ugh. i'm so damn lonely. and B O R E D.
every night lately rick's been coming home and falling asleep.
kevin and marlow sleep ALL DAY in the living room.
and tashauna hardly ever comes out of her room anymore :(
she also sleeps most of the day too.
but it seems like i'm pretty much by myself all the time anymore.
it's making me horribly sad...
even when kevin and marlow are up they just seem to be bothering me a lot lately.
i'm not sure if i'll be able to handle living with them permenetly...
but i also don't think we can afford a place by ourselves...
and tashauna's moving back to kennewick.
i really need to find a new job.
i've decided that i want a job where i don't have to work on weekends or holidays.
i'm tired of not getting weekends off.
specially now that rick does.
so i was thinking like an office job or something,
but they all want you to have at least one year of experience.
HOW THE HELL ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO GET EXPERIENCE IF NO ONE WILL LET YOU GET ANY?!?!?!
that has been one of my biggest issues for a long long time now, as some of you know.
ugh.
i hate this.
i want my life to be so much better
but i don't know how to fix it.
