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Irish Humor
Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey". Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to got to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven? O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father. The priest said, "I don't believe this. You mean to tell me th

Quit Smoking Yesterday
1:16 pm yesterday...my last smoke ever....15 years, most faihful i've been to anything or anyone...sad, isnt it? not a man could hold me, a frienship tie, or a grudge alike, but my cigarettes, my celebratory smoke when i am fuk'd up, my confidant when i am sad, and my ear when i am pissed....u have been there for me ....i shall miss u, camel-lights !

Exorcism Of Negative Energy
EXORCISM OF NEGATIVE ENERGY PREPARATION: This ritual can either be done by yourself or with others participating.(It may be helpful to have others assisting with this.) Incense to burn: frankincense, pine, lilac, or rosemary. This chant is to be said very forcefully many times over. RITUAL: Chant: You are not to come near my body. You are not to go before me. You are not to follow me. Where I stop, you are not to stop. Where I sit, you are not to sit. At my home, you shall not enter. You are not to step in my steps. You are not to be in my shadow. Where I go, you are not to go.

Dating Site
Ok...so I thought I would check out this dating site that was recommended to me by a friend. Sounded like a pretty cool site that you can actually set your preferences on what kind of mate or playmate your looking for. I go in and fill out all the required information and low and behold guess what happens...the first person to contact me is a guy wanting to fool around on his wife...now again i ask the question why is marriage and love so important? I can't figure out why if someone marries someone else because the obviously fell in love with that person why they would be so willing to have sex with someone else....why not just get a divorce then screw around instead of doing it behind your partners back? I am still dumbfounded by people that are swingers....people that swap their partners around and have sex with other people???!!! How could you possibly love someone or be married to someone and be so willing to have another person have sex with them. Maybe I am just to naive o

Lover Do You Hear Me
I am in lust. I am in love. My mind will focus only on the possibilty of you. My body no longer obeys my commands. It hungers for your teasing lips, for the touch of your fingers. The thought of you consumes me. Lover do you hear me? I want you. Can't you see what you do to me. Every time we touch. Don't you feel that firey carress of passion? When we kiss? How can you do this? Tell me please. Lover do you hear me? I want you. Come kiss me in the moonlight. Seduce me in this paradise, with just a look. What is this power you hold over me? I think back to the first time we were together. Your touch, your kiss. Lover do you hear me? I want you. I need that exstacy. Which only you can give with a carress. That burning desire. I get when you enter me. You fulfill this pounding need. That hides so deep inside. Lover do you hear me? I want you. Give me what I seek. What I need. Wrap your arms around me chase this hunger away. Make love to me. Take me to that place only we

Sweet Jay
I wish this day to you I wish we were lying in a grassy field Surrounded by the ocean and beautiful trees Our field would roll into the ocean With a perfectly white sandy beach In the distance would be a tropical island Covered with elegant plants and palm trees So lay back, close your eyes and relax Visualize my gift to you See all its magnificent surroundings Hear the ocean as it caresses the beach Her the wind in the trees And even the seagulls flying above Smell the ocean air Feel the warmth of the sun And most of all Feel my lips gently kissing yours I wished this paradise especially for you So stay as long as you like Then when you do have to leave, remember this To come back, just close your eyes And do it all again and again and a kiss All my love to every inch of your body ========================================== Just a little cheeze for today by JAY MORGAN

Shoping!!!!!! I Forgot How Much I Love It
Well yesterday I got some chash and went shoping for food at Kroger. I got Mac and cheese hamburgermeat cereal milk eggs pissa noodels yougert and some ohter stuff. I fucking LOVED it. I never go food shoping any more becouse.... A) We never have the money and B) When we do have the money we go OUT to eat. I would much rather stay home and eat mac and cheese and hamburgers wiht yougert for desert.

A Kiss
Close your eyes… Feel my touch as my fingers slides across your face, trace the outline of your lips and gently caress your neck, this is where I begin… Feel my kiss on your forehead, your temple, your cheeks and your chin, wondering if this is where it will end… Feel my hands massaging your shoulders, fingertips running up your arms, and down your stomach, my hands finally placed upon your chest… While your breathing quickens, you slightly shiver and lightly moan, on your neck you feel my hot breath… I softly kiss, lovingly lick and gently bite You wonder if I just might… My tongue moves up your neck and I back away Only to hear you beg me to stay… I place my lips in front yours Can you feel them, do you want more? Shall I lick at them, bite on them or suck them, which will it be? Neither as I open your mouth and take you deep inside of me… My hands are placed upon your face As I kiss you with passions sweet embrace… A kiss so deep as tongues intertw

Life
Real or Fake what r u? FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take yo

Christmas Vacation 2006
I just got back about a week ago from my so called Christmas vacation...the only good thing about it was I got to spend time with my daughter. My bus never showed up to take me STL. We sat there until almost two am then decided to drive there ourselves...think I have bad luck when it comes to traveling!!! The first day that I was there, my mother told me that I messed up my daughter for the rest of her life and that she no longer wants to be with me or have anything to do with me. The second day, my mother tried to get me to sign her legal guardianship of Angel. If I would've done that, i would have no rights to her at all. Then, I would have to go to court to try to get my rights back and my mother could make that really hard for me by not signing them to me. I also got into another car accident while I was there...this time I wasn't driving...so I can't be blamed for that one!!! :P I hope that everyone else had a better Christmas than I did. Hopefully without al

Just My First Babblings
This is my first blog and i am going to just say hi to all that reads blogs and thought It would be a start to just type anything in here for my first time... yeah its not the best but hell its here... ty

My First Blog
Well let me start by saying thanks to all who have became friends or just wanted to chat with a bored individual! Even though i dont know most of you well i still enjoy the company. now im at a lost for word so im gonna end it at that thanks

Dr. Turi Four Ufo Experiences Part 1
Dr. Turi’s First UFO Encounter www.drturi.com This is Dr. Turi’s first UFO experience as a child in the old house attic. From his early abductions to the spaceship trip, he has 3 more incredible and solid experiences to relate, complete with drawings. Indeed Dr. Turi is a legitimate and honest recipient of extraordinary encounters that have influenced his fate to learn and teach the dynamics of our Universe and its relationships with the fate of mankind. My First Contact! Important note: Please keep in mind that none of the following experiences are fictional. All of the following stories are real and some of them were very dramatic and reflect parts of my own dramatic life. All of those bye-gone experiences were the indispensable ingredients I needed to recognize my own conviction of the subconscious power we all possess inside. The purpose of this work is to make you aware of your own spiritual essence and your ability to control the outcome of your personal existence. Blesse

01/05/06
So cherries this week my wife and I have finally spoke about what the future holds, she indicated that she wants to get divorced, this actually made me feel relieved, because up till this week I wanted to make this work (even tho I had retained an attorney) She actually wants an uncontested divorced is willing to take on all the debt that she got us in (I really did not have any debt, with exception of car loan, and of course the home mortgage) She is willing to buy me out of the house and pay me half of the equity we have in the house which is a nice chunck of change, she has also agreed to let me have 50% of the time with the baby, with a good schedule for me and of course most importanly the baby, the baby will be with me on Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights, and once every other week on Thursday nights. I now know what she wants to do and this lets me start thinking clearly, and I now know that I have to move on.

You Know You Grew Up In The 80s If....
You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If... 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE". 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair " ...and can do the "Carlton". 4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. 7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom. 8. Two words: Hammer Pants. 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock ". 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and "spokey-dokes" or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect. 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales". (Woo ooh!) 12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant N

How Soon Is Now
One of my fave songs..orginally by The Smiths but I like Love Spit Loves version the bestest! I am the son and the heir Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar I'm the son and heir Of nothing in particular You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does I am the son and the heir Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar I'm the son and heir Of nothing in particular You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does There's a club, if you'd like to go You could meet someone who really loves you So you go, and you stand on your own and you leave on your own And you go home, and you cry and you want to die When you say it's gonna happen "now" When exactly do you mean? See, I've already waited too long And all my hope is gone Someday Not one in particular

Pledge
If it pleases Him to have me kneel before Him i will kneel reverently. If it pleases Him to bind me i will gladly offer my arms to Him. If it pleases Him to touch me i will allow myself to be touched. If it pleases Him to teach me i will learn all that i can. If it pleases Him to discipline me i will accept it without a sound. If it pleases Him to allow me to serve Him i will serve Him with loyalty and devotion.

Omg They Fit!
So, Like I bought a new pair of jeans that were 2 sizes too small =) thinking i'd fit into them when I had lost more weight. Today I tried them on and OMFG THEY FIT! *dances* this feels so good I finally feel like i'm getting back into the swing of things. I've never been a thin girl, I've always been thick but if I keep it up the way I'm going, I'm gonna have a nice stacked figure come this summer, I can't wait to show it off =P~~ Have a good weekend I know I will ;) hehe. *Mwah* Jen

A Mothers Love
A MOTHER'S LOVE A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. ~Helen Steiner Rice~

Wtf?
ok whats the deal with the VIC thing? I understand wanting to bring money to help run the lc. But honestly it seems like alote of people are doing it. Everyones name is highlighted its hard to keep track of who is actually important! I have been here for a long time I love it here! and i have never felt the need to become the attention whore that many girls on here do. I dont get naked, or leave stupid comments saying "rated you a 10 please return the favor" and i am in the top 500 cherries. I know im a "very important cherry" and i dont need a higlighted name to prove it : P lol just my opinion much love to all my friends on here!

Philosophy
Sometimes, when I look at my children, I say to myself , "Lillian, you should have remained a virgin." -- Lillian Carter (mother of Jimmy Carter) I had a rose named after me and I was very flattered. But I was not pleased to read the description in the catalog: "No good in a bed, but fine against a wall." -- Eleanor Roosevelt Last week, I stated this woman was the ugliest woman I had ever seen. I have since been visited by her sister, and now wish to withdraw that statement. -- Mark Twain The secret of a good sermon is to have a good beginning and a good ending; and to have the two as close together as possible. -- George Burns Santa Claus has the right idea. Visit people only once a year. -- Victor Borge Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. -- Mark Twain By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. -- Socrates I was married by a judge. I should have

Fakes
Just a note to all my Friends, Fans, and Etc... If you don't have a salute and a real one you are going to be deleted. I am tried of gettinf friend requests and then the person doesn't have one pic of themselves. So if you have no pic and no salute sorry you will be deleted off my list!!!! I am here for real friends not fakes!!! Thanks Have a Great Weekend

Hi Pls Help Me!! I Really Need It
hi all i like to ask u to pls help me out as i have entered in a contest from a friend and i dont know why. so i need all your help and for all u out there that i have made comments on all or most of your pics i love to see u help me out. thanks all that help. bill [ CherryTAP.com photo: 440680726 ]

House Cleaning 2007
HOUSE CLEANING 2007 > >The other day, I threw out Worrying, it was getting old and definitely >in the way. It was keeping me from being me; I couldn't do things God's >way. > >I threw out this book on MY PAST (I didn't have time to read it anyway),>replaced it with some NEW GOALS, started reading it right away.>>I threw out hate and bad memories, I used to treasure them so; got me>some NEW PHILOSOPHY; threw out the old one from long ago.>>Brought in some other new books, titled I CAN, I WILL AND I MUST.>>Threw out I MIGHT, I THINK and I OUGHT. You should've seen the dust. > >I ran across a FRIEND. Hadn't seen or talked with Him in a while, His>name is GOD. I really like His style!>>He's helping me to do some house cleaning; He added some great things >Himself, like PRAYER, HOPE AND FAITH. I placed them on the top shelf. > >Picked up something special; placed it at the front door, it's called>PEACE and I try to let nothing get me down anymore.>>Yes, my house

Criminal Charges Mount After Swift Raid
About 220 employees detained during immigration raids in Minnesota and five other states last month are now facing charges of identity theft or other criminal counts. Immigration and Customs Enforcement agents raided Swift and Company plants in Worthington, Minnesota, and plants in Colorado, Nebraska, Utah, Iowa and Texas. A total of nearly 1,300 employees were detained December 12th. Swift CEO Sam Rovit says neither the company, nor any current or former managers, will face charges, but ICE spokesman Tim Counts says the investigation is still under way. Swift said Thursday that the raids could cost the company up to 30 million dollars during its current fiscal year. Are these jobs US citizens will not do? I think not... maybe picking strwberries or such, but not production line work in a packing house for wages that are competitive.

Tragic Accident
For those who don't know yet! On January 1, 2007 my best friend was taking me to work around 7am. We made it maybe a block and half away from home when a drunk driver hit us. I had to have exploritory surgery on my stomach to make sure I had not interal injuries. I was lucky to even live. I spent another day and half in a regular room to make sure that everything was in order. I finally made it home today around 3:30pm today with staples in my head and stomach. I have bruises everywhere. I thank God that I am alive even if I am in a lot of pain. My roommate made it out with less injuries. He has a busted knee and a bruised chest. He walked out of the hospital that night. He's been such a great friend through this whole thing and I'm glad that he's here for me. The really sad part about the whole thing is that my best friends children could have been fatheless because the bastard driving the car decided to drive home drunk that morning. Not only was he drunk but he f

The Inheritance
When Dan found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a woman to enjoy it with. So one evening he went to a singles bar where he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. "I may look like just an ordinary man," he said as he walked up to her "but in just a week or two, my father will die, and I'll inherit 20 million dollars." Impressed, the woman went home with him that evening and, three days later, she became his stepmother. Women are so much smarter than men.

Weeweechu
This is a little late, but still funny. One beautiful December evening Pedro and his girlfriend, Rosita, were sitting by the side of the ocean. There was a romantic full moon and Pedro said, "Hey, mamacita, let's do Weeweechu." "Oh no, not now, let's look at the moon!" said Rosita. "Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you, and it's the perfect time," Pedro begged. "But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon." replied Rosita. "Please, mi corazon, just once, do Weeweechu with me." Rosita looked at Pedro and said, "OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu." Pedro grabbed his guitar, and they both sang ..."Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year." MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

Let's Make It Three...
"Oh, pardon me!" I blurt out as my elbow catches against you, spilling my wine on your dress. "I am so sorry!". You begin to yell about my carelessness, but as you look up at me, your demeanor changes. "It's ok - accidents happen", you say. I feel terrible and offer to help you clean up as we retire to the ladies room at the swanky hotel. We take turns dabbing at your wet dress trying to get as much of the wine up as we can. The embarrassment we felt as I dabbed the top of your dress had passed. When I saw your nipples harden beneath the thin material my breath caught in my throat. You saw my stare and reached up to rub one of your nipples. My eyes widened. "She's coming on to me," I thought. I reached my hand to your other breast and began to caress it, all the while watching your face, ready to pull it back if I caught a hint of a scowl. No scowl. Instead I see a sly smile turn up your mouth and your hand leaves your breast and finds mine. We lean into each other for one of the most

Mmmm....
Sex I need... 1. With a woman 2. With multiple males at once 3. Multiple females at once Massive orgies people!! I want anything and everything, and I'm horny enough to admit it. My hubby's off for the weekend to have fun, and he left me horny (not his fault), with no one to release it...

The Ghost And I, To Belladonna.
The Ghost and I by BlueWolf 10/31/06 The excitement is building As I prepare for the night Riding off to share desires It makes it worth the flight Off to meet this sexy ghost He's back from the dead The sensual treats I deliver Will be passionately fed It will be on Halloween night The ghost and I will meet In will wear sexy witch attire He wearing a white sheet I have stirred my love potion Sweetest passion I brew I will fly neath the moon light Where we will rendezvous After we savour love potions Which whets our appetite Passionate desire will arise When the ghost and I unite

This Is Totally Me!!!!!!
M: makes dating fun I: Is always there for their friends. S: Easy to fall in love with S: Easy to fall in love with B:Likes to flirt. R: Freakin crazy A:Is Very Creative. T: a sweet heart. T: a sweet heart.

The Eagles Vs. The Nyg
HELLO 2 ALL, YES, I'M A EAGLES FAN ALL THE WAY!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE FOOTBALL GAME SUNDAY. JEFF GARCIA IS DOING A GR888 @ QUARTERBACK 4 THE EAGLES. THE WHOLE TEAM HAS PLAYED GR888 SINCE GARCIA BEEN PLAYING!!!!!! GR8888 JOB GARCIA!! FLY,EAGLES,FLY TO THE ROAD TO VICTORYYYY!!!!!!!! SHOCKY IS GOING TO GET THE SHOCK OF HIS LIFE WHEN THE EAGLES GIVE THEM THIS BEAT DOWNNN.~_* CAN THEY GO ALL THE WAY???

Window Of My Heart
Window to My Heart by G L M The softness of a gentle rain now trickles down this window sill And touched emotions once again to memories of a love, surreal. Yet, rain can never wash away these feelings stored inside That seem to grow immense each day this window cannot hide. This window to my heart, you see is only meant for you To look inside or open wide whichever one you choose. I love you Harry.

Water Vs. Wine
WATER It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of E-coli bacteria found in feces, in other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. WINE We do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation (a process of boiling & filtering) and fermenting. WATER = Poop WINE = HEALTH FREE YOURSELF OF POOP ... DRINK WINE It is better to drink wine and talk shit than it is to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information, I am doing it as a public service and because I have a kind heart.

Because Of You
A poem I wrote Category: Romance and Relationships Because of You Behind my smile I shed tears behind the laughter I hide my fears Because of you I cry at night because of you I block the light In my eyes you hurt me so deep In my eyes I see you and can't sleep My heart aches because of what could have been my heart aches because I lost my best friend By Danielle H. Copywrited: 2/20/06

Ask Me Out
Ask ME OUt post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.

My Open Sky: A Rip In Time
(I wrote this a while back when i found it was fun to write from sayings you find in magazines, it's kind of a fun game to try. To see what you can make of it.) My Open Sky: A Rip In Time Flying over and open sky I'm Soaring It's not hard to admit it's a pleasure Like a daring Houdini escape. It's the fire of an affair under the stars For those obsessed Here's to one more good reason As to why the last time paradise was relocated to the sky It's my day to look back and my day to look forward How has life evaded you? Did you sprout wings and soar? Or did they break and make you fall? Every feather is my worry in the world Did you have a day with a pro? Where the romans and country men lent you their ears for an enlightening speech to prove the idocy that you are? Or did their changed world become a dungeon dank like your memories? When your motion of unemotion weighed down on you like a lid. Yet the prison bars wore down to a thin still unescapeable.

~~the Man Who Knows His Math~~
He writes: I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out is window and gave the woman the finger. " Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars that I pass every day. Statistically, females drive half of

Just Lettin U Know
I started creating mums on this thing to get opinions of what i should do in my life! I think of them as little surveys! So if u wish to give your opinions go for it! I have two up right now! Also I added a bunch of vids to my stash cause I want to alter my profile but Im unsure what to do with it! Peace to all and I hope u all have happy days ahead!

Just A Song I Had Goin Thrumy Head...
There was rain on the street last night We stood beneath the front door light Everything we said, we made sure the neighbors heard You called me this, I called you that Standing on the welcome mat Everything we felt, it all came down to just one word But you couldn’t say it And I couldn’t say it You know I tried, my best to go I know you cried, ‘cause I hurt you so It should have been easy to say that we were through But to walk away from love was more than we could do It was almost goodbye Almost goodbye Now there was sun through the blinds this morning When I opened up my eyes Outside I could hear a mockingbird I could feel your heartbeat as you lay there by my side I thought of how the world could end With just one word But you couldn’t say it And I didn’t say it You know I tried, my best to go I know you cried, ‘cause I hurt you so It should have been easy to say that we were through But to walk away from love wa

Bloging
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Here Is Another One Yay
well the question of the day would be about these cherry points what is the deal with them how do ppl get more points then others my friend is at 99.99% and others i see on here are at least at 200.000 points ahead of the game and have 2500 pics on their profile so i was just wondering what is up with that situation i rate other ppl pics on here and i like this site alot from the time i wake up till the time i go to sleep trying to increase my level as the day goes on and on and on the hours pass and i lost 3 am the other night wile i was on here i was like holy shit where did three am go im was so much into this cherry buisness lol well i hope u all liked my first blod blah hehe got ya all on that one u thought it was sooooooooooooooo important that u had to read it hehe haha tata tete got ya ok ill go for now ill keep everybody updated on how im doing and let me know the situation with the points system goes here

I Will Color Your Life
Like the sweet red wine upon your lips, I will intoxicate and cloud your mind. I will give you wonder. Like the fragrant red rose, my essence will invade your senses. I will give you beauty in all forms. Like hot red blood, I will course through your veins and fill your heart. I will give you life for I will be the reason your heart beats. Like the crisp red apple, my sweetness will play upon your tongue. I will sustain you. Like the golden sun, I will illuminate you. I will warm your soul. Like shiny golden coins, my heart will be your treasure. I will enrich your life. Like the warm golden sand upon which you tread, I will bear your weight. I will be your foundation. Like the golden sounds of laughter, my love will lift you up. I will be your contentment. Like the blue sky that stretches across the horizon, I will frame the beauty that lies before you. I will show you the possibilities. Like the cool blue water that carved out the mig

How Well Do You Know Me?
My name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I smoke: Do I drink: When is my birthday: What was your first impression of upon meeting me: Do I have any siblings: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: What's my favorite type of music: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you consider me a friend/good friend: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): What is a memory we have once had: Have you ever hugged me: Do you miss me: Do you think i miss you: What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on me: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: What's your favorite memory of me: Who do I like right now: What is my worst habit:

Update
Hello All, I don't know if anyone has noticed. I have not been on very much since well, I really don't know when. I think it might have been before Christmas. I got my somewhat steady job. I am not sure if I am going to accept it though as it does not offer benifits. And with my migraines that is a MAJOR concern. My migraine medicine is 1,200 dollars a month. (GASP). But, at least I am getting a pay check in every month to pay for my COBRA until the service can find me a job that has benifits. :) And I like where I am right now. It is 5 minutes from my home and paying decent soo all is well on THAT front... ...but...where there is good news there is sometimes bad. The other reason I have not been on much. My best friend is having heart trouble. He is my heart. I do not know what I would do without him. I love him so. Well, we don't know if it is anything bad yet. But he is *always* optimistic and HE is even saying he is worried so that has me even more worrie

Mom's Dictionary
AMNESIA: Condition that enables a woman who has gone through labor to make love again. DUMBWAITER: One who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. FAMILY PLANNING: The art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you on the edge of financial disaster. FEEDBACK: The inevitable result when your baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. FULL NAME: What you call your child when you're mad at him. GRANDPARENTS: The people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. HEARSAY: What toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. IMPREGNABLE: A woman whose memory of labor is still vivid. INDEPENDENT: How we want our children to be as long as they do everything wesay. OW: The first word spoken by children with older siblings. PUDDLE: a small body of water that draws other small bodies wearing dry shoes into it. SHOW OFF: a child who is more talented than yours. STERILIZE: what you do t

Thinking Aloud
wow definitely have a lot to think about now. I was talking to a really good friend for a few hours this morning...to me its still last night because I havent went to bed yet but any way as I was saying. After talking to him I realized that I have a lot of thinking to do. My boyfriend leaves in 17 days for basic training and things are kinda changing between us and to me my friend is right, it seems as if he is trying to pull away. Now I don't know if its because he is afraid of getting deployed right after AIT and me getting hurt or what it is but I guess this is something I need to figure out. And well I also have to figure out what I want in life...I have a beautiful lil girl who needs to have a secure family and its my responcibility to create that for her....wow definitly got a lot of thinking to do.........

Poems From A Dark Time
~The Only Fear~ As I laid steady took aim at your heart I never thought that shot would tear me apart you were a simple child by age I wanted to burn my book when I put your name on the page the whites of your eyes haunt me every night so young an innocent so happy hopeful an bright By: COUNTRYY ~ONE of Five~ When I rolled you over saw the look in your eyes, I knew you'd gone to the castel in the sky. I hugged you tight to say goodbye, not knowing why you were the one to die. I pulled your tags out from under your shirt, I used me sleve to whipe away the blood an dirt. Till the day i die i'll make this bet, the snap of your tags I will never forget. As I slipped your tag into my pocket, my mind raced on how to tell ur ma. She loved an trusted me with you her son, but now in your time of need there was nothing I'd done. By: COUNTRY ~Inside my current minds eye~ The man that you just shot to death Is the same man that gave you life fr

A Moral (or Immoral) Lol
I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate because she never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen in s

Cbs: Military Tells Bush It Has Only 9,000 Troops Available For ‘surge’
More Proof that Bush Is A Half Wit. CBS: Military Tells Bush It Has Only 9,000 Troops Available For ‘Surge’ A State Department official leaked word this week that President Bush is considering sending “no more than 15,000 to 20,000 U.S. troops” to Iraq. “Instead of a surge, it is a bump,” the official said. This claim was bolstered last night by CBS’s David Martin, who reported that military commanders have told Bush they are prepared to execute a troop escalation of just 9,000 soldiers and Marines into Iraq, “with another 10,000 on alert in Kuwait and the U.S.”

Once Again...
the site seems to be going haywire as per usual on a semi-constant basis...lol.. People cant send emails and the IM feature barely works....and they want people to "voluntarily" pay for an upgrade in memebership... Can anyone say MICROSOFT???

Set The Fire To The Third Bar
Snow Patrol (feat. Martha Wainwright) I find the map and draw a straight line Over rivers, farms, and state lines The distance from here to where you'd be It's only finger-lengths that I see I touch the place where I'd find your face My finger in creases of distant dark places I hang my coat up in the first bar There is no peace that I've found so far The laughter penetrates my silence As drunken men find flaws in science Their words mostly noises Ghosts with just voices Your words in my memory Are like music to me I'm miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms After I have travelled so far We'd set the fire to the third bar We'd share each other like an island Until exhausted, close our eyelids And dreaming, pick up from The last place we left off Your soft skin is weeping A joy you can't keep in I'm miles from where you are, I lay

Touchless Embrace
The words are spoken many thoughts invovled Create the puzzles to make them harder to solve Is this all that we have? Give me something to work with today Share with me your dreams, hoping they never go away Friendship starts out this bond we share Evolving into a sexual hypnotic glare Movements are what we will never become The miles between us keep this undone You with your words of temptuous desire Start a heating uncontrolable but pleasant fire Deep inside is where it grows Keep my attention, its called fate and who knows One day we may get to break the barriers of this Touchless Embrace To feel your warmth and kiss your sweet face Jenni

The Keeper And The Guardian/ A Collaboration
This is a collaboration.....and I am not sure if you can keep up with the two voices here without the change in text originally used for each voice....I am the first voice you will find here. The Keeper and the Guardian.....a beginning.... I walked into the bar tonight....Hell, I don't even know the name of this place...and I don't care. I just want to be left alone tonight, and I'm glad no one knows me here. It's been pouring rain all day, and I'm tired as I briefly shake my umbrella off by the door. When I see you walk into the bar I immediately pick up on your aura and recognize a fellow mystic, still your colors are muted, and after watching you for a bit I realize that you're a wilder, and probably unaware of what you are. Not uncommon, but you are very strong, perhaps the srongest I have come across. The place has the same cloud of smoke that every bar keeps...a haze sitting just about head high above the tables. I hear the crack of someone just splitting the balls on

My Sign...
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Texas Ladies
I have been put in a contest...never been in one before, but if y'all would go and vote for all the girls in the contest that would be pretty nice of you. Leave a vote for me too maybe? I think this is the link...lol http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=236021&albumid=164267&i=3612183646

So,saturday Morning, & Im Sick, Tired, Hungry, & Stuck@work
BLAH! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH! I feel like crap and Im stuck at work. Not sure if anybody cares, but I just thought Id let the world know. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I wana shoot somebody with a paintball gun. Not to hurt or kill anybody. Just to inflict a mainly minor annoyance on someone else. Cuz pretty sure my life is stressful and F***ED UP at the moment. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Why Should I Put Up With That??
SO I HAVE BEEN ON CHERRY TAP FOR ALMOST 3 MONTHS AND I THINK THAT I HAVE BECOME A PRETTY LOYAL MEMBER I MEAN I AM HERE ALL THE TIME AND I HAVE WELL OVER 700 FRIENDS. WELL WHAT IS THE USE OF HAVING THIS FRIENDS AND FANS IF WHEN YOU ASK FOR HELP OVER HALF OF THEM DONT COME BUT WHEN THEY ASK I AM THERE COMMENT BOMBING MY LITTLE ASS AWAY I EVEN COMMENT BOMB PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT MY FRIENDS BECAUSE MY FRIENDS ASK ME TOO. AND THEN THIS WHOLE BULLENTIN THING IF YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE THE TIME TO GO TO IT AND READ IT THEN REPOST IT AND GO ADN VOTE DAMN YOU TOOK THAT 2 MINUTES OUT OF YOUR LIFE TAKE ANOTHER 30 SECONDS. I AM HERE TO HELP WHOEVER AND VOTING FOR WHATEVER YOU THROW MY WAY AND I RATE AND COMMENT THE HELL OUT OF AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN. AND ALSO I HAVE IT ON MY PROFILE NOW THAT U DO NOT ASK TO SEE MY PRIVATES IF YOU CAN NOT RATE MY PICS HELL THERE ARE SOME THAT GO THRU THE WHOLE PROCESS OF ASKING AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THEY CANT EVEN RATE IT. I DO NOT KNOW IT THAT IS LAZY OR JUST BULLSHI

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

Nothing Like Reducing Yourself To A Rambling Retard For Attention
So there is this hater that has reduced herself to a rambling idiot to get peoples attention by entitling her blog something that is disparaging to another user...MY FRIEND JT....now I can understand her not liking him because his feelings are mutual but honestly...is it really a good idea to slander another persons name just because she is an attention whore that never gets enough? I think not...its pretty sad that blocking me and him from seeing her page isnt enough....NOW she has to play nananananana by posting a blog title that she knows he will see just to piss him off. Frankly...I dont know about all of you but I am pretty sick of her and her game playing and low level of maturity.

Candle Magick
In dealing with Candle Magick, it is first and foremost best to learn about candles and their ways so you can better understand just what the heck you are doing. No two candles act the same way, no matter how or who made them or what they are made of. It is the personal act of our desires and our own will that gives it life and we are able to perceive its ways. This will be an attempt to provide some insight on the candle itself and the ways in which the candle speaks. The candle is made up of different elements and different parts which represent different things. The candle itself contains the element of water, air and earth. When lit, the elements of fire and the spirit are employed. So a lit candle is then a full blown item incorporating all of the elements and thus rendering it again, an extremely effective magickal tool. Down throughtout history, you will find many references to the use of candles in many of our modern day activities. Fire was the ultimate tool used for banis

Gone Til End Of January
Hi to everyone.. i will be gone til end of january.. therefore am unable to respond to emails or messages of any sort.. i certainly will take my time for them when i am back.. also will try to get online while away but there is no certainty in that.. wish everybody a great month.. cyth

Who Would You Fight?
So, I just had this conversation with my friend and roomate, Bill. And I wanted to know what other people would say to these questions. 1. If you could fight any celebrity, who would it be and why? 2. If you could fight any politician, who and why? Remember, these would be fair fights, so you would have a 50/50 chance of winning and losing. Paul

Reach...
Reach for the Moon If you fall short you may land on a Star! Blessed are we who can Laugh at ourselves for we shall never cease to be amused. Catch a Falling Star! Reach for your dreams. And if something wonderful falls your way,catch it! Life is too short to wear tight shoes!

I Added A Lot Of New Friends Today..whew!
i made sure to show you all you guys some love. a may or may not be here tommorow and to the new friends (if ya didnt see it in the profile) if im not on here and want to talk (considering i do not have and dislike yahoo, msn, aim messenger) feel free to add me and talk on here: www.myspace.com/chelsmith18 mwuahz!! i love you all! have a wonderful and safe weekend.

My Always.
Wandering through this life alone. Lost in darkness. filled with fear. Angry with myself for knowing. I'm what brought me here. Feeling my way through the inky black. Stumbling through the fray. You shine like a beacon. Seen from far away. In my path you stand tall and strong. Cool and fresh as the morning dew. And I realize that I've been waiting. All along for you. Silently I walk along. Guided by your light. Terrified that any moment. You might leave my sight. Holding tight for if I didn't. My heart would run away. Waiting for the truth to come out. In the words you say. The truth I hold inside of me. I'll now reveal to you. I would pledge my always tomorrow If I thought that you would too.

~~if We Could Hear This Speech For Once~~
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists late

Medicinal Herb Preparations
Medicinal herbs may be prepared as infusions, decoctions, poultices and tinctures. They can also be used in the bath, cosmetics, ointments, and compresses. Be sure to consult a professional for diagnosis and a treatment plan. A good place to start research on your own is Michael Moore's South Western School of Botanical Medicine page. Infusion Infusions work best for making tea from leaves and flowers because these plant parts give up their active constituents easily. Allow the tea to steep for 10 to 20 minutes so the therapeutic properties can pass from the herb into the water. To make an infused oil put dried herbs in the top of a double-boiler, cover with oil about an inch over the herb (olive works well for this because it has a fairly long shelf life), let simmer for 2 hours without letting it get too hot or boiling, a temp of 150 F is good. Strain the oil into a clean jar, date & label. Without any preservatives an infused oil will last about a year. Decoction

I Got A New Guitar On Wednesday
On Wednesday I bought myself a brand new guitar for the first time in 5yrs. I got myself an Ibanez, I also bought myself an EMG pickup to slap in the fucker. On thursday I got it back from the shop with the newly installed pick up and a new set of strings, the motherfucker sounds fuckin bad ass. I also have a B.C.Rich Warlock as well. I am thinking about getting another new guitar soon, and selling or just not really using the Warlock much anymore. if you want to see pics of the 2 guitars I have, look in my default folder.

How To Impress A Woman
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN 1. Compliment her. 2. Respect her. 3. Honour her. 4. Cuddle her. 5. Kiss her. 6. Caress her. 7. Love her. 8. Stroke her. 9. Tease her. 10. Comfort her. 11. Protect her. 12. Hug her. 13. Hold her. 14. Spend money on her. 15. Wine and dine her. 16. Listen to her. 17. Care for her. 18. Stand by her. 19. Support her. 20. Go to the ends of the Earth for her. HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN 1. Show up naked. 2. Bring food. (as per an email I received.)

Our Troops
Here are some facts that prove our troops are AWESOME! *The USG has rehabilitated 32% of Iraq's schools, for a total of 4,544 schools. *The U.S. Army Corps of Engineers provides training on industrial equipment enabling Iraqis to operate and maintain equipment and power systems throughout the country. *Regular immunization campaigns, and national immunization days aimed at children under age five and pregnant women have resulted in over 5 million children and 700,000 pregnant women being vaccinated against communicable diseases, including polio. *Security Forces: Since 2003, 258 Border facilities, 309 police stations, 14 academies and branch schools, 26 unit headquarters, and 67 fire stations have been built or rehabilitated. *Women comprise 25% of the Iraqi Parliament, which is the highest proportion in the Arab world and one of the largest percentages worldwide *Today, the Iraqi Air Force consists of more than 800 members, and like all Iraqi forces, is being rebuilt a

Soulmate Or Not?
A Soul Mate: 14 signs of a soul mate 14. If you argue and fight with them, you still cant get them out of your mind... 13. When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up but you miss them already when it was just five minutes ago... 12. You read their texts over and over again... 11. You walk really slow when you're with them... 10. You feel shy whenever you're with them... 9. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster... 8. You smile when you hear their voice... 7. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her... 6. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them... 5. They become all you think about... 4. You get high just from their scent and their kiss... 3. You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them... 2. You would do anything for them... 1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind t

Read If U Wanna Laugh!!!
Rob kissed his wife, crawled into bed and fell asleep. All of a sudden, he woke up to find an elderly man dressed in a white robe standing at the foot of his bed. "What the hell are you doing in my bedroom?... and who are you?" he asked. "This is not your bedroom," the man replied, "I am St. Peter, and you are in heaven." "WHAT! Are you saying I'm dead? I don't want to die! I'm too young," said Rob. "I want you to send me back immediately." "It's not that easy", said St.Peter. "You can only return as a dog or a hen. The choice is yours." Rob thought about it for a while, and figured that being a dog is too tiring, but a hen probably has a nice and relaxed life. "I want to return as a hen." And in the next second, he found himself in a chicken run, really nicely feathered. But now he felt like his rear end was gonna blow. Then along came another hen. "Hey, you must be the new hen St. Peter told me about," she said. "How do you like being a hen?" "Well, O

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

A Little Death: An Erotic Poem
A Little Death by Maldoror © Your eyes flutter open. The darkness clears a little like A glowworm in a cave. I come. Your confusion and fear cloaks Your nakedness like Indian fabric. You plead in runes, hurl hieroglyphics To no avail. I slough them off Like so much dead skin. With a crooked finger I touch your center. I smell the arousal of religious fervor; A thing of past and present arises in you. I brush aside your quills, and prepare. You hear the whispers of a snow owl in flight And struggle. Your skin, tan like An old photograph, rises in the Herculean effort. The knots impress their strength into your wrists. Like Pompeii, you were mine the minute you drew breath, when your Eyes met mine and your nipples grew Under your shirt, lifted in tandem by The illusions of life and sustenance. Two moons falling toward eternal darkness, The embrace of time and gravity itself. Only this is true in all things. You hurtle denial at me, blunt razors of l

I Am Sorry - I Can't Resist! I Found Bert On Ct!!
But, doesn't this person remind you of a Sesame Street character?????? Telemachus@ CherryTAP To me, he reminds me of Bert. Doesn't he remind you of Bert too???? LOL.. I am so sorry. Just saw a few pics going across the screen and couldn't resist this "people-watching" comment. PS...... For those of you who don't know who Bert is -- see below: Wacka wacka.... lol....

The Question Of Modern Times. Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road ?
KINDERGARTEN TEACHER: To get to the other side. PLATO: For the greater good. ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross roads. KARL MARX: It was a historical inevitability. TIMOTHY LEARY: Because that's the only trip the establishment would let it take. SADDAM HUSSEIN: This was an unprovoked act of rebellion and we were quite justified in dropping 50 tons of nerve gas on it. JACK NICHOLSON: 'cause it !@#$^ wanted to. That's the @$%^& reason. RONALD REAGAN: I forget. CAPTAIN JAMES T. KIRK: To boldly go where no chicken has gone before. HIPPOCRATES: Because of an excess of phlegm in its pancreas. LOUIS FARRAKHAN: The road, you see, represents the black man. The chicken 'crossed' the black man in order to trample him and keep him down. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.: I envision a world where all chickens will be free to cross roads without having their motives called into question. MOSES: And God came down from the Heavens, and He said unto the chicken,

Lakota Legend Of The Dreamcatcher
Long ago when the word was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language. As he spoke, Iktomi the spider picked up the elder's willow hoop which had feathers,horsehair, beads and offerings on it, and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life; how we begin our lives as infants, move on through childhood and on to adulthood. Finally we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But", Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces; some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But, if you listen to the bad forces, they'll steer you in the wrong direction and may hurt you. So these forces can help, or can interfere with the harmony of Nature." While the spid

Telemarketers, Hahaha
One thing that has always bugged me, and I'm sure it does most of you, is to sit down at the dinner table only to be interrupted by a phone call from a telemarketer. I decided, on one such occasion, to try to be as irritating to them as they were to me. This particular call happened to be from AT&T and it went something like this: Me: Hello AT&T: Hello, this is AT&T... Me: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T... Me: This is AT&T? AT&T: Yes This is AT&T... Me: Is this AT&T? AT&T: YES! This is AT&T, may I speak to Mr. Byron please? Me: May I ask who is calling? AT&T: This is AT&T. Me: OK, hold on. At this point I put the phone down for a solid 5> minutes thinking that, surely, this person would have hung up the phone. I ate my salad. Much to my surprise, when I picked up the receiver, they were still waiting.! Me: Hello? AT&T: Is this Mr. Byron? Me: May I ask who is calling please? AT&T: Yes this is AT&T... Me: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Ye

Other Than Whatever
Not that I am Confused or Lost, but Do you think I'm beautiful Or do you feel I'm evil You gaze at me Like I am sent From heaven But you run Like you are Scared as hell I cannot be Ordinary I am not Predictable by Nature You seem to take The hard way The lonely way The only way But the easy one If you could ever Let things happen The world would Change with ease You will see things With a new vision As our hearts Join as Siamese

Part Of Me.....poem
Part of Me My heart is broken this is true My heart is broken but not from you I feel such pain The tears they fall I head to make a choice Was the choice right at all? Part of me is with you As part of you is with me Just a few days earlier is all we would have had to meet My heart is now broken For the words I cannot speak My life stands still For part of me loves you Part of me always will

If You Are 30 Or Older
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! > >When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with >their tedious diatribes about how hard things were >when they were growing up; what with walking >twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill >BOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yadda > > >And I remember promising myself >that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going >to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how >hard I had it and how easy they've got it! > >But now that... > >I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around >and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! >I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a **** Utopia! >And I hate to say it but you kids today, you don't know >how good you've got it! > >I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. >If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the >**** library and look it up ourselves, in the card >catalog!! > >There was no

Puppies And Ramblings
WEll I am worried that the runt may not make it...the poor little thing is so small (less than 3 ounces) and we are hand feeding at this point. Sometimes it really sucks to be an animal lover...its a dog for goodness sake-I should not be this worried or sad... At least the other pups are doing good. Should be interesting once they are up and moving around! Between the saga of yesterday and the goodbye party last night (that lasted until the early morning near dawn hours) I am so done...I cant wait until I can sleep all night...it would be nice to sleep tonight but a hand fed pup is as bad as a new born baby and I will be up and down tonight-again I say sometimes animal love sucks...lol. Yeah I know not really but damn it I'm tired and just a little grumpy at this point... Oh, wait...hehehe...I need my second wind! I forgot its girls night...okay I'm not grumpy anymore. since I'll just be up the street I can take care of the puppy and have a little more fun before I am com

The Daffodil Principle....
THE DAFFODIL PRINCIPLE.... Several times my daughter had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come see the daffodils before they are over." I wanted to go, but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead. "I will come next Tuesday, " I promised, a little reluctantly, on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still, I had promised, and so I drove there. When I finally walked into Carolyn's house and hugged and greeted my grandchildren, I said, "Forget the daffodils, Carolyn! The road is invisible in the clouds and fog, and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see bad enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "I was hoping you'd take me over to the garage to pick up my car." "How far will we have to drive?" "Just a few blocks," Carolyn said. "I'll drive. I'm

Omg
Oh.My.God. What the hell did I do to myself???!!! I totally fucked up my hair. Gone are my long, beautiful curls..replaced by a horrible short, straight cut. What was I thinking? I am so fucking dumb. UGH. I want to cry!!

Stop Waiting...
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation, or when we retire. The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with... and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting... Until your car or home is paid off Until you get a new car or hom

Once Stood Alone
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love.

Bulletin's
Well it's another week gone by, haven't we had some fun. Todays topic, Bulletin's and contest. Now explain to me why we have contests that are based on how many comments yet then we are asked to comment bomb? Now how real is that? It makes no sense? Same with bulletins, how many times do we repost the same bulletin, does everyone read them before they repost? Do they sort and decide what is worth forwarding and what isn't? For contests why isn't my one vote enough? I feel the comment bombing is kinda like cheating. Heaven's knows we have enough members at Cherry tap. Just some food for thought. Wishing All a great weekend, Smiles Rocker Mom

To All Of The People Who Used To Have Me Added On Yahoo. . .
Here's muh new ID. I sent it out to alot of people, but if I missed you, here it is. fallen_angel_from_broken_dreams. . . and all new people can feel free to add meh!!! **Sarah**

Why
I SIT BACK AND I LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU JUST KEEP DOING IT.I END UP LATE ON MY MOUNTHLY THINGY AND WE THINK WERE HAVING A BABY BUT YOU STILL WITH THE DRUGS AN THE LIES AN THE PARTYS I SIT IN MY ROOM WAITING BYE THE PHONE CRYING HOPING YOULL CALL ME.FINEALLY YOU SAY IM DONE THE DRGS ARE OVER IM DONE TONYA IM DONE I BELIEVE YOU AND WE JUST GO ON WITH OUR LIFES NO BABY IT WAS A FALSE ALARM BUT A CLOSE ONE.YOU CHEATED ON ME AND I STAYED WITH YOU I CRYED AND I YELLED BUT IM STILL HERE I HOLD ON TO YOU AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU SMILE AN TELL ME IM YOUR WORLD AND HAPPY THAT WE ARE MAKING THIS WORK AND YOUR SORRY.FINEALLY GOING OUT TOGETHER WITH NO WORRIES OF GETTING COUGH.AND THERE IT IS THE DRUGS AGAIN YOU LIES TO ME FOR ALL THIS TIME YOU LIED AND LIED SO WHAT DO I DO!DO I LEAVE OR DO I STAY??? WELL IM STILL HERE RIGHT

You Is
I Wrote these while i was in Switzerland doing my post graduation to Isabelle,Aug,20th,1995. That was before the accident that she had and passed away living me alone like a single leaf facing this world alone You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

Overflowing Pride
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real

No One Like You
For My Dear love, On This Usual Day; I Write You This Poem, In My Own Special Way. I Wanted To Tell You, In Words Of My Own; You're The Most Precious Person, That I've Ever Known. You're The Prettiest Girl, Than Any I've Seen; Your Body Is Flawless, So Slender And Lean. Your Eyes Have That Sparkle, That I Can't Live Without; One Day Without Them, And I'd Die There's No Doubt. And I Just Lose Control, When I Glance At Your Hair; Those Curls Are Just Stunning, So Perfect And Rare. You're The Most Caring Person, That I've Ever Met; There's No One Like You, And That I Can Bet. What Attracts Me The Most, Is Your Sweet And Kind Touch; You're A Gift Sent From Heaven, And I Love You So Much. So Hold Me As Close, As You Possibly Can; 'Cause Now And Forever, I Am Your Man.

Power Of Your Magic
The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much.

Where Do I Fit
WHERE DO I FIT Where do I fit, I can not tell, Everywhere and nowhere, what the hell, That seems to be the price I bare, To love so deeply but never fit there. Friends they come from many walks, They come and go whenever we talk, I always fit in because I understand, But I will never belong because different I am……

Lost
I am lost in a dark place, Love and caring flows from my soul, A raging river that has drained my life, Caring for those who don’t know the price. I need to feel love from one to another, But her love is flowing out to others, They all are in need, but few of them care, Some even spurn it, and try to destroy the giver, And all I can do is watch, and continue to let love flow. So when will it be my turn again, To have the eyes look at ME with love, To feel again the warm loving embrace, The loving, lustful kiss from those soft lips, Not asked for but given freely. I need love to refill my soul, But with a world of takers, It will empty as fast as it fills, Like trying to hold water in a sieve

Remarkable Obituary
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools wer

Thoughts Of The Day...
Who is this prince from Nigeria, and why do I need to give him my bank account to hide his money? Is it just me or is it harder to tell the "unwell" people talking to themselves from the "well" people with bluetooth earpieces? Why is it my doctor ALWAYS wants to take my temperature rectally? How can you take someone serious who ask, "Can your sinuses be in BOTH noses?" Still...probably shouldn't have laughed in her face firsts...hmm I seriously need to thank the person that PAYS women to say nice things bout me...thanks mom

I Am This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

I'm This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

Sugar Is Sweet
SUGAR is SWEET All the world is a stage and we just the actors spewing forth rehearsed lines? Then let my words stand the test of time and like sugar crystals sweet and delicate melt within the mind let my words be love to a wandering soul teasing the taste buds ending sour let my words quench the needs and cover the sweet heart in candied bliss someone once said let them eat cake I say feed them on dreams dreams as sweet as cotton candy dreams that last as long as an all day sucker formed from crystalline sugar so very SWEET the visions of winter need not be cold nor the night be old

A Poem Of My And A Quiz
Do not grieve this man who passes away Instead live life each and every day For no one lives free of worldly sin And much wrong is done while in the skin And much of the lessons had to be So we could go on to eternity I prefer to think of me you may smile And maybe enjoy the thought for a while Of all the things I meant to you And of how our friendship was so true And then you will know I am at peace For when my soul this form did release Went on to wait in paradise for my friend So we could share joy without an end And know the peace of souls set free So never weep a bitter tear for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Test
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%Average50%A Sicko30%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Another Poem Of Mine And A Quiz
I wonder in time what other will say When it comes my time to pass away Will there be said more good than bad Will it ever be mentioned that I’m a dad Will my daughters over me smile or weep Will they in their souls a fondness keep Will anyone know about or of me care Will there be any knowledge I was ever there Will this soul find peace and blessed rest Will those left behind think of me the best What is the sum of my life I wish I knew I leave the epitaph up to all of you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Pen Twirling - How Did They Do That???
When visiting my daughter and her hubby, my son-in-law all the sudden started twirling his pen on top of his thumb. I hadn't ever seen anyone do that before. I can twirl one in between my fingers... but, I have never tried it on top of my thumb. Can you do it??? See the below videos for samplings........ Actual instructions...........................

After The Meeting
just got back from the meeting, it was nerve-racking. I must say. I was alright till I got there and I got up to talk and I think I only talked for about 10 minutens but I siad alot and I talked from the hart and yeah I'm glad that its over. once agian I am in cloud nine. its a great feeling. I get there everyonce in a while. however it is nothing like it was in early sobertiy. Nothing will ever compare to that. it was a roller coster ride for the first 5 months or so. losing my grampa durin my 3rd month didn't help any, just proof for me that my higher power whom I call god won't give me nothing today that I can not handle. the best way to some up the way I feel right now is saying that I am full of serenity.

The Angels From Up Above
The Angels From Up Above By Cherryangel These angels from up above Are here to show us friends to love To be their for us every day To help us along the passage way. These angels from up above Protecting us from all evil things Keeping us safe and close to them Shielding us with their beautiful wings. These angels from up above Will always protect the ones we love Hold out your hands when your in need And they will tuck you under their wings.

Always
There is a time for everything... Life is like Love; a time to embrace and a time to let go. If you look deep into my eyes, you'll see a lifetime of sorrow. I may be here now..But what about tomorrow? Friendship is where it starts when you feel that first connection; Where you never want to part and always show affection. I always told myself if I had a reason to stay, then I would leave my heart so stranded this way. You'll be married one day.. may be live far away. But if you love me now, I'll think of you always. I'll never forget the way your lips touch mine. Because now.. your heart is apart of mine for always...

Irrational Fears Over Peaches????
At the end there, Maury says to the audience to give Shawn a big hand for confronting his fear....but, pray tell, did you see Shawn confronting his fear???? or, did I miss something here???

Me
Well everyone tells me i look sweet and innocent, but don't let my looks fool u, i like to have fun, i am into bdsm i am submissive, my nipples are pierced, turn offs - guys that think they can play ya, u cant play a player, so if u can be real holla back.

~~~magic Love~~~
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Magic Love by BlueWolf 1/6/07 © Love is like magic and it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wondrous and strange and there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most commonplace into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, for it sees with its heart and not with its mind! Love is the answer that everyone seeks... Love is the language, that every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery..............

Under Construction
MY PAGE IS CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION. MOSTLY JUST IN THE PICTURES SECTION. I WANT TO GET THEM ORGANIZED IN A LITTLE BIT OF A BETTER MANNER. SO IF YOU COME ACROSS AN EMPTY PHOTO ALBUM, YOU NOW KNOW WHY. I AM ALSO IN SEARCH OF NEW SKINS...SO IF YOU KNOW ANYONE THAT HAS RIPPABLE SKINS, LET ME KNOW. PLEASSSSSSSE! FOR NOW, IM GOING BACK TO BED. I TOOK A SLEEPING PILL A LITTLE BIT AGO AND ITS FINALLY KICKING IN. I WILL BE OFFLINE MOST OF TOMORROW. I HAVE TO GO TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY. HOPEFULLY THERE WILL BE BOOZE LMAO!! SWEET DREAMS.

Losing A Loved One!
Well today was a very hard day for me and my family. I have my granduncle that I took care of and he was in I.C.U. and we decided to take the life support off of him. So as i'm typing this i'm fighting back the tears because this isn't the way I wanted to start my new year. There is always the feeling of weight being put on my shoulder because of the amount of stress i've been put upon because I am the only child. So I don't have anyone to turn to in situation like these. :(

Is That Fair
THERE IS A VOID IN MY LIFE. AN EMPTY DELOATE VOID. ONE NOBODY CAN FILL. ITS A VOID THATS BEEN THERE FOR YEARS. IVE CRIED OUT TO GOD FOR HELP BUT NEVER GOT AN ANSWER. I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AT HELLS GATES BUT WASNT LET IN. I CRIED TO THE ANGELS TO CARRY ME AWAY BUT KEPT GETTING DROPPED. I ASK YOU, IS IT FAIR THAT ONE SHOULD FEEL SO ALL ALONE IN SUCH A BIG WORLD? IS IT FAIR THAT WHEN I FIND LOVE I WAKE UP ALONE AND HEART BROKEN TIME AND TIME AGAIN? IS IT FAIR TO WANT SOMEONE SO BAD BUT YOU REALIZE THEY DONT WANT YOU BECAUSE YOU CANT LIVE UP TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS? IS IT FAIR ONE MUST WAKE UP DREADING LIFE AS THEY LIVE IT? I GO TO SLEEP, HEAD BENT IN SORROW REMEMBERING THE DAYS WHEN LIFE WAS FAIR AND ALL WAS GOOD. NOW, I AM ALONE, LIFE IS UNFAIR,AND I WISH TO LAY DOWN AND SLEEP FOR ETERNITY. BUT IS THAT FAIR????????????????????????????????/????

To Be A Witch
To be a witch is to love and be loved. To be a witch is to know everything and nothing at all. To be a witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a witch is to share and give, while receiving all the while. To be a witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a witch is to honor the Gods and yourself. To be a witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a witch is to accept others who are not. To be a witch is to know what you feel is right and good. To be a witch is to harm none. To be a witch is to know the ways of old. To be a witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a witch is to follow the moon. To be a witch is to be one with the Gods. To be a witch is to study and to learn. To be a witch is to be the teacher and the student. To be a witch is to acknowledge the truth. To be a witch is to live with the earth, no just on it. To be a witch is to be t

Belated Thoughts
I haven't been around in ages. I've been spending a lot of time on a couple of my other sites. I decided that I had better get my big ole hiney back over here, before Jer stopped leaving me comments, and Eli started stalking me! hehe Wimsey, I miss talking to you, but that's my fault, too. I see you logged in all the time, but I don't really have that much positive to say. That's what I pay a shrink for, right? LOL I have started working for Liberty Tax Service, althought, I have a feeling I'm going to spend more time on the street, waving at traffic in that damned Statue of Liberty costume, than I am behind the computer screen. Taxes SUCK, and I'm pretty sure the IRS wrote the tax law to fuck with people like me. I already have that glazed look in my eyes! lmao I'm spending less and less effort looking for friends with benefits and just looking for friends with long, strong arms. I'm so tired of watching the live in, legally bound, sperm-donor develop his relationshi

Two Are One
We were one before this place and time Made for each other in the sublime Time after time we find each anew Time after time I belong only to you Meant for a love that is always to be I belong to you and you belong to me No one can ever stand in the way our love will last and is always to stay Two are one and must be together so true That is why my mind and heart beat only for you On tara I build my life as it must always be I was made for you and you were for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore

How Do U Define...
How do u define what a "true" online friend is? is it the person who "rates" all ur photos? is it the person who chats with u? is it the person who leaves you the most flashy comments? I have just been thinking about this lately. let me know what u think. I really want to know what my friends and family feel is the test/standard or proof of a "real" online friend.

Just A Dream On Christmas Night
Just A Dream on Christmas Night © BlueWolf Had a dream last night, it was so real Now I think I know, how you would feel Saw your face so clear, Your eyes bright too It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Thought I felt your skin, as you lay by my side My hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride Felt my body get warm, and I melted closer to you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Your voice was the same, as I've heard you talk to me The words were soft and sincere, you made me believe Heard a crack in your voice, as you spoke of me and you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Smelled the scent of your cologne, as your cheek touched mine Brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine I fell in love in this dream, I must tell you its true It was just a dream, But I could swear it was YOU It was just a dream I had on Christmas Night, But I could swear it was you Donna..........

Boyfriends
I know I have family, but I can't open up to them, I know I have freinds, but they don't listen anymore, and I know I have a boyfriend, but nothing is ever perfect. I don't know what to think about my friends, because after I moved, they stopped talking to me. What the hell, man? I don't get it. I don't get to talk to my boyfriend that often, and he is starting school soon, so that means I see less of him, I guess. -sigh-

This Blog Is Not Mine Alone....i Am Looking For Volunteers
I thought about this and have mentioned it but this idea just came to me. I have many friends that have been through the same or a similar kind of loss or fertility troubles. I am asking all of you out there that have had any of these troubles to share your story if you are comfy. I would like this blog to reflect how prevelant this really is and that each story may be different but the emotions are very similar. I want to give you a place to tell your story to the world and help in others grieving process. If you are interested please let me know and I will give you the details of what I would like from you. thanks so much...please share if you can...its cleansing for the soul and can help so many.

I Hate This "life" Thing....
I hate the world in which I drudge through this... mockery of a beautiful thing we so fleetingly call life. What's wrong with me this time? I work as technical support for Cox Communications. If you know what that is and are one of the dumbasses who call inwhen something as simple as you can't control your tv through our remote but you have one for your tv right in front of you, may you lay in front of a steamroller as you lay on a bed of razors. Anyway, I'm tech support and I'd have to say that the group of people I help have to be the most ignorant, irreconcilably naive, shouldn't have ever touched a remote or been given money, let alone an existance, people I've ever had the misfortune to hear the stomach churning voices of. There are very few who even so much as say good job, and heaven forbid they should let the word thank you cross their lazy lips. Mercy, nooo. It would probably kill them to even offer such a notion of gratitude. I wish to ring each of their

October, And It Suits Me! :) Lol
pick your birthday month and read it, then post in comments whatever you are and if it fits... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making f

How Can I Explain
How can I explain... how things are. How I wish they would be better how it might always be the same. How can I expect... more than what is. you to understand. How do I express... the hurt that I feel the thoughtlessness that I experience the way life REALLY IS. I can't MAKE YOU... see things as they are. Understand how I feel. Think more of US instead of just YOU. Sometimes I feel... So alone. So hurt. So powerless. I try to... put myself in your shoes. think of how I can make things better. not to be such a bitch. But HOW do I explain???? I can do only so much. I have feelings too. What you don't do DOES hurt. That being together should not mean always feeling alone....

Can't Let Go.
Hah, it'll all end someday like it or not. Anger never wins. I took a wrong turn, but I'll simply fade away, burn out, turn to dust. I'll go quietly into the night like a pussy. But I promise to annoy the fuck out of you ...forever.

Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said, "NO!" And the guy lived happily ever after and went fishing, hunting and played golf a lot and drank beer and farted whenever he wanted. THE END

No More Tears
The light in the window is a crack in the sky A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back The man in the dark will bring another attack Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers Look in the mirror tell me do you think your life's in danger here ya No more tears Another day passes as the night closes in The red light goes on to say it's time to begin I see the man around the corner waiting does to see me ? I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here No more tears So now that it's over can't we just say good-bye? I'd like to move an and make the most of the night Maybe a kiss before I leave you this way Your lips are so cold Idon't know what else to say I never wanted it to end this way my love my darling Believe me when I say to you in love I think I'm falling here No more tears

Only Time Will Tell
Only Time Will Tell Our faith so deep, and love so strong I wonder where it all went wrong For we had all the answers then Not sure why, they came and went The times spent together all these years Separated from you , I never feared That I would someday be sitting here Wondering why I shed these tears We failed at this so miserably Please God, take me from this misery Good times and bad, we didn't succeed To stay together, forever it seems Love was in the air back then Our relationship we cannot mend We grew apart as time passed on Not quite sure though, what went wrong You went your way, I went mine All things considered, that was fine I don't know exactly when it happened But we were unhappy and now its ended As time does pass within my life I will remember us as man & wife The pain will ease for me someday Right now it hurts for me to say My love, so true, to someone else The feelings I carry are so intense True love is waiting, no more so

Extra On Me
I really love to see a good band! I love supporting fellow artist!. I love to write, dance, make-out, drink coffee, cook, work out (when im in the mood..), eat good food, travel, go shopping, dress up, be in love, get massages, and pamper myself. My all time favorite is a good kiss! I am thee best kisser..! without a doubt.. Im impatient, always late and never answer my phone..(sorry.. bad traits) I am extremely complex, and very creative!! kinda un-realistic- dreamer, and sometimes kinda drab.I read people.. I am blunt, straight forward, I do and say what I feel.. and alot of times are pre-judged as a bitch...however when people actually get to see some of the things we so luckily get to read prior here.. they are amazed at how wrong there judgement was.. Most people that have really gotten to know me all say the same thing! "I have never met anyone like you..you are different than anyone I have ever known" and I take that into high status of compliments! I am that girl that sticks ou

Betrayed By Lust...
Megadeth - Trust Lost in a dream Nothing is what it seems. Searching my head For the words that you said. Tears filled my eyes As we said our last goodbyes. This sad scene replays Of you walking away. My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust, We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. Time and again, She repeats let's be friends. I smile and say yes Another truth bends, I must confess... I try to let go, but I know We'll never end 'til we're dust. We lied to each other again But I wish I could trust... My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust. We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. How could this be happening to me... I'm lying when I say "Trust me"... I can't believe this is true... Trust hurts... Trust equal suffering... My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust. We lied to each other so much, That in nothing we trust. God help me please, on my knees Betrayed by lust. We lied to each oth

94% Perfect
Your Life is 94% Perfect You truly have the perfect life. And you probably feel like the luckiest person in the world. You have a great career, family, and personal life. You have it going on! How Perfect is Your Life?

Do The Math.....
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you

Birminghan International Comics Show
This is for those of you who don't know what a Pro ComicBook Artist does when he isn't chained to a drawing board :) We get invited to events like The Birmingham International Comics Show, where basically we get to show off. The show was the latest addition to the UK's comic convention calender. It took place in an arts center within a converted commercial building in the heart (ok, maybe the spleen) of Birmingham's (UK) city center . The venue was strikingly different to most convention locations which on the whole seem to resemble little more than cattlesheds, & was one of the reasons that the whole event seemed to garner universal praise as being a resounding success. Onhand in addition to a sizable roster of special guests (both UK based & from overseas) were a mass of small-press & self publishers, who's work ran the gammut of styles & genres. But the one thing they all had in common was an enthusiasm for the art of telling stories in comic form. I think it was the presen

Kids Today Have It Made...
When I was a kid I would have to hunt all over the place in my house and friends houses to find out where they hid the Playboy's... With the internet and Cherry Tap stuff 100x better is at your finger tips... ( Man I wish that were REALLY true...) For the blondes that was a play on the words "finger tips".... (waves) Come on over babes!!! ... the Cat

Break Down
It's so hard Not to give up And said forget it Nobody seems to understand How hard things get But there you are Going through it too Neither of us know How to deal with this Or how to break the news Sooner or later One of us will have to Break down and tell him He deserves to know the truth And you deserve the freedom Somehow, someway One of us Has to break down

To My Amazing Friend Dominic...army Black Wolf
You came into my life one day unexpectly. We began to talk and found that we felt comfortable talking to each other. Slowly we opened up more and more until it seemed as if we had known each other forever. You helped me through so much and made me see that I was strong enough to keep pushing forward. You had enough confidence in me to keep pushing me on through everything, not letting me give up. When things got really hard you were there to help me not think I was the one who messed up. Even after he was gone you were still around. Encouraging me to move forward but to be catious at the same time. Then one day your world fell apart as mine had just a few months before. I tried to help but there wasn't really much I could do but be there for you when you needed someone to talk to. Seeing you so hurt bothered me because you deserve so much better. Finally things are slowly working themselves out for the both of us I think. You more then me maybe but thats okay. You have bee

Have You Ever...
Have you ever Just wanted to be loved To find that one Who will make it all right And make all your fears disappear Havve you ever Watched a movie And wanted that kind of love That which never ends And never goes wrong Have you ever Dreamed of a life That seems totally out of reach Only to find it right in front of you Waiting for you to live it Have you ever Thought you'd never be happy That nobody could ever love you And then learn the true meaning Of unconditional love Have you ever Dreamed of someone out of your reach The one that made your heart skip a beat Only to learn they dream the same And want to be yours Have you ever Thought you had nothing Wanted so much more Hated life Then found your happieness in a stranger

Honesty Versus Outright Bluntness
I figure I should start by saying that delivery is the key to getting your message across. That being said, some honest people really suck as human beings. We all have at least one friend who loves to be known for being brutally honest. This person touts him- or herself as the person to go to when you want an honest opinion, and for that reason, this person is the best friend you'll ever have. Well... I don't know. "You're a stuck-up bitch" and "I don't think we have the same interests" convey similar messages. However, ladies, which would you rather hear from someone who is trying to explain why he's not into you? Thhere is a difference between a potentially helpful-sounding comment ("Scott, I think you need to use scented soap when you shower") and an outright mean one ("You're standing in a cloud of B.O. I suggest you take several showers"). The difference here is delivery. It's not easy to have to be the bearer of bad news, nor is it desirable to be the recipient. H

A Poem For The One I Love
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU A HEART THAT'S PURE AND TRUE A HEART THAT CARES AND LOVES TO SHARE A BEAUTIFUL SMILE THAT BRIGHTENS THE DAY IN THE NICEST OF WAYS YOU HAVE A DESIRE THAT I ADMIRE A FLAME THAT NO ONE CAN CONTAIN MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE FOR I HAVE FOUND THE ONE WHOSE HEART IS TRUE IF YOUR EVER IN DOUBT JUST REACH OUT AND TAKE MY HAND FOR I WILL BE THERE FOR I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MAN.

Urban Word Of The Day
Enterdrainment Any passive form of entertainment that is so incredibly mind numbing that it sucks the intelligence from the listener or viewer; ultimately over time reducing (or limiting) them to a simplistic proto-human mental state, incapable of cognition or rational thought. Sports, Celebrity gossip, Country music, Talk radio, Call-in shows, Soap operas and Reality TV are considered by many to be enterdrainment. can you think of any more things that this would apply to?

Here Is A Poll I Would Love To See...
How many people on Cherry Tap still are virgins? That poll should take about 33 seconds... :) You wanna smile -- tell your friends to come and check out El Gotto!! ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE HOT BABES AND LIVE IN MICHIGAN... Like Heather... (checking to see if she is really my fan...) :)

Big Girlz
BIG GIRLZ (REMIX) lyrics You are viewing lyrics of BIG GIRLZ (REMIX) by JADOX from the album UNKNOWN at LyricsAndSongs.COM The BIGGER the BERRY, the SWEETER the JUICE Not mad if you're carryin' EXTRA in the caboose Or on any other part of your FINE FRAME--No mind games I wouldn't MIND if you were MY Dame No shame, and this is on the REAL: I'd rather have a PLUS-SIZED woman gimme somethin I can feel Than an icky, sickly stick-lookin' Whitney Calista Ally McBeal just doesn't fit me Simply put--you don't have to have a little foot This ain't the Land Before Time, but the hook Aptly portrays the message I'm conveying If you got a full-figure, DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU'RE WEIGHIN' I'm sayin': I'm looking at the inner person And your Superior Exterior--your version Of body form just accentuates you proper All that really means is that you have MORE TO OFFER Chorus (2x): You look so good to me From the inside out, Babe No matter what t

Loves Pain
Love’s Pain Never thought I would face a day without you, The agony of life since I blocked my soul is true, Pain washes over me every day in waves, Empty silence like the wind blowing over graves, Each day I try to understand the reasons why, Finding no comfort that you are happy with another guy, Through the years past knowing we would be together, All gone now like the passing of violent weather, All the anger I held for your lack of faith in me, Knowing I loved you so much I was too blind to see, That I was just a game to you, a moments distraction, You taking pleasure in the lies that brought you satisfaction, To think I thought you ever loved me, the fool I am, The truth comes slamming into me like a battering ram, For all the promises that I was all you would want and need, With another man at all times you were always indeed, Now you live with him, all your troubles gone away, I have ripped my soul in half to leave you, and here I stay, One time you said “f

A Ticket From The Lottery
Hi People, December 31st 2006, the day they announced the winning numbers. I actually had thrown away my ticket already but I discovered I won a price after all. Not sure what to do with this amazing amount of money. Maybe some one can help me spend it? If you (Dutch citizens en speakers excluded) can discover the amount won with this ticket and let me know I will spend some on you!!! Comment the amount and currency here. Maybe you'll be a winner too if you are the first one...

Rain
Rain On a sunless day, the sky covered completely by dark clouds, In a darkened room, cool, where silence totally shrouds, Two people lay naked, silent, patiently waiting, Their lust building with each moment of anticipating, On the tin roof the first drops of rain fall noisily, The man and woman begin to caress each other so gently, Rain falling on the tin roof, its tempo setting the pace, Tenderly, Lovingly, man and woman become one face to face, Falling a little faster now, building to crescendo, Man and woman unleash their passion matching the tempo, The image become clear as lightening slices through the sky, World shaking as thunder rolls loudly like an angry dragon’s cry, The rain falling in sheets, making it impossible to see, They move at an animalistic pace, grasping each other desperately, The storm reaches it’s climax, rain and thunder crashing, the world spasms, Crying out over the storms moaning, they shudder with simultaneous orgasms, As the rain tape

To Be A Creature Of The Night
To Be A Creature Of The Night The moon rises full in the darkness of the summer sky, I stretch My black wings and ready Myself to fly, Leaving My physical form behind for it is not needed, Traveling the Spiritual world, My progress unimpeded, No matter the shield that may try to block My way, Shadow Lord, Fallen Angel, Vampyr, and Shaman, not Fae, My powers follow no rules, for they are not Mine alone, Each comes with a price, some darkness for which to atone, A Wolf of the shadows, a race that has mastered the in between, Slipping in and out of planes at will, sight unseen, Cast out from His pack for His only true desire, Loving a rival, her love quenched the burning fire, My Ancestral calling, the Shaman, Master of Nature’s magic, That part alone, the only one with a story not tragic, Guided by five totems and blessed by His kin, Through faith and conviction learning balance again, The Fallen Angel, cast down by consciences accord, Tired of the war between the Shi

My Friends
date: No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Big Brother Is Dangerous!
Body: Call your Representives TODAY and TELL THEM YOU OPPOSE HR 1528. They are trying to give Mandatory Minimums for NOT BEING A SNITCH. May 17, 2005 Senior Republican Proposes "Draft" for the War on Drugs New Bill Would Require All Americans to Spy on Their Neighbors - Including Going Undercover and Wearing a Wire - or Face Jail Time Instead of Dismantling Draconian, Unpopular Mandatory Minimum Sentences, Legislation Would Also Establish "Mandatory Minimums" for Every Federal Crime. The legislation would require all Americans who witness or learn about certain drug offenses to report them to the police within 24 hours and go undercover and wear a wire to catch the offenders if ordered to do so - even if the offender is their son or daughter. Introduced by Congressman James Sensenbrenner (R-WI),(BILL-H.R. 1528), would overturn a recent U.S. Supreme Court decision by making all federal sentencing guidelines mandatory and enacting new penalties for a variety of non-violen

Naughty Application
naughty application Body: 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will u have sex with a stranger for me?(with pics) 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? See who will fill this out and resend it....I will

Adult What, Whys, And How
1. WHAT DO YOU SAY TO A VIRGIN WHEN SHE SNEEZES? GOES-IN-TIGHT. 2. WHAT DOES A 72-YEAR-OLD SNATCH TASTE LIKE? DEPENDS .. 3. WHAT'S "68"? YOU DO ME AND I OWE YOU ONE. 4. WHAT DID CINDERELLA DO WHEN SHE GOT TO THE BALL? GAGGED! 5. WHAT DO YOU CALL A MAN WHO CRIES WHILE HE MASTURBATES? A TEARJERKER 6. WHY DO THEY SAY THAT EATING YOGURT AND OYSTERS WILL IMPROVE YOUR SEX LIFE? BECAUSE IF YOU'LL EAT THAT STUFF, YOU'LL EAT ANYTHING. 7. HOW MANY PERVERTS DOES IT TAKE TO PUT IN A LIGHT BULB? JUST ONE, BUT IT TAKES THE ENTIRE EMERGENCY ROOM TO GET IT OUT! 8. WHAT'S THE DEFINITION OF A VAGINA? THE BOX A PENIS COMES IN. 9. WHAT TWO WORDS WILL CLEAR OUT A MEN'S RESTROOM? "NICE DICK!" 10. WHAT DO YOU CALL A TRUCKLOAD OF VIBRATORS? TOYS FOR TWATS. 11. WHY DO WE HAVE ORGASMS? HOW ELSE WOULD WE KNOW WHEN TO STOP 12. WHAT'S THE DEFINITION OF INDEFINITELY? WHEN YOUR BALLS ARE SLAPPING AGAINST HER ASS, YOU'RE IN DEFINITELY 13. DEFIN

Valentine Application
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever...

Spirit Whispers
Body: I am the beauty in all you see but at times burdened in misery I am the joy and sadness in your heart... the pride and courage that sets you apart With words often felt but left unsaid I am the silent tears you shed I am the echoes in your memory golden treasures held close to me... I am joy, laughter and smiles with the bright energy of a child I am in your every thought and bear scars from battles fought I guide you with strength and care I am the given love you share I am reflections of what is your best I am the peace that brings you rest I am the strength and dignity you hold I am the reflection of your soul Invisible like vapors of air... Yet I am always there Our destinies are locked together I will be with you forever You will always feel me near as a soft whisper, I am here... I am all you think, feel and see I am what you make me to be I guide you in all that you do I am the spirit within you You are ever near it Do not fear

Warrior Of The Wind
Body: Across the sky as the night winds blow I hear your voice, great Warrior of long ago Oh, Mighty Warrior, my brother of the wind who stood proud with spirit unwilling to bend Who rode painted ponies over prairies and hills while I must ride gas-guzzling automobiles You rode the plains to galloping hoof beats while I'm confined to over crowded city streets Yet we are the same you and I... Our love of Mother Earth and Father sky From the time of our Mother's birth Indians have been keepers of the earth Our Sacred ground now covered in parking lots and our images used for team sport mascots... Great Warrior, your voice ever calls to me Giving my spirit strength and dignity... Oh Great Warrior who rides the wind how wonderful it must have been to have seen the splendor of your time You, whose warrior spirit touches mine One day I too will ride the wind Where the spirit has no end...

Hurricanes
Not bad advice, To: ex-Floridians, present Floridians, and future Floridians or those who Know a Floridian. We're about to enter the peak of the hurricane season. Any day now, you're Going to turn on the TV and see a weather person pointing to some radar blob Out in the Gulf of Mexico and making two basic meteorological points: (1) There is no need to panic. (2) We could all be killed. Yes, hurricane season is an exciting time to be in Florida If you're new To the area, you're probably wondering what you need to do to prepare for The possibility that we'll get hit by "the big one.'' Based on our experiences, we recommend that you follow this simple Three-step hurricane preparedness plan: STEP 1. Buy enough food and bottled water to last your family for at Least three days. STEP 2. Put these supplies in to you r car. STEP 3. Drive to Nebraska and remain there until Thanksgiving. Unfortunately, statistics show that most people will not follo

50 Mistakes Women Make Concerning Sex
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A litt

A Young Boy
A young boy had just gotten his driver's permit and inquired of his father, an evangelist, if they could discuss his use of the car. His father took him into his study and said to the boy, "I'll make a deal with you, son. You bring your grades up from a C to a B, study your Bible a little, get your hair cut, then we'll talk about the car." Well, the boy thought about that for a moment, and decided that he'd settle for the offer, and they agreed on it. After about six weeks, the boy came back and again asked his father about using the car. Again, they went to the study, where his father said, "Son , I've been real proud of you. You've brought your grades up, and I've observed that you have been studying your Bible, and participating a lot more in the Bible study class on Sunday morning. But, I'm real disappointed, since you haven't gotten your hair cut." The young man paused a moment, and then said, "You know, Dad, I've been thinking about that, and I've noticed in my studie

Snow Angels
Snow Angel An 80-below wind-chill factor was not enough to deter my son's guardian angel. By Joan Wester Anderson Reprinted with permission from "Where Angels Walk," published by Ballantine Books. It was just past midnight on December 24, 1983. The Midwest was shivering through a record-breaking cold spell, complete with gale-force winds and frozen water pipes. And although our suburban Chicago household was filled with the snug sounds of a family at rest, I couldn't be a part of them, not until our 21-old son pulled into the driveway. At the moment, Tim and his two roommates were driving home for Christmas, their first trip back since they had moved East last May. "Don't worry, Mom," Tim had reassured me over the phone last night. "We're going to leave before dawn tomorrow and drive straight through. We'll be fine!" Kids. They do insane things. Under normal circumstances, I figured, a Connecticut-to-Illinois trek ought to take about eighteen hours. But the weather

Contest
I have been is a few contest. It is a great why to get your name out there. But here is my thing I am all ways seeing ones for women. So a fiend and I got to ather and are puting one on for men. What thay will win is a spot on my loung for everyone to see and look at. We love men and like to look at them so here is your last chance to enter. If you or you man thing thay have what it takes to be the eye candy in my long just let me or frost know thanks M&M Frost My Cupcakes@ CherryTAP M&M@ CherryTAP

Natural Remedies
Quick list for now - more to come..... Pam cooking spray dries nail polish Mayonnaise kills lice Elmer’s Glue is a great face peel Put sugar on a burnt tongue Use unflavored jello for stinky feet Peanut butter removes scratches from CD’s wipe it off with coffee filters For a fungus on toenails and fingernails use Vick’s vapor rub

Transfer From My Old Blog
**Saturday 19th August 2006 Well, it lasted a whole five days... The peace in Lebanon has been shattered with an attack by Israeli special forces aimed at what was claimed to be a 'weapons transfer' between Syria, Iran and Hezbollah fighters. Now before people start attacking my stance as being 'Anti-Semetic' and other such nonsense I DO NOT condone the terrorist rocket attacks on Israeli towns. In the same breath though, I can not condone the Israeli use of excessive force against Lebanese civilian infrastructure either. I have seen many people try to explain on TV the whys and wherefores of such force. Trying to compare the rocket attacks with London and the V2 raids during WWII and the responses with Allied bombing in Germany. Which to me just emphasises the abject mentality of the Israeli officials hiding behind explanations that have the water carrying abilities of a colander. The definition of a 'cease fire' is "A temporary cessation of fighting by mutual consent; a

Promise
Some people say that when you make a promise it is meant to be broken, I use to be one of these people that thought that. But I have learned different. If you open up the Bible and read it you will see that God made a lot of promises and he has not till this day broken a one of them that he made. He promises to take care of his children and he does and always will. He promised Noah that he would never flood the earth again and he hasn't. And he promises to come back for his children and he will one of these days. And if you look in the dictionary and look the meaning up you will find that promise means "A declaration assuring that one will or will not do something. Indication of future excellence or success. To pledge assurance. To afford a basis for expecting." So the next time someone tells you that they promise something ask them if they really mean it and are they going to keep it. Because those are the promises worth looking forward too. And the next time you make

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The New Year's Resolution?
Well, it's that time of the year again and once more one of the most popular resolution is to give up smoking. Now this is something I managed about 8 or 9 years ago and happened to find quite easy. There was someone else who found it pretty easy too, Allen Carr used to have a 100 a day habit and once he'd decided he was going to quit, he did. He then went on to make rather a lot of money writing books and running seminars about how to give up. Allen Carr died in 2006, of cancer, whether directly or indirectly due to that 100 a day habit or just that he was susceptible to the disease doesn't really matter. His way of quitting cigarettes is pretty much how I managed and how a lot of others can do the same, not using Nicotine Replacement Therepy (a waste of money) but by actually wanting to give up and then doing so, destroying any remaining tobacco and then sticking to your principles. My rant though is over this NRT, now how can anyone stop smoking when the health service t

Classic Remix
Really enjoyed this piece of music that Vanessa Mae plays. Ive played the original classical version of The Prelude. I have to say that i have Bach is really hard to play, but when accomlished, his music is wonderful to play and hear. In this case I love the way Vanessa has modernised it with the street instrument accompliment. Check it out.

Mes Yeux
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Mysterious75%Eyes full of Pain75%Passion67%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

So Say Ye Witch
For Witches This Be Law Where Ye Enter In From There Withdraw And Ye Will Secure The Spell Cast Some Silver In The Well Enhance Thy Trance With Drug And Dance Vervain And Dill Lend Aid To Will Trefoil, Vervain * St.-John's-Wort * Dill Hinder Witches Of Their Will Upon The Clock Dependeth Not Success Pursueth The Persistent Guilt Flees When None Pursueth Power Shared Is Power Lost Seek Thine Enemy In Secret Thoughts Are Things As A Man Thinkest So He Is No One Person Can Accomplish All Danger Is Never Overcome Without Danger The Past Is Fixed Yet The Future May Be Bent Where Communication Fails Confusion Follows Some Things Cannot Be Understood By Mortal Man Many Such Must Simply Be Accepted Rush In Where Angels Fear To Tread The Gods Are With You As A Man Thinketh So Is He If You Think Small You Become Small Remember The Passwords Perfect Love And Perfect Trust So Trust The Universe And Be At Home Ever

Wounds Heal ... Scars Are Character Making
The value is such as it is seen Nothing known when one is green For only the pain can let us know The cost of love that to show A heart that breaks for lack there of Missing the gift from heaven above For nothing does part but love lost The loss is such beyond all cost Only the soul that aches so true Can appreciate a love found new One who knows it may pass away Will cherish the gift each and every day A fragile thing love will always be Something beyond all who can see Dreams may come true not once but twice A miracle when the heart turns to ice Cold and unforgiving what hate did destroy Lost in the pains forgotten all joy What may revive a heart turned to stone When love has fled and left one alone Only another that sparks forth the fire And is held with true deepest desire Longed for and cared for as no other before With love that lost and was no more The value is known through broken heart For only such love is never to part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Headaches & Migraines
Headaches come in many forms - from the sudden axe-like attack to the slow and seemingly endless, throbbing kind; the groggy fuzzy kind to a searing full on Migraine, with flashing lights and nausea. They also have a variety of causes - stress, nervous tension, digestive upsets, sinus or catarrh infection, food additives, alcohol... and so the list goes on. Headaches which are centered behind the eyes can suggest a digestive disturbance, whilst those which start at the back of the neck and creep forward and generally tension related. Pain or sensitivity around the eyes or nose can be a sinus problem. When it comes to treating a headache, finding the root of the problem is going to be the most valuable piece of research you can do. Then you can go about curing the problem most effectively. My first choice for treating a headache does tend to be Lavender oil massaged into the temples - or even better, Lavender and Peppermint oil in ice cold water in which a cloth has been soaked, wru

First Posting Be Gentle
For years I have held onto the fact that I as a man knew what my plan was here on earth, knew exactly what my life was worth but in the end scheme of things I have no such clue of what my actual purpose has been or will be. I ain't looking for a steady thing ....... I ain't looking for a love thing...... I'm still young and I'm not ready baby..... I'm still looking for some better days. As I mature in life and grow as a man a father a friend and a brother I just want to be the best person I can be. I know this is a never ending road that one day all true Christians will walk to strive to be better than they have been in previous years. I'm not perfect in any aspect of my life if I were then It would be easy to assume I was god. With that being said I am not here to Judge Or Be Judged so be careful when your pressing your beliefs on someone you know absolutely nothing about ...... What will you do when its your time to be Judged ? I'm not writing this right now to be poetic but m

Being Cautious Of Rebounding Relationships!
In reading a posting of another member who was sharing his joys and concerns of his past decision to dissolve a marriage and move forward in a relationship that he found nearly a month later, I felt compelled to respond in the following manner: "My only word of advice is to walk carefully. You don't want to be falling for her just because you are dissolving your marriage. It is easy to rebound in another relationship -- sometimes they work; sometimes they don't. In a divorce recovery group I attended in San Antonio back nearly 8 years ago, they recommended that we didn't get involved in another relationship for another 2 years. It was recommended that we try to group date to help keep us to that word and we did just that, which was interesting in itself because we developed friendships that have lasted for a long time. I found someone 2 years later that was very good to me. Unfortunately, he died on me (having a heart attack) about 2 years after that. The blessing out o

A Thank You
I am moving on now it has been a long and slow recovery My life will once again begin a new chapter and I sometimes wonder what will come I know I am now strong I feel the love inside me burning once again Seasoned with a host of emotions I want to share a good life with my friends Who knows what may come from the laughter we share Thanks for being there!

Im Off To Bed
Im feeling tired now so im gonna head for bed. I'd like to thank all my friends and family for all theyre comments this week and i'd like to thank all my new friends for entering the world of Scottishwillie, its been a pleasure meeting you all. I look forward to seeing you all in the week ahead. Night Night everyone! See you all tomorrow.

Have We Met?
WE MET IN HEAVEN AND DAT WAS ONCE WE MET ON TAP AND DAT WAS TWICE BABY IF U MET ME AGAIN DEN U BETTA MAKE ME UR WIFE TAKE THIS CHANCE AND DONT LET IT PASS U BY CAUSE IF U DO I WANT U TO ASK URSELF WHY? WHY WULD U DO DAT? DO U UNDERSTAND LIFE ALL I KNO IS I'D BE GLAD TO BECOME UR WIFE SO I WANNA ASK U HAVE WE MET ? I THINK SO BUT WE JUS DIDNT KNO BUT NOW WE DO AND IAM SURE OF IT SO BABY IAM PROUD TO SAY DAT I KNO U....

Climax
ok, we'll start with a slow breast message. licking and sucking gently...working my way down u'r stomach and tickling u'r belly button with my tongue then i'll continue downward licking the skin between there and just the top of u'r pussy...teasing u as i run my tongue around the very outer lips slowly i begin to lick the lips, sucking them in my mouth every now and then. rolling them with my ton i then start squirming around in pleasure oh yesss. now that i have u'r undivided attention; i lick up and down on the clit... faster, faster, till u grab my head and try to push me away it's then i suck u'r clit in my mouth. sucking hard and rolling it around. pulling gently. sucking. i alternate between sucking and licking the clit to doing the same to the lips. paying close attention to the creamy insides, which are now gushing from u'r pussy back and forth from the the lips to u'r clit. sucking, biting, licking.... u realize an hour has passed, and u've cumm too many times to

Sex
really, the good start would be at your ears. gently kissing them. working my way to the neck to lick and kiss it. then down slowly to u'r breasts. licking, kissing, sucking the nipples one by one. Gently nibbling them and pulling them with my mouth. Then slowly, making my way down your stomach to the belly button, lingering there to tease you by licking around the edge. Finally getting to that sweet pussy. licking gently around the edge of the lips. kissing the clit, and slowly taking it in my mouth to roll it on my tongue ring while i suck it. As I let go of your clit long enough to suck the outer lips then slowly slide my tongue deep inside your pussy and tongue-fuck the hole. Reaching deep inside and finding that spot to make you gush forth your juices all over my tongue. It would be a never ending cycle...from pussy hole, to lips, to clit, and back to the pussy hole....fucking you with my tongue as I reach under your sexy ass and slide two fingers deep up inside your

Magic Of Love
Love is like magic and it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wondrous and strange and there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most commonplace into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, for it sees with its heart and not with its mind! Love is the answer that everyone seeks... Love is the language, that every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery! "I want you to know how much I love you, but the words escape me." "I need to tell you everyday how I feel about you because one day I might not be able to."

My So Called Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Stash Update !!!!
Hi everyone ! Hope you have all had a great weekend. I have updated the joke section of my stash, plus added a new photo in my mod album. Please stop by and show some love (((hugs ))) and thanks. Linda xx

Added New Cool Link To The Toolbar
i just added http://cherrytagz.com/ to the toolbar its a cool site has cherry comments and a skins generator use this like to download the toolbar if u want it http://cherrytap.OurToolbar.com

Strong
A Poem I wrote back in November I live for your kiss The want in your eyes I long for your touch The need builds inside I live for you kiss I want noone else You make me whole Im nothing myself I need to feel you to complete my life I long for your touch And you by my side I live for your kiss And to wake up in your arms I miss you so much and that makes me sad You my sweet baby the best i have had I live for your kiss long for your touch I need you right now to hold me tonite I miss you so much And not much I can do Hope for the time til I can be with you I live for your kiss Ill die in your arms I love you so much I will try to be strong Copyright ImmortalLove/AB

Disappearance
Yes I know I know I hardly ever come around this site anymore. Not even sure why, I've met a lot of great people on here. I will try to be on more foten, but sometimes I get involved with other stuff in life, like online gaming and work mostly these days, but just know i do miss some of you and feel free to leave me messages i do read them.

Devoted Love
Devoted Love From two soulds comes true love, one life, Two minds become one heart, one way. Your smile, your eyes, your touch your wife Delighted hearts content to stay. Tides flow hgh and low, rise and fall, Never ending, always present Love flows endlessly through it all, The good, the bad, making no dent. Love is a fire, burns from within, Consumes all, emits warmth, leaves gold. Glowing flames dance and always win, Ash remains, goes cold, yet hearts mold. Light shints, even as storms roll, dark sky. Two heart, two minds, love will not die. Even though time goes on, love remains. For love, the limit is the sky. Life's harships love conquers and tames. Two heart, two minds, love will not die © Jennifer Held 2000 If you want the paragraph explaining it, let me know.

Pictures.
These lies told, again and again, so easy, stories all, all another day, back in the day or so you say. These roads, gone down in different times, revisted now, just for the sake of travel. These times, go on, go on again, those times, go on go on again. Flip that album on open, look at the pictures of yesterday, it won't come around again, it isn't happening today. It is never as bright as today.

I Miss
I Miss I miss wading in ponds and the feeling of power when slicing a canoe oar through anything with true current. I miss my incredible strength and wrapping my legs around your back – so hard, so hungry, I was afraid I would break it – the grip of a muscle so unrelenting it would put any beast’s jaws to shame. I miss being able to give you little useless bits and pieces, scraps of paper so meaningful and yet so ridiculous they seemed to reek. I miss you rushing onto the porch so that I would be the first to hear your secrets, and you, always the first to greet me, running towards me as is if there was a race to see who could reach me first. I miss melting. Your arms were so hot – my every pore and nerve ending soaked with a heat that turned everything in its path to molten-golden lava-like liquid emotion, interference. All these things, all this and so much more, I revisit, explore each day, take from it what I will

Quitting
The other day i decided i was gonna quit smoking....i still had 2 packs of cigs to finish so i told my friend Kevin soon as i was done with them that i was going to quit. As of last nite i only had 3 left and Kevin and i had gone out to his cabin so he could show me around n stuff, when we got back to his place i got out of the truck n said i was gonna have a cig while he listened to his song n he's like "thought u were quitting?" i told him i was going to soon as i was done with the ones i had n he's like "ur not quitting" i'm lik eyes i am! n he kept arguing with me about it finally i was like u wanna bet? so he looks around as he's saying "if you quit i'll buy you.....a brand new car!" haha now granted i don't believe he's going to do it but then again he thinks i'm not going to quit....well as of last nite i had finished my cigs today i haven't had any cigs at all! All i keep thinking about is this brand new car lmao! i asked him if i can get any car i want n he's like sure u can p

Three Things....
So here's the deal. You get to ask me THREE QUESTIONS no matter how crazy, or random, (or sexually unacceptable :D), and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully. 1. 2. 3. (thats the truth part) Now I dare you to repost this, to see what people ask you (thats the dare part)

2nd And 30 Aka Royally Pissed
ok anyone who watched the NFC wildcard game knows what I'm talkin about I always knew I hated the eagles,besides my ex lives there. We load up on Philly -6 1/2, they have a 7 point lead with 7 min left, Giants have 2nd and THIRTY and not only convert,but SCORE and fuck us! ARRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

No Time
MY first poem...199?? Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry NO TIME I knelt to prey but not for long i had to much to do must hurry off and get to work for bills will soon be due and i said a hurried prayer jumped up from off my knees my cghristian duty was now done my soul could be @ ease no time to speak of chrrist to freinds they'd laugh @ me i feared no time no time to much to do that was my constant cry no time to give to those in need @ last it was my turn to die and when before the lord i came i stood with down cast eyes for he held the book of lives and he cased into the book he looked @ me and said your name i could not find, you see, i ment to write down but never found the time

The Wolf's Shadow
Have you ever had this hollow feeling deep inside your gut before? Well I have it now!….. Just one keeping feeling starts from your heart….then moves to the rest of your chest! Wow this is not something I like to feel!… I am not shore what it is? “what the hell are you staring at wolf??” “nothing jack!!” “well we don’t got all day to pull this off so wake up already! I don’t want to have to do this myself!” hehe… that is jack my sort of brother.. We met in foster care he killed out fuck of a foster father! “yeah yeah! I’m getting there! Just need to finish the connections and you can play with it ok!” I’m 23 I was only 10 when I witnessed what the basted did to one of the girls! He deserved more but jack just snapped and slit his throat!…. “good! I cant wait to see how this little bute you wiped up works!” jack is 38 always been there to protect me even though he didn’t know me… he said I reminded him of his kid brother who got killed in a car crash… I was always g

*first*
First things are always weird so here is my weird First.. :) A little about *ME* What you see .. is what you get.. I love makeing new friends and making the most of my time I spend online.. which by the way is most of my time. lol... I am a very honest person. If you are Sexy .. male or female.. I will tell you so .. That doesn't mean I am *bi* or want to jump your bones.. That just means plain and simple your *HOT*... I love to chat with ppl and see what makes you >> *YOU*.. I like ppl of all different shapes .. sizes .. and colors .. even if your *purple* im sure we will have something in common... CherryTap is awesome for making new friends.. I have been online in one way or another for YEARSSSSSS and have met alot of really kewl ppl . I love Harleys and partying and waking up with the feeling of >> ohhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy goddddddddd what the hell did i do!!!!!!!!but knowing that whatever it was .. I had a blast !!!!... I am not looking for *LOVE* or even a fricke

Devouring Him...
devouring him... a slow burn, that soaks the skin, his touch so close, so near my body, he teases me gently with his talented tongue, my body straining to be so close to him, i devour him with my eyes, and wonder to myself, do i want him forever, or just till tonight, should i give him my number, what do i need, do i want a commitment, or just for him to fuck me, as he leans back, i grab his wrist, tying each one to the post of my bed, i grab the hot wax, and drip it a little, blowing each spot, and giving him a small favor, as he groans, i move, to i grab the whip cream and make him into my desert, i lick his body and taste his delights, he cums in my mouth, and i swallow it down with a smile.. finally decide i want him now and for all of my nights... dg ...i wanna eat you up my delicious one...

S.a.m.
S.A.M. Some people really want to be Smart-Assed Masochists, but they can't quite get the hang of it. Here's a few things they can do to become a genuine certified SAM. Sing 'Happy Birthday To Me' and blow out the candle during wax play. Draw a picture of an open hand on your ass. Then draw a red circle around it. Finish up by putting a slash through the circle. (should turn out to be the international no-spanking zone sign) In the middle of an intense cropping, close your eyes and start to snore. During a scene, do a Howard Cosell impression and provide a play-by-play account of what is being done to you. If your dom/me tells you to 'Look me in the eyes', do it cross-eyed. If your dom/me decides to do a verbal humiliation scene with you in public, stick your fingers in your ears and say 'Neener, neener, neener, I can't hear you!' Decorate your dom/me's leathers with oil painted neon polka dots and stripes Place a whoopee cushion on your dom/me's favori

What Comic Anti-hero Are You?
What Comic Anti-hero are you? Hunter RoseA gifted child turned criminal fights the supernatural. He has a spear to fight with. He is also one of the coolest looking heroesTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Fake A Smile
Tears soak my pillows, and stain my cheeks. It's always been like this, not just a few weeks. My life hurts daily, cuts here, bruises there. No one notices though, not even when they stare But I can hide anything, just wait a while. I swear that through any pain, I can always fake a smile. I've had to hide it for so long, it's become a part of me. So now even when I hurt the most, happiness is what you'll see. Happiness is my deception, Pain is the reality. My smiles are all mostly fake, sadness is my normality. A Desa Original

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol
I AM HORNY AS HELL NO SMALL THANKS TO THE GREEN-EYED VIXEN AND HER NEWLY POSTED PICS. I HAVE DRANK A FEW DRINKS TONIGHT. AND A CUTE LITTLE MOVIE IS ON~~ I AM NOT SURE THE NAME OF IT BUT DIANNE KEATON STARS AS A BIG BUSINESS WOMAN WHO INHEIRETED A SMALL CHILD, A LITTLE GIRL, LESS THAN2 YRS OLD AND BEING A SINGLE DAD WITH A NINE YR OLD. JUST TUGS AT MY HEART STRINGS. SO I AM A MESS WILL BE FINE TOMORROW, BUT WITH THOSE SEXY PICS OF THE GREEN EYED VIXEN, THE BOOZE, THIS MOVIE AND CHERRY TAP GOING CRAZY TONIGHT~~ I AM GOING A LITTLE CRAZY!! BUT JUST WRITING ABOUT IT HAS HELPED. MAYBE IF THE GREEN EYED VIXEN WOULD SHOW UP WOULD REALLY BE GOOD BUT I AM REALISTIC. OK I AM DONE RAMBLING! TY FOR THOSE WOU MADE IT THRU THIS FAR~~ PS IF THERE MIGHT BE ANY BOUNCERS WHO READ THIS PLEASE ACCEPT MY SALUTE PIC YOU GUYS ARE DRIVING ME NUTS LOL ONE MORE SHOT OF JAMESONS IRISH WHISKEY FOR ALL OF US IRISH FOLK AND I AM RETIRING. KISSES TO THE GIRLS AND ^5'S TO THE GUYS LOVE YA CHERRIES DAN

Cherry Sexzzz Legs Contest Winners
Cherry Sexzzz Legs Contest Winners 1 Place Rêßêlï¢ïðµ§ 2 Place 'Perdy Little Tease 3 Place ~ * ~Thelma~ * ~ I would like to thank everyone that took part in the contest ,we could not have done it with out you and all those beautiful legs

My True Friend
You make me feel so special by the sweet things that you do, and sharing your life wonders your are a friend so true. Your heart is full of tenderness your cup overflows with love, I know that your friendship came from our dear Lord above. You are always in my thoughts as I hope I am in yours, your friendship is the sweetest fruit thru which life's blood just pours. Walk with me as we grow old please leave me not behind, keep me always in your prayers good friends are hard to find. - Get Your Own - Get Your Own

Oooh This Is Dead On..giggles
so i saw this test and took it..this is like dead on..so my thing..*blushes* You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting67%Bondage50%Whips50%Blood42%Chains/Handcuffs42%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Feeling Somewhat Reminiscent
Sometimes my life becomes intertwined with the many lives from my tales. And though they all come from me in a sense they are their own people. Its magical how a life can form and often makes me wonder what truly defines life. I know they are characters....an accumulation of thoughts, feelings, details and words...But when you feel them inside of you arent they just as much alive as we are? We bring them to life. I never want them to die off un remembered. And in that respects I almost want to do a memorial deal, like...paying tribute. But I wanna make this special, instead of words, I wanna give them form. Like a manga going back through all the momentous occasions of all the characters adventures. Welcome back to remembering the saga... Taer, Oni, Evil, Joan, Lucerne, Wonrae, Chidori, Steph, Aurora, Liana...you'll forever live on in me at least.

See Thru You, I Can.
Just like Yoda say to everyone near him, Fear is a pathway to the dark side. But we all need a little fear in our lifes. without it, how can we live? Fear leads to anger... and anger leads to hate.. then hate leads to suffering. But in life, why do people fear what we don't understand. I tell you why... because we don't understand ourself. I am always trying to know about people... in my kind of way, but it is mines and no one elses. People have things that said "No Fear", that is wrong..... everyone has something to fear. If they don't... then they have no life. My fear is to be alone. Most peoples fears are they may get something from someone else and then they had to carry it for the rest of there lifes or some fear there is no one that would love that person. Well, I had said my thoughts, now it is your turn.

Two Poems.
----- Last Rites ----- And when the Last of ^Us^ Falls, Dead in one of your endless, bloody battles, Will you then Mourn ^Our^ passing - the Loss of an entire ^Race^ Gifted to thine aid? Know then, mortal: ^We^ Stood ^Our^ Ground `til the Last: and as ^We^ Pass, Remember ^Us^, as ^Those^ Who Walked Time itself, and risked ^Our Immortal Souls^, that yours, so much Lesser, may Live. ^Uyraell^ 09/22/2006 Sept, 22. __________________________________________________ ----- ^Winged^ ----- those seemingly pitiless, whiteless eyes, those full, generous lips, covering seemingly cruel fangs, those hands, so capable of rending - or such exquisite caresses, Aye, all these things and more, The Love that is thy ^Being^, tight-focussed, Thus Power - raw, serving, devoted : Love. ^Uyraell^ 07/15/2006, July, 15.

How Relationships Get F-ed Up!!!
Sometimes in life we tend to meet someone special, and then we begin to feel that special connection. At that point then two people begins developing and building a relationship. However, that is not where the learning or building stops. You continue to travel that road and develop strong feelings, start to open up and remove the walls you have built for self protection and self preservation. However, for every wall you remove, you still remain leery and still watch for that moment when you can identify that they will hurt you first. Then things start getting miscommunicated and unintentionally you start building new walls for that person, start playing defense and place them on the other team instead of holding their hand to look for the comfort and the support you need to deal with your own emotional scars. This whole entire process takes place on both sides of the relationship, each individual waiting for the other to hurt them and really creating the demise of their own relat

That...mayhem Interview I Posted In The Stash :
Ohh, that was from a documentaryy..I'm hella slow. Damn, where am I going to find that dvd? Wait, a dvd disc isn't kvlt is it. They would probably only release the Doc. to like..slabs of rock, the images carved by Satanic priests in some..dank cave in Norway. Or something. No seriously, where can I find that blasted movie?! To Blackmetal.com I go. p.s. Ok, ok. I'll quit it with the kvlt-talk, I'm a lamer, yeahyeah.

My Week Of January 8th
Well, this should prove to be a busy week! I'm scheduled to work over 45 hours and I have 2 shoots, and possibly a third. Tomorrow I'm hopefully giving a thumbs up to my first edited squirting video sale to a production company. I have to proof it first and make sure that I'm happy, and my co-star is happy with the finished product. Thursday evening I'm going to be shooting with one of my best friends and favorite photographers, Tim Gravens. We always push the creative envelope together. I offered to chaparone a shoot for one of my fellow chat hosts and she suggested we shoot some content together. I'm not sure what she has in mind yet, but I'm all for it!! ;) I'll be shooting a Valentine shoot with PBK Photography on Sunday morning. I can't wait. I love being in front of the camera. All that matters is what's happening right there and then. After shooting with photographers one time, I like to be moved to the top of their favorite lists. Wish me luck! Deejay

Quarter-life C
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know....and may not like. You start feeling a little insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then you get scared, because you barely know where you are NOW. You start realizing that people really are selfish and Maybe those friends that you thought you were so close to, aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, but the people you lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize, is that they are realizing that too. They are not really cold or catty, mean or insincere, but are merely as confused as you and a little caught up. You look at this job you have. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing... Or maybe you don't even have one. That's even better. You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you lov

Hurt By My Own Success
For those who stumble in here looking for something incredibly humorous or deeply profound...I apologize. This is more of a rant...a venting. Feel free to add your own if needed or so desired. So it seems that no matter where I am to work, my own success bites me in the arse. Two jobs ago, my ability to multitask and quickly learn new tasks increased my responsibilities and expectancies some three times the load, but not a cent increase in pay. How lovely is that! Shoulda stuck to minimum expectations. Last job was similar...and now the new job is finding out how much they love me, and are trying to work me to death. "He can handle and 11 hour day..." "He can handle two doubles in a row" and now, the most recent, they have me working back-to-back-to-back double shifts. Anywhere from 10-13 hours a day, for three days straight. And as if this wasn't just the most unperfect thing ever, they decide to use the weekend for the three days. How lovely is that?! I have a life! I need to drin

Contest Time
the hottest cherry, guy or gal... winner will get a mans ring, diamond ring, or diamond earrings. there choice. please let me know if you want to be in the contest the contest will start on wednesday january 10.. and end on Wednesday the 17. please enter, and see if your worthy of being the hottest cherry...there will only be one winner. So if your interested hit me up, and let me know what picture to use.. so please sign up. comment bombing and ratings will be added together, comment bombing aloud. most comments and ratings combine win. Tell everyone and repost for me please.. PEACE OUT.. chew

Nicest Vehicle Contest Come And Enter. (closed)winners Inside
Nicest Car/Truck/SUV/Van/Motorcycle Contest RULES 1. You must be in the picture with your vehicle(sitting insides would be better) 2. Comment bombing allowed 3.10,000 Comments WINS 4. 1st place winner(if a guy) gets Rolex watch or Men's ring (If a girl) Gets Rolex watch or diamond ring. 5. 2nd place is who ever has the most ratings will get Dozen roses and Romantic dinner for two. Contest will start when I get 20-30 entrys Please send me a private message with the link to your picture and i will rip it.

Popularity ????????
I ask myslf this question alot and i hope that someone might have a clue as to why when your getting attention from the ther sex it sems like everyone starts to look at you and when you dont like on person in particular no on loks at you ???? does anyone understand this delema

What Went Wrong
i sit alone in a dark room staring at your photo wondering what went wrong i think of the good times because there wasn't any bad times and all i can think of is what went wrong. did i tell you that i loved one too many times is it the distance between us or was i just dreaming all i know is now i'm siting in the dark wondering what went wrong.

Then There Were Five.
Some nights like this... after months like this, I find myself cranking out pictures of a satisfactory caliber, talking to friends and family members that actually enjoy my company and don't just tolerate me- and I'm still a god damn mess. I think I might be one of those incurable cases of problematic. I was watching a documentary about interventions, and one lovely young lady on that episode was a cutter, I believe her name was Tamela. And she had the scarred, beautiful, and ripened to sweet perfection body that I need in my life for worship and re-useable entertainment. As I watched her trace whispy lines that erupted with blood down her wrists, across her thighs, between her tits, and over her ... unmentionables, I found myself in a combined state of arousal, and earnest longing. One part of me wanted to encourage her, beg her to cut deeper, to bleed for me, to come for me. The other side of me wanted to hold her down protect her from herself, explain that if she would just let m

Erotic Thoughts-sexy Green Ize
SEXY GREEN IZE, A FREAK LIKE ME ,HE LIKED WIRE..SO I WANTED TO TURN HIM ON THAT NIGHT,AND TURN HIM ON I MOST DEFINITELY WOULD!,..SIT YOUR ASS DOWN,.I WRAPPED IT AROUND HIS ARMS AND CHEST.THE BLOOD TRINKLED DOWN SO I TASTED,..HE WAS SO SEXY!,....PUSHING HIM BACK I NOTICED HIS COCK WAS ROCK FUCKING HARD SO I CLIMBED UP AND MADE HIM MY HORSE....2 B CONT---DAMN HE FELT GOOD!!,...AND I KNEW HOW TO MOVE MY HIPS..SO HE'D FEEL IT GOOD TOO YET NOT CUM!!,..STILL LOOKING RIGHT INTO IZE,GETTING HARDER N HARDER.BABY U WANTA CUM FOR ME? WANTA FEEL ME SPLASH ALL OVER YOU AND YOU INSIDE ME..PLZ ,PLZ...I MOVED ONE FUCKING WAY AND HE SCREAMED!!!

Something Strange
It's weird. I have this strange excitement. I feel like something is coming. And a certain part of me wants to come out. For those of you that know me, you know what I mean. I have felt the full transformation. I mean everything. Everyone else is feeling the same way. What's really funny is that the year 2012 is now a year closer, and I feel it. Something big is getting ready to go down. So all my brothers, and sisters of the path. Please beware. And Please let me know if you have been feeling the same thing. And def. let me know if you have any clue as to what's getting ready to go down. Thanks, Wingy

Another Week Begins!
Good morning/good afternoon, Everyone! I hope everyone has a wonderful day. I have a busy day on tap; actually, a busy week, by the look! I'll be online when and where it fits into the daily routine, lol! But I'll be thinking and sending positive energy out to all my friends and family here at CT. To the individual/individuals who sent me that lovely warm energy this morning, thank you! I appreciate it more than you know! (You know who you are, lol!!) Much love and hugs! Blessings, one and all!

Princessed Is Bestest
The blind Can see I dont give A damn Your life Does not Fall On me Again My friend You've reached The end Of what could Never be Tomorrow The sun Will rise And there Will be Another day Come out With us And join Our play Dont just Wallow in Your dark Always

Friends? Is True Though
I don't want to make friends with people that attempt to catch my attention by staring or glancing. I don't want to make friends with people that follow me for a few minutes and walk away. I don't want to make friends with people that sit next to me or near me and wait for me to say something. I don't want to make friends with people that keep showing up at my job in hopes some connecting moment with make miracle of itself. I don't want to make friends with people that say "I like your style/hair/hat/jacket/eyebrows" and then don't have anything else lined up. I don't want to make friends with people that talk to me out of the blue. I want someone to walk up next to me and keep walking as if we know one another and we started together from point [a] and plan to continue to point [b]. I want someone who keeps going no matter how far I go, keeping up and not questioning or asking "where?". I want someone who just says "hey" and that ends it. I want someone who understands that silence

My Side
My score on The Are you Dominant or submissive Test: The slave(You scored 25)Whoa! You spend a lot of time on your knees and pleasing your partner. You make decisions which are clearly for the benefit of maintaining a relationship that lands your parter at the top of the teeter-totter.. awesome, your parter, if they're dominant, is probably very happy! Link: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

The Good The Bad, And The Ugly
The Good, Bad and Ugly Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids Bad: You can't find your birth control pills Ugly: Your daughter borrowed them Good: Your son studies a lot in his room Bad: You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly: You're in them Good: Your husband understands fashion Bad: He's a cross-dresser Ugly: He looks better than you Good: Your son's finally maturing Bad: He's involved with the woman next door Ugly: So are you Good: You give the birds and bees talk to your daughter Bad: She keeps interrupting Ugly: With corrections Good: You wife's not talking to you Bad: She wants a divorce Ugly: She's a lawyer Good: The postman's early Bad: He's wearing fatigues and carrying an AK47 Ugly: You gave him nothing for Christmas Good: You're daughter got a new job Bad: As a hooker Ugly: Your coworkers are her best clients Way ugly: She makes more money than you do Good: You're son is dating someone new Bad: It's another man Ugl

Fake Pictures!!!
Ok this is my second blog about this!!! While scanning profiles, I find myself over here about to fall off of my chair at some of the pictures people post!!!Models..Models..Models...C'mon people!!! Don't ever want someones acceptance so bad that you try to be someone other than who you are...Be yourself, its the only way to be. Those who dont like you for who you are arent worth your time neways!!! :-)!!

Last Week On Craig Ferguson
I of course tivo him and watch him every week. Here is the funny sketches he did on the show last week http://www.cbs.com/latenight/latelate/comedy/ I love when he does the Prince Charles late late show..he's so frightening it's hilarious. Did ya'll hear about the guy that saved the person on the subway in NY that fell onto the tracks while having a seizure! OMG that was just crazy! It's nice to see there are still heros out there! http://www.feed24.com/go/38638983 for those of you who didn't hear it..there is the link. I saw on craig ferguson that the clearance between the ground and train is 21". The size of the teenager and the hero was 20.5". Talk about someone smiling on them! Anything could have snagged his shirt or anything and they could have been seriously hurt or worse! Truly amazing to me!

Forgiving And Forgetting
In the last week I've made amends with my exboyfriend Pete. We were fighting and saying things we probably didn't mean. With the death of my stepgrandparents, it made me realize alot. That life is too short to let the bad shit get to you. You never know when your time or that persons time is up. Nothing more then friends will ever happen between him and I. I have a boyfriend who does mean the world to me and I know Pete probably has a girlfriend too. Pete-if you read this, I am sorry for all the shit that happened and I hope we can try to be friends.

Biker Prison
An old biker is sitting out on his back porch just bawling his eyes out when his old lady comes out & asks him what's wrong. He wipes his eyes & asks her if she remembers back when her daddy was gonna have him thrown in prison if he didn't marry her. She says "yes, but what does that have to do with you bawling like a little bitch?" " Well, he says, today I would have been released!"

My Friend
My Friend We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

What Goes Around Comes Around/ J.t.
Hey Girl Is he everything you wanted in a man? You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you, baby Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't wanna think about it(uh) Don't wanna talk about it(uh) I'm just so sick about it I can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it(uh) Feeling the blues about it(yeah) I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fate Is the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Shoulda known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around Cause I know that you're living a lie But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around What goes around, goes around, goes aroun

Jay Leno
Funny shit Leno Today, Nancy Pelosi became the first female speaker of the house. This is the furthest anyone wearing a dress has gotten in Washington since J. Edgar Hoover. For all you young girls out there who’ve been following Paris Hilton and Britney Spears, Nancy Pelosi is what you call a "role model”. Nancy Pelosi said today "we’ve waited 200 years for this.” 200 years? How many face lifts has this woman had? She looks great. I had no idea. In an interview with the wall street journal, the prime minister of Iraq says not only will he not accept a second term in office. He wishes he could quit early. He says he has other interests he’d like to pursue“ like trying to stay alive. That’s got to make our troops feel good“ the prime minister of Iraq wants to quit. Not even the French gave up that quickly. President Bush is expected to announce that he is now sending more troops to Iraq. Despite the fact that his general, his military analysts, members of congress, and m

The Beauty Or The Witch
King Arthur and the Witch: Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death. The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer. But th

Why
Why did you come here?? Why did you leave me alone?? Where did you go?? I standing here with tears wondering why your not near... I can't begining to comprehend when my life started to come to an end.. When I could feel but it the heart no longer healed.. Just got filled with holes that won't close.. I swear I wish sometimes by brother was still here he knew what to say or what to do.. Why am I still sitting here alone?? Does everyone have to go.. Why get close to just end up solo.. As I pounder these thoughts I cry as I have lost so many loved ones in the long run.. Either by death, by love lost or just stayed out of touch.. why does this happen where did you go why did you leave me all alone..

Old But Fitting
What kind of love last forever? Love that stands the test of time it is something of a crime That we waste time on those undeserving loosing all in the process quite unnerving Giving freely of who we are without expectation soaring to heights of greatest elation Only to crash and burn in the wreckage finding out that all was a false package Designed to open doors and get inside all the time the evil waits in hide To show it self when least expected leaving us used, alone and dejected This is not love, it is a sin committed by some we have let in With trust and a desire to be true we gave of ourselves for someone who Would love us back as a token never leaving us cold and broken To feel the pain that eats at the soul being left shattered and less than whole We are deserving of the best in life a love that just loves us back without strife Love that completes what we dreamed one for which we have screamed Where is our princess ? Wh

My Little Paradise Of Love
my little paradise of love just like sent from heaven far above down there on my knees in the warm white sand touching your spirit with my little hand breathing just your rest and peace who looks good,beauty sees my little paradise of love never touched by one hand just by god himself let me melt into your land your water- so pure and clear so still in you i have no fear my little paradise of love my island of dreams far away so it seems somewhere there where the ocean kisses the sun in you i want to be forever gone so strong in my mind my little paradise of love- the last of it s kind in you i touch eternity forever there i want to be...

There Are No Words
There are no words , to express what i feel for you . There are no songs , as beautifull as the music that fills my soul when i hear your voice . There are no roses , as lovely as your smile . there are no days , brighter than the days i spend with you . nothing moves me , like you do . you are my light in the darkness and there could never be words strong enough to express my love for you .

I Have This Feeling
Whenever I see you Or when I'm going to I have this feeling That is totally brandnew You make me blush you make me shy I don't know what to do around you But you're the perfect girl You make me speechless And confused And with you I feel bruised You make me feel weak And I no longer have to seek For some company In my life

"death By Chocolate" Cookies
1 1/3 cups self rising flour 1 cup white sugar 2 tbs. light brown sugar (not necessary to pack) 1/4 cup dark cocoa powder 1/2 cup magarine or butter, melted 3 tbs. vanilla extract 1 large egg 1/2 cup flaked coconut (optional) Preheat oven to 325º. Blend dry stuff together well, then add in margarine, vanilla, and egg. Stir well, then mix in coconut if using it. Drop by teaspoons onto an ungreased cookie sheet, and bake for ten minutes (you want the tops to come out a bit gooey). Cool and enjoy!

~~sex Questionnaire~
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: ~both~Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: ~opposite~ How often do you like to have sex?: ~DAILY~ mtoIs sex a top priority for you?: ~YES~Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: ~?, doesn't matter if I can see his face, that's not getting me off, lol~How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: ~NEVER~How do you feel about one night stands?: ~depends~How many one night stands have you had?: ~that's not my thing, but it has happened~What's your favorite position?: ~I'M A GOWGIRL BABY~Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ~in public~Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: ~both, make love first then "get it on"~ lol it really depends on who I'm withHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: ~well, I forgot about the porn~How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: ~depends on my partner~Do you get off first or do t

There's A Very High Water Mark....
Yes, that time of the week again. This weeks song is a song I can't stop listening to right now and it is...HIGH WATER MARK by Iced Earth Song Name - High Water Mark Artist - Iced Earth Album - The Glorious Burden Song Number - 3 of 3 [Disc 2] Song Length - 12:35 Lyrics Lee "It Was Very Close Yesterday I Thought For Sure They Would Break But This Attack That I Have Planned A Massive Strike Across Open Land In The Center They Will Break (Will They Break?) But Plan It Well, Everything's At Stake We'll Hit 'Em Hard, Not A Silent Gun Before The Infantry's Begun" "Execute It Well, We Risk Everything It's In God's Hands Now" Longstreet "General Lee I Must Tell You Straight I Believe This Attack Will Fail No 15,000 Men Ever Made Will Overtake That Ridge Today A Mile Charge Over Open Ground With Yankee Cannon Gunnin' Us Down" Lee "We Do Our Duty, We Do What We Must And In My Plan You Will Trust" (Thousands Die, On This Day) "Execute It Well,

Hey All!!!!
Well I just thought that i would drop a line to all of you on my friedns and family list and wave to my fans... lol Yup that's right it's me the one and only I am alive and will be setting back up here in a couple of weeks. I hope that you all know that I love and miss you all and I will be talking to you all soon! Dont' give up on me yet I am not gone!!! :P Luv you all and I will talk wit you soon! *muah* *hugz*

I'm Gonna Be Gettin Married!
I am now engaged to my girl of more than two years. Sorry if ya'll thought I was single. I never told people cuz no one really asked. Except one person on here asked me if I did have a girl. And I told her I did. Everyone else just thought I was single. Sorry to tell ya that I am now engaged.

Shawnie Story
i try my best to write right but its hard for me cuz i cant hear right and i write like when i talk to u but im sorry abt that but i will still try my best to write right way so if people dont like it so they can fuck off !!!!!!!!!1

Yeah, So I Finally Did It.
Hello all my cherry tappers and tappettes (is that a word...oh who cares)...It is official I have gone without a cigarette for over 24hrs. I'm a little edgy, but a lot better than I thought I would be. I AM NOT going to smoke anymore. I'm going cold turkey, and it was wicked hard last night, not so bad today. A little rude, anxious, but ok. Yay me!!

Dom School?
HOW DO DOMS KNOW?? Psst.... There is a super-secret school all Doms attend. Knowledge of this kinky institution is a closely guarded secret. Revealing its location is punishable by death! Nah, you say? It must be true. How else would they all know? Know that exact tone of voice that turns the simplest request to a command. No matter that i'm dead tired and feeling entirely unsexy, The Tone curls around my belly, slides down and starts the juices flowing. I hate that! Then there's The Grip. Natural and unobtrusive as breathing, His fingers twine in my hair, effortlessly gripping and pulling me to Him. This instantly transforms my knees and will to jello. I'm helpless to resist as He guides my head to the location of His choice. Sigh! But then the worst is The Look, a piercing study that bares my every thought to said Dom. The Look conveys a stern reminder of His Dominance and my submission. Rational though instantly ceases and I fall prostrat

N/a
Mother told me I have to marry an Indian. To carry on the bloodline. I sighed and stood in front of the silverware drawer. I spent an hour holding a KFC spork Trying to figure out if it went with the forks or spoons. Giving up was easy. I use to idolize quitters. They had the ability to just Let. Things. Go. I don’t remember how this started. But I know this is where it ends. Wave goodbye to lost loves and fits of lust. If. I. Can. Lets play Confession. My name is Tarin and I have substance abuse problems. I eat large amounts of food sometimes, so I don’t feel empty. And then… feel guilty. I love someone but don’t have the guts to tell them. Sobriety is my hell. Sleeping alone makes me cry. I am terrified to manatees. I act childishly to avoid reality. They say admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery. I’m waiting.

Imp-tarded
It's really cute how you have your little clubhouse made of old appliance boxes and the secret handshake is awesome.... but can you keep your ridiculously over-sized images of bridges and the like out of the mumms? To be honest, you're just making a new kind of "retarded" by doing that. You've become the very thing you were supposed to fight against.

Mi Amor
Mi Amor... I'm goin' crazy in la calle Bitches Ciao Pato Tengo un sentimiento that Death is calling me would you help me keep the faith? realness... If I ever die stabbed then woul you cry for me and never lie tell me wanna bear a child for me Take a while to be tellin' me how life can be Make my fantasies, reality Un amor chiquita One love baby Don't mean to take it out on you but this world got me crazy Please don't hate me Cuz I don't make ya my wife or my lady LORD! Don't let her play me I'm confused so I'm fused on my mind with the L High in my cell Visualize a hell and only when I see you it gets simple Hit me with some baby lotion fingertips never stops my mental They have you sent you to save me from the shady Good, I haven't seen you lately I always chill by your window lookin up in the sky Gettin Twiztid, make it happen don't just wish it It's what you whispering Being vicious, or be a statistic and didn't try and dismiss it I grab

Size 11w
I just thought since this blog is titled "A day in my shoes" i'd thought I'd share my shoe size...which is 11 wide! YUP a 11 in womans and its gotta be wide width..but Its hard to find womens shoes that fit me well i usually end up with a man's size 9 wide width... yeah i have a big foot...and for the past several months I haven't been able to wear Tennis Shoes because my feet swell so big. So i have to wear sandles....yeah in the dead of winter i wore sandles.... On another note, We MAY be moving to cottegeville,SC a lil town right before you get to walterboro. Its a ways a way but the place is HUGE and nice with lots of land for the kids to run and play!! I gotta get my kids out of the city and into the country!!!

Final Day!!!
Well, the final day of the Best Tattoo Contest is approaching. I want to thank those who took the time to vote for me....Your The Greatest! To those who haven't....well.... I am always there to help other's, so I am asking those who haven't yet, come show your support as I have done for you in the past. Best Tattoo Contest (handicapmike) Mike :)

A Humbling Blog To Welcome You To My World...
I often try to describe my life to my friends, and they often gut-laugh at my stories. Not that I'm so damn funny, it's just that my life circles me like a ten-ring nightmare. That being said... Today was a long day, as I got little sleep worrying about how to start my own business, then had to spend the morning at the Title Agent because we are selling old property. After that I get a call from my Realtor Boss to help her set up a web page she bought without my advice or understanding. So hours later, I'm beat. I have a headache among other things. So I come home and decide that I'll take a shit (I said this was humbling) and then take a nap. So I get down to my tighty whities, lock my door and grab a copy of Musicians Friend. I figure I'll look at some guitars, take care of business, and then get a much-needed dose of shuteye. Wrong. As I'm doing the deed, suddenly I hear what sounds like Niagara Falls above me. I think "Is that a water pipe?" but it is not. It

My Emotions As Of Late
1:35 AM - My Emotions as of late. Current mood: drained Category: Life I can no longer express myself physically, because Ray gets mad at me and asks me why the hell I am doing this. It isn't that I'm trying to seek attention. I really am emotional. I try not to bottle up everything, because I dont wanna snap one day. So I cry and cry my eyes out until the pain has passed. I can't do that anymore, because I never get comforted because I can never get out why I am so upset, It is a mixture of recurring feelings that sometimes i cant even express in written words. I come home from a semi-good day, I gave my sister her birthday present and go shopping with my mom and I am having such a good day, happy day. and I come home to a trap. Like an intervention, only its supposedly targeted toward both Ray and I. I hate being confronted. I am not equipped with enough verbal vocabulary to get my point across without sounding mental. So I just sit there as his mother talks, not inter

Love For All Those Raters
This one is for ALL those lovely RATERS who rated me a ONE and also to the RERATERS who rerated me from a 10 to whatever lower number. I really do appreciate you all viewing my site and giving me a lovely number. ALL THE TENS AND UP, RAWK! THIS ONE FOR YOU: Hosted by HitupMyspace.com ALL THOSE RATERS (who rated me a lower number) AND RERATERS, THIS ONE FOR YOU:

Really Bad Day
A woman came home to find her husband in the kitchen, shaking frantically with what looked like a wire running from his waist towards the electric kettle. Intending to jolt him away from the deadly current she whacked him with a handy plank of wood left by the back door, breaking his arm in two places. A shame, as he had merely been dancing while listening to his Walkman.

Since No One Ever Reads Any Of My Bulletins
Today I turned 50 and I thought I'd post a bulletin...not one person has seen fit to read it...oh well...I'm writing this too...can't brag enough about turning 50 :P Anyway, have a great night everyone!

Tarus
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Libra
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Drama
Well My Delicious Kittens... tonight I am going to go astray from my usual delicious topic and vent about something that truly drives me insane. DRAMA. Anyone who knows me, and I means really knws me, not just stares at my tits and thinks they know me; knows that I am pretty laid back. However, I do speak my mind, and can be outspoken to fault in regard to telling people when I think they are acting like a jack ass or stupid bitch. Recently I have wittnessed several online wars as well as people I chat with on here who are engaged in things that make me wonder what happened to common sense and being adult. Now having said that, let me write my disclaimer. I am as goofy and fun loving as they come. I have my pic with every Princess at Disney from my December trip, I will engage anyone in a tickle battle (and win), I dance like Cameron Diaz in Charlie's Angels in my kitchen when I do dishes, and I will make funny facves at you in bed if you aren't looking at me until you do and st

Well Here Is A Beauty Of A Contest...
Sexiest Single CT Women Ladies this is your chance to strut your stuff and show all the Cherries that you are beautiful. READY!!! Will end on 1-13-06 at 9:00 pM est Rules Fully clothed...Sorry!!!. YOu can be BBW or Bean Pole...I think we are all beautiful. You may comment bomb yourself No putting down other ladies in contest Submit link to your picture in a private Message to me RedMex ~THE Dark CHICANA Queen of The RedMex Family@ CherryTAP 5. This contest will begin as soon as the Beauties step forward...... Check here for pics of the leaders CT BEAUTIES Prizes 1st Place 2nd place 3rd place Good Luck to all as always RedMex THE dark Chicana Queen of RedMex Family

Rroma
Things this far back are always foggy, but let's try a theory on for size. When the Rroma (the Gypsies) left India, some of them had Ravnos traveling with them. I don't think a lot did, but some did. When companies of Rroma traveled from kingdom to kingdom, they had to get writs of passage from local authorities. Sometimes they couldn't get the writs and sometimes the writs weren't of much use --- a note from the far away king isn't of much use against bandits on the road --- but for the most part they kept the Rroma safe. It seems a little strange that the Rroma, who were, by all accounts, generally mistrusted and accused of awful crimes, could easily gain audiences with kings and lords and obtain notes of safe conduct. That's where the Ravnos traveling with them came in. The Vampires had a much easier time gaining access, and earning writs. But of course, in Europe they didn't have such an easy time of things. Any given Ravnos was no more likely than his caravan herd to speak the lan

1st Blog...
The Letter A Are you available: Nope What is your age: 24 What annoys you: Liars, self - absorbed people... The Letter B Do you live in a big house: It's a pretty nice size When is your birthday: Aug 14th Who is your best friend: Josh The Letter C What's your favorite candy: Sour patch kids Who's your crush: No crush...love When was the last time you cried: A few months ago!?! The Letter D Do you daydream: Who doesn't !?! What's your favorite kind of dog: I

One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, he was into His sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't , the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agre

New Drink
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks -- this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one-second the sh

Pain
As I sit here I think of all the evilness with in me... I want to cause someone pain at this very moment.. I have no one in mind but I know I must release the feeling inside me.. I want anyone to know what it is like to feel like the end could not come soon enough... I have asked before if murder was legal would you do it?... I think I would... when people first meet me they say I scare them and i must ask them why... They say it is because of the look in my eyes.. i don't care who hurts.. after all people who feel emotions are looking for pain... I feel why can't I be the one to cause it.. I enjoy the pain and missery of others... I know if people hurt the ones i care about they will pay.. i will make sure of it.. they won't know when or how but it will happen.. have i scared you yet? sometimes i scare myself with what goes on in my mind... if only i could tell it all. people would think the master of hell has come to earth...

Paganism Is Not Exclusive Of Power Hungry Manipulators Just As Mainstream Religions Are Rife With Them.
Author Unknown: but still good info. Most people, when asked why Paganism appeals to them as a spiritual path would cite as part of the reason the tolerance, compassion and acceptance that they found from others in the Community. Generally speaking, this would be a fair statement - most Pagans are like this. Unfortunately, as in all religions, there are some who are not as interested in the spiritual aspects as they are in gaining and keeping power over others. One problem we have is that Paganism is infested with various types of bullies, intent on creating rifts between people so that they gain control of the Communities they deal with. The most common way these people achieve this is through the spreading of rumors and lies in an effort to drive targeted people out of the Community and make those remaining afraid of sharing the same fate if they take a stand against the bully. Persons who act this way are a great danger to our communities, and not just to individual people

Kids Bop
Stephy: omfg Stephy: have u seen Stephy: the country song version ? Stephy: its like Stephy: more fucking kids ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: as soon as u said that.. ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: -turns channel- Stephy: but they're singing country shit Stephy: and some fat ass messican was popping his ass Stephy: rotflmao ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: i seen that....im like this lil bitch! Stephy: esntewk Stephy: sgtwe3rgdew ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: how the fuck u gonna pop to country? then be a lil boy Stephy: rptf;etkjl Stephy: mlteskt3nwiu Stephy: eswoiun Stephy: t3i3tiugfers Stephy: e3tnjgr Stephy: RPTF;TE Stephy: ROTFLMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: up up up....man i wanna hunt these fuckers down ~*!!FuCcYeAH!!*~: my night is ruined now..im pissed MY GOD I HATE THOES LIL FUCKERS!!!!

I Feel Fabulous!
Woah what a fucking night! So my ex has been like all over me since he left me after xmas n stuff n been telling me he's not back with this girl he was dating b4 n i had a feeling that he was n that's been doing nothing but lying to me about stuff n i knew she was at his house tonight so i ended up going to his house cuz i wanted to confront her n him both to find out the truth about stuff n he made her hide till she heard me saying things n she finally comes out n says she wants to hear it all n she found out just how much he's been lying to her about stuff n that he's been lying to me n telling me things n we both found out that he's been fucking us both....you know i thought i'd be upset n crying but i actually feel fucking great....cuz at least she knows the truth now and isn't going to be as stupid as she has been and i already knew the truth but i got the proof i wanted and he feels like complete shit n a complete asshole cuz we both know the truth now!!! I kinda felt bad for her

Happiness Cake
2 heaping cups of patience 1 handful of love 2 handfuls of generosity 1 handful of understanding a dash of laughter a generous sprinkle of kindness plenty of faith Method: 1. combine patience love and generosity with kindness 2. Add dash of laughter sprinkle generosity with kindness 3.Add plenty of faith. Mix well. 4. Spread over a period of a lifetime 5. Serve to everyone you meet. Sit back , relax and enjoy a slice or two every day of the year .Good for all gatherings!

Sotd - Here I Go Again
I got to see this band when I was in the 4th grade! My mom took me and her step-sister. We had 2nd row seats!!! It was awesome! by Whitesnake I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time But here I go again Here I go again Tho' I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for, Oh Lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on Cos I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity An' I'm gonna hold on For the rest of my days Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever kn

Worshipping You...
worshipping you... pink is the tongue that licks flicks the tip of your cock as i look into your eyes watching them close with desire. warm and wet is my mouth taking you deep inside worshipping the part of you that brings you such pleasure. my eyes close as i enjoy the salty taste of your skin how smooth you slide in and out i lose myself in you. moan for me, beg me to let you have sweet release tighten and tense your body, grab my hair yes, that’s it, cum for me... dg

Friends
FRIENDS FOREVER LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile

Chicken Eagle
The Chicken Eagle A naturalist was visiting a farmer one day and was surprised to see a beautiful eagle in the farmer’s chicken coop. "Why in the world,asked the naturalist, have you got this eagle living in with the chickens?" "Well, answered the farmer, I found him when he was little and raised him in there with the chickens. He doesn’t know any better, he thinks he is a chicken." The naturalist was dumbfounded. The eagle was pecking the grain and drinking from the watering can. The eagle kept his eyes on the ground and strutted around in circles, looking every inch a big, over-sized chicken. "Doesn’t he ever try to spread his wings and fly out of there?" asked the naturalist. "No, said the farmer, and I doubt he ever will, he doesn’t know what it means to fly." "Well, said the naturalist, "let me take him out and do a few experiments with him." The farmer agrees, but assured the naturalist that he was wasting his time. The naturalist lifted the bird to the top of the c

Take My Hand
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. Mwuaaaaaaaaaahh, Yours Truly SB1974

Tommorrow Is A New Day
She stands by the ocean - hands by her sides, watching the coming and going of tides; watching the gulls as they hover above, watching a man hold the hand of his love. Watching the yachts as they head to the shore, she longs to not be alone any more. She takes off her socks and she takes off her shoes; she takes a deep breath and she stares at the moon. Then, from the corner of her eye, he catches her sight; she picks up her things and walks into the night. Yes, it's him that she sees with his hands by his side, watching the coming and going of tides. In so many dreams she'd seen that very face, in all of her dreams, standing in that very place. She walks over to him, and they stand hand in hand; For that moment alone in the soft, cold, white sand, He says, "I knew you'd be here." She says, "I knew you'd come." Then they stand there in silence and wait for the sun. Now neither are alone and no more being afraid, For tonight by the ocean true love may be made. Some

In Less Than An Hour
Everything fell to shit. My daughter fell and smashed her forehead on the kitchen floor so she's bruised with a big ole swollen egg on her head. Then I find out that my "man" is in the Emergency Room. He was losing his hearing, his heart was skipping beats, he felt nautious and dizzy. Needless to say, I am going to go pace the floors for a few hours. I wont be able to sleep knowing my kid has a bruised noggin and my best friend is in the hospital and I cant do a damn thing about it but wait. I'm a wreck.

Hi Everyone
well i have something to tell everyone. Yestardy morning i lefted for chicgo to go see jerry springer today. It was a fun day and i have a great time. I got my jerry beads and it was great. I talk to steve and jerry to. I was going to go on the pole but i was to chicken shit to so i didn't go.my man put his 2 cents in about one of the guests and it was great. i have a great time and soon we are going back. well i am going to bed got home 2 hours ago and very wiped out. bye everyone til tomorrow.

Let Me Tell You About Pat.....
Let me tell you about Pat..... I recently shared this with a friend....and decided to share it here as well. When I got back into education, I originally was a teacher's aide for a self-contained classroom for the severely and profoundly handicapped. It was a dumping ground for the "worst" students, whether their handicap was severe, or their nature violent. No aides wanted that job. And I loved it...... ( I actually was not happy last year when they put me in charge of the high school study hall...It was a promotion. I am the only aide in the high school who isn't supervised by a teacher. I answer to the principal just as the teacher's do. But strange bird that I am, I felt like I had been demoted. I've grown to love my job now because I've found a way to feel useful again. I hear lots of teenage problems every day.lol) But to the point, let me tell you about Pat. Pat is autistic....and can be violent. I don't know what you know about autism, but each autis

I Saw A Psychiatrist Today!
This was my first visit to this Psychiatrist. My therapist recommended him because she is worried about me. haha there's nothing greater than knowing you make your therapist worry about you! Well, apparently among my other problems (that I have already had diagnosed)he diagnosed me with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I knew I had it but had never been diagnosed. Anyway, he wants me to take Celexa. I am suppose to start off on 40mgs a day and then after a week boost it to 60mgs. Then when I see him for my one month "check up" if it's not working he might boost it to 80mgs. I am not even gonna get my hopes up. I want it to work because I am tired of crying all the time and being so depressed and stressed out, but I am well aware of the fact that it is a 50/50 chance. I took Celexa a couple months ago but he said that since the doctor who prescribed it for me had me on such a low dose that that's why it didn't work. Anyways... whatever. TTFN

Asvab!
well, i took the asvab's today. i left to go to the recruiter's office around 215. we left there to head to the test site around 4. we were running a little bit behind schedule. we made it to the test site at about 5. well, the test was suppose to start at 5. needless to say it didnt start till about 530. we didnt get done until about 8-815. i wasnt about to wait until midnight to get my results. i will get them tomorrow. i finally made it home at about 9-930. I have a massive headache and my ass hurts for sitting so damn long. I will let you guys know what i got tomorrow if you want to know. im off to bed. i thankfully dont have to wake up early tomorrow. Night everyone. And thanks for all the love! *~*Army Strong Jen*~*

Unsure Of Direction
Unsure of direction and what to do A feeling of life changes long over due Change is sure for it always the same Life is adventure and can't be tame for as new comes in the old goes out and all that is certain is lingering doubt how can I know that I take the right path worry about the coming of others wrath for not living as other see to be fit my path is my own so to the world deal with it as I can not make other bend to my will other can't rule my desires and kill that free spirit that live inside of me for I know in life what will be , will be By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Went To The Doc Today......
well i went today over my headaches that ihave been haveing for months.i thought i could live with them till last week. I had one so bad that I knew i was going to die.I went blind.I was so scared that i would die and Dylan would be here alone till Dave got home. dave found me in bed crying from the pain.Dave is the cool one,he nevers worries thats my job but that night he was scared.My doc gave me some meds to try and so far there makeing me very ill. SO mext Monday ih ave a full round of MRIs and CT Scans.She sai it could be something like a pinch nerve or a tumor.I dont like the word TUMOR.no one does.You know tho im hopeing something does show up cuz atleast then i would know wahts wrong and then we could do something aboutit.

I Wonder If He Knows That He Hurts Me With His Words
i wonder if he even knows how much he hurts just by the way he talks to me. me and my husband had a fight i guess you could say and it was really the words that he used but it was how he said it. sometimes i wonder if he does it on purpose or if it's accidental. but what ever it is, it hurts and sometimes i just feel like crying all night. i'm not looking for sympathy but for words of wisdom from people on how to handle this. i know he is a good guy but it seems to happen alot lately and i just want some advice on how to talk to him and what to say. so if you guys could just let me know i would appreciate it. huggs to all

Aubrey Rose
AUBREY ROSE HOLLENKAMP'S STORY --> --> Aubrey Rose Hollenkamp was born in Cincinnati on November 12, 1997, six weeks premature. When she was born, the obstetrician said that she has an angel watching out for her because her placenta was tearing away and seconds later, she could have bled to death. This is how Aubrey came into the world! It was a fight right from the start! It was soon discovered that she had two holes in her heart. Surgery repaired this at 10 weeks of age. At 6 months she got a clean bill of health, but at 9 months, Aubrey was diagnosed with a condition called "Scimitar Syndrome". This is an extremely rare situation where two of her pulmonary veins traveled to her liver instead of to her lungs. We went to the Cleveland Clinic for this repair, which included two more open-heart surgeries, a tricuspid valve replacement and a permanent pacemaker. Aubrey was in the hospital over Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years of 1998. We came home the middle of January, 199

Forever I'll Wait
Forever I'll Wait I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by If I could merely hold you near for just a little while If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say Something that would help me to take this pain away If I have to wait forever I guess that's what I'll do For me, it will be worth it to finally be with you

Jan. 9th In His Honor
Where do I start? I get home from work and notice Mom has all the dry ingredients to make a choclate cake out. I go to get ice and notice she has bought chicken breasts and drumsticks. Her mixing bowls are out. She told me she loved me more than usual today. I look aroud in my room and notice that I have only one picture of him in my room. Funny, witty, charming and a hard worker. Jan 9th would have been his 70th birthday. Who was this man I called Pop? He was a great mechanic. You could drive up in the driveway and he would tell you instantly by listening to your motor what was wrong with your it. Maybe an oil change, brakes, new belts. He had the biggest heart for his grandchildren. He loved children to make them laugh and see them smile. I never forget the little ones who tugged at my skirt to ask me about my Dad at his funeral. They had tons of questions for me. Who will tell me funny stories about you, lulu?, etc. I will never forget the last conversation I had with h

Happiness Part 2
2morow i am going foor a job interview and i am parying for a good interview my buddy bobbie works at the place and is going to put in a good word for me and if it goes good i will start on wensday or thursday this week wish me luck on this 2 thanks all

A Question To My Lady Friends Only!!
Any of my lady friends that have daughters that started their female cycle before the age of 11 please give me any advice you have on how to deal with this!!!!! My youngest daughter turned 9 last October and tonight I believe she has started the big "P". She pretty much knows what it is because of me of course but has not yet had the movie and whatnot at school like most of us women did when we were kids because she is only in the 3rd grade. I think it is more me freaking out than she is lol because she is my BABY and I wasn't expecting this for at least another year or so as most of the women in my family started around 10-12. Has any of you experienced this???????

What Disney Character?
You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight. Donald Duck100%Goofy69%The Beast69%Pinocchio69%Peter Pan63%Sleeping Beauty56%Ariel38%Cinderella31%Snow White13%Cruella De Ville6%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

God This Is Fucking Annoying!!!!
Here's something else that annoys the shit out of me: Has anyone else seen these: the girls with the profiles where in their screenname they have the words "Girls only: no guys. i already have a man". am i the only one who gets extremely pissed off at these? As if they are in some way better that men, that they are too good to even have a male friend. If you wanna fuck people, leave that shit on MyAdultSpace, or whatever the fuck it's called. It's women like this with "girls only" in their profiles that make me wanna intentionally start shit with them. I'll admit i've done that with at least 12 profiles like that, and it's tiring as hell. Those girls aren't ever that pretty anyway. they're basically saying to the world "yeah, im such a sexual deviant, that my single partner alone is not enough for me". That's just plain sad. And girls, yes you may think you get me back by cussing me out, calling me a midget, whatever the fuck you say, but listen to this clearly: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHA

Shadows
An unnoticed identity clouded, restless beneath your feet sorrow life years buried in dirt billions of cares unforgiven. Scar a lifeline on granite stone living wasted nothings These unspoken distant calls repel, dying seeds of hateful notes Use nitrous pins to expose this evil flesh inside revealing impure fragile wings that can't ever be hidden Yourself seen towards judgement flow an ocean of tears seeping downwards to Hell.

Thoughts For Everyday
Ways of Life 1. If you want your dreams to come true, don't oversleep. 2. The smallest good deed is better than the grandest intention. 3. Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important. 4. The best vitamin for making friends is B1. 5. The 10 Commandments are not multiple choices. 6. The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts. 7. Minds are like parachutes - they only function when OPEN. 8. Ideas won't work unless YOU do. 9. One thing you can't recycle is wasted time. 10. One who lacks the courage to start has already finished. 11. The heaviest thing to carry is a grudge. 12. Don't learn safety rules by accident. 13. We lie the loudest when we lie to ourselves. 14. Jumping to conclusions can be bad exercise. 15. A turtle makes progress when it sticks its head out. 16. One thing you can give and still keep is your word. 17. A friend walks in when everyone else walks out. 18. The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime!

Lets See How Today Goes
Well I'm headed for work on Tuesday, my LOONNGGG day Gonna be an important one also, as major decisions are coming fast. I figure by tonight when I update, it's either gonna be a little positive or REALLY bad.

Dreading Tomorrow
I am so dreading tomorrow/today my time Wednesday 1/10/07 or 1/10/07 ahhhhhhhh it's not going to be a easy day for me to deal with because on this date in 2006 i had a friendship with my best friend Geoff end forever after being friends with him for 16-17 years and the date i put up in this bulletin was the date of the mediation and that's when the friendship ended and i went to the movies and saw Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire and i held back my tears in the Cinema because i was ready to cry during the movie because i lost my best friend for good and he looked up to me as a brother he never had and it was all because of a jealous and way overprotective mother who had tried to end the friendship between me and him for years and so on the this date will be 1 year without any contact with him and if i try to contact him i could end up in jail for good so ordered the court system i twas either no further contact with him for good or back to court so i chose no further contact with

Close Friends???
We have been close Only to get closer As each day passes Been through everything Thick and thin Together as friends Never speaking a word Hiding our feelings Afraid of what it could do If the other knew Now its out And we both know Yet feel the same Knowing it may never change That friends may be all Just really close And have feelings That others won't know We will always watch out for the other Making sure they are okay Helping them when we can We've come this far Knowing what we know And are still close Only as friends So I have to wonder Are we supposed to be more Or are we meant to be Just close friends????

Well Sh*t
Yeah so I was looking through the pictures in the contest I'm in ((best self taken pic)) and I'm about to drop out of it... Why? I guess i just hate losing... Then again it could be the fact that it's supposed to be a contest for the BEST SELF TAKEN PIC, and there's pics in there that I know for a fact are NOT self taken. I'm a damned PHOTOGRAPHER for cryin out loud. And you're trying to tell me that the pseudo-playboy pic you're trying to sell is self taken? Sorry, but I've gotta raise the BULLSHIT flag on that one.

Now I Can Breathe
So, everything is ok now. My daughter is ok. She has a bad bruise, but is back to her normal cute self. Jason is fine too. Long story and I am a little irked at him right now so we wont get into legistics. Everyone is ok and I can finally breathe. I am exhausted. I woke up every 20 minutes or so last night after falling asleep at 2am. *yawn* I need more coffee. Thanks for the love guys. *smooches*

Selling
So Hank and I are trying to sell the house. Today I'm hoping the realitor comes in to take pictures. I'm only waiting til 1300 and then I'm going to bed. We are hoping it goes well and sells fast. Wish us luck. Love Stace

Scooby-do Creator Dies
(Well this is sad news) ----------- Iwao Takamoto, the animator who designed the cartoon canine Scooby-Doo as well as characters on such shows as The Flintstones and The Jetsons, died Jan. 8 after suffering a massive coronary, a spokesman told the Reuters news service. He was 81. Takamoto died at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles, where he was being treated for respiratory problems, said Gary Miereanu, a spokesman for Warner Brothers Animation. Takamoto designed Scooby-Doo, his equally famished and cowardly master Shaggy, and their pals Velma, Daphne and Fred in the late 1960s while working at the Hanna-Barbera animation studio. The Great Dane's name was inspired by an improvised line at the end of Frank Sinatra's "Strangers in the Night." He also designed the snickering dog Muttley, who was featured in a number of productions, and Astro, the family dog on The Jetsons. For The Flintstones, he created the Great Gazoo, a green alien. Takamoto's death comes

Blessed Are The Cracked;for It Is They Who Let In The Light
Subject: BLESSED ARE THE CRACKED BLESSED ARE THE CRACKED;FOR IT IS THEY WHO LET IN THE LIGHT Let's see if I understand how the world works lately... If a man cuts his finger off, while slicing salami at work, he blames the restaurant. If you smoke three packs a day for 40 years and die of lung cancer, your family blames the tobacco company. If your neighbor crashes into a tree while driving home drunk, he blames the bartender. If your grandchildren are brats without manners, you blame television. If your friend is shot by a deranged madman, you blame the gun manufacturer. And if a crazed person breaks into the cockpit and tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, and the passengers kill him instead, the mother of the crazed deceased blames the airline. I must have lived too long to understand the world as it is anymore. So, if I die while my old, wrinkled ass is parked in front of this computer, I want all of you to blame Bill Gates ...

Cartoonist Who Created Scooby-doo Dies
Cartoonist who created Scooby-Doo dies By DAISY NGUYEN, Associated Press WriterTue Jan 9, 6:36 AM ET In a career that spanned more than six decades, Iwao Takamoto assisted in the designs of some of the biggest animated features and television shows, including "Cinderella," "Peter Pan," "Lady and the Tramp" and "The Flintstones." But it was Takamoto's creation of Scooby-Doo, the cowardly dog with an adventurous heart, that captivated audiences and endured for generations. Takamoto died Monday of heart failure at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, Warner Bros. spokesman Gary Miereanu said. He was 81. Born in Los Angeles to parents who had emigrated from Japan, Takamoto graduated high school when World War II began. He and his family were sent to the Manzanar internment camp in the California desert, where he learned the art of illustration from fellow internees. Despite a lack of formal training, he landed an interview with Walt Disney Studios when he returned to Los Angeles

Start Now
Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.

Salut Cendre Du Pauvre!!
Having almost had one of my accounts (not here) hacked a couple'times, I do support the salute policy, but I can't hear the word salute right now without thinking of a piece of music by that title by Charles-Valentin Alkan, a very weird 19th-century composer-pianist. (I haven't heard it yet, I think... I'll check; if it's at our local library I probably have, once..., though I've heard much else by him.) Descriptions of the piece suggest that if anything else it's one of his -less-... normal ones. :) So I hope to hear it sometime. (Though one googled article is dismissive: "We pass over Op. 41, a group of three fantasies, as offering nothing new, as well as Op. 45, the Salut, cendre du pauvre-a paraphrase. " (This is a reprint of a 1924 article by H. H. Bellamann for the Musical Quarterly, accessible in full- online I mean- to people like me with university IDs but not to the general public. But yes, the google search did turn up that excerpt.) Off to have my tea and rest; I k

On My Mind
I'm laying in my bed, smoking an sigarette. My head is almost empty, only you are in my head. But still i'm alone here in this room, and that makes me verry sad. I'm staring at the sealing, with you on my mind. I wanna go to you leaving this room behind. I don't now why, i love you so much. But i just don't wanna lose you so please .... keep in touch.

Mixed Emotions
I just found out that one of my closest friends is engaged! I am so excited for her, really. She and her fiance have been dating for 4 years now and this engagement makes a whole lotta sense. As happy as I am, there is a part of me that is a little sad. When my huband and I got engaged he didnt "pop" the question in some romantic way. It was just kind of agreed apon that we were gonna get married. ( I was expecting him to ask me one christmas abbout 5 years ago, but it didnt happen and boy was I bummed ) We didnt have a wedding really. We got married at the courthouse with me 8 months pregnant looking like a giant pink marshmallow peep. The marriage lasted 3 years so we didnt have a real marriage either. 3 years of stress and arguig and babies and well... you know. What if, for once, I want the fairy tale? I want to fall in love, get the surprise engagement, the big beautiful wedding and the marriage to go along with it. Does one failed Marriage make me doomed for the rest of my life?

Music.
I was wondering, What is it about music that moves us? That changes our moods? Have you ever just drove around in your car with the radio going and your favorite song or one you haven't heard in such a long time comes on, and next thing you know, youre driving faster? and with out a damn care in the world. I guess music does have some power over us. It's something to fucking ponder, people!

Vaseline
A man doing market research for the Vaseline Company knocked at the door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product? " She said, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "If you don't mind my asking," he said, "what do you use it for? "We use it for sex," she said. The researcher was a little taken aback. "Usually people lie to me and say they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been so frank so far, can you tell me exactly HOW you use it for sex?" The woman said, "I don't mind telling you at all. ( Another Great One)......LMAO My husband and I put it on the doorknob and it keeps the kids out."

First Time
Ok, This is a little confussing for me to do. I went into create a blog and it ask me for the name of the blog and then it post it without a spece to put the blog. Now I get to this screen and start typing. I guess I will figure it out huh. LOL

My Flag I Serve It With Honour
The Union Jack The Union Flag - commonly known as "The Union Jack" The Union Flag is so called because it embodies the emblems of the three countries united under one Sovereign - the kingdoms of England and Wales, of Scotland and of Ireland. The term "Union Jack" is probably of naval origin, and may stem from a royal proclamation by Charles II that the Union Flag should be flown only on ships of the Royal Navy as a jack - a small flag at the bowsprit. The cross of St George, the patron Saint of England, was the national flag of England until James I succeeded to the throne in 1603. In 1606 it was combined with the cross of St. Andrew, the patron Saint of Scotland, to create the first Union Flag. In the wake of the union several designs were drawn up but James I decided on a simple merging of the two emblems. Six Alternative Designs Click to Enlarge On 1st January 1801, following the Act of Union of Ireland with England (and Wales) and Scotland, the fl

First Of Many
For my MBA program I have to discuss a current ethical issue each week for class. Some of the things we've discussed are pretty interesting and I'm going to blog them here for discussion, comments and reactions. This will be a weekly project.

Add Our Player To Your Page
Hey gang! Now you can feature our music on your page. Show a little love and share us with the world! Just visit this link and paste the bands myspace URL (http://myspace.com/smalltownsleeper) into the little URL box on the page. Do the usual copy and paste and...THERE YOU HAVE IT. What better way to support your favorite band! CLICK HERE TO PUT OUR MUSIC PLAYER ON YOUR PAGE!Add a myspace jukebox to your profile. enter this URL- http://myspace.com/smalltownsleeper

Gray Skies
CLOUDS OF GRAY ROLLED IN THAT DAY COVERING OUR CLEAR BLUE SKY, AND I BEGAN TO WONDER...WHY?? THEN CAME THE RAIN THAT CAUSED OUR HEARTS SO MUCH PAIN MAKING ME FEEL THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT TO GAIN. I TOLD MYSELF...SOMEDAY THE SKY WOULD CLEAR AND TAKE AWAY ALL THE TEARS. MY FRIENDS ALL SAID I LOVED YOU IN VAIN....TO FACE THE STORM WITH ALL IT'S RAIN...AND ALL IT'S PAIN.'THINGS HAVE TO GET WORSE BEFORE THEY CAN GET BETTER' THEY SAY, 'LOOK AT ALL YOU HAVE' THEY SAY, SOMEDAY YOU WILL SEE THROUGH THE RAIN AND BEGIN A NEW DAY. BUT THE RAIN KEPT COMMING BRINGING MORE PAIN. EACH DAY THAT HAD PASSED I HOPED FOR THERE TO BE A BREAK....TO SEE THE SILVER LINING...TO SHOW THIS WAS NOT OUR FATE..BUT THE SUN IT NEVER CAME. JUST AS I FELT I COULD NO LONGER STAND ALL THIS PAIN I REALIZED I WAS THE ONE CAUSING ALL THE RAIN (AND THE PAIN).. SO I CLOSE MY EYES AND SEE YOU, WITH YOUR EYES OF THE BRIGHTEST BLUE, THAT MAKE ME SEE ALL THAT WAS TRUE...I STOPPED THE RAIN BUT , NOT THE PAIN..AND AGAIN I BEGAN TO W

Basic Skills
Shutdown Definition Shutdown means stopping all psychic activity, totally but temporarily. Closing all psychic perceptions lets you stop to understand what you have experienced. It helps you recover from emotional surprise or shock and return to reality. When psychic experiences frighten you, take a step back and relax. Breathe. Consider whether you really need to shut down, or whether you’d do better to think things over. Shutting down means you will have to completely stop thinking about what happened. Sometimes this may not be helpful. If thinking about the experience bothers you too much, or makes your energy feel bad, go ahead and shut down for a while. If, instead, you can stop using the ability for a few minutes, sit back, and think, do that instead. Shutting down all abilities is an extreme step. It can always be reversed, but it will take some effort to open again. The section on personal changes discusses frightening experiences in detail. Shutting Down Shutdown h