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Scarlet Queen's blog: "Outta my head"

created on 02/21/2009  |  http://fubar.com/outta-my-head/b279420

Nemi's Mom

Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
Nemi, can I come over after school? (after school)
We can hang around by the pool (hang by the pool)
Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip)
Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip)

You know, I'm not the little girl that I used to be
I'm all grown up now, baby can't you see

Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long
Nemi, can't you see you're just not the Boy for me
I know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Nemi's mom

Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
Nemi's mom has got it goin' on

Nemi, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)
Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me from the way she stared (the way she stared)
And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there" (a spot over there)

And I know that you think it's just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out, your mom could use a Girl like me

Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want, and I've waited so long
Nemi, can't you see you're just not the boy for me
I know it might be wrong,
but I'm in love with Nemi's mom

Nemi's mom has got it goin' on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long,
Nemi can't you see your just not the boy for me,
I know it might be wrong but oh oh
(I know it might be wrong)
I'm in love with (Nemi's mom oh oh)
(Nemis mom oh oh)
I'm in love with Nemi's mom

Break up

The following text conversation started at 3:30 pm, while I was still at work.

 

Guy:    Hey Baby
Guy:    I miss you
Guy:    Oh, you don't have your phone
Guy:    Tears
Girl:    What?
Guy:    I was crying
Girl:    Why?
Guy:    Cause I am sad
Girl:    Why are you sad?
Guy:    I miss you a lot
Guy:    ......, I need to ask you something
Girl:    What is it ......?
Guy:    Are you thinking of breaking up with me?
Guy:    And be honest
Girl:    Unfortunately yes. I haven't said anything yet because it is the hardest thing i have ever done. I do love you, I just don't think I am in love with you.
Guy:    It's ok. I kinda thought that's what it was when we talked last.
Girl:    I am so sorry .......
Guy:    It's ok
Girl:    Are you sure?
Guy:    I knew this would happen
Guy:    I saw it in a dream a week ago
Girl:    Really?
Guy:    Yeah
Guy:    I have been crying all week
Guy:    So i knew
Girl:    What did you see in your dream?
Guy:    You leaving me
Guy:    Tears in your eyes, but me smiling
Guy:    Why I am smiling, I don't know
Girl:    I am glad i am in the bathroom right now. I have been crying since I told you.
Guy:    It's ok, don't cry
Guy:    I am not sad anymore
Guy:    So don't you be
Girl:    And there is someone else too. I got closer to him during that time I couldn't talk to you.
Guy:    I know
Girl:    How?
Guy:    I kinda guessed that
Guy:    My life sucks
Girl:    I'm sorry :-(
Guy: It's not your fault. It's mine
Girl:    How is it your fault? I am the one that broke it off.
Guy:    Yeah, but I couldnt talk to you cause of my shit being fucked up
Guy:    If i had not been fucked up i would have been able to work this out
Girl:    I still feel like drap for doing this to you.
Guy:    Hey, it's ok
Guy:    Have a good life ....... I hope you find happieness, cause I don't think I ever will
Girl:    See, that makes me feel even worse
Guy:    I know that.
Guy:    I also know that i am doomed to be like this forever.
Girl:    I'm sorry
Guy:    It's not your fault
Guy:    I was made this way
Girl:    But I'm not helping the situation
Guy:    No. But that doesn't matter
Girl:    Why not?
Guy:    Cause this time I didn't get hurt
Girl:    Really?
Guy:    Really
Guy:    I knew this has been coming for some time
Girl:    How long?
Guy:    About a month
Guy:    Oh yeah, to let you know. I am watching porn.
Girl:    Um, ok
Guy:    Just letting you know
Girl:    Ok then
Guy:    Oh, and have a nice day.
Guy:    I wish I could say we could still be friends, but i would always want more than that
Girl:    Oh
Guy:    Oh, and have a good life filled with happieness for me will ya
Guy:    See, girls hate breaking up with me cause i make them regreat it
Girl:    And you know that I am at work right now
Guy:    Yeah, that helps
Guy:    Have a good day at Walmart
Girl:    You are smiling right now, aren't you
Guy:    No, not really
Girl:    But you are a little, right? Well, I am here trying mot to cry right now.
Guy;    I know
Guy:    I am sorry
Girl:    Why are you sorry?
Guy:    Cause this is not what you wanted
Guy:    I will be losing your number and im info so you never have to hear from me again
Guy:    So that I don't hurt you any more, and I suggest you do the same
Guy:    Again, I am sorry

Waiting

Waiting to hold your hand. Waiting to hold you in my arms. Waiting 'til I cam give you a loving kiss. Waiting for you to make the first move. To me it seems like I am always waiting for you. Waiting for you to walk through that door at the end of the day. Waiting to hear those three little words come from your lips. I'm tired of waiting for you to do something. I want you to start waiting for me. Waiting for you to want me as much as the girls you see on the street. waiting for that is like waiting for Hell to freeze. But waiting for you is the only thing that I have and I will wait for you til the end. NMG 12-2006

Betrayal

Betrayal is saying you will be back in a minute, but end up taking all night. Betrayal is saying that you will pick me up after you go get the alcohol, but take two hours to get back. Betrayal is saying you are my friend, but not acting like it sometimes. It is when I have to leave because one person doesn't want me there, and you not trying to stick up for me, trying to stop me and talk to me, or trying to call me back at my room. Betrayal is the worst thing that someone could do in a friendship. It ruins the friendship, tears up the trust between two people, and worst of all, it makes enemies out of the friends. It is when you act one way in public, one way in private, and yet another way when you are around certain people. Betrayal is such an easy thing to do, that sometimes people don't even realize that they are doing it. But when it does happen, it can ruin even the best of friends. NMG 10-08-03

Love

I love the way we cuddle. i love the way we kiss. I love your sense of humor and the way you make me laugh. I love it when you look at me with those beautiful eyes and the way you touch my face. i love it when you call me those sweet little names. And I love it when you slap my ass. I love it when you call me on the phone. But the thing I love most of all is just being with you. NMG 7-31-03

Heartache

Heartache is not knowing how you truly feel. Not knowing how I should deal with it. not knowing if I will ever meet someone. heartache is not knowing what to do without you. you are the only person that I think about. i try to think about other stuff, but I always go back to thinking about you. You are the last thing I think about at night and the first thing I think about in the morning. You are the only person that i have this strong of feelings for. You are the only person that has made me cry just by thinking about you. Heartache is not knowing if you have the same feelings for me as I have for you. heartache is not knowing if we will ever have a future together. NMG 7-30-03
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