Fubar Blog Posts 4

"the Next Day At Work"
Bianca's next comment caught me completely off gaurd. "Tell you what, Lee. Why don't you sit over there on that chair until you catch your breath." Her eyes pointed over to a rocking chair in the corner of her room. I looked over at it and then back at her. I was confused and it showed. "Trust me. lover. Sit in the chair." I was intrigued and moved to the rocker and sat down, my dick slowly become limp as it relaxed from the great sucking it had just received. I looked over at this great vision of loveliness laying naked on her bed, wondering why i wasn't beside her. "I need to twell you something, and i hope you don't get upset with me over it," she started, her words coming slowly and carefully. too carefully to be serious. I could tell she was playing with me, but i had no idea what she was going to say next.

New Video Posted
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Are Fwb Relationships Really Viable?
Many times I've seen the concept of FWB relationships debated online. Can they work? Are they good? Should I try one? Are they just wishful thinking and a setup for heartache and bad feelings? I've thought a lot about the issue over the years, and the conclusion I've come to is that FWB relationships can not only be possible but also very rewarding, BUT they are very difficult to have successfully. If you're looking for someone to fuck with no strings attached, then in my opinion you are deluding yourself. Using someone for sex is a sure way to mess with someone's head and emotions and will ultimately result in hurt feelings, heartache, and a royal mess. However, if you have a strong friendship with someone and care for them deeply and find that the two of you share a physical attraction and connection, then having the relationship become sexual is completely normal. We are physical people, and a large part of how we express our feelings is through our physical actions.

Fallen
laying in the grass, beneath the blazing sun close to the barrel of a loaded gun detached from the earth, spirit undone now its all over before its begun falling from the sky like cold drops of rain aching inside from the constant pain afraid to close your eyes, afraid to fall asleep afraid to fall to deep crys for help fall on deaf ears you yell and scream but noone hears into the dakrness you fall alone until there is nothing left, until your completely gone

B&q Job Application
B&Q JOB APPLICATION This is an actual job application that a 75-year-old pensioner submitted to B&Q in Tunbridge Wells.They hired him because he was so funny.... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but 1 am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's Chief Executive or Managing Director. But seriously, whatever's available.If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying in the first place - would I? DESIRED SALARY: £150,000 a year plus share options and a Tony Blair style redundancy package.If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I’m worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It was a crap job. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30 - 3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SK

Kiss My Ass
I fucking dare you... (explicit) (T_T) You think you're a badass?Shout at us all for no reason?Blame me for your problems like I give a fuck?Take it out on my family and expect US to be sorry?Well fuck you, you and your weird ass hair do.I never had a beef with youI didn't even know you!You believe what others say about meWell come at me now what do you see?Am I all that they said I was cracked up to be?Get the fucking message, I don't mess around, you hear me?Or do I have to bash your brains into the concrete?Would that be enough to get the message across?If I blew out your kneecaps out would I feel sorry for your loss?Hell fucking no, I'd blow your damn legs off!Wait, screw that I,d take a handsaw and cut em off!Break every single bone in your fucking handsSmash em with a hammer without a second glancecall 911 now that you can't touch a damn phone!how would you like it if I barged in your home?Sayin I'm all that and the president tooYell at your family and blame you too?Like your

Her Changes
In time we grow older things change,Some things get better,others we toss aside.As we grow and learn more,Throwing away foolish pride.A true beauty will shine always,Because she not only lays in skin.But also deep in mind and soul,Is where her beauty begins.Follow your heart it will lead,Let no others block your path.And forever during your time,Your beauty will forever last.

When A Woman Loves A Man...
When the stars are in her eyes and the sun is in her smile, the only moment in a life That happens the same time, is when a woman loves a man. She'll be a mother and a child, sacrifice her days and nights. And no other will exsist she'll put her life in every kiss, when a woman loves a man. When a woman loves a man, you'll be amazed that when you're stumbling she'll fight for you and won't let you give in. She'll do all that she can When a woman loves a man. A soothing breeze always blows when somebody understands another soul. It's like the planets have aligned and every sentence has a rhyme When a woman loves a man Oh, you'll be amazed how when you're needing it, she'll fight for you

I Remember
I remember a time when i was happy...not this sad.. depressed person I've been of late. I wish I could be happy again, I feel every part of me in pain... my heart, mind, body and soul. I just rly miss smiling and laughing.. having someone tell me they love me.. being close to someone that im not afraid to talk to, fear of losing them. I haven't been myself in the past 2 weeks, feeling sick feeling alone begging this one person to talk to me.. while i lay here in tears. Leaving me in this world of limbo.. so I fucked up last night.. cause I was hurting and tired of feeling all the pain.. now i'm just in more pain then i was before. I'm just a lost soul... beautifully broken in a million pieces.....

Beauty
Beauty is so many things , in this life it seems like we only focus on the person , but beauty is everywhere and in everything , but only see it when you appreciate it . To understand beauty you must expereince it , You feel it its a passion for life. Art , Love and Music all other arts go together. We are in an age were anyone can themselves an Artist, a poet etc .. But truly there are far less then most people believe. True Artists don't always like to show thier work . they don't think its good enough sometimes or they don't hunger the fame or noteriety that can come from that position. So Many an Artist died without a penny to ther name . They gave everything away to the ones they loved.s a j You cannot be an Artist without a persistant to improve. One time succeding isn't enough. It is a quest for a lifetime .Being a photography today in the age of Iphone i see this everyday.. your iphone doesnt make u an amazing photographer. it is just a device sorry to burst your bubble . On

Hottness Personified In White Paper Black Ink & Shades Of Grey
July 2012 Concept piece only I’m showing compentency , at one with the universe Only 1 long black hearse Only 4 horses Only 2 choices With us Against us Witness Participents Ruckus Chaos Construction Uniformity Collectivity Conjunction My transition’s smooth as fabric softener from on to offers Hit the switch power up-Zupperz? Guess who’s back, guess who never left, Guess Who Guess What Guess where I serve next, Guess why I do this? Let the genie out the bottle, Pandora out the box, let the demons escape my head. So all U pigs can Be- DE-monically possessed. Start the de*programming – U never start U never finish Where the fuck’s the finish line? When do we see the light? When do we see zion? All in due time. When do we see $ Dollar signs? After completion of tasks, checks in boxes, we never exit the grind it’s a continuous process. Continuity, concurrent 2 it’s congruency Good work is rewarded with more work-No Retiring

A Short Story
And I spoketh to GodShall ye Desire wealth and prosperity?Verily I say Shall ye Desire Good health and longevity Verily I say Shall ye desire love that last beyond the ages and again verily I say Then Ye shall live peacfully and in harmony with your fellow manVerily so I agreeye shall give up all forms of perversionverily so I agreealso ye shall live a simple ... and clean life and again verily so I agree Go ahead he says with a smile you first .. I insist , I say with a grinhe pulls his gun and I pull my gun and that is where we stand

Poem Post #29
I Miss I miss his gentle touch and his amazing blue eyes. I miss the looks on his face and his silly replies. I miss kissing his lips and hugging him tight. I miss him every morning and sleeping by him at night. I miss his wonderful arms and loving embrace. I miss the love that he gives I can never replace. I miss his whispers and everytime he says I love you. I miss him motivating me fo rthe things I must do. I miss his smiles and his everyday charm. I miss things about him that may even bring alarm. I miss the way he made everything seem right. I miss just being able to see him with my sight. I mis the love he gave and shown me everyday. I miss how he brightened my day in everyway. *****By: Annaliese Edie

Dreams
I dream of your touch while you are away, I dream of your smile all through the day, I remember the day, You came into my life, I dream of the day I will be by your side. I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you, I dream of the day I can say I cherish you. To be your wife, To be together for life, Is a dream I have, Every night. But we all know that dreams are just that , They don't come true and there is never you.

"setting Up My Slut Wife"
"Allow me to introduce you to my wife, Emily. Oh, and i belelieve that's my ass hole manager with her." Emily looked over at the screen and saw the picture of a man and woman naked on a bed. The woman was on her knees and elbows and the guy was eagerly pounding her from behind. "That's your wife?" emily asked in disbelief. "how? How did you get that video?' "It's live," i said, moving back to the bed and sitting down beside her. "You see. last week i onstalled a securty system in my home. i told Vanessa that i was going to put a sensor in out bed room to protect her . But i actually in stalled a spay cam that i bought at a pc store. I then hooked the cam up to my desktop and set up software that allows me to remotely view the cam from my laptop." "You can do that?" She asked. "Sure, it's actually very easy to do. Unfortunately, i couldn't figure out how to get sound, so i only have video. But i figured i'd have some very interesting video to watch this week of my wi

Who's That Staring At Me
As I look into the mirror, what do I see I see someone staring back at me. When I see that person staring It looks really dareing. As I look into the mirror, what do I see I tell myself, why would I want to be As I was standing there I seen a big flare I didn't even want to peek I thought maybe I look like a geek I never wanted to look again I thought maybe it would be a sin I ask, why do I look like this Why do everybody have to diss Then I think, God made me And thats the way it should be. Alexia Webb 7/18/05

Life Is Better
Life is better when I found you I know that you saw it to Life is better with you by my side It feels like time flew on by. Life is better when your holding me It makes me feel like we are flying over a sea Life is better when I see your smile Even when it's once in a while Life is better when you hold my hand It lets me know that your my man Life is better when we play around Even when we know we got to settle down Life is better living day by day Every single day and every single way Life is better with you in my life Hopefully someday I can become your wife. Alexia Webb 5/25/10

"setting Up My Slut Wife"
John climbed off her and reached over to the nightstand. He picked up an object and turned back towards Vanessa. It took me a few seconds to realize that he was holding a rubber dick. The toy was massive, and o couldn't believe my eyes as her put it on her chest and rolled it around her cum soaked breast. He then brought it down between her legs and we watched her mouth open in what was clearly a loud moan as he slid the dildo inside her pussy. He lowered his mouth to her clit and began to suck it as he fucked her with the toy. Vanessa's hands reached for her breasts and she began to rub what was left of his cum over her breasts as her body arched into the air with each pump.

Lover's Awesome Dream
Talking as we while away the hourdreaming of you in the wet showerwater running over that body dearwhen I grab you and draw you neartasting wetness of it's embraceas I lick your neck, breast, faceknowing the pleasures and thrillthat await me here with you stillA fantasy a lover's awesome dreamto fill you up and make you screamwith ecstasy in each and every gaspwhile I restrain you in my firm graspVery moving , as you always do , always make me want ,To be with you .Cuddled in your strong embrace ,Rippled with desire and wanting to taste. As the need builds , and my body reacts ,You claim me as yours A submission has grown , to be your own. Thank you Sire , your Lady is loving you. A lover's dream & his womans reaction & response

3 Rules If You Want A Free Morph
1. I Do Not Morph People Into Random Crap Like Flowers, Dragons, Butterflies etc. Basically Crap That Isnt The Human Form. Certain Animals Like Dogs, Cats, Wolves etc. Are Acceptable 2. Continuity. Both The Pic Of You And The Pic You Want To Be Morphed Into Need To Be In The Same Pose Or Close Enough That Way Arms And Legs Dont Appear Cause Ive Seen Alot Of Shitty Morphs On Here And Their Just Embarrassing. If You Dont Have A Pic That Matches I Can Raincheck You Till You Can Take A Pic In The Pose. 3. No I Repeat NO "Surprise Me" If You Dont Know What You Wanna Morph Into How The Hell Should I? If I Hear "Surprise Me" Im Just Gonna Say "I Showed You The Rules And You Broke The 3rd One So Your Not Gettin A Morph Right Now SURPRISE!!!"

Share Plz!
keep your head held high, all you need to do is spread your wings and fly... Wipe those tears from your eye's... It's a sad thing when I see an angel cry... Follow your heart, you know that have a place in the heart that is mine. I know you got a lot of shit in life goin' on for you.. I know that it seems like the whole world is conning you... But just sit back, and relax, and put the whole damn world on mute... And listen to your surroundings... I know the pain of the game, strikes back and attacks... but reveal what is real ad hold yourself higher... because your the only one that holds you from your life's desires... please girl just hold on, your the dame on the Effiel Tower... Accomplish all of your dreams before the final hour... Just keep your head held high, all you need is to spread your wings and fly... Wipe those tears from your eye's, it's a sad thing to witness an angel cry... Begin to follow your heart... You know you have a place in the

A Poem I Wrote For My Late Wife Shortly After She Died...
I Miss You"Blonde hair smooth as silk.Green eyes that shined with undying love.Soft Pale skin that radiated with hope.And an angelic voice that tamed the wildest of beasts.I miss her . . .When life stacked against me . . .She would hold me and give me the courage to continue.When I was angry . . .She was the soothing stream that pacified me.When I was happy . . .'Twas her laughter that complimented me.when i was sad . . .'Twas her hand that brushed away the tears.I miss her . . ."

Wanton Desire F/f Short Story
One of my fav stories I've written **Warning: explicit material** ~Wanton Desire~ I place my hands gently on your face and kiss you tenderly. Our mouths open and we taste each other slowly. I move down your neck with light kisses and tiny nips just above your breasts. We kiss again, more passionately this time. I take my hands and lift your shirt off, then your bra. "You are beautiful" I say. I take your breasts in my hands and start to rub and pull on your nipples. They are becoming hard under my touch, craving my attention. I start to pinch and tug on your hardening peaks. You moan "Oh yes, show me how much you want me". I cannot deny you. You take my face in your hands and kiss me with such need, so much passion, moaning into each other's mouths! I move my hand to your side, caressing your soft skin as I move my way down to your ass. I begin rubbing and massaging one cheek. My other hand finds your hair. I pull it back and place featherlight kisses along the back of y

"emily's Becoming My Slut"
We sat back down and i looked over at her. Her eyes were wide as she returned my gaze. I watched her quickly scribble another note on a pice of paper and slide it over to me. I read it. "Lee what the hell did you do? Why did you give that man my panites? What did you say? I can't believe you did that!" I simply smiled as i picked up a pen and wrote back. "Relax lover. I just told him that you were my slut for the night and i thought that since he had been fantasizing about you since yesterday, he might want to have something of yours. I suggested to him that if he was to return the panties to me tomorrow with something else in them, that maybe he might get a chance to fuck you before the week was through. I told him that i guessed you would probably be open to having a gangbang before the week was over. That sice you didn't get enough dick at home, you would be more than happy to service two or three at the same time while here on the training. I hope you don't mind me saying th

Mrbigzzz4sure
eairly in the morning his status was along the lines of quit pumping your fucking breaks bitch just because i smiled at you doesnt mean i want to fuck you or some shit but i found this quite funny i had to share 4:56amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: " :)4:59ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: nice status 5:01amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: u like that5:22amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: then get over here lol5:22ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: lol ok5:23ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: not5:23areplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: wow your cool! cuz I was so kidding anyway5:26ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: meh just how i like to react when guys get like that with me theres a sertian way you should talk to a lady5:27ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: plus i liked your status because its the way i feel alot of the time5:27ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: then you come at me like that cmon dude do you really expect me not to be "cold" or a bitch i mean my name is psycho bitch after all5:29ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: its my real life nickname given to me i earned that one lol5:32amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sur

Always Something Else
Life is not about the last relationship you were in, the last heartbreak, or the last mistake you made. You have to get past that and prepare yourself for the next one. The next love, the next goal, for the rest of your life. Just remember that life lives on, there is always something else.

I Wanna Run.........
I wanna run in the fields of green , to be as fast as the deer , So fleet of foot , I want the wind in my hair , I want my heart to really care , and not be afraid of the pain I bare , I wanna run until I catch the Sun , My Mother Moon said beware , your Sister , The Stars said you shouldn't dare . But I gotta run to find the Sun. To feel the heat he will give out , to melt the icicles and remove the doubt , I gotta run , To feel the water rise , to see the trout go swiming by , and know ... I am the River Wild . cause I still run and run. When I look out across the asfault an tar , all I see is the forest not mared, River streams and animals play , where no human foot has touched the plains , Thats what I see when I run , But I'm fast approching my Lover the Sun , Then my time will be finally run and I'll forever remain with the Sun. So I run..........

Open Letter To The Homewrecker
LETTER TO THE HOMEWRECKING WOMENHello,You don’t know me. You only know what he has told you of me. Perhaps that I am crazy or boring or selfish. Or that things that have happened to him in his life are somehow my fault. Those are his usual lies. Surely you are smart enough to look into some of that for yourself, rather than just believe a man with a motive. But you don’t know me. If you did you would not violate me and trespass in my family. If you knew me you would know what the last 14 years have meant to me. If you knew me you would see the love I have for my family, the passion I share with my husband and the fierce protection I exercise over my children. You would know I care deeply and I don’t hold grudges. That I forgive easily and carry the weight of our family on my back. That I have been to hell and back and survived so I don’t give up easy. You don’t know the depth of my soul, the audacity of my heart, my faith in my God. You don’t know wh

Dog Food Diet
I was at the store buying dog food, while in the line a woman behind me asked if I had a dog. Why else would I be buying dog food? So on impulse I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, I was starting the Dog Food Diet again, and that I probably shouldn't, because I ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I woke up in intensive care, with tubes coming out of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and all you do is load your pockets with the dog food and eat some every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so it works well and I was going to try it again. Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care, because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I stepped off a curb to sniff a poodle's butt and a car hit me.

What's The Point?
Of sending friends requests to people you don't even like? I don't get it. Adding friends is not something I take lightly. I mean everyone on my friend list is there cuz I would totally bang the shit out of them. It's of comedic value to note that 9 out of 10 people who send me friend requests end up putting me on block instead. baby girl likes you +2310 points 2 days ago ·new friend request from 'baby girl' received 2 days ago ·baby girl rated you an '11' +105 points 2 days ago ·baby girl just checked you out - What the fuck kind of loser cunt calls themselves baby girl? - 12:31pm more To baby girl: what the fuck are you sending me a friend request for you dumb bitch baby girl: fuck you to July 12, 2013 11:07am more To baby girl: that would be "too" as in also, you illiterate point whore 1:12pm reply baby girl: look just go fuck off you big gay mother fucker you sure cant get anything eles 3:12pm more To baby girl: appar

To My Dearest Family Prayer From Heaven...
To my dearest family,Some things I would like to say,But first of all, to let you knowThat I arrived ok.I’m writing this from HeavenWhere I dwell with God above,here there’s no more tears or sadnessThere is just eternal love.Please do not be unhappyJust because I’m out of sight.Remember that I’m with youEvery morning, noon, and night.That day that I had to leave youWhen my life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged meAnd He said, I welcome you.It’s good to have you back againYou were missed while you were gone.As for your dearest; familyThey’ll be here later on.I need you here so badlyAs part of my big plan.There’s so much that we have to doTo help our mortal man.Then God gave me a list of thingsHe wished for me to do.And foremost on that list of mineIs to watch and care for you.And I will be beside youEvery day and week and year.And when you’re sad,I’m standing there to wipe away the tears.And when you lie in bed at nigh

Calliused Hands
At about 3 a.m. in the morning , I was borned 67 years ago , I had a very good life with my grandparents but not my Mother or Dad. When I had turned into a young Lady , it seemed as if desire was at hand. And not the kind that should have been. So I returned to the country life I had loved so well. There's always been a fighting "Warrior " in me. Had to be to survive. Married at a tender age and divorced at the legal age , always said , I could walk out a door just as easy as I walked in. I had learned, Never to trust a man. They will always hurt you , always ....... But as I grew older ( not wiser ) I did find love that was true. Love that ran deep ..... And though it has been gone so long , He died. I want it again. I want the tender sweet love and the calliused hands of a hard worker. There is a man , though my untrusting ran him away. On my 67th. Birthday I dearly Wish I could tell him that I love him so very very much and that isn't going to change. If it's not g

"emily's Becoming My Slut"
Slowly she brought her hands back up to her blouse and began to undo the buttons. slowly, one at a time, she undid them. With each opened button, more of her skin was exposed to both her lover and us. we watched silently as she dropped the shirt to the floor, her arms wrapping across her chest, hiding her breasts, which were also covered by her bra. She squeezed them, pulling and tugging. Her hands moved behind her and she unclasped the bra and dropped it to the floor. She dropped her arms to her side as she continued to sway back and forth, her breasts fully exposed, her nipples clearly erect. She smiled as her hands moved to the front of her jeans, slowly rubbing between her legs before moving up to her zipper. She opened them and gently began to slide them down her long legs. She kicked them off, flicking them to where John must have been sitting. she laughed as they flew out of view of the camera

Unexpected
For so long I have had these struggles and I have waited and hoped for something to just give. I have pushed through everything being thrown at me and I have learned some hard lessons. Sometimes it is the ones that we want the most that hurt us the deepest. Sometimes we are blinded as to what someone is by the ideas of what we want them to be. Just because we may want something in our lives so badly, and we just dont wait for the right time for it to come along, instead we try to make it happen. This is when things break. We can not control others thoughts, feelings, desires, or actions and all we can do is to take a new path in life and adapt and change. I learned to see the signs no matter how much it hurt and to accept that I WILL get what I wish for in my life. All I have to do is wait and let it happen naturally. Just when I'm not paying attention and I decide to fully focus on just me and what I need to do in life, along comes beautiful. Unexpectedly somehow comes a great blessin

You Call Me Mrs Vain
I can't sleep so I am gonna rant.One of the criticism I often here is about how I like to take too many pictures of myself.Yes I do have hundreds of pictures of myself but in my defense those pictures where taken over a 10 year period for the most part.Second of all, I like to take pictures of myself, it's fun and I like being creative with them I am not a narcissistic you look stupid.Taking pics of myself is the only vain thing I do, 99% of the time I am looking for out others more than myself.I guess taking pictures allows me to have my time which is something I used to not get very often.In the photography world, self portraits are a hit and to do them nicely is a considred a talent.Self photos are the most popular kind of photogrpahy out there.Everyone loves snapping poctures of themselves for some reason.I think As long as you're not the kind of person that only cares about me! me! me! then taking pictures of yourself is your business.Also if you know anything about photography, t

The Cabin..
It had been too long since she had last seen him, but the invitation she had received was too enticing to set aside. She had followed the route given and arrived at the cabin a little past the time she had wanted to be there, and seeing the car in the drive way she knew he was already inside. Each time she saw him was different than the last, and this time she had no idea what adventure was waiting. As she opened the door and walked in she could smell the floral scent being given off by the candles placed around the room. The slow flicker of flames from the fire place helped illuminate the rest of the room, and she saw him sitting there in a chair a few feet from the brick facade that held the burning embers as they softly crackeled and spread their almost crimson glow. He didn't move.. didn't even turn to greet her, and as she walked over she could see he was wearing nothing but a pair of jeans. She placed one of her hands on his bare shoulder, and he tilted is head slightly, allo

Grandmother's Favorite Peach Cobbler
GRANDMOTHER'S FAVORITE PEACH COBBLER 1 stick butter1 1/2 cups sugar1 cup flour1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder3/4 cup milk1 can (30 ounces) sliced peaches in syrup1 teaspoon cinnamon1/3 teaspoon nutmeg Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Melt butter in 9 x 13 casserole dish. Separate half cup sugar, all of cinnamon & nutmeg. Separate peaches from syrup.Mix 1 cup sugar and the other dry ingredients together in a bowl.Stir in milk & syrup from peaches. Put peaches in casserole dish with melted butter. Pour batter over the top of peaches. Mix cinnamon, nutmeg & 1/2 cup of sugar mixture and sprinkle over top of batter.Bake for 45 minutes to 1 hour or until top crust is golden brown.

Complete Joke!
Here I am again to drop what the real deal is on you fubar. When making an attempt to be in a relationship on this site I am here to forewarn that it can be very hard to maintain a healthy happy one without jealousy existing. I have come to learn that when you approach a friends page be careful not to leave the stuff you normally would because it can be taken wrong and usually will be. I was recently fu divorced because I had placed one of my favorite blings (who it was from was the reason for all this) from a former love in my top spot. Without discussion or much notice I recieved my #82 achievement because of the reason who the bling was from. I had never been so embarrassed, shocked, or felt like I was part of a childish game from what my ex fu hubby had done. I sent a message to him to explain my thought on the whole situation. Needless to say I am here to play the game. Meeting friends is a great part of this site and will not become bitter because of what happened. But I can

Know The Difference
Funny how someone can say "I'm interested in you", yet when given the opportunity to actually to get to know them, they have nothing more to say than "I want to be with you" or "I'm attracted to you". They make no inquiries as to what that person likes to do, what they believe, what kind of morals they have, what kind of friend they are, etc. A person that is truly "interested", will ask questions (lots of them)... look for commonalities.... establish whether or not there is a potential for compatibility. The statements "I want to be with you" or "I'm attracted to you" are merely indicative of a physical desire to have or be close to someone. To say "I'm interested" means they want to learn about the mind and the heart, not just the physical. Please recognize the difference or the result will inevitably be hurt or disappointment. I, personally, will shut down as soon as it becomes apparent that "I'm interested" really means "I want".

The Lady
I Love You , Not only for what you are , But for what I am , when I am with You , I Love you , for the part of me , That You bring out , and make me , Who I am , always wanting to be Your Lady . The greater the emotional pain , the greater, The desire has been to learn the most , Fast . And the greater the desire to get on with, Happily ever-afters , Which begins right about Now . Lady I was and for awhile lost my way , But the Path , Did lead back to You and the Lady in me was found.

Important Please Help.
My friends, Last Friday I had my first of 3 surgeries that I need to fix my teeth and get my smile back. In that appointment, the dentist completed two root canals, completed a deep cleaning and started a third root canal. He also put in temporary teeth in the front of my mouth for me until I have my next appointment. I am deathly afraid of needles so in order to do this work, I need complete IV sedation and this is not cheap. The whole process is going to cost almost $20,000. The good news is that it is divided into 3 procedures. The first one costed $5,000, the second is $10,000 (the most work is done in this one), and the final is $5,000. At this point, I had to take a loan out for the first procedure and am afraid I can not do the same for the second. This is where I need your help. We have set up a donation site on youcaring.com for people that are able to help. I dont like asking for help like this but if I dont get these procedures done, they can affect my health wit

Fantasy
I was sort of hoping That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song. Like the kind of thing that happens, At a special place and time, That will change our lives forever, Like a fantasy of mine. The fantasy was there before, I ever knew your name, And now that I have found you, We will never be the same. So, pardon, if I look at you, Forgive me if I stare, At the fantasy I knew before, I saw you standing there. For I was always hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song

Yes I Followed Thru. My Dream Night.
Abel allowed it to happen as he kissed he notice i was enjoying myself. I felt the passion of his friend kissing my breast and his hardness was really showing the thrill of being allowed to be inside me at one point i had to moan to release the intense feeling of him being inside me. I notice Abel is hard again so i moved my had towards him pulling him closer to me and i started giving him a blow job as i was giving him a blow job his friend explodes inside me and starts grinding his teeth which showed me his pleasure he got off me and i still was giving abel i decide to ride abel one more time. I know i cant go on much more but i know Abel has to feel just as good as i was as his friend layed in bed next to us once again he just says how good that pussy felt on his hard cock. omg its just so good wow i just remember his face telling me he (Tony) loves me. Shocked as i hear that comment i am just thinking its the heat of the moment. Its getting hard to make Abel cum this time and i am

"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
Her breathing was much heavier now, and i could see the moisture forming on her exposed pussy. She was getting horny at the feeling of helplessness she was experiencing. I stood quietly, taking her her in. I could tell she was trying to figure out what i was doing. Where i had gone. Finally she spoke. "Lee? Are you there?" "Yes, i am. Let me make one more suggestion, lover. From this moment on, don't ask questions. Speak if you wish, but don't try and figure things out. I know you'll make a lot of noise tonnight but don't worry about what's happening. The feeling of heplessness that you're ecperiencing is a powerful sensation. Right now every nerve in your body's on edge. You're going to feel every touch in a way you've never felt a touch before. However, i want to give you a special word to use in case you want this to stop. The word is, Flower.. If at anytime you become scared and want me to stop, just say the word "Flower" and i'll quickly untie you. do you understand that?"

July 10 2013
July 10 2013 Teligraph called shot, up up & away I’m super skeeting on the weak sheeting U call hot Not happening, not a demon’s prayer in heaven U gonna get me caught up & trapped in it. Make the next girl jealous, rarely if ever, all the way turned up, I’mm’A tell it. So it’s time 2 sack up, show ya gold’s, Go HAM Go the Fuck Home! U think U don’t have 2 work hard 2 get paid? Just show up, make a cameo, reality show, do nothing but pose get lots of doe? Ya’ll missing what the grind is, Balling ain’t a right it’s a privilege It’s driving me crazy: All this painstaking, namemaking Think all U have 2 do is spread yur legs? Cash ur check on the 3rd, live in the projos as a pro – babymaker I throw haymakers Spit real, ya’ll acrylic. Taunting will get u knocked the fuck out! No matter who U are: Ask Anderson Silva Mine’s condensed, I value quality over quantity=so I have limited minutes of time

Thats How The Fight Started...
My wife and I were watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, 'Do you want to have Sex?' 'No,' she answered. I then said, 'Is that your final answer?' ... She didn't even look at me this time, si...mply saying, 'Yes..' So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend." And that's when the fight started... ________________________________ I took my wife to a restaurant. The waiter, for some reason, took my order first. "I'll have the rump steak, rare, please." He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?" "Nah, she can order for herself." And that's when the fight started..... _____________________________ My wife and I were sitting at a table at her high school reunion, and she kept staring at a drunken man swigging his drink as he sat alone at a nearby table. I asked her, "Do you know him?" "Yes", she sighed, "He's my old boyfriend. I understand he took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear he hasn't been sober s

Size Of ??
Big dreams come true as easily as Little ones Rich dreams come true as easily as Poor ones Friendly dreams come true as easily as Lonely ones And you an' I will be together until the end of Time. So...... It's not the size of the manifestation that matters But the size of the Dreams AND I GOT YOU , BABE ........

"emily's First 3 Some"
I climbed onto the bed and brought muy dick down to Emily's mouth. She was about to say something and opened her mouth to begin when i slid my dick inside it. She resopned without hesitation, quickly sucking me as the guy devoured her pussy. He then shifted again, and i looked over just as he brought himself up so that he could enter her. He began to pump hard, fucking her fast and rough. Her moans were muffled by my dick in mouth. She sucked harder, completely lost in the feeling of two men inside her. I was getting so hot as she ran her tongue up and down my shaft. i began to talk to her as she sucked me. "C'on slut suck harder. Take me down your throat. Feel how big i can get. Yuo're enjoying this sren't you? You like having two dicks in you at the same time, don't you? I could have invited the entire class up here and you would have sucked and fucked each one of them. Every guy and woman, right? You're going to go home so well fucked that you won't know what to do. I can't be

"emily's First 3 Some"
Emily was sucking so hard now i knew that i'd cum soon. I felt myself begin to explode, so i pulled out of her mouth and pointed my dick at her breasts. the load blasted out of the head of my dick and hit her right on the middle of her chest. She took in a deep breath as the warm cum covered her breasts. I turned back to her mouth and touched her lips with the head of my dick, leaving a touch of cum on her red lips. They parted again, taking me back in her mouth, and she cleaned it off. Suddenly the guy fucking her grunted and tensed up as he shot his cum into her pussy. At the sense of his cum filling her, Emily hit her own orgasm.

Wanders
The Soul wanders, cold and alone, Praying its heart won't turn to stone It searches for rest, Some kind of peace. Searching a way for the pain to release. To find the trust it knows is there, To find the one who's heart it can share. Yet for, it will wander thru, Perhaps one day, it will find you..... Outlaw Dharq Angel

Sweet Dreams Are Made Of This
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

"confronting My Wife"
A few days later i headed home from my training feeling very tired. After all, with Emily spending all of her free time with me, I averaged only a few hours of sleep a night. Emily was a very unique woman, and, at least up to that point in my life she had the strongest sex drive of any woman i'd ever met. We had agreed to stay in touch and even take in more traning sessions together in the future. My mind stayed focused on her for the first few hours of my trip home. She was such a lovely woman, and i had been very privileged to enjoy so much of her. I couldn't believe that her husband was missing out on the treasure he had in bed with him. I wondered how many married men did the same as Emily's husband. I'm sure that if you were to ask him how conservervative his wife was in bed, he would tell you that she is very proper and very Christain and would never do anything dirty. And yet, there she was in my room, fucking a guy she had only met a few hours earlier, begging me to fuck

Love Bade Me Welcome
Love bade me welcome, yet my soul drew back , Guilty of dust and sin . But quick-eyed Love , Observing me grow slack , From my first entrance in , Drew nearer to me , sweetly questioning If I lacked anything. " A guest " I answered , " worthy to be here ", Love says " You shall be he ". " I the unkind , ungrateful ? Ah my dear , I cannot look on Thee " Love took my hand , and smiling did reply ," Who made the eyes but I ?" " Truth Lord , but I have marred them , let my shame , Go where it doth deserve " " And know you not " says Love , " who bore the blame ?" " My dear , then I will serve ". " You must sit down " , says Love and Taste My meat ". So I did sit and eat ....... Amazing how they wrote in the 1600 , Mr. George Herbert wrote this He was in the clergy as well as poet. This poem at that time raised religious questions that still don't have answers .

I Love You
Nightmares no longer Stalk in the darkness Only in my dreams are thoughts Thoughts of yesterday Ones that carry no meaning Just you! I feel you beside me, Yet I have never met you Just our chats, our talks. Hello, I love you I need you now Help me through another night One that lives in paradise! I love you The way you talk to me The way you make me feel The way you make my fantasies Seem so close to reach Yet so far until our next talk Our chat, our hugs I love you

The Only Way I Know How To Apologize
words I say don’t always come out rightand they always seem to start a fight I know what I say can hurt youand believe me I don’t mean to the last thing I want to see is you sadbecause I can’t control myself when I get madI know all you want from me is my bestbut right now I need time to resteverything is happening so fasthow long will it all lasteverything is falling apartit’s ripping my heartI have so much anger built up I have to get it outand all I want to do is scream and shoutI take it out on youeven through I don’t mean toI’m sorry for causing you more stress I know even you need time to rest

Updates
Hello Friends, I was thinking, there are so many ppl following my progess & helping out, that it would be way easier to update like this rather than sending 10 thousand messages LOL So background for those just coming in... I was in an auto accident March 31st of last year. The driver was texting and ran us into the back of a work truck, on my side only, cause he swurved into oncoming traffic trying to avoid the truck, but failed. I had just had knee surgery so my legs were propped up on the dash. When we impacted I was thrown forward, crunched up into the windshield then violently thrown back. I WAS wearing my seatbelt.

"confronting My Wife"
"You know. Vanessa, i had the crazest dream the other night." "must of ate too much, en?" She said, smiling at me. "Yeah, that was probably it. I dreamed about you, though." Vanessa smiled at me. "Well, you can stop dreaming now. Your dream had come true." She waved her hands in front of herself, "Tada! I'm right here!" She had no fucking idea where i was going with my comments. She was about to be told that i knew, and she was clueless. "Well, you weren't the only one in my dream. I dreamed of that ass hole Dave also." "Dave?" she asked, a quizzical look on her face. 'you mean your manager, Dave?" Will resume this tomorrow time for bed:)

Naughty Or Good Girl?
naughty thoughtsswirling through my headid like to be played withif not spanked insteadmy moans resonating, louder and louder with each strikeow baby ouchgive your kitty some more of the nasty little cravings she’ll forever love

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa sat frozen in her chair, her eyes now locked on mine. "Weird dreams, wouldn't you say? I mean talk about graphic. It was like i was watching them live. You seemed to be enjoying them, you know? Oh, and do you know what the other guy did in my dream?" Vanessa was motionless. 'After he spent his load all over your back, he got dreaaes and walked out, without even kissing you goodbye. It was like he was using you as a quick fuck, and you liked it. Crazy, isn't it?" Vanessa's eyes began to moisten, and her hands started to shake. She knew i knew.....

One&only
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because th

Fubar Addiction ( A Members View Point)
I found this on another members page and I find it to be very true!! Its easy to get carried away with the whole ranking system, but to me, a social site is about friends. Yes, I enjoy the points, ranks, and the abilities that come with that, but in a way I can benefit others. Fubar has become a joke, the greed of the owners have over ridden any of the roots that started with Cherry Tap and Lost Cherry. Its not an online night club anymore, its just a giant cash register for some and a sick addiction to others.....Fubar makes you retarded...people lose their mind on here and the only reason I come back for an occasional visit is to make fun of the people at level 53 and over, who obviously have no life whatsoever away from the computer......People have gone so crazy over Fubar, that they have gone to jail and committed suicide over it...It used to be fun, now its just sad.... If your addicted to Fubar, I feel sorry for you. I cant imagine what its like to live

Smooth Criminal
He's one us women all know,All know.How he works to steal ones heart and soul,Heart and soul.Time will tell whose been victim to his game,To his game.Though it isn't he who feels the shame,The Shame.It isn't he who feels the shame.Crystal M ©2013

The Road Traveled , Leads Back To You .....
When the road gets to hard to tread , All I do is remember you instead , Then I know that there's nothing to dread, I think of your strength , your honor of might , I remember all you've taught me of love an of life , So I'll hold on and never let go , no matter the strife , No matter the role , To me your love was the purest kind , You never took and your light always did shine , How did I get so lucky to find , a man of your sensual kind , Thats what you taught me , yes , you taught me to feel , And I'll always have you right here , my heart will recall, Don't let your yesterdays ,use up too much of your todays , Because we can't win them all ........

A Mans Lover
We both come from two worlds Both tied to someone else We got this attraction for each other So strong. I'm your lover Your words I see Feel through the screen Your words touch my very core I'm your lover Your secret except here Imaging your kiss I am a mans lover

So True.. Only The Right Guy.. Will Truly See This.
If a girl is worth it, then no matter how difficult she's being, no matter how complicated she gets, no matter how bad she starts tripping, no matter how crazy her trust issues start to kick in, no matter how moody she gets, no matterhow distant she may seem,no matter how hormonal she gets, no matter how confused she is, no matter how much she acts like shehates you, you wouldn't give up on her. Let me tell you now, a girl that's worth it, will not come easy. she will be hard to understand at times, she might even be cruel but that doesn't mean she isn't a good girl. You just gotta be able to see her during her worst so you can enjoy witnessing her at her best.

Regarding A Specific Activity...
Allow Me to take a moment to share My views, personally, on that lovely little Pimp Hand bling, and both the surrounding and resulting activity of it. To begin with, how about the monetary amount of purchasing said bling? Twelve credits amount to, roughly, twelve dollars of some real and dirty cold-hard cash. This could be a week's worth of morning coffee's, perhaps a few gallons in gas, or any other such need or even a simple want that would add fulfillment to one's life. With that stated, for the people who obsessively purchase these blings and repeatedly target the same one person or set of various people over and over and over again...I have to say, I find this both sad and flattering in its very own twisted little way.Why?Because, at the base of it - this person is not only spending the mental/emotional time and energy in attempting to "ruin" a person's day, but is actually willing to spend their own money on this. In other words, I find it flattering (again, in its own twisted

One Step Closer
One Step Closer , I have died everyday waiting for you , Darling , don't be afraid , I've adored you , For A thousand years , I'll love you a thousand more . One step closer ..... I can't bare the time alone , away from you , I only want to see the stars with you , closer , one step closer ..... But it's only a song and only my dream , I don't belong to you an you don't belong to me , So it doesn't really matter how the song ends , I'll be in the graveyard looking for a friend. One Step Closer ......

Not Right Now
I can not see throught my own eyes, when my heart has been touched with lies. The day does not have a dawning moment, when to the trash my heart has been sent. There is a certain time and place, I have seen when tears cascade down my face. You can not see or even touch, me until I mean something of much. If we can never meet, I would miss, the tenderness of your touch and kiss. I may never know the trueness in joy, trying and crying as a ragdoll toy. Yet I still somehow know, that no matter how far I seem to go. What I am searching for is only you, if we were meant to be we will be true. Everytime we see eachother its like magic, we don't need a get well cuz we aren't sick. I am just waiting for forever to arrive, and its okay, I know 'not right now' it gives me hope we will both be alive when we do meet, but not right now.

He's Not Perfect
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.”

"confronting My Wife"
"About a few months ago, you and i went out for the evening with Dave and his wife. I don't know if you remember the night or not, but we dranked a lot and had way too much fun. You didn't feel like dancing, and Dave's wife was a little too drunk to get on the dance floor, so Dave and i spent a lot of time in each other's arms. " I guess the feel of another man so close to me was too much. He had a hard on and it was pressing against me, almost calling me. I was consumed with the temptation, and he was flirting like crazy. His hands were all over me on the dance floor, grabbing my ass and even pressing againsy my breasts a few times. I was overcome with lust by the end of the evening, and i finally had to excuse myself to the little girls room and take care of my hunrgy pussy. "I didn't see him, but i guess Dave followed me down to the rest room. He was drunk enough to boldly follow me into the ladies room. We didn't say a word. We just moved into one of the stalls and fucked har

"c
I dedicate this part of my story to a woman that i adore..If you feel different about me please know it's you i desire only you:( You're the reason i keep writing without you there's no need to continue:( My luv. "I couldn't sleep all night. Io lay in bed watching you snore, thinking about what i had done. I knew that Dave would be back for more, and feared i was going to revert back to the old me. But i had already blown it. I had been unfaithful to you. And i guess i just gave up. I resolved myself to the fact that i was a sex addict and that i couldn't help myself. I know it sounds like an excuse, but it's true. "So i started fucking Dave on a regular basis. We did it about once a week when you were out on appointments, and almost every day while you were away on your traning sessions. I became consumed with sex again. In a way, i was lost in it. "Dave thinks he's the only one, but he's not. I'm back to how i was in school, ready and willing to fuck just about ant guy who wa

Riding And Woman 2 Of My Passions
First off, I'm NOT a writer, I DO write in the winter when I can't ride(Michigan weather you know). My spelling may be off and grammer is'nt quite right but I hope you will enjoy the story's I post here. This 1 is about a dinner date. I havent found the restruant or the woman,yet. It's a rooftop, private and secluded with A candle on the table to reflect the passion in your beautiful eyes,talking of nothing important with our words,letting our hearts communicate for us as we eat a lovly meal,sipping wine,laughing and smiling till the moon comes up. It's a nice warm evening and I would roll out a blanket so that we could lay together, my arm around you,your head on my chest looking at all the stars that have come out to watch our passion blossom and grow! We would make love there,the moon shows through your hair and puts a spell on me,the stars glimmer in your eyes,FIREY and hot with the passion we share over and over as the night turns to morning. We relax after the night, exausted a

Faith
Understand that FAITH is like magic Relying on what is not tangible Testable SEEable When I SEE the word I have a GIMP in my head Of a child in prayer From the 50's With Freddie Kruger knives Coming from their Passive Plaintive Begging Hands Because I KNOW That when their prayers betray them They will go after SOMEONE ANYONE who tries to Unclasp those hands

Part 2 Lol
MR Clo...: i am turning u in if u dont stop 5:23pm more To MR Clo...: fuck off you made ILLEGAL threats douchebag go ahead and turn me in you impotent shithead 5:24pm reply MR Clo...: u cant do that on here 5:25pm more To MR Clo...: I did where are your threats now, bitch? 5:25pm reply MR Clo...: i am a guy 5:26pm more To MR Clo...: youre a bitch now fuck off

"confronting My Wife"
"He was so big in me that i could feel the blood pulsating through it. I mean i colud feel how alive his dick was inside me. I wanted him in me forever. I knew that the pleasure i was reciving from his dick was something beyond anything i had ever had. I'm sorry it i'm being too honest, Lee, you do bring me wild crazy pleasure but that dick was too much. "He made me beg him for more. He said that if i didn't plead with him to keep pounding my pussy, that he'd take his dick out and go home. I couldn't handle even the thought of it not being insdie me, so i did exactly what he said. I couldn't believe the language coming out of my mouth, but i begged and pleaded with him to fuck me. I told him i was his slut whore and deserved to be fucked hard and rough. I told him that i would do anything for him and he was my master and i was his pussy slave.

Letting Go
Strangers sing,While lovers lie,The moon gets all the attention,While the stars get ignored until they fall Hiding in the shadows,Ashamed of defeat,Crawling through life on our hands and knees,Screaming out names that have been long forgotten,Only somehow I never forgot yours Holding on to the dreams we made,Remembering only the pain that awakens my scars,Pushing out these emotions that killed us both,Facing myself in the mirror laughing at what I see I’m like a child who’s always fucking up,And you’re the teacher my judge and jury…the one, who punishes me again,I will never learn…letting go of myself…and let you see me…will only bring me pain,I told you I loved you…tell me bitch what’s my sentence I like to think when I’m alone,You’re the moon getting all the attention,And I’m the stars, who have to fall to get noticed,But then it hits me…you’re not always that full either,People only see half of

Helping A Friend Now Help Me Help Her
my friend called me crying last night. saying her and her boyfriend of about two years got into another huge fight. i guess he came home drunk and just ignored her. she made the effort to get his attention and he still ignored her. she had no idea where or who he was with. so she went to bed, he comes in and turns on the light, she asks him where he was he still ignores her so she gets mad and says "thanks for not telling me where you were i was worried, thanks for coming home drunk, and thanks for ignoring me". i guess at this point he loses it and starts yelling at her. telling her to pack her stuff and to move out, that shes nothing, meaning nothing, and will never be anything. she tells me she cant handle this anymore that it happens a few times a week and its like he dont truely care about her anymore. all he wants is sex from her or at least thats what she told me. i mean i know they dont really go anywhere, i ask them to come out and they never come. she also told me before that

So Angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK so just now, the night before the appt with the surgeon, I get a phone call from them. Apparently there was some sort of mix up with referrals & authorizations & 3rd party billing and all kinds of crazy shit! Needless to say, this CANCELS my appt for tomorrow and now I wait 3 or 4 days for the CORRECT paper work to be filed then call & make a new appointment & WAIT once more. Not a happy camper... Update complete.

In Hell Or Heaven ?
When I see your face , in this whole human race,I just want to smile but you'll only be with me for awhile .Your strength is as bounding and ever surrounding , When I look at you , I can feel your arms around me ,When I close my eyes in sleep , my soul thou keepth in reach,Your lips do I feel as they linger near , as I sleep , So close in your arms , Then I awake and you're not here ,And I know deep down I have everything to fear . And I know without reason or doubt , your name will be ,The last name I'll whisper as my spirit leaves this realm , I'll leave with you my soul and my heart , And want you to know , no greater love have I , nor would I want ,You've been everything to me , my friend and my lover , And there isn't any wonder why you'll be mine til the end of all time I love it when you call me baby , cause baby I've always been,No other words of love you speak , so baby I will keep. Even tho' I call thee my Lord , We both know who's feet , You'll be keeping warm. In the

Stupid Encounter # 107 (lounge Pervs)
KT: i have a question i been wanting to ask u 5:12pm iC51NerdyB...: whats up 5:13pm KT: next time u get back on cam will you please give me the middle finger.. I think you are sooo hot 5:13pm KT: and love your long slender hands 5:24pm iC51NerdyB...: Thank you my husband thinks so to 5:25pm KT: is that a smartass way of saying no?? 5:25pm iC51NerdyB...: You got it KT@ fubar

::: Erotica ::: ~ Fine Dining - Part. 2~
The rattle of pans and metal kitchenware on the steel cooking table banged and rocked with the frenzy induced physical rhythm of Shaun’s repeating hips. Each thrust making the metal frame squeak, the pots and stacked trays rattle with even the slightest impact into one another. Loriann’s panting and frequent catching of her breath the only sound louder then the metal as she laid back a little more on the cooking table. Frequently shifting around on the steel top of the table as she was, the cold shiver going up her back as she relaxed more and more down on the sheeted metal. A stack of trays fell loudly and clattered to the floor after a hard thrust forced the table to shift some causing the stack to lose balance and topple over. He groaned at the noise, or was it from her contractions she thought. She couldn’t think on it long as another shudder rippled through her muscles and skin making her eyes shut and breath catch in her throat. “Oh fuck, oh fuck,&rdq

Who Am I
"Who Am I" Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth Would care to know my name, Would care to feel my hurt? Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star Would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heart? Not because of who I am But because of what You've done. Not because of what I've done But because of who You are. I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow. A wave tossed in the ocean. A vapor in the wind. Still You hear me when I'm calling. Lord, You catch me when I'm falling. And You've told me who I am. I am Yours, I am Yours. Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love and watch me rise again? Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea Would call out through the rain And calm the storm in me? Not because of who I am But because of what You've done. Not because of what I've done But because of who You are. I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow. A wave tossed in the ocean. A vapor in the wind. Still You hear

"confronting My Wife"
"I moaned something and heard him leave. I couldn't move for the longest time. I just lay there, feeling his cum drip off my body. My well fucked pussy was throbbing and my entire body was tingling. I knew the cum was making a mess on the carpet, but i couldn't move to clean it up. I didn't want to move. Vanessa's head was down, her eyes gazing at the carpet. She was finished with here story. She had told me the truth. i had asked for it, and i got it. we sat in silence, both unsure of what to say next. Finally i cleared my throat and spoke. "Vanessa, i love you. I just wish you had told me all of this earlier. I don't want to leave you, but things will change around here." " I know, i promise to stop, no more fooling around with other men," she said, interrupting me. "Not so fast," i said, breaking in on her words. "I said things are going to change around here but not the way you think. I've experienced a few things since i first saw you and that ass hole together. Let's

Surgery
On Tuesday I am getting an Electrostimulator enplanted. This is a battery pack sending electicity to a nerve in my neck to stop pain in my hand. I lost my index finger a few years ago, and I still have pain in it even tho I had the nerves removed from it. The procedure is very painfull and I want to get fucked up. I need this surgery but I am not looking forward to it. After I wont be able to do what I was able to do before has far as lifting. This sucks I am young and shouldn't have any restictions. The way I lost my finger was by a lawn mower. I was useing a 48" scag "walk behind" mower. The safties were off and when you disengaged the blades it stalled. To get it started you had to pull the pull start 999999999 times and hoped it started. So I left it on to empty the clipens bag. When I went to put it on my hand sliped and went into the belt and pully, which would have been stoped if it was disengaged and my hand wouldn't have went into the pully if the guard plate was on it. The p

Lmfao Too Fuckin Funny
Two couples were playing cards. Jeff accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed that Dave's wife, Sandy, was not wearing any underwear! Shocked by this, Jeff hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced.Later when Jeff went to the kitchen to get some refreshments Sandy followed him and asked, "Did you see anything under the table that you liked?" Jeff admitted, "Well, yes I did." She said "you can have it, but it will cost you $100." After a minute or two, Jeff indicates that he is interested. She tells him that since Dave works Friday afternoons and Jeff doesn't, that Jeff should come to their house around 2:00 PM on Friday.Friday came and Jeff went to her house at 2:00 PM. After paying her the $100, they went to the bedroom, had sex for a few hours and then Jeff left.Dave came home about 6:00 PM and asked his wife, "Did Jeff come by this afternoon?" Totally shocked, Sandy replied, "Yes, he did stop by for a few minut

"confronting My Wife"
"So, here's the way this works. You don't anyone without my consent. I decide who you're with. With the exception of possibly your new lover. I'll give you him. I don't think you could obey me when you're thinking about his dick anyway. I saw how big he was, and i don't blame you for your reaction to it. But other than him, you obey me. There will be nights when i decide to entertain another woman in our bed. You may be told to sit and watch. You maybe told to join us. you maybe told to go down stairs and fix us some thing to eat while we fuck. You don't complain or argue, you do as you're told. If you can handle all of this, then we'll be okay. If not, then there's the door." Vanessa was breathing heavy now. she wasn't trying to hide how turned on she had become. Her hands were between her legs and she was softly rubbing herself as i lay down the conditions. Finally she spoke. "I'll do whatever you ask me to do. I'm your slave forever. Now, please fuck me, my dear husband. I need you

So U Like Sex?
u know. We are so perfect for each other. U are beautiful sexy beyond all measure! I can say that I will make U happy, for the fact being. think'n bout u feeling sexy turning someone on Them inside U turns me on making my thik Dik harder by the minute ready to stress yo pssy out. v)I keep it real. I'm a older man with my own. I would love :x to have my own women, but it seems I do better as another man. I most have u in my life. Pleasing me! Let me ask u? would U mind if I watching U please another. See understand yo happiness is more important to me then thinking bout who in that pssy. cuz when u come home to me..... I know U love what, when & how long I do it to that phat wet gushy! Baby I'm all man wit this good dik. Let me get yo #? I bet I steal yo heart.

Part 2 Vampires Attack
I must have fallin' asleep or past out , for I was in bed slowly waking up. My head felt alittle fuzzy and memories were returning ever so patchy like pieces of a puzzle , the bed felt so comfy that I snuggled down deeper into the pillow of down. Where was I ,trying to recall but things seemed blank . I decided a bathroom break was needed so I struggled up and followed the small light someone left on in the bathroom. Wow , a sunken tub , like bath's in the Roman days. But everything else was modern . I looked in the mirror , I didn't look disleveled , not even a hair out of place so I washed my face and decided I didn't need to do anything else , so I left the bathroom and walked over to the window , it was dark and thats strange , I got here in the darkness of night and it's still that way ?? Did I sleep all throught the day time ? There was a tap at the door and slowly the door knobed turned and a servant entered with clothes and fresh towels you hungry Miss ? was what I was asked. N

My Fu-experience.
As I take my hair down and shake it out letting it fall over my shoulders, I think about all the people I have met on fubar. Slowly rotating my head in circles and working out the kinks of the day, I feel my body releasing the days tension. And thoughts of friends pop into mind. Some old, whom I have known for years and I consider to be my besties and love more than anything. And some new, who are all quiet wonderful in their own ways. Survivors, warriors, fathers, mothers, grandparent, able bodied, and not. Each with their own story about this journey we all call life. And then the creepers come to mind and I cringe. The people who are looking for sex, or who want you to look at their penis pictures. I love sex as well as the next person maybe even more, but I am not going to just give it up to some random guy from the net. And I love to look at penis's but only if it is attached to someone I find attractive and have an attachment to. Then, there is fu-mafia. I have no

How We Let People Go By Chelsea Fagan
How We Let People Go MAR. 6, 2013 By CHELSEA FAGAN There is a specific feeling which exists only when you run into someone about whom you had long forgotten. It’s probably most palpable when it’s an ex, but it can happen with friends who were once particularly close. It is comparable to a scab that seems to have been on your skin forever — a scrape which was once quite painful but has been so long in the healing process that you no longer notice its presence when you wash over it in the shower. You peel it off almost out of boredom and suddenly there is a drop or two of blood, something that vaguely resembles the wound it once was, now too distant to really cause any discomfort. These people are wounds which have healed over, which have never quite turned into scars but which have become just another part of your lived-in body. Letting someone go — when it is a necessary act of self-preservation, something that has to come if you expect to move forward

Devotion & Love
A gentle word is a spark of Light Illuminates my Soul And as each sound goes deeper , It's you that makes me whole There is no corner , no dark place Your love cannot fill. And if the world starts causing Waves , It's your devotion that makes them still , And yes you always speak to me In sweet honesty and truth , Your caring heart keeps out the Rain , Your Love the ultimate roof .

"the Debt "
"So you are cleaning up then,' Bob said trying to start a conversation. "Just a kittle light cleaning. I noticed the wall was dirty and washed it," Kathy explained. "I should have you over to clean my place. I don't get around to it much," Bob said. "Our deal doesn't include domestic stuff. I'm not going to be your maid too," Kathy said a little testy about their situation. She didn't know what limits she could place on Bob and didn't want him to think he could take advantage. "I'm sorry. I was just making conversation. I didn't mean--" "yeah right!" She interrupted. "Don't think that because i'm prepared to allow you certain access to me thT YOU'RE GOING TO run my life." Kathy stood up and started to walk out of the room but realized she didn't have any place else to go. She knew she would have to pay up sooner or later and decided that she was going to go through with it. "I'm sorry . You didn't deserve that. I know you didn't mean anything by what you said. I'm just ubsure

What Is Going On!
I close my eyes Dreams seem like reality You are there waiting for me Wanting to take me for yourself You say all the right thing Make me feel all the right ways Stealing my heart Stashing it away so no one can ever take it away I sit here and think of you My eyes wide open Looking for where you are Not understanding where you're at Just beginning to believe, People don't stay who they are And offer lip service to you Just to keep you where are I'm your not arm candy I'm a woman With needs that only a real man can give to a woman like me I won't stay around, but I will stand my ground You were a dream One that took me to my knees But this is far from over I won't stay down long You should have been a true dream You should have kept me feeling alive next to you

Mothers Day Poem
There are angels god put on this earth Who care for us and guide us. You can feel their love and gentleness as they walk through life beside us. They do great things for us every day they whisper in our ears, they even hold us in their hearts when we are filled with all our fears. They are always there to give a hug and try to make us smile. They treat us with respect and love, they treat us like their child. God blessed me with an Angel; I'm proud to call you my own. She's been wit me throughout my life, been with me as i've grown. She's guided me the best she can, she's taught me like no other. and I'm thankful I'm lucky one wo get's to call her Mother

"the Debt "
"Now you," Bob said Kathy stood for a minute at least before she moved at all. She just looked at his chest, dick and her favorite thing on him his thighs. It had been a while since she had sex with a man like Bobby size and was looking forward to it. The problem in her mind was the situation and not the man. She decided she needed to get on wih it and removed her T shirt , exposing her braless breasts. "Nice Kathy," Bob said remarking about her breasts. "Thanks," she said and continued to strip. Next she moved her hands quickly to unfasted her jeans and turned around as she let them drop to the floor. She had no panties on and Bob looked with widened eyes as she got undresed. She stepped out of her clothes and turned around with her hands on her hips and looked at Bob. "Very nice," Bob said. "Thank you," she said in a business-like amnner and walked to the bed. kathy put one knee on the bed and lifted herself into place at Bob's side. She knelt over his dick and licked

"the Debt "
He leaned forward and she put her arms around him and closed her eyes with the pleasure of being filled by him. The dick insode her was heavily veined and rubbed the walls of her pussy deliciously as he moved. She wished she could close her nose as easily as she did her eyes. Bob moved more rapidly and she became aroudsed despite the stench. After a little while she shook with and orgasm and was surprised by it. Bob brought his head down to her breast and sucked in her nipple. She arched her back leting him take as much as he could. Bob moved his teeth over it and bit lightly then let it fdrop out of his mouth. She opened her eyes for a moment and looked into his. What she saw was n't kind and tender but just lustful selfishness. Will resume later:)

The Ones That Means The Most To You
On Aug 10, 2013 I was informed that my fu mother Akasha had lost her battle with a coma resulting from injuries sustained in a car wreck. The news not only shocked me but others that was close to her as well. From my stand point Akasha was a well loved woman that cared for those who was close to her. To some she was a mom, a son, a sis or close friend. To most she was not only fubar but close to be realted in real life. With a tear in my eye and my heart bleeding, We will miss you my mother Rest in peice Dusty the Wolf Spirit Striaght from the heart

"the Debt "
Kathy fixed a nice snak and sat down to read and eat. The words on the page flashed. She before her eyes but her mind was on Bob and what just happened. She couldn't get the images and smells out of her mind. The book was no help. she closed it and just ate for a few minutes in silence. She thought about how Bob had potential and she admitted to herself that his body turned her on just as it had for all the years they have been together. "If this shit keeps up it's going to be a very long contract to pay off," she said out loud to nobody in particular. She pondered the pleasure of fucking Bob and kept wrinkling her nose every time she recalled the relity of the incident. She decided it was going to be up to her as it always is. Next time she would think of a reason for him to stay. She pondered a while on that thought and came to no conclusion. She wasn't impressed yet that this was a good idea at all. will resume later:)

"the Debt " Part2
The second time Bob came over for sex Kathy was a little more emotionally prepared for him. In contrast with the first time she realized she needed to set a few rules. She decided that if she was expected to cooperate then it would mostly be on her terms and not his. she accepted that there would be some occations where she would not be able to control things but when she could she would. "Hi Luv, " Bob said as he walked in the front door. He handed her a dozen roses. "How much time before the game starts?" "Half hour," Kathy said and took them from him. "Go into my bed room." Bob walked into the bedroom and sat on the bed. He realized that last time he made a mess of things and ran out but didn't know what to say so he said nothing. when Kathy invited hiom over to watch Football he accepted the invatation gladly. He took it as a sign that he was either frogiven or in deep troble. He sat on the bed expesting to find out which when she came into the room. "Okay Bob," Kathy be

Hearing His Voice On Phone
While I listen to his voice I wish I could tease him. As I hear him stretching I want to touch his body it kinda makes my nipples hard I wish he only knew. I might just get my bullet out and listen to his voice.

Chapter 1, Verses 1-10
The First Book of The Wenis: Chapter: 1, verses 1-10 Therefore in those days, The Great Wenis did observe the Darth COK and saw that the COK was indeed without an helpmate. Now this troubled the Wenis greatly, for even as much as the Darth COK was faithful and just, evermore spreading the Love of The Wenis, he was himself without. So the Great Wenis did set out to create such an helpmate for the faithful Darth COK. It was then that the Wenis did send a deep slumber upon the Darth COK, so deep as so the COK would not arise, YEA even if stroked heavily by the Evil BONGS. And the Darth COK did fell into the deep slumber of the Wenis. The Great Wenis did then seek a strong and mighty vein from the Darth COK and set forth to create an helpmate for him. And such an helpmate was created that the vast lands of the Wagina hath never seen. ALL of the inhabitants of the Wagina marveled at the creation of the helpmate the Mighty Wenis hath therefore created. And then the

The Babysitter #1
I am a college student who watches the neighbors’ children to earn some spending money and my name is Leah. I was studying when my neighbors next door called and ask if I could watch their one year old baby that night, I said sure and would be over at seven. When I got there their son was sleeping in his crib, Tom and Sue where dressed up and said they were going to a party, they look very good and i noticed Sue had a very low cut dress on and was very short. I ask them if it was alright to use their laptop to do my homework and they always let me and said yes.I stated doing my homework and later I noticed a short cut on the screen that was named Tom and Sue private, I just keep doing my homework and it was getting late by the time I got done, I started to but the laptop back when I noticed the short cut again and was very curious about what could be so private, I click it on and it was a movie of Tom and Sue she was kissing his chest and they were both naked, tom was a very hand

"the Debt " Part2
Kathy pushed with her thumb at his hip and he went with little resistance into the shower. She followed him insdie and turned on the water. They both jumped when the cold water hit them and in moments it warmed to their liking. as they showered and talked she put soap where it mattered. He grabbed his dick and lifted it to allow her better acess ti him. She took advantage of it and captured the scubby thrusting it under his scrotum and into his ass. she rubbed harshly and he stood on tiptoe. "Hey! That's precious stuff there. bob objected. "Trust me?" Kathy said looking up into his eyes and comtinuing to rub the scubby all over him. Bob put his hands on Kathy's breasts and crassed them both at the same time. "They're clean," she said. "Move on." Bob too the hint and grabbed the scubby from her. He added more soap and pressed it between her legs. She thrust her hips back to avoid him except her butt hit the wall of the shower and she couldn't retreat as planned. He got to her p

The Lonely Man
The Lonely Man The Lonely ManLost Wondering ConfusedThe Lonely ManWho is this lonely manIs it youIs it meIs it the homeless guy outsideThe Lonely ManAlways wondering if he’ll be foundAlone in such a big worldWalking the streetsLooking at all the lightsSeeing all the sad peopleSeeing all the happy peopleSeeing all the drugs and booze How is heThis lost soulThis wondering soulThe poor confused manThe Lonely ManWe are all lostWe all are wonderingWe all are confused Where do we go I’m The Lonely ManYou’re The Lonely ManThe Lonely Man

I Hope You Understand
I hope you understsnd You were like a father,And my world was all clear,I wasn't expecting much from you at first,Then you treated me like a daughter,I expected more then,I thought you would keep your promises,And now I know.You made my life a living nightmare,Yet I still loved you like a father,I wasn't sure if forgiving you was right,But every time I did anyways,You had many chances and many opportunities,But you used your last one.I will always think of you as a father,But if that last chance wasn't blown we would be together,I hope you never think you were replaced,Because I will always remember the good,But the bad will be there too in my thoughts everyday.Your life means a lot to many different people,So please don't blow that too,Because you only get one life and I love that life,And I hope you do too.Every night I worry about what you are doing,And sometimes I cry wondering,I just wish life didn't have to be this way,Then I remember it doesn't.I looked up to you and I wa

Making Love
You and I meet for the first time. Standing here still. Not sure who will make the first move I gaze into your eyes... You are smiling at me... You slowly put your arm up almost wanting to touch my face. As you overcome your fear, you slowly touch my lips with your fingertip... I close my eyes and let out a breath... That was a sign for you... to kiss me... you slowly move in for the attack... as I felt your lips on mine.... and your tongue searching for my soul... I surrender to you... As your hands roam over my body... trying to feel the soft skin... that you've been longing to touch... You rip open my clothes as animal instinct over take you... As your lips kissed every part of my body.. as my fingers touched your skin... feeling your heartbeat pounding like a drum through your chest... Your tongue is like a snake... sliding.....and slippery seeking... my very core of my body... making me scream with ecstasy.... Crying out your name... as your seed fee

Going Home
I didn't stay all night with Tony i left home. I remember as i drove up the driveway to my own home thinking how am i going to react to Abel .... Will he know i was with Tony? As i arrived closer to my house i see all the guys including Abel were outside sitting in my garage. I get down out of my truck and walk up to Abel give him a kiss and tell him i am going in to shower he tells me he will be right in to join me. Oh no will he know i feel my clitt its really sore. I get my clothes and go into bathroom and undress turn shower on and get in i notice a mark on my breast omg Tony left me a hicky! How did i not notice this? My breast are so white and how am i going to explain this to Abel? I start shampooing between my legs and i can feel my clit is sore. Abel knocks on door i tell him hold on i rinse quickly and spray the restroom just in case i have an after sex smell. Abel walks in and slaps my ass. I ask him if hes already showered he replies he hasn't as he starts undressing to get

Parking Garage
"Fucking jerk." Lisa mutters to no one, alone in the elevator. The jerk was a guy at the party she had just left. They had met early in the evening, really hit it off, and monopolized each other’s company through the entire evening. Drinks and conversation flowed. They went through the ritual sequence, she laughed at a few of his jokes, one hand touches the others, furtive glances give way to mesmerized stares. Getting drinks in the kitchen they kissed. They found the balcony empty and enjoyed another kiss, a kiss that lead to caresses, one of his hands entwined in her hair, pushing her head to his, making the kiss more forceful. His other hand roamed her body, a strong hand squeezing and delighting her flesh. That hand had even slipped up under the hem of her skirt and caressed the outside of her thigh and slide around to grab her ass. He kissed his way down her neck and deep into her cleavage. That free hand made its way up her torso and fondled her breast. She grabb

Scattered Echoes
SCATTERED ECHOES Flowers for a grave, Both dainty and distressing, As tears escape twin rivers of the soul. Convenient time I gave, Infrequently expressing, The sentiment between routine and role. Words left unspoken, Considered unnecessary, Sunshine and shadows, petals and tears. Now the bridge is broken, The chance was temporary, To cross back and stroll through tender years. Eulogies and regret, As mysterious as Jade, I failed to say just what I really meant. A cemetery debt, For love that went unpaid, And greeting cards I never even sent.

The Stand (with Intro On The Bottom... Comments Welcomed)
I will stand on my own, Fighting this all alone, No, you can’t take my pain away, (There’s no way to heal me) No way to save me Send me to my god above this I pray, Let me suffer just walk away, Let me go just look away, (All this I pray to my god above) Only he can save me from this not you Locked inside my hell I’ve made, (Stuck inside nowhere to run) Behold the fire comes, Destroying everything in sight, (I will suffer in the sins I’ve made) Only god can save us from this Watch me burn and get up to dust of all the ashes (Of all who fallen let them rest in peace) There’s no time for love, (In this fucked up war) There’s no time for rest, (I’ll sleep when I’m dead) There’s no time forgiveness, (St. Peter I don’t regret what I’ve done) There’s no home to go back to, (Save me a drink when I meet you in hell) (Personal note: I never give an insight to what inspired me to wr

Family, Well So Called Family..
Blah, Blah... Blahhhhhhhhh Hello, I guess i feel like blabbing my mouth off today because i have sso much on my mind, to start off i am so pissed at my mom.. she just does not give a shit about me and im sick of it.. how can you talk to your sons but not either of your daughters??? I get why your mad at me but are we not supposed to forgive? i mean i have been done wrong by my mom a few times and i still forgive..... I think about her every single day. not a day goes by i dont think of her and want to call her.. i mean does she not even remember me, does she not think of me ever? no calls on Christmas no calls on my Birthday, I just knew she was going to call, or at least text me.. but hey thats what i get for thinking.. i think that maybe sometimes i hate my mom and im threw with thinking about her but i cant. i try and i try but when i look in the mirror i see her. sometimes it may be a good thing but other times its bad, i hate seeing her in me. i would never want to have a

Daddys Sets Up Play Time And Requests A Task For Me..
Now that my last task is almost complete, i have another one from My Big Daddy. To be fucked by Sunday. Now don't let me kid you, this new task is NOT because the other is close to completion.....it is because Big Daddy said I'm getting moody. Lately had also advised that i was getting a little to sassy. This is another way of saying, it's time that Big Daddy's Naughty Little Girl gets fucked! (my Big Daddy knows me all to well. He says when i do not get my regular dose of cock i start to get more sassy and lippy) So, my new task is to get fucked by Sunday. This also happens to be Big Daddy's birthday and part of the task is having a video taken of whomever I am fucking, cum in my mouth or on my tongue...(i just hope my pussy gets a dose as well!) I hope this will tide Big Daddy over till I hope to get to see him next weekend..... Our last time together was definitely a memorable one ( Big Daddy is very good about that) I had gone to see my Big Daddy in the big city of Olathe, Ks. t

The Blue Moon
In the quiet calm of night, we walk hand in hand.Down the path, across the sand.Looking into your eyes, I feel the time is right.Standing together, beneath the blue moon light.The wind starts to blows, trees shake.The ocean waves begin to break.Holding you close, I feel the time is rightHolding one another, beneath the blue moon light.The tide rises slowly, our feet in the surf.A star falls from heaven, on its way towards the earth.Making a wish, I feel the time is right.Wishing together, beneath the blue moon light.Our time has come, we must say good-bye.Night has fallen in the November sky.No need to cry, for this time was right.To fall in love, beneath the blue moon light.

My Last Wish (2002)
My Last Wish All the wishes I made about you were so wrong Or the lyrics I sang to every lonely sad song Or the tears I cried should have never fell I shouldn't have ever put you before myself All the nights I stayed up just to be on your mind All the pain and heartache was just a waste of time I'll never get back all that I've given to you And my hearts scarred from the things you do You bring me more sadness that anything more Your kisses are sweet but they leave me too sore Your smile rarely reveals it's self ever to me Only the times I've been in pain that you've seen Your words are lies that I always foolishly believe You're the pain in my side, an incurable disease You're the one person that's made me change And I can't get my life to go back to the same I'll never really trust anyone anymore no matter who I'll never feel the same about someone as I did you The anger inside my heart will forever be fuelled Because how could I ever forget all that you did was cruel Thi

He Don't Like
So my sexual tension is rising I have a choice let this man have me tonight or wait till I get back and make a call and have a man I sexually disire travel here and enjoy his hands lips and body. The guy is so handsome I think of him the way he stretches and his naughty side is so tempting I want to touch mysel now thinking of him

Not Real Happy With This Place
YES THIS IS GOING TO PISS SOME OF YOU OFF AND YOU WILL DELETE ME OFF OF YOUR FRIENDS LIST! SO FUCKING BE IT! I HAVE BEEN ON THIS SITE SINCE MID-2007 AND HAVE SEEN ALOT OF CHANGES THAT QUIT FRANKLY, ARE JUST PATHETIC. WHEN I STARTED HERE, YOU EARNED POINTS AND WORKED YOUR ASS OFF TO LEVEL. IF YOU WERE LUCKY ENOUGH, SOMEONE TOOK NOTICE IN YOU AND BROUGHT YOU INTO A GROUP, FAMILY OR LEVELING CLUB AND SHOULD YOU WAYS OF DOING IT AND IT WAS FOR A COMMON PURPOSE....TO HELP EACH OTHER LEVEL. ANY MORE, IT'S ALL ABOUT WHO THE FUCK HAS THE FUCKING MONEY TO BUY SOME FEMALE OF ALL BODY TYPES BLING, GOD/GODDESS MODES, BOOMYS, FAMPIES, ROCKSTARS, VIP's AND THE LIST IS JUST FUCKING ENDLESS. THE OTHER END OF THE SPECTROM IS THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE MONEY AND THAT ARE ALREADY AT THE TOP OF THE FUCKING FOOD CHAIN AND DON'T CARE ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY HAVE FRIENDS THAT ARE IN RED OR FLORECENT GREEN THAT THEY WILL ONLY HELP. WHAT'S REALLY PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF IS THE FACT THAT I'VE BEEN WORK

Lots Of Changes Through The Years
I HAVE BEEN ON THIS SITE SINCE 2006 AND HAVE SEEN ALOT OF CHANGES. WHEN I STARTED HERE, YOU EARNED POINTS AND WORKED YOUR ASS OFF TO LEVEL. IF YOU WERE LUCKY ENOUGH, SOMEONE TOOK NOTICE IN YOU AND BROUGHT YOU INTO A GROUP, FAMILY OR LEVELING CLUB AND SHOWED YOU WAYS OR HELPED YOU TO LEVEL AND IT WAS FOR A COMMON PURPOSE....TO HELP EACH OTHER LEVEL. ANY MORE, IT'S ALL ABOUT WHO THE HAS THE MONEY TO BUY SOMEONE ALL THE SPECIAL ABILITY BLINGS AND OR LIMIITED EDITION BLINGS TO BENNIFIT THEMSELFS OR HAS THE MONEY TO DO THE SAME THING BACK..FORGET THE PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF THAT DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO SPEN ON THESE THINGS, WE ARE THE ONES THAT WORK OUR ASSES OFF TO GET WHERE WE'RE AT....IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE MONEY ( NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK) THEN YOU ARE OF NO INTREST TO THOSE THAT DO HAVE IT... I'VE BEEN DELETED FROM A LOT OF SO CALLED FRIENDS LIST BECAUSE I COULDN'T BENNIF THEM, SOME TOLD ME AND SOME JUST DELETED ME... THE OTHER END OF THE SPECTROM IS THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE MONEY AN

Seeking Fellow Writers To Help Me With My Book
I am writing a Christian Apocalyptic Vampire novel. Sort of a cross between The Vampire Chronicles, The Left Behind series and Spawn. I need someone who is knowledgeable in history, prophecy, Vampire folklore and Catholicism to help me with editing and plot ideas(preferably someone from Texas or someone who can easily travel). I would like my book to be as factual as possible as far as these topics are concerned as this is meant to be a sort of "parable or fable". Much like the way Left Behind is. Unfortunately, that is all the information I can divulge because what I have written has not been copywritten. But, as I get to know and trust you, I will let you know more. I am willing to pay anyone who can help me. If I don't answer in chat, please message me in my inbox so we can discuss a fee and the terms of service and I will reply as soon as I can. God bless.

2013 Worst Year Ever!
My sister had just had a baby 8 days ago. His name is Elijah, and on Wednesday he passed away. My sister whom is a teen mom, is fucking BEYOND devestated. I am totally upset, and the whole family is just a mess. Our mother has Cancer, and may only have a little time to live. =[ I have just learned myself that my mom's cancer has spread more, and she was supposed to have surgery, but its not going to matter anyways cause it's just to bad. I am trying to be as strong as i can be for my family, and my mom is trying to be strong for her daughter, and it's just been a emotional day and a half. It's going to be an emotional rollercoaster for me as well. I don't carry "death" well, as i'm sure no one else does, but it's just horrible that life happens, and people's lives have to be cut down short.

Family And Friends Please Read
Dear Family And Friends, I will not be online or on fubar from August 27th till September 5th. I apologize as I will be up in the mountains in Colorado on Vacation. I will not have any service or internet service what so ever. I am letting you all know so u won't worry and wonder where I am. Please Continue to leave me love and I will return it when I get back Just leave a comment like always Thanks!! Love, Feisty Sassy

My Pics
People are always begging to see them all and wonder why they are all NSFW. They are all NSFW because people deciding to start marking them as soon as I downloaded them. These were the ones that I am totally clothed in. So I said FUCK IT. I'll mark them all and not let them do it. Then the BASTARDS marked the one of my Hero Sledge Hammer. He was clothed in all of them yet some asshole marked them. That is one thing I truely HATE about this place. It's supposed to be a Bar & Adult like. Yet douche bags can run around like lil kids and mark shit and not have to man up to it. I find alot of things on here are irritating. I have a friend trying to delete his profile. Yet they won't delete it. He emails them and they ignore him. Yet they cry to him wanting Credit Card information all the time. I told him Fuck That. I wouldn't give them credit card info.

Still Waiting...
So Im still waiting for them to give me the myelogram.... Meanwhile, the pain clinic called yesterday FINALLY and now were going to try another method of pain relief... I dont know what they have in mind tho... My appt is September 12th... sure wish THAT was sooner! This pain in my leg is almost unbearable.... Damn Nerves! Anyway, I just wanted to update you all on whats going on... Have a great day FU's thanks for the love & support! Brina

My Love For You Is Unexplainable
Bobby,there's not words to say of how I love you.i am very happy I've met someone like you.my darling, you're constantly on my mind and my heart each minute and each day.theres a bond between us I cannot break nor will anyone else.I've had some bad relationships in the past,of whom I loved that turned out to be sour.but they didn't want to make it work.i want to make it with ours,lovely.I'm at the age where I know what I want.and I want you.if you will have me .i want to be there to pick up when you fall.i want to be there to dry your eyes when you cry.i want to be there when have giving up to put you back on track.i want to be there when you're lonely,to hold you in my arms.i want to be there through all your pain and joys.lovely,I want to be with you and only you.wait for me,because I'm coming to be by your side and hold your hand,telling that everything will be ok.i love you so much is unexplainable,baby,that's the truth.i will not lie to you for no reason at all.you're the man I d

"the Debt " Part2
Kathy curled up in a ball on the carpet and looked back at Bob. She knew he was in need of relife. She felt an obligation but was near complete exhaustion. "Give me a minute," she requested. Bob stroked his dick and looked at the TV for a moment. The game was halfway through the third quater. The score was getting out of hand. Kathy gathered her strength and moved over to Bob. "Mouth or pussy?" She asked. "Is your pussy too tired?" He asked considerately in return. "No i'm fine. I just need to catch my breath," she said. "lift this leg. I want to fuck," Bob said. Kathy lifted her leg and Bob slid one of his between hers. She stayed on her side and Bob entered her with his dick by just tiping his hips toward her. Their faces were nearly at oppsite ends of the carpet but they were coupled at the groin. Bob moved his hips, guiding his dick in and out of her. He reached forward with his hand and she reached back so they could hold hands as they fucked. Their other arm held t

How I Feel
I cannot describe how I feel about Coleen, but I will try. She deserves to read this someday. There are not enough words in English or Italian to fully describe my feelings for this woman. I was scared to ask for her friendship. She scared me to death. Why? I suppose it's silly, but she scared me because she is so beautiful. She should be some model walking down a runway, or a public figure, something other than friending a loser like me. Yes, I'm self-depricating. Why? I know when I should have turned left instead of right, when I should've kept my mouth shut, etc. But I didn't, so- Loser. But Coleen, she's like no woman I've every met or seen. She has all these men panting after her, killing themselves to impress her. And she loves ME? She's so damn pretty and intelligent, and she loves me? An Oklahoman? Yes, I live in the "Land of the Red Man," and am a "Red Man," and here's this Italian Bella sending me love? Love I can feel? What's going on? I'm not worthy. Not by a long, long, sh

Depessing Thoughts From Bagina's Mind
Well, Let me just vent here for a moment; Last night, I went to my (Now EX BF's) house, thinking everything was all good, little did i know he was going to tell me that we are DONE, for real this time, no more of us.. Makes me sad. ={ ugh, out of all the days he could have told me, He had to say it the night before my nephews funeral? are you fucking kidding me? I've been superbly depressed since Tuesday, Find out devastating news on Wednesday, Being there for MY family, Finding OUT more things that just make me want to pull my fucking hair out of my skull, and then this.. Like hello?? Does one NOT have sympathy for another? Could you NOT wait til everything has blown over to break it to me? Why does it seem like life can have you going really good for a few minutes and then, everything just shatters down in front of you? I hate feeling like this, I hate how everything is surrounding me negatively.

He Didn't Just Break My Heart.. He Destroyed Me As A Person...
Let me explain something to you all.. my dear "friends".... I am Single. That means I can date WHOEVER THE FUCK I WANT. That doesn't make me a Bitch. That doesn't make me a Whore. That doesn't make me a liar. That makes me 24 goddamn years old and not wanting to be in another fucked up relationship yet. Ok! Yall wanna know the story? I'll fucking tell you... I met sean when I was 21. We got 3 kids. he put me through hell.. ask anyone! I put up with be called a Bitch, a fat whore, a "dirty butt slut", a cunt, gross, disgusting, ANYTHING he could come up with.. He'd scream at me over everything... He cheated on me all the time... He'd sleep on the couch when I was pregnant if I wouldn't sleep with him because I was in pain... or he'd do it anyway... I found his ass with another woman ON MOTHER'S DAY while i was 6 months pregnant. He brought this bitch to the hospital when I gave birth. She saw my kids before me! I will NEVER get that back. Stupid me decided to work it out. he start u

Passion
Passion Passion is something so powerful A feeling should not be denied When someone has that much passion It is not something a person can hide Give it everything you’ve got Keep giving until you are raw And then give again and again Push yourself like you have a lot more Passion encompasses everything From within us when we are true When there is such passion inside us We apply it to all that we do It’s not like the passionate choose Or get to decide when it will show It applies to everything in their lives Both a curse and a blessing they know Don’t ever believe for a moment Nobody can see what’s inside It’s the ones that can see it most clearly They’re the ones we will keep, we decide Some people can’t handle passion While others can’t survive without The challenge of passionate people How and when do you let it come out? August 27, 2013 MPS©

"the Debt " Part 3
"Oh shit!" she mumbled soflty to herself. "What the hell time is it? She asked. "It's time to pay an installment on your debt,"Bob slurred. "I closed the bar a few minutes ago so it must be 3:30am." "come on in you creep," Kathy said let's get this over with." Bob stumbled into the house and started down the hallway toward the bed room. Kathy quickly closed and locked the front door. She chased after him and steered him by his hips toward the family room. "Not so fast there buddy," she said. "I plan to get a good night's sleep when you finish. You're in no condition to drive so you're going to slep this off in the rec room. "But i like your bed," bob complained. "So do i! That's why you're sleeping out here," she insisted. They arrived in the family room. Kathy took off Bob's coat. "The rest you're going to have to do for yourself. If you aren't sober enough to undress yourself then you're not getting any,' Kathy warned. "I can handle it luv," bob slurred. "and i can handl

Continued...
"Go get me some coffee" she says sleepily then adds "and then come back to bed with me" in a more solicitous tone. She roll away from him and buries her face in her pillow. He smiles and traces a lazy hand down her spine feeling the warmth and smoothness of her skin with the palm of his hand. He rises up on one elbow and admires the matching dimples on either side of her spine and the curve of her body where it transitions between back and buttox. She stretches like a big cat; hands balled into fists, arms thrusting out, body rigid and pushing her butt into the air. The sheet slides off of her and he uses his finger tips to draw little circles on her behind and stopping to tickle the top of her crack. "GO!" she says but he can hear the smile in her voice even though her face is still buried in her pillow.

D The Season With A 30-10 Win Over Miami. Schaub Completed 20 Of 31 Passes For 266 Yards A
HOUSTON -- Houston Texans quarterback Matt Schaub signed a four-year contract extension. Schaub, acquired in 2007 in a trade from Atlanta, announced his new deal and thanked team owner Bob McNair, general manager Rick Smith and coach Gary Kubiak after the Texans opened the season with a 30-10 win over Miami. Schaub completed 20 of 31 passes for 266 yards and a touchdown pass to Andre Johnson on Sunday. "Im very excited to continue to make Houston our home," Schaub said. "My wife and I are raising our kids here, so were very excited to be a part of this community. Just excited for this opportunity." Schaub, 30, came to Houston in March 2007. He missed games with injuries in 2007 and 08, then played all 16 games in 2009 and 2010. He fractured his right foot in Week 10 last season and this was the final year of his contract. "At no point was this ever going to be a distraction for me," Schaub said. "Im excited for it to be done and over with so every ounce of focus and energy

Anabella , John , Caroline & Roberto Vamp 4
I was waking up with a purr an needing to stretch but it was slow moving tonight. I eased my coffins lid up and floated to the floor gently. I needed to talk to Caroline tonight so I called her in my mind and she responded at once , " I'm on my way now " as the thought came to me at once was a lite tap on my door , " come in Sugar " Did you sleep well ? I asked . Yes but the Master woke me up with a message. We are entertaining tonight with a guest from out of town , Texas or someplace like that . Should prove interesting , Anabella did you notice the new clothes yet ? I kinda looked blank so she pointed to the red velvet chair. It was piled high with dress boxes with ribbons streaming all over. Oh my , did you get too ? Yes only I'm betting different colors and styles. You know how he spoils us , now listen to me a minute . Master wants you to intertain this man and give him what-ever he wants , It's to help get Master something important. This man is very much a V.I.P. Ok lets get r

Peace
When your peace comes from someone else It is not yours Heads up Fucking reeeeeeeeetards And why the hell would you want that anyway? Are you so boring and horrible that you need a break from yourself? That you NEED fucking peace?? You will have that when you are dead Why hasten the process REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETARD

Sex Therapy...
A couple is having trouble with their sex life and after a great deal of frustration the wife decides to talk things over with her friend. Her friend tells her that her and her husband have been to a sex therapist and he helped them spice up their love life so much it's like they're teenagers again. The wife asks what the therapist had them do. She says "Well he told us we should use a little food and make a game of it. He had me eat a doughnut off of my husbands penis." The wife thinks it's a marvelous idea and asks what the therapist had him do to her. She replies "He told my husband to eat grapes out of my vagina." Intrigued the wife drags her husband to her friend's sex therapist. After their first meeting the therapist is reluctant to help. He says "I really don't think I can do much for you. My therapies aren't suited for a couple like you." But the husband and wife, desperate, beg and beg for his help. So finally he replies "Well you'll need an apple and a cheerio."

Naughty Nuns....
A cab driver picks up a nun. She gets into the cab, and the cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring and he replies, "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers: "My dear son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2 you must be a Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I am single and I'm Catholic too!" The nun says, "OK, pull into the next alley." He does and the nun fulfills his fantasy. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child." said the nun, "Why are you crying?" "Forgive me sister, but I have sinned. I lied, I must confess, I'm mar

Just Another Day ! 2
hey im still alive and found out that I cant blog from the library ! So I have to wait to get to a friends house to blog ! that is a bitch ! But to update everyone here it gose ! Over the past 2 weeks I have had someone rob me of my pack which included my cell phones and one of them was the camera phone I was taking pics of ! Im ok he didnt hurt me I just gave hime my pack and he run off! ! Well since then I got a replacement phone with no camera ! I replaced the other stuff and being a little more carefull ! I hope to be off these streets soon and move on with my life what ever that is ? lol Im in good spirits and going to church when I can get there ! Worst thing is walking im no spring chicken LOL ! So say some prayers and I love all of you! til then have a safe day and really im ok ! I think !

He Becomes Mine !
Pulling myself out of a darkened dreamless sleep , I get strait up , no laying around tonight , got a man to change , and get another sweet taste of his delicious nector of what he thinks is just blood. I never tasted anything so fullfilling to my palate until last night. I went to take my shower , and wanted to dress to entice Roberto. Fixing my hair in an up-sweep tonight with pearl combs holding it up off my neck . Puttin' powder all my body so now it really feels like silk , puttin " White Shoulders "all over my neck , wrists and my muff. Slipping into a long pale violet chiffon that was so sheer you could almost see through it , my nipples were getting hard just feeling the material rubbin against them. I was ready , at that very second a tap came on the door and I said " enter " and the kitchen servant came in with a tray with half filled glass of blood . I was thirsty and knew I couldn't drain Roberto , I would do a portion and Master would finish the job. That way he would rema

The Mist That Surrounds...
so many times i have been lost and have wandered, alone on the road stuck out in cold and never a coat i've walked thousands of miles because no place was home i shouldered my troubles and let my heart turn to stone i never would wonder why i was the outcast i just merely acknowledged that it arose in my past i have seen every landscape and laid my head on the earth i have felt all this sorrow since the day of my birth a traveler i've been, i take flight like the wind not coming just going, i don't break though i bend i have slept on the mountains, and up above clouds with wolves at my heels and my mouth dry like a drought keeping myself always one footstep ahead even though thoughts would consume me and fill me with dread i have been lost in a forest where no sunlight shines but never questioned the reason, i just took all in stride i've walked through

Fubar
Not sure how this will come out but here goes and ohhhh well,When I joined Fubar back in 07,It was fun,people helping each other,wasn't about how many blings and if you were at top,everyone helped each other,you didn't have to be in families or even be friend's we helped each other,not sure why I am still here,I guess I am sentimental about the friend's I have made here,don't want to lose touch with them and I am pretty sure you know who you are,I am not here much anymore because it's gotten pretty boring,like today no pts.at all and 1% for ladies,what's up with that Fubar?Even so I have tried to be as loyal as I can be without stepping on toes nad I know I can sometimes and I am sorry.I guessnThat's all I had to get it off my chest,If for any reason you see fit to take me out of your family or even friend list go ahead,I'm past getting upset about it,heck I do the same even......Love and hugs to each and everyone of you I have crossed paths with and even became your friend and some cl

Temporary Relief
I very recently met a man The past 48 hrs actually And he actually appreciates Excruciating depth Unusual So of course I am skeptical But he has sent me PDF files Of quite heady stuff Knowing I will expound with my own theories Like why highly intelligent people have cowlicks I have a convincing theory on that but will take too much right now To explain...suffice it to say that brains are awfully close to skulls The intellectual joust To see how far the other goes I said I wanted to shoot Sarah Palin in the head like a deer Hang her carcass from a tree...smoke the meat And send Xmas jerky to my religious relatives He got the metaphor and laughed Sincerely No nervous omg are you a serial killer? Even tho I am quite capable of that He knew that is not what I meant Hyperbole a dying art recognized by few So we shall start a new business Contract killers based in Oslo They would welcome us there ....or not

Day Of Change
Oh you joy filled birds of song,Where has your flowered nesting gone?Remember all that you have sung,Your melodies to cheer us on,This solemn day of change,Where has your flowered nesting gone,This day of change?Oh you fish of stream and pond,Sun glistens as you spin and spawn,The waters where your fledgling play,Grow rank with oil warm and gray.On this solemn day of change,Sun glistens as you spin and spawn,This day of change.Oh you creatures of the woodWe long to hear you call your youngYour shiny coats, on fashion thrive,The trees lay flat where soon we'll drive,On this solemn day of change,We long to hear you call your young,This day of change.Oh you winds of Winter longMountain peaks, you carve uponTheir icy tops feed spring and pond,In warming sky will snows be gone?

Liars!
Sooo I've learned my first big lesson here on fubar... No matter how many pics someone sends you, if they don't have a salute they are FAKE!!!! I could name you out here an let everyone know what a liar you are BUT I'm not that type of person. I'll consider this a lesson learned and never make the same one again. :-)

"the Debt " Part 3
In Kathy's mind a man's head was between her legs. His hair short but curly. He had dark eyes that looked up into hers as his jack hammer tongue took her pussy to new heights. She felt the thumb of his hand enter her ass. She winced with the pain and pleasure of his touch. Suddenly she imagined two more mouths. One was on each nipple. They sucked and cuddled her breasts. then another mouth kissed her deeply. She shuddered with orgasm at the touch of her imaginary lovers. Kathy continued with her eyes closed and felt her moist pussy drool over her rosebud. she was sure she was driooing on the sofa. Her eyes opened. The imaginary lovers vanished and she saw cum that lay in drops and gobs across her coffee table. some got as far as her foot. She scooped the cum off of her foot with one finger and put it into her mouth. will resume later:)

Death Of A Love
I don't know if I even like the word " LOVE " anymore ,It's cold and empty No feeling found , just like in the day , when they killed in the name of God So now they kill in the name of Love , And we all must suffer the untold pain.To bleed , to weep and apply the paint , to take up a weapon for to protect a Saint.I wish to do the victory dance , around the fires of my content .To sacrifice my blood for thee , Is what it must truely be ....... Bleeding freely now upon the ground , the World is spinnin all around ,Is my sacrifice truely worthy ? for your Happiness is all that's Holy . I feel my spirit lifting toward clouds unknown , Will he be waiting for me to hold? I've been with-out long enough , So I'll seek him from above , His love I know will always be there waiting for me always ........NOW ~~~~

"the Debt " Part 4
Kathy sat in the chair nearest the front door. She watched out the window for Bob. Her mind wondered through the events since she made the repayment contract with him. his loan to her of thousands of dollars helped bail her out of her predicament. they agreed to let her work off the debt with her book kepping and sexual services. She thought about how much fun they were having working off the debt as Bob pulled into the driveway in his truck. "At least it's clean on the out side," she said to herself. She put the empty sherry glass on the table and picked up her little black purse. In it she had her nessary things and three condoms just in case. Kathy opened the door before Bob could knock. "Wow!" Bob said in admiration. 'You look beautiful." He handed her a large manila envelope. it contained receipts and invoices for work. She threw it on the chair saving the work for later. "Thank you," she replied. This time she actually thought he might mean what he said. "Where are we off t

Hmmm
I have a friend in military usually he is gone in Afghanistan and there its not allowed porn so I usually send him videos of me to his email and I've missed seen him this year know he enjoys my vids yet I lost interest in him should I wait to tell him and keep sending him or just avoid him altogether? !

Sept. 2, 2013
This is a tough one. SkiFreek gave me the letters to do this. Of course he would pick letters (and the color of this writing) that would be hard to deal with. Gotta love him. Anyway, hope you enjoy.... Word of the Day::. Quandy A quick hand job "Emily, we don't have much time. Give me a quandy." Acronym of the Day::. XYP eXamine Your Penis "You fucked her? You better XYP!" (yes I know that it doesn't start with a "X", but yeah...hard to do.) Since he threw in a third letter as a "freebie"...I'm going to attempt this letter too. Word::. Zanal To have crazy anal sex "I would give anything for some zanal." Acronym::. ZFG Zero Fucks Given [no sentence needed] ******he wanted Periwinkle, it wouldn't take the code for it so I used another shade of blue. He'll get over it.******

Just A Thought
Somehow in the process of him leaving for work, he let his hands get the better of him and he ended up making exceedingly good use of all that pent up sexual energy I had been generating all day. He got me off something fierce. And something soft. And something rough. And something kinky. And something perfect. A bunch of times. I can only give highlights: I was in The Trance. Ravished and unaware of anything but feeling his sexy touch. I have new appreciation for the one-person-naked-and-the-other-person-dressed sex scenario. That added some kinky flare I never expected. Not unlike my repeat fantasy of visiting Caveman in his office and him letting me remove key clothing items from him and have a really deep blowjob. I think of that every time I see him at his desk. But that's not his thing. Just mine. A favorite erotic moment. I was insanely excited. The orgasms came really quickly but the disappointment over the speed of attaining them (I get off too fast) was dulled by the sexy

"the Debt " Part 4
Kathy thought for a moment. She could think of hundreds of possiblities. Her mind raced through the list of all bobby's suppliers and subcontrators seeking a name or person who was a foreigner. She knew all of them because she wrote all Bob's checks. Except one Japanese-american sales guy she knew of and that Italian roofer she couldn't think of anyone. She pictured having sex with the two men and decided she might enjoy the evening after all. "So it's Japanese or Italian tonight?" She questioned searching for the answer. "Not even close!" He said sure of himself that she wouldn't be able to guess. He extended his right arm to her. Bob made sure that for tonight his hair was trimmed and his shoes were shined. He cleaned the truck inside and out. He had his blue suit pressed and he wore a clean white shirt lightly starched. The tie she couldn't object to because she had picked it out for him months ago. He wanted things to be special tonight. until tomorrow stay tuned for "My thou

"the Debt " Part 4
Kathy took his arm. She closed the door behind her. They walked to the truck and bob opened the door for her. She was a little surprised. He was being more of a gentlman than usual. It made her suspicious. She used the inside handle of the truck to pull herself into the vehicle. She also pushed against bob to hoist herself inside. Once inside Bob closed the door and walked around the tuck. He got behind the wheel and was a little surprised to see Kathy sitting in the middle of the bench seat right next to him. "Let's go hansome," she said and put her left hand on Bobby's right thigh. On their way to where ever it was they were going bob said, 'you know, you'll have a much better time tonight if you remove your panties." "This thruck is high enough for this dress with panties. I don't want to show the whole world my business getting in and out of this thing," she objected. "I'll take care of that. You won't be exposed to anyone but me tonight," Bob asured her. Kathy's mind rac

Cold As The Shadow
Death is so cold , like icy branches , waving it's Arms around us The empty echos' of silent screams as it Beckons us to join them, Everyone thought that Hell was Hot , I beg to differ there , Cause love is warm and full of Heat , it's passion it wishes to share . But the deep feel of coldness as it twines around my heart , There is no Love , no hearts concern so to those branches I'll return . Come claim me Shadow I do declair , no heat do I need , Cause pretty soon , The Echos is all you'll hear from me. I tried so hard to bring the love , I thought you'd wish to share , But I was wrong , I meant no harm so gracefully I'll leave you there . The icy feel Surrounds me and I know I must Except , That's the closes thing to Loving that I'm ever going to get.

Slumber And My Discontent...
i wake up frozen and bathed in sweatchewing on my fingernails and i begin to freton the things of yesteryearand some things that i still feari know events have only once transpiredbut in my dreams they are mirrored and i am on a wirethey are beyond my realm and have quite gone pastso how long will these nightmares last?it is like i have not rose abovecome slumber time i can't forget nor these thoughts can shovei am haunted by the memoriesof all that's gone before metwisting and turningnot feeling nor yearningfor these thoughts and yesterdayi just want all this shit to go awayi shout myself awakeand labored breath i do intakei am bathed in perspirationthe negative in my mind finds gestationand i roll and toss and turnand my dreams inside me burnand i can't take much more of this i am merely suffocating in my own shit

Ptsd
You've come on home To U.S. shores From lands of foreign sun The cheers, the claps The gay parades You'll think your war is done You've got your precious Two-fourteen Your official war is o'er But in the night You'll soon find out What ol' Haji has in store You'll see the faces All the time Of dead folks that you know For Haji is A wily soul He'll never let you go Or on the beach The sand will crunch And back in 'raq you'll be Smell the garbage A-burning Lying up on an O.P. The desert spreads Across your mind Eating all that's in its wake And even though You're in the States Your tainted brain will bake You flinch with any sudden sound You'll hang your head and cry Cause no one, really Leaves Iraq It's with you 'til you die

Raindrops
Sometimes You have to play out in the rain It doesn't matter About your age Cool water from heaven On tanned naked skin Glistening It doesn't matter About your pain Soft grass, thunder How serious life is Sometimes You have to play out in the rain

Fantasy's ( Real Or Fiction )
As the winds blow so does the thoughts that swirl in my head , The fantasies are so real that I wonder what's the deal .... I can't touch you , I can't see you but I feel your essence , To me it's very real . Where are you my love , Where do you hide ? I can't seem to find the reason for the ride . What I've dreamt or where we've went , is it real ? I think not ..... So as an old fool speaking , let me make this clear, I'll continue to live in my make-believe world . What I hold close and what I hold dear , Is always alive in my fantasy spear. Where smiles are like rainbows and tears are like rain , And kisses are jewels of every name . My heart is all tender with radiant love , For my Eagle that flys in the clouds up above , He watches and waits , when I know down deep , he will always be mine ..... In my Fantasy's ....

Love Lost
People always told me to smile, I just stare back People think I'm strange to not care, it doesn't come natural for me & people find it weird I don't cry when I should, but I see it as being weak He made me do all of this, but then he left... Now what? I stare carelessly through the next soul People have stopped telling me how to act They can see I have reasons and a hurt behind my eyes

Whats Your...
[♥] Whats your star?? — [♥][♥] Aries__________ _Romantic [♥][♥] Taurus_________ Attitude [♥][♥] Cancer_________ Intelligent [♥][♥] Capricorn______ _Smart [♥][♥] Gemini_________ Dashing [♥][♥] Leo____________ Caring [♥][♥] Libra__________ _Sincere [♥][♥] Pisces_________ _Hardworking [♥][♥] Sagittarius____ __Lovely [♥][♥] Scorpio________ _Simple [♥][♥] Virgo__________ _Beautiful [♥][♥] Aquarius_______ _Cute [♥]

34 Facts About Me
Since today is my 34th birthday...here's 34 Facts about me... 1. I am left handed 2. I have an IQ of 167 3. I am a big movie fan and own over 500 movies 4. I have near eidetic (photographic) memory 5. My favorite color is Red 6. I am the oldest of 6 siblings (4 brothers and a sister) 7. I enjoy all kinds of music but when I want to relax I listen to Jazz, Classical or Opera 8. I enjoy reading Biographies, True Crime, Historical Books & Philosophy 9. I was born on 09/09/79 10. I have weird OCD with random things (even numbers or multiples of 5's) 11. I am good at trivia games because I am filled with irrelevant or useless information =) 12. My favorite food is either Pasta, Chicken or a combination of both 13. I have lived in 4 states (NY, Arizona, California & Florida) 14. I do not use Twitter, Instagram, Pininterest or any other weird social media (Facebook is it lol) 15. I am a huge Football & Baseball fan (NY Giants & NY Yankees)

No Money
Love and kisses of purityGreen grass all the timeBlue skies with no cloudsThe nights so blackThe stars so brightPeople only smile and laughThere is no unhappiness thereThere are candy rosesOnly things that are sweet to the eye and the touchNo one cares what anyone else wearsNo one cares how much money anyone makes because there would be no moneyEverything would be wonderful and freeI don't know. I'm not thinking right tonight... I can't think... OH well..

Church
Such is the life That brings me to a place Of plaid walls Two and a half feet of Oak And a padded armrest There are no pews here No high sacraments Numbness from a tap Escape in a bottle For these We sit before the pulpit And are blessed by Our brothers and sisters Who have resigned themselves To our poisoned fate Though here We live forever

My Love For You
deep as the ocean is my love for you,, as wide as the universe is how far id travel to be in ur arms,, i love you beyond words, the things id do for u are unexplainable ,, id die for u ,, i cry for you, can you hear my screams , can u feel my pain, everything i do in my life is for you! i have an undeniable unexplainable love for you! always have and always will be you,, i love you!!

Let Go Of The Past
Everything inside,Is bottled up right now.Lots that I can hide, No way to let it out.Endless days of tears,Won't bring back the past.For all that I have feared,Is coming much too fast.Flashbacks of memories,Can't seem to go away.It's all the love felonies,That let us get this way.And now those days are over,But the pain, it only scars.I wish I could somehow shake it off,As easily as washing cars.I realize now, how stupid I was,To fall for all your lies.Hopefully I have learned,And stopped all of the cries.I thought I really loved you,But I guess I was wrong.I am being honest and true,Now its time to say so long.Letting you go wasn't easy,And I will always remember.All the memories we had, And the time we shared together.Thank you for your time,And I'm not trying to be rude.But I realized I am fine.And I'm finally over you.

Pt. 2 On Don't Piss Off A Vampire
Joe was now softly caressing my body and kissing my neck as I was exploring that huge hard cock he had waving at me . He let me continue for a few then he did something I was totally surprised by , He snapped leather wrist restraints on one and then the other with speed I didn't know he possessed . He didn't know that if I didn't wish that it would be easy to disappear . But I liked this , let him play the Dominant for the night. He hooked the chain he attached to the rings in wrist bands up onto a sterdy beam and pulled me up to almost on my toes, oh my sweet baby , what-ever do you plan ? As he slipped a blindfold over my eyes and the world went black .I heard him open a drawer and then reclose it , a few minutes , or maybe a half an hour , who knows , time stopped with me expecting what he was going to do next. Then ever so softly I felt a feather tracing around my neck and then to my nipples , as he just kept tickling both breasts and my neck and my face. He leaned into me and kis

Nancy
Good morning my friend, Nancy!across the miles, I imagine us freefree to explore the great wonders of lifeand let go all angst of struggles and strife. May you today feel the love from alland know that you're beautiful, doll!I thank Robert for connecting us, smiles--for distance isn't a measure of miles not when you have friends who leave you joyfreely united we stand, two girls and a boy.Age is a physicality ~ don't you see?universally wounded we are, together we're free! So, I thank you for being who you areI see the scars and yet, you shine like a star!Smiles across the screen, miles and miles apartyet, universally wounded we still find heart! To You from your Poet 09/12/2013

Through The Looking Glass
Dusk was falling around our secluded back country home , the trees were in bloom and tantilising oders was filling the atmosphere with tempting aromas. It was time to get ready for bed but oh how Quinlan wasn't ready to face the cold empty night ... of being alone.But she sighed a heart felt almost sad sound coming from her throat, It's time...... It had to be done .Slowly approaching her room she was a little worried but kept a brave demeaner about herself . What was going to happen , she had to know..She entered her room and found it as normal. Big , cold , an oh so lonely. She had just received a mirror , oval in shape and with a redwood frame. The mirror was so clear that you could see right it to the soul , was a little unnerving to a so-called Lady, But she changed into a nightie , long an' see-through , it was baby blue , a little tame for her but it was comfortable. After washing her face , brushing her teeth she headed to the bed. Damn , can't get the pillows right , so will

Who Cares
As I sit here I wonder....does anything really matter anymore? Why am I still struggling to be here? Why do I always help others when no one is here to help me? Screw it. I don't care anymore. Tired of struggling and working everyday and not being able o live myself. No money for food or for a home....not even money to get back and forth to work yet I still go everyday. Tired of being sick daily and miserable and depressed. What is the purpose of even staying alive when I can't even enjoy my life? Would anyone truly miss me if i was gone other than my dog whom will be able to find a new home and new people to love? What is the point? Where are all those "friends" whom I have helped and done things for now that I am the one whom is in need of help? Obviously they are not really "friends". I just want to give up but even to depressed to do that................................

Pheromatic
Every challenge Danced through With grace & sex Reciprocal Mesmerizing back and forth A nearly microscopic close up Of genitals in coitus Brain tickled Pink Inner monologue Trills Yma Sumac Assumed impossible range Until The voice just DOES THAT With frightening ease No test required Deep gut growls To bird like soprano Floor board shaking Plush Pheromatic Coinage of course Figure it out lololololololol

Parasite
Does a parasite KNOW that they are one? No they don't They just think they are living By their own wits And see the results How clever they are in taking Seeing weakness and devouring It is NOT clever It is NOT strong It is gaining strength from another Cowardly and only sustainable By others REJECT Parasites have no honor Parasites have no pity Parasites have no spine Literally They are worms and will eat you from the inside Treat them as such A brain free soft drink

I Thought
I Thought.. I thought the sea was blue, I thought its depths were endless I thought there was nothing to compare, To the billion stars reflected and shimmering On its surface in the moonlight. I figured there were mysteries there, Things I'd never see. I thought it held secrets I would never know, I wondered if I could ever feel what it would be like to swim forever in it. I wondered how very lost I could be I wondered if I could feel the soul, the heart of it. I wondered if totally being one with it Would drown me, or save me. I've thought about the truths That might be found by plunging those depths. But then I started to fear my own mortality I started to question myself I wondered if I would die trying... I started to think it wasn't worth it I started to think it would be safer To stay on the shore.. To look on from afar and dream. To dream, rather than do, To imagine, rather than try... To stay safe and dry I may never experience the waves. I may never dive and explore b

Have You Ever Loved Someone
Have you ever loved someone And knew they didnt love you Have you ever felt like crying, And thought what good would it do Have you ever felt like walking with the lights way down low Have you ever said God I love him, but I'll never let him know Dont fall in love my friend, you will be hurt before its thru, Cause listen my friend I ought to know................ I fell in love with you!!!!!!!!

For Starters
I knock, the door to the hotel room opens quickly, and I walk in the room and shutting and locking the door behind me. I'm standing before you in black heels, thigh high fish nets, short black skirt, white button up shirt that's unbuttoned and tied at the waist revealing a black and red trimmed bra. I'm in your arm the touch of your lips on mine feels like fire, a hot and demanding kiss filled with hunger and need that has been building for weeks now. My hands are running frantically over your body working to get you out of your clothes, you've got me pressed back against the wall your knee between my legs pushing them apart while your hand moves up my thigh, under my skirt, until it reaches my pussy to find that I'm not wearing panties and its bare, shaven clean just for you. I hear a low moan escape you as your fingers delve into the wetness there. I sigh and my knees go weak as your finger brushes over my clit. My hand finds its way into your shorts and closes around your cock strok

Just Being With You
No matter how much time I get to spend with you I can never have enough of you. I want to snuggle with you. I want to hug you for hours and hours. I want to talk to you endlessly. I want to laugh at your jokes and watch movies with you .I just want to spend every second of my life with you but when I am with you time just flies. Even if God gave me all the time in the world.. I would spend it in your arms. You understand me like no one else does. You are my twin flame and I have craved to be with you since time unknown. You are my adorable darling. I love you to the core and I will never give up on us

About Me
)0( MARRY MEET )0( ye must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill: An' ye harm none, do what ye will. What ye send forth comes back to thee So ever mind the law of three. Follow this with mind and heart, Merry ye meet, and merry ye part. ----------------------- Craftsmanship (another known term for Wicca) has several features : 1. In Wicca there is a hierarchy (I am talking about classic Wicca, namely Old Faith). In coven (Wicca Organization) there are usually primary priest or priestess. They head the Sabbaths (Wheel of the year holiday). 2. In Wiccan texts there is a direct reference to the ethical standards (a commandment), which is bound by a witch (if she is good). 3. In Wicca there are canons of "netting" spells, as We believe that we should follow our route, drawing on the experience of those who went before us. 4. Wicca is very tolerant to other religions, as they believe that all gods are one of the incarnatio

"the Debt " Part 5
"Oh! You mean the one we haven't ever taken because some other thing is always more important and can't wait?" Kathy said sarcastically not even looking up. "Planned is right. That's all it ever amounts to. I have all the time in the world to talk about that never going to happen event. Now get the fuck out of here!" Bob pulled the pen out of her hand to keep her from writing. She sat back in the chair exasperated and looked at him. "Okay Bobby. Two minutes and you're out of here," Kathy said. She crossed her arms and turned her chair to face him. The look on her face did not encourage discussion. Bob produced airline tikets in their names and a couple of brochures of the place they were to stay in Las Vegas and tossed them in front of her on the desk. Kathy picked up them and noticed the date. "Can i have my pen back?" Kathy asked looking up at Bob. Bob returned the pen. Kathy circled her clander on her desk. 'This weeken huh? Okay. That's done. yuo have offically been put on my

Quote
"You need to associate with people that inspire you, people that challenge you to rise higher, people that make you better. Don't waste your valuable time with people that are not adding to your growth. Your destiny is too important."

Done
I'm past the point of trying to level or help others level and canceled VIP. Sooo tired of hearing me, me, me. This place used to be fun and exciting but now it is over run with point whores and high dollar pimps. Those who ask for bling or whatever to see your nsfw trust me you're not that lucky and I'm not that bored. Don't waste your rates, likes, drinks or abilities on me, I'[m not interested. I'll be around to play Fumafia but don't expect much more than that. If you want to be my merc, in my mob or turf stop by. When this place goes back to being about fun and friends I might get interested again, until them peace out. Eddy (Pugmie)

My Life
I thought I would write this to let people know a little bit about me and who I really am. I am not going to bore you with every detail about my life, but I think I should let people know who I am. First of all I am on this site because I am trying to make friends. I have never had a true friend until I met my husband, Mark. Growing up.....I was teased almost my entire life by my classmates in school. I was called many different names, had tacks put on my chair, stabbed in the neck with a pencil by a female classmate, blocked from entering the girl's restroom, laughed at and one time I was humiliated so bad by one student who was paid money to ask me out to a school dance. Even though I said no.........it still hurt to hear him ask for the money in front of me. The faculty never did anything to help. The teachers never cared at all and one teacher even got reprimanded for the sexual comments he made towards me and other girls. I have always been heavier than I should be and it hurt whe

How To Make Love To A Woman
How do you make love, to a Woman? How do you make love to a Woman, Romantically and Patiently; Take the time to make love to her mind. Fulfill all of her midnight wishes. Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses. Tell her, so that she will know! There's no place on her body your tongue won't go. And, when you love a Woman, you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Woman? How do you make love to a Woman, Passionately and Sincerely; Let her Sweetness become your Weakness. Do not use just the Penis, But include your ear. Listen to the sweet sound of her moans and see what you hear. Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace. Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste. How do you make love, to a Woman? How do you make love to a Woman, Sensually and Honestly; Say what you mean and mean what you say. Tell her that you love her, more and more with each passing day. Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head. Become her moonlight reality when it's time to go to bed. Kis

Just Me
FIRST OF ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THIS..MY NAME IS MARK WELLS. I HAVE BEEN SHY ALL MY LIFE. SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT LIKE THIS OF ME BUT WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES. BUT THEN AGAIN LIFE IS FULL OF MISTAKES. I JUST LIKE IT WHEN I SEE OR HEAR HOW PEOPLE CAN THINK THERE SOOO DAMN PERFECT AND YET WONT ADMIT TO THEM SELFS HOW WRONG THEY ARE. I GUESS THERE JUST TO SELF CENTERD ABOUT THEM SELVES..HELL IVE MADE A FEW OF THESE IN MY LIFE AS WELL AND YES ID ADMIT MY MISTAKES. BUT AS I SAID EVERY ONE IS DIFFERENT IN SOO MANY WAYS BE YOND REASON. AND NO AFFENCE TO ANY ONE OUT HERE OR ON ANY SITE....BUT IF THEY THINK THERE SOOO DAMN PRFECT...PLZ TELL ME!! DAMN!! I....IN MY LIFE I HAVE SEEN TO MANY UN-PERFECT PEOPLE. AND SPEAKING OF WICH...I HAVE SEEN OR HEARD MANY PEOPLE THAT STEEL THINGS DO DRUGS...COME ON?? WHATS UP WITH THIS? THAT'S AN UN-PERFECT PERSON IF I EVER SAW ONE?? DAMN!! BUT AS FOR MY LIFE...IM JUST TRYING TO PLAY IT BY EAR...IDK HOW SOME PEOPLE LIVE...BUT SOME TIMES I LIKE TO TAKE CHANCES IN LIFE. (

My Man , My Friend & Soon To Be My Lover
When I needed a friend you were here ,When I felt alone you were near , When I was in pain , you held me up , When I wanted to die You wouldn't listen to all the smutt , You wiped my tears ,You held me close. And all you did was make me miss him more. Let me love you I so cried , but the words didn't refleck , You couldn't hear all the pain you caused. And the wall that was built firmly would not fall. I will continue to cry but will change the tune , to one of joy of fucking the moon. Love and hate are on the same coin , which ever the way it falls is what you'll learn , that to hate someone , you must first know love. So what am I feeling I know not , I'll play it by ear and watch for your part. You'll either be true or so full of crap that I'll know why then I am so full of wrath . But my love for you will always stand an I'll play with the moon and cum at hand.

"i Could Watch You Sleep For Hours"
" I could watch you sleep for hours" ... I was taken back..coming too and realizing he was sitting indian style on the bed, looking peacefully at me. I focused a lil more wondering what time it was..How long had he been sitting like that? "Good Morning Beautiful..."... "Good Morning", I managed to say. Realizing extreme thirst, I searched for the bottled water I hadnt finished earlier, eased up on my elbows and took a drink to kill the dry throat. "Its 8:20 am, he said. "Oh my, how long did I sleep?" " Give or take..about 3 hours." "I'm sorry I fell asleep..." "I'm not! ", he said firmly, "it gave me a chance to look at your beauty... uninterrupted...." I could feel the blush rise to my cheeks. With those words, I melted. I dont know why, but that was the sweetest words I could ever wake up to. I really didnt know what to say, The last time I remember any man just watching me sleep and not sleeping with me was when I was 16. That was too many moons ago to think about

I Don't Know
I really think sometimes people say things to other people to simply make them feel better. Really. Well either that or they are extremely desperate and will take anyone. I really don't think either of those options are attractive.

Dear Baby Brother 10/19/11
Dear Baby Brother, The last few days have been filled with tears, regrets, and anger! I think about all the times we had growing up and how I used to tease you. I know we all have grown up and let the past go as part of growing up but I feel regrets for everything now. I feel regret for all the times I didnt pick up the phone to call and say hey, i took that luxury for granted.I look at all the petty BS that cause so much chaos in peoples lives and it makes me angry how such stupid little unimportant things cause familys to drift apart and not speak. I know I didnt tell you this but I was very proud of you and the way you where chasing your dreams finally. I keep thinking this is just a crazy dream and that I will wake up and your still here but I know its not and its hard to know I will never see you again! I can never call you and tell you the news of whats going on in our lives and I feel sick! I dont understand why this happend you had so much to live

Screw You!
I think it's crazy that I cant be here and just have friends! Everyone just wants to date or screw me! Well I can tell ya it's not gonna happen! Why can't you handle just being my friend? I'm not interested in meeting anyone off here or anywhere eles for that matter.. So if you can't just be my friend then you can just fuck off!

Food
FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THIS....I KNOW THIS WHOLE WORLD WE LIVE ON NEEDS FOOD,,,BUT MY CONSERN IS THAT HERE I SIT FROM DAY TO DAY WATCHING THESE FOOD SHOWS...AND MY QUESTION IS? HOW CAN ONE MAN ALONE EAT THIS BIG PLATE OF FOOD ALL BY HIM SELF WHEN THERE IS STARVING CHILDREN IN OTHER COUNTRYS. YES AND I ALSO KNOW THERE IS PEOPLE IN OUR UNITED STATES OF DIFFERENT SIZE AND SHAPE..AND LOT OF TIMES WE SIT HERE AND WAIST FOOD...SO I SIT HERE AND IM LIKE..WTF? JUST TO ASK..HOW CAN ONE PERSON DO THIS ALONE?

Judgement Vs Perception
Judgement reaches a conclusion Skipping steps To assuage a belief Perception is the Observation of something An Idea People who judge Do not understand perception Think it is the same thing As belief It is not People who percieve DO understand judgement however The passive aggressive smell of it I am a warrior and have no time for windmill Girly swings JUDGEMENT= I believe I am better than you PERCEPTION= I KNOW I am better than you Unless you prove otherwise Moron

We Do Not Believe
We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit.

Some People
Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix.

Imagine.......
I am imagining..... You are lying there on a towel. The hot sun is beating down on you ... your skin is a darkened shade of brownish-red. Beads of perspiration lie speckled throughout the maze of beautiful freckles that adorn your supple skin. Small streaks of water lines fall from the fullness of your thighs, your stomach, and your breasts... small grains of sand blow across you from the strong gusts of wind blowing across your hot body. Imagine the warmth of the hot sun flowing across your body, and the chilly breeze gently brushing across your skin ... your muscles relax as your nipples harden from the contrast between hot and cold... your wet lips to relieve them of their dryness ... and at that moment, my lips slowly meet yours. The pressure of our kiss increases, causing your body to tense up ... your back to arch ... our tongues meet, their softness caressing each other as we kiss passionately and we start to embrace..... UUHHHMMM... As we embrace and kiss so very passionat

Never Enough...
The note was written through tear filled eyes, explaining the misery that I had experienced, and that this time I simply could not hold on any longer, I needed a break. Everything was done, I checked the stove twice, coffee pot was off but I assumed to unplug it would be better, the dog had food and water. The front door was locked, thermostat was set at a reasonable level. Dinner was on the table, laundry was put away, everything anyone might notice was taken care of. It would not matter at all if I decided to leave, he would not even notice I was gone until he needed something, Would anyone even miss me? This was the last time I would hide the cuts and bruises behind make-up and sunglasses. My biggest nightmare had come true, and the only person to blame was me. I walked back up the stairs one last time to make sure she was nestled securely in her bed, I could hear the repetitious breathing like so many times before, the soothing sounds of peaceful slumber. I went back down the stair

More About Me.......please Read
I just want my friends to know that if I have said anything on here that offended you in any way.....I'M SORRY. I have been going through a tough time and it doesn't look to get any better. This is just my way of venting as I know everyone has problems, but for me it is really bad since I can't get a home of my own or a job. I am currently residing with my entire family, which sucks big time and would love to find a house to buy to move into, but due to my husband's EX-WIFE...we can't. Identity theft sucks and no lawyer wants to help us. I have always had a hard time making friends and the only ones I have now are all online........so if I ever say things on here, just know that I really don't mean it. I am just upset and hurting right now..

Understanding The Back To Back Bling
"Understanding the Back to Back Bling Achievement " When using ability power up bling and going for the back to back achievements here are some things you need to know. Back to back means just that . If you run anything in between each power up bling then that will cancel out the back to back sequence . Below are some examples of the correct way and the incorrect way for these achievements ... ( EXAMPLE ) ... RS, RS, RS ... This is a correct way to receiving the achievement for 3 RS's back to back ( EXAMPLE ) ... RS, GM, RS, RS ... This is an incorrect way and you would not receive the achievement because the GM canceled out the back to back RS sequence. Always remember if you have any doubts about anything or don't understand , You can always click on the HELP link in your upper right hand corner and shout or private message any bouncer in Orange and they will gladly help you in understanding. You can also come into our live Fubar Suppo

Ice Cream
The man who knows me No need to teach or train Accepts Revels Loving the Alien Tearing the fear Away Like those tiny scraps of paper On an ice cream sandwich Left there And never digested of course But eaten & ignored usually Anyway He takes the care To peel So there is nothing in between His Tongue And Ice Cream

Window Shoppers
A Store That Sold Wives Just Open Up On Da Corner Of Bigger & Better In Grand Rapids Mi.Now Like The Store In New York,A Man May Go And Choose A Wife.This Store Also Has Instructions at The Entrance & A Description Of How The Store Works.....So A Man Goes To The Wife Store To Find A Wife. On The First Floor The Sign On The Door Reads: Floor 1 - These Women Have Jobs And Love The Lord.The Second Floor Sign Reads: Floor 2 - These Women Have Jobs, Love The Lord, And Love Kids.The Third Floor Sign Reads: Floor 3 - These Women Have Jobs, Love The Lord, Love kids, And Are Extremely Goregous. "Wow," He Thinks, But Feels Compelled To Keep Going.He Goes To The Fourth Floor And Sign Reads: Floor 4 - These Women Have Jobs, Love The Lord, Love Kids, Are Drop-Dead Good Goregous And Help With The Housework. "Oh, Mercy Me!" He Exclaims, "I Can Hardly stand It!" Still, He Goes To The Fifth Floor And The Sign Reads: Floor 5 - These Women Have Jobs, Love The Lord, Love Kids, Are Drop-Dead Gorgeou

My Ode To Hummertime
In my HAND I begin to stroke. It's lookin like a mighty oak.Around the rim a teasing flick ~ Don't want you to come to quick.Lookin up at your eyes of blue ~ Seein you smile as i go down.Watching your cock FUCK my face ~Head bobbin at a steady pace.See it babe go down my throat ~ My mouth will be your gravy boat.Sucking you hard, deep and fast~ Sensing how long you will last.Your moans begin to fill the air ~ Knowing that your almost there.Your body has a sudden spasm~ My throat is now your only chasm.Hot, creamy tastyand thick~ steadily flowing from your dick.Catching overflow from my hand~ Licking it up just as i planned.Seeing a smile form on your lips~ As I suck up the last of your drips.I crawl up to you and rest my head on your shoulder as you lay in bed.Giving me your most passonate kiss ~ Every afternoon should be like this!

Observations I Have Made
I have been on social Media for a VERY long Time.. I used whatever social media haunt you can imagine. AOL, ICQ, ISPQ, Yahoo, MSN Messenger, My Space, Facebook, Cam SIghts, Make your own Websight to broadcast yourself...etc. Each of these particular sites were supposed to be in theory a place to hang out and be yourself. This was where you could find friends, listen to music, observe life, be yourself, be a whole other person, be free, be tied up in whatever you want to be, remain repsectable or be the freak you are... When it all began I guess with IRC ( I think it was) programmers trying to school me on how to make sure I answered the question so they could read it. It was exciting to talk to a person half way around the world for little or nothing. It was easy to get wrapped up in the medium. It was hard not to seperate it from you when you had to make a phone call or clean your house. Both lives found a way quite by accident to become entertwined, lines were crossed, and

"a Story For My True Love Red Rose"
Bobby loved watching her ride his dick. In the pre dawn light, his heart raced at seeing Lathsha's plump breasts bounce and jiggle above him. with her head thrown back and her thighs spread wide over his hips, he had an unobstructed view of her and thier morning activity. Ahh, what a way to wake up. "Bobby, you feel so good." Her voice echoed into the soft gray light in the room, accompying thier sounds of sex. "Keep it steady, right there, luv," Bobby encouraged. Squeezing her hips as she slid up and down his hard length, he gazed at the point where they joined. bobby's dick glistened with Latasha's thick cream. Licking his lips, Bobby wished he'd had a chance to taste her body.But Bobby didn't complain when her awoke with his woman stroking his hard dick. Bobby was instant putty in Lastasha's hands. However she wanted it. she got it. Bobby normally wasn't an early riser. He usually had a lot to do a lot of coaxing to get her up, which he loved. A lick here and there and

Forgotten Fights
I had a blog idea. I came to post it and then a friend commented on another blog. Guess what....I forgot what I was going to blog about.. This happens a lot. I'm not sure if I'm just a forgetful person or if I have A.D.D. Who knows. At this point in my life I'm not sure it's really all that important. Good news though, after a few seconds of thinking I remembered what I was going to blog about. It's not really a lengthly blog, it's only a question. (yes I know it's turned into something a little longer than I'd planned.) Why do people say "Fight like a Girl" when they support breat cancer? Men can get it too. Plus why not just fight it. No need to be like a girl or a guy. Kind of ticks me off. No I'm not going to be all bitchy about it or anything. I'm just wondering.

The Fool?
The fool? This how I am seen? It seems my love, never meant a thing. After all I have given, the sacrifices that were made. You chose to use me? This is how you behave? Well I am no one’s fool, you fail to see. I have known all along, what you were doing to me. That new girl you were talking to, she’s my best friend. Every conversation was recorded, from beginning to end. Now check the bank, you’ll see the money is gone. I took it all before you had the chance, to do me wrong. There you laid beside me in bed, confessing your love. Lying to my face, but I knew what you were made of. Evil, rotten to the core. But karma is much sweeter, you’re finding out I’m sure. While you’re drowning in self-pity, I now call you the fool. For underestimating me, I make my own rules. Ones that I cherish, that shall not be broke. I love you are three words, you never should have spoke. Words without meaning, cut straight to the bone

Silver Lined
A girl walks in, with a painful secret inside. Wondering if the day would come, when she no longer had to hide. A Gypsy takes her hand, then sheds a single tear. Too afraid to reveal, exactly what appeared. Such a sad tale, playing out before her eyes. Concealing the truth, behind the girls demise. She opens her mouth, telling little white lies. The sun shines down on you, your hair glistens in the wind. You will make a difference, before your story comes to an end. The girl gleamed with hope, as she walked out the door. Never had the Gypsy witnessed, pain like this before. She prayed to the gods, to show mercy this day. Please just allow me, to take it all away. Do not allow this girl’s life, to be in vain. I am asking you to bestow, upon me her pain. The lightning struck with rage, as the gypsy began to dance. The thunder roared once more, giving birth to chance. The girl did make a difference, after all. Although the Gypsy, could not surviv

Experience Corps Blocks Lesson
991020 enterovirus has recently become popular, but also because yu bid fever did not go to school, be enthusiastic neighbor was invited to travel together Corps building blocks class, first went on the experience, yu very generous, is not stage fright, quickly completion of the building blocks of the model teacher, the last lesson in which a teacher sent to us kids candy, did not think the little girl has only issued yu, others did not give left, we could see the beautiful sister it ~ after school again, and a group of her mother for lunch (because a mother's relationship, so go vegetarian restaurant), although yu eat much, but there obediently sit, do not run around, and Nini paperwork together. paint, etc. ... because I have been very scared kids out to dinner, super tired, but this time out is not so terrible as I thought, perhaps it was a little uncomfortable it yu ~ Thomas Kinkade A Holiday Gathering Paintings

What Is Real?
I have been on the net forever it seems. Over the years it seems that personas have been created by many that portray their "net" life as something that may be diametrically opposed to their real life. I have heard from many that this is just "net'" and not "rl" but does that qualify behavior that is reckless and at times pure evil? Why is it difficult for people to just be who they are and not create facades that cast them in one light but clearly do not define who they are? Some do this to hide and not have people take advantage of them while others do it to take advantage of the weak or unsuspecting people who want to believe the good in everyone. My experience wilth fu is that 95% of the people on here are haters, cheats, and users. That being said, the 5% that are truly genuine and good people far outweigh the negative people on here, which is usually not the case. I have come to realize that Fu is not a necessity to have real relationships with people because it people are

Howdy
Alot of stuffs been going on where I dont feel like talking much on here or doing much..and it might be about to get worst. Starting tomorrow I will be working a stretch..clear through next friday with only one day off. On that day I get to go have a talk with my doctor. Some already know..but few close friends I have no told yet do to fact just not up to talking much. I had my womanly exam earlier in the yr..and it came back abnormal.. so I had another one done last monday for follow up. I have gotten a call couple days ago telling me its changed.. and still abnormal and the doctor wants me to come in to talk to me about it all..and to set up surgery. I have looked it up online..and its nothing to extreme to worry about but if i let it go it can be. Anyways..not sure how much I will be on. Not sure how soon they will want to do surgery. Just wanting to let some know..I am not intentionally avoiding them..

Danny's Song Chorus
and even though we aint got money im so in love with you honey and everything will bring a chain of love and in the mornin when i wise bring a tear of joy to my eyes and tell me everything is gonna be alright seems as though a month ago i was quiet and shy never got high oh i was a sorry guy and now i smile and face the girl that shares my name now im through with the game this boy'll never be the same

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First and most importantly It is inaccurate information Decisions are made On what information is at hand If you knowingly lie to others There is a goal Usually SELF preservation In some capacity Respectable Most I find lie to themselves however Before even getting to the point Of lying to others THAT is not respectable Dangerous even EXAMPLE You pretend that you are someone Who you clearly are NOT But it makes you FEEL better to be that other person So you do that You need so desperately For others to BELIEVE that is who you are So any chink in the armor is not tolerated And you will MISREAD what is being told to you And automatically DEFEND Your ridiculous position Of make believe Leaving you destined For a fetid swamp of lies Piled on top of each other like Jews in a Death Camp If you LIE to "save" someone elses feelings Are you doing that for them? Or are you doing that for YOU My experience is that people do that FOR THEMSELVES They don't give a r

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Bobby chuckled at his best friend's words. Finally reaching up he pulled the ring out of the box. It was a beauty. he hadn't given Ken any guidance except on the type of stone he wanted. "You did a great job Ken." The head of lex corp had crafted the pink gold into small petals surrounding the ebony diamond and the white gold band offset it nicely. "Great is what you find in your standard mall jeweler." He folded his arms over his chest. "I believe the word you're looking for is outstanding." holding the ring into the sunlight he agreed. "You're correct. It's a superior design by an amazing gemologist." "You always were a quick learner Bobby." "Yup, One of my many talents." returning the ring Bobby snapped the lid closed. "I do envy you Bobby." Ken rose off the desk and walked to the large window. Swiveling around to face him, Bobby leaned back in his chair and frowened. "Why would you be jealous of me? You're already married to a beautiful successful woman with a child o

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My Pink RibbonI never thoughtit would happen to me,after-all I was alwaysso healthy.No family historyjust out of the blueneither me nor my familyeven had a clue.They seemed so normaland always there"it couldn't happen to me"so I never cared.Then one day I would be stumped,while taking a showerI felt a lump."Dear God" why,did this happen to me?as I sit here and waitfor a mastectomy.Will I still be a woman?Will I still be the same?or will I be some kind of freakliving in shame.Would it have been differantif I had checked before?,instead I just stood thereit was something I would ignore.I feel differantbut I'm still the sameand it's something of whichI no-longer have to live in shame.So please check yourselfit's embarrasing that is truebut it's worth being embarrasedif it can save you.This Pink RibbonI'll proudly wearand I'll carry it for foreverbecause I care.Danny K. Winchester II

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After feeling and experiencing so many negative emotions and having the inability to deal with them, you sometimes find yourself here—in depression. We say INABILITY because you were not able to look within to solve the emotions you felt were outside of you. You have felt unworthiness, anxiety, anger, frustration, sadness, disappointment, guilt, doubt, hatred and resentment, and are now at the end of it all . . . DEPRESSED. Look at the word DEPRESSION (pressing down state of sadness).You feel the pressure of all the emotions due to your inability to work through them as they occurred, and in not releasing them you unknowingly added to them with each passing day and now feel defeated. This has caused you to create a state of being. Now you are at the end of the road having to face the truth. YOU NEED TO MAKE A CHOICE. The reason you always need to keep making choices is that you are EVOLVING BEINGS and you are from that perspective never able to just stand still. It is impossible

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as soon as you open the door and let me inside i'm on you like a wild animal. the passion was already burning hot and just explodes as we make physical contact. our lips meets and our tongues collide like two snakes fighting to the death. i wrap your hair through my fingers as i slide my hand up your neck to the back of your head. the caress turns more urgent as my fingers close and gather a fistful a hair, pulling your head down, forcing you to your knees. "unzip me and take out my cock", i say as you look up at me from your place on the floor.you unzip my jeans and tentatively reach in. this isn't quite how you expected our first encounter to start, but you like it anyway. my cock is already hard as you pull it out."now suck me", i demand. my deep voice and authoritative tone leave little room for doubt. you realize that i'm not here to make love to you, you're not even sure if i'm here to fuck you, but you know that i am here to dominate you....shall i continue? :D

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That sparkle in my eye, is the light shining through. My reasn to shine, brought forth by YOU. You see, you give me something, that I have never had. You give me belief, through times gone bad. YOU are sheer amazement, creating life where there was none. You have given me hope, through all you have done. I erased my existence, but you came to find me. For, I was never gone from you completely. You could have easily given up, chalked it up as a loss. But you stuck by my side, no matter the cost. Your little messages reaching out, showing me that you cared. Is the reason I love you so much, why no one compares. For even when I had given up on myself. You came to my rescue, made it known how you felt. I loved you through all, the things I did wrong. Which lead me back here, where I belong. This is home, wherever you are. There is no journey, considered too far. For YOU my love, I would lay down and die. For even death couldn't keep me away, there is no good-bye. Those

Iwin Khuyến Mãi Cuối Tháng 10 – 2013
Tháng 10 iwin đã đưa ra nhiều chương trình khuyến mãi và nhiều thủ thuật hay cho các bạn yêu thích iwin khám phám. BQT iwin đã đưa ra chương tình khuyến mãi cuối tháng 10 , nhanh chân đến với gio vang iwin tháng 10 nào các bạn! Thời gian: Từ 18h30 đến 19h30 ngày 30/10/2013Khuyến mãi Nhân 3 giá trị Win cho tất cả các lượt nạp SMS. Chúc các bạn chơi game iwin vui vẻ !

Camping
There was this one guy I went camping with. He was so so fine I took a rose that was made into a cloth rose gave it to him while up in mountains as he unraveled the rose He notice they were men's bikini shorts. I dared him to put them on and walk all day with them only and he did. I will always remember him. Yes we had sex in the mountains and accidentally I through my clothes on a something the mad my clothes poke me so I had to wear his shirt a button up on and no undies till we got back to camp. It was so exciting

Change
Woke up and can't see straight,Body feels as broken as my soul,(When I close my eye's all I see is you) Running in all directions just to reach you,Remembering when I saw you last, (Just to forget again) I'm so alone to care,I wish I could fade away,(Tell me I'm all yours in the end) My body's rolled up in a ball,Trying to crawl inside for salvation,(Being tourmented and I don't know why) Lost inside a losing bettle,But giving up isn't my style,(I'm scared I won't see this through) Feeling like I'm fighting just to be picked dry,Tell me you'll be there waiting for me,(Still to weak to change and I've got to go)

"dark Meat For My Treat"
Janet slipped her tapered finger into the folds of the camel toe that grew around the seam of her beige linen pants. Feeling the warmth of her engorged lips she was sure not to rub. Knowing herself as well as she did, she knew that a few quick strokes would bring a flood of juices that could seep past her g string onto the delicate cloth of her pants. her job didn't requier her to leave her desk, but even so, she didn't like the insecurity that came with waiting for her pants to dry. instead Janet closed her legs around her finger and watched all of the beautiful men walk by. janet's job was to sit at the in the lobby of the record company issuing guest passes and offering directions for first time visitors. Ninety percent of the time she had nothing to do, so when one of the guys from the offices above stopped by to talk, she was greatful. Janet never imaguned herself as a receptionist. her dream was to work in the misic industry and this was her first opportunity since college.

"dark Meat For My Treat" Cont
When Bobby lowered his eyes and stared at her sexy figure, Janet knew her distraction had worked. "yuo heading out?" Janet asked as she stepped off her machine. "Yeah. You too?" "Yeah, i'm going home to grab some dinner," she stated hoping that shed had given him and opening. "Cool. You going' now?" He asked pointing to the door. "Yeah. I wish i didn't have to walk though. I'm just completely wiped." "I know what you mean. I walked as well." "Oh really. Yuo live around here?" "Yeah, i'm like a block away," Bobby offered casually. "Me too. Where?" "Wiltion Complex." Janet's eye lit up. "Me too. I've never seen you around." "Just moved in." Janet felt the flesh of her pussy grow around the seam of her tights. Entering the sidewalk she imagined that anyone could see it and because of the way she was dressed they were probably looking. She didn't care, though. With ant luck Bobby would also see it and she would finally experience the fantasy that had consumed her from

Clasp
A closure A necklace for adornment To make more attractive A flawed thing apparently Why do you see yourself as flawed Clasping Grasping Closing For show You are perfect And must see it that way Digging out of a hole is impossible You just dig deeper Not inspiration Climbing denotes a lower level That you accept as true Why do that? Not complacence CONFIDENCE Not approval CONFIDENCE Not belief CONFIDENCE Pushes past fear And childhood A clasp that closes around your neck On purpose

Wrong Way
you ever seen the ocean of colors in the beauty of an eye? have you ever felt the softness of a bunny and realized it was not as sweet as skin. have you ever compared the rhythm of the wind to the surrealness of a whisper in your ear ? have you ever held your arms out to hold a child who needed a hug or smiled at a stranger just to see them do it in return ? have you ever wondered where the compassion was going as you watched it disappear . have you seen the back of love and wondered why it had turned . did you scream did you shout or did you just watch it all walk out . drowning in tears now we are with would have should have and could haves . and wondering what went wrong ....

I Have My Own Place Now !
Well it was a long couple of months but I finally got me a place ! yay! Im very greatfull and learned alot on the streets and hope it never happens again ! People are really judgemental ! I even made some friends and seen alot of people that love that life ! Its really sad there is not more help for the homeless and I hope to help them every chance I get ! Lots of love and thanks for not judging me you know who you are an please put the homeless in your prayers !

My 2013 Racing Season
It was a pretty good year for me got to drive different classes...made my 13th year racing. Honestly starting to get a little burnt out with all the long nights working on em and bullshit that comes with racing people wanting to fight etc. But, in all I dont think that I could really give it up, I have a passion for dirt track raicng like no other! Good times good friends different type of people when you go to a dirt track there more like a family than anything,the smell of that 110 octane,the beautiful sight of dirt being thrown beating and banging, going in a corner wide open throwing it sideways along side 2-3 other cars a addrenline rush that no drug will never get you.

"just For Today" Written By My Son, Mark (please Read And Comment)
JUST FOR TODAY Just for today, I'll stay sober and clean Just for today, I'll say what I mean Just for today, I''ll be honest and true Just tor today, I'll love all of you. Just for today, my program comes first Just for today, for knowledge I'll thirst Just for today, I'll live for this day Just for today, to God I will pray. Just for today, I'll laugh and I'll cry Just for today, I'll understand why Just for today, I'm praying for you Just for today, I'll pray for me too. Just for today, I'll heed and abide Just for today, I'll stand by your side Just for today, no drinking or drugs Just for today, it's all kisses and hugs. Just for today, I'll let myself dream Just for today, I will be serene Just for today, I'll put fear on the shelf Just for today, I'll start loving myself. Just for today! Written by my son Mark who just got out of rehab today, I am so proud of him! Linda

Fucking Ppl
There are to many ppl on this site that don't show respect, especially to the women that are here, its fucking sickening, but yet again they want respect. WELL PPL IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY!!, you have to show respect in order to receive respect. To those that disrespect the ladies on here,just fuck off and crawl back to the sewer hole in which you came from, its fucking sickening that some of the men on here are fucking rude to the ladies, SHOW SOME FUCKING RESPECT!!!. I am a satanist, satanists show respect unless we are disrespected. To those that call yourselves a satanist and disrespect ppl just for the hell of it than you are not a satanist. Have a nice day to all you fucking disrespectful fuckers.

You Cant Fall For Me ,
I am nothing more then a heart of never ending love, I am the romance that you read in novels never fading, I am the sensuality that dwells inside , I am the desire the hunger that never fades, I am but a heart of all the things dreamed of, once you have me your soon to let go, as my love is daily and your always adored, this sounds fun and desirable , but its smothering to take on such a love. You get up to start your day , I am there with breakfast a rose and some heart warming words . You come home I am there and you have been missed , I want to hold you brush your hair anything just to feel you near. I am the handful of loving emotion that is only read in books. I am not your keeper I don’t follow you around, I am not your guardian ,to worry that you’ll come home, I am the love that is there when your hearts down low , I am the smile upon your face showing your loved. I am the joy that sparkles with in your yes. I am a heart that spreads kind words and love to all. I am

Fu Ponies And Achievements
FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN SO AWESOME AND HAS BEEN WILLING TO HELP ME THRU OUT WORKING TO GET THESE ACHEIVEMENTS ...YOU GUYS ARE GREAT ! OK I HAVE TO VOICE MY OPINION /VENT HERE .... OK WHEN WORKING THESE ACHEIVEMENTS IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING I NEED TO USE OR I NEED YOUR HELP WITH ....I ALWAYS DO THE DECENT THING AND SEND A MESSAGE AND ASK YOUR PERMISSION TO DO WHAT EVER I NEED TO USE OF YOURS ...I DON'T JUST TAKE IT ...TO ME THAT IS RUDE ... OK FUPONY ACHIEVEMENT ... I SENT OUT MESSAGES ASKING OWNERS OF FUPONIES IF IT WAS OK IF THEY BECAME AVAILABLE IF IT WAS OK FOR ME TO POLISH THEM .....IN THE PROCESS I WILL ALWAYS LEAVE PAGE LOVE ...BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT PEOPLE SHOULD DO .. MOST PEOPLE HAVE BEEN GREAT AND HAVE TOLD ME SURE IF I CATCH POLISH IT .....THEN THERE ARE SOME THAT SIMPLY SAID NO ..AND I RESPECT THAT ..THE WHOLE POINT OF ASKING ...THEN YOU GET THE COUPLE OF PEOPLE THAT THINK BECAUSE YOU HAVE A LITTLE FUPONY THAT YOUR BETTER THEN OTHER

"love,...is"
“LOVE,…IS”!... Slow to suspect,…quick to Trust; Slow to condemn,…quick to Justify. Slow to offend,…quick to Defend; Slow to expose,…quick to Shield!... Slow to reprimand,…quick to Forbear; Slow to belittle,…quick to appreciate. Slow to demand,…quick to Give; Slow to provoke,…quick to Conciliate!... Slow to hinder,…quick to Help; And slow to resent,…but, quick to Forgive!... Amen.

Veterans Day! Lets Level Up As Many Vets As We Can!
HAPPY VETERANS DAY!! THANK YOU TO ALL VETS WHO HAVE SERVED YOUR COUNTRY UNSELFISHLY SO THE REST OF US COULD HAVE OUR FREEDOMS! HOW ABOUT WE TRY TO DO JUST A LIL BIT FOR THE VETS ON FU TODAY AND HELP ANY YOU SEE LEVEL UP? SO, THE PLAN IS.... VETS, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE AS TO WHAT YOU NEED AND LET'S SEE WHAT WE CAN DO!!! HAVE A FANTASTIC NIGHT AND I HOPE Y'ALL WENT OUT FOR SOME OF THOSE FREEBIES TODAY!!

Just My Life
On Nov 6th it would have been My Wifes 53rd Birthday on the 7th marked 6 months of Her passing 3 days after our 28th Aniversery .You would think the paine would be less it is just as bad as Day 1 just not as freuquent. We were verry close do to illness and she was given 1 to 2 years to live 16 years ago . She fought valliantly but was tired and asked forgiveness and left .I had so much to do for Her now i have nothing but time and longing .

My Marriage And My Collar
It has taken me a long time in this journey of self discovery to find out my place in my secret desires and fantasies. I have been a tease for so long to let that part go took some adjustments in my thinking. I am very open and honest about my personal life to a point. I rarely ever let the dark side of me come out in public and those who see that side of me are a very close circle of friends. I did not take Gryffdon's collar as easily as most would think. It has been there in my reach but I did not want to accept it very easily. Most do not know how long it was in my reach and nor shall you know how long it has been there. I almost lost the chance by being obtuse and taking it for granted that it would always be there. It took him the courage and balls to say what he did to get my butt in gear. I am lucky in the fact that through thick and thin he has been there for me along with a few others that they know who they are and I love them for their love, the right words of advice and the

Ya'll Like Flan? Then Check This Out Hemano.
Flan de Queso : 6-8 eggs1 12-oz can evaporated milk1 14-oz can sweetened condensed milk1 cup sugar1 8-oz package cream cheese, softened Preheat oven to 350°. Prepare bain-Marie and caramelize the mold as per instructions at the top of this page. Beat the cream cheese with an electric mixer until smooth add eggs and mix. Add the rest of the ingredients. Blend smooth but do not over mix. Pour custard into caramelized mold, cover with foil, and sit in the baño de María. Then pour hot water into the baño and into the oven for 1 to 1½ hours until done and knife comes clean

1 Day Of Our Vacation
What a lovly woman I have riding with me I think as we finish our breakfast.One of several we have shared on this trip.The nite of passion fresh in my mind as we pull on our helmets for the ride ahead.You ask where we go today,I smile,brush my lips on yours quickly as I fire up the bike,We go to our future I say,and let out the clutch.We travel surface streets now,the freeways boring view benind us,cows and farms whiz past as we ascend the mountains ahead.as we travel the day grows warmer,we stop a moment to remove our jackets.back on the road the warm winds carress us gently and the sun warms us.Country music I play,good music for the roads we travel.Songs of love both lost and found,fresh and ancient.You grow board as the miles pass and slip your hand under my shirt,carressing me,tugging on single hairs,squeezing my nipples.I see the impish smile in my readview mirror and cherish the view no camera can save.We have been riding for 4 hours now,time to stop,eat and relax for a while.

The Answer To The Question And The Solution
Over the past few weeks I've recieved a few messages asking why I'm never around, some are nice and of genuine concern but most are actual complaints and threats to remove me from friends lists as they dont see the point of having someone on there thats never around.......Let me explain why I've not been around much lateley......First off, I work 12 hour shifts most days of the week, some days, some nights, and they change all the time so my body clock is constantly beat, Secondly, I'm on a different time zone to most of you, And thirdly and most importantly.....I have a 2 year old daughter who at the moment requires most of my attention and she will win it over anyone ALL the time. So, to those people who keep sending messages complaing I'm not here much, I say this........Get a fucking job because you obviously spend too much time on here, if you have children, spend more time with them like I do, and if it makes you feel any better, delete me, because I have no time to fuck

This Is My Plea
I wrote this poem for a contest...and the subject was the Beatles song...Act Naturally...A story I am working on about a young woman's struggle with meth addiction inspired this poem...I did win the poetry contest...altho learning about this ladies inner struggle and having the HONOR to tell her story and having been inspired by her strength and courage...is def more rewarding.... This Is My Plea Corrosion sets in, claws at her flesh. Every ounce of her being, is put to the test. One needle at a time, she begins to repress. The person she once was, has been second guessed.

“this-church,…of,…christ”!...
“THIS-CHURCH,…OF,…CHRIST”!... There is truly, only,…One-Church!... Not many Churches. And, this Church,…is; not divided, like the ones,...I see: today. Mine, is not a parent Church, with,…many; little daughter-churches, that have split-off,…into: disagreement. Divisions, splintering-off,…are not; part of My Church. This Church, of mine,…will marry; the Son-of-God, (Jesus-Christ),…in; the Resurrection, at His coming!... Ours,…is not an apostate Church. We as the ministers, carry-out and direct,…what; has been already set, from above. We, do not set,…our own; policies, procedures or doctrines. Even in this, present World,…in the U.S.A.; our president, does not make the laws. He administers the policies, as functions authorized,…by; Congress, enforcing the laws,…made; by Congress!... Administrators, are set in my Church,…merely;

Do The Maths!
In the mid-60s, the psychiatrist Charles Hofling wanted to know more about the way nurses and doctors interact with one another, so he devised an experiment, in a real hospital. While on duty, the nurses would receive a telephone call from a doctor, who ordered them to give a 20mg dose of medicine to a patient. The doctor said he'd sign the paperwork when he got in. Despite clear instructions on the bottle of medicine that explained a 20mg dose could be fatal, 21 out of 22 nurses were prepared to give the drug. And none of them had met the doctor who made the call. Hofling's paper became a textbook classic. People were shocked by the nurses' readiness to trust the authority of the doctor, but other, similar experiments have shown that most of us are all too ready to accept what we're told, particularly if there's a suggestion that the advice came from an expert. Think about your average day as a series of choices. You'll get up, you'll choose what to eat, whether to go for a run, whe

How Cosmetic Surgery Is Changing The Shape Of Venezuela's Mannequins
How cosmetic surgery is changing the shape of Venezuela's mannequins Shop-window dummies with enlarged breasts, tiny waists and unnaturally sculpted rears are catering for the national obsession with implants and plastic surgery Mannequins with extreme proportions on display in Caracas, Venezuela. Photograph: Meridith Kohut/New York Times/Redux / eyevine They do things differently in South America. While women's clothes stores in Scandinavia are earning widespread praise for using "normal-shaped " size 12 mannequins to model lingerie, and our very own Debenhams recently put a dozen size 16 dummies on display in its flagship Oxford Street store, the new shop-window favourite in Venezuela is apparently a fibreglass model sporting a dramatically enlarged bust, an unnaturally sculpted rear, a tiny wasp waist and never-ending, super-skinny legs. According to the New York Times, mannequin manufacturer Eliezer Álvarez has transformed his business by introducing a line of shop-wind

“communing,…with,…christ”!...
“COMMUNING,…WITH,…CHRIST”!...Today, I don’t,…neglect, this quiet hour;As my Soul,…truly seeks.Knowing the thrill,…of His Holy-Power;I hear the Son,…when, He speaks!...In prayer, with Faith,…His Voice, I’ve heard;My inner-soul,…He strongly stirred.All loosened cords,…He brings, in tune;And I, with Him,…indeed, commune!... Your Friend, Mr. Bo-Jango!...

Stupid Encounters #111 If Your Fat And You Know It Clap Your Hands... Stray Logic
I thought I would post this to let you all know about this Stray Logic guy... apparently if you are a bigger woman you are not allowed in his presence... he wrote to me in the lounge promo I send out to everyone whom is a member of Orgy After Hours... and let me know that putting my family in a promo is a bad thing... didn't seem like a bad thing considering we stayed number 1 lounge all night... but I suppose this matters... If you are a bigger girl OGAH doesn't care... we like what is on the inside not the outside... I think it is down right shallow of a person to make such comments like this about woman... he defiantly takes the cake on mindless drone of the day... here is a screen shot to prove my point! So before you go into a lounge such as this one remember if you are fat and you know it clap your hands... and tell this guy to go fuck himself (y)

Fubitches And The Drama They Cause...wtf
OKAY is it me...or does it seem like people take this place way too seriously? LOL...to any of you fucking bitches out here who stop at nothing to try and break up my friendships with mutual male friends...step off...you will fucking regret it...and not necessarily because of anything I will do...I don't have to. Sooner or later, fuskanks, your true nature will show to the men who are turned around and fooled by your "beauty" (and your bare boobs no doubt)...note to xX KUNT LO X x...yeah you wear the crown alright...the Queen Kunt of Fubar crown...this isn't the first time you have reared your ugly head and shown your true blue bitchy nature in my direction. I know you have the sweet guys out here fooled. Trying to tell a close guy friend of mine that I blocked you and you just don't know why...LMFAO...you blocked me first bitch...UNPROVOKED,,,because you were jealous of me being friends with a mutual guy friend...unprovoked...just the fact that you went to my friend and tried to get h

Qatar's Accidental Vagina Stadium Is Most Gratifying
Have you ever heard of the Vagina Building? If you're not from Chicago, it's unlikely – but if you are, it's a precious part of local folklore and a celebrated shape on the skyline. Towering amid the clustered phallic skyscrapers, the Crain Communications Building (its slightly more official name) was completed in 1983 with a prominent vertical slit in the front. Urban legend – for sadly, that is all it is – states that the building was designed by a woman sick to her back teeth of phallic architecture as a big feminist middle finger to the men who had made her live in the shadow of their huge metal penis replacements for decades. The truth is that the vaginal resemblance is accidental, and the architect behind it very much male. But the story persists, and is still told with a sense of pride. Luckily for all of us who enjoy a good story involving construction and genitalia, this week has proven that Chicago's Vagina Building will soon be rubbing, er, shoulders with a

Đài Loan Phát Tờ Rơi Chống Philipine
Theo phát ngôn viên cơ quan ngoại giao Đài Loan Anna Kao, tờ rơi này giải thích lập trường và các phát hiện của Đài Loan về vụ tấn công, và nó sẽ được phân phát thông qua các văn phòng đại diện của Đài Loan trên khắp thế giới cũng như tại sân bay quốc tế Đào Viên.Nội dung của

The Best Or Worst Fails By Fubar Users
Sometimes I am wondering... I know there are a lot of paraphilias in this world. The last one I heard of was about a woman playing with her plush toy octopus she is calling "Cthulhu". But seriously, why do some people with a body mass index >30 need to post their NSFW photos in here in public? well, thats not the worst of all... Some people can be described just with one word: UGLY. Its not the mom of 32 with some "love-handles" and a bit saggy breasts but a very cute face. It's those people with an all gross appearance: Faces that make you wonder how long they are smoking crack already or if they were even too ugly to apply in a Tunnel Of Horror. Bad teeth showing lack of any dental hygiene, corroded by caries and smoking at least two packages of cigarettes a day. Foul skin with feculent warts, ulcerous pimples and scarred because they love to crush those pimples with their dirty fingers. Do we want to see those ppl taking their clothes off? Not really. But they do- what an act

You Always Hurt The One You Love
♥ You always hurt the one you love, the one you should not hurt at all; You always take the sweetest rose, and crush it till the petals fall; You always break the kindest heart, with a hasty word you can't recall; So if I broke your heart last night, it's because I love you most of all.

My Purpose....
Dear Soul, I’m not keeping track of the days anymore...I am just focused yet confused and afraid...an intense combination...almost like I’m driving down a road headed in too many directions...my heart has one destination...I can feel it beating with mine...almost as if it is driving me straight to it....then the road becomes misty...almost as if it is also afraid...like the beating of its own heart terrifies it as well...so it backs off...giving me a smile instead of a kiss...a pat on the back replacing the loving embrace...it’s a beautiful confusion sometimes...then other times my own tears add to the mist making it impossible to see the road....the road I’m traveling on...I see strangers holding up signs that read...”he’s lucky”...but these people don’t even know me....they have no idea wat I’m about...so whether he is lucky or not...only he can truly say...for he does know me....my road is filled with sharp curves and pot holes.

"good Fuck"cont
Then lisa leaned over a bit futher to enable her to shove her hands under the elastic band of his shorts. They followed his pants to the floor. "There now, aren't you more comfortable? Don't worry about a thing darling, you're in the hands of a pro." And from that moment on, he was. Whenever Lisa was faced with a glistening dick like the one in front of her right now, it was next to impossible to keep from playing with it somehow, that is, unless it was already playing a song inside off her. And this guy's dick was no exception. Not only was it stunning to look at, but A joy to work with because it was totally at her command. All she had to do was beckon with her little finger and it stretched itself out as far in her direction as possible. But Lisa wouldn't just tease him. She remained on her feet for a while, bending down to lick his nipples and work at his dick and balls. She would have come down to his level but she knew the kick it was for him to stare up at her in her costume.

The Answer
The Answer The most special moment Looking into her eyes With nothing between us No need to disguise Both wanting each other And no need to guess We both know the answer And the answer is “YES” November 23, 2013 MPS© Blog: www.mikeywine.wordpress.com Facebook Author’s Page: https://www.facebook.com/MichaelSmithPoetry Book Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUmzJ6FLV-I Amazon Link: http://www.amazon.com/Ramblings-Hopeless-Romantic-Poetry-Collection/dp/1491092645/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1384614933&sr=8-1&keywords=ramblings+of+a+hopeless+romantic

"good Fuck"cont
To my followers i'm changing the name to the love of my life she knows who she is:) I deicate this story to her I love you Janet Now her hands were busily kneading his ass like a cat pawing a cushion before it curls up there. Janet's tongue encircled his nipples while her teeth took and occasional bite, just enough to excite but not enough to truly hurt. Janet was on the move now. She traveled down his body, licking all the way. Way down she went, to the dick that soon would be burning up her anxious pussy. "Promis me you won't cum as soon as i take your lovely black dick in my hungry little mouth or i'll have to skip that part. I wanted to suck you a little before the grand finale, but you have to be good. do you want me to scuk your balls a little? They seem to be pretty tight. Is that because they're filled with your hot cum? They won't explode in my mouth will they?" Throughout all this questioning Janet played with his inner thighs, whgwhispering to them as if they could

Love And Respect Your Family And Friends
Have you ever had a friend , family member, or some one you know pass away and you find out things about them you never knew.. I found out my uncle was at normandy in world war 11 A friend from church was on a ship in world war 11 that was hit by a couple of kamikazies gosh that would be scary. I found out my mom got a call from the doctor 2 weeks before christmas that she had 3 months to live, she said the hardest thing about dieng to her was she couldnt see her grand kids grow up, I couldnt imagine going through that. You know you learn so much about someone after they pass away. It makes you respect and love them more.

Day 25
Day 25 - a song that makes you laugh. There are very few in this category but this one sprang to mind as one that I actually did laugh out loud to when I first heard it. It's also the right time of year for this.. come on heee haw with me :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQrdxtWgHbE

"good Fuck"cont
Now it was happening. After the head had gained entry, Bobby drove the rest into her with the force of a gunshot Janet hadn't expected either the force or the size. She was sure she'd rip. But that feeling didn't last long. Bobby wouldn't even have to move to make her climax. but he wasn't one to stay still. No sooner was he all in then the ride began. "You've got a nice big dick. Fuck me now Bobby. That's right, pound this pussy, hard. Give me one i won't forget." Janet knew she didn't have to ask for it but she liked to. She liked tpo watch the effect of her words on him. Bobby enjoyed that he had a good black dick and he knew how to use it. She never had to lie either. Fucking was so easy, so natural, and God, it felt so good with Bobby. Janet wrapped her legs firmly around his thighs and thrust her pelvis forward to meet his. Bobby had the most exquisite way odf swiveling his hips as he drew his dick most of the way out. He always managed to be touching her clit. Janet's

Denied
I am denied to what I truly want, what I truly desire, and whom it concerns. Everything is empty without her, everything is devoid of taste-smell-sight-sound. She is my dream, my night's enchantress, my succubus, my lifeblood. I would sacrifice my life for hers. My devotion would be limitless, my passion for her would be unbound from convention. Arcane thoughts and desires, sinful sensuality and erotica, enraging passion, pent up love for her would consume me every day and night. When she touches me, I burn. When she kisses me, tears fall. When she consumes me, I scream in agonizing pain and hate and love. With her I am the Centaur, the Eagle, the Sun, the Fire......I am the Chimera of nature, of the world, of the world beyond life itself. All she must do, is touch me.

...."daddy's Right Here.."
INNOCENCE LOST AS SCARS DARKEN THE SOULFLEETING MOMENTS THAT BECOME LESSONS LEARNEDBLOOD STAINED FLESH TURNED BLACK AS COALAS EVERY BRIDGE BUILT SOON WOULD BE BURNEDWITH EACH TEAR THAT FELL THE FOUNDATION WAS MADEA LIFE MADE WHOLE BY EACH BRICK IN THE WALLAND THE YEARNING SHE FELT SOON STARTED TO FADEHER HOPE BEGAN TO WANE AS HER WORLD SEEMED TO FALLSTENGTH PERSUADES HER TO CONTINUE TO PRESS ONDAMN THEM ALL, SHE WOULD PUSH ASIDE HER FEARHER PAST WAS LEFT TO DUSK, TOMORROW A NEW DAWNFEELING THE HAND ON HER SHOULDER, THE WHISPER IN HER EAR..

Worthy
I have heard people say that you shouldn’t try for what you don’t really want....I am living proof of that....my head and my heart are always at war with one another...my heart can be fooled...my head cannot....and typically my mind refuses to accept what my heart is convinced of....my mind has a way of convincing itself....making excuses of its own why it is not possible for someone to actually mean what they are saying to me...my mind prepares my heart for heartache that it hasn’t even felt yet...all due to fear that it is just a matter of time...no one is real and I am not worthy of it...this is what I face...what my mind keeps repeating...getting me to trust is an almost impossible task and I never trust 100%...that would just be foolish on my part....I am trying harder than I ever have before to trust completely...it is difficult but regardless if I am worthy or not I am grateful that someone gave me enough self-belief...even if only for a lil while...I felt wor

"good Fuck"cont
"We'll go slow, an inch at a time, and we'll get it all in. Your ass looks luscious under that lacy black belt. Why don't you honey? And Janet followed his suggestion. She wanted this bad. It's gonna hurt a little, but so did her her first fuck. She trusted Bobby to go slowly, to stick it inside her little by little, not just to lessen the pain, but so she'd feel every little sensation possible. Bobby was treating her good too, He started with a bit of tongue action, just what she'd asked for a few minutes ago. That felt so good. And he was getting her nice and moist. Her hand reached behind her to stroke his dick and warm it up for the penetration while two of his fingers slid into her soaked pussy. Janet was going to have it all this time around. Oh yes, Bobby's dick was getting even bigger now, growing in her hand, and becoming even juicicer than before with new pre cum sliding out the tip of his dick. Everything that needed to be was moist and lubricated. She felt his tongue com

My Aura
my friend sent me a link to see what my aura is and here it is.Blue Your Aura is Blue! Personality: Blue’s are very loyal and can be the truest friend any aura could hope to find. On the inside, blues tend to be emotional and even a bit moody. However, you know that other auras depend on you, so you put on a strong front. They tend to live a quiet but enriching life. Blues are very giving of them and is hard to let go of relationships. They believe the key to living a good life is simple: Be as honest with yourselves and others as possible. They value the truth over everything else. Blue will remain loyal to those who are honest with them, even if their honesty hurts. Compared to most other auras, blues handle the truth very well. They take every event into stride. Blues are the calm spot in a sea of chaos. They think that the solution to most problems is open communication; they wish that people would be more real with each other. A Blue personality uses its five physical sens

Bullfrog !!!!!!
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was a wakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to

The Circumstance!
Things going on around, that tend to make you shudder. You wonder 'bout The What, The If, And, Or Other? You take a step back, and you seein' The-Chaotic. You sense, something's... Not Right-In It. You got your own Plan, as to how To Deal: Gotta Be Right...gotta be The Real. And then you Formulate, your way to Survival. You're Back To The Basics, of The Human Reprisal. You reinvent, you redirect, and so you do. Because The Circumstance had to come, upon you! You Formulate yet Another Plan, and then you execute-It's a Life Demand. Final Adjustments. Format Set. You-know-What Time-It-Is, and you Made The Bet. I may be back, quoting, yet another Verse. Got a Bird cookin'-and-later-It's-A-Hurtin'. And-Thus I hear I hear The Gong: Got my Grub On. Gon-na be Long. I'm, My Own Throng.

It's Thanksgiving.this Is What I Am Thankful For
Some of the things I write, sometimes, bring tears to my eyes. This is definitely one of them. Because it's very personal. And, especially knowing how blessed I am, considering there are so many other's with much worse conditions than mine. I hope this touches the hearts of those reading. Even if you don't comment.But I really hope you do. I think some might get the wrong idea about this and think it's all about religion.(I can understand that because most of my blogs are. Well,what SOME people would CALL "religion". I call it faith and relationship. So sue me if I'm passionate about what I believe in. haha. it's brought me through some of the most difficult times of my life). Anyway, this one is not about religion. Although, I do mention God,faith and what I consider to be miracles through out the story, what it's really about is, when you are faced with a difficult circumstance, never focus on the obstacle itself no matter how difficult it is. In fact,be THANKFUL for it. Because

"good Fuck"cont
To my readers although i'm no longer with my treat i'll continue this story , i miss her i wished it could have worked out for us:( Bobby's dick couldn't move very much but every tiny motion magnfied the sensationa he already had. Janet's pain had begun to ease. She didn't know how but the horrible ripping feeling was being replaced by one of fullness. Like she was holding as much as her body could take and it was almost okay. Her clit was throbbing and her ass was heavy and she was filled with sex, she was sex. Janet found she could move her hips now and the pain stayed away. She could rub her clit against Bobby's hand and help him to pump her ass full of black dick and regain some control over her body. Maybe that had been the worst part of the last few minutes. That she was in his hands. Well, now she could move again, and feel a hand up her pussy almost reaching a dick up her ass. So this was why some women craved being fucked in the ass. "Oh, it's so big in there. you c

Some Fun
I love to tease letting men look down my top and up my skirt n so on. Like the thought of their stiff cocks and I let them stare...this day I was in the supermarket making sure three lads got a good eyeful of my wares as I shopped mmmm fuck I bet they could smell my wet pussy as they followed me out. I lead them behind the supermarket where they store the bins and waited as they came round I dropped my skirt and top on the ground "hey boys wanna fuck me?" They were shocked but wasted no time in getting their hard cocks out and sucking my nipples as the third licked my pussy spreading it wide... Oh fuck!! I was sucking two cocks in no time as the third ploughed my hole from behind...then the second cock pushed into my ass!! Oh god Jesus I was in heaven both holes filled and a throbbing cock fucking my face like a cheap whore!! I just kept cumming and cumming until I felt the cocks pull out before all 3 spurted their hot loads in my mouth mmmmm. All in all a good day xxx

I've Seen It All
I have finally seen it all. Someone putting up in thier name to not rate anything but a 11. How pathetic is that? I find it really sad. It shouldn't matter what people rate people. Those are the kind of people who I stay away from. Them, the ones who don't want you polishing their bling. I understand the no pimp, bomb, etc. When people are going for Likes and things. But to put it out if you can't rate them a 11 then don't rate them. That is really sad

"my Girlfriend The Cum Slut"
Sharon then proceeded to go balistic! She drove her mouth furiously up and down the incridable length of his dick, obvioiusly determined to drain him dry. No mortal man could last long under that frenzied assault and Mark was no exception. He groaned and loudly announced that he was going to cum. Sharon didn't let up for a second. If anything she sucked even harder. She fucked her mouth up and down his dick at brekneck speed. Sharon pulled her mouth off his pulsating dick and jercked him furiously. She said, "Cum on Mark. Give me your cum! Spray me. Jizz in my face. I want to taste your yummy cum cream, feed me." I couldn't believe what i was hearing! sharon had never been a very vocal lover but there she was begging Mark to cum on her face! I was amazed. She was sucking dick and begging to swallow cum. Her actions were even more amazing when you consider that shortly after we got together Sharon had decided that she didn't like the taste of cum.Sharon stuffed his huge dick back in

My Feeling
i'm so happy the love of my life is my best friend, the man i've been talking with for 3 months has been the light of my life. We never fight, he listens to my thoughts he says theres no one else and up to this point, things are great. i appreciate his friendship and his love. He makes me feel like i'm a Queen and I make him feel like he's my King.

"my Girlfriend The Cum Slut"
Sharon leaned over me and turned her oral attentions to my dick and, in doing so, presented to Mark an excellent view of her ass and dripping pussy. Mark, who was just as hard as me, got up on his knees. As Sharon took my dick into her mouth, Mark sprared her pussy with his dick. My girl yelled out unintelligibly, the words muffled by my big dick in her mouth. She removed her mouth from my dick and said, "Fuck me! Fuck me hard! Give me every throbbing inch of your big fucking dick!Fuck me, fuck me! Mark drove his big dick into her pussy fast and deep. This prompted my girl, for the very first time ever, to deepthroat every inch of my straining dick. My entire dick was completely sucked into her throat. It was also her first orgasm of the night first of many. It sure felt increadible to have my dick totally buried deep in the throat of a moaning, groaning screaming woman in the throes of orgasm. We proceeded to give it to her, hard, from both ends. Mark mercilessly pounded his dick

Ethical Slut Test
True Ethical Slut Whoa! You scored 40 Sluttiness Points and 8 Ethics Points! Interesting... Doesn’t sex just kick ass? You love it and your friends love it and your playmates love it. Sex is that overflowing bowl of ice cream you just have to share with the world. Because maybe, just maybe, if we can get more happy good sex out into the world, we can make it a happier place for everyone in it. You know how to communicate about what you want and how to listen to your partner’s desires. You even use your turn signals. You’re just an all around good person. You are one of the beautiful people.

"a Little Fun With A Buddy Of Mine Some Years Back"
"Bobby, look what we got here. For 'God's sake, put that can down and open your fucking' eyes Bobby did just thatand was very pleasantly surpsised to find a piece of ass like this white woman staring at his crotch. The very instant he noticed her, some thing inside his pants started squirming and making it known that it wanted out. "Watch out, Frank, it's alive Trish always did have a way with words. "Well Bobby, you better pull over. We maybe here a little while." They'd both caught onto Trish's intentions pretty damn quick. The only slight problem now was where to go. From the looks of her, the way she was dressed and all, the men thought this white woman needed something a little kushy, a bed someplace. That ment a motel or something. But Trish read their minds and put them at ease. "Dont worrie fellas I ain't no queen. No royal treatment necessary. Here's an ally. Why don't we put it to use." They though she was amazing already and knew the next few minutes alone would mak

5am
its five in the morning, i'm sitting here by myself thinking about love and its effects on my health. i know that a broken heart cant kill but it sure can lead to things that will. ill forget about romance for a while and try to deal with this time of trial. i don't need the hurt anymore like i got from that heartless whore. because my ulcer is bleeding red and there is a steady pain in my head. my eyes hurt from all the tears that fell i haven't shaved and i look like hell. i sit in a room hidden away from all i don't answer the door or take your call. i live off of coffee and smokes i don't smile or laugh at good jokes. i'm not proud of the shape that i am in its just because in love, i can not win. the long road i travel is soft and muddy so to hell with love ,i just want a fuck buddy........ don't critic my poem , to you its always at no cost. plus its 5am ,who do you fuckin expect, Robert Frost? Randy A Peters 11/26/13

Carry On
When life hands you a surprise and you windUp somewhere you didn't plan on being, maybeIt's time to stop and rest, read some good books,regroup, and stop trying so hard. DoSome things you may not have taken the timeTo do for yourself before. Take time to study;All of us need to be constantly growing in Wisdom. Feed your soul by being quiet, by just being rather than doing.Try not to worry or fuss or fume. Try to lookAt this situation as a challenge rather than an Obstacle, a time to develop patience.Say to yourself: "I can handle this. This is not too big for me."Realize you can change you're your attitudeEven if you can't change the circumstances.Look closely at your troubles. Don't let themCause you to give up.Befriend them. Say: "I'mNot afraid. I'm going to learn from you." FeelThem lose their power over you. Allow them toTeach you some lesson you needed to learn and Move on.You're going to deal with this. You're going to uncover some things about yourself even youDidn't know. You'r

Remember All Those Obamacare Horror Stories? Not Looking So Bad Now
Statisticians dismiss the practice of using personal stories to argue about an objective reality as "anecdata", but it might be more accurate to call the "Obamacare horror stories" that have taken over social media "urban legends". There are urban legends about a lot of things – from spiders in hairdos to red velvet cake. Some are funny, some feature a satisfying come-uppance, but folklorists agree that the stickiest of them, the ones that last for generations and resist debunking are the ones that live off ignorance and feed off fear. As one researcher put it: It's a lack of information coupled with these fears that tends to give rise to new legends. When demand exceeds supply, people will fill in the gaps with their own information … they'll just make it up. I can't think of a better description of the conservative media ecosystem at the moment.The failure of the exchanges created an information vacuum as far as Obamacare successes went; in rushed the individual st

Do You Know Anyone With Chrohn's Disease? If You Answered Yes, Then You Want To Read Tracey's Story:
Tracey shared this with our Herbalife team today: I wanted to share my story with you all for I am too excited not to share!!!! I just returned from my Gastroenterologist. He has not seen me since 6/13. He was speechless. I have suffered with Chrohn's disease since the age of 7. I have tried every single medication available and some clinical trials...Nothing worked. He was in awe. I told him that with the help of a friend I developed a nutrition plan using Herbalife products. He asked me "the what" that made me try this. My response was "I want to live not just exist and I really felt I was dying". He started asking about Herbalife and what specific products I took. We even went on the website. I was impressed for the Head Gastro at BWH in Boston is asking me??? Really??? He said that it was ironic that I came today for they were just approved for a grant to help turn patients away from drugs and towards CORE NUTRITION!!! He asked me to email him everything I was on and

Big Girls..
Guess I am in one of my moods . So little things are bugging me. Anyways. Just seen a blast about .. "why do big girls come last ??" I am sure it was to get attention. I am so tired of seeing that stuff on here though. That is so far from the truth. I have seen plenty of big girls out there getting loved on. I use to be bigger myself..and recall.. Getting alot more attention back then, then I do now. Not saying I dont get attn now. I do. But I got alot back then. All I know is seriously.. stop with the sayings of that.. or real men want meat..not bones. ETC.. If you feel like you are not getting loved by the way you look..either accept it.. or do something about it.

Empathy & Regret
Mourn not the soul that wallows within the depths of its own pity Sing not the praises of a man who gaurds himself from the risk of chance Share not in the misery of a heart which refuses the necessary change Walk not the path of a traveler who trembles in fear to see its end Dream not for the lover who has no desire to gaze upwards and see the brilliant stars Write not the story that drowns out faith for the sake of explanation Waste not a moment on those who cannot see beauty wrapped in the folds of anguish Expect not from another that which you yourself are unwilling to give Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

"a Little Fun With A Buddy Of Mine Some Years Back"
You think you can do that for me?" Trish took my friend and made him lie down. She already thought to spread her clothing out so he would have something to lie on. Then she lowered body down on top of his, impaling herself on his stiff dick. He started to buck right from the moment of impact and sa much as she craved it, Trish made him wait. "See, we're all gonna fuck at the same time." And she hotly suggested that i go to work on her ass, I seemed a bit reluctant at first, but as soon as Trish assured me she'd done this before i began pounding into het tiny ass hole. my firend was having a hard time holding back but Trish just kept purring to him about how good it was going to make her feel to have both black dicks pumping away at her simultaneously and he didn't want to ruin that for her, did he? Trish's legs straddled my friend below her and i had a very clear target. There it was and with one hard push, there i was inside it. I had a terrific view of the total picture. My Fr

Top 7 Mẫu Giày Nam được Chú ý Nhất Mùa Thu đông
Một đôi giày nam là thứ không thể thiếu trong trang phục hằng ngày của các quý ông. Không còn những lo sợ về độ thời trang kém hay sự khó đi của những đôi giày tây, các quý ông có thể lựa chọn các mẫu giày nam tại giaytot.com. Để phục vụ qua quá trình lựa chọn, chúng tôi xin đưa ra 7 mẫu giày nam đang được chú ý nhất mùa đông năm nay. Các mẫu giày nam lười mùa đông: Mẫu giày da nam Sanvado màu đen phong cách dành cho quý ông giá 599.000VNĐ Giày lười nam sanvado màu đen với giá 699.000VNĐ Mẫu giày lười nam da sanvado quai sát đơn giản, trang trọng giá 599.000VNĐ Mẫu giày nam buộc dây đang được lựa chN

Five Minutes
If I only had five minutes the day you passed away,I would have had time to tell you all the things I needed to say.I never got to tell you how much you mean to me,Or that you were the best dad, better than any man could be.The last time that I talked to youI wish I would have known.I would have said I love you,and kept you on the phone.If I only had five minutes, the morning you passed away,I'd give you one last hug so tight and see your great big smile.I'd tell you that I don't think I could live without you,not even for awhile.I'd kiss your cheek and take your hand and tell you it's okay to goAnd tell you that I'll miss you,more than you'll ever know.But you were gone so quickly,One last car ride you'd take.Before you even knew it, you were standing at heavens gate.Now God has called upon you,It's time to get your wings.To leave this life behind you,And enjoy all of heavens beautiful things.So wait for me in heaven Dad,Don't let me come alone.The day the angels come for me,Please be

Esper
I never expected life to be so crystalline blue.So distant, and pleading.A delicate flicker against the dark infinite gale.Enraged silence choked the spree of chaos in my mindlike the moments before being forcefully slid into the welcome depths of sleepnow oblivion.I resigned to the cold.It was too loud, too great and everywhere, and I was just the me.In the one place.The one time.

20 Historical Facts That Republicans Distort Or Just Get Plain Wrong
We all know at least one person that doesn’t know much about history. And we all know that there have been people who have tried to distort history. The Republican Party, however, does both. Over these last two years, Republicans have a made a real effort to distort history as much as possible, to the point where they are now seeking to rewrite school textbooks. The Republican Party has bent over backwards to present their own twisted version of history and it’s starting to look like that one requirement to be a Republican is to be ignorant of historical facts and events. Below is a list of the many historical facts that Republicans have either distorted or have just gotten plain wrong along with corrections of their errors. 1. Did Paul Revere Ride To Warn The British?) Sarah Palin made the dubious claim that Paul Revere actually warned the British instead of the American colonists. Her supporters even made attempts to edit the Paul Revere Wikipedia entry to make her claim

My Momma, My Angel
Once upon a time an angel held my hand, She wiped away my tears and helped me understand.Our time on earth is brief, there's lessons to be learned,Each precious day God gives us another page is turned.Every chapter full of memories, times of joy and tears,Triumphs and defeats, through every passing year.She loved us unconditional, always by our side,When no one else would listen, in her we could confide.With gentle words of wisdom she led us on our way,Down the paths of righteousness if ever we did stray. She saw the light in everyone and gave with no regrets,Always from her heart let's us not forget.Angels come in many forms, for me it is my mother, With love I cannot say in words there'll never be another. Every day I turn the page in my heart will ever remain, Everything she taught me as I stroll down memory lane. Thank you God for giving me the most priceless of all treasures,Help my Lord to keep alive her memory here forever.I pray that I can some day be everything she hoped I

Just To Give Out Info On Me
Hello everyone. my name is Laura Dodson. i am 28 years old. never been married but i have 3 beautiful children. my childrens name is Logan Aaron Nichols, Maria Ella Nichols and Victoria Lynn Dodson. i have been with 2 guys throughout my life and i had children by them both. Logan and Maria got the same dad but Victoria got a different dad and he dont see her like he should but oh well thats life right??? well my daughter, Victoria Lynn was born when i was 32 weeks and 5 days pregnant with her (her due date was April 15 2013) she was born on February 21 2013. yea i know what you are thinking wow so early.. yes she was a preemie baby and she spent 2 weeks in the NICU at Roanoke Carilion Memorial Hospital in Roanoke Va. she came home on March 10 2013. let me tell you my daughter amazes me so much in her almost 10 months of her life that she has been here with me. she is truly a miracle and i just thank god for his miracles. well i am going to go now but i will be back on blog soo

"a Little Fun With A Buddy Of Mine Some Years Back"
Both men were over whelmed by the temperature inside and out side her body. It was obvious that Trish really needed a good fuck to cool her down. both men were in good physical shape and certainly felt up to the task. The toughest part was the cooordination. Usually fucking meant working yourself to a good thick cum in no time flat. But here they both were, one on top, one on the bottom of this sexy minx and she was depending on them to get it together. Well maybe the challange would make the end result thAT MUCH MORE PLEASURABLE. The men struggled at first to get their movements cordinated. They wanted to make their thrusts simutaneous and with a good deal of effort, they managed to get it going. The action felt real good to the guys and for Trish it was sensational. She was not only brimming over with black dick, but she could feel balls banging into her everwhere. Her pussy amd ass hole were both steaming, both keeping a tight grip on the huge dicks inside them. Both men were get

Update
I have a few game cameras around my house that i maintain. I check the batteries and go through the videos once a month. The videos are only 15 seconds each and the ones i concentrate on are the night ones, looking for vandals. I was watching one and i noticed a dark shadow moving behind a hazelnut bush i have, the constant target of some little evil thing. I had to take that video, run it through some special software I use, slowed it down, speed it up, pulled out my reading glasses and got up close to the screen. The lighting isn't the greatest even though I have Malibu lights in the back yard, but it was enough. I looked and it was that kid I mentioned who apologized to me. He apparently was the one doing it. Tis the season of giving forgiveness, Merry Christmas!

What I Have Learned About Fu
1. Only numbers that matter 1,10,11 2. Bling/ Bling credits kinda like diamonds but NOT! 3.Mumm trolls, watch out they are everywhere .They are mean lil freaks that have nothing better to do with their lives but mumm troll. 4.People have perverted no limits when they realize u have real family on here....(((Smack))) 5.Porn...Gives people the impression a woman is a whore or slut ...NOPE WRONG AGAIN! 6.Porn...Many will filter through your porn to try to piece u together as a person instead of reading the freakin about me! 7.Porn its how people try to associate to how freaky u actually are by what porn u like. 8.VIP dont give u unlimed 11s, there for everyone that thinks it does yells at you for giving them a 10 when u run out ;( 9.What U get from leveling has never really been worth leveling accept the ability to see my crushes/ and pimp people to help them. 10.EVERYONE here is appaarently some kind of whore,a level whore, a bling whore ,attention whore, points whore, credit w

Ruby Tandoh's Sweet Dough Recipe
All that is virtuous or spartan about bread quickly disappears when butter, sugar and eggs are kneaded into the sticky dough. Enriched dough requires a little more work than normal bread might, and takes longer to rise, but it's well worth the effort. The addition of fat and sugar lend the bread a tender, yellow crumb, and a soft, deeply coloured crust. A couple of things to bear in mind when working with enriched dough: it's imperative that you take the time to knead the dough thoroughly. Resist the temptation to add more flour to it. It will be heavy, it will be sticky, it will weld itself to the work surface and to your hands. Be patient with it – put on some music and knead for a good 10‑15 minutes. You'll find that with a little work, the dough will begin to lose its stickiness and become smoother and more elastic. You can swap the first rise for a far longer stint in the fridge. At a cooler temperature the yeast's activity will slow even more, but the bread will tas

Tis The Season?
I have always had a soft spot in my heart for military personel. Perhaps because I know what its like to be 9000 miles from home and being shot at and hated by people you don't even know for a cause you are not even sure of. Last night while in Wal-Mart doing what I hate most {shopping at wal mart} I came to the check out line behind a young woman dressed in what looked like military clothes. As she emptied her cart she turned slightly towards me and I could see an insignia on her collar. I couldn't bear it any more. I had to ask "excuse me miss, are you in the military? " "Air Force", she replied. "Forgive me for not recognizing the insignia. I am not fimiliar with their ranks." I told her. She smiled and paid for her goods with a debit card and fished in her pocket for cash to pay for something else. She kept digging for some change she was short and I handed her a dollar. She looked at me kinna shocked and I said "please take it, and also take my thanks" "I don't understand"

Blockage
[sigh] I was just giving him a taste of his own medicine.........[at the end I have what I was telling him with my letters in my first 2 responses to him.] 11:12pm reply bilfred84: hi hru 11:13pm more To bilfred84: imbycsow 11:14pm reply bilfred84: huh 11:14pm more To bilfred84: yul, wci? 11:15pm reply bilfred84: huh 11:16pm more To bilfred84: Ugh. Why in the world do you think it's attractive to come to someone and use letters? It makes you look like you aren't intelligent. 11:18pm reply bilfred84: u were just doing that urself so u got the same in return.why not try replyin the right way not some mixed bag of lets 11:18pm reply bilfred84: letters* 11:20pm more To bilfred84: Uhhh, pretty sure you did it first. What the fuck does "hru" mean?

Mine
MINE When our bodies intertwine Like a really good grapevine The heat of burning passion eminates from the deepest, darkest depths of our Souls Our beings as one entity Filling each other up entirely Making love together Feeling like Our bodies will explode I hold You tight In my arms and between my thighs Your strength enveloping Me Bodies pressed together As We full fill each others desire The fire between Us burns so bright You can see it from the skies Breathing quickens Bodies shake Giving Each other as much as We can take. You buried deep inside Me

Paige
J E S S A: hi hun, I dont have a problem with you coming in my lounge but please stop stalking surreal, dont deny it, its been brought up in my staff chat thats how i know, So with that knowledge, either you can stay over in ogah, or you can respect my staffs personal space thanks.. 7:21pm J E S S A: also incase you dont know, I own Hydaway Radio December 10, 2013 10:27am PAIGE: lol what?! you think i stalk Matt? 10:27am PAIGE: thats the funniest thing i have ever heard 10:31am PAIGE: your INSANE lmao i dont stalk anyone if you like him just go get him i have my own THANK YOU 10:34am PAIGE: and FYI i dont need to go to a lounge to talk to him i have my phone and he calls me on skype 10:37am J E S S A: Listen im just going by what HE HAS written in MY staff chat, if you wanna get bitchy, fine thats your choice BUT YOU WILL respect my staff or you will be banned its that simple. capish? 10:42am PAIGE: im not getting

How The Wench Stole Clitmas
Every sub Down in Sub-villeLiked clitmas a lot...But the Wench,Who lived just South of Sub-ville,Did NOT!The wench hated clitmas! The whole clitmas season!Now, please don't ask why. No one quite knows the reason.It could be that her tight warmth wasn't being screwed quite right.It could be, perhaps, that her nipple clamps were too tight.But I think that the most likely reason of allMay have been that her toys were all two sizes too small.But,Whatever the reason,Her worn leather on her gloves,She stood there on clitmas Eve, hating the subs,Staring down from her dungeon with a sour, Wenchy frownAt the dark curtained windows below in their town.For She knew every sub down in Sub-ville beneathWas busy now, hanging a leather and lace wreath."And they're hanging their fishnet!" She snarled with a sneer."Tomorrow is clitmas! It's practically here!"Then She growled, with her wenchy fingers nervously drumming,"I MUST find a way to keep clitmas from cumming!"For, tomorrow, She knew......All the

Level 57, Top 10
Ranking is not for the weak.... (ranking resets every Wednesday) first off, i wanna say THANK YOU to everyone that helped me try to level. (knowing how awesome you are, is the ONLY reason i thought i had a chance)i think i did it wrong, this is how i will run my 2nd and last attempt. ~ have a butt load of credits (500..) ~ Happy Hour isn't needed ~ Boomer for every 4 hours of the week (42) ~ if you can, the same amount of big bangs (they reset your rates) ~ TELL your friends and family your plan and ask them for help (you cant bitch later they didn't help, if u haven't told them your plan) ~ very little to no famps(giving your rates away isn't helping you reach top 10) ~ IF you're famping and trade spots...do it with the opposite sex and people not trying to rank, they are not your competition. ~ keep a shovel handy (for the bullshit) ok so now you think your ready, you got your boomers and big bangs and the butt load of credits?

Attn To Close Family/friends..
I care for each of my family in my own way. Some more than others. I have to say I have about 7family members on here that I care about . They have been friends for quite awhile now. Anyways.. I know theres a few who have deep feelings for me. Although I am not telling you that you have to stop feeling the way you do.. I am asking to please not put it on my page of how you feel. Just feel at times like theres a competition going on. If you cant respect this or you got your feelings hurt I am sorry. I do appreciate everything you all do.. but if you feel like you cant follow my wishes I wont blame you if you delete me. love nikki

First Lesbian Exp.
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting and make co

What Fu Was To Me,
You always wonder why? people would be so sad to play on a web site." I did" When I first came on to fu. I had no clue what it was, What I found on fu was alot of different kinds of people, I met alot of retired people, People who became friends who were very ill. To the people who could not work. The one thing I found that we all had in common was we were all lonely or something missing in our lives, I think about when I was playing and this lady had it end for me, She said terrible things that hurt, You know, I heard her story too. Just another person who had a bad marraige and been hurt, It's really terrible people can forget other peoples feelings so easy, I had to walk alway from fu, because I am not that kind of person, The people who knew me knows this, Yes I knew how to play the game, I have had a change to say hi to a fews friends, I miss a few people , but I don"t miss the game, I was always that girl who wanted true love, My marraige about killed me, My husband never

Stage One Of A Breakup For Me
I really hate this stage. I am one of those classic fools that when I am in love I just seem to overlook a whole mess of things that actually bother me to some degree. You know..the little stuff that really doesn't matter because it is insignificant. Then there are the other things that I overlook because I have this crazy notion that if you love someone you accept flaws...not the huge damn ones that can't be overlooked but more than say leaving your socks on the floor instead of putting them in the hamper. The problem with this is that once the break up commences you start seeing all those things. Gone are the rose colored glasses. You stand there bleeding from the break up and it is like someone evil bastard has to dump alcohol in the wounds. Like FYI here is what your dumbass chose to not see. Yep, you end up feeling even more hurt and then STUPID. All the sudden little flags that were there appear and you think why the fuck did I miss that then? Well genius you missed them because

Its Cold Here
Laying in front of a nice fire with you would be heaven. I can see us wrapped in a furryblanket totally naked. Feeling the warmth of our bodies. Your tasting my sweetjuices, while our tongues tangle around each other. Holding me tight, laying onour sides with my leg thrown up over you. Your hand rubbing my ass, my breastsup against your chest. You reach between my legs and feel the warmth coming frommy pussy. You brush your fingers across my clit, teasing me. My wet kisses havemade your cock rock hard. Reaching down, I take your cock into my hand andsoftly stroke it. I feel your excitement growing, your fingers can feel thewetness dripping from my hot pussy. Pushing your fingers up inside me. You hearme moan with pleasure. You raise my leg up and roll me over on my back andguide your fingers deeper inside me. Stroking your cock I whisper ”Eat my pussy”. I run your fingers across my wet pussy bringing them up for me to taste.

Skin Code For Logo Box
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I Want You
I want you, I want you, I want you so much. You would not believe how I long for your touch. I can't help myself, I'm completely obsessed By the thought of your naked body undressed. the sound of your voice, when I see you I blush. What is it about you that gives me this crush? My head's full of daydreams, provoking my lust, And plans for your conquest; for have you, I must! I'll practice seduction, use all of my charms, And end this frustration, one night, in your arms.I want to feel his lips upon my mouth, his hand upon my breast. I don't beleive there'll be a single place, that won't be caressed. For love; For passion, The sweet words he'll whisper, the look in his eye, the way he'll make me feel. Oh, I could just die!! For passion; for love, for tenderness, and for lust

Dana & Lee
The sky was an azure blue and the sun was starting to set , casting a purple glow which was beautiful , it alway relaxed me to watch the sky turning different shades of colors . It had been two years sense my beloved husband had passed away . I really missed him , but it was time to start looking for a man. I got up out of the porch swing and went into the house , went in the bathroom and stripped , started the shower and when I got the temp just right , stepped into it. As I lathered my bath sponge up , running it around my full swinging breasts , up around my neck , down my arms and to my pussy , back to my ass-cheeks and then down my legs , washing in between my toes . AWWWWW felt good . Rinsed the sponge and resoaped my public hairs as I reached for the razer , wanted a bald eagle there , sweeter to lick if I got lucky , wanted to be ready. Shaved my legs and arm pits , rinsed the soap suds off and stepped out , wrapped up in a huge towel and headed for my bed-room. Dryed my hair a

Thinking About You!
Thinking about you! You are always in my thought, In my mind and in my heart. Every time I wake up, Till I close my eyes at night. I keep thinking about you, Wherever I go, Whatever I do. You were everywhere I go. Although you are so far away, It helps me keep stronger everyday. You’re all I know. I keep thinking about you. I keep holding on, Don’t ever let you go. You’re only be mine, I will always think about you. Think about you, Is all I can do? Hope you think of me too, As I always think about you. -Aidan-

You Should Never Judge Someone You Dont Truly Know
So its been brought to my attention recently that rumors have been flying about me. First of all thisis a gae people and i am here to play it . I dont really care what you say about me but i do have some friends on here that i truly care what they think of me. I am NOT nor have i EVER been on or worked for a sex site . What my ex did with pictures i trusted him with ..i have no idea nor do i care because whatever site he may have posted them on is a fake and no one will ever get a true reply from me! Do i have nsfw folder ..hell yeh i do ..every woman on this site at one time or another has had a photo marked nfsw ..that doesnt mean we're whores or sluts it just means your a damn PRUDE and ridiculous! I have a nsfw general folder which my family can view but the stuff in the named nsfw folders are no worse i just chose to make them private for that person or they ask me to make them private. Theres nothing on my nsfw that 85% of women dont have on here. Do i respect those women that po

Random Thoughts
I see the blog tab. I click......and now it's magic, no? This is a new feature right? I was just thinking that this would be great if it had a blog part and wham......got my b-day wish. WOOHOOO! Okay so I'm slightly hyper from my grape juice. I love Killswitch Engage and Alex is so sexy it kills me. I have tomorrow off thank GOD! I have no more Grape juice. I hate that I'm not sure of everyones intentions here on the site. :( I'm not here to be picked up. I've already been swept off my feet. Thanks for the offer tho.

Broken Wings
Broken wings... Sept 9th, 2006 my wings are broken no more halo my heart is burning, feel so wrong dont know wat to do or where i am all that i know is that i cant keep going on like this what is it i missed when will this all end its too late i cant keep doing it hurting others like i am hurting the one i love fighting and feuding over and over its gotta end i want it to be good, make her happy no more regrets more joy in both our lives! make her love me more than before!

'lonelygirl15' Creators Admit To Youtube Fiction
September 13, 2006 2:31 PM PDT When the 1999 film "The Blair Witch Project" was revealed to be a fictional creation rather than the real footage from a young filmmaking team that met a horrific end, plenty breathed a sigh of relief. But now that "Lonelygirl15," a cute video blogger who claimed to be a homeschooled 16-year-old girl named "Bree" has been outed as an actress in a scripted Internet video project, plenty of her YouTube fans are sad to learn she isn't the real deal. So, here's the real story. The "Lonelygirl15" videos were created by three twenty-somethings in the Los Angeles area who were intrigued by the nascent phenomena of podcasting and video blogging and admitted to the Web community on Wednesday that they'd created a set of fictional clips. "Bree" herself is really a 19-year-old actress from New Zealand named Jessica Rose. Contrary to rumors, the video blog was not a promotion behind a new major-studio movie or TV show--it appears to have been just the work of a

Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. ******************** MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ******************** JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ******************** SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you Dumb Ass" ******************** HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses and all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs For breakfast again. ******************** HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. ******************** GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie, Kissed the girls and made them cry.

Cool
It's cool that we can create blogs now. Now I can blog about how boring my day was. Had my first day off in a few weeks. It was nice not having to do anything, but it did get boring after a bit. Oh well, there's always work for me this weekend..yay! Nothing exciting to speak of, so, this shall be all.

My First Blog
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm what to talk about... well been sick for a few days now, which totally sucks but what can ya do when ya got three kids and 2 of them are in school. My hubby ( twaly67 ) is coming home and I soooooooooo can't wait to see him,, even though he'll prolly not want to touch me in fear of getting sick. My son turns 9 on the 19.. omg where does time go? well off to feed the kids... damn didnt I just feed them yesterday?? see ya, Me

ἈnΆГkh? What's That?
In the prolog to “Notre Dame de Paris” Victor Hugo describes how he found this stone while walking through Notre Dame with the word “ἈNΆГKH” in it. It’s an ancient Greek word and means something like “inescapable doom” and he wondered what lost desperate soul spent so much time up there to crave it into stone, what haunted it? And out of this wondering he wrote “Notre Dame de Paris” I think you know it better under the name “The Hunchback of Notre Dame”

A Funny Thing Called Love
To be Loved by another is truely a wonderful gift,sometimes it is taken for granted and we loose site of what is really our life's treasure.Always be honest with the one you Love, for they will appreciate it more then any words can express.Love is a funny and cruel thing, it can make you feel like you can't breathe, and can be taken away just as it came to you.Giving someone all your Love is never an assurance that they will Love you back.Don't expect Love in return, just wait for it to grow in theit hearts, and be happy that it grew in yours.

For All My Juggalo N Juggalette Family...
This is just a little message i found on myspace that i thought was pretty important to the Family, for all of us to think about, so please just take a few minutes to read it... JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your hea

Yay For Babyjesus
I've been waiting for this feature for a long time! You rule mike! Everyone reading this be sure to come visit the flownet lounge http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=39 And listen to your favorite DJs.. I'm broadcasting right now 9-13 until 9pm eastern... You can catch my regular shows Twisted Tuesday 9pm to whenever I get off the air! Friday Freak Fest 9pm to whenever I get off the air! Blazing Underground 9pm-midnight Saturday - Sunday All times Eastern! Go check us out at www.flownet-radio.org and load up the DJs playlist where you can request & dedications from over 4000+ songs!

Your Face
I woke up too sick to get out of bed. I was up too late dancing with the ghosts in my head. drank too much wine and wished I were dead- I was up too late dancing with the ghosts in my head. I could be ok and not feel so wasted if each ghost that spun me round the floor didn't wear your face. so I spend the night in a melancholy place- toasting each memory that I can't replace. maybe one more drink can lay these ghosts to rest. ©KinkyScreams 2006

Dilana Will Win Tonight!!
I have a feeling that she will be recording and touring with Supernova... The reason is,for the last 5 years,I have been telling the world about this other rocking girl named Lennon! Who as a matter of fact is on tour with Motley Crue and Aerosmith,and Dilana reminds me of her,not a copy,but there are alot of girls out there right now who are doing their own thing,and can give the guy singers a run for their money in this business we call rock and roll... Dilana has a great original song called,"SuperSoul",and she could more than likely tonight become the SuperSoul of Supernova.. check out Lennon at www.lennonmurphy.com and if Dilana doesn't get the gig,she still will make it on her own,HELLSOUTH RECORDS,would sign her on the spot..

The Magic Of Hope
Inspiration Instilled motivations Spiritual satisfaction Feeling backed not by words But by actions Funded by deep seeded attractions Just cause we're on equal sides Of an equation I should try to match all expectations... Nah Faithfulness bathed in pride Stand tall Partnerships built Designs backed by trust Funny how happiness seems to find me When dark shadows have me feeling lost Weary times Walking blind on frontlines Why fake the funk Raw emotions Love refined then purified Trust in ya self Listen to ya heart Unlock the magic of hope Addiction from birth Ever since the gates first opened Sunshine >From sunset to sunrise I see brilliance in ya strides Passion in ya eyes Grace in ya curves Wisdom in ya words And yes you've been blessed With the magic of hope Fabric of affection Woven with care, no remorse Life's too short to despair Way to short to let disappear Especially since I spent most of my life Try

Why?
I like blogs it’s a lovely way to spit my thoughts into your faces and you can’t complain about it because it is your own choice to read this shit. So you will find here random thoughts and some stuff I wrote and actually managed to translate. If you don’t like it no need to tell me if you like it but don’t have more to say but “cool” or something like that please shut up too but if you have some real thoughts I sure would love to hear them. Alice

Really Good Tips For Relationships
This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. And he's pretty dang good with girls... 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and will be mad. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 8. If you DO

Marriage
what is it about marriage that lights up my face when I think about making Justine my wife she is smart,sexy, and determined. she loves my daughter like it was her own. She truely is a blessing from God and i thank him everyday for her

Negetive Light
pain and anger fills our souls. as water would fill a hole. why does the heart lead us to pain? are all our hopes and dreams in vain? are we fated to wonder alone? searching for a place to call home. looking for someone to make us whole. people spend years looking and hunting. in a neverending quest for nothing. for when you find that beckon of light. you will be at peace for a short time in your life. the light will turn dark the negetive light will show you the mark. of painful lies and a twisted thoughts. is this what you were hunting for? do you want more? the mind says no, but the heart says yes. so we follow our hearts, thinking it was only a test. and yet again the quest begins a new. and the light will show you again more of the pain that will be waiting.

Autum 2002
I am doomed; doomed to see and not be able to struggle not able to do something to say something that would make it better or at least ease the pain a bit and it's so silly and senseless to cry about precious memories being raped or beauty dragged through mud just to be thrown back again in front of scum. But is it really so senseless. If I don't cry who else will? Who will grieve for the things that get lost those that are forgotten day by day a bit more and die softly sighing… unheard. I can fell the wondering blankly glances saying that it's always been this way. Was it? Even if, it doesn't make it right. The spark in men dies you can see just open your eyes every day every minute. Still nobody seems to notice nobody seems to care. But I won't believe this was all now that we've come this far and could live an easy life we encumber oneself with dump meaningless constraints. I would love to take a gun and spread my brain all over the street where it can cause no more pain and then

Simple Ways To Become A Better Lover
1) CREATIVITY - You should never be afraid of doing new things. Is your sex life predictable? Change it, and put some creativity into it. The way i see it, is that you should never know whats going to happen. Dont be afraid to venture outside the bedroom. Surely we can all agree that going to jail for the sake of "different" sex isnt really worth it, but being outdoors does have a certain appeal to it. I have found that garages work well, and if you have an enclosed back yard, that works just as well also. As simple as it is, sex in the shower is always a winner. When your partner is in there, just hop in and seduce him/her. Its not very hard to just think of something creative and just do it. with that in mind, we move to the next subject. 2) SPONTANEITY - There is no better sex than sex that is just spontaneous. It has a certain passion level that just isnt matched against sex that takes place at night when you both go to bed. Do you have a certain routine that you have fallen int

Summer 2003
And when the dragon and the princess were too long together and become one will the prince see it? Will he be able to kill him and save her or will he just strike him not noticing she's bleeding. Will he cry when he realizes she's dead?

Thank You Sis
I would like to say thank you to my Sis, Mel, a.k.a. Princess Poochie, for introducing me to the Lost Cherry site. I have made many new friends and I am grateful for everyone of them. I love my Sis more than she could ever know. You see, we are not related blood wise, but by heart and soul. She is my best friend and my sister. I love you Mel. Thank you for being there for me.

Sky's Light
The night comes and covers the earth. Telling the sun to stay out of her turf. For a moment they stand. Getting ready to fight for the land. When they fight i can see. They change the color of the sky and the sea. The night always wins the fight. Letting the people know its going to be alright. This is a neverending cycle. Sometimes i feel. Us humans need to stop and look at this visual meal. Becuase when they fight. The sky becomes alive with a beautiful light.

Catch Me Running
I looked around the room Eyes searching, peircing the gloom Finding not solace or light Left all alone in my plight I began to run, and run No pre-planned destination But I just had to make a start Running away from a broken heart Its a race you are doomed to loose The cruelest cut, the deepest bruise Never, ever get away But you just might love, another day KinkyScreams 2006©

Test
JUst testing it out :D Nothing much on this front. I just been taking care of my mom, cleaning, and brainstorming on a lot of video work. Very time consuming but fun :) Always working on something abd learning new things.

My 1st Post
This is my 1st post so bear with me ,, Today was definatly not a good day here in Mansfield Ohio ,, it has done nothing but rain all day . That meant me not getting a thing done that i wanted to . Siting in the house all day is not what i enjoy doing,,specially in warm weather. Trying to get the property cleaned up before winter weather sets in ,, getting some old lumber burned and out of the way and rearranging a shed to store some auto parts as well. One more day of this rain is forcast this wek and then back to the sunshine and work. So i guess thats about it for my complaining ,,lol Later Friends.

Waiting For It All
Waiting for it all... It's a death sentence for some But there's a gift inside those words And I'm waiting for it to come I won't just settle for any guy I know God's got the perfect one for me He'll show up when I least expect it And sweep me right off my feet I won't compromise my morals Just to waste some time I don't care what people say Being single is not a crime When I finally find the one He will have been worth the wait At last I will have found it all My one and only soul mate Waiting for it all... It's a death sentence for some But there's a gift inside those words And I'm waiting for him to come

Hi Hugs For Everyone
***THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !**** Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You) ! ! You might send it to your enemies as well! It'll really make them stop & Think!!! If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them! If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends If you receive this back 2 times . You're off to a good start, unless you sent it to yourself. That's cheating! If you receive this back 3 times. You're a good friend. If you receive this back 4 times. You are popular, I wanna be just like you

Complaints Filed Against Me At Wal-mart!
1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and > randomly put them in > people's carts when they weren't looking. > > 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House > wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. > > 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on > the floor leading to the restrooms. > > 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told > her in an official tone, > 'Code Red' in house wares..... and watched what > happened. > > 5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and > asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. > > 6. September 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET > FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. > > 7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping > department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'll bring pillows from > the bedding department. > > 8. September 23: When a clerk asks if they > can help him, he begins to cry and asks Why can't you people just leave me alone?' > > 9. October 4: Looked right into the security > camera; used it as a mir

I See Your Face
I see your face even in my dreams I walk the world knowing you can be seen My passion arises When I can see your big blue eyes It brings my heart to a halt Knowing that I live in your heart I see your lips move knowing your talking to me Your eyes move knowing I am looking at you I brush the hair out of your face You smile at me I know what you see The man in the mirror Is your destiny to be In my dreams I know your free In your life you do not like strife Come with me through the mountains of time There will be ups and downs But I will be by your side We will scale the highest peaks We will trample the lowest valleys In the end you will be in a meadow of wild flowers When I see your face You will meet me at that place In heaven we will see the truth that brings peace

Lonliness
Have you ever felt like you were alone in this world? like there was someone for everyone... except you? Have you ever been soooo upset that you cry until you can't cry anymore and you hurt so bad that you can't move? and to make it worse you feel like you have noone to talk to about it. i mean you have plenty of people to listen to you but you choose not to talk to them about it because you feel like they don't "know" how you feel. Like you have hit the bottom. well this is hard for me because I am the kind of person who has always been happy with my life even if everything wasn't going the way I wanted it to, I always found a way to love my life. I never cared what people thought about me. I thought that I was invincible, but I learned tonight that I am not invincible and that it is possible for other people to bring me down if I let them. and I didn't even know that I was letting them. so I cried until I couldn't cry anymore and I hurt so bad that I couldn't move. I have hit the bot

9/13/06
This is what my current profile looks like. I was sort of already using it to blog. Now I don't have to! I was just hoping a blog would be added one day! That's the only thing I felt I was missing here. Yay for blogs! Here we are forever it may seem Hoping to awake from a really bad dream We came here to help those in despair To show them peace and that we really care Our purpose for being here will at times be lost By the pain and suffering and all it’s cost Freedom has a price that can only be paid By the sacrifices and bloodshed many have made Our loved ones back home continue to try Supporting us unselfishly without asking why It’s a war for oil that some people have said Bring home the troops before more are dead Politics and mistakes are what others may feel Thinking it would be easy and not a big ordeal A few say too many lives have needlessly been slain But we can’t let their deaths be made in vain Abandoning now will fill us full of regret For not

THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD > > > >Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! > >Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. > > > >Consider: > >You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for > >brains. > > > >With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place > >for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. > > > >You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, > >forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. > > > >Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference > >between shit and shineola. > > > >There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull > >shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. > > > >You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, > >or duck when the shit hits the fan. > > > >You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. > > > >You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. > > > >Some days are colder

Wonderful Ride
You look for answers while I wait I got all the time to sit and anticipate Know my heart is true to you I have found the one thing in this world that is real Your heart is pleasant that I can say I know you will find your way When you awake from this dream You wont wonder if it is really me I will stand at the highest peak I can show you what I seek Your pure and natural heart Will never be broken when I am a part Stand with me the world will see Two people who care as much as you and me We can walk tight rope you will not fall If you do i will try to be as soft as a cotton ball But then again you will stand up You will know the man you want If we walk on fire i will give you my shoes I can take and I do not want to lose you When I am here your life will not be heartache I will be a part of dreams to make So stand with and by my side Lets go to Jesus on a wonderful ride.

Bouncers..
I cannot deal with these douchebags. Every bouncer I have ever encountered at a bar or club is a complete fucktard. For some reason they think they are at the pinnacle of human existence. It’s like working the door at a club is something I should want to be doing. Bouncers need to stop acting like they are movie stars and realize that they work a shitty job like the rest of us. And to top it off, bouncers are the sober dumbasses sitting outside while everyone is having a drunken good time inside. They are mostly 35 years old, overweight and work at bars or clubs where the predominant age is 21-23. Your weight is the only reason you got hired in the first place. Physically nobody wants to fuck with you because you could smother a small family in your fat folds. When I was at a club a few weeks ago while standing in line, a stereotypical Down syndrome bouncer plowed into me while my back was turned and yelled at me to “Move! We got VIP’s coming through! Front of the line!!!” I tu

Wednesday
Two more days and hubby will be home! If you ask him though, it's 1 day left, cause he's not counting Friday. Must be a man thing. Anyway, I'm annoyed today. Few things to be annoyed with. The wind, for one, and our weather forecast for this weekend-SNOW! SNOW? Wait, it's only September!!!! NO SNOW!! STAY AWAY! ugh. We might be going to Billings this weekend for my oldest daughter's 22nd birthday- I would like to go down and spend it with her, but it's up to hubby if we will do this, kinda hard to ask him to drive all that way the day after he gets home after being gone for 6 wks! We'll see.... Anyhoo...so this is my first blog, out of many to come, I'm sure :)

A Heart Dies
Looking to heaven I scream in pain. They can't hear me I scream in vain. A heart dies slowly it hurts so bad. Been starving for you I feel so sad. So beautiful,elusive and never to be mine. Tears run down my face in a straight line. To drown this heart and feel no more. Flow away from me to some distant shore. I see it all around me so close to touch. Why even try you've hurt me too much. Don't feel sorry I know you can see. That you created this horror,this monster,this me. KinkyScreams 2001©

Beautiful Till The End
BEAUTIFUL TILL THE END I walk along the beach shore, The water reaches my feet only to leave me, This tease reminds me of you. I stop to face the sun in the sky, Deciding to tell my story of you, That lies so deep within. Fascination can only begin this script; Mixed emotions leave me lifeless. Looking back on these years spent with you, Not sure what we are; Knowing it was amazing, Wondering what life would be with out you… We came so far together, I give the world my last smile, When I think of everything we shared. I can’t believe I was so blind, Had no idea you could cause such deep depression, Wishing you would tell me lies or something clever, Causing me to hate your name forever. All I saw was the depth of your eyes; Just like that of the waves, Wanting to help you in every single way, Cost was no question to me, I’m not the one who will pay. You are so beautiful to me, in every single way, I knew this was love I could not resist, I have put myself in

My First Blog
Ok my blogs are usually a way for people to get some insight into this head. well here ya go. I don't have many feelings. and the feelings i do have are hidden by smiles and laughs. I am a fun person BUT... I am sick and tired of these people passing judgements on people before they really get to know them. Now this is y i say that.. people message me all the time say omg ur hot.. then they find out that i have 2 kids. HELLO READ MY FREAKIN PROFILE... I am single for the reason being the person i want i can't have and other than that no man wants a premade family. I am a single mother. my daughters father is in her life she lives with him but my son's father walked out on him after i kicked him out of my life. HELLO MY LIFE I NEVER TRIED STOPPING HIM FROM BEING A FATHER! SO NO THAT ISN'T MY FAULT. I have been through more things in my life then most of u will experience in a lifetime. I am a great person and ask anyone on my family list i bet u $100 they will agree without me even say

The Garden-© Kinkyscreams 2004
There was a garden on the west side of the house, hiding beneath the eaves from the more drastic weather. It wasn't an elaborate affair really; just large enough for one person to manage with a little sweat. Over the years, the plot had known many crops from daisies to carrots to strawberries with everything in between and often two to three at the same time. All the while it had been void of weeds and the soil had been kept clear though a week of neglect seemed to already be taking its toll. A patch nearest the house had always been a weed problem really. As fast they could be removed, they often found their way back within a few days, peaking through the lush soil like a child guiltily peering down the stairs Christmas morning. Though that small section had been quarantined for years, it now bled throughout, little brown strains mixed amongst the green of the current crops. Anne noted all of this from the window of her bedroom that overlooked her pride and joy since she was bar

Writing And Poetry
Time Current mood: apathetic Category: Writing and Poetry They say time.. is of the essence, Unstopped, never ending, always interrrupted. Time, will tell all. It is time that gives us........ Fond memories; of loved ones.... Enemies...... Sleepless nights, Happy moments, and sad.......... Dwelling on sadness, Mostly............. Longing for love; Friendship, A caring heart to hear your hopes, Your inner most desires....... I wish time could set still. Paused............ To a time that you were content, satisfied, over joyous..... They say, time heals all wounds. An understatement by far. For my wounds, are unhealing, Open sores... that bleed relentlessly. Open to the lethal injection..... That was instilled by time. This evil world..... Wanting to rid that pain that haunts my soul..... Suffocating it, Slowly.... my inner spirit disipates, To a nonexistent place. So threatening and dark here..... I want to succomb this dreary feeling , Of.. fail