Xo Ninja Doll xO's blog: "~My Life's Secreat ~ if u read my profile...this will make more sense :)"

~My Lifes Secret~

Eyes closed and head bowed
forward...clenching on to both knees...

One lonely tear falls down,hugging one
cheek...heartache~Quietly listening to the
confusion in this mind~Rushing waves...
Waves that ride threw obstacles life has
dealt~ruining hopes and dreams...

Running away with saddness,anger & guilt ...
Feeling useless yet again...days turn into years
and yet not a answer to my story~

Afraid to be outspoken...afraid the right person
will not listen~used to this feelingof lonelieness in
this world~in my minds world...

Questions of "what did I do and"how do I live again?"
...Emptyness~emptyness that has hollowed my heart
but still it beats...beating with an infested infection-wont go
away...Love,peace,and happiness?What is that?
Trust?...
Outside fighting...Inside crying...tired...wishing not to be afraid...
be saved...tired of my reflection...this story won't end...

...it's just begun...
this life I live...is like a rewind button~that just keeps replaying...

...and never getting the chance to finish.It's just like a story...except there is NO summary...just a beggining....and NO END~

~Lorelei~