FckMyHeart's blog: "Every now and then"

What if all the love inside me
Isn’t enough to make it?
What if I choose to believe? 
But everything around me is 
Is an illusion?
What if everything I want it?
Just a creation of my dreams…

And every now and then
I try to pretend all this is real
And every now and then
I find myself crying again 
And every now and then
I am still in love with you

What if I can’t make a sound?
But I want to scream
What if my soul is burning?
But find myself afraid to see
So afraid to see…
What if I had belong somewhere?
But I got pushed away….

And every now and then
I feel a little bit of loneliness
And every now and then
I find myself bleeding again
And every now and then
I am still in love with you

What if you became apart of me?
And I can’t separate myself
What if I know what's worth fighting for?
But I don’t know whom to trust…
Will I ever know?
What if it’s right before my eyes?
But to busy waiting for the second chance?

And every now and then
I would open my heart
And every now and then
I will believe in this sweet madness
And every now and then
I am still in love with you

What if all the love inside me
Isn’t enough to make it?
What if I choose to believe? 
But everything around me is 
Is an illusion?
What if everything I want it?
Just a creation of my dreams…

And every now and then
I know I can’t be with you
And every now and then
I know what I have to do….
And every now and then
I am still in love with you

What if I was made for you?
Would I be able to recognize?
What if you were made for me?
But you left everything behind …
Can we retune?
What if just you and me
We meet in the lights?

And every now and then
I surround myself with you
And every now and then
I feel close to you
And every now and then
I am still in love with you