An uncertainty lingers in the heart and soul
Afraid to choose wrong
Scared to speak up and be cast down
For opinions and thoughts and feelings
Unsure of how to say something
Without the other party taking it wrong
And feeling hurt by what was said
But how do I say what I need to say
And how do I move on
When there are some trying to control me
In a way that I can’t abide by
But how can I let them know
That I need my space
That yes I do need help
But I can’t let them take over my life
I need to be able to take my life
And fix it, get to where I need to be
Without the bad influences
I want help yes but I also want to do it mostly on my own.
