blonds Explain Easter
Blondes Explaining EasterThree blondes died and found themselves standing before St. Peter. He told them that before theycould enter the Kingdom, they had to tell him what Easter represented.The first blonde, an American, said "Easter is a holiday where they have a big feast and we givethanks and eat turkey!"St. Peter said, "Noooooo," and wouldn't let her in.The second blonde, a Brit, said "Easter is when we celebrate Jesus's birth and exchange gifts."St. Peter said, "Noooooo," and he wouldn't let her in either.The third blonde, a Canadian, said she knew what Easter was, and St.Peter said, "So, tell me."She said, "Easter is a Christian holiday that coincides with the Jewish festival of Passover. Jesuswas having Passover feast with his disciples when he was betrayed by Judas, and the Romansarrested him. The Romans hung him on the cross and eventually he died. Then they buried himin a tomb behind a very large boulder ... "St. Peter said, "Verrrrrry good."Then the blonde continued, "N

Two Brothers
Two brothers sat on the shore They saw that the tide had washed up new shells on the shoreline They could see some were encrusted with pearls There was one shell that appeared empty One brother gathered all of the pearl encrusted shells and began to take his treasure home to protect it from theft The other brother picked up the hollow shell A gentle breeze blew in causing a whistling sound to eminate from the shell He picked up the ordinary shell and held it to his ear He closed his eyes and he could hear all of the mysteries of the ocean He heard trumpets echoing through from a far shore He heard deep cries of ocean birds.. life and death of many from other times and places He smiled as he strolled carelessly down the shore Sometimes I tell a story and no one is there to hear.. smiles walking carelessly away

My Poetry
Here comes the numbness Worse than the pain What's worse than hurting? To not feel a damn thing Here comes the coldness A heart made of stone Fuck the whole world We're all in this alone Here comes the coldness A heart made of ice Fuck the fake smile And, trying to play nice... My heart is like a battle field It's got the scars to show It has wounds that healed up nice and quickly And, others that drug out nice and slow My tears have flowed just like a river Sometimes I thought they'd never dry And, once or twice the one I usually turned to Was the very one who'd made me cry Sometimes I thought I needed no one Then chose "friends" who brought me down Turns out the one's who really love you Are the one's who through all your bullshit, stick around I must have put my parents through sheer hell When they'd stay up wandering where I'd been And, in the last ten years I've only had one good true friend I've made a few decisions I'll have to deal with all my life

If Your Bored Read!!
Love starts from our inner self. You can't really love someone else unless you really love yourself first.when we love ourselves, we have a reserve of love inside that allows us to give love to others with greater freedom. Smile and say, "I love you," whenever you see your reflection! Do it as if you are happy to see you! Every single time you see your own reflection, smile, look you in the eyes, and say, "I love you."

Poems
"First Flight" we stand together, in the moonlight, your first flight is at hand.. after bringing you into this world of mine, it is now time to allow you freedom.... to revel...to hunt...with impunity... when you thirst. i unwrap my wings from around you, and with a :::soft kiss:::, i back away, and watch with pride as youtest your wings...drying them...assuring yourself of...their strength...their ability to hold you up...in flight. you look at me, with a smile and blow me a kiss...thenyou gather yourself...and with a small jump, you throw your hands up... nothing.i smirk, and your brow furrows...and with much determination you try again...gathering for a leap.... jump high! nothing...now i allow a small laugh, and it makes your temper flair just a bit... soo, once more...with wings outstretched........you run a few steps, and leap!!!! your arms steady you as you rise... trying a turn, you waver slightly... and it comes to you... fl

In The Still Of The Night
In the still of the night In the still of the night..stars visible with pale lights illuminating faintly the surrounding countryside. The wind stirred the palms shaking their dry winter fronds. Time marched and along the eastern horizon, a shallow pink touched the earth signaling the arrival of the morning. Slowly twisted shapes emerged like grasping fingers reaching to the sky and materialized into shrubs and pines..first black, then grey, and finally green. The pink became more pronounced and shades of red pierced the edge of the horizon. Deeper red pushed hard at one point in the horizon, then yellows and oranges competed for dominance chasing the reds and greens away. A bright, sharp edge of magnificence pierced the edge and washed all other colors away. Morning had arrived. Good morning.

Pictures
hi fubar.. i will not be doing NSFW pics..so please don't ask!!!! i can do clothed to bikini i am ok with that...yes i have been here before well its been a few yrs..i decided to come back and i see alot of changes here..wow. i like it so far and i like the people here so far=) very nice and understanding..i don't take drama or well u get the point!!! enough said...i am playin fu-mafia so add me if u like...and i am trying to reach my achievement's if u help me i will rate and fan and like admire and rate all photos of course if u have a lot it goin to take me time to=)and make a pg salute and a family add if i have room...Please help and thank u..and i do watch out for my friends...be safe and have a good day and good eve and a good night... lady ice hawk thanks for reading

Marriage.. Read This Even If Not Married.
In a relationship, married or not... YOU SHOULD READ THIS! I got this off a friends facebook page, an wanted to share it MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our h

Peaceful Warrior
Well I am just back from DC. The city of hot air no wonder it is so warm there all of the time. I like to thnka people who commented on my last blog and thank me for the good advice. Not going to get any today lol. So peopla re asking what is going on with the weather, I have on simple statement, it is not nice to mess with mother nature she will get even. We have been messing with her for years. it is all about how my life can be easier not think what we might be doing to the environment, I am just as guilty. Damm I hate it that today I can not do new paragraphes in here. I dont know way, might have to contact fubar support to see if it is bug. Since I cant I am going to cut this blog short today. God Bless you all. I hope all of you that read this are doing well today. I am back from Washington DC were I had to attend some summits. It is always seeing business friends that I have not talked to in a long time. Gas prices are finally coming down and bit and I hope people are not st

2011
All day today I have been contemplating taking my elderly cat euthanize him. It makes me cry to think about it, he has been there since I was 25... Kuki is his name, he is or was true to it. A crazy cat that has no idea that he is any different from dogs, people or other cats. As of late he has been not doing so well, he has polyps in his ears the vet said to just leave alone as he probably wouldn't make it out of anesthesia and over the last week, he no longer desires food. I was thinking when I do, that I will get him cremated and keep him in a nice little teak box...Anyways just wanted to express myself...I am sad. This was him 3 yrs ago.. September 10th 2001 my dear son Adam was born, he will be 10 tomorrow :) Laser Tag and dinner...time flys, seems like yesterday I was holding him, now I stand to hug him as his chin rests on my shoulder...tomorrow will come too soon and I will be looking up and my chin will be on his shoulder when I hug him.. Savta Hannah passed away yeste

Human Race
How in God's name can the Hunam Race, quantify it's existence, when half of it's population is slated for retro-active abortion on the grounds for being a complete and utter bunch of DUMBASS's and should report to their nearest military installion for early termination has a human target !

My Poetry.
Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008 I take the knife and begin to cut, deeper and deeper till the feeling comes, the sky turns black the ground blood red, the feeling of relief is still with in. I just keep cutting till the feelings done, hide the scars, turn and run. The scars wi

Brain Spills. What Fell Out When I Wasn't Looking...
I first started chatting online nearly 15 years ago, and trust me when I say that there is little -to no- chance that you can do or say anything to me that I haven't heard or seen, before. I've learned a lot about the behaviors of people in certain situations, and I've gotten pretty good at predicting their actions and reactions. One of the problems with having such sensitive perception is that I may sometimes come across as paranoid, or extremely mistrusting. But in the end, others eventually show their true colors and people see that yes, I -do- know what I'm talking about.That being said, I thought I'd share a list of some of the most common attention-seeking behaviors. Get your mental notebook ready, you're going to be taking some mental notes....and you'll recognize these behaviors in SO many people on Fubar. Ready? Let's Go!Attention seekers may exploit the suffering of others to gain attention for themselves. (This has been seen on Fu when fellow fu-ers pass away, and others th

Glitter Graphics Malware
Safe Browsing Diagnostic page for glittergraphicsnow.com What is the current listing status for glittergraphicsnow.com? Site is listed as suspicious - visiting this web site may harm your computer. Part of this site was listed for suspicious activity 5 time(s) over the past 90 days. What happened when Google visited this site? Of the 659 pages we tested on the site over the past 90 days, 81 page(s) resulted in malicious software being downloaded and installed without user consent. The last time Google visited this site was on 2011-05-19, and the last time suspicious content was found on this site was on 2011-05-19. Malicious software includes 72 exploit(s). Successful infection resulted in an average of 3 new process(es) on the target machine. Malicious software is hosted on 8 domain(s), including aaaooo.co.cc/, fereeeppp.co.cc/, traff-ins.co.cc/. 3 domain(s) appear to be functioning as intermediaries for distributing malware to visitors of this site, including js-ghost

Auction 5-21-2011
THE RULES FOR THIS AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWED. 1: THE OWNER/CO OWNER IN NO WAY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR FUBUCKS THAT ARE NOT PAYED OUT TO THOSE PERTICIPATEING IN THE AUCTION,IT IS THE PURCHASER'S SOLE RESPONSIBILITY TO MAKE SURE THE MONEY THEY OWE IS PAYED. 2: 10% OF PURCHASED AMOUNT MUST BE DEDUCTED AND IMMEDIATELY SENT TO THE OWNER(MOMMA SEXYLEGS) UPON PURCHASE. 3: ONCE THE AUCTION BEGINS THERE WILL NOT BE ANY IDLE CHAT ALLOWED IN THE LOUNGE NOR WILL THE USE OF EMOTES BE ALLOWED. 1 WARNING 2 SILENCED 3 EJECTED WITH NO QUESTIONED ASKED. IF U WISH TO TALK AMONG YOURSELVES PLZ BE CURTIOUS AND TAKE IT TO SB AND OR MESSENGER CHAT. 4: GREETING NEW VISITORS TO THE LOUNGE IS OK, BUT IF THEY HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT THE AUCTION PLZ ASK THEM TO GO TO SB THE LESS CHAT WE HAVE IN THE LOUNGE THE EASIER IT WILL BE TO KEEP UP WITH WHATS GOING ON WITH THE AUCTION AND MAKE THINGS LESS CONFUSEING FOR US ALL.

Sexy Sounds
Undulating softly against the riseFurther tempting your erotic sighsMounting passions begin to flareEyes locking in a heated starePulses racing under searing fleshTongues dancing as our lips meshErratic breathing as your fingers danceAcross my nipples and down my pantsCaressing eagerly as we start to petFingers penetrating; I'm soaking wet!

Now I Want A Hubby
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!?ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmy interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking fora little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no longterm adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time toretreat to safety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought ithome... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed thebutton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if Ipushed th

You Probably Don't Want To Know.
It's gotta be me. I just has to be. I scare them away, or something. LOL. I always thought I was pretty rad...I have a huge heart and a huge ass...whats not to love? LMAO. Meh, Ya win some... Ya lose some. Tis life.

The Beach
i was strolling along the beach in Venice..looking for shark's teeth. It was early..dew still upon the slender grass. reaching down i licked it off with my tongue..the salty taste lingered and reminded me of another similar taste. Stepping over a sand dune I practically fell over this godess blond beach bunny... ummmm. Man i've lost my train of thought cause all i could do was enjoy this little bit of bliss laying on that pale blue towel.. I could hear words, but they didn't mean anything to me.. oh shit, it was me talking "sorry 'bout almost running you over". I had kicked sand on her blanket and offered to help brush it off. I held one end and she the other..pulling on the towel i fuckin couldn't get my mind around getting her towel clean as i was enraptured with her silkin tongue speaking to me and her full, ample, well-formed breasts.. thank gaud for bikins. She then offered to share some of her iced coffee with me and handed me a clear plastic cup filled with coffee. Beads

Celeste Is Me
I am strong again ByJMT A naive little girl, you think you can control Maybe a Welcome mat, you think you can unroll Or just a possession an object, you think you stole I can see it all now your thoughts,motives,and goal You think I am someone who will bend to your will You think this person is someone you know even still You think you can continue this game, confident in skill But your lies and cons have now given me, my fill You see I am no victim, someone you can make fall I am NOT for you to belittle, so you can stand tall I am NOT some simple creature, that lives for your call Just so you can rip me up, so you can hear me bawl You see I am no object, something for you to own I am NOT for you to dictate over, from that I've flown I am NOT some guilt filled child, from that I've grown So now I can stand up to you and say your cover is blown Once you led me astray from my strength within Finally I

Whining Ass Cry Baby
chicks wanna make a nigga look bad ha you got another thing coming if you think you that bad runnin they mouth looking for sympathy from niggas bitch grow the fuck up handle your own business lil cry baby why you ignoring me only reason why is cuz bitch you annoying me yo one thing you dont know bout me is I DONT GIVE A FUCK what you or anyone else gotta say about me tryin to get me set up by ex supposed girlfriends ha you trippin that shit whack the bitch is inher 20's acting like she back in high school with the childish bull crap so yea yo this is my blog my flow what ever you wanna calll it but check this out bitch your like an illegal imagrant in my book you just been deported so fuck you and your littel childish shit you wanna talk about me this is what you fucking get you run your mouth bout me talkin shit believe this will be only the beginning for what ill have in store for you bitch dj papi chulo the one and only all the real chicks get the fuck at me

Came Home...
The travel was intermittent. He had become so used to it that He had lost count of the conveyances, the types and time mattered not. His boots still on his feet, the sand never quite gone, He trod onward. The sounds of a bustling life washing over him unheard or listened to. The sounds He was listening for had not been made yet, so His ears remained alert, yet unhearing. Hollowed footsteps echoed for Him, and the emptiness of the long way gave birth, to a open expanse of life as He had forgotten... Hell and horror still in His eyes, the smell of death not familiar, but merely with one always, replaced with Cinnamon buns fresh from the oven and the overpowering scent of 100's of perfumes and colognes, cloying but making Him seek something He had shied from forever it seemed. "Jefferson!" He heard and recognizing that as his name, He turned and physically shied away, as a skittish but curious colt would, from the outstretched hand of Eunice P. Shoemaker of Paducah, Ky. "Welcome Home Sol

Weird People On Fu
This guy really made my day n pissed me the F*CK off MATT@ fubar See what he had to say Now how come he 26 n talking like that when back then when it all happened he wasnt even planned yet??? I n also all the germans now dont have anything to do with what happened back then.... Well after me not responding n ignoring the guy i just got this from him again wowers it keeps going now all germans in his status

Story Time
The sound of the running bath could be heard, a trickle of water splashing into the hot bath awaiting her body. Oh how she ached. She longed for a back rub that would ease it all away, all her pains and worries rubbed away by his strong hands, but he was miles away so a hot bath would have to do the job. She knew it would provide limited satisfaction, but she also knew it wasn’t what she craved. She had had the thought before, wondering what his hands would feel like against her skin, how gentle a lover he would be, or would he be wild and passionate and catch her by surprise. Would she be able to last the attention she craved, the kisses she knew she wanted to experience..She sighed and picked up the towel. The scent of the bubble bath filled her with a cloud of hope and desire, she lit the candles and turned off the light, she didn’t plan to be disturbed for a while. This was her time to just let herself think about him in the detail that would please her, would t

Wanna Be Altruized?
Wanna be Altruized? Let's Make A Deal!FAMP or BOOMY ~ 12 HOURS OF ALTRUIZING AUTO 11 ~ 2 DAYS WORTH OF ALTRUIZING GOD MODE ~ 1 WEEK OF ALTRUIZING I will make my list as of FIRST COME FIRST SERVED basis!

Saving Friends
Thought I would say I won't be around much anymore. I don't want to be a burden on anyone and I know you all think I'm mental enough and I don't need to feed into it. I've lost so many people, I can't afford to lose more. I figure if I wasn't here, I wouldn't lose anyone. So...be happy...love each other and peace out. I love you.

Why Me Lord ?
In my shoutbox grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr going back to salute and friends only lol Dean S Wil...: would you think that a person in a wheelchair who has never known what it's like to walk like me would be nuts to want to feel what it's like to walk by having a person literally walk on their chest so they can feel the motions of feet walking and then envision in their own mind as if the feet they're feeling walk on them were to be their own feet moving if they were to be able to walk, and would it be something you think you'd be willing to help someone feel?

Ode To Hot Sauce
Man oh man, I love the ghost chili. It nearly kills me and makes habaneros taste like candy. I come from a family who eats habaneros like candy, we love them. I mean literally, we eat them like candy. My father's garden contains a ton of different peppers like habaneros, serranos, fresnos, and of course, yes, the ghost chili aka the naga jolokia pepper. The ghost chili is not for beginners or anyone who thinks tabascos are hot. Tabascos are weak. Very, very, very weak. I compare them to eating paper. Actually, the ghost chili is not even for people who think habaneros are too hot. If you cannot eat a habanero, stay away from the ghost chili!

So, You Think You're A Player....
I heard you're a player,so let's play a game....let's sweet talk,let's play fight.let's talk 24/7,let's tell each other g'morningand g'night.everyday,let's take walks together,let's give each other nicknames,let's go on dates,let's talk on the phone all nite longggg,let's hold, kiss and hugand whoever is the first to fall in love....LOSES!!! ~unknown

Love A Side Of Me Not Many See
You give to me hopeAnd help me to copeWhen life pulls me downYou bring me aroundYou teach me to careAnd help me to shareYou make me honestWith kindness the bestFrom you I learned loveWith grace from aboveIt's for you I liveAnd I want to giveYou are the reasonThat fills each seasonWhen I hear love I think of youYou are my world and best friend tooI love you because you are so kind, thoughtful and caringI love you because you are so pleasant, lovely and sharingI love you just because you are you andYou made me the man I amThank you Can't count the miles,you're away from me.Can't count the moments,you're so close to me.Never thought my heart would sound this beat,but heart and thoughts were incomplete :. . . You were not there.How can this be wrong ?This feeling deep inside, so strong.In God's hands, we will share our heart.It never ends, over and over again, a new start.Never knew life could be so tender . . .To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . .

Judgement And Society
As a woman of my age i come to realize that society can become a very cruel and judgemental on a woman just based on her looks alone. If ur not barbie blonde and skinny and blue eyes then a man wouldn't dare give that woman the time of day.What i don't get is why a man can say he accepts a woman for who she is but then when another pretty face walks by the other woman becomes invisible. I'm sorry but not all women are born to be model barbie types and there are real women like myself have a good heart but only get judged from the outside. I'm proud of what i am and who i am but and should be judge on whats inside of me not based on what someone sees on the outside. But im a woman who isn't tiny and barbie type have seen how cold a man can be when a itty bitty barbie blonde comes along and can see how the tables turn and how i became invisible. Society thinks that's the only way a woman can be accepted by society is if she looks a certain way, acts a certain way etc instead of the real

Snatchnapkins
okay so someone said it's unhealthy to get less than 2 hours sleep a night... meh maybe there is some truth to that but i've always managed anyway... but to share... i have sleep paralysis so some nights my body freezes and the left side of my brain activates and i hallucinate... i also have nightmares on pretty much most random nights i manage more than 2-3 hours... and yeah i like scary movies... but my nightmares aren't quite fun... i have very vivid dreams... not just sight and sound but smells tastes and even feelings.... ever wanted to know what it's like to be someone else.... well i do... now imagine if that person was getting a thrill out of killing people.... (no i'm not joking) and then switch and play the role of the victim... knowing exactly what he plans to do to you.... and how he's gonna take his time... to be able to feel what they feel exactly... the heart racing fear or excitement... and when you wake up you don't quite know who you are... reality is blurred and

Writing Sets Me Free.......
Fingers so soft and gentle pleasing with a light touch ,feeling a body so exquisite, eyes exploring, finding with every movement another delicacy, hunger building, craving, wanting what it seeks, lips caress, tongs touch, breath mingles, senses go wild, flying high, soaring, heart beats, arms squeeze tight, holding on ,warmth seeps in, travels, burns hot, like a volcano erupting out of control, frenzy sets in, mouth explores where hands once touched, tasting with every lick a mouth watering treat, savoring every moment, making it last, not wanting to reach the ultimate reward, until shaking, shivering time has come, joining of two bodies, opening, entering, allowing yourself to let go, building higher, on top, screaming, exploding, hands grab, nails scratch ,soaring high, flightless, tranquility sets in, hearts pound, breath slows, eyes meet, hands caress ,fingers join, lips kiss, at this moment in time with you, all things are possible, believable, and heaven sent .

Need Opinions
So here's what I want some opinions on: I came back from the hospital yesterday (was in for 2 days), and about 20 min' ago my husband said he wants to go out and is asking my permission. I said search within your heart and make your own decision. He said that it'sjust a trap, and then said that he wants to go out and be "himself" and not just "your husband". To which I asked so when you go outyou're not my husband? and when you're with me you're not yourself? He said no, I didn't mean it. He got angry and said I say things I don't mean sometimes too, because I didn't fully believe he didn't mean it. What do you all make of the situation? (He obviouslywent out, since I'm on here)Any comments would be appreciated! (Please remain respectful)

Heartache And Pain
You look at life and wonder.... is it really worth the pain So much that is going wrong is enough to drive you insane You find love and happiness and then it is gone. It rips your heart and you thought you had found the one. Nobody cares anymore who you are with or not. They are all so selfish and have to take what you got. What happened to morals and having respect? Then fights, hurt, and hate happen, what do they expect??

92 Truths
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. NAME: Katie AGE : 28 :P BIRTHDATE: June 19, 1976 FULL NAME: Katherine Lynn WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = Coke 2. last phone call = cable people 3. last text message = none 4. last song you listened to = Divinity...Lay in bed you've made 5. last time you cried = Saturday HAVE YOU EVER 6. dated someone twice = No 7. been cheated on = No 8. kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. lost someone special = Yes. 11. been drunk and threw up = Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Black 13. Red. 14. Green LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = Yes. 16. Fallen out of love = what is love exactly? 17. Laughed until you cried = IDK it was last year... 18. Met someone who changed you = yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = everday 20. Found out someone was talking ab

For My Mom
My mother passed away on June 28th 2011. It was sudden and most definitely not expected. I'm angry, hurt and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I wrote this tonight for her. I'm not worried about the flow. This is what I'm feeling, and the best way I could express it. MOM Lord knows how you made me crazy. Frustrated me to no end. The thing was though. I never questioned you were my best friend. Walked beside me and held my hand. Always supported me Loved me with everything you had. Showed me that I was worthy. Now I can't pick up the phone Dial your number and hear your voice. For you have left me here Without a word or a choice. I can usually find the words For a story or a book. But to tell you how I love you I only needed to give you a look. Now I can't see your face Or put my arms around you. Nothing makes sense to me I do not have a clue. Where do I go from here? How do I go on? Mom, I miss you so much I can't accept that you'r

Rambins
I don't want you perving my box.. I don't want your stupid gifts every day.. If you have something meaninful to share, feel free. Otherwise don't waste my time... No, you cannot get my private picture access for free... Now accepting FuHubby apps. Tired of dealing with fucking poor losers.

Fibromyalgia
and that is hell to live with, but I cant give up when I know so many others are worse off than I am. It is a daily struggle to cope with and makes some days pure hell. Other days I feel *fine* and can handle it. If you ever need to ask me anything about this, feel free. I will answer you the best I can. And keep in mind, this is an individually thing. Not one patient with this is alike, but we have many similair things to deal with. If I seem out of it, I most likely are.. easy as that. If I seem bitchy one day, make me smile. Just try bear with me, cause Im *new* to this... Love from Sessa Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Ene

Blings Vs. Bling Packs
Something I've noticed about blings is, when someone polishes it... you get points, the polisher gets points, and the person it was given to gets points... when you buy a bling pack... you get NOTHING!!! Zip, zilch, natha, zero, goose egg... Now, I've been on fubar a number of times, and spend a fair amount of money here... why?? for the fun... on REAL friends to help them out... and for my own fubar gains... you know what they say, "the dollar decides how far you can go..." right?? But when someone blatantly comes out and says "I'd rather have the credits..." how can I call that person a friend?? That's a slap in the face, and plain insulting and offensive... To those of you who have done this to me, you are now on my "no more bling for you" list. Nothing personal, no, yes, it was personal and that's how I feel... if you're gonna look a gift horse in the mouth then you really need to re-evaluate your sense of humanity, and your upbringing... Thanks... more later...

Spoon Theory
My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have MS and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about MS. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bathroom. She had seen me cry in pain, what else was there to know? I started to ramble on about pills, and aches and pains, but she kept pursuing, and didn't

Erotic Fantasy Story
The day started out as any normal day would, then the phone rang. It was Him and the sound of His voice sent shivers all over my body. He spoke few words but was direct with His command “Come to me tonight and wear nothing under your dress except stockings” and then He hung up.The rest of the day I tried to stay focused on doing chores and running errands as usual, but my mind kept running into what the night would hold in store for me. Had I done something wrong and in need of punishment? Or was pleasure on His mind?I bathed, shaved, and picked the most accessible dress I could find in the closet and matching stockings. His commands were playing over and over again in my head and my whole body trembled with excitement.Pleasing Him and being His good subgurl makes me feel so complete as a woman, knowing that He truly appreciates all I do. I race to the car and drive as fast as legally possible as the anticipation builds inside of me. I feel the warmth and dampness between m

Poems
You mean so much to me, where could I even begin to startMore than the world so grand, you live deep within my heartYou mean so much to me, I hope that I show you everydayJust how special you are, in love with you I will forever stayYou mean so much to me, no words could ever say just how muchSo I hope my love does show, especially with the way I touchYou mean so much to me, more and more each day my love does growAlways searching for another way, a special way to let my love showYou mean so much to me, more than any amount of silver or goldSo blessed with your love, so eager to watch our life unfoldYou mean so much to me, such a treasure I found in youCaptured by your beauty so real, spell-bound by your love so trueYou mean so much to me, a masterpiece of love I did findSo many memories for us to make, my past I leave behindYou mean so much to me, a rainbow with colors that dazzleEach time I look at you, once more I must call you beautifulYou mean so much to me, just how much I hope y

Someone Special
someone special My daughter's best friend mum past away this morning from a very bad disease called AMYOTROPHIC LATERAL SCLEROSIS....it first attacks your nerve system, then your brain and spine then the rest of your body...Its a very painful and long death. And no cure for it. She was told about 3 and half years ago that she will not live past 3 years. But she proved them wrong and live 6 months longer. She got to see her son graduate high school last year and her daughter is 15 years old and is in the 10th grade and unfortunally she will not be physcial there to see her daughter graduate. But I did promise the mum that I would be there for the daughter when she's passes. She used to sing to her daughter and mine all the time. And when she was told her husband said write down ur wishes and i will fill them to my fullest...So they did everything on her list and she got all her wishes. Which I'm happy about but very sad that she was young and had been taken away from the fam

It Starts With You
Now....before lil fu brains get to thinking and then lil fu tongues get to wagging,because I KNOW how ppl are on here...I will say that this blog is SOLEY directed towards a recent "hater" I have developed as of late on fu that felt the need to text my personal cell number with their hate and failed attempts at sabotage. Anyone that knows me knows a year or so ago this blog would've been NSFW,filled with a lot of animosity,anger,hate and explicit language. I am a different person today as I was then,I am a much more positive and positive goal oriented person. I find it difficult anymore to raise up the energy to combat hate with hate,it's beneath me really....to me it's just a lot of wasted energy all of it being negative and I believe in Karma,I believe that if you put positive energy out there and treat people positively then that energy will return to you 10 fold if you put negative energy out there and treat people negatively then that energy will return to you 10

Think Before You Open That Mouth
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war. Repost this if you are against bullying and stereotyping.

People Say Stupid Shit
So I have been single for years and i have to say that i am so sick of hearing the same shit over and over by the same fuckin people. when you're singhe le its--- don't look for someone they'll find you, or your a pretty girl , you'll find someone. when your depressed---its ok it'll get better, or cheer up things cant be that bad, or look a the bright side. I say BULL SHIT WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT PTIMISTIC BULLSHIT, IT IS THE SAME SHIT FROM YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ASSOCIATES................ How the hell would they even know, its the same people who tell this stupid optimistic bullshit, you know the ones, they either been married forever or been with thier significant other, so long it's like talking to your mom and dad or one of your friends who has no clue to what the big picture is... O an the guys you tell them your single and lonely famous words of a walking talking hard on--- its ok they'll find you, lets have sex, get on cam lets play, show me your tits.......

What's Important S? Life
“Life is beautiful and yet life is not a bed of roses. Though it is full of ups and downs it has many facets of blessings and successes. To some people, life is hard, cruel and merciless. These set of people see life as punishment throughout their entire lives. They therefore resigned themselves to fate, believing all is finished. To them, nothing that they do can ever be good. They take delight in committing crimes and maiming others to avenge their ill-fortune. They lost every sense of direction and most times, some of them go as far as committing suicide, just to escape the injustice life has meted out to them. But there are those who see life as a challenge, a channel of discovery and innovation, a prospect for success and a gateway to wealth. To them life is sweet, colourful and kind. No matter the situation these people find themselves, they keep pressing on, believing in a cause, a cause to succeed and get the most out of life. No wonder an adage says, “Where there

My Thoughts
Hello everyone i hope all my friends had a Great Day!! Just would like for everyone to know i am on here lookin for friends. If I find something better than friendship that would be Awesome!! Just want people to know i am a kind and loving person and just because i add you to my page that doesnt mean i want to F@@k you!! I know i have NSFW photos that may make people think i am on here to find sex which dont get me wrong it has been a long time for me but not desperate enough just to sleep with anyone that is not who i am. I have some great friends on here and really appreciate the ones who accept me for who i am!! For all the others just get to know someone before you talk about wanting to get in the sack with them try being someones friend and enjoy getting to know them before you start asking crazy azz quetions!! Thanks to all who have read this not much on telling my feelings to the world but something had to be said to some of these men on here i am sure you know who you are if y

D/s Articals I Have Found
BDSM: One can use post-hypnotic suggestions to simulate bondage, place a clit in the palm of your slave's hand or many other uses. However post-hypnotic suggestions are not the most effective use of hypnosis in slave training. Hypnosis can be used in any of the four areas discussed in B.E.S.T. slave training. That is, changing behavior, emotions, self-image and thoughts. You can hypnotize your slave and have her: 1) visualize the proper behavior that you require, 2) feel the displeasure of improper behavior, 3) examine root causes of emotional reactions in training, 4) examine core beliefs and ideas about subjects and events that occur during training. In addition, you can give suggestions that help strengthen the slave's self-image. Also, resistance to training goals can be examined and motivations to achieve goals can be strengthened. Hypnosis is only a tool to be used in slave training. It is not a replacement for proper and customary steps use

Stuff
FIVE RULES TO REMEMBER IN LIFE: 1) Money cannot buy happiness but it’s more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle. 2) Forgive your enemy but remember the bastard’s name. 3) Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you... when they're in trouble again. 4) Many people… are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them. 5) Alcohol does not solve any problems, but... neither does milk.

My Fantasy Football Roster Draft Roster
My Fantasy Football Team Roster QB's - Peyton Manning,Tony Romo WR's - Andre Johnson,Reggie Wayne,Vincent Jackson, Plaxico Burress,Dez Bryant RB's - Jamaal Charles,Rashard Mendenhall,Ahmad Bradshaw, Ryan Grant,Javid Best,Willis McGahee TE - Jason Whitten K - Nate Kaeding D - Saints I picked Ryan Grant in the 14th rnd!! He was STILL THERE hahaha,I think I got a good team :D whadduhya think?

Come Into My World, I Wanna Show You
Lets take a look inside this girls mind........ She fools everyone, you can't tell by her smile but every day she wakes up and fights for that smile... She once had everything. her fairytale had come true, or so she thought. She was inlove and thought the feelings were mutual. She gave her life to this guy forever, only for one day him to decide that another girl could do it better. Which I don't blame him, This girl didn't give him the best she could. She took everything for granted. A 4 year relationship with a baby ends in a divorce after being married for 2 months. That killed her. but no one knew. She was and still is and forever might be dead inside. She feels dead inside. and doesn't understand how she is supposed to take care of another person when she can barely take care of herself. and how is she supposed to love another person when she barely loves herself. that's really all I got for now.... I try to forget.. but it's not that easy :( And please. Don't judge this girl...

In My Dreams
There I stood, in her doorway. She was laying in her bed, the sheet just pulled over the small of her back. The moonlight shining through the window gave me a glimpse of the most perfect and ample ass I had ever seen. I was afraid to advance for I was just a guest but my urges were overwhelming. As I moved closer, I could smell her body wash. I stood at the foot of her bed, stripped off my boxers and touched her foot with my already hard cock. I bent down and slowly started kissing her calf, she stirred, but did not awaken. As I got to the back of her knee however she did. What the hell are you doing! She asked. I just continued kissing, tasting her skin beneath my lips. As I kissed up the back of her thigh, I could smell her sweetness. My arousal was peaked as she jumped up. You can't do this! She said. I looked her in her beautiful eyes, and touched my lips to hers. I crawled behind her. Her leaning against me as I started kissing her neck. She was moving against me so to feel my thr

A Poem Dedicated To Me :)
She speaks with a soft tongue, she has the looks of fire a majestic being. All her subjects wait for her to come, then without a sound she bursts onto the scene. She is our glory, our Norwegian Queen. They all shutter and quiver in fear, the people are lost so deep in their tears. She calms their worries with but only a stare, a majical spirit which flows through the air. A light shines forth from her this I have seen, All shall bow and rise to her the Norwegian Queen. M.T.B. 4/3/87 This is what he said when I asked if I could post it in my blog ; Yes be my guest ,I wrote it many years ago but I dedicate it solely to you!!! Peaceout luv, Mark (kwitcherkiken) Thank you so much Mark :)

My Body Is Not My Temple
My petite little body, Is my downfall. There is so much more to me, Than something that small. My long golden hair, And ivory complexion. Is just the surface. You’re looking in, The wrong direction. Go past the outside, And see your way in. There is more to me dwelling within. If you’re taken by the outside, Then that’s all you will ever see. You’re missing out, On the most beautiful part of me. For, my body is not my temple, It is my curse. But if that’s all you want, Then it will never be yours.

One Hell Of A Fight
Life, What does it all mean? Mine is all to real, praying for a dream? One struggle after another. When is it enough? Fighting back the tears. Holding in the hurt can be rough. Wearing a smile, while dying inside. But, I will keep doing so, regardless of the pain. This is my life, not a game. I have come to far, to cave in now. I will make it through, I always do somehow. My will to survive, runs deeper than myself. It dwells within me, I need it's help. Without it, I would be lost. Not knowing where to go, which bridge to cross. I'm speaking to you life, and I mean every word. Try me, I dare you. A challenge is preferred. I have passed every test, you have thrown my way. I will continue to do so, Until my dying day. What was that, you say? I'm dying tonight. Well I'm in your face, screaming. You're in for a Hell of a fight.

I Don't Get It
The most beautiful, I've ever seen. But, is this really, what you mean? I'm confused and hurt, Don't get it at all. How could my beauty, have been our downfall. I can help what I look like, it doesn't change who I am. You are everything and more, I could ever ask for in a man. I can't get it, out of my head. I keep thinking about, the things you said. You loved every thing about me, once before. How can the same qualities, not be good enough anymore? I thought, maybe I should cut my hair or gain a few pounds. Thinking of things to change, has really brought me down. Because I would change, if I could. If I thought, it would do any good. But it won't because, I would still be the same. I don't understand, which is a shame. Because I love you so much, and this has me in tears. If being myself drove you away, and not my fear. Then I have no idea, why I am even here.

Yours To Keep
You're beautiful, they say. A million times, a day. But it's just a game, to see if they can get in. My doors are locked. Only ONE can win. He is the one, who holds the key. No one else compares. He is it for me. No other words or emotions, have ever came close. He seen me from the inside, it is him I chose. I feel him with me, with each and every breath. Every laugh, every smile, every obstacle, every step. Pushing me forward, saying you are worth it all. One of the reasons, I couldn't help but fall. So positive and bright, making me feel like I am something unique. Regardless of how far you are, My heart, is yours to keep.

Test Drive
First blog on Fubar and just as I start, I ask myself do I really want to do this? A part of me has wanted to refrain from putting too much of myself out there to individuals at this network, because there's a lot of things about this forum that seems a little trivial to me and a lot disingenous. A social setting, cast as though it's in a bar, a place for adults to meet and talk and even have things like FuMarriage and have owners, etc. There's also the pretentiousness of some with all of the photos they have to take or things they have to do with cams and other "requests" to gain attention. There's also moments were it seems like a bunch of people are just trying to say each others names and as though they know each other, yet they rarely say much if anything at all to one and other. I spend myself watching the conversations at times more than participating in them because I'm more of a topic conversationist or enjoy a debate than I do just saying hello and what's up. Most of it doesn

Had To Share
I am a military girlfriend. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card; I am not a dependent or a parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this. I have promised to be here for him upon his return no matter how long he is away. They may say I am insane for making such a commitment, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe. I know well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times. There is no ring on my finger to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on a brief communication where I love you and I’m okay speaks more than volumes and give

It's Just What I Want.
Urban Dictionary: Heather-Beatiful, creative,smart,spontanious, girl who would be a good catch to bring home to mother. Who is down right sublime.-outgoing,happy,loud,fun,down to earth -an amazing friend and very sympthatic. good listener and gives good advice. you can usually trust them with anything. very sweet girl who is faithful but not innocent. cares very much about the person they love but just doesn't know how to show it. Not a whore but somehow tends to be amazing in bed. really knows how to seduce a guy and turn them on. beautiful face, cute, fun, and bubbly personality with a banging body. knows how to have fun, and is a little bit of a trouble maker!-buy heather mugs, tshirts and magnetsa BEAUTIFUL girl with the most ADORABLE voice that would simply make your day. her CUTE laughter would just leave you with a feeling that you can't describe, like the look of a rose, the smell of the rain, or the feeling of forever. -A sweet charming girl, who is very caring.An extermely go

Whatever It Takes
When your world, crashes and burns. And you feel, you have nowhere to turn. Out of nowhere, comes something bright. You see the beauty, follow the light. Let it surround you, soak it all in. Feel it's beauty, within. Remember the laughter, the smiles and dreams. No matter how hopeless, everything seems. Let those memories, be your guide. To bringing that spark, back to life. Don't fall into darkness, grief and despair. Remember the days, when they were there. Remember the words, so soft and sweet. The looks and promises, we didn't sometimes keep. The thought behind them, is what matters the most. Remember those times, when they were close. Regardless of where, you may be now. There was a time, they reached you somehow. Let that real spark, shine bright and true. Whatever it takes, to be the real you.

How I See Myself As A Person
I must put aside my ego. No matter how special, extraordinary, and unique I’d like to think I am, who I am is really a reflection of many other things put together. Numerous parts of different jigsaw puzzles pieced together to form a new picture. Vital pieces of whose absences would have made another person, not the one I am. I always say I’m different. Never quite what people expect on a first impression. One friend said she thought I was a nerd before she knew me. Another one was surprised to find out that I listen to rock music while studying. And there were still some others who didn’t know I had a few loose screws in my head until they found themselves laughing at my jokes and then realizing that I was capable of conceiving out-of-this-world ideas. There’s so much more to me than meets the eye, and I don’t expect to run out of surprises very soon. I have assimilated from the different people who have influenced my life Each layer is not a mask, but a

Faves
A SOLDIER'S CHRISTMAS 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give,and to see just who in this little house lived. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No Stockings by mantle, just boots filled with sand,On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds,A sobering thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, The home of a soldier, I could now see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone,Curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder,Not how I picture a United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read?Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night,owed their lives to these soldiers who were willing to fight. So

Attitude Is Everything
There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and she noticed she had only three hairs on her head. “Well,” she said. “I think I’ll braid my hair today.” So she did, and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror, and she saw that she had only two hairs on her head. “H-M-M,” she said. “I think I’ll part my hair down the middle today.” So she did, and she had a grand day. The next day, she woke up, looked in the mirror, and she noticed that she had only one hair on her head. “Well,” she said. “Today I’m going to wear my hair in a pony tail.” So she did, and she had a fun, fun day. The next day, she woke up, looked in the mirror, and she noticed that there wasn’t a single hair on her head. “Hooray!” she exclaimed. “I don’t have to fix my hair today!” Attitude is everything.

Spotlight Drawing
The idea is to have a daily spotlight drawing. Requirements are that the member must be at level 48. The member must have a minimum of 1 billlion fubucks and everyone that meets those requirements has an equal chance......The cost to the winner is 1billion fubucks

Looking Through
Heart pounding, warm breath upon your sheets. Hands shaking, the feelings intense, deep. Your mind isn't convinced, that you're alone. That empty house, finally feels like home. I had to look through the tears, I was drowning in. And open myself up, to the world again.

Set Him Free
A mirror stands in front of me, it’s not myself I see. It’s you, but how can this be. Wait I see a gate, off in the mist. You seem to be, guiding me straight to it. But I stop in my tracks, too afraid to go through. It’s a trick, a trap, that’s not really you. You are bright, kind, genuine and sweet. Yet the air is cold, the ground is wet beneath my feet. Your face is not projecting, light this time. It’s dark and mean, your heart isn’t speaking to mine. Whoever you are, you are not him. I will not follow you. You cannot win. Please release him, set him free. Turn him back into the man, I know him to be. Do not reach for my hand, until you let him go. Don’t try and trick me, I’ll be the first to know. If it’s the real him, or just you in disguise. All it will take is one look, in his eyes. The power of love, surrounded by blue. Not the cold hard look, you have about you. He is everything, you

My Daddy
you never said you im leaving you never said goodbye you were gone before i knew it and only god knows why there are no words to tell you just what i feel inside the shock.the hurt.the anger might gradually subside a million times ill need you a million times ill cry if love alone could have saved you you would have never died in life i loved you dearly in death i love you still in my heart you hold a place that no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but you didnt go alone for a part of me went with you the day god took you home things will never be the same and all though it hurt so bad i will smile whenever i hear your name and be proud you were my dad in loving memory of my daddy 1952_2011

World Tour
so i'm getting some serious miles under my belt here folks (not to mention lbs. i've gained 17 of 'em already. holy shit! that's a half a pound a day. at this rate, i'll weigh more than my truck in ten yrs :o) i've driven over 10k miles already and since i'll be getting around so much i've decided i may as well take advantage of my travels and meet some of you guys. but errbody's got crazy locations in their tooltips so i have no idea where any of you are at. see that comment box down below here? post ur general location and i'll stop by, buy ya lunch and get a pic with ya for fubar :) don't be skeert. i'm not nearly as crazy in real life as i might seem on here. prolly. welp, as you all know, i used to pay my internet bill by building houses as a carpenter. then one day i mangled my hand a bit on a table saw and was ultimately unable to continue in my chosen trade. so. three yrs later after trying different things with little success, i've committed myself to commercial truck driving.

My Moment Of Weakness
He turned the radio on, and we began to work. With each sad song played, the more it hurt. I didn't want it to show, so I turned away. As my tears fell to the floor, I heard him say. Melissa, what's wrong? Why the tears? But I couldn't reveal the truth, behind my pain and fears. I just wiped them away, and said I'm fine. But there was no hiding the pain, in these eyes of mine. He came up behind me and said, I don't understand. Please let me help you, and reached for my hand. The more I tried to fight it, the harder it became. I couldn't do it any longer, and gave into the pain. The tears fell like raindrops, onto the floor. He held me close to him, as I reached for the door. He said I can't stand, to see you like this. Then he leaned in, for a kiss. His arms felt safe, it has been so long. It felt right at the time, but I knew it was wrong. He said, I don't know why you are hurting so much. Just let me hold you, absorb my touch. I said, This is w

I Wanna Hang Onto
I laid down in my bed, and could hear the rain. Next, I heard your voice, speaking my name. I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't care. I just hung onto, the thought of you being there. I seen you standing there, all wet and cold. Looking like the end of a rainbow, you are my pot of gold. The lightning falshed, and that look in your eyes. Spoke for itself, can't be disguised. I rose up carefully, not to disturb my sleep. I didn't wanna lose this feeling. It was mine to keep. I touched your face, and could feel your skin. Then pulled the sheets back softly, and you crawled in. With noses touching, we both had a heavy stare. Then you reached out, touching my hair. Pulled my face in, and I melted in your kiss. I have never felt anything, quite so intense. Dream or not, it was all too real. I can't quite describe, the way it made me feel. Just hold me tight, firmly against you. This is a feeling, I wanna hang onto.

Anything Will Do
Do you know why, I do so much? The reason I can't just simply, give up. Because I have never, known anyone like you before. You shock me, amaze me, always wanting more. I tried to turn away, as if it didn't matter. But that just hurt me more, completely shattered. I don't want anything, but your love as well. Not knowing, is like, living in Hell. A word, a gesture, anything will do. To let me know, what exactly I am to you.

Disassociation
Another lonely sleepless night, becomes a day no longer bright. I need the wind beneath my wings, the chorus from the songs I sing. No longer seeing what is real, the lovely pain is all I feel. So put away your promises, they're filled with lust and emptiness. The dreaded shame I cannot bare, I will not love what isn't there. Life is full of sacrifice, One more shot just roll the dice. In the end I hope to find, a love for life and what is mine. Maybe then I'll find it pure, loving self might be the cure. Turn back thoughts and turn back time, just take away what isn't mine.....

Level 38
Abilities:Must have used ALL (each 11 of the angel / demon available at levels 37 and under)abilities at least once.This may require switching between sides!Requirement to be completed after reaching level 37 4 Angel: Family Boost, Altruize, Points Boost, Vouch 6 Demon: Sh*tface, Buzzkill, Family Boost, Cloak, Points Boost, Namescrew 1 Both Reveal Crushes. This picture shows all 11 http://fubar.com/level-30/album-1308573-1910259 TO CHECK recent abilities used fubar.com... Use that link to see you have used all Demon/Angel abilities BEFORE you switch to the other because it just shows what you have done in side you are in currently.

Contest Time All You Sexy Fu-men
Calling all Fu-Men..... Get your camera ready.....drop your pants.......show us what ya got An exciting contest with a bit of a twist "The Best Cock on Fubar Contest"The Fu-Women will be voting and the winner will receive a 10 bling pack All photos to be submitted by November11th at midnight (EST) The twist? You will have to print out our contestant sheet and follow the directions to find out what it is Can't wait to see all the pics!!!! Say cheese boys!!!! E-mail me at mau5gal@yahoo.ca or Sabrina at sabrina_witch18us@yahoo.com for the contestant sheet and let us know if you have any questions. Please put "Fu Contest" in subject line

Rip James
The Little Warrior Not much more than four foot tall, With no manly strength to show, A braver soul you would never find, A true hero for one and all. With wisdom way beyond his years. And a heart as big as they come, He looked his enemy in the eye, And returned it a cheeky smile.. No fear showed on his baby face, As he fought battle after battle, An inspiration for all around him, His beautiful, kind soul shone strong. Wrapped in the arms of his Mother’s love, The little warrior hung his head, An amazing fight he had fought, With the courage of 100 or more men. But the time had come to say goodbye,

Work And Family
One of the roughest things at the moment for me is missing my girl and her two daughters Sophie, 4 and Gwen, 8...The last few days has been the hardest for me because due to the fact that work has been really hectic and such...One thing that hit me the hardest a week ago was when Gwen asked me if I had to go to work and I said yes I do baby I gotta go to work so she nodded her head at me and said I dont want you to go to work I said well do you want me to get fired? She nodded and said in a cute voice no I dont want you to get fired...Well, Im getting too burnt out with my job right now and my heart isnt at my job my heart is always at home with a great woman and two good little girls...It hurts me night by night and day by day I miss em all very much It kills me that I have to do what I gotta do ya know...Its just the times I have to go in kills me and my heart...It sickens me now that im stuck at a horrible place that dont give a flying fuck about family...The last kitchen meeting we

Do Your Own Math
If my walls could talk, here's what they'd say. Dang, this bitch is crazy, she talks to herself everyday. This is true, it is me. Just a part, of my creativity. I am definitely, not the norm. I smile and embrace, the danger of the storm. Knowing nothing comes easy, thankful for the sweat beads. That roll down my face, while planting the seeds. Of my life, creating my own path. The crazy hard way works for me, but you do your own math.

Just Something I Like...
I love this..Will you still love me even if I’m not perfect? Will you still love me even if I’m not the kind of person you wished I were? Will you still look into my eyes with warmth even if you saw my shadows? Will you still hold my hand even if you knew there will be times I’d let you down?For though I yearn to take care of you as I should, though I desire to love you with a love that never falters and fades, my knees tremble this very moment that you hold me in your arms.Shall I kiss you? Shall I hold your hand and bask in the light of your spirit knowing that I have my darkness, knowing there will be times that the light of my love will sometimes be overshadowed by the darkness that is in me?Sometimes I’d be silent and I might bore you. I may not laugh at your jokes, and you may not understand the spell that’s enshrouding me. Sometimes I’d get troubled and I’d fail to put into words what the hell it is that troubles me. I wouldn’t be

How To Fubar
Many people come to me for help with likes. There is just so much to type out in an sb that I decided to create a blog post. I am not doing this so you can be green. I am doing this for those people who actually needs the likes to level and don't want to waste uncessary credits getting there. You do not need to buy the new Rockstar bling to accomplish this. You can, and it might make things easier, but getting likes is just about hard work and patience and some time. You also do not need a God Mode bling either. Don't waste your credits on one unless you want the points off it as well. A boomie helps, but it is not necessary. The reason for this isn't because you are running bling and people will come rate/like you because of it. No. The boomie helps in another way. You will need to visit a lot of profiles rate/like/activity comment. A lot of people will come to your page and rate/like you and never leave a comment. You do not want to waste your time dropping comments on p

Ladies,fellas It's Time To Wake Up!
The Truth Now,before I start explaining EXACTLY WHY....seeing the saying "I just wish ONE guy would prove to me that they ALL aren't the same" gets me upset I will say this,the views of this blog are my opinion based on true life expirience of my dealings and seeing the dealings of OTHERS when involved with females. This blog is not a blog attempting to bash,ridicule or belittle anyone or any gender male OR female,It's just me expressing my views on what GUYS do wrong as well as what WOMEN do wrong which CREATES this whole sad sadistic pyramid scheme. And with that said I will begin. NOW..... I've seen the saying "I wish ONE guy would prove to me that they ALL aren't the same" and over and over and this "saying",this..."mantra" I see in stauses everywhere gets me upset because WOMEN are the one's CREATING the very situation that frustrates them. And this is how it happens,the concept is this. In the BEGINNING...MOST men/boys ARE nice g

Your Life Will Live On
Melissa, you have to stop beating yourself up. Why do you think, you are never enough? Get rid of those thoughts, inside your head. Close your eyes and, think back instead. Remember running scared, in fear for your life. The victim, the survivor, the mother, the wife. You looked through, the blood tears you cried. You did it alone, looked death in the eye. You are more powerful, than even you know. Hold your head high, allow that to show. It is you, you are the strong one. It has been you, all along. You are the strength, for those who are weak. The voice of those, too afraid to speak. You do not need, anyone. People will remember you, long after you're gone. Make your mark, leave your legacy while you're here. Write with the words, that form your tears. Fight, survive, carry on without fear. Show the world, you are the strong one. Through your words, your life will live on.

Just Poems
Just when I think I've lost my waySomething illuminates the darkThere you are leading the wayLove shining from your heartMany friends have crossed my pathAnd I thank God for them allBut I got an extra special blessingWhen your friendship answered my callYou stayed by my side every stepEven when others fledI know that because you're hereI can face whatever's aheadYour smile and laugh urge me onAnd encourage me to be strongYour loving support helps me standWhen the road is rough and longSo much that I can thank God for:My family and life But when He blessed me with youHe gave me more than wealthMortal words could never explainWhat you have come to beYou are my life, my world, my heartYou are EVERYTHING to me Why can't you love me the way you should? I know you could... Instead my heartache is what your choosing... It's me that you are loosing... I hate what you've done to me, I was all that you ever wanted me to be, I'm not blind, I can see.. I see your game, I'm not insane, you are

Me Being Emoish
I’m Standing in a burning buildingThe Fire alarms are blaringThe Smoke invading my lungsSearing my throat combusting my lungsThe heat melting my flesh offas if the sun has swooped down and swallowed me wholeChoking on poison, My Chest is getting heavy The room is spinning, and I’m getting dizzyEye lids are heavy ,I’m Getting sleepy, Windows and doors locked from the outside Soot inevitably conquers meCan’t tell which way is whichEngulfed in Burning falling debrisIt’s all closing in on meI reach for your hand, but you’re not thereHow could you stand out there, and watch me burnHitler, Hitler have mercy on me I adoped you into my kingdom, with open arms I gave you the world and you devored it like a pack og hungary wolves don't lie your head at my feet, you're the one that casted the first stone. The mockery youbestowed upon me was treason never thought a one man army could cause such afflictions I hear bombs from miles away, I search for a bun

For All That You Do
I have had people, come and go. Saying one thing, until their true colors show. I don't get attached, because of that fact. I can't but feel like, I'm under attack. A war, I can't seem to win. A battle with myself, I'm overcoming. Matt, when we met, years ago. There was something different about you, I had to get to know. I prayed, my whole childhood through. For someone exactly, like you. You help these kids, who have been abused. Rejected, neglected, broken, confused. You save them, from misery and pain. You are their hero, but your friendship is my gain. One of the best people, I have ever knew. The world is a better place, because of you. If you ever start to think, no one out there cares. Read these words and know, there is someone out there. Who does care, and wrote this just for you. As a word of appreciation, thanks, for all all that you do.

Randomness
A boy liked a girl but wanted to make her jealous. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love me?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else at home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello" She told him she loved him and hung up the phone. He raced to her house just a minute too late. Found her lying in blood her heart had no rate. Beside her was a note, in it her confession. Her love for this boy, her only obsession. As he read the note, he knelt down and cried. Grabbed her knife, that night they both died. She was found in his arms, both of them dead. Under her note his handwriting said: "I loved her so, she never knew.

Grrrrrr
First off...this to those of you that THINK you know me...when reality is..you DON'T KNOW SHIT...DON'T send me your little sad pouty faces..because if you DID know me then you would know that gets you NOWHERE...and speaking of which..my profile pretty much speaks for me...obviously it is a waste of speace because everyone tends to miss that about me....you say hey..I'll say hey..you want to talk friendly..that works too..laugh..joke...all fine...but DON'T go all typical male on me..and act like I OWE you shit...because I don't...if I talk to you...it's because I want to..not because you guilt me into something when I AHVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO YOU PEOPLE ARE....respect goes a long way when I'm involved...you show me respecta nd I shall do the same..you CHOOSE to ignore my words then i ahve NO problem spelling it out to you...I am NOT interested in ANYTHING here other than casual and friendly conversation with remarkable people..not typical people...people that lack morals....GRRRR....

My Two Cents.
Girls are in constant competition with each other. I’m sick of it. I’m one of them, I admit it. If I see a really pretty girl, with a great looking boyfriend, an amazing outfit, losts of friends, and an outgoing personality, I will automatically be like “that girl’s a bitch”. But what proof do I have? NONE. I am simply JEALOUS. I will give her a crude look, you know the one, the “stink eye” if you will. But in all honesty, I wish I could be like her. I wish I could have that sort of confidence. I wish I was constantly surrounded by friends and I could speak out whenevenr I wanted. My assumption that THIS is her lifestyle, is also falsely predetermined. Maybe she isn’t as happy as she seems. Maybe she goes home and washes her face and crawls up in bed and cries because she’s so sad inside. Maybe her Dad never told her he loved her, or she could never keep up with her Mother’s expectaions. Maybe she’s just like me. I&r

Jokes, Jokes And More Jokes
Notes from an inexperienced Aussy curry taster named FRANK, who was visiting New Delhi, India from Australia. "Recently I was honoured to be selected as a judge at a curry cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the beer tent when the call came.I was assured by the other two judges (couple of local Indians) that the curry wouldn't be all that spicy, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the event: Curry # 1: Manoj's Maniac Mobster Monster Curry JUDGE ONE: A little too heavy on tomato. Amusing kick. JUDGE TWO: Nice, smooth tomato flavour. Very mild. FRANK: Holy ****, what the hell is this stuff? You could remove dried paint from your driveway. Took me two beers to put the flames out. I hope that's the worst one. These Indian blokes are crazy. Curry # 2: Applesamy's Afterburner Curry JUDGE ONE: Smoky, with a hint of

My Words...
I don't do the pity me thing..I don't want nor do I need anyone's pity...I have walked the streets of life alone...on my own...been in a marriage where I was still alone...but grateful...grateful to this day...if it was not for that marriage...I probably wouldn't be here at all...anything that makes a positive impact in my life I am grateful for...strong..no I'm not..I have never been so weak in my life....or felt so low...after something is pointed out to you you're entire life...it starts to sink in...and by the people you love the most..and the ones that are supposed to love you in return..that's when it hurts..when it cuts to the bone...I can't take anymore..I have reached my limit...I talk a big game..but that's all it is...talk..I am fragile..I am weak...and it does hurt..regardless of how much I lie to you or myself..saying it doesn't..the fact is...it does...very much so...I am grateful to all of you who truly get wat I am about..I cannot apologize for my body...something I can

Wat Do You See?
People look at a stripper..and that's just what they see...a nice body..a pretty face..but they don't really see her at all...they don't allow themselves to see wat she is truly about...they don't see why she is there....maybe she is working her way through college...has a bad past...made some decisions she's not proud of and has to be there....she knows how the people see her..and that's how she makes her money....but that is also why she doesn't date the customers....because she wants someone to REALLY see her...people see what they allow themselves to..wat is easiest to see..not wat they truly are...and that is sad to me

A Cat's Will
A CAT'S WILL When humans die, they make a will To leave their homes, and all they have to those they love. I too would make a will, if I could write. To some poor, wistful, lonely stray I'd leave my happy home, My dish, my cozy bed, my cushioned chair, my toy, The well-loved lap, The gently stroking hand, The loving voice, The place I made in someone's heart, The love, that at the last Could help me to a peaceful, painless end Held in loving arms. If I should die, Oh! Do not say: "No more a pet I'll have To grieve me by its loss." Seek out some lonely, unloved cat And give my place to him. This is my legacy, The love I leave behind, 'Tis all I have to give.

Just My Online Friend
IDK if you thought about it - I had not - but how would you feel if one of your online friends/family died suddenly & unexpectedly? I found out this morning when I learned one of my Facebook Zoomates had died in her sleep - no one on fubar you'd know. But my point is, if I don't say it - just an online friend doesn't describe how I truly feel about the people I talk with daily, who live in my laptop. I'm selfish & you're supposed to be here when I come here Dammit! I won't get to say good-bye to my lost friend. I know she loved me as I loved her like family.

How To Cook A Turkey!
HOW TO COOK A TURKEY: First, buy the turkey and a bottle of whiskey. Pour yourself a glass of whiskey and put the turkey in the oven. Take another 2 drinks of whiskey, and set the degree at 375 ovens. Have 3 more whiskeys of drink and turn the oven on. Take 4 whisks of drinky and turk the bastey. Stick a turkey in the thermometer, and glass yourself a pour of whiskey. Bake the whiskey for 4 hours, take the oven out of the turkey, and floor the turkey up off the pick. Pour yourself another glass of turkey. Now just tet the sable, and turk the carvey! Enjoy :D

Being Curvy..
When you're a plus size woman, people like to say "Yeah, she's cute in the face", as if being full figured is such a disgrace. Honey, I'm cute in the face, and I'm thick in the waist. I look good whether I'm in cotton, leather, or lace. I'm beautiful, vibrant and above all, smart! And there's more to me than my weight, I also have a heart. Yes my clothes may be a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We are all not self-conscious about our weight, and we never have a problem getting a date. So don't think you're small frame gives you more pull, I'm a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure that's full. JFS :)

Funny
“A woman's appetite is twice that of a man's; her sexual desire, four times; her intelligence, eight times” “Don't knock masturbation - it's sex with someone I love” “Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is.” sex is simple, love stings afterwards.” “Sex is better than talk...Talk is what you suffer through so you can get to sex.” “Nobody dies from lack of sex. It's lack of love we die from.” “An orgasm a day keeps the doctor away” * Murdering your wife isn’t a crime of passion. Premature ejaculation - that's a crime of passion. * How is a woman like a condom? Both spend more time in your wallet than on your dick. * What’s a male chauvinist pig? A guy who hates every bone in a woman's body, except his own. * How can you spot the blind guy at the nudist colon

I Am In Charge
I have walked through the valley, of death and not without fear. It drives me, guides me, it's always here. The pain in my stomach, loss of breath. Continues to push me, beyond death. Into living, loving and growing. I wouldn't be who I am, without knowing. Recognizing that pain, staring fear in the eye. Refusing to give up my strength. I shall not die. I shall live and love, be free. No emotion shall ever, control me. For I am in charge, of my own destiny.

I Don't Like Hating You
I seen his fist, coming down for the last time. Covered in blood, I knew it was the last breath of mine. Then I heard the sirens, and I was saved. While my mother watched emotionless, not even a wave. As they hauled me away in an ambulance, that night. I never went back, I gave up the fight. I wasn't going to fight for her love, any longer. The pain she was responsible for, only made me stronger. Fifteen years went by, and not a word. Then out of the blue, I heard from her. The pain came back, despite the years. Reading her words, brought back the tears. I tried to let her in, a fresh start perhaps. My baby steps, was just another relapse. Steps already taken, retracing them in-fact. I never got out of the car, when I seen the flashbacks. A piece of metal, was all it took. To change my whole, outlook. Why mom? I don't understand. You've never even held, your little girl's hand. You've never brushed my hair, or sang me a song. What could I have

Nymphodiaries Excerpts From My Book
So d_marco415 I had been online friends for about two years now. Any time we talked it was always about work, sports, politics and music. Never about sex. So it was awkward when about a month ago Marco and I had “cybersex.” He palmed his dick for me as I watched and I finger fucked myself as he watched. I don’t think either of us expected it to get that heated. But once it did, both of us were anxious to meet in person. Well this past weekend he flew me to him in North Carolina from my residence in Florida. The sexual tension was evident from the moment our eyes met as I walked into the airport. I saw him eyeballing my breasts which were very visible in the shirt I was wearing. I walked towards him for a hug and his eyes never budged. “Ilesha, you’re looking good baby girl. I hope the flight was comfortable,” he said. I heard what he said but my mind was occupied with anticipation for the night’s activities, so I just smiled. He grabbed my lugg

Boyfriend/girlfriend Application!
BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like the rain?4. If so...would you play in it with me?5. Do you like movies?6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you kiss my neck?10. Do you play any sports?11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you?

Sex And Relationship's Yum My Fav Subject's
so in my town this girl i saw her around town a couple of times . i have not seen her around but one time when i did see her she would wear a hat over her eyes and i wondered why so someone tells there is a video of her on this internet website where is is with two guys lets just say there not talking and i guess she manage to get the video taken off the website but its too late everyone have seen it i wish i could feel sorry for her but damn she is stupid she should know that now people are takeing videos or pictures of everything so fuck if you are in the heat of the moment go to a motel hahaha or if you are slick enough then maybe you won't get flim with your pants down and ass in the air haha sorry i had to say that . sex is fun only if you play your cards right xoxo remember no matter what sex you have, please be safe and as maury says PUT A CAP ON IT lol nicole

Dear Diary ....what A Day Its Been
Dear Diary.......im awake what more can ya ask for huh.....lappy fan sounds like a fekkin lawnmower......its raining..... new kitty is attempting to walk thru glass back door with little success......very vocal tho.....and beautiful....pure black.... green eyes n im thinkin of entering him on britains got talent cos the little fukkas singin lol......i have already stepped in the water dish n got a soggy slipper, i now have to stand outside with umbrella to smoke cos otherwise hed be doin the 50 yard sprint across the back to where he used to live......no we didnt steal him....his previous owners moved house n cudnt take him with them so he gets to be wiff me on sofa n sleepiebag lol.....docs later see whats happening wiff dodgy knee....western union to kick arse ( i so hate incompetence) then back n jobseek, ah brain flash i can go out front n smoke under porch , no fear of kitty escape yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy......plus i can flash me pjs at the old codger across road hehehe.........

Tall Ugly Guy
6 foot 3 and ugly as can be...or does everybody have that stupid look on their face when they stare? Yeah, thats my joke or my gimmick online. People can be so friendly online when you do not know them and so damn rude and unfriendly in person. Is this what our society has come to? Everywhere I have been to in the last couple of years people are look too busy and they are texting on cell phones or talking on cell phones, so I don't interact with them. Either that or they give me a hostile stare. I first came up with the screen name Tall Ugly Guy a number of years ago, when I was single and doing the chat thing. It was a joke because I was told women like tall guys, and said really? I was 32 years old and never heard of women liking tall guys...so I must be ugly or I would have met one these abnormal women in their secret underground society of tall men admirers. I thought it was a legend, a myth, or a distortion of facts this notion of women liking tall men. I met women online who said

Unless I Learn
I have to look up from inside this whole, to see the light. Down here it's cold, dark as night. The outside world, is what put me here. A never ending battle between, happiness and fear. True happiness, comes with a high cost. You can never gain it, unless something is lost. But I've lost so much already. Can I really take that chance? I'll just peak my head out, and get a glance. At my surroundings, see if I can recognize the danger. If I can allow myself to fall into, the arms of a stranger. Will he hurt me? This I don't know. And I never will unless I learn, how to let go.

Your Hell
I hear you, roaming around. Circling my bed, staring me down. But I'm not afraid, you won't get in. This is a battle, you will not win. I have fought you before, and won. Who's coming out on top? I will be the one. You may infect me, run through my veins. But you will not beat me, hear my name. I will shout it, you live inside me. I will erase you, completely. There will be no trace, of your existence. I will strike with force, and persistence. With each pill I swallow, you fade a little more. Every needle injected, pushes you out the door. I will replace you with, new and healthier cells. Until that day comes, I'll make it through your Hell.

Successfully
I don't need you I shouted, as I flushed them down the drain. I will not allow a pill, to control my life. I will throw you away, and still survive. Because I lived it, stared it in the face. I made it through the blood the tears, that horrific place. No medication can, take that away. I carry it around with me, everyday. Swallowing a pill, won't make it disappear. It exist in my memories, my heart, my tears. I am the only one, who can control that pain. Not the chemicals implanted, inside my brain. The power lies within, me. I can conquer this mission, successfully.

For What It's Worth Mom
Abruptly awoken, sat straight up in bed. The after shock of these images, appearing in my head. How can this be? They weren't there before. I see the dark road, the man, the red Ford. His voice is soft, my mother was young. This is where my nightmare, first begun. Without my knowledge, I didn't know until now. I need to get rid of these images, somehow. They are playing out, in movie form. Are they real? Did this happen? Where did they come from? I hear the rumbling, of his tires. I can actually feel the heat, from the fire. I was three years old, why is this so clear? I see my mother's face, the trail from her tears. Quiet footsteps, while getting away. A living reminder, of that day. That is what I am, to her. Maybe I have gotten, everything I deserve. Perhaps I am just, paying my dues. For everything I am responsible, for putting her through. All it takes is my face, to bring it all back. She was fighting a battle herself, constantly under

2012
Today we had handbell choir practice. We haven't played bells since Christmas morning. Last week got called off for medical reasons due to 2 of our players. We also didn't play last Sunday because of it. Tonight we only practiced 2 songs. One was an old song and one was a new song. We only practiced for a little over an hour since we only practiced the two songs. I brought all my music home. I'm going to buy a couple of 3 ring binders and put my music in alphabetically order. Well, it is now, but in a paper folder. 14 years of music really adds up if you know what I mean. When I got home, my husband told me that an ambulance took his grandma to the hospital. She fell again yesterday. I hope she is alright. She is really old. Like 91 i think. I know she's in her early 90's. Keep her in your prayers. =) Last night I slept really hard and woke up in pain on my entire left side of my body. I don't know if it's also because I've been having problems with my left ear. My left ear ha

Just Thought You Should Know
To look at him, you would never know. That his legs are black as coal, from standing knee deep in snow. Frost bite, a prisoner of war. The American dream, is what he suffered for. He held his head high, fought without fear. Shed his share of blood, sweat and tears. You can't look at him, and even begin to understand. To you he was nothing, but just another old man. Show him respect, he has earned at least that. For he is covered with memories, no one can take back. He carries around his reminder, underneath his clothes. He risked his life for you. I just thought you should know.

10) "don't" Commandments!
10 Don’t do commandments: Don’t put up a profile pic that is not you. Don’t put up a profile pic of you in a time of your life when you looked good, and now you are do not (Update your pics!!!). Don’t put up a profile pic that animates a hot chic, then morphs into YOU. Don’t fill your photo albums with pics that you are not in. Don’t constantly use pics of you with your hot friend(s) to try to make us think that SHE is YOU. Don’t go to some porn page and get pics of them and pass it off as you. Don’t do the above to start a page (as the porn girl) when you are a guy you F’n nutjob! Don’t pass yourself off as an extravert when you are an introvert. Don’t (as a guy) be disrespectful to people that aren’t any of the above!!! 10. Just… Don’t do that...

Story
I soon drifted off to sleep. Maybe it was the beauty of the sky that was the resource to the dream I was about to dream. Maybe deep into my subconscious was the reason for my dream-- or perhaps it is simply my passion for the universe that sparked it. Whatever it is, it was by far my most vivid dream to date. Recaptured back into my child hood home, I felt a sense of uneasy feeling. I was surrounded by family. My observances took me to a time of night, where darkness was just a few hours old but the light still needed invention. I looked out the living room window and caught a glimpse of the moon. It appeared to be descending from the sky hours earlier than its supposed to. I shot looks at my family who were completely oblivious to the strange phenomenon and quickly brushed it off when I brought it to their attention. They simply convinced themselves this was something normal. I, on the other hand, knew for a fact, it was anything but. Letting my anxiety get the

Can Anybody Tell Me ...
Can anybody tell me just which is the best way to meet the requirement I have to meet to level again? Here is the requirement: Must earn 500,000 points for other memberswithin a 24 hour period.Points given through being altruized (or through actions from you to your beneficiary) do not count towards this requirement.Requirement to be completed after 1-13-2012. I am open to ideas. Thanks

Lounge(s)
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The Low Down Dirty Truth On Pretty Little Mnster Fuji (fubar Name) Real Name Kristen Ray Aka Kristy
so in editing this blog i finally got in touch with this girls boyfriend yesterday only for him to be shocked that she is pulling this shit on here.. i feel bad for the guy learning that he took on another job to put him and kristy in a better position cause he was closing on a house to move out of the apartment they were in.. he also bought her a 1000 dollar piece of jewlery for there 5 year anniversary and a new laptop which she has been using to video chat, send nude pictures, and meet guys on the computer.. he takes her out at least 3 times a week to eat and buys her things all the time theres always food in the fridge and new clothes for her ... he also told me a few months back she fucked his best friend in between the time they were taking a break.. he has stuck through this with her and even caught her doing the same thing a year ago and still tried helping her and giving her another chance.. all in all i felt really bad for the guy he sounds and seems like a great guy the poor

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Informative.........read On!!
I will be going home to NYC for a week starting Monday the 11th and will be gone for 5 days to attent my great aunts funeral.....text me if you have it...i will be off and on frequently after the funeral on Wednesday, so if you want to hit me up that would be nice...i know alll you non-talkers might text but if you dont thats cool too..... – Tue Feb 22, 11:45 am ET GUWAHATI, India (Reuters) – The more, the merrier is certainly true for Ziona Chana, a 66-year-old man in India's remote northeast who has 39 wives, 94 children and 33 grandchildren -- and wouldn't mind having more. They all live in a four storied building with 100 rooms in a mountainous village in Mizoram state, sharing borders with Myanmar and Bangladesh, media reports said. "I once married 10 women in one year," he was quoted as saying. His wives share a dormitory near Ziona's private bedroom and locals said he likes to have seven or eight of them by his side at all times. The sons and their wives, an

Good Bye Fubar
I have made so many wonderful friends here and I'm so very sad to say goodbye to all of you! I've been in tears the last half hour at the thought that I won't get to say hello to all of you anymore. For the most part, you all have been very kind and generous to me and I can't thank you enough for being my friend! To clarify, I am not leaving because of any fu-drama. It's just my own personal decision that I've made to better my life. I've become addicted to this site and addiction is a very ugly thing. I spend my whole days here. I get up and log in on my phone first thing in the morning. I've fallen behind in other aspects of my life because I'm constantly on here checking my messages and returning rates. I just can't do it anymore. I have 2 wonderful kids who need me to be the best mom that I can be. This site gets in the way of that. I am sticking around long enough for my fu-fiance, Razor, to get his money back since he has invested quite a bit into "owning" me, but once

Go Ahead Make My Day
The Gift of A Lifetime A young man died today, but he will never be gone, he was an organ donor so in the lives of others He continues to live on. His Heart went to a young woman she was 24, her own heart was too weak it couldn't beat anymore. His lungs went to a man who couldn't breathe at all he wants to be a doctor he'll be starting college this fall. His Kidneys went to a 17 yr. old girl who's own kidneys began to fail, she is an honor student, she has a scholorship to Yale. His Corneas went to a father, who had to face his worst fears, now because of this young man, he can see his children for the first time in five years. His liver went to a High School student who without it wouldn't be alive, she's getting stronger everyday and she continues to thrive. Because of his selfless act, t

Majifornia
...much you can accomplishment when your efforts will reward you with more personal time. Such was the case with this trip. Touched down and checked in last night without complication. Even the rental car company had no mishaps to offer. The hotel gave me a location most atop the hill, with a lil better view of the valley, the very end room top floor in fact, so I wound up with a bay window sitee because the balcony ends at my door. The matre'd remebered me, and loaded me up with vouchers for dinner and drinks, or I guess thats why, because I didnt get that treatment loast stay. Nice. It was pretty cool meeting with vendors that Ive interfaced with considerably, who have become acquainted with me only in a text spoken or phone environment. Interesting for them as was me. Im quite sure I was nothing like the image they had conjured from my business personality lol. Whatever it may have been, they seemed at ease by what I turned out to be, and things went really smoothly. There wer

From The Support Desk
Some of you have been having live feed issues. There is a quick and easy fix for this! It only takes a few seconds!! :) This blog is for the people still using the 3 old school home pages not the fSB home page. Look at your "Live Feed" and click "See All" Once you have reached the "Live Feed" page you will see small trash cans in the corner of each individual feed. Click each one and empty each feed weather they need it or not. Once you have cleared the information in each feed log out of fubar.com completely. You can find the "Logout" button in the top right hand corner of your screen. Once you have logged out it is suggested you clear your cookies and cache and browser history before logging back in. Once you have logged back in please wait up to 10 minutes and your problem should be resolved. :) Just an fyi you may have to do this several time for it to update. If you are using the fSB homepage style you can still do this. http://fubar.com/myalerts

2nd Alarm Hottie Code Of Conduct
2ND ALARM HOTTIE CODE OF CONDUCT Rules are simple,if you would like to be apart of 2AH,just do the following. Rate/Fan/Add all of the people listed in the Hotties homepage family. Add hotties to your family.(if you do not have room in your family message me privately and we can discuss that issue.) Hotties have been around for some time now,and we would like to get back on top.Were a family,and we will stick with you no matter what,were here for support.We believe that inner beauty is the most beautiful. And Our girls are the most amazing and beautiful girls around. It is recquired to show love to the page daily,you do not have to do it everyday but at least 2-3 times a week,You MUST leave a status comment or profile comment to confirm. I will always keep in contact with you,if you have suggestions,questions i am open to hearing what you have to say. 2nd Alarm is like a family and i hope you can relate. When you are first recruited you

My Point Of View
Why do i always feel like im on the outside looking in??????? I will be soon moving into a new 3 bedroom apartment....i need some decorating ideas..im writing this blog now cause i will be stepping out in about an hour or so....i will be back later in the day to respond to comments and such...Ideas welcomed and i will take pics as soon as im moved in...i am PSYCHED about the fireplace and the patio(its small but i have 2...one off the living room and one off the master bedroom....

Ultasweet Blogs
You're on my mind everyday And in my mind I see your face A melody plays as you walk by My heart beats fast as I look into your eyes What we have is a mystery An adventure that becomes history Amazing feelings flow through my soul Penetrating my glands giving me a glow A bond that remains so strong A love that keeps shining on Keepsake that never loses its value A nightmare to be without you A journey in which we walk miles upon miles No thunderstorms no need for snow plows Just another memory for us to share I need you here... now... everywhere. She sat at her computer and typed with frantic haste There was so much she needed to say and so little time Her heart poured out so easily through her fingers As the words appeared on the screen before her She filled her screen with her words of affection Then waited anxiously for him to type his reply Her heart skipped as his reply appeared before her She read and reread his words of endearment Then hurried to reply as her h

New Results
K again TY for everything, the words, the prayers, the bully's the comments, words fail me .. besides im crap at words :) i went back to Lawton Cancer care centre it seems im jus falling aprt .. biopsy i have to wait for .. they want to start an 8 week treatment of IV solution similar to iron .. my levels are below 3.. should be 9-12. my iron saturation is only 20 percent. so he took more blood to run some more tests get those results when i go back next week. so for now its a trip to cancer care centre for iv treatments he gave me some good ass pain pills and some sleeping pills . unfortunatly there isnt a pill to grow my hair back LOL ..Hell bloody hell Justins hair is longer than mine .. N e wayz Thankyou all so very much i really do mean that Sarah

Paintings For The Fallen
I have seem to have lost my path on what is important to me,but I have found a place of focus and this is what I want to do. A project called a A Painting For The Fallen. I want to get the word out to anyone with Who has lost or knows of a fallen troop to contact me so I am able to I do a painting for them.,in between the painting's I am working on. I will get with my Web Master as soon as I am able, so I can set up a picture to be sent and all the info required. I want to give back at least a little part to those who gave all. I will donate all the supplies and my time, it is just the shipping cost is what I will need. I am literally a starving Artist here. Thank you and pass the word Brandon.

Poetry
Watching as my red blood drips White birds scatter as I touch my lips Floating away on their worldly trips Leaving nothing but water Touching my hand to a withering tree When will I open my eyes to see All the creatures staring at me I am nobody's daughter I touched a flower yesterday It withered and curled away from my hand Its scarlet hues faded to grey I cried that I didn't understand I dipped my finger into a watery pool It darkened in righteous anger at me It asked how could I be so cruel To torment it for eternity I wandered into a beautiful meadow The green grass died around my feet I wept to my heartless shadow The rain around me turned to sleet I fall t

Wanna Join Fuct?
So you wanna join FucT huh? Well heres what you need to do. Get a hold of... -VIII La Commare Secca -White Mamba or -Buzzkillin' Beauty aka Puddin Tane Any one of those 3 can get you squared away. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU HAVE TALKED TO ONE OF THEM BEFORE YOU ADD FucT TO YOUR NAME!

Bling Contest...just For The Fun Of It!
Hello everyone :) I seriously need some new music on my external drive...so; I've decided to hold a "best play list bling contest" If you feel you have the best play list on fu...give me a link to your page and I'll check it out!!! 1st prize: Boomerang & pimphand 2nd prize: Boomerang 3rd prize: 10 credit bling of your choice 4th prize: 1 day blast or 5 credit bling your choice 5th prize: 1 day blast or 5 credit bling your choice If you do not have a playlist, I totally understand. Please put your suggestions below and I will check them out....you may still win j/s. *lilboops and sio are already in teh contest by default. I have spent many days on their pages listening to their lists. If you'd like to nominate a friend...feel free :) UPDATE!!!! 1-12-11 DUE TO OVERWHELMING RESPONSE AND LONG/MULTIPLE PLAYLISTS I WILL BE EXTENDING THE CONTEST UNTIL 1-23-11 HIGH NOON FU TIME! *sorry if your panties are wadded, blame the "mummers" they helped me make up my mumm and

Anti-lounge Cams
ANTI-LOUNGE WEBCAM RULES Here are a set of rules we ask you adhere to as far as our lounge cams are concerned. IF YOU ARE JUST A VIEWER... Try not to ask the person or persons on cam to do things. We are not trained monkeys, we are not strippers, and we are not your personal pets. If you want to be a director, go to Hollywood. IF YOU WANT TO GO ON CAM... If you are lounge staff and want to take an open cam, by all means... go for it. Start with Cam 1 if it's available, that's the staff cam in the lounge, and only staff members are permitted on that cam. If you are a lounge MEMBER and want to take an open cam, please ask an active staff member first. If you happen to be denied and feel you have an issue with that, send a private message to Radio X show. If you are a lounge VISITOR and want to get on cam, fuck you. Seriously... you can't join the lounge first, you impatient prick? ONCE YOU'RE ON CAM... You should change your status to reflect that you're on cam. A goo

Sick
I HAVE A BAD SINUS INFECTION, STREAP THROAT, AND MY FIBRMYALGIA IS FLARED ALONG WITH MY BACK AND HIPS IN PAIN I HAVE NARROWING AND BULGGING DISC IN BACK AND NECK SO I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN HIT BY A TRUCK. SO THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN DAYS. SLOWLY BUT IM GETTING BETTER AND TAKING MED AND HAVE BEEN IN BED FOR DAYS. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!TY FOR ANY SUPPORT U HAVE SHOWN.

Bad Day Turned Good!!
Sorry to my friends for being so flippy today.. Life's shit had me down My dad came over and actually made me laugh.. hes a dork like me I want to thank all my friends for putting up with my craziness... Im bringing back theme day.... I love to hate you all Wicked

Poetry
Can you kill my deep pain?It’s hurting me so much!Can’t bury it!!Can you wake me up from the nightmares?Lost voices are haunting me!!I am losing controlCan you set me free?I am lost in the darknessI lust for deep sleep so longCan you save me?I can’t hold my breathScreaming but no one is hearing meI am dead to the worldLosing control slowlySo slowly that I am fading and becoming invisible Knowing that you are so far away I hug the air around me tight In my mind dreaming it's you I opened my heart as I opened my mouth To kiss your sweet red lips Sometimes I breathe deep In hopes of catching your scent Sometimes I can my love Sometimes I smell your hair The same as sometimes I hear your laugh Though they are but echoes fading Fading into the darkness of my mind Still they boom and echo Deep within a hollow heart Filling it with love that few have felt Though many have dreamt I belong to you love As you belong to me But until the next time I hold you Until the next time I

Blog #1
Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. If so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? Shoes with chunky heels and muffin tops. What about the opposite sex? They're needy ass bitches. And they always want blowjobs. Hello, how about my neck hurts. Have you ever seen a bald eagle in person? Hello, I'm so American I have a pet bald eagle. What type of rides do you like most at amusement parks? Yeah, let me go spend thirty bucks to get on some death traps, be around screaming children. And if all that isn't fun enough I can buy a eight dollar diet coke and not be able to smoke anywhere. Would you be willing to take a drug test right now? I mean it depends on what it's for but there is a VERY good chance I would pass. I'm proud. Has there ever been a time in your life that you would've failed that test? Why don't you ask DuPage County about

Yay!
I just wanted to say that I have the most amazing friends here. I was gone forever, and decided to come back. I was re-welcomed with open arms. It feels good to be remembered. Granted, I kept up with many via FB, but not all. I just wanted to share my warm fuzzies. So, yesterday, Crazy Lips proposed an experiment. Be her for 24 hours. I uploaded some of her pics, put mine in a private folder (except for the salutes, of course), ripped her custom skin and changed my name. Well, I didn't get the VIP and bling that I wanted, but I did get a ton of friend requests, dudes in my SB asking for their e-kok to be stroked, and I had to turn off the secret admirer notifications because they got so annoying. It may have been more effective if I'd been more responsive to guys wanting to get in my pants. Not that Crazy Lips is, but not knowing me from her, it may have gotten me further. I just couldn't do it. The annoyance factor set in much too soon to keep anything like th

Let God Sort 'em Out
LET GOD SORT 'EM OUT TURF BYLAWS (PLEASE READ AND FOLLOW) Soldier Spots: Soldier Spots in our turf aren’t about power; they are about helping out our fellow mobsters get a little extra money. You may occupy more than one soldier spot with the understanding that they are as available and if you hold more than one spot you may be asked to release one if we need a paying spot for someone that doesn’t already have one. Our Underboss and One Lt volunteer their pay each night for needy mobsters. This usually occurs between 8pm and 10pm fu time. If you are need of extra pay to build up your character you can approach the Boss, she has sole discretion and ability to bequeath you with said money. We try to spread the wealth and not give it to the same mobsters but we do have ol standby’s that will surely take it if someone hasn’t asked for it by that time. To keep your soldier spot, you must be active. That doesn’t mean bringing in huge bounties or running mi

Hotties Only
Hotties Family, I write this onn 2/22/10 3 years after I started this great group. We have had some great time and not so great but after the day ended it was good. But today after reaching 1,2 and 9 as the hottest I have to make a choice on if we keep it going as it is or change it......We my answer is change and this is how it will work. All Hotties no matter who you are need to reply on the blog as to wether your intentions are to be a caring family that rates each other other and care when in need. If agree follow up on what is espected then follow it up with action Will supply your email to the home page so imporant info can be sent to you See Not much is asked from each Hottie butyour love is required if your going to caring the 2nd Alarm Hotties in your name. There are many that will not even see this and those will be ask to leave and Never Return. The ones that do will be a part of rebuilding the Hotties to the era of greatness. To all that care, as chief all

Kiss My Fuckin Like!
So i dunno about you but i like to keep fubar seperate from my facebook. you dont have a facebook so you dont think this pertains to you. You're wrong! That blue little "like" button you see under peoples defaults and in their pictures... if youve got one attached to your fubar profile, you are in this too. Just because you do not have a facebook, or didnt link your facebook account to your fubar DOESNT mean your fubar profile isnt being broadcasted on facebook. It just means that YOU do not broadcast your OWN fubar profile on facebook. I have a facebook. I can go to anyone of your profiles or pictures and hit that blue facebook "like" button and it will show in my facebook feed to ALL my facebook friends that I "liked misfit on fubar" and will supply a link to hers (or yours) profile. From there MY facebook friends can click on said link and get to your fubar pictures. From what I understand is, that if we set our profiles to be "viewable by fubar members only" that people on fa

Poems
I found Heaven at just eighteen In the arms of a man who meant the world to me His sweet smile and open arms Made the world brighter than it seemed I found love better than I could ever imagine In the long talks with a man who made everything better His open mind and soothing words Built the bridge that would last forever I found a best friend over the years In the mind of man who always put his family first His loving nature and protective ways Kept us just as strong when times were their worst I found a husband I wouldn't trade for the world In a man who gave everything he could possibly give His supportive kindness and being an amazing father Is the best gift God could ever give .................................... I love you Royce!!!

Messages To Members
hey girls if at all possible i would love to add u all on Yahoo Messenger!! so that i can ask ?'s here and there and get oppinions and maybe have a few lil meetings to get some ideas from u girls and so i can get to know u... If u were a hottie i need yours again too because i do not use the same yahoo i used to:P.. if u will just put your yahoo names in a private message, i will add u guys :D lol DO NOT put it in the Blog because it is PUBLIC :P thank You

Sexy Temptations Blog
Sexy Temptations Membership Entrance Sexy Temptations is about a close and sexy family of fuBar members! Ladies and Gentlemen can apply to be in Sexy Temptations! The following is what it takes to become a part of Sexy Temptations: 1 Must have a VALID fuBar Salute (exceptions may apply) 2 Must Add/Family Add the Homepage and the Co-founders (makes it easier for us to find you and it helps promote the Homepage a little bit) 3 Must R/F/A/L all of the Sexy Temptations Daily or 2-3 times a week (Check about me for current list) 4 Must leave a profile or status comment to confirm # 3 5 Must add Sexy Temptations Trainee to your Screen Name when first joining (STT for short) 6 Must agree on being voted in our Family (Voting takes place each weekend. Will rip a picture from your default to be voted on.) 7 After being voted in you will remove Traniee from your Screen Name (ST for short) 8 Must agree & abide by these Guidlines and be active with the group. If you are inactive for

Our Ceramony
O/our Collaring Ceremony So...last night was a much anticipated event for Soda and myself. O/our collaring ceremony. W/we invited very few people as W/we did not wish for it to be a circus. The words W/we "spoke" to each O/other were serious in context, as O/our intentions are. W/we were presided over by BC Daddy McSpanks. O/our witnesses were Dolly Dagger and Goddess. It was attended by some close friends, along with some real life friends and my real life daughter. The words below, are O/our creeds to E/each other. my words: yotd: Sir...No creed that has been written by someone elses hand will i write here. These words are my own, and written for You alone. i offer You my submission. Completely and with total trust, and the utmost respect. Know that You have captured my heart and that it is Yours and no one elses. My heart...my mind...and my body is Yours and i give these to You freely, fully and without restriction. i kneel before You....Your present..

Those Who Choose To Be Alone Because Of Fear
To All Of My Awesome Family And Friends I will be taking a break from Fubar for about 2 weeks. Some things have come up for me medically and personally, both bad and good, and I will be extremely preoccupied. Hopefully during this time I will be able to stop in for a few minutes here and there, but if not, it has nothing to do with anyone or anything that has happened here. I will miss you all and I will hurry back as soon as possible. I just didn't want anyone to think that I was avoiding them or anything. This all came up so suddenly so I didn't have time to explain to anyone. I will explain when I get back. Thank you all so much for everything and Ill see you all soon! The LonersThey travel through life alone. They exist alone. They are loners.They cry out that they are lonely, but deep down in their souls, they prefer it that way.They do not live alone. They have family. They do things with their family because they truly do love them. They do things with them al

To Be Your Next Angel..
I'm hosting a Happy Hour today and that will give me all my points to Angel. However, I'll never make it without your help. I still need 22 referrals. I have no real life friends. So I'm calling out to my fu-friends...if you have a friend, family member, co-worker, business partner or class mate...and you think they'd do great on this site, perhaps you can give them this link and they can join under my name. It'll help me...if not, I'll forever be Oracle. Let me know if you send any invites, I'll do whatever I can to repay you. XoXoX http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1983444 Much Love... Bri-Tah-Nee

New Drive By Cootings
Last night my niceses youngest son was hit by a car, His brain is bleeding and he is clinging to life. The little guy is just eight years old, Please say a prayer for him. Thank you. David Okay concerning my shoutbox and PMs , It is really simple. I am not ignoring you! 90% of the time I am on fubar is when I am at work. So If I dont get back to you in a nano second it may just be that I am actually working. If i rated all your pictures that does not indicate that I lust after your body as awesome sexy as it is. A lot of times I just start clicking on stuff when I am interviewing people and Im bored out of my mind because I know they are going to spend the next two hours lying to me. Do I have a crush on you in real life? I dont know you in real life now do I ? Okay maybe I lust after Misfit a tiny bit but DAMN look at her ! :-P My fubar crush is on porch only because it keeps him at the top of my screen and he needs supervision. Just because you are on my friends list does

My Wedding Day!!
I am writing this to give you all a good laugh and to show sometimes when there are signs you should see them and run..... These are sure signs that you should not get married: 1. You buy your own rings.... 2. Your bridesmaids are both lactating 3. your corset you pre ordered months before is 3 cups sizes to bug. 4. the flowers you picked for your bouquet come and your father looks down and says those are the same flowers we throw on the coffin in Greece... 5. as soon as you walk out the house all ready a rain storm appears lasting the whole day 6. your wedding shots are outside in the said rain storm 7. you arrive at the church and your son is ill (scarlet fever) 8. you look down the isle and realize that there's no exit doors close enough to make a mad dash for it 9. Your dad says be strong as you walk down the isle 10. your dress wont hold up because you just spent the last 3 hours in the rain smiling pretty for the camera, so your aunt uses a large pin to hold it up. Peo

My Fubar Rant
From The Desk Of StewieGriffin So I have been around Fubar for a few years now and have endured all of the so called upgrades and name changes. I have rolled with the punches, for the most part never complained.. Well tis about time I aired my opinions on the direction that Fubar has taken. Remember the days when reaching GodFather was an accomplishment ? I do.. Where the people that you thought were your friends helped you get there. Those days have pretty much gone. All thease so called new features are nothing more than the owners of Fubar turning it into a cash cow.. If you stand back and look at it, ya kinda knew that it would happen. Seriously how long did anyone think that Fubar would be totally free. Now instead of the fun days we have graduated to the days where depending on how much money you are willing to spend will determine what level you get too and how fast. It was FUN when people actually had to work (and work hard) to get to the glorious level 25 and didn't have

Why Is It?
It's almost that time... the time I came home from a place I never want to be again. Came home to my now ex to whom I was once engaged. I was willing to give her my life. I gave her my first born and on the day of 1 December of last year she stole my baby from me and broke my heart. No... shattered it. I never lied to her. I never treated her badly. I walked two hours in cold rain just to buy something that the store down the street didn't have in stock. And she paid me back by running away with my unborn first child and put him up for adoption in another state without identifying me as the father. Now... 20 days from the one year mark of the day she left me, I'm in emotional agony all over again. I hurt worse now I think than I did when I realized she wasn't coming back. And it's not because I lost her. I'm better off without someone like her. But it marks a year of knowing that someone else is raising my son, the one thing that brought me joy just to think about d

My Thoughts
I am a very simple person here to help those in need I do the things I do from the goodness of my heart I dont ask for much jus RESPECT me and my family please I will do whatever u ask of me cuz I believe if u are true to someone till the end ... U will bless others with ur kindness i pass around helpin people in random some jus block me some actually appreciate what i do ... All i ask is pass it around the FULUV I have shown my friends and Family. And for future friends all are welcome my Name Is Raul And I am a true friend and gentleman who will always have a hand to help and my Crazy Friday Bling Mania for all who needs points too... Thanx FUBAR !!

Naughty Files
Do you want access to my NAUGHTY Files? There is only one way to get them.... However; there are three options to choose from.... (1.) 25 Bling Pack or 7 Day Blast (2.) 65 Bling Pack or 30 Day Blast (3.) 135 Bling Pack When you make your purchase, please be sure to include your email address in the "Notes" box.... All NAUGHTY Files will be sent directly to your email box and are NOT to be posted anywhere online unless special permission is given to you.... All NAUGHTY Files are NSFW !!!! If you would simply like a Basic SFW Salute the price will be 10 Bling Pack or a 1 Day Blast.... NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!!

Inspiring Words
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot. one of them, how many will be left ?" She calls on little TONY. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot."The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking."Then little TONY says, "I have a question for YOU.""There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married ?"The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little TONY replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on'," but I like your thinking." New shit:I will no longer pimp anyone who can't send a lil thank you. I will NOT chase anyone. 1 gift, I don't hear back, I won't send another. I'm not here for your enjo

The Thoughts Of A Nerd
I have never felt so pure inside until i met you at first you didnt see me the way i looked at you There was a place in me that was missing In my heart, a place reserved for you. Now our hearts have united. I need you to know, that i love you so. A kind of love ive never felt before. You are my comfort, the only one i adore.I love you for everything you are dont you dare change a thing your eyes, your mind, the way you speak, your shine. Through my weary soul.For as long as I am breathing me and you shall stay, together this way. Never doubt our love.We were meant to be.I wish I could hold you tight in my arms..you are my angel cant you see? there is nothing I would not do for you your love is a precious gift. You are there, when I am down giving me a extra lift. ok i wrote this before i became a "true" christian and is good to read it and see how much of a different person i have become You say your god has done so much for you you speak of how he changed

Poetry
PLEASE READ THE FIRST COLUMN STRAIGHT DOWN FIRST, THEN RETURNTO THE TOP AN READ BOTHCOLUMNS TOETHER TO FULLY UNDER STAND THE MEANING OF THIS POEM THANK YOU...... L.O.V.E. Lies THE DECIEVER OF MEN Overbearing HIS NATURE TO CONTROL Valued FEELINGS HE SELLS ALLEmotions INSIDE HE'S BOTTLED UP Locking TOGETHER OUR EYES SEEKOut EACH OTHER WE'RE SEARCHINGVirtually UNSEEN AND HIDDEN FROMEveryone REACHING UNABLE TO GRASP Letting GO OF DOUBTS AND FEARSOur FAITH GROWS ASVisions INSTILLED IN HEARTSEntwine MIND BODY AND SOUL Lifting PRAYERS IN OFFERINGOaths BIND WORDS SPOKEN Verifying INTENTIONS RELEASED DEEPExposition BURIED LONG FORGOTTEN Learning

Stuff
In her radio show, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, to an observantOrthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22,and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following response is anopen letter to Dr. Laura, penned by a US resident, which was posted on theInternet. It's funny, as well as informative: Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I havelearned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with asmany people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexuallifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearlystates it to be an abomination ... End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements ofGod's Laws and how to follow them. 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female,provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mineclaims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canad

Just Appreciate It
For sure we all know that it’s the opposite of what a man. To define them in layman terms that’s a different and complicated term to say the least. To say that there is a word to define them then it would be their name. To describe her yet again to fully come up a multitude of words and even actions to show that there is a mutual bond between. A single woman has more qualities than hundred men are put together in an equation. The sad truth is that a man could barely equate with that equation. Although out of the hundred men that were put together to equate with the equation only one or two of them are able to reciprocate an original and unique mutualism. The sadder truth is that even this one or two man is found they are rejected or afraid because they’re not the “perfect match”. In these modern times, women are hard to find. Some women are actually money mongers but closely they want to still have a relationship. Some prefer the beefed-up version because of the so-called stamin

Deleting Account
I AM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING THEY ARE GONNA DELETE THEIR ACCOUNT BECAUSE THEY CANT HAVE THEIR WAY OR BECAUSE THEY CANT HANDLE THE FU DRAMA.I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT THEY ARE WANTING THE ATTENTION FOR THEMSELVES AND WANTING PEOPLE TO PAY THEM MORE ATTENTION OR BEG THEM TO STAY. ITS THE NET BLOCK THE DRAMA AND MOVE ON.IF YOU CANT HANDLE DRAMA IN YOUR LIFE.THEN YOUR LIFE WILL BE SHORT LIVED.FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT READ THIS PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.

I'm It? Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am from a large family of 6 Brothers and 3 Sisters. My brothers taught me the most about life. 2. I have moved 16 times in 20 years. 3. I write HTML to relax and calm down. 4. I got my JDW name from finsihing a 1.75 liter of Jack Daniels in 4 hours. I then slept for 2 days. 5. I refuse to answer my cell phone. If you want me to answer...text me. 6. I am the worst driver unless I am mad... 7. I come off as un-approchable at bars on purpose. I hate idle conversation. 8. Intelligence is a huge turn on for me...HUGE! 9. I travel to Norway for Love. 10. I can be callous and cruel and

Just Another Fubar Whore..lol..
Just another fubar whore by sexy sweet and I lol.. just another day to walk through the fubar door oh my my here is another one in traing a fubar whore walkin in and saying you are cute.. better watch out or she will give you the boot wow walking in a lounge to look around to see and low and behold the fu whore is free dont matter if you are man or woman .. all she wants is her auto 11 dont matter what gender she wants the bling but all the pervs only want to give her ding a ling dont forget the tickers and happy hours or fans she got she will get fu perved and spread her fu legs allot tittie shots for all to see.. but the beaver shots they aint free the pervs get a free ticked to see to ride the whore train playboy, hustler gots nothing on fu they are cheap and its there gain.. its fu lovin she needs.. its that fu drama train she feeds the drama drama drama ohhhhh myyyyy she wants to be fu famous spread her legs and fly its mike the hottie she wants to see .. but he

Pimp-out
Dragon Masterhttp://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1037258&i=469301411&albumid=1624322" target="_blank">http://b.pcb1.fubar.com/85/27/1037258/469301411.gif" border="0" /> Ok..anyone know how to do this damn thing anymore!!!click the pic in comments please!! Allow me to introduce my new and latest owner. She is not only beautiful but a very good friend and loyal family member too. So please stop by her page and show her all the fu-love she so deserves!! ♥Bratte♥Owned By Devilrocker

Fu-fakers & Fu-fakirs
the first person to guess what the following ppl have in common gets a bat, pumpkin bling, or pink ribbon bling (their choice): carefully corrupted perrrty caralina naughty & precious stang PM me w/ your answer. you can enter as many times as you'd like. send it in PM form, NOT gift form. be back tomorrow. 'nite! p.s.: i will be updating my apartment blog tomorrow, lots of news. it's easier than typing/texting it all to everyone who keeps asking. i've decided that i'm going to use my buzzes (other than the ones i give to my besties as needed) 2-3x a week to do nothing but buzzkill fakes and false advertisers. it started like this: the other day, i noticed in my "birthdays" sxn, there was a person called "the slut." i wondered why i'd accepted "her" request. upon further inspxn, it was a dude. using a random chick's pic and that screen name to get pimps, blings, etc, which he advertises for when he has tickers, and in his statuses. you may know him, he's an Oracle. anyway,

The Baby Dolls Etiquette
~~THE Baby Dolls Etiquette~~ 1. All "THE Baby Dolls" members/prospects MUST have a verified salute. 2. All " THE Baby Doll Members" must be female. Once we get the group established we will be adding males to the group. Read "THE Baby Dolls Etiquette" and if you agree to the terms, comment in the comment box with "Agree" you will be placed in the voting folder. 3. Mark aka Slut OR "THE Baby Dolls" homepage must be added to your Family or Friends top 7 list. 4. All " THE Baby Doll Members" will be assigned a team leader who we recommend be placed in your top friends for communication purposes, however, this is not a requirement. 5. You must add "Potential Baby Dolls" to your name while awaiting results of the weekly voting. Voting will occur Friday - Sunday. If you are voted in,your name should be changed to " THE Baby Doll Members". You may not be part of any other "All Girl" group. (You will be notified via email if your membership has been approved or not.) 6. All "THE Ba

Safe
My Dearest and Best Friend.. Moaner... Sin.. Tammy... Is going through a real rough time.. And this Note is for her... When a person is born they are like a a baby tree, a sapling As they grow older they branch out and leaves bloom... But deep under the earth, roots are growing... Every year the leaves change colour and fall from the tree... But the roots never fail, every winter they get stronger... Now you may wonder where this is all going, This long drawn out analogy of a tree, Your Grandma is the tree of your family, and each root spreads to the hearts of those who love her. Even when her leaves have fallen and you can no longer see her... You can reach into your heart and feel the roots she left... Im really sorry Tammy.. My words may not be able to express it correctly.. But your in my heart and prayers... one day you will grow up and question everything and i know you will think why didnt she want me? and why didnt she fight harder? baby, oh s

Happiness In A Bag
Okay, so I'm doing some spring cleaning and I've got these stains on the walls....yea, I know laugh it up...I have no idea what it is, as some of it made it to the top of my vaulted ceilings (about 12 ft) I tried Magic Eraser and it doesn't work on it, and I really don't want to rub the paint off, so any ideas on what else to use? I am thinking about painting the walls, which is a whole other ordeal, but I need the walls to be clean first. Also, cleaning chemicals are the poor man's drug of choice :D Just caught this article as it pertains to me, and wanted to share it. WASHINGTON – The government is taking what President Barack Obama calls "a long overdue step" to aid veterans with post-traumaticstress disorder, making it easier for them to receive federal benefits. The changes that Veteran Affairs Secretary Eric Shinseki will announce Monday fulfill "a solemn responsibility to provide our veterans and wounded warriors with the care and benefits they've earned w

Erotica I've Written
I brush my hands over my plaid skirt.. as I walk up and knock on the door.. As I look down to my little ankle socks and tennis shoes.. I hear.. him answer.. Yes? I don't answer.. i just look up again.. and run my fingers thru my hair.. I did it this time.. I knew I was in for it... and suddenly the door opens... Come in he says.. I've been waiting for you... I walk in.. I can feel his cold gaze on my back as I sit in one of the chairs in front of his desk.. I watch as he walks around his desk into his large overstuffed leather chair.. He doesn't say a word.. just thumbs thru the file on his desk.. I figure I have to say something... plead my case... please Sir... I can explain... it didn't happen like you heard it.. They ganged up on me... I was just trying to defend myself... All of the other girls don't like me much here... he just held up his hand.. signaling for me to be quiet.. I stopped talking.. feeling the tears start in my eyes... he looks up at me.. and pushes the tissue bo

Fubar Related
You can add music to your profile by creating a play list http://www.fubar.com/blog/10463/715346 and http://fubar.com/how-to-adding-music-trade/b266817-1123700... OR you can upload your own music by using one of these sites www.Imeem.com or www.musicjesus.com. If none of this helps contact a volunteer fucoder http://fubar.com/volunteer-coder-blog/b338751-1140803 Add support@fubar.com to your e-mails contacts then submit the password recovery after that check bulk folders and inbox. then if that doesnt work message support. If its not in our database and cant be found in search then their is no way to retrieve it. users are solely responsible for their login credentials If you are still unable to login, you can send a PM to Support with your user ID# to that account and the email address you believe is signed up with that account. Support will verify that information and give you the correct email address for login only if they can verify that is your account. fubar allows you to vi

Stuff And Nonsense
Stupid Laws It's legal for couples to have sex in a parked vehicle during their lunch break from work, as long as the car or van has drawn curtains to stop strangers from peeking in New Mexico. In Canada, It is illegal for a teen to walk down main street for Fort Qu'Appelle with their shoes untied. In Canada, It is illegal to leave your horse in front of the Country Squire without hitching it securely to the hitching post. In Alabama, it is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while operating a vehicle. In Norfolk, Virginia, a woman can't go out without wearing a corset. (There was a civil-service job- for men only- called a corset inspector.) In Connecticut, You can be stopped by the police for biking over 65 miles per hour. It is unlawful to lend your vacuum cleaner to your next-door neighbor in Denver. In Woodstock, NY it is illegal to walk your bear on the street without a leash. In Merryville, Missouri, women are prohibited from wearing corsets because "the privilege

Gardening Rulez!!!
I'm absolutely loving it!!! Been sweating and working and weeding and diggin and sweating, but damn it's worth it!!! I've decided (thanks for your help if you helped in my "garden journal" MuMM) to blog this stuffs and let you know how satisfying it is and how much I'm learning....I'm experimenting with different composts and fertilizers so that I know what/when to sell etc etc... I'm excited to eat organically and welcome your thoughts on my gardens...if you want to view pics please see my defaults..I may take close up stuffs every once and awhile and place them in the blog if it’s a subject about pests or disease or something... Anyway, this should be fun... This is what is going on so far :) HAPPY PLANTING!!! April 13th planted pansies and potted up plugs using fertilome potting soil and pansy power. April 14th planted sweet peas, carrots and radishes using buffalo loam and recycled materials. Planted lettuce mix and moonflowers in fertilome potting soil.

Leveling
Yes you read that right. I give my points away to friends all the time for nothing and I even randomly do that with strangers if I see their status message saying they are close to leveling. My life has always been about giving. I enjoy helping people. So here is the deal. This must be a selfless act. You should not benefit from nominating someone in any way if they win my points. This is about giving and caring about others. If you have a friend that is close to leveling reach out and help them. Leave me a comment on here that tells me what makes them stand out from the rest and why they should get my points. I am going to be looking over all comments tonight & the winner will get my points tonight. With all that said, I just want to make a point of saying that we should all help each other. I have been on fu for almost 3 years now and in the old days of fubar it very much was like that. Now it seems that everyone doesn't do something unless something is in it for them.

Quotes
I think I am beginning to fall for another person. Can't help it, there are just too many girls out there and my girl's just too plain. Be contented. Yes, there are people who are greater than her. There are people that are more attractive, more intelligent, more caring, and more fortunate. That's life - full of temptations. But don't be deceived by those things. Because didn't you ever realize that there are people who are also greater than you? Yet, she chose you. Promise me you won't love any other girl but me . ♥ I can't . So there's is someone elsee ....? /: Yes . and she looks exactly like you but younger . and calls you "mommy" :D ♥ Just O

Fuponies
I know that the majority of you Fu Pony owners feel special at being given such a high value bling and I don't blame you for that, I'd feel special too. It's those people who did God only knows what to get them and want to flaunt the power and prestige that comes with that ownership. You people need to wake up and smell the coffee. It's really coming to the light now that Fu has created the requirement that we must all polish one so that we may level. There is a way to get the time that each bling becomes available for polishing and those certain owners don't want you to know how to get that time. There are those owners who have expressed their displeasure at the polishing of their sacred ass ponies by persons who are not in their families or are not close friends. They have gone as far as blocking individuals who polish these items of no real value outside of Fu. I view this site as a place to find and build friendships and comradery but some want to make it their own personal bat

Weirdness!!!!!!!!
Those of you very close to me,knew my appointment today with the w/c doc was wrecking my nerves.Shockingly it went very well.I still don't know how to react and have been burnt so many times...I refuse to get my hopes up. He is sending me back to the surgeon that I like.He is also going to agree with him and the surgery. He said he is going to reccomend that they give me water therapy again and to put me back together. I just can't believe I heard those words out of his mouth, after what he spewed out last time we spoke. If w/c finally approve's this surgery,it will be a spinal fusion done through my abdomen and a couple other tweeks. Don't hold your breath...I am not hugs and stuffs....the spasms from the ride made me sick on the ride home,so I will be off and on thanks everyone who has been up and down this rollercoaster with me!

Blah Blah Blah
my blog...my vent i get tired of seeing "friends" commenting on anothers (non friend) looks. all i have to say...is you aint that fucking cute, your body isnt that perfect and i wish you would look in a mirror before you get your fun at anothers expense [edited to add photo] sums up my blog who used to act all tough and cool about blocking people (what a moron) so i get this mail from a friend dude has no life to be claiming shit about me he has no clue on...i dont think i have held a conversation with him...in 4 years...if ever. old men who comment perverted shit...i dont want on my list (ICK) so i sent this....he sent me back something that makes no sense (his 5th grade education...and i am blocked...big surprise) go on...play switzerland...you bunch of cowardly fucks I came back to fubar figuring...i would hold no grudges. I have even had a pleasant convo with pitbull. I don’t take anything the authorities on here say to me as personal. I know

Nsfw
A little story.. I am leaving it up to Yout o know if is something I have done or something that remains a mere thought in my demented mind.. We will call Him S in this story... Having followed the instructions given to me. I'm standing alone, naked in a darkened room. As a shiver passes through me, not from cold but pure excitement. Stopping for a time to allow my eyes to adjust, silently waiting.. The scent of exotic flowers fills my head and envelopes my body like a soft caress.The soft glow of light from two candles draws me further into the room. I stand before an enormous bed with a black wrought iron headboard. Ivory satin sashes are tied to each corner of the wrought iron frame. Two small matching tables on either side hold an ivory pillar candle emitting a soft vanilla scent & flickering light softly almost seductively across the black comforter which has been turned down revealing rose-colored satin sheets beneath. Burgundy colored rose petals have been scatter

For All Thoes Who Want To Put Thier Nose Where It Dont Belong Read This
OK FOR ALL WHO DONT KNOW THE WHOLE DAMN STORY ABOUT A B K WELL FRIST OFF HE BAN SOMEONE FROM THE LOUNGE WHEN THE GUY CAME BACK IN HE ASKED WHY WAS I BOOTED FROM THE LOUNGE A B K SAID ARE YOU GOING TO SAY SORRY THE GUY ASKED WHAT WAS HE SUPOSED TO SAY SORRY FOR AND A B K REPETED ARE YOU GOING TO SAY SORRY THE ASKED FOR WHAT AND A B K BAN HIM WHEN ANOTHER STAFF ASKED WHY HE GOT MAD AND LEFT T.S (TEAM SPEAK) FOR ALL WHO DONT KNOW WHAT T.S IS AND LEFT THE LOUNGE AND YAHOO SO NO ONE COULD ASK WHY THE GUY WAS BANNED SO HIS MODS WAS TAKIN UNTILL HE COULD SAY WHY HE BANNED THE GUY CAUSE WHEN THEY SEARCHED THE CHAT BOX NO ONE COULD SEE ANY THING THE GUY DID WRONG TO GET BOOTED AND BEFORE THE GUY GOT BOOTED ANOTHER MEMBER ASKED HIM TO S/B ( SHOUT BOX ) THEM AND A B K SAID WHAT EVER YOU GOT TO SAY IT CAN BE SAID IN THE LOUNGE HE DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL ANYONE THEY CANT TALK TO ANOTHER MEMBER IN S/B SO WHEN HE FOUNFD OUT HE GOT HIS MODS TAKIN AWAY HE STARTED WHINNIN LIKE I BITCH ABOUT IT AS FO

My Blogs
Friends and Family With Disabilities Support and Chat Group Lounge Needs You!!!! This is a new lounge and we need lots of help getting on our feet We are paying people to join until Christmas So stop by and enjoy great conversation and the most wonderful people on Fubar Click the banner below to meet these amazing people in a nice laid back lounge And have a couple of drinks on us!!! DJZman@ fubar

Stupid Stuff
Animal you feel represents you or feel connected to? Lion What weather do you feel you are? Storm Choose one living & one deceased person you would like to spend 24 hours with, can be anyone. living...Kerry King gone....Dimebag If you could go anywhere in the world expenses a non issue where would you go? (choose more than one if you like) The moon!!!! Who do you admire most? Babies. They can shit where ever they want! What is something(s) that bring you peace? Music. It soothes the savage beast. That and Poi Favorite tree & or flower? Columbine What is a gift you have always remembered getting that meant a great deal? (doesn't matter how long ago) My 10th birthday I had a scavenger hunt type thing leading up to my first .22 in the cherry tree in the back yard. Then a few minutes later we got a phone call from the hospital about my brand new niece I got for my birthday :D A song lyric that holds meaning to you or song? (more than one is fine) I

Random Thoughts At 37,000 Ft.
Random Thoughts at 37,0000ft.... Yeah, that time again. Another flight, another chance for my mind to wander, which reminds me, I really gotta go thru all these and post them again, new profile and all that. So, today is a rant / vent day I think. I'm not one to bitch, don't like to sweat the petty small things, but I felt the deep desire to get this off my chest, and I KNOW I am speaking for others as well as myself. This ones for those fake people out there, you know, the ones that are all nice and friendly to your face but love to talk shit about you behind your back, yeah, those people. Yes, I know, we all have those in our lives, but here on FuBar, is it really that fuckin necessary? Do these people bother me, no, not really, other than I just don't understand why they feel the need. I realize Preach that this is like runnin in the Special Olympics, just bare with me bro. They might be "special" but they at least know how to read if they're on FuBar, right? Yeah Jersey, I k

Fastest Way For A Married Man To Get A Divorce
Three women, one engaged, one married and one a mistress , are talking about their relationships and decide to amaze their men. That night all three will wear black leather bras, stiletto heels and a mask over their eyes. After a few days they meet up for lunch. The engaged woman: 'The other night when my boyfriend came over he found me with a black leather bodice, tall stilettos and a mask. He saw me and said, 'You are the woman of my life. I love you. Then we made love all night long. ' The mistress: 'Me too! The other night I met my lover at his office and I was wearing the leather bodice, heels, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat he didn't say a word, but we had wild sex all night. ' The married woman: 'I sent the kids to stay at my mother's house for the night. When my husband came home I was wearing the leather bodice, black stockings, stilettos and a mask over my eyes. As soon as he came in the door and saw me he

In The Begining.....
Despite what OTHERS do here, here is how I have my family... If you're in my family your there for a reason and I talk to you all the time ... not just once a week or once a month. EVERYONE in my family is equal... PERIOD there is no favoritism, Where you fall is noted by your user number... just cuz your user number is lower then someone else’s doesn't make you any better then the other person. This is how you get in my family... 1. I know you personally 2. I talk to you frequently 3. I've known you for a LONG ASS TIME ON here 4. I feel you need to be there All the rankings EXCPT “Family” and “Fans” is chosen by your user number. Your “Friends” and “Fan Of” are chosen when YOU add them and then it’s listed from newest to oldest. SO if your user number is 1 you will always be listed first in “Family” and “Fans”. Example : Brandy is user number 181 she will always appear first in fans… and My user number is 270 therefore I will always be second in your fans list. OR if

Over 30 Crowd
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears With their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill... barefoot… BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, There was no way in hell I was going to lay A bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it And how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my Childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you Don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library and Look it up ourselves, in the card cat

The Enemy With In Me
The Enemy Within Me There are a few who can relate to what we have been through and are willing to sit down a listen to your thoughts,experiences,the horrors,and the love of brotherhood in the experience of war. You are not alone we are united as brothers and sisters through the impact of what we have done and seen. Often I too can't tell my friends of the true war that is waged between my heart and soul and it flusters into my dayly life. My heart weans the pain and my soul feeds on its power leading me to not even understand myself. But I know there are a few that will understand when I need/want them to. But what is my war becomes war for all to experience around me as I struggle to fit the normal life. Of those who have not been in the military,police, how they had to kill or defended our nation or anothers nation and freedom, ultimate price has been paid in full with sweat,blood and forever tears are shed in private by the soldier or their families. Often question

Helpful?
I'm not sure if anyone will ever use this coding, but I figured I'd put it out there, just in case. Remember, you can change the color of the font to any color you want and you can change the background. If you want to do either of those and you don't know how, shout me or send me a private message and I'll tell you how. To use this code, just copy EVERYTHING that is in the box below and paste it into your bulletin/blog. Change and add whatever else you want. Remember, if you have any questions, shout me or send me a private message.Whomever has Auto-11s on!!!Here you can write whatever you want here. Generally it's telling people to go rate the hell out of the person with the Auto-11s.[[Per]]™@ fubar If you want to give someone a link in a private message and have it open in another tab, use this code. Thanks Van. WHATEVER YOU PUT HERE WILL SHOW UP SO PEOPLE CAN CLICK

For My Friends
i may have missed a few of you, and for that i am truly sorry. but i love you anyways.. here is something special for my friends, you guys are awesome, and thank you for being you! Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Thoughts N Stuff!
There's always 2 side to every story told no matter what kind of story it is. Lately I have been feeling betrayed, stabbed in the back, lied too & many other feelings to go along with it. I had a very good friend of the family pass away & was buried on 9/11/2010.. I went to reach out for the 1 person that was always suppose to be by my side to help me get through the rough times. But nope he couldn't even get online or fkin call me cuz he was to damn busy playing cards with his buddies. I'm sorry I maybe wrong but if u love someone & wanted to marry her, you'd drop anything to comfort her when she's hurting deeply. I have always been there for ppl and it just seems like the one time I needed someone he turned his back on me which hurt me even more then I was already hurting. Let alone I was reliving the whole 9/11 cuz I was there, I saw the hurt children, adults, etc & doing everything I could to help out that day. But for some reason all that didn't matter to him. Back in july of 201

Sucks Being A Goddaddy
during the weekly southern association of wino's *SAW* the topic came up as to what to do in this present day & age now that girls fill out quicker and sexier than when we was coming up.getting so bad that ya have to ask for some id before even talking to them. finally the topic came towere it was a greed upon that little girls are Gods way of getting back at ya for all the shit you pulled on other women when you were young. so.. i ask, as a godfather to a beautiful young girl that is growing up, when do young girls realize just how sexy they are & begn to use it to thier advantage? AS I sit here in total numbness, I find myself doing something I normally wouldn't do.. writng my thoughts for the world to see, because mainly i figure who cares what you think.. while enjoying the little pleasure i do get of interacting with online friends here on fu, it's interupted by my girlfriend, she's sobbing uncontrolably.. I finally get her to calm down enuff to finally talk to me.. but she keep

Tangent Thinking
Often I find my thoughts are not contained and concise. My stream of conciousness is more a raging river, rather than a winding a easy flowing stream. Why must there be so much struggle to simply clarify a thought? Such random behavior certainly fosters a high likely of self doubt. For those of you who think I am some cocky, self righteous, conceited bitch - you could not be farther from the truth. In all reality, I am flawed beyond belief and fail at every turn. The self loathing could not be more crushing. I am my own defeat, the sole responsible party to my lacking. There is often great disparity between what we present publicly and true self. So when you see me in the mumms, judging harshly, it is merely frustration. There is far more to me than some chick that writes outlandish things for shock value. Uncontrolable and consuming to this I resign my fate, being misunderstood is all too common.

Info
Bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens !!! The bling credit needed for each item is listed below ! Enjoy Fubar !! 10 credits for a 1 day blast 15 credits for a 3 day blast 25 credits for a 7 day blast 60 credits for a month blast 10 credits for 500 11s 110 credits for a Happy Hour !! May 8, 2009: bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens -10 for 1 day15 for 325 for 760 for a month10 for 500 11s110 for a HH May 8, 2009: removed limitations on shitfacing people who were already 100% buzzed May 8, 2009: fixed limited edition bling spelling error.... lol? May 8, 2009: increased vip photo storage to 5,000 photos May 8, 2009: wuwu changelog is active

Not The Same
I never claimed to be perfect in an un perfect world. Ihaven't been happy for sometime. It's been a year since my mom has passed. An people expect you to get over it like it's no big deal..... these people don't know what it's like to have lost someone so close.she's the women who gave birth to me. If not for her I wouldn't be here . So to get what I made this blog, my home life. I'm going to take a vactation from this place aka fubar.. I will miss my friends an people who have really touched my life.. For you that would like to stay in touch please leave a comment here of leave me a private message... thank you again all Rae

Loose Cannon On Board
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome back to 1953. And more importantly, welcome back to the Korean War. Six days ago, the communist regime of North Korea announced it was withdrawing from the 1953 Armistice which “halted” the Korean War, but since there was no official peace treaty ever signed, the war was never officially called to a true end. And now, with Pyongyang saying that they are no longer in agreement with the agreement that created the cease fire, technically, the war is set to resume. For those of you who haven’t been following because you’re too wrapped up in who was winning American Idol, North Korea has been provoking the rest of the world with numerous short range missile tests, a long range missile test which they claimed was a peaceful operation to launch a satellite, and an underground nuclear explosion test all over the past few weeks. On top of that, they have openly threatened South Korea that there would be action taken if they joined in

My Hearts Contents
WeakBy: Ashton MullenWe were making a chainMade to be strongIt started out shortbut built to grow long.It started out fineEach link fastened tightBut I missed a small chinkthat was plain out of sight.The chain was growingAt a faster pacebut then I noticedIt start to unlace.It stretched out farI heard it rumbleThe chink was weakand started to crumble.It happened so fastI didn't expect thisThe chain just snappedOver something I missed.We worked so hardTo build this bondit fell apart onceand now it's gone.You got angry Your patience was slackyour work seemed worthlessSo you turned your back.It was my faultI didn't see the chinkOh why the hellDid I not check that link?Now I'm left aloneHolding the broken linkThis issue was smallit's just a tiny kink. This can be fixedBut you took the glueI can't do this aloneThis will take two. I hope you come backto finish what we startedYou left me all aloneand deeply broken hearted.You'll think about our chainand the bond we madeThis cou

To Fu-marry Or Not To Fu-marry
I have recently become engaged to a very handsome man.. He is my world my everything.. although i never believe when i was proposing marriage he would actually hit the accept button.... Seamus 1 Wicked 0 to my absolute shock he did, I have a feeling he did this knowing full well i expect him to run screaming.. Now it seems i am stuck with the grumpy old bastard..... Does he not know i pine for woman that i secretly lust Witchie. Does he not know that i am secretly trying convince Witchie to point whore with me... The shame in it all.. Its like the blind leading the blind but together I believe we can make it threw , her and I...... There are woman and men out there that I love to the depths of my soul does this mean Seamus will be my only one? is there no sex after love? AM i lost forever in a marriage with masturbation... Do I hit the accept button and ruin my chances of ever lusting over more men.... I am a Sinner Wicked

My Auction Details
Pop My Auction Cherry! You get: 1,000 rates per week, for a month. My crush for a month. 5 million total spent on you in Fu-owned Actual drinks if we ever cross paths in real life photo & profile comments Ill cover yer back in Mumms Bonus profile & photo comments Minimum bid is a VIP OR Auto 11's bling OR Cherry Bomb Bling. MUAH! If you buy me in the auction, I will:A) Send you a home made cupcake via US mailB) Sing your praises in my shower - yes -you can listen on the phone as I sing about you if you wish. C) Tattoo your screen name on my left butt cheek.D) SB what ever you want me to say to whomever you want me to say it to.(5 times total)OK OK - All these are for reals, except C. Lastly - I will shave a heart into my chest hair and make a salute with your name if by some strange occurance of drunken a

Redo Blog Cause Im Done
I wrote a blog a while back and apparetnly i need to remind people of the shit i deal with on a weekly basis ..... I honestly am at the point in whichI either break down or just laugh threw it.. so please i beg you if you care or respect me dont add to my stress.. And no im not just picking one person and pointing the finger. I hope that bywriting this maybe you as a person can see that life outside Fu might not be great, try saying something nice and try respecting others and their right to have a place to come be safe and breath... Love you Wicked Heres the old blog: I am proud of the fact that Is usually pretty sweet and morally sound when it comes to being on the Internet.. What you see is what you get. I try to make everyone feel better about all the shit that's going on in their lives and make them at least laugh... Most I can make them feel a little bit better but some I cant help... What I want to know is what the fuck happens when my day is going to shit... do i compla

Have You Ever Wondered
One man's opinion... A good woman is proud. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration and a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will at times have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and forces toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played with. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely l

Newbie Coding Reference Sheet
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Random :p
You are my everything, my one and onlyWith out you, I just feel too damn lonelyI adore the sound of your voice and your beautiful smileThat is why thinking about you makes it all worth whileI dont know why I do the things I doMaybe it's because I love you.You are the greatest thing that's ever happened to meWhen I try and dream at night youre all I ever seeI try to remember the good times we hadKnowing you're not with me makes me very sadI would do absolutely anything for youThat is why I love you the way I do. I try to imagine how things would beIf you were here right now with meWatching movies or just hanging outCause baby, that's what I'm all aboutYou know that I am always here for youThru all the good and bad. I Love You!

Slavegirls
hello... the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again. at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here. i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch. the blog is marked as nsfw. i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training. Ex-Slavegirl S I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a

Song Of Souls...written By Blaze Barrett
Of this world there's a woman...This certain lady carries The candle and key to the darkness In my lonely heart that been locked up....Of this woman, to be bring me light, must first travel The night within my soul... And heart...For me to be open, I must first melt To the candle light..To knock the rust off the lock.. Its a task I so tried for so long....But finally I gave it thought...I can hear the lady on the other side...Calling my name in the dark, jiggling with the lock... Playing with the candle to see....To light up this rusty padlock on my soul.....I banged at the door to cheer her on...But it came through as a whisper.... A whisper she heard clearly for it said...Please love...Help me with this door...I want you so ever badly... When you heard those words through my lips...Through door...You sat down and cried...Cried and let the tears roll...In each tear...Captures the candle light...In each tear...It sparkled into the night...Each cry make me quiver at the sight....F

Pretty Written Words
Ian: God creates earth, God creates dinosaurs, God destroys dinosaurs, God creates man, man destroys God, man creates dinosaurs.Ellie: Dinosaurs eat man, women inherit the earth.Jurassic Park Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's sizeBut when I start to tell them,They think I'm telling lies.I say,It's in the reach of my armsThe span of my hips,The stride of my step,The curl of my lips.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me. I walk into a roomJust as cool as you please,And to a man,The fellows stand orFall down on their knees.Then they swarm around me,A hive of honey bees.I say,It's the fire in my eyes,And the flash of my teeth,The swing in my waist,And the joy in my feet.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me. Men themselves have wonderedWhat they see in me.They try so muchBut they can't touchMy inner mystery.When I try to show themThey say they still can't see.I say,It's in the arch of my back,The sun of my smi

Area 51 Experiment
to get on cam, go to "www.ustream.com" cam1 user= area_51_radio cam1 pw= area51cam cam2 user=area_51_radio2 cam2 pw= area51cam2 click broadcast in the upper right hand corner of your screen once logged in, and youll see the adobe window open up, and click allow, and once you see yourself in the video window, click start bradcast and announce you are showing your dirty ass house in Area 51 lounge Hello all, It's Sunday and I feel like jammin the classics... yanno, the stuff with nostalgia..anyway, Im streaming some classic rock, oldies, punk covers and whatever else today in Area 51. Also I will be on in SER for the 7 to 10 slot..thats EST..be there or be square! as you were

Bomb Folder
I do things with a purpose...I want to create a Legs Bomb Folder featuring 250 of our Fu ladies...I do not like my other bomb folders that are just thrown together. I am determined to create this folder and asking the ladies if they would help. It can be just your legs or a whole body shot as long as it shows legs...I have 5 now which I have communicated with these ladies for quite sometime and it was left to me to choose a photo...which I could do with your permission of course. I ask that the folder be used as a bomb folder or take your time in rating and commenting...remember I will delete any and all crude comments...this is just to be a nice fun folder where the ladies are sharing one of their many great assets. So ladies if u please help me create this folder made by all 250 of us :)

Chainmail Cave
1. Ever been compelled to fill out an asinine survey? 2. Ever tear the tag off of a mattress depsite risk of fine and/or imprisonment?3. Ever used an aeresol can other than directed (bonus cool points for as a flamethrower to kill a spider)4. Ever put in excess of 5 pringles in your mouth at once? 5. Ever been driving and kinda flinch because you dont remember part of the ride? 6. Ever sneezed in your hand, and then were immediately confronted by someone that wanted to shake? 7. What diversion did you create to get them to shake the other hand? 8. Ever been so drunk you ate all the individual components of a sandwich, but never actually made a sandwich? (ie-peice of bread, piece of meat, piece of cheese, squirt mustard in mouth)9. Not counting medical facilities or online...Whats the largest number of people that have seen you naked at once?10. What was the situation in question 9?11. Have you ever recycled a miss work excuse? And did anyone remember you already used that one? 12

Club Paradise
Ready for the party of the year?? Club Paradise will be throwing an all weekend party Friday, June 10th - Sunday, June 12th to celebrate its 3 year anniversary. This party will be kicked off with the one and only DJ Sparky on air Friday from 8pm-12am. There will be random giveaways all weekend long even to those that are parked. There will be a major giveaway on Sunday, June 12th at 9:15pm EST in which there will be prizes such as a happy hour, polisher, other bling, fubucks, pimpouts, points, and more. The entry fee will be 100k to get a chance to win some of those prizes. This should be fupaled to me ASAP before the contest. 75 prizes will be given away during that drawing! MUST BE A MEMBER OF CLUB PARADISE TO ENTER & MUST BE PRESENT TO WIN! We will be hosting the following contests which will have bling as the prize for winning them: Dance Contest (Friday @ 8:30pm EST) - 1st place = boomy! All others will receive bling. Crossdressing Contest (Saturday @ 4pm EST) - 1st p

Yep, I'm Her
Kissesxxxxxon~a~ropexxxxxxxxxo Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com ........??????............?????? ....??????????....?????????? ..????????????????........?????? ??????????????????........?????? ???????????????????....????? ?? ??????????????????? ..??????? . ????????????????????????? ....?????????????????????? ......????????????? ?????? .........??????????????? ...........??????????? ............???????? .............?????? ...............??" MuShMuShLuV!!! FGL! AA (a) May ThE LoRd Be WiTh U AlWaYs! Kissesxxxxxon~a~ropexxxxxxxxxo

My Fubar Three Year Anniversary!
3 Year Fubar Anniversary! April 6th 2006-2009Wow! I can't believe that it's finally here! Three years since I officially signed on to Fubar.... Well.. it wasn't called "Fubar" back in those days, it was, "Lost Cherry" and I still have my original T-shirtfrom back then! My Member ID Number is 17355. My Friend, Smiles, invited me over to the site back in March of 2006.. she kept saying. come here. come over here! So I finally came over and looked around and it was So different than where we were used to hanging out.. I poked around a while and finally, on April 6, 2006, I clicked that magic button and officially became a "Lost Cherry"! It was great then, and is still great. I never know what to see coming in for new features or even site Names, as "Lost Cherry" then evolved to "Cherry Tap" and a while later, "Fubar.com."I've made SO many friends from the US and around the world, folks that I hope to be able to keep in touch with during my life, no matter where we are or move! Life const

Current Info Must Read
Message from Firechief: "Attention All, The 2nd Alarm Hotties a group I founded on my owned and asked a 2 face Bluedemon to help me in the start only to have him leave after I did a Real Cash Contest has with the help of a young lady (who needs help) think they are running the 2nd Alarm Hotties and yes they have taking over the profile I started and even allowed men in the group. Between the 2 of them I watch them run the Hotties into the groud and I would ask that you pay no mind to either of them. I shut the name 2nd Alarm Hotties Down last month and thesr 2 who between them both dont have a clue how to run, promote yet have to steal an idea I had dating back to lost cherry days. So if you see them tell them to create their own group as neither will ever be able to take the hotties to the level we had it many times" This is what firechief have posted on his profile to bring Blue, Anni and this group down. Due to this we have decided to change the name of our group. Any suggestions

Missing Fubuks
Almost 2.5 years ago I joined Fubar, a newbie. Since then I`ve gotten little help to achieve what I have accomplished. There has been a few of you, Shadow_dancer, FiestyBitcha, It`s just me, Fridge, and Silly Calis girl just to name a few( and please forgive me if i have ommitted your name and you helped also). I am now a level 42 and will soon level to 43. At level 45 I will be leaving Fubar permanently. I will leave my profile up and you and anybody else may visit it but I will not be here anymore. Since I started my account there has been a few females on here that took it upon themselves to take advantage of my loniless and has used me for both money and bling. It`s not their fault. I blame myself because I let it happen. I had met a lady on here that I was sure was gonna be the woman I marry and spend the rest of my days with but alas that will not happen because she has become interested in another man on here and we have split up. i wish her well and nothing but love and hap

Open Blog
one thing i miss on here is that used to be obtainable to get into the daily top 100 list. since the famp bling was introduced i rarely see anyone but the same people in that list. people can have spotlights and happy hours...it dont make a lick of difference there are people who havent signed on in days or weeks in the top 100 daily list for some of us "old timers" godfather is still the level to get to and getting listed on the daily list was cool (screenshot worthy) i feel bad for those who come now and unless they spend money and get on all the top ability bling users family list...they wont ever get on that daily top list just something that has been on my mind :p Who are my favourite mummers (aka trolls). Reading their mumm comments: Male: toss-up between Rev and Flu Female: Hellyion Thing I most regret on fubar: Having stayed friends with someone who disgusted me just because they were a long time fubar friend. Thing I most love on fubar: The people