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Me
All about yourself...the survey. All about yourself... First name?:: julie Middle name?:: not tellin Like your name?:: no but ill live Named after anyone?:: dont know Any nicknames?:: princess, jo jo jewelz Age?:: 19 Birthdate?:: 31 july 87 Birthplace?:: missouri...cow town Time you were born?:: 6:08 pm Current location?:: kc mo Height?:: 5'4 Like your height?:: im fuckin short.... Eye color?:: brown Contacts/glasses?:: glasses i hate contacts... Hair color?:: depends on the week Natural hair color?:: blonde Dye your hair often?:: all the time Righty or lefty?:: lefty Your favorite... Type of music?:: country Band or singer?:: ummm kenny chesney TV show?:: NSCI, CSI, CSI MIAMI SPONGEBOB Movie?:: right now...snakes on a plane TV channel?:: depends on what channel spongebob or csi comes on Radio station?:: dont have one Place to be?:: in someone elses arms being loved Thing to do?:: right now sleep.... Food?:: i love alo

Weird Dreams
I have been having some weird dreams lately. I wonder what they mean. Theres this one where Im in like a boot camp and I have to run a race to get home. When I finally win it I go to my mothers house, I keep texting matt but he won't answer me. We are not together anymore but I want him back. I seem to wake up before I get back together with him. What could this mean? Every dream that I have had, ends up like that. Me not with Matt... What do you guys think?

A New Chapter...
With my hormones finally dropping to a 1...the signal of the end of my miscarriage was finally at hand. I really wanted to wait for the ever elusive zero but I was told a 1 is about the same. So the chapter of my life begins post miscarriage #2. I am at a really odd place now. My body is back to normal for the most part though there is lingering pelvic pain from time to time but I think the mental scars are going to take the longest to heal. I worry about the pelvic pain but realize that most likely it is to be expected going through the miscarriage as long as I did. I am terrified that something is wrong with me and that we will never be able to get pregnant again. Mike keeps telling me we will but that it will take time. I also think that there is a part of me that is afraid of sex because sex makes babies and babies can be lost. I am SOOO afraid of making that venture again though the pain in my stomach has not helped matters much. I am thinking about making a dr appt soon

Severed (to A Friend)
Look at you now Eyes wide open Truth begged to be told I walk around in circles to revisit Where I've always been You spoke of where your heart was I thought I knew you well Ties that bind you have been severed Look at you now Eyes wide open Truth begged to be told I want to make you feel this Trusting arms let me fall once again I stood close to an enemy and Closer to a friend Ties that bind you have been severed. Look at you now Eyes wide open Truth begged to be told

Time Is Something We Dont Have
lets spin in circles until we are breathing because right now we are on hold your heart is in my hands and im afraid i might drop it mine unlike yours is broken and worn barely beating so lets escape even if its only for 30 seconds thats 30 seconds we are absent from this world and we both need a break we have taken our fair share of hits as of late and if one more comes our way i think it might just be the end of you and of us we cant afford to break anymore those cracks are huge enough so spin and try your hardest to breathe good things take time

Ok, Since None Of You Had Any Brilliant Ideas
I was forced to try and come up with some of my own. No, I was not hurt in the process. ;) *Baddest baby blues* (men and women can enter. Picture has to be in color and show the entire face) *CherryTaps Longest Legs* (women only. picture has to show entire body, no nudes) *Sexiest Surfer* (men and women. If you think you have that sexy surfer look feel free to enter) Safe for work What are y'alls thoughts on these? If you have any ideas you would like to share, please do. I want to try and make a decision by tomorrow. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

From Hell
So... This is a map of my school. So. My schedule is laid out so I jump around from building to building, as most college kids are. Well I have a class in the FACILITIES ANNEX (marked on the map by (FA) and located just north of the purple parking lot I), and before that class I have a class in the North Building (The big black classroom locatedto the top right.) This walk is approximately 20 minutes due to having to cross at the light. I have 15 minutes to get there. I am pissed. It truly upsets me that they felt the need to put a class in a building that I DIDNT EVEN KNOW EXISTED!!! Luckily the class after that is in the Plaza building and I should be able to reach that in plenty of time, but this is so terribly ridiculous that I should be forced to run my happy ass all the way to the FACILITIES ANNEX. I'm completely serious when I tell you I didn't know it existed, and neither did David, Sarah or anyone I know from school. Classes should not be in buildings off site of the ma

Guy Rules
Finally, the guys side of the story. I must admit, it's pretty good. We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! ! ! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down... 1. Sunday = Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.Let it be... 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way... 1. Crying is blackmail... 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!!! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question... 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends give you... 1. A headache that lasts for 17 month

Help Stop The Animal Killing Contests In Ny
Stop Killing Contests in NY with The HSUS Action Packet New York is host to gruesome and barbaric wildlife killing contests, in which participants compete for prizes to see who can kill the most animals. In a macabre, party-like atmosphere, contestants sometimes kill hundreds of coyotes and foxes just for fun and money. It's a new year. Hunters and non-hunters alike agree—these body count contests are inhumane and unacceptable. Help us get the word out. Get a free action packet and help end these cruel events now! It only takes a minute. Here is the link: https://community.hsus.org/campaign/NY_2007_contests_packet?rk=O7_6qdE1Xy1OW Thank you for taking action for the animals. Sincerely, Wayne Pacelle President & CEO The Humane Society of the United States

I Know The Pieces Fit
Schism Video - Tool lyricsTool Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure I know the pieces fit 'Cause I watched them fall away Mildewed and smouldering Fundamental differing Pure intention juxtaposed Will set two lovers' souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes Testing our communication The light that feuled our fire then Has a burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end Crippling our communication I know the pieces fit 'Cause I watched them tumble down No fault, none to blame It doesn't mean I don't desire to Point the finger, blame the other Watch the temple topple over To bring the pieces back together Rediscover communication The poetry That comes from the squaring off between And the circling is worth it Finding beauty in the dissonance There was a time that the pieces fit But I watched them fall away Mildewed and smouldering Strangled by our coveting I've done the math enough to know The dangers of our second guessing Doomed

Okay Time For The Changes With In The Cowgirla & Cowboys Of Ct
First off I wanna say I have been watching the group very carefully since I been back and well I aint all that happy well and I speak for my second in charge as well..I told you last week that there would be changes and now the time has come to make these changes dont freak Im not booting any body from the group however I do feel the need to make some changes in the heads I have brought in a new member even pimped him out have I seen him on any of your alls list no I dont think so my bulletins are half ass being reposted in this last week I have seen maybe one or 2 of my bulletins being reposted and well not cool when I pimp out a new member and no one even bothers to read it so you tell me what the hell is up with that? Don't get me wrong gang I love you all to death but I am now eliminating one bouncer though this bouncer may wish to remain part of the group and I am no longer going to have the secertary postion as I will be doing my bulletins an pimps outs from now on well I should

Toning It Down
For my few friends - know that the past couple months have been great. Its been a pleasure getting to know you as well as one can online. I'll be trying to focus more on work than on CT. I'll still be getting a few hellos in, just not as often. I think those that are my friends will understand. I want to leave you with lyrics from the song "I'm not Alright" by the Christian group Sanctus Real. The song is about bearing one's soul to his Savior. If weakness is a wound That no one wants to speak of Then “cool” is just how far we have to fall I am not immune I only want to be loved But I feel safe behind the firewall Can I lose my need to impress? If you want the truth, I need to confess I’m not all right I’m broken inside And all I go through It leads me to you Burn away the pride Bring me to my weakness Until everything I hide behind is gone And when I’m open wide With nothing left to cling to Only you are there to lead me on Honestly, I’m not that st

Funny
A couple of rednecks are out in the woods hunting when one of them grabs his chest and falls to the ground. He doesn't seem to be breathing; his eyes are rolled back in his head.. The other guy whips out his cell phone and calls 911. He gasps to the operator, "I think Bubba's dead! What should Ah do?" The operator, in a calm soothing voice says, "Just take it easy and follow my instructions. First, let's make sure he's dead." There is a silence... and then a shot is heard. The guy's voice comes back on the line, "Okay, now whut?"

Tequila & Salt
This should probably be taped to the bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it\'s 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world who you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don\'t like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone you don\'t even know exists, loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And remember....when life hands you lemons, ask for tequila and salt and call me over! Wise men talk because they

Women V's Men
Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM " He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, g

Mute Man Blind Man
a mute man goes into a store and needs to buy a toothbrush. By making the brushing motion he is able to show the shop keeper what he wants and the purchase is made. how does a blind man buy sunglasses at the same store?

Comfortably Numb
Hello? Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone at home? Come on, now, I hear you're feeling down. Well I can ease your pain Get you on your feet again. Relax. I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts. Can you show me where it hurts? There is no pain you are receding A distant ship, smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying. When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons. Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain you would not understand This is not how I am. I have become comfortably numb. O.K. Just a little pinprick. There'll be no more aaaaaaaaah! But you may feel a little sick. Can you stand up? I do believe it's working, good. That'll keep you going through the show Come on it's time to go. There is no pain you are receding A distant ship, smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves.

You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touc h with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 12. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message. 13. You are too busy to notice the

Until We Meet!!!
Until We Meet Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Cherrytap And Fresh
SWEETSALVATION sent me here, thought I would get a kick out of it..He was right this looks like fun..Still learning how to do a few things sos bare with me boys. Chat rooms, I suck anybody wanna help me with that! MySpace Comments Graphics THIS IS FOR YOU BABY I WILL REPAY THE REST ANOTHER DAY! HOPE YOUR READY!

Bisexuality
Bisexuality isn't something that's easily defined. Webster's will tell you one thing, wikipedia will tell you something completely different, and every bisexual out there had their own definition of who and what they are. But what it really boils down to is that there's an entire part of our own Queer population that is all too often overlooked. It sounds silly to say, "Bisexuals are people too." But, stop and think for a second. How often have you said or heard the following: "Oh, you're just exploring. It's just a phase. You're just experimenting." Some people are truly just exploring or going through a phase or just experimenting. But, for countless others out there, it's an identity to be embraced. Well I can't help who I am. I am who I am. I'm not bisexual because others think it's cool. I have had sexual relations with women before I've had them with men. It's hard when you have a relationship with someone and they don't understand the other side. I know it's something tha

Lets See Who Pays Attention....lol
i was dumb enough to enter yet another contest! as far as the results are goin i now know why i said i was not going to get into any more. just for shits and giggles i will post this and see if it gets me any comments...lol

Longing To Meet
Longing To Meet I heard your voice just the other day. so sweet and sexy in every way. I long to meet, to become one. I long to feel your gentle kiss, your body close to mine. to feel the intensity, oh so strong. Longing, wanting you to be mine. Baby, I cant wait no more. My body aches for yours. You ask me if I'm ready - I tell you that I am. You touched my heart and soul in such a special way . I long for us to meet. I know that we will bond - it's apparent from how we speak. You ask me if I'm ready, I tell you that I'm yours

Sleeping Beauty??????
You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty100%The Beast75%Cinderella63%Goofy56%Cruella De Ville56%Peter Pan50%Ariel50%Pinocchio50%Snow White31%Donald Duck19%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

I Miss You
My sister My friend Why did you have to go away why did you have to meet your end? you were there for me now I am for you you were the key to everyone's happiness you were the light in everyone's life I now feel I lost my will to fight I feel like dying I wish I was lying I miss you so much and your presence and such but I know that you wouldn't want me to cry and not want to die you would want me to be happy and remember the memories of you I don't know if its something I could do so much hurt and pain that I feel as I feel the crimson rain pour down onto me over my loss my best friend my sister payed the cost

Memories And Pain
Memories take control Nothing I can do I am stuck Pulled under by the truth I cannot trust anyone No more reason to belong I looked after everyone But no one looked after me My memories take control Making my life seem strong But I am weak Memories suffocating me I don't want to be alone But I dont know how To let go Save me someone? I break promises So I can comfort myself No one really cares They are full of empty words Empty words and promises Its all I ever got Now I need more My knife isn't empty Its sharp and real And does what it promises It releases me of pain So I can face the next day I hurt myself on the outside To try to kill the pain inside

Cherrytagz And Club Deja Vu Team Up!
Cherrytagz.com and Club Deja Vu have teamed up. You can now hear the All Request Radio on my profile and at Cherrytagz.com. If they ain't playing what you want pop into the lounge at Club Deja Vu Lounge Listen for the Cherrytagz.com Ad :) Rock On CherryTap! Vlad

Tin Foil Hats
I wonder if one can really can make another less intelligent? Sometimes when talking with a person or watching something I seriously feel like the brain cells are being sucked from my head. Thus why I try to avoid such things.

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Frist Blog
hey there everyone i'm new here so a little about me i hate drama so if you carry drama with you please don't bother talking to me i love my daughter the outdoors camping hicking sports ummmm what else i don't drink offten i don't do any drugs thats about it

New World Order Poem...by Stone Bryson
This poem I wrote recently is one which I thought Coast listeners may appreciate. --Stone Bryson New World Order There is a group of people… across this planet wide, with greedy little fingers - and power on their mind, they do not care ‘bout sovereignty - the one-world is their goal, Liberty is their enemy… and their deity is Control. They march across the history books - possess an ageless plan, leading us toward dependency - to a woman and a man, their map to domination is as old as time itself, mixing ancient mysteries with technology off the shelf, Keeping us in darkness - their faces unrevealed, the shadows are their foxholes and secrecy is their shield, they manipulate behind the scenes - relentless without fear, a crescendo of disparity that builds from year to year. They provide us our distractions - engulf us day to day, preparing to enslave us, they slowly wear away a catalogue of liberties - and while freedoms wane and cease, th

The Cream Always Rises To The Top
And if I had to list on person on here who always goes the extra distance for her friends it would have to be without a doubt my good friend April who drops by everyday and comments, always rates every new thing I do and always re-posts every bulletin I send out without fail. she is a keeper and a must have on any friends list always. And I sure am glad she's on mine. April- L.O.D. Member@ CherryTAP

Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Where Did Time Go.
487 members of a graduating class of 815 now gone.112 were traffic,143 were health,116 were suicides,22 were homocides,91 were drug affiliated and three were giving birth.out of the 328 remaining 65 are in prison.263 are living their lives in sociaty.i wasnt able to break down their jobs ect. those are scary statistics i know,you see that was my graduating class.it was ranked number one in members lost within 10 years of graduation.it also was ranked the second highest in sat scores,3 highest in iq scores.what was probably the class most likely to sucseed has ended up as the class ranked number 1 in tragity. somehow ive been one of the survivors.in my life ive somehow been able to sucseed where my classmates failed.why?no one can explain the why in life,all we can do is live life to the fullest and keep on truckin. i dont mean to be so down here but i just lost another lifetime friend,classmate,comrad in arms and fellow officer.we were even born 2 minutes apart and were side by side

Unhappiness!! :(
Hey What's up Cherry Top! I've only been on here a few times, this site is pretty cool, but anyway, I'm really unhappy now in my relationship, because it seems like my man never really pays enough attention to me right now, and maybe its because I'm staying with him right now, iono, and its like when he comes home from work everyday, he don't even pay me any attention and will get online, which he is on all the time at work, then I'll cook dinner for him and my son, he'll eat, then we he gets finished, he'll say Thanks or whatever and go back to the computer, I clean off the table and do the dishes. Note: This is the most that I've ever done for my family or anyone. I really care about this man, but I feel that he is treating me unfairly and doesn't have the same feelings for me! I try everything in my power to make him happy, and it seems like nothing I ever do is enough, and won't change his mind! Tomorrow is my son's 3rd birthday, and I have a feeling that we won't be doing anything

Thank You
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YA'LL GAVE ME WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL..YA'LL ARE THE BEST!! Get Thanks Graphics General codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts Get Thanks Graphics General codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts Courtesy of MsTags.com Music Video:I WILL REMEMBER YOU (by Sarah McLachlan)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

You May Not Know These Things!
You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female. Here are some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go any where, you have to light a fire under their butt SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, ove

Climb Until Your Dreams Come True!
Often your tasks will be many, and more than you think you can do Often the road will be rugged and the hills insurmountable, too Always remember, the hills ahead Are never as steep as they seem, And with faith in your heart start upward And climb 'till you reach your dream, Nothing in life that is worthy Is ever too hard to achieve If you have the courage to try it And you have the faith to believe... Faith is a force that is greater Than knowledge or power or skill And many defeats turn to triumph If you trust in God's wisdom and will Faith is a mover of mountains, There's nothing that God cannot do, So start out today with faith in your heart And "Climb Until Your Dream Comes True". HELEN STEINER RICE

From The Aura To The Aether: The Secrets Of Energy Dynamics
When Aristotle (384BC - 322BC) introduced the principal of aether to the world of metaphysics, the concept had already been known for millennia; infact this ancient concept seems to be lost and then re-emerge every couple of thousand years. Aether is part of a form of energy that many cultures were aware of and have given different names to: Taoists called it ‘chi’ and the Babylonians ‘ti’. Those from the Indus valley referred to it as ‘Ódžas’ and the Japanese ‘rei ki’. Likewise, Hebrews referred to it as ‘ruach’, Tibetans as ‘šugs rlung’ and the Vedic religion thought of it as ‘prána’. In more recent times, scientist and occultist Baron Karl Reichenbach called the spatial irradiation of life energy ‘ód’, or the odic force, while others consider this strange life energy that permeates its surroundings as a form of magnetism. Certainly, this magical energy still generates a great deal of interest and discussion and as such it may be appropriate to summarise exactly what it is.

They Have Made A Killing --the Us Has Spent A Million Dollars For Every Dead Iraqi - Is That What They Mean By Value For Money?
* Please Rate This Blog They have made a killing --The US has spent a million dollars for every dead Iraqi - is that what they mean by value for money? By Terry Jones 06 Jan 2007 Early this year the Bush administration is to ask Congress to approve an additional $100bn for the onerous task of making life intolerable for the Iraqis. This will bring the total spent on the White House's current obsession with war to almost $500bn - enough to have given every US citizen $1,600 each... Take the al-Fatah pipeline: KBR went through $75.7m of taxpayers' money, supposedly trying to replace a pipeline across the river Tigris that US forces had blown up. They never finished the job, but still got paid... In January 2006 the Bush administration intervened in a dispute between the Pentagon and Halliburton, and agreed to pay the company $199m in disputed charges. On January 26 2006 Halliburton announced that its 2005 profits were the "best in our 86-year history". And to date KBR has received aro

4 Kick Ass Friends
OK 4 SEXXXY CHERRIES ARE IN CONTESTS AND NEED HELP !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !! SO PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. THEY WILL RETURN THE LUV AND IT'S APPRECIATED. THEY ARE VERY GOOD FRIENDS OF MINE SO TREAT LIKE YOU WOULD FOR ME IN A CONTEST. THANKS AGAIN *BOSS LADY* REMEMBER RATE AND COMMENT !!!! SAXXY..SEXY PIERCING..ENDS JANUARY 10(WED.) HONEY..BEST OF 06'.. ENDS JAN.12(FRI) I*D*G*A*F*.. MR. NEW HAMPSHIRE.. ENDS JAN.31(WED) SAGE..MOST POPULAR CHERRY(MALE SIDE).. 1ST CONTEST HE EVER BEEN IN.

Noonan Syndrome(i Have This)
p.1 Definition Noonan syndrome is a condition usually involving a heart problem found at birth, short stature, a broad or webbed neck, pectus excavatum and pectus carinatum (chest deformities), as well as a range of developmental delays. Occasionally, café-au-lait spots (a skin finding) and other features of neurofibromatosis may be present. Description First described by the pediatrician and heart specialist Jacqueline Noonan in 1963, Noonan syndrome includes numerous specific features. However, no two affected individuals typically have the exact same combination of these characteristics. There still is no defined list of criteria to diagnose the condition, and no molecular genetic testing exists to confirm a diagnosis. Therefore, attributing an individual's features to Noonan syndrome is based upon a careful review of medical and family history, a detailed physical examination, and study of other possible diagnoses. There are three major groups of Noonan syndrome. The

Lost Again
hello again to all my friends and familyim wondering if yall might try to help me with something if you know anyone that would fit these criteria please send them by here and introduce themselves: 1. SSBBw (300+) 2. likes to give and receive love and affection and into all kinds of sex 3. local to Northeast Texas (903 area code 75670 zip code) 4.can be straight but must be ok to me being Bi 5.into BDsm (im sub) 6.like having there picture taken

Patience
Let’s hang everyone, and then hang some more Let’s fill the empty field of towering gallows Working around the clock tying noose knots in strong rope Everybody shuts up to hear the death croak Dig out a pit to house the corpses Should they burn, or use lye? Fucking choices choices Eventually the screams stop being voices And become a soundtrack of background noises Drowned out by the sound of the peasants rejoicing “Death to the king, all hail the new order!” Ordered to make a meal out of grave dirt Flirt with the idea that it tastes great, but we both know your taste buds don’t work I much prefer a psychopathic individualized form of attack Instead of the idiotic emptiness of a murderous mob mentality Is it some kind of bonding experience to kill as a family? The frenzy of group psychosis, stacking travesties on top of atrocities True bloodlust belongs to those who can act calmly Blind group rage tends to be brutish and sloppy When you focus on the death you ign

A Bit Further Down The Road
The road was scenic … High cliffs, talk pines and ocean beaches … surf crashing on rocks and high plumes of water jetting up . Twist in the road keeping my focus and the woman leaning against me holding me and my desire. A sign came into view . Scenic turn out one mile . I made a fake yawn … “ I need a little break from driving.” I said. “Good idea ! I could use a stretch .”, She purred . I slowed and eased off the road and followed the turn out up to the off the road parking . She let go of me and I zipped my fly . We got out of the truck … there was a picnic table set on a white cement slab over looking the ocean and pacific coast highway below . A short rock wall surrounded the cliff overlook . Except for the manicured perfect look of the place it was obvious that it was not used much . We walked out to the rock wall and stood there hand in hand watching the surf pound the rocks . The jetting water made me think of sex and cumming .. The ocean always has had a unique sexuality

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: April 17 You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single. Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you! Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Am I A Lie?
my dream is to open a shelter, to save dogs, but i cant even save my own, i feel like such a failure, how can i say i want to save them all and let this happen to mine, my heart was ripped out, god i feel like such a fake

Rules For Diet (borrowed From Fleetwood)
Rules For Diet: If you eat something and no one sees you eat it, it has no calories. If you drink a diet soda with a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are canceled out by the diet soda. When you eat with someone else, calories don't count if you don't eat more than they do. Food use for medicinal purposes never count, such as hot chocolate, brandy, toast, and Sara Lee Cheesecake. If you fatten up everyone else around you, then you look thinner. Movie related foods, such as Milk Duds, buttered popcorn, Junior Mints, Red Hots, and Tootsie Rolls, do not have additional calories because they are part of the entire entertainment package and not part of one's personal fuel. Cooky pieces contain no calories. The process of breaking causes calorie leakage. Things licked off of knives and spoons have no calories if you are in the process of preparing something. Example: peanut butter on a knife making a sandwich, and ice cream on a spoon making a sundae. Foods that have the same color ha

Life
You never know what will happen tomorrow. sometimes you become so confused that you don't know what to do or say. and sometimes you just need that extra hand to keep you from going over the egde.... you do whatever you can to make the pain you feel stop.. you can't help the way you feel... and sometimes you don't know how to stop loving someone...but then you realize that friendship means more to you than anything... you learn not to give up at times even when you want to... you don't give up on friends even when they hurt you... you learn that lives hard and sometimes it takes that one person to help you get through the hard times...

The Difference Between A Pretty Woman And A Pyrate Queen
Since I moved into this neighborhood, I've made it a habit to frequent the 7'11 down the block. Yes, I know stuff costs more there, but it would cost me the difference in gas to go somewhere cheaper. So I happily fork over the $4.95 for dish soap, and $6.95 for toilet paper. Besides, the twenty something kid that works there, "Justin" according to his name tag, is in love with me. Where else could I go and get the ego busting attention I feel that I so richly deserve? Shameless, I know but it beats hanging around outside the men's locker room at the fitness club. Tonight, he asked me how old I was. Being the intelligent woman that I am, I did not resist with false protestations about asking a lady her age. Instead, I lied. Flat out lied! I looked him right in the eye and I said, "I'm 55." I was prepared for his response and I got it in spades. "Fifty five??? As in 5-5?" His mouth dropped open in naked admiration. I nodded sagely and gave him my famous "come hither" P

The Fun Never Ends At Myspace.com
There's just never any lack of companionship at myspace. But damn if tonight "don't beat all", as they say down south. First, I want to put a disclaimer on this: Yes, I love all people of all religions and all philosophical persuasions. But that doesn't mean I've left my brains at the coat rack. Also, I love it that you believe whatever it is that you believe. (I'm glad to meet ANYONE who believes in ANYTHING these days.) But that should not require me to believe it, nor should it mean that I have to believe you're telling the truth. Additionally, I am not required to honour any of your requests for assistance with grave robbing or anything else. And, if you contact me first, and say absurd things to me, then you're fair game as far as I am concerned, as Fodder For The Blog. If any of my pals are pagans, then I apologize in advance for this, but remember that I'm not talking to YOU. I'm talking to this piece of cheese. I got an "Add Me!" request and a personal note, from

Millitary? Is It Worth It
Whats ur opinion? I am just curious cause i am joining and cant wait. But i have friends and family treating me like i am an idiot. i would love to hear your input on it. thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts Jai

Vindication For The Sec
Let's see now, the main gist of the sports blogs over the last month or so was that Florida had no business playing for a National Championship. It should be a team more evenly matched with Ohio State. I see what they meant now. They meant a team that Ohio State might actually give a game to. They must've known all along that the best of the Big Ten couldn't compete with the 2nd best team in the SEC, (LSU fan here) and the 41 - 14 demolition proved them out. Just goes to show how much those guys know about college football. Goes to show also that the Heisman Trophy process has become nothing more than a popularity contest among those same writers. Vince Lombardi said "football is a game of blocking and tackling." Something the sportswriters seem to forget when they rate and rank teams, because it was obvious that Ohio State possessed neither of these skills. Florida's lines, both offensive and defensive dominated this game, with blocking and tackling. Were it not for an

Aw.
Two things. First, I was walking back from grabbing my lunch and some random who was driving past slowed down to shout that he liked my hat. It was cute. Secondly someone gave me a two dollar tip. Ha. He put his hand out like to give me a high five and pressed two dollars into my hand. That was neat. Also. I am getting really awesome stuff tommorow clotheswise. I shall have to take pictures. ^^

Two Irishmen And A Genie
Two Irishmen, Patrick and Michael, were adrift in a lifeboat following a dramatic escape from a burning freighter. While rummaging through the boats provisions, Patrick stumbled across an old lamp. Secretly hoping that a genie would appear, he rubbed the lamp vigorously. To the amazement of Patrick, a genie came forth. This particular genie however sated that he could only deliver one wish, not the standard three. Without giving much thought to the matter, Patrick blurted out "make the entire ocean into Guiness beer The genie clapped his hands wiht a deafening crash, and immediately the entire sea turned into the finest brew ever sampled by mortals. Simultaneously, the genie vanished. only the gentle lapping of Guinness on the hull broke the stillness as the two men considered their circumstances Michael looked disgustedly at Patrick whose wish had been granted. after a long, tension-filled moment he spoke. NIce going Patrick now we are going to have to pee in the boat

Funny Stuff!!
One morning a husband took a pair of > underwear out of his drawer. > > "What the...?" he said to himself as a little > cloud of "dust" appeared > when he shook them out. > > "April!" he shouted to his wife in the > bathroom. "Why did you put talcum > powder in my shorts?" > > She shot back, "It's not talcum powder. It's........ > Miracle Grow."

A Brief History Of Tattoos
the word tattoo is said to has two major derivations- from the polynesian word ‘ta’ which means striking something and the tahitian word ‘tatau’ which means ‘to mark something’. the history of tattoo began over 5000 years ago and is as diverse as the people who wear them. tattoos are created by inserting colored materials beneath the skins surface. the first tattoos probably were created by accident. someone had a small wound, and rubbed it with a hand that was dirty with soot and ashes from the fire. once the wound had healed, they saw that a mark stayed permanently. despite the social sciences' growing fascination with tattooing, and the immense popularity of tattoos themselves, the practice has not left much of a historical record. --- bronze age in 1991, a five thousand year old tattooed man ‘ötzi the ice man’ made the headlines of newspapers all over the world when his frozen body was discovered on a mountain between austria and italy. this is the best

The Ins And Outs Of Body Piercing
"*~The experience of body piercing can run the gamut from a minor fashion adjustment to a deeply-spiritual, body-reclaiming ritual~*" *About Body Piercing* In Western culture, there hasn't been much of a tradition of body piercing. Girls would pierce their ears themselves, often with things like sewing needles and a potato to push against. The 1970s saw some jewelry stores add ear piercing as a service as little devices that would just pop a stud right through the ear were invented. These were very blunt and unsterile piercing techniques, and are heavily frowned up now. In the early 1980s, modern piercing techniques were invented and the first piercing studios began to open by the end of the decade. The movement of modern body art seems to have started on West Coast but has now gone global with club kids all over the world sporting eyebrow piercings, nose rings and heavily-stretched ear loops. *Laws and Legalities* Many states now have stipulations about how old you have to

Why
ok i wanna know one thing. does effort even matter anymore? i mean when it comes to liking someone. you get up the courage to ask them what their name is and believe me it's a lot of courage to build up. and they just shoot you down without so much as an "i admire your courage to approach me but..." does it really matter anymore. shouldn't it mean something that you would put yourself in a very vulnerable postiion to ask someone out not knowing how it's gonna turn out. i have had one person say that they admired my courage to approach them... one. somehow him saying that made it feel like he was human and that he's been there before. he wasn't some woman shredder like some men are. could someone please tell me what is the fucking point to it anymore. it's so much easier to keep it to yourself and move on with your life than to take the initiative to make a change. Why?

~~new Telephone Greeting~~
I love it New Telephone Greeting. ( I know you will like this one.) Wouldn't it be pretty doggone wonderful, if this caught on, all over the country? "GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA." "Press "1" if you speak English." "Press '2' to disconnect until you can"

Oven Fried Parmesan Garlic Chicken
INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup margarine or butter * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 8 boneless chicken breast halves * 2/3 cup grated parmesan cheese * 1 cup fine dry bread crumbs * 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley or 2 tablespoon dried parsley flakes * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper PREPARATION: In a saucepan over low heat, melt butter with minced garlic. Make a crumb mixture with bread crumbs, parmesan cheese, parsley, salt, and pepper. Dip chicken pieces in butter; roll in crumb mixture. Place in a 9- x13-inch baking dish and bake at 350° for 50 to 60 minutes.

Chicken Cordon Bleu Casserole
INGREDIENTS: * 2 pounds skinless chicken breasts, cut into chunks * Bread Crumbs * 1 egg * 1/2 cup milk * 8 oz Swiss cheese, cubed * 8 oz ham, diced * 1 can (10 3/4 oz) cream of chicken soup * 1 cup milk PREPARATION: Whisk together the egg and 1/2 cup milk. Dip chunks of chicken in egg mixture, then into bread crumbs, coating well. Brown in a little oil until golden. Place chunks in baking dish, add cubes of swiss cheese and small pieces of ham. Mix cream of chicken soup with 1 cup of milk; mix well and pour over all. Bake about 30 minutes at 350° or until tender and bubbly.

People Arguin For No Damn Reason
ok, so i havent done a "chaps my ass" in awhile, so here we go... yanno what else chaps my ass... when people try and debate with you, and then after awhile come to find out they really have NO IDEA WDF they are talking about... i mean really, if you are going to get into a debate with someone about something at least know the information, know the facts....or at least a little bit about what youre talking about.

Am I Really A Freak????????
Am I Really A Freak?? Don't tease me Don't Touch me Unless Unless your ready To touch me To drive me To caress me To play with me To lick me To sex me Dont go to fast Dont go to slow Go just right Do it gently Do it rough Do it tough Do it slow Do it fast Dont be scared If you cant do the job Like you said you can Before you leave Hand me the damn phone So I can call someone else Who can do it right If you want to stay I can teach you how Undress me nice and slow Then touch me up there Then down here Now use your tongue and lips Do it again and again As many times as you want But dont enter there Not into my lilly Not just yet See I got you And you got me I like many wayz What wayz you ask Come and find out Some say Im a nympho I just maybe Because I dream about sex Now my man leaves to go to work I hear a knock at the door I open it Damn its you We both know what time it is Im like not y

Your Fucking Dead
The hatred you keep inside Your selfishness, I loathe you Inside my heart, you died Inside my head, I love you Your abuse, I take in stride You I despise, I fucking hate you! Your dead, so fucking dead A piece of shit, hopeless memory your dead, dead in my head a piece of shit, worthless memory your dead, so fucking dead I the evil you keep inside your arrogance, I laugh at you Inside my heart, I cried Inside my head, me and you Your abuse, it stripped me of my pride you I hate, I fucking love you!!! Your dead, so fucking dead a piece of shit, hopeless memory your dead, dead in my head a piece of shit, worthless memory your dead, so fucking dead This hatred I feel everyday You made me become this way Inside, because of you, I died Inside, from you, I hide No more abuse, Im through One thing left to say... Your dead, so fucking dead!!! Burn in hell mother fucker! By:Stacey Forrester (Copywritten/Dont steal!)

Thoughts On Infinitesimal Randomness
Good morning/evening/noon/afternoon .. whatever your pleasure. i will attempt to elaborate on some things. when i say elaborate, i mean exasperate.. whoa i spelled it right on the first try creative writing isn't really my strong suit, though vocabulary is... it's a matter of information getting to and from my brain into specific areas, i.e. my hands i thought it would be better if i could just blog directly from my brain. of course it would end up being something like Frontier Psychiatrist. only some how every word would hot link to a vaguely related page in Wikipedia. and you would only need to glimpse at it to gain the information stored there. kind of a Electro magnetic form of esp, only you are communicating with a machine. i've been told i had A.D.D. and well yeah. i can never stand still for too long or stay on the same subject for too long. in rare cases i do. but that is neither here nor there. and i really really really have to go to bed now cause i work in the morning.

Livestream Cam 2 De Gouden Kooi ( A Dutch Tv Program)
Now Streaming CAM 2. Pick another CAM: CAM 1 CAM 3 CAM 4 Above the livestream directly from the Villa "de Gouden Kooi" ("the Golden Cage"). It's a TV show from the Netherlands. So please be aware of the time difference (CET = Central European Time). And yes we sleep at night too. ;) It's about 8 people who live in a million dollar villa. The last person who stays in the house wins the villa. Will it last over two years the winner gets the million dollar villa and a million dollar in ca$h... It's a bit like BigBrother only no one knows when this show will end. I'm sure you'll have this show later too. Did you know the inventors of Big Brother where Dutch? Like me... lol

Who Says You Have To Be Asleep To Dream?
It's 6:45am and I still haven't slept yet.. haha :) by the way, visit my friends: http://cherrytap.com/user/427061 http://cherrytap.com/user/565886 love, ♥ xpho3n1x if you are a myspacer, visit my page add me as a friend www.myspace.com/crazybeautiful856 sweetdreamzzzzzzz

Fuzzy Friends (a Poem For Vicky)
We bonded through our fuzzies Quickly became best buddies It's joy and laughter we share Through e-cards we show we care You always brighten my days With gifts or some other ways Friendship can't be bought or sold You're more valuable then gold And shine brighter then a star Amazing you surely are Don't need clovers or horeshoes I'm lucky cause I got you You're one in a million see And you are my dearest, Vicky

Absolutely Nothing!
I support every single soldier in Iraq, and pray for their safe return. There's even soldiers from my own country over there. But you know, this is a war that we can NEVER win. Today Iraq is a country in chaos and the Iraqi people all suffers from it. And the reasons for starting the war was a lie. I believe the real reasons for invading were of a strategic kind: control over oil fields AND to send a message to other regimes in that area. So I hope that we soon redraw all of our troops from there and not letting our young soldiers AND their family's AND friends pay for this mistake. Don't you agree that the world hasn't become a safer place for you and me or the Iraqi people? Peace to all of you.

Won't Be Around Till After The Weekend
i'm having out of town company until at this moment..sunday..but i may not let him leave ;) So we'll see...other than that running around like a chicken with it's head cut off cleaning..nothing like procrastinating! Have a great weekend everyone :)

I Think Its Just Rude!
I think it would be nice to be able to see who rates or pics not just gives them tens...I have come to this conclution only because someone has rates my patriotic pics a 1 . I think that is just rude!! If you dont like the pics thats fine DONT LOOK!! Iknow the rating thing is unimportant in the grand scheme of life and love but that doesnt change the fact that it just feels wrong to see those pics downrated...okay thats my rant for the morning I'm done... I hope everyone is having a great day! loves ya! Anjeleyes

Random
well my boyfriend leaves in 13 days and i dont know if we are going to stay together or not. right now it doesnt really matter to me, i mean yeah i want us to work but im not going to put myself through hell for six months to two years waiting if he doesnt know what he wants. plus there is the chance of me having someone else...right now neither of us know what is going to happen there but he is the man of my dreams and i would love to be with him. my boyfriend should be coming over either today or tomorrow so we can talk about us to figure out if we are staying together or not while he is gone. if he says he doesnt know what he wants then im ending it right there. i know how hard it is to wait on a soldier who knows what he wants, or at least thinks he does, forget trying to wait for one who doesnt know. i know it may sound harsh but if he doesnt know what he wants then whos to say he isnt going to decide he really doesnt wanna be with me after ive waited months for him. i mean

Happiness!!!
What make's you feel important? Is it being popular for your looks or money, or is it being well liked for you good nature and kindness? Does anyone know the secret of true HAPPINESS? Please post a comment and spread a good jesture to someone today........

What Does You Eyes Tell You
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious92%Eyes full of Pain67%Passion58%Diamond Eyes42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Reunited
I stood there with the moonlight shining through the Florida palm trees. The heavy air laid thick like a blanket around the two of us. There we stood smoking our first joint together, I was excited to see what lay ahead. Standing there so close to him I giggled just like a school girl again. I couldn't help it, I knew he could see the way my eyes were lit up, and not just from the pot. No I was aglow because something deep in me had been awakened. Of course I could clearly see the same passion in his eyes, we both acted like teenagers in love. Making our way back inside I stopped in the bathroom without saying a word. I heard him go onto his bedroom, locking the door just to make sure he didn't sneak in on me, I got to work. Taking my time I removed my clothes and decided upon just a simple black silk gown. The smoothest of all my collection, I knew it would be perfect for an amatuer smoker. So maybe I kinda had planned to get him high and take complete advantage of him, well so yea

So It Begins...
lol.... today is the first day of Torri vs. The girls...so far not too bad, but I am looking forward to naptime! After so long helping raise kids you would think I could handle these three better...lol...and yes I mean so long-going on 21 years of raising and caring for children... I think I can handle them, I just wasnt ready for today to start. WAIT- rephrase!! I KNOW I CAN HANDLE THEM!! My step sons were way harder than a group of toddlers!! I can do this and now I am off (haha I mean off to go deal with the girls, smartasses!)

Fallen From Grace
Are there words enough to express this feeling of total barren emptiness Those last words cut me deep Blood and tears from those wounds did weep There was a misundertanding, a lack of communication in a dream or nightmare came total revolation You walked away without a single fight with no forgiveness in sight I completely and utterly misread what you meant my words of course are not as eloquent My tongue (devestatingly) is not very graceful in speaking the matters of my soul So if you choose not to forgive me at least let me know, let me see That those precious wings are no longer mine as I stand here waiting in frozen time For that second chance, to prove that I never meant harm or pain to you That my wings are so important to me although I will hang them up, if that is what must be

Poem
THIS IS A POEM I FOUND IN MY DAUGHTER'S ROOM TODAY AND SHE HAS IT LISTED ON HER BLOG ON MYSPACE ALSO. NOT SURE IF SHE IS THE ONE THAT WROTE IT OR NOT. hes a little angel to me but i can clearly see hes not doing to good hes not living the life a little boy should and me just knowing that any day something could happen and take him away it hurts me so bad thats the reason i walk around so sad hes always been my baby and i dream that oneday maybe he will be better i hope that day is near until then all people will hear is the sound of my cry and me sitting up all night wondering why why its possible that the little boy thats like a little angle could die

Sad News
SAD NEWS >> >>>Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment >>>community. >> The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of yeast infection and trauma >> complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. >> >>> >> >>>Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities >> turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry >> Jack, >> the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain >> Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. >> >>> >> >>>Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man >> who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show >> business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not >> considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked >> schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old >> man >> and was considered a positive roll model f

Dont Know
I dont know how to do this lol Its my frist one..and i dont know how many people are going to read it but owell i dont know what to do my bf is going back to jail on monday and it pisses me off...and he'll be in there for 2-6 months or maybe even longer You would think i was used to this but he's in rehab and angermanigment.. He did major drugs and drank alot and ..as you can see he did some bad shit now he has to pay for it and aswell so do i but thats all i know for now

Never Say I Love You!!!
Never Say I Love You if you really don't care Never talk about feelings if they really aren't there Never Hold My Hand If your going to break my heart Never say your going to If you never plan to start Never look deep into my eyes If all your going to do is lie Never say hello If you really mean goodbye If you really mean forever Then say that you will try Never say forever If it will make me cry

Witches Of Ct Lounge
My Dear Friends, The following link is a wonderful lounge established by Witchy Amourette ~Witches Of CT~ http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4939 Welcome witches and those who seek help. Please remember to respect each other. We are not into dramas, we are here to help and to offer support. If you became a member of this lounge, feel free to add 'Witches Of CT' to your nickname. Brightest Blessings Witchy Amourette Please feel free to join and remember the three-fold law and be respectful as I feel that this shall be a wonderful environment to learn and grow in your individual path. Brightest Blessings one and all! In Love and Light, Lady Victoria

Redneck Pick Up Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, e

Bbw Love Train
Recent readers: anthony 1 member is On TAP CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! the goddess member is Stepped away remove friend subject: BBW Love Train (Please Repost) (repost) date: 2007-01-10 09:43:15 Show your love for BBW's if you are one or love them. Post your link below the next one TheRH ( BBW Lover ) @ CherryTAP Ornrylilshedevil @ CherryTAP ~BROWN EYEZ~ of the redmex family @ CherryTAP TAZZY~CTK @ CherryTAP JezzyBelle @ CherryTAP *Masterbation queen* @ CherryTAP Vampress_7 @ CherryTAP ~ WildCat~ @ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'TheRH ( BBW Lover )' on '2007-01-09 10:42:02') (repost of original by 'Ornrylilshedevil' on '2007-01-09 10:55:31') (repost of original by 'TheRH ( BBW Lover )' on '2007-01-09 18:26:29') (repost of original by 'rubias in the bbw contest vote for me cherrytap.com/1321370790' on '2007-01-09 18:34:58') (repost of original by 'TheRH ( BBW Lover )' on '2007-01-09 22:40:4

Awwww
I dunno who sent me the secret gift on here but whomever it was thank you thank you thank you it was sooooooooooo sweet!!! I'm speechless i dunno what to say other then thank you n wish i could personally thank you :( Much love! Sue

Just Read It!
This new version of the "footprints" story really caught me off guard at the end...What a blessing JUST READ IT! FOOTPRINTS..A New Version Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road together. For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace. But your footprints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops, turnarounds, circles, departures, and returns. For much of the way, it seems to go like this, but gradually your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling His consistently. You and Jesus are walking as true friends! This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens: Your footprints that once etched the sand next to Jesus' are now walking precisely in His steps. Inside His larger footprints are your smaller ones, you and Jesus are becoming one.

Work And Twekers That Wont Go Away
ok so work is good but why do the twekers flock to gether i mean dam like you see one and then there are 4 they like multaply bye 4 dam man they see the cops they run to one side of the building its great i finley got a show to look forword to every night makes the night go bye but why why do they have two sell in the dam building i have to fucking work win they do that do you no how much dam papper work there is invovled in it ya its great to watch them twitch and run arund looking at the lights but dam it the papperwork gets out off hand if you actully think of it it makes no sense and and man its fun to mess with them get you a red laser pen and flash it around them omg get ready to rull on the floor laughing your ass off cant tell next time you go to a casiono just do it and like at 2 am lol well i am out you all have a great day and ty for reading P.S watch out for the asian kids man they will get ya.

Great Friends
When my buddy John asked me to join CT I never in a million years thought I would meet so many wonderful new friends. This site is amazing and i'm truely glad I joined. Thank you so much for all the comments, shouts, messages, ratings and gifts you have all sent me. Not to mention all the love you all have shown. Big hugs to you all! MWAH! Love ya, Jackie

A Crazy Little Thing Called Life.
It’s funny how life in a spur of a moment can become a sadistic bitch. A year ago at this time, I was looking forward to getting married. I woke up at 7am to a text message from someone I once loved with every fiber of my soul telling me that he is going to be a father. I am by no means jealous, I can even understand why I am the first person he told. Most people would look at him telling me as some sort of cruel way to rub in my face that he does not need me in his life anymore. Yet, I know the reason is because he himself once told me, after we had broken up, that I am the one person in the world that he feels comfortable and safe with. (Shortly after our break up, he was having problems with his new girlfriend, so he would talk to me for awhile then return to her. I somewhat laugh about this now, because if you look at it logically, on his part, that is a real asshole move.) He didn’t like my response to his news. I cannot pretend to be happy for him when I believe that he is not re

I Have Some Health Stuff That Has Come Up
Hi A/all i have some health issues that have come up.. i will be wearing a heart monitor for 24 hours.. i get it today at 1:00pm and have to take it back to the hospital tomorrow at 1:00 pm .. today i am also having a EKG done.. so when i know more i will let ya all know.. take care hugs and kisses to A/all my friends Debbie

10 Thoughts For 2007
10 Thoughts for 2007 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it norm

The Love I Have Serached For
thought i would write to catch up...i am doing really good... i am deeply IN love with the most wonderful man i have ever had the pleasure of loveing and it feels awesome that for once i have a love to call my own and that loves me and isnt torn over some stupid lil girl or some other stupid drama i dont want in my life... I am going to keep this man as close to me as possiable and always keep the love growing between us... He was sent to me by GOD and i am very thankful to God for answering that prayer when it was the most critical in my life... i was on my way to become a devils advacate and now i am back on the winning team... The love GOD has given to me is the most awesome feeling i have ever felt in my entire life and i will always hold on to that love ,as well share it with the ppl i love the most and any one else who can accept this level of love... but any how i am suppose t be cleaning up my house and i am not yet and now i think i am going to part and do that....ty for readi

Survey Says
1.Pokemon, Spongebob, Or hello kitty? Hello Kitty 2. Robots, dinos, or ninjas? Ninjas 3. What is the emo-est thing you've ever done? Carved a heart in my flesh 4.If you could be a superhero, what would your name be? I would call myself “wet and ready” ha.. haha 5.skulls, zombies, or..puppies?? Uhm… no. 6.What would be the coolest thing to throw down a flight of stairs? My brother 7. Ahh!! all the color in the world is gonnee!! what do you do? Grab the crayons, duh. 8.working out:so good or no good? Uh not so good. 9.When is the best time to eat breakfast? My best guess would be the morning? 10.spoons:Soo good or noo good? Good for some things 11.Would you rather be an idiot or a jerk?(you CANT say neither) jerk 12.Whats the most overrated part of your life? Wtf kind of question is that? 13.Are boyfriends like puppies? If you mean they’re cute and cuddly. 14. If you're dreaming of ten of apples on a wall, how many apples are there? W

I Wonder
Does anybody think of what life could be like if this never happened or that never happened? I think like that all the time My whole life it seemed that there was always something wrong Always something going on I could never quite understand why things were happening They just were The arguing The fighting The bickering The teasing The harassment The beatings The constant moving The threats The cuts The bruises The blood The tears The screams But as each day passes I understand more and more why things happen the way they do Ive learned that things happen for a reason Some reason may be understandable and some may not And because of my past and of my present day I used to think that my life was horrible There used to be days where I wished I could go some place and never return And maybe just maybe It would all go away I tried that I thought that by going away all my problems would go away also

Why?
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a s

Black To Gray
eyes of the night watch over me the arms of the dark hold tranquility forwarning to the start of the day when things turn from black into gray a burning feeling that cant be shaken a part of life that has been taken an empty spot in the mind fill dreams with things so unkind forever in the land of the dead pages turn from black to red and our life is written in our blood rain falls and begins to flood each drop a memory that we share coming back to haunt the ones who care each one disappears when it hits the ground our feelings fade without a sound and leave us empty deep inside soon it becomes so hard to hide

My Dream
Although I am Catholic I still wonder down those roads And too often I get lost I’ve been depressed a lot lately I just don’t think I can go on My heart is filled with pain My insides ache all the time I’d carry all my tears and worries My shoulders bent with burden I’ve lived in the rain It seems I’ve spent a lifetime Searching after truth Where there’s no suffering of pain Hearts are hurting in this world I see evidence everywhere From the suffering and the pain of others The pain the misery and the woe Of those less fortunate than me But I had a dream last night I saw a cross on a hillside From the valley below And a voice said to me Towards the cross I must go I said I couldn’t start The hill was too steep I wanted to turn and just run He told me not to be afraid or scared He said please do not run away Don’t give up the answer is there If only I will follow He led me where to go The door of opportunity Has opened wide for me Each step I take into

Update On Me & Few Things
BED im goin back to bed [plus it like 625am] this place is too energy draining for me at moment but really.... i will be back!!!! in 4 hours or so FAN ME and i will fan u and everybody is a winner comment me here or message me if im not urs cuz im lazy [apologise lolol] and sometimes i dont see the alert NSFW everyone say i should add more and i do plan on it once i get 12000 profile ratings :-) which if all my friends on my list have rated me i would already be there BUT intil i get to 12000 there be a few added here and there 12000 profile ratings = 100 new NSFW pics for real i might even take some post some today if im feeling happy lolol MY AGE ok so like for some reason my age on my page has already clicked over as if i have had my birthday yet which i havent i am 23 ppl cherrytap lie lololol CAM like seriosuly do ppl like being fucktards or something I DONT CAM cant u be satisified that there are a couple o

Reflection
There she is smiling She looked exactly like me My carbon copy Natural dark hair Slender skinned with sharp features Everyday she walks around with a fake smile She lived like this for quite a while She carefully created a clever mask of illusion She wears to hide her pain and confusion You can't see behind her eyes What really lies beneath it all You don't know when she crys Or when she is afraid You can't see the real her Because she trys to hide her face She hides in her corner and in the rain And cries her eyes out so no one sees her pain But I can see the fears that she trys to hide I can see the scars inside of her She was alone she was afraid She can’t try anymore to bandage her wounds There are too many As I stand here and watch her I feel this emptiness inside her soul Standing in her own pair of shoes Being wary of things she choose It’s like an endless fight She has more losses than wins The road she has travelled Bridges she has crossed She

Rules To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that grea

Random Questions
1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?missi 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?i go comando 3. What are you listening to right now spongebob squarepants (hey i have kids) 4. Whats your favorite number? 6 or 13 5. What was the last thing you ate? PB&J 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?Black 7. How is the weather right now?chilly 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?My buddy 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?eyes 11. Do you drink? socially 12. Do you smoke? yes 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? yes 15. Eye Color?brown 16. Do you wear contacts?no 17. Favorite Holiday? winter solstice 18. Favorite Month? December 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? no 20. What was the last movie you watched? Lords of dogtown 21. Favorite Day of the Year? Dec 21 22. Are you to

30 Things Not To Say To A Naked Man!
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does it come with an air pump? 29. So this is why you're supposed to judge people on

Men
There are very few men that really catch my eye. Yet occationally they do and they all seem to have a few things in common. Tattoos, muscles, attitude, great smile, and deep eyes. Just about everytime I find someone like that I am amazed. Usually it is just a nice little get to know you fling but if you add in intelligence I am doomed. I forgot to add this MOTORCYCLES is a must for me to be head over heals in love or lust.

Man's Code..im Not Too Far Off But I Couple Werent Included In My Book!
This is it. So it has been written, so it shall be....The CODE 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Chocolate. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent). 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-lim

Sick
So i havent been on in a while. And when i do come on its just for a few minuites. I went outta town for new years cuz we went to a place where im old enough to go to a bar (you have to be 19 here). So me and some friends went and had a blast. Except one night i got drunk and my friend pissed me off. So i tried to run like 50 blocks back from the bar to the hotel at like 3am with a tiny tank top and some small jeans on...yeah not a good idea. My friend ended up following and all we remember is making friends with some guy that works at a gas station and him calling us a cab. I was so fucked up. And yeah i got really sick when we got back. And yep i definatly have broncitus and pneumonia both at the same time..its fucked up. But yeah theres my explination for ya :P Sorry i havent been on. Msg me if u want. -Caitlin

War
My unit 3rd squadron 7th US Cavalry is going to Iraq again. We got back January of 2006 just to seem them going back in a year. The first division to be going back there for the third time. Im filled right now with so much anger its eating me up. Gods Speed Troopers. Stay safe my brothers. Garry Owen!

Hee Haw, We Got It All, Y'all!!
We got it all, Y’all!! Need to be cheered up? Happy , Texas 79042 Smiley , Texas 78159 Paradise , Texas 76073 Rainbow , Texas 76077 Sweet Home , Texas 77987 Why travel to other cities? Texas has them all! Detroit , Texas 75436 Colorado City , Texas 79512 Denver City , Texas 79323 Nevada , Texas 75173 Memphis , Texas 79245 Miami , Texas 79059 New Boston , Texas 75570 Santa Fe , Texas 77517 Tennessee Colony , Texas 75861 Feel like traveling outside the country? Don't bother buying a plane ticket! Athens, Texas 75751 Canadian , Texas 79014 China , Texas 77613 Egypt , Texas 77436 Turkey , Texas 79261 London , Texas 76854 New London , Texas 75682 Paris , Texas 75460 We even have a city named after our planet! Earth , Texas 79031 And a city named after our State! Texas City , Texas 77590 Exhausted? Energy , Texas 76452 Need Office Supplies? Staples , Texas 78670 Men are from Mars, but women are from Venus , Texas 76084 You g

Her Dreams
For in her bed she lies awake From all her thoughts and her mistakes For in her life shes lost a lot Never forgave and never forgot Trapped beneath her thought and dreams Longing for happiness for she believes Lost inside and dont know how to feel Cant tell fake from what is real She dreams of wings So white and pure For in her dreams she feels secure Her lonely cries along the night Cant find wrong from what is right Mislead words from her lips Coldness from her fingertips She dreams of life Of things its brought The things she gained And the times she's fought For in this bed Where she does lie He mind is pre-occupied For all these thoughts put her to sleep Till tomorrow She does weep

Conrfuced
confused about life now and probly foreever...i just wonder what someone like me cantfind a ladie.that when she meats me wont turn around and run...iv gaven almost all my heart away and have a little left it seems like all ladies ant look for a a real thay wont a thug one that will bet the crap out of them ...sorry i was rased differnt then thatand i dont cuss them out where is the ladies who will just wont to be cuddle and just talk...some one is out there looking for me if it is u hurry up and come...im wating for u till we meat my love ill be lost in this stupe world alone......

Blah
i wrote this about 3 months ago just fyi, not much has changed however Ok, lately I have felt torn. I'm starting my third year of college and I feel like I am going no where. I am on my second major and I still feel that maybe its not right for me which really pisses me off. I am used to knowing what I want and right now I really don't know what I want. I'm tempted to take a break nad figure this out but at the same time I don't want to. I want the money that has been put into my education get results in the form of a degree but I feel if I take time off it might seem like the money spent in the last three years was for nothing. I was told by someone a few weeks back that I seemed wound tight and too worried about somethings and I' wondering if it really is true. Are my current indecisions about myself due to this? Have I been too worried about making people proud of me, supporting my family and friends when they have needed me, and trying to make people think highly of me so much s

Angry Americans
Americans are angry in my opinion because the government transfers people into our country and gives them more rights and helps them more than the people who were born here. Or the government tell people that came here illegally that with a few conditions you can stay and have more rights and be better taken care of than those that were born here. Though everyone is angry at certain points in life. Most of the time though people see what they want to.

'what Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Gotta Love Translations
A new missionary recruit went to Venezuela for the first time. He was struggling with the language and didn't understand a whole lot of what was going on. Intending to visit one of the local churches, he got lost, but eventually got back on track and found the place. Having arrived late, the church was already packed. The only pew left was the one on the front row. So as not to make a fool of himself, he decided to pick someone out of the crowd to imitate. He chose to follow the man sitting next to him on the front pew. As they sang, the man clapped his hands, so the missionary recruit clapped too. When the man stood up to pray, the missionary recruit stood up too. When the man sat down, he sat down. When the man held the cup and bread for the Lord's Supper, he held the cup and bread. During the preaching, the recruit didn't understand a thing. He just sat there and tried to look just like that man in the front pew. Then he perceived that the preacher was giving announcements.

Made Me Wonder...
I went to a comedy club & one dude talked about some funny shit (funny to me, i have a warped since of humor). anyways one of his jokes was about vegitarian chick's & it made me really wonder, Do they spit or swallow? If u find this offensive, i'm sorry. it was not intended for anything more than just funny observational comedy. your comment's on what you think they do are welcome, i hope you have a great day. mikey

*stars*
I WISH YOU WERE HERE I WOULD HOLD YOU TIGHT,KISSING YOU UNDERNEATH THE MOONLIGHT. I LOOK UP AT THE STARS IN THE NIGHT,THERE'S TWO THAT SHINE SO VERY BRIGHT,ONE IS YOURS AND ONE IS MINE.i REACH OUT MY HAND AND IN IT THEY LAND,THEY JOIN TOGETHER AND FORM A HEART,THAT'S THE BEST PART.sTILL SHINING SO BRIGHT I SEND THEM YOUR WAY.i HOPE YOU CATCH THEM AND IN YOUR HEART THEY WILL STAY. WRITTEN BY:BUBBLES

Things Gurls Need To Know About Guys
30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know > 1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are. > > 2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a > LOSER. > > 3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes > too. > 4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful. > > > 5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around. > > > 6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out > with you. > 7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us. > > > 8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more. > > > 9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool. >> > 10. We never shave our legs. So get over it. >> > > 11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's > just > wrong............ > > > 12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your > friends will tell > us, if you don't. > > > 13.

All About Me!!!
Eye Color: Changes (Brown, Hazel, Green) Hair Color: Light Brown Height: 5'9'' Favorite Color: Pink Favorite Indulgence: Getting My Nails Done Favorite Flower: Pink Rose Favorite Designer: Juicy Couture Favorite School Subject: Dance Class Favorite Season: Summer Favorite Place: New York City Do You Drink?: No Do You Smoke? : No Dressed Up/Down: Dressed Up Morning/Night: Night Favorite Body Part of Mine: Eyes Slow/Fast: Fast Vanilla/Chocolate: Vanilla Favorite Shape: Heart Marriage: Maybe Children: Maybe Regrets?: None Something No On Else Knows: I Refused To Wear A Dress Until I Was 15 Who Do You Admire: Mother Theresa, Angelina Jolie Favorite Food: New York City Pretzels Favorite Drink: Orange Julius Weakness: You'll Have To Find It ;) Ticklish?: Very! Silver/Gold: Platinum! Goal In Life: To Feel Fulfilled And Happy Favorite Holiday: Christmas And My Birthday Desires: Travel, Experience New Thi

You Know You're From Long Island When....
Flip-flops are normal, even in January. You know exactly what they mean when they say "Don't change at Jamaica." You know that The Drift Inn and Neptunes are in the same building, but you also know that they are NOTHING alike. Screw the SAT, you know the exact pronuncuation of Islip, Wantagh, Commack, Mattituck, Shinnecock, Quogue, Ronkonkoma, Hauppauge, Mineola, Islandia, Massapequa, and Patchogue. You and your friends are going to the beach, but the word beach never comes up in the conversation. Instead, it sounds something like this..."Well, we could go to Jones, but Robert Moses is closer, the North Shore is too rocky...whatever lets go to the Hamptons." You have no idea what jimmies are, or why someone would want to put them on their ice cream You have never used "wicked" as an adjective You know that Americana Manhasset is NOT a type of coffee You know that it's possible to take Jericho all the way to queens...but you would never EVER do it Para

68 Fun Things To Do In Wal-mart
1. Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding them at strategic locations. 2. Ride those little electronic cars at the front of the store. 3.Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day. 4. Start playing Football; see how many people you can get to join in. 5. Run up to an employee (preferably a male) while squeezing your legs together and practically yell at him " I need some tampons!!" 6. Try on bras in the sewing/fabric department. 7. Try on bras over top of your clothes. 8. Make a trail of orange juice on the ground, leading to the restrooms 9. While walking around the store, sing in your loudest voice possible "sex and candy" 10. Walk up to an employee and tell him in an official tone, "I think we've got a Code 3 in Housewares," and see what happens. 11. Tune all the radios to a polka station; then turn them all off and turn the volumes to "10". 12. Play with the automatic doors. 13

This Relaxes Me
Go placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; the too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons then yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affections. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it it perennial as the g

I Have Decided
That 2500 for a rootbeer is a bit much. It must be some good shit. Think about it! Welcome to CT...home of the $2500 rootbeer... Maybe next week we will get a 5000 dollar pickle...NM that was just baaaaaaaaad. Ok I know I am rambin but hey..Your reading it! U know u can blow stuff up with candy corn and root beer? bwahahaha

Unicorns Tears
Have you ever seen a unicorn have you ever seen a unicorn cry Lost inside the place i hide when all is too much and my mind shuts down when breathing becomes a chore and eating forgotten about when a childs smile is all i have left. i dream of place to run and hide to my dearest Sir.... to a lone sexi wolf.... to a time when my dragons i slay and fairies dance around me and the lone unicorn cries for my broken soul A time when i had no one to care for but myself a time i will never see again. if i was weaker i would run away but he deserves so much more than that and i am done running You will get only what i want you to see... some far more than the rest depends how true you are and how much i care my Sir, my Wolf everyone else will just see the shadows of who i really am....for you two i will be true to you as you to me until that time the unicorn will still shed her tears...... a unicorn is always accepting and never judging a healer of souls..

Now I Am Really Pissed Off
As some have noticed BJ erased most the profile comments off the site, but not on everyones page. Now to me that shit is not fair at all. So you fuck some people over but not all, what the hell is with that shit. I am reall getting sick of all the shit that he has been doing to the site, he begs us all to bring friends to the site but the server he uses can't handle it so he has to do shit like this.

Change In Computer Habits... Lol
Just to let everyone know who I didnt already email. I may be a bit slower getting back to you due to a new job and way different hours. I will still be on everyday, just not as much.. lol and I will be on early mornings and late evening. ;)

Twisted Obsession
This pain that Im living in is starting to break me within The thoughts that rush through my mind Your always two steps behind When I close my eyes to shut them out Its your voice inside shouting out I want you, I taste you I breathe you, I love you I miss you, I need you I hate you, I seethe you I cry you, I die you I bleed for you, I live for you This sorrow that wraps arounds me is choking me, wont let me be The stabs in my heart, lashing out You put them there, thats what their about When I cut myself to remind myself I breathe Its your face, denying me, it wont leave!! I want you, I taste you I breathe you, I crave you I miss you, I yearn for you I hate you, I despise you I cry you, I die you I bleed for you, I die for you This death looms all around me blinding me, I can no longer see Alls I can hear is the sound your voice, I know your around I lift my hand, take my last breath I feel your touch, now all is death I want you, I taste y

The Souls Journey
For love and joy this day I will keep my Smile For hope and peace this day I will face the trial For hurt and grief this day I will feel For loss and anger this day I will heal For ignorance and hate this day I will hold disgust For Me and You this day in gods love and mercy I trust By R. Thomas Dinsmore A week of torments and pain missing you beyond For you’re the one whom my heart grew fond I wanted to run and sought to my feelings to deny Yet thoughts of you brought tears and I would cry Lost without the face who lighted my days life Heart sick and filled with grief cutting me like a knife Drawn to your pictures and seeking your word Listening to the sweetness of your voice I’ve heard Tears the held me aware of something lost A Burdon beyond the hurt and cost Unable to forget you and move on due To the lingering touch of your soul true Changed forever by knowing you as only I can Someone’s spells have me left no longer a free man For I am kept by a

Breaking My Cherry
Figured I'd finally sit down and rant for a minute about nonsense just to get a few more cherry points. God I can't believe I got suckered into another website. I've got enough blogs as it is what with myspace, friendster, adult friend finder... When does it stop. Ah, it is what it is. Be back soon

Gotta Love Redneck Dui
DUI - NORTH CAROLINA STYLE > >Only a person in North Carolina could think of this. > >From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, > >comes this true story. >Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Kinston, >North Carolina . A fter last call the officer noticed a man leaving >the bar >so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. > >The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, > >with the officer quietly observing. > >After what seemed an eternity > >in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, > >the man managed to find his car and fall into it. > > >He sat there for a few minutes > >as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. > >Finally he started the car, > >switched the wipers on > >and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, > >flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, > >honked the horn and t

Another Day In Oz
Good evening, and welcome back to another day in Oz…. Well, it seems that my wife’s Christmas present was not the only one stolen. Our Office Admin got Gift Cards for her boss, me and another co-worker, (prolly a couple of others but she didn’t tell me who). We were out for a smoke and talking about coworkers, how some are really nice people, but complete morons at their jobs… I was telling her about 1 in our department that is the nicest lady, but a box of rocks has more common sense, and she is the only one to ever buy me a present for Christmas. This is when the Admin said, ‘I got you something!’ Ummm, no you didn’t. ‘Yes I did, I left it on your desk.’ I didn’t get it. ‘Are you sure, you’re kidding, right?’ Nope… She got me a Visa gift card, wrapped it in a small bow, with a bow even, and left it on my desk. She also left one on the desk of the guy I share my office with. Neither of us got them. Her boss actually got his and left it on his desk, and the next day

Broken Hearted
to all those who have fallen in love and thought everything was good and then he decides out of the blue that he doesnt know if he want to be with u or not it sucks we were happy and planned on getting married eventually he loves my kids and my kids love him but guess thats what i get for thinking a 20 yr old could be the one i spend the rest of my life with i love him with my heart and soul and hes out of town right now and ive stayed faithful to him but he doesnt even have the balls to at least let me know if we r together or not love sucks and it does hurt

Well Im Jsut Writing
Im not sure anymore of what to say, no matter what I do it seems to be wrong, I cant overcome these feelings of hate, im soo pissed at the world and nothing seems to change. I dont get you anymore and you dont seem to get me, I feel lost with out the friend I once had, your gone im not, its weird bc i cant shake this feeling. I normally am not like this I am ussually so calm! help... sry if it doesnt make sense i was just writing...

Okay This Is Too Funny If You Dont Get What He Yolded We Have A Probem Lol
Subject: YODELING > > > YODELING > > > > > Have you ever wondered where and how yodeling began? > > Many years ago a man was traveling through the mountains of >Switzerland > > Nightfall was rapidly approaching and he had nowhere to sleep. He went >up to a farmhouse and asked the farmer if he could spend the night. ! > > The farmer told him that he could sleep in the barn. > > As the story goes, the farmer's daughter asked her father, "Who is >that man going into the barn?" > > "That fellow traveling through," said the farmer. "needs a place to >stay for the night, so, I told him he could sleep in the barn." > > The daughter said, "Perhaps he is hungry." So she prepared him a plate >of food for him and then took it out to the barn. > > About an hour later, the daughter returned. Her clothing dishevelled >and straw in her hair. Straight up to bed she went. > > The farmer's wife was very observant. She then sugges

Cayman Islands For Honeymoon!!!
Very Very excited. We are going to the Cayman Islands for our honeymoon. We booked on 7 Mile Island. Made sure to get a hotel on the beach. Leaving June 20th so counting down the days lol. Now just looking up various tours etc so we can do something other than lay on those beautiful beaches for a week... lol Any suggestions??

Still Looking For Volunteers And Supporters!
I am still looking for anyone that has been touched by pregnancy and infant loss...to see if they might be willing to tell their story and have it posted here with mine along with a few others that have stepped up. I am also looking for people that support my mission enough to stick a little blurb about me and what I am doing on my page ON THEIRS....I have about 5-6 people doing it so far...maybe more....its much cheaper than a blast everyone and its helping many. Please think about it!

Bush's Speech 1/10/07
MORE AMERICAN BLOOD TO BE SPILLED! WHERE WERE THESE CHANGES 5 YEARS AGO MAYBE HE WANTS TO SEND THE CARRIER OVER THERE TO ATTACK IRAN OUR SOLDIERS ARE SO BRAVE AND DESERVE BETTER PERHAPS THEY SHOULD MOVE THE WHITEHOUSE TO BAGDAD NO MORE CRAWFORD TX REMEMBER WHEN BUSH SAID HE WOULD LISTEN TO HIS COMMANDERS ON THE GROUND. THEY SAID NO MORE TROOPS SO HE FIRED THEM! NOT ONE MORE AMERICANS BLOOD SHOULD BE SHED DID YOU KNOW THAT IT WILL TAKE 5 MONTHS TO GET THOSE 21,000 TROOPS IN IRAQ. OH BY THE WAY BY THE TIME THE 21,000 IN IRAQ WE WILL STILL BE SHORT OF THE LARGEST AMOUNT OF TROOPS WE HAD IN IRAQ WE HAD ALMOST 160,000 TROOPS THERE ABT A YEAR AGO. WITH THE 21,000 TROOPS WE WILL REACH ABT 150,000 TROOPS. AND THAT IS TO ACCOMPLISH WHAT??? SHED MORE BLOOD!!!!!!!! THE CIVIL WAR IS GOING ON THERE ~~~ ONLY ABOUT 5% ARE ESTIMATED TO BE TERRORISTS WE STILL NEVER FINISHED IN AFGHANISTAN AND GUESS WHAT OUR BORDERS IN THE USA ARE WIDE OPEN.

Morning Fun
Morning Fun by Maldoror Â© {All copyrights and such stay with me: Maldoror. No one else may take this story and use it elsewhere without express written permission from me at the link below. You may also write me to tell me you liked this story, hated it, did it to someone, or want to have me do it to you. All requests will be performed on a first-cum first-served basis.} This is different than my normal stories in as much as there is very little character or storyline. This is sex. lol Enjoy! You are on satin sheets reading the newspaper sipping coffee. Bathed in sunlight, you intently read. Whatever it is, either a news story about a robbery or a two-for-one sale, I do not know. Either way you do not notice when I enter. Of course you did not expect me. It is Monday morning, and I am supposed to be at work. However, there was something I forgot to do. Something more important than work, so I called and said I would be late. How late? 2 hours should do it. I wear

The Horny Gorilla
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink Dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at h

Potentially Vs. Realistically:
Potentially vs. Realistically: A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is the difference between potentially and realistically?" The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Robert Redford for a million dollars. Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and ask your brother if he'd sleep with Tom Cruise for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that." So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Robert Redford for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great college!" The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my God! I LOVE Brad Pitt! I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?!?!?" The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep with To

Reflexology
Reflexology, is a term for working on the feet.. or working the "energy" lines in the foot.. with I have to admit I do have a fedish for I well say one thing my wife well have sexy feet... Besides i enjoy work'n the feet the most when giving a massage.. And yes I'm a cerified Reflexology

Just Curious....
HOW MANY OF YOU ALL FROM THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP NOTICED THAT I TOOK THE TIME TO ADD EACH ONE OF YOU TO MY PERSONAL FRONT PAGE? IF YOU HAVE BEEN TO MY PAGE TODAY IT MAY HAVE BEEN NICE TO SAY HEY THANKS PINK FOR ADDIN MY PIC THERE BUT ANYWAYS I WAS JUST CURIOUS.

All The News
FERNLEY FLYER … all the news a person needs to know January 10, 2007 CROP DAMAGE An entire acre of Pappy Yokum’s four-acre corn crop was destroyed last Tuesday when Scooter Jeeter’s hog got loose from its pen. Yokum is holding the hog for damages. Jeeter told Flyer Field Reporter, Christopher Planet, that he intends to offer a bag of turnips as restitution if the pig is returned. SHINE PRODUCTION DOWN Moonshine production in Fernley is expected to drop by 25% as a result of an unanticipated corn crop failure. ROBERY REPORTED An unnamed traveler from nearby Fallon was hit over the head with what appeared to be a fence post from a pigsty, and robbed while walking through Fernley with a bag of turnips. Chief Investigating Officer Fife of the Fernley Police Department issued a statement on Monday. “This one’s a real puzzle,” he said. MOTHER MAXON TAKES A FALL Mother Maxon broke her hip at the Fernley First Revival Church social last Saturday after slipping on a pi

I Say Truth
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else Girl Facts:: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When

~~father And Daughter Talk~~
Father-Daughter Talk A young woman was about to finish her first year of college. Like so many others her age, she considered herself to be a very liberal Democrat, and among other liberal ideals, was very much in favor of higher taxes to support more government programs, in other words redistribution of wealth. She was deeply ashamed that her father was a rather staunch Republican, a feeling she openly expressed. Based on the lectures that she had participated in, and the occasional chat with a professor, she felt that her father had for years harbored an evil, selfish desire to keep what he thought should be his. One day she was challenging her father on his opposition to higher taxes on the rich and the need for more government programs. The self-professed objectivity proclaimed by her professors had to be the truth and she indicated so to her father. He responded by asking how she was doing in school. Taken aback, she answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA, an

All I Want ........such A Cute Poem
All I want is to love you for the rest of my Life.To wake up every Morning with you by my side.Knowing thats no matter what happens i"ll be able to come Home to you Loving Arms. All i want is to Share everything with you.To talk to you about our Ideas,our Dreams,the little things that makes us Laugh and the not so little things we can't help worring about. All i want is to give you my Love as a place you can always come to for Acceptance or simple comfort thats silence brings. All i want is to grow old with you to watch our Life unfold,our Dreams one by one come true. All i want is to love you forever

What/who Were You In Your Past Life?
Whatwho were you in your previous life? (Many outcomes and pics) You were a vagabond in your previous life! You have an insatiable wanderlust and can\'t seem to tell why. In your last life, you traveled extensively - whether it was for your line of work, or for personal enjoyment, you now cannot stand to be stationary. You\'ll never be happy settling, and you\'ll always need to feel far off. The world is indeed small for you.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Took This Test - Found The Results Rather Interesting
DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Slight-ModerateDysthymia:High-ModerateBipolar Disorder:Very HighCyclothymia:HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:ModeratePostpartum Depression:High-ModerateTake the Depression Test

The Core Of Emotion
To describe every emotion In one word No more No less That lights the spark and the explosion Till nothing can surpress Passion Undeniable and Undefiable Proof Quaking and Breaking Hearts Starting and Stopping Action It all starts with Passion Anger leaks like water to eye lids Slipping sorrow when pressure grows Spreads like gasoline to the fire Engulfing till it overflows Devotion attaches desire well Till it sticks like honey and lingers sweet On the edge of the tongue to never stray With an aching need that none can beat Fear caresses nerves with ease It holds us on the tip of sanity Envy runs in hand with Ego Avoiding every inch of vanity Similar are shame and pride With either unbalanced we shall tumble Timid maybe confident Either way at one point all shall fumble Happiness along with heartbreak fly on the wings of love Lust feeds off of pain and pleasure Cupid addicts with shots that there of Amazement Awe and I

My So Called Friends
To my friends!!!! No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as...My so called friends

What Kinda Flirt Are You?
You Are a Friendly Flirt! You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

First Steps
I'm sure I'm making a huge mistake coming here. I don't know where this place is gonna take me, I think I'd sooner run and hide. It's lonesome in here .. and so detached, I came in because .. well I was getting that abandoned feeling outside.. seem's this place has replaced what ever internet addiction came before it. I just hope that we don't loose ourselves or loose things close to us ..

Feeling Safe
In this dream i have, you'r standing there, with my heart in your hands. In that blank white room you hold, what I am as a man. You hold not just my heart, but you hold my soul as well. While my heart is in your hands, in my dream it's in light I dwell. I stand in a bright lit room, no chair nor couch in sight. I look deep into your eyes, and I feel as if in flight. I see my heart in your gentle grasp, and feel as if I'm safe. I hope that you will remain here, with my heart in your embrace. But then as if an hour passed, you have dissappeared. My heart lays on the floor, and i see what I have feared. I grab my heart up off the floor, and it beats with love then hate. I turn to leave and see you hurt, just behind a gate. I open the gate and hold you close, as your eyes fill with tears. I tell you that I'll keep you safe, and that I'll save you from your fears. Then again an hour passes, and we grow apart. I than awake when another passes, but in your hand

Surviving
I dreamed a dream the other night Of hell fire that blazed, star bright. It was the conflagration I always feared would be When truth started playing games with you and me. Who started the first fire, I cannot guess. But once it happened, on came the next. And in trying to kill the one that you made, I only fan it till it gave A larger flicker I could not control Until it seized me by the soul So I helped it along And you were too late in ending my fire with a song. So burn it all down if that's what you want. But then I understood the words that now haunt But it was to late, you burned them all up And there wasn't enough water in the cup. We burned down that world that filled us with life But I do not care 'cause it filled me with strife. It was the world we created to cover our need. A world of illusion I could no longer feed. And all that was left was dust and soot And ruins and destruction And the true nature of what was inside us all along. Frustra

Reasoning With An Apple
we played for hours under the willow pulling switches and flagellating eachother with smirks and toe-stomps the autumn sun grew orange and low in the sky eventually we sat beneath the crab apple tree begging eachother to stop but there are seldom miracles in New England after the leaves start to turn. The first fruit zipped past my hat-covered head the next bit below the rose of my bottom lip. No matter how I begged them, they laughed like the promise of another unwanted kiss. The sun was growing large and I was getting smaller as I realized it is better to negotiate with an apple than beg a friend for mercy

A Short Poem..
You know I had my good times So much I could tell you But not in just a few lines The years can't compare to the tears I guess that goes without saying So young with no fears Who was I trying to fool All that wasted energy On just trying to be cool But in the end it was me I was hurting Just on the edge of death I was flirting To my misfit youth & troubled mind This here is a special toast To all my friends that always lied The ones that said until the end This is for you guys For shedding me of my sins For informing me I will never win I was so fucking blind I must have been out my fucking mind...

Some Shit On My Mind..freestyle..
Lay me down to ease this ache Fucked in the head, it's about to break Damnation One Nation Under the dollar bill I pray to thee Find God in a STD MTV Or your version of XP I'm the loser you see in the streets The bad guy under your sheets I'm the blood on the ground Spilt & never to be found The effects are wearing off Jesus is a fucking cop Nailed to the cross in morbid bliss Give the Crucifix a sweet tender kiss On his bloody lips Pretend it all makes perfect sense Ignore the ignorance and the things that are bent The truth shall set you "Free" Just as long as you believe BeLIEve Believe in what they teach Preach...

My Primary
I've been thinking of changing my primary pic. Tony the Tiger seems to be getting old. I tried "Mikey" from The Life Cereal commercial from years ago. That didn't seem like a good one to me. Now I'm thinking of going back to my morph pic. What do you think I should do?

How Do I Tell You ?
HOW DO I TELL YOU?? HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE MY LIFE HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE BEAT OF MY HEART HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE MY BREATH HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE BLOOD IN MY VEINS HOW DO I TELL YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF MY SOUL HOW DO I TELL YOU ARE IN EVERY THOUGHT HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE EVERY CELL IN MY BODY HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE REASON I LIVE HOW DO I TELL YOU YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I GUESS I JUST SAY I LOVE YOU AND PRAY YOU HEAR AND KNOW IT'S THE TRUTH I LOVE YOU MY KAT MY DESIRE AND AM COMMITED TO OUR LOVE OUR LIFE OUR FAMILY !!

Ok So Cough Em Up...
Today is my birthday.. so i want all the hugs and kisses.. i am being realiztic here, lmao.. if ya like me, ya got no money, and besides i think hugs/kisses are better.. unless ya wanna make me something, then i will be really tickled as i love hand made stuff, means the person really put some thought into your gift, they know you, they love you and that kinda thing.. so cough em up!! kisses and hugs dang it!!! lmao..

It Hurts To See Him...my Brother.
Fellow CherryTappers, I am in the mood to blog. I was looking at a picture of my oldest brother, Adam. I felt as if I were about to cry. He isn't the same any more. He is a young 36-year-old man who took for granted his health. Adam had a stroke back in March of '06. He left Hemet, CA to Sacramento, CA on Valentine's Day and we trusted that he'd be fine. He never took good enough care of his diabetes and hypertension/high blood pressure, just shrugging it off, you know? And, now, he's paying the price for his carelessness. Its like looking at an empty room; there's nothing there. He used to wisecrack all the time, with his New York accent...oh, how he sounded slick with the streak of city life in him. And now, he can barely talk. He's like...mentally impaired. Mentally retarded....and it kills me so much. Its just life if he died. My brother isn't my brother any more. We can't talk like we used to. I miss him so much. I am so sad because I look at him while he's barely trying to unders

Man Code
I cant take cedit for this as i saw it on a bulletin but found it so funny i had to share it!Except #11 which i thought was just fucked up! This is it. So it has been written, so it shall be....The CODE 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Chocolate. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up

Weight Loss: No Quick Lasting Fix
Lately I've been seeing and hearing a lot of commercials for weight loss products -- most of them offering fast and lasting results. Of course we all know that that isn't the complete truth. What are these ads telling our children and those who have self-esteem problems based on appearance? The ads are, in a way, telling them that they could be happier if they lost weight; and if they use this product, it will happen almost overnight. Losing weight takes work. Like a million other people I've tried the weight loss pills --stackers (which actually did work), slim quick, the green tea ones, to name a few. The thing is, if you want to lose weight you have to change your eating habits and probably activity level. The numerous pills are diet aids, not solutions. For a long time I did the stackers but didn't change anything else. I was like a lot of other women --wanting the perfect body that was so commonly seen on tv. I grew up believing that that is what all men want--the size 3 waist,

Real Friends
To my friends!!!! No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as...My so called friends

Friendship
Friendships come and Friendships go Like wave upon the sand Like day and night Like birds in flight Like snowflakes when they land But you and I are something else Our friendship's here to stay Like weeds and rocks and dirty socks It never goes away! A BEST FRIEND A best friend is always there, whether you need advice, or a pep talk, or even a shoulder to cry on. A best friend listens with her heart and is always honest with you, even though the truth may not be what you want to hear. A best friend knows all your secrets, understands your fears shares your dreams. A best friend never stops believing in you even if you give up on yourself. you are that kind of friend to me. And no matter what happens, you always will be. You are my best friend.... my forever friend.

Every Drop...
every drop... i gaze down upon an object of sheer beauty. i take my fingers and caress it lightly feeling it getting harder and longer against my touch. something about the way it grows amazes me that it can be so soft and spongy one minute long and hard as steel the next. i take it into my hands, kissing the head, licking it gently i rub it slowly across my lips, my face. inhaling the scent of him deeply into my nostrils the intoxication of him makes my head spin and my pussie throb. how can i explain the way it makes me feel when it begins to throb inside my hand, inside my mouth that feeling i get when it is first inserted inside of my hot wetness the moan that escapes my lips when it goes deep. the pulsation's, the penetration, the stroking that it produces in and out, deep, deeper inside me hitting spots that i never knew existed. heat rising.. head spinning.. pressure building.. then that moment when i can't breathe no longer knowing if i'm a

This Will Warm Your Heart...
Just when you have lost faith in human kindness: This letter was sent to the principal's office after an elementary school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady had received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize and was writing to say thank you. This story is a credit to all human kind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift today! Dear Faculty and Students: God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens' luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at an Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and always had her own radio. Before I received this one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was napping. The other day, her radio fell off the night stand and broke into a lot of little pieces. It was awful and she was in tears. She asked if she could listen t

He Is So Sweet!!!!!
You know how you will tell someone you want something to eat, not really to eat, but because it sounds good at the moment? well galen and i were lying in bed watching tv and i told him that peroigis sounded real good. I didn't want to get up and make some, so i went to sleep. Can you believe that he got up at midnight (with migrane, kidney problems, and being sick with a cold) and made me some. Isn't that the sweetest thing you have ever heard? He said not to tell anyone because he doens't want his reputation ruined.

Wanton Slut...
She walks into her bedroom and is grabbed from behind. Before she knows it, there is something wrapped around her eyes and she has been pushed to the bed. As she bounces on the bed all she can think is that she should have locked the side door. She snaps back to reality with the sound of her blouse being ripped open, buttons flying everywhere and her nipples being squeezed through her bra. Her skirt comes off next, then her hands and ankles are tied to each of the four bed posts. She pictures herself from above, blindfolded, reduced to bra and panties and tied to the bed, ready to be taken. She is aware that her panties are getting wet. This has always been one of those fantasies she never admitted to anyone else. Yet she struggles against her bonds, little realising that her squirming only makes her more desirable. Her nipples are pinched again, this time painfully. As the pinching stops, the blood rushes back to her nipples bringing a half pleasure, half pain sensation. She

Yur Zodic
CANCER Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed. Most horny. PISCES Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely wired but in a good way LIBRA Very gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! GREAT in Bed. CAPRICORN Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. By far the BEST in bed. EVERY PERFORMANCE. AQUARIUS Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremly energetic. Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. ARIES Outgoing. Spontanious. No one to fuck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic. Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. TAURUS Aggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extre

Amazing Tid-bits!
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage of people who walk

The Artistic Tradgety
An Artist I know had a vision, this was a vision that would change the world, it was a vision of self awareness,self realization, self improvement,the importance of faith,loyalty,goals,and survival. This vision has the power to influence way people think,view,and conduct themselves, at the same time influence the course of music history. His vision was corrupted and tainted by the ideas of instability,doubt,greed,and a total disregard for EVERYTHING!!!!!!! The Artist's vision was becoming a reality just before it was tainted. The moral of the story is...stay true to your visions,goals,dreams, and most importantly stay true to yourself,don't compromise and never settle for less than want! If this Artist ever reads this i hope you rid yourself of the dead weight you know you're carrying and return to your true vision.

Mind Over Fucking Matter
i quit smoking dec 05 for my mother for christmas; i picked it up four and a half months later in new orleans. i told myself i was quitting when we moved into the apartment - that didn't happen. i then told myself i was quitting for new years. jenn's (my roommate) had several monetary influenced attempts to quit, but never made it. i told her several times to throw in the towel and mentally prepare herself to quit with me for new years. she did. we almost got into a fight a while back 'cause i told her she should try and cut back. but she did. that was a step. and every time we've ever talked about quitting she gives me the "but i don't want to". of course you fucking don't. you're addicted to it jenn. as am i. you still WANT the cigarette, but until you go to quit, you don't realize that you need the fucking thing. the feeling like you're going to snap the next neck you see just 'cause you can't stop tapping your foot to control your temper. that's withdrawl. yep, you're hook

She's Gonna Swallow
On her knees I'm on my back My better half Unleashed for lust Moving in heat As I feel the wet caress Of the magic of her tongue Things just starting to get hot Then she whispers softly And I almost burst right then and there Can't believe what she just said She's gonna swallow Harder and faster She strokes her man To ecstasy beyond imagination Like a porno star Born to do it Eats me like a ice cream cone Giving us both a erotic treat Feeeels so dammm good Don't her to ever stop Who knew? That a wife could do Those kind of tricks Would you believe she's gonna swallow? Thick and hearty I'll give it to her All night If she'll just keep on Licking me right Sweet sweet candy I'm her lollypop And she wants that love juice bad Drinking till she's drunk Addicted to my... OOOOOhhh Yesssssss!!! Baby just like that She's gonna swallow Sweat Pouring down my skin I can feel it cumming now Just like a supernova I'm ready to blow First time She's l

I'm Just A Dreamer
Gazing through the window at the world outside Wondering will mother earth survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her, sometime After all there’s only just the two of us And here we are still fighting for our lives Watching all of history repeat itself time after time I’m just a dreamer I dream my life away I’m just a dreamer Who dreams of better day’s I watch the sun go down like everyone of us I’m hoping that the dawn will bring a sign Of a better place for those who will come after us… this time I’m just a dreamer I dream my life away….oh yeah I’m just a dreamer Who dream’s of better day’s Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ It doesn’t really matter much to me Without each other’s help there aint no hope for us I’m living in a dream of fantasy Oh yeah yeah yeah Bridge If only we all could just find serenity It would be nice if we could live as one When will all this anger, hate and bigotry be gone I’m just a dreamer I d

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you fill this out and send to me in a privet message and i'll do the same for you....

A-z About Me
1. A is for age: 21 on March 12th 2. B is for beer of choice: none 3. C is for career right now: Factory Worker 4. D is for your dog's name: the one I used to have was CJ 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: Bra 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: Supernatural 7. G is for favorite game: God Of War 8. H is for Home town: Mt. Washington 9. I is for instruments you play: Making glasses sing, does that count? 10. J is for favorite juice: Apple/Prune 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: Jessica 12. L is for last place you ate: BurgerKing 13. M is for marriage: looking like its never gonna happen 14. N is for your full name: Casandra Gayl Snow 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: when my baby was born 16. P is for people you were with today:Allen and my baby girl 17. Q is for quote: True knowledge is knowing you know nothing 18. R is for Biggest Regret: Not doing something I should have 19. S is for status: in a r

Relationships
Having been in a couple relationships myself, I always pondered the question was it better to know all about the person you were dating or was it better to find out as time passed. My feelings up to this point is to not know too much about a person at first, that way you won't pre-judge them and you will get to form your own opinion about them. Well what is everyones else thoughts about this subject. Please comment and give your take of the subject.

Wiccan/pagan Abc's
Wiccan/Pagan ABC's Accept others as they are, we are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill...learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. Goddess/God's are multifaceted - The Lord and Lady take many names and faces. Help others every change you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on the surface. Judge not - what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face, watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening!!! Magick is a wonderful gift, but it is not everything! Nature is precious, appreciate it and protect it. Over the course of time, your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count!!! Pray Quietness both physically and mentally restores the soul, meditate often. Remember to take time for you

Attractive Teast
This is the "attractive" test. Reply through a message with your answers. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] sexy as hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] okay [] ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] yes [] no I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] husby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] go out with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] hook up with me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] sex buddy [] girl friend/boy friend [] wifey/hubby [] friend w/ benefits ??????? re-post as Attractive test

Ponder This For 2007
TEN THINGS TO PONDER FOR 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die #8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one cow with mad-cow

New Friends And Old Friends
I have made new friends for the last little bit to the point where old friends are starting to get jealous.It's silly yet cute at the same time.I personally would never replace a friend for everyone is different and bring a certain flavouring(for lack of a better word) to the table of life. I saw something the other day that reminds me of friendships,it's a quote: "If I wanted to be like you,I would clone you,instead knowing you could bring something special into my life I asked you to be my friend" So,as I make new friends,bury old ones and laugh growing old with certain friends,I can truly say that I have been blessed with and by the people in my live. Both in the good times and especially through the bad.People can tell you that they are your friend until they are blue in the face but the sign of a good friendship is if you are in jail they are sitting beside you or at the very least ready to bail you out.Meaning that they are always there during your bad times as you are for t

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Intensified Combat On Baghdad Streets Likely --plan Puts U.s. Troops In The Sort Of Urban Fight That War Planners Strove To Avoid In 2003 Invasion.
Intensified Combat on Baghdad Streets Likely --Plan puts U.S. troops in the sort of urban fight that war planners strove to avoid in 2003 invasion. 11 Jan 2007 President [sic] Bush's plan to send tens of thousands of U.S. and Iraqi reinforcements to Baghdad to jointly confront Sunni 'insurgents' and Shiite militias is likely to touch off a more dangerous phase of the war, featuring months of fighting in the streets of the Iraqi capital, current and former military officials warned. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/10/AR2007011002581

Elysium
This is where I lay down my blood. Shed the skin of my heart. Heal the scabs I tend to pick. Regard on life and figure in the lust. Hate for the day until I break. Speak to the deaf with a loud but soothing voice. I recommend this method of hate. It seems to fit the pattern of death in our victims we erase to ease the pain. Comfort without drugs or drink. Sex without wet and sweat. Protection from the morbid bliss of reality. Dip into my soul for a look into Gods eyes. Feel the memory of the blind that once held the visions of the Alpha. I am the Omega that Jesus was afraid of. I am not a statistic for you to ponder. I will not be sold. I cannot be bought. But I will gamble my morals for the benefit of the weak children you abuse with MTV. Hate me.

I Need New Pms For Your Morph Request..
I don't know if everyone noticed or had trouble like me and a few of my friends but I lost ALL my Messages. I have NO request for Morphs. I know I owe alot of PPL morphs and Really want to do them. So With that Said I want EVERYONE to pls send me your PMS with What 2 pix you want me to you. and I will get to working on them. I am Truely Sorry for this and wish I had them done alot sooner and this would not had been a problem. I blieve I have my computer fixed and should be ready to morph everyone. Pls Send me a PM.

At The Bar
Hey guys, i finally did it, i went out to a bar with a few friends last night. Lets see, i got drunk, i was cornered in a booth where a drunk n drugged up girl thought it was alright to feel me up, not just over my clothes, she went straight for my pussy, i was so stunned, i didnt know what to think, i just got out of there before she got any other ideas. So i left the bar around 2:30am n went to a friends house where we got stoned, than it got so hot in there i had to leave, another friend decided he would drive me home, but before we left the parking lot, we had a little fun. He started kissing me, than he moved his way down my pants n started to give me the best orgasm i had in months, than i gave him the best bj of his life n than i came home. Now i think that was a good night don't u guys think hehe

Break Stuff
I love the song.. Ever heard it? Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit? Well.. today, that's how I feel. I wanna break something. I wanna throw shit, smash stuff, break something!!!! This is not like me at all..lol I am usually very sweet, quiet... yeah right who the fuck am I kidding? This anger is not normal for me. I think that when my emotions get the best of me,I get angry as a way of self defense. It keeps me from slipping into a depression I guess. I get angry, I let it out, I feel better. So.. I'm angry and I need to let it out. Better do it before work. The last think I need to do is to kirk out in class! That would be hella bad.

Happily Married?
My wife and I were sitting in a fine restaurant when my wife looks over at a nearby table and sees a man in a drunken stupor. She kept glancing over at him throughout the meal. Finally, I said, "I notice you've been watching that man for some time now. Do you know him?" "Yes," she replied. "He's my ex-husband, and he's been drinking like that since I left him seven years ago." I said, "That's remarkable. I wouldn't think anybody could celebrate that long."

Ok Ok Ok!! Lmao
ALLRIGHT my sister called me on my bullshit so I have to clarify.. she read my blog and told me that I am full of it. Maybe she is right lol... Im sounding just a little too coldhearted says she. Im not really that bad... and look the b.o.b stuff is just a joke..I swear! (she is going to tell my mother lmao) Truth is that nothing takes the place of basic human contact does it? I like the strength of a man, the warmth and the smell of a man..goodness I like everything about them ;) lmao But to say I havent been so fortunate in meeting a quality one would be a vast understatement. Not that I havent had more than my share of dates, but the dating pool is kinda, um...shallow Looks are not everything, neither is money..its just a bad time for this kind of thing. Since the last break up which ended badly...lol Ive been thinking of moving...maybe going back to school...moving in another direction entirely with my life. It isnt even that I dont want to meet anyone...what

How Do You Feel About Me ?
Please steal a moment to fill this out with your opinions (and we all know what those smell like) in a comment sluts 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? (theyre very clean) 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Sex...
Well me, like I would think most guys think, sex is the first thing you think about when meeting ladies. From the first sight of someone he's find attractive, his mission is to find out how to get from point A to C skipping B. B tends to be the emotional rollercoster that most men feel women put them through during the first weeks of dating. Does she like me, where is this going, am I going to get it. The question is, is it shallow to think sex first in a new relationship? Thoughts and comments please...

If U Arent My Fan..or My Family...
or u didnt rate ALL my pics,dont beg 4 votes...i helped out a great amount of beauties,here,on ct..with their contests...when i was[and i still am]in any contest,they didnt voted 4 me...only 3 or 4 romanian friends did...i voted u,dear''friends'' because i was bored..and 2 lazy 2 make a blog..well..now,or in the future,if im or ill be bored,ill read kyra's blogs[a real novel...]and talk and rates only few real friends i have here..[they know who they r]...all the best 4 u,claudiu

The Sweet Taste Of Love
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

All About Me..=)
All aBOuT Me..=) Current mood: cheerful I Consider myself to be a very happy go lucky person..=) I love to have fun..=) Im a Gemini..so I tend to bore easily and Change my mind alot..=) I tend to be unpredictable and very stubborn...but to know me..is to love me..=) I love spending time with my family and friends...=) I also love photography, the ocean, dancing, being a total dork with my friends, animals, listening to music, driving fast, Lounging in the sun, meeting awesome people who make me laugh, flips flops, elizabeth arden makeup, american manicures, BabyDoll dresses, Poison Candy Fashion, Shopping, Ben and Jerrys ice cream, rollercoasters, romantic eveings, grey Goose vodka, waterparks, happy bunny, vacationing, high heels, jeans and tittie tops, playing dress up, road trips, kayaking, talking on the phone, Biking, Hiking, anything outdoors, dresses and dressing up, going to the movies, blender drinks, bonfires, camping, black and white photos, long walks, hot bubble

A Night In The Life Of A Cab Driver
We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, "He's just going upstairs to say good-bye to my mother." A few minutes later, I get into the cab. "Sorry I took so long," I said, as we drove away. "That stupid bitch was hiding under the bed. Had to poke her with a coat hanger to get her to come out! She tried

With Certain Love I Face The Day
With certain Love I face the day I set my mind to peace but I cannot rest, Eros has shot poisoned tip arrows into my chest. What venom is this that enslaves a heart for years and the years to come? What gruesome torture is that of attraction crashing with emotion and energy? The very same unseen force that creates the fusion and passion of the sun burning in the hearts of lovers pulling them closer and closer to feel the unity of the universe.

Niftiness
1. Bought Poisonblack's "Lust Stained Despair" today. 2. Finished my first figure painting last night. It sucks, but I like it. :) 3. Put the money in the bank so that I'll be able to buy my ticket to Mastodon tomorrow. On the negative side, though, I've been sick for two days. It feels like I'm hungry and have heartburn on top of it. It's driving me nuts.

A Look At Two Views
I wrote something then the man of my dreams wrote his point of view, I love how they both fit together and finally you can see both views of two people in love but one not wanting to fight and the other that keeps going and not letting go. -------------------------------------------------- Tears roll down her cheeks Her tears are oh so silent and meek She's slit her wrist atleast five times tonight Darkness that's where she sits Alone That's how she always feels She hates her life But as they say It's no big deal She's depressed and under stress Her life is a great big mess Danger well to her that is no stranger Blood oops she cut to deep Yeah she's stuck in a hole and it's much to steep Lying She told you she was okay "Why does she have to be this way?" She won't make it to the next day Hope there's none of that She's just sitting there in her chair curled up Broken her body is battered black and blue with blood dripping

I Met Me Once
I never knew who I was until I met myself in New Orleans and I wasn't to happy with what I found. I accepted me for who I was and knew I wouldn't be him for very long. To bad he will never know me. I let him die on the street car and I didn't even cry. He as well as I know all things die. Death is a beautiful thing because it is a part of life. Life is beautiful and it is full of death. I am still here, always living, always dying, trapped between the illusions of good and evil.

Please Show Some Much Needed Love For This Man!!!
Layout Codes Myspace Resources Layout Graphics Comment Image Source dragon@ CherryTAPThis man just died.He gave his life to save ours..His family needs to feel some love.Lets show them what Cherrytap can do!!

"what Song Fit's You Best"
YOU HAVE 30 SECONDS TO REPOST WITH THE SONG THAT MOST EXPLAINS WHERE YOUR AT IN A RELATIONSHIP OR NOT ??ME & YOU - Taken by the sweetest person ever and you love them with all your heart and miss them right now and can't stop thinking of them because you have them stuck in your head. ??PULLIN ME BACK' - You're single, but you have someone in mind that you want. ??TORN- You're confused. ??UNFAITHFUL- Single and whatever happens, happens ;] ??MY BOO - Taken, just chillin. ??LIKE YOU- Just single and you sort of want someone, but you kind of don't care. it's whatever. ??CONFESSIONS - You like someone and they don't know it. ??SEXY LOVE - Like someone and they like you too but you're not going out ??DOIN TOO MUCH -you really love someone, or just dating and trying so hard to make it work, but yall are having alot of problems unfortunately ??NEVER SHOULD'VE LET YOU GO - you took them for granted. & now that they're gone, you can`t have

Read This Before You Judge
-You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

Fun Facts
Butterflies taste with their feet. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all of the world's nuclear weapons combined. On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year. Ball point pens kill more people in a week than marijuana has in thousands of years. I had to add this....... Drew On average people fear spiders more than they do death. Ninety percent of New York City cabbies are recently arrived immigrants. Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older. It's possible to lead a cow upstairs ... but not downstairs. Women blink nearly twice as much as men. It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow. The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because

Why Men Suck....
Ok, in the past couple of days i have had too many people (all men BTW) telling me how I should feel.... Ok, it's pissing me off... Ok guys, accept the fact, I REALLY LIKE SCOTT!!! He is not in my boyfriend, in real life.... i added him as my cherry boyfriend, because i do like him so much.... i am the reason he signed up... get over yourselves... I have had so many people telling me why i shouldn't like him, why i shouldn't date him, that i am a liar for saying I was single, which i am, newsflash.... he hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend, he doesn't want anything that serious with me just yet... Not saying I don't want to, because I really do... but we're taking things slow... he didn't start talking to me by saying "wow, you're hot wanna fuck?" It was nice sweet things... he got to know me... he is intelligent, smart, sweet, funny, romantic, USES PROPER GRAMMER, which is my bigest pet peeve, people who can't use proper grammer, or spell correctly. I understand TYPE-Os. I make the

Dear Alcohol..=)
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big It

Test For Dementia
Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we grow older, it's important that we keep mentally alert. The saying; "If you don't use it, you will lose it" also applies to the brain, so... Below is a very private way to gauge your loss or non-loss of intelligence. So, take the following test presented here and determine if you are losing it or are still "with it." The spaces below are so you don't see the answers until you have made your own choice. OK, relax, clear your mind and. Begin. 1. What do you put in a toaster? Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," then give up now and go do something else. Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, "Bread," go to Question 2. 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk," What do cows drink? Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk," please do not attempt the next question. Your brain is obviously overstressed and may even overheat.

What Kinda Kisser Are You?
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

I Think That
Everyone should go to my profile and go to my About me section and there's a lil thing it says Sue's Voice Comments if you click where it says to record by phone u can leave me personalized messages!!! I would love to hear peoples voices and so far i've only got one person to leave me a message :( So plz plz plz everyoen go do it!!

New Friends
you know i started out in here not knowing people but when i came in here i been making alot of friends and i am so happy about that i dont have many friend to talk to that much. and i thank all thos peopel who added me and it means alot to me i hope to hear from ya all soon

How's Your Year So Far?
Well, so far this year has started off where It left off last year. Still working o.t, still in debt, kids still at home (lol), still hungover from the Holiday. The list goes on. I am sure it will get better, it has too....right?

Am Pissed Off
ok I had to block a person for being crazy...look I am not a bytch but I will be one if you constintly push yourself on me thats a big no no...its really creepy when a guy starts planning on moving out to where you are when yet you just met no more then 2 days ago and bugging to have you look at their privet pics woooow theres something obviously wrong with you when you get all pissed off at the person cause they said no and was polite about it...frick I got kids and I aint gonna be looking at nude pics with my kids around thats just disrespectful....and what pisses me off is that there is no need for name calling I am not in elementery school here just because I dont wanna look at mens privet pics doesnt mean Im gay and there is nothing wrong with being gay or bi(seems to me you have a big issue with that get help from a head dr guy they are human just like you)...I am not going to allow one stupid nut job push me around and think sorry is gonna cut it...nope you push me and I push ri

Something Really Stupid
Please Hang Up and Try Again... A man calls home to check in with his wife, to let her know he'll be home early, when suddenly, a strange woman answers. The confused man inquires, ''Who is this?'' ''This is the maid,'' answers the woman. ''We don't have a maid,'' says the man. The woman says, ''I was hired this morning by the lady of the house.'' "I told her we didn't need one, " the man muttered under his breath. ''Well, this is her husband. Is she there?'' The woman replies, ''She is upstairs in the bedroom with someone...who I thought was her husband.'' The man, suddenly realizes what's going on and begins to fume. Moments later, he says to the maid, ''Listen, would you like to make $50,000?'' The maid hesistates, but answers, ''What do I have to do?'' The man explains to her: ''I want you to get my gun from the desk, and shoot the witch and the jerk she's with.'' The maid pauses for a moment to consider the awful deed and puts the phone down. A min

Gangsta 4 Real
Ok....let me say this.....this broad came at me on my shoutbox and told me that I should be a lady and quit tryin to act gangsta.... FIRST of all...where does a dumb bitch like this who has her name as "MY KITTY.....whateva, whateva"....talk shit bout me not actin like a lady. I don't have my shit out there like "WHOA"...my shit is respectable...no doubt. SECOND of all, I am 100% LADY...all day eryday....HOWEVER....I rep mine, all day, eryday...and I WILL HOLD IT DOWN no matter what....I know a million nigga's who cut for a down ass female....not one who nuts up anytime shit get hot....so to all tha hatin ass females...FUCC YA'LL....and to all tha GANGSTA ASS FEMALES....Lets KEEP IT GANGSTA, all day and all nite.......

Movie
The other day my sister called me telling me she'd seen this insane movie .. saying there was a little bit of everything in it .. Scares , Laughs, worries , well you get the idea ..So she started telling me a little about the movie and told me I really had to see it .. So I did and now im gonna tell you all about it .. The Movie is called "Bubba Ho Tep" ..and here's what its about .. Based on the Bram Stoker Award nominee short story by acclaimed author Joe R. Lansdale, Bubba Ho-tep tells the “true” story of what really did become of Elvis. We find the King (Bruce Campbell) as an elderly resident in an East Texas rest home, who switched identities with an Elvis impersonator years before his “death”, then missed his chance to switch back. Elvis teams up with Jack (Ossie Davis), a fellow nursing home resident who thinks that he is actually President John F. Kennedy, and the two valiant old codgers sally forth to battle an evil Egyptian entity who has chosen their long-

A Look At Two Views
-------------------------------------------------- Tears roll down her cheeks Her tears are oh so silent and meek She's slit her wrist atleast five times tonight Darkness that's where she sits Alone That's how she always feels She hates her life But as they say It's no big deal She's depressed and under stress Her life is a great big mess Danger well to her that is no stranger Blood oops she cut to deep Yeah she's stuck in a hole and it's much to steep Lying She told you she was okay "Why does she have to be this way?" She won't make it to the next day Hope there's none of that She's just sitting there in her chair curled up Broken her body is battered black and blue with blood dripping Strength She has none Hell had just begun She's so dizzy Her mind is going crazy like it began to spin She felt bad so she slices another layer of skin Screaming inside her mind this is all she ever did and heard Death She dreamed of this Give her one last kiss on her scared up wrist

A Spell Is Cast
When I think of you I am far away, My mind wanders, my thoughts...they stray; To wondrous places with special dreams, So believable at times, so true it seems. I imagine the emotions that flit across your face, As with tender fingers...your skin I trace; The uncertainty in your eyes shines so deep, A treasured memory remains for me to keep. The feel of soft, warm skin beneath me, A passionate look now in your eyes, I see; As I stroke you once more, with tender caress, and let my fingers curl on a stray tress. I watch you intently and bend my head, To kiss your delectable lips, a sultry hue of red; With quivering touches and heartfelt desires, Emotions deep and our passions now fired. We share a kiss so full of pleasure, giving to each other, measure for measure; Tongues flicking, dancing and entwined, Such sensual loving is hard to find. With bosoms heaving and hips pressed so near, There's always loving and never a tear; Our bodies close and our hearts beating fa

Kids That Can't Grow Up!
Why Does a 21 yr old who flaunts herself think thats she is better then anyone? Did you have fun cute_blonde coming up w/fakes for commenting on yourself? To set the record straight....... Cute_Blonde.......LOST! she had 5725 comments and 71 votes= 5,796 points Loboshewolf ......WON! She had 5750 comments and 56 votes= 5,806 Ever since this spoiled little girl has lost she had her fakes over downgrading my profiles and pics... After the words that she left to me in shout I blocked her ass... For one thing She is no perfect cherry! Her salute looks like a distorted up mess! Starting to have my doubts on her even being 21...if even real... Why am I letting this get to me? Cause I HATE stupid people like this! Also Its my Contest and Loboshewolf is the winner.... Cute...Maybe take lessons from us older women... You dont mess with Mother Nature....... Kids......Shakes Head! PS... all the ones that she uses SKY^WATCHERS(CT^COMMENT^BOMBER)@ Che

Tourette De France
I just watched the funniest thing on TV that I have seen in a long, long time, still wiping the tears of laughter from my face... Tourette De France Keith Allen teams up with a party of teenagers from the Tourette Scotland support group, and travels with them to France on a red Routemaster bus. Led by John Davidson, the group's ultimate goal is a visit to the Sal Petrier hospital in Paris, to see for themselves the place where their condition was first diagnosed, back in the late 19th century. As well as debunking the myriad preconceptions about the syndrome, Keith Allen's Tourette de France looks at the humorous side of society's reaction to Tourettes. By turns funny and touching, it gives the viewer a rare insight into a group of normal, likeable, and occasionally mischievous teenagers who are managing to live fulfilling and rewarding lives, despite the bizarre hand that fate has dealt them. If you get the chance to see this then you would be a fool to miss it... th

Etherus & Aphrodite (by Adickt Of Passion)
Etherus & Aphrodite Though he had hired on for the stable with a good recommendation from his mentor, Faisal still felt uncomfortable. It wasn't so much the animals...they were his friends. He had become friends with each one quickly, each equine trusting him easily. No, it was the way he was treated from the family. That is all except for Kat. She was a princess of course. Yet she did not act like the rest of the family. When they looked towards him, they looked through him...after all, he was but a mere serf. Faisal smiled inwardly when Kat looked at him. It was as if she saw him for the man that he was...he felt whole and sure of himself. She was a beauty, tall, with smooth creamy white skin. Her dark hair was such a contrast against her white skin. Her eyes were light brown, soft and tender. Each day, Kat would come down to the stable for a ride. She would be dressed in tight fitting leathers...not at all that of a princess. Often she would laugh and joke with the hired ha

Downraters
ISNT IT FUNNY HOW WHEN PPL DOWNRATE U THEY NEVER ACTUALLY SAY WHY LIKE OH UR PROFILE TOO BRIGHT OR SOMETHIN LIKE THAT THEY JUST HIDE BEHIND THE SCREEN GROW SOME BALLS AND SPEAK YOUR MIND PPL INSTEAD OF JUST HATING ON PPL FOR NO REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Greyhawk's Story
I will make this story short. Our second child was a miscarriage, or so the doctor said. At about two months along. The doctor preformed a DNC. A few months later, my wife was not losing weight. She went back to see the doctor, and she was still pregnant. He is 18 now. In 1996, my wife had a miscarriage, and again she gave birth to a surviving twin. In 1999, she had a tubule pregnancy, this of course required surgery. The doctor found a “growth” on the healthy tube, and removed it. This, of course, effectively sterilized her. What is so interesting is that the OB/GYN in Illinois who checker her out in 2000, said that his examination did not match the notes form the doctor who preformed the surgery in Texas. While we do have six children, this final act devastated my wife. It has take years to recover. We have been blessed. One son is in the Navy, the other is in college, and the rest are growing to be good people (at least I hope they are). Still, you never know what life is going to t

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

It Is Not About Me!
I know that it is not about ME..we have already discussed hospice. How much time the caretaker will be here and how often. Avenues of being ABLE or QUALIFIED for hospice. Will have to make phone calls on it. He is not bed ridden yet! He already has a living will and I have medical power of attourney. Planning to do the gruesome but necessary task of pre-paying for his cremation and burial so he does not burden the family with the cost. He is requesting all of this. He is the one that wanted to have constant care for when he is bedridden so I would not have to deal with it. His late wife told him(just when his illnesses emphazema developed--about 10 years ago)it was not in the marriage contract to care for him when he was bedridden and she will not do it. He thought I would think the same until I told him I CHOSE to be here with him. I left everything in VA FOR him! "You did, you did", he said. End of conversation. His appetite has gotten better. Daughter in laws aunt use to wor

Koolest Thing I Read In A While
i found this on the bulletin board and thought i might want to read agian and others who missed it could see it here so i hopeyou like it Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's send it around the world. FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand i

Ufo Conference - Key Warnings From Our Celestial Observers
thanks Robdiggity for the heads up on this video - at the least it provides great documented evidence. http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6295641198174571593&q=mexican+ufo&hl=en i belive this guy, along with all others who investigated the UFO happenings, found one of the key messages; sent through sky formations, crop circles, and ancient writings. do you think global warming is no threat? do you think global warming is ONLY because of our governemnts and human influence on the planet? maybe, just for once - the government is secretly trying to use chemtrails and other weather changing mechanisms or techniques to help mankind.. and to prevent this... _______________________________________________________________

Today Is A Good Day.
Double tall non-fat raspberry lattes Coffee Purple flowers One clove Two people And a sunny day. Make someone (Like me) Not want to run away. ** I scribbled this on a napkin while I was on a date sitting outside of Starbucks next to a busy intersection. The guy I was with and I were at the time both generally crabby people...but that day I felt good. :)

Just Another Day In Paradise
Howdy Folks! Hope everyone is doing great. I got to blow the day off from work! Of course I had to go to the doctors for this damn earache I’ve had since Monday night. Script for antibiotics and a decongestant. I took my boy in too, he has a pilo.., paloda…, ah hell, he has a cyst on his tailbone. Seems that the cells for hair and teeth originate from the tailbone area when we are in the womb. Somehow they know to travel to the proper place and grow. Occasionally some stay behind, and later in life start to cause a literal pain in the ass… He faired better than I did, antibiotics and Vicodin. Of course it is not that much better, I’m allergic to codeine, and he has to go in for surgery… As we were leaving the Dr’s office, I get paged about work. Same stuff I’ve been telling everyone for the last week and a half. Not sure why they do not listen to me. I get home, get some meds in me, and decide to check emails for work. Big mistake! More emails flying about

Joke
JOKE OF THE WEEK Two married friends are out drinking one night, when one turns to the other and says, "You know I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. Take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds.I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late." His friend looks at him and says, "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, pee hard into the toilet water, then use the full flush, throw my shoes in the closet, undress in the bedroom, then jump into bed, slap her on the ass and say 'WHO'S HORNY????!!!' and she acts like she's sound asleep! Works every time!"

Lost
The light of the moon casts shadows in the night alone tonight with shaking arms around me. sobs of anger and betrayal breath through me isolation how many more lonely nights am i too spend always expecting to be betrayed... no expectations of others... because that would mean that i care again i hide behind my dreams and tell you they don't exist but they do when i face my self in the mirror even though i hate what i see i see the girl he destroyed the one who wanted it all the one i try to bury everyday so tired of hurting so tired of crying so tired of living an illusion but there is no way out of the hell i created no one cares enough to help wrapped up in their own hell to selfish to see that beneath it all is a heart of gold and someone who so desprately needs to be loved and treasured. nothing nice comes from the voices in my mind placed there by years of abuse you hear the words so often you believe them and now they are all thats left i

~~women's Ass Size Study~~
>> WOMEN'S ASS SIZE STUDY >> >> There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their >> asses. >> >> >> >> I thought the results were pretty interesting: >> >> 25% of women think their ass is too fat >> >> 10% of women think their ass is too skinny... >> >> The other 65% say that they don't care; they love him, he's a good >> man, and they would have married him anyway. >> >>

More People Need To Die.
ok, so the death toll of people i know/am close to for the month is now upto 6. if the rest of you fucks would be so kind as to let me know when you are going to die i would greatly appreciate it. If your not sure, just give me a ball park figure. if you dont come up with a time frame for me, i will set a date and we can work it out, your choice, knife, gun or rope.

Medal Of Honor For Scio Marine
Medal of Honor for Scio Marine The nation's highest military honor was awarded posthumously today to Corporal Jason Dunham, a Marine from Scio, New York. Marine Corporal Jason Dunham Click here to send Cpl. Dunham's family a message The messages will be posted in the WNY Pictures of Pride page. The following is a brief description from the Pentagon of what Cpl. Dunham did to earn the Medal of Honor. Medal of Honor presentation From the Pentagon: Cpl. Dunham's squad was conducting a reconnaissance mission in Karabilah, Iraq, on April 14, 2004, when a nearby convoy returning to base was ambushed. Hearing gunfire, Dunham and his squad rushed over to help suppress the attack. He led a team a few blocks south of the immediate ambush site and ordered his squad to block seven vehicles attempting to leave. As they approached, an Iraqi insurgent jumped out of one of the vehicles and grabbed Dunham by the throat. As Dunham fought the enemy hand-to-hand, two Ma

A Ray Of Hope
Read this poem, pass it, and pray for all of the children who are currently fighting cancer, have passed away or who are now survivors. These special children have an amazing way of showing each and everyone of us a little ray of hope. This poem was made for all of you!

I Want To Love You
I Want to love You For the rest of my life How wonderful to finally have found you. For so long I have searched looking for the special one to share my life with, someone who would accept and love me as I am, and yet provide the freedom and encouragement for me to outgrow myself-limitations. I longed for someone to admire, to love, someone who is striving to be the best they can be. Yet somehow each relationship fell short and I became more sure that there would never be anyone with whom I could build a love and a life. Finally, I stopped searching and begun to accept my life might be complete without having someone to share. Then, one day, I discovered you! It began with a look, conveying a message we weren't yet ready to put into words. Through our eyes, our expressions, we begun to form a language of friendship, a basis for the love we were not ready to share. Silently, our friendship grew, our communication expanded. Words gained new meaning as our love evolved and we b

Redneck Sub
If you have ever gone to a play party in curlers and a kerchief, you just might be a redneck sub. If you count your spankings "1...2...3...the next number...the next number...the next number...", you just might be a redneck sub. If your safeword is "cut it out or I'm tellin' Ma", you might just be redneck sub. If you know what your Mistress expects from you by the way she belches, you just might be a redneck sub. If your master tells you to fix him a steak, and you start by loading the shotgun, you just might be a redneck sub. If fulfilling your master's every whim means picking up a 12-pack and changing the TV channels for him, you might just be a redneck sub. If you have ever been bound and gagged in the bed of a rusty pick up truck,you just might be a redneck sub. If you have ever tried to brighten the dungeon decor with a pair of pink flamigos, you just might be a redneck sub. If you have ever had to use your safeword in order to spit tobacco juice,

When A Guy.....
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Dream Catchers
An ancient Chippewa traditon The dream net has been made For many generations Where spirit dreams have played Hung above the cradle board Or in the lodge up high The dream net catches bad dreams While good dreams slip on by Bad dreams become entangled Among the sinew thread Good dreams slip through the center hole While you dream upon your bed This is an ancient legend Since dreams will never cease Hang this dream net above your bed Dream on and be at Peace

More Rimbaud
'A Season In Hell - 6' The Impossible ¯¯¯¯ Ah! My life as a child, the open road in every weather; I was unnaturally abstinent, more detached than the best of beggars, proud to have no country, no friends, what stupidity that was. - And only now I realize it! - I was right to distrust old men who never lost a chance for a caress, parasites on the health and cleanliness of our women, today when women are so much a race apart from us. I was right in everything I distrusted: because I am running away! I am running away! I'll explain. Even yesterday, I kept sighing: "God! There are enough of us damned down here! I've done time enough already in their ranks! I know them all. We always recognize each other; we disgust each other. Charity is unheard of among us. Still, we're polite; our relations with the world are quite correct." Is that surprising? The world! Businessmen, and idiots! - there's no dishonor in being here. - But the company of the elect, how w

I'm Back !!!
Well I guess all I have to say is im back I was gonna leave the site over some stupid drama but it was dumb left some really great friends and I had to come back One special person he knows who he is brought me back here and im glad to be back but please keep the damn drama away i dont care who fucks who on here if u want to be with every guy/gurl on ct go for it all i can say... idc its nothing to me what u do But anywayz im back here to all my great friends and looking forward to meeting some new great friends as well ~*~Love ya all~*~

The Prez's Speach
This is getting posted just a little late, I didn’t feel like typing much yesterday, so here goes. I personally didn’t get a chance to watch the speech yesterday, well, i guess it would be the day before for most of you, but it was on here at about 4-5am. so i was sleeping when it came on, i just know what this speech means to me, my friends here and all of our families back home. So yesterday i was woken up about 845am (it was nice to have a day i could sleep in a little, it doesn’t happen much, a day off would really be nice) but i was told that we were going to have a meeting with the company commander at about 10-1030am. i asked if it was here where we live, or up at the company office, he said here. cammies or PTs (work out clothes) either was fine; so i closed the door (bare in mind that it was so bright outside that i only knew who I was talking to by voice, i couldn’t see them through the glare). Than he knocked again and when I opened the door he said that the meeting wa

Back Before I Found My Soul
Whispers in the distance, Shadows on the wall, Resulting from the lines, In several bathroom stalls, I try to shut them out, And drownd away the pain, Just smoke another joint, There's nothing left to gain, Memories so faded, Some things not ment to be, Look deep down into my soul, And watch whats haunting me, No more shards or broken glass, No mirrors on my bed, A lust for something painfull, A thirst that's in my head, Now I'm lost in my dispair, There's no where left to hide, I wish I could express the things, I shelter down inside, A prescription for the blues, Will remind me every day, I can't seem to pass this stage, this life is not the way. Feb,14,2004 Daryl Lemky

I Wish You Love
I Wish You Love Lyrics Rachael Yamagata I wish you bluebirds in the spring To give your heart a song to sing And then a kiss, but more than this I wish you love And in July a lemonade To cool you in some leafy glade I wish you health And more than wealth I wish you love My breaking heart and I agree That you and I could never be So with my best My very best I set you free I wish you shelter from the storm A cozy fire to keep you warm But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love My breaking heart and I agree That you and I could never be So with my best My very best I set you free I wish you shelter from the storm A cozy fire to keep you warm But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love.

I'm A Grandma !!!
Courtesy of MsTags.com Yesterday morning at 11.05am (UK time) my beautiful little grand daughter, Tygan (it's welsh and pronounced tee gan) was born, weighing 7lbs 10oz. Mum and baby doing very well. Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Just wanted to tell the world ! Lin xx

Blast At U.s. Embassy Called 'terrorism'
Blast at U.S. embassy called 'terrorism' 12 Jan 2007 A rocket was fired at the U.S. embassy early Friday, striking the front of the building but causing no injuries. A senior police official said the blast was an act of terrorism. [Oh, but when the *B U.S. H* attacks an embassy or consulate - that's called 'targeting suspected al-Qaeda figures.'] http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070112/ap_on_re_eu/greece_us_embassy

Bush's Legacy: The President Who Cried Wolf --olbermann:
Bush's legacy: The president who cried wolf --Olbermann: Bush's strategy fails because it depends on his credibility By Keith Olbermann 11 Jan 2007 Only this president, only in this time, only with this dangerous, even messianic certitude, could answer a country demanding an exit strategy from Iraq, by offering an entrance strategy for Iran...This is diplomacy by skimming; it is internationalism by drawing pictures of Superman in the margins of the text books; it is a presidency of Cliff Notes... We are going to put 17,500 more troops into Baghdad and 4,000 more into Anbar Province to give the Iraqi government "breathing space." In and of itself that is an awful and insulting term. The lives of 21,500 more Americans endangered, to give "breathing space" to a government that just turned the first and perhaps the most sober act of any democracy — the capital punishment of an ousted dictator — into a vengeance lynching so barbaric and so lacking in the solemnities necessary f

I May Have Lost It...you Can Decide For Yourself...
If this doesn't make sense, it's not intended to. It's just random...ME...Things may be spelt wrong or whatever I'm not gonna read it over, so deal with it It's 3:30 in the morning, I sat here, thinking I should write, and I came up with some good lines, only to realize, I wasn't writing them down and they would soon be lost, by the time I end with this line, I will probably not remember anyways. I sit here in a room full of darkness, a world of black. The only light, a blinding light, from my head. A big white void, where thoughts should be flowing. I feel as though my mind is going a thousand miles a minute with thoughts, as it use to. I use to write all the time, just let the words flow out of my mind onto paper, but no longer. I feel as though it is constantly moving...thought after thought, but when I try to gather them, it is blank. No sentences, no words, no thoughts, nothing. My body flows with adrenaline, my heart pumping, feeling it coarse through my viens. boom.

In Mysticism
Ensnared by the possibility, of being sucked in by sensual rain I shall not forget the taste of you in fast flooding waves. I ache in longing to crash into you, give myself up to you again and again, till we mingle, limp body parts, legs dangling comfortably, in a mysticism that spent us both.

Top10 Things A Women Would Do If She Woke Up With A Penis
TOP TEN THINGS WOMEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP AND HAD A PENIS FOR A DAY... 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

Today
Well, I knew this day would come and I am both happy and sad.... My man won't be around in the day time for the next week.... Man,I am going to be lonely!!! And no way am I hinting that I want to be hit on by another man on here.... U gotta understand... i LOVE my man....he is my joy, the twinkle in my eye, the laughter in my voice, the grin on my lips.. I do not mess around on him....no way...he touches me in ways that NO man has EVER touched me...And I do not mean physically either....there is so much more in a relationship than physical... ROTFL, YES I love sex btw....and all there is to it and he SOOO turns me on, heehee.... I am going to miss him..... Lookout those who read blogs....I am going to be busy on here talking about him.... Ya think I love him? Heck yes I love him!!!!! Okay, hushing FOR NOW!!!!

Who I Like On Lc/ct Part 6
Who i like on LC/CT is Nympho i liked her from the very first time she accepted me as a friend on the now old LC and then i didn't hear from her for so long i was scared she was never coming back on LC until late 2006 on CT i found her as a new member again so i re added her as friend and i was happy again because in my eyes i never knew she left i was scared she never said goodbye to me because to me i felt like my heart was ripped out when i never knew she left LC and then when on CT she came back i was like OMFG i am so glad to have you back on my friends list because i was starting to connect on a personal level with her i feel as if i truly have a connection in my heart with her and in my eyes i was wondering why to why she left LC without letting me know because after i consider myself a really good friend to her and i don't want her to leave CT because i care about her that much and i would fall apart if she left again without saying goodbye to me first so therefore Nymph

Sergeant Relieved Of Duties Over Playboy Spread
OK... it's Friday morning and I feel like stirring up some trouble. If you have read the news about... An Air Force staff sergeant who posed nude for Playboy magazine has been relieved of her duties while the military investigates, officials said. Then here is a posting I put on the AOL MESSAGE BOARDS that I want to share. Someone please pinch me cause I must be dreaming. I am reading over and over about how wrong this is and I am in shock. I am not saying I approve of her actions but what I am saying is who are we to judge her? We are a country that views nudity as a sin... Ha. Adam and Eve spent most of their time naked. European countries treat nudity as an everyday thing and have no major social or moral issues. America... sheesh, lose the burlap panties and lighten up. You talk about Standards and Morals? We have George Bush starting wars and sending our troops to their deaths for his own personal reasons. Bill Clinton was caught involved in a sex scandal w

Hiya Sexy Person You!! Lol
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU (IF YOU THINK THEY'RE SEXY OF COURSE *WINK*). IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST THREE TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE SUPER SEXY!!!

Erotic Explorations
The secret world of smooth warm flesh your graceful curves delight my eye they call my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above find sweet release, like clouds and rain your hands reach out, to take my face and pull me to your waiting breasts to suckle you long as a greedy child lulled by the music, of your hot breath your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed softly croon song of love to me need binds me tight to your side do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion? my growling voice echoes in the room your name kisses my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide

Ha Ha Funny Naughty Joke
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat 'I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache.' It worked! The headaches are all gone." The husband replies, "Well, that is wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back A few minutes later and jumps into bed and makes passionate love to his wif

Worst Yet To Come For Us In Baghdad
Worst yet to come for US in Baghdad 11 Jan 2007 The plan by the US President, [sic] George Bush, to send tens of thousands of US and Iraqi reinforcements to the Iraqi capital to aggressively confront Sunni insurgents and Shiite militias will touch off a more dangerous phase of the war, featuring months of fighting in the streets of Baghdad. [In such a setting, the resistance fighters should do well!] http://www.smh.com.au/news/world/worst-yet-to-come-for-us-in-

Divine Thing!
This is my song :) You are the one supreme being Just dressed to kill and fulfill just any dream And you are the one heart's desire All hips and lips made to trick just any fool [Chorus] I could have sworn that you were an angel 'Cause you're a sweet, sweet, sweet, divine thing But I should have known that you were the devil Dressed like a sweet, sweet, sweet, divine thing... You lack the one thing that is devotion not always there, in your hair in a daze Just too wrapped up in your own emotion your vanity will always be your greatest thing.... Chorus

No Hits... The Search For Contact Continues.
I thought I'd update you on the Craig's List thing. I put my own ad up at the beginning of the week. I got one response, which appeared to be an ad of some sort. Glad to see there's people out there still willing to capitalize on your need for social contact by wanting to sell you porn. As for the ad I responded to? No reply. Typical. I browsed the site a little more this morning, and then came to my senses and gave up. The rationale: If a woman really wants to hook up with a guy, or at least hang out with him, why would she browse the internet? All she needs to do is go outside and one of us "dime-a-dozens" will probably fall all over himself trying to figure out the best way to get into her pants. It's the same way on CherryTAP... and other social networking sites. See a hot girl who's partially nude in her default image? She's either fake or looking for another female. I'm not bitter. I guess I'm actually just starved for attention. I moved out of New York into what

Sex After Death
Subject: Sex After Death A couple made a deal that whoever died first would come back and inform the other of the afterlife. Their biggest fear was that there was no afterlife. After a long life, the husband was the first to go, and true to his word he made contact, "Mary . . Mary. ..." "Is that you, Fred?" "Yes, I've come back like we agreed." "What's it like?" "Well, I get up in the morning, I have sex. I have breakfast, off to the golf course, I have sex. I bathe in the sun, and then I have sex twice. I have lunch, another romp around the golf course, then sex pretty much all afternoon. After supper, golf course again. Then have sex until late at night. The next day it starts again." "Oh, Fred you surely must be in heaven." "Not exactly, I'm a rabbit on a golf course in Arizona.

Patience Gone, Let's Make A Deal!
So back in June I was given a promotion with a modest pay increase. I wanted more money but they explained why it wasn't going to happen. The one thing that made me feel better was the promise of a few thousand more per year on January first if I were still here and then a cost of living increase in February. Well guess what...it's January, just got my first pay check for the year. NO RAISE IN THERE. I asked my supervisor/manager/higher up and he says that they want to wait until they review everyones pay in February. That's bullshit! I was promised this money by the president of the company and didn't get it. I am getting pushed off and am so pissed. I plan on having a meeting with him when he gets in sometime this morning. At first I was so pissed off and didn't want to talk to anyone. Now that I have sat for a little bit and checked the job ads i am cooled down some. I am still aggrivated! Time to negotiate.

The Depression Test
I'm not surpised at all by this, lol DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Extremely HighDysthymia:HighBipolar Disorder:SlightCyclothymia:Very SlightSeasonal Affective Disorder:Very SlightPostpartum Depression:N/ATake the Depression Test

Butterfly Tears
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 Butterfly tears As Beautiful as a butterfly As Delicate as a broken heart. As fragile as a thin crystal As innocent and true as a child I often wonder why it is we fall in love with who we do? Is it destiny that is choosen for us or do we have a say? Is there a lesson we are to learn from a broken heart? by Gegi Cluck

New Arrival
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 New Arrival Current mood: cheerful Category: Life I always wanted to be a mother. The more the merrier. I was blessed with two beautiful daughters. I loved being a mom and tried hard to be a good one. I am sure i made some mistakes along the way but I did try. In 2000, I was blessed with a wonderful granddaughter who has been the light of my life. She is smart and full of a loving spirit. July 2, 2206 I was blessed with a new grandson, born 5 weeks to early. He has spend some time in nicu but he is a strong spirit like his big sister. He is making progress everyday. I cant wait to see him come home and I can spoil him rotten.... HEY its MY JOB....lol Mom and Dad do the discipline, I DO THE SPOILING....heheheh I ask only for prayers that he will grow strong and come home to us soon.

...friends...
True friends are hard to find They come few and for between, so i just had to let you know that i consider you one of mine i hope that i can put a little sunshine in your day, a little laugther in your hart, as you have done mine so many times before i'm thinking of you today and always...

A Dream
A dream in you're life, can come true. If you do something for it. A dream in you're life, can't come true. If you do nothing for it. But if you work for it. You can reach you're dreams. Only you can make this come true. No one else. You can reach you're draem. If you want to be a singer, sing as loud as you can. If you want to be a actor, act like you never done before. If you want to be a nurse, help people then. This is what you got to do. If you will reach you're dreams

For Lynne...
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend: someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship... When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly bright and beautiful. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose you way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete, because you need not worry. You have a forever friend for life, and forever has no end.

Belated New Year's Eve Report
Better late than never, here's what happened New Year's Eve. All names have been changed. We drove half an hour out to the Club. We knew since it was Sunday that there'd be no place open to buy alcohol, so I had picked up some Jim Beam, and the wife bought some White chocolate liqueur. We got there about 8 o'clock, and it was already packed. There are usually around 15 couples there, this time there was probably about 35 couples. Our friends Gerald and Tanya had saved us some seats at the first of the three long tables. Gerald is taller than me, a little graying. Tanya is about a foot shorter, voluptuous, with dark hair, a few years younger. We sat and drank and talked for a while, with the music playing. I saw a couple we'd run into before, Sean and Melody. Sean was a little older than me, longer hair, walked with a slight limp. Melody was about my age, medium build, dark hair, with her breasts spilling out of her outfit. They were sitting at one of the small tables b

How To Clean The House
HOW TO CLEAN THE HOUSE 1. Open a new file in your PC . 2. Name it "Housework." 3. Send it to the RECYCLE BIN . 4. Empty the RECYCLE BIN . 5. Your PC will ask you, "Are you sure you want To delete Housework permanently?" 6. Calmly answer , "Yes," and press mouse button firm ly...... 7. Feel better? Works for me!

Assicons Lol
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

Pissed Off!!! Dracula's Castle
Pissed off!!! Dracula's Castle ARGH!!!!!!!!! Dracula's castle is for sale and I am pissed that I am not a millionare yet and so I can't afford it! Anyone want to lend me a few million dollars? Pretty please? With sugar on top? I really really really want it. Really bad. Anyone? Please?! (pouty lips and puppy dog eyes) *long sigh* *spanks and kisses* Hazel

Simple Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools - WD-40 a

The Train Conductor
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the track!” . The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out , you may play with your train..but I want you to use; nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say. "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue..."For those of you just

To Be A Man Of Mine
To be a man of mine there are a few things you must understand about me. 1. I am a mom of a beautiful daughter that will always come first. 2. I am very dedicated to the bike shop and probably put too much into it. 3. I am very devoted to my friends they are closer than my family and I will do anything I can to help them no matter what. 4. My family and I are not close but they are still blood as much as we don't get along I will still do anything to help them. 5. I like tattoos and piercings and will be getting more of them. 6. I love motorcycles, I need the wind. 7. I am very stubborn and will stand my ground no matter what. 8. I may not seem like it but I am the kind of girl that likes flowers. 9. I am not made of glass you will not break me. 10. I do cry and I do lock everything inside if you want to get past that you might want to be there for me but don't force me to confide in you. 11. I will fail and screw things up. 12. Sometimes I am a bit de

My First
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Our Dreams
Dreams are given and dreams are shared between us....Each night our minds go to the place where we will meet for that first time.... We see each other, we smile....We stand there for a moment then....Our fingers entwine. arms embrace, lips meet, love making follows in our dreams....These dreams,they are so real that I feel as if my life has become them....I reach out and touch you in my dream and you are real.... Your warmth, your touch, your body next to mine....exploring, searching, reaching for each other....Our bodies telling each other the want and the need for the other.... The fire is ignited between us now....Our kisses become as a flame to the others skin. Hungry we are for each other as we let our mouths taste our skin.. Lips become as soft as rose peddles as we kiss the other. Harder we now kiss as our hands now join in. They must be part of this. Our hands touch, sparks of what seems to be electricity follows as we trace each curve on the others body. Searching for tho

Edge Of A Broken Heart
I don't believe I could of been so blind but love is strange I thought about it for a long long time but the truth remains I don't need another lonely night to dry my tears The answer's plain and it's black and white and I can see the picture very clear I've been living on the edge of a broken heart I don't wanna fall I don't wanna crawl I've been living on the edge of a broken heart don't you wonder why I've gotta say goodbye It isn't like you never had the chance to change your tune did you think that I'm a dime a dance well the dance is through I've been doing things your way for way too long well baby that's over it won't be easy but I've got to be strong and if I wanna cry I don't need your shoulder I've been living on the edge of a broken heart I don't wanna fall I don't wanna crawl I've been living on the edge of a broken heart don't you wonder why I've gotta say goodbye I'll find someone else who's nothing like you two can play the game as we

My Soul
The darkness has my soul, at night as I look up into the sky The stars reach out to me, not strong enough alone they turn to the moon The moon reflects a beautiful glow My soul struggles to free itself from the ties that bind it A new light appears with colors so bold All join together fighting to free my soul from all that holds it hostage As my soul breaks free the morning begins Once again my soul is not a captive

F*in Tired
Why can't people just be real.. quit putting on fronts.. be themselves... why deceive people into believing you are or want to be something you never are or will be? Why is the question? Are there any answers.. probably not.. but you know.. I'm real.. always have and always will be.... I dont need bullshit or games... I've had enough of that!.. ok just needed to vent... all better now!

One Last Look
One last look around I have pour all my heart and soul to you But you give me this And now Im back Just wait and see what is here You would have never guessed That what you thought Was only half the me One last look around I laugh at what was I see that I was alright But you give this to me To have back Though you are confused I am just fine Just remember that I will always get what I want In the end One Last Look You give me this And now I am back ~me~

Truth
if you look beyond the moment try and see what is really there let what you know carry you on through be true to yourself for the truth is not to far to be found but what is that truth is it in people or things is it to be loved or to love to have that which you know you need truth does hurt but if you let it just let it grow in your mind it can become something that can be used for good in the end

Enduring
¤what will come next ¤how can i hold on ¤is this the end or the beginning ¤time seems to be stopped ¤i hope i will carry on ¤love shows no bounds it tells the story of what is and could be ¤the future is not set ¤i will endure to the end ¤this will pass

This Too Shall Pass
which way is up or down? how is it that this moment comes when least expected and unable to control trying times are these that make one so numb but is the pressure that is really needed or can someone really understand trying to hard or not hard enough are the answers I find and each seem to bring back the past where is the end of the tunnel how can I be free for just once to accomplish what I set out to do these walls are high and the water is rising all around me how long can i hold my breath until the door is open

More Drama Today ... I Hate It
Drama and self importance rain the immature make public their pain Delusion that the world does care Of all the doings they would dare Sickening the mess they live inside Sane souls would instead hide Too many think their live matter most Their past chases them they see the ghost For when childish minds refuse to see There lives are their own making to be Lived in the moment and not in fear They past up the gift to us so dear life free of the burden self centered thought Drama is a choice and not worth all it’s brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore Thos next one is old and full of the self pitty that people living in drama have . Wasted years In the rush to become what is ideal failing to think about what I feel working so hard to live up to expectation see the thing I became for others elation loosing all that I held dear giving in to all for sake of fear beholding the path that I had taken Feeling so lost, alone, and forsaken price paid in blood and swea

For Krysta
you know its not fucking fair....krysta is young and innocent...she is going to die....she has six months to a year.....and i cant get to her....this fucking sux and shit...its not fucking fair...she never did anything to anyone, and yet she is gonna die...she is a member here....so i will keep u updated and when the time comes i will fully expect u to go her page and leave her comments and shit...i just dont know, bc this does not seem right or even fair that she has to die............*cries*

Inside
listless moments like these encasing such an aquire taste to the mouth that is sweet and sour at the same time can make for such an enlightining path way to ones inner self what you can take you can give away what you have you should make anew creation is of you own doing what you allow your mind to think and feel not suppressing your feelings but letting them flow towards a positive outlet that room that was once dark does have a window or a light shining in close your eyes for a moment and you can feel the heat as it enters the room surrounding your very being let it flow through yourself dont be so scared for what it to come make the future what u want of it your voice does matter for with it you can tear some one down or build them up very quickly can it not be tamed there is truth in that people who speak very little are wise what you think of yourself and others is what u make of life either very little or muc

Solace [part 7]
Everyday hurts a little more than the last. Shadows cling to my every step. No more shelter my walls have crumbled away. My only recourse is to hold my breath and slowly disappear. The shadows that cling to me will become me. In darkness I find another hiding place in my heart.

Lover Of Mine
Why do I feel like I'm losing you Will it ever become what I've always wanted it to You tell me I'm the lucky one, how can you say that When it breaks my heart to see another woman with you Oh lover of mine When it hurts so bad, I wanna hold you in my arms Make me feel like you wanna be a lover of mine After we've said all there is to say Am I still in your heart or am I just in your way My desire for you is running wild, jealousy, dangerous kind When I see you looking at another woman that way Please set me free or give me a reason for trying to keep it alive There is no need for us to be lonely Give me some kind of hope, I'm walking a fine line Make me feel like you wanna be a lover of mine

The Flood
As I sit here and think about the last few days The power of the rushing water The wind beating down on my face And seeing the dismay in the townsfolks eyes I listen to the stillness just for a moment And in this moment you can find peace even in the storm You see over the horizon another round the second wave Will the roads hold up Can I drive through the fierce waters to make it home Thats what this is all about home I dont really have a place to call home yet So I sit here thinking When will it be my time to rise To force myself down the hills and over the banks To have everyone notice that I can overcome That I can be someone great Usually it only happens once in your life Or just a few times in the year But last year I did have that time once When I got out of boot Can home and showed the ones who said I couldnt make it That I would fail I showed them who I can be I chiseled my body I beat it everyday But now the storm has w

Grandpa's Hands
Grandpa's Hands Grandpa, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. He didnâ€™t move, just sat with his head down staring at his hands. When I sat down beside him he didn't acknowledge my presence, and the longer I sat, I wondered if he was OK. Finally, not really wanting to disturb him but wanting to check on him at the same time, I asked him if he was OK. He raised his head and looked at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," he said in a clear strong voice. "I didn't mean to disturb you, Grandpa, but you were just sitting here staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I explained to him. "Have you ever looked at your hands," he asked. "I mean really looked at your hands?" I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over, palms up and then palms down. N o, I guess I had never really looked at my hands as I tried to figure out the point he was making. Grandpa smiled and related this

The Journey
Where solice is found There is a comfort in knowing who you really are In these intimate moments All by yourself You find a yearning A waiting being filled by an unknown presence You at first are afraid or uneasy Then u release and let go Become one with what you are experiencing Never letting an outside source take you down Endure the trails Climb to the very top Now stop Look around you See where you have been Look where you could go So many choices So little time it seems to make the right one Now choose a path but if you find its the wrong one You can always just turn around and go back The passions that rise inside keep building Crescent waves of joy you may find In the simple things of life Let go of all the past regrets They will just hold you back But do take that critisim when it comes and goes As iron sharpens iron So can you climb the valleys and hills in life You too can let the right emotions take control And you can reall

Fake Ass Friends
Look people, I aint one to bitch alot but if your gonna be on my list the least you could do is say hello once in a while or drop a line or two...I do understand that most of you all have better things to do with your time, although I'm doing my part in the best way I can....

Minimum Wage Aspects
This is my response to Mainer in Exile@ CherryTAP's blog called, Minimum Wage Immorality: Ahhh... this was brought up again??? Amazing. They don't let a sleeping dog lay, do they? Just voted out last session, they are insistant on bringing it back this session. However, speaking from a person who is well underpaid for what I do and struggling to make ends meet, I would certainly appreciate a forced look at increasing the pay to meet the demands of the cost of living. That being said though, the trickle down theory also applies. Eventually, it trickles down and the companies/manufacturers have to absorb the costs somewhere and it again cycles to the higher costs for the consumers. Will we ever find a true balance?? That remains to be seen.... K What do you think????

Just My Last Post Till Latter Maybe
NO ANSWERS The gifts that come from a higher source give us all reason to wonder why in due course some have the perfect most wonderful lifes and other have hardship and unwanted strifes Some are just blessed with all that is right others are working to get to the light of those who have only the best few of them know how greatly their blessed They take for granted the meeting of needs never knowing that it is more than sowing the seeds the harvest we reap is not always the same some have it much harder in lifes game Some will have it all go their way most of us work to get through the day trust in something beyond this material place there peace can be found beyond this drab space As to what reason there is for these things if I knew that answer many phones would ring I would send the word out to the world to know we should all count our blessings and let our light show By R. Thomas Dinsmore Surender When there is nothing to loose an

No Love Only Pain...
There is not such thing as love. Kindness Joy Happiness... All words used to describe a lie that I live in. Only dispare and hate exist. Sorrow and remorse. Pain and torment. These are my friends my comrades my soul and my being. So keep your love I am perfectly fine being miserable.

Reading A Hottie's Mind
Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, cos there is no sex Tomorrow I vex cos there is sex Amazing that sex excites me one moment Yet the next day I momentarily regretfully repent When I experimented with Moments of sex Today I cannot get enough of sex Today I itch for sex like a bitch Today I yearn for sex and ask when, when, when? Today I dream of sex and juicy sex streams Today I want sex & hunt for my first & last ex Hit me with a sixty-nine That will do me just fine Hit with an orgy of sexual erotic ness Scream out a forgery of moanful gladness Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex, Because of sex Sex, Sex, Sex Today I vex with my ex Because there is no sex Today I think sex with a flirty wink I think of sex and its erotic stinks I think of sex and the colour pink I think of sex and how it all links In a city of sexuality, creativity and longevity Today I embrace sex Like all races I embrace sex Go back to history and trace When sex was plastered on this place

I'm Here!
Damn i'm here arrived wed night like at 8:30pm, i'm i'm fellin it 4 real, not just da women da heat its all good i've walked arround downtown honolulu, though chinatown and other parts, much more diversed here but its all good, i haven't gotten a channce to make much pics yer but i took some at the airports when i left in cwhere i had a layover other than denver in which da weather was not bad like 50's didnt a chance to go outside as much as would like to, but i did in oakland, which was cool, took some pics there of the hills n da background, wait till i take the ones here, i'm out holla and did take somee pics when i was in da air bout 30,000 some feet, will cont! lata :-) :-)! much luv yah

Porn#1
ok here is another thing that just chaps my ass, and i know it gets to some of yall as well... dont ya just hate when ya watching a porn and everything is all good, then for some dumbass reason the camera man goes to the guys face...and theres nothing but his face in the screen and he leaves it there for a little bit...WDF? i dont want to see his ugly ass..who gives a rats ass the faces he's making. who tha hell told the camera man that shyt was sexy or looked good? or they go to some dumbass shot like her gripping the pillows or sheets, or worse they pan down to the guys legs to show him standin there in his socks.. now i know porn isnt known for its quality filming or acting, but DAMN...who tha hell wants to see that shyt

Never Know When
One day someone's friend passed away And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of life, he was struck with the pain of re-learning that sometimes there just isn't any "more". No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more jokes. Sometimes, what we care about goes away, never to return - before we can say good-bye, or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . . and care for it, and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .... And children, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away, or a Buddy, or classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them close! Thanks to each

Older Peoples Games
1. Sag, you're it. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket. 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the Bald Guy. SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means you don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? If raising children was going to be easy, it never would have

Hows It Going?
So how isa everyone doing? I am alright getting ready to try to go get a job which has been pretty hard doing with the fact that I am on F. probation it freaking sucks and it makes me scared of looking for a job beause i hate rejection!

Another Week Ending
It's Friday and I am happy the weekend is here. now I can kick back and relax and get some DDO in *lol* It's not a bad thing to want to go home and play computer games is it? It's cheap and you get hours of entertainment. I have been in a down shifted mode for awhile now ever since I finished my degree, I am not been in the mood to do anything constructive or anything meanful *lol* It does drive people nuts, but oh well. These things happen, learn to live with it. I am what I am and that's an important lesson someone taught me. It's not worth changing for others, as sooner or later it will catch up to you and you will have to stop *lol* JJ 'the Axe'

Stick People.
Ok, I think Cherry Tap should give us the option to block all peeps without pics. You know, the stick people. Why should they see us if we can't see them, unless we want that? They can at LEAST put up a pic of a landscape or something! They are just lazy!

Father Daughter Talk
A young woman was about to finish her first year of college. Like so many others her age, she considered herself to be a very liberal Democrat, and among other liberal ideals, was very much in favor of higher taxes to support more government programs, in other words redistribution of wealth. She was deeply ashamed that her father was a rather staunch Republican, a feeling she openly expressed. Based on the lectures that she had participated in, and the occasional chat with a professor, she felt that her father had for years harbored an evil, selfish desire to keep what he thought should be his. One day she was challenging her father on his opposition to higher taxes on the rich and the need for more government programs. The self-professed objectivity proclaimed by her professors had to be the truth and she indicated so to her father. He responded by asking how she was doing in school. Taken aback, she answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA, and let him know that it w

Happy Or Peace?
Idle time is the Devils watch He wears it just for me In the worst possible time Hmm... Time is up for me, no room to waste All this crap I put my tounge through to taste Pain, sweat & blood Lust, greed & envy Death, pity & fucked Those are my idols in from yesterday Just in time to see the play Here we go girl, this is the climax The part where I finally relax That oxymoron is beyond you In fact this whole poem is truth So please ignore the confusing wording... La, la, la, la, la, la, So much to say in a single day The sun shining till it fades I'm so happy to be alive For one second I may cry Lets go to the beach & see the sand Run our toes in it & make more plans My memorys of joy are in action Lets create some blissful compassion Thats all I'm asking......... Bradley K. Carmichael

Why Do You Love Me
A FRIEND TALKED ME INTO POSTING SOME OF MY WRITING SO HERE IT GOES.. WHY DOYOU LOVE ME? One day in July a blue-eyes angel was born into this world. Her Mommy and Daddy had never seen anything so beautiful. It was the proudest day when they took her home. Finally the family they had longed to have. The days went by and baby grew, her parents where amazed at the things she could do. One day her parents noticed something was not right so they took her to the Doctor, He assured them everything was fine, what a relief. Things continued to get worse,so they took her to the Doctor once again. After many test and days of waiting and worries they where told their angel had cancer. How could this be she was only 9 months old. Their world crumbled in front of them. The following months of chemo and surgeries where hell, but what could they do, they needed to save her life. Her first birthday came along which they said they might never see. What a grand

Thoughts
Ok so here I sit. I'm in a blur kinda. I want to do something but not sure what it is. It's almost as if I'm on edge for some reason. Where is the suspense coming from? I'm crazy I guess. But what I do know is that I can't seem to find that one woman. That one that will be at ease. Not want to debate my every word. To give me my space as I give her hers. Keep up with sex and respect herself. Understands that sometimes my mind is fucked but my intentions are always good. Put me in their ex-boyfriend shadow. That's just the worse. How would she like it if I was to complain all day to her about my ex's? But I wouldn't stoop to that even if I had the fair chance to justify it. So I guess the point in this ramble is that I need to get a grip on myself and just lay back. Hopefully a nice decent woman will come to me this time and respect me for who I am and what my goals and plans are. Sex is great but I am no whore, so that is not a factor. Though I will admit and say that she must be able

Day In The Life Of Me
"Day In The Life Of.. ME" It was Sunday morning, opening up my sleepy eyes I tried to focus on the alarm clock. WHAT, IT’S ONLY 7:30. I thought to myself, on a day I get to sleep in I am up this early, so I turned over and thought I would try to go back to sleep. Pretty much an impossible task. Rollin myself out of bed I took a peak out the bed room window. The clouds had taking over the sky and I could see the rain drops hitting the window, UGHHHHHH, I thought another good reason to go back to sleep. But then THAT sudden urge hit me, rolling my eyes I stumble to the bathroom, flip the light on, I was instantly blinded. After doing my daily morning ritual I looked in the mirror and noticed the dark sagging circles under my eyes, the dried slobber on my cheek and I think I even saw the rat that used my hair as a nest. I moved closer to the mirror, opening my mouth to check out the pearly whites and at that minute I about fell over dead!! It’s no wonder I wake up alone every mo

Perving
i get to perve on the hot bods and i think yum.. i can still look even though i've become a nun.. i may be shy but i can still drool over you.. i can even imagine what i'd like to do. it could be lust i try to disguise.. but i could melt looking in a guys eyes. i blush easily but i still take a peek.. shy i may be but some guys on here make my knees go weak. its not just ya looks ya bod that makes me grin. its the personality thats deep within.. if ya got personality and can make me laugh then i'll think ya cool. nice eyes, personality and arms make me drool.. but sense of humour is what is what i love most.. ya ahem size dont even try and boast.. ya size doesnt interest me it the slightest little bit. dont brag bout how tough ya are coz i'll more then likely think its women you hit.. you see i dont care if your strong or weak. its personality and laughter i seek. so hello to all the ones i call hot.. im saying hello to you even if you think your not..

What Does A Cherry Have To Do?
what do i have to do to get votes and comment bombing? when someone asks me i gladly go vote and comment bomb them! can't people do the same for me? in case you decide to, here is my photo link:

Making A Witches Bottle
A witches’ bottle is an ancient protection spell of great power. This is my version. I would recommend that anyone who is pursuing a magickal path make one to protect against any thought-forms, entities, spirits, demons, or simply negative energies that are bound to be encountered along the way. After charging, the bottle becomes an energetic trap for any force that intends to cause you harm. It is aligned to your energy-field through the use of your own DNA as well as symbolic powers that imprison and then transform harmful energy into something useful. Items Used: a small to medium sized jar or bottle (a large spice bottle works well) sage, or other purifying herb such as rosemary a black candle sea salt parchment paper (or other “nice” stationary) dragon’s blood ink rusty nails, broken glass, needles, other sharp objects dead bugs, some of your favorite food nicely molding, other “gross” things some of your hair, finger or toenail clippings some of your semen