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I remember when me and u started talking , you were something else, your such a wonderful man and i would not change anything about you, then when i got to talk to you more and more i started to have feelings about ya you  melted my heart, knowin how i knew how you felt about me i was scared at times knowing how you felt cause no one else felt that way for me like you have, you knew when i was happy, you knew when i was sad, i would laugh at silly things and cry when i would push you away your my everything , i do not know what i am going to do without you but i pushed you way to far this time and i know i did , i still remember your smile, the way you laugh ,you make  me quiver without u knowing it, u mdae me have butterflies in my tummy and have heartburns finding out that the love is so strongi do n ot know what to do without you but i am going to have to knowing you will be fine ,but one day you will know true love and true friendshipe is hard to find and even though u push that someone u ignore the stupidity sometimes even though they mean they love you with all there heart but sometimes love is not meant to be for everyone and some people are meant to be alone , it hurts having tears down my eyes , nothaving that smile anymore like i used to when i used to talk to you knowing that you was there for me no matter what, you was the bomb you was a wonderful man and handsome , i was very lucky i had you as long as i did , but now the future will not be the same without you but i know we will not be one and my heart aches knowing we will not be with each other not being able to talk and hear each other voices, knowing how m uch  we felt for each other but just remember you will always have my heart  no matter what u will always be i my dreams til death. i will always remember you , you was my friedn best friend and lova thank u very much for showing me all that a nd more..

True friends

TRUE FRIEDNS ARE HARD TO FIND AND EVEN HARDER TO KEEP, I HAVE SEEN A LOT OF MY FRIENDS COME AND GO, I HAVE SOME REALLY WONDERFUL FRIENDS IN MY LIFE AND I AM VERY LUCKY, SOME OF MY FRIENDS KNOW WHEN I AM SICK, THEY ASK ME WHATS WRONG WHY AM I FEELING THE WAY I AM , I TOLD THEM I AM OKAY AND TO GET OVER IT, AND THEN ONE OF MY TRUE FRIENDS TOLD ME THAT I NEEDED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL I WAS GETTING SICKER AND SICKER, I TOLD MY FRIEND THAT THE PERSON WAS CRAZY, AND THAT PERSON IS ALWAYS RIGHT ABOUT ME, EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT LIKE WHAT THAT PERSON SAYS SOMETIMES, BUT THEY ARE ALWAYS RIGHT I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE A GOOD FRIEND LIKE HIM HE IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE , HE IS ONE OF A KIND, HE HAS BEEN BY MY SIDE MORE THEN ANYONE I HAVE KNOWN, WE MIGHT NOT AGREE ON EVERYTHNG, WE TELL EACH OTHER TO LOOSE EACH OTHERS NUMBER TO BLOCK EACH OTHER ON HERE BUT HONESTLY I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE, WHEN I AM SAD HE KICKS ME IN THE ASS TELLING ME I NEED TO STOP BEING LIKE I AM AND KEEP MY CHIN UP AND NOT LET ANYTHING GET TO ME, WHEN I AM SICK HE IS THE ONE THAT TELLS ME HEY EAT SOMETHNG AND TAKE SOMETHING AND HE SAYS STOP BEING A STUBBORN PERSON, AND THAT I AM EVEN I KNOW I AM THE MOST STUBBORN WOMAN THERE IS , HE WOULD TALK TO ME FOR HOURS CALMING ME DOWN WHEN I NEEDED TOO, HE KNOWS SOMEHOW I WHEN I NEED A FRIEND,HE HAS HEARD ME CRY HAVING LOTS OF TEARS TO LAUGHING MY ASS OUT LOUD, HE WAS THERE WHEN I WAS HEART BROKEN TO WHEN I AM VERY HAPPY I THINK I HAVE A ANGEL THAT HAS COME IN MY LIFE AND HELPED ME WHEN I NEEDED THAT ONE PERSON COME IN MY LIFE THAT PERSON CAME IN MY LIFE AT THE RIGHT TIME, AT THAT TIME , I WAS IN A VERY DEEP DEPRESSION NOT KNOWING WHAT I WILL DO IN MY LIFE AND WISHING I WAS NOT ALIVE, WISHING I WAS DEAD, HE HELPED ME FINDING WHO I WAS,  I HAVE A COUPLE  FRIENDS IN MY LIFE THAT I AM PROUD TO BE MY FRIEND AND I PRAY THAT I WILL NEVER LOOSE THEM, THEY ARE CALLED TRUE FRIENDS, I AM VERY LUCKY I HAVE MET SOME OF MY TRUE FRIENDS IN PERSON AND THEY ALWAYS KEEP A SMILE ON MY FACE..AS NOW I CLOSE THIS UP AS I DREAM OF MY TRUE FRIENDS KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AS I SMILE AND SAY THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING MY TRUE FRIEND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE MY TRUE FRIENDS....

Broken hearted

I know now that i will never have my true love in my life again, i have cried so much that the tears just keep coming and now i have no more tears left, it seems i was not the right one nor will i wish that my heart would ponder with joy,but instead it pomders in sorrow knowing that i will never feel that true love again,never feel his kiss,see his smile and that spark in his eyes telling me that he loves me with all  his heart and  sould, but that has ended a lil while back, i cry out to my inner thought saysing will u just take me away just let me see hom and tell him how much i hurt deep inside and that he is the best thng that has ever happen to me, my heart is shattered wishing that i could go back in time, i told him i would never fall in love again and my heart meant it i will never fall in love with anyone my heart has shrunk to a small lil heart and that he was my love forever and i will always dream about my soul mate and i will always love that man even though i am not supposed to love him, he has told me good bye so many times but my heart keeps coming back to him and i would do anythng for my soul mate the man of my dreams will keep my heart forever he has always had it and always will have it til the day i die, i will remember that first kiss that we had the first time we met, how we looked in each others eyes telling each other how we love each other and hearig his voice makes me quiver and it always will , and then when i woke up with a flower next to me that was romantic and telling me how much they love me and i have to remember the memories we had together and they were beautiful memories, he is one of a kind i hope that he finds that true love he desserves to be happy and i will just remember the happiness we had together that smark we had together ........ tears now as time as i go to bed remembering the true love i have had with him and always will have with him no one will ever put me away from my heart he has my whole heart not part of it my whole and if they think they can steal my heart they have another thing going i put my head down crying wishing that i would come up and the bad dream with us apart would disappear but i am stil here and i will never seeart again it is hidden til the day i die and my heart is pondering and crying out his name saying how much i love him and one day he would open his eyes saying yes i love u very much your my everythng, my tears are goign down my eyes as i was wishing he was sleeping next to me but in my dreams he will always be in my bed next to me loving me for whom i am , i guess i was never good enough for him ,nor will i be good enoguh for anyone once a screw up always a screw up , well my heart is shattered and my tears is goign to rest now and the wolves are telling me to rest and have a good one next time......

LOSING MY BESTFRIEND

I LOST MY BEST FRIEND THIS WEEK, HE WAS A WONDERFUL MAN INSIDE AND OUTSIDE I WAS VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HAD HIM IN MY LIFE, HE KNEW WHEN I SAD WHEN I WAS HAPPY WHEN I NEEDED A HUG AND NEEDED A SMILE HE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME, I HURT MY BEST FRIEND I WISH THAT HE WOULD FORGIVE ME AS MY BESTFRIEND CAUSE WE WERE TWO PEAS AND A POD, I HAVE CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP KNOWING I WILL NEVER HEAR HIS VOICE AGAIN KILLS MY HEART AND IT ACHES IN PAIN BUT I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AND I CRY MYSELF AWAKE KNOWING THAT I HAVE HURT MY BEST FRIEND ONE DAY MY BEST FRIEND WILL KNOW THAT I DID NOT MEAN TO AND WILL COME TALKING TO ME ONE DAY, I WOULD NEVER MEAN TO HURT THIS PERSON I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THIS PERSON THIS PERSON HAS TAUGHT ME TO LOVE MYSELF AGAIN TO LOVE AGAIN AS A PERSON AND LOVE ME FOR WHOM I AM NOW I AM BACK TO NOT LOVING MYSELF CAUSE I HAVE HURT THIS PERSON SO DEEP AND KNOWINGI HAVE I WILL JUST CRAWL IN A DEEP HOLE AND NEVER COME OUT AGAIN JUST TO LOOK AT THE MOONLIGHT PRAYING THAT MY BESTFRIEND WILL FIND TRUE HAPPINESS HE DESSERVES THE BEST OF EVERYTHING AND THAT I WAS NOT NOR WILL I EVER BE HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS AND LOVES MY FRIEND 

true love

TRUE LOVE IS HARD TO FIND, BUT WHEN YOU FIND IT YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TRUE LOVE IS MEANT TO BE, I FOUDN MY TRUE LOVE MY I SCREWED UP, I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT THIS MAN AND I KNOW THAT I SCREWED UP, THINKING I WAS GOING TO BE DOING THE RIGHT THING, IT BACK FIRES AND NOW HE NEVER WANTS TO TALK TO ME AGAIN, I CRY WHEN I WAKE UP , AND WHEN I SEE HIS NAME OR VOICE I SMILE AND WONDER WHAT HE IS DOING AT THAT TIME, I MISS THE FEELING HIS TOUCH THE WAY HE SMILES AT ME, BUT NOW I KNOW THERE WILL NEVER BE A US AND THAT MY HEART PONDERS WISHING THAT I COULD GO BACK IN TIME , WISHING HE KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM, BUT HE WILL NEVER SMILE AT ME TELL ME HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME ,KNOWING THAT HE WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPEN TO ME,HE IS A WONDERFUL MAN AND ANY WOMAN WILL BE LUCKY TO HAVE HIM , HE IS A KING IN MY EYES AND NO ONE WILL EVER HAVE THAT HEART AGAIN, MY HEART PONDERS SAYING I LOVE U MY LOVE AND NOTHIG  AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE MY TEARS COME DOWN MY FACE AND WISHING THAT MY LOVE WOULD KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM,BUT ONE DAY HE WILL KNOW HOW MUCH I TRULY LOVE HIM, BUT FOR NOW THE PAIN IN MY HEART WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ........

TRUE FRIENDSHIP

TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS HARD TO FIND, I HAD A GOOD FRIEND TIL A COUPLE DAYS AGO, HE WAS A WONDERFUL FRIEND, HE HELPED ME WHEN I NEEDED A FRIEND, HE WAS THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO CRY ON, TO WHEN I NEEDED A GOOD LAUGH, HE SEEMED TO ALWAYS APPEAR WHEN I NEEDED HIM THE MOST, WHEN I WOULD THINK HE WOULD NOT BE AROUND HE WAS THERE RIGHT THERE FOR ME, I KNOW SOMETIMES I AM A  HARD HEADED WOMOMAN, AND SOMETIMES TO THE POINT THAT I EVEN DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY, BUT I THOUGHT THAT TRUE FRIENDS WOULD STICK BY YOU, NO MATTER WHAT, I GUESS I WAS WRONG IN THIS SENCE, I LOST A VERY WONDERFUL TRUE FRIEND, AND I KNOW THAT DEEP IN MY HEART I WILL NEVER HEAR MY FRIENDS LAUGHTER, OR WHEN THAT PERSON CRIED ON  THE PHONE WITH ME, I WISH THAT I COULD GO BACK IN TIME KNOWING WHAT I KNOW NOW AND DO THINGS OVER, BUT I KNOW NOW I WILL NEVER HEAR THIS PERSONS LAUGH AGAIN, HIS SHARP TONE SAYING DESSY YOUR A WONDERFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT, AND JUST REMEMBER HOW BEAUTFUL YOU ARE NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS THINK OF YOU, HE MADE ME HAVE MY CHIN UP HIGH THINKING THAT I AM NUMBER ONE AS A GOOD FRIEND AND THAT NOTHING ELSE MATTER IN LIFE, BUT NOW I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER TALK TO THIS PERSON AGAIN AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES AND THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER HE WILL BE A VERY GOOD MEMORY IN MY LIFE AND I WANT TO THANK YOU HOW MUCH OF A GOOD FRIEND YOU WAS AND IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY GOOD FRIEND NO MATTER HOW MUCH HATE U HAVE OF ME I WILL ALWAYS THINK HIGHLY OF YOU THANKS AGAIN FOR BEING IN MY LIFE IN SUCH A SHORT TIME THANKS AGAIN FOR THE TIME WE HAD TOGETHER IT MEANT A LOT TO ME AND YOU HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT OF ACHES AND PAINS AND I WILL NEVER FORGET IT ....

broken hearted

  • I WIL NEVER FALL FOR ANYONE AGAIN, IT SEEMS THAT I ALWAYS PICK THE ONES THAT HURT ME,I FEEL NOTHING BUT A KNOT IN MY HEART, FEELING THE PAIN I HAVE, I WANT TO CURL UP AND JUST CRY IN A CORNER AND NOT BE AROUND ANYONE, I WOULD OVE TO LOOK OUT IN THE WOODS AND OOK AT THE WOLVES AND SAY ARE YOU HUNGRY NOW IS IT TIME TO EAT, JUST TAKE MY PAIN AWAY, I HEAR YOUR VOICE AND THE POUNDING OF THE YOUR HEARTBEAT NEXT TO ME, I FELT THE PAIN DEEP INSIDE ME, AND I KNOW THAT IT TORN ME AWAY AND ONE DAY I WILL FEEL THE PAIN AGAIN I LOOK OUT IN THE MOON AND SEES THE MOONLITE AND I SEE TRUE LOVE MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL FIND TRUE OVE BUT NOT NOW MY HEART IS ACHNG AND WI BE FOR A WHILE HUGGGGGS

TRUE LOVE

                             TRUE LOVE

   TRUE LOVE IS HARD TO FIND, BELIEVE ME I KNOW, I REMEMBER THE NITE I MET MY TRUE LOVE IT WAS A COLD, BUT HOT NIGHT, I DID NOT THINK I COULD EVER FIND TRUE LOVE AGAIN , SINCE I HAVE BEEN HEART BROKEN SO MANY TIMES, I DID NOT THINK I COULD FIND IT TIL THAT NITE, AND THEN WHEN I DID FIND IT, IT WAS WONDERFUL, HE HAS TREATED ME NOTHING WITH RESPECT, THE WAY HE TALKS TO ME ,MAKES YOU WONDER, HAVE WE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOREVER, THE WAY HE TALKS TO ME WITH RESPECT AND NOTHING BUT RESPECT,MAKES MY HEART GO,IS THIS MAN TRUE OR IS HE FROM ANOTHER PLANET, CAUSE I HAVE NEVER FELT THE WAY I HAVE WITH ANYONE, WHEN I SEE HIM MY HEART GOES PLUMP ,PLUMP AND I PRAYED TO GOD WONDERING IF THERE WAS SUCH A THING, AND HIS ANSWER WAS YES THERE IS AND MORE, THEN I GO OUTSIDE AND TALK TO THE WOLVES AND I GO TO THEM IS THERE SUCH A LOVE THAT YOU FEEL SOMEONE SO DEEP IN YOU , AND NO ONE CAN EVER BREAK THE TWO OF YOU UP NO MATTER HOW HARD THEY TRY, I LOOKED OUT IN THE WINDOW AND I SEEN 2 WOLVES AND I JUST TALKED TO THEM LIKE THEY WERE HUMAN I ASKED IF TRUE LOVE WAS REALLY AROUND OR IF IT WAS A MYTH? THE ONE WOLF WHICH WAS THE WOMAN  WOLF GOES YES THERE IS A TRUE LOVE, I FOUND TRUE LOVE A WHILE AGO AND STILL WITH THE SAME WOLF SAME TIME, THE MALE WOLF HMMMM TRUE LOVE WHATS THAT LOL DOES IT MEAN LOVE THE SAME WOLF WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND TELL THAT WOLF HOW MUCH HE LOVES FOR HER, AND THAT HE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THAT OTHER WOLF HE GOES, WELL I GUESS I HAVE TRUE LOVE , IF SOMETHING HAPPEN TO MY SOUL MATE I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITH OUT HER, SHE IS MY EVERYTHING, I MIGHT NOT TELL HER EVERYDAY BUT SHE IS ,AND THEN HE LOOKS IN HER EYES AND SAYS UR MY EVERYTHING I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART THEN , I SEEN A SHOOTING STAR, AND I HAD A WISH , AND I WISHED THAT MY TRUE LOVE WOULD TO ME , AND I WOULD NOT LOOK FOR THEM, AND I LOOKED AT THE FULL MOON WITH SOME CLOUDS IN FRONT OF THEM, IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL SITE, BUT I WAS WONDERING IF I WOULD OF EVER TALKED TO THE MAN I TRULY LOVED SO MUCH  OR JUST BE A THING, I FOUND OUT IT WAS A TRUE LOVE , CAUSE WHEN I THINK OF HIM, I HAVE THIS SMILE AND MY HEART PONDERS MILLION TO ONE, AND THINKING OF HIM FROM THE TIME I WAKE UP TIL THE TIME I GO TO BED, I HAVE DREAMED OF THIS MAN BEFORE I EVEN MET THE GUY, AND I KNEW WHAT HIS VOICE WAS GOING TO BE WHEN I HEARD IT , HE MELTED MY HEART FROM THE DAY I MET HIM, AND MY HEART STILL GOES PITTER PATTER AND I FEEL HIM IN MY MIND, AND HE KNOWS WHEN I AM DOWN, TO  WHEN I AM SMILING A LOT, HE CAN FEEL IT, HE IS THE MOST PRECIOUS THING IN MY LIFE, AND I WOULD NEVER GO BACK IN TIME AND NOT DO ANYTHING DIFF HE IS MY EVERYTHNG I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, I HAVE TEARS, WHEN I TELL HIM I LOVE HIM , I TELL HIM ALL THE TIME I LOVE HIM, I HOPE THAT ONE DAY EVERYONES DREAMS COME TRUE CAUSE MINE HAS COME TRUE, AND FULLFILLED ……

TRUE LOVE

                                               TRUE LOVE

  True Love is hard to find, when i found my true love , i could not think it was real,when i talk to him all i think about is him and me nothing else, when i see his face, his eyes i know that he is everything i wanted from a man and noting else, his voice makes my heart ponder, and it skips, and my eyes have that glow in it that i have never had happen before, i prayed one night to God, asking him what i should do, i was looking outside when i was praying and it was sprinking in rain, and i seen in the woods, 2 wolves, one had  green eyes, and the other one had blue eyes , they looked at me and just nooded for some reason, then i seen the moon how full it was and i heard the wolves howl as i go outside wondering what i should do i had tears in my eyes, and then i heard a weird voice in the background going do what your heart tells you, my heart tell me to tell this wonderful man how wonderful he is and how he makes me feel, when i see his name i have this quiver in m yheart knowing that he is everything for me, but i am knowing this guy is everything for  me , when we talk to each other i feel wonderful he is my everythng he is my soul mate he makes me feel that no other man has done for me, he has no idea what he has done to me , but when he tells me how much he loves me, and he tells me how he feels about me , i prayed again the next night about the same thing and i see the 2 wolves again, and the full moon and they looked at me and nooded there head, i look in there eyes asking them is this the right thing i should do to be with a wonderful man like the man i have met, or just let it go, they nooded at me and smiled and ran away in the woods as i see the shadows go away as i know what i should do in my liife knowing that i want to be with my true love knowing that i want to feel his warmth against mine feeling his hands his  warm body as we make love to each other, he is everything i want in life i am very luck to have found him, and i am lucky that God has sent me this way, GOD bless , now i know what to do in my life and being with my true love is everything i want holding him, feeling his lips touch mine, walking hand and hand, and whispering me that he loves me in my ears would be the best thing that has ever happen to me , thank you GOD for bringing this MAn in my life i am a very lucky woman to have found him , as i look in the moonlight looking at his features, knowing that he is everything i want in life thank you god again for bringing him in  my life, he is everything to me, and more sometimes i do not understand why he is with me but i am a very lucky woman to have him my heart is pondering thinking how lucky i am to have him in my life , i love you baby with all my heart your everything to me 

true love

TRUE LOVE IS WHEN YOU FEEL THAT PERSON, FEELING THE PAIN THEY HAVE, WHEN THEY ARE SAD, TO WHEN THEY CRY, I HAVE BEEN SO M UCH IN LOVE WITH YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL TIL THE DAY I DIE, YOUR EVERYTHING TO ME AND I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU THINK I AM OR IS YOUR MY WORLD AND I WOULD NOT STOP LOVING YOU, I DREAM OF YOUR FACE AND WHEN I SEE YOUR NAME LIT UP I GET BUTTER FLIES SAYING WOW  THATS THE MAN I LOVE VERY MUCH HE IS SO HEART BREAKING HE IS MY EVERYTHING TO ME AND I WOULD NOT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HIM, BUT I KNW THIS IF I EVER DO LOST HIM, MY HEART WOULD BE BROKEN AND I WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME , MY HEART INSIDE ME TELLS ME HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME YOUR EVERYTHING TO ME AND I WISH YOU WOULD KNOW THAT BUT I NOW YOU WILL NEVER KNOW CAUSE YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND I HAVE TEARS COMING DOWN MY EYES KNOWING I HAVE LOST MY SOUL MATE MY EVERYTHING, I WISH THAT YOU WOULD KNOW HOW MUCH I DO LOVE YOU BUT I KNOW YOU DO NOT WANT TO KNOW THAT WHICH HURTS SO DAMN MUCH BUT I WILL BE OKAY I STILL OVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART MY EYES HAVE THAT GLOW AND YOUR OUT THERE I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I DO LOVE YOU 

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