Fubar Blog Posts 4

Engine Trouble
A friend, driving home from a fishing trip in northern Michigan with his boat in tow, had engine trouble a few miles inland from Lake Huron. He didn't have a CB radio in his car, so he decided to use his marine radio to get help. Climbing into his boat, he broadcast his call letters and asked for assistance. A Coast Guard officerresponded, "Please give your location." "I'm on Interstate-75, two miles south of Standish." The officer paused, "Could you repeat that?" "I-75, two miles south of Standish." A longer pause. Then an incredulous voice asked, "How fast were you going when you hit shore?"

A Friend Of My Boss
A friend of my boss who isa businessman met me, & agreed to spend the night,With me, for $500. We did their thing, and, before he left,He told me that he did not have any cash with him, But he'd have his secretary write a check & mail it to me,Calling the payment 'RENT for APARTMENT.' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done,Realizing that the whole event hadn't been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a check for $250, And enclose the following typed note: 'Dear Veronica :- Enclosed find a check for $250 ..For rent of your apartment.I am not sending The amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place,I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; & #3 - it was small enough to make me feel at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it was entirely too large.' Upon receipt of the note ..I immediately returned the check for $250, With th

Live Auction!
Live Auction! February 6th, 2010 at 8pm EST/7pm Central/5pm Fu-Time @ Big Daddy’s Hot Spot and Bar Hosted by DJ Thunder! He is ready to rock the airwaves so come place your bids and rock out with us! Send DJ Thunder your offers for the auction if your interested in getting bid on! (click the link below to get to his page) Ðj~Thuñdër~Röll~Påñthër@ßiģ Ðåddŷ\'ş Ĥ

Boys Of Summer (don Henley)
Nobody on the road, nobody on the beachI feel it in the air, the summer's out of reachEmpty lake, empty streets, the sun goes down aloneI'm drivin' by your house, though I know you're not homeBut I can see you, your brown skin shinin' in the sunYou got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, babyAnd I can tell you my love for you will still be strongAfter the boys of summer have goneI never will forget those nights, I wonder if it was a dreamRemember how you made me crazy?Remember how I made you scream?Now I don't understand what happened to our loveBut baby I'm gonna get you backI'm gonna show you what I'm made ofI can see you, your brown skin shinin' in the sunI see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyoneI can tell you my love for you will still be strongAfter the boys of summer have goneOut on the road today I saw a Deadhead sticker on a CadillacA little voice inside my head said"Don't look back you can never look back"I thought I knew what love was, what did I kn

Fu Greediness
Well I have a few things i have to get off of my chest..... I am coming to my full one year mark here on fubar, I have slowly but sure come to the realization that no matter how hard I try to become those you guys call fu royalty I never will. No matter how much I rate and no matter how much I try to do for any and everyone on here.. it get me no where at all. I have to beg to trade pimp outs and get a new owner.. and yea every once and again i ask for bling.. but not very often. I see ppl getting bought left and right and getting blinged like there is no tomorrow.. but here i sit trying to do what i can to be nice and do for them what i can but I get no love or attention. So from here on out.. i am only doing for those who do for me, for those that care enough to give me the love they want in return. I know when I have the means to pimp people out for no reason i do.. and i do it just because i want to. And I buy people I can and i bling people at random. Its the point

Online Predators
will i think i just had my first online pradator scam attept. some girl claim to have lost her parents while back. her exboyfriend stole everything she had from her buisness. now she waiting for her inheritance But its going to be a while before she can claim it. now shes staying at a hotel and she has not eatin in three days and she asked me to send her money so she could get something to eat. does that not sound like a scam to you? so guy you to have to be carefull not just the ladies. oh yes this person is on fubar so be carefull. dont let her fool you. please feel free to leave commets about this. do u think men are more at risk for online predators or weman are more at risk?

The Lonely Child
Atop a lonely hill, Beneath the dripping heat of a falling sun, The lonely man never alone lingers on, Names of lovers Etched in scars upon the many sharp shards Of his tired heart. Never felt their kiss as the rain of morning's light, Nor their palm pressed to palm with fingers' clasp; But many beats missed, When the bullets hissed And seethed over foreign fields. To their final bed, The lonely man, never alone Led And laid to rest in his embrace. In leathery hands his mistress lay, In whose grip his lifelong leash Did lovingly stay; A million tears already shed, For the single one He cries today. Marching through silver dusk A million bleary-eyed tears Rest fitfully on a million shiny-tipped spears That own hands no more. Salty sorrow stains the soil Tilled by hands with love and toil And behind a face made harsh and still, The lonely child rests his forgotten chin on the window sill And yearns for every summer gone, As the forge of heaven

Curiouser And Curiouser
I saw a curious sight today. a white rabbit with a pocket watch dashing off as if late for an appointment. my curiosity got the better of me so I gave chase and fell down a rabbit hole. Now I am falling faster and faster, unable to slow my downward descent Wait I hear something a voice on the wind. A familiar sounding voice, a voice I know. Is it you or is it her? Curiouser and curiouser.. Hello?

Sex With Benefits
Why is it when a girl likes sex as much as men do its considered slutty?And when we like to have sex early in a potential relationship, were no longer considered girl friend material? I know you guys like sex, and want your women to give it to you. Otherwise you'll bitch about not getting it enough, or resort to cheating. Then your hypocrits about it, and it sucks. Its not fair to me or people like me.. Im only human. And i feel like people reject me because i do what i want to do. I have no reason to change my lifestyle until im no longer single.. Its not like id be unfaithful simply because i like sex. Im definitely girlfriend material, I just need someone to steal me from the game.

Tell Me Something I Don't Know. You Can't... 'cause You Don't.
Audiogasm I can't pay my rent, but I'm fucking gorgeous. I got big lungs that could kill your chorus. Tell me something I don't know. You can't... 'cause you don't. ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT But I can, like a veteran, better plan, I leave your whole mind blownt... I've grown, accustomed to bustin on, those little somethins of nonsensical nothins songs, signals and tells, lyrics compelled, instrumental as hell, leads you to listen up well, when the melody kick in- it gels, some Gfunk whistles and bells, this miss is top of the shelf, let those inhibitions stop and just melt, superstitions and spells, can't complete with pistols and shells, my position is self, on a mission for wealth, I never had a pot to piss in- it smells. these days shit is different, cos my distance is held, and this is cos bitches like to hit kids below a dude's belt, I stay underground like the velvet, smooth and hope my fiber is felt. soul survivor, burn my bible, too prideful

The Past Is The Past
I usually use my blog for rants, so if you do not like my rants please leave now. Thank you. Thismorning I got up early to help my boyfriend with his requirments to level. After he left, I decided to check on my facebook because I havn't been on it in a while. I was in a REALLY good mood. Well I changed my status on there to tell the world that I was in an amazing mood, hoping to god that people would get it and not screw it up for once. So, Im going thru my things and this guy I used to hang out with when I lived in KnoxDale said hi in my status then started to bring up my past. Pretty big mistake cause it ruined my day. I have changed since then, and I have changed for the better. There is a REASON that I am not like I used to be. Nor do I want to think about the way I used to be. I feel personally if I think about it, it's going to wear on me and then I will back track. I don't want that. So, this is why I feel the need to rant. I wish people would stop bringin

Man And His Bike
I live in a condo building. Most of the people in the building I could really give a rat's ass about, but the man that lived across the hall from us was one of the nicer people in the building. He was Polish and spoke very little English, but was truly one of the nicest people you ever wanted to meet. He was always smiling, would stop to say hello. If he knew you were waiting to use the washer/dryer, he would knock on your door to let you know he was done. Just all around, a nice guy. He didn't drive. Whether if this was by choice or means, I don't know but you always saw him off peddling around doing his errands. It didn't matter if it was hotter than hell out or 20 below zero and snowing, there he was on his bike. We noticed we hadn't seen him around for a few days, but given the holiday season, we just assumed he was visiting family or maybe took a vacation. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case. We found out from our condo president he was in the hospital. He was in ICU. It turns

This Was Just Given To Me Thought I Would Share It With All Of You.
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no.She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away,tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and ...said... ... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with youforever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... Isn't that sweet?

The First Cut Is The Deepest Remade By Sheryl Crow
I would have given you all of my heart But there's someone who's torn it apart And he's taken just all that I have But if you want I'll try to love again Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know... The first cut is the deepest Baby I know The first cut is the deepest But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst... I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried And I'm sure gonna give you a try If you want I'll try to love again, (try) Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know... OOHHH, The first cut is the deepest Baby I know The first cut is the deepest But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst... I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried But I'm sure gonna give you a try Cuz if you want I'll try to love again (Try to love again, try to love again) Baby, I'll try to love again but I know, OOHHH.... The first cut is the deepest Baby I kno

Torch.
How'd I fall for someone with such a small butt? I'm glad I didn't just say that outloud.The company I'm in, the outline I've drawn.It wouldn't be the best of times.Her sister to my right.My goddess returning to her poised pedastal after a brief quest tothe snacky machine. It's funny what your mind goes through when you watch someone you desire walk away.I have to imagine its something like what dogs feel when you leave them in the yardwith their favorite bone, and a half-full dish of water. Are they ever coming back?Do they still love me?Is this because I threw up on the rug?Or do we do this every day?I think we do but- and she's back. Somewhere in the effortless hum I missed an entire exchange of girl-talk and snickering commentary.Whose chunky ass is continuing to grow.The perfect combination of parts.Guess who just ate a whole tub of butter-how many licks does it take I never bothered to mention I spent more time looking at her eyes than her ass...butmaybe it didn't bear ment

Like Father, Love Son
I happened to find this through my usual net browsing, and it just made my day. I want to share this with you all. It looks a bit long, but it's sooooo worth the time, trust me, so please, go on. "If you can touch it, you can catch it !! " encouraged Dad, with his characteristic enthusiasm literally dripping all over the pavement in front of 430 Donegal St. in Peterborough, Ontario, Canada. The year is 1978 . Today's lesson in football basics is "the buttonhook ." "3, 4 , HUT !!!" Dad bellows with all the excitement & spirit of a Superbowl, or Memorial Cup, into my 10 year old ear. I am off like a shot 8 paces, where I am instructed to pivot on the 8th, where Dad has already rifled the football a millisecond earlier, so that when i "buttonhook", it is already in my arms "like a loaf of bread " , is how I am coached to hold it. Then I am off again towards Brock St. to an imaginary goalline, where I can possibly get a touchdown if I can only catch the ball. Easier said than done

Kissesforzoey
Into one persons body,How much beauty can go.The answer to this,Now I do not know. I look at her beyond belief,And wonder if she is really there.Or a cruel trick by my mind,And she'll vanish into the air. I dare not look away,Gone forever she may become.And my vision of pure beauty,Eternaly lost,forever gone.

Lover Style
Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test... The Suave Lover 45% partner focus, 52% aggressiveness, 35% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.This places you in the Lover Style of: The Suave Lover.The Suave Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is reminiscent of some of the most classic lover figures of all time, such as Casanova or Don Juan, or more recently James Bond (several of the "Bond girls" fit this type, too). This shouldn't be confused with a "player" or someone who is solely interested in physical love, but someone who is looking for an incredibly elusive thing: a worthy partner. The Suave Lover is a treasure to find, but can be incredibly difficult to hold on to, once

Pain By Three Days Grace
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're woun

My First Blog On This Page
Ok so bare with me, cuz this might sound alil pissy. But this goes out to all those who want to hold grudges and listen to the bullshit. I hate drama on here, I think its childish and stupid. So to those people, I dont want you in my life, either here or real life. If you want to be bitter because I didnt conform to things the way you wanted them, and to those that want to take sides and take away your friendship, be gone. I am a better person without you in my life and I dont need you to drag me into your own misery. I hate my own problems and challenges in life, and those who I really thought were more than a picture on a screen, really turned out to disappoint. You were never a real friend if you turn your back on people and only want them around to feel better about yourself. Friendship works both ways, and a real friend doesnt abandon another because they dont cater to them. So bye bye be gone. I am a good friend to have and I am not the bad guy. Theirs plenty of those here, Good

The Rude Adoptive Mother
Ok if you have read any of my other blogs then you should know that i dont have my daughter. Well she was adopted due to having too many issues going on in my life. Anyways yesterday both me and and my daughter's mother get either more then one message on different sites and they came from my daughter's adoptive mother. The messages came about to tell us that we had to take down any or all pictures of our daughter on any sites that we might have pictures on. I honestly think its wrong cause she is technically only adopted by that woman but she is of our blood and i think she has no right telling us to get rid of what helps me remember my daughter. Plus the big issue that i have with it is that she didnt ask nicely she said in exact words take down the pictures on any or all sites of my daughter cause she is no longer your daughter and i dont want any of her pictures on the internet. So i dont know what to do about it

Fu Hubby App Lmao
First Name:Last Name:Age:Height:Weight:How often are you on Fubar? A: Fu is my life. B: I have a job to support my fu blinging habit. C: Had a couple minutes to spare between cranking out knuckle babies and the next game.How often will you show your devotion and appreciation for me being so awesome? A: I have money and no life so be prepared for all the bling you could want. B: I have a little money but I am really good at making girls feel special when I talk. C: I’ll video tape me spawning those knuckle babies and show you how awesome I am.I’ve had a bad day at work and need some cheering up. How would you do it? A: Buy you an auto and a bomb and say have fun. B: Take time to listen to you and let you vent. C: Damn girl your bad mood is making it hard to finish up here.I have a really deep thought about something and want to discuss it. How do you respond? A: Buy you more bling and tell you how smart you are. B: Take time to discuss your thought and add any input of my

The Eye Test
Deep Down You Are Conscientious You're the type of person who's always looking to make a good impression and do the right thing. You believe your actions make a difference in other people's lives, no matter how large or small they are. You don't show the world how worried and upset you are. You see a lot of misery and injustice that you keep to yourself. You are devoted to being the best person possible. It's the least you can do with your time on this planet. The Eye Test Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds Well, I won't comment on the bored 12-year-olds bit... Rock on! Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx

For The Women Who Think They Know What We're Thinking...
You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 12 at night we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 12 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we mean it. So don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the doo

Parents Fear For Sons Inadequate Cyber-life,
Rochdale couple John and Barbara Deccles have spoken of their concern over their 19-year-old son Nathan’s inability to maintain virtual relationships. ‘We can’t get him online’, confessed an embarrassed Mr Daccles. ‘He just locks himself away in the pub and we don’t see him for days. When he’s not down at the Rat and Parrot drinking, he’s playing football or going to the cinema,’ added his mother. ‘I doubt he’s ever Tweeted in his life. It’s not natural for a boy his age’. The couple admit to going to extreme lengths to cover up their son’s inadequacies. ‘His father trawls the Web for hours pretending to be Nathan, just to keep the neighbours from talking,’ said Mrs Deccles. ‘I’ve lost count of the amount of pornography John’s downloaded.’ ‘When I’m at the pub with my mates, they’re all busy on Twitter,’ said Nathan, ‘telling people wh

Near Miss 1/9/10
So a couple weeks ago I went to one of my peeps house, got some things, n stayed the nigh. So I woke up at like noon new I had to take off, had to make it back across Tx dirty, so I left. As it turns out a min or two after I left the cops kicked in the door to my friends house, n took folks to jail. This is the second time this has happened, the first was at my bf's house, I took off at like midnight 15 mins later everone went to jail.For what ever reason I think god kinda looks out for me, atleast a lil entrest.

Women's Love Poem
Women's Love Poem; Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Mens Love Poem; I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Please Mark Your Nsfw Photos When You Upload Them!
Any photo that displays NSFW content should be marked accordingly. There is a warning on the photo upload page that is very clear about this. If you are seeing NSFW photos in yiour recent uploads, please report the abuser. If you are abusing or ignoring our NSFW policy you will: 1. Have your profile suspended. 2. Your profile will be deleted. We have no tolerance rule for this. Please do your part and help keep the public areas of fubar free of NSFW! Thanks

2nd Attempt @ Mouth Runs Over????
Have you ever been out with friends you’re talking, having a great time? Then suddenly you say something and the reply wasn't what you thought it was going to be. Upset and a bit on the defensives side crap spills out of your mouth. As you quickly wish your mouth would for once check with you before speaking. (But damnnit to hell) It does not. I mean isn't that what we are taught growing up...Mom says "Think before you Speak" then none of that would have happened. The list of people to include yourself could go on forever, have said that very line knowing that they too at some point have said the same thing. So we have a few different oops or foot in mouth so many clever sayings for the simple fact that "You my dear Fucked Up". So my question is how does one fix it? This is where I ask for your help, because my way seems to add fuel to the fire so to speak. If you think about it we have all at some point or time said..."wow?! Did I really say that"? And some of us are found

3's A Charm? Sigh Who Took My Damn Coffee!!!!????
Have you ever been out with friends you’re talking, having a great time? Then suddenly you say something and the reply wasn't what you thought it was going to be. Upset and a bit on the defensives side crap spills out of your mouth. As you quickly wish your mouth would for once check with you before speaking. (But damnnit to hell) It does not. I mean isn't that what we are taught growing up...Mom says "Think before you Speak" then none of that would have happened. The list of people to include yourself could go on forever, have said that very line knowing that they too at some point have said the same thing. So we have a few different oops or foot in mouth so many clever sayings for the simple fact that "You my dear Fucked Up". So my question is how does one fix it? This is where I ask for your help, because my way seems to add fuel to the fire so to speak. If you think about it we have all at some point or time said..."wow?! Did I really say that"? And some of us are found

Engagement
Friday, January 22nd, 2010 Zack offically proposed to me! We had been joking around about it for a while but did not have a definite plan of what we were going to do.The way he did was simple and amazing. That is just the way I like it.Friday I decided that it was going to be "his night" because he has been helping me a lot over the past month because I was out of work for a while and helping me with my mom and such.When he arrived here around 4 on Friday I had turkey bacon and a protein shake waiting for him. We hung out for a while and got ready then did some shopping at the new Friendly Center. Afterwards, I wanted to take him to PF Changs because it is so freaking amazing and delicious and he has never been! So I get him dinner and this delicious banana dessert and we go home. When we get home we were just kind of laying around and talking and playing and he wraps his arms around me and says: "Do you promise to love me forever?" and me being the silly ass I am, I was like "HELL YES

Looking For An Auction!!!
As many of you may know I have been off of fubar for over a half a year. I have just started getting back on fubar and I am looking for an auction to get into. I no longer have a VIP and while my life is going ok. I just do not have enough cash to buy a VIP or bling pack. If anyone has info I would appreciate it.

Mzsunshine
To say no to her,Would break my law.To honor this beauty,From the first I ever saw. I will walk beside her,Aid her as much as she needs.Forever this beautys heart,I would aim to please. So come to me beauty,Close you will forever be.To see those eyes sparkle,And let you smile shine for me.

Stray Coal.
I didn't recognize her face at first.But the sentiment was behind the distorted glass.Steam and pellets pelting the panes.A lifetime. That's what the letter said.In such vibrant ink. In such vivid sensationI take one step through the threshold.Placing dry hands on wetcool lips on warmthick on nude.This is the part whereI forget to ask if you're having the same dream Dawn comes fifty years too soon.The reason fades, but the wish remains.All through thirty irrate callsand two cups of black ceylon.A trillion bursting synapsesa cold delivery, another missed opportunity all I can think to do is draw your face in another daydreamand float further than I could ever sink.my hands falling through the floormy eyes rolling to blackforget how to breatheforget how to bejust experience. A new, warm empty.Safe and closed. til two sharp taps rouse me from my slumberand I greet the faye smile I had summoned in my lonliness. Now about that kiss.

[bored]
This handkerchief makes me look like an emofag.But... does it count if I actually USE it for something?>>I need new goggles. Which sucks because I love the ones I have but they're for snowboardingnot hazmats. And lets face it, I snowboarded twice and hated it.Hoodsurfing was a weekly thing thoughand they kept gravel out of my eyes. So I look like the modern day Freddywith Shaggy's hairand Daphne's color.And velma's googleys all I need is an oversized retarded dog that eats all the time and...oh shit. Second coat's on my 1/144's arms.Amazing what you can get accomplished with an old cardboard box, a screwdriver, and one box of Q-tips(for setting up a suspended drying surface) In the meantime I'm...completely out of shit to do.I'm going through on hard mode of games I've beat backwards and forwards while my paint dries.I'm lacking the means and inspiration to culinate. I pretty much measure my days by how long I get to see herand the spaces between. ohand every other day is a wor

1,000 Days Since Disappearance
Kate and Gerry McCann are to launch a flotilla of glowing paper lanterns into the night sky to mark 1,000 days since the disappearance of their daughter Madeleine. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/newstopics/madeleinemccann/7080338/Madeleine-McCann-Kate-and-Gerry-mark-1000-days-since-disappearance.html

I Just Cant Stop Loving You By Micheal Jackson
I Just Want To Lay Next To YouFor AwhileYou Look So Beautiful TonightYour Eyes Are So LovelyYour Mouth Is So SweetA Lot Of PeopleMisunderstand MeThat's Because They Don'tKnow Me At AllI Just Want To Touch YouAnd Hold YouI Need YouGod I Need YouI Love You So Much[Michael]Each Time The Wind BlowsI Hear Your Voice SoI Call Your Name . . .Whispers At MorningOur Love Is DawningHeaven's Glad You Came . . .You Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI'm So Proud To SayI Love YouYour Love's Got Me HighI Long To Get ByThis Time Is ForeverLove Is The Answer[Siedah]I Hear Your Voice NowYou Are My Choice NowThe Love You BringHeaven's In My HeartAt Your CallI Hear Harps,And Angels SingYou Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI Can't Live My LifeWithout You[Michael]I Just Can't Hold On[Siedah]I Feel We Belong[Michael]My Life Ain't Worth LivingIf I Can't Be With You[Both]I Just Can't Stop Loving YouI Just Can't Stop Loving YouAnd If I Stop . . .Then Tell Me Just WhatWill I Do[Siedah]'Cause I Just

Wat/wats
I am getting so sick of people and not using the English their High School English teach taught them, or tried to teach them. The word "Wat" is a noun, the definition is as followed: A Buddhist temple or monastery in Thailand or Cambodia. Source: dictionary.com Another word "Wats" is another noun, and it's definition is: Bulk-rate telephone service that enables a subscriber to make an unlimited number of long-distance telephone calls within a given service area for a fixed monthly charge or to receive calls from given areas with no charge to the caller. Source: dictionary.com (again)

Bad Cyber 2 Of 4
BennyDiablo: HELLS YEAH...i wanan be a blonde... kinda look like brad pitts brother qwazimoto pitt...hes lesser known BennyDiablo: < purrs BennyDiablo: AHHHHHHH CHOOOOO BennyDiablo: OH SHIT IM SORRY LET ME CLEAN THAT OFF OF YOU BennyDiablo: umm..im gonna use the blouse i ripped okay? Pants on fire: sigh, are you fucking with me? BennyDiablo: no, i swear i was just trying to make it realistic Pants on fire: ok Pants on fire: im pulling your sweat pants down and im rubbing your bulge BennyDiablo: < screams likea woman...DAMN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD...(thats gonna cause some shrinkage) Pants on fire: im lifting my miniskirt and taking off my panties BennyDiablo: BERMP CHICKA WAH WAH Pants on fire: cute BennyDiablo: okay, im licking your....SHIT!!! Pants on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: i gota hair stuck in my throat Pants on fire: huh? BennyDiablo: great now im fuckin choking BennyDiablo: YOU DONT FUCKIN SHAVE? BennyDiablo: i need some water

So Tired
So I am a little tired, a lot annoyed, and pretty sore. Saturday I got a DWI. It's bullshit, and they scouted us at the bar, and there were quite a few people getting pulled over and hauled in. But it was my fault, and I accept that totally. This morning though, I totalled my truck. I was driving into work when a good ways up ahead some people were slamming on their brakes, and instinctively, I did as well. Unfortunately for me though, I drive a standard, and that killed my engine. Once the engine dies, there's no power steering, and it's slower to stop. I smashed my front end into the back of someone. Amazingly, not even a scratch on his vehicle. Mine though, pushed the front end in a few inches, folded my bumper into the radiator, and pushed in enough steel to make opening my door very hard. I guess I'm lucky it wasn't worse, but I don't feel that way. I just want to crawl into bed, wake up tomorrow and see this has all been some surreal dream, and that none of it happened.

The "right" Wrong
we are all seeking that special person who is right for us. but if youve been thru enuf relationships, you begin to suspect theres no right person, just different flavors of wrong. why is this? becuz you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complimentary way. but it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. it isnt until you finally run up against your deepest demons---your unsolvable problems---the ones that make you who you truly are---that youre ready to find a lifelong mate. only then do you finally know what you are looking for. you are looking for the wrong person. but not just any wrong person: the "right" wrong person---someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "This is the problem i want to have." i will find that person who is wrong for me in just the right way...i have to believe in that

Latinus Horribilis Et Sempiternus
I don't know if any of you will find this as much of an "Oh God, it's like a train wreck and I can't look away" amusement as I do, but just in case... Terrible Latin tattoos! And hey, even if you can't appreciate the awful Latin, go look at the ugly tattoos! Just look at 'em!

Store Safety
While attending college, I worked evenings at a retail store. On slow nights my co-worker Susan would often sing along with the radio while we did paperwork or restocked merchandise. One evening as the manager was leaving I expressed my concern to him about our safety, being two women working alone at night. "Oh, you'll be fine," he said, waving of his hand. "If you see anybody who looks suspicious, just warn him that Susan knows karaoke."

26 Things A Perfect Guy Would Do! (*_*)
26 Things a Perfect Guy Would Do! (*_*) 1. Know how to make you smile when you are down. 2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. 3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. 4. Give you the remote control during the game. 5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. 6. Play with your hair. 7. His hands always find yours. 8. Be cute when he really wants something. 9. Offer you plenty of massages. 10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. 11. Never run out of love. 12. Be funny, but know how to be serious. 13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious. 14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready. 15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. 16. Smile a lot. 17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you. 18. Appreciate you. 19. Help others out. 20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. 21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when y

Summer Breeze By Seals & Croft
See the curtains hanging in the window In the evening on a Friday night A little light a-shining through the window Lets me know everythings alright Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind See the paper lying on the sidewalk A little music from the house next door So I walk on up to the door step Through the screen and across the floor Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Sweet days of summer, the jasmine's in bloom July is dressed up and playing her tune When I come home from a hard days work And you're waiting there, not a care in the world See the smile a-waiting in the kitchen Food cooking and the plates for two Feel the arms that reach out to hold me In the evening when the day is through Summer breeze makes me feel fine Blowing through the jasmine in my mind Summer b

Molly
if you Tonyas A.k.a Molly you are truelue ly blessed please keep her in your heart if ya knew herr and please pray for sinfully delicious she is going through a rough time right now anshe needs our support to make it through it please help sinfullu delicious and i remeber Tonya and keep her spirit alive

Sex
Three billion years ago life formed on this planet. At some point similar organisms started exchanging their DNA and sexual reproduction was started. In the early warm volcanic seas that covered the earth, some proto-organism fucked another proto-organism and life has been fucking ever since.We are the descendants of three billion years of things fucking each other. Every form of life, from man down to plant life, wants to fuck something and exchange DNA. And we are the descendants of those who fucked, not of those who controlled themselves. There's nothing wrong with fucking and there's nothing wrong with fucking a total stranger. You have a dick and it's there for one reason only, and that's to fuck with. She has a cunt and its purpose is to get fucked. That what it does. The process is to put your dick in her and deliver your semen so as to get her pregnant. That's the instinct you are born with and she's born with. Obviously, you don't really want to get her pregnant. But your body

Wine?
Bottle of Wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.'

Life Goes On
You have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you've got & always remember what you had........... Always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people chage, things go wrong, most all just remember.......... LIFE GOES ON

Dog Growth
A distraught dog owner called his vet pleading for an immediate appointment. He explained that his dog had a large growth or swelling near the corner of its mouth. The vet told him to bring the animal right over. When the man came in, the vet examined the dog as the man stood by, anxiously waiting. At last the vet turned to him and asked, "Do you have any children?" "Oh, good grief, is it contagious?" the man gasped. "No," the doctor answered. "It's bubble gum."

For Those
I will add, this is my chance at being all ninja like. Although I cant send chats or even shout box because I cant remember my email password to verify it here..lol Dont know what else I can do without doing that.. but I am here for a bit to add a few very select people

One More Hour!
Why would anybody want to be friends with you?I'm loyal, bitches! What is your favorite thing to do when you're on vacation?Hookers and blow.Not really..hrm, I'd probably just relax and get time for myself. What to YOU is your main purpose in life?I have no clueWhat's your favorite color?Green.Did you ever want to be a lawyer?No, I'm not a good liar.Do you like drama T.V. shows?I don't watch much television, period.What color are your bed sheets?blue-ish.What's your favorite kind of food?Christmas dinner.Do you take vitamins?No. But I should.When did you wake up this morning?I'd say around 8am.Have you ever met anyone famous?Sure have.Where do your grandparents live?They don't live........Where will you be going on vacation this summer?Hopefully DC.List all the jobs you've had:I'm sure you all do not need to know about those..How much allowance do/did you get each week?...I don't get an allowance.How old is your pet?No pets either.Do you have a t-shirt from a band or artist?No. I just

My Bunnies
Beautiful sexy pink Bunnies: i love you more than any words can say i want to be around you always and forevers because you are my heart, no one makes me feel inside like you do, no one brings out my love like you do, and nothing could ever take you from me because our love is forevers

Lesbian Dream
You place your arms around me I feel so lost in you As my lust for you expands You have a delicate smell That drives me crazy You have such a wonderful grace As we give into this lust You maybe Lesbian I could be Bisexual That doesn't matter I am so into you When I explore your body The softness of your breasts Amazingly of your pussy That smells like a Ocean My lust for you is falling into love Which we aren't in need of You speak to me softly Giving that chill down my spine You are just a dream As I thirst for you more I start to feel my body tremble You tell me to wake up I won't Just wanting a taste As I start to awake I feel myself in sweats Wishing she was so real

The Johnson Bunch
Here's the story of a lovely lady Who was bringing up five very lovely kids. All of them had a heart of gold, like their mother, The youngest one in spurts. Here's the story, of a man named Cj, Who was busy with three boys of his own, They were four men, living all together, Yet they were all alone. Till the one day when the lady met this fellow And they knew it was much more than a hunch, That this group would somehow form a family. That's the way we all became the Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch, That's the way we all became The Johnson Bunch. The Johnson Bunch.

A Poem For Him
This is for you my darling,The words that I speak for you,You have me held out on a string,You talk about how you care for me,You tell me things that are quite empty,Words that have no meaning,My broken heart pours out to you,Please don't abuse my emotions,Don't take for granted how I feel,I believe the words you say to me,But should I even listen?Claims of wanting me to be yours,Yet you can't rid her from your life,You won't,Why should I trust you,When you can't be honest to someone with whom you've shared these years?You are my drug,Your a toxic being that is oh so addictive,You have a song about your lips,Your lips knock me out with every touch,Just the mention of your name sends my heart racing in every which way,I'm trying to drop you,Like the bad habit you are,But just like an addiction,It's easier said than done,This is for you my love . . . .

Dont Rip Have Sum Love I Just Want Feed Back 2
the start Category: Writing and Poetry i know this moment in life is present but words feel less noticed or just irrelevanti feel less real the longer im awakeim stuck in a grave i didnt makebut time can just fade my debts never paid you use me your vile you lie then just smile you constantly cut mebut you like my styleyour selfish im tired,broken and drained you twist what you hear i swallow the pain would love just to watch this all burn awayso fuck it ur fire my blood is propane

Fun Stuff - Urban Dictionary
Ok. New game. Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your name. Then in a comment, tell me what it says about you :P Ellen- The coolest person on the planet....you think she's a dork but really she is the most AWESOME, INCREDIBLE girl EVER....no one can top this girl! Pretty, 'girl next door', type of females, who are intelligent and rational. Ellens are fun filled, giggly, characters who provide others with endless amusement when in their best moods and/or intoxicated. Very self critical, and appear to be tall brunettes who sometimes act like blondes. Name given to a girl who is the best in the brothel-working business, yet she doesn't give it away for free, as she is classy. Also a name given to one of the prettiest girls in school. Ellen is absoultly hot, sexy, lovelable, and the perfect girlfriend.Ellen is funny and loves to be around friends.Ellen is a common name in GreeceEllen always is looking for a "good time" (wink)Ellen is the well rounded, saint and sinner, beatiful and

Me (revised)
I throw fits...tantrums...whatevah. I'm a bitch, I'm a cunt, a mother fucker, a little girl, a sensual woman. Extremely sexual...occasionally needy. But perfectly capable of pleasing myself for long periods of time. Whatever you want to say...I am indeed spoiled rotten but not bratty. I'm lonely and shouldn't be. I love more than one and I am told that is wrong. I am submissive yet have a will so strong it will test yours. Only the strong survive! I am very shy yet my personality will make you wonder. I tend to shock to hide my shyness. Sometimes I hate...and berate myself for it. Sometime the hate inside is so strong it frightens me. Then more often than not, I love so much it frightens me even MORE. I am a conflict within myself. Aren't we all???? I crave human tenderness yet it makes me uncomfortable. Compliments make me happy yet embarrass me to no end. I am an angel and demon at the same time. I am natural yet supernatural. I can love and hate you at t

The Difference Between City Girls And Country Girls
The Difference Between City Girls and Country Girls-A city girl will take you where you need to go.-A country girl throws you her keys and says "It needs gas in it!"-A city girl will tell you not to fight, it ain't worth it.-A country girl will say "Beat her ass!" and look at the crowdand say, "Nobody better jump in."-A city girl will let another bitch know she can back the fuck upor get knocked the fuck out.-A country girl will just knock her out.-A city girl tells you she's had enough to drink.-A country girl tells you, "We need another shot, we 'bout to getfucked up!"-A city girl goes to the club with you and sits down.-A country girl goes to the club with you and says, "Let's showthese city bitches how we do it."-A city girl wonders who your new man is.-A country girl knows his first name, last name, his birthday,where he lives, who he's related to, what kind of car he drives,where he works, how many baby's mamas he has, and howmany bitches he is talking to right now.-A city g

Why I Love The South!
Why i love the SOUTH! 1. That farm boy you see at the gas station did more work before breakfast than you do all week at the gym.2. It's called a "gravel road." No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lincoln Navigator. Drive it or get it out of the way!3. The red dirt -- it's called clay. Red clay. If you like the color, don't wash your car for a couple weeks -- it'll be permanent.4. We all started hunting and fishing when we were seven years old. Yeah, we saw that Bambi movie, too. We got over it.5. Go ahead and bring your $600 Orvis fly rod. Don't cry to us if a flathead breaks it off at the handle We have a name for those little 13-inch trout you fish for: bait.6. Pull your pants up! You look like an idiot.7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of mallards are making their final approach, we will shoot it. You might want to ensure it's not up to your ear at the time.8. No, there's no "Vegetarian Special" on the menu. Order steak. Order it rare. Or, yo

Will You Miss Me
If you were to wake reaching your arm out to me. Only to feel the space next to you empty. Would you sit up realizing only thing left to remind you of me, was the color on the walls? Would your hearing increase? As you listen for movement in hope it was me walking back to your side. Would you search for my scent amongst the sheets? As you lay in your bed will you miss my soft fingers as they gently roam down your back? Hypnotizing you into a slumber. Will my silly words ring in your ears as you remember me? As you sit on the couch alone will you hunger for my body next to yours? When you are hurting and seeking comfort will you plead to hear me say “It will be alright”. Will my now distant eyes burn in you as you so search for a picture to remind you of what you once saw looking back at you. A lone in your room the day light fading leaving your body full of desire. Will you crave the softness of my body beneath yours? When you close your eyes as drowsiness invades you, w

Shifted
There has been a shift in reality a change of perspective The looking glass has been cleared and revealed A Taint on my soul eclipsing all that I do all that I know My mettle will be tested My strength revealed All bonds must be broken and forged anew

Purpose
Slow me to trot, and revel as I maintain; communicate your thoughts, with the way you ride my frame - squeeze me with your thighs, I'll work into gallop; if you want to feel my gait, tease your tongue across my palate. Choke me by the neck, pull on my rains - I'll lurch, and I'll buck and I'll pound, from the pain. Master and Her Beast, they're one and the same - verbalization unnecessary, your body commands my name. I delight in my purpose, to surge, and to drive, to glisten with sweat, and to bring you alive. Harness my breeding, put me to the test; ride me 'til you're sore and you're ready to rest. To a quarter-horse you're no burden, this is only a tryst - I was chiseled for your purpose, I was made for this. Master and Her Beast, they're one and the same - the rhythm, the rush, and the pulling of mane.

Numb
I've been waiting about a year for this day. I knew it was coming at some point, and I really thought it'd be a longer before it happened. And I knew it was going to hurt. But I never could have anticipated that it would hurt this much.... After today's events from the beginnig of the day to now, and everything that's been happening the last few weeks, I'm officially numb again. A feeling I don't welcome, and never wanted to be reminded of again after what I went through last year...but I guess there's only so much disappointment and pain a person can take before it's just so much that you don't care anymore and you lose any kind of feeling whatsoever... I will never know myself until I do this on my own cuz I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be anything til I break away from me I will break away. Ill find myself todayI wanna heal I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long. erase all the pain til it's g

The Reason I Have Been Seeing Doctor Regularly Last Month!(heart Disease And Angina (chest Pain)
Heart Disease and Angina (Chest Pain) The most common symptom of coronary artery disease is angina or "angina pectoris," also known simply as chest pain. Angina can be described as a discomfort, heaviness, pressure, aching, burning, fullness, squeezing, or painful feeling due to coronary heart disease. Often, it can be mistaken for indigestion. Angina is usually felt in the chest, but may also be felt in the shoulders, arms, neck, throat, jaw, or back. If you have this symptom, take notice. If you've never been diagnosed with heart disease, you should seek treatment immediately. If you've had angina before, use your angina medications as directed by your doctor and try to determine if this is your regular pattern of angina or if the symptoms are worse. (This is called unstable angina, see below.) What Causes Angina?Angina is caused when blood flow to an area of the heart is decreased. This impairs the delivery of oxygen and vital nutrients to the heart muscle cells. When this happe

I Am Green.
I see you wrapped up in your whirl of love and I envy you... stop and see me there I am the girl sitting alone in the distance in despair wanting to be like you painfully watching wishing I knew what it felt like to dance in the shine of my lovers fixated gaze and be beautiful if only to him I don't blame you I wouldn't notice me either ahh to be in love in bliss something for me that has always seemed hit and miss though I have longed for it with the ache of a thousand salt-soaked sores with a churning in my soul that seems ceaseless tiresome a chore, painting a smile and wiping away the tears each morning I face the day and pretend that it fits in my life this finale this end this hallow emptiness the shuddering cold of alone laying in the night with no hand to hold half can never be whole it will always be less and it misses the pieces that sought refuge in his chest I cluttered his heart and for that I am sorry but cleaning me out and moving on leave

Bi-polar Disorder
I have been seeing alot of mumms and comments about people with bipolar disorder. What I don't get is why do those who don't suffer from it think that people with it can't function or have a normal life? Bi polar CAN cause some people alot of problems, but not all. How do I know? I suffer from bi-polar disorder, and I lead a very normal and happy life. A very large percentage of the american population suffer from some type of mental disorder, whether they admit it or not. Depression, adhd(attention deficit hyperactivity disorder), ocd(obsessive compulsive disorder), just to name a few. So those of you that think you are perfect, go find something else to bitch about, i bet out of 10 people you know, at least 5 have some type of illness that you don't know about! It just goes to show how shallow people are now a days, they have to "pick on" people with an illness to make themselves feel better. Grow up people!

Orenda Fink - Why Is The Nite Sad
Why Is the Night Sad Why is the night sad Why is the night so sad You can blame it on what's in your glass But I know it's the night that makes you sad This house can't stand the storm And you know you're not safe here Through any crack in the floor The water pours Why is the night cold It grabs your heart and won’t let go You can blame it on the fresh laid snow But I know it's the night that makes us cold It's in the night that you feel all alone And the past begins to reclaim you What you've lost makes itself known Yes I know... Why is the night sad Why is the night so sad I know it doesn't help to ask But why is the night so sad

Do We Know
When were scared and find ourselves in a new place. We search for familiarity. We yearn for the comfort of what we know. Do we stand back and look at what we are running from. Are we so set in our content. We cannot allow ourselves to experience the road ahead. We know it’s different, it feels different and that’s when we create a wall. Not allowing ourselves to feel, what is good. This is what is unfamiliar. A feeling of happiness, a feeling we have not known. It drives our emotions in waves of deceit making us question is this right. Pulling us from the future we have so aimed to achieve. Yet our memories of the past start to overwhelm us. Leaving us in doubt, drawing us back in to a world of sadness. Can we fight this doubt and look at what we have now and how it feels. The moments of pleasure and warmth that devoured our emotions leaving us unprepared in our quest of one another. Now we stand face to face, questioning each other as the hours tick by. If we are certai

Cold
i have felt the cold wind blow. where it comes from i do not know. it always finds me no matter where i go. its knows my name and tells me so. each time i smile it seeks me out. it knows my heart with out a doubt. i try to run and scream and shout. but the cold wind blows no matter what my route.... it calls my name even though i run. it clouds my day and hides the sun. and freezes my heart untill im done.......... Silverthorn68. 2/4/10

Conversation With A Guy From Adult Friend Finder
So to introduce this conversation, I need to explain the story. Back about 3 years ago I put a profile up on AFF so I could find partners to make amateur videos with for my website. When I stopped working for the company, I put the profile on there on "standby" so it wasn't viewable and ppl couldn't contact me. After I moved back to Michigan, I realized that I was missing a few pics that were on my demolished (during the move) laptop. So I went onto AFF to get the pics and it said I had to re-establish my profile to see the pics. So I did, and never shut if off... didn't care to. So after a while I went on there just for curiosity and I had a few emails from guys who seemed to have a little personality substance... this is my convo with one, and tell me if it makes any sense! Btw, he lives about 2 hours from me Mike: Hey there, you seem to be pretty interesting and I like how straight forward your profile is, if

Seeing Things By The Black Crows
I find it hard to shed a tear You brought it all on yourself my dear Wrong, yes I may be Don't leave a light on for me 'Cause I ain't comin' home It hurts me baby to be alone Yes, it hurts me baby A hundred years will never ease Hearing things I won't believe I saw it with my own two eyes All the pain that I can't hide And this pain starts in my heart And this love tears us apart You won't find me bent down on my knees Ain't bendin' over backwards baby Not to please 'Cause I'm seeing things for the first time I'm seeing things for the first time, oh yeah I'm seeing things for the first time In my life, in my life I used to dream Of better days that never came Sorry ain't nothin' to me I'm gone and that's the way it must be So please I've done my time Lovin' you is such a crime You won't find me down on, on my knees Won't find me over backwards baby Just to please 'Cause I'm seeing things for the first time I"m seeing things for the first time Seeing things for the first time Oh I'm

These Blessed Lips
A kissTouching my lips so softlyGently with passion and heartTremblingWishing for time to stand stillWishing it would last foreverBut beneath those lips lie Beneath those lips hide the same dark secretA need for salvationAnd a need to destroyWaiting for the moment to strikeWaiting until that final hourThese blessed gifts have haunted meMy entire life has them come and goEach one the sameAnd yet differ only in timeThe time it takes to tear me downThe time to feed on my very soulNow I sit wantingWanting that same kissThe embrace of the devilA touch from the crazedMy life in her handsAnother kiss of death

Hawkwind- Steppenwolf
You can see my eyes are lupineThe liquid golden fires glareMy loping walk, my slinking spineAre signs that there is something thereThe way my nostrils flare for odoursThe way my ears prick up for soundMy hair's electrically awareTells me things for miles aroundI am a man-wolf, I am a wolf manI have half a canine mindI have half the mind of manI am neither of one kindMaybe it was only an hallucinationI'm no stranger to such thingsI made a thorough investigationThe image had a power that clingsTo my jaded imaginationMy brain has found the bells it ringsLike a wolf my wilful loafingMy languishing alone in my lairWhere you will never hear me laughingI'm half in love with dark and despairThe Moon's a howling, mouth of mercuryQuicksilver quivering in the skyIt echoes like a cave of chromiumThat'll vacuum up my soul when I dieI am a wolf man, I am a man-wolfA freak, a fiend, a figment of mindA species of the steppes and cityI am neither of one kindDissolving in the slendour of this desolation

Dark Times In Thought. Please Read And Comment Them.
Secret,secret that I keep locked away so dark n deep.Speak no words of what was done,all so careful don't let your mouth run.Secret secretso carefully hidden away,no one knows about that day,now this here is no lie,my lil secret will remain till I die.Secret secret its now buried so dark n deep. Myself insanityhas taken its toll,my anger has now taken control.My hatred swells day by day.All alone as memories unfold,I knew it has been with me for sometime now,its time to set my demon free!I take blame for my murderous problem,sick confrontations more brutal time after time.Blood marks the years of pain that I have felt.No one cares to understand what has happened to me, only what they've seen I've done.Now soon your eyes will see that you mean nothing to me,you never have and never will!Have you ever wondered what Hell is like? Well I know and I will show you,I will make you understand all those years in pain that I have lived.This is where my sins begin,Nothing can stop me for what

Say Nothing
What is there to say when you have nothing to say? Sitting wondering what to scribble down as a thought. What happens when all thought has left you and you sit and wonder why care at all. Why say something when there is nothing to be said. Why always is that there has to be a respons, when there is none. The world is nothing but empty thoughts and plans. What makes this world go round is what i hate about it. The constent need for something to be happening, for the drama to kick in. Thats ok, ill be the one sitting in the back laughing at all of you. Thats why i ask, so why try. Ill take my lonley place in the back. Dont worry about me, im no trouble. In all i just dont care enough. Thats why i will be the one sitting in the back laughing at the insanity most people call real life. Well guess i did have a thought so thats all for now. Later

Karma
So what is the point of today? I am not talking about today as in, what the hell am i going to do today. I mean what the hell is the point of todays times. When will people start opening there eyes and start looking for what is more then just in front of you. The hippies had it right, well they had it right in a way. Maybe not the way the took things about, like i am sorry but i have to take a bath and i cant be involved in huge orgies, but there general message was right. Why fight, why bring others the same pain they have brought you. You want to speak of a message of peace and ordance, but all you are really giving them is the same thing they gave us. Why fight a he said she said war of any kind. Just try to be nice to the next person your around. You know some times movies have it right. Take, damn it, I cant remember the name of the movie, but it has Haley Jole Osmond and the chick from mad about you in it. Well the point is that kid was nice to one person, just one simple act of

Lovers Lust #2
Lovers Lust 2~~~~~~~~~~~~Rebecca only had one love in life. The passion she had for him was unnerving. She never felt the desire in her before for any other man. His eyes always seemed to gaze deep into hers even when he wasn’t directly looking at her. He sometimes didn’t even take notice of her. She wanted him. She wanted his touch. And most of all she wanted to have him call out her name. His name was David. David Harwell. She would whisper his name in the dark, looking up at the stars. She would look at the moon and see his face in the pale light. By candle light she would look at his picture and give it soft kisses with her lips and after each kiss she would whisper “My love.” Her love for David was not a romantic one. She didn’t have dreams of a home by the lake and children in the yard. Her love for him was carnal, lustful, untamed. One could almost say it was dangerous. She would lay naked in bed and her hands would slid down her bod

Sex
Slowly you come awake as you feel the warmth of my mouth caressing your feet licking an sucking your toes moving up your body.....you to start to reach for me but you cannot as you notice that your hands are handcuffed above your head …... you yank ..”wtf is this”...... I lick my way to your lips..... “payback is a bitch darling” I whisper........ “now lie back and take it like a man”........you see the wicked gleam in my eye as I get back to licking your lips , down your body to your hardening gorgeous cock licking teasing you scraping my tease over you as I slowly take your length deep in my throat my throat muscles clinching and unclinching as I deep throat you up slowly......down hard...... my teeth scraping along your long hard length...........i get rougher and rougher with my teeth as I know you love the slight pain …... I bite... then sooth with my tongue..... again and again.... I bite down your length...... you moan loudly

Say It Again I Love You Baby
Say it again The thing about love,is I never saw it coming.. it kinda crept up into me by surprise.. and now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering.. is this true?I wanna hear it one more time move in a little closer. take it to a whisper. get just a little louder.. say it again for me cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm.. the only one who blows your mind.. say it again for me it's like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you're in love.. and it feels like.. it's the first time.. that anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain.. and never in my whole life.. have i heard words as beautiful as when you say my name.. say it again for me cause i love the was it feels when you are telling me that i'm.. the only one who blows your mind. say it again for me its like the whole world stops to listen.. when you tell me you're in love.. love meant so much to me since you came. if saying i love

Point Whores Begging
BustyBeaut...: http:... would you rate this picture a 10? im in a boobie contest and i want to beat the other girls lol Wow, it looks like the point whores are out tonight. Whats funny is this chic has fake boobies.ummm yeah ok..lol

Dear Civilians,
Dear Civilians,We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass.2. When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass.3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this nation great. Then hold them downwhile a disabled veteran kicks their ass.4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were, wearing battle dress uniforms (BDUs) or Jungle Fatigues,

My Very First Owner!
So I was invited at the last minute to join an auction. I said "a what?" Then I was told by my fiancee just do it its easy. So I did and it was awesome. I met Betty Badass and talked to her for the first time. She is hella cool and totally rocks! Proud to say I have made another very cool friend. Thanks for the bid Betty Badass! You Rock! Go and love on my first auction owner ever! http://fubar.com/2862722

If She Only Knew....
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like youI'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy"I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an assholeI'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive thingsI'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you,instead of at a clubI'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to dateI'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat,only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes aroundI'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before workI'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.I'm sorry if you read this and k

Fack Mornings
I've 6am, I've only been up for a half hour, and can already tell it's gonna be a long damn day!My alarm is set for 6:15, but I woke up at 5:30...Why did I wake up so early? Cause I had cramps so bad that they woke me up! So bad they were shooting down my legs too!I dunno why I have cramps so bad, it's not that time of the month, and I'm not ovulating...Anywho....On the way to the bathroom, I slipped in dog pee, and well, now my back hurts too!The dog pee is my fault, I passed out without letting them out.I actually can't believe I slept at all last night!Then I was going through my mobile updates on my phone....It said that BIRDMAN wrote two bulletins....I got really pissed, cause Chris is sposed to be working! Then I realized what my myspace name was, and that my phone was only showing the first part of it! I feel like that Cat Vs. Monday video, on killfrog....too bad it's only Sunday!

Brand New Offers!!
COPY & PASTE LINK TO AUCTION: LINK WILL ALSO BE IN COMMENTS ON THIS PAGE.DO NOT MAKE THE BIDS HERE!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2172937&i=3969903971&albumid=1972840 ADDING:: IF 135 CREDIT BLING PACK OR HIGHER CASH BIDS, I WILL GIVE U MY POINTS FOR 12 HRS ((2 times)) & I WILL SUPPLY THE AUTO EACH TIME. 1 PIMPOUT & 1 SHITFACE EACH DAY FOR 30 DAY. RANDOM BLING OF MY CHOICE EACH DAY..

Angel Of Newport Beach
Ok. so this person comes to my page talkin smack about football...so I was cutting up with her..and went and fanned and rated her an 11 and the bitch blocks me?? WTF?? Here's the entire conversation...read from the bottom up: angel of n...: oh but yet youre becomin my fan and ratin me an 11 ★ Ƈяคż¥ Щђ...: LOL angel of n...: whatevers! ★ Ƈяคż¥ Щђ...: LMFAO...oh u smack talking huh? lmfao we shall come back.. angel of n...: that my colts had a touchdown already ★ Ƈяคż¥ Щђ...: srry for what? angel of n...: sorry sweetie

Since Boo Is Not Sure If She Ever Heard This Story
Neighborhood Hazard (or: Why the Cops Won’t Patrol Brice Street) by Daniel Meyer I never dreamed slowly cruising through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Studies have shown that motorcycling requires more decisions per second, and more sheer data processing than nearly any other common activity or sport. The reactions and accurate decision making abilities needed have been likened to the reactions of fighter pilots! The consequences of bad decisions or poor situational awareness are pretty much the same for both groups too. Occasionally, as a rider I have caught myself starting to make bad or late decisions while riding. In flight training, my instructors called this being “behind the power curve”. It is a mark of experience that when this begins to happen, the rider recognizes the situation, and more importantly, does something about it. A short break, a meal, or even a

Articles Of Self Truth
1. Do not ask for what you can not take. Anything worth having will not just be giving freely. Ever. Everything has a price. 2.Being virtuous is overrated. It’s a sinner’s world. Having virtue while a lofty idea is a fools game. 3.People lie. Even by omission. 4.Do not want. Wanting can lead down the road to despair. If it is something you want try to do without. If you can not than it’s a need and that is a whole other case of worms. 5. Be careful of who or what you need. To need something or someone is to give control to some out side force. Don’t. 6. Remain in control. You control your fate and your destiny. Do not get side tracked by petty wants and diminishing needs. 7. Accept the truth about yourself. Do not live in self denial or have false hope. Try not to hope. Nothing hoped for is guaranteed. 8. Patience is a virtue worth subscribing to. Some things are worth waiting for 9. Look for the truth within The answers can be found in t

The Sunday Surprise
It was Sunday and no one was home. So I decided to take a long bubble bath and to watch some TV while just kicking back. After my bath I stay in my robe knowing that no one will be home until later on tonight. While I was watching a show I liked I started to drift off to sleep. I do not know how long I was sleep but I woke up to warm hands on my legs and someone playing with my hair. When I opened my eyes I saw my Daddy was the one doing that to me. “Hello my little angel, have a nice nap and bath?” “Yes Daddy I did. Why are you home early?” “Oh I did not have to be there as long as I thought so I came home early. I see your mom went out to her friends again. So it’s just you and me then until later tonight.” “I guess so Daddy. If you will move please I can go and get dressed now since I am all dry.” I try to get up but Daddy would n

My Son Visited For The Weekend
My son finally came for his first home visit in two and a half years. I have had to endure many terrible emotions since he was take but through it all I have waited patiently and hopeful for his return. Well he has not came home for good but he did get a weekend visit. It did us all a world of good and I still can not believe that I got to see my baby boy. His older brother that is usually very depressed and secluded, actually smiled and had a good time. I never saw him so happy, not since before his brother was taken and put in a group home. My youngest visiting son helped me clean, wash clothes, played cards, made his room his own and even cooked me sunday breakfast. Although I slept in and so he ate it instead, lol. We did not get to do as much as what we planned to do but we did bond a lot. We did not want to say farewell today and I almost cried so hard but I have to hope for more time in the future. This will be a step in getting my son home for good and try to patch up our broke

For Those That Love Cyber Sex....
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart.I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse.My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly.

Confessions Of A Anti-point/level Hippie...the Blog
Once upon a time there was a fubarian who didnt give a crap about points or levels and heres the story of why. Many many moons ago i joined up to fubar after a friend on another website called TRIBE invited me. Being a fan of social networking sites i joined up and thought it was alot different then the rest with a much different tone and focus. I had never encountered such a site before that seemed faster paced then say myspace and points and levels were involved. I confess the breathe of fresh air of change made me get caught up in it. I made it my business to level up FAST. I posted lots of pics and rated other peoples albums and such and yes even bought a VIP membership so i could post MORE pics AND i bought the thingy where your blast runs for a month...did that several times. Quickly i ranked up higher and higher....i didnt look at the whole rank thing as me being more important or better then anyone lower,it was the CHALLENGE that sucked me in and made me ambitious...like someo

Changes
It was not that long ago I changed positions within the company I work for. Here I go changing positions again! I had thought that perhaps I would go on and participate in the Executive Director mentorship program. I work for an international company. We consume other companies and retrain direct care staff and train people like myself for the director positions and move them forward. I had even thought that perhaps after doing the mentorship I could move someplace like the UK...I speak the language after all! They have positions in Germany, Netherlands, United Kindom, United Arab Nations, Puerto Rico and Canada. I worked under the director for the last 5 months and came to the determination that it is not for me. Let me go back a month ago... A posting in the paper listed a job in a Chiropractor's office. Just by chance I saw the ad the day it was run and decided to send in a resume. I am a very effective leader and do well in management positions but massage therapy

Proper Fubar Etiquette
I've been a member of this social network for about a year and a half. IT's been fun. It's allowed me to talk to people that I would not otherwise get to talk to. WHen I came onto here, I noticed a scale from one to ten for rating one's pictures. I may have done this a few times but I notice people will do a thing in the Fubar commnity known as "downrating". It's an implied rule that if you rate one's profile, you give them a ten. I'm tired of people on fubar that downrate me and wonder why their not a ten like myself. Don't down rate my profile please to all you new fu's out there that may not know. It may be counterproductive but it's how it is here. Do not downrate. I even purchased some elevens. If you downrate me, I'm not going to downrate you back. I'm not a childish person. I'll rate you a ten, BEFORE I BLOCK YOU! (If it's not corrected) I however won't give one the opportunity to do that again. If i downrate you. It's an accident. Sometimes i'm really drunk when

Signs That You Are Too Drunk Would Be...
Signs that you are too drunk would be...* You lose arguments with inanimate objects.* You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth.* Job interfering with your drinking.* Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream.* Career won't progress beyond Senator of Massachusetts.* The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.* Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group.* 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not!* Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem!* You can focus better with one eye closed.* The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar.* Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops.* Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!* Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you* At AA meetings you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..."* Your idea of cutting back is less salt.* You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep c

[buggery]
How quickly one fly becomes 2 dozen.It all started with a new blister on an old callous.And in a very short order of timeI find that my DVD drives have ... deleted themselves. Oh, not just uninstalled, but directories and all traces of them ever functioning removed. Cool, I mean, its not like these are drives that Dell sold to me and consumer reports later stated had massive issues and potential planned failures. *swats the fly that just landed on his arm*Did I mention I do that shit all the time when people aren't looking? Anyway, I was looking up Kendo in kansas, and that just produced a sea of kiddy karate and Steve Fu bullshit mcdojos, so I quickly reminded myself why I was teaching myself. Then came the single fly in my filthy trash ridden home.It is NOT warm enough for this fuckery, but ... it was a sign of things to come. I'm now ... staring at my fucking DVD drives, swapping disks and seeing the lights come on hearing the motors churnbut no evidence of any communication

Bunch Of Lies
You think you know someone, but then you find out that they could truly careless about you or anything to do with you. You think you have a friend that you can always count on to be there to talk to but come to find out they are only there when its good for them. I am starting to see who are my real friends and who are fake ass mf's .. Im gonna start treating people the way they treat me.. Fuck all you fake ass mother fuckers!!

Chocolate Covered Twisted
I want you to take it all from me deny me the chance to know if I want what you want please hold me up against the post and drop me to my knees in sheer bliss I beg no more one more no please more can you keep my intentions low and expectations high don't let my will overpower yours bind me to your needs wants bed I dont ask for more than I can have you cant take what I so freely give cater to my whims without ever eluding that I am the one catering make your rage your lust show me tease me feeling the instant that it pulses through forgetting seconds between soft pleas and tear filled sighs don't give in to all that make me make me something most dont want to be something that even defies you don't harm me hurt me leave me to my simple pleasures

Useless Things -
Did you know that a man is made up of many useless"things?" * He has an Adams apple that isn`t an apple...* Two calves that will never become cows...* A nose bridge that doesn`t lead anywhere...* A roof of the mouth that won`t cover anything...* Twenty nails that won`t hold a board...* A chest that won`t hold linen...* Two tits that won`t give milk...* Two buns that won`t feed anyone...* A belly button that won`t button...* Two balls that won`t roll...* An ass that won`t pull a plow...* An organ that won`t play music...* A cock that won`t crow... ..And what are YOU laughing about?You`ve got a pussy that won`t catch mice!

Add Color To Your Plate
Did you know that adding color to your plate may add years to your life? The natural pigments that make fruits and vegetables so colorful can also help protect your body from common diseases and illnesses as you age. Think color! The bright red of ripe tomatoes, strawberries, cherries, and cranberries; the brilliant orange of carrots; the vibrant green of kiwifruit and kale; and the dramatic purple of Concord grapes. Scientists in labs across the country have made astounding discoveries about the health benefits of highly pigmented fruits and vegetables, which contain disease-fighting compounds called phytonutrients. These powerhouses act as a rogue police force, fighting off free radicals that cause cancer and a host of other enemies that increase your risk of heart disease, diabetes, osteoporosis, and more. Here’s just a sampling of the health benefits of eating colorful fruits and vegetables. * The red in tomatoes helps reduce the risk of heart disease, prostate cancer,

Sorry Eyes
This undated photo provided by Playgirl magazine shows the cover featuring Levi Johnston, the teen father of Sarah Palin's grandson on an upcoming print version of Playgirl magazine. The 19-year-old former finance of Palin's daughter was a huge hit on the magazine's Web site, and the publisher expects the same results with the newly resurrected print version hitting newsstands Feb. 22.

Day In The Life Of Ims
I truly love the clueless people that IM. LMAO bolitas67: hi me: hi bolitas67: how r u me: alive bolitas67: u from where ? me: Same place my profile says bolitas67: what profile me: Good bye bolitas67: u dont like cam to cam showw ? me : Showing on my fake one now bolitas67: can i see u ? me: No bolitas67: cam to cam sexx me: Enjoy fucking your lens UPDATE: me: Thanks, you're now my blog of the day bolitas67: welcome

Wow...talk About Timing.
On this day, God wants you to know... ... that you have to pass through a dark night of the soul. Everyone does, including you. A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you. When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple. When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone. Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being. God is waiting for you on the other side.

Truth - Let Me Go, I'll Be Fine.
''Truth'' By definition, Truth - ''is'' The true or actual state of the matter. I believe this is an inadequate definition for a term so broad andIn my [uneducated] opinion truth is merely a perspective of the person experiencing their version our interconnected ever-joined reality. So perhaps the idea of factual Truth is simply an illusion based in this so-called reality. Arguably, your perspective concerning your experience can be altered on a day to day basis. So! A life changing event could evoke an evolution of thought process, altered morals, action, and so forth. The list goes on, but the state of conscinouness is altered none the less. We are after all, ever evolving beings. We will continue to be so for as long as we exist here, at least I believe this to be true, but what is truth, right? ; [ With that said...How many of us here live our lives shrouded within the confines of this fantastic scheme?Are any of us truly free from this, [grand illusion] ?If we are creating our r

Miss Me Yet? Sure, Like A Lanced Boil!
A billboard along Interstate 35, taken on Tuesday, Feb. 9, 2010 in Wyoming, Minn., carries an image of former President George W. Bush and reads "Miss me yet?". Office manager Beverly Master of Schubert and Hoey Outdoor Advertising in Minneapolis says the message was purchased by a group of small business owners and people from the Twin Cities area who want to remain anonymous.

Hallelujah By Jeff Buckley
Well I heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do ya? Well it goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall and the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you she tied you to her kitchen chair And she broke your throne and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well baby I've been here before I've seen this room and I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew ya I've seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well there was a time when you let me know What's really going on below But now you never show that to me do you? And reme

I'm The Girl
You don't know, but I'm the girl who cries every morning, and hopes every night for his safe return. I'm the girl who drags herself out of bed every morning so that he will be proud of her when he comes home. I'm the girl who lies in bed longing for him to be lying next to me. I'm the girl who sits quietly during class because all I can think about is that next moment when he will safely be in my arms again. You don't know, but I'm the girl with a million things to say, but not one will come out without the thought of him. I'm the girl who checks my cell phone every five seconds just to make sure I haven't missed his call. I'm the girl who stops and stares and wishes for him to return soon each and every time another man in uniform walks by. What you don't know is that I know love on an entirely different level from most. I know the love that spans time and space; that love that most people are constantly searching for. I'm one of the girls who waits months for a single kiss; a kiss

Adventures In Solitude - The New Pornographers
I heard this song for the first time today. I fell in love with it immediately. Very few know the personal hell I was in a few years ago. Those that do will understand. Those that have been or are currently in their own personal hell will relate. Balancing on One wounded wing Circling the edge Of the neverending The best of the vanished marvels have gathered inside your door More than begin But less than forget But spirits born From the not happened yet Gathering there To pay off a debt brought back from the wars We thought we lost you We thought we lost you We thought we lost you Welcome back Sleeping for years Pick through what is left Through the pieces that fell and rose from the depth From the rainwater well Deep as a secret nobody knows Less than forget But more than begun These adventures in solitude never done To the names of our wounds We send the same blood back from the wars We thought we lost you We thought we lost you We thought we lost you It will all

Threw My Eyes
Threw my eyes i have seen sadness Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance Threw my eyes I have seen hate Threw my eyes I have seen hardship Threw my eyes I have seen fear Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity Threw my eyes I have felt tears Threw my eyes have all of these things passed

Becoming A Self Made Man Once Again.
I have always seemeed to work best when self-employed and think I have found a good niche. As I have already told a few of you directly, I started doing title examinations for insurance companies today. Title insurance is different from most insurance. Most insurance protects against things that occur in the future. Tiltle insurance protects against the past. As an examiner, I will mke sure that there will be no way for someone to sue a property owner for the validity of the deed. I did two titles today. One was very simple and straight forward. The other was a true baptism by fire. This single piece of property had 7 mortages on it from 1979-2006 with the same two ladies deeding it back and forth for each mortgage under 5 variants of their names. 3 of the mortgages got bought by other mortgage companies. I had to find each deed, mortgage, discharge of mortgage, assigment of mortage, check for errors in them, and photograph them all This service will be done for a flat rate per

Do You K Now Mendi !
Do you guys know Mendi If not then you are missing out on a good person. She loves helping people out. She is the sweetest person I know on fubar.. I met Mendi when she formed Cherrytap levelers the best leveling group ever on fubar. I hosted a winter auction and she is my owner for a month which I am Happy best owner I have so far. While Wizard and Mendi was on vacation I decided to email all mendi's family on her profile and asked to tell me 1 thing they like about Mendi and this is what they said :) ♥Goofy Babe the Smartass♥CTL Crew Leader♥Slave 2 Cindy♥ECS♥DPR♥@ fubar says. Mendi is awesome caring and sweet and always there for you. ώε†Çå†@ fubar says...Mendi is one of the best of fu she rocks mcautions@ fubar says... Well asa you know Mendi is a wonderful friend who put others before herself and thats sommething you don't find people these days *Babyphat*™@ fubar says...One thin

Think'n Back
I heard Taps played the other day, got me to thinking of my uncle. He is one of the idols on my page. When down I tend to write, some how helps. These are for my Uncle Bill.I grew up in the sandhillsHad to work for my keepAlong side my uncleHe was a hero to meHe had one legThat was just a stumpWas funny to watchStumbling around when drunkThat old man could drinkAnd damm could he fightWent to town on the weekendDad'd bail him out Sunday nightWe'd ride the rangeFix fence and suchBrand and dehornCut out calf’s nutsPut up hay all summerTo feed them damm cowsKill rattle snakes an coyotesOnes we could anyhowCalf'n time come aroundWe might be up all nightPull'n the slippery lil bastardsMake'n sure they were alrightTaught me how to shootThrow fence staples like a knifeTaught me lots of thingsHelped me get through this lifeI grew sick of that ranchFirst chance I moved awayAin't never went backThat’s the way it'll stayWent the funeralWhen my uncle diedThey played tapsAnd yes I criedA

Deaths And Horror Storys At Disney The Tragic Kingdom
Dont get me wrong i love disney but i thought these stroys were intresting ....In October 1999 Pat Shenck and her 8 year old son went on 'water sprite' jet skis on one of the park lagoons. One of their jet skis got stuck on the water when the shift wouldn't move out of neutral. A 23-year old inexperienced "captain' of the ferryboat "Kingdom Queen" hit them. Going against all park and safety regulations, he put the ferry into reverse, sucking Mrs. Shenck under the blades and boat, killing her. Before Disney called the "real" police and ambulance, they had divers in the water collecting evidence, looking for her body and pulling the bits of clothing and body from under the ferry. When they finally did find the body they tethered it to a buoy and left it in the lagoon for hours, refusing to let it be moved or let anyone to go out and attend to it until after nightfall when the visitors wouldn't see it and the ride wouldn't have to be shut down. Mind you -- her 8 year old son is there this

As A Princess, So Is The Rose By Debbie Schneider
As a princess, so is the rose; A young girl flowers into a young lady, as does a seed flowers into a rose, and as she grows into a young woman she is complimented with compassion, nourishment and love; Just as the seed is complimented with the sun, water and soil will bloom into a beautiful rose; When the Princess takes form of a beautiful young woman, hopefully a handsome young man will take her as his bride; On the day they marry, the bride will carry her bouquet containing, the rose, and that day they become one. A rose a flower, beautifully scented, carefree, the dance of love between the princess and her prince as a symbol of love "til death do they part" , but do they ever really part? When the princess passes on, as her casket is laid to rest her prince, and all of her loved ones place a rose on her casket a symbol of eternal love and life; And as her prince picks up the rose saved from her wedding day bouquet, he gently kisses the petals and gently places th

Great Just What I Need....
My mothers word to her Dr. when she was told that the spots in her lungs were cancer and that there were more on her second CAT scan. She said this in an "oh for fucks sakes" way. Yeah,I couldn't see her saying it any other way. She has everything planned out. No funeral,just a get together at our home. She gives herself another year maybe. Knows that she wants her ashes with my fathers and to have them spread in the Colorado mountains. her words on that..."For god sakes don't get caught throwing your father and I out the window by the cops!" I thought I was gonna die! Althought,that would be a great story. I always hope my mother knows I love her and I always hope I will be like her. I love my mom :)

[beautiful]
Man... look at the metal finish on those verniers and barrelsSo... I'm putting together the MS 18E Kampfer. I have one Arm completed, 2 short stock shotguns, and 2 bazookas. I'd like to say that this suit really embodies the blitz.Guns guns gunsBazookasSturmfaustsShotgunshead gatlingsBeam sabersMine-whip Covers AP, anti armor, light infantry, I could level a goddamn city block with this thing. A whole lot of joints on this thing say "screw this" and I do exactly that I'm not microthreading eye-glass screws through a cubic centimeter of plastic on an already stable and fitted joint. I did on the gouf custom, and didn't see the fucking point. I wonder how this guy got that great luminescent blue and that high sheen metallic. Great color combination. Now the impulse to go custom on mine... I think it comes from the fact that my first model ever was a Super Deformed Kampfer. Adorable little guy. I had no idea what he was, but we picked him up in a random shopping district in T

These Feelings That I Hide
I never told anyone how I truely felt about losing my one true friend. I feel lost cold alone. To lose someone so close is like losing a peice of yourself. This guy Matt was everything to me. He was even more of brother than my own. But he's gone never will love, live, speak, drink, smoke, laugh, cry again. At times I can't stand to still be in Virginia since his death. Hell at times I feel like ending it my damn self. Not very many people knows the hardships that I've endured since his death. Losing my father, my great uncle, my ex, my grandmother, and my life. I feel like three inches tall most of the time because I've beared this pain. That's the German blood that courses through my veins. It's the West German belief that We are to bear the weight of our ancestors sins. I do everyday. Call me crazy.. cause I am.. I shall carry these burdens for the rest of my life.. even if it kills me.

Broken
BRAND NEW LIKE ALWAYS MUCH REWRITING EDITING NEEDED BrokenBLED OUTNO MORE TEARSscar tissue all thats leftresidual callusing of 25 yearsconstantly searching exceptional waysto fake it through just one more daysuffering is true solsticeno longer hungry for lifefinding fullness from the cannabolism occuring from insidescaveging all remnants of false hope left behindand to those of you out there still trying to keep warmtread carefully on thin ice its prone to shatter,natural law tells us were meant to become cold and uselessit is preordained into the verry essence that is matteralway be good to those around with a smile on their faceyou dont want to be the one to clean up all that messI prefer a glass half empty, a glass half full creates quite a splatter

Orianthi - According To You
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, and you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel

New Skin 2/14
Aha! You thought I was gone huh? Not really...just had a rough couple of months and had a few life changes. I'm pretty much back now (at least I think I am, even if a little less sane). I did a skin for the fu-angels...as always you're free to rip any of my skins that are marked PUBLIC in the title. Best viewed on 1024x768, as usual. NOTE - This is the last skin that will be made at the usual screen resolution, as I'll be changing to the recommended setting for Vista and Windows 7...alas...XP is a dying breed, although I loved it so! Here's what the skin banner looks like, with the background to match. If you rip skins, be sure to disable any photos in your albums that are marked to be used as background images (or your page will be weird when people load it). Happy Valentine's Day..take care everyone! Cheers!

Open Heart
Open HeartReturning Home Approaching life with an open heart means that we have opened the door to a greater consciousness within ourselves. Spiritual teachers have always pointed to the heart as the seat of consciousness, and recently Western science has found evidence to support this realization. It turns out that the heart has its own central nervous system and is not simply under the rule of the brain as formerly believed. Anyone who has taken the time to explore the heart knows this and, more important, has realized that the heart is the source of our connection to a consciousness greater than the ego. Approaching life with an open heart means that we have opened the door to this greater consciousness, taking up residence alongside it in the seat of our soul. When we open our hearts, they may feel tender and vulnerable, which simply means that they need our loving attention as we cleanse and heal them of past hurts and blockages. This process asks us to practice some of the

Since It's Valentine's Day...:o
You Have a Serious Heart You believe that love is not a mystery. Love is respect, nurturing, and affection. Love is not drama. You love with your head before you love with your heart. It's not love if it doesn't make sense. Your heart is not easily tricked or fooled. You only have feelings when it is the real thing. Your love life is only a part of your whole life. Love has its place, but you don't obsess over it. What Kind of Heart Do You Have? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

To Know Me And What Im About
MY LIFE HAS BEEN HARD THIS PAST YEAR MY MOM DIED AND THE MOTHER OF MY KIDS LIKES TO PLAY GAMES WITH THE KIDS HOWEVER THERE IS A LIGHT ON FOR ME HER NAME IS STACIE(MOMMYNUTT) I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND I AM THANKFUL I HAVE HER IN MY LIFE AND IN MY ARMS. SHE IS GREAT TO ME AND MY BOYS . SHE DONT TAKE ME FOR GRANTED NORE DOES SHE WANT ME FOR WHAT I GIVE TO HER ALL SHE REALLY WANTS IS TO LOVE ME AND SHARE IN MY GOOD TIMES AND BAD. A WOMAN LIKE THAT DONT COME ALONG BUT ONCE IN A LIFETIME AND I KNOW I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN IN FRONT OF ME WITH ARMS WIDE OPEN FOR ME. TO ALL THE HATTERS ON FU HONESTLY KISS MY ASS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND LEAVE ME AND HER BE TO LIVE OUR LIVES .THE PAST IS THE PAST AND WE ARE MARCHING TO A FUTURE FULL OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS. SHE HAS BECOME MY EVERYTHING AND WOW I WOULDNT WANT IT ANY OTHER WAY. AS FOR THE ONES WHO EXCEPT US AND OUR RELATIONSHIP AND RESPECT AS SUCH YOU ALL I LOVE YA AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPORT.OUR DRAMA OF OUR PAST IS COMEIN

Recovery, My Best Friend By Debbie Schneider
Recovery, so grateful I finally found you; You are the only one that was always there for me, No matter how many times I lied, cheated and even ran away from you too; I came back, and you were still there for me, I was just to blind and stoned to see; Recovery, my best friend; I had so many people I thought were my friends, people I could count on in my addiction, But they were the ones that got me here; The truth is, I realized they were not the definition of a peer; They were just a people, place and things; But today and just for today, my best friend, I call recovery, my King! My God! My Higher Power!

Butthurt: A Fubar Short Story
2nd Alarm Hottie posts a MuMM: "Ok, mummers, they say good guys finish last…I say good girls finish last. I’m tired of getting screwed over and in honor of Valentine’s Day I’m considering turning in my halo and going wicked bad. What do you think?" A female MuMMer responded: "Funny thing... You are the one that choses these men that break your heart! Think about it! By going bad to you mean being a cock tease or a whore?" 2nd Alarm Reply: "Men? No. One man I was married way to long for there to be men..lol. I meant neither. Guys do like bitches...same as Girls like the bad boys they think they can change..or the one that arent really "that" bad." My comment on that: "Guys like bitches?Ummm that would be a NO." So an undetermined amount of time elapses and I'm uploading pics when I get this in my shout box. It's of course the 2nd Alarm Hottie: "Its been my experience..and not that ive had alot, since I was married at the age of 18 until I was 38 that

Strengths And Weaknesses
What are Yours? Lets get to know a little of each other here... What are your strengths.... within the game ...within Yourself? What are your weaknesses...within the game ... within Yourself? What can we do as a team and family to make ourselves stronger ?

A Special Birthday In The House
DID YOU KNOW THERE'S A BIRTHDAY IN THE HOUSE THIS WEEK, FEBRUARY 16th!!! IT'S NOT JUST ANY BIRTHDAY EITHER, IT'S AN ANGEL'S BIRTHDAY. AUTO-11s. BLING PACKS. BLING GIFTS, HAPPY HOUR* GIFTS, BLAST GIFTS, FUBUCK GIFTS, CARDS, AND PROFILE COMMENTS NOW BEING ACCEPTED. IF YOU SEND BLING 10PK or HIGHER, AN AUTO 11 OR A HAPPY HOUR, I WILL TAKE THE TIME TO DO SOME VERY SPECIAL THINGS FOR YOU IN RETURN. NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEND, WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE, MY BIG THANK YOU WILL GO OUT TO ALL! I APPRECIATE ALL GIFTS. TVM FOR ALL GIFTS PAST AND PRESENT! ~THE BOOMBASTIC PRINCESS LEIA! ~/~ Princess Leia~/~Please leave me love!~

Fu Ownership
Im not sure what most people do when they own someone on here as each person has their own personal limitations Financially Im not able to buy bling and all that crap and prolly wouldnt even if i could. I will not buy anyone that has not bothered to ever say "hi" to me or that I do not care to say "hi" to. Heres some of the things I do for my "pets" (fuownees): 1. I will try to keep ur buzz meter full. 2. I will try to keep at least 1/2 ur pics..if not all (depending on how many u have) rated. 3. I will leave u comments when I can. 4. If u are close to leveling I will try to help u out. As a "pet" in good standing I try to mantain at least some form of convo, even if its only through the gifts n drinks I set or through messages. Those that can peak my interest could then be added to my family list, allowing for a whole new set of perks. Those on my family list have the right to use the SB to talk to me and they have the right to view n rate any family only pics I might put up as

Macarena By Los Del Rio
Oh, oh, oh Ha ha ha ha ha... I am not trying to seduce you When I dance they call me Macarena And the boys they say que soy buena They all want me, they can't have me So they all come and dance beside me Move with me, chant with me And if you're good I'll take you home with me 1) Dale a tu cuerpo alegria Macarena Que tu cuerpo es pa' darle alegria y cosa buena Dale a tu cuerpo alegria, Macarena Hey, Macarena (rpt 1) Now don't you worry about my boyfriend He's a boy who's name is Vittorino I don't want him, couldn't stand him He was no good so I ... ha ha ha Now come on, what was I supposed to do? He was out of town and his two friends were sooo fine (rpt 1, 1) I am not trying to seduce you Macarena, Macarena... (rpt 1, 1) Come and find me, my name is Macarena I'm always at the party Con las chicas que estan buenas Come join me, dance with me And all you fellows chant along with me (rpt 1, 1, 1, 1, 1)

Dinner
So this year I decided to make dinner myself instead of going out. Still had the intimate setting, low light, candles, etc... I made for her: Steak marinated for three days, Mahi Mahi, roasted red potatoes, and vegetables. I made the same thing for myself only chicken instead of Mahi Mahi since I don't eat seafood. It was bangin, now I only wish I had a real kitchen and nice pots and pans to work with.

Read This!!!
I spent the summer between my 2nd and 3rd year of college suckling on the parental teat in South Florida. It was the absolute prime of my "do anything to get laid" phase. I was recently freed from a 4-year long-distance relationship that began in high school and I wanted nothing more than to have sex with as many girls as possible. Most of the things I did that summer are not story-worthy; you can only tell the same, "I got drunk on Dom and fucked this hottie" story so many times before it gets annoying. That summer I experienced every random sex situation that a 20 year old can imagine: fucking on the beach, getting head from random girls in club bathrooms, sleeping with 3 different girls in a day, getting so drunk I passed out during sex, getting arrested for receiving fellatio in the pool at the Delano, blah, blah, blah...Jesus. What does it say about how fucked up my life is that I don't consider these stories to be extraordinary anymore? Anyway, while most of my stories may no

Whimsical Creature
walking in the freshly falling snow, enjoying the look and feel of it as it dances whimsically to a music not heard by humans...the light of the moon and the lamps lit in the night glint off each flake enchanting, enticing, inviting me to linger in the brisk cold...entranced i stop and stare in wonderment at the simple beauty before me...the nighttime winter ground dazzling with the spark and twinkle of each newly fallen flake

Abbott & Costello
This is TOO good! Yes, this IS what they would do if they were still here! Read on: You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLYunderstand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, 'Who's on First?' might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks, I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. COSTEL

Happy Tuesday
There he was … right in front of me. I never wanted to wake up from this dream. I had been waiting for this feeling, this excitement for so long. My heart was beating so fast it felt like it would beat out of my chest. We were snuggled together on the balcony of our room overlooking the ocean wrapped up in a soft blanket. Time just stopped. We talked about our hopes, our dreams, what we wanted in life. I was so content to just sit there in his lap with my head on his chest listening to him talk. It was just too good to be true. He picked me up and turned me around so I was facing him. We just sat in silence looking at each other and smiling. I loved how his hands felt on my sides, rubbing my back and touching me softly. I leaned in to kiss him slowly and just stopped in front of his face. Our eye contact was intense. I felt my body react to the connection and I started grinding my hips into him. I felt beads of sweat on my forehead from the overwhelming need of his body. While h

The Birthday
You come home to what appears to be an empty house and wonder if I've forgotten your birthday. On the fridge is a folded note with your name on it in my handwriting. You open it and read, a smile growing on your face as you read what I've written to you. "No, I haven't forgotten your birthday, baby. Getting things together to make it just right for you. Today is all about you and your pleasure. Please go ahead and enjoy a nice hot shower and I'll be with you as soon as I can. I love you, baby. Never forget that.-James" With a grin, you head for the bathroom and slowly remove your clothes as you wonder what I have planned for the day for you. You turn the shower on and step in, letting the water just massage you as it runs over your soft skin and your thoughts turn to more and more naughty images of what kind of night it's going to be. Your hands run over your slippery body as you think and you start to moan as your fingers start to play gently with your nipples. Your eyes close as one

Home Cumming
You come home from a short trip and find a note from me on the door. "Baby, I'm sorry I can't be here to meet you at the door, but there are a few things I wanted to get done before you got home and, if you're reading this, I haven't quite finished up yet. I've called a babysitter and everything's all set, so if you'd like to take the kids over there, I can give you a proper welcome home while they stay the night. I love you and have missed you terribly." You smile at what my idea of a proper welcome home might be, and take the kids over, kissing them goodbye for the night from both of us. You get back home with a smile on your face, anticipating what I have planned, only to come in and find the house appearing to be empty. You close the door and look around, a little confused, before you notice the rose petals on the floor making a bit of a trail, but leading in an odd direction. You raise your eyebrows, thinking of how interesting the day might be as you follow the rose petals into t

What Is Love By Debbie Schneider
L is for the laughter that flows through me when i am with you or even think about you, O is for the orgasmic pleasure you give me when we are together and you touch me too, V is for the vulnerability that ensues me when you gaze into my eyes, E is for for the everlasting loyalty and faithfulness that i give you with all my heart and my love and never any lies

Short Time
Another day has past,another day of trivial nonsense,or more...another day of losing someone so very special. Our own parents are,have been,and always will be one of a kind...to us. Lost my father today,now,both are gone. Heart goes out to all that have loved and lost,most recently,my friend Kel,Peace and All That,thinkin of you girl! Time is short,and it doesn't wait on nobody. My friends,cherish what you have...always. It could be over tomorrow.

Round Here
Lyrics to "round Here" by the counting crowns, the lyrics in this song,are so painful and so beautiful, I WISH more musicans put themselves out there like this, it's so hard to just connect, and when you hear something that just hits u deep down , we remeber no matter how lonley we are we are never truly alone. this is the very essence of what drives me to write and express my self Step out the front door like a ghost Into the fog where no one notices The contrast of white on white. And in between the moon and you The angels get a better view Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right. I walk in the air between the rain Through myself and back again Where? I don't know Maria says she's dying Through the door I hear her crying Why? I don't know Round here we always stand up straight Round here something radiates Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis And she walks along the edge of where the ocean meet

Random Band Lyrics2
"To Be Loved" Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna

Haveing Bad Day Already
wow were do i start? i fell so lonely these days even tho we live together i feel miles apart.the courts seem to be screwing me as well. when does it get better? i feel like just cureling up in a corner and crying.

The Not So Life Of Being A Mother... Thoughts On My Life In Motherhood Thus Far
I know this is silly, as a mom I've pent up a lot of stuff for the past five and a half years, money trouble, fights with the kids' father, and now the emotional turmoil that goes with leaving him. After almost seven years of struggles financially and emotionally and trying to grin and bare all the stress and turmoil that goes with being a blossoming family, I left him, for personal reasons that, no, I don't want to talk about. We still live in the same house for now, though summer is creeping up on us. This all started with one stupid choice, moving to Virginia, which turned into moving to NC for a bigger home. Now we're fighting out custody, not in a nasty way, but in a way that deadens the soul. I want to move south, with the kids, he wants to split them up, which in my book is a nono. Our oldest has autism, well, Aspergers, and he's made some great strides and progress since we found out two years ago, he seems almost completely "normal" which I happen to think is over rated.

Look At What Hugh The Word Definer Can Do! Lilz!
1. lilz 2 thumbs up buy lilz mugs, tshirts and magnets lilz = little laughs. "that was sort of funny but you don't deserve a full chuckle"a sort of diminutive form of lolz or lulz. "lilz, that joke was even funnier when I told it to you last week." lolz lol lulz lul asshat clown square knot fleabase lollette lolletta by Hugh the Word Definer.

Auction!
Want My Points For 12 Hours? Well This Is How It Is Gonna Work! I Am Gonna Auction Off My Points! The Bids R Gonna Start At 1 Auto 11! If U Win U Get 2 Pick What Day & What 12 Hours U Want! I Will Promote U In My Status & Will Promote It In A Bulletin & A Bully! I Will Also Bomb During The 12 Hours U Get My Points! So Let The Bidding Start..lol! =) This Auction Will End On Thursday Feb.18,2010

Do I?...in Memory Of The Beautiful Life Of Gina.
*The following paragraph contains graphic descriptions of two tragic and unnecessary deaths. If you are sensitive to these things, spare yourself and read no further. I cut no bones about the details, because people need to see what can happen when we ignore people with real issues and feed healthy kids huge doses of ritalin. This blog is pretty much my own therapy, but feel free to read it. Maybe you can make a difference for someone that will be just big enough to save them from themselves.* **I know this is unnatrually depressing for your favourite perky goth. This was written by a dear friend just a few days before she passed away in December. She took her own life. She tortured herself to death, quite literally. She mutilated her own vagina with a curling iron, cauterizing her body parts off beyond repair. She had third degree burns on various other part of her anatomy, including her arms, stomach and face. When her 31-year-old sister found her body, her face was so destroyed

American Freedoms Motorcycle Rally
It's the American Freedoms Motorcycle Rally and Event - 2010 at The Arena in Corbin, June 30 thru July 4, 2010. Lots of entertainment, bike rides, bike show, AVTT "Moving Wall" Vietnam memorial, huge military appreciation ceremony, Louisiana Crawfish Boil, mud bog, national vendors, pig roast at the Wednesday night Kick-Off Party. We're going to rock Corbin!!! That's Corbin, Kentucky at the South Corbin Exit [#25] on Interstate 75 Will Pass along any New Info as it comes along...but here is the link to the website if you want to take a look...Corbin American Motorcycle Rally We just received this information and do not yet have all the details on it but will gladly pass along any info we get as soon as we receive it. Within the next few days we will add to the post a list that contains info about local hotels, bars, restaurants, attractions, sights, camping areas, etc. Any questions about the general area, feel free to ask and we will fill you in. Paul & Sondra IMPORTANT NOTE: No

2 Reasons Kervins A Douche!
now you gotta title it, "2 reasons Kervin comes off as a douche" lol. ~!TP!~Mr.P...: hahahahahaha captain al...: you just had to go there didn't you? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: thats fine.. i dont mind havin a cock meat sammich in guantonamo bay captain al...: yeah go ahead, its only 2 years in jail I think, not like I got plans right? lmao captain al...: you're an ass, if I go down, I'm taking you down with me, lol. ~!TP!~Mr.P...: you really want me to post it? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: exactly!!! captain al...: you can title it "why Kervin always comes off as a douche". lmao ~!TP!~Mr.P...: hold on ~!TP!~Mr.P...: ok captain al...: why don't you just post this whole conversation up why don't ya? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: i knew that would make you say some shit like that lol ~!TP!~Mr.P...: haha

Just Sayin
As I sit on this blasted website and play my little game of fu-mafia passing the time at my office at a very stressful job, I have been entertained more so with the fools and clowns on this place. First of all, how does one become an ECS member, or a 2nd Alarm Hottie, or whatever fun and cutesy letters follow the names on here. And who determines this. Are there a panel of judges like Simon Cowell and Paula….!!?? If so, I want to see the ones who didn’t make it. They are so much more fun. Why on earth not go to college if you like letters after your name. I have some, it’s MBA. No that does not stand for My Booty is Awesome. So much fun to have those letters and oh my goodness to have your name in red, pink or blue must be the equivalent of receiving the Nobel Peace Prize of Fubar. People, here's what I have to say, which because I don't have the following requirements necessary to be ranked on here, will go ignored. Those requirements are: 1. I m

2 Block Or Not 2 Block?
I am normally not one to block people on FUBAR; I've never had to,until now. Some douchebag by the name of "Mac" decides to pay my profile a visit, and leaves a smartass comment on 2 of my pics. No big deal, i'm a big boy. As I said in my about me section," if you don't like what you see, keep steppin', but I can take a negative comment or two. Your opinion is like your asshole, it's yours and you're entitled to it. What pissed me off is that when I decided to pay HIS profile a visit, HE BLOCKED ME. This asshat gets a chuckle at my expense, then blocks me so I can't retaliate. So I left a message for him in my status and blocked him in return, just in case he decided he wasn't done. I have never been one to downrate or leave nasty comments, but I would at least be man enough to let you have your say if i did. I have no respect for cowards, and this waste of sperm is definitely a coward. I handled it the best way I knew... what would you have done?

The Waste Land By T. S. Eliot
The Waste Land by T. S. Eliot "Nam Sibyllam quidem Cumis ego ipse oculis meisvidi in ampulla pendere, et cum illi pueri dicerent:Sibylla ti theleis; respondebat illa: apothanein thelo." I. THE BURIAL OF THE DEAD April is the cruellest month, breedingLilacs out of the dead land, mixingMemory and desire, stirringDull roots with spring rain.Winter kept us warm, coveringEarth in forgetful snow, feedingA little life with dried tubers.Summer surprised us, coming over the StarnbergerseeWith a shower of rain; we stopped in the colonnade,And went on in sunlight, into the Hofgarten, And drank coffee, and talked for an hour.Bin gar keine Russin, stamm' aus Litauen, echt deutsch.And when we were children, staying at the archduke's,My cousin's, he took me out on a sled,And I was frightened. He said, Marie,Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.In the mountains, there you feel free.I read, much of the night, and go south in the winter. What are the roots that clutch, what branches grow

Tiger Woods (my 2 Cents Worth)
First. If it had been anyone reading this blog, myself included, I wouldn't even be writing this blog. Nor would you be reading it. Why? Because it isn't not any of our buisness. The only reason any of us know about his issues with infidelity is because the media has decided it is our buisness. Second. The only person he is obligated to apologize to are those his actions had a direct impact on. Not the millions of us who sat around the T.V. Third. As to those who looked up to him as a "role model." He doesn't owe them an apology either. If you had not put him on the pedestal of "role model" to begin with, he wouldn't have fallen from that pedestal. Get over it. Remember, the higher the pedestal you put someone on, the farther they have to fall. I do not condon his actions. But nor do I expect him to apologize to a public that his actions did not have a direct impact on. It isn't any of our buisness just because the media puts it on our televisions. There are far more impor

Part Two ......as He Is Going Away On A Mission...my Heart Is Totally Breaking Right Now
I Love you. Three most strongest words i know. My heart is yours for life i won't forget you i want to be with you and build a future with you..... Don't forget that. Your in my heart and thoughts constantly im yours baby yours and only yours im not going anywhere all i want is to make you happy and be wi th you... I can't wait to be together with you. I hope you come down to live with me when i get home from deployment.. I know its a long way out but i really want a home with you.

Grandma's Attic ! (repost)
Welcome to Granma's Attic. Here is where you get to rummage around and see what you can find. This area is meant to reflect variety and some old fashion remedies that are still just as valuable today as ever. Why put chemicals and derivatives into your body to alleviate common ailments when there are numerous natural and time-honored methods and ingredients that can do the job as well, and we dare say better, because they leave no toxic residues . This page is dedicated to Helene Hugron for her inspiration. Skin Rejuvenator : Two tablespoons of sesame oil, one tablespoon olive oil, two tablespoons avocado oil, two tablespoons almond oil, 2000 IU vitamin E (D-Alpha Tocopherol), 100Thousand USP units vitamin A, a drop or two of your favorite perfume.(optional) Pour the oils into a small jar or empty bottle. Take 10 gelcaps of vitamin E (200 IU ea) and 4 caps vitamin A (25,000 units ea). Puncture the capsules with a needle, and squeeze out the contents into your

Dreams I Have A Lot More Now Then Before:
Does anyone have a dream of skinning people and decorating their house with all skin and body parts and such? I do a lot. Could it be because of all the hate I have built up inside of me from past things? I honestly find horror movies or pain and torture to be exciting like porn is to others.

I Miss The Feeling By. Big Daddy
Ladys here is a lil poem I wrote about having loved and lost Enjoy As she left I realized, I missed the feeling………….. I missed the feeling, Of her fingers running through my hair, Of Her tiny hands gently resting in the palm of my hand, Her cool kisses on my neck I miss the feel of a warm hug At the end of a long day, I miss the feel of her eyes slowly watching me, Waiting for me, Longing for me, To come and hold her once again, I miss the feeling of Her warm body laying Next to mine on a cold winters morning, The feeling of knowing she's safe, Warm, Satisfied, Mine. I Miss the feeling of Her Just being with me and knowing That she's not going anywhere. I miss the feeling of warmth, Purity, Wholeness, Commitment, And Love, I miss the Feeling of Love In my heart, In my mind, And in my soul, I miss all those lovely feeling I miss them every day, For the feeling that are brought On by a lover can neve

Just The Facts!!!!!
BabyJesus is never going to charge for Fubar. Why? Because it is advertiser supported. The more people who are on here, the more money Fubar (and its parent company) makes. If there is ever going to be a change in Fubar it will not be announced through bulletins. Why would any company trust its future to idiots, who "test" their friends, and think that the phone rings because they've re-posted a bulletin. And there is NO way to attach a fucking tracking device to a godamn bulletin!!! So you are not going to Recieve Shit for Reposting Spam. Come on people!!! Don't act offended if someone asks to be your friend. If you don't want friends you don't know in real time, then change your fucking settings, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Not everyone will like you. That's life. Grow up. Even Hitler had pals, you'll find someone too! If someone denies your 'add friend request', move on. Don't pester the shit out of someone to be your friend, it's not going to work. Don't act offended

*blank Stares*
22 year old - "Hi.. I added you because you looked familiar, but once I checked out your profile I knew I was mistaken.. but you seem like my type so i'll just introduce myself :) I'm quirky, funny, and always down to have a good time.. I recently moved here about eight months ago from a small town in Idaho for work and love it so far! Take a look at my profile.. if you want to I would love to meet up sometime for lunch. Anyway.. I am trying to attach more photos of me but its giving me some stupid error! If you message me back your email addy I can just send them to you that way. Hope to hear from you soon!" ...........*blank stare*..............................

The Road Not Taken
My favorite poem, by Robert Frost... an assertion of individualism. The Road Not Taken TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Wickedly Silent Before The Kill
Im a necessary evil, sickened and sinister, the voice and mind for the feeble. Contaminated and infectious in many different ways walking through life with virulence and proceeding in a haze. Vile and venomous thoughts inhabit this vagrant vessel putting on my mask as if it were a dress rehersal My life was hopeless my dreams were dead and then i was lifted by darkness instead. the evil brewed in me gave me my strength creating an armor and weapon of length. demonds devoured my soul and i reamained dancing the last dance of sin entertained. we are all vile sinnners who deserve to die and dont expect anyone to cry... in the case of attrocities its unlike destiny or a fate the atrocities brought before us are carved into our body of sins through the hands of wickedness robbing of innocence and releasing a darkenned soul from an abyss long forgotten reopened in time and space to fufil wat purpose for the purpose remains unknown i hold no grudge to those who have harmed me but

Constant Chasing
I dont have to assume when its right there in front of ya the whole time, people seems to be looking at u when really they just looking past u, never seeing the obvious. most people misses the obvious til its too late. like seeing people chase things they never gonna catch, whats the point in chasing it when it just runs faster apparently to get away from you but most keeps chasing something they never gonna get. maybe if give up n wait itll go back around the block again then ur ahead of it- so that is my option now is to give up n wait maybe if by luck itll apear to be chasing me instead.

My Shaking Pen....its Been A Long Time
The strength to the pen Is the outlet of the mind Writing in any form Is distinguishing from the divine When one writes of inner woes They release what haunts there mind There memories can disappear And reform on the lines Any pain put to words Any sorrow set to rhyme All your life's ambitions Are only to be defined A word is worth only as much As the purpose for it use So all who read what you have written Can't comprehend whats to confuse For how much of a life can really be deduced From a simple word or phrase Set upon a line or two?If you guess you don't matter Then I guess I was wrong To think That you mean the world To a horrible loser Like me But you do mean more than Anything that life has To offer If you decide that I can help You to hang on a little longer Then talk Talk to me and tell me that you Feel like you don't matter To me I will listen than tell you the Simple truth of life, that you Are wrong You guess you don't matter? Well, I guess you do... To me. Dazzling... T

Sit With Me
If I were to say to you, Lord please take me home. If I were to say to you, Lord I dont give a damn anymore. Would you sit beside me my lord, And remind me it is all right. Remind me that you carry me, Through the darkest night. Tell me I can't come with you, Cause my purpose here is not yet through. Heal me with your loving light, To make it through, Yet another life. Could I ask you to take with you, This gift that is hard to bear. To take my heart and change it, So I just don't have to care? As you sit with me here oh Lord, I hear you say it would never do. You are an example my precious one, I know I can count on you. As much as I hate it sometimes, I know that you are right. Just stand with me lord, And keep guiding me with your light. I love you more each passing day, Our bond ever stronger grows. I will wait patiently, And do that which you want me to do. Until you take me home with you. Just remember Lord one more thing, Before you go if you d

Stages Lounge....come Check Us Out
Hey everyone!!!!.....come check out the newest lounge in town.....Stages Lounge......where you can just hope on stage and get crazy ........and also there are many "Stages" to our insanity......so if that's what you're lookin for.....come on in and check us out.....kicken tunes rock hip hop new age and metal http://www.fubar.com/lounge/71044

My Boyfriend
My boyfriend went to the doctors today, he has high blood pressure which he is taking medicine for. He was getting the results of his blood work and it turns out he has a fatty liver. Didn't know what that was till I looked it up now I am a little worried about him. He is overweight but I dont care about that appearance wise but I do want him to lose weight so he will be around a lot longer. He said he will try for the sake of his health. I started crying thinking about what could happen. I just hope everything turns out ok but I tend to think the absolute worse, ugh this sucks.

Something A Bit Deeper
Been thinking a lot lately about what it is I want out of my life. I realize my dreams are minimal compared to most. It's a self-centered portrait that's not really self-centered or realistic. I don't know if I'll ever get what I want. I don't think I can quite describe it now, but I don't want the normal life: going to school, getting a job, living on my own.. I mean, I'm a free spirit, but all those things are restraints. Does that make sense? I just want to live my life now the way I want it. It's not that exciting, what I want to do with my life and at the same time, if I did have it, it would be the most exciting thing to ever happen. I'm a simple girl. Though to be simple seems to be so complicated.

Abortion!
The human Body: Month 1 Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month 2 Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month 3 You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month 4 Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month 5 You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

If You Want To Know Me
If you want to know me If you want to know me Read what I write It's always from my heart. If you think I'm sexy That's great, But if you don't know me, then telling me can wait. If you think I'm beautiful, I may disagree, But that doesn't lessen how much you thinking so means to me. If you think your interested , Make me laugh, Break through my shell and open a path. If you think you love me, It may be true, But if you don't tell me, I won't know that about you. If you know you love me, Then you've taken some time, To make me laugh and watch me shine. You've opened me up, and see what's inside, And realize there's a treasure for which some would have died. Greater than that of all diamonds and pearls, Is the heart of a woman that still beats as a girl's. Tender and sweet and loving am I. Jaded a little from some other guy, But I'm still as valuable, as the day I was born, Even though I've weathered many a storm. So show me you love me, Always

Our Song "wake Up" By Coheed And Cambria
I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again. I wish that I could stay but you argue. More than this I wish you could've seen my face In backseat staring out the window. I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I will be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I love you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you decide to wake up. I've earned through hope and faith The curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold forever. If morning never comes for either one of us, Then this I pray to you wherever. I'll do anything for you. This story is for you. ('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.) I'll do anything for you, Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact 'Cause I won't be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips, I loved you. The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I wi

Written On 02-15-2010
Here i sit at almost 5 in the morning, nothing more than the sound of the computer running is going through the house. I can't help but think of my life, where i've been, where i'm going, and what happens overall. It seems to me that no matter what plan you have or where you think your life is going nothing ever seems to turn out that way. Maybe you saw yourself graduating college, or married, or working your way up the corporate ladder. Whatever the case may be things change, people change, lives alter their course and you can never be prepared for that. My life took one of those turns tonight. As it has in the past it cought me off guard mostly. I'm not sure how exactly to deal with this emotionally or even physically for that matter. Thoughts run through my head at tremendous speeds with no set direction or final destination. Everything seems to be mixed up and jumbled and almost unintelligable. I push forward knowing that we're doing the right thing for everyone involved but i

Only Not So Much
I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever. Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that. There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolving. Pain and happiness. H

I Need Ur Help!!! And I'm Serious On This Guys Al Joking Aside This Is A Very Serious Matter To Me
Not many of you know what exactly I have personally been dealing with. But I will tell you. For the last few months my Dad's health was going down hill, local Dr.s couldn't give him a straight answer. He eventually went to Duke in search of answers. Less than a month ago My Daddy was diagnosed with ALS. Our whole family is now banding together to now raise money for further studies and to help with taking care of the one who are diagnosed. I don't normally do this or let people know much about my family cause its personal, I'm going to post a like in here that is to a website the page it willt ake you to is for my Dad. it will give you a lil info on ALS if you don't know what it is. There is a walk in Wilmington, NC on April 17th from 9 am - 10 am it will take place at UNCW. I'm asking this of anyone who can help. If you are in the area join the walk, if you aren't please donate, it would help so much.This would mean alot to me. I'll post the link in here but if you have any other qu

Break Me Down
"Breakdown" The sun is gone and the flowers rot Words are spaces between us And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost And I should've been down when you made me insecure So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye And I'm the one you can never trust 'cause wounds are ways to reveal us And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than all your lies Hate me, break me down So break me down So break me down So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets th

Have You Been Baked Too Long ?
Story Published: Feb 23, 2010 at 6:26 PM CST Story Updated: Feb 23, 2010 at 8:07 PM CST SPRINGFIELD, Mo. -- Some CoxHealth cancer patients received overdoses of radiation six years ago, and possibly in some other time periods. The healthcare company has been informing patients and their families in recent days and plans to talk to reporters about the problem this week. The wife of a CoxHealth patient says she and her husband were called to the Hulston Cancer Center Oncology Department. They were informed that, six years ago while he was battling brain cancer, her husband received a dose of radiation that was 40 percent higher than what was prescribed. The woman, who wishes to remain anonymous to protect her family's privacy, says they were told that a little more than 150 patients who received radiation in 2004 were impacted. The woman says she and her husband were not told what type of short- or long-term health effects the overdose could cause. She says her hus

An Awakening
An Awakening - When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough of the fighting and crying or struggling to hold on, and like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and tha

Help! I Am In A Contest....
Ok, so I am in this contest... I need everyone to rate and leave lots of comments as I get points for EACH rate AND COMMENT!!! So please please PLEASE follow the link and do what you can for me!! And send your friends, and fans too!! Thanks so much! I really do have the BEST fu friends! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1984353&i=2966620664&idx=10

Wtf...i'm Still Laughin
I woke up laughin @ myself this morning from the shit I did last nite..or tried to do. Let me start with saying that if any1 owns a BB, it's very hard to take a pic of yourself(my teen age daughter won't do ANYTHING, especially pics)...so my pics r from my cell, taken in a mirror. Ok, I promised a friend a would make a foot/toe salute for him, harmless enough I think. But, I wanted to be creative w/it...BIG MISTAKE!!! 1st of all, I had the bright idea of standing with my foot up by my face & the salute....are ya startin to see where this is goin? I didn't want to do it sitting or lying down as to not give any ideas of the whole "ankles by the ears" thing. So, I tried putting the salute between the toes, but it looked like I had toes missing besides bending the paper. Literally almost 10 pics later, I tried sitting....on my excercise ball. NOT a great idea. I tried everything, but I just couldn't get everything in the pic. Do you have any idea how hard it is to NOT

Shadows
The mind is a funnel of tunnels. There are hidden shadows, grizzly fears waiting deep in the shadows. Tucked so snuggled until they are alerted. They slowly begin stimulating our thoughts. Evading our hearts desire. They work their darken particles into our mind, making us question what our heart is screaming. We begin to listen; doubts arousing, a storm of clouds create a curtain of confusion. Things are no longer clear. I scream “I Don’t Know “I can’t see, my eyes are blind, the shadows are racing to one tunnel and then another tunnel. I tell you I can’t. You tear at my agony turning your back and walking away. My heart bangs against my chest it screams for your return. I ach for you, but my mind feeds me grizzly confusion. I sit and struggle with the conflicting forces. The ach for you becomes overwhelming. My heart leads me to you. Ignoring the grizzly shadows. As they scramble back to their tunnels. I hold you in my arms. Knowing I have you now.

Short Story For A Childrens Book, Being Published.. Looking For Friend Feedback!! Tyyy
Earthly scents Rich thick scents surround the sounds, from bare dirt ground, to dwelling mounds. Spice packed sacks, and tents surround. incense lingers heavy here, wards off evil, and holds back fear. Smokey air surrounds the camp, heats the air, and fires the lamps. The sounds of cracking wood, set hot, upon the fire, a spit, and pot. Smoldering embers, blow up high, taking wishes to the sky. Grey, orange, yellow, and black, with distant voices set far back. All sit now their dinner near, music, and laughter you can hear. Everyone is welcome here, they share a table, set for all. Many come, all year long. Many families become one, they sing, and dance, and have much fun. All will feast on fish, and dates, everyone shares one big plate. Warm water over hands to wash, scraps of fabric on every lap, time for plates to begin to pass. This time together you wont forget, your troubles gone, with no regrets. Money is not a problem here, have just enough to get on by. Sell some clothes

Thought And A Erotik Story
Enchanted one drunk on my spell, follow my fairy song to my well, where below the water, mysteries dwell, where fantasies and dream linger and swell. I await your arrival, bearing secrests to tell. You will taste my desire,soon. Release your fears, let your soul swoon. Travel the gossamer wings of my tunes, so first we can met among the stars and moon. our pleasure will give rise to a celestial typhoon. And as we climax and our fall begins we'll remain entwined inside our tailspin, our shared afterglow warming us from within. your embrace will cloak me like bearskin, as our target approaches, our distance thins. then. I'll lead you where you can take a sip. when we land you'll eagerly take a dip, drinking deeply from the depth of my nether lips. your pulsing tounge will take us on a new trip where I'll lose control of my singhs and grinding hips. we'll drown in our pasioate sea, in my well, where water once flowed calmly. we'll dream of a new fantasy, in this

Sweetness
In the mist of the dark you bring forth light Your smile is so sweet reminding me of the fresh drops of dew on a early morning rose You touch me without knowing it bring me a happiness one that can't be described Dear to my heart our paths crossed and linked as one I am here for you now and always All you have to do is reach out and I will take your hand Be the light in your darkness, your shoulder to lean on and treasure you

Hockey Prayer
Our father who art in Vancouver, hockey be thy name. Thy will be done, the gold will be won, on ice, as well as thy stands. Give us this day, Our hockey sticks, and forgive us our penalties as we forgive those who cross check against us. Lead us not into elimination, but deliver us to victory. In the name of the Canadian hockey team, AMEN. █ ♥ █ GO, CANADA, GO

Hair Treatment Recipes (repost)
Avocado Deep ConditionerIngredients1 small jar of mayonnaise1/2 avocadoDirectionsPeel avocado and remove pit. Mix all ingredients in a medium-sized bowl with your hands until it's a consistent green color. Smooth into hair being careful to work it to the ends. Use shower cap or plastic wrap to seal body heat in. Leave on hair for 20 minutes. For deeper conditioning wrap a hot, damp towel around your head over the plastic, or use a hair dryer set to a low to medium heat setting.Tropical Island ConditionerIngredients1 avocadoOrganic coconut milkDirectionsPeel and pit avocado. Mash avocado and slowly add coconut milk until smooth and the consistency of hair conditioner. Work through hair to ends. Rinse after 15 minutes and shampoo. Louise Galvin Sacred Locks Treatment Masque for Thick or Curly Hair Jojoba Hot Oil TreamentIngredients2 teaspoons jojoba oil1 teaspoon organic soybean oil or organic sunflower oilDirectionsCombine ingredients then warm gently on low heat. Test temperature o

I Love You David
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

My Points Are Up For Auction!
My Points for 12 Hours Are Up For Auction Place Your Bid(s) below As A Comment! Highest bidder wins and the points will be given on Saturday Feb 27th @ 12:00 pm (payment must be payed before you received my points)

I Love
i love your smile. i love your devilish laugh. i love the way you love me. i love the way you say "yonkers". i love how you make my body feel with the tips of your fingers against my skin. i love how you look at me when you tell me you love. i love all the support you give me. i love how you can make me smile when im about to cry. i love how you never stifle me when i have something to say even tho it makes no sense. baby i love you now always and forever you are my everything and i promise never to let you down. ishka to the bibblets (h)

We Raffing, Ror!
Your result for The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test... Rogue Ninja You scored 12 Honor, 2 Justice, 2 Adventure, and 8 Individuality! You are as quiet as the wind, deadly as a viper and you follow no master. You are a Rogue Ninja. Let no one say you are without honor, lest they meet a quiet and questionable end.Dress as you like and keep your knives close. You'll do just fine Take The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test at OkCupid

In My Heart (song Lyrics)
You'll never know how much I love youNever know how much I careYou'll never know the pain of lonelyLife forever we will shareYou'll never see me try to hurt you,Always I'll be by your sideYes, I know that we are miles and miles apart...But you'll never know how much I love youIn my heart. In this lifetime, we will see timesWe can't face the road aheadIf we can't get past our own sorrowsAnd try to mend the words we've saidAll the signs may point us to thePlace we ought to be but we areKeeping ourselves miles and miles apart....So you'll never know how much I love youIn my heart I'm hurting because I know I'm hurting youIf only I could turn back our lives to when everything was new.... We've got sorrows we can't handleWe've got journeys down this roadWe have got the chance to make lifemore than just a dream to hold while we'reLiving separate lives here miles apart...Never knowing just how much we love each otherIn our hearts

Labyrinth Of Confusion
My Labyrinth of ConfusionDeep inside the workings of my mindLies a confusion that I cannot discernIs it my own desires that are burningWhat is it I am suppose to learnI struggle with not knowing the answerBattling rages in the depths of my soulDo I follow what I feel to be trueOr do I simply let it all goMy labyrinth of confusion is mightyNot knowing in which direction to goWith no clear choice deep within meWhich path should I take and followMy labyrinth of confusion is tiringAn unrelenting war of decisionsMind, body and soul are so wearyDo I continue, or just give inEach day is more of a struggleTrying to make it all make senseWhy is it so hard to just listenKnowing where the truth begins

Fingers Crossed I Hope This Can Happen
out of town by myself for the first time ever. my daughter would stay with my mother and brothers, I'd take the train up to meet the parents lol at least i'm not getting married lmao. fingers crossed that it happens as planned. shit i don't know what to bring, i'm glad my daughter will be here because honestly when i meet people the first time i end up talking more to her than to them and that's what i didn't want to happen. oh god i hope i don't get complemented that's the last thing i need to end up talking and then a parent say you're cute next thing i know it i'm blushing and too shy to talk. please one night meeting his friends let me get drunk lol.

So Cunfused
Ok so I have known this guy for almost 9 years and he has been completely great to me like a big brother and just a few hours ago he stopped in and asked me if he could have a chance to make my life right I just don't know what to do I haven't been with a man in 3 years because of physical abuse I have been dating nothing but women and I think I kind of like him in a way but i'm not sure if i'm ready for it

Trippin
TrippinThe silent whispers that surround meNoone seems to hearThey come from all directionsBut none are really clearA room full of peopleall eyes are on meAs the whispers become louderI put my hands over my earsThe noise is making me psychoticIts deafening to hearThe whispers turn to laughteras they watch me squirm and sweatPerspiration drips from my browmy shirt begins to stickMy stomach is turning, feeling emptyLike a bottomless pitMy legs are getting weakerI feel like I could fallThe only thing preventing thatIs leaning against this spiked wallMy body is vibratingfrom the core to my fingertipsI feel so damn thirstyas I constantly lick my lipsPeople brushing by me seem to stop and stareThey smirk at me and chuckleThen they suddenly disappearMy eyes are feeling heavythe lids pulled down by weightsI just want to rest, I want to sleepI want to go and dreamOf puffy clouds and pretty colorsAnd purple flowing streamsI want to collapse my bodyGo and find a floor to lay downAnd shut out the

Taking A Leave
To all my sweet loving friends. I am taking a Fu break for a while. For those of you that have my cell number call or text me once in a while. I hope that you wont forget me while im gone. I will be back I promise.

You Don't Deserve This By Debbie Schneider
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love.

Turf
There have been several people who have left the turf and as much as it does bother me I have to draw some lines here... I would really like all of us active players to get together as soon as possible and discuss how we would like things to go in our turf ... What expectations do we have of our turf members How do we handle conflicts from outside the turf and within Tonight we had some people leave, I had tried many times to explain that I didnt want unnecessary heat brought down on the turf as a whole... I dont see a need to antagonize turfs or the use of vulgar language... if they come into our home we have a right to defend it but there are also limits there, one thing we don't need to do is go looking for trouble in other turfs ecspecially without cause or reason we dont need to disrespect others just cuz its funny...Like the name of our turf Id like to see us rise from the ashes and show people that we can play this game with a sense of respect as well as fun, but we ne

Family.
To those who are in my family list and don't talk to me at all or only come to me when YOU need something, I have deleted you off my family list. Don't be mad about it. I don't see the point in keeping someone in your family that can't be a little more respectful. Does that make sense. If I deleted you and you didn't want to be deleted then come talk to me about it. My lists need trimmed down anyways.

Buy Me
Every once come add my home girl so yall can bid on my pic in her auction.. her profile to add is http://fubar.com/2722077 once you have added her look for my pic in her auction folder name is Own My Azz. my pic link is... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1805867&albumid=1985805&i=3407355295&idx=0 now come buy my ass ty ppl

Drinks Are On Me...
Woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime tas

[woo! Kampfer's Assembled]
Ahcha....So friggin tired.Kampfer's DONE.The kit that I've had 85% done for a month.I had to clean house.I had to go on a date.I had to help my brother set up his portfolio.He's done.I mean... yeah I need to finish the harnesses for the bazookas, and sturmfausts, and I need to assemble the beam sabers (all 2 pieces) and slot em into their spots.Here's the crazy thingthe shoulder mounts for the bazookas are already partially articulated.Jesus why would a robot need to fire from his hands?Also- Guncannon and Guntank.I mean, come on.Some of the first suits you designed had shoulder mounted artillerywhy did weapon design goBACKWARD a step in 15 years?So... why did I hate this kit?... guide wires.Bandai can NOT get this shit right. Doing the waist tubes on this unit was not fun.It didn't help that I misread the instructionsand cut the guidewire....well, that's why I have a spool of wire in my box.*shrugs*Not as forgiving, not as user friendly, but I cut it, I adjusted it, I capped the ends,

Help
Its been a very long time since I went on a rant. Enjoy :P I hate what Fubar has become sometimes. Rate this, comment that, bomb me, blah blah fucking blah. I admit I get as caught up in the game as anyone else, but I at least have the decency to help others when they ask...until recently. Add my friend, they need demon family adds, ok I did that. Vote on my mumm, ok I did that. I rate, I fan, I do this, I do that, all because people ask and me being a nice guy I try to help. So I need referals so I can level soon. I have have a great idea, I'll ask my "friends" to help. Shouldn't be a big deal after all the help I gave everyone. Guess how much help I got. Let's just say that if help was oxygen I'd have suffocated quickly. So I hope you all forgive me if me future help is, shall we say, selective. There are those I help and do things for because I want to, not because it is asked for, but because they are important to me. And there are those that I help because they have found it in

Undecided
For those of you who keep asking and are curious, the countdown is for when I go on vacation. So when that time gets here, I will be gone from fu for awhile. What I don't know yet is if I will come back to fu. I'm not really sure when I will decide either. I just don't feel like I need to be here much anymore. Let me know what you think.

Emotional Bankruptcy
Think of your heart like a emotional bank account. Just like a financial bank account, if you remove more than you have, you suffer consequences for it. For example, you can't take out 100.00 from an account that only has 50.00. You will be come over drawn and suffer penalties until you balance out your account.Now the same thing goes for your emotional bank account. If you keep giving out emotionally and either don't let people put back into your account or let people withdraw from your emotional bank account without them putting something back, you will be come emotionally bankrupt.The penalties for emotional bankruptcy are anger, self loathing, depression, resentment ,and finally you just shut down emotionally. You don't want to be around any one. You don't feel good about yourself. You start to feel taken advantage of. The only way to avoid the penalties of emotional bankruptcy is to not give out more than you have in your "account", and to not let the people i

Fallen Angel
Fallen angels fall with shattered wings crying tears of broken glassshattered hopes crumble with lifeless dreams darkend forests filled with twisted trees thorned branches spinning poisonous dripping droplets to a mortals broken heart spinning widow webs of lies and broken dreams crossing plains from mortal to immortal like day and night moving shadows within the night shattered wings crumbling out of sightcaught within this shattered darkness fallen angels fall with shattered wings crumbling like broken butterflies falling pieces here and there falling angel feathers sailing to the ground fallen angels once so mortal fall and crumble to immortality forced to relive every painful moment that made them fall fallen angels fall with shattered wingscrying tears of broken glassshattered hopes crumble with lifeless dreams.

Broken Butterfly
walking through this world alonefeeling my pain slowly driping from my vains onto the groundwalking through this worldliving with my painseeing a trail behind me of my broken heart falling to piecescrumbling to the ground, they look like pieces to a once beautiful butterflynever knowing what winding path will pass me byknowing that the love that was so strong is quickly growinging cold just to throw it all awaywanting so bad to fight until the endafraid to love the one who has my heart and the power of itfeeling more broken than I already hadknowing this maybe the end resulttrying desprately to trust my heart feeling what i thought was right and true. thinking its as real as it getssiting alone within the dark shadows from which i turn to hide within hiding my pain alone to which only i can see.while holding onto the memories never knowing if youll returnknowing that with out question that I love youkiss thy lips that may taste so sweettaking thy heart into thee hands know and feel th

Beating Hearts
feeling heart beat apon heart beat beating to a steady beat. understanding this unescapable yet so determined and glorious intwinement within one another racing faster with each beat never once looking back finding the altimate design within these two heartbeats coming into love beyond my wildest dreams turning one glorious moment after another into another tribled inwinment to bond these two magical wonderous heartbeats feeling all these amazing feelings longing to know and understand more of these wonderous feelings touching and feeling all that I feel winding and spinning not once loosing control. happily knowing and feeling what this love is like never wanting this amazing beating to ever vanish and crumble or ever turn cold longing to understand how these amazing heart beats beat as steady as they do feeling as tho that maybe this amazing love may have been fate feeling our heart beat together I close my eyes just to see us side by side. intwining faith and l

Lovely Theory
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese. Thumb represents your -- Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Last (Little) finger represents your Children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure Above) Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later. Join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the

Part 1. A Long Night Ahead
*The beautiful Mistress enters her quiet home with grace. Her long flowingblack dress tracing the floor. Raven black hair falling slightly into her face. Green eyes pierce through all in the way. Her soft pink lips form into a slightsmirk as she hears the faint screams of her new captive**In the dark the tall young man screams through his gag. Sweat falls from hisbrow. The air smells musty almost like a forgotten cave. The metal that Keeps Him in place is as cold as death. His breathing becomes heavy. Fear sweeps Over him.**From the far end of the house the clicking sound of her high heels fill the room. As she gets closer to her new pet she can smell his fear. Her blood beginsto boil. The excitement is intoxicating. She stops to enter her room. Slipping into her proper attire. A woman like herself wouldn't dare be caught out of Character for her favorite activities. She slides her body out of her dress while grabbing her long leather whip and laying it neatly on her bed. As the scream

Did Obama's Health Summit Work?
President Obama's seven-hour health care summit last Thursday wassupposed to be a game-changer for the reform debates. It was not. Though liberals and conservatives agree that the nation's health caresystem is in desperate need of reform, consensus on ways to achievethese reforms remains virtually nonexistent. As Time magazine reports,all the health care summit did was emphasize the sides' "fundamentally- and irreconcilably - different views of how to go aboutfixing the nation's health care system." The stalemate continues. Concerns about the high costs, unprecedented federal expansion andoversight and unconstitutional mandates were left unresolved. Nothingfundamental changed. But if Obamacare is to gain any support, fundamental change -- namely starting over -- is necessary. There was one significant change that sprung from the summit: ThePresident's admission that his plan would not reduce the cost ofprivate health insurance. Obama's most important health reformp

Need A New Name Lol
ok i like what i have but iono i need a new one .. these are some that ive had maybe go back or new? mcflirtyface or flirtyface adorably wicked giggly kitten lascivious kitten desolate beauty mcboobers any suggestions throw them out here !!

Randomness
how does someone forget about 3 children? how does someone go one creating a new life forgetting the life they left behind? the mind is amazing but the soul knows........... how does one not hurt for the pain and absense their children feel? how does one pay for this? how does one quell murderous rage? ........................................................................................................................

Funny Shit
Oil Change Instructions For Women: Drive into Ultra Tune when the odometer reaches 10,000 kilometers since the last oil change. Drink a cup of coffee , read free paper. 15 minutes later, pay bill leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $40.00 Coffee: $2.00 Total: $42.00 Oil Change Instructions For Men: Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a cheque for $50.00. Stop by the Bottle Shop and buy a slab of beer, write a cheque for $40, drive home. Open a beer and drink it. Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. Find jack stands under caravan. In frustration, open another beer and drink it. Place drain pan under engine. Look for 9/16 box end wrench. Give up and use crescent wrench. Unscrew drain plug. Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Curse and swear. Crawl out from under car to wipe hot oil off face

Rider's Team
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For Jesse. I Found One Of His T-shirts Today.
Today with my heart heavy with the longing for your love, I look around and see the heavy clouds. I begin to ask myself if I am the only one living without the sun. Ahh the sun, its warm bright rays dance across my face, dancing like the wild flowers in our feild. I miss laying there with you. I see it everyday and smile inside becuase I think back to all those nighs we spent there in each others arms. Im starting to think Im hurting myslef with your image in my memory. I miss your face, your touch, your smell... On ocassion I begin to sreach for it. It is getting harder and harder to find. I dont want to lost it. I am finally understanding that your not coming back. I can hope, beg, and plead you to return to me, but in realities eyes, that was an entire life time ago...

Laws We All Live Under
LAWS WE ALL LIVE UNDER LAW OF MECHANICAL REPAIR - After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch and you'll have to pee. LAW OF GRAVITY - Any tool, nut, bolt, screw, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. LAW OF PROBABILITY - The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. LAW OF RANDOM NUMBERS - If you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal and someone always answers. LAW OF THE ALIBI - If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. VARIATION LAW - If you change lanes, the one you were in will always move faster than the one you are in now (works every time). LAW OF THE BATH - When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. LAW OF CLOSE ENCOUNTERS - The probability of meeting someone you know increases dramatically when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with. L

The Things I Discover While The Rest Of You Are Sleeping.
- Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. - The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper. - The dot over the letter 'i' is called a 'tittle'. - A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up down continuously from the bottom of glass to the top. - 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. - 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. - The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red Eyes. He was albino. - On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong Parents, daily. - Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. - Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a Few ounces can kill a small-sized dog. - Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. - Most lipstick contains fish scales. - Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants. - Ketchup was sold in the

Caring For My Grandfather.......
how to start this, over a year ago my mother asked me to come over while she was at work,(yes she never moved out shes lived with her dad forever) spend the entire day at my grandfathers house. Make sure my grandpa had lunch/dinner. I did this for 100dollars a week and hiring a professional sitting service would cost over 1,000k a week. so i was like no prob. well i used to be there at 7am and leave around 6pm and did this for 20 dollars a day. yea go ahead say it im an idiot. well here we are over a year later, ive stopped going over there except to prepare him lunch, my mom still wants me to sit over there all day,, im just not into doing that, not for 20/day...for many who dont know (just about everyone) my mother is a hoarder.....see below Hoarding: aka a pack rat, but mental disorder where they cant get rid of shit.....(my definition) well there were several times where i would be unable to go over and make him lunch or whatever for serious reasons....i had surgery on my foot to

Why?
Yanno ive always been a down to earth kinda girl, never shallow, always honest and perky, played hard but safe, and always tried to see whats the real person under those eyes. Spent most of my life sad but with some happy. Ive always done the right thing because thats how its suppose to be. Ive never used someone just for my benefit. And ive never cheated on someone. Seems ive always done the "right thing". But it gets me down that i look around and everyone else (almost) has more or has achieved what they have for playing hard and dirty. Always finding an easy way out or the easy way to obtain anything. It makes me feel stupid to work sooo hard for something i could easily get with a smile or a flirt, just by give a "lil" of my time to someone. i dnt know am i rambling? or does this make sooo much sense? or am i just taking pity on myself? seems its soo much easier to do what everyones doing and just follow the flow. But im getting tired of doing the "right thing". sometimes i just wa

Up Loading.
OK WHAT IS GOIN ON... WILL IM UPLOADING OLD PICS OF ME. ABOUT A YR AGO. PICS.. IN A FEW MONTHS I WILL BE ADDING NEW PICS OF ME. LIKE I SAID BEFORE. I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT.. IF U DONT LIKE IT FOR SOME REASON. THEN DONT LOOK AT MY PICS AND MOVE ON.. THAT SIMPLE. PEOPLE. SO THAT IS WHAT IS GOIN ON.. SO BEAR WITH ME OK.. MUAH TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAS STICKED BY ME... IM WORKIN ON LOSING WEIGHT. BUT ITS BEEN A ROUGH START... IM BEGING TO THINK GOD WANTS ME TO BE SATIFIED WITH WHO I AM NOW... WILL GOT TO GO.. LUVS AND HUGS

Nine-year Old Twins From London Make History: Youngest To Enter High School
Nine-Year Old Twins From London Make History: Youngest To Enter High School Nine-year-olds Paula and Peter Imafidon are due to make history when they start attending secondary school, two years early. “You can never rule anything out with them, the competition between the two of them makes them excel in anything they do.” – Chris Imafidon, Peter and Paula’s father Video after the jump… credit: BBC News, Parent Dish UK This is not the first educational record the child prodigies have broken, they passed A/AS-level mathematics papers when they were seven, and became the youngest to pass University of Cambridge’s Advanced Mathematics paper aged just eight. The twins’ father, Chris Imafidon, is understandably proud saying, “You can never rule anything out with them, the competition between the two of them makes them excel in anything they do.” The Imafidon family are used to academic success. The twins el

"fuck You"
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the love I never had... I loved you for listening to me all those "hard to get through" times"... I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life... I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and making my heart smile... I loved you for being the love that i couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with... I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything!! FUCK YOU... For capturing my hear

The Cost Of Freedom
When death is dealt, up close and by hands..He changes a heart, from where a man stands. The reflection of a mirror...as a person peers in, not the same as before..different, of all that win. At the threshold of death, the survivor rises and remains. The eyes see the loss that the heart disdains.Over his shoulder is seen the cost... of this humanity's war. Each man must decide. When. And if. Evermore.

Abandoning Pets: A Form Of Violence
posted by Delia Quigley Mar 3, 2010 A major side effect of America’s economic downturn is that when people don’t have money, they cannot afford to feed their animals, much less themselves. This seems to leave them no recourse but to drop said pets at a local rescue shelter or worst still just to abandon them, often times to die of dehydration and starvation, in the very houses they just foreclosed on. This presents a challenge to the shelters because they now have to feed and care for these frightened animals on budgets that were not meant to handle the overwhelming numbers of healthy, tame, house-trained pets. How it is oftentimes handled, regrettably, is with a quiet death by euthanasia. My brother has a good friend who lives on a small patch of land in rural Missouri. Not much happens out there except when he comes upon a dog whose owner has driven his pet out into the countryside and left it along the side of the road to find its way. One time there was a beautiful

A Mumm Posted On My Behalf. Lol
(Posted on behalf of someone who couldnt) Women who try to blame everything on their partners even their own bad behaviours are professional victims. Do you find yourself in a position where you find that you are apologising for things that she has done ? Some blah i read on a website, but for these poor fuckers what should i advise ? Fill her knickers up with natterjack turtles or drown her in nearest river

The Mens Guide To The Whispering Eye. ( Entry 2)
Do these pants make my ass look big? She's getting ready for a party and these dreaded words slip through her pretty pink lips. Your mind starts racing and you break into a cold sweat. Yes, ladies want a truthful answer but sadly some can't handle the truth. (this goes for both sexes). Don't lie to her and send her out dressed in a way that may later embarrass her. Lying will also come back and bite you in the ass. If the outfit is really unflattering try a more gentle approach (something that will still get you laid that night). Suggest she change into something you know looks good on her. Tell her you find her utterly sexy in it.

Everyone Says Love Hurts ........
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Random Crap..
Do you take any medicine when you as gassy?Nope I just wait for the fartWhich is better: Tums or Pepto Bismol?PeptoWhen was the last time you picked your boogers?Just a few minutes agoEver wake up early on Saturdays to go Garage Sale shopping?I'm not that old yet LOL!!What was your best Garage Sale find?My patio setWhen did you last go to the Flea Market?When I was a kidWhen was the last time you got a nose bleed?Shit long time..I don't rememberWhat was the last sporting event you attended?Cage fightsDo you have a Facebook account?YeppersIf attending a pot luck dinner, what dish would you bring?Bacon wrapped pineappleWhat brand of bottled water do you prefer?FijiWhat was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?Beer Tangerine wheat, And Jager bombsWhat toppings do you like on your pizza?pineapple, canadian bacon, and bacon w/ light sauceWhat do you order at McDonald's?Absolutely nothing..that shit is nasty!!Do you clip coupons from the Sunday paper?Haha noWhen did you la

Smile Across The Table
I took my kiddos out for lunch today and, being its Sunday, it was busy busy in the restaraunt. It was filled with seniors for the most part. I think seniors are so cute..lol. When you get older you almost digress back to a child in a way. Not to say that the years they have lived don't deserve our respect but I mean, its just a prime example of the circle of life. You start out all innocent and carefree, life is simpler, you enjoy the little things. You take note of the little things like a child watching a butterfly. Then you start growing up and "life" ruins it all. Work becomes priority, things become a bigger deal, we rarely take time to smell the flowers and really feel the peace of the little things. Stresses become moreso, it just isnt as simple anymore. Then you get older and you start remembering what life should be about. You take a slower pace, you dont take things/people for granted as much. A lunch date with your lady friends or your husband of 50 yrs makes

Numerology: The Ancient First Name Letter Interpretations
Numerology has a great deal to do with the numeric value of the alphabet and there are many legends and theories about how this came about. The alphabet itself was inspired by pictorial representations that recorded elaborate stories. These full pictographs originally were abbreviated to form hieroglyphics with each symbol depicting a word. As more time elapsed the glyphs were further reduced to represent individual sounds and then the consonants and vowels that we know today.The modern alphabet that numerological systems are based on is derived from an earlier hieroglyphic system that is still used by Japanese and Chinese cultures. Each letter also symbolizes a number. This has remained unchanged, even though our speech patterns have evolved to make some sounds obsolete.Each sound is thought to also have an esoteric spiritual implication, with an essence that can be described as a number. Even more meaning is given to the very first letter of the word.Here is a breakdown of the nume

Mark Your Calender
***Mark Your Calendar's*** On March 12th I will have Auto's On & Bombing TERESA Owned By BRATT TJatTheRock And I will be getting Altruize By LiLDarlin LiLDarlin Also It Will Be 1 Year On The FuFor LiLDarlin On March 12th AndShe Will Also Have Auto's On & Bombing So Show Her Lots Of Love (repost of original by 'LiLDarlin' on '2010-03-07 18:27:32')

What I Look For In A Guy.....
:WHAT I WOULD LOVE IN A GUY:: I guess when i come to think what i want in a guy, one would call me picky. I would just say i know what i want. First off sweet little things make my heart float. Guys that try too hard with pick up lines and make stuff up about them to sound more perfect is just rediculous. No one is perfect and i dont want perfect. I just want a guy that doesnt smoke ciggs or do hardcore drugs, not a good thing to get wrapped up in. lol also guys if your cocky, you mine as well go fuck yourself Also if a guy has cheated on his girlfriend ever in the past, hes screwed, no girl wants that ! Guys dont pretend to be happy, go for whatever it is that will make you happy. Dont leave your girl hangin and convinced shes the one causing it, because really it will be your fault for not opening up. I want a guy that would kiss me over and over, just out of no where and run his hands through my hair. I'd want him to come over in the morning while i was still laying in bed, kis

My Fu-life
So. I had a long written piece prepared for you, but i realized the stupidity of it all before i posted it. It went on about how you can meet people on here and they be cool enough for real homie status. At this point I believe im wrong. Sure, I enjoy the random chit-chat. I love the voyerism to it all as well. But there is a thing or 2 i do not appreciate: 1. Pretending to be cool just to see NSFW pics. -- Lame. I wont post any. I've only taken 1 ever. If i did have something to share like that, u would never kno until u saw it. 2. Pet names. -- I've been known to sock people in the face for calling me babe or honey. I don't dig it. 3. My own honesty. -- I didn't realize it would bite me in the ass like it does. I have feelings for 2 people on here -- 1 makes my pants want to fall off and the other makes me wanna get out and explore life. The hard part is how it's taken lightly. Im glad it is, but it makes the actual feelings cheap. hmmmm wait... that might not really b a problem

Kinda Scary
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } UNDATED - Is your tap water safe? According one group, if you live in Pensacola you might want to rethink the next time you reach for the faucet to satisfy your thirst. The Environment Working Group, a research and advocacy group, released their findings from a three-year study that tested municipal water supplies across the U.S. They found that Pensacola, Florida had the worst tap water in the country.Since 2004, the group analyzed water quality tests from 48,000 communities in 45 states. From those tests, the EWG rated 100 big city water utilities. Listed below are their findings.Cities With Best Water 1. Arlington, TX2. Providence, RI3. Fort Worth, TX4. Charleston, SC5. Boston, MA6. Honolulu, HI7. Austin, TX8. Fairfax County, VA9. St. Louis, MO10. Minneapolis, MNCities With Worst Water 1. Pensacola, FL2. Riverside, CA3. Las Vegas, NV4. Riverside County, CA5. Reno,

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips 75% Bondage 67% Chains/Handcuffs 67% Biting 67% Blind Folds 58% Blood 50%

Never Knew Love Like This
I never knew love like this beforeNow I'm lonely never moreSince you came into my lifeYou are my lovelight, this I knowAnd I'll never let you goYou're my all, part of meOnce I was lost and now I'm foundThen you turned my world aroundWhen I need you, I call your name'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeOpened my eyes'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeWhat a surprise'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeThis feeling's so deep inside of meSuch a tender fantasyYou're the one I'm living forYou are my sunlight and my rainAnd time could never changeWhat we share forever moreOoooh-whooooaI never knew love like this beforeNow I'm lonely never moreSince you came into my life'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeOpened my eyes'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeWhat a surprise'Cause I neverKnew love like this beforeYou are my lovelight, this I knowAnd I'll never let you goYou my all, you're part of meOnce I was lost and now I'm foundAnd you turned my world aroundWhen I need you, I

Naturally Sweet Herbs
People have been craving sweet foods for ages intuitively this is done for the glucose that gives us energy. Looking at the labels in the supermarket you will find many hidden sugars like dextrose, fructose, corn syrup, lactase and maltose we have become a nation hooked on sweet, it’s a tough habit to beat. Over the years people have turned away from traditional refined sugars to avoid tooth decay and the empty calories with no nutritional value that over time can develop into diabetes. Yet with all of the artificial sweeteners on the market we are still battling obesity and diabetes. These sweeteners are not natural to our bodies so we keep looking for what is lacking in the diet they trick the body into believing it’s getting its fuel but when it realizes that didn’t happen you reach for more. Artificial sweeteners trick your hormones into releasing chemicals that make you want more shutting off the signals from your brain telling you, you are full so you eat more;

Never Be Late
A local priest was being honored at his retirement dinner after 25 years in the parish. A leading local politician and member of the congregation was chosen to make the presentation and to give a little speech at the dinner. However, he was delayed so the priest decided to say his own few words while they waited: "I got my first impression of the parish from the first confession I heard here. I thought I had been assigned to a terrible place. The very first person who entered my confessional told me he had stolen a television set and, when questioned by the police, was able to lie his way out of it. He had also stolen money from his parents, embezzled from his employer, had an affair with his best friend's wife, and taken illicit drugs. I was appalled. "But as the days went on I learned that my people were not all like that and I had, indeed, come to a fine parish full of good and loving people." Just as the priest finished his talk, the politician arrived full of apologies for being l

The Wearing Of The Grin
An old Porky Pig cartoon. Sure and it's quite appropriate for the time of year! That's all for now! Dance a jig, get your Irish on and let the party start! =D Rock on! Shawn, AKA Botox O'Callaghan

I Wrote It On The Bus Ride Home...
im late again i missed my ride,just because i found a guide.One to help me say my piece,Then enjoy what excitement reaps.treating it with gentle wordhonest feeling so absurdwish it was more, but glad it's notthe safety of distanceSO FUCKIN HOT!how then did my mind get sprungis it because i kno hes hungJust thick enough and hairy as wellim not surprised at why i fell.i know it sounds like im talkin dick,and u know it's one i'd lickI must express i swear im not. Its not the reason hes so fuckin hot.the kinda guy i think of and drooli even rubbed one out at schoolalready comin outta my shellhe's saved me from my sexless helland tho hes miles and miles awayhes touched me in a most lovely way.Caressed my mind and blushed my cheeksenough to make me smile for weeksat least enough to make me wetim so very thankful for the internet.

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Lets make up a story continue the story from the post before you .. make it as sweet,dark,scary,twisted etc whatever you want ... HAVE FUN WITH IT ok lets start....___________________________________________________________________________________________________A long long time ago there was a beautiful beloved princess she was perfect in every way kind and caring flawless she had the most amazing violet eyes which no one has ever seen before , there were stories around the village that she was a witch of some kind or not human and she was not what she led people to believe according to the old story She.............. DBloodJ said: lived in a house made of the finest wood; which from the outside looks normal but within was covered in blood, human skin and skulls ...The floors were dirt and not made of wood; cold,uneven and wet from blood that appeared grave like.. she wore no clothes and paced around her house with flesh hanging from her body which pulsed like a heartbeat as

A Chapter Ends, Reluctantly
I found myself unable to cope with the truth, to accept it. You were gone from my life, you were truly gone now. I fell to my knees and hot tears began to form in my eyes blurring my vision, not that I needed to see. In my mind's eye the events of three years played out clearly and I shook with a mixture of anger and grief. I kept questioning myself, questioning your motivation. How did this happen, how could it? A life I had invested myself into fully and selflessly. A little boy to care for now and to do it alone. My greatest challenge and oppurtunity to present itself so far. Fear in the pit of my stomach, how to balance a career and a son with no prospects and bills looming just around the corner. I look up from my writting and he's watching me with a smile. He doesn't look away, he laughs and touches my knee. Sensation washes over me and I muse silently to myself Perhaps, it wiill all be okay after-all.

Our Moon
There are many eyes in the nights black sky, The day it has but one.With the dawn of day those eyes fade away,The moon being the largest one. The day's sun shines bright and brings us light,Giving the warmth that we need.But the darkness of night searches our soul,While the moon see's all that we dream. So as we hustle through the day we hope and we pray,That darkness returns again soon.Where our hearts and our minds rejoice as they find,True love......UNDER THE SAME MOON.

What Type Of Bitch Are You?
According to a 3rd grader in washington, dc. There are 90 types of bitches... The list can be found here in its entirety http://andiamnotlying.com/2010/types-of-bitches/ I will take it upon myself to copy and paste just for you lazy fucks... But i must say...seeing it written out by a 3rd grader adds a bit of flair... Types of Bitches 1) Dirty dumb ass bitches 2) Aint got no ass bitches 3) Dusty trick bitches 4) Fishy bitches 5) Don’t know how to fight bitches 6) Got all that mouth but can’t step bitches 7) Ugly looking bitch that think they all that Can’t keep a man bitch 9) Track wearing bitches 10) Bitches that be trying to steal your man 11) Hoochie looking bitches 12) Ain’t got no damn sense bitches 13) Stupid bitches that act dumb 14) Bitches who can only get a dirty boy 15) Want to be jocking bitches 16) Bitches who think their man love them but get pregnant and be left alone 17) Bitches who think they better than me 18) Instigati

Man Juice Vs Girly Juice
Man juice Vs Girly juice so which makes your mouth water mmm nom nom rofl this is kinda funny A. Females describe semen:"Ajax cleaner""maybe salty""smells like Ajax, I no longer buy Ajax because of it. Instead I buy Mr. Clean, it's perfumed.""thick Clorox""rancid Elmer's glue""tastes and smells like Brie cheese""It tastes like itself (it's kind of like asking what pepper tastes like).""Indescribable.""It tasted like a thick, globby beer.""I've discovered that although there is a general almond taste to all men -- different men taste a little differently AND depending on how much a man drinks, smokes, and what he's eating -- the semen ranges in bitterness. The less healthy he is the worst his semen tastes. Almost like Clorox at times.""It tasted quite salty.""I cannot compare the taste to anything else I have tasted because its flavor is unique. I can compare its taste to the smell of Clorox bleach. Semen tastes like bleach smells!""It has different tastes for different people ranging

Spirit Of Unforgiveness
A spirit of forgiveness goes beyond a temporary unwillingness to forgive, the period between the time a person gets hurt and the time he forgives the one who hurt him. A spirit of unforgiveness developes when the one hurt chooses to remain in that unforgiving state. People who develope this nasty spirit often say, "I just don't think i could ever forgive that." They make the statement when they feel they have been treated in such an unjust, unfair, harmful way that they simply can't let go of the pain. We are all going to be hurt. Everyone of us has been hurt, are hurting now, or are going to be hurt by somebody. The only way we can insulate ourselves against being hurt is to completely remove ourselves from the possibility of love. To risk love is to risk hurt. Hurt is unavoidable, but we can deal with hurt. No pain is too deep or too widespread to lie beyond the power of God's forgiveness, working in and through us.

Http://abcnews.go.com/nightline/video/nightline-030910-10058253
I have several things to say about this report. First off how can the news go on and proclaim that music influcences people to commit murder. Where as theres more volience, rape, and hatrid shown on the news daily than all volient music combined. This is the world we live in. I understand that the news needs something to report. Yes it is the job of the news to bring forth this sort of acts of mankind to the masses to cause fear in their fellow man. However I recall other events where an musical artists was placed under such accusations. Judist Preist were sued due to a boy commiting suscide but the suit was dropped when there was no such hidden lryics. Metallica was sued due to two young men killing one another who were avid fans of the band. Maryln Manson was banned from Colorado due to the mass murder that was committed there by two of his fans. Metal guitar legend Dime Bag Darryl was murdered on stage by a fan of his old band Pantera. And so on so forth. I'm seeing a trend here. Ea

Pelosi's Failure
Four years ago, Nancy Pelosi and her fellow Congressional Democrats took control of Washington with a promise to drain the so-called "swamp" of corruption and have, as she said, "The most honest, the most open and the most ethical Congress in history." The recent sexual harassment allegations against Democrat Congressman Eric Massa and the continuing ethics investigations into Congressman Charlie Rangel's illegal Caribbean junkets and failure to pay federal taxes on unreported income serves as a stark reminder that the Democrats have largely failed the American people. Pelosi and the Democrats' pledges to "change" Washington were nothing more than lofty populist campaign rhetoric -- and they must be held responsible for their double-talking, double-dealing ways. It's time for Nancy Pelosi to stop protecting her liberal allies in Congress and start protecting the American people from corrupt politicians like she promised. Nancy Pelosi and Congressional Democrats have failed the Ameri

Bullshit Bingo
Rules for Bullshit Bingo 1. Before Barrack Obama's next televised speech, prepare your "Bullshit Bingo" card by drawing a square. I find that 5" x 5" is a good size -- and dividing it into columns -- five across and five down. That will give you 25 1-inch blocks. 2. Write one of the following words/phrases in each block: . Restored our reputation . Strategic fit . Let me be clear . Make no mistake . Back from the brink . Signs of recovery . Out of the loop . Benchmark . Job creation . Fiscal restraint . Win-win . Affordable health care . Previous Administration . Greed on Wall Street . At the end of the day . Empower (or empowerment) . Touch base . Mindset . Corporate greed . Ballpark . Game plan . Leverage . Inherited as in "I inherited this mess" . Relief for working families (alternate - "unprecedented") 3. Check off the appropriate block when you hear one of those words/phrases. 4. When you get five blocks horizontally, vertically, or diagon

Email I Just Got
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Her Daily Dream
The cuffs that held her hands and feet,Slowly cutting into her skin.As she saw him approaching,Now her pleasure would begin. The blade he carried glistened,As it slowly slid past her knee.Its cold steel guided inside her legs,To the soft wet flesh waiting,Inside her soaked black lace panties. It slowly traced along a line,To the strand on her thigh.As it was cut,she gave a smile,For him she would never cry. Now a blindfold appears,Gently across her eyes.He lays the knife at her chin,She reacts with gentle moans and sighs. Its steel so cold to touch,Now lays on her bare flesh.Her toungue now licks her lips,As something hot touches her chest. Around her breast the drops run,Slowly hardening as they move.Her cheast rises with each drop,As the knife slides on skin so smooth. Now the knife moves as more drops fall,Back to flesh it has seen before.It cuts through her panties,They are now tossed to the floor. His hand gently touches her forehead,She smiles as drops still run.He frees h

Job Search And Resumes
I've been out of work since July 30th. I've sent out over 4000 emails in an effort to look for a job. I've recently gotten messages from several companies to stop sending them resumes because they've gotten it several times, without telling me that they had gotten it to begin with. These people need to hope that they are never in the position that I'm in, I hope they're not. Its so depressing.

A Natural, More Potent Antibiotic
If you could pick one item for your natural medicine cabinet that could ward off cold and flu viruses, eliminate warts, cold sores, athlete’s foot, dandruff, respiratory tract and sinus infections, what would you choose? If oregano oil doesn’t come to mind, it’s time you gave this overlooked and potent remedy its rightful place in your natural first aid kit. The Research is in: In a study reported by Science Daily Magazine, oil of oregano at relatively low doses was found to be effective against staphylococcus bacteria and was comparable to antibiotics like penicillin in its germ-killing properties.Researcher Paul Belaiche reported his exhaustive studies of aromatherapy oils in his three-volume work, entitled, Traite de Phytotherapie et d’Aromatherapie (Treatise on Phytotherapy and Aromatherapy). He used a testing method that allowed him to examine the effectiveness of essential oils against specific bacteria, called an aromatogram. His findings on the effective

Pleased To Meet You
i like meeting people online. then sometimes i just might have a chance to meet them in person. regardless of distance and financial hold ups. shaking hands with a guy ive met online from somewhere else is cool as hell. maybe even doing something productive is even cooler haha. shows that we're not all talk and text. but meeting a girl is a whole different story...indeed. the friendship thing will be there although theres that attraction factor too. how far will it go?...was it the right decision?...then if all the pieces do fit together nicely...what to do then? haha...my worries are always there but maybe i just think ahead too much. shoulda been a cop but i cant stand authority or being one to tell others theyre wrong. ok so yeah... i will always have an open mind and as far as to say a foolish heart at times to let someone in...regardless of it being from an online site or in public. not in a fcukin snap of course but who feels it knows it. some let their hearts die a

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa

What Is The World Coming Too?(do You Think This Is Right? Comments Are Welcome)
So,there was a story that just broke on the news. if you live anywhere in northwestern or maybe even any northern part of mississippi then you probably know the story im talking about. a school in Itwamba,Ms a few days ago known as Itwamba Agricultural Highschool denied a Senior her right to go to prom with her girlfriend stating that it was against the code of conduct. now,granted i've always known that this country was kind of intolerant but i had no idea it was that bad until i heard this story on the news. what kind of world do we live in where a girl can't simply take her girlfriend to prom and they lay down such a rule in their code of conduct such as this? if that is the case then why are there not rules in the code of conduct about taking your cousin or uncle or brother or sister to prom? & no one can say its because its less likely they have relations because i've heard quite a bit about cousins & even brothers and sisters having relations. but they dont stop them. they even w

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Untitled
You were like a bandaid I put to my wounds that turned to a freshly sharpened blade right before my very eyes as you touched my flesh so that I could hurt myself with you instead of heal You’d become an instrument of torture for my very own pleasure Something to ease my emotions and yet to cause my pain Back and forth we’d go again …Again and again You lifted me up higher than the last time… much higher And I let you so that I’d fall a little bit harder this time when you let me go I don’t know why, so please don’t ask- it’s just what you’d come to mean to me …And after all I’ve put myself through at your hands I must admit, there’s no denying, I’ve come this close to hating you And the nearer I get to that so dreaded place… I find I love you this much more.

The Man Who Loves Me
One of my deepest, most dreaded fears has always been that I would never know what it is to be genuinely loved by a good man. It is something I’ve thought about often and written about several times. As I aged, I had become more certain that it would be a fear that would be realized; and that I would die without experiencing being the recipient of real, deep, true love from a man. I have recently realized that this fear of mine is no longer valid. He has only spoken those words to me twice that I remember; and once he wrote them -- in the card he gave me for my 50 th birthday. Not a flowery, mushy card either. It was a funny card, just like I’d expect. Yet, without speaking a word, he says “I love you” every single day. He doesn’t just say it, he lives it. He makes me laugh. I’ve never laughed so much in my life as I have since I’ve known him. We make each other laugh until I cry AND wet my pants. He found out that I love to cook an

Bc We R Elite N We Wanna Stay That Way...
The time has come to offer a place for anyone in the crew to offrer suggestions as to what we can do as a family to make our crew stronger and better in its entirety... As cofounder i have learned the hard way that its not easy to keep everyone in the crew happy at all times. I know i speak for my cofounder as well when i say that all of u are like our children and we just want u to play nice, lol. Sometimes there are discords or arguments within the crew and our job as cofounders is to try and resolve these issues. Unfortunately, that is not always possible, no matter how hard we try. However, we are hoping that by posting this blog we will have a place for members to go and air thier grievances or give thier suggestions as to how we can make ECS a tighter knit family. This having been said, as always, let's try and keep this a "drama free zone" and let's all work together to keep ECS the "elite" FAMILY, that we have always represented! We chose elite to be in our name bc we wanted

Do You Pledge Alligence? Autism
Hi Yall, I know this one is gonna get people up in arms if they bother to read it. So I thought I would write a lil bit before writting my version. First of all, Autism, which is triggered by toxins, in shots and in our environment. I believe from everything I've read for myself on this horrible mutation of human, that it is genetically predispositioned. We are mutating, for the worse. I would love to read how much the pollution levels of the average city has gone up from 100 years ago. But even more so, look at the immunizations most people feel they are forced to give their children!! Most have lowered or taken out thimersol from their contents, but DEFINITELY not all of them. Flu and chicken pox are both full of it. Not to mention how many other disgusting things they derived from gorillas and other sources, to make the immunizations. Did they save lives? That is a definite yes. Have they taken lives? That's a definite yes too. It's hard choice. But this is what I do kn

Seasons Of Love Theme Song From Rent
[ALL] Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes, Five hundred twenty-five thousand Moments so dear. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure, measure a year? In Daylights, in sunsets, in midnights In cups of coffee In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure A year in the life? How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love Seasons of love. Seasons of love. [JOANNE] Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes! Five hundred twenty-five thousand Journeys to plan. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure the life Of a woman or a man? [COLLINS] In truths that she learned, Or in times that he cried, In bridges he burned, Or the way that she died. [ALL] It's time now to sing out, Tho' the story never ends Let's celebrate Remember a year in the life of friends Remember the love! Remember the love! Remember t

Kinky Horoscopes...whats Ur Sign? Im An Aries!
ARIES (March 21- April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and torture.

Another Day
Another day goes by,And still your voice cannot be found.Without you my world is deaf,My ears hear no sound. My eyes can always see you,But I feel still blind to you.I long for you to feel this way,I hope somehow,someday you do. Our lives have changed over time,But still you look no different to me.You have always been,always will be,What my heart needs to see. If this is true for you,And I'm where your heart needs to be.When you are ready,my arms open,Because your where my heart needs to be.

A Compilation Of Some Of My Poems.
You came into my life one day,with beauty I had never ever seenand swore that you would stay,we would be a king and his queen.You sang your songs of love to meand professed them all to be true,a song of how the future would beif I would just stay stay with you.Such wondrous words I would hearas you wooed me with tender eyes,slowly drawing yourself more nearuntil I felt you, much to my surprise.Then a song burst from my very hearta song of love, I gave it willingly to thee.I swore that we indeed would never part,for you were now the dearest part of me.The ecstasy that swept me took over,my heart had dreams of endless joy.I dared to see you as my one true lover,the way it could be 'tween a girl and boy.It was then that you turned to go away,had I done something terrible or wrong?"Oh please come back!" loudly I did prayunable then to stay composed or strong.You turned and saw me bound therewithin the love chains that I had made.Walking back, I dared hope you did care,that my love and tear

Alabama - Close Enough To Perfect
*someone sent me this song lyric this afternoon...you know who you are...i am your angel perfect or not :)* Sometimes her morning coffee's way too strong And sometimes what she says, she says all wrong But right or wrong, she's there beside me Like only a friend would be And that's close enough to perfect for me Now she's been known to wear her pants too tight And drinking puts her out just like a light Heaven knows she's not an angel But she'd really like to be And that's close enough to perfect for me She kisses me each morning, and smiles a sleepy smile She doesn't have to say it, I can see it in her eyes Don't you worry about my woman Or what you think she ought to be She's close enough to perfect for me Sometimes she gets down and starts to cry But then again the lady has the right She's everything I've ever wanted She's all I'll ever need She's close enough to perfect for me She kisses me each morning, and smiles a sleepy smile She doesn't have to say it, I can see it in her

Its A Subject
Going back to the way I used to be is harder than being what I became,It hurts to forget and everyday it brings a new feeling of searing pain to my body.I feel every once of the change as my body fights to go back to its former self,Even I hate what I was and I hate what I am,The mind never forgets, just lapses from memory to memory until everything is hidden away,So not even I can find it.I begin to forget who I have become and what made me this way,I begin to mold into my old memory and that was what I wished to lose so much,To feel nothing is the ultimate pain in the world.No matter what they say, feeling no love and only feeling hate is the worst kind of pain in the world.I go back to the way of old and begin yet a new in the way I was to behold a memory or an image of beauty created by the mind,Until that image has no value and everything worked so hard for is forgotten and youhave to fall onto shoulders you would rather let be alone.Sometimes we just cant help what happens and wh

Reminiscing
I’ve been doing a little reminiscing over the past few days… My earliest childhood memory was my fourth birthday party. That memory is as clear as day to me. I remember all of my family crammed around our kitchen table…my older brother, my four older sisters, my dad, and my mom, who was holding onto my younger sister, and my aunt and uncle who lived right next door to us. I blew out my birthday candles and then had a huge piece of cake and a scoop of ice cream. I remember the presents I received; a Milwaukee Brewers baseball cap, a wiffle ball and bat set, and a plastic Spider-man toy that was attached to a cheap plastic parachute. The last was my favorite. I loved that toy. I spent hours throwing it up into the air and watching it float down…at least until I threw it a bit too high and got caught in a tree and I couldn’t get it back down. There are many moments in my early childhood that stand out in my memory. I remember my dad taking us kids for walks around the block, tell

12 Folds
HERE IT IS: The first fold of our flag is a symbol of life. The second fold is a symbol of our belief in eternal life. The third fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing our ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of our country to attain peace throughout the world. The fourth fold represents our weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting in God, it is to Him we turn in times of peace as well as in time of war for His divine guidance. The fifth fold is a tribute to our country, for in the words of Stephen Decatur, "Our Country, in dealing with other countries, may she always be right; but it is still our country, right or wrong." The sixth fold is for where our hearts lie. It is with our heart that we pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States Of America, and to the Republic for which it stands, one Nation under God, indivisible, with Liberty and Justice for all. The seventh fold is a tribute to our Armed Forces, for it is through th

On Religion...
As far as any type of religion goes...well, I guess people will believe what they WANT to believe, and create their own personal reality based on those beliefs, and adhere to it. Hell, because our country adheres to a concept of freedom of religion, I could walk around worshipping a grilled cheese sandwich if I believed in it hard enough. Does that seem crazy? Sure, to most people...but maybe not to the person who HAS that belief. Does that make it a religion? Most people would say no, but who knows? It sure wouldn't be the norm, but maybe somewhere out there, there are a bunch of people standing around a big skillet somewhere watching cheese melt and praying away. Are they right? Is their faith valid? *shrugs* All depends on your point of view, I guess. Just don't try to convince me that I'll find nirvana if the bread is toasted just right... *chuckles* I'm tired, babbling, and getting a bit silly here, so I guess I'll just try to simplfy what I'm trying to say. Point One: You hav

Butterfly Spirit
The girl i see in the mirror now is not the same girl I used to know. For she is stronger and more wiser. No longer wears a disguise just lets him see her. She carries on each day with a smile because she finally loves herself enough to let another truly love her. She has started her metamorphosis the day the Butterfly laid at her feet. It showed her, her path and she chose to follow. She may never understand exactly why, but she will always remember the day that the Butterfly lay at her feet and the day her love told her life was about changes. She has a Butterfly's Spirit Tink 3/17/2010

A Shay Day
This was sent to me and I wanted to share it.... What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection..Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.Where is the natural order of things in my son?'The audience was stilled by the query.The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way o

Silly Auctions
This will probably piss a few people off that I'm posting it, but some of the stuff I see on here just makes me laugh. This site is really starting to get ridiculous. I was looking at an auction, and I was struck by the silliness involved. All these things women are offering up to the person who has the highest bid to purchase them, whether it's fake money or real money. First of all, think about what is going on there. That's all I'll say on that. Second, I couldn't help but notice one person offering her Yahoo ID. What good is a Yahoo ID if she never signs on or is always invisible and never responds to messages? What is really going on on this site? Seriously? You let some ugly guy that you'd never give the time of day to on the street be your close buddy on here because he throws some money in your face so that you can become more popular on an internet site?

I Love Big Titty Thursdays!
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[part Epic, Part Case Study]
So I was brainstorming and free-forming this dreamscape I had a few nights ago about this divine representative of another planet.I remember she breathed methane, and wore an ellaborately carved device and ceremonial clothing so she could visit far off planets and scare the ever living crap out of them. She always arrived as a harbinger. Someone that kinda ... closes down doomed planets. But as I recalled that structure, I was reminded of Childhood's end, and decided to take a step to the side What would Heinliein do? I knew she was beautiful, powerful, holy, but from a profane world of wrathful gods and fertility rites. So of course the alien descendant of mankind in an impossibly harsh environment would one day fuck the bio engineered over-sanitized protagonist of the elite terran descendants. And no.I didn't see Avatar. *sigh* And no.Avatar didn't do it first. This is an act of inquisition, not romance or conception."this thing's vaguely like me, maybe I can relate..."Some

Ok So I'm Not A Cowboy...lol...doesn't Mean Some Of This Song Don't Fit Me
I don't know why I act the way I do Like I ain't got a single thing to lose Sometimes I'm my own worst enemy I guess that's just the cowboy in me I got a life that most would love to have But sometimes I still wake up fightin' mad At where this road I'm heading down might lead I guess that's just the cowboy in me The urge to run, the restlessness The heart of stone I sometimes get The things I've done for foolish pride The me that's never satisfied The face that's in the mirror when I don't like what I see I guess that's just the cowboy in me The urge to run, the restlessness The heart of stone I sometimes get The things I've done for foolish pride The me that's never satisfied The face that's in the mirror when I don't like what I see I guess that's just the cowboy in me Girl I know there's times you must have thought There ain't a line you've drawn I haven't crossed But you set your mind to see this love on through I guess that's just the cowboy in you We

Lovesong
wait my dear ... no jealousies silly thing ... you can't know how i feel come take my hand i will show you the flame burning secrets, burning wishes ... your name don't be insecure, don't be afraid ... i'll hold you tight oh, virgin weakness, infinite sweetness ... that's you so let's dance all alone i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep your silly skin, a tender touch, a sign that promises so much i want to kiss you, want to feel you deep and so we dance nothing ever spoils my joy of loving you, of looking in your eyes ... i couldn't be that blind that i won't crave for you and still we dance all alone i want to kiss you ...

Grasping For Whats Gone.
Will you ever speak to me again? I am sorry, for what I said that made you hate me so much, or made you so angry. That wasn't my intent. I was upset and hurt by things you had said and I reacted poorly. Its been months, and still everyday I think of you. I think of how you made me laugh, how you are like no one I've ever met before. I think about all the good times we had vs the bad ones. I miss hanging out, going on nature walks, listening to you ramble on about a weird but awesome theory or idea. I miss you, I miss our friendship before i became so toxic for us. I know I said I wouldn't bother you anymore, but I've wanted to talk to you for so long. If its only a message that you will read and ignore, or not even read and just delete, at least I'll get things out. And if you really wish to be rid of me, please just block me, i can't bring myself to block you.

Random Thoughts
The only thing I ever wanted to be in life was a mother. I was given that chance 9 years ago. Then I was given two more chances at that. I tried my best with what I was given. Which wasn't much. I gave love, uncondtionally. Looking at those little faces and seeing reflections of loved ones pasted, and reflections of my self, gave me such joy. To hold them, watch them grow, everyday they became my world. I wanted to give them the world. A happy home, and memories that they could look back on and laugh about later in life. Those three boys hold my heart, and everything that I am. I couldn't be more proud of them. But I have failed them. I am not the mom who can wipe tears away, I am the mom that causes those tears because I am not there to hold them. I am not the mom who kisses the boo boos away, or brushes them off when they fall. I am not the mom who is able to cook them dinner, kiss them good night or sing that song with them. Everything that I wanted to be, I failed at.

Funny One Liners
100,000 sperm and you were the fastest? 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. A clean desk is a sign of a cluttered desk drawer. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. A closed mouth gathers no foot. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. A day without sunshine is like, night. A diplomat is someone who can tell you to go to hell in such a way that you will look forward to the trip. A flashlight is a case for holding dead batteries. All generalizations are false, including this one. All men are idiots, and I married their King. Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else. Always try to be modest and be proud of it! Anything worth taking seriously is worth making fun of. Artificial Intelligence usually beats real stupidity.Assassins do it from behind. Atheism is a non-prophet organ

Not So Blonde
You look at me & have already decided what I am. Who am I to make you the fool. Few people actually realize it's your ears..not your mouth...that hears. There is more than 1 way to live, yet there is only 1 way to be right. Hmmmmm, how many of lifes lessons are not taught nor learned due to those who already know it all? I can babble like an idiot or be as quiet as a mouse, either way, I'm sure I was listening more than you. I don't have to be right to you, so long as I know I'm not wrong to me. Those old sayings carry much wisdom, " Never Judge a Book by it's Cover", you might just miss out on the best novel you'll ever find.

Random Thought
What do you think horror is? It should make you squirm in your skin. You're mind should go mad at thought of what could be. Not this stupid slasher shit. "OMG drive even though the bad guy running on foot is faster than a car." Idiots. The mind is much more interesting place to play with than a humans gag reflex at the site of mangled bodies. The imagination is much more powerful than we give credit.

[buggering Hell That's A Lot Of Option Parts]
Now... why I have the BOTTOM of a shield... and no other parts is beyond me.I'm looking over the runners to my Ramba Ral custom and there are...THINGS...that don't do anything. Parts parts parts... and I have no idea where they go. There appear to be 3 extra chest plates, an extra cod piece (was crotch plate a better word? center skirt?), and an extra set of face hoses and leg hoses. And these weird little ... I dunno what to call em... hooks?These do not exist on a Zaku I.*scratches his head* ... ... ... Now I kinda wanna get it done and take a look at what fits where with the surplus. I haven't seen a nonstandard build for this kit except the dark blue custom paint job, and from what I can see...... ...I guess my point is there's a lot of extra... Jazzon this kit.And I wants to play with it. I'm still kinda annoyed about the shield. I was hoping it was complete.Something about 2 "ball shields" in one of the reviews. I got your 2 balls right here!

Mirror Shot Contest!!
Ok Gang....Since I love mirror shots so much..Ive been told that I should do a contest. So, guys and gals, if you have a sexy mirror shot and want a chance to win 5 million fubucks...let me know. My investor tells me I should start the contest as soon as possible so....spread the word.....and private message me with contest in the subject......The contest will run for 7 days, it must be SFW and total number of rates and comments will be added up to determine the winner......this is my first time, so be gentle on me.... guys and girls...don't be shy!!

The Age Of Aquarius
I am often asked by people online who I really am deep down inside. Ok, in all actuality, I'm NEVER EVER asked that. I'm usually just asked to show my tits. But maybe one day someone won't care about my bust and will just want to get to know me for me. He will probably be gay, but at least I will be able to direct him to this blog as a means of enlightening him about all that is Mandyness. I came across this description of Aquarians on BUGSTER'S profile yesterday and I thought it really fit me. Yes I am an Aquarius and yes I'm kind of into that goofy astrology stuff. Aquarius Strength Keywords:- Witty- Clever- Humanitarian- Inventive- Original Aquarius Weakness Keywords:- Stubborn- Unemotional- Sarcastic- Rebellious- Aloof Aquarius and Independence:Aquarius personality is very independent, any attempt to hold them down or restrict them will cause them to flee. They need to be free to be on their own. Independence is not just desired by Aquarius, it is essential to their well

Sarah And Jeff Part 2
When Jeff stepped into the shower, Sarah immediately dropped to her knees. She swirled her pierced tongue around the tip of his cock then lightly sucked on it. Jeff looked down at her and slowly worked his fingers into her wet hair and gave a playful tug. Sarah moaned softly and slid the tip of his cock into her mouth a little further. Sucking a little harder and moved her tongue around him. He tugged at her hair again a little harder this time and closed his eyes and put his head back moaning slightly. She took more of his cock into her mouth going further and further down until his cock was deep in her throat. She looked up at him .Jeff moaned a little louder and looked down at her and locked eyes with her. Her eyes looked so innocent, he pulled her head back and pushed it down on his cock again, putting himself deeper into her throat until she gagged a little. Sarah moaned louder every time he pulled her hair. She sucked harder and faster swirling her tongue all around Jeff&rsq

Love
You know you are in love when that one person is the first thing you think about in the morning, the last thing you think about at night. When it hurts having to go even five minutes without talking to that person. Wanting to be with him, hold him, look into his eyes. When you close your eyes and all you see is his face looking back at you. You know you're in love when you can actually see yourself in the delivery room with that person, having a child with them. You can see yourself growing old with that person, and you cry because you can see a little old couple walking down the street hand in hand still as much in love as they were when they were in their 20's. You know you're in love when the longing to be near them is almost too much to bear. Not being able to see that person tears at your heart. When but a thought of them brings a smile to your face bigger than you have ever had. When just the mere mention of their name has you looking over your shoulde

Scarification
Scarification I have been marked, and i wear it proudly. The design is original and can never be duplicated. It was a gift from the ONE that loves me most. A reminder of something so wonderful...something never to be forgotten. People who do not undertand...look and see....then turn in disgust or try to hide their revolt. There have been times they have made me feel ugly and full of shame, and i hated myself for letting them get to me. It took me a long time to realize that this was given to me out of pure love. That i earned this. It took a while to create such a masterpiece and it was meant to last forever. My scars are my stretchmarks, designed and given by God. A constant reminder of the most precious days i carried my children inside me. What could be more magical or beautiful than that. by Pita 3/22/10 A note of thanks to WHIPS, for inspiring this writing. xox

Kellie Pickler - "didn't You Know How Much I Loved You"
I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I didn't change mine Now here I am trying to make sense of it all We were best friends now we don't even talk You broke my heart Ripped my world apart Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone You couldn't be more gone From falling apart to fighting mad From wanting you back to not giving a damn I've felt it all I've been to the wall Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you One day justice will com

Weighing In
Earlier this morning I read a blog, it stated some very interesting things, things that I recall happening. I'm the unfortunate factor in said blog. However I don't think anyone deserves what happened in that blog, regardless of feeling. You may think you deserve this, this and this but in reality no one deserves to emotionally or physically abused. The blog owner goes on to say everything was her fault, but it wasn't. It never was. Idiocy and fear were the main triggers in the 'antagonist' were the main factors in the blog owners blog. Fear and Idiocy have always been the case. The blog owner never knew was the person described was never once aware of what he was doin'. He just did it, but every night couldn't live with himself. Not once. And still can't. Thoughts of suicide ran through his mind a lot, something he refused to tell the blog owner. He didn't do it, because he loved the blog owner to much to do so. He still does, the blog owners flaws, the blog owners everything. As h

New Name Rule...
What is up with the new name rule? I can't have 3 x's in a row in my name now? I can't have special symbols in my name any more because...WHO? voted on this new BS idea? Apparently the Fubar staff did? Or did I miss something? I was gone for a while and now this BS. I'm beginning to feel that fubar sucks.

Starstruck's Tea
StarStruck's Team StarStruck 2nd Alarm Hotties Asst Chief@ fubar VanillaIceIce2nd Alarm Hottie PDPfu married to Andrea@ fubar Jenalicious 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar Bri 2nd Alarm Hotties Member@ fubar Electric Barbarella 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar Lovely Won 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar melanie asst head greeter fantasia2nd alarm hottie OWNED BY MAGIL

And Another Thing...
They have changed the marital status options. Why not add... Single but looking-(sub categories) (for a one night stand) (for that right one) Single and not looking (so don't even bother) (but would love friends) Engaged (but doing it for the green card) (and getting cold feet) Married but (cheating) (no longer in love with my other half) Married and (faithful to my other half) (looking for a second/third/fourth partner) (willing to cheat) LMAO I see they haven't changed the gender option though. It's still either male or female. What about ftm or mtf or... Your guess is as good as mine. And that one could work if they had a sexual orientation option as well. Some people are sick of being bombarded with flirts from the WRONG SEX. So why can't we have a sexual orientation option, they could be as follows: Gay/Lesbian Bisexual Pansexual Your guess is as good as mine It's not what's between the thighs but between the eyes that matters

Day 1 (possible Rp Group Formation?)
Well this site seems interesting, seems like it will be a good time waster. I may be able to do some good networking and build up an RP group. That would be cool, an RP lounge. Awesome. Cheers to Synnocent for introducing me to Fubar.

*sigh*
My work has screwed me even more. I was sceduled this week for a 2:30-cl shift. UGH! I can't work at 2:30. I have a class that ends at 3:15. So I called my deparment head on the weekend and asked what was going on. He told me it was just a misprint and that I go in at 5:30 as usual tomorrow. So I thought it was all worked out. Not hardly.. I got a call last night from him saying that it wasn't a misprint because they had a truck coming in on Wednesday. Well shit. So he had to give the shift to someone else. I'm very bummed out. I NEED those hours! I get paid shit as it is, around 65ish bucks every 2 weeks. I was excited about getting an actual 8hr shift instead of my measly 4.5hr shift every Wednesday.Hopefully he'll call me to cover a weekend shift or something.. So my next pay check will look like around 35 bucks or so, all of which willl be going towards my credit card bill. On a slightly brighter note, I will finally be able to hear my bff's radio show on Wednesday night for

Day Of The Van And The Low Water Bridge
April 2009 Fat Ass calls, got a fence job. I've been out of action with a shattered ankle for a month so I agree to help out for the measely pay (beer costs money and Mrs.V controls the money so I rarely have much) . We go and start the job. Fat Ass in a bobcat with an auger. It only took 2 hours for him to finally let me show him how to make the auger spin even (he's not much on reading instructions or listening to anyone else) . Anyhow come lunch time he decides he wants to get high so we pile in the van and head to his place. We come to the low water bridge which is flooded over. He says "what do you guys think", before we can respond we are going across. Half way there is a log in the bridge, he guns the van to get over it. The Van stalls. He cranks and cranks as I tell him all he is doing is sucking more water into the engine. "Shut up I know more about cars than you, you dumb fuck" "What do we do" he finally asks. "Umm call 911 since the water is rising and I rea

Sittin Here On A Lonely Bed
Sittin here on a lonely bed horney and hot as the color of red Thinkin of you as the hours pass by twitchin and jittery cause I need a ride I need the warmth of hard gentle hands wanting to be filled as it stands Touch me freely with gentle fingers kiss me hard cover me as you linger Lightning strikes throughout my veigns my blood boils hot as I'm about to go insane Sittin here on a lonely bed lights down low and soft sweet sound I'll kiss you all over, your member is aroused put my hands to your face, kiss your sweet neck stroke my fingers down your chest Press my body to yours skin on skin tease me, please me, eat me , drive me crazy Ride me hard make me wet

Sittin In A Coffee Shop
Sittin here in a coffee shop lonely as a bell thinkin of you makes me shine like a shell imagining what you do to me dreamin your kiss is as sensitive as can be your body touchin every part of mine sending shivers down my spine sweet warm breath feels so nice looking into your eyes not thinkin twice your fingertips stroke my face wearing for you nothin but leather and lace Sittin here in a coffee shop horny as hell no one knowing how hard I fell passion drives me to insanity you can eat out makin me feel like no gravity I need to suck on your tasteful lollipop make you feel like

The Woman ...so Devine...:)
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater.If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.'

Cricket, The Low-cost, Pay-as-you-go Wireless
At a time when major wireless carriers are beginning to require expensive data plans for many of their users, low-cost mobile companies keep making their prepaid calling plans broader and cheaper. Cricket, the low-cost, pay-as-you-go wireless carrier operated by Leap Wireless (LEAP), said Tuesday that it would begin offering the nation's first $30-per-month unlimited nationwide talk and text plan. Coverage will be available in 125 U.S. cities across all 50 states. That's $10 a month cheaper than any other prepaid nationwide unlimited plan available in the United States. Low-cost rival MetroPCS (PCS) offers a $40-a-month plan and competitor TracFone Wireless' Straight Talk has a $45-per-month plan. As for the major carriers, Sprint's (S, Fortune 500) Boost Mobile has a comparable prepaid plan for $50 a month, and T-Mobile and AT&T (T, Fortune 500) both offer similar prepaid plans for $60 a month. Verizon (VZ, Fortune 500) does not offer a comparable prepaid unlimited talk and text pl

My Life Sux
y is that when i think you found the perfect man that he turns around on the day of our 4 mth dumps me for a girl that was just a friend 3 yrs ago? i just cant understand why i just cant be fuckin happy.. i try so hard and i still get dumped and shit... my heart is constantly gettin broken!! im just tired of broken promises and empty words...i swear that i have a tattoo on my forehead that says i want to have my heart broken...please break my heart! can someone please tell me what im doing wrong?

Clarification
I dont know how long it's been since I've wrote a deeper, or more personal blog. I've found myself many of times writing one, and just typing things out was enough for me and I didnt publish those entries. However, today and this blog is different. This is something I want people to know and understand and grasp. I still get a lot of questions about Matt and I and I realize I haven't opened up a lot about it, but in my defense it's really nobody's business. Matt and I didn't work out. It fell apart underneath both of our feet, for reasons neither of us saw coming. That I know. I have no ill will for him and can say without hesitation I know he feels the same. Life hit him hard, and it wasn't right for him or I. I love him. I will always love him. I dont believe you can love somebody that deeply or have somebody be that big apart of your life that they don't touch you and take a piece of your heart when they're no longer there whatever the reason may be. There's a quote I fully, and

Earn 20k Fubucks For Rating 100 Pics!
This blog is only valid if my current Status has been set to Earn fubucls check blog or something similar! WARNING: IF YOU HAVE IT SET SO I CANNOT CHECK TO SEE YOU RATED EACH PIC YOU WILL NOT BE PAID I'M NOT PLAYING GAMES WITH PEOPLE NO MORE! I'M TIRED OF BEING TOLD I RATED ALL PICS AND GOING TO CHECK A FEW PICS IN EACH FOLDER AND NOT SEEING THE PERSON AND THEN TOP IT OFF AINT EVEN HAD IN PHOTO VIEWS AMOUNT OF PICS I HAVE! SO PLEASE GO TO YOUR SETTINGS AND SET IT SO PEOPLE CAN SEE YOU VISITING THERE PROFILE OTHERWISE YOU MAY NOT BE PAID ITS NOT ME TRYING TO RIP YOU OFF ITS ME TRYING TO NOT PAY PEOPLE WHO HAVENT REALLY RATED AND JUST LIE ABOUT IT! Rate 100 Pics for 20k fubucks! This includes NSFW you can rate them if they are accessable by you! NO CHEATING!!!!!!!!!! Start Rating now!!!!!

Contest In Desert Hideaway
wet t shirt and boxer contest in desert hideaway must b a member of dh and no face shots for more details hit me up on dreameerr@yahoo.com(please leave comments here must have ur pictures sent to me by April 4 11:59pm estcontest starts @ 12:00am monday April 5 morning to sunday nite at 11:59pm est April 11th will b prize announced later its the most rates contest

Worlds Of God
There is a special relationship between the soul and the body, which together form a human being. This relationship lasts only the span of a mortal life. When this ceases, each one returns to its origin, the body to the world of dust and the soul to the spiritual worlds of God. Having emanated from the spiritual realms, created in the image and likeness of God, and capable of acquiring divine qualities and heavenly attributes, the soul after its separation from the body, progresses for all of eternity and will experience existences in the coming worlds of God after this one. One should evolve and feed the soul with prayer and supplication so that it will be on a higher level in the next of many worlds of God to come in the future of ones soul.

Shaun-sizzle 2 P-nizzle.....and Antrock In A Meezle....
Savv-Rock- My crew shines true - supernatural , like the third eye on a blind dude. Let me remind you - B-K-P-S is a life-style; fuck a rhyme, fool. I'll blow the hand off the sign you throw up, if it ain't mine: schooled. Like a mine field and if it mine - screwed. Kinda' rude, hella nice - tried and true, immaculate, like Jesus Christ to a ripe bruise.. Each1Teach1 of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: fuck is up with the lack of nice crews? need to take heed and some advice too, if you aint coming hard as fuck you aint spitten to the right dude, better hope you catch yer boy in a nice mood, cause i crumble flakes into the water like fish food, B is to the K like its P into the S, synonymous with ridonkulous when we rockin this...youd need the 3rd eye of an eagle or a hawkeye with a twist, to even catch a spy report before you conquer this...Teach1 sponsors this, and any and all broadcasts, download it to yer eye phone, subcribing to my podcast... SAVV Br

Speechless
speechles is something that comes from the soul, there are many truths, and non truths, the saddist person usualy doesnt show his true colors, the saddist person usualy gets picked on, the saddist person sometime doesnt show it, there are days that you leave me speechless, knowing that your my friend, thats why i care about you so, our souls are lonely, our souls are what we need, our souls are speechlees for enternity. bedrock

Robert Culp
LOS ANGELES (AP) - Robert Culp, the actor who teamed with Bill Cosby in the racially groundbreaking TV series "I Spy" and was Bob in the critically acclaimed sex comedy "Bob & Carol & Ted & Alice," died Wednesday after collapsing outside his Hollywood home, his manager said. Culp was 79. Manager Hillard Elkins said the actor was on a walk when he fell. He was taken to a hospital and pronounced dead just before noon. The actor's son was told he died of a heart attack, Elkins said, though police were unsure if the fall was medically related. Los Angeles police Lt. Robert Binder said no foul play was suspected. Binder said a jogger found Culp, who apparently fell and struck his head. "I Spy" greatly advanced the careers of Culp and Cosby and forged a lifelong friendship. Cosby said Wednesday Culp was like an older brother to him. "The first born in every family is always dreaming of the older brother or sister he or she doesn' t have, to protect, to be the buffer, provide the wisdom, shou

This Is What The Obama Administration Has Created
So, what is expected of Americans who feel that their country has been hijacked? How is this different from passengers on a plane jumping on a terrorist with a bomb in his droops? I say there is really no difference in those who avert a terrorist attack and citizens that feel they need to fight against the Obama administration.Of course, I hate violence and would never advocate for it. However, these politicians have just spat on the Constitution, which is the life's blood of our great country. This is every bit as much, and even MORE an attack on our republic as any foreign enemy has cast against usThis is absolutely NO different than the PATRIOTS we celebrate in the history books! Thsi administration is anti-American and is doing everything they can do to destroy this country. It does not take a genius to add up all the details and see that it is true.... See MoreLets have a look at some of the proof!1) This admin. wants to grant the same rights to foreign terrorists that "we the peo

Buried Alive- Otep
I speak in verses, prophecies, and curses [x2] I hate my life No miracle is coming Hate you It's just a hole Hate you Nothing's wrong with you Hate you Must maintain control Hate you Everyone's asking questions No place is safe I'll forfeit resurrection To escape this pain I hate my life [x8] I speak in verses, prophecies and curses This storm of thorns is growing Hate me There's no end in sight Hate me Chaos claws my jaw Hate me And incites a mental riot Hate me I'm in the mouth of madness With a tongue of poetry I ate the spine of Atlas Now the world is crushing me I hate my life [x6] Buried alive behind enemy lines Surrogate child for the sins of all mankind Hate Buried alive behind enemy lines, buried alive, buried alive [x3] For the sins of all mankind

The Birthday Cake Test
You Are Outrageous and Optimistic You are the type of person who lives life to the fullest. You believe in going big or going home. You aren't shy about what you want, and you aren't afraid to get it either. You really go for it! You have a bold personality, and you tend to be attracted to anything or anyone who is over the top. You are open minded, and you have eclectic taste. You truly can appreciate all the flavors of the world. The Birthday Cake Test Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

Things Are Really Good!
I am so very excited and happy right now.I had some things in my life a few months ago that really sucked and had me in a bad place.Things are going well!I have been on my wonderful job for almost 4 months now and I'm doing really well in sales and making good money.My boyfriend has been promoted again on his job so we are able to live pretty darn comfortably right now and that is great!We are moving into our own place in 2 weeks on April 8th.I'm so excited and have been buying all kinds of pretty things for my house.My trunk is so full lol.My boyfriend and I filed our taxes today and he claimed me for last year so we are getting a few grand back on April 9th the day after we move in our place!It is so refreshing to have a good and hard working man in my life.He is so good looking,funny and faithful to me.Most important he loves me for me!We will be celebrating our 3 year anniversary on May 2nd!