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The Bag
The Bag By SirWolfr1@aol.com I walked into that garage sale, That crisp November day. Mainly to calm down from a spat with my submissive, In which both of us had said more than we should say. I saw the bag tossed forgotten in a corner, It's leather old and frayed. I almost overlooked it, Till I saw upon it the D/s emblem so proudly displayed. The bag was locked with a padlock, The contents I could only guess. I asked the woman how much she wanted for it, My true interest I dared not confess. "That bag belonged to my brother" she said. As she softly wiped away a tear. "We lost him in an auto accident. It's been just over a year." "His instructions were not to sell the bag to just anyone. But only to the one who could give the proper answer to me." Confused I asked her what the question was. She said "S...S...," and I answered "C." She smiled, nodded and I wrote a check. I had no idea what it's contents might be. But the emblem alone, I thought a good sign. At home a

Jfk And The Future
I was reading a comic book called "New Frontiers" when I came across a quote attributed to JFK. I wish I could quote it all, but I returned the book and I can't find it after two seperate seraches and about three sites. I guess I give up fast. Anyways, here's the part that caught my attention. "Will we sacrifice the future for present comfort?" Thinking about this, I realized that I have been doing just that from day to day. Instead of facing my problems, which are mainly debt, and working to find work and work, I spend each day trying to be as comfortable as possible. Unfortunately, without money it is impossible to reach a good level of comfort. So, I suffer day by day, instead of suffering for a while or for a few days or hours, and living in comfort the rest of the time! Sure seems stupid when I analyze it like this! Anyways, hope y'all can get something out of this besides me being a loser ;-)

And That Damn Tire Just Swelled Right Up On Us Lol
well it's official my mom'z van sucks ass lol ....remind me next time when they say "hey u wanna go to the store and then go get cigs" to say "hell no i won't go" .............so there we are drivin down the road when we here this big poppin' sound and the van's goin everywhere ..so mom pulls over and we get out to see ...she ran over something ...probably a needle...but anywayz ...the tires no good ...so they search through the entire van and theres no jack ........donny walks down to my bf's house to call my bf and bro who were in town ...while he did that we noticed that theres no fuckin key to the lock thats holdin the tire in the thingy...donny comes back says "the boys will be here in a few mins" .....my bro doesn't even have a license and neither does my bf ...so we tell donny bout the key situation and he breaks off the lock with some pointy thingy ...and then the boys finally do get there bout 20 mins later ...and it only takes 5 mins to get from my house to where we were at .

Native American Qoutes
NATIVE AMERICAN QUOTES Current mood: blah Category: Life You always work as a group, not somebody singled out. There is no such thing as that with the Apache. We say, "I walk with you," not " I walk before you" or "I walk behind you"....You are not a leader, you are a part. -Philip Cassadore, Apache I am alone in the world. I want to live in these mountains; I do not want to go to Tularosa. That is a long way off. The bad spirits live there. I have drunk of these waters and they have cooled me. I do not want to leave here. -Cochise, Chiricahua Apache Speak, Americans...I will not lie to you; do not lie to me. -Cochise, Chiricahua Apache When Usen created the Apaches, he also gave them their homes in the West. He gave them such grain, fruits, and game as they needed to eat...and all they needed for clothing and shelter was at hand. Thus it was in the beginning; the Apaches and their homes, each created for the other. When they are taken from these homes they sicken a

Suport Them
They fight for our freedom We know that they care For they could die In their dangerous dare We give them support We give them our love They are going through things We could only dream of The blood and the pain The death and the sorrow We love them today As we will tomorrow

Dear All My Friends, From Ruthie
Hosted by Sparkle Tags HEY ITS ME RUTHIE AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS! I TALK TO YOU ALL PERIODICALLY AND SOME MORE THAN OTHERS I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU ARE DOING WELL AND HAVING FUN. WHAT I AM ABOUT TO ASK OF YOU IS SIMPLE. CHOOSE ONE OF THREE THINGS TO DO FOR ME OR ALL THREE IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME. GO TO MY PROFILE PAGE AND CHECK IT OUT. THEN LEAVE ME A COMMENT TELLING ME WHAT YOU THINK. OR YOU CAN GO TO MY PICTURES AND COMMENT THEM OR YOU CAN REPLY TO THIS MESSAGE AND LEAVE ME A NICE NOTE. ITS A SIMPLE REQUEST BUT I'M FEELING A LITTLE OUT OF TOUCH WITH MY FRIENDS AND I AM HOPING TO RECONNECT WITH YOU. SINCE THE SCHOOL YEAR HAS STARTED AND WORK HAS FACTORED IN AS WELL I HAVE VERY LITTLE TIME TO MYSELF SO THIS IS MY MAIN COMMUNICATION ROUTE. PLEASE SPARE A FEW MIN OF YOUR TIME TO DO THIS FOR ME AND I WILL BE VERY GRATEFUL. PLEASE AND THANKS SO MUCH! ~RUTHIE~ Hosted by Sparkle Tags

Which Sex Toy Is Your Favorite?
You scored as Whip. Whip100%Butt Plug/Anal beads100%Vibrator100%Hand Cuffs.100%Your boy/girl friend100%Your own hand67%Small animals33%Catholicism33%Which sex toy is your favorite?created with QuizFarm.com

Aroma Therapy???
I’m not sure if this is a West Coast or California thing or if it is Nationwide? Anyways, I saw a tv commercial for the Bryman College. You know the one that teaches classes in dental assistant and other medical helper fields. Well, in the commercial they also are offering a “DEGREE” in Aroma Therapy. What??? Not just a half day class or even a few weeks of classes and you get a certificate. But, a degree??? Sorry maybe I am a jerk or a dummy however, a degree in scents and smells??? For the few that know me, if and when I ever get shot in the chest. Call 911 and don’t just light a candle. “He’s been shot, get me a strawberry candle stat!!!” Take me to Rampart and NOT the damn candle nook!!! And gotta ask. What would the final in this “degree” be? You have to know the difference between Blueberry and Bayberry?

Silly Game I Ran Over A Paper Clip Because That Is How I Roll.
Silly little game... Pick the month you were born in: January--i kicked February--i loved March--i did the macarena with April--i played with May--i choked on June--i murdered July--i sang to August--i had lunch with September--i danced with October--i smoked November--i yelled at December--I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1-------a paperclip 2-------a monster 3-------a phone 4-------a fork 5-------a gangster 6-------a mexican 7-------my cell phone 8-------my dog 9-------my best friends boyfriend 10-------my neighbor 11-------an ipod 12-------a banana 13-------chuck norris 14-------a stuffed animal 15-------a goat 16-------a pickle 17-------your mom 18-------a spoon 19-------myself 20-------a football player 21-------a ninja 22-------a fireman 23-------a noodle 24-------a squirrel 25-------a baseball bat 26-------my sister 27-------my brother 28-------my science teacher 29-----

Budweiser
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001...Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield, California. After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York, Pennsylvania, and the Pentagon. On September 11th, a Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and holler ing to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people

Rednecks Getting Even
Subject: Rednecks Two rednecks from the hills of West Virginia were sitting around talking one afternoon. After a while the first fellow says to the second, "If'n I was to sneak over to your trailer Saturday and make love to your wife while you was off huntin', and she got pregnant and had a baby,would that make us kin?" The second fellow crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about that, but it sure would make us even."

Rednecks Again
This will give you a good laugh. dm NEVER CHOKE IN A SOUTHERN RESTAURANT Two hillbillies Ed and Red walk into a bar. While having a shot of whiskey, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heard of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it!"

Godsmack Release The Demons Lyrics
What do you see in the dark when the demons come for you If only you could have seen how fucked up my life used to be then everything starts to change supposedly healing my pain I never thought I'd feel this way I never thought that I'd see a day I'd run away from anything or anywhere or anyone Its all these demons haunting me Its all these little things trapped inside of me Releasing me from all my sin Its taken me all of my anger And taken me all of my hate To learn how my life came together Releasing the demons again And now I look through my minds eye And see where my past needs to rest Its always disturbed by these voices That echo inside of my head Another way that I can hide Another reason to crawl inside and get away from everything and everywhere and everyone NO! Its all these demons haunting me Its all these little things trapped inside of me Releasing me from all my sin Its taken me all of my anger And taken me all of my hate To learn how

Godsmack Dead And Broken Lyrics
Too many things I've never spoken I'm not feeling fine I never told you what to do I never made you a promise that you could hold me to That'll be the day you see me crying Everyday, I still say you're dead and broken Everyday, I still say you're dead and broken You're dead and broken How many different faces can you show me? How many times can you be right? Another world of fantasy Another reason for dramatizing everything Taking it all in just one more time I'm dying Everyday, I still say you're dead and broken Everyday, I still say you're dead and broken You're dead and broken Sorry to see that you're underestimated lately I'd rather be dead and broken than living in your grace Everyday, I still say you're dead and broken Everyday, I still say you're dead and broken You're dead and broken You're dead and broken You're dead and broken You're dead and broken You're dead and broken You're dead and broken You're dead and broken

Too Funny
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71 .Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin.The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still, as a crusty old man, was considered a roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife, Play Dough; two children John Dough and Jane Dough; plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his elderly father Pop Tart. The funeral was held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes.

Godsmack I Am Lyrics
I am your spoken truth I am the lies in you I'm gonna make you shine in everything you do I am your lighted way And I'm your darkest day I'm here to help you see you can rely on me Just consider me your friend I am until the end Can I guarantee you life? I don't think I can This isn't the life for me This isn't the way I want to be And let me tell you Death will come when I'm good and ready I am your peace of mind Confusing all your time I'm running through your veins, I am your pain I thought by now you'd know I'll never let you go It's time you recognize I am the devil's eyes Just consider me your friend I am until the end Can I guarantee you life? I don't think I can This isn't the life for me This isn't the way I want to be And let me tell you Death will come when I'm good and ready This isn't the life for me This isn't the way I want to be And let me tell you Death will come when I'm good and ready Take me by my hand And let me show

Panic Attacks
To everyone out there ,that has ever had a panic attack I feel you. I had one the other night, so bad that i thought i was going to die. I thought i was going to see hell before my time, "Sheww",, lol any way, i have suffered them for years. but yet like a dumb ass i am. i thought i could go off my paxil and everything would be just fine and dandy. oh hell no it was anything but fine and dandy, your body goes numb, your heart feels like its going to pound out of your chest, you feel like a 400lb person is sitting on your chest, but yet u cant tell them to get off. and yea, you perspire like a mother fucker, which is so grand. i mean i am happy to be alive. but dam. i hate panic attacks.. so to all that have never had one.. be proud that u don't have them, your lucky.. wild spirit

Godsmack Serenity Lyrics
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting inner light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And how

Poetry.
Something I don't understand How do you lie when the truth is so close at hand Lie to my face Lie to my mouth Lie to my eyes Lie to my reason Where's your logic Where's your truth Where's the fucking truth I see the lieing eyes The Cheating heart The fruitless secrets Not leading you anywhere but alone Sit down Shut up Fuck off I'm going to beat you Break you down Get you up, Out of this rutt Let you know what you've been doing wrong Oh so much wrong Make me cry Made me cry I wake up to your screams Of Horror in the middle of the night You know what you've done Lie some more You'll be on your own No more of this You can burry your own shit Look me in the eyes tell me you don't have your own skeletons You locked me up Threw away the key Did all the things you said you'd never do Pushed me down Crushed my dreams LIED TO MY FACE How dare you lie to me That above all hurts the most The Lie The Deception The betrayal The hurt It's lies

Old People
- So, old people... Uh I don't have anything against you looking at my page. Read my blogs, look at my pictures enjoy or whatever. However, It makes me feel really wierd when you comment on pictures in the middle folder. Feel free to leave anytype of comment you want on my drawings, or the pictures in my default file, or on any of my blogs. But if you really like me, and enjoy my page, Please don't make me feel uncomfortable by leaving comments on the pics in the " I'm losing my mind anyway" file. There's plenty of other things to entertain you and to comment on without commenting on my ass. What is old? Well, For sure, if you are 10years older than I am, you are old in my book. I REALLY DO HATE to be sexist, but this applys especially for old males. If you are male, and you are over 26, It makes me feel especially uncomfortable. If you enjoy my page, please do me a favor and grant me that courtasy.- All other people, please comment on whatever you want to. Yah, I recently had

This N That
Hello Blog readers... This is my first LC blog and I have nothing to say! lol Well ok so thats not entirely true of me... like, not ever. I always have something to say about something or someone. But, I digress. I may copy some of my myspace blogs over here just so the two are in sync.. hmm not sure, guess I'll have to think about that. Wonder if I can embed music in my blogs...anyone know? Think that would be cool to have the blog and some appropriate 'theme music' to have playing in the background. Anywho..hope all my LC pals and my Yahoo pals have had a great hump day and All my Friends have sweet dreams. ~Chickie

What All Guy's Should Do!!!
GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER

My Fanfiction.
This is my Fan Fiction story called, "Turn Over." I wrote this a while back as a joke with my friend, but I liked it so much, and so did she, so I posted it on some fanfic sites. My fics basicly consist of Harry Potter, so if you don't like HP, you probably won't like it. But read it and see what you think. I'm going to post two stories, this being the first and it's pretty "racey" I guess you could say... or you could call it down right S-M-U-T, because that's what I like to call it. LMAO Anyways, I hope you enjoy... Turn Over CRASH! I woke in my bed with a start but didn’t move, I couldn’t. I had just heard a loud noise in my living room. Thoughts were going through my head such as, “Why the hell aren’t you moving?! You need to get your ass up and defend yourself!” Even though these words were going through me I couldn’t get up. It didn’t matter anyways, I was already hearing footsteps coming closer to me. Finally they stopped right outside my door. I still couldn’t move so all

Real Notes From People
These are REAL notes written by PARENTS in a Tennessee school district. (Spellings have been left intact.) 1-- MY SON IS UNDER A DOCTOR'S CARE AND SHOULD NOT TAKE PE TODAY. PLEASE EXECUTE HIM. 2-- PLEASE EXKUCE LISA FOR BEING ABSENT SHE WAS SICK AND I HAD HER SHOT 3-- DEAR SCHOOL: PLEASE ECSC's JOHN BEING ABSENT ON JAN 28, 29, 30, 31,32 AND ALSO 33. 4-- PLEASE EXCUSE GLORIA FROM JIM TODAY. SHE IS ADMINISTRATING. 5-- PLEASE EXCUSE ROLAND FROM P.E. FOR A FEW DAYS. YESTERDAY HE FELL OUT OF A TREE AND MISPLACED HIS HIP. 6-- JOHN HAS BEEN ABSENT BECAUSE HE HAD TWO TEETH TAKEN OUT OF HIS FACE. 7-- CARLOS WAS ABSENT YESTERDAY BECAUSE HE WAS PLAYING FOOTBALL. HE WAS HURT IN THE GROWING PART. 8-- MEGAN COULD NOT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN BOTHERED BY VERY CLOSE VEINS. 9-- CHRIS WILL NOT BE IN SCHOOL CUS HE HAS AN ACRE IN HIS SIDE. 10-- PLEASE EXCUSE RAY FRIDAY FROM SCHOOL HE HAS VERY LOOSE VOWELS. 11-- PLEASE EXCUSE PEDRO FROM BEING ABSE

My New Poem I Wrote...
HAPPINESS: Being Delusional About Reality OPTIMISM: Being in Denial about The Truth of Reality ANGER: Just Finding out the Truth of Reality SADNESS: When You Start To Come To Terms With the Truth of Reality PESSIMISTIC: On Your Journey to Knowing the Truth Of Reality DEPRESSION: Knowing the Truth of Reality SUICIDE:… The Ultimate Epiphany…

Dear Terrorists, From A U.s. Navy Pilot
Dear Terrorists, I am a Navy Aviator. I was born and raised in a small town in New England. I come from a family of five. I was raised in a middle class home and taught my values by my mother and father. My dad worked a series of jobs in finance and my mom took care of us kids. We were not an overly religious family but attended church most Sundays. It was a nice small Episcopal Church. I have a brother and Sister and I am the youngest in my family. I was the first in many generations to attend college. I have flown Naval aircraft for 16 years. For me the flying was never a lifelong dream or a "calling," it just happened. I needed a job and I liked the challenge. I continue to do it today because I feel it is important to give back to a nation which has given so much to me. I do it because, although I will never be rich, my family will be comfortable. I do it because many of my friends have left for the airlines and someone has to do it. My government has spent million

Joggin
Bill Clinton started jogging near his home in Chappaqua. But on each run, he happened to jog past a hooker standing on the same street corner, day after day. With some apprehension he would brace himself as he approached her for what was most certainly to follow. "Fifty dollars!" she would shout from the curb. "No, Five dollars!" fired back Clinton. This ritual between Bill and the hooker continued for days. He'd run by and she'd yell, "Fifty dollars!" And he'd yell back,"Five dollars!" One day however, Hillary decided that she wanted to accompany her husband on his jog. As the jogging couple neared the problematic street corner, Bill realized the "pro" would bark her $50 offer and Hillary would wonder what he'd really been doing on all his past outings. He realized he should have a darn good explanation for the junior Senator. As they jogged into the turn that would take them past the corner, Bill became even more appre

Restroom Signs And Funnies
RESTROOM SIGNS Friends don't let friends take home ugly men Women's restroom Starboard, Dewey Beach, DE Beauty is only a light switch away. Perkins Library, Duke University, Durham, NC If life is a waste of time, and time is a waste of life, then let's all get wasted together and have the time of our lives. Armand's Pizza, Washington, DC No matter how good she looks, some other guy is sick and tired of putting up with her shit. Men's Room Linda's Bar and Grill, Chapel Hill , NC At the feast of ego everyone leaves hungry. Bentley's House of Coffee and Tea, Tucson, AZ It's hard to make a comeback when you haven't been anywhere. Written in the dust on the back of a bus, Wickenburg, AZ Make love, not war. -Hell, do both GET MARRIED! Women's restroom The Filling Station, Bozeman, MT If voting could really change things, it would be illegal. Revolution Books New York , New York . If pro is opposite of con, t

Me
there you go. me. i am a man, albeit a short man. always told that i am not the "typical guy" society has seemed to create, i nevr believe it yet strive to be a better man. somehow it opens my eyes to the piggishness of male society, something i despise. It is impossible for me to fully embrace the sleazebag personality of a typical guy. i always say i was born into the wrong century but realize guys have always been assholes. im not saying im perfect, but most of the time i come pretty damn close as far as treating people (especially women) goes. but no matter how well i treat a woman, it always ends up being the typical guy that gets the girl. yes i am a single guy. yes it bothers me. im not changing into the typical guy, but i am no longer enjoying the thrill of "the hunt". after years of unsuccessfully wooing young ladies that had caught my interest and watching some asshole get them, and then listen to them bitch about how guys are horrible and suck, i just luagh. its like socie

Me And Pregnancy
well, i just found out that i have been having contractions since i have been 31 and a half week pregnant (just before 8 months). but get this, i dont get them when im sleeping or when i am sitting down, but i get them when i am working and when i go for a walk or shopping at walmart. which i thought walking when your pregnant is good for you. cuz it makes for an easier labor. i guess i am gonna have one hell of a labor cuz i cant walk without being in pain. oh, i also get to have an ultrasound every other week, i get to have doctor appointments every week, and i also get to have an NST every appointment (thats the belly band thingy that montors the heart beat and if i have any contractions). i feel like this aint no normal pregnancy. but my doctor says that i am doing quite well and it seems like baby is just fine too. all i can do is hope and pray for a healthy baby. cuz its hard on me. my last two werent this bad. but i dont know about this one. if you got any advice ill take it. i

Success
One day, Harry came upon a big, long ladder that stretched into the clouds. He'd walked this way every day and this ladder was never there before. Curious and brave, he began to climb. Eventually, he climbed into the layer of clouds, and saw this rather large, homely woman lying here on a cloud. She spoke, "Take me now or climb the ladder to success!" Harry figured success had to be better than this, so he continued climbing. He came upon another level of clouds, and found a thinner, cuter woman than before. She also spoke, "Take me now or climb the ladder to success!" Harry saw that his luck was changing and so continued his climb. On another level of clouds, he found a rather attractive woman with not so bad of a figure. She stated, "Take me now or climb the ladder to success!" Harry really liked his advantage now! He climbed quickly and deftly, and sure enough, on the next level, he found a gorgeous, lithe, well-endowed woman lying seductively on the cloud. "Take

Old People - Very Touching.......
Old People - Very Touching ...... This will warm your heart. Just when you have lost faith in human kindness. Someone who teaches at a middle school in Safety Harbor, Florida, forwarded the following letter. The letter was sent to the principal's office after the school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize and was writing t o say thank you. This story is a credit to all humankind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift today. Dear Safety Harbor Middle School: God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at the Safety Harbor Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know that someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and has always had her own radio, but before I received one, she would never let me listen t

A Quiz
You scored as Archangel. You are the most powerful in the realm of good. You are the highest rank of angel, understanding and loving no matter what! You are responsible, reliable, and have good judgement.Archangel79%Guardian Angel77%The Angel of Death73%Archetype56%Fallen Angel50%The Anti-Heroine42%Demoness23%Archdemoness11%Are you an Angel or a Demoness? (anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Obsession
What shame it is To long for a touch that might never be felt a gaze which may never be shared breaths that might never mingle from lovers about to kiss what time is wasted on such thoughts wondering what unspoken words were never uttered dreaming about the passionate embraces that could have been but how irresistible such daydreams can be the passion dreams the hopes the haunted wonderings what could have been if.

Something New, Come Check It Out.
Hey everyone, this is a new spot out there for all the people. Trying to reach out to more than just the people of the USA. Its gonna take a minute to get things rolling, but hey I know we can get this party started and bring the european ladies and males to the spot and make it one of the hot spots on LC. Lets bridge the gap between the US and Europe.

The Nobodies
Artist: Marilyn Manson Album: Holy Wood (In the Shadow of the Valley of Death) Title: The Nobodies Today I'm dirty I want to to be pretty Tomorrow I know, I'm just dirt Today I'm dirty I want to to be pretty Tomorrow I know, I'm just dirt We are the nobodies Wanna be somebodies We're dead, we know just who we are We are the nobodies Wanna be somebodies We're dead, we know just who we are Yesterday I was dirty Wanted to be pretty I know now that I'm forever dirt Yesterday I was dirty Wanted to be pretty I know now that I'm forever dirt We are the nobodies Wanna be somebodies We're dead, we know just who we are We are the nobodies Wanna be somebodies We're dead, we know just who we are Some children died the other day We feed machines and then we pray Look up and down mortified You should have seen the ratings that day Some children died the other day We feed machines and then we pray Look up and down mortified You should have seen the rati

And The Winner Is!!
Dear all you lost cherry readers!! Well today has been truely long!! My time its 124am I just got in about 20 mins or sooo ago... I started my day at 530 am yesterday morning... I had to babysit at 7 to 430 and from there was to the CUBS game in Chicago.... It was a great game the won 3-2!!! Goooooooooo Cubs.. It was my frist game and it was great!!! I know that there great.. I even got dusty baker autograph!! That was cool I got to meet the Manager of the Cubs!! I was like Yes... The only thing that sucks was I lost my lighter.. But over all it was sooooooo great.. Take care out there in Cherry land.. Thanks for taking the time to read.. Jeannie

Poet
When your life is crashing down I am here WHen you have the death of uncertainty I am here When you think you love me I am here When you have no one else I am here I am the poet of your dreams I am the one who will not make you scream When you are tired but cant sleep I am the friend you dream WHen you have been raped or tortured I am the one you weep When life has torn you apart I have been a part One who has lost One who has felt the winter frost One who laid her in the ground One who will place the flowers on the mound I am the poet who has felt your fears I am the poet who holds you dear

A Gothic Romance
Death, spirit me away My anguished soul doth strain On taut and twisted reins Yet, insatiate I still remain Like a proud, unfalled star That dares thee from afar To calm my thund'rous heart Else, rend it's knots apart So I may never sing Of jewelled skies o'er my strings And love, a wanton thing Can plunge on burnt, black wings To hang amid the thorns In scarlet, like velvet worn About the clouded moon Who wanes in solitude.... I am alone Thirsting for the dark That lurks beneath marbled stone What black witchcraft Shalt prise thee from thy dreams And what perverse world-strategy Will wend it's way with thee from sleep? 'Rouse my disease And with cadent naked dance I shalt teach Thee wisdom of darkness From earth and red sea Lightbearing Samael Coalesce with me....' Twilight Through pagan city gates Bred shadows play like twining snake By candlelight Thanateros rites Death seduced and chaos wakes.... Obsession grips, blindragon fever In t

Letters I Rrecieved From Death Row Inmates.
David Gore and his cousin Fred Waterfield raped and murdered several young women in Florida in the early 1980s.Some of the remains were fed to alligators.David Gore also claims to have cannibalized some of the victims.Waterfield recieved two life sentences and Gore was sentenced to death.http://www.skcentral.com/gore.htmlhttp://www.mansonfamilypicnic.com/gore2.htm "My Aim Was Pretty Good"-Frank SpisakIn 1982 , a transexual Nazi sympathizer named Frank Spisak shot three people( killing two and wounding one)on the campus of Cleaveland State University.He has been on death row since 1983.http://www.skcentral.com/spisak.html

Best Friend
This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend. You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is

Can't Help Myself
I can’t help myself, But wonder if I’m still someone special to you. Wanting to see us together, Forgetting the bad things that happen. Wishing you’ll come back one day. Maybe you’ll never come back, But still I’m waiting. Every night I hold my pillow tight, Thinking if you’ll come back tonight. Was I awake or dreaming, I open my eyes and your holding me close to you, Telling me you love me. Did you know there’s something about you I can’t get over with, It’s your loveness, kindness, and care I told myself to never cry for you, But when I knew your never going to return, It’s hard for me to hold my tears back. You move on with life, And I know I well one day too, But its going to take me time to get my mind off you, Because you are my hearts true love.

Regret
One day I hope she'll make you cry One day i pray she'll hurt you inside but i'm won't be there to know I'm not the one you turn to hold One day you'll remember us and regret One day when you turn back i'll be sure to reject but i'm not the one to be blamed you shouldn't of came back and brought me more pain One day you'll get on your knees and plead And that day i'll act as if I don't see for you had shut the doors once on me and left me here feeling stupidity One day you'll lose your mind from crying One day you'll find yourself just dying And on that day i'll turn to you and say "baby i told you ONE DAY"

Hurts
LOVE HURTS WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND THEY DONT LOVE YOU BACK. BUT WHAT IS MORE PAINFUL IS TO LOVE SOMEONE AND NEVER FIND THE COURAGE TO LET THAT PERSON KNOW. IT’S TRUE THAT PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT’S BEST THAT THEY GOT UNTIL’ THEY LOSE IT BUT IT’S ALSO TRUE THAT WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE’VE BEEN MISSING UNTIL’ IT ARRIVES.THE BEST KIND OF FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WHO SIT ON THE SWING WITH WITHOUT SAYING A WORD AND YOU WALK AWAY FEELING IT WAS THE BEST CONVERSATION EVER. AND A TRUE KIND OF FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL NOT JUMP OFF A BRIDGE WITH YOU BUT WILL BE WAITING DOWN THERE TO CATCH YOU. PUT YOUR SELVES IN OTHERS SHOES AND IF THEY HURT YOU MAYBE IT HURTS THEM TOO. IT TAKES 1 MINUTE TO LIKE SOMEONE, AND HOUR TO LIKE SOMEONE, A DAY TO LOVE SOMEONE, BUT IT TAKES A LIFE TIME TO FORGET SOMEONE. DON’T GO FOR LOOKS BECAUSE THEY CAN DECIEVE. DONT GO FORWEALTH EVEN THAT FADES AWAY. GO FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE. HOPE YOU FIND THAT PERSON WHO MAKES YOU SMILE. NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY TO HURT YOU ANY

Me To A T
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be

Old Time Friendz
OLD TiMe FriEndZ I found u ::sigh:: Wondering where u disappeared off too ::silent cry:: At a lost for words for the joy i feel inside We was crazy close..attached side by side And then a day went by without a sound from C. GunN Not talking to you was like daylight without the SuN Now the past is behind us an unalterable road But the future awaits us..a story untold Dedicated to a CerTain SomEone U knO who U iZ..MuahZ

Girls Beware!
I am so glad that we have the power to block and be blocked. It at least gives us the knowledge that we do not have to be subjected to things that are not to our standards. I just want all the girls who do read these to know that there is a way to stop people and their comments. Delete and Block. And if they havent been on your friends list to begin with just block. At least with blocking those that are making this site a place that you don't like to come to for fear of what they have said or put next....you are putting yourself in control of the situation. In the long run making this a better place for you to associate, and to find the true friends that are here, just hidden by all the rude and obnoxious ones. Keep your site safe and enjoy the fun that it can attain.

I Need To Fuck
I need to Fuck Current mood: IntelliGent Thoughts...Images Blurred Frustration Arises I need a good FUCK Screw my mental Show me how the verb SEX really works Superfluous naked thoughts flood my mind Erotic adverbs ExpeditiouSly appear Make me SCREAM the noun that is YOU Punctuate the SEX-tence with an Exclamation Ripples of Pleasurable Orgasmic Ideaz race thruout my body Thoughts pour down past my Brow Must have .... AIR .... soo Stertorous That was a Transcendent Mind FUCK.... imma provide the definitions fo some of ya'll who may not know.. Superfluous: excessive Expeditiously: Fastly Stertorous: Breathless Transcendent: Great Now ya'll probably thinking why in the hell did she use these big ass words...Jus wanna show u that sometimes u should please ya mind..And SCREW IT sometimes....LMAO

Scorpio
>>>SCORPIOEXTREMELY sexy. >Intelligent. >Energetic. >Predict future. >Most erotic. >(Freak in bed.) >(GREAT kisser.) >Always get what they want. >Sexy. >Attractive. >Easy going. >Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. >The sexiest ever.... >Romantic. >Caring.

Alot Of Stuff
ive not been on here for a while work and cars and people have kept me from relaxing and being me but ive realized that nothing is worth stressing urself out 24/7 money nor "popluarity" so im back ive picked up a new project a 93 jeep cherokee and i am sellin my baby 86 mustang t-top i dont have much to write about but ill think of something at a later time

A Bit Of Me
Hmm well as you might have guessed Im from Scotland and yes I do wear a kilt (check piccys)and no I dont wear anything under it Im warm enough down there and free movement is a blessing.Im a Pict Pagan and not a celt as some might think there is a differance you know.Mad as a hatter and living in Oslo Norway,working for Hard Rock Cafe oslo as a trainer and supervisor.Catch you lot later. Be Well

Things I've Learned.... Mark I
you learn things in iraq. some surprise you, some don't. here's some of mine: -when someone blows up a dam, there's a water shortage. this effects everyone. -you can buy anything with american money. and it doesn't matter how much you use. hand a kid a dollar and ask for grapes. you won't be hungry for grapes. -the locals believe clothing their children is optional. which is understandable. the kids don't seem to mind and hey, full body tan. -you tend to take things for granted. like toilets. at least my portajon is close to my room. -mortars can land anywhere. due to man made launchers and the law of gravity. -direct gunfire isn't as scary as one would think. turns out bad guys see very poorly in the dark, and usually don't aim anyway. -the need to run is over rated. honestly. i'm fat on the inside. -they say the army is more efficient that private contractors. i say we're just cheaper to pay. -pre-mob training is useless. even if the instructors know what t

Fuck You Blind
I'm not the trash you think i am talking trailor park Come to my mansion bitch and watch me stick it after dark I'll take you higher, higher I'll take you lower, slower I'll make you talk that talk and walk that walk hoe I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind till you just can't see no more I see you checkin out my car and my residence Your hell bound and I see your gettin whiskey bent I been around and I know what you meant You don't wanna fuck me you wanna fuck some dead president I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind till you just can't see no more I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind till you just can't see no more I'm super fly bitch I'm not that guy bitch I'll fuck you blind leave you face down in the ditch Thought you'd get rich straight fuckin with the player I'm the pimp of the nation yeah the pussy surveyor hey I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck

A Girl
i am a girl that will love you for who you are, i am a girl who will want to fix your fav meal to see you smile, i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to do and enjoy it, i am a girl who would hold you just to keep you close, i am a girl who will tickle you just to hear you laugh, i am a girl that likes to shop for you when i go shoppin, i am a girl who doesnt care how much money you have or what car you drive, i am a girl tha thinks your hott even when your all hot and sweaty, i am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return, i am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say "have a great day" i am a girl that would bring you your lunch when your too busy to get your won, i am a girl that doesnt care what other people think of you, i am a girl that will always trust you until that trust is violated, i am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return.

3rd Lession In Slotmachine Secrits
Dear lc readers, It is every slot players dream to hit one of the big progressive slots. Wouldn't it be great! What are the odds that you will be so fortunate? Much better than those for winning the million-dollar lottery. Chances are slim, but if you don't play, you have no chance at all. Huge jackpots are won all the time. Who knows, the next lucky player might be you. I wouldn't chase a progressive slot jackpot by betting house and home, but there is nothing wrong in going after that big prize with a portion of your gambling money now and then. There are many varieties of progressive slot machines. Knowing which is which will help you pick the one that's most advantageous to play. Be sure to check around. All land-based casinos, and most online casinos, feature several types of progressive slots. Individual Progressives An individual progressive slot machine is self-contained; it does not receive from or contribute to another machine's jackpot. Linked

Survey Says....u Tell Me
HY=Hell Yes HN= Hell No Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Hate Me? [_] Let Me Come Over? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? [_] Ask Me Out? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With? [_] Attractive? [_] Mean? Have You Ever... [_] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [_] Found Yourself Wanting A Kiss From Me? [_] Wished I Were

A Broken Promise
hang up the phone with a sigh, Again there are those tears that I cry. I have heard it all before, Heard the promises ring as you walked out the door. You promised me many things, Like happiness and flights on butterfly wings. Somewhere those promises died, Again I am left with tears to cry. Broken Promises and broken dreams, That's the way it always is, it seems. How can I hold on to the magic happiness, And the memories of your touch? Life is full of pain and empty scenes, Life is filled with broken dreams. Life is sometimes living alone, And that's what my life is now that you're gone. Broken Promises and broken dreams, That's the way it always is, it seems. How can I hold on to the magic happiness, And the memories of your touch? I turn to you with a smile, Knowing that deep inside that the love will stay, As you walk that last mile. Remember the broken promises you threw this way. Broken Promises and broken dreams, That's the way it always is,

If We Had Sex.... 20 Questions
If We Had Sex.... 20 Questions (Reply in a private email...or you can make it public so everybody can read it...(not recommended)) ================================================ 1. Would you mind me being in control first? 2. Would you smack my ass? (LOL) 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4. Would you like me to go down on you? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you go down on me? 7. Would you lick me like a lollipop or suck me til I explode? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Spit, Swallow or elsewhere on you like your face or boobs (name it)? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like long 4play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take ur time if I told you to? 14. Would u fall asleep next to me when we were done? 15. Would u want me to go hard and fast or slow and easy? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at?

What Is A Slave?
Slave is a term often used in BDSM to connote a specific form of submissive. Such a person could also be a masochist or bottom, but this is not always the case. Connotatively it refers to very involved domination and submission (commonly abbreviated as D/s) relationships; a person who has surrendered their personal property and freedoms to another, who has become the property or chattel of their owner(s). This term is widely used, as it has a certain self-affirming weight. Some users feel the difference between submissive and slave is the degree of submission. However, many who are involved in Master/slave relationships see the difference as one in kind, not in degree. In particular, some slaves are not submissive, but simply choose to surrender their will to that of another and obey. It should be noted that the relationship is entered on a strictly consensual basis, and no legal ownership is involved. Various forms of symbolism are used to affirm the relationship, such as wea

The Meaning Of Bdsm
BDSM is a term which describes a number of related patterns of human sexual behavior. The major subgroupings are described in the abbreviation "BDSM" itself: Bondage & Discipline (B&D) Bondage-In the context of BDSM, bondage involves people being tied up or otherwise restrained for pleasure. Bondage is usually, but not always, a sexual practice. The paraphilia of being sexually aroused by bondage is sometimes known as vincilagnia Discipline-The use of rules and punishment to control overt behaviour. Punishment can be pain caused physically (such as caning), humiliation caused physically (such as a public flagellation) or loss of freedom caused physically (such as chaining the controlee to the foot of a bed, for snoring). Note the issue of legal consent which may or may not represent a defence to criminal liability for any injuries caused. Bondage when used as a punishment is still bondage, but because it is overtly being done in response to a 'rule' being broken, i

All About Me
Hey I'm new here so its going to take a awhile to get used to everything, Heres a little about me I'm happily married to my wonderful husband this year is out tenth year wedding annivesary!! I'm so excited, I have 2 great kids and 2 crazy dogs, My likes are scarey movies, taking pictures, long walks, being with my family and friends and just enjoying life. My dislikes are dirty dishes, rude people, and bills lol. I'm pretty laid back and happy go lucky most of the time but I do have a temper :)

Submissive
In human sexual behavior, a submissive is one who enjoys having any of a variety of BDSM practices performed upon them by a "Dominant"; or one who holds a submissive position within a relationship based upon dominance and submission (Ds or D/s). This enjoyment can spring from a simple desire for submission or an enjoyment of the interplay of wills involved in such a scenario. A submissive is also referred to as a 'sub', where the dominant in a D/s relationship is the 'Dom.' The main difference between a submissive and a bottom is that the submissive ostensibly does not give instructions, although s/he does set limits on what the Dominant can do. There are also indications that submissives substantially outnumber Dominants[citation needed], in both males and females. Professional Dominants provide stimulatory services (which may or may not include sex) for those unable to find a compatible partner for this activity. In many BDSM communities, there is a distinction between a sub

Oconut Crab And Shrimp Salad Recipe
his fresh, colorful seafood salad also makes a terrific appetizer. For a spicier dish, add the jalapeño pepper seeds or use two peppers. RECIPE INGREDIENTS Cooking spray 1/2 pound medium shrimp, peeled and deveined 1/2 teaspoon salt, divided 1 cup fresh or frozen corn kernels, thawed (about 2 ears) 1/3 cup onion, finely chopped 1/3 cup fresh cilantro, chopped 1/3 cup avocado, diced and peeled 1/2 pound lump crabmeat, drained and shell pieces removed 1 jalapeño pepper, seeded and chopped 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 2 teaspoons extravirgin olive oil 6 cups torn Boston lettuce (about 3 small heads) 1/4 cup flaked sweetened coconut, toasted RECIPE METHOD Heat a medium nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Coat pan with cooking spray. Add shrimp and 1/4 teaspoon salt; cook 4 minutes or until shrimp are done, turning once. Remove from the pan. Coarsely chop shrimp. Combine corn and the next 5 ingredients (through jalapeño) in a medium bowl. Gently stir in the s

Speedy Chicken And Cheese Enchiladas Recipe
Rotisserie chicken and prechopped vegetables make this a quick casserole. RECIPE INGREDIENTS Cooking spray 1 cup white onion, prechopped 1 cup bell pepper, prechopped One (10 ounce) can enchilada sauce (such as Old El Paso) 2 cups chopped skinless, boneless rotisserie chicken breast (about 8 ounces) 1 cup (4 ounces) preshredded, reduced-fat Mexican blend cheese, divided 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 8 (6 inch) corn tortillas 1/4 cup fat-free sour cream 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro RECIPE METHOD Preheat broiler. Heat a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Coat pan with cooking spray. Add onion and pepper; sauté 2 minutes or until crisp-tender. Add enchilada sauce; bring to a boil. Cover, reduce heat, and simmer 5 minutes. Combine chicken, 3/4 cup of cheese, and cumin, tossing well. Wrap tortillas in paper towels; microwave at high 30 seconds or until warm. Spoon 1/4 cup chicken mixture in center of each tortilla; roll up. Place tortillas, seam sides do

Tacos Al Carbón Recipe
RECIPE INGREDIENTS Cooking spray 1 1/2 cups red bell pepper, thinly sliced (about 1 medium) 1 1/2 cups onion, thinly sliced (about 1 medium) One (1 pound) flank steak, trimmed and thinly sliced 1 tablespoon chili powder 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice 2 1/2 teaspoons olive oil 3/4 teaspoon salt 8 garlic cloves, minced 8 (6-inch) corn tortillas 3 tablespoons fresh cilantro, chopped 6 tablespoons fat-free sour cream RECIPE METHOD Heat a grill pan over medium-high heat. Coat pan with cooking spray. Add bell pepper to pan, and cook 4 minutes. Add onion to pan, and sauté 10 minutes or until vegetables are tender. Place pepper mixture in a large bowl; cover and keep warm. Add beef to pan; cook 7 minutes or until desired degree of doneness. Add to pepper mixture. Add chili powder, juice, oil, salt, and garlic to bowl; toss to coat. Heat tortillas according to package directions. Spoon steak mixture evenly over 8 tortillas. Top each taco with about 1 teaspoon cilantro a

Breakfast Tacos Recipe
These breakfast tacos are the perfect way to start a busy weekend. Prepare all ingredients and invite family and friends to a fix-your-own taco feast. This will get your weekend off to a great start! RECIPE INGREDIENTS 6 ounces breakfast sausage 1 (16-oz.) can Ortega Refried Beans 1 tablespoon butter or margarine 8 eggs, lightly beaten 12 Ortega Taco Shells, warmed 2 cups mild cheddar cheese 2 cups chopped tomato 2 cups chopped green bell pepper 2 cups Ortega Thick & Chunky Salsa RECIPE METHOD Brown sausage in a large skillet until no longer pink; drain. Stir in beans; heat for 3 to 4 minutes. Remove from skillet; keep warm. Melt butter in a medium skillet over medium heat. Add eggs; cook, stirring constantly, for 3 to 4 minutes or until eggs are of desired consistency. Fill taco shells with sausage mixture and egg mixture. Top with cheese, tomato, bell pepper and salsa.

Huevos Rancheros Recipe
n El Paso, Texas, it's easy to buy fresh tortillas so toasting them isn't necessary. If you can't find fresh tortillas, heat them in the skillet as directed. The cheese has been slightly reduced and egg whites replace some whole eggs; the rest of the recipe is straight from El Paso. RECIPE INGREDIENTS For Sauce: 1 teaspoon vegetable oil 1 medium onion, coarsely chopped 2 large garlic cloves, minced 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded, minced 1 tablespoon minced fresh cilantro 1 teaspoon pure chili powder One 10-ounce can enchilada sauce One 8-ounce can tomato sauce 1 teaspoon oregano, preferably Mexican For Tortillas: 4 corn tortillas Vegetable oil spray For Beans: 1 cup canned low-fat refried beans 1 cup loosely packed grated Monterey Jack cheese (2 ounces) For Eggs: 4 large eggs, lightly beaten 4 large egg whites 1/4 cup prepared salsa 1 teaspoon unsalted butter RECIPE METHOD FOR SAUCE: Preheat the broiler. Heat the oil in a large nonstick skillet. Add the o

Tortilla Scramble With Salsa Recipe
A scramble for a crowd or breakfast for the family. Farm-fresh eggs, broken tortilla chips and shredded cheese all work together in this robust dish good for serving any time of the day or night. Enhance the meal with Ortega refried beans, fresh fruit and Perrier water. RECIPE INGREDIENTS 2 tablespoons butter or margarine 10 large eggs 1/2 cup Nestlé Carnation Evaporated Milk 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 2 cups coarsely broken tortilla chips 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro, optional 1 cup Ortega Salsa Prima - Homestyle, warmed RECIPE METHOD Melt butter in large skillet. Beat eggs, evaporated milk and cumin in large bowl; pour into skillet. Cook, stirring frequently, until eggs start to set. Sprinkle egg mixture with chips and cheese; cook, stirring frequently, until eggs are cooked through. Sprinkle with cilantro; serve with salsa. Season with salt and ground black pepper.

Spicy Black Bean Tostadas With Eggs And Salsa Recipe
Brunch should be as much about enjoying your company as enjoying your food. For this dish, you can prepare everything ahead of time except a panful of eggs and some lightly crisped tortillas. Just set out the tortillas, beans, and eggs with bowls of fresh salsa, Monterey Jack cheese, guacamole, and sour cream, and let everyone build their own tostada. RECIPE INGREDIENTS 2 cups dried black beans (4 cups cooked) 2 cups reserved bean stock 2 tablespoons vegetable oil plus extra for frying 1 tablespoon ground cumin 1 tablespoon ground coriander 1/8-1/4 teaspoon ground red pepper 1 clove garlic, minced 1 medium onion, finely chopped 1 green bell pepper, finely chopped 2 tablespoons tomato paste 1/4 cup chopped cilantro salt, to taste eight 6-inch corn tortillas 8 eggs, fried, or 1 dozen eggs, scrambled Monterey jack cheese Fresh Tomato Salsa, 1 recipe RECIPE METHOD Sort through, rinse, soak, and cook the beans by your preferred. Drain, reserving 2 cups of the stock.

What Kind Of Vampire Would You Be?
You scored as Armand. Your the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really areArmand100%Marius100%Blade100%Dracula100%Lestat92%Deacon Frost83%Akasha75%Spike67%Louis58%Angel50%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

A Little More About Me
Well the first part i told you all what i like and dislike right well here is more about me.. hmmm lets see, ok here we go, things I like to eat, I am too pickie at food and their are some things I do like and I do dislike.. I love to make a scrap book of a Celebrity or Celebrities, but try to do it on my own time.. I like to read romance books (Because of this my sister Amber got me into the books so be thanking her lol) I do like to play a playstation my brothers when he comes over.. I love to watch movies.. There are so many kinds of movies I can't put them on here on this blog but someday I will try to put it on the blogs so you all would know me better in time.. I love to post lyrics of different artist and mostly I do like different kind of music as you all know that.. I like to watch tv sometimes if there is a really good show coming on or movie.. What I do don't like is that people making fun of other people like me or my online family I think that is really

A Loved Ones Love.......
There are times when only a lovers love can understand our tears, Can soothe our disappointments And calm all of our fears. There are tines when only a lovers love can share the joy we feel When something we've dreamed about Quite suddenly is real. There are times when only a lovers faith can help us on life's way And inspire us the confidence We need from day to day. For a lovers heart and a lovers faith anda lovers steadfast love Were fashioned by the Angles And sent from heaven above. xxx

Just A Poem
As I stand outside looking in. I think about the past And how I long for it again. I only sit here and wonder how long it will last It tears my heart up like a knive. And it makes me cry all night. To wonder if I will be finally in your life. Because out love is so tight. You're the perfect one for me Both of us know this theory is true. So will there ever be. A wonderful me and you?

Start Where You Are
Thursday, September 28, 2006 Start where you are If you want to get something done, then start it. That may sound obvious, yet all too often it is that first step that keeps getting put off for way too long. If you can't decide on where to start, just start somewhere, with the first thing that comes to mind. You'll be much better able to come up with an effective plan once you get going and get a feel for what you're doing. Yes, you'll probably make some mistakes and yes, there will certainly be challenges. So get moving and get busy dealing with them right away. Once you start, the momentum begins to build. Once you start, you'll find a workable way to finish. Take the first step on a journey, and the next step comes a little more smoothly. As each step prepares the way for the next, your momentum begins to carry much of the load. The way to get where you want to be is to start from where you are. Now is when you can surely begin to make your best possibilities co

I'm A Fabulous Bitch Who Looks At Porn 24-7!!
...yeah right...lmao...sure... *************************************** hopefully it'll ring true for you more than it did for me. Pick the first Letter of Your first Name A- Fabulous B-Pretty C-Popular D-Gorgeous E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Boyish M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- skank C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Babe Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It

Just Thinking... Your Life..
Love Yourself we learn from life's mistakes, but must realize life goes on and let it. not forgiving others as well as forgiving yourself is usually what holds us back from living our life as who we are really meant to be. acting like someone we're not. hesitating on your own thoughts and beliefs. being afraid of change. feeling out of the norm. not believing in your own desires. if you can't be yourself, who are you? what's the point of living? why exist? what difference do i make? who gives a shit? nobody will miss me. i don't love myself, how can anyone else? i can't make it on my own. LET GO OF ALL OF THAT AND BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! You are the most important person in 'Your' life. You don't exist exclusively for someone else, You exist because You are who You are. don't let someone else make you believe you that You are worthless. only You can choose to take the steps You do. it's all up to You. I believe in the love my heart feels. I believe I can wake up

Pills Mixed With Booze
Here's a listing what I take for Medications.Why I shouldn't Drink.How I find myself Addicted to 1 of my Meds.Rightfully I shouldn't even be going to NA because of this perticular med.Arthritis 80% of my Body.Useless Med.Motrin 800 mg.1, 3 x's aday when needed.Been on it over 10 yrs. does absolutely nothing.Flexeril 10 mg.1, 3x's aday,Muscle Spasims & Pain.Helps a little been on it over 10 yrs.Crestor, 10 mg.Cholesterol, helps keep my cholesterol down.Zantac,150 mg.Heartburn,doesn't help useless been on it off an on for over 10 yrs.Lisinopril 30 mg. High Blood Pressure,doesn't really help.was on something else before that actually worked better,I'm one of the Lab Rats.Terazolin 1mg.Enlarge Prostate an blood pressure.1 before bed.Just started taking this one.Used to do the herb Saw Palmetto,bit exspensive these days.Trazadone 100 mg.1 before bed,anxiety.Was put on 25 mg of this in 2001.Doesn't work all the time.If not a sleep in 10 minutes after takeing forget it.My Favorite Drug that I

Really Don't Know What To Name This Poem
Dark Angel, wy are you knocking on my door? Didn't I tell you that I don't want you coming around no more. When you come around you make my life dreary. Why are you making me so weary? Angel of Light, hear my plea. Release me from these chains that are binding me. Help me to walk with my head held high, so high that I can reach the sky! RB

A Lil Change
So I decided to dye my hair back to brown. Actually its going to be darker then my natural hair color. I really love the red but with how fast my hair grows and with my roots I would have to dye my hair like every other week or something...thats too much work and too much money for me. So anyways let me know what you guys all thing. I'll post a picture eventually.

New Windows
new windows "Dear Diary: Last year I replaced all the windows in my house with those expensive Double pane energy efficient kinds, but this week, I got a call From the contractor who installed them. He was complaining that the Work had been completed a whole year ago and I hadn't paid for them. Hellloooo? Now just because I'm blonde doesn't mean that I am Automatically stupid. So, I told him just what his fast talking sales guy had told ME Last year.....namely, that in ONE YEAR these windows would pay for Themselves! Helllooooo? It's been a year, I told him! There was only silence at the other end of the line, so I finally just Hung up.... He didn't call back. Guess I won that stupid argument."

Still Hurtin!
i finally passed out last night at like 0200. I was tossing and turning all night. i finally got up at like 6 something and realized my phone was dead. then i got up at like 8 something and thought my migraine was gone, but boy was i wrong. i still got it and its kicking my ass. im babysitting my little gabbers again today. but she should be easy today. all smiles and talking. her first birthday is coming up 8 november. not really sure what we're doing for it yet. oh well, im sure holly and i will think of something. Lynn is coming over with her little girl for a little bit before she heads to Arkansas for the weekend. well, thats about it. Blessed Be! ~Dark Queen

Once Upon A Time
Once upon a time, in a nice little forest, there lived a blind little bunny and a blind little snake. One day, the bunny was hopping through the forest, and the snake was slithering through the forest, when the bunny tripped over the snake and fell down. This, of course, knocked the snake about quite a bit. "Oh, my," said the bunny, "I'm terribly sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I've been blind since birth, so, I can't see where I'm going. In fact, I don't even know what I am." "It's quite okay," replied the snake. "Actually, my story is much the same as yours. I, too, have been blind since birth. Tell you what, maybe I could kinda slither over you, and figure out what you are, so at least you'll have that going for you." "Oh, that would be wonderful," replied the bunny. So the snake slithered all over the bunny, and said, "Well, you're covered with soft fur; you have really long ears; your nose twitches and you have a soft cottony tail. I'd say that you

Little Bit Of Nothing.
This blog just sits here and beckons to me, so I suppose I should put something in writing. I come to these sites as a way to promote my business. Along the way, I find myself making friends! It doesn't take a rocket scientist to know that RubyJean isn't my real name. But, I find that Ruby is a big part of who I am. And, conversely, I am a big part of RubyJean. I guess that's why it's so hard to stay strictly business. So, if you come to chat in my Lounge (RubyJeans Phone Booth ) You aren't going to get hit with a dozen requests to call my phone lines. The links are there, on my page. You know where to find me. No, you'll just get a down home chat with the woman behind the woman...a little RubyJean and a little...um...that other chick! :-D

Drunk Joke
BEGGING FOR A PUSH A man and his wife are awakened at 3 o'clock in the morning by a loud pounding on the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the rain, is asking for a push. "Not a chance!," says the husband, "it's 3 o'clock in the morning!!" He slams the door and returns to bed. "Who was that?" asked the wife. "Just some drunk guy asking for a push," he answers. "So, did you help him?" she asks. "No, I did not, it's 3 o'clock in the morning, and it's pouring down rain!" "Well mister, you certainly have a short memory'" says his wife. "Don't you remember about three months ago when we broke down, and those two guys helped push us off the highway?" "I think you should help him, and you should also be ashamed of yourself." The husband reluctantly does as he is told, he gets dressed, and goes out into the pounding rain. He calls out in the dark, "Hello! Are you still there?" "Yes" comes back the answer.

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF Name: Nikki Deans Birthday: December 5 1978 Birthplace: Eau Claire, WI Current Location: Eau Claire, WI Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5’9 Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed You’re Heritage: Finnish, Italian, English, Irish, Cherokee & I don’t know what else You’re Weakness: chocolate, romantic gestures, & Vin diesel You’re Fears: I am not raising my son Brooklyn right Your Perfect Pizza: Taco Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: learning how to cook different ethnic foods Thoughts First Waking Up: check on my son and give him a kiss You’re Best Physical Feature: my eyes You’re Bedtime: when ever I go to sleep You’re Most Missed Memory: my mom and dad being together before they got divorced Single or Group Dates: both Cappuccino or Coffee: both Do you Smoke: yes, cigars Do you swear? When I get mad enough Do you sing? I was in choirs in high school Have you been in Love?

Great Truths
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 3) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 4) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 5) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 6) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 7) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy. GREAT TRUTHS ABOUT GROWING OLD: 1) Growing up is mandatory; growing old is optional. 2) Forget t

I Was Pissed
Lying dead in a ditch Flesh shredded and torn No recognizable seen As the flesh slip from thy bone You may run away and take a breath Please stay and watch the flesh fall Breathe in the sweet decay Of rotting death and sorrow Enjoy my death that you see before you For this is the first and last

Polish Divorce
A Polish man moved to the USA and married an American girl. Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if he could arrange a divorce for him. The lawyer said that getting a divorce would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following questions: Q: Have you any grounds? A: Yes, an acre and half and nice little home. Q: No, I mean what is the foundation of this case? A: It made of concrete. Q: I don't think you understand. Does either of you have a real grudge? A: No, we have carport, and not need one. Q: Is there any infidelity in your marriage? A: We have hi-fidelity stereo and good DVD player. Q: Does your wife beat you up? A: No, I always up before her. Q: Why do you want this divorce? A: She going to kill me. Q: What makes you think that? A: I got proof. Q: What kind of proof? A: She going to poison me. She buy a bottle at drugst

South Joke
Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whiskey, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it!"

Lonely In The Dark
Ive laid here months now lying bymyself, though many lay beside me, I fear the absence never left. So long ago my heart was whole and you were there with me Now your gone and Im alone no matter where I be. In Heaven you look down on me you see the pain Im in Though I know you remember me I feel alone in the end. Why'd death have to come so soon and end our paradise? Why'd God have to steal you away just to have you by his side? Im left with hurt and fear and rage now that you are gone. The reasons nonexistant to me as to why I should go on. But lo I know should I end my life the place I go is out of your site And Id rather cry day and night then to never see you again after this long fight. In death we shall reunite and may Heaven let our love shine bright For without you I am what Ive become, and empty shell of the man whose fight is done. I pray you haunt my waking life til God takes pity on my life but should that day never show I pray that you still love me so.

Why Women Are Crabby
We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it' was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so

People
I don't know what it is about me. I seem to just drive people away. Maybe it's my fear of closeness, whether it's a guy or girl. Someone gets too close and I push them further away. I constantly have a wall up not allowing anyone to truly know me. I can't show weakness, I can't show vunerability, I've always been the rock! Sometimes I wish I could just give in, let out all the pain and anger! I guess I'm just feeling down and alone.

Newest Poem
HATRED years of mistrust and hatred have changed me in more ways then i would like to believe what you see when you look at me is just a shell of my true self my heart is full of hatred from past experiences some of which i can't recall others i remember as if it was yesterday thoughts of you burn holes in my soul suicide has tempted me so many times to end the pain i feel everyday

Weeeee The Circus!
I think I might be too tall to join the circus as a midget. Sorry, Little Person. You know what? Midget. I'm going to say midget and all the midgets just need to deal with it. Hell, I am called a cracker and white devil almost every day and you don't see me whining about it. Little bastards. *tears* why do you call me a white devil?

Escape
I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed: To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free. Didn't know how many people would later cry. Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way. Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be.

Squirrel Medicine
Affirming An Abundant Future Native Americans considered all living beings as brothers and sisters that had much to teach including squirrels. These small creatures taught them to work in harmony with the cycles of nature by conserving for the winter months during times when food was plentiful. In our modern world, squirrels remind us to set aside a portion of our most precious resources as an investment in the future. Though food and money certainly fall into this category, they are only some of the ways our energy is manifested. We can conserve this most valuable asset by being aware of the choices we make and choosing only those that nurture and sustain us. This extends to the natural resources of our planet as well, using what we need wisely with the future in mind. Saving and conservation are not acts of fear but rather affirmations of abundance yet to come. Squirrels accept life's cycles, allowing them to face winters with the faith that spring will come again. Knowing th

I Guess That Is A Match
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Funny Tech Support
This ought to make you feel better about your computer skills! If you skip any, you have to read the last one! Unbelievable, but supposedly all true!!!!>? ================================= Tech support: What kind of computer do you have? Female customer: A white one... =============== Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out. Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button? Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck. Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note. Customer: No, wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet... it's still on my desk... sorry.... =============== Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on to the left of the screen. Customer: Your left or my left? =============== Tech support: Good day. How may I help you? Male customer: Hello.... I can't print. Tech support: Would you click on "start" for me and... Customer: Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I'm not B

Sexual Feelings
This is my first attempt of putting my thoughts down. I want people to know who I am and what I am about. I am a free spirit, that speaks my mind and goes for what I want. There is so many Beautiful people in the world. I am lucky enough to be attractive to both. The strength of a man holding me close at tough times, the kiss, no words. The touch and smell of a woman is over the edge. The caress of her lips and fingers can take me to new heights. Longing for the deep passion of a sincere relationship. So now you know alittle bit about me.

But... But... Im God
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%Sex God75%A Romantic55%Virgin18%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

I'm Fed Up...
Myspace is pissing me off with all the 16 year olds thinking that having 25000 imaginary friends that never talk to you is going to make them less of a douchebag... I keep seeing "ride this train" or "whore me" and occasionally a message like "I have 2500 friends, somebody talk to me!" It's just retarded... I'm hoping to meet some more distinguished, cultured and grown up people here... Thanks Darkgothdoll for the invite!

Dating, Seeing Each Other And Hooking Up
Depending on who you are asking there is a big difference between dating, seeing each other and hooking up. Hell when I was in high school there was going out. Ive asked a few people, both men and women what the difference is. Well I was surprised, all of them gave a different answer. I asked a couple and I think it started a fight between them. One thought they were dating and the other thought they were seeing each other. I know, symantics right? I guess so, but symantics seems to get in the way a lot. To me, dating means I am dating you, and other women. Nothing serious. While seeing each other is more exclusive and hooking up is a nice way of saying we are screwing. I wonder how many times things would have been different, how many arguments avoided if dating only meant one thing and everyone was on the same page. There should be a universal code. An unwritten law that everyone knows so there isn’t any confusion. It would make that inevitable conversation a lot easier. ‘So wha

Untitled
To have been touched At the soul is amazing To be at ease with another As never before To feel their touch with a thought To hear a whispered "I love you" as I drift Into sleep in your arms I await the day we are together You are a ray of light That has touched my soul Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

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Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of the past remain before it bites upon the very substance of the soul inside and le

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Toussaint Mccall Nothing Takes The Place Of You
I moved your picture From my walls And I replaced them Both large and small And each new day Finds me so blue Nothing Takes the place of you I read your letters one by one And I still love you When it's all said and done And oh, my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh nothing Takes the place of you I, I write this letter It's raining on my window pane I, I feel the need of you Because without you Nothing seems the same So I'll wait Until you're home Again I love you But I'm all alone And oh my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh, but nothing takes the place of you.

Stupid People
I know I shouldnt be bothered by people at work but when they ask me to do stupid stuff it really aggravates the hell outta me. So much today I had to leave and drive around to calm down now im a little bit better but these assholes better watch it. How come i'm the onewho ends with ink from the copier machine all over me when I wasnt the one using it yesterday and broke it. No Im the one who has to fix it so now i supopose they think im a repair technician what the hell ever

God
GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU It shall be well with you from this forth on. No matter how much your enemies try this year, they will not succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of the year, all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows and pains because He that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven’s door this morning, God asked me…My Child! What can I do for you? And I said, Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message…God smiled and answered…Request granted.

I Totalled My Truck Last Nite...
so last nite (9/27)i got into a bad car accident, and i totalled my truck.... i walked away w/ a sprained wrist and bruises and i don't feel like writing the story right now, but yea.. the truck is done...

I'm An Aries And I Love It !!!!!
Symbol: the Ram Ruling Planet: Mars Ruling House: First House Element: Fire Quality: Cardinal Body Parts: head, face Keyword: SELF Date with destiny: Leo, Sagittarius Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn Where you glow: pulling the strings What makes you tick: excitement Fitness forecast: tae kwon do Play date: rock climbing Perfect jobs: firefighter, aerobics instructor Best accessory: hats A sure thing: wearing red Destination: Carneval in Rio Pleasure: action, new beginnings, assertion Pain: follow-up, sharing, losing What's my line? Get out of my way! Aries is symbolized by the Ram. You're initiating, bold and impatient, your fiery nature making you irresistible and exciting. While you can be impulsive and combative, you're the absolute leader of the pack -- in team sports, business or just your group of friends and family!

Whatever..
why people gotta use Fighting words? [[ I love you]]. I mean seriously... its crazzyyyy. Unless you truthfully mean it and want to like be talking to that person and only that person. When you really feel love for someone and they leave hints that they love you to is when its ok to even think about saying it. Anywayz off of that. Jamie is now back into a county jail... one county over so i might get to go see him Tuesday if I find my Id and get a ride... I really hope so cuz i havent seen him since.... like.. the last tuesay in june cuz i was going to go see him the 4th but the jail was like 1 road over from where GC was doing 4th of july and my ride was going to be his mom but i decided not to go and then he was moved to prison the 7th and yeah.. It's now about time for him to go to court, his CD is like the 5th or something and i can only hope and pray he gets good newz then... cuz he's suppose to get off and on probation in nov then me and him.. maybe i dunno

Life
Well here goes I figure it is about time I started blogging.......lets see everything seems to be going pretty good for me in my life...we just finished remodeling the kitchen and gonna work on the living room next....the kids are doing great Autumn is making all A's this year even in conduct (shocker I know) and well of course John is doing great in school but of course it is soccer season so you know where I am almost all weekend long....Anthony is doing good working all the time.....so I guess I should say there ain't much to complain about right now....but give me time cuz for those of you who know me know I find something soon enough....bye for now

Why?
Can anyone tell me why love is so hard to understand? I mean, it seems like the ones that I fall in love with, are always wrong for me. And the ones who profess their love for me, I want nothing to do with. My heart has been broken SO many times, i'm scared to put it out there again. I've kept my heart secluded for over a year now and i'm starting to get lonely. I mean, of course I've been with women since my last heartbreak, but I haven't let anyone get close to my heart. When I feel someone trying to jump over the wall i've created around it, I push them away and run from them as fast as I can. This can't be healthy for my heart. The longer I keep women out, The colder I feel my heart getting. I feel like i've turned into a heartless asshole. Will I ever be able to share my heart with anyone, again??????????

Im A Fricking Mermaid!
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Somewhat True.
Symbol: the Ram Ruling Planet: Mars Ruling House: First House Element: Fire Quality: Cardinal Body Parts: head, face Keyword: SELF Date with destiny: Leo, Sagittarius Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn Where you glow: pulling the strings What makes you tick: excitement Fitness forecast: tae kwon do Play date: rock climbing Perfect jobs: firefighter, aerobics instructor Best accessory: hats A sure thing: wearing red Destination: Carneval in Rio Pleasure: action, new beginnings, assertion Pain: follow-up, sharing, losing What's my line? Get out of my way! Aries is symbolized by the Ram. You're initiating, bold and impatient, your fiery nature making you irresistible and exciting. While you can be impulsive and combative, you're the absolute leader of the pack -- in team sports, business or just your group of friends and family!

It's Been A Long Week Already *lol*
Well, lets see.. I am still at work. I am trying to get a laptop configured before the vendor tech comes to swap out a video card. The lead came onsite today and we discussed where things are going what more role will be. LC ate my last blog, so I waited a day or so before trying to enter in a new one *lol* What else is going on? I wonder..

Broken
Sick of this broken heart, For every time i need to mend, Sometimes just wish my world would end, Day's i feel to be dead, Empty thoughts lingure in my head, Only to be hurt in the end, Wish this was all pretend...

Untitled Poem
As I sit here in my darkened room I stop to think and remember you How you took my days of gloom And made each day start anew I think of how we used to be And dream we had those times again I wish I could have made you see that you and me were more than friends Softly I whisper your name at night And dream that you will love me too I dream of how my days were bright When you were with me and me with you I remember all the times we shared And wish you knew how much i cared

Pain And Love
Pain is what the heart has when its alone. Alone is how I feel with out the one i Love Love is what we all need and want Want is what we cant have Have is to hold Hold is what i Want to do to the one i Love in order to stop the Pain that i Have that makes me feel Alone

Second Untitled Poem
I see the beauty in her eyes Her voice is like the angels high And hair just like the finest silk I miss the days when she is gone And think of her on and on And wonder if she thinks of me I Love her more than I can show I wonder if she'll ever know

The Beer Prayer
Our Lager Which Art In Barrels Hallowed Be Thy Drink Thy Will Be Drunk (I Will Be Drunk) At Home As In The Tavern Give Us This Day Our Foamy Head And Forgive Us Our Spillages As We Forgive Those Who Spill Against Us And Lead Us Not Into Incarceration But Deliver Us From Hangovers For Thine Is The Beer The Bitter And The Lager Forever And Ever Barmen!

Car Sales For A Day
Sometimes I wonder why a person with a degree in horticulture sells cars? Then I get a pay check and remember why. I loved horticulture but the $ was not the same. I feel as if I'm selling myself just to make a sell. Should I go back to what I like or stay where the money is?

Flogging Molly - Irish Drinking Song
well i stumbled in at 2 a.m. all drunk and full of smoke my wife said i have had enough, im sick, thats it, get out! so i stumbled down to kellys pub across the edge of town and i told the boys me story and we had another round we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! and if i see a pretty girl, ill sleep with her tonight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! and mary mcgregor, she was a pretty whore she'd always greet you with a smile and never lock her door but on the day she died, all the men in town did weep for mary mcgregor finally got some sleep we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! and if i see a pretty girl, ill sleep with her tonight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and dr

Blow Me.....
Well today so far fuckin' sucks. I got one hell of a headache and sum guy outside is using a chainsaw. I just can't get a break today it seems. It's just pissing me off too. I'm so tired. I look so god awful cause of it and I feel the same way. I have to go to court on the 11th cuz Stephen is a jerk off and won't pay child support. I bet the who Spraggs crew will show up being stupid like always. Well I'm cuttin' this short cuz I want some damn food. So peace. P.S. Kat I am so gonna kick your freakin' ass if you are LMAO!

Things That Irk Me--photos Being Marked Adult
thank you whoever did that...I don't understand why some mods mark pics as nude when they aren't even violating the rules. I see no nudity in that last thong pic you just marked adult...it's simply ass cheeks and a stip of fabric...and it's been a regular pic for months now...so why now change it? gotta love it... and yes, I know I bitch about it, but damn....there are adult pics and then there are simply ones that are suggestive... and, mods are supposed to be objective...

I'm Not Really A Whiny Bitch...all The Time Hehe
I must be getting my period soon. I'm not really a pain in the ass...I just tend to get a little miffed sometimes and take things personally...even though it is the stupid internet...But I"ve been online for a few many years now and have received plenty of negative comments and reactions to my pics and my whole attitude/personality, etc....so I tend to always be on the defensive when it comes to anything online... and honestly, since I've been on here, I don't think I've received one really nasty comment from people...You've all been really wonderful, and I appreciate that very much :)

Someday- Crossfade
someday i'll talk about it, one day i'll mention it to you. someday i'll be over this, and strong like you i'm never changing, i can feel this way for days and days look you straight in the face and fake my smile. take this hurt away, bring back yesterday, i could say sorry, in a thousand ways, you won't let this be, without killing me, i can't put this bottle down, as i watch this day fade into night my blessings, my faults, i've learned all the lessons, but cannot be taught, any abuses, that i've wraught, no more excuses, i want it resolved. with all our eyes there's no wondering why thins aren't working anymore now i'm feeling fine, flying higher, got the chance to start again. my blessings, my faults, i've learned all the lessons, but cannot be taught, any abuses, that i've wraught, no more excuses, i want it resolved. someday i'll talk about it, one day i'll mention it to you. someday i'll be over this, and strong like you. and st

Hmmmm
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Secret Talent? MY RESULT:Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” Take This Quiz!

1 Dirty Question (repost)
You get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you *1 Dirty Question (repost of original by 'Kira' on '2006-09-28 10:01:00') (repost of original by 'Professional Taco Taster' on '2006-09-28 10:37:38')

"friends"
The wonderful world of friends what a laugh... People say they are your friends then stab you in the back time and time again. They say they want you to be happy and as soon as you are they try to start shit. What to do? Well I'll tell you what I am going to do tell them to SHUT THE FUCK UP and leave me alone and stop telling me what my "man" is doing unless you are going to tell me what you are saying too. So, just leave me alone about stupid shit cause I don't want to hear it anymore I'm tired of it all I want to do is be happy and if you can't understand and respect that then you were never my friend...so yeah if you think i am talking about you then you should think about what you say to me next

My Birthday...
Your Birthdate: January 12 You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Ummmm! I'm Sick!
I hate being sick! Cuz then I have to go to the doctor. They gave me a shot. I have basically slept all day! I didn't get to go to BBQ on the river and hang out with my friends today! Because I'm so sick! I'm super pissed cuz my best friend is going to be there and she leaves to go back to Tennessee Tommorrow! AWWWWWWWW! Why is everything going so sucky these days? I dunno. I sound so moany and groany and really bitchy these days. LOL! Because I never see any of my friends anymore because they have all moved away or I have moved and can't ever get a hold of anyone. I dunno! But I'm gonna quit complainin and bitchin' now.

What Perfume Are You?
Your Perfume is Glow Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus. What Perfume Are You?

I Am Passion!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Diamond Eyes83%Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Bah! Humbug! >:-(
Did you ever see "Becker"? I'm feeling very "Becker" right now. I have been looking all over both my MySpace and my Lost Cherry profiles... observing the musicians touting their new song, perusing the newest begs at rating pics... seeing pics of girls holding signs up to tell us who their sweeties are... noticing a distinct lack of mention of Durhamntx or durham_n_tx... feeling lonely... wondering just what the hell it is that drives me to do this to myself. And then I get a notice that my MySpace friend Layla posted a new blog. I like her entries - rambling and curse-ridden as they can be, they are often funny. At the very least it offers me a look into the heart and mind of a sassy, lovely young lady! This time, while it was interesting, I wasn't ready for what she wrote. She was - well, gushing, actually, about her and her boyfriend Bret (whose nickname is Bretinator). Seems his daughter and her son decided that the two of them should get hitched, so he was the "best man" and

Where The Wild Thistle Grow
It's summer time and I am at peace down where the wild thistle grow The breeze playfully tugging at my hair while I cast my rod into the swirling water down by thecreek where the wild thistle grow Lazily watching the clouds go by, while the kids play in the measow chasin the ducks, screams of laughter echoing in the place where the wild thistle grow It's times like these I am at my most happy Just the kids and I Trying to pretend we are great fisherman explorers, pirates down in the valley in the meadow by the creek where the wild thistle gorw. Author: Carrie Stewart Pikeville, Tn.

This Is Me
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be

I Got Laid Off Today...
Sup people...today at 4:45 I got called into the office and sat in front of the treasurer and the head of hr/legal and smiled at them as they proceeded to tell me that the company's condition was so bad that they decided to outsource their IT department to our parent company in San Diego. So everything was cool, they gave me a lil severance pay, I was going to leave anyway but now I'm pad to look for a better job full time...that's not so bad. But then when I started packing my shit, I felt funny. I gave 5 years of myself here and had little to show for it except the experience and friendships I made. Friendships. Shit. I had to go and say goodbye to everyone that I'd become close with...and that hurt. That was the hard part. A teary emotional goodbye spelled the end of my Sanyo career and good riddance. I'm laid off they won't let me work they won't let me work I'm laid off they won't let me work ooooh they won't let me work Haha gotta love Akon... I'm out bitches...I g

Stumpy And Martha
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll take both of y

Survey.
How old do I look? How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] I dont care. Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Okay [ ] Hott [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Go out would u ever tell me not to talk to u. [ ] YES OR [ ] NO Would u kiss me.. [ ] yes or [ ] no Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [if yes leave it ( ___-___-____ ) [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No

I Like Writing In Third Person.
She is just a girl, in a place somewhere in a world. Sometimes it’s the real world, but more often than not it is her own world. Where metaphors and abstract thinking are key. She sits outside and stares up at a open sky wondering why she’s here. Wondering why everything sometimes seems so utterly pointless, after all there must be a point to it somewhere. There has to be something more. It doesn’t make any sense to her. The stars in the sky sit there beckoning her to come, to leave this world of physical restrictions behind. For something more theoretical. Something more real in her mind. Hallucinations where anything is possible and she is not afraid of the unknown. She focuses more on what could be than what is at the moment. Because if you just concentrate on what you are than you are not open to the possibilities to what you might become. And to waste your potential like that would be a terrible thing. To waste all your mental capabilities on only what you are told to is a shame.

Google Fights To Avoid Temptation Of Dark Side Of The Force
Originally posted Sunday, February 26, 2006 Like parodies? Interested in Google's fight against Microshaft? Want a laugh? Read on... With signs pointing ever more clearly to the coming battle between Sith software giant Microsoft and search-engine "white knight" Google, industry insiders are battening down the hatches and keeping a close eye on whether Google stays the course and avoids the temptations of the dark side of the Force. "Our company motto is 'do no evil,'" said Eric Schmidt, Google CEO and Jedi Master. "Key to this ethos is patience and tranquility of the spirit. We will conduct ourselves with decorum, and be ready for the conflict when the time comes." Click for the rest... [Ed. note, added Thursday, September 28, 2006 - Don't worry, the link works and doesn't open to porn. What? You WANT porn? Look elsewhere on LC. ~DIT~] Rock on, y'all! Darth Durham

Poems
ok so i like poems alot they help me out and understand myself....here are a few I look back now And shed a tear Those pushed away Who came so near? Who touched my heart? And touched my soul I left them out To take control I was scared, I was unsure, Loved them all, but never told. Scared of fear, And all alone, Left outside, and in the cold. I couldn't tell them Thoughts of mind Silence screaming Binding time I look back now And cringed that I Couldn't see the truth from lies If you knew who I once was Listen carefully because If i pushed you far from me It was for your sake I let it be And now I want to say sorry I loved you once As only time can tell And love you now I torment in my hell For not ringing your bell And admitting that I fell, In love with you (well i felt feelings not sure if it was love or not) If its only for one moment... That i could hear his voice.... And only for one moment, i would know it was OK... if i knew that he

Just Shut Up And Kiss Me!
You Are a Sensitive Kisser For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks What's Your Kissing Style?

Do I Really Scream "desperate"?
Originally posted Friday, March 17, 2006 I am really curious - do I really seem desperate? I have received messages and invites from 5 different women running adult web sites. I have nothing against them, but I'm not interested in joining them, or anything like that. I am more interested in meeting friends. I try to keep up with my Myspace "friends" (other than the musicians - I figure they are good, so I want to give them a "thumbs up"), and would like to add more and communicate with them. But I keep getting invites to pay sites. One woman even sent me a pic of her bare boobs with a note saying "I love Shawn" and a link to a pay site. So what is it about me or my profile that attracts people trying to get me to pay to let them "love" me? Why don't I get more who are interested in getting to know me? Let me know if you can enlighten me... Rock on! Durham

Let Me Know
1.tell me how it would be if we were togther? 2.would i regret it? 3.how many times a day would you kiss me? 4.how many times a day would you just want to hold me? 5.would you take me places? 6.would you love me? 7.how many times would you call me? 8.would you miss me everytime i left? 9.if i treated you wrong would you tell me? 10.if i told you i loved you would you say it back and mean it? 11.if i showed up at 3 in the morning just to say i missed you, would you like it? 12.if i was the best you've ever had would you tell me? 13.how long do you think we'll be together? 14.if we broke up would you still love me if you did?

Little Box
ONE BOX, A LIFE TIME OF MEOREYS AND SMELLS.. A PHOTO A LETTER.. AN OLD HAT. A MIXED TAPE OF SONGS OF THE NIGHT, AND DAYS OF CONFUSION, AM STUCK BEHIND AND TRIP FORWARD, LIFE THE SOUL OF CHOAS,DEATH THE ENDING OF THE START. LAUGHS,SCREAMS, THE SMELL OF DAMPNESS, TIMES OF GROWTH, BELITTLED BY CONTROL. LOST IN THE MOMENT PASSES, GONE,PUSHED ASIDE AND FORGOTTEN.

Calling All Muses!!!...where My Sisters At?....
Your Inner Muse is Euterpe You are most like this muse of music. While you may or may not be musical... You love music and set life to your own personal soundrack. And you are good at making anyone's heart sing! What Muse Are You?

Today Was A Good Day..........
I had an appt with my dr today and it looks like this may be over with before too long. It has given me some peace about it all. I think I only cried like twice today and for me....thats a record for a day so far. I am starting to feel a little more normal and am even laughing a little bit again. Now.....I just have to wait for this baby to finally leave me so that I can go on. I dont want to be without my baby but if its not healthy and living....it shouldnt be with me anymore. It is not doing either of us any good. I love this baby and will remember it always. My dr said they might be able to tell me if it was a boy or girl once it comes and I take to lab so they can study it. Mike and I are engraving a little gold ring for me to wear on a necklace and it would be nice to have a name to put on it. I am also looking for a cedar craft box to put some stuff in for the baby just as a keepsake. Would like to paint a name on that too if possible. Well thanks for listening and be

I've Been Gone Awhile
Well it's been awhile since I've been here. I didn't even know that they offered blogs now. I've been pretty sick since the end of August. I found out just last week that I have diabetes.I took a leave from school for awhile. One thing that really sicks is that my vision is really blurred. I'll be glad when that subsides.

What Peircing Are You?
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Cartilage Piercing90%Belly Button Piercing80%Tongue Piercing80%Earlobe Piercing80%Labret Piercing70%Nipples70%Lip Piercing60%Nose Piercing40%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

If U Want 2 Be
if u wanna be unique you gotta have da tecniques, you wanna be like me you gotta do wat i do ,wen i do , how i do. you wanna get out of diz world you gotta be like them you gotta have da strenth like dey do you wanna be gansta you gotta have da moves,strenthand 2 hold da pain you have to go through BUT..... YOU WANNA BE YOURSELF?GOTTA ACT LIKE YOURSELF AND BE YO SELF

What Do You Think About Long-distence Realationships ??
With me , I sometime's think it will not last until i actually had one with a guy that was a marine over the net until he played me with one of my best friend's... But for now i had tryed another realationship which this guy is like 14 hours away from me and it's all Good.... I do believe that anything is impossable if it take's two to make it last... what do you think about this ??? Do you think it could happen long distence realationship's ??

The Eve The Moon Died
The eve the moon died I mourned and I cried For the loss of it's beautiful light The stars shined fierce Could not wane, could not pierce The gloom of that moonless night Who could have thought That I would be so wrought As that satellite sank into the sea When a fortnight had past I was amazing and yet aghast As she appeared once again to me.

Watch This ..is It Right I Leave You All To Be Judges Hehehe Muwah
You scored as Nice. Your nice. Please rate my quiz!Nice100%Fun88%Immature75%Outgoing63%Dramatic50%Shy25%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

A Summer Dream .....
This Poem was written by me cause i love to express myself into poetry..... A Summer Dream by TigerGoddess The nights are getting warmer, but it's cold without you here Even though I know I'll see you soon, I can't help but wish you were near The stars brightly shine in the beautiful night sky But to sleep is out of reach, no matter how much I try Instead I close my eyes seeing precious thought of you And though I wish it were for real those moments are all too few Your arms they wrap around me, holding me so tight I feel I'm lost in peace Nothing has ever felt so right Your eyes, they sparkle as you look into mine There I see happiness, a joy so divine You kiss my lips gently my heart starts to melt I'm in a world I've never known, With a feeling I've never felt You hands are so reassuring, that they'll never let my heart break I have a feeling of all secure There's no room for mistake The slowly you begin to pull away, my heart b

How Horny Are You?
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny88%Normal Horny75%A little horny44%Not horny25%Super Horny25%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

How Dirty Is Your Mind?
You scored as Not so clean. You're not what I'd call pure, but you're not too dirty. Thats okay... i guess?Not so clean100%Complete Filth60%Pedofile20%Pure and Innocent0%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Free
don't grieve for me,for i am free; i followed the path God laid for me I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned away and left it all. I could not stay another day, to laugh,to love,towork or play. Task left undone must stay that way, I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh , a kiss; and other things, I might have missed. Be not burdened with times of sorrow, I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much, good friends, good times, a loved ones touch Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me, through Jesus Christ, God set me free. To live with God eternally. from my sister-in-laws dads memorial

Life To Me!!! (poetry)
Life To Me!!! Life to me use to be a great big game: Now life for me could never be the same: Life is something I think about day and night: In Life I wonder if God has me in his sight: Life sometimes has its ups and downs: Life makes you smile and makes you frown: I hope my life I'll be able to change: My life I hope I can rearrange: I've done alot of things in life that weren't so good: But if i could change my life I would: I pray silently in the dark to myself: Hoping God is listening and can show me some help: Life is something I want to live for: Sometimes I pray God will show me early heavens door: I know God is listening and I know he cares: But in life things seem nothings fair: I think about everything and all my regrets: I pray of my future and the past I want to forget: The things I've done were sometimes wrong: Now I realize this life I want has to be strong: The promises I make to myself are promises i have to keep: Thinking of everything I've

Gee Thanx Missy. Now My...
...brain wont stop singing "i fell in to a burning ring of fire... down down down, the flames they went higher... and it burns burns burns, this ring of fire..." which wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't ALL that i know of that song. and i probably don't even have the lyrics right. **bangs head on wall**

Another Kick Ass Song
Come and listen to a story about a man named Jed A poor mountaineer, barely kept his family fed, Then one day he was shootin at some food, And up through the ground came a bubblin' crude. Oil that is, black gold, Texas tea. Well the first thing you know ol' Jed's a millionaire, Kinfolk said Jed move away from there Said Californy is the place you ought to be So they loaded up the truck and moved to Beverly. Hills, that is. Swimmin pools, movie stars. The Beverly Hillbillies! = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Sung at the end of the show: Well now its time to say good-bye to Jed and all his kin. And they would like to thank you folks fer kindly droppin in. You’re all invited back again to this locality To have a heapin helpin of their hospitality Hillbilly that is. Set a spell. Take your shoes off. Y'all come back now, y'hear?

When I Am With You....
Written by TigerGoddess When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Suicide Series.
Bittersweet melodies that swirl in my head Bittersweet melodies lyrics of the dead Hate and love Below and Above Time is a killer while killers do time This is a rhyme, a rhyme of mine As drops fall from fingertips Her eyes see but never flinch That tub filled with blood tainted water Her life is no longer that fucked up teeter and totter When will they find me, when will they see Looks are decieving, that image wasn't me You pushed and you fought and you shoved it all down While I watched and I swollowed not making a sound Then you shaped and you molded and you liked what you got While I watched and I changed and suppressed my real thoughts Then you tortured and you teased me and refused not to beat me While I suffered and I hurt and I hid so none could see You kept up you doings and continued your flow I talked to everyone yet they didn't know I defended and loved you no matter the cost You didn't even know that I was so lost I never

Useless Info
- Red is the most commonly colored vehical involved in accidents each year. - Cows have four stomachs. - Cows and horses sleep standing up. - If you get the recomended 8 hours of sleep each night you will sleep over 2,900 hours each year. - The average family will spend $250,000 (thats a quarter million dollars) on each child from the time he/she is born until he/she turns 18. - The oldest person to live was Jeanne Louise Calment, she lived for a whopping 122 years until she died of smoking related complications. Don't Smoke! - If your like Jeanne Calment and live over 100, you are considered a Centurian. - Christopher Columbus was the greatest explorer NEVER to discover America. In fact, he didn't even come close. - There are, on average, 259 raisins in a box of Raisin Bran and 388 in a box of Premium Raisin Bran. - There is no ice covering Iceland. - MacDonalds fries are made with beef flavoring. mmmmmmm. - The internet is NOT FREE, a group of compa

Never Have I Fallen ....
written by me ...... Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Soaring Free
Soaring Free....That is how i am feeling after i got my divorced from my husband for almost two years now. Scared of being alone and looking after three children kept me in that unhealthy relationship. Years after years i put up with it coz i wanted to work things out. But nothing is just working, i sank to depths of depression that i hadn't known existed. I had never before experienced anything like, feeling of being lonely and alone just me and my children. Somedays the responsibilities of it all overwhelmed me and i would be shaking with fright. My very bestfriend Krizzy were always there for me whenever i needed a crying shoulder. She spent hours and hours with me online trying to comfort me, but depression settling and i was just an emotional wreck, so many hours filled with thoughts of broken dreams and despair. I cried often, yet i made sure that my children won't see me crying coz i know that they worried about me, specially my son Jay. I was determined that this

My Short Story And The Ending Is What Ever You Want It To Be.....
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Your Sexul Style
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft94%Hot69%Violent50%Awkward50%Exciting25%Sweet19%Shy0%Wet0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Butt Boys
No, It's not a blog about porn though it would probably get read more if it was. Anyway, seems like all I meet is butt boys, as in guys who are sweet but theirs always something wrong with them that just doesn't click. For exampple, "He's nice BUT... he's an jack ass when he's sober". Dang my bad luck with butt boys ,but I know I'm probably considered a but girl ,cause I'm a little bit of a wierdo sometimes. Well...I guess I keep attracting them since I have such a great ass lol. Ashes

My Lips
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both demanding and irresistible. You are often the center of attention - and that's how you like it. You are up for anything and very energetic. People sometimes propose wild ideas to you. And who knows? Maybe you'll take them up on it. You are known to be a little freaky! What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Love Quotes
Submit Love Quotes Luv quotes 2 Luv quotes 3 Luv quotes 4 Luv quotes 5 I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground Love is like an eternal flame, Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time. Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters. Love is a moment that lasts forever... You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet. Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldnt be the same If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart. If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden. When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you... when

This Will Keep Ya Busy!
Well all could throw these into several different blogs - but here ya go - this will keep ya busy for a couple of minutes! chuck -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 91% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal a

To All My Friends
2006-09-23 14:01:26 YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends And FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you Can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine And dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel sluttish! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. Girls Hell Yea!!! Guys PHUCK THAT SHYT I'M ALL GOOD!!!!!!!!!! 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' Right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for Them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEM! Make everyone feel a Little loved! Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO..back at ya!! ............................. F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can

Test Results
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Why Fools Fall In Love
we fall in love because it feels so right some times that we even forget what where talking about or who where talking to .fools fall in love with people they dont really know or who they really are but thats ok that s why we love being fools so other can be just as happy as we are in the world .we some times fall in love with people that we know we cant really have but we just dont know when to hust turn around and walk away.you see that is not us we fools care more then a lot of people know we care about a lot of things even those we know we could never have.life is just to short for all of us to fight over dumb and stupid shit so lets all get along please .

If Your Askin
if your askin if i love the answer is forever if your askin my if i`ll leave you the answer is never if your askin what i value the answer is you if your askin if i luv you the answer is ido and forever

Aggravation!
yeah aggravation..... it comes in so many forms. work, people, things I cant handle.... its all there. alot of it comes from people, because i am so totally different from the average joe(not trying to be concieted, this comes from my closest friends). im not overly intelligent or anything, i just use my heart instead of my dick to get me thru life. morality is a bitch, and maybe it has had an adverse effect on me but im at least out of trouble, and it keeps my mind open most of the time. but when u get the ppl with NO morality, and no pride. one guy i know has been called every name u can think of, but he wont get angry unless u talk about his clothes. no pride. other ppl in iraq with me frustrate me too. like they will only do the job they WANT to do, but when it comes time to go out of their way to help a co worker they just dont feel like they have to do it. what else is there to do?

Funniest Sex Moment
I have a new co worker that is experiencing his first baby. He comes in eacbh day bleary eyed and tired from lack of real sleep. He asked me how long before the baby sleeps through the night, I had to be honest and tell him my son was 7 before he slept all night without waking me up. He was flabbergasted but I reassured him that it was a fluke and his kid would probably be sleeping all night real soon. It reminded me of when my son was about 4 years old and I had been up repeatedly for the past few nights going into his room and telling him to be quiet as we were trying to get some sleep! Gently reassured him and lulled him back to sleep. One saturday night my ex-wife and I were getting a little frisky and were making a little too much noise when all of a sudden the bedroom door swings open and standing there in the hallway light with his hands on his hips glared my son yelling, "Ya'll hold it down in here I'm trying to get some sleep!' Spins on his heels and slams the do

Don't Cha (re-writin Version) By H An Baka
I know you like him (I know you like him) I know you do (I know you do) Thats why whenever I come around your all over him And I know you want it (I know you want it) It's easy to see (it's easy to see) And in the back of your mind I know you want him to go home with you [Chorus] Dont cha wish your boyfriend was hot like mine Dont cha wish your boyfriend was a freak like mine Dont cha, dont cha Dont cha wish your boyfriend was raw like mine Dont cha wish your boyfriend was fun like mine Dont cha, dont cha Fight the feeling (fight the feeling) Leave it alone (leave it alone) Cause if it aint love It just aint enough to leave a happy home Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly) You have to play fair (you have to play fair) See, I dont care But I know you aint gon' wanna share [Chorus] Dont cha wish your boyfriend was hot like mine Dont cha wish your boyfriend was a freak like mine Dont cha, dont cha , girl Dont cha wish your boyfri

A Dream
DREAM In a dream, Seeing things, That I don't wanna see... Haunted by a memory, Hanging on - it won't let go of me... It's dead and gone, I've moved on, But I still imagine, What might've been... Listen for the words I long to hear, Waiting for that face to reappear, Feel those arms holding me, Feel the love as we breathe, Overwhelmed with regret, I guess I can't forget... But I know better now, I'm better off any how... Things aren't always what they seem, It was all just a dream.

13 Things Pms Stands For:
13 Things PMS Stands For: 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect

Shine On Me Tonite
can you feel it like a shooting star in the night i dont see it but its there when you look inside I know you want it to work out i know that you got it right but when the poison of another runs thru your veins it comes to you in the middle of the night it can take you down it can hide in plain sight the light of shame will shine on me tonite take it all back take it all back i never tore you apart take it all back take it all back the mind controls the heart

A Sad Poem
When a boy makes a Girl jealous.¢¾ Body: A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade,

Funny As Heck!!!
Got this from my cousin..just a little smile sent your way. THE MOST DUMBEST THINGS GUYS SAY TO GET HER ATTENTION: 50 lame pickup lines 1. The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. 2. That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning. 3. I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand. 4. I like every bone in your body especially mine. 5. How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up? 6. Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want? 7. Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart? 8. Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good. 9. Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them. 10. Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up. 11. If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays 12. If I told you that you had a nice body, would you h

* S M I L E ! ! * Cutest Pics..
> > > > What part of QUIET didn't you understand? > > > > Everyone needs to feel secure...... > > > > Couldn't help it Ma, that first step is a killer.. > > > > Now what do I do??? > > > > It's in there somewhere, I just know it!! > > > > I really need to get going, but I just can't seem to get motivated..... > > > > Man...I'm getting so fat I can hardly scratch my own butt!!! > > > > These morning walks are killing me.. > > > > HEY! Gimme my ball back!!! > > > > I said go to sleep.... > > > > Nice doggie...Good boy! > > > > A little power nap.... > > > > Sleeping i

Which Color Represents You? Purple Is Mine!
You scored as Purple. Purple is powerful, just like you. You are a very devoted person that likes to get things finished and you do this by balancing out fun and seriousness. This way you get the best of both and no matter what always end up winning. You are very competitive, driven and have an aura of mystery about you which sometimes people find astounding.Purple94%White83%Green78%Blue67%Orange67%Pink56%Yellow55%Red50%Black45%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

The 5 Factor Values Test-what Do You Value Most???
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty highly. You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy. For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others. People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance h

Brighter Side
Anyways so My lil one went to the doc today to check and see if it was just allergies or a start of something worse.. and well it was mainly allergies and maybe a start of a cold.. which isnt supriseing cause of the weather. Shes been up to par the past 2 days. SO YEAH! And the past few days both my kids attitudes have changed so much! They seemed have found their manners and they are so much nicer to each other.. Its most likely becuase the stress level is way down! They havent even backed talked me.. its nice.. my son has been able to focus more and my lil girl.. not so sassy.. well that becuase the bad influence is gone LOL! Ahhh its 2 am and I must be off!

Dying Husband
Sitting on my deathbed I wait For my lady of 55 years I see her coming in now She leans over to kiss my head I motion her to sit down She wants to know what I will say next Oh darlin of mine My time is near I wanted you right here when I leave this place Look in my eyes as rough and ragged they look I saw your beauty through them everyday of my life I could see your eyes sparkle for miles I am gonna miss you darlin while we are away It wont be long Just remember our great love song I will miss those dances we danced I will miss sitting in the chair next to you in our living room I will miss the fact I could like we were forever We have done alot in this lifetime One thing is certain You were always by myside I see those tears strollin down your face Just remember this was done in gods grace I will miss the scent of your hair Coffee in the morning next to the bed I will miss those movies we watched staying up late Most of all I will miss you ever loving soul

Errrr Responsibility!!!!!!
so why is it that i get promoted to a leadership position and all the detail shit get put on me? becuase im reliable? because the other Sergeant in my squad, who has been promoted for a year longer than me, is busy talking, or just doesnt want to? or is it to see what i can handle? i think its the last question. i have already done most of the tasks of an army leader, and have continued to for over a year. im always the relied upon guy, and i guess im just pissed that the other sergeant i work with nevr does much of anything as far as the leadership shit goes. errrrrrrrrrr.

.. Let Me Tell You - Song Written By Me ..
~Let Me Tell You~ Let me tell you how I feel Let me show all the things you cannot heal It's time for me to let go ... I'm dying Ohhhh and you're flying Their is only one who can show me Show me the true meaning of love And you're not him Ohhhhh He shows me unconditional love He shows me that he cares He fights for me matter what No matter who's there He shows me I'm the only one The only one he loves But ohhh alone I cry Because ... This is only a dream Let me tell you about all the times you weren't there Let me tell you about the times that I felt scared I'm getting closer and closer ... let me share Ohhh all the pain that you're fixing to bare Ohhhhh He shows me unconditional love He shows me that he cares He fights for me matter what No matter who's there He shows me I'm the only one The only one he loves But ohhh alone I cry Because ... This is only a dream Let me tell you about all the things you promised me Let me tell you about the o

Another Lovely Poem By Martin
When the sky cleared, I see an angel appear. So lovely and sweet, someone I'd love to meet. For her beauty mesmerizes me. Enchanted, I follow her like a dream. For her beauty is pure, someone any would adore.

Angelic By Martin
How can you describe her beauty when words fail? How can you say she is precious when you are speechless before her? How can you tell her she is a special friend? One word does fit......angelic.

Thank You All For Saying Hi At The Wizard Cave !!
Hello Out There !! I AM Having Trouble With Photobucket, So I Will Be Online Later And Leave All You Wonderful Visitors A THANK YOU !! Was Sooooooooo Kind Of You All To Stop By !! I Will have To Learn The New Systems Too Here.... If You Want To See A Really Nice Page ( So I Have Been Told) You Can Get More Of And Idea Of What I Am Like Go To>>> www.myspace.com/wildwizard I Wil Try To Build My Page Like That One Much Love And Light To You All That Have Welcomed Me !! I Feel Blessed With Your Interest !!

People
i hate when people take teh time to message or comment u but nvr answer back when u write its annoyin as hell if ur going to comment me talk to me also dont just comment me to get ur cherry points up it pisses me off

Think Before You Speak...
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who work at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a s

What Do You Think?
How can it be I'm still worth nothing Break me Beat me Tear my heart in two It's not worth that much to you Pull it out Watch it bleed Let it drip See my eyes As they roll My body lifeless No movement No breath You've killed me You bastard You foe You son of a bitch You HUSBAND!?!? You fucked her No thoughs of me No worries No tears You were wrong You bastard YOU SHOULD FUCKING DIE!!! Drown in your own fucking sorrows of woe me Puke so hard from chocking on your tears of she left me Bite your tounge everytime you decide to tell a lie about me Bite your tounge make it bleed Taste your own fucking bitterness Look down upon me You broke me Took my soul from me Fucked me up for good A husband, that's what you think you were You child You Bastard You foe You've fallen Those things you're not they are too good for what you are YOU SHOULD FUCKING DIE!!!

All I Can Say Is I Am Sorry
the smallest breeze made by the wings of a butterly cascades and causes a typhoon halfway around the world.... This valid therory is the butterfly effect. I action small and benine causing others that may become far more destructive. Never have I witnessed this theory more then this night. 1 mis-step that cascaded into many binine actions that added up to chaos. For those who are like what the fuck is she talking about, well simple there are days that you will wake up and put your shirt on backwards and because u did other things happen cascaing growing to become something large. Those days no matter how much u feel it is your fault realiZe that u put that shirt on with no intention of causing issue. Dont kill yourself for things that are bigger then the small action that you did. To those who know what I am talking about. All i can offer is this I am sorry. But I didnt know that wearing my shirt backwards was going to lead to anything. Mistakes happen.

In Your Eyes
In your eyes i see a world of loving, gentle, sweet and true In your eyse i see pure magic, the essence that is you In your eyes i see the caring handed out to me In your eyes i feel the warmth of loves young dream so free In your eyes i see the future and the past that's gone In your eyes i see the music, lyrics, theme and song In your eyes i feel the closeness that you are to me In your eyes i know by looking that we are meant to be

Hi
KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006,>WHEN??...... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of four. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You go home after a long day at work and still answer the phone in a business manner 7. You make phone calls from home and accidentally dial "9" to get an outside line. 8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies. 10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clock news. 11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job. 12 You pull up in your own driveway and use your mobile phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 13. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 14. Leaving the house without

A Classic!
I don't practice santeria I aint got no crystal ball. I had a million dollars but I I'd spend it all, If I could find that heina and that sancho that she's found, well I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd slap her down. What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really want to say I can't define. Well it's love, that I need, oh , but my soul will have to, wait till I get back find heina of my own. Daddy's gonna love one and all. I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break and I got live it out, oh, yea huh, well I swear that I. What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really want to say I can't define. that love make it go, my soul will have to... ohhh What I really wanna say, my baby, What I really wanna say is I've got mine. and I'll make it, Yes, I'm comin' up. Tell sanchito that if he knows what is good for him he best go run and hide. Daddy's got a new .45. and I won't think twice to stick that barrel straight down sancho's throat. Believe me wh

My Thoughts
hi im aimee im am still alittle new to this i enjoy meeting new friends it doesnt matter male or female i really dont see why people on lc bitch and complain about their nude photos i guess there are some people leaving vulgar comments and scaring them away well all im saying is if you dont like being violated then you shouldnt have put certain pics on the site cause some guys or girls become friends with you just so they can view your adult pics well im not like that what you put in your pics is your business&privacy and nobody has the right to say any different thanks for being my friend take care.........Aimee

Which????
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What R U???????
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Q Test
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Which 1
You should make love during a volcano eruption (Hopefully not too close though). The phallic imagery here needs no further explanation, and the heat generated will turn your ordinary sex into super hot sweaty sex. Damn. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hey, Broads!
I know you are all trying to get into my pants, so let me give you some pointers: First of all, I am not exactly a "petite" guy. You should have no trouble at all getting into my pants unless you weigh.. oh say.... more than 450 lbs. If you are still having trouble, I suggest you find larger pants to wear than mine.

Just Some Poetry And Writings I Like.
Tiedan, etta elama on taynna haasteita. Taytyy vain loytaa ratkaisuja, silla haluan paasta paamaaraani. I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow. I feel my fate in what I cannot fear. I learn by going where I have to go. Theodore Roethke Man dies as he dreams. Alone. Joseph Conrad “And pleasant is the faerie land But an eerie tale to tell. Ay at the end of seven years We pay a tithe to Hell; I am sae fair and fu o flesh, I’m feared it be myself.” Young Tam Lin Down the hill I went, and then, I forgot the ways of men For night-scents, heady, and damp and cool Wakened ecstacy in me. Sara Teasdale You whom I could not save Listen to me. Czeslaw Milosz For I have sworn thee fair, and thought Thee bright. Who art as black as hell, as dark as night. William Shakespeare sonnet CXLVII

From Nitepanther.
From: NitePanther 13:44:24 Apr 03 2006 I see you in the sheets what lurks beneath beckoning calling me to begin the touching caressing moving slowly massaging rhythmically rubbing sliding in sliding out groaning crying grasping pounding scratching gasping peaking coming enflamed with desire exploding with passion overwhelmed by your power and when my heat and imagination calm down I long for the dream to be real.

Newbie!
Being new to all this lost cherry stuff is kinda weird. I like it but I am not getting all the views and friends that i have gotten in other places. Not to mention my friends havent even heard of lost cherry or are just not interested at all. Oh well.. I will check in from time to time to look everyone up.. Laters.

Med School
A Professor was giving a lecture on"Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your asshole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably playing golf with his friends."

It's Contest Time
Hey all you Lost Cherry Ink Lovers it's time to show your INK. That's right if you're inked and think you've got the Sexiest or Hottest one then let's find out what everyone else thinks. So here's how it works... Going to have 2 catagories, 1 for the gals and 1 for the guys. The gals will be the Sexiest Tattoo on Lost Cherry. The guys will be the Hottest Tattoo on Lost Cherry. With the winner in each group to be announced on October 31st, 2006. Yeah Ink and Halloween what better match can you have? Please repost this so it gets around to as many as possible. Entering: Anyone wanting to enter should e-mail me letting me know what Tattoo they want to enter and give me permission to rip the pic to my contest folder. Also include a caption about the tattoo. All entries must be received by Oct 6th. Voting: As we all know Lost Cherry allows us to RATE pics when we vote. Since to me that's not an acurate way to do this I will judge it simply by the TOTAL NUMBER of VOTES

Going On Leave
Yesterday marked 15 years of marriage and today marks 42 years old nest month marks 18 years of service most of which are active duty time. I go home next week to see my family and take a two week break. Been gone since last Sep. (05) I wanted to thank all of you that have visited with me, sent me a thank you and showed me some wonderful pictures personal or not I have enjoyed them all. I will be back, it will take aabouit a month travel and break. Please keep your eyes open and I will send a big howdy when I return. Again thanks to ALL fo you tha took the time to stop by. By the way feel free to leave "ANY" kind of a birthday gift you'd like... Love ya all and definitely looking forward to being back in the good ol' USA.

Test
Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has gotten it right. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister.Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer; see answer below.] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered thequestion correctly. If you didn't answer the question correctly, good for you.

Hi Everyone
Hey everyone this is my first blog and i really have nothing to say. hmm lets c...tomorrow ill be going up north to go to my cousins open house...his new gf will b there so that shud be interesting aight im out...bye

Mexican Chicken Pasta Salad
Preparation Time: 15 minutes Cooking Time: 10 minutes Serves: 4 Ingredients 1/2 lb. rotini or other spiral pasta 1 lb. roasted chicken meat, shredded 2 tomatoesraw, seeded and diced 1-1/2 cups frozen corn, thawed 2 carrotsraw, shredded 1/4 cup red onionraw, chopped 1 Tbsp. Dijon mustard 1 Tbsp. lime juice 1 Tbsp. jalapeño pepper, seeded and minced 3/4 tsp. chili powder 3/4 tsp. ground cumin 1 cup fresh cilantro, chopped Instructions Cook pasta in boiling salted water 8-10 minutes, or until al dente. Drain and transfer pasta to a large bowl. Add next 5 ingredients and toss. Combine remaining ingredients, except cilantro, in a jar with a tight-fitting lid. Shake vigorously. Pour dressing over pasta. Add fresh cilantro and toss thoroughly. Season with salt and pepper to taste.

Sex Definitions Part 2
The Maytag: When a girl is on top, just as you're about to shoot, have her spin around in circles on your cock like a washing machine. Submitted by kalai Matching Drapes [n] Reference to whether or not a woman's pubic hair color matches the hair on her head. Used in a sentence: "Wow what a hot looking redhead, but I wonder do the curtains match the drapes?". The Menthol: The act of getting head from a woman who just moments earlier ate a numerous amounts of cough drops, thus insuring a pleasureable, tingly feeling on your cock. The Mellon Dive: Headbutting a woman's big fat tities. Always lots of fun. A Moe Green Special: When you shoot jizz into a girls eye. Comes from the killing of Moe Green in Godfather, who was shot in the eye. by Tom The Monkey Punch: When you're getting a girl from behind, you blow your load all over her back. When she leans up to balance the load from spilling onto her bed, you punch her in the back of the head...Sent by: Jim G. Monkey Wren

A Letter From The Devil
Letter From the Devil This can really make you think. It actually made me mad while I was reading it, but I had to send it because of the P.S. This is deep.. and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see. A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night. You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I m that you have not changed your way of living, you are mine. Remember,you and I have been going steady for years. and I still don't love you yet. He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as &nbs p; ;possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. T

I Am The Flag
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy. Guam, Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me. I'm presently in the mountains of Afganistan and the

Oh Goodie Its Fall
I think it's oficially fall. Finally! Having previously lived in the northern half of this state, I was used to fall starting much earlier, and as a result, winter. So when I moved down to the Twin Cities, I used to joke that I was screwed out of two months of winter -- It always came a month later than I was used to, and left a month earlier. Well, last weekend, when I was up north, fall was certainly here, as it was cold, and almost all the leaves had changed. Back down here, however, not so much. It's still slated to be in the seventies on Monday, which in my book is absurdly too hot for fall, but I don't think it'll ever get that warm again for the year 2006. At least, that's what I'm hoping for. I really do like the fall, if you haven't guessed. I think summers are fine, until about the middle of June, and then I've had enough. I guess I really don't like warm weather all that much. Especially down here in the Twin Cities, where there is no gigantic lake to get relief. We ha

Hoping
My Life is passing by before my eyes And im throwing it all away The love I have for him I hold dear Never letting go of the possibility That he may return to me People come in and out of your life But never one like him He was special We were special He made me feel special I hope he knows I will wait till the end of time End of time Funny That’s what he called himself Should that have been a warning A red flag, if you will I don’t know The best part is, it’s all my fault I did this I pushed him away I made me this way What should I do now What is the point of life without him Do I go on strong Hoping he returns to me Do I run and hide Like I used to do Or do I give up all hope Knowing he will never want me again There are other men, there are other men That’s what they keep telling me But I don’t want those other men I want him I don’t know how to live anymore without him I don’t want to live anymore without him There are three paths ‘lie’ in front

Real Sex Laws
Real Sex Laws Eastlake, Ohio It's illegal to 'molest a dog'. Corrizozo, New Mexico Women cannot legally appear in public if they haven't shaved. Los Angeles It's illegal for a man to beat his wife with a strap wider than two inches without her permission. Dallas, TX It's illegal to own a realistic dildo. Iowa It's illegal for a kiss to last longer than 5 minutes. Massage parlors are illegal in Hornytown N.C. England It's illegal for a 10-year-old boy to see a naked mannequin. Bozeman, Montana Has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown-if they're nude. (Apparently, if you wear socks, you're safe from the law!) During lunch breaks in Carlsbad, New Mexico no couple should engage in a sexual act while parked in their vehicle, unless their car has curtains. Clinton, Oklahoma has a law against masturbating while watching two people having sex in a car. It's safe to make love wh

Woot!
So this morning my bf was gonna take my car to work but when he went out to go i had a flat...go figure...anyways i had to go to work an hour later so i took his truck and i talked to one of our garage accounts that we have at work...i work at an auto parts store....and one of the guys told me to just bring the tire in n he'll look at it....so my first time ever and i took the tire off all by myself...didn't have one of those fancy jacks or anything just those stupid lil cheap ones i'm proud of myself i usually don't do this stuff myself.....that's what i got a man for

First Blog
Ok, so I have been a member of LC now for almost a month, and finally got my ass in here and decided to write in my blog. Of course at this time in my life there is nothing at all fun to write about, except that my BEARS are undefeated so far and I am stoked! I am supposed to be getting hitched in Oct. but it all depends on the money situation, why cant people just get married for free?!? Oh well...have a good weekend all!

Privacy
4 times today,I tried to leave a comment,an this place wouldn't let me.4 times today I tried to send an IM.The site closed the IM box out on me.What the Fucks going on, here.I toned down my comments on Rate a Photo,others can leave sexual comments but I'm not allowed.The Moderators on this site,need to leave me the Fuck alone.11 Days alcohol Free today.another meeting accomplished. My patience an Tolerance of Insobordanation,is not at a Control Point in my Life yet.I could relapse at any given point.I'm trying my Damnest to better myself,find Happiness again an move on in my life.I might never Love again or find a new gal to love,But meeting new people online is a start for me.Some of u-all like my comments others don't.to each there own.I'd rather Rate just Friends an Familly + Fans.But the Moderaters here seem to think I'm a Perv,which I'm not.I'm Lonely I miss my ex + my Stepdaughter.An I'm trying my Damnest to over come this Flaw.An online friends are helping me with this.Peace + L

More Than Words.....
Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you Its not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me Cos Id already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldnt make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close dont ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me Cos Id already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldnt

Tgif
hey yalll... not much goin on n this world... ( mine anyways ) ssdd ( same shit different day ) boring life blah blah blah... yups im posting on here instead of myspace... anyways its nice and cool here low 70's my feet is freezing .. but aleast its not hotter then hell( if i dont change my ways ) im going there for sure lol... but I wont go into details why haha anyways... not much going on here just chilling and enjoying the peace and quiet before the youngins get home n about a hr make taht 55 mins but whos counting haha then its HELL house around here lol i think im gonna chill and either have a nice stiff margarita its been a long week OR A FEW or more BEERS lol haha...welp the booze is calling my name so later yall.. bE GOOD OR BE GOOD AT IT Bec

Katrina Cleanup Continues And Other Frustrations ... Wtf???
It has been a year and they still don't have New Orleans back to some state of normalcy? What the hell is going on? What the fuck is Bush doing? I suppose the answer is NOTHING. The same thing he has been doing since his presidency began. Well, I can't say that. He has been pretty busy starting and continuing a useless war. I wish he would sit his sorry ass down and simply write an apology letter to every person that has been touched through the deaths of 2,500 servicemen and counting. What a waste of lives, of friends, of sons and daughters, and of time. I'm sorry, a country that is living in turmoil and cannot do something about it themselves, well, should that country necessarily be saved? I think we should be focusing on our own people, not people that continue to kill us, and riot us, while we are simply trying to help them out. Where was the rest of the world during 9/11? Where was the rest of the world when the Oklahoma City Bombing occured? NOT HERE. So why exactly does the Ame

Nascar Lol
OK IVE gotta gloat IM going too talladega superspeedway on my birthday ( oct 8 ) wahooooo got hospitally tickets get too visit tony stewart ( ewww ) lol but aleast it will be fun and ALL THE FOOD AND BEER u want lol and pit passes heheh most of all its FREE lol ive gotta deal with my brother n law but hey THE beer will help me there Lmao ... im siked can ya tell lol anyways i may take pics i may not.. all depends on how messed up i am lmao.. anyways just thought i would share that info with ya'll... be good or be goodat it Bec

Things I Have Learned ...
Yes, I did steal this! However, I will be adding my own thoughts in order to make it MINE! :) Things I've learned - That you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. *And sometimes people just don't love you, I have had this happen and well, it hurts like hell. But all you can do is move on a learn when these feelings are mutual and when they are nothing at all. That no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. *This happens a lot in society, especially in my world. Sometimes it seems that I am more concerned with other's well-being than my own. But I am much better at caring for others than myself. That it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. *SO TRUE! But no matter how many times someone has broken my trust, somehow I seem to give in and let them earn it back. Many people have betrayed me in some "not-so-friendly" ways, and then I have a habit of simply writin

Tell Me!
1.tell me how it would be if we were togther? 2.would i regret it? 3.how many times a day would you kiss me? 4.how many times a day would you just want to hold me? 5.would you take me places? 6.would you love me? 7.how many times would you call me? 8.would you miss me everytime i left? 9.if i treated you wrong would you tell me? 10.if i told you i loved you would you say it back and mean it? 11.if i showed up at 3 in the morning just to say i missed you, would you like it? 12.if i was the best you've ever had would you tell me? 13.how long do you think we'll be together? 14.if we broke up would you still love me if you did?

Giving Up!!!
Well, I'm not really sure how to start this blog. I don't want to sound like a whiny wife or a cold hearted bitch but I guess that what I am. I am giving up!!! I am giving up on any chance of ever having a happy marriage. It is just too much pain for me to keep putting myself and my children thru. I have busted my ass for 10yrs now and nothing has changed. I take that as my sign that it never will. I met my husband 10 yrs ago and we hit it off just great. I could have never asked for a better man. We were like the perfect match. We had so many things in common and always agreed on everything. Never a dissagreement or argument over anything. We were always happy and smiling. We never wanted to spend one moment apart from each other. Now I can't say that about us. These days the only time we speak to each other is when we are fighting. Seems like these days we say "Fuck You" to each other more than we say 'I Love You". That doesn't sound like a marriage to me!! He has turne

Still Don't Know
Still don't know whats wrong iwth my 17 yr old she has to go to a specialist next week so we are still trying to get her better!! hopefully its just a nervous stomach but i am losing 2 of my kids lol not really they are moving iwth dad over the weekend but will be here during the week so i will be kidless on weekends after they get fully moved by next friday i will miss them but i love them all my little one lives here with me permantely i am hoping to get my disability cuz i do need it to help me pay bills so they don't have too

Details Of Vacation (long)
Friday September 15, 2006 Today was the start of my vacation. I worked till noon. Sat on a train for a while which was (of course) delayed. By the time I FINALLY got to Jerryâ€™s I was beyond vacation mindset. We did some last minute things and packing and double-checking to see that we had everything we needed for the trip. Joe showed up to drive us to the airport. We decided to just grab a bite to eat at Midway since we were both starving. We found a little place called the Illini and had the best freakin burgers everâ€¦.and beer!!! I was LIT before we even made it to our terminal. Going through security and what not was a breeze! But keep in mind, if youâ€™re wearing a studded beltâ€¦take it off. It will definitely set off the metal detector. In route on the plane we had a few more drinksâ€¦.him 2 me 1. The flight was only just over an hour and a half long. We landed in Washington Regan National Airport and went to hunt down our luggage. As we were walking outside my brother pull

Why The Fuck
did he call me so many times after we got off the phone.. knowing i was leaving and knowing I can only accept his call once .. I have to pay the money for him to call me.. and its not fucking cheap... So he calls like 4 times while i was showering and like 7 times after i left .. I came up here pissed cuz he knows better then that.. he knows My mom is here sleeping cuz she work's third.. and if she gets pissed off enough.. im gone.. it sucks.. lol i probally wont get to go see him now.. and fuck.. gah..

Lc
just a quick goodbye, im sure there is some really COOL people here but I have decided that this sight is just not for me. All my KITTIES know where to find me so I will be there waiting :)~ love ya and peace out! Oh yeah and to you CREEPS out there GET A LIFE seriously, dont flaunt what you dont got and PLZ for Gods sake learn to respect a beautiful person and dont assume because your freaken UGLY, FAT and a LOW LIFE that this sight will help you. To all you other peeps HAVE FUN!

Just A Hookup
He Could Be More Than a Hookup But you're not really sure what you want him to be. Sometimes you have fairly serious feelings for him. If you think there could be more, than go for it. (Just make sure he wants something more too!) Is He Just a Hookup?

Pain
This is just a poem i wrote i know kinda out there but no worries not gonna act on my thoughts:) Slit my wrists, This is somthing i can't resist, Give the blade a lil twist, Blood starting to mist, Look in the mirror, I see nothing that i will miss...

Chocolate, Booze, And Bordome.
Uh, life's good I guess mostly — Friday, 29 September 2006 Well lots of stuff going on this weekend. Going away parties and such for troy who is leaving for navy basic training on monday afternoon. Bars and fire spinning, all sorts of stuff. Eventfulll weekends are good cuz they keep my mind of stuff I can't do much about. On the way home from school I bought chocolate, drammine, poweraid, and alchahol. All things that seemed so necesary. I feel better having them in my house knowing that they are around if I need them. I also got conditioner cuz it was on sale and I'm running out soon. I was dreaming about chocolate lastnight. That's how much I'm craving it for somereason. The eventfull part of the weekend doesn't start until tomarrow though. So that leaves today for something. I guess studying, chocolate, alchahol, dramamine, and other stuff. Anyone interested in any of that stuff, feel free to stop by. A loose screening process will obviously b

Dreams
Why can't my dreams be of happy times we shared the last year. Instead they are of your ashes coming home in box from Iraq. I know you have something to prove to yourself but why isn't it enough what you have proved to me? Why?

How Spicy Are You!
Your Spicy Score: Medium You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance. You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature. Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality. Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination! How Spicy Are You?

What Do Guys Like About You
Guys Like That You're Sensitive And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! What Do Guys Like About You?

What Flower Are You?
You Are A Lily You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize. What Flower Are You?

Vote All Week!!!!!!
My 1st blog...awwwwww! I have entered my 1st contest cuz I was really bored...Best Male Ass! The contest starts tonight and runs all week til next Friday! I would appreciate all the votes and comments I can get! Plus you get to see my ass!!!!!! lol..anyway thanks in advance and have a great weekend!

"you Were There For Me"
© Erin Porter Words escape me at this moment that seems like the end yet it is only the beginning when friendships are close and dreams are far you were there for me. Tears fill me with memories of both good and bad some nearly forgetton yet all dear to the heart you were there for me. In times of trouble and in times of thanks you stood by my side and held me up. Through your ever-patient ears to your comforting hugs you were there for me. From that first day when I saw you and knew that you would love me for who I was you were there for me. And until the day when we are old and gray I will always know that you are there for me.

There Is That Friend
© Anon There is that friend that is so much a part of you, that you feel alone just thinking about the thought of her not being there. There is that friendship that has so much that it is based on that nothing could ever dissolve or even threaten it. There is that friend with whom you share so much history that one fight or misunderstanding rolls off nearly instantaneously, because one issue is so insignificant, and could never come close to shattering the bond. There is that friendship that cannot always be explained, but only understood and cherished by the two people that share it. There is that friend that mean so much to you, that you honestly believe you would stop studying for a final exam, break a date with your crush of five years, or risk being grounded just so you could be there to lend a shoulder to cry on, offer a hug, or spend three hours just sitting with her if that would make it at all better. There is that friendship that has lasted thr

Stuff
Okay So I dyed my hair brown. Its not to bad. And I'll get pictures as soon as I can. I'm not sure if I'm going to see my friend Jimmy this weekend or not. I hope so though. I've been babysitting all week and takin my class. Thats pretty much about it. I might go to michigan for like a day or two. I don't know though. I'll keep ya posted. Thanks.

My Luck.
Some people ars just born lucky. Ya know? Well, when it comes to MY luck, I can sum it up best by saying.... If it we're raining pussies, I'd get one with a cock in it! I hope no one that reads this has the same luck as me. Mikey

How Well Do You Understand Men?
You Have Your PhD in Men You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. How Well Do You Understand Men?

The Honey Moon [ One ]
Kenny had always been less masculine than the other boys at his school. So when he graduated and went on to college he found himself stereotyped as being gay. The reality was that he saw himself as more of a feminine character than a masculine one. As a child he had tried on his sisters clothes. He loved the feel of silk and lace on his body. For years, his hidden desires were quelled for he lived at an all male school. Even through the first few years of school, he was not able to live his fantasy. One night, he decided to go to a party off campus at an apartment of a grad student he had met in his fine art class. The group at the party was much wilder than any group of people that he had met before, except for some friends who once used him as a courier for drugs, but that was over a year ago. They figured that he would not attract attention and would be a great channel for cocaine. One of the drug dealers was at the party, but he left Kenny alone. Several gay men made passes at him,

Are You A Snob?
You Are A Little Snobby And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed. Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty. And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality. You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface. Are You a Snob?

Hey
Just wanted to let everyone know that I wont be around to much this weekend, for one, I have been sick...:( And to top it off, I am currently getting ready to move. We are moving from a 3 bedroom house to a 5 bedroom house...so it is awesome. :) Bye for now, Shawna

Samdamsha Position
The power of the woman in sexual congress is enormous. At various points the woman according to the Kamasutra acquires the role of an Amazon, controlling and furthering the sex act. In these positions, the man willingly plays a submissive role. Nor does Vatsyayana make any value judgments on such positions. The Samdamsha (the Tongs) position is one of the few in which the man virtually sits still while the woman does all the running. In this position, the man is seated on a chair while the woman sits Amazon-like on one of his thighs and guides his penis towards her vagina. Once the penis is inserted inside her, she can contract her vagina muscles to keep it in and avoid unwanted withdrawals. The Kamasutra describes this position thus: "Grip your lover's penis with your yoni's vice, squeezing and stroking it, and holding it inside for a hundred heart-beats... This is Samdamsha." With the woman in control, this position offers maximum pleasure to her. The man can maneuver thi

Extracted From Vatsyayana's Kamasutra
THE STANDING POSITION Sage Vatsyayana had a position specifically for couples who couldn't, well, wait to get into bed. The Standing Intercourse where the man and the woman are standing against each other, and or leaning against a column or some pillar, is called the sthitarata from the Sanskrit word "Sthita" which means Steadied. It's a position, made famous by James Caan playing Sonny in The Godfather. In this position, the two partners are upright, face to face. The man needs to lubricate his partner first since initially the woman will find it hard to be stimulated. For this the man may use a variety of things. Only when the woman is sufficiently excited for the coitus to be smooth, does the sage advise that the man go in for penetration. If the woman is shorter than the man, she should raise herself through some height enhancement aid. Stilettos, maybe! The woman could also stand on a low stool so as to be on a par with the man. The biggest advantage of this pos

To My Child
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix th

Wat Are You
You scored as Demon. Your a demon! you are a firey evil demon that is obsessed with fire! You may grow up to be the devil yourself...Demon76%Evil Genius74%Hero62%Alien62%Psycho Killer62%Ninja60%Normal Average Guy/girl45%What are you?(evil genius, ninja, etc.)created with QuizFarm.com

Here Hun Sing With Me
Break me down, you got a lovely face going to your place now you got to freak me out Scream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but I got to make my way Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on Take it off, the paper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full You're so fine, It won't be a loss cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face [Chorus] Get the video, fuck you so good [Chorus] Baby girl you want it hard to be a star you'll get down on it Take it off no need to talk your crazy but I like the way you fuck me [Chorus]

Not So Nice Horoscopes
SCORPIO (Oct.23 - Nov. 22) You are the worst of the lot. You are screwed in business and cannot be trusted. You shall achieve the pinnacle of success because of your total lack of ethics. You are the perfect son-of-a-bitch. Most Scorpios are murdered.

A Day Off
Well Friday's are suppose to be my day off.... but my daughter was out of school today as well. The phone rings and the next thing you know I have 3 other kids here!!!!!!! So we are off to Libby Lu for makeovers, I will have to post pics. Then we went and watched Open Season, CUTE show! Now I am at the house waiting on moms to come and get their children! I am going out tonight! :) Not sure where I am going but I am going!!!!

All The Riches Baby...
Sep 29, 2006 Hello All... Just a quick note from yet another internet cafe. Ken and I are in downtown London waiting to meet Charles for dinner. We spent a few hours tooling around. Seeing the sites...being tourist basically. So anyway, got a few secs to kill before we feed our faces at some fancy smancy eatery. Of course I didn't come to the U.K. or NYC for that matter with "dress clothes" I brought clothes for recording an album, and looking like a poor musician. Pretty sure I'm gonna stand out hardcore tonight. Ken said no worries...he said I'm just wearing the uniform that goes with my new job, and people will just have to deal. I kinda like that way of thinking. Big F-U to the world...thats rock n' roll isn't it? (Those who know me can start laughing now) Whatever...all I know is that the album is sounding amazing, and I am working my butt off on these vocals. Not only do I sing these songs several times each session, but I have several sessions just to see if I can beat

The Fight For Justice Continues
Yesterday was interesting. First of all, due to the resignation of Joel Silverman, Indiana BMV Commissioner, I was contacted again (via e-mail) by Pam Elliot at Channel 8 news to come in and do another interview. I definitely want to do another interview. I feel that my wrongful termination by the BMV has basically ruined my life. The personal and financial problems that have happened as a result of my firing are devastating. Losing my job there has cost me and my two children a lot of pain and suffering in a HUGE way. I shared with Pam that it seems the timing of Mr. Silverman's resignation is interesting. My attorney filed suit against them on September 12. The fact that this is an election year really poses a huge problem for the Republicans in that they may end up losing control over state government to the Democrats. The fact that all of this pain and heartache I'm experiencing is due to fallout from decisions from the Republican Governor's staff could be a big problem

Enough Sunset Gun Rope
Nobody has enough rope. No I mean it not in the English books on Amazon.de nor uk damn. So I guess I will have to play the 15 Euro shipping and get it over abebooks if they let me pay via PayPal. It was her birthday yesterday… at least I think it is the 29th sometimes I am not sure and think it’s the 27th pretty embarrassing not to even know the date. But then I can blame it on the pain and supersession. The present is still here and I am not sure if I will really bring it over… maybe I can give it Anna to hand it over. I feel weak about all this I don’t even know if I should do it at all after such a long time.

This Murder....
as i look in this mirror i see dirt on my skin, can't wash this sin this soul of mine get clearer you cannot see, this darkness in me my skeletons beat me all the time the souls i release scream in my mind i'm a killer, a murderer, a demon inside the blood on this knife is where i confide chorus: this taste...is sensational this feeling...unexplainable a rush and a high, all at the same time as i slowly watch you die can't keep me from killing...it's part of me as i pull this trigger, my high becomes bigger i'm addicted....to this habit of mine my heart's beating faster, this weapon's my master look deep into my eyes.... my instincts control me, it's hard to break hold of me these screams are theirs and my own... annihilate....exterminate....can't control this hate... (chorus x2) my acts of decimation.... fulfill my temptation.... pleasures me like fornication... brings me to a personal salvation.... this murder! this murder! (bloodstains on the w

War...
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs in the side walk cracks; "Lets get our soliders out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who g

Love
Did you ever love someone and know he didn't love you? Did you ever feel like crying and think what good will it do? Did you ever look into his eyes and say a little prayer? Did you ever look into his heart and wish that you were there? Did you ever see him smile when the lights were way down low? Did you ever think "I love that guy" but he just would never know? When you fall in love, my friend, you'll find it doesn't pay. It's really not worth that broken heart it causes everyday. Did you ever wonder where he is and if your love is really true? One moment you are happy, and in the next you are blue. When it's dark you wonder why, and you worry night and day. You see my friend, loving him will never work this way. Love is fine, but it hurts too much, and the price you pay is too high. If I could choose love or death, I think I'd rather die. And when I say don't fall in love, you'll get hurt before you're through, You see my love I ought to know................... I FEL

As I Cumm.................
Your sigh carries my passion as I spoil your clit with gentle licks Before I dip my tongue deep inside savoring you like a sweet wine As you whimper I slow my pace for I want you to be carried away Carried on an orgasm's wave long enough to crave another I brush your pussy hair back and I see your clit pouting happily And as you orgasm, you cry out my name and I gently suck For I have always loved you and I will always be in your dreams Waiting for the moment when you close you eyes and whisper for me For the firmness you give me, has not softened, my desire has not lessened I can feel myself throbbing as I wait for the warmest of lips to suck Your hands are like velvet as you massage and stroke lovingly Your eyes are entwined in mine as they dance as you hear me moan And as I cummm, you tighten your lips and milk me till I am breathless Gently licking the shaft, and whispering the love I give will always be returned

Isolation
where is the sun?.....nowhere to be found.... where is my shade?.....to cover me whole.... where is the water?.....to quench me..... it can't be found.....in this reality abound.... where is the earth?.......that i lay my head on.... where are the souls?.....that occupy it with me.... what happened to everything?....my existence... it's gone within a trace.....in front of my face chorus: don't know...where i am now... can't see....the way.... don't want.....this isolation.... give me.....a sign today...... where is the light.....to guide me through.... where is the taste.....that i used to savor.... where is myself......i can't find it..... i'm stuck with nothing.....looking for something... what's happening here......can anyone see it.... what's going on.......does anyone know.... what the fuck......happened to my world... this apocalypse is haunting.....it's got me wanting.... (chorus x 2) what happened to love......i can't feel it.... what happened

The Vampiress
The Vampiress By Lord Lytton 1803-1873 Found a corpse, with glittering hair, Of a woman whose face, tho' dead, The white death in it had left still fair, Too fair for an earthly bed! So I loosened each fold of her bright curls roll'd From forehead to foot in a rush of red gold, And kissed her lips till her lips were red, And warm and light on her eyelids white I breath'd, and pressed unto mine her breast, Till the blue eyes ope'd and the breast grew warm, And this woman, behold! arose up bold, And lifelike lifting a wilful arm, With steady feet from the winding sheet Stepp'd forth to a mutter'd charm. And now beside me, whatever betide me, This woman is, night and day. For she cleaves to me so, that, wherever I go She is with me the whole of the way. And her eyes are so bright in the dead of the night, That they keep me awake with dread; While my life blood pales in my veins and fails, Because her red lips are so red That I fear 'tis my hear

Connected Isolation
Connected Isolation - with the information age in full swing the internet has thrown people from all walks of life and persuasions together, but the downside of this is that people are becoming more isolated. Discuss and give me your thoughts This is a great topic! The information age, wow, think about it, you can do everything from your pc anymore without ever leaving your house! Really! Everything from working at home, to renewing your drivers license (not that you need one) I mean hell, you can order groceries from your pc, and even buy a wife. Lol What? That’s not your thing? Okay you can have many internet relationships in the course of a year. It seems to me that with all of this new technology and the ability to communicate with the world from your bedroom, people are spending less and less time outside in the real world. Want proof? I knew you did. Just look at the rising numbers of the popular websites like LC and Myspace. And there are tons of sites like this one. Then

Elemental
I am the wild wind blowing let loose upon the plains over, around mountains rolling sea and land alike My breath exudes and flows through Every whiff an puff finds a course all its own No need to wish for it I know I'll find my way to every open space and from there which to spy There is no place you have been that I cannot follow chances are, thats one i have already been Over sands and waves blowing all trace away of souls long passed but now contained herein

I Have Somethin' Very Important To Say..
I Have Something Very Important to Say So I am Typing it Now Because it is So Important .... What I am typing now is something that is so important, it is kind of obscene how important it is. Not just to me, but to everyone who reads it. Nay, it is important to THE WORLD, regardless of whom is actually physically exposed to it. If I did not type this (this thing I am typing now) it would be something that was never typed and presented to the world and that would be a travesty. That would be a piece of very important history left unwritten; a first for humankind that never presented itself. A crime, essentially! A crime! What I am writing here is important and interesting and unique. I am discussing something that is entirely unique to me and therefore eye-opening to everyone else. "Gosh, I never thought of it that way!" you will DEFINITELY be saying once you are through reading this. You will exclaim, "It was so important I read that! It has enriched my life for I had neve

Come Hang With Us Tonight!!!!
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"reality Or Something Like It"
Not quite sure how to start this off so I guess I will start how the topic was presented to me with a very basic question. "How can you tell if all of this is real"? The answer is also just as simple and quite disturbing. There actually is no way of telling what is real and what is not, because in actuality all things are only as real as they appear at the time. In much the same view all things are an illusion, the belief that they are real is all that gives them truth to their existence. Everything that you believe in has reality because you believe it does, if people didn’t believe in anything than nothing would exist. Lets jump back to the beginning, give some setup for all of this so that it can be fully understood. I'm almost tempted to follow the example of the bible with a good old "In the Beginning" rant, but that doesn’t fulfill everything, it is actually before the beginning. But before I can go into all of this I have to state rather clearly that this is based in my be

The Worst Thing That Could Happen
it was 9-26-06 and one of my best friends John aka fluffy, sun sun, jp. jc, granda i can go on with how many nicknames he had...but anyway he asked this kid for a ride home from skool(he only had his licence for about 2 weeks) and on the street that jonh lived on they decided to go 65 in a 25 and lost control of the car....the car hit the side of a tree and slide down to a stop sign....the car was hit on the side that john was sitting and he died instantly...john was only 16 yrs old and was always a happy person...he never even got to get his licences .... he wrked at a tattoo parlor and was suppost to go get his first tat. this weekend and never made it... september 26 was the worst day of many ppls lives and our lives will never be the same... my love goes out to his family and all his other friend and especially olivia who was the love of his life and she loved his just as much as he loved her (who is also my bestest friend)...soon i wil b getting a tat. in memory of one of the best

Peopling The Earth
A Catholic, a Baptist, and a Mormon are bragging about the size of their families. "I have four boys and my wife is expecting another. One more son and I''''ll have a basketball team!" said the Catholic. "That''''s nothing!'''''''' said the Baptist. ''''''''I have ten boys now, and my wife is pregnant with another child. One more son and I''''ll have a football team!" "You both should be ashamed of yourselves!'''''''' said the Mormon. ''''''''I have seventeen wives. One more and I''''ll have a golf course!"

I See You!
A few days before his proctological exam, a one eyed man accidentally swallowed his glass eye. He was worried for a while, but there were no ill effects, so he forgot about it. Once he was in the doctor's office, the man followed instructions, undressed, and bent over. The first thing the proctologist saw when he looked up the man's arse was that eye staring right back at him. "You know, " said the doctor, "you really have to learn to trust me."

Stick Of Dynamite
A large, powerfully-built guy meets a woman at a bar. After a number of drinks, they agree to go back to his place. As they are making out in the bedroom, he stands up and starts to undress. After he takes his shirt off, he flexes his muscular arms and says, "See that, baby? That''s 1000 pounds of dynamite!" She begins to drool. The man drops his pants, strikes a bodybuilder''s pose, and says, referring to his bulging thighs, "See those, baby? That''s 1000 pounds of dynamite!" She is aching for action at this point. Finally, he drops his underpants, and after a quick glance, she grabs her purse and runs screaming to the front door. He catches her before she is able to leave and asks, "Why are you in such a hurry to go?" She replies, "With 2000 pounds of dynamite and such a short fuse, I was afraid you were about to blow!"

Just Thinking I Guess
I'm still getting adjusted to this whole lostcherry blogging thing. I mostly blog on Myspace, but that's becoming a total shitter for me. Why? Who knows. Perhaps I need a change. I met a few cool people on here. I wouldn't mind meeting a few more though. (No Hook-Ups though. I love the one I'm with;) ) I guess I'm just sick of dealing with drama circles. You know the ones. The circles where no matter what you do, or who you meet, they end up with the same friends you tried so hard to get away from. That's me right now. I'm not a hard person to get along with. Really, I'm not. Yeah, my standards are a bit high, but it's not like you have to have a 4.0 GPA or an IQ of a Rhodes Scholar to even deal with me. I only want my friends to apply themselves for something better. I'm not gonna turn the other way while a friends is being self-destructive. I know they wouldn't do that to me:) I guess this is the ending of my maturity process. Wish you guys were there for the beginning. You misse

Blarg...
Eh...work was fuckin' boring today. Fresh meat are always coming each week. I'm always scanning the fresh meats...seeing if anyone is uhh cool or whatever..ha ha Every time I see a punk, rock, gothic type person, they're always working the graveyard shifts....damn them. There needs to be more of thems working my shift... Uh uhmmm I don't know what to type...Oh..I am eatting a yummy weight watchers tv dinner thing with a diet coke...Oh so yummy.... blarg.. All fuckin' day I had a NOFX song stuck in my head...grrahhh... meow... Yeah...that is all

How Broken Do I Need To Be?
I feel it fading draining from my life I can feel it slipping away Death wants to cut me with his sythe I found so few reasons for me to stay My heart is broken in so many peices No tape or glue could heal it for me Falling in unused unwanted kisses Laying there bleeding at my feet No reason why they cry from the pain Wondering why did we have to meet If only I knew the pain you bring again My dreams lay scattered on the floor They mix with my tattered heart They want you to love me exspecting no more You grind them beneith yuor heel before we part Oh how I feel so empty and worn I am so used up there is nothing left All I had sits before me shredded and torn Leavin my life alone and bereft Dispare is the only joy I feel Sorrow follows close behind I will stay where I kneel Where I am no one can find

His Call
His Call This voice I hear Waking me From my Dreams Calling me to his World His sweet Kiss on my throart HIs tender Touch on my skin His Eyes so violet I see him Does he see me? He calls I answer I give him my Blood HIs Sweet nector My Viate My Heart My Soul Belongs to Him

Me Just Bored
Hey everyone...just wnated to drop sum news....im goin to see staind, hinder,crossfade,three days grace, breaking benjamin, and black stone chrry in concert sunday and i cant fuckin wait...hopefully ill have lots of pics for you guys...:) talk to ya later check out my photos and let me know what u think!!!

Home Is Where The Heart Is
Well I just discovered that miracles do exist and that they do happen... Will gets to come home much earlier than expected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WooHOO!!! Plus I get to leave out on my trip to Texas to see him within the month! OMFG...I can't wait! I won't want to come back but knowing that he will be coming home 2 months after that will make it a LOT easier! Wow...this is amazing, he is amazing!

The Destruction I Have Caused
My heart is full of pain caused by things said in vain No hope shines upon me my regret is torturous tearing my heart from corner to corner blood seeping into internal wounds deep Will tomorrow shine as it did when i looked into her eyes? Will I be forgiven,or must i forgive myself first? My mind is shattered,along with my heart why is my world falling apart?

Hehe
lmmfao im buzzed right now and bored so whos ready to talk to mii and hear wha dumb stuff i have tosya? any takers? i thoguht not blaqh i guess i'll suit here and make fun of all the funnii lookin ppl then huh? wait im one of them =/ now the munchkin will got cry lmmfao NOT! any1 in the ATL area who wants to come help mii move this week come on down lmmfao wow i mus be bored........................oh qwell

Bit Bout Me
I stole this from someone, who stole it from someone else, who stole it from someone else. [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [ ] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [x] I've run away from home. [x] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [?] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. School/Work [ ] I'm in school/university [x] I have a job.

Sexual I.q.?????
You have a sexual IQ of 122 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bored And Depressed
What do you do when the one that you love is never there? Always taking off, never there when you need them. Leaving you all alone and miserable always fighting always leaving never there when you really need them!

Where To Take Women On "dates"
Where To Take Women On "Dates" -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >IMPORTANT: You can look at all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet women... and watch video clips of every one of them... right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION*** Dave, Okay, here goes. First, what's been working for me. The CF attitude is definitely paying off. Bottom line, IT WORKS. Another tip I've found to work for me is to generally play up to a woman's insecurities. DON'T make fun of them, be respectful, but just let them be aware of the fact, tactfully, that you KNOW that they arn't perfect, and given a different set of circumstances,

Best Aim Convo Ever
runk: my brain is fried long week Angelxfairy2316: aw Angelxfairy2316: my heart is! so together we have fried brains and heart Angelxfairy2316: ew. lmao runk: lmao runk: yeah or somethin like that Angelxfairy2316: haha Angelxfairy2316: It could be worse Angelxfairy2316: and like liver Angelxfairy2316: or somehting runk: or my uterus runk: lol Angelxfairy2316: ewww Angelxfairy2316: wait Angelxfairy2316: you dont have one Angelxfairy2316: lmao Angelxfairy2316: do you Angelxfairy2316: ahahah I need sleep lmao.

X-rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q. What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A. Ab

Funny Shit!!! Gotta Read Dis One!!!!!
Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE". The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window, and sure enough, there was a small box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Very confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Funeral services for Ed have been scheduled for Friday.

A Friend
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad

The Cross - Another Poem I Wrote
The Cross As I sit in Church and look at the Cross. I wonder what it is for? I look down and read my Bible, but the Cross-keeps coming to mind. I look at the Cross-again and I see the Cross-with a man on it. He has a Crown made of thorns and nails in His hands and feet. I see all the suffering and pain that He is going through in His eyes. I wonder why He is nailed up there with a Crown of thorns on His head? He didn't do anything wrong to be up there. I see up there with Him, Angels surrounding Him. I know He must be special. He must be my Savior. But why is my Savior up there with a Crown of thorns on His head and nails in His hands and feet? Then God answers, "It is for your Sins my child. His name is Jesus Christ and He is my Son."

If You Found Me For Sale
[Nobody reads my bulletins, but I think there's two or three of you who read my blog, so..) If you found me in a store for sale, would you buy me? Here's some choices, in case you're stumped by this tough question. A - no, and curse yourself for shopping in the dollar store again B - only if you had a really good coupon C - sure, you needed a pinata for later anyway D - no, and you'd complain to the manager about junk on the shelves

A Friend Is
A friend is someone special that cares a great deal for you. A friend is some one you care a great deal for in return. A friend is someone who is always there when you need a helping hand and vice versa. A friend is someone who doesn’t judge you when you do something wrong and in return you are the same. A friend is someone who tells you like it is and will not hold anything back because it offends you, and it goes the other way around. A friend is truthful and loyal always, and sticks by you through thick and thin, and you do the same for them. A friend is someone who is there through trials and tribulations, and fears of all kinds, through good and bad times. A friend is someone like you that means more to me than all the chocolate in the world. A friend is someone you can turn to when you are feeling down and out, and who can turn to you when they are down as well. A friend is someone who laughs with you not at you,and is always willing to make you la