Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Son
everyone please pray for my son hes going into surgury next week to remove his port. and he has tests to do next week as well. he will be four years old right before his appointments. also please pray that the cancer does not ever come back. because if it does he will have to be under constant observation in the hospital and the chemo and radiation will be a lot more intense and worse.

What Do You Do When All Else Fails?
What do you do when all else fails? What do you do when it seems you have no where to run? What do you do when you are up agianst all odds? Everyone dancing around you happy as can be. They all wearing the pretty little smiles and not showing that they are hurting too. You watch and listen when all you really want to do is scream and hollor out help me. What do you do ? You tell your friends that you are alright. And that you are doing good. But deep down inside it is hurting you. It is eating at you. You don't know what it is But you don't know how to find it out the root of it either. what do you do ? How do you cope? Is there any hope? The kids play and ride there bikes and there happy as long as you don't show that your hurting. They laugh and giggle all day long. They cuddle at night with you. But what do you do ? After there in bed all tucked in tight. Sleeping and off in dream land. It is suppose to be your time to relax and rethink the day. But all you can

Teeter-totter In Between Brilliance And Insanity.
[001.] When U eat a sandwich, do you eat the crust first and then the center? CRUST AND CENTER SAME TIME, THREE BITES, SAMMICH GONE. [002.] Do U cross your right leg over your left? or left over right? LEGS TO BIG TO CROSS. [003.] When U get excited, do U need to pull on someone's hair or punch their leg? PUNCH, PUNCH, PUNCH IN THE FACE!!! [004.] What do U smell like? IRISH SPRINGS, AND AWESOME. [005.] What's the 1st thing U do on the computer once it's been started? CHECK TO SEE IF ANYONE IN MY FAMILY HAS FUCKED WITH IT. [006.] Do U brush yur teeth with cold or hot water? WHICH EVER COMES ON FIRST. [007.] What R U thinking about? WHAT FREDDIE MERCURY, A GAY MAN, WROTE THE SONG FAT BOTTOMED GIRLS... [008.] If U had a gun in the car, would U use that to scare people so they'll let U cut them off? NO NEED FOR A GUN TO BE SCARY. [009.] What do U think about the show "I Love New York?" THEY MADE A SHOW OUT OF A CRAPPY NEW YORK T-SHIRT? [010.] Do U kno ho

What My Birthday Says About Me...octobert 17th
Your personal ruling planets are Venus and Saturn. Restraint, self doubt and sometimes cynicism can mar an otherwise great future for you, as Saturn tends to inhibit the bright and open qualities of Venus. You need to express any unresolved issues of love and closeness that stem from parental involvement as this may resurface during your later relationships and social obligations. It is important for you to air out any grievances or grudges. That sort of stuff is unnecessary baggage which will eventually affect your kidneys and bladder (ruled by Venus) Graphic and visual arts and even architectural sciences could be a source of expression and fulfilment for you. Your lucky colours are deep blue and black. Your lucky gems are blue sapphire, lapis lazuli and amethyst. Your lucky days of the week are Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 8, 17, 26, 35, 44, 53, 62, 71. Oy most of that is so true about me...

Wife Vs. Husband
WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws." W O R D S A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man ' s 15,000. The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men... The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?" CREATION A man said to his wife one day, "I don ' t know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time. " The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you! WHO DOES WHAT A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee e

Cherry Tap Addiction
Yeah, so last night around like, oh I don't know, 11pm EST, my friend Audrea decides to refer me to this site. Little did I know that at that moment I would be sucked in like an ant in a hoover. I mean, damn, I was on for at least 2.5 hours, and now I've been on here and there for most of the night. All I can say is DAMN. I'm liking this.

Catalyst
Attitude is my addiction I live life with no regret Unlike it's my conviction That sets me apart from the rest I live for competition Your cynicism only makes my stronger I am the culmination Setting the Standard that all will follow I live it every day Don't know another way Within my eyes there is devastation an fury You can't understand In my fight Win by attrition I bring it with that I fucking am You never dealt with such rejection Licking your wounds that won't fucking heal You've never seen so much aggression I am the scream to your fucking silence I live it every day Don't know another way Attitude is my addiction I live life with no regret Unlike you it's my affliction That creates the template of all that I am You know I know No matter what you say You'll be beaten today Like every other day Something about you Keeps you from letting go Of lame obsessions Built up inside you Forget the guesswork You're starting at the source G

Pun Intended
1. A vulture boards an airplane, carrying two dead >raccoons. The stewardess looks at him and says, "I'm >sorry, sir, only one carrion allowed per passenger." > >2. Two fish swim into a concrete wall. The one turns >to the other and says "Dam!" > >3. Two Eskimos sitting in a kayak were chilly, so they >lit a fire in the craft. Unsurprisingly it sank, >proving once again that you can't have your kayak and >heat it too. > >4. Two hydrogen atoms meet. One says "I've lost my >electron." The other says "Are you sure?" The first >replies "Yes, I'm positive." > >5. Did you hear about the Buddhist who refused >Novocain during a root canal? His goal: transcend >dental medication. > >6. A group of chess enthusiasts checked into a hotel >and were standing in the lobby discussing their recent >tournament victories After about an hour, the manager >came out of the office and asked them to disperse. >"But why?", they asked, as they moved off. "Because," >he said," I can't st

Prisoner Of The Knight
You know me not by day, The night is my domain, That is where you come for me. I long for your peaceful slumber, When the spinning of your mind ceases, No longer diverting the pursuit of pleasure. I wait impatiently, Lonely for your touch, Until you dream once again. That place beyond is where you find me, Forever there, I am drunk with anticipation, Writhing, ready for your touch. Impale me, That is what I'm pleading for, Pervasion, The surging passion of union, Divine intoxication; Is it ecstasy or madness? Rest in me; calm yourself in my still waters, Raging as a tempest against your shore, Awaken not, once more without me. A prisoner, existing only for your embrace, Reason erases remembrance when you arise. By day it holds me hostage, or is it you bound by this quest? Always retreating, I keep you with iron chains, Invisible, yet strong as spider's webs, That no man can tear asunder. Goddess, granting secret desires, With deathless lips

Deal Or No Deal
Well, it's Friday night and I'm gettin ready for bed but I wanted to try and get in a blog before I turn in for the night. I finally got a family member. Dirty Fairy added me to her family so now I'm cool. She's actually a real sweetheart. Not looking to have a million friends or whoring herself out for points. any way, thanks. So I found out that they are having a casting call for Deal Or No Deal and 1 Vs. 100 tomorrow down in Boston. Everybody says I should go down so wish me luck. I'm not sure which show I would want. DOND looks like it would be fun but 1Vs. 100 seems like a sure thing as far as the money goes. You gotta be pretty careless to lose on that one. I probably won't get picked for either but it's kinda like Powerball, fun to play the what if game. What else? I'm in the process of trying to sell my bike. The wife is scared shitless I'm gonna get in another accident. I always said I would never let a woman take away my motorcycle but that was before I met some

Today
well if things couldn't get more hectic thoughts of 3 years come flooding back into my memory.. if the dr wouldn't have stopped my pregnancy we would be chasing dakota around now... according to the obgyn's that have read my records they believe that if he would have been born the first time i went into labor he would be with us... so much for that.. he is with both his grandfathers running around in heaven with God... Keep the love little one.. always know that mommy and daddy think of you often.. and daily.. you are missed and loved deeply those that read the above date in the pic will say how can it be feb 16.. well that was his actual birthday.. but today jan 26th was the day i first went to the hospital in labor and the dr stopped it.. so i hope that clears it up...

Living With It
Meeting people and getting to know them is really cool~~ i dont like living without them - if they go away -- seems a part of me goes too - so i m living with the thought there gonna be back in my life even if they dont.~~

Two Choices
Subject: Two Choices >> What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, >> there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the >> same choice? >> >> At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled >> children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would >> never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and >> its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by >> outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet >> my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot >> understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of >> things in my son?" >> >> The audience was stilled by the query. >> >> The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, >> physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity >> to realize true human natur

Goodbye
I'm so tired right now , and I dont know what else to say to you about all of this shit its just fucked up how things turned out and I dont know where to run or lay my head when you call my name the things are said and done no turning back this time. Why did you rip my heart out and play those games on me. I have feelings too and you threw them all away. When you said you loved me just fucking lies my tears dont fall anymore Just shattered remains Im nothing anymore thanks to you im here alone not wanting to stay so what is it you have to say? Im calling out bleeding out everything I am, it wasnt enough to break me down you had to take everything I ever fucking loved and knew!! on this ledge I stand above saying goodbye to you! one jump and its all said and done!! By: Stacey Forrester (copywritten/ dont steal!)

Writing Chapter One
I am writing chapter one of the e-book and I must admit that I got very aroused myself while writing it. Especially during the shower scene while shaving my own legs. I have never had such an arousing time shaving my legs before. It is just amazing how the imagination can stimulate the juices and make them flow as I watched myself shave in my own mind's eye. My husband read it after I finished the chapter and he jumped me. He was very turned on and showed me just how turned on he was immediately after he read it. Wow... was he ever hard. VERY hard!!!!! We will now be shopping for some new "toys" for the bedroom to experiment with and stimulate our fantastic sex life even more. We are planning to have a "date" at a local hotel/casino and play with the "toys" ... all night long. After a few drops of the one armed bandit of course. LOL

~~our Wonderful Heroes In Dc~~
Subject: FW: Washington God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things," God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in i

'love'
‘Love’ Love is a emotion Seldom freely given Love is a beauty Felt from deep within Love is a image Of peace and happiness Love is only felt When one gives kindness A special thing, to some people… That’s what love is. But, to me… LOVE IS YOU! J.R.A.F 12-09-93

Warming Her Pearls
Next to my own skin, her pearls. My mistress bids me wear them, warm then, until evening when I'll brush her hair. At six, I place them round her cool, white throat. All day I think of her, resting in the Yellow Room, contemplating silk* or taffeta, which gown tonight? She fans herself whilst I work willingly, my slow heat entering each pearl. Slack on my neck, her rope. She's beautiful. I dream about her in my attic bed; picture her dancing* with tall men, puzzled by my faint, persistent scent beneath her French perfume, her milky stones. I dust her shoulders with a rabbit's foot, watch the soft blush seep through her skin like an indolent sigh. In her looking-glass my red lips part as though I want to speak. Full moon. Her carriage brings her home. I see her every movement in my head...Undressing, taking off her jewels, her slim hand reaching for the case, slipping naked into bed, the way she always does...And I lie here awake, kn

I Crave
I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair. Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets. Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps. I hunger for your sleek laugh, your hands the color of a savage harvest, hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond. I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your lovely body, the sovereign nose of your arrogant face, I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes, and I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight, hunting for you, for your hot heart, like a puma in the barrens of Quitratue.

Murmur,sex,sex,sex.....
Sex, as they harshly call it, I fell into this morning at ten o'clock, a drizzling hour of traffic and wet newspapers. I thought of him who yesterday clearly didn't turn me to a hot field ready for plowing, and longing for that young man pierced me to the roots bathing every vein, etc. All day he appears to me touchingly desirable, a prize one could wreck one's peace for. I'd call it love if love didn't take so many years but lust too is a jewel a sweet flower and what pure happiness to know all our high-toned questions breed in a lively animal. 2 That "old last act"! And yet sometimes all seem post coitum triste and I a mere bystander. Somebody else is going off, getting shot to the moon. Or, a moon-race! Split seconds after my opposite number lands I make it -- we lie fainting together at a crater-edge heavy as mercury in our moonsuits till he speaks in a different language yet one I've picked up through cultural exchanges... we murmur the f

"common Folk"
Let me share a more "common folk" erotic poem. From the Canadian Irving Layton, please note the reference in the title. Nausicaa "I'm the sort of girl you must first tell you love." "I love you," I said. She gave herself to me then and I enjoyed her on her perfumed bed. By the gods, the pleasure in her small wriggling body was so great, I had spoken no lecherous falsehood. Now not I nor my beloved, such is our heat, can wait for either words or scented sheet but on her or my raincoat go roughly to it. __________________

Oh, How I Ache For You
I ache for you, my love, Like a starfish Divided into two, My side still aches for you. Phantom pain for a missing rib! You were sprung from my flesh, Or I from yours. I ache for you, my love, Who fits against me Like spoons in a drawer Or the sea against the shore, Or yin and yang - Your body against me, Head at my neck, Hip at my waist. I ache for you, my love, My every extremity designed for you Lips, nose, chin, tongue, Fingers, phallus, arms, belong To your hollows, slopes and valleys, Your inlets, coves and dunes. I ache for you, my love, Like sea foam aches To melt into sand. I crash upon the strand, I rush to die like breakers on your rocks. Surging and receding, Each wave shapes you, I leave me, as I take you... Oh, how I ache for you, my love....

The Sun & The Moaning...wink
If I Were the sun And you Were the morning I would First Enter you. Partially Meeting Some resistance Stop, And then push Naked trees Finger nails In my back While birds cry A whimper That you bury In my neck. Thrust, And you moan, Like branches Rubbing Until Joy overcomes Pain with Warmth. Deep within., An animal sound Rises, But reaches your lips With the satisfied sigh Of the breeze, Which stirs clouds Stained red With your maiden blood.

Just Imagine
Imagine me in feathers, mia bella, and I will do the same for you. We'll be two birds, like Papageno and his wife, stumbling 'round, and singing of our joy. Then I will play for you my magic bells– I'll fill the day with music, then dark chocolate, then a dozen roses, and a kiss. But that is only afternoon, mein Mädchen . Daylight will leave us (but you'll hardly notice,) and when it does I'll lead you to our nest– I'll kiss you on your neck, and in your ear, I'll venture on your breast, and on your thighs, and then I'll feel your tension's low release. And in the morning, when you rise from bed, I'll watch you silently get dressed again. I'll bask in you, remembering our night spent in the cavern of undying fire. I'll smile, knowing that I've loved a bird.

Just Writing
I sat at my table and started to cry as I thought of you with tears in my eye I wonder what is wrong I wonder where I stand when I should be beside you holding hand to hand So tell me how to feel tell me what to do at times I am so confused I wonder are you to? At times you hurt me really really bad at times you make me feel super sad but all in all my love for you is not only special but sincere and true By:Tracy Campbell

Poems
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you

A Broken Heart.
A Broken Heart. As I wander down this lonely road, Without a trace of light. Stumbling over the sticks and stones, Losing my minds last fight. My heart it hurts from beating, My eyes to sore to see. I have not the strength to walk, Nor a fresh breath to breathe. I know why I feel this way, Not sure how to deal. For my hands are bound behind my back, My wounds to open to heal. Sweat drips out my forehead, As tears stain down my cheek. I struggle down this road called life, So cold, lonely, and weak. My weakness is called a “broken heart”, So known, it has name. There is not a way to get around, Nor a cure to ease the pain. The only thing I know to do, As I walk alone, along my path. Just hope and pray that I’ll grow up, And this pain will subside at last.

I Give Up
Ok maybe it's me but I know my depression is getting the best of me. But sometimes I just wish life whould stop trying to f**k me over. How am I ever going to get out of this depression if life keeps shitting on me?

Smile As Time Passes
'Smile as time passes' smile as time passes easy steps alone & along any path looking for, looking at, looking forward wondering loud, remembering to scream as much in pleasure as in pain. the pain passes the taste of pleasure stays forever

Something Unknown
I'd say this was a headache, if I felt any pain, I'd say this was confusion, if I didn't know exactly where I am. I'd call this dissonance, but nothing seems out of order, I'd call it a fugue, but I know where it began. I'd describe this in all sorts of ways, but the words fail me.

Asking Out A Coworker?
I haven't posted much in here lately, although I'm sure I could come up with some things to write about I just haven't had a lot of time. Anyway, on to the point... In the course of working and being around certain coworkers over the past 8 or so months, I've found myself attracted to one in particular and I don't know if I should pursue it or just let it go. First of all, she's probably out of my league. From what I can tell, she's from a family that has at least some money. I could be wrong, either way it's not the big issue with me except that I come from a family that has done all it can just to get by. I'm not knocking my family by any means, I'm thankful for them and grateful to have my family but I feel almost like the bus boy of a fancy restaurant that's infatuated with a customer...it's just something that wouldn't work. I think we have a couple of things in common or I wouldn't even be considering this at all. I just think I'm reaching out a bit far, but she's nothing l

~crowded Elevator Smells Different To Midget~
> >Two fleas had an arrangement to meet every winter in > >> > Miami for a vacation. > >> > > >> > Last year when one flea gets to Miami, he's shivering > >> > and shaking. > >> > The other flea asks him "Why are you shaking so badly?" > >> > The first flea says "rode down here from New Jersey in > >> > the mustache of a guy on a Harley." > >> > > >> > The other flea responds saying "That's the worst way to > >> > travel. Try what I do. Go to the New Jersey airport bar, have a few > >> > drinks. While you > >> > are there, look for a nice stewardess. > >> > Crawl up her leg and nestle in where it's warm and cozy. > >> > It's the best way to travel that I can think of." > >> > > >> > The first flea thanks the second flea and says he will > >> > give it a try next winter. > >> > A year goes by.....When the first flea shows up in Miami > >> > he is shivering and shaking > >> > again. > >> > The second flea says "Didn't you try what I told you?" > >> > "Yes," says th

~~for All Golfing Buffs And Muffs~~
1. Eighteen holes of match play will teach you more about your foe than 18 years of dealing with him across a desk. ..........Grantland Rice 2. Golf appeals to the idiot in us and the child. Just how childlike golf players become is proven by their frequent inability to count past five. ..........John Updike 3. It is almost impossible to remember how tragic a place the world is when one is playing golf. ...........Robert Lynd 4. If profanity had any influence on the flight of the ball, the game of golf would be played far better than it is. ..........Horace G. Hutchinson 5. They say golf is like life, but don't believe them. Golf is more complicated than that. ..........Gardner Dickinson 6. If a lot of people gripped a knife and fork as poorly as they do a golf club, they'd starve to death. ..........Sam Snead 7. Golf is a day spent in a round of strenuous idleness. ..........William Wordsworth 8. If you drink, don't drive. Don't even

The Best Chain Letter I Ever !!!!
Hello my name is Darlene I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent 2 me by ppl who actually believe that if u send them on, a poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her 4head will b able 2 raise enough money 2 have it removed b4 her redneck parents sell her 2 a traveling freak show Do u honestly believe that Bill Gates is going 2 give u & everyone 2 whom u send "his" email, $1000? How stupid r we? "Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this pg. & make a wish, I'll get laid by every good looking model in the magazine!" What a bunch of bullshit.Basically, this message is a big FUCK U 2 all the people out there who have nothing better 2 do than 2 send me stupid chain mail forwards. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house & sodomize me in my sleep 4 not continuing a chain that was started by Peter in 5 AD & brought 2 this country by midget pilgrims on the Mayflower. Fuck them.If u'r going 2 4ward something, @ least send

For All My Kind Friends
*`* For attractive lips, speak words of kindness..... *`* For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. *`* For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. *`* For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.. *`* People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. *`* Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. *`* As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

The You And Yours
A REAL POET KNWS WHAT SLAM POETRY IS..I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS. THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL PEOPLE WHO HAVE EVER BEEN LOCKED UP WHETHER ITS PRISON, JAIL OR MENTAL HYGENE. THEY CRY AND THEY SCREAM, THEY BEG ANF THEY PLEAD, FOR A PARENT THAT CANT COME HOME...... HELD PRISONER BY A SYSTEM THAT DONT CARE TO LISTEN TO OUR CHILDRENS GROWING NEED..... OR HOW THEIR HEARTS BLEED. THEY HAVE A YEARNING INSIDE, A BURNING INSIDE, FOR SOMETHING THEY SIMPLY CANNOT HAVE.... THE PLEASURE HOLDING BOTH MOM AND DAD. BUT POLITICIANS SO FULL OF GREEDPOCKETS BULGIN, NO NEED FOR THE GREEN, NO CARE FOR THE YOU AND THE YOURS... FIVE DIGITS, ANOTHER STATISIC, REPRESENTING OF A WORLD GONE BALISTIC. YOU HAVE A PRICE TO PAY. ITS JUSTICE THEY SAY, SO GET ON YOUR KNEES AND PRAY.... FOR A LIGHTER SENTENCE SEEK REPENTENCE, LIGHTEN THE MIND, GO BEYOND THE GRIND AND MAYBE ONE DAY YOU'LL BE FREE....TO GO HOME TO THEM BABIES, LIFES BEEN SO HAZY... INMATE TO CIVILIAN YOUR FREEDOMS WORTH A MILLION....

Negative Labels Of Default Pics?
I would think that the object of putting a nickname label on your default pic/profile would be to attract some folks to your site. It is beyond me though why one would want to pick out a negative connotation name, such as.... UNLUCKY??? Unlucky@ CherryTAP and, THE VOID??? thevoid@ CherryTAP

Some Times When Am A Lone I Feel Useless
thats how it is for me some times i feel a lone like dont have a friend in the world as much as i dont have being sad some timesi am and its not because of the person that i with or who i like its because my folks all ways ruin it for me by trying to proect me to the point it makes me feel misable and for me thats not much of them trying to make me happy or feeling happy

Just A Thought .....
"There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart!" - Melanie Griffith "Love is grand; divorce is a hundred grand." - Anonymous "I was nauseous and tingly all over. I was either in love or I had smallpox!" - Woody Allen The great question, which I have not been able to answer is, "What does a woman want?" - Sigmund Freud "Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence. Second marriage is the triumph of hope over experience." - Samuel Johnson "An archeologist is the best husband any woman can have; the older she gets, the more interested he is in her." - Agatha Christie "What do you get when you cross Odie with the God of love? A stupid cupid!"

January 27, 2007: To The Left
From Beyonce's "Irreplaceable", 1.) Dismissed, dumped, broke off 2.) "Step aside," as in when a person is dumped: means to get out of one's face and life so that a new partner can be established. 3.) Indicating where the door is located, even if it is not actually located to the left -- "To the left" indicates that your exit is expected right fucking now. BF: Baby, it wasn't me with that girl! GF: Ain't got time for your excuses, playa.... to the left.

Friends And Friendship
I am a member here and MySpace and numerous others spots on the web that people can come together and chat and get to know each other. But the other day I had a person pose a question that got me thinking. Ops did she screw up so I just had to let my mind explore this issue and have entered that question in my book. Yes I am and have been developing chapters and combining them into a book which I hope to one day gets published. But that is another story. This person whom I had asked via the net to join my friends list posed this question to me, "WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIND?" I was taken back a bit and had never been asked that question. So I ask you people even the ones that have so graciously joined my friend’s network and rated me (I hope honestly) why do you pick me to be your friend? Why do you pick anyone to be your friend? What does a friend mean to you? What is friendship to you? I know most don’t care for or even listen to country music but Tracy Lawrence has a song ou

Spam Error
I SENT OUT A BULLETIN A FEW DAYS BACK AFTER I WAS TOLD THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING WHEN VOTING FOR MY MOM IN A CONTEST BECAUSE I KEPT POSTING THE SAME COMMENT. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS HIT THE SPACE BAR A FEW TIMES EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE BEFORE PASTING YOUR COMMENT. I KNOW A FEW PEOPLE THAT USE THIS. HELL THERE WAS A BULLETIN GOING AROUND A MONTH OR TWO AGO BUT I GUESS SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO READ. I WAS SO UPSET WHEN I WAS INFORM THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING. I AM NOT LIKE THAT I SPENT MANY MANY HOURS VOTING FOR MY MOM. I WOULD NEVER CHEAT SO IF YOU WANT TO GET PASSED THE SPAM ERROR JUST USE THE SPACE BAR. IT WORKS BELIEVE ME. SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS FIGURED THIS WA SOMEONE MIGHT TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS. HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE. STAY AT HOME MOM ~MEMBER OF K.O.T.~

Send Thanks
Subject: Send thanks I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat at KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers o

When You Hit Rock Bottom...
I hear the saying, "when you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up"...I just wonder if that is true or not? I feel like I have hit rock bottom but I am not even seeing the light yet :( And I don't know which way to go that would point me upward. Life is at a standstill right now and its not getting any better. Worse is more like it and it sucks. I know that things could be much worse, but I honestly don't think I could handle it if it was. I know I would go crazier then. I'm trying so damn hard to hold things together, but month by month it seems that things only get harder around here. I just feel like screaming but I know that never really helps. I have a few things to look forward to, other than those few things and people that hold me together that is all I have. I bitch so much about how bad I hate living here so close to my family, but its times like this when they are trying to help as much as they can that you rethink those words. I'm so thankful to have a loving family that

Friends
Im asking what is a friend? Im very disappointed in alot of people here that say they are my friend. now im not talking to the people that are my friends that write me,and leave comments and rate the photos. im talkin to the other people that i rate everything and they dont rate me or write to me or leave a comment,so if u r my true friends show it

My Hero My Life
The day i came to know you were there was the day the feeling of joy and fear entered me...I instantly thought of the brothers and sisters you should have had and wondered if you would be here with me, or would you be joining them.... As each day passed I felt a more warmer feeling inside that you were gonna be the one....I could start to feel you move inside me gentally at first and then with more force toward the end..... As the day came for you to enter the world the same feeling of joy and fear entered me....I awated the day to finally look in your eyes.......And as the gentlemen that took you from inside me held you up, I looked into your eyes and realized my miracle was here.....I love you baby ...Danielle...

A Dream
As my mind drifts off to la la land, a smile welcomes my face. All the pain that I have felt is so far from this place. Its peaceful here in my escape. The beauty of this land. Everything is perfectly perfect. On clouds of bliss I stand. Like excstacy inside my head, my heart swims to the shore. It feels alive and safe again. I need to be here more. Its funny how my mind misleads my thoughts inside a dream. And I cant escape that when I awake, it wont be what it seemed... in that dream.

S-a-t Ur D-a-y
Today I have a interview/fingerprinting session and orientation at the IRS. Woot woot! I may have a Federal Job. And thats pretty cool at only 19!!!!!!!! I got my W-2's in and lol, the taxes thus far, are like, $80.21, wow that'll buy me like, a haircut and the rest of my school supplies! Well wish me luck at my interview thingy. I will be on later, playing Diablo 2: Lord of Destruction in US East......My SN is mgarcia06

I Held A Jewel A Poem By Emily Dickinson
I held a jewel in my fingersAnd went to sleep The day was warm, and winds were prosyI said, "Twill keep" I woke - and chide my honest fingers,The Gem was goneAnd now, an Amethyst remembranceIs all I own

Just A Freestyled Poem
Death has sought me since the first day of birth. Still trying to figure what I am worth. Life has seemed to be my curse. Played and frayed, which one is worse? My life is fucked and some may know that life to me is getting slow. Im here and so bad want to go back to the place that I call home. A diseased mind that cannot find a reason to be so defined. Why do I hear Im one of a kind? Im a shattered soul with a shattered mind. My heart is tired as are my eyes. My hands stretched out torward the skies. My screams are yelled at silent whys. My heart is close to all goodbyes.

Sons...
And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. Ft. House 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with Roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a Crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not Strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and A Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint Can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. Room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a Few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a Long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a Baseball hit by a ce iling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh"

Contest I Got Scred Out Of
i was in a contest were the most coment bomb got a blast and i could do 1000 comments per hour then when cherrytap went down the other night now it hasbeen too hard for me to comment dropped to about 5 per ten mins or so , go figure, thanks alot, i dont know what happend but it just ticked me off about it, no more contest for me, i'm done, and a big thanks too all that commented my pic for that blast, thats my pissed off blog for the day, only chance i had for a blast and got fuked up hope everyone have a blast of a weekend

Of Pearls And Stars
The pearly treasures of the sea, The lights that spatter heaven above, More precious than these wonders are My heart-of-hearts filled with your love. The ocean's power, the heavenly sights Cannot outweigh a love filled heart. And sparkling stars or glowing pearls Pale as love flashes, beams and darts. So, little, youthful maiden come Into my ample, feverish heart For heaven and earth and sea and sky Do melt as love hath melt my heart. by Heinrich Heine

Saturday
HiHi!! Still sickly here. I got 90% of my homework done. Its cold out. Im bored!! I dug thru my photobucket--I have over 1000 pics in there. Didn't find anything exciting except that pic of my butt most of you probably remember. bla bla bla...yadda yadda yadda Saw "The Devil Wears Prada" it was ok. Nothing much else to report. I guess ill get a cinnamon roll and watch "Charmed" Wutcha gonna do with all that junk?

Fever
never know how much i love you never know how much i care when you put your arms around me I give you fever that's so hard to bare you give me fever when you kiss me fever when you hold me tight Fever In the morning Fever all through the night Sun lights up the day time moon lights up the night I light up when you call my name and you know i'm gonna treat you right you give me fever when you kiss me fever when you hold me tight Fever In the morning Fever all through the night Everybodies got the fever That is somethin you all know Fever is'nt such a new thing Fever start long ago Romeo love Juliet Juliet she felt the same When he put his arms around her He said Julie baby your my flame Now give me fever When were kissin Fever with that flame in you Fever I'm a fire Fever yeah i burn for you Captain smith and pocahontas had a very mad affair When her daddy tried to kill him She said daddy oh don't you dare He gives me fever With his

A Touch
I TOUCH YOU. I TOUCH YOU AS I HAVE IN MY MIND A THOUSAND TIMES. I TOUCH YOU. SLOWLY MY FINGERS TRACE A PATH OVER THE OUTLINES OF YOUR BREASTS THE SHEER SILK FIBERS OF YOUR BLOUSE. CIRCLING YOUR NIPPLES, CAUSING THE RIPPLES THAT WILL EVENTUALLY BUILD TO THE WAVES OF YOUR ORGASMIC HAZE.BUT FOR NOW ALL I DO IS TOUCH YOU. SKILLFULLY, I UNFASTEN THE BUTTONS OF YOUR BLOUSE; FOR IT IS MY INTENT TO AROUSE THAT SEXUAL DEMON THAT LIES DORMANT INSIDE. SO AS I COMPLETE THIS ACT I GENTLY TOSS YOUR BLOUSE ASIDE, AND THEN I TOUCH YOU. FOR THE FIRST TIME ACTUALLY TOUCHING YOUR SMOOTH, SOFT FLESH, I SLOWLY CARESS YOUR SHOULDERS DOWN TO YOUR SIDES THEN LOOKING DEEPLY INTO YOUR EYES, I UNDO YOUR BRAZIER’S CLASPS FREEING YOUR LOVELY BREASTS. AT LAST I TOUCH YOU. I TOUCH YOU GINGERLY AND TENDERLY BUILDING YOUR EXCITEMENT STEADILY. AGAIN I GIVE YOUR BREASTS A PLAYFULL STROKE KNOWING THAT IT’S A SIGH THAT I WILL PROVOKE, AS I TOUCH YOU. BRINGING YOUR TENDER BUDS TO MY LIPS AND FIRMLY GRASPING YOUR BOUNTIFUL

Snippets Viii: Jerk Of A Snippet.
*BOT* lynn**: ::giggles:: don't take my lines! shattersoul13: I didn't! shattersoul13: You say "hit a bitch". shattersoul13: XD *BOT* lynn**: no i don't *BOT* lynn**: i say punch a bitch *BOT* lynn**: ask chris! *BOT* lynn**: jerk of a boy line thief! shattersoul13: I'll warpaint you, don't fuck with me! *BOT* lynn**: fuck you buffalo! shattersoul13: :O shattersoul13: You are SO cowboy. *BOT* lynn**: i'll tee pee you in the ass boy! shattersoul13: :O shattersoul13: x5! shattersoul13: That's prime. shattersoul13: *shoulder smack* *BOT* lynn**: fag *BOT* lynn**: no more *BOT* lynn**: DUDE shattersoul13: *cries*

Actors
I have come to realize that Clint Eastwood is freakin' hot in "Hang'em High", I mean this guy had it going for him. He's soooo hot back in the day. I shall marry a guy that is as hot as that bad-boy face, cowboy thing. Hahaha.

Poem
TEARS ARE LIKE MOISTURE FOR YOUR SOUL TO WASH AWAY HURTS AND MAKE US WHOLE SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE SUNSHINE SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE RAIN PUT THERE TO WASH AWAY THE PAIN SOMETIMES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN THAT IF THE RAIN DOESN'T STOP YOU JUST MIGHT GO INSANE THEN YOU PUSH IT ALL DEEP INSIDE FOR THOSE KIND OF HURTS YOU TRY HARD TO HIDE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CHOICE IS THE BEST THING TO DO MAYBE NOT FOR EVERYONE BUT YOU KNOW IT IS FOR YOU THEN THE ONLY THING LEFT IS FOR YOU TO PRAY GOD JUST LET ME MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY

I'll Be Yours And You'll Always Be Mine
Forever and always, I've loved you that long What was once just a dream has come true. For, you've lived in my dreams and are now in my heart. I've waited a lifetime for you. Each one of us has a true love, so I'm told One special person who makes us complete. From the moment I met you, I knew it was true You are the man of my dreams, my soulmate. Enduring and endless, our love will remain Our hearts and our souls intertwined. Always together, we'll walk hand in hand I'll be yours and you'll always be mine. by Cheryl Ann

"i Went To Your Page Today"
I went to your page today. was wondering if maybe you wanted to come and play. It's been so long since i've seen your face I miss your pretty smile I miss your little nose your smell... all I have left are pictures to look at and the tears fall down my face wondering where you are and what your doing and if you even think of me. knowing that at this exact moment we are doing the same thing... I feel at peace I feel your presence. Your Warmth Miles away from my best friend but yet still connected. somehow someway we will meet again. you will see that this love I have for you will never end The feelings will never die. I will love and miss you the rest of my life. Joshua free player from mysplayer.com

Girls Bitching About Perverts
so i have come across several girls accounts atleast 7? and i have read their accounts and the post up on there saying how they dont want perverted comments and peverted guys talking to them now in my opinion dont dress like a fucking slut, dont talk like a fucking slut, take down your private pictures, and you wont get abunch of guys saying perverted shit.... also with my opinion you slutty cunts deserve it if your going to talk,act,dress, like that so shut the fuck up or stop acting like it and you wont get perverted guys

My Writings
Day Dreams of Desires of You I lay here while my mind drifts away dreaming of you. Wanting to have you laying beside me. Desiring to feel your touch, your warmth, your passion. Wanting to feel your hands slowly carress my body. Then ever so gentle your hand brushes up against my face, you lean closer and kiss me ever so passionately. Your kiss fills me with so much more desire within. I am wanting you to fufill me completely. Oh how I am wanting you to make love to me. Very slow and very passionate. My mind still drifting of dreams and desire of all the things I want to become between us. For one day my dreams will be made into reality. Not till then will I feel the full desire of your passion for now all I have is day dreams.

Artin' Around: My Art + Your Art = Wholeness!
For right now, if I don't rate your photos, etc, it's probably because I'm just working on my own art. Please don't think I'm ignoring you, or that I'm not interested. I am . And I'll be getting there eventually to comment, rate, and stuff. Artists, by some twisted genetic fate, are cursed with a certain self-centeredness about their artwork. I'm working to overcome mine, and I have spent a lot of time cruising other people's photos, and art, and blogs, and that helps get me out of my own selfishness. So thank you for helping me do that! I had to laugh the other day when one of my artist friends exclaimed "YOU PAINT??? I didn't know that!!" I've known her for three years. She didn't now I was a painter because she's always so busy with her OWN art. I don't blame her and it didn't upset me. But it made me stop and realize that I DO need to appreciate other people's point of view more. And I am working on it! To my way of thinking, everyone on CT is an artist in some fashion. Mean

Love Of A Man
The Love of a ManThe Love of a ManIt's not how strong he is,How powerful he can be,Nor is it how tall he is.The Love of a ManIt's not to how he succeeds,How many surprises orGifts he gives to you.The Love of a ManIs the love that he holds,Deep within his soul,His heart filled with Unconditional love. The Love of a Man It's the Passion he shows,The way he touches yourheart and soul.The Love of a ManIs your best friend and true,He is your one true love,For he is The Man You Love.

Idiot People
You have to love idiot people don't you. So a friend calls me yesterday in a panic and in dire need and I agree to help out as long as certain obligations would be met. So we agree on this contract and I provide her with a relatively large some of money to pay off some of her less than reputable debts. She tells me how grateful she is and that we would have to get together later on and hang out. I was like great. Well until about 1am(when I went to bed) she continued to ignore all calls from me. Do you really want to piss off the guy that you owe that much money to? That just doesn't seem like a wise decision in my book. I just needed to vent, that shit pissed me off.

These Are My Thoughts, Crying Outloud
life is never the same, we shift and twist and turn in a current we can't control. i've heard it said that the mind twists and bends to deal with the horrors of life, but sometimes the mind shifts so much that it snaps in two. what happens after that? are you expected to continue moving on with life as if you're still the same as always? or is this snap what suicide is born from? can a snap heal? or is it permanent? this life is a mydrid of questions, that you'll never figure out the answers to but you just can't stop asking. shall i curl under a rock, protect myself by denying myself? if you open up to the good, are you really just asking for the bad? is there a way to get one without the other? it never rains, it always pour. good comes singular but bad comes in multiples. shouldn't it be the other way around? they say there is a heaven and there is a hell. i say they're wrong. this is hell. earth is our hell and we can't escape it. when we die, we just come back again. to try again.

Something To Listen To
This speech always moves me so much. For those who don't know who Jim Valvano was, he was a basketball coach and later announcer who died from cancer. He gave this speech not long before he passed away. You have to listen to the whole thing to get the full message. It has good advice for all of us on how to live each day.

My First Published
now mind you this was my first published poem i was only nine when i wrote this, LOVE the love we share is so strong, i often hope things will never go wrong. i think of you all the time, do you spare some thoughts in your mind. i wish we where but still where not, but baby your often in my mind and with in my thoughts by crow

Whisper Of A Hot Angel
Nay, proclaim'th he, for sweet charity hath placed me within whisper of an angel, low that I doth jest at her mortality. For jest I may as jest I might But thee wouldst find mine lust Little jests at night! Nay, the jest mightst be in nibbles, A little per-loin for pleasure of groin And ravishment upon chest and nipples! But sup on sweet soul may have to suffice, Gravy of laughter and merry fun after, To dine on friendship and sage advice. Seems tis the province of the chaste To not take pleasure in ample measure, Tho tis much a shame and such a waste!

Let Me Do It.....
I kiss you sincerely, and deeply and lovingly. I kiss you goodnight, goodmorning, goodmorrow. When you open your eyes I will kiss them. When they are closed again I will miss them. Gentle fingers cradle your cheek with love Others brush back your hair from above You lean back deeply Feeling me close, confining, controlling I am above you Around you Upon you Lips brush as eyes rest beneath lids Moist, tender, warm Passion focused Love centred Upon one point Made of two entities Lips exploring textures untested New tastes, new temptation Probing deep, delicious and sweet dancing, delighting teasing tasting testing touching together. together.. deeply together. I will feed you As you feast upon my love. As you consume of my body. Let me fill you with my joy Then. Let me kiss you again. And again and again and again and again and again and again and again and and again and again and again and again until you sink into a deep and soul satisfied

What All Men Need To Know
****RULES FOR GUYS**** 1. NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3. NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4. SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. (This may vary from girl to girl). 5. BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples,

Nothing And Everything
The Moment Of C o m i n g NothingAndEverythingAndAllAtOnce… …all… at… …the point of arrival… Of animal survival, Of momentary madness This moment of joy Moment of truth Ultimate glory Of glorious …Stillness… . . . .Breathing. . . . Gentle kisses Tender touches Precious moment Love

Communion Of Space
Passionate embrace. Lips lightly dancing - Communion of space. Sighs from sub-levels As regions are breached, An idea is floated - An agreement is reached. Scrambling, Unbuttoning, With buckles and clips, The thing never broken - Is contact of lips. Hot skin, Prickling Welcome cool air, Masks vanish quickly - To land without care. …my god!… Plunging developments, Amazing envelopments, Sensations surrounding, Unnerving, Astounding, Depth of emotion, Depth of feeling, Yearnings rewarded, Senses Reeling… Panting, Perspiring, Glistening, Groaning, Torso’s and limbs Deliciously Entwining, Pulsing, Moving, With rhythm of loving, Heat ever growing as tensions increase, Building to the moment of total release, Building and Building and Tension increasing Quicker and slicker Both giver and taker As bodies in fusion Of carnal collusion Delighting in pleasure Relieving the pressure, Reli

The Tied
Waves of love That Wash over Me Ebbing And Flowing When You're Here With me Here Fingures That reach out To Your shore To Glide All over You and return For me This Torrent Can Toss me In to Deep Hold me In Thrall Untill I weep Waves From which There is no place To hide I'm Swept up And carried along By the Tied

Skinn To Skin
Skin agains skin Sensual touching Hot and panting breath Blissfully building heat Bodies entwined Moving Rythmically With pleasure Receiving and giving ~~~ Passion ~~~ Giving and receiving with pleasure Rythmically moving Entwined bodies Heat building blissfully Breath panting and hot Touching sensually Skin to skin

Ladies What Kind Of
What kind of dick are you getting? MISERABLE DICK - When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things and does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he's in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head, only to find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable you think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite be so weak". To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind you're going to try to get the best out of this, even if you have to make yourself cum, and he beats you to the punch. DAMN TOLERABLE DICK - This is funny dick. He eats major pussy. He eats it so good, your knees feel a little weak. It was good enough to make you shed a tear. Then he puts his dick in, just For you to realize that you cannot really feel it!! His stroke is UN-tim

Sweet
A chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

One Of My Favorite Britny Fox Songs
There's this girl I used to know, the way I feel heaven knows. I look up high and dream at night, memories I can't let go. Don't you know how it feels? Did you know your dreams are real? Don't you know you have the time? This dream feels good inside. Dream on, oh, dream on, don't you know your gonna find that star, dream on. Dream on, oh, dream on. Wish upon a star and dream on. Hand in hand we'll rock this land, gone through blues with her heart. Sometimes we need to make our dreams, things may glow bright as the stars. Bridge, chorus, lead, hook out.

This Dokken Song Is Usually How I Feel
Toss and turn all night in the sheets I can't sleep Night after night don't know what it means In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be Calling your name, but you're turning away Please don't leave Running in circles, waiting to see you In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you'll always be

Home And Great
Well been very exciting time been on a few trips had alo of fun had some issues from the past to umm tie up. Also i got a new job i am now a mortgage loan officer for southwest funding here in austin area i hope this works out. I am new to this kinda business so alot of learning to do but I think I can do it and btw if u need home finanacing heheheh call me.Well anyway it has been an eventuful few weeks i have done alot and had well some fun . leared some ppl i thought were my friends are stains upon the earth and that some i thought were my enemies are someof my truest friends and anything learned is good . BTW ppl do not be strangers u all know how to contact me and if u don't then damnit ask I always like to talk to new ppl and meet new ppl and just a fun loving guy . well i hate punctuation so gonna go and adios

Mustaches...sexy Or Just An Upper Lip Cover Up!!
Hey everyone. I need everyone's opinion.. What do you think of mustaches.. Are they attractive on men? What makes them attractive? Or are you the smooth faced individual? Let me know your thoughts and opinions...

Seating And Waiting
I'm doing the only thing that gets me through the nights since you've been gone... Waiting for you. Even if you never came back it's the only bright spot in my life... Waiting for you. And I'll go on waiting 'til the waiting is all over... Waiting for you.

Cut
I press the blade against the flesh life's essence hidden right below just one fast swipe can unleash a cut to release the torrential flow the spray in spurts paints a picture on the wall then the images dissolves.... gravity pulls it to the ground there it gathers in a pool I stare into it..... looking into it as a mirror seeing all that I have in life seeing what I might miss only one image forms a beautiful image one of who I love the one I miss I reach for that smile failing to lift my hand all my strength is in her face all is in that mirror that shows her face

"her Heart"
Possesions do not make happiness. I could own the world and still I'd be lonely. I only want one thing that I can not have. I want her heart only. I'll die a pauper because I will never have the only thing that would make me rich... Her heart.

What Is Love?
What is love?..is it the warm and painless romantic?..or is it something which can bring pain and desolation?...Maybe a combination of both..you choose...I made this page and the poem for somebody awhile ago...and then I did say goodbye..who knows the rights or wrongs of my decision?..is there a right or wrong? The only sure thing is that at least two people and probably more who must live with the results ...please feel free to view the page..maybe it will strike a chord here and there..Bright Blessings http://caelwyn.lochland.net/lovebeyondlove.html

Go To Hell
and tells her, “Go to Hell! Why should we accept your dominant viewpoint? Now I’ll have the fish, and she’ll have the beef loin.” I think it’s so hot when he challenges authority, and he uses big words, like “subvert ideology.” I’m dating a Marxist, and he can’t be beat. I never knew Commies were so darn sweet. When our food arrives, he looks at it critically. He says, “Now this meal was clearly not made for me. It looks mass-produced, from corporate machinery. I won’t be a pawn in this oppressive chicanery!” We head for the exit, we don’t leave a dime, he says that would only perpetuate capitalist crimes. I’m getting turned on by all this rebellion. I invite him back to my place for some real fun. We don’t take a cab, cuz we’re both out of money. My boyfriend spent his on books about Gramsci. Back in my room, he is undressing me. I climb up on top, but then he supresses me. He says, “You’ve been

The Song
I WENT out to the hazel wood, Because a fire was in my head, And cut and peeled a hazel wand, And hooked a berry to a thread: And when white moths were on the wing, And moth-like stars were flickering out, I dropped the berry in a stream And caught a little silver trout. When I had laid it on the floor I went to blow the fire aflame, But something rustled on the floor, And some one called me by my name: It had become a glimmering girl With apple blossom in her hair Who called me by my name and ran And faded through the brightening air. Though I am old with wandering Through hollow lands and hilly lands, I will find out where she has gone, And kiss her lips and take her hands; And walk among long dappled grass, And pluck till time and times are done The silver apples of the moon, The golden apples of the sun.

Hot Woman
Hot butter chocolate Will tempt your desire It will heat up your senses It will dazzle your tongue With its smooth satin flavor And capture your needs With a taste you can savor Like a potion of love It's an Aphrodisiac And it comes in all shades From tan to dark black For hot butter chocolate Will have you begging for more And you'll crave that sweet taste You can't find in a store It's sexy brown sugar That is hard to resist And there's no turning back From its candy like kiss If you haven't indulged In this succulent switch Then you're missing the joy That's hot, butter rich.

What Ifs Of Life
Have you ever thought what do i have in life what is my main outcome of it all how will i affect people will i help or push em away its fun how years pass and people come and go always saying their friendship is like stone and when its tested it breaks like sand ever sit back and wonder why this is so ever think to your self and ask why things happen like they do and why the good always get shafted and the ones whom do harm always get what they want it just seems like being honest and wholesome is just a way of getting screwed :(

Only In America
> > Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the > > back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy > > cigarettes at the front. > > Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, > > and a diet coke. > > Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the > > pens to the counters. > > Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the > > driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. > > Only in America.....do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in > > packages of eight. > > Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process > > so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking > > creatures'. > > Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille > > lettering. > > EVER WONDER ... > > Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? >

New Contest(best Tattoo)
I want to start up a new contest. I need 3 more people to enter a best tattoo contest. i will start the contest when i have 10 people.please send me a message if you like to enter. when i have enough i will go over the rules.please repost if you have any friends that like to enter. thank bill

Kisses
chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis

After Your Death... I See You Still
feel you from the distance that seperates. Like a created illusion, you appear. The way you feel inside my arms. The ways that you seem near. Your eyes have took control of me. They hold me like Im locked. Thoughts of everything else I feel. Every one is blocked. Its like magic how you make me feel as we lay down to love. I feel it now beneath my tears as my eyes stare up above. Ive missed you an eternity. Tonight I dreamed your face. It brought back all the memories that I have tried to replace. A broken soul that lies in tomb. A heart that just gave up. A mind that was so beautiful. A spirit that showed me love. So tragic in the way of death, you chose to leave so soon. You came back in my dreams tonight. Your death became so in bloom. Why did you go with no goodbye? Why did you break yourself? Why did you leave this empty void? Why does this feel like hell? Your vis

What A Day.
I'll remeber this day for a long time for all the wrong reasons, sickness and death are never a good way to spend a Saturday. My best friends mother-in-law died today, she had cancer all through her body, she was not expected to live past the weekend. Secondly my brothers girl friend went running to the hospital vomiting blood, and as everyone knows thats never a good thing. Three IV's, a shot of morphine and a lame ass doctors exam later they send her home with Gravol and tell her its a stomach virus. Its not been a good day.

Tha Old Me!
Tha other day I waz here at tha comp. & my home boy came & asked me if I would ride wit him ta go & help get his friend cuz he waz n place that waz unsafe & I got up & went wit him, now it waz told 2 me that it might be sum shit happenin when we got there so on tha way over there I started ta change I felt tha evilness cum over me like a wave I had a mean mug on my face that would make another person cross tha street if I waz walkin, my thoughts were pure rage & thats how i used ta be when I waz n tha gangbangin dayz tha music waz louad & my blood waz pumpin & every few min my home boy asked me waz I ok and I waz silent tha whole way I n that mode& I havent been n that mode n years I know sum of u out there know wht mode I mean, so anyway we got there & im out tha car walkin fast up 2 tha door he knocks tha door opens we go n we get his friend out with out anything happenin, the point im tryin ta make iz I waz n a whole nother world & it waz strang 4 me cuz its been so long. On tha way

Bite Me A$$holes
if i have to listen to one more moronic fucking comment i am going to go balistic. people should really think before the type since half the time it's something stupid anyway... all i have to say on this is.... KISS MY ASS!!!

Attractive Test
Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me... [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you give me your number if so let me get it? ______________

My Answers To The Naughty Adult Survey
Here are my answers. There are way too many for me to respond to one at a time. :) Body: Naughty Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? no 2) Ever been to a bar? yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? no 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? no, I don't think so, but it's been close 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? yes 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? yes 7) Had sex in a car? yes 8) Had sex at the beach? no 9) Had sex in a movie theater? no 10) Had sex in a bathroom? yes 11) Had sex at work? yes 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? no 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? yes 17) Have you been caught having sex?

Why Were Here
life is about choices wether good or bad,we learn from these choices and it makes us stronger.we need to take a second and smell the flowers every now and then ,im not saying im perfect im just saying that we as humans waste our lives on trying to make ourselves perfect and for what,so people will like us or they will hate us and we dont want that.all we have to do in life is die that what we were born for.so y we are her we should try to make the best of it,and have sum fun while we do it,people are always going to be there your never going to truely be alone.we shouldnt waste our times on the matterial things.we need to waste our time on helping to save what we call life(crime,welfare,war,and other such things that bring us down as humans). so in closing were here to LIVE!!!! lets make the best of it! Charlie

To You All
it has been brought to me that their are many people here really care for me. and i have been blinded by my depressin to see that. and i wanna thank each of you who are there for me all the time. i love you all you are my heart and my rocks.

1/28/07 At 1:34 Am
This is my first entry, so cut me some slack if you get bored reading this shit... It's Saturday night/Sunday morning, I'm completely naked typing away and uploading photos to my new Cherry Blast account. Yup, I'm having fun, but I'd rather have someone here naked with me. Totally pathetic to be alone on a cold night like this. Someone save me, and give me something to do with my mouth, and my hands, and my pussy!!! Rose: Thanks for sending me the invite. I love this site!!!

The Single Parent
The Single Parent Yes 'the drunk one' is a single parent. I have a 4year old son. I have been a single father for awhile now. Let me tell you being a single parent is no easy task. Yet it has it's rewards. I'm not complaining at all I enjoy it. I really have respect for all the single mothers out there, who are doing it all on their own with no help from anyone and no government aide. Being a Single Parent Being a single parent is no easy task. Even the simplest things can be difficult. Such as going to the store for a gallon of milk. First you have to get your child ready which can be a real pain. You have to find their shoes, which always seem to be lost when you are in a hurry and they can never remember where they left them. Plus you need to make sure their clothes are clean and they will be until you turn your back. Then it's straight for the mud puddle. You have to fight to get them in the car and out of the car. When you're in the store you have

A Special Gift
For those of you who don't know I lost my oldest son Chris in a trailer fire in nov. He was in TN going to college... I live in IN, but he was back and forth the last few monthes of his life so I got to see him many times then... anyway, his girlfriend of 4 years got to go to the trailer resently, amoung the very few thing that weren't damaged by the fire or the smoke or the water was the bible I gave him years ago, and she brought it back to me...

An Honest Opinion Of Women's Ideas.
Ladies, please help me out here, in you opinion; What in general is it that most attracts you to a man? What is the main thing you look for in a man? Is age a number or a criteria? Are women more apt to be attracted to a man who treats them badly rather than a man who puts her first? P.S. I love it here at Cherry Tap, thank you Eurasian Candle for turning me on to it and thank you ladies for accepting me as your friend here. Terry

Your Friendship Is The Sky Above My Home
Your friendship is the sky above my home, The crystal air I breathe, through which I see. I can't believe how much you mean to me. Without you with me, time would turn to stone. I don't know why I need you so, or how I know so absolutely I'll be there In times your wounded heart can hardly bear. I only know this truth is with me now. Why is it in our lives that we need friends To be awake and fully what we are? Alone we dream but never cross the bar; With you I share a grace that never ends. Written By: Born N Raised

It's Starting To Get Boring
Hi all, To my friends, family, fans: Sorry I haven't been around much lately, but my line of work takes me out of town quite often. More importantly though, I guess I'm starting to lose interest. Not in my friends by any means! This site has some issues though, if I'm a young woman stripping off my clothes, I'll have so many points in a few days I'll be posting pic's "lickity split". It seems though, I have to run around, leave comments, on 1000's of pic's for two months just for the priveledge of uploading "10" more pic's!!! Something wrong with this situation, why do I have to spend 5 hr.'s a night for 4 weeks posting comments just to have the permission to upload 10 more pic's? I'm not young, pretty or female....so I guess if I wanna post pic's I have to go elsewhere...I'll try to keep in touch with my fav's, but I believe Cherry needs to rethink things or else guys like me that want to post, will be outta here! I know a lot of guys just wanna check out the nudies and they cou

Consciousnessssssssssssssss
The idea of Luis Cipher exists as you know it by my profile....."Luis Cipher" in reality it does not exist; it is an abstraction for Lucipher.....ergo, there is no real me....only the abstraction that you perceive...an entity that you perceive, something illusory.....and though I can hide my cold gaze & you can shake my hand and feel my flesh grasping yours....and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable......I am really not there....except that part of your mind that allows me to exist.....don't YOU think?????

Why Oh Why?
Why am i always depressed? Why don't anyone believe me unless i have video evidence? Why do women think all men are alike? Why can't i get a break in life? Why does everyone continue to walk all over me? Why can't i get the nerve to walk on others? Why do we give our ex's another chance? Why do i care more for others than they do for me? Why should i stay here? Why do i want more out of life? Why do i feel so alone? Why am i alone? Why is all my luck bad? Why does every car i own breakdown even though i maintain them? Why do i have hand tremors? Why can't i get anything right? Why should i continue to try? Why do i want to cry? Why do i want to die? Why oh Why?

Never In A Million Years
Never in a Million Years Oh, if I could touch you, It'd be a once in a lifetime dream come true, And oh, if I could have you, just one night, just one time, But I know I'll never get the chance, I'll never get a second glance, Never in a million years, Never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you, I'd never let go, Never in a million years. How I need you, If you could only see inside my heart, And oh, to be near you, close enough, to reach and touch, well I've thought it over in my mind, If I could walk across the bridge of time, Never in a million years, Never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you I'd never let go, Never in a million years. But I know, I'll never, never, never get the chance, I'll never get a second glance, Never, in a million years, never in a thousand tears,

Steele
Today I heard steele in your voice. I felt it in the air. Today Steele ran through my veins and threatened to harden me. Today I noticed that the rose you gave to me was not the only rose in the world. I saw that there are more, and that what we have is not the only gardener that grows them. Today I needed you, and you were not there. Today I noticed that it is my fault. Today I saw that sleep brings not rest, but sorrow. Today, I will not only remember the steel I heard and saw. I will feel it.

Opinion ... Worldly Mind
WHAT IS 'TRUE LOVE' ... I respectfully begin the discussion with these observations, opinions and thoughts ... Let's face it ... "Love" is a "Spiritual event' of the Brain second to none ...and... that's the anxiety producing aspect. "Love" is not logical, not physical, not of this world. Not OF the world, but it is IN this world ... IN this world because it (love) is in our Brains (our Minds) and our Minds are OF this world, IN this world ... WE are here! No wonder we grow anxious, nervous, excited, fearful, eager ... and our pulses race when love is in our eyes ... There is an endless fundamental conflct taking place and we are a party to it ... in the middle of it. There is this physical world, people killing each other with no end in sight ... and then, there is "peaceful, tender Love" inside of "us" what an unlikely combination! Is there a Spirit World ... or just a World, World with "Spirts" in it ...??? Poetically speaking, I see 'neurological activity' ...

Magical Desire:
magical desire: A great magical desire lashes on to your skin So wonderfully tasteful As you feel it from within To touch those cuffs within your reach stretched upon a cross were leather and wood meet To kiss those clouds you have always adored And play with you for plenty more A feeling overtakes you Craving still fill your heart from there skill So beautifully leather and lace the pain is joy filling your face To love the times you spend with them And pray those wishes will come true To hold those cuffs that grasps your soul a magical desire of the submissive they hold. By Scott baker

There Is Always Someone On This Planet Willing To Love You For Who You Are
There is always someone on this planet willing to love you for who you are Who wants to love Take care of you Give themselves and everything they have to you Protect you Never judge you Every person has a special someone that they are destined to meet Keep your eyes open Because they are on their way If you have not met them already So open your heart Let the love pour in Because that special someone is on their way.

Help! How Do You Pull The Plug....
kindly on a co-worker who is singing along to the musical GREASE??? We have kidded around with her (sort of) but she isn't taking the hints -- even when we are more direct towards her!!! If she really sang good, it would be one thing; however, she doesn't. Augghghghghghghhhh.... Thank goodness I have to work with her for only another 30 minutes. :D Kat

How Sexy Is That....
I want to look deep into your blue eyes... I want to trace your body with my fingertips, just barely touching you... I want trace the tip of my tongue along every inch of your body, till you shiver with desire... I want to feel you shake with desire burning inside wanting and waiting to exploded with passion... I want to make you feel loved with the desire of passion... I want all your fantasies to come true... I want to surrender myself to you... I want you to know deep inside that this is real... I need you now... As I look deep into your blue eyes and tell you I need you, now more than ever... I want you so much I can taste you .... My heart races and skips a beat when I think of you and what fantasies we can fulfill together... My body shakes, burns, melts, with desire for your touch... How sexy is that....

Want,wanting And Wanted
wanting to touch you... wanting to feel your racing heart beat... wanting to feel your warm breath on my neck... wanting to have our bodies touch... wanting your fingers to trace my body... wanting to kiss you in places that have never been kissed... wanting to give passion like you've never had before... wanting to fullfill your fantasy to the fullest.... wanting to have your tender lips against mine.... wanting and waiting for that special moment to have you all to myself.... god, how i love you....

Fucked Up Survey I Made
so theres this girl i know and she claims she is the most honest and open minded person so i made this fucked up survey and she did it... here it goes enjoy SURVEY 1. patty have you ever cumed all over yourself?Pickles 2. do you masturbate?Yes 3. whens the last time you finger yourself? a long time ago 4. stop lying and tell the truth? poo colored thing 5. have you ever wanted to have sex with an animal?no 6. do you get off on watching black porn? so so 7. have you ever wanted to eat your own cunt? no 8. have you ever dreamed about haveing sex with your famaily memebers? no but I did once have a dream that my dad raped me 9. have you ever wanted to fuck jack shortridge? no 10. have you seen claytons butthole? yes 11. have you ever tryed anal sex? once--Mike 12. did you like it? so so 13. have you ever fingered clayton anally? No 14. have you ever let clayton finger you anally? Once 15.who would you fuck shannon or your dad? Dad Shannon is to gay lol

Would You?
Would you try to make me smile if you knew I really needed one? Would you be my friend and be there when I needed comfort? Would you listen if you knew I needed to talk? Would you share with me what your day was like if you knew I wanted to know? Would you say hello if you knew how much it meant to hear it? Would you spend time chstting just because we are friends? Would you send me hugs just because you know its been so long? Would you tear down your walls to help me through my own? Would you forgive me for things I have done that hurt you in the past? Would you tell me that you care when I doubt that anyone does? Would you tell me you love me instead of hiding it? Would you do any of that today? Or would you wait until tomorrow, or the next day? What if tomorrow never comes?

A Gentleman's Foreplay
If only love could be honored. Oh for a shotgun wedding said the father. It would be no bother to shun their gun. Not outdone ,every daughter would have her day, no worrying about her altars bother. No longer prey, undone, gentleman's foreplay would fade away, resulting In just flowers , courtships and a new son. Oh for the fun that would be won when Virgin fears no longer flung their pride, oh how happy parents tongues would wag, as cupids arrow wounds another's hide. Bells would peal and hearts would kneel as boys whom often sung of their illicit romances pride won, now felt the halter of a bride just for fun. True loves Psalter once again blossoms as marriage propagation would begin to issue force a bride worldwide. Population growth clearly could confide in a means to start anew, a landslide agrarian system glued by abiding fruitful breeding. Happenstance proceeding maybe, but one can only hope, perhaps

Devour Me!
Can't sleep, feeling your hands on my body As I awake. Gentle, soft, forceful, strong. I'm turned on by the feel Of my silk negligae. I can see my thigh peek out from under it. I wonder what you would do if you ever saw me in it. But that can never be. You will never spend a night with me. Just once with you was not enough It never was. And I fear I have cursed myself By letting my life slip away For that moment Just Once was too much There was something lost That I can never get back. Just once was a mistake We should have done it again. Would that have soothed the fire? For now I want to know If it was all real. Did the earth really shift? Another dimention crossed? Was my body really yours? My mind lost Breasts, lips, longing for your kiss. Wanting you inside. Feeling you pull me. I could have stayed there forever But there was a limit A breaking free And back to the drawing board I feel you part from me. Prove to me that this is true I want

Preacher & Babies
> There was a preacher whose wife was expecting a baby so he went before the congregation and asked for a raise. After much discussion, they passed a rule that whenever the preacher's family expanded, so would his paycheck. > > After six children, this started to get expensive and the > congregation decided to hold another meeting to discuss the preacher's salary. There was much yelling and bickering about how much the clergyman's additional children were costing the church. > > Finally, the Preacher got up and spoke to the crowd,"Children are a gift from God," he said. Silence fell on the congregation. In the back pew, a little old lady stood up and in her frail voice said, "Rain is also a gift from God, but when we get too much of it, we wear rubbers." > > And the congregation said, "Amen."

The Story Kept Me Awake All Night
As soon as I went to bed last night my mind began to wander and the story was laid out in front of me and I watched the continuation of the book flow through my mind's eye. Damn! Today I will spend a few hours going through my self publishing information and gain some knowledge and then download an ebook writer to make it easy for all to read my ebook when I am done. I will have a busy day... this is for sure. Reading about writing ebooks, possibly setting up a web site for ebook excerpts and promotion and an hour or so today writing the story. I can't wait to write ... it is so damn arousing for myself to visualize the story and transfer the vision to the keyboard.

Summer Breeze Poem
Summer Breeze The summer breeze is back again. The city pools are back in play. So many people just lay in the sun. As if there isn't anything to be done. Is that what summer is just lots of fun? I know I just wait for the summer breeze. For the winter breeze is just to cold to breath. The leaves are green, and the grass is too Waking up in the morning just to see the summer dew. Then the summer breeze awakes again. The grass needs cut, and the house needs painted. That is nothing that the summer breeze can't help do. The breeze is here , but for how long? Another seasons is bound to come along

Cherrytappers
Can anyone tell me I am new here and just dont understand Why is it I can rate and view 100's of profiles and rate and welcome new users and very few if any stop by and return the love I despise ingnorance most people here and great but I think others need a lesson in courtousy and well thats my complaint sorry if I wasted your time Jim

Profiles That Nobody Can Read!
So I'm new here, and never did the myspace thing... Anyway...trying to cope with all the many many ways people redecorate their home pages. Things that make me go "squint": Blinking or sparkling backgrounds, especially when text is superimposed over them. Strikethough fonts--with a dash through the letters--again, hard to read. Colorful bold compressed fonts. Style sheets that dramatically re-layout the page...I'll be hover over the "rate this profile a ten" cherry, then as I press it, the page widens and I've just awarded a 3 :) (I go back and fix it) I'm on the fence about names written in strange symbolic characters...they take a while to figure out, but I guess they're like a signature eventually. What else makes you go "argh"?

Just A Prayer
I claim it for you - now claim it for me. God has more than a thousand ways to provide for us, that we know nothing about. Here is your financial blessing! It's a simple prayer, you got 30 seconds? Don't sleep on this....Someone recently read this for the first time and received exactly enough for a $0 balance on all credit cards. If you need a financial blessing, continue reading this email. Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to You that You abundantly bless my family and me. I know that You recognize, that a family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in You. GOD, I send up a prayer request for financial blessing for not only the person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have forwarded this message on to. And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in You is more powerful than anything.! I thank You in advance for Your blessings. God, deliver the person read

Violated
Violated It’s 1:30 in the am at the local pub, we are there with friends enjoy some drinks and friendship. I see you across the pub. My heart starts racing, your gorgeous your long hair flowing down your back, your wearing a red tank top black leather mini skirt, tall black leather boots. My cock is hard almost instantly. You glance in my direction and catch me starring at you. I look away thinking you probably think I’m some kind of pervert or something. I get up and head for the bathroom; I do my thing and wash my hands. I turn and to my surprise you’re standing there in front of me my cock bulging out of my pants. You walk right up tight against me pressing your lips hard onto mine. Your tongue forcing opens my mouth. Your hand grabs my ass and squeezes it tightly. You’re other hand snakes it’s way down my pants to my rigid cock, massaging and stroking it. You lead me to an empty stall and close the door. You kneel down in front of me waiting no time in striping me of my clothes.

Deleted Skin!
So I was fixing my page, when I fucking accidently hit the delete button! I freaked and then waited for the "are you sure" question to pop up. IT DIDNT! I thought it use to and I was pissed. So pretty much had to get it back and changed it up somewhat. Damn where is that "are you sure you want to delete that" button!

I'm Home
I’m Home I come home from work and open the door and there you are, wearing a leather mini dress and leather boots. I see your red lips and immediate my cock is rock hard. You tease me a little with your tongue and turn your back to me and shake your ass seductively at me. I grab your hand and head for the bedroom. You press your lips hard against mine and force my mouth open with your tongue. I’m groping you all over your body. I can feel you sucking my tongue right out of my head. We get undressed very quickly; I make you lie on your back on the bed. I start teasing your clit with my pierced tongue, your start to moan! You are bagging me to stick my tongue in your wet pussy so I do. My tongue deep in you hot wet pussy my other hand trying to hold you on the bed. With my free hand I shove two fingers in your tight ass, you moan even louder. Your thrusting your soaking wet pussy towards me with great force, my fingers violating your sweet ass. I can taste your sweet juices on my t

The Amazing Chuck Norris(part2)
Chuck Norris lost his virginity before his dad did. Chuck Norris only masturbates to pictures of Chuck Norris. Filming on location for Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris brought a stillborn baby lamb back to life by giving it a prolonged beard rub. Shortly after the farm animal sprang back to life and a crowd had gathered, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the animal, breaking its neck, to remind the crew once more that Chuck giveth, and the good Chuck, he taketh away. Chuck Norris is not hung like a horse… horses are hung like Chuck Norris Chuck Norris was the fourth Wiseman. He brought baby Jesus the gift of “beard”. Jesus wore it proudly to his dying day. The other Wisemen, jealous of Jesus’ obvious gift favoritism, used their combined influence to have Chuck omitted from the Bible. Shortly after all three died of roundhouse kick related deaths. To prove it isn’t that big of a deal to beat cancer. Chuck Norris smoked 15 cartons of cigarettes a day for 2 years and aqui

The Red Road
We call it the `sacred' red road because it is the road that will lead us to living the good life, an honest and healthy life." The Red Road is the path we walk on when we want a direct relationship with the Great Spirit. This requires sacrifice. This requires us to have our beliefs tested. To walk this path is really an honor. The returns for doing so are exciting, not only for ourselves but for the effect that will be felt for three generations. This means your children will see the benefits as well as your grandchildren. Do I want to walk this sacred road? Great Spirit, guide myself and my family on the Red Road. The Beatles once composed a song with the words "A Long winding road" Maybe we need to look at our road daily, It can be hilly terrain, flatlands of Kansas, Mountainous but always winding ever on. We walk it very proud at times and then at other times we may feel discouraged and willing to give up the walk. We choose our walk by what we do daily.

Todays Action
Just being lazy today not much going on. Dreading class tommorow since we have one instructor that is very boring and I have resorted to making a little tick mark on paper every time he says the word ok as filler material in his lecture. He is up to averaging one OK every 17.3 seconds.

Boredom Leads To Self Examination
Here I sit, surrounded by my own boredom, not much of a companion but it will have to do. As I aproach the 2yr mark of being single again, followed shortly after by my 35th b-day, I wonder will it always come back to this? Countless relationships, tried and failed, heartbreaks, broken hearts, blah blah blah. Will I find or be found by the 1 who not only captures my every thought and unlocks my heart but can put up with me despite me? Will I care less and less about if I will as time goes by? How is it that this type of loneliness doesnt care how many of your friends are by your side? How is it that so many people can feel this way? Maybe if we spend less time worried about people understanding how we feel and more time caring about the feelings of others, er something, I dunno. Honesty, shit, you cant be truely honest with people till you are honest with yourself and as I have found over the years, the truth hurts sometimes. Regardless of how much it hurts, it is essential.

Warning
This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor. She was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to rip them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and went upstairs where her husband was sound asleep and, gently pulling back the bed covers, she pulled back the elastic waistband of his underpants and

Hurt Beyond Hell
‘HURT BEYOND HELL’ Today’s the day I’m saying goodbye Because I’m sick and tired Of all your lies I know you think it’s funny But soon you won’t Tomorrow you’d be wondering Why I slit my throat It’s your entire fault Just remember that Because if you didn’t hit me I wouldn’t be where I’m at So don’t you cry Or shed a tear Because soon what I’ve done Will become clear I’m coming back for you And you’re going to ache Because next…. It will be your life I take! 12-06-91 J.R.A.F

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Pittsburgh And Back...
Well, we have finally made it back home. What a trip this has been… It all started about 10 AM on the 21st. I was sitting at the computer bidding on a model train on Ebay when the phone rang. CallerID had shown me that it was from Mom & Dad, so I knew it was not good news. It was my oldest brother calling to let me know that Dad had just passed away. Dad had been fighting cancer for the last 10 years, so I figured his passing would not come as a surprise, but it did, nonetheless. After I got off the phone, I told Danny, and had him start packing his stuff. Jumped in the truck and headed to Cathy’s place of work (Wal-Hell), and told her so she could get out of work as soon as possible. Then off to Jeremy’s work to give him the news. As I was leaving Jeremy’s place of work, the check engine light came on in my truck. We had been working on this problem last week and thought we had it corrected. Well, no time to work on it now, it was only a little rough running at idle. Got home

The Hotel
THE HOTEL There is a message on my cell from you saying to meet you at our usual place, you tell me when I get there to just come in. I arrive at the hotel room wondering what’s up, we didn’t plan to meet again so soon. I open the door and walk in, the lights are all off, the soft glow a few candles illuminate the dark room. I can hardly see since my eyes have not adjusted to the soft light yet. I feel a warm hand grab mine from behind me it’s you! As if it could ever be any body else. Your naked only wearing long black leather gloves that reach up to your shoulders and a pair of black leather thigh high boots. My cock gets hard instantly! You gently pull me towards you, you whisper in my ear “I love you” we gently press our lips to each others for a moment then you whisper again in my ear “I am going to make your wildest fantasies come true tonight” Your press your soft moist lips to mine again and slip your tongue deep into my mouth. You then gently kiss my ear lobe and lightl

The Encounter
An Accidental Encounter A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

My Interesting Evening Last Night
I was having a nice evening with my kids..made some dinner...spaghetti casserole and then a pie...had the pie out and me and the kids were watching the wizard of oz...and I started smelling something...went into the kitchen and saw smoke from the back of my stove...so I started taking it apart...got it half way apart and found the smoke was inside...so I called the non emergency number for the fire dept..just 2 see if they knew anything about burning stoves...lol..next think I hear the townships fire alarm going off and within 5 minutes there is 4 fire engines and the fire chief and everything here...the kids thought it was kewl but damn I was embarrassed...needless to say got it under control and and now I have a 3 month old stove sitting in my kitchen in 12 different pieces...guess I should get it put back together sometime today

Sad And Confused
I spent the last 2 years trying to move on and start over after leaving my ex. The pain and quilt I felt for him was sometimes very overwhelming. At times I hated what he had done and what he had become, a drug addict. Other times I felt sorry for him and felt I let him down and didn't try enough to help him, even though I spent the last 3 years of our marriage trying to help him. In those 3 years he had tried killing himself many times. He has spent the last 7 months in prison awaiting his destiny. He decided his own destiny. Well last night he finally succeeded, he took his life in his own hands. He's no longer suffering, but what about the rest of that are left here especially his daughter. Not really sure how or what to feel right now. Just kind of feeling numb.

Appy Polly Oggys 2
I'd like to apologise to the torrent of bile that has been spewing from me this weekend. I've actually kept it fairly contained though. I have never been so angry about a bunch of people I don't know before. I was a bit scared at one point. I think maybe I was angry about other stuff and they provided a useful way to vent my spleen. But hey-ho, I had two great shows and I ain't gotta do that one EVER again, so I suppose I should be happy. I'm gonna go home and eat dough balls.

Poems
i hate myself i hate my life im tired of this stupid knife bringing tears, crimson red doesnt matter how much blood i shed cant answer your questions wont ever forget them why do you cut? how much do you bleed? i just know i need to b free free from here free from you free from all insanity too

Man Laws Lmfao
Man Laws 1. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2. It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: a. When a heroic dog dies to save its master. b. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. c. After wrecking your boss's car. d. One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". e. When she is using her teeth. 3. Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4. Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6. Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7. No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At t

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Love Of A Woman
The Love of a WomanThe love of a womanIsn't the way she dresses,The way she walks,Or the way she wears her hair.The love of a womanIs what you see within her eyesThe deepness of her soul.What she holds within her heart.The love of a womanIs not the outter beauty.It's the beauty she holds within,The personality that shows.It's her unconditional love,

Just A Litte Poem
Deepest desires burn without end Caring not of who they may offend Desires to hold and taste your kiss Desires to feel you and the bliss Two sharing loves sweet dance divine Being one knowing your love is mine Giving myself without worry and care Vowing from the soul to always be there To share all life is and love through tears To grow old with you through passing years To never loose the passion in loves act To always feel it for your soul and mine attract And love like that is always to be When two are one for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Being Sad
So, as I sit here on the internet looking at Cherry tap I am reminded of my family I miss. I was reading another blog I had posted. My poem from my mother. It made me cry the day she handed it to me. And again today. Out of nowhere I was flooded with thoughts of her and the other family members I miss so dearly. My mother who passed away May 9,2001, My Father March 21,2003 and My Sister Tracy July 29,2006. I miss all of the terribly and am sad today about this. I have no regrets about them. I loved them and they knew it everyday that they were alive. I hope that they know it now. I think of myself as a good person. I think I owe most of that to them. Growning up with my family was a blessing. Loving parents and siblings. I had/have an amazing family. I am the baby of 5 children and my sisters took care of me alot when I was young. They taught me alot. My Mother taught who I wanted to become. My Father taught me to be strong. I just wish they could have known me as the woman I am today.

Ode To My Vibrator
Ode to my Vibrator OH Mr Vibrator How I love you so much You’re Double AA batteries Make me wanna fuck You’re not to demanding You never talk back You don’t tell me NO And you’re still great in the sack You don’t sing me love song You don’t snuggle my back But fuckin a doggy You don’t ask “Lick my sweaty nut sac” I don’t have worry about getting knocked up Or getting an STD The only thing I worry about “Will his batteries out last me?” You won’t spunk on my sheets You won’t spunk on my ass My only problem I cum to fast You can do funky tricks You do a special dance You’re so fuckin special You make me cum in my pants I know I get angry When your batteries die But normally I’m so close to orgasm That it’ll just make me cry Oh Mr. Vibrator How I love you so I would buy stock in Energizer Just so you know BTW, for any of you who want a recommendat

I Dream Of This Man.
This isn't much of a blog, just a spot for me to ogle the hottest man on the planet. You guys probably won't get to exited about it, but I hope the ladies like it. He's just SOOOOO damned fine. Happy lookin...cuz there ain't no more to read here. I LOVE THIS PIC

My Lips Say!!!
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both seductive and intimidating. Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers. And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

What Is Cybersex And Is It Safe?
What is cybersex and is it safe? The Internet is now considered the super highway of love. Increasingly, people are finding their match via online dating, computer match making and electronic or digital texting and clicking. There is a difference between cyber-dating and cyber-sex. Cyber-sex entails engaging another person in an implicit and/or explicit chat or web cam sexual flirt, tease, titillating or arousing experience. Cyber-sex can be a terrific avenue for exploring fantasies, but if you are in a real life relationship, cyber-sex can have negative consequences. Partners often consider cyber-sex as cheating - what I call e-dultery. Partners complain about the amount of time their partner spends on the internet, and feel cheated of that time that could be spent together. Make sure if you indulge in cyber-sex that you are either single, engaging in it as a couple, or that you make sure your partner knows what you're doing, and why this fantasy outlet is stimulating and exciting

Ussr
You know who I really miss? The Russians. Not just the Russian Russians but, all the Russians; you know...the Soviet Fucking Union. Now there's an enemy you could trust. At least we knew what they were up to. We spyed on them; they spyed on us. We built nukes, they built bigger nukes, etc... Those were the good ol' days. Remember when, "the Russians are coming" was a bad thing? Now, they come every frigging day. They just keep coming and keep coming, and no one gives a crap. Now we have enemies who are just fucking crazy. We have people like Islam, who want to kill us simply because they hate us. At least the Russians never really wanted to kill us. They just wanted us to know they could kill us if they wanted to. And what's more, the Russians wanted us to know they could kill all of us with one bomb if they wanted to. That's a noble aspiration. Islam seems to just want to kill 3 or 4 of us at a time. Now that's just rude. Yep. I really miss the Russians.

The Music We Love
EVERYONE LOVES MUSIC AND HAS A PASSION FOR AN ARTIST OR GROUP. GO TO THE FOLLOWING WEBSITE AND SEARCH FOR YOUR FAVORITE ARTIST TO ADD TO THIS LIST. THEN COMMENT ON THIS BLOG AND REPOST FOR YOURSELF WITH YOUR ARTIST(S) ADDED. LET ME KNOW AND I'LL STOP BY YOUR PAGE AND CHECK IT OUT. I'D LIKE TO SEE WHAT ALL US CHERRIES ARE GROOVIN TO. http://freecodesource.com/index.php?page=myspacegenerators/moviecdpicgen Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Layouts

Wanring!!!!!! Plz Read This!!!
MistressofScream@ CherryTAP Hey, Iâ€™m trying to win a contest, Iâ€™m 15 points away from making 2nd place. Hereâ€™s what a I need you to do, Click Here to Sign up For an Account and then Check out my VampireFreaks Profile and comment me. this profile sent me that private message... its a scam how the fuck can u be in a contest and ur on fresh meat what do i look like a dumb fuck?.. yall block this id

Feelings
Feelings I know you've been unhappy lately And theres nothing I can do It makes me so sad Seeing you so blue If only i could take the pain away Then maybe you could have one good day I love you And thats something you should know If it would make you smile Id kiss you on the cheek And then on the nose I know times are hard But please dont shut me out I love you more than anything Thats without a doubt

Friends Forever
I went online one day I was bored and looking to play I found a room and u were there We started to chat and play As time went by we grew closer together now i know your my friend forever Its funny how we have never met Yet i feel your pain Your love Your sadness, and regrets One thing i want you to never forget I am always here for you you have touched my heart in ways you will never know We have a friendship that just continues to grow I love you Johnny, as my friend your my friend forever, till the very end

Another Confusing Day.
So i have since been to the funeral of my friend, and the day after had our general asembly. It was revealed to us that the estimated number of troops that the government wants to send over is 20 thousand. The house is against it but who will win it is really undecided. The funeral was well... As good as i think it could of been for a funeral, 21 gun salute the last call done folding of the flag... Choice words spoken, On his head stone they wrote, wonderful son, beloved father and loved husband. Along with the normal things they would write, I wonder how many more will end up being put up before this god afwel thing ends. I pray no more of my friends end up dying too. It was hard to give the uligy considering how close of friends we were, I had it all written out only to stumble on my words and fight off tears. What angered me is outside the gates of the cematary were those Damned protesters. How do we let people like that exist? it took everything everyone had to ignor

Love Is
Love is the eternal bliss with the one that you vow to always miss Love is like the ocean vibrant and new Love is the song i sing the whole day thru Love is the children we see everyday Love is the warmth on those cold winter days love is the red of a delicate rose Love is what a heart needs to nurture and grow Love is in my heart now and forever.

My Pride And Joy
My son when brought into this world You changed my life in so many ways I held you as you cried On what seemed like endless days But instead of feeling like a chore It only made me love you more Seeing your smile brightens my whole day When im feeling down and blue Thinking of you is what I do With your ten little fingers And ten little toes Those big blue eyes And that cute button nose It washes all the clouds away And brings hope for a better day

Part 9
just an inch away from destination she stopped. "Wait". Her hand grabbed from the cabinet what he had forgot to take with him when he left from her place. She opened the package and took out it`s content. She put it over the head of his thing, then she held the ring of it with her hand. "Come on in". He started to push forward, sliding into the protection and an inch away of that into her. She put her second hand on the cabinet. She surly would need some stability soon. He began to move. Slowly. Back. Then Forward.Back again. Forward. Back. Forward. He got faster. and faster. she began to moan, first it rarly came out, but with every new push she got a bit louder. He looked up into the mirror. Her breasts were wiggling in the rhythm he was moving. She looked up aswell.. looking at him in the mirror and put on that smile again. Her body started to shake a bit. Her wet hair was waving. He looked at it. Wondered. Should he? "Don't be afraid, I ll tell you if you pull to hard." She obv

Ever Been To A Gay Bar?!?!
Ever been to a gay bar?!?! Well, i did. First time in my life. And I'll admit I loved it. From the second I got there to the scream of last call, I was having fun, I was having a ball. Never thought I could do it, go through with it. But the ladies (and gentleladies) didn't ruin it. I got on the dance floor and opened my mind. and saw thing I thought I never before would find. My virgin eyes were in for a shock, Because the lady, that lady really does have a cock. I was safe with friends who were having a blast, but that safety would not last. One was feeling tired, the other getting sick, and the third was worried about getting some dick. The thing is, it was a guy. And he said that it was his time. For him to go home and let the time fly. My buddy and me would later agree, that this was a great place to be. I'm comfortable with who i am, and no man is going to get that.......man! Ever been to a gay bar, I now say I hav

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes

Gotta Love West Virginia ..
> > > > A guy from West Virginia passed away and left his entire estate to his > beloved widow, but she can't touch it 'til she's 14. > > > > > > How do ya know when you're stayin' in a West Virginia hotel? When ya call > the front desk and say, "I gotta leak in my sink," and the clerk replies, > Go ahead." > > > > > > How can ya tell if a West Virginia redneck is married? There's dried tobacco > juice on both sides of his pickup truck. > > > > > > Did'ja hear they've raised the minimum drinkin' age in West Virginia to 32? > Seems they wanna keep alcohol outta high schools. > > > > > > What do ya call reruns of "Hee Haw" in West Virginia ? Documentaries. > > > > > > Where was the toothbrush invented? West Virginia . If it'd been invented > anywhere else, it would'a been called a teeth brush. > > > > > > A West Virginia State trooper pulls over a pickup on I-64 and says to the > driver, "Got any I.D.?

Nerdiddliumptious
So ever since FX has been playing The Girl Next Door, I've been wanted to devirginize another nerd. Even though that movie is like ass in your mouth and terribly cast, I need more nerds to devirginize. Maybe I should go on Beauty and the Geek just to corrupt some nerds. Hehe...I'm such an evil whore, but all you nerd-hating whores can suck it because I'm equal opportunity. The nerdier the better. *sigh* That's right fix my computer and call me Mistress!

Lies
Why is it that people feel that they must say things to make someone happy- even when it isn't what they feel? Seriously, I don't lie to people, if I don't want to talk to you I will tell you so, and I am not going to pull punches if you ask me a question. I don't understand the reasoning behind lying like that can anyone explain it to me?

When You're Having A Bad Day...
Here's one way to deal with a bad day: (This has been around the 'net for awhile but still quite amusing! ;c) A BAD DAY: For all of you who occasionally have a really bad day when you just need to take it out on someone!!!! Don’t take that bad day out on someone you know, take it out on someone you DON’T know!!! Now get this. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered nicely saying, "Hello?"I politely said, "This is Patrick Hanifin and could I please speak to Robin Carter?"Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me! I couldn’t believe that anyone could be that rude. I tracked down Robin’s correct number and called her. She had transposed the last two digits incorrectly. After I hung up with Robin, I spotted the wrong number still lying there on my desk. I decided to call it again. When the same person once more answered, I yelled, "You’re a jackass!" and hung up. Next to his phone number I wrote

The Reason I Hate Cam Talk
The following message went on in my shoutbox. I have put it in reverse order to make it an easier read, as well as changed the name identifier. Read it and let me know what you think..... "R"...: hi ->"R"...: Hi! Welcome to CT. I hope that you have had some fun exploring with the site. :) "R"...: no can we have fun??? ->"R"...: but of course.... once you get past the initial shock of it being slightly overwhelming.. :) "R"...: no i mean to say can i see you on cam???? ->"R"...: oh no.. sorry... (1) I am at work... and (2) I have no cam (even at home).. "R"...: then how are we going to have some sex chat???? ->"R"...: no..... I am a little more substantive than that... :) "R"...: why???? QUESTION -- Do you have any idea "why" I should answer that???

Wow Im Kinky Alright
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Whips100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting100%Blind Folds33%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com IMAGINE THAT LMAO

Helen P. Daley
CONCORD -- Helen P. Daley, 91, a longtime Pillsbury Street resident, died Jan. 23, 2007, at Presidential Oaks Nursing Home. She was born in Warner to Fred and Esther (Melvin) Harris. She graduated from Simonds Free High School in Warner and Concord Business College. Mrs. Daley was a member of the Penacook "Aces" basketball team and enjoyed playing tennis. She was an avid sports fan. She retired as head teller at New Hampshire Savings Bank

Tomatoes In Cages... It's Just Inhumane
I love our apartment manager. He's friendly, never stops talking, and has so much energy. His kids are a crack-up. We're talking about the community garden. They've cleared the area and need to till it and get the compost and boxed areas in. I told him I have a list and sections to put them into... he seemed intrigued. He really knows nothing about gardening, but it's how I ate if I wanted food when I was little. We were pretty fucking poor, but we had a HUGE garden. So, I was thinking: Cages: tomatoes, cucumbers, peppers Vines: pumpkins, zucchini, watermelon, cantaloupe Roots: carrots, onions, garlic, potatoes Herbs: rosemary, sage, parsley, basil The apartment owner bought us a new orange-picker (a cage on the end of a really long stick), so I was finally able to grab six of them. They are really good for juicing, and don't seem too damaged by the freezing nights we had. I just got flashing hearts! YAY! I wanted those so bad.

Boat's Passing In The Night!!
You pass me by. You ask me to forget. You tell me to turn to stone. You pass me by. As if we never knew each other. As if I could tell my heart to still. You pass me by. As if we were boats in the night. As if this world was our lover. You pass me by. You ask me to die. You ask me to lie. You pass me by. As if you could stop my heart. As if this pain would not remain. You pass me by. As if our lives had never crossed. As if our friendship had died. You pass me by. How could I forget one like you. How could I stop my heart. You pass me by. As if we were boats in the night. As if I could stop missing you. AND NO ERIK THIS WAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU.

What Kind Of Sex Do You Prefer?
You scored as Normal Sex. You like to do the things the way they were meant to be done. But this doesn't mean you can't be an animal in bed.Oral Sex89%Normal Sex89%Anal Sex83%Phone Sex83%Orgy78%Cyber Sex56%Gay Sex44%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Kot Updated Member List! :d
> K.O.T. IS A GROUP/TEAM (NOT FAMILY) WE HAVE FORMED TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE. WAY TOO MANY ARE GETTING ON HERE! > > IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY! > > IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE..... > > PERHAPS YOU'RE JUST A QUIET LURKER OR "OBSERVER" > > MAYBE YOU LIKE TO HIT THE LOUNGES AND CLUBS? > > ******* NEW ALERT ******* > !!!! I HAPPENED TO BE SEARCHING A PARTICULAR NAME THE OTHER DAY AND CAME ACROSS 4 OR SO UNDERAGE PROFILES JUST BY LOOKING FOR SOMEONE ELSE! > DO YOU REALIZE HOW MANY WE COULD FIND IF ALL OF US TOOK 10 OR 15 MINUTES AND JUST PICKED A NAME TO SEARCH AND DO IT EVERY DAY??? !!!! > ARE YOU BEING AN ACTIVE MEMBER??? > WHAT ARE YOU DOING OR HAVE YOU BEEN DOING?? > > AS YOU CAN SEE, WITH JUST THOSE

I Hate This
Too stinking quiet. I hate when I take my son back to his Mom. Didn't do too much this weekend..played games, watched TV.. church.. lunch with the family. He got up at 4:30 in the morning yesterday to play. So now I am sitting herejust looking at his xbox controller laying on the floor where he left it and wishing he was still here. I wish he was here every day. I wish I had filed charges against her for the abuse...... I wish I had fought harder for more time. Sometimes I wish I had be strong enough to stay and put up with the abuse. But is that really being stronger? At least I could be there and be a better Dad.

Epic Story Of Love
An epic story of immortal love Sweet perfection blessed from above An unending saga of souls so joined A love for the ages the term is coined For selfless desire to hold one true Such is the love I hold only for you To be a joy in the moment we behold To love without care that can’t be sold Or bought from a spell binder in ways of old Ours will always be a epic love story told Of two who love free and forever share This sweet dream of perfection beyond compare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Drop It Like Its Hot!
CLICK THIS PIC AND COMMENT BOMB ME PLEASE!!! I REALLY WANNA WIN THIS ONE! COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN... I WILL DO WHAT I CAN FOR U. A MORPH, FLASH PIC, WHATEVER IT MAY BE! THANKS IN ADVANCE!

Purpose
If you are still here you haven't gotten it right Each day is a chance to change with the future shining so bright God has a purpose and a plan for each of his children on earth So don't ever forget nor dare to doubt the depth of his love or what you are worth Yes life teaches us many lessons we would rather not learn He will help you through it is only Him we should yearn Each lesson is a part of our purpose a staple to the soul and spirit If you listen real close for his voice I promise that you will hear it He is always gentle patient and kind he speaks softly easy to ignore just listen pray to him for comfort your heart will prosper your soul will soar I know that the days can get dreary the end a welcome refuge it can seem just keep your chin up have no fear happiness can be more than just a dream If you were nothing nobody noone than you would not be part of the design The fact that you are here still is a pretty good sign ---

I'm A Lesbian
An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the cowboy and asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" He replied, "Well, I've spent my whole life breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos, fixing fences, pulling calves,bailing hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy." She said, "I'm a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about women. When I shower, I think about women. When I watch TV, I think about women. I even think about women when I eat. It seems that everything makes me think of women." The two sat sipping in silence. A little while later, a man sat down on the other side of the old cowboy and asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" He replied, "I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian."

Just Want You All To Know
MySpace Comments Graphics I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU ALOT....PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED IF I DO NOT RETURN COMMENTS....I HAVE ARTHRITIS AND SOMETIMES IT IS HARD FOR ME TO EVEN GET OUT OF MY BED....I AM NOT ASKING NOBODY TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME BUT PLEASE JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND....I LOVE MY CHERRY TAP FAMILY AND APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU....SO REMEMBER THAT IF NO ONE TOLD YOU TODAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU.....I DO LOVE YOU.....Tammy

Finding Me, Before You
I need to know me Before I know you I need to really see Before I can do This year there must be I Before there is us This year I want no lies As you leave for the bus I need to be mine Before I can be yours I need to be so kind Before I can really soar This year I will be free Before I belong to one This year I will be me Then I really will have won! --------------------------------- Don't take it seriously, just something wrote randomly

Take My Son.....
A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this." The father opened the package. It was a

Hotel California
On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air Up ahead in the distance, I saw shimmering light My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim I had to stop for the night There she stood in the doorway; I heard the mission bell And I was thinking to myself, 'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell' Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way There were voices down the corridor, I thought I heard them say... Welcome to the Hotel California Such a lovely place (Such a lovely place) Such a lovely face Plenty of room at the Hotel California Any time of year (Any time of year) You can find it here Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes Benz She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys she calls friends How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat. Some dance to remember, some dance to forget So I called up the Captain, 'Please bring me my wine' He said, 'We haven't had that spirit here since ninetee

"it's A Cover For Prostitution," Said Um Akram, A Women's Rights Activist In Baghdad. [ Bush Family Values Spread In Iraq & Afghanistan ]
"It's a cover for prostitution," said Um Akram, a women's rights activist in Baghdad. [ Bush family values spread in Iraq & Afghanistan ] Some Iraqis again taking temporary `enjoyment' wives By Nancy Trejos The Washington Post Posted January 28 2007 BAGHDAD · Fatima Ali was a 24-year-old divorcee with no high school diploma and no job. Shawket al-Rubae was a 34-year-old Shiite sheik with a pregnant wife who, he said, could not have sex with him. Ali wanted someone to take care of her. Rubae wanted a companion. They met one afternoon in May at the house he shares with his wife, in the room where he accepts visitors seeking his religious counsel. He had a proposal. Would Ali be his temporary wife? He would pay her 5,000 Iraqi dinars up front -- about $4 -- and her monthly expenses. About twice a week over the next eight months, he would summon her to a house he would rent. The negotiations took an hour and ended with an unwritten agreement, the couple recall

Bringing My Words To Cherrytap
Ok, so myspace was hacked. My profile deleted. 1 1/2 yrs worth of blogs yanked right out from under me. It sucks. I have thankfully saved all my writing to my PC. I have rebuilt my myspace site. But, now, it seems to have lost its thrill. I find myself really not wanting to mess with it after a weekend of redoing my profile and trying to find my lost friends. I have been a member of the Cherry since June. And I really have not done too much here. Maybe I need to. Start new, start fresh. So, cheers to a new begining, and bringing my poetry, wit & wisdom, whats up with me, and my erotic confessions.

George
silver grey shimmered in the sun the old man laughing as the warmth kisses his skin he remembers what it was to be young, again. his ears seem to hear every single sound out here yet back inside, he can never hear those pesky nurses; someone calls his name- it's her. she was the one back then. so beautiful. he remembers meeting down at smiths pond, behind the railroad tracks. that's where he received the best gift of his life; her kisses were like honeysuckle to his tongue. but she's gone now, passed away a few years ago, it was just her time. he never did get to say goodbye. laughter- who's that laughing? oh, it was just jane and michael. there was so much wonderment in watching his two children grow up- but reality is harsh when you haven't seen either of them in atleast five years. a sadness overcomes his mind. why is he here? stuck at this place where no one comes to see him but the blue birds on a warm sunday morning. he missed his wife. she was his best

Friends
if you all are really mine and spikes friends then you will comment on my blogs about our son right along with the posts that ive made. our son has cancer and is going into surgury on the nineth of february. and it has to deal with the central line in his body the carotid artery. he has a port in and they are going to take it out of the main vein in the body which is right through the carotid artey. there is a slim chance that the surgury will not go well but we are praying that it does. so if you are our friend then you will comment on this i dont care if you rate it. i really dont. but if you are our friends then you will respond to this and the post titled mine and spikes son. thank you. if you have commented on my blogs about our son then disreguard this blog. thank you again.

Ram
You Were Born Under: Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away. You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others. You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships. Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations. You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit. What Year Were You Born Under?

Purgatory
Purgatory . Walking in a gray winter night Hungary for love , desperate in my flight My soul tattered and warn My head hangs low. not to see the eyes Of others laughing at me in there cruel glow I Failed in love and life . Wishing for a rope to end this strife Bitter at my self . with her gone. She’s with some one else. Wishing my feeling she could feel as her own. Finding only my self hear by the phone needing to Conveying my feelings but her heart is long gone. I wonder if she Evan herd a word that I had to say? Killing me in inch day by day. As she go’s to find another for play did she ever care what I felt any way? The respect I was shown in front of others that night left cuts and welts upon me the eternal bleeding this day. As she walked away with other for play Was I just one more notch on her belt or just something to fill the day? Her pleasure is to give me a verbal belt. Keeping me holding on to see if I felt ? will I bust ? and give u

The Construction Of Self
I am borrowing this from the man I respect most in the world, Eric, because I find it to not only be humorous but absolutely true: "The Construction of Self" Ever ask yourself the question, "Who am I...??". If you have and the answer wasn't forthcoming, let me offer one simple solution - make yourself a MySpace page. It's easy! And fun! Plus, I have learned soooo much about myself in the process. For instance, I never really knew I had so many interests! Movies, music, TV, books, and more! And did you know that there are 33 possible moods you can be in at any given time? That's amazing, I thought there were only two, good and bad. But what do I know? So how does it all work? Well, to begin with, you get to basically post your whole resume, so the whole world can view all your successes and accolades! How great is that? I mean, if you ask me, who needs CareerBuilder?? Then you can add all sorts of pictures of yourself! This is like the BEST part (well, besides all the musi

Why
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT CAN TELL ME WHY IT IS THAT WHEN WOMEN FIRST MEET ME, THEY TELL ME HOW SWEET AND NICE I AM, BUT WHEN THEY FIND OUT THAT I AM AT A VERY TOUGH POINT IN MY LIFE, THE ALWAYS RUN AWAY. WHY CANT I FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN ACCEPT ME FOR ME, AND BE WILLING TO SUPPORT ME EMOTIONALLY. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR HELP FINANCIALLY, I DONT LIKE ASKING OTHERS FOR HELP. I JUST WANT TO FIND SOMEONE THAT WILL BE THERE FOR ME WHEN IM FEELIND DOWN AND OUT AND TRY TO MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT IT WILL ALL BE OK. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR PEOPLE WHEN THEY NEEDED ME, NOW THAT I NEED SOMEONE, I HAVE NO ONE. I AM A GOOD PERSON. WHY DOES GOD CONTINUOSLY KEEP PUSHING ME BACK DOWN WHEN I TRY TO GET UP. I DONT UNDERSTAND. CAN SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME AND TELL ME WHY THAT IS?

Music Question: Guitarists
Hey Folks!! I was just sittin here, listening to some music and I got to thinking about great musicians of our past, present and what not. Jimi Hendrix's rendition of the Star Spangled Banner that he played at Woodstock, which happens have to be one of my favorite songs, by the way, and I asked my buddy a question. We compared guitarists Jimi Hendrix and Carlos Santana, who by the way are two of the most innovative guitarists of their time, and in my opinion I feel that Jimi Hendrix is by far one of the best guitarists, past or present. Now I haven't forgotten about other guitarists like Eric Clapton, B.B. King, or any others. So I'm posing this question to all of you because I am curious as to see what you all say. Who do you feel is the best guitarist, past or present. living or dead?

Wolf
Wolf © By BlueWolf Ferocious and stealth, he makes not a sound. His paws are silent as they touch the ground. Stalking his prey ever so slightly Although this task cannot be taken lightly. He wisps through trees and under thick brush. And even though he is calm, he's still in a rush. The pups need feeding and he is on his last breath. If he does not get food it will surely mean death. It is night now and all is quiet Except for a gunshot that causes a riot. The wolf drops to his belly all the while stunted. He was unknowing that the hunter became the hunted......

Karma
I just want to share this. I strongly believe in karma --> what comes around goes around! I believe being humble and honest is the key to good karma. I believe everything happens for a reason! I believe you live and you learn. I believe life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets and you should live life to the fullest. I believe love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't. I believe you work hard and you shall receive. I believe everyone has a soulmate in this world. I believe patience is a virtue. I believe in fate. I believe in destiny. I believe if you get a chance, take it! I believe if it changes your life let it!

Hurt
HURT SURVEY-- Let's see if you can get through it. If not, you're too scared about your past... Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? I'd say all of 'em. Are you crushin on someone?? A couple, yes. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? YES. Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship Have you ever cheated on someone? Never. Have you ever had your heart broken? Um yeah Have you ever broken someone's heart? I have. Talk to any of your exes? Yes, one. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Indeed. I would not be a doormat. Think any of your exes feel the same? I would like to think so. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? I do, 100%. Have you dated people who were not good to you?.. Yes. Have you been in an abusive relationship? verbally, yes. Have you dated someone older than yo

Last Night/the Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrric
Originally Published, 6/25/06 Eric came back from a few weeks in Florida and I decided to put together a little thing for him. Obviously going away for a few weeks doesn't necessitate a party, but this guy has 7 weeks left in town and we need to make as many memories as possible. Mi amigo is set to begin grad school at SUNY - Stonybrook (State University of NY at Stonybrook, Long Island). I was pretty pleased at who all showed (those who didn't will be later mentioned in a blog entitled "Darth Shaba" - look for it). ALL of the old school clique showed up: Marcus, Michelle, Stephanie, Stephanie's hubby, Tasha, Jamie, Jamie's sister, my boys Aaron and George and some others. We started off with a couple drinks and some pool at John Wayne's and then went to Pepper's after about an hour. I have to say that the night was friggin perfect. I didn't meet anyone or hookup, but that really wasn't what the night was about. I hooked up Tasha and a friend (who I think she reall

I Wanna Find This Guy!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

All Of The Poems On My Comp
1. you ever feel like crying, just to let it out, cause being a guy your not supposed to show emotions and stand tall..? yet, you would like to just one night, let it all out..and yet, each tear you attempt to shed feels like a needle right in the eye, and the pain brings in the anger, then you realize hwy you dont cry.... because if you cry your defeated...your done, youve thrown in the towel....so once again you strap up your boots, lift your head up, and take it all in...each emotional bullet, coming from a machine gunnist who has no intention on letting up on the gunplay....only thing to do is to shoot back...and yet, each shot you make, is like a shot into the cranium...driving you crazy, driving you mad...and restarting the whole entire scenario... (""1REVISED--Do you ever feel like crying, just to let it out? But being a guy your not supposed to show emotions, your supposed to stand tall. Yet, you would like to just one night, let it all out, but, each tear you attempt to sh

I Dont Know....
I feel like the worst granddaughter in the world. My Grandpa had a heart attack some time last week, the doctors are even sure when it happened. I found out on Friday night when my grandma called to tell me. I tried to be strong and not cry for her sake but I couldn't hold it in for too long. I intended to go visit him on Saturday but all I could see in my head was my grandpa hooked up to IV's and having tubes and machines hooked up and starting to get tearie eyed. It hurts to just imagine him like that. I don't want to see it. So I didn't go on Saturday. I told myself i would go today, but I couldn't bring myself to go again. I Started getting choked up and didn't want to show my weakness in front of him. From the sounds of it he is doing much better than he was when he first went in, but just talking and thinking about what could have happened makes me start to cry. I can't imagine my papa not being here. Or Maybe its that I can see it and I don't like it. I don't know but I feel lik

Why Cant I Find This Gurl?
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes

Update!!!! On The Pirate Wedding - (not Mine Silly...)
A few days ago, I had the distinct honour of being asked to bear a Very Important Message to a young lady on CT. Here's the blog I posted, and following that, is the update: -------------------------- Without naming names, in order to protect the guilty, there's a Pirate wedding about to take place between two lovely people on CT and NO IT IS NOT ME...however, I am the Captain, and therefore I am empowered to perform a "marriage ceremony....right HERE on this deck....RIGHT....NOW!(Shades of Jack Sparrow, but I just get carried away.) Anyhow, I was HONORED to be asked to be the bearer of "The Big Question", so I sent the young (and very pretty) lady a black rose, with the following absurdly awful poem. Hey! It was all I could come up with on such short notice! This rose comes to you from the Pirates of the Retrib-U tion. I am it's Captain and BLANK is one of my "crew". He told us how much he loves you.... and so this rose is black, just like the flag he wears, an

Who Is Ozone333?
I'm known as ozone333 by my fans and Owen by my friends... and I have a lot of friends! :) Basically, I spun vinyl in the Boston club scene for many years in the 80's.. as a DJ. In 1989 I moved to California for a fresh start.. I planned on continuing to spin music, but found myself participating in a twelve step program within one month of my arrival on February 14th 1989... For the next 4 years I was the DJ for most of the huge San Fernando Valley sober events... not exactly my plan... but at least I was still getting paid and having fun.. lol Somewhere along the way... I began programming electronic dance music in my home studio... I released a bunch of albums on MP3.com but basically I wasn't really being noticed as an artist by the RIGHT people... In 2005 after creating a myspace account from a suggestion by one of my friends... I was discovered by a music supervisor of MTV.. My music was placed into "The Real World", "Road Rules", "Extreme Challenge", "Inferno II"

How Many Inches Is Too Many??..snow That Is
Good Morning on this snow filled southwestern Michigan day. We were dumped on by lake effect snow to the tune of about 20 inches.. Yuck and I thought winter was going to continue this somewhat of an easy going venue. At least Jessica’s flight was not delayed and she is safe and sound home in St. Petersburg Florida. Her friend Lesley who also flew up to and brought her pug dog up with her and paid to carry the dog on the plane in a cage mind you. She had to stow the dog, oh hell the dog’s name is Toby and Toby rode safely underneath Lesley’s seat until Jessica came over while they were in the air and said hi to Toby and apparently Toby then began scratching to get out. Lesley wisely scolded Jessica and said “See that is why we don’t talk to him when he is in his cage” I told Jess when she was telling us this story “Hell you should of unlatched his door..” I could just see the dog scurrying through the whole plane. Do dogs scurry? I would think little snub nosers like that one would. I

Kinky Quiz
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Whips67%Biting50%Blind Folds33%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Manic Monday!
Time sure flies when you do not have time to think about it...........in just a very few days it will be ONE year since I got my divorce..( Feb 14th)...so many things have changed, not all for the better, but mostly! For some odd reason there have been so many changes in my spirit, things that I could have never even imagined before.......it will all take a lot of getting used to! I have always been a loving compassionate person,& Empathetic & Sympathetic... seeming to put everyone before myself..a good thing to me! The only real thing that bothers me, except for my sons, is the 36 years i spent married was such a waste.All my life I dreamed of being loved honestly and completely, now am at the age for it to be impossible!Oh well, life does go on and on and on.....and Tomorrow is a much better day! So, sorry about this venting, love you all and thanks for being my friends! Hugs!

Really Had A Shite Weekend
late thursday night i had a phone call from my mum saying that her mum had been taken into hospital after suffering a major stroke !! i took my mum down to the hospital and stayed there till early hours where we were told that my grandma wouldnt get better and basically we didnt know how long she would have left to live !! :0( on friday i went to the funeral of my hubbys grandad which was really sad it was horrible to see his family and how distraught they were about loosing him but i kept thinking about him being at peace and with my son joshua i wrote a little poem that we put on a vard with his flowers it said ... to say goodbye is to set you free freedom from all your pain to rest in peace to be the soul of the person you are again goodbye isnt forever farewell wont be long we will all one day be together, till then we must be strong ... so from the funeral i then spent the remainder of the day at my grandmas bed .. saturday i went up as soon as hubby got bac

Lol!!! I Screwed Up, Again!
I really must be more careful on those rare occasions when I feel like posting a blog and can think of anything worth saying in it! The second blog I posted yesterday was suppose to have gone in here. After all, that is why I created this, so I would have a place to separate nice blogs from the angry ones. Thanks for your support, Batman. You are a great friend, and I'm happy that you are a part of my life, both here, in the industry, and in the real world. (We still need to work out something about me appearing on your KSEX show some time. Between the two of us, I'm certain we could come up with something to talk about that might interest a few people other than you and I, and maybe Monica. By the way, tell Monica that I said hello and that I miss her.) Kimmie and Sara, even though I have never met either of you in person, I do thank you for your support. And, while we have not met in person, I do consider you both to be very good friends, and I would love to someday be

Pheremones
I WAKE FILLED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU. YOUR PORTRAIT AND THE INTOXICATING EVENING WHICH WE SPENT TOGETHER YESTERDAY-- HAVE LEFT MY SENSES IN TURMOIL. SWEET, INCOMPARABLE JOSEPHINE, WHAT A STRANGE EFFECT YOU HAVE ON MY HEART!! NAPOLEON BONAPARTE

Top 10 Things Women Would Do If They Had A Penis!
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9

Am I Your One?
In your eyes you see me as perfect but beneath my surface theres flaws. Im cracked and torn and bruised between. I really dont know what you saw. You say that you are here for me, that I need only be myself. Its hard for me to understand when for years I have been on a shelf. See, I never planned on moving on like this. I never planned on letting my heart go. Now Im at the melting point and the heat is starting to show. I have issues within and I dont know where to begin so I take it one day at a time. And you look in my eyes thinking I am okay when inside Im really not fine. I have so many hurts from the years that are gone and a remedy needs to be found for I am but me, just one in a million digging my hole in the ground. Everyday is a challenge for me just to get through all my sorrows. Thats why I sleep with one thing in mind that maybe I wont see tomorrow. My entire life has bee

Problems
Hey dear friends I'm sorry to say but more stress has developed in my life. You all i'm sure dont want to know my drama so i will keep this short and sweet i may not be on much this week trying to deal with the newest development. Hopeful it wont turn into something major like my fear is. take care dear friends Erin

Just To Let You Know
Just to let you that.... You are the first thing I think about when I wake You are the last thing I think about before I fall to sleep. I find my self looking up to the stars and wondering if you are looking at them also. I dream of waking next to you I dream of going to sleep next to you I find myself wanting to be near you, to touch, to see your smile, to hear your laugh. I miss you when we don't talk. It is like something is missing. You can say the simplest of things to make me smile and make me think. So I just wanted you to know that you are very special to me and even though we might not talk every day I'm still here thinking and dreaming of you.

Aries....
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Funny
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade." Ms.

To Everyone !
Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com to my friends and to everyone !! Just wanted to let you all know that i am still here but am fighting a nasty flu virus so im not back on here as often as usual but wanted to drop in to say hi. I hope you are all well and i hope to see you all soon. Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Take care of you Love Linda xx

Sex Can Give You Headache
Sex can give you a headache. Here's how I know this: Ok...lets say you're a Marine. You just naturally love The Marine's Hymn, right? Right. It's not like you get to hear it every day, even when you're in the Corps you know.... Anyway...let's say you're goin at it with your first wife. Everyone has one of those, you know.... a "starter wife." So you have the tv on for just the right amount of light and yer goin at it like rats. Well, as "The Sands Of Iwo Jima" (God bless John Wayne) is going off, The Marine's Hymn plays. Now.....if you are ever in this situtaion, do not, and I repeat: DO NOT, DO NOT stop what you are doing to listen to the song. This will cause an immediate and sharp pain in the side of your head. Now, since it was the right side of my head, I'm guessing it was a left hook but I wasnt lookng so I don't know for sure. But I do know not to do this again.

I"ma Asshole For Sure
This is how I know I'm an asshole. I aint sayin its a bad thing, but its true, nonetheless. This actually happened the other day at work. This really good looking woman comes walking by, immediately followed by her husband.....in a wheel chair. My very first thought was, "I could take him...." Yep....I am an asshole.

I Am Having The Worst Day...
The worst weekend just past lol I ran into an old BF from college on Saturday night. He said he was in town for a couple of days and could I meet him at ---------s so I did. Its been a while but I figured what the heck.. We broke up way back in 1997...he was premed and going to med school back east and I was headed to LA. It wasnt like either of us wanted to get married so we parted...friendly like. I was curious to see him and how he turned out..lol. It seems he is a pediatrician in a practice in CT and doing well for himself (he said) We had a nice dinner and a few drinks.. a few slow dances that reminded me why I fell for him way back when.. and then later his cell phone rang...he looked at it to see who was calling and said I have to take this. He got up and left to talk on the phone.. left me sitting there... and I sat and sat.. finally he came back and I said, oh that must have been important? and he looked at me and said It was my wife! LMAO

Well Shit
well.. just so everyone knows.. i might not be on here as much as what i was for a couple weeks.. i got some shit goin on. and yea.. i wont be where iam now.. but much luv to everyone.. (baby if u read this.. you know i love you more than anything) if anyone needs me.. i'll be back i promise *elmo*

Idle Amusement/ She's Better Than Me
She's better than me. And always will be. She started learning seduction as a child. Back then I was already learning to be wild. Her mother taught her to wear pearls, and only say pleasing things to men. To always be certain and brush her curls. Yep, she's a yes girl, something I'll never be. I never learned how to swallow down hard reality. When you feed me your beliefs I often choke. But I never show that I'm lost or even broken. Or sometimes hurt. I just nod along and pretend to be nice and sweet. Even if we know that only happens in my sleep. I know your disappointment is brutal and sharp, and it will cut deeper than a knife in my heart. So I try and say all the appropriate things, no matter the humiliation it might bring. I just take your indifference with a smile, yet still try and always go that extra mile. To simply prove my love.. She's better than me. And always will be. But I think I'm ha

And This One Time At............
lol haha no band camp but i did go see a band or few 2 weekends ago..... i went to tampa , to the pegasus lounge...I anticipated a wild and crazy time.. had the provisions (hehe) money id yadda yadda yadda... our ride didn't show up .. (our meaning i went with my girl)...had to call tyrone..no not the song.. good ole feller had some good green beans haha....got there 10 minutes after 8 it was supposed to start at 8 but didn't it started at 10 grrrrrrrr. meanwhile while waiting for the insane music to start we went by the dart game she opens her purse and the purse flops on its side well of course my luck always follows through and my glass piece falls out of her purse and brakes right there in the bar..luckily no one saw phewww.still mad too.... we go sit down .... and a fight brakes out by the pool table some ole fellah and a young hip hop turd course the turd gets tossed..this is a metal bar...fastforward a lil... past the first band even they sucks the drummer rocked though.. the

Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing She walked out herself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Dear Sergeant
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

Life.....
I decided to sit down and write this shit, to let you know things I cannot say. I cannot be truly Happy, without you by my side, when I am with you I try to keep my pride, you have moved on, from me, from the past, but mostly from us... and all this time I have been wondering how you are, and now I know your fine. I've been asking myself why... Why did I let you go? and now I know, cuz your happy. Ive often wondered how cute your babies would be, and now I know, cuz you have made them. I also ask myself why sit here and cry, and now I know, its cuz I miss you! I didnt know why I got teary when I hung up the phone, but I know now, its cuz I still love you. Im always happy when we talk, why? cuz you complete me. We were once perfect, which was in the past, now your happy, my only wish was that one day you would be. You openly admit you Love me still, that you could fall for me all over again, your so proud to announce to friends 'I dated her' or 'this is who I'm talking to' You seem to

Just In Case You Missed It.....
VICTORY IS MINE!!! GOT MY MUMMS BACK!!! GO ME!!!! FOR FUTURE THOUGH, I'M NEVER SHARING MY CLASSICAL MUSIC WITH ANYONE!!! TO MANY UPTIGHT PHUCKS ON HERE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND DANCING IN SWEET SWEET VICTORY!!! AND NOW, A VICTORY DANCE!!!

Being From --or Living In- The South
(as reposted from a bulletin) > THINGS I HAVE LEARNED LIVING IN THE SOUTHERN PART OF THE UNITED STATES > OF AMERICA: > 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. > > 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in the south. > > 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in the > south, plus a couple no one's seen before. > > 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. > > 5. "Onced" and "Twiced" are words. > > 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. > > 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. > 8. People actually grow and eat okra. > > 9. "Fixinto" is one word. > > 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then > there is supper. > > 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it > when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! > > 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." > > 13. The word "Jeet"

Breaking Point....
I'm about to snap, I'm tired, depressed, frustrated, and sick of always running, but always running behind. It's lke no matter what I do, it's never enough. How the hell do they expect people to survive and exist? Huh? I just don't get it and I'm sick of it.....

In Each And Every Way
How do i get from point a to point b? How do i make you,my love?I try to show you with my touch,That i love you oh so much.You ask me not to let you in.But that's to late it's already began.I know it scares you so,Every time i let you know.But this is something you just cant deny.So you look in my eyes and let out a gentle sigh.We felt it almost from the start.This special feeling of the heart.So i lay here at night slowly drifting to sleep.As dreams of you into my mind do creep.I hear your voice as i go along.It sounds like a beautiful love song.I see your face each and every day.And wish i had the chance to look at you and say... I love you my darling in each and every way!

Mensa Question
Here's a great MENSA riddle for you: You have two lengths of string, which although they are not the same length, will each take exactly 30 minutes for a flame to burn from one end of the string to the other. The strings do not burn evenly, so the position of a flame, as it burns through a string, will not afford you any specific knowledge of how much time the string has been burning for. All you know is that it takes exactly 30 minutes for a flame to burn from one end of each string to the other end. How can you use these two strings and matches to measure out exactly 45 minutes with almost perfect accuracy?

Refrigerated Duck Dodges Death Again
TALLAHASSEE, Florida (Jan. 28) - Perky is one tough duck. The ring-neck duck has been shot by a hunter, rescued from two days in a refrigerator by his wife and - in its latest brush with death - resuscitated on a veterinarian's operating table. The 1-pound female duck stopped breathing Saturday during an operation to repair gunshot damage to her wing, said Noni Beck of Goose Creek Wildlife Sanctuary. Veterinarian David Hale performed CPR and managed to get the fractured fowl breathing again after several tense moments. "I started crying, 'she's alive!"' Beck said. Perky grabbed national attention last week after a hunter's wife opened her refrigerator door and the supposedly dead duck lifted its head and looked at her. The duck had been in the fridge for two days since it was shot and mistaken for dead on Jan. 15. Perky, who now has a pin in its wing, will probably not undergo any more surgery because of a sensitivity to anesthesia, Hale said. The duck is recovering fro

Pot Found In High Heels
BEIJING (Jan. 24) - It gives a whole new meaning to high heels. Customs officers in the southern Chinese city of Guangzhou have discovered 60 pounds of marijuana leaves hidden in 215 pairs of shoes abandoned at the airport last year, Xinhua news agency said on Wednesday. The marijuana was found in five suitcases and a nylon bag that arrived in Guangzhou from Addis Ababa on August 6, 2006, but were never declared at Customs and only opened two weeks ago. "When they opened the packages on January 11, officials found the shipment contained 215 pairs of platform shoes, whose soles had been hollowed out and stuffed with marijuana leaves," Xinhua said. A spokesman with Guangzhou customs said the city had cracked 85 drug trafficking cases and seized 316 pounds of drugs since it tightened scrutiny at major checkpoints last September.

My Grandma
Ok as you all know who I am and who I talked the most is my grandma.. Well the doctors are say they did all they could.. so they are bring or she has to go to a nurse in so she is basicly she is dying.. Now I am scared out of my mind and I don't know what I am going to do at all.. I may have to go to her and ask her what is going to happen to me.. I lived with my grandma since 17 years old and I am on SSI.. Mostly you people know what that means.. Right now I am sick and my scomatch is twisting and turning scared out of my own damn mind.. So I don't know.. If I can turn back time and fix I will but I can't.. I don't know what I am going to do.. My guess is sit down and take to my grandma about this kind of stuff.. I don't know how long she has but I will keep you all inform of what is going.. be my guess to leave a comment or relpy this.. I don't care no more.. Right now I am highly worried about my grandma.. Thank you for who is or who ever is reading it.. Virgo24

Off To Save The World...
I will be off saving the world, one weather forecast at a time, for the next couple days, cuz I work a strange schedule... Welcome to the Navy I guess... haha I'd love to see lots of comments and new friends when I come back...

French Report: Former U.n. Envoy Bolton Says U.s. Has 'no Strategic Interest' In United Iraq
French report: Former U.N. envoy Bolton says U.S. has 'no strategic interest' in united Iraq The Associated PressPublished: January 29, 2007 PARIS: Former U.S. envoy to the United Nations John Bolton said in an interview published in France that the United States has "no strategic interest" in a united Iraq. Bolton, who resigned last month from his temporary appointment as U.N. ambassador, also told the French daily Le Monde that U.S. President George W. Bush's administration acted too slowly to hand power over to Iraqis after toppling Saddam Hussein in 2003. "We did a disservice to Iraqis by depriving them of political leaders," Bolton was quoted as saying, adding that the Coalition Provisional Authority that initially ran Iraq allowed terrorists to regroup. Bolton was speaking in English, and the interview was published in French. An English-language copy of the interview was not available. Bolton suggested in the interview that the United States shouldn't necessa

What I Would Love To Have
A man who really loves me. A man who looks for ways to make me feel special. SOmeone to incourage me and know i can do it. Eyes and hair color are not important but I want a man who likes to be active. Loves hicking, camping, swiming, going for walks or just throwign the ball back and forth with the kids. A man who will check on my mom and help her and not leave it up to me to change her tire or fix her plumbing. A man who does things so I wont have to do them. Money to pay bills and money to save. Are there any real men out there? If there are I haven't found them. My dad was the best example I had of how a man was suppose to do. He took care of my mom. She never had ot work on her own car, take out garbage. He helped with my grandmother. He was a real man! I can't even trust my heart anymore. Someone starts off treating me right or talkign sweet I listen but once they have me they turn and then its to late to leave. HELP!!! I want to be loved and cherished.

Cryin
i thought i'd already been cried out enough with all the tears i've shed over the years... but they still come... n even when i will them not to, they still do. i want things to start looking up, and i know someday they will, but as for now, i think i should buy a boat... i'm gonna need it. :)

Photo Shoot
http://www.lustylibrary.com/Sex_Story/List/20233 If you like this story please check out my others. Rate and comment for me. Thanks. Miranda looked through the lens at her subject. Sheridan posed beautifully. Her brown skin shone like mocha in the lights. Sparkles gleamed from her body from some exotic lotion spread all over her delectable body. Miranda shook her head…where had that thought come from? She needed a break, maybe she’d been working to hard lately. Ok Sheridan move a little to the left for me? Call me Sheri sweetie. Sheridan purred back at her. Sheri slowly stretched her arms and moved a little to the left on the black leather sofa she was draped over. Her small white bikini barely covered her body. Miranda licked her lips as she watched her subject. She’d never had feelings like this for any of the other subjects she’d work with. What was it about this one? Alright Sheri show love to the people buying this magazine. Like this…Sheri said as she moved slowly and

My Friends List
OK WELL I WAS JUS LOOKIN AT MY FRIENDS LIST & NO DAMN WAY THESE "FRIENDS" TALK TO ME. SO I'M GOING THRU THE LIST & DELETING PPL.. THIS IS JUS SO DAMN STUPID THAT I HAVE ALL THESE FRIENDS. ITS JUS TAKIN UP SPACE. SO IF U WANNA STAY ON IT THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE ... THANK YOU & DO HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Recently Aka Today
it sucks to not know why i'm not hungry during lunch anymore. but talkin about that is makin me wanna gag... anyway! i got my provisional liscense today (i passed the driver's test!) and then had to go back to the DMV after my dad and i ran home to get my social security card (cuz they cant seem to fit my entire name...i dunno it's complicated). now i have my provisional ^_^ and i can drive by myself and all i need now is 10 hours of night driving and at least 6 months before i get my liscense! yay!! only bad thing is, from 1:30 to 4-something, my day was dedicated to the DMV which is NOT something that should happen, EVER. but i got pulled out of school so i was ok with it lol. i think wyly and i are drifting apart...which SUCKS gil was right, no one cares wat others think, i dunno why i'm writing this...ttyl bye ~ace~

"gone" 01/29/07
We all live with our choices broken homes and distant voices I sit here in this dark room close my eyes and think of you Oh my God it's too late now to ever stop this breakdown I've closed that door walked that hall burned that bridge and left it all It's too late we'll never get this back this damn train done left that track.

I Love You
I can fight and I can roll, I can bite and I can hold, but there's one thing I will not do. I can sit and I can stay, I can jump and I can play, but there's one thing I will not do. I'm a champ it's in my blood, you can loan me out for stud, but there's one thing I will not do. You can kick me and treat me bad but I'll still love you like your my dad, but there's one thing I will not do. You can starve me and leave me alone but I know that you'll be home but there some thing I will not do and that is never stop pleasing you.

Lol...i Think...
What do you get when you give a 2 yr old, a 3 yr old and a 4yr old giant sheets of giant bubble wrap? You get more noise and chaos then you ever thought possible!!! BUT you also get the biggest laughs and biggest smiles humanly possible... what was I thinking? I dont know but they sure are having fun!!!

Diagnosis
Well I went to the doctors today. They FINALLY found out what might be wrong with me. It only took three gastros and about 10 other doctors to figure it out. OMG!! Anyways they said that when a woman is pregnant it pushes her digestive system up and messes it up a little bit. Well after I had little Zach, my digestive system never went back to normal. So now my body doesn't digest food properly or at all sometimes. Thus it causes me severe pain. I am now on a medication that stimulates the stomach to start working BEFORE I eat. This way when I do eat, I will digest the food properly. So you know what this means!?! I GET TO GO HOME!! YEAH!! I am so excited. I get to go be with my kitties. I miss them so much. I also miss all my friends. I will be going home on February 15th. Just thought I should shre that with anyone who cares. lmao

A Scary Night
Why is it when something that you are trying your very best to control, comes back to haunt you? Well, Mine surely did one night whe I was asleep. I dreamt that I was in a room and I saw a familiar face from a distance. When I approached him to say Hello, he turned his back on me. That was when my pause started to race, my heart was beating faster than it normally is, and had a hard time breathing. I tried to reach out to whoever I was close to, but they all turned on me. I felt like I was screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even bothered to look down or look in my direction. Till I woke up, with tears in my eyes and my heart still racing a bit from the reaction. That was when I realize, it was just a dream.

This Is Getting Old Real Fast
OK, I'm stuck on Level 13 for 3 days now at 99.99%. Folks have told me that I need a salute, so I went ahead and made one and tagged it, regardless of anything in the FAQ that directs you to have one. Anyone know WTF's going on? Pete

My Baby Girl
TO DAY I HAD TO PUT MY BEST FRIEND TO SLEEP THAT WAS SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DO EVER I MISS HER SO MUCH I KNOW SOME OF YOU MIGHT THINK IM NUTS FOR TALKING ABOUT MY DOG LIKE THIS BUT OH WELL THIS IS A POME I FOUND ABOUT THE LOSS OF A DOG IF YOU'EV EVER KNOWN THE JOYFUL SOUND OF BARKS THAT FILL THE AIR- A SLOPPY KISS, AFRIENDLY PAW, A QUIET ADORING STARE IF TOU'VE EVER HAD A SPECIAL FRIEND TO SHARE A TEAR OR TWO OR MAYBE JUST A WAGGING TAIL TO LIFT YOU WHEN YOU'RE BLUE- IF YOU'VE EVER FELT THE WRENCHING PAIN THAT ONLY DEATH CAN SEND' THEN YOU HAVE LOST NOT JUST A DOG- YOU'EV TRULY LOST A FRIEND. BUT GOD IS GOOD AND TREASURES LOVE AND THERE AT HEAVENS GATE A SLOPPY KISS A JOYFUL BARK YOUR PRECIOUS FRIEND AWAITS. I MISS YOU CHEWY LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH IM SOO HAPPY I GOT TO BE YOUR MOMMY FOR ALL MOST 9 YEARS

Come Join Me For A Min Ya Might Have Fun !!!
CLUB ILLUSIA'S HOME GROWN DJ N8 IS LIVE AND ON THE AIR! COME SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! A GOOD TIME IS ASSURED TO BE HAD BY ALL OR YOUR MONEY BACK! OH I ALMOS FOR GOT, HE DOES REQUESTS! click on the pic to check it out!

Animal Lust
With dunes silhouetting our presence Playfully hiding, our decadent motives The wine mellowing our inhibitions With heat radiating from around and within Our toes curled tightly into the sand We lie face-to-face; pore-to-pore Skin smoothed silky with cream Cravings warmed by a midday sun The sun and drink inducing boldness I pull you yet even closer to me The contact full, with flagrant disregard As your breasts nestle softly at my chest My hands trace the contours of your back Seeking the arches of your desire You reciprocate, a quiver of erogenous skin As our mouths meet hard with passion I edge tenderly away, releasing you To drink the beauty before me, To seek liberation of your scant clothing To release to my eyes; every curve before me I trace my tongue under your short breath With tautness undulating with me as I move Leave faint trace lines over your body Lower, the teasing soft tempo of a pendulum Your hands, with sense of desperation, Forc

The Age Of Insults
Welcome to The Age of Insults -- a time when civility, respect and tolerance mean nothing. Hurting people's feelings means even less. Today, making enemies is more popular than making friends, and political and cultural debates end up being personal. Heaven help you if you have the ability to actually put yourself in another person's shoes and see the world from his or her point of view! These days, that's considered a weakness, not a strength. Worse yet, insulting people has become a profitable endeavor. The more you insult, the richer you get. A man who could become the next president of the United States, U.S. Senator Barack Obama, just happens to have big ears -- a fact that a prominent journalist couldn't resist commenting on. Sen. Obama saw her at an event, approached her, and responded that he didn't take her remarks kindly. She told him that she was just helping him "toughen up" for the grueling campaign ahead. The next day, we hear radio commentator

Florist Shop Joke
Florist Shop These friars were behind on their belfry payments, so they opened up a small florist shop to raise funds. Since everyone liked to buy flowers from the men of God, a rival florist across town thought the competition was unfair. He asked the good fathers to close down, but they would not. He went back and begged the friars to close. They ignored him. So, the rival florist hired Hugh MacTaggart, the roughest and most vicious thug in town to "persuade" them to close. Hugh beat up the friars and trashed their store, saying he'd be back if they didn't close up shop. Terrified, they did so, thereby proving that Hugh, and only Hugh, can prevent florist friars.

Humm, How Do You Do???
Well how do you keep your head above the water and not feel like a failure. It has been sadly 3 months of Unemployment paychecks and being Unemployed, it doesn't feel good and it doesn't make me feel like a better woman/mother to my son! It is hard to rely on the Job market here in my side of town in Ak, to have fruitful lookin jobs, there just isn't a huge job market that can support our utilities, gas bills, daycare, and other living expenses that are required to live. I am keeping my head up high, but as I go out tonight to play pool for our monday night league I won't be celebrating the fact of being unemployed for 3 months just merely struggling the tears of failure away on my 3 month anniversay of being unemployed!! Uggh and Rgggg!!

~*~yadda Yadda Yadda~*~
i havent written in a while so here goes what to say and what to do lol hmm ponder ponder its my birthday next tuesday i be turning 24 yay for me and yes im turning 24 dispite the fact that cherrytap say im already 24 a beach holiday is callin - i thinkin 4 days away no kids just me and my best friend OMG - so excited 24 starts tonight - im so in love with Jack Bauer so friggin sexy wow im nearing 10 000 profile ratings A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU ALL well more so the ones who rated it i guess LOL hope everyone had a great weekend & all the aussie's had a great australia day - ate lamb & drunk beer as sam says [look at stash if u dont understand lolol they really are a laugh!!!!] and thats also why i put some aussie music into this blog - miss u michael but jd u do good!!! well that is me im done for the day :) peace love and happiness to you all - nice to know the drama in this place never stops just grows take

Breakup
Im the one to blame at least thats what you say not for another day cause im walking away Been through this before so im at the door never gonna look back forget about everything we had I still care about you but i gotta do what i gotta do Im not gonna be a fool cause that wouldnt be cool Been through this before so im at the door never gonna look back forget about everything we had

To Micheal
Driving today, passed your place I got caught in a daze still questions are running through my mind cant figure out why u had to die Still remember the last time we talked still remember the times we shared still remember how much you cared Not a day goes by I dont think of you still cant figure out what Im supposed to do dont have the words to say just hope to see you again some day Until that day comes whenever it may be all these memories in my heart i will keep

A Song I Wrote About My Daughter
My daddy’s girl Some things aren’t meant to last Some dreams they go too fast Then I think of you And that just won’t do I love the sweetness of your smile Watching you play all the while I already knew I was loosing you The child you are is slipping away And this is just natures way Of setting you free So you can be who you’ll be This old man can help but feel Time is cruel but wounds heal And in time pain goes That’s what this heart knows A daddy’s girl you’ll always be At least it’s what I’ll always see When I look at you My baby girl forever new The child you are is slipping away And this is just natures way Of setting you free So you can be who you’ll be Daddy loves you oh so much And he loves to feel the touch Of your little hand Nothings better to this man I won’t worry about what comes It would be oh so dumb And waste the time And that truly is a crime The child you are is slipping away But we won’t worry about that tod

What About My Siren?
Fire Engine A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the side and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet and has the wagon tied to a dog and cat. The fire fighter walks over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks," the girl says. The fire fighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to the dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner" the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your fire truck, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could go faster." The little girl replied, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

Her First Time..
Tender, firm flesh, 37 years of age at the most. She was led into the dungeon cloaked in black. Her hair flowing free. Gliding through the air, the ruffling black robe draping her body, fitting her every curve. A collar around her neck, the black leash attached, being held by her Dom. He was roughly 35, with hazel eyes. One could not see his face as it was covered in a black leather mask with a leather Celtic cross stitched on the back of it. He stood about six feet tall, leather pants tight in all the right places. No shirt, just a leather vest, his well built frame was displayed. He walked her over to the cross, unleashed her and told her to clean the cross. She did as she was told. He started to unpack his bag, sitting it next to the cross on a table. As he did this, he asked her what is her safety word. She turned his way and said red. After a moment, he asked her if she understood what they were about to do. She said yes. He asked her if she was okay with it. Again she repl

Stressed
Stressed mental capacity is overbearing My shoulders need a rest Emotional stress keeps building from social distress Thoughts and emotions buzzing, thrashing in my head A mental traffic jam keeps me restless instead Feeling like I am to explode but end up fighting with instead Not knowing were I was coming from, something snapped in my head A word out of context or something I said The anger within me gets reflected instead in emotional outburst A release that quickens the blood, that hurts the innocent and painted the mind in red.. Scott baker we all have had these days!

Bitching....
So, have you ever had one of those days when you really just wanted everyone to leave you the hell alone?? Well today was one of those days for me, I just didn't really want to talk to anyone...for not reason in partiular, I just didn't feel like engaging in some bull shit conversation that wasn't really going to benefit me at the time. I feel like nothing went my way tonight... nothing at all. I feel like I'm in over my head for some reason. I hate this feeling, I thought I got over this when I was 16, apparently I was wrong. For all of you that don't know I used to have really bad panic attacks when I was in high school, my family and my doctor blames my exboyfriend...I blame him too. lol. Anyway they started when I was a sophomore in high school and didn't stop for 2 years. Well, I've gone over 2 years with out having a serious panic attack and I thought they were over...I thought I grew out of it do to speak. Well, last night for no reason at all I went from happy to completly s

Another Song
Sucked deep into the void No time to be annoyed What I was has been destroyed Yet I remain the same Life happens hard and fast The dice roll once their cast Things I love aren’t meant to last Yet I can not be tame Wonder why I feel lost Was it ever worth the cost Run from love emotions tossed Yet I still wear the blame Do the fears consume the soul Is this why I can’t be whole Ask not for whom this bell does toll Yet I always feel the shame Try hard to give up the fight Try to live what is right The line blurs within my sight Yet unaware of what I became Unsure of what to do I just can’t let go of you All this is something new Yet I burn within the flame How you scare me so deep When you call me yours to keep And yet for you my heart does leap Yet I remain the same By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Notice: Nsfw? Bahaha
my nipples are happily free. that is all. no wait, i lied. i have some words to share. *clears throat* scuba gear raindrops charter cruise ship basket weaving tamarin zygote flashy negligee chimpanzee flat tire mortar Zimbabwe tuckus fraggle rock chainmail el chupacabra visionary reliability toadstool cumquat party hat filthy hobo fire extinguisher (thinking of Robbie here) Tina Turner shared restroom space toilets louisiana hot sauce tantacles keylime pie chinese midgets catmandu lolligaging fraternity paddleboat shiny penny shiny my little pony mane X Sheboygan BB's loveshack mince pie and last... but not least... TUNA CRACKERS. good night!

A Touch (the Remix)
BABY, NOT TONIGHT. DON’T TOUCH ME! TONIGHT, IT’S MY TURN TO SEDUCE YOU. IS THAT ALRIGHT? ON SO MANY NIGHTS BEFORE THIS ONE, YOU HAVE TOUCHED ME WITH THE INTENT TO LIGHT THE FIRE OF PASSION THAT BURNS WITHIN MY SOUL. BUT TONIGHT, I WANT TO TAKE CONTROL. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU. IS THAT ALRIGHT? LET ME UNDRESS YOU WITH MY EYES BEFORE I SLIDE YOUR BRIEFS DOWN PAST YOUR THIGHS. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU TONIGHT. IS THAT ALRIGHT? LET ME MASSAGE YOUR TAUT MUSCULAR FRAME AND WITH MY HAND PLAY THOSE LITTLE TEASING GAMES. LET ME REMOVE ALL THE STRESS THAT WOULD KEEP YOU FROM PERFORMING AT YOUR BEST. LET ME TOUCH YOU TONIGHT! IS THAT ALRIGHT?? LET MY HAND EXPLORE YOUR BODY FOR A CHANGE. SO THAT I MAY FIND JOY IN YOUR SEXY VOCAL RANGE; AS I TOUCH YOU. LET ME STRETCH YOU OUT AND SHOW YOU WHAT MY TOUCH IS ALL ABOUT. IS IT ALRIGHT… IF I TOUCH YOU TONIGHT? LET ME NIPPLE ON YOUR EAR AND SLITHER MY TONGUE ACROSS YOUR CHEST. TONIGHT YOU’LL HAVE TO WAIT ‘TILL LATER TO ENJOY THE REST. JUST LET ME KISS YOU. TRUST ME

This Feeling Of Love { Karulvinth For Life }
This feeling of love that I have for you, A feeling so strong, so special, so new. You give me the gift of happiness each day, Never have I known it could be this way. You have given your love regardless of cost, With my heart in your care, I will never be lost. Or never again wonder what love really means, For now I do know it means so many things. Understanding and caring, through good times and bad, Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad. Being there for each other through laughter or tears, At each other's side for the rest of our years. My only wish is to be with you, my love, For each day I pray to the heavens above. That you always remember my feelings for you. A feeling so strong, so special, so new! "If love had a weight, there wouldn't be a scale in the world to measure how much I love you.

Thank You!
WELL THIS IS FIRST - A THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT VOTED FOR ME IN THE BLAST GIVE AWAY. I REMOVED MYSELF DUE TO THE FACT THAT I WAS BITCHED AT FOR REPOSTING A BULLETIN. I WANTED NO PART OF THE DRAMA. SO THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO VOTED AND COMMENTED. SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YOUR MOMMA!

No More
I can`t deal with this for another day. The air is thinning, it`s getting harder to breathe. My mind is at war with itself. Do I deserve this? Living a life lived so far from where it wants to be. What have I done? I don`t deserve it. It`s to much of a good thing. I`m nothing of a good person! Running on empty as my demons fly by. What makes me happy, so far away, away from myself, away from a nothing. How long will it last, could it ever last? Tearing at the skin, my patience is wearing thin with myself. I don`t know what to do, placing my heart up on a shelf. Oh my god I can`t bear the fall again. Not from him. I`ll shatter it myself, it`ll be an easier end. I want what I may never have, I have a life not wanting, to an extent. Fucking Hell What Is Wrong With Me?!

Confession.. Joke
The Real Confession A priest was in the confessional booth with a fairly long line of people waiting for their confession. The priest had to go to the bathroom something awful and couldn't hold it for another minute. Not wanting to upset all of the people in line, he frantically looked out the back door for another priest to help him out but there wasn't a priest to be found. Suddently the janitor pushed his broom past the back of the booth and the priest grabbed him and said, "You just gotta help me out. I have to go to the bathroom and the line is so long. "It's very simple", said the Priest. "There on the wall is a chart ... column A lists the sins and column B lists the penance. Just find the sin on the chart and tell them what their penance is." The janitor agreed that it sounded pretty simple and wanted to help the holy Father so he agreed to fill in for the priest in the booth while the priest hurried away to the bathroom. The very next person in line entered the bo

A Brick Thick. The Newest One Yet.
harsh pressure... take that lime-time heart, and pucker it..curse it. shove it. peeled the maniacal meal from the broken vile, srip srip says she. padding the cotton hole for the clot. $200 for the win! pressurized tape deck, makes for a great dick. holding the pillow, to the face of youth-like dream...wanting only to hear the panting of the painters in the shifting evolution, that is the brick wall. it's taken this long, for the job to be done right.

Bubba
Bubba liked to frequent the old swimming hole but was never able to attract the girls. He decided to ask his friend Billy-Bob for advice. "It's those big baggy swimming trunks that make you look like an old fool. They're years outta style. Your best bet is to grab yourself a pair of Speedos-about two sizes too little and drop a fist-sized tater down inside them. I'm telling ya man...ya'll have all the babes you want!" The following weekend, Bubba hits the swimming hole with his spanking new tight Speedos, and his fist-sized potato. Everybody at the swimming hole was disgusted as he walked by, covering their faces, turning way, laughing, looking sick! Bubba went back to his buddy Billy-Bob and asked him, "What's wrong now?" "Lard-Almighty!" said Billy-Bob, "the tater goes in the front!"

Two At Once
I just feel like having two people at once: two guys, two girls, doesn't matter. Just so long as they're willing to play with each other as well as me, and so long as one of the girls brings a strapon. Give me!

Me
OK....one more time since I had not a solitary taker the last time. Anyone who wants to add me on Yahoo messenger so we can yap better than here.....Im terryshrek9 (terryshrek9@yahoo.com) on Yahoo Messenger. Feel free to add. Im fixin to clear off most of the "friends" on there since they stay ivisible or logon and logoff as soon as I fire a hello at them...... And some of yall have told me you dont knwo why I have a self-estemm problem.....WTFE. Terry

Geronimo And The Apaches At Fort Sill
He was the last Apache war chief. He was a great medicine man. He had great wisdom. He evaded U. S. forces for 25 years. He is said to have had magical powers. He could see into the future. He could walk without creating footprints. He could prevent dawn from rising to protect his people. His name was Geronimo. A Native American boy was born in 1829 in Arizona. His Apache name, Goyathlay, means "One Who Yawns." His father trained him to be a warrior. His mother taught him how to live off the land. He learned how to survive in deserts and mountains. It was the summer of 1850. Geronimo went on a trip. The men in his tribe went with him. Mexican soldiers raided his home. Fifty people were killed. One hundred were sold into slavery. Geronimo's wife Alope died. His three children and his mother were killed, too. Geronimo joined a group of Apaches. They were called the Chiricahuas. They raided in northern Mexico. They crossed the border into New Mexico and A

So There Was A Problem With My Page
If you went to it using Internet Explorer, the comments, comment box, and a bunch of other things didn't display at all. I narrowed it down to a problem with one of my Stash titles, and deleted it... everything seems to be working fine now, though you'll find I have no user comments. In troubleshooting my page I ended up needing to delete them all. I wish I hadn't needed to, but to be fair I got rid of them all. I'm sorry, but at least now people can visit my page :)

Friends
tonight sucks.. im tired of being alone.. i want someone who lives so far away... *sighs* I did get to talk to my friends, and they made me happy when i was crying... i love you Maddie, Joey and Devon... you guys rock! friends like you are amazing!!!!!! and yes, once again im drunk.. haha my purple lover is all that i need! ok that may not make sense to some of you, but to those that have seen it.. u know what im talkin about..i have a photo shoot in the morning.. shooting a beverage shot in studio.. with the 4x5 so its pretty rad.. I havnt used that camera yet. i'll surely show it once im done. well off to bed i go, im toooooo drunk to be awake..haha lovers you all KISSES!

Yelling
More things not to be caught yelling just as the music cuts out. -The charges were all dropped! -got done cleaning the blood up! -said it wasn't very contagious! -her pepper spray wore off! -urinating on his grave! -lovely clown suit! -corporphragy! -covered in a thin layer of mucus!

Very Blonde
FIRST DEGREE A married couple was asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife answered, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really angry. She opens her purse to take out the gun, and as she d

Hi I'm Only 3 Years Old..
I rarely do blogs where I complain about people online cause most of the time they're not worth the time and energy it takes for me to write it. But tonight I have a problem. For those of you that don't like Quick that's your own fuckin business. I'm sure you have your reasons and that's fine, I'm not here to try to get people to like him. But for fucks sakes don't bring it to me. Quick happens to be my roommate and I happen to love the guy, he's one of my best friends and if he was a pile of shit he wouldn't be here. If you have something to say to him SAY IT TO HIM! Don't come to me and "warn" me about him. I don't want to hear about it. I don't care what happend with him and whoever else. Thats between him and them and it's no one elses fuckin business either. So the bottom line is you don't like what he does go to him, and don't come to me because all it's going to get you is "FUCK YOU and MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS"

Wussup
how u doin'? Im Justin, from Forest Park, Ga. I love friends and the ladies kick hella ass too! im new to CT and so far, I love it! if you ever need to talk or sumthin, im allways here to help (unless im at work, then Ill be home later ^_^-Justin

Bill Of Rights Have Been Broken By Cody
Bill of Rights and what is going on This is to show you the Bill of Rights and how President Bush and his people have broken it! I have written down below a little more about how bad it's getting. All fax in this are true and can be looked up easily. I feel as a United States Citizen I have the right to let you know and to speak out. We all have heard the word Patriot. Patriot means - one who loves his or her country and supports its interests. Well I don't support how our country is treating us. Amendment I Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. # 1 ) The President in all his speech's always talks about God and throws his Faith in our face's. He also didn't stand up for the soldier who was Wiccan and The Government wouldn't let him have a Wic

Board Games, Life. Its All The Same.
so i seem to suck at board games the same way i suck at life. i can't ever seem to do something right. never have. omg. that just reminded of my childhood. never being good enough. shit, that put me through so much torment. i hate it when things remind me of that. if i could just vanish from existance, that would be grand. then i wouldn't be a fucking burden on society. fuck.

I Love Being The New Guy
I just love being the new guy! I get to walk into a new place and decide how much am I going to let them know about me today.... I tell one person one version of my background, then turn around and tell some else another story. In a few weeks, I'll be divorced 3 times, have 5 kids, smoke crack and bath in cod liver oil. One of the funs things to do is to figure every one out. There's the story teller, the know-it-all, the I-don't-care-I'm-out-of-here and so on and so forth. The story teller has cornered me 3 times now and he got me good the first time since it was a surprise attack. After that, I was on alert and had to use all my skills to evade him. The know it all asks if you know such and such. Yeep, sure do. Then he proceeds to grace you with his knowledge that in actuality isn't all that great but I just do the bobbing head routine and thank him for condescending to my level. Just for fun, I'll ask questions that are totally unrelated and snicker as they fumble to explain.

For My True Love!!!!
Eteral love Were do we begin and how do we live in such a world. Time freezes and then just passes by. My endless love were did it come from. The two meet in spirit and now I have learned to breathe again to love and to laugh. In time of despire I glance at the stars and send my love and my prayers to you. I will always be by your side this bond will never break. This i hold true deep in my soul. With this eternal love their is never a good bye. Melissa

More Fun!!
MESHA Sexual tour guide 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com MESHA's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Go ahead - Make my day" 'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com MESHA will go to jail for ... Making sweet love to a religious symbol 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com - MESHA's Sexy Acronym - Mis for...MagneticEis for...EroticSis for...SeductiveH

The Sensed Presence And Romantic Love
Love is an example of the self/other relationship. Even though it's really about ourselves, we experience it as being to do with another person. To see more deeply into it, we need to look at the experience of 'the other' more deeply. There hasn't been a lot of research on the subject. There are many studies that have yielded interesting statistics about how being in love affects academic performance, how it affects the immune system, how it influences the perceived quality of life, and a range of other findings. But the experience itself remains elusive, especially in terms of neurology. There is one line of research that suggests something about the nature of love, and it seems that love is only instance of a larger group of experiences: relating to the 'other'. After looking at the evidence, it seems to me that the 'other' is one's self. I'm thinking of some research into an experience called "The Sensed Presence." Its that feeling people get, usually at night, where they f

Counseling
Well , I guess to start i must say i recieved a phone call yesterday from a friend i see once a month. now he has some issues, he has a loaded gun and a depression problem , he called me to see if i was really his friend . I assured him I am his friend , he wants to end it so his family can collect insurance and not worrie about money. the man is 51 married to a woman that loves him deeply, Adopted his nephew as a son for his brother, I needed a place to stay 2 years ago and no questions, he handed me a set of keys to an apartment, he has a heart of gold and feels with his now financial troubles that if he kills himself his family will be taken care of, but i told him that the money would be spoiled due to the fact his wife and son need him! not the extra money. I suggested a counselor, i dont think he will ever go for professional help, but i know he really dont want to do it.I HOPE! i dont know which direction to go with this , i cant just call the police or a hospital or he will lo

103 Odd Questions
103 Questions Some People Wouldn't Think To Ask! 001. When's the last time you ran? Oh as if I can even remember, you wouldn;t run with tits like mine either 002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? Only where convient 003. What are you dreading right now? The next 100 questions 004. Do you celebrate 4/20? I plead the 5th and will continue to do so 005. Only child? Don't I wish 006. Favorite ice cream? Any flavor eaten off of the right person 007. When was your last doctors visit? Oh no they are not making me fall for that I am a doctor you can trust me scam again 008. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? Shit I am not even off work 8 straight hours anymore 010. "First Loves Are Never Over;" is this true for you? Sure they are once the body is gone 011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? Hehehe . . . take them from the back 012. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would they find

This Is A Warning To All On Cherry Tap-please Read!
hi, I was on Cherry Tap last night, somehow someone tapped into my computer and a back door trojan was planted into my computer causeing pages to overload...I later found a program that had just been installed into my computer that I had not put there.This program allowed files to be transfered to another computer.I was talking to two people I know and one that I did not last night.So I kind of narrowed it down.The thing is, if this can be done.You arent really as safe as you might think you are.I had two antivirus programs and one firewall yet whoever it was got through.I ended up completely whipping my computer clean and going back to factory setup just to get rid of this trojan.This Trojan was called Clicker.One antivirus program i had never found it the second did. Too late it was already in my computer though.All I can say is protect yourself and watch who you talk to. Trace

Love Song
A Love Song If I could sing you a love song Would you cherish every note Knowing each word filled with love As they escape my throat If I were there with you Would you rest your head Leaning it against me As we sit in your bed Could you feel the love With every guitar string Could you feel the love In every note I sing I would sing the chorus As our lives write the verse Making new beginnings As we arrive there first So know this truth as you hear my voice In each and every song When I’m singing understand It’s for you I long

The Nightmare
Last night I had this terrifying nightmare that wouldnt quit. I woke up 3 times and everytime I went to sleep this guy was in my head. This horrible evil man who wanted to kill me slowly. It started when I was in my apartment with Mom. Its an apartment I have never lived in before. I go outside to the parking lot to get something out of my car and there is a guy with short brown hair and big glasses sitting in a red crap looking convertable staring at me. He scares me so I hurry back inside. I am sitting in the living room for a few hours and every time I look out the window through the blinds this guy is staring at me through the window. I become increasingly scared. After a while of this guy not leaving I for some reason feel the uncontrollable urge to ask him why he has been sitting in the parking lot for so long. Big mistake. He rolls down his window and I ask him why hes there. He says he just likes to pass the time sitting in our parking lot. he tells me his apartment is acros

Exile...
Yep. That's basically what's happened since yesterday morning. My new computer that my boss was supposed to have ready for me to use yesterday wasn't at all ready. The email accounts refused to switch, the main database we use said tht I was denied access from that machine and various other problems. So they sent me to the other side of the wall where our accountant works to be able to use the old computer that I had been using. Pat's not here so I'm taking advantage to listen to music rather loud on the speakers. Woo hoo. But I hate having to run back and forth outside in teh cold just to do my job. I swear, it's like every 10 minutes I have to go back over there. Oy. I miss the bantering over there. And I'm really sick of the smell of onions and stale coffee that Pat brings, not to mention the fact she won't shut up!!! With any luck they will be able to fix my computer today so I can go back to my desk.

Submissive Creed ~ Thanks Kinky Tink
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Top and I from from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Top. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. In other words, I will not top from the bottom. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Top, and will do my best to fufill his wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused. I know that submissive does not equal doormat. I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives. I will share my knowledge and experience with others in the hope that they will learn and benefit from where I have been. I will take the time to he

Motivation For Us All!!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Stepping back Imagine that you can a step back from yourself, far enough back to get a good, objective look at the way you are. What do you think you would see? You already know what it's like to be you from the inside. Think for a moment how it would be to encounter you from the outside. Consider how your words, your actions and your priorities look when viewed objectively. Think of the advice you would want to give if you were to observe yourself for a while from the outside. Stand back and watch the way you spend your time. Look closely at what really works for you, and at what really doesn't. Though it is unwise to become obsessed with what others think of you, it is smart to regularly consider your life from an objective viewpoint. It can give you a new appreciation for your strengths and will help to point out areas where you can make valuable improvements. In your imagination, every now and then, take a step back, and then take a go

Please Forgive Me Ye Great Gods Of Dental Hygiene!
Can someone please tell me why EVERY dentist I've ever been to has to make you feel guilty about my teeth?!? I try to be good; I brush daily, floss mostly (when I remember), and avoid sweets (when it's not baklava or a birthday cake...birthday cake doesn't count). And yet, each every time I go I get told I'm doing something wrong, and that my teeth aren't long for this world! I can't handle it all!!! Today, I got told that I was brushing too 'vigorously'. Apparently, I've been overly enthusiastic about having white teeth and fresh breath! I didn't get any compliments about the fact that I'm brushing daily...nor even a nod to the mostly flossing...I get punk'd on the fact that I brush too hard and much!!!! Like I need this!!! I have a wife and kids who confuse me...I don't need it from the dentist! Maybe I should schedule a therapy appointment for after the dental cleaning! Freakin' dentists!

Just Like January , By Melissa O'neil
Put all the past in a box and seal it with shrink-wrap Send it away to a place you'll never go Smash all the glass that is keeping you trapped in a bottle Take your first cold breath of hope Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January Trash everything that has ever crashed your system Forget all the days that you've ever cried for help Shelf all the words that have ever been used against you Take the time to trust yourself Oh-oh, oh-oh Starting over, again - oh I know there's something waiting And I'm changing Just like January I'll start, over again - oh Just when I thought I faded You saved me Just like January And I'm changing January And I don't know what's coming Or what lies ahead for me Just when I thought I faded You saved me

Away Most Of The Day
I will be away from home most of the day and will be using my imagination while in meetings, driving, eating, etc. to come up with some more fantasies to write about. If you wish you can help me out by setting up a fantasy story for me to work on and finish as one of my stories. Let's see what you guys have in mind for a fantasy story.