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Call Me [2nd Revision]
I don't mean to leave you unnerved But my affection is well deserved I can't utter a phrase nor word That you haven't been told before & already heard But I want you to know how I feel You already know the emotions, the sensuality, & wanting we share, Looking into your eyes everything else will reveal I miss Everything about you Your essence your touch And your sensual appeal Call me Call me when you can Its me your other half The only one who desires / DESERVES to be your man For however long as I can, it is my plan to partake in all that is you including completing your life's plan, my heart is yours without second thought or glance I long to ensnare you via sensual romance when you have the time to discuss sharing future as well as destiny do us both a favor, let your fingers do the walking / dialing as your voice does the talking / your face does the smiling after you take out the time to CALL ME!!!

My Birthmonth Reveals Something About Me.
Take the quiz: What does your birth month reveal about you?JuneThinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! yup and a gemini goddess. remember?!

Outside My Window
Outside my window the sun has begun to rise which gives me cause to wake & remove the dust from my eyes outside my window there are a few trees and you can hear the leaves rustle on the breeze outside my window you can hear the birds communicating with natures noises rather than words outside my window there is grass and flowers and under the right conditions, their fragrance almost overpowers outside my window there is concrete and throughout the day you can hear the shuffle of passers by feet outside my window there is a busy street and you can feel the city's pulse which is a bit off beat outside my window there are clouds & sky and there are times when rain spills fourth, like tears from an eye outside my window as another day turns to night and the moon & stars reflect their light twinkling twilight inside my window I stir & yawn as I look forward to repeating the cycle at the coming dawn which I hope to view outside my window

Let It Rain
Don't complain, just let it Rain, Let the heavenly showers wash away your pain. The rain looks as though it's not going to let up, and neither shall I, I refuse to give up until I'm the sparkle which shines within Your eye(s). Let the clouds burst, Let the heavy winds blow, Look upwards with me as Lightning makes the Heavens above us glow. Let's take joy in the heavenly shower recognizing the storm & it's limitless power Breath deep, smell the wonderfully delicious wet air, Run with me between the falling drops of rain, & let go of each & every care. Let go of those thoughts of being dry, Listen to the Church bells, and the angry Thunder as it rumbles in the Sky. Let's get Happy, Let's get Wet, Let the Rain cover us from head to toe like tiny beads of sweat. Kiss me, Hug me, squeeze me, then kiss me some more, We have the Sky as our Roof, and the dew filled grass as our Floor. Together we have nothing to lose, and only happiness to gain, So for Heavens sake (as well as

Yet Another
this morning when i woke up i never thought yesterday would be the last i saw you but i am here now and so id your family that was always true one word of silence oane word of wisdome and one word of goodbye i hold one hand now my god holds the other you have not died i will always carry on the tears and will remeber the remains throughout the years so dont give up dont let youself down you gave us your knoddledge and love so when we look in the mirror and see you and thise happiness against loveing us in this unforgotton place..

Life.. And Its Scars
eye know whats going on, you keep dragging me down,down to the pits. pick up your crosses they say, but theirs are still in there closets, hypocrites! eye preach perfection, though i am not perfect, my white cloak is corrupted, i need to be cleansed. my soul is drawn away, afraid of after its all over, afraid of everything before, to come back to haunt me, life of agony, a life of fear, all of this, over a single solid tear. frozen on this cold heart of hate, the air outside is warm, but its cold inside, my walls, they come down, only to bury me in my own rubble, my regrets. my life sits on the edge of a blade, one wrong move, i could throw it all away. a shove in the right, direction just might, set me apart from those who depart, from this world, without ever knowing, what they were worth, or what life was for. to be unknown, by this world, is the thought, that leaves me in turmoil. you say your words, wi

No More Yahoo Im :(
to anyone i was talking to on yahoo, i had to get rid of it. it was making my computer run like shit. i'm still on MSN tho. so, if anyone wants to shoot the shit in real time, just drop me a line and i'll give you my contact info on there. go on. do it! you know you're just as bored as i am. LOL!

Broken Heart
wet kiss....sweet breath......long stares.....you're not there. false smile......fake laugh.....thousand miles.....to get back.... long walk....no waiting.....first thought....hesitating........ things i say....the things i do.....everything i've done.....to be with you. so here are....my words to start....from my lips.....to your heart.... i hope you listen....to the words i say....because they're my last....to you anyways. my eyes cry rivers that will not run, i hope you know how much you've done.

Hardship
i hate you is all they ever said, maybe they'll love me when i'm dead. everytime i look inside, all of they're hearts, i hide my eyes. someday i will lift my head, to stand there strong, without a fret. that day seems gone, impossible to reach, its always tomarrow, or the start of next week. its never right now, or in a few seconds, its always my never, my never never ends.

Something A Little Happier... But Random None The Less
Hmm. So it seems like my blogs aren’t happy. But actually I am really laid back, and pretty carefree most of the time. So lets try to make this one a little more upbeat. I am laying here in bed with my six pillows pretty comfy. Guess that helps. I love pillows! Not like just for looks- but all six stay at night to. Only problem is that Jeremy hates pillows! lol. So his tend to end up on the floor lol. My cell phone has a weird lock on it. It is the w600i so it swivels open. So I lock it, but the phone is set so that anytime it swivels it unlocks. So after calling people over and over on accident... I started putting my name in the phone. I now have A, AA, AAA, AAAA, AAAAA in my phone all with... my number programmed in. lol. So I leave myself lots of useless voicemails but hey not doing the pocket calling anymore. Sure my friends appreciate at. Lol- sounds kind of dorky- but best I can come up with without getting a new phone. I have a test tomorrow. So prob should

Broken Wings
shes flying on broken wings,the fallen angel speaks.she said here i am, alone again,and their i go, flying against the wind. the angel outs here hand, upon my head,she said i have no need to fear,she said she clipped her wings, and that there bleeding for me,so here i am, alone again,and their i go, flying against the wind. so here i am, alone again,and their i go,flying against the wind.so here i am, alone again,and their i go,flying against the wind. the angel held my head, when i was thinking of death,she said she wants to take my pain.but i wouldnt let her do it today,because it was my fight yesterday,im not strong enough, but its still my fight. so here i am, alone again,and their i go, flying against the wind.so here i am, alone again,and their i go, flying against the wind.so here i am, alone again,and their i go, flying against the wind.

Justified
what is there left to say,your minds made up today, id just be wasting all my breath on you.to make you understand what is right in front of you, i think you can see what i mean. so please look up, and take this in and see it, turn your life around. thats all i want for you, is to live, to actually live. and you cant stop thinking about if he exists, cause he exists, yes what i say is true is it in my head or am i missing it, you still have to choose, have to choose. so please look up, and take it in and see it, turn your life artound, thats all i want for you, is to live,to actually live. im not one for speaking but,my heart is crying out.and the fire in your heart is burning now more than ever before, can you feel it? you know it wont go away. wait!..........wait!.......... so please look up ,and take this in and see it turn your life around, thats all i want for you, is to live, to actually live. so please look up, and take this in and see it, turn your life around, t

Vampires Wet Dream
its fascinating how the blood drips from fingers onto the floor. its the little things that make it worth it.the serated blade penetrates her skin, dhe feels a rush of pain, and warm welcoming. the blade slid through her flesh as an eel does the sea. without hesitation. the sweet taste of destruction, waces of impurity wash away the memories.she keeps falling off this straight and narrow line. the calm embrace of a sedated mind.temulent temptress,foolish and vacant, the crimson droplets seem more like tears, after it's done and over with, shes left with immortal impurity, eternal emptiness.

Christmas Morning
its christmas morning, i dont want any gifts.if you gotta give me something then baby, give me your lips.the only thing i long for, is to see you smile,and for that one thing, id walk a million miles. and i know, its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. i feel so lonely, all of the time.because it feels like you're leaving me behind. just for once id like you to say,whats on your heart, if you care in anyway.am i a fool because im in love with you? or am i a tool thats only use it to be used? and i know its not my time. its not fair why cant happiness be mine. all i wanted, was alittle time. to get to know,the real you inside.im trying so hard to understand,your point of view,and where you stand.it seems as if im going to be broken again,twice broken is too much, i just wish you'd take my hand. and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine.and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. (keep in mind, this

Cool Deal
I am so getting use to this indeed!!! Getting around, the only thing I can not figure out the music, So I guess I will sit here untill I get it right, lol. Thanks Karma babes for all your help as well!! Kisses Alyse

To My Grown Up Son
My hands were busy through the day I didn't have much time to play The little games you asked me to I didn't have much time for you I'd wash your clothes I'd sew and cook But when you'd bring your picture book And ask me please to share the fun I'd say {a little later son} I'd tuck you in all safe at night And hear your prayers turn out the light Then tiptoe softly to the door I wish I'd stayed a minute more For life is short and years rush past A little boy grows up so fast No longer is he at your side His precious secrets to confide The picture books are put away There are no childrens games to play No goodnight kisses no prayers to hear That all belongs to: yesteryear My hands once busy no be still The days are long and hard to fill I wish i might go back and do The little th

To Remember Me
To Remember Me At a certain moment a doctor will determine that my brain has ceased to function and that for all intents and purposes my life has stopped. When that happens do not attempt to instill artificial life into my body by use of a machine and don't call this my "DEATHBED" call it my "BED OF LIFE" and let my body be taken from it to help others lead fuller lives Give my sight to a man who has never seen a sunrise a baby's face or love in the eyes of a woman Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain Give my blood to the teenager who has been pulled from the wreckage of his car so that he might live to see his grandchildren play Give my kidneys to the one who depends on a machine to exsist from week to week Take my bones every muscle every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk Explore every corner of my brain take my cells if necessary and let th

Everyone Needs Someone
EVERYONE NEEDS SOMEONE PEOPLE NEED PEOPLE AND FRIENDS NEDD FRIENDS AND WE ALL NEED LOVE FOR A FULL LIFE DEPENDS NOT ON VAST RICHES OR GREAT ACCLAIM NOT ON SUCCESS OR ON WORLDLY FAME BUT JUST KNOWING THAT SOMEONE CARES AND HOLDS US CLOSE IN THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR ONLY THE KNOWLEDGE THAT WE'RE UNDERSTOOD MAKES EVERYDAY LIVING FEEL WONDERFULLY GOOD AND WE ROB OURSELVES OF LIFES GREATEST NEED WHEN WE LOCK UP OUR HEARTS AND FAIL TO HEED THE OUTSTRETCHING HAND REACHING TO FIND A KINDRED SPIRIT WHOSE HEART AND MIND ARE LONELY AND LONGING TO SOMEHOW SHARE OUR JOYS AND SORROWS TO MAKE US AWARE THAT LIFES COMPLETENESS AND RICHNESS DEPENDS ON THE THINGS WE SHARE WITH OUR LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS

A Soldiers Dream
A LITTLE MAIDEN PASSING BY A LITTLE TWINKLE IN HER EYE A LITTLE SMILE,A LITTLE DATE TO MEET YOU WHEN THE HOUR IS LATE A LITTLE ROOM IN A SMALL HOTEL A LITTLE PROMISE NOT TO TELL A LITTLE QUESTION ANSWER YES A LITTLE FUSSING ON THE CHAIR A LITTLE MESSING OF THE HAIR A LITTLE BLOUSE THAT IS LAID ASIDE TWO LOVELY BREAST SHE CANNOT HIDE A LITTLE BLUSH UPOM HER FACE A FORM THAT IS SO GREAT A LITTLE SHADING OF THE LIGHTS A LITTLE BED WITH SHEETS SO WHITE A LITTLE HAND THAT GOES STEALING TO A PLACE WITH A FUNNY FEELING WITH A PILLOW FOR HER HEAD PLACED BENEATH HER HIPS INSTEAD A LITTLE EFFORT TO BEGIN A LITTLE HELP TO LET IT IN TWO LITTLE ARMS TO SQUEEZE SO TIGHT AND ASK DOES IT FEEL ALRIGHT SHE SIGHS AND SAYS IT FEELS GOOD A LITTLE MOVEMENT TO AND FRO SHE PANTS AND MOANS AND CLINGS TO YOU A SIGH, A CRY, AND THEN

I Need A Boost!!!
Hey all....feelin kinda down lately and I am in need of some luv and I know my closest friends and fans on here are going to blow up my page with lots of luv!! Favor will be returned!! Much love ~Manda~

You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel83%Mermaid75%Faerie67%WereWolf50%Demon34%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Erotic Story
I slid my key into the lock on Mistress' door and felt the usual thrill of anticipation run through me. What was going to happen? Would I like it? Most importantly of all, would I get to cum? I had no choice, of course, my submission was like an addictive drug, and only she could provide my next hit. And she had made it very clear that if I ever â€“ ever â€“ thought of breaking the habit, then the contents of her "blackmail book" would find their way into the wrong hands. I surely did not want that. The photos of me in her panties were bad enough, but the action shots â€“ me licking my own cum from Mistress' shoe, Mistress fucking my ass with a strapon, me bent over with a red, strapped ass â€“ if those fell into the wrong hands, I was ruined. I locked the door behind me and stripped down to my lacy black panties. I had been made to throw out all of my male underwear, except one pair for emergencies, which could only be worn with Mistress' permission. I folded my clothes and piled t

Got To See The Comments On My Ummmmmmm
my wife left some juicy comments on my ummmmmm pics check it out and see if you agree with her!!!! if your into chicks she is hot check her out "red" is her screen name lol ill share if your hot enough for us both lol have a good one! if u need acess to my ummmm let me know kisses to all my sexy girls

Im Deleting This Name
I SEND E-MAILS AND POSTED A BULLETIN WITH MY NEW NAME,,THIS NAME WLL BE DELETED IN THE MORNING..SO I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT YOU ALL GET BACK ON MY FRIENDS LIST I AM GOING TO DELETE THIS WHOLE THING AND START ALL OVER AGAIN,,AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS..I DONT LIKE MY KIDS IN MY NAKED PICS,.,,AND IN MY ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK DONESNT HAVE MY KIDS ON IN MY FOLDER,,,PLEASE ADD ME WHEN I GET BACK ON,,I AM GOING TO USE THE NAME http://lostcherry.com/user/245256 PLEASE ADD ME BACK ON

To My Friends
I have been slacking off here lately. I've not been sending out comments, chatting, or messaging anyone lately. Sorry, I promise I'm going to start back again very soon. Talk to you all later. Chris H.

Ponderables
PONDERABLES Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow in trees then why do banks have branches? Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"...but it's only a "penny for your thoughts?" Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? W

Going To Bed!!
Well I'm going to take a shower and go to the bed. (alone) And I for one think that bites!! But I guess it will be pleasure for one tonite!! Drop me a line let me know how u would tuck me in..and what do u do before ya fall asleep!!! Goodnite Sexy Cherries!!! xoxoxoxo!

Playlist For The Week Of 9/12/06 - 9/19/06
What I Heard: Cannibal Corpse - Live Cannibalism Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Cianide - Ashes To Dust Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Gwar - Beyond Hell Iron Maiden - A Matter Of Life And Death Kiss - Crazy Nights Megadeth - The System Has Failed Overkill - Under The Influence Paralysis - Patrons Of The Dark Rare Form - Demon Slayer - Christ Illusion Testament - Return To The Apocalyptic City What I Viewed: Napoleon Dynamite Vio-Lence - Blood & Dirt

Supernatural (poem)
supernatural I see your sweet lips coming toward me in the winter of my warmest dreams. I see that lustful hopeful wide eyed stare intoxicating me into a earth bound free fall from the highest peak of heaven. I use my fingers to trace the ridges around your clothes thinking I know pleasure and I want you to know your self right here in front of me. I take your hand and drown your fingers in your own beautiful warm, soft being. While you rock back and forth and your blush as I watch you take yourself near the edge of everything I've promised in a whisper. In a passionate kiss I steal your moans that are so richly filled with abandon. I take careful bites along your naked soft body growling like a beast. I know how to make kittens purr and tigers roar. Control is yours sweet woman as long as your able to take it. Bend me to your never ending will for I will have no mercy for you. Scream things that naked ears have never heard before. I take you as I please with soft and gentle ease un

Cosmic Pleasure (poem)
Cosmic Pleasure I’m not sure if you’ve ever been told, your touch is very warm. All these sweet kissed are leading toward a new sensation. These hungry hands just cant seem to feel enough of you. I can touch you and make you feel like my favorite wine glass, I can hold you like a vampire with a thirsty grin. I want to show you heaven thought many wicked sins. Do you want a soft genital devil or a unbending angle? Kiss me in the way you need me. Now I know, and I can see the strength in your crystal clear eyes. You have a hunger for something darker and I’ll be your master. Don’t be shy tell me what you can take, I wanna hurt you just a little so I can hear you whimper my name. Your mouth just dropped open feeling where I’ve just been, it’s a whole new kind of sin and it’s new kind of freedom for your mind. One big wet kiss followed by some heavy breathing. You didn’t know this could be something you could love. I quietly admire your soft power even as you buckle at the knees. I tak

Dante's Inferno
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme

Is It That Time Of The Month Agian??
to make a long story short if I can really do that would be awsome. I have been having an awsome week. it was good, went to an AA meeting. I try to get to at least one a week some times I get to more somtimes I don't even get to one, but I try to get to one. I was sitting there listening waiting for my turn to talk. and all was well for the most part. I talked how I was having a good week for the most part and then I siad well everything is good and now I'm just waiting for it to go to hell in a hand basket. in my short life I have found that nothing good last. when everything is going good it will just be a matter of time before a disaster strikes. now before u get all worried everything is good. when these little disasters strike they take place in my head. little problems feel huge, fears plage me, fears rule my life. the reason I drank was to get rid of those fears and for the most part drinking did a good job. untill it started to make them bigger and worse. now wat do u ask w

The Leather Line
The leather line I think you shall feed my hunger, my need for sweet soft skin. I can kiss your lips, I'll run my tough from your neck down to somewhere that would make you whimper and feel your energy coarse though me. Its time for simple expression, extreme compassion. We will start real slow, I will kiss and nibble every inch of you, and I'll watch your eyes grow larger and your fingers grip the black silk sheets when you feel me enter you. Let's go for a ride I'll be your machine. your the cow girl that's breaking me. I bound you, I bind you, I take control. I'm pushing harder and you want to scream. I'm going to take you completely. Your inebriations are leather straps wrapped around your tiny beautiful wrist. I'm pushing deeper harder and your holding back your screams but you will give in to me. Its freedom, its beautiful hold back nothing. When I untie you, I cant wait to see the bliss you unload on me. Put your nails in my skin, teach me how I can be broken too. Taken to

"touching Letter Lmao"
This is really touching....... This will warm your heart. Just when you have lost faith in human kindness. This letter was sent to the principals office after the school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize and was writing to say thank you. This story is a credit to all human kind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift today! Dear Safety Harbor Middle School: God bless you for the beautiful radio won at your recent senior citizens luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at the Safety Harbor Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know that someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and always had her own radio, but before I received one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was napping. The other day her radio fell off the night stand and broke

I Shall See*new Poem*
I shall see all the beauty that surrounds me i shall see the pain in your eyes i shall see how love has came to be but most of all i shall see the emotions you hide away Bear your soul and take flight wrap your wings around me tonight and then i shall see take the burden and misery break this endless cycle of damnation my eyes are to foggy to see lift me up to heaven where i need to be and then i shall see the beauty that shines within us all the love we give my life is in your hands my soul is your unwritten plan write me out tell my story for all to oneday see and then they will all be able to see the real me. -written by- (me) social misfit

i fuckin hurt my leg in a game monday and i hurt it even more today i broke a window by punching it becaz i was so mad and in so much pain and i fell becaz me leg gave out and it hurt so bad i had tears coming out ofmy eyes and im playing friday night so if u wanna say im a pussy u go break ur ankle and then play a fuckin fooabll game frieday and then u can call me a pussy

Just For Fun Lmao
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Me Me Me
I thank each and every one of yall for popping my cherry,, There seem to be some really nice people on here..I was sittin here thinking how I could be a great Memory for some of yall..Nice to meet yall my name is Memory..So keep it as real as u can and get with me if u want too....

Bed Of Stone
Bed of Stone by not_so_innocent_flirting I lay across the large stone nearly breathless as the cool early morning air kissed my damp flesh. The sun rays seemed even more prominent than they did earlier the sounds of sunrise were like music. The melodic tune of the gulls became beautiful like the songbird. Master often called me songbird. I could feel Master standing behind me but could not feel His touch upon my flesh and I needed it right now especially. He had always been kind and attentive to my needs and I could not help but wonder if something was wrong. Master used me hard but always soothed me back to normal with His wonderful hands and voice. As I started to lift myself from the stone and turn to face Him I felt His hand. "Be still My songbird, I am here." I could feel His hand stroking my hair and His kisses on the back of my neck sending shivers throughout my body. It began all over again the throbbing in my most intimate areas the tingling in my erect nippl

THE POOPIE LIST Ghost Poopie- The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet. Clean Poopie- The kind where you pooped it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. Wet Poopie- The kind where you wipe your butt 50 times and still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear, so you won't ruin them with a stain. Second Wave Poopie- This happens when you're done pooping and you've pulled your pants up to your knees and you realize that you have to poopie some more. Pop-A-Vein-In-Your-Forehead-Poopie- The kind were you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke. Lincoln Log Poopie- The kind of poopie that is so huge, you're afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush. Gassy Poopie- It's so noisy, everyone within earshot is giggling. Corn Poopie- Self explanatory. Gee-I-Wish-I-Could-Poopi

In The Eyes Of The Loved Ones
i look into the eyes of the ones that i love...at times all i see is hate... i just want to take a knife and end it... but i realize... my life is to preshus to take... so i just take my life piece by piece...a cut here a burn there...and i do it just enough that no one will notice... and it came to me that one of these days im not going to have to do that anymore...my problems will be solved... i wont have to look in the eyes of my loved ones...i will be no more. Katherine Maria Longano

Fans N Friends
Thanks everyone for always helping me level up when I need it. I promise that once I get to a level that I can add more pix I will definately make them worth it. Plus, I will be holding contest. So please stay tuned and let me know your feedback on what you want to see. Leave a comment and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. Muahz ~Ebby

Under Master's Hand
Under Master's Hand by not_so_innocent_flirting © "I will never hurt you little one, I told you that and I meant it. I don't wish to see fear in your eyes; I wish to see a sparkle and see them full of life. Do you trust Me?" I felt nearly breathless my focus was on His words and His voice. I do indeed trust Him and am ready to take this step. It is pride I feel that He has taken my hand to lead me. "Yes Master, I trust You. I know You will not hurt me. I trust You know me and will know what is best for me." Looking into His eyes reaffirmed my feelings. His warm smile was soothing. Then I saw that look, the one I have seen so many times when Master is deep into His thoughts and preparing me for a new step. The deep breath He takes as His eyes close and He slowly exhales. I can almost see Him shudder. This look arouses me so. As He knows me better than anyone, and I know He cares for me, I trust his steps will remain within my limits. He has pushed them, He has taken

Some Times I Wonder If Am Good Eough
some times i sit and wonder if i a mesure up i mean come oen lets face some women do like the thug types which leaces guys like me in the dust or as we say on the curb but thats me i guess if thats what they like then whats the use or need or guys like my self you know

Sex Questions!
Instructions: (Anwser)((Yes)) and ((No)) to them Got it Thanks! 1.)Have u ever Farted while having sex? 2.)Did u ever have sex in a Movie Theater? 3.)Have u ever had sex with someone u never cared about? But did it anyways? 4.)Are u Submissive in Bed? 5.)Do u take charge in Bed? 6.)Are u in Lust with someone u know? 7.)Did u ever give anal? 8.)Did u ever recieve anal? 9.)Are u Kinky? 10.)Did u like this Blog? Thanks so much for anwsering this little Blog i made up....have a great day!kisses mauhzzzz!

My Rant For The Day
I took my exam about 4 weeks ago and I was supposed to get my paperwork for my liscense in a week well I still have nothing and they told me they have no idea how long it will take cause they are switching there stuff up from one computer to another and it wouldnt be so bad if I didnt hvae a job where I cant do shit but stand around and watch all day.. that shit gets really boring and I dont want to do this for very much longer... PISS ON YOU TDLR

Hallow
Death, be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow, Die not, poor Death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure; then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell; And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; Death, thou shalt die

For Yours Is...
For yours is the heart that beats with mine and you are the light, that does glow and shine in my eyes within darkened days never dimmed in your glorious ways And yours is the breath in which I breathe with loving caresses in the words you weave 'gainst my cheek, circles 'round your mighty words, and gentle sound For yours is the soul that burns so firece into my being, the flames do pierce and the rising flames, crackle and burn makes my body, want and yearn And yours is the touch, I cannot live without the rains that must come and ease the drought that soothes the burning of your touch and makes me need you oh so much For yours is the heart that beats with mine the beat of my life, that, which is divine And ours is the love we cannot deny it lasts forever, and will never die... Written by Tesa

A Moment Captured In Time
The warmth of the sun doeth touch mine cheek a kiss, a touch of heavenly love to the depth of my soul spirits lifted high frowned lips now turned to a smile The earth beneath gives but a peek beneath the blanket of snow and white and melted snow upon the ground, makes tiny ponds at every turn and way And the wind blows light the sweet breath of life and echos within, the dreams of man once spoken, once thought, and unsought The beauty captured within a moment of time, to be remembered for all of my life. Written by Tesa

Be My Boyfriend
boyfriend aplication=11-12 year olds only Name: Age: Location: Eyes: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: wat type os girls u into if i was sick wat u do? if i was crying would u help me out or wat? if i had something on my face would u tell me? would u introude me to ur friends?

This One May Be Accurate... Hehe
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Grown Men Cry
A man all alone and scared Not of what life has dealt him here But feeling like a child Seperated from family and friends He has seen death within all Even within him Walking to a job interview Feeling like a kid again Life as he once knew it Still living within him again The idea of living in a cardboard box The idea of hoping to eat later in the evening Not knowing what life has to offer His place is not secure only within him Looking at the trees passing by He begins to notice butterflies Why when you are down You begin to see the things that once were not around Life passes so fast You can see the wind blow the grass Feeling that little kid inside Is something that you cant hide Feeling helpless and alone You regress to what you have always known Married or single Men do cry Men do feel scared Men can even feel the blowing of their own hair Men walk up right and strong But with our backs against the wall We all learn how to fall Because we learned

Depressed
i feel really depressed today i have not got much sleep latley i think its the weather changing or maybe i need to take a break from work and just lay back and relax i am always busy doin somethin rather its somthin for the kids or at work it gets old doin the same shit everyday i need to get out anyone have any ideas

Alleyway
DONT GO INTO THE ALLEYWAY, AS U DONT KNOW WHAT ITS HOLDS.SEE U MAY OR MAY NOT COME BACK, IF U DONT SEE THE LIGHT, AT THEE OTHER END. AS THE NIGHT COMES ON WHO KNOW WHAT IS WAITING IN THAT ALLEYWAY, FOR U. STAT TUNED TO SEE WHAT MAY OR MAY NOT HAPPENED IN THE ALLEYWAY.

Catch My Breath
Your hands running down my body I can smell the scent of your cologne You kiss up on my neck softly Making me let out a quiet moan You take my breath away, Baby.. You lift my shirt up over my head My stomach, you lick and kiss I can't help but keep smiling As I'm loving this extreme bliss You take my breath away, Baby.. Kissing up and down my body Making me so hot Touching every right place You know my sweet spot You take my breath away, Baby.. Slowly taking off all my clothes Laying me gently on the bed Meeting my every need, desire My legs, you slowly spread. Let me catch my breath, Baby.. http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/explicit/poems.php?id=758623

Dedication To Peachy....
peachy@ LostCherry Man She is such a wonderful friend. Can't get enough of her eyes. They like emeralds and make you just go breathless just at looking into them She has a wonderful personality that makes you feel warm and wonderful inside. You want to spend as much time talking to her as you can possibly manage. *will be updated when I get more things to add.*

Silverstone
well im kinda nervous.. today im off to silverstone to watch the f1 testing, getting a pit pass n everything :O hope to get a few pics of me and my mates down the pitlane... gonna be so much fun as is where i wanna be after college, doing that sorta work :D today is gonna rock!

Lost In Cyberspace
Hey friends and neighbors...I am new to LC and everything that goes on here. This appears to be nothing more than a contest of how many points, friends and fans one can get. I thought this site was about making new friends not getting a certain number of points. Some of my friends from Tagworld asked me to come here and join. I am surprised at what I see this site is all about. I love to make new friends; don't know about this "fan" idea though. This appears to me to be nothing more than a big contest on who makes the most points and climbs the highest in the "cherry tree". I am a loyal friend and anyone who sincerely wants to be a friend of mine is graciously accepted as such. Peace be with all of you and Blessed Be... VV (Velvet Vamp)

22 Things I Hate About Everyone
1) People who reject Christianity for all the right reasons, but swallow up Wicca, extreme Anthroposophy, New Age bullshit, and other fuckin nonsense at face value. Dude, you have got to be kidding. 2) People who say "Everything happens for a reason." ARRRRGGGGG!!!!! This is something that spoiled, white assholes who have never had anything bad happen to them in their entire lives say to rationalize Taco Bell getting their order wrong. 3) Anyone who listens to Michael Buttsavage, Sean Faggotty, Rush "I lost 80 pounds in 9 days by shooting too much smack" Limbaugh, etc. If there were any justice in the world, this would be an arrestable offence. 4) People who say that they have no life and that they're total losers, but don't spend a single evening with fewer than 5 other people for weeks at a time. Death is too good for you. 5) Anyone who doesnt believe in global warming, as if it were even a matter of belief. So basically, just because everything around you isnt erupting i

The Truth About Weed
myths about marijuana Myth ..1: Marijuana use has been scientifically proven to be really harmful. Fact ..1 In 1972, after reviewing the scientific evidence, the National Commission on Marijuana and Drug Abuse concluded that while marijuana is not entirely safe, its dangers had been grossly overstated. Fact ..2 In 1995, based on thirty years of scientific research, editors of the British journal Lancet (the British equivalent of New England Journal of Medicine) concluded that "the smoking of cannabis, even long term, is not harmful to health." ^ return to top Myth ..2: Marijuana has no medicinal value. Fact ..1 Marijuana has been shown to be effective in reducing nausea induced by cancer chemotherapy, stimulating appetite in AIDS patients, and reducing intraocular pressure in people with glaucoma. ^ return to top Myth ..3: Marijuana use by kids is OK. Fact ..1 Marijuana use by kids, like alcohol and tobacco, is not OK. Its use is illegal, and the effect of

The Soulforged ~a Song By Blind Guardian
I'm not insane That's how it seems though Spiteful, cruel but wise beyond his age My body fails My soul will (rise) The end of life's immortalized Disease and agony And I see death through golden eyes (Beyond the door) There's something more It seems there's just one way On through the heat I've felt the touch of evil I still feel The icy claw in me For a descent price I've banned kindness from my heart The spirit of all truth and beauty pawned for my desire And from the flames As chance would have it The Soulforged will come into light And from the flames As chance would have it The Soulforged, the stainless will rise I will never change my mind I will leave it all behind And through the hour glass Everything's grey, everyone's pale Nor colour nor beauty will enlighten my heart The seat of life's empty and cold Cadaverous you all seem to me Stillborn but you're still alive You're still alive Truth lies in loneliness When hope is long go

i cannot sleep at night until like 3 or 4 in the morning. i feel bad cuz my husband is right in the bedroom down the hall from me. i get so tired but can never seem to sleep. right now i need all the sleep i can get because im almost 8 months pregnant. and i need all the energy to give birth to our son in like 2 months. i wonder why i cant sleep. i aint stressed out. i feel like im fine. i just cant sleep. i get so tired i almost fall asleep typing all this, but when i go to lay down and go to sleep, im wide awake again. i hate it. i just wanna be able to sleep at night like a normal human being.

Hmmmm Argh!!
if i dont reply, its not cuz I dont care, its cuz Im still new to this and trying to figure all this stuff out. Im used to myspace, and this site is a bit confising for a blonde ha ha...so please bare with me :) xx

Choose The Direction
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 Choose the direction There is energy available to you in every situation, every encounter and every moment. And you can direct that energy in whatever way you choose. That's how it is possible, and can even be quite likely, for a tragic situation to give rise to a beneficial opportunity. Once the energy is flowing, it can be directed toward any purpose. Though it certainly takes effort and commitment, illness, for example, can provide the springboard to improved health. Injustice can similarly be transformed into caring and compassion. A highly adversarial relationship can be changed into one filled with love and respect. The most bitter of enemies can become the greatest of friends. The energy is always there. What you do with it and the way you direct that energy can make all the difference in the world. No negative outcome is a foregone conclusion as long as you have the will to redirect the energy of life toward positive purpose. W

Music In The Tree
Music in the tree While walking through the Elliot Commons woods Dennis came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, "Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing? "I'm listening to the music of the tree," the other man replied. "You gotta be kiddin' me." "No, would you like to give it a try?" Understandably curious, the man says, "Well, OK..." So he wrapped his arms around the tree and pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy, slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, car keys, then stripped him naked and left. Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, "What the hell happened to you?" He told the guy the whole terrible story about how he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind him, kissed him gently behind the

Arthritis
A drunk, who smelled of beer, sat down on a subway seat next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick and a half empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading, After a few minutes the man turned to the priest and asked, "Tell me Father, what causes arthritis?" The priest replied, "My Son, it is caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol and contempt for your fellow man, sleeping around with prostitutes and a lack of personal hygiene." The drunk muttered in response, "Well, I'll be darned," and returned to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, put his hand gently on the man's arm and apologized. "I'm sorry.... I should not have come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?" "I don't have arthritis, Father," the drunk replied. "I was just reading here that the Pope does."

"office Illusion" ??
In the busy office, she sits at her desk. Lost in her typing, at todays tasks. Looking so innocent. Her blond hair streams at the curves of her face. Her eyes are bright, ice blue, with lips full, like great shame. With a slender build, but legs of no ending. I gaze at a kitten appearance. Wondering about the frisky cat that might be hidden inside. Could it be me to be the one to unleash her wild side? I watch as she's working, with not a care in the world. Her long fingers, are carefree, as she gently glides them like feathers across the keyboard. Her eyes brightly shine, from the light glow of the screen. Wanting to feel her gaze upon me. Those long, never ending legs crossed slightly under the desk. As I sit watching my thoughts are unraveling to no end. Making my work obsolete. As i close my eyes to gather my thoughts, the fantasy unfolds. I'm watching myself like a movie running through my mind. I walk to her desk to get an answer to a question. What I get is an amazi

Paced...
Clinging onto the thought of you not being around. Takes me to a whole new place. Carrying everything inside, not knowing where or who to turn to. Knowing that you are here in a sense, but not being able to physically see. Beginning to understand that when I need you, you are still here. Kneeling down to feel your presence, I look upon the heavens and speak out. Grasping what you show to me, rustling sounds of leaves, light rain, or the sound of a bird chirping. Knowing at that point that you are always all around me. Taking one day at a time, knowing I can get through anything. Becoming everything you'd hoped I'd be. Giving my kids the love that you once gave to me. Showing them everyday just how precious they are to me. Reassuring them each day that no matter what is loss in life, you still carry on a memory that lasts forever. Days have now arrived, that we once spoke of. Hearing all the words you spoke from that day play over and over in my head. Back then I would have nev

Your True Fantasy.......?
Connecting into one as you become my ultimate heavenly possession, we now make the heaven of a lifetime. Taking in what we both have to give and take, we go in search as one to find the collared fantasy. Looking into your passionate eyes, I then know it's reality and not just another fantasy. You came to me in search of serving me as the Mistress I am, only to find more than what you expected. You have only dreamed of a heaven like the one I have to offer. Giving into the fantasy you have always wanted to make a reality, has now become real. I call unto you to serve me at the moment in time. You come to me like the "good boy" you are, taking in my orders and following them down to a "T". Knowing in your heart that if you do as I say you will be greatly rewarded as you please. As you are kneeled down before me, I ask of you to remove your clothes and passionately kiss me. Having done that very efficently, I then have you cross the room to bring me the woman on the bed, after r

Mouth Wants What Pussy Has ...
Last night several things happened that were new and felt very good. One started when, after a bunch of handgasms, I was lying beside the Caveman and he let me touch his cock. Often, when he's concentrating on giving me orgasms, he keeps my hands from his penis (despite my best efforts to sneak down there). I'm slowly learning to accept this concept of uninterrupted concentration because I'm quite different. I like the sensations to be happening all over the body. I'll gladly have a penis in my hand or mouth while he's working on me. But he's a one-trick-at-a-time pony, so I usually keep my hands from the jewels until I get the all clear. And this way I get to go on his wild orgasm-giving rides if I don't distract him, so no complaints here. I go with the flow, Baby. Go with the flow. So, back to the bedroom. I started playing gently with his cock. It got deliciously rocky-hard rather quickly. Amazing creature, the penis is. That super hardness was a happy surprise because we had a

Brief Free-association
(Listening to Frank Bridge's piano sonata from 1921-4, haven't heard this in years so will listen carefully after I get this down!... , but saw something that made me think of this...Shield --> crest --> toothpaste --> defends against tartar! --> Tartars --> early Eastern Europe (e.g. Andrei Rublev. Must see that again!!) --> shield --> crest (rinse, repeat)

hi my name is terry from houston most of my friends call me elf. iplay in a band called dark mourning. i love play in a band and the rush of playing live.all so like to surf,and ride my harley, and hang with my friends.

This Is To Fat People.
no offense but being extremely overweight is NOT SEXY!!! No matter how self confident you are of yourself NO ONE WANTS TO SEE YOU NAKED!! please start dressing appropriately and THEN I might take you seriously. /rant.

My First Blog.. On Here
I'm diggin this site. Other sites are very static and are one dimensional but this one's actually fun. I'm sure the lovely ladies are enjoying the attention us men pour on to them and I can't complain either! Isnt' it nice to find some place where we can all "Share the love" ... lol. Ok that's about the corniest thing I'll ever say promise.

First Blog
well first blog lets see what to put well have you ever felt like you are trapped in a big hole and cant seem to clim out to reach the day light... thats kinda how i feel today i just have this feeling like no matter how hard you try to make things work out they dont ... maybe tomorow will be diffrent maybe it wont but the only thing i can do is waite and see... im just kinda rambling right now ,, stuck in a time that just ant right something needs to change something needs to happen but what not sure it will come to me soon i hope .. thinking of putting some of my writings on here might maybe that will help me vent... i guess everyone feels like that sometime...

Soooo Sad (doctors Clda Done Way More)
You gave me life, put your love in my heart,Now God's cut it to short, and it's time for us to part.With my memories few, each one I bless,I'll keep you in my dreams, where you can let your love rest.Each day I'll confide to you, how I feel inside,I'll try to make you proud, while I try not to cry.With my head to my knees, and flowers to my chest,I lay them down slowly, on the grave in which you rest.Michelle was pregnant with a baby boy and went into preterm labor. She was only 21 weeks 4 days along so the doctors didn't do anything to help her baby live. He died after only precious 41 minutes. She set up a memorial fund to help pay for the tombstone that her family can't afford to buy. If you can, please help this girl. She has gone through enough pain, help her get a tombstone so she can feel like her baby is resting in peace. Anything will help, even if it's only a dollar. Here is Brenden's story:"July 7th I slept all day and woke up at 9 and went to the bathroom. I started to blee

Thank You For Your Friendship
Thank you for your friendship and your love. However life may turn, this gift will be A mountain that has made my river bend, Nor will it flow the same way to the sea. Knowing you is something I'm made of. Years will not this part of me remove. One lives for just a brief eternity, Understanding truths that never end.

A Solider's Lady
Everytime I think of you, you are always on my mind. Even though, you are miles away I still wonder when can I see you for the first time in the three years since I've known you. I know that it's gonna be a long road ahead, but that won't keep me from loving you so. Just why is it so hard to stop these tears from falling from my face? Is it because I miss you so much? Yes, all those times that we talked on the phone, I keep on getting closer to you. Please come back soon, I miss you so much. I love you baby. (This blog is dedicated to Jonathan Peterson of the U.S Navy)

Snow Above, Fire Below
Snow Above Fire below Age is but a number Vitality and sexual prowess Still reigns supreme In the heart of a true lover Tough bitch exterior yet her pressence intriguing Wile others sought for her an exorvist I secretly desired her Big, Bold, Beautiful Eyes of magnetic charm Oh the day of fate I would never be the same She demanded I stay after work The others offerring prayers of survival As the finally staffer left She commanded me to her office Oh What now i thought Seemingly ready to do battle What greeted me as i entered her office Showed the facade for what it was Great Sexual WIldcat Seated in Regal sexual splendor In b;ack lace corset Her Sex exposed, moistened wiht nectar Total shock, disbelief she snapped me fro the trance taking my hands, she pressed me forward To taste of her Sex grabbing my head Lioness roars wiht greta prowess Pumping mym devoted tongue full of her raw, wetness Motioned to her office sofa I sit

Angels Among Us...alabama
I was walking home from school on a cold winter's day Took a shortcut through the woods and I lost my way It was getting late and I was scared and alone Then a kind old man took my hand and led me home Mama couldn't see him, but he was standing there But I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers Oh I believe there are angels among us Sent down to us from somewhere up above They come to you and me in our darkest hours To show us how to live To teach us how to give To guide us with a light of love When life dealt troubled times and had me down on my knees There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me A kind word from a stranger to lend a helping hand A phone call from a friend just to say I understand Ain't it kind of funny at the dark end of the road Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope Oh I believe there are angels among us Sent down to us from somewhere up above They come to you and me in our darke

Waiting In The Shadows
as i awaken from my long sleep i have a hunger for blood and i sense u are near.i wait in the shadows for u to come closer to me.i watch u so closely and see a longing look to belong to me.i gently whisper your name to come to me.you walk to me and i see your body so handsome and makes me hunger for you.you take me in your arms and give me a gentle kiss invitin me to give u pleasures beyond your mortal life.and within one swift sec i feed from your body and take you body and soul and make you my life partner to walk earth with me for all eternety

Haha Yea Right Lol But It Is Kinda True
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wrestling
You scored as The Undertaker. You are the Lord of Darkness. NOTHING CAN STOP YOU! Why? Because not only are you menacing physically but mentally as well! That's hard to do! Also, the overwhelming respect you get by everyone else adds to your invulnerability! You're engulfed by Darkness no question about it. And if you want, you'll bring unlucky souls WITH YOU! When the inevitable comes, you WILL NOT REST IN PEACE!The Undertaker94%Mick Foley81%Matt Hardy81%Christian75%Spike Dudley75%John Cena75%Triple H69%Eugene63%JBL56%Chris Jericho56%Stone Cold

This Is True
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ugly Men Who Have To Know The Are Ugly
Why is it that men who know they are not attractive, still continue to dress bad. I go to school with a guy who was not blessed but he continues to wear really small tight shorts and sweaters. He has to know how goofy he looks and that people are laughing at him. But I still don't understand why he wants to look goofier than he already does.

More Pics
Well, I added more pics to my profile..the front page of it. I think that'll make it harder to open.. I dunno. May take longer. But it was fun! Got some animations in there.. little dancing funnies that make me smile. Hope they give someone else a smile too. Tonight is DART NIGHT! woooooooot woooot! lmao I hope we win big tonight.. we're in 3rd place right now, so a big win would definitely help. Hey..I wonder if the owners of LC, now that we have blogging, will allow different fonts/colors/and whatnot to the blogs? Maybe someday? That'd be cool, huh? :) Well, I'm outtie... Have a great day everyone!! MUAHHHH!! and thanks for reading my oh so exciting bloggages!! :D :D

To Thegirl Who Lost Her Baby I Think Her Name Is Michelle
My name is Katrina and im here to tell you that you are not alone.This is my story:It was two days after labor day i found out i was two months pregnant.I was happy but scared cause the daddy didnt really want children and i was only seventeen.I had infections alot(bladder) and i had morning sickness like it wasnt nothing.Well time went on and he got bigger and was moving and everything that a growing baby does. December the twenty-six i started feeling sick to my stomach but i just thought it was morning sickness.The next day i started hurting really bad but i just figured it was infection cause everyone always told me i would know what contractions were.That tuesday i had a pain here and there and i slept all day.The next day i went to the doctor cause i too started bleeding and they did a pelvic exam and said there was a bulging bag of water and sent me to the hospital.They put the heart monitor belts around me and oh boy Joshua Jayden didnt like that he kicked and flopped around.I

4 More......
QUESTIONABLE LOVE~~> I said i love you and u loved me too we vowed togetherness for all the years through But the end came and it came too soon we decidec to be friends but that ended too cant you see, I love you But do you love me too I'd love to have you hold me tight I know you'll love me every night But nowi cry and cant hold it back I love you --cant you see that I know how you feel i really do i wish we could be together forever?? BEYOND THE SEA~~> I've got 29 min to decide weather to run or to hide My heart cries for love My mind cries for you and I.......just cry I've made many bad choices in life but I've gone on Now i sit here and you come to site I'll meet you someplace where we can be free that place is .... Beyond the sea HOW MUCH LONGER CAN I LIVE~~> My mind is wondering what do I write My eyes see a terriable sight My heart Cries for the love you can give and i wonder how much longer can i live? todays the day of love and Joy Yesterday was a day of pain in our li

Stoned Again
stoned, bored, and gettin ready to go to work! fun fun...make sure you guys look in my pictures bc i am tryin to make some new folders for them. haha. again, if anyone's got any tips for me LET ME KNOW! :-) later people. *4:20*

First Post
well, never used the blogs on here, i post on myspace mostly though i think i need to start writing certain entries somewhere else because of people who read my blogs. seems my life often makes others be in pain and such :/ just because they care about me and such, so maybe to keep from them reading and being hurt best i write those certain things here and be more guarded about what i say on my other account though i hate the idea of being closed off or dishonest or soemthing. my friend michelle and some others who are in love with me read it though and talking about my feelings for other people probably doesn't make them feel too good :/ it seems this summer everyone has fallen inlove with me and yet i've remained alone and with nothing to do most of the time. 14 year olds especially have been falling for me, especially girls in michigan. 3 girls in michigan like me. one of them carved my initials in her wrist the other night and ended up in the hospital. tho i still hope its some

The Little Dreamer
The Little Dreamer A little boy begins to walk, not knowing where to go. He passes by houses, and feels watched by every car. Slowly making his way to some place his body seems to guide. His head points to the ground and thoughts beg to take him away. Thinking of anything to relinquish the staring eyes that seem everywhere around. Eyes seem to lurk in the trees, and from heaven above always watching, waiting for a mistake to be made. Always are the eyes judging, casting they’re opinions about him. Veering off the street he heads for a wooded area. Slowly society drifts away as peace seems to be found. Underneath the limbs of evergreens, he finds a fallen tree and sits letting his mind wander to take him to another time. Eventually all thought seems to leave as he zones out in a daze where time becomes erased and all becomes forgotten; frozen for a minute, maybe an hour. One dead heart and one dead soul continue to beat inside of him for those moments of nothingness that so often

One In The Same
One in the Same He sits alone wondering if there’s a reason; wondering if there’s a point to this life though he seems unable to even want to die. Thoughts leave soon as they arrive, and feelings fade as quickly as they arise. The world is clouded with a mist of seemingly nothingness. She sits alone wondering why she’s broken. Why her happiness seems to make her cry. Wondering why she still wants to die, longing to run the blade across her flesh and feel the blood rush through her veins and leave her withered and as dead as she feels inside. Why they won’t just let her be she does not know, and he wonders why she doesn’t see she’s lucky to have anyone care enough to ask. Two alike, but sitting in separate rooms with a routine death. It’s like watching his past played in the mirror before him as he watches her pain and the way she slowly dies. Savor the pain while it lasts. In time a numb ness will take over and a fear of feeling will grow inside. Take the pain as a blessing

My Guitar Made Me Weep
My Guitar Made me Weep one day i was sitting in my room staring at this screen. this screen i look at every day that seems to eat my mind. suddenly i heard a noise, a voice or so it seemed. a moving sound filled my room and i was struck with sudden surprise. i looked over from my computer, and what was it i saw? my guitar was singing! it grew legs and arms, and stood there like it was john lennon. he was on top of the world or so it seemed. with my jaw open i watched in amazement. do you know what he did next? he turned on my pa. he sang into my microphone, and hooked himself up to the amp. magically he made his strings play the melody of which he sang. needless to say i was impressed, and jealous to say the least. my guitar had only been alive for a few short moments, and he already sang and played better then i ever could. maybe i could ask him, or was it a her? it's voice seemed to sound as any voice it chose perhaps i could ask my guitar whatever gender it be, to joi

I Fell In Love With A Ghost
I Fell in Love with a Ghost It started one night while I was asleep, though I first thought it just to be a dream. She came to me dressed in black with long black hair and kissed me on the lips. It seemed the usual dream of a teenager trying to escape from the loneliness that lives inside in tell she vanished and reappeared. My new love was a ghost and entered into my body. Amusing myself, and those around me, I began to float in the air using her spirit. Such dreams are not unusual for me being an eighteen year old boy with a very dark and morbid mind, so, I thought nothing of it but a mere reaching out in loneliness. Upon awakening to the feeling that a ghost was present, I shrugged it off as a mere remainder of the dream, although I did hold hopes that it was more then a dream, begging her to show herself to me and free me from my loneliness. As I lay awake and reached out with my mind, I was aware that it seemed rather silly but I desperately needed someone or something to

Lady Of The Lake(erotic Vampire)
Walking down a long dirt road in the middle of the night a woman came out of the trees. As I continued walking I noticed that she stood there staring at me. It seemed i was lost in a dream. a thought I'd had so many times that it had finally gotten to such a point that it seemed almost real coming alive on this very night. Blinking and rubbing my eyes she still stood there. Simply waiting and looking. So I did what I always did and continued to walk trying to pretend she wasn't there and that I was alone. Alone as I had always been but as I started to pass the place where she stood she began to walk in the same direction as me. Her footsteps were soft and almost silent but my ears were straining for every noise and I could hear that she moved though I dared not look. "Is it you? Have you finally shown yourself?" I silently wondered Nothing came but yet the woman still walked behind me. So I decided to make a turn and head down to the lake at the end of the road. if she was stalking

Oh My Goth!
You scored as Goth. You're a Goth. You listen to dark music and love bondage lol. You love vampires and various other creatures of the night. Black is the only colour for you!Goth100%Punk83%Mosher58%Emo33%Geek21%Chav13%Are u emo,punk,goth,chav,mosher,skater or geekcreated with QuizFarm.com

Hush
Since i first locked eyes with you I realized all my dreams had come true But what would i say? What would i do? How could i ever describe the way i feel for you When i try to talk there's just nothing there Impatiently anticipating the day of Loving You For your love there is nothing i won't do And although i wish i could find the words to say these things I guess I'll HUSH instead of wasting these words in VAIN...

Problems Viewing Pics.
If you're a "family" member of mine, and I'm a "family" member of yours..This post is for you. Even though I'm saved in your family list, the site isn't allowing me to view your pics. The link that should be there to view that other album, isn't there. If you want to exchange your photos with me, the only way you'll be able to reach me is through my yahoo account, or at least you should be able to. I'm not putting my ID on this blog out in the open, so you have to ask me if you want it. Otherwise, you can only see my pics, and I won't be able to see yours, until this glitch is fixed. Luv y'all! Kisses.

Crazy
The last 42 hours or so have been real crazy for me. But it's all been in a good way. And this is all thanks to a certain someone, and u know who u are! Hugs and Kisses to you. Have u ever started talking to someone and had a shit load of things in common with them? And the more u talk to this person the more it feels like u have known them forever? This is what has happened to me, it's the strangest thing but it is also so awsome. It is so great being with this person, I'm completely calm and relaxed. And let me tell u that is not something that happens all that easily either. Makes me wonder where this person has been all my life. But now that they are here, I don't think they are going any where. Well I hope u the read is having a great day just like I am. And that you all find happiness if u haven't yet. Much love to all. Hugs and Kisses.

200 Things About Jack
1 When a convicted terrorist was sentenced to face Jack Bauer, he appealed to have the sentence reduced to death. 2 The city of Los Angeles once named a street after Jack Bauer in gratitude for his saving the city several times. They had to rename it after people kept dying when they tried to cross the street. No one crosses Jack Bauer and lives. 3 Only Jack Bauer can fly a plane from the luggage compartment. 4 Life doesn't give Jack Bauer lemons. Life asks him which fruit he wants. 5 The 2007 budget for the US Military covers Jack Bauer, two pistols and four billion rounds of ammunition. 6 Passed out, surrounded by terrorists and nerve gas, and handcuffed to a table leg, Jack Bauer laughed to himself and said, "I have them right where I want them." 7 Once, someone tried to tell Jack Bauer a "knock knock" joke. Jack Bauer found out who was there, who they worked for, and where the goddamned bomb was. 8 Jack Bauer can break anyone and anything, but he will always break the protoc

More Yuck-yucks
ONLY 1 SUGGESTION TO DATING JACK BAUER'S DAUGHTER...............DONT. IF EVERYONE FOLLWOED JACK BAUER'S INSTRUCTIONS THE SHOW WOULD BE CALLED 12 IF JACK BAUER WAS BORN IN A ROOM WITH NINA, STALIN, AND HITLER, AND HAD A GUN WITH TWO BULLETS IN IT..........HED SHOOT NINA TWICE. JACK BAUER TOLD HIS PARENTS WHAT TO DO. IF JACK BAUER KNOCKS ON UR DOOR AND ASKS FOR U....................UR SCREWED! KILLING JACK BAUER DOESNT MAKE HIM DEAD, IT MAKES HIM ANGRY! DR. HOUSE ONCE SAID HE WAS BETTER THAN 24. NOTICE HOW HOUSE WALKS WITH A CANE. IF JACK BAUER WAS A DOCTOR..................HIS NAME WOULD BE DR. HOUSE. JACK BAUER SLEPT WITH NINA MYERS WHO SLEPT WITH TONY ALMEIDA WHO SLEPT WITH MICHELLE DESSLER WHICH EXPALINS HOW MICHELLE WAS IMMUNED TO THE VIRUS. THANKS JACK OSAMA BIN LADEN CHECKS HIS CLOSET AND UNDER HIS BED FOR JACK BAUER BEFORE HE GOES TO SLEEP. THE BOOGEY MAN CHECKS FOR JACK BAUER BEFORE HE GOES TO SLEEP SUPERMAN WEARS JACK BAUER PJ'S IF YOUR W

What Is It
What is fantasy. is it a way for us to escape the mundane worlds of reality we each in habit?? is release form the chais of the relationships we've over time come to limit? why is every aspect of our lives is affected by the fantasies we create in our beds in our hearts while daydreaming do we become what we fantasize about ?? or is ther more to it? some times it seems that in our hearts and in our haste to grow up we kill a part ofourselves in the hopes of beinng better adults in my mind i see this as just another fantasy albeit a more dangerous one women how many of youj have ever asked the question Why cant my lover be more creative? the same for us creative men we set our boundries by our fantasies we set our limits. I read many boks in the course of my timne history fantasy many diffrent genres and i find that in those writings the hero is often the one who denies his own heart fort the longest time historically the oposite can be said. W

Dont Mess With A Woman!!
> >FBI Job Opening > > > >For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal > >door and handed him a gun. > > > >"We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the > >circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a >chair. > >Kill Her!!!" > > > >The man said, "You can't be serious, I could never shoot my wife" The >agent > >said, "Then you're not the > >right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." > > > >The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went > >into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with > >tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." > > > >The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go >home." > > > >Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to > >kill her husband. She took the > >gun and went into the room. Shots were heard, one after another. They >heard > >sc

Dog Breeds
You scored as You're a Chihuahua. You are tiny but full of heart and are quite cute!You're a Chihuahua100%Your a Shih-tzu!83%Your a Pug!75%Your a Black Lab67%Your a Golden Retriever!50%You're a Border Collie50%You're a Great Dane!25%You're a cat!17%What breed of dog are you? Version 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Oooooer
ok well this is complete randomness and im not QUITE sure what these are for maybe thats because im young and naive RANDOM STUFF ABOUT ME all the people on lostcherry are really gorgeous and lovely and they made me feel dead welcome and shit so thanks im addicted to HIM and system of a down lately i think i need sedating most of the time the other day i fell down the stairs TWICE and it was the same bloody step i think im an alcoholic, i cant get enough of it its my birthday on october 9th, i feel incredibly old love you xxxxxxxxxx

Top 10 Reasons The Goddess Created Women
1.The Goddess worried that man would always be lost because men hate to ask for directions 2..The Goddess knew that man would one day need someone to hand him the TV remote. (Men don't want to see what's ON television, they want to see WHAT ELSE is on!) 3.The Goddess knew that man would never buy a new underwear when his seat wore out and would therefore need woman to get one for him. 4.The Goddess knew that man would never make a doctor's appointment for himself. 5.The Goddess knew that man would never remember which night was garbage night. 6.The Goddess knew that if the world was to be populated, men would never be able to handle childbearing. 7.As "Keeper of the Garden," man would never remember where he put his tools. 8. When Goddess created man, she stepped back, scratched her head, and said, "ROUGH DRAFT!!" 9. DUH!! And the numcer 10 reason... The Goddess is a girl!

Wtf????
Can you believe that someone like this man and his family who caught that creep - will now be punished for it???? Where was our government when that ratbastard was on the run????? I think Duane "The Dog" Chapman should be awarded a medal for what he did - doesnt matter "how" he did it - the man GOT IT DONE!!!! One less woman beating, raping abusing piece of crap behind bars where he belongs! God Bless The Dog - and his family - have faith brother - such a merciful man will receive mercy - He's got God on his side!

To The Nice Guys That Are Real Not Fake
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for

Picture Comments
Wow. I read picture comments ... But when I read the ones on my own pictures, it's eerie. I don't see what everyone else does, so it's like I am reading someone else's profile. It's weird. I also see bulletins where people area saying others leave nasty comments on pictures, or they receive messages asking for nude/naughty pictures. Fortunately, that hasn't happened to me yet. If I find something extremely insulting, I'll delete it. No biggie to me, since I likely say worse about myself when I am out of the shower. If someone wants naughty pics, it's not happening. My daughter usually take my pics, except for the ones I do with the webcam. So, it would be awkward, to say the least. Plus, I'm not about to show anyone anything *I* don't particularly want to see ... Giving people nightmares is not my goal ... But bravo to the guys who scold others for being nasty towards non-Barbie-looking women. Thanks, from someone who definitely doesn't look like Bimbo Barbie. From someone wh

I Cried A Tear
I CRIED A TEAR I cried a tear as I sat and stared at the words that were on the screen Trying to comprehend but not wanting to realize what they mean I cried a tear because my love and friend had to let me go This is a pain I would not want anyone to know I cried a tear for the joy he brought to my life Taking away all my pain and strife I cried a tear for laughter that we shared For his loving warmth and generous care I cried a tear because I could no longer share His dreams, his heartaches, his accomplishments, his life I cried a tear because he loved me so and this I knew But because of our distance what could we do I cried a tear because I want to hold onto him and never let go His love is more priceless than gold I cried one last tear because he will never, ever understand what he truly means to me And that I will love him now, forever, eternity….

Past Subculture
Okay, so phantomshadow is right about me. Fucker! You scored as Hippie. As much as Hippies are currently insulted it was widely this youthculture that opened the eyes of millions. Late 60s bashing is very popular, but above all it is mostly ignored that the hippies were the least pretentious of all youthcultures, even if they fell victim to their own ideals.Hippie63%Rave / Dance56%Hip Hop38%New Romantics / New Wave31%Rockabilly / Teddyboys31%Glam Rock31%Punk19%Mods19%Which Past SubCulture fits you best?created with QuizFarm.com

Fun
well this last week i was in kamloops fights a fire that came up from the states man some of the crap we had to deal with like fuck if a fire starts in ur state do u leave it?i think not well thats what happened as soon as it came into canada the states let it go

My Wish, Rascal Flatts
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,

Personality
You scored as Interesting/outgoing.... You like to be the center of attention. People enjoy you because you're so outgoing and entertaining! Everywhere you go, people are attracted to your playfulness and energy. You have no trouble finding friends, although you exclude certain types of people (usually quiet types). Interesting/outgoing...95%Nerd/anti-social70%Freak70%Competitive/achiever65%Fast Paced65%Quiet/thoughtful45%Insecure30%What kind of personality do you have??created with QuizFarm.com

You Are So Beautiful
Your lips made a sound, My Ears have never heard, A sweet and soft sound, Like a morning blue bird. Your eyes make me gleam, Your smile cheers me so, Your gorgeous brown hair, Makes my heart glow. Your eyes are so gleaming, Your lips are so moist, There's not a prettier sound, Than the pitch of your voice. My love for you, Soars like a dove, Nothing money can buy, Could express my love.

Don't Leave
I see you walking out of my door leaving my life forever and I wonder... what did I do wrong? I can't think of anything, I gave to you everything I had, owned, and wanted and then I realized- that's the reason why. Me being to good to you, You thinking your- not good enough, but you don't realize You, just being with me, is worth more than anything I could ever give you. Please Don't Leave....

The Real Me
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see

His Wish
a lover laid down on his bed his eyes fell closed before he did a hand came close and held him tight his lover's love was clear and bright she knew that he was close to death a few small words slipped from his breath a tear rolled down, dripped to her breast she wrapped his arms around her chest laying down upon his heart she cried out loud for it to start but from his whisper, all she knew her lover said... "let me die... holding you"

Sexual Zodiak
this one is so true to my nature, with the exception of the current relationship. There isn't one.... Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Alyssa
Mommy knows that your hurting and she is too Mommy never meant for this to happen to you Mommy would never do anything that she didn't think was right for you Mommy had to do what she had to make life better for you Remember,mommy never gave up on you,she just did what she thought was best for you Always remember mommy loves you

Purple Ribbon Day
All practitioners of Earth religions, Wicca, Shamanism, Druidry etc, Are being encouraged to wear a purple ribbon as a way of promoting Religious tolerance and to potentially raise awareness. On Sept. 21st to 22nd all Witches are going to wear little purple Ribbons so everyone will know Who Else is a witch/Wiccan/ Pagan. But no one can do this if they don't know about it, so Pass the word along! This message goes to all Witches, Wiccans, Pagans from all sorts of traditions. We can make a day for Ourselves!! Actually, two days!!! You can buy a purple ribbon Anywhere, Dollar store, Wal-mart, shoppers drug mart, Anywhere. Wear it in your Hair, or pin it up to your shirt. Make it Public!!!

Darkness
From the darkness I was born To live in the darkness I swore In the darkness I dwell But once I die I'll go home to the master of darkness in hell Once I get there I'll be put in a cell Then to the master of darkness my soul I'll sell

That Pain
As I tear your brain out through that bullet hole in your head I dream of how it could have been for me and you While I'm cutting out your spinal cord with this butter knife,i think Hey we could have been together for the rest of our lives But you loved to hate me and because of that i killed you Why could'nt you have learned to trust me the way that I trusted you? When I pushed that poisin filled needle into your skin and your still then pulsing veins I wanted to forgive you But I Had forgotten how to forgive When you had finally quit screaming,crying,and your body had gone limp,I forgave you

Back Stabber
You waited for me to turn my back Then you planned your attack while thinking to yourself I'm gonna get that b*tch back You then plunged a knife repeatedly into my back You roll me onto my back and look into my teary eyes You didn't know whether to laugh or cry I looked into your glassy eyes and let out my last few painful cries,and bid to the world my goodbyes You then put my motionless body in a sack You shove me in a dumpster,walk away,and never look back You listen to the funeral bells as to the world I bid my last farwell at my funeral you sit in the very back and as they place my body within the earth you let out an evil laugh My grandmother approaches you with a note that read: Mother fucker I'll get you back

Thick And Thin
Remember our love will last though thick and thin Those are the words from my heart I hope your love is from your heart too If your love is as true as mine you'll be patient and wait for me no matter what My love for you is so true If I had to wait for you I'd wait an eternity on my hands and knees I ask you to wait for me,please The day will soon come when we can be together and hold each other again But until that day remember where we are,where we've been,and that our love will last through thick and thin

Untitled
Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart

Outcast
All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name from mocked fame But nobody's ever been there for you So, you sit alone Just you and you....... Silently planning your revenge

Please Don't Plagerize Or Copy My Poetry!
I have been writing these poems since I was like 14 and they are my prized possessions!I put them on here b/c I thought some of you would enjoy them!Please don't copy or plagerize my poems!Most of them are copyrighted,so,don't steal my shit!Enjoy your reading!Thanx!

Added More Stuff To My Profile!
I added some new pix in my random pixfolder,recreaional activities,and a new folder with pix of my daughter and family but is only veiwable by my LC family.Check It out and drop some comments.Thanks!

Thanx For All The Help!
Thank everybody for helping me level up yesterday!I appreciate it and will stop and show you all some love!I'm also asking another favor I need help to the next level again,please consider helping me!Thanx!Keep on showing me that cherry love!

Workplace Insanity
Workplace Insanity How to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity in the Workplace. 1. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 2. Find out where your boss shops and buy exactly the same outfits. Wear them one day after your boss does. This is especially effective if your boss is of a different gender than you. 3. Make up nicknames for all your coworkers and refer to them only by these names. "That's a good point, Sparky." "No, I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to disagree with you there, Cha-cha." 4. Send e-mail to the rest of the company telling them exactly what you're doing. For example: "If anyone needs me, I'll be in the bathroom." 5. Hi-Lite your shoes. Tell people you haven't lost them as much since you did this. 6. While sitting at your desk, soak your fingers in Palmolive liquid. Call everyone Madge. 7. Hang mosquito netting around your cubicle. When you emerge to get coffee or a printout or whatever, slap yourself randomly the

Lalala
Days and days and days and I should do things but I don’t not I sit around and drool over lovely girls sending them friends requests without talking a word to them. HAHA! And now I get this comment: “heard of your profile from a friend, so i just stopped by” Welcome to the freak show! Ladies and Gentleman here we have the woman who collects squirrels made out of human hair, here is the guy who draws faces on his glans and there is the girl with that profile! Yes I know it wasn’t meant that way but it was the first thing on my mind. I have tons of messages and I promise I will answer them really I just need some time for that.

Blog Written For 2006 Fifa World Cup Finals
GERMANY 2006 - WORLD FOOTBALL CHAMPIONSHIP FINALS THE KNOCKOUT STAGES BEGIN - NOW ITS PERSONAL 'the greatest global extravaganza since the second coming of The Messiah at the 2004 Athens olympic games' (or was it The Messiah coming second, not sure)' For the 32 countries fortunate to have qualified for these finals, it means everything - the world, but what this represents all depends on which team you support. There are the fancied sides like Italy, Holland, Brazil, Argentina, England and host nation Germany where expectation and hopes of eventual glory are paramount and defeat unthinkable. Like a nation at war the whole country gets fanatically behind their team and patriotism spreads nationwide like an epidemic. Then there are teams like Uganda, Ivory Coast and Trinidad & Tobago, all making their finals debut, and simply qualifying and actually being here may just be the greatest thing ever to happen to their countries. Instead of the jingoism expressed by

Hopeless
Tears stream down from what were once soft loving eyes, A loving heart shattered by lies. Pieces fall all around, torn and broken on the ground. Void of feelings left numb inside. Memories surpressed to deal with another time, keeping in so many things that should be told. Forgetting what its like to feel your own soul Thoughts fading like the day, no dreams or desires left to fade away. Tired of waiting for what shall never come. endlessly searching for who I use to be. Fighting just to make it through the night never really knowing what is right. Holding back what secrets lie in store, waiting for the light so I can see once more. Tired of dreaming of what should of been, scared of not knowing where my life is going to end. Painfully waiting to see what tomorrow holds in store, hopelessly dreaming that its something so much more. More then anger, hurt, and pain, no longer being a pawn in fates twisted game. Desperatly praying that life turns out ok,

My Third Week At Upliftcommunityhighschool
It's starting to get better and better and the work is also starting to get harder and harder. I'm starting to focus alot more in class and i'm paying alot of more of attention to what the teachers has to say. On my football grading sheet i got all 4's in every subject i had and for world history homework i had a 3 and for survey literature i had a 0 because i forgot to turn in my binder with my homework in it, yeah, oopsieeee, so the teacher said if i can get my survey literature binder and stack everything up in it from notes to classwork and homework then i can at least improve my grade to a 3. For football, today, i've got my first sack at practice. I get put on the defensive line hear and then and also on the reciever position hear and then. I'm starting to get alot of more respect from my coach and teammates. At lunch we have 3 houses to go to. House 1, 2, and 3. Since i belong in a certain area then i go to house 2. But first i can pick whatever lunch i want first in any house.

Astrology Readings
Ok, I do astrology readings kinda as a side thing cause I'm interested in learning. I do them for free and they are pretty acurate. If anyone wants theirs done I only have 2 conditions. 1) you must be at least 18, 2)The reading will be posted in this blog. So if thats ok, just give me your B-day, Time of birth (Very important to be correct) and place you were born and I'll do it. I have a program that does them so it doesn't take long at all. Thanks!

A Hot Summer Night Parts 1 & 2
Part One: We found a great little rental house for the summer - right on the beach ... as I was off to get some groceries and do some errands, you finished your unpacking ... after you were done, you looked out the window, stretched and decided you needed a bit of relaxation - and what better place to unwind than in the water ? You went into the bedroom, stripped off your clothes, and dug around in a dresser drawer until you found what you were looking for ... you pulled your brand-new bikini out of the drawer and slipped the bottoms on ... with the top around your waist, you hooked the clasp and moved the brightly-colored fabric up into position over your lovely breasts as you looked into the floor-to-ceiling mirror ... just having the new swimsuit on made you feel very sexy ... you began to hum a song you had heard on the car radio earlier today ... Taking only your keys and a towel, you ran down to the beach below, left your flip-flops on the towel, and dove into

Life Is Kicking My Ass!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes life kicks you in the ass!!!I have had a week from hell.Some of you may have seen the my nickname is not bloodlust1313 anymore on the 14th my email with that name got hacked by some asshole that got a "friend" of mines email and yahoo id.He sent me a massage to take a look at some new pics he had and thinking it was my "friend sending it I went to it and was asked to log back into yahoo.As many of you know this will happen from time to time.So i loged into what I was thinking was yahoo and this asshole got my id and passward...........I have tryed to get it back but I made that id over 10 years ago and don`t even know some of the info on it anymore.........I have been so down all I want to do is fall in a hole and die.Then today I`m geting ready to goto work for a payday meeting and my van is dead so Gavin and I had to walk there.I don`t know where I`m going to get the money to fix my van.I had some very good things happen in the last few weeks like my hubby got a job working

Work
I have a lot of work today, but just can't seem to get it done. I wish I could just run away, but then it'd be like "they" have won. I'd like to go and play all day, just like when I was 5. Jump on my bike and ride away, or take a little dive. But that's just not reality, maybe I'll say I'm sick. Nah, they'll just point and laugh at me Man! This sucks floppy donkey dick!!!

Stupid Little Quiz..(hmmm)
So Yeah Im Doing This..I Dunno Why..Fill Out And Post Reply And If you Don't know me that well thats ok..Just do it to humor me 1:Would you have sex with me? 2:If You HAD To Change One Thing About Me What Would It Be? 3: If I Slapped Your Sister What Would You Do? 4: If I Came To Bed With A Grannie Nighty On What Would You Think? 5: You All Know My Name Is Ash...But What Other Name Would Suit Me? 6: If You Had To Guess What Would You Say My Fav Food Was? 7: How Would You Innitally Try To Catch My Attention If You Saw Me In Real Life? 8: Am I: a) Fuckable b) Fuckable, Dateable c) Fuckable, Dateable, Best Friend Material (Honest People) 9:What "Smooth" Pickup Line Would You Use On Me? 10:If You Had ONE Chance To Tell Me Something What Would It Be? Have Fun Guys...Remember to Post your Answers In My Reply Section :) -Ash

This Shit Scares Me
http://www.jesuscampthemovie.com/ A growing number of Evangelical Christians believe there is a revival underway in America that requires Christian youth to assume leadership roles in advocating the cause of their religious movement. Jesus Camp follows a group of young children to Pastor Becky Fisher's "Kids on Fire Summer Camp" where kids are taught to become dedicated Christian Soldiers in God's Army and are schooled in how to take back America for Christ. This film is a first ever look into an intense training ground that recruits born again Christian children to become an active part of America's political future.

Moving To Los Angeles
A guy was sitting in an airplane when another guy took the seat beside him. The new guy was a wreck, pale, hands shaking, biting his nails and moaning in fear. "Hey, pal, what's the matter?" said the first guy. "I've been transferred to Los Angeles, California," he answered nervously. "They've got race riots, drugs, the highest crime rate in the country..." "Hold on," said the first. "I've been in L.A all my life, and it's not as bad as the media says. Find a nice home, go to work, mind your own business, enroll your kids in a good school and it's as safe as anywhere in the world." The second guy stopped shaking for a moment and said, "Oh, thank you. I was worried to death! But if you live there and say it's ok, I'll take your word for it. By the way, what do you do for a living?" "Me?" said the first, "I'm a tail gunner on a bread truck."

Spanking 101
Spanking 101 basics and tips for doing it well Spanking is one of the classics in erotic power exchange. The term spanking is usually used for anything that has to do with spanking the bottom. In general, no other parts of the body are involved. Purist spankers will only accept spanking as spanking when it is done by hand, but often the back of hair brushes, table tennis bats, slippers, a swat or small leather devices, sometimes shaped in the form of a hand can be used. Many people combine spanking with other erotic stimuli like schoolgirl play or (old fashioned) lingerie. Strict role play - daddy & naughty girl, uncle & naughty niece, teacher & schoolgirl - is often used. In other words, many people use spanking as a form of "punishment," but actually spanking makes a great intro to other active play forms as well. Spanking, to quite a few people who are into erotic power exchange, is a cult on its own. These spanking purist will not combine spanking with other forms of pl

Twiztid Individual
I made a new skin today called "For Twiztid Individual ONLY". I made it just for him because he is a very good homie of mine. Don't rip it because I will find out if you did..and the consequences will not be to your liking. Thank you.

"wax Play"
"Wax Play" A basic primer on the safe use of candle wax Many people have played with a bit of candle wax at one time or another in their lives. Maybe by putting a finger in the pool of wax at the top of a candle. Maybe by catching a drip of wax on their skin by accident. Maybe even by dripping a bit of wax on themselves on purpose. Well, it's the intentional wax play we're going to talk about here. So if you're interested in playing with wax on a partner, or even if you just want to play with some on yourself, we have a few bits of advice we'd like to pass along to get you started on the right path. Basic Safety Tips Make sure you keep your candles and/or crock pot on a level, stable surface. Keep ice, cold towels and a bowl of water nearby. Make sure you have a fire extinguisher handy. Be very careful about lingerie, as some items will melt or burn, sticking to the skin and causing serious burns. Anything with nylon, vinyl, pvc, patent leather, etc. can be a problem. Of co

Female Ejaculation
Female Ejaculation the "other" female orgasm Different techniques will accomplish different things. We all know about the clitoris and the effects of stimulating it, but the G-spot is not clear to everybody - men as well as women. Here is a different technique to accomplish some different orgasms. Orgasms that not every woman is aware of and that - as a result - may bring about some very intense emotions. Few men know about it, more women do but most either don't know what to do with it or feel ashamed about it: female ejaculation. Not all women can do it and the way they do (and the amount of fluid they produce) may be very different. The amount of fluid may vary from just a few drops to a mug full. You need a little technique to get it done, but first you need to understand it. Female ejaculate is worked up in the spongy area around the female urethra, better known as the G-spot. It's located at the upper part of the vagina, just behind the entrance at the back of the pubic b

Sad
I had a sudden bout of sadness/depression at work today, and I'm unsure of its exact origin(s). Luckily I was alone at the time, because my eyes welled up for awhile. I had to blink furiously to clear them. I still haven't completely shaken it from my system.

Hey What`s Up?
hey what`s up? nothing much here. just upset because my mom is up in the hospital ad she just got out of surgery and now she is recovering from it. i miss my mommy and i hate when she is in the hospital.

Fuck It All
I am so fucking tired of the games and the lies. Someone pretending I mean something but I really mean nothing at all. Just speaking the facts, I am done being depressed. I refuse to let myself to control emotionally by these fucking lies. I guess I fucked up by loving once again, all he had to do was tell me to fuck off or whatever and I would have just backed off and never bothered him agan, didn't have to to continue the lie where I believed that I could ever possibly be loved for once. Not be played. I wish I stopped before I got attached because I did love him, I should have stopped hoping and wishing for something that was never going to be. I guess it just proved to myself that I am indeed shit. I'm sorry I am not a whore enough, or pretty enough, or smart enough. I'm not sorry that I am may not be the most beautiful person in the world, I am a bitch, I may not be the smartest person in the world but I know how to survive. I know what happens in life, but still I haven't learned

Near The End
WELL WE ARE ALL MOST NEAR THE END OF THE WEEK. DO YOU ALL HAVE PLANS? WELL I DO .50 DRINKS HOW CAN YOU GO WRONG. LET ME SEE HOW ALL OF YOU SPEND YOUR TIME. IF I TOLD YOU HOW I SPENT ALL OF MY TIME YOU MIGHT JUST WANT MORE. SO COME TELL ME WHAT YOU DO.

How U Touch Me!!!
I LOVE HOW YOU TOUCH ME, SO SWEET, CAREFULLY PLACING YOUR FINGERS IN LOVELY SPOTS DAT NEED SOME TENDER , LOVING CARE. OH HOW I LOVE THE WAY YOU TOUCH ME, WITH YOUR FIRM SOFT LIPS, KISSES ME IN MY MOST HOT EROTIC ZONE.

ok yea this poem is a lil 5th gradeish but still i think it is soooo cute......lol What is Minnie with out Mickey? What is Tigger with out Pooh? What is Patrick iwth out SpongeBob? What is me with out you???? ok u have got to admit that is CUTE!! lol

No Mystery
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman. I am all Woman.

A Story You Might Enjoy
Cupids Quits You humans have a lot of gall. You pick one day of the year that you expect to celebrate the day of love, and, you invoke me from my retirement to don my old wings, bow and arrows and create miracles that I am just too fed up with to get involved in. Well I gotta tell ya, Psyche and I are tired of it. Do you even know what I have been through in my everlasting life? Do you even care. I have been responsible for some of the most awesome love affairs in the history of humans. But do you listen. No..... You just satisfy your wanton natures and at the first sign of trouble you split, without even trying to work out the problems. Now I am not with out feelings myself, don't get me wrong. After all I went through the most harrowing experience to win and keep the love of my life, Psyche. I mean mom was pretty jealous of her beauty and so when I said she couldn't look at me, and she did, I had no choice but to ban her. Talk about deep and traumatic pain!!! But in t

A Sure Sign You Have Connected
Shiney minded Darkness I sat last night staring as night bit at the skirt of day. Feeling lonely and insecure I watched a milky blurred sun turn away from the crecent that was now the only light. I chose to seek out my only companionship the quiet clicking of unseen faces, strangers like me who reach out in the night to find a strangers hand to hold. In that hushed and magic hour I found another soul, seeking also a special friend to share the long hours of darkness. Walking with words hand in hand, no longer alone. We shared emotions,happy and sad we excitedly played with the words as we typed,we carried each other through the stepping stones of our lives. As the sun began teasing the night the new friends held fast making promises to seek each other out, no longer alone in the shiney minded darkness. © Copyright 2002 Amawitch-granny witch

Busy
Hey friends If anybody is wondering why i'm not on here all the time well because i'm busy with school I went back 2 weeks ago and now I have so much assignments that I need to work on them. I will try my best to come here and keep in touch. See ya Kasia

Sex Poem
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are

No Peace
Words are tumbling about in my head But I fight letting them out. They fester and grow like a cancer as they bandy all about. Im lonely, Im sad, Im all around blue And to write them makes it so real. If I could I would erase those horrible words So that noone would know how I feel. But a writer I am, a pen in the night just flowing with words about me. And if I did not write down all that I feel There'd no peace or poetry be. So in twilights ebony cloak I find My head just cant hold anymore. Out they come, a torrid force Revealing my truest pain and more. Do I feel better these words now released As the paper fills full of my pain No I do not, well maybe perhaps But tomorrow I'll do it again. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

These Were To Be My Vows In A Handfast, The Guy Wasn't Worth It. So I Saved Them
A Pledge, A Promise I have searched for you almost a life time an eternity it seems to me, but suddenly here you are, and it seems no time at all. Today I promise myself to you, what you see here in front of you is all that I am. There are no hidden secrets, there are no hidden lies I freely come to you in love and respect. I pledge to you forever to love and respect your ways, to allow you your path, and to help you grow when I see you falter. I promise to never hold you from your insight in a direction you feel you must go. I promise you a shoulder in your pain, and a smile in your successes. I promise you understanding and I promise to listen with ears wide open. I promise you a sharing of my entire soul. I will never run from problems or secret out my worries. I will never hide from you my deepest fear, and hope you allow me the same I give to you my energy, my faith, my being. May the gods and goddess of the earth, moon and stars

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Poem I Wrote
Pragmatic Romantic It wasn?t a moonlit night Nor even a bright sunny day It wasn?t over a romantic dinner Nor on a sandy beach did we lay It was indoors and under a white tube light On yet another tiresome office day That our eyes met and held each other?s gaze For how long, neither could say It wasn?t his quick-witted banter Nor the smile he flashed my way It wasn?t even the way he was dressed Nor the attitude he did portray It was the way he?d looked at me And then softly said my name That he took my breath away And on my heart he had laid claim It wasn?t a whirlwind romance Nor a courtship you may say It wasn?t a sluggish wooing Nor an irksome dilatory display It was a friendship that began to blossom With every passing day It was the fondness that grew and grew And soon love did friendship betray It wasn?t through a touching love letter Nor a romantic melodious song It wasn?t through a declaration of love Nor a

Awsome Day Today:d:d:d:d!!!!!!
Well today was awsome:D:D!!!!First i was working with some of the greastet ppl ever:D:D:D:D!!!then i got a 500$Pay check.....and then to top that off im goin to be superviser and i got a raise:D:D:D:D:Dand the one person i hate at work got fired today:D:D:D......Ahhhhhh....today was the best day ever*does happy dance*man i wish everyday was like this day:Pbut ah well:D:D:D:Dhehehe:PWell ill blog ya l8er pplez

First Lostcherry Blog!
So I've never used this lovely blog space lostcherry so generously provdies so I thought I'd give it a whirl. I am sure that I most likely never write in this again. But lets see.. what's new with me? I've been working a lot lately. Ever since I broke up with my boyfriend I have like nothing better to do then work because I had stopped hanging out and talking really with most of my friends because it was always my boyfriend we hung out every day so yeh.. not that we've broken up I am not going to run back to my friends and be like heyyyy i have no boyfriend anymore wanna hang out. Nahh.. that's fucked up. I keep seeing the girl he's with now too I never ever see her and now that I am not with him anymore and she is I SEE HER EVERYWHERE. The whole situation is a lot more complicated then I am expressing. This girl he is with now used to be my best friend.. about 5 years ago.. She introduced me to him and 2 months after we started going on he went and cheated on me with her... this was l

My Feelings In Regards To Ratings
oh i forgot to mention this if your new you get 10's but if no response if you decide to hit me up after for a friend request and depending on how it goes down when we chatting if i'm feelin you your rating goes up doesn't mean that goes after 1,2, 3 or whatever conversations it's the vibe i'm getting at the moment! also to mention i love too see happy fam pics and pics of babies and young children they all get 10's foremost so don't wonder why i rated ya kids or you with ya fam or children higher then you alone! grahpics pics(images), designs i'll rate anything from a 6-10! Wassup 2 all i just thought i'll write this cause i don't want peeps to get the wrong idea bout me, first i'm here for chatting and meeting much cool ass peeps as i can, and so far i have you know who you are, so whether it be 5 or a 4 rating or whatever, its not cause i'm being mean or hating, its because we hardly even speak or spoken and i dont know you, i'll add you in hopes of doing what i said,feel its f

Thanksto All My Lc Friends , And My Truth!
Agape all, I just want to thank you all for adding me to your lists! Its my personal goal to get to know every last one of you as if we knew each other our whole lives. Thanks for the love and support! All you lovely beautfiul ladies, my dear LC girls you rock! if I would pick anyone of you! it would be all of you! for you are all one aspect of my perfect woman! and you are all wonderful women, and thank you all for being yourselves, and doing the very best you can to do what you feel is right. I am a very spiritual guys, so spiritual I worship GOD Almighty, The Heavenly Father and mother, The Ayin (The No-Thing) & The Ain Soph (The All-thing), The infinite living light of GOD's unconditional love, The infinitly unfathomable, The GOD infinitly beyond labelling, descriptions, and imagination! The GOD no matter how powerful you become someday GOD will always be unfathomable, unless you lose your individuality and merge with the source in maybe a billion lifetimes, depending on how lon

Friends
Okay there are friends you would die for and friends that you would like to ring there necks; Well right now i don,t have a friend that i would want to ring there necks; But i have friends here that I would Die for, because they have been here when i needed them the most; You guys know who you are. And I can never repay the Love I have gotten from you guys; Your so Awesome. And for evey time I,m here you can call on me; I,ll always have a place in my heart for you guys, We;ve Had Joy; We had fun we had seasons in the Sun; But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone. All you guys are so sincere. And I;ve enjoyed my time here. Guys be sweet to your women. Women do what ya can to please your man. And see what ya get in return.Life is Like a Box of Chocolates; Never no what your going to get; That Statement is so true. More later.

Just An Update On My Day
MySpace Comments Graphics Shit I welcome myself to this cool as site and anyone who wants to come holla at me show me some love and no doubt that ill show u some.. Today was pretty tight I did what I had to in the Real world..LOL and then I got to come back here with yall so hook me up with some points and I got cha more pics coming...

Clincher
Well it wasn't done the way I wanted with the clincher happening this weekend but I am still happy. The Yanks make it a ninth straight division championship thanks to the Sux tonight. Now we take a journey into the playoffs to win number 27. Congrats guys and to all the Yankee fans out there, Cheers.

I Go Down On My Knees
I GO DOWN ON MY KNEES when my soul gets weak, and my journey seems long. i go down on my knees and he helps me move on. in the stormy weather, and the dark of the night, i go down on my knees and he makes it all right. if i need a friend or someone to care, i go down on my knees, and he is always there. when i get caught up in worldly agitation, i go down on my knees, and he gives me inspiration. at times when i want to see a brighter day, i go down on my knees, and to him i pray. by derrick barbee copyright 1999

Whatever
So I'm trying this out, basically as another home on the web and to see what type of response I get. My girls are here to keep me company so that's definitely a big help. What else to say? Not sure atm. Will think of something later.

Bilingual
So.... This friend I'm talking to on yahoo that I met on LostCherry sent me this song... It's called "Bilingual" by Jose Nunez. These are the words... I've had it on repeat for hours now. Goddess, it's an erotic song! ~~Bilingual~~ The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesne

The Weekend...
Well everythings been getting better with the whole guy situation. I have a guy coming to see me this weekend. I don't think he'll stand me up...I mean when we talk he always talks about how many days are left for the weekend. I must say this week has gone by so slow. Yeah I like him, and he knows it. But its a mutual feeling. And I'm not sure what exactly is going to happen though. I guess I'll keep ya updated. He's going to come out Friday night and leave Sunday I'm not sure if its going to be Sunday night or sometime during the day on Sunday. Well thats it for now. Like I said I'll keep you update.

ok, i dont know what to say on these things, but figured "what the hell!!! its almost 1230 at night & my kids are asleep, so why not come to lost cherry & see if i can pop it!!!"" lmao anyways, just wanted to say hey to all & huggs from me & my two little devils

Old Lady!!
How To Get Out of A Ticket An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer?Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half! drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The

Part One
The other day a friend and I was talking about Star wars and stat trek fans. (You know the fans that dress up like one of the storm trouper just stand out of the movies. if that is you don’t get pissed, this blog is also for you just keep reading). How these fans know every thing about there favorite person in the movies and will learn to talk like them and even act like and the star wars fans hates the star trek fans and so on and so on. Well that got me thinking if you took one person out of each of the 2 moves and made them fight who would win. So here is what we are going to do. I will give you the 2 fighter and you tell me whom you think would win. (Place your vote) and at the end of each round the winner will be the one who gets the most votes. I’m not going to tell you there powers are or the weapons they use I’m going to leave that up to the people who know more about them. There real fans Round 1 Star wars, Yoda Vs Star trek, Spock

Far Away
Far Away by Patty Payne You are far away, but you own my soul. You have stolen my heart, Another love I could never know. A part of me, you will always be. Only your love can set me free. Free from the loneliness and the pain. Will we meet? Or is it all in vain? I pray to my God above. Please baby I need your love.

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Friendships
You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.

None
As many of U know I'm very given to have brain diarrheas very often, I was just writting a message to a friend and tought about this, ( yes, I think every once in a while ) can U imagine how many ppl are not happy doing or working where they are, I have to admit I really enjoy my work, I have never been told that I'm unfair with the ppl I manage, actually I believe the ppl that work for me enjoy being part of my work team, I really give my best effort to what I do and try to always do my best. As a friend I have always tried to be there for the ones that needed me, on good or bad to the point that some ppl have told me that my friendship has been abused. In my family I think I'm the most fortunate man, I have the most wonderful wife that I know loves me for who I'm just as I love her for who she is, I have her trust and I trust her, we have based our relathionship on good communication and truth overall, we have our discrepancies as on every couple but she has never stop from giv

I've Got A Secret
There's this guy i know he's the kind of guy i wanted the Mr. Conio and the Mr. Nice guy in our section Some may notice that I've been staring at this guy since the day that i met him Until one day, we've been very close to each other since that day, he showed me his real attitude So as I go to sleep and as I woke up, He is the one that i've been thinking of But nobody knows what I really for that guy even my closest freind has no idea bout this guy.. It's just I who knows.. that I love this guy for being true to himself and showing me his real attitude

My Imagaination Or Love?
The things you say to me are unbelievable, Just the littlest things are indescribable, The feelings i have are unexplainable, But you,You are irresistible. Your the one i want to wake up to every morning. Your the one thing thats on my mind constantly.when i smile I'm thinking of you. You make me feel special, Its your smile,your laugh,your eyes,your hair,the way you talk, just to hear you talk...Makes me want to get up in the morning..your the one i want to talk to before i go to bed every night , your the one thats always in my dreams. And your the only one in my heart.Maybe this is just my imagination ...maybe I'm going crazy...or maybe its just... Love.

Realistic Fantasy
Read between the lines. You render me helpless, unable to move, Your words bitter in tasting, Yet sound oh so smooth, With a piercing stare of a thousand suns, You leak memories of the past, Whispering idealisms, Of a feeling not built to last, Your tough, strong, built exterior, in itself, entangles lies, with a spotlight, slowly breaking down, hidden deep within your eyes, A twisted smile, masks all known as true, your hiding behind sweet porcelain, hiding away from...you, Your laugh seems to have vanished, I can't hear its delicate sound, enlaced into the eves of history, And yet its presence, so profound, Your short trimmed hair, So delicately gelled back, like an army of soldiers, or kangaroos in the outback, And when you close your eyes, you drift off into fantasy, Which is really reality, hidden in your own morality. (this isnt written by me i found these on the net.)

Sex Poems
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are

Tori Amos - Jackie's Strength
A Bouvier till her wedding day Shots rang out, the police came Mama layed me on the front lawn And prayed for Jackie's strength Feeling old by 21 Never thought my day would come My bridesmaids getting laid I pray for Jackie's strength Make me laugh Say you know What you want You said we were the real thing So I show You some more And I learn What black magic can do Make me laugh Say you know You can turn Me into the real thing So I show You some more And I learn Stickers licked on lunch boxes Worshipping David Cassidy Yeah I mooned him once on Donna's box She's still in recovery Sleepovers, Beene's got some pot You're only popular with anorexia So I turn myself inside out In hope someone will see Make me laugh Say you know What you want You said we were the real thing So I show You some more And I learn What black magic can do Make me laugh Say you know You can turn Me into the real thing So I show You some more And I learn I got

What Mythical Creature Are You???
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel92%Faerie92%Mermaid67%Dragon67%WereWolf33%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

21th September Happy *40th* Birthday Lori !!
Koogerbabe@ LostCherry Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash ************************************ Happy 40th birthday Lori We love you!!! Much love, Lena and Mette mettekenzo@ LostCherry ~Engla~@ LostCherry ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Add yourself below~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~TRicky~@ LostCherry annitaly@ LostCherry (¯`·._.·gReEn-EyEd BrAtT·._.·´¯)@ LostCherry Tomcat@ LostCherry Helena47*

First Time Black
FIRST TIME BLACK Leigh and I have been married for 12 wonderful years. We are deeply in love and have always had great sex. Sometimes experiencing many exciting happenings such as flashing cars and trucks on the highway to having sex in motels with the curtains open to having sex in the pool and even in the ocean in broad daylight with a young black man watching. These times always turned Leigh on tremendously. We also enjoy porn a lot, especially amateur and group interracial movies. Leigh would get off so much watching them that I brought the subject up about bringing some attractive black men into our bed for her. She liked the thought, but worried about my feelings which were set on go. I would love to see her being fucked by well-hung attractive black men and told her so on numerous occasions. She finally agreed to post some ads with nude pictures on interracial dating websites. The responses she received were overwhelming to the point that she would pose for these ads every we

If All My Words Were Beautiful
If all my days were told in angeled speech, would I be safe from harm? Would pumpkined coaches come for me with guarantees of honesty if all my words were beautiful? Would princes, charming, each deliver promises to breach the broken-hearted legacies my childhood kingdom left for me? If all my words were beautiful, would fairy godmothers appear with wanded wishes, freeing me from fear that every one I loved would go away? If all my words were neatly placed bouqueted and gathered, bound and laced with covenants before the altar of my heart, would I be free from treachery? If every word my soul released created harmonies, a potpourri of promises, a feast of things unseen by earth-bound eyes, would I be shielded from the lies that wounded me? I sing the stories of my heart, a siren in a raging sea, and hope my words will play a part in liberating me from all the dangers of a childhood’s world that fell from grace, and art, before my soul

Alone With My Tazer...
I found this on the web a few months ago, i just came across it in one of my folders, i laughed my head off reading it again. Hope you all like it too...lol ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alone with my Tazer. -------------- My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something like "Well, I have FINALLY outdone myself". No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Life Time movie in the near future. Here goes. Last weekend I spied something at a pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled.) I bought something really cool for my wife. The occasion was our 32nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my sweet girl. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two

First Post
I'm using myspace as my serious blog (www.myspace.com/simian42) but sometimes I'll hear jokes and stuff that I'd like to pass on, and being that myspace is kind of weird about content, I'm going to post that stuff here. That being said, I just read this: Hung Chow Hung Chow calls into work and says, "Hey, I no come work today, I really sick. Got headache, stomach ache and legs hurt, I no come work." The boss says, "You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon.........You got nice house." ROFLMAO!!!

Nasty Sex Poem
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are

Title: Your Little Bitch
Let me be your little slut tonight Tell me what you want done Treat me like your little bitch It will be so much fun I will obey your every command I will do whatever you say You can guide me with your hands So come on, lets play I can rub and squeeze I can kiss and bite I can lick and tease I can go all night I can bend over backwards I will do whatever you wish I will do my best to please you Let me be your little bitch!

Beneath The Sheets
Fuck me slowly, fuck me sweet Fuck me hard, stick it in deep Before you cum lay flat on your back So I can jump on, I know you like it like that I'm going to start off slow to make it last Now pull my hair and slap my ass As I start going faster we both begin to sweat Your body's gotten tense, you got me real wet You're ready to release, the blood begins to flow You start gripping at the sheets as you let yourself go I lick my tongue around my lips, there's a sweet and sour taste Now I must be excused so I can clean off my face!

For Him
For My One And Only, Joey! Current mood: cheerful Category: Writing and Poetry Have you ever held someone in your arms and cried just because you love them so much? Has your body ever trembled and quivered after you have felt their touch? Have you ever looked into someones eyes and saw all the beauty they possess? Have you ever found that special someone and knew they'll always be the best? Have you ever felt so much love it almost seems overwhelming? Have you ever felt that you have found the one thing your heart's been yerning? Well I have found that special someone and he has got my heart He is my one and only and I know that we shall never part!

Relationshipssssssss
Ya know........ I could give this a big set-up. I could talk about alot of things......... but to the surprise of my kids and others. hehehe What a relationship was, is and will be is left to the people in it and what they both want it to be. It's that simple. One person can't carry it, it takes both. It takes a complete commitment to the relationship to make it work. The problem is most of us are more worried about what it is doing for us. What more can I say. Quit worrying so much about what you are getting out of it and start worrying about what you are giving to it. But, one person can't carry it. As for forgiving, it's the simplest thing in the world. "Sometimes you have to embrace the things you hate the most to let them go." That includes things about yourself. As for love, I wouldn't wanna love any other way than the way I love. Once I give it to you, it's yours forever. There aren't too many people I can think of that I don't love in some way. I thi

Poem 1
As I kneel before you in the light, infront of friends to our delight. Your voice and touch make me calm Your hands on my kneck, my soothing balm. I rub my cheek on your leg hoping to please Your stress and hurts I hope to ease. You make me do what no man has done You take me where I have never gone. I love your feel and your sweet caress The power you hold is nothing less. Your cuffs and collars delight me Will ever hold an command me. I am yours until the END!

Ucking Irresponsible Asshole
I am totally pissed off. Across the field behind my house there lives a cute little boxer named Roxanne. Roxanne is a beautiful fawn boxer, petite in size and perfect markings- she lives with a big family a divirced dad and five boys- none of which will take resposibility for her. Becasue roxanne isnt fixed she goes into heat regularly. Anyways- for the past three months Roxanne's fence has had HUGE GIANT holes in it- in fact whole sections of fence knocked to the ground. Well, i have an australian shepard who is not fixed- because he will be eligible for studding in the next six months- and he is a perfect cattle dog- anyways- needless to say- these two have found each other- now i have had to put my dog on a lead in his own backyard becasue she comes to my fence and drives him crazy till he will actually jump the fence (simple you say...put the dog in the house- Ahhh- but then he tears my house apart trying to get outside with her) So since charlie cant get out- she has been g

Okay So
As I'm sitting here....I feel like I'm sitting sideways on a hill. I don't know why I feel like this. My balance is completely fucked so far today. I almost fell down the stairs and I'm stumbling all over the damn place. I just woke up like this. My dogs are barking at thin air. Me and ALex are going to see his mom in the hospital again today. She's in ICU. She has an overabundance of Lithium in her system....and I'm not sure exactly whats going on. I didn't win the lotto last night. :( If I win the lotto I'll buy everyone I know a cheeseburger. My erection has yet to go away and I haven't heard from my beloved lady lover in 2 days now. I HEART JENN!!!!!!! and the rest of you sexy bitches.

A Solitary Island Surrounded By A Vast Ocean
While traveling along my chosen path in the pursuit of perfection I have become aware that I am a solitary island surrounded by a vast ocean. Through constant erosion the surface has worn where it was lacking strength. Occasionally something or someone will come and alter the island somehow. Something as insignificant as walking can leave a lasting imprint of their visit. The best visits however are when someone comes along who shares my love of this island. They do not fear the isolation and purity that it can bring as everyone else does. I embrace these few and draw them into the heart of it where the greatest secrets of understanding lie in wait. It is at this time that even the visitors that have constructed a home here choose to leave. Once again, I sit on my solitary island to contemplate existence. What makes this island so appealing yet so inhospitable? Could it be that upon finding this well hidden jewel that they finally realize, as I have, what is really wait

Alone?
Alone? Sitting here alone the minutes passing by. Sitting here alone, Am I ? Sitting here alone, Mommy play with me! Sitting here alone, Trying hard to move Sitting here alone, Surrounded all the way. Sitting here alone. What did you say ? Sitting here alone. Watching life go by. Sitting here alone All I do is cry. Sitting here alone Forever as it seems Sitting here alone All I want to do is scream Sitting here alone Drowning in my tears Sitting here alone Facing all my fears Sitting here alone Searching for the strength Sitting here alone It seems I have nothing left Sitting here alone Looking for an out Sitting here alone All I can do is silently shout Sitting here alone Wanting to find a way Sitting here alone Will someone take me away Sitting here alone Looking up to the sky Sitting here alone Wishing I could fly Sitting here alone Am I? Sitting here alone I finally sigh. Sitting here alone, With Angels on my side! © T

School And New Photo Album
Ok got my second elements test back and again, I just missed one so I got a 96%. Misspelled the work Cartilage..blah! The new photo album is just a few of the things that turn me on. Vampires, for me whether female or male, so such a sensual qualities. I find them very erotic and sexy. I will soon post more pictures that I find very sensual! Hugs and Love Darla

I Feel Free
WOW How life can change just like that.......one day ur gloomy and sad and then one day someone walks into ur life and makes u feel like the world is urs.... like dreams can come through.......like u can do anything.....I have never felt so happy in my life, a joy I can honestly hold unto day to day....I feel as free as an angel with wings that I can fly with and go wherever....... I have found the sceret in life and thats you.....ur my everything.....ur love gives me the strenght to do anything.....I feel alive.....no longer weak........ thank you........

well i had surgery lastnight i have a staff infection on my leg and the had to cut it open from my upper hip to my lower calf and i have 401 stiches in my leg so just pray for me that i will be able to play football again plz and thank u for all of u that do i love all of u guys bye dustin

Sotd - The Last Song
by All American Rejects This may be the last thing that i write for long Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want Is this what you need, how you end up let me know. As I go, remember all the simple things you know, My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when I'm gone This is the last song The hearts start breaking as the year is gone The dream's beginning and the time rolls on It seems so surreal, now I sing it. Somehow I knew that I would be this way, Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade. Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now. And will you need me now, you'll find

Moving.. And No Internet
Hey everyone. Im sad to let all my friends know that I will have no access to the web for a while. Im not sure exactly when I will but, I will check back every so often .. I will miss all my friends that I have met here. So here is my good bye. xoxo Always, Tina

My Blog
This is the area where I post MY blog. I have gotten numberous messages and shoutbox messages about me being too shallow and my rants being too offensive. You see, my blog is where I post whats on MY mind, no matter how offensive it is and no matter how much people hate it. I do it for entertainment and a positive way to express my feelings about how shitty life really is. If you read it, don't comment if you don't like it. I don't feel like hearing it and you 'knocks' about what I say will be erased. Simply put: If you like it, enjoy. If not, don't read.

Thursday
What up all you biotches..Aint that much happening here..Sitting at work..Supposed to be working..But i dont want to so im gonna chill for a bit..I feel so good today..The weather is great..Nice and cool outside..i can ride with my top popped and get all comfy..I drank a few jager bombs last night so i slept like a baby... it was great..well peace out turkeys...

My Writing
Please forgive me for who I am I know I am not perfect, but I try. And every night as I lay in my bed I cry. Feeling the cold, harsh tears against my skin. Thoughts fill my head of what it would be like to be part of my kin. I hide Behind this facke smile. I try to turn the dial. But I cant seem to find the light. I feel the cold harsh tears of darkness run down my face every night. Please forgive me for who I am, I know not what i do, I try so hard to be like them. It hurts so bad like the thorns on this stem. Every time I wake, Its another breath I take. Locked in this world of hate, feeling so unloved that I can not stand. Every time your near, its just so hard I want to take your hand. Every time your gove I long to feel your touch. Pain, depression, hurt, darkness, with you there is no such. so take my hand and lets fly away because without you I just want to die. But in the back of my mind I know that can not be. It makes me wish that I could not see. All thi

Best Friends
promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, your the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND SEND THIS TO 10 OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK YOUR

So last Tuesday I went to buy a new monitor for my computer, and when I got to my car I had no free hands. So, stupid Natishia puts her wallet on top of the car to open the door. Well, once I got the monitor in my car, I got in and drove away, forgetting about my wallet totally until I was almost home. Of course I knew going back and looking for it was a pointless thing to do, but I did it anyways! It wasnt there no more, of course! And no one had turned it into the clerks at the store I was at..of course. So after a lot of cursing, mostly at myself, I cut my losses and came back home (without having my drivers licence on me I might add! lol) Anyways, I'm sure most of you at some point in your life has had to replace at least one piece of your ID, well...try having to replace EVERYTHING! I's not fun and not cheap! lol And all I have managed to replace so far is my drivers licence because the stupid government wouldnt let me replace my health card, birth certificate or my SIN card un

Probation Sucks
I woke up at about 2:30 am to feed and change the baby. I do my thing and he just rolls back to sleep after two hits on the bottle. Great, now I'm up and cant go back to sleep. I head downstairs and sign on to LC and crack open a beer. I drink 2 beers and go back to bed. 4:45am my wife gets up for work and reminds me that I have an appointment with my Probation Officer (DUI Stupidest thing I ever did and there have been many stupid things) at 10:45 am. My brain knows that there shouldn't be anything in my breath after the 7 hours since that beer. But I'm freaking out anyway. I was just totally on edge right up until the breath test. Now I never dirk more than a beer or two. I never drink outside the home. I never drink and drive and I never will. But I really want this to be over.

To All My Wonderful Lc Friends
HI all my special sweet wild wonderful friends i have this page it has a map of the world and if u are interested and would like come and join it is free,,,i just like it and its pretty cool.and if u like make your own page also take care kevo says see u later gator http://www.frappr.com/?a=myfrappr&id=1251732

A Poem
How do you let go of all the love you knew? How do you let go of the life you once knew? How do you let go of all the happiness you had? How do you let go of the one ting that made you smile? How do you let go and forget all the memories? How do you let go and try to move on? How do you let go of the love of your life?

Seductress!!!!!
Seductress by Bigg-G Mystical lady seducing me with words of torrid desire Carelessly undressing Delicious secrets Drowned in love. Your passion whispers Haunting my dreams with lust Your soft lips lead me away To the threshold of worldly Pleasure. I am bound by your spell Ecstasy ours for eternity. DgsII©, 2006

"last Will And Testamwent" -amebix
The parchment of my flesh doth break, The winter winds my soul doth take, All beneath the heavens lies in peace A world will form and fade away Crystal dawn of the final day Breaks upon the shores of deaths release... Of deaths release Bring me my flesh and blood On land the Sea and Sky And light a blazing fire upon the hearth Gather 'round beneath the cloak of time and drnk A toast to these, our final days upon this Eatrh! We made the deserts from the gardens of our youth And spewed our blackened hearts into the sea Through darkened skies and poisoned clouds We blindly groped for truth We couldn't see the forest for the trees To my wretched son I leave this gun To slaughter all your race For this the beast you have become I have no longer taste And daughter fair with burning hair The swamp of life be thine And watch as even the great will mate With the lowliest of swine And breed the sons who will live in scum On this your barren land All my estate

She Hurt Me
my now ex-girlfriend hurt me and i just cant stop writing about it andcks that i hurt this bad i should be pretty used to it but it still hurts. i just wonder why if people can never really love someone truly and genuinly then why get into a relationship. especially if you might have second thoughts. that shit really does hurt people no matter how strong you think that they are. there is no cure for pain but you can cover it up. now in know what a real broken hearts feels like and i will never put someont through that. its horrible i dont even want to take a chance and wouldnt even think about doing that to someone. i feel sorry for all the people with lost love out there. my sympathy goes out to you. and if the person that caused this just know that i will never ever let you forget this. i can forgive but not forget. and im sorry about that. but you deserve it and i truly dont care if you hate me for saying stuff like this and if it makes you feel bad. but you have to know

Happy
I just wanted to say that this shit is good and I am going down a path that is gold in color and at the bottom of each bottle you will find happiness and if you don't let that felling die than you will stay happy so drink and drink a lot love that shit

Cherry Popper (about Me)
As you can see by the subject, this is my first LC blog. I'd like to introduce myself by telling everyone a little more about me. First of all, my kids and my man are everything to me. Most everything I do is for them, in my eyes I don't think about myself when I make decisions. Next, I tend to be, not exactly shy, but I don't like to bother other people much. Once someone introduces themselves to me, I never shut up. Trust me, I can talk. I like meeting new people, especially interesting people. I tend to be childish at times, but not annoyingly so, more like the class clown. I love practical jokes, and gag gifts. I work all the time, or so it seems, so I'm sporactically on the computer. (not to mention I share it with several others, so at times it's a bit of a challenge to get to it!) Openmindedness is a rare gift I posess, the supernatural, the unnatural, spirits, witches, warlocks, psychics, all things they tell you not to believe in, I have a respect for. They all com

Silence
Silence The young fight you with all their might… With imaginary worlds, With showdowns at noon, With parties of tea and cookies… And as we grow we run to you... Depend on you…. Crave every second of you… In what moment do you change from dreaded boredom to peaceful respite? When do we begin to see you as something we have far too little of? Time is the answer to this and all things… Time wears on the soul of man and woman alike… As the gentle water will tear through the hardest of rock Time shows us our imperfections unceasingly, unerringly, and unmercifully… You are the brief moment between the tears, You are the precious minutes we take to see ourselves, You are the few hours away from our obligations to others, You are the eternity we face once we are gone. We begin hating you because we begin with no past, no pain, and no self We end loving you to forget these same things… You are our enemy transcended to our savior Silence, thy mome

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings. Bondage 83% Whips 75% Chains/Handcuffs 75% Biting 75% Blind Folds 58% Blood 42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Which Famous Vampire Are You?
I dunno how true this is but yeah I liked this dude a lot in the movie... You scored as Deacon Frost. Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampires Dracula 100% Deacon Frost 100% Marius 83% Lestat 83% Akasha 83% Armand 75% Blade 67% Angel 58% Spike 58%

Which Final Fantasy Vii Character Are You?
You scored as Vincent Valentine. My Art Site, visit if you have time Vincent Valentine 83% Sephiroth 67% Aeris Gainsborough 67% Tifa Lockheart 42% Cloud Strife 33% Barret Wallace 33%Which Final Fantasy 7 Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com Sweet... Vincent and then Sephiroth... I can handle that.

Anguish
I love you But I don’t have you When we met, a spark was lit A slow burning ember Fueled by the passing of time Has become a raging inferno I love you, but I have never told you Your smile, the way you laugh Your bounce, your quiver, your shake You take away the sadness when I’m with you I feel anguish without you Still, I have not told you….I love you. I’ve never wanted anyone like this Just a touch, a smile, a kiss For these simple things I wish Now you tell me that you’re going away I just stand there like a stone A lump of clay….nothing to say I haven’t told you that I Love you I’m a gutless coward I deserve this anguish

Enjoy
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. “Damn she’s got a hot body!” I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she’s hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down

How Could This Weekend Start Any Crazier!
Ok, so on my way home i tried passing this really slow car...in a passing lane of course! anyways i go around look over and realize it was actualy about 10 cars in a row, since i cant get back over i floored it, halfway through it turns into a hill and passing area goes away and becomes a blind spot...i start freaking out and floor it even more all the way up. IT WAS AWSOME! and tonight im going to get my tickets for tomorrows convention. Its gonna be awsome! drinking all night and day for three days and raving I LOVE THIS FUCKING TIME OF YEAR!

A Few For You
A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill said

Getting Oral Sex Is.....(xxx Poem)
-BREAKFAST OF CHAMPIONS- I awoke early today, not by an alarm clock But from the warmth and wetness of your mouth Suffocating my cock Smothering it - With lips and spit Your hand and lips, moving as one Continuing the same motion That action is the mixture for a climatic potion Before I could put two and two together You had us together - Riding me altogether Skin as soft as a feather Softer than its ever been Pussy leaking extreme amounts of fluids As if it was sweating from within The more you stroke - The more I awoke The harder you bounced, to let your wetness drip The harder I got, blood rushing too my dick Finally - I become alert Flipping you to your back To see where the pleasure is coming from, and where to send it back SMACK - SMACK - SMACK Three intense pumps cause you to hand over power Sensing this, I become boulder Forcing your legs towards your shoulders Then pulling myself out Just to rub myself, over that warm spot I begin to tease... It do

Open Bar, Mission Ale House, San Jose, Ca 4-6pm Thursday
the LC crew will be at the mission ale house in downtown san jose, ca from 4-6pm today (thursday) with an open bar. everyone's welcomes to stop by for a pint if you're in the area, tell the bartender you're with lostcherry and we'll cover it. cheers! -mike

Being Alone Or Being Lonely (just My Opinion!!)
I've been in a writing mood recently because I have been approached or been in situations recently that have me thinking more about certain things. I don't know if it's the time of year, or something is in the air, but a lot of people, ESPECIALLY WOMEN, have came at me with this "Oh I'm so alone, I need somebody with me" stuff. And most of the times, my reply is, "That's life! You take the good with the bad". But more often than not, people opt for the bad, just so they won't be "alone". I've tried to be understanding and accomodating to such behavior, but I'm just tired of it. So I'll put it like this.....THERE IS A DIFFERENCE IN BEING ALONE, AND BEING LONELY! You can be in a room full of people and not be alone, but still feel lonely. You can be all by yourself, ALONE, and not feel lonely. So the easiest way to put it, if you feel lonely, that's YOU, not the lack of company. Loneliness is a desperate emotion. And when you're desperate, you will do desperate things to alleviate tha

Child Of The 80s
> > You know you grew up in the 1980s when.... >>>> -You know what "Sike" means. >> -You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." >> -You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer." >> -You can sing the McDonald's Big Mack,Filet-o-fish, quarter pounder, and French fry song. >> -You know who Mr. T is. >> -You know who Fat Albert is. And who was old boy with the pink mask? >> -You ever wore fluorescent, neon clothing. >> -You could breakdance, or wish you could. >> -You wanted to be The Hulk for Halloween. >> -You Believed that "By the power of Greyskull, you HAD the power. >> -Partying "like it's 1999" seemed SO far away. >> -You thought that Transformers were "more than meets the eye". >> -You knew that knowing is half the battle. >> -You wanted to be on Star Search. >> -You can remember Michael Jackson when he was black. >> -You wore a banana clip at some point during your youth. >> -You remember the garbage pail kids, and owned some. >> -You kne

Oil Change Instructions
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: * Oil Change $20.00 * Coffee $ 1.00 * Total $21.00. Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Go to auto parts store and write a check for $50.00 for oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree. 2) Discover that the used oil container is full. Instead of taking it back to O'Reillys to recycle, dump in hole in back yard. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: get hot oil on you in the process. 12) Clean u

To All Of You:
To all of you: I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that my pra

Suicide Note
So close but so far away Never wanted this anyway If yesterday brings a better tomorrow I'm never gonna see today My heart is broken My scars split open So this knife will be my god And take me from this world Take me from this world Take me from this pain Take me by the hand Make it go away I am leaving home And if I never return You don't have to remember me

Donna
Donna, this is for you! You are amazing! You know I love you! I think you should know that I have great respect for you and I am amazed by how you can be a rock for other people when you have been so much yourself. I have a golden treasure in you, my friend and I have been blessed more than once to have you in my life. I know I can call upon you and cry on your shoulder when needed. You have always been there for me and better yet, you understand me! I know we both havn't been ourselves lately and we both been hurt horribly, but you know what? We will always have each other and I'm at a point where I just don't give a damn anymore. I've decided that this will have to be my disposition to save what's left of my soul, so I still have something left to give, should I ever get that lucky in my life to find someone who will hold me as dear as I would him and understand that I'm true and for real... someone that can handle the love I have to give. Thank you for being there for me. You

So
I was sitting here for like a week almost trying to see some comments on my serious stuff blog category but everytime I tried to access it it said I didn't have permission (I had it set on friends only). Finally today I realize that you can edit the settings without accessing the blog. However, I do find it a bit amusing that in order for me to read one of my own blog entries I have to make sure the settings are set on everyone while I am accessing it. Seems a bit asinine to me.

Empty Suicide
She sits in th corner Pills cover the floor She's 17 years old and they call her a whore they call her fat they call her ugly When she cries they think its funny they pushed her to the limit till one day she snapped She took the bottle and opened the cap she swallowed nine hoping she'd die Now her lifeless body lays on the floor with a suicide note taped to the door So think twice before you end up like her and know that theres always something better in store

Stephanie
She is a sweet southern belle I met by chance or maybe fate though I felt like I have knew her for a lifetime She is an angel with the most amazing moonlit hazel eyes, and a smile that could make the world stop though she doesn’t think she is beautiful I know she is because I melt every time I see her pretty face An my heart skips a beat when she looks at me. She had me from the first words she said An by the first smile she gave me She is so sweet, and caring An she can make me laugh when I want 2 cry or I feel sad Sometimes I do wonder what I did to deserve her But now that I have her I don’t think I would know what I would do without her in my life Though we do fight sometimes.. I know we will always make up Because we love each other so much Like I said she is a beautiful angel on this earth, and I’m so glad everyday that she is my angel... I Truly do love you baby

Fear
I met me an angel She gives me pure happiness Though I fear sometimes that the happiness will fade away I know I love her with all my heart and soul but sometimes I think and its sad to say that I will lose her I mean she is all I think about and dream about anymore An just talking to her being me such happiness that I haven’t felt in a very long time I wish every night I could hold her and kiss her, and just let her fall asleep in my arms just the feeling of her soft skin against mine would make my heart race. But she lives an hour away, which isn’t fair to most people Though it seems like a thousand miles to me since I love her so much I just afraid she will find someone there and I will fade out of the picture An that one of us will hurt the other one somehow.. Because I’ve knew my share of heartbreak to give someone your heart and soul only to have them rip it from your chest and step on it. I guess im just ranting on FIN

Beware..and Be Aware
I hate my manic Depression. Whoever said life isn't bad obviously hasn't been inside my head. Everything twisted into something more perverse and sick. A simple hello can be turned into a "I say hello to you because your worthless piece of shit that I would fuck then kill and spit on your grave"...Most times I don't mind it..it entertains me in some forms. But then there are days that I lock myself inside my own head and I can't get out. Mobility is not an option. The best way to describe it, your mind talks to you about how pointless your life is, how no-one cares and you'll never become anything but a maggot feeding on rotten flesh of those around you and while you look at your arm or legs screaming at them to move you feel like the nerves are severed and your shit out of luck. The upside to all this is that it doesn't happen often and over years of having it I can control to some extent. But I warn and tell all....if I am with you..and you see me just sitting quietly

Days Behide But Still News Lol
HONOLULU, Hawaii (AP) -- TV reality star Duane "Dog" Chapman and two co-stars accused of illegal detention and conspiracy in the bounty hunters' capture of a cosmetics company heir in Mexico posted bail and were released. Chapman was released on $300,000 bail Friday after spending the night in a federal detention center and his co-stars on the popular A&E show "Dog The Bounty Hunter" were freed on $100,000 bail each. Chapman, his son, Leland Chapman, and associate Timothy Chapman, no relation, were arrested Thursday on charges stemming from the capture of Max Factor heir Andrew Luster on June 18, 2003, in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico, officials said. (Watch how the bounty hunter landed in the doghouse -- 2:05) Chapman's capture of Luster, who had fled the country during his trial on charges he raped three women, catapulted the 53-year-old bounty hunter to fame and led to the reality series on A&E. Luster is now serving a 124-year prison term. Bounty hunting is considered a crime

Autumns Gift
Nature has decided to show her colors the majesty of reds, golds and browns a signal to us here on this terra that she has gifted us with her best, and now its time to rest. Forgotten is the struggle she had pushing forth new life from dead soil poisoned by a species that insists she still produce abundance to feed those in need. There is a dancing in the fields a reaping of the harvest, as nature turns her sleepy eye inward from the ripping of her children from her skirt regardless of her hurt. I think perhaps she returns each summer to feed those that would starve without her persistance at creating new life, the other species, the ones who care the meek, the fair. Perhaps we would do well this autumn to remember and give thanks that she so kindly takes care, sending us her gifts of love as harvest her very best. This year as you eat the corn, the greens upon your plate, the red apples, the pears the things you need to l

Chery Points
PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME I NEED ONE MORE CHERRY POINT IF YOU HAVENT RATED ME OR IF YOU DID CAN YOU MAYBE GET A FRIEND OF YOURS TO HELP ME OUT WOULD BE VERY GREATFUL THANX ALL FOR THE RATES I ALREADY GOT HAVE A GOOD EVENING FOLKS

Oxymoron
In the cloudy corridors of my mind a clear thought prevails. It showers me with shiney dark nightmares forcing me to look forward to backing down. One dark beacon signaling the end of my passive struggle. I bow my head in unwilling submission ungratefully accepting the conclusion. I will live each day dying a bit although I don't believe I exist. But they say we are born to die, so I will peacefully fight each day. cc/amawitch2006

Lmmfao I Found This Shyt On The Net Wtf?
1) Masturbation is something you do when you’re young, but then grow out of. In fact, masturbation is a life long sexual activity. Surveys regularly show that anywhere from 70 to 95% of adult men and women masturbate. And while this may slow down as we age, many of us continue masturbating into our golden years. One survey of 800 adults over 60 found that that 46% of them masturbated, another found that 20% of seniors masturbated once a week or more. Masturbation isn’t just for the young, nor is it an “immature” form of sexual behavior. 2) Masturbation isn’t “real sex,” it’s only for people who can’t find a partner. Masturbation is real sex. When you masturbate you can get really aroused, which can result in very real orgasms. In North America, we put values on different sexual behaviors, but this has no basis in science. From a health perspective, masturbation is as “real” a sexual behavior as intercourse, oral sex, or kissing. And research shows that people in relationships mast

How Honest Are You
You Are Very Honest You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand! How Honest Are You?

How I Feel Sometimes About Willfully Ignorant People
Unwanted Freight Your hatred stands before you wavering. A palpable entity with a life of its own. Shimmering darkly between us, a barrier That chill's me to the bone. I will not, can not, harbor it. I will not, should not care. I will not, must not acknowledge it. I will not, won't go there. You are sole author of that emotion. And so must attend to your self. And when you tire of the empty weight, I will send you love myself. For love will garner calmness for your heart and soul will cleanse. So you won't be lonely ever. You'll have a gathering of friends. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Keep Rollin Big River
Most of my life has been comparable to this never ending, god awful, wish it never existed, carnival ride, that our parents always think we love, and will forever force us to get on, until that ONE day when we are at an extreme breaking point or dammit we are now legal adults! BLAH! OR for you retards that live in a box. My life is that big ol' muddy river we all like to look at. Sometimes we hop into a huge banana looking aluminum tub and pretend to be catching fish in the vasteness of water. Other times we lay out in huge sand box where the cancer causing UV rays pentrate our skin as we conversate with less than average intelligence while boasting about our high tolerance to alcohol and how we may quit smoking next week if something stupidly stressful doesnt happen. WHICH by the way...something stupidly stressful will ALWAYS happen when we expect it. BUT anyway. Here I am rambling about something you are most likely clueless about. MY life. Well. Its twisting me around, to

Two-family House: Michael & Friend
Two-Family House: Michael & Friend by littlegypsy © This is the final chapter (part 4) in the Two-Family House Series. Linda sits up. Stretches. Looks at the clock. Shit! It's noon. She didn't mean to sleep this late. But it's Saturday. And she was exhausted. The other night with Melanie and Michael left her feeling zombie-like for days. She finally feels revived. An hour later. Linda is in a tank top. Braless. Loose lounge pants hang on her hips. Showered. Hair still damp. A cup of fresh coffee in her hand. She sits in the dining room, between the kitchen and living room. Her laptop open on the table. Papers strewn all over. Trying to organize her thoughts. Her boss wants her report by Tuesday. But she keeps looking out the window. Across to the house next door. Her mind on other things. Michael's words to her as he left the other night. Hand on her face. Smug smirk on his. Telling her to expect him this weekend. She sighs. Eyes look back to the laptop. The document is blank

Responce To Lady Rels " Sex"
I TOO WATCH RERUNS OF WE CAUSING COMMOTION IN THE DEEPEST, DARKEST SECLUDED PARTS OF THE SEA. YOU AND ME; WE. THE ENDLESS PLEASURE THAT WE BRING. I AM HOME ALONE AND YOU ARE GONE WITH THE WIND. IT WAS A HIGHWAY TO HEAVEN WHEN YOUR THIGHS I WAS WITHIN. A NEVER ENDING STORY THE WAY I REMINICSE. LOOKING OVER OUR PICTURE PAGE; THE GOOD TIMES THAT WE SPEND. AS THE WORLD TURNS AND I AM DANCING IN THE RAINS OF YOUR FLOW. I WONDER WHAT IS HAPPENING NOW THAT I AM NOT WITH YOU. GIVE ME A BREAK AND JUST PICKUP THE PHONE. I AM NOT IN HEAVEN NO MORE AND THIS SOLITUDE DOES NOT FEEL LIKE HOME. I'M A SURVIVER, BUT IT IS TRYING TO EXIST WITHOUT YOUR TOUCH. IT WAS MORE THAN SEX IN THE CITY. I AM NO PIMPS UP HO'S DOWN SLUT. I THOUGHT TO BE YOUR FRESH PRINCE, BUT IT SEEMS A NEVER ENDING STORY WHEN ALL I SEE IS YOU. TURNING OFF THE SCREEN AND AS THE POLTERGEIST YOU ALWAYS COME BACK. I FACE THIS YEARNING AS THE FACTS OF LIFE UNTIL OUR NEW SEASON BEGINS AND I AM BYE YOUR SIDE.

Virtually Yours
Virtually Yours by FeJuggler © Wynn waited nervously by the gate, watching for a face that she'd only seen in electronic images before. The stream of travellers deplaning seemed endless; Wynn was abruptly afraid that Di had changed her mind at the last moment. Her fear was unfounded, however. One of the last women from the plane proved to be the real life image of Wynn's favorite gif files. An eager smile adorned Di's face as she nearly skipped from the jetway. Spotting Wynn, she strode lightly across the waiting area, stopping before her virtual lover. Hands twisting the hem of her black skirt nervously, Di looked up into Wynn's face. "I was afraid you might not come," said Wynn, at a loss for words now that her paramour was finally here. "The thought never crossed my mind," Di said. Then, blushing, she added, "Not much, at least." Wynn took both of Di's hands in hers. A man carrying a garment bag gave them a strange look, but both women ignored him. "What do you want to

What's Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

What Do People Envy About You?
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

"chain Reaction" -amebix
Rise into the light And set flame to the night We must destroy the institution of fear Every shadow of doubt Grind it out! There is a vision now becomming so clear Use your head Take control Use your head No gods. No masters. Feel the strength from within Do you believe it's a sin To find the power lying inside your mind Not from the cross or the gun Not from the moon nor the sun But rising from the very soul of mankind We are straining at the leash! We swear alliegiance to none Be not become There is no one upon whom praise we will shower I believe that the sin Is the first to give in On the path towards the ultimate power

This Could Explain Somethings
You Are 56% Abnormal You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

This Was Penned A While Ago But I Thought It Deserved Posting.....
I stand at the window and watch the parade, The clowns march by in their ignorant charade, The steps behind lands where the first had stood, They play follow my leader like cattle chewing cud, All eyes face to front, no chance to divert, Clown after cow, fool follows pervert, The outlook for the parade of man looks bleak, They have lost what it is to be new and unique, A clowns face stands out, I spot in the crowd, It's makeup is thin, it walks tall, walks proud, It's eyes look upward, stops, turns to see, Me by my window, leaves the parade, comes to me, I wipe away the tear, the makeup on the face, Of this innocent child, a victim of the race, This child who has left the safe foolish herd, Can now be set free, learn to fly like a bird, I open my arms, beckon the child inside, I surround them, I comfort, protect, and I guide, Another child saved, eyes open, now they see, Another lost innocent, another innocent set free

Favorite Candy
Hello wild Cherries out there, I love meeting new friends, I love Chocolate covered cherries, so yummy.I also love reading and searching the web for great graphics and art, Bettie Page is my favorite pin-up girl of the 50s, so hott. Her beauty is timeless in her classic photos.I love anime pictures, havent seen very many anime cartoons, but enjoy hentai. LOL. I hope to meet new friends, and chat at ya later. Susi Q.

I'm An Angel What Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Mermaid75%Dragon75%Faerie75%Angel75%WereWolf50%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

: )- Lucky For Me I'm A Gemini
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM88%Sex God78%A Romantic43%Virgin28%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Attention Please Read
Hey everyone i just wanted to say thnxs to those of u who've added me and let me add u i love this site its awesome ive met alot of kool new friends and hope to meet alot more cool people if you have yahoo messenger u can reach me on there too jered_hart, well hope to hear from you all soon thnxs for stopping by to read this

My Favorite Song
Mary J. Blige - Be Without You Lyrics I wanna be with you Gotta be with you Need to be with you I wanna be with you Gotta be with you Need to be with you 1st Verse: Chemistry was crazy From the get go Neither one of us Knew why We didn't build Nothin' over night Cause a love like this Takes some time People swore it off As a phase Said "We can't see that" Now top from bottom They see That we did that (Yes) It's so true that (Yes) We've been Through it (Yes) We got real sh.. (Yes) See, baby we've been Chorus: Too strong For too long And I can't Be without You baby And I'll Be waitin' up Untill you get home Cause I can't sleep Without you baby Anybody whose Ever loved you Knows just what I feel Too hard to fake it Nothin' can replace it Call the radio If you just can't Be without Your baby 2nd Verse: I got a question For ya See, I already Know the answer But still I wanna Ask you Would you lie? (No) Make me

Here's A One-question Iq Test
Here's a one-question IQ Test to help you decide how you should spend the rest of your day...... There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth, he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now, if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself? give it up..provide comments!!

Sunday
Just wanted to let you all know the season premiere of Extreme Makeover Home Edition is on this Sunday night on ABC. It is a 2 hour show based right here in North Pole, Alaska. I volunteered for 2 days and it was the most wonderful experience ever. Check out my photos in my album for a sneak peek. :)

Untitled
I can smell her enter the room even before I hear her foot steps. It’s more of a preternatural sense as I can feel her when she is near and smell her when she is in the same room as me. I watch her in my head with my eyes closed as she walks through the room. The picture of her in my mind follows her through the room and into the adjoining hallway. I open my eyes to catch her elegant stride exit the room briefly glancing back towards me with a playful smile. This day has been months in the making. Courting her, being there for her, showing her love, care and compassion to make her love me like she has loved no other. I have given her my time, shared with her my past, given her my heart all for this night. Tonight she will be mine, totally mine. I rise from the couch to follow her down the hallway and into the bathroom where she has started a shower for herself. Tonight I will be joining her, she has given me all the signals. I open the bathroom door and am greeted by a thick wall of

Social Rant 1
I feel that there is something greatly wrong with me… I cannot seem to shake this feeling of drowning… It is as if everything is coming at me all at once, as if time has been removed from space and I am caught in the backlash. I can begin to feel the edges of my world becoming soft and brittle. This is not brought about by one thing, but by everything. I am seeing more and more stupidity every day with increasing alarm and it seems as if people just don’t notice. I continue to see the society I live in spiral downward while everyone is only concerned with themselves. All they want is to be entertained, mindlessly cowed into a sense of complacent obedience. I heard it put best by Glenn Beck on the AM radio this morning and it deeply disturbed me. He said that if we put criminals in to be fed to lions, child molesters mainly, and televised it that we as a nation would watch it and eat it up. I see this as a very true statement. He also said that because of this and all the “all about me”

How To Increase A Womans Desire For You?
How to increase a womans desire for you? Current mood: optimistic Category: Romance and Relationships >NEWS JUST IN: If you're interested in the topic of DESIRE, and how to make a woman feel it for you, then you need to learn how ATTRACTION works. If you don't know this amazing secret, then you might want to check THIS out before you read the rest of this newsletter: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e//SexualCommunication/ >>>QUESTION OF THE WEEK: You are a saint. A giant among insects... Ok, maybe not, but it gets through the obligatory ass- kissing since you have helped me so much. Let me begin... I've had my eyes on this particular girl for quite some time, and I could tell she was already into me quite a bit, but we had never made anything of it. Last week, she decided to "be bold" and ask ME out, instead of the other way around (you can see I'm already doing something right). She asked if I wanted to go see a movie some time; instead of fr

One Wish
ONE WISH AT THE PEARLY GATES; A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, and everyone inside dies. As they stand at the Pearly Gates waiting to enter Paradise and meet their maker, God decides to grant each person one wish because of the grief they have experienced. They're all lined up, and God asks the first one what the wish is. "I want to be gorgeous," and so God snaps His fingers, and it is done. The second one in line hears this and says "I want to be gorgeous too." Another snap of His fingers and the wish is granted. This goes on for a while with each one asking to be gorgeous, but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in the line starts laughing When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his head off. Finally, God reaches this last guy and asks him what his wish will be. The guy eventually calms down and says: "Make 'em all ugly again. NEXT TIME YOU'RE LAST IN LINE. BE HAPPY

Top Ten Things Men Would Do If They Woke Up With A Vagina For A Day...
TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY... 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

Poem2
I loved you to depts previously unknown to me I wanted you for who you were and for what you were Did i let you in too soon? You say no, I feel yes I did not think I would let anyone ever come into me that deep ever again, You went so much deeper then anyone ever did, You went through and my last defences returned to dust infront of your eyes Salt water welts in my eyes when I think of you, Of the lost love between us. Was it all a castle in the sky, Where did things unrepairably go wrong? All I can say is that I loved you like I never have loved before I have felt feelings for you that were completely new for me. At our closest moments I felt as one with you, Thousands of miles apart yet together... I never wanted it to come to this my love this hurts so much I know tomorrow is another day and everything will look different Yet I know it will be a while before this aching passes away, do not feel guilty my love this happend for a reason. I cannot help fe

Feeling Like Dieing...... Blah
Hmmmm Today I'm feeling very very errr terrable more so now .... exaustion beyond belife .... poor spelling .... eyes feel like they are poping out of their sockets.... the god awful head aches .... is it my hyper tension.... monster energy overdose.... lack of masterbation.... oopse tried the masterbation thing didnt work ... Just another day at the office ..... Another week wasted away .. oooh well here is another link to another picture album .. hope you all enjoy.... http://ImageEvent.com/bspow1/random

How Honest I Am
You Are Very Honest You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand! How Honest Are You?

What My Birth Month Means
Your Birth Month is October You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

London Calling...
Hey gang, Getting all prepped to head to London. Just wanted to tip everyone off and let them know that we have a phone-in interview featured on www.daytonbands.com. Drop by and check it out if you are interested.... Dayton Bands Water Cooler-Small Town Sleeper interview Click the link above to visit Dayton Bands on the Water Cooler section on the site. You can hear the interview featuring some juicy bits on everything from our history to the latest updates on the recording process in the studio. Londons calling... Peace, -T

Wrote This Today
Why cant you see that being without you makes my heart bleed? How can i tell you i cant live with out you? When will you be mine, cause with out you i have no time line? What do i have to say, to get you to feel this way? Where will i be when you decide that you love me?

Easy Way Out
faded and blue, just like a jail house tattoo she saw you take your last drag now would you still say it was all that bad got the whole town talkin bout you wonderin why you left so soon park your truck up on the bridge last night look twice to jump you laughed it off with a sigh down on the tracks you left too soon dont you know some lovin soul who'll miss you aint comin back you left to soon you took the easy way out of your blues you took the easy way out of your blues faded and blue just like a jailhouse tattoo she saw you take your last drag now would you still say it was all that bad down on the tracks you left too soon dont you know some lovin soul who'll miss you aint comin back you left to soon you took the easy way out of your blues you took the easy way out of your blues

Your Love Style is Manic For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary! What's Your Love Style?

I Say This Is Very True Lol
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differe

This Is A Cracker, Good Old Aussies
Australian Government Department of Immigration and Multicultural and Indigenous Affairs Application for Grant of Australian Citizenship You must answer 75% (28 or more out of 37) of these questions correctly in order to qualify for Australian Citizenship 1. How many slabs can you fit in the back of a Falcon Ute while also allowing room for your cattle dog? 2. When packing an Esky do you put the ice, or the beer, in first? 3. Is the traditional Aussie Christmas dinner: a) At least two roasted meats with roast vegetables, followed by a pudding you could use as a cannonball. Also ham. In 40C heat. b) A seafood buffet followed by a barbie, with rather a lot of booze. And ham. In 40C heat. c) Both of the above, one at lunchtime and one at dinnertime. Weather continues fine. 4. How many beers in a slab? 5. You call that a knife, this is a knife. True or False? 6. Does "yeah-nah" mean a) "Yes and no" b) "Maybe" c) "Yes I understand but No I don't

Always The Friend, Never The Girlfriend
so yeah i was thinking today and i came to realize im always the friend and never the girlfriend... aparently im good enough to hang out with and to even have sex with but not good enough to have a relationship with... i mean im not bad looking, im not a bad person, im actually a good person and a lot to offer, but aparently not good enough for some people..... im just tired of getting my freaking hopes up and then just smahing my self against the ground everytime something seems like is going well adn out of the blue it all goes to hell.....

Lostcherry Reason's
I just want the people out there who have ?s about profiles and levels and how they work, remember in life there are always exceptions, and i did hear what you had to say, and i will always be here for you to come w ith your ?'s, and do my best to answer them, when you dont feel your being heard. i see the bullentins and read them, and try to reply, with my thoughts, remember to always think lostcherry, to be a fun place, and dont get caught up in it, people will like you for who you ae and show who you are. Thanks Tif *Tif*@ LostCherry

Personal
He is The Ultimate True Warrior of Warriors Warrior King perhaps, and indeed Powerful Untouchable he is, his strength surpasses all Standing Tall, Strong and Firm Always in his Convictions Brute Strength & Agility he Possesses & never ever Lacking. He is My One & Only True Friend He is My Companion He is My Lover He is My Consort He is My Warrior King.

My First Blog :-)
Lessons In Life I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced its beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized tha

Keepin It Blogged Baaabeee
so im home again...about to go to bed since Im putting in a 10 (possibly 11) hour work day tomorrow. with 6 hours overtime. rawk on me. Then saturday I work another 10 hours, and sunday 9 hours. which means lots and lots and LOTS of pain for me. and no free time whatsoever. i need this money though. Im moving out in december, I have a con in november that Im attending, i have rats to feed, food to buy...it never ends, Im tellin ya. Someone pimp me out on here. Seriously. I think that I should have my own personal LC pimp dude. or maybe I should have 5. I dont know. lol. but someone should pimp me out. Starting tomorrow I'm going to try and pimp at least one person a day (and im not tellin you who it is in advance, it's a surprise for all my friends including the one bein pimped) everyone has been so nice to me even though it seems like Im never around so I want to be able to do as much for them as they've done for me. and now I go to bed. with my socks off. but

Can I Handle A Long Distance Relationship?
You can handle it, but you don't like it very much. Okay, so you prefer your guy closer to home. You like a hand to hold, another mind to bounce things off of, and somebody to cook for you -- or, at least, with you. But that's not happening right now, so you're trying to look on the bright side. You love the walloping high of reunions with your long-distance lover, the intense romance, and the love notes. When he's not there, you openly revel in holding the remote and watching Cinematherapy on the Women's Entertainment network while eating popcorn for dinner. When the girls go out after work, you're right there, lifting a margarita. But if a few silver-haired millionaires should float over from the bar to join you, you might feel a little bit sulky. Sometimes you wonder if all this chastity and devotion to your long-distance guy is worth it. If you weren't watching Lifetime TV, could you be out hunting for a guy who is richer/taller/funnier/smarter/has more hair? Or maybe one

09/21/06
You’re likely to be unfocused today, thanks to the influences of the planets, but this could lead to some wasted opportunities to make some real headway with a particular relationship. Whether it’s a friend or a partner who needs some reassurance right now make sure you make some time for them today.

Hard Time Dealing
wow.. so tonite.. I can't sleep. I can't stop crying. 1. school work is HARD, I feel like I'll never ever get my weekly shit done before Tuesday. 2. one of my only friends.. like.. my best friend.. James.. is moving on Sunday to Las Vegas. *he's the only person.. in the last 6 years I've lived here.. that I've kept in touch with on a daily schedual.. he's my party/drinking buddy. AND I can pretty much always rely on him to be on the computer to talk to when not hanging out. (hes a nerd like that)* He's 20.. just graduated from highschool (haha), and well.. I envy him.. he's GETTING OUT.. something I've been wanting to do for years.. but. like I said.. he's like.. my only friend.. and I'm going to miss him so goddamn much! 3. I'm not happy. I have a boyfriend who does great things for me and is always trying to keep me happy but... I'm not. I don't think he can make me happy anymore. I kicked him out once.. and it lasted like 26 hours. I told him to come back because.. (1) he b

I Just Don't Understand! ~ Aug 06
I Just Don't Understand! People nowadays... what is wrong with them? Human beings they are called, but are they? One can be sincere and honest and true But do they see you as you really are? No... I just don't understand! You can be there for them all you want Be a friend, a confidant, a lover, a soulmate ...someone you can trust Be willing to give your shirt off your back But do they see you as you really are? No... I just don't understand! You tell them the truth You are painfully honest Your heart goes out to them But do they see you as you really are? No... I just don't understand! So You are left thinking... Be a Bitch, Be as cold as can be! It's not really who You are But maybe, just maybe... it wouldn't hurt so damn much! No... it wouldn't be me! I just don't understand!

Fuckin Sweet Ass Concerts
this is my list of distruction that shall commence this week. so many shows, so little time. September 19 - Nonpoint, Silent Civilian, ANKLA, Stand Alone. (masquarade)* (silent civilian cancelled, rescheduled later in the month.) September 25 - Unearth, Terror,Bleading Through, Through The Eyes Of The Dead. ( Masquarade) September 26 - Bullet For My Valentine (masquarade) September 29- Silent Civilian, ANKLA (Frontline in Mariatta) October 2 - Fuckin TRIVIUM, w/ the sword and protest the hero (masquarade) October 5 - Lamb Of God, Opeth (masquarade) October 6 - Soulfly, Full Blown Chaos, Scars of Tomorow (masquarade) October 7 - Mastadon (masquarade) October 24 - Mushroomhead, SOiL, The Autum Offering, Brand New Sin (masquarade) November 1 - Soilwork, Darkest Hour (masquarade) December 5 - Cannibal Corpse, Dying Fetus. (masquarade) HELL YEA MOTHER FUCKERS. Ill see yall in the pit

My Chinese Sign
Welcome to the year of the Ox Element: Earth Heading: North-North-East Color: Violet Yin/Yang: Yin/Yang balanced Chinese Name: NIU Meaning: Industry Sign Order: Second Season: Winter Favorable Month: January Counterpart: Capricorn Friend: Rooster, Snake Foe: Goat Positives: Honest, Loyal, Sincere, Steadfast, Popular, Reliable, has Integrity Negatives: Stolid, Stubborn, Inflexible, Impatient, Narrow-minded Famous Oxen: Meryl Streep, Margaret Thatcher, Bach, Warren Beaty, Napoleon, Charlie Chaplin, Jackie Collins, W.B. Yeats

Tale Of A Gothic Princess
Princess Dominica looked so beautiful All dressed in black With white make-up and dark purple lips She sat on the throne so full of majesty The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty And worshipped the ground she walked upon The King was not well And expected to die soon And the Queen had died long ago So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace She carried out her duties without question or complaint And she would always greet new visitors with a smile Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists And let the blood pour into a bowl She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin She felt so much pressure to be beautiful She had many suitors but none that she loved A stranger

My Girl Angel's Chinese Sign
HORSE BABY: Horse babies are often larger than average, and are likely to be crawling and walking before their peers as well. The Horse is a determined solid minded little individual and from a very early age will happily understand that rewards come mainly from a lot of hard work. Don’t be fooled though as like as any fine thorough bred the Horse infant does not like to be frustrated and can be very highly strung. You may think that its quite reasonable to stop playing the nursery rhyme CD after 4 hours of non-stop play, but if the Horse needs their music then you better keep playing or prepare for some professional level tantrums! The Horse is witty and charming by nature and by the time they start school they will already have a good line in simple jokes, its always hard to feel down with a playful Horse around.

Love And Romance
There are as many reasons for falling in love as there are people and circumstances. And it is hard to know exactly what another person means by falling in love. Are they talking about intense lust? A feeling of deep connection and understanding? Pleasant company and easy familiarity? An almost spiritual experience of rapture and wonder? Preoccupation, even obsession with another person and profound fear of losing him or her? So what am I telling you? Who wrote the book of love? Well, lots of people and things did. We should never forget that we are animals and are driven by instincts to reproduce that are part of our genetic code. These instincts are profound and powerful, and even though each individual plays them out in a slightly different way, they are always at work in us. Replicate your genes! That command is sent to us by our hormones, our emotions, our families, our society, our deepest selves.

From The Daughter Of A Soldier.
Last week I was in Melbourne attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their uniforms, As they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded Australian who still Loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young Unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can Go to school, work, and enjoy our home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service men and wo

Angel
Angel You are so precious to me You give me a reason for living And a sense of hope As the dark days approach Thoughts of you keep me sane I have drifted through time I have lost my way But the stars always guide me back to you My love, hold my hand Understand that I love you And I will never let you go We will live for eternity Through our children and in the memories of friends Our love is an unbreakable bond Built on sound foundations And forged through centuries of time God looks over us and protects us In this white room with padded walls I think of you and feel comforted Outside you carry on you life Oblivious to my feelings for you We live in parallel worlds Destined never to meet again I am only a passing memory And you are all I have left

Anguished Heart
Young girl new in town Ambitious parents too busy to see the pain Trying to adjust and fit in At night she cries At night she draws a blade across her wrists Does not do sports because other girls would see the scars She does not quite fit in Just wants to be happy She just wants to be loved Her parents don't understand Grown-ups never understand She writes down her thoughts She wants to be a write when she is older She writes dark poems An outlet for her thoughts She sets up a personal website To share her thoughts with others Reaching out into virtual reality Trying to make contact She gets good feedback on the guestbook And a few emails with positive messages She logs onto a gothic site And finds a poetry forum She can get feedback from other members Finally make contact with others So many emotions tied up inside her hear and mind She posts a few messages to other members A support network for the depr

Defending The Realm
The soldier raises his gun one last time The Nazis are on the march He is out numbered but he refuses to yield They are fighting in the streets He is situated at the corner of a building He shoots at the enemy He takes out three German soldiers But another seven remain One of the German soldiers and takes aim And kills the brave British soldier He falls to his knees And then keels over He breathes his last breath The war continues but the soldier has done his job He resisted the evil tyrants Back home his wife and child wait for news of their husband and father Some days later a letter arrives in the post The wife opens the letter with tears in here eyes She know by the envelope that the news is bad As she reads the letter she sobs uncontrollably Many years on the wife is in France to visit her husband's grave Her grown up son accompanies her They stand by the graveside and read the inscription "A beloved husband and

Just Know
if you never hear my voice, know that it sings because of you. if you never see my face, know that it smiles because of you. if you never hold my hand, know that it reaches out for you. if you never feel strong enough, know that i will lift you up. if you never have the courage you need, know that i have enough for us both. if you never feel peace, know that i will comfort you. if you never have a dream, know that i will dream for you. if you never feel a part of anything, know that you are my everything. most of all.... if you never feel loved, just know that i will love you always.

The 13 Virtues Of A Witch
1. Tolerance The idea of this virtue is to be able to be fair and broad-minded. There may be people you don't like in this world but at least if you can tolerate them you will not end up hating people, or judging them unfairly. To be able to tolerate something means that it won't bother you. Silly unimportant things in life won't stress you out as you will be able to accept that people do things differently or sometimes things just happen. 2. Charity The ability to give to those less fortunate then you shows two things. One that you realize your life is not as bad as you may think. You can recognize the good things you have and the fortunes you hold. Two you will be able climb the spiritual ladder, knowing that you can think of others and help them when possible. Being charitable eliminates being selfish, which only serves to make you bitter, twisted and unpopular. 3. Humility To be able to see when you are wrong helps you to build yourself a bet

Apology
I'm sorry for all the things I've done and all the things I've said That put you down and tore you up and made your heart feel dead For all the times I lost my way and took it out on you For all the things I did not say and left you feeling blue That time I told you it was not all right that time I let you down And even that time I ran from you and always wore a frown Please forgive me this I ask you needn't answer now For all the things I've done to you I'm sorry, this I vow I will always try to do my best and love you till the end I'll always trust you ever more from this I'll never bend For all the times I turned from you and put you on the shelf If you think that this apology's for you, take it, But it is mostly to myself.

In You I Believe
IN YOU I BELIEVE i believe in the kindness that you keep in your heart. i believe you long for me when we are apart. i believe in your struggle to become something great. i believe you know good things come to those who wait. i believe in the love that you have to give. it shows in your spirit and the life that you live. i believe in your ability to make my life complete. i believe in you kisses that taste so sweet. i believe in your style, you wit, your charms. i believe in the way you hold me in your arms. to know you is to love you, and with open arms i will receive. Simply put, it is in you I believe.

Another Rejection Letter
Dear (her name), I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention to become the future Mrs. (your last name). As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough this year and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reasons you were disqualified from the competition: (Men will check those that apply) _____ Your failure to reach for your purse in even a feigned attempt to pay for dinner by the fourth date displayed a stunning ignorance of basic economics. _____ Your inadvertent admission that you "buy condoms and K-Y Jelly by the truckload" indicates that you may be slightly over-qualified for the position. _____ You failed the 20 question rule, i.e., I asked you 20 questions about yoursel

Things That Are Difficult
Things That Are Difficult to Say When You're Drunk Innovative Preliminary Proliferation Cinnamon Things That Are VERY Difficult to Say When You're Drunk: Specificity British Constitution Passive-aggressive disorder Transubstantiate Things That Are Downright IMPOSSIBLE to Say When You're Drunk: Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you Nope, no more booze for me Sorry, but you're not really my type No kebab for me, thank you Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight? I'm not interested in fighting you. Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing No, I wont make any attempt to dance thanks, I have zero co-ordination. Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to urinate over the nearest cash machine or shop front.

Ms Right Rejection Form
Dear [____rejectee's name here_____], I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Ms. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: [Check all those that apply] ___ Your stomach is bigger than mine. ___ Your name is objectionable subjecting my future children to it could scar and yes, scare them for life. ___ Your inadvertent admission that you "buy shoes by the truckload" indicates that you may be interested in me for something other than my personality. ___ You failed the 20 Question Rule, i.e., I asked you 20 questions about yourself before you asked me one. ___ Y

Agreed!!
Teddy had it so right! Not Kennedy, but Roosevelt! Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people."

Grrrrrr
So i get the message today that our Pagan Pride Day was cancelled for this saturday. After planning on going to this it gets postponed. The weather man says strong to severe storms and possible warnings watches etc.... So now it will be on Oct 14th, maybe the weather will hold out so i can go to the earth festival instead. The weather man better be right, they're calling for an 80% chance of rain and 30% chance of severe weather. Well i'll keep you all posted. mwahz

Get To Know Me Better
Ok so I am going to try to make it really clear.. When I was young I live with my grandma kendrick and papa Kendrick.. My mom left me with my grandma and grandpa.. My dad tryed to kill me when I was a baby and tryed to kill my sister Ashley too.. Grandma and Grandpa both took me and Ashley to live in Flordia.. At that time I lived with them.. My Mom came back and started taking care of me and my sister Ashley.. I never did like living with my mom but I learn to live with it.. From 7-16 years old I live with my mom and I was going to school to school..(Yes it drove me nuts and I told my mom I want to stay in one place so I can finish High School.. So I started to live with my grandparents again and Live in Ohio in Carlisle.. I went to Carlisle High School made some really cool friends.. When I was in 11th grade I drop out and I went back to school as a super Senior in High School.. I finally Graduated from High School.. Now I live with my grandma and Helping her out.. My Sister

I Was Asked To Write A Poem Involving Cheese And A Elephant This Was The Best I Could Do Lol
I was sitting one night at the dinner table, But something just didn’t seem right, Ahhh, I must need me some spices, To add to my potatoes ever so white, I looked at my friend beside me, And said “Can u hand me some pepper Jack?” He passed it right on over, I sprinkled a little on and handed it back, I took me a big old heaping in my mouth, And boy was they so yum, But then I realized I had me no milk, Gosh sometimes I’m dumb, I got up with udder disappointment, To find we had none insight, The dang cheesy Swiss girl next door, Had drank it all last night, It was only six curdy in the afternoon, So I still had time to pick some up, Ahead I thought I saw me the moon I figured I cheddar get moving fast, Without my milk I feared Id have me, A night of heart burn and lots of gas, So I got right to mooooving, But on my way over to the store, My worst fear had been proven, The woman I slept with 9 mths ago, Was standing if front of me, But yet she was barely movin,

I Wrote This For My Friend George
Lil secrets Underneath his look of innocence, A darker side prevails, I have for you a secret of my friend, But between us we must keep the details, Deep back in a secluded corner, Of his bedroom closet lies, A magazine full of naked pictures, Of many older guys, All though many pages stick together, One would not have to be wise, To figure out that when he looks at their wrinkly bodies, Something arises between his thighs, I never thought sagging and shriveled, Would for him do the trick , But with the magic of Viagra, Those old men have huge dicks, Now that I have told you, His secret you can not tell, But the next time you see old Georgie, Make sure you hide your grandpa well!!!

To My Friend Who Was Assaulted Over Race
I know you don’t want me with you right now But a part of me always will be A piece of me you took awhile ago That you cant hold or even see But whenever you feel alone Remember that It’s there You have a piece of my heart That with you I only share

My First Blog
Well i dont know what to say well i guess i will just get on with it i guess Today was a good day except for the driver infront of me who struck a 76 year old female pedestrian in a marked crosswalk I dont know about you but I think drivers who do that should have their licence suspended for 72 hours and get fined 6 points on their drivers licence What do you all think about this comments questions let me know

I Never Title My Shit
still so deep... deep inside my own personal hell where my pain festers in a raging, blistering inferno. my heart is so dark... i bet i'd bleed black if you prick me. here's the bullshit of it all... i would rather be this way than be stuck with YOU forever.

Cant Sleep:):):p
So here iam once again:P but now i cant sleep.....everytime i try to close my eyes they open up again.hehehe so i decided to come on LC and see whos on and write this blog:)......and...MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:Dsooooo awsome:D:D:D:D:Dim goin to be 20:D:D:D:D:D:D:DSo ya.....how is every1 tonight....i mean day......:Phehehe even though the day already started and i have work at 10 till 7> i hope i get off at 7 so i can help my brother in law with my nieces and nephews....if not hes screwed and im dead(gulp!)......im not very good at these blog thingys.....ah well....lev a comment if u wanna:P im goin to watch a movie so ill blog ya's l8er:D:D:D:D:D

I Never Title My Shit
tattered and torn, my soul walks in silence. thoughts of you scattered, not constant. if you really thought you were the center of my universe, you were sadly fucking mistaken. this is one of those feelings that can't be made better with "i'm sorry"..."i love you"... i hope you rot in hell, you sad, sorry bitch.

Hi....how Ya Doin??
Well a wonderful woman introduced me to this sight and i thought i'd give it a try to see what its all about.So far its been pretty great.I'm just trying to get use to this so bare with me.THANK YOU!!!!

Ode To Ezra!!!
I just wanted to say how lucky I am to have Ezra as my girlfriend. She is so nice and sweet and everything I wanted and everything that I never knew was possible in a person. She is a very sweet and special individual. She is the most beautiful woman ever with two enchanting blue seas for her eyes. Her skin is softer than an angel's caress, for she is my angel and I love her so much. She is blessed with a very giving and generous heart and the kindness that she shows to other people is boundless. Ezra is the best cock sucker on the entire planet with more talent in her mouth than a room full of Mozarts. Every time I shove my tounge deep in her ass it taste so devine, I love the tightness from her spincter's grip as my tounge forces its way deep in her ass. I love the way her flesh craves punishment, she still has welts on her ass from last night. I love You Ezra!!! Hazel

A Glimpse Into My Heart...
I feel I've spent my life looking for a woman that will be able to surprise me day after day. Most women are fairly predictable. The more they try to hide their feelings, or their lack of, the easier it is to see right through them. I have found one, and only one, that is truly unpredictable. Unfortunately, that has also been a problem. I'm never sure what she is thinking or even how she feels about me. There are times when I think we share the same feelings for each other, then there are times when I feel like she doesn't want anything to do with me. I often find myself staring at her, just wondering what she is thinking. I've tried asking her, but her response is always the same, "nothing." I wish she would share more of herself with me, but I'm sure she wishes the same from me. It is, however, refreshing to have found someone that has yet to become boring to me. After nearly five months, I still enjoy every second of her company. She is as mesmerizing as moonlight on the water. She

Early Morning
My eyes are heavy, and my mind is groggy as I try to shake the fog from my mind. I feel the heat of your body curled in against mine. The curve so perfect and we seem to fit just right. I lean up on my elbow to look upon the beauty of your sleeping face. As I watch out our window I see the sun shimmering across the fresh dew blown grass. The birds light upon our window sill as if waiting for us to wake. Then as I watch the sun light slowly creeps across our room. It's shimmering rays of light chasing away the night. As I lay and look upon your face, the sun slowly kisses you upon the cheek. It lights up the beauty of your face so peaceful in it's sleep. Your hair shimmers in it's golden light and I listen as you sigh so softly. Then you snuggle even closer to me trying to hide from the light. Only one thought hits my mind as I stare upon your face..... Please God, never take me from this place............ F. Wayne Johnson Sept.