so i seem to suck at board games the same way i suck at life.
i can't ever seem to do something right.
never have.
omg.
that just reminded of my childhood.
never being good enough.
shit, that put me through so much torment.
i hate it when things remind me of that.
if i could just vanish from existance, that would be grand.
then i wouldn't be a fucking burden on society.
fuck.