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Video Cam
You may have noticed on my page there is a link to a web cam. You also may be saying damn that thing doesn't work. Well it is not that it doesnt work but that I turn it on when I at differant imes through out the day. Yea how nice of me to be so specific lol! But hell thats me. I never know where I am or what I am up to.

Some Quizzes I Took
Take the quiz: What Hardcore/Metal Band Are You?100 DemonsMy life, My crew, Fuck you! The words you live by. FSU ain't got shit on your crew. You'll beat the hell out of anyone who messes with you. You are the biggest pain in the ass at shows and are always moshin the hardest cause you're lookin for blood. But the plus side is, you'll never get fucked with face to face, instead you'll be made fun of online like at Lambgoat.com.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Which metal band are you? (The Metalhead Quiz)SlipknotYou are Slipknot! You love hardcore, headbanging metal, and are not afraid to show it! No one messes with you!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Which Chick in metal are you?Angela Gossow of Arch EnemyDespite her on-stage persona and the imagery that usually goes with Thrash Metal bands, Angela is in fact a Vegan, so no goats blood and decapitated horses on spikes please. Angela Gossow was

The Seasons
There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no, it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told them that you cann

Who I Like On Lc/ct Part 2
nicckie to me is a wonderful sexy hott beautiful gorgeous sensational amazing pretty and raidant incredibly stunning person and i feel like i have a special bond with her i reckon if she was to leave the world i would be truly depressed and and heart broken forever because i in my heart care about her and i don't want anything bad to happen to her so i thought i would do a very special blog just for her and this it because she means so much to me on lost cherry and even if she left lost cherry i would fall apart without her to me i really care about you/her nicckie you are my special friend who means so much to me i hope sometime soon we can meet up in person because i have a strong feeling in my heart you would just like me more in person from Bruce

Lo Que Paso, Paso
Es una asesina ella con lleva la medicina Enganadora que te envuelve y te domina Una abusadora ella como sabe te devora Y si no tienes experiencia te enamora Una especialista para q te ponga ella a la vista Balas hechizeras un nombre en su lista Q si es maliciosa yo q la trate como una diosa Me engano y ahora me llama como loca

Freak Thing
It's a freak thing baby, It's your love, It's a freak thing honey, When push comes to shove, It's a freak thing mister, When i think of you. It's a freak thing darling, Those wishes of two, It's a freak thing sugar, Lips colliding together, It's a freak thing dear, Thinking this will last forever, When two people get together in that special way, It's a freak thing...

Best Friends
Best friends are we, That's what we will alway's be, We've seen the up's, We've known the down's, Also shared some frowns, Although we live far apart, You'll alway's be close to my heart, We have had broken heart's, Even shared shopping cart's. Best friends are we, That's what we will alway's be, To alway's be there for you when your ineed, Your shoulder to cry on, A friend indeed, Your sister to alway's be, Best friends are we..

Memories
i wrote this one for a few good people i lost in my life.... Memories of you to alway's stay, Knowing your not here brings me pain, Sit up thinking of all the good times, It's the only thing that keeps me saine, Knowing your not here still brings me pain, There will be a day i will see you again, There will be new memories to be shared, Old times to catch up on, But...Knowing your still not here brings me pain...

Poem: My Prayer Is For You
In those moments throughout the day When I am unoccupied My mind drifts, seems far away It settles on you The old familiar joys and Aches Enter my heart I fear For what and who I am without you An incomplete puzzle with something missing I can feel the void I had decided not to do this again To take the chance of being hurt Of being rejected But my first look into your eyes Was an awakening, A realization That perhaps there was someone out there Meant just for me So in the night when I close my eyes I pray, I wish, I dream For our fates, our destinies To be intertwined For the happiness I feel In your presence To continue, to be shared And most of all For you To see what is there that no one else sees To understand the heart that wants so much And to believe, that you are the one I want standing beside me

Life
"I ask myself 'why?' everyday. But I never get an answer as to why things happen. With guys, careers, friends and anything eles. I wish I knew the answers to things and to take things abck that I reget deepply." I wrote this morning in psychology. Hmm... psychology ... thinking maybe there a coincidence between the two idk. But from that moment until 9pm I was fine I wasnt upset or anything just chill when I thought about things. Once 9:00 hit I became upset abotu what has happened in the past few weeks. And because I was upset I got more upset about being upset. I wish I didnt think anymore. I wish I was numb to everything. Im not really a smoker. And I try not to smoke when I get the urge to but recently Ive been so fed up that I want to smoke and destroy my body. Why cant I just be normal* again? *NORMAL: me on a regular day not caring not happy not sad .. just chill

Lists From Profile (moved To Right Blog!)
Just transferring the lists that were in the music section of my profile here, since they went well over the length limit... A: Charles-Valentin Alkan (French composer and pianist; his sonata Les Quatre Ages may have been one of Liszt's inspirations when that master wrote his B minor piano sonata.)Anton Arensky (Russian composer, friend of Tchaikovsky)Kurt Atterberg (Swedish Romantic-style - usually!! - 20th-century composer.) B: Milton Babbitt (American jazz and modernist performer, composer, student of mathematics...)Grazyna Bacewicz (Polish modern - 1909-1969.)Carl Philipp Emanuel Bach (Johann Sebastian Bach had several great composer-children. CPE Bach, JC Bach and WF Bach are the three I know and most appreciate. Of Carl Philipp Emanuel Bach’s works some solo keyboard music, some concertos, symphonies, some choral works - some influenced Haydn...- and a few others have come my way out of a very large output, and justify a greatly positive though mixed reputation.Johann Chr

All I Want To Do Is Cry
I'm going to attempt to get this all out. I do so much better with things when i write/type them out. And since I don't heve the money to see anyone, I'm turning to you guys...my friends. For about the last week or so I've been crying at the drop of a hat practically. So many thoughts running through my head, and feelings going around in circles. I don't know what to do. It all started when this guy that I met about a year ago got in touch with me out of the blue and told me he felt like he fucked things up with me, and that he wasn't happy with the girl he was with. He said many things about the relationship with her (not going to get into it all as for there privacy). I was like, "ok, that's great...if you want to break up with her and try to get with me, I can't stop you, but I WILL NOT be the reason why you break up with her." I talked to a close friend about it and told her to please not ssy anything to anyone. (ya know, it's nice to have friends you can go

Roflmfao
Worm Test A little boy and his grandfather are raking leaves in the yard. The little boy finds an earthworm trying to get back into its hole. He says, "Grandpa, I bet I can put that worm back in that hole." The grandfather replies, "I'll bet you five dollars you can't. It's too wiggly and limp to put back in that little hole." The little boy runs into the house and comes back out with a can of hair spray. He sprays the worm until it is straight and stiff as a board. Then he puts the worm back into the hole. The grandfather hands the little boy five dollars, grabs the hair spray, and runs into the house. Thirty minutes later the grandfather comes back out and hands the little boy another five dollars.

Thai Steak Salad
THAI STEAK SALAD makes 6 sevings 1 1/2 lbs. skirt steak 2 Tbs. Thai seasoning, like The Spice Hunter 3 Tbs. peanut butter 1 cup seasoning-ginger vinaigrette 1 small head napa cabbage, cored 1 cup snow peas (about 4 oz.) 1 small cucumber, sliced 1 bunch radishes, sliced 1 Tbs. chopped peanuts Heat broiler. season steak with Thai seasoning and salt and pepper, if desired. Broil 10 min., or until thermometer inserted in steak reads 160F. Cook, cut into 1/2" slices. In microwave-safe bowl, microwave peanutbutter 30 sec., or until soft; stir in vinaigrette. Arrange cabbage on platter. Top with snow peas, cucumbers, radishes and peanuts. Drizzlwe with dressing mixture. Per serving Cal. 387 Pro. 30g carb. 14g Fiber 5g chol. 66mg Sad. 636 mg Fat Sat 4g Trans, 3g Mono 15g Poly 2g HEALTH BENEFIT Stay heart healthy with peanuts. These buttery nuts provide high amounts of resveratrol, a phenoic antioxidant that has been shown to help lower LDL ("bad") cholesterol.

Home
I STAYED HOME AGAIN EXCEPT WHEN I HAD TO GO TO WAL-MART TO PICK UP A FEW THINGS. I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW. I GUSS YOU CAN SAY I AM READY FOR IT. I GET PAID IN 5 DAYS. I HAVE TO GO PICK UP MY ID SOME DAY! TODAY WAS PRETTY BORING. JUST STAYED HOME AND PLAYED GAMES. CHRIS AND I HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW AND WE DONT WANNA GO!!! WE ENJOYED OUR DAYS OFF!!

Love Letter
Sitting here drinking thinking of you I know to you that doesn't mean much Yes I'm still trying to get you and what we had out of my system It's dark outside and I'm once again thinking of you The nights have been bad lately worse than usual sitting here staring at pills waiting for sleep to come In the darkness remembering a time when I thought we had something Staying at that place by the beach making love and listening to your records all day Do you know that I miss you You are not reading poetry right now you are lying in a bed next to someone else...some woman who will never play Billie Holiday before sex And yes I'm still singing in that bar if it matters While you lay in bed with some beautiful woman in your arms I always knew you would with your looks and your ways So why do I love you so much How did I ever say good bye Did I say good bye or is that my lie Maybe you walked out on me I will always chose to forget Did you explain everything in a letter marked "p

How To
I was just wondering how I get to meet people except welcoming the new members. I kept welcoming people but they would just not reply or I haven't heard back from them. ANd I'd like to increase my level, man it's though!!

Mooching
And though I have kissed her A thousand times a day I would want to make it millions And continuous without delay But she can only smile Because each kiss is of the heart And she knows that the kiss is endless It was this way from the start But in each little touch The lips desire more But what else would they desire When each is unlike before And within the deep embrace The warmth is felt abound And she must forever feel this Even when I am not around For distance is not a problem Or something to cause a pain For she knows the next kiss is coming Again and again and again

Recording The New Cd!
GOOD Morning! Here we are at the studio.The first thing you do when you walk in is say hello to the bouncer, a 75 pound yellow labrador retriever named Brutis. He sniffs you over and gives his approval after a quick pat on his head and then he plopps down on the floor with a mighty thud! Next its off to the coffee pot where the day before coffee is still there,cold and looking like a thick sludge that exxon/mobil would be proud of. You take the pot, pour whats left in a cup and microwave it for a couple of minutes until you see the liquid inside glow green, and the buzzer goes off.You find the sugar bowl but the lid is welded on from all the spoons that have left their mark on the rim. Now you try, with frantic abandon, to release the lid when all of a sudden theres a "POP" and it's snowing sugar in the room, and none of it lands in the cup. By now your ready to go back to bed, but you got music to make and thats the only thing that really matters. Now Brutis (the bouncer) is right in

Patrotic/ 9/11
Artist/Band: Diamond Rio Lyrics for Song: In God We Still Trust Lyrics for Album: New Songs You place your hand on His Bible, when you swear to tell the Truth His name is on our greatest Monuments, and all our money too, And when we Pledge allegiance, there's no doubt where we stand, There is no separation, we're one Nation under Him. Chorus: In God We Still Trust Here in America He's the one we turn to every time The goin' gets rough He is the source of all our Strength The One who watches over us Here in America In God We Still Trust Now there are those among us, who want to push Him out, And erase His name from everything, this country's all about, From the Schoolhouse to the Courthouse, they're Silencing His Word, Now it's time for all Believers, to make our Voices heard. In God We Still Trust, Here in America He's the one we turn to every time The goin' gets rough He is the source of all our Strength The One who watches over us Here in America In G

Visions Of You
So sweet, so gentle and loving you are The flower of kindness an embrace from afar armor all my boundaries teach me my sheilds reflect all the hurt so i will not yield you travel with me beyond the stars beyone the place of time and space and there lives the visions of you in my arms...

Time
Sitting here alone in the dark with nothing but time to think Time to think about how it had to be a lie when you told me I was special to you Time to think about how when you said you needed me in your life it wasn't true Time to think about the words you said and the pain I felt when you admitted It was nothing but lies Time to think about how it hurt when I realized I would never be enough for you Time to think about the pain I felt when you made it obvious she meant more to you than I did Time to think about how you used me for sex and your own personal enjoyment Time to think about how your heart belonged to someone else and always would Time to think about how much more I was going to be able to take Time to think about if it was worth all the pain to have you in my life With nothing but time to think I still can't bring myself to walk away from you I guess I still need more time March 2006

So You Think You Know Everything?
A dime has 118 ridges around the edge. A cat has 32 muscles in each ear. A crocodile cannot stick out its tongue. A dragonfly has a life span of 24 hours. A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds.

Stalker At Denny's
(( wrote for me by a unknown person found this on the windshield of my car one night after work )) She walks in beauty also in vain floats befor my slumbering eyes when she comes she lulls my pain when she goes what pangs remain thou whom love, whom memories flies, gentle sleep prolong me cries if even thus she sooths my sights , never let me awake again to see this angel cring within (((my reply to this,left on my car the next time i was there and it was gone when i came out ))) show me thy face, so i may see all that is not known to me tell me how you know of me gentel , sleep thus is true mayybe i do know you have me meet within my life can it be all these things are unknown to me ??

What Ever Happen To Real People
answer this question you meet some one u be gan to like them and u become real shy and all things turn real shitty.alls you do is think about the person and they fall for another pereson.. what ever happen to real people

My Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Awful Things I'd Rather Do Than Watch "torque" Again.
I've always wanted to write something about this movie, but there were always just too many things that I could pick on. Instead, here's a list of awful things I'd rather do than watch "Torque" again; * Die; * Put my balls in a vice grip; * Piss glass * Contract herpes; * Break my own legs; * Watch every episode of Everybody Loves Raymond ever made...Twice; * Live in Bosnia; * Throw myself off of the Eiffel Tower; * Shit razorblades; * Eat my own hand; * Shave my head; * Violently insert a metal pipe up my ass; * Have sex with any farm yard animal; * Poison myself and spend my last moments looking at Yoko Ono's art work (a fucking tampon and a lotus flower is conceptual art? Don't piss down my back and tell me it's rain, bitch); * Shoot myself in the face; * Swallow Ria09 whole; * Drink my own piss; * Felate a 90-year old man * Slide a knife into my jap's eye. That's all for now. I'll add some later. M

Do Ya Ever Feel Like You Just Left.
Here we are again, almost 11:30 and I feel like I just walked out of this place and here I am again. Guitar lessons went well today, we worked on the main solo on Photograph, and it’s coming along nicely. I do need to practice more I will admit that. I’m still waiting for the extra 3 hours in a day that I ordered. Working my schedule is part of the problem. Two afternoons 2-10 and 3 overnights 10-6. I get off at 6am on Saturday and have to be back at 2pm on Monday. You don’t want to sleep all day Saturday because you have things to do but then when you get up after say 4 hours of sleep by the time Saturday Night rolls around you are wiped out, but you can’t sleep because you were up all the night before. So you sleep in segments, then get up Sunday and watch Racing and football, then guess what... its time to go to bed Sunday night and your weekend is OVER and you are starting the cycle all over again. Wow, Ill bet some of you ladies just can wait to get involved with someon

Man Cut His Own .......... (ouch)
A Filipino man has cut off his penis in an attempt to prove his fidelity to his estranged wife. The man, from Malasiqui, then wrapped it in newspaper and put it through a window of her parent's house. He shouted at the woman: "So you will not suspect I am courting another girl." The severed three-inch penis is now with police, who have sought the help of an embalmer to preserve it in a bottle. The couple has been estranged for three years after the woman's parents persuaded her to live with them. They said the man had been incapable of looking after her and their two children, as he was unemployed. The man still hasn't been located, reports the Philippine Star

Sex In The Theater
A play called Sex that lasts 27 hours has been shocking theatre audiences in Spain. It features four actors, two men and two women, and there is no intermission in the entire performance. The actors eat, sleep and have sex during the show, while the audience is free to come and go, as they like. Created by Chilean writer Juan Carlos Montagna, Sex was performed in a pub basement in Madrid's fashionable Malasana neighborhood. It started at 8pm on a Saturday night and finished at 11pm the next night. Montagna told Las Ultimas Noticias that Sex was not a reality show: "There is no improvisation in it, it's pure drama," he said. The Spanish press described it as the "most bizarre and shocking theatre experience in years".

There is another one of my friends who is, quite frankly, more special to me than anyone else in the world ever will be. She is so beautiful, caring, attentive, funny, intelligent and just generally too good for any man! lol You know who i'm talking about...right Nat? She's my very best friend, my toughest critic, my harshest reality check and even more than all that, she's my sister and i love her with all my heart. Ever wonder what happened to the real friends you find a long the way? I don't and i never will because i know i'll have her always. You know when you meet online and your friendship lasts for about a year and a half, it's not going to end...it's just going to keep getting better and i can't wait for that. Honestly, i don't see how it could get any better but something tells me it's going to. I love you Nat...not for who you are but for who you are to me. You're my reminder that, even though it feels like it quite often, life really doesn't suck all that much! lol Well, ok

Europe's Largest Sex Store
A store, which claims to be the biggest sex shop in Europe is to open in Oldham. The Simply Pleasure superstore will boast two floors of adult goods, according to the Manchester Evening News. At 3,000 square feet, the store is thought to be the second largest sex shop in the world - beaten only by the Hustler shop in Sunset Boulevard, Los Angeles. Suzanne Winfield, who already has sex shops in Bury and Rockdale, is the owner of the Oldham store. She said: "When we opened the other two shops people said they didn't want their kids walking past a sex shop, but they let them walk past M&S which has underwear in the window and it's no different."

Bomb Scare Just To C
A Russian man allegedly made hoax calls to police about a bomb in a public spa because he wanted to see naked women being evacuated. Police say it was women's day at the bathhouse in Ulyanovsk, when the hoaxer rang up with a bogus warning. Officers say he had hoped the women would run out into the street still naked, but was disappointed to see they had all got dressed first. They claim the 33-year-old later admitted his motive was to see naked bathers being evacuated. He faces up to three years in jail for deliberately giving false information about an act of terrorism, reports Pravda.

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

Flying In The Nude
A Texas travel agency, which organizes clothing-optional holidays, is to run what it claims is the world's first nude flight. Houston-based Castaways Travel says sex won't be allowed on the flight from Miami to Cancun in Mexico. It has chartered a Boeing 727 for up to 170 passengers for the May 3 flight to the El Dorado Resort & Spa. The crew will be professionally dressed, and passengers must be fully clothed for check-in and takeoff. Company owner, James Bailey, said more than half the seats on the flight and rooms in the resort have already been booked, reports the Miami Herald. He told the newspaper: ''Inappropriate behavior is not condoned. This is not a Mile High Club, not a bunch of groupies or anything. It's just a fun flight." Only when the plane has reached its cruising altitude can the passengers strip off. The Federal Aviation Administration said: ''We have no regulations pertaining to nudity on board an aircraft. It's not a safety issue."

President (not Bush) Jogs
President Lucio Gutiérrez of Ecuador is going to jog to work once a week to show his civil servants how to save money. The former military officer jogs six kilometers from his home in northern Quito to his office in the Palacio de Carondelet on Fridays. The poor Andean country is facing a serious fiscal deficit and Gutiérrez has introduced tough austerity measures. The president has banned civil servants from using official cars and has banned officials from traveling first class. Newspaper Extra reports that he has also banned overtime and is planning to sell off non-essential buildings, including some embassies.

Scooby Doo, Where Are You
An Illinois man has been searching for his missing dog while dressed as Scooby Doo. Rick Arbizzani, from Florence, also waves posters at passing motorists, pleading "Please help us find our dog" and "Honk if you love dogs". His wife, Hannah, said: "We're hoping that we make the public aware that we're missing a dog". The couple's miniature dachshund, Summer Sausage, went missing last month when she apparently jumped out of a truck, reports the Burlington County Times

Married In The Air
Bridegroom Hirotomo Yoshikawa and bride Tomomi Sato have been the first to take up a Tokyo shopping center’s offer of free aerial weddings. The couple exchanged rings as they "floated"; using the same technique as is used in films such as Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Their friends and relatives watched the wedding ceremony from a nearby staircase. A spokesman for the shopping centre says those who wish to be married on the wire should not weigh more than nine stone two pounds.

So often in life I ask myself what defines a "man"?I know I have popped off with the humorous response of "over 6ft tall or over 200lbs" and that if you fall short of either you are either "mannish" or "man like". But in all seriousness (yeah right) let's take a closer look at what is a man shall we? Again these are MY opinions, and in no way should they dictate what you think a man is...well for the time being anyway. Eventually I will make a batch of Kool-Aid, have you all drink from it, and declare me Emperor. Atleast I beleive in being honest with you. So let's start the show. First off lets talk about make up. There is only one reason why a man should wear more make up than women and that is if they are a rockstar. Robert Smith, Duran Duran, Davey Havok etc. I mean honestly these guys I would fuck because when they are all made up they look better than most women in music. I take that back, you may also wear make-up if you are a Drag Queen or Transvestite. So here is the rule,

Dare To Dream
Each day is but a prelude of tomorrows yet to come. I reach up high to touch the sky and touch the burning sun. If I could but dare to dream I would not fail to try. For if I knew that the dream'd come true I'd dream the wings to fly.

Take Me Away
Take me away to a land across the sea. You can leave me there coz you know that I'll be fine. Take me, take me, take me away from here love me, hold me what makes these moments so dear? I love you more then ever before when you wrap your arms around me, I get lost in your stare please tell me how you want me, I just love the warmth in you the beating of your heart, tell me what can I do to make this forever to ensure that we'll never part, take me, take me, take me away from here, love me, hold me, what makes these moments so dear?

Wow ...
Oh my dear gawd.. Cherries, i was just at the bar and it was the regular crouwd usually out there and i just couldnt get it through my skull of something , how skanky this "woman" well really shes a ditch pig is . Making out with one guy and jumping on the other than going back to the other one ! what the fuck and the guys dont care ... i guess i dont understand the ways of the skank cause well lets face it i am not ... anyone wanna enlighten me ? Lillith

Always My Savior
you have always been my savior I let loose of the pain again and again how does it feel to be choked by the stroke of my pen again and again each time i write let the world see whats in me each night never to be stopped because even when im dead someone will remember and think and keep it in their head you have always been my savior you keep me from leaving and keep me believing that its all worth it and it will be ok the savior the one to bring me thru each day in my head all day and night sometimes hidden and out of sight and then when i need you you suddenly appear always my savior to take my fear

Some Poetry
Well like 90% of the blogs seem to be random poetry.. Some of it is actually their own. AT any rate, I figure I'll jump on the band wagon and post some of my poetry and also throw in good one liner! Guarenteed to romantisize any woman! Roses are Red Violets are Blue Damn it I'm Hungry Now go Fix me Some Stew Twinkle Twinkle lil star Where the hell is the nearest bar Rub a dub dub get your hot ass in the tub More to come as I feel like puttin em up! Enjoy those for now

Late Night
do you think of me when youre alone do you want me close to you do you ever tell me how you feel and let me know the real you are we just friends or is it more lust or love again I can be the man you want if you Just let me in late at night when youre by yourself and thoughts run thru your head sleep the sleep of the just and ill be back again fantasy or reality that is up to you Ill be here all night long waiting for you

Call On Me
I feel you near i hear you breathe like the wind in the dead of night come call on me i crawl to you and step inside a hand upon your cheek trembling deep inside I touch your skin and pull you close I want to hear you whisper to me all the things you want from me clever is the one who knows my name setting up the lines are drawn building the wall of shame a gentle touch a warm embrace is it the kiss of death coming from your pretty face I can see in you what it is I want im the one the son of redemption crawlin up to give in to you

A Night
a night like any other a place near here a nervous glance an excited stare the feeling of hope the possibility of a new beginning a ray of hope a new friend to make you feel good to love you for who you are and never be misunderstood its possible to find i truely believe a person thats kind a new love to ease the mind

Sweet Black Angel
She keeps me inside her black wings and holds me close knowing im in pain and tends to my wounds offering herself to me taking the darkness from my cold eyes and bringing warmth to my body again I love her and never want to leave her grasp she promises it will always be like this she will always care for me forever in her black wings

" Be Gone" Someone help me, for I can't help myself. I'm trapped in this memory of you & I, and it's pure hell. I'm held fast in believing that you still care for me, but I know in my heart, That you set me free. I'm a woman on the edge. A tourtured soul I am. All I wanted was to love you, but you never gave a damn. I need to break away from you. But, how I do not know. I need to heal my heart, without your heart in tow. I have to get away from what I feel inside. I need to lose your smile that hides inside my mind. I wish I could leave myself, to get you away from site. cause I can't seem to get you to leave, even tho I try with all my might. Be gone you heartbreaker. be gone from my soul. Be gone from my memories. I just can't love you anymore. By: Jennifer Fischer

"dry eyes" my eyes are dry now, I cry for you no more. I've learned to get over you. I've shown your heart the door. I can move on now, even tho the pain is still there I can smile again, in just knowing that you cared. My eyes can see clearly. without these tears in my eyes. I can be happy, just to be alive. Dry eyes By: Jennifer Fischer

"OUR PAST" You came to me a toy, Just a puppet on a string, something for me to play with, just a meaningless thing. Having you in my life, love swept me away. I know I should let you go, but I only want you to stay. Now, much has changed, eachday I love you more. Now I can't tell you how much, because you walking out the door. From friend to lovers, we moved through it so fast. But now that it's all over, we can only call it our past. BY: Jennifer Fischer

Uhm.. Yeee-uuhhhh
Yeah My first blog Im bored as hell. I miss Jealous psyko. I cant get him out of my head. oh well Anywayz im chatting on yahoo. With some wicked peoples. Some dude off of here and one of my ghey ass ex's david. Hes annoying[[david]]. im bored as fuck. Nothing to do. It's 3:23 am. And Im up and i dont see that im going to bed anytime soon.

Dreamer,s
Hosted by Sparkle Tagsi am just a dreamer lonley you see i set and i a dream of all i can see i walk a lonley path this you see i need my spirit to be set free i am a dreamer this i see in my heart i want to be free this path i want to take so my spirit can be free this is dreamer come dream with me and set me free and walk the spirit path with me side by side we will be free

Erotic Short Story Entitled Homecuming
It had been a bad day all around. I was late to work, didn't make it to lunch and hit all sorts of traffic on the way home. The only thing that kept me from driving off a bridge, was knowing that it was Friday night and I could just go home, draw a warm bath, drink a glass of wine, and crawl into bed uninterrupted. My husband, Jason was on a business trip and wasn't due home until Sunday evening. I hated being away from him, but after the day I had, I was somewhat glad to be alone. I pulled into our driveway, pressed the button on the automatic garage door opener and eased the car into its spot. I put the car in park and turned off the ignition. I sat there for a moment, trying to gather my thoughts before heading into the house. I rested my head against the headrest and ran my fingers through my thick brunette hair. Sighing, I pulled the keys out of the ignition, opened the driver's side door and stepped onto the concrete. I shut the car door behind me, closed the garage door and h

Army Fiancee...it's Rough
There are many nights that you lay there and cry yourself to sleep because he's not by your side. Yet at the same time you know that he is doing what he thinks is best for you and the little one. You don't want to let him see how much you are hurting but some days you just cant help it. Things were great before he left but now it seems as if your whole future is falling apart. Not sure if the distance is going to work or not but you do your best to make sure it does. So many people don't understand why he left...why didn't he wait until after the baby was born to join???? You try to explain but they still dont get it. Deep inside you know he did it so you and the little one are safe but you just want him home. Then you start to feel like he doesn't love you any more so you start second guessing your relationship. This only makes things harder so you finally say something to him about how you feel and realize that he does love you and want to be with you forever and that its ju

Family
Some times they get on your nerves And at times you want to disown them Not too often do they understand you Simply because you're different then them Things get rough You don't have much to do with them And when you have to its very little Because they seem to hate you You want them to love you Just like they do all the rest But because you're unique they dont They cant handle you being so differnt Its not that they hate you Its that they hate what you have become And the only reason they hate that Is Because they dont understand it Through the rough times you gotta stay tough Don't let them get to you Be who you really are and dont be ashamed Real families stick together through everything Even when they don't see eye to eye

Good Morning Lc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
good morning all my sweet sexy friends....i will be off till 3pm or so today just letting ya all know so you don't worry bout me.....i hope you all have a wonderful day be back to play when i get home big hugs n long sloopy kisses muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Lost Cherry Pet Peeves
I said I wasn't going to post any blog articles here, but since this pertains specifically to LC, I thought it would be better suited on this blog space. I have some pet peeves concerning people here on LC. I strongly suspect that my feelings are shared by others. Let me spell it out for you. 1. To all my "friends" who post a hundred bulletins a day (most of which are reposts) PLEASE try to control yourself. Most of the crap you're sending on isn't worth reading. It's either bitching and complaining, stupid grade school quizzes and polls (Am I attractive, LC marriage, Who's hot...blah blah blah) or some other mundane shit. Pretend for a moment that you AREN'T a trained monkey just sitting around pressing buttons and you'll be surprised at how nice it feels to use that brain of yours again. 2. Attention whores. You know who I'm talking about. These are the people (usually women, but not always) who post tons of pics of themselves (a minimum of 50 face pics of nearly the same sh

This is from a friend of yours,Who loves you very much!Cause my life has been fulfilled in ways that only you can touch.For the time Ive known you ,youve made me fill at home.But most of all,your not alone.One day our lives will part,but the love we share wont leave our hearts.Now with this thought I let you know,Your love is with me ,Wher ever I go. Your Friend....Keith...

I Miss You
Never would you turn away When I need you most How you always understand And try to make me laugh Every tear I cry Is one you wipe away Things get tough But we always make it through Today you are still there Just a letter away Sometimes even a call away Always trying to make me happy but its so hard now You rarely come home I miss your humor Always making me laugh My heart cries out To see you again soon Simply so you can help me Understand this all Its so confusing without you Telling me its alright Im lost without you Even though everyone's so nice Its just not the same Because I miss you! This was orginally wrote for my big brother when he went to Iraq and I was in fostercare but now it fits my fiancee, and my best friend.

Just a quick note........the other night my husband came home from work.....after about half hour he went into the kitchen....I was in the living room watching TV......the Shelf above the fishtank has 3 candles on it and some knick knacks.....all of a sudden one candle moved ...took about 40 secs for it too fall off the shelf......but it sounded as tho it was being dug into the wood......My husband said WTF is that......I said its the candle being moved....ok now knocked off the shelf....lol........So yeah it was drug long and heavy enough to be heard in the next room.......and yet its a little "glade" candle in a glass cup......kinda cool......So they are still here with me

A Mother
A Mother Is Someone To talk to A Mother Is the one We can trust A Mother Is someone Who we can tell All our little secrets Pretty or ugly Fat or skinny Tall or short Dumb or smart What's it matter When you're a mother??

Mabon,also Called Autumn Equinox
For those of you who are not Wiccan and do not know what Mabon is it's when crops are harvested;light and darkness are again in balance. TheGod sleeps in the womb of the Goddess,waiting to be reborn. Mabon is sacred to the Celtic God Mabon,a Son of Light,son of the mother Goddess Mabon.This second harvest festival is a time to enjoy the fruits of your labor and give thanks for its abundance. Witches put the fruits of the seasonon their altars,bake bread and pies,work magic to balance inbalances.As for me I usualy bake bread and split the loges between my friends as a offering of friendship and make I also make incense to share with them... So in preperation for Mabon I decied to share in how to make these wonderful smelling incense with you. Mabon Incense 2 parts benzoin 2 parts myrrh 1 part hazelwood 1/2 part corn 1/2 partcornflower 1/2 part ivy 1/2 part red poppy flowers In a bowl or with a mortar and pestl

Listen People I'm Not Kidding If You Talk To Me On Yahoo You Need To Read This
My account was hacked yeasturday morning at 3 am. My screen name however has apparently been used to send out a virus or something that will also hack your account. To those who have already fallen victim to these assholes, I'm sorry. There is really nothing I can do. I'm so sorry that you have lost your accounts. I'm in the same boat as you. Those of you who still have your accounts, DO NOT CLICK ANY LINKS THAT ARE SENT TO YOU BY MY SCREEN NAME!!!!!!!!!

All Moved In
So many new things to remember, new road names, new area, new home. new people too. some not as nice as where i grew up. Driving here can sometimes be an excersize in survival. but i am learning. I do not regret deciding to move here. Mike and I are doing wonderfully. He is everything i always needed, and more. the kids are starting to adjust, and they are all in school now. the only down side is that kindergarten is only half day here. I miss my family, but not as much as I thought i would. i sure as hell don't miss that town. I have already changed my license over, and gotten a new job which i will start on the 25th. everything is coming along quite nicely. and I couldn't be happier.

Why Pussy Is A Tasty Treat
WHY-PUSSY-IS-A-TASTY-TREAT- With the flick of my tongue A few licks around the seams I can send a woman into orgasmic screams Once I'm there... Tease her, play with her Make her stutter Trace my name with my tongue Feel her quiver make her come Till her juices roam free Making a mockery of the Nile River Till she begs for more Then pleads for me to stop All while I'll soak up, each and every drop Oh...and I'll never let this linger... Insert my finger - Maybe two hell are you a big girl then maybe three... Do whatever you have too Just keep this tide cumin Cause once I enter this flood And feel your heat You'll be thankful you let me indulged In such a tasty treat

well everyone else is doing this so far be it from me to not go along with the trend...(yeah right) anyways, now what... oh yeah i'm supposed to put something smart and witty or deep and drepressing. nope, just thought i'd say hi to all my friends and hope you do the same. luv ya, chrissy

Too Much
Too jaded Too tired Too broken hearted Too lonely Too bored Too nice Too busy Too many half truths Too many white lies Too many tears Too many wondering whys Too many questions Too many unanswered prayers Too many unfullfilled desires Too much, too many emotions until I can't see through the unshed tears, I can't feel through all the regrets, can't smell past the lilacs, & can't hear anything but my own voice screaming for release inside myself

These Tangled Webs We Weave
How can you use me & then throw me away? How can you leave while I silently beg you to stay What did I expect, all the sweet words to be true? I try to tell myself I hate you But then you touch me & my racing heart beats true. So I sit here with no tears left to cry And try to find the truths in all your lies You still don't know what I sacrificed just to be with you Sweet darkness it becoming harder to fight the truth I gambeled all & lost all Who's going to catch me when I fall Tired of resisting the night Somehow the darkness feels so right But will I find you waiting in the darkness for me Will you show me the true way to be free?

Quotes I Like
Italian Proverbs Non fare il male ch'è peccato; non fare il bene ch'è sprecato {Don't do evil because it's a sin; don't do good because it's wasted.} Ogni regola ha un' eccezione {There is an exception to every rule} "I have not loved the world nor the world me, I have not flattered it rank breath nor bowed to it'd idiotries on bended knee" by Lord Byron "The stars & stripes are prison bars. They won't let you get too far.....the rule of the many by the few-you can't police my mind 'cause I won't let you. Pledge allegiance to yourself. Not greed power war and wealth. remember you were born a human being-not a part of their machine." The Unseen "Every now & then he offers her a shoulder. Every now & then she overflows every now & then a bridge crosses over. It's a moment that every lover knows. And she rolls she's a river, he's a highway Where she goes, where he goes time will tell heaven knows she can't go with him, he can't go with her & she rolls all by herself & he

Stuff I've Written In The Past
I try so hard to be happy but what's the point? I have nothing left to give. So much love but it's a waste for it seems to matter not in the end. Family moves on with their lives. Friends come & go. Past love fades into new loves. New loves becomes longtime relationship. Relationships become stale & one or the other forgets the other & only cares about themselves & starts looking at others. The other becomes frustrated & starts trying to find other ways of finding attention. I've seen it happen a thousand times. Nobody cares anymore. So tell me why should I keep caring? Why should I be everything everyone wants me to be till there's nothing left for me when nobody notices & nobody cares? *sigh* Maybe I should just stop thinking so much. I'm so sick of all the negative energy i'm surrounded by. When did humans become so weak that they decided it is easier to be angry & negative & feel nothing but cold rather than take a risk of getting hurt. I have been hurt over & over in my lif

Grand Re-opening
Just want you to know that I have my site up. It's not a community/rating website I built it to promote bands, my work, and for an alternative forum. Feel free to stop by and sign up. It doesn't cost a thing. Link opens a new window

Our Memories
We talked it over Agreed this was the best Both fell apart When saying good-bye Days are hard But it'll never be easy Always were together Until you left that night Never felt so lonely But only because we've been together Not so alone like now I promise to be okay Memories of us make it easier That's what I hold onto The only thing I can at the moment... Our memories

Strongest Love
Some fear for me Some are here to help Others simply stand back Knowing I'm alright Even though you're not here They know we're still together And always wiill be No matter how far apart Always together in heart Don't worry about me Every thing'll be alright It doesn't matter Where you are You're always going to be right here Right beside me Because of our love Strongest love around

Forgiveness
You've never tried Even though you had chances It never occured to you Maybe I needed you I gave it my all Even when I should've gave up Hoping you'd change But you let me down Months have passed We haven't spoke I enjoyed it But you ruined it Now you want my forgiveness I know God wants it too But you have done so much You just don't deserve my forgiveness

Sex Is Fantastic!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called

Jeeping
I'm going Jeeping tomorrow ... WHOOHOO!! We're going to Gilmer, which I actually doin't like, but then I haven't been in 3 months so I don't really care where I go. But .. I promise to add some pics when I get back. :)

"emo"
OK, can someone explain this whole "emo" label that people seem to smack on certain bands? It seems so fuckin' stupid, just seems like a term that was invented by people who couldn't handle the new wave of metal coming from countries like Britain and America...So your musical paradigm got shifted? Sit down and shut the fuck up n00b. Not only is it a label that has now been extended to a fashion statement, it's just intrinsically wrong; "emo" is short for "emotional" and is used to refer to that particular genre of music, because that genre is thought of as "emotional". But, um, isn't all music emotional? Why call that genre "emo"? Could it be the styles of the guitar riffs, the constant harmonising and need for structural melody? Iron Maiden - a heavy metal band, you may have fuckin' heard of them - pioneered that trait. OK, so maybe it's the lyrics, or the screaming of the lyrics? If it is, then why isn't Converge seen as "emo"? Why not Slipknot? Or even ANY metal ba

Does It Ever End
Does the pain ever end? All I want to do is love this one special guy, and he won't let me. Instead, it's like he wants to either pick fights or have disagreements, or tries to act as if I am not there. But then he says that is not it, but he won't let me in, won't let me help. I told him that no matter what happened, even if we didn't end up together, I would be there for him. So why is this happening to me. I have never done anything but love people, and I neve get it in return, but I continue to love. Why do I do this? Am I stupid or am I just that much in love? I just want to know why it hurts so much and if the pain will ever end?

Don't Cary
Why are u crying my dear mother You have raised you daughter right You have watched me go through life trils and still you stayed by me I pushed you away and you kept coming back I may never know why you did it you watched what my father put me through and i know it hurt inside to see me cry but you would dry my eyes and hold me tight I put u through so munch pain and agony i regrate it. there is one thing u thaught me and i am greatful for this lesson. YOu thought me unconditional love. Thank you so munch that and all u did. So know you raised youre daughter right and please don't cry dear mother. wrote by pheonix i version of this hangs on my mothers living room wall it was wrote for her in a time of great pain and sorrow.

The Confusing Ramble...
I've been thinking alot about love lately, and a lot of things to do with that concept. I believe that it gets thrown around to carelessly..."oh, I love that shirt!" and whatnot. I understand that there are different types of love...that love for a parent or sibling is different from love for a mate. I love my friends, but not the same way I love my children. I know how romantic love, how BEING in love, makes me feel. When he's near, I feel my heart beat faster. Its hard to breathe. I find myself smiling. The thought of him does this to me. This adoration usually doesn't last, though. After time spent together, the passion seems to mellow, if not die altogether. Does this mean that I no longer love him? Or has it just mellowed into something calmer and safer? Kisses are no longer lingering and passionate: most often its a quick peck. Sex goes from earth-shaking to routine. This seems to be my pattern. Now, the internet is a wonderful invention. I'm a bit of a chat whore, and I freely

Do Your Dreams Come True?
Mine do. Deja Vu, it happens to all of us, at least I like to believe it does. I will lay down and go into a deep sleep and dream of something happening and a few days later, the event occurs. However, I do not realize that I am seeing the event for a second time until I see or hear something that triggers the relapse. I have it happen to me at least once a month. Has anything like this ever happened to you? I know it's a little freaky, but hey the memories come back so vividly for me, it's like doing a double take on something. I also dream of falling and never waking up, smacking the ground in my dream then feeling myself getting dropped onto the bed. I know your not suppose to be able to do this but it happens to me. Tell me your stories.

The Goodbye Letter
Dearest Michael: I was driving down the road today, and one of our old songs started to play. And suddenly it hit me: you’re really gone. I had to pull over to the side of the road, the tears coming so fast I couldn’t see. Suddenly I was with you again, sitting on the roof of your apartment. Glasses of chianti and that old beat up stereo playing Janis Joplin all night long. Listening to the ball game from across the street, with the orange line rumbling under us. Walking down those narrow stairs to your door, warm and giddy from the wine. Sinking onto the hardwood floor in front of you as you picked out old show tunes on that beautiful guitar. Finally crawling into bed as the sun came up, pulling the down comforter up tight. Do you remember the day we went out on John’s boat? Sailing around Lake Michigan, trying to catch something? Then you finally got a bite, and we were laughing so hard we dropped the net before we landed the fish? Standing at the bow of the boat, wrapped in

Death To My Lover [poem]
Death to my lover May is the coldest month, when flowers grow, yet memories die. Here are the roots, the story of love that dies with the heart. Winter comes, the growth of the beginning Summer comes with nothing but pracheam. And the rain comes to drench the ahava. The Sunlight comes and burns the gan. The last hour left with silence. Yesh li hammon ohev bisivel lakh. He came to the mountain of hope and despair. I was scared of the mysterious air, but he let me go… for the first time I knew how to feel free in the mysterious air. What comes in this story is nothing but— If You don’t know this, then you should go away from here, to find the answer of the truth. Yesh li shaila bishieval ha ohev, aht ya dat mackarach bi shevel li? “You know the answer lies within this garden.” I looked within the flowers, knowing the truth and the lie. The silence brings around nothing. not even a simple answer. Footnote/Translation: language is hebrew! hebrew/engli

The Visitor
You were in my room last night. I heard you open the window and climb in, though I kept my eyes closed. Saw you standing in front of the chair, the siloutette of a man in the moonlight. Tried to keep my breathing slow as I watched you undress as graceful as a big cat. Your skin was cool from the night air when you slid under the sheet next to me...and I offered you my heat. Wrapped myself around you and listened to your heart beat, just grateful for you to be there. When you lifted my chin and kissed me, the heat raged to an inferno. Suddenly you were on top of me, we were devouring each other. Kisses like water to a man dying of thirst...your hands roaming my body, mine exploring the hard muscles of your back. Your hair brushing my chest as you leave your trail of kisses... Your tan body wrapped into my pale flesh, the perfect icon of yin and yang. Moving us in some ageless, endless dance. Holding you tight to me, tasting the salt of your skin. Listening to your ragged breathing. Urg

Turmoil
My thoughts are full of confusion and turmoil today. Maybe it's because sleep is evading me. My restless soul will not submit to the dream world to give my heart and thoughts a break from this hellish reality I remain in. I feel so broken, my soul weak. How has my life ended up in such a destructive state? Where was my mind all these years that I should have been fighting this hell with everything I had? Though some small part of me has returned to some degree of normality I still feel lost on a path of no return. Any small piece of sanity that remains in me has come from Randy's strength. He helps me to hold on to what little mind I have left. He is my angel, my only peace of mind. I just hope his love can guide me out of this path I have found myself on. Am I even worthy of being loved again? I see myself as nothing, but a shell of the person I used to be. That person is so far from my reach that finding her feels completely impossible. Even my medication seems to be lackin

Not Naming Names, But You Know Who You Are
ok guys, here's a little rant. I know its easy to just go thru someone's pics and just rate them, yeah that's way too easy and less time consuming. so what's wrong with leaving a comment, a shoutout, or a greeting every once in a while. I do this for everyone that's on my buddy list. I take the time to rate, leave a comment or a pic comment, sometimes I wonder why I'm posting pics and no one checks them out. I got over 55 people on my buddy list and only get 4 or 6 commenting. I know some don't have the time to do it or its hard to get on a persons page because it freezes up on them. but come on, I do my best to leave comments on everyone and basically get nothing back. I started deleting people that never do anything but they post pics and I comment, never getting any love back. its a 2 way street here and its a courtesy to do the same and show some love. I know I'm still in a bad mood after my duck was murdered by my neighbors dog and I will avenge the deaths of all 4 of my do

Owwie!
ok here i go time to rant lol im having surgery next thursday and my doctor told me to come to his office today to pick up my paperwork (he told me this last week) so i get there and i have to wait because they dont have my paperwork done so they get it done and i sign everything and go to the hospital to get my blood work done and i had to wait there for like a freakin hour to get 2 lil vials of blood drawn and answer 2000 questions which of they will draw more blood and ask the same questions on the day i have surgery so what was the point, and the nurse who took my blood, i thought she did a good job didnt even feel the needle go in but no sooner did i leave did my arm start hurting it hurts from my elbow all the way to my shoulder and is starting to bruise, makes me wanna drive the half hour back to the hospital just to smack the fuck outta her so i feel better but with the price of gas these days i cant afford to lol neways thats how my day is shaping up I hope all of yours is bet

So Damned Confused
You tell me that you love me and I feel that you love me and I wanna believe it. BUT I can't . I feel this malfunction in me that I am not worth loving, and it makes me feel empty. I am happy with you and i am happy being yours. But I feel like there is something else that is tearing me apart. I feel like I am missing something. I wanna stop feeling this way. I wanna feel whole. I wanna feel complete. I know that its something that I must fix, its just that i don't know how.

Poem Post
her hand touch the softness the roughness of the tree staring out in to the moon light her brown eyes gleaming with not only tears but the sadness that seems to be inside her heart she see you in side of her mind as she closes her eyes she touchs your skin inside her dreams she touchs your body and gives you the same please as you give everyone else smiling softy to herself she wounder if she stayed what would you be like how would your lips feel agest hers why did i leave why did i fear the unknown love she wounders to herself as she slowlys slides her hands thro her hair pulling it back as she sighs to herself teases sliding down her checks. she howls shiding her humen form her wolf skin feeling like home she howls for her love for her heart. she howls her lonely moanfull howl

Summer Fruit
The house was aglow with candles of all shapes and sizes. Flames flickered, casting shadows along the walls. The warm rich scents of vanilla and cinnamon wafted through the air, heightening his senses and bringing a smile to his face. He closed the door and headed down the hall with a purposeful stride and a wicked gleam in his eyes. She was up to something. Again. He loved her sexy little whims. She was always surprising him with her delicious fantasies and playfulness. With him, she wasn't afraid to let go and bring her pleasures and delights forth for them to both enjoy. And enjoy her he did. She was lying across their bed, naked. Candlelight danced on her body, bathing her in sensual softness. With her thighs parted wide, he could see the glistening wetness seeping from deep inside her. There were a couple of bowls on the beside table and when he looked back and forth between her body and the bowls with raised eyebrows and questioning eyes, she giggled, delightful an

Hmmm What To Think
well this could very well be one of the worst months ever this year... my gpa passed away an then a week later my good friend cory hung him self an another good friends dad passed away.. we got snowed outta of work, was stuck on the fire block cause of the weather had to wait till it was safe enuff to ly outta there the heli was draging the net on trees an the highway, had trees all around me candling up an the heli had to drop water like near me i was pulled away from the area i was working on so the heli could do air work lol good times lol now at home waiting im home for a few days till i go back out in the freezing cold snowy bush lol well just wanted to try this blog thing ....

Letting You Go
Tears still fall My heart is still breaking Since the day I let you go The pain has remained Where you are now I may not know But to me You'll always be right here In my mind and heart Without you I'm lost Don't know where to go When my world goes dark Because I let you go Now I see My biggest mistake Was letting you go

Always Together
We are together now Been together for a while They all said we wouldn't last But we believed different We hit it off from the start Always wanted to be together Even before we became an item Knowing we wanted each other Yet nobody believed in us How coulde we be serious? We barely knew each other.... Or so they thought Sure it gets hard at times But in the end it only makes us closer Cuz' we know what we want A family of our own A place we call home To be together Always together as one!

My Only Wish
As i lie here and think of you all night i wish i could be with you for the rest of my life i try not to think of you so much then again i want to feel your touch i have been in love with you for so long i know we'll never be together, i wish i was wrong all i can do is hope you love me how i feel about you, i wish i could get you to see.. I have given you my heart, i wish i had yours i dont think i could ever love anyone else

Poem Post 2
he sits in the room al aone once again the pain in his heart as he laments his sins " oh what have done?" he cries to the heavens "what have i done ?" he calls and calls again his tears fall down thick and fat for the memories he left behind the pain in his soul where once he was fine he cires for the pain he cries all alone HE raies his hands and touchs his wings whtas left of the time he was givein to fly long they've been cut long theyve been broken Such pain do they cause he wonders if these are his damnation he once was a wolf so wild and free lost in the storm of the things that have been He runs in his mind along forest paths till he finds a soft spot of grass he lowers his muzle to find her scent the scent fo his she so far away He raises his voice to howl to winds to scream out his love and cary to fen where are you my she ? wheere have you gone come to come to me

Being Caught
Getting Caught Midday interlude Park's edge as the birds sing Lover and I sit cuddling, beginning to make out Night brings the privacy of darkness Love and desire builds OO making love in Public A secluded bench On the opther side of Park's pond beckons, calls us to it We go, and begin our journey to Sexual bliss Creatures of the night pronounce their presence As we Kiss and caress Our bodies responding in intensity Hands invade each others' clothing Bodies harden, readied for desire and pleasure Breathing becomes erratic and short Nibbling, tasting each other fully Lovers fingers play a soft teasing tune On my throbbing manhood My fingers with purpose delicately search and exlore her moist Sex Tatsing our deklicousness From each others' fingers Fire and desire refuse to wait We bnegin to mount each other Sitting back on the bench Lover mounts, takes me like the AMazon Goddess she is As we begin that magick motion Lover becks my a

Let It Snow!
Let it Snow Cold and shivering tempertures White blankets the land outside Hot chocolate wiht a touch of Ameretto tickles my tongue Big and delicious Lover of Mine She possesses my mind, body and soul Sit in total tender loving care While the day's fire warms us and our deep embrace Then her familiar look of naugtiness Locks onto my own To do what we have always fantasized about Lover takes me hand, leading me outside Our backyard enclosed ensures our private moments Slowly to undress in cold whiteness yet our love and desire warms us completely OUr nipples grown to rock hardness Raw passion trembles wihtin Sexual lava boils We begin our Love journey gently laying Lover down on the velt white blanket My body dedictaed to her total pleasure Tongue taste her sweetness head to toe and not missing a spot Orally worhsipping her at her secret diamond Garbbing my hair Lover pulls me closer Pumping my mouth full of her divine Sex Goddess, Q

For those who are on my friend list... See... some of you do pay attention! For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.)

Poam
Thinkin of how sweet it would be to hold your gentle soft hand is one of my fondest day dreams. Knowing your hearts like being lost in your eyes. One day well shall surely meet its destiny. Like the moons pull on the sea, Like the sun stars that follow the sunset. You are my one desire To live without you in my arms is to know the aching of an empty heart. When I walk under the night sky , and I look to the heavens it makes me realize something , of all the stars in the sky, I pic you , for youre the only one i could truly adore. I long to sit on a swing with you in my arm as the sun sets on an autum evening and watch the fireflys dance. You, Me, the sounds of crickets, and no one else in the world.

America Today!
My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated thesame as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States, people had to get off a ship and stand in a long line in New York and be documented. Some

Emptiness Inside
Emptiness Inside The thought of having you was a blessing, But now without you is my burden I wonder thru the night not sleeping and wonder aimlessly thru the day not eating, For when I was with you my heart was true but now I spend every moment in the dark without you, You say things are for the best and we should just stay friends, But you forget you have a piece in me that you toke it away that you will always regret, For me life is never fair for the trouble soul, That’s why the emptiness eats away my soul for I don’t know if I’ll ever be whole again....

When I Hold You In Heaven:
I sometimes wonder what it'll be like will there be a rocking chair made of gold for me to rock you in my arms will you be wrapped up in a blanket to keep you warm from the cold breeze when i hold you in heaven will you look up at me and smile big or will you cry out of joy will you have your eyes open glowing and glistening with peacefulness or will they be shut with no identiy at all when i hold you in heaven will there be a crowd of angels or will it just be you and me spending the time together that passed us by like a flash of the past will tears flow down my face or will a smile come out from behind the clouds when i hold you in heaven these answers and pictures i don't have only little handsome you know but for now i shall wonder what it'll be like when i hold you in heaven Written by: Katrina Banks(myself) IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY BELOVED SON JOSHUA JAYDEN BORN 12-30-04 DIED 12-30-04 (stillborn) AND to thE ONE WHO HAD NO IDENTIY AT ALL THE MISCARRIAGE

To Be Notice!
To Be Notice! Thru out my days and years I always looked out for you best interest, not because I was you friend and companion to talk to but in my eyes I wanted more from you, Cause in my heart it always had seem right that you would be here with me tonight, Thought you felt different about me never toke the time to notice me, Now I move on and went always you wonder to yourself what you did?.. For I wish things was different between me and you, Our love between us would have been so true, But in another life time it could be, Until then you are nothing but a memory....

"what's Going On"
Hmm, well today was today. Thats all I can really say. I mean I took my test and everything and I got an A on it, but today just feels blah and meh all rolled into one. So when I am about ready to leave early, I get a call from the Bf and he says that people are bitching and making up things about him at work and telling his boss the false "information". So he was pissed about that and I guess last night him and his brother got into a fight and his brother threw his cell phone at his face and it hit him in the jaw, so we might have to go to the hospital later to see whats going on with that. That reminds me that I have to go get my TB test checked some time after 4pm and I have to turn in some more paper work to Human Resources at Banner Estrella. There is no rest for the weary. And when I finally got home, I got my Baby Shower invitation form my old friend from H.S., Heather. I cant wait cus I love babies but I cant really stand the baby showers cus for some reason all the other femal

You
When it gets dark I can't go to sleep, 'cause I'm not with you. And when I close my eyes, I only see you. My arms are only there to hold the person I love, and the person is you. And when I'm not holding you, I close my eyes to see you. And look up at the sky and smile, 'cause I know wherever you are, I know you are doing the samething.

Friday!!
WoooooHoooooo!! Got off of work a few minutes ago. Done for the day, until Wednesday!! Have nothing planned at all!!! But, someone thought I said I was going out, when asked what I was doing tonight! Didn't like it sooooo much either!! I had to explain that I said my room mate was going out. Made him a little bit on the nervous side, I do believe!! Never hurts to shake things up!! I'm kinda a bitch like that.... But, since my car went up in flames, it's kind of like I can't go anywhere far for the time being, unless I use the roomies truck!! At least until I find another car!! Which won't be long now!! Was hoping to have a nice quite weekend, but since someones nervous, even if we don't go do anything, my phone will ring constantly!! It's going to be a loooong weekend!!! But, at least i'll be here on LC checking everyone out!! Be lloking for me....I might just sneak up on that ass!!!!!!!!

Invinsible
I thought we were Invincible, because we Are young and also Becuase I thought nothing Bad could have happen to us At our age. I did not even care About getting hurt, because I thought I was invincible. But now I see that We are not invincible And that we can get Get hurt. I see now that we Have to protect Ourselves in order to Live and survive in Today's world. In order to do that we Have to keep our Guards up. Now remember that we are not Invincible, and that We can get hurt no matter. What age we are.

Me....
o i don't are if you don't lik me.. k but this crap hurts: [14:47] Miller86Racing: your just a stupid ass slutty tramp [14:48] Miller86Racing: i'd shoot u if i could good day [14:47] Miller86Racing: stupid ass whore.... wait till I post shit about you on LC and myspace [14:46] Miller86Racing: your fucking stupid... hmmm how come my lc and my myspace are fullof happy birthday wishes then u slut

Girls Please Re Post
K MEN DUNNO HOW WELL THIS WILL WORK BUT WLD LOVE TO DO A CONTEST FOR L.C MEN FOR SEXIEST CHEST....IF INTERESTED SEND ME AN I.M AND LET ME KNOW....TELL ME WHAT PIC SHOW ME A LIL LOVE AND DONE......ONCE I HAVE ENOUGH PEEPS THAT JOIN I WILL START THE VOTING AND SUCH.....*WINKS* LET ME KNOW IF INTERESTED. NOMORE DETAILS WILL B RELEASED TILL I HEAR BACK FROM SOME OF YA. M.I.L.F of 4/cute-kinky-canadian

Love is the feeling you get when you walk down the beach holding hands talking and laughing and people walk by you and wonder why youre so happy.love is when you kiss someone and hold them tight and they take your hand look you deep in the eyes and say i love you baby.love is when you layout under the stars at night with your lover and hold each other tight .love is a nice candle light romantic dinner with champane and you as dessert. love is"When my grandmother got arthritis, and she couldnt bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather done it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. Thats love." "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of

Job
Starting a new job on 9/19 have been a domestic engineer for a few months and am ready to go back to work.I'm a vet assistant and have been doing that type of work for the last 12 years..it will be nice to go back to work and take care of the kitties and puppies.Hired at a nice vet clinic in Arlington,Texas as a vet assistant/kennel tech and am full time 8:00am to 6:00pm and a couple of weekends a month.Won't be able to get on the LC as often and that sucks cause I've made some great friends on here.Will get on as often as time allows and well holler at as many friends as I can..The people here at the LC ROCK!!Thanks for all the love!!

Comments
I would love for my friends to read my blogs, profile, lounge, pictures, and music...leave me comments and I will do the same for you...ask anyone I am good about that...show me you care about me...so when I get online tonight I want to stay busy...ok

7 Long Years
you come back to me like its nothing.. like you were never gone at all. i crawl back to you naked and humbled. like a beggar for a piece of bread. no matter how you hurt me i always seem to forget. i plead for your forgiveness.. not knowing really what i did wrong other than being myself. i suffered seven long years.. of not knowing. of never feeling.. of crying. dying slowly. blinding pain.and this searing sense of being used. of forgetten memories and left behind thoughts.. was there love at all?

City Pride Motherfuckers!!
You see I'm from Chi-Town aka Chicago, where the name speaks for itself. I'm from the CHI where everybody on the move. From the windy city where we talk fast fuck chopped and screwed. Where it's cutlass, caprice, chevy or regal. with them nines, tecs mossburg shotties and eagles. speaking of eagles, we the true home of McNabb. Jordan, Ludacris, Dee Brown, Da Brat, Kanye West, John Legand and even R Kelly getting people ass. And we hit up the circle, Jackson and washingtion park for fun. and we so hood, kids can't walk to school without guns. Plus we da only niggas that even fuck with mild sauce on chicken eat Jew Town polishes, Remas, maxwells and Harolds chicken. even riding in funeral lines you gotta worry about slugs. The gang origiantors, NO CRYPTS OR BLOODS. Ride wit GD'S, BD'S, FOES, MOES, AND SOULS VICE LORDS, LATIN KINGS, SPANISH COBRAS AND MO' El RUKINS, MAFIAS, UNKNOWNS AND BREEDS Trust me we got the number of yo' gangs times 3. Larry Hoove

It's Friday!!!
Thank God its Friday! LOL My first week on the phones at work, and it is amazing how mean people can be about their money!! But, at least I am usually able to just laugh it off, because we get more stupid people calling than I ever would have imagined! I apologize for my last blog...I need to make more of an attempt to not bring people down with me when I am feeling low. So anyway, hopefully this weekend will be nice, tonight Im going out to dessert with my Mother and Step-father...to Outback...yippie! I love Chocolate Thunder Down Unders!! Chocolate will make me feel better, hehe at least that is what I am hoping for. Also, at work, it seems that everyone and their brother is trying to set me up with someone...its really funny. I guess I have a blind date (if you wanna call it that) next weekend, with a new friend at work's guy friend...so, we will see if that is fun or a disaster like most set-ups usually are. *smiles*

Today Was....
Had a Dr's appt today and I found out that I have muscle spasisms in my head, gives me headaches so now I have to take muscle relaxants to keep my head aches at bay. Yay... This suckz Oh well I guess its not like I wanna have these headaches all the time they hurt too much. My son doesnt like when the headaches come on cuz I cant play with him... well thats all for today... yay eh... I know so fun

Girls Only Quiz
Girls Only IF YOU WANT BOYS TO ANSWER THIS THEN POST "BOYS ONLY" IF YOU WANT GIRLS TO ANSWER THIS THEN POST "GIRLS ONLY" AND BE COMPLETELY HONEST! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF? 1. I MADE A MOVE ON YOU: 2. I KISSED YOU: 3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU: 4. I STARTED TO LIKE YOU: 5. I SAID I WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU: 6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED: 7. I RAN AWAY FROM HOME: 8. I GOT INTO A FIGHT : 9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE: 10. I ASKED YOU OUT: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY? 12. PERSONALITY: 13. EYES: 14. HAIR: 15. BODY: WOULD YOU? 16. BE MY FRIEND? 17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE? 18. KISS ME? 19. GO OUT IN A DATE WITH ME? 20. KEEP IN TOUCH? 21. TRY AND SOLVE MY PROBLEMS? 22. LOVE ME? 23. DATE ME? 24. HAVE SEX WITH ME? HAVE YOU EVER? 25. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER? 26. WANTED TO KISS ME? 27. WANTED TO KILL ME? 28. KEPT SOMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME? 29. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME? AND MORE! 31. WHO ARE YOU? 32. ARE WE FRIENDS? 33. WHEN AND HOW DID W

New
Ok this is my first blog and im just here letting anybody who cares know I am going into surgery on tuesday 9-19-06. Im slowly getting nervous, and anxious and scared but I will be starting a whole new healthy life. For now im a big girl of fat chick or bbw or whatever you prefer to call me but I will soon be very different. Im hopein for the best and that everything goes ok. Thanx for careing :o)

on the way home i get the phone call that i have been waiting for... the guy i interviewed with on wednesday called me back today on my way home! i am one of his top 3 AND he called ME first. i'm so gonna get this job. he offered me a great wage and said this EXACTLY "don't take another job because you're probably going to hear back from me offering you to come work for me"...AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you fuckin' believe it!!!! i am psyched!! i hope he picks me!!! keep up the prayin'!! omg it's workin'!!!

The Who Taken Sirius
Who to launch channel on Sirius By Sue Zeidler Thu Sep 14, 9:19 PM ET Legendary British rock band The Who is reaching out to a new generation of listeners. In addition to this week launching its first world tour in more than 20 years to promote its first new album since 1982, The Who, which rose to fame with rebellious hits such as "My Generation," said it will be hosting its own channel on Sirius Satellite Radio Inc. "The Who Channel," a commercial-free music channel, will launch on Sept 21. Sirius, a subscriber-based satellite radio provider, announced the new channel during a press event in New York attended by all current members of The Who. The Who has only two of its original members -- singer Roger Daltrey and guitarist and songwriter Pete Townshend. Two other original members, drummer Keith Moon and bassist John Entwistle, died in drug-related incidents. The limited-run channel will feature five decades of the band's music, exclusive interviews with band

My Brothers.
Are driving me up a wall. They've pretty much done everything in there power to try and kill me today. I think my wrist is broken. Son of a monkey bitch. Rawr. Im bored. Yes i am. Im gonna right a song about my day. Just havent decided what kind of song yet haha. I'm rambling now. People think im mad at them when im not. Im just having a bad few days. Tired of being lied to. Tired of hearing people talk shit on me. Tired of having my heart broken so yeah pretty much. Why'd you go and break something that was already broken < /3

So there's been so much going on. Too much maybe? All within a months time, we found out that my mom has/had breast cancer. I say has/ had because they removed her boob. So are we in the clear? Is she safe? Honestly, we have no idea. The docs told her last week she needed to go through Chemo. At first she was all good to go, but having the weekend to think about it, she's changed her mind. Without Chemo the chances of the cancer coming back is 68ven with Chemo the chanes of it coming back is 47 o is she better off without it? Knowing that she won't be sick? She won't lose her hair. It's all so draining and it's not even me going through it .....

Have you ever found someone that just took your breath away? And that every song you heard, made you think of them? When you weren't with that person you felt .. somewhat incomplete? When they came around, you got all those gittery little butterflies in the pit of your stomach. And when you were in the silence and nothing was said, you knew that no matter what ... things were going to be okay. It's the best feeling in the world. To know that you can love someone that much that it didn't matter what was going on around you!

For I Love Him Lots
love is like this crazt unknown thing and as for me i love this guy a lot i shall not say a name and i shall not give a hint but he means the world to me and its amazing how much one person can have so much love for another and how with just one touch he sends u to heaven a friend i'll be to you and share each day and when youre blue, ill cheer you i want to run though fields,maybe hop and laugh sing to you and never stop myy love

Learning On Lost Cherry
Well, thanx to a new friend of mine, I got this blog thing started. What would I do without making friends? I'd be lost with everything. Ok I gotta go eat. I just wanted to get this blog ball rolling. Happy trails! T-Bone

An Awesome Day
Today I had 2 hours of work, than it was off to the 3rd Annual Tax Olympics (team building event). We started with a scavenger hunt that encluded treking several miles around Balboa Park. The clues were quite difficult but most of the teams did well. We played Volleyball and Dodgeball. We had a donut on a string eating contest and a relay race. My favorite part was during the relay race. The team captain had to stick their face in a bowl of whipped cream and chocolate sauce and get 3 worms out using only their mouth. The pictures after that were the best! I almost forgot to mention the food. They had the same business that comes out each year to make us food. Carne & Pollo asado tacos with cilantro, guac, and onions. They also made this thing called moola (spelling?) that had cheese and the tortillas were on top & bottom instead of wrapped around the rest. Let the weekend begin. We're going for a walk at the lake later and I'm really looking forward to the Spa on Sunday.

Loose Change ~ The Truth About 9/11
-:¦:-:-:- Fighting for Peace is like Fucking for Virginity -:-:-:¦:- Look, I didn't want to sit there and watch an hour long movie about 9 - 11, not because I didn't want to know the truth but because it was just to painful to think our own governemnt would do this... Well I can assure you this video was worth every single second.... If ANYTHING You'll Walk Away With A Different Perspective & No It doesn't mean you aren't "American" as some would have you believe. "This film shows direct connection between the attacks of September 11, 2001 and the United States government. Evidence is derived from news footage, scientific fact, and most important, the Americans who suffered through that tragic day, First Hand. IT IS EVERYONE'S DUTY TO VIEW THIS FILM!" THE WEBSITE:http://www.loosechange911.com/ I am sure as americans we can all make up our own mind... for the meantime here are the facts... after Ground Zero.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
FIRST I CAME OUT: You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Faerie92%Demon84%WereWolf75%Dragon75%Angel75%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com THEN I TIED FOR BETWEEN A FAERIE & A DEMON ::: grinz ::: You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting

Pomes
standing in a valley hidden from mortal view, surrounded by the mist of legend. the prying eyes of man wander here not. my mind slips to a time when man roamed free. visions of ancient battles flood the imagination. silence my only companion, i hear the rumbling of a distant storm. the mist swells, buckles, churning, as if I were in the mist of a witches cauldron. bursting forth, the thunder of hooves, flagging tails, flaming manes. I stand in the middle of the charging herd. disappearing as quickly as a whisper in the wind, I am left alone with my thoughts. many call this fantasy. I call it home. Patrick Maxey December8,2002

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious92%Diamond Eyes75%Eyes full of Pain75%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Oh Really????
every story that you get caught in begins, "and what happen was". You need to begin with the truth. stop telling me lies.. are you trying to impress me? i hope not! I have know you since i was still pissing in my pants... and believe me, that was 23 almost 24 years ago. What are you trying to prove? Do you know how many STD's are going around? Yet, you still are sleeping around with men that you know have been around. Didn't your mama teach you better than that? you don't wanna come home with something that Clorox can't wash off. With every man you say , "Oh God, Brandi, he is different!!! I think he is the one" But tell me this , how many damned men can be the one?

Life Is An Infinite......
life is an infinite abyss of pain and love that never ends we love it pains us in the end we love again and again sum how it pains us no matter if your in a never ending relationship love will always pain you fuck love ima fine a new way to pain myself that ill enjoy

Skanky Guys
quick random things — Tuesday, 18 April 2006 Skanky guys- Oooh pretty stomach, good for you. It seems like it takes more work to have a nice bodey than a n intelligent mind anyway. So congrats. It also depends somewhat on geneitics. I've seen more fat people become skinny and bodybuilders than stupid people become geniuesses. So mabey if there is a point to the rambling, it is .....- Oh, now I got it- The most impressive thing (atleast to me) about people isn't what they start out with, their looks, their mind, money, or whatever. But what they have done with what they have. How they have improved upon it, what they have accomplished with it, the changes in life that they have made to make their and other people's lives better. Now on to the point I started out with. There are girls who have problems with their boyfriends and such having pics of "skany/slutty,etc. girls on their friends lists. And then there are also people who make fun of the guys who who

Military Life Vs Civilian Life
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You don't feel like helping out your dad today, so you don't. He does what he is told. __________________________ You walk

~blog Things~
Justice and Morality: You believe in doing what is right for others and maybe even for yourself. People would consider you one with good morals, and someone who would not let them down. Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? Take the quiz: What Kinda Kiss R U?Romantic KissLying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: How romantic are you?Sentimental sweet heart!You are the type who just makes there heart melt.. GOOD JOB! You are as romantic as it gets!! Every moment with you makes ur g/f or b/f feel specialQuizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure You're not one to k

Poem - Shadow
Standing in the shadows, I watch as each day passes. Unable to scream my pain. Unable to relish in my gain. Standing in these shadows is eating away at me. Alone against a wall of stone Nothing to see, nothing to say, nothing to do. All I can do is stand here in these shadows and realize Im all alone. Nothingness wraps around me with ease. These shadows are eating away at me. Drowning....consumed...endless Floating away from this place I no longer want to be Held back by the ties unable to break These Shadows...the endless darkness...consuming...me... You didn't listen to what I said You didn't care about what I felt You put me here Stranded in these shadows, holding with no will to let go Standing in these shadows is eating away at me. You're my shadow...the shadow that is my darkness. You wont let go. Sins unforgiven Dreams broken Wings stolen You're eating me alive. My Shadow..

The Smartest Man In The World
The Smartest Man In The World Thursday, 7. September 2006, 19:19:52 The smartest man in the world IDS ENTERTAINMENT The best place to be on the internet All you want in one place c o n t e n t Top 8 1. Celebrities Photo album. 2. Bollywood pimp 3. Movies news. 4. Top Box office. 5. Jokes. 6. Trinidad & Tobago Carnival. 7.Miss Universe candidates. 8.Celebrities fashion poll. and more c o o l . o f f e r s Top 5 1.Free games downloads. 2.Online games. 3.Barbie games online. 4.Free Horoscope. 5.Mobile clipes & Ring Tones. s i t e iansemper.tripod.com IDS ENTERTAINMENT Thebest place to be on the internet All you wante in one place The Smartest Man In The World One night, a small plane was flying somewhere above New Jersey. There were five people on board: the pilot, Michael Jordan, Bill Gates, the Dali Lama, and a hippie. Suddenly, an illegal oxygen generator exploded loudly in the luggage compartment, and the passenger cabin bega

Installment 3
runing faster, harder. her fur flyin in the wind as she keeps her eyes where she was needed. she moans as she licks the sweet air. she seemed to fly eahc jump and each dive was to her love. seeing his wings seeing his pain seeing his crys she howls behide you she howls behide you glowing green eyes flashing to his dark ones. howling she sents her love her heart. staying in the shadows she slowly moves out and ocomes frward to you like an angel falling from heaven. sliding herfur agest your leg.

~blog Things 2~
Your Taste in Music: 90's Alternative: Highest Influence 90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence 90's Rock: Highest Influence Classic Rock: Highest Influence Heavy Metal: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music? What Your Underwear Says About You You buy the sexiest underwear you kind find, and always have something hot on underneath your clothes. You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way. The Underwear Oracle Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is

Does It Really Exist
does sanity love or even true friends exist if they do please tell me how and where i can find it, its getting old not finding anything i want or need so can someone please help me find everythign i need and want???

Tops Interview
ahh i have a job interview at tops tomorrow... i hope i get the job.. ive applied for tons of places already and no one wants me :( sad isnt it.. i really need a better job then tops though.. i hope it comes along soon or else im goona go nuts working in tops for a long time. well anyway wish me luck on getting the job.

~blog Things 3~
You Are 40% Sociopath From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream! Are You A Sociopath? Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song? You Are a Chick Rocker! You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) What Kind of Rocker Are You? Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifi

Untitled - 02/22/02
My feelings hurt, my heart it aches for theres nothing I can do. Only sit back and hold in tears I want to cry for you. I wish so hard to the big sister you look up to. But it seems the harder I try, my weakness shows right through. I will try to be supportive, I will help you stand up tall. I will walk with you, your hand in mine, the way we did when you were small. I don't know what to say or do, but I'll try to find the words. To let you know your not alone, I'll find the strength and courage. I can't say that I wont fall apart, but I'll never let you down. I will not shed, a single tear, at least not when your around. I love with my heart and soul I love you more than all. Please my little baby sis, all you have to do is call. I am here without judgement, I love you oh so true. Just know my baby sister I'll be here for you. OXOXOX (for my baby sister who's having a rough go of it.... I know what its like I've got you in my heart. You are everything to me....

Two Sisters N Me
well I did a photo shoot at the river two sisters video taped a dream of mine to pose nude in the presence of two good looking young ladies they were into it so we met in june and went to the river to get r done the pretty blond helped me out of my shorts and underware for the first video set. she helped me get into the mood and also into some womens tight underware too I was little woried about being to close to the county road. but she made me much more comfortable so i went for it. as her sister shot the video the blond rubbed on suntan lotion on my exposed body. and then i said it was my turn to do her to which she promptly complied and laid down on the blanket next to the running water of the river. well I took the liberity to apply the suntan lotion to her back and legs and tummy and to her neck. she would not let me touch her on the breasts or the warm folds of her pussy so i went for the next best thing i massaged her back and butt. and undid her top to expose her back and si

Going To Bed...
Well all my sweet Cherries... This Cherry bomb is about to hit the hay... Hope ya'll go read my poems the last three that were posted are very sentimental I hope you read them it would mean a lot to me night ngiht cherries hugs from Jups

It's Strange...
Sometimes people can just take you by surprise. I was feeling more and more like everyone I had an intimate sort of friendship with was bailing on me. Infact even my relationship was pissing me off earlier. Actually, I've been depressed. None of those things even, just.. everything. And it's funny, because just when I feel like everything is shit, someone comes out of the woodwork and makes everything feel better. You see there's this girl, someone who I have always kept up the appearance of being friends with, I mean she's a cool chick but she and I were always kind of at odd with eachother. Almost competing... socially. And its funny because as I'm feeling shitty she's emailing me about this surprise party we happen to both be going to tomorrow and she seems to notice that i'm not feeling tip top. Thinking she's going to rub it all in my face she ends up inviting me to go out with her and hang out at the whiskey. Suddenly I'm cheered up. Ya know and it's funny, Ian was always te

I Dunno Why..
bleh im bored im kinda depressed but i dunno why its kinda weird i been in this mood all day useally when im depressed it only takes me a few mins an im back ta my normal self but not this time for some reason somethins just buggin me but i dunno what it is its kinda annoying heh but oh well i guess hopefully tamorrow i will be betta but i gotta work tamorrow lol that might be why im down an out but who knows BLEH god i need help someone cheer me up PLZ i need it big time..

Unabtainable Angel
Unabtainable Angel Current mood: melancholy Category: Life Well you know there is always that one person that you like that is unabtainable. We like to calls those the Unabtainable Angels. Well i have one. I am not for sure if he knows who he is but he is there and i do think about him alot. You are always afraid to tell them cause you are afraid they will not feel the same way even just a little bit. So you stand in the back and watch and hope things will happen or you just let your chances pass you by. And then you live life sayin what if i had done this, and feel regret cause you never said anything. I wanna say so many things to this angel but can't its mot a good time for us maybe and maybe it never will be who knows. Every now and then when i want him i wish that i could tell that i want you. there it is i am going to close this for now. But i am going to say you are an angel and maybe you know who you are and maybe you don't maybe i will tell you one day..

Friday Night
well, where to start.. I have always had a dream of singing in a band.. even in someones basement/garage. tonight I got my chance, and I did AWESOME!! the music.. alternative rock, with lots of harmony, the band needed backup singers.. I outdid 4 other girls,..and I am sitting there watching the others... thinking "finally, It's going to happen for me" and you know what? The bubble burst.."... you don't look the part" HUH? 'too old, too big, too loud, you should try chanteuse kinda music.' They picked this little girl who had an ok voice, and big knockers.. oh well.... back to the drawing board.. if I had the wherewithall..I would do my own thing. I WAS offered the consolation prize... a one night stand with the drummer.. I passed.

Once.
ONCE LONG AGO IN A LAND KNOW AS BAZER I GOT MY FIRST QUANTUM GALAPTOS SPACE FAZER. I WENT AFTER MY SISTER FANG BUTT 2 AND PULLED THE TRIGGERED SO POOF SHE'S GOO!!! MY MOM DIDN'T LIKE THAT NO SIR EE SO I SHOT HER TO PLANET M DELTA 3 MY DAD DIDN'T LIKE THAT THAT WOULD NOT DO SO I PULLED THE TRIGGER AND POOF HE'S GOO!! MY SISTER'S NO LONGER MY MOM IS NO MORE MY DAD IS OOZING ALL OVER THE FLOOR ALL OF THEM LOOKED LIKED THEY'D BEEN SHOT WITH A LAZER BUT NOBODY KNOW'S IT WAS MY GALAPTOS SPACE FAZER!! INSPIRED BY CALVIN AND HOBBES!!

48 Laws Of Power
Law 1 Never Outshine the Master Always make those above you feel comfortably superior. In your desire to please or impress them, do not go too far in displaying your talents or you might accomplish the opposite – inspire fear and insecurity. Make your masters appear more brilliant than they are and you will attain the heights of power. Law 2 Never put too Much Trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies Be wary of friends-they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies. If you have no enemies, find a way to make them. Law 3 Conceal your Intentions Keep people off-balance and in the dark by never revealing the purpose behind your actions. If they have no clue what you are up to, they cannot prepare a defense. Guide them far enough dow

A Frog
A frog goes into a bank and approaches the teller. He can see from her nameplate that her name is Patricia Whack. "Miss Whack, I'd like to get a $30,000 loan to take a holiday." Patty looks at the frog in disbelief and asks his name. The frog says his name is Kermit Jagger, his dad is Mick Jagger, and that it's okay, he knows the bank manager. Patty explains that he will need to secure the loan with some collateral. The frog says, "Sure. I have this," and produces a tiny porcelain elephant, about an inch tall, bright pink and perfectly formed. Very confused, Patty explains that she'll have to consult with the bank manager and disappears into a back office. She finds the manager and says, "There's a frog called Kermit Jagger out there who claims to know you and wants to borrow $30,000, and he wants to use this as collateral." She holds up the tiny pink elephant. "I mean, what in the world is this?" (you're gonna love this)

Spiderweb
IM just sitting her watching a spider wrap a ...wel i dont know what it is...but Amazing how they wrap there prey...too cool. Id love to be a spider..but then what would the rest of the voices do without me

I Am Thankful
I AM THANKFUL FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE F

Chaos
Old poem from when I was 14. Yeah, I was 14 when I wrote this. In such times the mind's distruction makes no meaning to what lies beyond us Whether we live or die the next day and sleep forever--our mind makes what seems appears worse Our thoughts destorted to makes a world in chaos seem appropriate The fear of dying cannot compare to the fear of surviving another day in the hell we call life. The fear, the unbearable fear, that the pain of hell will always reamin until our last living moment. Our farewell speech is a cowardly escape from these days on end of nevending despair. The pain that keeps it all so real and truthful, but the reality is that it will always remain We are branded survivors, but the fear of surviving is killing us.

Me
First and foremost, I want to thank those of you leaving comments and stuff. It is much appreciated. Secondly, as soon as I figure out what I'm doing, I'll be sure to respond to everyone. I'm still getting my feet wet and learning what this place is all about so be a little patient with me. In the mean time, I'm going to look around and get familiar with everything.

Lacuna Coil Our Truth Lyrics
Clock is ticking while I’m killing time Spinning all around Nothing else that you can do to turn it back Wicked partnership in this crime Ripping off the best Condescending smile Trying to forget (Wasting my time) We’re falling right through Lying to forget (Telling more lies) We’re raising our truth Go on and tease me Clock is ticking while I’m stealing time Can’t you turn it back? Stop the cycle, let it free and run away Silent sneaking along my path Rugged the road But we feel it like we’re flying Trying to forget (Wasting my time) We’re falling right through Lying to forget (Telling more lies) We’re raising our truth Trying to forget (Wasting my time) We’re falling right through Lying to forget (Telling more lies) We’re raising our truth

Evanescence: Bring Me To Life Lyrics
(feat. Paul McCoy) how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the

Fri-night 9.15.06
So I worked my first night as a bouncer.... It was ok... something diff then what I'm used to for work... I bounce at a strip club called Vegas Gold... He asked me to return tom... So hopefully this becomes a perminant job cuz it's easy as hel and pays pretty well....

Ooooo Sexyy Stuff Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com John -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com The porno of John's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com

Well...
I am officially 28 today...I don't feel like it so maybe all the working out and training is paying off..Just gonna go play golf this morning,come home fire up the grill for some ribs and steak and watch the Georgia Bulldogs win again!! Go Dawgs!!

~blog Things 4~
You Are Rouge Red Of all the reds, you are the most energetic and vibrant. You never need to recharge, and in fact, you often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, you've never let your fears stop you from doing anything. You figure that life is all about experiences, and you'll always take that leap of faith. What Color Red Are You? You Are Smokin' Hot You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal. Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally. Are You Hot? Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating Maybe you're looking for love... But mostly you're looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field. What's Your Ideal Relationship? Your Dating Purity Score: 53% You are an average dater. You're experienced enough to be a great girlfriend or boyfriend... Though you still may be figuring out exactly what you want in love! Dating Purity Test

One Rose...
You are receiving these roses because you are a special person! Each rose symbolizes a special wish from me to you. One Rose for Long Friendship @>~~~>~~~>~~ One Rose for Unconditional Love @>~~~>~~~>~~ One Rose for Financial Wealth @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Everlasting Happiness @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Success @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Knowledge @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Beauty, inner and outer @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Family @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Honesty @>~~~>~~~>~~ For every friend you send these roses to and get back, your loved!

Mabon Autumn Equinox, 2nd Harvest, September 21st Mabon, (pronounced MAY-bun, MAY-bone, MAH-boon, or MAH-bawn) is the Autumn Equinox. The Autumn Equinox divides the day and night equally, and we all take a moment to pay our respects to the impending dark. We also give thanks to the waning sunlight, as we store our harvest of this year's crops. The Druids call this celebration, Mea'n Fo'mhair, and honor the The Green Man, the God of the Forest, by offering libations to trees. Offerings of ciders, wines, herbs and fertilizer are appropriate at this time. Wiccans celebrate the aging Goddess as she passes from Mother to Crone, and her consort the God as he prepares for death and re-birth. Various other names for this Lesser Wiccan Sabbat are The Second Harvest Festival, Wine Harvest, Feast of Avalon, Equinozio di Autunno (Strega), Alben Elfed (Caledonii), or Cornucopia. The Teutonic name, Winter Finding, spans a period of time from the Sabbat to Oct. 15th, Winter's Night, which is

Dedication To American Cherry....
AMERICAN Cherry@ LostCherry Man I love talking to this girl. She is just one of the most sweetest and honest people here. *Again will add more later. Just making blogs to save spots for special friends before I go to bed.*

Every Had One Of Those Nights!!
I was just wondering if any one eles had one of the nights I just had,hehe. I got all dolled up and went out clubing. Nothing went right at the club are after the club. I mean first I get hit on by this guy that is not my type at all and the next thing I know I can't get him to leave me alone. Then after that this chick starts hiting on me and she was hot but man was she so drunk that you couldn't get anywhere with her. Then I get hom get on Ym and start geting hit by all this people who want to chat at me and want me to get freaky for them on cam,by this time I'm in no mood at all for sex talk or sex play. Then I get talking with this guy that I like and he starts asking all about my friend,because he found out I was playing with her on cam,and it's like ok enough is enough I just want to come down and chill!!

Kindling
like a fragrance upon the wind, thoughts often linger on those who haven't lived as I have & how easily they shun as they point their finger we've grown accustom to taking the negative turning it around and making bearable the lives we live so what may I ask has you seeing the color red? a word and it's use & how it reverberates in your head? now you "crusade to stop it's viral like spread"? how many times has it been miswritten, misspoken, & misread? I wonder why am I met with opposition & condemnation before anyone analyzes the weight of the given situation why hold to the negative connotation I know my apologies for my use of the word is no reparation but why put my use of this or ANY word on trial if it's said without malice and is uttered with love & a smile don't you know a tight pen grip as well as a tight lip in addition to a tight mind, lead to censorship hearing / reading one word, leads to the message being lost and then another message is used for kindlin

Fuck!
ok well i was suppose to go to the concert but welp not gonna get to.....my fuckin sugar shot up been at the ER all night so im stuck like fuckin chuck.....yea well im kinda pissy so here it goes THIS WHOLE FAMILY BULLSHIT!!!! grow up you all were friends with others and no you have formed this fuckd up hater shit well its silly the bull....are filled with your silly shit and personaly im sick of seeing it all damn day....hey im all for being friends but you all are like some reject MOB WANNA BE's ........so for all of you who get mad over this! So with that.....who ever gets all pissy about this and were or myfriends if u feel the need to delete me THEN DO IT........I GOT PLENTY MORE!!!!!

Every Night
Every night in bed i dream of you and me every night i close my eyes i feel you near me. your body's heat, your love so sweet loving and caring for me when i need you most you're like my best freind, a freind to have for life what i mean is i want us to be one you'll be mine and i'll be yours forever forever you and me

When I Look Into Your Eyes
when i look into your eyes and deep into your soul i see all the love and feeling unfold i want you to stay so near to my heart holding it gently, never to part please listen to me with all that you are i just want to tell you i will never be far look into my eyes oh, my love, and you'll see nothing is more important than you next to me my life is complete with you next to me our world, and being together, is all that i need

Another Day
Another day has passed and you're still in my every thought tonight when i go to sleep you will be there, again. in my dreams tomorrow will come and the thoughts will be deeper these daily feelings are taking over my mind and soul i know what these thoughts are telling me they are dictating my love for you.

Tearz have fallen and tearz will continue to flow, Thought I knew so much but so much I've yet 2 know, My heart has gave love and my heart in return was alwayz broken, My heart is now cold and empty so love from this heart may never again be spoken, So many girlz, so many promises shattered, so many yearz Ive wasted, But all of that will never compare to the pain I constantly feel and tearz that Ive tasted, Maybe I blame them, maybe I blame me, but it all adds up to a constant misery, For me 2 love again, for me 2 trust again, seems impossible from everything that has been did to me, Im not askin for pity, Im not askin for sympathy, jus lettin u know how I feel, Thats how I am, this is me, just bein real

I haven't wrote ina while so please 4give me if there is any rust, But writing these words and getting my feelings out is a definite must, You see, you're my lil soldier and you were sent to me from the heavens above, I'm your dad, you're my son, and there's nothin anyone can do to change that cuz between us there's 2 much love, There are some things I have 2 tell you and you gotta trust me cuz it's all from the heart, First of all, I know mommy and daddy broke up but nathan you'll always be by myside and we'll never be apart, Second, I will give you the world and I will protect you from anything and anyone until I am unable 2 breathe, Don't ever worry about someone taking you away because no one, and I mean no one, will ever take u from me, And we can't 4get about sissy, she loves you 2 and we know you're her protector cuz ur her big bro', When you need advice or someone to talk to, I will always be here, just let me know, Nathan, don't ever 4get 2 keep your h

Hey baby girl, this poem is for you and these words cant get anymore real, Sissy, I love you so much and I get goosebumps whenever I talk about the way I feel, You mean so much to so many people, especially me and ur lil' brother, Even though mommy and daddy are 4ever done, you'll always have me(ur daddy) and you'll always have ur mother, I know u don't understand now 'cuz mommy is gone and we will never know why, But don't worry hun, 'cuz daddy will be here to laugh with you when ur happy and hold you when u cry, 2 watch you and Nathan, fills my heart with joy 'cuz you guys are best friends even when u fight or when you play, Korinn, you are 1 of 2 reasons I live and i'll protect and love you everynight throughout everyday, The thought of not having you in my life just makes me start 2 shiver, it would drive me insane, I love when you run up 2 me and hug me or say I love you, it's a feeling i can never explain, As I watch you grow up Korinn, you make me so proud

I've came to a conclusion, every rose that lives always comes with sometype of thorn, Everything can be great but eventually it will come crashing down, ur heart 4ever torn, Cuz when u have it good its ok but when u got it bad, u have it the worst, So many things u want to say but can't so you start 2 cry, just ready 2 burst, Everything looks good from the start but as it goes on you think why did I do this, it'll never work, Your thoughts and emotions roll like a rollercoaster so u pray 4 the good 2 stay but the bad stays around, 4 ever 2 lurk, So many reasons you're at the bottom and u just wish u could start over, just hate seeing today, Dont need or want any help cuz the way I feel, I'm going to live half my life and throw the rest away

Moments
A sweet taste of my lips is all that remains of a soft spoken dream. and reality satins the portal through which i can see it all in i recall the best parts, so let me begin. alone there i sat confused, broken hearted searching for answers. when softly wind started comforting warmly caressing me lightly holding me closely embrasing me tightly i suddenly realized th ewind had grown warm when i looked there beside me it had taken a form face of an angel and heart of the same she gazed into my eyes, spoke softly my name share this moment with me, for it's all we got. suspended in time, caught in its nest our journey began two souls sweetly paired heres what happened next heres what we shared we shared wordless expressions of the soul as seen through the eyes we shared true innocence and the freedom therein we shaed meaningful silence, and timeless embraces we shared natures enticing enchantment we shared a lifetime of love in seevral fleeting hours and the humble

The Future Is In Deep Shit
Lil' Johnny goes to his dad and asks, "What is politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way. I'm the breadwinner of the family, so let's call me Capitalism. Mommy is the administrator of the money, so we'll call her the Government. We're here to take care of your needs, so we'll call you The People. The nanny, well, consider her The Working Class. Your baby brother, we'll call him The Future. Now go think about this and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying and runs to his room only to find that his diapers are very soiled. So the little boy goes to his parents' room. Mom is sound asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he looks through the peephole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed. The next morning, the little boy says to his father, "Dad, I think I understand what p

It's been a long night. Work was hard but well needed. I work in the toy dept at walmart overnights. I have only a few months left before all hades breaks loose on my dept. This means I have to work harder then most people do all year round.I do enjoy working in toys it just sucks that it gets way to busy. I do get to enjoy all the sales though :). Another thought is that I am going to a Rascal Flatts concert on the weekend of the 22nd. I can't wait I'm so excited!!! I believe I'll be taking pics while there so expect to see those. I may not be able to add any for awhile though I need to get to my next level. Other then that I have nothing interesting to report. Nothing at all actually. Minus the fact that I am happily engaged and still as flirty as ever. It's all good though doc understands that I flirt. All we ask is that you be respectful with it and just have fun.j Love Stace

Danny And Tiffany
ok to start we have been together for nearly 2 years now, we have been married since may 10 2006, we are both open minded people and we try new things all the time in and out of the bed room, we feel that that is the best way to keep married life interesting, we love meating new people and making new friends so if anyone is interested just hit us up

Its been almost two years since the good Lord had my father join him in heaven and i still miss him everyday. The night that he died it's almost as if he knew he called to tel me he loved me and tell my boys that he loves them.I told him I loved him too but didn't think anything of it then a couple hours later I get the call to go to his house that the ambulance is there and he had a heartattack. My father was young only 45 and he's gone and everyday I wonder if he really knew how much I loved him.If there is someone you love make sure to not only tell them everyday that you love them. Show them.You never know when they or yourself for that matter will be taken home.I know I loved him but I just hope he knew how much.

Goodmorning
This is a wonderful, beautiful morning, my dog went outside and didnt bark at all, i had a great night sleep- my children are still sleeping i am brewing an incredible smelling pot of coffee...thus everything is great this morning- i havent been hungover in almost three weeks (long time for me) my house is clean (not counting laundry, which i am certain is satans way of toying with humanity, or atleast me) We are fairly broke but have everything we need for the week- outside of ham, we need some deli ham...anyhow, hopefully our day will be great we plan on going fishing and having a picinic in the woods- so to all of you i bid farwell for this lovely afternoon and hope your day is also fantastic.

Stun Gun Fun...a Joke I Found Too Damn Funny!!!
Stun Gun Fun FINALLY A JOKE THAT IS PRICELESS...I HAVE NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD I MY LIFE!!! SHARE WITH A FRIEND LET ME KNOW WAT U THINK? Stun Gun Fun Dear Friends, My wife Toni is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to, "Hey y'all, hold my beer and watch this!!!" Well, I have outdone myself once again. No doubt you will see this true story chronicled on the History Channel in the near future. Here goes. Last weekend I spied something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn that tickled my fancy. (Note: keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for Toni. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my sweet girl. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this household security product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant wit

To Thee
Wish could say this to thee Come to me and live by my side For just you I have my arms Always open wide Come to me be my beloved Just forever Stay here within my soul dont Leave my side ever My love is plain and so pure For you In every passionate hour I would Spoil you adore you

The Real Me
They think they know me And there's no secrets God I wish that was true But it may never be I'm not like any of them And they could never understand Maybe one day They will learn the truth But for now they'll never know The real me

Our First Meet
ADULTS ONLY Our First Meet Part 1 I'm waiting at the airport for your flight to get in. I can wait to see you in the flesh to sun my hands over your body. I see you walk out all dressed in a tight black top and short skirt my cock gets hard just seeing you like this. We hug and kiss and I grope your arse moaning into your mouth as we kiss my cock getting even harder pressing into you. I feel your nipples harden as we kiss. I take you by the hand and we walk out to the car. Once in the car we kiss and let our hands roam around each others body. I run my hand up your leg and thigh. I inch closer to your panty clad pussy. I suck hard on your tongue as I run a finger up and down your panty clad lips. I Break the kiss and start the car as we drive we make small talk. Every now and then Ill run a hand over your breasts or pussy as we drive. I place your hand in my lap so you can feel my erection. We get to the hotel. we kiss and feel each other up again before we head to the roo

Womens Rules For Blow Jobs
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- so if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are not handles. 6. Extension to rule #5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week"- get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8- "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls-if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've ju

Hidden Thoughts
Hidden Thoughts I was looking at the stars one night and I saw one shining brightly.. I closed my eyes and made a wish that my life would no longer fight me.. How can I hide these thoughts inside, all these feelings of bad and good.. Why can't you love me for who I am, why can't I be understood.. At night I dream someone chases me, all this terror as I sleep.. When I awake I'm covered in sweat, and soon I start to weap.. Won't someone help me, is anybody there, all I really want is for you to care.. Another day has come and gone, I'm lying here crying myself to sleep.. When my eyelids fall I'll dream of the day these things will take a flying leap. Rachelle L MacTavish Copyright ©2006 Rachelle L Thompson-MacTavish

In My Darkness
In My Darkness Sitting in my darkness, no one around only clothes.. Thoughts in my head of my childhood, mostly no one knows.. My emotions run so high, I cry until I can't speak, I sit here in my darkness for times that I feel weak.. No one is ever there, noone understands, and so I sit here waiting for the one with open hands.. Maybe this day will never come, maybe this is it until I grow old, maybe I'll take my last breath with the sorrow of the lies they told.. I dont know all the answers so until then I'll cry myself to sleep.. Here all by myself, in this darkness that I keep. Rachelle Thompson-MacTavish Copyright ©2006 Rachelle Thompson-MacTavish

I Still Remember
I still remember Our first summer together The warm days We hoped would last forever That evening when it rained You were cold and shivered Looked at me through eyes of blue That sparkled like the sun on a river I pray to forget Though I still remember Our first Christmas together When we watched the snow that December You were so precious to me You could never be replaced I still remember your smile, The beauty of your face The softness of you skin, sweetness of your kiss During the times I held you close I’m left with a stem of thorns Now that you’ve wilted, my rose Sometimes, I still expect you to walk through the door When I hear a creak, and it opens Just the wind, nothing less, nothing more They say time heals all wounds But, it’s not my life they lead You’re loss cut deep To this day, I still bleed It’s been so long since you were here Could it be the same lifetime? When I was yours And you were mine You, my hope, my happiness,

Won't Be Back Til Sunday...
Going to an out of town wedding and will more than likely stay if I'm drinking lol SO I'll probably be bored as hell or drunk as fuck so text me and keep me company ;) Hope you all have a great weekend..MUAH!

Atak Of Da Killa G
Dis be my story How it all began I got paid ta take Da life of another man It must have been thursday Da middle of da week There was a stranger nearby When I awoke on da street He flashed da cash And said make da hit So I packed up my things Homie going on a trip So we got in da limo An headed ta da eastside Where da pimps, da hookers, An da crackheads all reside We took a slow ride and came Ta a stop out side a bar I was givin’ final instructions Before I left da car An dat’s when he handed me his weapon of choice, a 9 mil. I stuck it in my jacket A G’ gotta keep it concealed I walked in an started up A casual conversation He looked at me an paused With a slight hesitation After all we both knew Da reason for dis visitation It be time ta die He had reached his final destination I watched as he smoked an Downed dat liquor The combo’ll kill ya But da Dawg’ll kill ya quicka Glanced at da clock It was 15 past 9 An’ den I pulled

Prophetic Vision Of The Endtimes (song Lyrics)
Dead have risen from their graves You can pray, cannot be saved Blood is falling from the sky Crimson tears, the angels cry Rotting flesh upon the ground Salvation cannot be found What you’ve sown, is what you reap Judgement day, you’ll find no peace Dark days just begun Entrails veil the sun Witness hells rebirth Wastelands you call earth Plagues of flies upon your head Didn’t heed the words God said He foretold of your demise Find His Word was not a lie Make your bed of broken bones For wicked no mercy shown The beginning of your end No redemption for your sin Dark days just begun Entrails veil the sun Witness hells rebirth Wastelands you call earth

Shadowed Feelings
Shadowed Feelings ~I'm dedicating this poem to my brother Ryan, whom we lost at his birth~ Everybody has feelings.. Everybody has pain.. Everyone has a darkness.. Driving them insane.. Those feelings and thoughts.. Swimming in your head.. Some so bad, you wish you were dead.. Don't lurk in those shadows.. You're better in the light.. Don't leave your soul in that darkness.. You have to put up a fight.. It starts with a smile.. First one, two, then three.. Those dark feelings.. They will become happiness.. And you, you will become free... Rachelle Thompson- MacTavish Copyright ©2006 Rachelle Thompson-MacTavish

Yeah, Werent Counting On That Were You?
you lay before me. open, welcoming, inviting. i ease myself upon you, kissing your mouth with the hunger of a starving man. running my fingertips along the side of your ribcage to your hips and back again and again. kissing each soulful kiss as i try to absorb you into me. i cup your right breast with my right hand with a commanding sqeeze, gently enough not to harm but firm enough for you to know that you are mine. i shift my weight and lower myself a bit, enough to be able to nuzzle your neck, that is of newborn flesh to me. so soft and and delicate. my right hand wanders as my left caresses the back of your neck. i rise to your ear to let you feel my breath and suck your blushing lobes. you notice my hand has slipped between your thighs. your breath scorches my neck. i brush your inner thigh ever so slightly with my fingertips, but it feels thunderous to you. whispering in your ear how much i ache for you. my hand brushes in an upward motion against what yearns for me. then gently,

I, Zombie
Thursday, September 2, 11:43 P.M. The moonlight shines down upon a graveyard, illuminating trees, and casting shadows throughout. All is quiet, as all here rest in peace. A wind blows lightly, rustling the branches, and giving the illusion of movement within the confines of the sanctuary of the dead. The silence, however, is short lived. The sound of rusted old hinges, coming from the entrance gates as they swing wide open, while nearly falling off in the process, signals the arrival of the grave digger. The old man never likes to work this late, but funeral processions are scheduled for the next day, following a very unfortunate accident, and several plots must be dug. He walks slowly inside, carrying in one hand a bottle of JD to keep him warm and in the other an especially worn shovel that has seen more then its share of work over the years. He makes his way over to the first gravestone, takes a swig, and begins his work. As you look around at the numerous gravestones that

One Night Of Passion
One Night of Passion i could feel the warmth of his breath move towards my neck as he went to press his lips upon my skin as he started to run his fingers up my leg i could feel my morals running thin i closed my eyes tight and held my breath to my passion for him out of my head still, before i had caught my breath again my body was tingling, and my legs were spread my nipples grew harder and my breathing faster as he started to kiss down my breasts at that moment i didnt know what had come over me but i knew for certain this night of passion would be better then the rest... Rachelle Thompson-MacTavish

Tales Of Squaretopia Part I: Tetragon's Quest
I. Tetragon’s Quest Once upon a time, in a galaxy far, far away, a square planet traveled through space on the back of a mighty bird, a parakeet to be exact, whose powerful wings carried an entire civilization of people. These people were a highly intelligent race, creating many great and wondrous things. Of course, how could they not be a prosperous people, what with a leader such as King Rhombus VIII? He was beloved by all, and under his guidance, they had indeed created a Squaretopia. The Squaretopians’ every wish was fulfilled in this astonishing world. There was no war, no hunger, and all necessities were provided for. Everyone was very happy. When King Rhombus was not looking after the welfare of his people, he could often be found gazing out into the vast reaches of outer space and wondering if life existed on these other worlds. And if so, what would the creatures look like? Would they be square like his race, or would they be something entirely different? Could they b

Bruises Of Many Pt.2
I cried because you bruised me I cried because you lied I cried because when you hit me, eachtime a part of me died When I cried you thought it was funny When I cried you made fun of me but when I saw you laugh, I knew you were everything I never want to be Now I cry because I am happy Now i cry because I belong I cry now because I am grown, and I know what you did was wrong Rachelle Thompson-MacTavish

I Love This Site!
So I'm in school for the week.......weekends here and I decide to check in with all my LC homies and BOOM! Now I have blogs. I love this site! Just sayin hey to all of my LC friends! Hope you had a good week! Lodee

Tales Of Squaretopia Part Ii: The Chronicles Of Circoid
II. The Chronicles of Circoid In the cold darkness of space, a lone starship emerges from out of a black hole. The driver inside has little time to think about where he is, as he quickly weaves to the right, and then downwards to narrowly avoid hitting a massive asteroid, which would have surely destroyed his ship upon impact had the driver not used his skills so accurately. The ship sailed around, leaving a trail of sparkling glitter dust behind, while passing by and observing several planets. The driver could not help but stare, utterly fascinated at the foreign worlds that were so strange and different from his own. His one large eye, opened wide, took in the sights of the beautiful planets and moons that passed by. He continued on until seeing a blue planet, the third from the sun. Checking his on-board computer, he found that he had indeed arrived at his destination, and therefore began making preparations to land. That night, on the planet Earth, many would report se

Bruises Of Many
Bruises of Many Fourteen years old and leaving all I knew, good bye country life..bring on the new started off good, but what did I do I was falling apart, and it was all because of you... Here comes another drink so Ill get high to ease the pain for I know when she gets drunk her temper goes insane... Please can you help me, shes beating me again my body has been full of bruises since I cant remember when... Her hand is on my throat, Im thrown against the wall why hasnt anyone called the police, please just make the call... Eightteen years old, Im out on a date my mother picks a fight, cause Im a half an hour late... She pulls my hair till Im on the ground then gets on top of me to smack me around... My hair comming out in patches, blood blisters on my face my mother beat me up again, and I feel like such a disgrace... You can bring a horse to water, but you cant make it drink you can bring a criminal to order, but you cant make him thi

Tales Of Squaretopia Part Iii: The Terror Of The Psychosaurus
III. The Terror of the Psychosaurus In the early morning hours, inside a small house, Tetragon lied sleeping all tucked in under his covers with a soft fluffy pillow underneath his head, and dreaming of his homeland of Squaretopia and of the friends he left behind. In the next room, Circoid is counting Zoop Zoops (A Zoop Zoop is a small, furry, round animal, native to Circonia that resembles what we on earth call sheep. Although, much smaller and violet in coloring, they’re quite tame, and many Circonians wear them as hats during the rainy season), while trying to fall asleep, his body still adjusting to the 24 hour periods of daylight and darkness on Earth, which were so very different to Circonia’s 86 hour days. “Ninety five Zoop Zoops… Ninety Six Zoop Zoops…” Circoid counted aloud to himself before finally drifting off to catch forty winks. Over the past few weeks, Tetragon and Circoid have learned much of Earth, both past and present, and have spent a considerable amount

How Sweet Are You? (quiz)
How Sweet Are You?Lovable SweetYour just a lovable person. Your sweetheart adores you to pieces and doesn’t want you to stop treating her like the princess she is. You know the right amount of sweetness to give, and know the right time to surprise your honey. Don't stop doing what your doing because they would be broken if you did.!

Gone Until Friday!
I will Be gone on a business trip until Friday. So I wont be able to be on. WAH WAH WAH lol newayz. I'll promise to return messages and comments on Friday the latest Saturday! ttyl BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In Memory Of William Alan Matthews
William Alan Matthews April 7, 1967 ~ February 16, 2006 Click the photo to see the memorial page I created for him. Bil, you were a very special person to me, and will always have a special place in my heart. I can only hope that where ever you may be, is better than what you had here on earth. What you did was selfish, but you will always hold that small space in my heart and memories reserved just for you. The bike we took MANY rides on. Rock On Daytona! Bil's "son" Little Boo. A poem written for Bil by my good friend Derrick. Pain and heartache, no control anymore. You told me it was coming, And i just shut the door. I wonder what, i could have done. but my dumbass, didnt say anything to anyone. you were a great friend, comedy was you. and now we are all lost, and we dont know what to do. I see your picture, And memories come back. and that feeling of loss, none of us lack. life was cruel, and you had enough. and w

Nervous
as i sit here staring at the wall i am wondering how to tell you or should i say anything at all i am scared and the butterflies wont subside i want to tell you so badly but its so hard to decide i wake up thinkin of you i sleep with you in my heart i want to know you completely and i am sad when we are apart you are this amazing person who makes me laugh when we are together who turn my bad days into great ones who can accomplish anything you endeavor i keep telling myself to slow down but then i think of your smile the way you kiss my lips and touch me the way you look at me and smile i dont know how i got here or when i fell maybe it was the time you met my son or the way everytime i see you my heart swells i get so nervous everytime i see you hoping this isnt just a dream; hoping this is all true in these few short weeks i have come to feel that without you in my heart, dreams and life nothin would seem real. sometimes i feel i scare you with all my fee

Wow....i Was Wrong (sorta)
in view of last night's events, i'm posting one more blog about this whole "family" thing. it seems i was right about the uprising. what i didn't see coming was that it wasn't even caused by the "family" members...it was the non-family members. it's sad when things like this happen no matter what "side" you take. me..well, like i said befor, i have family members on my list, i know some of the others who are in the family but not on my list and and they are sweethearts. i know some that aren't sweethearts too but that's a longer story than i care to type! lol the point being that there's always gonna be a group that no one likes. there's always gonna be a group that makes people feel left out or uncomfortable...that's life. i found some of the postings from both sides offensive, some funny and some (like last night) were just out-of-this-world crazy. i'm riding the fence on this one guys...i can see both sides here and i've pretty much tried to stay neutral. to sonny i would say not to

My Week
OMG Lost Cherry Fam, Friends, Fans, all......... this has been a loooooooooong week for me and I haven't been on line like I usually am. I'm still here tho just tired. My baby girl was in the hospital and things were really hectic for me. I was shocked to see that while I was away that we can now post blogs. Now I can get my feelings out on here and all that. Well since I love writing I'll be sharing some of my poetry and different stuff. Well okay that's it for now TTYL ;)

The Glass Is Half Empty
life is gettin to that point where there is no return .. no job crappy ass bout to fall apart car ex who is fuckin with my head and everyone elses vagina.. i just cant deal i try to laugh but now the laughin is givin me a headace and i want to start new..

Riddle
Problem scenario: You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a valley and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping pig which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is a helicopter flying at ground level. Both the giant pig and the helicopter are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? Solution: Get off the children's Merry-Go-Round, you're drunk off your ass! This webset was assembled by

"involuntary Muscular Contractions"
"Involuntary Muscular Contractions" A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your asshole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "More than likely deer hunting or fishing with his buddies!"

Hottest Lc Lady Contest... I'm Entered! Vote/comment And Repost Please!
Please help me out and take a moment to visit my entry and repost this bullitin! I only have four comments, and a lot of others already have 15-20!! Please, if you have a moment, help me out, thanks!!

Drilled To Death (song Lyrics)
Drill through flesh Screwed to a table You wish to leave But are not able Bloodstained saw Remove your skin I'll wear you And your sin In darkness dwell I am monster Send you to hell I am killer With a knife Slit your throat Blood flows as you Gag and choke Black clouds Fill the skies Visions of death In your eyes In darkness dwell I am monster Send you to hell I am killer Rotting and perverse Mind of disease Demonic butcher Do as I please Spikes puncture organs Vital functions cease Massive hemorrhage Join the deceased In darkness dwell I am monster Send you to hell I am killer

Truly Madly Deeply
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope, I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly Madly Deeply Do I will be strong, I will be faithful Coz I'm counting on A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning (yeah) I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me And when the stars are shining Brightly in the velvet sky I'll make a wish send it to heaven Then make you want to cry The tears of joy for all the Pleasure in the certainty That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of The highest powers In lonely hours The tears devour you I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me Oh can you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes Coz it's standing r

Intimate Thoughts
The candles flicker in the darkness and the room is quiet. I awaken and feel your fingers inside my pussy; instinctively I begin to move my hips up and down in rhythm. I am soaking wet and my nipples are hard as they brush against the cotton sheets. You remain asleep; I hear your breath breaking the silence. We sleep naked, as always, our bodies connecting in the most intimate places. I love to feel your body behind me, It Is so strong, hard and big, it envelops me. I groan loudly causing you to murmur in your sleep, I feel your dick grow harder pressing into the small of my back. I hold your fingers inside my pussy and continue to stroke gently, I think of your dick grow larger as you sleep, preparing it for me. This makes me shiver and I am close to cumming. I try not to moan too loudly as I do not wish to wake you...yet. My pussy aches for your touch but I continue to move your hand slowly, up and down through the wetness, pushing your fingers against my clit. Suddenly wit

Please Do Not Read This If You Do Not Want To Be Burdoned This Is For The Best Of Friends Only
from the deepest darkest corners of my mind I feel as if something is gone. I void or hole an emptieness which has no origin I feel as if I am a fool and can not recover from my many mistakes where does it end when will I be satisfied and happy within my world this is a scarry and unknowing place when I am happy i see sun and shining lights these things are gone I see only a darkness which has no end why I must have been evil in a past life I must have killed someone or hurt them out of anger to have everyday be a huge challange where is my guardian where is my protector when will they come to save me from my own mind and spirit I want to live the rest of my years in happiness and it seems to be an impossible feat should I disapate into the nothingness or should I move forward to see if my lifes hardships have not been in vien maybe life would be easier if I was alone I do not want to burdon anyone with my troubled mind I crave atention and love from someone yet have

Alone Time
She removed her gown and panties and then stretched out on the bed. The sheets were cool against her overheated flesh. She was missing her lover badly tonight, wanting him very badly as well. She ached to feel his body against hers, skin sliding against skin. She lay very still, dreaming of being with him, finally being able to touch and taste and tease. The anticipation grew into arousal, and as she moved beneath the sheet, she felt the tingles begin in her stiff nipples each time the smooth cotton slid over them. She lifted her arms above her head, stretching as far as she could reach. Her breasts jutted upwards as she arched her back, her nipples clearly outlined beneath the sheet. Oh, how they ached and begged to feel his touch. Slowly, she closed her eyes and let her mind drift, imagining he was there with her. Her hands slid back beneath the sheet as she relaxed into the softness of the bed and the pillows. They rested on her hips for only a moment before beginning a slow

Ranting About The Latest News
For the past few days, every time I turn on the news I hear one thing: the death of Anna Nicole Smith's son. First of all, she had a 20 year old son? I can't believe that she didn't accidently put the kid in a microwave or something years ago. Now, I don't want to sound insensitive...oh wait...yes I do. Who cares? Honestly, who gives a rat's rear end about this? Look, we have a spaceship in the air right now, we're about 6 weeks out from an election that will (God willing) keep the Republicans in control of Congress, and we're fighting a war. Why do the so-called news networks give this idiotic Anna Nicole story so much coverage when there is absolutely nothing to report? In other news, the History Channel is trying to scare us. Every time I turn on the History Channel, there's either a program playing called "Mega Disasters," some show about Nostradamus, or a show about how there is some code in the Bible that predicts our imminent demise. These shows all end with the same tag l

!!!ladies I Need Votes!!!!!
this is the link to go vote for Ladies Man 69.. PLEASE PLEASE BE NICE AND VOTE! I WOULD LOVE TO WIN.. THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST SO GO MAKE ME A WINNER!!!!! THANX ALL ... HERE IS THE LINK TO GO VOTE http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=235209&albumid=54316&i=3146488340

Update
HI ALL. I HOPE EVERYBODYS HAVING A GOOD WEEKEND. MINES NOT GOING VERY WELL,MY BEST FRIEND SAM IS REALLY UPSET BECAUSE SHE MIGHT BE LOSING HER JOB AND IM REALLY WORRIED ABOUT HER. SHE LOVES THIS JOB AND IT WILL TOTALLY DEVASTATE HER IF SHE LOSES IT. SHES VERY SPECIAL TO ME AND WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT TOGETHER THE 5 YEARS WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS. SHE CAME TO SEE ME ON MY BIRTHDAY A FEW WEEKS AGO AND WE HAD A GREAT TIME . IF EVERYBODY CAN PLEASE KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED FOR HER IT WOULD MEAN ALOT TO ME. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND ALL. HUGS AND KISSES

Real Beauty
Real Beauty When you walk in the room your heart is on fire I can feel the heat all the miles When you walk next to me I can see your smile The life you carry is cherished in my eyes You are so beautiful inside and out WHen life has you down You smile about Even at the most crucial times Your life stands strong in my eyes I can see what may tear you apart It is our life together we will not part You stand in my eyes In my dreams Your life with me is more beautiful than it seems You feel your hand Your touch Even if im not near Because of you I have nothing to fear Your hesitation is more than you can bear So open up and you will see me right there Proper in public Lovely in bed This is what I get for loving you instead I dont walk in the shadows I dont walk afraid Your beauty resembles everything you have made I can hear your voice and I tremble I can see your walk and I remember I can see your heart when it pounds fiercely and the mention of me Your sou

Oderint, Dum Metuant.
Does love really exist in this hedonistic world of ours? A blip on the monitor of involuntary human response, a hiccough of emotion when compared with envy, hatred, lust. Just who was this St. Valentine? He was a Bishop, Roman, Third century. He was beheaded for marrying lovers against his emperor's decree. You see, Claudius the Second thought that men made better warriors unmarried. Power comes with the absence of love. Love drains us of our strength. We never learn, do we? you say that love conquers all. Well not for you, St.Valentine, not for me, not for any of the heartbroken.

Heavens Special Child
Heaven's Very Special Child by Edna Massimilla A meeting was held, quite far from earth "It's time again for another birth" Said the Angels to the Lord above, "This special child will need much love" His progress may seem very slow, Accomplishments he may not show And he'll require extra care From all the folks he meets down there. He may not run or laugh or play His thoughts may seem quite far away In many ways he won't adapt, And he'll be known as handicapped. So let's be careful where he's sent We want his life to be content Please, Lord, find the right parents who Will do this special job for You. They will not realize right away The leading role they're asked to play But with this child sent from above Comes stronger faith and richer love. And soon they'll know the privilege given In caring for this gift from Heaven. Their precious charge, so meek and mild Is heaven's very special child.

Two
I saw two lovers across a field, dancing together by a dying tree, the gentleman looking upon his love, to him more beautiful than a dove. He listened carefully to her speech, then placed his hands upon her cheeks, and although I know not what was said, he kissed her soft and tenderly.

Skins
Hey everyone!!! I have been working hard on making new skins. So why don't you all stop by and check them out!!! If any of you want 'em rip 'em!!! Let me know if you do so I can show you some love!!! I think you all know how to get them right??? Go to my page scroll down to the bottom and under all you wonderful people who have viewed me there is a link to click to browse my skins.

Football.
I feel old and dried up because I don't give a damn about football here. People are so obsessed with it here too...I don't even know if we won the last 2 games. Or exactly who we're playing today. All I know is that there's a lot of traffic and that sucks. And there are guys outside of our apartment throwing a football and they nearly just hit our window. Hot or not, I'll be pissed as fuck if it comes sailing into our living room. OkTheEnd. Amber

Rules Of Engagement
Okay I am pissed right the hell off, What the fuck are we doing with this war, there was a Taliban funeral today and there as 190 Enemy Soldiers and we DIDN'T'T FUCKING KILL THEM!!!! I'm sorry but how the hell do we fight for our country if we sit there and give in to these basterds. Oh it's okay there is almost 200 Enemy troops in one spot and we could of killed them all! but no no let them do their thing, Mind you we could be taking a crap in the bathroom and they'd come in and kill us. Here is something for any government officials out there. We can't be kind anymore ladies and gentlemen. This is not a war of being nice , this is not a war of being kind and caring. These assholes will come into our comes and kill us all at the drop of a hat. We need to stop kissing Usamas ass and start taking these basterds out. God damn i cant believe this i am so pissed at our so called government!!! I thought Bush said we would not show any Mercy. That's obviously bullshit!!

You Ever Wonder...
If you have read my poem that is currently posted on my page, you know, I've been thinking of others, their ways and behavior lately. Now why is it, that so many people are so eager or desperate that they can't see a good thing right in front of them? Are they so busy and pre-occupied that blindness sets in causing them to miss out on what could be just perfect? I'm talking any situation presenting itself and not just a person to person thingie. I've seen it on other sites, at work in my co-worker's lives and the lives of my friends as much as my own. If people would actually walk with eyes wide open and the right mind to go along with it... maybe they would find, receive, and also achieve what they are looking for... Just thought I would share as I ponder and contemplate. These things are all around me and I am flustered to how blind some people can walk through their little world!

Sinner(life)
hate myself for all that has happend think it was all me think it was all my falt hate my life hateing the time hate this mistake i hav made and i cant go back back to the goodtimes in my over crushed heart thats been broken for so so long and i dont wanna relive the past i wont make that mistake again but i kno i will i cant let it go cant forget it that will never happen its not the real me itz torn between the real me an the sinner that i hav become gonna close my eyes gonna try to think gonna try to run away gonna try to wonder why gonna try to hate my life for all that has happend i dont wanna relive the past and i cant go back

Not What You Think. Or Who You Think... Lol
how can it be I'm almost dead shattered confidence breaking heart terrified soul I'm tattered and torn I'm shaking now I don't want to lose this part of me but I fear that it's coming to pass I love it I miss it I want it to stay there is nothing I can do nothing I can say everything keeps going the wrong way. I don't know how to say please don't go just stay I can't do that it's not fair I'm crumbling I'm breaking apart It's going away from me even more than it is He is going away from me distance isn't what I mean I don't want him to go away I want to dissapear I want to hide I want to go away where no one will find what I've been hiding no one knows not even him it's tearing me up inside all the things that I hide just to make sure he's happy I havn't lied I havn't loved another i just want to be with you it's eating me up spitting me out this secret that I have to keep crying every night the pain that coinsides it's cutt

Just Becaust
ANGER, PAIN, HURT, JUST EMOTIONS.... BUT THESE THINGS... I DO FEEL.. WHY????? WHY????? WHO THE HELL CARES?? I WANT TA GET ON... ON WITH MY LIFE... BUT FOR EVERY STEP... FOWARD I TAKE... YOU SHOVE ME BACK 2... JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN... GET THE F*** OUT.. OUT OF MY LIFE.. OUT OF MY HEAD... I DONT WANT YOU ANYMORE... JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN... THAT DOESNT MEAN A THING.. I WONT LET YOU, CONTROL ME ANYMORE... JUST BECAUSE...

Yes, I Talk To Myself
Fuck Im tired. Ive been working my ass off lately. Too tired to log on, or even talk to my friends. Its funny, all this work ive been doing lately isnt even for me. Its for someone else. And to think, Im doing it for the right reasons too. There is no chance for me to get what I really want here, but Im doing it all anyway. Some things are just more important. There are times in our lives when we grow up a bit and realize that its not all about us. That it isnt always about 'what I get out of it'. Call it character building if you must, but that kind of perverts it a bit. I mean hell, Im not doing this for character building. I have quite enough character already. Im doing this because, well beacuse this person deserves nothing less. I said something to her about a year ago, something I meant with all I am. Just because things are different now, doesnt mean I have to act differently. I want to show her that she is worth more than what all the men in her past told her. Im not sa

Stressed And Depressed
I shouldn't be though..I mean Lee bought me a pair of $220.00 sunglasses today! :o But I feel soo bad for all the money we've been spending lately. I really want us to save money, I want to save money. I already feel soo guilty for spending all of my mom's money. :( The guilt eats at my concious everyday, especially when I spend money on things I don't need. *sigh* guess I'll write later.

The Road To Freedom
I remember the day when there was shock on everyone’s face, As we stood there all in fear we could hear the screams and the sirens roar. Dust and debris covered the streets, day had turned to night, everyone was in fright. Millions were killed for no reason at all, This is the day the twin towers would fall. The Pentagon was all mangled in shreds, as people thought they were safe all tucked in their beds. The planes were crashing to the left and to the right, one of them even fell in mid flight. But our country isn’t a weak one, even though we took the time to mourn. United we stand, divided we fall To all you sorry bastards we promise to get you all. Joined with the United Kingdom We are on the road to freedom We vow to get our country back, to the way it was in the past. When everyone was happy, not afraid to live their lives. When everyone had their sons and daughters, Also their husbands and wives. To all of our troops out in the middle east we don’t

Rainy Days..............
Usually I love Rain.. but I have had enough of the rain.. Exspecially today when I had to help my neices get all the flyers done... Yuck My body is aching but I am glad they are done. Its so wet and muddy out. I even slipped and got all dirty and yah I was not a happy camper. So now tonight I plan to just relax and hope my body feels better soon.

Almost Done
So im finally finishing up a huge project for Miss Alice thats gonna be up hopefully soon it has tons of pics of her and a few of me as well ..not much longer youll see posts saying its up i hope.then comes MORE SETS im exited

Don't Even Try
You can take away my video games You can take away my favorite toys You can take away my TV Even my computer I don’t need these things to clog my mind But to take my music Don’t even try!!! Music is my happiness, my joy, my everything Music is my life Music is my life My music is my life Ok so you took away my video games And you took away all my material things Is that supposed to mean something to me It’ll all come back in due time But always keep this in your mind To take my music Don’t even try!!! Music is my happiness, my joy , my everything Music is my life Music is my life My music is my life Can’t take my music and you want to know why IT’S BURIED IN MY MIND!!!!!! YEA, YEA, YEA IT’S BURIED IN MY MIND!!!!! Music is my happiness, my joy, my everything Music is my life Music is my life My music is my life

A Friend Is A Treasure
A friend is someone we turn to When our spirits need a lift, A friend is someone we treasure For our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our life With beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the world we live in A better and happier place.

A Forever Friend
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it

Sick Of Living.
I need a sandwich, I need a drink. I need something more than casual sex, oreos and chicken soup. I'm sick, but all your perscriptions have failed. The bottle shatters on the wall. The needle tears a hole. The powder burns my head. I'm sick, and I can't get better. Everything's a waste of time. The school, the clothes, the car, the friends. They don't care. So write em off, take another hit, and just get the fuck out of living. Hammer's cocked, barrels in my mouth. All I gotta do is just squeeze.

Insturctions On Life
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. -Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. -Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. -Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. -Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; Responsibility for all your actions. -Remember that the best relationship is one where your love for each other is greater than your need for each other. -When you say, "I love you," mean it. -When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. -Believe in love at first sight. -Never laugh at anyone's dreams. -Don't judge people by their relatives. -Talk slowly but think quickly. -When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" -Call your mom. -When you lose, don't lose the lesson. -Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. -When you realize you've made

Someday You'll Know.... Wut I M E A N.
okay I think that Im only writing this to have myself read it later and try to feel better about things!! I mean this year has been so hard and I cant belive that Im still standing here strong enough to talk about it!! And even though I feel like Im alone I know Im not...... But I had to move on for myself! There was just this reminder of all that went bad when I looked into his eyes and it killed me everyday!! And I thought to myself how can I move on with this brick wall in my way?? So I did the one thing that hurt me the most- I tore the wall down!! And even though I feel like Ill never be happy again I know after all the hurt, pain and tears Ill get better! Cause I didnt want to wake up one day and relize all this time was wasted...... I just hope one day he'll know what I mean........

I still remember the day u walked into my life with ur beauty and ur charm, U meant the world 2 me and I stopped at nothin to keep you happy, protect you from harm, But I shoulda remembered the sayin', that u can't take a whore and turn her into a housewife, So y the fuck did i ignore everyone and ask u that day in february 2 be my wife? Cuz i loved u more than life itself and i never thought of having to try and live every waking moment without you, But what do ya know, that day tragically came and suddenly i was lost, didnt know what to do, But its weird cuz in the beginning it was good and i just laughed at everyone that always told me, chuck, i told ya so, I truly dont know what u cared about more, me, ur friends, ur alcohol, or just being a ho, You showed no emotion the day u left and just like that, u found someone else to give ur heart, I cant believe you left the way u did and how you found someone so fast, tore me apart, At 1st, i couldnt believe you were gone and i

Somone tells u something...but is it a lie or is it the truth?.....u can never really tell, My biggest problem is when i get hit, i always jus stood there when i should've jus fell, Cuz what ive gone and will go through, in the end im always standing on my own 2 feet, I learned a long time ago, that i have my kids and i dont really need ne one else to make this life of mine truly complete, There will always be a void there of wanting someone in my life, but all i can do is be there for my kids cuz that right there is nothing but true love, I gave up looking awhile ago so if someone is meant for me, she'll have to fall into my lap or God will have to send me a message and drop her from up above.

People always ask....people wanna know What's in my head....so here we go Anger, frustration, sadness, and no hope Should someone save me....you say yes....I say nope I don't wanna listen....I don't really care I wanna leave this place....I don't know where I'll do what I want....Say what I feel I'll never change....just being real There's more to tell....if u wanna hear The beginning is gone....the end is near My head is raging....my vision is hazy I know by now....you think i'm crazy If you do....that's alright....that's fine with me Will I make it?....you'll have to wait....if you care to see

Gross Old People
ok. so, I know I might not be hot. I may even be repulsive depending on your opinion. But I don't have a blast out showing revealing pictures of me. Maybe I am ageist. But old people are grosss to me. Hey, have your fun, take your pictures, post your pictures. There may be some people that will really like them. But why do you really feel the need to put them up on a blast? ewe. I'm not saying they are worthless, or I won't talk to them, or I have a problem with them visiting my page. I like old people. I like talking to them, I enjoy haning out, playing cards, video games, drinking, whatever. But I really hate seeing them with little clothes on. Yeah, they have a right to do what ever they want, just like everyone else. But really, why?? Why must they feel the need for that much attention? Is posting gross pics of you and then paying to get people to have to see them really necessary to your happiness?? Do what makes you happy I guess. But have SOME consideration please. I

Never thought I could feel like this towards someone, but I do Im not namin' any names to cause any sort of drama, drawin' the conclusion is up to you They think they know, but in all actuality, they don't Sayin' they wanna do this or that but in plain truth, just won't Out and about doin' for them and everyone else tellin' me they care but if u think I believe you for a split second, you gotta be high Always sayin' ur sorry and really wanna help but once again, another fuckin' lie You have it so easy, basically dont have to do ne thing at all, and to me, that's fuckin lazy And when I better myself dont even ask me for ne thing cuz if u think i'm going to, you really must be crazy I stand on my own 2 feet and don't need help with ne thing here, so from now on, don't worry about me You do what u do, I'll do what I do, so just let it go, just leave it be

Making Love Last... (found This In My Bulltiin Board, And Thought It Was Great!
Talk to each other. Best friends talk!!! Once the initial passion dies down, you are left with conversation. If there is no conversation then the relationship may only be built on the physical, and thus, not likely to last in the long-term. Find new things to talk about every day, even if it is just reporting your day to your loved-one. Talk about current events in the news, the plot of your favorite movie or just discuss plans for the next time you go out. Talking is the key to longevitydont forget it! Get away with each other. Take a trip together, whether for a night, a weekend or a week - it will breathe new life into your relationship, as well as test the waters by forcing you out of your safe" environment. Plus, you will be creating memories to last throughout your relationship. (Be sure to take pictures!) Give gifts. Sure, you can survive on love alone - but why? Dont ever forget the importance of gifts! Dont feel like you must spend a fortune on gift-giving - after al

My Dear Lost Friends
About two years ago I lost my best friend at the time and then two other friends all in the same year. And as if thats not bad enough, they all died within two months of each other. My best friend was a joy to be around, he and I were the same age and it was just so sad to see someone that young dieing from cancer. He was a funny, outgoing, and spontanious man. From the moment his doctors told us he only had 6 months to live we were inseperatable. I helped care for him and took him to all his appointments, but when he passed away I felt so lost. Since then I have been lost, then two months later I lost another friend to drugs. She was a very pretty and wonderful person to be around, she left behind her young daughter who was the light of her life. And once again two months after that another friend passed away, we still dont know the truth about how he died. He was moved after his death, to the place where he was finally found. But threw all this grief and mourning I thought well it wi

Romantic Or Realist?
You Are A Romantic You are more romantic than 80% of the population. You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Mel
If ever there was one person in this world who could actually define the meaning of true friendship just by being herself, it would be you Mel. In just the year and a half we have known eachother, you have been a better friend to me then any other person that I have met in the 25 years I've been around. I know I've told you often how much you mean to me, as a best friend, and as a sister, but it's something that is worth repeating many times just so that you never forget how very special you are. Not only to me, but just in general. Everyone should have a friend like you. You are so much fun and you are such a great person. One minute you can crack me up with laughter, and then the next minute you can touch my heart with your kindness. A kindness that seems to come so naturally to you. You have a wonderful ability to know when to offer advice, but then also know when to just sit and listen with quiet support. Time after time you've come to my rescue and brightened not only my routine d

Methodology
I can smell her enter the room even before I hear her foot steps. It’s more of a preternatural sense as I can feel her when she is near and smell her when she is in the same room as me. I watch her in my head with my eyes closed as she walks through the room. The picture of her in my mind follows her through the room and into the adjoining hallway. I open my eyes to catch her elegant stride exit the room briefly glancing back towards me with a playful smile. This day has been months in the making. Courting her, being there for her, showing her love, care and compassion to make her love me like she has loved no other. I have given her my time, shared with her my past, given her my heart all for this night. Tonight she will be mine, totally mine. I rise from the couch to follow her down the hallway and into the bathroom where she has started a shower for herself. Tonight I will be joining her, she has given me all the signals. I open the bathroom door and am greeted by a thick wall of

Amber Alert Posts, Your Opinions Please
BULLETION POSTED BY NOMAD: I'm forced to try and follow the logic...it's just the way I'm built...lol...I don't ask for forgiveness, or that anyone give a shit what I think...but...I have to at least follow the logic and then comment...lol... This is about the AMBER Alerts... I can understand the importance of getting the word out about child abductions...I can even get behind the idea that maybe someone here will read an alert and then actually be somewhere, sometime to be able to use it...but consider where you are posting these alerts...(If you're on a PDA...you're excused) Or even in my case...(I'm on the road usually 10 hours a day all over the country)and on my laptop when I stop...I can see posting an Alert to get the word out, but I do not understand the need to have it reposted a 1000 times...each of us are separated by 11 people at the most, (11 degrees of separation...if you know what I'm talking about) so it isn't necessary to repost it so many times...and then have p

Untitled
Twisting and turning and retching and chruning myself through this vortex of pain The darkness the nothing the slicing of bloody scars opening widely again Through nightfall unending this nightmare pretending to be my life all that I know These feeling inside me no longer confide me and pain and rage begin to grow It's too much to carry this burden which varries from one extreme into the next I try to release it with speech to appease it but it's hunger not slaked by my text It's time I should fight it, this beast cannot hide it, the fear that is creeping so inside With sword in my firm grip, it's flesh begins to rip, this demon has no place to hide My silver blades slashing, my teeth clenched and gnashing, it's blood so fermented and foul I slice the beasts chest wall, it stumbles back to fall, it lets out a fearsom deep howel I stand over top him, this demon from within, and pierce hid heart straight to the ground It's over now, shaking, my soul start

Some Rediculous Test...
I took some stupid test. Here's the results for me... I guess. Kinda weird how me picking colours made all this up. The Heretic's Existing Situation Works well in cooperation with others but is disinclined to take the leading role. Needs a personal life of mutual understanding and freedom from discord. The Heretic's Stress Sources Suppresses his innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that he might be carried away by it only to find himself pursuing some will-o'-the-wisp. Feels he has been misled and abused and has withdrawn to hold himself cautiously aloof from others. Keeps a careful and critical watch to see whether motives towards him are sincere--a watchfulness which easily develops into suspicion and distrust. The Heretic's Restrained Characteristics Willing to become emotionally involved and able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity. The situation is preventing him from establishing himself, but he feels he must make the best of things

Route 66
Hey everyone, I went to a car show in San Bernindino Today. I have over 150 pictures from it. I would like to get them all posted on here. However the only way to do that is to get my level up. Well I hope everyone has a great rest of the weekend!! Hugs to All, Jason

Where I Come From.
A little more on me and my vague location...I live pretty much in the middle of nowhere. I used to say I live at the very farthest end of the earth, but I had to modify that statement. Let me explain: The edge of the earth brings thoughts to mind of a dropoff of sorts. There would be beauty in the roots and dirt hanging out of this 'edge'. You could stand at the edge and look at the stars and darkness going on forever. If there were an edge to the earth, I would love to go there someday and marvel at its beauty. NOBODY wants to come to where I live. The people who LIVE here don't want to come here. If there were an edge here, the population would be zero, because everyone would leap off after going insane from sheer boredom. So I suppose the few stunted hills and miles and miles of hay and corn we have are a safety feature. You can't do much damage leaping off a cow now, can you? Wow, I guess I CAN find the good in things... Ok. That's it. My first blog. Should I feel liberated n

Eh
well i didnt get to talk to Jamie today.. which sucks but at least i got a letter from him..yay. not really. His mom is totally pissing me off. Im bored..am not staying up all night though tonight I get to depressed cuz i stay up and think and miss people and have memories haunt me. Especially if im.. anywayzzz I hope i get to do something later on cuz ive been so fucking bored.

What's Important
Buy me a ring buy me a necklace Bucy me a braclet And do make sure it's real With diamonds in it that's waht most girls want They don't want anything else Just the material goods Which will make them feel rich That's all they care about But not me Don't spend your money That's not important Yes it's nice But not what means the most You can have all the diamnonds in the world But they mean nothing Because love's what means the most You can do anything with love Even if you don't have anything else Love is what's really important At least it is to me

Without You
Without you I'm nobody Because you let me shine And make them all see The truth behind me Without you I'm incomplete Because I don't have your love Which fills the post in my heart And makes me whole Without you I'm lonely Because I have nobody to hold And there's nobody holding me The way that you do Without you I'm hopeless Because you are my hopes And make me love life So without you I'm lost You are my other half And we belong together

Stickwitu
Ohhh.. Oh Oh.. I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind Seems as like everybody is breaking up and throwing their love away But I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say (Hey) Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind See the way we ride, in our private lives Ain't nobody gettin' in between I want you to know that, your the only one for me Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u And now, ain't nothing else I can need And now, I'm singing.. 'cause your so, so into me I

American Soldier
I’m just tryin’ to be a father, raise a daughter and a son Be a lover to their mother, everythin’ to everyone Up and at ‘em bright and early, I’m all business in my suit Yeah I’m dressed up for success, from my head down to my boots I don’t do it for money, there’s bills I that I can’t pay I don’t do it for the glory, I just do it anyway Providing for our future’s, my responsibility Yeah I’m real good under pressure, being all that I can be And I can’t call in sick on Mondays when the weekend’s been too strong I just work straight through the holidays, and sometimes all night long You can bet that I stand ready, when the wolf growls at the door Hey I’m solid, hey I’m steady, hey I’m true down to the core. And I will always do my duty no matter what the price I’ve counted up the cost, I know the sacrifice Oh and I don’t want to die for you, but if dyin’s asked of me I’ll bear that cross with honor, cause freedom don’t come free. I’m an American Soldier an American

Letters From Home
My Dear Son, it is almost June, I hope this letter catches up to you, and finds you well. Its been dry but they’re calling for rain, And everything's the same ol’ same in Johnsonville. Your stubborn 'ol Daddy ain’t said too much, But I’m sure you know he sends his love, And she goes on, In a letter from home. I hold it up and show my buddies, Like we ain’t scared and our boots ain’t muddy, and they all laugh, Like there’s something funny bout’ the way I talk, When I say: "Mama sends her best y’all." I fold it up an' put it in my shirt, Pick up my gun an' get back to work. An' it keeps me driving me on, Waiting on letters from home. My Dearest Love, its almost dawn. I’ve been lying here all night long wondering where you might be. I saw your Mama and I showed her the ring. Man on the television said something so I couldn’t sleep. But I’ll be all right, I’m just missing you. An' this is me kissing you: XX’s and OO’s, In a letter from home. I hold it up and s

Thank You
I just want you to know How greatful I am That you are here Beside me now Thank you For staying along side me Anyone else would be gone It's difficult to live with me You never give up No matter how hard it gets Forever is what you said And now I believe you You said "I love you" Even before you knew me You vowed to love me Til the day you die Thank you for loving me For not giving up even when it gets hard Forever is what you said And in return I say "Thank You"

Don't Turn Away
Don't turn away Don't be scared Love is going to happen Love is a good thing Don't run Don't hide Stay and see How good it can be Don't leave me Don't hurt me Try to understand That you really love me But don't turn away

Questions?
Ask Them here... My-- F.A.Q. Q&A whatever ask Q:Is your real name Raven? -Yes Q:Can I see naked pictures of you? -No Q:Will you be my girlfriend? -No Q:Are you single? -NO, I love my baby boo and you ain't him. Q:Where were you born? -Berlin, Germany Q: What's your birthday? -February 13th 1989 Q:What's your natural hair colour? -Blonde Q:Can I call you? -If you have my cell # already I don't care but I ain't giving it to you. Q:Wanna cam2cam? -NO!! Q:Have you ever broken a bone? -I've broken every bone in my body atleast once. Q:Can I come see you? -Not if I don't know you sorry. Q:Will you make me a photomanipulation? -Only if I am in the mood to. Don't keep fucking asking me to do shit like that I am not always in the mood and if you keep asking you will eventually piss me off. Q:Have you ever been arrested? -Yes Q:How do you do your make-up like that? -are you fucking serious?...having artistic skills helps and havin

Writing
I am adding a lot of my own personal writing...and would really like to hear what people think about it. I am not going to take offence if you don't like it or if you think something should be changed with it but please tell me what you really think. I want to hear what others have to say about what I am writing and if there are any ideas of ways to change it to make it better or more likeable I would love to hear them. Please be honest and tell me what you think if you comment on any of my writing. Thank you!

I Guess I Didn't Make Myself Clear........
at the bottom of my last blog (boyfriends), i plainly stated....."MOST MEN". i believe i also said "NOT ALL MEN ARE LIKE THAT". now, is there some reason why no one saw that except for Nebulosis? i know she saw it because she commented on the part where i said only the guys that are attracted to me are like that. i'm sorry....there was one other person who saw that part but, at the moment, his name escapes me. anyway....i just thought i would clear that up before anyone else got their dander up over what i said. i might have been wrong about who was going to start the family uprising but, damn it, i was right about being accused of male bashing, wasn't i? y'all have a nice day and always remember....... I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST MEN. I THINK EVERY WOMAN SHOULD OWN ONE! :)

A Mother's Love
I'm almost an adult But have just recently learned it Even though I should've known it The very day I was born A Mother's love Is supposed to be natural but obviously not to you I never had it A stranger takes me in Shows me all I need to see Teaches me all I need to know And she's not even related You had the chance To help me becme a woman But you couldn't understand it And had no part in it A Mother's love I should've known But it took a stranger To show me the truth about A Mother's love

Comments And Such Including Other Stuff
Im going to start taking down pics of this profile if they dont get attention :) yes im a attention whore go fucking figure... thats point no: 1 i understand now about all the cherrypoints crap but why OH why do you ask me to be your buddy if YOU HAVE NEVER FUCKING SPOKEN TO ME?? what a waste of fucking time add me if you know if you dont then feck off thats point no: 2 Im not a camwhore i dont do requests for "standup shake yer ass kiss ya nipples" kinda stuff that is reserved for my great friends haha nah seriously IM FUCKING BORING on cam just ask ollie he is a frequent viewer :/ maybe i should start a frequent viewer program lmfao... Treat me like you would want yourself treated if yer a cunt to me guess what im gonna be?? A BIGGER CUNT BACK TO YOU we clear? yes no maybe? C

The Witches Well
At the castle esplande there is a cast iron wall fountain. It commemorates over three hundred women who were burned alive, accused of witchcraft. Edinburgh was once considered the capital of witch burning Europe. In the 16th century more burnings were carried out on Castlehill than anywhere else in the country.

A Final Dream
A final dream.. Lay You're Head Down And Sleep On my Shoulder.. LaY you're Head Down.. and start a new dream.. And for Tonight .. The moment Is over.. Drift in a lullabY.. Here where THe stars Reside.. And Angels Will alwaYs seen.. Lay You're Head down .. The stars THeY Have Whispered .. Hear What theY say.. And Know's What it Means.. The moon Is You're guid.. The stars theY have Kissed Her.. As She Goes gentlY By .. Light as A Baby Eye's .. Save In a fairytail stream.. and start a new Dream

A Shining Star...
I looked at the stars above Then I saw a shining star The star was filled with love But I couldn't catch it it was too far. I just want to hold it Hold it in my hand I was sad, just a little bit Cause I know You're my friend. You're my shining star The greatest ever Cause I love you and that forever. You're my best friend I know you're far away but not for me Cause you're in my heart and there you'll always stay. The star said; I'm getting older There is a day I'm going to fall I said Just trust me and lean on my shoulder Cause you're the best of all. You're the best friend I've ever had you know how to make me happy when i'm sad You gave me lots of love And now I know there will always be a friend I just have to look at the stars above. You gave me more thrust in life you gave me power to survive I will love you untill the end Because I can say; I have a friend. You're the best I've ever met you're the one I never forget You're the one that m

A Wish...
As the wind blows I call your name, But why don’t you answer when I call out for you? I’m wishing for the day that I’ll be The one that laughs. Everytime luck slips out of my hands. Nails that grap for a pillow. I’m wishing for the day that I’ll be The one that kills you. As I pretend you’re in my arms, I’m trying to make it right. I’m killng you, Goodbye, you’ll never know..

Careless Time....
Time is going on, without thinking of me, and the people around me, Time is going on, without a care in the world, and the troubles we own, It doesn't matter what I'll do, it'll never stop from going, it doesn't matter what I'll say, may be it's not worth it, Time is going on, without thinking of you, and the people around you, Time keeps going on, without caring of others, and all our problems, It doesn't matter what you'll do, it'll never stop from going, it doesn't matter what you'll say, I don't think it's even worth it, Time is going further, without actually making a progress, while the world is being a mess, Time is going on, time never rests, What kind of a horrible job it posses, And it doesn't matter what we'll do, it will never stop from going, it doesn't listen to what we say, frankly I don't think it's worth it.

Believe In Yourself....
Believe in yourself. Even when you think you can't. Believe in yourself. Even when you think nobody does. Believe in yourself. 'cause when you don't, everything looks so much harder. Believe in yourself. 'cause you just can't live without it.

Just My Night
I had a good night at work last night. What can I say it's Christmas time and I'm enjoying being busy. I am starting to get anywhere from 6-10 pallets of toys a night. Not a big deal we got more then that back home but we also had 3 people in toys back home too. Right now it is just myself working in toys. So that adds up to alot of work. I don't mind though at least I'm busy right? I know it's Christmastime when people start asking me stupid questions. Yes there really are stupid questions, I don't care what you were told when you were growing up. I'll give some examples to prove my point. Example 1~ If I bought this bike and decided next year I wanted a new one is it returnable? Answer~ You can't return a bike after a year of using it. We have a 90 day return policy sir you are welcome to take advantage of that with your reciet if you wish to get cash back, otherwise it has to go onto a gift card that you can use in the store. Example 2~ This price tag says $59.97 is that

Cherry Levels
I've noticed a rather amusing phenomenon here at LC. It's the Cherry levels. So many people are scrambling to get up to the next level. They send out bulletins for themselves, or ask a "friend" to pimp them out instead so that they don't seem quite so egotistical and needy. Why? What happens when you reach that next level? Do you get a check from LC? Do you get back a year of your life? Do certain body parts start to grow? Face it, there is absolutely no significance to it. Once you reach that next level, then what? Do you feel special or important because you have a higher rank than other people? I think this is a wonderful example of how people transfer their feelings of inadequacy to something mundane like a social website. Insignificant events like Cherry levels take on a distorted importance and we actually begin to tie them to our own self esteem. I see the same thing with all the contests being held. I deleted one girl from my friend list because she was sending out bul

Online Friends..
Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray..... "Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart.... Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....

Im Your Friend!
This is from a friend of yours,Who loves you very much!Cause my life has been fulfilled in ways that only you can touch.For the time Ive known you ,youve made me fill at home.But most of all,your not alone.One day our lives will part,but the love we share wont leave our hearts.Now with this thought I let you know,Your love is with me ,Wher ever I go. Your Friend****** Keith******

This Is A Dedication For All You Guys
i hope you all like it it comes from my heart and gose to al of you thank for showing me love and being so sweet to me i will frorever treasure our friendship forever I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS YOU HAVE WON MY HEART AND MY SOUL WITH YOUR SWEET SEXY WAYS YOU GAVE ME HOPE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE NEAR YOU BRING ME HAPPINESS EVERY DAY OF EVERY YEAR AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU ARE YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE YOU'RE MY LUCKY STAR YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING TELL WHO COULD ASK FOR MORE? AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU HONEY THIS WILL NEVER END I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE BABY YOU ARE MY LOVER AND MY FRIEND OH MY FRIEND YOU GAVE MY WORLD A THRILL I'VE NEVER KNOWN AND FILLED MY EAGER HEART WITH A LOVE TO TO CALL MY OWN AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU YOU MUST KNOW HOW M

Fabulous Bitch Who Looks At Porn 24/7
I'm a Fabulous Bitch who looks at porn 24/7!!! yeah right...lol...sure... Pick the first Letter of Your first Name A- Fabulous B-Pretty C-Popular D-Gorgeous E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Boyish M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- skank C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Babe Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who

Blame
You were never there Didn't really care about me The men came first I came last So I pushed you away Washed my hands of you I deserved better And that's exactly what I got Now you miss me Want me to forgive you But that won't happen You blew it forever ago You dare blame me When you're the parent You'll never change your ways Because you're afraid to take the blame

Sisters
Sisters are bonded By something special That can never be broke Sisters can be trusted With all your secrets And all your dreams Sisters can understand Better then anyone Because they know Sister are always there But not always blood Sisters will always be sisters!

Accepted
We may have hard times It can seem like nobody cares But things could always be worse At one point in life We are all outsiders But that's because nobody understands Don't give up that quick Things can change before you know it But only if you want them to I was an outsider for nine years Then I met someone And they truely understood me It took many mess ups And a great deal of anger But I've finally been excepted

Lost
I was always depressed But nobody cared They wanted me to stay that way Yet I knew I couldn't I tried all the legal ways Everything they tell you to do When you need outside help But it did no good Finally I ran away Was gone three night Then they sent me back They just couldn't see So again I ran away But was tired of running This time they sent me away Believing they were punishing me Arrieved at a foster home early Lady seemed rather friendly But I didn't trust her She wasn't my family Hated my life Didn't know what to do If I ran away They would send me to juvi Once again I was lost

Found
Took some getting used to But I started to be happy Foster mom was good to me She really loves me Wait...life isn't that great My real family hates me They realized I'm happy But they don't want me to be Having two families rules My ture family is right here Beside me all the way But they aren't blood Finally learned the truth I can't trust my real family They don't care about me They liked when I was lost Well too bad for them Being lost is the past There are people around Who have let me be found!

What Type Of Love Am I
This is so true... You Are Right Brained In Love Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

What I Want...
What I want.... Is the pleasure of a man's hand holding mine... The comfort of knowing that someone cares for me... The soft kiss on my lips and the intense love that we will share... What I want.... Is the beauty of a life with a soul I can call my own... The passion between us that will shine as bright as the sun... An undying love... What I want.... Is a wonderful father, caring heart, strong arms, and a sense of security... Is a life with my one and only... A man who is a one woman man as I am a one man woman... What I want is forever!

Thoughts And Feelings....
Have you ever felt so strongly about a person, thing, or idea just after a short period of time yet you still are in the dark? Have you ever had a short glimpse into someone's eyes and in that instance you can see and feel their soul? Have you ever thought you were amongst a love so strong that it could tear you apart just with one touch? Have you ever leaped into your future so quickly that it fell on you without warning? Have you ever fanticized about an idea of love that the real thing passed you by? Have things beyond your control ever blinded you from feeling anything...anything at all? Have you ever been so lonely that you tremble with joy at the idea that someone shows interest? Have you ever been so scared of your own footsteps that you would rather stand still then take a leap of faith? Have you ever felt a drop of passion land on your shoulder? Have your tears ever been so thick that you feel like you are in a caccoon and no one can see you? Have

Plz Read This(girls Only)
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Have A Good Day Everybody
Hi all, Well today is Sunday hope everybody had a good weekend :) Anybody doing anything special today?? If you do remember to have fun and to stay safe :) P.s. If you haven't seen tehm there's 2 new pics of new in my default folder that I posted for your viewing,rating and commenting pleasure :)) Danny

All That Planet Stuff I Learned Was Useless
Well, those science nerds have done it again! They've turned off Star Trek, and left their mothers' basements long enough to demote Pluto as a planet. What's wrong with these people? These are the same people who wanted to make our moon a new planet. Ok, first of all, everything I learned in astronomy is useless now! No, not just the stuff having to deal with Pluto. I contend that EVERYTHING I learned in astronomy was all for naught. Plus, we're going to have to change that little story that school kids are taught in which they can remember the planets: My Very Educated Mother Just Served Us Nine Pizzas So now what? "Pizzas" is now no longer applicable. What do we change it to? I have an idea. Maybe My Very Eager Mother Just Served Us Nachos? That's just stupid. I say this to all of you scientists who supported this idiotic idea. Either make Pluto a planet again, or blow it up. Think about it. Id we're going to get rid of Pluto as a planet, let's get rid of it. Keep it from junking

Shok Taktik - Immortal Ego No. Three
I had met Phil the man behind Shok Taktik a while back and as he knew Fienderella he wanted to get one done for himself, I met him in person at a dinner at the House of Lords in London, it was very boring but me and him were having a few chuckles. He does exit strategies for business and mentoring hence the name Shok Taktik. Anyway before long he had an idea of what he wanted so Stu started to put him together. Its funny as Stu had never met Phil, but he drew him with a hat, when I first met Phil, he was wearing a hat just like the one Stu had drawn. Creating Shok Taktik, and what it took to put him together

My First Blog... On Lc Anyway
I wonder if anyone is going to read this. Well if you are reading this Hello to you. This weekend hasn't been that much fun for me. I had to work what feels like all day yesterday. Didn't get home till kinda late last night so it kinda sucks that it's almost noon on Sunday and I feel like I haven't had a day off. Ohhhh well, I shouldn't complain I did have Thursday off. Most of my co-workers when they work Saturday work 6 days straight. Hope that everyone else has had a good weekend.

Silent Tears
Last night before went to bed Thoughts of you filled my head I have not cried this way in many of years Onto my pillow fell six silent tears The first was for your smile that I miss And your tender lips I long to kiss The second was for your gentle face And thoughts of your loving embrace The third came as no suprise As I thought of your beautiful eyes The fourth came rolling down my face Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place. The fifth came for one reason alone I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown I really love and miss you my dear And there just fell...the sixth silent tear

You're Never Alone
You’re never alone, I’m always near, When you’re troubled, down or blue, All you have to do is call me, I’m always here for you... It doesn’t matter where I’m at, It doesn’t matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I’m here to be your friend... If you need someone to hold your hand, Or a hug to show someone cares. If you need a shoulder to cry on, For you, I will be there... So never think you are a burden, When the weight gets to be too much. You might find if you look hard enough, A good friend could be the right touch... You’re never alone, I’m always here, Through the good times and the bad. I’m always here to be your friend, I never want to see you sad...

While You Were Sleeping
While You Were Sleeping While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

Moving Sucks
For those of you that don't know much about me, I've been apt hunting for about the past 3-4 months without much luck... Well, I finally found a place last week and on a last minute decision ended up rooming with my dawg Joe. Yesterday we moved in, so here I am finally in the new place, stealing internet from one of my new (obviously not smart enough to secure their wireless) neighbors. I love stupid people sometimes! As I sit here in a sea of boxes I can only hope that everything goes smooth and I can finally (after whats felt like an eternity!) get into a normal day to day routine again. Its been a while since I've even remotely felt my life slipping into place again and I'm glad to say that right now, I feel like I'm actually getting someplace...

Seduction Style
Ok put this in the wrong folder the first time lol new at playing with blogs lol Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?

A Special World
This reminded me of someone specail and he know's who he is. A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. - Sheelagh Lennon -

Installing Love Do You Need To Know How???
INSTALLING LOVE Customer Service Rep: Can you install LOVE? Customer: I can do that. I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now. What do I do first? CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am? Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running? CS Rep: What programs are running ma'am? Customer: Let me see....I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now. CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am? Customer: I do

My Greek God
Which GreekRoman minor Goddemi-god are you? ATALANTA - The swiftest of runners and the best hunter in ancient Greece. She could both run and hunt better than any man. You have a competitive spirit and like to be challenged. Sometimes these challenges seem rather monotonour and repetitive, but hey, you never know. You might get a great surprise someday.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Heaven And Hell (adult)
Heaven and Hell The soft moans and mews were silenced by the crashing of the waves against the cove’s shore. Her head fell back in abandon and her eyes closed as her lover’s lips ravaged her tender neck. His arms kept her tight against his body. Neither one understood how things had grown so out of control; each caught up in the heat of their passion. He felt weak to her touch. She surrendered to his kiss. His body trembled under her ghostly fingertips and he moaned her name. Her lips met his in response, her fingers lacing themselves in his hair. He reached up and pulled the hair ribbon, and her silky, soft hair fell free around her shoulders. The soft scent of Rose and Lilac filled his senses and he breathed it in as if it were a drug. He just could not get enough. With a gasp, she felt her feet lift off the ground as he picked her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist and clung tighter to him even as an earthen wall near the cove met her back to steady them. She purre

My Second Week At Uplift High School
I'm James Johnson and my second week at Uplift community high school has been great! I'm starting to meet and make alot of new friends. I'm on the football team and now i play wide reciever and 2 days ago i twisted my ankle but i kept walking on it, limping, cause i don't want it to just keep hurting so i'm determined to play even if i had a broken neck. At lunch, it's cool because alot of us share our experiences with each other and have alot of connections now.I have 8periods. These are my classes i take. P.E. and health spanish advisory(doesn't count as a period though) surveyliterature physics worldstudies lunch computerinfo.technology algebra School We had to pay a $100fee for our lockers and for other things like ideas and bus permits which costs $5.50. I'm starting to love school more and more.

Life In Genral
Ok folks, this is your chance to state how you feel or what you feel on the subject: Why is ok for a guy to have meanless sex but if a girl has it there a hoe a slut and easy all that good stuff. Why is it unacceptable or taboo if a women jokes or talks about her sex life in public but, its score one for the guy if they talk about it. Personally, I dont see why if a women talks about what she did can't just be considered that she just had a good time why cant women just act like a normal person or have the same standards a guy does. Men always say awe shes a slut she did this and that she did so and so on the first night how ever I dont see the guys complaining when it happens to them or they do complain of they dont get any. i think you just like confusing the hell out of us which way do you want it the good girl way or the slutty way geesh make up your mind. Tell me what you think.

Relationships
Ok folks this is a broad subject so hopefully this blog takes off. Just recently about the past 6 months I have been in a relationship with the most stupidest azzhole I know. My question is how come men/women in my case men always start out in a relationship as really nice and compassionate but then turn in to medusa? And how do people get the nerve while having a major fight the next day while its still going on, ask the spouse "so do you want to make out?" I guess my problem that I have with relationships is how some of the partners put on a act at first then go to a total diffrent personality why cant people just be them selves and why have to play games with the other person wouldnt dating be so much easier if all this bullshit would not be there. So if you want to share a stupid thing your spouse or companion did feel free or if you just would like to state what you would like to change about relationships feel free also Im curious to see what others think about relation

My Idea Of Hell...
So yesterday I did something that approaches my idea of hell. I went to the mall. I know what you're thinking -- you're thinking "Wow, Tanya, I think you're a girl. You're supposed to like the mall." But as with so many things I'm supposed to like as a girl, this particular preference seems to have to passed me by. I HATE the mall. The very thought of going to the mall causes me deep apprehension. Especially when I have to *deep breath* buy bras. Perhaps you men would enjoy this process, but, as is typical of women's garments, bras are not designed consistently across brands, let alone across different bras. But on this particular trip, I was aided by my trusty friend Donna, who did all the hard work for me. Figuring out which bras fit well, and getting me different sizes and styles to try on while I stared helplessly at the one good bra I did find. So, many thanks to Donna. As thanks, coming soon, a "dirty librarian" series of photos just for her. So far I've go

Family..
I'm so excited, I finally get to see Colin and Laura today if muh kiddos ever wake up lol. I can't believe my lil guy is 2 already...all these kids are growin up so fast, it's sad..and to think in 9 weeks muh Laura has another lil Boy comin..with the name still yet to be announced..She has a few that I love picked out but I don't think we got a final one yet lol...Some of this weekend didn't turn out like I planned but wha the hell I had a good weekend anyways....with a definite lots of laughs..tomorrow is monday...god help us all...lmao...Welp now that I'm pretty upset with someone that doesn't even seem to give a fuck, I think ima go terrorize the neighbors and wash muh truck...it's kinda dirty lol...maybe by the time I'm done the kids will be up...I'll take some better pics of the new hair color later n post them! Much love to those that matter!!! =)

I'm Good With My Hands
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Something To Think About
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on

You are an insane drunk You tend to lose all inhibitions when you are drunk and just go with the flow. You are highly entertaining to all of your friends, with all of your crazy antics. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com