Demonic Synz's blog: "The Darkness"

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

I stay cause I'm to lost to go anywhere else.

I dont know who I am or what I become.

But I know I want it to end with you.

I dont know what you see in me or what I see in you.

I dont know what to do when we argue, when I know i'm right, but i agree so i don't lose u

When I change my thoughts, my goals, so you'll love me too.

No you never asked me to and no you wouldn't understand, maybe cause you know you can have anyone.

So why waste your time with me I really don't know, But i really wish i knew i belong to you, you know you belong to me so please tell me whats to figure out.. We belong together thick and thin, ups and downs....

If your willing to fight for love....

Then I'm willing to fight for Us.

At nite in the dark in my dreams

your voice is what I hear

Whispering words of love and desire

your arms are what i feel

holding me safe and warm

against your strong chest

that i use as my pillow

As dawn breaks

a new day begins

I wake from dreaming

to find you gone

Even though miles separate

an time has changed us both

my heart and soul are yours forever and always

You tell me about your worries

You tell me about your fears

I sorrow those days, that I can't calm your fears

I think about the future

I think about the past

I think about those days that we wish could always last

Those other days that your in pain that i know i can't release

It's all locked up inside your heart and you've thrown away the keys

I wish i could take away all your suffering and sorrow

I wish I could say for sure that we're all promised another tomorrow

The fact of the matter is that we dont know what life brings us

So just know that I'm always here for you, no matter what comes at us

I'm always here.....