Sitting alone on a thursday night,
replaying out the earlier fight,
wondering to myself, asking myself,
was any of it ever real?
Told more then once,
i love you, you mean everything to me,
words are just words until proven true,
never for a moment would I thinkĀ
you & I of all people would be over;
possibly for good.
Can't you see the way I feel about you?
Nothing hurts you unless you are true
with what you feel inside your beating heart,
tears instantly started releasing from my eyes,
saying no, not this again please..
just wanting everything to go back to normal.
Sitting alone on a thursday night,
I'm trying to figure out what happened,
where did this all go wrong?
what made you change so fast, so much?
the one question I never believed I'd ask myself
was any of it ever real?