Ok so here I sit. I'm in a blur kinda. I want to do something but not sure what it is. It's almost as if I'm on edge for some reason. Where is the suspense coming from? I'm crazy I guess. But what I do know is that I can't seem to find that one woman. That one that will be at ease. Not want to debate my every word. To give me my space as I give her hers. Keep up with sex and respect herself. Understands that sometimes my mind is fucked but my intentions are always good. Put me in their ex-boyfriend shadow. That's just the worse. How would she like it if I was to complain all day to her about my ex's? But I wouldn't stoop to that even if I had the fair chance to justify it. So I guess the point in this ramble is that I need to get a grip on myself and just lay back. Hopefully a nice decent woman will come to me this time and respect me for who I am and what my goals and plans are. Sex is great but I am no whore, so that is not a factor. Though I will admit and say that she must be able to keep pace because I like to go for a bit. Anywoo, Peace, Salam, Fridden, Der Frieden, La Paix, Shalom, Shanti Bengali...For the Aliens, I'm a liberal. =]
