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Never Pass This Way Again
I love my mind,my inner eyes and the size of my soul. I love my strength;gentle,calm and ever present. I love my past and everything i learnt from it,just as i love my present and everything i am learning from it. I love my perception of life,my goal and determination to feel alive,be alive,no matter what sandstorm is swirling around me. I love that i can speak my mind;even though i have lost some and gained some from this. I love the way i love and wouldn't want to change it for anyone. I love me with no excuse,no complains,just pure pleasure! . ok, here i am again.It is 2:51AM and I am here wondering what has happened to people? You are only here once.Right here with these other human beings that share our planet and very few kind or sincere words are exchanged...why is that? With all the troubles and heartaches in this world,can no one be bothered to share words of kindness and encourgement? I believe with all my heart,that any words spoken should be good ones.My cre

Robert Frost
They leave us so to the way we took, As two in whom them were proved mistaken, That we sit sometimes in the wayside nook, With michievous, vagrant, seraphic look, And try if we cannot feel forsaken. Birches

Cooking With Yssup
For as long as I can remember and no matter where I go, peas get cooked wrong. In fact they don't even need to be cooked hardly at all. When I see peas boiling away in some pot I think, no wonder nobody likes peas. This is not how to cook them!

Things To Ponder
Are there seeing eye humans for blind dogs? - If knees were backwards, what would chairs look like? - When you open a new bag of cotton balls, are you supposed to throw the top one away? - When your pet bird sees you reading the newspaper, does he wonder why you're just sitting there, staring at carpeting? - What happened to the first 6 "ups"? - If an orange is orange, why isn't a lime called a green or a lemon called a yellow? - Why does your nose run, and your feet smell? - If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from? - Hermits have no peer pressure. - Whenever I think of the past, it brings back so many memories... - There's a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.. - How much deeper would the ocean be if sponges didn't live there? - What a nice night for an evening. - When I was in high school, I got in trouble with my girlfriend's Dad. He said, "I want my daughter back by 8:15." I said, "The middle of August? Cool!"

Saturday Really?
Its Saturday today for those of you who don't know..... I woke up this morning to silence... no one is home! this is frightening, i have things i should be doing but im on fu... I don't remember the last time i was on Fu on a Saturday.... Should I? 1. go get paint and try conquering another room at the bachelors house 2. clean my house even though the maid was here wednesday 3. Continue to discuss ways my parents beat me with my fu friends 4. do laundry till its all done 5 go shoe shopping..... (dies thinking about it) 6. go read a book in the bath thank you Wicked

Always...(words To A Friend)
Jul 26, 2009 5:09 PMBelle...a.k.a. HellzBelle Subject: Always...(words to a friend) Always...There is an end for all things...always.... The "beast" would have one not see the end...for that...would cause ones demise...Most assuredly by ones own means...that...is the goal of the "beast". To destroy to the ones that are the prophets...for they will walk this earth longer than any others... They will suffer more...They will be scorned yet they will know not why...They will try to be silenced...by the masses...For being "different"...Therefore they will be feared by the majority...The mindless. They will be called "evil"...That is the deception....that is the "TRIC"...For it is not the "good"...that die young when taken by the hands of the "beast"...It is the weak & decieved...The ones that cannot see...the end. The End...which...in the rite time...Will be...the beginning.We must keep the fight...We must hold the ground...We are the ones that must bleed profusely for lifetimes old...

Two Sides Of The Same Coin
Toss me up into the sky and watch me tumble down If i land face up im fine ill get back up again but when i dont then youll watch me in darkness nearly drown I sob and scream youll bleed me dry I'll know no end to pain until you toss me up and see if i land face up again

Funnies
* I'll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. * Are you sure you've had enough to drink? * I'm bored. Let's shave my little kitty, you big lion king! * Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and have my friend Tammy over for a threesome! * God..if I don't get to blow you soon, I swear I'm gonna bust! * I know it's a lot tighter back there but would you please try again? * You're so sexy when you're hungover. * I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. * Let's subscribe to Hustler. * Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? * Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. * I'll be out painting the house. * I love it when you play golf on Sunday's, I just wish you had time to play on Saturday too. * Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is nude sunbathing again, come see! * I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the hou

Just Something
An amazing sister, a best friend, a true gem, and a beautiful, smart, hillarious young lady. A girl who has unlimited potential and never ceases to amaze the world. May define something random, goofy, klutzy, or just plain crazy. Also knows as Meggers, Meglet, etc. buy meg mugs, tshirts and magnets short and sweet just like her name..a hot girl with a lot of potential for lovin. shes always got some man chasing after her and she has really cool friends (but nobody likes them). Yes thats me you hear crying in the night. I try so hard to hold it deep inside. Not wanting the world to see my pain. Trying not to go insane. This is how I feel day in and day out...I try to be strong for everyone else, yet can not be strong for myself.... I feel at times I am losing my mind and may never regain control....like my life is spinning so fast and I just can't stop it.....I don't know what to do...or what to say...always playing the "what if" game....always scared of doing the wrong thing...lik

In Contest Call Down An Dirty Need Freinds To Help Me
OK I DONT NEVER REALLY ASK MY FRIENDS ON HERE TO HELP ME BC I DONT NEVER GET ANY CONTEST OR ANY WIN NOTHING BUT I DESIDE TO ENTER ONE AN SEE IF I COULD WIN BUT WHO KNOWS HERE THE DEAL WITH THIS ONE CALLED DOW AN DIRTY THE PERSON WITH LOWES RATES WIN

Never There
~filled with sadness loss and rage tear stained words blot my page longing for what can never be my heart swells up with misery wanting it so bad, losing grip forcing a puzzle piece that just won't fit lost in my sorrow, that's hard to bare losing something that was never there~

Get It Out Of Your System
How many times have you responded to someones call for leveling help to look up at your bartab and see they are playing slots or something totally unrelated to helping themselves level?

Things I Just Want To Talk About!
What do you all think if I was to change my name from Razor to Caley? In Gaelic it means Brave Warrior! On Aug 26, 2008 My great grandmother passed away. I just cant believe that it's been a year with out her. She was an amazing women she was the only one in my family that I could talk to with out getting bitched at for something. She was the only one in my family that I could trust. I do know

Touch Me
"Touch me" I whisper in the candle-light as your hands reach out to me and caress my heated skin Fingers sliding, exploring the curves and shadows of my body "Kiss me" I whisper in the ear that I've been nibbling on Warm, wet lips press against mine as I savor your taste flooding my senses "Love me" I whisper as I lay back against satin-wrapped pillows piled on the bed Tongue traces swollen lips as you lie atop me Fingers fist in my hair as you enter Pleasure spirals up and out as you move, thrust within Sweat glistens across our skin Deaf to everything but our heartbeats in a wild crescendo as everything splinters and we come apart... "Touch me" I whisper in the candle light as we catch our breath and you pull me to your side Your touch has been more than the tantalizing slide of your fingers on my skin tonight

Trophy Wife
ok heres the deal i wrote a blog about a mth ago about if money can buy love referring to a conversation i had with someone. well scratch that! im sick of trying to prove to someone how i feel or going through a bunch of hoops to only find out things arent going to work out. there were quite a few ppl who responded to my other blog and wanted to participate in it but at that point i could tell they just wanted to be taken care of n at that time i didnt want someone out for just money. although im not rich yet but within the next 2 yrs i have millions comming to me n much more to come throughout my life. well im tired of trying to wonder how a woman truely feels about me, im tired of trying to figure women out, im tired of not knowing whats going through their head from one day to the next so to make it simple id rather just be with someone who does want me for my money so that theres no confusion. but heres the catch, its not going to be a free ride..... if ur going to get something th

How Did I Get So Lucky
For you ill hide away, in the shadows of your mind. with all your hidden secrets, in a place that never shines. for you ill stay in this box, in your heart-that you keep. just to wait for you to take me out, when the rest of the world sleeps. for you ill be strong, so you dont ever fall. because i know what its like, to have your back against the wall. for you ill fight the world, to make sure that your okay.

Suppoting Our Troops
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.Alone in the

Poems By Me
You left me once and did me wrong a m illion times, but still I want you to be mine. Proof that love is blind. In my heart you will never find another that will consume my heart and mind. I need you by my side. My tears could drown me. My fears surround me. No matter what I do, I can't put my past behind me. You've shown me heaven only to take it away without warning. Take this pain away. I never meant to betray, the one thing that you've trusted me with. Your love is a gift. I admit I was too childish to to recognize it when you were mine. A love that can not be defined. It was the sweetest surrender. Our last kiss I remember. Reminise, I can't. The wounds are too fresh. I was blessed. A beautiful mess. Twisted by the hand of time. Just one more time? No one gets it right the first time. The last time, plays over and over like a movie on repeat in my mind. I can't pause and rewind. You can't give a map to a blind man, then condemn him for not getting to your heart on time. It's hard t

Beware Sex Site Operators On Fubar
IF someone by this name hits you up. Do not add her to your friends list. She will then ask you to add her to yahoo. If you do she then talks to you for a little bit. Then the topic gets on "cams" She will send you to a site to "unlock" her cam. She will tell you to use a "credit card" with no money on it. She is very persistant. Do NOT add her to fubar or yahoo. Yes i was an idiot and added her, but deleted her after she tried to get my info off of a emtpy credit card. Just be fore warned. This is her link on fubar :

Lord Wolf's New Blog
Hi Mike how u been? you an I have had our differences threw the yrs.But I leave fubar on occassions.But this time I brought back new members.Some work out some don't,I been recruiting for fubar from pogo.Last time it was MyYearBook. My Problem I was accused of being a Hacker that I hacked an Deleeted Sin City Lounge an Kanan's account by a StellaRossi.So I sought repubution from this Drama Queen Bitch I desirerd an Apology from her. The Mumm I posted sought that.I ran it as NSFW on purpose so it would not get Flagged.But acourse it did.So then I sought an Apology in the Status Box perhaps I missed used the status box.But to loose both status boxes has really crippled me. I can create tags on my whereabouts which might be elegal as well .To Compensate my status being gone.An Yesterday I found my Bulletin + Blog privelge has been put on punishment as well. That is no biggie because I can have others that are Loyal to me Post Blogs + Bullys. I have just finished reading your new TOS.

As I Whisper, You Were Meant To Be Free...
The more you have loved and have allowed yourself to suffer because of your love, the more you will be able to let your heart grow wider and deeper. – Henri Nouwen I don’t have much to say anymore. I feel a lot, but have lost my ability to express those feelings through words be it written or spoken. I am not the girl that i used to be, however i am growing, falling, changing and learning. I hope that the girl waiting on the other side is more beautiful, confident & loving than the one i know today. I’m learning that my love is a bit overwhelming at times. My love twists and turns and morphs the ideas in my head

Once Upon A Time (a Poetic Fairy Tale)
What She Doesn't Know What she doesn't know Is that his heartbreaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is

Always Remember
It was devastating & regardless of whether you support the war or not, it was all set in motion because of 09/11/01. The same people who were crying out for justice & revenge are probably some of the same ones who are protesting the war now. They must have forgotten the pain of that day, or how scared it made people. They must have forgotten all of the innocent AMERICANS that died that day for just going about their daily lives. They must have forgotten about the firemen and policemen & brave AMERICANS who died trying to save others. They must have forgotten that the men & women overseas fighting this war are from OUR country. OUR sons, OUR daughters, OUR mothers OUR fathers, OUR friends, OUR brothers, & OUR sisters are over there fighting & serving so this doesn't happen again. When you speak out against the war we are in, you are desecrating the memory of those who died on 09/11/01 & against the memory of those who died fighting in a war for a cause that is very much wort

And God Said
"AND GOD SAID...."I said, "God, I hurt."And God said, I know."I said, "God, I cry a lot."And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."I said, "God, I am so depressed."And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."I said, "God, life is so hard."And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."I said, "God, my loved one died."And God said, "So did mine."I said, "God, it is such a loss."And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross."I said, "God, but your loved one lives."And God said, "So does yours."I said, "God, where are they now?"And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light."

My Wounds
I love you through my anger, In between my fits of rage. I want us to be happy, But I just can't turn the page. I see in you the answer To every time I've prayed. Then I get mad; you leave the room; I wish that you had stayed. My love just wants to hold your hand, But my anger doesn't care. I feel the weight you carry. It really isn't fair. I gave our country everything The day I went to war. I thought the cost would be my life, But it turned out to be much more. I look into my child's eyes, And I see a child burned By Napalm lying on the ground, Without a lesson learned. So now they send the young folks To act like war is fun, Without a thought of how they'll feel When their killing job is done. When folks go fill their gas tanks I think they all should know, A veteran's future happiness Is drowning in the flow.

Erotic Little Story. Was It Good For You? Lol
You start to kiss down my collar bone slowly, begining to lick and softly to kiss with an open mouth down my chest. Gently using your open mouth to pull a little bit of skin in your mouth while you lick down to my nipple. As you massage one of my breasts with your warm hand you slip your tongue over the nipple on my other breast flicking and rolling it with your tongue. You take as much of my breast into your mouth as you slowly slide your hand down over my jeans between my thighs. Pushing hard you start to rub hard enough so I can feel it through my jeans, as you continue to bite and suck on my breasts. When I start to make little hmmm sounds you slide your hand down my pants and under my panties to feel how wet you've made me as you lick your way back up to my mouth shoving your tongue in my mouth. I slide off my jeans, and you pull me onto your naked lap, with your cock hard and ready. I straddle around your legs on my knees and begin to roll my hips against you as you feel your har

Yes Or No (no Explanations)
1. you can only answer YES or NO 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and message me with them and pass it on to friends. ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- -Been arrested? --- noKissed someone you didn't like? --- yesSlept in until 5 PM? --- yesRan a red light? --- yesBeen suspended from school? --- noExperienced love at first sight? --- yesTotaled your car in an accident? --- noBeen fired from a job? --- noFired somebody? --- yesSang karaoke? --- noPointed a gun at someone? --- noDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yesKissed in the rain? --- yesHad a close brush with death (your own)? --- yesSeen someone die? --- yesPlayed spin-the-bot

Yea, Ok
Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mommy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never sees;a dad who never calls.There were daddies along the wall in back,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher called a student from the class.To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,for a man who wasn't there."Where's her daddy at?"she heard a boy call out."She probably doesn'

Kinky Calls
I wrote this for someone special... You know who you are Kinky Call! Another night of no sleep Laying in my bed alone Wicked thoughts cross my mind As I hear the ringing phone I pick it up and hear a voice The voice of the man I need Wondering if he’ll realize I want him to plant his seed The talk is simple “how are you?” Are you lying in your bed As passion grows within me And a fantasy feels my head My fingers start to fondle My nipples harden with desire You ask me what I’m doing And say come light my fire You tell me your cock is hard And I blush as if you knew My fingers touching lower My clit is hard for you Our moans go deeper gasping For the passion to last all night Imagining your cock inside me I fantasize the thought I hear a groan outside my window Then a quick and anxious knock… With a moan and gasp you say to me Baby open the door and suck my cock… I open the door with nothing on And you lean down to kiss me… I say wait, And

My Time In The Corps
I distinctly remember the day my journey in the Marine Corps began. It was the end of July 2005 and I was fresh out of high school full of ambition and curiosity. I had spent the past year in the DEP program preparing for the day I would step off for Parris Island. I was confident that my training and rigorous exercise had prepared me well for what would ensue but still had the fear of god instilled deep within me by the assumption of what kind of demonic creature my Drill Instructor’s would be.

Cheep Thrill
you stopped by as if just to flawnt your disappointment in me, you held my hand like you cared again you looked into my eyes like every word was the most important thing I had ever said you told the truth because you remember how the lies felt you did not make me mad you did not break my heart you did not blow my mind you didnot disapoint your vision of what my infected life would be so right that it hurts to say I see it comming the walls I built will crumble the world I love to hide in will vanish and the ashes

Jas
Ive found myself stuck in my sobriety. Kiinda like when u save up for a car and u finaly get it u dont save for the car any more. One of the reasons i got sober was to show the woman i love that i can change.

Amazing Friends
This blog is basicly just as titled!! Im going through a majorly hard time right now and if it wasnt for a few certian people i WOULD have already lost my mind! I have recently found out that I have a very serious heart issues and my kidneys are failing! [[Yes, lovely, I know]] J Escobar, If you wasn't here with me even just through text I would have jumped off the deep end... becuase of your love and caring and understanding you have helped me see the light a the end of the tunnel! I know i GET glum and I get negative but because of you I come outta them lil stages and get back to the person I Normally am!

It's Never Enough
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you wanted from me And knowing that if I give that to you I might just disappear Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe That's theres no way out for you and me And it seems to be the story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be There's still time

Lounge Servers
Starting a lounge? Need a server, contact Revrend DJ Raven of the Krypt Lounge...he is a reseller of servers. Send him a private message or shoutbox ... Revrend DJ Raven R/L BF of DJ City GirlOwner of KRYPT Lounge Owner of KRYPT Radio@ fubar

Society
So i have decided that i will be writing a weekly blog about things that I find interesting, or i feel need talked about. Last week was obesity this week is idenity crisis.Have you ever felt that you were born the wrong sex? You look at your body.. and your disgusted.. Like.. why do i have breasts.. these arent mine.. or.. i should have breasts? and your a man asking yourself this?

Obama Stuff
I know I might start venting and get a little off subject but i think its all relative, so here goes. Ok don't ask don't tell. To me that phrase means if you don't ask I don't have to tell. That's all fine to me but i suppose it means different to politicians and other people. On the news they talked about gay marches going on and Obama going on to say he would get rid of don't ask, don't tell allowing gays to serve openly. Im all for it. Let the gays serve their country they are human beings too plus they could do the same job as any straight person since they would have the same training. Im pretty sure with that out of the way reruitment #s will increase, we'll have more soldiers, decrease (hopefully) any chance of ever having to do a draft and unemployment would definately go down, in my opinion. If it happens then more power

Gone But Not Forgotten
This poem you wrote fits in very well with this particular blog...And also reinforces what I was saying...If you leave the Fu, you don't need to disappear without a word...Altho I came back, I left a way for people to find me...If they cared enough to look :(

Loss Of A Family Member
On Tuesday September 22 2009, my sister Leanne past away. I remember the last time we talked was when she came to visit me in July, we promised to spend more time together, but we both had busy lives and lived 4 hours apart.I am still trying to come to terms with this, and it has made me realize just how much we take for granted, how we see the ones we love less and less as we grow older, it made me question was I a good Brother? did she know how much I loved her? I can only hope she did. Leanne my little sis, my friend, you brought so much joy to my life, I will always remember you and smile, knowing how proud and how cherished I was to be your big bro, love always RIP

You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
You could have heard a pin dropWhen in England , at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush.He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.'You could have heard a pin drop.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals on board

Jokes
BEER VS. VAGINA1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work.One point to BEER2.Warm beer tastes awful.One point to VAGINA3.A really cold beer is satisfying.One point to BEER4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hairbetween your teeth, you may vomit.One point to VAGINA5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being.6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere.One point to VAGINA7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation maysuffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend.One point to VAGINA8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of vagina he may buy you

To You
When your sad, i will dry your tears,When your scared, i will confort your fears,When you need love, my heart i will share,When your sick, for you i will care,When you are worried, i will give you hope,When your confused, i will help you cope,You will feel my love when we are apart,Knowing that nothing will change my heart.When you are lost and cant see the light,My love will be a beacon, shining through the night,This is my promise, my vow til the end,For you, above all, are my world, my girlfriend,These words on paper, show my care for you,From my lips, these words are spoken, will always be true,God has blessed me, with your hand in mine,Both our hearts, will constantly intertwine.Everyone lives through pains and sorrows,I promise together we will face all tomorrows,Happy with you, swallowed in love,Bless God for giving me you and everything above.

Something New
I hurt myself today,sending the blade deep,only to watch it bleed,sick and twisted is my mind,when everything I had,is gone,and I feel like I am running blind,surrounded by darkness,aimlessly wandering,looking for a sign,hoping for the light,but still all I feel,is this pain deep inside,violence and anger,begin to swell,don't fucking act like you know me,you don't know my hell,the wrath I harbor,will only bring you ruin,it's my curse,my demon inside,that drives me to this place,the edge of insanity,and back again,it's all black and white,no gray area to sit,day by day i suffer through this shit,all alone,when no one understands,the pain inside this man. Heeeeeeeyyyyyy yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhh yeeeeeaaaahhhh There seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel darkness surounds me the voices getting louder drug induced confussion is setting in........ the termites and spiders are eating me from within...god help me when you look into my eyes what do you see?... can you

Random Thoughts
A whisper in my ear, thoughts only spoken to the mindm with a slight touch of sanity, my dreams become my reality.... never wanting to wake from this slumber, to spend the rest of my life in this state, its a place where noone can enter,,, only be brought....

Aflickering Light, Just Out Of Reach
+A Flickering Light, Just Out Of Reach+A flickering lightPathway to my heartBlocked by youEven I thought it wasn't possibleCold fusionMy heart tells my mindDream of youSomething I can't controlNight sky in my headSeeing your face in the starsCought in the circle of me and youLaying upon the earthRememberingAll the words you saidFeeling from the placeI try not to let people inListening to the languageOf my heartThunder claps of LoveEarth/SkyYou/MeCrystal clearHow muchI LOVE YOUSee me smilingLike the morning sunUpon dew kissed grassAll the time I was thinkingI didn't have the heartTo Love you withAs this crazy world would have itYou got itWhat would be truly crazyIf I didn't Love youShattering ImagesOf what I thoughtA woman wasIn sorrow shaped lonelinessForgetting aboutPassing daysIn my eyesAlwaysI come back toTwisted thoughtsOf me and youSet adrift intoThe colors of the earthMaking the cloudsStand stillTouching the clayDigging deepFeeling your warmthThere is no such thingAs timeWhen I w

Help Those In Need...
Stop... Think... Give!!! About Our Childern Of America... How Can we just sit there and Let this Happen??? Support The Movement! Check this out! http://www.glennbeck.com/content/videos/?uri=channels/451373/1398883 PLEASE PUT A STOP TO THIS!!! If You have any kind of a heart... or you have Children... PLEASE TAKE TIME TO WATCH THIS! Grab a Box of Tissues... and Prepare YOURSELF! PSA-HUMAN TRAFFICAING

~people Will See Us..100 Words Or Less~
Back to my game of putting things, thoughts, dreams, desires, fantasies down in 100 words or less....first came 'Black Netting', then 'Captured by the Moment' and now this offering......here we go.... There's a Wildness in Her Eyes Tonight....Animalistic, Carnal, Furious....I'd guessed just how little she was wearing under her trench coat, But it's still a suprise when she opens it wide in the Moonlit Street, lampost buzzing in the background. My Heart races as I take in her lingerie clad body... 'Kiss Me'....she sighs... I approach her tenatively...aware of the heat coming off in waves... Her mouth is Soft and Warm and Sweet....She tastes of Lust and Desire... 'Fuck Me' she asks, begs, demands...wantonly gripping the Hardness in my trousers.... 'People will see us'..... 'I Know' she smiles slyly...'I Want Them Too'.......

Boogey's Little World
Fun Task......Go into your local toy store...pick up the nearest store paging phone...in a very serious tone and without laughing..page an employee to the TOY department..repeat the page until someone comes over to you or they drag you out..whatever comes first. Fun Task.....Next time you are with a group of friends..Talk the whole night like a member of the opposite sex no matter what they say...Extra points if it's also an accent.

Sleeping Princess!
And I hope every morning you wake up, it hurts more and doesn’t stop. And I hope every night you rest you lay and pray for death. You made a better trophy in my dreams. And now you are my nightmare. I wonder, “Where did I go wrong?” And you are all that’s left of what it meant to live. Don’t worry. This will only hurt for a second. Sleep soundly. Just where did I go wrong? Just where did I go wrong? And hoping for changes, we’ve wasted this, and what for? And what for? One more day of this weight. One more day of this dissolved presence.

I Love You
I have tried but it's so uncontrolled. Crazed and ecstatic, Cupid's choke-hold. Like fighting the oxygen I need for my life. Bouncing around what's wrong and what's right. A familiar face and careful hands Holding me tightly as time lets me mend. Patient and lovely in all different ways. A beautiful soul, where my dreams lay. A haunted past, a world made from dust. Flammable words threaten to combust. Forbidden but wanted, secretive moves. [Nothing can stop me from being with you.] Consumed by the pain when he walks my way. And one word from you removes all the ache. My shoulders are heavy with my dirty deeds. But deep down inside, please forgive me. I have waited and pondered and thought, And I've concluded that you're what I want. Inside so pure and bright as the moon, I can't help falling in love with you.

Tax And Spend Health Care
Last week, the Congressional Budget Office released itspreliminary cost estimate for the health plan put forward by SenatorMax Baucus (D-MT). The plan would cost $829 billion over ten years butstill reduce the deficit by $81 billion.The White House and liberals in Congress say the report confirmsPresident Obama's promise that big-government reforms "will help bringour deficits under control in the long term."

The Buzz Bake Sale 2009 Rocks!!!! Music Line Up This Year!!!
ALOT OF FLORIDIANS KNOW ALL ABOUT THIS CONCERT AND KNOWS IT FUKKIN ROCKS!!! WELL HERE IS THE LINE UP OF BANDS THAT WILL BE PLAYING THIS YEAR IN NO SET ORDER... MANCHESTER ORCHESTRA CAGE THE ELEPHANT SICK PUPPIES METRIC OUR LADY PEACE PANIC! AT THE DISCO AFTER MIDNIGHT PROJECT ANBERLIN 30 SECONDS TO MARS MATISYA-U SKINDRED THE USED GREAT LINE UP! I CAN NOT WAIT TO GO!

Beautiful Smile Contest....
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=119458&albumid=1883979&i=2834938771 IN A MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE CONTEST!!! WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU WOULD TAKE A MINUTE OR TWO OF YOUR TIME TO GO RATE MY PIC AND EVEN BID ON ME I'M GIVING AWAY A BLING PACK TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!

By My Master's Hand
Sweetdreamssoft lay your head herekind embrase and gentel whisperstender keeping soulwarth find in this entanglementa kiss to far away in my forgettfullnesssweetdreams there are no riddles or questionsAiry flighs eyes filled with wonderEven the earth welcomes you in joysay you with a smile curling lipsspring rosses on yor cheaksi look to find glory and peacewith each kindness i am unboundfound a king and nobel

7 Kinds Of Sex
SEVEN KINDS OF SEX Results of a recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex. The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone, and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a short time, and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine, and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. Th e 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say 'screw you.' The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. * Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. * This is when you cannot stand your wife any m

Lyrics That Mean Something To Me...
I, I who have nothing... Verse I: Ikon Intersections in real time The unbroken circles and dimensions of the mind The tie that binds The eternal tie that defines The vanity of my insanity in due time Will shine Like the night seas under the moon The haunted corners of familiar rooms Yet i'm consumed With vanishing into thin air The realization that this shit is my cross to bare So where Did I think I could run away to see The people that decided to leave without asking me But we Decide to wait for happier tomorrows And find someone so they can be distractions from our sorrows For my distractions the books of paper that i scrawl in I'm eloquent as summer breeze and leaves just have fallen I've crawl in a corner hoping all of this will end With the knowledge that love is just another word for revenge I who have nothing but the comfort of my sins I who have nothing but the comfort of my friends Chorus: I, I who have nothing I, I who have no one I, I who have nothing I, I who have no o

Once Again
I cant say never, maybe or yes I wanted to but I get surprised by the universe Something new and interesting someone exciting a flavor its all a monkey wrench to the never the always the maybe the yes the no hazy shades of grey I love them so I live in the now and trust in a future mine not always yours almost definately I wonder wander sit pace cant think straight I tried that once I ended in the same place I began I like circles the ongoing energy I sleep but the dreams are so busy maybe I think I am sleeping the what if oh the what if they are so much fun dont take them seriously I did once it did not work out so well but I am ok I think I think I am ok oh I love circles and then I rest on a rock by the stream under the trees and forget about it all

Halloween Auction
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Motivation
So, I love writing. In fact before I chose to double major in computer engineering and chemistry, I was an English major. Well, here I find myself in runt/rut? wtfever you wanna call it? lol. I have to write a speech about life till now, and present to some very important people, yet I can not find the motivation inside me to finish. I always envisioned what would it be like to tell my life story or even write a book about it! This is my time to share my trials and how I've overcome things in my life, yet I have 2 pages written that I need to re-write, and I have a lost for words. I have a speech coach, yet I'm afraid to call him to tell him that I haven't even touched my 2 pages. I have ideas. A lot of them. I guess I just don't know how to start off the first part to include my mother, because well without her I wouldn't be where I am today. So any ideas on how to get motivated? My hubby said to block fubar and web browsing and just write lol... This is an awesome opportunity and

Great Smiles
Recently I have had a wonderful person join my life. My long lost sister Jeanne has after 45 years made contact with my father. Every day since Jeanne was 3 yrs old my father has thought of her and tried to contact her in some way. Now my father is the happiest he has ever been since we received her letter. I can't wait till i meet her and also happy that I have gained her in my life as well. She also has 2 kids which means i'm an aunt x3 total. Only wish i could have been in their lives earlier, I feel i have missed so much with them as well as them with me. God has given us all this wonderful gift and I can't thank him enough. well i got my teeth done now and my smile looks wonderful i guess i gotta delete some pics to add new ones but no1 is rating too many of my pics anyways so im not sure if i want to

Time Promotes Green Sex Toys, Like Whips That Are ‘cruelty-free (to Cows, That Is)’
Time Promotes Green Sex Toys, Like Whips That Are ‘Cruelty-Free (to Cows, That Is)’ By Tim Graham (Bio | Archive) October 19, 2009 - 17:17 ET The liberals at Time magazine would never want to impose their sexual morality on you – unless it involves environmentalism. The October 26 issue features an article headlined "Sex and the Eco-City: Look out, petroleum jelly. Getting it on is getting greener." Writer Kathleen Kingsbury began: In many ways, choosing a sex toy is not unlike buying a car. Walk into most adult shops, and the new-car smell is undeniable. Salespeople tout motor speed and durability. And then there are emissions to consider. That's carbon emissions, of course. As the green movement makes its way into the bedroom, low lighting is a must--to conserve electricity--but so are vegan condoms, organic lubricants and hand-cranked vibrators. The captions beneath a collection of "eco-friendly" offerings to go "Green Between the Sheets" incl

When You Love Someone
"When you love someone... truely love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of Yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt-you literally hand them the raxor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soal. And when they do strike, It's crippling-like haveing your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough... but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?"

Attention All Military Familys On Fubar Please Read This And Pass It On
This is Marianna Murphy. and here is my story please help me spread the word..Hey I need a favor. Here is a web link I need put out on the web big time. This bastard has been busted for child pornography and sexual abuse and

†hè Rεคl HøØ£Í G!®l
Used vs. LovedWhile a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up astone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man tookthe child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using awrench.At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked,'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kickedit a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions........sitting in front ofthat car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.The next day that man committed suicide. . Anger and Love have nolimits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life..... Thingsare to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today'sworld is that, People are used and things are loved...During the day, be careful to keep this thought in mind: Thingsare to be used, but People are to be loved ... Be yourself..

So True
EXERCISE FOR PEOPLE OVER 50:Begin with a 5-lb potato bag in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Each day you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer.After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato bags.Then try 50-lb potato bags and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato bag in each hand . (I'm at this level.)After you feel confident at that level, put a potato in each bag. you gotta love this guys explanation of hell... The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands an

Love...
I knew you all my life You were allways a good friend But when I got to know you better I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories That would only make me cry I had not forgotten my first true love And was able to give it another try So ive fallen in love with you yet again and will never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what i'll say But i'll never stop loving you Each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just to let you know And it's TRUE when I say to you I'll allways love you so Sexy Nurse Claudiahttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/50/13/3693105/tn_2062666063.jpg">@ fubar To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or lo

Poems ( I Always Write What I Am Feeling And Thinking)
You say you loved me, and you still do, but we can't be together me and you. You say "I love you always" in a different way I need to find myself you said that day. You said you'll love me always and will be there for me but something isn't right with me you see... You said please forgive me for hurting you it is something I never wanted to do please understand maybe in time I tried to fight this and keep you as mine. I don't want to keep you on a string I just need to do this, I have to, for me.. Please understand I do love you I do but not in the way that I use to.. I want to be able to still be your friend if you will have me until the end If you can't i will understand but its not what I want, cause I will tell you again "That I still love you, and will always to the end" Hearts get broken every day, people walk from our lives, but I do not want to leave you not now not ever I want to help you now and forever... You had always told me, you would never leave and now I know and I

Fled
FledEmpty a clip to ease my pain.All I have is hate for everything.I'll clinch my fist if you insist.Show you every reason I exist.So what, so what the fuck you want?Apologies up front?Yeah right we fight to let it out, blow.I want it right now, revengence is a must.I'm about to bust well that's fucking tough.I see you blow me off I've had e-fucking-noughOf this pain and this bullshitCuz that's just what it isI'm getting fucking pissedNothin ever seems to go my way never, ever, ever, everI'd rather sit and suffer than accept these games you playStuck I feel as though I'm fuckedShit out of fucking luckBut I guess I'll deal with it fine whatever, nevermindYou must be fucking blind if you can't see it's killing me!Everybody from the front to backGet in the pit and show 'em where you're atWhere the fuck you at?Right here right hereWHERE THE FUCK YOU AT?!?I can feel the thickness of your painAnd I want to wish it all awayYou inject filth to excite your brainI can feel it in your shallow vei

Reach
ReachWhere is my place in life?Why can't I get it right?Tell me what I'm going through.Where are we going to turn to?You feel alone I feel abused.Tell me what are we supposed to do, suffer?Reach out your hands to meI understand you because I feel the sameIt won't go awayThis pain will never go awayI see it in your eyes.You cannot hide your faces.You're going through it too.Where are we going to turn to?You feel alone I feel abused.Tell me what are we supposed to do, suffer?[Chorus]It's building up inside I know I've had enough1,2,3 blow it up!You feel alone I feel abused.We share the same pain.I know there's one thing we can doAnd that's fight together and get away[Chorus out]

Zombie Monkey Files
Zombies: What you should do By Bob Bankard PhillyBurbs Special Sections Once again, thanks to the new millenial zombie, we've got to take a good, hard second look at our advice to those who find themselves in the center of a zombie swarm. It's important to represent both sides - the quick and the dead and the good ol' shamblers - in order to optimize your choices if in fact you find yourself in the middle of a crew intent on eating your face. So, let's start right off with the obvious: What's eating you? Are you dealing with the tottering old school voodoo zombie, or the new and improved "Olympus 2000" version? Define your enemy, and act appropriately as per below. The Fast facts on Fast Zombies I start with these guys, because if you're out there with shamblers, you probably have enough time to read through. Cons

Oh, He's Got Jokes Now!
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you have a dirty mind. Two, you didn't read your homework And three, one day y

Going To Start Working Out,because I Got To.
Just so sick of even attempting to date anymore. I've been single for about 7 years now and not once have I had a steady girlfriend and let alone dates for that matter.Plus my friends aren't much help either, one half is the "Hit it and quit it" crowed the other are the "commit" crowed. I mean I like to think my mom raised me right but raised me in the way that is behind the times. Plus the most complaint I'm "too little" or "too much" in some way. I just feel like it just a big joke.

Poems
I AM A LOST SOUL THAT TRAVELS THE HWYS OF THE COUNTRY SIDE LOST AND EMPTY SINCE YOU LEFT AND I HAVE LOST YOU. THE HWY IS MY PRISON NOW AND WILL BE UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY LAST BREATH. THE HWY GOD HAS GOTTEN HIS CLAWS INTO ME AND WONT LET GO. I TRAVEL ALONE IN THE DARKNESS NEVER STAYING IN ONE PLACE AND NEVER GETTING ATTACHED TO ANYONE OR ANYTHING . I AM THE JUST A LOST SOUL TRAVELING THE LONG NEVER ENDING HWY NEVER TO KNOW HOW LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH YOU . MY LIFE IS ON THE ROAD NOW BUT MY HEART IS NOT WITH ME IT IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE WITH YOU

The Best Butts On Fubar Contests
ok its like this you promote your self i will be going by the votes you get it will start next friday at midnight if you want out of the contest i will take you out and i dont want the ladys coming to me about she the only one geting votes and not me it called you promote your self OK EVERYONE I AM HOSTING A NEW CONTEST IT IS CALLED HOT SUMMER NIGHTS BIKINI CONTEST ANY AND ALL WOMAN CAN BE IN IT FOR THE LUCKY WINNER YOU CAN PICK BOMB,AUTO 11 OR

Want To Be A Hottie
Come be part of the Original & Best Ladies Team on Fu . You have been selected as one of Fubars most Sexiest Lady's and we would love to have to tryout for our 2nd Alarm Hotties Family . Click on the pics above & your on your way . Brought to you by : ~

Tagged By Tyob1
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. In the real world I am SHY around guys. 2. My real name is not Daisey. 3. Never had chicken pox 4. Was once a BIG BIG girl!! 5. Hate cleaning my house 6. Born a natural blonde 7. Likes to watch teen Disney shows with kids and yes alone to feel like they are home. 8. Loves to sing and dance around house like I know what I am doing. 9. Growing up I was quarterback football player on street team and guard in basketball team. 10. HATE cry babies that say they are leaven FUBAR and then a day or week later they are back!!

My Brookie!
If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again No Farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it And only God knows why. My heart's still active in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No one can ever know. But now I know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hallowed place within my heart Is where you'll always stay. God knows why, with chilling touch, Death gathers those we love so much, And what now seems so strange and dim, Will all be clear, when we meet Him. I Knew you for a Moment When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me, I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say

New Nsfw Guidelines
Is it me or the new "New NSFW Guidelines" is really fucked up!?! Do you know why people come here is becouse people cant do on myspace or facebook so wtf i think babejesus had the money get to his head......

What Have We Become!!
Those of You Born 1930 - 1979 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers Who smoked and/or drank while they were Pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, Tuna from a can and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-base paints.

Old Stuff
As suicide thoughts/ slowly creep in/ i grab hold of my liberation/ My only way out/ The only object that keeps me sane/ The only thing i can control/ Not evern my thoughts are my own/ To know that i cant control them/ Only scares me even more/ I dont know what they mean/ I sit and try to figure them out/ Until i want to scream!/ Until i want to run away to a psychiatric ward!/ Until i stand there and yell out to my Lord!/ To my savior/ The only one who understands/ And tells me this isnt what it seems/ It is only a dream// As i wake up/ I only see darkness/ I feel trapped/ deep down in this hole/ I know theres no way out/ I have gone to my hell/ I have lost my soul/ I hold the truth/ That will liberate others/ But i start to panic/ I start to shake/

Dj Wyldwest @ Dirtydeedsradio!
come bye sometime and check out dirtydeedsradio!! check out al the djs and the everyone at ddr! im on from 8pm-11pm eastern time mond tuesday wednesday, and for the after party 2am-5am est. on sunday mornings. check it out and or check me out :)

My Hotties Boobie
TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FAN AND FANS OF THAT HAVE ME IN THERE YM CONTACTS I NO LONGER HAVE YAHOO MESSANGER DO TO A VIRUS IN THE YM IF YOU GOT A LINK FROM ME DO NOT OPEN IT I NEVER SENT A LINK TO ANYBODY. SO PLEASE SEND ME YOUR CONTACT INFO IN PRIVATE MESAGE TO ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT. IM SO SORRRY IF THE VIRUS HAS GOT TO YOU. I STILL HAVE YAHOO MAIL SO SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE I HAVE CAUSED YOU

Fubar
wtf.... why's fubar being utterly stupid and gay all of a sudden? honestly don't care if I get deleted or not, where's the fun in this site nowadays anyway.... can't even rate someone without getting stupid ass rating too fast errors or invalid out of 11 errors (which is fuckin stupid cause I don't use 11's unless they're already activated on someone's profile AND still get that message even when they are), people gettin deleted for stupid shit, some accounts still making it passed 10 without a salute, TONS of profiles without a salute.....and to top it all off, I have a friend who had lots of her pics deleted INCLUDING her salute pic by someone in her family, gets back on fubar later that day and can't even get a single point until what? the bouncers say she posts a salute......... WTF? there's tons of people without salutes leveling up everyday so why should she be any different? very few on this site talk to me anymore anyway.... always try to start conversations with people when I

My Ramblings
Out in the dark night I look up aboveMoon so beautiful I think about loveHow grand it would be if you could just seeThe sight above and be standing here with meMy arm around you an your soft hand in mineI'd be just like heaven at least in my mindBut miles apart each other we may never seeSo I look at he moon and dream of what could becurt I see a line of cars and their all painted blackI see flowers and smell the smell of fresh turned earthI see the hot sun shine down on a small over dressed crowdI see sweat mix with tears from sad eyesI see the lid come down and then I"m aloneI see the darknessI see nothingI feel a rumbleI feel the earth ripped apartI feel the evil in this placeI feel the devil's hot breath on my faceI feel so cold insideI feel searing fleshI feel all love is no moreI feel forever

Ripping My Cold Blackened Heart
Use me you fucking idiot, take everything i ever had. leave me with nothing but sorrow and pain, while you have all you could ever dream of. forget about me, like you ever even cared, laugh at my misery while i go deeper into this fate. false promises made, false hope held, lies are all that fills my head. i want to believe the fantasies said, but i must sell everything for you, even my fucking bed. you try me again, itll be the last thing you do, cant come close to me now. no chance in hell. im no longer your puppet on a string, i surpassed your evil demise and through the ruins. stupid nieve little boy i must be, fall for it over and over again. it never will stop, no way it can. i cant ever learn, until you rip my bleeding heart to shreds. do it once, do it again, it seems the pain will never end. your wrong, there's nothing left, just scars, rips, and tears. its gore, gore, gore. all hope is dead. no feelings, no life, just wasted little threads. cant put it back together, its tota

Random Stuff From My Head Some Old Some New...
contrary to popular belief I am not perfect, I am not a saint, I am not a mind reader, I am not a millionaire... what I am is an imperfect bitchy broken mess with a heart a mindset that cause me a lot of pain and happiness all at the same time... A girl with a mindset that everyone ELSE needs to be happy and my needs and wants will come later or that the people i am caring for will take care of my needs... and in the end there usually isn't enough of anything left for me... Why is it that no one can see that all i want is for some one to love and care for me as much as i do for them... i want them to think of me before themselves... goodness knows i think of them and their wants and needs before my own... why is it so hard for others to do the same... I am tired of feeling used and abused and bitchy... So I can not seem to find sleep, so I am going to start a blog on here.. I mean why not...

Soon..
He had awaited this day his whole life. the day that She and he were finally 'one'. Thinking back about all the absolute **** they had gone thru, he was again amazed. Afterall.. so many had been against their union from the start. Those who were jealous, those who were suspicious, those who were just.. EVIL and wanted to see either him or her sufforing. Never happy. But now, on this very day, they are PROVING all the others wrong. He looks up as the music starts. Tho he's heard it countless times before, this time the song seems brand-new. He sees her.. 'she looks more beautiful evey single day' he thinks. Standing there, even thru the veil, their eyes lock. He smiles even wider. She smiles back, that smile of hers that just melts him. All his fears, all his worries.. every bad thing just disappears when she gives him that smile. She walks towards him, slowly, in time with the music, tho every instinct in her makes her want to run to him.. Now they stand there. Both answer the questi

The Cask Of Amontillado
THE thousand injuries of Fortunato I had borne as I best could, but when he ventured upon insult I vowed revenge. You, who so well know the nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that gave utterance to a threat. At length I would be avenged; this was a point definitely, settled --but the very definitiveness with which it was resolved precluded the idea of risk. I must not only punish but punish with impunity. A wrong is unredressed when retribution overtakes its redresser. It is equally unredressed when the avenger fails to make himself felt as such to him who has done the wrong. It must be understood that neither by word nor deed had I given Fortunato cause to doubt my good will. I continued, as was my wont, to smile in his face, and he did not perceive that my smile now was at the thought of his immolation. He had a weak point -- this Fortunato -- although in other regards he was a man to be respected and even feared. He prided himself on his connoisseurship in wine. Few

Is Obamacare Constitutional?
A reporter recently asked House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D;CA)where in the Constitution Congress is given the authority to forceAmericans to buy health insurance, she responded, "Are you serious?Are you serious?" Responding to a follow-up question to thisnon-answer, Pelosi's press secretary said, "That is not a seriousquestion." I

Head Under Covers
What if your mind be enslaved by others?Opinions and judgments are what you'll showLiving and dying, head under the coversForsaken: the wisdom taught by mothersStrangling mind's garden, like weeds non-truths growAnd now your mind be enslaved by othersYour life is a fight waged against brothersYour world is in darkness, all that you knowLiving and dying, head under the coversPerhaps your senses be dulled by loversCircling down, from truth away you goAnd now your mind be enslaved by othersEmotional anguish, you discoverOut of your life all of your hope will flowLiving and dying, head under the coversWasted: the mind that's enslaved by othersDown the true path this mind will never strollAnd now your mind be enslaved by othersLiving and dying, head under the covers

Trashroom And Its Followers Of The Deep
VERSE1: lee yells let all trash be sorted! and be placed in the right vestibule and jeffers yells true dat foo! VERSE2: Trash that yees to be sorted will be made "holy" and placed on thine galley floor. VERSE3: lee shouts to thine people above if you do not obey these rules thine coppers will be filled with rubish and jeffers states "yup". VERSE4: if thy refuselet it be known that we will strickey you from the depths of below with moldy cabbadge, rotten celery, and other unholy products found on the refer decks. VERSE5: if thine personal misconstrive with the trashroom dwellers of the deep thine sheets and blankets will become one with due thanks of the cpo. VERSE6: if all who readeth these adendums of a know stated nature, and rightously becomes disobedient to them, ye shall be smitten with trash refused guilt. and that sayeth man and men promulgated before thee"lee and "holy" of holies" jeffers" shall then smote ye. with foulness and its sfore mentioned bindings (warner 1-23:55

Heartbroken
I dont know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. It's like we're scared to lose something we never really had. Some of us say we'd rather have something than nothing at all, but the truth is... to have something hhalfway is harder than not having it at all. As we grow up... We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of hapiness you'll never get back..... Why do you still care for a girl who obviously doesn’t care for you?Accept the fact t

Christmas Spirit
So I have made to attempt to hide my dislike for the Christmas season, hell I STILL haven't even put up a Christmas tree even though my 9 year old won't shut up about it. Well, I broke down and wrapped a few Christmas presents for tomorrow night which include my 4 nieces.

-bad Romance-
Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A charming Virgo woman is perfectionist and realistic in nature. The main characteristics of Virgo woman are honesty, perfection, sincerity and dependability. Read on to know more about it. Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac, is also considered as the sign of critic or craftsman. Practical, modest, loving, helpful, active and fussy Virgo people are born between August 23-September 22. Its zodiac symbol is represented by a woman. Its ruling planet is mercury and Wednesday is its lucky day. The lucky colors for Virgo people are azure blue and saffron yellow, and agate, topaz and aquamarine are the lucky gems. Observant, loving, helpful and reliable are the major strong points of Virgo people. A beautiful Virgo woman is blessed with some outstanding characteristics. Let’s know more about it.Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A Virgo woman is very attractive and charming. She is tall with a slim, slender figure. She is having all the promin

Straight Answers
I wake up this mornin hoping for an answer like I always do,but I see my heart on the floor in nothing but crushed dust.My mind goes blank,and my soul empty.I was a fool to see you as something more than you gave yourself credit for,but I was wrong.You give claims of love,yet it was not there.You put that blindfold over my eyes when i thought I was seeing clearly,and you led me away from the truth.

Dirtydeedsradio.com Contest
The simplest yet! Okay guys One Rate and two comments gets you put in the pot for this one! Wow!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2395450&albumid=2028434&i=1949486637&idx=1#3595888087 Rate this picture, Leave a comment saying Kazy or Kasper sent you then Leave a comment on the blog. Have i lost my mind? Well maybe but ya'll have thought that for a along time! The contest ends @11pm East today 5-5-10. Tomorrow AM I will cross check the comments on the blog and the picture.. and randomly draw a name out of the hat. It is that simple! Get to clicking!

Jus Sayin!!
I'm sittin here thinking about where it all went wrong Why it hurts so bad when it hasn't been that long. I know that its you thats missing We have to make it right Niether of us should have to feel this way Being alone night after night. It is you that completes me and makes it all ok Being without you is like the world without air. Drowning in the sorrow and the feeling of defeat I cannot cry tears but

My Peanut
I am 9 weeks and 6 days My baby's heart rate is 165 beats per minute I didn't get a picture cause it looks like a little bean. but you could see its legs a kicking.... I said its twitching. Jeff says it has A.D.D. which of course it does coming from him... (swear to god) I believe in Ritalin. I cant stop smiling cause my baby was twitching... Next time Jan 23 be there for pics.... Wicked and Fetus.

Pain
I am sitting out here watching the rain as thoughts of you begin to flood my brain.I know that it can NEVER be...a relationship between you and me.I want you and you want me.Oh,how I wish that it could be.Just one night,It'd feel so right to feel your arms encircling me.This is a love that cannot be. A forbidden love between you and me.You were my love, you were my life.I wanted so badly to become your wife.Times have changed.Life got in the way.I'm married to another today.

Fuckers
What up FUCKERS, im BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea i have been gone for awhile but im back you fuckers. I added some new pix as well so o check em an hit me up!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING FREAKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your Last Breath
Your Last BreathRedefining Your PrioritiesProcrastination is an almost universal human habit and one that infiltrates nearly every aspect of our lives. Modern existence is so complex, and much of what we long to do is left to wait by the side. We know what is important but tend to let the weight of worldly pressures lead us astray. To get back on track, however, we need only take a moment to consider where our thoughts will be as we take our last breath on this earth. More likely than not, at that instant, disagreements, bills, petty annoyances, and other frustrating elements of our lives will no longer seem as significant as they once did. Thoughts of loved ones and the positive impact we had on the world would no doubt occupy our remaining thoughts. Whatever we imagine ourselves musing upon during our last breath will almost always be representative of what truly matters to us. This simple exercise introduces us to a new way of thinking. While our attention is drawn momentarily to th

Untitled
I opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this

Archery
I have a question for anyone that knows anything about archery. I have been searching online ALL week for this answer and got no help, so I am asking any of you that may know. I have a dual cam compound bow that I shoot and have it marked at a 55-60lb draw with 80% let off. I bought some arrows that are size 400 rather than 500 that I normally shoot. Is it possible to use a 125 grain broadhead and still get the 330fps without dropping off at the end of the flight or do I need to go get 100grain? I'd really hate to have to buy new broadheads so if you know, or find the answer online for me, you'd be greatly appreciated by me!! Thanks again!

Newest Blog
If I could please a Goddess,How could it be?Would I have a chance,Or would a spell be on me. She has cast her spell,And away I can't turn.Her beauty in my heart,Forever it will burn. She could darkin my heart,If she does choose.But my heart to her,I hope she doesn't lose. Today she added a smile to my heart,To go with the one on my face.Next to hers,mine must belong,It feels like the perfect place. Time will tell the road we travel down,Right now it shines golden rays.As we learn more of each other,While we walk together the same way. I hope our path never divides,Without her I would feel lost.Not seeing her by my side,My heart could not handle the cost reply She told me from her. A smile I did bring. Can she feel the sun. Does her heart again want to sing. Even if not with me. I would help her anyway. Till her voice rings true. I pray for that day. If she will let me. Help her welcome each day. Then I will make her smile. In my own special way.

April Fresh
ANYWAYS I JUST GOT ANOTHER JUG OF DETERGENT, AND IT'S TITLE OF FRAGRANCE IS "APRIL FRESH" IT SMELL'S WONDERFUL!!. YA KNOW REALLY I WOULD LIKE TO MEET THE FUCKER WHO CAME UP WITH THE NAME AND PUNCH HIM IN THE JUNK, ITS A FUCKING LIE, U DON'T EVER SMELL WONDERFUL FLOWERS AND SUCH IN APRIL, I ALL GET IS THE SMELL OF UNTHAWING(SPELLING?....LOL)

And Now For Something Completely Different
"A bit late to be nervous now isn't it?" I asked Leah as I spun her around and pressed her chest against the wall. She didn't reply, but didn't struggle either as I bent her left arm behind her back and snapped the first handcuff into place around her wrist.

Blood Milk Sky
Whether to be agreat cagey perfumedbeastdying under thesweet patronageof Kings& exist like luxuriantflowers beneath theemblems of theirStrange empireor by mere insouciantfaithslap them, call their cardsspit on fate & cast hellto flames in usuryby dying, noblywe could exist likeinnocent trollspropogate our revels& give the finger to thegods in our privatebedroomslet's rather, maybe,perhaps,get fucking out inthe open, & byswelling, jubilantlyMagnificently, end them. Jim Morrison "Blood, Milk, And Sky" The siren sings a Lonely song of all the Wants and hungers The lust of love a brute Desire - the ledge of life Goes under - Divide the Dream into the fleshKaleidoscope and -Candle eyes - Empty Winds scrape on the Soul - but never stop To realize -Animal whisperingsIntoxicate the nightHypnotize the deperateSlow motion light - Wash Away into the rainBlood, milk and skyHollow moons illuminateAnd beauty never diesRunning wild running blindI breathe the body deep1,000 years beside myselfI do

Need 5 Mill Points In 24 Hours & Getting Bent Over
I have made it a point to keep track as much as possible (aside from trying to get much needed sleep)...and seems that Fu has gone mad and been screwing my points and deducting them from me...Fu Support sent a lame ass message back that I need to clear my browser history and they think I was looking at cached pages....I say not possible since I did do that and the point

Tell Me What You Think!
Why is it that love is so hard to find, I mean true love! The kind of love that has no bounderies, the kind of love that knows no shame. I want to find a woman who can be as true as I am. I need a woman who can be my best friend and my soul mate! Is it so much to ask to want a woman who can love me unconditionally. I have been hurt so much my heart cannot take anymore breaking. .I have suffered long enough all I want is love. I know this does not sound like a typical guy but I see myself as a extrodinary guy one who knows how to love and is ready to be with a woman who can love like I do. In the heart of a true man is the patience to accept thier partners flaws, any mistakes thier partner has made becomes thier mistakes, the true man loves unconditionally no matter what is said or done, and the true man would never lay thier hand upon thier partner. In the heart of a true man is the longing to be with someone who appriciates him for him and not wanting to change him. In time the partn

Angels Among Us
Angels Among Us, By Me Angels walk among us in every shape and formAngels walk among us some of them even have devil hornsAngels walk among us every given dayAngels walk among us and help us along the way

This Is My Life
okay now i know ive been off the loop for a minute, by not having alot of female friends...so this one chic who i considered my home girl. ok we have everything in common, from kids ages to favorite foods, likes dislikes. etc..

Countown 2 Bliss
MY Friendz: Theze are some of the thingz i've noticed about my closest friendz on fubar. Dont have 11's on Dont have a ton of NSFW pics, if any(except U Jennie, you're excused LOL) Arent cherry bombing ppl Dont beg for VIP's Arent in the Happy Hour Have less than 50 fublingz Rate me everyday Wont be found in the Blast Box Are old, young, fat, skinny, black, white, healthy, sick, rich and poor Can contact me by phone (skype) or yahoo

Html Comments
I have HTML comments enabled, but no matter what, i try to post HTML code in comments (even my own) and it says it dont work.....but my settings show that HTML is enabled for EVERYONE, i typed in the captcha and saved it.....so its just bein retarded to me....but, oh well...here is the HTML i was gonna post in Raistlins blog regarding Merlot Music: PROBLEM SOLVED:

Conspiracy Theory
Um why are they pushing soooooo hard for HEALTHY teens and young adults to get the H1N1 shot ? That age group has the most robust immunization systems and are the least at risk for H1N1 or any version of the flu. I understand that young children and older adults, or those with comprimised immune systems may need the shot. So why are they pushing so hard for everyone to get the H1N1 shot ? I think it's just another brick in the wall of immunizations that the government mandates, that in the long run will be found out to have so many side affects that entire generations will be damaged. Story Published: Feb 23, 2010 at 6:26 PM CST Story Updated: Feb 23, 2010 at 8:07 PM CST SPRINGFIELD, Mo. --

Contests
I am thinking of running a contest where the winner would get a 65 bling pack or a 3 month vip or a 7 day blast(winners choice) How to enter:friend and fan mesend me 50k fu bux and your sexiest picture winner will be determined after a 2 weeks by who has the most photo coments please repost and foward to any of your friends who would like to enter No!!!!!!! bombing famlies allowed this is a fair contest plz sb me if you want in hiya ladies wanna win a free 65 bling pack? well im gonna give a 65 bling pack to the lady who takes the sexiest leg shot salute. So put on your colored stockings,fishnets or just ur nude legs and my id and come enter for your chance to win

How Many Licks?
My status yesterday was the famous "How many licks does it take to get to the Tootsie Roll center of a Tootsie Pop?" In the spirit of the above phrase I set out to see if I could answer the question that many said couldn’t be done. So I set up my station at work and as luck would have it I was assigned Timer Test calls. What does that mean to you? Well unless you have an alarm system, it means nothing. However, to me it was the opportunity to seek out the answer. Because it was going to be yet another boring night making senseless calls to those that pay for a service however get pissed when you call to let them know there could be a problem.

All Things Mom!
How did you find the energy, MomTo do all the things you did,To be teacher, nurse and counselorTo me, when I was a kid.How did you do it all, Mom,Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,Yet find time to be a playmate,I just can’t comprehend.I see now it was love, MomThat made you come whenever I'd call,Your inexhaustible love, MomAnd I thank you for it all. By Joanna Fuchs Mom, Where are you?right now i need you, i dont know what to do anymore! im not ready for everything life is throwing at me!i need you to be here when i meet the man of my dreams,when i try my wedding dress on for the first time, when i first find out im pregnent,when i hold my baby for the first time,Mom i need you to be here when i dont know how to be a Mom!mom where are you? cause right now u need to be here with me All the nights we would spend awake together bakeing random goodies just cuz we couldnt sleep! i miss that so much

Recipes *as Seen On Sinfully Delicious*
2 eggs, seperated 1 1/2 cups milk 1/2 cup melted butter 2 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 tablespoon sugar 1 cup fresh or frozen blueberries, rinsed In a small mixing bowl, beat egg whites until stiff; set aside. Beat egg yolks; add milk and melted butter. Sift dry ingredients together; add egg yolk mixture and mix until smooth and fold in blueberries. Gently fold in beaten egg whites. Bake in a hot waffle iron. Makes about 6 blueberry waffles.

Underpants Outside Day
The world is getting sadder by the day. Recession, wars, natural disasters and american idol. Well I think its time we all did something fun to help make the world a little better. Let's make march 1st 2010 the first ever underpants on the outside day. To celebrate, simple dress yourself as you would normally except do not wear underpants. then when you have your cloths on, put underpants on over top of them. Go to work or out shopping or even to your local bar like this. feel like a superhero all day. So if you'd like to make this holiday a reality comment below and pass a link to this blog along to all your friends and most important of all, when march 1st rolls around remember to put those panties or boxers or even tighty whiteys on the outside.

Something From The Heart...
Welcome to my world, where I carry around dreams, a few diseases, & the determination to live life my way. Up until a few days ago, my attitude checked out ok, & I thought, Yay!, I am winning, but then someone or something comes along & knocks me back down again & I feel like I've accomplished nothing & that my life has not been what I thought. I feel like I'm a novelty that people want when it suits them, but they don't want me when I don't live up to their ideals of who I should be, & the novelty wears off. Then they go off to continue with their lifes without a second thought of what they did to me by coming into my life for such a short period, & how it has & will affect my well-being. The sudden ups & downs are harder on me than any of the medications they have me on so that I might live a longer & more fullfilled life, which is a bunch of crap, because no one sticks around a person who is sick all the time. And that's just the beginning...strange as it sounds, I do love my life.

Thoughts For The Day
♥This is for all the strong ladies who have been through a lot in life and survived!! Say this out loud "I am strong because I know weakness. I am compassionate because I have experienced suffering. I am alive because I am a fighter. I am wise because I have been foolish. I can laugh because I have known sadness. I can love because I have known loss." Re-post if you are a strong woman who has weathered the storm but still loves to dance in the rain!♥♥♥ "Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't li

These Make Sense
Once upon a time, a Prince asked a beautiful Princess "Will you marry me?"The Princess said, "NO!" And the Prince lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles and went fishing and hunting and played golf and dated women half his age stayed out all night and had tons of money in the bank and left the toilet seat up.The End

Quote
lost with out thought reminiscing things of past, present and future. Contemplating the outcomes of choices he has at this time. Where will they lead him, what will they do to him, does he want to be there or be that person.

My Love
I miss the sound of your voice And I miss the rush of your skin And I miss the still of the silence As you breathe out and I breathe in If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next Make you believe, make you forget So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just pull me down hard And drown me in love So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just pull me down hard And drown me in love I miss the sound of your voice The loudest thing in my head And I ache to remember All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said If I could walk on water, if i could tell you what’s next, make you believe, make you forget So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just to pull me down hard And drown me in love So come on, get higher, loosen my lips Faith and desire in the swing of your hips Just to pull me down hard And drown me in love I miss the pul

You Threw My Eyes
In our vast universe there are countless grains of sand, none being any less important then the next. Never forget your worth in the vastness, you are a diamond in the rough a story that has no ending never to be fully told, never to be retold. you are love and caring that is rivaled by no other. You are beauty beyond all that compares. You are intelligent yet you have a side of you that many never get to see. I consider myself lucky for my eyes have seen all the things that make you what you are. For that i am thankful. If my eyes never saw again they would not shed tears of sorrow, for they will forever have the memory of having seen the inner beauty as well as the outer beauty that which makes you.

Randomness
Sexuality is an interesting thing because we all have the capability of being sexual. It’s what we chose to do with that’s important. Even those like myself that don’t have a high sex drive still have the ability to be sexual. The way to bring that out is to have a partner that understands your needs. It is very difficult for some to tell their partner what their needs are but bu doing so your partner is able to learn what your needs and wants are and are more able to turn you on. Of course this helps your self-esteem. So why is it so difficult? Some would say it’s not polite. Even in the 21st century sex seems to be a topic that is considered taboo. Why is that? Everyone does it so why not be open with your partner about what you like and what turns you on. Sex is a natural normal part of life. Another thing, while we’re on the subject, why do people cheat? Most of the time it’s not because they don’t love their partner or enjoy being with the

Accusations
Allright, Let me get a few things clear. I was just accused tonight of stealing staff from another lounge. This is something I did not do , nor have I ever. The person who accused me I will not name at this time, but they know who they are and so do others. He has informed me that " supposedly" others have came to him and said I steal members and attempt to steal their staff as well. This is something I am not sure whether to believe or take as just another ploy. So I wanted to write this in case. I have never, nor will I ever feel the need to lower myself to stealing another lounge owners staff. If you feel I am like this or have done this please feel free to come to me. There are many lounges on my lounge list, and many I support adn know have good honest ppl in them. And some know I would do just about anything to help. This is coming up because I hired a Dj who I was told quit. Who came to me and asked for a job. This is wwhat happens, ppl change almost like

Whisper
Slip into the nightCaught on a dream.Rip yourself awayAnd don't look back.It's time for freedomAnd time to love.It's time to leave behindEverything you've held onto.Don't be afraidAs you slip through the trees.The moon and stars will guide youAnd lead you safely to me.Softly, I whsiperAnd hope that you can hear:'This is it, my love,No turning back.'But even from miles awayI hear your heart beating in your chest.I feel the fear in youThat I know you've been hiding.You don't want to come here tonightAnd I understand why.But I want this last chanceTo look into your eyes.Soon everything will changeAnd we will drift apart.So tonight, let's hold eachotherAnd whisper in the dark.

Story Time, Nsfw
This is seduction of the highest order Lay down, relax, and let carnal emotions take over Inhale deeply and put your mind at ease Allow me to lead you into never ending ecstasy Placing my lips to yours I dare you to explore what’s behind your minds locked doors Mesmerizing you with my soft kisses Bewitching you with my sweet smell I have you right where I want you After this is over memories of this night will still haunt you Biting softly on your neck I release your inhibitions You’re dying to be with me pleading to be tempted Hoe can I be resisted? After all this is seduction of the highest order…. -Unknown- You are so sexy that just the thought of you arouses me. I know that this morning you left wearing something sexy for me under your black skirt and your beige turtle neck sweater. The thought of you wearing those laced black panties with that matching laced bra, and garter belt all day drives me crazy! When you get home there are aroma candle

Lame Stuff... Maybe Some Gushy Stuff Too
why is it that I can't ever love those close to mee? I am absolutely in love, and will never be anywhere close enough to act upon it. wow. I am sooo lame for even lettin myself feel that way. It's on. Im sooooo never chattin with awesome peeps again.. lol so you better be a loser if you gonna come around chattin... lol Here is the fight between me and the friend of mine that my last mumm was about - Im sorry I didn't use the phrase kick rocks. She is the pink - I am the blue. This was a txt convo.

Auction Plz Read!
WANNA BE IN MY AUCTION?? READ DETAILS AND FIND OUT HOW! :)*SEND ME 100,000 FUBUX*TELL ME WHAT PICTURE TO RIP*AND SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH WHAT YOU WANT TO OFFER :) THERE ARE ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES!!***IT'S THAT EASY!!!!!***THEN I'LL POST YOUR PICTURE IN MY AUCTIONS ALBUM :) AND LET PEOPLE BID ON YOU (BID IN COMMENTS PLEASE! WHATEVER BID IS POSTED HAS TO BE GREATER THAN THE ONE YOUR OUT BIDDING! HENCE THE POINT!)...ADVERTISE YOURSELF, THE MORE ADVERTISING THE MORE YOU'LL GET AS A BID. REMEMBER CASH BIDS GO FARTHER THAN FUBUX BIDS :)THE DAY THE AUCTION ENDS PLEASE LOGIN AND CHOSE YOUR WINNER!! EXAMPLE YOU'D RATHER HAVE A BOMB VS A HH. THEN IT'S UP TO YOU TO RECEIVE YOUR PRIZE AND DO YOUR DEEDS ;P HAVE FUN!!!! DON'T FORGET TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS :) SO THEY CAN AUCTION THEIR SELVES OFF TOO! ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS!!!!!!!

Life Reflection
I tend to get into moods where I question everything in my life. This happens to be one of this times. Unlike many people that I have met whether it be in r/l or fubar...when things don't seem right...I look at myself rather than to assume it is others causing my confusion. Deep soul searching tends to flood my mind more often than I think it should. (Not sure if this is healthy or not). In a time where talk show guests blame their ,parents,society,government,wealth and just about any other reason you can think of, for the miseries of their life. I choose to heap all questionable actions that pertain to my life on my own shoulders (deservedly or not) before passing it onto others as a way of justification. I just like everyone else am far from perfect and never claim to be. Which brings me to my number one concern in my life....Honesty. I consider myself to be well spoken and educated. Along with that standard I realize that honesty has it's place and is subject to what I call si

Tim's Blogs
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be freeHe was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could beHe knew what he was there for and what had to be doneKnowing each day that the end of his life could comeSo he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knewKnowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a fewThen there came that dreadful day when his service was no moreHe came home and seen and wonder, what was it all forNo one understood him and didn't even careFor what he saw here, was just what he left thereAs time went on and the years had pastHe was a different man but with the same maskHe struggle more and more each day as it went aloneAnd was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrongHe became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to seeFor there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dreamHe was no longer the man he use to be. I will walk thru the valley without a tear in my eye; because of a man who gave his life that

Lol's
An old retired sailor puts on his old uniform and heads for the docks once more, for old times sake. He engages a prostitute and takes her up to a room. He's soon going at it as well as he can for a guy his age, but needing some reassurance, he asks, "How am I doing?" The prostitute replies, "Well, old sailor you're doing about three knots." "Three knots?" he asks. "Whats that supposed to mean?" She says, " You're knot hard, you're knot in, and you're knot getting your money back!"

War Of Djs At Legends Saloon
This March 12th starting at 7:00pm EST and 13th starting at 4:00pm EST Here at Legends Saloon we are doing a DJ War. Let's see what these DJs have and who can be called the LEGENDary DJ!! Lots of fun with some great prizes Theme is all genere of Rock and Metal. Winners will receive First place: 1 Month VIP, Second place: 12-Credit bling pack, and Third place: 200,000 fubucks. We will have door prizes, trivia, and more prizes. Entry fee is 50,000 fubucks for all DJs wanting to particpate in the DJ War. All entrys must be in by Thursday March 11 Please Contact one of the following People for more information: Clitterman CO LegendsSaln strait 8 babe CoOwner of Legends Saloon FuEngaged Owned by my wonderful RYMAN LegendInMyOwnM

Poetry Written By My Sexy Sinner
Wherever I go, whatever I see. Over ocean's unknown,you are always with me. Pure as the water, we float on this wave. On the breath of an angel, we'll fly away. Cold as the winter wind in the early morning. No one by my side to lift my heart from the depths of despair. Blind to the world around and fooled into thinking that surrounded by those that I know and love could keep me afloat. The absence that tears my heart is too great to suffer. Without my chosen by my side, I am alone and I'll never be home.

Ink Ink And Moar Ink
Anyone who has had a back tat done and is lucky enough to have a low body fat content know just how bad they can hurt. So here I am skinny mini and all. considering not one but at least TWO more back tats. Specifically two more to highlight my want to not follow any one path of paganism. So under the triple moon THIS came to mind Thor's Hammer or my personal rune Under that and a lil tramp stampish the eye of Ra or Horus possibly an Ankh. Of course I am also enough a pain sl*t to end up doing each one at a time but in one sitting each.

What 's Your Kinky Turn On?
You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips 75% Bondage 67% Chains/Handcuffs 67% Biting 67% Blind Folds 58% Blood 50%

Nutterz Poems
As I put the razor to my skin,I feel the adrenalin,the pain is a sudden rush to me,as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing.I hide my scars in fear of what you may say,but without you these scares will not exist.My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed.My smiles, my tears,my heart tares more and more.You deny your love, I deny my pain.The pain I feel when your not by my side.Some call it love I call it suicide.The razor can only go to deep,a person can only bleed so much,but the pain never ends.My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain,My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to save me THERE TO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT

Some Of My Poetry
You came into my life one day,with beauty I had never ever seenand swore that you would stay,we would be a king and his queen.You sang your songs of love to meand professed them all to be true,a song of how the future would beif I would just stay stay with you.Such wondrous words I would hearas you wooed me with tender eyes,slowly drawing yourself more nearuntil I felt you, much to my surprise.Then a song burst from my very hearta song of love, I gave it willingly to thee.I swore that we indeed would never part,for you were now the dearest part of me.The ecstasy that swept me took over,my heart had dreams of endless joy.I dared to see you as my one true lover,the way it could be 'tween a girl and boy.It was then that you turned to go away,had I done something terrible or wrong?"Oh please come back!" loudly I did prayunable then to stay composed or strong.You turned and saw me bound therewithin the love chains that I had made.Walking back, I dared hope you did care,that my love and tear

Funny One Liners
100,000 sperm and you were the fastest? 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. A clean desk is a sign of a cluttered desk drawer. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. A closed mouth gathers no foot. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. A day without sunshine is like, night. A diplomat is someone who can tell you to go to hell in such a way that you will look forward to the trip. A flashlight is a case for holding dead batteries. All generalizations are false, including this one. All men are idiots, and I married their King. Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else. Always try to be modest and be proud of it! Anything worth taking seriously is worth making fun of. Artificial Intelligence usually beats real stupidity.Assassins do it from behind. Atheism is a non-prophet organ

My Poetry
As I close my eyes there he stands reaching out for my hand to take me afar into a land only once I have been before a place of dreamscape where my mind and soul deepen I can feel the soft sensation of his whispers in my ear He caress's my lips with his own through the breeze I can feel the presence of his body softly upon mine his eyes carrying me away with blistfulness and compassion the very soul he shares circles and entwines my sences This land is wonderious beyond creation the temptations of beauty spread for my eyes to wonder The wind blows through the trees and the waterfall runs deep I feel his arms wrap around my waist gently as he kisses my neck as he lay me down on the purest greenest grass the blood boils hot as the lightning streaks through my veigns This is the only way I can feel his warm gentle touch I never want to leave this gracious dreamscape dont want to awake and lose his kiss exhile me to this beautiful space where I can have his hand upon my

Venom's Team
Venom's Team Venom 2nd Alarm Hottie Asst Chief Club DPR Owned by TOPCAT VAMPY@ fubar Tainted Love 2ndAlarmHottie@ fubar K8t Kat fuowned DJ BountyHuntress 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar CINDY 2nd Alarm Hottie RL WIFE to ScottFree23@ fubar Original Ghetto Princess FuEngaged to Asmodeus 2nd Alarm Hottie MJB@ fubar Devs 2ndAlarmHottie at RH@ fubar Jersey Girl 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

.: Fu Blog :.
When I close my sleepy eyesAnd I rest my dreary headI desire you lying next to meAnd dream you in my bed A single wave of ecstasy rolls through my spineAnd expels down to my toesI shiver and feel you breath on my breastsYour lips are soft and oh so cold And as you drink me with your eyesMy mind is devouring youYour lips upon my navelThen you soothe me through and through It’s like a wind of surging passionConsuming and controlling meLike the devil we play a game of heartsBut I know you play for keeps .: poem written by Lolita Valentine :.

Lyrics
"We're In This Together" I've become impossible holding on to when when everything seemed to matter more the two of us all used and beaten up watching fate as it flows down the path we have chose you and me we're in this together now none of them can stop us now we will make it through somehow you and me if the world should break in two until the very end of me until the very end of you awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin they pick and they pull trying to get their fingers in well they've got to kill what we've found well they've got to hate what they fear well they've got to make it go away well they've got to make it disappear the farther I fall I'm beside you as lost as I get I will find you the deeper the wound I'm inside you for ever and ever I'm a part of you and me we're in this together now none of them can stop us now we will make it through somehow you and me if the world should break in two until the very end of me until

Salutes 4 U!
Wanna SFW salute from me?? Send me a bling(s) I don't already have of 3 or more credits. Want a Boob Salute?? Send me bling(s) of 10 - 15 Credits that I don't already have . Want a Pink Kitty and Ass Salutes?? Send me bling(s) of 20 and up credits I don't already have also can send bling packs of 12 and up more u send better pics and amount of em u get in return.

Momentum
Beginning or getting back to an exercise routine involves more than just scheduling your workouts and joining a gym. In fact, it’s entirely possible to join a gym and never actually go, even as those monthly payments show up on your bank statement. I know this because I’ve done that a few times in my life. Sticking with your goals requires a few mental tricks to help keep you moving, focused and motivated. 1. Momentum. Momentum is a key part of consistent exercise. You know what I’m talking about...you have those weeks when everything goes right: you do all your workouts, eat like a health freak and start to think, ‘I can totally do this!’ Then ‘it’ happens. ‘It’ might be a holiday, a vacation, an illness...something that throws you off your game. Getting back is always tough, partly because you’ve lost that momentum. We already know (courtesy of Isaac Newton) that an object at rest tends to stay at rest, so getting moving aga

A Rose Without You
With this rose, I not only give you merely a rose, but I give you my heart and soul. I send to you all the love I have to give,and anything else that would give me the chance to touch your heart. With this rose, I reveal all mythoughts and feelings about youthat I have withheld for so long.I feel when I am with you... I am like a rose, not because of it's beauty, but because I am able to bloom and grow with you. To me you are like a rose's sunshine, so full of energy and light, that never does it fail to lift my spirits. Just by the sound of your voice and that look in your eye. I could never tear my eyes from you,you are able to make my life worth living. But, without you, just like a rose, I would wither and die. Not all at once, but little by little, petal by petal. Slowly at first, because you have made me stronger and stronger each day you're with me.But eventually, without you, I will loose all those beautiful petals you have given me.

Why Do I Enjoy Stormchasing?
How can I as a storm chaser see beauty in something that causes suffering? It turns out that I have been interested in weather for as long as I've known how greatly it can affect people's lives, including my own. I chase knowing nature will always have her way with us. I can't control this, and although I don't enjoy witnessing some of the terrible consequences of severe weather, I accept that that we will probably never be immune to the ravages of nature. I never look forward to the day I directly witness (or undergo) suffering caused by the storms I chase, but I expect such an experience would only intensify my desire to chase and learn. What is it about storm chasing that appeals to me? It is often a stressful and exhaustive undertaking that demands long hours and many miles of driving, with little time to rest, eat, or use the bathroom. However, it turns out that storm chasing is always an aesthetic, unique, and educational experience. This is what makes it worthw

Stories And Fiction
Time surely does fly. I've been chatting online since 1993. That's longer than some of the kids online here have been breathing. At that time we used to use dial-up modems to connect to centralized BBS's (bulletin board systems). Over the years online speeds have increased remarkably. The software is far more sophisticated than it was back then. Some things haven't changed, though. Online romance happened then and it lives on today. I've always thought it was completely illogical and almost laughable. I mean, seriously, how are you supposed to have any kinds of feelings for someone you haven't met? What's the attraction of words on the screen accompanied by what may or may not be an image of the person with whom you are conversing? Who are these idiots, anyway? Well, whoever they are I have to count myself among their idiotic ranks. Yes, I have experienced online infatuation(at least) more than once in the seventeen some-odd years I've been chatting. I consider myself to be otherwise r

Just Is
like i said a friend is not suppose to stab you in the heart even though i get it you have a feeling of the what if's but you always ended up screwed and me trying not tell i told you so it breaks my heart you wait to the last minute thinking i be okay no i be okay if you would of told me two weeks ago so again i end up hurt and on the back burner one day i'm going decided maybe your not worth it cause it sucks on how i feel right now i've been there for when others wouldnt or didnt want to i treated you better then a girlfriend would after time and time again i told you tell me straight up it wouldnt be as bad but your scared to hurt my feelings you hurt my feelings more waiting almost to the last minute or after shit happens we had our back and forths but friends we stayed i still think you dont know what you want cause you hear what sounds good that those bitches tell to make you drop everything and do things for them and what they need and what bout you!?!?! But some reason a frien

Lounges... New
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Life On Fu
I am real close to leveling..and when I do.. I am not sure if I want to play this fu game no more. I really don't see any purpose in it. Its quite funny..and I am not sure how these people on here do it. I bombed yesterday.. there wasnt to many people I seen with auto 11s..so I went to the Top people.

Writings I Like!
Women have strengths that amaze men.They bear hardships and they carry burdens,but they hold happiness, love and joy.They smile when they want to scream.They sing when they want to cry.They cry when they are happyand laugh when they are nervous.They fight for what they believe in.They stand up to injustice.They don't take "no" for an answerwhen they believe there is a better solution.They go without so their family can have.They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.They love unconditionally.They cry when their children exceland cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear abouta birth or a wedding.Their hearts break when a friend dies.They grieve at the loss of a family member,yet they are strong when theythink there is no strength left.They know that a hug and a kisscan heal a broken heart.Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail youto show how much they care about you.The heart of a woman is whatmakes the world keep

Music To Have Sex By
I have NEVER had sex with music playing in the background, unless you count a quickie in the truck when I was a teenager. :P Anywho.....I was talking with a friend and he told me about this song and it just oozes sex music. It's sultry and makes you wanna get naked. Enjoy :)

Ramblings Of The Maddened Mind
Staring in the light of day The sunlight ravishing the mind with pain Numb sensations filter through the soul The agony felt loses sight of the goal When out of the light a darkness comes Like rain laden clouds to blot out the sun Cold downpour of dreary rain Falls down on the hollow remains Cleansing to the soul and water the soil My body lying naked in my hole I toil With empty words I cry out from my grave Seeking to undo all the pain I have made Angelic sounds filter to my ears Everpresent but never near The spectres of love and desire Tantalizing as they sear my soul with fire Covet thy neighbor and drown in sin For sweet whispered bliss that may never have been Just hopes and dreams within my sight As I soldier on and muster the will to fight And I strive on still to hear that sound Of love and happiness when loss is found Well things are back to there usual. I'm home alone right now, roommates are out of town. This girl that I moved out here to be with over

Mafia Stuff
The best way to get territories is by 10 at a time. Problem is planning ahead. So this should help some of you. With this, you'll know what to save up for in advance. Skyscrapers: 10 costs 200M 20 costs 400M 30 costs 600M 40 costs 800M 50 costs 1Bil 60 costs 1.2B 70 costs 1.4B 80 costs 1.6B 90 costs 1.8B 100 costs 2Bil Casinos: 10 costs 500M 20 costs 1Bil 30 costs 1.5B 40 costs 2B 50 costs 2.5B 60 costs 3B 70 costs 3.5B 80 costs 4B 90 costs 4.5B 100 costs 5B Outlet Shopping Strips: 10 costs 750M 20 costs 1.5B 30 costs 2.25B 40 costs 3B 50 costs 3.75B 60 costs 4.5B 70 costs 5.25B 80 costs 6B 90 costs 6.75B 100 costs 7.5B Office Buildings: 10 costs 1.25B 20 costs 2.5B 30 costs 3.75B 40 costs 5B 50 costs 6.25B 60 costs 7.5B 70 costs 8.75B 80 costs 10B 90 costs 11.25B 100 costs 12.5B

An Insite
The Color Code Definitely Blue Congratulations, April, you are a BLUE personality. The Core Motivation that drives you through life is "Intimacy". It is important to note that this does not mean sexual intimacy. BLUES need connection - the sharing of rich, deep emotions that bind people together. As a BLUE, you will often sacrifice a great deal of time, effort, and/or personal convenience to develop and maintain meaningful relationships throughout your life. BLUES seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated, especially by their partner. Everything you do as a BLUE has to be quality-based, or you won't do it at all. You are incredibly loyal to friends, employers, employees, and above all to your significant other. Whatever or whomever you commit to is your sole (and soul) focus. As a BLUE, you love to serve and will give freely of yourself in order to nurture the lives of others. BLUES have distinct preferences and are the most co

Straight From Satan Himself
Headaches, migraines, stress headaches, or tension headaches are straight from Satan himself. Yesterday was such a good day! It was nice outside, it was Friday, I was looking forward to eating Mexican food, and I was for all purposes headache free. BAM!!!!! 1:30am this morning and the pain wakes me up like an ice pick in the ear. I got up took a Fioricet and a shot of my Stadol nose spray to hopefully cut the headache off before it got super bad.......mission failed. The river dancing midgets have returned and have learned a new dance. Yes I'm whining because I never whine about my headaches. I usually curl up and let them run their course but I'm tired of having a headache EVERY day. I'm tired of being afraid to go places because a headache may hit and I end up in the bed for days. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK HEADACHES!!!!!! Now back to your regularly scheduled boring ass mumms.

Strength
xMCLxFPKxDJ FIREMAN69 CTL@ fubar *looks towards the heavens and prays* please help my family and all those who are in pain and suffering, and for their family that have to go through their situations with them.. lord we all need you and we lay our lives in your hands ** dances around the room lookin at the sky** Lord help us in our times of need for you know what they are and allow is to gain strength from those of our family who have passed on before us. we love them dearly...

Family Add Rules
ok people some of u seem to forget what the rules are for being in my family on here so here they are: 1). family add for family add!! and yes i do check to see if im in ur family, if i am not.... i will not give u warning but remove u from mine without hesitation 2). NO STEALING MY PICS!!!!!

The Darkness
Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many liesToo many whens & too many whysNobody's special, nobody's giftedI'm just me, warped & twistedSleeping awake & choking on a dreamListening loudly to a silent screamCall my mind, the number's unlistedLost in someone so warped & twistedOn my knees, alive but deadLook at the invisible blood I've bledI'm not gone, my mind has driftedDon't expect much, I'm warped & twistedBurnt out, wasted, empty, & hollowToday's just yesterday's tomorrowThe sun died out, the ashes siftedI'm still here, warped & twisted At nite in the dark in my dreams your voice is what I hear Whispering words of love and desire your arms are what i feel holding me safe and warm against your strong chest that i use as my pillow

Metal Legend Ronnie James Dio Dead At 67
Metal legend Ronnie James Dio dead at 67 AP, May 16, 2010 5:00 pm PDT By WAYNE PARRY, Associated Press Writer Wayne Parry, Associated Press Writer Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell.

I Never Told You
I miss those blue eyes How you kiss me at night I miss the way we sleep Like there's no sunrise Like the taste of your smile I miss the way we breathe But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in I see your blue eyes Everytime I close mine You make it hard to see Where I belong to When I'm not around you It's like I'm alone with me But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you Without you

Yes Another New Blog
To take away this smile,What a fool that would be.Her smile is like the sun,Spreading warmth all over me. Beautiful like a summers day,I would live it all year long.And if it ever left me,My heart,Would only play a very sad song. Come to me each morn beautiful,And for the day shine your smile bright.And each night when I close my eyes,I'll dream of your next days new light. Her smile doesnt shine,But soon it it will.Such big beautiful eyes,A love will fill. Who wouldn't fall,So deep into them.If I had a chance,I wouldn't let it end. To who catches her heart,Always hold her eyes.And never would your heart,Ever say goodbye. Weeks have gone by, But her memorey rings true. How long till I can forget, The way I feel for you.

Not Sure...
I've read an heard news from several sources about the DREAM act & AZ law. It firghtens me para mis amigos/as, who aren't documented. Even more so for the undocumented youth..who are only trying to achieve a dream. I always read stuff on-line or in the newspaper, watch youtube vids. i receive emails from friends and family about the activism that is taking place in their city, school, etc. Sometimes i feel I could do more where I am but i don't know anyone. My neighbor, Leantra, call her LeeLee, took me to this place Teatro Luna. from behind the scenes to writing to acting, all latinas...but attempting to make it all a mix of both brown ad black theatre. My Regionite mami, Rosi, told me about this place...that is probably next person i know out here. Charlin is always busy with work or graduate school, I never talk to her anymore. oh, I'm missing my point. In these hard times for the People of the Sun, i wish I had my friends closer to me than I had before. On another no

Thoughts Of A Raven
My Heart beats with every thought of you. It knows no bounds to the joy that you bring to my life. You make my day with the sound of your voice. I know that right now we're apart and it won't be for

Bella
Females should have more respect for themselves. Just because you get on cam naked for a guy does not mean that they like you, or even think that you are sexy! they are thinking that you are the whore that you really are! there is other ways that you can get the positive kind of attention and you can start with having some class. I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE!

My Poetry Do Not Steal My Shit This My Orginal Work, And I Am Jsut Now Sharing It With Fu, Plz Comment :)
IM IN A FIELD OF FOUR LEAF CLOVER'S, BUT DON'T START PICKING QUITE SO FAST, FOR IM THE ONE, UR NOT LOOKING FOR, IM HIDDEN BY ALL OF THE GRASS,

Para Noir
[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you because you're famous.I fuck you for your money.I fuck you to control you.I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.I fuck you to fuck you over.I fuck you 'til I find someone better.I fuck you in secret.I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before.I fuck you out of boredom.I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.I fuck you to make the pain go away.[Manson:]Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all.I fuck you because you're beautiful.I fuck you because you're my nigger.I fuck you because I am your whore.I fuck you because you are a whore.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you because I can.I fuck you so I have a place to stay.I fuck you so you will prot

Godsmack
And I wonderDay to dayI don't like youAnywayAnd I don't need yourShit todayYou're patheticIn your own wayI feel for youBetter fuckin' go awayI will be hereBetter fuckin' go awayAnd I'm doing the best I ever didI'm doing the best that I canAnd I'm doing the best I ever didAnd I don't need toFantasizeYou are my petAll the timeAnd I don't mind ifYou go blindYou get what you getUntil you're through with mineI fuckin' feel for you(Better fuckin' go away)And I will be hereYou better go awayI feel for you(Better fuckin' go away)I will be hereYou better go awayAnd I'm doing the best I ever didI'm doing the best that I canI'm doing the best I ever didNow go away... wait another minuteCan't you see what this pain has fucking done to meI'm alive and still kickingWhat you see I can't see and maybe you'll think before you speakI'm alive,For you I'm awake Because of you I'm aliveTold you I'm awake,Swallowing youTake another second

Ashlee's Blog
well things are finally getting better thank god i'm finally getting over the asshole that broke my heart in a million lil pieces so thats a good thing. Well about a month ago my bf dumped me! He told me the reason he dumped me was because he needed to be alone cause he goes through these phase fuckin phsyco but i loved him anyway but we haven't even been broke up a month an he has someone else!! ha ha so the real reason he broke up with me was because he was cheating on me an wanted her more than me so all of the things he told me was a lie. Plus i heard from a close friend of his that the only reason he was with me was cause i had a car and the only reason he told me that he loved me was to get me to shut up.....WAT A PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!! but since we broke up my life has been a whole lot better plus i will be continueing my education like i will be starting school in june to be a pharmacy tech. so well thats all thats goin on in my life!!!!

About Me
Another day has almost come and goneCan't imagine what else could go wrongSometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the doorA single battle lost but not the war'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rainIt's almost like the hard times circle 'roundA couple drops and they all start coming downYeah, I might feel defeated and I might hang my headI might be barely breathing but I'm not dead, no'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohI'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna cryAnd I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainNo I'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna crySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainBring on the rainBring on the rain, ooh This is where i want to say who I really am... I am love so tender and new like t

Oblivion
Flew beyond the sun before it was timeBurning all the gold that held me inside my shellWaiting for you to pull me back inI almost sat the world in my sightsClose, low bright eyes fadingFaster than stars fallingHow can I tell you I failed?Tell you I failedFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost in oblivionI tried to bore a hole into the groundBreaking all the fingers and the nails from my handThe eyes of the child see no wrongIgnorant bliss inClose, low bright eyes fadingFaster than stars fallingHow can I tell you I failed?Tell you I failedFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lostFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost in oblivionFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lostFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost i

Newest No Title
lost...thoughts of happiness and gentle kiss ... i wonder ...hold my breath for a time...what do we keep...lost..only memories..or a piece of soul...what loves if you are lucky heart mind and soul...lost... would you give...give your soul..to be shared...loved...maybe that is the answer....maybe that is your fear...lost back from vacation. eye opening experience. had a great time. enjoyed self but learned a hard truth.

Soldier
The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't

Weekly Blog....
Just to keep you all updated on the crazy life that is mine: 1. today ham is 32 weeks old, for those of you who don't know (KLOVERLYNN) ham is a girl. Yes you can all laugh now at the thought of a mini Wicked running around or you can turn and run. Needless to say Ham has finally turned and has her head in the exit position....and Ive only gained 21lbs.... woohooo! 2. I was running late this morning to my doctors appointment and threw on the jeans i wore last night, being that they are the most comfortable. I jump in Jeff's truck because i have a hard time dropping into my car now and off to the appointment i go... As I'm walking into the building i feel a large sag in my crotch... what the fuck did i just poo? is this a new pregnant thing.... omg. I run into the secluded hallways and feel in my pants and pull out the culprit... yesterdays panties! 3. I get home and I'm wondering will i always have something funny happen to me.. why am i the butt off all my jokes. then the door bell

Bling Ideas
I think we need a birthday cake bling in classics we have birthday reminders so why noy a birthday cake bling. A cheesecake bling would be nice too what do u think. What About An Old #7 Bling To Honor Jack Daniels Or A Black#3 for Dale Sr

Negative Thought Not Cool
Apparently Dunkin Doughnuts is giving away a free doughnut today with a purchase of coffee. Nice job Dunkin Dougnuts, you're encouraging unhealthy eating to build your business. Who cares if it leads to obesity, diabetes, and heart attacks, right? You're making money! It's truly sad how many negative people there are out there. Instead of wasting your time tearing down others and posting negative comments, why not focus your attention on something more productive? Try posting a positive status instead of a negative one! Positive attitude will not only make you feel better, but will take you a long way in your career, relationships, etc.

Bdsm: A Way Of Life.
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other personthat is there...thinking only of themselves.

Heathen U Pussy Thanx For Blockin Me Bitch
Ok, Lets make this quick heathen You aint nothin to me bitch I got ur mom and ur wife in the back fuckin suckin dick You aint no fuckin' critic You's just a fuckin' bitch making a quick post then running like a bitch Just like devon U just scared to face me Cause I have u crying in the chat room like a crack baby But lets just face it U cant fuckin face me U must be smoking crack Or just fuckin' crazy Yeah, I may not get the girls here on the net But people love me there u get them cuz that the only way u know how While you lay at home fuckin' drowning in your tears Man u just stuck in fear Cause I'll chop ur ass up and feeed it to my dogs like thir mutha fuckin dinner Now lets make this clear U R not better than me U beating me is like u beating shiev cuz u talked sum shit but u never let me finish my freestyle cuz u ran away like a lil bitch but ill give u props that was good but not good enough now Get in the fuckin' van I'm going to take you to a place whe

Little Gems Of Wisdom From Me To You :)
-Posting statuses about arguments with your boyfriend/girlfriend trying to make THEM look bad, makes YOU look bad. Trust me. -Smacking your lips while eating is absolutely unacceptable. Not only is it repulsive, but its annoying. Just stop. -Every problem can be solved without screaming, try it. -If you're having a problem with someone, discuss it with them personally, not behind their back. Especially if that person is your friend. -A guy who puts his hands on you in a violent manner will not stop, this is practically a proven fact. Do some good for yourself and get out. Stop hanging onto people who's idea of hanging onto you is grabbing you too tight around the wrist. And men, if you're putting your hands on ANY women, you deserve a bloody beating. The end. -I don't think it'd kill you boys to get the door for your lady every once in a while. -If you don't treat her right, someone else will...and vise versa!

Rules And Guidelines
What we expect from all members that want to join this Family...1. You must help with all level ups that are posted when you are on line.2. You must rate the MOD every day at least 100 pictures..All members need to have A MOD folder made and titled TINY HUGGZ folder3. You will have to R/F/A all members of this family..No one can have another member Blocked!4. You must comment on all Blogs and Stash stating you have read and understand...This is so we know you are in compliance.5. You are expected to be kind and curteous to all members and staff..We dont want members to state negative things in their status..this family is all about showing Love not drama!6. All add requests need to have JOINING TINY HUGGZ IN IT7. We expect all our members to stay active..if you are going to be gone for a few days we will need to be notified by a private message stating the reason for your inactivity so you dont get removed for not helping with the level ups or doing the MODFounderDJ RUSTY

Smilin Faces
See I don't know what you've been toldSomebody told meee...Never trust a man with a smiling face...Just might be the day of life they take...This here be a letter from the heart, is anybody listen anymoreI dunno what where how when why, no trust anymoreEveryone got the same look, hard to decifer what's realMy little homie jay just got tamed but he copped 5 with a dealDoes that really mean that he snitchin when he's smile tellin me that it's officialGuess I'm ganna find out in his discovery, if it's game that was spittinCan't even trust my own girl, I done fucked up too muchKeep havin dreams of her fuckin other dudes, man it's just my luckThis is what I deal with daily, ain't enough pills to lay meDown to sleep I don't even trust a cheap life when you feel this crazyThat alone will decay me, lettin all this realness fade mePlease lord God, if Heaven has a way let me see the real ones's facesWhat's that smile you wearingWhat's that smile you wearLook at him plan as he speak, looking like

Ummmm I Dont Kno
I dunno man, just feels like, well a lot different Kinda feels like, I’m on a whole different page right now Feels strange but um, I guess it’s kinda like… it’s kinda like [Verse 1] I feel like I’m morphin’, into something that’s so incredible, that I’m dwarfin’ All competitors, better get your girlfriend in check It’s psychological warfare, endorphins I effect His self esteem shatters his dialect Comes blasting out your deck, she loves me Such passion you’d expect this sort of reaction from her yet You strong-arm, you’re fucking corny, you try to turn your charm on Cause you just think you’re Bishop the Don Juan But if you think that you’re fucking with me, homie you’re on one I’m cockin’ my head back like ‘Ed Lover, come on son She’s on my johnson, she brings my name up constant Your boy

Elaysmith.com
Ok guys and gals I will be straight forward I am a professional model. I am here to promote my website, both private sexy videos and setup webcam shows. If you like to know more details message me.

Daddy Diaries
So I have had my email address for so freaking long and it has tens of thousands of old email that i decided to try and clean out someday....well being a stay at home mommy gives you a lot of time on your hands especially as your tot gets a bit older and is more interested in playing his video games and I dont have to chase or clean up after as much .....so what does that mean? I get to clean out some email and actually sit and type some words which I guess I tend to write alot just like when I talk I tend to talk too much so there you have it! A genuine blogger! Going through my emails I found the correspondance between me and my dad to be quite interesting over the years and thought it might be a good idea to publish them kinda like a memoir or something.....ahhhh wtf why not I think they are blog worthy if not a cool way to scrapbook something in time sinve now a days no one corresponds through snail mail anyways unless you are in jail but now they have e-mail too! so as i clean out

Chef Boy-r-d
So tonight I wanted Jambalaya after the room mate, Amanda, Suggested it.. I am the chef of the house cuz women cant cook..at least in this house.. So instead of buying the premade packet of stuffs by Tony Sacherie, I decided to do the thing big...from scratch...all fresh ingredients. So i go to Emeril Lagasse recipes and write down whats needed and slap it together.. it is simple to make, although some kitchen multi tasking is needed.. and is freakin delicious,,,

Friendship
Do u ever wonder why we have lounges? its to make friends, have fun and most lounges listen to great tunes so if u dont have a lounge,,,check one out...support others on fubar and meet new people and have

Just Thoughts Out Of My Head..
I am who I am. I am a Full Figured female with some dangerous curves & so who friggin cares. My body not yours, so stop judging. Just because I am a different size than you does not make me any less of a person. It does not make me unworthy of your time, only an individuals closed minded preferences make those types of horrid choices.

Words From My Heart, Mind And Soul!
In the days of The Patriot Act and Illegal domestic wire tapping, I decided to take another look at the Bill of Rights. In doing so, I learned some things I had forgotten, but it also seemed to me that things have become a bit messed up. This is my tongue-in-cheek review of our rights!

Poetry
Hiding From My Shadow. Where does the darkness of my calling card will come to an end? Many waken nights i have wonder when it will be over for good. Only time and many steps from the awaking each day i rise from my sleep. Sometimes I Wonder if it is just a dream or all my twisted inside sick dreams have been unleashed to haunt me from now and many times down the road from now. When will it ever end to be happy and shatter all these nightmares that i have become from my twisted tormented thoughts of insanity from my dreams. Have i reach the end of the road or is their more to see other side of the light that shines down the road. Only the mystery of the thought can be my idea for now until that time comes,and only will know soon enough as the days go by.

Women
dear ladies, if your tired of being around assholes who treat you like $h!t, stop hanging out and trying to get with them. Get with the guys you put in the friendzone cause guess what, odds are they will treat you better than all of your exs that beat you. from common sense that is out of your reach dear gentlemen, the friendzone sucks, you will be there until you are rich or all the assholes die. sorry. from ... you dont really care at this point sometimes i really can not stand my nature. chivalrous, honorable, until the very end. where has it got me. the friend zone. no matter how much i try, how much i give, i take, i get no where. I wish I could go evil but its just not me. respect and honor, almost dead but im still alive what makes them NSFW.

My First Blog!
So as you all noticed, I haven't been that active in the past few days. Why? Well, I went to Detroit from Friday to Sunday (and I was busy with school shit after that). Anyway, I really wanted to mumm this but I thought a blog would be more appropriate. Also, it's time I write my first blog (and you guys should be grateful cause you're witnessing history right here). So lets get started. Why the fuck did I go to Detroit? Well, I wanted to go to the Jay-Z/Eminem concert. I planned on buying tickets from a scalper or something. I also went to meet that 17 year old chicka I met on yahoo about a month ago (she lives an hour away from the city). And of course, I needed a bit of a vacation so this was a perfect opportunity. So I left with my friend (who's like Kramer on valium) on Friday morning. We got there sometime in the afternoon and after a little touring, we thought "okay Detroit is boring." Then I went off to go find tickets to the concert. My friend decided not to go so he went ba

~for Friends***guido Zen~
***For my True Friends in this FuNation....thanks for being Real....hope this helps your heart as it has touched mine with experience along the journey.....peace **No Man or Woman is worth your tears, But Once You find One that Is, He or She won't make you Cry... **What a friend is for...when you are lost in Darkness and Searching for the Light...to Help you through those Lonely Nights...when everything around you Fails....Just hold our Your Hand...and I will come Running....that is what a Friend is for.... **Be still when You have Nothing to Say....and when Genuine Passion move You...Say what you have to say and Say it HOT **Do Not Ask a Person to be what He or She is Not....Do not ask of a Person what they can not give...Accept who they are, what they give and what you can offer them....expecting only good in return... **People will always talk, games will be played, loves gained and loves lost, hearts broken....but there are no friends or enemies...Only how WE choose to Live

Help From Fubar Support
I WILL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT I OVER REACT ABOUT STUFF, BUT THIS JUST PISSED ME OFF! IF I WAS ONE OF THE POPULAR PEOPLE ON HERE OR SOMEONE WHO SPENT TONS OF MONEY, I GUARANTEE YOU MY ANSWER FROM SUPPORT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT.

Fed Up With Haters
TO ALL YOU FU BITCHES AN HATERS GO FUCK OFF! I'M TIRED OF KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT AFTER ALL THE SHIT YOU SAY TO ME!! YOU DON'T HERE MY COME BACKS BUT IHAVE DECIDED WHAT THE HELL, TIME TO SHARE MY FEELINGS!! FUCK OFF ALL YOU OVER POSSECIVE STALKERS THAT NEVER REALLY CARE IN THE IRST FUCKING PLACE!!! TO ALL THOSE ASSHOLE THAT THINK IM TOO BIG. YOU CAN GO FUCK YOUR SELF RIGHTEOUS ASSES

Sly's Crib
Three passions govern my life:The longings for love, the search for knowledge,And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.I thought I knew what love was, but now I see the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of people.I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,But always pity brought me back to earth;Cries of pain reverberated in my heartOf children in famine, of victims torturedAnd of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,And I too suffer.This is my life; I find it worth living.

How Do You Fu??
Everyone knows that using IE to FU is pretty ineffiecient. Firefox, Safari and others are much better. However, I have found that Google Chrome is the best browser in which to FU. It works for the PC, MAC and Linux. You can download it here: DOWNLOAD GOOGLE CHROME Happy FU-ing!

Cowboys From Hell Paso
Ok freaks! Ck. Thease cats out . They are truly The real deal. The are a Pantera Tribute band hailed from El Paso. Cowboys From Hell Paso. If you dig pantera and Dime Bag as much as the rest of us they will truly will blow your mind and for be written in stone. Just search there name and you will find them. I cant speak highly enough of them. For you that are fortune enough to live in El Paso get out and support them,www.myspace.com/cowboysfromhellpaso Copy and paste there link.REmber this: We are making HISTORY\,,/\,,/

With Me......or Against Me
This blog has been past due for some time now but I feel now is the perfect opportunity to enlighten ppl in understanding WHO I am,WHAT I believe and stand for and why I no longer will allow myself to not be true to me.

The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soulRip me in half, no longer whole.I'm shaking at the very thoughtOf being the one you forgot.You're everything in life to meThe reason why I want to breatheI smile just when I think of youAnd all those things you say and do.Yet, if you don't feel the sameNo one can we really blame.It's just the way life sometimes goesYou can't escape all of its blows.But I wish this once to be freeOf the hope we'd never be.That's something I don't want to face.Don't want to feel so out of place.I've planned everything around usNow it may not be enough.Threads are barely holding onAnd your words can break their bond.Or you can make them tighter stillRenew my strength and my will.Keep me believing love is realIf you return the way I feelPlease don't hurt me, but if you doMake it gentle. Help me through.I love you and fear that timeWill cost me my peace of mind.I pray I didn't wait too longTo let you know my love is strong.And without you it's merely wasteOnce so sweet, now bi

Just My Scribbles...bout..."promises"...
Always dream..."Promises" or no...Always dream...promises or no...as one will eventually...at one moment or another...at sometime during our journey here...learn...that a "promise"...is made just of words...and words...are just sounds...and sounds dissipate...and any simple fool or intensely evil mind...can and will...utter "sounds"...Animals make sounds...animals kill to survive...but...animals have no options... Never trust sounds...nor your ears...not even your eyes...for to blink might be a folly... Only...the "gut" can feel the truth or the deception...leaving one's own "self" to be "the" one and only

I Am This Woman
Would you take me as i am,with my issues and flaws. Pull me to your chest,without hesitation or a pause. Slide your hungry tounge between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my hips. Wrap in your passion,exposing your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine,every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across our cheeks,confessing your every desire. Moan my name,call me yours and set my soul on fire. Needing me more with every breath that slips into your chest. Please me nightly miss me daily,never comparing me to the rest. Grip my wrist,look into my eyes and say the words i long to hear. Kiss me roughly and weep my name forever holding me. WOULD YOU ? I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it

Do I Or Dont I?
Things seem to fall apart fast, it dont matter when you try or when you dont try, things still just go where they may and it brings me to wonder, do i or dont i care enough to deal with whats going on around me? sometimes i just want to close my eyes and hope it all goes away.

Work
I'm so fucking sick of my job right now. I'm underpaid I'm over work. I mean such as we don't have an airconditioner in are area of work. my boss is to fucking cheap to give any of us a raise or get us what we need so we can do the fucking job and to get it done faster and I'm sick of being the only one to has to clean the fucking back bathroom when there are 12 other people in the back.

Aa
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this. Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of ch

The Horse Is Dead, But I Believe It'll Come Back. Trust Me.
So here I am again, venting random frustrations on the world after a night of no sleep. It's something to do, it's something to roll to, so why the fuck not?Before we begin, I'd like to make it clear that, as read from the title of this blog, this IS a dead horse. I AM going to beat it a bit. But only because I'm male, I want to beat my chest and proclaim to the heavens, and I simply want to let it be known.What am I venting about, you may ask. One word:MUSIC^ See the image above?Tell me what that image instills in your mind. In your soul. Hell, in your ass. Regardless of where it's instilling, it's doing SOMETHING.This is the album cover of Rage Against The Machine's The Battle For Los Angeles.Now... let's try this from another angle.This is Panic! at the Disco's I Write Sins Not Tragedies.What emotion does this evoke from your bowels? Granted, it's a pretty little piece of art. It DOES NOT say anything about what you're about to listen to, though. It doesn't make me FEEL anything.

Emo Dude
Danny Woodard: hi 3:15pm NOT so PRE...: ? 3:15pm Danny Woodard: whats up 3:16pm NOT so PRE...: not much, whats up? 3:16pm Danny Woodard: nada would u like to join me in a drink 3:17pm NOT so PRE...: you need a drink from here? 3:17pm Danny Woodard: well even though its in a cyber bar 3:17pm Danny Woodard: and your hot 3:18pm NOT so PRE...: thank you..I sent you a beer 3:19pm Danny Woodard: i returned the favor 3:19pm Danny Woodard: w/a kiss 3:19pm NOT so PRE...: thx 3:20pm Danny Woodard: welcome 3:20pm Danny Woodard: would u like top join me on my fubed 3:20pm Danny Woodard: just got done working

California History, Facts, And Claims To Fame.
California History The Gold Rush sparked the biggest mass migration in the history of the world. Between 1848 and 1852, four short years, California's population grew from 14,000 to 223,000. The state motto is Eureka !, a Greek word translated "I have found it!" The motto was adopted in 1849 and originates from the discovery of gold in the Sierra Nevada . The Iron Door Saloon in Groveland claims to be the oldest drinking establishment in the state. It was constructed in 1852. The fastest Pony Express delivery on record, six days from Missouri to Sacramento, delivered the news of Abraham Lincoln's assassination. Knights Ferry Covered Bridge is the longest covered bridge west of the MIssissippi and was built in 1863. In the late 1850s, Kennedy Mine, located in Jackson , served as one of the richest gold mines in the world and the deepest mine in North America. Empire Mine, near Grass Valley, is a gold mine operated for over 100 years and has over 367 miles of tunn

Online Friends
Got this from someone...It is so true.......Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever

My First Fubar Blog!
Soo I made my first Fubar blog! lol I'll get back to this later.. Hey everyone :D I'm making this blog to help out my friend Steven with his site, He wants to get noticed and hopefully eventually get paid for it. Here's the facebook link

Rants
I dont understand people these days...they say they LOVE this or that but I dont think they understand the true meaning...LOVE is never ending...so you dont fall in love with someone and out the next...it was never LOVE then...LOVE is the whole truth in the world and with out it we are nothing...I see people who have been married 20 years just throw it all away for something new...its sad too see that...LOVE has become just another word to throw out there with no more meaning then any other...TRUE LOVE is more then just words it actions..and until we see that the issues we have will never go away...God/World/Family/Other...lets LOVE as LOVE should be TRUE AND FOREVER... And thats my rant of the day...

Just Things To Say
Freedom Isn't Free I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze A young soldier saluted it, and then He stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers' tears? How many Pilots' planes shot down? How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No Freedom isn't free I heard the sound of taps one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That taps had meant "Amen" When a flag had draped a coffin of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard at the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington..... No -- Freedom isn't free!! Are you gonna be a gamble

About The Author
I'm not perfect..don't care to be, No Barbie doll~I'm a real woman with curves, scars,tattoos, stretch marks..whatever.I wont BS. Don't give a crap about gossip. I'm a sweet girl or a mean bitch..no in between. Short tempered, but honest. My best feature are my eyes. My family is insain. I have 3 kids! 14~ 12~ n 7. Love compliments, but never expect an damn thing from me. Here for friends only and Hott chicks

Only Love Can Save Me
Shes an angel in disguiseWith only tears in her eyesThis world she can not recognize She says she can't take thisCan't face thisLove written on her wristBut does love really exist?Its like shes on a waiting listFraigle heart beats for the love she carriesBut in the dirt is where its buriesHoping that one day he'll be the one she marriesLonelyness is what shes come to knowbut she will never let goHe had her at helloWhat she feels is only realAnd will time really heal?Love is her drug that she can not escapeWill this be her only fate? She walks the streets with barefeet and broken glass, someone stole her shoes. Her past has becomes her present haunting. She is strong even when she feels so weak. Who is this girl she sees in the reflection of a thousand lies? Her heart beats fast, pounds hard of pure love that no one wants. Whats wrong here? What does she do wrong? All she wanted was someone to care for, to love with all her heart and more. She will walk on this broken glass till someone

To Become A Child Again.
As adults we are always taught to be grown up, to be strong, to have it all together. Agenda's, schedules, and calculated tasks are always at hand. We are taught to not fail, or have mistakes, failings, or weaknesses, or we maybe viewed as foolish or immature. But in all of this we can so easily lose sight of laughter, play, innocence, and the wonders around us, that we fail to see, because we are unaware. Children see something new all day. They can find joy in the least of things. In the least there are many treasures to behold, and to inspire. A child inspires because of their ability to be and do things that we secretly would like to have again. Yes we can live vicariously through them, but as an adult,

Knock On My Door
She laid there in her bed, with her nipples rock hardThe man rubbed his cock as he stood in her back yard.Looking through her windows trying to catch a peeklknowing his cum was ready to leak.She lifted up her gown & he watched as she rubbed herself up and downHer legs starting to spread, him wishing he was there with her in her bed.She moved her thongs to the side then her fingers started to glide.She put her finger inside her hole then was ready to lose control.Pushing her fingers deeply in, made him fuly grin.She pulled out her toy now she will feel the joy.Feeling the vibration, and using her imagination.His cock starting to grow as her juices now starting to flow.He rubbed his hand over his cock he couldn't take it no more he had to knock