Fubar Blog Posts 4

Thinking Hard
Your eyes speak truthWhile your lips only spill out lies.Why do I find myself wanting to cry?I shall not love anyone, not even youAnd yet, my heart tells me that your love for me is true.Shall I do the right thing and walk away?No, I cry and hug you and promise to stay.Maybe love isn't that bad after all.Maybe I'll have to give it a good call.Your smile melts all my fears,While your lips dry all my tears.I never thought that love would carry such bliss,But now I believe it does, with every truth-filled kiss.I could live like this foreverJust as long as we're together.My loneliness and sadnessDisappear day, by day,But my love for you willALWAYS STAY.

One Last Found
I don’t know what to say,I don’t know how to say itI wake each morning feeling like I am aloneI know I’m not but, its hard not to feel it He is out there, waitingLooking for meBut where is he?That I don’t know. All I know is that he is out there….Out there somewhere,Waiting, and looking for meSomewhere…. I can feel his collar around my neck,I can feel his control of my bodyI can feel him and his powerI know I will belong to him Where are you Master?Where are you now?When will I know you?When? I can hear your voice,I can feel your control,I know you care for me,I know I will serve you fully Time does passTime passes slowlyTime, time, time….Why does it take so much time? When I first saw you I was not sure,I didn’t know who you where,I didn’t know you where for meI didn’t know I was for youI just didn’t know…. My mind is a blur of memoriesMemories that I tried to forgetMemories you need to know aboutMemor

My Little Girl
Little girl i worry each day , about you ... i worry about what the future holds .. I love you with all my heart and soul.. She is part me , part him .. and part undiscovered .. She is the one who's cuddles make me feel like a million dollars .. she smiles and no matter what mood is was in before .. im happy then .. She is my Sunshine ! I live to give her joy to help her grow .. to teach her things she doesn't already know .. i hold her hand and she holds mine .. we'll be together till the end of time I'm better mother then ive even been before ... and each year we grow closer still ... nothing can tear us apart .. she lives deep within my heart ..

My Past, Present, And Hopes For The Future.
My name is Allen and I was born July 6 1960 in Atlantic Iowa. Over the years I have been a Mall Security Guard, Inventory Control Manager for Wal-mart, a Driver’s Ed Instructor, and Managed a Drive-in theater in the summer and co-managed the indoor theater in fall and winter months. I have also been a Licensed Massage Therapist for 10years, but currently provide free sessions or by donation. Also have been a former volunteer EMT and Firefighter, and a USAF CaptainStill certified as a licensed Pilot, but do not have my medical certificate renewed due to health issues. Was married from 1982 till 2009, and have 3 kids, ages 21-29, and a 2 year old Granddaughter. Currently single. I had a heart attack in Jan 2009 and a stroke in Nov 2009. Discovered a brain tumor in 2009 and had that removed in 2010. Getting along fine overall but have short term memory loss, headaches, dizziness, and nerve damage in my legs and hip. I was approved for disability in 2011. I am hopin

My Father Who Passed 12/21/12 He Was 82
well this recent holiday for 2012 wasnt too great with the passing of my dad,curtis "crawfish"crider 1930-2012...he was a former grandnational/winstoncup now nextel/sprint driver..he raced in england in 1955 and the last beach race in 1958 ponce inlet florida,then daytona speedway and other nascar tracks through 1964.then drove local short dirt tracks through out florida as he mostly called barberville"volusia county speedway" his home track. we did bump heads sometimes as some fathers do i reckon as i grew up and even now,but still didnt mean i didnt love him,me and some family was bedside when he passed and just had recent viewing and funeral 27th-28th of december and i think im still in shock,but i know i miss having him around even though he has been gettin demensia for several years now and was kinda rough on us,but i would trade that to having him back love and miss you dad,when you passed you made the final lap and got the checkered flag...here is a link to daytona beach news j

Stupid Encounters # 104
9:14am ynnoj: i wish ud talk to me 9:53pm ynnoj: i cant view cams in the lounge...does yer hubby kno u cam in the lounge? 9:57pm ynnoj: please i just need a reply...im sorry how things went lastr time we talked...please just reply 10:13pm ynnoj: well i got sum pics ud b interested in..blue eyes, nikki, half yer file of cam sluts i got very good pics of 11:12pm ynnoj: u gona make me beg u arent u? 11:14pm iC51Ne...: lolz 11:14pm ynnoj: oh wow a reply...lol...how ya been? 11:17pm ynnoj: please talk to me 11:32pm iC51Ne...: whats up ynnoj: u busy again? lol 11:56pm ynnoj: well im on skype if yer up for camming...sleeb81 January 2, 2013 12:03am ynnoj: so im guessing no to skype?

Best Response To Gun Control I Have Found!!!
JeffH says: January 2, 2013 at 12:54 pm The village idiot says “May not have a thing to do with guns [comment has been edited]! I love when Conservatives admit when crime is down because that is another one of there favorite boogie men when crime is up!Crime is down yet the Conservatives bellyaching is still at fever pitch! Generally when the economy of any country is sour crime goes up so I wonder why its different this time. Could it be that the American people (at least normal ones) have a healthy respect for the efforts that Obama has put forth and that has kept crime down.” Let’s try to break this comment down to an understandable level. 1. “May not have a thing to do with guns [comment has been edited]!” But it does!2. “I love when Conservatives admit when crime is down because that is another one of there favorite boogie men when crime is up!” Confused and nonsensical…ie right is left and up is down. Note the emphasis on the e

No Regrets
There are things that I want in life more than anything else in this universe. I want it more than the air I breathe, than the water I drink. Words truly can not explain what I would do to have that one thing. I tried for my third time and I didn't make it. I was injured pretty badly but I still wanted to continue but I was told that I needed to leave. I can't say that it was dissapointing in getting injured it was more that I wasn't allowed to continue training. Being told something like that broke my spirits to the brink of actually giving up on what I want in life. Being that low I had to return myself back to the reasons of what and why i had even attempted what I did and with that it made me want it that much more. I have alot of time to let my body heal even though it sucks I can't train for once my body will be one hundred percent or at least close to it for once. Spending most of my military career being injured in one way shape or form wouldn't allow me to realize my true pote

Made New
A wonder of you, a whispered word or two She looks at me with a smile I feel but it is so? Does she love me truly? So much that I feel compressed expressions lacking frame of mind Yet my mind I would have you know! and not only a part of this puzzle! Truly how can this be? Yet here we are! I feel it in this blackness inside that moment before the day’s last ending breath I feel her love upon my heart in this I am left With all that is left of me I would run How to cross this precipice of time and space? How can I help you fully understand? I think yet my mind moves to thoughts Falling into this I have been made again I find that before I was truly alone yet never by oneself Doubts overshadowed by sense of truth and love Stars look down one each from above The brightest star only seen between her eyes Eyes look through me deeply to see that as if mirrored one’s own Insecurities’ shown Shown and discarded taken back as the tide washed away with the bru

Amazing
It's amazing how stupid some intellegent people can be. How can a person not understand something that is explained in full detail? Is it that they really don't understand or they don't want to admit their own stupidity in the situation because that would mean they got caught in a lie and just say they don't get it?

The New American Frontier, And How To Survive
GETTING BACK TO BASIC LIVING IN AMERICA By Simple Man This is a list I have put together for everyone to begin stocking up on the basic things we will all need to live a simpler, “woodsman” lifestyle. Some of the quantities of food preservation items such as salt and potassium nitrate (saltpeter) are just to get you started, and keep you going for a while until you can locate more. The more you can get now – the better. This is not to be taken lightly – these are the things you WILL need and want to survive seclusion into a non-urban environment. When there is not a grocery store within miles, no fast food, no clothing stores, and most importantly – when the time comes where our monetary system finally crashes. It will be entirely up to US to fend for ourselves, and our families. A few points to make a mental note of: 1.) STOCK UP NOW!! As you go through this list, put a check mark next to each and every item you have, or purchase at a later date.

Grandma
My grandmother passed away early this morning. I don't want to hear that anyone is sorry for my loss. It is a very significant loss in my world, but my grandmother was able to last 82 years on this earth. Just know I am sad and not up to talking.

Empty Soul
My heart is frozen, yet it’s burningMy blood is still, yet it’s boiling;I feel so deadThere’s no life left in me,There’s no salvation in this world.A bolt of lightning hit my head,My heart hurts beyond belief,My veins are steaming with a scold,There’s only darkness in my eyes,I can no more take this grief.There’s a pack of demons by every sideWho can infiltrate the skiesTo snatch and tear my dear angelsBeyond the darkest ever tide;With spears and claws they goFrom the world of thirty hells,One by one they bring them down.My wrath runs from head to toe,I want to fight, yet want to dieIn this meanest ever town,My soul is so emptyI really want to cry.There’s no respect, no life, no love.No affection makes me starve,The pain has made my heart so rough.Is there any angel out thereThat can soothe the fire with her glare? -Unknown

The Pianist...
This movie is a true story,"The Pianist", about the Jews. I'm a Jew. As I set here and I have a empty feeling that comes over me. Are we being run by our Country and not knowing it? So many family's are losing there homes. And so many family's are going with out food. We have to stand in line to get food they go by numbers . We are all numbers now. In our Taxes, don't get me started on our Taxes. At work, Welfare, School, so on. Is this becoming a dilemma ? I could go on and on about our Country but you know just as much as I do. We can do something about it or just look away as we been doing for the last 4 years. " Just saying". What is this World coming to.. bY LoVe GiRL

David....part 5
David was trashed that night when he was with Marissa. He can not recall being with her, he is trying to call her all day and night. Marissa is not taking his calls. She has been a shy one. And David likes this about her. He lights a cig. And sets and thinks back and wonders how he can get her to come to him. David is a bad boy. Marissa seems to have a lot of layers of secrets about her. David tries to call her again she is not picking up! " DAM.. her... bY LoVe GiRL Part. 5 Short Story

Bored, So Squeeze...
As I, travel in my aura. Nora, explorer of what is myself. The little me that discovers the cover for all to see is different from the soul that's rarely felt. They all fear what they hear without getting to know. Manson. Anti-social superstar, they boycott my show. Growth on hold like the hairs retreating behind the fore. Head, above the clouds yet grounded beneath the toes. So before a word is spoken they already on know like Marty Mcfly, back from the future. Observer of what's to come. You people showing dumb. Writing scripts to what is me like prepared stories of reality tele-V. But i'm above the influence, major anti-druggie. Refusal to befriend those who impatient to get to know me. I'm far above the clouds like Zeus above you kings. Mount Olympus to any little castle you want to dream. My life force may bleed oddity yet the odds that is me living pass 23 was slim and grim. Film of my death envisioned in the mind of the teen who had no future because a life was never seen. Books

I Am A Three Percenter
During the American Revolution, the active forces in the field against the King's tyranny never amounted to more than 3% of the colonists. Three percenters today, for the most part, identify with this 3% because they were true patriots fighting for the freedoms the nation we love and honor was founded on. Three percenters intend to maintain their God-given natural rights to liberty and property. History itself, for good or ill, is made by determined minorities. Never underestimate the power of a small group of committed citizens to change the world. Indeed, it has never been done otherwise. Many of us three percenters swore an oath to support and defend the Constitution against all enemies, foreign and domestic, and affirming that we are guardians of the Republic, of the principles in our Declaration of Independence, and of the rights of our people, we affirm and declare the following: 1. We will NOT obey orders to disarm the American people. 2. We will NOT obey orders to conduct wa

The One That Won't Go Away
These are the ramblings of a confused dude. As with all my writing, this is just me getting some stuff off my chest. So, there's this chick, total opposite of myself really, I am clean cut, no piercings, no tattoos, I work an 8-5 office job, shes got more tats and piercings than I could count, art major working odd hours and generally doing what she wants. This girl is my high school ex. Eight years ago, I got scared, scared of more love than I could handle, there I was, 20 and there was this girl that loved me so completely that it actually got on my nerves and I ran. In all truth, it was a convenient time to leave, cos you know, all relationships should be ended "conveniently", but I was leaving the state to go to school, and instead of attempting a long distance, I dumped her and ended up dating a girl that was going to move up to Tulsa with me. Being a young and dumb 23 year old that just graduated and landed a good job, I made the decision to marry the girl I moved to Tu

Randomness
You are becoming very important to me I think about you often Sometimes, I feel like I'm losing my mind I don't know what I'd do without you I really shouldn't feel the way I do when it comes to you I've had the worst few months here lately You make it better I love your morning texts FMLYHM

Ugh
soo i starting to find out that every time i touch someone or try to ever get close to i do something dumm and i dont mean to do it it the way i am i guess sometime i wish i could change who am and be someone diffent another day the world work in diffent way u just have to play ur cards rite and play the game the rite way cuase some how in the end youll winn sooner or later but not for mee i never winn am that one that always lose and am abad loser someone told me to go for what i really want i went for it and i blow it that mee am soo dumm some time i never listen to plp and when i do i get my self into trouble i guess am just one big fuck up that mee stephanie lynn remember me as that for now on the fuck up

This Is Part Of My Neighborhood
Scioto Ordnance Plant From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Scioto Ordnance Plant (SOP) was an ammunitions and bomb making facility built in Marion County, Ohio by the United States Army in 1942. The plant operated until 1945 when production wound down. Also built adjacent was the Marion Engineering Depot which was authorized in the summer of 1942. Land for the plant was taken in Grand Prairie, Scott, Clairdon and Marion Townships in an area covering 12,500 acres (51 km2). Families who owned property within the zone identified for the facility were notified March 2, 1942 that they had to vacate their land by May 1, 1942. Not only did this mean that the displaced had to find a place to live in the midst of a housing and fuel shortage, but it also meant moving and/or selling livestock and agricultural equipment. Federal contractors began removing field fencing in April 1942. While land owners received a "fair" valuation for their property, relocation expenses were not paid.

Strike Out Diabetes 2013: Please Donate!
The goal: I plan to raise $1,000 for JDRF by April 27, 2013. Last year, I raised a total of $20. Twenty bucks!! (Half of that was from me.) I think I can beat that this year, with your help. Visit my JDRF fundraising page and donate something. It doesn't have to be a lot. Who knows, you could save a life. Hell, you could save mine. I'm bowling in this event. It takes place at AMF Lewisville Lanes, in (duh) Lewisville, TX, on April 27. Help me show that diabetes can't stand up to the power of the Fu.

Big Mess
Hello everyone who is viewing this I need some advice its a long story but if you have questions or do not understand something let me know so that you can piece together the puzzle and help me out. Here we go.... My brother began dating this chick her name Amanda. She and I could not stand each other but soon became friends. When I lost my best friend/ sister she was there for me.We talked alot had sleep overs went out all together it was a strong friendship until NOW. that is the back ground of how we were. Okay now for the whole dam story. Amanda told me back in Feb of 2012 that she may have been pregrant I was sooooooo excited when she was confermed pregrant in March. I was going to be an anuty. March and April and June and July she seemed to not be taking care of herself and the baby so one day we got into a fight about how she needs to grow up and take care of herself and not be selifish because she had a living being inside of her. She did not seem to care. Nov 13th she was s

I Wish Sex
I was wishing for Cheese Cake I got it.. like sex with carries on top. Ending a night with a kiss like to kiss me my love on this night with my carries lips. bY LoVe GiRL I dare you in the dark night as the wind blows, is a good reason to love me tonight.

This Is For You My Friend..
wait and see by the ocean sea love again love so long ago last on a summer night with just a kiss just a kiss on her lips as the moon set on ocean sea waves. bY LoVe GiRL good night awwww thank you I have never had anyone write anything for me === 'LoVe GiRL' wrote the following at '2013-01-10 01:35:34'.. James Broken Crow Shawnee Warrior>this is for you

New Bathtub
Today I say goodbye to a dear friend. My bathtub. Although it has gotten quite ugly over the yrs..I have had alot of enjoyable moments in it. From relaxing in it..when the babys would lay down for bed.. or when they gotten older..and I would lock myself in there to escape them and find a little bit of peace. Memories of giving them baths..and having bathtime with them when they were real little. Memories of reading my books in there. Memories of getting my huge dog in there and givin him a bath. The memories go on and on. LOL Anyways..I am so excited to get a pretty tub..with jets. Seems like I waited my whole life for this. LOL. My tub was becoming a eyesore. When moved in my house 18yrs ago..the tub wasnt that bad..but it did have chips in it. As the years progressed they got bigger..etc.. now theres a big rust spot. Anyways.. next 3 days will be renovation time. not sure if I will be on here or not. So wishing everyone a wonderful weekend! I am so damn excited

My Life As We Know It...poooof!
NOT SURE WHY IM WRIGHTING THIS, I GUESS TO GET IT OUT OF MYSELF. AWAY FROM MY HEART MORE MAYBE... I DONT KNOW....ANYWAYS....LIFE AS I KNEW IT, OR HAD COME TO KNOW IT OVER THE PASSED YEAR WAS FLIPPED ON ITS HEAD. TEXT MESSAGE COMES ACROSS PHONE DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS...TONYA....TONYA CALL YOUR MOTHER NOW! THIS CANT BE GOOD....SO THAT WAS THE DAY NOTHING ELS BUT FAMILY MATTERED, THAT WAS THE DAY I STARTED TO APPRICATE LIFE! AND THANK GOD FOR MY SON, MY FAMILY...EVERYTHING, THAT WAS THE DAY I LAID THE PAST DOWN, I BECAME A BIT STRONGER, BUT I CRY ALOT MORE...THAT WAS THE DAY WE WERE TOLD MY UNCLE MIKE'S CANCER WENT SPIDER AND WAS IN 8 SPOTS, THEN NOW IN HIS BRAIN....DOWN HILL FROM THERE FOR HIM, THIS BIG STRONG MAN I KNEW AND HAD SEEN JUST DAYS BEFORE FINDING THIS OUT WAS NOW SO SMALL AND WEAK. THIS IS NOT THE MAN I KNEW....THEY STOPPED HIS TREATMENTS TODAY, AS THEY SAID IT WOULD NOT PROLONG HIS LIFE AND WAS DOING NO REAL GOOD....THEY SAID HOSPICE WILL START COMING IN NEXT WEEK...TO ME T

Celebrate Gun Appreciation Day
The gun grabbers in Congress have made it known that an onslaught of draconian anti-2nd Amendment legislative efforts is in store for Americans. But now gun rights supporters have a plan to fight back by supporting 2nd Amendment rights en masse on Jan. 19 during the newly created Gun Appreciation Day. A coalition of political organizations, including the Second Amendment Foundation, Revolution PAC, Citizens and Country, Conservative Action Alerts, Women Warriors PAC and others, have popularized the idea to organize against the President’s and Congress’ “post Sandy Hook assault on gun rights.” “We have never had a president who so callously disregards the Constitution, Congress, the courts and the will of the American people,” said Gun Appreciation Day Chairman Larry Ward. Organizers have called for supporters to celebrate the day by making gun purchases, visiting gun stores or simply wearing 2nd Amendment-supporting T-shirts and ball caps. &ldqu

Satisfied By Jewel
If you love somebodyYou better let it outDon't hold it backWhile you're trying to figure it outDon't be timidDon't be afraid to hurtRun toward the flameRun toward the fireHold on for all your worthCause the only real pain a heart can ever knowIs the sorrow of regretWhen you don't let your feelings show[Chorus]So did you say itDid you mean itDid you lay it on the lineDid you make it countDid you look 'em in the eyeDid they feel itDid you say it in timeDid you say it out loud'cause if you did hunThen you lived someThat feeling insideThat's called satisfied

The Real Fu...
An awesome friend of mine posted this. I could not agree more and there is no way I could have said it better myself. Nothing on this site is tangible, yet some users cling to it as if it is. Disgusting. "So after six long years I have made a conscious decision to close up shop. I'm gone, I'm outta here! Next stop, real life. Because what most of you fail to realize is that there is a real world out there. The sun rises, the sun sets, people live their lives. You? You sit behind your little computer all day whoring yourself for virtual goodies. Things that have no monetary value in reality. You can't pay your bills with that. “Please don't shut off my water! I'll buy you a God Mode?”What do you have to show for yourself? That you're essentially a virtual con artist or prostitute, degrading yourself in front of thousands of people for what... self esteem... ego boost... pat on the back? You're pathetic. Maybe if you got off your ass and did something with your life you

The Right Guy....
Ok girls.. You all know we want that perfect prince charming out there... Well,, bad news, because he DOESNT EXIST. No man is that perfect. But, good news too! Your just have to find out the right one right? But there is a Right and a Mr Wrong. Players girls.. You all know the ones I'm talking about. The ones that act too good to be true usually are. If they are over confident and sportin the goods, n spillin out the lines. BEWARE! Unless your just up for play then by all means have your desert. No judgement here. But if your after forever hit that shy boy next door type, he may be a little awkward with the girls first, but, he'll be the one worth it in the end! Weed out all of what you know you dont like in a guy n look for the opposite of what of what your getting. Because if its forever you want party man isnt gonna be the one for you. And all you players out there,, no judgment either. You guys are hot n keep us lookin ;) Much Love to all and just havin fun with my first blog. Pea

One Week
Wow one week has gone by soooo dang fast being on Fubar, I am now a Greeter in Dark Side Lounge what better place to be a Greeter, everyone is so great and the company is awsome you actually do feel like your in a real lounge the music is truly awsome the respect you get once you enter the Lounge is heart warming.

Vampire
Soft fingertips stoke my neck; A whisper of breathGhosts along my cheek. Sweet kisses against my throat,Hands wrap around my waist. Tightly. So I won’t move,Can’t move. Pushed up against the wall, Clothes pulled back. Ripped,Thrown to the floor. I stand naked; Cold,Vulnerable. He holds me close; Unyielding in his grasp. Fingertips trace my breast, A rough tongue smooths my skin, Teeth graze my shoulder. An intake of breath, A sharp gasp. He penetrates. Sinking in Slowly; He draws me closer, Into his embrace. My head thrown back, Tremors run through me. Shivering,Delighting. He sucks at my neck; I moan.He pulls out slowly; Smoothing my skin with his fingers, Kissing me sweetly. Licking his lips Stained crimson, “Delicious”

One Of Those Days
You ever had one of those days when U think to urself if one more thing goes wrong Im gonna snap??? Well these days I have been getting fewer and fewer of them.... Why you may ask... Well for one reason in particular I met the most amazing man in the world. He is so sweet and kind and it also helps that he is so fkn sexi that I cant take my eyes off of him. He made me realize that there are good guys out there they are just few and far between and I am so lucky to have found one of them. He makes me feel like I am the only woman in the world he tells me all the time how beautiful he thinks I am no matter what I look like wheather I am dressed up to the 9s or just waking up and look like death. He tells me constantly how much he loves me and cant live without me to which I answer I know baby I feel the same way. To this man I say this My love you are my world, my heart and soul are yours. You know I love you and just remember one thing... if the world ended tomorrow I would die happy kn

Soul To Soul Written By Dlpoet (2nd Ever To Be Written)
The Shadow Sonnet was created by Amera M. Andersen, may be written in any sonnet style. The Shadow takes place at the beginning and ending of each line as the words are identical or homophonic. Since all poetry was originally meant to be sung or recited out loud, homophonic words are acceptable, these are words that sound alike such as “see and sea”. (Rules: 14 lines, 9 or 10 syllables per line. The poem should have a volta or pivit; iambic pentameter is not necessary.) Soul to Soul Listen to my call O' dear one, listenSpirit sweetly calling to your spiritSo desperate for your loving touch so,Soul inhaling another precious soulLove divinely rescues our souls, my loveWorry nevermore my dear, no more worryCry a heartfelt prayer, answer thee, I cry.Dream realm playmates enhance the sweet, sweet dreamForever remains true, truly returned foreverWaited so long as both our hearts patiently waitedJoined tenderly by the spirit we are joinedTears from the heart seasoned

How Do I Get ....
"How do I get over you" jump over the moon tonight... all alone thinking of you not knowing this feeling will go away this night... "how do I get over you" truth is too complicated. So, so do you think of me at all.... is it complicated for you to move on with out me to night.. "how do you get over me" just a silly feeling I have looking a the moon tonight.... bY LoVe GiRL moving on down dusty road with out you.. fucker...

Trash. Never Treasure
Not a fucking man. Even feel lesser.Expectations of. Never. Measure. Up to what I could be. Maybe. Who's me? Christmas wrapping paper.Trash. Never treasure....I'm a fucking mess and still better than most you ever know. Even with my fucking shit, i'm God when i'm emotional. So bow down to the trash. Kiss my ass. Lick the fucking hole. Wait until I cum, swallow what you'll never get to know.......Wish you all would let go my physical attributes. Black skin. So what? Nigga i am nothing like you. Dick mighty large but fucking dude i'm not gonna hang with you. My age isn't shit. Who gives fuck about what I fucking do. In public, that club scenes is crap. Rather pick up prostitutes. And sniff coke off their asses before I actually give a fuck or two. Then overdose. Nose burning white, dying in the hospital. Jesus have mercy, what the hell got into you?.....Angel on my shoulder. Reaper at my front door. Satan in my bedroom. Who's me? Dont know. Dont care. Wont wonder. Cruel Summer. Loving wi

Blood Runs River ...
Blood runs river, love so sweet blood runs river tears so sweet cry to you. Blood runs river, lay me down to sleep. Blood runs river, walk alone night trees standing so tall sweet smells of summer moon. Blood runs river, attempted suicide come alive Gods so sweet to see your face. Blood runs river, treasures love, hate, candy land come my way sun go down. Blood runs river, town with no name true feelings not face a man can't face. Blood runs river, she loves forever, forever... Blood runs river... bY LoVe GiRL

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You Are My Best Friend
i have a lot of friends but i don't know which one i can trust all of them help me change my life and what am i believing for i always ask myself whom i should treat my best friend i thought it was a lost friend that i already met coz she's the one i'm always thinking she's never been out on my mind but not till i met you coz you gave me reason to stop believing that i will find a friend whom i waited for so long i think i already found the person who will change the life i'm living now she's not perfect and good as i expected but she can teach me to live in reality i don't know you that much but i can prove that you're the one i'm looking for you're the only one who make me feel this way a feeling that surely, no one can ever give me i'm not good in words and i don't know how to show what i really feel but hoping you to know how much you mean to me even without such words i know we just met, but i feel so close to you i know we just met, but i hope

Part 2
"Hey Ave!" It was Paige, her best friend. Avery was working on her tan while relaxing on a pool lounge. "I had a few errands to run today, and I was nearby, so I thought I'd stop in." "Come on in." Avery replied. "Kevin is at work, and I decided to take a long break. I didn't feel like going into town today, so I'm working from home." It was a warm, late June afternoon. Paige kicked off her sandals and put her feet into the pool. "C'mon Paige. Jump in." "I don't have my suit" answered Paige. "You can wear one of mine" protested Avery. Paige declined the offer. They sat for a while talking about everything, from work, to Kevin, to Paige's boyfriend Jasper. They decided they would have a couples night sometime after Jasper came back.He was out of town for work. He was an architect. They decided daquiri's sounded like a good idea, so Paige went inside to make them. Avery sat in the lounge chair and waited. After a few minutes, Paige came back out of the house, drinks in hand, now wear

The Rite Of Wolves
The wolves in my blood are rising To Run in your woods. The tribal beats increasing Aren't drums. They are pagan hearts Drawing together. They are pagan bodies Yearning to touch. Snap. Snarl. Tear. Growl. We want to feel you. We want to see inside. My wolves are hungry And your soul is hot. We want to bury our muzzles In your warm seductive blood.

Part 12
Marissa stands alone now in her house this day. Drinking most of the week. Family is upset about the wedding, and with her. Not dealing with her pain. House was dark and cold. She is crying in her hands. Lost so lost looking at all the pills on her bed. Over a 100 of them. Fuck it she took them all down. Ending her life there was nothing for her to live for now. Alex was gone the fight was to much for her to bear. She walked into Alex bedroom nothing is in there all her things are gone just a painting on the wall.. Marissa walks back to her bedroom gets into her bed and falls a sleep. Makes a phone call to a friend and was not talking right.. he calls 911. Next thing she knows cops are all around her kicking her to get out of bed. She's yelling fuck you guys let me die. They take her away.. next thing she knows she's drinking some black drink.. and found her self dreaming of a place she wants to stay... she's dieing she is dieing ... bY LoVe GiRL Part 12

I've Learned...
I've Learned that most of the things I worry about never happen* I've Learned that every great achievement was once considered impossible* I've Learned that you can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk* I've Learned that if there were no problems there would be no opportunities* I've Learned that it doesn't cost anything to be nice* I've Learned that the important things us not what others think of me, but what I might think of me* I've Learned that even the simplest task can be meaningful if I do it right* I've Learned that in every face to fae encounter, regardless of how brief, we leave something behind* I've Learned that whenever I decide something with kindness, I usually make the right decision* I've Learned that if you spread the peas out on your plate, it looks like you ate mre* I've Learned that regardless of color or age, we all need about the same amount of love* I've Learned that education, experience, and memories are three things that no one

Are You The One...
Are you the one, like pink clouds over our head... are you the one... bunnies in our bed...are you the one.. under the covers all night with flash light making funny faces..are you the one... painting your nails hot pink like mine... are you the one.. hold each other all night long with our p.js on.. are you the one... just hang out have coffee talk about nothing.. laugh at my jokes... are you the one... bY LoVe GiRL.... "aRe thE oNe"

Wondering If Maybe Cheat Sheets From Experienced Levelers Would Be A Benefit???
With all the recent changes on this site. The higher levels, the requirement of not just accomplishing achievements to level but achievement requirements for other reasons. There are also now many problems that can no longer be handled in the support lounge due to the complexity of the problems. Compatibility of browser configuration is the number 1 problem on this site. this is no longer something that i can do by myself. However, I have been a leveler for years on this site. I know how to get the achievements. Most can be made w/o usage of bling if you know how to take advantage of fu in old fu ways. Noob drinks and comments very simple, just have to know the secret. Can be done w/i an hr. Cherry Inferno easy just have to know proper way to bomb, browser & shut down of what should not be running for max use. Ranking easy if you know how to use fu to your advantage. So many more very easy if just have the know how. If you think cheat sheets would be useful...plz comment I WILL MAKE T

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Once upon a time, there was a people who inhabited a majestic land under an all-powerful government. Now this government had the resources to control practically every aspect of human existence; hundreds of thousands of "public servants" could access the most personal details of every citizen's life because everyone was issued a number at birth with which the government would track him throughout his life. No one could even work in gainful employment without this number. True, the government left certain domains of individual action largely free, particularly matters concerning speech and sex. These activities posed no real threat to the state. When not used to entertain and divert, the power of speech was used principally to clamor for more or better goods from the state, or for "reforms" to make the state work "better," thereby entrenching the people's dependency. And insofar as sex was concerned, well, the people's behavior in this area also really had no effect on the scope of st

I'm More Then That...
I'm more then that.. yellow love in the moon, I won't run to you love no more blue blue no more true true love will come fly summer sky's love stay love stay don't go away won't run to you love no more blue blue no more true true love will come fly summer sky's.... bY LoVe GiRL "Yellow Moon" ..

Friends
I luv all my family on here. Just want to let them know that. I been debating though over taking a break from fu or not. Or maybe I need to expand my horizons on here and go out and make newer friends. Usually though when I make good friends I prefer to just pay attn to them and not play the game on here as much. So much has been happening on here that its just making me lose interest. Got one good friend who doesnt come on as much..due to fact hes tired of the drama. Another friend i care alot about who has had problems with drama..and not talking much anymore. I know I got some friends who would love more of my attn. I am sorry.. I dont know why I cant give you the attn you want. Maybe its because you want to much from me and I just cant give you that attn. Anyways.. hasnt been much fun for me lately. Just stating how I been feeling lately. I do not need know it all comments by a certain person.. I do not need drama. I just want things to be way use to be..where

My Thoughts Tonight
Okay so heres the story so far. First off I am with Mr Viking in RL and He's totally amazing. I love Him beyond all logical comprehesion. He's the father of my Daughter and the Father of My 2 Step kids. I am epic happy with Him and I can't see Me being with anyone else in real life apart from Pirate. I was with an awesome dude called Pirate a while ago and then a whole shitstorm happened. We got Fudivorced. Messy situation all around with that one after having My name dragged through the mud and my rep kinda tainted. I'm working on repairing that all by myself. Then I met a Guy called Mr NY. Mr NY got with Miss RI in RL and yeah I wasn't bothered by it at all. Miss RI is a TRUE Friend and I class Her as a Sister. Yeah there was EPIC Jealousy involved. She could be with what I wanted and I FuMarried Mr NY. But We became close after all of this. Dude WTF was I thinking getting with someone that angry and sexually frustrated all the time. He hurt Me and broke Me beyond most human repair.

What Did I Say Wrong
I don't know maybe it's just me but some time's people's reaction's are crazy. I just had an exchange with another fu member and maybe someone can tell me where I went wrong. To Beautiful ...: i have a quesyion 5:10pm reply Beautiful ...: ook 5:11pm more To Beautiful ...: question this is in regards to your status how do you know the guy(8484379) is a predator that is a serious charge to level against someone Beautiful ...: THE FUCKING ASS HOLE IS AFTWER MINORS THATS HOW! 5:13pm more To Beautiful ...: i dont know the man but on his profile it says hes looking for 18 to 25 yr old woman Beautiful ...: where the fuck do you get off judging me cause I am entitled to my fucking opinions! Now call me crazy but there is not a country that say's an 18 year old male of female is a child, and as I said to the other fu I don't know this guy(8484379) but to just put it as your status that someone is a predator without and proof asi

Anger
People get on my fucking nerves. I mean, seriously. I know I'm pregnant, and hormonal, and probably a huge bitch right now, but I would be ALOT nicer if people weren't so fucking stupid. Example: I have a stitch in my cervix. I have a child in my stomach. Put together, that HURTS. My doctor has me on pain pills. But if I hear that I got called A JUNKIE, A PILL POPPER, OR A PILL SEEKER one more damn time, I will lose my shit on that person's face. Nigga, you have a dick...what THE FUCK do you know about the pains of a normal pregnancy LET ALONE this one? Besides the obvious NOTHING? And then to find out that this is being said BY A ROOMMATE, who is living here RENT FREE, to another roommate. Do you think you're slick? Or cool? You're in the army, you're supposedly a badass, you're for sure a GROWN ASS MAN and all you can do is talk shit about a pregnant girl behind her back...I hope one day to achieve the level of coolness in your life. I hate the fact that stu

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Flame Of Love
We fell in love went up like a brush fire Burned hot and high with large logs in the coals Two hearts born for each other fate sepperated us Spread the ambers far and few we still blazed Like Lava Winter snow and spring rain through the hurt We smoldered on high The winds of destiny pryed again but this time too far Deep within still glew red but couldn't radiate The ground gave We came back together again A thick layer of ash She can't break through As much as we burn for each other The old ash holds her heat but insulates it from mine So together we melt apart

Sexist Women
In my travels all over the web, I come across many comments and blogs by women who obviously are not deep thinkers, ranting about how men are cheaters, dogs, perverts, etc. Usually they generalize men negatively as less moral or virtuous than the female gender. And to me, this is as derogatory as racism . One of the more common posts I encounter is the inversion of the one I have edited below in defense of us men... Before you profile and bash every man that you have ever chosen, think about how while youre doing so, another woman is showing men respect by not lumping them all into a giant turd ball. While youre creating problems, another woman is humble and patient enough to listen. While youre too busy "not needing a man, but wanting one", The real women are making time for men. While youre making him wait for affection, while you stroke your ego, other ladies are workin their sexy, getting him to smile and spend. While you cant decide who, what or how many men you want attent

My Struggles With My Own Addiction
I started drinking at around 15. I had a friend that bought some cocaine and he told me that he did, I asked him if I could try it. He told me no that I would get hooked. So that pissed me off. I went out and found coke myself and off I went. I used cocaine and drank from 15 till I was 21. In 1989 when life began to really suck, I checked myself into rehab. While I was in rehab the counselor’s told me that if I am a drug addicted that I was most likely an alcoholic as well. So I bought into this idea. After leaving rehab, I stayed sober for 2.5 years. While I was sober I never heard them say work the 12 steps. And like I said they told me I was an alcoholic. Well my head started talking to me again, telling me that you aren’t an alcoholic you are just a drug addict all the while still going to meetings everyday. Well one day I made that decision to once again just drink. This was in 1992 I told my friend I want to party tonight. So I proceeded to go to the liquor store and purchase cas

Words & Phrases To Live By
I browse random peoples profiles a lot, and I find some really awesome stuff. No, I won't post the name of the user I take this from, but all of this can be incorporated into everyones daily lifestyle. Words to live by and so forth. Take it for what it is, and I HOPE, for some of you, it helps. :) ENJOY ---------- "Eleven Hints for Life"1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and neverfind the courage to let that person know how you feel.2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone whomeans a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it wasnever meant to be and you just have to let go.3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk awayfeeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we loseit, but it's also true that we don't know what we've beenmissing until it arrives.5. It takes only a minute to

It's Amazing
It’s amazing how you realize when you lose someone, you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could’ve a million times. You take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could’ve been with them. Anyone can be taken at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they’re gone to say things we never had the courage to before.

Tears(unfinished?)
Unfinished? Tears of crimsonThe eyes no longer glowThe countenance now fallenThe back a bended bough. A fate worse than deathUnder the rod of oppressionIn the Iron claws of the EagleOur freedom suppressed Stripped of my libertiesTil nothing was leftForced to serve MammonA fate worse than death. I cried to God for justiceI begged Him for reprieveRelease me from this prison cellAllow my soul to leave. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

You Are My Everything
I can feel you, but I can't touch, and baby I want to so much. Can you see me here, I am here, I love you very much dear. When I cross my heart, we are together not far apart. When I close my eyes, I see you and I feel your size. When you came into my life, I was lonely and ready with a knife. You helped me see a light, you let me know love was in sight. If I never feel your finger tips, or the warmth of your lips, and the pulsating drive of your hips, I want you to know you are my everything, even if I can't wear your wedding ring, I will wait right around the corner in this real life thing.

Soo.. Here It Is
When the time comes.. I will be leaving fubar and everything that has to do with the net I am thankful for everyone that has been here for me, I respect and love you all to the people that hate me.. I really don't care how you feel about me, I'm sorry you feel the need to hate me I hope one day u can find a place in ur cold heart to actually have a heart one day. Life is short.. live it and stop being filled with hate. I'm not perfect and I don't pretend to be.. I am just me.. I try to love everyone in my life, cause I feel like everyone deserves to feel like they are special in this world.. so full of hate. So many people tell me I have a big heart... I do and in return it gets broken so many times. Doesn't mean I'm weak just means I'm a better person and I think with my heart. Thank You for the Good times Thank you to the ones that are closest to me. You will all have a place in my heart and in my soul forever. I LOVE YOU ALL! Love Sin

Relationships
In this day and time relationships are hard to keep.. It's been almost 2 years since I have been in a relationship and I'm totally happy. Sure I get lonely but at least I dont have to worry about my guy cheating on me or just using me for his own gain. Same goes for fu relationships. When your in one here in fuland you still got to worry about your fu man off talking to others or that other person wanting what you have with him and I just so dont want to be in that kind of relationship again.. If I cant find a man that wants me and only me I dont want one. When I'm with a man its him and only him. Theres no flirting with others or trying to meet them in person. Nor do I make up another profile in fu so I can decieve him. Men dont want women like that I guess . They would rather have someone that does decieve them. Ok not all men but the good ones I'm guessing. And I've got to say so do women. It seems no one has morals these days. Ha that is why im single and will stay that way until I

Like Me Or Hate Me
****I DON'T CARE WHAT COLOR YOUR NAME IS ON HERE, IT MAKES YOU NO BETTER THEN ANYBODY ELSE, REMEMBER THIS IS A GAME NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST, IF YOU DONT LIKE ME OR WHATEVER, THAT IS YOUR RIGHT AND I WON'T LOSE ANY SLEEP OVER IT. JUST DO US BOTH A FAVOR IF THAT'S THE CASE, DELETE ME AND BLOCK ME, I DON'T CARE...FROM HERE ON OUT I WILL SPEAK THE TRUTH AND TELL IT LIKE IT IS, IF THAT OR ANYTHING ELSE I DO OR SAY OFFENDS YOU, THEN DELETE AND BLOCK ME, AGAIN I DON'T CARE!!****

Friend Is There This One Goes Out To My Friend !!!!!!!!!!!
FRIEND IS THERE WHEN U NEED THEM ... FRIEND IS THERE FOR U WHEN U HAVE UP AND DOWNS ....FRIEND IS THERE TO LISTEN WHEN U HAVE PROBLEM... FRIEND IS THERE HAVE GOODTIME AND BADTIME...... FRIEND IS THERE WHEN U CAN SAY HEY IM HERE FOR U ...FRIEND IS WHEN U CAN TELL THEM ANYTHING .... FRIEND IS THERE HOLD U UP WHEN U NEED THEM ....FRIEND IS THERE TO HOLD THERE SECERTS ....FRIENDS IS THERE WHEN U TELL THEM U ARE HAVE GOOD DAY OR BAD DAY. FRIEND IS THERE HAVE GOOD LAUGH AND CRY WITH THEM. BUT NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT WAY FROM U UNLESS U LET IT HAPPEN .....

You Hide
You hide behind women talk talk all night, You hide behind women talk talk all night, you are Mr. know it all. You hide behind women talk talk all night, you can't pay your rent. You hide behind women talk talk all night, you can't pay for your cigarettes. You hide behind women talk talk all night, set in room all night smoking pot. You hide behind women talk talk all night, you can't keep job. You hide behind women talk talk all night, Make believe your someone else. You hide behind women talk talk all night,You hide behind women you had your daughter taking away because your dead beat Dad. Now you are trying to run me down... I think not ... bY LoVe GiRL... "Your a hater not a lover"

Thinking
How does one get thoughts out their mind that shouldn't be there? Wishing for things to happen,yet knowing they shall never come to pass. Asking themselves why they have to be stuck, when they wish to have wings like an Eagle and just simply fly away. Wondering what it is they coud of done different to of had a different outcome. Knowing that the things they want and feel just shall never be........

Sexual Psychology Of Pool
This is a blog I originally posted on my sisters myspace page probably about a good 10 years ago. I still find it entertaining and thought I would share it with everyone. Has anybody else noticed how sexual the game of pool can be and how many sexual terms you can come up with? Especially if you are a female. To start this game off, someone has to rack the balls. Now, I prefer getting on my knees when racking the balls....or should I say, "handle the balls". As a female, we can also take this opportunity to compare our racks to other females. I mean, my sister tries to compare hers to mine all the time but she fails horribly. The next step in this game is when someone with a long stick judges how hard to slam it into the balls. Now to me, this seems a bit painful if you are a male. But my sister and I, well, we can slam it pretty good, so you have been warned men! Then, the goal is to slide the stick through your fingers and aim to get a ball into the hole. Hmm...are bal

Wtf Is Wrong With People????
I mean really………WTF???My pet peeves of the day…….so far. The day is far from over and my mind is subject to change many times without passing go or collecting $200. I am a woman after all. 1.) People who can’t stop texting for five minutes to carry on a conversation with me. Seriously……I have the attention span of a flea. If I can give you five minutes of my time and undivided attention surely you can do the same. 2.) Men/boys that go around with their ass hanging out of their pants…..this is cool WHY??? 3.) People who ask me for my opinion or advice and then turn around and do the exact opposite. Or people who want my opinion and then get pissed off because they don’t like what I have to say. 4.) Anytime I have to press “one for English” If you live here and can’t speak English GTFO!!!! 5.) Men who crawl into my chat box and ask if I want to see their “10 inches” They sa

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The Set-up
Susie and Kirby decided to try something a little different this weekend, usually they went to one of the local swingers clubs but tonight was going to be a different type of set-up. Susie was going to go to a local bar and see if she still had what it took to pick up a sexy single guy. Kirby agreed on the condition he would be observing her from the crowd as security in case things got out of hand. She decided to wear her black mini skirt with garter and stocking and no panties and her “biker bitch” sports bra top. While she was getting ready Kirby put fresh batteries into the camera and got out the camcorder and made sure it was charged up and had a new tape in it. They decided on a local bar where it wouldn’t be so crowded she would feel crowd anxiety. And Kirby went ahead to scout it out while Susie had a few drinks to loosen herself up. Kirby was already there and playing a game of pool with another guy when he saw her walk through the door, “

Club Karizma Promo Tags
OK below are the Promotion Tag's I made thus far. Here is the Code and I'm adding the image photo so you can see what it looks like. No you don't need to save the image just use the codes. HAPPPY Promoting guys!! Lets spread the word and get Club Karizma back on the FU map :) The Code is... CLICK TO ENTERCame to show you some love and to invite you to Club Karizma!Come have a drink on us and make some new friends The Code is... CLICK TO ENTERCame to show you some love and to invite you to Club Karizma!Come have a drink on us and make some new friends The Code is... CLICK TO ENTERCame to show you some love and to invite you to Club Karizma!Come have a drink on us and make some new friends The Code is.... CLICK TO ENTERCame to show you some love and to invite you to Club Karizma!Come have a drink on us and make some new friends The Code is...

The Lyrics Witchy Women Just Like Me Lol
Raven hair and ruby lips Sparks fly from her finger tips Echoed voices in the night She's a restless spirit on an endless flight Wooo hooo witchy woman, see how High she flies Woo hoo witchy woman she got The moon in her eye She held me spellbound in the night Dancing shadows and firelight Crazy laughter in another Room and she drove herself to madness With a silver spoon Woo hoo witchy woman see how high she flies Woo hoo witchy woman she got the moon in her eye Well I know you want a lover, Let me tell your brother, she's been sleeping In the devil's bed. And there's some rumors going round Someone's underground She can rock you in the nighttime 'til your skin turns red Woo hoo witchy woman See how high she flies Woo hoo witchy woman She got the moon in her eye

Happy Valentines
would like to thank all who help me in contest most rate... pls. to all who have not rate yet pls. its take a minutes to check it and dont forget to rate pls. leave comments too THANK YOU ! LINK : OR COPY PASTE THIS XO http://fubar.com/07-shine-your-love-your-crush-da-buum-http-fubar-com-sunshin/photo-3581666-2609866-2154657873 THANK YOU ! HAPPY VALENTINES ADVANCE!

Do You Want Me To Tell You
"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it’s cracked up to be. That’s why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more."

Double Dose Of Being Tested Lol
I just got back home at 8 pm after a day of work, right after work went to the laundromat and the dryers ran but without heat because they ran out of propane, and I just got back home after a 32 mile drive to find a horrible burning smell coming from my driver's front side wheel - it appears the disc brake caliper has frozen and is cooking the brake pads. I'm not angry it's just more 'tests' in my life and at least the owner provided a refund on the money I put in the dryer.

"mary Had A Little Lamb"-read Carefully
Mary had a little Lamb, His fleece was white as snow. And everywhere that Mary went, The Lamb was sure to go. He followed her to school each day, it wasn't even in the rule. It made the children laugh and play, To have a Lamb at school. And then the rules all changed one day, Illegal it became; To bring the Lamb of God to school, Or even speak His name. Everyday got worse and worse, And days turned into years.Instead of hearing children laugh, We heard gun shots and saw tears. What must we do to stop the crime, That's in our schools today? Let's let the Lamb come back to school, And teach our kids to pray!...

Gossip Folks- Missy Elliot...who Feels Like This Song Sumtimes...cuz I Do Everyday N Luv It!!!!
Yo, yo, move out the way we got Missy Elliott commin' through Girl that is Missy Elliott, she lost a lot of weight, I heard she eat one cracker a day! Girl, what I heard the bitch was married to Tim, and started fuckin' with Trina Well I heard the bitch got hit by three zebras and a monkey I can't stand the bitch no way When I walk up in the peace I ain't gotta even speak Im a bad mamma jamma god damnit muthafucka You aint gotta like me I aint sweatin these hoes Need to talk, what ya know Stop talking bout who Im stickin im lickin You just mad it aint yours I know yall poor Yall broke Yall jobs just hangin up coats Step to me get burnt like toast Muthafucka adios amigos ah ha, pose pose I don't brag I mostly boast From the VA to the LA coast Izzy Kizzy Lizzy Go [Chorus:]

A True Friend
A true friend is the one who picks you up when you fallA true friend is one that won't lieA true friend is there when you callA true friend is there when you want to dieA true friend knows just what to sayA true friend won't care what other people thinkA true friend will help you find your wayA true friend will make sure you don't sinkA true friend will help you choose your pathA true friend will know when something is wrongA true friend has to sometimes face your wrathA true friend makes you feel like you belongA true friend

From S2 Aka My Wee Shite
Ur friendship is a rarity,Pleasant loyal and true. U always been there for meE'en with all ur going through. I dont think that u realised,When u came looking for a friend,That i was going to be there,Right to the bitter end. U opened up ur heart,We sit and chat alot,I can never thank you enough cat,Ur the best friend i have got. Ur a diamond in the rough,Ur ma wee bitchy one. U have a place in my heart my friend,And that will never be undone. Yes i sat and wrote this,After we came off the phone. It shows what ur wee shite can do,When this s2 is all alone. All my love my bitchy friend, U know im here to listen. Â© s2 wee shite

Best Valentine Ever!
I got a card in the mail yesterday. I was realy surprised because I didn't expect a card at all, let alone from anyone from here. Here's what it said:: It's Valentine's Day. (that's the front. it has a penguin on it with a heart that's a sticker that says "2 Cool") On the inside it says:: "Stacie, I know you have been dealing with a lot lately. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. If you need anything, just let me know." (that's hand written) Opposite side:: Here's a special Valentine for someone truly awesome!! I have great friends :)

Trust Has To Be Earned With Me
I get tired of people expecting me to trust them in a short period of time. trust is earned and not meant to be given so freely. the minute you figure that out that will be better for you

Moments
What does a woman want…when she is thinking erotically….sensually….what drives her mind to the dark and exciting place where passion meets intrigue…sex meets satisfaction…need becomes pleasing and desire encompasses all….knowing that thoughts are not materializing into reality during this time….or ….are they … What if…. fantasies aren’t always supposed to come to fruition? Are sexual experiences limited to who we are ….trust and inhibition winning over passion and sex… allowing a mind to fulfill pleasure instead of a body…Can a woman who delves into sensuality on a daily basis, having masturbation and play down to an art….not be right for her own desires of the flesh? If she hesitates, is it fear…and if she accepts too quickly, is it wrong…and then …how could it possibly be wrong to want something so natural, so womanly, so stimulating and delicious….to ac

The Ballad Of Gabriel
Waking up.... Why bother..... Why not just stay here .......... Its quiet .... and late ... It seems I cannot shake that feeling... That I have to ..... be somewhere.... I hear the clarion voice of my lady ... Always caling me.. enticing me to come... I must resist .. I am not her pet.. I serve my own master.. I serve my own free will.. Yet it sounds sooo lovely .. to just drift away.. and be ... hers... Rubbing my eyes I sit up... I can't keep going on like this.. a pawn on the table.. another tool to be used... I know what she wants.... She wants the world... Rex Mundi the God of the world... I can feel that within her.. This island is only a trial.. Those armies are moving west .. Evil always finds a way doesn't it?... Looking down at the floor.. Would the army just nuke this place.. if they knew this is what shes doing... I see it ... its sprouting up slowly... across th water in Manhattan.. and in other places as well ..I can see them all if i focus.. All her damned souls ..

How It All Started
So, I started my job at a restaraunt in the town I live on November 18. I thought I would love it and I do. I just don't like the people I work with. But, no job is perfect right? Right. Buuuuut, I think there are limits. It started with my boss flirting with me casaully which I thoguth was strange but it didnt really bother me. But it kept progressing. He asked me to go drinking with him and when I turned him down he ignored me for weeks. which i was actually fine with. but then he got his courage back. he progressed to touch my ass and pretend it was an accident. now my other coworker is a total attention whore. if all eyes arnt on her she'll get pissed and make your life hell. well when he started in on me and less on her she got really in my face about it. the whole work environment just isnt professional at all and when i confronted the head guy about it, he thought i was being ridiculous nd shooed me away. my boss went a step further this past thursday and thrust a picture of his

Teaching Children Not To Bully
A teacher in New York was teaching her class about bullying and gave them the following exercise to perform. She had the children take a piece of paper and told them to crumple it up, stamp on it and really mess it up but do not rip it. Then she had them unfold the paper, smooth it out and look at how scarred and dirty is was. She then told them to tell it they’re sorry. Now even though they said they were sorry and tried to fix the paper, she pointed out all the scars they left behind. And that those scars will never go away no matter how hard they tried to fix it. That is what happens when a child bully’s another child, they may say they’re sorry but the scars are there forever. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ** We Can Start Small and Teach Once Again The Value of a Human Heart Mind and Soul* Live~ Laugh~ and Love~

The Walking Dead Links, Updated Weekly.
Links for Season 3 Episode 12 (3/3) http://www.sockshare.com/file/9859F68B76E3C6C3 http://www.putlocker.com/file/58D18B602B80CA12 http://www.wootly.ch/?v=4JGEEEE4 Links for Season 3 Ep 11 (2/24) http://www.piratenz.eu/direct.php?url=MTI1NDU1 http://www.putlocker.com/file/46803A8C140E548D Links for Season 3 Ep 10. (2/17) http://www.putlocker.com/file/5ABB81569F5F6460 http://www.wootly.ch/?v=DXGEEEE4 (Watch the Vidbull link on this next link) http://www.zzstream.li/2013/02/the-walking-dead-s3-e10-home.html Link for Season 3 Ep 9. (2/10) http://www.sockshare.com/file/1B21E82046EF49AE & http://www.wootly.ch/?v=ZWGEEEE4 & http://www.putlocker.com/file/9D269AE587B89092

Caledonian Flower
Some woman complained I was an old, nasty man into boobs, so she wouldn't accept my friendship request. Are boobs so terrible? Anyway I took most of those pics down and made others for friends or family. Did I cave too easily?

Too Much Red.
Dainty silk trails dancing in the clearLike coy lit by the last, quiet ember of creationStillness.Dilluted.Cold, goosebumpy skin, tickled at the alien touch of a captive stranger.Hardened with no grip, bite, or purpose.Fingers creeping for a plea.A clumsy petition to the box you lived in.Your voice.Your concern.Measured.Weighed.Rationalized.

[bus To Chinatown]
Every now and then I listen to weepy chicks with pianos.Usually when I can't sleep.I don't think that's the worst thing I can be caught doing.I still feel nothing.I mean... even when I'm thinking fondly about someone... there's just nothing really there.I'm told I'm supposed to have feelings associated to these images and memories in my head, mostly I just think "that'd be nice... wouldn't it?".I think I get lost in those moments. Play-acting as someone else... and I just get trapped in that trick.Like I'm watching someone else live my life.I don't even get angry any more... I just run to this blank space in my head.I'm not really there, I'm just what you were expecting.I don't think there's a treatment for pretending to be human.And even if I respondedhow can you be that surethat I'm not just acting.I recall some faint warning from Orwell about Unpersons...I don't feel all that concerned.

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I JUST RECENTLY HAD BACK SURGERY COSTING ALOTTA MONEY FOR MY INSURANCE, NOW IM FINDING IT HARD TO KEEP UP WITH THE GAMES HERE IN FUBAR. I FIND IT HARD TO GET HELP FROM OTHERS FOR ITEMS NEEDED OR HELP IN GENERAL, YES THERES MANY THAT HAVE HELPED AND I APPRECIATE IT THIS FAR.. I GUESS IN TIME WE WILL SEE JUST HOW GENEROUS OTHERS WILL BE.. I LOVE ALL THOSE THAT HAVE ADDED ME AS FRIENDS AND FAMILY .. WISHES ALL THE BEST

Somebody Is In Trouble..................................
A father put his 3 year old daughter to bed, told her a story andlistened to her prayers which ended by saying: 'God bless Mommy, Godbless Daddy, God bless Grandma and goodbye Grandpa.'The father asked, 'Why did you say goodbye Grandpa?'The little girl said, 'I don't know daddy, it just seemed like the thingto do.' The next day grandpa died. The father thought it was a strangecoincidence.A few months later the father put the girl to bed and listened to herprayers which went like this: 'God bless Mommy, God Bless Daddy andgoodbye Grandma.' The next day the grandmother died.'Holy shit 'thought the father, this kid is in contact with the other side.Several weeks later when the girl was going to bed the dad heard hersay: 'God bless Mommy and goodbye Daddy.' He practically went intoshock. He couldn't sleep all night and got up at the crack of dawn to goto his office. He was nervous as a cat all day, had lunch and watchedthe clock. He figured if he could get by until midnight he would beokay

We All Know 1
I am amazed at people today. That all beauty is skin. Never looking deeper inside. Where true beauty begins. Aimlessly throwing people aside. But longing to be adored. Thinking all are beneath them. We're all trash and whores. Spend your daddy's money. While others push forward and true. I thank God for my heart. It keeps me forever being like you.

Lupercalia
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A True Inspiration, From A Personal Hero Of Mine.
“The Paradox of our Times" Is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers. Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but we have less. We have bigger houses, but smaller families. More conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees, but less sense. More knowledge, but less judgement. More experts, but more problems. More medicines, but less wellness. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

Sex
EDDIE WANTED DESPERATELY TO HAVE SEX WITH THIS REALLY CUTE, HOT GIRL IN THE OFFICE, BUT SHE WAS DATING SOMEONE ELSE. ONE DAY EDDIE GOT SO FUSTRATED THAT HE WENT TO HER AND SAID: "I'LL GIVE YOU $100.00 IF YOU LET ME HAVE SEX WITH YOU." THE GIRL LOOKED AT HIM AND SAID: "NO!" EDDIE SAID: "I'LL BE SO FAST, I'LL THROW THE MONEY ON THE FLOOR, YOU BEND DOWN AND I'LL FINISH BY THE TIME YOU'VE PICKED IT UP." SHE THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT AND SAID THAT SHE WOULD CONSULT WITH HER BOYFRIEND. SHE CALLED HIM AND EXPLAINED THE SITUATION. HER BOYFRIEND SAYS: "ASK HIM FOR $200.00, AND PICK UP THE MONEY REALLY FAST. HE WON'T EVEN BE ABLE TO GET HIS PANTS DOWN." SHE AGREED AND ACCEPTS THE PROPOSAL. OVER HALF AN HOUR GOES BY AND THE BOYFRIEND IS STILL WAITING FOR HIS GIRLFRIENDS CALL. FINALLY, AFTER 45 MINUTES THE BOYFRIEND CALLS AND ASKS: "WHAT HAPPENED?" STILL BREATHING HARD, SHE MANAGED TO REPLY: "THEFUCKER HAD ALL QUARTERS!"

Heart In Pieces
Like broken glass on the floor Swept out thru the open door my heart split in two from all of the things you put me through there is no healing this hurt I feel this pain is all too real there is no way you can take it back after all of the ways you attacked and abused my soul now im no longer whole there is a part thats missing now I need to bring it back but I dont know how the only thing left to do is to pick up the pieces of my broken heart the fragile heart your tore apart and left splayed across the floor

Need Help With 2500 Likes Achievement?read This:)
This is just some helpful information Id thought id share with everyone who is trying to get the 2500 likes without bling achievement.I was first to get it last night and since I have people asking me tips on how to get it I am just going to post it here so everyone can read it:) Number 1 thing you should know, It doesnt go by your daily likes its counted on the progress meter..the faster n accumulated likes you get the more quicker the meter will go up.But,just a warning!! if your likes slow down or stall a bit you will lose likes instead of gaining! This happend to me a few times n I was trying to figure out why I would have 2230 likes one minute then Id check again and the meter would read 2208 likes..This is why, Because you have to make sure you keep those likes up! So remember that! Its the most important thing you need to do in order to get a fast success at the achievement.Follow this and you should get in a jiffy!! Hope this helps:)

Sb Creeper Call Him
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Makes Ya Think
A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they'd be asked the "half empty or half full" question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz. She replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn't change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." She continued, "The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything." It’s important to r

Really Need A Lot Of Votes, Please Help A Girl Out!
Please go to this link and vote for us, it means so much! We need all the help we can get, you can vote today and tomorrow. Please spread the message to everyone you know and use any resource you can think of. My boyfriend and I have had a lot of bad luck with illness and death in our family and winning this would help so much to lighen the mood a little. We are competitive, are you? Show it by helping us be #1, thank you soooooooo much! Again please spread the word, happy hour it, whatever works! Love you all! http://www.kiss107.com/cc-common/contests/photo_contest.php?id=218646&image_id=316022&fb_action_ids=582539761774467&fb_action_types=og.recommends&fb_source=aggregation&fb_aggregation_id=288381481237582

Real Life Vs. Fu-life
Some people seem to be having trouble remembering that online life isnt the real life. Its one that we create to look and feel however we wish. Not everything or everyone is exactly as they seem. Even me! And that is fine because I'm not here to share my whole life with virtual strangers who are also not sharing their souls. But I am here to have fun chatting, flirting and who knows? Some day maybe meeting up with someone here who is not bitter and is sane enough to make a real life friend out of. The problem is some get jealous and mad when they discover that I actually socialize with other people on a social website! No fair. I dont demand exclusive devotion from anyone anywhere unless we are more than just 'FuMarried'. But comitted in real life. By then, I will have excused my self from a site like this. Thats just how I roll. You can roll your own way. So I'm just sayin, dont waste your time and heart getting twisted because the person you dig is also dug by others. If your skills

Good Day Turns Bad
been super duper busy lately. haven't been on hardly at all.. work work work.. Monday (2/18) was great :D had lunch with friend who was traveling through and had a great time (he knows who he is :D:D) and after that went to the nail salon and got a mani/pedi with girlfriend... Get home... and thats where my good day turned into hell... doing laundry.. i managed to trip and fall... when i fell i heard a POP and my foot went numb... thinking i messed up my ankle... i stand very very slowly and realize my ankle is fine... but the numbing feeling is going away and there is FIRE IN MY TOE... yup i broke my toe... doing laundry..... go me.. i wake up on Tuesday (2/19) get ready for work, go to my car.. and behold! i have a flat tire... get my friend from down the road to put my donut on for me (i don't have enough grip due to problems with my tendons in my hands..) and off i go to the shop... gotta get a new tire.. $150 bucks... At least my pedicure didn't get fucked up...

Clean Coal
Clean Coal ? The Obama administration has awarded more than $3 million for R&D in clean coal technologies supposedly dealing primarily with carbon capture and storage (CCS). The awards break down as follows:…………………………………………………………………………………….. Southern Illinois University: $442212 for R&D on corrosion protection on (AUSC) boiler and turbine components. Indiana University: $293,519 to develop computational models to study the coatings. Brown University: $300,000 to study the feasibility of two-layer air plasma-spray Texas Engineering Experiment Station (College Station, Texas): $300,000 for the development of high-temperature stainless steels. Ohio State University: $299,934 The study will research new steels. University of Tennessee: $300,000 fundamental studi

The Dance Of Submission Part 2
Unable to say anything at this point, I just travel over to her. Slowly placing my hands on her arms. Leaning in I kiss her cheek, her forehead down the bridge of her nose, then softly kiss her lips. As she wraps her arms around me, I feel everything inside me warm. Kisses become stronger filled with more passion. Breathing is becoming heavier. My senses inside me are electrocuting every nerve in me. What is this I think in the back of my mind. What is this feeling? How is this possible? My mind travels back to that day, the first day I seen her, almost a year ago to date. I was walking into my office building, and there she was, at the security desk. Long dark hair flowing down her back. She had it pulled into a loose ponytail, which I could not but help and wonder what my hands would feel like wrapped in it. She wasnt a thin woman, she had curves, but they suited her form perfectly. Then it hit me, she turned around, and the eyes, those eyes of hers drew me right out. I felt somethin

My Fu Rules
RULE #1 NO DRAMA If you have come to my page to create drama, please leave now. RULE #2 SHOW SOME RESPECT You don't have to like me & I could honestly care less if you do or not, but you will show my Fuwife, my Family, my Friends & Myself respect while you are on my page. If you can't do that, please leave now. RULE #3 I ONLY RATE PROFILES OF THOSE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I rate, (fan & send a friends request, if not done so already ) like & comment every profile I go to. I will only send one request. If you are too lazy or stuck-up to accept my friends request, no matter the color of your name, you can bet I'll never rate your profile again. I try to return all rates. Having said that, I'm not always at the computer. So, if you visit my page and rate me, please leave a comment of some sort so I'll know you were here. RULE #4 I OWE YOU NOTHING I will do all I can within my powers to help you. If you would like my help, please send me a friends request and fan me (if not done so

Changes
I recently retired, and am in the process of moving which means I won't have a whole lot of time to mess with fubar in the forseeable future. That's cool cause once you get to the upper levels (and I'm at 50), the only way to level further is to buy a shitload of bling and spend all day and all night on this site. I won't have a whole lot of either money or time to drop on this place, so... Drop me a note at brocave99@gmail.com and I'll shoot you my cell #...some of you I'll miss a lot - some, not so much LOL - Larry (Stubby)

The Dance Of Submission Part 3
Angelica is a woman like none you have ever met. Her grace, beauty, her intelligence. I have experienced many women in my time, but this one has captivated me in ways I could never express. Everything about her is a mystery, yet, I crave to know more. If I was to say I underestimated her, Id be right. For her presence alone makes me desire her more. A few weeks after our first meeting, she was giving me a tour of the bakery she wanted my company to represent. I stumbled upon my words many times with her and her giggle filled my mind. By the end of our meeting we were on a first name basis with each other. "So, James, Do you really think you can help us improve our ad campaigns to bring in more clients for this bakery. As you can see, and tasted, it is well worth the risk I think.""Angelica, I couldnt agree with you more on this. Yes I think we will work great as a team and make this little bakery flourish." Her smile lit up the whole room. And I of course couldnt help but smile back. S

Government!
A teacher was teaching her second grade class about the government, so for homework that one day, she told her her students to ask their parents what the government is. When Little Johnny got home that day, he went up to his dad and ask him what the government was. His dad thought for a while and answered, ''Look at it this way: I'm the president, your mom is Congress, our maid is the work force, you are the people and your baby brother is the future.'' ''I still don't get it'' responded the Little Johnny. ''Why don't you sleep on it then? Maybe you'll understand it better,'' said the dad. ''Okay then...good night'' said Little Jonny went off to bed. In the middle of the night, Little Johnny was awakened by his baby brother's crying. He went to his baby brother's crib and found that his baby brother had taken a crap in his diaper. So Little Johnny went to his parent's room to get help. When he got to his parent's bedroom, he looked through the keyhole to check if his parents were aslee

Untold Power
Inside all of us, in every living breathing soul is UNTOLD power. Power to change the world, right wrongs, balance justice, turn the tide, walk the sun backwards or just make the world a more beautiful place to live. The human condition is stronger than societal bounds, If we so choose to USE this power. There in lies the rub. Most want to go along to get along, they think that one person is not enough to change a mind let alone the world, but this is folly. There is nothing more powerful than the human soul on fire. And there is enough tender, flint and steel in each of us to start a bonfire in every soul! The thing is, to realize this fire, you must step out side of yourself. A true fire can only be for the betterment of all.. not just your situation, but that of many. To reach out and help others out of their trouble and ignite their souls with your spark! The Buddah said”Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be short

15 Things That Annoy Your Local Sound Guy
15. When a drunk person I don't know wants to stand next to me and talk to me the whole time I'm working. I have a job to do which requires concentration and me paying attention to what's going on and it's a lot harder for me to hear what's going on in the room when someone is constantly jabbering into one of my ears. 14. When people ask me for a table or try to place a drink order with me. You're talking to the wrong guy. 13. When people expect me to be as excited to be there as they are. Where this might be their every once-in-a-while night on the town, I do this 3 to 7 nights a week every week. Forgive me if I look bored. 12. When people expect me to want to go to a club on my night off. Can we just go someplace quiet and peaceful instead? 11. When random people want to tell me how they think it should sound. They don't know the sound of the room, what the band wants, what the club management or owners want, or about potential noise complaints from neighbors. And really, I do

Lol
You laid on my naked body and applied your mouth to me without guilt or humiliation. You drove me near crazy while you drained me. Today when I awoke, you were gone. I searched for you but to no avail. Only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears marks of your ravishing, making it all the more difficult to forget you. Tonight, I will remain awake, waiting for you... FCKN mosquito!

Black
Hey, ohSheets of empty canvas Untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me As her body once did All five horizons Revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed Has taken a turn Oh and all I taught her was everything Oh I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands Chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything Oh the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by Some kids at play I can feel their laughter So why do I sear Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin Round my head I'm spinning Oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can, drop awayAnd now my bitter hands Cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures had All been washed in black Tattooed everything All the love gone bad Turned my world to blackTattooed all I see All that I am All I'll beYeahI know someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a starIn somebody else's sky But why Why Why can't it be W

Thought Experiment
This is really more for Smart than it is for Hugh, but I bet Hugh will like it too. "Thought Experiment," by George Saunders, included in the collection The Braindead Megaphone. Imagine the following scenario: Two babies are born at precisely the same moment. Baby One is healthy, with a great IQ and all its limbs and two kind, intelligent, nondysfunctional parents. Baby Two is sickly, not very bright, is missing a limb or two, and is the child of two self-absorbed and stupid losers, one of whom has not been seen around lately, the other of whom is a heroin addict. Now imagine this scenario enacted a million times. Now imagine those two million babies leaving the hospital and beginning to live their lives. Statistically, the Baby Ones are going to have a better time of it than the Baby Twos. Whatever random bad luck befalls the Babies, the Baby Ones will have more resources with which to engineer a rebound. If a particular Baby One turns out to be, say, schizophrenic, he or sh

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Plantar Fasciitis.... If You Ever Had This Then You Know Its Painful
Plantar Fasciitis is a common injury that can persist for years unless treatment is properly addressed. Plantar Fasciitis is an acute form of inflammation of the band of tissue running across the bottom of your foot. Every time you flex your foot, those tendons, ligaments, and tissue move and when they are inflamed, every movement hurts. Once this tissue is injured it becomes very difficult to recover 100%. It is almost impossible to keep from re-straining the area because even when the pain is gone you still aren't fully healed. But, when the pain disappears, that's when we start acting normally again even though your foot isn't fully healed. It's just not possible to stop everything and rest the injury properly. Everyone has demands that make them keep going and when we are active we prevent the plantar from healing completely. We continually reinjure the area through our daily activities. What You Need To Heal Plantar Fasciitis: A Deep Tissue Therapeutic Inferno Wrap&tr

The Sadness When Someones Fantasies Of Cyber Don't Go Through.
Jake69: thats fine there are women that are alot more pretty and beautiful than you 2:05am more To Jake69: Then go bother them please 2:08am reply Jake69: i dont bother them cause theyre not a bitch like you He down rated me and blocked me, before I could explain that he contacted me in hopes to see nude pictures and have me cyber with him and once I showed no interest in doing so he got butt hurt

How To Add Scrolling Friends/family To Your Page
Copy the following code to your "ABOUT ME" Paste it where you'd like for scroll to appear. I placed the examples above and below my Angel :) For you noobs Click on Menu up on top--->My--->Settings---About Me & Interest---> Copy to the About me box: All the stuff in blue between the quotes replace with your friends Name for title, URL to your friend/family for HREF and for IMG SRC replace the URL with your friends URL to thumbnail. How do you get the URL for their page and how do you get the URL for the thumbnail? Click on Friends Tab or Family Tab and select VIEW ALL To Copy URL to Friend/Family Member Page: Next RIGHT CLICK on FRIEND/FAMILY MEMBER NAME and select COPY LINK. Highlight the URL between the quotes on HREF in the code above and paste it. Make sure there is no spaces between the quotes and your URL (Example of Wrong: href " http ") (Example Right: href="http") To Copy URL for thumbnail: Right Click on Image and Select SAVE IMAGE LINK/URL Hi

Stupid Ass Men..this Is Why I Dont Private Chat Men!!!
WTF he talks like a guy, but says its a girl or both lolz Jenn Joe i would stick my dick so far in your ass that the next person to pull it out would be crowned king arthur Lotus Lette um excuse me? 11:22pm Jenn Joe ya lemme holla at chu

Makayla
Sometimes you take one look,And then you can't look away.What you seen with your eyes,Imbeds deep in your mind to stay.Like a child and their first snowflake,The wonderment always will remain.A mind altering moment,Thoughts again never the same.Love should follow this path,A true amazement each day.As it grows and blossoms,In its own special way.A mornings sunrise wouldn't compare,As two hearts together grow strong.I wish truly for this beauty,She finds the heart for her that does belong.

Madness
Madness up in the sky has a color of red. Comes to me in the night in the darkness. Just need some time where will I go, where will I turn Is it real, is it in my mind. Need to find a door to open to find a way out. There is a wall not letting me out of this madness, I want to feel my body with out pills, feel real. Find the door. Is there a key to open it, What do I need to know of this madness, take me there to understand the color of red. Dream, dream same dream wake to the madness. Bring me home, show me home again. Only madness I see. This is the only life I know. Stay up late tonight under the stars Broken Hearted bY LoVe GiRL make believe

Hillbilly Vasectomy
THE HILLBILLY VASECTOMY After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough, as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his veterinarian and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have any more children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. 'A less costly alternative, ' said the doctor, 'is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama) light it, put it in a beer can (COORS), then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10.' The Alabamian said to the doctor, 'I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me.' 'Trust me,' said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count! '1' '2' '3' '4' '5' ( you'll love this...) At which point he paused, placed the beer can between his legs and c

(how To) Getting_started
(How To) Getting Started™Introduction :This blog will be more of a continuation of the two blogs ((How To) For New Members & Official Welcome Blog) that are set for New Members, but will include it in a Step-By-Step program. Each person who becomes a member will (in the beginning) see what they did when they joined and this blog will also show what they must do after they have passed the initial Join Process.Please Note: The browser I used was the current version of Comodo IceDragon {Version 19.0.1}Beginning ProcessOpen Your Desired BrowserDirect Your Browser To Fubar.com & Locate The New To Fubar AreaIn The Input Boxes Put The Email You Want To Use & Type In A Strong Password(Make Sure Your Password Includes Different Characters, Numbers & Symbols).

Stuff N Things...
I love unmade beds. I love when people are drunk and crying and cannot be anything but honest in that moment. I love the look in people's eyes when they realize they are in love. I love the way people look when they first wake up and they have forgotten their surroundings. I love the gasp people take when their favorite character dies. I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds. I fall in love with people and their honest moments all the time. I fall in love with breakdowns and their smeared makeup and their daydreams. Honestly is just too beautiful to ever put into words.......

[gasket]
Game recognizes game granddad.I had a revelation recently.I'm not going to tell you what it was.Because it came from watching rhythmic swinging ass.A nice, round ass.In the meantime my besty is hassling me to move in with him (after I know I've said no, repeatedly). He's operating on me, and playing my guilt at some manipulative shitty way to get me to move in with him and pay for half of his rent.I think the ... 8 main reasons I'm not interested is- we already lived together for a year and almost killed each other, I can't bring my dog, I don't have a job there, and ... I forget the other 5wait- this counts as at least 5- I've talked it over, mulled it over, researched it, and prodded it repeatedly.I'm leaning forward at the notion of going back to college.60 hours.9 of that being an (unpayed?) internshipfor a BSW.Why? I didn't hate the work, and an extra 10k a year in my pocket for getting licensed didn't sound thatidiotic?I'm a crusader, and I know I'd have to curb that, and I burnt

The Dream
Coursing through my veins like a river wild This feeling I have inside runs so deep Passion, desire, the image of you etched in my mind Wanting and needing your heart to keep Your eyes, your smile I think to myself "Could he be the one?" The one who breaks the walls down And renews my faith in love again? Your words ingrained in my memory The moments that we shared Will play in my mind like a lover's dance As I dream of us tonight...

Just Some More Musings From A Depressed Mind And Shattered Heart
Y'know....an old friend of mine told me years ago that it takes time and a good woman to heal a broken heart....and I wonder just how much of this is true.I mean,I try to be a good guy and yes...I still hurt from my last break up.....and it hurts more when I find out more information as to why she did what she did,but doesn't there come a time when time no longer helps??As much as I have been hurt and my heart trampled on...time seems to be a non factor anymore.I have found someone that I felt a spark with and I am willing to pursue her until she tells me to back off or until I win her heart.Am I wrong to feel like this? Is there something wrong with me? I just don't know and I keep searching for answers time and again and I still find nothing really valid. Is it too much to ask for some answers?Am I wrong for just picking myself up and putting myself out there again,only to risk getting hurt yet again? Again,my dear readers,if someone has a theory about this,I would be more than ha

More James
Sometimes There's a storm outside, and the gap between crack and thunderCrack and thunder, is closing in, is closing inThe rain floods gutters, and makes a great sound on the concreteOn a flat roof, there's a boy leaning against the wall of rainAerial held high, calling "come on thunder, come on thunder"Sometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulSometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulIt's a monsoon, and the rain lifts lids off carsSpinning buses like toys, stripping them to chromeAcross the bay, the waves are turning into something elsePicking up fishing boats and spewing them on the shoreThe boy is hit, lit up against the sky, like a sign, like a neon signAnd he crumples, drops into the gutter, legs twitchingThe flood swells his clothes and delivers him on, delivers him onSometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulSometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soulThere's four new c

Paper Wings
Another rainy day The sky laden with thick, dark clouds On a window sill she sits Staring out over the dying garden beneath her It’s been months since she’s tilled Or planted, watered or pruned Months since she’s even stood atop the soil This dreary house has been her prison Her only escape lies within this little corner With its old-fashioned cushion Covered in little blue flowers And the loose wood plank beneath her feet Where she hides her treasures… She sits for hours Thankful for the time he is away Watching the world pass her by unknowingly A bruise here, scratches there Just enough time for these to heal Before he lays a fresh set upon her skin With a sigh, the kind that makes one weep with longing, She removes the plank And pulls out the small leather bag within A couple of pens & pencils Scissors, tape, scraps of paper, buttons, odds and ends A purity ring, the diamond now lost to pay some random debt The only thing she has

Calculated Madness
Constant complication contrives the calloused hands of communication Cramped, cornered left craving for complete connection Clarity creased by careless clutter Another classic case of complacency claims this clouded creation Countless cackles echo of these corrugated crimes As cries of confession seep through cracks in this crumbling canyon Those cliffs upon which contempt corroded all capacity for correlation Clinging like a cancer to a candy-coated hierarchy of crisp versus crinkled collars Comply as would a creature condemned by it's own corruption to this crippled character of caution and conformity And concede to this cloyed continuance you call Life Copyright 2012 Ella Valentine

Bottom Of My Heart
Don't talk anymore my love Just look at me and you will understand how I feel. Look deep in my eyes and you'll see your name, my soul's broken mirror. I love you more than you believe, like you are my life, my other half, my subconscious guardian angel. Look around you, has anyone loved you more than I do? Never cry my love cause you'll make me bleed. Always be happy cause your smile is a source of life for me. I breathe when you breathe. But forgive me for what I say. I know you feel nothing. For you I'm just a silly game that you played with once and now you hate even to look at. I'm sorry for my feelings I know they drown you, they don't set you free. Come and tell me you hate me that there's no other chance, no fake hope. Don't show me, but tell me. And then I will leave I swear I will leave you, my endless pain. It's not your fault, I can't blame you it's me who loves you. Tell me your truth and you'll n

This Is For My Lyrics. Enjoy My Words!
-----Metal Words----"Crying heads on the ground, Moving mouths without sound. Begging forgiveness in blood and vanity. Waning memories, regrets and insanity. Their eyes all close for them no tomorrows.Dismembered from History, So We sing not Harmony's of Sorrows. One thing for All is True and Certain, All will reside beyond Azreal's Curtain."~MD-----------------------The Dead (Welcome)by Markus DaimeionHey You!?On Your way downCan you hear me nowThen Won't you listenCan ya give me some of your timeTell meYou have seen me above youKnow I... Of that do not approveCan't You See me as I look up at youCan youCan you help me out this timeStop walking down these stairsAll YouAll of You, hold on to my heart nowYou tooYou Could Be Free Like MeIt's your choice not to beBut, You too, you can follow meBut I need to rest nowCan't you see I'm tired with a restless mindI gotta clear my headAll these Angels running aroundNo room to breathe hereBetween these worldsFeeling strangled, would you... PLEASE

Salute Contest
Feelsgood's Fupony Lotto Salute Contest UPDATED 8/2/13 As promised I ran 2 Salute Contest's for Feelsgood's Fupony Lotto Tickets, one SFW & one NSFW. I guess there were many who didn't know that I was doing this, so there have been request's for me to run another. Well, you're in luck. I have decided to run 2 more! Below are the details & rules for the new contest's. Please do not ask me to break or bend them for you because I WILL NOT...... I'll be hosting two (2) Salute Contest's, one (1) SFW & one (1) NSFW. Entering these contest's is easy, just make me a personal salute!. Entry is open to all Fubar members. Ladies, you may enter both the SFW & NSFW contest's, if you like. Guys, I'm sorry, but you may only enter the SFW contest. Like most of the ladies here, I don't wanna see. Rules: My #1 Rule is NO DRAMA! Any issues resulting in drama that are brought to my attention will result in ALL involved parties being removed from the contest with NO QUESTIONS ASKED! Wanna create drama?

Whats Better Shoutbox Or Buddylist
Hello fu peeps... I remember being here a few years ago and there was a fu- buddy list instead of the shoutbox. There is no buddylist option anymore.. I don't think. Lol... What you think is better.. Shoutbox.. or Buddylist :D

Deer On A Rope
Why we shoot deer in the wild:(A letter from someone who wants to remain anonymous, who farms, writes well and actually tried this)I had this idea that I could rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregate at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home.I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my deer showed up-- 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the feeder, and threw my r

Some Of The Message We Women See Here.
Just wanted to share the content of a chat request as an example of what women on this site get on a daily basis. Now mind you, I don't put it all out there some women do and I'm not judging. Their request -- Hey g i l f ..If you like younger males and you'd be interested in watching me play on cam 1on1.. or if you want to cam.. Message me sometime My response MD: that'll never happen. I like men but have NO desire to see your package nor anyone's for that matter if I'm not involved with them. At this point in my life, I can honestly say that I'd rather stick sharp needles in my eyes than watch you flog what flesh you have between your legs I'm just so sick of this. At this age, I've seen many penises and none of them would impress me at this point unless it could do things like my laundry. The end.

Insecure People.
Ok so check this out! On my first or second day on Fubar, I am roaming around the site figuring out how this all works and I run across a profile picture of a guy with a girl right next to him. No big deal. I leave a comment on how cute they are. No bid deal. Later, I think "What the hell, I will put a 'crush' on this couple". No big deal. Later I get a comment back from this person. No big deal. A week later I log into Fubar and find out that the wife (and lady in the picture) tells me that i am a whore for messing around with a married man. What the hell! Firstly, I have never chatted with this guy aside from his comment on my photo comment. Secondly, what the hell is he doing on a website for grown ups if he isnt allowed to communicte with people, male and female. Thirdly, I realized, wait a minute this is the wife's insecurity problem, not mine. I saw that she checked out my profile. So, this is what I came up with..... #1 This lady, no matter her age has to be highly inse

The Purpose Of Idiots And Ass Hats!
The great thing about Idiots and Ass Hats is that interacting with them is so irritating and stupid that it creates fodor for blogs and social commentary. Matter of fact, I am sure Saturday Night Live and Seinfeld made their living from this demographic. Now mind you, I dont want to encounter Ass Hats and Idiots in a few life situations, such as: 1. At the gynecologists office; 2. At the dentists; 3. At the bank; 4. When talking to the IRS; 5. The person who cuts my hair; and I am sure I am leaving out a few other extremely important places. ....and at the suggestion of 'THAT Ahole', I am going to add 6. In an ambulance thanks for the suggestion and it is very, very true.

My Wish In Marriage
My Fantasy life starts with romance.....The kind of romance that has uncondition love, the love thats makes you feel so good inside that its too good to be true...True love is what I crave....Being kissed and held for a long time while being caressed...soft and gentle touch of warm lips touching mine and falling deeper and deeper in love while his warm hands gentley touch my face and work there way around to my back and starts to rub my back....Im already feeling the good feeling as Im writing this.....Its the "AHH" feeling..makes me melt into his arms like hot fudge...I love this feeling so much that I wish it was real....Thinking about it isnt enough, I really want to feel it...I want my husband to be the man of my dreams, he is in a way, but there is more to him that he doesnt show...Im trying to get him to open up more but he hides from me.....Im inlove with the man inside of my husband...My true love inside my husband doesnt come out that much.....I only wish he would come ou

If You Ever Feel You Are Too Important
ALWAYS remember to Be NICE to the people you meet on the way up because those will be the SAME people you see on the way back DOWN. Many talk about this as it relates to the workplace, but I believe that MANY on this site need to learn it also. Respect is never given away, it is earned by being a TRUE friend and a good person no matter what. This site is a GAME, but if you can't play the game and still be true to yourself then you need to stop playing it. I have always tried to be a good person on this site and I hope that I have earned the respect of a lot of you. If you ever feel that I can do something better I want you to let me know..THANK YOU to everyone that is on my Friends list because you all make this a place worth being. Boogey

Walking Dead, Kinda A Mumm
Since Vince said I need to do this.....SPOILER ALERTS are in here..... Who watches this show? I do...and I love it. It's probably hands down my favorite show. I watch it every week and somehow come up with different emotions about it. Sometimes it's just a slow show with nothing much going on. Other times everything happens so fast, you can't keep up. Tonight's episode left me holding my breath a few times. I really thought that Merle was going to kill the governor. Really, why didn't he ram him with the blade on his arm? Anyway, it was sad and I wanted to cry when Daryl had to kill him. Probably the only time I've wanted to cry during this show. Anyway, back to the governor....he needs to die. I'm really hoping that it happens on the finale. If he does die...I know that I wouldn't want him to die by the "hands" of a zombie. I just can't figure out who I want to kill him, lol. Here are my people and why. Andrea:: Cause he fooled her for so long and she finally wised u

Women On Top
Women like to be on top for a simple reason it feels good up there. It not only rates highly in terms of clitoral stimulation. All fours on deck. It also lets her control how much of his penis goes in, at what angle, and how fast. For Gspot fans, tha's a BIG advantage. Plus she can mov how sh likes. Sensual undulations of her plevis, qick flicks of her hips, teasing shifts of pace, or fast boobs along the length of his shaft and lots of other variations too. It's no wonder moman on top has a rputation for bing th most female orgasm friendly position there is. and the men? They get to lie back and enjoy the view. Don't forget to TELL HER how great she looks!!!! www.cottoncandypleasures.com

Chemical
Chemical You sink deep into my veins I feel You You feel like Ice So cold and numb But I love the feeling of You there Inside Me Clinging to my artery walls Filling all my senses I crave You I need You You give Me life You give Me power Like a Witches Atheme This power You hold over Me is Consuming But I want to be consumed Wholly Fully Completely Give Me the Bliss I yearn for

Maybe I Should Change
Seems funny, doesn't it?? That I would finally come to the realization that sometimes you need to stinking change to become more of a person that is well known. I have always been shy, even when I don't have to be. On this computer, maybe I should have figured before I don't have to be. Yet I stay careful. I know what is possible, therefore something inside is telling me to not piss off anyone. I can't control everything, like some peoples tolerance level. Some have a short fuking fuse, which is not my fault. Somewhere I became one of the few that just got left behind. I want to be unlike others, but I still want to feel like I am not different enough to be left all alone. When I feel happy, I find myself getting knocked back into reality. Kinda strange how I can't be over flowing with pure, perfectly put happiness. I still haven't totally given up with my lounge. Honestly I would like more members, if you don't want to because you are just knowing it is like all other lounges, you ar

Something Different
Baby oh, baby I am just not, the kind of girl that shouts "I'm HOT". But baby I know I hold heat, a kind you just can't fucking beat. Its so hot, it keeps me warm, it is a vacant, well heated dorm. I am not looking, still on hold, I will wait, don't worry, I won't get cold. The whole me is for just you, when we are one, us two, perfection will live on and grow, everyday will be right just feel me and you will know. This fever I have is in me, all over is something different, don't you see. to aid in making everyday complete, something different has left me soft and in heat.

Another Very Lucid Dream
I had a two part dream last night Love those The kind that wake you up in the middle but allow you to slide back in Lucidly Part 1 There was a very bad earthquake and I was in a boat house Oddly there was a trampoline in the boat house And there were many windows so that I could see outside So when the quake started I was not concerned for myself But watched others bounce off of the hard rock jetty outside I was on a trampoline so I just bounced comfortably If you have ever been in a bad earthquake you know there is nothing you can do Except plan very quickly in your head Your priorities for when it stops So I planned to see to the injuries outside And call my son before all the cell lines were too busy Make sure he is ok...which of course he will be And let him know I am ok....which of course I will be So I started first aid on a blonde curly headed kid about 14 Had a particularly bad injury A small dingy had crashed onto his leg As the boats outside were also air

My Gratitude List
The things Im thankful for mostley is my family....Without my husband and kids, I wouldnt be this happy....Im thankful for my home, the food in my stomach, the car that gets me from point A to point B...I praise the LORD for everything that he has givin to me...I pray for others that need the LORDS help and some that dont even know the LORD...I do wish that life could be better than it is now but if it doesnt get better, Im thankful for the way it is now and pray that it doesnt get worse.

Dominant, Submissive Or Switch?
Dominance and submission (also called D&s, Ds, and D/s) is a set of behaviors, customs and rituals involving the giving by one individual to another individual of control over them in an erotic episode or as a lifestyle.Physical contact is not a necessity, and it can even be conducted anonymously over the telephone, email or other messaging systems. In other cases, it can be intensely physical, sometimes traversing into sadomasochism. In D/s, both parties take pleasure or erotic enjoyment from either dominating or being dominated. Those who take the superior position are called dominants, doms (male) or dommes (female), while those who take the subordinate position are called submissives or subs (male or female). A switch is an individual who plays in either role. Two switches together may negotiate and exchange roles several times in a session. A "Dominatrix" is a term usually reserved for a female professional dominant who dominates others for pay

Making The Best Of Now ..
live ur life on purpose , not by accident. the past -it's over with and should be nothing but a fading memory . the future-it simply hasn't happened yet and things you do today .no. are likely to have an impact on that future .don't compare your present situation to anything else-accept it for what it is and make the most of it -or decide to take action now if it is not the present you want. acknowledgethat nothing wil improve unless you do something about it .be happy . don't wait for events or other people to make you happy . have some fun!! start enjoying your life-now ,today .start doing things you enjoy or try something different. keep your sense of humour, your sense of fun . think ' this is my day of opportunity!! -every day ! seize and enjoy every moment. every morning is a fresh beginning . what are you waiting for .

If Its Kinky I Love It
Hi My name is Chilly Hicks. I have been doing phone sex for over 3 years and enjoy to get off on the phone with others. Want to live out your dirtiest, kinkiest fantasy? Give me a call 1-800-863-5478 ext: 9478653 and lets have some fun.

Family
As I sit my mind heavy and tired, Long days work done…. relax time expired. Wishing for sleep to come furious and fast, The fatigue in my bones just cannot last. I am so tired but cannot sleep, I hear this quiet peep peep peep. I look around but nothing to see, Why does this disease seem to only plague me? To the left I look and then the right, The illuminated numbers tell me it’s night. As the cascade of dawn filters out the black, I turn to my side to receive a light smack. Time to wake up says my beautiful wife, Have to go to work to pay for this life. Falling asleep happened when I don’t know, Off to work none the less I must go. The kids, the wife, the house and the car, These are the things that make me go so far. All I need are those smiling faces, To take me to the best possible places. Then it happens right out of the blue, When I woke up the sky had a strange hue. Not black not grey not blue not red, Have I succumbed? am I finally dead? In this

Woman And A Fork---from: Nyne On 4/30/2009
posted on 04/30/2009 @ 07:04 am Woman and a Fork http://fubar.com/the-man-rules/b282468-1016706 Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. 'That surprises you, doesn't it? ' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be hones

Heaven Sexually
I need a man who is not afraid of me I need a man who wants to see odd things in my vagina And not afraid to admit it To relish in the gift I give him And not begin a petty war Of who has control. This is WHY I am celibate. ALL MEN Want control apparently If any one of you morons gets control Then KUDOS Hard won war But I will always know that you win by default ...and so will you

My Sadness
My passion burns like an undying flame But you continue to treat us like it's a game Will you choose to ignore? Then the flame will die for sure You know that I will do my best I will fight for you, like climbing Mt. Everest I will give you all that I am But I wonder, Do you even give a damn? Please hear my words, I beg of you Because you should know what I say is true Bring back the passion that we once shared Just give me a sign that you even cared Don't reserve romance for just one day Because everyday I should be treated that way Even a small gesture would do Just to say I love you

New Content! Please Take A Gander!
I've got some new content up on here http://playwithyourkittay.tumblr.com/ Which includes links to content NOT posted on Fubar or anywhere else other than the specific site. So if interested, check out that link and it'll take you where you need to go :) Also taking photo requests. If you have any send me a message ;)

An Absolute Must Read
An absolute must read: A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they’d be asked the “half empty or half full” question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: “How heavy is this glass of water?”Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.She replied, “The absolute weight doesn’t matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it’s not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I’ll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn’t change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes.” She continued, “The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you

Evolution: Not.
Adam and Eve were created toward the end of the sixth creative rather than a literal 24 hour “day.” There are no actual records of ancient man, his writing, agriculture, and other pursuits, extending into the past before 4026 B.C.E., the date of Adam’s creation. Since the Scriptures outline man’s history from the very creation of the first human pair, there can be no such thing as “prehistoric man.” Fossil records in the earth provide no link between man and the animals. Then, too, there is a total absence of reference to any subhumans in man’s earliest records, whether these be written documents, cave drawings, sculptures, or the like. The Scriptures make clear the opposite, that man was originally a son of God and that he has degenerated. Archaeologist O. D. Miller observed: “The tradition of the ‘golden age,’ then, was not a myth. The old doctrine of a subsequent decadence, of a sad degeneracy of the human race

An Erotic Masterpiece; A Painting Of One Thousand Words
[Edited reasons: Picture Error] A thousand words can paint an erotic masterpiece; one word can paint an inspirational sensation. A thousand mixed feelings are the products of lust and desire. One vulnerable exposed canvas sprawled across the bed to admire. The tip of my tongue is a lover‘s brush for sensual art. Close your eyes, my dear. I am about to start. Fingers slowly run through your hair to spark the night, gradually caressing your head just right. Eyes convey hidden desire, anticipation is on fire. Forehead kisses, Eskimo nose to nose, after two cheek kisses, watch where this goes. Passionately playful lips teasingly brush across your face, entice the hesitation of physical embrace. Dare make an intimate move too soon? My love, I am here to make you swoon. Lips left with anticipation and rage, dry from desirable intentions on stage. Let me perform the next talent of the show; the skin of your neck would taste amazing, you know? A soft gentle blow passes along you

Greetins From My "aunt" Part 2
What do you see for the next generation? What happens to them if they don't have electricity? Will they be able to survive if they don't have a heated house with computer or cell phone access? I worry about that. I worry that our advancements in technology are taking us away from why humans have survived & taken over the world basically. I still know how to fish, hunt & build a shelter If I need to...and I have taught my son to survive as well. I see so much dependence on infra-structure now and not enough ACTIVE planning. YOU are good at planning. Am I the only one who sees this lack of planning en masse? I am sure this a shock to have to deal with inter-generational issues but I feel that you might understand what I am talking about. Dana always came to me when it mattered. She knew that I saw things whether she liked it or not. Bruce knew too, but he was less couragious.....he didn't even go there. What neither of them understood was that it wasn't ME.....it was t

Contest Fubar Artists Contest
OK FU FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS...HERE WE GO....FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS i WILL BE HOLDING A FU ARTIST CONTEST.... WINNER GETS A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK FROM ME... ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE A PICTURE OF ME AND EITHER DRAW ME...OR EDIT THE PIC...SEND ME A LINK TO THE PIC IN A PM....AND I WILL HAVE A FOLDER FOR EVERYONE TO VOTE ON THE BEST PIC!!! ITS THAT SIMPLE SO GET OUT YOUR CREATIVE TALENTS AND LETS SEE WHAT YOU GOT...... GOOD LUCK

10 Rules For Friends With Benefits
I saw this on another website and instead of just posting a link, I thought I would share my own mashup on this subject. There are many reasons to start a Friends with Benefits relationship. The problem is, these things have a tendency to go south pretty quick, in a bad way. Maybe you just got out of a relationship and aren’t ready for something serious. Maybe you have a really hot friend. Maybe you live alone and don’t have cable. No need to fear. Just follow these rules for a mess-free Friends with Benefits arrangement! 1. Pick someone you wouldn’t normally date. Okay, this is important. This will ensure that you don’t accidently fall in love, or at least postpone it for as long as possible. I suggest someone you dont feel socially compatible with. Maybe even someone of an alternate race, ethnicity to spice up the intrigue. 2. Insist that things will not get complicated. It’s just sex. What’s complicated about that? All you’re doin

Rags Is Making Her Own High Protein High Fiber High Vitamin Shakes..say No To Visalus
Looks like it cost about 250 a month for the whole shebang of a kit.... Wanna know a secret? The product is a scam. Most of them seem to look like a pyramid scam Medically I cant find where they hold a edge on some new technology that pits their product against one you can make for yourself at home cheaper with More Protein Fiber and Nutrients Their Shake..about 2 bucks each Homemade..about 50 cents OR less 1 1lb Container NOW Soy Protein.....$8.80 OR Muscle Milk Powder 6lb bag for about 35 bucks 1 11.7 oz of Metamucil Clear and Natural Fiber......$11.80... 57 servings per bottle Take a One Gallon Bag and add Contents Of Metamucil... Add 25 Scoops Of The Muscle Milk Tah dah make shake and Take a Multivitamin with shake Makes 57 serving Shakes 42 cents per serving for shake and add about a nickel a day for the Vitamin pill. With Better Protein and Vitamins and much less cost than the Program All Legal No Pyramid Scams to deal With No False Claims . Gonna

Stay True
MIKI Whatever path one choose's, They will reap what they sow. where or what you believe, Will tell you where you go. If you stay to your truths, Hold on to what you believe. Then in your world, You will succeed. I stand with my beliefs. and let what comes come. I will remain true to myself, Till my last day is done.

So Precious And So Rare
Your friendship is a giftOh so precious and so rare Sometimes I take it for granted Sometimes I do despair -----Everyday is a struggle for youMy mind is an crazy stormSuffering from your illnessThat makes you feel forlorn ------Your friendship for me was wonderfulSo precious and so rareYou liked me no matter what And made me feel good everywhere -------I was trying to forge our friendshipAs if it was set in cementBut instead I squandered your trustAlong with a miscostrued message that was sent -------My fault is from not being lucidMy mistakes are everywherePlease let me not lose the gift That is so precious and so rare.

Portrait Of A Isfp
I took one of those personality tests online just for a laugh and here the outcome..... portrait of a ISFP- Introverted feeling with extraverted sensing..... hmmmmm....and heres more ISFPs are warmhearted, gentle people who take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships. They are very private people, who keep their true feelings and opinions reserved or hidden from others SFP Strengths Warm, friendly and affirming by nature Usually optimistic....

Love Knows No Distance..
It is so hard to be away from you, not talk to you, not hear or see you. I know that love knows no distance and boundaries but sometimes it hurts when I cannot talk to you for so many days. It hurts when I cannot see you or feel you. But it is just magical that when I close my eyes I can feel you breathing right next to me. With my eyes closed I can feel you in every single cell of my body. I strongly believe that nothing in this world can keep us apart because we are one in mind body and soul. There maybe miles and miles between us but nothing can take you away from me because you live deep inside my heart and soul. The only thing in this world that keeps me alive is the love that I feel for you while you are away from me. We share a bond of soulful magical love which has immense power to carry us through distance and time. My heart is devoted to you and my soul is intertwined with your soul till eternity.

Soldier
Through the dim lighting the visual sights of sparks flying making the body hesitate before entering any battlezone the sound of gunfire bullets spraying wondering when and if they'll stop holding my rifle close i pray with the last pump of adrenaline throwing your body to the wolves knowing very well existence may end rifle scope lined up bang,bang,still just shattered noise in the pendulum of war the angel of death watching me with sinister eyes waiting for the one mistake that will lead me to to the grave soldiers prayer

Military Appreciation Poem
Thanks to all the men, and women that served, or do serve the U.S. Military. Thank you for fighting for my freedoms. Thank you for making the world a safer place. Thank you for bringing peace around the world. Thank you for helping the innocent to attain their freedoms. Thank you for standing against tyranny. Thank you for the time, and effort you have put in with your service. Thank you for the sacrifices that you make everyday. Thank you for giving the chance to say, "Thank you." =========================================================== This poem is dedicated to all U.S. Military personnel that have served, or are currently serving in the military.

How To Spread The Monkeyluv Worldwide..... Basic Steps...
First find this pic... http://fubar.com/the-monkeyluv-updated-by-the-unloved/photo-292930-0-794560441 then share it with someone you think needs to smile more today... Pretty simple taask no points or awards are given for this... Just do it cuz you can...

Pony Abuse!
If you have a fupony u need to block this person! I caught her selling my pony time out for random ability bling and 1,000 credits!She is makin it hard on people to level ! http://fubar.com/thepoorbillionaires

Wrote This For My Godsister Who Died April 9,2006
I'm sitting here writing this with tears streaming down my face thinking of all the good times we have shared together. I'm thinking of all the times I've been to your house and slept in your room. I'm thinking of all the times we have talked to each other. I'm Thinking of all the Holiday's we have shared together. Thinking of all the Christmas present's we have opened together. Thinking of all the Easter baskets we have had and the yummy candy we had and then traded with each other. I'm thinking of the times that you went to my house. I think about the times we went swimming in your pool. I think about Maria always blow drying your hair. I remember all of your different hairstyles and hair colors lol. I have a picture of you at my communion that I look at a lot and I have a picture of you at Christmas at my house with everyone just sitting around. I remember you being at my birthday parties and my graduation parties. I remember the time that we went to Mohegan Sun with everyone on Ea

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Married Or Not, You Should Read This ...
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had sp

Excited
Inside I am jumble and excited. The sounds and smells of extacy are invigorating. I have yet to touch or smell in person but the thoughts have filled my senses. I don't know if it is circles that I am running. Fear fills me from the past. Excitement that things can be different intrigue me. But still fear fills me and I don't know what to think where to go what to feel. Wanting to have all that I desire yet not sure if it really can be given to someone like me. I find myself comfortable controlled. I don't find myself wanting to sufficate everyone but I find myself ready to let go even with fear.

Sex
For those who do not know – and trust me, there are tons thatdon’t – there are three main types of “vanilla” sex. Below I have described what I consider themto be as well as a description so that you may understand the difference andhopefully learn something. There is certainly a time and place for each ofthem, but if all you do is the first type, you will never land “The One” asthey will always feel used. Type A – Animalistic Sex I am sure we all know and use this one. This is the “Fuck meright now and fuck me hard” type of sex. It is the one where one or both peoplemay not even bother to take all of their clothes off. Many times, even though itdoes feel great to the woman, the woman does not have an orgasm, as the onlything that is used is penetration. (Most women do not orgasm with just penetrationin case you did not know.) Some men feel the need to chant over and over “Youlove the feel of my cock in your pussy, do

The Storm Is Here
The sky is being lit by lightening all around the rumbling thunder makes the sweetest sound. A single little raindrop never felt so sweet now the only noise she hears is that of her own heartbeat. As the rain pours down, the wind begins to blow, she stands there watching, the sky as it glows. She feels another drop, but this one is not rain, it’s a single tear falling, as she thinks about the pain. The rain begins to lighten, as the wind slows down, the sirens begin to blow, echoing through the town.

Making Love In The Sheets
Staring intimately into her gorgeous green eyes so slowly, we would make desirable love I would pull her so closely to feel her chest upon mine as I had always dreamed of I’ll bite her lip playfully just as her tongue so gently caresses my sweet tender lips I will find myself lost not only within her eyes but I will find myself also lost in her kiss She moans in a soft tone, with her sweet scent lingering on my skin and my bed sheets I’ll place my arms around her in the covers as we’re laying so closely underneath Her bare breasts arouses me as her fingers so ever intimately touches my soft skin I want all of her so much, her heart and her body, I want to feel myself throbbing in I crave for her soft intimate kiss onto my neck to feel her tender lips, to feel her breath I crave to feel her bare body within my arms to feel the warmth of her body, her breasts I’ll feel myself so captivated in the moment and feel myself aroused with every thrust This moment wi

Really Maybe I Am ...
Today some ask me out I told her no ( more like fuck no) she said stuck up prick.I been thinking about it .I am my expiation of woman are super high . What 5 foot 5in and about 120 pounds with a C cup or better . Yea I am not that nice then .. a sweetheart not on your best day .guess all Years of modeling made me this way .if going be public set standards high . Is what I was always told . I did . So I go from straight out bitch to a whore . God love my relationships they suck guess I never find right one for me or always be single...

My Dark Angel By Liljazzbox
You are my only one,Above or below the sun As I meet your deep eyes,We connect with a depth I cannot disguise. My dark angel,Sweet at heart but with wings of power,I am entranced in this moonlight hour,The more we are together, our love empowers, With lips so tender and nectar sweet,And dark hair all but neat,I listen dearly for your hearts solid beat,And silently bask in your comforting body heat. My one true wish is that we could stay,Never be separated for a single day, Take me with you If you may,With your mighty love sweep me away.

What Do You Think?
What do you think of when you think of me? After all these years, do you think of me at all? Do you remember the good things? How we fit together, and how we held each other? Do you think about how despite all that we didn't have, it seemed like maybe it was enough? Do you think about how I hurt you? How I didn't answer you? Do you think about how I raged at the world after I had lost what I wanted? Did you know that I cared? Did you know that I wanted you too? Did you know I was scared? And that I pretended to be something other then what I was? Do you know how losing you really affected me? Did you know that deep down that I ..... ...Did you know then? Do you know now? Would it have made a difference? Could it make a difference?

Seductive Sexting; Making Your Man Beg For More
This was written on January 22, 2013 Picture on the right: Just myself with my old Canon camera. If I took this with my Canon Rebel T3i, this would be some high quality sexting! ONE NEW PIX MESSAGE! The “View Now” option makes lovers anxious around their own family, and extremely intrigued under the bed covers. A couple’s anticipation from the trending form of electronic exhibitionism entices relationship butterflies, but it curtails the value of young relationships. The exchange of the magical three words are often appearing earlier in the textual conversations. This raises a red flag on taking love seriously, and it may result to a short-term relationship. An average young couple engages in sexting within weeks of acknowledging their serious commitment. Although I am not advocating for young teenagers to sext, I advocate for more class in this department of digital intimacy for anyone willing to participate. This article will explain how to engage in seductiv

The Voices
The voices get louder with each waking moment. Nothing can quiet them down. I no longer have thoughts of my own. Everything is becoming jumbled and like riding a wave so unpredictable. I know not where to turn or where to go. I have no more breathe to give nor breathe. My chest is caving in while each breath draws nearer. I have no hand or rope to grab onto to pull me up. I see the hand at the edge of the cliff that I have fallen from. However that reach is just so far like reaching into the sky and wanting to touch the stars. I feel like I am drowning like water has suffocated my lungs and will not allow air to pass. The sunshine is fading and there is no cool breeze. Everything is just falling apart and no longer do I know what to do. To talk is to be yelling into a crowd where no hears me. Time is no longer of an essence that I can afford to lose. Oh what do I do? Each voice of children, young adults, and adults vibrate through my mind like the sky full of thunder.

Legal Advice?
So I need help. I sent this chick a dick pic last weekend and now she is suing me claiming I gave her acute myopia and chronic vomiting syndrome whenever she thinks of Little Smokies. Is that a computer virus? Did I accidently impregnate her? I mean I do my dabbling on risqué websites like this one and I have a very high sperm count but I am still a virgin. Any advice is welcome.

Static Storms Version Of Call Me Maybe
In the closet is where I dwell,Being gay, Is a living hell, I thought they couldnt tell,I push all woman outta my way, I'd trade my soul for a wish,but Im a ginger, And I suck at this, I wanna kick apexs ass, For nailing my sis,But my hormones made me like takin it from the back, my jokes are far from golden, Orange hair, my skin is glowin'Date night, Semper Fi isnt showing, After we jacked off on webcam and he called me baby! Hey,, I just met you, but I am horny, but heres my ass cheeks,So spread em baby! Its hard to realize, Were both men, So we cant make babies, But we can scrub each others bodies So we dont get scabies! Hey,, I just met you, but I am horny, but heres my ass cheeks,So spread em baby! All these other boys,Try to chase me,I only wanna give you a hummer, ,If you let me baby! I take my time polishing balls, I make sure the next day you will call, if you leave me i got nothing at all,I'll have to sit on my computer all day, I sit in sorrow and squeel, wonderi

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Re-post...attempted Robbery So Funny
AN ACTUAL CRAIG'S LIST PERSONALS AD To the Guy Who Tried to Mug Me in Downtown Savannah night before last. I was the guy wearing the black Burberry jacket that you demanded that I hand over, shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend, threatening our lives. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I can only hope that you somehow come across this rather important message. First, I'd like to apologize for your embarrassment; I didn't expect you to actually crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket.. The evening was not that cold, and I was wearing the jacket for a reason.. my girlfriend was happy that I just returned safely from my 2nd tour as a Combat Marine in Afghanistan .. She had just bought me that Kimber Custom Model 1911 .45 ACP pistol for my birthday, and we had picked up a shoulder holster for it that very evening. Obviously you agree that it is a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head ... isn't it?!I know it pr

Sit Down First
Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets.I asked for a half dozen nuggets.'We don't have half dozen nuggets,' said theteenager at the counter.'You don't?' I replied.'We only have six, nine, or twelve,' was the reply.'So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?''That's right.'So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets(Unbelievable but sadly true...)(Must have been the same one I asked for sweetener,and she said they didn't have any, only Splenda and sugar.)TWOI was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those 'dividers' that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the'divider', looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it.Not finding the bar code, she said to me, 'Do you know

You Are This Person
It is rare to find a person in life that is worth it in the end. It is rare to find a person that has qualities that shine brighter than the sun. It is rare to find a person that has compassion deeper than the oceans. It is rare to find a person that has kindness that stretches forever. It is rare to find a person that has a willingness to listen when nothing else will. It is rare to find a person that has a shining beauty that is always on fire. It is rare to find a person that is a great friend. It is rare to find a person that has cosmic beauty. It is rare to find a person that the cosmos will shine to give light to that person. It is rare to find a person that the sirens want to be in the presence of that person. It is rare to find a person that the elves will sing of the love of that person. It is rare to find a person that the earth flourishes so that person can have beauty everywhere. It is rare to find a person that is mentioned for the celestial beauty of that pers

A Good Friend
I am glad that you are one of my friends on here. You are there at the times when I am bored, or trying to figure what to do. I am glad that you like to have conversations with me. You are one of only a handful of people on here that is always asking how I am doing. I am glad that you take time to chat with me for a time. I am honored to have a person like you that I can talk to without being an annoyance. Your heart is full of hurt, and pain, but I know deep down you are full of love. I hope you start writing poetry again because I enjoyed reading your poems on here. I believe that you can show the love that is in your heart. I ask you to just open your heart up in your poetry to let others see what I can see. Don't let others stand in the way of your dreams. I will do what I am able to so that you know that you can rely on me for support. You are a good friend to me, and I am glad to have met you. =========================================================== I dedicate th

Overcast Skies And Downcast Eyes...
distance overshadows everythingthere is no trace of strength to findmy body lacks the courageto keep itself in stridemy mind feels dehydratedlike a land not soaked by droughtmy soul gave birth the questionthat time turned into doubtmy essence feels unnourishedlike a nation beset with faminethe serene is phalanx'd by the nervishthe complete is reduced to fragmentthe clouds hang lowand darken up the skyhowever soft, it's not a gentle blowand the sky opens up to crythe deluge that is my tormentis like a stone upon my soulall the former that had lain dormantis beyond all of my controli am swallowed up in feelingsfrom a time so long agoi chance a glance up toward the ceilingfrom the floor beyond belowthe destined is never destinedif it's not the place you thought you'd endthe questioned remains a questionif the thought did not begin

A Puzzle Left Unglued...
i held all the powerand i threw it all awaymy kingdom stood for hoursis there more that i should say?i bathed myself in magici gave myself a stonenow i rummage through a carcassand there is nothing left save bonesand i grazebasking in sunlight and golden raysmy eyes?they are glazedbut not because i'm highi give myself a reason and i never wonder whyi am drinking something dirty that is bitter to the tasteand all the little pieces are more than i can pasteshe spoke to me in volumesthough i did not catch her hintnow she's wearing stones for armourthat i cannot seem to denther eyes?they are like flintthey spark a fire and i'll fryshe left me out to season though i'll never wonder whyi am discarding super structuresconstructed out of hastefor all the little pieces were more than i could paste

It Is What It Is, After All.
When all of my loves have been extirpated, what, if anything, will sustain me? I know your perversions; they are mine, as well. Your sentiments may seem innocent enough, but your actions betray you. The banalities of this life have become increasingly evident, yet I persevere; longing for something worthy of a challenge; but, alas, I'm impotent in my willingness to confront it head on. Take my hand, if you dare. Do look down, you've got nothing to lose; but I'll make no promises... I've lost too much already. If you know me, you know too much... or perhaps, not enough. Question your 'absolute truths'; they'll always say what you want to hear, and they're often as unreliable as anyone you may or may not know.

I Want To Call Off My Wedding That's Next Month
I have been freaking out for months now about my wedding. I confided in a close friend and tried to chalk it up to cold feet but now I am so stressed about it it's ruining my life. I can't eat, hardly sleep, I wake up with horrible anxiety that lasts all day. I feel like I wanted to get married for all the wrong reasons. I was jealous because everyone around me was either getting married or having a baby, and here I was, with this guy for 7 years and he never even mentioned marriage. I don't mean to sound conceited but I am amazing. We are very different though. I have pink hair, piercings and tattoos and he hates them all, he just tolerates them. Every time I as something new it's such a fight and I feel like I am oppressing who I really am to make him happy. When he says he loves me it seems like routine, a kiss goodbye and I love you. I haven't felt in love with him for months now. And our sex life may as well be non existent. It's so bad I'm looking at other men and feel myself be

Driving Inn Her Car
Driving inn the her car. Traveling on a dark road. No place to go She's a runner, swifter on a desert road in the deep night. Like a rhythm of the blues. She smells sweet perfume flowers in the air. Moon so bright this night it's leads her to a desert road. Glow of the moon sets off the red mountains, takes her breath away. Dusty road ends. She falls off a cliff, rhythm of blues, red mountains has her. Sweet smell flower in her hair, they say if you drive by the red mountains you can smell her sweet flowers in the wind all she wanted was love.

Don't Try To Be Something You Aren't!
I have found that in my lifetime people have tried to be way too many things that they really aren't. Being fake catches up with you sooner than later. Being a liar will lose your friends faster than you can make them. Trying to change people will only allianate them from you. Women, please don't try to act and be something that you aren't. If you take care of yourself Body, Mind and Soul, you will feel better about yourself and your life. Dress modestly and let us imagine how sexy you are. Being yourself and dressing modestly is very sexy to many of us. When you show half your breasts and have your ass falling out of your shorts, sure it looks sexy and people make comments, but it also makes me think that you are an easy slut! I don't live in that world. I want to see you as you are. And if we develope a relationship, then you can expose those body parts in private and make it a great experience. I don't believe you should feel like you have to do those things to get noticed. I know s

True
when u find that ture love u never want to let it go u make it last forever and ever and u never give up on it or that person i have found that love with one amazing man on here who is true to o ne who is not a player or a cheater or any of that and i will never ever let him go again

Angel U Want Me To Be
im not perfect in anyway. iam not an angel that u claim me to be . iam just who im. iam might be nice and sweet, i may be cute and pretty. but iam far from perfect . but in one mans eyes iam that perfect angel. im just a humble girl who is trying my best to make it. iam just a red headed blue eyed normal girl. iam nothing special but to him iam everything . im not amazing to me , but to him im .

Proud To Be White!
"PROUD TO BE WHITE" This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is......Michael Richards makes his point........................ Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points...Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you.. so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television), we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day, you woul

Death's Transfiguration ~ Dark Poetry
http://therepurposedmale.blogspot.com/2012/06/deaths-transfiguration.html Centuries lain in twilight satinSoon the dawn shall bring reposeCasting forth a life now ladenDrowning with his sin of woes. Hers was oft the voice of laughterHands so soft, and love devoutShining bright the two inciserWounds upon her lilting throat. His was drawn in to her shadowHovered with her every motionSo consumed, his joy did cantoCeased her hearts demure devotion. Never glancing, ever seeing Eyes of dark, unholy gracePulse of cold, her crimson streamingComingles with his earthly trace. Aimlessly his vast despairCursed in every breath he breathes Life defying, past revoltingDaylight shafts at last shall tear. Finally her eyes reopenLike chrysalis in warming airCelebrates how love shall renderAs butterflies, to kill despair.

To Melt A Tender Rose...
i caught the mood todayto lick that placewhere you shove my facei want to touch my tongueand explore the landthat's buried beneath your handsa garden grovea treasure trovea pleasure in the nighta dirty sinit might have beenbut still it feels alrighti want to taste the spotand kiss your lipsthe one's between your hipsi want to lick it upyour juice down southand have you soak my moutha garden grovea treasure trovea pleasure in the nighta dirty sinit might have beenbut still it feels alright

Thirsty Guys
HEY EVERYONE WHATS UP HAVENT BEEN HERE FOR AWHILE BUT WANTED TO COME BY AND JUST GET SOMETHING OFF MY CHEST ABOUT THIRSTY GUYS LIKE DO U THINK THATS SEXY? DO U THINK MY PUSSY GONNA GET WET WITH U ACTING LIKE A PUPPY WITH A HUMPING PROBLEM LIKE DUDE CALM DOWN OK I HAVE AN EXAMPLE BELOW THIS GUY IS GOING CRAZY AND LOSING HIS MIND AND DO HE THINK HE GONNA GET A POSITIVE RESULT FROM THIS? I DONT THINK SO, IT IS QUITE ANNOYING AND THIS LEADS TO BLOCKING CAUSE IM NOT INTO STALKING SMH SO FOR GUYS READING THIS AND U EVER THINK ABOUT DOING THIS PLZ DONT CAUSE U LOOK STUPID LIKE THIS GUY SMH AND THE WOMEN READING AS WELL WHO CAN RELATE GOOD LUCK TO U LOL HE ACT LIKE HE NEVER SEEN A BEAUTIFUL WOMEN BEFORE OR NEVER HAD SEX SMH POOR GUY LOL 9:26pm reply sahil yawer: hello seductress,,wanna chat plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 9:27pm reply sahil yawer: wowwww i must b dreaming fr sure,,u r a perfect blend of hotness n cuteness 9:31pm reply sahil yawer: helloooooooooooooooooo

Temptation
I don't want to But I need to I really can't But yes I can I would never But yes I would I don't need to But I really want to Lips welcoming sin Melting my morals The door is open The devil came in I can fight him But I don't want to I need this man To feel his power His intensity His animalistic nature To burn me with his fire To scorch me with his tongue Goosebumps brand my flesh As tingles chill my body I have a man at home But I want this one right here Desperate for him Desire is overwhelming He enters me And it's all over I can't stop now But I never wanted to His powerful thrusts His hardened caresses I scratch my passion into his skin Marks of a craving Only fulfilled by him His phenomenal lovemaking Is untamed and unmatched His fingers drip my liquid heat He savagely savors my fountain I cry rivers of blissful satisfaction He feeds my insatiable appetite He rids my sexual frustration Simultaneously reaching our peaks The rollercoaster is about to end I want to ride again I n

Pride
Happily, the Boston situation is over. The healing can start and America will move on. As I watch the Bruins game and the Red Sox playing I look out at the crowd and see tears and pride as the national anthem plays. It makes me wonder why it always takes a national tragedy to inspire that kind of national pride. Pride when the anthem plays should be a year round event. This country is far from perfect but if that sense of pride was there all the time life could be so much better. Proudly fly those American flags, wear the red,white, and blue, show the rest of the world that we love and believe in this country, you come here to cause harm and you will pay.

Starvation
Last night I went to bed hungry Hungry for your touch Starving for your smile Gut rumbling emptiness Emptiness that won’t be replaced Like knowing that you won’t Have solid food for... forever Looking to the past for nourishment Nourishment that is like a diet And a hunger that is never fulfilled

Slip And Slide
Slip and Slideright on inside.take me to Heaven and back times eleven.Grind and poundkeep me bound.blindfolded if you pleasejust as long as you appease.Pinch and suckwatch me buck.Do it to me studuntil you draw some blood.I love it hardjust disregard.My cries and moansmy pleas and groans.Come on babydon't say maybe.Drive me wildnow don't be mild.The harder the betterjust makes me wetter.Make me scream in passionboy I know that's your fashion.Blood, sweat and tearsthere ain't no fears.It's all in funwe've only just begun.Slip and slidenow let me ride.Come on bronco and bucklet's get it on and fuck.Hard and fastlet your cum blast.I'll even take off my braif you make my pussy raw.I can't get enoughyeah I like it rough.the harder the betterjust makes my honey pot wetter

Be You
U can only be nice for so long, as one becomes ugly and mean.... should one stay nice or become as ugly and mean as the other one.... or should one stay nice and walk away.... think before one thinks as one step could be the wrong one... open one door and shut the other..... ignore the easy and remember the hard... be u and not another!!!!!

Long Ago In A Far Away Land
As I sit here and ponder of life & all it's twists , I have to think back to a callor of silver and brass , The leash was short and I knew why , to ever keep me Close by his side , He was gentle and kind , His actions were wise , his coat was sleek and this purr , Was so dominating , that it caused my pulse to leap. He licks my hand , my face and my breast , he causes a stir Deep in my chest , my panther is proud , as regal as a King , He guards over me as a priceless thing. His love for me , Is endless , I know . He needs ner to ever say those precious words , Cause his presents alone shows me he cares and always would. As I sit and ponder and dream of the woods...........

Stripper
It was my best friend’s birthday next weekend and I had the perfect gift I wanted to give him. I knew he enjoyed a good strip club as he had taken me with him once and I had seen the excitement in his face. Now me and him have flirted every now and then but had never taken it any further out of respect for the other. But this was his 21st birthday so I had to make it special so I planned something really special for him seeing as I had a spare key to his place I decide to make it so he worked a lil in the morning so I could get everything set up at his house then I was gonna take him out to dinner then to a strip club and then back to his house for my special surprise. I had bought a stripper pole and a sexy mini skirt with a low cut top and some fuck me heels. So after dinner we went to the strip club and I knew he was in heaven and getting a little excited so after he had a few drinks I suggested we go back to his place for my birthday present that I knew he was gonna lo

Money & Fu.
People there is no more bombs with happy hour. Boomys, Auto 11, Famps have all been cut in half with the price not changed. When are you people gonna realize this is a money hungry game? They take away more thinking u will buy more.. Well most of you have fell for it, sad to say. I have taken up going to a real bar with my real friends and family. Spending a 100 bucks on drinkin and dancing sounds alot more fun.. Atleast Im burning calories moving around dancing unlike sitting here at a comp for 36 straight hours doing a white knuckler. All people care about is making money.. they dont care about you or ur fun unless ur spending it. Untill u stop spending it and they see it hurts their pocket book they will keep taking more away for more money. People u need to wake up..

Should I Say I Do!!
Well. the time has come...the question asked...Will you marry me? I have always been a big believer in marriage and I believe that you should take the vows seriously. My parents had a tough marriage and I learned a lot of negative things concerning marriage. My mother was very insecure and very jealous of my father. Of course, good ol' dad gave mother reason to be suspicious, he was having extra-marital affairs. They ended up divorcing when I was 14, however they remarried when I was 16,. I must say that the 2nd time around was much better and both learned from their prior mistakes. I have always had a distorted outlook on marriage because of my past which I will not get into this time around. I now believe in vows and the sacrednessof matrimony. My man, he is 64 years old. I am 42 yrs. old. For me, age doesn't matter, and anyway I prefer older men. I guess what I am trying to say is that I said "I do", and I am very happy with my decision!! I love this dude with all my heart, and I k

This Is My Friend's Story!
Struggling to Adapt to a Place that Won’t be Home, DOMA Exiles, Rowen and Anna, Share Their Story Anna and I met in March of 2010. I was living in San Francisco, working as a painter. One day, in the middle of a painting, I was looking at an international dating website while the paint dried. Anna’s pictures stopped me and then I read her profile–an artist who could “turn my hand to anything”. Then I saw where she lived—Leeds, U.K. That was that, I thought, and went back to my painting. But then I kept going back to her pictures and profile. Out of everyone I’d seen on the website, Anna still stood out. So I decided to write. “Who knows,” I thought, “anything’s possible.” I wrote her that I was an artist also and talked about my art. I had planned a trip to Berlin in August of 2010. I hadn’t been out of the U.S. since 1986. I had missed Berlin on that trip and wanted to see the art and what the city

Sometimes
Sometimes I see chicks who are so ugly on here I feel sorry for them and don't even downrate them. Well plus I have to keep my options open cuz chances are they're the only chicks who will consider fucking me.

Still Under//
Kin(Dread) Another night in the CemeterySnow drifts down like a seaof white noiseEnveloping Yoursilence.. my fears I rubmy fingers across Your nameThe colours havefaded so muchlike your breathAndThe tears just roll icy velvet curtains down my dirty cheeksBroken shovels lay at my feet abandonedFrom hands too splintered with despair, to keep diggingup her shameThis murder of you falls still.. lifeless against mywordsYour essence touches this air so muchIt's cold and Ifúcking miss You

Need Help....
The link I will be posting is a fund raiser that has been put up for Harold Whitaker. He has stage 4 lung cancer and is now in hospice to make him comfortable for his final days. I would so appreciate any donation given, even the small amounts add up. This man is a man of God and the person I am helping to raise money on with this benefit. He has no type of insurance to pay medical expenses or his funeral or head stone. He has two wonderful grandchildren that took upon themself to do a lemonade stand with only $20.00 saved for a toy they wanted, but now are doing this thinking they will make a 100.00 dollars, needless to say they will get help by there parents. The press of all news stations are now involved and are going to show up at this benefit as well as the newpaper, they will hit the papers tomorrow. I will post a picture of that. Anyway as I was saying this family needs help. This is a type of man that would give his last dime even if he had to do without and trust me he h

Recovery
Had surgery march 22nd . was in hopsital 2 days came home had the nerve block at hospitla no pain once it wore of the pain was horrible i would lay here and cry for hours and everyone helping me would have to rub my leg ankles and toes...didnt sleep much ... the dr cut a 6 inch incision on my right leg just below the knee nd took 6 inches of bone out and scooped the tumor out and filled the missing bone in with bone cement been 4 weeks recovery and i am on crutches still but have began to go back to work slowly 4 to 8 hrs a week...the docotr got all the cancer and now i will be seeing him monthly for 6 motnhs then every 3 months then every 6 months for the next 3 yrs or more making sure i do not have a return of the cancer... there was a lot of ppl on here htat stuck by me and a few that came back into my life i am greratful and happy for all that i love each and everyone of u for being there for me ... there was one man that left my life at this t

From 18-and-a-half Stone To Sub-3 Marathon Runner In 10m Easy Steps
Not political or anything...just something that's been on my mind a lot lately. Again...The Guardian. --- In 2004, Nick Mead was an 18-and-a-half stone, 40-a-day junk food addict who suffered from blackouts. Last Sunday, he ran the London Marathon in under three hours. What changed? When I hauled myself across the finish line of the London Marathon on Sunday I was a face in the crowd – one of more than 36,000 runners, all of us somehow united through a solitary challenge. In the toughest moments of the race, when I thought I couldn't push myself any further, I was carried along on a wave of cheers, drumming and samba – by the hundreds of spectators who called out "Come on Nick!" (I definitely recommend writing your name on your top – those spurts of energy when it catches you at a low have got to be worth a minute or two), by the kids holding out their hands to get high-fived and by my wife and son, who turned out again to support me. The incredible atmosphere,

'why Three In A Bed Isn't A Crowd' - The Polyamorous Trio
For the record, our Rayna is gorgeous! She is, indeed, absolutely fabulous! ---- When Sylvia's husband said he wanted to become a woman, she stayed with him. But then Zoe, formerly a married man, joined the relationship Patrick Barkham The Guardian, Saturday 20 April 2013 Zoe O'Connell, left, Sarah Brown, centre, and Sylvia Knight, who live together in a polyamorous relationship. Photograph: Sarah Lee for the Guardian Like many students, the shy boy who studied computer science got drunk in the college bar with a girl from the year below. They snogged and – sharing a love of photography, computers and cups of tea – fell in love. Six years later, they married. A few years on, however, and this everyday story turned in an unexpected direction when the young man's hair began to thin. "That was the point I was no longer able to be in denial – time was catching up, testosterone was catching up. I had visions of myself as an old man sitting

I Am Well Rider ~ Dark Poetry
I am well rider Many buckets have I known They press my feet into my toesThe windlass whirls The rope in hand Scratches at my cheek and nose Echoes fill my head When down the rocky shaft I plunge Bursting far below, the tiny sky recedes As black cascades and icy numb The bubbles churn Against my ears like drums I am well rider None can know my obsession Many times Ive dropped down in To see and feel my cold fixation To sink into the deep Below, where life is in cessation But that is where I find the eyes Long forgotten faces How they hold you

Virginian Dro
Apparently people are really into smoking weed. Fine with me. I don't smoke it, but I don't see any reason why it should be against the law. Anyway, did Virginia pass the law to allow pot smoking, even if only for medicinal use? Last I heard/read it hadn't. And "dro"....seriously, people are bitching about which strain is dro and what's not. It's grown without using soil, fucknuts. ANY strain COULD be dro.

Neighbors
Cole and Jennifer had been married about 6 months when Alice and Roy moved in next door. Roy worked as a long haul driver and was gone for weeks at a time, leaving Alice alone much of the time. When they moved in Cole and Jenni had been nice in welcoming them to the neighborhood. That was nearly three years and a divorce ago. Over the years Cole and Jenni had become good friends with Alice. The women were closer than most sisters and that fact alone helped Alice through the heartbreak of her divorce. Turns out that Roy loved lot lizards more than he loved Alice. DING DONG "Ali," Jennifer said as she opened the door in her housecoat. "How many times have I told you that you don't have to ring the bell?" "I know Jenni, but old habits and all," Alice replied. "I was just about to go out back and get some sun," she told Alice. "Care to join me?" "Awefully neighborly of ya," Alice replied in her best redneck accent. With that the two women were giggling like school girl

Gotta Love Patton
Men, this stuff that some sources sling around about America wanting out of this war, not wanting to fight, is a crock of bullshit. Americans love to fight, traditionally. All real Americans love the sting and clash of battle. You are here today for three reasons. First, because you are here to defend your homes and your loved ones. Second, you are here for your own self-respect, because you would not want to be anywhere else. Third, you are here because you are real men and all real men like to fight. When you, here, every one of you, were kids, you all admired the champion marble player, the fastest runner, the toughest boxer, the big league ball players, and the All-American football players. Americans love a winner. Americans will not tolerate a loser. Americans despise cowards. Americans play to win all of the time. I wouldn't give a hoot in hell for a man who lost and laughed. That's why Americans have never lost nor will ever lose a war; for the very idea of losing is hateful t

Patton Part Two
And you should have seen those trucks on the rode to Tunisia. Those drivers were magnificent. All day and all night they rolled over those son-of-a-bitching roads, never stopping, never faltering from their course, with shells bursting all around them all of the time. We got through on good old American guts! Many of those men drove for over forty consecutive hours. These men weren't combat men, but they were soldiers with a job to do. They did it, and in one hell of a way they did it. They were part of a team. Without team effort, without them, the fight would have been lost. All of the links in the chain pulled together and the chain became unbreakable. Don't forget, you men don't know that I'm here. No mention of that fact is to be made in any letters. The world is not supposed to know what the hell happened to me. I'm not supposed to be commanding this Army. I'm not even supposed to be here in England. Let the first bastards to find out be the Goddamned Germans! Someday I want to

A Little About A Lot...
desperation fills me and sweat covers my browagain i am enveloped by something i can never touchi ended up in this situation i don't know howi try to tell myself that it's not too muchi can contain myself, i won't give inbut i'll have to pull tight on the reinsit's a road, several times i have beenthe destination stays the sameit is torment, bloody tormentbut so far i have passed the testbut this thing inside me no longer lies dormanti can feel the heartbeat within my chestit's like an enemy has set up camp right outside my gateswith orders that none be sparedi have summoned the winds and called the fatesi don't stand unprepared

Malicious People
I have a need to wonder today about people who need to show personal malice from online,,It seems to me shows a great deal of their integrity and self worth. The need to put others down no matter what the cost while hiding behind the keys seems to me a cowardly move. The trick is ..................................................... To remember the simple fact someone needing to be this way has a very unhappy exsistance and i pity people who feel that need. I myself have had a rough year yet far be it for me to judge or hurt anyone for sport is,,,sickening

I’m Ranting…reader Beware
I do not look for approval from any known source - I gave up on that idea when I was young enough to crave it, but old enough to know that the world will never allow you to be as you wish. You’re either not skinny enough, or you’re unhealthy. You’re never talented enough, or you’re overqualified. You’re never smart enough, or you’re too smart for your own good. You’re never confident enough, or you’re arrogant. You’re a prude, or you’re a slut. This is the box society wants to hold you accountable for... What gets me is that there are souls who have become so fucking jaded by others’ opinions that their only release from those chains is the fleeting elation they feel from picking other people apart piece by piece. A monster created by an inability to truly see themselves, flaws & all, and know that each little detail makes them the beautiful, unique piece of art that they are. I truly feel sorry for these people.

Mcr0685
What is the purpose of life?! Is it a meaning that we exist or is it a world where we live and breath and go on everyday. Is there a soul purpose on why we live breath and exist?! If it is then why does hardships come our way?! Why does it feel like we've lived on a planet where people walk all over us even when we try not to let them. Do we try to hard or are we not trying hard enough to get what we want and how we want it?! Is life so complicated that we can't yet get the jest of the true meaning of it?. Do we seek out something in life that's not really there but yet we have already grasped it?! Can we not see what passions and expectations we try to obtain seem so far away but yet it's already in our grasp?! Does life really have a meaning and a purpose to where we really exist or is it like a dream or nightmare where we live day by day in?! Have we already obtain the meaning of life but yet we can't figure out what it is yet cause it's still like a mystery to us all that were tryi

The Truth
WARNING!!! .. Grammer and mis used words may occur during the typing of this blog...comments stating these facts will not be approved just because the blog creator does not CARE! WARNING!!! THE TRUTH INTRODUCTION So I've been gone for some time, and Not really cared to keep up with anything on the site going on, I've seen some changes on fubar, Some good, some bad. Now we all know with everything on the internet its bound to change. This blog will just be about some things I've seen, and yeah my normal rants about things I Just want to get off my chest because I can :D. Anyways Hope you enjoy. OMG CHANGE IN ABILITY BLING TIME Well, what did you expect? The site wasn't getting used fully to what the powers to be would love it to be, and really no one was doing much if the person online wasn't running an AB. The people who would spend lots of money on the site, Buying Credits and then AB, would activate something and walk away, Not really using the site as the "Social Bar" that

Life....
...it's been stepping on my neck lately and putting the searing hot metal of a newly-fired barrel of chaos against my cheek; Testing me. Of course, I've called it a pussy and dared it to pull the trigger. It hasn't... yet. Pussy. I know my friends on here are wondering what's up with me, and perhaps in a month or two, I can clear it up. Just know right now, I'm laying low. It doesn't mean I don't care about those who are close. But it also doesn't mean I'd turn you away if you reach out to me. Not that I'm asking for anything other than understanding right now, but I just don't want people worrying too much. I'm fine. And becuase I am so awesome, I'll pull through this. Thanks for reading. And those that matter know how to get a hold of me. And for the rest of you, go fuck yourselves; in the face; with a rusty, steel dick; sideways; until you die. --The M

Mixing Fubar With Chatturbate
I am thinking about mixing my sexy chatturbate times with fubar....its free for anyone to watch altho for a really fun time i do except tips...come and watch me .. im a nawty little girl www.chatturbate.com/s3xil3xicam/

"killing Time" Continuation, Part 3 Of "nobody Home"
image art by; Behance So, Anthony, I'm sitting here by the centrifuge, getting dark, finally. I'm preparing to jump ahead, so you know. Trying to stay awake, not mess up. I think night is best for what we're doing. Less likely to interfere with things and darkness provides cover. (as if anyone would actually be here to notice) Yeah, killing time, Ha ha, that's a good, get it? Hey, if you get a chance, send something to eat, from the future. Ya know, cause I don't think I should...well you know, mess with the place any more than, well maybe it wouldn't matter since I'm doing the forward leap, but, who knows? OK back in a bit. ..click. Hey, Anthony, me again. So I'm posting notes to my blog, in case this doesn't ever get heard. (probably look like a crackpot prank, ha ha) Yeah, so time is radically slower, but I am finding that stuff is strange to the touch too. Sort of soft, yeah, and cool to hold, that's weird. Anyway, I hope the next hop will answer a bunch of questions. I

As It Should Be
As a fog on the wind the density of your adoration lies sweetly upon my skin Cradle my passion within the strength of your faith Ignite my fantasies within the subtly of your desire Wear my happiness as you would your favorite suit I would dare traverse the miles that divide and breathe new life into your world For the simple pleasure of claiming this forever Let me crawl around inside your every thought and drown in your waves of emotion Seduce my mind Intoxicate my senses Arouse my soul I will create the reality we both deserve from dreams now intertwined Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Pay It Forward
Yes, life can be hard, it helps to distinguish the good times from the bad! And yes, it takes more energy to lift someone up than tear them down, but the energy you spend on lifting those people up, much like a pebble in a pond, just grows and grows! Go be someone's hero today and lift them up further than they ever would have anticipated and it will come back to you in ways you never would have expected!!! FUBAR Nation Please be excellent to each other!!!

Feels Like I Cant Trust Anyone Anymore
Why does it feel like if no one cares I thought I had a good friendbut it wasn't true how do I trust trust... no... I don't know how to trust anybody anymoreI shouldn't have held on so tightbut that's what I get I will never trust anybody againI hate my life I wish my life would just get betterbut how can it almost everybody hates me nobody cares about how I feel why did god bring me here?is it because to the simple fact I care to much but I really don't know I just wish my life would just get better can somebody tell me why I hate my life so much!!

I Like This 1
WE ALWAYS HEAR 'THE RULES' FROM THE FEMALE SIDENOW HERE ARE THE RULES FROM THE MALE SIDETHESE ARE OUR RULES!PLEASE NOTE. THESE ARE ALL NUMBERED #1 ON PURPOSE!1. MEN ARE NOT MIND READERS.1. LEARN TO WORK THE TOILET SEAT. YOU'RE A BIG GIRL. IF IT'S UP, PUT IT DOWN. WE NEED IT UP, YOU NEED IT DOWN. YOU DON'T HEAR US COMPLAINING ABOUT YOU LEAVING IT DOWN.1. CRYING IS BLACKMAIL.1. ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. LET US BE CLEAR ON THIS ONE:SUBTLE HINTS DO NOT WORK!STRONG HINTS DO NOT WORK!OBVIOUS HINTS DO NOT WORK!JUST SAY IT!1. YES AND NO ARE PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE ANSWERS TO ALMOST EVERY QUESTION.1.. COME TO US WITH A PROBLEM ONLY IF YOU WANT HELP SOLVING IT. THAT'S WHAT WE DO. SYMPATHY IS WHAT YOUR GIRLFRIENDS ARE FOR.1. ANYTHING WE SAID 6 MONTHS AGO IS INADMISSIBLE IN AN ARGUMENT. IN FACT, ALL COMMENTS BECOME NULL AND VOID AFTER 7 DAYS.1. IF YOU THINK YOU'RE FAT, YOU PROBABLY ARE. DON'T ASK US.1. IF SOMETHING WE SAID CAN BE INTERPRETED TWO WAYS AND ONE OF THE WAYS MAKES YOU SAD OR ANGRY, WE MEANT

"make You Feel My Love"
When the rain is blowing in your face... And the whole world is on your case... I could offer you a warm embrace... To make you feel my love... When the evening shadows and the stars appear... And there is no one there to dry your tears... I could hold you for a million years.... To make you feel my love... I know you haven't made your mind up yet... But I would never do you wrong... I've known it from the moment that we met... No doubt in my mind where you belong....

Cause He Made Me Blush And Smile At What I Wrote For Him..
I worte this for a friend on the fly... he loved it! Cause he made me blush and smile at what I wrote for Him.. I know I don't have permission yet but, I wanted to please you to make up for today. This is what I thought about when I came for you.. Finally making it to you, I show up at your place, and to make up for missing you twice I agree to let you do whatever you desire to me. You pull me through the doorway.. To the living room you tell me to wait there. You leave and come back with cuffs and a collar.. I look at you with wide eyes, as you put the collar on me pulling on the ring you lead me to the couch you move behind me cuffing my hands together you lay me over the arm. Taking off your belt you tell me that I will get ten smacks with it for failing to show up twice... I whimper... You tell me you will let me beg after my punishment.. As you bring your belt down across my ass, I cry out.. You tell me to hush or you'll gag me. You smack me again I can't help it I cr

How To Detect Fake Photos
I have been online for over 10 years and have figured out that you can't really tell if the person you are viewing is really them by the picture they have. With certain chat rooms you come to realize that as each year progresses, more and more fake pages emerge as well as bots. What is a bot you may ask? A bot or better known as web robots, are software applications that run automated tasks over the Internet. In a way they seem to perform tasks that are much more repetitive, these tasks are performed at a much higher rate than any human alone would be able to perform possible. Also known as chatter bots, they may allow people to ask questions in plain English and then formulate a proper response. One of the most often tasks you see these bots perform are adult chatting. If you go on certain chat rooms you will notice that you will get many of these bots saying questions like do you want to see my webcam? Of course if you fall into their trap, they will have you go to their website wer

Longings
I long once again to feel lips caress mine,To hear words of endearment whispered in my ear.Have strong arms and gentle hands hold me tight,And explore every inch of my body.Longings for adoring looksFrom a passionate lover.To consume and be consumed in those exotic pleasures,Pleasures that bring a man and a woman to that highest of plateaus.Longings to feel the “hardness” of my lover,And experience his gentleness at the same time.I miss the cuddling, the “love” talk,To be told he needs me and wants me.To hold him, to please him, to tease him,To have him do the same to me.To come together and both reach the ultimate heights of satisfaction,And lie in his arms and fall asleep.A sleep that is so comforting and right,To awaken and experience these pleasures all over again!These are my longings, such as they are.

Truth And Lies
We all know the truth can sometimes hurt So we lie to protect others feelings hopeing that it will work But a lie only prolongs and intensifies the pain Still we tell ourselfs what we are doing is the right thing Lieing to ourself is were we start things Bendding and reshapeing until no truth remains Makeing up and covering up thers someting were trying to hide Its the truth lost in a stack of lies The truth is something we sometimes fear So we make things to be the way we want them to appear Uncertin of what the truth may bring into our lives Hurt feelings,broken hearts, and the tears some may cry Truth being were trying to protect how we feel inside Only hurting ourself by telling lies Yes the truth may hurt now and then But lies only make things worst when the truth comes out in the end William J Holt AKA mrchevy

The More You Give.... Author Unknown
The more you give, the more you get The more you laugh, the less you fret. The more you do unselfishly The more you live abundantly. The more of everything you share, The more you'll always have to spare. The more you love, the more you'll find That life is good and friends are kind. For only what we give away, Enriches us from day to day.

Budget
It's time for me to really keep to a budget. I'll be helping more with the mortgage payment and bills. I wasn't asked before, but yeah. I work 2 jobs. Sounds like I'd have a lot of money. I don't. I also have 2 growing boys and it costs a lot of money when you don't get help from a "father". Anyway......those of you on a budget, what are some easy tips on actually staying ON the budget. My main goals would to be:: Pay all the bills (of course) Pay mortgage (of course) Groceries (of course) I think that's all the NEEDS but I also want to be able to be able to do things with my kiddos and boyfriend. So.....if you have some tips, lemme know. Even if you think they sound stupid, they MAY just work for me. Thanks :)

A Beautiful Puppy
I pick up a bright pink lipstick and slowly apply it to my lips. I wanted to look beautiful for my master. I run my fingers through my short blond hair to make sure it was straight. I grab my mini skirt and slid it over my small black thong befor putting on a button up shirt. I heard the door start to open and ran to the front door. I got to my knees just befor the door open all the away. He walked in and looked down at me. "Your boobs look nice." He said with a smile. I looked down to see I didn't button my shirt all the way. I could feel my face turn bright red. His smile got bigger and lifted my chin up with one finger. "Is there some reason you look so nice my little puppy?" I looked into his green eyes and I felt like I was falling into them. "I want to look nice for you master. I want to be you beautiful puppy tonight." He grab my neck and pulled me to my feet. With a low grawl he said," You want to be my little fuck toy tonight puppy?" I open my legs alittle and moan. "I guess t

Honeysuckle
Laying here on the couch as the thought of you runs through me. From my head to my toes I close my eyes and there we are. In a vacant booming field full of beautiful flowers, the sweet scented wind, and warm sunshine on a beautiful spring day. Lying in each other’s arms, whispering sweet nothings in my delicate ear, sharing passionate kisses, and giving each other that ‘take me now’ feeling. With my head on your chest you comb my long brown hair sending chills down my spine. Trying so hard to hide it, the feeling takes over I can’t help but to let out a light moan allowing my body to press against yours a little more than before causing all of my muscles to contract gripping you tightly for a split second then releasing. You noticing the reaction you cause me to have. You take off your shirt to make a pillow for me. You fluff it up and guide my head down on to it. Sliding your hands from the back of my head to my neck and ears, you lean in. landing a gentle pass

Why Not!?
Why didn’t the US just attack Afghanistan with Monsanto GMOs? It would have been so simple. Flood Afghanistan with Monsanto GMOs. Truckloads of seeds. Tanks full of Roundup herbicide. Result? Nutritionally deficient food crops, chronic disease, poisoning with Roundup. Perfect. And we know how to do it, because we’ve been doing it to ourselves for almost 20 years. We’ve got it down. GMO ballot labeling initiatives in Afghanistan? Are you kidding!? Plus…and this is a big winner, Monsanto scientists could have developed a GMO poppy seed. Throw those babies in the growing fields and you’d have gotten some Franken-opium variety. Wildly unpredictable effects. And sprayed with Roundup? Junkies all over the world would rather go cold turkey than shoot that stuff. Actually, I had a comprehensive plan for closing out the war. It would have worked like a charm. Somehow, the Pentagon wasn’t interested. Now it’s just an historical oddity, a cou

She Was My Biggest Fan...
I remember how she used to cuss me out as a little boy, for running through her house like a madman with my shoes still on. I remember the smell of fresh Banana bread, and one apple cinamon because I was allergic to bananas... I remember her beating my black ass for breaking one of her favorite vases... I remember all the fights they would have over me... about how I was such a devious little boy, and how he wanted to leave me alone, but she wouldn't let me be!!! I remember her heart beating so calm and steady as she held me and explained why my mother left me... I can remember everything except what life was like without her. I don't want to remember that life, it was cold and painful. It was like living with a broken wing, and watching every other bird fly... I know you're watching me and asking me not to cry, but I can't see you through the tears, I can't hear you through the sobbing and I can't catch my breath... You carried me when I couldn't walk, and Loved me when

Death's Transfiguration
Centuries lain in twilight satinSoon the dawn shall bring reposeCasting forth a life now ladenDrowning with his sin of woes. Hers was oft the voice of laughterHands so soft, and love devoutShining bright the two inciserWounds upon her lilting throat.His was drawn in to her shadowHovered with her every motionSo consumed, his joy did cantoCeased her hearts demure devotion.Never glancing, ever seeing Eyes of dark, unholy gracePulse of cold, her crimson streamingComingles with his earthly trace.Aimlessly his vast despairCursed in every breath he breathes

Battle Time!
In case you did not yet know we have taken part to the May Battle at battleofthebandz.net. As the name suggests, the battle is on the whole month. We need your help! All of you who like the music should go and give your vote, it'll only take a minute of your time. So please, do the right thing and help us to win this sucker home! You can get directly to the voting page by clicking HERE! Should you choose to vote for us, we thank you and will show our appreciation for your effort! SDMF!!!

Sex And Tobacco And Other Things That Burn
I had half an entry written yesterday --- something about the mother who was upset with the school system for letting her kid read pornography; Anne Frank’s Diary and the small edited piece about reaching puberty. My opinion is the same as yours, maybe articulated a bit differently, my interest is that it’s happening in Michigan and god knows but there might be a committee or school board where they vote on it, and this is not the Michigan I remember. You encourage your child to learn everything they can, not censor things down to a narrow tunnel. If your opinion is different than mine on this I haven’t the time, energy or ability in written words to change your mind. There’s a big difference between banning Huck Finn as racist (an equal but different sort of idiocy) and banning the Diary of Anne Frank, one is fiction, the other fairly recent history that we still haven’t learned (otherwise Americans would never have heard of Rwanda or Bosnia). The other

Why Do Men Cheat
Same reason women do. Ego, greed and no focus. That probably wasnt the answer you were hoping for. But you see, there is no proof that men would be inherently less moral than women. In fact, if that is how you see gender differences, then you are of the same mindset as a racist. Yes, a harsh word that we all hate. But think about how racism works: Negatively stereotyping a certain group according to wrong assumptions and acting on that error. And if as a woman, you generalize all latino or black men as less ethical, trustworthy than others, you have become sexist and racist. Keep in mind that the people who left a trail of destruction in our lives could never have done so if we hadn't picked them and allowed them to. Sometimes for superficial or just plain wrong reasons like looks, status, wealth or danger appeal. I understand that people can be deceptive upon first contact until they have earned your trust, but is labeling all people who look a certain way negatively the safe route? O

Payin It Forward...
I have been thinking how I can honor a man that would have done anything for anyone.. and usually did. I have decided to do a good deed everyday in his honor for a complete stranger.. today I seen the effects of that gesture. I bought a gift card at the grocery store and asked the cashier to give it to the next person she felt was having a tough day and explained my sadness and struggle with his death this last week and this was my way of trying to find my happy again. after she finished crying she gladly rang it up, gave me a hug and said my grandpa would be proud of me. That one gesture will bring happy to at least 3 of us today. I knew quite understood why Gramps would do so much for people that seemed like they didn't appreciate anything. I now understand... Thank you Grandpa for being you, I am eternally grateful that I learned compassion, empathy and your sense of doing the right thing for others.. I will not let that die with you, I will pass that down to my own children a

" Illusions Of Beauty "
" Delicate Illusion " April 26, 2011 at 10:30pm As I gaze into my mirror , I marvel at what I see , A delicate beauty laughing back at me , Where did you go ? My question was thought , Where do you think ? Was all I got . As my lips turned up in smiles that I felt , And with a gentle lift of her brow , She bowed , You are Woman , she sang , You know how to Love , You give with your heart but when is it returned ? Never change who you are , for you are right with the Giving Power . The music will ring in your heart every hour , you'll dance on the clouds , And we'll win the War ....... For love comes sweeter with the passing of time , The more Love you give , the more Love you'll find .

Untitled
Take some time out each day to let the ones that matter know how much they matter to you. Don't assume they know it make sure you tell them and show them each day how much they matter. It's sad but true people let their busy lives cause them to isolate themselves from others and many times they wait until it is too late to reach out to their loved ones. Never let anything keep you from spreading joy and encouragement for it is always deeply appreciated and needed.

Happiness
did you ever get that feeling of pure happiness when you talk to a single person? you just cant stop smileing, and all the words you want to say are jumbled up. your heart skips a beat, and soon all you can see is there smile. she makes me feel this way and i would not trade it for the world. all i can do is hope that she feels the same way, then mabey we can both have true happiness in our life.

Another Lucid Dream That Woke Me Up
I was in a treehouse And I saw a Cheetah roam around below Thought immediately Why is that Cheetah there & then thought OMG that means other cats are here And before I could protect myself A lion grabbed my head in it's mouth I yelled for help but like all screams do in dreams The yell was silent I got away some how Have no idea how But a work client said "I think you are bleeding...you need to see a doctor" I felt my head and yes it was bleeding That didn't bother me My skull was movable tho so then I became alarmed I called for an Ambulance Blood on my hand My brain was in danger not my body So I acted accordingly I am never worried about my body My brain I protect And I felt my skull move as I poked it Fascinated that I had survived an animal That tried to kill me As I waited for the Ambulance Knowing I would be fine anyway

Chinese Teenager To Catch "jets" Log Nhl Into The History Of 3 People
Prior to the NHL draft of the North American Hockey League, the Chinese teenager from Canada Yuan Junjie Jets in the fourth round of the 119 pick selected, the to become the selected third NHL Chinese players.Ice hockey master skating career changeVancouver-born Yuan Junjie, 4-year-old began in the Enlightenment as a hockey coach father Yuan Zhi (microblogging) good contact with the ice sports. His initial learning figure skating, duration of five years, until the age of 10 to switch to playing ice hockey. Yuan Junjie age of 16, the body has been very strong, over 6 feet tall, weighing 190 pounds. Professional training of the system also allows him to frequently extraordinary performance. On behalf of North Shore Winterhawks (BantamAAA) 52 race in 2008, he scored 12 goals and 34 assists. This also makes it stand out in subsequent Western Hockey League first-round draft over the years become the first elected Chinese youth hockey player in the Western Hockey League first-

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Walking these lonely streets of desolation This beckoning biting at his heels looming over his path he loses himself in the rhythm of his own footsteps echoing on the wet pavement The wind through the trees offers only a cold comfort Abandoned in thought Deserted Empty Not even the glow from a solomn moon offers any relief He wanders hopelessly unaware of his purpose Struggling to remember how he landed here No friendly faces No kind words or warm embrace to comfort him Dark shadows of his past the only companions within this barren wasteland Those that had offered their hands so seflessly, so unconditionally have all but vanished from his grasp Eternally cursed with the strangling desire to guard himself Alientated The wretched pains of longing chain him, holding himself captive and for what? For the memory of lies and deceit? For the dreams that were never real? For the heart that was never his to hold? Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Beastmaster
******“You know I cannot allow him to touch you.”Her eyes went hard, her tone too. “There is no choice here.”“Of course there’s a choice. There’s always a f*cking choice.” He laughed bitterly. “After this, after everything we’ve shared, my demon beast will not sit idly by while another male mounts you. Do you understand?”“Yes.”“Even if I’m restrained, I will kill myself getting to you.”

Are You A Carrot, An Egg, Or A Coffee Bean?
A young woman went to her grandmother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed that as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her grandmother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She then pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her granddaughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. She t

Happy Mother's Day
You fed me when I was too young to feed myself. You held me when I was scared. You sang to me so I could fall asleep. You encouraged me each day of my life. You taught me how to cook. You showed me how have proper manners. You helped me with my school projects. You was my first teacher patiently teaching me to read, and write. You nursed my wounds when I was hurt. You gave me medicine when I was sick. You are selfless in your devotion to my well-being. You give freely of your time to listen to my problems. You offered me advice on many things. You prayed for God to work a miracle to get me to turn to Him before it was too late. You are the reason I am a gentleman today. You were the one that explained to me that I should trust my mind, and follow my heart. Y

To That Special Dumb Ass In Everyone Ones Life
My thoughts today go kind of like this:You swine. You vulgar little maggot. You worthless bag of filth. As we say in Texas, you couldn't pour water out of a boot with instructions printed on the heel. You are a canker, an open wound. I would rather kiss a lawyer than be seen with you. You took your last vacation in the Islets of Langerhans.You're a putrescent mass, a walking vomit. You are a spineless little worm deserving nothing but the profoundest contempt. You are a jerk, a cad, and a weasel. I take that back; you are a festering pustule on a weasel's rump. Your life is a monument to stupidity. You are a stench, a revulsion, a big suck on a sour lemon.I will never get over the embarrassment of belonging to the same species as you. You are a monster, an ogre, a malformity. I barf at the very thought of you. You have all the appeal of a paper cut. Lepers avoid you. You are vile, worthless, less than nothing. You are a weed, a fungus, the dregs of this earth. You are a technicolor yaw

Cover Me/
Blankets Titan's of snow flakes swell at the crest of my feet and I amtorn This empty beach feels likeRehabandthe tides icy abortion of the Sun tells methings might be differentthis spring Closing my winter addictedeyes I exhale frost bitten flowers andresolutions to the Sky

Simple Bio Of My Life And What I Did
i was born on a rainy wednesday night abovr a rexall drug store,pharmacy,on the twenty third of may,to hillbillies from ohio,my dad and my mom,from tennesee,tobacco road,outside of nashville.my dad work at the auto plants and mom did several other jobs.we were living in haxel park had just moved there from winsor,canada.soon the work was drying up and so the family moved to los angeles,to. wilmington,that would one day become carson.

Craziness In Society.
Things are crazy in the world today. first you have that kid who killed twenty-some kids in their own school, then you have the marathon bombers. And let's not forget the psycho doctor who killed live babies and called it "Abortion" in my opinion, abortion at ANY stage is murder. The world is going to hell in a handbasket and there's nothing we regular people can do about it. voting doesn't matter. the government is run by absolute morons ESPECIALLY obama. he has had four years to get the country out of debt and even come up with a budget, but he hasn't done either. it's ridiculous. All that bastard does is sit around, golf, and pay people to tell him what he wants to hear. The whole fiasco in libya with the killed ambassadors should've been looked at immediately and been taken care of. that, my friends, was an act of war. But the regular media swiped it under the table to make sure obama still looked good in the ratings. Now all the liberals are trying to ban guns with their stupid "i

Why Isn't New Orleans Mother's Day Parade Shooting A 'national Tragedy'?
Th e media seems to forget about New Orleans and any place that the middle class can't easily relate to. By David Dennis On 3 September 2005 – less than a week after Hurricane Katrina devastated the Gulf Coast – I began to understand that America cared little about what was happening in New Orleans. I was an undergraduate at Davidson College in North Carolina at the time, worried out of my mind because my family in Mississippi was still without electricity and friends and family in New Orleans and the Mississippi Gulf Coast were still missing. The images of families stranded on rooftops were trickling in via news outlets, but it was obvious that the response from the government would be slow. But it really hit me on 3 September. I was driving around and noticed all the American flags at half-mast. Because Supreme court chief justice William Rehnquist died. At the time, the Gulf Coast death toll was rumored to be in the thousands with nobody knowing for sure. But flags

" Stormy Sky's "
I know what God must feel like when he See's a star burn out , The flame of life not dancing bright , No laughter to be found , aww a sad song to sing , A story of of unfulfilled dreams , The spiral just keeps spinning around To Worlds yet unseen , So I'll sing and laugh and dance some more, In joy that I know , I always love what I cant have , And leave the rest untold.

Chicklikeme
For most of us we either have a large number of friends with very few close friends, or we have fewer friends of which most are close. Yet, there is always that one friend that we consider our best friend; one for whom we share the strongest possible kind of friendship. We know them for leaving footprints on our heart. When it hurts to look back and I am scared to look ahead, I can look beside me and she will always be there. Most importantly, we share quality time together, mischevious moments, and share ideas. We respect our differences, and stick up for each other when no one else will. My life would be crap without her. Thank you Chick for always walking with me when the others have walked out.

Its You I Found
Oh baby, you are so into only me I'm so into only you, Do ya know?? do ya know what I want to do?? We have just alittle alittle time to make fun, Come on savage lets get this done. Make a wish slide it in, We make us cry as we start to sin. Babe you feel so right this can not be wrong, We are in a warm bed and I have needed you for so long. I have thought ever since we met, its only you I want to make me wet. F.U.C.K. fits on the four leaf clover, and I wish for you 2B who I see in the morning when I roll over. I searched its you I found, on any ole level,

Rewrites//
Just(U/us) Plush heart in hand I make waves into letters that curl into Your name My fingers brace it, knowing that to break it would be a thousand deaths for my own I want to absorb it Cradling the velvet muscle I bring it to life and heal every fracture with soft kisses, murmurs My lines are drawn against the beat of chest.. so effortless it is to be enslaved by this moment The camera flashes imperials of sun- scorched beauty to capture my intent So unreal Even I know I am asleep

Fear
Running through the forest, Something is chasing me, Heart pounding inside my chest, Frantically looking around, Scrambling up the mounds that block my way, Clawing over logs, The sounds of falling footsteps coming ever closer, Catching up no matter how fast I run, Looking for a place to hide, Ever searching, Finding a hole I might be able to slide into, Don't have time, They're right behind me, Find a tree I can climb, Jump up to grab the first branch, Swinging legs up just in time, The man below jumping to grab me as I climb ever higher, Cornered, Cannot climb higher, Him gaining fast, Not wanting to be caught I climb precariously higher, Putting weight on a branch that wasn't able to hold it, Falling through the tree smacking branches on the way down, Feeling bones snap as branches do, Landing broken at the base of the tree, Unable to move, Adreneline rushing, Heart beating, Caught.

Why Are The Lulzsec Hackers Being Locked Up?
By James Ball For lawmakers, illicit downloaders and hackers alike, the internet is one of the few bits of frontier territory left in the world: for the "rogues" there's lots more scope to get away with things not possible in more civilised, everyday reality, while for the lawmakers there's an ungovernable mess. The problem with frontier justice is, of course, that when it strikes, it tends to be rough. And so it's proved for the four members of the hacking group LulzSec, sentenced in a London court: three were jailed for between two years and 32 months (they'll serve half), with the fourth receiving a suspended 20-month sentence. Untangling the rights and wrongs of this case is difficult. The group carried out a series of cyber-attacks that caused millions of pounds' worth of damage, particularly on the Sony Playstation network. (And gamers won't have been happy about the disruption to services). That fact shouldn't be ignored by those mounting a defence of LulzSec: some of the gr

Life Support
Turn the key.. Your heart roars to life, as the fluid begins to seep into your lungs. Dehydration, the fever, bogs you down. It's so hard to let you go I have been your Mechanic, your Caregiver, your Friend. Futile, I tried,, to protect you. Repaired - Replaced... The fractures, the veins. Dialysis Transfusions Anything for just a few more Miles Road trips Rest stops There is a van, a little younger... You're compatible.

Ever Wonder Why?
As I grow in age, I value women who are over forty most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over fort...y will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, “What are you thinking?” She doesn’t care what you think. If a woman over forty doesn’t want to watch the game, she doesn’t sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it’s usually something more interesting. A woman over forty knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of forty give a hoot what you might think about her or what she’s doing. Women over forty are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won’t hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it’s like

Maybe If Only....
maybe time, it may be that time can't heal my woundsmaybe love, it may only be your love that will dolord, i am lost, my pride is like a knifeand i'm not perfect, you gave me this lifei may not be next to youbut i hope you understand my words are truei fight, i fight mei fight all the things i've ever seenbut once i saw the line, and i heard them say starti wanted to hold your hand next to my hearti want you to erase my painand block the rainand bring out the sunand undo these things the world has donei can't cry because i don't know howi can't say the things i want to, and say it out loudi am lost againi hate the places that i have beeni want to hold your hand in mineand forget there is such a thing as timei have never needed no onebut you are the moon, you eclipse my sunmaybe for you, that's too much burden too bearand maybe for me, life is too much wear and tearis there really no chance?that two can embrace and dance?i hate it that i fight against what this world has donei can't st

Birthday Blues
I`ve never used blog before but i just wanted to get it all off my chest. This will be a short read so I won`t take up much of your time for those who read this. I was dumped by someone on Fubar this morning, and today just happens to be my birthday. Whether he knew this or not it doesn`t matter, whats done is done. It really hurts, all my life I`ve been sweet talked then thrown away like a useless ragdoll. My emotions have been tugged by string and I`ve been played with like a puppet for the puppet masters amuzement. I`m tired of being used and lied to, I rather be dead than to continue on like this. I can`t even enjoy my birthday day now, my family and friends have worked so hard for weeks to put my birthday plans into play. I hate for all their hard work to go to waste and I`m doing all that i can to pretend to be happy but I always end up breaking down and having to leave to cry amd calm down. Even before then they all knew I was depressed and wants to know whats wrong. God I

Emotional
In the goodness of my heart,In a solitude of peace,Moments to think I wonder,Should I should I stop feeling sorry for myself, should I simply cease.The thoughts I reside in and think,About others and myself to help the best I can all day,Never time for myself,Am I trying to drive my miseries away?All across my life,I done my best,Giving all my love,To all the rest.Wonder of I should for a moment stop and think,About me, myself and I,It's about time to be happy,And stop my inner cry.Take time for myself,Make a special place in my heart for me,Loving myself,So sweet and tenderly.Reflections in the waters I want to see me smile,I want to feel the calm of the sweet moon as it rises above,It's about time,I gave myself, love.

The Grandpolisher Achievement With The 10k Bling Polishing And Widow Maker At Level 54
There are many things you need to consider when planning the GRAND POLISHER, 10k Bling and Widow Maker all at the same time. They will take approximately 23 hours and 3 minutes plus. U will need dirty LE bling so no bling polishing bonuses for at least 24 hours is preferred. If there has been a bling polsihing bonus in the last 24 hours b4 starting, it may be impossible to do all 3 achievements at the same time. I am finding it hard to give up my secrets at the moment but I will do it for posterity. I advise to only polish LE blings as long as there have been no bling polishing bonuses for at least 24 hours. Use the Pony Owner Search Page as your LE bling pages. Most of the pony owners also have lots of LE bling. Of course you can also use family and friends LE bling pages Keep at least 2 dirty LE bling pages open on the left of your open windows for emergencies and for the GRAND POLISHER ACHIEVEMENT. To save time you can bookmark all the pony owner bling pages b4 ti

Still She Loves
You Still Love I see you broken and bleeding A goddess of heart and acceptance,arms stretched wide upon that cross Taunted by the stones and thorns of your life's work Yet you... still love I see you persecuted by history and lies that hold him hostage That petite idol that shines from his neck to mock you No sentiment to the fiber of tolerance you created Yet you..still loveI see you A mother, a writer, a goddamn warrior for hearts That bruise and ache and scream for a reverend of a different sort To claw their way out of this position at the altar Yet you..still loveI see you A spiritual tool, with a fervent ramble Crimson tides seeping from your eyes that to me, are open wider than his corruption of a busted faith Yet you..Still FuckingLove.

Iihf Announced That Sweden Won The Right To Host The 2013 World Ice Hockey Championship Games
International Ice Hockey Federation announced 22, 2009 in Vancouver, Canada, to the right to host the 2013 World Ice Hockey Championship in Sweden. Sweden venue in the capital, Stockholm, game time is from April to May. cheap nhl jerseys In addition to Sweden, Belarus, Hungary, Latvia and the Czech Republic also bid to host this event. Sweden eventually get a total of 96 votes, 70 votes, to win an absolute advantage. Original chips to increase the bid is successful, Sweden invited to play in Canada, the Swedish star Jonas Lund to join the bid team. Vancouver Canucks jersey It is estimated that the organization of the event brought the Swedish net income of 35 million Swedish kronor (1 U.S. dollar equals 6.5 kroner). Boston Bruins jersey Chairman of the Swedish Ice Hockey Association British Grund very excited to hear this good news. He said that the 10th can host this event, in addition to the economic benefits in further popularity in Sweden has a very imp

Sigh
He went to get help with his drinking. It was tearing the family apart. He was mean to the kids. To the mother of his kids. He said he was doing it for the family so he wouldn't lose them. He stayed in a place that helped him. He was able to come home and said he would on mothers day. Mothers day came and he saw his family. They left in tears because he told them he wanted to stay where he was for another month or two. She didn't understand and asked him what was going on that he didn't want to come home. He got angry and said he wasn't ready to come home. He wants his time. He rarely calls. And when he does, he's angry at her for asking when they can be a family again. She has never stopped loving him. Will stand beside him always. But is broken hearted at all of this. She doesn't understand why he doesn't say "I love you back" anymore, only "you too" She works hard to take care of the kids. Struggles to provide. Sits alone and no one to talk to. She cries everyday, the pain w

My Letter To My Abuser..(not Ment For Pity But To Release)
Its 7:30pm on May 21, 2013...and Im sitting here preparing myself to relive the events of yesterday. I am filled with such heartache, sadness, anger, and confusion, of how it came to this. We over came so many obsticales, and fought so hard to get to the point we was at, for it all to just fall apart in the blink of the eye, still baffles me. Why was I so blinded by all the signs? Why did I not take the warnings when they were given to me? Why do I still wish to be by yourside after all thats been done? Living with the shame I feel in myself is something that is only going to take time to fade away. I fight hard to not think of the man you was, and remember the man you became yesterday. We had a love that only some can dream of, a connection that so many would die for. And in one swift motion it was gone. Replaced with fear and anger, sadness and hatred. I still see the look in your eyes when you grabbed me by the neck and face, and the anger in your voice when you screamed at me as yo

As It Stands
I am currently in a real dark place in my life right now,and it sucks ass. It sucks feeling like no one understand you and feeling unloved, even by family, especially when you know some where in your heart that can't be right. It suck being the good guy and doing the right thing but seeing people who don't deserve shyt get all the goods and reap the rewards. It's hard not to hate and wanna do wrong when that is what seems to get you. Ahead in this world. It's almost like having a conscience and morals is a bad thing. I don't completely understand what is going on right now in my life and how it or to this point but it sucks ass. I have tried retrospective thought and making plans to advance. I have gotten advice and implemented different things and all for naught. I have fragmented skills that should have me ahead of the game, but with no degree and no money to one, yeah well I am behind the 8 ball as they say.i wanna do better, I want to work, but I am not willing to accept a shyt j

Sharp As A Crayon.
I spent the afternoon as a bush.Wondering what would pass me by, if the bugs using me as a complex would find me strange.If I'd be pollenated any time soon.If I'd burst into prophetic flame and babble to a schizophrenic who saw god.That's what you worry about when you're a bush.For a week, or even a term. It was safer here.No mocking half-pregnant dropouts.No half-hearted retirees.No expectations, dreams, oranges, or blues.

The Way I Feel
The Way I Feel Sitting here wondering what is wrong with me? Where did I go wrong? Why am I not good enough for anyone? Why am I always the one getting hurt? Why do I let guys get too close and then let them hurt me? Why does the pain never fade? Is it that I care too much? Is it that I love so strong? Is it that I let people get too close? Or, is it that I am too naive and too trusting? What is it about me that is never good enough for anyone to love me, accept me, or even want to be with me? Maybe I am just not good enough for anyone, not pretty enough, Not smart enough, not worth even being around or being alive? Maybe everyone would be better off if I werent around.

From Her
I gather strength from the helpless look in her eyesbeneath me gazing up in ecstasy ,delight, and understandingas my instrument of teaching leaves red welts across her beautiful skinAs she cries out I know it's in delectation of my self gratification Before she feels orgasmic rapture she studies the look in my eyesIn that moment of recognition it's absolute exaltationThe is no other that I want to be as close toNone other shall keep my soul so steadily fixed

My Personal Feeling
still haunted by my past, whish i could just let it go and be free of it, i wish i could put it to rest and never feel the fear from it ever again, i wish it wouldnt dictate how i view things, or how i feel about things, i know the past is the past and i should let it be but the fear of my past is always here, the haunting of my past is a bad dream more and more each day has i put you to rest more of you come back, the past is going to be my down fall i mustfigure a way to but you to rest and to never have you rise again, i have learned the leason form you and have never made the same mistakes but yet here you are haunting my every step, what must i do to put you to rest and let me live in peace. i want to move on, i want to feel and not be afraid what must i do what must i do, so this is what i do i call you out, i stand before you and ask what leason i still need to learn, for you are my past and never my future, i will gladly stand up to you and continue to learn but no longer will

A Simple Little Poem Is All Folks
Maybe one day! Each day as we sit talking and chatting, I find myself starting to care even more. My mind stays racing when we are together, Yet I can not find just the right words to say. I get so tongue tied and knotted up inside, But am scared to leave for I might go hide. Wanting to know everything there is about you, The things you both like and truly dispise. Asling myself each evening we say goodbye, If any one such as yourself could ever like me. There is so many things I wish to express, Yet can not find the way to let them out. Maybe one day I shall not be scared any, To just simply say what you mean to me. P.J. ...... 5/25/2013 ..... 2:18pm

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Crumbling Moss Part 2
Details I forgot to mention in part 1 that will resonate in part 2: -The "traverse" with strangers over the hill involved skinny paths that required scooting along down on our asses and sometimes sliding...there was a couch that we all had to climb over too...important only because it is refered to later. -There was a hanging walk bridge that was destroyed but I could see the devastation below at that point....huge tire tracks like a monster truck with 1/4 mile wide wheels that left trenches in mud...we were so tiny in comparrison but I thought it was odd that there was no fire or dead bodies...just huge tire tracks -There is weird vignette about an old bf that I am still friends with that I haven't figured out yet so if I give details now it will just cloud the point....I have it written in a notebook but it will distract if I include it now...doubt that it has any bearing as to what the spider is trying to tell me...but I have it recorded just in case lolololol....I always make su

" I Always Walk Alone "
I walk alone , On a dark lonely path , The skies are cloudy , Full of wrath. No light do I see , To guide my way...... Only the voices do I hear , But what do they say , I don't want to hear.... They say " You'll always walk alone , Because no beauty can be found so stand tall , It's better than having no life at all " You're nothing to be absent of pain cause you only bring upon yourself shame. You wish to play , but you cannot see , what every word is doing to me . I'm not a toy to be passed around , It would be better to be alone, And never found . So I'll keep on making my trail , alone or not , It's no avail , The cloudy sky's give way to rain and hail , To mix in with my tears and to ease my pain ..............♥

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i dont know where im going i know where ive been it feels like my soul travelled with the wind people come and they leave but does anyone really know me? times are hard troubles the come you feel like your empty but this story has just begun they say the eyes are the gateway to soul what do you see behind mine? these times are weary the storm rages on but one day the sun will burn and lift the darkness you see behind my eyes just wrote this havent wrote in yrs :)

Inexpensive Fabric Softener
Supplies: White vinegar (not cidar lmao) Hair conditioner *whatever kind you like for scent In a gallon jug add 6 cups of water, 6 cups of white vinegar and 16 ounces of scented or none scented hair conditioner. shake well! Simple as that! Inexpensive and it really works!

When I'm Running A Mega Polisher
I AM GOING FOR 10,000 BLING....SO READ ON OK...this has been getting on my nerves the last two times I've done this. Since I know I will be doing this again...here's the ground rules aka why and how I'm doing it:#1) Before I even activate the polisher, I have a set list of people I'm targeting. This way I can get as many people and points as I can#2) The reason I'm doing it is because certain people at certain times have helped me out and this is my way of saying thanks. Or just because I like being nice to the ones that have been nice to me.With that said....THE ONLY THING THAT'S GOING TO BREAK MY ROUTINE WILL BE A FU-PONY. THAT'S IT. THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE IT WORTH IT TO STOP IN THE MIDDLE OF POLISHING SOMEONE WHO HAS HELPED ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. IF YOU HAVE ONE, FINE, LET ME KNOW AND I'LL HIT IT FOR YOU.FOR YOU DENSE PEOPLE...THAT MEANS NO 100s, 75s, 50s, LEs...JUST FU-PONIES.Don't jump in my inbox telling me if I need bling to polish, you have some. For some r

Is Texting And Sending Dirty Pictures Still Cheating?
my boyfriend and I were cuddlling on the couch as he was asleep, i was playing games on his phone. i have never went through his things for any reason. I trusted him like a new born trusts their parent to care for them. i don't know why i even looked at his texts, but i did and saw a name i never heard him talk about. so, I looked. pictures of him are all i saw before i threw his phone like it was lava. jumped off the couch and got sick. my question is this, since the pictures didn't really show anything but his errection under his boxers, there was an invite for her to come to his office, btw, has a sofa next to his cubical, is this still cheating? how bad is this? am i over reacting?

Serial
BundyEsque I am sailing Beneath heart's rottensoil Sunken ship of stolen jewels Rusty tide meets trembling digging hand Exhuming earthly waves A thousand leagues under theleaves Apron tied with loving care Bones half mast like sticksandstones Where love can never hurtagain

Talking To God In My Pajamas
Me: Pinch me if I'm dreaming, but you don't seem to be doing so many Big World Events, Like in the Bible.God: Hummm...Me: You know, like parting the sea or huge plagues and the like. Exciting stuff like the Great Flood and Tower of Babel type retribution events.God: Well yes....Me: See, I know many examples of whole nations gone awry, vast groups of people who seem to defie the life style which were exampled in your teachings.God: That's so.... would you pass the marmalade?Me: Well I thought you might be thinking about doing one of those great apocalyptic deals again, to show your disgust.God: Well I just can't do floods again. That thing in New Orleans, not my fault, you really can't save a sinner once you have drowned em. Pause. . . . . Your coffee is cold...there it's hot again. Pause. . . . .Ahh... a sacred image on toast? Me: That didn't impress anyone. The face on Mars had great potential, something like that...God: I'll take it up with the Big Events Committee, run it u

Woodson Eager Chongpi Raiders No. 24 Jersey Is Made representations With Teammates
Charles - Woodson (Charles Woodson) not from teammate Tracy - Porter jersey No. 24 to come out there, so in training on Tuesday he was wearing was a no numbers Raiders jersey. In an interview broadcast NFL Network interview Woodson jersey number represents Porter dispute concerning negotiations have been at a standstill, but he was expected in the next few days there will be the final result. cheap nfl jerseys Woodson in the league after the first eight seasons has been the Raiders effect, when his number is on the 24th, but now is the owner of jersey No. 24 Potter. 2006 Woodson left Oakland joined the Green Bay Packers, the Packers him to wear jersey No. 21. Woodson joked that if for some reason before the start of the season, he still can not get the jersey No. 24 that he would submit an application coalition, there is no number in the new season wearing a blank shirt. "I might be issued to the Union request to see if I can wear the jersey number blank," Woo

Why
WHYWhy does this life always seem to have to be so cruel? Giving us moments of hope and joy, only to take them away and slam us to the ground like a pile of bricks hitting the concrete?Why do we feel we can be cared for or loved, when there are so many who only wish we would simply vanish from this society which truly could care one way or another if we are happy?Why does some idiot redneck like myself ever feel as if there is actually someone out there in this world who would or ever could honestly be there with me through out this lifetime?Why do the ones we care so much for and about have to be so damn far away, to where we can not even hold them in our arms and just simply snuggle tightly against one another?Why should I even care any more just what others think of me, even when deep inside it totally rips my heart to pieces knowing they just want me in some cave hiding from the world?These questions come to my mind more often than not, and the only thing I can always do, is simply

Reborne
Reborne I mourned the death of your wordsfor months days hours and minutes, and fuck where the fuck are you? Am i dead too? i must be no air I was... The bloodstained curtains from ourtransplant had closed The edges of my soul wrapped in a bandage of daydreams, notepads,envelopes and napkins i expected nothing and gotjustthat My nightstand your coffinmy heart yours still Did you hear me at the cemetary?Singing happy birthday in a low eerie key that kept crackingand breaking the clouds

This Past Friday Night
So those who know me know I have been trying to get my fwb to get with another guy, been thinking it would be HOT to see two guys go at it while I am with my girl. He has been relunctant but I finally told him no more watching me and a girl unless he agreed, it was easy to cinvince to say yes since I was rubbing my new gf bare thigh. He said he would let a guy suck him but wouldn't do anything himself, small steps small steps! So last night I invited this girl I know over, her brother is gay so we set it up for him to come over to and they would act as a couple at first and then when her and I started doing it, he would suck off my fwb. He agreed to do that and to push my fwb further. So they came over after I got home from work and we were drinking and finally I just grabbed her and we started kissing, and her bro went over and sat next to fwb who was getting excited, his shorts were a tent. Her bro took things in hand, he reached under his shorts and started stroking him, my fw

Whiskey
Whiskey Like a vacation A warmth that I avoid Feeling stronger in the cold Like that woman snowbound In a cave with her infant In Idaho Feet frostbitten after a night While her husband walked to a town So far way They were snowbound In Idaho Her feet so much in pain She buried them in snow She ate skittles & vitamins Breast fed her child When her milk ran out She fed him melted snow And sugar Burying her feet in the snow To numb the pain The throb Of dying tissue Her husband made it to the highway Crippled Rescuers found her & the infant Soon after his directions To the cave Happy newspaper pix of their survival Not showing their now stumped feet Toes removed due to frostbite Both But the infant was saved All that matters Seeing that Newspaper image They were GLAD to give up their toes & feet To save their boy Whiskey warmth Like a vacation That I am not worthy of I still have my toes

Arrested For Taking Pictures !!!
Temple University photojournalism student Ian Van Kuyk has been charged with obstruction, resisting arrest and disorderly conduct in a case described as "a miscarriage of justice" by a lawyer for the National Press Photographers Association. "He was just taking pictures, as is his right, (as is) every citizen's right," attorney Mickey Osterreicher said Monday. WTF !!! This type of infringment on our rights i believe results from a trickle down effect. If the top of our goverment does not feel hindered to trample our rights why should the lower eshulion??? WTF !!!

Reality Of Fu Love
I wanted address this subject, cause the months that I have been on FU it's seems to me you take this to seriously. What I want talk about is FU marriage and I hate tell you ladies and gentlemen its not a real marriage. Chances of you meeting this so called soulmate is slim and none. I'm not against love or feeling attractive to someone. Just because I send a woman profile comment does not mean I'm trying to hit on your woman. It's called being friendly and respectful and getting points and that it's nothing more. It's just seems that I have watched people on this site play with people hearts and emotions and really no call for that. We are all grown ups here I hope, that we can figure out what's reality and what's fucking fake. I'm totally glad for person who found someone on here, if its real then God Bless em, but please think and get know person first, it's not about banging someone or that person looks good as hell, everybody that's looks good, sometimes is not good for you. So if

Talk Of Recovery In Greece Is Premature – And All About Justifying Austerity
By Aditya Chakrabortty Perhaps you remember reading about a basket case called Greece. The first domino to fall in the eurozone crisis, it was officially broke and only kept afloat by hundreds of billions in euros from Europe and the IMF. To secure the loans, Athens had to slash spending, lay off or cut pay for thousands of public servants and flog state assets. The result was social uproar, political turmoil and economic collapse. Hundreds of thousands of Greeks took to the streets. The country faced ejection from the euro, what economists drolly dubbed a "Grexit". In short, it was in a deep hole. But if that's your image of Greece then you need to update it: that's so spring/summer 2012. Over the past few weeks, Athens' top brass have been trying to convince the world that happy days are here again. Prime minister Antonis Samaras now talks of the Greek "success story". The boss of the central bank and the finance minister say Greece has turned a corner. Editorialists in the nati

Finest Moments
Finest Moments In my weakest moments, I let you down. In my strongest moments, I picked you up. The moment I saw you, you made me weak. The moment You kissed me, I detoured to escape. To have and to hold, but not to keep. The faith I took, our spirits embraced. Your bittersweet taste, forever upon my lips, The sound of your voice, I no longer wish. In my weakest moments, I set you free. In my strongest moments, I once again found ME!! By: Estrella VonNostitz aka: Miss AnGeL KisS June 3, 2013

My 1 Wish
How I so wish I could have been what you wanted. I wasn't born beauiful. Society judges me. I have hated myself for many years. I so wish I could go back in my life and chnge a few things. I would be born skinny and beautiful. I lie to myself and say it doesn't matter but it does. I lie to myself and say everything will be ok, but it's not. I have tried to change my ways. But thats hard to do after so many years. I havent had anyone who ever took the time to help me change. A true friend is a friend until the end. And that is what I am to anyone who needs a good friend. But I also have feelings. I let my feelings get in the way. And I knew better. But helll I cant tell my heart how to feel. I will give you a lifetime as my friend. And a friend you shall be. No more no less. No matter how my heart breaks. And all the pain I feel inside. But I will prevail. I refuse to let myself fall ever again. Pick myself up. Move on. I will look forward to our talks. When they happen. And the time we

My Religion
There are people who know I go to church, and they are under the assumption that I am a Christian. However, they are only partly correct. I am a Christian, but I am a different kind of Christian than standard denominations like Catholic, Protestant, Lutheran, Baptist, Methodist, Pentacostal, Apostolic, Evangelic to name just a handful of the different denominations, and I am not even a non-denominational Christian either. I fall under a rare category that most people don't know about unless I tell them, they are in this category, or they know someone who is in this category. I am a Druid Christian. What does that mean? Most people that claim to be a Christian are just claiming it, but don't show it. Most of the world sees these "Christians" being worse than they are so they say I will not follow Christianity because there are too many hypocrites in it. Sadly, this is how about 95% of the world views these Christians, and for the True Christians like myself it makes us look bad.

Take A Drink... If You Dare
I'm not a wordsmith... I don't have the talent of rhyming...or any type of creativity when it comes to things of that nature... I'm not an artist..so I can't draw you a pretty picture of how I feel... I can sing a little.. but I'm not a songwriter.. so what I sing to you is a reflection of my feelings of someone else's feelings... but what I am is... real. I'm not everyone's cup of tea.. i do know that.. but I guarantee you this.. if I AM your cup of tea... I'll be the best damn cup of tea you have ever had!

In Order That It Really Is A Matter Of Lifestyle
Queens Park Rangers with QPR Football Shirt can copy his mythsTwo thousand eleven-twelveths season Premier League curtain will fall as scheduled, champion of suspense will likely be announced on the last minute. Even though Manchester United and now Manchester City identical, but eight gap net goal to the Red Devils, similar to a is insurmountable divide, as long as the city had won the last round at home Maillot Espagne turn out to be the sky blue in the Legion while in the bag. And his Manchester United Alex Ferguson, the only way to do only 6 words: personnel, listening to her fate. Ferguson explained at a news conference just before the Sunderland game: "everybody really wants to win the last game at the finish of up coming season, and we're no exception, the match is vital for Manchester United, we are going to do our utmost to win the game, I hope Manchester City make the stupid blunder. In accordance with the current circumstance, Manchester United are likely withi

Ugh!!!!
Ok so this has absolutely nothing to do with Fubar, but I need to vent some how. So here goes..... First off I am sick and tired of people always mistaking my kindness for weakness. It happens every single day it seems. I am sick and tired of being the only one on myside of things. I have absolutely no one in my life that gives two shits about how I feel and it is getting really fucking old. I mean even my kids are self centered and only care about themselves most of the time unless I completely break down and they see me upset. It shouldn't come to that quite honestly. I do everything in my power to make my family comfortable, and have everything they need cause that is the kind of person that I am. Today was a breaking point for me though. I had to take and make a descion between paying my water bill or paying a plumber to fix a plumbing issue that caused the water to get turned off, for the second time in a week I might add, because the first plumber fucked it all up. I shouldn't h

Dreaming As The Music Plays
My Maria , your grace and beauty slip into my dreams They call to me as an empty void of despair , wishing I could take from you all the pain , all the memories and wipe away every tear . But alas I am but a lowly human being here. Not I as High Priest and the keeper of the heart anymore , my mantle has been so cruelly stripped away , my powers lay dormant for none to care . And I know you're but my child. Because of my lust and my love for the mortal that helped create you , I regret it not because it taught me to dance to the music of my heart as it plays , after a long weary day , I have you , the music and my sweet child. I'll pay my penitence with pride.

Oh The Roads
So many want to have an easy path A serene path As if that is possible As if that is desirable Then why come to a planet That kills That maims That gives the show Of a life time That you have paid for A myriad of delights Both carnal & ethereal In a choice That YOU make Shall I balance on the high wire? Shall I tame the Tigers? Shall I wear absurd costumes? Shall I scoop up the Elephant dung? We all make our Circus choice All I know is that I did not CHOOSE my body To waste away here Searching for serenity For death I came for the ride And to use my muscles Muscles are useless in heaven I choose life Oh the roads

Too Many
My Own Too Many Moons Have swept the sky clean since I last heard your thunderand I ache for it like the world achesfor tender annihilation of it's giftsTo feel your diseaseplunging glass into these cracked eyes My open sky mouth faulty with the tasteof destiny, curable tearsWhen I say your absence is mummifying meI am perfect in those bandages that wrapthese words into transplantsthat stitches can't begin to maintainWhat a heart i have! Tocking and tickingthrough blast after blast the gleamingof the barrel almost weeping wedged tenderly to my chest Its been to many moons Since I vowed this abstract sunrise the fearit so fiercely deserves There is no place like home and without you behind the triggerthere is just no place

Lovable Poetry
You make my life shine like the sun and the stars.I want to hold you so tight and make this night ours. We have something special that no one can sever.Ill love you today and ill love you forever. Your smile can brighten the darkest of days.Finding your love is like ending a maze. You are so amazing and the most wonderful girl.A kiss from you can make my head whirl. So take my hand and don't let me goI love you so much and just wanted you to know!

Asshat Of The Day Award
Today my friends it goes to Jimmycadillac....watch out for this suave and debonair old hunk ladies...he's a legend in his own mind...he is jealous and angry because I have no interest in him sexually...he feels he is entitled to "adult fun" with me and any lady who speaks to him out here...he has gone so far as to stalk me on my fuhubbys page leaving nasty insults....my fuhubby isnt aware yet but im sure he will block him...woww what a man!!! Put your hands together and give it up for mister cadillac...

The Subject Of Me ...a Cautionary Tale
ok...im really gonna turn this status into blog or more so a declaration of my life as i now know it...i am findin a voice on line as it is hard for me to be around people right now...reason bein...i am currently bein treated for ptsd...never thought i would say that...but i am...some know...some dont...but the more i talk the better it seems to get ...i want people to learn something from this...not for my benefit but for others ...so here it goes ...in a recent set of events i have learned that events i long kept to myself were true...not only had i long suffered physical and emotional abuse at the hands of my father...but was witness to the abuse and beatings my mother suffered...but unfortunately for me...it didnt stop there...i also was molested...i have a fantastic therapist and support group around me...mainly my mom...my aunt...and my lil sister and my other half nick...and a wonderful set of friends i am truly blessed to have...i could go into details...those are private...tha

You
"Among the countless dreams" I had A beautiful one came true. When I fell in love And gave my heart to you. ... Life has, since, changed in a thousand ways Be mine forever, as I am yours...always. ??Let All My Happiness Be Yours All Your Sadness Be Mine, Let All My Smile Be Yours All Your Tears Be Mine, Let The Whole World Be Yours, …Only You Be Mine.TODAY HONEY I AM THINKING OF YOU. CAN NOT SLEEP. DO NOT KNOW HOW SOMETHING SO GOOD IS GOING SO WRONG. YOU ARE MY LIFE AND SOUL. FOR SOMEBODY WANTS YOU,SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU,SOMEBODY DREAMS OF YOU EVERY SINGLE NIGHT.THAT SOMEBODY'S ME.ALL I WANT IS TO BE MARRIED TO YOU AND NEVER LOOK BACK. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.YOURS BABY . I LOVE YOU . OH HONEY I AM SO THANKFUL THAT GOD SENT YOU MY WAY. THE DAYS I GET TO SPEND WITH YOU BRIGHTEN EACH ONE WITH YOUR LOVE. IF I WAS TO LOSE YOU NOW ALL I KNOW IS THAT I WOULD BE NOTHING.I THANK GOD EVERY DAY THAT HE SENDS YOU TO ME. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOR EVER. I AM THANKFUL THAT I GOT

State Broadcaster Ert To Shut Down As Greece Seeks More Savings
Greece has said it would close down its state broadcaster almost immediately, planning to reopen it as a slimmed down operation as part of budget cuts. Government spokesman Simos Kedikoglou – a former state TV journalist – described Hellenic Broadcasting Corporation, or ERT, as a "haven of waste" and said its TV and radio signals would go dead early on Wednesday. He said its 2,500 employees would be compensated and the company would reopen "as soon as possible" with a smaller workforce. It was not immediately clear how long that would take. Large crowds of ERT employees gathered outside its Athens headquarters, vowing to fight the decision and calling for a general media blackout in protest. Unions representing ERT workers at three terrestrial TV stations, one satellite station and its national and regional radio network said they would keep the stations on air. Protesting employees were joined by opposition politicians and union leaders. Both minority government partner

Vibrators Vs The Clitoris
This is just a summary, of a research assignment, I just finished. Enjoy! Vibrators vs the Clitoris Many questions have been asked, regarding the clitoris and if desensitization is possible. The conclusion and the answer I have found, is as follows. It is not likely. I researched many avenues and they all have the same conclusions. Uncomfortable soreness or numbness can occur, with overuse. However, these sensations can return and the clitoris can be back to normal. The clitoris has well over 8,000 nerve endings. These nerve endings are connected, to the pelvis area. These nerve endings can stretch inches, into the pelvis. Which is one reason many women can orgasm, from the G-Spot. Each nerve ending has over 15,000 nerve fibers, attached. This constitutes more than any other part, of the body. To give a comparison, the penis tip has over 4,000 nerve endings. As a male, you know how sensitive you feel. Imagine that sensation doubled or tripled. This is the

Weather...
DOPPLER 10 WEATHER ALERT---- Prepare now for two rounds of severe storms today with tornadoes possible this afternoon after 3PM north of Columbus and a significant damaging wind event tonight after 2AM.I will closely monitor areas north of I-70 for thunderstorm development this afternoon. High temperatures approaching 90 combined with strong winds aloft may produce tornadoes. Be prepared to move to shelter if a tornado warning is issued in your area.More importantly.... a significant wind event (possibly a derecho) may occur overnight. Wind gusts of 70 mph will be possible. I would prepare now that you may loose power. Also... while a tornado warning may not be issued tonight, I strongly recommend you be in the basement if storms of this intensity form.We will have to see how this develops today...but no harm is done by preparing. Our Doppler 10 Weather Team will be working 24/7 to keep you safe!Please post this to you Facebook wall and share with your friends so everyone is ready for

If You Love Someone, Tell Them, This Is Why
10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her

The "freak Nation" Family
Be a part of the "Freak Nation" I call it the "Freak Nation" Family, but it's not as much a Family as it is a state of mind. It can be a type of family if you want to look at it that way, however I want it to be something that people feel more a part of. If you have ever felt like you weren't a part of what others considered the norm or just misunderstood then the freak nation might be your place to be. You ARE NOT a part of the Freak Nation just by being in my Family on the site. I wouldn't do that to my Family members because they may not want to be part of it. My Family on the site and the Freak Nation are two seperate things..You NEED to join the Freak Nation like a CULT lmao. Seriously though, you need to tell me you want to join and then you need to stamp your name with the xFNx in front of it. The ONLY 3 rules for being a part of it so far are #1 LOYALTY (To everyone in the Nation because they have your back just like you have theirs) #2 FRIENDSHIP (Get along with all memb

Falling In Love Again
Falling In Love Again: We've been apart for so very long. It's always a wonder on what your into these days. Do you fall asleep with the light on. Do you eat at the dinner table or on the couch. Do you listen to the same music I do. It's hard to be apart from someone for so long. It's like having holes in your memory. I want to make our memories complete again. I want to know all the little things about you. I want to make you fall in love with me again. To relive falling in love again will make all the time spent apart worth it. To fall in love again will be some of my favorite memories. I look forward to falling in love with you again. Will you fall back in love with me.

Fascination On A Hot Day
It is because I don't have you that I crave you Gone to soon ..Only the taste of you left in my mouth Tease... Savoring your smell Liquid coolness sliding down my throat Droplets escaping my mouth running down my neck Sliding down down.. Ecstasy, driving me mad.. What I wouldn't do to have another cup of you.. Sweet delectable.. Slow brewed Iced Tea. What?! Iced Tea needs love too! And, I'm really craving it.. *sigh* Anywho, what a lovely day to write and Ode to the deliciousness that is Tea. Thank you Tea Gods for the gift. :)

Birthday
So...my birthday was this past Friday. Nothing eventful happened...really. I sold my old car, found out that my Mom had kidney cancer, got in a fight with my stepdad and ate dinner. Seriously, if it weren't for people on Facebook and here, no one would have remembered my birthday. I do wonder though, did the people on Facebook only remember because they had an alert? My brother didn't tell me...my real Dad did. My stepdad decided to scream at me on my birthday, not telling me "happy birthday". I didn't get a cake...or ice cream. Not that I really ate a bunch of it in the first place, but it's always nice to get a cake and ice cream, lol. That's all I really wanted. My boyfriend did take me out to dinner, took me on our first date (which was really sweet because I didn't think he remembered) and got me a new shirt. The boys said they "forgot"...so they gave me a massage, lol. I bought myself a new purse, lol. That's it gift wise...other than the 2 blings that I got here...whic

Poem Post #1
Running Close enough to feel But not enough to touch. Trying hard to heal, Though still needing a crutch. Running from my past But obviously not enough. Trying to get through my life, Though Im finding it tough. Can't deal with my thoughts But they swarm through my head. Too many emotions around, Though inside I feel dead. ***By: Annaliese Edie (July 4th,2007)

Kelly Jay...
i don't ever want you to go awayi want you in this place and here to stayyou are the sunlight in my brightest dayhow i love you, Kelly Jaythere are so many things still left to sayi cannot keep your love at bayi feel you on the inside, it is my heart you swaythe sky is clearing and my clouds aren't grayi don't want it any other wayto you i'm indebted, my dues i'll paywith you alone i want to playi want to take your heart, if i mayto hold in trust and never strayso mold me how you want me, i am yours like clayand in your arms i would love to layi don't ever want you to go awayi want you in this place and here to stayyou are the sunlight in my brightest dayhow i love you, Kelly Jay

Conversations With Twisted Angel
Sep 3, 2011 12:26:20 AM 12:09:00 AM twisteds_angel08: Hey 12:09:11 AM redwolf470: so whats up? 12:09:20 AM twisteds_angel08: Not much bored as usual 12:09:33 AM redwolf470: sorry 12:09:36 AM redwolf470: sorry 12:09:49 AM twisteds_angel08: For what its not ur fault 12:10:28 AM redwolf470: true .. i didnt knock ya up 12:10:45 AM twisteds_angel08: Shut up U 12:10:49 AM twisteds_angel08: lol 12:10:54 AM twisteds_angel08: I never said U did 12:11:09 AM redwolf470: off the mrket soon 12:11:39 AM twisteds_angel08: Huh 12:13:06 AM redwolf470: some local is interested in me 12:13:24 AM twisteds_angel08: Oh ok that sucks for me huh 12:13:40 AM redwolf470: srry... drunx 12:13:43 AM redwolf470: drunk 12:13:58 AM twisteds_angel08: lol whats new!!!!!!! 12:14:04 AM twisteds_angel08: When ar

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Stagnant Stuck Strangled Cravings gone unsatisfied It's this place This disaster of distaste Lacking sustenance, substance Devoid of any real culture Rich only in it's arrogance and self-loathing A history rooted deeply in deceit How many masks can one wear? Step right up, Test your limits here! Where being two-faced is for amateurs Decade upon decade of failed dreams Lying in heaps on every corner Like garbage so easily discarded Streets littered with decaying starlets & veteran hippies Begging for I Owe You's Greed separates the men from the boys This is where Hollywood comes to die Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

All By Myself
When I was youngI never needed anyoneAnd making love was just for funThose days are goneLivin' aloneI think of all the friends I've knownWhen I dial the telephoneNobody's homeAll by myselfDon't wanna beAll by myselfAnymoreHard to be sureSometimes I feel so insecureAnd loves so distant and obscureRemains the cureAll by myselfDon't wanna beAll by myselfAnymoreAll by myselfDon't wanna liveAll by myselfAnymoreWhen I was youngI never needed anyoneMaking love was just for funThose days are goneAll by myselfDon't wanna beAll by myselfAnymoreAll by myselfDon't wanna liveOhDon't wanna liveBy myself, by myselfAnymoreBy myselfAnymoreOhAll by myselfDon't wanna liveI never, never, neverNeeded anyone

Lost
I have been feeling pretty lost and alone lately. Very depressed. Confused. I don't know what I'm doing; what I'm supposed to be doing with my time, not even my whole life. Just day to day is difficult. Not much else to say. Just alone.

" I Caught My Wife Cheating""
I stood as still as i could. and i watched. From the sound of her moaning, i knew that she wouls cum any second now. A couple more licks of this guy'a tongue, and she would go over the edge. My dick was now fully erect as i realized i was about to hear her climax at the touch of anothert man. suddenly he pulled away from her as if he too realized that she was about to cum. he lifted his head, and i saw his face, at the same time i heard my wife saw, "Please, John, don't stop! Eat my hot pussy! i'm ready to explode!" will resume later:)

Phoenix Dealers Busted For Selling "medical Marijuana" On Craigslist
Phoenix, AZ- Apparently some original thinkers thought it would be a genius idea to sell their high grade cannabis on Craigslist as "Medical Marijuana" for donations, and they're nothing more then a neighborhood weed dealer. Craigslist is a great place to sell used appliances and puppies, but some looking to up their clientele are using Craigslist to sell their high quality street marijuana. In an attempt to get into the medical marijuana trade, individuals have been making posts for "Medical Marijuana for Donations", giving lists for prices such as $90 for a quarter-ounce, and $150 for a half-ounce. Some are even negotiating prices. According to the Phoenix New Times, a review of superior court filings shows that Phoenix police have arrested several dealers over the last few weeks who were discovered after posts were made on Craigslist for sell of marijuana. 34-year-old Joshua Hulse was arrested earlier this month after police replied to a post advertising "Medical marijuan

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And then... You see me Not an ailment or day gone awry that won't simply melt away With a look or a word or a smile upon those lips Deep-seeded fears shy from such confrontation Never a dream that doesn't pale in comparison You see me and all that I never knew becomes more than possible with a touch or a sigh or a moment that you grace The unattainable suddenly moves within reach As non-believers in awe, fall to their knees You see me and perfection this must be Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Poem
Today a vision to my eyes came to me,With painted whiskers,green eyes and hair of fire.The more I looked at this beauty,I knew she could be every mans desire.I wonder if at night when shes held,If you can feel the purr from her heart.Or unleash the fire from her glowing hair,Maybe a path I do not wish to start.To feel anger from her,not what I seek,But to look beyond her beautiful green eyes.And learn what lays down beneath,To see how deep this beauty's heart lies

Honoring My Fore-fathers
I have my sage Blessing stick burning , the smoke is swirling & spiralling into the air as I am sitting on a blanket meditating to the Great Spirit that still watches over his children , I had bathed in the creek so my body would be purified for the ceremonies , I had fasted 3 Days & Nights so was feeling weakened but in steady prayer , I was naked except a serape , well I did have a loin cloth on . I picked up the stone bowl the sage was burning in and preceded take the sage and start the prayer of thanksgiving,toward the North for all the Great Spirit had provided , then to the East ,then to the South and then to the West , asking love and giving gratitude for the trees , grass , fresh clean water , asking forgiveness for people destroying Mothers Earth. People keep taking and taking and they don't put nothing back , so slowly our planet is being striped of our natural resource's . Now my brothers have built a bonfire , the flames reaching to the sky . They have their drums and , Th

Enticing Kiss Rafy 2007
Enticing Kiss created @ 2008-05-23 14:53:16 Enticing Kiss As I saw your face for that first time, I sensed a beauty living deep within your soul. Your beautiful hair flows as if caressing your face, hiding it from my sight, yet teasingly inviting me forward. Our eyes met for that first time, allowing me to see the sparkle within, and wanting to taste you. The life reflected in your gorgeous eyes. Yet of all, I remember your lips, gently parted, moist sensuous lips. Glistening, asking for attention, while our eyes continued to flirt. I saw your lips move, so soft and sexy, hardly hearing a word they spoke as I marveled at your beauty. Right then I knew I could not wait to taste your lips. I hope you did not find me too forward, but you are irresistible. Running my fingers through your hair with our eyes fixed. I hungrily watched your lips part slightly as I moved my lips towards them. I feel the hotness of

How Do I Believe
How Do I Believe I’M WEARING A MASK THAT EVERYONE CAN SEE. TRYING TO HIDE THE STRESSES AND WORRIES THAT DEFINE THE REAL ME. HOW DO I GET PAST THE FEELINGS THAT LAY BENEATH AND LIVE THE BELIEFS THAT I KNOW I SHOULD BELIEVE. TRYING NOT TO CARE BUT I CARE SO DAMN MUCH HOW DO I STAY POSITIVE IN A PLACE THAT IS SO TOUGH I LOOK FOR THE ANGELS BUT I DON’T FEEL THEM NEAR HOW HARD DO I HAVE TO BEG BEFORE THE ONES THAT CAN HELP ME…ACTUALLY HEAR MY TANK IS ON E I FEEL I’M ABOUT TO GO CRAZY I CAN’T GET MY HEAD RIGHT BUT I’M STILL TRYING TO FIGHT SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW DO I BELIEVE...HOW DO I BELIEVE MY WORDS ARE LOST AS I TYPE THESE LINES HOW IMPORTANT IS IT THAT THEY ACTUALLY RHYME DOES IT REALLY MATTER? WILL ANYBODY SEE? MAYBE THESE WORDS WILL SOMEDAY MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEONE OTHER THAN ME THE STRESSES OF THIS LIFE ARE COMPLETELY OVERBEARING I WANT TO FEEL NUMB I NEED TO STOP CARING SO I POUR ME A DRINK AND LET THESE

The F Word
Falling like flies The fickle flames of friendship Frivolous flirtations found no longer fitting Flawed, fractured feelings fill faded pages of former fantasies While failed foresight gives way to folly Wave farewell to formidable foes and fancy fabrications Fair faces of duality feign fidelity feeding fallacies of freedom and choice Forget the fierce flippancy of foolish fiends and dare to foster a future unfettered by such familiar futility Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Go Big Or Go Home
Good evening, I thought it over and decided that I will sit back for a while on completing my next SA bling achievements. I want more bang for my buck. I am collecting SA bling donations to achieve the Combo 5 and Royal Maximizer. Any others (Rock Stars especially) would be considered for my other achievements as well. I have 3 out of 6 already collected and unused for the Combos. I can crunch a few achievemnts all into one day to knock them all out when I am financially stable. As for now, I will try my best to reach 10K friends and 5K fans. The networking alone will help a lot more in the long run. My Plan: I am going to try my best to get both the 10K and the 25K likes by running a total of five Happy Hours while knocking out the 2 to 5 HH achievements with the Crack Star achievement (6 rockstars back to back). Why wouldn't I knock this all out in one attempt? It's expensive and something I cannot afford to fail. The Combo 5 and the Royal Maximizer is only short a Make It Rai

Life W/ Out You Would Be Unbearable
my love you know who are ,your the only one is this world that makes my life worth living,, nothing else compares to you and nothing will, though we will go through tough times and all but as long as i stay by ur side and you stay by mine we can conquer the wworld and move mountains, sso i tell you this now your my one and only and no other man will make me ever fall in love or make me feel the way you do,,, i love you darkness viper soul (h)

The Sweetness Of Dreams
Drop away your linens and come to my armscome and please your Sire with your charmslay your head upon my chest hear my heartknow that it longs for yours to never partFeel these calloused hands as they embraceenjoy my soft lips as I kiss your sweet faceAnd let spend the night making gentle lovelit only by the stars and the moon above.Resting in your arms , gazing at the stars ,Thinking of all the bliss you brought ,That will be forever ours. The moon will tell her story to the stars ,That shines so bright It says to trust , to love , to share ,For the days that we have left.

Bored Outta My Mind!!!
I had 2 Surgeries last week. A kidney stone and my gallbladder both taken out. So I get to try and heal, relax, let the stitches inside disolve....Yippee! Meanwhile, a few days before all this pain started I got a vintage schwinn mountain bike that I am dying to ride. Patience is not something I have ever been too good at...LOL I really wanna get out there and ride! And to top it off it has been raining here almost everyday. WTH happened to summer???? This has been the weirdest summer ever! It's all good though...just so bored and tired of being in pain and felling yucky.. So if you want to send me a message and make me smile and/or laugh, feel free, I would love to hear from any of ya!

" I Caught My Wife Cheating" Cont
She began to deveour my mouth, licking my chin, cleaning her juices off my face. My dick sild in and out of her, pounding hard and fast. This was a hard fast fuck. Jill moaned and bit down on my bottom lip as her climax began. Her pussy lips tightened around my shaft and i could feel her body begin to tense undreneath me. I could handle no more and my dick began to swell as my cum flowed up my shaft. I exploded inside her as she hit her peak, both of us grunting as our bodies tightened together. After we finished, We kissed lying in the bed, our arms still wrapped toghther. Cuddled, nethier of us saying a word for a long while. Finally i spoke. "Jill, you okay with this?" She looked at me and smiled. "Oh yes, i sure am. Thank you for doing this. It was incredible." I think she could tell that i was still a little worried, so she continued, 'Lee, i meant what i said down stairs. i'm definitely not looking for a relationship. ?i know you're married and every

A Feeling Out Of Time
When I look at me , what do I see ? I will tell you , the smile doesn't reach the eyes , There's coldness locked in there . Have heard the story so many times , I know it line by line . If you think you can reach my heart , With flowery words and promises , I will tell you not to waste your time. Cause that part is locked away . Like times of yesteryear , even growing old , Has become very dear , As I am known as Ginaslove , I will tell you clear , I'm waiting for the blessed day , when I'm nolonger here. But until then , I'll play the game , laugh & dance & sing , For I do know the joy of loving , giving and serving , My broken heart holds proof of that , The lips may smile but I'll confess to this , It will never reach my eyes ..........

Fubar Gipsy
Fubar has problem gipsies these are women jump from state to state , with ton problems , looking for home live in and make your life hell. If anyone look at profiles see location change every month or every 3 month there gipsies, so bothers look and read profiles, and watch your back.

Show Tag
As this is my first blog on this profile, I wanna start it out with this: The Show Tag. It is not a lounge tag, but a tag showing loyalty to my show, Hellcast Radio, HCR. I love all the people who continuously come to my show. The ones who honor me wear this tag, ALL THE TIME! Not just when my show is on, but surfing all of fu. These people that I know will carry this tag always will be staff in my lounge. To me, being staff is a responsiblility, something you work for, with or without pay. The generousity I have shown to many of my listeners I hope speaks volumes to others. If a staff member of my lounge drops my tag, I will drop them from said position. Unlike the rest of fu, this is my lounge. This is my show. Its all about MY EGO!

My Vampire Struck Again ......
There is within the air a certain chillOne that sets an ominous tone of willAs she presses on through the nightEach sound giving her small frightWhen the stranger does appearCalms her nerves and her fearLittle does she know or thinkHer blood he wants to drink......My Vampire struck again ..........

Some Days
I understand that few people are kind of pissed off at me .deal with it I have my bad days too, last week was bullshit. Yea me and April got in fight . Here why . My best friend car is at my shop , my boss is ripping him off, April truck needs ton of work , and I am under the gun from the state to change her plates , with no work coming in shop I am going nuts , I love April with all my heart and she knows this . And I know she loves me . Yes we been trying have baby together, but we need to move, but with child support killing my checks it tuff. I been living like this for last 2 years with no help and now I got April here I am not use to it. So I am going into transfer from having no one here to having someone here , so I am little ruff , she understanding that and giving me time change my self

For You Auntie Carmen
Mom was born in 1934 in Ciudad Juarez, Chihuahua Mexico. She is an identical twin to my aunt Olga and just a few minutes older. She came to the US at age 18 looking for economic reasons. Her uncle Jessie sponsored her and she spent two years in Texas to be close to her mother in Mexico before moving to Chicago. When her mother became a widow, she emigrated to San Francisco and my mom followedher.My mom met my dad while she was waitressing at Hunts Donuts on Mission Street in San Francisco. He was a baker at the time. Both she and my aunt married around the same time, lived close to each other and often babysat each other’s kids. They drove the landlord nuts with all of us kids.My mom was always very health conscious. She would work out with Jack la Lane on TV until we got in her way. Hard for her to exercise with us kids crawling around her. By the time I was in high school, she was into yoga and remained active until very recently. She was awesome in trying to help us kids out.

Raining
The water falls upon you standing hereComing down from heaven so very clearIt does hit your face and soaks throughYour vestment until you are soaked toCool, refreshing, it so cleans the airAnd all caught in it like you are thereSome may so hate the rain but never meIt somehow truly makes me feel so freeFeel the warm soothing rain upon your skinCooling the passions we are here engaged inThe wetness , the only thing so we do not bakeAs in the throws of ecstasy love we do makeFeel it as it beats upon your face and breastReplenishing us so there is no need for restRain running off me to your belly and thighsCooling us gently even as our passions riseSome hate a rainy day but them I do treasureA shower for the world, ours filled in pleasure ,and time to love..... As you can tell it's raining here and all I can say is " Thank you Dear "

Videos Of Me
If you want to see more of me, check out these videos. The videos are 15 second previews, but if you want to see the full video, you can pay money to see them. Pool Threesome Part 1 - http://www.xtube.com/amateur_channels/play.php?preview_id=vwbtASVm___&type=preview Pool Threesome Part 2 - http://www.xtube.com/amateur_channels/play.php?preview_id=vFN1TsPY___&type=preview Redhead Mistress Sucks Dick - http://www.xtube.com/amateur_channels/play.php?preview_id=vFOBbWoW___&type=preview Redhead Slut Rides a Huge Cock - http://www.xtube.com/amateur_channels/play.php?preview_id=vTeLCW68___&type=preview More will be posted later and I will add links once they are up! Take care everyone! -Julie