Alrighty this is my first blog on this fucker and I am just going to spill whatever cus on MyWaste I have people that I dont fucking like trying to look at my shit and on here atleast I know who is looking at it and all ya'll are cool with me, so far. LOL! The only things that have been really going on is that I have been in the process of getting a volunteer job at Banner Estrella so that when I finally graduate and become a ST that it will be easier for me to get a job. All I can say is that it is a long drawn out process. TB this and paperwork that has all I have been hearing since the end of August. >OH, tomorrow I have to go back and have them read my TB #2 some time after 4 pm!< I mean I dont mind the paperwork and the tests that you have to take after you read all the manuals, its just the blood draws and TB's that bug me cus I am not too fond of needles. God, thats weird cus I have 3 tattoos and I want more! LOL! God, I feel like a walking contradiction! Oh well, I will spew more when I come back on break cus right now I have to go to class and act like I am interested even though I know that I am leaving early. They should be damn thankful that I even came. Cus this morning I even told my mom that I wasnt going and then I decided that I had to suck it up and get over myself. Spewing more later! Hasta! Alright I can back to bitch some more, LOL. Its about 8:34 AZ time and I just got finished calling the BF who never seems to pick up fast enough to my liking. I guess as my instuctor whould say, "persnickety". LOL. Funny word but I guess it means means like aggitated easily, IDK. New word and a new day I assume. As I was coming to school today I noticed that the sun has been shining its hideous face more in my eyes these last few days. Maybe its because my mother cant seem to get off her ass and get me to school by 6:30. Or maybe it is finally the end of this season and hopefully I can bid the heat good bye till next April. But who am I kidding. Its funny how we seem to look forward to one season and then to the next. When its winter we wish it was spring and when its summer we wish it was fall. I dont get it. Maybe it proves that human beings cant really make up thier minds and that there really is no hope for us in the end. As I sit here I look at the place where they stuck me to give me my TB test. God, I need more sun light on this pasty pale tale, LOL. I wish that I could be one of those lucky people who tan as easy as Alison is a whore, LOL! >Personal Joke< But then I think that I am lucky to really just be me. Plain old Shea.
