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Things Left Unsaid

Things left unsaid can come back to haunt you.
So many times I've been afraid to speak my mind.
To many ways that I keep the hurt inside.
Things left unsaid keep me inside myself.
Pain accompanies the dread in my heart.
Did I do what is right?
Am I torturing myself?
Afraid to let go, afraid of fear?
Things left unsaid can be my downfall.
Life spirals out of control, falling forever down.
Trying to pick up the pieces of a shattered heart.
Things left unsaid break it up worse.
A pulsing throb turns into a stabbing pain.
To remove the knife, to forgive, not sure if I can.
Things left unsaid are complicated as is.
Hearing your voice, tears at my soul.
Hearing your voice, rips the healing wounds back open.
Things left unsaid, will never be again.
All will come out.
Things will never be left unsaid again.

Not You!!!

Anger resonates deep within my soul.
The hurt you caused, I will never let go.
Will I take you back, You left me broken and damaged.
You walked away from me when I needed you most.
You left me stranded, alone, and scared.
I built myself back up to be strong.
You will not get into my heart again.
You will not affect my head again.
Yes, I will always love you.
Letting go, is what I am doing.
Take your blood from me, that's all you will get.
My love is mine once again to give to someone who deserves it.
I will no longer be taken for granted and be used.
Broken I may be, but I will put the pieces back together.
Lost I may seem, but I will find me.
Love to the fullest, Just Not You!!!!

Broken To Whole

Broken promises - ties that bind - Lies that were told. All rip apart my soul.

My heart to never heal - My life so empty - Lies, killed it all.

Wounds open - Picking - Bleeding - So sore - Your lies did it all.

Innocent - I am not - I have my faults, I admit it. But lies ruin it all.

Scream -  is all I want to do - Your love - All Lies - Your promises -  All Lies.

My love - The realest it has ever been. Ripped from my soul.

I lay bleeding - Pools of blood surrounding my life.

I cut - To take away the pain. The blood flows so smooth and graceful.

Soothes the emptiness inside - Fills a void if only briefly.

Slowly the wounds heal - Pain becomes less - Life moves forward.

Love will rise again - I will become whole.

LIES

My heart sinks to new depths,
Torn in places I never knew I had.
So sore, Picking and bleeding.
Why do I let you get to me this way?
You left, Never being honest. Fuck you and your games.
No more will I be used, Fuck you and your lies.
No more will I cry, Go be with your dirty whore.
No more will you control me, Fuck you and your love.
The wounds are open and bleeding, But will close and heal.
Fuck You, Fuck You, Fuck Your Lies.
Fuck your cheating ways, Fuck the lies you spread about me. I know the truth. I gave you everything, a place to live, food, money, LOVE. I took care of you when everyone else ditched you.
The lies you spread. I am controlling. Thats why I did everything you asked of me.
Fuck I sold stuff to get you here.
I make you do everything, That's why I always asked for your help. That's why I gave up the things you asked of me.

FUCK YOU. YOU LIAR!!!

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