just got back from the meeting, it was nerve-racking. I must say. I was alright till I got there and I got up to talk and I think I only talked for about 10 minutens but I siad alot and I talked from the hart and yeah I'm glad that its over. once agian I am in cloud nine. its a great feeling. I get there everyonce in a while. however it is nothing like it was in early sobertiy. Nothing will ever compare to that. it was a roller coster ride for the first 5 months or so. losing my grampa durin my 3rd month didn't help any, just proof for me that my higher power whom I call god won't give me nothing today that I can not handle. the best way to some up the way I feel right now is saying that I am full of serenity.
