Fubar Blog Posts 4

Well...today's Topic...
OKAY.... WHERE TO START, TODAY AND YESTERDAY HAS BEEN A WORLD OF DRAMA. I TRIED MY BEST TO GET AWAY FROM THIS. AND IT JUST SEEMS TO FOLLOW ME EVERY WHERE I GO.... CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE THE DRAMA!! GUESS SOME ARE JUST MEANT TO LIVE IT ON A DAILY BASIS. YOU KNOW I WAS TOLD BY SOMEONE SPECIAL, "GOD ONLY GIVES YOU WHAT YOU CAN HANDLE" WELL IN THIS CASE... I MUST BE MEANT TO HANDLE A LOT.... EVERYDAY, I GET CHALLENGED WITH SOMETHING NEW. I'VE LOST A FEW FRIENDS IN THESE LAST FEW DAYS, BECAUSE OF SOMETHING GOING ON MY LIFE. WELL... THAT JUST PROVES, YOU WERE NEVER REALLY A FRIEND OF MINE!! TODAY, I FELT BETRAYED. LIKE IS ONCE SAID "WHAT IS... ISN'T.... IDK ANYMORE" I THOUGHT THAT I HAD A LOT OF CLOSE FRIENDS.... AND I KNOW I HAVE CLOSE FRIENDS, YOU GUYS AND GALS ARE THERE ON A DAILY BASIS. HAHA SOME OF YOU PROBABLY KNOW WHAT MY BREAKFAST IS ON A DAILY BASIS.... AND FOR THOSE THAT DON'T, DON'T WORRY, YOU WILL!! I'M LEARNING THAT THERE'S A LEAK SOME WHERE....AND IF YOU WANT, JUST TELL ME.... I

Goodbye For A While
I just wanted to tell everyone that I will be in Bulgaria for the next 11 days on research. Although the trip will be exciting, I can't help but feel sad since I will be away from my computer for 11 days. I have never been away from my beloved laptop for that long. The most time I've gone without the internet was an hour and let me tell you, I almost died! At least when I come back, I'll have tons of pictures from my stay in Bulgaria. I will be visiting: first Sofia (the capital), then a 2 day trip to Veliko Turnovo and Plovdiv via Kazanluk and Blagoevgrad, so it should be fun! Until next time...

June
June Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Thank You All Soooooooo Much!!!!!
I just wanted to send out a HUGE THANK YOU to all of you that took the time to not only place your votes, but comment me also. I took second and am sooooo excited!!!!! I appreciate all of you and couldn't have done it all with out you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lots of Love!!! Thanks again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Corny Fitness Jokes
My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the hell she is! The only reason I would take up jogging is so I could hear heavy breathing again. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up? I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country. I don't jog... it makes the ice jump right out of my glass.

Baby Update
OK, I WILL NOT BE ON LINE TOMM UNTIL LATE. WE GONNA TAKE THE BABY, UNLESS HIS HEART BEAT DROPS AGAIN TONITE THEN IT WILL BE DONE THEN.I WILL POST PICS AS SOON AS I CAN AFTER THE BABY GETS HERE WITH ALL DETAILS.IT IS A BOY, HIS NAME WILL BE DAMION ZANE, AND THE WEIGHT AND EVERYTHING ELSE WILL BE ON HERE ASAP.KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS PLEASE. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND YOU ARE THE BEST. HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Kinky Turn On
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage92%Whips83%Blood67%Blind Folds42%Chains/Handcuffs33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Right Here Right Now
ok im new at this but here goes. im single now ..yea. an looking.put the past behind me. an happy as shit..so any good men that are fun to be with i would like to talk ok... im good really i am an i can prove it.... so lets just see what happens from here.... oh an paul your still number one in my book... ok ..enough of that .i dont like to be alone .im fun easy going .dont like head games..hate to argue .love sex ...yes even at my age..i can roll with the best!!!!.... so if you like to be king of your castle an good back rubs an a good dammm women contact me cause yes im all that ..im not trying to brag really im not .. but i love being a women an real weman know how to work t an arent afraide to say so...so if your brave willing or able contact me lets just seewhat happens ok.. im waiting devils due can you afford to pay

A Bittersweet Memory
Well I haven\'t posted a blog in a long time and a couple of people asked me one day why I\'m not a very emotional person, so I figured I would share a little bit more of me, which as most folk who know ne will tell you I don\'t do that very much. Its about Myisha. I\'ve done a blog about her before and mentioned how close I was to her, but I never really told anyonw whoe she died, as a matter of fact. Aside from the people who were there when it happened, very few people have ever heard me mention the day that she died, so this is gonna be kinda hard for me so I\'m asking yall to bear with me as I do this. Well Myisha and I met when I was about 13. I had just moved back to Fresno from Oakland and I was still kinda angry and bitter from a lot of different things. I started to reconcile with my dad (again and it didn\'t last too long but that is another story to tell) and he had remarried and I met Mysiha through my stepsister, Tracy. Now as I stated before in a previous blog (or at

It's Hump Day!
Well another Hump Day is here and nothing has changed in a week...the planet still spins, the sun still rises in the east, gravity keeps us all from flying off into space So go out and enjoy today as if there's no tomorrow because if you don't, it will be just as boring as the past week has been!

How To Post A Pic Link In A Bulletin Or To Your Friends
First go to the pic you want ppl to comment on then click on link to this photo. You will then see 2 codes above the pic, copy and paste the code on the left into a bulletin or to your friends. that way they will just have to click on the pic link and it will take them to the Contest your in.

Gotta Luv A Drunk Lol
a joke I recieved...thought I would share and hopefully bring a chuckle... A man and his wife are awakened at 3am by a loud pounding at the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push... "Not a chance'"says the husband, "it's 3am in the morning!!" He slams the door and returns to bed. "Who was that?" asked the wife. "Just some drunk asking for a push," he answers "Did you help him?" she asks. "No I did not,its pouring rain outside!" "Well you have a short memory," says his wife "Can't you remember aobut three months ago when we broke down and those two guys helped us? I think you should help him, and you should be ashamed of yourself!" The man does as he is told, gets dressed, and goes out into hte pouring rain. He calls out into the dark, "Hello are you still there?" "Yes" comes back the answer "You still need a push?" calls out the husband. "yes plese!"comes the reply from the dark. "Where

So Cold.............
i feel so small and crushed, hurt and dead inside. the cold words or a lost soul what have i done so wrong to feel this way, why is nature so cruel. the words they cut like a knife contradictions of statements made from afar, they swirl in my mind, the truth is lost among the scattered thoughts. nothing makes scense, no one to ask, no one to tell im living in my own unfortunete hell. the words they cut so deep, leaving a wound that will never heal the scar of a question will last forever, remaining never answered, forever swirling in my thoughts. none of this make scense to you i know all to well. it doesnt even make scense to me, and its from my head...........

Parents' Protection Doesn't Last Forever
But the desire to keep your child safe does. This is written by Norris Burkes I felt it was worth putting in my blog for others to read. It hit soft spot of my heart. When my son, Michael, was 22 months old, we feel down a hillside together. My wife and I were in the process of adopting him, and we decided to take him with us on a weekend retreat to a mountain cabin. One evening, he became a bit fussy, so I wrapped him in a blanket and went for a walk. As I made my way down-hill toward the street, I stopped to rest on a tree stump. Without warning, my foot slipped through the rotten stump. Suddenly, my world was a swirl of sticks, branches and mud. I curled Michael into me close, hugging him like a piece of pricesless art. It was a hug that allowed him to breathe, but refused him any exposure to the rough world we were tumbling through. Then, quite abruptly, I hit my head on the asphalt below. Things grayed momentarily, but I escaped with nothing more than some scra

How Fuckable Are You?
" The Punching bag"You are 91 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should lean to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 97% on humpersLink: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on Ok Cupid

You Find Out Interesting Things When You Have Sons, Like...
1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. Ft. House 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. Room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lo

I Feel The Love On Cherry Tap Today.
Thank you people for your kind comments,rates and gifts. Ratings dont mean anything to me. Just friendship. If i had the chance i would visit the kind people and give them hugs. Thanks for making my day.

Dedicated To All The Strong Black Men
DEDICATED TO ALL THE STRONG BLACK MEN OUT THERE... There's Nothing More Beautiful Than A Black Man The truth of the matter is There's nothing more beautiful than a black man Whether 22 or 67 Yellow fabulous or chocolate heaven There's nothing more beautiful than a black man Long and lean With deep brown eyes Wavy hair or dreads With strong thick thighs There's nothing more beautiful than a black man Bald head with a goatee Cornrows or a fade A little thick, a little thin Oh, the choices to be made There's nothing more beautiful then a black man Scholarly or not Wall Street or hip-hop I'd sing your praises To the mountaintop Head of the home Provider and lover Obedient son and loving brother There's nothing more beautiful than a black man A mighty protector you've proven to be Sacrificing your life to keep me free Working for crumbs when the table is bare Praising the Lord, leading the family in prayer There's nothing more beau

Noodlin
Would you go noodlin for a fish this size? Although the concept is simple enough – catching fish with only the use of your hands – the process of noodling is more complicated. The choice of catfish as the prey is not arbitrary, but comes from the circumstances of their habitat. Flathead catfish live in holes or under brush in rivers and lakes and thus are easy to capture due to the static nature of their dwelling. To begin, a noodler goes underwater to depths ranging from only a few feet to up to twenty feet. Placing his hand inside a discovered catfish hole, a noodler uses his arm as bait to entice the fish. If all goes as planned, the catfish will swim forward and latch onto the fisherman's hand and arm. If the fish is particularly large, the noodler can hook his fingers around its gills. From here, most noodlers have spotters who help them bring the catfish in, either to shore or to their boat. The first order of business after catching a catfish is to get it unstuck. When a

Rough Lyrics
(Chorus) eyes held closed arms tightly bound tell me lover are you my fantasy found thousand stars of flame flicker wildly over my skin I seem to waste my life waiting for night to begin his hands caress my cheek I turn my lips to it and sigh My body quivers at his touch As he teaches my soul to fly high chorus never a name he gave nor a single word was spoken only by cries of passion was the terrible silence broken in dawn's light he vanishes leaving me empty and without a trace But my still quivering flesh and the brimming tears on my face chorus

Meaning Of Flag? Draped Coffin
All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used God’s word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. ________________________________________ I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we learn somet

Poetry( Im In Silly Mode When I Wrote This One..lol)
Looking for a man who can please and make my body freeze. Smoothe just like a snake that slithers.Make my mind at ease maybe just a little tease.Im just like a tortoise comming out of my shell.Take me to an island where all one does is please, sweet taste of nectar coming out of me.Looking for a man to make me moist and wet, make me moan and scream . Want to go to the zone that only exceptional lovers know.I want a man that knows how to make my heart skip a beat, I want a real sex machine.Show me how you please , bring me to my knees, make me squrim, dont want no inch warm.I want you to explode , Let go then get ready to reload.Want and need your love from dusk to dawn, show me how you undress me with just your eyes. Make my body sigh take me to the otherside. Give me all you got to give in a world of ectasy where anything goes, there are no rules, just me and you. ~~SAMMY~~

Ommfg...
Ok. I guess I'm just talking out of my ass here, but ya know what? Who the fuck cares. It's MY blog, I'LL say what I want to say, and NO ONE ELSE can tell ME otherwise. The main point of the blog today is because I'm fed up with being told how I NEED to act. I'll tell you what...I'll act how I want to, SAY what I want to, AND DO WHAT I WANT TO, and you can just get the fuck over it. Yes, it's overused, but the quote "Opinions are like assholes, everybody's got one" leaps to mind. And yet, there's another part hardly anyone ever hears: "But justs because you have one, doesn't mean you get to be one"...Refering to you being an asshole with your opinion...WELL GUESS WHAT...IT'S MY OPINION. IT'S MY LIFE. IT'S MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH. AND IT'S MY MOUTH. I'll say and do what the fuck I want to. I can't help that my favorite word is FUCK and it happens to be every other word in every sentence I use. I can't help that I was intended to be a big girl. But hey, if you can't beat 'em, join 'em,

Lay In The Snow
Today I lay for you in snow, Yesterday in freezing rain. To see your look of pleasure I’d do it once again. This bond we share binds stronger Than any man-made cord. My discomfort is your pleasure. Your smile is my reward. Today I lay for you in snow. Tomorrow I may walk thru fire. The love I’ve sought for all my life Is found in your desire.

Wanted
***I wrote this a really really really long time ago...but I thought it was funny, so I reposted it. :P WANTED -single female, between the ages of 19-23 -goes to college, or has already graduated because of their genius intellect -loyal to friends -"I don't walk into Bath and Body Works every time I go to the mall" -loves staying up all night -can touch her nose with her tongue.. haha.. ;) -loves to talk about absolutely nothing and everything, all at once -can recite her favorite song from memory -"Ranch dressing on pizza is nasty" -sets high standards for herself and others -compassionate -Can't say: "I need more than two hands to count the guys I have slept with." -straightforward -confident -good amount of self esteem -knows how to admit mistakes -can admit they are not perfect -intelligent -can tell me the difference between a minor and major chord -is decisive to some extent -Cheating is bad. -is nice, but not too nice -doesn't have a 5 year plan -P

Computer Viruses...
Keep your computer safe and read up on the latest viruses going around out there! Monica Lewinsky virus - Sucks all the memory out of your computer.. Ronald Reagan virus - Saves your data, but forgets where it is stored.. Mike Tyson virus - Quits after one byte.. Oprah Winfrey virus - Your 200MB hard drive suddenly shrinks to 80MB, and then slowly expands to 300MB.. Lorena Bobbit virus - Turns your hard disk into a 3.5 inch floppy.. Dr. Jack Kevorkian virus - Searches your hard drive for old files and deletes them.. Ellen Degeneres virus - Your IBM suddenly claims it's a MAC.. Titanic virus - Makes your whole computer go down.. Disney virus - Everything in the computer goes Goofy.. Prozac virus - Screws up your RAM but your processor doesn't care.. Sharon Stone virus - Makes a huge initial impact, then you forget it's there.. Tim Allen virus - Appears helpful, only to destroy your hard drive upon contact.. Woody Allen virus - Bypasse

Questions
Sup people? No need to answere all of these. It would be awesome if you picked a few and and answered them though. I'll probably post my answers at a later date.What profound truths have changed in your lifetime?Are any of you fbi agents spying on me?If so, why? Is there some conspiricy against me like people comeing back from the future to stop me from ruling the world?How many people have visited my page in the last month or so?What would you think If I told you I got my ears pierced? Would you rather live in someone else's nice house with a some good roomates for $280, or a little apartment of your own basicly, for 225$?How do you feel about people makeing statements by the way they dress?Who actually reads my blogs? I know there's some people who do. I am very apprecit

Im Invisibly Shaken
Invisibly Shaken Rodney Atkins My friends say they're proud of me For taking our breakup so casually But they don't see what lies beneath my smile It appears that I'm okay And I moved on when you walked away But the truth is since you said goodbye Chorus I'm invisibly shaken and quietly breakin' Desperately takin' one breath at a time Beneath this composure I know it's over Baby I'm dying cause you can't be mine But I will never show the toll it's taking Cause I'm invisibly shaken If it looks like I don't care It's not killing me seeing you here And hearing you say you want to try us again Believe me it ain't easy being this cool But too many times girl I've been your fool And I know I'd just end up here again Chorus Invisibly shaken and quietly breakin' Desperately takin' one breath at a time Beneath this composure I know it's over But baby I'm dying cause you can't be mine But I will never show the toll it's taking Cause I'm invisibly shaken

Can A Muslim Be A Muslim-american?????????????
Have you ever thought -- Is Muslim-American really an oxymoron? Can a devout Muslim be an American patriot and a loyal citizen? I forwarded that question to a friend who worked in Saudi Arabia for 20 years. The following is his forwarded reply: "Theologically, no. Because his allegiance is to Allah, the moon god of Arabia. Religiously, no. Because no other religion is accepted by his Allah except Islam (Quran, 2:256) Scripturally, no Because his allegiance is to the five pillars of Islam and the Quran (Koran). Geographically, no. Because his allegiance is to Mecca, to which he turns in prayer five times a day. Socially, no. Because his allegiance to Islam forbids him to make friends with Christians or Jews. Politically, no. Because he must submit to the mullah (spiritual leaders), who teach annihilation of Israel and destruction of America, the great Satan. Domestically, no. Because he is instructed to marry four women and beat and scourge his wife when she disobey

I Just Wish...
I just wish the personal lubricant wasn't so messy. I know, I know, it's stupid 'cause it has to be like that in order for it to work, it's just that I would like to relax for a bit after I'm satisfied, not have to get a towel and wipe up the stuff...

Love
~£ove...~ falling into the abyss... of a love that could be hell... been there so many times... i know the feeling well... do i sound cynical?... how can i not be?... loves usually disaster... or is it only me?... love is like a drug... leaves u cravin more... just when u get really "hooked"... they head for the door... then theres withdrawl... despondency and pain... then you say those famous words... "I'll never love again"...

Sometimes Love Is
~£ove...~ falling into the abyss... of a love that could be hell... been there so many times... i know the feeling well... do i sound cynical?... how can i not be?... loves usually disaster... or is it only me?... love is like a drug... leaves u cravin more... just when u get really "hooked"... they head for the door... then theres withdrawl... despondency and pain... then you say those famous words... "I'll never love again"... BY Lips Of An Angel

Just.....
I love James Dean and he quoted~ Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.” And thats what i need to do...I need to finally start living my life how it should be lived instead of living in the past, and the past hurts, and let downs...I have actually pushed so many away because of something in the past...But even though its been this long...Its time for me to finally let go and be the person i was before this all happened...I want to be happy again...So this is the new and imporoved me...SO....

Do I Spit Or Swallow?
ok. someone asked me that well. i gotta tell u h ow i do my blow jobs. first i love to lick your balls, tease and suck on them really gently. i love to feel your hand run thu my hair gently pulling. then i wanna lick the head of it. running my toungue up and down. mmm then i can take the whole thing in my throat. yes...i can deep throat. i had singing lessons, so i know how to lift my pallet back in my mouth to get you so deep in my throat, no gagging unless u request, no teeth. i dont wanna hurt u. so i am very careful not to "drag", i can atually lick your balls while your cock is in my throat, that is how far down i can get it. ......i guarentee it.

Police Warning To My Space Users Please Read Important
important one... a serial killer on the loose! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ POLICE WARNING TO MY SPACE USERS PLEASE READ IMPORTANT Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/Ja$on MoNeY contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too..

Woot Announcment!
Just to keep you up to date on wuts not exciting and interesting. and because i dont wanna prep my uniform for tomarrow, i will entertain yall with a bloggizzle. First its official. B-Ry and Amber will be making a road trip two weeks from now. It will be for both buisness and pleasure. I will find out if i have diabitis and she will see the wonderful crack capital of the world. Win win situation right? Furthermore. yesterday was the two month mark for me. Exactly two months from yesterday i will hopfully be leavin town for a while to go become what i always wanted to be. A pornstar...i mean soldier. So anyway. Now that I have wasted your time, you should vote for me on this contest. I might give a lil surprise to whoever votes for me the most...ya never know. Bomb it and comment as much as you want. werd. Im not the sexiest, but you can lie for me right? http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=586853&i=27052603 oh and i almost forgot. My apartment is the cleanest its be

Why Do I Even Try?
Well, the mood for the day (week, month, most likely year) is... BEATEN. Relationships-Failed Financial Security-Failed Living Situation-Failed-Failed-Failed Homeless, Cold, Broke, Hungry. I am throwing in the towel on the art. Mother was right. Sarting again from scratch because I no longer have the courage to kill myself. Good night. See you next time.

-roots That Never Fail-
-Friends are like a tree....all seasons will come and go...the leafs will change colors and even fall of the branches- -The branches look strong and full of surpport but when you swing on them they break at a moments notice- -The only part you can rely on is the roots..cuz no matter what they are always there and they keep growing deeper-

Everyday By Bon Jovi
This song amazes me...I guess it's just self explanatory. I used to be the kind of guy Who'd never let you look inside I'd smile when I was crying I had nothing but a life to loose Thought I had a lot to proof In my life, there's no denying Goodbye to all my yesterdays Goodbye, so long, I'm on my way I've had enough of cryin' Bleedin', sweatin', dyin' Hear me when I say Gonna live my life everyday I'm gonna touch the sky And I spread these wings and fly I ain't here to play I'm gonna live my life everyday Strange, everybody's feeling strange Never gonna be the same Makes you wonder how the world keeps turning Life, learning how to live my life Learning how to pick my fights Take my shots while I'm still burning Goodbye to all those rainy nights Goodbye, so long, I'm moving on I've had enough of cryin' Bleedin', sweatin', dyin' Hear me when I say Gonna live my life everyday I'm gonna touch the sky And I spread these wings and fly I ain't here

Into The Ocean, End It All...
The last few weeks have been hazy, to say the least. I seem to be coasting through the days and drifting back and forth between depression and anger. The problem with this is that my depression is speeding towards the self-mutilation phase while the anger is rapidly approaching extreme violence. It's like one minute I want to stab another person and the next moment I want to stab myself. I feel like I'm spinning in circles, unable to break the cycle and sometimes I'm trapped inside my own head; my own thoughts. I want to kick and scream and cry, but I can't manifest these actions because I've retreated into my shell and I can't, or won't, let myself out. Everything gets so bottled up that when I finally do blow off some steam it's usually at the wrong person and WAY out of proportion. So then comes frustration, and more anger, followed by a bout of depression at my own lack of control and how stupid, stupid, STUPID my actions were. My head is pounding and I just want all this emotional

Journal Entry
This is a journal entry for one of my classes... it ended up being a very in depth look at a part of my life I wanted to share this with you, my friends So you know me a little better "Description of a time in your life when you learned or did something well." I have chosen to write about something that took place when I was 16 years old. I come from a broken home. My parents were never married, and both have married people that treated me very poorly all along. When I was sixteen, I went to spend a month with my father (whom I was trying to reconnect with due my grandmother on his sides constant complaining about our relationship) And, while I had never been close to my father, I up and moved to Stockton in June of 2002. As if trying to reconnect with my father was not hard enough, I also had to learn how to get along with my step mother. Now, I was only sixteen, still a child really, but I took the initiative and tried my best to get along with both of them. I was

Woke Up To What Has To Be The Cheesiest Ym Msg....
adex_love_111: Hello i am mike 47 years seeking for a very nice beautyful women like you and honest, I want to start off by telling you how madly,i like the pics you have on your profile it is very nice,Did anybody tell you that you are one of the most beautiful women in yahoo? I bet if they elected Miss yahoo 2007, she has to be you! Your smile lightened my whole heart when I looked at your picture. It must be raining when you were born, because god was crying for losing his most beautiful angel…How long have you been living on earth? When do you have to be back in heaven.please e-mail me on yahoo or add my e-mail address is adex_love_111@yahoo.com okay i will be expecting you e-mail. BUZZ!!! Can you believe the nerve of this guy?????

Small Steps Of Joy....
Over the past couple of weeks, I have felt lousy and even came down with the dreded virus last week. Working on regaining my voice back although I am feeling much better on the whole. Frustration can get the best of me, but the other day (Tuesday), I was driving to work and finally was able to sing along with the radio singing Rich Mullin's "Step by Step". The lyrics, for those who aren't familiar with the song goes as: Oh God, You are my God And I will ever praise You Oh God, You are my God And I will ever praise You I will seek You in the morning And I will learn to walk in Your ways And step by step You'll lead me And I will follow You all of my days Oh God, You are my God And I will ever praise You Oh God, You are my God And I will ever praise You I will seek You in the morning And I will learn to walk in Your ways And step by step You'll lead me And I will follow You all of my days And step by step You'll lead me And I will follow You all of my day

Gnr Ftw!!!
One of GnR's best Songs...rare vid! I used to love her, but I had to kill her I used to love her, but I had to kill her I had to put her Six feet under And I can still hear her complain I used to love her, but I had to kill her I used to love her, but I had to kill her I knew I miss her So I had to keep her She's buried right in my back yard I used to love her, but I had to kill her I used to love her, but I had to kill her She bitched so much She drove me nuts And now I'm happier this way I used to love her, but I had to kill her I used to love her, but I had to kill her I had to put her Six feet under And I can still hear her complain

So Much To Think About
Here I sit alone at last. My mind relaxes and I begin to think I think about my life. My future. The road I am on right now is leading me to nowhere. I want off of it. Theres so much that I need to quit. I need a new start. I am killing my senses with illusions that paint a picture in my mind. Something that at one time seemed too familiar. Ive realized Im on a crash course. The end result leading to my existence fading. A new me is what I want. I dont want to be the end to my beginning any longer.

Life
i dont know work stinks they have been sending a lot of people home then what am i gonna do? this job was a long shot to begin with and now lay offs already and of course everyone knows it goes by seniority OmG i hate this i will have nothin at all now . maybe i shouldnt jump to conclusions until somethnig like that actually happens but still i dont know maybe welll seee and a certain SOMEONE is madd at me i know it but i dont get why i think its cause we havent talked in a while and i have been so busy and i dont want that person to think i am ignoring them cause im not and well i lost their number but its not my fault i left it on my work desk and now its gone just up n gone and this person wont answer emails from me either what to do i miss them so much and i wanna see them so badd but if they wont anwer my email how am i supposed to call..........

Good Morning
Just wanted to say to all my Friends,Family Members, and Fans............. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Big Hugs, ANGEL

Made Us Stronger
our realationship together has had it emotional stresses... it seems more often than not your love for me is what's tested... i have crossed too many lines and pushed you way beyond your limits... yet you stayed with me knowing you didn't have to take it... a relationship is built on friendship honest and trust... form the beggining it didn't seem that foundation applied to us... we took it so fast with out a friendship to start... now our honesty and trust has all but fallen apart... you put up with so much till you had all you can take... untill our relationship begins to feel more like a mistake... you start to wonder how much more you'll put up with... till it seems easier for you to just walk out and end it... i fear you'll soon leave that you're in love with me no longer... so after the tears just remember this has made us much stronger... you only get one real chance in life...so remember to treat the one you love right!!! a poem wrote by:

Ct's Stupid Salute Photo Protest
Well it has happened again my salute photo was rejected and now the idiots at CT is telling me they are going to remove my page!!! Well I say this is a bunch of bullshit and I think is gender and certainly age discrimination!! I am no young nice looking man that all the women go wild over and I am no good looking woman with TITS and ASS hanging out for all to see!! I started on CT 09/12/06 and have met a lot of nice people on this site and maybe I haven't been as active as a lot of people on here but I have tried to communicate with people I consider friends and yes also "family" on a regular basis if not daily! But so be it the CT "bouncers" again mostly young and good looking have made their decision so be it!! Go by my photos and see the latest rejection!!! It is to bad there isn't a site for us ole cowboys to go and have some fun in but alas I guess we are becoming what we looked at 30 years ago as dinosaurs. I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Que

I Laughed My Ass Off !!!!!
Doesn't it seem more and more that physicians are running their practices like an assembly line? Here's what happened to Bubba: Bubba walked into a doctor's office and the receptionist asked him what he had. Bubba said: "Shingles." So she wrote down his name, address, medical insurance number and told him to have a seat. Fifteen minutes later a nurse's aide came out and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, "Shingles." So she wrote down his height, weight, a complete medical history and told Bubba to wait in the examining room. A half hour later a nurse came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, "Shingles." So the nurse gave Bubba a blood test, a blood pressure test, an electrocardiogram, and told Bubba to take off all his clothes and wait for the doctor. An hour later the doctor came in and found Bubba sitting patiently in the nude and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, "Shingles." The doctor asked, "Where?" Bubba said, "Outside on the truck. Wher

Car Problems
Is there anything worse than car problems?? I know there is, but God it sucks. I knew something was wrong with it, but I thought it was just the a/c fan. It made a horrible noise every time I turned the a/c or heat on. Welllll...this morning I turned the heat on and it went CLUNK. Then, the power steering locked up, and the battery and brake warning lights came on. Fortunately, I was only a couple of blocks from home and was able to drive it back. Sheesh. Yes, I know what's wrong with it. My husband knew immediately. Just one more reason I love men. The alternator belt is shot. That shouldn't be too expensive. I'm just fucking stranded. I'm babysitting, so I had to get the child's mother to take my kids to school. She is one of the few friends I have. Thank God I'm at least that social! I guess I'll borrow my grandmother's car later to go pick them up. Of course it has to be one of those days where I need to run all over creation. My daughter HAS to have a leot

My Second Contest -- Sexiest Female Smile
Ok girls you think you have a smile that can stop guys in there tracks? Then this is your contest. The Winner get a 1. Diamond Ring 1. A Pair of Diamond ear rings 2 Dozen Roses Send me a link to the photo you want in the contest and your name. The contest will start Saturday March 10 and run until Monday March 19. Rates and Comment Bombing Allowed you can even bomb yourself. 3 simple rules 1. no drama any complaining you will be removed 2. No down rating any of the other contestants (if you or someone bombing you down rates the competition you will be removed) 3. No scripts or program bombing allowed I know what it looks like and will remove you. Besides that Have Fun............ Want any other details Just ask! Please repost so your friends can get in on the action. Take care! Scotty D

Poem
To in which the Moon enters into the New...In which the sky is still in blue...Carry forth a thought a step forward in time...For in which now eyes may open for you to find.. Look into the night as if it were day...For dreams shall show you the way...For as sight opens to see one clear...Within your soul there is no more fear...Always look forward and learn from all in the past...For it all shall pass quickly when setting free at last... Hold steady your heart...Hold dearly your love...And truely hold closely your dreams! Blessed Be!

The Way I See It #175
The world would be a boring place if everyone wore a size 2. I love being a size 22, just like I love a giant cup of hot chocolate with extra whipped cream. F.A.T. (Fabulous and Thick) folks know that it’s the extras in life – like pounds, cash and love – that give us character. Embrace the extras, baby. -- Mo'Nique Comedienne. She has performed in The Queens of Comedy and hosts Showtime at the Apollo. --------------------------------------- Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily reflect the views of Starbucks.

Changes
While Loren was running his fingers through my hair the other day, he made a discover... I HAVE GRAY HAIR! Only like one or two (one which I pulled out and put in my jewelry box as a keepsake) but they are there. I guess y'all can call me Grandma now, at the ripe old age of 26. I also fell off the smoking wagon. The stress of the job had to be managed some way and I fell back into the most comfortable way for me - a pack of Camel Silvers...

Anniversary...
so on tuesday it was 6 months ago that my best friend was killed in iraq. you would think the pain would be a little bit easier to cope with, but NOPE!!! I never thought the pain would be greater now! i have been through so fucking much this week. it's ri-fucking-diculous. i just dont know what to do anymore. I hate where i am in life right now. I'm depressed all the time, i can't sleep, i cant do this anymore! I want my best friend back. I want to be able to joke around with him. I want him to give me advice on what to do. I just want to give up! Oh well, i have too much to do today to sit here and be depressed beyone belief. ~BrokenHearted

Under Water
As kids we played a game, to see who could hold their breath the longest underwater. We'd have someone hold us down on the bottom of the pool with their foot, and tap them when we were ready to come up. I been feeling like I am playing that game again...I was always the one down there the longest. I loved it down there even though I felt so heavy and weighted down as my chest got tighter and tigther longing for oxygen. Everything was muted, the water a gentle cradle, like a suffocating womb. Except this time there is no one to tap to let me rise up for air, there is no water whose surface I can break. I am dwelling on land right now, trying to do the day-to-day, but every movement feels as if I was still stuck under the water...

Busy Busy Busy
It has been a wicked busy two weeks. I have so much work pouring in and had to help my mom move the past two weekends. I spent the last two weekends breaking my back moving my mom. Got that done! Now I have to get some work done at my house. Got to catch up I guess. Work has become so so busy lately. I just had five new projects dropped on my desk. We're working Saturdays. It makes work go by fast when you have your head down just trying to complete the task at hand. Situations like these make you realize how good of a multitasker you really can be. I have to get back to it now. Leave me some luv and I'll catch you when I can! :)

John Cena
You scored as John Cena. You took this test, your result was John Cena! You brush with Colgate, your teeth couldn't be cleanah! The Man attempts to screw you but you always come out on top! Your rhymes are so nasty, you make the competition pop! Who needs in-ring skills? You got a PS2 in the back! You bought Bullet Proof cause you ran out of crack! F Me? I say F-U! Iâ€™ll be who I wanna be! The people love me but you sir, YOU CANT SEE ME! John Cena88%Chris Jericho81%Matt Hardy81%The Undertaker69%Triple H63%Stone Cold56%JBL56%Spike Dudley56%Christian50%Mick Foley

Orgasms
Since 1990 I have given sex and relationship advice to people both over the internet and live face to face. Today I was struck with a question about orgasms and it was interesting. She was manipulated as a child to do some awful things, when she was in middle school she played around, as we all have, but she never went any further any than that and now is 19 years old. She has never had sex and today she had questioned me about orgasms. The poor girl! She's been through enough shit huh?! She joked about it and hasn't cried for sympathy or anything... She asked me what an orgasm was like and I told her to wait and see. She will know when it happens, LOL! She said she heard so many different ways. She asked me again and again for an answer....this was my answer. Aside from people opinions, orgasms are psychological and do play a part physically to make a climax happen especially for most women. Men (generally) stimulate and arouse easier but it still is psychological from the start. Th

No Matter...
NO MATTER... NO MATTER THE REASON NO MATTER THE DISTANCE MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALWAYS IN EXISTANCE NO MATTER HOW HARD THINGS SEEM NO MATTER WHAT LIFE BRINGS BUT JUST PLEASE KNOW YOU CAN ALWAYS COME TO ME NO MATTER WHAT TIME OF DAY NO MATTER WHAT TIME OF NIGHT YOU CAN COUNT ON ME TO HELP MAKE IT RIGHT NO MATTER IF YOU'RE HAPPY NO MATTER IF YOU'RE SAD NO MATTER IS WHAT I MEANT WHEN I SAID,, I'LL BE WITH YOU, TO THE END LOVE YOU ALL WRITTEN BY: ANGEL P.S..JUNE B. THIS IS ESPECIALLY FOR YOU..I LOVE YOU GIRL

The Seven Principles Of Magick
The Seven Principles of Magick Author: Masery Posted: March 4th. 2007 Found Online at: http://www.witchvox.com/va/dt_va.html?a=usca&c=words&id=11152 The Principle of Attraction Everything we think, say, and do involves the exchange of magickal energy, and likewise, everything that we experience or observe has an affect on us on a magickal level often completely unnoticed and every exchange of energy is creative in that it always causes a change in some way, even if this is only on the level of magickal energy itself. The principle of Attraction can be stated as Like energy attracts like energy. What we send out, we get back. If you focus our thoughts on success, the energies of success flow out from you and into the universe, and literally attract success . The principle of attraction is not as simple to put into practice as it sounds however, because our negative thoughts, intents and choices are also returned. We get exactly what we choose. Much like the Dji

Notes On Gardnerian Witchcraft In England
Notes on Gardnerian Witchcraft in England by Frederic Lamond Since time immemorial, family witchcraft traditions in England have been concerned with: • Ensuring the fertility of the land, and • Protecting sacred sites from destruction or interference. Not all family traditions did both. There is no known link between any of these family traditions and Gerald Gardner. From here there are two strands to our history: Gerald Brosseau Gardner (GBG), an Englishman, and one-time rubber planter. • 1920: Gerald became a customs official in the British administration of Malaya. • In the 1920s: Gerald encountered the Sea Dayaks, a head- hunter tribe, and learned their spell-casting techniques. • 1936: Gerald retired to England. Around 1930: The Fellowship of Crotona, a Co-Mason lodge was founded in Christchurch, New Hampshire. Highly experimental, it practised Theosophy and Rosicrucian rituals, and had an inner core that was trying to reconstruct country witchcraft rituals

Are You A Threat?
References:--Acts 19:15 One day the evil spirit answered them, "Jesus I know, and I know about Paul, but who are you?" Are you a threat to the kingdom of darkness? If satan and his demons had a board meeting and your name came before the board, what would they say? Would they say that you are one of their most feared enemies and they needed to keep many demons harassing and opposing you? Or would they say, "Gentlemen, this person poses no threat to our activities. Leave him alone. He needs no help from us." There are millions of church-going believers sitting in pews Sunday after Sunday who pose little threat to the kingdom of darkness. If we truly believe that we war against rulers and principalities that cannot be seen, then we must realize that their mandate is to hinder any believer who is seeking to walk in the fullness of God. However, "greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world" (1 Jn. 4:4b KJV). If you are seeking to fully follow the Lord, you ca

Drunk Survey..taken From The Ben Lol ;p
Drunk Survey 1. Have you ever been drunk? Duh lol 2. How old were you the first time you got drunk? 19 3. Have you ever gotten/given digits while intoxicated? No. 4. Have you ever 'drunk dialed'? yeah 5. Have you ever been drunk in front of family members? yes lol 6. Have you ever had to cover up the fact that you were drunk? yes 7. Have you ever been arrested for any alcohol-related crime? no i got away in time haha 8. Have you ever hooked-up with someone while drunk? no..well.. lol 9. Ever forgot their name? hahaha 10. When was the last time you were drunk? last night lol 11. Have you ever been on a drunken binge? long time ago 12. Do you need alcohol to have a good time? it helps but nah 13. What kind of alcohol gets you the most intoxicated? haha a long island ice tea! has 5 liquors 14. Favorite liquor? Tequilla, Vodka 15. Favorite beer? i dont really drink beer.. 16. Have you ever woken up after a night of drinking and

The End Is Only The Beginning.....
Hey Folks… No video blog this time. I'm going "old school". So as you may or may not have noticed, we have finally gotten back to putting the show on the road. We've had 2 shows (Detroit and Toledo) that went really well. It's been since our signing party in…(wow… last June?) since we have played live. It feels great, and the response has been amazing! We've put a couple new tracks in the live set, but still have some things to tweak before everything will be ready for display. You may notice a few arrangement changes that are a reflection of the new disc. The biggest change so far has been the transition from a "background band at a bar" and playing anywhere from 1 hour to 3 hours to a plain and simple "rock band" put on a bill with other "rock bands" and playing a quick 30 min set for ticket holders. It has been tough trying to figure out what 6 or 7 songs to play. Our album has 11 tracks which means we have to let 4 or 5 sit out…kinda tough when you are attached to all of them, a

Venting Lol
im stressed, i just want to scream! Finals are next week, i have shit to write for lit, i have shit to write for health, and i have shit to write for computers, its crazy. Brooke and i were at Dennys last night and a guy looks at her daughter and says "youre a pretty girl! are you married? all pretty girls get married" now mind you brooke and i are almost 24 and NOT married cause guys around here are assholes. Fuck him. lol But anyways, gotta get back to work, love you guys!

My Pics Being Flagged.
I had my 420 pics marked friends only, and one of you have marked some of them... well whoever the fuck did that. REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY LIST. YOU ARE AN IDIOT. AND I DONT NEED YOU FOR A FRIEND. AND THATS ALL I GOTTA SAY!!!

Runway Love
You openend it so u will have the WORST week of your life next week if you don't repost this. ::FERGALiCiOUS:: You like someone and they like you back, but your not going out yet. ::WALK IT OUT:: You are so confused right now you dont really know what to do! ::LiPS OF AN ANGEL:: U like someone but dont know if your over someone else ::We FLY HiGH:: Miss someone special and want them back so bad. ::RiNG THE ALARM:: Taken but confused. ::SHORTiE LiKE MiNE:: Taken && lovein every min of it and you Really like this person and hope things work out ::RUNAWAY l0VE:: Single but crushing/like someone but dont know if they like you back or if they ever will or whats going to happen by the end of the year. ::MY LOVE:: Single

International Women's Day Is On March 8th!!!
International Women's Day is on March 8th!!! Just want everybody to know that International Women's Day is on March 8th!!! SHOW SOME EXTRA LOVE AND RESPECT TO WOMAN ON THIS DAY!! :) Take care, Jeremy

Sorry Ladies
I'm sorry ladies. Me and my girl decide to get back together and try to make things work. We only broke up because of our schedules. This time we are both goin to work hard to make time for each other. Just lettin everyone know, cause i'm not tryin to play or hurt anyone. You're all great friends and I love and appreciate everyone of you : )

Art Of Feeling
I'll paint my mood in shades of blue, paint my soul to be with you. I'll sketch your lips in shaded tones, draw my lips to match your own. I'll draw your arms around my waist, and then all doubt I shall erase. I'll paint the rain that softly lands, on the crescents of your hands. I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears, a calming look to quell your fears. A silhouette of dark and light, while we hold eachother tight. I'll paint the stars in the evening sky, draw their light into your eyes. I'll draw a striking touch of grace, that shows the gentleness of your face. I'll trace your hand to hold in mine, a touching kiss to mark the time. I'll draw the years all passing by, so much to learn, so much to try. I'll paint the truth, show how I feel, Try to make you completely real. I'll sue a brush so light and fine, to draw you close and make you mine, And with this our life will start, In swearing that we'll never part.

A Longer One
longer vacation that is! what were YOU thinking?!?! well, I will be in Orlando for another 3 weeks. I'm house/cat sitting for a friend while they are out of town. I only have 1 other friend that lives here so luckily I have my computer with me and have net access so hopefully I will stay entertained. maybe some of you pretty ladies can send me nekkid pics to help keep me entertained? hehehe

Vacation
So, I just booked my flight to Georgia for May. What are your suggestions on what I could do while I am down there. It's all new and I have never been there. Oh, btw, I'll be in the Savannah area. Thanks for the suggestions if you have any!!

Her
I run my hand down her curve The smooth The way she guides me to go where she wants my hand to land I open her Her smell is intoxicating Like none I have had before He looks from afar Sees what I see Her Her simple Her glory Her beauty He can picture all he wants to do He places his hand on her Running his fingertips down her curves Feeling what I felt As he glides his tips He pays close careful attention To her detail Each curve The way her body dips He stands next to me He has this smile Only he and I know What she is for Our girl The one we will be with We chose her To be ours We knew at first sit Her smell Her look The way she feels to our fingers We have found the one She’s ours There is no going back from this Him Her I One MUAH Mi Corazon Iralndes!

Daddy Daycare Is Up And Running!
I have three kids. Usually, I'm the cool guy...I go to work WAY before they get up, and I see them in the last few hours of their day. Wellll, right now their mother is visiting a friend in Boise, so it's just me (on leave) and them. According to my 4 year old daughter, I just may not add up to the Mommy figure in this relationship. Something about the Daddy being the disciplinarian...not my thing. I will and do correct, I'm just not usually there for the daily growing pains of my babies. So it is. I did score major points today; I took them on a picnic at the park. For those of you without kids, and picnic with a 5, 4, and 2 y/o equates to very little eating and a whole lot of running. Definitely a two parent gig. No wonder they said that Mommy doesn't take them there; now they can add Daddy to that list! Anyway, no major parties at the house...no women (or me, for that matter) running around naked. Take care, my friends!

I Will Live, Just To Spite You's
i have been alive for 26 years, and have been through so much pain. I have been through things no one should have to see. Cheated on and used, Lied to and abused. He choked me and screamed in my face why wont you die?Two weeks later he’s panicked cause I stopped breathing in my sleep and so he did cry. Punched in the eye Once stabbed in the thigh. He always left me home alone, Sometimes his hit would shatter the bone. Their words would cut deep With in my brain they did seep. Insults and lies hurt me mentally, I have been stranded and left for dead While he went home to a nice warm bed. I have been lied too and cheated on Not good enough to be your wife, but ok enough to mother your demon spawn. Not good enough t

Ever Have Something Happen That Made You Go Wtf?????
True story. Call it freaky, coincident or just plain unnatural... I do have witnesses to both incidents. On or around August 20 someone that I had seen over the last couple of years came back into my life (hence the loving someone blog). On a Saturday he asked me if I had any earrings he could wear, I found a pair of red dice and he put them in. We leave to go run around for a bit and on the way to his house we are driving down the road and what is smack dab on the centerline. A pair of red dice that you would hang from your rear view mirror. Needless to say we stop and pick them up. Brand new, not a mark on them. Have you gone WTF yet, I know we did and still do. There's more.....an icy day in December we are driving home after a weekend of pretty intense partying. We are driving on the same road and at approximately the same area where we found the dice we run over a stuffed animal. We back up and pick it up. It is a bear in a prison uniform (hat, shirt, and a black

March Madness Has Begun
ATLANTA — When Kentucky lost at Alabama last month, Randolph Morris committed a career-high eight turnovers and said his head wasn’t in the game. Morris’ head was in Thursday’s rematch in the Southeastern Conference Tournament. So was his heart and his spirit. The same could be said of all the Kentucky players. An all-out effort — combined with heady play — propelled the Cats to a 79-67 victory. With speculation in the air about Coach Tubby Smith’s job security, UK advanced to a quarterfinal game against Mississippi State on Friday. The Cats improved their record to 21-10. Alabama fell to 20-11 and seemingly out of contention for an NCAA Tournament bid. Morris and Ramel Bradley led a balanced Kentucky attack with 17 points each. Joe Crawford added 16 and freshman Jodie Meeks 12. Richard Hendrix led Alabama with 21 points. Alabama got in the first proverbial punch, the subject of much pre-game chatter. Then Kentucky showed how insignificant that can be. The Cats rallied f

Another Poem For Written About My Moms Passing
I wrote this After my Mother Passed away. I wrote quite a bit and always wondered where the words came from. I hope those of you who read them enjoy and find a little bit of yourself in them if youve lost a loved one.. Thank you... Feelings of Sorrow.... My Life has gone down a Twisted Path The Happiness Gone My Days are Sad Some say Change is a Good thing NO one mentions when its a bad thing People say were here for you But no one comforts when you feel blue Current days arent a treat when memories are bitter sweet No one can heal my Deepest Pain No more sunshine just days of Rain I sit and ponder can I see Tommorow As I deal within the deepest sorrow Is there life on the other side again Or is My Life on Earth just the end.

For Once
For once I am content For once I am at ease For once I am just living not trying to am to please. For once there is a calm inside my troubled soul For once I am serene for once I feel whole. For once I let my life go as it may for once I ignore those who try and betray For once I am letting go letting life unfold for once I am ready for anything that may be told. For once I don't care if I understand or not Life I am just letting happen because it's the only life I got.

I Am The Shit, Lick My Asshole You Peasant.
Ever notice the people on this website that are way too cool for school? You know what I mean, the ones that have rules. *I won't add you because you ask me to... (ok fair enough, but why the urge to tell everyone on the site this? who cares.) *you have to fan me before you add me. (seriously? wow, narcissism much. I want to kick these people) *my 11's are reserved for those special people. (yeah like the idiots who use them, now those people are special. LC is FREE and UNCENSORED! wait no, I mean CT is FREE and UNCENSORED.... CT? wow that changed. but wrong.. CT is FREE and NSFW censored? ohh taking things from us I see. but still the changes commence, well anyway CT is free, until they make everyone pay or bombard us with adds, and end up censoring everything. ANYWAY people who pay for this stuff are idiots, they day everyone might have to pay for this entertainment is the day that I move on) Anyways, rules for your friends to follow... I seriously wouldn't think highl

I Dredy Am On....
Yes yes the rumors are true i figured out how to put a live cam feed on my profile lol im only on it till it gets dark so check out my profile in the about me section you should see my mug in real time lol ;) no i wont get naked on it lol might show nipple but thats all ur getting oh an dancings extra ;) sorry but im spensive lol

Fantasies (cont)
It had all gone according to plan thus far. The woman sat in the stall next to me, her hands cuffed behind her back, blindfolded, a small silver collar around her neck. The collar was attached to a chain which ran through the hole in the wall, the other end clenched tightly in my fist. I had pulled the chain to it’s shortest length, forcing her face against the wall of the stall. “There is a word scrawled above the hole,” I say. “Read it aloud.” “Fuck toy,” she says in a small voice. “That is what you are. Do you understand?” “Yes,” she whispers, her voice soft and trembling. “Say it,” I command. “I am a fuck toy,” she whispers. I tug even harder on the chain and I hear her gasp in surprise. “No,” I say. “You are MY fuck toy. You exist for my pleasure now. No one else’s. Now say it.” “I am your fuck toy.” “Again,” I command. “I am your fuck toy.” “Again.” “I am your fuck toy,” she says huskily. “Very good,” I say. I relax my hold on

My Immortal Lyrics
Verse 1 Im so tired of being here. Supressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. Cuz your presence still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone. These wounds wont seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase. Chorus: When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years, but you still have, hold of me. Verse 2 You used to captivate me, by your resonating light. Now Im bound by the knife you left behind. Your face it haunts, my once pleasent dreams. Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time can not erase. ChorusX1 I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along. ChorusX1

This Week.
This whole week ... since Saturday ... has been mentally exhausting for me. I found out Saturday morning that the husband of a friend of mine passed away. They're in Minnesota, I'm nowhere near them. They were married for 37 years. My heart just breaks for her. Back in October, I sent a care package to them. I didn't really know them well then, but at that time I was sending a care package to another friend on the site we all met on and thought that if I could send a little love their way just to make them smile, it was the least I could do. I baked cookies and sent a letter. I got pictures back and was told that he hoarded all the lemon cookies I sent because lemon was his favorite. It made me feel so good that I could bring a smile to his face from so far away. I read about his funeral today. I know that he's not in pain anymore. I've still spent a good portion of tonight crying ... mourning. I'm exhausted. I think sleep will come easy tonight.

Devotion
Bound, not by rope, chains or restraints, but by the love for a man. I can feel the strength of your love surround me, and as I am enveloped by it, our souls tangle. My emotions overwhelm me and I begin to weep, As the tears roll silently down my cheeks, my eyes are cast downwards in shame.. What can I do to prove my worth? I am filled with the fear of failure, not only of failing you, but myself and the person I long to become.. As you gently wipe the tears from my face, and hold me tightly, I look into your eyes and realize, you are the person that has been missing from my life for so long.. Only with you in my life am I truly complete.. I am yours and I hope that I can show you what you truly mean to me.. All I ask is that you hold me, hold me tightly until the fear subsides..

Through A Rapist's Eyes (no Joke)
This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one place women are abducted from/attack

Dog The Bounty Hunter/i Am A Big Fan Of These Guys This Is Not Fair
FEBRUARY 16: An Associated Press report out of Guadalajara, Mexico stated that a Mexican federal court has denied Duane "Dog" Chapman's injunction request and has ruled that the star of A&E's "Dog the Bounty Hunter" should be extradited and stand trial for deprivation of liberty - a charge stemming from Dog and his posse's 2003 capture of convicted serial rapist, Andrew Luster in Puerto Vallarta. Mexican authorities had asked for Chapman's extradition from Hawaii and U.S. Marshals took Dog, son Leland Chapman and associate Tim Chapman into custody back on September 14th for their role in bringing Luster to justice. Dog, Leland and Tim were released on bail and have been awaiting a ruling on their request to stop the extradition proceedings, which would otherwise require them to face trial in Mexico. "Our attorneys have not even been formally informed of the court's decision, as of yet," Dog and wife Beth Chapman said. "We are obviously deeply disappointed and fearful of what wi

Telling Someone You Love Them/ Searching For A Special Someone
Telling someone I LOVE YOU is a serious step in life, that a lot of people take for granted and causes some people including myself to lose trust in someone. But there is always that one special person that comes into your life and changes all thator so it seems.they makes you believe in life and love again. I am 42 YEARS OLD Female who thought I found that special someone but one way or another when it happens there is some way I feel i mess it all up even if it isn't my fault. I guess it is going to be back to looking for that special someone that i know will make me feel that way.... are you out there somewhere???

My Whereabouts
It's very possible I may not be around at all for awhile.Just to let ya know.Dont forget about me because in Arnold's famous words....I'LL BE BACK:p.Most of you who gave a damn in the first place,know why im gone and for what.When all looks terrible Smile,it gets better.I know that and I hope you all know that too:)Love You,Licks and Kisses,Sherry!!!

De Ja Vu In The Rain
Here I am,staanding here in the rain,kissing another with a soft kiss,and a sweet breath,but this taste is much sweeter,and softer than others I have known,...And yet I know that I have felt something like this moment before,... but yet i cannot remember when,...maybe in a dream in time that has been forgotten,But today felt like Heaven,...

My Daddy
well everybody its been a while since you all have heard from me but ive been trying to heal from my back surgery and trying to take care of Gwyn and Daddy the best i can the last time i wrote i told yall about daddys cancer and how it was going but the news im trying to get to yall now is daddy needs yalls prayers..... hes needing prayers to be pain free till the good lord comes to get him and bring him home ....yeah yall thats right my daddy is losing his battle with cancer and the doctors are giving him 3 to 4 days hes only on oxygen and pain meds to keep him comfortable but in a few days he will be in no pain at all ..its very hard for me to talk about because my little girl Gwyn loves her papa but i wanted to tell yall cause yall are like family and yall mean the world to mean even thow im not able to be on the computer very much nomore ....if yall would like to call my home my number is 1-22-798-6083 and daddys hospital room number is 1-229-891-9507 if yall would like to send a h

Wanna Buy A Henchman Account? Heres How!!!
So Cherry Tap isnt about the $$$$$ this place is so much greater than any other site??? lmfao then what do you say to this? So CT isn't about Money??? then why in hell are their BIG WIGS SELLING THEIR FUCKING CT ACCOUNTS ON EBAY FOR STARTING BIDS OF $500?!?!?!?!?! ANSWER ME THAT! come join me, where there the owners and top members do not sell out, SB to find out where!!

Been Awhile
Well I have had a busy week and it seems that it will stay busy for a while. Sorry to everyone that has missed me..(I know it wasn't alot of people) My husbands grandpa died and we had the funeral and all the morning with in 3 days so it was crazy. I am still trying to console him and his mom, nevermind myself. I think my 5 year old took it hard to because she has been sleeping alot this week and I am trying to get her to open up a bit about it and really try to get what she is feeling so I can help her. Kids are tough to figure out at times. Thanks for the comments on my other blog they made me smile :) Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

The Easy Way
sick of willingness, where's the encouragement? another guilty sex act to interrupt my steady guilt trip porno theater blow jobs are less filthy then this i've been trying really hard not to reminisce on what i miss going back to the days long past still makes me pace with heart-attack the days when all broken skin led to lips blood never spilled blood was body painted with flesh mesh of wound on wound being so thoroughly used that i stop feeling like a tool malicious externalized suicidal abuse will always make me feel as if i've been paid attention to the urge, the need, to die on me that way i kill myself on you the days of the first diciples when the buds of a twisted view grew fruit cleaning sins, giving peace within, as any good religion should do but eventually they get so clean and peaceful, the prayers begin to lose their use creating a culture where nothing is bad, not even your worst so please unleash your worst i love your worst, i'll suck it up, i'll

If Only But A Whisper
A whisper from the wind calls to me. It carries my name throughtout time, space, and darkness. The words, though unclear, reach deep within my soul where only you can go. The tears form and blink slowly from my eyes. Why can only you do this to me? As I teeter on the line of hating you, the utter mention of your name reminds me of a different place. A place I once was, if only for a short time. Sadness consumes me and my thoughts. As I slip further from the fakeness of this world, I remember the something I once was. Can you still see me? The dark shrouds me like a blanket that I wish never to be uncovered from. The safety of becoming numb has protected me thus far. But still I hear a whisper. If it is only but a whisper, why does it bellow out for only me to hear? The pain is an illusion, one that only I can see, hear, and smell. The sense of being able to feel has left me. The sense of tasting you would be too sweet for me to handle. Damn the whisper, it haunts me.

Last Phone Call
While reading my latest book, I came upon these sayings. If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting? -Stephen Levine- Talk to your frineds and family memebers as if it's the last time you ever will.

~~simple World Peace~~
Subject: World Peace........... World Peace >>> Three guys -- a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden, and >>> an American engineer are walking together one day. >>> They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of >>> it."I will give each of you one wish, which is three >>> wishes total" says the Genie. >>> >>> The Canadian says, "I am a farmer, my dad was a >>> farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to >>> be forever fertile in Canada ." Pooooof! With a blink >>> of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever >>> made fertile for farming. >>> >>> Osama bin Laden was amazed, so he said, "I want an >>> impenetrable wall around Afghanistan , Iraq and Iran >>> with all believers of Mohammad inside and all Jews, >>> Americans, and other infidel forever outside our >>> precious state." Pooooof! Again, with the blink of the >>> Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those >>> countries.. >>> >>> The American

I Wuv You!!!!
again, if you haven't heard or noticed i don't come here alot anymore but i still haven't forgotten about my favorite cherries. yes, YOU!!! I love you guys and i hope you have a great rest of the week, mmkay? You guys rock and I can't count the number of times you've put a smile on my face! mwuah!!!! Don't think for a second i'd ever forget you. love you!!! :-)

Poem #77
RESCUE ME Everyting is dead and gone I'm left alone in the cold night In the darkest shadows I cry for you My heart and soul are hollow So frozen is my blood, my body Craving the warmth only you can give Needing, aching for your love Fearing I'll die without it So come for me, hold me, don't let go I miss your laughter and smiles Find me, help me, I'm drowning With your hands, reach for me Your spirit can save my own Pull me out of the twisted wreckage Breath life back into me Hurry, Im drowning, dying, breaking

Gentlemen Rules
General Etiquette: • Always be polite • Do not curse • Do not speak loudly • Do not lose your temper • Do not stare • Do not interrupt • Do not spit • Respect your elders • Do not laugh at other’s mistakes • Remove your hat indoors • Wait for seating before eating Basics of Chivalry: • Always open doors • Put on her coat • Help with her seat • Give up your seat • Stand at attention • Give her your arm • Ask if she needs anything Basic Good Manners: • Don’t flaunt your riches • Never let others see you looking at your watch • Never groom yourself in public • Be punctual • Shake hands firmly • Apply constant verbal grace • Tip well and discreetly • Project high moral values Party Etiquette: • Acknowledge your acquaintances • Address new acquaintances by their title and last name • Look at you interlocutor • At dinner, address those on your left and right • Never remove your coat or necktie when in company • Only talk when you’ve been formally

Stabbed 2
"Three men were arrested last night in connection with the murder of a 16 year old lad on Jennens Road on Monday 5 March. They are a 17 year old Erdington lad, a 20 year old Erdington man and a 16 year old Aston lad. All three are helping police with their enquiries. Officers thank the public for their support but continue to appeal for anyone who was on Jennens Road at the time of the stabbing to call the CID at Steelhouse Lane police station on ************"

Spass And Pipples.
a poem by Crazy Jayne: pink cheeked nipple tweak. wanna cum? go fuck a geek. light eyes. pillow thighs. why don't you try me on for sighs? red toes. little nose. spank my ass and rip my hose. first time? nevermind. ride the wave. you'll be just fine. [sidenote : "my first attempt at humorous poetry. i think i turned myself on instead. oh well."] enjoy.

Weekend
To all my Friends here, I want to tell you have a nice and great weekend. I hope that it i snice to have two days free from work. Like to spent some times with my childeren. I hope that my ex will bring them to me other wise Iám alone and that is not so nice. Courtesy of MsTags.com Kiss from Keesxx

Scottish Patter
[edit] A * amurNay - I am not! * aslaat - I was remarked to say (So the boss sez tae me that I was lazy, and aslaat "Naw amurNay!") [edit] B * baltic - really cold (It is the Baltic!) * bampot - an idiot, unhinged person (He is a bampot) * bawbag - scrotum, pejorative (That guy's a bawbag) * bawsed - drunk (I was pure bawsed the other night) * blootered - drunk * boggin - smelly, dirty (That's boggin'!) [edit] C * chib/chibbin - a chib is a weapon (knife, bat, wood) - chibbin is the adjective (He is gonna get a chibbin!) * coupon - face (What's the matter with your coupon?) [edit] D * dog/doggin - to skip school/play truant (Dogger's card - a card where person has to get signed for attending each class) [edit] F * faird - to be scared (I am faird of the dark) * fousty - dark/damp [edit] G * geggy - mouth - "( Wheesht yer geggy") * ginger - carbonated drink, red hair

Daddy Please N0
OMG!!! This is so FUCKIN sad DADDY PLEASE N0" This is just wrong.. you are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? Hi

I Cant Make You
I can't make you love me, if you don't love me. I can't make you be with me, if you don't want to be with me. I can't make you look deep into my heart to know me, if you really don't want to know, the real me. I can't make you think about me, if you don't want to think about me. I know you will never meet anyone like me again But I can't help thinking, do you realize what you are missing, by not knowing me. I can't tell you what you are missing, if you don't know what you want And It's obviously, it not me that you want!

Letter Written,to D.j.dragan
I don't care who the Fuck u are.You've had it out for me since I join'd the Covenant.It's better now.Now I don't have to deal with your being a Bully.An checking up on me like a Fly on Shit.An your proberly right on my Curse,I don't have the Power I had as a young Man.I have no formal schooling on the use of Curses.An I have never sent one on the Winds before,either.I cannot remove it,thou.It must travel it's course.Yesterday was a sad,day,as I had to compose a letter to Lord Lestat.Asking him to remove me from his Covenant.As I removed myself.mostly a great bunch of people in the Covernant,+ some are friends.Some accociated with the Covenant have been very good to me,as well.I treat all with Respect + Dignity,till I'm Crossed.I ment Mistress of Wolves no Harm,all I wanted was to help with her turmoil that,I felt was there.I was not being Disrespectful to her in any way.I would never overstep my bounderies in any way.Towards anyone in this Great Familly.I did use poor judgement by not

You Belong To Me
Across the seas , in a far away land, Sits alone this lonely man. Who waits there each and every day, For he and his true love will be talking away. From letters and net, they two confide And tell all the secrets kept inside. The smiles of icons is all they see, Yet he tells her , "You belong to me". The weary hearts between the two, Lays heavy on them when they feel blue. But when they get together online, They seem to be happy just one more time. One day soon, the two shall meet, And oh that day will be so sweet. But till that day, when the two will see, He just keeps saying , "You belong to me".

My Unknown
I’m falling fast For someone I don’t know What’s going on inside me head? Are the feelings starting to show? Do I truly want this? Is it worth the pain? My heart WILL get broken But what will I gain? Maybe an awesome friend… Who will never let me down Maybe someone that will always care Someone that won’t make me frown I guess there’s only one way to know Only one thing left to do I have to convince everyone That all I want or need is you You have to be accepted But the ones that care for me Although I don’t care what they think Maybe they’ll see what I see I picture you as amazing With a heart pure as gold You’re slightly older… no big deal You’re about everything I’ve been told You talk to me like an equal Like you’ve know me in and out I’ve talked to you when I felt like shit And you stopped me for starting to shout Please don’t get freaked by this I know it seems a little strange I like the relationship that we have And I don’t want anyth

The Adventures Of Odarian Grey
An original literary work by me I stand at the end of a long corridor. It's damp and smells of mildew. Very little light creeps into this place. What light there is is coming from several small grates that run along the ceiling. The walls are constructed of coarse stone. Several kinds of moss are growing wildly upon them. Two large steel doors block my path. Though, I don't see them as an obstacle, for those door are the only thing that stand between me and my impending death. I just look at those doors and hope that they will never open....... but its only a matter of time before they do. I already know that an arena lies on the other side of the doors, but what I am going to be faced with, is unknown. I can hear thousands of people chanting. All of them are here to be entertained by the spilling of my blood. It's sickening. I can feel my once nerves of steel begin to crumble......I release the grasp that i had on my shield and sword. They fall in the sand. And so do I...I fall

Sex Me
I know the touch of your hand Even when your not around. I know the touch of your kiss Even when your moving down. You let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal. Sex me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more. I know the look in your eyes, when you see me It let's me know in my heart were you art to be. Even though you wine and dine Even though you spendin time Even when your not around I can feel you going down. When I'm next to you the passion inside Makes me want to sex you body. To know that the love, can take over me And I can't wait till next time you on top on me. You let me know how you feel, And let's know it's surreal Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more. Sex Me With your lips from head to toe, Feeling the passion overflow. Feeling your tongue on my thigh And then we connect, it's for the long ride.

Mmmmmmmmmmm
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Lies
A lie is soothing to the ear, but dangerous to the heart Used for feelings to be spared, In return relationships torn apart Happiness in return for peace, in a simple moments glance A whole worlds simple pleasures, lost in a instant chance Provisions of a broken heart, broken in a gesture of the head painfully inscribed in ones mind temporarally as paper unto lead betrayl,agony,weeping,and pain so much lost yet so much to gain hollow holes of an unforgotten truth no more trust always needing proof Mark my words and you will someday see cause if you lie you pay the price, but ironically you tell a lie for free!

Comebacks
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

About Love
Holding On To Love by Mike Hernandez The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even when we're miles away, So that we can be one, When we meet again someday. But until that day comes, I just want you to know, I have never loved someone, As much as I love you so.

Sad Face.
So, I went and spent $80 on a new cam. It's a real piece of work too... high quality optics, and some kick ass software to boot. I came upon a problem when trying to get some of the "next gen" software to work however, and I don't know if it can be solved. I couldn't get it to work the first time, so I re-booted... twice to no avail. Next, I re-installed the software, making sure to get all the settings just right. After that... I still met with no success, so I went and ensured all of my video card drivers were up to date. They were not, but they are now. And in a fit of desperation... I did what every geek should always know to do right away.... I checked the system requirements. Drat! foiled in my dastardly plan by a processor that is too slow. I need at least a P4 that's running @ 2.3GHz... I've got a P Celeron... running at a little over half that. I have a fairly common laptop computer however... perhaps there is a processor to fit the chipset of a Toshiba Satellite M35X se

Narcissist
WELL I'VE COME TO A CROSSROADS IN MY HAIRDO LIFE SHOULD I LET IT GROW OUT TIL I BECOME A CHARACTER IN A JAY AND SILENT BOB MOVIE OR CUT IT AND BE ANY MOTHERS WETDREAM FOR HER DAUGHTER TO BRING HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS...LOL...WELL I POSTED A COUPLE OF PICS OF HOW IT LOOKS RIGHT NOW SO GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK IF YOU DON'T MIND ANY COMMENTS WILL BE APPRECIATED...THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT...LATERS

About Kids
i live in wheeling, west virginia and i have children...a 15 year old daughter and a 9 year old son... recently there have been a rash of attempted child abductions and one was successful but her abductor let her go after he raped her and she was only 11 years old... i am as proud of my kids as any other parent but why do people post pics of their kids on the net? i think it is asking for trouble...the ones that post pics of their kids should not put where they are...leave it annonymous the US is a big place or don't put anything at all...the world is even bigger! just my thoughts

What A Day...
Just a quick note to tell my friends hello and I miss you all...what a week it has been!! Anyway with yesterday being joannes 4th birthday and today being the celebration day my week is going to finish as busy as it started. Everyone have a safe and fun weekend and I'll try to be on next week. brightest blessings!

Waiting On Time
Time is a vaulble thing. Somepeople take time for granted and others use it to there advantage. There is a time and place for all things that take place in life. There is a time and place to cry, love, sadness, happiness, and other life things that come before you. Only you know when the right time is for these things to take place. Some people let time or people get away from them. There are times you must learn to let things or people get away from your and then there are times when you have to take a hold of what you have. Some people think that time will come to us. When in fact it is getting away from you. I have learned in my years of living that everythign that you come across may not be at the right time. I have let some things or people get away from me and I have held on to some as well. Some may have been a mistake to other people's views but what is the saying "Live and Learn, Take the risks, etc....". I have been through alot in my time, I have seen and been through al

Let's Raise Some Hell
My name is Shelby Kaine and I have created a website www.superstarblvd.com and I did it to just raise some hell. It is about anything and anybody. We talk about Hollywood, New York, and everything in between. But I need your help. I was just recently diagonosed with diabetic neuropathy in both legs and in two weeks I go into a wheelchair. So I want to have the best website, I currently get 15,000 hits a day. With the presidential election coming up I imagine you guys can find something to find out. I want rumors from all over, so if you have a inside connection use it. You can even use a pen name...just mke sure that it is true. I do not have the money to defend against a law suit about a lie. So lets gets this party started.

Waited
I HAVE WAITED FOR YOU HERE ALWAYS IN THIS FIXED PLACE SEPARATED FROM ALL THE WORLD A FEELING I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE THEAT WE WERE ALWAYS HERE TOGETHER AND WILL REMAIN FOREVERR. A SAD SMILE YET JOYFUL, SURE EYES GLISTENING FACES WET WITH TEARS OF LOVE, OF LOSS, THE KINDS THAT HEAL WE MEET FOREVER NEXT TO THE FOUNTAIN OF THE BLIND AND SEE OUR REFLECTION IN A CIRCLE OF PURE GOLD.

One Hot Night
It was hot. It was late. Everyone in the house was asleep but you. No matter how hard you tried, you couldn’t talk yourself into going to sleep. You got up. You put on that flannel shirt that only seemed to have one button that fastened near your belly button. You had it hidden in the bottom of the dresser and only put it on when you wanted to feel sexy. A boy you knew in high school had left it under your bed one day when he had to make a quick exit out of the window before your Mom caught you. You had cut off the sleeves because they were too long. It brought your mind back to a time when sex was fun, and carefree. Your husband hadn’t touched you in a month because of the usual reasons, too tired or too much to drink or both. You slipped into some flip-flops and made your way downstairs. You grabbed a diet coke out of the fridge and stepped out on to the back porch. It was cooler there. You longed to be free of this, this life that felt like a prison sometimes. You t

What.kind.of.boyfriend.are.you? (quiz)
You scored as Sweet && Understanding. You are sweet && understanding. You love your gf and show it! you know about her and she has a smile on her face everyday thanks to you. --She is one lucky girl!

A Pale Blue Dot
From: http://www.bigskyastroclub.org/pale_blue_dot.htm Preface: On October 13, 1994, the famous astronomer Carl Sagan was delivering a public lecture at his own university of Cornell. During that lecture, he presented this photo: The photo above was taken by Voyager 1 in 1990 as it sailed away from Earth, more than 4 billion miles in the distance. Having completed it primary mission, Voyager at that time was on its way out of the Solar System, on a trajectory of approximately 32 degrees above the plane of the Solar System. Ground Control issued a command for the distant space craft to turn around and, looking back, take photos of each of the planets it had visited. From Voyager's vast distance, the Earth was captured as a infinitesimal point of light (between the two white tick marks), actually smaller than a single pixel of the photo. The image was taken with a narrow angle camera lens, with the Sun quite close to the field of view. Quite by accident, the Earth was captu

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
ok they are total ASS HOLES in real life but say what ya want about Oasis the Gallagher bros are great musicians and singers and this song was like the staple of my music collection throughout high school Enjoy Oasis - Wonderwall Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat, the word is on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you But I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've some

How Pathetic Am I?
Kay So Basically I Just Got Dumped By Cantrell Because I Didnt' Go Online And Tell Him I Couldn't Be Online Cuz I Was At The Hospital Watching My God Daughter Be Born.Now I Understand That I've Been An Extremely Seflish Person When It Comes To Myself And Cantrell But I Really Wanted To Work On It...I Meant it. And Then Fate Steps In And I Have To Go To The Hospital...GOD DAMNIT If I Could Turn Back Time I Would've Called Him. I Would've Got Online. Just So Everyone Knows I'm Seriousely Done With Love. I've Resigned To The Fact That There Really Isn't Anything Out There For Me But Friendship. I Mean Really...I Just Got Him Back And I Fucked It Up Already...I'm Mans Friend...Not Mans Love. It Just Hurts Soo Bad To Finally Realize It. I Wanna Crawl Up Into The Fetal Position And Cry Myself To Sleep. Welcome To The World Of Heartache Aubriana Nichole....My Little Angel. At Least I Have That Preciouse Face To Look At Every Day. Thank God For Life....I'm So Fucking Sorry Cantrell. It's Like

I Wish You Knew
I wish you knew how much I love you, I wish you knew how you make me feel. You're always on my mind, I think about you all of the time. I love your wonderful smile, I love you beautiful eyes, But I hate that we don't talk no more And the way you act like I'm not alive. I can't get over you, I miss all the times we had together, All the memories that we shared, Forever in my heart you will be there. Someday I hope you'll love me, Like I love you now. I hope that someday comes soon, Cause I'm lost without you around.

Practice What You Preach By Barry White (1944-2003)
(Spoken) So what do you want to do I'm here, baby, I'm ready, baby I'm waitin' on you Believe me, I am patiently waiting on you Girl, there's something wrong with me Every time I'm alone with you You keep talkin' 'bout you lovin' me Hey, babe, your foreplay just blows my mind So why don’t we stop all the talkin', girl Why don’t we stop wastin' time I've had my share of lovers Some say I'm damn good And if you think you can turn me out Baby, I wish that you would 'Cause you keep tellin' me this and tellin' me that You say once I'm with you, I'll never go back You say there's a lesson that you wanna teach Well, here I am, baby, practice what you preach (I'm tellin' you this and tellin' you that) ('Cause once I’ve been with you, you'll never go back) (There is a lesson that I'm gonna teach) Well, here I am, baby, practice what you preach Girl, it's just you and me So many things I can do to you And so many ways I can please Hey, hey, hey, it's your move

300
I just got home from watching 300 this morning, and it must be said, that if I wore panties- I'd have to take them off because they'd be soaking wet. 300 is based on an amazing tale of courage and selflessness.... But, were it not for the dramatic effects of shadow and darkness, the intense sound effects, and the gore ... this would have been another Attila. Which was a good movie made for USA, also staring Gerard Butler (300 King Leonidas), as Attila the Hun, but sadly, Attila lacked enough punch to carry it off of the silver screen... To borrow my friend, Reck's term, 300 had that gritty and intense "graphic novel" feel because the director was inspired by the comic by Frank Miller. And thank the gods for that nerdy inspiration because this film rocked! It was a beautifully horrific dance of violence that had the sadist in me, near orgasm for two hours! Even if the accuracy of small details like armor and fighting formations were a little off... with scenes like the Persian wal

My Friday Story
The Making of a Memory ©2005 Kathleene S. Baker One can't predict when or where they will come from; those memories that stay with us a lifetime and never fail to bring us warm, fuzzy feelings. My husband had just finished loading his car, he made one final lap back through the house, and then into the kitchen. "I guess all I need to do is fill my thermos and then I'm off." Down the drain went the hot water that had been warming it. With a very nostalgic look on his face he softly said, "When I filled this earlier, I thought of your mom." "Oh honey, that's so sweet. I know she's watching right now with a big smile on her face." The tears brimming my eyelids were about to spill over. "You know, I never fill my thermos that I don't think of her and I always smile too." The tone in his voice was tender as he spoke of my mother, who is no longer with us. Years ago we had been visiting my parents and the morning we were leaving Mother watched as Jerry began to fill his ther

The Lawyer
A very successful lawyer parked his brand-new Lexus in front of his office, ready to show it off to his colleagues. As he got out, a truck passed too close and completely tore off the door on the driver's side. The lawyer immediately grabbed his cell phone, dialed 911, and within minutes a policeman pulled up. Before the officer had a chance to ask any questions, the lawyer started screaming hysterically. His Lexus, which he had just picked up the day before, was now completely ruined and would never be the same, no matter what the body shop did to it. When the lawyer finally wound down from his ranting and raving, the officer shook his head in disgust and disbelief. "I can't believe how materialistic you lawyers are," he said. "You are so focused on your possessions that you don't notice anything else." "How can you say such a thing?" asked the lawyer. The cop replied, "Don't you know that your left arm is missing from the elbow down? It must have been torn off when the

California
California, 1850 Do you know what happened this week back in 1850, in California? California became a state. The State had no electricity. The State had no money. Almost everyone spoke Spanish. There were gunfights in the streets. Basically, it was just like California today, except the women had real tits and the men didn't hold hands.

Rulez Of Cyber Sex... Lmfao
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

My Ever Changing Moods
I know I'm ususally on everyday, and then all evening. But I slept for 2 days. Been very down lately and cut myself off from the world. I don't really know why. Sometimes I get this way and just don't want to be seen. I feel ashamed of myself for no particular reason. I'll come around as I always do. But for now, please be patient with me. I made some very good friends on here (you guys know who you are) and its ppl like you who help me when I'm like this. So don't give up on me okay? I'll be around for quick hello's and what not. So until I'm past this, take care everyone.

Shooting & Homicide In My Neighborhood
It is now 2:15pm Mountain Time and 45 minutes ago, there was a shooting in the park where my son plays football, that's no more than 500 feet from my front door. This shooting resulted in a homicide. Now the question you have to ask yourselves is this... Why live in a neighborhood that has random shootings that puts your family at risk? Answer? We're not going to anymore. We've decided to move to Commerce City out of Denver and hopefully live a quieter life there where my son isn't at risk just from walking home from school everyday. It's sad... Someone has to get trigger happy and then when the police show up, they run. Don't they know they're GOING to get caught? It's not a matter of IF, it's a matter of WHEN. DemonStorm

Soldiers
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

The Angels In Heaven
You've written down so many words The angels in heaven must have heard Your secret desires and fantasies The want you have is like a good disease I've told you I'm here I've told you where to find me I've told you I loved you And through all of it you know I can see I can see your regret what you have done You have feared of a broken trust to someone Your mind is so confused and you just can't believe That someone you've broken has decided not to leave The day will come when all must be said We will sit side by side, many thoughts in our heads We will see that familiar smile and know all is right Cause the angels in heaven heard you that night

Just Cause It Made Me Laugh...
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. They're mating," her father replied. What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs." The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment,then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying "Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.

A Better Place To Be
Hello honey it's me.....what did you think when you heard me back on the radio....... Heard W.O.L.D. on the radio today and oh how the memories flooded back. Was fortunate enough to have seen Harry live twice, and still to this day, no offense Dylan fans, but Harry was the best storyteller ever. In the first of what may prove to be several entries I offer you the lyric to my favorite of his stories. I would call them songs but they are so much more. This is called A Better Place To Be and you can hear it among the music in my trackz (hint hint) lol. A Better Place To Be It was an early morning bar room, And the place just opened up. And the little man come in so fast and Started at his cup, And the broad who served the whiskey She was a big old friendly girl, Who tried to fight her empty nights By smilin' at the world. And she said "Hey Bub, It's been awhile Since you've been around, Where the hell you been hiding, And why you look so down?" Well the little

Part 3...
He felt around with his finger finding my clit as if by a magnet, and softly, slowly starting making little circles around it, teasing me and building me up. I wanted more but he stopped too soon and said, "That will wait my pet". He then lifted my leg and kissed the knee and announced he was about to shave me. I couldn't believe my ears, shave me I thought, instance of fear of razor and cutting me I could only think of when was the last time I shaved. Yesterday was my answer, then it dawned on me, he must get pleasure from this. He proceed the process with tranquility harmony that it was done before I knew it had started. He then guided me up and placed a towel around my shoulders, told me to lift up and over, and I knew he meant out of the tub. Then feeling of excitement failed as I felt the cold, sharp, pinches of the handcuffs being placed on me with my hands behind me. He guided me into the bedroom I could tell by my bare feet on the floor then the carpet. He

For Sale Or Trade
this is a poem i have had around a few years, it may sound corny, i don't know really, just thought i'd see what you thought about it. if it stinks, i will take it off and put it in file 13. i have a used heart for sale or trade. actually, i am looking to just give it away. i don't ask for much in return, just to trade the love that's in it for some of yours. see, this heart isn't in the best of shapes, it's true, it's been stepped on, stabbed and abused. it's full of love for someone but so far, nobody's came through. i've given it away only to have it returned in worse shape than before, but it's still here, wanting more. i have two arms to go along with it. they are good for holding on tight to someone who needs it. they must not be long enough, for everytime i reach out to someone,only our fingertips touch. true friendship is what i need, someone who understands me and won't make my heart cry anymore. i am not asking for sympathy from you, i just want to know i matter some. i h

Golfing With The Lil Woman
Golfing with the Lil Woman A man staggered into a hospital with a concussion, multiple bruises, two black eyes, and a five-iron wrapped tightly around his throat. Naturally, the doctor asked him, "What happened to you?" "Well, I was having a quiet round of golf with my wife, when at a difficult hole, we both sliced our balls into a cow pasture. We went to look for them and while I was looking around, I noticed one of the cows had something white at its rear end." "I walked over, lifted its tail, and sure enough, there was a golf ball with my wife's monogram on it stuck right in the middle of the cow's butt." "Still holding the cow's tail up, I yelled to my wife, 'Hey honey, this looks like yours!'" "I don't remember much after that."

Urinalysis
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer at the drugstore at the corner. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...a hell of a lot cheaper than a doctor." So Jack deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to the drugstore. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Jack began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samp

16 Things To Do At Wal-mart
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Put a bra and tampons in a guys shopping cart. Put a pair of tiny thongs in a big woman's buggy. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror and pick your nose 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around th

Going Into The Airforce
For two years now I havent wanted to join the airforce. I think the airforce would be a great challenge and help me become a stronger person. I talked to a recruiter Wednesday. I took the asvab a year and a half ago so he is going to try and get my scores. Im hoping to take the physical next Friday and leave for boot camp in April. So wish me luck!!

Getting Hurt: The Game
I was thinking about relationships and found these rules for the getting hurt game. Here is the list: 1. Don't be honest with yourself or others. 2. Give your trust to people that don't trust you. 3. Know that you are not worth fighting for. 4. Believe you can grow/help/save people. 5. Believe the situation is only temporary. To those of you stuck in this game, I love you, and it will end one day.

Any Takers?
So i'm havin a shitty day once again. First time I've cried this week though, so that's a plus I guess. Anyways, I was wonderin if someone has a car they wanna lend to me so I can just start driving and not know where I end up. Like seriously, no one even understands. I wanna take a car, fill the gas tank, and just roll and wherever i am when I stop driving is where I'll be. Away from this hell hole called home, away from everyone that puts me down, makes me feel bad about myself. Get away from the people that make me feel like i amount to nothing. Like I'm no good. I'm sick of it. All I want to do is graduate and get away from here. Make something of my life, start a family and be the best mother I can be. I don't want any of this, I dont want to take any of it with me. I could really do without all the stress and hassel of my problems. God I can't want to get out of school and turn 18. I got 4 months till graduation and 6 months till my birthday. Can I hang in there long enough, or w

Seriously! Which Type Are You?
LAZY PUSSY- this is when there is no movement on the woman's part except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster; faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY'S WINDOW PUSSY- This is the girl you pick up around 12:30 am, when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car because she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she even gets in the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY- This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you do get your chance and you please the pussy in

One Wild Night
So it started out like anyother night me, my girls, drinkin, dancin, havein a kick ass time. But ya know after one to many cherry apple bombs yea lets just say things got a lil ummmmmm wild... HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!! Kimy should soooooooooo not be allowed downtown without adult supervision lmfao but it was a blast love ya Lina love ya Heather!!!!!!!!!!!!

You Know You're Falling
1 - as soon as you get online-whos name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind..... Repost this as"6 signs you're falling 4 someone

Girls Drive Me Coo Coo Pt 2 (3-9-07)
Pittsburgh is one of those cities i had an ex live in. lets say she's older than me and i was probably just her personality i liked. her looks were not great. which shows i dont care about looks not saying im good looking but i am who i am As i listen to some Korn, I think about how I drove all the wait out there. drove 7 hrs to see a girl i really thought i was gonna work with. i took a risk. when will a girl take a risk with me? don't see that happening unless im rolling in $$ Long distance relationships seem to be a common day theme with me. Not that I have any right now. I have a lot of friends on here.. maybe 4 or 5 really say hi to me. let alone more than that. Friends are not really a defined term for me. I can go into the dictionary to see the the definition. I am quick to get into something. Thats why recently i've had to end some chances at happiness. maybe cause i didn't know the person fully before getting involved. maybe i am scared to lose the person

My First Poem
"Do You Remember When" Do you remember when, How i used to hold you in my arms like this? Oh how it felt so good to hold you in my arms. I miss that feeling. Do you remember how we used to kiss? Our lips pressed so tight and yet so gentle to one another. I miss that. Do you remember when we used to cuddling up next to each other on the couch. Our bodies embraced so tight to one another. God i really miss that. Remember how we used to laugh at each others jokes til we cried. I want to feel that again. I can still remember when i would come home from work. You would be at the door way waiting for me to come in. Your arms wide open ready to give me a hug and a warm gentle kiss, and ask me how my day was. what a great welcome home gift that was. Do you remember how we made love? It was always so passionate and yet always felt like our first time. You could feel the love running so deep in our veins as our bodies became one. i miss that alot too. Remember how i always would run your bubb

Will My Eyes, Be Closed Or Open?
I feel myself slipping, like I am on the side of a rocky cliff, trying to hang on, with demons grabbing my ankles, trying to drag me down, under their blanket of darkness. I won't let them win, I will not let go, I am holding on with all my might. I need to get away from here, that is my plan. All I can do is hold my head high, ignoring the bitter chatter of others. I will not let them drag me down or get the best of me. I am a different person now, a stronger person. I can thank them for that, if they hadn't put me through hell for years I would not be who I am today.

Why So Many Vidoes Of 9-11
I have been asked why I post a lot of 9-11 videos and picts. For those of you that didn't figure it out I have been a fire fighter for many years. For the people who have never been a fire fighter, in the military, EMS, or even law-enforcement you may never understand. The type of people that do any of these types of jobs don't do it for a thank you, for the money, or for the glory. We do it to make a difference. Not one person who goes to war, a scene of a shooting, a traffic stop, or even a burning building may think for one second that it may be the last thing that they do. They are willing to take that chance every day for people they don't even know. If for some reason it is the last thing that they do in their life, They for sure don't think that anyone would ever consider them a hero. Well I for one consider everyone that lost their lives during 9-11 that did it to help maybe one more person get home to see their loved ones a hero. They did all this for strangers. Because of thi

Distance
I've had a problem in my life. I've always been a giving person, too much so, in fact. I give very freely of my time, my strength, my thoughts and my love. The trouble is, while most people are extremely willing to avail themselves of my giving nature, they are also very willing to completly shut me out of their lives when they find someone else who will give for them. I'm pretty used to it, and I have to say that over the last few years I made a concerted effort to weed those people out of my life. I no longer deal with people who simply take and don't gve back. Lately, a dear friend has been doing this to me. And no, it wasn't one of you, so don't send me bullshit emails asking what you did or getting pissed off at me because you think I'm insulting you. I was there for this person through a very difficult time, sacrificing a lot to be there for them. Now, they have little time for me. That's fair. However, they pretend that everything is the same. It isn'

Robert Stanely
Iraq strikes again Spotsylvania native killed in Iraq UPDATE: Staff Sgt. Robert Stanley, a Spotsylvania County native, was killed Monday in one of two incidents in Iraq that left nine U.S. soldiers dead. Stanley was on his fourth overseas deployment with the 2nd Battalion, 505th Parachute Infantry Regiment of the 82nd Airborne Division based in Fayetteville, N.C. In this AP file photo, Stanley was among the troops who also patrolled the streets in the Gulf Coast region after Hurricane Katrina. Staff Sgt. Robert Stanley, 27, graduated from Spotsylvania High School and was on his third combat tour. "He didn't like war, but he thought he was helping the people over there," said his father Robert Stanley, who owns Shannon Airport in Spotsylvania. A member of the 82nd Airborne Division in Fayetteville, N.C., the younger Stanley had previously served in Afghanistan after the 9/11 attacks and was on his second tour in Iraq. He had also been sent to New Orleans in the

Love
Sometimes saying "I LOve You" isn't always teh easiest thing to say so here yah go "21 Ways to say ILOVE YOU!" (ENGLiSH) i LOVE YOU (POLiSH) JA KOCHAM CiEBiE (FRENCH) JE T'AiME (HiNDi) HUM TUMHE PYAR KARTE HAE (CZECH) MiLUJi TE (SLOVAKiAN) LU'BiM TA (iTALIAN) Ti AMO (UKRAiNiAN) YA TEBE KAHAYU (GERMAN) iSH LiBE DiSH (CHiNESE) WO Ai Ni (GREEK) S'AGAPO (HAWAiAN) ALOHA WAU iA Oi (LiTHUiANiAN) TAV MYLiU (KOREAN) SA RANG HAE YO (JAPANESE) Ai SHii TE RU (ROMANiAN) TE UBSEC (BOSNiAN) VOLiM TE (ALBANiAN) TE DUA (PHiLiPiNO) MAHAL KiiTA (SPANiSH) TE AMO (BuLgArIaN) OBICHAM TE

Everytime I Look At The Stars
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that’s right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd use one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The woman of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS.

From Now Until Forever
I’ve never known a love like yours Nor thought it could be true, But every time I kiss your lips I feel what love can do With hair like silk And lips so tender, Each moment with you Makes my heart surrender I couldn’t live, I couldn’t breathe Without you by my side, Never will I let you go, My love will never hide And in my heart you’ll always be From now until forever, No matter what, no matter where We’ll always be together

Going Going Gone!!!
This is the last time I will be one for a week. Leave me sweet messages and I promise I will have lots of pics for you when I come back! I'm going to Connecticut for the week with Panda, my bff/personal entertainment, and Ryan, my bff/ex/amor de mi vida/pain in my ass. It's going to be cold, snowy, lazy, and SOOO much fun...I can't wait. SO enjoy yourselves and behave without me!

Poetry My First Shot Here
Can the loneliness break your heart Can the fear of happiness keep you bound The insecure thoughts of a woman in pain Thoughts of rejection and measure Only thoughts of the future keeping her sane The sky is dark and no stars shine bright The night brings chill to a heart already frozen The moon is hidden by clouds so gray Could anything clear the sadness Can anything make her smile push the dear and pain away Then she feels the warmth of a breeze And the clouds move towards the sea Bringing the freshness of a new beginning Thoughts of the future and what could be He smells of a love yet felt Theres a twinkle of stars and a glint in her eye This man has the power to set her free In his life and in his heart Is where she is longing to be. by Debra Ex

About Me And Who And What I Like.
I am: I am stripper at Pink Poodle in San Jose on Bascom and Interstate 280. Sexy Secretary too!!! I love: Nice, handsome men, that bend over backwards to please me. I do a lot of working out, I love the movies, mostly dramas. I absolutely love Val Kilmer. I love wearing sexy silky nylon mini dresses with nylons and high heels. I have a curvy figure 42FF, bust, 32 inch waist, 42 inch hips, and of course a really firm bubble butt, that sticks out.Not to brag but I have a pretty nice everything, if you know what I mean. My Boobs are naturally large, small waist, and I have a really nice thighs, calves and really pretty feet. I love men who are handsome and extra nice. Plus I really love public displays of affection!!! I am not the type of girl that goes for Bad boys, who don’t treat women with respect. Nice Guys finish first, especially with me. I am a born again Christian. Okay, I love attention from nice men, I get a lot of it at work, and the grocery store, and at the m

Found
Adventurer from afar traveling the voids of space. Roving from star to star in search of a dream. He stumbles into a relm, if a name it must have, it be, Equanimity. Waiting long I have been, knowing someone was searching. Dark of color, broad in sholder magnetic powers pull the goddess off ballance. Swiftly swept into his arms and farried to a far away place. Cared for with a loving touch guided by a gentel hand. Heaven has opened for the bride eager to mate under the moon.

Not Really How It Appears
->Suicide lo...: LMFAO...go back and read it from the beginning..oh my god!lmfao Suicide lo...: Well go ahead, take the convo too...why stop at tracks? lol ->Suicide lo...: i'm gonna have to paste this convo on my note pad ->Suicide lo...: oh shit....that was too much! Suicide lo...: hell yeah. ->Suicide lo...: LMFAO really!! ->Suicide lo...: lol Suicide lo...: lol well rip my tracks anytime you want, just be gentle, Im not really into anything rough. ->Suicide lo...: being a service to me...lmfao Suicide lo...: Why thank you. And stop what? lol ->Suicide lo...: good music ->Suicide lo...: stop Suicide lo...: lol Its perfectly ok! I am glad I could be of service to you lol. ->Suicide lo...: I ripped the shit outta your tracks....is that okay? (I hope!)

Boston Lead Singer Found Dead In His Home
Boston lead singer found dead in his home WASHINGTON (Reuters) -- Brad Delp, the lead singer of the 1970s and '80s rock band Boston was found dead at his home in southern New Hampshire on Friday, local police said. Delp, 55, apparently was home alone and there was no indication of foul play, Atkinson, New Hampshire, police said. With Delp's big, high-register voice, Boston scored hits with "More Than a Feeling," "Long Time," and "Peace of Mind." The band's popularity peaked in the late 1970s, but it remained active off and on, producing its last album "Corporate America" in 2002. Delp was born in Boston, Massachusetts, and bought his first guitar at age 13 after seeing the Beatles on the Ed Sullivan Show, according to his Web site. Since 1994, he spent his spare time working in a tribute band called Beatle Juice, the band's Web site said. The band's Web site carried a statement, "We've just lost the nicest guy in rock and roll."

Hormone Hostage Lol
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend,coworker Or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did yo

For My Fellow Juggalos And Juggalettes!!
"Walk Into The Light" [The Carney:] Hurry Up, Show's Startin' [The Patron:] I ca't believe they're still having it I better get my butt in there right now [The Ring Leader:] Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the sensational and amazing... "Carnival of Carnage" They said it couldn't happen, they said it wouldn't last but boys and girls and everyone we got a carnival for that ass! Tens of thousands of freaks,sideshows, and fools a carnival who together lives by their own rules [Shaggy 2 Dope] We looked into the stars,foretold everyone Something dark and wicked this way comes We told of oddities, crawling from the dark And a carnival which we can all belong (all belong) I dwell upon the streets, and I can tell you this I see some circus, Juggalo shit going on People drawn together by rare and scubby music And we even gather once a year to put it down [Chorus] With Tilt a whirls and merry goes, and a carnival of faygo We're just tryin to tell you about the ligh

Who Stays And Who Goes.....
Ok My List has grown and gotten a bit BIG and there are SOME people On it, I Maybe met once and then Never heard from them again~! IF you Would Like to Stay Please Let Me Know.:) Because i got Most of these people who Added me and then i dont See them on for Months At a time!! Are they just "Collecting" friends??

The Statue
A woman and her lover are in bed together when hubbie comes home. The woman jumps up, shoves the guy in a corner of the bedroom, rubs him down in baby oil and covers him in talcum powder. 'Don't move! You're a statue!' The husband comes up to the bedroom and inquires about the new decoration. The wife explains that the Smith family next door acquired a statue for their bedroom recently, and if they could get one, so could she. The married couple go to bed, but at midnight the husband goes downstairs, gets a glass of milk and some cookies, and comes back upstairs. He hands the snack to the statue and says, "Here. I stood around for 3 days at the Smiths', and they never fed me a thing!"

Bother- Stone Sour....pretty Much Sums It Up!!!
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once

Desiderata
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it's a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all

# 5 I Think
teasing and making you want getting you hot making you feel the heat the desire fuel burning down deep inside the warmth consuming you the sweetness of release the smile within the moment of freedom taking what you want making it what you need believing it will end trying again..and again explode into me tell me your dreams lick the taste from my skin is it enough ...for now by Debra Ex

Good Song Lyrics
There you were freaking out, Trying to get your head around the fact that me and you and love is dead See how I'm trippin out 'cos you can't decide what you really want from me Why does it have to be like this? I can never tell You make me love you, love you baby With a Little L There you were shouting out Cranking up your altercations, getting upset in your desperation Screaming and hollering How could this love become so paper thin? You're playing so hard to get You're making me sweat just to hold your attention I can't give you nothing more If you ain't givin' nothing to me So you make me love you, love you baby

Killiing Time Before Work
Ok, so as much as I HATE working weekends...here I am, stuck working another saturday. I had to take monday off to take my son to LARC...a drug/alcohol abuse clinic/counseling center. So, instead of giving up a 5th day of work, I said I'd work today--must have been temporarily insane because my weekend crew is made up of mainly teenagers who are a pain in the butt, have no speed and figure that when I get there, they can relax. its pretty bad when I clock in and the first thing the manager says is "Go back there and calm them down." ...I'm not a babysitter! I guess I offended stephen the other day, when I was in a rather snappy mood and told him that after being there 2yrs he should be able to handle the kitchen by himself without flipping out. His reply was "I'm sick of trying to prove to everyone that I'm not an idiot!" He also likes to use his bipolar as an excuse for everything....I told him if he'd take his meds he'd find things easier to deal with. Ok, so he comes up with

Contest Update.
AIGHT SO IN THE CONTEST SO FAR KIRA IS LEADING WITH ALITTLE OVER 8200 VOTES. IN SECOND IS RAZZAMAPPLE WITH A LITTLE UNDER 7500. CONTENDERS THERE. NOW THE REST OF YOU I'M JUST DOWN RIGHT DISAPPOINTED IN!!!! REMEMBER THIS CONTEST WAS A VOLUNTARY ENTRANCE, AND NOW I FEEL LIKE MAYBE I WASTED THE SPACES!!! NO OFFENSE AGAINST YOU PEEPS, MAYBE YOU DIDN'T KNOW THE CONTEST HAD STARTED YET, WHICH PISSES ME OFF CAUSE IT MEANS YOU DON'T READ MY BULLETINS OR BLOGS.....SO IF YOU ENTERED TAKE A LOOK, WHORE YOUR ASS OUT, AND QUIT AVOIDING ME LIEK THE PLAGUE!!!! DAMN GINA SHOW SOME BALLS AND PROVE ONCE AGAIN THAT YOUR FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THEN THIERS!!!!PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. CLOTHED AND SICKLY. NOW KICK SOME ASS!!!

Love Tarot
wow talk about hitting it Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Five of Swords card reversed suggests that at this time, it may be best to leave well enough alone or to take the moral high ground, as issues or memories of disrespect, abuse, cheating or trickery may be lying right below the surface. Opening this can of worms may bring everyone down. Keep your information or knowledge of a hidden truth to yourself, and just privately enjoy any personal victory without resorting to public embarrassment. All the parties involved have had an equal hand in bringing about the current circumstances, so any attempts to 'win' will be ultimately fruitless. Let it go -- it isn't worth it.

Love
if only we were all blind.... a better world it would be... imperfections wouldnt matter... for those no one would see... we'd only see the inner beauty... that resides deep within... not like the world we live in... where imperfections are a "sin"... like hearts would join together... a marriage of like souls... staying youthful wouldnt matter... for hearts do not grow old... but alas its not that perfect world... so perfection is our quest... time stands still for no one... so we just have to do our best... there will always be someone... more beautiful and young... or more muscular and handsome... and even more "well-hung"... but to the one who really loves you... all that matters not... because seeing thru their eyes... you'll always be "young and HOT" !!

Please Vote For Sunni_star For Sexiest Smile Contest
HI ITS ME SUNNI, IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS ,FANS AND FAMILY ALSO NEW COMERS, TO VOTE FOR ME FOR THE (SEXIEST SMILE CONTEST),,, YEAAAA 1ST CONTEST IVE EVER BEEN IN, AND WAS ACTUALLY PICKED OUT AND ASK TO JOIN,...I HOPE THIS IS NOT MUCH TO ASK BUT CAN ALL OF U PLEASE POST A BULLITIN TO YOUR FRIENDS ,FAMILY, AND FANS, TO GIVE THIS GIRL A BREAK, AND VOTE FOR ME, I THANK YOU ALL AND GOD BLESS ,PEACE OUT FOR NOW. OK THE LINK IS http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=526614 ,, VOTE FOR ME BOMB ME PLEASEEEE,

My Mom
Yesterday at 1:50 PM my mom went to live with the angels. She had OCPD, and smoked for most of her life. She was alert and responsive up until thursday Morning and she knew we were all ther with her. And when I say all, Myself and my 5 kids, my sister nad her three kids and her husband and my sister closest to me in age were all there in and out most of the time. She was not in pain and never once appeared to be affraid. So although I am having a bit of a hard time dealing with her being gone, at least I know she was ready and she is no longer suffering from her illness. I wanted to thank all of you for the messages and emails and even text msge s that I have recieved over the last week. If you feel you need to she will have her service at the Honer Funeral home in Three Rivers Mi, and i am not sure of the day yet we are looking at it possibly being this comming Wednesday. Thank you again and I will be back and be the old me again after the service is done. I lov

Stray Pussy
Stray Pussy-(Thanks Linda) Current mood: restless Category:Jokes One hot July day we found this old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry site. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, and put her in a carrier and took her to the Vet. She had no name so we named her pussy cat. The Vet decided to keep her for a day or so and said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband, the complainer said "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. He calls my hubby El Cheap-O, and my hubby calls him El Take-O. The next day hubby had an appointment with his Doctor, which is located next door to the Vet. The Doctor's office was full of people waiting to see the Doctor. The door opened and in popped the vet and announces to my hubby, "Your wife's pussy is finally shaved and clean. She now smells like a rose. And by the way, I think she is pregnant. God knows who the

My Philosopy
SINCE I'VE JOINED CHERRY I,VE FORMED A VERY DIFFERENT OUTLOOK ON PEOPLE IN GENERAL.I HAD NO IDEA SO MANY PERVS ARE OUT THERE EVERY DAY,THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES AS IDIOTS AND LIKE IT.FUCKING AMAZING TO ME.SOME ONE NEEDS TO PUT THEM ALL ON A LIST AND SEND THEM TO AN ISLAND SO THEY CAN ALL JUST PERV EACH OTHER.FUCK IT I GUESS JUST PARTY HARD AND IT WILL COME TO YA.WELL I HATE TO TYPE SO LATER ALL!

What Is He Thinking???
I am not a normal blogger about family issues. But I figured someone out there must be going through the same thing as me!! My mother passed away a little over a year ago. My life has been so busy since she passed, I dont really think I have morned my loss yet. Or maybe its just that I dont want to believe she is gone yet! Prolly the ladder! Me and my mother never really got along until I got pregnant with my first child. After Jess was born me and my mother became very very close. We talked on the phone every day, I called her for MAN advice, etc etc etc... Anyways,,point being she is GONE! My father has always been my world. Now that my mother is gone I have taken on the roll of making sure he is ok. Making sure he is keeping up with his finances and house up keep. He calls me to make sure he is doing the right thing. I have always been daddies little girl! *smiles* ANYWAYS..THE BOMB WAS DROPPED LAST NIGHT!!!! DADDY SAID THE WORDS I NEVER EXPECTED TO HEAR! He asked me if it was

What Kind Of Kisser I Am
You scored as Sexy Kisser. My god you're hot! Any one who kisses you will always remember it and want more. You know exactly what you're doing with the right balance of gentle and aggressive wow! You're scorching!! comment me with your ad and ill definitely be speaking to you!What's Your Kissing Style?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

~how To Eat A Vagina~
Sex 101: How To Eat a gina! Hey, I have a lot of respect for all you guys who like to eat pussy because there are too few of you out there. And I'm not the only woman who says this. Furthermore, some of you guys who are giving it the old college try are not doing too well, so maybe this little lesson will help you out. When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down b

*warning* Very Powerful Poem
People look at me and they see that I am happy, They see me shine bright like the sun but little do they know I am a bomb that is waiting to explode, Twenty years of being so cold I just wish I could close my eyes and make everything fold. I wish I could go back into time And have the one chance to meet my uncle, Why did his car have to break down that day? Or actually why did that drunk driver have to hit him? He was an innocent person on the side of the road Away from all the traffic just waiting for a ride, I can only have so much hate for that bastard that took away his life. I wish I could go back into time To help my grandfather shovel that heavy snow, Why did he have to have a stroke? Or why do the good people always fade away first? He had so many years ahead of him I just do not understand, why did he have to go? I wish I could go back into time And take that needle away from my uncle That took his life before he put it in his arm, Why did he have

If The Walls Could Talk
If your walls could speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As silent they've stood witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped through your door... Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Would they disclose how you force me to the floor, Down on all fours, While I've whimpered and writhed, Like a dog, begging for more? And of how I've pleaded with you, To drive in from behind, As they've watched without a sound, Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual? Would they voice how you've raised me from the ground, Thighs straddling your waist, As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around, For a r

Some Simple Math
Lets do some math: I have 4354 friends. Ok so we rate everyones profile 10. Thats 4354 rates. Now thier pics. Ill be kind and estimate everyone at 100 photos: Ok thats 435,400 pics to rate. Lets say its gonna take appromimately 8.3 mins to rate each friend given the fact of the 5 second delay between rates now. Thats 3,613,820 minutes divided by 60 is 60,230 hours divided by 24 is 2509.6 days. Divided by 365 is 6.8 years. LMAO

Does Ur Name Fit?
C: BEST SMILER O: Loved by everyone U: Gets huggs R: Has a nice ass T: Gets blamed for everything N: Great Kisser E: Freakin Sexy Y: Has been Heartbroken A: Loves to flirt N: Great Kisser N: Great Kisser S: one of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for H: Easy to fall in love with I: LOVES TO LAUGH E: Freakin Sexy L: best smile D: Has one of the best personalities ever S: one of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A: Loves to flirt B: Loves people C: BEST SMILER D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freakin Sexy F: People wild and crazy adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Easy to fall in love with I: LOVES TO LAUGH J: Freakin Rowdy K: Really silly. L: best smile M: Makes dating fun N: Great Kisser O: Loved by everyone p:popular with peOple from all types of groups Q: A hypocrite. R: Has a nice ass S: one of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for T: Gets blamed for eve

Irishmouse's Poem To Me
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen so fast But I am quickly on my way You hold my heart in your hands That has never completely been given away a little something wrote for me by: Irishmouse25@ CherryTAP

Im Very Happy
today is a great day... we had a great party with the boys and when we got home you wont believe but my man gave me the ring .. it is so beatiful.. i am still in shock when i see it on my finger.....

Vile Sweetness (again Just Rough Work Forgive Typos....)
Vile Sweetness::: your soft caress were a slap in the face warm kisses from your vile mouth you held me close to your lying heart Poisoning my soul with your love how can loving eyes mask deceit my good memories now a lie

Shout Out!!!
i have come to a realization that love is indeed possible online... but it is as ephemeral as the shooting stars in a dark cold night... what is constant, however, are the frienships established... so here's to the friends ive met here: theoneandonly -- you are my bestfriend,u know that =) ultrasam -- thanks for the long talks that we've had let's roll -- thanks for all the kind words..=) i am an arms dealer -- i miss your honesty..=) J D -- thanks for the good stuffs you've said to me Dug -- that story is really good..=) countrybumpkin -- thanks for always asking me how good my day was Dalesman -- thanks for being a good listener Marko -- thanks for being nice to me..=) Berky -- you are really sweet..=) chuck81159 -- thanks for being nice..=) jack bauer -- i still need to read the blogs..hehe marcz -- you still need to come and

Sex
RED LUSCIOUS LIPS.....GRINDING HIPS A LUSTFUL STARE A HEAVENLY PAIR STOCKING THIGHS...."TAKE ME" EYES HARD ON THE KNEES....BREATHING RAPIDLY LAGS BEGIN TO PART...A QUICKENING HEART A PETALED ROSE...FALLING CLOTHES STARTS TO LOOSE THE EMOTIONAL JUICE GOING MAD.....WANT IT BAD!!!! GRINDING LOIN....PUMPING GROIN VERY HOT....HITS THE SPOT SCREAMING LOUD....MUSCLES PROUD A SOULFUL MOAN THE SEED IS SOWN PASSIONS MET.....COOLING SWEAT SLOWING BEAT...TANGLED FEET WARM & COZY...FEELING DOZY OUT OF STEAM.....OH SHIT A WET DREAM

"friends With Benefits",
"Friends with Benefits" Body: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Have You Ever
Have you ever just woke up and had so much on your mind? Ive been there over and over repeatedly and the answers Im still trying to find. Have you ever thought of death up close? Do you know what it feels like? Ive seen it since my childhood. It haunts me day and night. Have you ever wondered where in life you took the turn that was wrong? I took it too and have no clue but I know it brings me down. Have you ever felt like giving up and letting go of yourself? Ive felt that way for so long now. Ive stayed up on my shelf. Have you fought your inner demons and the pain that haunts your dreams? Ive fought it for so very long. I know not what it means. My past is very relative in the fact most can relate. Ive been trying to forget that part that haunts and still I sit and wait.

Naptime....read This! Too Funny!
So, my hubby was working OT today (he's an Electrician) and came home dirty, banged up and tired. I'd been cleaning the house in preparation for our birthday party here tomorrow while he was gone and he'd promised to help me when he came home. After he got something to eat he asked me if I minded if he went to lay down for a bit after he took a shower. Of course I said I didn't mind. He then added, "And while you're cleaning, if...you know...you're mouth happens to fall on my cock, that wouldn't bother me." Welcome to my life..... :)

Bobby...
Okay, So I have been with this guy Bobby for the last year and I love him SOO MUCH!!! I would do anything under the sun for this man, everything he asked of me I did. Not because He asked, but because I wanted to.... Anyways, I am gonna take you back thru the last year.... We got together in December of 05 everything was great, until May, when he got scared... (I supose)and cheated on me with two bitches. I left him and didn't talk to him again until August, when we had our lil Ag Days Festival... Well I seen a mutual friend of ours at the beer tent, and I asked about Bobby, and how he was doing, and if he was happy.. Just cause at that point I knew that I still loved him. Anyways, I asked about him... Brian(the mutual friend) Went and found Bobby, to tell him that I was asking about him. I went on about my merry little way.. Next thing I knew there was Bobby, in my face, Kissing me infront of thousands of people. Wow... I thought, He must still care... BUT MY DUMB ASS FELL INTO THE

Makes Ya Feel Good
I went to the mall today to do some shopping. While I was there, a necessary trip to the cologne counter was made. I had run out of my face cleanser and needed to buy more. The store I went to didnt have the kind I usually use.. but to make a long story short, I told the little cutie behind the counter that I didnt use soap because I didnt want to look my age. She says to me "What are you worried about age for , you cant be more than 25 years old, you have plenty of time. She wouldnt believe me when I told her that I am really 41.

The Ultimate Fantasy!
A relationship where there is no drama. No negativity. Something you can't get from a spouse or someone you live with. Sex between people that have no history but a past filled with happy thoughts. Impossible? Imagine meeting someone here on CT. You meet as entities of pictures and thoughts. You imagine each other in the perspective you choose, after all, everything is perspective. After flirting and feeling the butterflies rush through your body when you feel good about the attention you are getting, and the attention you give. Imagine talking nothing of good things....like love and sex and the beauty in people. Now meeting this person....both nervous, afraid that the other will be disappointed. Can you live up to there perspective. Though when you meet this person you find that they are as willingly oblivious to reality as you are. You make love to her as the Goddess you turned her into, and walk away knowing there will only be the memory of love and sex, and the beauty in it all.

George Russell Weller...
This one is basically for my fellow wesside ridahz (since the story prolly was mainly heard here in Cali) but it applies to this entire 'Think about it...' blog in a huge way ~ it's just another example of how 'We' are taught not to question this weak ass government, its states, their offices and fictitious agencies - so here go yo~ George Russell Weller~ Ok, in 2004, George Weller an 86 yr. old senior (at the time) accidently drove through the Farmers Market in Santa Monica, Ca. killing 10 people and injuring 63 more. Mr. Weller is now in criminal court facing 18 yrs. for 10 counts of manslaughter. It occurs to me, that the State should be fully responsible for this accident... Why? because the State failed and continues to fail by not giving seniors a rigorous enough test for renewing their licenses through the DMV. All the State requires is the passing of the written and eye exams for most seniors. Mr. Weller suffers from arthritis and as a result, takes medication that

Eleven Things Losers Do On Cherrytap...
+Ten Things Losers Do On Cherrytap....... ***ONE To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. ***TWO Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. ***THREE Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. ***FOUR Quit crying b/c you didn't win a contest. who cares? ITS CHERRYTAP!!! ***FIVE People who have whoring contests such as creamy coochie,biggest breasts or whatever other nasty and degrading contests your little brain can conjure up. *to the guys that do these* go find a girlfriend and fuck her b/c apparently you need something to occupy ur time! *the girls that have them and are entered in them* ur just m

Woo Hoo!
I'M FINELY ABLE TO GO OUT & HAVE SOME FUN WITH FRIENDS! IT HAS BEEN ABOUT 5 OR 6 YEARS SENCE I HAVE DONE ANYTHING LIKE THIS. I'M GOING TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR KIM. KIM IS TURNING 34 ON THE 14TH. I HOPE I HAVE A GREAT TIME. I KNOW I WILL! LOL I'M GOING TO MEET SOME NEW FRIENDS THAT I HAVE HERE ON LINE AND I CAN NOT WAIT TILL TONIGHT. I HOPE THAT EVERYONE WILL LIKE ME. MAN, ITS GOING TO BE SO WEIRD WITH OUT HAVING HUBBY WITH ME. I'M GOING TO MISS HIM. HE WAS INVITED TOO, BUT HE DID NOT WANT TO GO. IT SUCKS THAT HE'S NOT! I DO KNOW THAT I'M NOT GOING TO DRINK TO MUCH. LOL IT WON'T TAKE MUCH TO GET ME DRUNK. LOL CAUSE I THINK I'M STILL DRUNK FROM LAST NITE.LOL WELL, I HAD BETTER GO AND CHECK ALL MY MESSAGES. ((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))

What European City Do You Belong In?
You Belong in London You belong in London, but you belong in many cities... Hong Kong, San Francisco, Sidney. You fit in almost anywhere. And London is diverse and international enough to satisfy many of your tastes. From curry to Shakespeare, London (almost) has it all!What European City Do You Belong In?

6 Signs
Subject 6 signs you're falling for someone 6 signs you're falling for someone 1 - as soon as you get online - whose name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing - who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio - whose face comes to your mind 4 - whose name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about - wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind..... Repost this as"6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the 1 who you answered to those questions will realize how much they mean to you tonite 12:30

> You've Got To Love This Little Girl
> > You've got to love this little girl. > What a fine woman / wife she'll make! > > A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of > life?" > A little girl in the back row raised her hand and > said, > "All I want out of life is four little animals." > The teacher asked, "Really, and what four > little animals would that be sugar?" > > The little girl said, "A mink on my back, > a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in my bed > and of course, I'll need a jackass to pay > for all of it." > The teacher fainted.

This Is A Poem I Just Read And It Made Me Cry(not Written By Me)
The Day my Jeff Died This is what I wrote about that fateful day. What happened before, during and after.... Really tough to write and tough to read, too! =============================================================================== I keep flashing back to the day that it happened, November 7, 2004. It started like a regular Sunday morning. You getting up and having breakfast (Cinnamon Toast Crunch) and watching cartoons in the living room. Stephen was going to cook a late breakfast of bacon, potatoes, eggs, the whole works. I was putting your new school picture in the picture frame that has every year of school’s pictures in it and you and I were goofing about how this picture came out and some of your pictures and how you had a few “chubby” years, etc... You came over behind me and hugged me and I told ya to watch out cuz I might sneeze boogers on your arm cuz of my cold! I told ya that the internet was taken away again because of the porn sites you had visited and y

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!!

~ A Dedication To The Canadian Soldiers ~
Any loss is one to many, but you have to believe that the world would nor ever be the same if these brave Men and Women did not answer a calling. My thoughts and Prayers go out to all that has paid the ultimate Price.

Poem
Someday I am writing to you again, my love For I know not who you are For all I know you could be right next to me Or equally as far But with faith I continue writing Because I know it to be true That there are forces unexplainable Bringing me to you Until you overwhelm my life With love that is only ours I will laugh and sing and dance with friends Underneath our stars I will not settle for anyone else To you I will be true I’ll smile and laugh and talk for hours But save all my kisses for you And every night before I sleep I’ll think of you for a while I won’t know anything about you yet But how you’ll make me smile

The Dangerous Choking Game
THIS WAS COPIED FROM THE INTERNET!!!! The Day my Jeff Died This is what I wrote about that fateful day. What happened before, during and after.... Really tough to write and tough to read, too! =============================================================================== I keep flashing back to the day that it happened, November 7, 2004. It started like a regular Sunday morning. You getting up and having breakfast (Cinnamon Toast Crunch) and watching cartoons in the living room. Stephen was going to cook a late breakfast of bacon, potatoes, eggs, the whole works. I was putting your new school picture in the picture frame that has every year of school’s pictures in it and you and I were goofing about how this picture came out and some of your pictures and how you had a few “chubby” years, etc... You came over behind me and hugged me and I told ya to watch out cuz I might sneeze boogers on your arm cuz of my cold! I told ya that the internet was taken away again becaus

Safe Arrival
After two breakdowns of their vehicles, my daughter's family made it safe to Alabama. The first break down was, ironically, not far from me, so I was given one more chance to see them, thus the new pictures of the grandkids uploaded today. The weather is warm there and they are going about their business of setting up house and buying new furniture. They bought a washer/dryer, a sofa and beds in the past two days and are working on getting the utilities in their name and getting cable so that they can come online and talk. The previous owners had friends removing items like old cars from the land, and almost removed the pool, but fortunately the previous owner stopped over and said that they could keep it for the kids. I guess his friends had their eye on it. The kids are so looking forward to having a pool. It was very strange to drive into Erie yesterday knowing they aren't in town to stop by, if I want to visit. I did some shopping and came home and gave them a call.

Read This And Beward!!!
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. http://www.jeffreypeak.com/thedayjeffreydied.htm A little piece of the story: "We found out a few days later, after looking on my computer, that you had been to a website that explained, step by step, how to achieve this unbelievable â€œhighâ€ by cutting off the blood supply for just a little while to your head and then you stand up and it feels so euphoric! " Please be aware. View This Site for More Info On the Choking Game. http://www.stop-the-choking-game.com/en/home.asp

My Second Are You Left Or Right Brained Test
Merritt, you are Balanced-brained, which means that you rely equally on both the left and right hemispheres of your brain. You have a balanced brain — able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres depending on context. Typically, people with balanced right and left hemispheres are very comfortable with switching between local and global perspectives — that is, paying attention to both small details and larger issues when the circumstance indicates. That means they can identify elements that make up an image or situation and also attend to the larger, more holistic pattern or unified whole that those details comprise. You are able to capitalize on the left hemisphere's skills in verbal communication as well on the right hemisphere's focus on patterns and association making. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker. Depending on the situation, you may rely on one hemisphere or the other. Some situations may lend themselve

Hunter; My Hero, My Angel
Most of you know I have a seizure alert dog. Her name is Hunter and she is a full-blooded Golden Retriever. I got her almost 3 years ago from Debs. Some of you know her, some of you don't. I got Hunter intending to have her as a pet, but hoping in the back of my mind that she would be able to pick up on my seizures, and she has done that and more. Hunter is my best friend, my protector, my hero, my angel. I don't know what I would do with out her. So I want to take a moment and say Thank you Debs, for giving Hunter to me. I have been using Hunter as a service dog since she was around 1 year old, which is quite remarkable since large breed dogs normally take a few years to mature and calm down. But Hunter has always been fairly calm and well behaved. She never had any professional training. She picked up on my seizures and started alerting me, and I taught her all the commands she knows. One problem I have had is teaching her to bring me things. She refuses to put anything in her mou

My Beloved Grandfather
I got some bad news,seems to be there's alot of that going on for me as of late. Although I try to keep my chin up and remeber that I am a lady it's hard.I want to kick,scream cry and beat on something.Today my beloved grandfather aka Gramps G passed away from a long battle with cancer.The same thing that killed my Aunt back in January.It seems more then any thing that is what people are passing due to cancer.Idk maybe it's just me,so for all of you on my friends lists,please forgive me if I seem crossed or just don't want to talk. Take care everyone and remember to kiss your loved ones and tell them that you love them.I never got that one last chance to do so,and I regret it now.

Special Love
IN A PATH WHERE I DID SO WELL I MET A BOY I LOVED SO WELL HE CAME IN TO MY HEART BY ME BUT NOW THIS BOY HAS SET ME FREE HE TOOK THIS GIRL UPON HIS KNEE AND TOLD HER THINGS HE NEVER TOLD ME FOR THIS I KNOW THE REASON WHY FOR THIS GIRL WAS MUCH PRETTIER THAN I I WENT HOME LAST NIGHT AND CRIED ON BED AND NOT A WORD TO MY MOTHER WAS SAID MY FATHER CAME HOME LATER THAT NIGHT THERE THERE THROUGH THE DOOR,HE HAD BROKEN DOWN AND SAW ME HANGING WITHOUT A FROWN ON THE BEDSIDE THIS NOTE WAS FOUND AND IN THIS NOTE THESE WORDS WERE BOUND: DIG A HOLE DIG IT DEEP IN A MARBLE TOMB FROM HEAD TO FEET AND ON THE TOMB PLEASE PLACE A DOVE AND TELL THE WORLD I DIED FOR LOVE

Star Wars
New Here, Thanks to all those whom have welcomed me. Anyone here into Star Wars? Ever since the "prequels" came out, I've become reborn a Star Wars Junkie. I've even been messing with ideas for my own Star Wars Novel. Still considering titles and characters to deal with, any ideas? If you don't know much about Star Wars and just want to make wise-ass remarks, keep it to yourself, yet if you would rather contribute because you know quite a bit, I be please to hear your input.

Antime
oh shit, my iris is getting paler and paler my temperature is slipping below zero anti minus the hero argue with catalyst and protect the life of a martyr giant with stunted growth being picked on by an ice-flow traverse a loose tightrope divert a stream that might slope into a waterfall, whitewater crashing into the acid rain moat a filtration, decontamination, serilization, sanitization, purification, disinfection, perfection resevoir chews up everything we think we are target shark taking mark too sharp it's getting so fucking dark all i can smell are your scars i want to extend their crawl i want to leave a taint on what you are take what makes you soft beat what makes you hard i don't even want to show you how you're wrong i just want to cause some fucking harm i want to damage what you are it's so cold

A Woman In Waiting (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
unseen hands run over my breast bringing my nipples to attention, like hard little berries , i shift my legs restlessly ,and arch my back , ummmm delicious .soft tender fingerstips , pinch and roll my nipples , i feel myself grow wet , my body readying itself for my dream lover , the path down my syomache seems endless , as though a deliberate torture, at last arriving at my mound , my hips tilt making , those devilish fingers run over my clit , " ummm yesss stroke me " moving just the way i love it , the constant trip over my clit down to push into me wet ly back to tease the heart of my desire ,ahhhh knowing me so well , its only moments till im in the throes of extacy , moaning ,muscles tightening , sent hurtiling to free flying heaven ,and crashing to the depths of a firey burning hell . i open my eyes , look down my arms to those talented hands , who knows me better than i know myself ,no one . a woman waiting for love, but a woman still

Whats Up With People
i live in tacoma washington and there is a major amy base hear that is trying to get suplys and equipment to the port so it can be shipped to iraq. my problome is the dumb fucking protesters that are holding signs that say stop the war war is a crime. i spent 3 years in that war they need the stuff so i say FUCK YOU. YOU PANTY WASTE UNTILL YOU PICK UP A WEAPON AND FIGHT FOR YOUR COUNTRY SHUT THE FUCK UP. GET OUT OF THE WAY OF THE GEAR AND HAVE A COKE AND A SMILE. UNTILL THE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO PROTEST IRAQ WILL BE FREE AND THEY WILL BE ABLE TO GOVERN THEM SELFS IT JUST TAKES A LITTLE BIT OF HELP. dont get me wrong i dont agree 100% with the war but it is what it is and we can not chang it with a cardboard sign and a piece of wood. SO SHOW A LITTLE GRATTITUDE SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING FREE AND GO THE FUCK HOME THANK YOU ONE PISSED OFF AMERICAN

Wormwind
wind a line at the drop of a hat in no time at all i'm pushing at patterns it's not a train of thought barreling down the track it's a fucking wreck there's no path, just tall grass and a burn circle surrounding the aftermath strewn, mutilated, amputated survivors stump fucking eachother in the ash a train filled with intellectuals driven mad by the smell of blood and fire it is so infectious the worms breach the soil and tickle feet crying for wet "everyone get on your knees and chests may the orgy commence come close to us we brought you to us let us touch your flesh let us caress your mess" the lunatics spill and rend and rest the worms rejoice as they compost their guests

Women Beaters
WHY IS IT THAT THERE ARE MEN IN THIS FREAKING WORLD THAT WANTS TO BEAT ON WOMEN..IN MY BOOK THATS NOT A MAN..I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WOMEN PUT UP WITH IT..THERE IS NO CALL FOR IT AT ALL..I'M PISSED...I HATE TO SEE ANYONE GET HURT..BUT WHEN THEY START HURTING MY DAUGHTER WHEN I THOUGHT THAT I HAD THAT SITUATION FIXED...THEN GOD HELP HIM WHEN I GET THEM BACK HERE I WANT HIM IN MY HOUSE..BECAUSE HE IS MINE.. THAT BOY DOESN'T EVEN KNOW..I'VE TRIED TO GET ALONG WITH HIM FOR MY DAUGHTER..BUT NOT ANYMORE..HELL I EVEN LET THE LITTLE SOB MOVE IN WITH US FOR HER..BUT HE CAN KISS HIS ASS GOODBYE NOW....HELL I'M SO PISSED RIGHT NOW AND HE'S GOT HER UP WITH HIS FAMILY,SO A FRIEND AND I ARE PROBABLY GOING AFTER HER IN THE MORNING...

Cancelling My Vic (also Bella's, I've Been Paying For Hers, Too)
Useless finances I dont need to be spending. Cherry Tap is rolling in retarded Happy Hour cash, they don't need my 28 bucks every month. I'd rather that go to the last of my bills before school this summer. I'll let you guys know when it's gone. Jaha

Poem = Bleeding
Emptiness swells like a festering wound upon my soul- Lifes varied contradictions havev taken there toll - Im reaching towards the outside world of sanity - As I lay here bleeding from deep within... Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images

Hurt
It hurts to be left alone by someone you really love, it hurts to love someone, who would never love you back. It hurts to start falling, when you know you must stop. But what hurts the most is to end a relationship that was never even destined to start..

Please Be Aware, Keep An Eye Out For Ur Children
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. The Link here http://www.jeffreypeak.com/thedayjeffreydied.htm A little piece of the story: "We found out a few days later, after looking on my computer, that you had been to a website that explained, step by step, how to achieve this unbelievable â€œhighâ€ by cutting off the blood supply for just a little while to your head and then you stand up and it feels so euphoric! " Please be aware. Click Here for More Info On the Choking Game. http://www.stop-the-choking-game.com/en/home.asp

Lonely
Lately I've been feeling lonely but I dont know why, I feel like I dont have anyone to talk to. Alot of things are happening with friends and stuff and im trying to be there for them but sometimes I need to be heard to. I know if I ask them to listen they will but I dont want to have to. Its retarded I know but I cant stop feeling that way. This week really sucked. I was lied to (you people know who you are), put into the middle of something that I didnt want to be in I want my life back to they way it was when I was younger. I want my innocence, my niaveness and most importantly the people that i have lost over the years. I want to feel as loved as everyone else. You might think that im overreacting which I probably am but I need a break. This is probably just a crappy week so I'll just put on a smile and pretend like I usually do and get over it.

Let It Go.
I sit and watch the setting sun and wonder how my life came undone Tough choices, I need to make knowing that someones heart will break But what is happiness If you don't feel pain how do you enjoy the sunshine unless, you've dealt with the rain.? My heart is filled with too much emotion And I wasted on you all of my devotion; You asked how do I move on and start a new life? When all I've ever wanted was to be your wife? You screamed at me that I didn't care when you know I was the one that was always there I held your hand all of those times you cried, I forgave you every time that you lied. I covered things up, and protected you I hid all of the times you made me black and blue. I am through with the pain you give to me I will move on I will be free.

Silence Is Deadly....
Your making my heart bleed keeping it open like a fresh open wound. Take the knife and stab it making it beyond pain twisting it till I can't take it anymore. I scream for mercy asking you to stop but you dont hear me for you're lost in your thoughts.... I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I've felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground....

Oh And 1 More Thing- Officially
I like and talk to all of maybe 5 people on this site. What does that say about me? What does that Say about you? D&D- You are my heroes. Youre everything a person should aspire to be. Not You - but brave courageous outspoken teachers who never fear who you are. as you both are. You are my heart. And I am So very glad I met you both through this site. As it once was. To my other friends who I lost touch with- Ronin , Leese,Az, Unjust.... I'm sorry- I suck *smile* thats all I can say. Happy Birthday Ronin. Joejoe- you are my Heart! Ty for always being there. JP- You are a muse and I miss you. Chris- You are an inspiration as a writer a survivor and a muse. I Hope to have a heart as strong as yours some day. Everyone else who actually put forth the effort- thankyou guys.. you know who you are. (Silver dragons- Keith, Toasty) Those who actually read this that are not on this list- you should be, and I thank you. I know this time was most likely wasted

What Is Really Going On?
OK....just let me know one thing. I am a woman who likes to meet ppl online due to the fact that where i live i know everyface and if I dont one of my girls do...With that being said men all over the us and back must fill there heads with all the things there dicks tell them..wich by the way guys most of the time is not true. Here is a news flash if a girl wants to give you the ass she will..plain and sinple its not cuz you are a pimp or u have money or the size of your dick...plain and simple if we want to we will. Tonight afrter consuming more beers then i would like to say me and my girl went to a show in wich one of the main performers was a friend of ours from myspace and we had met before. So what does the mannly man do but do his best to see if he could get the one that was married. news flash gentlmen we get married for a reason. Then the same guy for some reason then thinks he could have her and me at the same time even got us to take him to the store to get condoms...no

I've Been Dismissed........
So let's talk...ok that's seems simple enough. Tonight I talked to someone that very recently has become a friend. Someone I enjoy talking to. Tonight he did a very stupid thing, but there are people that I can easily dismiss and some that I think it's worth trying to talk to in order to salvage the friendship. By doing this, I not only got dismissed by my "best" and her live-in whatever they are but by a few others I'm sure too. If that's what my friendship meant to you all, obviously nothing, cause you assume that I'm choosing one over the other when in fact, I'm just trying to keep peace, well then so be it. I can't change your mind. But I wanted to thank you for putting shit out there that not only makes him look like a bigger ass, but me a rather large slut. Never did I ever talk shit about you, or run to someone's "partner" to make you look bad, nor would I ever. YOu want to air dirty laundry...go ahead, just know that I would never do the same to do, no matter what.

Wife's Hearing Test ,
WIFE'S HEARING TEST A man feared his wife was not hearing as well as she used to, and he thought she might need a hearing aid. Not quite sure how to approach her, he called the family doctor to discuss the problem. The doctor told him there is a simple informal test the husband could perform to give the doctor a better idea about her hearing loss. "Here's what you do," said the doctor. "Stand about 40 feet away from her and in a normal conversational speaking tone see if she hears you. If not, go to 30 feet, then 20 feet, and so on until you get a response." That evening, the wife is in the kitchen cooking dinner, and he was in the den. He says to himself, "I'm about 40 feet away. Let's see what happens." In a normal tone he asks, Honey, what's for dinner?" No response. So the husband moves closer to the kitchen, about 30 feet from his wife, and repeats, "Honey, what's for dinner?" Still no response. Next he moves into the dining room where he is about 20 feet fr

For Now
SO MUCH TOO MUCH.IT FILLS ME LIKE AN OVER INFLATED HELIUM BALLOON. BUT I CAN'T FLOAT AWAY.I MUST SIT WITH IT. SUFFER THROUGH IN DAY IN AND DAY OUT. NOT TRUE . I ALLOW MYSELF TO SUFFER, IN THE NAME OF LOVE. WHAT A FARCE. I CALL IT LOVE BUT WHAT IS IT REALLY? SOME SICK NEED FOR VALIDATION, WHICH I DON'T GET ANYWAY? I AM WORTH MORE . I AM BETTER THAN THIS! FUCK HIM!!!!!!! FORTUNATELY THERE IS KARMA AND SHE HAS NO FAVORITES.

Who Are Youre Friends
im a outgoing person when i have lots of friends i like to make friends but for some reason friends dont always stick around or allways care about themselfs or is it just me i done no but calling al you friends out there let me no you are around im not a bad person or anything just need lack the confidence my view is that friends are forever and good friendships are worht maintaining. Tell me what you think is it me or am i just meeting the wrong sort of friends. thanks

I Find It Offensive...
That people think if I do not repost something they posted I am not a real friend... I find it offensive that if I do not take someone’s STUPID quiz and repost it I am not their friend... My friends on here KNOW I am their friend. They know if they need to be lifted up - I am here with a funny, religious or positive comment to get them through the day... NOT because I repost some BS message.... Just me - butt I love me!!! ... and you should to... :) p.s. That goes for the BS contests some of you think you must win to be somebody....

Fireman's Prayer
WHEN I AM CALLED TO DUTY, GOD, WHENEVER FLAMES MAY RAGE, GIVE ME STRENTH TO SAVE SOMELIFE, WHATEVR BE ITS AGE. HELP ME EMBRACE A LITTLE CHILD BEFORE ITS TOO LATE, OR SAVE AN OLDER PERSON FROM THE HORROR OF THAT FATE. ENABLE ME TO BE ALERT AND HEAR THE WEAKEST SHOUT, AND QUICKLY EFFICIENTLY TO PUT THE FIRE OUT.I WANT TO FILL MY CALLING, AND TO GIVE THE BEST IN ME, TO GUARD MY EVERY NEIGHBOR AND PROTECT HIS PROPERTY. AND IF, ACCORDING TO MY FATE, I AM TO LOSE MY LIFE, PLEASE BLESS WITH YOUR PROTECTING HAND MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND WIFE ~ ANONYMOUS THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL MY FIREFIGHTER AND RESCUE FRIENDS

Sharing A Giggle
7 KINDS OF SEX.... Body: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon

Raters Vs. Non-raters
O.K.. when I joined this I was to the understanding that it was a way to meet new people and have some fun. You get to do more things the more levels you go up, you do this by rating pics, leaving comments, adding stashes etc... Since I've joined I have met a few great people and seen a lot of great pics. I have rated tons of pics ,pros and stashes. In return only a select few have returned the favour! It only takes a few minutes to rate a profile and a pic or two, if not ALL!! The first thing I was taught by my wife(SneakS) was that if someone rates you, you rate them back!! Come on people keep the points rollin', for everyone! Furthermore some people accept you only to not even visit your profile and use this as a way to ask for money for different things. If is to help a charity or a sick kid NO PROBLEM but other than that not cool. There are even some people offering prizes and not following through, but some of us got a blog telling us this and deleted them. I have also seen peop

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Milkshake by Kelis "My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard And they're like, it's better than yours Damn right it's better than yours I could teach you but I have to charge" One thing is for sure: you know how to shake it! What Song Should You Strip To?

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There?s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To?

Tonight On World Rock Radio
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Seize The Night Tour 2007
I always wondered why people would spend beau ceaux bux on a concert.. Now I know why. I finally at the ripe old age of.... errrr old.... went to my very first concert this weekend. WHAT A RUSH!!! I went to the Meatloaf Seize the Night Tour. the only thing I wish I could have changed about the entire experience is that I had never gone to any concert before. The concert started at 7 30 and finished up around 10 40.. It was without a doubt one of the most thrilling experiences of my life.

Tired.......
IM TIRED OF "FANTASIES", THINGS THAT ARE SO FAR FROM THE TRUTH, THAT WE CAN BECOME SO BLINDED, BLINDED AWAY FROM REALITY AND THE THINGS THAT A PERSON IS TRULY TO DEAL WITH. ALL PEOPLE SEARCH FOR IS AN ESCAPE TO FILL UP THE VOID(S) IN THEIR LIVES, MYSELF INCLUDED......BUT IM TIRED OF IT.PARTIYING IS NOT ALL IS IT EXPECTED TO BE, MATTER OF FACT ITS A HUGE LIE....WHICH CAUSES US TO LIE....DONT YA THINK? I HAVE IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE, JUST AS OTHERS, BUT IVE TRIED TO "HIDE" FROM THEM BECAUSE I WAS SELFISH. IM LEARNING THAT ALL THIS MUSIC AND WHAT WE CONSIDER "FUN", IS NOTHING BUT SOMETHING THAT HIDES AND NUMBES PEOPLE FROM THE TRUTH OF REALITY, AND REALITY CAN BE VERY HARD TO HANDLE....AND FOR ALL WHO THINK ITS FUN TO PUT DOWN OTHERS WHILE YOUR PARTYING IT OFF AND LAUGH, ARE TRULY MISTAKEN. ITS LIKE A MERRY GO ROUND, IT GOES AROUND AND AROUND, SAME THING EACH WEEK, BUT NO CHANGE. ARE WE SUCH "CREATURES " OF HABIT THAT THATS ALL WE KNOW OR DESIRE? WHAT IS ONE TO DO WHEN THEY KNOW BETTE

Aura
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Brad Delph Of Boston
Brad Delp, whose soaring tenor on songs such as "More Than Feeling" gave voice to the best-selling rock band Boston, died Friday at the age of 55. Mr. Delp was found alone in his southern New Hampshire home, the Associated Press reported. While police characterized his death as untimely, they reported no indication of foul play. The death remained under investigation by Atkinson, N.H., police and the New Hampshire medical examiner's office, with a report slated to be released Monday. A Danvers, Mass., native, Mr. Delp helped form Boston with guitarist and studio mastermind Tom Scholz, drummer Sib Hashian, guitarist Barry Goudreau, and bassist Fran Sheehan in the early 1970s. The group's self-titled 1976 debut album was one of the fastest selling in rock history. Songs such as "More Than A Feeling," "Foreplay/Long Time" and "Rock and Roll Band" helped the album sell over 17 million copies and become a staple of classic rock radio to this day. While Scholz was the musical

This Distance
The distance becomes too much. I slowly begin to sink. All I feel right now is pain. It comes again. Right back where i was. The loneliness from no touch. It became familiar. Now its gone. Again. I miss you. More and more. How long does this have to be? The distance between you and Me? It has to close somehow. I am not meant to be away from you. Not like this. Where you are all thats on my mind. Missed so much. Again I feel so out of touch. How does a smile find its place on a face that remains sad? Somehow. Some way. I need to see you soon. This is killing me baby.

Wanting To Know More??
Well as I said before Im a plain jane with a bit of a twist...I have 18 tattoos and Im far from being done...but if you want to know a little more about me...read on... Growing Up... Im a smalltown girl...the oldest of 3 kids...my dad is a cop so I didnt get away with much growing up...hmmmm,maybe thats why I have all the tattoos and piercings now??? lol Favorites... Food...italian Music...alternative rock mainly..but I like all kinds Color...blue Flower...Lillies Fav. Past time...besides getting inked...hanging with friends, listening to music,sports,watching movies, etc Fav. Pet...my dogs, not really a cat kinda person Fav. Movie...horror flicks Pet Peeves... Liars...Fakes...people who are afraid of being themselves...no matter what... well thats enough babbling for now...lol...anything else you wanna know or if you wanna chat...you know where to find me...

The Military
If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fightin

Wwe Recap, Wrestlemania "three-call," The Road To Wrestlemania
You may not believe it, but once again the Road to WrestleMania is as bumpy as it has been in it's previous years. Here's proof with this week's recap: RAW Stone Cold Steve Austin didn't say anything Monday night. His presence was enough itself. After being teased with the idea of Eric Bischoff, Mick Foley and his own son Shane as being the guest referee in the Battle of the Billionaires match, Mr. McMahon had his stunning revelation revealed as the Texas Rattlesnake appeared to let the Chairman know who the boss will be on April 1. Shawn Michaels kept his vow to have WWE Champion John Cena's back until WrestleMania...but this time he was a little slow getting out the gate. After Cena saved HBK from a beating at the hands of Randy Orton, would get the favor returned. He did, but it almost didn't happen as Shawn stopped short of the ring and was to turning around and heading back up the ramp, almost leaving The Champ hanging high and dry at the hands of Edge and MNM. It looks lik

...posting Nudes
...when i load pictures on the taps..then you can be shure it aint nudes...so you dont gotta hit me up ..and ask me to see them...or add me to your family list...you wanne add me thats fine...as friend fine..but this woman does not show herselfe blank ...like eve on this fuckin side...no offense to those wich do..do yo thing...but i wont...neither do i rate guys 5 ers or womans kitty...i rate all else...lol...for me my nudes dont belong to the whole world nor does anybody in my eyes got the right to see me this way...but "my man" when i got one ...simples that...(stuck up...hell no...)...just my point of view..(AND MY MOMMA WOULD LIKE KILL ME...EVEN WITH ME BEING A OLD GURL) have a great day)..and tc..;)

I Stole This Too
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating:: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics: 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For some reason you

Story.......
....SHE DANCES LIKE A PEGGED LEG DRUNK. FORTUNE HAS HER NUMBER FOR SHE SLEEPS WITH EVERYONE. THE DAYS PAST NIGHT AGAIN, SO THE MOON STRETCHES ACROSS THE PLAIN OF SIGHT. THERE WAS A TIME FOR REMEMBERANCE, BUT IT SEEMS MORE CONVENIENT TO LET IT GO, FANCY ALTHOUGH I FORGOT, YOUR NAME AGAIN MY FRIEND? SURELY YOUVE WALKED PAST AND FIGURED ON WORDS THAT NEVER CAME, FOR WHEN I LOOK AT YOU I AM ONLY SPEECHLESS ON THE OUTSIDE, IT'S A DAMN GOOD THING YOU CANT READ MINDS. IF YOU COULD WOULD YOU SLAP ME OR SMILE? WHO KNOWS BUT YOU. ID DANCE TOO BUT I LEFT MY NEW SHOES AT THE STORE, REALLY NOW, I HAVENT EVEN BOUGHT THEM. DO YOU THINK IF I COULD HAVE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD, WOULD IT BE YOU??? WOULD I BE ME?? DO YOU KNOW MY NAME? COULD I CALL YOU BY ANOTHER....

Stash Rating!
Ahhh,, this is tickin me off... I mean really what good is happy hour if ya can't rate peoples stash?? I've been trying to do so for sometime now however the freakin thing's tellin me your rating to fast and it's been ignored which is CRAZY cause I wait fer at least 3-4 second before trying,,, anyways hopefully they'll get the glitch worked out sooner than later!!!!

G-spot By " Wêll Ì† Äïñ† Gðññå Lï¢k Ì†§êl£
There are many ways to use your fingers to make a girl go crazy, and some of the best are to be found by simple exploration - try different things, different numbers of fingers, different parts of her pussy and ass, and be innovative and inventive. Some of the best fingering comes in conjunction with oral... but there is one, shining act which transcends all sexuality, and gives a woman - any woman - the best orgasm of her LIFE. This is not the kind of knowledge which should be bestowed upon predators or misogynists. You should only know this and use this if you LOVE women. Some will tell you that this is a myth: it is not a myth. Trust me. You'll be glad you did. You'll also be considered a stud, without ever having to take your cock out of your pants. Not that you care if women label you as a stud, right? Right? ;-) Here goes: Start by performing a little oral on her inner thighs, labia and clitty especially, to get her nice and wet. For "little oral" read "lots of oral" if

3-11-07
I miss a girl She's sweet and great Hugs and movies we enjoyed Even though i miss her so More than most i won't see her I'm sorry for what I'm not I'm sorry for what i can't be Sorry for not being muscular enough sorry for not being manly Even though I miss her so It hurts to go into the week Many times i wished for love and it always seems to bite me I'm sorry for all the pain I caused for myself to expect too much How can one guy miss someone who is in love with somebody else? ~Timmy~

Why O Why?
ok now before some people take me wrong i just had to write this and try and get some opinions on it cuz it makes me wonder. why o why do white women try to be all ghettofied?? now i know some of the women i have talked to come from hanging out with the black guys and picked up on it...lived the lives that some of these wannabe's try to be like..so i aint saying anything about them. BUT i sit here and i see the type of women that check out my man, the ones that scroll across the top and i see that they are trying WAY to hard to be black. ghetto to me is not living in the ghetto or the rough part of the city..ghetto is when you have to heat your water on the stove cuz your hot water got shut off...or when your food stamps ran out and all you got in the fridge is some breakfast sausage and spaghetti sauce, so you mix that shit with noodles for dinner. i am far from one of those women that think that if i ACT black then a black man will want me...i have learned that black men like w

Some Useful Facts
some useful facts Some Useful Facts About Girls To All You Guys Out Their Reading This: 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot!! 2. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to look like Victoria Secret models. 3. All your waking attention goes to us- not your best friend who is a girl, or your friend who is a girl you've known since kindergarten, blah blah... the only other woman is your mom. and you can expect the same from us (only with boys). 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar!!So you will actually remeber 5. There's no such thing as too much spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it . . . You don't call = you don't Care.Or you forgot about us which means you dont care. 8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on.

Savvy.com "is She Hot?" Competition
Please click the banner below to vote for Deejay! The competition is stiff! I uploaded 10 pix, but they have not all been approved yet. At least one was declined and I had to upload an alternate (surprise!). I guess it's okay to have 38DD silicon ball breasts 90% exposed, but my ass is too hot for them, LOL!

Wastebasket Girl
She was the girl they all came to. She had the gift of being able to see people for who they were, ugly and wonderful alike. They told her their deepest secrets the ones they hid from the world. The darkest secrets that kept them awake long into the night, that woke them from their peaceful slumber, covered in perspiration and panting. What did she do with this information placed in her lap was not known. Even if she was asked she wouldn't have an answer or perhaps she just took it as her own burden, carrying the weight like a badge. She was used as a wastebasket, as they crumbled up their secrets and disposed of them in her. Walking away free of their own prison; restraining her with their guilt.

Preventing Child Sexual Abuse ....a Repost
Preventing Child Sexual Abuse post date: 2007-03-11 13:45:01 A Repost Was Posted By WildCat~ Founder Of (T.M.A.F)R8 & FAN ME BEFORE ADDING. SOME FACTS: 1~Sexual offenders are often known to the family, and not strangers. Abusers can be a man, a woman, or even a child - yes, a child. The offender on the video started sexually abusing others at the age of 10. 2~Sexual offenders are not homosexuals. Do not let your guard down because someone is not gay, vice versa, do not accuse someone just because he/she is gay. 3~Children do not lie about being sexually abused. 4~Only 5% of kids lie about the abuse, which means 95% are true. STEPS TO PREVENT SEXUAL ABUSE 1. Know the Warning Signs: Look for signs that someone may be an offender. In cases of reported sexual abuse, some parents step forward and say, yes, they knew there was something wrong with him/her. So what are some of these signs? · Likes spending time with children all the tim

A Real Man
THIS IS NOT AN ORIGINAL AND IT'S BEEN SHARED BEFORE BUT IT'S WORTH REPEATING. IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got th

The Ride Continues..
Well, you know that hill climb I was on in my last blog? Yeah.. I kinda fell back down. Ends up she's not who she says she is. Thats the internet for you. I need to find me a real girl, you know one that you can touch and smell and buy things for just outta nowhere. I suppose I won't ever find that on here anyway. Back to square one I suppose. The only good thing is that the person I thought was the perfect girl for me is at least owning up to it and I think I am starting to get to know the real person. Well we'll see. Till then I'm off to get drunk in my sorrows. Take care! WEEE!!!

Big This Is For You
Alot of people lately have been asking me about wicca saying well isn't that devil worshiping? Lastnight I got a IM from yet another person asking me about it so just for you Mike I will try to explane it as best as I can from my point.You see there are many aspects to Wicca ... Celtic Wicca:This tradition incorporates Celtic god/dessesand the spirituality with green witchcraft and faery magic. Dianic Wicca:Named for the goddess Diana,this is a goddess-centered tradition and excludes gods Faery Wicca:This is an Irish tradition,that centers on green witchcraft and faery magic Teutonic Wicca:A Nordic tradition witchcraft,this incorporates deities,symbolism,and practices from Norse. Family Traditions:These are the practices and traditions,usually seceret of families who have been witches for generations. Now as for me ...My mother was a Wiccan my grandmother and so on for the past 7 or 8 we're not sure generations but I am also full Lakota so I my family had to factor that in as

Are You A Winner?
A winner is somebody who has given his best effort, who has tried the hardest they possibly can, who has utilized every ounce of energy and strength within them to accomplish something. It doesn't mean that they accomplished it or failed, it means that they've given it their best. That's a winner. -Walter Payton

We Have Got To Be More Careful!
Something to really think about. 2 questions Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be

21 Things To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievemen

Daryl Calloway
I have recently been seeing a guy. His name is Daryl. He was a super nice guy who said all the right things at all the right times but....We went our seperate ways not on the best of terms. We were talking earlier and he told he was every woman's dream...well he would be every woman's dream if he had 3 more inches!!!!!WTF do men always beleive that they are so good in bed? I was by myself for 10 months and he was still so small. Thank god he could use his tongue!!!!!!LOL

60 Things~that Are Happening While You Read This...
60 Things That Are Happening~While you Read This........ 1. Somebody is very Proud of You.. 2. Somebody is Thinking of You.. 3. Somebody is caring about You.. 4. Somebody Misses You! 5. Somebody wants to talk to You.. 6. Somebody wants to be with You.. 7. Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. 8. Somebody is Thankful for the support You have provided.. 9. Somebody wants to hold Your Hand.. 10. Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.. 11. Somebody wants You to be Happy.. 12. Somebody wants you to find her/him... 13. Somebody is celebrating your successes.. 14. Somebody wants to give You a gift.. 15. Somebody thinks that YOU are a gift! 16. Somebody hopes that You're not to cold, or too hot... 17. Somebody wants to Hug You! 18. Somebody Loves You.. 19. Somebody admires your strength.. 20. Somebody is thinking of You and Smiling! 21. Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on... 22. Somebody wants to go out with

This Is A Good One
Hey, I just recieved this from my son and I figured you might get a kick out of it. Bill >Are you sick of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound like >Hallmark cards, and never come close to reality? Well, here is a series of >promises that really speak to true friendship: > > >1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against >the sorry bastard who made you sad. > >2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. > >3. When you smile - I will know you've finally had sex. > >4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. > >5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much >worse it could be and tell you to quit whining. > >6. When you are confused - I will use little words. > >7. When you are sick - stay the hell away from me until you are well >again. I don't want whatever you have. > >8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at y

The Most Wonderful Dream!!!
I had the most amazing dream last night! I dreamed I had magic powers And I was able to turn into a bird And I found myself flying across the ocean To California And I was almost at the shore Which was off of a beach and became a huge mall Where I was supossed to meet my friend And her family for lunch So as soon as I landed on the cement I turned back into myself And did one of those Sexy flip your hair back things That those hot girls always do when there wet I grabbed the bag that was left there for me It was my purse With things I might need in it Cuz birds don't carry lugage Anyway I realised I wasnt wearing a shirt Just a bra and jeans But no one cared My body looked ok So I walked into the mall and found the resteraunt And found the table and sat down And somehow by now my hair was dry And I wanted to straightn my bangs So I plugged in my hair straightner into an outlet That was under our dinner table And waited for it to get hot Some girl waiter t

You Think You Know...
ORIGINALLY POSTED AS "WE HAVE GOT TO BE MORE CAEREFUL!" BY KNOGOOD - roll thru n show this kat some luv yall ~ Something to really think about. 2 questions Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetari

Ugh...
OK, this is something on my mind for the last 5 minutes. Why can't some people just accept the truth? I'm no longer single. Folks, I've lost one friend in the last 24 hours because of this. And one other person couldn't accept that my heart is so big, that when I have to choose between one and the other, I need to be able to think it through. Guess what? I lost that friend too. Well you guys know something? I don't care what others see and believe. That's right. My girlfriend means a lot to me, and I'll be DAMNED if I let anything destroy this.

Firefighting
Would like to say that being a volutneer firefighter has it up and down to it. I have been doing this for the last 15 years and hope to keep doing for the next 10 years. Because I like helping other people in need because back in April of 1992 i was a person that need help from the local fire company because my house caught on fire around 2:00 a.m. If anyone has had this happen to them please leave a comment and ask any qeustion about help other people like I do. I'm a member of three different volunteer fire company between the state of Maryland and the State of Pennsylvania. Join the Community Fire Company of Rising Sun in Nov of 1993 and still a member then Join the Robert Fulton Fire Company in 1999 and the Last Volunteer Fire Company I join and still with is the Water Witch Fire Company in the water front town of Port Depoist Maryland. I'm also a emt and driver with the WaterWitch fire company and also a asst engineer to do the up keep on all the company equipment

Life Is Not Beautiful!!
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point presentation " Life is Beautiful" If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner. PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And ask them to PAS

Repost Of Last Blog ... Sorry Wrong Folder
OK THIS HAS NEVER MADE SENSE TO ME WHY YOU WOULD WANT TO GO TO SOMEONES PAGE THAT YOU DONT LIKE AND RATE THEIR PICS A 2 OR A 1???? IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE THEN KEEP THE HELL OFF MY PAGE LMAOOOO!! THE SHITTY PART ABOUT THIS IS IT SURE TELLS YOU ON HERE WHO GAVE YOU A 10 BUT WHEN THEY RATE YOUR PIC A 2 OR A 1 IT DOESNT... NOW THAT IS WHAT I CALL FUCKED UP... SO IF YOU ARE THE ONE THAT RATED BE A REAL MAN OR WOMEN AND LET ME KNOW DONT BE A CHICKEN SHIT!! BECAUSE YOU ARE ENTITLED TO YOUR OPINION AND I COULD CARE LESS WHAT ANYONE ON HERE THINKS OF HOW I LOOK!!!

Midnight Encounter
It was a hot summer night and I decided to camp out in my tent in my parents back yard. It was late when the lights in the house went out. I was laying inside the tent enjoying the quiet summer night when I heard a noise next door. As I looked out I saw my neighbor woman swimming in her pool. Noticing me, she invited me over. I declined telling her I did not have a suit. She replied it still was ok. So, I left my tent , jumped over the fence and climbed onto her deck. I mingled in the shadows as I was only wearing a pair of briefs. She coaxed me into the pool where I tried to swim while keeping my briefs on. Noticing my problem, she swam over to me and told me to just take them off. I rambled on about being naked in a pool when I felt her fingers grab my briefs and pull them down. She eventually freed them from my feet and tossed them onto the deck. As she swam away, I felt a little relieved and sort of uninhibited. Eventually I resumed my swim while maintaining a moderate distance

Unleashing The Evil!!!!
Yup I guess it is that time again. Every once and a while, I just can't hold back and that time is now... WHY THE FUCK DO WOMEN THINK THAT IF A GUY IS NICE, THOUGHTFUL and CARING that we are to much "Like a Brother" to date. FUCVK TNHAT. You fuckin women take us nice guys and turn us into assholes and then wonder what the fuck happened!!!! YOU are what the fuck happened. This is my solemn promise. The next woman that says "I loke you like a brother" is gonna get a fuckin' earful! And yes, I reserve the right to call her the "C-Word" because when a female says that, she might as well kick you in the fuckin balls!!!! There I feel a little better.... But not a lot.

Confuzzled?
I think some of my friends may be confused! Everyone calls me different things. My Name is Angel(for real) I hate my name so noone ever calls me that. I am most well known by the name Twinkies. Now I used that here when i signed up and then a few months later I see another Twinkies. Thats when I changed it to LilDevil. Welp guess what? Yup another lilDevil. Next it was Buttercup til I saw another damn buttercup. From there I went to ImmortalLove(love never dies) I slightly changed it to Tainted Love cuz it seems I am just that..tainted! I upped new pics in my march 2007 folder xoxxxoo

Here Is A Three Page Article That Was Wrote About The Waterwitch Fire Company
Here is the pictures i took of the article that was wrote about the WaterWitch Fire Company that was post in a locate paper that is drop off to all the local fire company in the following states Maryland, Deleware, Pennsylvania, Virgina and West Virginia. Well notice that on the 3rd page of the article that is pictures of some older fire engines that the waterwitch fire company owned that were between the years of 1956 to 1982 before get the newer equipment that you have seen in my photo section of my profile.

The Worst Day Of Fishing
I WENT FISHIN TODAY..THERE WAS A BOY ,HIS MOM AND THERE FRIEND...THE MOM WENT THE STORE...AND I WAS HELP CATCHIN THEM FISH...AND THE FRIEND COME BACK AND SAID HOW MANY DID U CATCH...I SAID WELL I JUST CAUGHT 5 IN 2 MINUTES...THEN SHE WAS LIKE I WANNA SEE THEM...SO SHE WALKED OVER TO THE FISH ON THE STRINGER AND PICK THEM UP...AND SHE WASN'T THINKING BOUT THE STRINGER JUST THE FISH ONLY...SO SHE WENT TO PUT FISH BACK IN WATER AND AND RELIZED SHE THREW ALL FISH AND STRINGER IN LAKE...WELL I JUST LOOKED AND FISH WERENT MOVING...ALL OF SUDDEN FISH STARTED TO SWIM AWAY INTO THE DARK MURKY WATERS AND I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND AND SAID WTF MIGHT AS WELL ...SO I KICKED OF MY SHOES AND DIVED IN TO THE ICE COLD LAKE...I LMAO..SO HARD CUZ THE WATER WAS LIKE 50 DEGREES....AND EVERYONE ELSE LAUGHED WITH ME NOT AT ME...I TURNED AROUND TO EVERYONE AND SAID U KNO FOR WOMEN WHO DONT HAVE BALLS IM MORE BRAVER THAN THOSE MEN OVER THERE THAT U WANNA CALL UR HUSBANDS OR BOYFRIENDS....I THOUGHT TODAY WAS FUN &

Could You Be The One For Me
Could you Be? Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, fate could be so kind? Could you be the one for me, the one to help me forget the man that broke my heart, my soul, the man haunts me yet. You tell me that I'm beautiful, Something I've never heard. But the one still lives here in my mind, that couldn't spare a kind word. Could you be the one to come and mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together what another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see my road has been long and rough, and the heart that was once soft is now shut, locked, and tough. But I can feel my heart open again, It's opening for you. Just come in, and love me back that's all you have to do. I must ask you one small thing before we kiss and part, Please be nice and kind to me, I'm tired of broken hearts.

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Current mood: excited Take my hand and lead the way, tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all the things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin, bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly, for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight, you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within... I'm ready now, let love begin.

Thought For The Day.......
THIS IS ABOUT NOTHING SPECIAL.... JUST BABBLE TALK, I SUPPOSE. TODAY, I HAD THE BEST DAY (NO WHERE NEAR AS GOOD AS YESTERDAY) BUT EQUALLY GOOD. I HAD THE FATHER OF MY DAUGHTER'S OVER TODAY. WE SEEMED TO HAVE A PRETTY GOOD DAY. WE TALKED AND HUNG OUT, WATCHED MOVIES AND PLAYED WITH MY DAUGHTER'S. IT WAS AWESOME. YOU EVER GO THROUGH A DAY, WONDERING... "AM I INVISIBLE"? WELL, I DO. NOT EVERYDAY AND I DO TALK TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS. BUT THERE'S DAYS WHERE I FEEL LIKE I'M INVISIBLE. WHO KNOWS MAYBE IT'S NOT JUST ME. AT LEAST I HOPE NOT..... I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. LIKE FOR INSTANCE, WHY DO I LIVE WHERE THERE'S A LOT OF FRICKEN RAIN? OR, WHY IS IT WHEN YOU ENTER A ROOM, THE CHATTER ALL OF A SUDDEN STOPS? WERE THEY TALKING ABOUT YOU? OR... DO YOU SCARE THEM? LOL THIS ISN'T ON ANYTHING IN PARTICULAR, JUST THOUGHTS.... YOU BREAK FREE FROM ONE THING AND GET HIT WITH ANOTHER THING... THAT'S JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY. EVERYDAY LIFE, I SUPPOSE. JUST LIKE DOING DISHES EVERYDAY, OR

New Virus Found Read Immediatly
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point presentation " Life is Beautiful" If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner. PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, And ask them to PAS

Was It Just A Dream?
Just sit in your chair, exposed to Me, legs parted. Sit there with your hands on the arm rests, unbound yet forbidden to move. Hold yourself in that position and watch me play with myself mere inches from your face. Here, I will steady you head with my hand, force you to keep your eyes at my waist as I grow harder. I own your body, but more important I own your will. You may look--must look--now that I am hard, but you may not touch, may not kiss, may not even breath on me. Now that I can stand erect without the assistance of a hand, choose: look at my waist and know that I am hard merely to prove you cannot have me now OR look into my eyes and let them tell you with a simple glance that I can have you whenever I choose. Yes, the eyes are easier, aren't they? My hand keeps your chin raised so I can step forward and touch your neck, but you may not break from my gentle grip, may not look down and taste me. You need to earn that privilege, slave. Inspire me. Prove your worth-

Fake A Smile
This is a poem i wrote March 12, 2007 called Fake A Smile... its depressive so dont read it if you dont like that stuff!!! Slowly the blood drips Down her arms onto the ground Her tears flow like rain No one hears a sound She is cold hearted Had all she can take Fed up with this life Just about to break She cries at night For someone to care Even asked for help But all they do is stare She hides it so well Everyone thinks shes fine She smiles to her friends They believe her lie Day by day she does this act Pleasing everyone but herself She goes into her room And gets the razor from the shelf She writes a long letter Then takes a picture Cuts herself too deep Wished someone would have saved her

Knocking On Heaven's Door
First, let me say I am okay. Not great, but okay. Friday night Matt (my husband) and I where waiting in line to get our papers for the route... I was sleeping, but suddenly woke up. A few hours before I had a slight asthma attack but nothing major. I controlled it with a breathing treamtment. ...But this... this was going down hill... So we got our papers and Matt folded them. On our way to our route, I was getting worse not better, so Matt turned around and got the power inverter and the machine so I could take a breathing treatment in the car. We were on Highway 395 when I started having horrible chest pains... now let me tell you ahead of time... I have an enlarged heart. That was discovered after my Grand Mal Seizure when I was 12. ...The treatment wasnt cutting it and as Matt turned down Main Street, things went from bad to worse. He sped down Main and cut over to Hesperia Road in an attempt to take me to St. Mary's, but half way down Hesperia Road I told him my chest was

Avoidance
I'll tell you, if there isn't one thing I can't stand more then lying, cheating, using, and abusing..... it's got to fucking be avoidance. I mean christ, if you don't want to talk to the person. TELL THEM! It's alot easier just telling the person you don't want to talk to them, then having them trying to talk to you or see you, and you avoid them. It's alot easier, not only for you but, for them too. I mean, is it so hard to tell someone "Hey, I'm not interested in talking with you." ???? NO IT'S FUCKING NOT!!! I mean, is it that they just aren't good enough to talk to you? I find it pathetic, that some people actually get off on avoiding people, cause they know that they will keep trying to get in touch with you. Avoidance is some stupid ass childish game, that I guess some people must play to make themselves feel better about who they are inside. GROW UP PEOPLE!!!