Fubar Blog Posts 4

Appeal To North Dallas
So, I've been living here since 2006. In that time, I've had three full-time jobs, two part-time jobs, and lived in four apartments (two at the same address). I've met and dated one girl, and gone through two breakups (both really bad). I've met some people who I'll always regard as family (multiple trips to Houston - Phantom, Kinky, Fyretygress and company, just to name a few), and run into some unsavory people who I wouldn't mind never seeing again (you know who you are). Here's my appeal: those who have paid attention to what has been going on in my life know that I recently lost my home. I'm living in a hotel not far from where my old apartment is. I'm trying to regain a foothold so that I can get back into the swing of things, hopefully having my own place again by the summer or early fall; or, failing that, at least having saved up enough money so I can make the trip back east (New York City is my comfort zone). I still currently have a full-time job working tech support in Cop

Which Side Of The Fence?
If you ever wondered which side of the fence you sit on, this is a great test! If a Republican doesn't like guns, he doesn’t buy one. If a Democrat doesn't like guns, he wants all guns outlawed. If a Republican is a vegetarian, he doesn’t eat meat. If a Democrat is a vegetarian, he wants all meat products banned for everyone. If a Republican is homosexual, he quietly leads his life. If a Democrat is homosexual, he demands legislated respect. If a Republican is down-and-out, he thinks about how to better his situation. A Democrat wonders who is going to take care of him. If a Republican doesn't like a talk show host, he switches channels. Democrats demand that those they don't like be shut down. If a Republican is a non-believer, he doesn't go to church. A Democrat non-believer wants any mention of God and religion silenced. If a Republican decides he needs health care, he goes about shopping for it, or may choose a job that provides it. A Democrat dem

A Touch Unfelt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, ki

Games People Play
Well here I am once more and seems I added another to the block bin..Why you may ask well I don't feel its right that someone tells another that they will do something and yet not do it. Weather the other party is used to it or not you dont make a deal and not go through with it. Then knowing that you still owe the deal go out and buy something for someone else that supposively ment nothing to them how fucken stupid is that? Another thing that gets me is that you dont tell someone that you will never let them go that they will always be in your life and stand by them no matter what..yeah ok fuck off on that one cause its a lie and they dont care on who the hell they hurt cause their life is fucked up they have to toy with another ones life and heart..But I have come to realise that no matter how much I got hurt by his lies he showed his true colors that he was no different from any other man in my life cause when it came down to how I felt I was going nutty on him. Well you know what y

Random Thoughts Jan 15th....
What ever happened to Stained? That Aaron guy had SO much angst...you would have thought he was in a Twilight movie. Frozen dinners, after almost 50 years of product development, still taste just as ass as they did when I was 8 and my mom tried to get me to eat them. WTF? Really? You still haven't found a way to make the pasta taste even SORTA like something? I like/dislike American Idol contestant tryouts. You get some great stories...and I love seeing the douchebags wilt and cry after getting rejected...but I don't need to see the costumes and such. Can't we get over that part now? We have REAL judges...let's not waste their valuable time with William Hungs... Insomnia is a horrible thing to have. Almost as bad as vertigo. I actually felt really sorry for Tyler Hansbrough tonight when I had yet ANOTHER vertigo attack. I can't imagine how frustrating that would be for an NBA player to out of nowhere have to lay down, close your eyes and possibly vomit because your brain

What To Do
When she stares at your mouth[ Kiss her ]When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you[ Grab her and don’t let go ]When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]When she's quiet[ Ask her what’s wrong ]When she ignores you[ Give her your attention ]When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful ]When you see her start crying[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]When you see her walking[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]When she's scared[ Protect her ]When she steals your favourite hat[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]When she doesn't answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]When she says that she likes you[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]When she grabs at your hands[ Hold hers

Would You
Would you take me as i am,with my issues and flaws. Pull me to your chest,without hesitation or a pause. Slide your hungry tounge between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my hips. Wrap in your passion,exposing your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine,every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across our cheeks,confessing your every desire. Moan my name,call me yours and set my soul on fire. Needing me more with every breath that slips into your chest. Please me nightly miss me daily,never comparing me to the rest. Grip my wrist,look into my eyes and say the words i long to hear. Kiss me roughly and weep my name forever holding me. WOULD YOU ?

Saturday Night
Saturday Night By Ms. Cleavage copyright 2007 It was a few minutes after 11 pm when we finally went to bed. I was following my husband down the hall to our bedroom when he entered the room and I walked up behind him as he stopped to pull the blankets back. He stood before me with his back to me only wearing his boxers. I reached around his chest with both of my arms and gave him a big hug. I made sure that my breasts pressed up against his bare back so he can feel them give his shoulder blades a hug while I pinched his nipples that he loves so much. I took my fingernails and ran large circles around each of his nipples and I could hear him take a deep breath as I did so. I stepped back a bit and ran my nails over his shoulders and down the length of his spine very slowly teasing him with the touch all the while. I dropped to my knees behind him and then tugged lightly at the elastic band at the top of his boxers dropping them slowly just so that I could see the top of the

Tiffany's Night Out
This story was inspired by a friend here on Fubar who set up the possible story and I wrote this for her. Tiffany’s Night Out Copyright Ms. Cleavage 2008 The bar was crowded and the music was beating very loud and the five of us girls quickly saw an empty table. We darted for the table at the same time. We were all laughing because we got to table so quickly. We all continued to laugh as we settled into out chairs. It was so funny and was setting the tone for our evening out. The scents that I smelled were so much of different alcoholic beverages that were being poured up to the customers. But the predominant smell throughout the bar was that of the familiar beer. The hostess came over to our table and we all ordered our first round for the night of favorite longneck beer. When the waitress walked away I locked eyes on this very good looking black gentleman sitting up at the bar. Our eyes locked for just a second but it was filled with sexual tensio

Baby Making For Nerds
There once lived 2 computers that met on the net, the lived hapily spamming eachother over the years. One day they swaped coolant fluids n made beautiful hardware. They grew fast and constantly needed to be updated. They later grew up and tookover the net as their parents did n made beautiful malware which spread across the net. The parents grew out of date as their hardware soon grew to be full grown towers as they were. Soon they moved onto other sites n made more hardware n made many processors and became one big happy station. That is all for this random thought of the week.

Todays Poem
Deception You never knew who I really was only who you wanted me to be Pushing your antiquated ideal of life You have no idea how to treat people with respect Stop filling my world with pain and strife I can learn from the mistakes I have made I shut my heart off and opened my brain Your childish games you can continue to play You can't hurt me or cause me pain I don't care what you do anymore Blame other for short comings you possess But go away and leave me to my life And as they say "Man up" show a little finesse I see you for what you are and not for what you pretend to be I have been through this before you won't be the last I see how you changed when you walked in my life You are just another ghost the same as others from my past There is no way you'll understand there is no truth, There was no truth there was only a lie Truth disappeared so cold and fast Love never had a chance it was born to die

Customer Service In A Throw Away Society
What truly boggles my mind is how customer services seems to have gone out the windows these days. Granted, we have become a throw away society; making things so cheaply that it's more cost effective to buy a new item then repair it. Nonetheless, there are still some instances were you need it. Example: I recently got rid of T-Mobile! (Hooray!) I opted for Sprint because I did have them many years ago and the sound quality was always superb. I had left for minor issues that I assumed over the the course of time have been improved upon, i.e., at the time good luck connecting to the intenet. After reviewing many phones (both consumer and CNET), I opted for the HTC Evo Shift. It's a pretty phone. LOL A bit pricy but after all the rebates, it dropped to what I felt was a reasonable price for the phone. However, I still had to pay a bit of a high bill that sent my credit card people into a jig and me into cardiac arrest. I'm sorry. I'm a cheap ass when it comes to me. LOL Anyway, the pe

Old Love
I woke this morning to see you there, lookin at me with that loving stare. The way u bath me with that gentle touch reminds me of why I loved u so much. Suddenly feeling my heart skip a beat, relizing that my old love is Me. Written By Karen D. W

Forbidden Fruit,written In 2006, By Karen W
Everyone has a tree of forbidden fruit, you may not notice it at first, but its there, calling you name , until one day you turn to look at it, hanging there looking soooo ripe and beautiful. You walk over to it, wanting to taste it, but you know it not right. So you walk away making it through another day. Only to awaken with it calling once again. So you walk over and touch it, then taste it only with your tongue, mmmm so sweet, so you bite it and as the juices flow down your throat, you close your eyes enjoying the pleasure of its taste and feel until its gone.you walk away and all the while need and wanting more. Trying to get through the nights, but its in your system so deep it consumes you. Having you in the middle of the night needing the next taste, and with every bite stealing your soul, your mind until it controls your every move, want every waking moment until you can no longer think for yourself. Losing more and more of you, what is your forbidden fruit? and are you ready

The Cloud
The Cloud She watched spellbound, as the thin white cloud passed over the sun on a beautiful day. A rainbow of incredible pastels slowly turning darker as the cloud moved on. She was suddenly touched and aching at the same time. She couldn't move...she was mesmerized by the changing hues and wonderful colors only nature can create. Touched deeply by the beauty and essence of her surroundings. Aching for the ONE she wanted to share that particular moment with. It was truly a spiritual event. Even though her heart ached because He was not there, she smiled anyway...feeling He was thinking of her as well. With a full heart, she whispered, "Happy Valentine's Day".

Bleach
Little child beware, mommy cannot love you... ...she's never gonna love you... ..love you.. I.. Must've lit up a dozen cigarettes in the after-math reeling from effects of yet another attack and I, sat there Crushin' up all these little white thrills...these little white pills 'cause I like the way they feel when they're coursing through my veins and I like the way they take all this fucking pain. Yeah, 'cause nothing's gonna numb me and no one's gonna save you and So I'm whirling, twirling, and everything's swirling. I find myself spiraling down again to the depths of this grainy little bottle of gin. ..[In progress].. [In progress]

Detroit Tigers 2011
February 14, 2011 marks the start of Spring Training as it's reporting day for pitchers and catchers! YAY! I have high hopes for my Detroit Tigers this year. A little sad that Johnny Damon moved onto Tampa Bay, he seemed like a good fit with the Tigers, but we seemed to have gotten a decent DH in replacement of him in Victor Martinez. Also I was sad to see that Jeremy Bondermans contract was also not resigned only because as a person he was such a wonderful guy and has been with the Detroit Tigers his entire career, through some really bad years. But as a pitcher he has just lost his mojo, hopefully he can find a good fit with another team. Was very disappointed that Armando Gallaraga was traded to the Arizona Diamondbacks and hopes that he does well there with for Manager Kirk Gibson and Coach Alan Trammell (both former Detroit Tiger stars). I will be keeping an eye on the D-Backs this year just for that reason alone. Happy to see that Joel Zumaya is back and healthy and looking

Achievement Points
How come When tryin to get the achievement points... u do what u are suppose to and u dont get the points..... such as... I have 420 videos loaded... but yet didnt get the points or the achievement for "Add 250 videos" .. Anyone else had this prob. or is it just me... ugh im tryin to do what i am suppose to... FUBAR PAY UP!!!:)

My Unfortunate Saturday
I had to work Saturday for my sister who was out of town. It was a normal day just like any other day I've had to work. I flirted with guests and chatted with friends online. Nothing out of the ordinary. My day ended at 3pm and I decided to do a little shopping for a friend. I went to a store and didn't like anything there so I proceeded to go across town to the other store they have that has more items. I get about a 1/4 mile away from the store and all of a sudden my heart starts racing really really fast. I feel like someone punched me in the throat, my arms went numb underneath from my shoulder down to my pinkies. My shoulders got stiff and my neck did as well. My breathing changed as well. Now I've had my heart race before but it always went away after a few minutes. This time was completely different. It just wouldn't stop no matter how calm I tried to be. I wasn't gonna go to the hospital but I talked myself into it. I get there and they rush me back. They did an IV and hooked m

For All The Lovers Out There
Lover Follow me into dream filled days And star lit nights Escape with me into Enchanting delights Let me kiss away all Troubles and fears Think only of me as Ecstasy nears Joining our bodies our Souls, or mind Together opening doors to See what we'll find Gently into the night we'll Explore our disire Awake to the light Our passons on fire

Husband Doesn't Celebrate Valentine's Day?
I've got my valentine...sitting right over there....on the sofa. He loves valentine's day for romance..and.... But this is the second year in a row with no card....no candy. I LOVE chocolate... where's the chocolate love? I love DIAMONDS... LOL Ah well, not trying to get sympathy or anything..just saying.

Recap Of Last Week
Thursday night I ate some fried chicken with their "special receipe sauce" that apparently I was allergic to. Bumps developed on the back of my neck and scalp and itching started that night. I woke up to patches of hives and severe itching all over my body. The doctor gave me a steriod shot on Friday and called in a percription steriod if that didn't work. It didn't. Steriods and itching on Saturday and Sunday but it was subsiding. I got a call at 4 a.m. on Monday that my mother had passed away. Happy Valentine's Day. Three days of steriods apparently affects your sleep. I laid in bed until 3:30 a.m. before falling asleep on Monday/Tuesday morning. I normally wake up at 5:30 a.m. I spent Tuesday dealing with the side effects of these steriods which felt like an overdose of cocaine. (yes, I have) Sweats, chills, wrapped in blankets but still could not fall asleep. I stopped taking the steriods today and I feel almost normal. So, how was your week?

For Those Who Have Children....or Not...:)
My Promise To My Kids(or child), I will stalk u,flip out on u,lecture u,drive u crazy,be your worst nightmare and hunt u down like a hound dog when needed because I Love You!! When u understand that i will know your a responsible adult. You will never find someone who loves u,Prays for u,cares about u and worries about u more than me. pssss...I love u!!! Mom(or mom n dad or dad...)

[and This Potato Soup Is Good]
Its actually quite warm in here right now.So ... my power outage and internet outage this morning ate my last blog post, so I'll give you the gist of itSpent $20 on beans, potatos and whole tilapia.Moving on.So, tonight I made the potato variant of what I had been eating over and over and over and over againsofrito (onions, peppers, tomato)oilcuminpimentonsaltblack beansand just a small amount of chorizoI took 2 russet potatos, cubed and boiled, tossed them into my sofrito and spices and beansand some reserve starchy water from the initial boil (enough to cover)brought the combo to a simmer- covered and put it on low heat for 20 minutes.Hwaaaaso creamy it'd be better with some dairy and stock in itlike... a trillion times betterbacon would work too.Anyway, came out kinda funky looking all mushy and yellow, but it was tastey.Probably could've used some olive oil at the finish too.And some greens like, chives or parsley.I haven't checked my mail since this morning... but I can't wait to

You Don't Know
You don't know what you've got till you really loose it. You don't know how bad your going to feel when that special someone leaves or isn't around until they are really gone. You don't know how it feels to be lonely until you sleep by yourself for the first time in years. You really don't know what true love is until it gets ripped right out of your hands. You don't know how to tell your two year old where her father is until she comes up to you and asks. You don't know what the words i love you means until the love of you life tells you it on the day of your wedding. You don't know what its like to stay up late with your daughter because she wants her daddy until that night you are up all night because she is screaming for her daddy. You don't know how mad your daughter is until she goes off on you and tells you how much she hates for taking her father from her. So hold on to what you have because you never know when it's going to be ripped right out of your hands.

Time
There is a time there is a place where you once took me to hold me. That time that place doesn't seem to exsist It seems to be missing To hold you hand to touch your face to kiss your lips to have that which i have longed for will it come to be?

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You We gaze at the stars, imaginary ones will do, whatever it takes, just to be with you. Wrapped in your arms our heartbeats combine, so close together, our souls intertwine. Together all night, as one, that night might be over, but we've just begun. My love for you grows, with each passing day, I never thought it possible, to love one this way. The dreaded day has come to say goodbye but our love with last it is obvious why. Our love is so strong, it will stay throught the years, it will shine in the laughter, and brave through the tears. It will live through all the good and the bad, and remind us each day, of the blessing we had. You are gone now but remain in my soul, left with thoughts of you, my heart remains whole.

Being Naked And Sex....(all Responses Welcome)
So there was a Survey taken with 2400 women asking....would you rather be skinny but sexless for a yr or overweight and orgasmic with your guy for a year?? They ALL said they'd rather be skinny and sexless.... Do Men REALLY care what we women look like naked?? Is it more of a heeeey ur naked and with me... I Like it!!!!! kinda thing? All opinions welcome. =)

Buried Alive
Take the time just to listenWhen the voices screaming are MUCH TOO LOUDTake a look in the distanceTry and see it allChances are that ya might findThat we share a common DISCOMFORT NOWI feel I'm walking a fine lineTell me only if it's realStill I'm on my wayOn and on it goesVacant hope to take[Chorus]HEY I CAN'T LIVE IN HERE FOR ANOTHER DAYDARKNESS HAS KEPT THE LIGHT CONCEALEDGRIM AS EVERHOLD ON TO FAITH AS I DIG ANOTHER GRAVEMEANWHILE THE MICE ENDURE THE WHEELReal as everAnd it seems I've been BURIED ALIVEI walked the fields through the fireTaking steps until I found solid groundFollowed dreams reaching higherCouldn't survive the fallMuch has changed since the last timeAnd I feel a little less certain nowYou know I jumped at the first signTell me only if it's realMemories seem to fadeOn and on it goesWash my view away[Chorus]HEY I CAN'T LIVE IN HERE FOR ANOTHER DAYDARKNESS HAS KEPT THE LIGHT CONCEALEDGRIM AS EVERHOLD ON TO FAITH AS I DIG ANOTHER GRAVEMEANWHILE THE MICE ENDURE THE WHEEL

Jlm Member Of The Week Award
The Justice League Mafia is going to be holding its 1st ever "JLM Super Hero of the Week Award"... The winner will be decided by their commitments to the JLM in better the group. Each week there will be a new member selected for their deeds and will get some cool awards... Each week the reward will vary but they will have there profile link added to the JLM Profile... The JLM Counsel Members will vote on the nominees the night before winner will be decided on Sundays profile, and announced in "Velvet's Playground" at 9pm EST... Good Luck to all thr JLM members and let's keep up the good work

[in Office Chairs]
Just doesn't have the same effect as "in cars".Couldn't sleep. Woke up and had to piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiss.That's kinda rare for me. I thought for a moment maybe I was getting old, but ... nah. Couldn't be.The good news is that it wasn't too far from 4:00 and I just got $5 from my aunt for v-day, and a coupon for bogo egg mcmuffins.Fuck yeah!McMuffins.Here's another statement I'd like to makemint shakeswhy only one month a year?Mint is probably my second favorite dessert flavor.Moving on-First thingymaflip: why the hell is there so much god damn king of the hill up in here?Secondly: Calf thruster is arguably done.3 more to go... *sigh*I'm still not 100% on the outcome but... I dunno, I'm thinking it can be fixed- or I'm just being too fucking critical.I could either build moar thruster, or I could kill more samurai.Both have their merits, but I think I'm gonna- try - to build moar thruster.Story...story later. It's gonna be a long morning.

What's Your True Eye Color?
Your True Eye Color is Aquamarine You are a lively, outgoing, and even chatty person. You thrive when you're around others. You love to play, and you're always looking for new playmates to add to your circle of friends. You may be lighthearted, but you're also an intellectual. The world fascinates you. You are both inquisitive and adventurous. You have a lot of questions, and you're willing to travel the world to find their answers. What's Your True Eye Color? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

What's Your Dark Element?
Your Dark Element is Metal You are a very formal and elegant person. You are neat to the point of being meticulous. You are both humble and proper. You never want to be a burden on others. You are a bit cool and aloof to people you don't know well. It takes you a while to warm up. You can be bossy and inflexible when you feel stressed. You don't budge easily. What's Your Dark Element? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

Well Here I Go
It's been asked about why I cover my hair, or wear a hat. It's simple and complicated at the same time. If you haven't read my profile ... a little low down here. I am Traditional/Conservative Jew. I believe in being covered and mosdestly clothed. Especially in a public area. When I am with one person or family then I am not wearing a hat or scarf. It is both personal and religious. I prefer for that one to see me in the way he wants to. Though he will know me and know that I am beautiful when I am covered for him. I do believe when I can be accepted this way, then the natural course of things can happen. and everyone can be happy. xoxo Maia

Info
so lastnight i said i wont be back on fubar after tuesday what i fail to say is this iam not leaving fubar i just might not ever log back in for some time due to the fact i might be going back to jail its not a for sure thing but firday i got some news around 10 to 10:30pm someone reported me to adult protective servise so i will know what will happen at tuesday that is all for now

Touched....
Touched There are some people that touch our lives more than we can express. I am bad not to let those adored people know how I feel. I truly try....I fail more often than not. I apologize for that. Because I do indeed cherish, appreciate and love you with all that I am. Most of you know who I mean............................ PEACE and LOVE....ENDLESSLY Always your Tart

Sex Story
One evening the rain beats down while im walking along a long road to nowhere, fields all around. I can feel the rain soaking through to my skin so I decide to try and find shelter, and as I make that decision the thunder starts and my head just drops as i look around. In the distance I spy what looks to be a barn in the distance and a light coming from within so I head straight for it at a quick pace. I find the path or road unsure which all the way up to the barn, nothing but a farm well in the distance so im glad that I find shelter so soon. I call out as I near the barn to whom ever is inside so they wont be startled and as i get right up to the open door a female voice calls back so I enter. When I step inside I see what looks to me to be an angel, beautiful and blonde, about 5ft 6inches but the prettiest eyes and nicest smile ive ever seen. Then you speak to me and tell me to get my jacket and shirt off otherwise i will die a deat

Me:)
im real, everything on my page is 100% me and real. no fabrications what so ever. you will never see me posting pics in my default that arent me so i can get more attn. be real people. quit with the fake profile and shadiness. get a god damn life. sorry your too ugly to have friends. be real and you would get more. there is enough creepers here to go around.

Hanging
The oaks stand strong against the winds and the beeches hold through the cold, but the maples falter. Amongst them, gold and crimson are carried away, in flocks, like black birds grouping before the migration. The air is stained red from their gathering. The floor a crimson blanket, huddled together they stay until time brings them to their fate and the calm returns. Yet in the distance movement appears. A flicker in the breeze and all alone. Clinging to the limbs and hanging in the light of the horizon. Blinding, the morning dew adorns it. A dark shadow by itself in the sunset. Tenaciously it hangs on to its source. Waiting for spring when the new buds will open and crowd. The small groups of beeches will whisper. The oaks will quietly watch and the green will consume. Possibly a gentle drift to the ground where the sun warms or blown to be carried away by torrents. Beautifully hanging and waiting.

Tribute To Dale Sr. After 10 Years You Are Still Missed
The Heaven 500The Heaven 500 was just getting started, an all-star race, for the racing departed. Heroes of the track, with nerves like steel, and sitting on the pole was a cat named Neil. Adam Petty was there, with his beautiful smile, Kenny Irwin, determined to finish in style. Lee Petty was glowing, with grandfatherly pride, with Davey and Clifford, each had a new ride. Fireball Roberts floated in on a cloud, while Tony Roper waved to the Heavenly crowd. Morosso and Nemechek, then Tim Richmond appeared, Kulwicki strapped in while the racing fans cheered. The honorary starter, for this Heavenly race, Ralph Earnhardt was chosen, a tear on his face, but the red flag flew even before it had begun, with every eye, wide open, and looking to the SUN. A last minute entry was the cause of delay, while the fans were instructed to kneel and pray. The Heavens turned black, and the clouds turned dark, the lightning was brilliant, the thunder did bark. Then out of the rumble, for all there to see

More Stuff
As the Rain Falls A place, a time, a dream A place in time A time to dream As the rain falls A dream, a hope, a love A dream of hope A hope to love As the rain falls A love, a need a kiss A love I need A need to kiss As the rain falls A kiss, a start, a life A kiss to start To start a life As the rain falls A life a wish a differance A life we wish A wish for differance As the rain falls

It's Been A While.
I had this trend going on as I posted in social sites for a while; it was called Negative/Positive, where I would ideally name off something negative, but add the positive counter to it. Here is one of those this morning: Negative: Mass texting is so impersonal, and to be honest, rude in some instances. Positive: Mass texting is certainly useful in some instances, such as business. In my opinion, it's better to know the message you're receiving is meant for you :) Anti-social people are taking over the world, and while I've been in that category for much of my life, I want to come out of my rabbit hole, and love the world I live in! Part of that is learning to be direct with the important people in my life. So, what I am saying in this blog is, get out of your damned rabbit hole people! -Dean

Music Monday Again
1. Beck - Tropicalia2. Shout Out Louds - Normandie3. Scott Mathews - Eyes Wider Than Before4. Radiohead - No Surprises5. Fitz & The Tantrums - Money Grabber6. Nick Drake - Cello Song7. The Kooks - She Moves in Her Own Way

Me As 22 Feb 2011
well i depressed right now becasue i am here in iraq and my wife and son is back home i miss them so much ive been sitting in my room for almost a fucking week while everyone else goes out on missions i dont know why they are doin this to me im not hurt or anything but i still dont know y they are leaving me behind i just dont know what to do i fucking hate this fucking country i wish we never had to come here and the days that i do go out i really dont do anything i just wish i hold holding my son and my wife right now and i know they want the same if any of you vets went through the same thing please tell me how the hell did you deal with this because i am goin very insane right now and i realy dont know what to do or how to control it

The Differences In Us All
The Differences In Us All The weight of the world presses upon me Sadness purmeates and suffuses me As I weep for the losses humanity suffers At the hands of the greedy and unempathic God and Difference is an excuse oft used To rape, to mame, to take and to kill The sheep in us a herders dream Extremes in thought and belief leave no room for compassion No room for other It is societies fate To someday be peaceful or dead Through our own complacency and the generous application of hate To become the same But humanity always finds a way to see the differences And the conflict and pain always endures

I Had A Dream... Hehehe
I had a dream the other night... its been hanging with me for a couple days... i keep thinking about it, it was so hot wet steamy and just mmmmmm..... u were there, so i want to share it with you.... maybe u will know why im so stressed when u hear about it, i hope i do it justice im not sure i have the vocabulary to actually paint the picture for you.... but i will try....i was dreaming and asleep alone in bed.... i was just taking an afternoon nap... needed a little rest... i started feeling a warm hand on my leg... slowly making its way up.... waking up my senses on the way toward my knee... then a second hand joined in on my other leg.. slowly just gliding up my legs....stopping on my theighs for some light massage... and gently pressing them open....then i felt a warm breath on my inner theigh followed by a warm wet kiss.. gently working upward.. gliding by my pussy to the other theigh to give a warm wet kiss there too, then slowly working up to my pussy lips where a tongue darte

Just Couldnt Stop
I see you sitting at the computer looking hard at something on it, trying to study something ... i slowly come up next to you and sit next to you on the floor ... gently i start to touch your ankle, slowly bringing my hand up your leg... toward your knee, small circles around your knee and on the inside of your theigh... my fingers just catching the edge of your boxers skimming underneath, on both theighs... i catch a little bit of your cock soft but growing as im rubbing your legs... working my way up... i turn your chair to face me.... moving your boxers out of my way, so i can see what ive been thinking about all day, building up my desire, just wanting your hard cock inside me all day, my desire is peaking and i need release... im almost too impatient for it and have to mentally slow myself... i want to just jump on you now and squirt cum all over your lap... but back to the slow rubbing of your hips and cock... i lick the tip of your cock, and run my tongue from the base to the t

Grammar, Punctuation And Spelling (american)
I don't mind if you correct my spelling, puctuation and grammar. However with the spelling, I will continue to spell how I learned, not learnt, in the good old US of A. If someone has a problem with that, too bad, perhaps I am a bad neighbor, with no sense of humor, and maybe my labor is in vain, with the colors all around me.

Sex Games From A To Z {e F G & H}
Erotic Endeavors. Both you and your partner make a list of your sexual fantasies you want to play out. Trade lists and then set a deadline to make all of each other's fantasies come true. Feast. Sassi's variation of cleaning out the fridge. Instead of throwing away all the half-empty bottles of this or that lurking around in your fridge, place a blanket of the floor {so your asses won't get cold} by the open fridge door and get down on the blanket butt-naked. One at a time, take turns selecting items from the fridge to eat off each other. If you are one of those people who eat out every night because of a busy schedule and have a half empty fridge, pick up a couple of items such as whipped cream, chocolate syrup, and cake frosting {yes, I said cake frosting} on your way home and satisfy your "sweet" tooth. The Game. Break out all the old favorites like Monopoly, Scrabble, checkers, Chutes and Ladders if you are a bit slow, or chess if you got it like that. You can even play charades. W

Corvette Owner Etiquette
Yes almost everyone would love to own one of America's most famous sports cars the Chevrolet Corvette . However like clothes some are just not made for each individual to wear or look good in . After intensive study and research here are the results for those who and who shouldn't think of purchasing a Corvette . 1st Generation 1953 to 1962 These beautiful Vettes are for the true Auto Enthusiast who respects the history of this vehicle who is in their late 50's and up . 2nd Generation 1963 to 1967 These babies were sweet and by 1965 Big Blocks were being dropped into them , these models are for those in their mid 30's and up . 3rd Generation 1968 to 1982 These sexy fast rides are for guys and girls in their late 30's to early 50's . 4th Generation 1984 to 1996 5th Generation 1997 to 2004 6th Generation 2005 to present These last 3 generations are nice but these are for the the 20 somethings and for most part are disposable cars . ' If your in your mid 40's and up " No

Moss..or Burnt Images From A Dream.
I tried to paint you once In shades of summer, bright blues, and frosted orange. But it always turned to shadow ridden decay. I tried to paint you in sun shades of yellow, illuminated whites, bright pure splashes. but the color would run from the brush, and putrefy. Not wanting to admit defeat, I painted you in the ridiculous. green, pink, purple haze, mocking myself with color. But even in these, the humor of it failed. I tried to paint you once, and it made me SEE you. In shadows of black and blue, In colors of decomposition, sweet rotten fruit. I will paint you no more.

I Need You!
You're on my mind everyday And in my mind I see your face A melody plays as you walk by My heart beats fast as I look into your eyes What we have is a mystery An adventure that becomes history Amazing feelings flow through my soul Penetrating my glands giving me a glow A bond that remains so strong A love that keeps shining on Keepsake that never loses its value A nightmare to be without you A journey in which we walk miles upon miles No thunderstorms no need for snow plows Just another memory for us to share I need you here... now... everywhere.

Marne Prayer
Every Marine Should Know this by heart But i want to post it in honor Of my Fallen Family Members Marine's Prayer Almighty Father ,Whose command is over all and whose love never fails , make me aware of thy presence and obediend to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self so that I can face my fellow Marines and to accpet my share of responsibilties with viger and enthusiasm Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to the duties the Marine Corps and My Country have entrusted to me .Help me wear my uniform with dignity and let it Remind me daily of traditons which I Must Uphold For all My Fallen Family I say these words to Honor your Memory !

In A Moment
Yes, it's early on Saturday (caturday) and I am having a flippin moment. Blogger, just deal and get through it :-P. I don't like have to get things done on a day that is to be a day of rest ... GRR, but it's the only day I have to find a place to live. So, guess what I am going to be doing for the majority of my day. But, I am taking my camera and going to take pics around and see how they turn out. not sure if I will be in any of them (doubtful) but I am going to take some pics. I am now going to an stage of withdrawals ... flipping sugar .... I have had none in 3-4 days now. and yes i am kinda cranky. I am not ebil just cranky and somewhat riding the emocoaster (ffs someone pull me off this damn thing). **Revelation** I have noticed, that 1. i am not a bad person, i am certainly not even close to being perfect ... but i am a good person. 2. though called beautiful (yeah NOT seeing it) I can live on pretty. 3. I do have a certain way about me that seems to draw tho

Unfinished. Perhaps Will Always Remain So.
PROLOGUE The latch to the window popped open and a dark figure let himself slip inside. His silhouette was framed by the moonlit sky seen through the widow. Slowly he shuffled across the bedrooms floor, avoiding the toys scattered. His movements so quiet, not stirring the child in the car-bed at all. For a moment, perhaps more the figure loomed over the child scrutinizing with his steady eyes... Into the hallway the dark figure went, finding a larger bedroom. The large room was just that. It felt barren compared to the other rooms the dark figure had visited on his travels. There was a lot of vast open space, a bed pressed against the wall in the center of the room. To the right of it was a nightstand with a small desk lamp. All these features just silhouettes but the dark figure knew. After-all, this wasn't his first break-in. If he was to let himself be known that he had visited, it would be deliberate, not some slip up. The dark figure would make no mistakes, rest easy, he ma

Wtf
So I leave my man and all that I love because of drugs...........and I come 'home' on day one...............to my sisters house to find her father in law asking me to count out 50 pills for her................I am.............. speechless..........is this shit everywhere that I cannot escape it? I told him to count his own fukkin pills. I am kick ass, I am not a jackass............................dig it anyone got a joint?

These Feelings 5-27-09
What are these strange feelings, why can't I contain myself when you are near.Is this the feeling that I have alwayswanted or is it the feelings that I fear.I see your face and my heart starts torace so fast that I feel faint. Why this feeling, why you. All my life, nomatter what happens I feel so blue. Then, you come along and steal my heart. What am I to think, what am I to say. You areso perfect in every way. How can I livewithout you for another day. Even though its hard, I guess I'll have to wait.You're already taken. That is why Idon't understand these feelings I have foryou. Maybe one day I'll have my chanceto say I'm yours, but until then I'lljust have to dream and pray and inmy heart you will stay.

Brawndo Ta...
Brawndo TA...: start talking or i delete To Brawndo TA...: took care of that for ya Brawndo TA...: looks like ive been right all along i accept almost all friends requests and i will speak to anyone.. i love a good conversation..more than points, pimps, bling or anything like that but being an ass will get you blocked immediately.

The Beating
I stand out there in the rain It caresses my face and sooths my wounds The wind dances around me as I do not move Drenched and cold but unafraid I wander through the thickened wood Haphazard branches scratch my legs The sound of the earth surrounds me Parched and rough but unruffled I sit on the top of the cliff Waves crashing against the walls and spray The heat and salt mix and sting my eyes Hot and worn but unwavering I crawl across the desert floor Ground rubbing against my chest The friction causes my skin to break Dry and tattered but unrelenting I jump into the glistening lake Water engulfing and stealing my breath The chill of the liquid goes right through me Submerged and pressured but surfacing

Speak Gently!
Speak Gently By G. W. Langford Speak gently! It is better farTo rule by love than fearSpeak gently; let no harsh word marThe good we may do here! Speak gently to the little child!Its love be sure to gain;Teach it in accents soft and mild;It may not long remain. Speak gently to the young, for theyWill have enough to bear;Pass through this life as best they may,’Tis full of anxious care! Speak gently to the aged one,Grieve not the care-worn heart;Whose sands of life are nearly run,Let such in peace depart! Speak gently, kindly to the poor;Let no harsh tone be heard;They have enough they must endure,Without an unkind word! Speak gently to the erring; knowThey must have toiled in vain;Perchance unkindness made them so;Oh, win them back again. Speak gently; Love doth whisper lowThe vows that true hearts bind;And gently Friendship’s accents flow;Affection’s voice is kind. Speak gently; ’tis a little thingDropped in the heart’s deep well;The

Grenade Free Foundation Of Fubar Info...
Yes, I started a new fu click called the GFFF which stands for yup the title of the blog. this means that whenever you run into someone on fubar , male or female, who doesn't rate back, posts cam for attention.... it is your call of duty to blow the grenade whistle in their shoutbox or broadcast on video chat... Make them aware of their self centeredness and show them that it just isn't cool...... Message me if you want in....

Cuz Reeka Did It (i Am Such A Joiner Sometimes...)
1. Ever been compelled to fill out an asinine survey? Yep - alla time.. I'm such a follower sometimes... :P2. Ever tear the tag off of a mattress depsite risk of fine and/or imprisonment? No - doesn't apply to the owner of said mattress3. Ever used an aeresol can other than directed (bonus cool points for as a flamethrower to kill a spider) As a club for bugs when the Raid can was empty - does that count? It was still used for killing bugs...4. Ever put in excess of 5 pringles in your mouth at once? No - 2 usually is my limit. Now the last of the Lays bag - THAT'S different...5. Ever been driving and kinda flinch because you dont remember part of the ride? That's not common?6. Ever sneezed in your hand, and then were immediately confronted by someone that wanted to shake? A few times...7. What diversion did you create to get them to shake the other hand? It was in my left hand... Except once - I met Phil Graham. I didn't bother with a diversion - I WANTED to make him sick...8. Ever bee

When I Think About You
When I think about you I think about Happiness. I think about joy, laughter, smiles. Walks in the park holding hands. picnics in a meadow. Looking into your eyes and seeing the Love you have to give.. It warms my Heart to think about you. nothing in this world can ever take your place. no amount of gold or riches can equal the feelings you give me.. I LOVE YOU......

Wish
My wish for you: Comfort on difficult days Smiles when sadness intrudes Rainbows to follow the clouds Sunsets to warm your heart Laughter to kiss your lips Friendship to brighten you being Beauty for your eyes to see Faith so that you can believe Confidence for when you doubt Patience to accept the truth Courage to know yourself Love to complete your lifee

Family Spots
Hello Fus...If you happen to find that you have been removed from my family, please dont wig out. One of two things has happened. Either you have removed me without notice, or I am just making room for a god mode run. If it is the latter, rest assured I will readd you. Sometimes moving things around is necessary in order to sell the spots for what I need for my page. So please dont be offended. I will try to get with those that I move around, but sometimes this is not always possible. For those family members that have consistantly helped me along the way, your spots are permanent unless you remove me without notice for some reason. My family rocks!! that is all

This Is For The Ppl Who Helped Me With My Ability Points If I Missed U Plz Inform Me K Thanks
BURG@ fubar Thank you guys so much for everything i love you Hubby: Xx TRU xX@ fubar Bff Bronze BRONZE xx fe to my BANDIT@ fubar Badgirl xoBADGIRLxo@ fubar Wicked xWicked ZombiexORGYxECS@ fubar Scoop Scoops BabeZNBrewZ Fumarried to Tweety@ fubar RY RY DANGER RYAN@ fubar Dessert DesertOutlaw GFR RL BF to LaceyBunnyTuFFy@ fubar LUcky Lucky Stripe xOrgyx FM2 RL Wife Blue@ fubar Rich RKMrBig

Your Private Photos ..... Arent!
Greetings, fellow Fubarians! This is the first in a series of blogs that I think may be of interest to all. In surfing the internet I've discovered all sorts of fascinating reasons to believe that it's NOT paranoia because they ARE out to get you. Ok, well maybe not. All joking aside, it IS important to know that your 'private' photos on fubar are NOT as private as you might believe. Ok so you're one of those people who has your private photos in an album that you don't really care who sees them as long as they at least go to the trouble of friending you. So you make the folder NSFW, which in the past would only be visible to friends. Guess what? That changed not too long ago! If your folder is set to 'everyone', that means, well, 'everyone' can see it. INCLUDING NON FRIENDS...and, get this...INCLUDING NON MEMBERS! That's right, fu-friends. "No problem", you say..."I'll just make my profile visible to 'Friends Only', that way no one can see anything." HOW WRONG YOU ARE. ANY of the p

Six Truths In Life
You cannot stick your tongue out and look up at the ceiling at the same time, a physical impossibility due to the tendons wthing your neck. All idiots, after reading #1 will try it. And discover #1 is a lie. You are smiling now because you are an idiot. You soon wil tell this to another idiot There is still a stupid smile on your face. I sincerely apologize about this but I'm an idiot and I needed company. :P

[i'm Right For This Job. This Job's Wrong For Me]
So, I went to the job interview today...and I gotta say, I've never been so apprehensive about acing an interview before in my life.It seems like everything that came out of my mouth was gold."what do you consider consumer empowerment in this setting to be?"I mean, the guy... he was passionate, exciteable attentive and (most of the time) professional.I could tell his employees and his consumers were his priority- not kissing ass or preserving his position.When I talked about my last supe, I said we butted heads because I was vocally outspoken against people and policies that I felt were impeding serving our clientel. He assured me about the job, but at the same time gave me plenty to think about...This job could be the exact testing bed for me professionally and personally to see if I want to be in this field.One giant hurdleone long gauntlet...I told him I could probably do it.I really do think I can drive to someone's house that's persistantly mentally ill, and on the cusp of institu

Physical Appearances
A comment I recieved this evening has inspired me. It's not the first time I have heard this and it bothers me. I shall start it like this: I am who I am. I am beautiful. My skin is as Black as Midnight and my lips are as full and lucious as ripe fruit. My hair is as Curly and kinky as if I were fresh off the boat. This is who I am. This is what makes me beautiful. My body is full and oh so earthy that men can help but to wish for a chance even when they know not why. My fertile curves can attract men on an istictual level, and i say men not boys for only real men can feel it's call. From the darkness of my skin to the light that is in my eyes. I shine! So for those that do not know, I say this. Don't ever tell me "I have never really liked black women but you are attractive" Or "your attractive for a black girl". It is insulting. Women fight hard to find the beauty within themselves. Black women especially. I am the epitome of what a brown skinned woman is. In my eyes. And

Why?
So I tried to post a mumm earlier and was either hit by bitches begging for bling, people making retarded comments, or being told I was begging for a VIP when I was actually trying to buy one with fubucks. So here is what I want to know. Why is it seen as acceptable for women on here to beg for shit, but if a guy asks for something then we are given attitude for it. I see tons of women wanting to be given a VIP, Happy Hour, blasts, or bling. So why is this ok? I was not asking to be given a VIP. My status said "What do I have to do to get a 3 month VIP??? Make me an offer!!!" That is not begging. That is offering to buy one or trade beng owned for one. So why is that wrong? Oh, and to the morons I was given a VIP by a good friend and thank you Military Poppy. You are a good friend man!!! Wish more people knew what it meant to be a friend. I mean I had some bitch begging for a fupony on my mumm and this is seen as acceptible? I may be an asshole about this, but I wa

Where I Come From
Escalating mob wars turned Greater Cleveland into the bombing capital of America in 1976. The 37 bombings in Cuyahoga County, including 21 in Cleveland, ranked No. 1 in the United States, according to the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms. "There's nothing to compare it with now in this country," said Rick Porrello, Lyndhurst police chief and author of "To Kill the Irishman," the basis of the new movie about gangster Danny Greene. "These days, the bombings are done by terrorists in Iraq, Afghanistan or the Middle East." Car bombs were a preferred weapon of mobsters in the 1970s. You could kill someone fairly cheaply, from a distance (using a remote detonator), and bombs tended to obliterate much of the evidence. Bombs were also set off at homes and businesses. "A bombing sends a real message. It commands a lot of attention," said Porrello. "Danny Greene was said to have paid Art Sneperger, his main explosives guy, extra if the bombing generated news coverage.

Go Away And Never Come Back Kid
so i said i was going to write a blog about my recent encounter with mr asshole A.kA XxcomebackkidxX he sb me one day and says hey and starts a convo with me.I though he was nice we talked for a few days as friends and helped eachother out on fu.I gave him my points to help him level because thats what do on fubar..help people.I also gave him a auto 11 to help with his points.So days go by were still friends joking around talking about fubar.I need to back up a little and tell you about how people warned me about him.I heard he called a bunch of fu girls whores and started a bunch of drama.I thought yea but you know i like to call a few fu girls whores too so no biggy! Then the day came when i was green....that sad sad day when the " peanut butter and jelly" sandwich fell apart. everything was fine him-whats up me- nothing much im green today him- THATS NOT FAIR him-your a spoiled brat him- i should be green not you!! him-you should go die him-get off fubar..i hope your lup

Look In My Eyes
I feel your fingers upon my chest, Your warm embrace, and sweet caress, As you chase away my loneliness, The kiss of your lips, the tenderness, Like a rambling rose, on my heart you entwine, The love for you is sweet, divine, As you take me, time after time, I look in your eyes, as you pull me in, Can you feel my pulse, under your skin, As you take me, deeper within, My breath on your neck intensifies, A tear slowly falls from your eye, As you see the love, within my eyes, With the blood red rose, you gave my heart inside, You touch my lips with a gentle kiss, As we hold each other, in a moment like this, In a shortened time and a distant wish, Two hearts entangled with a blood red rose, a burning fire, a spark a glow, As we reach the stars and far we go, I look in to your eyes and see your soul, A gentle sight as I touch your skin, You turn away, as I pull you in, look in to my eyes, look deep within, Can you see my heart and soul within, The dreams we have, as they now begin, Th

I Would
i'd tell you the truth i think it's better unsaid i'd tell you what's wrong but it's just all in my head i'd look in your eyes but then you'd know i'm lying i'd break down in your arms don't want you to see me crying i'd change me for you but i don't know who i am i'd make things okay but i dont see how i can i'd tell you i love you but i don't feel a thing i'd fly away from here but someone broke my wings i'd open you my heart but someone sewed it shut i'd let you deep inside me but i'm so afraid of love i'd give up my soul forever but there's not a lot to give i'd spend my life with you but i am not sure how to live i'd write a proper love poem but i just can't find the words i'd let myself believe you but i'm scared that it might hurt i'd look forward to the future but i'm still living in the past i'd say i love you too but i can never love you back....

Make Her Prepay Before You Dump!! Another Db Diary Entry!
"Men treat women like gas stations, they pump & dump Damnit ladies don't you think it's about time we make them prepay before they pump??" I read this status and had to laugh because any respectable woman would NEVER have this has their status...for several reasons. For one it tells the guys around you that you are a WHORE. You sleep with men before you know them and are pretty much nothing but a sperm dumpter. Two most women wait until they have known a man awhile to even think about getting in the sack with them. Prepay???? umm don't you mean marriage? Dating? Being engaged?? You wouldn't have to worry about being a sperm dumpster if you were following the code of being a human and knowing someones last name before you laid on your back. Your prepay would be dating or commited and after that it would no longer be considered prepaying right??? If you feel used then maybe you should close your legs because most respectable women don't feel used or "pumped and dumped" we keep a man aro

Real Beauty
What is Real Beauty, and why can't we see, that we live in a World full of Beauty???? These days we are so busy, that we can't really see it. There're so many beautiful things that have been given to us by our Goddess and God, from our Mother Earth and all its creatures. Sometimes it's not just that we can't see it, but that we have forgotten what Real Beauty is. Sometimes it's staring us right in the face, but at times it is hidden and is not that easy to be seen. The matter of fact is that we all -and I'm including myself- have diferent points of view (which is good). As you can see beauty means something different to all of us. Beauty is NOT just looks and believe it or not there are a lot of people that really think "Beauty is JUST looks". More people than I will like to admit, and sadly enough there are beautiful girls and women dying because they believe the nonsense they see in magazines and TV, and dying without having known real beauty is sad. But real beauty is much more

Really People?!
I am so tired of walking down the street and seeing nothing but faceless people. It’s like walking through a synthetic masquerade, in a illusory world, where everyone has a imitated benign look them. Is there really anyone out there who isn’t part of the plastic pandemic? Since when did everything have to be textbook, picture-perfect, seamless, unspoiled, unadulterated, impeccable, and unflawed. Yes, I’m using multiple words to describe perfection for those of you that just don’t get it. Let me just break this down for you a little bit more. Ladies and gentlemen life isn’t perfect and neither are you so stop trying to make it such, the phony charade isn’t necessary or warranted. Your imperfections, limitations and your flaws make you unique individuals and worth knowing.

***own Your Very Own Irish Nurse For St. Patty's Day!!!***
So it's about that time again kids! I haven't auctioned myself in a while! I'm 70lbs lighter and ready to do this damn thing!!! So ready? ***DUE TO THE FACT THAT NOBODY HAS BID YET (THAT'S SO DEPRESSING), THE AUCTION HAS BEEN EXTENDED UNTIL SUNDAY AT 8PM!!!*** Fubux bids: 1 pimp out Spot in top friends Shoutout on my profile 1 SFW salute

Dumbest Thing Ever.
The doctor was looking at me, waiting for me to talk. His gaze was unnerving but I was able to resist it. I've been unwaivering in my life so I won't break this awkward silence. I'm not paying for this shit. Ever since my mind split in two like a cantalope and they locked me in a cell things just wern't quite the same. "Jacob," the doctor broke the cold silence, "when have you started to feel like this?" I smiled my crooked smile, a reddening line lashed across my cheek. The doctor shifted his hefty weight, the seat straining against him in protest. I knew where this was going. What made you start to have suicidal thoughts, Jacob? What made you feel as if the weight was becoming unbearable? Do you feel the guilt now crushing you, you insignifcant fuck? The doctor would smile when they injected me with chemicals to end me. "Jacob-" "Doc, shut up. I heard you, just let me think," I rested my elbows on my knees and rubbed my eyes with my fingertips, "I just think I've done my

First Day At Work Again
so i had my knee surgery on friday. it was succesful... it hurts, but i'm okay. i come home, switch on the tv and see all the shit that happened in japan.people die or are missed, nuclear plants get out of control. people have no home. that was 3 days ago. and things over there get even worse. so now today i'm back in the office. and i feel bad. not because my knee hurts, but because i noticed how unimportant my little self is. and then i read a fubar status like "oh please can i get a pimpout"... should i laugh about that or cry because some people just don't get it?

Whiskey Voice
Your voice is like whiskey and honey – warm and golden; smoky and sweet. It slides down inside me creating heat wherever it touches. Your whispered words intoxicate me. Tip the bottle, my love, and drench me in your thoughts, your ideas, your emotions… I’m dying of thirst and only you can quench me.

Angel / Demon Decide
Here you go http://fubar.com/decide.php NOTE: it will cost you 5,000,000 fuBucks or what ever you have to make this choice! Please note that this charge of 10mil is every time you switch sides its not just a 1 time charge.

Some Reasons
Some Reasons Sunsets, flowers, birds, trees. The warmth of the sun. A cool summers breeze. Smells of spring and the colours of Fall. The chill of winter. Hearing loons call. Smiles of children,dogs wigging tails. Walks in the park, On long winding trails. Tastes of fresh popcorn, french fries and dogs. Heat of a fireplace. The smell of pine logs. I could go on and make a hugs list. But for so many of us left here. You'd be greatly missed. These are some reasons that you should stay Keep on with living It gets better someday.

"little Liars..."
To those whom feel the need to lie No matter whom it inspires to cry You think your fibs create no harm While you hide behind your illusive charm The games you play, the mistruths you speak Evoke emotion destined to pique You invest no heart, nor a soul When gazing into your eyes, all that remains is cold She is someone that you’ll never forget Whether you’ll ever actually concede regret The grace she carries from deep within; Will never be diminished by your fool-hearty sin You, too, now fall in a line of witless fools Who would give anything to rewind that fable spool So, who do you think you are? Leaving less distinguished scars? It’s not fair for you to play with hearts Your diversion will never be considered;

Little Info On Nate Dogg
Nate Dogg was born in Long Beach, California. He was the friend and partner in the rap game with rappers Snoop Dogg, Warren G, RBX, Daz Dillinger and was the cousin of Butch Cassidy and Lil' 1⁄2 Dead. He began singing as a child in the New Hope Baptist Church in Long Beach and Life Line Baptist Church in Clarksdale, Mississippi where his father (Daniel Lee Hale) was pastor. At the age of 16 he dropped out of high school in Long Beach, California and left home to join the United States Marine Corps, serving for three years. In 1991 Nate Dogg, Snoop Dogg and their friend Warren G, formed a rap trio called 213. 213 recorded their first demo in the back of the famed V.I.P record store in Long Beach, the demo was later heard by Dr. Dre at a house party and he was instantly hooked on the soulful voice ofNate.DeathNate Dogg died on March 15, 2011 in Long Beach, California. In 2007, Nate Dogg had a massivestroke, and another stroke in 2008, however it is unknown if that contributed to hi

The Like Button, And Me. (*disclosure Document)
So you "Like" me. That is very kind of you. But.....do you KNOW me? I make an effort to educate the populace so I have decided to highlight some of my attributes, that may make you second guess clicking that "LIKE" button. I think everyone deserves a fair shake. 1. WWIII is on the cusp of occuring every single morning before I have a cup O' coffee. My teenage son has perfected how to make my coffee so that he may bring me tithings of joy each morning. (Oh stop it! I pay him for it!) 2. It is within my scope of practice to be extremely violent. I believe that those who know me, are happy that I have chosen the way of the Jedi, instead of the Sith (I am a nerd as well). 3. I prey upon the weaknesses of others, by going straight for the emotional jugular. It's true. I can't help it. Not without cause of course. I usually let people be, but once approached......it feels natural when I emotionally fracture someone. Your best defense against me is to have no weaknesses.

I Am Sorry!
I am sorry for not being what you want me to be. I am doing my best and yet it's not good enough. Everyday is a struggle to stay positive and not give up on what I want in life. I am giving you what you want and even though it hurts I did it. You said that you wanted to get to know me and learn for yourself who I am....well this is me! Love me or leave me. Take me as I am or don't. Yes I am going through a tough time and I am not sure where I am going but I will find a way to make it through. I told you I will do it with you or without you but I would rather have you in my life. If that isn't possible then damn it tell me know. You have things that you must do and so do I. You never were a distraction but a saving grace. The one thing I could look forward to and you took it away. I understand, I get it. There is no communication and you know without it nothing is gonna change.

Quaff
quaff \ KWOFF; KWAFF \verb; 1. To drink a beverage, esp. an intoxicating one, copiously and with hearty enjoyment.transitive verb: 1. To drink (a beverage) copiously and heartilynoun: 1. An act or instance of quaffing. 2. A beverage quaffed.

Red Friday
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As t.........hey began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought I could no

Predator
One that eats other beings basically We define beings as animals As opposed to plants But aren't they organisms as well To be free from the moniker PREDATOR One must derive sustenance from the air & soil DIRECTLY NEVER to consume another living thing So can we all agree that Human Beings are Predators Even Vegans The closest I have seen a Human come to non Predator status Are a few men in India who eat nothing but leaves from The Neem Tree Or those that eat only soil Those people don't live very long & their lives Are quite unpleasant AGAIN!...shall we all agree upon PREDATOR STATUS YAY!!!!!.....Now it's just a matter of degree And since the Human Being has evolved to the Truly impressive point of breaking the barrier Of this planet & travelling to the Moon Based on the concentrated Amino Acids & Sulfates Derived from eating COOKED MEAT Can we even contemplate things like Philosophy & Irony Or even define what a Predator is And yet we bother to do so We go so f

A Recent Poem I Wrote (steal And Hungry Wolves Will Hunt You Down And Tear You Limb From Limb - Lol)
a rose is but a roseit has no thoughtnor no voiceit can not feelnor see its own beautyit is....but a rose'til it is givenfrom me to youthen it has those thingsand many more indeed

Learning Things As I Go Along
Well as time goes on, I notice certain things. Why I can't just seem to focus on more than one thing at a time. And wasn't sure why that was until now..... I mean I will still need to see about getting to a psychologist, about Autism, I have never been diagnosed with having it, but my oldest sister has noticed it since we were kids. and dad and mom would never ever get me tested for anything like that, because they thought that it was just a faze that I was going through and that I would grow out of it, but the thing of the matter is, I really haven't, I am still the same, and my thinking is way off from where it should be from other people my age. But I guess in a way if I am autistic, I am not sure if that would be a bad thing or not... I mean my niece has one of the highest levels of autism.... and I see a lot of myself in her at the age she is now...which is the age that I was when she was born...14. Sometimes I try not to look back at how I was at the age of 14. Just because of c

Week One Was Almost A Success?
Just completed week one of the "doubles", but my legs are so sore I could not do Kenpo X. I thought about doing the Stretch X. Its just very hard to move right now. I do have to pull it together, I have a couple shoots coming up in couple weeks. Have to sharpen up the abs and legs.

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 8
Day 01 – Your favorite song (Somebody to Love - Queen)Day 02 – Your least favorite song (Lips of an Angel - Hinder)Day 03 – A song that makes you happy (Fuck You - Cee Lo Green)Day 04 – A song that makes you sad ( Behind the Wall - Tracy Chapman and Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick)Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someone (Best I Ever Had - Drake)Day 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhere (Antes Muerta Que Sencilla - Maria Isabel)Day 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain event (Prozak - Dexter Freebish)Day 08 – A song that you know all the words to: I know all the words to lots of songs. We'll go with this because it's fun for singalongs.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yf9rzc2st2A (broadway version) movie version: Day 09 – A song that you can dance toDay 10 – A song that makes you fall asleepDay 11 – A song from your favorite bandDay 12 – A song from a band you hateDay 13 – A

Life After.....???
When I was growing up, I recall wondering what life would be like at various stages and ages- 13, 16, 18, 21, 25, 30.., maybe even 35 or 40, on many different occasions. In recent years it occurred to me how little thought I gave to life beyond that point; the one in which I find myself at; struggling to discover a sense of purpose & direction after my life grew up on me. Without any ideas or imaginary scenarios to conjure up from my memory banks, I feel a blank; with out any inspiration, or clue as to what to do or where to go next. Utterly lost!!

Fake People On The Internet
DOnt you loooove fake people online, using other people pictures and not only do they hit on you but some try to TALK shit to you nx:u shut up cheap slut me:when u have a kid then we can talk, which giving ur kid aids be sad but til then ur fuckin speakin out ur ass this is coming from a guy who fucks dirty sluits with a fake profile trying to dirty talk ladies ryanx:that s why i dont have child and fuckin sluts like u me:no what you doing is too much sharing and caring giving them girls a life time gift of STDS. please keep ur nasty dirty shit to yourself u killing the world and making it hard for others u prolly just super fucking ugly and hating i have tyler name on me and not urs or some shit. you wish girls would do that for u but ur prolly some fat ass who stays at home online creepin on girls ryanx:me? sluts are doin it. u take ur slutty cheap pics and go to hell. i m really curious about how u ll look at god's face? me:muhahaha ryanx:can u tell to splack

Salutes
It has been brought to my attention that people can now post nude salutes. I'm really hoping that this person was joking but if not, I thought nude was NSFW and that NSFW salutes weren't allowed. At any rate, if it's true, could you link to one of these nude salutes? I'm being very curious this morning, lol

Thing's I've Learned On Fubar
There are more White girls from thet PI than there are natives....just look. Women who show their cleavage in default pics get "liked" a lot!! A 25 credit bling pack in exchange for 5 naked pics of someone who shoud REALLY keep their clothes on is just a rip off! BLING will NOT get you laid....no matter how much money you spend! lol Baby Jesus is VERY subjective when it comes to enforcing the NSFW rule. If you're a hot chick with a nice rack and a cute ass....anything goes. Otherwise, you're just shit outta luck. Not faulting you, B/J....just sayin.... Speaking of hot chicks....ALL HOT CHICKS on FUBAR are fucking slobs!! Ever see those bedroom mirror pics? Dirty mirror and clothes EVERYWHERE! Geesh! Stop taking pics and pick up your room, for Christ's sake! Ther are a LOT of 40-ish women on here who think they can hold on to their youth by looking "goth". Seriously??? ANY Fubar user that posts a GIF for their default pic is most likely uglier than a mud fence. Rotund w

Song Challenge - Days 11, 12, And 13. Yes, Three Days.
Fuck off. I've been busy! Day 11 – A song from your favorite band I don't have a favorite band, but I truly adore Rise Against and this song, The Good Left Undone. Day 12 – A song from a band you hate Not really a band, but I fucking detest this song. Bruno Mars - Grenade Day 13 – A song that is a guilty pleasure I probably look a retard to all other drivers when I'm rocking out to this one. Cee-Lo Green - Fuck You

Soooo ;)
Can someone explain to me when flirting on the web became HEY you're cute, come check out and rate my junk,,, I love men...really I do but If I wanted to see your peen, I'd look, and trust me... some of you don't want me to rate your peen mwahahahahahaha Also It's a LIKE button, I clicked it, it doesn't mean I want to marry you, get naked for you, cyber with you, show you my boobs, or have your children..it's a BUTTON relax ;) I love meeting people and talking to new people, but let's get a few things straight first.. I am a nice girl, if you start with the sex convo, you've lost my attention.. I'd much rather be appreciated for my mind then my body. You may be outstanding in bed... it doesn't matter to me if you can't engage me on an intellectual level. So to sum it up...if you are asking/looking for some hot convo, NSFW pics, or junk ratings... this nut kick is just for you

Stop Pretending Be Yourself
Most people these days have devoted their time, energy and money to showing off. Their lives revolve around being someone who they are not. They become so absorbed trying to live the lifestyle to which they do not belong. They love to be seen even though there is no substance to see (in them). They love to be shocking to get attention. They are like colorful balloons; they look pretty on the outside but they're all air in the inside. These people seem to have everything except themselves. In their pretending they have forgotten who they really are. They have come to be ashamed of their past life, friends and mostly their past selves. But these pretenders cannot escape themselves in the end. Their shallow ways of life will soon evaporate. And then, they will only be left with themselves, their real selves. They will have to look at the 'man in the mirror' whom they hate and deny. On the contrary, a person of substance is a person who does not pretend. He knows who he

Yo Douche Bags... Stop Being Douche Bags Lol
So most people know I am a pretty open chick! I love being sexual and yes I am a huge flirt. But seriously... just b/c I am a perv doesn't mean that gives you the right to be a douche bag. Being sexually open does not mean that I am going to automatically be turned on by your schlong. Flirting over some filthy named fake drinks or fake sex items does not mean I am going to start talking dirty to you over IM or get naked on FUBAR webcam. I am not here to spam. I am here to flirt a little, but mostly just to meet new people... new friends. Yes, I do enjoy having my pics taken in very explict ways... I'm a perv and I enjoy meeting new pervs. That means... ya know.. you might actually want to get to know me. I am just a girl that likes to be naked.. I'm forced by society to wear clothes otherwise desperate idiots act like idiots and cannot control themselves. So I'll give ya a hint. I am a really down to earth kinda girl. Don't assume anything. Ask. It will save you from lo

Fake
fake smile and sweet words... you make me sick as your sharp knife goes in so deep, you dick mind games, hurt feelings life with you keeps me reeling i should stand up to you and tell you to go to hell but instead i buy whatever you want to sell

The Past
THE PAST BY. LADY NOK. the past is like a shadow it will always follow you no matter where you are no matter how bad or good you can try to run from it but its still there the past is like the fog some days it's thick in your memory if you just wait it out it will fade little by little but then it will hit again later on in your life the past will often attack your present with the pain of your memories

A Good Joke
a yankee fan a met fan an a red sox fan are on top of a mountain arguing about which team is greatest. they all agree to show their loyalty to their teams, the mets fan goes first and says this is for my mets then jumps off the mountain, the yankee fan is up next he says i do this for my yankees then kicks the red sox fan off the mountain..... LoL relax its a joke

Trying To Come Up With A Title....help!
Trying to come up with a title....help! Swallow it down you filthy little whore dark and dirty down on your knees possessed by something you just cant feel anything....anymore begging for mercy you just cant win twist the blade rusted, jagged and lost somewhere in oblivion acid pills are deaths design your image is gone replaced by shame the last supper is upon you swallow it down and bleed no more.

Me And Them
I swear I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders right now. Though I am still blessed to be alive and in good health, it seems I never make th right choices and decisions. I can't relate to anyone I am around or any one I meet. It seems I push away love instead of embracing it and here is where the problem lies. I have been in and out of physically abusive relationships since I was 19. At first it was more of a survival decision than an option, but now, it seems the only guys that I am attracted enough to start a reltionship with, are the abusers. When I finally muster up the courage to leave these relationships I try to give myself time to heal. Usually its not enough (I am attractive and get approached by men often) and the guy who insists on being with me is a pretty good guy. What happens then is I end up verbally abusing him, taking out all the pain my previous relationship caused me, on him. I know it's not fair, and I realise what I have done after the fact, but by

Me2
Hey all slowly recovering, but thank you to all my friends who stuck around. Im really trying to be on more but trust me i did not mean to ignore anyone!! slow recovery!! ((cookie hugs)) hope everyones doing well, send me a msg let me know (loves)!!!

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou i feel a little better now. have a nice day fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou fuckyou

My Polly And Me
Home, solace, comfort, and Familiarity. .Dont worry, your safe here...They dont dare come in here...... What is going on here, she asks, she says other things, but lost in my thoughts I cannot hear her....Oh my God!!! The bag is moving!!!....For a moment I am stunned and visibly shakin, Dont use that word around here! I call out to her, and try to get my bearings, the bag is shakin violently now, another minute and he will be out. I reach for my knife and my hand passes through it. Id hide if i were you....I tell her....and realize she cant hear me..Her face, is drawn and pale, her frame rigid, and in her hands is....I can barely see...The young vampire is between us now, I cant help..i moan....a sound loud and familiar rings out, followed by the passing of fragments harmlessly through my shadow of a form. The young man goes past me as well, flung by the projectiles impact, in slow motion it seems. Turning towards her I see that she grabbed my shotgun from my coat. She wa

My Love *first Poem I Ever Wrote*
Your lips are there but i can not kiss them your heart is there but i can not hear it beat your eyes are there but they can not see me your hands are there but they can not touch me for you i would die a thousand deaths just to feel your breath on the nape of my neck luv my heart becomes twisted and filtered by the very thought of your touch, it sends my mind in a rush I crave everything from you with the love i possess in my heart I have a need to devote my entire being to you my living heart my bleeding soul for there could be no one whom could tear us apart. All that u need I shall be waiting on you heart to grant me clemency. Yes it must be true that love exist at first sight becuz the passion I have for you burns me every night this love could cause me to com-bust something u can not describe with just simple lust. I will never pledge my heart to another only to u my luv; becuz someone like me most definitely has fallen in luv with some one like you!!!

What Life Is Like For Me.
This was written and is the best way to describe what life is like for me. The Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino www.butyoudontlooksick.com My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have Lupus and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about Lupus. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bath

Just A Taste Of You
I need to take you in my armslet me hold you oh so close and tightour sighs rising high into the heavensrocking wrapped up in sweet delightYou know I'll never ever let you goI yearn to kiss your warm lipstill we melt blissful in love's wild firein a dance eternal, joined at the hipI want you to know my heart's pure voicehear me pour out my feelings for youto shout them at the boundless skyso strong, so deep, so clear so truelove's feast calls us to this momentno reason needed, for what we doI have a gnawing hunger in my soulalways aching for just a taste of you

Cap Crazy They Say?
They Say I Am Cappy Crazy They Always Ask " Why Do You Cap Every First Letter?" Most Already Have Their Minds Made Up That I Am Strange Or Trying To Do Some Power Text Thing To Show Off Or Seem Uber Proper.....The Fact Of The Matter Is That I Was Born Into This World With Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS). Now A Little Lesson For Those Who Don't Wanna Google,Congenital Rubella Is A Group Of Physical Problems That Occur In An Infant When Its Mother Is Infected With The Virus That Causes German Measles. With That Being Said There Is Real Reasons That Are Behind My Cappy Madness. Here Are Some Of The Many Complications A Person With This Can Have:(copy & paste) Complications may involve many parts of the body. Eyes: Cataracts Glaucoma Retinitis Heart: Patent ductus arteriosus Pulmonary artery stenosis Other heart defects Central nervous system: Mental retardation Motor retardation Small head from failed brain development Encephalitis Meningitis

Fumafia Blog
Mike and I have decided to make this blog to help out the players in any turf that may read this. THIS BLOG WILL BE EDITED FROM TIME TO TIME. COME BACK TO SEE IS THERE ARE ANY CHANGES. OTHER BLOGS TO HELP YOU ALONG YOUR WAY IN MAFIA MADE BY: xxSIRIUSxx http://fubar.com/new-players-getting-started-part1/b339347-1143487 THINGS TO REMEMBER AND HELP YOU PLAY THE GAME.... YOUR ENERGY LEVEL WILL BE ABLE TO INCREASE AT LEVELS 50, 100, 150 Get your mob up to 750 ASAP If you are using I.E. it would be better for you to switch to either Fire Fox, Opera, or Google chrome. Fire Fox and Opera gives you the ability to use the ENTER KEY to refresh the page to give you a better chance at the bounties. You get 5 mob members per level so equip each of them with the highest weapons and armor possible. (EXAMPLE - if you are at level 10 you have 50 mob members) The Mafia Guide - http://www.fubar.com/mafia/guide.php FuMafia Wishlist - http://fubar.com/fumafia-wishlist/b312010-1

Real Life And Fu Life
Ok all the bs on fu has been going on long enough, someone really needs to set shit straight once and for all. There are ppl that have real life meaning a family, kids, a job etc. and then theres Fu life where you have friends n stuff like that. Why ppl always getting the shit mixed up and taken things so damn seriously is beyond me. But I've had it with the childish bs! I have ppl on here that I have known for years friends n ppl that have very much become a part of my RL. BUT I have ppl that are just strickly here on fu. This is how I see it, if you meet someone on fu and a relationship comes out of it, great I'm happy for you just be careful cuz there are ppl on here that will start a lot of drama and bs. If you want to keep it strickly friendship then keep it that way don't lead someone on cuz there are a lot of ppl on here that take it to heart and take fu very seriously which again is completely childish. I also feel if you want to build on the friendship you've created here on f

Never Argue With A Woman
Never Argue with a Woman One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottage after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to read her book. The peace and solitude are magnificent. Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?' 'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?') 'You

Life, Love And Fubar
It's strange for me to be writing this really because having started I'm not really sure how to continue. In the time I have been here at Fubar, I have made a few enemies, some very good friends and one person in particular who makes my whole exsistance mean something. No matter what the relationship, I am thankful for each and every one of you. You have all been the source of a great deal of happiness to me and have become a part of my life that I cannot go a day without, and even though Fubar will only allow me to put 50 of you into my fu-family, I wish that I could include each and every one of you. Some of you have known me for quite a long tme, others are only recently getting to know me but I would like to think that I have touched your lives in much the same way that you have all touched mine. Having said that, and probably sounded like an old fool, I suppose, its time to get to the point. I have for a couple of months been suffering from some health problems. Those of you th

Lol
Hey famYou know who it is I aint trippin when.. I said fubar is my life (my life) I said fubar is my life (my life) Yeah [Chorus:] Log into fuNew bling looks niceLive broadcasting all night, Baby you can be in my shout box all night (all night) Baby you can be in my shout box all night (all night) Yeah Baby i can treat you so special, so nice come into PDP, Chill for the nightBaby this place is alright (yea its alright) baby this place is alright (yea its alright)Yeah [Verse 1:] Anytime you want to click on my auto's, You know it ain't nothin to drop a couple boomies on you Want it you could get it you hear ten million fudollar gets you in my fam Yeah I want'cho rate, I need yo rate Long as we fu married you wont need nobody You want it I got it, God modes I'll buy it Tellem other n00bs to be quiet [Chorus:] Vote on MUMMJoin my mafiaAnd we can shank mobsters all night Baby you can have whatever you like (you like) I said you can have whatever you like (you like) Yeah 1000 like

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 18
Day 01 – Your favorite song (Somebody to Love - Queen)Day 02 – Your least favorite song (Lips of an Angel - Hinder)Day 03 – A song that makes you happy (Fuck You - Cee Lo Green)Day 04 – A song that makes you sad ( Behind the Wall - Tracy Chapman and Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick)Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someone (Best I Ever Had - Drake)Day 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhere (Antes Muerta Que Sencilla - Maria Isabel)Day 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain event (Prozak - Dexter Freebish)Day 08 – A song that you know all the words to (La Vie Boheme - RENT)Day 09 – A song that you can dance to (Feedback - Janet Jackson)Day 10 – A song that makes you fall asleep (Hallelujah - Leonard Cohen or Rufus Wainwright)Day 11 – A song from your favorite band (Norwegian Wood (This Bird Has Flown) - The Beatles)Day 12 – A song from a band you hate (Just Dance - Lady Gaga)Day 13 – A song that is a

Profile Skin Example [feel Free To Use For Your Profile Skin]
The following is working example of a profile skin that i had made and it works great. All you have to do is add your desired images from your photobucket, imageshack, tinypic, or other hosting service and then you take and go to your skins and create a new skin and copy and paste this into the big box and then name your skin and then save the skin and poof you got a profile skin of your very own. You can customise this skin with the desired Font style that you want as well as the desired color for the text. For a list of CSS COLORS you can visit this link: http://www.somacon.com/p142.php HAPPY CREATING AND HOPE YOU FIND THIS USEFUL~Dj Iceman Coder #userpagecontentstyle { color: #FF0000!important; font-style: Posca Mad Thrasherz; background-color: black; border: none; border-width: 0px; -moz-border-radius: 2em; background-image: url(background image link here); background-attachment: fixed; background-position: center;

Fm Player Codes And Links
These codes are here for everyone to use if they so choose to use them. FM Player code: < embed allowscriptaccess ="never" allownetworking =" internal " src =" Radio src link goes here " width=" 350 " height="50" autostart=" true " loop=" true " volume=" 200 " type="application/x-mplayer2" pluginspage=" http://microsoft.com/windows/mediaplayer/en/download/ " displaysize=" 0 " autosize=" -1 " bgcolor="black" showcontrols="true" showtracker=" 0 " showdisplay=" 0 " showstatusbar=" -1 " videoborder3d=" 0 " designtimesp=" 5311 " wmode =" opaque ">< / embed > FM Player Code Explained: To make this player work correctly you need to find the link to the music you want to hear. I have included below some src Fm links (this is the area highlighted in blue above) that can be added to the player code above. This player will work in both lounges and in profiles. You can make this player autostart (see highlighted in yellow for placement of autostart ex above) or to where you have to p

Stupid Encounter #66
Ok I got 2 messages this morning... I also am trying to quit smoking... so I could just be thinking crazy on this one... but does this not sound really fucking strange or is it just me? Let me know in the comments! XBOBX Ageless Warrior@ fubar

Flash Or Flame
Ok Fu~Boys & Fu~Girls, I've reached a pinnacle for me here and I'm interested in Your input. Recently I've leveled up into godfather so now must decide which side to join. I feel angelic but I think I am a demon. Which side do you think I should join??

Love.
This is a great monologue I love to perform by Neil Gaiman, a wonderful author, I forget what its called per se? But here.“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-yo

Life, Love And Fubar Part 2
Well, seeing as how I started writing this thing I suppose it's only right to keep going....... So some time has passed since the initial shock of being told that I have lung cancer and that my days are probably numbered. Like I said before, I have sat myself down and thought hard and long about it and have made my peace with it.... sort of.... I've spent hours thinking about it, sitting on the beach watching the sea rolling in and out, and watching the waves break on the odd rock and my dog playing on the sand. And yes, I am prepared for the worst but I'm not totally sure if I'm prepared for the best... as strange as that may sound. Yes we all have off days for sure, but when I look back on my life in general, the bad seem to out number the good and that can't be a good thing. I look at the good, and 2 things stick out in my mind like burning pin points of light in a dark sky... The birth of my 2 sons and the date July 2nd 2010. Other good things that twinkle in the darkness and lea

Silent Seduction
How is it possible that words on a screen can make me hot and wet? He scarcely knows I exist. And yet I want him. Want him with a longing that transcends anything I’ve felt before. Surely it’s ridiculous to want someone I’ve never even seen in person this much. So many nights I lay there touching myself, dreaming about his hands on me. His warm breath caressing my skin. His tongue touching me in the most intimate of places. The opportunity to be in the same place as him exists. And then? Would I play the shrinking violet or the smouldering temptress? So easy to write the temptress. Easier still to act the violet. A lack of confidence consumes me. What would I like to do with him? I think one full day and night would suffice. 24 hours to know him. To take my delicious time with every delicious inch offered. I really don’t think it’s too much to ask. The first touch- exquisitely prolonged, before a shred of clothing has been removed. A hand? A wrist? Run

Being Green
This is my first blog so bare with me here. I am not the greatest when it comes to grammar so, I am sorry about that. First of all let me say I love the Earth, I don't litter and I recycle. I try to pick up trash when I see it and I don't keep lights on in my house when I am not using them. With that being said, I think we are going a little overboard on this whole "Green" deal. The Earth is a strong place and I don't think anything we can do will destroy it. Al Gores movie has been proven to be a lie. The polar ice caps might be melting but, they have melted before. The Earth changes..it happens and it's not our fault. But, we are expected to change our lifestyle and adapt to a new way of thinking just because some scientists think that the we are responsible for everything wrong with the planet. Well, what about the scientists who don't think man has anything to do with the changes the Earth is going through. Do their opinions not count. I have yet to see

"inside The Fire"
"Inside The Fire"DevinWon't go to heavenShe's just another lost soul,About to be mine againLeave herwe will receive herIt is beyond your controlwill you ever meet againDevinOne of elevenWho had been rendered unwholeAs a little child,she was takenand then forsakenyou will remember it allLet it fill your mind againDevin lies beyond this portaltake the word of one immortalGive your soul to meFor eternityrelease your lifeto begin another time with herEnd your grief with methere's another wayrelease your lifetake your place inside the fire with herSeverNow and foreveryou're just another lost soul about to be mine againsee her, you'll never free heryou must surrender it allIf you'd like to meet againFireFor your desireAs she begins to turn cold for the final timeyou will shivertill you deliveryou will remember it allLet it fill your mind againTake it awayGive your soul to meFor eternityrelease your lifeto begin another time with herEnd your grief with methere's another wayrelease your lifeta

Girly Girl
I am not a girly girl I will not wear pink for you High heels hurt my feet Stockings give me the creeps I wear my life like iron In these steel toe boots My jeans are always faded My attitude always jaded If you took the time to see The woman inside of me You would find a sensitive soul Underneath my mane of gold I love to put on make up Red lipstick is my fave My own version of sexy Will please your hard rock ways I can bang my head to Metallica Or cry over Celine Dion I prefer leather to lace But I’m soft when I come undone You’re version of what a woman should be Will leave your life in misery Because I don’t look the part Doesn’t mean I won’t break your heart

Blog Number 2
I went on a 'date' last night, It was my friend and I.. the guy who looked like Jay-z's lil brother with droopy eyes.. haha, i couldnt help myself but make jokes about him being black- I guess I do that alot when I am nervous, I just chat about, the color black, and sometimes even make jokes about it. Well, we ended up fucking, so I guess you can call it a bootycall and not really a date, haha. He sucked in bed. and I was sad, about that. I was like, You can choke me and pull my hair, do you think I got any of that? Nope. So, friend drove us back home. UGH! I need a Boyfriend.

I May Be Wrong But....
I'm starting to feel like I may be single forever. I have been since 2004 and wonder if that was My last ever. I have trouble talking to women because of My wheelchair. I've had so much rejection that I just instantly think that it is going to turn them off interest to Me so I hardly try. I know people say that I should but after a while the self esteem just can't take much more. And well, most of the ones I have been with in My past, others have said I could "do better" than them physically. I can't really be judgmental though considering at the same time that's what I fear is happening with Me. I've done the "vanilla" (normal) relationships and even the "lifestyle" ones in real life and both have been beneficial in My opinion but obviously didn't last very long. I am 35 but have only been dating since I was 21. I not only need someone to love Me, I need someone that will take care of Me physically (sexually and otherwise since I have medical issues obviously). Sometimes I wonder if i

The Good Doctor
Walking off in the night air I see shadows, however fleeting on the edge of the light. It is as if the night itself is alive and has a dark purpose of its own. As its constant companion and confidant, there is comfort in the shadows cast on my world. Long has it sought to rule over me but to no avail, and yet I prefer its stark candor to the high gloss of the daytime world. Survival of the fittest, kill or be killed, that is my cloistered relic, my divine countenance. A man of advanced years and completely out of place out here in the night, picks that moment to bump into me, awakening me to my suroundings again. His eyes seem friendly, but he has the distinct smell of death on him. He begins patting me, and my claws extend, before it dawns on me he is merely checking me for injuries. No need to waste your time, Saw bones, Im fine...Not a scratch........... The doctor studies me with a deep and meaningful expression, seeing the woman on the sidewalk twisting and writhing in agony. He

Judgmental???
Judgmental??? Plain and simple......some people are assholes....maybe it has to do with looks, weight, tragic things that happened in their lives....or maybe they are just fucking assholes....IGNORE THEM!!!! Be bigger than they are!!!! Not literally....*rolls eyes* Figuratively!!!!! I'm not beautiful....I'm a large girl...and have had terrible things done to me in my life that we shall NEVER get into here on our wonderful FUBAR!!! But I can and do love people...I just ask one thing...do not be too quick to judge another. It isn't your place to judge anyone. Accept or ignore! SIMPLE......... PEACE and MY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!! ALWAYS.............

Automatic Tampon Remover
Automatic Tampon Remover A man traveling by plane was in urgent need of a restroom facility. But each time he tried, it was occupied. The flight attendant, aware of his predicament, suggested he use the attendant's ladies room, but cautioned him not to press any of the buttons.There next to the paper roll were four buttons marked: WW WA PP ATR.Making the mistake soooo many men make of not listening to a woman, he disregarded what she said when his curiosity got the best of him.He carefully pressed the WW button and immediately a gentle flush of Warm Water sprayed on his bare bottom. He thought "Wow" these gals really have it nice!!So a little more boldly he pressed the WA button and body temperature Warm Air blew across his wet bottom and dried it comfortably."Aha" he thought, "no wonder these women take so long in the bathroom with these kinds of services!"So he pushed the next button PP with anticipation. A soft disposable Powder Puff swung below him and dusted his bottom lightly w

Sands Of Time
sands of time fall so slowly in the beginning almost at a stand still we are so impatient wishing the day were over wishing it was the weekend wishing it was your birthday then you wake up one morning and they are racing out of control like an avalanche the sand is almost drowning you rushing over your head suddenly your kids are grown your life is half gone your old moving so fast you struggle to keep up until one day those sands of time are shoveled into your grave and fall no more

Deal Of A Lifetime ;)
Get in on the best deal on Fu! For 7 credits, you get in on TWO famp/rang runs AND a God Mode. Some people here charge 5-6 credits just to get in on a God Mode. This is TWO famp/rang runs AND One God Mode. I will add you to fam for all three runs for just 7 credits. :) I have over 14,000 friends and almost just as many fans. You won't be sorry. Tons of rates and I bomb my family multiple times during my God Mode runs. Send me a message or SB me if you want in. :)

Why Do People Do The Things They Do???
How many of you put yourselves out there every day, only to be snubbed by the people that are supposed to care? Its nice to have good friends and a supportive family, but what happens when you think you have met the right people, and they totally take take take? Do you remain friends with them dispite what they do to hurt you or dont care that they hurt you? I for one WILL NOT have people in my life like that, Yes in the past I have re-welcomed people back in my life only to be lied to, cheated on and mentally raped by them, How many times can a person put themselves through being tormented before they get sick of it? Move on, find real people that dont have an agenda, people that are genuine can tell the difference in true friends and people that just wanna be's. I have met some awesome people online that I would rather talk to then some people I have lived lfe with over the years. I would put myself out there for them and not give some people I have known for years a second glanc

The American Dream Is In Jeopardy
Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights, economic freedom is just as important. In The Heritage Foundation’s "Understanding America" series,

Word Of The Day Fake!!
Lets go ahead and put all this out in the open like noboby really knows...FAKE!!!!! word of the day.Should there are plenty of fake profiles on fubar and nothing is going to change that, So you can eith eraccept it and move on or cause some drama to make yourself look good. Its your choice.People have many reasons for doing what they do and thats there busniess, But who are you to judge them?You don't have to be there friend or have any kind of contact with them problem solved.But guys don't care they let there dicks lead the way.But lets not stop at fake profiles,Lets talk about Fake people who are real!!! People who pretend to be your friend to get what they can from you, Of course if your spend money on them there going to be your friend (LOL) I mean the ones begging for a certain bling etc.And there are many out there!!This is a website a game, Don't look for love here HUGE mistake, But I have to admit a slim few have found it here, But telling someone you love them after 3 day is

The Phone Call
Kristin sits on fu rating. Just another day in her life or so she thought. Her phone rings and on the other end is a familiar voice that she loves hearing. The voice speaks and says "hey beautiful". A smile crosses Kristin's beautiful face. Her Cheeks turn red as she blushes, her beautiful eyes sparkle with the light of stars. Kristin replies "hey sexy". The stranger on the other end of the line smiles with joy and naughty intentions. "I want to see u, I am on my way to get u be dressed" the voice says, then hangs up. Kristin with great excitment jumps to her feet and begins to get ready. She showers thinking about him the whole time getting wet (in more ways than a shower is intended). A car pulls up and it is Kristins mystery caller. She rushes out the door and to the car. As Kristin approaches the car she feels eyes on her watching her every move. Those eyes travel up and down her body enjoying everything they see. The door is opened and as Kristin sits down she feels a hand on her

Team Mother Pt 1
I listened outside the motel door with nervous excitement. This could either be the beginning of a very exciting trip, or a complete disaster. Knowing the hormonal appetites of teenaged boys, I was pretty sure I would get away with the various sexually depraved acts I was contemplating.My son’s high school varsity lacrosse team was playing in the state finals, which meant a three night road trip. As one of the ‘Team Mothers,’ I had volunteered to help chaperone the twenty-two boys on the team. Yes, that’s right...twenty-two 17- and 18-year-old, athletic, horny boys. I had gotten myself off several times while conjuring up all manner of wild fantasies about this trip in the months leading up to it, and now I was actually about to attempt to make them real.There was a chill in the night air, but I didn’t even feel it as I waited and hoped no one would spot me. Especially coach McGowan. It was almost one o’clock in the morning and all the lights in the

Team Mother Pt 2
I sat on the edge of a sagging mattress, in a dingy motel room, and let my gaze play over the enticing cocks of the four naked high school seniors standing in front of me. Brandon was the only one yet to turn eighteen, but with his birthday coming next month he was close enough that I didn’t give his age any thought.Each of the boys was sporting a potent hard-on, despite all having just jacked off into my hand only minutes before. With the ice broken, they were no longer taking furtive peeks at my middle-aged, but respectably trim, body, and were instead openly gawking at my mature form, which was barely clothed in little more than a skin tight t-shirt and even tighter shorts. I let my legs drift apart just enough for them to see the growing wet spot there if they were so inclined to look.“Well?” I said, drawing their attention away from the points of my nipples pushing up from beneath my shirt. “Shall we play another game, or would you fellas rather get some re

What Is Next
soo ok this is what i was thinking. I'm 34 gonna have a 3rd child and well yeah much more added fun. why is it soo hard for someone to accept me for me. its really hard to change someone especially when they are known for who they are. I'm DJ Krazy Ken. I'm a flirt.. everyone knows that but also i'm a sweet caring person sooo really what is soo wrong with getting to know me for me and accepting me for me .... if you know this then why judge me

[first Proofread, First Blood]
Consider this a call to arms- I'm in the process of printing off the short stories I've written over the last few months and presenting them to friends and family I have some hurdles to overcome in my writing, and I'd like some feedback. I need to know if I'm saying what I want to say, if my audience wants to keep reading, and if I can turn a profit from my idea. So I'm calling upon some of you to offer earnest, legitimate feedback and proofreads of the story as it progresses. You don't have to like it, you don't have to find redeeming qualities in it- you don't have to validate my entire life and identity as a writer with candy coated words and compliment sandwiches. Just proofread the thing, and offer some fundamental academics on the issue then maybe we can talk about our feelings. Nothing more than feelings.

Function Of Emotion
Emotion was given to us Some say by a God I disagree Himans gained dominance by emotion They pulled away from instinct because intinct didn't work Many mass extinctions of life have happened on this planet Life is an amazing thing It continually says FUCK YOU to your Mass Instinctions So llfe decided to create emotions We are the vessels The experiment of life We are the first species on this planet to say Ok..fuck you and your disasters We can always leave In the most awesome game of Poker EVER

A Fu Break
Hi Family & Friend's,After Sunday I am Taking A Break for a few weeks,I'll return all love when I get back.I have to get my real life back on track.I'll miss you all.The ones that have my # you know how to reach me if you want to chat or talk.

This Is What Is Going On
I am back in a fvk'd off state. which I despise being here, but I have to get some loose ends tied up so I can get my things moving in a forward direction. I ended up seeing the local DA about the case I have pending, and well got told today that there no longer a case.. WHY??? because it's here and he's a f'n stooge ... so yes I am quite upset and very much indignent about the whole thing. You do what you supposed to do and you get slapped by system and they basically tell you to fvk off. so yeah. my mood should be understandable, but I am who I am and I am going to try and not let it get to me. I just can't wait till next week ... I am fvking out of here!!!! so the question beggs to be answered ... hmmmmm huggz; Maia

Stupid Encounter #68
Your Master: you would look so good with my load on your face 11:24pm iC51NerdGo...: you would look so good in the trunk of my car wrapped in black trash bags with bricks and a chain wrapped around ya! Your Master@ fubar

Stupid Encounter #69
6:24pm Matt: i used to live in az 7:14pm iC51NerdGo...: I hate AZ lol how long did you live here? 7:15pm Matt: 5 years 7:15pm iC51NerdGo...: Where abouts? 7:16pm Matt: phoenix 7:18pm Matt: u single? 7:30pm iC51NerdGo...: didnt you just judge me? now how you gonna ask me if im single then judge me thats not how you get a girl 7:30pm Matt: how did i judge u 7:32pm iC51NerdGo...: Matt => iC51NerdGoddess... right u say ur a follower G then u show pics of peoples bowel movements and of u smoking fake pot leaves. funny way of showing ur love of God 7:34pm Matt: besides who say im looking for a girlfriend 7:37pm iC51NerdGo...: I didnt cause i dont judge or assume 7:39pm Matt: oh well. so i do big deal 11:28pm iC51NerdGo...: Btw jfs... if you wernt single... you wouldent have it set single on your profile thus leaving us all to believe you don't have one ounce of respe

You
You can't hurt me, it's impossible you see. You would have to matter, you don't count, not to me! The walls are so high, i won't lie. You have no chance to get in, once, someone did. He mattered, i let him count. He had my heart, without a doubt. Then, he ripped it out. Tore me apart, shattered my soul, he took his toll. He made me feel, things i though were gone. He destroyed, what i thought was strong. What i had been building, for so long. Now he is gone. i have rebuilt, stronger and higher. No one in, no one out. No more love, but no more pain. It keeps me happy, it keeps me sane! So, before you even try, know that you can't hurt me. Know...that you don't count!

Punky
A Austin Tx woman is suspected of killing herself after being arrested for DWI in Texas. On Tuesday afternoon, Katie Lynn Prentice was stopped by the Port Aransas Police for drunk driving and placed in a holding cell at police headquarters until she could be transferred to the Nueces County Jail. During a routine hourly cell check around 8:30 pm, it was discovered that Prentice had hung herself.Police and local EMS services administered CPR, and Prenitce was transported to a nearby hospital where she was declared dead.The Chief of Police in Port Aransas said that Prentice was "a resident Austin Tx and we are going to miss her very much". The family issued a statement saying that she was a loving daughter and friend and she would be missed by all who knew her.

Not Always Right | Need To Purge That Urge
Call Center | WA, USA Me: “Hi! Thanks for calling. How can I help?” Customer: “I need to know what kinds of [adult] toys you sell.” Me: “Well, ma’am, I can show you how to use our search feature! Are you on the website now?” Customer: “I don’t want to look. I want you to tell me! Describe them.” Me: “Ma’am, I can help you use the website.” (The customer gets upset, and starts talking about her physical urges that demand these items.) Me: “I will be more than happy to show you how to search on the website. If not, I will need to end this call.” Customer: “I don’t have a computer.” Me: “Well, do you have a friend’s computer, or maybe internet on your phone that you can use?” Customer: “Nah, I don’t have none of that.” Me: “Well, maybe a public library?” Customer: “Nah. They don’t let me in there no more.&rdqu

Protesters Arrested Outside Upstate Ny Drone Base
Protesters arrested outside upstate NY drone base Published April 22, 2011 SYRACUSE, N.Y. – A protest against armed military drones operated from an upstate New York air base has led to a number of arrests. WSYR-TV in Syracuse reports that about 30 people were charged with minor violations during the demonstration outside Hancock Air National Guard Base that included 250 people at its peak. The Syracuse base is a hub for controlling Reaper drones in combat overseas. Onondaga County Sheriff Kevin Walsh says those arrested Friday had blocked traffic after the protest permit expired. He said the demonstrators cooperated with police. The protest was organized by the Upstate Coalition to Ground the Drones and End the Wars. The organization says civilian deaths in drone attacks are violations of human rights. Drones have increasingly been used in Iraq and Afghanistan and strikes in Pakistan. Read more: http://www.foxnews.com/us/2011/04/22/protesters-arrested-outs

Boat Trip
part 1 It was loud and rhythmic..sounds emanating from the platform off the tiki hut bar and grill. Friday nights are live music and reggae island music was this week’s flavor. Rick and Steve sat at the bar watching the sun draw down across the water as the bar was adjacent to marina where their boat was moored. Rick had been drinking..the music soaking into his bones with Steve feeling it too. There was a small dance floor where there were some couples and several single woman dancing. Pina Coladas were half price so Rick and Steve were soaking them up. Then Rick noticed a woman calmly sipping a scotch and water alone across the bar from them. She eyed Rick as if he was her type..she got up..walked around and close up to Rick. She had on glossy black high topped boots, thigh high black nylons with the lace clearly visible above her boots. She also had on very short short jean shorts and a black leather jacket over her dark blouse. Rick noticed right away the necklace made into

Fb Profile Skins
FB design profile skin Getting started: Part 1 of 3 First all when making a skin you need know what you are going to design and where you want each section to go.. there are three main design elements that you can design to make your skin standout from others. I do a lot of searching on the net to see what is out there and fool around with different designs before i even get started. This will save time and frustration later. I will go over the following in this tutorial to get you started.. then followup with the enhancements later pagecontent profiile_headerbar userpagecontentstyle I store all my images on photobucket, i paid for the unlimitied bandwith so i do not exceed the limit... or your image will not show. 1. pagecontent #pagecontent :: this were the main background goes.. it is good to used seamless background images because it will bllend bettter in the desgin.. if the do not blend it is looks un clean. #pagecontent { background: #000 ur

Scapegoat Something To Think About!!!!!!!
It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the milligrams of tar It's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned, it's my car It's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain It's the cat box it needs to be changed, it's the pain It's women, it's the plight for power it's government It's the way your given knowledge slow with thought control and subtle hints It's rubbing it, itching it, It's applying cream It's the foreigners sight seeing with high beams, It's in my dreams It's the monsters that I conjure, It's the marijuana It's the embarassment, displacement, It's where I wander It's my genre, It's Madonna's videos It's game shows, its cheap liquor,blunts, its bumper stickers with rainbows It's angels, demons, gods, it's the white devils It's the monitor, the soundman, it's the motherfucking mic levels It's gas fumes, fast food, Tommy Hil, mommy's pill Columbia House music club, designer drugs and rhyming thugs It's bloods, cripts, fives, six, It's stick up kids, It's christia

What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted...
Dear Ninja, How do you fix a broken heart after you are fuwidowed? ~KaWk BlOcK kEn Dear Ken, My thoughts are prayers go out to DON1897, may he rest in peace. And to all those who loved him, and called him family and friend as well. Losing someone you were so close to can be hard. Take comfort in knowing that whatever pain and suffering he had is gone, and he is at peace. Take comfort on the shoulder of a friend. Take comfort in a pint of Ben & Jerry's (just one though, don't over-do it). Grief is a process, and you can't leap-frog past any part of it. Although, you can help ease the pain by sitting down and writing him a letter goodbye. It will help you get some closure, and you can say everything you wanted to say when he was here. As you're writing it, think about the things he did that made you laugh and smile. It's alright to laugh and smile again. When our loved ones pass, they don't want us to sit around crying. They want us to celebrate the wonderful people that

Pictures And Me (about Me)
hi fubar.. i will not be doing NSFW pics..so please don't ask!!!! i can do clothed to bikini i am ok with that...yes i have been here before well its been a few yrs..i decided to come back and i see alot of changes here..wow. i like it so far and i like the people here so far=) very nice and understanding..i don't take drama or well u get the point!!! enough said...i am playin fu-mafia so add me if u like...and i am trying to reach my achievement's if u help me i will rate and fan and like admire and rate all photos of course if u have a lot it goin to take me time to=)and make a pg salute and a family add if i have room...Please help and thank u..and i do watch out for my friends...be safe and have a good day and good eve and a good night... lady ice hawk thanks for reading

One Of My Poems
NATIONAL TREASURE You are a romantic being quite the fanatic about what touches your emotions deeply. Enchanting eyes that are always to wise with facts that need to be taken seriously. You are so priceless and extremely precious above all in which I regard so very dear. All to captivating with a glow so radiating and a smile my mind can truly hear. From all my explaining I’m through restraining my intense adoration and offer total dedication. A love has developed from this perpetual insight with a heart filled spirit taken off in flight. And upon your permission I give you submission of my life and total love from my deep emotion. Reaching depths of uncharted pleasure with who I perceive as a National treasure. EWP

Ensign: You Are Cordially Invited
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 29 April 2011 A few weeks ago my family and I attended a wedding of some friends Martha had worked with. My wife got to sing at the ceremony, and as she had a place of importance there we were all – Martha, me, Sarah, and Jeffrey – invited to go. We had a great time, even though we were hardly the center of attention! (You go Mike and Michelle!) And that’s as it should be … today you’ve probably heard about wedding going on or that has happened as you read this. I’m just sorry our invite to that one got lost in the mail, darn it! (You go Will and Kate!) If it’s not the most important thing in a person’s life – and it should not be – then getting married ranks pre

Video Chat Support
Fubar allows you to video chat one on one with users or play Fulette which randomly pairs you with other Fulette players. You can opt in or out of the game by clicking on the Fulette button on the video chat window. Video Chat Set up: 1. Connect your webcam to your computer. 2. Make sure your webcam privacy settings are turned on. Go to: Privacy Settings to do this. 3. Go to your homepage and click on the Launch Web Control link and the video chat window should pop up with your webcam controls. You will be prompted to approve your webcam connection. Once you approve, you should see your webcam activate. 4. If you wish to video chat one on one with a user, make sure they have their webcam connected and privacy settings correct. Also, make sure you both have opted out of Fulette. Go to their fubar page and look for the Video Chat link below their profile photo. Clicking this link will initiate your video chat session. 5. If you want to play Fulette, click on the fulette bu

Mountain Of Sorrows
Mountain Of Sorrows By: PennRock Anxiously here I sit upon a mountain of sorrows barely made it through today don't know if I'll see tomorrow the resolution to my problems is nowhere within my reach I'm struggling to cross this bridge got several blisters on my feet that's the price that I pay in hopes of gaining a better life been in this tunnel for so long damn will I ever see the light? Lord if you're out there shine it bright don't leave me hanging on the rack guide me through my troubles help me get my life back on track along with all of the runners on the path to success we're all chasing the same thing why should my reason mean any less? ya see I'm on a quest with a package to deliver but life is working against me and I'm sinking below the river I keep swimming back to shore to catch my breath along the way giving up is not an option nor is procrastination or delays yet still here I am sitting stuck upon a mountain of sorrows I made it through today but will I live to see

In The End, This Was All I Had.
Crazy I was just struggling on what I wanted to say. So I got up out of this chair and went in the bedroom to grab something. Something that was laying underneath my pants which was thrown on top after taking them off. I brought it back to the computer with me and plug it in. Crazy that its hard for me to say a word on how i'm feeling if music isnt playing in my ear. Funny i tell people i'm here for them if they need it but never go to them when I'm the person in need. I've hoped may times not to be human. If so then I wouldnt have found myself here at this moment. Unsure of the relationship I'm in or barely hanging on to. It feels dead. I wish i was. Everyday is just another day for us to fight. If not then we're not speaking at all. Which is why my phone is in the room while i'm up front online. No reason for me to carry it around. No reason for me having one now. No reason for it to be on wasting battery power, might as well get it cut off. At this moment sittin

Wow!!!
I suppose I will do this every year I am on the Fu... I miss you Daddio! Been 4 years and I find it funny that it seems more like forever and yet feels like it was yesterday when I heard the news. *sighs* Not quite as sad as I was before....I still cry! But I do laugh more thinking of funny things. Forever Daddio's baby girl!

I Thought This Was So Cute
Now I lay me down to sleep...one less terrorist this world does keep...with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks...you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell...so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies...you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen. to anyone that reads this and doesn't like it, don't complain or bitch about it, cuz im NOT taking it down. So u can sit down shut up and learn your fucking roll, this is my blog i will say what i want, if u don't like it, then get off my fucking page.

New Drug Boosts Hepatitis C Treatments
New drug boosts hepatitis C treatments Experimental medication passes key test on road to FDA approval for treating virus By Nathan Seppa Web edition : Thursday, March 31st, 2011 Text Size Adding an experimental drug to standard treatment more than doubles the likelihood of knocking out hepatitis C in patients with the chronic liver infection, two studies in the March 31 New England Journal of Medicine show. The new drug, boceprevir, and a similar drug called telaprevir (SN: 5/23/09, p. 12) have now shown the ability to wipe out the virus in many patients. Both drugs are currently under review by the Food and Drug Administration, and scientists feel that both are destined for approval. “This is the first time I can remember being so optimistic about this really difficult virus,” says Donald Jensen, a hepatologist at the University of Chicago School of Medicine who wasn’t involved in the new studies. Hepatitis C can lead to liver cirrhosis

Death Of 1 Vs Death Of Many
I'm a type of person who waits before giving my opinion on things. A full day hasn't passed since the death of Bin Laden and honestly I would prefer another 24 hours to think on it. So listening to different reactions and opinions with most being joy, its interesting as always to watch humans and their behaviors. One view given really made me think on something and this person always gives a different thought to everything, which is why i'm a fan of him. He's Colin Cowherd, a radio host on ESPNradio. He's co-host of the show SportsNation which airs mostly on ESPN2 from time to time. He always gives interesting thoughts and the one he gave was about the celebration of a death. We as a country would see other countries, mostly smaller nations in war and when a leader is killed we broadcast them celebrating in the streets and we would say that's crazy. Now we have became that. I've never seen so much celebration from the death of someone. My first reaction was so what, who c

They're Gonna Program Us!
So after Sunday school yesterday, Jeffrey rushed out of his class with the brochure passed out to all the classes that the preschoolers will be singing at second service for Mother’s Day. He must have heard the word program and rejoiced with the phrase I used for today’s title, what sounded right to his three-going-on-four-going-on-twelve little mind, because he loves singing! Martha and I still got a chuckle out of that this morning after he’d awakened from thirteen hours of sleep – he crashed on our couch at six thirty last night and I took him up to bed without him fighting me! Sarah followed a few hours later, and I’d already taken about a two- hour nap myself over at Margaret’s house after we enjoyed burgers and hot dogs cooked on the grill for Breanna’s post-confirmation family party! “To me faith knows that God is always there to listen to me and watch over me. I know that he will always forgive me when I make mistakes

His Whiterose
My celtic love calls me his Lady Whiterose, Stronger each day my love for him grows. His smile is like the sun to this rose always warming my heart, His smile brightens any dark day, even when we are apart. His touch nurtures this rose all the while encouraging me to grow, He brings out the beauty deep within me to all the world I show. His hands are like soil around me protecting me with his care, He never wanders far from this rose, his presence is always there. His kisses are like the rain upon me, I revel in their touch, Feel their sweet wetness rain down on me, I always crave them so much. When he holds me, his hands upon me show me his love warm and true, He brings me to life, he makes me bloom, All this and so much more too. I'll always be his Lady Whiterose with him I'm always there, For our love is as old as the stars, Such a beautiful love we share...

Fighter
Winds blowing the colors of my favour, tied around your arm so tight, I watch you with much pride and passion, as your armor shines against the bright sunlight.. Upon the lush green hills, I watch as you take your flight, Ready to run and charge swiftly, all of your foes in your sight.. What sounds like shouts and thunder, rolls across the wide battlefield, Your sword held high to the blue sky, other hand holding your strongest shield..Hundreds of men cry their battle shouts, as they charge clashing hard against one another, I feel the battlefield ground begin to shake with much sound, as allies and foes meet up with each other..Tho I cannot see you now, for many men fight under the sun, I know you'll soon come back to me, when this battle is finally done..And when I see you walking over to me, weary across the land, My heart is full of passion as I look in your eyes, slowly I reach out for your hand..As the sun starts to set, burning fires being started against the coming night, We jo

Beer, How Do I Love Thee.....
Why are you so cute? I mean serial. Sooo adorable. Gessh! Now on to other serious matters... is it wrong (or want) to have sex with beer? It tastes sooooo good most of the time that if it were socially acceptable, I would consider such. Now I haven't put much thought behind this as to what type of sex I would have or with what. A can might hurt and a bottle is too small. Perhaps one of those mini kegs for the fridge? I think that's a Heineken product, but I dunno about pot breath during this. Your thoughts? Yeah... uh. So... go team?- A Currently Drunkish, Bob Saget Dear Drunkish Bob, There is nothing wrong with loving beer, or fantasizing about it. Although, sex with it would prove difficult unless you filled one of those latex pocket vaginas with your favorite brew. Now, if you were a chick, the beer bottle would work just fine. Use plastic though, those glass ones are a little dangerous to be inserting in your vag. My suggestion is to just shotgun a beer while some ch

Daddy's Girl
I wrote this over 10 years ago Daddy's Girl In the darkness of a room A little girl hides in the corner As the tears roll down her face The pain and fear is upon her The pain of her daddy's hand And the fear of another day Because she knows come tomorrow Everything will be the same Where does a little girl run to Where does she hide When the man that says "I love you" Is the devil in her eyes And who does she turn to In the darkness of the night Where does a little girl run to Where does she hide And now her eyes are dry She has cried all she can But the pain still remains And the fear of a man A man that says "I love you" And that she is daddy's girl And one that has destroyed Everything in her world And when the yelling stops She puts her hands on her face And drifts off to sleep To dream of a safer place

Where Are You Tonight
Another one written over ten years ago Where Are You Tonight I stand on the porch Looking toward the sky Knowing you're out there Somewhere in the night I wonder who you are And what your name is Then I close my eyes And dream of our first kiss Where are you tonight Are you thinking of me Wishing upon a star For the day we meet Will there come a day When your eyes meet mine And I no longer ask Where are you tonight I try to imagine The color of your hair Or how you might look In the cool night air Will we ever meet Or will you just pass by God I just wonder Where are you tonight And then I wonder If you're doing the same Standing and wishing For your soulmate And I kneel to pray That you're not a dream That one day soon God will send you to me

Will She Find Her Prince
One more written over ten years ago...but thought women might like Will She Find Her Prince She dreams of a fairytale As she sits in her room With a knight in armor To come to her rescue He rides up on his horse And calls her from below She runs to see him And climbs from her window Will she find her prince Outside of her dreams Will he ever kiss her And wake sleeping beauty Cinderella had her slipper Snow White had her kiss And she keeps wondering Will she ever find her prince Her feet hit the ground She runs to his side As he pulls her up They turn to the sunrise And as they ride off Comes a knock at the door So she wakes from dreaming To later dream some more

Chapter 1 Final Rough Draft
My will is not my own. My soul is tied and bound. I have nothing. I am nothing. My lady owns my life. My lady owns my body. I hear her calling me. I hear her in my sleep. I am lost. I am damned. Eyes open now. I tell myself again, its late, again...rising. I look at the clock, 7:26pm. I overslept. Sunset was at 6:53pm. Time to go to work. What a concept work, thats me a drone, in a large hive, a small part of something bigger than myself, just another discarded toy................................. Drag myself out of bed. My body is so stiff. The meds must not be working, need some fresh materials again. I stagger to the fridge and open it. In the fridge there are vials and dry ice. The mist rolls out on the floor and chills me.... I pick up one of the vials and look at it in the light. The color should be crimson, instead a dull brown stares back at me. Shit.....lowering my head in disgust, I shut the door. I walk back into the bedroom and open the chest at the foot of the bed.

Pets Poem..off Her Page..
There was an emptiness inside me that burnedNothing could quench it no matter where I turnedThere had to be something out there to fill this void When I finally found You I was overjoyed Curious and eager, Timid and scared I reached out to You and with me You shared A lifestyle of which I had never dreamed Something far beyond me, or so it seemed Seeing the fear and need deep inside me You taught me how good it really can be To trust someone with my body and soul To know what it's like to finally be wholeI knelt before You willingly submissive, naked and afraid The power, knowledge and patience of a Master were displayed You probed and touched and caressed and kissed Every inch of my body, not a spot You did miss You gave me a safeword and pushed me to use itYour teeth bit hard on my nipple but did not abuse itYou proved to me that in You I could trustAnd in me grew a deep devotion and lustBent over Your knees with my eyes shut tightYou caressed my butt cheeks soft and whiteSpanking th

A Short Compilation Of People Who Are Stupid
In no particular order... 1. Women who leave their fiance's for another, better guy. then cheat on him with a loser ex-boyfriend and people she works with. Then when he leaves her over it and she's left with only guys who want to use her and leave her and only remember she exists when they're horny, she ends up going back to the first loser who can't read or write. 2. The guy who gets cheated on by #2 and then takes her back...repeatedly. 3. Americans who believe we killed Osama bin Laden this week, considering it was less than a week before that the president made comments about how wayward the people of our nation have become, and that the government was going to work hard to dispel myths that seem to be tearing us apart. Not to mention the fact that Congress refuses to release photos of the raid or bin Laden himself because they haven't been fabricated yet. Yes, we're all true blue Americans now. W love America! Write some more country songs! But wake the fuck up and stop beli

You And I
I'll let you hold my hand when my life falls apart.I'll let you stand beside me as I mend a broken heart.You can hold me in your arms as long as you would like,You can wipe away my tears every single time.I would let you find my heart,Just as easily as I found yours.But I can't guarantee thatWe would ever be more...Than you and I.You found a way to make everything go away.And I found a way to make your life impossible.But I can't return the favor.No, I can't be everything you want me to be.I'll let you take me, step by step, into a new life.I'll let you walk me through my past, into the light.You can stay forever and never leave my side.You can lie right next to me, all through the night.I would let you find my heart,Just as easily as I found yours.But I can't guarantee thatWe would ever be more...

Something Or Someone That Is You
All the dreams and the fantasies, all the wishes that never come true, all the right all the wrong, and then there was you. In this life that we live day to day, we all have things that get in our way. something or someone that leads us astray. It doesn't matter how high you build the walls, safety is uncertain when, something or someone can make them fall.... Reality is replaced and you're no longer thinking straight, nagging in the back of your mind, is the battle between love and hate... I didn't want to love you, I wasn't ready to believe, I never intended to fall, as may heart was desperate to receive..... Now the heart is completely broken, I don't know what to do, I have fallen victim to the something or someone that is YOU

The Naked Enchantress
Weaving her beauty on the wallShe stands before the lamp slim and tallShedding her clothes on the floorShe gets ready for the amorous tourThe protruding tips of her high breastsAdorn her body as if two unconquered crestsThe glistening bunch of pubic hairsIs guarded by untouched thighs, tight and fair The soft buttocks are perfectly roundSway with the flame with a swishing soundHung on each side of her pink templesStrands of hair swing like thin ripplesLove and lust drip down her dark eyesCupping her breasts she gives passionate sighsThe bunch of hennas dangles over her napeFor the wandering bees it sets the trapThe soft twist at the corners of the lipsCan send the royals into subliminal tripsThe thin lips flutter like petals of colour redAre enough to drive an emotional heart mad;The silky thighs, the ways they move and shine Have in them intoxication of a hundred bottles of wine.

Dj Skitzo May 2k11 (techno)
http://official.fm/tracks/247022 PLAYLIST ----------- Alan Fitzpatrick - Paranoize (Adam Beyer & Jesper Dahlback Remix) David Moleon vs. Faithless - No Way Sun To Me (ATSand Bootleg Of 00.db Remix) Hardwell vs. Manu Chao - Bongo Congo Man (Johan Wedel Toolbox Edit) Mateo Murphy - Love Express (Chris Liebing Remix) Paul Kalkbrenner - Mad World Lutzenkirchen - Don't Fear To Rock ( Original Mix ) Spektre & Subfractal - Turista (Erphun Remix) Carl Cox vs Yousef - I Want You Forever (Deadmau5 Remix) DJ Rush - Motherfucking Bass (Popof Remix 1) omega drive - mature games (omega drive remix) LUKY RDU - Go (Chris Chambers Remix) Marco V Vs. 4 Strings - Catch A Greed (G8 Remash) Midfield General - Coatnoise (Dave Clarke Mix) Spiros Kaloumenos - Blackout (Original Mix) thatsthebass - thatsthebass Majai - Strange (DJ Preach Remix) Spiros Kaloumenos - White noiz (original mix) Artento Divini pres. DTC - Lift Off (Original Mix) Phunk Investigation - Super Phunk (Origi

Osama Bin Laden Staged Media Spectacle To Be Used To Ramp Up Full Scale Police State (video)
The staged media spectacle that is the supposed assassination of Osama Bin Laden is being used to push the fear of terror attacks to a whole new level. As I write this article, the corporate controlled media is continually pushing the possibility of retaliation from Al Qaeda over the death of their leader. Yesterday we reported the fact that DHS is claiming that terrorists planned to attack the U.S. rail system on the tenth anniversary of 9/11. At this point it seems likely that the major reason for the unveiling of a dead man was to condition the public into accepting TSA groping in train stations, malls, sporting venues, and any other major public event. That’s right, this whole staged event is being used to condition the American people into believing that terrorists are around every corner. This fear will be used to place TSA security in so called soft spots nationwide, effectively ending America as we know it. The establishment media has gone as far as to cla

Stupid Encounter #71
iC51NerdGo...: thanks 5:17pm 6028312: u ever smoke regualr cigs? 5:22pm 6028312: hm? 5:23pm iC51NerdGo...: I smoke all cigs 5:24pm 6028312: thats soo hott 5:24pm 6028312: would u ever give someone a blowjob while u smoke? 5:24pm iC51NerdGo...: Why you ask? 5:25pm 6028312: just curious.. it would be amazing, though I cant get one from you, I can imagine lol 5:26pm iC51NerdGo...: ask my hubby 5:33pm iC51NerdGo...: lol I figured that would get you to stop saying fucked up perverted things to someone who's profile you didn't read before sbing me... beauty isen't everything... brains are which you obviously don't have. So happy by the way to hear a fireman say smoking's hott to btw... 6028312: yes it is hot, so what.. burning a house down isnt hot, now lol

Sinners Pray
“Father, I know that I have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you. I am truly sorry, and now I want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you. Please forgive me, and help me avoid sinning again. I believe that your son, Jesus Christ died for my sins, was resurrected from the dead, is alive, and hears my prayer. I invite Jesus to become the Lord of my life, to rule and reign in my heart from this day forward. Please send your Holy Spirit to help me obey You, and to do Your will for the rest of my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.”

Your Mom
I used to think my mom was judgmental...and impossible to please no matter what i did...that she just didn't understand me. because i knew it all.. I realize now that..i knew nothing..im still learning every day....about life..about myself.. and how with years..comes clarity...my mom wasnt judgmental..or impossible to please... she just always knew the real me..and saw the person i really was inside .. and would accept nothing less..she stood by me when i was in the trenches...when noone else would....thats what amazes me about her..saying sorry isnt what she wanted from me.. she just wanted me to be happy..thats what love is.. mothers put themselves on the shelf.. to make sure their children are happy.. its that true selflessness that amazes me.. without that..i dont know where i would be right now.. im happy and i have peace in my heart and im content with life..thank you mom.. i see now..what i didnt even know existed before.. happy mothers day mom, i love you.

The Long Train Ride
I was sitting in the railcar, listening to the rat tat tat of the car passing over the tracks. I was travelling in the dining car and was watching the beautiful California coastline running along highway 1 as it approached evening. That is until I heard a soft voice ask, “Is this seat taken?” I was sitting alone at white clothed table and was surprised to see this petite brunette woman, well-endowed, with deliciously crimson lips who had spoken. Somehow I murmured “sure”, but for the life of me I didn’t know what part of my brain that came from cuz my conscious one had no fuckin clue. As she seated herself, I realized I couldn’t decide between the beautiful ocean views or the vision of this goddess before me..wait my hardening member was speaking up for me. I wasn’t sure what held the intensity of my reaction, but I did note that there was a strong musk scent that I hadn’t noticed before. I mentioned I loved her perfume and she replied sh

Soap And Water
A minister was asked to dinner by one of his church members. He knew she was a bad housekeeper but agreed. When he sat down at the table, he noticed that the dishes were the dirtiest that he had ever seen in his life. "Were these dishes ever washed?" he asked his hostess, running his fingers over the grit and grime. She replied,"They're as clean as soap and water could get them". He felt a bit uncomfortable, but blessed the food anyway and started eating. It was really delicious and he said so, despite the dirty dishes. When dinner was over, the hostess took the dishes outside and yelled, "Here Soap! Here Water!" (Can you say "Ewwwwwwwww")

New Requirement For U.s. Birth Certificates
Updated April 28, 2011 New U.S. Birth Certificate Requirement Beginning April 1, 2011, the U.S. Department of State will require the full names of the applicant’s parent(s) to be listed on all certified birth certificates to be considered as primary evidence of U.S. citizenship for all passport applicants, regardless of age. Certified birth certificates missing this information will not be acceptable as evidence of citizenship. This will not affect applications already in-process that have been submitted or accepted before the effective date. For more information, see 22 CFR 51.42(a). To obtain a new birth certificate, see the CDC. In addition to this requirement, certified copies of birth certificates must also include the following information to be considered acceptable primary evidence of U.S. citizenship: Full name of the applicant Date of birth Place of bi

Torture Me With All I've Wanted.
If I find my peace of mind, torture me. If I seem too serene, torture me. Note to self, You're an idiot. Don't even think about it. Serious. Love, your logical, sensible side. ps. I mean it this time.

Does He?
Does he think of you as a person or a thing he can play with? Does he kiss you softly as a lover or with lips looking for someone else? Does he know you and respect you or just think of you as a capture, as something he can collect? Does he see you, the real you with your wondeful lips and tongue as you smile and playfully poke it out when you finally reveal the inner you? Does he accept your quiet, your thoughtfulness, your strong desire to be yourself forever? Does he dream of holding you and caring for you and taking your hand for no reason, kiss you for no reason, love you for no reason except for love itself?

Bone Up.
Water (H2O) is the most abundant compound on Earth's surface, covering about 70%. There's water in yer eyeballs. Water is a conductor for electricity. Ya know when you make eye contact with a person that, say, you like... and you feel this... energy? Windows to the soul? You're not crazy. It's happening. Electroshock. Boom. I work to have petroleum, cigarettes, and time. Gimme fuel gimme fire gimme that which I desire. Yeh... I just quoted a Metallica song. Fuck you. Shabang. There I made up for it by saying 'shabang'. I wanna organize a Big Wheel race. Gonna get that happening. I was mean to an old guy at work the other day. I still feel kinda bad about it. Feeling like I'm behaving like a typical human gets me into a rant about how I think I'm better than most humans. Fact is... I'm a robot from outer space and I'm plotting world domination. Cadillac's on 22's, chromed out endoskeleton, Jesus on the dashboard... oh yeh. Be prepared

The Ten Worst States To Be A Woman
I'm just copying and pasting this article, source link is at the bottom. BIG surprise for number one... In a time of war and record unemployment, the GOP is sending a message: fertile women are the country’s number one enemy, and their freedoms must be quashed at all costs. State Republican (and some Democratic) legislators have introduced nearly 1,000 laws restricting women’s reproductive health access on the state level, and this is on top of decades of reproductive health policies that have made women second-class citizens in many states.Here are 10 of the worst states to be a woman between puberty and menopause:1. Mississippi. Mississippi has been such a bad state for women for so long it rarely even gets noticed in the news anymore. Legal and cultural harassment has reduced the number of abortion providers in the state to two, making the abortion rate in the state four times lower than the rest of the country. This doesn’t mean that women in Mississippi don&

Careless Whisper
As I sit here and think back, it seems like it was yesterday. The hurt you caused me was nothing compared to the aftermath that has become "who I am." Why can't I just let myself forget about that day, forget out what you did and just move on with my life? Why do I continue to let it control my feelings and my subconsious? I want nothing more to be able to let someone in again, but how can I? How do you undo something that has shapped who you are in present time? Every morning I wake up thinking will today be the day, and each day I go to bed with the nothingness that was a careless whisper. I'll never forgive you, not for what you did, but what you continue to do each and every day.

Nsfw
i dont understand people , this is an adult web site if people wont to post NSFW pics and want to charge some one to look at them then its know different then picking up a playboy or a porn from a store(you paid for it whats the deforests on here some charge some dont wtf ever) the only reason im stating how i fell its due to a very good friend of my is being told that shes a fu slut because she has a NFSW pics and order to view them u got pay. i thinks its the coolest ideal think about if you walk into some random titty bar u would have to pay before u would get a lap dance or putting ones down a stripers g string , for who doesnt like it go fuck ur self mmwcl

Why We Should Love Our Enemies
Why We Should Love Our Enemies by Paramhansa Yogananda From Inner Culture Magazine, March/April 1936. Ye have heard that it hath been said, thou shalt love Thy neighbor, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for He maketh His sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? Do not even the Publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? Do not even the Publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect. —Matthew 5:43-48 Jesus says it is not enough to love your neighbors only and exclude your enemies. He says that a wise man beholds in the circumference of his heart not only the presence of fri

50 Ways To Get Kicked From Pdp (paul Simon "50 Ways To Leave Your Lover" Parody)
The problem is all over my pageShe said to meThe answer is easy if youJust fucking readI'd like to help you come and join usTo chat with meThere must be fifty waysTo get the boot She said it's really not staff's habitTo intrudeAnd she'll repeat herselfCause you're being rather crudeFurthermore, your fucking default picJust looks like you're in the nudeThere must be fifty waysTo get the shaftFifty ways to get kicked from PDP CHORUS:You need a main pic, Rick!Don't direct the cams, Sam!Watch out for the door, Whore!Just listen to me!Don't give our your SN, Ken!Don't get so butthurt, Kurt!Quit askin' for boobs, noobs!Says SLDC She said it grieves me soTo put you in such painI wish there was something I could doTo not kick you againI said I would appreciate thatAnd would you please explainAbout the fifty rules... She said why don't IJust eject you tonightAnd I believe in five minutesYou'll begin to see the lightAnd then she kicked meAnd I realized I'm probably not that brightCause there

I Do Miss Everybody So Much----(h)(h)(h)
I am so sorry for my disappearance, but it is an R/L thing going on. To explain here is just too involved. I am trying to revive my former Art business and I need to move at the same time. I am going 2 and 3 days with no sleep and my body is just drained. I don't know when I'll be back regularly and right now I am just trying to thank so many who have kept up to me. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! My 11's are getting waisted because I can't be here to give them out and I am extremely cash poor, driving an unregistered/uninspected motorcycle----YIPPPEEEE! I live next door to the State Police baracks...hahahaha. I lost my business during a near death experience and 2 years in a nursing home where my ex-sister took the time to "clean" me out to somewhere around $400,000+. Get the picture where I am at now. I need some time to get this thing going and if fu doesn't delete or block them, I am posting two pics of what I am doing. I AM NOT SOLICITING BUSINESS HERE, JUST SHOWING YOU WHAT I

Yo Babe Yo Don't Miss This
Hey Baby by Maggie Estep(1962-present) Liner Notes - (from No More Mister Nice Girl)I was having a foul day. Somegeezer harrassed me on the street and I got completely bent out of shape,but the guy was huge so I just stuffed my retort. Went home to drinkcoffee. No milk. I ripped through the cupboards and found Non Dairy Creamer.It tasted like shit. I got into one of those senseless rages where youthrow stuff. I hurled the Non Dairy Creamer and it fell into the tub whereI was running some bath water. The creamer erupted and made this bathinggel of Non Dairy Creamer. I was ready to kill myself. Instead I wrote HeyBaby.So I'm walking down the streetminding my own businesswhen this guy starts with mehe's suckin' his lips goin'Hey Baby Yo BabyHey BabyYoand I get a little tense and nervousbut I keep walking but the guy, he's dogging my every movehey Miss, he says,Don't miss this!And he grabs his crotch and sneers ear to earso finally, I turn aroundHey Buddy, I sayI'm feelin' kinda tense, Bu

Peanut / Ginger Chicken Served With Yam Chips And Apple Butter
1/2 large white onion Fresh Ginger 2/3 cup peanut butter 2/3 cup peach jelly Fresh cracked black pepper 1 egg 1 small can Mandarin Oranges 1 TBSP Fresh chopped Garlic 4 Boneless, skinless chicken breasts, frozen. Using the chopper of your choice, chop the garlic, ginger, onions, and pepper together. Open the can of mandarin oranges and drain the juice into the onion mixture. Continue chopping until everything is small and moves smoothly. It should be a liquid consistency. Add the egg and jelly and blend well. Gradually add the peanut butter, blending as you go so you don't wind up with a mass of peanut butter coated in the sauce. Now you want to add about 1/2 the can of oranges. Reserve the rest for a garnish. After blending thoroughly, lay a long sheet of aluminum foil in a baking dish. (Roasting bags work quite well for this as well.) Lay your frozen chicken breasts on the foil and carefully pour the sauce mixture over it, thoroughly saturating the chicken. (It's lik

The Cost Of Being Poor
My Friend, Take a moment and really read this. Everyone has a purpose in life... a unique gift or special talent to give to others. When we blend this unique talent with service to others, we experience the ecstasy and exultation of our own spirit, which is the ultimate goal of all goals. "Namaste" Learning to listen to your heart and balance what you feel with what think will create balance for you as you plan your goals and focus on them. When you leave this life you will be happy for your adventures as well as your accomplishments. We are all interdependent--"Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ" (Galatians 6:2). Also, we all bear some responsibilities, depending on our situation--"For each person will have to bear his own load" (Galatians 6:5--three verses after the previous reference). When the truth of dependence and the truth of responsibility are not held together, something has gone wrong, don't you think? Can you become Homeless? Wendell Via: On

Summer Auction
Well Fubar it is getting hot outside just like the ladies of fu, so I decided its time for another auction. Auction is going to start June 1st and will Run for 2 weeks. Starting bids will be 1mil there will be a 500K entry fee anyone wanting to enter needs to send me the link to pic they wish to use as an auction pic with a list of what they are giving for the auction winners ie. rate 100 pics 11 during happy hour, make #1 friend, Family add, etc. Do not send entry fee until comfirmation is recieved for your entry pic. my last auction was very lucrative for all who entered several people recieved cash bids of 500 bling packs and more, I run a fair auction if a buyer does not pay up on his bid it automatically goes to the next highest bid, any auctionee can refuse any bid by sending me a message with the bid they wish to be removed and I will remove it as soon as I get back online. All ladies of fu are welcome.

A God Mode Auction ... For A Good Cause.
Hey kids, if you are interested in not only winning a God Mode today but helping out a great cause...check out this link below & click it...one of the nicest things I have seen in some time...

Learning And How To Make Love To A Woman.
I'm 36 yrs old and I have been threw alot in my life and I have been in many relationships and I love the female body big and small but you got to have the cushion for the pushing with me,,lol,,I hear all the time that the reg woman wants a mans penis to be 9 inches or larger and thats fine and most of us men understand that and alot of us are gifted with it and prob 1/4 of them that don't know what to doing with it..lol.. The normal man is not so lucky the regular man size is Avg. 6 inches.. I know whats going threw your mind rt now.. your thinking hmm I bet he isn't going to say well...I'm better than avg but no porn star....lol... men like me had to understand if we was to be good in bed we had to learn to specialize in the female anatomy as in using our hands and oral and toys Toys are very important because we can make a woman cum ten times harder if we just listen to her and be playful . I had a woman say I used a toy on her better than she ever could ..lol.. Also we had to lea

Question Time With The Princess Lol
Summertime!! My favorite time of year with the sun shinning bright and the sand between my toes...its heaven to me!! So by saying that just wanna let everyone know, I will not be on much, gonna be outdoors lol plus with yard work and TRYING to finish remodeling my house, thou Im about to just say FUCK it and put my house up for sale, its one thing after another lol.....on to other things, meaning Fubar, lol this place never changes, just faces....sometimes. Most asked questions: 1) YES, im single and no, there isnt anything wrong with me lol Why does everyone think u have to be with someone in order to be happy, not me, Im very happy, I admit at times it gets lonely but u still get lonly when ur with someone so whats the difference... 2) I do work, Im a office manager, I really love what I do, it allows me to be on the comp during the day and my boss is ok with me being on Fu as long as it doesnt interfere with my work duties. 3)I live on the East side of Chicago, google it!!!

Does Anyone....(a Work In Progress)
does anyone hear my heart as it beats, for the one i love? does anyone see me tremble, when i feel his touch, on my skin? does anyone see the flair of passion in my eyes when i look at my love? does anyone see my pulse leap, when he touches me? your my life, my love, you have my heart in your hands. treat it gentle, for a broken heart is hard to repair. "Quelqu'un at-entendre mon coeurcomme

Slavegirl K !!update!!
hello... it is time for an update about Slavegirl K i am still very happy about her development. she is doing well and it is a pleasure to be in contact with her. the nature of a slavegirl is no phrase to her. she is a living example for a proper slavegirl that is sure about her nature and what it entails. she is on a good way and it will be exciting to see what future will keep at hand. next to that it is also a pleasure to watch her. near to perfection... it is her nature... nothing to hide... pure Slavegirl K

Up Up And Aweigh
I sat down in front of the computer today with but a single, focused goal in mind: to write an ad that would inspire the man of my dreams to respond. I figure I only need one response if it comes from the right person. But my mind just didn't want to cooperate. The clock ticked mercilessly away for what seemed like an eternity, as I stared at the blank screen in front of me. I had horrifying flashbacks to writing book reports back in the eight grade. Then all of a sudden a brilliant idea spilled over from my shot glass of a brain. I should ask the people who know me best to describe me in such a way and with such clarity that you'll get an idea what I'm really like. And who better to ask than my ex-boyfriends, right? So I reached for my Rolodex and prepared to make some calls. First on my list wasBrian. He's a fellow Harvard Law graduate and avid rollerblader, and one of the most level-headed, even tempered people you'll ever met. You could never imagine him getting upset

Because Of You
Now I lay me down to sleep Tearless sobs my soul shall weep Curled up tight within my bed Erasing the shadows within my head This darkness forever pure and true Bid the light a fair adieu Sink into my minds keen eye Recalling the love within the lie Bleeding upon ones devotion Reminding always you were not chosen Regardless of this deemed fate The moment selecting a moment to late Learning as the truth spills over Only one could kill my calm composure Hearing doesn't make it true For I lost my mind because of you

Lost A Part Of Me
Lost A Part Of Me I lay next to you watching you laywhy couldn't I have done everything to make you stay.I look back at all our smiles and frowns.wondering how we made it through all the up's and down's.I gently brush your hair behind your ear.Loosing you was my one and only fear.why do all things great come to an end.you were my baby, my wife, even my friend.how could I not see you slowly fading away.I made myself believe everything was ok.but I was too blind to see.you were slowly slipping away from me.now your gone you went away.I am sorry for leading you astray.but I must move forward and learn from my mistake.I must learn to live with my heart ache.thank you for letting be a part of your life.I am glade to have had you for my wife.always and forever baby you'll always be mine.I'll always love you even past the end of time

Reasons Why I Hate Urinals...
The average mind will answer this question in their feeble cells as "he's bladder shy".... congrats!! You have just identified the design flaw in urinals in a simple statement. As most men are bladder shy, including myself, depending on how many I've consumed in a particular evening, the design is all fucked up period. No matter the size of the divider between urinals, you always feel as tho you should be exchanging personal information as done in a fender bender. "Should we call the cops to evaluate damage?" "No, I'm afraid not. It was just your penis on my wrist due to the confinement of our relief stations." "Though it would be grand of you to grab a paper towel and get the bit of dribble you shook onto my chucks." Too close for comfort doesn't begin to describe much of this situation if any at all.... to add insult to claustorphobic injury, we have THEE closed quarters "random bits of conversation". "Hey man, did you see that chick with the boob shirt on???? god damn!

[the Hook Is A Lie]
As long as I sing with inflection... Ah crap, this thing still does the f*cking double space thing. uuh anyway- this laptop went down hard and fast moreso than a thai hooker on payday. Look- what it boils down to is this. The Blues. Its good music. Fuck you. My Full Armor Gundam is almost built, and I need to seriously consider disconnecting my utilities, and grabbing what few valuables I have- and setting up a slightly more complete base here with the folks. Sucks. But whatever, two paychecks in and I've probably got enough to shack up somewhere else. The issue of course being getting those two paychecks. Yeap. I also got some horrible superflu for about 26 hours. I was in a lot of pain. Like... top 5 worsts. And I've seen some crazy shit in my day. Do I want to live with my parents? Fuck no. Do I want to live ANYWHERE but Topeka? Yes. Lesser of two evils. I dunno, the issue of masters degrees and other crazy shit keeps popping up. I need somewhere

A Ride On The El Train
Walking through the streets of this burned out burg, debris and bones, and the skeletal hulks of the buildings and cars are all that remain in some places. Here and there, the walking dead go on slow and methodical search of the living. Down alleys, women and men cry out as the Vampires close in playing their own dark games. Overhead, choppers fly as soldiers shoot at anything that moves. Like hunters in the jungle the spotlights chase werewolves and rockets fire off and level brownstones buildings, chasing out the creatures of the night like rats from a sinking ship. Amidst all the chaos, and turmoil, one man wearing a trench coat calmly walks. Completely oblivious to the destruction and the wails of the dying, and undead alike. Quietly stepping over the dead, he keeps his head down as he walks. Reaching the stairs to the train station, I notice there is a blood streak going up the stairs, matted with bits of flesh and hair. Aah, I see someone has rolled out the red carpet for me....

Temporary Insanity
Dear Ninja, Are all online people completely insane..or is it just the people of fubar?SignedInsane in the Membrane Dear Insane, Most people on the interwebs aren't completely insane. The internet just gave crazy people a place to congregate. There aren't more on here than there are on say, facebook, you just get more pervs here because you can see a lot more nasty for free. And on the net, they seek out each other to validate their psychotic behavior. For the 1000 people who will tell them they are stuck on stupid, there's always a few who will reassure them that their idiocy is completely warranted. The internet also gives people the security of anonymity. Those keyboard gangsters will throw out all kinds of crazy thinking they won't ever have to meet the person on the other end. Just remember, threats of violence or cyberstalking is actually a federal crime these days, and can be reported and prosecuted. If you happen to run across one of the nests of psycho, it's best

Paradise Or Prison?
I'm moving. Yes that's right. A lot of the people I talk to and are friends with tell me I'm crazy. Hawaii to most is paradise. A place with beautiful beaches, spectacular sunsets, friendly people, and so much more. Truth is it is all that. Then you take account that it's also an island. One of seven beautiful islands. Visions of laying on the beach soaking up the sun or going up to the mountain at 3 am to watch the sunrise over the mountains as you hold that special person in your arms and make a wish. Who would ever want to move away from that? I do. It's seeing and doing the same thing everyday all day. It's being able to drive from one side of the island to the other in 2 hours and then running out of road and having nowhere else to go. It all gets boring. There comes a time in everyones life when they feel trapped in one way or another. When the pressures and demands of life catch up to them and they need a step back to look at their lives and how things are going. When my time ca

A Heart Of Stone
Once I had a heart of stoneFor it had surley lost its homeIt could not love or wanted tooBut in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall awayAs happiness began to fill my dayA feeling so sweet and special tooCould this be love, I pray is true.My heart now sings a song of loveFor I know that it was sent from aboveMy heart is warm, there is no coldHard no more, but with wings of gold.It soars above the sky so highSometimes I think of why and cryMy heart now sings a loving songFor the part of me I thought was gone.The gift that you have given meIs so important, can't you seeNo more sadness or being aloneFor now my heart returns to home.

Tomorrow Is Not The End!!
The end of the world is NOT this Saturday. by Greg Laurie on Friday, May 20, 2011 at 7:43am By now you have heard of the ‘predictions’ of a man named Harold Camping. He has gotten quite a bit of press over his prediction that the world will come to an end on May 21, 2011. I’m not going to even go into how he says he arrived at that conclusion,but instead I will just cut to the chase. He is wrong. By the way, this is not the first time he has made this prediction. The last time was on September 6, 1994. Needless to say, that did not pan out. You might say “But how do you know that he is wrong?” That is a valid question. My answer is because the next event on the prophetic calendar is the rapture of the church, not “the end of the world.” The rapture is that event when all true believers are called to meet the Lord in the air (see 1 Thessalonians 4:17). Then the tribulation period, which will last for seven

May 21, 2011 The End
First entry : I woke this morning to the sound of silence. No cars..No birds singing..no dogs barking. There are no people walking on the sidewalks. Buildings all around me reduced to rubble...the sky ~ dark and lifeless. Not a soul around, only my dog Cooper and me.Where did everyone go? Could it be??? Did it really happen as the all knowing predicted? Did the world end ? If it did, it must of left me behind. In preparation for this day,I stored away non perishable foods, bottled water, medical supplies and weapons. I must seek a safe place to dwell. A place where I can survive, and stow away from any mis fortunates that may have lived through it as I did, for they will hunt me down and kill me for my stash of food items, as there are no extra rations to be found. I fear they may be hostile. I must find a group of friendlies...those that will help me to start life anew on this now barren planet that came to an end so abruptly on this, the 21st day of May, 2011.

Auction Tonight Come Join In The Fun
THE RULES FOR THIS AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWED. 1: THE OWNER/CO OWNER IN NO WAY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR FUBUCKS THAT ARE NOT PAYED OUT TO THOSE PERTICIPATEING IN THE AUCTION,IT IS THE PURCHASER'S SOLE RESPONSIBILITY TO MAKE SURE THE MONEY THEY OWE IS PAYED. 2: 10% OF PURCHASED AMOUNT MUST BE DEDUCTED AND IMMEDIATELY SENT TO THE OWNER(MOMMA SEXYLEGS) UPON PURCHASE. 3: ONCE THE AUCTION BEGINS THERE WILL NOT BE ANY IDLE CHAT ALLOWED IN THE LOUNGE NOR WILL THE USE OF EMOTES BE ALLOWED. 1 WARNING 2 SILENCED 3 EJECTED WITH NO QUESTIONED ASKED. IF U WISH TO TALK AMONG YOURSELVES PLZ BE CURTIOUS AND TAKE IT TO SB AND OR MESSENGER CHAT. 4: GREETING NEW VISITORS TO THE LOUNGE IS OK, BUT IF THEY HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT THE AUCTION PLZ ASK THEM TO GO TO SB THE LESS CHAT WE HAVE IN THE LOUNGE THE EASIER IT WILL BE TO KEEP UP WITH WHATS GOING ON WITH THE AUCTION AND MAKE THINGS LESS CONFUSEING FOR US ALL.

Awakening
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change... or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that neither of you is Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyo

Now I Want A Hubby Lol
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!?ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmy interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking fora little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no longterm adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time toretreat to safety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought ithome... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed thebutton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if Ipushed th

Siralex
SirAlex: hello slavegirl, how are you doing? you seem to be an interesting personality. you can take a look at my blog to decide if you want to get known me. but i am sure you see it as pleasure and priviledge to show the needed respect by adressing me as sir! *so normally i do say sir..its a habit. i'm from alabama. that's how i was raised. but this...ain't gonna happen. *i'm not here to play along in your little fantasy. *go away. http://www.fubar.com/siralexander

A Special World
A Special WorldA special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.

A Love So Incomprehensible
Day by dayNight by nightKiss by kissTouch by touchStep by stepI fall in loveA love so incomprehensibleSo vividSo uniqueSo wild, that not even the reign of God could controlA passion so deepA need so necessaryA want so strongThe universe would not handleI love you todayI’ll love you tomorrowI’ll love you forever

I Want To Be With You
I sit here in the night Staring into the heavens above. Wondering if Im lucky enough To be given your love. Even though I met you Just a few months before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more. I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I havent done in years. You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you.

Listen To My Live Interview
I'll be on The Thomas Miller Show this Wednesday 5/25/2011 from 9am - 11am. I'll be answering your questions and playing a special version of "You Never Knew Me"! Tune in Wednesday from anywhere in the world online at: http://www.thomasmillershow.com/ (click the green listen button) Drop Thomas an e-mail if you have any questions for me!! XOXO Hope to have you all listening this Wednesday morning!

[girl Shaped Love Drug]
Actually, this is most likely a food blog. So, the other night I made spinach pistachio pesto for my fams. And my mom got it in her head to make porkchops, and bow tie pasta. I don't have specifics on this recipe, I just know that it has Basil Spinach pistachios olive oil salt pepper And the pistachios give you most of the salt you need, I guess my main advice is go for chicken poop consistency (gross, I know but this is how it works) and no, I don't put cheese in it. It was a hit. We coated and baked the porkchops in breadcrumbs had roasted asparagus tomatoes and bell peppers and bow tie pasta. About 2 teaspoons of pesto to every serving of pasta, and meat you got yourself a serious thing. Anyway- wanted to touch base on that one if I hadn't, and I'm not entirely sure if I had Tonight I made meatballs with putanesca and ziti and I think I've hit on this one as well- But I put red curry powder, cumin, sage, and red pepper in my meatballs I grabbed a j

You Are Sad By Max
I saw you are sad and why is that I asked you told me "I don't even fucking know you why you gonna ask and lame attempt to talk to me!JFS" I feel like wrong a little bit you got that right why should I fucking care tonight or even attempt to be a friend like that what makes a person have a right to treat orthers badly you questioned now you just answered why nobody touchs nobody in this world now I kinda know a little bit maybe thats why I got drunk tonight I feel I am sad

What The Fuck Is Poet By Max
what the fuck is a poet to make a fucking ryhme? to tell the truth out here and there? to empathy something deep in the bone? to explain who the fuck they are? to fullfilled with fucking poems for fun? to save their lifes with theire words? to hold something they can never get? to grab a gun shot around? to leave something never fade away? to tell people how to rot? to love? to hate? to erase? to break? to fuck? to kiss? to write? No and No and No and No and No and No and No just to be a pure human like a pure evil

Rapture Day 4
May 24th, 2011~ Day 4~ Sixth Entry : The traps are set. I fashioned traps to stop the Zombies in their tracks. (I hope). These traps work much like the guillatine . If a Zombie should get past the warning signal which is made from aluminum cans strung up across the entry way to the Grange, then they will trip a line that will drop a rapidly swinging blade, that should slice off their heads. (unless theyre really short). I have several view points in the Grange where I am able to see out from all sides of the bldg. From these points I can fire at intruders. Unless they can prove they are friendlies, they will be shot. Cooper is resting soundly at the moment. He doesn't seem to be concerned that there are any intruders wandering about the grounds here at the Grange. I think I will take his calmness as my clue to try and get some rest myself.

Daydream
DaydreamWhenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,

Not Always Right | About To Be A War Of The Roses
Flower Shop | Columbia, MO, USA (The customer is purchasing a large bouquet of flowers.) Me: “Wow! That’s a big arrangement. Is it a birthday, anniversary or apology?” Customer: “I slept with my girlfriend’s sister last night.” Me: “I’m going make you up something bigger with more roses. There’s a gourmet chocolate shop down the road.” Customer: “Thanks.”

My Fire
MY FIRE I try to stop this urge to see where you areif you are aroundbut I find I cant stop myselfI begin to worry am I losing it if this is what im doing I find myself helpless at timeswondering why do I do thiswhy cant I be the strong onehold back and just allow fateto step in grant me a moment with youbut instead I give hera middle finger saluteshe has always been a fickle bitchteasing me at times with offersof that one lovethat one momentonly to run it under my noseinhaling its sweetnessallowing me to feel it whispering soft across my lipsmaking me hunger for it moreif this is what I have become a woman totally insane then cuff me up nowbecause I dont have the heartnor the energy to stay awayI feel like a moth drown to your firegetting closer and closeruntil I burn in the glowwould you stop me allow me to perish in this crazy game called lifeI feel I am running in a circletrying to catch my own tail it seemsbut you stepped in becoming my new chew toy chasing you like hellwhen I

Go On, Take The Money And Run...
Dear Ninja Ok so i'm sitting on the horns of a dilemma. Yes it sounds painful. I was recently in a car accident. My car was fixed up and running better then it was ever running before. It jus looked like hell and it looks even worse now. Anywhooo the adjuster got back to me with the totals of what it would be if I keep the car ($940) and if I would let them take the car ($1700). If I keep the car I'd get a new fender, hood, breaks and tires. Orrrrrr if I let them take the car I'd look for a new car, prolly an explorer. I REALLLLLLY want the $1700 but I also know how picky I am with cars and I know how long it takes me to find a new car. So I've come to Ninja for advice. Help a brotha out!Sincerely, RP (I wasn't signing this Teebow, even with a fire poker up his ass) Dear RP, You really shouldn't make a habit of sitting on pointy things. Rectal bleeds can be a bitch, medically speaking, and cost you a lot more than that 1700 bucks. Although if the accident wasn't your f

Dream Dancing
yawning softly, she stretches....the sun's warming rays caress lovingly over gently rounded curves, long sooty lashes flutter slowly open as merry orbs of emerald twinkle happily watching the wild birds dart back and forth through the trees surrounded by gentle sounds of the world waking, a glorious melody of a new day's birth, she rolls out from the blanket... cool morning breezes caress her sleep warmedcurves like the touch of a Loverraising to her knees her head tilts skyward..pink wet tongue licks over berry red lipsas girl gives grateful thanks to the Great Spirit for guiding her travel weary soul to the safe shores of Fubargentle fingers trace over her brand..a mark worn with pride and joy, naming her His property....in the distance the sounds of drums and lute..their rhythem cojoining..entwining hypnoticallyturning quietly on her knees, she rises, long waves of ebony rippling like onyx silk, tumble riotiously over sun kissed slave flesh, as girl's hips absentminded

Heaven Andhell
Sing me a song, you're a singer Do me a wrong, you're a bringer of evil The Devil is never a maker The less that you give, you're a taker So it's on and on and on ...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well The lover of life's not a sinner The ending is just a beginner The closer you get to the meaning The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming So it's on and on and on Oh it's on and on and on It goes on and on and on, Heaven and Hell I can tell, fool, fool! Well, if it seems to be real, it's illusion For every moment of truth, there's confusion in life Love can be seen as the answer But nobody bleeds for the dancer And it's on and on, on and on and on.... They say that life's a carousel Spinning fast, you've got to ride it well The world is full of Kings and Queens Who blind your eyes then steal your dreams ...it's Heaven and Hell, oh well And they'll tell you black is really white The moon is just the sun at night And when you walk in golden halls You get to keep the gold that falls It's H

Service With A Smile.....
Smiling softly…..remembering her dream…..at a party in Your home……kneeling quietly at Your side…her check resting lightly against Your knee as You speak with Your F/friends……. answering questions about You and her….general conversation….her heart swelling almost painfully…so filled with joy as she hears the pride in Your voice…knowing and feeling safe and secure in Your love for her……. Your fingers absentmindedly stroking through her hair as You speak about the weather….the house…Your work......Your voice warm and velvety, deeply hypnotic, stirring all of her desires….as she listens….her mind turning dreamily to later when You and she will be alone...the passion and fire of Your embrace...... hearing You clearing Your throat…….she looks up….whispering softly "Master….may she fetch You something cool to drink"…..smiling as Y

Why?
Why wasn't I stronger, Why wasn't I braver, Why did I have to leave as you fought for us all Gave your life The ultimate sacrifice, I should have been with you Why did I have to live You were so much better, It should have been me!

The More Things Change, The Better They Get?
I just checked my Facebook for the first time in at least a few weeks, and noticed something pretty funny. I looked through my friends list, and at some lists of other friends and noticed - the group of friends I used to spend every day with, party with, we all claimed we were brothers or sisters, fought for each other and sometimes against each other. Every single one of us has done better since the group split up. Some people had kids or got married, moved away, or just don't get along anymore. But nonetheless, we have all done better since we stopped hanging out. What does it say when people that love each other that much, are better off without each other? So many stories I can tell, memories I have, things we did - was I better off without them? Or just better to say that I had those times, and leave them in the past? That kind of sucks, to be honest. When I think of it that way, it reminds me of ex-girlfriends that I may have the same thing with. Not sure where this is coming f

Glam Metal Must Die
I was looking through a Cleveland's Scene (independent weekly) newspaper and came to the realization that a lot of the people I used to go out drinking with really need to get over the 80's. They're still playing out, which I applaud them for their tenacity, but really, it needs to die! Bunch of aging men with (mostly) short hair putting on mascara, shirtless, bulging bellies with suspenders holding up spandex tights, while falsetto screams grown gravelly, and perhaps a bit lower key over the years, blare over the club's beat-up speakers. That, now out of my system... there was this band called Valentino where a guy I knew named Tom was the lead singer. I'd go see them play because they were usually at the Akron Agora (which was huge but never full to more than 10% capacity). Nice place, and just about the only other metal club left aside from Flash Gordon's (which was still mostly a dance-music place). So Valentino would play out but we got in the habit of calling them Vaselino, beca

Slavegirl K !!new Update!!
i think it is time to show some new material of my Slavegirl K. I am still very proud and happy that Slavegirl K is doing so well during her training. It is a pleasure to share some of my limited online time with her and it is a pleasure to talk with her and to take care of her behaviour and to act with her when i am not addicted to a Slavegirl and my work here in Germany. and i am sure everybody has to agree that this view is worth the time and attention i offer to her. her daily training is doing well and she is getting used to her new toys. exspecially her anal training is on a good way, the plug sized will be raised in the near future. as you can see, her dildo workout also reached on a new level. also her pain acceptance raised and i changed some of her daily routines. also her new paddle does make a big help during her training. and her red ass is as lovely as the marked result the cable lashes left on her ass. i am sure even that can b

"lost In My Thoughts"
"Lost In My Thoughts"by Double PMazed thoughts of Pondered QuotesSit on my brain as I rumble through jumbled notesTrying to find where the love was lost vanishing with no tracePains sheltered by a smile upon my faceDisguising what no one knows deep down insideJust staying with the flow along for the rideJesters of a Laugh creep through a somber gloomWhat use to be a beautiful red heart no longer bloomsLost in my thoughts that keeps me consumedTore between what use to be and now what turns out to be my doomHateful feelings of a love that was never ment to beThought i was special but now I know that will never beBe it as it may i have come to the realization that my time will never comeMad at myself beating myself down how could I be so dumb Dumb Dumb DumbThese thoughts need to leave my soul alone please go homeBut my home is there home what use to be a reminisce of what use to be my domeOneday soon I will have back what the once called a clear mind

~my Soul~
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

My Broken Heart
when our 2 souls met I thought I was the luckiest women in the world I had found someone who loved me no matter what, and as time went by I still felt the same, but his love grew dim and the clouds of despaire moved back into my blue sky, if I could have been more worldly I could have saved my heart from breaking. In the last 8 months I have come to figure myself out I need to be loved wholeheartedly I guess I never had that n yet I would still jump in the raging waters again, to know sweet love is wonderful but to know heartache is so overwhelming. That my whole world has become dark n dismal but thats because u have left me behind left me cold n lonley. No matter what all of lifes leasons have to be learned just wish they dont have to be so painful!!!

My Dad Knows New Words
There are two things I know for sure- One is- everything changes and the other is -my dad doesn’t change. Dad is currently running a battle with his new digi box and satellite dish that despite leaps in modern technology- it lets a tree distort its service. The satellite man told us that was the problem. This doesn’t salve dads temper and his need to argue about everything concerning his telly. Dad calls me every day to use his new word ‘pixelated’ he wasn’t to know that since the 1940s there would be new words to insert into his vocabulary, he thought all the words had been invented- so did we- but what we didn’t know is the new words he discovered he would use more than the old ones. It is as if he needs to wear them around his dentures to get a good feel for them and then they will settle sufficiently into his mouth. “I think that’s a Beta service we are getting as the picture is pixelated again, they need to experiment more wi

I Haven't Written N A While
I am me ... I can be no one else. I tend to be over bearing and a complete **well fill it in** ... but above it all, I am a good person. What you tend or want to think about me is your choice ... a choice you have been given from the day you were that twinkle in your parents eye. I make my choices and I make my decisions. No one makes them for me, even though I have days i wish someone would. I make my stand and where I do make it. deal with it ... or GTFO of my life ... 100%. My rock, my choice, my safety ... is all on me and on no one else. Just note, I will stand and be walked on and over, till the spikes come out .. when they do there is a side not one of you wants to ever see. So, yes ... I am WOMAN ... and I am going in my space where I am quiet and will remain that way till pulled or coaxed out. I may do more posting and more writting .. we will see. but for now, i am Maia .. JUST ME!!

Blood Dream Girl
threw the years of searching i came to your smell of the blood consumes me into its dark despair every drip of this temptation is more like salvation the lust of yor mouth tells me you want more with my eyes i see this is only an dream the red glow of blood drives me towards you mind games and mindless searching leaves me like an wanderer of the night your just my blood dream girl with your neck as tender as your blood every taste leads me to excite but its all just an dream

1000 Lotus Blossoms
under the stars over looking the heavens where the light shined over the paths of fatein the wake of you coming nearthe lotus blossoms glide over your hairin the golden mist of the sunyou walk the path ever so clearwith your red eyes and ever lasting lustyou bring closer the sword of lightand strike down with 1000 lotus blossomsthrew the gentle air sweeping and swirlingbreaking the path that has been walked uponand the lotus blossosm return into the golden sunonce again.

Why??
AS i sit here looking out the window, wondering why the streetlamps out side seem so blurry, even though no.. it's not raining. yet.. i've taken my eyedrops for the seasonal allegies.. but yet.. it's still blurry outside. i wipe the moisture from my yes yet.. it keeps reurning on it's on.the occasional tick tock from the clock seemingly drives me crazy.for no reason of it's on, yet it does.I sit here here thinking that now, after all this time on fu.. i have made a mistake.i have allowed people in my life,where i know i know i am a loner, & enjoy the solitude of the night.. the comfort of being who i am, without anyone knowing who i really am. but.. this night, i come to realize.. i miss aperson here that doesn't even know i exist. she goes by the name of badcrumble. she doesn't ask for bling.. points, or anything. she doesn't try to standout, yet.. she's outstanding.. i realize i love joking around with nearly everyone. loved by some, hated by many. there are those that really a

The Things That Flow From Peoples Fingertips...
8:03am reply ems1160: you see a fat naked guy tied between 2 poles with a sign saying "kick him in the balls OR bite his nipples OR draw on him with a sharpie" what would you do and why? cancel Chat 8:09am more To ems1160: i would stab you just for putting this stupid shit in my sb. have a nice day!

A Little Bit About Me......
As alot of you might know, i have the habit of ranting about horrible things i see day to day and cannot explain.... heres a little change of pace. Things I like: 1.)I like bacon....pretty much on anything... 2.) sitting at home under a blanket on cold shitty days such as this one. 3.) When people acknowledge that you are reading a book and keep their fucking lips shut. 4.) cigarettes....one in the morning, after food of any kind, during prolonged bathroom breaks, while in the company of whiny ass non-smokers, after sex....tho I dont know what thats like, since im still a virgin, and when i'm drinking a beer. 5.) Tylenol PM.....i love them with almost every fiber of my being. 6.) Spanker new socks.....i was an odd child....i wanted socks on Christmas. 7.) movies that involve any underdog character coming back and whippin ass. 8.) Hearing from old friends....it's always a treat to hear you are doing well. 9.) When bums argue over change begging territory.....it is truly a sight to

One Year Of Food = One Week Of Tax Cuts. What's Wrong With This Picture? By Abby Zimet
The numbers continue to astound. The GOP House plan to slash over $900 million from three federal nutrition programs could deprive up to 500,000 women, infants and children - and they threw in some seniors for good measure - of the food they need. Most of that - $833 million - is equivalent to one week’s worth of Bush tax cuts for the rich. It would reduce the federal deficit by less than one-tenth of a percent. They call this "righting the ship." Positively Orwellian.

Longing.....
Moonlight soft upon misty waters Stars shinning in the sky Hearts aflame…..Passion burning Bodies trembling in the night Cuddling close…..hugging tight Whispered dreams in the dark Wishes flying on gossamer wings That You and she will never part Eyes that sparkle…..lips so sweet tasting delight upon soft sighs Limbs entangled.....joined as One Loving forever in an endless night

Fat Sonny Linked Me To This... Blame Him For The Post.
There was a quaint little community known as Gainesville, Georgia. It was filled with lots and lots of poultry farms, and prided itself on being "the chicken capitol of America!" Some major poultry processing plants operate out of Gainesville, and employ lots of good, honest, hard-working bubbas who pluck and clean and prepare those chickens for our dinner tables. But one day, the managers at one of the biggest plants made a discovery. Some of the decent Abercrombie and Fitch boys working on the chicken assembly line were "having their way" with the poultry. Apparently the workers believed that since the chickens were going to die ANYWAY, and be all cut up, nobody would ever notice. Which is true.And so, for a time, many a foul fowl was being processed alongside pure, virgin birds. Unfortunately, the workers who'd been enjoying their chickens uncooked were arrested. There was only one problem: neither the quaint town of Gainesville nor the bubba-headed state of Georgia had any laws

Yearning.....
sitting quietly.... daydreaming.... her soul reaching out.... calling down the spirits..... the heavens opening up....... like the petals of a rose...... or a girl in love.... reaching out with her heart to touch Him fingers twining around His neck.... drawing Him near... her Spirit Lover..... the fire of His touch igniting her passions..... she calls out..... screaming His name........ her body writhing with painful pleasures... the sweet scent of her juices perfuming the air.... slowly...her eyes open....searching....seeking Him a single tear rolling down a sunkissed cheek.... soft sighs crying out into the darkness..... as girl sits alone...... staring vacantly out into the cloudy night...... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wv-34w8kGPM

Why Sex Is Like Riding A Bike
1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time. 11. Once you learn, you never forget how. 12. If you fall off get right back on. 13. If you get a flat, try pumping it back up. 14. Remember to signal before you change direction. 15. Make sure that you've got a firm grip. 16. Sometimes i

The Dharqness Within
The twisted black soul resides within this vessel..Laughing at those that stands before me,yearning for the taste of flesh,craving the pure spirit which fuels the burning within...This old soul ripped and torn vengeful waiting for the crys of war...Smiles "soon the fallen will be mine",moves into the depths of the Dharqness and waits,content in the fact that soon very soon i shall be looking down upon your carcass as the crows feed opon you,flesh on top of bone makes this vessel,evil and Dharqness consumes it,rage drives it, battle feeds and inspires it,the crys of pain pleases it,it smiles down upon your weak soul yes my brother i will feed upon you this day,and consume your soul, spite it within my deprived twisted black evil soul,for all the ages you will belong to me....

#2 Game Of Thrones
I have no real problem with this show because I'm enjoying it a lot, but something troubles me: The characters often refer to "years" to describe people's ages and such. It is my judgement that their definition of a year matches our own in terms of its length. However, the problem is, we are led to believe that this story is taking place on another world... A world where a winter or a summer can last many years. The concept of this is fine. Obviously their planet has a much longer year than our own. The planet must also be on an uneven orbit because the seasons vary in length. My issue is, though, where does their original description of "year" actually come from, that doesn't bear any resemblance to the length of their actual year? Perhaps someone who is familiar with the books will tell me there is a simple explanation for this.

Players
I heard you're a player,so let's play a game....let's sweet talk,let's play fight.let's talk 24/7,let's tell each other g'morningand g'night.everyday,let's take walks together,let's give each other nicknames,let's go on dates,let's talk on the phone all nite longggg,let's hold, kiss and hugand whoever is the first to fall in love....LOSES!!! ~unknown

Again Another Poem I've Written
"Want A Girl" By: Carl E. Ingram: Want a girl to think me over and stay, So I can love her more. And be with me night and day, Like I was the boy next door. Want a girl to look and find, What she needs to see. With everything in her mind, To dream a little dream of me. Want a girl to walk in my dreams, So shes not just out of reach. Her and I could stand next to streams, And we give many hugs and kisses each. Want a girl on the beach to run, So she'll never have walk alone. Also to make our loving fun, Like trying to skip a smooth stone. Want a girl that is my secret love, Because she'll be the only one I need. Like she just came from above, To help me grow as a seed. Want a girl to trust me and surrender, And pick me up on her way down.

Busy Me
Sorry not been on much..just feel like it doesnt matter if i am or not.. noone will care. I been busy alot ..with work..kids..etc. I also not been feeling well. My allergies..the heat..etc.. just has me totally drained. I havnt even had the energy to want to go work out. Anyways.. past day or 2..its been getting a little better. I hope I start feeling better..where I dont feel this way. Again..sorry to those who care or do miss me. Just going through alot here. hugs..

The Cry Of Our Hearts
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,What is to come, to my dismay.As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression.I assure myself everything is ok!But who am I fooling?Then I burst into a spirit of rage.I have questions, and there are answers.But I'm afraid and much too weak,When I try to explain,I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.I feel intimidated sometimes by others,But as I said "This is how I feel"The pain in me is very real.I lose control, my thought go wild,and here I am only a child.If only you knew what I thought,If only you knew what I fought.I need my thoughts held captive.Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help me think positive.I'm hurting, I need you! Please d

Nobody(written By Me)
Feeling completely loved is something oh so new.I didnt know this was possible, then again I didnt know you.Your all ive ever wanted and all i ever needed in this life to surviveBeing without you isnt an option, theres no way I could possibly get by. Nobody in this world understands me the way you do.Nobody in this world can do the things you do.Nobody in this world could ever take your place.Without you in my world would be an absolute disgrace. A coincidence, oh I think not, this was meant to be.So glad I opened up my heart, just enough to take a peek.That peek lead up to a crack to take a better look.And now youve got me just like that, sinker, line and hook. Nobody in this world understands me the way you do.Nobody in this world can do the things you do.Nobody in this world could ever take your place.Without you in my world would be an absolute disgrace. Ill never turn my back on you, thats something id never ever doIm on your side, your biggest fan, ill make sure your never blueNo

Night Depression
The week's gone by quickly. I've basically been walking, sleeping and fucking around online. I also did a rough draft of a job resume. I'm being a guine pig for a parroll oficer that wants to be a counselor. He gets hrs practiced, and I hopefully get a good reference for when I go into that sort of area of work. It's fridays at 11 am. It's kinda weird and awkward, I'm not so comfortable talking to males. I'll get through it though. I don't really like staying where I am, but it's not too bad. I do want out of here, and to get my life together and shit. I'm going to do it in a right way, or not at all though. If people didn't put up with the bullshit that they do, then people wouldn't be able to get away with it. By putting up with it, you are helping to perpetuate it. Stand up for what's right, don't put up with the bullshit. Answering the door encourages knocking on the door. There are far more things in life more important than money, by giving in, people fuck the world u

Adult Truths Worth Reading Twice!!!
1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to "nap" when I was younger.4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?6. Was learning cursive really necessary?7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.10. Bad decisions make good stories.11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection...again.13

Its A Fu Thing
ITS A GAME THAT YOU PLAY ITS THE WALLET THAT THE MEN HAVE ITS THE LOOKS THAT WOMEN NEED ITS THE DEVILS GAME AT ITS BEST RED-lets get everything GREEN- we wanna be red BLUE/PINK- conformed into trying WHITE- normal as they come but have no friends because we cant and wont give people anything HATERS- the people who are jealous, over your look, who you have, or because of what oters say about you LOVERS- (not me) the sluts that get into everyones online paints for cheap bling just to keep their popularity up, this is not high school, yet you all turn it into one NORMAL- there is only a few normal people on this thing (i will not name them) but they deserve everything you over obsessed people have because they are the nicest people in the world to me, and you all over look them so stay jealous of me because you wanna be me, stay hateing on me because you hate yourself and have no self confidence

Reality Verses Fantasy.
Reality I have found is so much harder to deal with...the pain of a loved one leaving cut's so deep you think you may never be able to recover. It doesn't seem no matter how much you give of yourself it is either to much or not enough. I ask why can't you just be accepted for who you are? and be grateful and happy for the love your willing to offer? Fantasy on the other hand? does not hurt...you can dream of that perfect man and imagine what the two of you can be enjoying together. Whether it be just lying in the sun holding hands and letting the worries of this life just pass you by. Or putting on your favorite song, and the two of you just swaying to the music and holding each other tight. In fantasies you won't get hurt...but even with all the pain of real relationship's? I would still rather have that person to hold on to....

Frost New Bulli
Come join us at the FUBUNNIE MANSON where the only thing hotter than the tunes r the people.. lets crank the heat as we raise a lil hell!!!!! LIVE ON AIR DJ WICKED FROST! CLICK THE ANY PIC TO JOIN THE FUN

"if You Love Me, Keep My Commandments."
Blessings of our beloved ABBA ADONAI ELOHIM YHWH in the blessed name of HIS SON our MESSIAH Y'SHUA/JESUS CHRIST through HIS HOLY SPIRIT. Amen. Greetings One and All! Rain, sun, snow, it doesn't matter ... it's a glorious day today for it's another day our CREATOR has given to us! Whenever you read this PM (especially after May 21, 2011) it's because our ABBA ELOHIM is always victorious over the false fruits of the enemy. Praise the blessed name of our ADONAI! ADONAI! YESHUA HA'MASHIACH! Amen and Amen! "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform (complete) it until the day of Jesus Christ:" (Philippians 1:6) GOD is working on me. GOD is working on you. GOD is working on each one of us. It's only with HIS patience, guidance, and instruction with whatever blessings HE's given to each of us that we can carry our cross, enduring our trials and tribulations. No one's alone on this journey, we all need to thank and bless GOD for the b

Weight Loss Update!
ok I got tired of being heavy and so on the 8th of June I put my foot down, I weighed 231.2 lbs. Now on June 11th I weighed myself with the same scale and Im 224 lbs! I lost 7.2 lbs so far! Whoop! Fucking Whoop!! Go me! :)

A New Dawn.
Morning gently breaks through my bedroom window, chinks of light flicker through the gap in the curtains onto the wall beside my bed. Still sleepy and without even realizing, my hand gently tracing it's way over my breast, my nipples pert and tingling, stopping to pinch and roll the sensitive nub between my fingers before i continue down over my stomach to the warmth that lies between my thighs. The tip of my index finger traces the soft moist lips of my slit. I move my hand up and down, drifting slightly inward with each new caress. My thoughts drifting off into that secret place where only i know. The thought of him remains entwined within my memory. I close my eyes to let my thoughts run away with themselves, they take me to another place where the scent of him lingers on my skin, his touch caressing every inch of my body is exquisitely prolonged, the sweet aroma of lust consumes me. I am drawn to him, i do not own him, i do not want to, but for that moment, i want to possess hi

If You Can't See My Face...
A sky of darkest velvet Sweet kisses in the night You love me in the darkeness but forget when the world is bright. Our lips are soft and still But in your eyes I find A thousand words I can't explain A storm locked in your mind. So hold me beneath a starry sky and weave the night into a lie with every secret that you hide I die a little more inside. My head is filled with echos Every romantic thing you've said You tell me I can trust you As you lay me in my bed. Whispers on my pillow A hidden thought you keep Something you won't tell me An answer that I seek. Kiss the questions from my lips I can taste all of your lies Can you feel the pain I hold, beneath every pleasured sigh? You tell me that you love me As my nails run down your spine It's too dark to see your eyes But I know this lie is mine. You hold me in the darkness As you finally fall asleep I've found the thing you hide What you've buried away so deep. You love me when

Just Random Piece Of Poetry... I Was Bored....
Spinning, wheeling, My head is reeling, Love and emotions, Feelings and motions, Love is strange, Works in funny ways, Shows you things, You never thought were real, Shows you emotions, You never thought could be real, Shows you what, Your heart most desires, Gives you a happiness like no other, And I have found this, In you my lover, I never thought I could feel for you so, But you have opened my eyes, To a place I have never known, You have brought light to my dark, Peace to my war, You have brought me a peace, I have never felt before, It drives me insane, That we cannot be so close, But im happy to know, That when we talk, When we see, Each other we bring out, Emotions unfelt, Emotions unknown, We take each other to place we never knew, We’ve never known, We take each other, To a thing we never knew. To love is an urge, All people will know, But to succumb to that emotion, Is like finding the end of a rainbow, Ita joyous, Its wo

A New Giggle In My Day
Watching beggers on here beg for "help" earning 1 mil for other people. If that doesnt make you giggle too, something is wrong. btw anyone offnded or dont want to be laughed at for such a thing, LEARN TO READ...... or better yet, dont beg so much and so quickly that you dont even know what the hell you're doing. that is all....... :D

Something From Facebook!
Okay so every now and then I hit this application called "God wants you to know".....today mine said.. One this day of my live..."God wanted me to know that when I am unsure how to proceed, stop. Be still and enter into the silence. Allow your mind to cease its restless thinking. Wait. Let the answer come in its time." Maybe I should have read it sooner. Everything happens for a reason and I guess things change for a reason too. I want so much to be happy and successful that I often forget those in my life that make me happy and I am successful even though I don't have a lot of things that would show it. I do however have wonderful friends, my kids, my health, and hopefully the one man that makes me smile and forget the stupid stuff that happens around me.

You Make Me Smile
Don't know how to explain itCan't really put it into wordsYou've touched my life in so many waysYou never cease to amaze me.I don't know what the future holdsI can't pretend that I doI just know beyond a doubtI always want you around.Whether we stay the closest of friendsOr I become the love of your lifeOr maybe even both occursAs long as your in my life I can smile.Something about you makes me smileNot just with my mouthAnd not just with my eyesBut all the way to my soul.Thank you for what you are to meFor being who you areAnd adding happiness to this lifeAnd giving me a reason to smile.

Love On The Internet
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new,One day I got e- mail and in it was you.Charming, sensitive and so debonair,I strongly resisted it go anywhere.But letters and stories captured my heart,Filled me with passion almost from the start.Love on the Internet, how could it be?These things just don't happen to people like me.But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,Carrying messages we could not deny.Each person has meaning and love to express,And we could deny our hearts nothing less.It's a beautiful love that has grown between us,Something beyond any words we discuss.Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,Far down to our souls, beyond human touch.My love's not confined by what it can see,I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,"Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear."It's the soul that captures God's love in a wayThat eternally melts hearts together to stay.Fused and sealed forever as one,Love has its w

The Day Fu's Servers Died (american Pie Parody)
So this is my response to THIS PIC by my homeslice DAWDJ...I felt that at least one of these songs needed to actually exist, so...here you have it, in all its terrifying glory! A long, long time agoI can still rememberHow it felt to have my name dark greenAnd I knew I could have my funThat I could get past Level 1And, maybe, find what FUBAR really means But no salute, it held me backUploaded, then got back on trackGetting approved, it sucked chodeAnd what the fuck's a "God Mode?" I can't remember how I foundMyself in FUBAR's Support LoungeBut someone said, "Some features are down,"The day Fu's servers diedSo CHORUS:I hate when I'm trying to rateI'm a-singin' while I'm Blingin'Then I look at the dateI'd send you a PimpoutBut it's probably too lateGuess the servers have decided my fateFUBAR's servers have decided my fate Did you write the Bible of Fu?And do you need me to Shitface you?I know how much you need your drinksI do believe I'll create a loungeWith all the spare time I can

Set Me On Fire..............
Fingers so soft and gentle pleasing with a light touch ,feeling a body so exquisite, eyes exploring, finding with every movement another delicacy, hunger building, craving, wanting what it seeks, lips caress, tongs touch, breath mingles, senses go wild, flying high, soaring, heart beats, arms squeeze tight, holding on ,warmth seeps in, travels, burns hot, like a volcano erupting out of control, frenzy sets in, mouth explores where hands once touched, tasting with every lick a mouth watering treat, savoring every moment, making it last, not wanting to reach the ultimate reward, until shaking, shivering time has come, joining of two bodies, opening, entering, allowing yourself to let go, building higher, on top, screaming, exploding, hands grab, nails scratch ,soaring high, flightless, tranquility sets in, hearts pound, breath slows, eyes meet, hands caress ,fingers join, lips kiss, at this moment in time with you, all things are possible, believable, and heaven sent .

I Want To Get Pregnant...
I want to Get Pregnant... . Current mood:amorous Yep....... you read that right... I do love being pregnant... I loved feeling life grow inside. I glowed for 3/4 of a year... My hair grew like crazy as did my fingernails Stretch marks were nothing to get rid of..but rather a permanent trophy left behind to remind me how wonderful pregnacy and recreation of precious life could be.... Too bad for me that I had my tubes tied... I wont go reverse that procedure.. But I can at least have fun trying... even if I fail at the end result..I can give it my all........ and have many smiles at my shortcomings! :) Ps... Did you know there are 1134 teaspoons of sugar in a 10 Lb bag? Just in case you really didnt care if I wanted to get Pregnant I thought Id educate you on something sweeter than my sex life.... Have a Great Friday Everyone.... Keep Smiling, Livin, Laughin and Loving! ~Ragdoll~

Alcohol And Inseminated Kneecaps....
Nov 13, 2007 Alcohol and Inseminated Kneecaps... (Repost) I know Im reposting one from the archives...Its ok, this writer is still on strike...at least thru the rest of today.... *********************************************** I got to thinking today about the funny things that happen in your life. Ya know..those experiences and stories that are supposed to happen to someone else but...whether its bad karma or murphy's law it just happens to you. I have had a saying now to describe events in my life...It falls under the heading of Shit, Piss and Vomit I have to add Reproductive Body Fluids to the list! I have recently found out, it must be as common as Restless Leg Syndrome, because there are others out there who's lives parallel along the same lines. I dont know whether to be comforted by this or more disturbed. In 1980 something , in a small town west of Ft.Worthless, Texas, The water supply was dwindling due to lack of rainfall and excessive heat. Now, couple this with an accident o

Tell Her Soon Shes The One......by Ragdoll
Tell her She’s the one.... The most Beautiful words in the English Language are undoubtedly.."I Love YOU!" But there are some that are more profound...speak deeper. Cutting thru to the soul and heart of a woman. Its very hard for a man to sometimes be eloquant, or vocal about what he may feel... But sometimes when they are the ones that open up and say...I think you are the one, my soulmate...You cant begin to imagine how deeply you just solidified your relationship with the woman that you love. Aside from the ones who use this tactic as a ploy to get into her pants...(You Bastards...by the way I hate you..you scum sucking balless heartless playing fukers...) The ones who really say it..from the heart....You Just Became the proud owner of a woman's heart! Lock Stock and barrel! It IS hard for a man to share from that level....almost sometimes as if by doing so he will be laughed at scorned, re-buffed, ridiculed for being "weak", pussywhipped and a host of other deroga

Uncommon Sense O_o
Come the fuck on. You didn't know the person you're dating expects you NOT to cheat? You're either socially retarded or the biggest mind game player EVER. Infidelity seems to be commonplace nowadays and that growing trend scares the shit out of me. I admit I expect a lot from the person I'm dating. Some things yes, have to be learned because everyone's dating expectations are different, but if you truly care about someone, you'll take the time to learn what makes them tick. I love when my manfriend knows me so well, he can anticipate my needs in any given situation. Yes, it's possible because I've already experienced it and it was wonderful. When I would wake up in the morning, he would turn the shower on so the water was hot as soon as I stepped in. He had my juice/coffee ready as I walked out the door for work. If he took my car anywhere, he would ALWAYS replace the gas. He loved McDonald's but it would literally make me physically ill. If he ate McDonald's, he'd come home, ta

What Is A Dominant Man?
What Is A Dominant Man...... What is a Dom? I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel I am more intelligent, or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet to you, I am Master. I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor. You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have the strength of body and mind and the instinctive need to protect, possess, defend and provide for you. You are a woman and instinctively stronger of will and heart. Your belief in me gives m

I Know You.....
I know You I know you For all the wonderfulness that you are I care and respect you so deeply I have seen you at your best and at your worst Because I knew what produced them I hung around and called you my friend Nothing short of your passing from this world to the next can make me walk away We are joined at the soul there is no greater tie You are always with me wherever I go I take you with me..for guidance support Laughter and for the tears You were there for all my wounds My weddings My births You held me when my children died My divorce My parents deaths you were there for all the parties you were there when I wasnt there for myself and my days were spent in the darkest of situations You held me up...you held back my hair as I vomited away the pain... and could not go on one more freaking day You gave me my smiles, you held my hand You told me to get a grip and hold on so tightly and never let go How can I not love you? Youre my Guardian Angel Without you in my life I truly feel

On My Soap Box (ranting Ahead)
All I ask is for people to be up front and honest with me about things. I don't ask for much really. However, what I've seen lately are people who seem to say one thing, dangle a carrot in front of your nose to make you believe them and then WHAM! these people end up breaking your heart and leaving you with the shards of broken glass that was your heart. If you are reading this blog, know this. If you are pretending to be something you're not, I will find out and it will be ugly. If you're hiding something, I will find out about it eventually. Do NOT string people along just to get your jollies off on anyone. I've been honest and up front with those I've talked to and made great friends. Why? Because I'm real and what you see is real. No bullshit. No jokes. No lies. NOTHING...why lie when you'll eventually get caught anyway? I'm giving you much to ponder on. Oh yes, and if you're married and your wife doesn't know you're on FUBAR trying to find a lady to play with or have a relati

Opinions
So here's what I want some opinions on: I came back from the hospital yesterday (was in for 2 days), and about 20 min' ago my husband said he wants to go out and is asking my permission. I said search within your heart and make your own decision. He said that it'sjust a trap, and then said that he wants to go out and be "himself" and not just "your husband". To which I asked so when you go outyou're not my husband? and when you're with me you're not yourself? He said no, I didn't mean it. He got angry and said I say things I don't mean sometimes too, because I didn't fully believe he didn't mean it. What do you all make of the situation? (He obviouslywent out, since I'm on here)Any comments would be appreciated! (Please remain respectful)

Nothing Much!
Just thought I'd update my blog , I've been retired from atv racing for 4 years now and still feal every crash.lol. Just swinging life away now..(rise against song lol) Dated a great girl from Denmark for 2 1/2 years , of course it ended because I didn't want kids ...at 37 fealing a litttle beat up to chase babies..Do you have to have kids to feal worthy or complete? idk... I feal awesome and want to say that way.... self preservation is a muther fuker.... And I luv me some CZ....lol

Heartache
You look at life and wonder.... is it really worth the pain So much that is going wrong is enough to drive you insane You find love and happiness and then it is gone. It rips your heart and you thought you had found the one. Nobody cares anymore who you are with or not. They are all so selfish and have to take what you got. What happened to morals and having respect? Then fights, hurt, and hate happen, what do they expect?? Tamara Busch @06/18/2011

A Special Grocery List
A special grocery listLouise Redden, a poorly dressed lady with a look of defeat on her face, walked into a grocery store.She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries.She softly explained that her husband was very ill and unable to work, they had seven children and they needed food.John Longhouse, the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once.Visualizing the family needs, she said:"Please, sir!I will bring you the money just as soon as I can."John told her he could not give her credit, since she did not have a charge account at his store.Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two. The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would stand good for whatever she needed for her family.The grocer said in a very reluctant voice,"Do you have a grocery list?"Louise replied, "Yes sir.""O.K" he said, "put your grocery list on the scales an

Israel
Netanyahu at his best Even those who aren't particularly sympathetic to Israel's Benjamin Netanyahu, could get a good measure of satisfaction from this interview with British Television during the retaliation against Hamas' shelling of Israel.The interviewer asked him: "How come so many more Palestinians have been killed in this conflict than Israelis?" (A nasty question if there ever was one!)Netanyahu: "Are you sure that you want to start asking in that direction?" Interviewer: (Falling into the trap) Why not?Netanyahu: "Because in World War II more Germans were killed than British and Americans combined, but there is no doubt in anyone's mind that the war was caused by Germany's aggression. And in response to the German blitz on London, the British wiped out the entire city of Dresden, burning to death more German civilians than the number of people killed in Hiroshima. Moreover, I could remind you that in 1944, when the R.A.F. tried to bomb the Gestapo Headquarters in Copenhage

The Company I Keep
The Company I Keep Let me be known by the company I keep;By the One who determines each day that I greet;From the moment I wake 'till He rocks me to sleep;Let me be known by the company I keep!Let me be known by the company I keep;When the valleys are low and the mountains steep;By the One who holds fast when swift waters are deep;Let me be known by the company I keep!Let me be known by the company I keep;By the One who implores me to sit at His feet;And quickens my soul to discern what is deep;Let me be known by the company I keep!Let me be known by the company I keep;Eclipsed by Your presence that I may decrease;'Till all You have chosen this traveler to meet --No longer see me but the Company I keep.Author Unknown To Me

Classes
last saturday the 11th i started my EMT classes...i should be done august 16th as by the end of august be certified they are cramming 12 months of stuff into 6 weeks since it is a fast track class my instructor said he was only gonna show up the basics and it was up to us to gain the rest of the training on the job so starting this week we are gonna start doing ride alongs with local EMS agencies i will keep you all posted

Such Horrible Fantasies Inside Her Head...giggles
Sitting alone in the coffee shop thinking to those passing by in such haste they don't realize what play acts out inside her head they don't know how many she wants to be dead horrible fantasies she imagines without even blinking as she raises her cup and takes another taste

Jars Of Clay – Prisoner Of Hope
(Closer EP) Stay close to meIn the shadow of my wingIn the shadow of my wing Though the waters taste of poisonThe wounds are all you feelThere is singing all around youAnd the promises are real Hide your faceLet the wind run out of breathLet the wind run out of breath Make you bleed from the heartAnd ache from the mindThe Saints are singing in your funeralsStrength for you to find Prisoner of Hope, it won’t be long nowPrisoner of Hope, you can be strong now Fall into meI’ll turn your ashes into flamesI’ll turn your ashes into flames Prisoner of Hope, it won’t be long nowPrisoner of Hope, you can be strong now Prisoner, I hope you carry on nowPrisoner, your love it can’t be held down Prisoner of Hope, it won’t be long nowPrisoner, I hope, you can be strong now Prisoner of Hope, you carry on nowPrisoner, your love it can’t be held down (Prisoner of Hope) Can’t be held down(Prisoner of Hope) Can’t be held down(Prisoner of Ho

The Faint *erection* Not Just For Men!
Erection *The Faint* It's a scene from a movie.It's an aisle at the store.It's the view of a canyon.The sound of a sword.It's an orchard of peaches.Your wife in the shower.While you wait for appointments.Or as you walk through the park.Oh. uh oh. Erection.You know it's not only love dear.That can flip the switch up.You know it probably should be.Maybe god fucked it up.Oh uh oh. Erection.It boiled up like a tower.A monument in the park.It's the cock of a rifle.A memory in the dark.You tried to keep it a secret.But now the world's gonna know.You tried for perfection.But then oh uh oh. erection.

Society
We know what they do isn't right we want to say somthing, stand and fight But yet we know the good they do, perhaps not for me or not for you, But for so many that are saved, from the drunk and the depraved so here we are and we are told that we'll never get into the fold, because of mistakes made in the past; so our future has been cast and without voice we are condemend not to be as other men and so our past will always be a shackle on the souls of you and me but yet we too walk with pride because we know what's inside; we're blessed with the help that we received but damned because we really had the need, they only look at relationships failed just another arrested and jailed; not a word about success only relationships that became a mess; but I would add and not in haste, I know the years were not a waste. Thought up poetry from someone close to me once this is one I saved over the years..

Crawling Back Into The Womb
crawling back into the womb...... when she was little and shaken...gramps used to tell her stories.... they always made so much sense of everything.... He would gather girl up into His big strong arms and rock her so tenderly His heart would surround her and she always felt so much better.... she just doesnt understand life sometimes.... there is so much hurting in the world..... she sends out her heart and her love to people who are hurting far worse then her.... and hopes in some small way she is helping.... she needs that....to help...it is what keeps her alive.... even in the darkest of moments, there is no better ray of hope, then a smile from the heart and a hug from the soul...... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYDjiKl5J4U&feature=related

More Poetry, "wings Of Gray"
I send my thoughts on wings of gray that they be with you at end of day For it is then in the night that I long to hold you tight and feel the softness Of your touch; why are my dreams made of such; tree bells tinkle in the rain, Rain drops sparkle on the pane, I lie alone in my bed where unseen tears are Often shed; I send my thoughts on wings of gray that they may tell you in some Way what I feel within my heart when we seem so far apart.. Glad I saved these over the years to share in fubar :)

Mythbusters
on today edition of mythbusters we'll tackle the urban myths involving prison you ever have a friend who walks around all tough because he's just got out of prison? well this is the show you don't wanna miss *queue music intro* okay so i know you've all heard the saying in order to survive in prison you've got to go up and beat the hell out of the biggest guy in the place on your first day there and everyone will respect you and leave you alone well turns this is a myth... it only gets you shanked or gangbanged in the shower by six of his friends... if your friend had done this... he'd now be referred to as your 'late' friend as it turns out the best way to survive prison life is on your knees sucking cock like a vietnamese prostitute that's right fellas as sure as the mall santa is a pedophile your friend has had his mouth wrapped around some guys hairy scroddle sack so in conclusion next time you see your buddy playing the tough card... go ahead and remind him

Hey Uncle Kracker.....
HE MAKES ME SMILE! Even tho there is immense personal tragedies to contend with in my immediate world, Somehow a single window of blessing has come my way. One totally out of the blue and caught me blindsided. He makes me smile. I have a case of the Permagrins, My face hurts from all the smiles in my day, its a damn good hurt. Everymorning when I wake up Uncle Kracker is in my head, and it just starts from there...Later Heart's song, MAGIC MAN enters the day to carry me thru a few more hours....i look good with this smile, and i hope i can wear it for a little while, i dont really think he knows the effect he has had on me and my day. but my family so to speak has. just when i was on the ledge of a very dark place, where tears ruled and isolation was normal..i was not myself. then this has happened and im alive and healing and bouncing back, sometimes we never know how sick we were til we get the medicine that makes us well. Keep Living, Keep Laughing and please Love evry cha

His
his soft lips brush against my neck the heat from his breath ignites an inner fire my body arches instinctively as if it were metallic and he was a powerful magnet his lips continue on their path, oblivious to my moans or are they empowered by them? his kisses become more passionate and determined lost in the moment, i don't realize they've arrived at my right nipple then i feel the swiftness of his teeth, clamping down and tugging the pain and ecstasy shoots down my spine his right hand takes my left breast no longer is there softness he is laying claim to what is his his left hand discovers the moistness between my legs not a surprise to him at all i am always wet when he touches me nay... touch is not even needed not when he captures me with his eyes those steely blue mesmerizing eyes.... i just melt into his arms i am his, all his and tonight is ours every night is

My Wish
a wish formed on my lips it trembled there waiting for me to open my mouth so i may say it aloud giving it flight where fate may touch it offering me a chance but my fear captured my heart seizing it with a grip so tight stopping me in my tracks tears slide down my face as haunted heartaches swam in front of me all those i gave a part of me a single tear hit my wish forming a silvery glow my lips trembled my heart screamed my soul pleaded none of it mattered as i parted my lips tasting that wish giving fate once again a chance to give me flight or crash me again shattering yet another piece off me watching it soar high in the night sky to land somewhere on someones parted lips i gave my wish flight once again offering my wish to another as i part my lips once more giving fate that chance once more pleading to her to grant my wish copyright@tamithalynn

Heartless Bitch
"Being a Heartless Bitch isn't about stepping on other people, or reality TV-style sabotage antics. Its about working hard for what you want, and knowing when to stand up for what you deserve. Its not about demoralizing others; its about self-empowerment. Its not about being arrogant; its about displaying your confidence and intellect as a badge of pride. Its not asserting any inherent superiority or self-entitlement, but recognizing your own self-worth and value." -- Kat D.

How People Think There Smart Lol
BLAH BLAH YA YA TALK TALK I LOVE MY NAME IN YOUR MOUTH JUST MAKES ME MORE KNOWING AND KEEP HAVING YOUR PEOPLE COME TO ME LOL. JUST SPET UP YOUR GAME AND LEARN HOW TO DO BETTER AND MAYBE THEY WELL STAY WITH YOU. ALL I CAN SAY IS ITS 2011 NOT 1980 ITS ABOUT 3-D SO YA STEP IT UP OK AND YA GROW UP AS WELL AND IF WANT TO LERN HOW TO UP GRADE YOUR SKILLS CLASSES ARE FROM 8pm TO 9pm EST TIME..

I Got Your Back
I am a small and precious child,my dad's been sent to fight.The only place I'll see his face,is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many daysfor my young mind to keep track.I may be sad, but I am proud.My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother.My son has gone to war.My mind is filled with worriesthat I have never known before.Everyday I try to keepmy thoughts from turning black.I may be scared, but I am proud.My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife,with a husband soon to go.There are times I'm terrifiedin a way most never know.I bite my lip, and force a smileas I watch my husband pack.My heart may break,but I am proud.My husband has got your back.

Fda Officially Declares The Sun Unsafe, Urges Public To Lather Toxic Sunscreen On Skin (repost)
(NaturalNews) The absurdity of many US government recommendations would be humorous if not for the millions of Americans that take them seriously. The latest pseudo-scientific nonsense being peddled by Big Brother is the US Food and Drug Administration's (FDA) ignorant claim that sunlight is dangerous, and that only "broad spectrum" sunscreens that block basically every type of sun ray from penetrating the skin are capable of preventing skin cancer and other alleged sun-induced diseases.The FDA's recent announcement deals primarily with a significant change in sunscreen labeling, but the devil is in the details as the agency purports in its press release that the sun is dangerous and must be avoided. The agency would rather have every American lather on a coating of toxic, chemical-laden sunscreen than risk the chance that even a single ray of "damaging' sunshine penetrate their skin.Such nonsense, of course, has been debunked by a host of scientific studies in recent ye

Live &let Live!!!
hello...well...okay my FUBAR FAMZ&FRIENDZ I AM A MOTHER OF 6 KIDS RANGING FROM 6-23-4BOYZ 2GURLS-BETWEEN THEM THEY AVE:SICKLE CELL ANAEMIA(A BLOOD &BONE DISORDER),3DIFFERENT LEVELS OF AUTISM,ASTHMA,EXZCEMA&HAY FEVER!! I AM CONSTANTLY BETWEEN HOSP,DOCS,SCHOOLS AS WELL AS LEARNING DISABILITIES TO DO WID DER SPEECH&LANGUAGE -IF U AINT FAMILIAR U WONT UNDERSTAND!!TO ME KIDS ARE VERY SPECIAL WHO AVE NEEDS LIKE MINE&MANY OVAS WHO ARE WORSE!!! I AM ALSO A WIFE OF OVA 21 YRS,LIVE UP NORTH,DEALING WID ALL TYPES OF NEIGHBOUR INTERFERENCE-WHO NEEDS IT RITE? LIVE &LET LIVE I SAY!!!

Time To Say Goodbye.
Over the last years as a fu-addict, I have come to realize something? I can live with out fu. What kept me coming back was the friends I made. I lost some and others will forever remain in my thoughts and memories. I would like to thank so many for kindness shown to me. The sweet notes, pictures made for me and wonderful bling. You all at times went above a beyond to be sure I was OK. Now, that being said! I also need to make a statement. I am tired of only being able to level when it involves money. They advertise this as a free site. Sure! But? If you don't spend money here, you can call it a day. Girls don't care unless you but them things. Higher ups only give a damn about ability points and "let trade pimps, buzz kills and god modes!!!!!!!!!" I can't afford that stuff! These days I can't even pay my rent and don't even want to discuss my utilities. Have any of you stopped to realize you are paying for virtual shit? It has absolutely to real value! I miss cherry tap and fu when

[0-2 Pitch]
So I gave Kuon 20 minutes before throwing my controller and slandering survival horror as a whole. It was more like 2 hours, and it was more... limited saves, no continue/retry is a DATED game feature, and it wasn't fun BEFORE we figured out everyone hated it. I died a few times, I had to go all the way back to the title screen to load ALL the way back to my last save all so I could get horribly mutiraped by some level one monster around a corner. Yes, I could've used 1 of my 50 spells to defend myself, as opposed to my tiny innefective dagger, but I only get so many spells per game, there's no aim feature in this game and there's no guarantee of a 1 shot kill... so I might as well run and still get mutiraped right? Because RUNNING in this game lowers your health (and there's no health bar to see this adverse effect) and could make you have a seizure if you encounter a murder site (which are everywhere in this game) or get anywhere near a ghost (which will mutirape you faster tha

(how To) Speedup Firefox
(How To) Speedup Firefox™¹Everyone knows Firefox is a graphical web browser developed by the Mozilla Corporation. Firefox started as a fork of the browser component (Navigator) of the Mozilla Application Suite. Firefox has since replaced the Mozilla Suite as the flagship product of the Mozilla project, stewarded by the Mozilla Foundation and a large community of external contributors and currently entering its 5th Stage of Development (Firefox 5).Mozilla Firefox is a cross-platform browser, providing support for various versions of Microsoft Windows, Mac OS X, and Linux. Although not officially released for certain operating systems, the freely available source code works for many other operating systems, including FreeBSD,OS/2, Solaris, SkyOS, BeOS and more recently, Windows x64 Edition Computers.This blog will better give members the following:Speed Up Their Firefox by 30% or More,Give Understanding Of Firefox's Preferences,Give Understanding of How to Create New Firefox Profil

Hero;)
A Marine was deployed to Afghanistan. While he was there he received a letter from his girlfriend. In the letter she explained that she had slept with two guys while he had been gone and she wanted to break up with him. AND, she wanted pictures of herself back.So the Marine did what any squared-away Marine would do. He went around to his buddies and collected all the unwanted photos of women he could find. He then mailed about 25 pictures of women (with clothes and without) to his girlfriend with the following note:“I don’t remember which one you are. Please remove your picture and send the rest back.” hero.

When You Love Someone
when u miss & love someone you will go thru everything that needs to be gone thru...just to keep this special person in your life. you will experience pain, tears, lust, hurt, a broken heart, u will feel that if u ever lose him/her you will not want to live anymore, before they walk out of your life you will rather take their steps so you can always step back to them, you cant imagine a world without this person, u cant trust anyone but yourself, you will do anything in order to have this person forever in your heart, you will cry yourself to sleep when you’ve been hurt, you’ll miss them all the time, you never stop smiling when u are with them, you’ll always remember that first and last kiss, you’ll dream of them close to u and wake up crying thinking that the dream was real, you’ll have butterflies in your tummy every time you think of them, you’ll have to lie just in case you lose them, you’ll always picture there smile and put it in a frame

"jagged Edges"
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You m

Me 2
I guess this is the only way i can say how i feel ,im at a all time low and wat i though it was keeps playin games with me ..so i failed , im not feelin this no more , i dont even want to be on this shyt nomore . im here 4 one reason and thats all hope she even reads this ..... peace ppl

Ladies Nite 2
If you hear any noise, It ain't the boys , it's Ladies Night , uh huh! ~*~ Oh yes it's Ladies Night,And the feeling's right,Oh yes it's Ladies Night,Oh what a night! ~*~ That's right Ladies! Ya heard right!!! ~*~ ~*~ It's LADIES NIGHT @ Da SwampYard EVERY Friday Night!!! So grab your girls and get in here!! You know you don't wanna

Something About Dying
It comes upon you anyway! Whether it is sought or nay, it will come upon you anyway... I can't imagine wanting, Yet there is for all a time. In the dark recesses of dying, We create religions, Yet I cannot imagine the dying? Emotive, the end! Whether life is contain later, Or stay, or lip of loop, it is the end. Cherubs are brim they say in Heaven, The innocent first week ends, Every day an adend, Every day emboss. I can't imagine, the dying, deal with it then. I expect I'll have no choice, Thus, today I tend the finer features, In preparation of creating fine gloss, I cannot imagine, the dying. Nothing to be done after, I'll pop a cork today, Offer welcome, Flirt

Poems
Every moment Love is a many splendored thing, they say, And i believe it when you looked my way, Out of the blue, things seemed to happen, By chance or destiny , is the question Living my life so long, without know youre existance, Then came a day we felt eachothers presence, Guess what's meant to be will always find a way, Loves creeps into hearts and decides to stay, A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I" A love we cant even demonstrate, A secret we have to keep for life, I love you honey, as it comes from the heart, I hope you know that your no beggar from the streets, You make me fly to feats unknown, You make my heart want to soar like birds on the wind, Every moment that is spent with you, Are the moments that we cherrish the most, When all my dreams come true, Every moment i desire to spend with you......

How To Prevent Or Survive A Wolf Attack
Since the beast is running free again, I am going to use this area to help you better protect yourself. "Forewarned is forearmed", the saying goes.... Allow me to set up a scenario: You are walking through the shadowed forests and have lost your way. You encounter a dark predator, its eyes gleaming with intensity and fury. You may or may not be armed, but the beast has the drop on you. How do you interact with it and save your life, health and/or sanity? 1. NEVER provoke or anger Wolf needlessly. To do so would surely cause it to attack and is pointless and unnecessary. 2. Do not attempt to appeal to its' mercy, compassion or sense of "fair play". Wolf possesses none of these qualities. It is NOT human and will not be contained by your rules. 3. Do not call it by its' "birth name". EVER. That name is the name of Wolf's disguise it wears when it must interact with the public. It is no more "John" than you are a serial killer by wearing a Halloween costume. 4. Do not sh

From A Dark Heart, A Light Is Born...
I truly believe that even the darkest shadows must be cast from a great light. Even the worst of times can be transformed, if one has the required courage and resolve. From Despair... Hope springs anew. From Pain... our Strength is increased. From Anger... we learn Patience and Tolerance. From Guilt... Forgiveness is taught. From Sorrow... we learn how to endure and to Survive. But most important of all... From our Hatred, we seek the most precious gift of all. We learn how to LOVE. May whatever God you follow bless you all. -Wolf

The Real Reason Wolf Is An Insomniac.
Typical criticism from others: "You know, if you stay up late tonight, it will just be harder on you in the morning. You should go to bed at a reasonable hour. Why can't you keep a normal schedule?" The response never said: "Maybe, but I like it that way. I like the numbness that comes with being exhausted, the oblivion, and the quiet chaos that exists only in my own mind. Everyone else's problems are suddenly the farthest from my own, because I have things in my own life to deal with as well. If I am tired, I have a qualified excuse to keep to myself at home, to turn off the ringer and not answer my cell phone, to evade the constant problems, drama and bullshit associated with other human beings that, most of the time, do not concern me anyway. Sometimes, I do not even need to try to block things out, the exhaustion does it for me. ...And I like that."

John Vs. Wolf... The Explanation You Were Waiting For....
If you are a friend of mine, you would do well to read this.... I usually avoid this topic like the plague, since no matter who I wanted to explain it to, I doubted that they would "get it". But since someone had enough balls to ask me about it and I am tired of dodging the issue, here is my first and only explanation. The topic is "Who is Wolf and why does he exist?" Ok here it goes.... A long time ago, I was weak. I was always smaller than people my age and got bullied. I was angry with life in general. One day, as I was being picked on and pushed around, I reached my boiling point. Something in my mind fractured and someone else was controlling me. And as I sat on top of this kid’s chest pounding his face into mush with my fists, all I can remember is someone was laughing. Later, with fear in their eyes, my friends told me that I was the one laughing. No one understood, they all thought I was just "going through a phase." They were only half-righ

My Best Friend!
Thank you for letting me in to see the wonderful person you are within the past has made you who you are today a man of few words you seem to be You always say what you mean You never realize the power you have You make me smile when times seems bad BIG HUGS is what you say when I read those words my troubles go away. Thank you for being who you are I am honored to know you and call you my best friend!

7/2/11
as some of you may know melody fell and passed out stopped breathing wed night. she was taken by 911 to local hospital where she was treated and released thursday night only to pass out again early this morning.shes still in icu could maybe be sent to a room or her own sat afternoon .on top of the two tumors she has had they have found a large mass on her right lung they can got control her blood presseras of yet and they are thinking part of this is due to pulmonary heart disies,tests are pending should be in early sat morning please keep her in your thoughts and prayers thank you

Things I Learned In Jail.
Things I learned in Jail: 1. You have to entertain yourself in jail, even if that means acting like a total retard. 2. Most of the jail guards are lesbians and have a stick up their ass. a). It's all the inmates fault. b). It takes FOREVER to get anything from the jail guards. Ask and you recieve two hours later. If you ask again before the two hours is up it will delay the process by another four hours. 3. The gap in between the shower and the floor is about two feet. 4. I learned what the term "throwed off" means. And, I saw it. 5. I learned that I'm "thicker then a Snicker." 6. Only in jail do they have an item on the Commissary list called an "antishank toothbrush." 7. You really can flush ANYTHING down a jail toliet. Seriously, try it. 8. In jail you have "bunkies" not "roommates." 9. The jail razors will shred you to pieces. 10. I learned what the term "shakedown" means. It means the jail guards search your cell and bunk for contraband. It reall

Obsession
YOU'RE MY OBSESSION AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I CANT SEEM TO QUIT YOU NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY IN MY THOUGHTS BOTH NIGHT AND DAY MY NEED FOR YOU NEVER SWAYS I TRY TO THINK NEGATIVE MY MIND FILLED WITH HATE OPEN MY EYES TO THE OBVIOUS STATE MY FRIENDS SAY TO QUIT YOU WHY CANT THEY SEE WITHOUT MY OBSESSION WHERE WOULD I BE

What Would You Do?
What would you do if a new friend you just met decided on their own to say that you are their BF/GF? This has happened to me. A 70 year old woman wanted to make her friends jealous at the Senior Center by calling me her boyfriend, when I am just a friend and nothing else! I have no physical attraction to her and she reminds me of my grandmother. I will not go older than 64! This will never work out since she is pushy and on deprssion meds!

You Might Be An Asshat If...
It seems that, in my tenure on the Fu, I keep running into a number of asshats. It seems like everywhere I go, there they are. I clearly ask on my page that asshats go away. I used to get upset about it. But then I realized, a la Jeff Foxworthy, that maybe the problem was that the asshats didn't know they were asshats. In that spirit, I have developed a test so that someone can tell if they are an asshat. THE ASSHAT TEST by LUCY FERR If you sb random women asking in small penises make them laugh....... you might be an asshat If your first words to a stranger on Fu contain any combination of the words 'tits' 'ass' 'fuck' 'cum' and 'I'd like to'.... you might be an asshat If you don't take the time to read someone's profile, then go all emo when they point out to you that the questions you have are, in fact, already answered on their profile..... you might be an asshat If you hit on random women based solely on thei

Salutes 4 Me
My birthday is 7-11.. Now I know every woman on here loves bling and so do I lmfao.. BUT I am one of very few that understand that not everyone can offord it either so.... If you would like you can make me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY salute.. SFW PLEASE LOL!!! So if that is something that you want to do then make it and send me the link :D!!! I am a firm believer that it is the thought that counts in any sittuation, especially someone birthday!!!! ty in advance xoxoxooxxoxo

Letter To My Mom
For as long as I can remember you were there. My earliest memory was of when I had a nightmare and went in to wake you up, I was about 4. I ran from your room, into the bathroom crying hysterically. You came into to find me and asked me what was wrong. I turned to you, with tears streaming down my face and cried, "I saw your bum!" You laughed as you replied, "Well yes, I have a bum, the same as you. It's not like you've not seen it before. You've come in when I have been in the bathroom." "Yeah, but I saw the whole thing!" What did a 4 year old know about a parents body? It was traumatizing. Not to mention killer on your sex life apparently. Years later when I reminded you of that story, we had a big laugh over it. There were so many things that happened that I could call to my memory in an instant that would remind me of how we'd laugh (the water fights in the basement, or the wheelchair races you'd try to stop in the basement. Even the time for Andie's 16th party when we put the

The One Power Abusing Bouncer
It is sad that a person can be friends with a certain bouncer and they will go around messing with people for you. I have known some of the bouncers here for YEARS, and I can honestly say they are some of the most honest people around, one is so fair that I admire her. It upsets me that a person so unlike the ones I know is allowed to have the job that the others take very seriously. Apparently my being green was so upsetting to a hater that I'm sure I know, lol, that with a bouncers help she was able to have me blocked from mumms, a mumm where I asked, "If your partner was constantly watching porn on the computer would that be a thing that would end the relationship" That's it. I was told that the use of the word that way was not nsfw. Then the picture that I am using currently was taken down as it was scrolling. It was obviously unmarked, but I just feel that this bouncer has power to help their friends and it is unfair to everyone here. All bouncers have that power, but I have never

I Don't Know..........
So a certain MuMMer has me blocked. He was told he had to block me..so he did. He always said I was one of his best friends. We never had anything going on between us and he knows this. Fubar has, for some reason, unblocked people...I'm not longer blocked by him. I'm not sure if he knows it. Should I send him a shout just saying that I am sorry about everything that happened and that I understand why he blocked me and that he can block me again? Ugh....help

"naïveté..."
You may believe That I am naïve You may think you're sure Seems you're quite immature You believe your lies still have audience in me Oh if only the truth you could see The smoke and mirrors that once fogged my view No longer exist here, get a clue Pointing at all the drama you have stirred Pretending it belongs to others' ...it's just absurd Maybe you believe in your own pile of crap But I never again will get caught in your webbed booby trap So maybe there is a little naïveté But I wouldn't have it any other way To know in my soul there is a truthful "good" in others Will take me far beyond the jaded insecurities of another To treat others the way I want to be treated Goes mil

Justice In The Court Room
Justice in the court room "Did that little girl get justice? Not by a long shot..." I want to start off by saying this, I feel that Casey Anthony should get some considerable prison time for not reporting her child missing (I'm talking about decades). I am pretty sure there is a large percentage of people out there who are outraged over the not guilty verdict in the Casey Anthony murder case, yes, she lied and she partied at a time when she should have been doing anything but and many of you would like to see her life taken from her and more than likely would do it yourself if you could get your hands on her. You have a right to feel pain and to turn that pain to anger. I too am very outraged over what happened to Caylee, I truly am. I believe the mother did some terrible wrongs. I am not saying the mother did or did not do the crime because I honestly don't know. Casey Anthony did some stupid sh*t and told some lies but the truth of the matter is this, no evidence was ever present

[this Song Is About A Knife.]
A knife named Paella. Alright so... I don't cook for mild mannered folk, or for more than 1 person so this was a bit of a learning experience. What we did here was made a chorizo paella (at the insistance of my mother for something "Spanishy") And we had just come back from the hottest damned trip to the farmer's market ever. Like a parking lot next to the furnace of hell. Alright so I had 1 1/2 anaheim peppers diced 1 clove of garlic minced 1/2 a white onion diced (would've preferred red) 3 cups of rice (this turned out to be WAY too much rice for 3) 2 standard sausage size chorizos (y'know how sausage comes in the packages at ze markets and such- something that would fit on a bun) 1 ... crazy dry aged salami from a specialty market that tasted like game and spice and deliciousness (again about standard bun size) 6 cups of chicken broth 1 teaspoon of tumeric, curry powder, 2 teaspoons of cumin seeds, 3 teaspoons of paprika, 1 teaspoon of red chile pepper

Faded
They may see mebut not for who i amthey accept mefor the person i"ve showni may be funny energetic and strongon the outsidebut withinim shatterd like broken glasstorn to the edgeused to the boneim slowly pushed outthey dont think im usefuland it hurtsi cant change who i ambut maybe of what you think of mewe were gonna be friends foreverbut nothing lastspeople change......you changednow in my lifesince i feel as though im not loveto everyone im faded

My Smart Ass Nephew
As some of you know, I watch my 22 month old nephew during the day, Monday thru Friday. It gives me a little extra cash and keeps me close to him. What some of you may not know is that he is a friggin GENIUS. He has had a little trouble developing his vocal skills, but he knows some words and always gets his point across. But he also knows some sign language. He can't say "I love you" or I love you, too" when someone says it to him, so I taught him how to sign it, and now he gets to say it to his mom and dad as they leave for work or when they tuck him in at night, whenever he wants. He has also begun seeing people out. When his parents go to work or i leave for the day, he walks us to the door, stands there and watches us leave, blows us a kiss, yells "Bye!" and signs, I love you. then he closes the door. He makes his own breakfast. If we have waffles, he places them in the toaster and pushes the button down, and then knows not to touch it because it's hot. If we have scrambled eggs,

Life Thru My Eyes
Life is as Forrest Gump said. " Life is like a box of chocolates ya never know what ya gonna get." Such a true statement when ya think about it. It is the sad times, hough times, happy times etc that cause use to be the person we are today. These all make up road and journey that we travel through this life. Some say the journey of life is based on fate. I am not certain about that. I do know the journey we choose has lots of ups and downs; twists and turns. It is up to us how we choose to ride that journey. You can of course stay negative and blame the world for all the bad that has happened to you. Altho, my choice has always been to stand up and embrace the good with the bad. Some of the greatest days of my life have somehow gotten me thru the darkest times. Those dark times altho few and far between can be the worst. We all experience in some way, shape or form the sad times. Whether it is a lost love, death of someone special etc. I lost myself for 2 years over the death of

I Will
This is a lovely song by the Beatles that I was just listening to, and part of it really speaks to how I've been feeling lately. So, I'm sharing the lyrics for those of you who care. :) Who knows how long I've loved you You know I love you still Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to, I will For if I ever saw you I didn't catch your name But it never really mattered, I will always feel the same Love you forever, and forever Love you with all my heart Love you whenever we're together Love you when we're apart And when, at last, I find you Your song will fill the air Sing it loud, so I can hear you Make it easy to be near you For the things you do endear you to me Oh, you know I will I will