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Unbelievable
This love is unbreakable. Its unmistkenable. And each time I look into your eyes..... I know why. This love is untouchable I feel in my heart I just can't deny. Each time I look into your eyes Ohhhh baby....I know why. This love is unbreakable.

Deadtrashgod
The clouds of the night sky Open up like neon thighs Eating the shit off your shoes I am your whore And I'll be begging again for you I am nothing without your attention Validate me with shallow attempts at charm I know you want so little from me But I shall romanticize it This is what I've been reduced to Take more as I become ghost yet again Deja vu? No, I've never left this place Eternally complacent despite what once appeared progress Fooling us all, feeling not at all Lust. Your affection means so much more to me Than ever before Clean off your dirtface change direction Smeared blood and dying sex Mud spewing from your mouth Rejecting what the body desired once Refuse to accept Return to old ways and lose yourself I see the same smile I once saw Fake yet so convincing to those that never knew you DEAD inside you I see that look in your eyes Good to have you back I consume myself from inside Fuck me. Use me. Eat me til

Devoid Of Love
The night falls as if slain by the sun, soulless are we. the salvation for which you lust flares once, then dies, crushed by a velvet ebon nothingness. all hope must not endure. your passion throbs no more. how could you tear us asunder? shadows surround us, crying, sanctuary. KinkyScreams© 2006

Your Eyes
Your Eyes......... How did I see it through your eyes. And all the lies you told me. Why can't I just be myself and no one else. Love blinded me and it was all because your eyes. They shined so bright as you fell out of sight. How could I be so blind to see your love that was so hard to find. The feel of your caress it always felt the best. The glances that you gave will forever and always show me the way. As I looked into your eyes I always knew it was...... GOODBYE. By: Mistik

Love Is Blind!
The Craziness decided to invite its friends to take a coffee at her place. All the guests went there. After coffee the Craziness proposed: - Wanna play at hides hides? - Hides Hides? What is that? the Curiosity asked. - Hides Hides is a game. I count until hundred and you hide yourself. When I finished to count I look for you, and the first one that I find will be the next one to count. All accepeted, except the Fear and the Laziness. -1, 2, 3,... the Craziness begun to count. Attentiveness hided itself first, does not import where. The Timidity, shy as always, hided itself in a tree bunch. The Joy ran in the middle of the garden. Sadness began to cry, because she did not find any fitting place to hide itself. The craving accompagned the Triumph and hided itself close to him behind a boulder. The Madness continued to count while its friends hid themselves. Despair was despaired seeing that the Madness already was to 99. - HUNDRED! said the Madness, I will begin looking for... The first

September 13, 2006
Well, I thought maybe I would tried to let people know the real me. I am a mother of four children. Amber is seven,Abby is five, Allie is two and Nathan is 10 months. It is just us against the world right now because their dad moved out. I don't know if he will come back. We pray every night that he will have a change of heart and come home. Untill then we try to be there for each other. I love to meet new people. I enjoy family actives but also miss adult activies lol.

Bored
ight rizzla u said to try ya so here ya go lol... i am like so totally and completely bored out of my frickin head right now... thinking about some stupid shit that men can do... y do they gotta play head games.. one minute they sayin they love u the next they are tellin u they go back to their ex not even a min later they are like well i made a mistake please take me back.. that or they tell u a bunch of BS that makes no sense and expect u to feed into it like u are a lost puppy or something.... honestly is there a man out there who doesnt play some type of head game or is completely and totally honest about everything they do or say?

Screaming
It takes only a scream So filled with fear, horror and pain To undress these memories locked and Hidden and lost throughout mazes inside Her scream pierces the silent night Echoing into my head, loudly and repeating I cannot shake it, trying ever so hard It’s deafening, it’s hauntingly familiar Memories arise that were castrated and dead Bringing all emotions entangled I close my eyes, hoping they shall fade Yet they only bring more to follow Each one sharper and more distinct Shielded by anything that is attached The pain feels like it’s yesterday These memories just freshly lived It’s seemingly odd though How the scream seems to only grow louder But it then only takes a moment To realize I am the one who is screaming By Me

Dove
Dove............ In the darkness which I dwell . I met a Guy I love so well . He stole my heart away from me and now he's going to set it free. He sat upon a strange girls knees and told her things he never told me. I ran home to cry on my bed not a word to my daughters I said. My son came home late that night he looked for me left and right. Down the stairs the doors he broke to find me hanging by a rope. He took his knife and cut me down on the floor this note he found: Dig a grave, dig it deep place a statue on my feet, on the statue place a dove, to show the world I died of love....

Innocence Lost (very Personal)
This is a very personal poem I wrote a long time ago. If you cannot figure out what it means, then please don't ask me. Innocence was lost Gone with the wind Taken from me With no way to go back That innocence was part of me It made me whole I was pure, I was complete Now I am empty Feeling life, nor I, have value I feel worthless Faceless, Nameless What meant most the most You took away Making me just a statistic I wanted to hold on to it Keep it safe until I was ready But things had to be your way You wanted what I did not want to give to you You changed my life My entire being Scarring me forever What was taken cannot be returned I wish I could go back And get what is not yours I wish I could get My innocence I unwillingly lost To you By Me

Profound Thoughts
>>If you're not familiar with the work of Steven Wright, he's the famous >>erudite scientist who once said: "I woke up one morning and all of my stuff >>had been stolen... and replaced by exact duplicates." His mind tends to see >>things a bit differently than the rest of us mortals. Here are some of his >>gems: >> >>1- I'd kill for a Nobel Peace Prize. >> >>2- Borrow money from pessimists - they don't expect it back. >> >>3- Half the people you know are below average. >> >>4- 99% of lawyers give the rest a bad name. >> >>5- 42.7% of all statistics are made up on the spot. >> >>6- A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good. >> >>7- A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. >> >>8- If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain. >> >>9- All those who believe in psycho kinesis, raise my hand. >> >>10 The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. (Think about this one a little, it

To Find And To Close
I try to find the truth finding only mazes inter-wound I try to look in front of me finding my eyes remain wide shut I yell out for an answer finding only echoes return I reach out to grab hold finding only shambled edges I reach inside for courage finding nothing remains unscathed I try to mend the open wounds finding they run far to deep I can block out nothing so many chapters left unfinished I swallow the remaining fear finding one last light of hope I finally open everything finding nothing was how it seemed I push down these walls finding the lost truth they hold I see the lies, the hurt, the deception finding the solution was waiting within I step forward into this realm I have found finding the closure I had forever sought By Me

Passing Of A Muse
Solemn and faceless they bore her coffin in from the cold, listless morning. It was early, yet, and the chapel had not yet filled; but I knew that before long even the standing room would be crowded. The pallbearers paused with the strength of ritual, and placed the mahogany box like an altar at the front of the church. The rich wood gleamed brilliantly with the kiss of sacred candlelight. As well it should shine, as it would be a closed casket service. The air was stifling with the scent of flora. One could almost forget the somber occasion and imagine a lush and tropical paradise from all the blooms and plumes that littered the sides and front of the chapel. Some flowers I could pick out with names and scents, the easy ones like roses, glads, orchids, and marigolds; but it seemed like countless others, thousands, I just couldn't place. Plants with large and sexual flowers with ostentatious colors bordering on obscene, they played the backdrop for a Monday morning funeral. By now

Please Get This Across America And The World
PLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN Current mood: concerned PLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN People (everyone) need to be aware of what is going on in our streets. Our children are dying everyday. A child , could be yours, could be mine will die today. I can promise you that it will be more than one or two of our us that will go to our own childs funeral on any given day. It is a shame that there isn't much about these kinds of problems being done and that there isn't more that we (the parents and community) can do about this. If the drugs aren't killing our children then gangs arand all the violence will. To all you parents out there: watch your children and keep them safe. Know where they are, who they are with, and what they are doing at all times. If us parents don't watch out for our children who will. I can tell you who will be. The person selling them the drugs, selling our own children g

My Favorite Show When I Was A Kid
THE KROFFT SUPERSHOW!!!! Kaptain Kool and the Kongs (Superchick, Nashville, Turkey, and for the first season, Flatbush) were a colorful rock band who acted as hosts of this weekly show. Besides introducing the various shows, Kaptain Kool and the Kongs would performs songs and participate in various skits. The first season featured episodes of Electra Woman and Dyna Girl, Dr. Shrinker, Wonderbug and for a short time, Lost Saucer reruns. During the second season, only Wonderbug stayed and Magic Mongo and Bigfoot and Wildboy were added. Wonderbug

Make Me Yours!!!!!!!!!
As the snow falls gently outside I turn to you The glow from the fire reflecting off your face The warmth of the embers felt on our skin Your rough touch sending me to the edge of a reality I am not sure I am ready to enter yet afraid not to... Wanting you, wanting to enter your world to feel the strength from you in it washing over me but yet afraid to take that first real step through the portal you have opened.... Gently you take my wrist and guide me Never leaving my side as my journey begins I am now yours sir. KinkyScreams 2006©

Golf Laws
" Golf Laws " LAW 1: No matter how bad your last shot was, the worst is yet to come. This law does not expire on the 18th hole, since it has the supernatural tendency to extend over the course of a tournament, a summer and eventually, a lifetime. LAW 2: Your best round of golf will be followed almost immediately by your worst round ever. The probability of the latter increases with the number of people you tell about the former. LAW 3: Brand new golf balls are water-magnetic. Though this cannot be proven in the lab, it is a known fact that the more expensive the golf ball, the greater its attraction to water. LAW 4: Golf balls never bounce off of trees back into play. If one does, the tree is breaking a law of the universe and should be cut down. LAW 5: No matter what causes a golfer to muff a shot, all his playing partners must solemnly chant "You looked up," or invoke the wrath of the universe. LAW 6: The higher a golfer's handicap, the more qualified he deems himse

Helping People Out
i wants was told doing good helping people out was a good thing. like my friend went up to st.louis after we moved down here and left me with his parents we wAS living in a hotel. i worked 3 jobs to feed them , get his dads loans payed off and to to pay for the hotel rooms for us to keep warm from the cold. a year later my friends dad died and they turned around and stabed thier friends in the back.. but is it true what they say if you do a good deed.you would be rewarded later on in life.

A New Poem
An uncertainty lingers in the heart and soul Afraid to choose wrong Scared to speak up and be cast down For opinions and thoughts and feelings Unsure of how to say something Without the other party taking it wrong And feeling hurt by what was said But how do I say what I need to say And how do I move on When there are some trying to control me In a way that I can’t abide by But how can I let them know That I need my space That yes I do need help But I can’t let them take over my life I need to be able to take my life And fix it, get to where I need to be Without the bad influences I want help yes but I also want to do it mostly on my own.

Home Late
It's been another crappy day at work and you arrive home late. As you walk into the house you notice all the lights are off and it appears that I am not home. You go into the kitchen and find the table set and candles that were lit, but have burned themselves out. You realize I had a special dinner waiting for you and stupid you forgot to call and tell me you would be working late. You stand there looking at the table and decide you will make it up to me some how. You walk into the bedroom and I am laying on the bed, wearing a black silk teddy with panties that tie in a bow on each hip.. I am sound asleep and you can see that I ve been crying. You feel so bad, but you know just what I need to make me feel loved and wanted. You undress and jump into the shower. You quickly and quietly shower and freshen up. When You return I am laying on my back and you watch as my breasts raise and fall with each breath. I look so beautiful lying there, but you want to make me feel beautiful, so you

My Life (part 2)
My Life (part 2) Ok, lemme back up a bit here...... Finally managed to graduate High School without being killed, hooked on drugs, becoming a father at 16, or being beaten to badly by the gangs. Whew, was a bit close, but I made it, even managed to make the top ten percentile. There I was, fresh outta school, a free man, ready to take on the world. Biggest thing I remember was that very next day, waking up, staring at the ceiling and thinking to myself "Self, your now looking at a lifetime of work, paying bills, and responsibility"....I pulled the covers back up over my head !!! Actually, I enjoyed that summer, drank a bunch of beer, spent a lotta time at the lake, got me laid royally by a sweet little blonde (was my girlfriend), and then joined the US Navy.....yahoo !!! LOL...I remember being at the AFEES station in Dallas, there for my physical, standing in a huge room with about 50 other guys, all of us in our tighty whities. 25 on one side of the room, 25 on th

Why Is It?
Lately I have noticed a lot of times thatpeople are on networking sites with PRIVATE profiles? I mean does this really make sense to say you are on a site to make friends, and yet have a private profile? I know several people that if they do notknow a person and say some guy asks to be your friend but has no picture and a locked profile. And then he bitches because he got denied..........ummmmmmm DUH??

Blogs... And Stuff... About Stuff...
Well, firstly I feel I must write the obgligatory sort of first blog statement, but be sure not to blink because it will be very brief. *ahem*(hear ye, hear ye, and whatnot) So this is my first blog... And it left just as fast as it came... Anyway... Wow... now I dont even feel like saying anything else. But dont you feel now that that obligatory statement was quite a to do? I do. Chandler.

My Life (part 4)
Ok, here we go again, so WAKE UP.....! Zach, my son, the only natural born heir to my throne (or recliner). 16 years old, 6'5" (no typo there), 185 lbs, dark hair and almond eyes like his momma, olive complexion, and empathetic like his momma, hard headed and stubborn like his daddy....... I finally figured out why he is as tall as he is, to make room for that huge heart of his. I've never known another kid that is as capable of love as that boy. He has this natural ability to bring out the heart in anyone, and I've seen it time and time again. Simply an amazing boy. He was born on Sept. 10th, 1989 at 11:58pm.....two minuites more and he would have been born one day late, and shared his birthday with the 9-11 victims......whew. The night we brought him home from the hospital, I woke up at around 2am, I got up and went to his basinette , there was a moon beam shining through the window, illuminating him. I reached down and picked him up, and at that very moment, I knew t

Little Lamb
The shepherd loved his little lamb, And gave it tender care, And followed it with his loving eyes. As it wandered here and there, And as he sat by his gazing flock-Who so meekily his voice obeyed, he pondered sadly his little lamb;as again it would stray. The little lamb had a loving heart, And adored his shephered true, But would turn aside and seek his own way as lambs will often do. With his gentle voice the shepherd called to his loved and straying lamb come back little one for you are not safe unless you are where I am. But still the lamb would soon forget, And unthinkingly wander away, And not really noticing what he did, From the shepherd's side would stray. Until one day the shepherd kind, took his rod in hand, What he then did seemed so cruel that the lamb could not understand. for with one sharp and well aimed blow down the rod so swiftly came; that it broke the leg of the little lamb, And left it crippled and lame. Then the little lamb wi

The Day You Left Me
Day in and day out I sit here trying to think Of A way out of this mess. My relationship has gone to hell No money in the bank Just me and this beat up old shack. Nothing has gone my way Since the day you left. To worry about where my next meal is gonna come from or how the bills are gonna get paid. I need to find a job. But no one seems to care About this lonely girl Who seems to not be able to do anything right. Nothing has gone my way Since the day you left me alone. To sit here and wonder what It was that I did so wrong. To send you away. BY: Sheila Christian *A long time ago*

Results Through 9/10/06
Well it was a great weekend for Football, wasn't it?? We had some excellent games to watch. It was an amazing experience to watch the Manning brothers go head to head. It was interesting to see NE and Bills come out so close in scoring. Ohio State showed everyone why they are ranked #1. BC played a tough offensive game that ended in double OT. Go BC! And my Vols squeezed out a win. Games: College and AFC East through 9/10/06 --Miami @ Pittsburgh (Steelers 28 Dolphins 17) --Air Force @ Tennessee Vols (Vols 31 AF 30) Go Vols! --Clemson @ BC (BC 43 Clemson 42) Go BC! --Penn State @ ND (ND 41 Penn 17) Go Irish! --Ohio State @ Texas (Ohio 24 Texas 7) Go Buckeyes! --Bills @ NE (NE 19 Buffalo 17) --Indy @ NY Giants (Indy 26 NY 21) --Jets @ Tennessee (Jets 23 TN 16) On to next week and lovin' it. Thank God football is BACK!

All Hallow's Meet
Oh, wild lonely places of sweet dread delight That call to my Children on Halloween night In whispering wind wisps and whipporwill plight Tickling the treetops where moonbeams alight. Come hither, ye Witches, on silver light fly! Don't dawdle, don't saunter, don't idly stroll by! Lift your skirts as seer gusts catch the leaves dead and dry Rise up with the wind soaring hasty on high! Ride ye thus to the hollow in the wood dark and deep Where all merry parted shall now merry meet. At the time 'twas appointed that time shall ye keep To honor me, hail me in great esbat fete. When the moon sailing bright in the dark midnight blue Casts her spell on the landscape, reversing each hue, And the scent of the night gives the magickal clue To the circle make haste, give Hecate her due! Dance wild, draw the power and shape in a cone, Till the power is thine and the will is thine own Then hurl't to the wind that thy purpose be flown And thy wish shall I grant on the Night

Charge Of The Goddess
Listen to the words of the Great Mother, who of old was called Artemis, Astarte, Dione, Melusine, Aphrodite, Ceridwen, Diana, Arionrhod, Brigid, and by many other names: "Whenever you have need of anything, once in the month, and better it be when the moon is full, you shall assemble in some secret place and adore the spirit of Me who is Queen of all the Wise. You shall be free from slavery, and as a sign that you be free you shall be naked in all your rites. Sing, feast, dance, make music and love, all in My presence, for Mine is the ecstasy of the spirit and Mine also is joy on earth. For My law is love unto all beings. Mine is the secret that opens upon the door of youth, and Mine is the cup of wine of life that is the cauldron of Ceridwen, that is the holy grail of immortality. I give the knowledge of the spirit eternal and beyond death I give peace and freedom and reunion with those that have gone before. Nor do I demand aught of sacrifice, for behold, I am the mother of all th

Find My Soul
Caught adrift on a wave of blissful immortality Immune from the pain of death Still feeling emotional train wreck Of love and loss, and in between Stuck in the eternal rut of repeating The same mental state of the decisions past made Trying to hide from the internal demons Stabbing at my soul leaving ragged gashes That never do heal, only rip open more They never leave, and are never silent Close my eyes to block out the world And they are there waiting to tear into me more Leaving my crying out in hysteria Begging them to let me be Detach myself from my body To be alone in my mind Where I can’t be harmed But I can’t be loved Because they don’t understand The hurt that I feel, they never will Destined to be alone for all of time Until I find one that will understand One that will deny these demons access To the torn and tattered soul that dwells inside One that will protect me from pain And love me for the one that I am But is there truly one, who can do that,

Hold On To The Night (1st Poem I Ever Wrote)
Hold on to the night You must grab it fast Don't let it go Make it last Hold on to the night Don't let it slip away If you let it go There could a price to pay Hold on to the night For only then can you dream And in your reality Nothing is the way it seems Hold on to the night Don't even say your prayers You know He Understands That is, the man upstairs Hold on to the night Try not to let it fade Keep the night dear and close And the memories that are made By Me

Charge Of The Goddess
I am the Great Mother, worshipped by all and existent prior to their consciousness. I am the primal female force, boundless and eternal. I am the chaste Goddess of the moon, the Lady of all magic. The winds and moving leaves sing my name. I wear the crescent Moon upon my brow and my feet rest among the starry heavens. I am mysteries yet unsolved, a path newly set upon. I am a field untouched by the plow. Rejoice in me and know the fullness of youth. I am the blessed Mother, the gracious Lady of the harvest. I am clothed with the deep, cool wonder of the Earth and the gold of the fields heavy with grain. By me the tides of the Earth are ruled; all things come to fuition according to my season I am refuge and healing. I am the life-giving Mother, wondrously fertile. Worship me as the Crone, Tender of the unbroken cycle of death and rebirth. I am the wheel, the shadow of the Moon. I rule the tides of women and men and give release and renewal to weary souls. T

Standing Outside
I like not what I see but feel what I am I am invisible to people the world moving around me I am passing through life quickly and ever so aimlessly I do not like what I see but reality I cannot help The world goes by me with me unable to stop it I am immune to it all now knowing whether I am coming or going I feel what I am an outsider looking in I long to join but feel unable to move My mind says to enter to pass through this door Yet, inside, my soul says I am entering a black hole I will fall deep into it with no way to return Everything I hear said around me I know is said in vain I wish people could feel my anger my pain, my suffering And I wish someone would answer me this question I have lingering Why is it I like now what I see but can still feel what I am By Me

Mental Freedom
At a crossroads as to what I should do My mind wants one thing my family wants another My thoughts and feelings are so misconstrued Every time I think about it, it seems like such a bother. I feel like if I go one way I hurt someone on the other end No matter what I do, there is nothing I can say A person out of my life with each action will send. Should I go back or should I stay here, What would happen if I decide not to choose? Losing someone in my life is something huge I fear, My life will be different if anyone of them, I loose. A decision must be made soon I still am not sure what to do I fear that any choice I make will make me into a loon On these, my mind must continue to chew. In the end, the decision is up to me Though each bit of advice will be held in my mind Each loving “I miss you” is a delightful treat All of these things though do not fully bind. Though I will have my friends and family always What I have to do, is what feels right to m

Never (wrote This After Erin Died)
Never underestimate someone; they may open your eyes for you Never judge a book by its cover; the most ragged can also be the most beautiful Never say “I love you” unless you mean it; words can forever scar a heart Never treat people like your pawns; they’ll topple your board and take your game Never take the little things for granted; treat everyday as if it was your last Never stop living for yourself and start for someone new; they won’t do it for you Never think you cannot achieve something because you’re told so; always prove them wrong and come out on top Never keep feelings bottled inside; not everything is better left unsaid- some of the best things are spoken Never tell someone never then turn your back; everyone means the world to someone Never assume someone is replaceable; they may be physically, but not emotionally Never assume someone will not be there for you; the most unexpected people in life will be there for you when it all

Slipping Away
She catches a whisper Not knowing what it means She sits ever so quaintly as it caresses her lips Weaving around and tickling her ear It catches on her eyelash Pausing for only a moment Though not long enough She lets it slip away Knowing the easiest way in life Is to let go of the good Absorbing only the bad This is what she was taught This is how she was set to live life The whisper slips out the window Slipping deeply into the cold, hushed night Once again she has watched As something else slips away That she should have grabbed on to

His Fortress
he hides behind this fortress of lies this fortress he has built over time as each cycle passes in life another layer is added, thicker then the last he doesn't try to knock it down or destroy it nor does he care to attempt it this is his life, this is his reality this is his own created illusion his illusion is like shaking a snow globe although it moves around, everything still falls into place he likes this world he has made it better suits life's picture frame he has he holds it and cherishes it it's his own little Pandora's Box He knows if he lets it all go his realm is shattered revealing his true self to the world and showing him his own facade

Get-slim Fettuccine
MAKES 1 SERVING 1 pkg.(8oz.) tofu fettuccine, like House Tofu Shirataki Fettuccine Shaped Noodles. 1/2 wedge soft light cheese, like The Laughing Cow Light Original Swiss Cheese 2 tsp. reduced-fat Parmesan cheese, like kraft 1 tsp. fat-free sour cream Rince noodles well. In colander, toss to dry, In microwave-safe bowl, microwave noodles 1 min. stir in cheeses and sour creeam. Cook 15 sec. more, or until cheeses are melted, stirring to combine. Season with salt and pepper to taste. Add steamed vegetables, if desired. enjoy ~reyna~

Take It From Me
Take it from someone who knows how it feels to have their innocence stole From someone who knows what it is like to watch someone die, too lost to know how to help Take it from someone who lived day to day wondering what way had not been tried To end this miserable life this thing we wake up to each day Take it from someone who knows what pain is inside...and out, with scars to match Both emotionally and physically trying to find another way to hide all the marks Take it from someone who lived a minute to minute life toying with it so much, caring so little Not seeing, nor trying to change it thinking this was what it should be Take it from someone who speaks with her heart her soul, her scars, her mind and body Take it from me

Have You Noticed?
Have you noticed in life some of the best things just aren’t? Sometimes the best writing comes from experience, from pain, from love and hate. Or there may never be an ounce of truth in words put on paper, or on the screen. There may never be actions taken with these words, these words that may mean so much to someone. Sometimes it is easier to write about what hasn’t been, rather then what has. Sometimes the writings show pain, suffering, the things you hide for only yourself to see. Scars are not meant to be touched again, or seen, let alone, shared with the world; complete strangers. At times though, you must share, in order to be able to let go. A hurdle here, an obstacle there, you get over them somehow. Later on, they make a good story, often times, a bad memory never closed. What comes off of a pen, should be sincere whether to close a chapter or help someone solve their own mysteries inside of them. If you write the truth, you put your soul out for the

You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad, but you are still resentful, and angry (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of financial debt, but you still can't control the desire to spend on frivolous things (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of a bad habit or addiction, but you still long to try it just one more time (you let the devil leave his bags) You said, I forgive you, but you can't seem to forget and have peace with that person (you let the devil leave his bags) You told your unequally yoked mate that it was over, but you still continue to call (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of that horribly oppressive job, but you're still trying to sabotage the company after you've left (you let the devil leave his bags) You cut off the affair with that married man/woman, but you stil

Alone
Everyday is full of more wishing, and hoping For someone to listen and want to listen To have that person belong in your world All I have is loneliness, that hurts everyday Watching everyone have that one to care for I've gone through to much pain to know truth The pain took over Letting the blood from the sliver blade fall Watching the others around just stare And not care Wanting just one to grab you by the hand Telling you not to Because your loved Soon, the loneliness takes over And all alone in the world Is what I am Just waiting and wishing everyday

Invocation To The Three-fold One
Maiden, Maiden, robed in light Rejoice with us, this Sabbat night Beauty Thy shield, and love Thy sword Hath vanquished even death's dark Lord. We bow before Thy gentle might. Thy youthful joy doth never fade Be welcome, oh Crone, sweet Mother, and Maid! Mother Goddess, clad in green Our circle Thy court, oh gracious Queen All that lives comes forth from Thee And dying returns - as the drop to the sea. Rule Heaven, rule Hell, and the wide worlds between. Thy lunar crown will light our scene, Come and bless us Old Crone, sweet Maiden, and Queen. Ancient Crone, in tatters old Thy lore is bitter, Thy rede is cold In wisdom fabled beyond our ken Thou holdest wake over Gods and men Then layest them down, to rest, in the mould. With Thy wisdom be with us - Maid, Mother, and Crone!

Elixer Of Life
Nothing else matters anymore, It's all about the one. The one thing that gives life, Or can even take it away. Tasting and craving it, Wanting and needing it. Every vein in my body Tells me to find it, drink it. I listen to it, Dreaming of the taste. There, now, the prey comes, Startled by my presence. A smile, a polite apology. A smile in reply, a quick movement. It's in my mouth now, Flowing down my throat in Pure ecstasy. Nothing else matters, The body falling to the ground. Now that I have it, I am alive again Forever wanting more.

How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 4

****life List*****
~*~*~*~ Life List ~*~*~*~*~*~ today i was watching ellen and she was talking about life list..which i thought was a reat ideal...a life list is a list u can add to and check off as you go along...you add things in life you want to accomplish and when you fullfill one you check it off...so i decided to start one here...and i plan on accomplishing all that i put down..and no you do not have to go in order when fullfilling them... EXMP...number 22 u want to meet a the president..u go to local saintinist ritual he's there u say hi..hey u meet the devil oops i mean bush you can then cross 22 off list...lol... my life list.... 1. I want to build a stronger relationship with god.. 2, i want to either be in the army or in collage by janurary 3. I wanna learn how to be happy in everyday life. 4.can u say stress management. 5. i want to be a positive rolemodel for kids in my neighberhood! 6. i want to meet andy garcia (hey i can dream) 7. i want to visit greec

Eh Well
welll my day went ok i guess got up this morning an my mom was here (oh joy) she wanted me for some reason ta ride ta tha doc with her so i said ight sure i guess shockingly enough we didnt get inta it bout anything but i just hung out in tha truck while she went in cuz i dont like doctors all that great so yeah after that we went ta go see her *new car* so she can keep her dayum hands off my truck an we wont be gettin inta it bout that anymore so but it was a pretty nice ol car gonna need some work done on it but eh oh well thats her problem not mine well i was driving an i was hungry so i drug her ta Hardeys so i could get a bite ta eat i told her thats where we were goin an if she had a problem with it she could walk i said it in a joking way but i wasnt kidding lol im mean i know hehe but eh she didnt complain AGAIN shockingly so we got along for once but i know it wont last long an that was pretty much my whole day didnt really do nuffin else

Part 1
By Franklin Veaux. This glossary is intended as a guide to many of the terms you might hear in the BDSM community. Note that you should not assume everyone who is involved with BDSM is into everything listed here; many of the specific practices described in the Glossary are quite rare. It's sometimes common for people who are involved in one particular type of play--bondage, for example, or perhaps spanking--to believe that what they do isn't BDSM, on the mistaken idea that being involved in BDSM means being into everything from pain play to extreme sadomasochism. In fact, nobody is into everything, and even in the BDSM community, not everyone has the same tastes, the same limits, or the same ideas. If you see something described in here which you personally find disturbing or off putting, that's fine; it doesn't mean that you aren't or can't be interested in BDSM. Hell, there are plenty of things I find disturbing, and there's nothing wrong with that! The definitions give

Dance With The Devil Lyrics
Here I stand, helpless and left for dead. Close your eyes, so many days go by. Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right. I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies. I won't stay long, in this world so wrong. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Trembling, crawling across my skin. Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine. I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies. I won't last long, in this world so wrong. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Hold on, hold on. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Hold on, hold on.

Part 2
at all forms of pain; stubbing a toe, for example, is unlikely to be arousing. The context of the pain is important. MASTER: A dominant, usually in a TPE relationship. Usually male; the female equivalent is a mistress. Contrast slave. MASTIGOTHYMA: Psychology Sexual arousal from being flogged. MILITARY PLAY: A specific form of role play which involves military-style settings, uniforms, hierarchy, or protocol. MILKING: 1. The practice of stimulating the male prostate, often with a finger or with an implement such as a dildo, or of stimulating the perineum in such a way as to produce ejaculation without orgasm. 2. The practice of inducing orgasm repeatedly in a man, often by sexually stimulating him over and over, until he is no longer able to produce ejaculate. 3. Stimulating the prostate by means of an electrode built into a dildo or similar probe, inserted into the anus and connected to an electrical stimulation device such as a TENS unit. The electrode causes involuntary

More Mushy Blah
What poor wings, these words of mine, to carry forth my love to you from my deepest heart where all is true and filled with passion's wine. What poor wings, these sluggard words, which wrap around my thoughts As I await your kind reply I tie my soul in knots. What poor wings, my finest words, to such an end are sent; evoking just a tender sigh before the power's spent. What poor wings are words for such a lofty height; for they must burn their way to you in spite of darkest night. What poor wings these words, the soul of my lips in each refrain; my heart in every verse.

Well Im Not Taken Anymore
I'm single again officially tonite and i cant say im very happy about it. I mean ive been with the girl for over 7 months and it was great. Just right now, its not working for us. We ended it mutually and left things open for a comeback. Ive never ended a relationship like that but this was no ordinary relationship. We were all over the map and it was great. Right now I think im jsut going to get out there and live a little bit for a little while. Ash I love ya babe dont forget that

Woman Vs Men
Woman's Poem Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Man's Poem I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge tits, Who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

I Have Learned....
I have learned with time there is oppertunity so never give up !!! And that with every mistake there is a lesson learned, so learn from your mistakes..... I have learned with every lost there is a gian so be open to change ... And with change comes new beginings, but never forget where you started off.... I have learned that throughtout life were giving two paths Labeled Right and wrong,but no matter which you choose there is an obsticle !!!!but only one has a finish line with a positive outcome.So choose the right path I have learned with every death there is a life, and that death is our reward after living this life, so celebrate death and mour life.... And life is short so live it to the fullest,a life not lived is a life wasted. so live as if you were dying.. I learned that the smaller things mean more then the bigger, so treasur the smaller things and the bigger ones will seem so much better. I have learned that love is not harsh or untrue nor does it

Think B4 You Speak!
Think Before You Talk A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman wave at him and say hello. He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." His mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife, and he says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I screwed on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery and then stuck a carrot up my ass???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher...."

Pagan Playground
I leave my cares and world behind And drift away with a wandering mind To a place where dreams come true Where the grass is green and the sky is blue Then a gentle breeze brushes my face As I wander through this gentle place Where birds and bees sing in the trees And the grass bends with a gentle breeze A song is sung but in natures way One that is heard when children play One that is carried forth for all to hear But heard by those who know no fear It plays both in day and also at night You don't use your ears or need a light Close your eyes for it is all around Open your heart and it will be found Once it is heard it won't just go away It won't leave you alone not for a day Its source can't be found but still you will look Beneath every rock and the babbling brook Try as you might and look where you can And when you are finished go look again For this magickal sound and wondrous place Is often hidden right in front of our face But though it is so s

A Choice
As the confusion of life sets in I scurry around trying to figure out who I am I seek answers for questions I ask To learn what I like, what I am into To find out whom the real Shana is Some may say I am sick, or even perverted Others just look at me weird when I tell them what I like Those who know me, accept me for everything I am. As time flits by, I try new things Learn more about myself I grow as a sub, and as a person Submission by “normal” standards Is something to be gawked at, Something to be avoided But it is a way of life, A good one if you find the right person to be with My way of life I have found this much about myself I am a born subbie, I long to serve, I enjoy it really I take pride in the lifestyle I have chosen And yes it is a choice

She Stirs
In the darkness of the moon the old woman stirs the cauldron, muttering words and rhymes long forgotten. The air within her tiny hovel thickens, taking upon itself a deeper aspect of itself, and the words, the words they fly. Energy, long forgotten, hinted at in dreams of young love long ago it builds, mounting upon emotion and will. Bones nye unto breaking sing once more of flight before a silver orb The weight of years is cast off, an unwanted garment. Dance she does, before the fire dance she does, feet now fleet with power And the words, the words carry her to another place. Rising, rising upon the horns which search the night and brighten the fields in flower. Rising, rising it does. Up and up and up again, the spiral. Mind and heart cut adrift amidst the energy, Body and soul now within magick's tender embrace Focus comes clear once more and the spiral is released. Out it goes, a dagger between the worlds Bent upon its single purpose and sent

Dont Kno.......meh
Whoh!!!!!!!Blogs on LC!!!sweetness:D:D:D so ya i dont kno what the hell im goin to call this....ah well its somethin i kno that:Pwell i guess its time to think now isnt it.....hmmmmmmm:PWell my day was good i guess......i might be superviser at my work:D:D::D i dont kno yet forshure but my assitant manager is goin to think about it.....but me superviser!!!!!!!!its goin to be awsome:D:D:D:D:Dso i guess im about done this.......so ill talk to u all l8er...i mean blog ya l8er:P

Turning The Wheel
Witches' work is turning the wheel, And round the wheel doth turn. Time wheels, the world wheels, Time and space Embrace in the wheeling circle, And dance of the wheel. The only constant is constant change: The nature of a wheel is to turn. Witches' work is turning the wheel: To divine the course of change And to aid it. To add her will To the will of the wheel: For the witch is the agent of change. And witches' work is turning the wheel, And round the wheel doth turn.

If I
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

Yea!!!!
i do love writing blogs, i can put my frustration out there and have other people see the shit i deal with! gives me a place to write my dirty stories and poems...i love expressing myself..u might learn alot about me if u decide to read what i write....im in the process of takin some new pics..sorry no more naked ones...i have to give my man some respect..so anyways, love to you all!!!

3 And 5 Alone
I lay here wondering why my father is yelling at brother He is good to his father and mother My mother comes in stumbling from the door Mama had to much to drink once more Father falls down drunk as a skunk Brother crying like it is his last one I see my mother stumble to my brother She swings and hits Falls down and lays an arm around my head I was only 3 that day Jesus took me away But because responsiblity went out the door I lay on the floor The only one standing now is my 5 year old brother With a gun in hand Mommy and daddy thought we went to bed Instead we played cops and robbers I was a robber and guess who won Well the only one who realized what he had done Lost his life that day because of a gun

I Got What Cha Want
see u standin by my window, Watchin me take off my clothes, Slowly change into my nightgown, Is this what u lookin for, Someone who can turn u on, Make u scream and beg for more, I'm feelin sexy all over baby, So come and give it to me daddy, I look into your eyes, And all i see, is this wonderful guy, U won't regret a minute, But let me say u're what i'm lookin for, U're the toffee that taste's so sweet, Not too hard, but just right for me, I know u want me daddy, So come next to me and do what u want, U got all night to love me, So watch me touch my body, I'm feelin hot and naughty, But sexy is my name, And i'm not ashamed to play alone, Would u prefer, To watch me slowly touch myself, Back and forth, u take my hands, And tie them slowly in the back of my bed, Hard or rough, any way u please, Only slow though, I'm bendin back my knees, So come explore my world, And let this girl do all the pleasin for ya.

Good Friends And Good Times
dedicated to nissan sentras, BP gas stations, and the old woman who never carded us till they made the under 25 law. and becky keep it up dont start again Tobacco is great a wonderful product, and a big unhealthy part of my life. i have quit smoking aproxximatly 30 times or so in the last year. remember when it was cool to smoke and chew tobacco. going to the gas staion with 4 friends and 3 dollars between you. to get a pack of ciggarettes and $1.53 worth of gas? those were the days no tax on smokes no lawsuits had jacked the prices to an astronomical rate. Dont get me wrong there are smokes at the PX that are 1.75 a pack they are great but this was for the name brands that are $4 to alomost $6 back home at some places. one particular day sticks out in my mind i have no idea why i remember this 25 minute snippet of an uneventful day from so many years ago, is it just one of those lame memories i keep in my head like a usless trivia question? Or was it a life changing e

07jun06
Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I realized it's much better to be apart and wish we were together than to be together and wish you were apart. I realized we conserve only what we love. We love only what we understand. We understand only what we were taught. I realized that of all the places in the world I enjoy - I enjoy being in your arms most. I realized I'd rather be kissing you instead of missing you. The more I know you, I realize what a complex person you are. Private thoughts - hidden dreams - Know that I will always care and search out who you are for I truly love what I have found. I realize all of this brings together a rare delight, being together, richer rapport, deeper laughter, truer understanding, and growning compatible. Today I realized - I walked away - it was all just a dream. Sharyn~ 07Jun06

Alright Ya'll
Lol,I'm a sucker for writing daily in blogs and crap but oh well,I'll attempt to keep this one up. Eh,I know ya'll really don't wanna hear about my boring life, so let's make an exception! This is the only place where I can gossip? Lol, j/k! Well,I'm off to bed! Night everyone! We'll BLOGGGGGG tomorrow!

Happy
so happy we've got blogs... how come no one had told me about them before what's up w/ not lettin a g'rrl 'n on da loop. but n'ne way you no i'll b writin on dis a lot always. first thing's first... don't ever buy jewelry off of ebay ... it's never what it seems and always overpriced. here's what i bought i ring claiming to be diamond, white gold and cat's eye opal.(i'm thinking no way it's too good to be true) got the ring and it's dimond alright... a bunch of small dimond shapes are along the side of the ring.(lol) the opal is there but i don't know if the gold is real or plated. i matched the markings on the ring which claim that it's 10 or something like that kt gold with markings on my earrings and other jewelry i have that is real gold.(i bought my other jewlery from local jewlers and have papers and warranties to prove they're real.) it looks like someone wrote that the jewelry was gold on the ring. on my other jewelry it looks like the kt and number were typed. i don'

~love, Destiny, And Fate~
Love, Destiny, and Fate Love, Destiny, and Fate, How can I tell you what I really need to say, When you are so close but yet so far away. Life is a meaning of which no one is sure, Love must be hiding what we were looking for. Earth is the beginning of all that is pure, You are the heart of which I yearn for more. You're the sun in my sky, The wind that takes me where I want to go, The sweet incense that makes me feel so high That loving you seems all I need to know. When you're away I miss you so My heart is full of sand. Yet when you're here my stupid fear Won't let me touch your hand. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I'm so wrapped up in you. My thoughts drift up, away from words, And fade into the blue. I know this crush is not your fault; The dinosaur is mine. Yet if you could, please rescue me, And put your arms around me, and hold me, and say you love me I want to make your heart beat just for me. I want a true love in my lonely life. S

~i'm Going Crazy~
"I'm Going Crazy" Ever since the day you went away And left me sad and cold My life just hasn't been the same Oh baby I feel so all alone Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you I would sacrifice all I have and am No man would ever make me feel so right The feelin that I feel within - only you can It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night But I'd rather have you here with me Right next to me, laying beside me I miss you - please hold me tight I feel so weak - I need your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I've gotta let you know that we are destiny I'd cross the Ocean for you - I'd do anything That's right baby I'm goin' crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, we can make it Take this ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby I'll tell you what I feel From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real My heart seems to skip a beat every time we sp

Hello Hello Hello!!!!
Okies well I've been sitting here working on my computer and I have been reading all my friends blogs!, and I have to say this Sweet Cherry Pie you need to start a book there girl with all the poems you have!. Now Sissy you need to get your Canadian Getto Booty off the phone and come and talk to me! Baby I hope everything went ok for ya, and that your feeling better... Love you and miss you lots of *Hugs and Kisses* Now for the rest of my friends Come Out Of Hiding And Talk!!! hehehehe

I Know
I know he’s an angel looking down on me I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was the best dad there ever was I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was all there was to be which is why I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was everything to me I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was anything I wanted him to be I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad the best thing that ever happen to me I know he’s a angel looking down on me My dad was all that he could be I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad he was no dreamer he made me a strong believer I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was the best dad anyone can ever have I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad always made me proud I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad always made me smile I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad never made me wonder why I know he’s an angel looking down

~things~
"Things" There are many things in life that will catch your eye, Only a few can catch your heart; But once in every lifetime, someone comes along, Who will touch your heart and speak to your soul. They touch you so completely, that in one brief moment you realize, Everything you ever hoped and dreamed of, Is right there in front of you...no disguise. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to

Spank Day Ass
"I’ve been really bad, Beckett," Evie murmured huskily. She was enticing him as she arched her back pressing upward on her elbows to clench and firm her round buttocks as she lifted her calves pointing her toes. She was posing for him. Smack! "Uooo!" Evie was surprised by his sudden move and she jerked her flinching rump away, lifting upward to brace herself on her hands with her arms locked. That left him a perfect target as he slapped his big hand across the plump curves of her butt. Smack! Smack! "Oo more, Beckett," Evie squealed as Beckett reached upward and clasped his free hand around of one of Evie’s firm melon sized breasts. Smack-Smack-Smack! "Ow—ooo!" Beckett caught Evie’s distended nipple between his forefinger and thumb and plucked at it. Smack! Smack! Smack! "Ow—god! Oho mm!" Evie thrust her breasts forward as her ass turned pink and both cheeks squirmed beneath his slapping hand. He squeezed her fat nipple harder between his fingers—pulling

~feeling Of Love~
"Feeling of Love…" It’s the way their tears make you want to change the world so it doesn't hurt him anymore...yet regardless you wish he would know that you would die without him. Because once in your life, whatever he was to the world he became everything to you. When you look in his eyes, traveling to the depths of his soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of his very heart. You love him for a million reasons. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling only felt, this is the feeling of love.

A Perfect Valentine's Day
A PERFECT VALENTINE'S DAY A box of candy and a dozen roses all in red, A cute teddy bear perched on the bed. A beautiful card filled with words of love, Signed and sealed with love by the man I dream of. A candlelight dinner prepared for two, Dancing so slowly being held close to you. Enveloped in romance as soft music plays, I just wish every day could be Valentine's Day! WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER FEBRUARY 14, 1993 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

When Iam With You
When I am with you I feel your love so strong When I am with you I don’t feel sad and blue When I am with you I don’t have to tie my shoe When I am with you I feel the sky is blue When I am with you I don’t know what else to do When I am with you I feel like loving you When I am with you There’re nothing else I’d rather do When I am with you I really have no clue As to what to do When I am with you It’s just a faze I am going through When I am with you By: Blossom _ROse

~have You Ever~
"Have You Ever" Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love him or her. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too ha

Life
I have really been enjoying my time here on LC. Today I had a rather bad experience. Since I have started here I have read bulletins stating that nudity shots were not permitted. That as long as there was some clothing...at least around the general area that it was okay. Today I look up to the people online and see an upfront open view pussy shot. It really irritated me that women have to think that that is the only way they can get attention. It also irritated me that she felt the need to have everyone look....even those that wouldn't look to begin with. I am here for the friends and the company of people to talk to. I would rather not look at the T & A. I think people should have a choice. Put it in a folder...mark it private or with a label for people to know what it is. That way they have a choice to open it or not. To have it as a primary pic...that is ridiculous. Okay...so much for ranting...Just needed to get my point across.....

A Walk In The Country
A WALK IN THE COUNTRY Our names waited in the shadows For each other to put on the tree together... With hearts and arrows. We walked alone and then together, Like two lonely stars in the night, Your voice made sad and gentle music Against my own And it left a light shine On my heart forever. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SEPTEMBER 17, 1982 COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Author Unknown
"I Died For Love" I sit in the park where I dwell, For this boy I love so well, He took my heart away from me, Now he wants to set me free. I see a girl on his lap, I ran home to cry on my bed, He doesn't want me anymore, Not a word to mother was said. Father came home late that night, He looked at me from left to right. He saw me hanging from a rope, He took his knife to cut me down. And on my dress a note was found: Dig my grave, Dig it deep. Dig my grave, From head to feet. And on the top put a dove. And remember this, I died for love...

Broken Promises
Broken Promises and Sad Goodbyes The promises you made to me still remain, I stare past my window to the falling rain. You held my hand and said that you were here to stay, Why did you have to go away? You left me here all alone, nothing will ever be fine, The sun in my life will never shine. Just like some piece of trash, you dumped me to the side, You forgot me, just like that, Was there something to hide? All those years I believed all your lies, Now Im filled with regretful sighs. I trusted you with my whole heart, But when you left me, you tore me apart. When we met I was just an innocent soul, You were so sweet and kind, how was I supposed to know? You made me believe that you loved me, But after that you made me see, How love can truly be. I still remember the day you walked out the door, I swear you made me feel like I was something more. The lies, and broken promises fill my head, I try to erase the memories of the things you said. Tears trickle

Author Unknown
Girl/Boy Girl: Do I ever cross your mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Poem
A Girlfriend of a Cop Every night as I lay in bed, I pray for you and tears are shed. I think about how proud I am, to be in a relationship with this special man. As you guard the streets in the bright moonlight, I hope and wonder if you'll come home tonight. I am your girlfriend but I won't get the call, if something has happened to you or if you're hurt at all. I wait for the day that I wear the ring, and find out the happiness being your wife would bring. I am sure it would be hard wondering and worrying all the time, but every bit of it would be worth it if someday you were all mine. I can accept your dangerous job and put our love to the test, because of all the men out there, I know you are the very best. As an officer and a boyfriend, you're handsome, smart, and clever, That's why I will always love you, now and forever.

15apr06
"Bunnies" Bunnies are brown, Bunnies are white, Bunnies are always An Easter delight. Bunnies have ears All pinkish inside, Bunnies all like To run and hide. Bunnies are cuddly - whether large and small, I like the white ones Best Of All. Happy Easter to you and yours Love, Saxxy

Alone Again
ALONE AGAIN When you've loved someone But now he's gone; You feel regrets But the damage has been done. When you hear the grandfather clock, And the only voice becomes your own, When solitaire becomes your friend, Then you know you are alone again. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Daddy's Poem
Dad's Poem (If this doesn't get to you, nothing will) This is quite possibly the best poem I have ever read. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats

Tif
Beautiful and blonde her heart has scars Many that people would never see from afar She loves her son with all her heart There is just a missing part A twin that jesus took so innocently Telling mom dont worry she is with me You take care of the young man you have The little girl is waiting for you in the heavenly land Mom and dad say hi Wondering how you are doing and worry about you all the time I tell them dont worry she will be fine A beautiful home with hope in her beautiful eyes Her passion is country but florida is her drive She is searching for that one true love She just doesnt realize he looks at her everyday He is only 3 He walks and talks and loves his mommy Soulmates come in all sizes and colors Hers just so happens to be a 3 year old who loves his mother He understands she can be busy That is what makes a moment a moment when he is with she So when you see your beautiful son Be reminded Tif he was one half a heavenly package from above Dont worry a

Before It's Too Late
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE If you have a tender message, Or a loving word to say, Don't wait until you forget it, But whisper it today. The tender words not spoken, The letter never sent, The long forgotten messages, The wealth of love unspent. For these words some hearts are breaking, For these words some loved ones are waiting; So show them that you love and care for them Before it's too late. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Best Friends #2
BEST FRIENDS #2 A friend is unique, we have so few, But I'll always be at your side, whatever you choose to do. I will encourage when no one else cares, And I will listen whenever you want to share. I'll support your choices and at times, try to be objective, To help you focus clearly & try to keep things in perspective. I will always forgive when others around us will not, For a fee, they'll befriend you- But my friendship can't be bought. As each day passes us by, I will enlighten your pace, With loyalty, honesty & love to keep a smile on your face. Yes, I am your best friend and I'll love you for life, I love you, you love me & together always we will be As husband and wife. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER APRIL 17, 1995 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 14, 2002

Best Friends
BEST FRIENDS I never meant to fall in love with you, It just happened quite by chance. I only wanted to be your friend, Not to share a new romance. But something happened quite suddenly, Before even my heart could know, I came to know a side of you That caused my love to grow. The tender way you touch me, I pray will never end; A miracle of circumstances, My lover, my best friend. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER AUGUST 12, 1990 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

Blessings
BLESSINGS If we'd only count our blessings, All the treasures we possess, Instead of just complaining Of our troubles and distress; We could find that good out-measures All the bad that comes our way, We'd find our days of sunshine Would outnumber those of gray. If we'd count the ones who love us, Count our friends and joys we share; See the blooms along life's pathway Overlook the brambles there. We'd rejoice instead of whining, Have more hope...our race to run. If we'd only count our blessings And give thanks to everyone. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002 THIS ONE WAS PUBLISHED IN A BOOK IN 2004. I WON EDITOR'S FIRST PLACE AWARD ON IT.

Blue
BLUE BLUE - The tinted shade of tears, The sky and subtle shade of ocean depths That make a man ask why. BLUE - The morning's afterglow, The sun on the rise, Graying illusions of the hopeless sound of cries. BLUE - Dark velvet pierced with the stars Lining constellations, Reflecting back on a spinning orb; One world, instead of nations. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Blue #2
BLUE Dim blue hills in the distance lie, White clouds drift in the clear, blue sky, Bluebells bloom where the blue bird sings, And flies away on swift blue wings. A blue stream winds where violets grow, And blue flags nod in a blue-gold row, But bluest of all in this land of blue, Lies a little blue lake of deepest hue. As though from out of its blue depths clear, The blue sky had dropped a great big blue tear. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER OCTOBER 1982 COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Rant #2: Nipslips
You ever go to those sites that have celeb nipslips? Well, I went to one of them last night and they were like "OMFG!!!! Trish Stratus NIPSLIPS HERE!!!" and shit. So, I clicked on it and what did I find? Sure, I found a nipslip. A whole 1/39375473658326258365926587th of the nipple was showing. Now, don't you find this pointless? I mean, some fucktard desided to make a site showing that little of a nipple. I find this a fucking waste of bandwidth and cyberspace. Fuck, why don't those fuckers make a site on clevage? I mean, it's just as arousing and meaningful. Fuck, you bastards even make nipslip paysites. Are you that fucking easy to turn on? What in God's name is wrong with you people? Here's a message to you cock suckers: Just because you are just as easy to turn on as a lightswitch, doesn't mean the world is. I mean, you cock suckers sit there, dysecting a television show then look for little itty bitty pieces of half-assed nudity. What the fuck do you think we are? You honest

Bonds Of Love
BONDS OF LOVE A SPECIAL WORLD FOR YOU AND ME A SPECIAL BOND ONE CANNOT SEE. IT WRAPS US UP IN ITS COCOON AND HOLDS US FIERCELY IN ITS WOMB. ITS FINGERS SPREAD LIKE FINE SPUN GOLD GENTLY NESTLING US TO THE FOLD. LIKE SILKEN THREAD IT HOLDS US FAST, BONDS LIKE THIS ARE MEANT TO LAST. AND THOUGH AT TIMES A THREAD MAY BREAK, A NEW ONE FORMS IN ITS WAKE; TO BIND US CLOSER AND KEEP US STRONG, IN A SPECIAL WORLD, WHERE WE BELONG. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SAT. MAY 28, 2005 COPYRIGHTED: MAY 29, 2005

Building A Dream House
BUILDING A DREAM HOUSE Start with commitment And go from there. Build a frame out of caring- Oh, what good times we'll share. Add a coat of affection, To make our lives bright; Hammer in some respect and Build it right. Paper it with honesty To keep our path straight, Insulate with kindness- Our joy will be great. Next, we'll heat it with passion To make our nights warm, Seal it with trust To shield us from harm. When it's all built, We'll begin with the inside; We'll furnish it with love And "in love" we'll abide. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER DECEMBER 1993 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 14, 2002

Thoughts From Me!
OK SO I HAVE BEEN ON LOST CHERRY ABOUT SAY A MONTH AND IT HAS BEEN REALLY AWSOME TO MEET SO MANY REALLY NICE PEOPLE..PEOPLE I CAN CALL FRIENDS...THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW THAT I HAVE HAD TO BLOCK FROM MY SPOT BUT THOSE R THE ONES WHO MISS OUT BY ACTING THE WAY THEY DO LIKE THEY AINT GOT ANY RESPECT....BUT ALL THE PEOPLE HERE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE ON MY LIST I CONSIDER YOU ALL FRIENDS OR ELSE U WOULDNT BE THERE SO TAKE A MOMENT HOLLA ATA GIRL IM MORE THAN I SEEM ON TEH OUTSIDE I GOT A WELL OF SURPRISES IN STORE FOR YALL!

Insanity
o.k. this is my first blog on this site and...this is insanity.Theres some really cool people out there and some sexier than hell guys I wouldnt mind getting my hands on,but most of the guys live too far away.MY life story..trying to find a good-looking man that will accept me as I am ,faults and all.Someone who likes to snuggle and make me feel special and really mean it.I got my haircut today and I hope it still makes guys think I'm sexy...we'll soon find out wont we?

For You
FOR YOU For you, I tried to better myself, For you, I tried to change, For you, I turned myself into someone new and strange. I never thought someone like you Could ever love a girl like me, So I changed myself into someone I thought you would want me to be. I realize now it was crazy To put on an act that way, But now, you see, it's much too late, For you have run away. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER AUGUST 8, 1994 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

I Keep It To Myself
I KEEP IT TO MYSELF YOU ARE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN MY SKY. THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. I FEEL SO SPECIAL WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME I FEEL SO LOVED WITH YOUR ARMS AROUND ME. THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WE ARE SO GOOD TOGETHER, WE ARE SO WRONG WHEN WE ARE APART. THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WHO WAS THE WOMAN THAT BROKE YOUR HEART? WHO WAS THE ONE THAT HELPED PICK UP THE PIECES? THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WHAT CAN I DO TO SHOW YOU THAT I CARE? WHAT CAN I SAY SO THAT YOU KNOW I'M SINCERE? THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU, BUT KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WHEN DID I FIRST DISCOVER HOW WONDERFUL YOU ARE? WHEN DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU? THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SAT. MAY 28, 2005 COP

Kiss Of An Angel
An angel kissed my tears away Today when I was sad, I wasn't feeling quite myself, My day had been so bad. I felt a warmth brush by me That quickly dried my tears - A gentle, kind, and loving touch That seemed to hold me near. The warmth and kindness filled my heart and the day seemed brighter, too... I guess that's just the way you feel when an Angel comforts you!

Rant #3: Women And The Decisions Us Men Have...
What would you rather do? Go out with a hot woman who treats you like shit or an ugly chick who's nice? God, where to begin. There's good things and bad things about both sides. But honestly, what would you rather do? On one hand, you got a totally hot banging chick who's stuck up and complete total bitch, which on top of that won't put out because she believes that no one's good enough for them. On the other hand, a nasty looking chick who looks like a horse's rectum who treats you good and wants to put out? Either way your not getting laid. The hot bitch won't put out and you aren't good enough for her. Simple. However, the ugly bitch wants to have sex with you but the thought of her naked is enough to make you want to felch* a jewish person's horse on passover. Another thing I hate is ugly women thinking there hot and hot women thinking there ugly. Look at the nasty bohemoth's on Rikki Lake, or the busted chicks on Jenny Jones, saying that they can get any man they want. Su

911
No one could believe that the towers were crumbling. We all stood and watch threw the thunderous rumbling. People screamed as their hearts were torn apart, by the lose of loved ones who will always be in our hearts. We watched and prayed as the day turned into night. We looked for some comfort in the bright shining lights. Did we understand that we would never be the same, When our freedom is all they wanted and came to claim. Our lives are once again, back the way they were. I cannot remember or maybe it's just a blur. What my life was like before we were hit, But I know now, that this is just it I will live my life loving everyone in my path. I cannot become one who shelters only wrath. My life is too precious and our lives are too short. We will all stand forever with this kind of support. Look to your left and then to your right. Will you let that person help you in this fight? This is one that I know, I promise we will win. We stand united forever and our streng

The Lovers Of The Heart
In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss. Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss 1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you 2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends 3. Kiss on the neck = I want you 4. Kiss on the lips = I love you 5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing 6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away 7. Look in your eyes = kiss me 8. Playing with ! your hair = I can't live without you 9.Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go Article 2: The Three Steps 1. Girls: If any guys get fresh with you, slap him. 2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good. 3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare. Article 3: The Commandments 1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard. 2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one. 3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: 1. They

When The Hell Did This Happen?
I came home and noticed I had blog alerts on here. I thought I hit my head hard or something. Or Tom from Myspace held the LC people hostage and demanded blogs. either way cool stuff and you people are gonna be reading alot of my ramblings so be warned ;)

Steelers Vprayer
Our Father, Who art in Pittsburgh Football be thy game. The Kingdom come, 4 Super Bowls won, On earth as it is in Heinz Field. Give us this day a playoff victory, And forgive us our penalties, As we defeat those who play against us. But lead us into a victory, And deliver us to Detroit. Amen.

gradually life can turn it'self around , but u have to be heading in that right direction....sure u might step on, over, and through people but that builds who u are, it defines what u are inside and what the world see's u as....Don't be fake act the the way u wanna,stop trying to impress everyone and impress yourself cause the person u fool is yourself......so far what i have observed of life is, it's like a time glass every pebble of sand that drops is a new story a new memory..sure u forget some and ya u would like to erase some but those others are meaningfull timeless pieces of art sketched within ourselves to remind us of who we are and what we stand for.... some people are confused others believe they don't care and some just choose to rebell but when u lie your head down to sleep u sometimes remember all those great times as if they were right there happeneing in front of u. So remember who u are , remember what u believe and never let another person bring you down

Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.

sadistic thoughts grace the precious mind, grinding the surface with suffocating touch.Forced to insanity, the numbing fades with a few little pills. Blood filled dreams fill the head like a haze, piss staind sheets prove thier madness. Lying there strapped nowhere to go, the four walls around u call out your name, u got nowhere to go, no where to hide, left to wallow in what u have become. Fingers bleed from the night before, the wrists have began to heal from the times before, playing life as if it were the end and now u sit there lying strapped to the bed insane the voices are calling u insane your weekness they feed upon you left yourself open and the demons came in your disrespect, your hate, your anger, problems u found that could be ignored '' Not done and not sure if i will finish '' Shaun Aj McLean

Can I Trust You With My Heart
She wrote, "I feel just like that painting collecting dust on the wall And every day you walk right by me and don't know I'm there at all And I can't think of one single reason why I should be hanging around" She signed it, "I hope that you'll miss me", and she drove herself out of town Maybe he'll notice her now, maybe he'll open his eyes Sometimes it takes somebody leaving for a man to realize Maybe he'll tell her she's the only thing that he can't live without Now that she's gone maybe he'll notice her now When he came home late that evening, he called her name down the hall He saw the outline of the painting that used to hang there on the wall And in its place on the nail was a letter, he read it out loud to himself And the loneliness began to take over and for once he knew just how she felt Maybe he'll notice her now, maybe he'll open his eyes Sometimes it takes somebody leaving for a man to realize Maybe he'll tell her she's the only thing that he can't live w

Writing And Poetry
You killed my mind and ravaged my soul Never thought twice of what you stole How could you take what was not yours And leave me with no open doors Laying awake tortured at night A restlessness I can not fight My life is now a tragic mess Because I said no and you heard yes

misdirected,contradicted,put away with shame prideless hopes,selfish games, a lackluster cluster fuck. excellence gained with sorrow failure seems to be the key grindfucked into misery sieze the fucking day don't grab me with your patience a useless ploy don't flash me with your time a selfless toy your words are but meaningless a tantric verbal fuck u might say cause tomorrow is forever and forever is gone rape from me what you havent already pleasure me with your mindless games laugh at me with your selfish pity forever today and today is forever forever is the end Shaun AJ McLean

A Muggy Night
IT WAS AN MUGGY RAINY NIGHT CAROL WAS RESTLESS AND LONELY. SHE WAS RESTLESS AND BORED. AS SHE SAT THERE HOME ALONE SHE CAUGHT HERSELF THINKING OF HIM. OMG HE WAS SOMETHING SHE HAD NEVER MET NE ONE LIKE HIM HE WAS ONE OF THOSE GUYS SHE COULD EASILY GROW TO CARE LOTS BOUT. SHE DECIDED SHE NEED TO SEE HIM SO SHE GOT IN HER CAR AND LEFT SHE KNEW THAT HE WAS AT HIS FAVORITE SPOT TONIGHT HE HAD ASKED HER OUT BUT SHE AT THE TIME WAS TO TIRED BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN CAUGHT A SECOND WIND THINKING OF HIM. SHE ARRIVED AT THE BAR WHERE SHE KNEW HE WAS. SHE GLANCED IN THE MIRROR FIXING HER HAIR AND MAKEUP. THINKING TO HERSELF TONIGHT SHE WAS GOING TO SHOW HIM HOW SHE FELT!SHE STEPPED OUT OF HER CAR WHIT ONE THING ON HER MIND! BY THE END OF TONIGHT SHE WAS GOING TO LIVE OUT ONE OF HER MANY FANTASYS! SHE WALKED UP TO THE DOOR OF THE BAR AND AS SHE DID SHE TOOK A BIG LOOK AT HERSELF IN THE GLASS DOOR AND THINKING FOR AN BBW SHE WAS PRETTY HOT! SHE WAS DRESSED IN AN SHORT BLACK SKIRT AN WHITE BLOUSE

Sooooo...
...im doing this just to say i did it. usually dont have much to say about much of things but u will never know i may come up with something stupid to say one day...look forward to that day..coming soon to a PC near you

Writing And Poetry
Lonely, No connection, Shattered soul, Hopeless No one will ever know or Feel the unending pain tormenting me No one will ever understand me. I live in wretched darkness The days get darker The hours grow longer I believe it is time to accept my fate And learn how to live In the darkness forever.

Believe Me, If I Started Murdering People… There'd Be None Of You Left
That quote is by Charles Manson, what a genius.. Anyhow, I heard this crazy story about today. It just so happens to be my brother's birthday today. His wife sent him on a treasure hunt all through town today. Frankly, it was adorable. Well anyhow, at the end of the day she was gonna take him to get a tatoo my pops had. We only had a small picture of it and every artist said they couldn't do it. They decided to stop by where my bro got his first tattoo and the artist offered to take a look at it. He had just bought the SAME EXACT stencle from a guy in Cali, which is creepy because my pops got his tattoo down in Cali. WOW.. it still shocks me.. gives me chills thinking about it!!

I Don't Care
Older one but still stands "WHAT'S ALL THE FUSS? " "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia. I'll care whe

Ok my first blog here on LC. Need to rant a bit, also any advice would be appreciated. I am here like most of you to have fun, and meet some online friends. I have a few on here(lol) I try to comment on pics/pages as much as I can, and I get my share of comments which are all appreciated. Thanks to those who comment and rate my pics. Now to my frustration, I see comments from the ladies saying I am handsome, sexy, (again I appreciate the comments ladies Thank you very much keep the compliments coming) So why is it so hard to cross over from online to real life meeting(providing of coure you are in close proximity to whoever it is you might want to meet)? I am told I am a goodlooking man, so why do people seem so unwilling to meet in real life?? NOw if anyone reads this, I know I will get differering comments, response to this. So post away, or message me if you have more to say than a comment

I'm Here And I Wont Dissapear
hi ya peeps... hope everything is going well around there. i'm just busy studying, you know, next monday i have my last final exam to graduate... my thesis project is almost done, but teacher asked me to fix things (ya, he was in a very bad mood last friday) no, i'm not going to classes, i finished them last december, but i still had 3 subjects to do final exam still... plus i'm working.. ahh yes, i love that job, but i'll be at home begining tomorrow, i asked for "free days to study" (yep, it's their obligation to give them here), and i'll be back to my job next tuesday :) till then people, i'll try to write blog so you know what's happening around here, and why i'm almost "lost"! *** hugs & kisses *** Maria

Finding Peace
Finding peace Sleeping anger,monsters come nightmares fill my mind haunting, terror feeling numb so unpleasent so unkind sliding grabing feeling weak falling down so fast trying to stay humble and meek to release my horrible past being at the lowest of lows at the bottem of the well I sit my fingernails, having dirt...just how it goes starting to climb again...never will I quit! Elizabeth Fletcher 8-14-06

To All My True Peeps!
I just want to show some luv to all my true peeps who've shown me much luv since i've been here, you know who you are! now i know peeps have other peeps that they are more cool with thats all good! i respect that iknow its hard to keep up with all of our peeps! shoutouts to my gurlllll fiona, and her sis jane, white diamondz, keli, kay, jewelz, miz dee, cali angel(who've been my friend way even before i came here at lc from myspace shes been a real true friend, thanks for listening to me your definately an angel lol!) and last my friend jo jo who but me down with this site, much luvvvv,sorry again!, and to the others much luv, hopefully you'll hit me up sometime, holla! Much Luv, Yah!

Hmm, My First Blog Ever
Ok, I have never done a blog before. This can be fun. I am kinda drunk right now. lol. Had to bowl, we won. woohoo. umm, I had a bad day other than that though so if you think you can cheer me up. Id love to hear from you!

Happy
Hey everyone just wanted everyone to know that I am really happy right now in my life and no one is going to mess it up for me.I have met a nice guy that can make me laugh alot even though I havent laughed this much since a few years ago. This guy can make a sad day go into a good day just like that. He can also make me laugh even when I am depressed.He is a really nice guy and im glad that I am with this guy cause I dont know what I would do if I would have never meet him. Well im going to stop talking now and let you all go. Well talk to ya all later and take care. I hope the person that reads this I hope he knows who it is that I am talking about. Feel free to leave a message.Peace out everyone.

Troubles Within
as it rumbles inside as it hurts the lining of your stomach, u can feel the burn, feel the sweat drip from your forhead, u try to move but it in ables u, u move your eyes and it hurts, cry out loud see what it does, cry within and it will only hurt more. the sickness has devoured your soul, grabbed your well being and terminated it from within fully u have began to understand what u have done, just close your eyes and let the blackness take u

Lts Dance
*twirls* i love dance!!!!!! who wants to dance with me? alalalalalalal i am in the best of moods... i am in a grand mood.. my friends are awsome.. and need to spend more time talking to me then doing school work.. lol anywys i am bored so i thought i would write this

A Dream Of Forbidden Desire
A DREAM OF FORBIDDEN DESIRE I knocked on his door and he let me in. My lover so beautiful, I just looked at him and smiled. He kissed me so gently on my lips that my body quietly quivered. He took me by the hand and led me into the living room. He sat me down, sat next to me, and handed me a glass of wine. We talked for a while about our days events. His hand rested on my thigh while he looked into my eyes and talked. I could see something behind those eyes, want, desire, and lust. He leaned in to kiss me, soft at first, then hungrily. His fingers dug into my thigh and slowly made their way up to my pussy. His hand is resting on the outside of my pants, gently applying pressure. I moan, my kisses get deeper and deeper. He reaches inside of my pants, spreads my lips open and finds my clit. He begins to massage it, I close my eyes and moan. He stops and grabs my hand and he leads me to the bedroom. My sweet lover kisses me softly as he grabs the bottom of my shirt and

Dream Lover, Part Iii
DREAM LOVER Part III I fell asleep at a quarter to three, sleeping a deep slumber, void of dreams. Some how in that early morning time, I was awoken from that sleep, startled but not scared. Whose hands are gently caressing my back? Whose pulsating manhood is pressing into my bum? Should I look back and see who it is? Is this real or is this all a dream? I could feel the soft touch of the fingers as they gently dug into my skin, and left their imprints in my flesh; I let out a low moan. I felt this lover spread my bum cheeks and place his bulge in the crevice. I moaned again this time a little louder, pushing myself into him. I want to know who this is, do I dare look? He was slowly gyrating his swollenness all around me, his hand came up and grabbed my hair and pulled it gently. His other hand reached down and began to massage my flower. Still teasing my bumm, he bent down and wrapped his arms around my stomach and began kissing my neck. Who is he? He began to massag

Exits
"Even death will have exits like a dark theater"--Charles Bukowski You didn't die...you couldn't have you were always playing your sax high on speed You could sleep anywhere even on concrete and rest well You knew all the bus routes from LA to TJ You didn't die cause we need you to say "give me a minute I'm just a little tired of fighting" You never died before when you hit that garage one drunk night You didn't die when she left you Dying was never part of your gig You could fall down stairs and get up laughing I can still see you walking in the rain with a broken umbrella and laughing about it You couldn't die because you have already been to hell and back a million times and enjoyed the trip I know you're just resting somewhere in a roadside motel drinking JD waiting for the sun to come up and a bus to pass in the right direction like we did so many times before Than you'll come back to us To those who need you August 1987

You Decide
GOOD GIRLS VS. BAD GIRLS Good girls blush during love scenes in a movie, Bad girls know they can do it better. Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot, Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons. Good girls only own one credit card, Bad girls only own one bra and rarely use it. Good girls pack a toothbrush, Bad girls pack a box of condoms. Good girls prefer the missionary position, Bad girls do too, but only for starters. Good girls say "No", Bad girls say "When?" Good girls think they are not fully dressed without a strand of pearls, Bad girls think they are fully dressed with just a strand of pearls. Good girls wax their floors, Bad girls wax more than just their bikini line. Good girls wear high heels to work, Bad girls wear high heels to bed. It feels so good to be so bad...........

Loss Of Innocence
On that day we met so long ago We were so young and innocent The feelings we shared fueled our dreams for a future we both yearned for Only to discover it was never meant to be we both made commitments to others that we both must honor Why now our paths have crossed again we will never know What once was pure and free of guilt can not be allowed to evolve into the dream we once shared The innocent yet shameful pleasure that our conversations bring must never be known If the truth ever came out so many lives would be affected Yet we can't seem to stop The stolen moments treasured will last us a lifetime Because we know this truly must end As hard as it may be to say good bye We once again must go our separate ways carrying with us the memory Of an innocence lost February 2006

Late Night Thoughts
Its late at night, i had such a long day but its ok. Almost bedtime. Thinking bout the job that i have, the job that I may be getting in a week, my family, my friends.....just a lil of everything. Hope all my friends on here are doing well. Hit me up with some comments and I'll be sure to write back. Here's a lil snipit of poetry/lyrics or whatever u want to call it: "I'm down, you always bring me down. Never around, just another let down. My silent screams unheard, a distant shadow of my old self. Who I am is just another memory of who I wish I could be again. You remember how it used to be....can you take away my anxiety...." ~Ebby Can forget thinking of Big Dick Daddy LMAO muahz

I’ve always been there for you Never letting our friendship weaver Putting my own pain aside for our friendship Letting u dig that knife in just a little deeper With each passing word spoken Leaving distaste in my mouth I trusted u not only with our friendship But with the most important person in my life The anger I feel is not just directed at you But at my self for not knowing better The sleepless nights the fuking stress That eats at me i`m sure has no affect on you You only thinking of your self While the world moves on with out you You’re just too blind to see it You don’t know how lucky you were To have someone back your sorry ass up Defend u in the name of friendship You don’t understand what real friends are Letting you back into my life was one of the hardest things I have ever done Knowing now that it was always about you and your needs Your selfish nature will get you nothing in the end

Funny Short Stories
Two couples were playing poker one evening. Jim accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed Bob's wife Sue wasn't wearing any underwear under her dress! Shocked by this, Jim, upon trying to sit back up again, hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, Jim went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bob's wife followed and asked, "Did you see anything that you like under there?" Surprised by her boldness, Jim courageously admitted that, well indeed he did. She said, " Well, you can have it, but it will cost you $500." After taking a minute or two to assess the financial and moral costs of this offer, Jim confirms that he is interested. She tells him that since her husband Bob works Friday afternoons and Jim doesn't, Jim should be at her house around 2 p.m. Friday afternoon. When Friday rolled around, Jim showed up at Bob's house at 2 p.m. sharp and after paying Sue the agreed sum of $500 they went

Come And Help Us Older Women Of Lc
I have entered into the Older Women of LC on Ravyn Wolffs profile. The link to go in and Vote is: Ravyn Wolff@ LostCherry Come and support the Older Women.....We appreciate all the votes

Suspenders
One day, in a small town in the middle of no-where, a redneck wearing nothing but jeans and suspenders was pumping gas into his pinto at the local gas station. To his surprise, a rich man in a Ferrari pulled up next to him to pump gas into his $600,000 car. As the rich man was pumping gas he looked over at the bewildered redneck. Noticing the admiration on his face the rich man asked, in a cocky tone, "what, you wanna race farm boy?" Not one to back down to a challenge the redneck replied in a defiant tone "I sure do city boy!" Shortly after that, the two men had there cars lined up on a super long stretch of straight road. The two men were standing in between the two cars discussing how to insure a fair start. They finally concluded that the rich man would hold up 3 fingers and do a count down. When the last finger dropped they would go for it. So the rich man opened his door and stepped into his car, then the redneck walked around to the door of his car and climbed in. The r

Wow
wow lostcherry it ten times better than myspace, see i had myspace and my sisters bf decided that it would be funny to attempt to destroy me on myspace well after me having 7 of his accounts closed and contacting authorities im thinking he finally got the hint i wasnt backing down till he stopped threatening me and my family. Anyways, seems i find something new every night to do here at lostcherry and want to say thanks to all that gave me such a friendly welcome. Its hard to find decent ppl in this world but i do believe there are some here. Hope everyone has blessed dreams and answered prayers Hazel

Watch Me
Artist Lorrie Morgan Album Unknown Song Watch Me The more I needed, the less you gave I guess you thought that it worked that way And now that I'm leaving You're not believing A word I say (Chorus) If you think I won't go Watch me Oh, just watch me prove you wrong today You don't even know you've lost me You think I'll always stay Oh, just watch me walk away You keep telling me that it can't be done That the world is colder without someone Yeah, it might get lonely It might get crazy But this time baby, I'm as good as gone (Repeat chorus) You don't even know you've lost me You think I'll always stay Oh, just watch me walk away (Repeat chorus) Oh, just watch me walk away Oh, just watch me walk away

Will You Love Me Tomorrow?
Artist Lorrie Morgan Album Unknown Song Will You Love Me Tomorrow? Tonight you're mine, completely You give your soul so sweetly Tonight the light of love is in your eyes But will you love me tomorrow Is this a lasting treasure Or just a moment's pleasure Can I believe the magic in your sights And will you love me tomorrow Tonight with words unspoken You say that I'm the only one But will my heart be broken When the night meets the morning sun I'd like to know if your love Is a love I can be sure of So tell me now and I won't ask again Will you still love me tomorrow Will you st Will love me tomorrow Will you still love me tomorrow

Cold
Artist Crossfade Album Crossfade Song Cold Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold to you And I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold

Maybe Not Tonight
Artist Sammy Kershaw & Lorrie Morgan Album Unknown Song Maybe Not Tonight You don't touch me anymore You never say the words I love you You just sit behind your paper The silence cuts me like a razor I'm gonna leave you Maybe someday soon When I can give up this fight But maybe not tonight We don't talk much anymore Not the same way we used to Whenever I reach out to hold you You turn away What am I supposed to do I'm gonna say goodbye When the moment's right Like an eagle I will fly But maybe not tonight Can you just hold me In your arms so deep Wanna feel you breathin' on my skin We fell out of love We can fall back in You never look at me that way So many times I've longed to say You used to brush the hair back from my face Oh God, how I miss those days You used to make me feel like someone Tell me where did we go wrong You were my best friend, my one and only love You're still the only one Just as I'm leaving

Since You Been Gone,
Here's the thing We started out friends It was cool but it was all pretend Yeah yeah, since you been gone you dedicated,you took the time Wasn't long till I called you mine Yeah yeah, since you been gone And all you'd ever hear me say Is how I pictured me with you (you) That's all you'd ever hear me say [Chorus] But since you been gone I can breath for the first time I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah Thanks to you now I get what I want Since you been gone [Verse Two] How can I put it? You put me on I even fell for that stupid love song Yeah yeah, since you been gone How come I never hear you say I just wanna be with you (you) Guess you never felt that way [Chorus] But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah Thanks to you now I get I get what I want Since you been gone You had your chance but you blew it Out of sight, out of mind Shut your mouth I just can't take it Again and again and again and again [

Not Really Back Yet, But Since I Noticed
that this site now has blogs, I thought I'd cheer. Still gone for a week-and (until next Tuesday) though. (Might well, probably post a more substantial blog in the next few days; just that it's midnight now.) Eric

Holy Poopie We Have Bloggification
dear god, for the past like...few weeks. ok since I joined LC I was like this place would kick my ass if it had a blog feature. and now all of a sudden I come home from slave mart to find out ZOMG!!! blogging!!! just as a warning...this could be a very scary thing. some things...like myself...are scary. so tonights blog is going to be about my most favoritest creature in the entire universe...my oh so wonderful and totally hot wonderful sweet and goofy rat....krispy kritter. she's kritter for short, but darn it I love her. I love her with an insane passion. this rat kicks butt. I kid you not. anyways, she got a bath tonight which she hates, and she was mad at me, but I noticed that for some reason she has some sort of an injury...like a hole on her neck. She's acting fine, she's alert, she's insane (that's normal) she still comes to me when I call her...Im just really scared that something might happen to her. she's really my baby (even though I have 3 other rats, she w

New
Ok i really suck at this.These last couple weeks have been kinda sucky in some ways . My mom has been going threw test they found some kind of tumor behind her ear. So we have to wait and see that that is. Other than that life is good I really like it here on LC. I have met a lot of nice people. Ok this is it I have no idea what i am doing. lol Such a blonde. hee hee Stop by and say hi. :)

My Opinion
Love is a powerful thing, you dont know what you have till you have let it get away from you.Hold on to what you have that is dear to you , because you will realize that it will be all that will matter to you in the long run or when it is too late.Make sure you make the decisions in your life that you wont hurt you in the long run.Be true to yourself and others and you will have wonderful life with the one you love.

Another Useless Blog
Well since it's here I might as well use it....now I can say all the stuff I wasn't going to say anyway...but with style. Well that's enough for now, I know people aren't here to read anyway...lmaooooo

Older one but still stands "WHAT'S ALL THE FUSS? " "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia. I'll care whe

life's hard...life sucks....everyone has heard it, most everyone has said it...sometimes it goes further beyond that though and life ends up being a daily struggle to find an inch of sanity within yourself.....some days it appears easy, what an illusion, other days you feel yourself slipping further and further away from reality....you push away those that claim to care about you because it's just easier than trying to explain, you spend entirely too much time alone with your thoughts and feelings....you yearn for yesterday when you could apologize to those that have left your life by your own fault.....you don't beat yourself up over your mistakes anymore because you have done it so frequently and so harshly that nothing anyone said about it could come close to how you already feel.... some days you want that phone call or message out of the blue just saying enough time has gone by and they have moved past all the hurt and pain and forgive you and want to get back that one thing yo

What I Miss
I miss you---sooo much I miss lying there, in your arms, looking into your eyes, touching your face. I miss seeing that look on your face, when I touch you, like it is the first time you have ever been touched. I miss seeing the look on your face that just tells me I am beautiful, without you saying a word. I miss feeling your lips pressed to mine, as you kiss me with a fever that shows me how much you want me. I miss holding your hand, no matter where we go, no matter what we are doing. I miss the most natural feeling that I get when I am with you, that just feels like we have done this forever. I miss playing games with you, and laughing with you, and seeing your smile that lets me know you are so happy with me. I miss physically loving you, of course, feeling every inch of you, on every inch of me. I can't wait to see you again, and I can't believe it has been only 3 weeks since I left your arms, because it feels like a lifetime. I just miss YOU--everyt

First Entry..............
Well Since I just noticed you can do blogs here I thought I should start mine and try to write everyday.....Life is slowly getting better for me so that is good news.... I found out today it will be another month give or take before I go back to work in the camps... I can handle that. Also today was a good day as I got to chat with Ali and catch up... I have missed her. Well I am tired and off to bed so GOOD NIGHT Christine

Tampon Feedback
[LC won't let me leave comments on my own entries..go figure] It's that the item clearly isn't for the guy buying it; buying tampons is worse than "being whipped," it's "I'm submitting to the all-mighty menstrual cycle, THE ALL-MIGHTY MENSTRUAL CYCLE!" It doesn't get any more emasculating than this. It also doesn't help that the guy is only given a vague description at best, when a very specific brand/scent/type/quantity/etc is wanted.

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

9/11, Katrina, Blaming Bush, And Conspiracy Theories
I figured i'd wait a few days before airing my views on these subjects. I figured, futilely, that waiting a few days to let my emotons die down would clear my head and give a calm monologue to encourage a healthy dialogue and civilized debate. I was wrong because thes are issues that are pressing on my heart and no matter how civilized a debate you want to have, it's like beating a bear over the head with a shovel and expecting him not to strike back. Anyhow, I'm going ahead and rant on these subjects and how they somewhat intertwine. I do encourage all of you to respond and share your views (not just repost to pass it along). So here goes: 9/11: Five years have passed since the twin towers of the World Trade Center and the Pentagon were attacked. Sometimes it seems like it was a million years ago and yet sometimes it seems like it was yesterday. Disturbingly, sometimes it tends to slip mine and everyone else's minds. For a few days the United States, and most of the world for

My First Time
this is my first intro so, who am I really? I am a twisted metal head who likes to party, and have fun, go to metal shows, connect bands with promos, labels, etc. I have partied with alot of bands, but my most memorable times have always been with the Mentors. Don't know them? Look em up. King of sleaze they are. Sickie J and Sickie Wifebeater, and even the Pope are awesome people and we have a blast. I also am a grandmother of 16 and going to be a great grandma soon. I have 149 tattoos, love bikes have ridden with Societies Deviants forever. My kids think I am nuts, my friends know I am, and my mom disowned me I am honest, helpful, can't stand to see a person down, will get screwed again and again and still help out. Uhm single for 19 years now, but I think I might finally be able to begin the plunge into partnership. Love licorice, Sambooka, and my dogs I will be using this blog mostly to put my poetry on, and would love the critique. Have been published many times, s

Thought U Find Him
deep down inside ur heart pounds when this person is around you. ur body feels with joy and excitement, even b4 this person says a word to you. i put my guard down to let this "good" person into my heart and into my life only to find out that this person is not who i think he is, he is like the others that have crushed my broken heart before.... i wana cry and i wana scream but nothing will come out of my mouth, not even a single sigh...... my heart skips a beat and tears roll down my cheek as i read what is on the screen infront of me... i think this is not true, it cant be... it cant be the one who has stolen my heart above all the others.... i wont accept what im reading, i just wont.... WAIT... i think to myself i have to its the truth in front of my face in writting... i finally let out that sigh that i couldn't before and those few tears become a river flowing down to my jaw... i weep and weep but there is noone here to catch my tears from falling. so they will keep falling , fal

So Attached
Why do i get so attached? when all i end up is hurt? I let my mind and heart open, but all i end up is broken. to talk to you is 1 thing to be myself is yet another. i doubt all my feelings, i doubt ALL of me period. looks, thoughts and feelings are things i truely hide. to talk bout them is 1 thing, to show them is yet again another! im now lost again in this world scared and all alone. IM LONELY, LOST, SCARED, DEPRESSED, UPSET, ANGRY, ASHAMED, CONFUSED BUT MOST ALL OF I AM HURT!!!! all of these things r my true feelings, if u kno me then u will understand it but if not then i dnt kno what to tell ya......

Good Night!!!!
Wanted to try this blog thing out, so what better way then to say good night to all my friends and family on here...A friend of mine left a blog that said " be sure to cherish the ones you love because when their gone it will be to late." and that is so true.Never let the ones you love go cause you might not get them back!!!! Well with that thought good night firends and family!! ~~BabyGirl~~

Losin My Sister
well its a month till her birthday its time to finish plans my birthday comes and goes so hers is coming soon its jus awhile before her day when the worst can happen the day is the 23rd and part of my world falls my dad calls and i kno whats gona be said my best friend is gone he took her away we go to the station and my mom is gone and dazed her life was gone the boy of 5 yrs. took her life by gun she never did no wrong she always did the right the gun that night was shot to the head of sumone loved our lives are no more the same for they will never be as will try to heal we try to look on not knowing 8 months later she will also be gone... GOD I CANT TAKE THIS WHY NOW

Helpless
Helpless Temptation pulls at me from every side I want to resist, yet I cannot For the chains that I created are holding me back Keeping me locked in this desolate place. I long to be with You, Jesus I want to be where You are But because of my stubborn heart I’m lost and disillusioned on this lonely road. How can I say that I love You When I never let it show? My life should reflect Your light Instead I hide it deep within. I’m lying here, cold and alone Helpless against the crashing waves Unable to free myself from this sin That has me trapped and unable to move. I long to be with You, Jesus I want to be where You are But my strength is failing I cannot fight this fight alone. I know You are there I long to reach out, to kneel at Your feet To be with You is my heart’s lone desire To show You that I do love You. Help me, Lord Jesus Lift me up, give me strength Break these chains that bind my heart Rendering me helpless and broken. You are all

A Day For Heros
A very good friend of mine, Paulette, posted this on her blog and with her permission I am reposting it here. She is a major supporter and does a lot on her own and also with the USO. She was there at this homecoming and these are her thoughts and impressions. She is also on http://360.yahoo.Com/paulette1537 and here as I said if you would like to send her a note and some love. I think it is important for you all to read and understand how very much we do care and support you all, and how many there really are of us that do regardless of how it may seem at times that it isn't so. I love you guys!!! Tonya ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Day For the Heroes On Saturday I went to Ft. Stewart where the USO was putting on a welcome home day for the 3rd ID. Local food places donated food and a carnival was set up for the soldiers' families. Jeff Foxworthy performed and so did Chely Wright. It was a great day! But a couple of th

I Got Taged
heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I do hahaha let the fun begin arnt you glad they started blogs ohhhh yeah title your blog I got taged 1. I hear voises they tell me to burn things.... 2.I will never LOVE anyone agin 3.I think Anime is sexy 4.I hate old people they smell funny 5. I have fantasies about killing large groups of people all the while laughing 6.Jrock men are sexy 7.Lazytown creeps me right the fuck out...*shudders*

Robin Williams Peace Plan
Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan ... what we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan. 1. The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Noriega,Milosovich and the rest of those good ol' boys: We will never "interfere"again. 2. We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one sneaking through holes in the fence. 3. All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they are. France would welcome them. 4. All future visitors will be thoroughly checked

Weird Dreams!
i had a weird dream that there were spiders all around my house and i was trying to kill them all and i couldnt get away! and then after that i had a dream i was driving and i made and wrong turn and went off a cliff all in the same night! lol

Love 2003 -this One Goes Out To All The Players Out There...
love love can be a souce of pure unbridled happiness love can bring you from teary eyed to broadly smiling love can conquer all love can hurt so much you wish you never felt it Is it all worth it? The daily risks we all take for love? I am not one to answer that question for you, personally I think yes it is. For being loved is the most wonderful feeling in the world. I have felt love in the past, and and ever since, i long to feel it again. Someone once said love is a drug. And it is... much more addictive then many other drugs Some people hurt others just to get their love fix, they bring you on cloud 9 and than move on to look for their next fix. Should we hate those people? Should we be angry at them for the hurt they cause? I should think not, because the more we hurt the bigger the trip. I know it is easier said then done, hurt varies from person to person. I too have been angry at them in the past, it angers me when I read, hear and feel the pain

Ok so, a while ago I had my first ever hair competition. I decided to do it despite the fact I had zero experience doing this kind of shit. There were like 5 catagories and I decided to do Fantasy. So pretty much you can go balls out, you could use anything you wanted to go crazy, but you had to start from scratch. My model had to be dressed the part and hair in rollers, and they gave us 45mins to get out shit done. I decided to keep it Lauren style and did a graveyard. I was hopen to get at least 6th place * which is last* just so I could get a trophy and feel cool, and gues what motherfuckers I GOT FUCKEN 1ST PLACE!!! Serious ya'll, 1ST PLACE! And I had some good competition! I still dont think mine was the best, but it was definatly creative as fuck, So yeah I feel great, and thanks to Heather I have these fantastic pix....feel free to comment!

From A Marine
From a Marine The following poem was written by Corporal Joshua Miles and all the boys from 3rd Battalion, 2nd Marines, Kuwait He wrote a poem to these people trying to express all the guys' feelings. and hopefully share their hearts so that maybe the American people will understand. For all the free people that still protest, you're welcome, we protect you, and you're protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are fathers, brothers and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure the future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die, we might not be able to save the world, well, at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at, and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a good look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young

Who I Am...
Who Am I written by: Amanda J. Hollis I am honest, I am pure, I am faithful, I am sure... I am afraid, I am child, I am mellow, I am wild... I am truthful, I am kind, I keep secrets, I speak my mind... I am loving, I am a girl, I am funny, I am a part of this world... I a beauty, I am talent, I am chaos, I am balance... I am timid, I am shy, I laugh out loud, I sometimes cry... I give my all, I am a friend, I am a fighter, I sometimes give in... I am a daughter, I am a sister, I am loyal, I am a listener... I love with all of my heart, I feel with all of my soul, I am a seeker, I long to be whole... I want to be different, I am one of a kind, I let it all go, I hold it inside... I am an artist, I am musician, I am confident, I am on a mission... I am worthy, I am outspoken, I am sexy, I am full of devotion... Of all that I am and all that I’ll be, the one thing I know is I’ll always be me...

What You See In My Eyes
What you see in my eyes By: Amanda Jolyn Hollis You look at me and you see my eyes... they say so much and they tell no lies... They can tell you where I’ve been and what I’ve seen... If you look hard enough, you can see the joy oh how they gleam... They show the pain, and the hurt of my years.. it wouldn’t take long to see that I’ve cried many, many tears... I try to hide what they say to the world, what they reveal... the past, the pain, the love , they show you all that is real... They are blue and clear as the sky up above... They are filled with laughter, happiness and love... They are the windows into my soul, the looking glass into who I am.. They show my determination, my fight, to be all that I can.. They will tell you a secret one you wish you could know... You’ll look into my eyes and you’ll wonder ,what will they show?... They’ll show you my beauty, my passion, my heart, my soul, and oh so much more... These eyes will show you things, and

I Got Tagged.
heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I do hahaha let the fun begin arnt you glad they started blogs ohhhh yeah title your blog I got taged. 1. I smoke Pot. 2. People in love make me sick. 3. Sometimes I'll stick needles in my finger skin just to gross my roommates out. 4. My fish died today... kinda... he was swimming upside down for a while then I served him to my cats. 5. I am an animal lover but I eat a form of animal flesh every meal... curious, no? 6. This is annoying the fuck out of me. 7. Vote for me on Hot or Not and on Bangme.net 8. Can I stop now?

My Father
He held my hand when I rose my first bike He held me when I got my first scrape He followed behind me when I tried to take my first step He guided me with caution when I rode with no training wheels, being brave He smiled at me proudly when I achieved a goal He gave me that look saying things would be ok He listened intently when I needed him to He sat by my bed every time I was in the hospital He gave me support in decisions I made He gave me a lecture when he felt I needed one He still believed in me when most people stopped And he still loved me when I made big mistakes There is no one who can hold a candle to him I love him endlessly he is my father

2 Whom It May Concern
Yes I do have a boyfriend. He is my heart, my soul, my world, my everything. He is everything I am and everything I ever will be. I won't tell you his name because I am getting fucking tired of all these skanky ass hoe's trying to be like me and steal my boo from me. He knows I flirt, and just because I flirt with you don't mean I am gonna fuck you, jump your bones etc etc. Sorry I will not cheat, never have never will. I do not flirt with people as much or like I used to because of my boo. I am slowly dropping that little habit of mine. oh and those who don't know I do have rules. Learn it live it love it. don't love it? I don't give a damn. [.x.RULES.ABOUT.CONTACTING&ADDING.ME.x.] 1. DO NOT send me chain letters 2. DO NOT message me saying any of the following: ~you're hot/sexy/beautiful (I know I am)

Poem
Why does it have to be this way me thinking of you everyday it hurts my heart and tears my soul that I could ever let you go I'm sorry now for what I've done to have lost someone so pure and fun in my head I fear you'll stay untill my last remaining day in my heart I know its true that I should have cherished you but now your gone what more can I say maybe I'll win you back someday. A poem written December 12th,2005 -Cyndi

My Friends
I have been on Lost Cherry for only a short time and have found a few new (and old) friends that are very special to me. You all know who you are, or at least you should! *smile I would like to dedicate my first blog to all of you! Some of you have been there for me through a hard time and lent me your eyes/ears to listen. I want you to know, that I feel privileged to call you my friends and you are very special to me. Friends like you aren't easy to find and I am one lucky girl to have you all in my life! Thank you! Love ~ always, Katja

Life
Life Written by Amanda J. Hollis Life has a funny way of driving you crazy, making things hard... It’s like playing a game, and you keep wishing that the next will be your card... There will be ups and most deffinatly will be downs... There will be smiles and most certianly frowns... They say that there are lessons to be learned and growing to be done... Sometimes it feels like your drowning, and sometimes your having lots of fun... You’ll fall in love , you’ll have your heart broken... You’ll say how you feel, some words will go unspoken... You’ll make lots of friends and you’ll have some enemies too... You’ll have some be unfaithful and some will be true... You’ll follow your dreams and you’ll run into the roadblocks of life... You’ll be a brother, a sister, a father, a mother, a husband, and maybe a wife... You’ll take the bad times along with the good... Let’s hope you get out of life all that you should... You’ll take the risks, you’ll challenge wh

The Day Jack's Cock Won First Place
one day jack gets a call from his friend kevin saying that he had found a girl that would make a good mach for jack. so Jack was like ok tell me a lil bit abut this girl kevin said she is into music like u are . jack was allways the guy that by the first tune when the song came on the radio he knew who sang it . so kevin went on about how she was the same way. so jack desided to look her up and they started to hit it off they talk for a bout a week and one night kevin and jack where driving arond and desided to stop by this girls house to hang cuz there was nothing to do in the first place, so jack called her up to find out where she lived so they could come by and hangout and so jack and the girl could meet. so she says ok cool come over i will be standing outside so they pulled up in her driveway and went inside. she took them to her room to listen to some music and hang out they did that for a lil bit and then she told them to lay down on the bed with her i

Nada
Yay that we have blogs now! Not real good at keepin up with em tho', alas that's because my life is BORING! Anyway, just thought I'd write a lil something. More later. Nite All! ;D ♥Kisses♥ ∞PenisFlytrap∞

Black On Black Crime
The following is a letter placed on the bed of a young African-American incarcerated in the Chicago city jail. The KU KLUX KLAN would like to take this time to salute and congratulate all gang bangers for the slaughter of over 4,000 Black people since 1975. You are doing a marvelous job. Keep killing each other for nothing. The streets are still not yours nigger...it is ours. You are killing each other for our property. You are killing what could be future black doctors, lawyers, and businessmen that we won't have to compete with. And the good thing about it is that you are killing the youth. So we won't have to worry about niggers in generations to come. We would further like to thank all the judges who have over sentenced those niggers to prison. We are winning. Pretty soon, we will be able to go back to raping you women because all the men will be gone So you gang bangers...Keep up the good work. We love to read about drive-by shootings. We love to hear how many niggers get ki

Forever In My Heart...i Will Always Remember Him
Well its been two weeks since we were told that my dad was gonna Die of cancer and things have changed a bit...his blood platlet level is deathly low and blood transfusions arent doing anything to help his body produce his own blood platlets so they have decided not to give him anymore blood transfusions...and without them u cant live too long so now its just a matter of time...its hard because a couple days ago we thought my dad had the chance to go home and now he will never leave the hospital alive...this has been the hardest and its only getting harder...I go and spend as much time with my dad as I can and we have fun we laugh we talk we hang out its the best...I wanna Remember his last days with me as happy days not sad...I will not cry in front of him i will only be happy to be able to have this time with him every single second counts and i wanna make it the best...So when im with him I cherish it and save the crying and sadness for when im at home not with him....my dad has le

Rose People Life
We are all like a Rose. Sometimes we think we should just bloom right away. There is a few things we just seem to forget. That as a Rose bud we need sun,water &lots of love. We just want to by pass everything.As humans we need alot but, we settle for very little in your live's. We need Hope.Love,Truth,Respect,TLC & much from other's. The one person we need to please is yourself within. We expect more from others.To yourself we give not much. We all have standards but we don't practice them. We are a ROSE bud just not ready to bloom yet

A Bridge To My Heart
One dark and misty evening a beautiful young girl stood upon the highest bridge in Tokyo. The bridge overlooked the waters of Tokyo Harbor. The young brown haired girl stood on the opposite side of the guard railing with her arms looped around the underside of the railing. She seemed to be waiting for the right moment to let go. Unbeknownst to her, a man was watching from the shadows. He noticed how she leaned her body forward, carefully releasing one hand off the railing, before quickly regrasping it. The young girl did this several times as if she was torn between life or death. Finally, after an intense internal struggle, the young girl had made her decision. With eyes closed tightly, she inhaled deeply while slowly lifting her fingers one by one off the guard rail. The man who had been quietly observing her knew it was time to make his move. "It's a shame you know," the man uttered softly as he stepped under a dimly lit street lamp on the other side of the railing, "Over the yea

I Heart Ma
*So Rich, So Pretty* I like a girl with caked up makeup. In the sunshine, smoking cigarettes to pass the time. Who wakes up to a bottle of wine On the nightstand, bites and scratches the blinds. But i ain't found one quite right yet. So I step with pep to the park or supermarket it. Her apartment best be messy. And Lisa don't mind when i call her Leslie. She's gotta dress with class. In Jean Paul Gautier and an Hermes bag. And 4 inch tips made of ostrich. Sharp enough to slit your wrists, her lips spread gossip. Won't say sorry when she offends. She comes over to my place in her old man's Benz. In gold and silver and jewels of all colors. And she doesn't take them off when we're tearing up the covers. Come on get it 'fore I change my mind. Come on kid don't waste my time. So rich, so pretty The best piece of ass in this whole damn city. So rich, so pretty. I like a girl who eats and brings it up. A sassy little frassy with bulimia.

Tell Me What Your Thinking
I am thinking about how cool the sun looks as it reflects off my glass coffee table and refracts all over the living room. I am sitting here wishing I was somewhere else. The view is cool but just outside my grasp....As the clouds fade into view and push the sun aside I am able to see the different shades of grey. The feelings pass and reality returns. The stale taste of crushed up lorcet sting my tongue and I wash it down with my luke warm coke. I push past the pain in my head and put on a smile pretending everything is alright. And it is.....

The Village Which Is No More (poem)
The village has been raided who was on guard when they attacked & invaded oddly enough it wasn't an invading force it seems our own offspring were the source / "trojan horse" no longer is there group effort to raise the child now there is utter chaos as children born of children run wild born of parents unwilling to discipline allowed to do as they desire, dwelling in sin my view of this world has become morbidly jaded as the essence of the high council has long since faded what happened to sentry's posted at windows on guard mindful and aware of children in street & yard now on look out it's the crack head & crack whore looking to rob & steal to make their next crack score it wasn't like this in the days of before today it's out of control & all too impossible to ignore children's blood stains the concrete because of a drug war that spilled into the street now it's like the wild wild west win lose or draw gone is village order gone is village law the elderly are no

Passion Again Mixed With Stigma
so has a song ever made you feel like you lost what life was all about sometimes. Have you ever wanted to just be and let life just be itself around you? Have you ever in one still second understood that you missed something. That you fell off and made life decisions that took you in a way you should never have gone. Have you ever just wanted life to be beautiful, for the world to stop hating, and the rat race to die away and hope that somewhere behind all of that there is a beauty that matches the pure essence that you imagine.The real meaning of beauty, the purity and depth that means something and by its shear touch can make your life better. The open feeling in your heart the soft feel of the love and honor that should reside within every heart and every mind that exists on this earth. I want to pass through this life knowing that feeling and knowing that there are people who feel that way. People who agree. Special wonderful, softhearted people. People who know that the ratrace is

Online Friendship
Online Friendship... The true friends who we meet online are a very special kind They pierce your shields and see within the corners of your mind They're always there when you're in need with their power to discern They feel your pain...........they offer hope and genuine concern We bare our souls, expose our hearts and show our inner fears and then before you know it the keyboard's stained with tears And if we could see them through that screen then no one could deny that to be a TRUE online friend they too must surely cry.

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Will You Receive On The 12 Days Of Christmas?
The Twelve Days of Christmasfor cutekitty6969:Day #Who?What they got you1sta strap-on2ndA signed document releasing their body to you upon their death to do with as you please3rdmost of a dead hooker4tha taped-off-TV copy of 'the erotic adventures of hercules'5thA creepy sexual poem that they wrote in 2nd person narration6thpubic dandruff shampoo7tha tray of lewd ice cubes8thA forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends9tha box of 'wacky' cuban cigars10thThe Marquis de Sade's sex drive11tha butt-plug12th

A Poem I Wrote
Have You Ever noticed Have you ever noticed the simple beauty in a tree? Or the soul of a Bird soaring? have you ever noticed the magnificent colors in a sunrise or sunset? Or the peaceful beauty of a field of flowers? Have you ever noticed the rightness of a mother walking with her child? Or of an elderly couple sitting on their porch, in their rocking chairs, holding hands? Have you ever noticed how few people take the time to enjoy the simple things in life? I Have. By, CMG

Strength
STRENGTH He stood there, unable to move. his body covered with a rigid second skin from the top of his head to the soles of his feet. it allowed him no movement, he could only stand and look straight ahead. He didn't know how long he had been standing there- it seemed forever. His arms out stretched with a gesture of pleading. But he couldn't move them. His mouth wanting to plead for release, but was unable to speak...only his eyes showed the fear, the soul wrenching pain and the consuming desire for release which went to his very soul. He had seen glimpses of many people who had tried to help him- they had always been stopped by the second skin which he wore. They had never been able to make a dent in the armor in which he had been encased, and had gone away without being able to release him. They did not understand what it took to penatrate that shell which held him. They were chased away by the voice which came from the speaker on the chest which proclaimed that

How Bisexual Are You?
You are 61% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Hottest Bedroom Accessory?
Your hottest bedroom accessory is your sound system You are into music, and you are the best at picking out the perfect list of songs for every type of sex session. You are ideal at setting the mood anytime. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Untitled
Sometimes late at night when I'm all alone I dream that you are holding me in your arms I can feel each time you breath in, Each time you breath out... I want to memorize your heartbeat And feel it deep within my soul... Sometimes when I breath deep enough, I can catch the very scent of you... I have never really told you, How much I need you... Everytime we talk and I hear your laughter, So beautiful and meaningful... You make me smile within my soul... So, come close to me, Just hold me close... I would stay forever... Enjoying every breath, every tear, Every hope, every dream, Every moment of your life, That cause you pain and brought you joy I just want to feel the presence of your soul... And know that you are next to me, Warming my day and taking your fears away I would wipe away the tears... Even the ones that stay inside, Where no one else can see them I just want you to hold me in your arms... Feeling each time you breath in... Each ti

More Than Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach

Perverts
I have an issue that i truly want to discuss not just with family and friends but with LOST CHERRY as a whole.... Maybe i am just but one nice guy left but so far this week i have seen 10 ladies leave the site and had in the past three days 4 more claim if they do not stop getting the rude comments and remarks sent to them they will leave lost cherry. I dont understand why things cant be taken into action and if we had a button or something to click for a report type so that these same people who continue to go around and harass the ladies time and time again can be ridden from the site. My understanding of this site is community run therefor if enough folks did in fact report them wouldnt it then be in the best interest to remove such problems? I dont know but it seems strange that all the same ladies i have chatted with have the same thoughts and all of them seemed to be decent good loving people with caring hearts and intellectual minds. Not just to be here to be perved upon bu

Your Lips Speak Soft Sweetness
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Woman, Gunman Dead In Montreal School Rampage
** This was done by one sick young man; it's a shame that folks didn't read the signs beforehand** Woman, gunman dead in Montreal school rampage Last Updated Wed, 13 Sep 2006 19:39:46 EDT CBC News A young woman was killed as a result of a shooting rampage at a Montreal college Wednesday. The suspected shooter, a 25-year-old Quebec man, died after a police confrontation. Police direct students away from the shooting scene at Dawson College in Montreal on Wednesday. (Peter McCabe/Canadian Press) Police direct students away from the shooting scene at Dawson College in Montreal on Wednesday. (Peter McCabe/Canadian Press) The shooting at Dawson College also left 19 injured and many in emotional shock. Police Chief Yvan Delorme told RDI television that a woman in her twenties had died. Lieut. François Doré of Sûreté de Québec told CBC News the man was born in Quebec and lived in the Montreal area, but his identity is being withheld. An autopsy will be performed on

Why Terrorists Commit Suicide
Everyone seems to be wondering why Muslims are so quick to commit suicide. Let's see now... >No Jesus, No Wal-Mart, No Television, >No Cheerleaders, No baseball, No Football, No Basketball, No Hockey, No Golf, No Tailgate Parties, No Horse Shows >No Home Depot >No Pork BBQ, No Hot Dogs, No Burgers, No Lobster, No Shellfish, or even frozen fish sticks, No Gumbo, No Jambalaya. >More than one wife. >Rags for clothes and towels for hats. >Constant wailing from the guy next door because he's sick and there are no doctors. >Constant wailing from the guy up in the tower. >No chocolate cookies. >No Christmas. >You can't shave. >Your wives can't shave. >You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey being cooked over burning camel dung. >The women have to wear baggy dresses and veils at all times. >Your bride is picked by someone else. She smells just like your donkey, but your donkey has a better disposition. >Then they tell you that when y

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned tha

Tribute To The Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’

Factions Or Families?
Ok on websigtes like this all the rage is being a part of a group calling itself a fmaily. My question is this have you personally met many in your 'family'? Have you chatted off the site with them in any manner? If the answer is NO then how are you actually a family and not just a netowrk faction of folks wanting desperately to BELONG? The group I am in the Posse is comprised of people who have known each other in some cases for 20+ years. To my thinking that is truly a family

My First Cherry!
Whaddup?! This is my first blog entry on this site. I am mostly just playing around at the moment. I believe that I have become an addict of this site. Crap! I have met several virtual friends on here. All of you are very nice people and I am proud to be friends with you. For those of you reading this that are not friends with me yet, just ask, I like to make new friends. But anyway since I don't have anything else to say, I will end this blog. However, look for more to come. :)

Zomg Overslept
see, ya'll are gonna hate me with the bloggification now, lol. and by saying ya'll I just further proved my southern roots. gotta love the south. cause we gots grits babee!! so I overslept this morning (by a lot) so Im missing my first class, and my next class isn't until 9:30 so I figure I'll kill a minute or 2 before goin in to school. That and dad is taking his shower so I can't get mine right now. good stuffs >.< so I'm still worried about kritter (see previous blog) but she's still alive this morning and is running around in the cage, and is very vibrant as usual. so Im guessing she'll be ok. I really would be so sad if anything happened to her. and yey, it's thursday. I've worked every day this week, and almost every day last week and Im puttting in fun killer hours and lemme tell ya, being a cashier isnt easy. It looks like it would be easy but try standing up for 10 hours waiting on people who sometimes aren't all that smart...or friendly. It gets a little t

Politics
why do people come here and bash [insert politicians name here] ? bush is this and that clinton is this and that warning will robinson ..global warming, global warming but we need more room for the animules (the last 2 are really just political power plays by various groups) blah blah blah. you are not going to change my mind, so get over it ;move onto something fun. ps. how do you tell if a politician is lying? their lips are moving

I Stay Bored
i'm sitting in front of my computer again and its only 7 a.m...i cnt seem to break from this thing..nah thats all bullshit i'm about to leave here in a bit..got shit to do today..anymore please dont read on..its a bunch of la la la la la la la la la la la la la damn is something wrong me with lol...not i'm just bored

I met Chad (Shederick Deon Farrell) in an online chat room on Blackplanet.com. This was June 2004. We hit it off pretty good...talking from 11pm to 6am. We talked about anything and everything...just laughing and having fun. Found out he was a truck driver with 10yrs OTR experience...(for those non-truck people...OTR means "Over The Road" or "On the Road"...lol) Later on we decided to finally meet each other...and the rest like they say...was "History". At the time he was living in Columbus, OH and I in Cincinnati, OH...so the distance between us wasnt that bad...we would see each other about every other week. Finally, One day he asked me to be his girl...and I said YES!...I believed I had finally found someone for me...my own special someone...Oh I had friends and BEST friends and even "Special" Best friends...but I had noone that I could say was completely mine and I his. Well, now I did. We were together for 2yrs...and maybe to some that wasnt a long time...but for me...it s

I Hate Being At Work With A Hangover
So a mate just popped over from the US.. decide to meet him for ""a"" beer and things go nuts.. like always .. buuuuuh ... I feel like an extra from dawn of the dead. worst of all Im having cravings for fried chicken ..

Zombie
I am a zombie I have rotting, decaying flesh I hunger for human brains I am white, but I am and always will be a zombie. Being white and a zombie I am called a White Zombie. I hunt in the night Because I am afraid of the light I shall hunt down humans and I shall make them my slaves Because when I feast on human brains They shall feel the slow and Pain of dying. I am a zombie I am a child of the night You will be lucky if you survive a feast w/me tonight. For if you're not, you will become one of my zombie slaves.

Untitled
You think your big and bad? But little do you realize Your mortal life grows short You think you cannot be hurt? You don't know it but, You will die tonight! You turn your back On the people that matter No wonder you have so many enemies! Why don't you grow the fuck up? You act so childish! Why do you think you get treated the way you are? You are beyond immaturity Nothing can help you Until you help yourself! I had a vision of your death. You died because You couldn't keep your fucking mouth shut!

Crazy Dog
I'm Perro Loco Thats Spelled P to the E to the double R O And L to the O to the C to the O This is my way of telling the world, HOLA! They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! I'm telling the Masses I love my women thick with big asses I don't need a bean pole woman to satisfy me Women with meat on their bones is what Hot is to me! They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! My woman likes to take hits from her bong To me that's not wrong My woman is a red-headed Gothic Chick You can find us at Hot Topic They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! I've never lost a fight So if you try me, you might make me right! I collect knives & Swords But the best weapon of all time are words! They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! My bitch gives the best head! You fuck with me and you'll wind up dead! My bitch gets my nuts Not

Broken Toys
Welcome to my playground Won't you come on in? I am the devil and i'll be your host So let the games begin Come forth little children For I have a fairy tale Listen to my story of a little place called Hell Your cries will be my laughter as I watch you bleed Come into my toy room of Hatred, Sex and Greed. Miserably ever after for all you girls and boys As you scream out twisted nursery rhymes And play with Broken Toys This is your worst nightmare I hope you had some fun But little do you relise Playtimes just begun Theres nothing you can do Theres nothing you can say From now until eternity You won't see the light of day.

Bloodsucker
Out of the night's mist I run Out of the mist I run I hunt you for your blood I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I want human blood I can't live in the light I must be in blackest night Where are you at night mortal? I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I thrive on human blood I thrive on blood Any type will do When mortals sleep I shall find them and creep into their bedroom Those mortals shall bare their necks for my fangs So I shall drink their blood

A Poem
LOVE YA Sunday, April 03, 2005 Mood: Suppose one morning you never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking... I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and i wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendship that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let everyone of your friends know that you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case God calls me home......... I LOVE YA!!! Send this to people you love no matter what might happen. Live today to the fullest because tomorrow is not promised. The Will of God will never take you to where the Grace of God will not protect you. Make each precious moment be a wonderful memory God love you & so do I This sure does make a person think. Just how important friendship , family, & loved ones are. Luv Joyce ~hugs~

What The Heart Holds Dear
What The Heart Holds Dear Today is a good time to share with you some things my heart holds dear ... memories of us never to be forgotten ... small gestures that bring a smile ... an uncommon bond that is worth its weight in gold ...

Tribute To Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they'

Men Will Love This.....women...well B Prepared
So, ok...this is actually a man's point of view, but out of respect 4 men (aka dogs) I have decided to spread this assholes (who I truly adore) OPINIONS. And then I want my ladies 2 back it up with straight facts!! OK!! Men..Just do what ever it is that U guys do!! ENJOY!! One of life's biggest misconceptions is that men don't like to settle down with women because they have to stop fucking around and they don't want too. While this is true in some cases, for the most part its dead wrong. Commitment for a man isn't the same cup of tea it is for a woman and I am going to break it down for you from the beginning to the end of an unsuccessful relationship. Ladies, prepare to throw rotten vegetables. "I am not going to sleep with you if you are sleeping with other people." In this day and age, sex is something that happens much sooner than back in the day. The funny thing is, the mindset of women after sex is still the same. Now see, guy can sleep with a girl a

Commit Or Go F--- Yourself!! (4 My Ladies)
1. Let him know he will never be your number 1. 2. Fuck his brains out. 3. Castrate him. 4. Make more money than he does. 5. Treat him like a dog. 6. Pay more attention to his friends while you're out with them. 7. ACT LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT. 8. Tell him that you will never settle down. 9. Make him think it's his idea. 10. Tell him that he has the biggest penis you will ever see. Then he'll think he's gracing the presence of your vagina with his giant unit. 11. Give him competition. 12. ACT LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT. 13. Be too busy for him. 14. Tell him your career is really riding you. 15. Insist on always being on top in bed. 16. Never cuddle. 17. Make him think you need taming. 18. Never fall for him. 19. Read a newspaper during an expensive dinner that he is buying for you. 20. Get pregnant. 21. Get dressed and made up in front of him... Look beautiful when you leave him... Then come back looking like you ju

"kevin's" Freaking Poetic
HE'S SO F-ING HILARIOUS!! Ode to the Redhead Girl Hey Redhead Girl I see you after class I want you to know I think you are a total piece of ass FIRE CROTCH Hey Redhead Girl My arm brushed against yours on a previous date I now think about it when I masturbate SPANK BANK Hey Redhead Girl One day I will get the time to talk to you And hopefully you will tell your friends about the cool guy you blew THIS FRIDAY NIGHT Hey Redhead Girl I really hope you don't think I am a stalker Even though I hope you need a walker AFTER I DISPLACE YOUR HIP FROM AWESOME SEX I think I should hand write this and hand it to her with my phone number on the bottom. It would be super romantic right?

Bye, Bye Myspace...hello Lc
MySpace, YourSpace, OurPlace, A disgrace? Comments wont post, No reading of blog? Into my page... I cannot log. There's an error here, An error there, After 6pm (EST), I pull out my hair! Now, I do see, That the cost is free, Zip, zero zilch... To folks like you and me. However, advertisers must tire, When a page does expire, Their ads unseen... Profits none higher. From California to Beijing, We should all join hands and sing, One beautiful harmony... "PEACE, WE'RE JOINING LOSTCHERRY"

ReAd GuYs..... Guys you really need to read this...it just might help you out! Romance and Relationships 27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw peb

Forever Broken
Forever Broken Can you steal away my pain? Can you hide me from the world? Can you put the pieces back together? Can you create something beautful and new out of an empty shell? A frozen heart waiting for warmth A hollow form to shape and mold An empty soul longing to be filled This is who I have become There's nothing left of who I was Drained of life Filled with bitterness I've been living is shadow far too long Trying to hide my open wounds I've been a stranger to the light Walking down a dead end street Forever broken Torn apart and forever changed Lost and alone Cold and empty Can you fix me, or will I stay Forever broken The bitterness may fade away But will my frozen heart feel warmth? Will this ever change? Will you cast away the darkness? Can you drag me to the light? Steal away my sorrow Release me from the night Take this empty hollow form Fill it with light and love Melt this fr

Closest Friend Lost!
We used to sit up late night, Talking and joking about our life, You'd talk about Mel and I'd talk about Yuum, But no matter what we always had fun. When I was sad you'd make me laugh, Through all the rough times we had a blast, When I was sick you were by my side, You saved my life when I wanted to die. I was destroyed when I lost my son, You helped me see life just begun, You helped me see it wasn't the end, I realized then you were my best friend. The came the time I had to move, I wonder if I would still see you, We kept in touch once a week, You were there when I was in need. But then you moved, Our calls became few, All I know is I really miss you!

Words To Live By
Below is a poem by Audrey Hepburn who wrote it when she was asked to share her "beauty tips". It was read at her funeral years later. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw anyone out. Remeber, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Missing You
i miss you when i laugh i miss you when i cry i miss you most of the time yet i don't know why since we've not known each other that long i'm left wondering if what's in my heart is wrong waiting for the day that we actually meet knowing only then if my life will be complete for Ronnie my sweet cyber romance...hehehe giggles muahhhhhhhhhhhh much love xoxoxo Angel

Hi Everyone!
Cherries to all my friends and special friends ;-) Hope everyone has a rockin year this year! I spend a lot of time in class so will give you a shout when I can! Please leave me comments and rate my pics! if you want to see my privates give a shout out to me ok? xoxoxoxoox guys!

Another Without A Title
who you gonna turn to when the world grows cold when you pushed all who cared away turned your back on those that loved you whos gonna hold you when those tears stream down your face you had better hope they hear your crys when your cold and lonely where you gonna turn when they dont hear your screams back in your own world

Her Version 2
Her beauty brigtens up my day with its resonating light melts all my fears makes all my tears wash away makes my heart want come out and play her eyes captivate me inprision my soul binding it to hers our 2 lost souls become as one forever

Why Do I Never Give Them A Title Lol
As I stare Out into The darkness Of this Void, Searching for Someone, Maybe you Have seen Her. I don't know Her name, But she's The one. When I see Her, I Will Know She's for me

Today Is Hard
I cant explain the severity of my life right now or the way I feel when I look at my reflection in the mirror. Monster... Monster... Mother ... coward... Oh well Cant make sence of it... Wont bother trying its not fair to my own brain...

The Virgin Blog >revised
Alrighty this is my first blog on this fucker and I am just going to spill whatever cus on MyWaste I have people that I dont fucking like trying to look at my shit and on here atleast I know who is looking at it and all ya'll are cool with me, so far. LOL! The only things that have been really going on is that I have been in the process of getting a volunteer job at Banner Estrella so that when I finally graduate and become a ST that it will be easier for me to get a job. All I can say is that it is a long drawn out process. TB this and paperwork that has all I have been hearing since the end of August. >OH, tomorrow I have to go back and have them read my TB #2 some time after 4 pm!< I mean I dont mind the paperwork and the tests that you have to take after you read all the manuals, its just the blood draws and TB's that bug me cus I am not too fond of needles. God, thats weird cus I have 3 tattoos and I want more! LOL! God, I feel like a walking contradiction! Oh well, I will spew mo

Untitled - 06/19/01
Untitled To say I felt nothing when you said good-bye. I was just being strong , It was only a lie. I stood tall and waved, as you left me behind. My heart dropped from my body, I was dying inside. You left years of friendship, for moments of bliss. A hug from a loved one, for your lovers kiss. I believed in the cause, but feared for my friend. All years of building to come to an end. Love is a reason, love IS so strong. I hope this is right love, and that it's not wrong. I'll stay by your side and love you each day. For it's something you believe in, and for that I'll stay. By you each moment, through tears and or pride. I'll love you and keep you, in heart and in mind.

Untitled - 06/22/01
Did I ever tell you that my heart was yours? Did you look at me and smile? And when we said good-bye, for reasons sad but true. Could you remember why? Do you remember laughing in the middle of the night? Do you recall the silly things, we said without the light? In the dark we shared our hearts, to each and each alone. And knowing things of each of us, has died instead of grown. How did something living, go away without an ache? How could something that felt so right, turn out a big mistake? What part do you remember? What part do you forget? Remembering, a sweet sad pain. A pair, but not a set. Two hearts living in heaven, yet dropping from the page. Our love felt like a fine wine, without the time to age. But sourness inside a heart can ruin one's whole mind. When fighting loves most hated beast, and burdens come to bind. Fairytales and endings, with no sadness in sight. Seem to be the best way to love, but it just doesn't seem right. And when I told yo

My First Official Lc Blog Entry!
Well here we go my first entry on lc..mind you i have moods and when i do thats when i will post in my blog. I assure you it will be amusing..entertaining or interesting..it might even come off mean or sarcastic way at times, but in a funny,blunt kind of way ..some ppl just provoke that side of me ..lol .. anyway i love it here at lc ..lots of cool ppl ..hardly any bs or drama unlike some other sites i have been on and have also since deleted..... this place keeps interesting and has a ton of cool ppl to talk to and make friends with . I am glad i joined when i did .. thank you terry for inviting me. anyway enough rambling this will be it for a first entry . btw im in a contest for graveyardgirlz .if anyone reading this would add them to friends and comment and rate my photo in the album for week one ...i would really appreciate it Alot! They are determining winner by # of comments .ratings recieved and score overall..so every bit helps and i'd be greatful its a close r

Dresses...
For Sale! Fuscia Crushed Velvet and White Lace Medieval Style Dress $100 Compare to $550 for the same style dress WITHOUT lace here: Corinthia White Crushed Velvet Dress http://www.verymerryseamstress.com/medi.htm Also for sale... Fiery Red Evening Dress withe Black Lace Shawl $80 This dress was used in the production of Shakespeare's Rome & Juliet as Lady Capulet's evening dress put on by the R. S. Central Palace Players. These are bothe made off of a size 14 pattern. 34-38 bust area. Message me if you are interested. Thanks! ~Miss Mim~

We are Glad to say we are now Running the RANG DONG NIGHT CLUB in Olympia, WA.. it is located at 2302 Harrison Ave. NW OLYMPIA, WA. 98502 (360)357-4902 in Front of the WESTSIDE Lanes!! all this week and weekend. We will be offering Live Dj Music and on FRI. & SAT. AMBER NORGAARD www.ambernorgaard.com will be performing from 8pm - 10:00 and then we will be having Dance Music afterwards!!! DAILY SPECIALS and NO COVER FEE to ENTER DRINKS $2.00 WELLS LUNCH (ANY DISH) $3.99 DINNER (ANY DISH) $5.95 AFTER HOURS BREAKFAST (2am - 4am) $4.95 This Weekend Saturday College and NFL SUNDAY 3 Football games going at once Served with Breakfast Specials only at $4.95!! And DRINK SPECIALS

Drink And Drive - 06/25/01
Drink and Drive Whose child is this?" The officer said. "Who lyes in this wreck to young to be dead?" A young man sat shaking holding his head. "The child is mine." he finally said. Just a few beer, no more than three. "My child, my child oh lord this can't be." But there in the wreck lay a child of four. Whose laughter and kisses will come no more. The pain is great to those left alive. For the memories stay when you drink and drive.

"No one's ever what they seem to be. You meet them, and you think you have them all figured out. Little by little you learn more and more things about that person. Then in the end, they're a whole different person. Someone you thought they would never be"

9-14-2006
Today is going to be a good day it isn't so hot out anymore its only up to the 80's this week. I am glad that its cooled down i can't handle the heat right now. Being diabetic is hard on a body lol i am on the way to losing weight i am walking everyday so i will be looking sexier than i already do. and yes i am very confident about my looks and if someone tells me that i am ugly i tell them thats your opinon and thats cool but my opinon is i am the sexiest woman alive but thats good for me seeing as in the end of august i had a nervous breakdown cuz my life was going no where and my soon to be ex wasn't attracted te me anymore its hard for me to hear them words after being married for 18 years. But i am dealing with it in my own time yes i do have a man that i see once in a while its an on again off again thing. nothing serious. But the one thing is i am very honest,and caring.

Intro
The following entries have been awarded Annual Stella Awards. The Stella's are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled coffee on herself & successfully sued McDonalds. That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous successful lawsuits in the United States.

6th Place
19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles, California, won $74,000 & medical expenses when his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord. Mr. Truman apparently did not notice there was someone at the wheel of the car when he was trying to steal the hubcaps.

5th Place
Terrence Dickson of Bristol, Pennsylvania, was leaving a house he had just finished robbing by way of the garage. He was not able to get the garage door to go up since the automatic door opener was malfunctioning. He could not reenter the house because the door connecting the house & garage locked when he pulled it shut. The family were on vacation & Mr. Dickson found himself locked in the garage for 8 days. He subsisted on a case of Pepsi he found & a large bag of dry dog food. He sued the house owners insurance claiming the situation caused him undue mental anguish. The jury agreed to the tune of $500,000.

4th Place
Jerry Williams of Little Rock, Arkansas, was awarded $14,500 & medical expenses after being bitten on the buttocks by his next door neighbor's Beagle dog. The Beagle was on a chain in its owner's fenced yard. The award was less than sought because the jury felt the dog might have been a little provoked at the time, as Mr. Williams who had climbed over the fence into the yard, was shooting it repeatedly with a pellet gun.

Solitary Feeling - 07/27/01
It's that single solitary feeling, that creeps up your throat makes you say things. Makes you feel the hurt, when they are said back and not meant. Not shown in what is done and felt, not felt in what is lived and loved. Just nothing, solitary. Feeling, wanting for that feeling. Solitary momment, solitary bliss. Solitary person, me, alone. Feeling Solitary. Solitary feeling.

Well, Whatever
not good at blogging... i'll probly just post some of my poems here or something. anyway, just playin with the blog thing, tryin to blindly feel my way around. hmmm..i might get the hang of this yet... hugz, D

You Down Wit' Opp?
i'm bored outta my fuckin' mind. i can't tell you what i'm doin'...not because it's classified..but because i don't want to bore the shite out of you. and also, one of you out there just might be someone i "work" with. lmao they can't turn on a computer much less type. but every dog has its day. my boobs hurt as pretty soon "my aunt FLOW will be visiting", as they say. yay me. i'm tryin' to stay positive and have been doin' marvelous at my task. my favorite saying is "i hate people" because i do hate people. not ALL people but MOST. you'd know if i didn't like you. SOOOO... usually while i'm driving, i repeat my favorite phrase over and over again *see above if you forgot the phrase*. i don't have what i call ORR (Obvious Road Rage). i have SRR (Secret Road Rage) meaning i just say in a calm manner that i hate people and wish death and major destruction on those who piss me off while driving. well NOW what i am trying to do in order to remain positive, is state "i k

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

The Way You Make Me Feel
*****The Way You Make Me Feel***** You make me feel special, You make me feel new, You make me feel loved, With everything you do. You hold me close when i am sad. You wipe the tears from my face. Everytime we are together, It seems like the perfect place. My eyes light up when you enter a room. I smile when we are together. No matter how bad things are, You always make them better. I love the way you kiss me, The way you hold me tight. I love the way you touch me, I wish I could be with you all night. I love the way you can make me laugh For absolutely no reason at all. I love how no matter what I do, You will be there to catch me when I fall. I just want to let you know, That even though we may sometimes have a fight, I will always love you!! No matter what, day or night. ********Leigh Ann********

Blogeth Away Lol >:)
See now here you will actualy see who posts/comments for the for what you have posted, said , etc.. OR if they are all about getting points. There no points awarded for the blogs eh . ! >;)

License
A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replies in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!"

Answer Me You Know You Wanna
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

Other Side
There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the other side?" The second blonde looks up the river then down the river and shouts back, "You ARE on the other side."

Knitting
A highway patrolman pulled alongside a speeding car on the freeway. Glancing at the car, he was astounded to see that the blonde behind the wheel was knitting! Realizing that she was oblivious to his flashing lights and siren, the trooper cranked down his winds, turned on this bullhorn and yelled, "PULL OVER!" "NO!" the blonde yelled back, "IT"S A SCARF!"

Love Hurts
LOVE HURTS You told me that you loved me why did you leave me to cry in the cold you swore this time was different why does that line seem so old You told me I was the only one who could make you feel that way you told me that you cared about me so why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with me alone in the dark in my bed now I finally realize you were just messing with my head Love is such a powerful word a word people often misuse something they take for granted something they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside me there's blood all over the place I think I've really lost it this time Im ashamed to show my face

Invisable Connection
INVISABLE CONNECTION What is this magical bond we share? Amidst the constant circus like avalanche of words, How did you know? Once like you stable and secure, He is older, yet betrothed to my dream, Faithful to uncertainty, A spirit yearning to be free. His subtle words lodge in my thought. Why did i pick this stranger With a hunger that i can not see? my hair kisses the breeze, my dignity conceals the distance in my gaze. Is it possible that a simple innocent radiant smile, Or a crazy serendipitous verse, Could bring two people so diverse To where we find ourselves today? Strangers once to our own lives, At ease with the depth of our own emptiness, How unlikely it is that we are here It's quiet tonight, light raindrops filter through the leaves Washing away the dust, releasing fragrances On which the gentle breeze sweetens The kind of night i wish i were with the one i love Nestled close to the open fire Watching the moon duck in and out of the white co

Maybe Tomorrow
September 26, 1975 Written by Me on September 26, 1975 What is a Child With no place to roam A sad little child With no place to call home What is a bird Who has worked at his best Only to find that his young Has fallen from the nest What is a life With sadness and sorrow Everyone wants to change it; But they all say maybe ~~maybe~~ ~~ TOMMORROW~~

Remember
REMEMBER When you find yourself on your own, Remember that you are not alone, And when your feeling down and blue, Remember that I'll always love you. When I am not here with you, Remember that our love is pure and true, I think about you every night and day, When Im with you I want to stay. I hope you will always remember me, Coz' I will remember you for eternity I never want to let you go, Coz' I love you more than you could ever know. If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you, You know its well and truly true, I would do anything for you. When your looking at the stars, in the eternal blue Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at all I'll be right in front of you, to catch you when you fall .

Blinded Eyes
My life is quickly moving but slowly going no where emptiness an nothing all around. I feel as though I'm dreaming but i know I'm not juss the darkness blinding me an the loneliness taken me in .I stop an scream but he don't hear my crys . If i yell will he hear or see me trying to force my way threw to his eyes so he can see the light. Reach for me hear me say the things that he though ment nothing wanting him to pull me in an make us whole again,Wanting an needing you to feel me an hold me , love me , hear me thats all i ever asked nothing more an nothing less.

If There Were No Tomorrow
if there were no tomorrow I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me wit

I Feel So Liberated
I am free i had something that shackled me.. but now.. mmmm bliss. no more ignorance no stupidity.. now im ready for a challenge.. not stagnation..People can be assholes.. but today im past that.. Its good to be the King!!!

Gazing At The Stars
Gazing at the stars in a dark cold night Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight I wish you can see I wish you can hear I wish you can kiss and hold me tight I close my eyes and shed those tears Thinking how far you are from me Then I look above and see the stars How they light, they glitter and sparkle Despite how far they are by sight I find myself smiling as I realize That though distance between us Kept us apart but only in body And never in heart You gave me reason to smile You gave me reason to hope You gave me so much and I can never ask for more And if I have one thing to thank right now That's when you came into my life!

Dreaming Of You
I wonder if I dreamed of you- if you would appear? To make my nights full of love, and always hold me near. I wonder if I thought of you- if you would feel it in your soul? Like two spirits in the universe, who always seem to know. Even if the stars went black and the sun were to shine no more. They could find their way to each other, no matter how far the shore. Safely in each other's arms, to bid the rest of time. Finding Eternal Love so many seek to find. Caring for each other through the worst of storms. Leaning on the arms of love and never need anymore. This is how I feel for you, I've known it all along. You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul!

My Miracle
The only mother I've ever had in my life was you If I would've lost you in that accident I don't know what I would've done I know in my soul I would've died but GOD granted a miracle because your still alive Everyday I'm thanking GOD beacause,you,my mother survived

Tag Your It
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I like playing in paint shop pro 2. I like to help others 3. I like writing. 4. I am very shy. 5. I love to clean house.(it helps in letting me vent in a constructive way, when things are going ass backwards} 6. I hate to just watch TV, I have to have my hands busy with something, cross stitch, crochet, something ! Ok those are all my weird things & habits... Cindy, Buster, Nyne, Shieldbreaker,luvbug510,Rainbowhoney1971 :o) You're all tagged.....

Start Your Engines....
POP! ok so I popped my own cherry... hmmm well this is only my second blog ever... I'm in a pretty good place in my life. I have a home I like, kids that I adore, and a bf that just takes my breath away. I have problems, issues, things that make me cry (and some of them are those very things that make my life great), but overall I have a life that is worth living. I know finally that maybe I can be happy more often than sad, that I can have love, that things will actually work out. I have life, health, and love. For once things will be good. so until next time,

Why?
To ask us why we to turn from bad to worse Is to ignore from which we came You see you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals On the contrary We would all celebrate its tenacity We would all love its will to reach the sun Well We are the roses This is the concrete And these are my damaged petals Don't ask me why Ask me how

The Crush
there you stand the object of my desire i stand here just burning with desire oh i wish i could tell you and just hold you tight lie close to you each and every night i want you so bad its hard to maintain the suspense of your love is driving me insane the look on your face is so pure and sweet your kiss is all it would take to make my world complete. is this a crush or perhaps it's meant to be? i can feel your heart beat deep inside of me.. i wish i had the nerve to take a chance with you but im so shy i dont know what to do... i wonder if you know how i get weak when i see you... and when i talk to you i just get so high i dream of your love everytime i go to bed i wish i could make real whatever is in my head but, this crush for now will just have to do cause i dont have the nerve to say this to you... Much love my secret crush xoxoxo Angel

The Bbw Contest!!! Staring Me!!... 3rd Entry For Sept. 14, 2006
Hey... all you lost cherries!! Well I am, I am in this Contest!! right!! The BBW.. Contest!!! First Contest!! Well its on!! Please take a look over there!!! At lostcherry.com/user/51980 under her pics!!! BBW Contest for October I think!!! Good luck to all!! Friends and Family.. Please Vote for me!!! Every vote matters!!! There is only one... Comment to a Contestant!!! Please only one... You are all the best!!! Please enjoy the day... Jeannie!

Tired
Overall I am tired of being tired. I have had a cold/allergy/upper respitory thing that has really brought my energy down. Energy drinks are truly one of my best friends right along with meds. Finally today I seem to be seeing an improvement. My roommate made me some ginger coke (coke and ginger boiled on the stove,weird I know but it helps) last night. I think that and the tiger balm and all the meds may finally be helping. I don't seem to be coughing as much and my chest seems to feel better. I can even breath sometimes. Thank goodness my wonderful fiance' has been taking my son to school so that I can get more rest. It really makes a difference. Also I got a new boss at work so it's been a bit of change of pace and I'm not sure what it will mean for my schedule. Fortunatly I have worked with her in the past before she got her promotion and she is pretty down to earth. I have to get ready for work soon. In the meantime I am fighting the urge to take a nap and am forcing some wa

Fallen
Fallen I am now among the fallen There is no escape Not for me You have a hold on me that I cannot break I am defensless against you You've clipped my wings so I cannot fly I am spiraling ever downward Falling, falling Into oblivion A dark paradise surrounds me Waiting for the sun to rise A silver moon lights my way Among a thousand shining stars I search for you in the darkness I feel your presence surrounding me Holding me here in this twilight As the darkness receeds So too does the icy cold Paradise is slowly revealed to me As I search for you I walk a path of sparkling sand Wondering where it leads As I have fallen I know there is no escape You have become my salvation You have taken the hurt and pain And turned it into something else Now among the fallen I walk this path Straight into your open arms As we soar to the heavens with guilded wings I am surrounded by your warmth I breath your very essence and life You have revived me And together w

we talk everyday i wake up i see you i got to bed i see you though we have never met i feel like i have known you for years you have stolen my heart you are the spitten image of my soul mate i think about you day and night i dream of a life with you and what that would be like and its as perfect as the white snow on a perfect winter day we met from amutual freind and i thank him everyday...

Aaaaaaaaaah
I cant understand these feelings of hopelessness. i cant understand why i reach out and get no ones hand. It seem likethe only place i belong is the vast world of insobrity. It seems as tho im lossing touch with my self and friends. No one calls and no one writes. My biggest fear is that of never being truely loved. It seems as tho my fear is becoming reality. I need to take control and cut away these string holding me back. Like a puppet whos every move is dictaed by some one elts. Im sapposed to take it one day at a time. Live life on lifes terms. Thats easyer said than done. If thoes who read this could give me some sagestions on how to mabey make things evan a little bit easyer. PLEASE do.

Aloha!
Well I hoped everyone missed me....I'm back so dont send out the troops or anything I know I know....you totally weren't going to...thanks btw! So, all I've been doing is working and parenting and msn'ing it up thats my life could it get duller? no? YAY! something to look forward to. But I wanted to say hi and thank you for coming to see !!!! Much love *special shout out to a cute lil pot head i met on here* *pst "subherban" thats u

Karen Vs Indiana Bmv
I was an employee for the Indiana Bureau of Motor Vehicles. I was a very good worker, always eager to help others and generally a very good employee. We got a new computer system in July. It sucked azz, I mean really. I sent a letter to the Governor of Indiana about my dissatisfaction with the new STARS computer program. Being an employee of the BMV, I felt I was offering an insiders view of the bad data and frustration about not being able do my job since June 30th. Driving records are wrong, suspensions are showing up on peoples records that shouldn't be there. Car registration information is all screwed up. It was a mess! I sent this letter to our Governor... utilizing his "open door policy" with Indiana citizens and state employees... on July 17th, 2006. I was FIRED July 18th. What did I do? I contacted Channel 8 news. What did they do? Well they contacted me for an interview. See the link (you might have to copy and paste it in your browser) http://www.wish

Okay Everyone Listen Up!!!
i agree with my long time friend on lc sue covers the whole area about what's going on please read below!!! YOU PEOPLE NEED TO QUIT HOGGING UP THE BULLETIN BOARD SO IMPORTANT STUFF COULD BE PUT UP I FOR ONE AM TIRED OF SEEING ALL THIS SHIT ABOUT WHORING PEOPLE OUT TO GET TO HIGHER LEVELS AND NOT HELPING OTHERS.I FOR ONE HELP MYSELF CUZ I KNOW HOW PEOPLE ARE ON HERE THEY ARE SELFISH, AND SELF CENTERED,THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS ON HERE LIKE PREVERTS RIPPING YOUNG KIDS PIC,AMBER ALERTS,PEOPLE WHO ARE SICK AND ASKING FOR PRAYERS,PEOPLE WHO LOST LOVED ONES,PEOPLE HURT IN ACCIDENTS OR KILLED. BUT ALL YOU'S WORRY ABOUT IS GETTING TO A HIGHER LEVEL THIS IS A DOWN RIGHT SHAME COMING FROM GROWN PEOPLE CAN'T YOUS HELP YOURSELVES LIKE ME AND OTHER PEOPLE DO.(GROW UP )IF YOU GOT ANYTHING TO SAY THEN SAY IT CUZ I COULD CARE LESS WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. SUE

Friends And Ex's
When a relationship ends, what's the best thing to do? - Try and be friends with your ex - Go your separate ways I'm friends with all of my ex's. I don't know how it's worked out so well -- I think we were all friends first, so we can be friends again even if the timing isn't right. Of course, my relationships have all ended for reasons that wouldn't cause me to outright break off the relationship -- no infidelity, no incredibly unforgiveable lies, etc. And I can't imagine being with someone that wouldn't accept that I'm still friends with all of them. Because my relationships have all ended for "not the right person, not the right time" reasons, which means we're friends. Period. No hope of getting back together. In my mind, they're simply friends, and no more risk to any relationship I had than any other friends.

Ok, So I Lied ...
I was going thru my Myspace account and looking at all the old posts that people put on there for me and remembering the good times and shit like that, when I came across my exroomate's comment. So I clicked on her page just out of curiosity ... and I saw she had some really negative titles to her blog subjects. So, I decided to click on the blog and read it ... AND IT WAS FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC !!! This bitch ripped me off over $500.00 right before Christmas last year so I was not able to give my loved ones more. I was really poor around that time because of her. This was the Christmas money I had saved up so it would have been a nice Christmas for everyone and that fucking cunt ... oh well, I'm over it. (At least that's what I'll tell you.) So anywho, back to her ... her blog is all "My uncle died, my mom was in the hospital, my brother has type 1 diabetes, I lost my job and no one is calling me back where I put my resumes, I'm fighting with my BF (or is it husband now ... who k

Pains Trains And Assholes In Cars
Man, stuck on 280 FWY for 2 hours this morning. "Why", you ask? Well, the obvious answer is because dumbass people keep hitting each other in front of me. But there is a better answer that goes back to the 1950s. GM, Firestone, and Standard Oil (herein known as the corporate assholes) banded together to form a pact that went city by city and bought up the key systems (metro rail systems). They hit Oakland (my town) in 1958. The lameass city governments let them buy the key systems, which they immediately destroyed. So, what does this have to do with my traffic this morning? Keep reading oh ye of short attention. What would make them destroy a perfectly good system? That is easy. They sold the city GM busses that used Firestone tires and Standard Oil products. So once again, the almighty dollar destroyed something good just to make a buck. The city governments made short term money and the pact made big bucks. And what about the Americans? We get to sit in traffic for 2 hours at a time

I Dont Know
I DONT KNOW WHAT GOES THROUGH THE MINDS OF OTHERS BUT WHAT GOES THROUGH MINE. YOU THINK IM AN NIDIIOT I THINK IM A GENIUS. YOU SAY THAT IM HOT I THINK THAT IM UGLY. YOU SAY THAT WE WILL EVENTUALLY BREAK UP I SAY THAT WE WILL GROW OOLD AND DIE TOGETHER BUYRIED SIDE BY SIDE. YYOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME I SAY I LOVE YOU MORE. BUT MOST OF ALL I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY THINK ONLY YOU DO. SO THERE I SAID IT ALL BYE NOW PEACE AND SEE YOU LATER.

On Love And Passion
Many of the (very few) single friends I have seem to have fallen in love lately. Love, the sort with little birds singing happy songs twirling about their heads. I listen patiently as they list the virtues of their chosen partner, and withstand more romantic goop than any one person should have to endure. And I wonder why I have never spouted romantic goop about anyone. When guys say they want to "show me the meaning of love," I just roll my eyes and snicker. Have I never felt like this about anyone? Am I incapable of it? Have I simply not met the right person? Am I simply too practical to ever be that goopy? I'm analytical, sure, but I'm also emotionally open, I hope. I'm fully capable of falling badly for someone. But even in the rush of new infatuation, I've never been goopy like my friends have been lately. Sometimes I feel like Charlotte talking to Elizabeth (in "Pride and Prejudice"): "I'm not romantic, you know. I never was. I ask only a comfortable home. And, consideri

It's A Good Day Today
Sendin' out some love to all my LC friends, family and fans. If I haven't gotten to you today, not to worry will stop by and show some love. So please, let me know if you need any help from me and I will do my best. Muah, darlins.

Wooo Hooo A Blog!!
ok so with LC taking off like it is and all the adding of friends and fans etc I for one am praying that with the addition of the blog comes the demise of the same bulletins being posted OVER and OVER and over!!! YAY LOST CHERRY!!!

About My Poem's
i express my self through poetry it's the only way i know how to say what i am truly feeling at the time every one i have written myself so i am asking you please do not take them UNLESS you ask... every one says i have true art with my poems so i would like to share them with you.... i will be adding new ones as i write them thank you guys so much for veiwing them ents you guys are the greatest ALWAYS: Queen of the night

Better Than Sex Cake Yummy
Submitted by: unknown recipe is ready in 1-2 hrs Ready in: 1-2 hrs recipe difficulty 2/5 Difficulty: 2 (1=easiest :: hardest=5) Serves/Makes: 8 Categories: Better Than Sex Cake Recipes Leftover Halloween Candy Recipes Cakes Using Chocolate Cake Mix Recipes Ingredients: 1 Box German Chocolate Cake Mix 7 ounces Sweetened Condensed Milk 6 ounces Caramel Sauce (Jar) 8 ounces Non-Dairy Whipped Topping -- thawed 8 Heath Candy Bars -- crushed Directions: Bake cake in 9 by 13-inch cake pan, as directed on box. Let it cool slightly and poke little holes in the top of the cake with a pencil. Dribble sweetened condensed milk and caramel sauce over cake. Let stand for over an hour until the cake has completely cooled. Frost with whipped topping and sprinkle crushed candy bars over that. Refrigerate. This recipe for Better Than Sex Cake serves/makes 8

Welcome To My Mind!!!
In this blog i hope to have my many thoughts conveyed with feeling and that the return will be thought provoking comments..and that you like and will give feed back.... ATTENTION!!!!!!! MEN!!! YOU WILL NOT ,I ,REPEAT NOT GAIN ANY ENTRY TO MY PRIVATE PHOTOS IM SORRY ITS RESERVED FOR COUPLES AND BI FEMALES THAT ARE ATTRACTIVE TO US ( BUCKEYEBADASS AND AMAZONIANMIDGET) BECAUSE WE ARE INTRWESTED THE SWINGER LIFE STYLE.... YOU HAVE TO GET TO KNOW US AS A COUPLE FIRST.... A lil More about me . I am a 23 year old cancer survivor (ovarian) , I am a Tech Geek, I am a Bi Female in Love with a Awesome ,handsome, Hot male...His Name is Toby.aka BuckeyeBadass.. he is the light of my life ...and my reason for life...We have this amazing connection i.e. we finish each others sentences and we have similar ideals in life. We Decided to do the Swinging Couple thing Because its a New experience for the both of us . WE are VERY VERY secure in our lifestyle

Her Good-bye
a crimson rose clutched tight at hand the thorns biting deep brining forth drops of life a girl on bended knee with hand upon the trigger barrel pointed at her temple the note she wrote laid out in front slowly she lets it all go BANG the gun falls upon the carpet her body slumped against the closet door the rose dripping it's color the note that was written splattered with blood penned by a wavering hand stained by tears sealed with one last kiss was her good-bye to him and their lost love

You Will Always Stay
a heart so pure and gentle a voice soft and sweet so hard to believe you are here no more to comfort those in need in our minds you'll always stay the way you were that first day an angel you will forever be so close and dear to me

Truth Of Thursday
Truth of Thursday I've got the pipe and photo of a good friend, Now isn't that the truth? I've known deception, guilt and correction, but I'm still looking for proof. I've lived, I've cried, commit soul suicide, I know I still lay awake at night. My stories been told, my heart says I'm old, but I'm not more then a kid. I've been searching more then i ever have, I've been blamed for things I never even did. So say good-bye to hopeless sorrow, and keep your eyes on tomorrow. Tell me a story, Sing me a song, Teach me the words and I will sing along. Sing what you want as long as it's true, I'd listen to anything as long as it's you. To think freedom was a lock and key, I'm not sure that's where i want to be. Broken promises, broken dreams, slip through cracks and fall through seams. I have no idea what I did, I'm just waiting for the day to change, and the sun will rise again. Jolene

It'll Never End
No matter how far we've come, I can't wait to see my tomorrows with you, but the sun sets, and i feel the light betraying me. my eye's are burning up, the darkness is holding me tight. My walls are closing in, till the sun rises again. The sounds of your voice painted on my memories,. This lack of control i feel is never ending. When i close my eyes, something pulls beneath the surface of my chest, it's the love i feel for you in my heart. One thing I've begun to realize, It doesn't matter how hard you've tried, to get someone to love you when they don't, can really make you lose all pride. There's a place so dark in my heart, and now I know it will never end. Jolene

When I joined the military, I knew that there was some danger involved. Unless I went to war, then I didn't really expect to have anything happen to me. While there are the training accidents and such like that, I knew if I was careful, I wouldn't have to worry about that. So imagine my surprise when I was the victim of a violent attack in my living room. On October 15, 1999, which was a Friday, payday, and a much-anticipated day all around, a fellow class member and I made plans to go out and let off some steam. I was attending a Military Occupational Specialty school in 29 Palms, California and the classes I was taking were told to be one of the hardest schools in the military due to the material that was taught. It was going to be the perfect night, my wife (now ex-wife) who was also a Marine in my class; had a 24-hour duty that night and I had a sitter for my son. I met my friend at the bar and the evening started out great. We went bar-hopping, and he knew several of the local res

Geesh
I spent yesterday helping my sons headstart clean and get prepared for vistors...Most of the teachers, staff and a few kids have been sick...Jake has been fine..but lo and behold I go there to help prevent sickness..and I get sick...this is anything but fun....headache, upset stomach....eyes even hurt.... *pouts* someone come take care of me...... I'm ok, I'm watching my Sis in Laws grandbabies, and they are in dire need of my attention :)

Wow they have blogs now! This is coooooooool. lol I am used to my blog on swydm.com and I was wondering when they were going to get them here. Now lets see the drama begin, because it will since blogs are around! lol Let the games begin haha....

Useless
1 . Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. 13. Most lipstick contains fish scales. (not

Life Changing X X X
Over the past few months ive certainly done some life changing things x me an tribal have had calum, who is 6 months now (i wouldnt change it for the world. And now we are in the process of moving to cornwall over 200 miles away x tribal is already there an calum is at his grannys, its only been a few days but im finding it hard already x x

My Heart & Soul
My soul was so sad Because of a man My soul was so sad It could not be consoled My heart was so sad Because of a man My heart was so sad Even more then my soul My heart told my soul You will one day be happy My Soul told my heart you will love once again My heart and my soul May some day be right But my heart and my soul Are still lonely tonight

Shotgun
The Shotgun Constitution Preamble: THE RULES LISTED BELOW APPLY TO THE CALLING OF SHOTGUN (THE PASSENGER SEAT) IN AN AUTOMOBILE. THESE RULES ARE DEFINITIVE AND BINDING. Section I The Basic Rules Article 1: In order to call Shotgun, the caller must pronounce the word "Shotgun" as long as the driver verifies the call. Article 2: Shotgun may only be called if all occupants of the vehicle are outside and directly on the way to the said vehicle. Article 3: Early calls are strictly prohibited. Shotgun may only be called while walking toward the vehicle and only applies to the drive immediately forthcoming. Shotgun can never be called while inside a vehicle or still technically on the way to the first location. For example, one can not get out of a vehicle and call Shotgun for the return journey. Article 4: The driver has final say in all ties and disputes. The driver has the right to suspend or remove all shotgun privileges from one or more persons. Section II Sp

Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly. Wellhun

Footprints In The Sands Of Time
Footprints in the Sand One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there were one set of footprints. This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints. So I said to the Lord, “You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?” The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you.” Mary Stevenson

Hello
well i just realized you can do blogs on here wow i am slow lol...well all is good here...still raining in new mexico but all is well... hope all is well else where i am sorry i havent been on much but i have been super busy...i will try to be on here more ...kisses and hugs to all of my friends

Gotta A Dilemma Updated
I just ran into my supposed friends husband. He knows nothing about leaving her. Hes talking about going to LA to do some work and make some money with a friend but he was coming back. He also told me that it was more than one time that she slept ed around on him which i know of at least two he doesnt and i of course said nothing about to him. Nor did i mention the fact that she was trying to decide wether to keep the one on the side or not. Now i would like to say this was for mine and her friendship but i know my mentioning it would cause more hurt feelings. We talked a little bit about what she had said to billy which he didnt know much about and didnt think it was her place and that the whole thing was because she didnt want to watch the kids for us any more. So i think i just wont say anything

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Love is like magic, and always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wonderous and strange. And there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most common place into beauty and slendor and sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, understanding, and kind, for it sees with its heart and not with it's mind! Love is the answerthat everyone seeks.... Love is the language that every heart speaks, love can't be bought it is priceless and free. Love, like pure magic is life's sweet mystery.

Taco Bell And An Eigth Grade Education
a wise man once said to me that "americas school system is like a taco bell at the dinner rush.. its pumping out burritos and nacho bell grandes at an alarming rate." there is no place quite like tacobell anywhere in the world. you can tell its food apart from any where else nomatter how crappy the other places food is, and nowhere else have i found 20 soft tacos for 11.99 plus tax. ive never gone to school anywhere else but sherwood oregon and yeah 9th grade we had a way cooler lunch then in middle school. we had those taco bell burritos they were so good, only like 80 or 90 cents or so, could it be they were just fueling the encompasing sense of abandonment we would come to realize some years later.. im not saying im depressed or i hate my school in fact im extremly happy in life. i loved school for the most part even though it was tough as far as the social aspect and all.. but that helps ya grow and makes ya tuffer then steel. either way i seemed to shut off the whole learn

How Drinking 40's Got Me Where I Am Today
RANDOM THOUGHTS THANKS ANDREW ok this is my second one of these ill use punctuation and paragraphs and all that. basically with a half ass 12 th grade education ive conquered most of central texas, well at least a 10 by 10 bedroom. they say that your past affects your future yeah thas true it do, but does everty thing you do affect it i mean i pick my nose alot WAYYY more then i should yeah its gross i know and hey dont worry ladies if i ever go out with ya i am a polite gentleman. but does that have any profound affect on my future? the answer is yes it all happened about spring 1994 yeah you all know what we were doin then 8 th grade promotion. so anyways i had no courage with women or at that time girls. well there was this one i liked alot and honestly i think she liked me but yeah ok so like i was talking to her alot and telling some stoopid ass jokes like normal and i totally picked my nose just outta habbit yeah i was a weird ass kid she became totally disgusted and ive nev

I've kissed your lips a thousand times even though I've never known you... I've gazed into your clear, deep eyes even though I've never seen you... I even think I maybe love you even though I'll never get to hold you C'est la vie...

Advice
a little advice for girls: Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. ____________________________________________________ IT MAKES US FEEL SO SECURE TO KNOW THAT OUR GIRLFRIEND ISNT OFF FLIRTING WITH GUYS WE'VE NEVER HEARD OF!! ____________________________________________________ We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking

If You Wanna
do this if you like 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. What is your best memory with me? 13. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Do you think I'm going to heaven or hell and why? 16. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

You Will Be Mine
You speak in taunting riddles, Awry in abstract rhyme. Body aches to breathe in you, Words keep mind alive. Angels speak in jilted tongues You're tempted by the fruit. So spread your legs, let sin wash in And offer all you can. But I will be the one to tie you down, Shackle you in bliss, Love you so hard bind you in ecstasy's kiss. And afterwards I'll wipe away sin's faithless, soulless tears just close your eyes tonight my dear and fuck away those fears.

More Reading On It
I've put this site together because it took me a long time to find out about what was diagnosed as “urinary incontinence” (yeah right!). The history of the female orgasm and female ejaculation is fascinating and I hope my website helps you understand more about the wonderful magic of the g spot and female ejaculation. Annie Female Ejaculation Believe it or not, the female orgasm and female ejaculation were unknown until relatively recently. Back in the 1800’s, if a woman was feeling horny, her husband would take her to the doctor so that he (yes, all doctors were men in those days) could treat what was in those days diagnosed as “hysterical tension”. Symptoms of this “condition” included irritability, a temperature and swollen pudenda. And guess how the doctors treated their female patients with this condition? They prescribed masturbation! But the poor lady was not allowed to do this herself (this was deemed to be unhealthy and would rot the mind!). Usually stimulation of the

*new*joy Of Jelly Soap!!!!
A beautiful new jelly soap this one is-lovely to look at, lovely to play with and delightful to smell. Warm vanilla coloured has the intoxicating fragrance of Carmael & Vanilla, smells so good you will be tempted to eat it. Pleasures in the shower or bath. Super Fantasy Joy of Jelly Soap my most intriguing shower product to date. JOJ Soaps are handcrafted in Erie, NY. Luscious handmade soap, bath, and body products focusing on all-natural ingredients. Base (fo)fragrance oil (eo)esscential oil New Scents Available! *Angel(type)(fo)This is a feminine scent that blends pure mandarin, honey, fresh almond and other exotic fruits.Has also rich musk and amber. Is classified as a refreshing, flowery fragrance. Was created by the design house of Thierry Mugler. *Breathless(vs type)(fo)Delicate veil of orange blossoms, neroli petals, & young tangerine buds, touch of sandalwood, cashgora essence, & soft musk ~ *Dialogue(fo)(amy brown original)Romantic sweet pear~ *Sugar Plum

Nuts On A Fence!!
> On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just > inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts > and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. > > "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. > > Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. > > Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he > thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to > investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, > one for me." He just knew what it was. > > "Oh my," he shuddered, "it's Satan and the Lord dividing the souls at the > cemetery." He jumped back on his bike and rode off. > > Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come > here quick," said the boy. "You won't believe what I heard! Satan and the > Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." > > The man said, "Beat

My Rant For Today
Well, let's see. Thinkin it would have been smart of me to leave the past in the past. And left a few people off my buddy list. This back and forth yo-yo crap is done. I am soooo over it. Last time I checked my azz was not a doormat. Some seem to think so. Lets go to her and unload.. then go back to doin the same stuff i was complainin about... how bright is that? I am soooooooo done being a relationship counselor. Hell apparently thats all I am to certain people. Not a true friend as they keep tryin to convince me of. F!@# It the beeotch is back. Ms. Sweet Nice and Caring has been kicked around enough... shes gone. To those of you who have proven to me that i was right to keep my heart hidden instead of lettin you have a chance to break it.... Thank you. I knew I was safer living my way.. all you did was reinforce that fact for me. Alone is best for me... Keepin only a few close... and even of those few.. some must go. Find the happiness within, and you will f

Modern Romance Video - Yeah Yeah Yeahs lyricsYeah Yeah Yeahs Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure.com Don't hold on Go get strong or don't you know there's no modern romance Time, time is gone it stops stops who it was well i was wrong it never lasts there is no this is no modern romance in time, time is gone never last stops who he was well i was wrong never lasts this is no there is no modern romance there is no modern romance this is no modern romance there is no there is no Fuck Man It ain't supposed to bother me... But it does....

Guess
blogging, oh blogging. i feel so important when i'm blogging. type, type, typing. no writing. filling space for fun and bordom's sake. but i'm down to no more words now, so blogging ended as quickly as it started.

Never Again The Burning
Never Again The Burning From Gale Perrigo It is always the morning of my execution.... ...I know they will come for me today. Last night the jailor, pulling up his trousers, Sneered, "Perhaps you'll fancy the pole They give you in the morning more than mine, Stubborn Bitch." I think He liked it better when I had strength And spirit enough to fight him. He is too stupid to lie just to torment me. I will welcome death, though the dying scares me... I was a healer - how long ago? Oh, Gods, I cannot think straight anymore! And I know That their gross insults to my body will never mend. And the pain is constant, and they have sworn me That I will go to the fire conscious and aware. My Goddess, I am sick to my very soul with shame; At the last I gave them screaming what they wanted, Mouthed any obscenity they asked, I told them What they told me to say. My sanity remains Only because Your names go with me to the pyre, And the grave beyond, and only there.

Amazing Grace, Pagan Version
Amazing Grace, how sweet the Earth That bore a witch like me! I once was burned, now I survive, Was hung and now I sing. T'was grace that drew down the moon And grace that raised the seas, The magick in the people's will Will set out Mother free. We face the East and breathe the winds That move across this earth, From gentle breeze to hurricane Our breath will bring forth the change. Turn towards the South and feel the fire That burns in you and me. The spirit's flame will rise again And burn eternally. We greet the West, our souls awash In tide of primal birth. Our tears and blood, our pain and love Will cleanse and heal the earth. Reach into the North and know your roots Down deep ancestral caves. We find the wisdom of the Crone, Of circles we are made. Amazing Earth, enduring life, From death into rebirth. T'is earth I am and earth I love And earth I'll always be. Amazing Grace, how sweet the Earth That bore Witches like we. We once were b

hi my lovelies!! i am diggin' this new blog feature. wanna guess what happened today? well besides the fact that my ma was in a fender bender. lol she's okay, just startled. anyhow... i got a 2nd interview!!! whoooo fuckin' hooooo!!! it's for the job that pays me what i'm makin' now so that's a BONUS!! i am so totally jazzed! now, the 2nd interview won't be until the week of the 25th but hey...no problem! i'm hoping the place i interviewed at yesterday will call so i at least have 2 options. i like to think y'all lovelies are prayin' for me. if yer not, stfu. lol if you are...please keep it up! it's working!! i need a new job NOW!! i love my family *who i work for currently* however, i don't want to disown them. lol NEVER WORK FOR FAMILY!!! whooo hooooo for 2nd interview!!!!!!!

When All Is Lost
When all is lost and you're down and out.... lift up your head and shout... I am only one person but I am me.... slavery's been abolished set me free. I know it's corny but I feel it's true. Set yourself free from all that holds you back.

The Yellow Roses!
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large pack of T-bones, dropped them in her basket, hesitated, and the

Weird Facts
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can't stand to have long hair 2. I have 3 dogs that drive me crazy 3. I read a lot 4. I hate Pepto Bismal 5. I'm going deaf 6. I hate country music

Yup.
Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking How long till this goes away I try to remember to forget you But I break down every time I do It's left me less than zero Beat down and bruised I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away I can't seem to get my heart over you Cause you creep into everything I do And now I'm dying to know How he touches you I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away How long till this goes away She said she wants to be friends I took a big step back She said She said She said she's sorry With one finger I said fuck that I can tell you're lying when yo

Vampyre Erotica
Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare

Try This The Next Time You Get Pulled Over!!
> An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... > > Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? > > Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. > > Older Woman: Oh, I see. > > Officer: Can I see your license please? > > Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. > > Officer: Don't have one? > > Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. > > Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. > > Older Woman: I can't do that. > > Officer: Why not? > > Older Woman: I stole this car. > > Officer: Stole it? > > Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. > > Officer: You what? > > Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. > > The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. > > Officer 2

Precious
Two nicely dressed ladies happened to start up a conversation while waiting for their flights from the LAX Airport. The first lady was an arrogant California woman married to a wealthy man. The second was a well-mannered elderly woman from the South. When the conversation got around to children, the California woman started by saying, "When my first child was born, my husband built a beautiful mansion for me." The lady from the South commented "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued, "When my second child was born, my husband bought me a beautiful Mercedes-Benz." Again, the lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued boasting, "Then, when my third child was born, my husband bought me this exquisite diamond bracelet." Yet again, the Southern lady commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman then asked her companion, "What did your husband buy for you when you had your first child?" My

Computers....gotta Love Them!
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter a password..Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in.... P... E... N... I... S. His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: ***PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH***

Just Another One...
The confusion you cause me is crazy, cause all i want is for you to call me your baby, be like jodeci and have you forever my lady. i dont know what to do with myself when you're gone, now dont twist my words and get me wrong, i aint toni braxton and this aint anotha sad love song. but i cant do this anymore and that's real, i just need to know how you feel, so tell me, whats the deal. could you be my candy rain said soul for real. Yeah i know the last vers is kind of lame but its all i could think of....

Update
Ok update on the accident. I still feel like hell but the bruises are getting darker and I guess that means they are healing. The adjuster called me today and thinks that my car CAN be fixed. How the hell that is I dont know. He told me that the axle was knocked out of the transmission and that was why the wheels wouldn't turn. They are going to dissasemble the hood and fender to get a better look. I will know more tomorrow and keep you all updated. Hugz, Felicia

Our Forbidding Love
Our forbidding love By Eric Brown AKA Dark passion People stare at us but I don’t’ care, no one knows the power of our love. No one knows that way you make you feel when ever I look at you, the way you warm my heart when you hold me. The way I die in your arms when ever we make love, honey nothing will ever stop me from loving you. The world is so full of hate and unhappiness you are lucky when you can find love where ever you can find it. Hold me in your arms never let me go, make love to me with passion and rage. Let me kiss you from head to toe, lick and kiss your love zone between your legs and thrust my love and passion inside of you very fast and powerful tell we both climax in our love and passion. Honey I love you.

#3
You know what to do. Fill it out for me. 1. Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color? 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. What makes you really happy? 9. What makes you really mad? 10. Tell me what you think of me. 11. Do you know me, or if you don't, do you wanna meet me? 12.Did you ever think you loved me or, do you love me now? 13.Would you ever see a movie you hated for me? 14.Would you defend me when I'm not around? 15.Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed) without anticipating sex? 16.Would you go out of your way to cheer me up? 17.Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you? 18.Would you beat me at video games, or let me win? 19.Married, single, dating, in a relationship ? 20.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Day Today
Damn, can't I catch a break? I got a call from my stepdad shortly after work and I found out that one of my little brothers got stabbed in the chest and was in the hospital for a few hours. Apparently, he got into it with his ex... yet again. Not sure what he did last weekend, but he had a warrant out for his arrest. But anyways, he's in jail. I wish he gets his life together. But on a good note, I'm registered for my first two classes! I start next month. Wish me luck!