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Sniff...
sniff... is that stalker i smell?... sniff sniff it is, it is stalker... it has been a long time, and its a dude... this is new to me, but its the same kinda smell of desperation mixed with failure and a dash of fucking crazy... lol you post one opinion on ur page and a "Matt" goes creepy... not that he wasn't b4... and im sure this dude ain't going to be showing up with my underwear on his head... but i seem to have become his only thought... it would be even more funny if it wasn't happening to me... i mean it kinda good for my ego, but id so rather have a hot chick... why is it never a hot chick?... ok im done for now off to go spend some quality time with the hot chick.

Time
Why is that the older you get, time seems to speed up? I'm not quite sure what happened to my 20's, but they are almost a thing of my past. There is really not much for me to blog about...my life is full of correlation coefficients, standard deviations and price elasticity at the moment. The things one will do to get away from managing a bunch of 18-21 year olds!!!

20 Puns
1 . Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. 2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." 3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. 4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra. 5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says, "A beer please, and one for the road." 6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other, "Does this taste funny to you?" 7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home.'" "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." "Is it common?" "Well, It's Not Unusual." 8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. 9. An invisible man married an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at.

Ok I Figured It Out
I am lazy....when it comes to cleaning, i love for my house to be clean but why in hell do i need to do it. My bathroom looks like estee lauder exploded in there and don't get me started on the rest of the house. We are remodeling and that helps soooo much in the cleaning, muddy shoes in and out all day etc. I just want to wake up in the morning and the house be clean the laundry don't mind so much it everything else. I say fuck cleaning and I just wanted to bitch about it so there i did. Wasting space that could be used for anything else. Sorry nothing insightful in this blog just a complaint and something else that ran through my mind i needed to say to someone.

Cutest Kid Contest
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Just Finishing Where I Left Off
The competion bullshit..This is so annoying to me.Because I have lived with it all my life.You know I have alot of friends seeing as I live in the town I grew up in.Me and my friends go back to elemtary school.For the most part my homies all know I don't mess around with their man.But every once in awhile I meet some new chick and she fears the worst that her no good cheating ass boyfriend wants to f**k me.And then here we go....to be continued..

Hell
Wandering alone in the dark Screaming from the pain My heart is slowly breaking Tears streaming down my cheeks I've been crying for so long Please, someone Ease my pain Dry my tears My world was once bright And cheerful Now there's only a pinprick In the far distance Always evading my reach Never close enough to touch I'm cold I'm alone I'm in hell.

Final
The decision's been made Soon this will end I can no longer cry My tears are dry I want to scream out, "I'm sorry" But I've lost my voice I want to ask, "Please, forgive me?" But you wont hear You've turned from me You no longer see me All I am to you is a disapointment One you've left behind So whether I Use this knife Or swallow these pills You'll never again have to worry I'm only doing what you want I'm leaving Breathing my last breath I ask,"Did you ever love me?"

Friendship
You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.

Hey Guys I Got Some Dirty Weeds Today
and the person that sent them. was to cowardly to let me know who he or she was. i tossed them. if the want to spend their money on things like that ..GO FOR IT..........I WILL TOSS ALL OF THEM this all has to do with the blogs i posted about talented tongue and magicallydelicious.....guess her friends are helping her get back at me.

George Carlin's Solution To Save Gasoline
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.

And In The Meantime I Have Nothing To Say... I'm Here In Vain
…today I crawled out of bed I can’t stand my shadow is to heavy o lift… look how low I’ve sunk don’t ask me to rise I’ll lose you when I’m high… On Sunday I was at a friends house and on my way to the car my heel got stuck and I hit the floor my right knee is (only) bruised but the left one still looks really awful and started to bleed again last night. Well somehow it’s funny to have girls knees again… speaking of old times since I hate when people forget here’s a little warning: next month on the 26ths is my birthday. No I am not asking for presents but for nice messages I wouldn’t forget it if I were you I can be veeery bitchy about that. PS: Did you notice how many stupid people are here on cherryTap?

Winter Heart
His mouth and hot breaths stirred her hair at the temple. Her head against his breast, restless now, when he took the nipples between his fingers and plucked them gently and rolled them between his fingers in a caressing way, while his head lowered to capture her mouth in a kiss. Her moan was lost in his mouth as those hands flattened under the mounds, over her ribs, sliding palm down where the silk pooled. Her hands came up, her fingers threading through his silken dark hair. She felt both the sensual slowness of his palms rubbing her, and the incredible pleasure that burned her nipples and seemed to make her breasts tighter and fuller. The muscles in her stomach jerked when his hand rested there, and she turned her head for his seeking lips to score across her throat. "Jared…Jared," she murmured, breathless, her hands restless in his hair and her body consumed by sensual chills and erotic heat. He brought his hands back to her breasts and stepped back. She coul

Coping With Mom And Alzheimer's
I've been thinking about creating a blog as I try to process the reality of my mom's newly-diagnosed Alzheimer's disease. So, here I go. Four months ago, I was in Indiana trying to help my mom deal with the loss of my dad who died almost two years ago. Four months ago, when I arrived in Indiana, my mom had dinner on the table, writing in her journal, getting her hair done, but missing my dad beyond words. Now, within three weeks of her diagnosis, my mom isn't my mom anymore. Nothing connects. Only thing she has retained, so far, is she still knows who we are. That's all. She has gone from a soft-spoken, loving, compassionate, and innocent elderly woman, to someone we don't recognize. To date, she has nearly killed her room-mate, punched a pregnant nurse in the stomach, tried to escape three times, and the list is ever growing! Tomorrow, she is being transferred back to a hospital in Chicago to try and get her behavior under control...for the second time. This time,

Hunter's Moon
Laying her down on the rug, Scott smiled at her while he sat back on his heels. She ran her hand idly down her chest, a single finger luring his eyes to her breasts and the fur blanket that was hiding them. "There's hunger in your eyes," she said and her finger crept slowly downwards while her voice became seductive. "What are you hungry for?" He swallowed. A part of him said that things were going too fast but the rest of him kept telling it to shut the hell up. He felt an urgent need for her, as though what she'd said earlier was true. This night was going to end too soon, and he couldn't let her walk away, he had to do this in case he never saw her again. He had to have some perfect moment to remember her by because he'd never meet anyone like her again. "I'm not sure," he said and cursed the part of him that had won control long enough to voice those words. She smiled and traced her fingers lower, flattening her palm against her body when she reached her stoma

I'm Crazy About This Girl! (not Anymore!)
Last week at this time I was thinking I had a curse on me. Going through divorce, recently fired from my job due to my health...which sucked this last year. Everything was going wrong. Then one day I get a call to start a new job. Walking in there, I never thought I'd love the place but also, and most important, find the woman of my dreams. Literaly, karma was giving me a long overdue dose of compensation that day. I couldn't have created a more perfect woman. Perfect in every detail! She makes me smile, feel silly and comfortable being myself around her. We have so much in common, and not the easy stuff. It's bizarre stuff like not liking horror movies and...well, i'll tell the whole story... Last night she and I went out to dinner and a movie (I know, I'm lame on the whole romantic date thing). We went to G.W. Hunters in Post falls and were having a great conversation when the waitress came to the table. She asked us what we wanted and she ordered her steak exactl

Funny
Buzzing undies make shopper faint! " A woman collapsed in a supermarket when her vibrating panties made her faint with pleasure. The kinky 33-year old housewife was wearing a pair of battery operated Passion Pants bought from a sex shop, while she did her shopping, according to the British tabloid The Sun. But she got so stimulated by the 6cm vibrating bullet in the panties that she lost conciousness. She fell and hit her head in the crowded supermarket in Swansea, Wales. When paramedics arrived, they found her black imitation leather knickers still buzzing. They took them off before an ambulance took her to hospital. The woman, whose identity has been kept private, suffered no long-lasting ill effects. And as she left the hospital a paramedic gave her back the Passion Pants in a plastic bag. A spokesman for Asda supermarket chain told the sun: 'We like to think shopping with us is exciting enough already.' "

Words Put To Void.
I wish you'd take me to knife than put me through your departure. I'm suffocating on when's and why's. I begged of the sky why they chose you to shatter me. But my heart is finding more questions in blanks you meant to fill with answers. Your actions are undoing all the hopes I had for us. Now waking up is a new marker for another day you're gone. Your leaving has derailed me in ways you'll never care to know. Each day that passes is more mortar and another brick to this wall you've erected to keep me at arms length. I'm not sure what hurts me worse - losing you or the fact that you don't care that you're losing me.

Cancer
i just found out that 2 of my aunts have cancer of diffrent types. i dont know how i should feel. i am scared, mad, and dont know how to help. i love my family very much and dont know why this is happening to them. one has breast cancer...very curable. the other just had kidney cancer and now has bone cancer. life is just not fair sometimes. anyone with any suggestions?

I Give Up
YANNO I THINK THAT I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY VOTES FOR EVERYONE I CONTESTS. i HAVE BEEN ON CHERRYTAP FPR MAYBE A LITTLE OVER A WEEK NOW I CANT REMEMBER AND I THINK IT WAS TOO SOON FOR A COMMENT CONTEST. SO I THINK I AM GOING TO DROP OUT OF THE CONTEST I DONT KNOW, I AM GOING TO SLEEP ON IT AND DO WHATEVER I DECIDE IN THE MORNING.

Death.
Today I found out that my Grandma died. She never got to meet Daemon and I hate myself because I never brought him over to Minnesota to meet her. It just hurts me inside. I don't know what to do. Well, I'm going to make this short. I'll update later. ~Manda~

Magick
†MAGICK† MAGIC IS THE PROJECTION OF NATURAL ENERGIES TO PRODUCE NEEDED EFFECTS. ... scott cunningham when i was a lil girl i knew a very bad witch. she did very selfish things, and harmed others w/ her magic, and eventually it consumed her. she really scared the hell outta me. yrs. later, i was reintroduced to it, and i was told that i had a gift for the tarot, even though i was skeptical, i started to read cards and do simple candle magic. let me just say, that it really does work. over the yrs, i have come to help many people find their way thru very difficult times, as well as protect them n their loved ones from poeple who meant them harm, or just alot of negative energy. you see, where thoughts go, energy flows. its like the rabbits foot, it is empowered w/ good energy so it usually does bring good luck, then there is the evil eye , so to speak, that sends bad energy to someone. they say be careful what

You Know You've Been In Iraq Too Long.....
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Sgt Fabe Date: Feb 27, 2007 5:22 PM Add your own line at the bottom and pass it along! You know you've been in Iraq too long..... # When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" # Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive # Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive # Driving around in SUVs with weapons pointed out the windows and forcing cars off the road seems very normal to you # You can put your body armor and helmet on in the dark in under 5 seconds # When you actually get excited to get a package that contains 3 pair of socks, 12 bars of soap and a Victoria Secret Catalog # Your idea of sex is 20 minutes of Instant Messaging with your wife on the computer, OK, 10 minutes, who are you kidding? # You make the new guy show you his count down timer just to make you feel better abou

Can You Say Idiot?
wow lets see how does it happen that we get such morons in charge of watching over this site? Great screening process. example. one of the million dollar bouncers told me that someone using a fake salute as is ok. when i asked if i did the same with their salute they told me its not ok. do that make any fucking sense? I guess its a do as say not as i do situation?

Samson
You are my sweetest downfall I loved you first, I loved you first Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth I have to go, I have to go Your hair was long when we first met Samson went back to bed Not much hair left on his head Ate a slice of wonder bread And went right back to bed And the history books forgot about us And the bible didn't mention us And the bible didn't mention us Not even once You are my sweetest downfall I loved you first, I loved you first Beneath the stars came falling on our heads But they're just old light, they're just old light Your hair was long when we first met Samson came to my bed Told me that my hair was red Told me I was beautiful and Came into my bed Oh I cut his hair myself one night A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light And he told me that I'd done alright And kissed me till the morning light The morning light And kissed me till the morning light Samson went back to bed Not much h

Life
the sandy beaches & ocean breezes flowin thru my hair, brings memories of days long past livin life w/out a care. past dreams of one day walkin hand in hand w/ that special one, still find there way thru my mind as i walk the beach alone..~~~Denise

What's Your Movie Star Sex Style?
You are a Sharon Stone Sharon Stone in "Basic Instinct." Need we say more? You have command in the bedroom (or wherever else it may be.) Sex is very important to you, and a relationship that is vacant of frequent sex can never be truly fulfilling. You may be more dominating and you probably are the one to initiate sex and determine how it will be done. You're willing to try anything because you want to keep sex interesting and exciting, which to you is what makes for a good lover. If your sexual style is a little overwhelming for your partner, the most important thing to remember is to make sure they feel comfortable enough to express themselves sexual in their own way. Once the playing field is more even, you'll reap the rewards of a healthy sexual relationship.

Leave Her Behind
Leave Her Behind She’s in your past I’m your future I can’t compete Leave her behind All of your memories are of her How do I change that? Years you had How do I compete? Leave her behind Why can’t you let her go? Hold on to me I’ll give you what you need I’ll be your promise Leave her behind Make the memories with me Have a “Once Upon A Time” with me Smile, laugh and love, me Hold my hand, look into my eyes Leave her behind Baby you are my heart Don’t tear it apart Make it with me Let me be your change Leave her behind

Plz Read /sweetness
WELL I HOPE EVERY ONE IS NOW HAPPY I AM LEAVING CT I AM SO SICK OF THE BULLSHIT ON HERE I DO NOT STEEL ANY ONES MAN AT ALL ALL I WANTED TO DO IS MAKE FRIENDS BUT I CUESE I CANT HAVE FRIENDS AT ALL ON HERE BEFPRE SOME SHIT STARTS I AM STUDING A LOT TRYED TO TALK TO ONE PERSON AND THEY DIDNT ANSWER ME SO I GUESS IT WORKED I HATE BACK STABBERS SO BAD WELL ITS BEEN FUM AND I AM SOORY 4 ALL THIS TO EVERYONE U ALL TAKE CARE AND HAVE FUN SINCE I AM NOT WANTED HERE OR ANY WHERE WITH OUT JEALOUSY LOVE SWEETNESS

Thats Fucking It
I'm Raise the bull shit flag on this one Thats it! I have been called racist for the last time. This shit will end now; I'm not gong to put up with it any more. I guess I should stop and fill everyone in on whats going on first. I work a job that requires me to wear a uniform and enforce rules/policies. Im a white man from the mid west working in a pardonably Hispanic and Black area of Los Angeles. So when I have to do the enforcing part of my job, and its a minority that Im talking to, Im suddenly accused of being a racist. (A white man in a uniform with a mid west accent is an easy target). Thats right, you dont know how many times I have been told your only talking to me because Im Black. Well, he only said that because Im white. If it had been a black man talking to him he would have responded differently. Im pissed off about the whole idea that it is okay to be racist as long as it is towards a white man. I use to work with this older black gentleman. We were sitting aroun

Joke
The Wife stays home a house wife. The husband comes home from work wife asks honey can you fix the toilet husband says what the fuck do i look like the roater rooter man? Next day husband comes home wife asks honey can you fix the washer husband says what the fuck do I look like The maytag repair man. Next day husband comes home everything was fixed so he asks his wife honey who fixed this and how much did it cost? Wife says well the nieghbor guy fixed it and i either had to give him a blow job or bake him a cake. Husband says well what kind of cake did you bake him? wife says what the fuck do I look like Betty crocker?

Rough Sex Facts Lmfaooooooo
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differe

Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Yourself?
I have a pretty scary background... I am tempted to write it out but i dont want to scare all of you away. So i will tell you ahead of time, that I am living proof that a shitty childhood doesnt mean a shitty adulthood... ill start small, and add things as we go along... when i was small, my dad was embezzeling oil from the states into canada without paying federal tax, and we lived like millionaires for a long time. I even was driven to school in a limo. Life was pretty good at the time, took the limo everywhere, got to go all over ontario to different theme parks and bring my friends, and watch movies on the ride home. Then one day my dad 'went to visit his sister' for 9 months... and my mom got really annoyed at me as i was coming into the age where i didnt want to listen to her... I was a bad kid. I ran away a couple times, told the neighbors my mom asked me to ask them to give me rides places... I scared my sister, cousin and neighbor by forcing them to watch IT and then

Looky Look
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This Is Very Disturbing News
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After

A Change Of Pace Fer A Little
Well everyone I wanted to let you all know i am healing up well and doing pretty good. Its springtime here and nice warm weather. Hopefully we're done withj the cold drizzley weather till this fall. One canonly hope. Well as most of you know, i'm a gunsmith, been so fer about 11 months or so now. But before that i use to do constrction with my father fer years too on and off. Well work has been kinda slow, so me and Dad have picked up a rather neat job renovating a old church right down the road from us that was estabilshed back in 1895. Thats back when they built em to last. Most of the wood in the framing of this church was from the original conctrution back in 1895. Its amazing to see the amout of craftmanship spent they did back then, without any powertools of any kind. Thats back when folks took real pride in thier work, exspecially for thier church. Nowadays you can go to alot of shody jobsites here all across the country and see the difference in the type of pride taken in the

Seeing What Is As It Is...
WELL... SECOND BLOG NOW!! I KINDA LEFT A COUPLE PEOPLE IN THE DARK ABOUT THIS. HELL.......WHO AM I KIDDING? I LEFT A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THE DARK ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. THIS IS WHY I SAY THAT KARMA PLAYS A BIG PART IN LIFE. TO THOSE WHO DO BELIEVE IN KARMA, NEVER LET THAT FADE AND THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN KARMA, SHOULD!! BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED IN "WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND" I'M NOT HERE OR THERE TO PLAY GAMES ANYMORE. I WAS LOSING HOPE IN LOVE.....AND THAT'S SAD, REAL SAD!! BECAUSE, I LOVE LIFE AND WILL NEVER EVER LOSE LOVE AGAIN. I BELIEVE IN SOUL MATES AND I PROBABLY ALWAYS WILL..... IS THIS A CHILDISH THING? IDK.... THAT'S NOT FOR ME TO DECIDE..... NEVER HAS BEEN, NO MATTER HOW IN "CONTROL" I THOUGHT I WAS(EVERYONE SLIPS UP) AND IT'S LIKE I WAS TOLD TONIGHT...... I'M FINALLY SHOWING THAT I'M HUMAN JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS STRONGER THAN THIS. ALWAYS!!! I WAS ONE TO DO IT ON MY OWN.... BUT, NOW... COMING TO THE REALITY, THAT I CAN'T CONTROL LIFE..

Momentuum (poem)
The distant clicks of time ticks slowly Mind's of the hopeful scarcely roaming Surrounding surface tarnished yet glowing Adrenaline incapacitated and haulted from flowing The air amidst the area's thin Cold winds wisk by within a flinch Sanctity and serenity weeded out and beaten Compassion and morality defeated by a heathen Intense screams like movie theatre horror Disarmed from a once laminated armor Left to bathe in crimson, soaked in pain Stained sadistic and choked since that day Flashbacks haunt the soul in torture Darkness bright in a black heart growing softer Frame of mind badgered, splattered with water colors How quick things get blurry when the rain clusters --Snipe

Nights In White Satin
Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters I've written, Never meaning to send. Beauty I'd always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I can't say anymore. 'cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Gazing at people, Some hand in hand, Just what I'm going thru They can understand. Some try to tell me Thoughts they cannot defend, Just what you want to be You will be in the end, And I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters I've written, Never meaning to send. Beauty I'd always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I can't say anymore. 'cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. 'cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you.

A Couple More
As requested, here are a couple more of my poems. Poem Just a few simple words carefully arranged. Set in stone for now, but inevitably changed. A pointless explanation of personal insight, a vain attempt to justify what I already know is right. Embellishing the commonplace until it seems sublime, or could it be nothing more than just a dreadful waste of time. Mercy Left unable to refuse, at the mercy of the muse. At her beckon call I wait, knowing that I can not sate. Her hunger burns within me. Unquenchable ecstasy. Through the pleasure and the pain, her servant I shall remain. More to come ...

Gates Vs. Gm
Gates vs. GM For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before

This Blogs Important To My Family Member So Pay Attention And Understand It Well
Well as far as my cherry family goes I want it to be women that have things in common with me I love metallica eminem final fantasy kingdom hearts baulders gate madden football boston red sox new england patriots baseball and football I will keep updating...so if your interested let me know and shit you need to talk to me I cant just add you to my family so dam easy altho I must say there have been a few lucky women that caught my dam eye from massachusetts wich was fine at first sight then I started to realize the silence and thats not cool seems im always shunned by women in massachusetts every dam web site im on gee sorry im not some drop dead gorgeous young man but if you dont have a consistant keeping in touch with me your going to be deleted from my family I like active cherry members...and also ones that say hello or leave me cherry love not to much to ask for really......family is someone that reads your stashes blogs looks at your pictures leaves you compliments maybe you shou

Words I Live By!
There are people who can walk away from you, and hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: LET THEM WALK! I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I MEAN HANG UP THE PHONE! When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The BIBLE said that, "They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can get super glue and you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in your story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over, so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You'

-sigh-
Hey lovlies..So i've seen some of my friends with tons of messages on their voice comments..I haven't got a new one in ages *tear*...Plz take a sec to leave me one. It dosen't cost anything :)....It will make me SMILE!! :P x0x -Ash PS. if you have one too let me know and i will leave you a message.

Pay Back Time .....
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new c

Cry For Help
So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate me hate me to the core wish u hated me and i was dead stab me again and again please dont let me feel this way save me from these feelings show me not all is evil show me that love is true,happy and the greatest feeling out there. save this soul

Im So Popular
So it's wednesday. My top cherry of the day lasted 24 hours LOL. Im not sexy enuff. I think alot of the popularity on here has to do with if you will flirt and lead the boys on. I just can't do it. I have a few on here I am close with but I can't see stringing guys along...its not right. So Ill stay as I am...the chick in the sweater LOL. I got a comment once about why I wore a sweater in my pic. I think sexy isn't about being naked. I think u can be sexy in anything. Anyhow..nothing interesting to report. I have to go to the store shortly cuz I promised Bill I would send him some Candeh. Other than that I will be around! Heres a cool song by the Deaf Pedestrians called 15 Beers Ago! It was 15 beers ago I was sitting at a show. It was 15 beers ago I was with you. Now my money is all gone And I’m thinking of a song, That only 15 beers could spawn Inside the truth. And this is how you repay me for my… Well it was 15 beers ago I have just found you, hoe But I what mean

Ice
A recent article from the Toronto Star, "the ICE idea", is catching on and it is a very simple, yet important method of contact for you or a loved one in case of an emergency. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is program the number of a contact person or persons and store the name as "ICE". The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when they went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which numbers to call. He therefore thought that it would be a good idea if there was a nationally recognized name to file "next of kin" under. Following a disaster in London, The East Anglican Ambulance Service has launched a national "In case of Emergency (ICE)" campaign. The idea is that you store the word "ICE " in your mobile phone address book, and with it enter the number of the person you would want to be contacted "In Case of Emergency ". In an emergency situa

Fool Us Twice? From Iraq To Iran
This time the Bush gang wants war with Iran . Following a carefully orchestrated strategy, they have ratcheted up the "threat" from Iran , designed to mislead us into a new war four years after they misled us into Iraq . Like its insistence that Iraq had WMD, the Bush administration has been hyping claims that Iran seeks nuclear weapons. The International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA), however, has found no evidence that Iran is building nuclear weapons. IAEA chief Mohamed ElBaradei says there is plenty of time for negotiation with Iran . Bush has sent two battle carrier groups, replete with nukes, to the Persian Gulf and a third is reportedly preparing to follow. In support of Bush's case that Iran poses a danger to the U.S. , three unnamed American officials ceremoniously trotted out metal parts found in Iraq and claimed Iran supplied them to kill our soldiers in Iraq . This "evidence" - or "packaging," as the Associated Press calls it - doesn't pass the straight face test wit

Rose Color Meanings
Rose Color Meanings These tend to vary quite a bit, but some common meanings are listed below. Of course, your Valentine may also have a favorite color of rose, despite its meaning. And don't forget, your Valentine may even prefer to receive a different type of flower. Color of Rose Meaning Coral Desire Lavender Love at first sight, enchantment, uniqueness Orange Fascination; I am fascinated and enthusiastic Pink (Dark) Thankfulness Pink (Light) Grace; admiration; gentility; friendship Red I love you Red (Deep red) Unconscious beauty White I am worthy of you; spiritual love; purity White (Bridal white) Happy love Yellow Joy and gladness; friendship Combined Colors Red and White Roses Mixed Together Unity Yellow and Orange Roses Mixed Together Passionate Thoughts Yellow and Red Roses Mixed Together Congratulations

....hm.
So I don't get the job. I get some weird, out-there, seemingly BS story about why my application can't even be viewed. Oh well, sounds a little fishy, but eh, I won't take it personally. Anywho, i'm starting to feel like I'm not working hard enough at the gym, or at other health-related aspects of life, so for the past few days, I stepped it up a notch. Sad, unfortunate result: I'm still not really sore. So then I guess I have to try even harder. And, I suppose I need to buckle down a little more on what I eat. I keep telling myself, results will come with time. And slowly. So I have to keep patient. Still, it's a little tough, getting over that one hump in the road: The I-See-NOthing-Happening-I-Should-Give-Up hump. I'm almost there, though. Physically, I am feeling much better. Just don't see anything. Well, enough on that, though. I think I need to...I dunno, get back into the arts like I did before. I'm starting back into it now, with writing and all that. Still.

Tired
i dunno what i'm sapouse to do anymore i can't get anything right so iguess i'm gonna give up and say fuck it cause i'mtired of people not trusting me god i wana cry so bad and prolly will again i dunno how i do it but i always wind up loseing someone really close to me i just want it all to end........i can't take loseing someone i love so so so much so i might just never come back

Some People!!! Lmao
Some of these new people here just crack me up!!! You go and share some points with them and perhaps buy them a simple gift & they act like you are poison or some stalker! Guess some folks do not know how to react to a simple gesture of kindness! Not ALL of us here at CHERRY TAP are perverts, or point hogs, or stalkers or anything at all like that! Gee some of us are pure and simple plain old everyday NICE people with NO fricking agenda or purpose other than to make others feel welcome to the Crazy House!!!!!!!! Get REAL Please!!!!!!!!

For A Special Friend
For a Special Friend .... He Knows who he is or Should Forgiveness To forgive Is not to forget. To forgive Is really to remember That nobody is perfect That each of us stumbles When we want so much to stay upright That each of us says things We wish we had never said That we can all forget that love Is more important than being right. To forgive is really to remember That we are so much more Than our mistakes That we are often more kind and caring That accepting another's flaws Can help us accept our own. To forgive is to remember That the odds are pretty good that We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves. That life sometimes gives us more Than we can handle gracefully. To forgive is to remember That we have room in our hearts to Begin again And again, And again. And again. So Yes Sweetheart you are Forgiven... Lets start our Friendship over and go from there!!

Sad....
i think no one cares i wouldnt even dare it seems everyone else just has a better life( better life) i lived long without the love in my life now all i can do is , all that i can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad It seems to me that i will never learn I don't do very good in school and i'm not very good at following rules i do not have that many friends and for her its the end i always lies i just wants to die now all i can do is, all that i can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad now everything is so hard to realize i just a girl of smaller size i want to be cool like the girls at school i am worried everyday of my life

My Honey Is Coming Home
My honey is coming home again.For another 3 month visit from june 11,2007 til sept 10,2007. I'm so excited for him coming.he was here last summer too for 3 months.We sure did have alot of fun and we will this time...woooohoooo

Addendum To Previous
It's a darn shame when you have to hide in your kid's room b/c the damn fool is ringing your doorbell and will not go away. I fear this is going to become much more serious than I had anticipated. Wish me luck on this one friends!

Nsfw
Now usually I'm pretty damned conservative about my NSFW pictures. You see a lot worse in blasts and the cherry spot. So I am going to do an experiment. I'll let you know how successful I am. (Eika and Faithfulcynic, sorry you have to see me in my underwear)

Mozart
- Buried in an Unmarked Grave -] Decades later Sophie Haibel the younger sister of Mozart's wife, Constanze, still vividly remembered the eerie omen. On the first Sunday of December 1791, she was in the kitchen, preparing a cup of coffee for her mother. The previous day she had gone into the city of Vienna to visit her brother-in-law, who had fallen ill, but had returned with the news that he seemed better. Now, as she waited for the coffee to brew, Sophie stared pensively into the bright flame of an oil lamp and thought of Constanze's ailing husband. Suddenly, the flame went out "as completely as if the lamp had never been burning," she later wrote. "Not a spark remained on the main wick and yet there wasn't the slightest draught - that I can swear to." Seized with a horrible premonition, she ran to her mother, who advised her to return to Mozart's house without delay. Constanze greeted her sister's arrival with relief, saying that Mozart had spent a restless night, and begged her

Little Things
I'm just sitting here on this computer chatting and my granddaughter is watching her cartoons. As I sit here and watch her and how excited she gets over the littlest thing like "dora" coming on tv. we as adults take the littlest thing for granted. We can learn alot by stopping and watching the little things in life as our little one do!!!!!!!!!!! JUST A THOUGHT FOR TODAY!

Mom's Car
sooooo last night I wrote the blog about having a Migrane.. welll... here is the end of it lol... so I went to class thinking once I got a pop and got some caffine in my body I would be ok... got my pop opened it drank about 1/4 of it... went into class told the sub I was sick and such and the guy that sits next to me was sick too lol... well luckily we got out of class early because the sub didnt want to stay till 945... so I txted my day and told him to pick me up at 9pm... but then we got out and I called the house and said I was done... I sat down and my parents picked me up... we got started down the road and it was like instantly sick to my tummy... so I said to my mom to pull into the gas station and she relaid the message to my dad because my dad is deaf when it comes to speeking to him in a vehicle... well the light turned red and we had to stop so I yelled at my mom to open the door, and I puked in the intersection... then the light turned green mom closed the door and when d

Note To Self.
Two roads... split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be. I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere. But this taste still lingers in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around. And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far, seems far from here. Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, come back to me, to me. Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, back to me, to me. I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? Time starts moving, faster than I can. And I'm sick of this scene, I need a break from routine. I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? Time starts moving, faster than I can. And I'm sick of this scene, I need a break from routine. Two roads...

Secrets
secrets are often scoffed at belief is only brought by way of grief it often costs that the richer the wicked onset delivers delibrate longset debts disfigured the concousness of any and all sponsorships brought to you by new world conglomerates bushes newest partnerships get ready cause im sparkin it you wanna trip embark on it your hands are wet mine spark this shit where one remembers none forget from the now till my high noon sun sets i will be forever etheral and die for all my debts collectional. correct or not vets are soon forgot but dont forget cause on this spot my stained cement I lay and rot.

Poem
THE LOVE A LIFE CAN SHOW The Love a Life can show below is but a filament, I know, Of that diviner thing That faints upon the face of noon- And smites the tinder in the sun- And hinders Gabriel's Wing- "Tis this-in music-hints and sways- And far abroad on Summer days- Distils uncertain pain- "tis this enamors in the East- And tints the transit in the West With harrowing Iodine- "tis this-invites-appalls-endows- Flits-glimmers-proves-dissolves- Returns-suggests-convicts-enchants- Then-flings in paradise-

I'll Be There For You
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com THIS IS DEDICATED TO CHRISTA; MY WITCH, MY FRIEND; MY AMAWITCH; THE QUEEN OF BLOGGERS--WHO IS MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY LIFE AND BREATH, AND MY LIFE'S WORK......

Success
“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; Some blunders are absurdities have crept in; Forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; You shall begin it serenely, and with too high a spririt to be encumbered with your own nonsense.” waldof emerson

Havein A Mammagram Today
Sorry I haven't been on in a while,but some things have been goin on in my life lately,& was taken a break from the pc. I found a lump in one of my breast last wk,been freakin out bout it too,gettn a mammagram done today to find out,so all my freinds pray for me & wish me luck! I'll be bck later to let u all knw how it went! Peace & Lv to all!

Hehe
Two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull so that they can breed their own stock. The brunette balances their checkbook, then takes their last $600 dollars out west to another ranch where a man has a prize bull for sale. Upon leaving, she tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home." The brunette arrives at the man's ranch, inspects the bull, and decides she does want to buy it. The man tells her that he can sell it for $599, no less. After paying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her sister a telegram to tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pick-up t

My Sex Survey!!!
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Depends on the mood.. Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Why not both.. best of both worlds.. How often do you like to have sex?: As much as I can.. Is sex a top priority for you?: Not alwaysDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: I love watching his/her faceHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Ewies.. never.. Gotta be safe about it at least.. How do you feel about one night stands?: Been there done that..How many one night stands have you had?: 3What's your favorite position?: I LOVE being on topWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: Rough=Public Sensual=Anywhere with candlelightDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Refer to question 1Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: Yes How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Until I can no longer hold backDo you get off first or do they?: Depends...Do

Today's Horoscope
You're beginning to see what's next in the grand scheme of your life, and you like it, you really like it. It's time to share your amazing energy with the world. Think about throwing a celebratory shindig.

Manic
well today i am feeling manic. all sorts of reasons why in 2 days i ge to meet the man i have fallen in love with off of yahoo. in 2 days i get a weeend away from my children to party be an adult again and be arund my best friend whom i see once in a life time. but today isnt that day today is a day that feels like an eternity away i am feeling nercous scared sad happy mad evil and nervous lol...

Win A 3 Day Blast! Announcing The Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest!! (repost)
What? The Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest... Salute me, The Living Legend, in a sexy way. I will leave the creativity to you ladies. However, these pictures CANNOT be NSFW (send the NSFW salutes to me privately, hehe). The winner will be determined by multiplying number of comments by the average rate by the number of people that have rated you (comments X rating X number of rates). Prizes? Winner receives a 3 day blast. 2nd Place will receive a piece of BLING. All entrants will receive gifts. When? I will be taking entrants names until Wednesday, March 6th. At midnight that evening, I will open up the contest folder and the games will begin. The contest will run 14 days until midnight, the evening of Wednesday, March 20th. Must-Read Rules - 1) I am keenly aware of people marking others' photos as NSFW to eliminate the competition. Rest assured, I am able to find the culprits who mark things NSFW and anyone (or their agent, which I can also trace) caught marki

Hot, Sexy, Yadda Yadda
ITS TIME FOR A PIMPOUT!...My choice for today is my friend Mel..Shes SUPER cool and i adore her..Go check out her page.. Rate/Fan/Add or whatever you want.. Thanks Lovlies x0x -Ash ~*~The Shocker~*~@ CherryTAP

The Way I See It #219
The most relevant pieces of advice I received regarding marriage: You can only be as happy as the least happy person in the house, and two bathrooms are mandatory. -- Laura Gremillion Starbucks customer from Nashville, Tennessee. ------------------------------------- Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily reflect the views of Starbucks.

Slow Down In Life
Day by day goes by and I sit here and I wonder where the hell did all the stupid people come from.... Since when did NO mean yes please keep it up ? When some one tells you No it means No , back off, I dont want to.... Why is it that most men forget how to talk to a woman with respect and woman to my lord you know it makes no since why people talk to others like they are a payed whore or some thing. What happen to the golden rule ? Do we get so wrapped up in life that we forget to to treat people with respect people ? If I have been like this towards any one I am so sorry. Please forgive me. We sit there and wonder where the children learn to be hateful step back and look at what we do and dont ask because they are monkey see monkey do!! How hard is it to slow down and take the time to say Hi to a some one around you. Reach out to some one You never know that some one might be the one that saves your ass one day.When was the last time you slowed down and enjoyed a lovly sunset? I know

True Meanings
FOR THAT..I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A FEW THAT SOMETIMES DON'T MEAN WHAT THEY SAY..I DO !!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH..AND IF SOME OF YOU HAVEN'T TAKEN THE TIME TO READ SOME OF MY BLOGS,THEN YOU REALLY SHOULD..AND IF FOR SOME REASON YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND SOME OF THE WORDS..WELL THERE'S THIS NIFTY BOOK CALLED A DICTIONARY..LOOK IT UP..ITS REALLY VERY FASINATING READING..SO HERE ARE THE DIFFENATION OF THE WORDS NO AND PRIVATE FOR YOU..JUST WANTED TO HELP OUT.. NO 1.) NO No (a.) Not any; not one; none. No (adv.) Nay; not; not at all; not in any respect or degree; -- a word expressing negation, denial, or refusal. Before or after another negative, no is emphatic. Noes (pl. ) of No No (n.) A refusal by use of the wordd no; a denial. No (n.) A negative vote; one who votes in the negative; as, to call for the ayes and noes; the noes have it. PRIVATE 2.) PRIVATE Private (a.) Belonging to, or concerning, an individual person, company, or interest; peculiar to

Oh, The Stupids.
"Cunning Linguist" is not a clever screen name. It was not very clever all those years ago when the creator of that phrase had the bright idea. Trust me, I know things. Particularly when they relate to oral fixations.

The Building Explosion...
Here it comes My emotions are high People got hurt I want to cry Someone I care about Being wronged twice over The world's messed up It's just not right They did nothing wrong But they're being blamed I wasn't there to stop it Now I am ashamed I wish I could stop The building explosion But there's just no way To stop all the pain

What Happen To My Post?????
Sometime ago I posted a Help poster. And now it is gone. I do not know what happen to it maybe thay do not stay up fpr long it do not know ??? But any way . It doesnt matter any more > I give the Hell up!!!!

Never Again
Never Again When insecurities rise And all your passion inside dies I cant seem to fall asleep without crying All those around me lying Father time tic tocking away Wasted day by day In a cage trapped by my own fears Always hiding back the tears Trying to make the best of it Never the courage to make the final split Doing whats best for others As would any good mother Never doing anything for myself Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf Resentment rising to the top Fits of rage not knowing how to make them stop Wanting more out of life Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife Yelling Screaming Arguing it never stops Neighbors threatning to call the cops Thats it never again will i allow myself to be hurt Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt From now on I will have thick skin Never loving again will be my final sin © SsX_TricKeY, 2006-09-15

Gata
It was strange at the convention...I was there and my other half who calls herself Thagatanegrra...Me...I'm Gata..I am a BLACK cat, however, I just dont use that name...So I was getting alot of, "So you let her use your name?" It's not anbody's name. I get called alot of different nicknames and shit. Its really strange...It depends on where I am of what nickname you here. I love that name though..Gata...I'm so feline..and even people that doesnt know that ask me about it...That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy

Take It
Take It It’s an ache I’ve never felt before A pain so deep inside of me I’m lost inside I can’t climb out It’s eating me inside and out My tears get me nowhere They don’t take the pain It stays inside I don’t want it anymore Take it away It was you who left Take the pain too It’s not mine to have I let go I said goodbye I did what I was supposed to do Why’d you have to find a place in my heart? You knew you weren’t going to stay It was your lie Take it now Take my tears My pain My ache Take it all now I give it to you I walk away I’m done I can’t be who you need me to be I was what you needed For as long as you needed me You gave me up You didn’t want me The way I wanted you It’s okay I’m fine I’ll be good Take my tears Make the pain go away You can do that You can

Can This Day Get Any Worse
Okay my kids are 2 and 3.....Need I say more First my oldest got into the cake and spread icing all over my floor....UG!!!! and then he put all of the clean towels and wash cloths into the tub with him....and i just washed all of them prior to that.... man o man...my kids!!!

***a Military Wife's Prayer***
***A Military Wife's Prayer*** Give me the greatness of heart to see-The difference between duty and his love for me. Give me understanding so that I may know-When duty calls him, he must go. Give me a task each day-To fill the time when he's away. When he's in a foreign land-Keep him safe in your loving hand. And when his duty is in the field-Please protect him and be his shield. And when deployed away for so long-Please stay with me and keep me strong. Amen.

Long Distance Love!
Long Distance Love! Loving from a distance is never easy, When you are living so very far apart. But each mile that separates two people who truly care, Is joined together with the love each feels in their heart. The loneliness you feel when you are not together, Can eat away at you deep inside. When you miss the one who you want to share your life with, And they are not able to be by your side. Have trust in each other's feelings, And believe that they do feel the same way as you. When you can not be with one another, So easy it is to doubt whether their love is really true. Need to keep your faith that you have in each other, And never let go of your trust. Sometimes that is not so easy to do, But for your peace of mind, it really is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, So the other always knows that you do care. Make the most of the time that you can have together, And open your hearts and share. Respect one another will sometimes need some space, But it doesn't mean

For My Friends
SPECIALLY FOR YOU If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it, just for you, And, share with you, its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue. If I could, I would build a mountain, you could call your very own. A place to find serenity, a place just to be alone. If I could, I would take your troubles, and toss them into the sea. But, all these things, I'm finding, are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain, or catch a rainbow fair; but, let me be, what I know best, A Friend, who's always there. I promise to defend you, should the occasion ever rise, And, I promise to wipe away the tears, which might stream from your weeping eyes. Let me be the trusted Friend, the one that you know best. I will never leave you, on that, you can surely rest.

From Sheri
WHAT IS A FRIEND? Friends don't even notice the body you are living in. Friends dont actually lie for each other but they put down very good smoke screens. A friend never mentions a thing to ol blabbermouth down the road. Everyone really hopes there is a Heaven-just to have a chance to make things right with ol friends. Friends dont have to be good looking or sexy-come to think of it...maybe thats why they are friends. LOVE IS BLIND...FRIENDSHIP QUIETLY CLOSES ITS EYES!!! A friend is that ONE person who can correct your faults--and also has the sense not to try. Its easier to love mankind than to keep a few friendships in good repair. LOVE links two lives, add friendship to that,, and you walk side by side FOREVER! YOUR LIFE IS NOW.... LOVE LIVIN IT... SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

Old Friendships
Old Friendships I feel like I owe you something – the great twilight struggle, the violent feuding, lingering bitterness. We may never entirely make peace with each other. We greet each other with relief and meet each other with resentment. It’s hard for me to forget. There is no statute of limitations. It remains a bad memory: the ugly war, the boiling tension, sad conflict. The violence continued. Life in turmoil, you’re supposed to want my help – drunk on Mad Dog, you’ve got a dead man’s cough and you stink to high heaven. You’re bent on destroying, quick to lash out, missing in action, one drink at a time. It is time to put our war behind, let it be. It was fun smoking dope, that evil Thai stick reefer, raising hell, just messing around. In the end I could not move you, that mission failed. I’m still being held being captive. I shed a tear, out of pride, guilt, or shame. Get drunk on me tonight, baby, and try not to die for my sins. co

Cybor Sex
I just had a thought about cybor sex how can any one get off on it when most of the time your typing. What are people suppose to say awww yeah type faster and harder baby. awww oooo there ya go pull my mouse cord please.

Why Is It So Strange...
to have more guy friends then girl friends? I've been asked a number of times not only on here but in real life... well I'm a tomboy so i get along with guys more wuts that matter with that? is it a crime? I dunno I just connect with guys better, and i would love to find a few good girl friends i mean to chat with, talk to or even hang out with but they all seem to be girly I hate girly, and they are back stabbers i hate that shit.. oh and they can't understand a commpliment I mean if i say "sweety ur boobs are hawt tonight" they get all offened.. gezzzz okay sorry had to get that off my chest!! lol stupid I know but shit...

On Ferlinghetti And The Television Poet
On Ferlinghetti and the Television Poet "When the revolution comes," said the television poet. What revolution? What uprising can come that will bring a satisfying ends to the means, a lasting change, a state of affairs that can quench all thirst for change. What coup or revolt can bring a time when no man's words are "when the revolution comes." "Endless the splendid life of the world," said Ferlinghetti. Yes, endless the splendid fourteen-hour workdays, coming home to the smell of the litter box, and the parade of ants marching across the kitchen sink. Those splendid fights with the boyfriend and the stack of past-due bills and splendid the sucking pit of debt. Yes, that hard rain falls. Day in and day out I listen to endless complaints: bitching and whining, pissing and moaning. Endless the population waiting to put their two cents in. Endless the fatigue and weariness that shrouds us. Endless the truths that are voiced: life sucks, shit h

Fallen Hard.
I'm fallen hard, N I'll fellin scared I don't know whats to come I don't know where this is going Things are goingfaster than a tilt a whirl and my minds spinning and twirling My hearts is racing I'm full of glee When u leave 4 work im dead as can be all I know I love you n My heart is on my sleave my book is open for you to read.

To Waken In The Night
To waken in the night To always find your there To reach out in the shadows and touch of you face and hair To waken while you sleep And as I stare; to feel you strong arms close around me To know that you are real, To sense the steadfast throb Of your heart beneath my cheek! To surrender to your lips As drowsily seek mine in tender passion…. In the dark to hear your whisper From the land of dreams

~love...it's What Two People Feel About Eachother & It's All That Matters~
here's to all you hypocrits, pessimistics, bigots, and whoever else falls into those categories.. On love and relationships...why is it that people always gotta give shit to those that actually fall in love?! Then again...what is love, and is there a difference between love and true love? I think so... Love is Love, it's nothing less than true love. It's a feeling that one feels for another which may not manifest itself right away in the beginning of a relationship...but like a plant if you nurture it and care for it that feeling tends to grow and blossoms into what we call Love. True love..to me, is one of those fairytales - where it's love at first sight. Your eyes meet with the other person across the room and there's an immediate connection - a connection so deep, you almost feel your souls touch...and you both know at that given moment in time that you've found your life partner. There is no greater Magick than that!! Either way...Love is Love, it's just how it finds you that

Too All My Guy Friends!
just saw this police report: Today local police found a man's body in a bar parking lot. They describe him as having a Beer Belly, Saggy Balls, Wrinkly Ass and a Small Wiener. Let me know if you're OK. Your Concerned Friend

I Got A Wild Hair Today.
I went in today to get a trim as my hair was at my waist. It was getting so long that I had frequent headaches. As I never want to tell my husband, "Not tonight, I have a headache," I planned to have 3-4 inches cut off. Well, I don't know what struck me, but when I opened my mouth to tell him what I wanted, what actually came out was, "If I have enough length to cut off, be able to donate it to Locks of Love, and not end up with a Meg Ryan style hair cut, go for it." So here I sit, with short hair for the first time since I was 9. It will take some getting used to. But, I have a 12 inch ponytail to donate to a group that makes wigs for children with cancer. So it can't be all bad. Hell, my hair is thick enough that they can probably make 2 wigs out of it. I have even though about growing it back out so I can cut it again. Shouldn't be too hard as my hair grows twice as fast as anyone else I know. Who knows. Maybe I will keep it short for a while. The money I will save on

2-28-07
As most of you that know anything about me know,I have been really sick for quite some time now.As it turns out its my gall bladder.I reported to have surgery this morning only to find out I have an infection we have to get under control first.I will still be around some as I feel up to it.As of now my surgery is scheduled for 3-22.So if Im not returning comments or talking much you will know where I am.If you decide you want to call to see how Iam or whatever my number is 601-213-5104.licks and kisses:)

Just Moving Along
It's been a little over a month since I joined this Cherry Tap thing and it's been pretty good overall. I've read a lot of the messages that gripe about people just accumulating friends and gathering points and that's okay it's a fun thing to go along with meeting people. Every now and then though, while bombing lots of contests and answering a lot of comments and such, some people get over looked and that's the last thing that is intended. If I have done that to any of my friends, fans and family, I beg you to forgive me. You all are just great and I love you. Here's wishing you all a wild hump this evening.

"what Is A Fetish"
What Is A Fetish? _______________________________________________________ Some people aren't sure if they even have a fetish while others think that their fetishes are abnormal. So what is a fetish? If you have a fetish, you are obsessively fixated on either an object or a body part, or both. You need that specific something for sexual gratification. When you masturbate, you have to either fantasize about that object or have that object with you. Even if you have sex with a partner, you still need to fantasize about that object or have it present. For instance, if you're attracted to a brunette, that's one thing, but if you are unable to get aroused unless you're with a brunette, then you likely have a fetish. the origin of fetish _________________________________________________________ The word fetish originally meant "charm", and it originates from the 15th century Portuguese word feitico , which means false power, object or charm. For example, when the Portuguese e

Stressed...
So for the past couple weeks for some reason ive been super stressed. I know about a month ago i officially quit smoking but dont think that has anything to do with. I know the medicine ive been taking hasnt been letting me sleep very well at all. I might get like 3-4 hours if im lucky. So my guess is the lack of sleep on top of work is seriously driving me crazy. So besides stopping taking my medicine does anyone have any other remedy for not being so stressed out? Please anything will be helpful

10 Rules For Cybersex
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Life
Life Sucks We're all trapped. Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are. If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you wouldn't need to try. If you're a happy person, hey, you got lucky! Go back to the previous page, you'll find nothing of interest here. I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old, or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Maybe your body is fucked up and you're in pain all the time. Maybe your mind is fucked up and you're in pain all

Bomb Squad Please Note
hi guys will you all please edit your user names again please no - of the bomb squad = user name . thanks guys also please visit each other and rate stashes and pic`s when you have some time . damien and mel glitter text glitter text

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency -- The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the perso

They Lost Jesus Again....lol
So, I'm standing at a bus stop and they pull up. A car load of well meaning, bible thumping nut cases that are just frantic! The middle aged professionally dressed woman rushes forward...She takes my arm and with trembling voices she asks...."Have you found Jesus?" Her eyes plead with an urgency that is out of proportion to a bus stop. Now normally I just politely decline the sermon, and free religious paperwork that such folk pawn off on unsuspecting by-standers. But, unfortunately for her, she is the fourth car to accost me in the last 9 minutes. So by now I'm beginning to wonder what the heck is wrong with these people. I mean if its not Christians it is the Jehovah's Witnesses. Can a simple Druid get no peace? So calmly as I can muster, without being sarcastic I reply, "You people lost him, again??" The woman looks confused. This is not the response she was hoping for and she needs to regroup. She takes a deep breath intending to launch into her sales pitch for her God

Loreena Mckennitt
Loreena McKennitt - All souls night -- photo Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides Figures dance around and around To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness Moving to the pagan sound Somewhere in a hidden memory Images float before my eyes Of fragrant nights of straw and of bonfires And dancing till the next sunrise Chorus I can see the lights in the distance Trembling in the dark cloak of night Candles and lanterns are dancing, dancing A waltz on All Souls Night Figures of cornstalks bend in the shadows Held up tall as the flames leap high The green knight holds the holly bush To mark where the old year passes by Chorus Bonfires dot the rolling hillsides Figures dance around and around To drums that pulse out echoes of darkness Moving to the pagan sound Standing on the bridge that crosses The river that goes out to the sea The wind is full of a thousand voices They pass by the bridge and me. Chorus - 2x

Questions....
Some folks have PM'd me and asked about the new screen name. Guys...it's a damm joke! Although I have had questions about entry into the "Family". The joke goes like this...It seems that since I got here there have been 'families' poppin up like jackrabbits. That and with the explosion of the lounges damm near EVERYONE is DJ this or that. That and some of the screen names are about as entertaining as reading the peronal ads in the paper. Come on guys...really....How Often did the screen name 'Dr. Steel Dong' actually get you a date....and if it DID it HAD to be like tossing a hotdog down a hallway. So being the bitter cynic that I am I sat back with a dew and Marlboro and thought to myself...Just HOW can I make fun of all 3 of these at once? So there ya have, the story behind the new name, bite me if ya can't take a joke........

Music Videos To Anger. Lol.
AIGHT, SO I APPARENTLY INSULTED EVERY GOTH, VAMPIRE, ICP JUNKY, AND TYPICALLY ANY OTHER PERSON ON THIS SITE WHO BLOWS THROUGH THIER PARENTS CREDIT CARD AND SCREAMS FOR ATTENION TODAY. BEEN GETTING HATE MAIL LIKE MAD FROM THESE KIDS, AND I WILL SAY KIDS CAUSE I'M GOING TO PISS MY PANTS LAUGHING IF ANY OF THESE USELESS FUCKS ARE OVER THE AGE OF 18. MY PROFILE AND PICKS HAVE ALL GOTTEN RATED "1'S" BUT IF YA KNOW, YOU SHOULD KNOW DAMN WELL I DON'T CARE ABOUT RATES!!! I MEAN CHRIST THEY ARE JUST A RATING SYSTEM ON AN ON-LINE WEBSITE PEOPLE, NO HURT FEELINGS HERE. I'M JUST PISSED THAT NONE OF THESE FUCKERS HAD THE BALLS TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME IN MY SHOUTBOX, OR SEND ME A MESSAGE THEN NOT BLOCKING ME FROM RESPONDING BACK. WHAT A BUNCH OF BABIES!! SURE I CALLED THEM A BUNCH OF CHERRY WHORING COCK MUNCHERS, BUT THEY MISREAD THAT AND BELIEVED I CALLED OF THIER FEMALE FRIENDS WHORES!! LOL. NOW MR.FREUD WOULD CALL THIS MISPLACEMENT, MEANIGN THEY MUST THINK THE GIRLS THEY ARE TRYING TO IMPRESS BY B

"what Love Is" Out Of The Mouths Of Babes, Gotta Love 'em!
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think : _____ "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 (I love this one) _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 ___ "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 _____

Lights Out In Ga.
(* by request I reprinted) Yes, the lights did go out in GA. I had just came in from a long day of doctors appt. and testing with enough pokes I felt like a human pin cushon, it was storming outside and I was drenched. Hot and sticky, dripping and tight muscled from reflexes being tested; I just wanted quite and relaxation. So the power being off was a blessing. After I had stripped I was laying on the bed and started thinking of how often men have asked to see my cam, and if they can watch me play with myself. I tried thinking of the last time I showed my pussy on cam and the fearful reality of how my computer jamed up, a weeks worth of cleaning out, told me it wasn't worth it ever again. *Note to viewers, before viewing PLEASE ALWAYS CLEAN YOUR COMPUTERS OF VI RUES* I don't think someone else should have to surfer the BS that is brought on by another. Any way, back to my story. The thought of many men, (I'll keep the numbers to myself), wanking off while being turned on by a dri

A Poem
Behind blue eyes is everything, the silence kills and the mind screams. But to let it out would cause only pain, so we write it all down to try & explain Fold it up and throw it away, Time moves slow through another day. Dreams don’t come anymore for fear they will stay, Light breaks through and the shades push it away. Gather it up and take it away, Push it all back where it can hide in wait. For a time when everything feels calm and safe, Then all comes crashing down in a single space. Empty your head of the dreams that fall silent, when you don’t close your eyes they can’t become violent. Kept inside is where it all lies, and thats what hides behind blue eyes.

Homeless
So yesterday I was just thinking my random thoughts while I was out paying bills, fun, huh, well anyway during that time I saw a homeless woman, and I looked at her with respect knowing that with what life has handed her and all the others, they are the surviors, fighters, the ones who live life for life not the rat race we follow. Do you think when they were children they said Hey, when I grow up I wanna be homeless. I doubt it, we all have childhood dreams of success, families, love, wealth. Do you have all that you have dreamed, are you happy or is it always wanting more? We watch movies and TV watching others with the choices they have made. We read all about finding yourself, believing in all that can be thought. Do you help the ones that need? Or do you look away, with disgrace. If every home in America was to take in just 1 homeless the world would smile with the knowledge of giving. Its not about what we take from others, its about the smile and warmth that we give. Sit for

She
I am very hurt And so is my skin So do not insult Me or call me names You played silly games And as a result You no longer seem clever That is if you ever Were I do not do this for you I am not here to amuse I seek to speak straight and true Only to my muse to Her

Damnit,i Love You
If you are cross and I say you hurt me You tell me I am feeling sorry for Myself... now where have we heard that before? Is that what your abuser told you? That is what my abuser told me They should not have said that to us: should we? Hold me and let me hold you! If you feel it is hopeless let it go But if we do not try we will not know I love you... I love you... I love you... always... always.... always

Baby
So my sister had her baby today. She went into the hospital yesterday morning in preterm labor and they were trying to stop it. She was only 30 1/2wks and wasn't supposed to have him until 36wks. She was going to be having a c-secion early because he had a birth defect called gastroschisis. So needless to say their best efforts to stop the labor didn't work and her water broke at 6:30 this morning and then delivered at 12:07pm. They haven't measure his length yet, but he weighed 2lbs 10oz and is doing well. Mom is also doing good, but could be better if she were allowed to hold her brand new, first, baby. But congrats to the new Mommy and Daddy!!!

Attention Lilly
TELL UR SO CALLED BOYFRIEND. TO PLEASE STOP CALLING ME. I TOLD HIM NOT TO CALL ME AND SO FAR HE HAS CALLED ME 8 TIMES IN A ROW. IM NOT ANSWERING THE PHONE JUST LETTING IT RING DONT U THINK HE SHOULD BE CALLING U INSTEAD HMMMMMMM MAKE THAT ABOUT 15 TO 2O TIMES.I PICKED THE PHONE THE LAST TIME AND TOLD HIM I WAS TURING OFF THE RINGER AND HUNG UP ON HIM.I AM SURE HE IS FUMING. BUT I GOT THE LAST WORD IN. TOLD HIM ONCE I WAS THROUGH WITH HIM AND THEN TOLD HIM TO STOP CALLING ME WHICH DIDNT WORK. SO TELL HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO AWAY DAMN HOW FUNNY. HE HAS ALREADY CALLED ME ABOUT15 TIMES THIS MORNING. THE FIRST ONE AROUND 7:30 A.M AND I AM GETTING ALOT OF BLOCKED CALLS. WELL TALENTED TONGUE.I AM NOT GOING TO CALL OR LEAVE U AN OFFLINE MESSAGE.. I AM CALLING THE POLICE FOR TELEPHONE HARRASSMENT LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING.....WHAT PART OF IM THROUGH WITH U AND QUIT CALLING ME DONT U UNDERSTAND

Love Another Day
Find the words and find the phrase, that describes the way I feel these days. Picking up the pieces of my broken heart, hoping to get the tiniest shards. Love them and leave them that's all I know, because it's all I've ever been shown. My will is strong and I will survive, but right now it feels like I'm dying inside. My pain will end, it will go away. And I will live to love another day.

Deaf
If I were deaf for a day,it would be perfectly okay for in being deaf I could still see the beauty in the world flowers would bloom just as pretty,And for once,all the noise would stop,and I could think,hugs would still be as warm,kisses will be still soft and sweet,I could still dance to music for I would feel the beat,...I ccould still communicate only in a different way,That is the part of being creative,If I wanted to hear birds sing,all I would have to do is close my eyes and imagine and dream.I would see children laugh and play,and not just babies cry,I would'nt have to listen to the annoying constant ringing of the phone,or anyone screaming and yelling,...I wouldnt have to listen to the sirens,or the traffic that keeps me awake at night.

Poetry
As those of you kind enough to view my page and read my blogs will come to learn I am a poet and i love to write poetry. I dont mean to boast but i have won many poetry contest and competed in various slam poetry competitions so i assure you there will be no Roses are Red kind of poems on my page =) thank you all for writing love always Kamble. The Sanctuary of Smiles what do i find myself doing you ask and i realize, i would have to find myself first to answer accurately. i would have to find the chunk of me that has been missing for so long that i don't know what i would do or how i would live with it if i did find it you stare blankly at me and i stare blankly back and i think i do find something lurking there behind your eyes inside your mind things i can only try or wish to understand beyond my lies and doubletalk, my passive aggression, your suggestions of similarities i share with my mother stop me dead replay in my head. no

Omg It's Finally Over!! Thank You!!!!
OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help! Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you! I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :) Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open. Again, Thank you everyone for all your help!! Tons of Hugs and Kisses!!

~ A Dad's Poem ~
A Dad's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why He wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never see a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was s

The Bento Patrol
Just when you think you've learned all there is to know about government, you find out something new. For instance, I never knew there was such a thing as the Bento and Musubi Enforcement Branch in the state Health Department, but apparently there is. They are the guys who go around town checking the temperature of Spam musubis and bento lunches. And they've made a shocking discovery: Bentos sits out on counters unrefrigerated for hours at a stretch. Well! As far as they're concerned, this disgusting practice has just got to stop. The public health is in grave danger! I don't know. People have been eating room-temperature bentos for what, 100 years? I don't think they've ever documented a bento-related death. And I've never heard of one person getting sick from eating a musubi. On the other hand. I've heard of a lot of people getting sick from eating poorly cooked hamburgers at well-known fast food places. So, the bento police decided to crack down on box lunches and musubis

My Craaaazy Lifestyle...
well.. Lately I have been very busy. My finances are suffering so I have been trying to book extra gigs to fill in the broke spots... lol Earlier today I booked a gig from a friend of mine to do some of my trade stuff at a persons home for a few hours... this gig will help me get back on track with some bills that need to be paid. Earlier this week I got another class to teach.. this one is called "Structured Cabling" and happens on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 10am to 1pm at the AT&T facility in North Hollywood... I am already teaching a "Basic Electricity / Digital Electronics" class at the AT&T facility in Pasadena on Saturdays... :) Busy busy busy... seems like when it rains it pours... lol Thank god I have friends that hook me up with extra money gigs to help out... :)

Last
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

Wed Feb 28, 2007
OK, I decided to try some new stuff. I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby. Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice. Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work. Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well. Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me. Learned my lesson.

*sighs* Some Peoples Children
So, Screaming Icarus(dan) seems to have a hate on about Matts, and since I'm a Matt, and a former close friend of his I can only assume that it is partially directed at me. So be it. It's tricky with people you grow up with, because generally you grow apart. Such was the case with me and Dan. We were good friends all through Highschool and then I went off to collage. Came back the next year and we were still friends, not as good as before, but still friends. Then I moved away again. Life fucked around with me a bit and I changed, which was natural. I ended up moving back to my home town again and tried to hangout with dan again. The only problem was that he didnt understand where i was comming from now. My outlook on life had changed and so had his, but in an different direction. Subsequently we started drifting apart. Now there was a bunch of shit that kinda went on between us, as is bound to happen when close friends break apart. But I thought we had left on realitivly good terms

Bullshit
WELL I HAD A GOOD FRIEND TO BE MY CT HUBBY BUT THEN CERTAIN SOMEONE ASKED ME TO BE HIS CT WIFE I SAID YES WELL NOW HE IS BEIN ASS SO U KNOW FUCK EVERY THING CT WEDDINGS SUCK FOR ME SO NO MORE. LVOE ALL RAIN.

This One Is For A New Friend....
Times of great calamity and confusion have ever been productive of the greatest minds. The purest ore is produced from the hottest furnace, and the brightest thunderbolt is elicited from the darkest storm. Charles Caleb Colton

Ok Well, Some Stuff
ok well first off my brothers have been really sick all week and my youngest will into er because he was not breather well...all that great at all but everything seems fine right now. Second..my buddy Bruce lost his phone due to crazy overage..aha sucker..yet its sad ha, what a loser. oh..we made a 2nd video was made for somebody but i feel like sharing it with you other people i guess... ill post it in a couple of days ^.^ Anyways..that's all for now.. take care! peace out bitches.

Love Ways
Love comes in many ways I suppose on special days I've heard love even comes in a can will have to send one to Susan Love can come in the post or just a knock on the door like most love can come when your in trouble or after a kiss, hug or cuddle But love comes when it comes don't go chasing it all day long then take my word, it will go wrong

Defination Of Love
Love is a two-way street, one way is back. The other way, a treat. When one goes back, there's no turning round. To go forward, is much better I found. Go forward into love, do not be shy. Follow your heart, try not to cry. Cause when you reach, the end of the street. Your smile will be found, for half a mile.

Wise Words,by A Fool
One man one woman Equals much love Sometimes it will overflow Escapes the dove When love starts to get out of hand Something else will be planned And it's not going to be a nice day It will be a lot of stress I would say One should take a long look At one another Try not to smother Your other lover Let your love flow free For you as well as me Cherish your companion And let it be

Happy Thirsty Thursday
HELLO EVERYBODY HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY WITH LOTS FUN,LAUGHTER AND LOVE Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

I'm Tired Of Working...
For a couple years now I 've been blaming this feeling on lack of sleep and too much pressure from my job, but now I found out the real reason: I'm tired because I'm overworked. The population of this country is 300 million. 167 million are retired. That leaves 133 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school, which leaves 48 million to do the work. Of this there are 29 million employed by the federal government, leaving 19 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the Armed Forces, which leaves 16.2 million to do the work. Take from the total the 14,800,000 people who work for State and City Governments and that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals, leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And you're sitting at your computer reading jokes.

This Isn't My Fault
and for some reason i think fate will lead us back together, i think some way, some how, we will be together again. maybe not tomorrow. maybe not next week or next month even, but someday we will find each other again. i hate seeing you now, because i can't run up to you and hug you. i hate your smile, because i can't put it on your face anymore. i hate your presence, because it reminds me of how things used to be. i hate you for letting me get away. why aren't you listening anymore? i need you so badly, you don't understand. i sit here, wishing, hoping, praying that you'll come back. this isn't right. you love me. i know you do. you don't look at somebody you don't love the way you looked at me. she calls him early cause she knows he'll be asleep, she leaves a message after the beep. she says she's better now, but she's still incomplete, she's trying hard to make her voice sound soft and sweet He's not perfect. You aren't either, & the two of you will never be p

Not Here Much Today
So the baby had a sinus infection i think and an infection in both of his eyes. Also he has an appointment to get tested for any allergies. If I am not on here I will check later. I still have to get ready and him and all and we are leaving in like 3 hours and 45 minutes. Just what i wanna do .....spend the day in the doctors office.

Lost And Found
As the bus pulled away, I realized I had left my purse under the seat. Later I called the company and was relieved that the driver had found my bag. When I went to pick it up, several off-duty bus drivers surrounded me. One man handed me my pocketbook, two typewritten pages and a box containing the contents of my purse. "We're required to inventory lost wallets and purses," he explained. "I think you'll find everything there." As I started to put my belongings back into the pocketbook, the man continued, "I hope you don't mind if we watch. Even though we all tried, none of us could fit everything into your purse. And we'd like to see just how you do it."

You're Not A Kid Anymore....
You're not a kid anymore.... According to Jeff Foxworthy, you're not a kid anymore when... You can live without sex but not your glasses You quit trying to hold in your stomach, no matter who walks in the room You enjoy watching the news The phone rings and you hope its not for you The only reason you're still awake at 4am is indigestion You're proud of your lawnmower Your best friend is dating someone half their age and isn't breaking any laws You start singing along with elevator music You really do want a new washing machine for you birthday Your car has 4 doors You've owned clothes so long they have come back into style, twice You no longer think of the speed limit as a challenge You consider coffee one of the most important things in life 8am is your idea of sleeping in You answer a question with "Because I said so!" Others ask for your recipes You start Christmas shopping in August You paint walls for a reason other than ge

Dating As An Escort
Yup that's what I do, I'm a professional Escort. Hey it's not a career choice but it does get the bills paid. Unfortunatly it tends to have one of two effects on men. 1. the get all weirded out and run screaming in the other direction or 2. they automaticly assume i'm just going to jump into bed with them and don't take the time to get to know me. Maybe i should just forget about haveing a boyfriend until i get a slightly more legit job. Damnit. Why can't i find a man that undersands that for me work is work and that personal life is just that, PERSONAL! *sigh* all well such is life and this is just another day.

No Use
You come in the room and you close the door And you let me see what you're really here for Then you lay me down in an unmade bed And you show me things that aren't easily said Working in circles and twisting away Making it hard to breathe Touching my skin I don't want it to end I'm gone and you can't catch me Chorus: There's no use lying Because I've heard all your bullshit before You've said your old line for the very last time Don't want you round my backdoor She says my name and it takes me away A kiss on my brow and I'm here to stay When the clock chimes twelve And we're down on the floor She tells me things I've never heard before Working in circles and twisting away Making it hard to breathe Touching my skin I don't want it to end I'm gone and you can't catch me Chorus

How Do I Compare Thee
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date: Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimm'd; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd; But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest; Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou growest: So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

"could U Be"
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts

Why Is It?
That my worst enemy is my oldest sister? What the fuck does she get out of making my life hell? I mean seriously one of these days she's gonna have to find a new target. Either that or I'll slit her fucking throat.

Milf
Ok ladies here goes for all of us out there that are moms be proud to be called MILF i have been called it by someone special. I take it as a compliment and u should too. Be proud of your self body and mind. If you are given the chance to get called one say thanks hold your head high and smile.

I Went Into The Military 15 Years Ago To Defend This Country
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Subject: THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone..............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citiz

Ever Have A Dream Like This?
Last night, I dreamt that for some reason, we were in my car driving back from springfield to my house. and by we, i mean myself, my brother, john goodman, and roseanne barr. both were in character from the show, "Roseanne." john goodman's driving, roseanne's shotgun, and my brother and i are in the back seat. i casually notice he's going about 85mph in snow, and i mention i don't usually do that on dry pavement, let alone snow. sure enough, we get all the way to my house, and he spins out about 100 yards from the driveway. in doing so, we slide off the road, into the ditch, but in my dream, my road ditch turned into a 20 foot ravine with a creek about 8 feet deep. john goodman, roseanne, my brother, and i all get out fine, but my brother's in the water, diving to get anyone else out of the lumina. he doesn't find anyone, and all i can think about is, "how am i going to get my car out of this creek and into my driveway?!" and then i woke up.

Rules For Men
The International Rules of Manhood: 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is stri

Yet Another New Blog Community....
for me to explore.... :D on MyFoxAustin.com. LOL... Yes, I am starting to feel a little better. Throat is lessening in painful intensity and I am starting to get some of my voice back; not completely, mind you, but some is better than none - right???

Defending Ladies Of Cherry Tap
So yeah um so I have recently seen alot of my friends take there pictures down due to asshole pig stalkish dirty disgusting nasty men wich disgusts me.....jerk offs mature up more to be updated

Can You Read This ?
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but teh wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! ISNT THIS COOL!!!!!!

Hi There Everyone
well i am in a bad mood and i hate that feeling so if there is anyone that can cheer me up somehow then let me know. i am just upset about a friend of mine that passed away on monday night. i hate how she went and it sucks cause i was not there to help her. I even called where she lives and told the police what was happening and it was to late. life sucks the big apple and i wish i was someone that can change things that are going to happen or already happened. I know i sound like i have lost it but i just feel that way . well i am going to go for now. And did i tell everyone i hate the rain and snow. My back is killing me and i have noone here to help make it feel better.

11 Things To Never Say To A Cop
1. Are you Andy or Barney? 2. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 3. I thought you had to be in good physical condition to be a police officer. 4. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 5. I pay your salary! 6. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 7. Hey, you must've been doing' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 8. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 9. Gee, Officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. I was trying to keep up with traffic. I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. 11. When the Officer says "Gee Son....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with, "Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

Things I Hate Abput People
you know i really hate when people that you know very well think when they lie to you, you dont already know theyre lying and when you see them they expect you not to be mad and then when you are mad theyre mad at you cause.. who would have thought it.. they were caught.. i hate fucking liars.. i dont know where my life is going.. and i dont know what to do about it.. break my heart and try not to give a shit or keep it splintering lose it a littl emore everyday and enjoy the good times that come few and further between now days??? I hate the way people jsut assume you'll never figure out the lies and when you finally do think to ask about something cause you never thought it was a threat and you find out it was they still try to lie and act mad like you should trust them when all theyve done is flush your trust down the shitter.. well i think im done trusting FCK everyone Fuck the haters the friends the aquaintenes i give up i will not trust anyone but myself from now on.. n for the p

Cleaning Chickens =)
"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault," Miss Crabtree. "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'" 'Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!" He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the window of the coop.

My So Called Life
This is to all my friends those who know me and those who dont, Those who care and those who dont. I have never asked anything from anyone nor will I start now. This is just so I can take the time to rant and rave about my so called life. I apologize to all of you who i have not talked to latley and those of you who have even realized that I seem distant I aplaude you because I am. For those of you who know me in person you know that my life has been in shambles as of late. I just became a father in december and and the love of my life left me in the begining of November. Those of you who know the "TRUE" me know about our circumstances and the gravity of our love I vowed to her that I loved her from the moment that I met her I loved her people say that they dont believe in love at first sight to those people I say that you just havent met the right person. LOL I met her twice in one night and introduced myself twice, lol not because i was drunk or anything but because I was lost i

A Tortured Heart
ok i wrote this back in my single days if ya'll dont like it or if ya do feel free to say so and be honest lol here goes. A Tortured Heart I dreamed one night of traveling a forest path on a cool fall night searching for the one for me that fills my heart just right. Love is always out of my reach it seems so unclear being alone for the rest of my life is one thing I truly fear. When from the distance I hear a woman's voice so soft and sincere she calls my name ans says "please be w/ me". I follow her sweet voice when my eyes do see the silhouette of a woman right in front of me. As I approach her she then fades away and then reappears far away from me my feelings begin to sway. You then gaze at me from afar I then wish it upon a star that Whether by land sea or air I will be where you are. Your face is Concealed it must be revealed to ease my tortured heart for when I do find you of my soul you will be a part.

~*~*my Aloha Island~*~
My Aloha Island My Aloha Island, far across the ocean blue, Where trade winds, make dreams come true, Palm trees dance and sway in the breeze, Calls a welcome aloha plea, come home to me. Twinkling stars, like scattered diamonds above, Sends shinny beams, lighting the heavens with love, Granting wishes, made upon a bright star, Wanting dreams to come true, whatever they are. The beauty of night, with moonlight on land, Reflects the light of lovers, walking hand in hand, The moon's fiery glow, showers desires from above, Casting silvery hues, with shadows of love. The early morning breeze, floats perfume in the air, While tropical flowers, permeates senses everywhere, The sweetness of love, soft as a butterfly's kiss, Calls a welcome home aloha, from my Island of bliss. (I WOULD LOVE TO GO WITH THE MAN I LOVE)

Guestbook
HEY GUYS...WHAT'S THE DEAL??? Nobody has signed my guestbook... :-( "Nobody likes me...everybody hates me...guess I'll go eat worms...." Come on everyone...drop in to my profile, and sign my guestbook for me! I want to hear from everyone who visits, and anxious to see you added to my map as well! HURRY, HURRY, HURRY!!!

Just Alittle Bit About Me
Alright I figure I'd better do this that way everyone knows what I'm about lol. I'm a 26yr old mother of two, happily married for 4 yrs. Don't worry guys its okay we are swingers!! For those of you that don't know what that is feel free to ask lol. I'm currently a stay at home mom and just moved back to Goshen Indiana. I love to scrapbook and I'm also an animal rescuerer. I'm not shy at all if you can't tell by my page. I don't get offended easily either so if there is anything at all that you want to know feel free to ask away. Well I guess thats all for now I'm sure I'll post something again soon.

200 Bucks!!!!!!
One day an at home wife is alone and the doorbell rings. She opens it to a guy, "Hi, is Tony home?" The wife replies, "No, he went to the store, but you can wait here if you want." So they sit down and after a while of silence the friend says "You know Sara, you have the greatest breasts I have ever seen. I'd give you a hundred buck just to see one." Sara thinks about it for a second and figures, what the hell - a hundred bucks! She opens her robe and shows one to him for a few seconds. He promptly thanks her and throws a hundred bucks on the table. They sit there a while longer and guy then says "That was so amazing I've got to see both of them. I'll give you another 100 dollars if I could just see the both of them together." Sara amazed by the offer sits and thinks a bit about it and thinks, heck, why not? So she opens her robe and gives Chris a nice long chance to cop a look. A while later Tony arrives back home from the store. The wife goes up to him, "You know, y

Women's Restroom...
Women's Restroom.. So sad, it's true! Body: When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), you yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you

Done!
Sitting in class thinking about things Why did I waste my time on you? What good came out of it? You're probably thinking the same thing, too Somehow I knew things with you would go to shit I couldn't stand alot of things you did Hell, I couldn't stand most of it We were so wrong for each other. I guess that's why you decided to find another

Who I Am
who am i? i am a mother. i am a daughter. im a sister, an aunt, neice, a friend... i may be sweet, i may be funny. or for all you know, i might just be a bitch, your worst enemy... you wont know unless you take the time to find out... get to know me before you make your judgement... you might like me, you might not... all i can tell you, is that i am proud of who i am... i dont want to be you or anyone else... theres only one person i want to be... me... I AM ME

The Bad Touch
Check out these Hotties!!! Why aren't they on your list? They are all so yummy! So Spank them!I bet they would all like it if you rated their pics too!! I know it feels good when ppl come and drop alot of love on your page! Add Them! Rate them! Fan them and STALK THEM! They all need love! If I see you looking at this bulletin and not adding my friends I will send you dirty weeds. They are all good people!!! I promise. So do your worst...and show them mad love!!!Thats why we are here! þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP ~Shell~F&G Family~@ CherryTAP ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·F&G Family ♥@ CherryTAP Industrialized2Hate - **Freaks and Geeks Family **@ CherryTAP ♥§PÄNK§™♥ RATE MY PROFILE PLZ! ***MUAHZ***

This Bothers Me
OK its not that in this contest that I really think that the morph I made is really the best one but its not about that its about who has more friends and who is willing to help when they are called to help I guess I don't have many friends but the ones I have I will keep on my page the others I hope they don't need me as much as I needed them, whats worst is that I made Blood and Gores Morph he entered the contest a day before I ever knew about it arrrr makes me angery that I had such a lead and now nothing I WILL NEVER ENTER ANOTHER CONTEST and I will remember the ones that helped me I guess its true what they say Nice guys do finish last....

People Who Put The World Angel In There Ct/myspace Names
men and women both are guilty as hell about this... but when you bent over with ya pussy hanging out or rocking out with your cock out theres nothing angelic about that... i ent never seen an angel with cum on their face.. but ive seen chicks with fucked up names like sweety_bi_freaknasty_angel like that... somehow i dont think there's some seraphim somewhere looking like damn thats cool wish i could do that shit or ill see dudes with names like weet satanic angel...da hell? grow up... i mean seriously my name (JustIncredible) is a play on words with my name (Justin) names b4 that (the last poet) indicate that i write poetry... see how that works?

What Im Listening To 3/1
dj shadow "the outsider" bury your dead "beauty in the breakdown" the hold steady "boy and girls in america" slayer "greatest hits" beet and bad lieutenant "live in cincinnati 2002" evergreen terrace "writers block" remembering never "god save us" nas "hip hop is dead" the pack "skateboards 2 scrapers" plastic little "shes mature" get hip. you can hear all these albums next monday night where ill be djing from 9 to 11 in the wildin out lounge.

Never Take Your Children For Granted
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you try

Grrr
so yesterday my office hired an "eMarketer". and i am "not to feel threatened" for my job (i'm a network admin) which i don't (still trying to figure out why my boss felt the need to comfort me?). but i have to work "closely" with him (because he's got shit for brains) and help him do his job. GREAT. something he hasn't quite figured out about me is that... he's SADLY MISTAKEN if he thinks i give two shits about what he's here to do. cause he wont shut his pie hole and get the fuck out of my office :slams head on desk: and GREAT now he wants to chat for the rest of the day through yahoo messanger. JUST what i wanted to spend the rest of my day doing. talking to a moron. thanks for reading. :)

All The Same
I don't mind where you come from As long as you come to me I don't like illusions I can't see Them clearly I don't care no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually What you'll do I don't mind… I don't care… As long are you're here Go ahead tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything Do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come And in between it always seems too long All of a sudden And I have the skill, yeah I have the will To breathe you in while I can However long you stay Is all that I am I don't mind… I don't care… As long are you're here Go ahead tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything Do it all over ag

Semper Fidelis In A Garden Of Stone
Thank you Semo_MCDad from MarineParents.com for allowing us to use this wonderful example of the meaning of Semper Fidelis you have written. Last Sunday as my son prepared to return to his MOS school from liberty an old WWII Marine friend of mine asked us to follow him to the final resting place of a young Marine who lost his life in Iraq. This young man had two great loves. The Marines and Harley-Davidson motorcycles. Both are remembered on his stone. I want to tell you about it. It is a beautiful black granite stone. On the front is the young Marines dress blues picture engraved into the stone with startling detail. To the left of the picture is the EGA, the symbol of the Marines, with USMC engraved beneath it. To the right is a full rendition of this young Marines H-D Heritage Softail, with Harley etched into the stone beneath it. Along the face of the stones foundation 'Do not grieve for me, for now I am free, I am following the path God laid for me'. On the back of the ston

What I Want...
WHEN I ACT SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE ME WHEN I PUT MY FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS ME WHEN I KICK & PUNCH - HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I AM SILENT - IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN I IGNORE YOU - I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN I PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL AND MEAN IT! WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS WHEN IM SCARED!!!!!!!!! -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY

Sorry I Havent Written Lately
SORRY I HAVEN'T EMAILED FOR A WHILE, MY CAR NEEDED WASHING AGAIN. I WENT TO THE CAR WASH DOWNTOWN AND I HAD TO HAVE THEM REWASH THE CAR 3 TIMES...THEY KEPT MISSING SPOTS...SO IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME FOR A WEEK OR SO YOU'LL KNOW WHERE I'M AT. Off to the car wash again

Souls
As I sit down and let my mind roam free I think of all this drama that flows within me As an Aquarian, Sex is not an issue, its not needed But this Aquarian heart need some love to keep it beatin' See, loyalty, comes with this thing we call trust Along with communication, It can beat any kind of lust Love is a heavy word to hold on your heart 'Cause if it's taken away, everything will fall apart Then your life will be unstable and unable to live it People can't take it so they take it with a tilt and a pivot Into the water...sadly, another soul is lost Into the eternal flames forever is the highest of costs Because of heartbreak It's not much that a human can take So keep it straight, 'cause remember: Other souls are at stake... -Quinn

Do This For Me Please!!
I am asking all my friends to please repost my sticky bulletin for me even if you do not want in!!! I will give anyone who reposts it a little gift!! Just let me know in a private message that you did so and I will give you sometning nice!!

I Will Fight This Trifling B*tch...
There is one specific person at my job, that I would just like to BEAT DOWN. Funny thing is, we used to be close. I dont even know what happened, but we dont even speak anymore. But when I'm asking you a simple question, dont look at me like I have five heads and give me some trite answer. I will beat you. Seriously, some b*tches just need to get f*cked up.

So I'm Human...so What?!?!
so yeah...maybe I can't just walk away no matter what claims I make to the contrary...maybe I just care too damn much...and it'll be the downfall of me...or maybe people will take a look...and see the fact that I care...and maybe then I won't be crucified every time I try to help...if I didn't give a shit I wouldn't look...I wouldn't even try...and no...before you even try to say it...I don't enjoy anyone's grief...look at my life and everything I've been through over the years...do you really think that after the hell I've been through I'd enjoy anyone else's?

Bah Humbug!!!
HI ITS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING OK .. THIS WEEKEND WILL BE VERY HARD FOR ME .. IM LOSING MY BEST FRIEND........MY SHAR PEI CHANCEY IS VERY SICK....... SHE WILL LEAVE ME KNOWING HOW MUCH I HAVE LOVED HER...AND WILL MISS HER SO MUCH... SHE WILL JOIN CHELSEA MY OTHER SHAR PEI THAT HAS ALREADY PASSED.....ITS JUST BEEN A VERY SAD WEEK FOR ME...... AND I MISS HER ALREADY AND WILL FOR EVER........ BY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS........ LUVS TO ALL

Pleasure By Mouth...
The hotel room is dark and your breathing so deep and regular. My heart is still fluttering remembering how you have made love to my body. The touch of your hand brings such pleasure. The feel of your mouth on mine is so real. My lips tingle with the memory. I love that you are curved against my back. The heat of your hand is making my nipple hard. Your fingers and mouth did such a good job keeping them that way. But it was your teeth that brought forth the orgasm. The look of surprise on your face when that happened. If I close my eyes I can see it. The flash of passion made your eyes so dark. I smile as I remember telling you that that would happen... I gently turn in your arms. And as I do, you roll to your back. Your arm is still so protective of me. I feel that way with you. Protected... but now it is my turn to return the favor you have given me. My fingers test your awareness. I slowly run them down your chest. You murmur but don't wake. That pleases me! My fingers con

Hi All
Hi all...How is everyone doing? It's so hard to keep up with everyone. so, just wanted to say hi and showin sum love. By the way check out my profile..got a slide show u can join on with your pic and place and also a message thingy, where you can leave me a message. Well, take care everyone and hope to hear from all of you soon...love ya cherries

Players :(
I hate Players, guys who think women are easy targets, plays on their emotions... well you know what, love sucks!!! I think we should start acting like the men and go from one to the other...Like a tissue in a box one comes after another or Next!!

~ 7 Gifts That Multiply Happiness ~
"Come through for others and they will come through for you." Denis Waitley ************************************************* 7 Gifts that Multiply Happiness by Steve Brunkhorst Did you know that there are gifts that will multiply your happiness when you give them away? Here are seven of those gifts. Giving these gifts will allow you to share with others your most unique treasure: your authentic self. Each gift will return to you many times. As you read about each of these gifts, think about ways that you could share that gift with someone today. 1. Share appreciation Tell someone how much you appreciate the faith they've shown in you. Thank them sincerely for being part of your life. Tell them how much they are needed. Feeling appreciated is one of the most important needs that people have. When you share with someone your appreciation and gratitude, they will not forget you. Appreciation will return to you many times. 2. Share time Balance your ti

Babe Lets Make Love
Babe lets make love I don't wanna screw I don't want a fuck I wanna make love lost in the blankets of each other inner twined around this love until the day i met you there was sex didn't mean a thing but making love is something beautiful and something i only wanna share with you lets make love get away to our place feel every inch of each other i wanna breathe your soul i wanna feel like you're part of me so babe lets make lov ( I Hope it is ok to put Poems on here?)

I Don't Get This Shit...
no MATTER What i post in stash or blog hardly anyone reads them let alone leaves a damn comment....thinkin maybe i should just stick with other site i am on, at least theres some reply and convo over there.

March 1, 2007
1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:15ish, after pressing snooze a bunch of times on my alarm set for 6:50am on the clock that's 18 minutes fast. >> 2. Diamonds or Pearls? Both are permanently affixed to my person >> 3. What was the last film you saw at the movie theater? "Ghost Rider" with my little brother (Nicholas Cage rocks) >> 4. What is your favorite TV show? Now? Prison Break, Nip Tuck, The Shield, and Smallville >> 5. What did you have for breakfast? OK this is embarassing: an ice cream sandwhich >> 6. What is your middle name? Elizabeth >> 7. What is your favorite cuisine? Hmmmm......That I make myself?: Angel Hair pasta with creamy pesto sauce, pieces of grilled chicken, sun dried tomatoes, parmesean cheese, artichoke hearts, mushrooms, capers, and lemon. That I eat out: Sushi, Korean food, and the mussels at Olive Garden >> 8. What foods do you dislike? none really... sometimes sea cucumber, but I rarely have to deal with

War...
The Protest song was one of the main symbols of the sixties youth culture and was aimed at awakening public awareness of social issues, particularly the Vietnam conflict. The songs provided the soundtrack to demonstrations against that War and All war. WAR War has shattered Many young men's dreams We've got no place for it today They say we must fight to keep our freedom But Lord, there's just got to be a better way It ain't nothing but a heartbreaker War! What is it good for? ("War", by Edwin Starr was the United States number 1 song in 1970.) While the war drums continue to beat in the White House, another generation is being sacrificed. This time for oil and blind vengeance devoid of any wisdom.

Dont Be Chickens Gawd Its Ct
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes 2. Do they know it? no 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? no 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? yes 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? yes 6. What is your favorite position? anything goes 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? dont know yet lol 8. Give or receive oral? yes 9. Kinky or sneaky? both 10. Loud or quiet? both but um quiet is work for me lol 11. Ruff of soft?both 12. Foreplay or not? hell yeah 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten?yes both 14. Spank or be spanked?yes 15. Condoms or not?yes if in relationship for awhile and know them good enough no but yes for awhile 16. Masturbate or not? yes 17. Role-playing or not?yes 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?hell yeah

Friends Who Helped
these people helped me so much durring my vic giveaway and now im trying to help them out terminator is in englas 30 day blast giveaway itsurangel has her puppy in a pet contest and ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Angel Family~ is in a contest for a happy hour spot and her husband is entered in a contest as well scruffies love and her kids are in the best picture with your kids contest booboos pussy i mean kittie is in a pet contest as well pantyshots,and dixie darlin are in giveaways for a 7 day blast whips and chains societs is in a giveaway for a 30 day blast just a girl is in a giveaway for a one day blast the beer queens favorite team needs votes robisure is going for a 7 day blast yall should see my screen right now wow if i dont have your contest link and you did help me please send it to me and i will add it

My Instructions For Life
My instructions for life......... Take into account that great love and great achievements take great risks. When you lose, Don't lose the lesson... Follow the 3 R's... RESPECT for self, RESPECT for others and RESPONSIBILITY for all your actions!!! Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck .... Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly ;) Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship. When you realize you have made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.... Spend sometime alone everyday. Open your arms to change but don't let go of your values..... Live a good, honorable life. Then when you are older and look back, you'll be able to enjoy it a 2nd time. In disagreements with loved ones, ONLY deal with the current situation.DON'T bring up the past Be gentle with the earth Once a year go someplace you have never been Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each ot

This Is For All My Friends
I wrote this for all my true friends.Who will be there with me up untill the end. Hugs and kisses thay and I will do to send. Helping me to get through each and every day.No matter what might come into our way. Cause friends are forever and hope that will stay.Shareing troubles and proublemsbig or small. Helping each other to stand very tall.Your friends are the very best of them all.We make each other laugh and smile. Even if its just for a little while.Knowing that friends will go that extra long mile.Friend together, forever almen.By Cathleena07

The Promotion
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade" Ms

An Admission
If rage suggests a loss of self-control and fury is destructive rage verging on maddness..... then.... Where am I? If bitterness is an ache, a prolonged dull pain and regret carries no explicit admission, am I responsible..... then.... Of what I am? If final forming an end not to be altered or undone, concluding part of my performance..... then.... When am I? Going to be happy? amawitch/2007 CDs by amawitchgrowsup

The Kiss
The three kisses The Three Kisses © The kiss of hello The kiss that is never just a kiss The kiss that spikes vein with precision orchestra The kiss that heals in entirety The kiss that hides the relent of vex The kiss that suffocates rusting man The kiss without detail/ed system) The kiss that pounds each pore to state of heroin The kiss that Hiroshimates euphoria The kiss that approximates/parallels living The kiss only The kiss, the kiss

Real Love
Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential to love so deeply, so strongly, with such passion and intimacy, with romance, and to receive back the joy of that same love. The truth is, the joy of love is so much greater than joy that can be derived elsewhere. Money does not give joy. Material wealth does not give joy. It gives convenience, yet often takes away love. How many rich people seek so hard and far for love, yet never find it. Sex does not give joy, unless it is enjoyed as a part of love. Loveless sex would make one feel as empty as a broken earthernware pot. Love is given to be reciprocated, because in that reciprocity lies its joy and pleasure. If you love someone who does n

Dear God!
This prayer that I say tonight Is for my spouse who must fight for you see, he is away from me Keeping his country safe and free This is the one that I love And so I ask you Lord above Please keep him safe while under way and bring him home to me someday While he is gone, please hear my prayer And let him know I will be there Waiting for him upon the pier Hoping and praying with some fear This prayer is not for him alone But for all military far from home I ask you to keep them safe and sound On their way to where their bound We love these men (and women) that are asked to fight So, keep them safe for us tonight.

How Long
How Long by Jackson Browne Album:"World In Motion " (1989 on Elektra Records) "How Long" is an eloquent cry for peace and change and includes a beautiful acoustic lap steel guitar from David Lindley. Because I think it is one of the most meaningful songs Jackson has ever written, I choose to include it on our list of Protest Songs in spite of the fact that it was written in the 80's and not the 60's. Lyrics: When you look into a child's face And you're seeing the human race And the endless possibilities there Where so much can come true And you think of the beautiful things A child can do How long -- would the child survive How long -- if it was up to you When you think about the money spent On defense by a government And the weapons of destruction we've built We're so sure that we need And you think of the millions and millions That money could feed How long -- can you hear someone crying How long -- can you hear someone dying Before you ask yourself

F**k Everyone Who Don't Like Me.....
I am sick and damn tired of every selfserving asshole i meet judging me....I could give a shit less if you like me cause i like me also if you think what you see is friggin weird then you oughta get to know the real me it would blow you sheltered little minds.anyway f**k it I'm goin 2 drink this day away!

Customer Service Agent Language
Have you ever called in and been rude to a customer service agent? Have you ever heard them say have a nice day and really mean it? Have a nice day really means fuck you. If you ever hear them say have a wonderful day it really means fuck off and die. If you ever hear them say have a fabulous day you really pissed them off. That means I have your address bitch I know were you live. If they ever say yes sir and no sir or mam there haveing a bad day right from the start that means hurry up with the fucken problem I hate my job. Next time you call a customer service agent and there extremly nice watch out because this is what they really mean when they say it.

My Countdowns Til......
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Don't Cry Mom =(
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com

Dont Cry Mom
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com

Count On Me
Count On Me If life becomes too much for you And a friend is what you need Just place your hand in mine And when things are rough...I'll lead. Feel free to lean against Me If your burden is too much I'll help you carry all the weight With just a gentle touch. I've strength enough for both of us You can always count on Me Give Me your heart to care for Let Me set your spirit free. I've time enough to listen To all you have to say I'm waiting just to hear from you All you have to do is pray.

Until We Meet Again!!
well,depending in the weather,I will be leaving in the morning,friday March 2,2007. I have been a member of CherryTap for quite sometime.I have met a ton of people,added as friends,and family,and even fans.There is an incredible assortment of characters on sites such as this one.I have seen a million bulletins,I have had fun reposting alot of them too.lol. Alot of the friends,have been like musicians-its seems one hit wonders...never did get reply back again...things change,people move,computers blow up!! To know me:well,ok,I am very old fashioned.I really take friendship to heart.years ago,on my adventure with yahoo chat rooms,a friend of mine,who has not alot of use for online relationships and friendships,told me its hard online-you dont know really what the other person is really thinking,or their facial expression or eye contact!!I told him then,and still believe it-that shouldnt matter!!!A friend is a friend!!whether its on the phone,by letter,by email,or by chat!!I honor frie

So I Got My Vic
and i love it, lol and i want to keep it going, so i have a new pic ripped, and im starting over, no presure this time, if i can manage to get out 1,000 a day ill be in great shape, ben totaly rocks haha

History Of Breast Cancer
Breast cancer may be one of the oldest known forms of cancer tumors in humans. The oldest description of cancer (although the term cancer was not used) was discovered in Egypt and dates back to approximately 1600 BC. The Edwin Smith Papyrus describes 8 cases of tumors or ulcers of the breast that were treated by cauterization, with a tool called "the fire drill." The writing says about the disease, "There is no treatment." At least one of the described cases is male. For centuries, physicians described similar cases in their practises, with the same sad conclusion. It wasn't until doctors achieved greater understanding of the circulatory system in the 17th century that they could establish a link between breast cancer and the lymph nodes in the armpit. The French surgeon Jean Louis Petit (1674-1750) and later the Scottish surgeon Benjamin Bell (1749-1806) were the first to remove the lymph nodes, breast tissue, and underlying chest muscle. Their successful work was carried on by Willia

Vengence.
no longer a marionette. only yours in loving death. there in wake will lie a beauty. a putrid heart to beat newly. a melancholy shadow risen. a forgotten soul to do what's bidden. blood to be spilled and avenged. a tortured puppet makes amends. decay of wasted matyrs you find. are all that shes left behind. at her hands they did cry. as she runs rampant they all die. the lies remebered as she woke. wind me up the dollie spoke.

Just My Poetry...........
Lover unknown...... My lips yearn to speak your name, though i know it not. My ears desire to hear sweet nothings you should whisper, yet i have never head your voice. My skin burns for your touch, but yet you have never touched me. I crave to taste your kisses, are they sweet and gentle? are they urgent,demanding and passionate? My heart belongs to you all you must do is claim it. My soul is wild and reckless, you need to do nothing but whisper my nameto tame it. My temper is firey and demanding your gentleness can cool and temper it. My love is yours all you must do is capture it, all i have to give lyes hers waiting for you, my sweet lover unkown.

Looking For Signs
LOOKING FOR SIGNS From: Chris I don't know if, anyone else ever experiences signs from God. I find myself in constant prayer during troubling times in my life. Fear always is outside the door. The nagging feeling that there isn't a God. When, the troubles seem to overcome me, I always ask God to give me a sign. A few years ago, I'd first got into AA. At that time, felt as though, I couldn't slip into a deeper feeling of despair. One day while driving along, feeling as low as can be. I happened to notice along the interstate a sign on a overpass. Someone had painted TRUST JESUS. After that day, I've noticed this on numerous overpasses on my way to St. Louis. A friend and I go to Ky. Lake sailing every summer and I've noticed the TRUST JESUS on overpasses going south to Ky. as well. I don't go east or north enough to notice if, there's a TRUST JESUS painted along the way. I've also noticed in my drives how when, you're really searching for God the right bumper sticker is alw

Strait Bashing
I just had a thought about gay bashing. You know when people sit around and gay bash. mmm i wander if they strait bash. OMG did you see that strait guy he's sooo strait. Did you see what he was wering omg he is just to strait. I just dont understand why they like the opposite sex it just dont make sence to me. I just think its just soo sick to like the opposite sex how wierd. I wander since so many people gay bash if thats what they sit around and do lol.

Surrender To Darkness
Pain, it's the obstacle to which we can never defend, No one can help us, be they family or friend, Pain is the tormentor that pulled us towards that ledge, It’s all their fault, they pushed us over the edge, It was too late when we fell down, Through the sky onto the black charred ground, Can you feel how much we hate and despise, Let us tear, pull and rip out our eyes, You see this is humanities ideal, To tell each other how much hurt we feel, This is how it should be for all time, When we are chasing sanity from our minds, How we would cut our skin and let flow our black blood, Knowing that we would be washing the agony away for good, To be gone from the world that teases us so inside of a coffin of silk and gold, To be remembered fondly even when our bodies are cold, They caused us to cry tears of utter nothingness, They forgot to be our guide when we wandered the wilderness, Can you see how we’re drowning in our sin? Let us scratch and peel aw

Brokenman.....
Broken Man Somewhere inside of me, I die A sickness lurks, I’ll never find All my attempts, end in the vein. I lye awake, alone at night Trying to find, somewhere to hide. I haven’t figured out just yet. The only thing left, is my dreams And my pain, never seen in me. I’m so sorry, for everything. (Chorus)- So I smile, anyway. Hollowed eyes, hide, my mistake. I’ve paid in pain, to wear this disguise. And I feel your lies ß(soften voice) I hide my eyes. I fear this pain, will never heal You can’t understand, how I feel. Alone I seem to break. One more scar, I shouldn’t have take. Feeling cold, has sealed my fate. I have, no where to go, ill fate. Leaving this broken man, alone (Chorus)- So I smile, anyway. Hollowed eyes, hide my mistake. I’ve paid in pain, to wear this disguise. So I sing, I hide my eyes. ß (soften voice) Die alone. I lye awake, alone at night. Try

:(
year of 07 is not great for me.. I am sad and hurting tonight.. I want to hide in my bedroom for several night and hide in bed. I want to cry but I can't. my heart feel like someone stab it.. my chest is crushed and squeeze. I am pretty hurting tonight.. *sigh* when will it become better ?

Medieval May Be True!
Tired... tired. So weary of tomorrows light. Can’t hold it any longer, I’ve tried with all my might. A beacon I am not. Not this anymore. Tired, weary of the shadows. Always waiting on my you... the build up comes to be.. Just for a soft safe landing. Another left out, let down for me. My love. I hope you can hear what I tried to say. I hope you understand my love what I’m trying to save. Tomorrows another day. So stop and think. Don’t keep me waiting. Don’t wait on a good thing. You have my heart and all else in between. Don’t cast it to stone. Don’t let me sink. Death is upon my jagged heart once again. And I guess I can’t give in. I must fight. Fight for air fight for freedom fight for my life. Fight for all that I will always love. And even at times I feel weak and can’t or don’t want to. I do. She has the love right there, I can see it. But she creeps in the shadows alone and afraid. Not knowing what to do. I am the beacon of suggestion that lights her path not the mo

Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and y

Thank You Kiffy
It only takes 2 seconds to just rate this one picture... Please just go rate it no comments needed just your one rate.. She is an awesome person and helps everyone!! She deserves to win this! Thank you!! Please click on the picture to vote (repost of original by '¢¾ Kiffy ¢¾' on '2007-03-01 21:06:38')

Another Attempt Of The Leap Of Faith
In The Hole In the hole i wait and bleed, waiting for my salvation to exceed. I wait as the still air around me consumes my emptiness. Seems as though the hole around me is swelling. As my thoughts linger on it seems as though my mind keeps dwelling. My legs are numb, my arms are feel as though they have left my body. What did i do to deserve such an endangerment. My body can not endure much more of this agonizing pain. The extremities of the pain obliviates my thoughts for salvation. I know my life is at its end. Im going to lay here wait and bleed in the hole.

0 - 200 In Less Than 6 Seconds!
Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less then 6 seconds. AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!" The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Ed has been missing since Friday.

The Fireman And His Wife
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night. " The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."

Female Ejaculation
Female Ejaculation Paul The following assumes you have already an understanding of the G-spot. W omen lactate, men ejaculate, or so the old saying goes. Turns out some women, maybe most women, actually do both. Reports of women experiencing a gush of fluid at orgasm go back many centuries, but it's only fairly recently that (Western) science has taken these stories seriously. The fluid comes through the urethra, but NOT from the bladder. Many still explain away the fluid some women eject from the urethra at climax as urine resulting from momentary loss of bladder control. While this might occur in a very small number of women, it does not explain the experience shared by some women: the fluid doesn't look like urine, doesn't smell like urine, and it has been proven in many chemical analyses that it is not urine. These women produce a small amount of clear fluid which has only trace amounts of uric acid; this indicates the fluid comes through the urethra, but does not

Smile
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts smile makes the life beautiful, expand your lips, it expand your happiness; life is a puzzle, solve it by smiling; smile makes the unknown an known, smile can penetrate the china walls also.. language can separate us, but never smile.. wherever make a smile, make the life beautiful.. a man without smile, like the bud, without blooming, smile can open the iron doors, smile can make the hell an heaven.. so.. smile please.

Drawing Photos Comming Soon!
Hi everyone. Just to let you know that I just got a hold of my old sketch book and I plan to post some drawings in my photos soon. That is, whenever the hell I find my camera charger! I've looked for it everywhere, but I forgot where I placed it. I really need to clean out my room :). Well, that's all I got for now. Have a good weekend everyone!

Vacation Time......
I started my 11 days of vacation time today. Didn't do a damn thing today except for sleep tell 2:30 in the after noon. It felt so good not to go to work on a Thursday. :D I have a lot of things to do tomorrow though. Nothing to excited planned for the next few days. We'll see what happens. I'm just happy not to go into work right now :D WOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Kira's Bulletin.
O'rly?!! Dat is funnie fo sho! Meh luv raven riley but not dat much yarly. meh went 2 her page to apologize too ealier but she block meh. Oh weelz now she look like a n00b and will pwnd herself fo sho!

Steelers Cut Porter,hayes
Steelers Cut Porter, Haynes (KDKA) PITTSBURGH The Pittsburgh Steelers released linebacker Joey Porter today Porter was due a $1 million bonus next week and $4 million in the final year of his contract. Porter has been the Steelers' starting right outside linebacker since the year 2000 and he was widely considered the team's best overall defensive player. The veteran outside linebacker joined the team as the third-round draft pick back in 1999. In addition to Porter, the team also announced today that running back Verron Haynes will not be back in black and gold.

Friday & Weekend
Hey Ya'll Just wanted too take a few mins before my day gets started to wish everyone a great friday and weekend.. no plans for me not as of yet anyways...a weekend of peace and quiet for me wahoo... no kids etc.. just me and my 4 dogs lol...so i shall be online most all weekend maybe... and thre is no race.. and dont look like nutin is gonna be on tv either lol.. anyways im gonna close.. time too get more coffeee.. hugs and smiles coming your way... be good or be good at it... whatever may apply Bec

Hard Hearted
a darkened doorway never crossed a flame which never flickers a heart that never loved holding back a thousand tears thinking back througout the years abused and used is all she ever is shes been broken but now she's free for the one who calls will never be a hardened heart which turned to ice a cruel hard bitch is in its place abused and used is all she'll ever be a tortured soul which learned to hate she'll be your naughty girl before its too late she'll come when you call your pretty lillte thing shes been broken but now she's free for the one who calls will never be

Calling The New York State Department Of Motor Vehicles
This has got to be BY FAR the hardest thing I've ever done. I've been dialing and redialing for over 20 minutes STRAIGHT and the line's busy busy busy!!! Let me give you some history here. I owned a 1995 Nissan Pathfinder 4x4 when I was still living in New York. Well, it was no longer driveable, so I cancelled insurance on it. Little did I know that in New York, even non-driveable vehicles are REQUIRED to have minimum insurance on it. So they suspended my license. Now I'm trying to call in to pay my $25.00 suspension termination fee so I can get my Colorado state driver's license. DAMN these people. I mean don't get me wrong, I thought I was going to have to pay like $500. So I'm happy about that. But they want me to spend ALL DAMN DAY on the phone trying to get through to them, pay my $25.00 suspension termination fee, then have me wait a week before getting my Colorado license because that's how long it takes for it to update in the national database. How desp

Buddha
"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it." --Buddha

Appreciation, Potential, Fulfillment, And Grace!
Our true selves are often buried under fears and learned behavior. When we recognize our power, our luminosity, and our divinity, we can live authentic lives of appreciation, potential, fulfillment, and grace. Mar 1 2007 8:28A The cowardly, judgemental, jealous and immature are of the same earth and are merely on a different conscious level at this point in their life. Demonstrate the power of grace by having patience, compassion, and the ability to forgive... ¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾

Something To Honor
I received this in an e-mail this moring. I normally deleted mass e-mails but no this one. Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we

What A Farce!
OK So they won't let me pay my suspension termination fee over the phone... Why? Because the Visa Card is in my fiance`s name and not mine, and she had already left for work and they couldn't talk to her to get authorization. So I decide to go poking around the New York State Department of Motor Vehicles website. They have a link called "Online Transactions". So I click it and put in all my info and it comes up with my name, and it says "Suspension Termination Fee - $50.00" click here to pay by credit card. HA! GOT 'EM! So I click there, fill out all my fiance`s information and BOOM! The website takes the payment and gives me a confirmation number. In addition it tells me that processing takes 3 - 5 days and weekends count. So I should be able to get my Colorado Driver's License no later than Wednesday of next week. GODS I love the internet!! DemonStorm

Yesterday....
So. I ended up staying home yesterday. I made it to the bathroom and ended up passing out as soon as i got there. Apparently it had been a very bad idea to go to work on Wednesday with a fever because I paid for it yesterday. The good news is that the fever broke yesterday afternoon and by 2pm I was able to make it shakily downstairs to eat something. *shakes head* Ah well. I still made it to work today feeling normal for the first time in a week. So I guess I'm heading out tonight to Velvet for some Jungle/ Drum & Bass at Strictly Social. *yawns* Just hope I can nap before going out.

Attention?
Why do these normal/average housewives get on the internet and show their boobs for attention? I can see Bobbi Doll doing it, that's her career. I can see Jenna Jameson doing it, she has sex for a living. But Mary Joe next door who car pools your kids? I think it is a lack of self esteem.And some of these gals really should keep their clothes on.

Ever Wonder Why Abby Never Publishes Letters From Men?
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... Phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she Always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to Look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the street. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her. I decided I was going to park My Harley Davidson motor cycle next to the garage and then hide behind it so I could get a good View of the whole street when she came home. It was at that moment, crouching behind my Harley, that I noticed that the valve covers on my engine seemed to

This Hurts Like A Bitch In Heat
Who woulda thought that opening a fucking coke bottle could be sooo hard... I have been trying to open it for the last 5-10 minutes, it did the same thing to me last time. My right hand now has a lil welt on it lol. And it hurts wicked. Fucking coke company. p.s. this blog is completely pointless. lol.

Crying Inside
I'm going to take a few days away from here. My heart is heavey and I'm crying inside. I can't cry outward because that's the way it is with me. Maybe a few tears, but then, bottle them up and hide them. The way things are right now, well...work sucks, life sucks, love sucks, prophecy sucks. The feeling that no-one really cares is strong and I'm alone. I wish I could blow my fucking brains out, but I can't. Not only is it a sin even in my believes, but I'm afraid I'd fuck it up and make things worse by becoming an invalid unable to finish the job and become a drain on the family. Also I went and had a child so it wouldn't be right to lay that on her either. I do love my child, I just never wanted her. I didn't want kids. My husband did. He finally admitted to the fact that he was glad I kept her. I never wanted to be born. I was an excuse for my mom to get out of an abusive home. My dad never wanted me, but back in the 50's a girl got pregnant she got married. My mom nearly mis

Our Day
This was written for my first love for our first year anniversary back in 2005...everything now is history. Enjoy the poem and comments are always welcome. Today was the day, You took my first kiss away. It was not fixed, Yet it was not planned. Deep down, when that moment happened It made me feel so grand. I had fallen for you. I admit that straight down. I followed my heart, I let it take lead. For there was something about you, Which made me proceed. I could not believe my dream had come true. A perfect man had walked into my life, And that man is no one else But only you. In both our lives so far, Its been tough, Its been hard. Its mainly the distance which is the problem. That is why we are far apart. But however far it may be,, However tough it can get. Just close your eyes and picture me. That's an image, Probably, You will not forget?! This is a day, which is very special to me, And a day I will cher

Life!!!!
“Most people think life sucks, and then you die. Not me. I beg to differ. I think life sucks, then you get cancer, then your dog dies, your wife leaves you, the cancer goes into remission, you get a new dog, you get remarried, you owe ten million dollars in medical bills but you work hard for thirty-five years and you pay it back and then -- one day -- you have a massive stroke, your whole right side is paralyzed, you have to limp along the streets and speak out of the left side of your mouth and drool but you go into rehabilitation and regain the power to walk and the power to talk and then -- one day -- you step off a curb at Sixty-seventh Street, and BANG you get hit by a city bus and then you die. Maybe.”

Short Story About A Boy And A Girl ;p
"Yo Tom, I need a ride home. Fuck'n, Jessie and Laurie, left without me." "Alright, Let me see what I can do." Tom, yelled back across the throng of people squeezed into his living room. 20 minutes later...Tom finds Koy, sitting in the dark in the front porch on the couch by himself, looking out the window. "Brooklyn, This is Koy." Tom, announces..."Alright man, she's leaving, and she said she would drop you off. So, she's all yours." "Kool, Thx. I appreciate it." "Don't thank me...thank her. I aint the one who has to drive ya. Hell, I can hardly see straight, anyway." Koy gets up from the couch, looks at Brooklyn and says, "Thx...I didnt wanna get stuck here...and seriously, I do appreciate it." "No problem. Are you ready to go, then?", Broklyn replied "Yeah...I been ready. Let's go." They both head outside...while Koy follows Brooklyn to her car. "So, how do you know, Tom?" Koy asked "He used to date my friend, Kara...a while back. He called me up, th

Oh Well
today again I stayed up all night, im not sure why this is my first contest Im sure I picked the wrong one if there is another contest for me its going to a shorter time frame I have to see doctor after doctor, my red blood cell count is so high I feel faint all the time, radiation treatment are next im not looking forward to that I have had them before made me sick all the time but much better then Kemo all this could not have come at a worst time , I remember when I was young my father had high blood pressure and they (doctors) told him stop getting upset stop yelling and working yourself up to a point where you get angry, LOL if you knew my father this was like asking a fly to make friends with a frog, no My father yelled and got pissed when the wind blew the wind chimes outside of our house ones he put there to began with, funny people are asking me to relax and calm down when most people know that this is A. my first contest, B. I see tons of flaws in it. C. I SEE MORE THEN A TON

A Letter To Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and

To My Friends
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts If you would trust and believe in me, you would see the friend that i can be. Through the good and the bad, you would always count on me, you would see the friend that i can be. If you needed to talk i would listen, I would comfort you if you were sad. Through the good and the bad. You would see the friend that i can be. If you trust and believe in me, a friend i will always be.

Farewell
They gather in this silent place and slowly bow each head A calliope of sobbing hearts paying homage to the dead Sadness never felt before covering each heart and face The storming sea of tears cease as the preacher takes his place In the distance they take there spot with esprit de corps and pride Paying homage to someone never known; a comrade still inside Small children and the elders who’ve aged all gather round a tent As through fleeting words awkward and quick; to higher prayers are sent A man steps up they’ve never seen; in his eye a tear Prepare yourself for our salute to a loved one you held dear In precision movement like a clock the players take their place Shots soon shake country side and send tears down each reddened face As they present the final salute and silently stand tall The music beating off the hill is each soldier’s final call Balloons released toward heaven some hold such loving memories Drifting toward zenith reminds them a loved one, whom no lo

Installing Love
Installing Love Tech Support: Yes, ... How can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running ? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to c

Are You That Stupid
ok if you wanted sumone back wouldnt you go otu of your way to prove it to then not just say i love you take me back is that all you would do and no only not prove it tell girls you love them and tell them "fuck me" as if me saying it to you not that it matters i just wanna know

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clinton, obama, bayh vs julioni and who? can the g.o.p. combat the democrats all-star lineup any two of the three, (clinton, obama and bayh) will make up the presidential ticket for the dems - can they win? - if obama doesn't get the presidential nod will the black vote go to clinton - will the number from the black vote reach it's potential? - don't think it will matter 'cause all but the far right conservatives may offer their vote to clinton, obama or bayh how will the republicans even compete? - julioni will get the old establishment vote and maybe some of the baby-boomers - how will the g.o.p. steal the minority and youth votes from their counterparts? only shot the republicans have would be any combination of colon powell, condalisa rice and julioni and most likely this trio ain't happenen - but if rice and powell put their hats into the ring - we would have the largest voter turnout ever and possibly the greatest percentage of voters since the eighteenth century i

Betraying The Trust Of His Audience
bowling for columbine - mike - exposing the ease of accessing fire arms/ammunition via banks and shopping centers is beautiful - not revealing both sides through edit and non-disclosure is fine, but label it as propaganda for your obviously-acute agenda i.e. - heston/nra convention in colorado post-shooting...you idiot! people please educate yourself before your pledge your (blind) faith to this self-proclaimed prophet: http://www.hardylaw.net/Truth_About_Bowling.html and please take a glance at the resume' of mr moore's cut-and-paste genius: http://www.mooreexposed.com/

Fortnight Of Fears
my heart, weak. my strength, no longer there. my fears are being verified. you don't care. i've felt it for some time, the list when you say it. as if you're a recording, on a loop never to quit. like the tape is worn. my world is torn. you were my strength. now, you left my heart forlorn. i said i loved you today, and did you find the words to say? no, you just changed the subject. i'm in disarray. don't want to hurt anymore. bet i'd find my courage, as i lay here on the floor, to do the thing my soul craves, if steven hadn't hidden my blade. alas, this is not the end. i sit and type as you play your role on cherrytap again. the more you think that things change, the more you see that they're the same. and as such, here i sit in pain. how i long to breathe. but it's getting hard to.what's left of me, will it be enough for you. i already know. NO! --Sent from my Helio

Long Week
It's been such a long week. Between work, school, and homework, I'm dying. I have today off and I get paid, so I'm a happy camper. I'm planning on getting my bellybutton pierced today if my paycheck is decent, so wish me luck on that.

Oh My Goodness
I am so sore again. I over worked myself. lol. Apparently i havent done pushups or sit ups in sooo long that my body isnt used to it. But its just gonna have to suck it the fuck up. April i am flying to eglin air force base in florida. Can't wait! Get to go shopping :] I'm thirsty again and the god damn coke bottle wont open again, i fucking hate this! Today is my lazy day. My lazy days go like this. Stay in my pajamas all day. Don't shower till real late at night. Eat a lot. And then dont work out. Ooo and do a lot of sleeping. All i do is pretty much sit in front of the tv or computer and be ickyy. haha. Tonight is bowling night with the family. Wa fucking hoo! Even Ian has to go and hes 21. My parents made sure us kids had very structured lives. I'm still not allowed to watch MTV but i do. And none of us were allowed to date till we were 15 lol. And look at my brother, hes 21 and has a daughters whos turning 1 on March 28th. I think i have to get my apendix out. It h

The Extras
At the end of the tax year, the Tax Office sent an inspector to audit the books of a synagogue. While he was checking the books he turned to the Rabbi and said: "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do you do with the candle drippings?" "Good question," noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them back to the candle makers, and every now and then they send us a free box of candles." "Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious way: "What about all these biscuit purchases? What do you do with the crumbs?" "Ah, yes," replied the Rabbi, realizing that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We collect them and send them back to the manufacturers, and every now and then they send a free box of holy biscuits." "I see," replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he could fluster the know-it-all Rabbi. "Well, Rabbi," he went on, "what do you do with all the

The Five Variable Love Test
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In

Letting Go
LETTING GO TAKES LOVE To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desir

My Feelings
Is it possible to love some one too much?? i mean in a sence you feel you cant love them enough and no matter what you say or do it is never enough but yet you would give your life for them but yet you feel as though you love them intirely too much, so much that you would be willing to die for them if a speading car was comming down the road and it was a decision of your life or theirs you would sonner throw yourself befoe that car and see the other person live gahhhhhhhhhh i dont know ok im babbleing so i will stop here

Your Five Variable Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low.

Dante's Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ModerateLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

What Is Love ?
Love is like an illness that we can't hide it for. Love is like a flame, We never know when it comes and heat us or burn us down. Love can make us happy but can make our life misserably.. Love is an emotion that is hard to show, Love also helps make a relationship grow, Love can be hard to cope with, isn't it true? Especially when the person you love doesn't love you. Love is a coma and go thing that sometimes may last long, It can also be a comforting word when all hope is gone. Love is kinds like it should be, Love is not an object that someone wants, Love is a great emotion this we all know, SO find someone to love and let your love flow

Maxed Out!!!
I Have Maxed Out my Daily comment Rates.. for my level.. So I can not rate any pics or send any more comments only can rate profiles.. So Don't be upset if I dont rate your pic or leave you a comment for today.. Thanks

Success
A man who has just died finds himself standing at the gates of Heaven. To his right is standing an attractive women, and to his left is a ladder. The woman speaks, "Come with me through the gate and spend eternity with me, or climb the ladder to success." The man always eager to get ahead in life chooses to climb the ladder. The man finds an even more beautiful woman standing in front of another gate. Next to her is another ladder. The woman says, "Come with me through the gate and all your fantasies will be granted, or climb the ladder to success." This time the man is tempted, but his greed takes over and he climbs the ladder higher. He again encounters a woman. This woman, however; is the most beautiful woman he has ever seen. She says, "come with me and I will satisfy your deepest desires forever, or climb the ladder to success." The man can't believe his luck. He decides to take his chances and climbs the ladder. He comes to another gate. This time there is no woman waiting for

You Are My Sunshine
You Are My Sunshine by BlueWolf You are the sunshine of my life, You can light up my darkest day, I need your love to guide me, When skies are gloomy and gray. When the sun is shinning brightly, Birds sing sweetly from high above, Butterflies flutter in it's warmth, Like my heart dances with your love. Sun rays are living nourishment, Of God's creations, large and small, Slowly blossoming budding flowers, Sprouting seeds into trees so tall. The sun promises a new tomorrow, Like my love grows for you each day, Blooming with sun rays of your love, As you guide me along the way.

I Want One
A guy is driving around Tennessee and he sees a sign in front of a house: "Talking Dog For Sale." He rings the bell and the owner tells him the dog is in the backyard. The guy goes into the backyard and sees a Labrador retriever sitting there. "You talk?" he asks. "Yep," the Lab replies. "So, what's your story?" The Lab looks up and says, "Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was pretty young. I wanted to help the government, so I told the CIA about my gift, and in no time at all they had me jetting from country to country, sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders, because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies for eight years running." "But the jetting around really tired me out, and I knew I wasn't getting any younger so I decided to settle down. I signed up for a job at the airport to do some undercover security wandering near suspicious characters and listening in. I uncovered some incredible dealings and

What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?

A Typical Male
A husband and wife lying in bed ..husband nugdes wife and says honey I want some im in the mood...wife says no leave me alone.. a few minutes later he nudges her again come on honey I'm in need bad.. she says no leave me alone i mean it..I have an ob?gyn appt in the morning and i want to be clean and fresh!!! A few minutes later husband nudges her and says well babe do u have a dentist appt too?

How The Hell Did I Get Here???
Over the last few days I have been developing a deep annoyance for this place. Granted I have met a few nice people that I think I would like to keep contact with. Overall....I feel like my IQ has dropped for being here. It was alot of fun at first, the changed from myspace was nice. The comments, points and attention was fun. Now it all seems pointless. Sis has already said she was gonna delete her account. Maybe she has the right idea? Most people would take this blog as a "oh, look who's trying to get attention...boo-f-ing-hoo" thing. I would think that at first as well...I have limited patience for "pity me...someone pay attention to me" behaviors. In honesty though, this has been my "secret place" from many of the myspace friends and I'm just sorting thoughts since I can't really talk about this place on my other blog. Everyone has been very polite here (for the most part) so I suppose I should give credit there. It's nice not having whoring teens wandering about the site altho

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You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.Are You Right or Left Brained?

A Funny Thing Happened....
ok so i was in messenger last night having a threeway convo with my mates when this guy decides he wants to come play with me... so wrong thing to do when im in a threeway... so i decided i would play... my mates in the three way were laughing thier arses off as this guy was all about blowjobs.... i think he thought he was being really naughty asking me if i could deep throat... (please get something more original!).... so i invited one of the friends into the conversation from my threeway... she thought this was great fun.. the poor guy almost shit himself when i invited my girlfriend.. so here is the funny part..he decided at this point to ask for pictures of my girlfriend.. to which was replied i dont share my bitch with noone... he didnt like that so hit back with do you suck dick together? DER she's my bitch dumbass... so this guy keeps going on & on about his cock and how far down he could stick it down my throat... and i was getting bored as i do when the conversation is BORI

Spring Festival
Dear Blog, Life always brings Happiness and Sorrows with every moment and with a new day. When it comes to the happiness u always become more and more greedy to collect as much as u can. but when it comes to the sorrows , u always try to avoid to not to face . but , always face whatever comes in ur way because "if u want to pluck the rose, u have to go through the thorns". This time i went back to my hometown to celebrate the spring festival called BASANT. it is a cultural festival of our country Pakistan. this festival is basically a festival in which people gathered around and fly kites , and fill the sky with alot of colors . So, i went back to my home town celebrate it with my family . it was really an beautiful experience for me to c my family with me . i went back after a long time and feel the extra excitement. The area in which i live was very crowded , people climb up on the roofs , decorating with lights , sound systems , kites , threads which use to fly the kites. In gene

I Am Moving!!! Yayyyy...
Just letting all my friends and family know that from Saturday, March 3rd until Thursday March 8th, I wont have any internet service. I am moving into a bigger apartment, yee haw! I may come to my sisters a time or two during that period and check in. But until then, know that you are all special people in my life, and you'll get lotsa love from me as soon as I get back up and going. Meanwhile... ~X~Just Meee~X~

The Right Words To Say
My Dear Friends,To say Hello is the easiest thing to say,But to say goodbye is the hardest thing to say,for I do not like to say goodbye,For I love,care and miss all of my friends, when we don't talk, or touch ... like a hug,so for now,I hope you all take care,..For I feel that these are the right words to say.

What Planet Are You From
You Are From Mercury You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows. You probably never leave home without your cell phone! You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you. You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer. Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.What Planet Are You From?

New Drugs For Women
DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person. " BUYAGRA Injectable sti

Sorry If I'm Grouchy!!
HEY FRIENDS SORRY IF I AM GROUCHY WITH ANY OF YOU... I AM QUITTING SMOKING!! I HAVE SMOKE FOR 22 1/2 YEARS SO IT IS VERY HARD TO QUIT!! BUT I HAVE TO SO I CAN HAVE MY SURGERY SOON!! SO PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL IF I HAVE BEEN GROUCHY WITH YOU!! I WILL PROBABLY STAY OFF HERE EXCEPT FOR TO JUST CHECK IN FOR THE WEEKEND!! DON'T WANT TO BE AN ASSHOLE TO ANYONE!! TAKE CARE!! LUV YA FRIENDS!!

The Insanity Will Continue - Part 2
It continues to snow! Not what I call real snow, though. It's more like very light flakes that are more like a fine mist most of the time! This fine mist is beginning to freeze onto everything! Oh, yeah! This will be fun in the morning! I did not have to resort to a non-stop belly dancing marathon! Honestly, I couldn't. Taylor stole the boombox so he and his "lady friend" could listen to music. OK, this is round two! Tim had his girlfriend over earlier this afternoon. They got way tired of me busting in on them! Hey, it was too quiet in there! I always threaten to get into public health nurse mode and do my Safe Sex lecture for the little darlings! That, my friends, is a fate worse than death - or so they seem to think, lol! And yes, I have done it before. You'd think that once would be enough, but NOOOOOO! No hickeys, that I can see anyway, so Tim won't have to be stealing my make-up again. I do not want to know where the hickey is this time, lol!!!!! Dakota has been watching Wi

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Does the size of a guys dick really matter that much? So, now I am going to be completely honest about this, according to my own personal beliefs . . . Mine and mine alone. I swear that no dick size is not what makes the biggest impact during sex, it helps but can be overlooked. Let me explain this shall I? 1. A 4 man can please a woman just as much as a 9 man he just has to work a little harder at it 1. He should learn to eat pussy better than any man should know how, because trust me guys when you can lick her clit and make her cum she isnt worried about the size of your dick anymore 2. He should learn to position himself to maximize penetration (hell man move to the left, right, back, up, down, stand on your fucking head if you have to) 3. He should learn the actual art of foreplay, not just groping blindly until she is wet and then sticking it in (actually feel, caress - not pull- on her entire body, learn what she wants you to do, play it slowly - this is not a spee

Friends Pt. 2
One of , if not the first person I met on here was a lette by the name of Okjoo Kim$LCN$. You know, I see these bullitins all damn day long about how people are not really friends on here, they are just there for points. Well, not her. She has been one of the coolest people I have had the honor of knowing on here and continue to enjoy knowing her. It doesnt hurt that she calls me sexy or whatnot either ;p. Anywho, if you get a sec, go check her page and read her profile. She is quite the lady. And I added her as family after just a few days. Check her out here: Okjoo Kim$LCN$@ CherryTAP

September
SEPTEMBER = LOVER Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

An Ugly Thing, But Sometimes Necessary
War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that nothing is worth war is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing which is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself. John Stuart Mill

Great News For 2 In Our Family.
First my mom and her bf Jack are getting married which is very exciting...congrats Mom I love ya. And second...which most will think I am stupid but its my life and dont care if anyone likes it. I am getting married as well. Richard aka Reddemon was gonna ask me when he got back from training but he said he couldnt wait that long...hehe. Dec. 19th of this year is the date we set. I dont want to hear anything negative from anyone...so dont comment unless its gonna be positive. Vamp

Sex And Dirty Jokes: Masturbata.
Sitting in my house, and I know that I'm alone, Feeling kinda horny, got a jingle in my bone Go and grab a Penthouse it's the one with Sharon Stone Hey Masturbata! I go a little faster and its feeling kind of nice, Once ain't enough so I have to do it twice If you wanna spank the monkey I can give you good advice Hey Masturbata! I use some baby oil or a little Vaseline, Laying down a towel so I keep my carpet clean Never shake my hand cause you don't know where its been Hey Masturbata! I do it in the car when I'm driving down the street, One hand on the wheel and the other on my meat I can't get out the car cause I'm sticking to the seat Hey Masturbata! Since I was a kid I have been a masturbater, Choke the chicken; hum the knob, squeezing the tomato I've looked at Ms. November now I'm gonna decorate her Hey, Masturbata! Buffing the banana, Mr. Lizard shaking bacon, Pounding on the flounder and its mayonnaise I'm makin'. Spank the frank, wax the carrot,

The Top 15 Names For Drinks Containing Genitalia
A Colorado man recently found what was originally thought to be a penis in a bottle of fruit juice. I understand that it turned out to be some sort of mold shaped like a danglything, but still... ewwwww. 15> Man-root Beer 14> Grape KneeLength 13> Orange Bush 12> Royal Crotch Cola 11> Red Balls 10> Ginger's Tail 9> Shaftsta 8> Toolaide 7> Dr. Pecker 6> Knee-Hi Cream Soda 5> Yoo-Hoo, Sailor! 4> Poke-a Cola 3> Mount 'n' Do Me 2> Mandarin Schlong Explosion Snapple and Topfive.com's Number 1 Name for Drinks Containing Genitalia... 1> 'Baterade

Migraines
Well Jordan(my oldest..17)came home from school today with a migraine, took some meds and laid down..then he got sick. So around 6 he ask me if I'd take him to the hospital to get a shot. We had to do this once before. Well luckily where we doctor at now has an Urgent Care office. So I took him there .. they gave him a combined shot for the pain and the throwing up. He's doing ALOT better now. This poor kid was getting migraines when he was like 5, usually only when he got all worked up playing too hard or eating/drinking too much sweets. Then he went through a period where he didn't have them. Then about 2 years ago he started getting them again. I also get migraines. Haven't for awhile, thank goodness. I told him tonite that he needs to cut back on drinking the Coke. So I guess thats about it. Later Taters! Funky

Do U Know?
One of those things you have no control over. It can give you a lot and it can take alot away. You can not find it. It will find you when you least expect it. Some people say that you can not see it and others say that there is no such thing. What is it you ask? It makes you thinkg and look at things in many diffrent ways. When it hits you, you will think you are high as a bird, light as the clouds, and feel as bright as the sunshine. When you do find it does it have a hold on you? Do you have a hold on it? You can not control where it comes from. You can somewhat control the side affects from it. You try to keep it hidden. You try to keep it locked away. There is somepoint in time that you must let it show or come out. Then again that is where control comes into place. As you read this, read it again, and sit back, think, and look. Clear your mind, heart, soul and anything else that you can let go. Forget about everything you have thought about, seen, learned, and been

Nightmare Before Christmas
XxThe Best and Most Challenging Quiz of The Nightmare Before ChristmasxX You know so much about the nightmare before christmas. You must research and study it as much as I do. I have loved this movie since I was a kid and studied it very hard. Congratulations.Please Please Please vote for my quiz. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Walmart
Only In Wal-Mart > > I like this greeter's sence of humor! > > A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with > her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through > the entrance. She's dressed in dirty jeans, a greasy t-shirt with holes > in it and wearing flip-flops exposing her cracked and filthy toenails. > When she yells at the kids, she exposes her yellowed, crooked teeth > with more than a few missing. > > The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. > Nice children you've got there. Are they twins?" > The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't! > The oldest one, he's 9 and the younger one, she's 7. Why the Hell > would you think they're twins? Do you really think they look alike?" > > "No", replies the greeter, "I just couldn't believe that you got laid twice. >

My New Friends And Fans
Thank you to all of you who have come by and added me as a friend and rated my stuff. If I missed getting back and rating you let me know. I am trying to go through and make sure I hit up everyone who has stopped by and taken the time to chck out my profile & pics and rated me all 10's! Thanks. Sorry for the shout box being off and private messages being off. My husband and I both agreed to do that to keep from having any problems so we could keep this fun and both be able to TAP...:-)

Companion
Settle back beneath the stars. Listen close in silken Threads. Head to pillow, should you rest. My arm wrapped protectively pulling you to my chest. I kiss your neck once, twice, three times. My way of saying love you with no words envolved. My breath I take deep and know that heaven here belongs to me. My heart has no more tears to shed. Because now theres you to hold my hand. So into the night I let myself drift. Knowing that when I sleep. You there in my dreams I may see. A lover, and friend, a companion true. That someone that I can truely give my heart to.

Personal Narritive...kinda Long...8 Pgs.
It was a normal eighth grade day for me as I stood in front of a row of lockers, which looked to be painted over a hundred times, resembling an old rusted light shade of blue that I'd begun to get used to. I felt as if I walked those halls, lined with those lockers, more than I'd walked the halls of my own house. I was in routine mode as I turned the dial on the locker I called my own. I thought in my head, and probably even whispered to myself, the numbers as I turn the lock right three times to 12, then left, past 12 once, to 37, then back to the right, to 25. I even remember lifting up the plastic handle painted silver to resemble metal before I felt my hair being grabbed, twisted and pulled. My head yanked back and then forward again slamming into the face of my closed locker. As my head flung back from the impact I opened my eyes and was stunned to see that where my head had just hit the locker there was now a dent. I was surprised my head could do that and was wondering what my f

Drudry
WHAT IS DRUIDRY? Druidism, or Druidry as it is often called, is for some a spiritual path, for others a religion, and for others a cultural activity. As a cultural activity, Druid ceremonies provide part of the context and pageantry for the National Eisteddfodau of Wales, Cornwall and Brittany. As a spiritual way or philosophy, Modern Druidism began to develop about three hundred years ago during a period known as the ‘Druid Revival’. It was inspired by the accounts of ancient Druids, and drew on the work of historical researchers, folklorists and early literature. In this way Druidry’s heritage stretches far back into the past. Read different authors’ views on What is Druidry?: What does it mean to be a Druid today? Above all else, Druidry means following a spiritual path rooted in the green Earth. It means participating in a living Western spiritual tradition drawn from many sources, including surviving legacies from Celtic wisdom teachings, but embracing the contri

Earth Teach Me To Remember
Earth Teach Me to Remember by John Yellow Lark Earth teach me stillness as the grasses are stilled with light. Earth teach me suffering as old stones suffer with memory. Earth teach me humility as blossoms are humble with beginning. Earth Teach me caring as the mother who secures her young. Earth teach me courage as the tree which stands alone. Earth teach me limitation as the ant which crawls on the ground. Earth teach me freedom as the eagle which soars in the sky. Earth teach me resignation as the leaves which die in the fall. Earth teach me regeneration as the seed which rises in the spring. Earth teach me to forget myself as melted snow forgets its life. Earth teach me to remember kindness as dry fields weep in the rain.

This Day
I will start this day differently than others. I will look clearly at the morning. I will walk out with my cup of coffee, and take some time to look at the flowers and the trees. I will see the weather, and look to see what weather is coming for the next few days. I will recognize the season, and see what the next few weeks will bring. I will experience the clarity of my head this morning, and how that is different from how things used to be. I will appreciate the changes that I have made in my life to make this clarity happen. Mornings used to be different. I will make some small difference in my world today. I will make some small difference in someone else's world today: my daughter's, my son's, my friend's? Yours? I will change my pattern of behavior again today, and it will be better. I will make a list today of the things I have done, instead of making a list of the things I should do. I will look at other people in a different way today, and that way will be positive--not judgme

:(
Although it's true you can't fight progress, I'm going to take some time to feel a little blue.. my daughter is moving to Alabama on Wednesday with her family, my three grandkids and her husband. We went out to dinner tonight and I gave it my best effort to enjoy the time that I had with them, but I'm feeling selfish and wish they weren't leaving. They are all so happy to be leaving the cold and snow of Erie, and have purchased their first home, so I'm very happy for them. My daughter quit work and will be breeding and selling dogs.. chiquahas and rotts, for now. Her husband was able to transfer from his job at Staples and they're going to be doing well there. So this is my vent and I guess I'll be visiting Alabama soon :) I can't stay away from the grandkids for that long.

Mirror
The mirror opposite yet close she stares into glass why is she backwards confusion must pass she sees a smile her heart feels a frown she picks up her soul it falls right back down trapped in her skin bleeding dreams that are fake killing the real world for her sanity's sake the mirror then speaks telling her shes insane the voices she hears are all born in her brain they want her to fly as she wishes she could don't tell them to hush like the mean mirror should she looks at herself watching rain in her eyes missing the stars as she breathes her goodbyes she hates the mirror so she set herself free and became the voice that is speaking to me

Pain Killers
Brown neuroscientists have discovered why painkillers such as morphine and other opioids are so effective. The findings were released online on Feb. 11 and will appear in the March edition of Nature Neuroscience. Jesica Raingo, a postdoctoral research associate, authored the findings along with Professor of Neuroscience Diane Lipscombe and former Brown graduate student Andrew Castiglioni PhD'06. The scientists found that morphine and other opioids inhibit pain signals by blocking a special kind of N-type calcium channel, a protein that controls the passage of pain signals between nerve cells, according to a Feb. 15 news release by the University. Lipscombe is an expert in N-type calcium channels, which are "cellular gatekeepers" that control the release of neurotransmitters at the synapse, the point of intersection between nerve cells. Neurotransmitters carry messages, including those for pain, between nerve cells. Lipscombe and her team discovered a unique form of N-type c

I've Got Balls?
I've Got Balls ?? Have you ever wondered why we use the term, I've Got Balls? Why are balls associated with sure-fire attitude? Somehow, these tiny, insignificant creatures have gotten a reputation for being fiesty. Lets analyze what balls actually are. Here we go... The testes (or testicles) are two olive-sized oval bodies, one on the right side and one on the left side. The testes have two main functions: to produce sperm (the male sex cell) and to produce testosterone (the male sex hormone). [thank you eMedicine Health] Now lets break that down into laymen terms so we can all understand the true nature of testicles, or balls as they're so lovingly referred... Balls are actually not round, but elliptical little wankers that have 2 functions. They keep the population increasing at an ever-alarming rate and then they keep our counterparts seething with rage and stupidity. Some may argue that the testosterone fact is the reason why balls are referred to in such a boisterous w

Complaints About Walter Reed Were Voiced For Years
Top officials at Walter Reed Army Medical Center, including the Army's surgeon general, have heard complaints about outpatient neglect from family members, veterans groups and members of Congress for more than three years. A procession of Pentagon and Walter Reed officials expressed surprise last week about the living conditions and bureaucratic nightmares faced by wounded soldiers staying at the D.C. medical facility. But as far back as 2003, the commander of Walter Reed, Lt. Gen. Kevin C. Kiley, who is now the Army's top medical officer, was told that soldiers who were wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan were languishing and lost on the grounds, according to interviews. Steve Robinson, director of veterans affairs at Veterans for America, said he ran into Kiley in the foyer of the command headquarters at Walter Reed shortly after the Iraq war began and told him that "there are people in the barracks who are drinking themselves to death and people who are sharing drugs and p

Violated....
I was violated one night 19 years ago, And once again so much so as recently that I know. As he went deeper and deeper inside, With all that I had, I prayed he'd stop and God be by my side. As I laid there with silent screams, To this day I have the nightmares that torture me. I resisted without words by moving away, He took it as if it were a sign of "OK". He tried to continue as I laid there, While deep inside I cried take me away from here. After it was over, he begged again to go to that forbidden place, I felt the rush of blood and tears flow down my face. I bled like once before, and yet it seemed like more- I felt violated was written all over my face, and all I wanted was to find the closest door. Today this feeling of being violated rings in my head, I feel like another piece of me has been paralyzed and feeling of being dead. All I wanted to hear was one person's voice, and have his love and his arms hold me; He was in the distan

Still Here
I apologize for not being able to comment & rate like I have been doing. I just started a new job and I'm working anywhere from 10 - 14 hrs. a day sometimes more. Please bear with me, I havn't forgotten anyone. It'll just take me some time to get back to you. Thank you all for being so understanding, you are true friends.

Alook
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com The beauty of a kiss The touch of a hand The heat of the night The passion grows A look in the eye A sentiment of lust A powerful emotion A sense of passion Feelings of fervidness Feelings of affection Feelings of embrace Feelings of desire A burning sense of passion makes the night never end. The love they have for each other, is shown this night.

Oowwwww....
Hi... God i feel rough as f*** today. i woke up with a splitting ear ache and a banging headache, the worst thing is i haven't even been drinking. I wouldn't of given a shit it i had done something that was worth the pain but i ent i just been working...bummer. Anyway, enough self pity. lol I did a night shit last night at work. A night shift at my place is very long as all the service users are in bed by around 9ish, so my night is spent cleaning, checking them every 30 minutes or so and watching TV. Though last night i thought f*** it I'm going to do some baking...lol... how gay does that sound.(no rudeness intended). So there i was at 2am this morning baking a fruit cake and a Victoria sponge. I made all my butter cream then sue who was next door doing the night on the other bungalow kept coming by and dipping her finger in and eating it, so i ended up having to make some more..lol And even if i say so myself both cakes came out looking great, and by the time i put the cream a

Destroying American Is Easy!!!
We know Dick Lamm as the former Governor of Colorado. In that context his thoughts are particularly poignant. Last week there was an immigration overpopulation conference in Washington, DC, filled to capacity by many of America's finest minds and leaders. A brilliant college professor by the name of Victor Hansen Davis talked about his latest book, "Mexifornia," explaining how immigration - both legal and illegal was destroying the entire state of California. He said it would march across the country until it destroyed all vestiges of The American Dream. Moments later, former Colorado Governor Richard D. Lamm stood up and gave a stunning speech on how to destroy America. The audience sat spellbound as he described eight methods for the destruction of the United States. He said, "If you believe that America is too smug, too self-satisfied, too rich, then let's destroy America. It is not that hard to do. No nation in history has survived the ravages of time. Arnold Toynbee o

About Morph Requests
OK I am noticing that people are not really paying attention to the information on my main profile so I am going to try to clear some things up here. When you request a Morph, its best to make sure to send me the URL's to the photos that you want morphed. The reason I ask this is so that you have the choice of what it will look like. Yes I could go to your profile and find some but there are 2 reasons that I stopped doing that. 1) It takes too long ... you know what you like and you are not being forward by telling me what you like. 2) I am not a mind reader. So tell me what you want to see that way you are happier with your design. So when you request a morph include 1) URLs of photos 2) Name to be put on Morph It is best to PM the request to me because things just get lost in that shout box.