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Deeper Meaning~
I get the call that he is minutes away. I am to put a blindfold on and wait by the door in my black robe only. My heart is pounding as I turn out the lights and place the blindfold on at the door. My nipples are so hard they ache, and I can feel the wetness between my legs, wondering if I should clean up or just wait there wet. The decision is made for me because I suddenly hear footsteps on the porch. Master is here!!!I hear the door knob turn and I freeze. My heart is now pounding. The door opens and he is so close I can hear him breathe and feel the heat from his body. I take a deep breath. He says nothing, but leads me blindfolded into the room and places me on a chair. I just try to be calm and wait, while he cuffs my hands behind my back, locking them. Then he spreads my thighs wide open and ties my ankles to the chair legs. I am fully exposed for his eyes. I take a deep breath knowing he's looking at me and praying that I don't disappoint him.The cool air on my skin makes my bre

For Grandpa
This isnt 100% finished. I still want to add more pics. Grandpa, we miss you and love you. You are forever in our hearts Make an on-line slideshow at www.OneTrueMedia.com Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Going Home On Leave!
Well friends, family, and comlete strangers, I am suppossed to be home on the 20th or so of May. Excited!!! I'm ready for a break, go home, take care of the personal matters that won't seemingly resolve themselves, and take my son spend time with him, and go on a road trip probably. Might take my son with me don't know. But hey I also plan on being: FuckedUpBeyondAllRecognition So if your interested in joining me let me know. Always funner to drink with a friend!!!

Bomb Time!
Ok here's the deal. I finally have the chance to bomb my friends, something i have been waiting awhile to do. So here is what i want you to do. Before 9pm est time, I want you to shoutbox me the link to the folder you want bombed. You know this will benefit both of us. I dont want to waste time looking for a folder to bomb. If you want to tell your friends and have them get bomb too, then have them R/F/A me, if not already done, and then they can shout me the link. Hopefully this "virgin" bomb of mine will go good. Thanks to all my fu-friends in advance. I'll be by to bomb you later tonight.

Happiness
The happiness ive wanted is slipping away Moment by moment,day by day Theres nothing i can do or nothing i can say I had a deep down fear from the very first day It was all like a deam to good to be true I should have figured my luck That iwould end up sad,lonely,an blue I try an hold on with allof my might But something tells me i loseing this fight I give my heart,my love,my soul Just hopeing for happiness an someone to hold Life is misserable when you set all alone If it wasnt for my sons i would have already been gone My birthday i thursday i turn 45 I truely wonder how much longer in life im to survive Lifes getting harder each day that goes by Times getting shorter with each day that goes by Love life an happiness just passes me by There is one person thats brought a smile to my face Love lust an hunger for her i do taste Moment by moment day by day i want her with me In evey possible way All that im wanting is happiness at last So this ol country boy can

The Creation - Music Review
Monday, April 27, 2009 Joy and beauty of ‘The Creation’ link up with Salisbury excellence MUSIC REVIEW Stephen Small, baritone soloist for the Salisbury Singers, sings as Raphael in Haydn’s “The Creation” Saturday night at St. Stephen’s Church. (RICH DUGAS) By Joyce Tamer Telegram & Gazette Reviewer Add a comment WORCESTER — Joseph Haydn penned the inscription “Laus Deo” at the end of each of his many compositions as an indication of his deep religious faith. He also enjoyed nature and possessed a joie de vivre. In his music, particular

Update About Jen. (r.i.p)
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH JEN'S SISTER MARY,And The Kids Are Doing Ok.. She Has The Kids And They Are Going To Stay With Her. Everyone is in a state of disbelieve And Waiting To Find Out Excatly What Happened.. Except What Is Going On In Their Heads As To What Happened.. We Talked Abt How Jen Made Everyone Laugh And Smile. And,That Jen Was Talking Abt How She Was Going To Get Her Arm Better And Was Looking Forward To The Last Surgery To Be Done On The 30th.. She Was Looking To Buy A House Out In Lake Orion,To Be Near Her Sister & Family.. Mary And Jen Went Shopping At Wal-mart One Day,And They Must Walked Around And Looking At Things And Realized That They Were There For Three Hours.. Mary Said That Was One Of Jen's Favorite Thing To Do..(Just Looking At Things). Jen,Liked Looking At The Deer When She Would See One.. Her Mom Was The Same Way.. Jen Loved The Nature And The Wildlife. As Soon As I Find Out More,I Will Have Another Update.. Please Keep Jen And Her Family In Your Tho

Carolina Bike Rally
News reel from this weekends Carolina Bike Rally Smooth riding for motorcycle rally that brought thousands to area April 26, 2009 - 5:43 PM With no known community complaints or law enforcement troubles, this weekend's Carolina Bike Rally was a "huge success," organizers said. The rally, held for the first time in Onslow County, was easily the second largest in the state, trumped only by Cherokee's annual Survivors Motorcycle Rally, said Mark Infield, editor of Full Throttle, a magazine for motorcycle enthusiasts. More than 5,000 bikers registered at the rally held at Cabin Creek Campground on U.S. 17 and an estimated 8 to 10,000 more bikers were in the area for the event, said chief organizer Steve Winsett. Not surprisingly, the rally was a real boon to the nearby New River Harley-Davidson. But sales manager Tracy Murphy said the opportunity exists to turn the rally into a yearly economic boost to the area. "I'd like to see it catch on and other businesses get involved,

Lap-by-lap: Talladega
2:22 p.m.—GREEN FLAG: Juan Montoya, for the first time in his career, brings the field to the green and the Aaron's 499 is under way. Lap 1—Juan Montoya leads the first lap as the inside line takes control early. Lap 2—There is now three lanes as the middle groove takes shape. Lap 3—Juan Montoya continues to lead as the top five pulls away from the field. Lap 5—LEAD CHANGE: Dale Earnhardt Jr. grabs the lead with help from Denny Hamlin. Lap 6—LEAD CHANGE: Juan Montoya gets back out front but it's short lived. Lap 7—YELLOW FLAG NO. 1/LEAD CHANGE: The Big One comes early as Matt Kenseth and Jeff Gordon get together causing the No. 24 to go around collecting Casey Mears, Jamie McMurray, David Gilliland, Clint Bowyer, Kevin Harvick, Kurt Busch, Elliott Sadler, Carl Edwards, David Gilliland, Scott Riggs, Brian Vickers, Mark Martin, A.J. Allmendinger and Kasey Kahne. David Ragan is the leader. Scott Speed gets the free pass. Lap

Scammer Alert
¨^»BÌG·ÐÁÐÐY«¨a™@ fubar This fine example of what should have been tossed into the wastebasket at a sleezy motel owes a friend of mine 75,000 fubucks for picture rates from 2 days ago. I know that 75K is not a huge amount of fubucks but I also know that alot of time goes into rating over 400 pics in one setting. So maybe we can show this scum some appreciation for his lack of effort to pay his debt. Much luv to the haterz and even more to my friends, REFORMED STAFFER X

Life
In life there are to thing you can count on. Death and Taxs. Why is that? What can you do to change the way our life is?! No one knows and that is good to me. I don't want to know whats going to happen before it does.I really don't think that anyone really does.So thats why life is so hard at time. You cant always know whats happening and is it gets f#$%ed up. Just remember one thing. LIVE LIFE FOR LIFE!!!!!!!

The Evolution Of Online Culture
Another thing I've noticed about internet culture is that there are many posers online. People who pretend to be something they are not. People who pretend to be veterans are my pet peeve. We've been an all volunteer military since 1973. Even with the large number of people in the military during the cold war, the percentage of people who have served is but a tiny percentage of the population. Out of that small percentage of the population, the number who served in combat arms is even smaller. The average tooth to tail ratio is about 9-1, that is about 9 people in a support role for everyone who does the actual fighting. Now there is nothing dishonorable about serving in a support role. Yet for some reason, it's not glamorous enough for a few people, so they feel the need to embellish their record. I don't know why, to impress girls, and other people, to show how tough they are? It doesn't really matter. That is a problem on the forums I moderate on. Here are some tips to

Life
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps

Up The Hill
When we travail up the hill it is aginst our natural tendency and inclination,which perpetually is to desend;and therfore we can not go on ascending without labor and difficulty.But there arises a pleasent prospect to pay us our labor as we ascend,and as we cotinue our labor, still the pleasntness of the prospect grows.Just so is a man paid for his pain and self denial,wisdom is the payment we get for pain.

Conspiracy Theory?
Many years ago, well more than 60 years ago, my fraternal grandmother immigrated to the United States, southeast Louisiana specifically. She was looking for a new life, the American dream, for herself and her kids. She immigrated from a bad marriage in Mexico. It’s my understanding that the borders back then were more open. It was a different time, before overpopulation worries and 911 attacks, when the world could afford to be a little more innocent. Times are different now. Illegal aliens are running rampant through the state of Texas. There are currently an estimated 22,128,460 illegals in the United States and that number is growing at a rate of an additional 6 illegals per minute. The current Presidential administration seems to be willing to turn a blind eye to this. Now the threat of illegals is bigger than the occasional Al-Quida that might try to blend in with the illegals. Now we are facing the threat of SWINE FLU.

Sorry
Attention all my friends and family out there in fu-land, there's a new lounge opening Friday and it's called Tiki Beach. If you're interested in being staff or just a member, please feel free to contact myself or DJ Mistress Ice, u can find her profile in my family section, please get in touch with either one of us if you are interested, we really need staff badly so please dont hesitate to hit me up. Oh I, had a lot to say.Was thinking, on my time away.I missed you and things weren't the same.Cause everything inside, it never comes out right.And when I see you cry, it makes me wanna die.I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue.I'm sorry about all the things I said to you.And I know I can't take it back.I love how you kiss. I love all your sounds,And baby the way you make my world go round,And I just, wanted to say, I’m sorry.This time, I think I'm to blame.It's harder, to get through the days.We get older and blame turns to shame.Cause everything inside, it never comes out righ

Going Home!
OK the video is not showing when i embed it, heres the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnHtYciIj5U I posted this video/song because this was the song that really made me realize my next step in life. I know it seems kinda corny, or ya'll are gonna kick my ass cause its "Miley Cyrus" lol. But listen to the words, theres a few lines in the song that made me realize what I had to do and why. Then read the blog. Thanks! To those of you that know whats been going on with me for the last 7 months, I want to update you. This is also for all the friends that have been wondering where in GODS name I have been for the last few weeks. First off, I want to thank my best friend lilredvixen. I have been lucky enough to have her in my life for a few years now, and now, for the last 4 months, she and her family have opened their home to me and allowed me the help I've needed. Though, this stay has been great, better knowing her and her family and spending so much time with my

The Last Time
i dont know ive been cold for far to long ive seen you through the bottom of a hole i know everything will be ok the suns gonna shine down on me some day youre my storm lightning dancing in the sky so keep on smiling, keep on laughing, till the rain goes away. i dont know ive been so cold those days are gonna come when the rain goes away and your laughing for the last time....so keep on smiling the sun will shine some day the sun will shine some day

Dumb Bitches
Rep. Michele Bachmann, R-Minn, says she finds it an "interesting coincidence" that the last U.S. swine flu outbreak occurred under a Democratic president. However, it occured in 1976, when Republican Gerald Ford was president. Bachmann made her comments to Pajamas TV on Monday. She said she's "not blaming this on President Obama" but found it an interesting coincidence. A call to Bachmann's office Tuesday wasn't returned. --taken from the Star Tribune, Wednesday, April 29th, 2009 I honestly hate this woman... I don't know how she got reelected. Let's nevermind that the outbreak happened outside of the U.S., and nevermind that it's pretty much a 50/50 chance that there'll be a Democrat in office when ANY kind of disease outbreak happens...

Best Friends
Some times in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding But theres also a chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better then you know yourself is the same who's been standing beside you all along.

Reposts From My Real Blog
(Originally posted to my real blog on 4/30/06) http://hardly-angelic.livejournal.com/57399.html April 30, 1977 - Led Zeppelin breaks the record for the largest attendance for a single-act show in the Pontiac Silverdome with 76,229 in attendance.I was one of the 76,229 fortunate souls, and arguably the happiest person in the entire stadium. I was 15 at the time - ridiculously naive, yet still pretending that I'd seen it all, done most of it, and perfected a lot of it. Led Zeppelin was my favorite band. Actually, it still is my favorite band. One of the things I miss the most about being a teenager is experiencing the sheer joyful rapture that a certain band could bring to you. Those days are gone forever for me now, but I still have a ton of memories. I've seen the original Elton John band; Alice Cooper, back in the days when he was still thought of as a menace; I was fortunate enough to see Freddie Mercury and Queen several times; I've probably seen Kiss more times than I've attended

Special Lady Pt. 2
Your eyes open widely at me and you ask, “what else do you have planned for us after THAT!” I smile and wink at you, “Baby, tonight I’m going to start making up for all those times I wasn’t in your arms.” You laugh and say that a few more nights of what you just got would do that, but I shake my head. “This time, I’m going to spoil you a little bit, to let you know who’s your man….and why you’re my slut.” You laugh again and I tell you to go take a shower. You raise an eyebrow, but I motion you towards the bathroom as I pick up my phone and start texting someone. You hear me yell from the bedroom, “make sure to shave again!” You roll your eyes and begin to wash up. When you come back out of the bathroom, you find me standing at the edge of the bed drying off and getting dressed. We have two showers, and you were wondering why the hot water was a little cooler then usual. On the bed is a big box with a

The Change
I'm not sure when I actually started changing. Some would argue that you always change. But up until a certain point, I didn't. Everything I believed in, everything about me, stayed basically the same. When i was 20, I met a woman. Someone I told everything to, shared all my dreams, all my expectations in life. Her name was Rachel. She was three years younger than me. I still remember the first night I met her.One of her friends had the hots for my best friend. They came to my house and my mom's boyfriend had a karoake machine. I sang to her and the rest was history. I still remember our first time together, it was Valentines Day. We had tried many times, but never had the privacy till that day, and the day before she had her wisdom teeth cut out, so her face was swollen, she looked like a chipmunk, I'm sure she was in pain, but she didn't care, and I didn't care what she looked like, she was the woman I loved. After she finished high school we got a place together. Had alot of ups

Advice For Friends And People Who Need And Want It
To all my friends who have been through hell and back. Keep in mind the more your relationship is full of respect and love and open communication you will be very happy. If it is not then find a way to come to equal ground or just walk away from each other. It is not worth the pain and effort of running back to each other. Always remember that those who you let go and come back to you that it was meant to be. Do and don'ts: Do have friends of both sexs: This helps because you both will understand each other and able to have a healthy relationship Don't make everything about you: This is dangerous especially all you males reading this.. Never abuse or degrade who you are with. Even though it may seem fun at the time it will end you up in jail and possibly probation or more Do take the time and do something romantic: OMG yes this one is a major plus in there book. Number one way to keep the spark alive is to make her feel wanted and needed. You don't need game for this just give you

Take A Moment
SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short. The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is

You
As the sun glows with a pretty sunset, I think of the wonderful girl I have net, as stars shine with a heavenly light, thoughts of her touch have me higher than a kite, As day after day come to an end, I find comfort in knowing she is more than a best friend, as she looks at me in that caring way, There's no need to speak- her actions, they say, As she fills every room with care, you are more than a friend, your the meaning of love, and for you, I will always be there.

Good Tyme Charlie's
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie

War Vet Vs. Mexican's
First and Foremost This is not a Racist or Predjudice Blog About a month ago, a Marine walking home from a party was jumped by 5, that's right 5 low life Mexicans. This Marine chose to give up his wallet, or anything they wanted. By their choosing, they decided to rough him up. They threw him down on the pavement, and proceeded to kick, and punch him while on the ground. This Marine was just going to take it, and let them take what they wanted. Then one participant decided he did not get enough licks in, and kicked this Marine in the temple. Big mistake, this awoke the sleeping giant. This Marine had taken enough!! In fear of great bodily harm,his fight, or flight mechinism kicked in. The Marine arose, with a cell phone in his hand, he proceeded to get up, and pummeled three into submission, out cold. The 4th member of the tough guys,stood out of the way, not wanting to get hit anymore. The 5th jackass, took off with his wallet, then Marine chased him down, tripping him,and beat

Her Arrival...
well the night before we pre-packed so we could spend as much time together as possible... we missed the flight and had to reschedule her to leave 3 hours later, which I must admit I enjoyed... we spent more time talking.. making plans... when I dropped her off I can say I truly didnt want her to leave, I was torn, I knew she had to leave to get the kids, but I wanted her here with me... I got out, we kissed and hugged on the curbside of the airport...gave her, her carry on... I pulled away with a completely lonely heart.... I texted her and talked to her nearly all the home, we originally were set up for 90 day turn around, but its going to look more like 5 weeks... I love her so, and cant wait to start my new life... I love you Joy... she was almost crying, but muttered out a "yes omg yes!" I told her I have had many and all had a portion of what I was looking for, but she was complete, Im such a lucky person to have met her... We went onto take pics of the Hollyw

The Coolest/ Hottest Friends
It's great to meet you all and I consider myself lucky to have made friends, so quickly I might add, with such a group of cool and beautiful people as yourselves. I look forward to getting to know each and every one of you better. Until then cheers. Michael

6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vivid Ed. Sex Mistake No.1: You Know What She Wants Men often make assumptions about what a woman wants based upon what they've done with other wo

Paranoid Dreams
Broken a soulless being sits upon his tombstone The cold bite of the night winds chills his very bone A look of sadness painted his face a pale faded blue And the love he lost felt so long ago that felt so true And broken he sat till the day his body had finally died On that darkened day the crowes were the only souls that cried For the flesh they banqueted on was the meal made from a broken man She sat alone with the shadows her only friends to play For thirty long years she never had a word to say Than one day she spoke her very first word And the Heavens burned and Hell came forth with it's fiery sword The woman had now become the only thing left standing Her children died at her feet as she stood there commanding The mighty beasts of Hell to destroy the World of man So Creation can begin all over once again Death comes for the weak and the weary men in this realm Davey Jones sails the Seven Seas at The Flying Dutchman's helm The daemons of yesteryear come for

My Thoughts & Ramblings
Most of you know my situation if not check out my blog entitled "My Life" and it'll explain a little bit of what my life is like for the most part. But for now on to the reason of this blog...Dating. I was always kind of shy around women and never really did the whole dating thing. I guess I just never had any self confidence when it came down to it. But, when I was about 19-20 I started to come out of my shell and found it easier to talk to some women. Then my health went down hill and subsequently ended up where I am today, in a wheelchair. It seems as though by shyness is back ten fold and I don't know what to do. Every morning as I go through my daily routine with my aide the same thoughts go through my head...Will I ever find that special someone or will I end up alone? If I do find someone how will everything work out in the long run? I can do some things on my own but for most part I need a fair amount of assistance. If I end up finding that special someone wha

Hah!
I'm not drunk enough to care what you think yet. While I'm being utterly annoying, why do I have to tell the forum if there is "NSFW content" in a site that only "adults" are supposed to be able to access. Ahh the irony. Oh the coincidences... Bleh the spelling errors.

Misc Crap
I have come to a breaking point in the last few days. It seems like the subject of making friends to dating to relationships. Everyone judges you on if you have a job, your looks, where you live. Well, what the hell happened to accepting someone for who they are and not the material things. You know, everyone puts some whitty or stupid status up...But it seems like when we do it, we get attitudes or someone doesn't like it...

Speaking My Peace, Respect It
Statistics show that one in three teens are abused physically or emotionally in a relationship, what I want is for everyone to do something, whatever they can! I am a part of that statistic. I started dating a boy just after I'd turned 17 who I stayed with for two years through all the stress he put me through and all of the abuse (both physical and emotional) he put me through. I haven't been speaking up about it, but it has got to change. I want to help those who have gone through it, are going through it, or might someday go through it. I want to try to help prevent it. Support me in this, please. I have the right: To always be treated with respect. In a respectful relationship, you should be treated as an equal. To be in a healthy relationship. A healthy relationship is not controlling, manipulative, or jealous. A healthy relationship involves honesty, trust, and communication. To not be hurt physically or emotionally. You should feel safe in your relationship at

And She Said She Loved Me
As you all may know I have been involved with one of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met. When I first saw her I got warm all over, my heart skipped a beat, and my heart melted like butter. I knew right then that I just had to find a way to spend the rest of my life with her. I was very excited about this lady. I bought her gifts and went to her page often to rate her and such. Then after a while I found the first comment she had sent me. I felt like I had turned to jello. This beautiful person had actually shown me some attention. Eventually we started chatting, then the first phone call came. When I first heard her voice I fell in love right there. I told her a little while later how I felt about her. She responded in kind, yet with a very reserved attitude. then a while later she told me she loved me. . It was the day before Easter, and when I heard those words I about melted on the spot. The most fantastic lady I had ever laid eyes upon loved me. I

Slowdown
I must look just like a fool herein the middle of the road standing there in your rearview and getting soaked to the bonethis land is flat as it is mean a man can see for a hundred milesSo im still praying I might seethe glow of a brake light. But your wheels just turn, down the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yetI keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you nowbut I'd settle for a slowdown.I held on longer then I shouldLeaving you might change your mindthose bright lights of Hollywood would fade in time. But your wheels just turndown the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yet I keep a lookin' forthe slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you now but I'd settle for a slowdown.But your wheels just turn down the road ahead if it hurts at all you aint showed it yet your just a tiny dot on that horizon line come on tap those brakes baby just o

Fu-problem
Now how messed up is this, a friend of mine which i was talking to him yesterday was ranked a level 18 and within 10 minutes he was a newbie level 0. He went to the help lounge and guess they couldn't help him out. Im not sure what happened or went on but now he has to start all over again. Im asking for you all to please go by and show him some luv. If we all give him luv he should reach his level 18 within no time. He is a sweet and caring guy and its messed up that it happened to him. Please click the link below to take you to his page. Thanks for everyone that helps him out. He deserves it. http://fubar.com/user/2963702 phillipp@ fubar

Join My Mafia
There is Only One Way Off These Streetsjoin up with me in Mafia WarsCome Rule the World with meClick here to join my Mafia now. Arr me mateyjoin up with me piratesget yer own ship too in Pirates:Come Rule the Caribbeanwith Me!Click here to join me Pirate Crew now.

Rub My Nipples
A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,'Ma'am what's wrong?' She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, 'Ma'am, why are you saying that?' In a huff, the woman says, 'BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES RUBBED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED!' The crowd broke into applause and her money was quic

Lap By Lap: Richmond
7:54 p.m.—GREEN FLAG/YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green as the Crown Royal 400 is under way. Lap 6—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers gets the field up to speed and we are under way at Richmond. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Jeff Burton Lap 7—LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon goes hard into Turn 3 and holds it to beat Brian Vickers to the line. Lap 8 —LEAD CHANGE: Brian Vickers drives away from Jeff Gordon to retake the lead. Lap 9—YELLOW FLAG NO. 2: Dave Blaney gets loose and slams into the wall. No free pass is given. Lap 13—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Mark Martin Lap 14—Kyle Busch has a great restart on the outside and jumps a few positions to 11th. Lap 16—Mark Martin passes Martin Truex Jr. for fourth Lap 18—Kyle Busch continues to make gains on the outside as he

First Blog
Ok so today is Monday, May 4th, 2009. This is my first blog, journal what ever you wanna call it. Never done on and never had a daily journal before either so not sure what to say, or what I wanna say. Yesterday was a tough day for me and I just wanna get it out of my system and behind me. Yesterday morning on my way to work I was on a head on collision as a result of a deer crossing the road, this was about 4:15AM. Yes I am okay for those curious or worried just some minor bruises and innjuries. That was the end of a very long week for me. I am Security at the lounge 504 Bourbon Street so make sure you come and check it out. It has some really kewl people in it and not as much drama as I have seen in some of the other Louges, but still all in all it has its drama too (but who don't). i have been having alot going on in my life and so I am thinking writting some of this down will help me shed perspective to myself on it. As for me if you don't know me and are reading this for

A Few Things I Hate
I hate waking up in physical and mental pain everyday. I hate being able to easily say "I love you" but in reality not being able to actually "love" anyone. I hate the constant whispering and voices in my head. I often hate the fact I wake up in the mornings. I hate feeling like a burden on my family and friends. I hate the feeling people think I'm over exaggerating my pain. I hate breathing.

Links
Last of a Dyin Breed: http://www.myspace.com/pussycatpimpgoddess http://www.tagged.com/lastofadyinbreed http://Twitter.com/PimpGoddezz http://www.myyearbook.com/lastofadyinbreed Smack Daddy: http://www.myspace.com/pussycatplaymatezsdp http://www.tagged.com/smackdaddypimpnest Motitaz: http://www.myspace.com/pussycatplaymate http://www.myspace.com/530gigglez http://www.myyearbook.com/motitaz83

True
I have made mistakes in my life, I have let people take advantage of me and i have expected way less than what i deserve, But i have learned from my bad choices, and even though there are some things i can never get back, And people who will never be sorry, I know better next time and want settle for anything less than what i deserve.. A True man does not need to romance a different girl every night, A true man romances the same girl the rest of his life..

Questionaire...
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite artist? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain?i 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports?

The Aisle Seat
The Aisle Seat Two Radical Arab Terrorist types boarded a flight out of London . One took a window seat and the other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a U.S. Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, “I need to get up and get a coke.” “Don't get up,” said the Marine, “I'm in theaisle seat, I'll get it for you.” As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marines shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, “That looks good, I'd really like one, too.” Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes and knew immediately what had happened.

My First Attempts At Writing Songs
As I drag your body to it's final resting place I think about your slowly ripping open your heartAnd getting me a tasteof that Virgin blood that I all so adore licking and sucking I keep wanting more But I cant do that I need to stop Because before the end of night you'll be buried 6 ft below I look down upon your faceDirty and bloody, what a fuking worthless disgraceI grab you up by your hair pulled you closer and whispered in your fukin ear....( Chorus ) Im gonna take your life bitchYou gonna die bitch Choke and suffocate till you cant take another breath BitchIm gonna take your life bitch You gonna die bitch Choke and suffocate till you cant take another breath Bitch

English To American Translation!
Since my days on Fubar I have been easily confused or some might say lost in translation. Here are a few that now actually make sense now I know. If you have anymore let me know, I won't feel so lame when I have to ask in future! English Bold - American unbold AArse- Ass, Advert- Commerical, Autumn- FallBBoot (of car)- Trunk, Biscuit- Cookie, Box- BoothBarrister- Attorney, Bin- Trash Can, Bungalow- Single storey house, Bum bag- fanny pack, Bar maid/man- BartenderCChips- fries, Crisps- potato chips, Casualty/ A&E- ERCaravan- Trailer, Cupboard- closet, Candy floss- cotton candyCanteen- Cafeteria, Crumpet- English MuffinChemist- Drugstore, Car Park- parking lotDDummy- Pacifier, Double yellow lines- no parking zoneDressing gown- robe, Dinner jacket- tuxedoE - Cant think of any!FFag- cigarette, Football- Soccer, Fire brigade- fire departmentFather Christmas- Santa Claus, Flat- apartmentFlat mate- room mate, Film- MovieGGay- fagHHoliday- VacationIInsect- BugJJelly- Jello, Jam- jelly, Ju

Why....
Why can't I control my heart? Why do I always screw up every relationship I've ever been in? Why do I love so hard yet walk away. Why? Why can't I just find a girl who loves me for who I am? Why can't I find some kind of happiness in my life? Why am I crying when I write this? Why? Why should I not delete my profile here at Fubar? Everyone says it is just a game. Why play games? Life is too short and love too hard to find to play games. Why was I such a fool to think I could find love here? Why? Why do I think I will actually find love? Why don't I just realize that I was made to walk this earth alone? Why???

Just A Poem I Wrote
love for one person when you love someone so much that it makes you hurt so much. you dont care what you got to do to help that person out. but what hurts is when that person just keeps their hearted closed to you.expectaly when the person use to talk to you about anything. it casues more emotional pain then anyone can relize. it even gets you so far down that it causes physical pain. wondering around as i walk the streets trying to find what im looking gfor i hear your voice in my head that is lovely voice teling me that ill find what im looking for and that you still have your love for me. then something brings me back around and i relize that it is just a voice in my head and wishful thinking. then my phone rings and it is you on the other end wiht that soothing lovely voice of you. i just long for the the day to hear those three speical words " I LOVE YOU" to come over the phone from your end again. i just hope one day to hear those words from you again. but when we ge

Bombings And Auto 11s!!!
OMG So I will be running my first auto 11 and cherry bomb this Saturday!!! So what I want you guys to do is let me know if you will be running auto 11s on Saturday so I can bomb you!!!! (must have a folder with atleast 250 pictures plz). Also I would love for all of your support and rate my pictures for my auto 11!!! I am going to see what I can pull together for some rewards for the high raters!!! So get ready for the bombings and the autos Saturday!!!! I should be running my autos around 10 am futime and I am hoping to start bombing around 11 or 12 futime!!! So if you are interested in getting bombed just leave me a comment here :)! Luv ya guys!!!!!!! P.S. I am also trying to get a blast for Saturday, so if you can help me out either pm me or sb me!!! I am willing to pay fubux!!! Please help me out guys!!!!! :D

Paying Fu-bucks For Morphs
I would like a couple of morphs made if you make them and are interested in fubux please PM me with the cost and I will give you the pics I wants made for the morp. Thanks for reading and hope to hear from you soon!

Hospital
Wanna say hey to everyone!! I was in the hospital for a couple days, had a gallbladder attack, so they did surgery and removed it. I was havin alot of pain for awhile, but now that Ive had the surgery I do feel alot better!! I quit smokin!! I had a few on easter at my moms, she came over one day and I took 1 off her, and last weekend I went out for a couple hours and had a couple then, but other then that I havent had any!! So I think Im doin really good with the whole smokin thing!! I cant believe how much this place changes everytime I log on something is new! Anywho I cant stay long, but I wanted to say hey to yall and I do hope yall are doin good!! I still dont think ill get on here much, but if you wanna keep in touch with me let me know and ill give ya my myspace or email address. Still wont be everyday, but it will be more often then it is here. Yall take care and i do hope to catch yall sometime soon!! Lots of licks and spanks to all my friends!! xoxo

Checkout My Roommate Demonik
sup boys and girls.yep im hottstuff's roomate,going to school for photography and hottstuff is my practice dummy lol jk well sorta anyone looking for photos to be done check me out and drop me a line peace out.

Night Riders Lament
HOWDY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY HOWL! I AM SENDING OUT A GREAT VIDEO TODAY WITH SUZY BOGGUSS AND JERRY JEFFY WALKER IN IT! WHEN YOU LISTEN TO IT PICTURE YOURSELF ON A BEAUTIFUL HORSE IN THE STATE OF MONTANA. YOU ARE WORKING THE MIDNIGHT SHIFT AS A COWGIRL/COWBOY WATCHING A HERD OF CATTLE UNDER THE MIDNIGHT STARS. LISTENING TO THESE TWO GREAT MUSICIANS DO THIS SONG WILL ACTUALLY "PUT YOU THERE" HOWL! ENJOY AND YOU CAN FIND MANY MORE OF THEIR SONGS ON U-TUBE.

This Is Me!
Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Straw hats and big sunglasses Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist

It Seems I Can't Please Anyone
I found Fubar in November, 08. I have met some wonderful people, many of been my friends since day one. Unfortunately, I have made some very bad choices about who I wanted to be friends with. I realize this is a site for "fun" a place to "relax" and "unwind". I will be the first to admit I am very soft hearted and normally go out of my way to do things for people who do not deserve it. I have so many stories to tell, but my most recent experience has really got me stumped. I lost a "friend" because I wouldnt put him as #1 on my family. The people that are on my family and numbered have been with me since I started my account here. They have proved they are good friends and we talk several times a week. They worked their way up to where they are. I do not think it is fair for someone to just come along and you be friends for a couple of weeks then threaten to delete you if you dont put them as #1 on your family. I work 40+ hours a week, some days I am lucky enough to be able

Facebook
just wanted to let all my friends on here know that i havent been on here that much anymore cause it seems like if you dont have bling credits or auto 11's or cherry bombs your not worth that much to visit. what happen to the old way of going to someones page and rating there pictures. now people do the cherry bomb and there fore they dont take the time to actually look at your pictures that you post.well when im on here i cant bling people or cherry bomb but i do make the time to rate my friends and there pictures and i cant even get a rate so im taking some time off fubar to be with my family and friends outside of fubar and then when i come back im gonna start deleting alot of people that dont even know that im on there friends list. but those of you that actually read this and understand where im coming from i have opened a facebook account only because that site is nothing like fubar its not a contest to see who can level the fastest.and if your on facebook and want to add me feel

Happy Mothers Day
I'm sick and tired of your excusesCan't deal with living anymoreI'll give you reasons to continueWhile you lie writhing on the floorI'll wash away your liesAnd have you hyptotizedThere'll be no compromise todayI'll share your life of shameI think you know my nameI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)I'll get youIf you could deal with your reflectionI'm sure you'd see into my eyesThere'll be no need for resurrectionLet's drink to people of the liesAlthough that one's too muchYou know ten's not enoughThere'll be no compromise todayI'll watch you lose controlConsume your very soulI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Ha ha, demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Let's partyI'm sick and tired of resolutionsYou've quit me time and time againDon't speak of suicide solutionsYou took my hand, I'm here to stayThis time it's you or meI'll never set you freeThere'll be no compromise todaySo satisfy your lustToo much can't be enoughI'll introduce myself to

Sensuality~
He breathed her in deeply as he closed his eyes. She smelled of woman and girl, all sexy and innocent like a flower waiting to be opened - if that were possible all at once. He drew close to her slit and ran his knuckle over her mound. She had groomed as he had instructed: clean shaven lips and a small tuft at the top, neatly trimmed. Her cunt lips were thick and full, swollen almost. They covered all her parts, like a perfectly wrapped present for him to open. They looked succulent and he resisted the urge to pull them into his mouth."Now, my little slut. Reach down and hold open my new fuck toy. And make it wide so I can see your insides." She did as she was told and reached down, pulling her plump lips apart for him. She spread herself to reveal a beautiful rose-colored fuck hole, glistening with juices among the folds of her cavity. "Do you know how to milk a cock with your cunt?" he asked of her."Yes, Master, I do," she answered."Show me."She obeyed her Master, tightening and r

Harleygirls Life
I am so excited. I got tickets to see Metallica in concert! Even tho I have seen Metallica before..I have managed to get center stage tickets this time!! Now I just have to wait till the concert. Its not til December..lol. Stop by my profile and say hello. You can never have too many friends : )

Lmao
~LOL~I, the penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1) I do physical labor2) I work at great depths3) I plunge head first into everything I do4) I work weekends & holidays5) I work in damp environments6) I work in dark areas with poor ventilation7) I work in high temperatures8) .. and my work exposes me to diseaseDear penis, your request has been denied for the following reasons:1) You don't work eight hours straight2) You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period3) You don't stay in your designated work area, and are frequently found in other locations4) You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working5) You leave your work place messy at the end of your shift6) You are unable to work overtime or double shifts7) You sometimes leave your designated work are before completing the assigned task8) You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with two suspicious bagsSincerely, Miss Snatch

What The Twilight Saga Is About
Breaking Dawn Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"Alice: "I do. Excellent." Bella: "Oh, Mike! How will I go on?" Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you." Emmett: "Oooo, scary." Bella: "Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?" Charlie: "Bells, we're up to bat." Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating." Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?" Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood." Edward: "Oops." Renee: "Alice wouldn't let us do anything else. Every time we tried, she all but ripped our throats out." Edward: "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away." Rosalie: "Over my pile of ashes." Edward: "You look so guilty—like you've committed a crime."

New Moon Movie News
Alice Cullen’s Yellow Porsche for New Moon Discovered! May 20, 2009 · View comments198 Comments in Italy Set The yellow Porsche that Alice will drive in New Moon has been discovered in Montepulciano, Italy! Ale at TwilightersItalia sends in this report– The big man you can see in some pictures is one of the stuntmen. He had an Alice wig, a bandana, a couple of elbow high red gloves, and seemingly from far he actually looked like our loved little vampire/pixie. Mauro secretly told us that there are two yellow porsche in Montepulciano, placed in different places of the town. As they were not exactly identical, one had yellow brake pad cover and another had them red, Production was willing to spend to the incredible amount of €5800 PER PIECE to have them all red!!! Luckily they found out a way to paint them, but this episode says a lot on how high is this movie’s budget!!! The helicopter we told you about ealier, has kept low-flying whole day long filming

Brain?
So I have to brag on my son's intellectual skills for a second. At bath time last night (grant you, MY SON IS FIVE) he begins to examine his private area...hehee...As he's discovering his "balls" for the millionth time (it's true you men NEVER stop playing with yourselves) he asks me, "Mommy, what are these things?" Stumped beyond belief on the most politically correct answer to give- I just kinda stood there in shock. He goes back to examining, and blurts out- "I know Mommy, it's my peepee's BRAIN!" God bless my son and his HILARIOUS tactics that constantly keeps me rolling in the floor laughing. :D

Back Home!
Just wanted to let everyone know I'm back around. I had left for about a month and went to Indiana to spend time w/my kids and other family. Was stuck up there w/no internet or anything, pretty much completely out of reality. Yeah, I know, blah, blah, blah. Anyway, if you wanna know anything else, or even give a shit, hit me up and we can chat.

Some Poems I Wrote A While Back
I see her everyday she usually walks my way I want to talk to her but I don't know what to say shes the prettiest girl around I am love bound I thought I didn't have feelings for her no more but I realized that my feelings for her were stronger than ever before and if the reader of this poem happens to be the girl of my dreams you are my will to live without you I have no reason to breathe he thought he was going to have it all but he was withdrawn from his world now he feels small he's spiraling downard in a freefall now he doesn't have the will to love his sense of trust has flown away like a free flying dove his loving spirit caged away like a circus freak his future love life looks awful bleak will he ever regain his cool only he knows the answer dus concludes the story of the romantic fool I'm tired I'm broken my body needs rest my emotions are not at their best I'll use this blade to carve into myself this crest Your antics are crude your attitude i

What Would You Do?
I would Love a $100 Bling Pack or Happy Hour For either i am offering to get you 4 pimps, shitfaced when i see needed and 5 custom tags, Rate all ur pics once and a peack at my NSFW private folder. SB ME

I'm Try'ing...
I'm just taking oneday at a time, I thought if I changed my look and put on a fake smile that everything would change...I made myself believe that I couldn't be like the rest of society and let it weigh me down or let a blade in my chest change my emotional and mental state. Since that night my life has been hell, I cut my hair, shaved off my beard and pretended to be happy and hoped that would work...I am who I am and what I am, I needed to find solid ground. I needed to find closeure, I was willing to do anything for it to stop...EVEN DIE! This hasn't been an easy road for me the past almost three years, I've pushed away everyone and everything around me. I've snapped at people I cared about, and trated everyone like thay don't exsist, my feelings have become pushy and keep on with them manytimes. All I wanted to do and did was think of ways to end my pain...The truth is, I've been afraid of facing the person I was before I changed. I'm scared of what I might see, and wha

Im Gonna Mis U My Friends I Love U
HEY EVERYONE I LOVE U WITH EVRTHING IM GOING TO BE OUT FOR AWHILE IM DELETING MY FUBAR IF U WANT TO STILL GET A HOLD OF ME MY MYSPACE IS HOTSTUFF I LOVE U ALL PEACE OUT YALL IM GONNA MIS U

Rambling Rambles.
I haven’t blogged in a while, so I decided that I would share one with you folks. Lately, I’ve noticed that life really black and white. There are shades of grey in every facet of life, whether it is work, love, or friendship. I’ve been introduced into to way too many of these shades of grey lately as you’d imagine. So what to do? What do you do when find out your best friends has been looking down at you for over two years? What do you do when you find out work is bullshit and some of your co-workers have it out for you? What do you do when relationships fail due to cheaters? You endure. I’ve noticed that in life that weakness comes from an inability to handle the cards that were dealt to you. Character is created when you take those cards, take them and play accordingly instead of folding. You are supposed to be able to handle anything that comes at you, not give up… and then wit your way to victory. Folding is the same thing as staying

Love-us News And More( My Non Profit)
First Adoption Day!!!Sat May 23rdA huge thanks to the owner of Fins and Flowers for offering to open up her store to us!!!!Make sure to come see the kitties@ Fins and Flowers Pet Shop113 East Ave E, Copperas Cove, Tx 76522254-547-8780 Summer fundraiser will be............ Cookie Dough, and Dominos Pizza!We have high hopes for the summer fundraisers, the cookie dough looks yummy info on how to get your hands on some while supporting humane treatment and happiness of animals coming soon.Fundraisers Goal / amount donatedTo build a no-kill shelter $250,000/ $ 0 Maddie Fund does sound like a good possibility of some major funding once the 501c3 is officially granted from the IRS( unfortunately they are back logged on reviewing the 1023 application for the 501c3 for an indefinite length of time).Critter care $2,500/ $ 0Donations from you are needed to continue our life saving work. Any amount that you can give is greatly appreciate

Passion!
For years I have been practicing forms of magic. I've learned a lot about spells and potions that can bring you good fortune or completely obliterate another man's life. As I became more familiar with these spells and was able to do them successfully, my mind shot in 10 different directions. There were so many things I could do with this kind of power. As my skills progressed, I moved past the petty spells that I had started with. All were temporary, so if I used one to take care of my money issues, I always found a way back. Unfortunately, the magic never lasted long enough and it was becoming apparent to me. Interest began to wane in my studies until I saw her. Eva Perez was a curvy Latina with breasts that seemed rather large considering her height. The black hair flowed all the way down to her ass and it was impossible not to stare at her. She was absolutely stunning. Right away, I knew I had to have her, one way or another. Any time I'd pass by her or see her somewhere I'd say hel

Sumthing To Think About
magnify Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you wan t to be, because you have only on

If You Are The One Offended
> she woke up to find herself tied to the bed. naked surrounded by rose pedals. "what's going on?" she cried out. "hmm ...you'll soon see" He replied. he aprroackes her carrying a bowl. he sits it on the table and reaches inside. He pull out a cube of ice. and begins to slow slide it over her body. her neck, lips, and her now erect nipples. She begins to wiggle and lightly moan. "it has only just begun" as he slowly start to massage her clit. sending waves of pleasure through her body. squirming to trying to break free. her eyes now close enjoying the pleasure. but not allowing her to orgasm. "oh oh...not yet. I'm not done with you" he stars to pour warm baby oil all over her body. and begins to massage her slowly. start with your massive chest and working his was down to here feet.> > with without warning, he spread her legs and plunges his tongue deep inside her. "mmmm" escapes her lips, as she grinds her hip into his face. her legs begin to tremble as he continue to feast on her jui

The Secret Admirer?
I know that you know that I adore you. There is no one else like you. I want to know if you know how much I appreciate you.I know that I don't deserve it,but there was a spot in my heart and I reserved it.For that place you took, but that is okay. but I slowly learnTo take it easy and wait for you, so i hope your heart I patiently earn. Hey,I really respect the fact that you respect me. I admire your true integrity,complex mentality,distinguised personality,Everything about you that compliments our similarity.If mishaps should occur and I happen to die and there is indeed another life, I pray that I come back with more appreciation, andmore joy for you, and hopefully as your hero. I truly confessthat you have stolen my heart,captured it, from the very start.Pleasure a feeling I had never known, in a long time,came upon me so quick, strong and full blown.You were a vision yes, a sight to beholdevery sculptors wish, for he to mold.The look, the walk and the way you moved,sent tingl

Bellas Raving
OKAY THIS IS ADDRESSED TO MY FAMILY YES YOU CULLENS...SOME OF YOU HAVE ME STRAK RAVING MAD AND HAVE ME READY TO SPIT AND HISS AT YOU....WHEN YOU ALL TOOK THESE PARTS YOU DEDICATED YOURSELF TO BEING WITH US....WE KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE REALLY BUSY....AND WE UNDERSTAND THAT BUT WHEN YOU ACCEPTED THE ROLE PLAYING PART YOU SAID WE COULD COUNT ON YOU WELL WE ARE INTO THE THIRD WEEK AND SOME WE HAVE YET TO SEE A WORD FROM....EMMETT...EDWARD...YOU BOTH KNOW THAT ROSEALIE AND I CAN'T EXIST WITH YOU EITHER YOU BUT IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW I COULD CARE LESS IF THIS WHOLE DAMN THING DIDNT FALL PART....SO IM TELLING YOU IM GOING TO STARTING LOOKING FOR OTHER PEOPLE WHO REALLY CARE ENOUGH ABOUT BEING WITH US....YES THIS IS ALL JUST FOR FUN BUT COME ON SERIOUSLY GIVE US ALITTLE TO GO ONE.

Point Whores
Let me make my place here clear to all the point whores. If you look at my page, and say nothing or show no love at all. Do NOT think for a moment i am going to go to your page and rate you up the ass! Its not going to happen, not once! If your not here to make connectios, friends... PLEASE do not add me! If i wanted to surround myself with complete tramps looking for attention... Id cut up a playboy and hang pictures all around my bedroom! I dont care if you want bling, i dont care if your trying to level... I just dont... At all... As in ZERO! Would i care if you were someone i had a connection with? Sure... But for a point whore? Yeaaaahhhhh no... Enough said... I know i sound like an ass, but in all reality, i am just forward... Take it or leave it... I will always tell you what i think, with complete honesty...

Banning Of A Bread Of Dog/animal
banning of a bread of a dog ? yes /nobanning all breads of dogs? yes/no banning of a bread of dog because of a mans fear of it? its pure ignoreance torwards that animal.banning a bread of a dog because its supposedly vicious? totally ignoreance torwards that bread of dog.humans have the responsiblity to read up on and learn every thing bout any bread of dog or animal it decides to bring into their homes even more so bring an animal around any kids. and also the responsiblity to love and care for that animal. humans dont take to count that some animals let alone certain types of dogs need more love then others. so in conclusion humans have educate themselfs to any and all pets they may bring into their home and around any child that may live or visit that home. i will not accept any invite to any causes to ban pit bull, rottillers or any other type of animal. this blog may not be finished as of yet i may decide at a later time to add more to it i decided to add a video to help to ma

A Creed That True Master's Should Live By
Masters Creed Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all. He is strict and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave real tears. As the consummate lover, He will kiss the tears away without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master is a supportive partner and friend, never forgetting that this is a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understanding the difference between fantasy and reality. He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career or family just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His slaves mind, body, soul and love. He must first earn her trust. He will show His slave humor, kindness and warmth. He must always show her that His guidance and tutoring

Insanity
Before my head started spinning. I knowI had a begining. I see sanity melting down the walls of the brain inside my head. Yes I am sick thats what the doctors have said. What happen to the pretty colors in the light prisim that once danced in my dream. Oh wait I think the Gnomes tossed them into a ocean or stream.. You may think I have just lost my mind. Hell I told you fucks it was only a matter of time. What the hell did you think I was superwoman or something. Penguins are stealing my chicken soup as we speak. them assholes they like to sneek. Sometimes the voices tell me Its ok to repeat the things they say to me, but a dumb dead bitch is what I would be. counting 1.2.3.4 everything must be even or my brain has a problem computing. A fear of odd numbers is where that comes from Ok I'm not really like this I am just bored out of my mind thanks for reading though

The Military Wife
The Military WifeThe good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixthday of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to behaving a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standardmodel?"The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to becompletely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be aperfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on blackcoffee,handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry oncheerfully, even if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willingto move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs ofhands."The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!"The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wivesto helpher. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell withpride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beatsoundly when it's over-worked and t

Da Berries~
Mariah Carey Berry did two more steps before the music stopped and she looked around to make sure every dancer was in their place and not off the mark. She nodded in satisfaction that rehearsal was going so well before stiffing a little. She tossed the mike to a standby and almost ran to her dressing room. Shutting the door, she raised her dress and slipped two fingers under the panty to remove a slim plastic object from behind the material. She flushed with excitement and saw the sparkle in her eyes as she flipped the phone, raised it to her ear, and said 'hello' as she smelled her own aroma. There was no question in her tone, there was only one person who even knew the phone existed, let alone had the number and she never missed the calls, no matter where or when. He watched as the girl got into her car after school. He had been admiring her for several months but she had barely acknowledged his existence other than to let him know that he was annoying just being in her sight. Her fr

Diversions~
Jim's hands finally reached out to his prize. He gently encircled her globes with his hands squeezing as he did and feeling her firmness, her flesh, her ass...just as she requested. Each movement would get a little bolder than the one before it. When the time was right he pulled her cheeks slightly apart to see his reward and what he saw caught his breath. She hadn't wiped! She was dirty there! What luck! What sweet luck! He locked onto that image of first discovery, intending to keep it in his mind forever. He knew he would be masturbating, stroking his rock hard cock, many times thinking of this adventure. He pretended not to notice and carried on with his gyrations, taking in the odd innocent glance now and then. She obviously wasn't aware of it and he didn't want to startle her too quickly. If she was too surprised or embarrassed, that might snap her out of trance with disastrous results. He hadn't finished yet swinging her around to his way of thinking. There was just a little mor

Gotta Love Teachers~
Brent blinked a couple times and finally came to his senses. He could not believe what he just saw. "You have to let me fuck her! You just HAVE to!". Jason looked at him and said "No way! She can suck you off, but *I* am fucking her." The went over to her, and Jason made her aware of their presence, but assured her it was ok. Brent sat himself on the edge of the desk, facing the black board. Jason sat in her chair so she could ride him as she sucked his friends cock. Both men were so excited that in no time at all they were ready to cum, and before they could, Mrs. C asked if they would do something for her...She assumed her previous position, lying on her desk, both boys standing over her. She had a cock in each hand, jerking fast. Each young man was pinching a nipple...She kept telling them to cum on her...cum on her big udders...cover her with young cum...well, that did it for the boys, and at almost the same time, they began to spray her with cum...they got cum from her belly to he

Bondage?
The days passed for Leah in a strange dreamlike fashion. She tried to keep her hatred for Master burning, but as day passed into day, she became more desperate for the time when he would come to the room. The hours alone passed slowly even with the assignments he gave her. She hated how eagerly her body responded to his touch, to his voice, even to the sound of the key turning in the lock. Even now she could feel the moisture between her legs as she waited for him to bring in dinner.To her surprise, Master entered with a couple of boxes instead of a dinner tray. He took his seat and smiled at her, "You have been so good, Little Rabbit, that I have a treat for you."Leah sat perfectly still, she didn't want to ruin any chance at a treat. The treat must have something to do with the boxes.Carlton smiled warmly at his slave girl. She had come so far in just a month. Her responses to training were beautiful. Tonight would be a good test of her training. "I am taking you downstairs for dinne

Funnies
Always start your day with a lot of… S E X S - SMILEE - ENERGYX - XCITEMENT so make S E X a daily habit, and youll always B SUCC SEX FUL! in LIFE. It’s the thing that satisfies ur mind, body & soul Do it on bed, on a sofa, in the car or anywhere! It’s called Prayer! God bless ur naughty mind I really deeply wish dat u r here with me in my room. on my bed & lights is off & we get under the cover together.. 2 show u my glow in the dark watch.

About Me
I am a Seasoned Runway Fashion/Hair Model and have much experience in the field. Also I am involved in Print work and Trade shows. As an Actress, I have done stage acting at an early age and am now pursuing a career in the film/movie industry. Writing has always been an interest to me and currently I am working on some poetry/screenplay/novel and expository writing. If you have a minute, please check out my websites at: www.myspace.com/421634755 www.Shananicole.synthasite.com www.Dotsyconway1.exploretalent.com Any feeback is welcome. I will soon post my poetry on this site.

Just In Case
Surgery is at 11am (in 3 hrs) Just in case something happens and I don't make it, I just want to tell all my friends (most are mummers) that I had alot ALOT of fun in the mumms and on this site with you all Now if I don't make it, nobody will probably tell fubar so if I am not on the fu in a few days, somethng happened (more than likely I DIED!!) there will be no way for anyone to find out! Sooooooo if I don't return I want to say goodbye. Some of you I might come back and haunt for the hell of it LOL So wish me luck and we'll hope for the best!

Poem For Lost Ones
My dearest dearest friendYou came into my life unexpected and little broken yourselfAt first we didn’t pay much attention to each otherBut as time went by, We fell in love with our friendship….We could talk for hours and no matter whether we were close or farI always knew u were THEREWe had so many plans, built bridges and dreamsWe always had each other’s backsAnd we knew were specialTime went by to quickThere was still so much to doBut now it’s time to say goodbyeThe tears born in my eyesAnd intense heartacheWill surely last a long time stillBut I have to let go Cause not even to most sincere prayers will bring you back to me nowMy dearest dearest friendI hope you found your happy place nowAnd one day, when we meet againWe will remember all we had And I pray that we will fall in love…..All over againGonna miss u xxxxxxxxx

The Bikers Hideaway Events
****BIKE COMP****The Bikers Hideaway is pleased to announce there first bike comp. This is gonna be a salute comp. All you have to do is be a member of The Bikers Hideaway and submit a salute with you by/on your bike. When you have the salute posted in your profile pics just send me a priviate message and I will recon your pic. You will have till the end of the month to submit a pic. At the end of the month I will post all submitted solutes to a bike comp folder at my profile. Once they are posted go vote for your faviorite and if you want one to win it will help if you vote all others a 1. Thats right vote a 1 for those who are competting against your fav. The person with the highest rank of votes at the end of the week will be the winner.If you have any questions do not hesitate to ask me.Thanks everyone for supporting The Bikers Hideaway!!!!!

A Simple "thank You Note"
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Joy I love you, Joy Again, Thank you! ~W.H. 2009~

Fer Da Shyte And Googles
Name of the last person that texted you?Joy This survey gets a little personal can you handle it?Of course I'm a Male. Do you think somebody is in love with you?Yes, as I am with her. Is it easy to make you cry?No, But I will if it has to do with my son, or animals. What would you do if your best friend died?My best friend and I made a pack many years ago...If either one died first the other would support and protect his family. Do you consider yourself lucky?Luck is Luck, I actually pay no attention to it. I bet you miss somebody right now?No, I'm actually secure with myself on any level. I bet you're thinking about someone right now?erm, yeah, does the word DUH come to mind? Can you honestly say your okay right now?Since I'm capable of protection for others, I can honestly say that I'm fine. What are you doing tomorrow night?Spending time with my son. Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?Sometimes depending on the situation, du

Prelude To The Quickie
Joyce walks into the room, she knows she has my eyes glued to her every move. She’s wearing that sexy red sun dress, one she was wearing the first time we met, she knew it was one of my favorites as it showed of her beautiful body lines but left what was mine hidden. She approached me her short blonde hair lightly moving in the breeze, the smile that captivated me for so long. She bent over whispering in my ear at the same time revealing that today she had on a low cut bra which slowed just enough of her nipples to make me want her, she sat down and cuddled in rubbing my thigh, letting me know she was ready to go up to our hotel room and leave this party to start our own, just the two of us. As we left she stayed close to me, I knew I was the envy of every man in the room, we entered the elevator and as the doors shut slowly she turned to me, our lips touched softly as we slowly kissed growing more passionate with each kiss our months opened our tongues embraced, I let my hand

Love And Life
If I were to say that I love someone, I would be telling the truth.If I were to say that I love her very much, I would be lying.Truth is, I dont love her very much. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone in my whole life. She in my eyes is the most careing, wonderful, beautiful, jaw droping gorgeous woman I know. Dont Believe me? Here, take a look! Though far away from eachother at this point, she still makes me the happiest ive been ever! Just the way she says things, what she says, and how she talks. I never thought I would ever hear a woman say those things. Since she told them to me, I believe her and also do honostly believe she is 100% sincere. There is no reason why she should not have my heart. Iv'e worn my heart on my sleeve for so long, and gave it to anyone who would take it. Sadly they've all broken it. I know she wouldn't do anything to hurt it or break it. I feel so lucky to have found her. Why I waited so long to see who she was and what she has to offer me, i'l

Spankings~
She double-checked her door to make certain it was locked and then she padded to the bathroom. A bath, she thought. That's what I need... a bath. Not a shower. A bath will help me relax.She filled the tub, tossed in some bath beads, turned the radio on in the living room, grabbed a magazine and decided to put the night and him out of her mind. She slipped out of the old football jersey (the last reminder of her him), slid her panties off and stepped into the tub. She let herself sink into the hot water. The heat seeped into her bones.She settled back on her bath pillow (a wise investment at the Dollar Store) and flipped open the magazine. She had almost finished the article about 25 ways to save money on your spring wardrobe when the light when out. She blinked. And blinked again. Thinking that the power was out in the entire apartment if not an even larger area, she said, quietly, but aloud, "Damn it."A voice, silky smooth and very masculine, responded, "Uh, uh, no ugly talk, Vonna."

Oh The Weather Outside Is So Delightful!
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of

Marriage
Marriage is it just a game or is it real?Marriage is suppose to be real not a game. If u and someone takes that step its real and if its fake it wont work. So before u take them vowes make sure that it is real and not just for the love because love is not everything. So the games and the bullshit has to stop love them one ur with not the one u want.

Scavenger Hunt
Congratz to Pooka aka Ravyn for guessing duct tape aka the silver ribbon of St. Tenacious. The silver ribbon of St. Tenacious is an item for sale in the gift shop. Be the 1st one to figure out What that item is and send it to me for a 3 credit bling item. Let the hunt begin...

Recovery
I've been home for 3 weeks recovering from what was a very scary C-Section. I was barely allowed to have my best friend with me when my baby was being born. It was scary to get this spinal block. The first time the nurse did it she hurt me and hit my left side, second time she hit the right side. Well the third time was the charm because both legs went numb and so did the rest of me...from the brain down. They only had me on the table for less than 2 minutes before the curtain went up and they started working on me. Sean was suppose to be in the room right after they were done prepping me, and as I laid there the sounds of the OR got very distant. I don't remember too much about what the doc was saying, I felt like I was floating off the table. I know I should have panicked but I couldn't feel anything, physical or emotional. I know I should have said something, but in the fog and haze of the narcotics I couldn't even speak up to say anything. The doctor stopped working on me long e

Nascar Day!!!
CHARLOTTE, N.C. -- The NASCAR Foundation has partnered with the Motor Racing Network and Sirius NASCAR Radio is taking to the airwaves May 11-18 for a week-long celebration of NASCAR Day. Fans can tune in to Sirius for live updates and interviews with some of your favorite NASCAR celebrities. On NASCAR Day, Sirius is celebrating by broadcasting live from 11 a.m.-6 p.m. on May 15 from the Sam Bass Gallery in Concord, N.C. NASCAR Day Web site Costner named spokesman APlus at Sunoco offers pins NASCAR Day goes pink The NASCAR Day Radiothon on MRN, sponsored by AFLAC and Sprint, on May 16, will serve as the grand finale of a week of festivities that aim to raise much needed funds for The NASCAR Foundation and its Family of Charities. Fans in participating markets will be able to tune in to listen to stories of inspiration and hope from kids whose lives have been changed from the generosity of NASCAR fans, and to hear from their favorite Sprint Cu

Slop's Of Mag's
the slops of mags is here for your reading entertainment the cover of the Slops of Mags taylor swift and kanye west with viewers opinion mileys plans for the future rick astley sued for rick rolled pranks tart heart jobros big steps most of the stuff you read here is somewhat true with a little crazy added to it, so its not all completely true...loleither way i hope you all enjoyed it. here is the news and the truth, read all about it. BEFORE YOU READ, INCASE THE PAGES ARE NOT CLEAR THEN JUST "RIGHT CLICK" THE IMAGE, CLICK "VIEW IMAGE" AND THEN "ZOOM IN" ONTO THE PIC ONCE IT POPS UP THRU ANOTHER WINDOW...ENJOY

The Way To Start A New Life
Well, I'm sorry for the things that I told youBut words only go so farAnd if I had my wayI would reach into heavenAnd I'd pull down a star for a presentAnd I'd make you a chain out of diamondsAnd pearls from a summer seaBut all I can give you is a kiss in the morningAnd a sweet apologyWell, I know that it hasn't been easyAnd I haven't always been aroundTo say the right wordsOr to hold you in the mornin'Or to help you when you're downI know I never showed you much of a good timeBut baby things are gonna changeI'm gonna make up for all of the hurt I broughtI'm gonna love away all your painAnd tomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThere's gonna be some changesTomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThis time you can believe meNo more cryin' in your lonely roomAnd no more empty nights'Cause tomorrow mornin' everything will turn out rightWell, there's something that I've got to tell youYes I've got something on my mindBut words come hardWhen your lying in my armsAnd when I'm looking deep into your ey

In And Out-n-all O'er Da Place
I won't be on as much.*not like it will make a difference* :p I'll busy with me oldest babies graduation,and movin and all that fun stuff. Come June I'll be back on to terrorize everyone of ya,sooooo don't forget.*evil laugh* :p Nuhtiiiing to with this BOOOM!BOOOM! Firepower! *minty kisses* fi all who deserve it,and a huge pffffffffft to the rest! =)

Omfg
has fu-fucked up? l deleted my account afew weeks ago...then l came across my deleted account..lm unable to log into the account but lve found that lm able to view the profile and my images. this is creepy has fuck its like lm there but lm not there lol.. http://www.fubar.com/user/2049586

You Found Me
Mindless scribbles in a margin, eyes vacant of hope. Fighting through pain, succeeding, but failing miserably. Digging into a deeper hole, you pulled up my hand. You helped me out, sharpening my dull vision. Helping me through lies, holding through the pain. A mindless scribble has meaning, hope for eternal bliss, you found me. Jessa, there will never be words for me to ever express how I feel about you...you are by far one of the most unique and amazing person I have in my life. I hope that never CHANGES either. Rusty, I have only one word for you "love" you are n will always be special to me ... you gave me alot more than you will ever realize n for that I am grateful. I miss my friend....

Enjoy
I had planned on tryin to tough it out till my VIP runs out in June but im starting to think i wont make it that far. Enjoy me while ya can cause my days are numbered.. Peace Live Long and Prosper ect......

Lookin For Work?
COME CHECK OUT DJ WOOKIE AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!!Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there!HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!! Ok straight to the point I just got hired by a courier company thats just starting out here in Las vegas they've had a good test run and are now going threw the finalization process of making this a real company it's ran by a juggalo who wants the family to start using their talents to help better themselves this ninja is smart he's helpin a few homies down here follow their dreams by helping them make them happen and get them started. Our goal for our company is to connect family vendors to sellers across the country. thats where i need your help i was hired on solely to find people with a hobby they want to share to sellers across the country. theres many positions inside the company and positions outside the company that are avaliable.

Bearman_57
Stoners live stoners die fuck the world let's get high Pot's a plant it grows in the ground if god didn't like it,it wouldn't be around So drink a beer and smoke a bowl party hard and rock-n-roll To all you preps who think your cool fuck you bitches stoners rule I liked this and had to share it .

Muffs Bomb List
Hey everyone! Muffinman is tryin to get 50 people together to give him a 6 bling pack. Once he has 50 people he gets the bling then will bomb you about 13 times! go to this link if you are interested.. only first 50 people can get in! :) http://fubar.com/blog/294785/1023193

Vampire Lust
Part 13 Even though Dragos longed to take his very spirited pet, he knew that it was too soon for him to drink of her blood. Dragos left Khatra’s chamber with a heavy heart. He would not allow himself to return to collect Elisabeth for dinner for his hunger for Khatra was so very strong instead Dragos strolled around the mansion for a long while calming his inner beast and trying to no avail to push Khatra’s image from his mind. “I have no time for these thoughts tonight; I must focus on what needs to be done.” He scolded himself as he approached Elisabeth’s chambers. His knock was soft as to not straddle Elisabeth. “Enter my Lord.” Her soft voice rang out. Upon entering the chambers his breath caught in his throat. Elisabeth knelt at the foot of her bed wearing her diamond studded collar and a sheer blood read tunic. “Do I please you my Lord?” Her eyes down cast with her head held high and back straight. &l

The Boz Anthology
THe curves of your body The way that your dress clings The soft sweet scent of your perfume makes my head ring. The feelin'of ecstasy my head spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The way your hair falls to your shoulders Your sensous smile Ooh baby, I'll tell you now You make me go wild The feelin' of ecstasy my head is spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The come hither stare in your eyes A sensous striptease Red silk on your creamy white skin Brings me to my knees. Chemistry is runnin' wild and my head's spinnin' 'round We'll be one tonight. "LET'S HEAT UP THE NIGHT" My love is like a fire You're stokin' the flames higher Burnin' up your negligee Ooh sweet baby, come let's play Shadows dancin' in the night Bodies glowin' in the pale moonlight Honey drippin' from your pot Gimme, baby, all you got are you ready to sin? then count me in [CHORUS] I'll give it to you Once, twice, baby all night ooh your love is like a glove that fits me skin ti

My Blog, Its Where I Vent, Dont Like It Then Piss Off
yea my first blog on fubar and its about things that have been pissing me off in any way shape or form. and the first thing on my list has to be Barack Obama. this punk is trying to take away our right to own guns. I know I didnt vote for this tool. betcha this will get me flamed on quite a bit. my job would be another thing pissing me off. stupid walmart does things quite bassackward. they shitcan people before they have any sort of a replacement for them. I could easily tell them thats not a smart practice at all. another thing that grates on me, women who say one thing and then proceed to do another. For example, when they say they want to meet up and then they change their minds. Oh and i forgot to mention that my ex gf needs to go jump in a lake. UGGGHHHHHHHH. Life. it really eats....enough said. now that ive bitched about alot of shit...ill mention something that does NOT piss me off. Limp Bizkit getting back together and attempting to do something. i thought the

Man Without This Mask!!
U were the small brightly colored bird that the boys incinerated their hearts a pone They loved u bitterly and called u a witch U wanted to belong to someone U found one but he tricked u And tore u like a sister’s doll in a mean brother’s hand And so u became the hurricane child Spewing glass shard, cat hard blood Chewing off your foot to get free I tracked the blood drops in through the snow and found u U didn’t fear me U saw it in me and I saw it in u And we safety our weapons Your were the wolf that stood by the edge my camp fire ever night I would call to u By you would come closer A few nights later it was very cold And the fire was very bright And we could see each other’s faces U saw it in me and I saw it in u And u came and sat next to me And warmed yourself We were together from then on And nothing could separate us The world lost its hold on us We won out against time and convention I would give u the map of where all the landm

Sometimes I Cry
Sometimes at night when I lay my head down i wipe my tears on my pillow, and sometimes at night before i sleep I pray for you, and sometimes at night i cry myself to sleep, and sometimetimes i find myself alone in my dreams. And sometimes i find myself upon mu knees and sometimes at night when i cry i finf my tears rolling off my cheeks, and sometimes i wonder why i must be here alone and I wonder why it is your there alone when you said you loved me and you call somewhere else home. Sometimes at night I cry myself to sleep, sometimes at night I wonder why it is you choose to be with out me when it is when it how much I love you so. Sometimes at nightI cry and I pull your pillow close to me and it's those night remembering the wonderful times when i look up to the sky and those nights i cry and I wonder why, yes it's its those nights I remember and i look up to the sky, oh oh yes it's those night I remember and I look up to the sky and I cry. Sometimes at night I cry waiting for you

this is a request to all of my peps out there to please help me to build a large family of good people, trying new things im sending out to all that have joined my family already thank you very much and i would like to learn more about each and everyone of you so please feel free to just drop me a line opr two and i will definately return the message back to you. if any of my fam have any ideas that they can help me improve my site please feel free to sugest it to me and i will chek it out. so keep it real and all of you that are in my fam and the one that just stoping by B-EZ Hello the one special persons in my life today is my children. my daughters brings me so much joy and happiness and is a very understanding young ladies whom i love with all of my heart, and my daughters who have made me very proud of them and making me a grandfather of two beautiful grandaughters who loves me so much just having those special people in my life gives me a reason to live for one more day well

The Nyc Story
i stood by the bank the tide was low my breath slower than ever my head held high i looked at the land beyond soon the words will cease the body will stop breating the soul will begin to live FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS.... how was it then what will it be now the constant to and fro..... what did she say how will she speak now the constant to and fro.... the smile then the abrupt disconnect now life comes to halt as i dither between then and now.... let me off the boat let me drown let me find another meaning let me be now..... memories haunt words lie actions disgrace me a silent cry where does this end how does it stop i walk the way dithering between then and now FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS.... look for me again when the sun is gone when the stars are to shine look for me again when the tide returns when the boats cease to stop by

My Videos
http://www.youtube.com/v/ExFJOjwjES0&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1"> Everybody check me out on youtube, when u get there just type in "cupidmonk" hit me up and leave comments, thanx people

All Of Me
----------------------Patterns change---------------- Can my heart rearrange -------- These strange emotions swirling inside?--For time has revealed a love that won't be denied -What passion conceived when two thirsting souls collide ----------- All that I own, I now give to thee-------------------- All I shall ever be --------------------------All of me

You Are The Dream In My Eyes...
Listen to my heart, it calls your nameI close my eyes, fix you in my hearts frame,Spring knocks at my door, flowers bloomBreeze flows tranquilly carrying your perfume ---------------As my heart plays the symphony of love...Moon pulls the veil across the skies Night is illuminated with alluring fireflies A serene wind rests on my face ---------------Listen to my heart... Holding hands, walking through the fields of cloverHeavens rejoice and bless us with tender showerResting your tender lips gently on mineDeep beneath my heart I feel the sunshineYou are the dream in my eyes---------------Listen to my heart...

Funnies
Everyone who has a dog calls him rover or boy, I call mine sex. Now sex has been very embarrassing to me. Last night sex ran off again. I spent several hours looking for him. A cop came over to me and asked "What are you doing in this alley at 4:00am in the morning"? I said I was looking for sex....my court case comes up monday morning. When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license I told the clerk I would liek to have a license for sex. He said "I'd like to have one too." Then I said "but this is a dog". He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said "you dont understand.....I've had sex since I wasnine years old". He said I must have been quite a kid. When I decided to get married, I told the minister I wanted to have sex at the wedding. He told me to wait untill later. I said "but sex has played a big role in my life, and my whole life style revolved around Sex". He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life, and would not marry us in his ch

Secrets Tattooed Upon Your Tongue
The forgonedampens my bones,suspended before owl eyes.Choosing to mock mewith affection,never mine.I, of course crumblefor venom loves these veins.Keeping secrets tattooedupon tonguecautiously away. Have you ever felt a heart beat? in truth it never brakes. The pit where butterflies roambecomes a haven for insecurity.I have,of course witnessed the past,present and the future.Yet bounded is what I aminside the pages of you. Left right,up down. Down up,right left.Slow, fastfast slow.You, I.I and you. And I of course crumble,but in truth I never brake.for it's just a metaphor in my mind to keep me safe.

Life Sucks
ok so my life isnt going anywhere any more and i hate how i dont have anything to do anymore so ya here a list of y i hate my life 1:no friends to hang with in public 2nly a few friends online/out of state so not alot i can do with them 3:no job,car,own home,money 4:no gf been looking for almost 5 yrs nonstop in public and online no luck and im thinking of stoping cause no1 wants me or wants to try to go out i dont care if we not work out i just want to try and make work if anything 5:nothing to do all day but eat,sleep,iming,music (this is wat i do all day every day of 24 hrs looks like this 5 hrs of sleep 7hrs online and a few hrs in all for eating,bathroom,watching tv so ya i dont do anything fun just basic stuff...) 6:no life 7:fam thats not really fun or loving anymore 8-15:etc.... so im thinking of getting off this site and all sites im on cause im not getting friends i can hang with and also im not getting a gf so i may end this pf within 5 days and then all othe

What To Do?what To Do?
Roxie,my sweet,where are you?Why are you avoiding me like the plague?What did I do to make you leave me so?Even if I was acting moody,or upset,is that any reason to just dump me like that?I thought real friends stick by eachother no matter what...especially if their friend is upset or something.They don't just leave 'em alone.And to be honest,I don't even care about that.What bothers me is that you think I've left statuses about you,insulting you.I would NEVER treat you that poorly....ever.Why aren't we talking to eachother anymore?Is this really how you want things to be between us?Why?What were all the things we talked about?Did they mean nothing to you?You know I treated you like a princess,and you know you were my kitten.Doesn't that matter to you.Don't I matter to you?

I Got A Good ?????
I thought you were a man, what happened? It really burns me up when a guy claims he's a man un til things get hard! Using the lame excuses and reasons like, because I'm a man, etc. So quick to say they are a man, but acting like one is a total different story. For example a man that claims he loves you, and has the balls to try and tell you what you can or can't do and who you are allowed to see or tries pick your friends. Amazingly when some things happen like he gets you pregnant, or he gets caught cheating on you; where do his balls go then? It's odvious that when things get hard for a man that really isn't a man they tuck there balls and run. Including such lame excuses as, I didn't wanna hurt your feelings. Weird how they had no problem telling you and saying things that hurt your feelings (possibly earlier the same day). Some of these pathetic creatures will even totally ignore you or aren't even smart enough to come up with an excuse or lie. I'm just saying as a female I

Auction
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st and will close on june 14th at 3 pm eastern time dont forget guys tomorrow is my auction so come on by and make ur bids on who u want to buy

A Friend
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like those blades of grass you can never mow, standing straight, tall, and proud in a perfect little row. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.

~j ~
Amber was nervous when her mate knocked on the door and led her into the suite. "I hope you wore your good underwear," Aaron joked quietly as he shut the door behind them, though even he wasn't quite sure whether he was serious or not. His friend Jamieson Cutter was in town for three months, an old university mate who was now apparently a business man- and bondage master of some kind who was looking for a slave for his stay in town. Amber had been appalled when Aaron had tentatively asked her if she'd consider meeting the man, but something about the idea had struck a chord and she'd agreed with a great deal of curiosity. And now she had entered his private apartment in the city, dressed in a sensible shirt and skirt ensemble with hands that only shook slightly.He was a tall man, perhaps thirty-five years of age, and nothing of his outward appearance screamed anything other than 'business man'. However when she looked into his eyes for the first time she shivered, and sat down on the c

In Memory Of ~
take a man put him all aloneput him 12000 miles from homeempty his heart of all but bloodmake him live in the sand and mudthis is the life I have to livethis is the soul to god I giveyou have your parties and drink your beerwhile our men are dying over heredo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your headdo you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the streetone less hero silent from our eyesdo you care if a soldier diesplant your signs on the white house lawnsaying 'Get out of Iraq', were goneuse your signs and have your funthen refuse to pick up a gunthere's nothing else for you to doand I'm supposed to die for youthere is one thing you should knowand thats where I think you should dodo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your head.do you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the stree

This Is Funny
I think its funny when people on fubar see my picture and they automatically assume that I'm emo but if those people actually took the time to know me they would definitely know that I'm not emo but I don't care if those people are labeling stereotypes because eventually they'll know how it feels to be stereotyped as something they're not so it doesn't hurt my feelings if they want to stereotype me I know what I am and what I'm not I'd thought I'd share that with whoever reads this becuase its amusing to me =D

Silhouette In Riddles
I look in your direction but the wind stopped me, I walk in the wooden door and hang up my coat, The TV is glowing; better than any kind of company,A secret life- that I breathe and run in with myself.A messed up kitchen, I forgot to clean last night;Dinner with friends- another day in black and white,Spoons and forks laying there- noodles and Olive oil,An Italian smell circles around in the air of the kitchen.A silver sink- with water pouring out of the faucet, I look; I can see my own reflection looking at me, My heart is torn- shattered into shards of glass, Someone is on my mind that I cannot have; myself.It's all just one big secret that I'm living here, Foot steps up the creaking stairs- white room, Lavender freshens the air; I'm tired of what I know, I'm tired of guessing the things that I don't know.I take my clothes off and sit on the edge of my bed, There is something on my mind- feelings so real, I think and think some more until I get frustrated,I saw the love of my life- a

Wedding The Souls
The room is dark and quiet, even with so many people occupying such as small space. The clock begins it’s low, resonating toll of the hour. Suddenly a single candle is lit at the front. Then hundreds more throughout the gathering of friends and well wishers. By the time the bell tolls the midnight hour, the room is softly lit by the glow.The aisle between the two sides is marked in a manner symbolic of the occasion. By those who have gone there before. Every three feet is a woman and a single red candle. And beside each woman is a man.At the front, under a massive array of candlelight, stand two men and one woman. The two men face the crowd and the woman knells with her head bowed as if in prayer, which she may very well be.One of the men at the front stands higher than the other, the Master of the Ceremony. With a cane, he begins to strike the floor. Half of the gathered crowd mimics the action with feet striking the floor, the other half remain motionless.Then begins the prece

I'm Outta Here
Well, I came back to fubar for awhile and got an awesome reception from my old friends. Unfortunately, I've stopped by to a few of their pages to say hi and got nothing back. Things have also died in the way of communication. No ones fault, just tired of seeing nothing new when i sign in. On friday, my day off, I am deleting my fubar user. For those of you that wish to stay in touch, I will try and have my yahoo on during my days off.

Forever Is A Long Time
I guess i`m just a little bit scaredI guess i`m not as strong as i thoughtWhen i see you lying thereI worry about losing youI used to think of only meBut that was long ago Now i find it hard to concieve Life without youbaby i don`t want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIt`s like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?foreverSo think about what you`re doing hereIf you`re anything less than sincereTell me now and let yourself out the doorNo harm no foul, kill me now, save me all the painBut if you feel the way i do Stay? and let me make love to youbaby i don`t want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIt`s like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?forever

The Song That Really Inspired Me
This song really inspired me when I was going through hard times when I was trying to pass college. God saved me and I thank Him for helping me through those times and getting me through college and helping me graduate in 2005. And I know that God will help me get a job. "U Saved Me"I was riding in my car one dayIn the express lane rollin on the freewayAnd suddenly the phone rings then IReached down beside me then i lookOn the floor felt on the backseatSee I was drinking while I was drivingNever thinking bout what I was doingI turned around and before i knew itHere comes this truck nowDoctor said don't think he gonna make itFamily said make the funeral arrangementsUnplug the machine he's gone now Then told my wife to be strong nowThen a small voice said told meIf you promise to stop drinkingI surrendered on that dayNow for ten years i've been straightYou saved me [4x]Gave me a second chanceYou saved me [3x]You saved meNow i've been sitting in this chairWaiting on the phone to ring

Funny Lmao
First published in the British humor magazine "Punch" on April 3, 1957: Q: What are banks for? A: To make money. Q: For the customers? A: For the banks. Q: Why doesn't bank advertising mention this? A: It would not be in good taste. But it is mentioned by implication in references to reserves of $249,000,000,000 or thereabouts. That is the money they have made. Q: Out of the customers? A: I suppose so. Q: They also mention Assets of $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. Have they made that too? A: Not exactly. That is the money they use to make money. Q: I see. And they keep it in a safe somewhere? A: Not at all. They lend it to customers. Q: Then they haven't got it? A: No. Q: Then how is it Assets? A: They maintain that it would be if they got it back. Q: But they must have some money in a safe somewhere? A: Yes, usually $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. This is called Liabilities. Q: But if they've got it, how can they be liable for

Crazy Dreams
I woke up this morning due to the following dream... I was at a gas station, getting gas. All the lights in store were on but none over the pumps were, It was pitch black, with only the light from in the store for illumination. As I walked to the pump, I fell down. Couldn't figure out why....nothing to trip on, wasn't drunk or stoned....was perfectly sober. But when I tried to get up, I fell down again, still no reason why. Each time I tried to stand I fell over again, and each time I fell over, I fell closer to the street. As I got closer to the curb, I started to feel, in my gut, like I was being pushed, but no feeling of being pushed from the outside. No hands, no weird force, no nothing....just a gut feeling. I could not get my feet under me. I tried to grab the curb to stop myself, but I couldn't get a hold of it. I started to tumble and slide into the street, and oncoming traffic......... And then I woke up.....perfectly calm and thinking "what the hell..."

Another Song That I Can Relate To
This song can also relate to me. I have a lot of bad habits that I wanna break but I'm steaying fighting with myself and making things worse. I'm still trying to get rid of all of my bad habits and still trying to understand things in life. And I'm still trying to stop making stupid decisions and learn. "Breaking The Habit"Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to start again[Bridge:]I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confused[Chorus:]I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alrightSo I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit TonightClutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left again[Bridge:]I dont want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Ca

Stuff
I want to kiss her everyday. I want to wake up next to her. I want to see her eyes open. I want to hear her say, " I love you." I want to see her standing next to the fridge just looking. I want to hear her words every second. I want to touch her. I want to look into her eyes, and see her soul looking back at me. I want to feel her being inside me. I want to feel her next to me. I want her to stand her ground when things are bad. I want her to stand with me when things are good. I want her to dream of a good life. I want her to know she is loved. I want her to know I always have her back. I want her to know I go nowhere. I want her to know she is a dream come true. I want her to know always and forever is more than just words. I want her to know they pour from lips as if my soul is attached. Sometimes Sometimes i can't control the things my head thinks. Sometimes i can't control the feelings i feel. Sometimes i can't see things as clear as most. Sometimes i can't

Memorial Day
As we fire up the grill to day let's please remember why we have our freedom today and take a moment of silent prayer for all the solders who have made the ultimate sacrifice for their country, also say a prayer for those who are in harms way now fighting for those same rights and don't forget our allies in this war for they are just as important. If you would please look at the web site http://www.honorflight.org , Please help these fine folks out any way you can. If you have served in the armed forces or are serving now please let me say Thank You for your service and I would also like to say Thank You to all of our Allied forces for helping in our endevorse to make the world a safer place, and please pray for all the troops and leaders of the world that they may make the right choices and truly see the Hand of GOD in the work that they do .

Night Swimming
Losing myself for a moment in the feel of your lips, I pull away, taking your hand I lead you out of the waterThere is a soft blanket waiting for us back on the beach. Kneeling togethr on the blanket our hands roaming each others body, a deeper sense of desire can be felt now, struggling to see who will have the lead this time. Kissing more passionately, more hungry for one another now that our bodies are awake to evry little touch and sensation. Lying togethr on the blanket I pull you on top of me, positioned so there is no mor struggle we can share in each othrs sweetness. Teasing you by kissing your inner thigh, softly biting andd tugging on your flesh Accidentally nipping a little harder as I feel you running your tongue along my lower lips I cant help myself anymore, needing to taste you, no teasing this time, my tongure running between your lips and darting inside you, pulling your hips down to slide it deeper, enjoying your soft whimpers and the feel of your body shuddering

My Wedding Vows To Jon
Jon~ I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to respect you as your own person and to realize that your interests, desires and needs are no less important than my own. I promise to share with you my time and my attention and to bring joy, strength and adventure to our relationship. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you see thru the window of my world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face changes in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting. I promise to love you in good times and bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how. Completely and forever. These are my vows to you Jon. I love you now and forever! Love always~ME

Remembering My Dad
I called my 2 brothers, and my sister in Michigan today, I live in Texas now, to hear how they are doing with themselves, and thier families, and wish them a happy memorial day.It made me think about this day, Memorial Day,and the happiness I feel is about the freedom I have from the soldiers, and my Dad was a soldier in the Korean War, that fought so hard for us for. God I thank them so very much for thier honor to our country, and my Dad too. He pasted away 8 months before I moved to Texas, and I have his military flag, in a case hanging over my computer desk, with a picture of him under it. I also have a tattoo on my right arm I had done in his honor.It will be my primary picture for a couple days so you can see it.I thank all of our men, and women that have protected our country, and my Dad, I love you, and I miss you, Pete

Second Installment
For all the fallen soldiers Current mood: numb Category: Life Someone ask me to tell them about Vietnam The bloody hell and that damn smell. Golden lights and overhead dog fights Screams of falling shells and the rings of distance doorbells. Home coming for Christmas to an empty house, And old lady spit on me when I got off the plane in San Francisco, She looked just like my grandmother. Went swimming in the Atlantic Ocean in November. In the darkness of nights I have visions I cannot forget VA calls them dream; they have never had them They don't know, but if they 're dreams I don't want them anymore. Bravo two-nine triple three Death dealer triple three Names we longer use, but visions we can not lose. Sound that causes us to jerk and faces we can never forget. I will sleep tonight, if I sleep, with sheila under my pillow. She is my only best friend, I keep her close, I keep her clean, and I keep her mean. She is cold but she is always there. I am now old, but they are not, they st

Kinky Vewwy Kinky~
The invitation read as follows."You are cordially invited to a Kinky Halloween Party.You are allowed to bring 1 guest.The rules are everyone must wear a costume, skin allowed, mask required. Costume contest will have rewards.The password is Transylvania.Enjoy,Your Host and Hostess"The invitation was sent to members of The Dark Horse, a BDSM club that Gloria was a member of.She was what the lifestylers she knew liked to call a "Switch".She never liked this term, but her club liked to have everyone categorized, so she accepted it.No one would have ever guessed that her "profession" was a psychiatrist. Her thoughts that week sidetracked to what costume she was going to wear and what to bring with her.The big party was only a week away.The day before Gloria had the perfect outfit planned out that she was going to wear.It was a pair of brown suede chaps and a matching brown suede short vest.The vest was just the right fit so that it covered her bosom but gave her nice cleavage that she knew

Kinky Sumtin
Her flesh was hot from her Master's touch the cool mist from the rain wetting her naked created steam which she breathed in with every intake of breath. she was lost, she was lost in a place outside her mind and body floating in a place her Master made safe for her. Her desires were His today and that made all He would do, perfect.His hand wrapped tightly in her hair His fingers gripping strongly limiting her mobility making it easy to guide her exactly as He wished. Being taken from her chair where she was quietly reading by the hair so suddenly awakened every inch of flesh, there was no fear for she knew her Master's touch. she had settled in to her quiet place having tasted her Master's cum that morning, she felt content even though she as always, anticipated His need for her again. The tugging of her hair set her mind into motion, it was then she began to flyi could barely stay on my feet and keep with His pace. Already i could feel the wetness licking at my thighs. Master had been

Poetry
Something for you, that they may see but not know. A broken ship hull lies upon the sandy beach, The icy waves have took their toll, An old and gray sailor stands and looks, But has long since stop to weep. The ravages of time have took their toll on both, With dull gray eyes, he looks at his last love, And his tired old twisted and withered hands begin to tremble. Oh, is it better to be alone than to feel their warm next to me, If only you could see that I need you next to me, I cannot have you; I only want to hold you, for a moment next to me, To feel the tenderness and warm of your young body next to mine, That before I slip into the never-ending darkness, I may remember what use to be, How is to have someone to warm me in the cold night, With your tender softness, your sleeping movements and peace sound of sleep. To wake to the passion of the morning light, to feel your restless body next to mine, To hold your passion in my weary arms and kiss the back of your neck, To press y

"cancer Slayer"
Passages to strength Come in many forms and lengths, Survival of the fittest, The biggest Lessons learned Appear only when earned, When fate turns Its back on you, Misconstrued, Subdued With questions of how and why, Will I die? How many tears am I able to cry? The inquiries never seem to subside, Outside, I am a warrior-Braveheart if you will, Yet within the walls of my ivory skin lies a disease that will kill At will With no prejudice or bias, Ready to guide us To our Maker of life Where there lies no strife, Maybe finally a day of peace The heartaches will cease, But my soul tells me to get up and fight It is not my time to go towards the light, The flight That is destined for me Is to be The leader of every community To help them see It is not about you or I – it is about we, I will not be added to the list of the deceased

Fire
To light a fire, One must have the knowledge to do so. To give light to your surroundings You must have the tools to do so. To put away the emotions of mankind, And to begin to understand the logic of this universe, I will become that which I hate the most. Emotionless, That I may find rigidity in creation. Only Order exists in the universe outside of man, Mankind is the chaos within the orderly, Mankind can only destroy creation, Any attempts he has make have ending in destruction.

Space
A twinkling light dims is the cold of depth dark space. From a non-calculable distance a pair of eyes watches the scene unfold. The twinkling light dims almost to a pinpoint, And then for a fraction of a second seems to wink like the eye of a passer by. An almost in the same instant of time, the pinpoint of light grows brilliantly bright. It hangs in the sky over head glowing as if to say here I was, Then it dies the death that was intended for it. In the remnants of its life space, as if a ghost of itself still exists, The components of life spread outward, a nebula of stardust Marks it place in the coldness of the depth dark space. Thus with its ending, it gives a new beginning to one of the beauties of the great night’s sky. Death of A Star by Qfreak69©.

When Darkness Falls
Reach for me when darkness fallsAnd emptiness comes crashing inCall my name in the still of nightTo be your confidante, lover, and friend. Whisper your secrets and tell me your needsTell me your doubts, your worries and fearsI'll calm the storm that pounds in your soulI'll softly kiss away your tears. Come to the shelter inside of my armsAnd leave all your troubles outside of my doorHold onto me while the world crumbles downMy heart is your lighthouse on a wind tossed shore.

A Poem Made For Me
ya know i get really tired of ppl who arent themselves. they always try to be a better person on fu cause they dont want ppl to know who they really are in real life.. the sad part is they dig themselves into a hole that they cant get out of.. amazing enough when you are yourself on here, some ppl find you interesting and then some ppl dont.. but thats how life goes isnt it. whether its make believe or not.. When im on here i am myself..fun loving carefree honest and open thats me. about my feelings my past and even my thoughts of the future i try to plan out.. when people try to tell me that i am something i am not. or try to tell me about my past and they dont know jack about it. i get so angry and frustrated and want to tell everyone to go to hell. but then again i am simpley a little voice on here. nobody listens to. unless of course they need help with something lmao. then im fubars lil helper and explainer lol not that i mind cause i dont.. i want people to get the best out

A Friend
How does one began to say I am sorry? Began to fix what has been messed up for so long? Looking back I see how great of friends we were and could still be, but I didnt know how to hold on and keep you there I walked away or watched you walk away I am not sure which. Friendships are meant to last forever yet somehow we let ours slip away To say sorry is easy but it doesnt say enough Still I am sorry for everything and you will know maybe if you ever see this

While Your Lips Are Still Red
sweet little words made for silence not talk young heart for love not heartache dark hair for catching the wind not to veil the sight of a cold world kiss while your lips are still red while he's still silent rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool drown into eyes while they're still blind love while the night still hides the withering dawn first day of love never comes back a passionate hour's never a wasted one the violin, the poet's hand, every thawing heart plays your theme with care kiss while your lips are still red while he's still silent rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool drown into eyes while they're still blind love while the night still hides the withering dawn

Blacqstar (nsfw)
Release I came to wake up beside your sleepy form, After the love we made, After the sweet caresses of your skin, After the kisses that we shared… We walked into the bedroom together, We never left. We let our bodies mesh together as one, We let ourselves go free. I gave it all to you, I gave you all I could, I gave this all to you, With no questions asked. You opened your heart to me, You opened your arms to hold me, You stared into my eyes without hesitation, I stared into your eyes without apprehension. I laid you down gently, I took your clothes off—slowly, Sensually, I took my time with you, To make you feel complete. When your clothes were off, and you were comfortable with your nakedness, I became more than just a man, I became a part of you, and you became and extension of me, When I decided to explore you, you let me in. I took one of your long legs, caressed them with kisses, And I did the same to the other. You shuddered with delight, As I made my d

Back Home
Made safe back home after 9 hours on the road. Where did I go you ask...well to visit a friend. Is he worth it, I'd like to think so.. Some people have issues with me visiting him. My opinion is that we are adults and if you don't like it tough beans. Am I going back? most definately! Love ya...you know who you are.

Straightjacket Suicide
I've given all i can give, I’ve changed all i can possibly change. Still it's not enough. Forgiveness sometimes never arrives as your savior. Too many differences in opinion, too many things wrong with each of us to see the real problem. We blamed each other and became bitter. Sore at the world that was us and we fought several wars which all ended in a draw. Redrawing your feelings broke me in a way i can't bare to explain. It shoved me violently back into that fucking cage of mine. Made me retreat from my mindset and reevaluate why it is I’m here. I don't know, never really did i suppose. I have a goal now, and I’m breaking my fucking self to accomplish it. I will not allow myself to be crushed by this momentary depression. Fuck my family and their back stabbing way, I’m tired of being afraid of being myself. I'll fucking kill myself to get what i want now, and what i want is what I’ve always wanted. Music. So mend your wounds that i opened, tend to th

Fuglee's Leathers
Ok I know its self serving and shamless but I have to plug my new website fugleesleathers.net. Why? Cuz we have top dollar leathers at crackhead prices. I mean really. yea sure you can buy the thin ass chaps from some cheap ass leather site than tear the first time you snag the blinker on your bike. Or you can buy these and wreck at 70 and most likely live to tell about it or atleast your skin wont be tore up. Anyway take a look, pass it on to your biker friends. We attend rally's nation wide, and are looking for local models to shoot for our upcoming calendar. We also sponsor wet T contests and best ass in chaps contests. More to come as we get busy so keep checking in. Thanks END of shameless plug lol.

Being Inlove And Loving Someone..
I know now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. I understand that I might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. I know that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. I found out too soon, that in the end, you’re your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant

Look In Here
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Stupid Encounter?
Read from bottom up. This guy hit me out of nowhere. Then he blocks me cause well I guess hes retarded. -> ︻╦╤─C51™AR...: http:... tell him i want to know where the fuck you see me throwing up gang signs? maybe you masturbated too much as a child and you went blind but i would really love to see those pics. further more im a skater not a thug. you might've known that if you saw the actual clothes i was wearing. so before YOU assume you know what the fuck your talkin about.......how bout find out about the person before judging a book by its coverJohnnyEFromNC: don't ever assume you know me. Don't fucking preach to me dumb fuck*Fa∂ø* MคЯ...: good looking out homieJohnnyEFromNC: stfu dick munching rejectJohnnyEFromNC: go fall off the back of your truck you fucking backwoods inbred turnip muncherJohnnyEFromNC: because you look like the typical guy who tries to act like your typical thug i see you wearing your hat too the side and t

Pray 4 Maya
Please Keep Maya In Our PrayersSadly Maya's Mum Passed Away This Morning 27th May 2009 At 5-36am All Im Asking Is For Her Friends To Show Support And Love At This Sad TimeSo Can You Please Stop By Her Page And Show Her That Shes In Your Prayers ♫♪Må¥å ‡hë 8‡h ÐëåÐL¥ Sîñ♪♫(repost of original by 'Trå¢¥ §håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr Çð Öwñêr Ö£~Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§~' on '2009-05-27 08:12:04')

Copyrights Of Spirit Pictures
No its not NSFW, but I have seen that with enough complaints all is NSFW and I am not going to get deleted for any housewife drama. Anyone wanting to feel interested I am the copyright holder of any and all pictures where the young lady says she is a Spirit Girl.Specificcally in case any misinformed souls believe that photos on fubar or any other social site are considered public domain.If you have not been following the news there is currently several major lawsuits involving infringement of fair use of copyrights on photographs. Myspace and other social sites are coming of an age where identy theft is becoming more and more prevalent. In the case of photographs, it is sometimes difficult to determine who owns the copyright and there may be little or no information about the owner on individual copies. Ownership of a “copy” of a photograph – the tangible embodiment of the “work” – is distinct from the “work” itself – the intangib

From The Mind Of Me
feel like ive lost myself in someone im not!i feel like a worthless piece of shiti feel bad for messing with your head like it was a toyrevenge wasnt as sweet as i thought it wastwo wrongs doesnt make a rightand for what i did i feel like a shitty personeven tho it was nothing compaired to what you did to meand im sorry.i know that doesnt make it rightbut atleast i feel better for admitting i was wrongwhen will you ever admit you was wrong tho? as i stand there right in front of you with a million and one things to say i suddenly become speechless i try to talk but nothing comes out its like im choking only on my own words thoughts are racing through my head

My Love Hugh!!
Hugh is having a bad day...... I need to make Hugh feel better...... I am asking for volunteers to help Hugh feel better... please bring a cup....the one that protects your penis..... I love Hugh....for Hugh The rest of you can f off....like Hugh says.... Wicked PS Hugh means the world to me he is my starfish!! Be nice to him or die!

Big $ Cha Ching!!!
SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~OwnedBy Cyn And InFArRed~ has just sent you 500000 fuBucks! SHOW THIS MAN SOME LOVE. TRUST ME THE REWARDS ARE GREAT. BOMB CHERRIES OFF HIM. ONCE AGAIN BABY J HAS DONE SOME WORK ON THIS AWESOME SITE CALLED FUBAR. WHATS WITH ALL THE CHANGES. I ADMIT THERE KEWL BUT R THEY REALLY NECESSARY? I MEAN WERE THINGS JUST FINE THE WAY THEY WERE WHEN IT WAS CHERRYTAP. SOME OF THESE CHANGES I FIND CONFUSING AND SOME EASY TO WORK WITH. SO I ASK U GUYS DO U LIKE THESE NEW CHANGES THAT KEEP HAPPENING TO OUR WORLD OR DO U THINK THERE A PAIN? FEEL FREE TO LEAVE UR COMMENTS ON ALL THESE CHANGES THAT HAVE HAPPENED AND LEAVE UR COMMENTS ON HOW U FEEL KNOWING THAT MORE CHANGES R ON THE WAY. TY FOR UR TIME IN READING THIS.

Auto 11s Activation And Leveling
Got Money (ft. T Pain) - Lil Wayne LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED My auto 11s will be on 5/31/09 to 6/1/09 so you can come party on my page today, and level! I will have auto 11's and a bunch of pics and stash for you to rate... Happy leveling!!! COME ON AND PARTY HARD ON MY PAGE, BRING YOUR FRIENDS ALONG !... Special Invitation to all fu's! LET'S ROLL! PLEASE SUPPORT ME AND MY AUTOS I LOVE YOU ALL! Click below to party on my page Send 'Princess Leia' to THE NEXT LEVEL???! Please Re-post

Words
cryptic cahos the doors of the unknowncontrolled by the mighty machines that dromewelled with fear we tense up insidetheres no place to run theres no place to hidethey consume us thy metal rips our fleshstanding fighting the enemy until our very last breaththe road to victory to much of a stride theyre gonna winbut some of them have to die for the planet raged in the age of machinesjust another evolution beyond our wildest dreams © WJA when shadows fall i stand in the distance waiting to know the purpose of my existence. through the complexity of cahotic despair. facing the reality that no one really cares. some use the heart as a weapon. others refuse to let you in. so you walk your path lonly but inside. Face the shadows fall but one step at a time. © WJA The tables are turned the bridges are burnedNow just a shadow of my former self reflections disections former projections of the vision that revealed itself.changing the range swallowing my pain rebuilding my strength det

Goin To Nc For A Few Days
hey yall just lettin everyone know that ill be leavin in the morning sometime to head to nc for a few days or more to visit gf..so i may not be online like i used to be..ill try to get on as much as i can.. hugs to all my friends :)

Just Read It, Not Like Ur Care Anyway
I lose myself in the pain of art not to feel happy and accepted but to realize I am alive… That is the latest status that cant begin to describe the overwhelming feeling of confusion and loneliness that plagues my mind. I find myself back and forth between numerous hopes of futures that are only baring down present goals. I try to use this pressure as fuel to help my struggling soul dive through a valley of darkness and pain, but the sorrow is so unbearable I see no way out. I circle around viewing my options, hoping for a break, some kind of gap for me to slip through and lift this burden off my shoulders. I see this small glimmer of light, maybe it’s my way out, venture toward the distant beam. Wrapped in solitude it seems so appealing, but like the valley it’s only a mask for its true ugliness. The feeling of being alone had chipped a small crack into my shell of hopelessness. Being alone pushed me over the already small edge my weathered fingers clenched tightly to year after y

Popping The Blog Cherry
You know you can't avoid it ..IT JUST HAPPENS . That 1st time it creeps up on you and sometimes you dont know it. It just happens ,Its unavoidable. OR IS IT ?? I've decided to go ahead & Blog away my thoughts,feelings,rants , etc etc etc. Let whatever come forth from my fingertips come forth for all to see. SO on that note be forewarned It could get ugly or it could be really great ...who knows Where to start ?? Well I guess I'll start with this last weekend. My band just happened to land a pretty big gig here in SA. playing at the SOUTH TEXAS ROCK FEST 2009. The 2 day event is topped off by GREAT bands including legends SAXON and QUEENSRYCHE. My band was chosen to play DAY 2 of the event and open for Queensryche. We ended up with a great slot ! Right before the awesome TEXAS band Dangerous Toys ! These guys have been one of my favorite bands for years ! The day started out kinda shaky with rain in the forecast and sure enough right before the gates opened it POURED. Like freaken c

Mind Puddle
Jerking off around people is fun, but it can have an overall negative influence on your personality. For example, there's twenty minutes left on the bus ride home and you're all alone in the back. You begin spanking and all of a sudden a terrifying wave of paranoia rushes over you. Frantically looking around, you pay attention to every little thing people say because you're worried they might catch on to your horrible agenda. A girl in the front of the bus says, "Look at that flower," to her friend. You hear that and think, "Flower? Plant? Tree? Log? Wood? Does she know? Holy shit!" Panicking, you quickly cover up and look around the bus for hidden cameras and mirrors. See what I mean? You have to be confident. Even if people do catch on that you're stroking, you must maintain control and stay calm. One time I was bored so I took off my pants and furiously beat off. Everything was going great until I lost control and huffed loudly. At that point, everybody in the church turned arou

Mzliz Birthday Train
~*Mz Liz‘s Birthday Train*~ It‘s birthday celebration time! Lets all give “MzLiz” a warm birthday greeting and help her celebrate! Her special day is June 6th. Hats off to you chicky and hope your day is the best! ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list starting with the birthday girl or comment if already added. Rate the pics (links below) in the MzLiz’s birthday and LadyStClair’s birthday album. Please leave a comment at end of LadyStClairs folder to let us know when u have finished. Will add you to the train then. MzLiz will be making the tags. Also would like to wish our pal “Inkspot69” a very happy birthday as well! ~The Birthday Girl~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, Affinity Train Maker and Rider ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~DDR ENFORCER~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER~ Fu Owned By~COCA-COLA-GIRL~

Fake Ass People..
I don't knowwhy people are soo immature on this site ..Why they like to start drama and act like there are in H.S. People get over yourselfs and get a life. Mind your own business and worry about your family life , relationships and leave others alone.For Highmaintence*****69 this woman is a fake ass person who's only picture she has up is of someone else. She is a fat ugly ass who is married and has 6 kids with one on the way. The self rightous freak has no room to creditize anyone. So for anyone else who wants to be fake and call people names and cause problems on here need a life of there own... Too many fakes and kids on here ... It's funny how people on this site just meet and believe the person they just met on here about people on there friends list ..They believe the lies they tell them about people then they block them without asking the person that is being talked about and being told lies about.. Any person who believe someone they dont know telling lies about a person who

Any Nice Ladys Out There
hi all my names ryan , was just curious if there are any kool down to earth ladys out there . im also lookin for friends , you can never have too many of those :P well hmm i guess thats it for now :) hope to hear from sum 1 sumtimre

Pleasure? Or Humiliation?
I sat in the chair with my palms pressed against the top of my thighs. I was wearing a skirt that hugged my full ass. If I were standing up the skirt would have come to my mid thigh. A black stretchy tank top covered my lace demi bra. I was not skinny girl; I came with curves, Full double D breasts and a round ass. He was a mystery."You may move your hands now, but only touch your thighs." I slowly began to rub my thighs. Soft caresses and then with more pressure to indicated my desire for more."Move your hand up, and rub your belly."Slowly my hand traveled up my hipbone to my belly, above my pussy and below my breasts."Use both hands."My hands pulled away from the center to my sides then back again, each time increasing my arousal. I could feel my clit swell and my panties become moist, and even though I couldn't touch my nipples, I knew they were hard."Such beautiful breasts. Touch them, but do not touch the nipples."My finger tips traced the sides and up around the swell of my breas

Obsessions~
She could remember when she longed for the gag to be removed, the thrill she had felt when the kitten worked at the strings and she thought she might be rid of it. Now that it was gone, Elyndria was more frightened that she would unconsciously make a sound or moan and be punished for it. Her captor had left no doubt in her mind that he would not stand for disobedience and restrained as she was, she had little choice but to submit to his demands. Still, she often found herself now licking her lips, or running her tongue across her teeth, savoring the sensations she had been denied before. There fact the gag had been removed gave her hope that other of her restraints would be removed, and then her chance would come to escape.She thought she heard movement off to her left and strained to listen for any sign of someone there. She started to call out a hello, but caught herself just as her lips formed the word, remembering her command to remain silent unless spoken too. The silence surround

The Facts On Obama's Supreme Court Choice
President Barack Obama nominated Judge Sonia Sotomayor toreplace retiring Justice David Souter on the Supreme Court.» To ensure lawmakers, the media and the America can get all the factson the Supreme Court vacancy,Senators should "engage in robust advice and consent to assure that if confirmed Judge Sotomayor would not use her seat...to advanceliberal policy preferences," argues Ronald Reagan Distinguished Fellow and former Attorney General Edwin Meese.The "advice and consent" process, mandated by the Constitution, is adelicate and timely one. Senators should use it to determine whetherJudge Sotomayor will faithfully and impartially interpret theConstitution and laws of this nation -- and not shape them to herpolicy preferences."Nominations should be judged by a common standard: Will they apply the Constitution of the United States and the law as it is written and according to its original meaning?" asks Heritage expert Conn Carroll."Or will they use the lifetime appointment to enact

Sexual,sensual,erotic..cant Think Of A Name
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa

Want To Be Owned? Read!
OK... all you have to do is send me a link to the picture you want me to use, and anything you want to offer for fubux bids, cash bids, and HH bids. ok i have an example of some of the stuff ppl are offering:_____________________________________________Fubux Bids get:Random gift/day50 '10' rates /dayadded to top friends1 status pimpout / weeksfw saluteur name as my owner in mine2 big pimpin gifts / weekCash Bids get:All of the above plus-my yim name ($20 +)random bling if blingpack is offeredoffers of $50 or more gets topless (chicks only) or bottomless (guys only) salute of auctionee's choosing500 '11's per week if vip is offeredHH Bids get:All of the above plus-Custom pic or morph made by Auction HostessPimped out Bully made by Auction HostessPut in Top FamilyPimped out on ProfileAll Access to pics___________________________________________You can pick and choose what you want to offer, its up to you. Just send me a private message containing the link and your offers for each catego

Buying A Company
I had just had an orgasm without my Master permission. I had watched my daughter be ravaged my Master's many male slaves for hours and I was aroused. His rough ministrations of my body were more than I could resist, but to my Master this no excuse. I was quickly hosed off and a thick leather belt was placed around my waist. There were several rings fastened around the belt. My wrist and ankle cuffs were returned and tightened. As I had been since we left port I was naked and exposed for all the guests and crew to see. My belt was clamped to the rigging and I was hoisted up on the bow of the yacht. I was lowered below the sprit and eased onto a large phallus that protruded from the front of the boat. My belt was cinched to the sprit and my arms were raised above my head and lashed to the sprit. I now resembled the mermaid figures that were seen on many older sailing vessels. My weight was primarily held by my wrists and the belt around my waist, but I was forced to ride the thick cock-l

Parts R Parts~
It took over a week for her to email me:Richard has filed papers. I have nowhere to go. Please help.I emailed back a meeting time and place, this time at a Barnes & Noble in my home city. I agreed to meet, but made no other promises. I arrived well in advance of her, taking a seat in the coffee shop window where I could scan the parking lot. I almost did not spot her. Despite the early-June Florida heat, she was wearing a long-sleeved heavy cotton blouse. I expected this, but was still mildly disappointed.I greeted her near the door. A flurry of emotion played across her face upon seeing me; hatred, desire, love, fear...all within seconds."Coffee?" I asked.She nodded, and we went to the counter to place our orders. When hers arrived at the counter she began to reach for it with her right hand. As she did so, the blouse, which was slightly too short for her, rode up her arm, exposing three or so inches above her wrist; three inches now alive and solid with beautiful color and design. Th

Just To Let U Know!!!
hey everyone,in case you're wondering my name is Basil,if you have read my profile you know that i have been fighting cancer for a pretty longtime now.Today May 30th,marks the very LAST day of radiation for me.I am fine,i have an unbelieveable support group,my friends,my family doesnt know im sick(ish)they know i was sick before but they dont know it came back,i have been going to radaition then going to work ,for child protective services,and my nite job as a bartender.thru all this my friends have saved my life,this is basically for them so i can say thank you for saving me.so many times i couldnt get out of bed,no desire to open my eyes anymore and my friends got me to.living a normal life is the most important thing to me,if for a moment i stop and think i cant do somthing because im sick,it goes down hill from there.the excruciating agonizing pain we go thru while having this is something i cant explain,thank god(or what or who ever)for music and cheesecake,LOL,i still laugh as th

Most Of You Are In This For The Same Thing
Most people are here to get rated levelup and meet new people and have fun.As i've learnd just because someone wants to add you as a friend its just because they want to get points not because they want to talk to you.A lot of people dont even return rates or say thanks for drinks and gifts.So i have started deleting all but a few of my so called friends.

An Erotic Poem
Assume the position Don't make me wait.Don't dare hesitate.Assume the position.Its your destined fate.To please your Master.Assume the position.On bended knees.You may rest upon your haunches.Cuffed wrists behind.Breasts bound, pinched nipples,My fingers squeeze.Enough to please.And make you wet between.My cock fills your mouth.That head you love to suck on.Dripping precum on your tongue.My hands grip hair so lovingly.My balls slap your chin.As you begin to choke. I pull from your throat.And watch you catch your breath.But still wanting more.Always wanting more.Assume the position.No! on your hands and knees.I will not bind you.Nor blind you.Nor silence your gentle voice.But, you will stay silentYou will not move.You will only see,What I want you too.My strong hand,Lays pain upon your ass.So deep it stings your clit.So deep you hit.....the sky.In sweet burning ecstasy.My cock a rod of muscle.Is all your eyes can see.Wanting him more and more.Your loins a churning sea.Assume the positio

So...
I really have no desire to answer to messages that simply state how hot I am. If you want to chat that's fine but conversations that start with "wow you're hot" aren't going to get more than a ty. Just saying.

Thoughts On Vows
I recently posted a mumm, in which I posted the wedding vows I had written for a friend, and it generated alot of feedback. Now first of all I would like to thank everyone who voted and commented on them for better or worse (Pardon the pun). I greatly appreciated the votes and thoughts as they did give me lot to think about and I took all of your opinions into consideration. What I have come to is this, I wrote those based on two things one being the way my friend said he felt about her and the other being the way I felt about the last woman I truly did love. So through the melding of both I was able to give voice to some feelings I thought long since dead within myself and newly awakened within my friend. Now sincerity I have concluded does not come from the words spoken or written but from the sentiment behind the speaker therefore I feel that if my friend can read them and speak them and they translate the depth of his love that he cannot express himself then they are as truly his a

Finally Getting The Hang Of Fubar
Thanks to @zmyth who showed me the ropes Friday night before I passed the fuck out. Now that I know I can search for local people it's a LOT more interesting to me. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of virtual friends, but I've much more interestd in making friends here in meatspace. (like @zmyth and CherryPie) Anyhoo I think tomorrow I'll put up some more pics, maybe my first salute. I'm looking forward to using fubar more! -R Saturday I ended up going to a music festival thingie with a couple friends.I ran into the ex wifes Aunt and Uncle. I was always close with Uncle Tom, he is a loveable lush, always has a fresh blue joke for ya, and accepted me from day one. After we seperated I hadn't had any contact with the family at all other then her brother. It kinda hurt when I never heard from Tom again, but I got over it.Anyhoo running into him brought back some painfull memories.Le sigh

Shop Stewards Office, Movie Review Of Star Trek 2009
Well I seem to have set my standards a little too high, judging by the previews I was way too excited for this movie. Im talking about Star Trek 2009. The movie was directed by JJ Abrams the creater of the Fox television series Fringe. In short you take Fringe, Plus some elements of Star Wars and add an overdose of crack, you got Star Trek 2009. Story begins with death of Kirks father. He became captain of a starship for only few minutes buying his crew some time to escape from an attack of a romulan ship. Among that crew was his pregnant wife who went into childbirth upon his death. Im not so sure of how the plot was supposed to happen. But theres a reason for the timeline shift making the storyline almost completly off base from the story we all know, also take into consideration that the origional cast of star trek is either old or dead and cant really fit into this movie. Ok my next topic, The Enterprise. What the fuck is this. The designs I saw looked pretty

Tooth Extraction
On Thursday, May 28th I had a very badly abscessed tooth that I had to have pulled, I also had to have a puss pocket popped, drained, and sucked out of my mouth, and I currently have a tube sticking out of my neck to let the rest of the infection drain from the pocket. I get the tube out Monday after noon at 4:15, but it is rather annoying having a tube poking out of my neck.. Kinda gross too! LMAO! Anyways I figured since I had something to write about I would finally do so. "This also answers everyones "what happened" question".

Help Me Level
I am asking for any kind of help from you wounderful people, can give me anything, rates, bling, bling credits, bombs, auto 11's, or if someone would like to buy me my 1st HH. I have a little over 13.2 million to go to Oracle. And for the person the levels me I will keep them sh*t faced, and random gifts of my choice, for 1 month. Thank you for all your help.

Love???
What is love?? I believe that love is out there for everyone and i am happy to say i belive i have loved a special girl that was tradgicly taken away from me just under 3 years ago in a car accident. I have no told many people about it and i dont plan to go into detail about it on here because that to me is not right and tarnishes the memories that i have if i share them with anyone that i do not trust fully. I know that there is 1 person i have told about what happened and that is because i trust them whole hartedly (yes i know i cannot spell lol) So back to the question What is love? Is love a feeling or a memory or a mixture of both? I myself belive it is both of them because you feel so much when you love someone and you also treasure the memories that you have of that person the things you have done and the times you have talked and laughed together weather it be in person or on the computer or on the phone. I do believe that love is out there for everyone an

Erotic Poem3
Awakened by a kissshe feels warmthslide down to sleepynipples stirred by moutha line due south of kissesfeathery licks seekingsoft folds of her sexher body opens to touchmelts with each caressof seeking tongue nowlapping wide against sexshe shuts her eyesseductively rolls with the heated rhythm a curtain castupon all but pleasurewinding tighter about her sacred chakratill she pleadsfor Master's voiceto allow release ~W.H. 2009~

Erotic Poem4
Circles of kissessurrounds passioninescapable moansbleed hot against skinPressed downsmothered by lustfingers lockpalm to palm"Now," you begto be filledmade wholetaken hardLike a primal druma metered beatbetween silky thighsa musk wet wonderA knock againstflooded gatepink lips encirclea sweet burn slidesInside to hiltof soulful beinga withering wenchlocks her legsPulls deepera smear of kissas lips rockin a tossed seaOf unbridled lusta squeeze withinimpaled, then spitto trembling slitNails etch each strokehips heave to meetbone deeply buriedabove puddled sheetCome with meride this tide togethera duet of gaspssweet unwindingLeaving two breathlesssharing one lovetill the last star winkspast the end of time ~W.H. 2009~

The New Deal
OK, I've had enough of this BS ! I rate everyday and almost everyone as best as I can...but from now on I am ONLY RATING THOSE WHO RATE ME !! I am keeping a list of who rates my profile, pics, fans, friends and does things for me. Those people will get my rates first and foremost everyday. Also, I am now going thru my friends list and I will be deleting those who have not visited me or rated my stuff. I am going to give everyone 1 week to reply that you want to remain my friend. If you don't reply, then you will be deleted from my friends list. And by remaining on my friends lists you will have to come visit me at least once a week or you will be removed. YES I AM PISSED !!! I AM PISSED OFF SPENDING TIME RATING YOU AND GETTING NOTHING IN RETURN... THIS IS NOW A 1 FOR 1 DEAL FROM THIS DAY FORWARD !! YOU CAN LEAVE YOUR REQUEST TO REMAIN ON MY FRIENDS LIST BY REPLYING TO THIS BLOG. ALSO I WILL REDO MY FAMILY LIST IN A WEEK TOO ... THOSE WHO DON'T RATE WILL BE DROPPED OFF !! I'M SO

My Deepest, Darkest Fantasies
im sorry. dont care, She says. Get naked, lay on My lap. yes maam WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. dont cry, bitchboy, that'll only make it worse. WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. keep it inside, smile, tell Me how much you like it, slut. i like it, Ma'am please Ma'am, give me more. WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. And, again WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. And, again WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. Red and swollen and throbbing, Her fingers trace lightly over the crack of the slut's boy pussy. Then WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. Now, stand in the corner slut, She says. I wanna see nothin' but ass. Gladly ma'am, thank You Ma'am the slutboy whispers, kneeling to kiss, lick and suck Her toes, before taking its place in the corner, its shame on display for all to see. Holding in the tears until She permits it to cry. 101 again today. I was walking down t

Truth
Life is like one big ass roller coaster! Life has it's ups and downs just like any amusement park! I have been witness to it's greatness and it's sadness. So I thought I would enlighten every one with a few insights to what I have seen or experienced. Just like any good roller coaster you can't wait to ride it. You stand in line patiently waiting for your turn to come, and just when your getting strapped into the ride reality sinks in and you think "Oh shit what did I get myself into?" By then of course it is way too late and you in for the long haul. Just like life you patiently wait your turn for greatness to happen and just when you think you have it all figured out those famous words come into play "Oh shit what did I just get myself into?" Life is way too short to get hung up on petty things. I am a firm believer in the philosophy that tomorrow is not promised so live today as if it were you last. Being in the military I have witnessed it first hand on too many occas

What Will Happen Next
Im still a lil worryed about how life is going to be... not really use to moving this much and not use to not being around my friends and family... i wish i knew how to handle all of this and i wish i new how to be married... its a lil confusing... i have never hade a relation ship like this were i can trus him and not worry about every move he makes... even tho i know i dont have to worry i still do and my mind trys to come up with shit that makes no cents... im trying to controll my thoughts and lisen to my heart cuz i think that my heart knows best...

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" How do I say what I wish mind conflicting with heart internal turmoil ripping me apart If I could but remove my heart and speak with just my mind then I am unsure would I still be kind but if I were to remove my mind and try to speak from my heart then I would truly be lost for I wouldn't know where to start so many words I wish I could say so many things I wish to do but I would hope to start by saying I am there for you I would give you my love and be there till the end for no matter what I will always be your friend I am unable to speak what I need to say so I try to relay it in every song but these feelings have me torn for I feel that they are wrong Misplaced somehow though they come from the heart I feel it in my soul and it is tearing me apart If I could but speak when we are near then I would say I love you but there is to much fear fear I will screw up fear of what I will do you have all of my love but I'm a

Me
everytime i turn around there is someone starting drama on this site.i am sick of it.just because you don't like someone does not mean you have the right to talk about them.you scream out they are fake.how the hell do you know if i'm real.have you ever been with me or raised up with me.NO.i have never hung out with any of yall.alot of yall just want to hurt other people and don't care if someone has feeling for that person.everybody does things for a reason,might not be the right reason.i let myself get to jealous or stupid things on here and i have to pay the price for now on.do yall care ,no.you focus on one thing was to hurt that person and never cared of what it would do to me.really get sick of this place.just want to leave this site for good.we i first come on this page i knew it was a bad thing .that took a hole 5 min.i really don't know why i logged back in this place.after three months i kept getting email from this place.now look at me.i hurt alot of people i care about.not f

Inside My Head
Hey there,I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.Where you are and how you feel.With these lights off as these wheelskeep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)Slow things down or speed them up.Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)How are you when I'm gone?[Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard.I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2][Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill

Poly
Jealousy "Some people seem to have no jealousy; it's as if they didn't get that piece installed at the factory. Others, including some long-term polyamorists, feel jealousy, which they regard as a signal that something needs investigation and care, much as they would regard depression or pain. Jealousy is neither a proof of love (and this is where polyamory differs from possessive or insecure monogamy) nor a moral failing (and this is where polyamory differs from emotionally manipulating one's partner(s) into relationships for which they are not ready)." ...is about the sexuality referred to as Poly. Polyamory, or "being poly", is the acceptance of the potential for multiple loving partners within relationships. This may include sexual partners. Polyamorous relationships are not "cheating", but mutual love and honesty in relations that are not monogamous. The basis of such relationships are love, stability, compatibility, peace and personal and relationship honesty. Polyamory does not

? Read It Off A Friends Page?
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn ' t have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, ' I ' m sorry, but you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll. ' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ' ' Granny, Are you sure I don ' t have enough money? ' ' The old lady replied: ' ' You know that you don ' t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear. ' ' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. ' It ' s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. ' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. ' No, Santa Clau

My Thoughtful Spot
There are too many things in this world that can cause us pain. Enough so that it’s not worth counting. A thing for every day from now until our last, and even then, one alone may be enough to fill those days without a breath of rest in between. My grandfather came back from Europe to face night after night of dreams so horrid that he’d wake up screaming, and his only respite was to drink himself into a stupor. Even that didn’t help. 50 years later, the sight of an accident where a family burned alive affected him so deeply that he refused to be sober for three days. But still he never talked about it. It was difficult enough to watch him relive the things he had seen. There were times I wanted to reach into his heart and simply pull them free and discard them. But the important things are never that simple. Are they? As awful as that was, it was still his problem. It wasn’t the people around him that made him think of it. It wasn’t the antics of those

Eminem......beautiful
Music Intro: Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEveryone's got a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you callin' meAre you tryin' to get throughAre you reaching out for meAnd I'm reaching out for you Verse 1:im just so fucking depressed i just cant seem to get out this slump if i could just get over this hump but i need something to pull me out this dump i took my bruises took my lumps fell down and i got right back up but i need that spark to get psyched back up and in order for me to pick the mic back up i dont know how or why or when i ended up this position im in im started to feel dissin again so i decided just to pick this pen up and try to make an attempt to vent but i just cant admit or come to grips with the fact that i may be done with rap i need a new outlet and i know some shits so hard to swallow but i cant just sit back and wallow in my own sorrow but i know one fact ill be one tough act to follow one tough act to follow ill be one tough act to

Fubar Pet Peeves
People who leave "Read my 'About ME' before adding" as their status message, and the About me is filled with 10 music videos, 153 flashy graphics and text in a font that is impossible to read. I don't mind having to read through someone's profile before adding them. Hell, 90% of the time, I'll read it anyway, and I always read it before I accept a friend request. I don't mind people with flashy profiles, either. If they think the gaudier, the better, well, more power to 'em. But both? Hell no! You need to be shot!

Friend List
iam getting tire of some of the people on my list unlike most i never beg for someone to rate me or bling me i see no point that sad when you have to do thigns for them and iam too good and respect my self too much to do some of the things others would do just to get them however when it come to the point that they dont even talk to you when they check you out that is like the finally straw so if you want to stay on my list pm me and or leave a comment and ill keep you if not ill just delete you like so many others i did

Meow Mix Yum What?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Deeper!.. Deeper!.. Deeper inside me!To live a life that seems to be a lost reality That can never find a way to reach. My inner selfI stand alone!How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.This time I look to see what's between the lines!I can see, I can see, I'm going blind _____________________________________________________________ My Mind is always on the go never stops never relents always torturing with the impossible one day I wish I could end it to get peace but that day will never come until the day I move on from this world and u

Blah!
How do you know, when to say when? When to give up? When to give in? I am a fighter, and I wont let anything stop me from standing up for my beliefs or my loved ones... BUT... there are times when I just want to give up... BLAH!!

Erotic Poem5
I want to see your silhouetteform a shaped 'S' with sensual jestI want your lips caressing my fleshtonguing my membrane, coming unrestI want your wrists before meand your mouth forming these words,"bind me, my master, send meinto a heavenly bliss of unknown strokes"dress in that leather, black wet the shinier bindings fit you the bestcome before me, then slowly begin to stripmake me believe i should take you can you be a naughty little slavefull of tantalizing delights and sensuous?be the temptress just once in these eyesand you will bring forth the hidden surpriseopen your wings, let the flower unfurlI want to take and sedate you like a harmless girlI want you to moan, then fight back the screamsas the strands make ribbons in flesh of creamcum for me, not witholding a single sighbring me the single tear of contentment from those green emeralded eyes... ~W.H. 2009~

Love Online
love online thanks to this electronic toy i`ve found wonder and joy. i`ve found a love i`ve been missing a woman i wish i was kissing our love sent over a wire their love is taken mine higher our hearts we then have comitted to a lover to whom we transmitted. one day we hope that we join despite what others may warn we know our love is sureal because how our love makes us feel the only thing that we fear and it comes to us perfectly clear the one that we`re missing and want to be kissing is being loved by another that is near so to those of you who`s love is close by hold them close and never you stray because if you do, a love that was true will be online themself one day.

Misc Poetry
When you have friendship and are still missing something, where do you turn;Everyone around you shows their concern.Yet no one has asked what is wrong;As each day goes by you keep whispering to yourself stay strong.The touch of passion in ones life can bring them alive;This making them shine and in everything they do greatness is what they strive.Life is a funny thing you can not predict it and you never know when it will end;To find a loving person that you can open up to and that listens intently so they can comprehend.Its not about the money spent, little things, or even sex;It happens to be the passion that each of us projects.The smile the person brings;The song that they make your heart sing.When you think of this person day and night;Their presence in your life bringing much exciteTo have friendship, sex, and kindness with one another is great;To have undying passion in a relationship is finding your true mate.

Beginings~
She was beautiful. But it was more than surface beauty. The inner beauty showed in her eyes... those eyes that he kept going back to. When he looked over his shoulder as if trying to spot someone, or when he gazed into the mirror behind the bar.But, what was the point?She was with someone... and both of them were wearing wedding rings. No way was he going to get involved with a married woman again.Besides, he'd reached a time in his life when he was comfortable with himself... comfortable with his own quirks and habits. There just didn't seem to be room for someone else.Oh, who was he kidding? He gestured to the bartender."Can I have a piece of paper... and a pen." He wrote his number quickly, and added, Call me... I have to know what's behind those eyes.While he was the folding the paper to the size of a stamp, he looked into the mirror and saw that he was in luck. Her male companion... her husband... was leaving the table. Wherever the man was going, he had to be quick.He stood up an

Life After Debora Downey
Well I have to place this blog to have complete closure from this female player... She is nothing that she claims to be, sadly while we were a "item" things didnt add up, you know sending RED flags... So after awhile I finally gave into the fact that she is a player... I didnt want to believe it, sadly for me I thought I was inlove with her... That turned out to be more along the lines that I didnt want to fail at a relationship... So feeling used I hired a private agency to collect information about her... I had a name she gave me, when she came to visit me in California I looked at her name on her licence I.D. so I knew her name, knew what I believed to be her address... So I hired this agency to do some digging.... Her name is as she claimed She isnt a widower, infact her "friend" named "Scott" is infact her real life husband... I recieved her SS#, His SS#, his place of business, her parents home address...

What's Been Going On
hello everyone! i've been being kept very busy for a while. it took 2 years of stupid ideas to finally get a diagnosis on why my little guy stopped talking. and we heard every excuse in the book. he is severely autistic and the light of my life. his teachers and i are pretty sure he can actually read and loves anything that has words. i am doing art therapy with him. he has a speech therapist and an occupational therapist. his specialist does the sensory therapy....doesn't seem to help much though. ric and i got divorced this sept. we call the divorce my birthday present, lol. an act of congress pushed the divorce to a top priority position. we had thanksgiving at my daughter's. i made the goodies and took them there so her and her family would have thanksgiving. my other daughter had to cancel thanksgiving plans cause her oldest son has strep throat and mono. he better quit kissing those girls at school, lol. i hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving and the holiday season is

About The Family
Well at heart we want to get to the top of the ranks with out having to go threw all the drama to get there. No more tricks. just honest sexy people who are commented to helping each other become famous.

What To Do?
How do you know when the flame is gone? We have been married 4 years this month and it seems like there is nothing there no more. It seems like I am just another guy in her life now. When she comes to bed at god knows what time. she just lays down on the far end of the bed with her back to me. Almost like is doesn't want to be there. Then there is her "friend" we will call him "bob". She tells him stuff that i have never heard. She has never told me, and this are out of a email from her to him, "I cant tell you how happy my heart gets when I see your name on the phone", "I think about you nonstop and talk about you more than ever", "You are the first thing that pops into my mind when I open my eyes in the morning, you are the only one that hangs out there all day and you are the last face I see when I close my eyes at night to go to sleep", "I love being in love with you. Everything about you excites me", "You stole my heart away when we met a yr ago and piece by piece I was tryin to g

Getting Paid For Rates
WHERE ARE MY REAL FRIENDS??????????? I AM GETTING SICK OF FUBAR DRAMA.. PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS BUT JUST WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO THEY CAN HAVE TONS OF PEOPLE ON THERE LISTS I ALREADY CLEANED OUT MY FAMILY LIST...AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST IF U WANT TO BE MY FRIEND .. PLEASE LET ME KNOW BEFORE I START DELETING AS I SAID BEFORE IF ALL U WANT IS ME TO BE A NUMBER AND NOT A REAL FRIEND.. PLS LET ME KNOW AND I WILL DELEATE U.. I AM TIRED OF FAKES AND LIARS.... ALL I WANT IS TRUE FRIENDS WHO WILL HELP WHEN THEY CAN AND I WILL HELP WHEN I CAN

Listen To Tay Okay!!!
CYBER LOVE Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing b

Close To The Heart
My aptd mom found something out about herself.... She has not told that many ppl about.. She is going to call me some time this week coming up....... it is not good news at all... then found out that one of my other -friends got some bad news too... I donot know if I can take any thing else right now.. plus my sons are with there daddy still that fukking jerk off...... i just want to hide.. i have my friends to talk to ..

Texas
So me and my family moved to El Paso. TX in December. I like it here. the weather is nic and I can bea round some old friends and meet new ones. it has been a rough six months. I am in training alot and its taking a toll on my marriaige. Deploying in Novemeber isnt gonna help any either. returned from Iraq in July 2008. It was my first deployment. I hope this deployment changes something or I will be getting divorced. If anyone has any input I would greatly appreciate it

Poems
what do I gaze upon? my reflection in the mirror this object so life like yet so stiff doesn't move, doesn't breath just sits there and stares back at me it is as if life is different on the other side no such pain, no such sarrow just happiness and love for always and tomarrow but you take another glance into the mirror and you will find that a mirror is just a mirror there will always be pain, and sarrow no matter where you look it will always be there the true queston is, is it fair? A ROSE AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOUR NAME AS SOFT AS YOUR TOUCH YOUR FRAGRENCE IS SO AROUSING I LOVE IT SO MUCH YOUR COLOR IS OF PASSION YOUR LOOK IS SO DEVINE YOU HAVE A CERTAIN ASPECT THAT ALWAYS MAKES YOU SHINE

Naughty Application
Naughty Application: Your Name: ________________________________________________ Age: ___________ Favorite position: _____________________________________________________________All and more;) Do you think I'm cute/ pretty/beautiful? ______________________________ Would you have sex with me? ___________ lights on or off? _______________ Would you have to be drunk? ______________________ Would you take a shower with me? _________________ Have you ever thought about having sex with me? ______________________ Would you leave after or stay the night? ________________________ Do you like cuddling afterwards? _________________________ Condom or skin? __________________ Have sex on the first date? ___________ Would you kiss me during sex? _____________ Do you think I would be good in bed? ______________________ Would you use me as a booty call? __________________________________ Can I use you as a booty call? _________________ Can we take pictures of the act? _____________

Hello?
Oh God, she thought as she moved away from his stiffened sex. Now she knew why he loved to dominate her. It was such an act of brutal intimacy and posession. One can do almost anything to his sub, and it was such a power-trip to know that he could e controlled just as she. He was so magnificently helpless and yet so strong... she could do anything to him now, she thought as she felt the warmth of her own arousal, that gathered and oozed. She bent down to kiss his cheek, but on a second thought, she knew something else would be just as effective... He suddenly felt the sharp sting of her slap across his cheek. Angrily, he jerked against the bonds and felt them slightly give way. His legs were still tightly secured, but there was a marginal accession for his hands. If he only had the time... She smiled wickedly. "That hurt, didn't it?" She asked him. His answer was a menacing snarl, "You will pay for this." She shivered at the threat. Last night had been amazing. She wanted that...and mo

Looking Through My Girls Eyes~
I woke up in the morning, glanced at the clock, and quickly hopped out of bed and ran into the shower. I overslept because I had stayed up too late talking to you again last night, but I can never get enough of you. And honestly, I would probably still be talking to you if you hadn't ordered me to go to bed! As I was lathering my body quickly, I began to think about our conversation the night before. I loved your voice, so deep, so firm, so irresistible. As I was washing my pussy, I lingered a bit, thinking of how you made me play with myself last night, but never let me cum. How you loved to torture me! And how I loved it when you did! I forced my hand away and finished washing up, as much as I needed to cum, I wouldn't without your permission. Wrapping myself in a towel, I walked to my bedroom, where I had laid clothes out the night before for work. You chose the underclothes for me, and I shivered in anticipation as I looked at the panties you had picked. A present from you. Red lac

The Biker. A True Story.
JUST A BIKER> > I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store> line.> But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the> collection plate last> Sunday.> > I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other> on the sidewalk.> But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall.> > I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant> when you saw my> bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending> a meeting to raise> more money for the hurricane relief.> > I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I> rode by. But you> didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your> cigarette butt out> the car window.> > I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But> you didn't see> me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the> homeless.> > I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me> and my friends cut> ten inches off for Locks of Love.> > I saw you roll your eyes at our Leather jackets and gloves.> But you didn't>

Erotic Poem6
Wetness trails up my thighas you devour my breastspert nipples aching sweetnessthat spreads through my bodysoft moans of joywriggling against cloththat entwines my wrists and anklesunable to reciprocateonly able to takehips lift as fingers pressand an emptiness is fillednot full but stretchedopening to arousalwetness seeps downwardsand i shudder a moan.you're above me nowhands wrapped around my shouldersfingers twined through my hairas you bury yourselfwithin me.trying to movewanting to givebut you only takeand i can only receive.faster and hardermurmuring sweet words"Good girl"into my necki cry out my relaseflooding juices on the bed.your movements changebecome all for yourselfdemanding, takingand i rise above the cloudsas you pillage mehelpless but willingenthralled in ecstacyas you gasp and thrustand pulse within me.soft afterglowas you untie my bodyand i can finally hold youstroking, lovingas you kiss my lips. ~W.H. 2009~

Erotic Poem7
Can you feel me- Can you feel me there When you close your eyes Can you feel my lips On your thighs Can you feel my fingers Run through your hair When you close your eyes Can you feel me there Can you feel my fingers Run down your back Can you feel my face In your lap Can you feel my hands Spread your thighs Can you feel me there When you close your eyes Can you feel my fingers Spread your lips Can you feel my tongue Play with your clit Can you feel my teeth Bite your thighs Can you feel me there When you close your eyes I am always there When you close your eyes. ~W.H. 2009~

Me
-P I S C E S: The Piece of good ass Caring and kind, Smart, Center of attention, Too Sexy, Very high SEX appeal, Has the last word, The nicest ass everr, The best to find, hardest to keep, Fun to be around, Freak in the sheets, Extremely weird but in a good way, Super good in bed, Good Sense of Humor, Thoughtful, A partner for life, Always gets what he or she wants, Loves to joke, Very popular, Silly, fun and sweet!!!!

Ranting About Fuck Buddies
good god, what the hell have i done?? i dated several guys in a row, all perfectly nice guys and ended up sleeping with them, fool that i am and then when things didnt work out, i opted to remain friends with them. they took it as tho i were offering to continue a sexual relationship. and i dont want that at all and have spent a good deal of time trying to get around their continual requests to get together with me for some mutual "fun". gads, i dont work that way. i wish i could just be that cavalier about sex but i'm a loving fool and dont see any way around that without compromising my beliefs and needs...

Only One
Recently I have been thinking alot about being in "love" and what that actually means...I feel like I could make it work with thousands of different girls. People always say "aww he/she is the ONE"..Is there really only ONE person out there that you can fall in love with and live happily ever after? And when a girl says "you won't find another girl like me" am I actually able to find a "better" girl than the one I was with?! Lots of confusing stuff which makes me think ALOT!

Damn My Ex
WHAT GIVE YOUR EX TO BRING THERE NEW GF IN THE MIDDLE OR YOUR BUSNESS.... CAN SOME BODY TELL ME THIS..WELL SHE WANTED TO START SOME DRAMA WITH ME I PUT THE B&%$# IN HER PLACE... FOR ONE YOU ARE NOT MY SONS MOTHER AND NEVER BE THERE MOTHER....SO BEST STEP OFF I AM DONE PLAYING NICE WITH YOU YES I AM TALKING ABOUT MY EX SO SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIL LIFE THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE....I AM GOING TO WARN YOUR ONE TIME AND ONE TIME ONLY I AM DONE PLAYING THESE LIL GAMES WITH YOU....I HAVE WAAY TO MUCH TO FUKKING DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW....GORDON FUKKING CALL ME OR TEXT ME EITHER WAY JUST FUKKING DO IT....NOW DOWN TO BUSNIES WITH YOU AND I .... FOR ONE YOU HAVE OUR SONS WITH YOU... TWO THERE IS NOT FUKKING PAPER WORK THAT YOU HAVE custdy OF OUR SONS... NO COURT SAYING ANY THING ABOUT IT.... I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU...I WANT FUKKING CLOSER FROM YOU...I HAVE MOVED ON WITH MY LIFE I AM VERY HAPPY.... I JUST WANT TO SEE OUR SONS IS THAT TO MUCH TO FUKKING ASK YOU YOU S

Help
come join us @ http://fubar.com/lounge/67329 it is rockin in there. Police Warning to Online MembersState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then sendit out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothingto be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do notreply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requestsfor private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect formurder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass thison, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, andExcite so far.This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send toeveryone you know! Ladies, this is serious.Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information SpecialistRoanoke Fire-EMS541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roa

Roses On Your Pillow
each time i look in the mirror i see an image of someone i knew before, but when i take a closer look, the sight before me makes my eyes sore, an image of a past history thats lurking just behind my eyes. the shadows are all reminiscent and my image is nothing more than a mere disguise. an image is an animated facilsmile, an image that stares right back at you, a color copy of what we think were supposed to, but the image dosent know what it cannot see. now when i look in the mirror, i look at the image for what its truly for, to treat life a little dearer, for many things to be explored................................................ only on the darkside of the moon will you find people like me. people who run away from love to live their lives pain free, a place you can always go to when your hurting, and feeling down, so if you've ever had your heart broken and you need to get away fast, come to the darkside of the moon!!!!!11 i used to trip and stay so high, i'd even climb buildin

New Cell Phone
So i have started to hate my old cell phone, which i used for so many year..... maybe we are like this, we want new toys every now n then ..... ;) so i m thinking of Apple iPhone or Samsung Omnia, both have great features so i m kinda in a dilemma at which one to get.... Suggestions are welcome .... help me out here

Iraq & Roll
Hello everybody. It has been a while since my last posting and things have been busy. A lot of you have been screaming for an update and today gave enough time for me to sit down and type so here it goes. First off, I'm doing swell. I'm making the best out of this situation so know that I'm not really walking around this place with a frown 100% of the time, just 81%. Ha. Anywho, Yeah, I'm in Baghdad, in a section called Saydiyah. The other section I patrol is called Bayaa. The tempo of our patrols is on steriods! We are always out. Like most of the day is spent with me walking the dirty streets, driving a humvee, or baking idle in the turret of one. The heat still sucks. I swear is cooler in Hell than it is here. I sweat basically all day and night and my uniform always looks like I swam in it. It's quite gross at times when you wear it for a few days and it grows salt stains and it can practically stand up on its own. Oh, it's sweet. I share a small compound with about 150 other guys,

Question Of The Day!!!
If you all know the poem by mya Angelou "still I rise" this will be funny I wrote this for a class and thought it was funny and decided to blog it lol Hope you all enjoy lol much love I Love My Fries You may put me down as unhealthy with your, bitter, bad taste You throw me in the very grease, but still, like McDonalds, I love my fries. Do my French fries upset you? Why are you overwhelmed as if you bit a lemon? Cause I eat with no care and no dismay. Just like my mother and father with a smile on my face, and the sun overshadowing me, I love my fries. Did you want to see me hungry with dry mouth and with white lips? Hunched over, hurting from my growling stomach. Does my hunger offend you? Don't hate cause I eat as if it's my last meal on earth. I may eat a pizza or maybe even a salad but still, so delicious, I love my fries. Does the smell make you drool? Does it come as a surprise that my car smells like super size fries? From school to work, I love my fries, on my way

Dream
best freineds are hard to come by these days but i am lucky i found the very best of one she is there for me night and day rain or shine good days or bad days my best friend is there for me. me and her talk about everthing from a to z and everthing in between there is no one like here she is smart and funny caring and sharing she has a big heart bigger then anyones else i know. no matter my problem she is there to help me out. when i am in a down mood i just think of some of the good talks we had and the laughs we shared and then always bring a smile to my face. now when she frist ment me i was a shy person and did't talk much well lots has changed since then sure she wishes i went back to being that way sorry hun not going to happen having to much fun being a pimpdaddy. but you are someone i truly and will always love there is no one else better then you thank you for being my best friend thank you for everthing i could it have ment a better person then you to call my best friend and

Enough Pictures Of Your Face...
OK...so as I am creeping up on my 2 year anniversary on here...the one thing I am noticing is that pages of pictures of the opposite sex fall into basically 2 catagories... 1. Tons of pictures of themselves and friends from ALL angles...standing, sitting, naked, whatever...you get a real sense of who they are by the people around them and by seeing ALL of them. Not naked..but head to toe anyhow. 2. The "Headshot Queens" You can go look at over 200 of basically the SAME picture of their face snapped in shitty lighting with a web cam. Making a face isn't changing the picture. After you have seen 2 or 3...you have seen it ALL. I mean think about it....what does that say about your creativity? Your personality? Mix it up, show yourself OFF...but from now on I am boycotting the Headshot Queens...

So Sweet Blogs
Life The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time.

Wanna Own Me? :]
hey hey hey. follow this link and bid on me please. you may have to copy and paste. But it is greatly appreciated. Just check me out! :] http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&albumid=1672350&i=1958018820

Wtf
OK HERE GOES I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE WELL I GOT SOME SHIT I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST. IM SURE THIS IS GONNA BE A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE THATS GONNA AGREE WITH ME ON WHAT IM FIXIN TO SAY. FOR ONE DONT TELL ME U FUCKING LOVE ME WHEN U DONT JUST BECAUSE U THINK THATS WHAT I WANT TO HEAR WELL YEAH I WANT TO HEAR IT BUT I WANT U TO FUCKIN MEAN IT TOO....SECOND IF YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART U JUSS CONDEMNED YOUR ON LIFE CUZ I WILL MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL.....3RD I WOULDNT DARE TELL U I LOVE YOU IF I DIDNT MEAN IT....AND JUST TO LET U ALL KNOW NO THIS ISNT A GUY OFF HERE THIS IS SOMEONE I REALLY CARED ABOUT AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE BUT FOR SOME REASON HE HAS CHOSE NOT TO BE WITH ME CUZ HE WAS HURT 5 YRS AGO WELL U KNOW WHAT THE SAY NEVER TAKE SOMEONE FOR GRANTED HOLD EVERYONE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART CUZ U MIGHT WAKE UP ONE DAY AN REALIZE THAT YOUVE HAVE LOST A DIAMOND WHILE U WERE TOO BUSY COLLECTING STONES...WELL THIS GUY IS GONNA REALIZE I THINK A LITTLE TOO LATE THAT I COULD OF BEEN HI

Area 4:20
A very special section of Plaid Mafia has just been created for proud stoners, by a proud stoner... but u dont have to be a stoner to join, just spunky?? nothing big, u can sport the AREA_4:20 tag along wit your Plaid Mafia tag if youd like, but no requirements ofcourse... basically for fun! brought to you by your hommie Nuggz, proud sporter of AREA_4:20! ENJOY! dont forget to stop buy Nuggz page and say hi -NUGGZULLA, the one and only.... nuggz link http://fubar.com/user/2262824

What Is Mine
I once thought I knew somthingI once wondered if maybe I missed somethingFear is in the beat of the heartcontrole the heart control the fearso is that what I hear?agendas are written on little pieces of paperor can you store this one in your mind riddles and tricks are what little agendas are made ofbut proof of that thery is what people are made ofspeak out loud and do not lie its harder if your looking god in the eye money and power are the enchanters that make all ask why so what did i miss what do i know and why

Another Day In This Thing We Call Life.
I was reading today where they say the economy is getting better. Im not sure how they can say that esspecially since it took years to get us in to this mess, I will not cure itself overnight. tonight, I am thinking of watching the movie Taken and kicking back with a chat box of a very sweet certain someone. I oguth to be working on my truck, but a day off from getting mgreasy is in order. Does anyone on here like to play chess? I know most people dont think of chess and drinking, but have you ever tried it? LOL Well it;s finally hump day. I know , i know, but not the hump that 9 out of 10 men think i meant. The week is half over and friday is just a short 16 business hours away. LOL I was thinking last ngiht, just how much people take their own self reliance for granted. I never used to do much in the way of mechanixcal stuff to my car as i always was under the assumption that i would mess it up and in the end cost more to fix my screw up than the original repair. H

Just Because...
A man was riding his Harley along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and in a booming voice the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, 'Build a bridge to Hawaii' so I can ride over anytime I want.' The Lord said, 'Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind.' The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, 'Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why

What Do I Have 2 Do
♥WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY FRIENDS TO RATE MY PICS ? WELL IM GUESSING NUTTIN CUZ THEY REALLY DONT CARE IF I LEVEL UP TOO GODFATHER OR NOT ,,, PLZ HELP ME LEVEL MY FAMILY & FRIEND,S HELP HELP HELP ME PLZZZ IM BEGGING LMFAOOO NOT REALLY I COULD CARE LESS ,, IF I LEVEL SO PLZ COMMENT. IM PAYIN 8 MILL FOR & AUTO11 BLING THE FRIST ONE THAT DOES THIS FOR ME I WILL EVEN GIVE THAT PERSON DRINKS FOR 1 WEEK SO PLZ LEAVE COMMENT,S SO I NO ,,WHO WHATS 8 MILL FOR AND AUTO ,,I REALLY NEED TO LEVEL SOME TIME THIS YEAR THXS & HUGGSSS,,

Guero (raps)
When i was convicted, a crime for a sentense, I walked into his office visualized him in a coffin and the stiffness, in my neck's a menace; Can I get a witness on my side to testify that all my rights have not been given; Pay closer attention to my courage discourage judge and jury in the system, they never fucking listen, ignorant decision, to build another prison in their mind it's right so now's the time to take it to the street; If you know what I mean, court rooms are obscene, I'd never cop a plea, give the first degree to see that laws are lies disguised as dirty heresy. That don't pretain to me. Yeah I'm guilty. That don't pretain to me. My hands are filthy. That don't pretain to me. I take care of my own, Bitch take it to the street. When I was sixteen, did drugs like a fiend; acid, cocaine, hash & speed, beer & shrooms, meth & weed it seemed, so interesting; my friends envied bitched gave me, money, pussy, drugs for free and he, is

Reasons To Keep On Keeping On
I have to live with myself and so I want to be fit for myself to know. I dont want to stand with the setting sun and hate myself for the things I have done. I want to be able as time goes by always to look myself in the eyes. I dont want to keep on a closet self alot of secrets about myself. And fool myself as I come and go into thinking that noone else will know. I want to go out with my head erect I want to deserve everyones respect. But here in the struggle for love and wealth I want to be able to like myself.I can never hide myself from me I see what others may never see. I know what others may never know I can fool myself and so whatever happens I want to be SELF RESPECTING & CONSCIENCE FREE. I've dreamed many dreams that never came true I've seen them vanish at dawn but I've realized enough dreams thank God to make want to dream on. I've prayed many prayers when no answers came though I've waited patient and long. But answers have come to enough of my prayers to make me keep pra

Whats New
Hey Everyone so ya i have a awsome new year with my family we drank and we smoked and we got wasted then i slept all new years day just to drink more that night so ya tell me how ur new year went. Lets have a awsome NEW YEARS !!!!! Well ppl this is the first blog i have started in this site and i am going to be using it as a way to meet new ppl so if anyone is interested in making a new friend then add me but mostly this is going to be also used as a way for me to get out into the fubar commuitee hey everyone its been a long time since my last blog but there has been so much that has happened since then like first off i am a father now .... and its fuckin awsome but at the same time me and the mother are seperate which sucks but wat can u so ah ummm wats else is new .... this is new someone has voted me a asshat for some odd reason but wat can i do its their opinion .... but anyway make sure to check my profile to rate, add, and chat cus its always good to talk to ppl

Hi
I'm brand new to this site, and it's kind of an unconventional layout for me. For any that rate/comment/ or otherwise, thanks in advance, and please bear with me if it seems I'm really slow to respond. Have to figure this place out first.

The Truth
....PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION:Mom, Mommy, Mama, MaDad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging, permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, th

Sunsets
I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. I USUALLY DON'T SEND MUSHY STUFF,BUT THIS IS BEAUTIFULFOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURES OF SUNSETSFor those of us who are in Touch with our Feelings, these fabulousphotos are truly classic works of art.Choose a favorite.. image001.jpg

Erotic Moments
i close my eyes and lay down to the sweetness of slumber ... i cant sleep for thoughts of you slipping into my eyes behind the closed lids ....i see ur smile and ur face dances be4 me .....i dream of ur hands on my hips and my body is awake in an instant .... i hear u whisper into my heart .... i touch where ur mouth has been and soon im alive with the feel of ur lips ... mouth parting and small sounds of pleasure escape into the dark room ... all alone but so close to u in my soul .... i touch my most private places and as the tips of mounds harden and a distict wetness over comes me .... the want of u ... the need of ur hardness against my unique curves ... i feel the ache as i climb higher .. swirling excitement as i moan out ur name in the heat of passion ..... i sucumb to the sensations and remember how it felt to feel u drive into me .... how u pulled my hair and i looked up at u .. look at u from over my shoulder .... begged for more ... never wanting that moment to end ....the

Learning How...
Hi folks, There is something I want to do and first I wanted to try out a few things to see if I could get it looking the way I want. So, to be honest, this blog isn't going to be that informative, but it will help me with future blogs. Here is a test picture I want to share If that came out right, there should be a coral colored tea rose picture here. Well, we will see, won't we ;-) Here is hoping that everyone is having a great day @};- Paul

Bondage
Well this girl at work seems all nice and friendly and everyone likes her and she is all funny n sweet .... well that's the nice part about her... Ok last night i was exploring some bondage site n stuff and i came across this kinky bondage site and registered just for fun and guess what there she was all kinky n naughty and of course dominatrix there ... lol i was so shocked I dunno if i should have been so astonished ....well every ones has a kinky side I hope i am right lol

Ghosts
We arent close anymore... hooks ripped from our hearts, only ghosts remain. We can see them... sometimes. Reminding of what was. Causing more pain of loss... why cant we just close our eyes and pretend that life never took this turn? Missing you, missing me... wishing that our longing could just get us through. Staring at smiles in photographs... fuck today, wanting yesterday. Only ghosts remain... hands grasping at the mist of past memories. Hearts still beating... for reasons we dont understand, I thought I couldnt live without you, you thought life with me was all that mattered. Each day still churns... digging up our emotional cores. With Ghosts, pain, regret, and loss at our heels we still walk forward... searching for what feels right. Where is the right that we belong? When will the day come when the ghosts are just our smiles... reflecting understanding.

For The Fallen
Just FYI - When you lose someone, especially before their time, the pain NEVER really goes away and it loves to pop up especially during the holidays. I got what I wanted in 2009...kinda. No one died, but I lost 2 in 2010, Bleh. So now I have only 1 grandparent and even though he's not blood, I consider him my grandfather in every sense still. I really don't know how to approach him at this point. I know how it felt after my mother passed - every second I felt like I had been abandoned by those who were still alive because I literally didn't see anyone in my family for quite some time afterwards but I understand it now - grieving can turn your personality into a nasty thing and everyone needs time to cope but at this point I think I need to go visit the old man before too long. Let me set the theme here: Lets go back 25 years (Mid 80's wtf) I was actually a cute kid at one point... I know right? Anyway my crotchity grandmother on my mothers side had met a guy and decided to bri

Well
lol well here i am once again...alone...destroyed. I sit and wonder how i can find whati thought be the best girl ever...and her turn out to be the worst. How sad is it to actually come bragging to someoen you say you love about cheating one them lol. Please aint nuthing but a joke game she played. But is this fer real? I lay down again and fall into a deep sleep. There i am again on the side walk sitting down knees up hood up and my head laying on my knees. I look up at the sky and all aroudn me...no one there. I can see myself sitting there and the blood rolling down my face replacing my tears. Only so much heartbreak and pain one person can go through. the tears have turned to blood. TTheheartbreak happened enough that i fill up with pain and heartache and it spills. I look at the torture and pain. I see the many ways to end all existance and i watch myself go through each one. lol and whats funny people ave no remorse for causing this pain. oh but they do have a nice thingto say ab

Ppl
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all i seen on the news yesterday or the day befor that this teen mother left her newbourn child road side that baby didnt ask 2 be bourn or 2 be left like that i hope they find a better home 4 that child then find the girl whom did that and put her ass in jail or some type of puinshment 4 her doing that well folkes less than 24 hrs b4 my b day got nada

Group Of A Circle
just a group of a circlenever so completebut thats our streetyes it runs in a circleand i love the group of a circlenever have to run awayin the cirlce theres no reason no reason to hide for not reasons at allwe always make since even if it doesn't then it doesn'tim just a group of a circleand Im ready to spincuz nothings wrong in a group of a circle

Being A Perv ;)
Being on Fubar for so long made me realize that i m not the only Perv on this fuckin planet lol I am so glad that i found some very good pervs friends on fu and i m happy that i will never be alone again .. lol So thankyou all the perv out there especially the sexy perv hotties on here that i love to listen and talk to and get to know their crazy ideas and creations on Fubar ;) So dont ever stop being a sexy perv that i love you all to be... muahh to all my sexy perv ladies..... you know who you are ;) So you better leave *Pervy* comments lol

Facial Expressions~
Shelby entered the hotel room and immediately let her wool coat fall to the floor. Her master Robert drew her to him, kissed her blood-red mouth, then pushed her away so he could assess her appearance: Just as he requested, her plump, curvaceous body was bound at the waist by a form-fitting black bustier. The steel boning pushed her ample breasts up and forced her tapered waist to constrict her breathing. Her thick, fleshy cunt was covered by a tight, sheer thong that pushed the lips out and up. He was pleased. Touching the exposed cunt lips, Robert noted they were free of hair and slick with her juices. Shelby felt Robert's probing fingers along with the fabric of the thong straining against her shaved cunt, and gushed even more juice onto his hand. Robert forced the thick index finger of his right hand deep into her snatch. He fucked her cunt until her juices covered his hand and wrist, then force-fed his finger into her mouth. Roughly, he pushed his finger down her throat, forcing h

Grow Old
I just wanna grow oldi dont care how the story unfoldsjust how the end goesthe antisipation of tomarow just grows oldI just wanna grow olddiscover the here afterforget the then and nowI just wanna grow oldI dont care if i miss the showdont know why the times matternothing and everything lasts foreverI just wanna grow old

Spin
Ok so i found a sik ass techno club (yea i know dont gimme shit) called Spin in san diego. I'm there every friday an saturday night. Its the loudest club around with a kick ass atmosphere. If good times, good music is yer thing cum on out an hang! Oh by the way did i mention it's open till 4am? FUCKIN WOO HOO!!!!!!

Name The Knob! Hott Lips Contest Thru 6/30/09
Name the Knob! You know it well - it's slapped your happy butt many times. You should be on a first name basis with him/her! Please Name our Knob! or pick your favorite of the the other 'Name-inations' in the default pictures in my profile. You may only vote one time. Contest open to Hott Lips members only. Contest runs until the end of June. Winner will receive 100k fu-bucks SO NAME THE KNOB!

Cat Abuse ...horrible
Bronx teen confesses to roasting kitten BY Lisa L. Colangelo, Erica Pearson and Bill Hutchinson DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITERS Friday, June 5th 2009, 4:00 AM Myspace Cheyenne Cherry tossed her ex-roommate's kitty, Tiger Lily (below), into the stove, then left so she didn't have to hear the cat's anguished cries. Myspace A Bronx teenager roasted her ex-roommate's kitten to death in a stove - then brushed off the incident as a joke when she was busted, authorities said Thursday. "I hate cats," Cheyenne Cherry, 17, allegedly told investigators when asked about the heartless crime. Cherry's confession came after she was arrested Wednesday by the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals. She and an unidentified juvenile allegedly broke into Valerie Hernandez's Tinton Ave. apartment on May 6 and trashed the place. Then in a shocking act of animal abuse, they tossed the woman's kitten, Tiger Lily, into the stove and cranked up the temperature, ASPCA assistant d

Red
Waste away I'm crawling blind Hollowed by what I left inside For you, just you I'm caught in place But I ignore what I can't erase I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong Close my eyes theses voices say Haunting me, I can't escape For you, just you Time will always wait While I throw away what I can't replace I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong [x2] I will run and hide! And I will leave behind! I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong!

Leaving
To all my friends and family members: I know that I have said this before but this is it. I got on internet chat to relieve my boredom when I got sick...well I'm still sick but it is time for me to give this up. I have found thru six going on seven yrs of research that this is no better than watching porn or buying playgirl/playboy. It is degrading to women and men alike and I just don't think that I want to be associated with that stuff anymore. So as of July 1st my accounts on fubar, yahoo, facebook, myspace, hoverspot and any other chat client will be deleted. To those of you that are true friends I will miss you, you don't know how much you all have meant to me. To the rest of you nice meeting you I guess. To those of you that are important to me, my email and phone number are the same and won't change... if you need them just holler. Love, Christy

Poems
I do not enjoy existing this way, Hiding in the shadows from the light of day. Unseen by those I see yet felt by those I touch, I live in a world where war governs much With my weapon in hand and many faces in my head, I look them in the eyes, those who’s blood I’ll shed. For I feel no pain and feel no hate, Towards those who’s life I’m about to take. I am the hand of God; I am the dealer of fate. From a distance, in the trees and shadows I wait. With a round in the chamber and the bolt locked tight, I look them in the eyes through my telescopic sight. They do not see me; they have nothing to say, To the sniper in the bushes 500 yards away.

Random Thoughts
You know there are times when I envy machines. They feel nothing at all. They are unbiased, analytical, calculating, unemotional machines for lack of a better term. They don't feel pain, remorse, heartache, jealousy, fear, hate, nothing. They go about their existance with nothing but the task at hand concerning them. If they ever do something wrong it is corrected in a millisecond and no one is the wiser. When an equation comes along that does not compute it is rejected and moves on to the next in line. Nothing ever confuses or concerns a machine and nothing ever will. It will make a life or death desicsion before it's even thought of in a human mind. This probably does not make sense but at times.....I really do envy them.

A List About You
a sunnyday is a time to playplay without regreta sunny day inst about tommarowdont regretplaying favorites is part of the showits all that we wishits all that we knowits not about tommarowyou think its leavingishbut yes its tommarowtommarow turns sunnydays time to play without frettoday tommarowa sunnday is fo. sho. a sunnyday is a time to playplay without regreta sunny day inst about tommarowdont regretplaying favorites is part of the showits all that we wishits all that we knowits not about tommarowyou think its leavingishbut yes its tommarowtommarow turnssunnydays time to play without frettoday tommarowa sunnday is fo. sho. chillie bomb this chillie bomb that...... with you! we know we should have known. never known and surly never understood... just our own self distress we have won. together we will finish never diseave cause life is our diseas and thats all we know. never bleeding just releasing the disease of life and the angles. angeles protect we resurect. so no such thing as

Random Thoughts
Lying, thinkingLast nightHow to find my soul a homeWhere water is not thirstyAnd bread loaf is not stoneI came up with one thingAnd I don't believe I'm wrongThat nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.There are some millionairesWith money they can't useTheir wives run round like bansheesTheir children sing the bluesThey've got expensive doctorsTo cure their hearts of stone.But nobodyNo, nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.Now if you listen closelyI'll tell you what I knowStorm clouds are gatheringThe wind is gonna blowThe race of man is sufferingAnd I can hear the moan,'Cause nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone. Alone by Ma

Life
I BEEN ON SO MANY SITE I SEE MORE HALF NEAKED WOMEN ON THES SITE , ITS OK BUT DON'T GO WITH THAT FAKE ROLE LIKE YOU ALL THAT THEN SAY IT ALL BELONG TO SOMEONE.....BECOUSE IF IT LIKE THAT THEN WHY ARE YOU FAKE FLIRT & SHOWING HIS GOOD TO THE WORLD? I THINK SOMTHING WRONG AT HOME ,LETS BE REAL THERS A LOT OF EYES ON HEAR& IF YOUR HALF IS OK ABOUT YOUR PAGE PUT THIM ON YOUR PAGE UNLESS HE OR SHE HAVE SECRET THAT YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT. LETS STOP BEING FAKE IF YOU WONT SOMTHING GO FOR IT YOU ONLY LIVE ONCES. BOOBIES! I love boobs, big and small, I love boobs, best of all. I think boobs are lots of fun, I think boobs are number one. I think boobs are really neat, they make me want to beat my meat. I love boobs covered in lace, I love boobs rubbing my face. I love boobs in leather black, those are huge, do they hurt your back? I love boobs in bras of silk, make me want to say "got milk"? I love boobs in a college dorm, and in a nurse's uniform. I love boobs in tight red sweaters, or

Writings
This is a little something I wrote one night shortly after my father passed. DARKNESS It's dark outsideThe rain is pounding downI should probably hideThe pain is building insideI wonder why you liedWas it to save your pride I look aroundBut I am all aloneDarkness is all aroundI am the only one homeNo noises to be heardNo motion where you once stood I know you are aroundJust not for me to seeI know you are watching meBut from where I am unsure The pain is buildingFor I need you hereTo comfort me, to hold meTo tell me it will be all right Without you by my sideI have no one to turn toNo one to confide For you were the one I could always turn to Even when it meant that I criedYou always gave me your shoulder Even when we both grew older Now you are not here The pain is becoming extreme I know that where ever you are It is bright and sunny Isn't that funny It's dark outside I am dark and empty inside Without you here Please let me know That you are some where nearFor I can not stan

Women
I just need to vent this little bit, my ex of 2 years broke a 47 in plazma tv of mine cuz she said on the phone that I didnt spend enough time with her. I work 10+ hours a day with my business that I own and I cant help that. Any of my off time is spent with her and the kids!!! So I wonder and ask WHY would she break something that I now have to work harder to replace!!!! and WHY of all things.......MY TV!!!!!!!!!

The Right Way To Eat
EAT DAT PUSSI~ This wat you need to know !!! 95 % of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for them..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...ro

Tattooed White Guy
HOW GOES IT EVERONE? MY NAME IS CODY IM 22 I LIVE IN LONG BEACH ABOUT A BLOCK FROM THE BEACH...IM LOOKING TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND NEW VICTIMS FOR ME TO TATTOO SO HIT ME UP IF UR INTERESTED...

Book - In Other Words
http://www.irontontribune.com/news/2009/jun/22/local-poet-publishes-first-collection-work/ http://www.onetruemedia.com/shared?p=8f1e474ad2124bd97949dc&skin_id=1704&large&utm_source=otm&utm_medium=embed

People To Admire
Imagine it is February 19th, 1942 Franklin D Roosevelt has just passed Executive Order 9066 (EO). The purpose of the order is to allow for the treatment of people as animals, giving the United States government the authority to round up people and herd them into holding communities in the name of national security. The United States recently reeling from the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor suspected all Japanese immigrats and decendents were a possible threat to the safety and secuirty of Americans. To keep the citizens of the country safe the EO allowed the creation of "Exlusion zones" permitting any person of a certain pedigree from living in a certain area. Understanding the governments justification is not essentially neccessary to our story. The Mayor of Denver during the time was a man of indreible integrity and sincerity, his name was Ralph Carr. His election bid was won on a platform as a politician whose sole purpose was to act on behalf of the will of the people, his

How I Feel
I'm not a tolerant personIn fact I get more intolerant by the dayI just find it more and more difficult to tolerate assholesAs my tolerance decreases, their numbers seem to increaseEvery day there's more and more of themAnd every day I have less and less patienceI'm not a mere bigotBut I certainly don't cut any slack to anyone on the merit of their status as an oppressed minorityYour people were enslaved? Tough luckThe white man stole your land? Too fuckin' badYour fair sex is plagued by date rape? Grin and bear itThese days everyone has a sob story, and frankly, I don't careIt's no excuse for being an assholeWe live in the age of the excuseWe live in the age of the assholeThey're everywhereThey come in all shapes, all sizes, all colorsThere are black assholes, white assholes, women assholes, men assholes, queer assholes, straight assholes, smart assholes, stupid assholes, suburban assholes, inner-city assholes, homeless assholes, upwardly-mobile assholes, lazy assholes, incompetent as

Fuck Love
WHY THE FUCK DO WOMEN LIE ABOUT SHIT, GET R FUCKING LOVE N ATTENTION!! WHY CAN'T THEY FUCKING BE HONEST ABOUT THERE LIFE!!! I THOUGHT WAS DEEPLY LOVE TELL FOUND OUT TONIGHT SHE WAS LIEING TO ME THE HOLE FUCKING TIME!!! SO FUCKING PISSED OFF CANT EVEN SEE STR8T!!! I NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG TO WOMEN I GET USED N HURT THAT SOME FUCKED UP SHIT!!! I SAY FUCK LOVE, WHO FUCKING NEEDS IT I SURE HELL DONT!!!

So Why Do Peopel Add If They Don't Talk?
so this is my first blog and i figured i woudl try to figure out why people add others but never talk to them after the add i just don't get it.. i mean i ry to keep in touch with all the people on my friends list but damn anyways first blog figured i woudl see what happens

Here's To Dads...
It is said that women are the bearers of life, and while that may be true, in the truest essence of the universe, all things must be balanced, which means it takes two to create life. It takes a man and a woman to create life. A woman cannot do that alone. After conception, we carry this life in our bodies for what seems like an eternity and bring it forth into the world with blood, sweat and tears. We contribute one half of the genetic code to this most special of little lives and the other half comes from a man who we chose to share our most precious gift with. Ourselves. Our love. Our lust. Some children are born out of love and commitment, and some sadly, are not. No matter what circumstances a child is born under they have both a mother and a father, if only biologically. Most people take on the responsibility required to be the parent this child needs and deserves and some do not. For the most part it is father's that get the bad rap if they choose not to "man-u

Question For U!!
TestRead this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right.. While at the funeral of her own mother, a woman met a man who she did not know. She thought he was 'amazing'. She believed him to be her dream partner so much that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister.Question: What was her motive for killing her sister?Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below.. Answer:She was hoping the guy would appear again at her sister's funeral. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath.This was a test developed by a famous American psychologist, used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly... If you didn't answer the question correctly, good for y

If The Fu-shits
3 Explorers from the San Diego Zoo travel to the Andes Mountain range in Peru on a mission to find and capture a legendary bird, the infamous Fu-Bird. Local legend has it that the bird is a menacing killer in the Andes, and the Native people were deathly afraid of it.After several days of mule packing travel in the mountains, they heard a terrible, earth shattering "Fuuuu...Fuuuuuuu...Fuuuuu" and the local guides they had hired for the trip totally panicked, and ran for their lives leaving the explorers to continue their journey on their own. They had come way too far to abandon the trip, so they continued on.Suddenly, this massive prehistoric looking bird swept down screaming "Fuuuu...Fuuuuu" and shat on one of the men. It was the most disgusting, nasty, smelly bird poo one could immagine. The man ran down to a mountain stream, and jumped in to bathe. As soon as it had all washed off, he grabbed his chest and died.The other two men in shock by the events, decided to turn around and he

Remembering Bruce
Today would have been our 28th wedding anniversary. He died right before our 23rd anniv. We had a good marriage, not all sweet, but we loved each other. We had three wonderful children and for that I am thankful. He has been gone 6 yrs and I still miss him so much. I started dating around 3 yrs ago. I have met some very nice men and some not so nice, but none who have touched my heart. I have a lot of passion and love in my heart for the right man, but I just have not met him yet. My husband was my soulmate, maybe there is not another one out there for me. He was a good man, a good husband and a great father. He died from cancer at the age of 47. I often thing God made a mistake taking him, but God only needed him here for a short time and brought him home. He left me with three reasons to keep on living. Jason, Melissa and Hannah. This is our anniversary and I will always have him in my heart. To anyone who has lost a spouse, you understand, love doesnt die, it remains.

Back Again
Well, I've been back over here for about 7 months now. Just returning from my first R&R and have discovered that I no longer belong anywhere. I have no one and all the things that I've bought mean absolutely nothing to me. I know that it's my own damned fault and that just makes it suck even more. The thing is, I thought that the old way of life would be what would sustain me. Come to find out, it doesn't nor will it. One night stands and just traveling around the country/world are not, it seems, what I really want or need. I miss not haveing someone to come home to. Someone to be able to share in my "adventures" with. And yeah, someone to hold at night when it's time to call it a day. Who knows if that's really what it'll take, but right now that's what I feel like I really need to make me feel whole again. Of course, there's always religion, lol.

Sexist Men
Ok family and friends. I have put a pic up in the sexist man contest in the candy shop. So go get your eye candy fix and vote for me. Thank you. Once you get to Candy Shop if your not a friend you will have to put in a friend request. If this link does not work please leave me a message. Thier page is also one of my family. %The Candy Shop%http://b.pca1.fubar.com/76/06/2516067/tn_295067337.jpg">@ fubar

How To Make A Woman Happy
How To Make Women Happy... The Point System (advice according to women) In the world of romance, one single rule applies: Make the woman happy. Do something she likes and you get points. Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played. Simple Duties: You make the bed (+1) You make the bed, but forget to add the decorative pillows (0) You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1) You leave the toilet seat up (-5) You replace the toilet paper roll when it is empty (0) When the toilet paper roll is barren, you resort to Kleenex (-1) When the Kleenex runs out you use the next bathroom (-2) You go out to buy her extra-light panty liners with wings (+5) In the snow (+8) But return with beer (-5) You check out a suspicious noise at night (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is nothing (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5) You pummel it with a six iron

Walls Of Poetry
HOW DO I TELL HER THAT, MAYBE THAT I LIKE HER. HW WOULD SHE FEELS,WOULD SHE THINKS IM CRAZY. I MEAN YOU SHOULD SEE HER, SHE'S AN ANGEL FROM UP ABOVE I TRULY WANT HER IN MY WORLD... I WOULD NOT HER BUT ONLY CHERISH HER,I WOULD NOT HIT HER BUT ONLY KISS ON HER. WHAT AMAZES ME IS THAT SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT DIMAONDS AND PEARLS SHE ONLY CARES ABOUT BEING THERE.. BUT I WONDER IF I CN STEAL HEART CUZ ITS ALREADY TAKEN BY HER COUNTERPART(NOT A MAN)... MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP, SHE MIGHT THINK THAT IM A NUT. BUT MY HEART SAYS DNT LET DOWN... IN THIS HEART, THERE'S NO SUNSHINE, BUT ONLY RAINTHERE'S NO JOY, BUT ONLY PAIN.HW CN IT BE RECONSTRUCTED, WHEN IT'S BEEN SHATERED TO PIECES THAT'S MILES AWAY.IT DOES NOT KNOW THE ME

Life Lesson's
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call. You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you in an instant.

From Inspiration
WINDS Blowing wind all the day through gusting and surging always to renew Increase in power and move the trees sway back and forth caught in the breeze unseen force that moves us on guided by chance and never done leading us on through winds of fate blowing us toward things so great cease to fight and accept what is to come along the way we will meet some who enhance our lives and make us complete the plan of the eternal will be without defeat living just as we are meant to live knowing that the day is ours to give and to make the most of where we are now the divine winds will take care of us now By R. Thomas Dinsmore