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You Know Youre In California When....
All highways into the state say: "no fruits." All highways out of the state say: "Go back." The Terminator is your governor You can't remember . . . is pot illegal? It's barely sprinkling rain and there's a report on every news station: "STORM WATCH" You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from California. Your coworker has 8 body piercings and none are visible. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English. You don't care what race people are because you're too busy wondering what gender they are. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown and can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian. You know which restaurant serves the freshest arugula. It's barely sprinkling rain outside, so you leave for work an hour early to avoid all the weather-related accidents. A really great parking space can total

Joke
One Night After Watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire... A man and his wife went to bed and the man was getting very frisky. He asked his wife if she was in the mood. His wife answered, "Not tonight dear, I have a headache." The man replied, "Is that your final answer?" She said "Yes." "OK, then I'd like to phone a friend." he replied.

Tomorrow Is Another Day
Some dear friends of mine have been going through some hard times. This inspired me to write an inspirational blog. I hope I have succeeded. Two things in our lives are definite. The Democrat presidential hopeful will put his or her foot in their mouth and tomorrow will be here. When times are bleak and the road ahead seems unmanageable. Remember that tomorrow will be here. Tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow brings with it promise and closure. Our problems may not cease or go away but we will have a new sense of clarity and strength to take on her hardships. The best thing about tomorrow is we don't know what it will bring. It has so much potential. Whatever may be hurting us or weighing us down may seem less overwhelming. They may even seem trivial in hindsight. We can approach tomorrow with a new sense of strength and determination. We can overcome our demons. If only for a day. Life throws a lot of obstacles at us. It can be an albatross that never se

Inaugurating This Blog By Moving
a post from the PenguinBlog here, which needs to be made easier to find. (Apologies to King Nothing though, whose comment was appreciated and is lost thereby...) -- (Erich Fromm, quoted in Aldous Huxley's Brave New World Revisited {Harper & Row Perennial Library 1965 republication of 1958 original, paperback, p.21}): (Fromm) "Many of them are normal because they are so well-adjusted to our mode of existence, because their human voice has been silenced so early in their lives, that they do not even struggle or suffer or develop symptoms as the neurotic does." (Huxley: ) They are normal not in what may be called the absolute sense of the word; they are normal only in relation to a profoundly abnormal society.

Town Bound
Just in for a sec to let u know i'll b outta town until after tomorrow . my son has 2 have a sleep study done . most of u dont know my personal life , but heres a tid bit 4 your thoughts tonite.......he's 3 years old , my son's oxygen levels drop when he sleeps....this is one test in a set outta 3 they gotta do , and im scared . im not asking 4 votes or comment bombs, im asking for repost on this 4 prayers . much luv , cherry chums ! - Amy

When In Troubled Times
When in troubled times I doubt myself, I feel lost and alone. Darkness falls around me as I walk alone, trying to find a ray of hope and light to show me the way. Stumbling I fall and lay still on the ground, eyes closed and pray for a sign, some hope to help me get up and go. And then like an angel, my friend appears, reaching down to help me up. Brushing me off, you hold me close, helping me take my first step after my fall. I don’t even have to see your smile, because I feel it way down deep into my heart. I feel the glow of your heart, and it warms my soul, from the bitter cold of loneliness, to the warm embers of my friends love for me. We walk along and you slowly release me, from holding me close to just holding my hand. And after a time you walk away from me, telling me you will be with me always. And even when you’re away I feel you close to me, holding me, keeping me close to you. I don’t have to wonder where you are because even though your not standing here holding my han

A Midnight's Eve Near Water's Edge
As a golden moon casts an iridescent glow upon the shimmering sea, a warm tropical breeze sings of yesterday's romance. My heart longs still for your gentle caress, your whispers of tender endearments as your breath brushes warm upon my cheek. As wispy clouds race across a star studded sky, shrouding the full moon, a misty form appears, beckoning me into the unknown. Sensing your presence, I await your approach as warm waves of the gentle gulf lick my sandy toes. As your luminous form appears, it seems time has stopped, reversed, as you enfold me into your arms. Promising nevermore to part, a swirling mist encases us on a midnight eve near water's edge...

Valtines Day
well its close to valtines day one of the most depressing day for me. i been single most all my life and i hate that day becuse its a day of love and i dont know what love is. but i am sure its great for people who are in love and all. but anyway happy v day everyone

A Beautiful Poem Written By Another Friend
Eternal Love I close my eyes I see you here My arms surround No need to fear I'll dry your tears From where they fall It's you I love I'll give it all With these words Comes from my heart Never once We've been apart Distance is long And time it will take But in the end It's you I will take Upon your neck You feel my breath I kiss you there Even in death

Different...odd.. Abnormal?
I used to say I just wanted someone normal. And I thought I was normal. I think I was wrong. Normal today just doesn't seem to be someone I can understand. The things important to me... what I believe in.. how I think... it is all too different. I expect too much from people. It confuses me. I don't fit in. Some days I want to run.. but where would it be different? I guess I am just different... odd?... abnormal?

Do Not
listen up people. do not ask for my msn, yahoo or aim. if i don't know you, i'm not going to give it to you. if we haven't chatted on ct for more than a week, i'm not going to give you my screen names. do not ask me for cam sex. i think it's the grossest thing in the world. what you see for pictures, is what i have. do not ask for more cause there isn't any more. okay. my rant's over. carry on with your lives.

Well That Was Pointless!
I just had one of our customers call to talk to me over something I've been trying to get resolved since December. Now how, if this lady wanted me to explain to her why I was asking for a repayment, did she feel the need to keep talking and not let me get a word in? I'm freaking exhausted just listening to her rambling!

Selections From The Redneck Dictionary
Anally -- occurring yearly Artery -- study of paintings Bacteria -- back door of cafeteria Barium -- what doctors do when treatment fails Bowel -- letter like A.E.I.O.U Caesarian section -- district in Rome Cat scan -- searching for kitty Cauterize -- Made eye contact with her Colic -- sheep dog Coma -- a punctuation mark Congenital -- friendly D&C -- where Washington is Diarrhea -- journal of daily events Dilate -- to live long Enema -- not a friend Fester -- quicker Fibula -- a small lie Genital -- non-Jewish G.I. Series -- soldiers' ball game Grippe -- suitcase Hangnail -- coat hook Impotent -- distinguished, well known Intense pain -- torture in a teepee Labour pain -- got hurt at work Medical staff -- doctor's cane Morbid -- higher offer Nitrate -- cheaper than day rate Node -- was aware of Outpatient -- person who had fainted Pap smear -- fatherhood test Pelvis -- cousin of Elvis Post operative -- letter carrier Prot

Know Your State Motto.........
Alabama Hell Yes, We Have Electricity. Alaska 11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong! Arizona Yes, But It's A Dry Heat. Arkansas Lituracy Ain't Everythang. California By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda. Colorado If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother. Connecticut Like Massachusetts, only smaller. Delaware We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water. Florida Ask Us About Our Grandkids And Our Voting Skills. Georgia We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism. Hawaii Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru ( Death To Mainland Scum,Leave Your Money) Idaho More Than Just Potatoes... Well, Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good Illinois Please, Don't Pronounce the "S" Indiana 2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free Iowa We Do Amazing Things With Corn Kansas Firs

Valentine Application!
Valentine Application!!! Would you make out with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Would you... (Check all that apply) [] Buy me cute underwear? [] Buy me a cute bra? [] Buy me flowers? [] Take me out to dinner? [] Buy me a drink? [] Buy me a thong? [] Get me some chocolates Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What wou

Hey All
I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY NEW FOUND FRIENDS ON CT.... YOU GUYS TOTALLY ARE SAAWEET......AND I WILL BE FINDING SOME TIME TO PAY YA BACK ON THE COMMENTS.............. LIKE I WILL COMMENT BACK AT YA..........*s*

Pic Flaging
I have a new folder for friends only that contain pics that people like to flag. If you are on my friends list and like to flag please delete yourself. If you are going to be offened by a pic that dont even have nudity in it then delete yourself from my list now. If you are offended by drug humor pics then delete yourself. If it gets flaged its not hard to figure out who did it being only friends can see it. Personaly if you are a pic flager then I dont even want to be friends with you. This is a adult site and people need to start acting like it. If you are at work why play on here? Must be nice to get paid to sit and flag peoples pictures. Does this make you feel like a big boy or girl? Perhaps if you did the "job" you are paid to do we would have alot less pictures being flaged that dont need to be.

I Am A American
>> THIS IS A GREAT E-MAIL....HATS OFF TO CHARLIE >>DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to >>me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a >>huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. >> >> I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come >>to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. >> >> But when the first thing you do when you set foot on >>American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many >>lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me >>sensitivity lessons. >> >> I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have >>any-thing against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and >>anybody who comes into this country illegally is a crimi

More Classic Irish Jokes
An Irishman who had a little too much to drink is driving home from the city one night and, of course, his car is weaving violently all over the road. A cop pulls him over. "So," says the cop to the driver, where have ya been?" "Why, I've been to the pub of course," slurs the drunk. "Well," says the cop, "it looks like you've had quite a few to drink this evening." "I did all right," the drunk says with a smile. "Did you know," says the cop, standing straight and folding his arms across his chest, "that a few intersections back, your wife fell out of your car?" "Oh, thank heavens," sighs the drunk. "For a minute there, I thought I'd gone deaf." ******************************************************************************************** Brenda O'Malley is home making dinner, as usual, when Tim Finnegan arrives at her door. "Brenda, may I come in?" he asks. "I've somethin' to tell ya". "Of course you can come in, you're always welcome, Tim. But where's my husban

Penis Envey?
Penis Size and Male Dominance In a group of males, there are a lot of things that determines who leads the pact. Depending on the aspect involved, it is a normal situation when a lead male is designated to represent the group. There's a lot of factors that are considered in knowing the presence of dominance. However, in most male groups, the feeling of dominance does not necessarily mean that the dominant male gets everything. Apparently, understanding the existence of domination in a male group is not a complex task. Psychologically, males are more than open with the idea of making someone ahead of them. The theory of association states that ones a person is acquainted to someone who is considered as a public figure, that person too becomes identified as such. This reality helps men in understanding the essence of having someone as the head of the group. Studies suggest that men are more liberated when it comes to discussing their sexuality with their peers. In fact, i

The Beach
THE BEACH WALKING ON THE BEACH UNDER THE MOONLITE SKY WALKING HAND IN HAND GAZEING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES WE STOP AND U TURN TO ME AND GAZE INTO MY AND TAKE MY HAND AND U SLOWLY MOVE CLOSER TO MY LIPS AND U SOFTLY KISS ME PASSIONATELY.. KISSING ME PASSIONATELY U MOVE YOUR HAND DOWN THE SPINE OF MY BACK AND TOP THE TOP OF MY ASS AND STILL KISSING ME MOVING DOWN TO MY NECK KISSING MY NECK THEN U TAKE YOUR OTHER HAND AND SLOWLY MOVE UP MY SHIRT CARESSING MY BREAST WITH YOUR HAND.. SLOWLY MASSAGING AND EASILY PINCHING MY NIPPLES OUR BREATHING GETS HEAVIER EACH MINUTE I TAKE MY HANDS AND UNDO YOUR JEANS AND SLOWLY REACH INSIDE AND FEEL YOUR HARDNESS I SLOWLY BEGIN TO STROKE YOU AND KISSING YOU VERY PASSIONATELY BREATHING GETS HEAVIER WITH EACH STROKE STROKING YOU I FEEL YOUR HARDNESS AND THROBING MAKES ME MOAN MAKES ME HOT AND MAKES ME WET WANTING YOUR TOUCH WANTING U TO TAKE ME THERE AND NOW . YOU MOVE YOUR HANDS DOWN FURTHER AND UNDO MY JEANS AND U SLIDE Y

To Love Someone
love is when u kiss a 1,000 times . love is when u hold hands. love is when u cuddle . love is when u smile to each other. love is when feelings one for another. love is when u stare at each other . love is when u rub each other . love is when u know something is wrong . love is powerful. love is always around . love is never wasted. love is something can't be thrown away . love is something can't hurt....... love can't go away ................love always be love..............love is life

The Ethics Of Love Spells
The Ethics of Love Spells By Karen Mitchell Browse any Wiccan message board or email list, and you'll see one very common theme: love spells. People are constantly asking for them, so therefore people are constantly debating the merits and faults of them. Many of us experienced Witches, such as myself, got our start in magic through a curiosity about love spells. Yes, even the ones who won't admit it! Are love spells ethical? Some are, and some are not. A good way to tell is to try to compare the love spell to a real-life action. Take, for instance, love spells that are designed to make the caster feel more attractive, or more confident. I liken these to getting a makeover, haircut, or a sexy new outfit. These "confidence booster" spells are a good type to cast, especially if you have problems with your self-image. My favorite ethical love spells are designed to help you find someone with a certain set of characteristics. This is how I found my fiancé. With this type, you're

A Hero Commits Suicide
Death Of Traumatized Minn. Marine Came After Iraq (AP) Stewart, Minn. Jonathan Schulze tried to live with the nightmares and grief he brought home after serving as a U.S. Marine in Iraq, but it overwhelmed him. And he didn't get the help he needed to survive, his family claims. Two weeks ago, Schulze told a staff member at the VA hospital in St. Cloud, Minn., that he was thinking of killing himself and asked to be admitted, according to his father and stepmother, who accompanied him. They said he was told he couldn't be admitted that day. The next day, a counselor told him over the phone that he was No. 26 on the waiting list, his parents said. Four days later, Schulze committed suicide in his New Prague, Minn., home. He was 25.

Finally A Good Day!
Hehehe yay! I finally got accepted to the college i want to go too! WOOHOO!!!!!! ^_^ hehe just needed to party a wee bit. =P Though i did get slammed into a wall...and my heart monitor pinched my muscle in my chest...IM STILL HAPPY! lol. and my govt quiz i took today. 100% ohhh yeah! =P ~Ash~

Weather!!
Well I guess it is finally our turn!! Colder than a "witch's tit" and snowing like crazy!! Looks like we could get plus 6 inches of this very fine snow!! Great night to stay inside and watch HDTV!! NCIS, House, The Unit and saving the best for last "Boston Legal"!! It is just a fabulous show!! Shatner and Spader are perfect in their roles!!

Uncontrolable Pleasure
Come to the dark side with me, let your passion and imagination run free. I love for you to touch me that way, you heat up the night in a special way. I want to just let myself go, wild and free,let the pleasure flow. You have a tongue of satin,that melts me, deep within my spirit is set free. You lick me and I lose control, because of this desire I have lost my soul. I want you for a delightful treat every night I need you to take me in your arms tight. On the dark side there's hidden pleasures, your touch and kiss are my hidden treasures. You lick me inside and out, all I can do is scream and shout. Up and down and in and out, your a pleasure without a doubt. Turn out the lights and let your light shine, for you are the most desirable one of a kind.

Once Upon A Time. .
Harold is 95 and lives in a Senior Citizen Home. Every night after dinner, Harold goes to a secluded garden behind the center to sit and ponder his accomplishments and long life. One evening, Mildred, age 87, wanders into the garden. They begin to chat and before they know it, several hours have passed. After a short lull in their conversation, Harold turns to Mildred and asks, "Do you know what I miss most of all?" She asks, "What?" "Sex!!" he replies. Mildred exclaims, "Why you old fart. You couldn't get it up if I held a gun to your head!" "I know," Harold says, "but it would be nice if a woman could just hold it for a while." "Well, I can oblige," says Mildred, who unzips his trousers, removes his manhood and proceeds to hold it. Afterward, they agree to meet secretly each night in the garden where they would sit and talk and Mildred would hold Harold's manhood. Then one night Harold didn't show up at their usual meeting place. Alarmed, Mildred decided to fin

Ummm Some Poeple
The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only think most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amoun of words said in his protest. But at his funeral yesterday (which i was unable to attend but would have gotten national news if i had been there due to beating someone down) there were protestors. People were unhappy that he was dead. I was too but i wouldn't protest. I was pissed because they didn't give him the burial he wanted. It was hard to know that while people were mourning his death and laying him to rest in his final place others were doing something to make him turn in his caskit. But none the less they wrote a beautiful article about his funeral. -City salutes fallen hero, son buried- Sig Christenson Express-News Military Writer Pastor Timothy Hoke stood silently at the podium at Faith Presbyterian Church, collecting his thoughts on a su

Perfection
Be true to love. I'm your perfection in your flawed Diamond ring Hope in this crystallized world is often a faceted labyrinth of kings. One looks brutally handsome, pierced tongue rings, his love is his bling bling strings thereof. Another his car, glove box decked in mauve, chrome and stereo, but it won't get him love. Prayerful minds sometimes helps, but often your soul mate comes when your not looking behind. Like a spring flower or thunderous rain undefined, he may come for you as a seed out of time. Some guys smile oh so subtle, snakes in the grass, looking for that one special petal. Don't surrender, don't you dare, this kinda guy, he just wants a medal. Be true to yourself that’s the first lead, sip each moment of your great deed. Nourish true love, let misery bleed out, for happiness will one day become your great creed.

A, 4
Many embrace it, many have heard Yes, LOVE is simply a four letter word Love is a wonderful virtue, which the whole world needs And with love, comes kind deeds Love is different in many ways Relationships that are platonic Love that is romantic Fatherly and brotherly relationships also profess love But the greatest love we can get and receive is None other than from the Almighty GOD above Love can be painful, love can hurt For relationships turn sour when one is a flirt Love must always come unconditional No matter what race or religion, this virtue is international Love, as the movie says, means never having to say you are sorry And with undying affection for one another, there’s no cause for worry Yes, many have experienced it, many have heard That LOVE is indeed a four letter word Love should “infect” every nation on this beautiful earth Yes, if only every living soul would have heard That LOVE is a four letter word So stretch

Forever Changed
I was thinking about you today As I was going along my way Happy thoughts and serious thoughts of times past, a glimpse I caught. I often walk there, with you, you know Because the dearest of memories our love will show Before you, there never was happiness Only hours and hours of such loneliness. But then you came along and sadness left My life changed and became the best. What is it about you that I love so And from your presence never will go You are to me a God-given treasure Given to me beyond all measure.

I Miss You Mom
I wrote this one awhile ago when i was really down and out and i was missing my mom more than usual. Even though she isnt here, I wish she could be cus a mothers love is something I really could use. I miss her so much. Right now my life seems meaningless and Im caught up in this mess. I walk around as if Im lost. My life is full of stress. Its in these times I need you the most and you cannot be here. You left me when I was 5 years old and missing you brings fear. My whole life Ive been up and down and why I breathe, I do not know. Im suffering so much inside and yes I know it shows. I miss you mom. Lifes not the same. I wish that you were here. I wish I could just hold you close. I wish you could always be near. You meant the world and so much more. Why did you have to go? It isnt fair just like my life. Pain seems to be all I know. A hug from you could do so much. Or just to hear your voice.

Love
well i never thought it would happen but i have found a girl that makses me happy....actually the happiest i have ever been. this girl is so amazing, that i cant wait to start a new life with her and make it the life i start ever again. just thinking about (which is all the damn time) makes me smile so much that i cant wait to get off work and online to talk to her. and she tells me that she is the happiest when she is talking to me too. she is the most beautiful girl i have ever met and i would never change anything about her ever....well maybe one thing..the fact that she lives so far away. but all that will change when two words take place on a certain day of happiness. but in the end nothing could ever make me as happy as i am when i am talking to her. I Love You Michelle Gonzales

An Erotic Soonet
I am still learning how to write these sonnet things. .. Say my name, drop your voice to a hush Take it slow there’s really no rush. Hold me tightly, press against my rear. Peel off my blouse, unclasp my brassiere. Unzip my pants, and to you I’ll do the same. Damn all those who say we have to refrain. Coil your serpent up into me Slink your hands all over, lovingly. Let your mouth linger, oh yes you know where. Hurry now, harder, faster, yes take me there. Push in deeper, come let our love grow. Hard bodies synchronized as we flow and flow. There is no shame in a lust filled flight Making love is life’s most civilized rite.

Oh Lord,i Beg You.
Oh Lord, give me a poet for a lover whose words stroke me like velvet hands. Word-tender caresses more reaching than the caress of a mere mortal man. A poet's light touch is so gentle. Word-fingers probe deep every time, arousing me, haunting me, wetting me, seducing me, body and mind. Oh Lord, give me a poet for a lover! Lust and fire burn in his heart. A silver-tongued devil whose words make me ache to be on my knees in the dark. Word-foreplay making me want him, only mind-loved, I want to be free to feel just one time my poet inside, where only mind-lust up to now has loved me.

Editor Has Finished
The editor has finished reviewing my story for literotica and he made some improvements and gave me some tips on writing too. I will be submitting the story to literotica probably tomorrow sometime after I receive a reply from the editor to a new message to him. I have also submitted another story for him to review and edit. He will be getting on that one right away. I began to read some stories in literotica last night for the first time and I do believe that my story called FIRST CLASS will do very well there. I will keep you all posted on the progress of things.

A Roman Night
The following work is actually three poems, written in the Strambotto form. Since this is an Italian form, I devled into my memories for material. Thanks to my Marine Corps days, I spent a bit of time in Italy. Revisting these memories was a grand expereience. The Strambotto consists of eight strict hendecasyllable lines (11 syllables). This type of stanza is known as rispetto or ottava rima. There are three types and these are, Strambotto Toscano, Strambotto Siciliano, Strambotto Romagnuolo. It is an early form of Italian poetry often set to music. The rhyme scheme of the three Strombotto are as follows: Strambotto Toscano - abababcc Strambotto Siciliano - abababab Strambotto Romagnuolo - ababccdd These are meant to stand alone but I wrote these so they also form a whole. Enjoy! .. -------------------------------- A Roman Night Part One (Strambotto Toscano) Awed and silent, I watched as shadows filled The Coliseum, wondering if the wind

Melting Point
N'avez-vous jamais fondu Have you ever melted Comme du beurre dans le four? Like butter in the oven? D'abord, votre esprit disparaît. First, your mind disappears. Puis, le corps devient inutile. Then, your body becomes useless. Il est causé par un regard simple, It is caused by a simple glance, Un regard de l'amour. A glance of love. Souvent, il vous attrape par surprise, Often, it catches you by surprise, Ce regard, venant de quelqu'un inconnu. This glance, coming from someone unknown. On sent comme une fonte physique réelle It feels like an actual, physical melting. Qui reste au delà du temps. That lasts beyond time. Parfois on rit ou on crie. Sometimes you laugh or you cry. Parfois on fait des choses bizarres. Sometimes you do strange things. Il cause un type de folie, It causes a kind of madness, À côté de qui, la mort est impuissante. Next to which death is impotent. Quelques femmes ont ce rega

The Big Snow!!!!
well i didnt make it to work today, i have to drive 22 miles to get there. and when the roads and fields look the same thats not a good thing lol. im going to try and make it in tomorrow, butwe are supposed to get hit again tonight . yesterday afternoon i spent the day with the weather channel people they were awesome, they got a real tough job!!! my hat goes off to those guys, mike slidell and tatianna were wonderful. well that how my two days in central new york have went !! stay tuned lol !!! david

Just An Update...for Those Who Are Concerned
yes it hurts...it's going to hurt for while, so don't take it personally if i'm not my usual friendly, compassioante, concerned self. i don't want or need to talk about it, so don't ask. i'll be fine eventually and get in touch with y'all when i'm ready to face life and my FOOLISH FOOLISH heart again. thanks for your thoughts and prayers though guys.

Bad Mood!
I have been in a bad mood all day. Don't kno wwhat it is but it's just those little things through the course of the day that have just pissed me off. Phone calls from certain people and actions of other people. Even before I got to work! Ahh what a day! Now it's almost 5:30pm and I am still in this state of annoyance. I had a pretty good day, I just can't shake this impatience I have for these little things that keep popping up! Venting is good though! I feel a little bit better. Tomorrow is definitely another day!

Pt2
One morning, seventy-five year old Marvin is reminded by his secretary that it his wife's birthday. At lunch, Marvin goes to the local mall and tries to find a gift for her.Upon passing a lingerie store, Marvin realizes that his wife has never bought any lingerie in her life. He gets the idea to buy his wife something sexy to make her feel good and young.Marvin goes into the store and tells the clerk to wrap up the most expensive, sheerest negligee she has. Marvin takes the gift and excitedly runs home to his wife.Upon finding her in the kitchen he tells her to take the gift upstairs and unwrap it. He'll wait in the kitchen. His wife thanks him and goes up to the bedroom.Once the package is opened she realizes that this is something she's never had before. She also sees that it is so sheer it leaves nothing to the imagination. She thinks for a moment and then decides that she'll really surprise Marvin and go downstairs without any clothes on at all. So she leaves the negligee on t

That Other Site Sukk'd.......
THIS IS GOING TO BE A TEMP TYPE ABOUT ME CUZ WHEN I GET THE TYME I'LL HAV SOMETHING WROTE ABOUT ME THAT SHOULD COUNT FOR SOMETHIN I'VE SAID BEFORE THAT WHAT OTHERZ THINK ABOUT YOU SOMETYMES COUNTZ FOR ALIL SOMETHIN OKAY SO I'M NOT YOUR AVERAGE BROTHA IN THE FACT THAT AT 36 I'VE PRETTY MUCH GOT ALL THE BULSHYT AND LIES OUT OF MY GAME NOW I KNOW EVERY WOMEN THAT READS THIS IS GOING YA RIGHT.WELL LET ME START BY SAYING I DON'T NEED YOU OR THEM TO BELIEVE ME BECAUSE I TRUST MYSELF TO BE HONEST AND IT KEEPS ME OUT OF TROUBLE MOST TYMES.I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A WIFE OR ANYTHING TOO SERIOUS,I DON'T WORK A 9to5,ISTAY OUT LATE AND SOME DON'T COME HOME AT ALL.AT THE MOMENT I'M ROAMING AROUND THE COUNTRY CHECKEN SHYT OUT.I'VE BEEN LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE DONE A LIL TRAVEL'N SO I KNOW SOME PEOPLE IN PLACES AND EVERY NOW AND THEN I GO ROAMING.SOME SAY I HAVE WONDERING SOUL.REALLY I GET BORED EASY WHICH IS WAY RELATIONSHIP HAVE BEEN TUFF ON THIS SCORPIO.I'M NOT SAD BUT SHIT COULD BE SO MUCH BETTER,BUT ALS

Deep Tongue
Have you ever seen a little boy do this? The first time I saw it, my friend's son did it to tell his sister she couldn''t have his popsicle that he was saving for later. I laughed and called a friend of mine who has two sons and she said her sons did it to each other all the time. Is it a masculine thing? That''s not exactly what this poem''s about, but it''s about something close to it. ;-) I''ve marked you with words lusty words plump with sex juice, hot from idolators'' fantasies, and you''ve claimed me, kissed this heathen head to toe in wicked shows of fiery pink-- heroin disguised in poetic verse. I am the thick, rich fudgesicle you declared before your brothers, "Look! It''s mine!" then rolled your greedy tongue up and down, ravaging the groove. All can see you''ve tasted me, reveled in a luscious drop of premium iced chocolate. You softened this frozen heart with wild, red heat rolling from a singer''s throat... the drizzle of w

This Is For Cassie (voodoo)
I'm not the one who's so far away When I feel the snake bite enter my veins Never did I wanna be here again And I don't remember why I came Candles raise my desire Why I'm so far away No more meaning to my life No more reason to stay Freezin', feelin' Breathe in, breathin' I'm coming back again I'm not the one who's so far away When I feel the snake bite enter my veins Never did I wanna be here again And I don't remember why I came Hazing clouds rain on my head Empty thoughts fill my ears Find my shade by the moonlight Why my thoughts aren't so clear Demons dreamin' Breathe in, breathin' I'm coming back again I'm not the one who's so far away When I feel the snake bite enter my veins Never did I wanna be here again And I don't remember why I came I'm not the one who's so far away When I feel the snake bite enter my veins Never did I wanna be here again And I don't remember why I came Voodoo, voodoo, voodoo I'm not the one who's so far away

Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey
Name: Melody Birthday: 10-01-1980 Birthplace: Des Plaines, IL Current Location: Long Island, NY soon to change again..hopefully closer to the city Eye Color: dark brown w/some green Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5'0 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish and Polish The Shoes You Wore Today: none Your Weakness: liquor, men in uniform...which could be a bad thing someday ;) Your Fears: i have a lot of them but mostly..losing control Your Perfect Pizza: Chicago style deep dish ..cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting back to being me..just getting my shit together Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, okie, no you cannot fuck my ass *i'm kidding lol* Thoughts First Waking Up: smokes, where are my smokes, god dammit i shouldn't have passed out on the floor..water i need water Your Best Physical Feature: i've been told my smile Your Bedtime: who knows..i'm a night owl Your Most Missed Memory: being innocent Pepsi or Co

When The Soul Breaths
I hear your soul breathing to me through sticky thick summer night heat, your word topples kingdoms, crumbles mountainsides, lion and tiger growl surf your current now curling 'bout my ankles... May I steal your word, steal and not return? But why plunder the palace of God who gives freely? Power, passion, pulse, and piety grab my thighs, large cherry wood brown hands grip and part, your art shoots me up rapaciously needling Eve's artery straight through to top of my skull. I dance, hung from the puppeteer's lust-drenched string. From 1,000 miles away, you tug and tongue me, yet tug and tongue above me, laughing the deep gutteral zing triumphant. I could care less. I'm happy to be won, made to jig, pump and grind, wriggle for you negro. You've got it like that.

Cowboy Wisdom
Never walk when you can ride, and never stand when you can sit. A man is not born a cowboy - he becomes one. Behind every successful rancher is a wife who works in town. Never squat with your spurs on. Its a mistake to drive black cattle in the dark. Most men are like a barbed wire fence, they all have their good points. Only a fool argues with skunks, mules or cooks. Tossing the rope before building a loop will not catch a calf. Nobody but cattle know why they stampede and they ain't talking. If the rodeo doesn't kill you, the commute probably will. cowgirl wisdom Cowgirl wisdom Never walk when you can wrap your arms around a good looking cowboy and hitch a ride. A woman is not born a cowgirl....she sort of got ropped into it! Behind every successfull ranchers wife ....is a cowboy who stays on the ranch while the little lady is having fun in town! Never squat in the dessert Its a mistake to drive anything in the dark unless it is your lady.... If the r

Can People Stop Whining Already??? (part One I Have A Feeling!)
NEW YORK (AP) - In the sensitive post-wardrobe malfunction world, some are questioning whether a guitar was just a guitar during Prince's Super Bowl halftime show. Prince's acclaimed performance included a guitar solo during the "Purple Rain" segment of his medley in which his shadow was projected onto a large, flowing beige sheet. As the 48-year-old rock star let rip, the silhouette cast by his figure and his guitar (shaped like the singer's symbol) had phallic connotations for some. You know, when I was watching his Purple Highness on Sunday, I looked at my friend Lisa and said "There are going to be f&*#&^g idiots whining about that", and sure enough, there are some bloggers and television critics (including Sam Anderson at New York magazine's Daily Intelligencer. Daily News television critic David Bianculli) that are complainign that there were sexual connotations. CAN EVERYONE JUST STOP WHINING ABOUT EVERYTHING ALREADY!!! FOR GODS SAKES!!!!!!!! ALL EVERYONE DOES IS COM

Do People Change? Part 1
Do people really change.. or is it that we open our eyes and see then for what they really are? Is it that we make them out to be something they are not, based on our needs, our desires, our hopes? Yes sometimes they "fake" it and deceive us, but then they really never changed, they just hid what they truely were. Or do they try to deceive themselves, trying to be what they are not..to fit in.. to be happier.. to be what they need to be just to get through the day. So is the change an illusion.. either one exposed.. or one created.. something created by our perception or their deception?

Between The Sun,sex
And taking in her mood, her joyless days expiring, the absence of affections in her muddled spirit, and cruelties practiced by her former love, she only mouthed Shakespeare: "Now is the winter of our discontent." If only ... if only the moment passed with now. Lavender-scented dreams of oneness rush us like Carribean island waters. Our hearts swell full with fluttering of doves. Feel how the seat of our souls tingle. Our cores flush with white heat as heaven's eternal flame licks cliffs of aching. We traverse purple plains and emerald jungles enraptured. You're linked to me. My mind floods with memories-- you pouring into the chalice of my feminine conviction ebony and pearl visions of love ancient as the seas. Your fingertips brush my lips and burn you into me. We chant exploding brilliance, God's atom-splitting passion, tongues igniting worlds with healing. You taste of silver moonbeams and golden streams divine.

I Do
I do read you, your words, the milk of healing for this weary soul. I read and wish: Could not one love poem be for me? Could you have not screamed--if only for a breath-- that I fluster you, and set upon its ear the dream you've kept that she will return? Perhaps I am pathetic, holding on as I do, and if I am, then again we make a pair... Physically she's long gone. But you keep her locked in you, a memory etched into bones, and I hold you to me. Three. I am not pathetic alone.

An Angel Inside Me
An Angel Inside Me Although you were not meant to be, you were the little Angel inside of me. All of the tears, worries and cries, Who would have known we would have to say good-bye. Me and your daddy only knew each other a short while, We didn't plan to have you but excepted you with a smile. Our lives so quickly began to change, Our future plans had to be re-arranged. Three weeks went by, and the end was here, This is the day I needed Hospital care. I couldn't believe what was happening to me, The little person was leaving that was inside of me. We named you Mackayla if you were a girl, and maybe Christopher if you were a boy, Didn't really matter as long as your birth was a healthy and happy joy. When your daddy and I heard the news that you were gone, I began to wonder how could our broken hearts go on? We didn't get to see you, We didn't hear your cry, We didn't get to see you in all the cute clothes we would buy. My precious Angel I want you to know t

He He
Little Tony was staying with his grandmother for a few days. He'd been playing outside with the other kids for a while when he came into the house and asked her, "Grandma, what is that called when two people are sleeping in the same room and one is on top of the other?" She was a little taken back, but decided to tell him the truth. "It's called sexual intercourse, darling." Little Tony just said, "Oh, OK" and went back outside to talk and play with the other kids. A few minutes later he came back in and said angrily, "Grandma, it is not called sexual intercourse! It's called Bunk Beds!" "And Jimmy's Mom wants to talk to you!!"

I'd Hit It!! Let's Play!?!?!?
I'D HIT IT!! Let's play!?!?!? There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to do the hell out of you. So lets play the "I'D HIT IT!" game. The rules are simple... if you want to screw the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd hit it." SCARED? LOL this is hilarious YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherrytap page list that wants to do u. So repost this as "I'D HIT IT!!"

Vegas Trip Baby!
So I am headed to Vegas tomorrow... I am sort of worried because I am planning on going SOLO. I have never been to Vegas by myself... but I can't immagine it will be that bad as long as I have money... I have that!

Ever Had 1 Of Those Days???
Got up in a good mood today.. Made my 1st potroast ever last night and let it cook in my crock pot overnight while I slept so i got to pack an awesome lunch for myself and coworkers today for a surprise.. (they were very pleased).. It came out deliscious.. the meat was falling apart when I was trying to lift it out of the pot.. Needless to say I shower, get myself all dolled up in my work attire, grab lunch and head out the door.. I live on the 3rd floor of a walk up.. I have a pretty large foot for a woman, and can be a klutz and the stairs are quite narrow.. Needless to say, got to the bottom flight doing fine and my foot got caught,folded under me, my toes got bent back all the way to the top of my foot, my ankle twisted and the heel of my shoe and foot wound up sunk deep into my hip, not too mention my knee feels a bit pulled.. I caught myself with my free right hand and managed to not slide down on top of it all, but of course now my hand, arm,neck and shoulder all feel strain fro

The Magician
The illusionist vanishes from sight Appearing over stage Under moonlight Transforms a flower into mist And rematerializes its petals Into a hardened fist The dreamer hungers for peace Searches the world over For a new landlord and lease Combats the deep offerings of night Foraging hope’s craving For the lure of universal light The magician Levitates midair Over the crowd who wonder and stare Some ask, “Is it trick or is it real?” The reality of the matter Is the magic you feel

For Just You
I Know That I Have Found Her To proclaim that I love her Is so easy to say And for that, I will tell her In my own special way Through meaningful words And the warmth of my touch Through these nights of romance She deserves o' so much She's trapped in my heart She's always on my mind She gives me her love Our hearts intertwine For the woman I love I have searched my whole life But I know that I have found her because she is you

Letter Sent To Westboro Church
(the group is called Westboro Baptist Church -www.godhatesfags.com and they protested at my friends funeral on monday, so here is my letter to them.) Please read all of this as i have read all your sections on your page. Now here is my statement. As i am studying to be a police officer here in the state of texas I have found that you are in violations of laws [in the state of texas] which are punishable felonies here. While at a soldier's funeral one of your protesters touched cars opening the door, speaking of how your church would seek it's justice upon the armed forces and how punishment of sins would be justified and then slam doors when getting in. Many of us were in uniform.(We are government property) Before i file a class action law suit i would like to speak with someone on the phone in a civil manner without threats or words of hate. You may be in the free speach rights but you are also in voilation of several laws.Justice will be sought through legal rights if it i

Untitled
I look in the mirror, what do I see? Nothing cute, nothing pretty, Just lonely me. I look away, Tears in my eyes, Hurt by all those troublesome lies. I think of my lies, My wanting heart, craving soul and uneventful mind. Drowned in sorrowful darkness. Waiting for love,life,direction. Do I want you? him? Them? Ha! they laugh behind my back yet care in front of my eyes! A bloody dagger deeper into my soul, Caressing the sin, Leaving the light. They say misery loves company. Yet no one, not even misery, Loves me. Help me! I'm falling! Won't anyone catch me before i die and rot away? 1996

Flirting- Some Of It Is True
*~*~*HOW GIRLS FLIRT*~*~* 1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name. 2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny. 3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you. 4. She touches your arm when she talks to you. 5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face. 6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested. 7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you. 8. She criticizes you on a girl you like. 9. You catch her staring at you. 10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you. 11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot. 12. She knows your phone number and address. 13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible *~*~*HOW GUYS FLIRT*~*~* 1. He stares at you alot. 2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting ) 3. He uses the first thi

Flight Out Of Chicago...has Been Canceled
i haven't driven a car on a steady basis for a few years now due to mass-transit being so good in germany and then being in iraq... so here is my delima, get a rental for $120 or wait 12 hours here at the airport for the morning flight

What Cuss Words Really Mean!
what cuss words really mean! the mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hello bit

Kiss Me Quiky
Keeper of my heart I missed you more than ever Simply because you are so damn cute Sometimes you make me wander Miss Bigfoot had to share my love Each time I longed to kiss you Quicky’s did not count today Under the watchful eye of the crowd I said insanity beholds me not my child Capturing this little ones affection Kisses are shared to inspire love

"from The Archives "
Without you Hours became like days to me Every minute like a piercing dart Aimed straight at the heart As blood starting to flow Precious moments bleeding away Leaving blood stained eyes From staring into the darkness of the night Candle lights flicker patiently The only witness of this emotion A butterfly struggle within I try to wipe away the loneliness And tears falling from my eyes But I touched the deepest part of me Like the deep blue sea it started to rumble inside Waves of tears just filled my eyes Escaping from the archives of my heart The deepest part of me now bleeding Bleeding… missing you Just because I LOVE YOU

Stoof
Got my new flat last Monday. It rocks. Soon the parties shall begin ^_^ I have a guitar and bottle of Tequila ready for once im properly settled. I'll probably end up just consuming the tequila then after failing to order pizza, end up eating the guitar. That aside, to Rozlyn's request, i'll have some new pics up soon (once ive re-dyed my hair) and hopefully a salute.

Knight Force- Sweet,sweet Rock And Roll!
BRIAN K- LEAD GUTIAR, SOREN L- LEAD GUTIAR,STEVE L-LEAD VOCALS',SCOTT M- BASS GUTIAR, MARTY K - DRUMS AND PERCUSSION ARE KNIGHT FORCE! SOME HERE AT C/T CALLED US A FAKE ALL OF US 5 BAND MEMBERS' TO ONLY THEM SAY FUC^ YOU!WE JUST DO0 WHAT WE LOVE TO DO,PLAY MUSIC, AND IT IS SAD THAT PPL OUT THERE HAVE DREAMS AND DONT DO A THING ABOUT IT. WE WORK OUR TAIL ENDS' OFF! THE WHOI;E KNIGHT FORCE STAFF SAYS' FUC^ YOU TOO. FOR THOSE THAT ARE ARE FANS', TRUE FRIENDS', FAMILY, AND ALL OF OUR LOVED ONES AND SUPPORT BY RECORDNG ARTSIST TAD SUCKLING THE STUDIO SOUND MAN,JEFF OUR OWN SOUND MAN AND ALL WHO SUPPORTED US ALL THIS WAY WE WANT TO THANKYOU SO DAM MUCHHH! YOU THE FAMS' ,THE PEOPLE ARE THE TRUE ROCKERS'! NOT US, WITHOUT YOU WE WOULD BE NO WHERE. LYRICS- WE DONT CARE WHAT CHA THINK WERE HAVIN TO MUCH FUN! ALTHOUGH YOU KNOW YA PUT US DOWN WE ONLY JUST BEGUN. ONLY ONE WAY TO GO SWEET ROCK AND ROLL!

To All My Resent Friends
i have not been on all day and just got on and, relaized that i had alot of friend request, do not worrie i added all of you. but you will have to give me time to rate you all. i only have dial up so my computer does not run real fast. thatnk you all for wanting me to be your friend i feel so special... bare with me.. and i will rate you... kisses and hugs and lost of loves.. courtney

My Smile
My Smile When I woke up this morning, I couldn’t find my smile. So I stayed in bed to think about it for a while. I couldn’t believe it, how stupid of me. To lose my smile and not know where it could be. I looked in my closet and under my bed. It wasn’t there so I tried the kitchen instead. I looked in the cabinets and under the table. Hoping to find my smile, but I wasn’t able. I went to the living room hoping to find, where I had lost this smile of mine. I looked behind the T.V. and under the chair. I looked behind the couch, it wasn’t any where. I went to the bathroom and looked under the sink. I had to find my smile soon or go over the brink. I stopped at the mirror and looked at my reflection. I asked myself the unanswerable question. If I don’t find my smile what am I going to do? It was about that time that I thought of you. My thoughts of you made me crack a smile. Wouldn’t you know it; it was with me the whole while.

A Story That Ends In Alora
I am ready to share more of myself with any who care to read. Most of all, I am need of catharsis tonight, so I will give you a long story that ends with Alora........ This is the most difficult part of my life to talk about. Soon you will understand, but I don't want pity or sympathy....not for Alora, and certainly not for me. Alora is not the result of a loving relationship or the product of an illicit tryst. She is the result of a rape. Before you let yourself think one more thought on this story, you need to know this--Alora is my blessing, my gift.....my PROOF that something good can come from something horrible. It is not the things that happen to me that matter, but rather how I choose to deal with them. I choose to love and laugh and see the good. I almost let the darkness of it all overtake me. Somehow, I managed to find the light. I think it was because of Alora. I can talk about it now, but she was 2 years old before I told a soul. I had to work through it mysel

What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Set Perfectionist, prone to anger or irrationality. Aspects of Duality. Colors: male: turquoise, female: blackCompatible Signs: Geb, The Nile Dates: May 28 - Jun 18, Sep 28 - Oct 2 Role: God of chaos, evil, the desert, war, violence, conflict, and sandstormsAppearance: Form of a man, with the head of an unidentified donkey-like animal. He was sometimes seen as a pig or a hippo.Sacred animal: the mythical "Set animal" What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Relationship
once upon a time There was a time you were my heart A time when nothing else mattered A time fate pulled us apart A time my whole world shattered A time our souls lost touch A time our hatred grew A time I loved you so much A time I was glad to be through A time I still longed for love A time love had long gone A time tears poured from above A time no time was left we moved on.

Licking A Lovely Lady
Lovely Lady, from the first lick, you were yummier than any loppipop I had ever licked. .. Malnourished and starving I licked her soul And tasted the flavor Of her eternity And never again Did the hunger pains of loneliness Swell up inside of me Wanting more of her I licked her mind And my tongue Stuck to her thoughts Now I can’t stop Thinking about her Tomorrow I plan On licking her love Wondering if a solo lick Will addict my heart Forevermore to her love Lovely lady Forever shall my licking of you be

Live A Lie
no more fakes surrounded by people but always stand alone no common bond in sight as I peer through the ignorance of man no fear in my heart lost in this sea of children without innocence pretending to be adults sporting head games acting important when they are truly empty inside thier true souls lost in a whirlwind of lies listening to a government that doesn't give a shit about them like lambs hanging on the words of the royal fools or maybe living their life however the brainwashing television tells them to you better wear this you better look like that or maybe it can let you know who your enemies are and who to hate what happened to free thought orriginality honesty morals backbone the ability to be your own person not having to fit in with a group like a 12 yr old people who need a label don't know who the fuck they are. IS THERE ANYONE REAL OUT THERE

40 Days Of Romance
So amazing is my lady Building an arc of love Inside my heart That I kneeled on the earth’s bosom And bowed in prayer To the Lord Atop heaven’s weather station Sincerely asked I During the 40 days of Noah How many drops of falling water Wet the earth For my heart needs to know During 40 days of romance How many impossible-to-forget Drops of love Falling from my moist kisses Must I wet my lady with To create the greatest flood Of all time A river of love Her heart wearing my kisses As a life jacket Can play in and splash about forever

Charming Lady, You Are A Criminal
Three times charming lady I have asked you To please leave me alone Yet day after day You insist on having Your way with me Judging by your latest actions I must now conclude That you are a criminal I will report you To the bomb squad of the KBI (The Kissing Bureau of Investigations) If your dynamite kisses Don't stop causing Explosions of ecstasy On my lips I will report you For disorderly conduct, to the LBI (The Love Bureau of Investigations) If your rowdy love Doesn't stop seizing control Of my heart And taking it to paradise If need be, charming lady I will fight crime with crime Your mind, I will kidnap And hold without ransom And torture it With yummy poetry Triple dipped in romantic sweetness Charming lady Oops I mean charming criminal Please leave me alone

Some People.....
Some people think that friends should be just friends; To try for more might ruin what they have. I think the closest friend is one you love, Sharing life with words and lips and hands. One caress unravels mysteries Lodged behind the most elaborate mask. The revelation's more than worth the risk. I want with you such sweet simplicities. I want us to be friends who now are free To speak with all the languages of touch. I want to share your anguish with a kiss And feel your happiness against my cheek. Written By: Born N Raised

Ct Valentine's King And Queen
These are the guys and Girls that are Going for Your Votes. Comment bombing is allowed, Show these Cherries much love. Devil in Cuffs The Duke Pink Steve Midnight Angel Michael Fallen Angel Thrill Hammer

Art Ready For Review!
My Artist who is Mr. Faith is trying to sell some of his work, he tells me that he could try to do requests on many different types of art projects but is limited on what some can be. Just let me or him know which art image you are interested in to find out how much the image is.. I assure you that the images that are displayed are 100 times better in person. We are going to use the money to help get our lives on the right path.. Here is a link to my Artist's page, but all of his work can be found under my Art for sell photo folder. Mr. Faith@ CherryTAP Thanks for any effort!

Ca$h
Well, I woke up Sunday morning With no way to hold my head that didn't hurt. And the beer I had for breakfast wasn't bad, So I had one more for dessert. Then I fumbled in my closet through my clothes And found my cleanest dirty shirt. Then I washed my face and combed my hair And stumbled down the stairs to meet the day. I'd smoked my mind the night before With cigarettes and songs I'd been picking. But I lit my first and watched a small kid Playing with a can that he was kicking. Then I walked across the street And caught the Sunday smell of someone frying chicken. And Lord, it took me back to something that I'd lost Somewhere, somehow along the way. On a Sunday morning sidewalk, I'm wishing, Lord, that I was stoned. 'Cause there's something in a Sunday That makes a body feel alone. And there's nothing short a' dying That's half as lonesome as the sound Of the sleeping city sidewalk And Sunday morning coming down. In the park I saw

The Loss Of A Best Friend
Several of my friends here on CT are friends with Sheersilks (Anita) as well...Anita lost her best friend Norma last night to Cancer. Anita needs us all for support during her time of loss. Anita means the world to me, she's one of the best that I have had the pleasure to meet. I would like you all to take a moment of your time to stop by her page and wish her well and lend her your support through her loss. *~*SHEERSILK*~*Lost My Best Friend To Cancer 2/5/07@ CherryTAP Just A Breath Away Look for me in the springtime As raindrops fill the air In the splendor of the rainbow You'll find my presence there. You will find me in the frangrance Of April's sweet perfume Drifting through the clover On a sultry day in June. An August day will find me Upon the summer breeze On the distant sound of thunder In the gently swaying trees. In the golden fields of harvest is where I can be found. As Autumn time approaches And le

Truth And Honor, A Promise Kept. A Goofy Thought. : )
I AM A MAN OF MY WORD, FOR IF MY WORD IS NO GOOD, OF NO WORTH OR TRUTH, NEITHER AM I. I MAKE A PROMISE I KEEP IT TILL THE DAY I DIE. I AM NOT A MALE WHORE, I AM A ONE WOMAN MAN. I HAVE MORALS, AND A SENSE OF FAMILY AND COMMITMENT. I HAVE BEEN A BASTERED, A LIER, AND A CHEAT, IN MY YOUTH. I HAVE BEEN BEATEN AND HAVE BATTERED. I HAVE LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES. AND TRYED TO ATONE FOR THEM, ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS, FROM GOD AND THOSE I TOOK ADVANTAGE OF. I CARE NOT WHAT THE WORLD THINKS OF ME, I AM NOT RICH IN THE MATERIALISTIC SENSE, NOR AM I AN ADONAS. YET, I AM RICHER IN HEART, SOUL AND SPIRIT THAN MOST MEN, MAYBE BECAUSE I AM A TAURUS AND A DRAGON, AND DECENDED FROM THE TRIBES OF THE AMERICAS AND THE CELTIC AND GERMANIC TRIBES OF EROUPE. I AM NOT SHURE, I HAVE BEEN PUT HERE, FOR SOME PURPOSE UNKNOWN TO ME. DEATH HAS KISSED ME ON THE LIPS A DOZEN TIMES AND I STILL STAND, I FEEL SPIRITUAL PAIN MORE THAN PHYSICAL. THE PAIN OF THE BODY SEEMS TO LESSEN WITH TIME. AND I A

Tidbits
The longest one-syllable word in the English language is "screeched." "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Almonds are members of the peach family. The symbol on the "pound" key (#) is called an octothorpe. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle. Ingrown toenails are hereditary. The word "set" has more definitions than any other word in the English language. "Underground" is the only word in the English language that begins and ends with the letters "und." There are only four words in the English language which end in"-dous" tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. The longest word in the English language, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. The only other word with the same amount of letters is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconioses, its plural. The longest place-name still in use is Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateaturipukakapikima

Rant Time! Episode 3: Honor?! What The Fuck?!
Honor...honor...honor...lets begin...A VERY FUCKING BIG TOPIC! RANT TIME! Episode 3: HONOR?! WHAT THE FUCK?! I'm going to start by giving you 2 definitions of honor I found at Dictionary.com (that I preferred to select to describe what I'm talking about): 1. honesty, fairness, or integrity in one's beliefs and actions: a man of honor. and 13. to hold in honor or high respect; revere: to honor one's parents. (theres like 26) Why does honor no longer exist among people? There is no such thing as HONOR in a society as depraved as ours. People fucking cheat on each other, take no regard to the idea that someone is in a relationship or honor their own, for instance: "I have a boyfriend." "We'll thats ok, that never stopped me." WHAT KINDA PEOPLE ARE OUT THERE THAT THEY CAN'T RESPECT OTHER PEOPLES RELATIONSHIPS. But it is not only honor in relationships its honor among friends and trust. WHY THE HELL can't people even honor their own friendships. Why can't people give up so

Rant Time! Episode 4: You Are Not Hot!!!
OK I know I just submitted an episode of RANT TIME! but I REALLY FELT THE NEED TO WRITE THIS! So here are 2 explanations as to why. Explanation 1: Why my mood is depressed...I'm so depressed because of these people who Invite you to be their friends on Myspace (girls mainly) who invite you to be their friends because they think they are super hot super models...WHAT THE FUCK EVER. Explanation 2: I woke up this morning, and checked my Myspace and well HOLY SHIT I had 5 friend requests....2 OF THESE FRIEND REQUESTS HAD THE SAME EXACT PICTURE....all of them were "hot girls" who think they are popular. LETS GET ON WITH IT! RANT TIME! Episode 4: YOU ARE NOT HOT!!! OK WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?! YOU CAN'T BECOME POPULAR ON THE INTERNET. THESE PEOPLE DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE. Unless, you take the time to chat with someone online and really get to know them, you can't say they are a friend. Friends have advice and are unbiased about things that are important to you and ar

For Crystal
How many days? What will be the way? Should I expect? Or leave it at best? Questions huh? We always question.. Well Crystal So pretty and hot like a pistol So much pain been handed to you Feels like God enjoys to abuse But know the truth That he made you strong That when things seem wrong You still pull through like a champ A soldier and a Beauty, bright like a lamp You are a work of art Born to be a solid heart You are Pure You are Gold You are Special You are Beauty You are Strong You are Metaphor You are Parobal You are Perfect You are Speed You are Air You are Water You are Reasons You are Thoughts You are Mother You are Lover You are Fighter You are Peace You are War You are Time You are Heart You are Medication You are Faith You are Wisdom You are Compassion You are Passion You are Security You are Infinity.. You are a mans' dream A childs Angel Smile and be at peace Lay your head down at night with ease Cut away from the

Maybe Im A Cynic......
but------ I FINALLY GAVE IN AND WATCHED NAPOLEON DYNAMITE,AND IT DID NOT PRODUCE EVEN A TITTER.I HEARD SO MANY PEOPLE BRAGGING ON THIS FILM,AND IT SUCKED WORSE THAN CHARLIES ANGELS 2.I WISH I COULD LIGHTLY WHACK MYSELF AND FORGET THAT FILM,ALAS...............

Nightmares
why does my past haunt me so much!? i haven't thought about certain things in a really long time so i have no clue as to why now of all the times, my fucking past is haunting me. I have talked to this certain person and told the person what all the shit has done to me. the person apologized perfusely and i believe when they say that they are truely sorry for what happened. I just want the past to go the fuck away! i have tried talking to professionals about it and tried medications to help me sleep, but NOTHING, and i mean NOTHING, works. and now i am being haunted by my best friends death. he was killed in iraq on my wedding day. I'm constantly beating myself up over it. i had made him a promise that i wouldn't get married again without him present. well, i broke that promise. and his and my biggest pet peeve is broken promises. anyone who knows me knows that i never make promises unless i can keep them. well, look what fucking happened when i broke a damn promise!!

So Close....
I was talking to a friend of mine via text this evening. She's an old co-worker who is pretty damn hot! She's a few years older than me...but blonde, and just gorgeous! Anyway...we were talking, and talking about Valentine's Day...and somehow the conversation turned to how she is a sex freak. Well...it's snowing tonight, and she's 40 minutes away on a good day....so there was no chance in hell that anything was going to happen. But I think, "Hey, this could turn into a GOOD conversation!" Here is the transcript of our messages: Me: So what have you tried? (If that's TMI just tell me to fuck off...but now I'm curious.) (This is just after she told me that she's a sex freak and her sister and best friend were both surprised she had never been in a 3-some!) Her: Hmmmm....pretty much most normal stuff...the usual i guess. Anything in particular? At this point I'm thinking that I just got the in to find out a lot of hot info about this girl! Me: Oh, I don't know

I Hate Falling In Love
this isnt gonna be the perfect blog by all means and im sures hell not doing a spell check so if there is a misstake oh well... I have sat on the phone with my b/f for the last 3 hours.. his father is in the hospital and has been for the last couple of weeks and im not able to talk to him much for now because the most of his time he spends at the hospital which i totally understand.. but we live 4 hours from one another and i am suppose to make the trip to see him on the 12th and stay all week for valentines day.. sounds like a great plan right? he can stay there and be able to see his dad but he would have me there for the big V-Day also.. i really do care about him.. i feel like im falling head over heals with this guy However the V-Day plans are cancelled.. i had to just call and cancell all the reservations for that week because now he doesnt want me to come because of his dad being in the hospital.. ok i can understand not being able to go out nd do much hell im expecting t

About My Work
I just wanted to say, sometimes my work takes me away from home fer 2 to 4 days sometimes more. And since i usually dont have lots of warning when i might need to go, i sometimes dont have time to write folks before i go. If i worry any of yall when you dont hear from me for 3 or so days if not longer, i am sorry. And i promise if you send me a offline message or emial, i will write back to you! You have mt promise on that. Anyway it was nice to go off but dern sure good to be home.

Just Got To Vent
Hmmm, women, i love you all i truely do. lets face it, no woman no me. no woman no hot sticky sex for me :)but man this one woman i turn into a person im not. that would be the mother of my kids. man she drives me nuts. throws it up in my face how great her new guy is that she cjeated on me with. well fine, good for him. but i moved beyond you. i dont ever want to see you again, hell never will be tooo soon. one time she made my heart bleed with love, now it bleeds with anger. the head games get old, im tired of the bull. im glad she got someone else, i truely am. but damn, let me move forward so my heart can heal and i can find that perfect female! sorry just had to vent

What It's Really Like At Sea, In Bad Weather...
This film was taken aboard a Russian research vessel while it was navigating Drake's Passage, the most dangerous stretch of water in the world, lying between Antarctica and Argentina...this was the route that Shackleton took on his ill fated journey aboard the Endurance... Although I recognize the inherent danger of this, my heart kinda leaps up to occasion and says HOOYA SIRR! :D

For Kaydee (love In The First Degrree)
I once thought of love as a prison a place I didn't want to be So long ago, I made a decision to be footloose and fancy-free But you came and I was so tempted to gamble on love just one time I never thought, that I would get caught It seemed like the perfect crime Baby you left me defense-less I've only got one plea Lock me away, inside of your love and throw away the key I'm guilty...of love in the first degree I thought it would be so simple like a thousand times before I'd take what I wanted, and just walk away but I never made it to the door Now babe I'm not beggin' for mercy go ahead and throw the book at me If lovin' you's a crime I know that I'm as guilty as a man can be Love in the first degree (oh-oh yeah) Love in the first degree Oh Yeeeaaaah!

Lifes Woundes
THE PAIN OF LIFE. ITS A HARD ONE. THE THINGS WE GO THROW. THE THINGS WE HAVE DONE. THE PAIN WE LEAVE ARE LOVE ONES. THE WOUNDES THAT HEAL. THE WOUNDESTHAT BLEED. THE RAZER BLADE OF LIFE WILL ALWAYS PEIRCE THE SOUL. ITS UP TO YOU IF THEY HEAL. OR IF YOUR SOUL WILL SLOWLY DRAIN FROM YOUR BODY. THIS WILL TELL YOU IF YOU TURN COLD OR STAY WARM.IM A LOVING PERSON BUT MY WOUNDS HAVE SLOWLY DRAINED MY SOUL.LEAVING ME SO COLD. I HAVE NO LIFE RIGHT NOW. BECAUSE MY HEART HAS TURNED TO STONE. I HOPE SOME DAY ILL WILL BE ABLE TO COME BACK FROM THE DARK.

Regrets
I REGRET BRINGING YOU INTO THIS WORLD. ALL WE DO IS KILL. OR DO SOMETHING TO HURT YOU. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT YOUR WAY THROW LIFE. ITS JUST NOT RIGHT. YOU CANT EVEN GO OUT AT NIGHT. WHAT HAVE ARE CHILDREN DONE. THEY HAVE NO TIME FOR FUN. THEY HAVE TO WATCH FOR THE DRUGS AND GUNS. YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE DAY WILL COME. YOUR CHILD MIGHT NOT EVER COME HOME. YOU MIGHT BE THE ONE THATS HAVING TO SAY GOODBY INSTEAD OF GOODNIGHT. AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE. WHY CAN WE CHANGE. BEFORE ITS TO LATE. YOU MIGHT NOT WAKE UP TO SEE TOMORROWS DATE.

Roses/say Alot
I stand here with this rose in my hand, And I would like to give it to you. for you deserve a rose,... you are my friend. A rose maybe saying"I like you." A rose maybe to say you are more than liked. you are specail/desired A rose to say,Thank You or Your Welcome, A rose to say I love you, A rose to say I'm sorry please forgive me. Even though the rose& it's beauty may die, roses always bloom again, and the memory of having recieved a rose never dies. @---[---------

Here We Go Again.....
yup im back in town drinking at the bar and thought id say a little gday to you from me... i know i am a smartmouthed bitch sometimes but you get that growing up here.. Aussie girls dont usually take crap from anyone...well some do but i grew up with attitude and it must have rubbed off. I take my hat off to anyone who is as brave as Repo and me to say what u want... not many people do and i hate it... take my toyboy for example.... wants to fuck me but is a scarred little boy about saying so... so pisses me off... just come out and say it... if u love someone tell em if u hate em say so..there is nothing wrong about saying what u want..

What Women Want
I don't have many friends here. I don't know who reads my blogs or even if they're read at all. I write a blog almost every day on Myspace, but it's a bit different here. My thoughts are my thoughts, and they don't change. I write a lot about love and things like that from time to time, but I also write a lot about me feeling blessed to have all the friends I've made over the years, and about some things that goes on with me or my family. Tonight, I saw a commercial for Victoria Secret. Women talking about what they see in a perfect man. They said things like "I want a man who's funny, who listens, who's easy to talk to, who's cute, etc." Well, bottom line is, I believe I'm all of the things they've mentioned. So the question comes to mind, why don't I have a woman? Truthfully, it's not a big deal. I mean, I believe someone will come along, but I'm really cautious about what I'm looking for in a person for myself. I don't ask for much. All I want in a woman is some

"solitary Pine"
just another poem of mine. this is semi-recent, though it was written over the summer. i sent it in to a poetry contest, and it shall be published in an anthology with other upcoming poets. i'll provide more info when i know for sure. "Solitary Pine" Amidst the snow stands a solitary pine Hidden in a valley where no light can shine Stunted and malnutritioned from the bitter cold Roots plunging deep from a trunk ages old Count the rings beneath its blistering bark Centuries of anguish have left their mark Branches hanging heavy, laden with snow The mountainous patrol leaves no room to grow Adventurers have come to hack at its limbs Phantasmal demons sing melancholy hymns Dark angels have come and promised false light Yet the tree still stands with unconquerable might It's whipped not a branch in its struggle for life Yet only isolation shall end its strife Content being along 'til its roots curl and die For the light it once sought was naught but a lie

Garden Of Roses
Garden of roses secluded at dawn, Fresh dewdrops gleaming on emerald lawn, Morning bird melodies sweeten the air, Promising peace and serenity there. Mid-autumn’s kisses enfolding each bloom, Soon they will sleep ‘til the spring times resume; Lingering scents fill the wakening sky; Sunrise ascends like an opening eye. Colorful resonance graces the green, Paradise found in this diurnal scene: Garden of roses protected and blessed, Essence of Heaven where God finds His rest.

Where Is The Love???
ok so i may sound scary but seriously where is the love??????? Spank me if im bad ok... cant help it kinky thing i am... hehehehehehehehe Go on you know you want too..... Its ok really... U can spank me as hard as you like.... i wont mind.......if u dont want to spank me tell me what u want to do... hehehehehehe

Goddess
She struck me, Like a bolt of lightning La Tait creamy complexion The loveliest image God ever sent Within the thoughts, of my mind. A heavenly unforgettable Vision Golden braids Woven By the hands of the Gods. Voloptuousness At it's best A Goddess on earth Her Mona Lisa smile Is crowned By Pink Rosy tender lips Divine within her breath. Her mysterious eyes Demand Her due respect Her sweetness, I can taste In the air She was God's Promise To men Of flowing milk and honey.

Lady Of Mine
Lady, oh lady of mine, That voice of yours haunts my soul, Smoother than a fine vintage wine Much sweeter than golden honey, Inspiring me like an angel's whisper, That voice of yours is so soft and kind, Tantalizing me in a very subtle way, Lady, oh lady of mine. That voice of yours permeates my heart, It clings to the walls of my soul like a vine, Embracing me with every word, O' whisper to me your passionate verses, Serenade my spirit with every line, Encouraging my heart with your rhymes, Lady, oh lady of mine. Your voice urges me to slowly undress you, Melodically enticing me to take the time To make love to you in the middle of the day, As delicate and velvety as the petal of a rose, Is that voice that soothes my mind, Always spilling out words of love to me, Lady, oh lady of mine.

The Love Symphony
Happy Valentins Day!!! Sitting by the Fireplace caressing The wood of romance and Fueling my mind with desires Of ecstasy Set me on Fire As you arouse all my essences and heat My passion with your inviting Breathtaking strong Manly desires When I look into your eyes they reflect a Symphony of love And you’re the conductor As the melody plays each note upon my Lustful erotic fantasies The music Flows in like a stream of lightning Throughout my body Using your magical skills To remove my Coaxed Attire Using your baton Snapping the buttons off my shirt My Nipples harden As I anticipate the feeling Of the warm Breath Of your mouth approaching The excitement the Music Sways our bodies Wrapping your legs around my waist Dancing to the Rhythm Of your magical Baton C

You Want My Endless Love?
You Want My Endless Love? Keep your word Treasure my heart Promise you shall never Tear it apart Understand my world Never let me fall And I swear to always Give you my all See, hear, touch to always Do with sweet control And I willingly shall Hand you my soul Promise the unthinkable Swear to gods of sea and land That you'll sell your worthy soul To take me by the hand Know what is right As well as the wrong See the beautiful and the ugly Feel the weak and the strong Say the lovely unforgettable Trust the words I say Fear not the longing pain And I will blow that pain away Dream of me alone with you Want the touch I shall not give Wait forever for that touch And love me as long as you shall live Give me a reason for wanting life Have me laugh instead of cry Yet wipe my tears and softly whisper My love for you will never die I'll treat you like a king And promise a love that is true I'll create a world of paradise And make sweet love

A Specila Friend Needs Love....
this is a wonderful friend in need of tons of cherry love...he is in his first contest and needs tons of comments from everyone..please take a min and comment bomb his pic! thanks to everyone! (he will return the favor!)

Life, Love, Make Sense Of Everything
My conclusions on life... Everything, as far as we know or guess, is made of energy. Everything we see, hear, touch, experience, is just energy in one form or another. Even to teh roots of the universe, quarks, protons, etc, are just energy in a particular form. Everything boils down to strings of energy. Now, everything in teh Universe, every string is connected in some way to every other string - or at least bears an influence on every other string. I think that these modern ideas reinforce my own belief that the material world we see is only teh start of our journey thorugh infinity. I believe we can genuinely effect our surroundings in a very real way. Taoism, Wicca, Buddhism, Christianity, shamanism, Voodoo - all major religions too - have central tenets / mantras that are repeated - to create a state of mind where that positivity of mind can chaneg hoe we feel and hence our environment. The brain is a complex thing - possibly the most complex network of ener

Swept Away
Never had anything happen so fast Took one look and I shattered like glass I guess I let it show 'cause your smile told me you knew That you're everythin' I ever wanted at once There's no holding this heart when it knows what it wants I never wanted anything more than to know you I was swept away No one in the world but you and I Gotta find a way to make me feel the way that I do I was swept away Without a warning Like night when the morning begins the day I was swept away And so it begins This journey of love The summer wind carries us to places all our own The words of a look, the language of touch The way that you want me means so much And I never wanted anything more than to love you Away Seeing my tomorrows in your eyes I was swept away Ooh, I hope I wake up soon Ooh, I'm a victim of that crazy moon The very first time you said my name I knew it would never sound the same Somethin' about me is

I'm Not Hungry!
I'm Not Hungry! A woman asks her husband, "Would you like some bacon and eggs? A slice of toast and maybe some grapefruit and coffee?" He declines. "Thanks for asking, but l'm not hungry right now. It's this Viagra," he says. "it's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunch time she asked if he would like something. "A bowl of soup, homemade muffins, or a cheese sandwich?" He declines. "The Viagra," he says, "really trashes my desire for food." Come dinner time, she asks if he wants anything to eat. "Would you like a juicy rib eye steak and scrumptious apple pie? Or maybe a rotisserie chicken or tasty stir fry?" He declines again. "No," he says, "it's got to be the Viagra...l'm still not hungry." "Well," she says, "Would you mind letting me up? I'm starving."

The Three Bears
The Three Bears Baby Bear goes downstairs and sits in her little chair at the table. She looks into her little bowl. It is empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" she squeaks. Daddy Bear arrives at the table and sits in his big chair. He looks into his big bowl and it is also empty. "Who's been eating MY porridge?!!" he roars. Mummy Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen and yells... "For Christ's sake, how many times do we have to go through this with you idiots? It was Mummy Bear who got up first. It was Mummy Bear who woke everyone in the house. It was Mummy Bear who made the coffee. It was Mummy Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night, and put everything away. It was Mummy Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetch the newspaper. It was Mummy Bear who set the damn table. It was Mummy Bear who put the friggin' cat out, cleaned the litt er box, and filled the cat's water and food dish. And, now th

Problems With Galens Ex...hope It Stops Soon
Well Galen and i have been together for a year now and we have been through some trials, but nothing like we are going through now. Our problem started when we started dating with his kids and last thursday was the straw that broke the camels back. he found out that his son who is 11 had been sleeping on the laundry room floor because his mom took away his room. So Galen called children and families to report her. On Friday his mom called after she found out that the family wasn't letting him eat with the them and that he was having to eat in the laundry room by himself. HRS went out and talked to the children and then they had a meeting with the mom at the school on monday. We were told by HRS that it isn't abuse to make him sleep on the floor of the laundry room as lond as his basic needs are being met. How is that not abuse? Might not be physical abuse, but it is abuse of some sort. Well anyway, Monday he called his kids to find out how they were and was told by the new hus

Ubnormal Rain
if i could show you this fingerprint impressions of these depressions in me this portrait, so tidal catastrophic when it rains if you could take me in you would never wear that perfume on your breath again if you could touch this divinity these tears, fury by nature would scorch your heathen hand if you could brush them away

Zen Sarcasms
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It’s always darkest before dawn, so if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish and he will si

Comment Bombing
When someone is in a contest, people should help them out. If someone in my friends' list is in a contest, I do my best to comment them as much as I can when I get the chance. But noone wants to return the love. What the hell is the fucking deal? If you can't help me for a contest, then I'm not going to help you. So if you have no intention to comment my contest pics, don't bother to ask me to do the same for you!

Some Good Old Jokes
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it

Winter Nights
What is this feeling within my heart; Concealed by daylight hours, in a shroud of quiet restraint. Winter evenings consume, yesterdays pursue me, Smiling, speaking, acting – I can cope, I can cope…. An injured heart bares healing in the nearness of love, Yet love becomes frigid when winter sweeps in, I am alone. The world is cold, my heart laments in fearful silence Winter, winter, where are your friends? , Betrayed by the sheath of night, rejoicing in decay In scornful silence, reflecting on unfulfilled dreams, Dreading the night, enduring the day. Winter. Hopes and Dreams, rest upon a cradle of love, Unconditional, fruitful, forbearing, eternal, Winter steals, freezes, and denies. To be alone in this season, is to be alone, No voices, no echoes, no gentle memories shared. A solitary tree yielding to an unfeeling winter, Surrendering its leaves to winters steel sky. Fleeting Sunshine, stolen, lacking of kindness, or warmth Sheets of invasive rain, such unforgivi

Oh No!!!
i just had a near death experience while making chicken korma...a frying pan fell on ma head!!! my whole life flshed before ma eyes...it was painful! but here i am, living to tell the tale...so it obviously wasnt that bad!!!

Its Official
For those who dont know, I have been writing for years now and I have been trying so hard to get my stories published and all. Well I had went and entered a story that I hold dear and near to me on a online contest which the grand prize is not on $5000 but also a publishing contract as well. I got my confirmation this morning stating that the first chapter of my story was able to be viewed. Which is awesome! So like most things, you have to vote on it and the most votes will win....... So if you want to, go and read and vote for my story and all. Here are the things you need to do: First you have to join by going to this link here Join Gather.com and once you are done with the registration, then go to this link here: http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.jsp?articleId=281474976904431 This will take you to the first Chapter of my story. Wish me alot of luck cause there are alot of people who have entered this and ahead of time, I want to thanks those who do go and

The Perfect Mold
In a matter of time it all was erased. The past I have left. It is no longer chased. A reason for being has been given to me and now I am calm. My worries set free. I love her so much. Shes the start of my day. With her by my side things are okay. She gives me her heart and she knows she has mine. The future holds promise. There is nothing but time. She makes me actually think about love instead of pain. Shes erased all the tears that once fell like rain. A reason for being. Her love is the key. Im so in love with her and shes so in love with me. Im thankful to finally have someone to hold. Me and her together. The perfect mold.

Too Funny =)
So last night I took Luvy to the mall cause she wanted to go to Hot Topic. The purpose of the trip was to get her a spike bracelet for the concert we’re going too but they were closed for “cleaning.” Anyway so we head over to Spencer’s instead where she picks this really cool black bracelet with pink hxc crosses on them. Of course I told her to pick something I could reach so she picks the one about two arms length over my head. But I had some 7 foot tall kid come get it for me. Sadly she’s gonna look more rock than me at this show. LOL And a little side funny to this. I went grocery shopping with my mother a few years ago to help her out and she had me reach up for a can of Gandules for her because and I quote, “you’re tall.” I was so embarrassed cause I’m only 5’2”. That gives you some idea of how tall my mom is. =)

I Just Don't Know
i just don't know why i'm so fat and ugly. i wish i was beautiful. but i just don't think that is every going to happen so i guess i just need to get over it. i have only had sex with on guy in my life i don't know if that is good or bad this day in time.

Contest Now Open
I'm in the Hottest Man contest which just opened up and will be running until next Friday. Please rate and comment-bomb to your heart's content! Here is the pic link: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=624276&i=150706371

Life In A Prayer : My Gift To The Single Moms
In This writing I will try to focus on the thoughts and feelings provoked by those who are single moms. As a child, I remember the struggles of my own mother, her nights alone, and her tears, many of which were put there by us unknowingly. I have met many wonderful people who I consider my friends though this medium. Many are or have been single mothers. For you I have the most respect. Your challenges are many and the only rewards you may see are in the eyes of your children. My heart goes out to all of you. So in an effort to touch you and let you know that you are not placed here upon this earth to only struggle, I reach out to you. You are the true angels of this world and you show us here on earth a little piece of heaven. My hands reach out to my keys tonight as I write................. Life In A Prayer Hands come together On bended knee Fingers couple Knuckles almost white The pressures of today come together With unspoken words To a higher powe

Update On My Mom
Hi everyone, I just thought I would give you guys an update on how things went with my Mom. Well, the surgery actually went well. But, she ended up having a lot of complications with her breathing. She ended up in the hospital for 5 days. Her oxygen was really low and now has to wear oxygen 24/7. I am really worried about her. Why don't people understand what smoking does to them. If they dont care about that then think about what it does to the ones that love them. But I have to take care of her. We only have one mother and She is more dear to me than my own life. Also, On top of thaking all this in we found out that a very very dear friend was found dead in his mothers home from an overdose. His mother was found later unconsious and we dont know what caused it. She is on life support at the hospital. So needless to say I have had a very bad week and i just needed to vent to someone. I will respond to everyones comments and request as soon as i get a chance to get to it. Thank

Vanish
Disappear Disappear Higher Higher Into the air Slowly disappear No, no longer here Disappear Disappear Thinner, thinner Into the air Never really here What that never Like a thought brushing up against a sigh Floating away Floating away Vanishing like a cyan sunday Disappear Disappear Vanish, vanish into the air Slowly disappear Never really here Floating away Floating away

More On The Mayan Calender
Many of us are aware of the Mayan calendar but not many people truly understand what it means and how it works. Yes, the calendar does end on December 21, 2012, but what does that mean? How does it come to that? What is the calendar based on? The Mayans had a very precise understanding of our solar system's cycles and believed that these cycles coincided with our spiritual and collective consciousness. The most significant of these cycles has much to do with the 2012 prophecies. In the following writing, we will walk through the main details of their prophecies surrounding the 2012 transition. We'll cover how the transition takes place (from an astronomical perspective), what it means for us, and when the cycles take place. We'll start with the basic prophecies and later move deeper into the explanation of the cycles. The Mayans prophesied that from 1999 we have 13 years to realize the changes in our conscious attitude, to stray from the path of self-destruction and instead move

Lmao To Funny...
Ok just to let everyone no. My cable modem went down on me on monday, I get back on here and my friends are telling me that there is a certain person saying that I am meeting the last jerk.. That is not happening I met a real man right here in kentucky and things are really going good. He is a great guy and I will be posting pictures tonight of us together, to show everyone that I am happy and this is one true love that no one can take away from me. So keep dreaming moron you no who you are and who you told the bull to...

Secrets Of The Heart (published)
Secrets of the Heart So many things to tell you... but I don't know where to start. So much you need to know... that I've hidden in my heart. The time has come to tell you... how much you mean to me. I just hope I find the words... to make you finally see. Erin Elaine Elizabeth Francis Copyright ©2007 Erin Elaine Elizabeth Francis

Stop Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, > > > >He says its my fault > > > >He suffers a

Sperrmüll
It came creeping and caught us completely unawares again: Sperrmüll! I don't know if there is a term for this in english but it's one of a few days in the year when we in germany rid ourselves of things too large to fit in the trashcan. No, not people. Just old stuff that's lying around the house taking up space and ... yes there is another thing. After throwing out quite a few things my grandfather left in the basement I had the distinct feeling of the whole building feeling lighter and younger. So my new theory is: old things in a house make it old, young things make it young. I don't mean in the sense that you see more things that still work or look clean, but more in a metaphysical sense. My house was built in 1921, it survived the second world war unharmed, and also all the people that lived in it for the last 85 years. And now, the more I make room for new history to have taken place in it, it seems to breathe lighter than a few days ago.

My Little Pearl
Hi my little pearl It is time to rise And its time to not be afraid Let your light shine so that all can see. You have been tucked away Inside to deep I’ll slip back in if you ask Just little by little. When I think of it My heart races an skips a beat Wondering if its able Oh yes its true With our two hearts There’s only one beat that’s where I’ll always be To give you strength Your journey will begin But know that I’ll be watching Come here my little pearl Let me hold you tight. 10-5-2005

Past
Never regret your past, its what made you what you are today... If you ever fall in love, make sure he loves you back! I'd rather be loved for who I am, then hated, for someone I am not... Life is too short for regrets, live it like there is no tomorrow!!!

Rh's Ladies Best Intimate Tattoo
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Is This Really Me???
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko60%Average20%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Pregnancy
As most of my friends and family know, as well as those i have told online, my wife is pregnant. I'm so fucking happy. When we found out we were going to have our daughter, we were really scared.Mostly that we didnt know what we were getting into and how our families would react. So far everything is ok, although her parents are in Mexico, so we can't tell them just yet. I am still a little worried about how her parents will react, but i know they both will be very happy. So far it doesnt seem like a big deal that we are pregnant. I think mostly because we aren't as scared and we know what we can expect and that our parents will be there to help us if we need it. Also, we still have a lot of baby things that we decided to keep for just this occassion, which is great. For me, i think it feels more natural, more relaxed. Mostly because i don't have to worry about what anybody thinks this time around. I also know that we can handle anything and everything that comes our way.

Whiskey Lullaby
WHISKEY LULLABY She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night 1st Chorus He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby (Sing lullaby) The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally dr

It's Happy Hour Come Look At This
HEY ALL ITS HAPPY HOUR SO WHY NOT HELP ME OUT BY THROWING SOME VOTES MY WAY AND EARN A FEW EXTRA POINTS FOR YOURSELF IN THE PROCESS IF ANYONE EVER NEEDS ANYTHING TO HELP WITH A CONTEST OR JUST GET THIER LEVELS UP JUST ASK IM ALWAYS GLAD TO HELP http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339852&albumid=188333&i=1705006537

More About Me, My Life And Anything Else You May Want To Know.
Hello all, My first blog here at the TAP, so I'll tell a little about myself and what I'm all about. Well, first off I still would like to apologize for not chatting with everyone as much as I'd like to. I still have the occasional technical issues with the website, mainly dealing with the shoutbox, loading profiles and albums. After awhile my computer just craps out on me and won't load anything CherryTAP oriented. Hopefully I'll get that sorted out soon, it has been better as of late, but isn't where I'd like it to be. I will get to all of you eventually though, I can garauntee that. Now on to your's truly. Where to start... Well like my short description on my profile says I am a very easy going guy with a twisted sense of humor. =-) Most people either get me or they don't. I really don't have a problem with that. Granted, I do have a tendancy to bumble my words and come off sounding like a jackass... haha Really though, it's normally nerves kicking in which caus

Valentines Poem
Hearts and roses and kisses galore... What the hell is all that shit for? People get mushy and start acting queer It is definitely the most annoying day of the year This day needs to get the hell over with and pass Before I shove a dozen roses up Cupid's ass I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak And wear all black for the rest of the week Guys act all sweet, but it soon will fade For all they are doing is trying to get laid The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit Because I think love is a crock of shit So there's the story...what else can I say? Love bites my ass...F*ck Valentines Day

Catering Is Fun!
just got asked by a friend for a dirty cake for her bachelorette party. She wants an erect penis and as bride to be blows out the candles she wants it to spew cream filling!! What a hoot, the cake itself should be easy, just got get the airbrush out, but the cum is a different story, gotta think on that one...... >:)

Nice Guys Finish Last
It’s amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it’s not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT’S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they’re after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn’t want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don’t realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don’t see it f

The Backhand
There was nothing to stop me from disappearing into a trail of bread crumbs until you flung out a dragnet of knuckle bones. A snowflake’s down settled over the bone meadow beneath my skin. I was never looked at like I was moon, merely tossed over left shoulder that lucked into being a star, into dying in the backhand wishes. Your kisses flipped copper pennies against rough baseboard of tongue till I blushed an orchid’s frail bruise. But lover, my heart is hard; I fear its vessels have toughened into gravel streams, and there is no space for you. Stake your claim on my freckled landscape and call it discovery, call it conquered, fight your way in. For you are the first man to leave your footprints behind on my bedspread like you really meant to return.

Kieyahs Day
Last night I decided that today after I dropped of Tristen at preschool that I would take Kieyah swimming at the YMCA in the big pool. Yesterday I went out bought her little swimmers (these diapers for the pool) and a over coat for her bathing suite. This morning I got up got both kids ready. Took the bus to the YMCA. Kieyah got her membership card her very own membership card. We dropped Tristen off. Then Kieyah and I went swimming. It took me 10 minute for her to let me put her in the water all the way. Then we found that big blue floating thing and she sat of that and moved around the pool. Played with her ball and splashed around. She had a great time. Trying to get her out of the pool was so hard. She didnt want to get out. We swam from 9am-11am but she had fun. This was her first time in a big big pool like that. She has never been in a lake just the little pool we have here. I am hoping to take her out to the YMCA next week for another morning of swimming. Please feel free to ch

Grrr!
Screwed by CherryTAP yet again. I emailed to cancel my VIC last week. And yet I was billed. Somehow, I'm not surprised. But I am frustrated. I can't afford to keep it. It may only be $15 but that's fifteen more than I have right now. I emailed again when I saw it had been billed to ask them to refund the charges or I will have them reversed. It makes me wonder why I even wanted to give them my cash to begin with. I know the reason -- it's that it's a fun site. Despite the troubles it has brought me, I enjoy being here and love the people I've met. Yet I should have known better than to opt in for something which was recurring. I should have just done a blast. Le sigh.

~~~ ** Why Lie ** ~~~
so i ran three blocks in a lampblack, humid night to get her gyros, 3.46 plus tax, don't you worry about paying me back. she ran three blocks to give a pale, slouchy man his beatup wallet he accidentally left behind, and came back with yet another crumpled phone number; laughed like she was surprised, her cheeks flushed from running. i told her i think i've found a muse, she thought i said i once worked for the news, offered to bring me home; it's been violent lately, but i walked instead, as always, singing everybody daylight, feeling like a ghost with a ghostvoice, wondering how many poems she's lived in.

~~~ Wide As Your Ass ~~
If you saw my little indigo jeans or my newly formed tan breasts that jiggle just enough- or noticed that a couple of my chins have packed their bags- or how well I hide my missing teeth even while smiling as wide as your ass, which is what I do most these days… Or if you heard that I wear my river Nile stretch marks with pride in a dozen orange bikinis- or saw my husband-to-be with his movie star good looks; tough but charmed in so many ways- hockey player, golfer, witty loving father, partier-poet. If you remember my kids used to be imps but you'd see their tails have disappeared in your absence and in fact they really are just kids. If you hear my laughter carried through the skies and look up you'll see clouds shaped like ponies and kisses and Christmas and possibly my middle finger- If you saw me in my new life, with my perfect picket-fence family and

......... Her Majesty .......
Dark beauty, Egyptian queen, May you continuously reign! Beauty admired, Personality desired, Aroused curiosity, Destined to love, Created to hold, Imperfections complement your perfection. No misdirection, Just love and affection, A beauty queen, Destined diva, So deviate from the norm. Palm in palm, Call me your man, A fascinated human being. Compelled to love, Gracious as a swan, The reason there is dust and dawn. Sweeter then custard crème, A pleasure to hear my name, Say it slowly, Draw me inn, Compelled to speak, But am speechless, Never being touched like this. Heavenly bliss, Reconfigure my mind but it just rewinds, Time after time, Am possessed by an angel. Her range to extensive, Unable to classify, Romancing eyes, chocolate skin, Drawing me inn, An everlasting picture painted. Turns writing to a sin, A beautiful grin, More vic

You Know You're Really Trailer Trash When...
Some old, some new. . . The Halloween pumpkin on your front porch has more teeth than your spouse. You let your twelve-year-old daughter smoke at the table in front of her kids. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night. Jack Daniel's makes your list of "Most Admired People." You think Genitalia is an Italian airline. You wonder how gas stations keep their restrooms so clean. Someone in your family died right after saying "Hey, y'all watch this!" Your Junior / Senior prom had a daycare. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. The bluebook value of your truck goes up and down, depending on how much gas is in it. Ya' can't git married to yer sweetheart 'cause there's a dang law against it. You think loading the dishwasher means getting your wife drunk. Your toilet paper has page numbers on it.

Enough Is Enough
Okay so I recently read a blog that my friend posted today..... and man did what he say hit home. I feel the exact same way about this cherry tap shit. So here is the new rules that I am playing by....... 1. Don't send me a add requet unless you have a read my "about me" section on my profile. 2. If you have not even rated my profile or pictures don't bother sending me a request either. 3. If I do decide to add you please DO NOT under any circumstances send me a retarded shoutbox or comment unless you are wanting to be deleted. 4. And unless for some odd reason I ask to hear your drama don't asume that I give a shit. The saying is true assumptions only make a ass out of you and well..... YOU! Thank you for your time.

Be Politically Correct
We all know how literally impossible it is to not offend SOMEONE these days, everyone is just SO FUCKING TOUCHY... So this guide will help you on how to speak about the opposite sex in a POLITICALLY CORRECT way... She is not a BABE or a CHICK; she is a BREASTED AMERICAN. She is not a SCREAMER or MOANER; she is VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE. She is not EASY; she is HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE. She is not DUMB; she is a DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. She has not BEEN AROUND; she is a PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED COMPANION. She is not an AIR HEAD; she is REALITY IMPAIRED. She does not get DRUNK or TIPSY; she gets CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED. She is not HORNY; she is SEXUALLY FOCUSED. She does not have BREAST IMPLANTS; she is MEDICALLY ENHANCED. She does not NAG YOU; she becomes ORALLY REPETITIVE. She is not a SLUT; she is SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED. She is not a TWO BIT WHORE; she is a LOW COST PROVIDER. HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT He does

Emotional Exhaustion
I've been feeling real compelled to write lately. I've been feeling as though I'm so emotionally strained that I'm to the point of just shutting everyone out. I'm making false plans, false promises all for the sake of.. nothing. Being in this house all the time and working all the time are starting to take their toll on me. I feel as though I'm in an airtight box trying to escape. I'm trying to tell everyone that everything's okay and that I'm fine.. "never better". But inside.. I'm screaming out for some help. Help for what? I don't know.. I'm just at a point in my life where nothing is happening.. in still in the same situation that I was in a year ago. Don't get me wrong.. I've been blessed with a great job, I got myself a brand new car, and have the most beautiful baby boy that God has ever created.. But I can't help but feel as though there's still something missing. I want to feel happy. I want that God-given happiness again. Everyday is just the same as yesterday. Nothing ch

Don't Mess With Seniors
They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it. An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk.... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The Receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that." “Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something and discussed the problem further with the Doctor in privat

Sorry
just wanted to take a min to say sorry to all my friends i have not been my self the last few days. i got this cold and i`m anti drug. it means i dont take nothing when i get sick no pills or any thing i let my self cure on my own. some ppl think it`s funny but that is the way i am it the next few days i hope to be better rate my blog i need points ;) mike

Contests
Here's a couple contests i'm currently working on to help some friends out...Come join me and keep me company if ya like! LEO IN THE DILF CONTEST! DICK DRAGON GOING FOR HIS PLATINUM CHERRY! Hope to see some of you there showing that Cherry Love! XOXO

Illusia... Even Kids Get It
Listen to the MUSTN'TS, child, Listen to the DON'TS Listen to the SHOULDN'TS The IMPOSSIBLES, the WON'TS Listen to the NEVER HAVES Then listen close to me- Anything can happen, child, ANYTHING can be.

Ozzfest 2007, This Is Huge!!!!
OZZFEST 2007 IS FREE!!!!!!!!! "This will change everybody's impression of the way touring in the summer in America should be."--Sharon Osbourne Imagine a day of wall-to-wall hard rock. Imagine the world's greatest headliner sharing a bill with cutting edge new artists. Imagine if this brass-knuckled beast was hellbent on coming to your town. Imagine this earth-pounding event...FOR FREE. 2007 will forever mark the year OZZFEST spiked the concert industry's punch and gave every head-banging American kid a reason to strap on an air guitar with the historic announcement that tickets to the summer's premiere touring concert festival won't cost fans a dime. Testing one, two, three... That's right, OZZY and SHARON OSBOURNE and tour producer LIVE NATION broke the news today at the Concert Industry Consortium in Los Angeles that their 12th annual hard rock spectacular--a 25-date extravaganza launching July 7 in Los Angeles--is pulling the plug on ticket prices and givin

Blue Blooded Royal Body
i need to shower. but i'm lazy. and i just decided to finally start my blog. not that many of you are actually going to read it. my mom is going to be coming by soon. i forget why she is. not that it matters. i love my mom. i need to figure out where i'm going to be living soon. life always seems to go the wrong way, once everything seems to be going right. one week till vday. i probably still have jury duty that day and i have to work. so i'm going to have to ring up tons of vday gifts. that's going to be annoying. i miss james. it's been almost 2 years now since he died. he would've been 19 this month. makes me really sad. meh, i've just been feeling a little down lately. but i'm sure everything will work out and i'll get out of it. i just have to keep working.

With Ocean Waiting Below
Two years gone. Two years gone, except for moments in the rain. Moments of days or weekends or even weeks, but still only moments. Always ending. Always holding their breath, waiting for the certain end. Now you are here. Now you are here and things are different. Things are the same -- I wake, eat, work, walk, sleep. But. I wake with the slightly musty, cinnamon and sesame scent of you clinging to the sheets. I eat breakfast -- the butter on my toast brings cream to my thighs, the jam dribbles juice and I am biting my lip, leaning against the kitchen counter with hips pressed flat against cold tile, aching. I have forgotten how to walk. I am dancing while I walk. I am swaying hips and letting my breasts lead and seducing the air against my throat as I walk. When I sleep, the mattress is jealous of intruding sheets that cling to my curving body, pulsing and whispering in the dark. And the work? Well, the work went well enough with you away, afte

Poemm
I Infect Your Soul My darkness fades from view And enters deep into you I infect your soul Let my darkness swallow you whole You are part of my dreams I am the precursor to your screams I engulf your spirit And take you to the limit Taking you over the edge Leaving you dangling on the ledge To jump and die Go on, pretend you can fly Let me watch you fall to the ground I will watch with joy unbound Let me take away your life Let me hand you this sharpened knife End it all And beware the fall Deep down into my dark black hole I am the keeper of your poor lost soul Come join with me Embrace me Clutch me to your breast Let my dark magic do the rest We are the terrors that fly in the night There is no point in putting up a fight Let us entwine Your wretched soul is mine Let us again embrace And leave behind this damned human race Your body is nothing but an empty shell Your soul belongs with me in Hell I infect your soul Let my darkness swallow you whole

...
As you lay there dieing I sit here crying, Wishing I could do something, Knowing there is nothing I can do or say. I wish there was a price to pay To make you all better But there’s not, so I'll right you a letter. And give you my hope about a paradises And life is not just a role of the dice.

Traveling
Going to Atlanta tonight so bf can get his chemo. His nephew is going to take us. We will leave sometime after midnight. Bf has to be in the VA by 8:30am but does not want to rush getting there. Gonna be real tired when I get back. I do not travel well. Not anymore. Guess my body is travelled out. Have company..cutting this short. Wet dreams all!

My View On Me...
my name is robert i'm 6 ft with a whole lot too love and a whole lot of lovin too give. if u takin the time to check out my pics u know i have 3 lil girls.. i always wished to be surrounded by women,careful what you wish for..i did'nt do the about me part when i started ct but now i'm addicted..cool to know other people like me exsist...anyways having the three girls is cool even though their mama took them away from me as a christmas gift after six years...but i still get to see them a lot right now..so i'm cool with it.. quick run down on me, i was raised by women.. so i know how to love a womans being first then their body...and if i'm lucky i get to do both at the same time... saying that i know thats how i want my girls to be loved when they get old enough to experience love...i've realized in this past relationship that i'm the girl..my ex didn't like to be touched or romanced..which led to the dimise of our relationship and most of my others as a matter of fact...i think its bec

A Thrill
The night is cold and it’s you I hold Your firm and strong body I behold Come close to me and hold me tight Let us enjoy all through this night. I loved your body covering mine Touching my soft and smooth lines This tingling feeling I hold inside Now you are with me… Could no longer hide. Minutes before this was a silent room Now full of moan under silver moon Satin covered bed now warm and wet With two bodies full of sweat. I never feel this thrill before You get inside and reached my core This wonderful feeling we both adore Couldn’t help ourselves for wanting more. My luscious lips touching yours So sweet to taste I’m asking for more Whispers in my ears arouse me more Don’t hold your feelings tonight I’m yours. Ohhh…. Your face that rests on my chest Treats me like a mother feeding by breast Seems an infant hungered for years You find solace in my chest. The night is cold and it’s you I hold Your body… I behold Hold me tight… Let’s enjoy thr

Wanting You
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you.

Been There Done That,,,lol
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Redneck FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Redneck FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Redneck FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Redneck FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Redneck FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put som

Awkward Randomness
Wow... thats really all the have to say... It's been a weird week... been talking to some people I havent talked to in forever and half.... I dunno the conversation seemed a bit awkward, and I dunno why... Why is it always so awkward when you flirt with people that you used to date? O_o; jeezus... I dunno it just is... I guess I have problem.. Just felt like writing this down cause its been bugging me all day. mhmm so thats about it.

Help Me
This Marine is trying to level up and has just under 3,000 points to go. Please feel free to rate his profile and pics, and add / fan him as well. He's a great guy, and a memeber of our Armed Forces. He's sweet and sexy and a great friend. Everyone wants to level up, and this is one of the ways...you rate and they rate, it all works together. Please just click on the picture to go to his profile and help him out! Crazy Marine@ CherryTAP Please pass this on! Thanks! adam (repost of original by 'Rebekah' on '2007-02-04 15:03:06')

The Guide
My blue satin delight covers the warmth with ties that bind aching for release I feel the beat thrusting with your fury Feel my body full of life touch me here and cup the supple hardness with your mouth I feel butterflies sexually charged Slow and delicious the power of your touch from your finger to my mouth in and out under this woman you desire Each inch of flesh is fresh as the huntress awakens your primal desire in this pleasure zone may i share this space with you

What Does Your Birthdate Mean To Your Love Life
Your Birthdate: August 12 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Sleepless
Sleepless nights With true love, in mind I try, to please you With my poetic rhymes. Sleepless nights With thoughts divine Of wonderful moments Lost in time. I strain, through the night To write a song At times crooning With melodies along. By the time you wake With your usual smile I know my darling This heart, you'll never break. I greet a new day As the sun, breaks dawn Pleasing hopeful signs With every flashing ray. An ode, I'll write about you a poem, I'll recite Forever, wanting to please you Embracing you closer, to my side.

Danm
"do i think of you a lot?" you ask. not to think of you would be the task. seems your always on my mind. that is, when God's so kind. it seemed so strange right from the start to have you so much a part of my heart. throughout each day, what can i say, the thought of you does come my way. so, yes, i think of you a lot. but, Darlin', that's just 'cause you so damn hot! (and cause i lika' you a lot.) ok. ok. i know it's a silly little poem. but, i told ya' i feel 16 again and i'm damn well gonna' enjoy it.

I Put My Fingure
Darling, I'm so lonely These nights we are apart. I wish that I could give you A key to open my heart. I hug my pillow every night And make believe it's you. Sometimes it's hard to believe I feel the way I do. I put my fingers to my lips And kiss them tenderly. Pretending they are your lips. And you are kissing me. Passion comes so naturally While I'm holding you oh, so near. I pretend that you are saying, "I love you so, my dear." So once again what I have to do, To release this exotic pressure, Is rely upon my personal friend. A friend whom I also treasure.

Freya
The Goddess Freya Freya was a warrior goddess, a Valkyrie, and also the goddess of sensual love. Though this captivating goddess had numerous lovers, she was the wife of the mysterious Norse god Od. Freya was a spectacular beauty known for her appreciation of romantic music and stunning floral arrangements. That was her softer side; she was also known as the goddess of war and death. As leader of the Valkyries, she had considerable power. She had the right to claim half the souls of the bravest warriors who died in battle. Actually going onto the battlefield, she would gather them up and take them back with her to spend the after-life in her home in perpetual rest and recreation. A sweet and generous woman, she always invited their wives or lovers to come and live with them. The other half of the heroic warriors, who belonged to Odin, would be gathered up by the Valkyries and taken to Valhalla where they were able to live in comfort and honor. She was also called upon

Somatic
Gazing At the moon Triggered the image of Your smile And thoughts I reserved in the attic of my Mind In the deepest of my Heart I possess the energy of Your love The fervor of your smile Finger prints of your Touch A hand full of candles That burn with somatic Desires To enveloped your Heart If only I could dance in the Cleavage of your soul and Stream through the Veins of your Heart As you have done in Mine Do I dare wish for one More night To feel the warmth of your Breath up and down my spine Your lips on my neck as your Hands gently caress my inner Thigh “Oh In your hands I’m Like a shooting star and the moon And

Valentines Day
So here I sit, another year has passed and Valentine's Day is upon me again. Last year I was feeling VERY festive and wore all black to work. Yeah, that pissed off some people I worked with. Mostly the, "OMG, you should feel the love in today" people. I guess I'm just not one of them. Yes, I have somebody dear to me in my life, but I don't make the point for him to go all out on V Day. If a person truly loves you and cares about you, why do you need only one day a year to show it????? Shouldn't they make every day Valentine's Day?

Inanna
Inanna, Ancient Goddess of Sumer Inanna, Queen of Heaven, tricked her father Enki (the God of Wisdom) into giving her his instruments for civilizing mankind. These tools included the valuable Tablets of Destiny. Enki tried to get them back, but with no success. Inanna was now all powerful, but she felt very lonely. Soon the beautiful Inanna had two suitors—a farmer named Enkidu and a shepherd named Dumuzi. They both lavished gifts upon her, but the delicate, soft woolens from Dumuzi tipped the scales in his favor. Inanna decided to visit the Underworld to see her sister Eriskegal whose husband, the God of Death, had recently abandoned her. Inanna felt for her sister's loss, but did not look forward to the trip because the sisters had never gotten along. She wisely informed her most trusted servant that if she did not return within three days, he should appeal to the highest deities to rescue her. When Inanna arrived at the first gate of the Underworld, the gatekeeper dema

Someone Pass Me The Dumbass Award Please
I like to watch a local public access tv show called Time Slot. It is hosted by a really cool guy named Melik. They talk about local events, spotlight comedians appearing at the comedy club in town and occasionally promote music acts from the city. I am a regular caller to the show and so is someone that they refer to as "Big" Mike. The former cohost, Tess, suggest that they bring "Big" Mike and me on the show just to see who is the "largest" Time Slot fan. Not largest fan of the show, but the largest fan in stature. The last time I talked to Tess, she's also a co-worker of mine, she said that Mike had me beaten with no problem. I am a large guy, I'm right around 6' tall and weigh 325. I used to weigh over 400, but with a sensible diet and exercise I've dropped a lot of weight. But, anyway, "Big" Mike was Melik's co-host on the show tonight, and I look at this guy and say to myself, he's not that big." So I decide to call in. When Melik answered, I said, "Hey Mike is

Family
I have lots of family. I have 3 older half brothers. One I havnt seen since I was 13, one I havnt seen since I was 22 and another I cant get rid of. ;) I have 2 full sisters, both younger and pains in the ass. Angie is going thru a tough time, i've offered to help, but she always shrugs me off. My youngest sister Ericka called me today. I hadnt talked to her in 3 years. It's amazing how much a person can change in that much time. Dunno what else to say. lol.

Late Night Snack..
It was a cold rainy night,and I decided to go get a late night snack.. First I went on the CherryTap site,and looked if anyone from my area was online. One really hot girl was! So I messaged her that I was going to the local diner,to grab a snack,and told her to meet me there..Little did I know her roommate got the message for her,and never told her,and decided to meet me there..A long hot night was coming for me..with two Cherrytappers..i drove to the diner,ordered,and some girl was eyeing me all night..I walked over to her,and talked to her,she asked some interesting questions..And said she had seen my profile on LC,(before name changed to CT)..I said wow,and we talked for awhile..before I knew it I was back at her place..She was very kinky..and I notice a picture of the other girl there,and asked,if she knew so and so,and told me all about it..She was honest..and then the other girl got home..And was very surprised,that I was there with her,and we all decided to make the best of th

You A Player Or A Real Man ?
Is there any real men left out there ??? Someone who isn't just wanting a piece of ass ?? I mean, come on.. There has GOT to be some real men left out there.. One that is respectful ? There is so much more to REAL women like myself than just a piece of ass.. I do have a heart you know, I do have feelings.. If your all about just gettin some, then you need to move on to the next chick, cause I am worth more than that.. Been through alot in the past few years, especially the past two years, and at the end of 2006.. The last thing I need or want is a player... If your a player, MOVE ON.. If your serious, if your a REAL man, then I am willing to talk to you.. If Not.. Peace out!!! Go find someone else to play with, cause Im not wantin to play games.. Games are for high school kiddies... Thats all for now..

My Day
In no particular order: Got thanked for averting small disasters. Watched a lot of "Angel". Bought a gift that merited a, "You DO listen!". That might sound mean, but it's a genuine compliment. Was so happy not to be at work. Devoured half a large bag of potato rounds. Took out a LOT of trash. Got mad because I cannot find a lot of my recently printed pictures. Deposited my first of six returns, bonuses, and refunds that are on the way. Dared to go back to the world of mascara... not doing too well I'm afraid. Bought a few "Happy Job Quitting Day" gifts. Practical things like toilet paper and mouthwash. Mourned my messy bedroom that I cannot seem to clean up. Tried to talk myself into taking the deposit recycles in... and failed again.

Icons!
I hate you with that stupid smile. When I'm upset your all .. When I'm happy your still .. Ever thought of something a little less smug?. I'll hit you next time you look at me like .. Yahoo! .. Whatever! just to see you on a bad day. You'd probably look all ..

Throw This One Back!!!
So, I've been talking to this guy for a couple weeks. Seems pretty cool, right? But then, I was sick all weekend, had a fever (which is VERY rare for me) and so I ended up leaving work early Monday to come home and sleep. I get a txt msg from him, so when I wake up around 1900, I txt him back, tell him I don't feel well, going to bed, talk later...he CALLS! ok, that's not so bad, b/c if I were REALLY sick, it would be nice if someone cared...but then, I tell him I'm going to sleep and so nearly 3 hours later 2145-(9:45 pm for those who don't do aviation time) he calls again! I didn't answer the phone, b/c I didn't want to talk to him, I was trying to SLEEP! Then, he called back 5 minutes later!!! I think I was kind of rude to him, but I’m still ticked about it, and that was two days ago! Anyway, I think I'm throwing that one back. There's got to be a fish out there with a few manners, it's not like I want someone who's pedigreed and all that, but a few manners and house trained are a m

~~how To Treat A Woman~~
How to treat a Woman: Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. How To Treat a Man: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV.

Yep Valentines Day Sucks
Why???? Cause its a commercial holiday. My belief, why should one day be set aside for your special someone when you should be doing Valentines everyday? I mean, why should I take extra time out for a holiday to say "I love You" when I should be doing so everyday. Why should the stores reap out on my love for someone one day a year? Im lost, I really think its a silly holiday! What makes it worse, all of us single lonely people feel even worse. So again i ask, why should I spend money on someone one day a year, or be extra loving one day a year when i should do it every day? Do we really need a day to remind us heart broke lonely people that hey im alone????

The Man Recipe
I'm often asked, "What are you looking for in a guy?" So I thought I'd put this in a blog so I could quit gettin' asked. :) So, first I have to reiterate what's in my profile. I'm really not looking for a relationship here. Long-distance relationships are VERY hard, and I've been there, done that, got the scars to prove it. Also, I believe wholeheartedly in building a friendship first. I'm weirded out by people who approach everyone first as a possible relationship, because I'm not attracted to people at all until I've gotten to know them. So, please don't take this as "shopping list." I'm writing this to answer a question I'm often asked. Not because I'm looking. So, obviously, there's the essentials. Honesty, loyalty, faithfulness. I believe in monogamy, at least for *me*, and I expect the same in return. I've never cheated -- never even been tempted, even while dealing with a marriage with no chemistry -- and faithfulness is an absolute for me. That's because I wil

Lost In My Own World
Well everyone i am sure is wondering what is up. If you know me well, u know i have been hidding i should say. I just dont know what to do, i lost my gma friday and monday was the funeral. so kinda down and sad. miss her alot, ok well thats what is up.

Last Night....
Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you, Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain, My own reluctance soon to love again, And why we often flee what we pursue. I've thought: if we could make time disappear, Prune past and future, make the moment flower, Lobotomize all save this single hour, Then we could love with neither hope nor fear. But when we pause to watch the moment flow, Beneath we see eternity and space, So thin a moving film is time and place, Removing us, and all we love and know. I cannot but anticipate the end: Desire a lover, yet fear to lose a friend. Written By: Born N Raised

Just A Thought
recently, things have been going pretty crappy for me. family members and friends dying, and a lot of other shit in my life. i think i found someone to love but im still not sure what to do. i need to look out for me and my heart. i cant get hurt again. i dont know if i want to believe the things some people tell me, or if i want to believe what i feel. i guess i'm just confuesd about what i want right now. *sigh*

Done In By The Reputation Of A Teenager
Drive is not the question Failure is not an option Giving up is a thought that never enters my cranium Set backs just convince me to kill harder Someone smells like shit and it’s not me Get knocked down, get back up Fuck dusting off Wear the scrapes and dirt like a badge Cut my legs off And I’ll bounce around on bloody stumps Sure I’m insane But you’re a shit-faced chump Gods are not welcome within the ranks of men Everyone’s running a race while I’m screaming it’s a game No one wants to play, everyone thinks they can win Acting like this isn’t underground shit And unless you’re having fun there’s no point to it Frankly I’m starting to enjoy rejection I never really strived for your acceptance The day that trash accepts my ass Is the day I’m dead and no longer Zac On the outskirts of the outside Too dirty for the average swill gorging swine The mountain you bitches are too scared to climb Can’t grab my sharp edges Bloody fingers just slide I don’

Hi Everyone
I AM VERY SORRY THAT I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE IN AWHILE. I MISS U GUYS. I JUST HAD SURGERY DUE TO A BLOWN DISK IN MY BACK AFTER CHOPPING SOME WOOD IN DEC... EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW EXCEPT ITS HARD TO MOVE WITH THIS BRACE ON. ANYHOO I WILL HAVE SOME TIME TO GET ON SINCE I WILL BE H0ME FOR LIKE A MONTH. THANK U TO EVERYONE WHO REMEMBERS ME AND JUST NOTE THIS : MR. FUNNY IS STILL THE SAME AND HE GENUINELY LOVES U GUYS. U GUYS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE EVERYTIME I GET ON. TTYL MUAHZ XOXOXOXOX

Hey I Need Your Help Again If U Can She Is My Friend And She Is New Cherry
if u also can help here out w/ ratings and to see if u want to..add her u can but she does need your help her name is jackie and she is a great person if u can help her i would also appreciate it too ... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>jackie@ CherryTAP and who does this for me i ty so much and plz let her know she is welcome too she is new and ty again ...stacie

Tartan Dreams - A Story Of Romance And Love
Tartan Dreams The sun stole softly over the bracken landscape. He stood hidden by the cairn of stones, watching looking for strangers in his world. His eyes were blue flecked with hazel, bringing warmth to an otherwise cool gaze. His strong frame clothed in traditional dress, plaid over white shirt, his legs showing beneath the dark green and brown kilt. Like two strong saplings planted in the earth. He saw a flash of colour moving between the pine-clad slopes. Curious he slid silently, never stirring a leaf or stone and made his way with firm strides towards the movement. She walked, trying not to panic, long flowing tresses coiled under what the man in the shop had called a tam o shanter. She had just wanted a long walk in the land her grandparents had described so clearly when she was a young girl, sitting at her grandfathers feet, enthralled by his pictures of the glens of Scotland. She had walked onto the peat paths a welling of excitement inside her, dreaming of the

Some-one
The things I speak In my mind I try to keep Someone will listen Someone will understand What I look for Never knocking at my door No one is there Reality coming clear Someone will hear Someone will care Forever I will look For a heart yet untaken For that someone For my soulmate

Waste Of Fucking Money - Happy Hour = Pathetic
My thoughts on the pay parts of this site now: 5 dollar stickies. Okay, 5 dollars for a full day of hits and read and reposts. Not a bad deal. help the site a little. Promote a contest, pimp a friend, have some fun. Blasts. 20 bucks for 7 days, that's a pretty sweet deal. Help the site and get a bunch of hits and new friends. Cool. 100 dollar happy hours. BIG WASTE OF FUCKING MONEY Whoever actually PAYS 100 dollars for an HOUR of double points, and some retarded commission report, needs to realize how frivolous this is. For 100 dollars, I'm going to go and buy myself a damn huge cart full of FOOD and necessary material from work. I can get alot of shit for 100 bucks. Gotta eat. Or i could walk over to Pac Sun and get a bunch of cool shirts or pants or whatever on clearance. Clothing is necessary. Or I could take that 100 bucks and pay part of my rent early. You need shelter. Especially in the -40 Celsius temperatures in Chicago right now. THER

Ok- It's Been Established...
People read the blogs- so I imagine people look at my profile... If I choose to put nude images of myself on my site- how should I do it in a way that is accepted... does anyone really have a interest in seeing me? Being a guy- makes me think no. But who knows- it is kind of fun having people see me in a way no one else does. Naturally.

Your Fine
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, send it back to the person that sent it to you and your other friends. Mine was 780.60...yes i peed inna pool :P "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drun

I Guess....
1. Have you had sex in the last week? i like think i could have....jeez. 2. Have you kissed someone in the last 2 months? damn this is embrassing. 3. Who's the last person you kissed? this grrl. a WHILE ago. 5. What is the last thing that you drank? 2% milk. i know i know. lame. 15. Do you listen to music every day? i do. or mother would go crazy. that and the silence is TOO LOUD. 16. Are you friends with the person you like? i like to think so. 17. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? vitamin D whole milk. even though ive been drinking 2% which makes me feel like a pussy. or a coke slurpee. 18. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? when i was looking at this grrls picture and WHAM. right into the wall. and 2 weeks ago when i slipped on the ice and WHAM flat on my back and melon. 19. Do you eat meat? i do. steaks are greatness. and i eat pussy, which could be construde as a meat, a low carb meat. 20. Do you know what tofu is

One Of A Kind
Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightend so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind

Cowboys & Cowgirls Of Ct
I see I appearently joined the wrong group when I came to CT. I asked for ya'lls help for the 2nd time and again you've let me down as well as my CT GF this time. We both asked for your help this time and didn't get it. I am beginning to wonder if ya'll are really friends or what. If this is how you treat your friends I'd guess you treat your enemies with the upmost respect. I'm totally sick of people asking for shit and I give but when I ask, no one pays attention. Think about it before you comment or reply. This kinda crap pisses me off and I don't care if ya'll understand it or not. I don't know to what think anymore now. Screw it, I'm going to bed.

Weather Of Michigan!
Hello all any of you that live in michigan know what i mean when i say this part of the year sucks! It has been 10 to 20 below nights for the last week. In the daytime it warms to about 7 degree. We have frozen pipes and heaters that are working overtime trying to keep up. Our cars dont want to start and when they do its usually because you had it in the heated garage all night. Our kids go out and end up comming in with snot froze icycles on there noses, everyone in the family is sick at once and everybody wants to strangle each other because we have been cooped up in the old house for too long. I dont know about other michiganders but i do know i am ready to go south and get some sunshine.

Snow Riding: Tip!
If its bad snow, don't bother! I thought I'd would be able to make it home because i have been able to get away with it before. Well it was a little tricky and slippery in places, especially when i had to turn into the gas station. Still the bike started up ok, and i was surprised because of the trouble i have been having. Well i got most of the way home and decided to pull over to clean the visor. Stupid me decided to switch the engine off, bad move. I had to try and push start the bike and then gingerly ride up the road once i did get it started. Well i had to brake and i wasn't going that fast, so i could turn into the side road. Well I felt that the bike wasn't slowing fast enough and squeezed the front brake a little too hard. That was it front wheel tucked and i ended up sliding up the road due to the slush. Thansk to the motorist who was following, he helped me get the bike up and take it over to the side of the road. Then i had to push the bike up the hill and get it into

My Own Video Of The Norway....
I was wishing I knew how to make a video of my own memories of the s/s Norway and to dedicate it to her crew, the ones who died in the explosion on May 25,2003. So I learned how. And I did. :) Dedicated to the crew members who died in her service, these are the memories I have of the S/S Norway, one of the world's greatest maritime treasures, set to the music of Annie Lennox and Howard Shore, "Into the West" from the LOTR Soundtrack. Resquiat in Pace. In nomine Patris, et Filii, + et Spiritus Sancti. Amen. With all my love, to crew past and PRESENT... Enjoy... Always, Suzanne aka Siobhan O'Niall

Virus Alert Dumbasses!!!
Come on people, get a real life why dontcha! Seems I sent out an email called "VIRUS ALERT", about a funny virus that is only a joke. Damn! Now I see it posted on here in the bulletins.... Be for real people of cherrytap. Get your own material. What comes from the morbid mind of those of us who are in the know should stay between so-called friends. Or at least just keep it between the emails to your friends. For Christ's sake, do I have to open the Karnal Kollege of Uncle Rob's Knowledge just to edumacate you'ins. Guess it's true what they say you know; "Rednecks is weird peoples." They have nothing better to do but sit in front of this screen all day looking for ways to fuck up peoples lives. Hahahahahaha. Anyway, any of you dumbasses wanna enroll in Life 101, gimme a buzz. I'll show you things that will make your hair fall out. Your screams will be legendary, even in Hell!!!!! Uncle Rob

Social Experimentation 101
Fulfilling my part of the bargain.Ok so Blue Smoke and I were sitting in a stickam chat talking about all sorts of things like politics and shit. So then he notices that we had 10 lurkers watching so we came up with this social experiment. I told him that if he popped his shirt that I bet the pervs would actually come inside. So we gave it 10 minutes to get 5 of them in the room. So as we go along... we got to 4.5 minutes and we hit 5 people! You would think I had won my bet. I lost on a damn techinicality! As soon as we hit the 5 people, they started dropping like flies!! So by the time we hit 10 minutes we were down to 1 person lurking. I do have to admit though, this is the first time that my faith in the actions of a perv has been shaken. Now I have to re-evaluate my view of the general population on a whole. LOL Because I lost the bet, it was my responsibility to blog the experiment. I have now paid my debt in full and I loved being a part of it Blue! Kisse

Want One?
Some of you have seen them floating around. Well the ones I make are very different looking then any others I have seen! If you would like one you need to be a friend & fan, then send me a PM telling me what you would like for your height, eye & hair color. Everyone gets "nit enough" for sex, cause everyone could use more LOL! I am also working on a special design for making VIC licenses. I have an album full of licenses I have done for anyone to see :-)

Pleasure
Soft, supple lips entwined passionate yet tender Feelings so amazing love surely will render Lustful touch brings her arousal so intense Mind swimming in pleasure that nothing makes sense Stiffening pressure from deep within passion Moisture that glistens is passions reaction They join and become one so slow and controlled Orgasmic delights soon taking it's hold Release turns to longing more ultimate pleasure Lust turns to love then something to treasure by Michelle

I Used To Be Afraid Of The Dark...but Then I Realized I Am The Boogyman.
Ok, folks, our subject today will be.....FEAR. I've been thinking a lot on this subject this evening...fear and phobias. The dictionary defines phobias thusly: 1. A persistent, abnormal, and irrational fear of a specific thing or situation that compels one to avoid it, despite the awareness and reassurance that it is not dangerous. 2. A strong fear, dislike, or aversion. Everyone fears SOMETHING...the dark, the monster in the closet, creepy crawly things, ice(yes it's a real phobia...pagophobia), clowns, heights...hell, I even saw a woman on TV that's afraid of goldfish. Her reasoning behind this? They are the only animal she has ever seen that doesn't blink. Apparently, because they don't blink she thinks they're staring at her...studying her...perhaps plotting her grisly demise. HAHA imagine that...murdered bare finned. What will they think of next?... The most common fear that i see in people...and when I say people I mostly mean MEN...is commitmentphobia. Again, it's a r

Stop By And Leave Comments
Sexiest EYES contest!!! I know i got some friends on here that will vote for me on this 1, cuz ive gotten a few compliemnts on my eyes hehe...so come by and leave me some comments! Thank youu! Click on da pic and help me out!

Gadget Toilet Made For Modern Kings And Queens
SINGAPORE (Reuters Life!) - Think you deserve a throne? A U.S. plumbing firm has created a luxury toilet equipped with laptop computer and flat-screen TV which it plans to give away in an online sweepstake. Ohio-based Roto-Rooter says its "Pimped Out John" is designed to "fulfil all your wildest bathroom dreams". Special features include an iPod music player and speakers, an Xbox video game console, a refrigerator filled with drinks and snacks and a cycling exercise machine. "The bathroom is the perfect place for your very own throne. It shouldn't always be regarded as the room of last resort," said Steven Pollyea, Roto-Rooter vice president of marketing, in a press release emailed to Reuters. "The average person spends 11,862 hours in the bathroom, which equals one year, four months and five days in a lifetime... a toilet should be the most wonderful location in your home." Roto-Rooter spokesman Paul Abrams said the firm spent about $5,000 on parts and components t

Wilde's Quotes
1. Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination. 2. A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her. 3. Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months. 4. If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you. 5. Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth. 6. Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.

The Three F's Given To Me By A Friend ♥
forgive, forget, and get the fuck over it in relation to my past...it is the philosophy I am going to adopt;) I have a tendency to hold onto things that have hurt me. Its time to let go of the old so I can better enjoy the new. Time to live my life, and to live it to its fullest. :)

Out And About
I will not be around much today or tomorrow. I have to go to the dr today for me and tomorrow for my daughter. She has to see the neurologist at Yale. I may take some pics today so if you want a sign please leave me a message here. xoxox This Mornings Vid is Wonderful by Everclear and its for my friend pip1966! hey, aint life wonderful? wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... isnt it wonderful Now? I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope its over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten Make everything be wonderful again Hope my mom and I hope my dad Will figure out why they get so mad Hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that make me wanna cry Close my eyes when I go to bed And I dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say Everything will be wonderful someday

Moving
well in less than a week i will no longer be a resident of this crappy, crappy state! last night was my last night working at wal-mart, they gave me a cake, a card, and a pair of gummy handcuffs. plus i got to ride around the store on a little kid bike..... which by the way is a lot harder to do than it looks.... and today is my very last day in norwich..... no more appartment...... going to be staying at my parents house in oxford for the next few days until it is time to leave town. tonight my parents arranged a going away dinner and originally it was supposed to be both sets of grandparents and my parents, but now, my grandpa LaTourette wont be there cause of some dumb meeting, and like a shit load of the rest of the seaman clan is going to be there. this either means a massive fight, a giagantic lecture from each and every one of them, or in the best case senario... we all get trashed and have a good time. then friday i want to go to the big music thing in norwich but i

You Must Earn The Title Marine To Be Called A Marine
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Celeste-A Devil Dogs Mom(R-TX) Date: Feb 7, 2007 3:01 PM From: TomTheJarhead Date: Feb 7, 2007 2:52 PM YOU MUST EARN THE TITLE OF MARINE! IT IS NEVER GIVEN! A St. Louis businessman, who was exposed because he was too fat to be a real Marine, has pled guilty to a federal charge he wore military medals he neither earned nor was awarded. "By posing as a military serviceman, Mr. Weilbacher has dishonored those who have made real sacrifices serving our country," U.S. Attorney Catherine L. Hanaway said after the hearing. As previously reported on "The Blotter," Michael Weilbacher, 48, was arrested while attending a local Marine Corps League meeting. Federal authorities said they were tipped off to Weilbacher's charade by those who had spotted him in early November at the Marine Corps Annual Birthday Ball, wearing several distinguished medals, including the Navy Cross, the Marine Corps' second highest

Shameful
So I had to post this song, I can't deal with anymore drama peeps. If you wanna do any of that stuff please move along. I'm not speaking to anyone of you in particular the person I'm talking about doesn't read this stuff but I have 3 children I deal with on a daily basis and refuse to deal with adult children. End Rant. Enjoy the song: Shameful - Atreyu You should have ran for days You embrace you betray I am sick to say You're a sad cliché But when you ran you tripped and fell On a path that lead you straight to hell This is my salt in your wounds This is my "I TOLD YOU SO" If You Knew What I Know Would You Move Like You Do? With malicious Discontent You went about hell-bent to destroy But did you have a reason why? Here's to lowering caskets Of old friends Choice and consequence We'll birth a new day With the death of an old and Start over, Start over. Here's To Burying Hatchets Of Those Who You'd Never Call Your Friend.. We'll Birth A New Day W

Diet--a Repete ( Worth A 2nd Look)
Purina Diet I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for Lola and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog...... Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified

Motivation
I just don't have any lately. I don't sleep at night because my stinking ankle hurting. I'm lucky if I sleep for an hour without getting up because it hurts. I need sleep. Well.. I need other things too.. but I will settle for sleep. So somebody come pull my butt up off the couch and push me over to the computer to do my work..lol I need to work on a redesign of 10 sites for one customer. Not complete redesign, just laying things out better. The sites were fine when we did the originals back 5 years ago, but screen resolutions and changes to browsers cause some issues. I've got 4 or 5 other projects going on too. Business is picking up a lot. I need a good assistant.

Whatisyour.................................................
Favorite adult web sites you look at? I am just curious I enjoy looking at porn and various web pages, not only to get ideas but for other reasons as well. Please tell me and give links of your favorite ones kisses

Help Me With This Please
just wondering, do people have an ounce of honesty or their conscience has been kidnapped and duct tapped in a corner somewhere. I replied to personal ads and I get answers like,"you seem like a really sweet guy, I think we could get along well, do you have a picture" And when I do send it they respond back,"you look really sweet and nice but your not my type". Now how can someone go from being really into you one second, and turned off by the next? In my reply to the ads, and as my profile states, trust, honesty,communication, and respect. Do you have to be a certain color or creed to date in a certain area? I been asked questions like, "didnt you pump my gas the other day ?", or "hey arent you that cab driver ?" Or the favorites I love are ,"Hey wheres Osama? Arent you his driver". "Didnt you talk to me to help me fix my computer?" No one can answer these questions so :help: : One, I am born and raised out here as a non practicing catholic, I know nothing about my backgrou

You All Rock!
I want to thank everyone for all the sweet comments and the get well cards, messages and gifts. The amount of well wishes was overwhelming and wanted to take a minute to tell you all how much it meant. You all rock!!!! What a great support my friends have been. I will heep you posted! hugsss and smoochessss! Crystal Ice

Snow-klahoma"
SNOW-klahoma" Sing with me! Sing along with me, SNOW-klahoma, where the cold fronts sweepin' down the plain; And the piles of sleet beneath your feet Follow right behind the freezing rain. SNOW-klahoma, Ev'ry night my honey lamb and I Travel home from work and hope some jerk Doesn't wreck our car in passing by. We know we belong to the land But it could use more salt and more sand! And when we say Yeeow! Ayipioeeay! We're only sayin' you're slick as snot, SNOW-klahoma! SNOW-klahoma, Oy Vey!

It's February 8th!!!
Alright, this is only important to me and one othe person on Cherry tap, so guess what, I'm going to rant and rave about it anyways because I'm so excited! Offically one year ago today I met the man that is now my fiance for the first time! Wow it's really hard to believe we've been together for a year and now we're taking the plunge to get married because well, we want to spend the rest of our lives together. So much has happened in so little time! Wow, I'm getting married to a man that I've only known a year, but someone who I feel like I have known forever. Yes, I'm very happy, and plan on having a wonderful day today. It's sunny outside, there's a big pile of fresh fluffy snow on the ground, and la de da de da, I'm in love.

Bud Break
This one goes out to the Cali cherries out there, although in general some of what I say is applicable to all parts of the country. Yesterday I noticed the first wisps of green escaping from the buds of my Anna/ EinSchiener/ Dorsett apple tree. This moment is called bud break and in most parts of the sountry this happens in spring. Here, of course, if the trees actually waited until Ostara, they'd be in deep kimchee by August with a full load of fruit and 110 degrees out! So, what exactly is bud break, and why do some trees drop their leaves and grow a whole new set every year? In most parts of the country, this is absolutely essential to getting through the winder. No apple tree is going to survive a blizzard with all of its leaves. This is why they drop them in fall-- they basically go dormant-- hibernate. The buds are carefully sealed from the elements, and dormant. Giberellins help prevent the bud from sprouting-- breaking. How long the bud stays this way is determined by

Brady Quinn
Introducing the next great NFL Quarterback... Notre Dame's Brady Quinn: Best of luck, Brady! Thanks for four great years and congrats on earning your ND degree and an impending huge payday as a First Round NFL draft pick. Go get 'em! (Yes, I do sord of envy the young studly man) ;)

Giving A Little Redit Where It's Due.
I was going t write a blog in an effort to bring more of my friends to this contest I'm in to comment bomb me... but I changed my mind... Not about the blog, or even the contest, but about who you vote for. It occurs to me that the winner of these things is determined by how many friends they have, and how much they pester them, and I don't think I want to pester mine. I don't much care to win either. It brings all kinds of points to the host, who very nicely offered to put me into her contest, and so that's all I hope for. She is after all my friend too. What I've decided to ask of you instead, is to click the link, go to the whole gallery, and show some love for the guys who aren't getting much. They deserve it too you know. It all works out for the hose in the end, and you just might make one of these guys feel better about himself. I'm pretty self confident, and it makes my life richer. Imagine giving that gift to somebody else? Ok, getting all preachy and self righteous

The Next Step...
So my time off work is coming to its conclusion. This does not mean that my rehab program will be discontinued; I will now have both on my plate. I have been off work now for almost a year…11 months to be exact…. In that time I have had many positive accomplishments and many set backs…that is the nature of my situation. I am glad to say though, that the positive moments, far out weighted the negative times. I have gain strength in many different aspects, which will only make further goal that more attainable. But the biggest achievement is I am walking!!! Can’t go wrong there… that was the whole point of this time... This time off has forced me to do a lot of soul searching. I have had to ask myself the hard questions that I would rather leave unanswered. It’s amazing how you can start out at the beginning of a journey with one goal to complete, and along the way you start finding out answers to questions you didn’t even know you were concerned about. I have also uncovered quest

Twist Of Fate...
It's always when you are in the dark that a light comes and shine trough.... I have been sick, I mean really sick.... Been in and out of the hospital for my heart. It's been scary. Not knowing what is going on and if you need surgery or not. And the worst part is when the Dr told me that I couldn't have children because my body wouldn't handle it and it could kill me... I felt like dying... The only thing that I was hoping for, my dream was taking away from me... Then, a miracle happened. My Dr. called me back this morning saying that they have found a way to heal my heart. A way that leaves no scaring tissue, no scar... And it will give me my dream back! A little surgery that will fix the hole in my heart, that will stop the pain in my chest... A little surgery that will give me back my life!!

Warning To Parents!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Confederate Starz Artist Mgt. Date: Feb 8, 2007 10:04 AM People, parents, family members and friends, FOX BROADCASTING and their new show DRIVE may put your kids in their grave before their time. THIS IS YOUR WAKE UP CALL. Do not sit there and think I can't make a difference. It's going to take appoximately somewhere in The neighborhood of 40 to 50 million people speaking out against this show to stop DRIVE, FOX AND THEIR INSANITY FROM DESTROYING YOUR LIVES. FOX WILL BUILD DRIVES NUMBERS THRU ADVERTISING ON AMERICAN IDOL. I read an industry article today, FOX made no apologizes for their position that AMERICAN IDOL is making FOX BROADCASTING THE CASH COW OF NETWORK PROGRAMMING. Fox and their associates,do not care about the dramatic reality that they will unfold before your childrens eyes. DO NOT think it's OKAY, it's JUST ANOTHER REALITY SHOW, In Fox Broadcasting words, this show is sinister. T

Adios My Friend...
This is reposted from my yahoo blog and explains why I have not been around much... I woke up this morning with a small spring in my step. It was over 40 degrees and I decided to ride to work for the first time in over a month. I loaded the saddlebags with all of my work things such as my planner, lunch and the like. The ride in was pretty mundane but still appreciated. I get to work and open my work email first, then my yahoo email. And then, I see it....and loose all the air inside me when I realize ....I lost a friend. I have been riding for most of my life, since the age of 8 actually and have never lost a friend to the sport that I love so dearly. Today at approximately 1 AM Las Vegas time my friend Glen (everyone called him Gleno) was on his way home when a car pulled out in front of him. I don't know any other details than that at this point. I have been sitting at my desk all morning mostly in tears trying to absorb this. All the riders I know and love, ride daily with fu

Things I've Learned
Now that I'm going to be a daddy soon, I have been thinking of how I will screw up this poor kid's life by letting them follow my examples... so I have decided to compose an ever-growing list of truths I have learned over the years in order for them to quickly learn NOT to do what daddy does, and to follow his learned wisdom. 1. Your parents, for the most part, DO know what they are talking about. This was the first (and hardest) one for me to learn, personally. 2. Do NOT drink 3 cups of coffee before driving to work on days that you will get stuck in traffic. 3. Also, Milk and alcohol do not mix. EVER. Nor should you drink them even HOURS apart. 4. Kiss as many puppies/kitties as you can. They have a better grasp on life, and you'll need their friendship. 5. It's OK to borrow money- just NEVER from family OR friends. 6. You can never make action figures explode "cool enough" with fireworks, ever. It only leads to disappointment, and the depletion of valuable childhoo

Shall I Compare?
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date: Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimmed; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed; But thy eternal summer shall not fade, Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest, Nor shall Death brag thou wanderest in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou growest; So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee. WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE

Your Daily Smile Here
A woman named Jill stood up at her church's Testimony Meeting, or as some churches call it, "Cry Sunday", one Sunday morning, took the microphone from one of the church ushers, and bared her soul to the enrapt congregation: "I want to tell you about the awful accident that my husband, Jim, has suffered this past month. He was riding his Harley, lost control, ran off the highway and hit a tree. He was rushed to the hospital, and could have died, but thank the Lord, all he suffered was a broken scrotum." The congregation gasped in horror. The men in the congregation were obviously uneasy and writhed in their seats. "Jim has been in terrible pain all month since the accident. He has trouble breathing. He has trouble swallowing his food. He can hardly lift anything, he's in so much pain, and he has missed work because of it. He can't lift our children up to hold them and give them the personal love that they need. Worst of all, we can no longer cuddle and have intimate relations. He

Omfg You Gotta Look At This!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey all this is my first contest and i really want to win. right now I am behind and could really use your help. Please come by and bomb the hell out of me. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339852&albumid=188333&i=1705006537

Something Special For Soul Mates...
Heated hands massaging sensual warmth, Circular motions lubricating love ‘n lotions! Finger friction tenderizing nerve endings, Musical massaged body note movements, Rubbing motions locomotion lubrication. Slow-motion loving potion of devotion, Soul mate cold cream chilled hot flashes, Gels melting like cocoa butter patches, Tanning feminine spirit of sunshine notes, Promotion set-in-motion, for her rub ‘n mate!

Naughty Survey
Tell me ALLLLL about what you're thinking. ;) > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Favorite position(s)? > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > 6. lights on or off? > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 12. Condom or skin? > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 18. Three sum? > > 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > 22. Do you like foreplay? > > 23. What is foreplay to you? > > 24. Can we take pictures of the act? > > 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Redneck Friends (from Bullitin)
subject:Redneck Friends(repost) Hell YEAH!!! YEHAW!!! date: 2007-02-08 12:25:22 FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Redneck FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Redneck FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Redneck FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Redneck FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS

Attention Dragonheart
MANY OF US HAVE READ YOUR BULLETIN I FOR ONE HAVE DECIDED TO ASK YOU TO LEAVE THE GROUP AS WE ARE VERY HAPPY LITTLE GROUP AND WE DONT NEED PEOPLE TALKIN NASTY SHIT ABOUT THE GROUP SO PLEASE REMOVE THE COWGIRLS AN COWBOYS OF CT FROM YOUR NAME ITS NOTHEN PERSONAL JUST SITUATION THAT HAS TO BE TAKEN CARE OF AND I KNOW MY HEADS WILL BACK ME~ WEVE ALREADY BOOTED ONE BEFORE YOU FOR STUPID BULLSHIT SO ITS NOTHEN TO ME TO BOOT ANOTHER OR FOR THAT FACT ANYONE WHO IS PISSED OFF AT THE GROUP YOU CAN LEAVE TOO NOTHEN WILL BE SAID POINT BLANK DONT LET THE DOOR HIT YA IN THE ASS WHEN YOU GO!

I'm Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!
HEY EVERYBODY! JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU ALL A HEADS-UP AND LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM OFFICIALLY BACK HOME FROM VACATION NOW. JUST SAILED INTO THE PORT IN NEW YORK @ 8 AM THIS MORNING BUT WITH ALL OF THE RED TAPE AND WAITING IN LINES & FOR RIDES AND SUCH, MARK & I JUST ARRIVED HOME ABOUT AN HOUR AGO (@ 2 PM EASTERN). I AM PRETTY TIRED RIGHT NOW SO I MIGHT NOT BE ON-LINE HERE FOR VERY LONG NOW BUT WHEN I GET RESTED UP, I PLAN ON UPLOADING SOME NEW VACATION PICTURES. OKAY PEOPLE, IT IS VERY GOOD TO BE HOME NOW AND I AM HAPPY TO BE BACK. HOPE ALL OF MY FRIENDS HAD A PEACEFUL TIME IN MY ABSENCE AND THAT ALL IS WELL. I HAVE A LOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO NOW THAT I AM BACK SO PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME AND I WILL TRY TO MAKE MY ROUNDS TO MY DEAR FRIENDS THAT LEFT ME LOVE WHILE I WAS AWAY. THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING. MUCH PEACE & LOVE FROM MZ. PONYGIRLSUE ♥ ♥ ♥

New Thing For The Group
STARTING TODAY I WILL BE FEATURING 4 MEMBERS A DAY IN MY BLOG AND THIS WILL A SPECIAL THING EACH DAY FOR THE MEMBERS TO LOOK FORWARD TO AS I WANT TO RECONIZE EACH MEMBER OF THE GROUP AS A WAY OF SHOWING MY PERSONAL APPRECIATION TO THE GROUP SO BE LOOKING FOR THE BLOGS AND OR BULLETINS AS IT IS YOU ALL WHO MAKE THE GROUP WHAT IT IS! LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU ALL FROM: PINK OUTLAW FIREMAN185

The Passionate Walk In The Moon Light And What Happens During The Walk
It is a very nice moonlite night and we decide to take a walk and enjoy the moonlite night together as we start taking our walk together holding hands and talking and laughing together and just getting to know each other more and more.Then I decide to sneak a kiss and taste your sweet lips and boy were they sweet tasting and then I put my arm around your waste and hold you closer to me as we walk and enjoy each others company and I show you around the big city of Sherbrooke and take you to my favorite park for we could even spend more time together enjoying the moonlite night and I tell you this is the park I do volunteer work at during a festival we have every summer here in Sherbrooke.But there is no one here at this time but you and me and I love it because this gives us the chance to get to know each other better and then I take you to a special place of mine in the park that is very private and I hold you very very close to me and I lay you down on the grass and start giving you s

The First 4 Members To Be Noted An Showed Some Love!
HERE ARE YOUR 4 MEMBERS OF THE DAY BE SURE TO DO DROP BY AN LEAVE THEM SUM COWGIRL AN COWBOY LOVE EvilAngel@ CherryTAP ~Wckd Goddess~@ CherryTAP RoughneckMP@ CherryTAP l/h country boy (member O.T.S. AND C. AND C. OF CT)@ CherryTAP

Call Me When Your'e Sober
Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall Lose it all So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves And I'm sick of the lie And you're too late Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Couldn't take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own game Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded You can't play the victim this time And you're too late Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind You never call me when you're sober You only want it cause it's over It's over How could I have burned paradise How could I - you were never mine! So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me Don't lie to me Just get your things I've made up your mind!

You Are, I Know
You are in the shadows, as always, hiding. I know because I see you. You are constantly watching over me. I know because I feel your gaze. You are always there when I feel alone. I know because your presence comforts me. You are around when I wanna give up. I know because you give me a reason to hang on. You are right there when I feel I have nothing or no one. I know because I feel you and the comfort you always bring to me. Vampiress

At The Drop Of A Hat....
my day can be going okay..and then blam....all hell breaks loose...such a long story...but hell if it isn't hard to watch someone you love, my mom in fact... self destruct..thier life fall apart and no matter how much you help or support the person you still feel helpless..I could play the "I told you so" card...but what will that solve. And really in this case I don't want to be right nor is that my style. I feel more like the parent...guilty I can't do anything to help...frustrated that if she had of only listened...scared of what the future holds for her....probably harder due to the fact that she really is the only family I have... I just don't know today...just sad..and scared...what else can I really say...hell I'm not really sure why I am writing all this here..just needed to get it out I suppose..

Day Of Disgrace
I sit here and try not to think of my shame, Knowing full well that I am not to blame. But each year when this day comes to shine I can't help but think the fault was mine. The sun was setting on the ocean so blue So I went for a run to have something to do. The air was sweet with the smell of light rain Not knowing that my nightmare wait ahead in the forrest terrain. It hit me so fast like lighting through the sky Knowing what was going to happen I wanted to die. This black mask of mystery had me under control Years later it is hard for this story to be told. Think that it would be easier with the time past? The shame I fell it seems is to much to surpass. Never knowing who it was in my hell, that place. Forever will the eighth day of this month be my Day Of Disgrace!

Anna Nicole Smith Dies
HOLLYWOOD, Fla. - Anna Nicole Smith, the former Playboy playmate whose bizarre life careened from marrying an octogenarian billionaire to the untimely death of her son, died Thursday after collapsing at a South Florida hotel, one of her lawyers said. Smith, 39, collapsed and was unresponsive while staying at the Seminole Hard Rock Cafe Hotel and Casino, said the attorney, Ron Rale. She was rushed to a hospital. "She checked in Monday at 8 p.m. as a guest. She was due to check out tomorrow," said Danielle Giordaano, a spokeswoman for the hotel. Smith had been a tabloid staple even before she became Playboy's playmate of the year in 1993. Readers were fascinated by her bombshell good looks, her marriage to an elderly billionaire and subsequent court fight over his estate, her weight fluctuations, and last year, the sudden death of her 20-year-old son, Daniel Smith. A former topless dancer, she made her name squeezing into Guess jeans. She resembled the late actress Marilyn

But You Are Wrong
You stand in the darkest corner of my room thinking I can't see you there, but you are wrong. I see you, I just don't say anything. You look at me with tears in your eyes and tell me you love me though you shouldn't because you say I could never love a creature such as you, but you are wrong. I love you with everything in me and I am truly fascinated by you. You say you scare me because you are hideous, but you are wrong. I feel no fear around you and if you could see what I do, you would see that you are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. You tell me you could never give me the life I dream about, but you are wrong. I don't want a big fancy house and lots of money, I want and dream about the kind of life you have. You say you could never be mine as bad as you want to, but you are wrong. In my heart you are mine and I am yours.

A Sign?
so no joke ive been on this diet for about a week now, i actually had a picture of ana nicole smith on my miror one with a picture of her before she lost all her weight and after to keep me motivated if she can do it i can too, but i was in shock when i heard what happened this morning and i found another article on her big diet today and it says on top of the diet pills she was taking she was also taking colon cleanse laxitives daily, thats just not good

In Case You Missed It....lol.
AIGHT, SO I'M OBSESSED WITH CARAMEL DELIGHTS FROM THE GIRL SCOUTS. HAVE BEEN SINCE I WAS LIKE 4. I GET MY BOXES TODAY THOUGH, AND THEY FUCKING CHANGED THEM!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!! THEY FUCKING MADE THEM SMALLER, SOFTER AND THE COLOR IS ALL WRONG. THE TASTE IS VAGUELY LIKE THE OLD CARAMEL DELIGHTS I GREW TO KNOW AND LOVE!!!! WHY YOU LITTLE WHORES WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND FUCK WITH MY COOKIES!!!!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST WOULD YOU FUCK WITH THE THIN MINTS?? OF COURSE NOT, THE PEANUT BUTTER SPECIALS, HELL NO. MY COOKIES HAVE TO BE BUTCHERED THOUGH, FUCKING LITTLE BITCHES!!!!!! ARRGH!!! AIGHT, I'M DONE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND PISSED!!!

I Shall Spew Forth My Venom
Ok... I need to rant and rave and smash something beautiful... I am sooo fucking tired of people thinking that a big dick turns me on... (Although it does.. but still... ) You want to know what fucking turns me on?? Huh .. well do ya? Huh? Huh? O.K. I will tell you: What turns me on is fucking kindness... is it soo hard to be fucking kind? Grant it I can be a militant, aggessive, opinionated, blunt, judgemental wanker.. (Hey, I can fucking admit it) And I am sure at times it is difficult to be kind to the likes of me...But, I know what kindness is and what it isn't ... and I can say without a shadow of a fucking doubt, that I can be kind.... There is something sexy about kindness... you can be fucking gorgeous.. to the point where I am soaked through with turned on wetness.. but if you aren't kind.. well I have no fucking use for you... When someone can be thoughtful and kind.. that gets me fucking hot everytime... Another thing that fucking turns me on is: PAS

Such A Yummy You Are
Such a delicious a dessert you are The topping of my sweet desires In a luscious rapture Sending me into ecstasy In a taste to devour the fantasy An exquisite delicate masterpiece A designer drug of induced pleasure Intermingling aphrodisiacal desire exploding Ready to bare the crown jewel Of screaming bouquets of love blossoms In sparkling arrangements Of rainbow fashions In every possible existence I feel The taste of exhilaration Riding the mountain of sweet lotions That sends ripples quivering into the mind Creating sighs that crave more Of a good thing in different flavors Yes such a delicious desert you are I want to add a new topping For every day of our lives

Addendum
A few other things that get me hot... Seeing strong hands doing something kind... like holding a child, or petting an animal.. or playing an instrument.. damn that gets me fucking hot.... I love hands... Concern.. I love it when someone is concerned about me.. it's not the fact that they are worrying about me.. it's the fact that they think enough about me to be concerned about me.. so that is hot.. that goes with compassion too.. I guess.. But hey, no one said I couldn't be redundant Someone who isn't afraid to express their feelings..... that's hot.. Someone who gives a shit about someone else besides themselves.. that's fucking hot... Whew! I think I am done..

My Thoughts On A.n.s.
AIGHT SO SHE DIED, BIG FUCKING DEAL!!! DID SHE CHANGE YOUR LIFE? OR INFLUENCE YOU IN ANYWAY???? SHE WAS A DRUGGED OUT PILL POPPING WHORE WHO MANAGED TO FUCK OVER EVERYONE AND ANYTHING SHE TOUCHED. NO TEARS SHOULD BE SHED FOR THE RETARD. HAVE ANY OF YOU PAID ATTENTION TO HER IN THE LAST I DUNNO 10 YEARS?? SHE HASN'T BEEN ANYTHING TO LOOK UP SINCE NAKED GUN 2 AND 1/2 OR WAS IT 33 1/3RD CAN'T REMEMBER BUT FUCK. BETWEEN TV SPOTS, THE DRUGS, FUCKING AN 86 YEAR OLD MAN, AND TRYING TO MILK HIS MONEY, AND ALL IN ALL JUST BEING A FUCKING ATTENTION WHORING COW, YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF THE FACT THAT YOUR GIVING HER WORTHLESS ASS EVEN A SECOND THOUGHT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND RAVING MAD.

The Return Of The Diamond People
The Return of the Diamond People February 7, 2007 The diamond people are back. They're after you. There's nothing you can do to stop them. The first sure signs that Valentines Day is once again upon us are not the displays of hearts and cherubs in the windows of your local Hallmark store, the stacks of heart-shaped candy boxes clogging the aisle at Wal-Mart or the two hundred percent spike in the price of roses. The first sure sign the national day of love and commerce is upon us is the reappearance, on television and radio, of the diamond people. They're back. The diamond people and I have had an ongoing relationship for most of my adult life. Each of us has a specific role. Their role is to come on my radio and TV, year after year, and convince me to spend ridiculous amounts of money on jewelry. Mine is to fall for it, year after year. Each of us performs our role like cast members in a well-rehearsed play. It all started back when I was in college. The diamond

Sooo Sad
RIP anna nicole 1967-2007 like her mother predicted on CNN a few months earlier. it happened: Anna Nicole Smith, the former Playboy playmate whose bizarre life careened from marrying an octogenarian billionaire to the untimely death of her son, died Thursday after collapsing at a South Florida hotel, one of her lawyers said. Smith, 39, collapsed and was unresponsive while staying at the Seminole Hard Rock Cafe Hotel and Casino, said the attorney, Ron Rale. She was rushed to a hospital. "She checked in Monday at 8 p.m. as a guest. She was due to check out tomorrow," said Danielle Giordaano, a spokeswoman for the hotel. Smith had been a tabloid staple even before she became Playboy's playmate of the year in 1993. Readers were fascinated by her bombshell good looks, her marriage to an elderly billionaire and subsequent court fight over his estate, her weight fluctuations, and last year, the sudden death of her 20-year-old son, Daniel Smith. A former topless danc

Anna Nicole Smith
"How sad"!! Anna Nicole was not the brightest bulb on the block but she was no dummy either. Her claim to fame was the result of pure media hype. She was a Guess Jeans Girl then to Playboy afterwhich she entered the dark side of life. Drugs and booze to ease what pain?? I suspect this poor soul was searching for love, respect and acceptance and could not find any of these at least to her satisfaction. Now we can all watch the vultures line up and pick her bones clean!! A tragic waste and again "How Sad"!!

Be My Valentine
ok ladies many of you already know im single and lookin for a girl friend but im also lookin for a valentine Valentines day i near and i want a valentine this is serious im lookin and if you wan to be my valentine hit me up.... its tomorrow

Your Are The Bouquet
In the color of a sweet yellow rose You captured me long ago A long stemmed beauty, standing proud But yet so defiantly independent That I had to bow to your reflection In an innocence that transcended time Your softness stood clear of corruption Perfection in seeing the beauty Even in the imperfection of the existence That was mesmerized so In every way, I had to change for you For as I stood so young and arrogant You made me become humble but yet proud Of the simple beauty inside this body Blossoming in the innocence of being with you In every year since then I have chosen a new color To mix with my tempestuous love Into a floral enticement That flatters you so But as I keep adding my special gift Your magic inside, reaches far beyond that To send me wanting more of you than possible But yet, see the butterfly fly, in a free spirit In the nectar of my love for you Your brilliance escapes realism W

Will I Ever?
Can one whisper so soft, I love you? That it is heard around the world Carrying your scented fragrance, So magnificent, blossoming worldwide. Can one whisper so hard, on a kiss? That her toes tingle in affection That radiates sunshine bear hugs, Cuddling every word as a treasure. Can one whisper so soft, in miracles? That you are mine forever in a promise. Conversations of lifetime understandings, So dynamic, one has to love its tender touch. Can one whisper so hard, on a vow? To fly as love dove soul mates cooing, Respecting, honoring, merging as one That first whisper of love lasting an eternity Sweetheart whisper, I will! Someday my own whispers will be answered with a touch so feminine, surely I will melt in love! Will I ?

Turnabout - Conclusion
Laura rose from the bed and surveyed the young girl before her. Catherine stared up at her expectantly, waiting for her first command. Laura thought for a moment about how best to demonstrate what her Master had taught her. An idea formed in her mind, and she smiled. Laura ordered Catherine to lie on the bed. Without a word, she complied. Laura began to wrap each of the girls extremities in rope, coiling it around each arm and foot. She let the ends of the rope trail over the edges of the bed. Laura traced a fingernail across Catherine's flat stomach, relishing how the girl shuddered at her touch. She watched as Catherine's nipples grew erect, and Laura felt her own nipples respond in kind. Laura traced her fingers along the flesh of the girls outstretched arm. She closed her hands around Catherine's wrist and pulled her up towards the head of the bed. Taking a rope in her hands, she tied the girls wrist high atop the bedpost at the head of the bed. Catherine had to stand atop th

Calling Love
Touch me Need me Want me Do these special things for me So I can touch, need and want you even more Let climb the mountains of feelings In the emotions of roller coasters Of ever increasing pleasures Taking us into the heavens of unity Let’s walk together with the respect Of each others individual identities In the independence that polarizes trust Into such cuddles that blush in pride Let us wake tomorrow’s day With an even greater promise To share our thoughts and sorrows To regenerate the meaning of love Into an even higher plain For baby I love you In every touch, need, and want That has ever been imagined Or will ever be thought of But let us raise the stakes anyhow

Snow Storm Day 4
today i left the house at 4 am to be in my car for 5 hours stuck at a gas station outside of mexico new york. then my day began when i arrived at work , my normal trip is only 20 minutes. it was snowing 5 inches an hour and you just cant see anything when it snows that hard, anyway we are dealing with it we just keep digging out each day. oswego county is under a state of ememrgency and we are just praying it stops soon!!!

Ranting
I am deeply saddened by the way people are today. I've met people at clubs or online. They all have a few common grounds that are just to shitty to look in on. I'm tired of looking for love... I hate play'n games! When it comes to men: women rate the look, then the cash, then... if it goees that far, sex. Women seem to think that men are about sex and nudity. Yeah, I kan be a perv but, that doesn't mean I don't want something more! Oh, then there are those assholes that look good, have the cash{no I'm not broke}, may be good in bed but, are total assholes! I guess I just don't get people or life for that matter. I can't believe I'm whining like a lil' child! In the end what it is all about... I don't know what it takes to be noticed. To receive Love...

Squirming Anticipation
Moving fingertips of restless nights, Haunting ghostly touches sensing tears. Imaginary caresses vibrating memories. Shaking heartbeats full of emotion, every Turn of a bed torturing rewound feelings. Satin sheet skin of you still touching deep, Gasping inhaling lungs filled in your aroma. Intoxicating dream, upon fairy tale passion. So hot the need of squirming anticipation. Touch me in the heart of my imagination, For this bed is just too cold without you. Baby, come back to warm my existence, Because I need your touch of reality.

Jerk
----SODA JERKS DO NOT COUNT---- Hello all my cherries,...ever had a bad day? days that exist of annoying people,stupidity,drama queens,X-boyfriends and especailly them,Well,guess what??? You do not have to take it anymore,Good News,It is Dump Your Signifigant Jerk day,...If you can find it within you. PEACE.

The Wildness Of Passion
In your arms, lies my power For your caresses make my world glow In the winds that tantalize my skin With the tenderness of your touches Reaching so deep that goose bumps Cry in the need of excitement In isolation sitting on a moon soaked cliff The horizon had melted of its inspired hues Leaving blackened diamonds sparkling In a million light years of travel So serene that you float your mind at ease In the rustling leaves nature’s music Serenades the aromatic flow In currents the sounds mellows the mood Into hypnotic trances of rapture Your gentle hands wrap up my mind In the seduction of your forces Where the horizons create the greatest images To placate the mind In all this perfection You are joined by another dreamer Who glides beside you to share this union Of two becoming one In the wild winds of passion

The Four Seasons
Dedicated to those that can handle the four season of two caring as one... Loving With The Winter’s Full Moon The pristine landscape blanketed us In a chilling biting cold That only our special relationship Could steam up As it magically crystallizes above us In a shower of love Our castle formed around us And as we generated the moves The wolves howled their approval As we both laid claim to the full moon And as the silence crackled with the winds We embraced in body and soul Wrestling With The Autumn’s Full Moon The blanket of autumn hues wrestled to the ground In never ending piles of whirling torrents Surrounded us in nature’s sheets As we lay on them in the caresses That tossed more on us in swirling passion The full clinging moon under a lone cloud Peaked its head in approval For its gentle rays softened out bodies hue And as the owl watched It hooted its own approval Into the eroticism that is remembered

When Love...
When love is an affliction, There's not much one can do. Despite the way you've treated me, I'm still in love with you. I am the wave and you the rock Against which I must break: Again, again the crushing jolt, The pain I can't forsake; Again, again the long retreat To safety, far from shore, And then again, I don't know why, The long trip back for more. Perhaps it is nostalgia for A long uncertain glow, Or just some hope so beautiful I cannot let it go. Perhaps it is the need to try For those who must depend On who we are and what we do, For whom this should not end. What evil makes you hurt me so, What defect of the heart? What sense there is no greater whole Of which you are a part? What lonely choice that only you Be served by what you choose? What hard, hard fear of losing what It is a gift to lose? I dream sometimes my waiting love Has made you turn again. But you care only for yourself, And I must love in vain. Written By: Bo

A Simple Invitation To Hell
So sensually soft skin touching hearts, Two melting together, sublime love music, Harmonizing words kissing intertwined, So hot the love motion steams volcanic. So sensually soft skin cuddling lovers, Titillating vibrating quaking nerves, Reaching that high pinnacle climax That never cools down but heats up! So sensually soft skin tanning forever In a relationship that glows eternal, From inception till its heartbeats demise, So sensually soft skin soul mates!

~~~ Awe ~~~
Somersaulting love tipsy turvy relationship mixed up music rock n blues rolling emotions. Love hating to feel heart unwilling to break desires needing attention mind ignoring reality arms needing hugging. Addiction never admitting true feeling of emotions forward moves reversing course drifting back to the comfort zone magnetic needs ignoring obligation. Locked door of security saying you where unfaithful shocked judgement of denial relationship put out of bounds dedicated commitment or move on. Flowers of forgiveness words released within true love perfect friendship reinvented sharing time freely engaged in a special relationship. Thought: How many have lost the love that devoured them by ignoring the commitment that slowly goes in maintaining the loving relationship that does not need to wander.

Winds Of Melody
In a solitary walk The whispers clung to the leaves While the winds melody danced With diamond rays of sunshine In the solace of deep meditation Nature awoke caressing your needs In soothing contemplations Releasing all your imprisoned spirits In the doldrums of every day life You’re pent up emotions Have clogged you’re arteries Freedom to refresh your psyche In a flood gate of revitalization You let lose endless frustrations In the moisture of a mental cleansing That washes schedules away A medicinal healing That lays you down to fairy tales Of wild imaginations Within the treasures of natures blessing With that special touch, you are joined By a love that crept up so silently Touching the deepest part of your heart With needs now totally fulfilled As two bond mystically together In such a unique manner Cuddling into a womb That intertwines within special touches In exhilarated highs You both let off steam Withi

Updated
I haven't updated in awhile so I suppose I'm due. I am right now in the process of having my sister do my taxes. No worries she won't mess up lol she went to school for this. And if she does mess up she owes me lots and lots lol. Well about a week ago my family came to visit.That wasa nice. I got to spend some much needed time with them and them with me. My mom and dad two sisters and baby Logan were here. They put Logan in my room with me which was fine lol. For being a tad sick he slept through most the night. He's a cute kid it makes me wonder how he came from Shawn and Sarah hehe.Gotta love me right? Really though it was a good time. Everyone got to spend time together and we even played a game. It's a fun game you should all buy it is called Apples to apples. You need at least 4 people to play it though. We still haven't sold the house but we're working on that. Maybe if I can talk Hank into I can get some pics and post them so you all can see what we're trying to sell. It'

Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Super Freak by Rick James "That girl is pretty wild now The girl's a super freak The kind of girl you read about In new-wave magazine" Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny. What Song Should You Strip To?

A Irish Quak
Irish quak The trade winds blow anew What was familiar is now new Tripping in from the night before I found peace ,what its me on the floor I did not have to use my might ,angels Guided me to the light. If I suffered I don’t know I’m just sad for the ones below I have raised my head so high Please wipe the tear from your eye’s Feeling bad has no class shout with cheer And raise a glass For I’m in a better place Its all of you who have to live with the human race I have my rye with saint peter Be happy for me nothing could be neater! Scott baker

The Perfect Man
Reads the packets of food he buys to make sure they are me safe, Cares what I think, Goes out of his way to make me smile, Knows what makes me smile to start with, Wants me to be happy, Enjoys me being happy, Doesn't need valentines day 'cos he loves me all year round, Still loves me when he's angry with me, Laughs at me when I act like a doofus (wtf I never use that word, fuckin doofus), Would drive in the middle of the night just to go to sleep next to me, Is not affraid to slush out on me, Understands what I mean when I talk "Victoriaese", Loves me for the things I do that irritate most people, Fuels my pirate obsession, Is generous, Is a smart arse, Is so clever he denies it, Kisses my neck to make me smile while I wash the demon dishes, Admits he doesn't listen to the girlie crap that spews out of my mouth at times, Would happily debate Whether Asda has a cake aisle or section, Would just as happily debate the existence of an allmighty being, Does things because he wants to not be

Have You Visited My Page Yet?
Tsk Tsk if you haven't! No reason not to! i've been told I am pretty cool, and I have some pics to look at (no nudes, sorry)... I have many many blogs to read, and stashes to rate... If you are on my list.. I added a few pics of my fluffball pride and joys, and just changed most of my pics last week... let me know what you think! It's double the points during happy hour, so that makes it even more worth it to you point freaks! (No offense, because I can be one sometimes to!) If you stop by, (which is neighborly, you know!) don't forget to fan, rate, and add me! I will return the love right back!! MUAH!!!!!!

Happy Hour Blues
I'm not digging it all that much. I have a bunch of really pretty new photos up, and they are being ignored. They have a few rates, but almost no comments. Happy Hour seems to rush everyone, and they don't take the time to look or comment. *sigh* It's kind of sad.

Sex Offender
hey all this is something to take very serious theres this guy that goes into the washington room on yahoo and he was saying how he had some kind of syndrome and stuff well after a whyile we found out that he is a sex offender his name is Mark Messner if anybody that goes into yahoo and they see this person iggy do not talk to it he seems nice but don;t talk to him

Yayyy I Made It Home!!
So I've made it home from the Bahamas. The cruise itself was awesome. There was some serious partying going on around the clock and I tried to get in as much of it as I possibly could. Damn the alcohol on those ships is high as hell!!!! A bucket of beer, which consist of 4 16oz. bottles, was $17.50. Shots of Jack (my drink of choice) were $5.50. They do serve this one drink called "Kiss on the Lips", which is what I drank wayyyyyyyy too much of, that is like $7.00 for a 16oz. glass. Oh well. I only o on a cruise once a year, so I guess it's ok to splurge. My opinion of the Bahamas has changed drastically. I hated it. I will be perfectly happy if I never go back. I am glad that I went, just so I could see it, but I wasn't impressed. I enjoyed Mexico much better when I went there. I just wanted to let ya'll that care know that I am home. ~~Hugs~~ Mary

Here We Go Again!
Here comes Valentine's Day once again as it does every year on February 14th and as it has been for every year except for 2002 and 2004, I don't have a valentine. If anybody wants to go out and grab a coffee, dessert and a movie, let me know! P.S. - sex is optional! lol

Naught Picture Offer!!!
Okay, I would really like to win one of the contests that I'm in, so I am offering something special and rare. I will offer a naughty picture of me that I will not take until the contest is over. It will go to the person(s) that helps out the most during this contest. I'm in a Valentine's Day contest. Think I'm the cutest? sweetest? nicest? Why don't you come vote for me? Do you have anything better to do? Just click the picture to vote and comment. Commenting/voting ends February 13th @ 11:59 pm Please repost this for me. I usually only do one bulletin for a contest, but it's been recommeneded to me to do another one. I don't beg, but I would really appreciate your votes / comments. Thank you! Rebekah For those of you that put up new items frequently, you know I always rate/vote right away if I am on. Would you please help me out this time?

Goodnight To My Friends And Family
I just want to say thank you to all my old friends that have found me and to the new ones that i have made! Means so much to me to meet new people and keep in touch with the old, so in that if you all know i am missin someone frommy old page please tell them where i am. LOVE YOU ALL~HEATHER

Song Of The Bonnie Blue
The Bonnie Blue Flag We are a band of brothers and native to the soil Fighting for the property we gained by honest toil And when our rights were threatened, the cry rose near and far Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star! Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. As long as the Union was faithful to her trust Like friends and brethren, kind were we, and just But now, when Northern treachery attempts our rights to mar We hoist on high the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. First gallant South Carolina nobly made the stand Then came Alabama and took her by the hand Next, quickly Mississippi, Georgia, and Florida All raised on high the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a

Cheaters
why do people cheat?? is it because they are bored ? or because they are unhappy? or just because they dont care at that moment ? i dont know why and i wish i did,maybe i could be a faithful, loyal girlfriend..... now i'm not sayin that i'm not .. i just wanna know why someone else cheats

Poem Of The Night
This is for.. This is for all those people for all those people caring to the nice guys the ones who love to give the ones who enjoy more than receiving exceptional in facets of life ignore other people falacies giving all he has and wondering what he has to do This is for all those women out there the ones who lend their man their car to the ladies how shower with affection who give it their all This is for the abused kids in africa the ones receiving dimes while we eat red lobster and ruby tuesdays we listen to the beatles and they listen to their parents dying This is for the computer geeks the ones who work hard the ones who got tortured by bullies who have all the money yet have none of the fame This is for the cheerleaders the ones where guys loved them but just cause they have kids and don't look tight they get ditched at the altar This is for myself because if it wasn't for me

That's Only 51 Years Ago!
That's only 51 Years Ago! That's only 51 years ago!Comments made in the year 1955: "I'll tell you one thing, if things keep going the way they are, it's going to be impossible to buy a week's groceries for $20." "Have you seen the new cars coming out next year? It won't be long before $2000 will only buy a used one." "If cigarettes keep going up in price, I'm going to quit. A quarter a pack is ridiculous." "Did you hear the post office is thinking about charging a dime just to mail a letter?" "If they raise the minimum wage to $1, nobody will be able to hire outside help at the store." "When I first started driving, who would have thought gas would someday cost 29 cents a gallon. Guess we'd be better off leaving the car in the garage.." "Kids today are impossible. Those duck tail hair cuts make it impossible to stay groomed. Next thing you know, boys will be wearing their hair as long as the girls." "I'm afraid to

Heart Broken
you know what sucks? haveing your heart broke but what sucks worse then that loseing a freind in the process.why do men always know what to say to make us women just feel like shit? do they take a class or something? i am so tired of opening my heart to someone just to have them stomp all over it.

Killer Astronuaght
Im sure thats spelled wrong..but i want to know...the news keeps saying she wore a diaper to drive 900 miles to try to kill this love interest or whatever.....900 mile is a diaper so she didnt have to stop????? As a comuter I want to know what the hell kind of car she was driving that gets 900miles to a tank of gas????? Repost thsi till I get a answer...cause I want to buy one of these cars

Behind You
In the dark of obsidian night, I stay secret completely out of sight, I follow your footsteps on the street, I listen to the shuffles of your feet, I stalk you past the shops, and over the back wall, Waiting for you to stumble or even fall, Your breath condenses in the air, And the wind trails it through my hair, You carry on, expecting nothing, And so your steps reduce to lazy shuffling, The night flashes off my teeth, And twinkles off the jewels on my daggers sheath, But still you do not see, You don’t see the shadows you don’t see me, Perspiration trickles down your neck, As you struggle to keep your now rapid breathing in check, But still I make no sound, no noise within the dark, All you hear is a gate creaking and a lonely dog bark, You feel your pulse come on fire, And your body heat rises steadily higher, I watch you through eyes that see all, And my gaze seems to make your skin crawl, I gain on you tensing my muscles drawing my knife

Help!!!!!!!!
I have been thinking abt changing my name on here and cant come up with anything. One person said "lady in Red" what do you think? Let me know and I if you have an idea send it to me. 1.Lady in RED 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11.

In Loving Memory Of Anna Nicole Smith
Anna Nicole Smith Dies After Collapse at Florida Hotel. Anna Nicole Smith, the voluptous blonde whose life played out as an extraordinary tabloid tale — Playboy centerfold, jeans model, bride of an octogenarian oil tycoon, reality-show subject, tragic mother — died after collapsing at a hotel. She was 39. She was stricken while staying at the Seminole Hard Rock Hotel and Casino and was rushed to a hospital Thursday. Edwina Johnson, chief investigator for the Broward County Medical Examiner's Office, said the cause of death was under investigation and an autopsy would be done on Friday. Just five months ago, Smith's 20-year-old son, Daniel, died suddenly in the Bahamas in what was believed to be a drug-related death. Seminole Police Chief Charlie Tiger said a private nurse called paramedics after finding Smith unresponsive in her sixth-floor room at the hotel, which is on an Indian reservation. He said Smith's bodyguard administered CPR, but she was declared dead at a hospit

Wow
life can through some mean curves, a so called freind decided to tell me that he knew for a fact that my wife had cheated on me. well asking my wife about this, it was all denial. funny when i was sober i beleived her, but when i got drunk all kinds of shit came out my neck. well she through me out. cant blame her. then when we finaly started talking and things were looking up, guess who comes up and tell her that i ask him to spy on her. well shit, every thing in the tolite. though i'm inocent the bastered has the nerve to call and say he did it for revenge. because i ask him not to be spending so much time with my wife when i'm at work. then to top it off i told him it was not his place to be disaplening my chidren when i'm not home. so life has sucked and i been getting through the bullshit,but today i ran a 60 pound jackhammer through my foot. work was where i could exscape the shit. now i get to sit on my ass and eat oxys. wow what a feller to do now?

Eating My Words...
I have to take back all my contemptuous words about CherryTAP from my last blog. Today I got a nice email from Mike to let me know he was sorry and he'd be refunding me as well as letting me keep this month's VIC status as a way of making it up to me. Plus it seems I have been given some extra elevens to spend so who needs a rating? :c)

Need Love Too!!
sometimes I just have to express myself and this is one of those times. I have been single now for sometime and at times I love it and at times (most) I hate it. lately I have been craving a mans touch, his body and his love. I miss being a wife, I want to have supper ready for him , help him unwind, get his shower ready so he can spend some quality time with me . watch a good movie , cuddling and talking about his day . I am very domestic and love that feeling of making my man in my life the KING!! I was raised that way and today I truly miss it. oh sure I have dated some guys , i say guys because not one of them have been able to pull off being a "true Man" if you know what i mean. most men i "date" have fallen short of my expectations and at times i wonder if there is really someone out there that i can be happy with. dont get me wrong , I dont need a man to make me happy , but i would like to wake up someday and look over at the other side of the bed and just smile. can that

Pain
heavy hands rip at my clothes why me? not again i fight but to no avail he pushes into me i try to cry for help but he throws his hand over my mouth he overpowers me what can i do but take it i thought i could trust him he was supposed to be a friend he broke the promise god has thrown me to the wolves he has done it again scenes flash through my mind a black man my two babysitters friends of the family who can i trust if not my "friends" a smack to the face brings me back to reality his other hand folds around my neck i feel the pressure building its impossible to breathe i finally get enough room to move i thrust my knee into him push him off of me he rolls to the edge of the bed i throw on my clothes run to the other room where i think im safe i feel disgusting i try to tell someone but no one believes me as usual this is my pain

What Is A Warrior
WHAT IS A WARRIOR A Warrior is the protector of his family, clan and his tribe A Warrior is the guardian of the old ways so that they are not forgotten A Warrior is not motivated by greed, political ambition or fame A Warrior will not put himself above others in need And above all A Warrior is the living spirit of our Grandfathers Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Is Ct Becoming A "paid Site"?
Ever since the start of the new "Happy Hour" thing the first 4 pages of the Top Photos have been the person who paid money to CT. It seems like CT is becoming more and more of a paid site with certain features only available to those people who gave money. What about the rest of us? For instance the ones who supported CT in the beginning when they didn't have all these nice features. And the ones who promoted the site when there was no benefit to doing that? Let me, or even better let Cherry Tap know what you think about this. Thank You, The Dude

Why Men Who Wear Pink Are Hot!
Nothing gets me half as riled as when someone says boys can't wear pink because they aren't girls. Have you ever really thought about all the meaning behind a statement like that? Boys can't wear pink, because they aren't girls. I don't know how everyone else take it, but I feel like when someone says that, they are telling me that gender equality never took place, that women shouldn't be allowed to vote, and that women should get married as soon as possible and spend the rest of their lives cooking, cleaning, having babies, and wearing pink. Alright, that probally needs a lot of explaining before it makes sense. I react this way because of the distinction the speaker makes between male and female, like the boy is better and does not wear pink because he is not a girl, which is a lesser creature and should be subject to this color if she so wishes. The first and foremost thing I want to scream at people who talk like this is "it's a color" and the second is to ask them where do t

The Talent Of Reading Minds
Hey woman Dare devil of desire You are the one Who killed my love Now gone Without one bit of sorrow You laid down in your lair Yes it’s true It was you who took my man You are the one I could kill with pleasure So now I am in this hole of despair You have painted this body in red Shining red like the body of evil Dare devil woman of desire You do not as other Flow at the menses You are the slut The one who took My dignity My man My life Just left me My despair My pain Damn You

And The Non Winner Is...
So we ended up having this girl party in silly shirts and slippers at Norah's tonight. She fed us neat pasta (there is such a thing), chicken, and four cheese sauce. Then I got a bowl of grapes and blackberries for dessert, which I am still thinking fondly of. I lost at Yahtzee and Ten Thousand... sad, Ten Thousand is my game! I hope they enjoyed it. It's a good one to play while gossiping and laughing at ridiculous things. Like assholes. The government pissed me off by taking 39.5% of my bonus check. I earned that money with many tears and many hours serving spoiled ungrateful bitches, thanks. I believe it is time to make a trip to Berkeley to spend some of it at Rasputin's and Amoeba Records. Mmmmm... Yes, I realize that another destination I've been drooling over (the Exploratorium) is in San Francisco as well as a Rasputin's and Amoeba, but I'm 95% sure I can get to the ones in Berkeley while only 15% sure of the SF locations. I am also 95% sure of the parking garage i

My Angel
MY ANGEL Life is a journey, a journey that takes us down many roads. Some good and some not so good. But as we travel we learn, grow, and meet people that make those journeys all worth the travel. Those kinds of people in a way are like Angels. With them we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. Friends come and go, and from each one we learn more about our selves. We see our weaknesses are strengths from the eyes of another. But the ones that stay and imprint our hearts are the ones we keep close and safe within, like an Angel. And there we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. So I write this message with love and thanks. For you have touched my life, watched me fall, and you raised me up like an Angel sent from God. And that is where I always found my comfort. In the arms of my Angel, and her name was Kristina My beloved wife Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Contest Is Open!!!!!!. Ev1 I've Helped Over The Last Couple Of Months... Its Ur Turn!!!
Hi ya'll!!!!I know in the last two months... I've been there for alot of ya'll ... I've bombed my little digits away... getting gifts after gifts and blasts after blasts for all my friends... NOW..... I've entered my sweet little puppy and myself into a contest.....please don't let down my Monti.... I don't care about me... but look at *HIS* face... you wouldn't do that to my baby would you??? Come show my puppy some luvin.... just click on his little paws..... he just loves to show me who's boss by drivin' Momma around town! The contest opens tomorrow at noon eastern time, please bookmark my page and come back often ;)) even leaving 10 comments at a time when you think about me... helps out over time!!! The contest ends Sunday evening.... don't let Monti down.... he looks little in this pic.. but he's grown bigger.... big enuf to fracture my arm just playing catch the other day lol ;P) Luvs&Hugs, as always!!! ~MzMic~ click r

My Husband
My Husband It was a boring Sunday morning. She was sitting at the kitchen table having a cup of coffee… It surprises her she had been dreaming about. His gorgeous blue eyes and his smile were just on her mind since last night. He was wearing a tight pare of blue jeans, and a flannel sweater. He held something in his hand. It was a bag. He gave her the bag and then told her to put it on. It was sexy lingerie. Immediately she put it on. He was watching her. She ran the bath with whipping cream in her hand. He led her to the tub where he ate the whipping cream that was all over her sexy wet body... Using her fingers she ran the tips up his chest and then to his swollen shaft. She gently rubbed the whipping cream over his shaft and slowly he began to breathe heavy. They were both covered in whipping cream.. They slowly got out of the tub and headed for the bedroom. She threw him on the bed and began licking the whipping cream off of his body. His breathing became more intense as she lick