sometimes I just have to express myself and this is one of those times.
I have been single now for sometime and at times I love it and at times (most) I hate it. lately I have been craving a mans touch, his body and his love. I miss being a wife, I want to have supper ready for him , help him unwind, get his shower ready so he can spend some quality time with me . watch a good movie , cuddling and talking about his day . I am very domestic and love that feeling of making my man in my life the KING!! I was raised that way and today I truly miss it.
oh sure I have dated some guys , i say guys because not one of them have been able to pull off being a "true Man" if you know what i mean. most men i "date" have fallen short of my expectations and at times i wonder if there is really someone out there that i can be happy with. dont get me wrong , I dont need a man to make me happy , but i would like to wake up someday and look over at the other side of the bed and just smile. can that happen? only time will tell and i know better than to go look for love , but please Lord send me someone. I rage inside with so much love and affection , I want it !!! okay so thats out , I hope that everyone that reads this can find the time to reflect on themselves or their relationships and find the love inside them and rekindle . if i am blabbing please forgive me , im only human lol!! love you all cherrytappers!!!
