I wrote this one awhile ago when i was really down and out and i was missing my mom more than usual. Even though she isnt here, I wish she could be cus a mothers love is something I really could use. I miss her so much.
Right now my life seems meaningless
and Im caught up in this mess.
I walk around as if Im lost.
My life is full of stress.
Its in these times I need you the most
and you cannot be here.
You left me when I was 5 years old
and missing you brings fear.
My whole life Ive been up and down
and why I breathe, I do not know.
Im suffering so much inside
and yes I know it shows.
I miss you mom. Lifes not the same.
I wish that you were here.
I wish I could just hold you close.
I wish you could always be near.
You meant the world and so much more.
Why did you have to go?
It isnt fair just like my life.
Pain seems to be all I know.
A hug from you could do so much.
Or just to hear your voice.
You spent the last 13 and a half years of your life in a coma
and never had a choice.
And now youre gone and yes it hurts,
more and more each day.
And with the way things are right now
I cannot find my way.
I love you mom and Im sorry for how
your life was taken from you.
Here I am, your only son
and still my love for you is true.
Always know youre in my thoughts
and you will always be.
Until the day we join in death
your memory is with me.
I Love you mother and I always will.
Noone can take your place.
Youre in my heart eternally.
You cannot be replaced.
