Razzamapple SSS's blog: "rantings of a quiet lunatic"

i LOVE waking up 2-3 hours BEFORE my alarm goes off for work! it's really my FAVORITE thing in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD. shyeah right... thanks roomie for texting rick at 2:30 AM to tell him that there's a warrent out for his arrest and the cops are looking for him. make us worry and not fall back asleep. (even tho i TIRED to) then thanks jamey for talking loudly to him cause he got up. really honestly, i don't like sleeping, and i'm not a super mega bitch when i don't get my sleep...

i'm so sick and tired of having roommates! i need a new fucking job that has more hours so we can kick them out. so fucking irritated that EVERY NIGHT they fucking WAKE ME UP with their fucking loud ass voices and the TV loud as hell. this time they woke me up just 2 hours before i had to wake up for work. i tired going back to sleep, but seriously what's the fucking point? by the time i would've fallen asleep i would have to wake up again. so now i'm up, PISSED, and i feel like i have to puke from lack of sleep. thanks a lot you fucking assholes!!

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are you serious? my interest rate on my credit card went up. i pay my bill on time, and most of the time i pay more than minimum. sometimes i put money towards my balance more than just when my bill is due. the interest rate went up at least 5% like i can afford that. in other news, one of our room mates told me that one of the bars he works at is hiring a new bartender and they want one with no experience. thing is....it's a strip club. obviously we could use the money. but i'm not sure if i want to stare at naked women. they say it doesn't get that busy, but busy enough to get tips. but there's naked women, old men, and a lot of hispanics. it's more hours than my current job, dollar less an hour, but tips... its something to think about.

You know how this works. Make a list of 10 things not obvious to the 'net world. They should be quirky/odd/bizarre/random as hell. Then, at the end of your blog, tag 5 friends. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying "you're it!"... 'cause then they won't know to blog some interesting factoids about themselves & tag their friends & keep the vicious cycle going. heh. 1) i need to build my new dvd tower, cause i ran out of room AGAIN :s 2) i want to live in washington cause they don't have income tax. 3) i hope rick will go through with his plans of going to helicopter school. 4) aparently i started talking in my sleep... 5) we are hopefully getting a free car from some old people who live in my parents neighborhood 6) wants to lose weight, but is WAAAAY too lazy, and lacks motivation 7) i need to see a chiropractor. 8) i cleaned my desk today...it's been messy for months... :s 9) i started to follow a trend...i got a pair of big sunglasses.. 10) i need to go through all my crap and throw out the stuff i don't want/don't need. I tag (i bet no one will do this): Trixy Abbazabba zacthewac color blind crimes and.........anyone else who wants to do it...

ugh. i'm so damn lonely. and B O R E D. every night lately rick's been coming home and falling asleep. kevin and marlow sleep ALL DAY in the living room. and tashauna hardly ever comes out of her room anymore :( she also sleeps most of the day too. but it seems like i'm pretty much by myself all the time anymore. it's making me horribly sad... even when kevin and marlow are up they just seem to be bothering me a lot lately. i'm not sure if i'll be able to handle living with them permenetly... but i also don't think we can afford a place by ourselves... and tashauna's moving back to kennewick. i really need to find a new job. i've decided that i want a job where i don't have to work on weekends or holidays. i'm tired of not getting weekends off. specially now that rick does. so i was thinking like an office job or something, but they all want you to have at least one year of experience. HOW THE HELL ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO GET EXPERIENCE IF NO ONE WILL LET YOU GET ANY?!?!?! that has been one of my biggest issues for a long long time now, as some of you know. ugh. i hate this. i want my life to be so much better but i don't know how to fix it.

i hate it when people crash an hour or two before i go to work (7am) and are STILL sleeping when i get home. cause usually there's someone ALWAYS sleeping in the living room. either it be tashauna our roommate or one of our friends. but i just wish that they would try to go to bed a bit earlier. cause when i get home i can't do anything! can't watch tv, can't turn on lights, ugh :S and i can't go into my bedroom cause rick's usually sleeping in there. he works grave yards. but still i hate sitting in front of the computer for 2-3 hours before anyone wakes up :s it's so damn boring!! :( well that's it, i just wanted to complain, mainly cause i'm bored and have nothing else to do...sigh...

so some of you may or may not know, that i did finnally get a new job, about a month or so ago. it's at the Travel Centers of America in Troutdale, i do housekeeping. well shortly after i started i talked to my boss and told him i was interested in the bookkeeping job that was open (SOOOO sick of housekeeping) he told me that i can do some filing and small jobs, untill he finds some one to replace me in housekeeping, i said ok. well i haven't really been able to do too much of the filing and what-not cause either they haven't had anything for me, or Lorena (the other housekeeper) hasn't been there, cause something happened with her mom and she had to go to mexico for a week. so i've been doing it by myself and haven't had time to do anything for them. well aside from that, Lorena has the weekends off, and i have tue, and wend. off. well, i'll just say this....WEEKENDS SUCK ASS!!! i have to be there at frickin 8am. NO ONE that stays in this hotel gets up that early! and i really don't have anything else to do, so i sit around like a frickin lump not doing a damn thing. and it's SERIOUSLY frustrating. i really don't see why i have to be there that early. i've tried talking to my manager about it, but he wants me there that early, for god knows why...i can't stand it, it's a waste of MY time and THEIR money. i don't see the point. i really don't. maybe ONE day on the weekend, cause i only get between 3-5 hours on either of the weekend days. so why not cluster that all into ONE day? say sunday? all we have to do is make sure all the rooms are cleaned on friday and they'll have plenty of rooms to rent for the next couple days. there are more people who stay during the week than the weekend anyways since it's a truck stop and not a regular hotel...but i mean, wouldn't that make more sense?

today was kick ass. met a friend downtown at Powell's City of books. (YAY books!) then we headed off to the ZOO! ^.^ (<3 the zoo) sure it was raining, but we decided to be tourist-y and use umbrellas (usually the use of an umbrella to a true oregonian is a sin.) so we played around at the zoo all day, and watched a polar bear chew and try to squish this white plastic barrel (and he was REALLY getting into it too...) it was funny. but after that i asked diana if i could get a lift back to the coast with her since i needed to pick up my car and drop some silver coins off at my mom and dad's (she said sure since she lives a block away from my parents) so i drop off the coins spend some time with my parents then go over to rick's parents to pick up my car and drive home. i got home maybe 20 min ago. (12:30ish am) what a great day ^.^

so i seem to suck at board games the same way i suck at life. i can't ever seem to do something right. never have. omg. that just reminded of my childhood. never being good enough. shit, that put me through so much torment. i hate it when things remind me of that. if i could just vanish from existance, that would be grand. then i wouldn't be a fucking burden on society. fuck.