41 Year Old
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Male
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From Summerville, SC·
Joined on January 8, 2007
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Born on July 7th
17
6 a.m. Christmas morning. No shadows, No reflections here. Lying cheek to cheek In your cold embrace.
So soft and so tragic As a slaughterhouse. You press the knife Against your heart. And say, "I love you, so much you must kill me now."
I love you So much You must kill me now.
If I was your vampire, Certain as the moon, Instead of killing time, We'll have each other Until the sun. If I was your vampire, Death waits for no one. Hold my hands Across your face, Because I think Our time has come.
Digging your smile apart With my spade-tounge. The hole is where the heart is. We built this tomb together, And I won't fill it alone. Beyond the pale Everything is black, No turning back.
If I was your vampire, Certain as the moon, Instead of killing time, We'll have each other Until the sun.
If I was your vampire, Death waits for no one. Hold my hands Across your face, Because I think Our time has come
Blood-stained sheets In the shape of your heart, This is where it starts... Blood-stained sheets In the shape of your heart, This is where it starts. This is where it will end. Here comes the moon again.
6:19 and I know I'm ready Drive me off the mountain. You'll burn, I'll eat your ashes. The impossible wheels seducing Our corpse.
If I was your vampire, Certain as the moon, Instead of killing time, We'll have each other Until the sun. If I was your vampire Death waits for no one. Hold my hands Across your face Because I think Our time has come.
Beyond the pale Everything is black No turning back. Beyond the pale Everything's black No turning back.
This is where it starts. This is where it will end. Here comes the moon again.
This is where it starts. This is where it will end. Here comes the moon again.
Here comes the moon again
Here comes the moon again
Welcome.
41 Year Old
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Male
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From Summerville, SC·
Joined on January 8, 2007
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Born on July 7th
Interests
Music
I hate rap
Movies
Idols
Video Games
We as a people need to see what life is and what it has to offer. No longer should we constrain ourselves to the chains of the "normal" socological ideal that doesn't even exist and furthermore isn't even truly followed. Jobs, homes, small-talk, they are all just tools used by man to seem stable and "normal." Without them we would seem "odd." And what's wrong with odd? Odd is okay so long as happiness is linked. "normal" is a painful burden that creates nothing but strife and sorrow. To roam through life pretending to enjoy the pain. No one can say that they arn't frustrated with following the stream of stupid ideals of the financial strains of society. Money is the root of evil and the social currency, not just for goods, but for acceptance. To be "cool" requires money, to be "normal" requires money, to be stable requires money, to be taken seriously requires money. There are no new philosopers, it's all money, without money to pay for college and a home, and a car, no one will ever take you seriously. Humans are numbers now, we aren't people, we are drones carrying on our lives as if we are blind. Happiness as a future goal is seen as stupid, to suffer is to survive through life, the burecratic nessecities for travel and lodging makes it impossible to be free. To be watched and scrutinized for beliefs is the norm of society. Work is getting harder to find for those who live by an honorable code, a code of happiness without the importance of money or acceptance. Life and fufillment has nothing to do with money, has nothing to do with social acceptance, it has everything to do with doing what you think is right and true, it has to do with love and honor and the ability to go to sleep with a smile hoping for the morning instead of dreading it. Living without having to self-medicate to ease the pain and stop the "insane" thoughts of frustration and sorrow concerning how "other people" are stupid and live in a mindless antfarm. We say we are evolution at it's best, but you take a human and a wild dog, who do you think is the happier one, they can sleep anywhere and eat almost anything, we have to have shelter and have the mindset of being better then the next human, which is the only thing we as a people seem to hold sacred anymore. Look at television and all the reality shows that have been flooding the airways, we are more excited and interested in someones else's life and humiliation then taking a look inward and see ourselves as ourselves. No one sees inner beauty anymore, it's all clothes, plastic surgery and mtv. People being celebrated for selling their beliefs and likeness for the highest bidder so more people can get an idea for what they are suppose to be like. There are no guidelines for living no guidelines for being different, no guidelines for being human, we have lost our way as a people, lost our way by denying our emotions and natural beliefs, the natural feeling of honor, honesty, commitment, and loyalty. If there was a god, I'm sure he knows that we are his greatest dissappointment, using war and "expendible" lives for the sole purpose of money. Using a box to control the masses, and it's working, and we are the ones that should look down upon, we are the ones that are odd and different, well I'd rather be spat upon by the "norms" then live my life saying to everyone, especially myself, that this is life and I have to just deal, well I may have nothing and I may be strange and failed at almost every attempt to make something of myself, but with all that, I have found that when I smile its never fake.
taking everything day by day
