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Foods And Their Benefits To Your Health
30 foods that fight fat Want to peel off pounds but can't handle the hunger? Dig in to SELF's new bag of diet tricks, one that shows you how eating more of certain foods (even pizza!) can help you lose. The women here shed weight effortlessly—fill up on their picks, and you'll stay satisfied and get slim, too! Breakfast Cottage cheese "It's the perfect breakfast because it keeps me full until lunch," says Melody Abedinejad, 22, of Weston, Massachusetts. "I lost 40 pounds in 10 weeks!" Why it works Cottage cheese has whey protein, which releases hormones that tell your brain when you've had enough to eat, says Dave Grotto, R.D., of Chicago. Look for lowfat versions, which have 80 calories and 1 gram of fat per 1/2 cup. Egg whites "I eat them every day," says Jennifer Ruff, 36, of New York City. "I throw in a little cheese for flavor." Why they work The amino acids in egg whites help build lean muscle that may in turn help rev metabolism. Lowfat cheese will curb calorie

4 Exercises To Sharpen Your Brain
4 Exercises to Sharpen Your BrainBy Dr. Maoshing Ni - Posted on Fri, Jun 19, 2009, 1:12 pm PDT Dr. Mao's Secrets of Longevity by Dr. Maoshing Ni a Yahoo! Health Expert for Alternative Medicine Visit Alternative Medicine Home » More By This Expert 4 Exercises to Sharpen Your Brain8 Commonly Used Herbs and their Healing Properties5 Secrets to Preserve Your Eyesight All Blog Posts Did you find this helpful? Rate this blog entry: Sign in to rate!Sign in to rate!thumbs up thumbs down 95% of users found this article helpful. Think of your brain as a muscle: It gets stronger with exercise. Your everyday mental tasks are like walking, but how about a real workout? Try these simple exercises to boost your brain power and clear away the fog of forgetfulness. 1. Use your non-dominant hand Tackling new tasks improves brain capacity in younger people and has a restorative effect on mental faculties that are declining. Boost your brain power right now by performing everyday act

Random Thoughts.
I'll be sitting in the back waiting for whoever to notice me again... If you do find your way back, I'm sure its only temporary. I'm not going to speak over everyone to get someone's attention. I've tried, its tiring, and very unhelpful. Are you wondering who you are yet? You could be wrong.

Chrome
I step outside, away from the inorganic... away from the people and the sounds and the dry stiff air I am surrounded by all to often. I escape into the fresh wind blowing over the city, and every step further into living reality makes me realize how dead my days truly are. I bring life into my little world, with green and colorful foods and music of the heart and conversations with loved ones.... but every bit of that really only insulates me from the clicks and whirrs and lights that drive me nearly mad for 40 hours a week. So I escape, quicklly at first but then slowing to a saunter as the distance grows between myself and my cage. One long step and I am out in the sun, feeling its warm embrace on my shoulders and shorn head, my collar and my sleeves almost anger me as they block this beautiful warmth from reaching my core.... Hundreds of distractions, nay thousands, spin around me in forms of life and cement and feeding babies.... life is flowing over the streets and on the sidewalk

Hockey Is Canada's Game!!!
Let us Pray.... Our Father, Who art in GM Place, HOCKEY be thy name, thy Will be done, *GOLD* to be WON on ice as well as in the stands, Give us this Day Our hockey sticks And forgive Us Our penalties, As we forgive those who crosscheck against Us. LEAD US Not into elimination, But deliver us TO VICTORY, In the name of... The fans, CANADA and the Holy Puck.... ...**AMEN**

Educating Anyone Choosing To Read.
Prohibition of cocaine In the United States, cocaine was prohibited in the first part of the 20th century. Newspapers used terms like "Negro Cocaine Fiends" and "Cocainized Niggers" to drive up sales, causing a nationwide panic about the rape of white women by black men, high on cocaine. Many police forces changed from a .32 caliber to a .38 caliber pistol because the smaller gun was supposedly unable to kill black men.[2][not in citation given][unreliable source?] The Harrison Act This was followed by the Harrison Act, passed in 1914, which required sellers of opiates and cocaine to get a license (which were usually only distributed to white people)[citation needed]. While originally intended to require paper trails of drug transactions[citation needed] between doctors, drug stores, and patients, it soon became a prohibitive law. The law’s wording was quite vague; it was originally intended as a revenue tracking mechanism that required prescriptions for opiates. It became leg

Pieces
Pieces Im here again; A thousand miles away from you A broken mess; Just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard; thought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way Then I'll see your face; I know I'm finally Yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name; I come to You in pieces So You can make me whole

Ed's Stupd Things He's Done In Life
Holy shit I am such a loser. I take this girl out ice skating. The problem is I havent ice skated in years. So I tie my skates on, but I tie them loosely. Needless to say I get on the ice and make an ass out of myself. I can barely skate, my ankles are killing me, and I am sweating like an idiot. An hour later she just wants to be friends.I go on a lot of dates but I always fall into the friend zone.

In the circle of life there are always changes, the budding on the trees in spring time shows the world rebirth. The leaves of summer so full of vibrant color and life shows the world its true self in its natural slendor. The dark and falling colors of the leaves mark the passage of time, the changes of fall. The bareness of trees has shown the completetion of life in the winter. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want to kill my ex. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures when I want to shine my gun; He leadeth me beside the still waters while I plot and plan . He restoreth my soul for a renewed fight; He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for I pray for his demise. Yea, though I walk through his home, I will fear no evil nor my ex: for thou art with me and my gun; Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me as I slide the bullets in. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies as I sight him in. Thou anointest my head with oil when I take aim; my c

Save Humanity...............
Hi Members Long time ago..................... When earth evolved, people use to live together irrespective of there colour, class and creed. There were no boundries, earth was not divided in to parts.......... But slowly every thing changed, and people got separated by borders, colour, status, symbols, wars.........list is to long............ FUBAR is the place where human race has reunited, there are no more borders, people love each other.................... My question is only that. Do we realy need borders to live???????????????

Greting Card Love Poems
Time here goes slowlyEven as I breatheSeconds feel like hoursThey will until I can leave. If I could see or hear youJust even once during this timeMy heart would remain trueAnd my world remain fine. I hope somehow my wordsFly straight to your heartAnd bridge this distanceThat seems to keep us apart. Somber are my daysWhen I don't see your smile Unhappy is my heart without your voice It always stays that way for awhile. My beautiful, what would it take To see your smile,hear your voice Without them I cannot breatheMy will against you has no choice.

My Master, My Slave
I watch him sleep, touch his lips with my fingertips Lay over him my breasts just inches from his mouth. He sighs A breath that tickles my nipples into life. I whisper into his open mouth- "I love you" I slide my body onto his and lay there, feeling his heat that familiar heat that pulses like electricity between my legs a wetness stirs inside of me as blood flows to that part of him that pushes me over the edge He reaches out from his slumber, eyes still closed mouth still agape still asleep i touch my tongue to his chin and trail it down his neck. he pushes his hips up into me, I moan. low and deep. I inch down his torso over his navel to his hips where i can smell his skin it is calling to me, whispering aching for my touch begging me- "Please" I pull his boxers over his hips, slowly kissing through the expanse of dark hair The breath of his loins is inhaled into me and I taste it with my lips in short loving kisses. The tip of my tongue comes alive trailing over his shaft, t

Poems
I was Sitting Here Thinking And Was Wondering Can Someone Really Care To Much For Someone? I Used To Think So Sometimes You Can't Help Who You Care And Love Your Not Supposed To When You Love Someone You Love Them And What You Feel In Your Heart Shouldn't Die. I Believe If You Want Something Bad Enough You Should Fight For It And Not Give Up Cause Once You Do The Other Person May Feel You Given Up On Them As Well. To Me Love Isn't Just Something You Feel It's The Things You Do And Say To A Person That Makes Them Feel Wanted And Needed. I Realized I Can't Give Up Easily Cause It Might Pass Me By Knowing The Person You Think About Is Always There In Your Heart. I Believe People Can Love Again But Are To Scared To Because Of Getting Hurt But I Try And Look At The Positive Things In Life And The Future Cause There Is Someone Out There Who Will Treat You With Love, Honesty, Respect And Be Loyal To So Don't Give Up On The Person Who Has Showed You All Those Things Because You May Not

Post This If You Ain't Scared!
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine Don't Be Shy, LOL!

Fucked Up Tattoos
I, as most people love Tattoos. I have five myself but some people need to understand that tattoos are FOREVER!!! If you are wondering what the hell I am ranting about take a look at www.ugliesttattoos.com. Tattoos are meant to have meaning behind them and say alot about you, but come on people, dont get Cum Slut inked on your lower back. I know some people that get tats of faces. unless the person that

How Low Can Low-cost Wireless Carriers Go?
At a time when major wireless carriers are beginning to require expensive data plans for many of their users, low-cost mobile companies keep making their prepaid calling plans broader and cheaper. Cricket, the low-cost, pay-as-you-go wireless carrier operated by Leap Wireless (LEAP), said Tuesday that it would begin offering the nation's first $30-per-month unlimited nationwide talk and text plan. Coverage will be available in 125 U.S. cities across all 50 states. That's $10 a month cheaper than any other prepaid nationwide unlimited plan available in the United States. Low-cost rival MetroPCS (PCS) offers a $40-a-month plan and competitor TracFone Wireless' Straight Talk has a $45-per-month plan. As for the major carriers, Sprint's (S, Fortune 500) Boost Mobile has a comparable prepaid plan for $50 a month, and T-Mobile and AT&T (T, Fortune 500) both offer similar prepaid plans for $60 a month. Verizon (VZ, Fortune 500) does not offer a comparable prepaid unlimited talk and text pl

Something I Wrote
I read and understand it as if it were truly you. I wonder if you read it, do you feel... I read between the lines and come off harsh, though it’s the only way I know for my pain to flow. For inside love, the pain does grow. My heart can never truly settle. My heart does still hear you, see you. It’s the pain as in the book. It takes your life away. Should the truth be held inside for all your life? Do we all not have our faults? Would you not agree that there is more strength and pride in love compared to anything? When love fails in your heart, you find a point to concentrate, and that is all you have. Always a haunted open space filled with the longing of being filled once more. We call this lonely. This space can never be entirely filled. If truly someone is dead in your mind, does that mean they die also in your heart? I suppose they do not, but that means you cannot move. You settle instead. Settling comes with honest loneliness. Never to fulfill. We ha

Being In Love
there have been many woman in my life. i have had enof of wondering from bed to bed. i want to sedle down with this girl that i am with now for once. i cant seem to get enof of her. i am livin with her right now with her sister. i never want to leave this girl. i want to have a family and grow old with. i want her in my arms al the time. her eyes are like deep pools of cristel cear water that has never been touched by mans hand. she walks like an angel so graseful and... i dont know how to put it in to words.. i am going to think some more than i will post a nother blog later rtl

Pissed Off Americans
So, what is expected of Americans who feel that their country has been hijacked? How is this different from passengers on a plane jumping on a terrorist with a bomb in his droops? I say there is really no difference in those who avert a terrorist attack and citizens that feel they need to fight against the Obama administration.Of course, I hate violence and would never advocate for it. However, these politicians have just spat on the Constitution, which is the life's blood of our great country. This is every bit as much, and even MORE an attack on our republic as any foreign enemy has cast against usThis is absolutely NO different than the PATRIOTS we celebrate in the history books! Thsi administration is anti-American and is doing everything they can do to destroy this country. It does not take a genius to add up all the details and see that it is true.... See MoreLets have a look at some of the proof!1) This admin. wants to grant the same rights to foreign terrorists that "we the peo

Stuffs
Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on t

Various Thoughts
Ive sat and tried to come up with words Only to come up with something that's never heard.. Silence .. peaceful moment where until chaos collides with the momentary way of thinking.Until the settlement's are placed .. this is where my mind is based.It's firm and never leaves it's place .. my mind is a scattered place .. filled with chaos, hatred, sanity and confusion .. i still see everything as a dilusion. Am I this mental where I can't place an idea without a twisted end? Everything has a plot ... just have to follow the dots .. the dots lead to something fierce. Something never heard before .. silence .. the untold venue of a souless mind from time to time .. a deep felt warmth of cloudless eyes .. these are scattered thoughts that confuse my mind may the journey of my thoughts settle within this clouded filled dream that's based upon nothing but .... Silence ... the unheard moment .................. numb from mind down .. numb from all the sounds

Mindless Devotions
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t "be friends." A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. Don’t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don’t stay because you think "it will get better." You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he trea

Life
Once, every so often, life throws something at you that makes you open your eyes. I have recently realized that for the majority of my life I have lived my life trying to make everyone happy and not myself. Because of this I generally end up hurting myself and those who are closest to me. Because I have done this, I may have lost a very important person. Im done with that. No more will I sacrifice myself for the feelings of others. I may hurt people along the way, but my new mentality is "better me than them". Not that I will do this on purpose, but happiness is paramount. Im hoping that I can rectify the damage that has been done, regardless these changes will be made. I deserve to be happy and now is the time.

I'll Just Watch
I sat on the sidewalk, as you walked by. In an instant I could see what your soul screamed out. Someone to care, someone to listen, someone to show you that there is life out there. I saw the abuse the pain and the scars, and saw you hiding in the crowd. Your eyes look over to meet mine, but you looked away knowing that I was studying you. I saw your need to lose control, your need to be guided into what you are to scared to explore. All your energy still spent at trying to be normal, to have no one see what lays below the surface. If you could see that the healing lies on the other side, that gaining control is to hand it over. To show your strength to submit to another, but your trust has been taken away. To jump into the water once again, not knowing if you will sink or swim. Your lack of of trust in the human race, was given to you long ago. Now you walk in front of me, you know that I can see right through. The hard exterior protecting a shattered soul, we'll meet again when you&r

On A String...
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die... I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop... I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry It started with the perfect kiss then We could feel the poison set in "Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone I'm already gone, al

The Movie "twister"
In "Twister," the movie opening today, stars Helen Hunt and Bill Paxton stand in an Oklahoma cornfield. Wind whips their hair back and debris flies toward them as the husband and wife tornado chasers, eyes keen, look in awe at a monstrous, growling, oncom ing tornado. "My God," they say. In a preview screening Wednesday, two real husband and wife tornado chasers, meteorologists Richard and Daphne Thompson of Kansas City, were saying practically the same thing: My... What a bunch of hooey. It's not that the young chasers thought "Twister" was bad. Not at all. The special effects that created the tornadoes were great. "The effects were better than I thought for the tornadoes," Richard Thompson said. And in terms of excitement, Daphne Thompson, 23, who's an Internet WebMaster for the National Weather Service, and Richard Thompson, 29, who tracks storms for the National Storm Prediction Center, thought it was pretty intense, maybe ranking an F3 on the F0 to F5 torna

My Profile
IVE MOVED BEFORE AND FAR FROM WHERE IM AT. BUT THIS TIME ITS FOR LOVE AND I HOPE ITS MY SMARTS SAYIN ITS OK. IVE HAD A GREAT TIME HERE WITH ALL OF YOU. I HATE TO LEAVE. I'LL BE BACK SOMEDAY WHEN I CAN, AND I WISH YA ALL THE BEST IN THE WORLD ALL OF YOU. YOUVE ALL BEEN VERY NICE TO ME TY WITH ALL MY HEART, GOD BLESS AND GOD SPEED.

Geeks Pwn Regular Human Beings
Hold up your badge of honor geekazoids! As it turns out, gamers excel in a lot of skills in other areas apart from gaming due to well, gaming itself. Multi-tasking. Oh yeah, you are a master of this art more than Picasso ever was. I mean, all the guy did was paint. You, on the other hand, can take no prisoners in PvP, flirt on chatroulette, check your mail, download new tracks, grab a bite and let your tanning lotion dry all at the same time.More brain power. Games give you the smarties! Who knew? Additional hours spent playing keeps your brain working overtime when your non-gaming buddies use their spare time to sleep or eat or relax. It’s fairly simple: the stronger your brain gets, the more intelligent you become.Enhanced reflexes. Geeks got moves too! Countless days and nights of gives you better hand-eye coordination as the only way to play and advance to the next level is by getting the two―your hands and eyes―to work together.Increased stamina. When watching lo

Cottecman
IS TRUE DAT EVERY BODY WANT TO BE A MAN OF HIS OWN, WHILE SOME THINKS DAT DEY CAN ONLY ACHIEVED THEIR GOALS IN LIFE WEN BEING ISOLATED!. WELL I DISAGREED WIT SUCH PEOPLE. NO MATTER WATSUR DREAMS ARE IT CAN BE ACHIEVED IN ISOLATION!!. i beleive we are all here to have funs in fubar, but i'm exsperiencing some negative things coming up every day in fubar. for me, i beleive in moderation~~~~perhaps i still don't think

Sight Beyond Sight
Avalanches rolling through my skull, destroying my pure thoughts, corroding my ideas, blending both sides of my thought process so that all is obscured and intertwined. No longet recognizable my soul cries out in anguish , searching for a beacon to guide it from the self-destruction it seeks. Listen for the bellowing sound my soul cannot ommit, resonating so far its deluded by space and time. See what evils are hidden from your simplistic sight, and feel the pain burdened on my shoulders for an eternity, yet I am oblivious to the pain. Suspended in an unescapable cage deep within my mind, only able to peer outward as if watching someone else act in my stead, yearning to once more be able to control my body. Silenced I am at every sound uttered from my pitiful lungs, suffocated by unrelenting assailants, and betrayed in so many ways it has become a familiarity. Denied the individuality I have sought out for so many years, cast aside as if all I have done was worht less than nothing, as

Every Where You Go There You Are.
I know its the overly used lame statement but it kinda puts into perspective something important. I was thinking back to when i was younger and how everything i did was a grand adventure. Back when then we would walk all the way from Irvine to the tustin market place. It would take hours and we would go through ditches and sewers and fields. We would notice every bit of the area stopping to explore what ever was interesting. As we grow older our worlds start to expand and things start moving by faster. We stop taking time to notice all those things that used to be fascinating. I guess what im trying to say now that i seem to have fallen back into routine of life is that i need to enjoy the fact that here i am. It seems that much of my life is working toward the ends with out taking a thought about the means. I suppose in a constructive perspective we should start with the ends and then work out the means but life isnt that simple. Life isnt like a video game where u get this great priz

Humanity Needs To Die.
I can't take this I hate the fact that everyones problems become mine. My own problems get shoved away in the closet. My thoughts and feelings are my own. I have such difficulty expressing them because evidently everyone elses pain and suffering is monumental so why should my worries even matter? Why should I be happy when all those around me are troubled? Of course my purpose in life is to just weep with them. Oh, and if you have feelings

For Cw And Sb
As White as a Dove Is as pure as our love As strong as an Ox You cant put it in a box Just let it grow as you let a river flow For ever and ever you lover I shall be for you and me we belong together for ever and ever I shall love thee

Fu-goo
I was in an auction, my first. my winner, DragonMaster775 is a looser. I spent 2 days rating and commenting on his every pic, blog, etc, giving him drinks all week and showering my new BF with mad fu-luv. he finally startin' shout boxin me.DragonMaster775:married or not, I WANT YOU...sorry..you are just too good to be trueme:Hi, BF!!! Yes, I'm married, happily with 2 kids. How's your weekend?(this was when my man gave him a cooler of beer with a message to check himself, to watch his game)DragonMaster775:I know you are married...My weekend is ok I guessme:r u seeing anybodyforgive my askin, it just seemed like from your pics that u've been hurt in the pastDragonMaster775:i am single and not seeing anyone..and didnt appreciate some guy messaging me about not being able to have youme:o that some guy is my hubby sitting next to me on his computer, silly. u really don't know much about me yet.DragonMaster775:either way, he is blocked and so are you. I make one comment as a joke, and ASSHO

Get Off Your Butt And Run!
Picture Suggestions I’ve noticed a lot of various pictures now on this website that are simply either bizarre or, quite honestly, frightening. So I thought I would write a brief guide to choosing a default picture wisely as well as thoughts on real life versus fubar life. First and foremost, if your default picture looks nothing like you – then you shouldn’t use that. It’s disappointing to come to a page after clicking what looks to be a hot picture and finding out that the girl is really some slob using a fake picture just to get rates. Second, props should only be used sparingly. For example, I’ve noticed some pictures where a girl is holding a snake, yet she’s still a pretty big freaking girl. While the snake might be nice and all, and while some people might be into that kind of thing, seeing it curled around your rather huge body is not really all that attractive. It just highlights your fat rolls which, honestly, no one wants to see. Spe

Poems By Me
This rose I keep within me is black From days gone by of fear and dread This rose that is for you is withered From this pain I feel and do not write of This rose I have planted is wilted and dead From having me as the planter of the seed This rose I do not know is harsh and thorny From being grown within an undead shell This rose I keep within will stay within For it can not grow in light of day This rose is not a rose but a flower of doom It will be the only rose my heart will see. Still beaten soul and furious heart,bloodlust for ages and cold steel hand. Death to the righteous but honor the fallen, price is pain and reward never-ending. Rivers of blood and loss of will, bodies to bury and children to do it. Reaper came knocking and left well trodden, darkness came and stayed till the end. Barren earth became red and sky became black, fumes of burnt flesh and souls not at rest. This is war, this is hate, and bodies like landmines to the mind litter this land, from hatred Of di

General
The secret is so simple: adjust your state of mind and enjoy the results of more happiness. Attitude rules your happiness quotient!the secret to happiness The key to happiness is to appreciate what you have. Sounds simple? Then why are so many people still unhappy? Happiness is really a state of mind, so learn how to embrace the good, to stop worrying and to just be happy. ( Time's up ) Be happy now. Be grateful for what you have today, rather than dwelling on what you don't have. Practice being satisfied with what you have now while you work in pursuit of the things you want for your future. Start by counting your blessings. ( CHANGES ) Understand what you can - and can't - change. Things take time. Work on what you can to improve your life right now, understand what will take some time, and accept that there are always things that you just can't change. Accept those truths. ( SMILE ) Put a smile on your face and it will change how you feel and the way that people react to you.

When I Look At You...by Me
When I look at you By me When I look at you I see the sun, the moon and the stars. I see everything thats beautiful in this world.I see a momma who loves her babiesI see a woman who loves her familyI see strength and convictionI see love and I see respectI see an un assuming womanI see someone who is not affraid to be themselfI see a flower in full bloomI see a shy girl I see a strong womanI see funI see laughterI see seriousnessI see fearI see trepidationI see sunshine on a dark stormy dayI see a sultry sexinessI see sexy smokey eyes I see eyes that have seen love and painI see happinessI see sadnessI see confedenceWhen I look at you I see what I want

Funny Shiit...lol
CHILI JUDGING CONTEST:>>A Texas Chili Contest>>If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for>you.>>>For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is.>They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes>around. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the city park.>The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank,>who was visiting from Canada.>>Frank: "Recently, I was honoured to be selected as a judge at a>chilli cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last>moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table>asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came>in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the>chilli wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I>could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted".>>Here are the scorecards from the event:>>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>>Chili # 1 Mike's Maniac Mobster Monster C

Never Leting Go
To no end dose it matter what anyone eles thinks. It is all about what you feel in your heart for that person and that nothing should keep you away from him or her. The one that holds your heart helps you along to be a better man or women. Because no body is perfect we all have good and bad traits in us all but finding the will to do the right things in life to make us all happen and never leting anyone take that away from us no matter who they are.

"just Some Thoughts"
Everyday is a struggle, every minutes a curseWatching my world collapse, shit can't get any worse.I've gone from the bottom to the top,Only to fall to an abrupt stop.This lesson's been the straw to break the camel's backThere isn't an ounce of fight left to get back on trackSome say I'm giving up, I say I've had enoughLook down your nose is disgustDo as you feel, but for me I believe this is a must.How can I fight for anything when there's nothing left to fight for?How can I move forward when all gears are stripped? How do you climb out of a bottomless pit?Everyday is a curse, every minute's struggleSince the day I was born, my pops would tell you I'm trouble.I try to steer clear of everything that causes painI try to move forward but feel it's all in vainWhat's left to achieve when true happiness falls into the abyss?Where is there to go when the streets is the only place you've called home?I've made my attempts to pursue my dreamsI just hope my children understand that life ain't alw

Concious Thought Fo Ya Badoinkinz !!!
Dig into the minds of those in power/and what you will find is the hunger to devour/Predators who prey on those with less will power/command and conqure/but those with strength will die with honor/as we grow in knowledge they become less evil/strength in numbers/ power to the American peoples/stay strong the government is lethal/ with all

Poetry
Darkness surrounds my eyes, cuts all my emotional ties, to those who would, to those who could, potentially betray me, i now see, that this is all, my fate is to fall, I will not fade from this life, i will not break from the strife, all is lost, as to the cost, tis life obscene, I'm not yet so keen. on the thought of you having my heart, since when did you play the part, you took what you had, made it look bad, now you will be teared, i am one to be feared, i wouldn't piss on fire to put you out, i wouldnt even raise a shout, i would sit and watch you burn, an slowly wait for my turn, i watch you wallow in your very own sorrow, just remember love, your the one with the heart as small as a dove, i played my part, and gave you my heart. i fell down, to get right back up, i have my resolve, the world does not revolve, not around me, other may yet see, that to walk my path, you have to do the math, can you walk for so long, follow your own song, for

Everyday Life(can Kiss It!)
Who just doesn't love multi chatting... I'm definately not a fan. I mean, jeeze four sites at once and texting is a bit overwhelming,.. maybe not to you, but it definately is to me. Then, while I was multi-chatting, the ice cream carton I was eating out of started leakin, and in the hurry to make sure I didn't get ice cream all over me, I ran over my foot with a rolling chair. Fun, right? Don't you dare say yes... or I will ninja frog you.

Fond Memories
This is a group for all of us who were raised in Ionia but refuse to call it home - for those who have thankfully made it out of that town...but laugh when you think of everything you experienced there.You know you were raised in Ionia when...1) The highlight of the summer is attending the Worlds Largest Free Fair on a daily basis.2) The prison sirens never distracted you during MEAP testing.3) You know all of the homeless people by their first names. (Dirty Dave, Killer Miller)4) It's completely normal to see cows running across the driving range during golf practice.5) Nobody knew what to do when the traffic light was out at the M-66 and Tuttle Rd. intersection6) You've almost died trying to make a left turn into the Olivera's parking lot.7) If you can't buy something for a $1 then you aren't really looking...8) The biggest news of the year was the gas war between Meijer & K-mart9) You were guaranteed at least one 1/2 day off a year due to a bomb threat.10) You were able to smell the

Thinking
Well life sometime take unexpected turns you can either go with the flow or run away from it. My life is on a path that I really wish I know whre it was going and sometimes I am glad I have no idea where it will go. All I know is I can either run form it or face it. Yes at times I want to run and other times I am glad I have not. I know that whatever I do or say can and will be either heard or ingoned. Well anyways some of you probbly have no idea what i am talking about and tjhat is okay and others well I sure you do or might. Well I have been on really about 3 years now and have made alot of friends and I have True friends. Yes I know most of them are online but either or if you are online or off line we all have people we call friends and we also have true friends. A true friend knows your past and is in your present when you need them, not just when they need you. They love you despite your faults and support you always. This is what a true friend is as you read this you will see

Bomb List
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Pepsi
Pepsi is coming out with a new can, the patrotic can. It will have a picture of the Empire State Building and the pledge of alliance. But in the pledge ao alledgance they left out the words "under God". The reason for this was that they as a company did not want to offend anyone. I think that we should not buy any Pepsi products for fear that we might offend them because the American Dollar has "

Contest/auctions!
I am going to start a 50 U.S. Beauty contest. If you are from the U.S., private message me what you want to offer and 100K for the entry. The contest will open on May 15th and will run till Memorial Day. The entry must have a salute to be considered!

Jaded Juliet
*jaded* described as: no longer interested in something, often because of being over exposed; exhausted; fatigued by over work: made dull, apathetic, or cynical by experience or by surfeit: satiated, tired, bored, worn out, done in, spent, drained, shattered, fed up, wearied, uninterested, listless. *juliet* is described: as a headstrong, intelligent, character in spite of her age. timid at times bc she is so young. considered to be the true hero. she is a balance for her impulsive romeo. she is the one who sets the boundaries in her relationship. her forgiveness indicates her mature nature in contrast to his passionate impulsiveness. a far more complex character than her family, or even romeo, can appreciate. by far the stronger of the 2. she is abandoned, beaten, betrayed and led into a folly. she forged ahead, faced fears, defied social customs, and went against her parents. just to lose her love and in so realizes her life is worthless without him. *a star-crossed lover.*

Save Your Reptiles
the best way to pretect your pet constrictors an rights to own them is to speek out ,dont keep what u have to say in your head .an keep your constrictors housed propperly.not just some plywood box or aquirem they need propper housing good owners knw this.though.im not here to tell anyone how to keep their pets.but

Women Who Loves Women
my all women site i created come check it out its free 380 members and 6200 members photos 18-61 year olds, videos, chat, games, blogs add any kind of photo and wont be deleted if you cant join using internet explorer download goggle chrome or fire fox, it works much better with the site http://grou.ps/marbrown86/grou.ps

Done
THIS IS MY LAST WEEKEND ON THIS SITE! I WAS THINKING ABOUT DELETING ANYWAY BUT THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TONIGHT HAVE ENDED ME AND FUBAR. SO IF YOU STILL WANT TO TALK TO ME AFTER THIS WEEKEND GIVE ME SOME OTHER WAY TO KEEP IN TOUCH. IF NOT O WELL I GUESS WE WERENT THAT GOOD OF FRIENDS ANYWAY. I HAVE FACEBOOK, MYSPACE, YAHOO, AND GMAIL. SO IF U HAVE ANY OF THOSE AND STILL WANT TO TALK LEAVE ME A COMMENT WITH UR INFO.

So Over It
Is this real, partially real like when you are between dreams and awake, or totally a lie...With so many fake photos and profiles, women flirting when they are already involved with someone, fake FU engagements and marriages which are as fake as Las Vegas, so called friends and those who beg and plead for blings, VIPs and other things that cost real money which give them fake points, FU bucks and fake popularity. I want reality. True feelings, true friends and total honesty because that is what I offer. So over this life and planet. We squabble over petty issues. He/ she has this and we don't. He/she loves him/her and not me. This person has earned this many points and reaches this level and been on the FU less time then I have...This is the most critical time and we should all pull together and say enough is enough. Governments, politics and leaders are making the most bold attempt to steal our money and our very freedoms in the history of mankind through manufactured lies which they

Frustration
Trying to figure out why it is that men seem to see me as a shoulder to lean on and a friend to count on? do you not realize I have feelings too.... I want to be loved...for more than a friend. Why does he need to ask me my opinions? Doesn't he have anyone else to ask? It kills me to see him hurting the way he is...loving her and knowing she is only playing with his heart. And there is nothing I can do. I've tried to tell him...over and over..Everytime he asks for my opinion..I set my heart aside and am honest....But in being honest, he gets mad. Then don't ask me! I do love him....And I don't think he will ever know. At least not until she is out of his life. But she keeps stringing him along. Making him sit and wait. And I know she is never going to go back to him. And he is missing me...who is right in front of him!! I don't think I could be anymore stressed out, so this is primarily going to be some serious venting!!! Like first off, my ex husband and his new wife insist on sho

Truth
ok its time for me to be honest ppl about somethings. ive seen somethings that life has to throw at you like having to watch my mother whither away from cancer or having one of your best friends (brother) wrap his car around a telephone pole. the thing that hurt the worst was finding out that my ex had not only cheated on me not only

Story Time!
I've always wondered when it became alright to be selfish with your own life. Not too long ago someone very dear to my heart took their own life. As if it were okay and everyone was supposed to turn the other cheek and go on as life does. I'm sorry, but I can't. I am still very angered and hurt over it. Why is it okay for you to take yourself from us? Where is it written in the books that a belt and a ceiling fan is okay? I have yet to forgive you. And I don't know if I will ever learn how. You told Amber you were trying to escape the pain. Well congratulations, you succeeded, and fucked everyone else that ever cared about you in the making.

Cell Phones Vs. The Bible
What would happen if we treated our Bible like we treated our cll phones? What if wecarried our bibles in our pockets , what if we flipped through it several times a day? What if we turned back to get it if we forgot it , left the house without it? What if we used

Good Information On Diabetes Type 1 And Type 2
THE STORIE OF MY FUFAMILYThere once was a dude named Black who met a chick named Sdmf Dee. Black became very very close to Dee, and called her Brown sugar and very Heavenlee666.

Updated Writing
One kiss One kiss Is all I ask One kiss to heal and erase the past One touch One touch Of your lips to mine One caress Sweet caress To know the divine Two breaths Become one As reality fades Bid farewell to the sun As the night invades The heat between bodies Contrasts the cool air Two bodies One rhythm And wildly tossed hair. Passion runs like electric current Satin sheets catch aflame Tasting your lips one last time As I whisper your name. At the waist I have you bend While into subspace I gently and firmly send Your sweet sighs of contentment are barely heard You strain to be still as you listen to my every word My voice strong and even, my touch long and light While I do my best to stay just out of your sight The rounded curves of your ass raised and bared In my ropes your hands and feet are snared With you naked and helpless, you are at my mercy When my hands begin to smack your upturned globes, my lips are held together tersely With your

Things Ive Learned Throughtout My Life
if there is one thing ive learned from my parents its about hating things or ppl. my parents had this saying "to hate would take time out of my day that would be better spent loving my friends or family". something else i learned was to not wait to tell someone how you feel about them. while mom was sick i told her that i was sorry about us not getting along very well these last few yrs and that i forgave her for the things that she had done that had hurt me really badly. the last week she was alive my dad told me that she didnt think i was ever going to forgive her for the things she had done. i told dad that i had told her that i forgave for those things. he wanted me to tell her again but she wasnt in touch with the world at the time and i told him that as soon as she was more in touch with the world that i would tell her that i forgave her again. a couple of days later she died from cancer. what i wish to pass on to you is to not wait ever to tell someone you care about things like

Hitting A Woman
im writing this after seeing some more of what "us men" have been saying to the ladies here on fu. first of i will call all women a lady. one cause they have to put up with our asses and the things we say and/or do to them and second they deserve to be treated like they're worth something. us guys get pissed if another person says things we dont like but we treat the ladies like they are here to do nothing more than serve us and bare our children. come on are we really stuck in the dark ages??? im not going to lie i have my pet pevs. one of those is treating a

Wedding Plans
If you have an ideas for additional songs for our wedding, comment on here Jimmy Buffet - Brown Eyed Girl Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day - Dear God - A Little Piece of Heaven Bruce Springsteen - I Wanna Marry You John Berry - Marry Me Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight - Tears in Heaven Proclaimers - 500 Miles The Beatles - All You Need is Love - She Loves You - And I Love Her - I Wanna Hold Your Hand - When I'm 64 Sonny & Cher - I Got You Babe Cher - Shoop Shoop David Bowie - As The World Falls Down Rammstein - Ohne Dich The Supremes - Someday Me First and the Gimmes - All My Lovin Pennywise - Stand By Me Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl Ronstadt/Neville - All My Life Michael Buble - Haven't

Rip Ronnie James Dio
Message from Wendy Dio Today my heart is broken, Ronnie passed away at 7:45am 16th May. Many, many friends and family were able to say their private good-byes before he peacefully passed away. Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all. We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us. Please give us a few days of privacy to deal with this terrible loss. Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever. - Wendy Dio

All I Ever Wanted
Tear up the photographsBut yesterday won't let goEvery day, every day, every minuteHere comes the emptinessJust can't leave lonely aloneEvery day, every day, hey heyThis second-chancin's really getting me downYou give and taking everything I dreamed aboutIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWhere every lie reveals the truthBaby cause I all ever wantedAll I ever wanted was youI'd rather walk aloneDon't wanna chase you aroundEvery day, every day, every minuteI'd fall a thousand timesBefore I let you drag me downEvery day, every day, hey heyYour new beginning was a perfect endingBut I keep feelingwe've already been here beforeIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWh

When Im Gone
people who actually kill themselves never give warning or signs, those that do aren't serious but I can tell you this, Suicide is a train barreling downhill track with no brakes- it starts slow but builds into an obsession impossible to stop. You should feel honored that he felt you were the most important person in his world that he chose you to spend his last hours with- that was carefully and intentionally planned. When you are on the train you enjoy the view the speed your last hours but feel it is inevitable so you are happy and never feel the ending coming, its all preplanned and nothing can stop it, you dont want it stopped, you want it over. My roommates have no idea it ever happened to me, that I was ever on that train but I have many times and if I were on it right now, no one would know. When we refer to people we love who are gone, they want us to remember the fun we had together, to them death was just another step in life. the only predictable part of life is that it is u

No Love
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o

Suffer And Pain
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.

Her
you wont be her first,her last, or her only.she has loved before,she will love again but if she loves you now what else matters? shes not perfect,and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect but if she makes you laugh,at least once causes you to think twice,and admits to being human, and making mistakes... hold onto her, and give her all youve got. she is not going to quote poetry,she is not going to be thinking about you every moment,but she will give you a part of her, that she knows you can break dont hurt her, dont change her,dont expect too much from her,smile when she makes you happy,cry when she makes you sad and miss her when shes not there....

Deep Hoizon Oil Spill In The Gulf Of Mexico
The oil rig explosion and subsequent oil leak, which has been leaking for over a month now, has completely destroyed the Louisiana Gulf Coast Line. Our barrier islands, which were our main line of defense against hurricanes and have been suffering from errosion even before the oil leak, are saturated with thick oil, and the vegetation (grass, etc...) is all completely dead. The oil has penetrated our National Wildlife Reserve. Thus far, the "official" reports sight at least 1 dead dolphin, over 2 dozen dead brown pelicans, at least a dozen sea turtles and thousands of fish, jellyfish and other marine life have also died. Dozens of other birds and wildlife are being cleaned and treated for oil and toxic chemical dispersant exposure. SHAMELESSLY, British Petroleum has made 4 attempts to stop the leak and none of them were successful. At a time when the economy in our region is just starting to recover from Hurricanes Katrina, Gustav and Ike, we have now been dealt a T

F Ing Manners
I saw this one of my internet friends header pages.Apparently somebody did something to piss her off. DON'T ASK FOR HELP IF YOU CAN EVEN SMILE & SAY THANK YOU...GROW SOME FUCKIN MANNERS!!So I wonder what would fucking manners be. I jotted down a few things, I am open toadditional thoughts and comments . Like I said it has been a long time since I rocked and rolled. :-D Fucking Manners,1. at least buy or make dinner for the woman. 2. Wine or drinks are optional depending her taste.3. Foreplay is not an option 4. Clits are delicious and need to be licked hard and often. 5. Blowjobs are to be enjoyed not critiqued. 6. let the woman get hers first and often. 7. anal sex is her choice. 8. Get a luke warm wash cloth if she needs to clean up, not a one extremely hot or extremely cold. 9. Give her a warning before you come, especially when she is giving head.10. Cuddling is a nice afterthought and if you did your job well, might lead to some recovery sex.11. Ass Slapping

Hand Me Down
Someday they'll find your small town world on a big town avenueGonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to youGonna make you break out of the shell cause they tell you toGonna make you like the way they lie better than the truthThey'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to sayThey're gonna break your heart, yeahFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowSomebody ought to take you inTry to make you love againTry to make you like the way they feelWhen they're under your skinNever once did think they'd lie when they're holding youYou wonder why they haven't calledWhen they said they'd call youYou start to wonder if you're ever gonna make it byYou'll start to think you were born blindFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowI'm here for the hard timesThe straight

Thoughts
I would like to put forth that we change what we call ourselves to Humanimals.I hear people all to often deny that they are animals or using the term in a derogatory manner. If you are not an animal, are you vegetable or mineral? We are the animal Human, we are subject to many of the same afflictions that other animals have, but supposedly have the intelligence to overcome them. We see them in our day to day lives, even make jokes about them. The 'terrible twos', the 'little adult' stage,the 'teenage rebellion', the 'seven year itch', the 'biological clock', and the 'mid-life crisis' are all examples. Most are designed to facilitate breeding and a diverse gene pool, but do not fit well into a monogamous relationship, if any wish further explanation on how these were meant to affect breeding, feel free to drop me a line and ask. If we are to overcome them we must be aware of them, educate ourselves about their effects, and be smart enough to overcome the; however in order

From Guys Point Of View
From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.LET US PAY FOR YOU!DON'T "FEEL BAD"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile andsay "thank you."Kiss us when noone's watching.If you kiss us when you kn

The Midknightdevil
I'm The MidKnightDevil here to party and dance the night away as for when the sun starts to rise it's to the grave I go with a salute to you and a song in my heart and memories of those loved and lost I'm The MidKnightDevil and thanks for letting me party with you.

Looking 4 This Picture
I am lookinhg for a picture I saw on one of the girls on heres pictures. I don't remember who's pictures it was on but if any of you out there know and can get me this picture I will buy you a 25 credit bling pack. The picture has the Angels on one side and the Demons on the other they are fliing at each other about to go into battle but not yet engaged in battle. I believe it is in black and whit,also the ones closes to you are big and as they get further away they get smaller and smaller until they fade away and there is alot on both sides .

Bleading Hearts
well you can like me or you cant, who gives a hary rats ass? i am me, you are you, they are they. a lot of people like barking up other peoples trees, here is an idea, bark up your own damn tree. maybe if you tried that ever once in a while you might see that the real problems in your life is realy only just your own problems. i know it is hard for some people but dont shit

Love
I love you with all of my heart I will never get over the feeling that I have so strongly for you I just keep thinking about how if I would ever lose you how I would spend the rest of my life trying to get you back And thinking about how my life will never be complete with out you in it You are my world You are my strength You are the reason that I get up ever morning You are the reason that I want to live You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me I just keep thinking of the mistakes that I have made in our relationship And how I would go back to take them all away I know that we will have our little fights and arguments Every argument that we have kills me inside But all that I can think of is’ In the end will we remain together? And I know that you will be there for me when I need you the most You sit there and say that I do not love you But you got it all wrong I love you more and more each day I love you more and more with every breath that I take and with eve

Just Thinking
Starting to think about winding down my time here on Fubar. It seems like it is just become about the games. Leveling, points, begging and pleading without and thought or feeling about the ones you call friends and ask them for favors. I am not a VIP or have money to buy blings, or any of the imaginary stuff so many think are so important on here so I am mostly ignored. I wanted friends who might actually care and maybe share a thought or two in the shout box, an occasional comment or a rate or drink to show you actually care. If you think all I am good for is to help you level, not an actual person, but just a click or two on the keyboard to help you out, you are not a true friend and I ask you to please remove yourself from my family, friends, fans and fans of list. If you do care, talk to me once in a while!!!!!

Dedicated To Tupac And Everybody Here In Fubar
Growing up in the streets, at the age of 7 wasn't a child's life to be, without a father,my mother she could barely make it, at the end of the day I went to sleep with empty stomach, thinking to myself another hopeless day and hoping for a better tomorrow. One evening my best friend gave me this tape, I can still remember for the reason I lost my grandfather that day, the person who took me under his wings, the one who only care for steven , was suddenly gone, left alone to fend for myself, all the burden put on me, to bury my grandfather, thinking what am I going to do, where am I suppose to go, what is there left of me,wen i was 15 i was having suicidal thoughts, my best friend came to me, the day It changed my life and never looked back, she told me listen to this song, that's the first time I herd Pac, the song "Words of a Wisdom". I closed my eyes and listen to his lyrics, I didn't care for the beat but the words caught my heart, I find tears running down my cheek, because I wasn'

Virgin Blogger (first Time)
Not going to get fancy, I really don't come here very often. Haven't made a salute or whatever it is, so I can't talk to some people. I come on when sent an alert. Pantyshotz sent me a drink and I tried to return the favor. Don't know if it went or not.

Yah I Would Like To Know Too
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!*

Tear From A Rose
Tear From A Roseon one block in the world there was a rose bush that started to grow. it grew slow, reaching up to the sky. then as months passed it started to have lil red blossoms. they sprouted bloomed, as the days went by. people walked by watching them grow. some were picked and most had stayed. yet there was one that was blooming like the rest. then, one day, all the flowers were pick. although this single rose just started to bloom. as it grew it looked around. wondering why it was the only one. as the people from before walk on by. it came un noticed. then one day it grew to its full size and was the biggest out of them all. yet people continued to walk on by as if it were not even there. then one night as it was sleeping it began to feel this cutting at its stem. it began to wake to look around. all it saw was nothing but darkness. then there was a light in the distance. it tried to stay awake, yet it was still very sleepy, as it began to pass back out it saw a d

Musings...
Coming back to Fubar after a year is a real shock... I was here for the LostChary, and then the CherryTap and finally Fubar and each change was a sorta seemless transferral from one to another...more stuff, more people...some changes were great and others a pain in the ass.

Wtf, Why Add Then Block
WTF, Why add someone then blockthem? if you don't want to talk or whatever have the respect to tell them so. That is wtf is wrong with this country, noone has respect for anyone except themselves today and those that do care and respect others get shit on!!!!

Sums It Up...
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the kind of love I never had.. I loved you for listening to me all those hard to get through times.. I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life.. I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and my heart smile... I loved you for being the love I couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.. I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything... FUCK YOU... For capturing my heart...just so you can break it! For giving the kind of love I never had... just so you could take it ! For listening to me all those hard to get through times...just to then turn and walk away! For being the beautiful picture in my life...just to leave an empty frame on the shelf! For keeping me warm all those nights...just to later leave me out in the cold! For making me laugh and m

My Funny Freestyles Lol Kinda
Yo your quick to fail Your to much of a kid to tell All your acne jokes u think are well Apply to him as well And when it comes to rap im the steady king And ur boyfriend prefers u when ur not wearing anything Except his wedding ring But I do the most work U can go first U can keep my girls money and tour the whole earth Looking for a growth spurt I got the sick flavor While this faker Is trying not to get confused for a fifth grader But anyway ur getting wrecked And when he was a kid He wished he was big But instead got the reverse effect Have u even developed into a person yet Or is ur mom still trying to figure out what birth defect But when we spit its airless But I don’t know why anybody would be scared against This piece of asparagus And you see the crazy thing to me is that u reek of such arrogance But secretly u speak to a therapist Like… I CAN’T BE THE AMERICANS!!!

Did You Know...
Did you know... ...that the words "race car" spelled backward still spells "race car"? ...that "eat" is the only word that, if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, it spells its past tense, "ate"? And have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home you free-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making, diaper dumping, violent, non-English-speaking assholes and take those other hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding, goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you." How weird is that??? if your not an illegal immigrant get off my back its how i feel

Wtf?!
WTF you may ask?! Keep in mind this is the condensed soup version of what happened to me in 2004-2010. Yes its long and yes there are technical terms. Get lost or confused ask. I was a nurse before I got sick. I tend to forget that not everyone knows what the fuck I'm talking about.

The Vampyress Queen
I WALK INTO THE NIGHT WITH 1000 CORPSES, AWARE OF THE TOMBSTONE LYING FLAT ON THE GROUND.I APPROACH THE TOMB STONE AND A SPIRIT CALLS TO ME AND SAYS, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I REPLY, I'M JUST A LONER, LOOKING FOR A REASON TO SURVIVE THE SPELL OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF ANCIENT TRANSYLVANIA. WITH THE AGES OF THE OLD TYME ARE OPPOSED BY THE FORCES OF THE WHITE LIGHT. THIS DARK SOUL TAKEN TO THE UNDERWORLD, ONLY SURVIVING BY SUFFERING DEATH AND TORMINTING DOMINATION OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE DAMNED SOULS OF THOSE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED DEATH AS A SECOND CHANCE TO LIVE UNDER THE FAITHFUL SERVICE TO THE DARK, THE ASSTOUNDING, THE BEAUTIFUL SINGLE BEING, THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE NIGHT!

Told I Was Insane
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad

More
DUDE I GOT SOME THINGS TO SAY TO U IM NOT DONE U SENT ME THE LINK TO UR BLOG UR MOTHERFUCKER U CAN BLOCK ME OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO SAY GO FUCK URSELF AND I FEEL BAD FOR WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH YOU HAVING TO DEAL WITH UR ASS MAN I LOST FAMILY AND MY FIANCE IS IN THE ARMY AND HE STILL REMEMBERS 9-11 HE CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND HE HELPS THOSE IN NEED ALONG WITH HIS FELLOW TEAM I WAS IN ROTC IN COLLEGE SO I DONT RESPECT WAT U SAID GET A FUKEN

Kitkat
Just gonna stand thereAnd watch me burnBut that's alrightBecause I likeThe way it hurtsJust gonna stand thereAnd hear me cryBut that's alrightBecause I loveThe way you lieI love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knifeIn my windpipeI can't breatheBut I still fightWhile I can fightAs long as the wrong feels rightIt's like I'm in flightHigh of a loveDrunk from the hateIt's like I'm huffing paintAnd I love it the more that I sufferI sufficateAnd right before im about to drownShe resuscitates meShe fucking hates meAnd I love itWaitWhere you goingI'm leaving youNo you ain'tCome backWe're running right backHere we go againIt's so insaneCause when it's going goodIt's going greatI'm SupermanWith the wind in his bagShe's Lois LaneBut when it's badIt's awfulI feel so ashamedI snapWho's that dudeI don't even know his nameI laid hands on herI'll never stoop so low againI guess I don't know my ow

Just A Box Of Stuffs...
so...I was just sitting here listening to one of my favorite bands...because tomorrow their last CD ever is going to be released...sad day! :( so I thought I'd post some of my favorite lines from their songs...and you should reply with some lyrics from your favorite songs! :) it'll be fun! "I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery." "I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me"." "Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak. So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days." "I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing with out her. I still wont remember your face, the features mix too well with this alcohol. So w

"nymphetamine" By Cradle Of Filth
Led to the riverMidsummer I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAnd through red SeptemberWhen skies fire-pavedI begged you'd appearLike a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soulUntold was the painI faced, when you left meA rose in the rainSo I swore to the razorThat never, enchainedWould your dark nails of faithBe pushed through my veins againBared on your tombI'm a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your lowlinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incisionIn my heart that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetter, nymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone better, nymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girlWicked with your charm, I'm circled like preyBack in the forest where whispers persuadeMore sugar trails, more white l

If Tommorrow Never Comes...
I THINK THAT PEOPLE SHOULD NOT JUDGE,WE KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG,REMEMBER THE HARD THING TO DO IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I D SEE U WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND A KISS,AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME ID HEAR YOUR NAME LIFTED IN PRAISE,I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND EACH WORD AND PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME TO SAY OUR "I LOVE YOU'S"INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU KNOW I DO.THERES ALWAYS TOMMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVER SIGHT,AND SURE WE WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT,BUT JUST IN CASE IM WRONG AND TODAYS ALL I GET, I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND JUST TO TELL U I CHERISH OUR TIME WEVE SPENT.WE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT TOMMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY ONE.. I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME, BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU S

2001 Heros
Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan. Died October 19, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Cheyenne, Wyo.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in a crash of a UH-60 Black Hawk during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001 in Pakistan.

Friends
Friends (by me) A true friend is invaluablewhere ever you may meet it could be as babies or toddlers in grade school or high schoolin college or grad schoolon a team or at a jobin a club or in a band at a park or at the mallin real life or on line Some people you just know in passingothers are just acquaintancesbut a true friend is like the family you choosea real friend is a treasure to beholdthen there are friends who become loverssometimes you are looking for that loveother times it catches you off guardBut when it is real love you will just know Never take a true friend lightly even worse don't push them awaySome will fight to hold on to youothers will just walk awaysome may come backothers you could lose forever Never take a friend for granted no matter what...

The Dark Side Of Me!
I walk into the dark abyss, seeking the nature of my darkness. I come upon a gravestone that was unmarked, it looked as if it had been there forever, and a spirit becons me, taunting me, and asks,"What are you looking for?" I stand there with an icy glare upon my face and say,"answers to my hopeless existence. Why must I be this way?" and the spirit says."The only reason why you thint that your existence is hopeless is because you are not who you want to be with. You are this way because you are longing for a dark and romantic pleasure!" I stare at the spirit as if i was staring at myself, who has died from eternal loneliness and lack of the physical romantic nessissity of life, and a life of chaos and despair."Let me help you that way you won't end up like the way that i have. Go to your love and follow your heart, listen carefully to your hearts' voice, for your heart IS you, not only mentally, but physically too. Don't be like me and close your heart from those who love and care for

And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Welcome To The Moosedaddy Lounge
Well it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!! Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be). So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!! Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun...

It Is What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die.

A Reminder Of What The 4th Of July Means-
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove

There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said

Stug
Stug is the essence of happiness. The feeling of bliss we achieve at our best moments. It's the high of being on top, and the courage to stay there. Stug is the swagger of a leader. It is the determination for better - and the quest for happiness. It gives you a the reason to get out of bed with a smile, master the day, and make dreams turn to reality. Stug is the aura that radiates from the heart and makes us who we are. Live Stug!

Why?
I mean, why the circus? isn't there somewhere better to run away to, like possibly disneyland to ride all the rides free forever, to the mall where they can live in the ceiling and become a mall ninja and steal anything awesome, or even playboy mansion, where they get all of the free porn they want with no parental blocks. But no, they want to run away to the circus where they are peeped on by a bunch of drunken clowns who smell like beef jerky and cheese, where their job is to shovel elephant shit because their kids and they have no fucking talent other then entertaining a few pedophilic tightrope artists. why do you think they wear such tight tights? so their junk has no room to grow when they see all the little kids, sick high flying pricks, and when it's all over, you have a 40 year old man who's scarred beyond repair, who is freakishly scared of clowns, and they have no teeth from eating so much fucking popcorn. now think about it and let me know your insights. thanks for reading

Weekly Goal Update And Such
today was a bad emotional day so i went for a walk... in the last week i found out i definately have to have back surgery, my doctor wants me to get down to 160 before the surgery but will settle for 200... i've been waiting for a lost wages check since april... they told me april 9th i should get it in 5-7 weeks and i found out friday that it is now up to the insurance adjuster when to give me the check and if i havent recieved it by the end of my case which could be 3-5 yrs from now that my lawyer will address it then so i have lost my apartment that i was to move into on the 1st of sept.... my cell phone has been acting up giving me scramble screen and have to restart it to see whats on my phone adn then over the weekend it stopped letting me send forward text messages or pic or video texts so i took it in today and they told me that even though i pay for insurance every month they are claiming it was damaged by me doing something to it not covered under insurance so i have to pay 5

Olen's Poetry (comments Welcome)
why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this fixation to love and be loved.why hath i fallen for she, she who fits me like no other has or ever will.what have i done to deserve to find the one to give me a happiness no other can bring me, and yet cant wholly have.why hath i been forsaken to love she, she who is my heart, she who is my twinflame, my mate.what must i endure further to be graced with her love again, if i will ever be graced by her presence again.soon, the kiss of steel will beckon unto me, calling me to share in its embrace. soon, oh so very soo

Wheres The Hope
Famps, Boomies, runners, Blingers...I just dont get it. This place is supposed to be a social hangout, a place to make friends and such. Now it seems to be all about how many points and how much bling people can get. Why?, I ask. DOes selling your pics for bling and credits, getting a ton of points by internet stalkers, and rating up relaly make you feel popular or better about yourself? If so, that is relaly sad. Dont get me wrongt, I like getting points and leveling up too, but I do it with the intent on actually communicating with the people. Has the cyberworld now become so selfish like teh real world that even here, all that matters is how popular a person thinks they are? Kind of self absorbed if you think about it.

Waisted Time
CHANGES , ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . GOOD & BAD, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALL I'VE HAD. KEEPIN ME STRONG , KEEPIN ME LONG . MY HEART WITH YOU IS WHERE I BELONG. WANTING YOU, NEEDING YOU, BELEIVING IN YOU .

Ramblings
to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you! I LOVE MY NANNY AND I MISS HER SO MUCH SHE WAS MY WORLD ITS SO HARD TO TALK ABOUT HER IN THE PAST TENSE I STILL CATCH MYSELF TALKING ABOUT HER IN THE PRESENT EVERYDAY, THERE ISNT A DAY THAT HAS GONE BY THAT I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT HER. I SIT AND THINK TO MYSELF IS SHE REALLY GONE...NO SHE CANT BE BECAUSE I STILL FEEL LIKE SHES HERE, THAT WHEN EVER I WANT I CAN JUST STOP BY HER HOUSE AND SHE'LL BE THERE. HOW CAN SOMEONE THAT WAS SO FULL OF LIFE BE HERE ONE DAY AND THEN GONE THE NEXT. IM STILL HAVING

Tidbits
You know, only a handful of people will bother even noticing I posted a blog, and to those few people, thanks for noticing. It's not often that I throw one of these out. Now, I'm doing this for a few different reasons. First and foremost is simplicity. I don't feel like telling everyone the same thing over and over and over again because I'm in a bad mood, and it puts me in a worse mood having to explain things more than once, ESPECIALLY things that are pissing me off. Secondly, because only the people that even halfway give a shit are gonna read this shit anyways. As is it has become readily apparent, I'm in a shitty mood. Have been for the last few weeks. I've tried to talk to a few people about it, here and offline, but most of the time I just get pushed off to the side, like my problems are less important than the person I'm talking too, and it's pretty much pushed me to the point of open hostility with people I care about. This is not my end goal. Anyways, to the rant. I hate

Songs...from..."da Bricks"...
We've been in this city now for 2 years this August...my son and I...& we haven't lived together since we were separated...he was 17 at the time...living on the streets with his 16 yr old gf...for close ta 6 months...I didnt get to see him on his 18th birthday...we had no cell phones ..I had to take "temporay"

Carpe Diem
A wise man once said... Though there are many fish in the sea, we are all just looking for one. The problem is that you have to be willing to take it off the hook before you can take it home. Keeping that in mind. I've been here on and off for 3 1/2 years now. I've watched people fall in and out of lust and even love. I've even seen some people from here to the ends of their lives. Unfortunately, the one thing I haven't seen much of is people being honest, both with who they are

My Life Story
so yar my dad gets another job offer in Conroe,Tx. i was sad that i would never see my friends from school again. there is one i managed to find on facebook but he doesn't remember me :P so i went to a new school and finished up 1st grade. the house we lived on was like a really small ranch in another forested area. we had a pasture for horses but never had any. after 1st grade we had to move again because our house kept having problems and the landlord wouldn't help fix them. a few months later my dad took him to court and we ended up winning i think. i know i went to the court when it happened but i cannot recall at all what happened.

Love Horoscope
Love Zodiac Profile- Aries If you are Aries:You are very romantic. You do not hold back your feelings and are very expressive in love and romance. You are very charming and amiable. In any social gathering, the opposite sex is attracted towards you. The opposite sex likes you because of your good looks and sociable nature. Since you attract so much attention from the opposite sex, your steady partner may feel jealous and possessive about you. But you are faithful to your partner. You are a very spontaneous lover. Your partner loves your little ideas of love and romance. You are a dynamic lover and wear the pants in your relationships.Your kissing style:You are a fantastic kisser. Your kisses are unforgettable.To attract you, the opposite sex must be:passionate, very active, not very sensitive, effervescent, etc.You are more compatible with

Saddness
love is pain its true I know Ive been through love and its killing me slow and right now in my life I don't know which way to go becuase she tore my heart and stomped on it to she through a knife through my heart and beat it black and blue , she played me like a record going round and round why did I let her get to me I should have stood my ground but I kept playing the fool and now that I think about it I know that was not at all cool but now I'm here standing with tears falling from my eyes and I geuss this is way it feels when love dies.

Quotes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2ty3b4EBMg Good evening, London. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of

My Lot In Life, It's Not Alot But It's My Life
Kids off to bed and time for me to relax. Was a good weekend. My 5 year old loves swimming lessons, my daughter stayed at her grandparents house all weekend. The baby not feeling to good though. Weather been good and that helps. For me I got class tomorrow and wednesday. Also giving a lecture at work on Wednesday. Going to be tired that day. Many will find this boring and sorry for that. I have been a parent for 10 years and it does become a large part of who you are. Entirely to warm here. But it beats Evansville. Back at home, still hate funerals and they are not getting any easier. Anyways home and kids are happy. So am I

Ain't Life Grand?
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking.

From The Ashes
I am the man...for which no god waits Yet an entire world yearns, my courage, m strength, my sacrifice I have fought bloody battles on far away ground, and here upon the streets of home I have held onto dying and torn commrades in their last moments of life I have looked into the eyes of Death and felt the stinging coldof fear, yet moved forward I have gone places and did things no one else should ever have to, all in the name of rightiousness? I have been lied to and lied about...I have been scorned, slandered, and the brunt of many cruel jokes just because others that wear the same uniform I have, have been cowards I have seen the horror in the eyes of an abused child or a battered wife, and have been forced to choke back tears so none could see a weakness they might exploit...and yet have been branded a heartless bastard for it I live with death and chaos, and walk into shadows alone I am marked by blood, darkness, and powder burn scars and yet I will give my life if nee

Five Months To The Largest Tax Increase In History
In just five months, the largest tax increase in the history of America will take effect. They will hit families and small businesses in three great waves on January 1, 2011: First Wave: Expiration of 2001 and 2003 Tax Relief In 2001 and 2003, the GOP Congress enacted several tax cuts for investors, small business owners, and families. These will all expire on January 1, 2011. Personal income tax rates will rise. The top income rate will rise from 35% to 39.6% ( this is also the rate at which two-thirds of small business profits are taxed). The lowest rate will rise from 10% to 15%. All the rates in between will also rise. Itemized deductions and personal exemptions will again phase out, which has the same mathematical effect as higher tax rates. So much for only soaking the rich!

Politricks
In my opinion this country needs to change.A change frome the outside in cause inside out is turning us upside down.You cannot trim a redwood from the roots if you do it will wilt.The branches are the key and we are the branches.But like the great redwood we have to stand strong.The people make this country the country does NOT make the people.The constitution was built upon equality,and every day we have our rights revoked.We have the right to free speech but we cant say this.We have the right to malitia and to protect ourselves but we cant do that.When all is said and done we or our family will be controlled,and that is a direct effect of violations of the constitution that made this country great.It was created from true

Operation Insomnia
I do not have much time to explain but our constitutional right are being systematically stripped as we speak. Those of us is a representation for Those-Of-Us.com The site is dedicated to awareness about our society and the things that are going on to undermine the very papers that make our flag Holy to us. The

Smiling_bob_2u
I once was fortunate to live ONE block from the Atlantic Ocean, in Florida. I mean, I didn't have the best living conditions...the building was older and made of concrete blocks, with multimillion dollar houses and condos all around, but it was a COOL living environment. Every day was like vacation. I would love to get up at 5am...put on my sweats and running shoes...and hit the beach. Every morning, after you've lived at the beach for a while, you start to see the regulars...the people that are the runners, the dog walkers, even the yoga instructor. I was fortunate enough to be able to run far enough to be in a national park within a two mile run, so I would stop at the point along the beach, catch my breath, and watch the ocean. There always is something therapeutic about the ocean...no matter what ails you...if you stare long enough at the water and the horizon, eventually you will find some sort of cure. Anyhow, one October morning(the wind was starting to turn cold), I was staring

2002 Heros
Died December 20, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of New York, N.Y.; assigned to the 504th Infantry Regiment, 82nd Airborne Division, Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed Dec. 20, 2002, in Afghanistan. Died October 14, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Bridgeview, Ill.; assigned to the 551st Military Police Company, Fort Campbell, Ky.; died Oct. 14, 2002, in Djibuoti, Africa. Died June 12, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of Grafton, W.V.; assigned to the 16th Special Operations Wing, Hurlburt Field, Fla.; killed in an MC-130H Combat Talon crash on June 12, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Febuary 2003 Heros
Army Sgt. Michael C. Barry Died February 01, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 29, of Overland Park, Kan.; assigned to the 205th Medical Battalion, Missouri National Guard, Kansas City, Mo.; killed in a vehicle accident on Feb. 1, 2003, in Qatar. serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom Army Chief Warrant Officer 2 John D. Smith Died February 23, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 32, of Nevada; assigned to B Co, 5th Battalion, 158th Aviation, Aviano Air Base, Italy; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk crash on Feb. 23, 2003, in Kuwait. Spc. Brian M. Clemens Died February 06, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Kokomo, Ind.; assigned to C Company, 1st Battalion, 293rd Infantry Regiment, Indiana Army National Guard, Fort Wayne, Ind.; killed Feb. 6 when his Humvee overturned in Kuwait.

Yes Sir...
Black Man - A Poem for You The truth of the matter is There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Whether five-two or six-seven, Yellow fabulous or chocolate heaven There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Long and lean With deep brown eyes Wavy hair or dreds With strong thick thighs There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Bald head with goatee Cornrows or a fade A little thick, a little thin Oh the choices to be made There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Scholarly or not Wall Street or hip hop I'll sing your praises To the mountain top Head of the home Provider and love Obedient son and loving brother There's nothing more beautiful Than a black man A mighty provider you've proven to be Sacrificing your life to keep me free Working for crumbs When the table is bare Praising the Lord Leading the family in prayer There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Holding my hand When fear emerges Remaining faithful, suppressing your urges Provin

Don't Hate - I Thought This Prayer Was Cool!!
Our Father who art in Dallas. Football Be Thy Name. Thy 6th ring come, Thy will be done, on the road and in Cowboys Stadium. Give us this day our daily arrest, and forgive those who false start against us. Lead us not into overtime but deliver us to home field advantage. For Thine is The Kingdom, The Power, and a Cowboys Fan Forever. Amen

Words Of Wisdom
often times we may have times in our live where we cannot keep up with anything or anyone... so i devised a blog that can be checked out everyday that will have a qoute on it that might help you take the time to realize that if you rush through life without even taking a glimpse around you what will people think or say or maybe even feel about you. for me i try not to live life to the extreme seriousness that people sometimes do in fact i realize the more i take life a little less seriously thats when i can truly enjoy life. these are the reasons for my qoutes these sayings are my own hand writin qoutes these qoutes i live by ever second of the day and in closing i

Unconditional Love Despite The Imperfections
Tears can not stream down my faceMy mother, now in a better placeHer suffering, and her pain, are goneBut with me her memory will live onMy loss is great, my heart is brokenI remember every word that was spokenI hear it, like it was yesterdayI almost don't know what I should sayShe now watches over me from aboveSending me her unconditional loveEven despite my imperfectionsShe offered me her protectionFrom all the unjust things in lifeShe endured the pain and strifeDoing the best that she could doAlways telling me to think it thoughWhen I was quick to let my anger goMother, I will miss you soMy voice is cracking, with unshed tearsShe was there though my toughest yearsLoving me unconditionally, until the endNot just my mother, but my best FriendShe meant the entire world to meBecause she's the one who helped me seeThat love is unconditional, despite the imperfectionsAs I look at my mirrored reflectionI realize that she made me what I am todayMother, I love you, is all that I can say.

Relationships
Somebody wrote this but I don't know who. I can relate to it in SO many ways!if i ever push you away, i don’t really mean to. when i tell you i don’t want to talk about it i do, i am just looking for the right words. give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will. i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. at the moment, i am working on the ratio. when i get really quiet sometimes it is because i have too much to say i have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and i don’t know what to say first. i get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. i miss you real easily. but i also like it that we can be a

Marriage..
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Hot Or Not
So listen i just got told by some like guy that i was totally not hott. but then like his friend was like dude what the fuck look at her she is totally hott. Are you like blind or something. So i'm really hurt right now. Am i hott or am i not. rate me 1 to 11 please and thanks. i could really use the confadance boost.

Random Facts And Stories
Tampons start to bleed… IN THE BOX! Reanimated corpse of Mr. Hooper descends on Sesame Street to exact murderous vengeance on Snuffleupagus Viacom reincorporates as a non-profit North Dakota ravaged by civil war with South Dakota Los Angeles swept away by 1000-foot Cheez Wiz tsunami Gallup Poll reveals Americans totally apathetic about sex JFK Jr. and Princess Di rise from the dead to sire a new race of entitled do-nothings Jerry Falwell comes out of the closet Canada develops its own culture Swarms of flying goats terrorize playgrounds Tall glasses of cool, wholesome milk spontaneously transform into frothing cups of demon vomit Whiteheads become chic Chimpanzees begin to accessorize Switzerland falls into the sea The Anti-Christ appears – accompanied by the Uncle-Christ Flipping someone the bird can KILL THEM New fast food craze: McLocust Burgers Cease fire declared in war between cats and dogs P. Diddy is appointed U

Show Some Love For Fubar
Fubar rocks out.. there are so many lounges and too many cool ass people that are funny... Love the site and once I started it I can not walk away. Met some awesome fucking people that are great.

My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused

Random
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake

My Baby
The day i ment my baby i knew there was something special about him i just couldnt figure out exactly what. The more we talked the more my feelings grew for him.It didnt take long for me to know he was the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When i finally got the chance to show him just how much i really do love him and how much i wanna be with him till the day i die. Tje day i told him that he could move in with me i was prayong he would say yes so i knew i would have my baby for the rest of my life.He said to give him some time to figure out what he ahd to do and i got the message that my baby was gonna move in with me and my heart skipped beats when i found that out. I had to wait for the day of him coming up to be with me and it seemed like it was never gonna happen. When he texted me saying that he was coming up that day i was so excited i didnt know what to do with myself. I waited and waited for him to be here so i could finally kiss him and hug him. Then i went ou

Time To Be
Some of you will no doubt recognize new Corum Golden Bridge Lady Diamond Watch as a derivative of an existing style they have, to others this unique watch will be all new. Years ago Corum was able to develop a mechanical movement that was shaped like a bar (more or less linear as opposed to square or circular). They placed it in a horizontal fashion in watches. It was incredible to look at as they cased in a traditionally sized squarish case with the movement placed in the middle being showcased through the sapphire crystals.

Tangled Up In Me
You wanted to know more,More about me?Then watch the world spin around,To get a clue about what you see.Hey, you wanted to understand,Why I push you around,Why I push you away?Take a closer lookAt what’s right in front of you today.What makes you thinkWhat you see is what you get?You think you know meBut in reality you haven’t realized it yet.Everyday you search for her,The damsel in distress,The perfect girl you’ll one day meet;But what you don’t seem to recognize,Is I’m the girl sweeping you off your feet.You wanted to know more,More about how I dream?Well, I’ll have to admit thenThat’s not as complicated as it seems.All I ever wanted was that sunset escapade,Fireworks and shooting stars,In a secret moonlit rendezvous

Wannabe's Or Real
Which are you..a wannabe or Real friend For most of the people on my friends list i would assume are wannabe friends that only stick around on the off chance that a cherry bomb is activated...For the remaining friends i have that actually talk to me and or rate me i appreciate it... IF YOU ARE A WANNABE FRIEND AND ONLY SAY SOMETHING WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE GAINED THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST.....I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HELPING THOSE THAT WILL NOT HELP ME BACK......I HAVE CHERRY BOMBED AND BLING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND BARELY RECEIVED ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN....

Random Thoughts
Ya know, for the sake of your children, you should be nice. At least care enough to put your child first and be civil with your ex. It's not that hard. It doesn't take a lot of energy to do such a thing. I do it EVERYDAY of my life. As much as I HATE my ex, I care enough about my child to put him FIRST and be civil. It wasn't always easy at first, but we made it work. So to you, you know who you are, quit being a selfish ass cunt and for the KIDS, who are starting to become the VICTIMS, put your anger aside and be an adult here.

About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49 {---Basics---} Name: Andy Nickname(s): -- Age: 21 Birthday: Jan. 01, 1989 Birthplace: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania Current Location: Southfield, Michigan Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6" Weight: Lefty or Righty: Right Zodiac Sign: Capricorn What Do You Drive: A Car Screenname: Ask for It {---Favorites---} Color: Red, Black, green, Number: Band: what ever sounds good at the time I'm listening to it Music Genre: All TV Show: Family Guy, The Simpsons, TNA, UFC, WWE Movie: Action, and comdie Actor: Actress: Kind of Movie:

Why?
What have we done to the people in ours lives? have we fucked them up so much that it is easier to go through life with walls,fences,and barricades up? is this what we have come to ? a world that people are so afraid to love and be loved? to be in love. to be able to lean on one another in times of sadness? why is it so hard to cry or be held by someone? remember when we where children,?

Life
Just tell me why I have to fight and die Is it just another lie Is this my last good-bye? How dare they call me free Claim it’s for liberty It’s just another killing spree In the name of my Country Our Government lied My brothers died To many mothers cried In the name of false pride Take a look at life now Sit back and wonder how How are my brothers dead Who’s next to have their blood shed The seas are turning red This shit’s fuckin with my head They give me this gun I’m not the right one I’m still too young I just wanna run Run to the hills Live life for the thrills I’m not the type that kills Don’t waste my time Time’s a priceless thing What’s the next moment gonna bring Is it life or death Have I taken my last breath Should I want the answer Will it kill me like cancer Is it time to meet my maker Be slapped in a box by an undertaker Death comes to all But who makes that call Who’s n

Just Some Thoughts...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Photography
I like big butts and I cannot lie. In case you haven’t learned this about me already, I’m a bit of what some may call a “chubby chaser”. I’m proud of it. I think my taste leans towards some pretty hot women. Yet nearly every woman I’ve ever met, especially those who have modeled for me are always conscious about the way they look; specifically in the weight department. No. Conscious is not the right word. Self-conscious, overly concerned, neurotic; those are more accurate.Now before I start my praise of the Big Beautiful Woman (affectionately to be referred to as BBW for the duration) I would like to play “devil’s advocate” for those of you nay-sayers who just don’t subscribe to my logic. It would seem logical for boney people, such as me, to simply argue that if a woman does not like her weight she should simply go on diet, work out more, or take “better care of herself”. I once these point of views and let me jus

Wake Me...
Wake me when the night fallsAnd quiets the cares of day.Wake me when the night fallsAnd instead of leaving stay.Wake me while the sun sleepsAnd all the world is still.Wake me while the sun sleepsTo a silence only whispers fill.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd share this time with me.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd we'll just sit and be.Wake me while the moon and starsGive us their gentler light.Wake me while the moon and starsBless us again with night.Sing me to sleepWhen the dawn comes near.Sing me to sleepWhere the sun does appear.Cradle me in your armsAs others open their eyes.Cradle me in your armsAnd sing me lullabies.Lay my head on the pillowAnd meet me in my dreams.Lay my head on the pillowWhere not all is torn at the seams.Sleep with me through the day;Ignore its insistent calls.Sleep with me through the day,But wake me when the night falls.

Just Anything
Inspiration There is alway's somethin or someone that inpire's you to do whatever it is you do. So, with that being said. Who or what inpire's you to dance,sing,write,talk,draw or whatever? Is there a person in your life that is so incribile to you. Does that person tell you that you can do or be anything you want to be? Does that person tell you how good your are at great at something and that you should presue it? Does that person just let's you be you and not try to change you into what they want you to be? Does that person just listen to you, give you advice on somethin that you ask them for advice on, does that person give you a shoulder to cry on whenever you need it? Or does somethin else tatally different inspire you like a movie,a song,a drawin, a poem or somethin? It doesn't have to be a person who inspire's you. It can be anything or anyone. It can be a blog that you read online or what have you. I think that you can find inspiration in everything and ev

The Girl Who Was Never Good Enough For You
She's all tortured up insideAll because of what you didThe intense hurt you inflictedNone of your love she'll now needShe still daydreams of your pastNo matter how much it was scarredThe ugly truth strikes her once moreYet again breaking her fragile heartMonotone fills her melancholy daysSpine-tingling thoughts run through herA sad memory suddenly strikesThe almost lifeless broken girlBlue flashbacks, then tearsThis painful procedure repeatsNever a day without a swollen eyeOr dreadful incessant heartbeatsThe air of dejectedness she carriesAn eternity of heartrending reminiscenceThe essence of wretchednessAnd the element of despondenceShe knows the dread of remembranceShe's silently living with the markAnd when her thoughts overflowShe faces her fears alone in the darkHer life revolves around a lachrymose tuneOne that is eternal; that is endlessHer smile leaks a sign of miseryNothing but pensive sadnessHer reflection no one can understand

Sacrifice For Affection
Crumpled on the bathroom floor,Her body hugs the bowl,Agony in her appearance,Angry that she lost control.Her fingers pinch her stomach,Measuring imperfection,Determined to change herself,Unable to handle her reflection.Believing that she was huge.(Unable to see she's not)Conviced she wasn't good enough,From comments she never forgot.Memories became her torture,Holding her to the commode,Pushing her past the line,Callous to the tears that flowed.Everyday in the bathroom,Willing to pay the price,So desperate to be thin,She became the sacrifice.Slave to the perfect image,She measured her worth by size...Persuaded she was fatAnd disgusting in his eyes.Certain he thought her grossOblivious that she was wrong.She died desiring his love.....Unaware she'd had it all along.

Stay With Me
Now I lay me down to sleep,Tears crest and fall down my cheek.But as hard as i try, I cannot rest,Nor calm the aching in my chest.Broken hearted, I muffle cries,Insistent burning behind my eyes.Fighting hard to remain strong,The night has never seemed so long.My mind is numb; my body too,I'm so scared that I might lose you.Shaking badly-here I lie,Confused and dazed-can't help but cry.Praying I'll soon understand,My blanket clenched in my hand.I groan out loud, "what can I do??"I'd do anything not to lose you.[[ please stay with me. please ]]

Poem 1
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending. "What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my

Love
I dream about you constantlySo restless because my mind focuses more on you than on meEven the most dissonant memoriesCreate the largest smiles and vivid emotions in meI sound foolish to think this is soTo feel this misery when you aren't hereTo this feel pain that has developed in my heartThis longing for youand to have you nearI miss that spot in the bed where you used to beYour eyes staring at me as I sleepI remember the feeling of your tender fingerscaressing me through the nightThe gentleness of your lipsthe color of your skin in the moonlightI am foolish for gripping these sheets too tightlyYearning for you to hold meto see your eyes shine brightlyCome home and unlock my treasure chestTo which only you hold the keyI miss you, mi amorYou always were and still are my everything

Random Jess Musings
This should be interesting... ***{Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"}*** ***{Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"}*** ***Basic Info*** o1. Your Name: o2. Age: o3. Fave Color: o4. Whats your sign? o5. Phone Number (you dont have to do this one): o6. Location(you dont have to do this one): o7. Height: o8. Hair (color and style): o9. Piercings/tattoos: ***Here Comes The Fun*** o1. Are we friends? o2. Would you kiss me? o3. With tongue? o4. Would you enjoy it? o5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? o6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? o7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? o8. Would you walk on the beach with me? o9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 10. Do you/have you talked about me? 11. Do you think I'm a good person? 12. Would u take a nap with me? 13. Do you think I'm cute? 14. If you could change anything about me -would you? 15. Would you dance with me? 16. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 1

What's Important
All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are not lost; The old that is strong does not whither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. can you name the source of this, if so please consider adding me as a friend.

Sparkman
I'm a welder and I live in the country outside Austin, Tx. I am a vet. and I have worked oversea's in Dubai, U.A.E. recently as a welding consultant. I'm a single dad and my son is thirteen yrs. old. I love dancing and singing karoake. I love spending time at my campfire site under a big oak tree Playin rock and country music from my truck stereo. I live on ten ackers of land with a creek in the back. Love watching the deer and other critters play. There's nothing like drinkin a cold beer and kickin back in the country!

Poetry..
I'm cocky yet shy yet confindent the best guy in a sense Was in a car acident at 6, and been on fire evry since ask why i b so hot...few mins you'll think da same few days jus for you lames and it varies wit all you dames a lova neva a fighter, but fight for those who's light dividin all da fake from real wit jus my mind i'm devine in all i do keep God above it all seeded up wit 2 kids whom i love and would kill all....for five, six again da best at dis shit analyzin everything and everyone trust i kno wat is and wat isn't All those whom i entertain...be weary because i kno your intentions your methods and devious - ness.. only go how far i allow them to go so watch ya self thinkin Tee is so oblivious jus cuz i try to think dis life is precious dat God has givin us I'm livin jus for da city, committee, the whole world in fact i hate dis individualness we all should move in packs but dats jus my opinion i dont expect you to agree But thats why your not and im hot infinity degrees Lets g

The Squirrel That Played Pool
Let me introduce to you Jon. Jon is a grey squirrel from the city. He was born somewhere near that big oak you see every day, during your 5-minute walk through the park, as part of your eco-friendly commute to work. His parents provided for him, giving what what he needed, but rarely the unnecessary things that he wanted. So, they never did buy him that cue stick or "Billards: Advanced Technique" book that he always wanted. They would tell him that his hands were too small to play pool. They would tell him that he would never be able to play pool as well as his neighbours - the Cats. Okay, so they didn't actually TELL him that - no decent parent is that heartless - but Ricky Cat was always teasing Jon about his small hands, and Mr. and Mrs. Squirrel didn't want Jon suffering from a lack of self esteem. However, the Squirrels instead taught little Jon how to sew. They taught him how to plant growing things. One year, they even taught their beloved son how to make baskets! All of his fr

Wwe Night Of Champions
hey every single woman on fubar if your looking for a good lounge to come to for a good chat and good music and a awesome time come and check this lounge out this is called the fubars singles lounge for singles only come on in and chweck us out

Binx
this is a relly cool game its like sims but withought all the restaints http://secondlife.com/ there is all kinda of place you can go and thing you can do ...and its free to boot..just something fun to check out if you like sims or Vr worlds..

50 Questions
1. What is your best friends name? dont have a best friend anymore passed away 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? dark blue 3. What are you listening to right now? eminem mosh 4. Whats your favorite number? 31 5. What was the last thing you ate? chocolate honey bun 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? blue 7. How is the weather right now? chilly 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? a telemarketer 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes 10. Do you have a significant other? yes 11. Favorite TV show? royal pains/gene simmons family jewels 12. Siblings? 2 brothers 13. Height? 6'7'' 14. Hair color? black 15. Eye Color? hazel green 16. Do you wear contacts? no 17. Favorite Holiday? Halloween 18. Month? october 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? no 20. What was the last movie you watched? paul blart mall cop 21.

Life Sucks
When will men learn?One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?'She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!

Just A Thought
Whatever you give a women, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give you a baby. Give her a house, she will give you a home. Give her groceries, she will give you a meal. Give her your a smile, and she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges everything she is givin.

Thoughts
We women are born detectives. In our eyes, all men are suspect and their adventures will end up being discovered – it's just a matter of time. Even if we are not in love with you, hearing "I love you” is a balm to our souls. And if you don't say it, we will notice and become sad. The same thing happens with "you are beautiful”. It takes less than two seconds to say these three magical words, which can change our nightmares into real fairy tales. If we ask what clothes we should wear, don't be annoyed if we put on exactly the opposite of what you chose – that's part of our nature. At a party we are capable of scanning the whole room in less than a minute to find out what interests us. Just watch. We think of sex with the same compulsion as men - or maybe even more so. The only difference is that we don't show it. If we don't accept immediately an invitation to dinner or a first date, don't worry – we just need a few days to lose the extra kil

I Suck At Life And Im A Horrible Person.
i dont have many. lots of aquaintences. not many friends. especially ones like my pal last night. i went to see iggy and stooges with my pal and his old lady. they drove. i forgot my wallet. they drove all the way back home. then back to the city. after the show we went to this bar/eatery which was expensive (for this guy who is broke and sucks at life and such) and my pal paid the tab. period. entree. like 4 fucking appetizers. drinks. 'no man, its your belated birthday.' jesus christ. and i got another pal who also has been extremely nice to me lately as well. not too mention my 4

Fake Members
Anyone else tired of seeing these fake profiles having people rate you that have a bare profile i mean its nice 2 get ratings from people but it is also nice 2 talk 2 real people just being them selfs not people pretending some wholesome person they aint. Be what u are or were at birth like me as im not gonna respond 2 something fake. Also when ur pictures look like they came out a modeling studio and u cant even rub 2 nickles 2gether not 2 mention when ur way 2 ugly to look like that yourself jump off a bridge save us the grief with your insecure self. You know who u are cmon u cant be that terriable looking hahaha. I gotz my haterade

Business Would Like You To Accept That And Act Like Good Little Consumers
Iraq is a victory but a Pyrrhic one; a few more victories like this, and America will be defeated. Though Obama has done a good a job as fortune and the times have allowed him to do, this is isn't Obama's victory. Iraq certainly is not Bush's victory either.If Iraq is anyone's victory, it's the victory of experienced, competent, non-ideological military and civilian leadership over arrogant, theoretical, ideological, brute-force and massive ignorance political leadership. Our military and civilian agencies of government snatched victory from the mouth of defeat in a war that the politicians started and nearly lost. It's Petraeus' victory, it's Gates' victory, it's the soldiers' victory; Iraq is the victory of the reality-based community over the faith-based community.And if anyone was defeated in America, it was the neocons, who discovered that reality is not constructed from one's dreams or theories; rather, reality is reality; reality exists whether one likes it or not; and ignoring

Safety Info For All Drivers Out There
information recieved from a friend this sounds a bit dramatic but just incase its true you were informed while driving on a rural end of the roadway on thursday morning i saw an infant car seat on the side of the road with a blanket draped over it for whatever reason i did not stop even though i had all kinds of thoughts running through my head but when i got to my destination i called the police and tey were going to check it out but this is what the police advised even before they went out there to check there are several things to be aware of gangs and thieves are now plotting different ways to get a person (mostly women) to stop their vehicle and get out of the car there is a gang initiation reported by the local police department where gangs are placing a car seat by the road with a fake baby in it waiting for a woman of course to stop and check out the abandoned baby note that the location of this car seat is usually beside a wooded or grassy (field) area and the person

Running Scared
The radical left (otherwise known as progressives/socialists/marxists/communists) won a big victory in 2006 when they took control of Congress. They won total victory in 2008 but now their agenda is exposed and they look like they are heading for defeat in 2010 and then total defeat in 2012. Is right the right way? No! The Republicans are just as guilty about the mess our country is in and set up the leftist rise in America

Bury Me Deep In Your Heart
Bury me deep inside your heartWithin the abyss of your loveSo when this world falls apartI'm who you'll be thinking of.For when the outer walls crumble,From the times she left you thereAnd your mind feels in a jumbleYou'll see it's me who cares.For with each rock falling downLike a chisel, it'll find a way throughAnd when you reach oncoming groundI'll be there to keep carrying youI want to be all that remainsThe core of your soul, every part.But in order to bear the painYou must bury me deep in your heart.

Life
well how do you help your 16 year old daughter get threw the fact that her dad moved out of state? im so worried about how this is going to effect her but i think im the only one whos cares. how do i stop myself from letting him back in our life just cause he has noone else? why cant i just tell him no. i do not have the feelings for him as i did in the beginning and i was glad when he left. but what do i do when this dont work out with him and this other girl? do i let him come back till he gets on his feet or do i tell him hes all on his own. i get told hes just using me when he needs to and i think i know that but he has no one else and our daughter would be mad at me if i let him on the streets.she has not seen him that much but god does she love him.

Whatever
It amazes me when people see that you are new that they try to make you out as a fool or a Retard, when it's them that post the stupid shit to make fun of others..Seems to me that if you do that then you are too immature for an adult website... I geuss that certain people don't know any better and their parents didn't teach them anything about respect, whether or not the other person is wrong or right.... I don't think I could try to do something like that, i don't know how yet..but believe me, i have more respect for people i don't know, because for one thing. YOU DON"T KNOW THEM LIKE THAT. I don't care too much for stupid people, I can handle ignorant people because they can learn from others..But STUPID PEOPLE,

What U May Not Know
Kellogg's Cornflakes, the bland breakfast flakes that go almost instantly limp in milk were originally invented to bore you into such a deep coma that you would fall face down in the milk drenched flakes, drown, and thereby be spared the temptation and sin known as

Code Of Conduct
1. All 2nd Alarm hottie Prospect must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself ,being full body. 2.All hotties must be female (no exceptions) 3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box and Fu_mail must be open to all officers for communications .(Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends) 5.2nd Alarm Hotties must be added

Lies
It's funny how the things you thought you would never do, are options you are considering now?! With everything tat is/has gone on, I look back and think to myself "I knew better, what was I thinking?!" There's really nobody to blame but my ownself. So with that being said, pick up the pieces and do what I need to ensure everything is taken care of and move on. What ever it takes....lol! I would like to thank the ones who have been by my side throughout all this mess and help me look on the brighter side of things. It honestly has helped. Even though everything is screwed up right now, there is a big part of me that is relieved! So thanks to my friends for all their moral support and dealing with my crazy ass...lol! You know who you are!!!

Go Fuck Yaself Katie
Well I knew this would happen, so that's why I'm rappin. Yea you standin me up, but Bitch you lettin me down. Tellin your lies to me, you da hoe of dis town. Best be lookin round, Cause ain't no one lovin you now.

My Path
My desires have overcome me, My will now belongs to her. She is all things bautiful in the world, Of this my mind is sure. Though she says shes no Goddess, I can see nothing else. She is my light from the sun, I hold this true to myself. Anything I have I would give her,

Never Forget!
Every generation has its defining moments. A moment in time that everyone within that generation will remember for the rest of their lives. Many people can tell you where they were for these defining moments of their generation. The exact thing they were doing when news came down to them of the events unfolding. For my generation, it is, without a doubt, that

Hottie's Blog
Thank you for sharing a bit of your life ..for the friendship you've shown i may haven't done enough to make you fell that i value you ..but there's only few word i want to say .."THANK YOU" what ever its is..

Idk Anymore
We used to lie awake at night;and talk till early light,and I would hear you call my name.I saw the world through lover's eyes,and didn't stop to realize;that you would never love me again.But to you, it was only a game. I search to find reality,and though you're just a memory;In dreams I see you here by my side.It seems like only yesterday;we played the games that lover's play,I thought we had no secrets to hide.And we laughed, and we loved and we cried. I gave you my heart; I gave you my soul.I gave you my love and you took it all.You were my life; you were my world.I gave you my heart but you took it all. Yes you took it all. I figured i owe all my friends this. So here it goes. I am here to make friends and thats it. I don't want to hear your lies about falling for me or that you want to see me naked! I could care less about seeing your weiner nor do i have to show you any of my body parts. I'm not embarrassed by my body but respect myself more than to exploit myself just to

My Vampire Story
“Its me calm down,” I chuckle. “You scared the shit out of me,” she whimpers. I kiss her so she can’t complain anymore. I run my hands all over her body. We wash each other, get out and dry each other off. I look at my phone and there was a missed call from Desdemona, I knew she set everything up for me. Before Cherrie could put her clothes on I put a robe around her, blind fold her and lead her to the backyard. I was amazed at what she did. In the corner of the back yard there used to be an ugly over grown canopy type area. Now there was a black canopy with a big fluffy red blankets on a bed. There were red and black lights everywhere. Last but not least there were two goblets filled with the blood Desdemona had put away. I stand Cherrie in front of the canopy and pull off the blindfold. She was speechless. I pulled her onto the bed and handed her the goblet. She drank it slow not knowing what it was.

You And Him
You stay up for 16 hours.....He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up......He goes weeks without running water. You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.......He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.......He knows he may never see any of his ever again. You complain about how hot it is......He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong......He doesn't get to eat today. Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.......He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You roll your eyes when your baby cries......He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet

Love Poems? Eh Maybe Lmao
You my beautiful,Are now tears formed in my eyes,To see so much pain,Should make any man cry. If my arms could hold,And slowly set you at ease.Help cast away this darkness,All this misery you see. To bring your heart back out,Of all the dark its in.And let that smile shine,Shine so beautifully again. My dreams and wishes for you,Are from nothing but my heart.When I see that smile come from you,Then once again a love will start. Before I compare her beauty to a roseAfter today I can compare her nomore.Nothing in this world can ever compare,If only I had known this before. Today its as if I saw her in a whole new light,As if God handed her to me from the heavens above.A smile so beyond perfect with her soft eyes to match,I could only wonder,would I be worthy of her love.

Fun Stuff
THIS WAS LONG BUT FREAKING FUNNY...ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased hislovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmyinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for alittle something extra for my wife, Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer weresupposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed thebutton and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get theblue arc of electricity darting back and forth between

All That I Am
You see the pain that lies in her eyes,But, alas, her eyes are dry,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the anger that burns from her gaze,The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the fear that closes her eyes,The smile she wears is but a disguise,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the hope that is finally dead,She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the love that lies within,But she shall never love again,She won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see death's hand that has glazed my eyes,No one saw me die inside,They won't cry.No, they won't cry. I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've al

Dissapointment
No me preocupo por ti de esa manera, pero podemos ser amigos, pero nunca mas Te amo que eran como el ultimo tipo que estaba con unica diferencia es que se im blanco hecho lo siento no puedo jugar a estos juegos como tampoco quiero un hombre de verdad para hacerme sentir feliz y me dicen soy bonita y cuando lloro limpiarme las lagrimas en vez de hacerme llorar mas quiero sentirme vivo quiero un hombre de verdad en mi vida siento que esto no puede ser Trate de hacerle el trabajo que hice todo lo que podia hacer tengo un hijo que preocuparse por ahora no puedo jugar a estos juegos yo quiero un hombre real, no un muchacho arrepentido por todo Im so confused and dont know wut to do I love him with all my heart but he fills my heart with lies I just wish that it could be real and not pretend thats all I want is for this to be real "hurt" "anger" "love" is wuts in my leg carved it there so i'll never forget the hurt anger and love I feel I thought I found something finally to make

Healthcare
Dear Mr. President: During my shift in the Emergency Room last night, I had the pleasure of evaluating a patient whose smile revealed an expensive shiny gold tooth, whose body was adorned with a wide assortment of elaborate and costly tattoos, who wore a very expensive brand of tennis shoes and who chatted on a new cellular telephone equipped with a popular R&B ringtone. While glancing over her patient chart, I happened to notice that her payer status was listed as "Medicaid"! During my examination of her, the patient informed me that she smokes more than one pack of cigarettes every day, eats only at fast-food take-outs, and somehow still has money to buy pretzels and beer. And, you and our Congress expect me to pay for this woman's health care? I contend that our nation's "health care crisis" is not the result of a shortage of quality hospitals, doctors or nurses. Rather, it is the result of a "crisis of culture" a culture in which it is perfectly acceptable to spend money on luxuri

My Friends
Just a small note 2 thank the ppl who stuck beside me (even though your all nutters n weirdos) lmao jj uve been 4 me when ive needed you, made me laugh when ive been down,been there 4 me when ive cried, through the tough times as ppl who know me will know why i dont like october but have helped me though it, have added me to ya familys without me havin 2 bribe ya or pay ya (Are you off ya head?)lol,who have rated my pics (or perved)lol,what can i say ya the best (ok dont get a big head)even though ya will llf,anyhow enough of me gettin soppy im gettin a feeling of sheer horror lol as i dont do soppy urgh..............again thank you xx

Wonder Why
i wonder why the ones u love the most are the hardest to love. wonder why the ones that mean the most are always so far away. wonder why ppl who say they are honest are the ones whos lies hurt the most. wonder why my heart feels so heavy. wonder why i lay here thinkin of her but cant touch her. i wonder why i have so much love and no one to share it with!

Time
Take the subway to the future,ride beneath the winds of time.A suitcase full of wishes,three dollars and a dime.The hours are lost in dreaming,of a place so hard to find,that I hide the darkest secretsin the tunnels of my mind.I search for station signs,but time passes by too soon.Each spark and then bright flashis a flicker of the moon.Let me soar free to the surface,let me know what lies within.Free me now from my own secrets,see the world that I live in.Time and wind move slowlywhen you have no place to go.Past and future blendwhen the present travels slow.I've caught this very moment,but it fades away, gray-blue.And I'm lost in fond remembranceof a time I never knew.

Yours
Your voice makes me trembleYour hand on my waist stirs my heartYour eyes staring into mine light a fire in my sexYour kiss unites our body and soulYour tongue invades my mouth; I suck as if it were your sexYour hand cups my breast, I cannot resistYour fingers pinch my nipple causing pain and pleasureYour command to undress is immediately followedYour smile widens as my nakedness becomes yours.Your grin brightens as my breath becomes rapid and deepYours, yes I am yours.

Mobster Building Tips
Mobster Building Tips:1) When you get up to 5 mil or more cf going. Buy territory 10 at a time.2) full fortified m16s are great for def and good for atk for mobsters under level 100Level 50 + weapons: ( have one of each for every member in your usable mob)Attack Weapons-Gun- Fortified M-16s + Remote Controlled Sniper RiflesArmor- body armorVehicles- tactical vehicles + tanks + apachesDefense Weapons-Gun- fortified m16s + gatling gunsArmor- full body armor + sheltersVehicles- tactical vehicles + tanksLevel 100+ Weapons:Attack Weapons-Guns- M2 Browning Machine Guns + Fortified M-16sArmors- body armor + bomb suitsVehicles- subs + apaches + leopard tanks + nuc subsDefense Weapons -

My Thoughts
Time is wickedwhen you want something it slows down when you want it to stand still it speeds upwhen you are young and on the run it is slowwhen you bet older it seems to fly by with no thought of what you are doingwhen you miss some one time seems to stand still with your broken heart when you want to stay in your loves arms time seems to rush faster then ever this is why time is wicked you never have enough or you have to much time love is waken up think of that special some one love is waken up next to that special some one when there make up is messed up there hair is all over the place and thanking god you have this preson love is when that special some one is crying wrapping them in your arms and holding them tight telling them it will be better and you are therelove is caren for some one wanting to be with them no matter what happenslove is getting on your knees thanking god for the one you care for and cant live with out themlove is fire works expolden when you see your special

History On Dr Pepper
One of the oldest major brands of soft drinks in the country is Dr Pepper. It was created by Charles Alderton of Waco, Texas in 1885, in response to customers’ requests for a new syrup flavor. They were getting tired of the limited flavors that were offered, so Alderton mixed up a variety of fruit flavors to serve at the soda fountain at the Morrison’s Old Corner Drug Store where he was employed as a pharmacist. He developed a flavor he liked, and it turned out, the customers liked it too. It became so popular in town that other pharmacy owners bought the syrup from Morrison and he soon found that he could no longer keep up with the demand for the new soft drink flavor. Morrison approached Robert S. Lazenby, the proprietor of the Circle “A” Ginger Ale Company, also in Waco, to see if he would agree to produce the syrup in his bottling plant. Lazenby had also taken a liking to the new flavor, and agreed to produce it. Although Alderton had created the drink, he

These Is My Words
As i walk threw this life, alone, naked on the inside, i take a deep breath, look around and remember why im here. We come into this world not knowing where we are going or where we came from, but while we are here, if we are brave, god gives us the power to do as we want, in his name. So have shame, but also embrace hope, and that everyday is a day to better yourself, Eve ate the apple which to some changed Utopia, but in some aspects, without the diversity of this action there would be no induviduality, respect, or trust.... embrace our differences, thats what changes the world for the better!!!! by Amy Houston

Piss On Colbert
Recently we all heard Mr. Preident state that we are paying no more taxes then before he became President. Okay, I know that I must be a racist if I question anything this President says or does. So, I will lay it out as he put it, not me. #1 Tabacco tax. Is this or is it not more tax than we were paying before he took office? Yes, so he lied. #2. Tanning bed tax. I know that this is suppose to be a tax on White women only, however I do go to a tanning bed on occassion. So, this is another tax that he has implimented. Lie again. I am just tires of hearing I did not raisae your taxes 1 cetn, that is a lie. Not mis speaking. Speaking of Lies. Guantanamo will be closed within 1 year of him being elected. Guess what? It is not closed. Lie again. Do you remember this President saying during his campaign, the health care debate will be held on C-SPAN so the American people can see it all on the t.v. Well, It was done behind closed doors with nothing but poloitical bribery. Another Lie.

First Day
200. My name is: Nadia Marie 199. I was born on: October 2, 1986198. I am a: Female197. My hair color is: Dark/light brown, sometimes with highlights... 196. My eye color is: Light brown, but change colors to, hazel, yellow, green, violet, dark brown, violen brown...195. My shoe size is: 7.5194. My ring size is: 6 193. My pant size is: 9192. My height is: 5' 6"191. I am allergic to: everything...pennicillin, amoxicillin, everything that

You Need To Be Aware
Lohan, 24, is all over the news because she's a celebrity drug addict. While Justin Allen 23, Brett Linley 29, Matthew Weikert 29, Justus Bartett 27, Dave Santos 21, Chase Stanley 21,Jesse Reed 26, Matthew Johnson 21, Zachary Fisher 24, Brandon King 23, Christopher Goeke 23, and Sheldon Tate 27 are all Marines that gave their lives this week, no media mention.Honor THEM by reposting!!!

Whiners
Is it me or is it we have whiners everywhere still lol. It dosnr matter where you are, regular Fu or in mafia this is all just a game and a place to have fun. If you dont get what you want, not enough like's, to many dislike's, not enough page rates comments picture rate's or bling, then get a job and buy it yourself and get yourself out there and get known and be friendly. If you get beat up in mafia, learn the game, play the game, join a turf or stay turfless. You cant beat everyone and no one is unbeatable, yes people bling, it's part of the game, it's where you have the opition to so if you want, if you dont want to do whine, it's still an option for other's not just for yourself other's just choose to take that option. All in all, and at the end of the day wether you spend all day, part of the day, everyday, or every other day here, it's still just a game and it's to have fun. I wish you the best and a greta fu time ;)

Quotes From Songs I Like
Mariah:I shouldn't have walked awayI would've stayed if you saidWe could've made everything OKBut we justThrew the blame back and forthWe treated love like a sportThe final blow hit so lowI'm still on the groundI couldn't have prepared myself for this fallShattered in pieces curled on the floorSuper natural love conquers all'Member we used to touch the skyAndLightning don't strikeThe same place twiceWhen you and I said goodbyeI felt the angels cryTrue love's a giftWe let it driftIn a stormEvery nightI feel the angels cryC'mon babe can't our love be revivedBring it back and we gon' make it rightI'm on the edge just tryin' to surviveAs the angels cryNe-Yo:I thought we'd be forever and alwaysYou were serenityYou took away the bad daysDidn't always treat you rightBut it was OKI do somethin' stupidAnd you still stay with meBut you can only go for so longDoing the one you claim to love wrongBefore too much is enoughYou look upFind your love goneAndWe were so good togetherHow come we could no

Nothingness!
HE IS ALWAYS IN MY MIND, WONDERING WHAT HE IS DOING, WONDERING IS HE OK, HE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I ALWAYS IN HIS MIND, AM I IN HIS HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, WILL I MEET HIM ONEDAY, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE UP CLOSE, WILL I HOLD HIM ONEDAY, WILL HE TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, WILL WE LAUGH AND PLAY TOGETHER, NEVER WANTING IT TO END, HOLDING HANDS IN THE PARK, LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES, EYES MEETING AS IF IN A DREAM, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I IN HIS MIND ALWAYS. Feeling as though I have no where to go, Falling deeper into that lost world of nothingness, Feeling my way around as if I am blind, Not knowing which way to go or what to do, Wondering in the darkness, Feeling useless and unworthy of anything.

Blog Cherry Popped
Ok, so here is my first blog on this thing since I have been part of this site, twice removed. I have known it as lost cherry, to cherry tap, to this. Guess it is time to start getting into the game a little and see what happens.

Random Postings
Ok, here I am again, on my fifth day off from work and still up early in the morning. What is wrong with this shit. Oh well, allows me to get on the comp and play. Trying to decide how to waste my time today again, although I am sure I am going to get started on another paper in psyche. Ever feel like one things consumes you all the time? will be glad when I am done with this school thing, but that isnt goin to be for probably another three years. At least I like my classes, just not the time lost.

Things To Make You Smile
>> Chili Cook-Off>>>>>>>> If you can read this whole story without laughing,>> then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end.>> This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in >> Texas.>>>>>>>> Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the >> first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better.>>>> For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is.They >> actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time>> Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at >> the San Antonio City Park.>>>>>>>> Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named>> Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL.>>>>>>>> Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a>> judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last >> moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking >> for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was >> assured b

Best Place To Buy Books Online Ever!!! If You Love To Read Check This Out!!!
If you want some cheaper ways of buying books, you should check out www.thriftbooks.com. They have free shipping on all orders and most of the books I've gotten from them have been about $3.95. I belong to like seven book clubs, and am a member at barnes and noble so I buy like on average maybe 30 to 40 books a month s...ometimes. We book lovers need to stick together, especially since too many people are doing the books online thing. We need to let authors know that there are still people who like the traditional books instead of them just putting them online and not on paper.

Really Folks Of Fu??
Issue 1- How can you complain when people use you for rates? Isn't that the point of Fubar? You pay $100 for god mode or something DO NOT COMPLAIN because all of us use your wasted money to level.