The Way I Feel
Sitting here wondering what is wrong with me?
Where did I go wrong?
Why am I not good enough for anyone?
Why am I always the one getting hurt?
Why do I let guys get too close and then let them hurt me?
Why does the pain never fade?
Is it that I care too much?
Is it that I love so strong?
Is it that I let people get too close?
Or, is it that I am too naive and too trusting?
What is it about me that is never good enough for anyone to love me,
accept me, or even want to be with me?
Maybe I am just not good enough for anyone, not pretty enough,
Not smart enough, not worth even being around or being alive?
Maybe everyone would be better off if I werent around.