Fubar Blog Posts 4

Help Me Please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where are my friends, fans and family memembers? I am in my very first contest and need some help majorly!!! I am way behind and know that some of my friends can help me get caught up quick!!!!!!!!!!!! Please help me and most of you know I will gladly return the favor anytime!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank kewlrunning!!!!

Don't Be Afraid
Don’t Be Afraid Yes baby, I know it's late and if you want me to leave, just say so. The beating of your heart inside you chest says no, and your voice still has yet to say go, so I want you to let it flow. Don't be afraid. No baby, I have no intentions of hurting your or breaking your heart, I wouldn't be here if you didn't know that from the start. Now let down your hair, let those braids fall apart. Don't be afraid. Yes baby, I think you're sexy, even if all I had was your body next to me I could never consider myself vexed see? Now play that Rod Stewart, yeah, If You Think I’m Sexy. Don't be afraid. No, I want to undress you slow, I want to see everything on your from your forehead to your toe, and leave the lights on. Don't be afraid. Yes, I know the ice feels good with my tongue, I can hear the breath filling up your lungs, ignore the telephone that just rung this is your night, let your song be sung. Don't be afraid. No, I didn't know you were that wet, but I w

Thoughts Bleeding Out....
Right now, at this very unique moment in time, I am trying to conquer a nose bleed that has lasted for the past three hours. I only get these when I'm completely stressed out and on the verge of a complete breakdown. So I know what's coming and if I don't write it out I'm going to be screwed. See, I can't take an hour to calm down or regroup. I have to pack. Of this 13 room house, no one room is finished. I'm under the gun because the lawyer/executor of my mother's will is a real cocksmoker. I stand to lose EVERYTHING belonging to me and my mother if I don't move.... FAST! This weekend is the big move. I've got several friends coming to help out. No, they are more than friends, they are my family. These very few people are the people who are always there for me. ALWAYS. They know me the best and always have my best interests at heart. They all calm me in their own ways, which I need right now. It's not that I have to move that is stressing me to this point. I've moved a zillion

Can A Relationship Survive A 3some?
The cool answer (ffm) is yes. The obvious answer is no. I've seen so many more couples do this. Just wondering whatver eveyones experience has been. Obviously there needs to be a strong foundation in the relationship to let another woman in. Major trust and of coarse your lady needs to be at least bi-curious. At what point does it go wrong? How can it be kept from going wrong?

Crescent Hotel
The Crescent Hotel and Spa, sometimes called “The Grand Old Lady of the Ozarks” is located in Eureka Springs, near Beaver Lake in northwestern Arkansas. Designed by architect Isaac L. Taylor, the hotel was built atop West Mountain between 1884 and 1886. Eureka Springs was well known for the “healing waters” that flowed from the nearby mountain springs. It became so popular that in the late 1880’s, the Frisco Railroad built a special line to it. The Crescent Hotel was built to accommodate the many visitors to the area. Billed as “America’s most luxurious resort hotel,” it was built with all the finest modern conveniences. While the hotel was under construction, “Michael,” an Irish stonemason fell from the roof and died from his injuries. His body landed right on the spot where room 218 was being built. Room 218 soon became one of the “hot spots” of paranormal activity. Guests of the Crescent Hotel have called it, “the most haunted place in the Ozark Mountain region.

House Arrest
Okay, so Friday I started my house arrest for 30 days. Woo Hoo, yeah what fun right? Well I can still leave 7am to 7pm freely. So it's not that bad. He is going to have to change it to later in the evening if they want me to go to A.A. meetings too. The latest are at 8pm and having to be there for an hour and the drive home to take in account for will probably give me till 10pm to get home. Since I will be going to college still I'm going to be pretty busy. I know most of everyone here is not local or close to me but ya ever wanna come visit and keep me company the door is open and the swimming pool is clean! Drop me some love all over me and my page. Take care my peeps! ]V[assacre

Housing
So I think that I was able to solve my housing problem up at school. I will be living with a random roommate who sounds kinda nerdy on the phone, but it beats being homeless. I'm not cut out for the homeless life, I need to shower every few days to stay fresh or else I really start to stink.

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succ

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex (written By A Woman So Dont Get Mad At Me)
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex (written by a woman so dont get mad at me) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over hi

I'm Just Me
I'M JUST ME AND THAT'S ALL I CAN BE, NO MORE, NO LESS, NO SECOND GUESS. I LAUGH, I LOVE, I LIVE, I CRY AND SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I WOULD DIE. SOME DAYS I'M FUNNY, OTHER DAYS I'M NOT. SOME DAYS I'M IN OVERDRIVE, AND I CAN'T STOP. YOU MAY NOT LIKE ME BUT THAT'S OKAY, THIS IS ME AND THIS IS HOW I'LL STAY. TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, SMILE WITH THE SAD, LOVE WHAT I'VE GOT AND REMEMBER WHAT I HAD, ALWYAS FORGIVE AND NEVER FORGET, LEARNED FROM MISTAKES BUT NEVER REGRET. PEOPLE CHANGE, THINGS GO WRONG ... I JUST REMEMBER LIFE GOES ON!!

Poem I Wrote Years Ago
i wrote this poem years ago, and well it seems like it the same feeling has found me yet again The Sounds Of Lost Love Once raging, the sounds of the thundering heart are much fainter now. Quieted violently by the piercing words of one so desired. Tears of depression roll over tattered cheeks, as the sounds of lost love echo throughout the caverns of a distraught mind. Wounded deeply, the soul sinks into submission. While the deathly numbness of solitude creeps up, overtaking the body. He is left to die, all alone, in his damp, dark world. The lost soul would remain just that, lost. Left to roam this pitiful merciless world forever.

I Will Be Leaving Soon!!!!
I get 1 pay check a month and cant afford a VIC... And I am in another contest and haveing a realy hard time.... Sitting for long periods of time is making me in some really bad physical pain with my illnesses.... I have been trying soo very hard in this contest I am in now Like my other one.. I have to be on it 24/7 and my body just cant do it.... im sorry im not healthy physically like the rest of you..... I work hard to try to go in contests and win blasts and VIC'S... I try very hard.....I dont expect anyone to buy me anything.... But I cant win any contests of mine that I am in.. Because I am in more serious physical pain with my spine back and body.. I also have pin/screws and metal in me also.. So im sorry... I have tried in contests. but it requires alot of sitting for me in my own contest I enter to win a VIc.. and I cant do it... Laugh all you want.... I dont care...And My profile is Useless now.. Cant upload any more pics reached the limit it said since my Vic ended

Mossy :)
"true love waits in haunted attics and true love lives on lollipops and crisps..." `radiohead What the fuck? Im turning emo. Me: Yesterday's Rising? (band) Rommel: Yeah...they're pretty tight. Me: So, what are they? Rommel:They're emo core. Me: EMO CORE? Rommel: Yeah, hard core emo.. HAHAHAH. What the fuck. weird.

Befor Bed
My love for you is undieing That is why deep down inside im crying This love I feel is so true It runs through me through and through Fate has given us another chance We must make this true and last We complet each other in such away That in my heart i will never stay In the hopes I may wake to see your smileing face another day.

Depressing Poetry
I'm trying to live in a world full of mistakes, things from my mind that which cannot be erased. I seem to find the things that would make the most miserable in life, always the things that make me shed me a tear or two. Broken hearted with a secret life. When you see me I'm smiling but inside I'm drowning. I'm dying slowly and the pain hurts less and less, as I give up more and more. Each day I'm put to the test. Every time I think that the black hole as an end, I'm caught up in the world pool once again. I've given up all hope to find the happiness I long to hold, I've given up on the thing I use to want most because all there is... Are unfaithful truths to behold. I've tried so hard that I'm sick of trying; I'm mentally exhausted and physically dyeing. I've given up on the hope that I'll be happy one day... Just one quick slice... Please make the pain go away. I long to have the thing I've given up on and I long to never think about it again. I wish that for once... I could win. Eit

The Two Wolves
A cherokee elder was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, a fight is going on inside me. It is terrible fight and it is between two wovles.... one wolf represents fear! anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego... The other stands for joy! Peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith... this same fight is going on inside you and inside every other person too. They thought about it for a minute...Then one child asked his grandfather Which one will win? the old cherokee replied, the one you feed.

It Is Beter To Burn...
I will pursue my dreams and what makes me happy -- life's too short. I will allow time for me today. I may even get my fifteen minutes of fame by seeking recognition from others and striving to sparkle in the limelight. Sometimes it's better to burn out than to just fade away.

Moronic Ppl On This Site
what the fuck is up with the people on this site... it clearly says im a male on my profile yet i get stupid fucking guys(most likely virgins living in their moms basement that think theyre pimps because they constantly hit on girls on the internet) hit on me thinking im a female its really annoying the shit out of me... sure i have long hair but that doesnt make me female and it sure as fuck doesnt make me gay... START READING PROFILES YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!!! ok im done

Sinus Pressure...
I woke up this morning with some nasty sinus pressure. It all feels like it is on the right side of my face. There is pressure above and below my right eye. I am calling in sick from work. I dont trust my attention to be there for driving safely into work.

Annoyin Ppl... :d 08/13/07
Yeah.. so... tonight was great.. not.. lol There were like 8 or more boys staying w/ these three older ppl... they were all like 15-18 and one girl that was like 14... mmhmm i let them all go swimming as long as they were quiet yea they were swimin til like 4am.. and there was this kid named mason pissed me right off.... i smacked the fucker! haha really hard on the back of his head.. he probably dont remember either... He kept goin in the office and lookin on my comp one time at porn haha.. and he left a pizza in there yeah i totally jacked it.. haha there was one kid that was really nice and kept talkin to me i dont know his name but his gf was there.. which they didnt even act like they were dating.. lol he kept askin me to go swimmin w/ him and stuff... and kept talking to me he also bought me a energy drink.. not the one i wanted but he said he oculdnt find it and made his friend go to every gas station lol ... but he picked out a pretty good one never had it befor

Frogs
By LIZ HULL - More by this author » Last updated at 01:02am on 26th June 2007 As a way of getting yourself a date, it would raise more than a few eyebrows nowadays. But for those desperate to win a lover in Elizabethan Britain, burying a dead frog in an anthill at a cross roads and putting it's bones in a river was apparently a sure fire way to secure a woman's heart. The bizarre spell has been unearthed in a unique handwritten book of 400-year-old magic due to be auctioned next month. Found among the effects of controversial artist Robert Lenkiewicz, who died five years ago aged 60, the "manuscript grimoire" provides an extraordinary number of conjurations, incantations, signs, portents, spells and folk remedies from the late 16th century. The anonymous author describes how to use magic not only to find a lover, but also to help find treasure or even prevent theft and punish robbers. According to the book, the best way to win a woman is for a man to "take a frog and

Other Peoples Kids.. Ughh
lets see its 5:50 am. I was just woke up by someone knocking really hard on my door...My dogs are barking up a storm... I answer the door and its my children's friend.. "Hey can i speak to breanne" WTF are you talking bout kid.. My children are sleeping... Oh well i just wanted to say Hi before i went to school... Who the hell goes to school at 6 o'clock in the morning!! Fucking bullshit! So im awake and id rather be still in my bed dreaming of sugar plums! UGH Other peoples KIDS!!!

Deep Hurt.....
A Life Cut Too Short By: Sharon Gay Watson Words cannot express how I feel today, A friend to me has passed away, He allways cared and made me smile, For this man I would walk a mile. You never know how much you miss him, Till those words hit home and that light grows dim, The hugs, the kisses, the many a long hour, He was allways my rock and he gave me so much power. I could face each day, but what about now, I know I must....but do not know how, I love him so much, I miss him more than I can say, He will be mourned in each and every way. He was like a brother, strong and true, The man never thought of himself, only of you, Sleep my friend, rest in peace, till we meet again soon, You are in my thoughts, my dreams, and in the light of the moon. ************************************************************************************ A dear friend to me has passed on. I will miss him so much. Just never knew it would hurt like this. We talked every day, eve

Can You Believe This Guy?
Name: Ben Meyer ID: benmeyer2006 Status: lying jerk. so yeah... I met this guy here... and it was pretty funny- my instincts told me not to trust him, and they were nothing but right. The minute I wasn't falling for his lies, he started doing the same hardcore "I love you" speech to another girl... What's funny is... I would have never bothered to check had she not checked me out. He might not have gotten caught... and he'd be playing two women at the same time. Who knows how many other girls he's giving the same speech to. So ladies... if you meet this guy- his name is Ben... he's from Canada. He says he works in some high-end business and he's moving at the end of the month to whatever state YOU live in... and he wants to wine and dine you- maybe even give you a high paying secretarial job for like 150,000 bucks a year... like he offered me. The truth? He's listed as an Avon Representative- the last I knew, they didn't make that much a year themselves let alone be able to pay

X-box
The most wonderful thing I have ever experienced is my son finding joy for himself rather than depending on me for it. A few days ago, a friend of mine bought him the center of his life's joy, an X-box. It was used so it came in a different box. So I make him wait almost 24 hours before he can even play it. He's chomping at the bit and it's almost like a nicotine fit. So, he comes home from school yesterday and I open it up and go to plug it in. To my chagrin, I find that there was no power cord, a basic necessity, in the box. My son loses his mind screaming and crying. (Remember, he has autism... it is very difficult for him to use words to express disappointment and frustration) I look up the number for the place where we bought it and give them a call. I explain the situation... how I don't have a receipt because it was a gift and so on. They told me to just pack it all back up in the box and bring the box to them. I get there, the clerk opens the box and said "Huh? It should

Homework?
Today, I went to a parent teacher conference about my oldest son. For some reason, I dont think the teachers like me to much. I personally think that homework for the sake of homework is prima facia evidence that teachers do not adequately schedule their time. You have them for 8 hours. Ive solved HOMICIDES in less time, yet you find it necessary to cut into the child's free time to "make a point"? What is that? If they have a test, fine. STUDY! If they need more practice, fine. But this "Ok, its monday and here's your homework because IM the adult and I say so?" Um........yea ok whatever. And please, DONT TELL ME "I have 100 kids to look after". Would a firefighter put out one room if your house was burning and say "sorry, but I had flames in the kitchen to deal with. Didnt get to the rest of the house". Nope. WOuldnt be acceptable. I understand you have a tough job. I wouldnt want it. But do not presume to tell me that you dont have the time to do your damn job.

Now This Is Interesting ....
Today's Horror-scope: How's your love life? It picks up somewhat today, even if you think it's as hot as it could be. See if you can find a new way to express your feelings -- or a new way to meet possible mates. Does that mean I'm going to get lucky?

My Saddest Day...
August 14 of my 16th yr,my mom died of a massive heart attack at the age of 48.She wuz my best friend,we we're amazingly close.She wuz a beautiful lady inside and out and i miss her so damn much! Love you mommy-c u on the other side...xoxoxox

Tasers !!
Taser > > Classic...don' t tell me you can read this without laughing... > > > (Only a guy would do this!) A guy who purchased his lovely wife > a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : > > Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a > little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a > 100,000-volt pocket/purse- sized taser. The effects of the taser were > supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an > assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a > gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! > > Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I > loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was > disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button > AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the > blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and

Arkansas Razorbacks Football
Ok, so apparently Marcus Monk is out for four to six weeks with a knee injury. Not a good start for the Hogs. Luckily they have the second week of the schedule off so maybe that will give him all the time he needs to rehab. This is just another addition to the horrid offseason the Hogs have had. All of the off the field issues with Houston Nutt, Mitch Mustain and Damian Williams have caused a complete shitstorm in the world of Arkansas Football. It seems like the entire program is resting, at least theoretically, on the shoulders of Casey Dick and Darren McFadden. I do not envy McFadden in the least. If he has a less stellar season than last some will claim his dominance last year was a fluke. If he performs just as well, but not better, some will say that he is not a NFL level player and has hit his peak. If he completely destroys his numbers from last year he will be the golden boy with heaps of praise and the highest of expectations come draft time. Is McFadden the b

Undergo Pain
Everybody lied. Every twisted mind. Stare at them. How rational I am. All my past. Slip away fast. Stare at them. How gloomy I am. When will it come to an end? I would be ecstatic, if life stopped teasing me. Will you help me fight them off? All the things are killing me. Help me go through the dark and evil, and share the depression with me. Oh,my lord help me with my pain. I'm dying,again.

What Are We Looking For
how do we really know when we have found our soulmate. what are we looking for in that person are we looking for how much money they have or how good looking they are. i think we are looking for that person who has a deep love for things in life at least that is what i'm looking for. how do we know this person we could talk to them every day and then maybe they leave use before we realize that is the person for use. i think everyone has something specail about them and yet i'm lost for the one true love of my life. i dont know if i have found her because of the people who like to play and get you to crush them or just rate them. i dont have a problem with that i like to be able to rate such wonderful people and make great new friends that way. i love to learn about people and see things from there eye's . the wonderful things they do and have done. i hate that most people on here think we re here to see nude pics and things like that. i'm no angel but i really just want to know the per

Thank You All
Ok everyone I am off to go see my dad. I will try and update when I can to let you all know whats going on. I may have my girl Buffy come on here and update for me if I can not get to the computer. I hope you all have a good week. Thank you all very much for the warm wishes and for keeping my family in your prayers. It means a lot to me. Take care Luvs & Hugs Missy

Why I Love Pro-wrestling.
One thing about me that people are more often than not suprised to find out, is that I am a huge pro-wrestling fan. I started out when I was a kid with The Undertaker and Hulk Hogan, and took a very long hiatus. I started hanging out with guys who watched it my senior year of high school, but as soon as I saw my beloved 'Taker hanging out with Limp Bizkit of all people, I seriously got really disguisted with the sport. (To the fellow fans who are reading this: I had no clue about the whole "indie" underground scene, so don't jump on my case just yet. ) I was, am, and forever will be a guy's girl. I'll take a six pack of beer and pizza/chicken wings over some fancy restaurant any day of the week. I am not all that into football, but I did start watching and paying attention to it just last year, so I know a little bit about it. In fact, I started paying more attention to sports in general just last year. Knowing what I know now, I REALLY wish someone would have clued me int

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity*** 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "in." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9 As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order diet water with a serious face whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 14.

Miracle To Me
So come on off of your rooftop Come on down to the street Ive got something to tell you Your secret I will keep Tell me why have you been crying Why wont you look me in the eye Im just trying to help you I just need to know why Please wont you let me try Be my secret Be my joy Be a miracle to me Be my lover Be my friend Be a miracle to me I want to sleep in your moonglow In my mind youre smile I keep Head over heels I go Like a dream from a peaceful sleep This time I know Im in deep Be my secret Be my joy Be a miracle to me Be my lover Be my friend Be a miracle to me

Don't Know Anymore
THERE IS NEVER PLEASING ANYONE MORE, YOU TRY TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE AND YOU GET NOTHING BACK IN RETURN, SO NOW I'M NOT DOING ANYONE ANYMORE FAVORS. ALSO I'M SORRY I;M NOT ON MUCH ANYMORE AS I WORK MORNINGS AND AFTERNOONS ( TRYING TO MAKE EXTRA MONEY ) SO I MIGHT BE HERE AND I MIGHT NOT. AFTER BEING ON THE COMPUTER FOR WORK ALL DAY I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE SITTING HERE ANYMORE. PLEASE FORGIVE IF THIS COMES OFF SOUNDING RUDE I DONT MEAN TOO, YESTERDAY I WASNT FEELING WELL STILL NOT ALL THAT BETTER BUT I'M HERE FOR BIT IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME HERE I'AM!!! LATER :) EDITED...WHAT I MEANT TO SAY WAS NO ONE SAYS THANK-YOU ANYMORE.

Every Mistake
Every Mistake--- When I walk away from hurting you, When I sat alone thinking of only you, When I stay away praying you noise I was gone, Did you see the tears I cried? One stream after another, The grief in my face with every fall, I love you written on them Did you see hurt you left me in? With my every dawdling movement, Impact of aching memories coming back, Every time I glance at you Did you feel the pain I felt? The stinging of my eye's The throbbing of my head The breaking of my heart But how could you, When you have your back turned to every fault, Every error, Every blunder, Every false move, Every wrong step, Every incorrect mistaken judgment, Every faulty aim, But you didn't have to make me feel your, Every Mistake--

August 14, 2007
Please Look A Little Deeper Please don't judge me by my face, By my religion or my race. Please don't laugh at what I wear, Or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper Way down deep inside, And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes, the secrets lie. Behind my smile, I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, And maybe you'll see, The lonely girl inside me. Please listen carefully to her, She'll show that she's insecure. Please try and be a friend to her, And show her that you care. Please just get to know her, And maybe you'll see, That if you look deep enough You'll see the real me. Wishing you a beautiful day my friend… {{{Hugs}}}

For The "friends" List Peeps
Do you not see me? Am I just a face in the crowd? At times I can be quiet and reserved, at other times, I can be crazy and loud. Am I simply an object you collect? Or is it easier for you to only send a request? It's a shame you miss out on it, because as a friend, I am the best. Behind the make-up, and the hair, behind the eyes and the smile, I'm just a girl looking for friends, people to sit and talk for a while. Mr. Heffner didn't pay me for my pics, therefore, I'm not a playboy centerfold. But I can offer the truest of friendship, from a heart that's lined with gold. If you were to give me a chance, I can promise that you would find, A woman with ALOT of personality, and a beautiful mind. So, now the choice is yours, Your responses, I encourage you to send, But I can guarantee in myself, you will find a life long friend.

Unexpected
I get into the cab and have him drive me to your place. I let myself in with the key you gave me weeks ago. I know I'll catch you by surprise, since I haven't used it in all this time.I fumble with the key, being a little nervous about doing this. The key works fine, and I lock the door behind me. I go straight to the bathroom. I get undressed and hop in the shower. I make sure to shave, so I'll be nice and smooth.After drying myself completely I lotion my arms and lower legs.It had been a long day for me even though it is relatively early I lay down for a nap. Thinking of you as I drift off to sleep. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I fall asleep with a big smile on my face. You enter your house and go about your normal routine. After your shower you walk into your bedroom and see me sleeping in your bed. You climb in quietly, so as to not startle me.You kiss me softly and I answer Mmmmmm Hello. You kiss me again even more passionately and waking a little I kiss you back. Smiling after the kiss

I Wanted Some Help
HELLO ALL, I WAS JUST WONDERING FOR YOUR OPINION ON A MATTER THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR A WHILE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. THERE IS THIS GIRL SHE IS MY SWEETIE AND I CARE ABOUT HER AND SHE HAS DONE STUFF FOR ME AND I THNAK HER FOR IT. BUT IAM I GUESS OLD FASHION WHEN IT COMES TO GUYGIRL RELASHIONSHIPS. THE GUY PAYS FOR EVERYTHING AND THE GUY CAN TAKE CARE OF HIMSLEF AND HER. I WANT TO PAY HER BACK AND I CAN\'T BECAUSE I HAVE NO JOB AND I CANT TAKE CARE OF MYSLEF LET ALONE PAY SOMEONE ELSE BACK. I MEAN I WILL WHEN I CAN AND I ALWAYS PAY PEOPLE BACK THAT HELP ME OUT. I GUESS I JUST DONT WANT HER TO LEAVE SHE SAID SHE WILL STICK WITH ME AND I HOPE SHE DOES BECAUSE SHE IS COOL AND FUN TO BE WITH AND CUTE TOO. EVERYONE THAT KNOW HOW IAM I HATE TAKING WELL HANDOUTS FROM PEOPLE BUT I DO APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I DONT FEEL LIKE A MAN WHEN I DO THATS WHY I HATE IT. I MEAN I HAD A GIRL BREAK UP WITH ME BECAUSE SHE SAID I WAS A LOSER AND LIVED OFF OF MOM. TRUST ME I WANT A JOB MO

If You Want To Live, You'll Do This Or Mr. Suburbia Frequenting Nightly Eateries
Yes, it's a morbid title today, but Martha applied the thumbscrews of guilt last night after I'd picked up dinner and forgotten to bring her a dessert from McDonald's. My rationale was that any ice cream I got would melt by the time Sarah and I got home. When I got home from work last night, Martha had been so busy riding herd on Sarah (who has hit the "terrible twos" six months early) after trying to get Jeffrey who now weighs 13 pounds and is 22.375 inches long) that offering to buy dinner was the best thing to do since she hadn't had a chance to start anything. Offering to take Sarah with me to get dinner won an emphatic thumbs up! So I got Sarah a plain hamburger, Martha the three-piece Chicken Selects value meal, and me the Two Cheeseburgers value meal (the idea behind that is convincing my stomach I'm eating more when I'm actually not) which I went large on -- is that the same as Super Size? -- as well as a cup of coffee and two Cherry Pies. Martha does not like McDonald's

How Is Sex Like Riding A Bicycle?
How Is Sex Like Riding A Bicycle? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time. 11. Once you learn, you never forget how. 12. If you fall off get right back on. 13. If you get a flat, try pumping it back up. 14. Remember to signal before you

Commuication In A Relationship
Communictaion is a very important thing in a relationship, if you don't talk to each other and learn about each other you have nothing. Your just going through motions. I know , because of past pains and mistakes people may find it hard to talk to each other and let each other know what they are about. I feel a relationship is sure to fail without this in it and in my opinion you might want to do it early on, so you know what makes a person what they are. What makes them react the way they do. Understanding is better then anything. A person might think your pprejuding them, but without letting them know you that is all you can do is go on your impressions. Not so much that you are prejudging them ,without knowing important things that make them who they are you really know nothing. Not dwelling on it, but at least knowing what makes them the person they are today. Well my belief anyways is you should be a friend before you become a lover, because with out being able to talk to someone

Stealing Is Wrong.
Do you think it's wrong to illegally download music, videos, and music? I'm NOT asking if you do it; I'm asking if you think it's wrong. Do you believe stealing ANYTHING is wrong? Do you believe that stealing from ANYONE is wrong? Do you believe that right or wrong simply "IS" and that it doesn't matter how many people agree whether a thing is right or wrong, that inside us we KNOW what is right or wrong? Care to read a 'discussion' I just had with someone on this site who will soon be off my friend list and was never on my fan list? I liked this person till he started justifying his wrong-doings with me in this manner. He also would not stop when I asked him to stop...perhaps because he is 26yo but I doubt that. I know many mature 26yo's who understand when someone says they are done with a topic and to stop, they stop. Pushing issues only makes things worse and brings it to the point where you cannot be friends at all. Things change from 'discussion' status to har

Tears
I wrote this a year ago to the day. It is for two ppl I loved an lost with in a week of each other. *two very good friends* Tears I have seen the years I have cried the tears, but through all there has always been you to be my stone an my shelter. With out you I am alone in this world of decet an hate an pain. I fear I have no one left to turn to. Out side I put up a front that I am strong that I am alright. But inside I slowly die a little more each day. To not see your smile on your face because some one you care for has walked into the room or just because you are happy to be alive, to not have you hold me an tell me it will be ok, to not hear your laugh because of some stupid thing I have done or a silly face made at you, to not be able to just sit there an call you cause I am bored or you are bored. I fell alone an broken with no one left to turn to. My heart feels shatterd as if it is in a million pieces an I can never put it back together. People say time will heal my heart

What The Fuck!!!!!!!
YO I WANNA KNOW IF THE PEOPLE ON HERE HAS THE MUTHA FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE ME AND TELL ME THAT MY BODY IS NSFW I WANNA KNOW WHO THE FUCK TAGGED 3 OF MY FUCKIN PICS NSFW IF YOU GOT THE FUCKIN BALL TO TAGGED IT HAVE THE FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE AND SAY IM A FUCKIN BITCH IF YOU DONT LIKE MY PIC DONT LOOK AT THE MATTER FACT DONT FUCKIN COME TO MY DAMN PAGE. BITCH ASS MUTHA FUCKERS THE MESSAGE IS TO WHO EVER TAGGED MY PICS NSFW AND IF YOU BOLD HIT ME UP

Something New And Interesting About Me
I have just starting writing a book... been comissioned to write it actually... It will be avout the difference between being a daddy and a father. All of us have fathers those who just provide the basic requirements of life (actually life itself), but there are a few that actualy provide more, they provide the love of life. These men are the daddys in a child's life. Be them the stepdad's or the man who adopts a child at birth or later when the mom re marries. This book is about those men, who come and take the whole package. My great grandmother married one of those, my dad was one, my husband was one and hopefully my daughter will find one. This book is part of who and what I am and I am writing it from the soul... It will take awhile to write, but as I write I will be looking for a publisher and readers to edit... if you know of any let me know via here and I will follow through... thanks to a great bunch of people.....

What A Woman Says, And A Man Hears...
What a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon, you and I need to clean, Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now!" What a man hears: "blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW"

Goodbye!!
Thanks to everyone who has been a good friend on here!!! I am deleting my account tomorrow.. Things have changed on here a lot and I am just really bored with it all!! if you don't weigh 115 pounds or belong to a "family" or are not married to someone on here then you just don't matter.. Thank You to my few true friends that I do have on here you know how to contact me!!

Adventures In Mummville
I have been on this site for about a year. I was here before MuMMs exsisted. I was here before MuMMs could get you points. I'm in the MuMMs all the time now. I don't consider myself a mummer or mummfolk. I am not a newbie to the mumms nor am I n00b. I have noticed that a lot of people who create MuMMs and a lot of people who comment on MuMMs (including "mummers") are very sensitive people. First off let's talk about the MuMM posters. Most of these people don't know what a MuMM really is. The MuMMs are a place for user to post questions that would help them make up their mind about a particular sibject, item, etc. It is not a place to post opinion polls or open ended questions. So questions such as What do you like better? Pepsi or Coke, are not MuMMs. These type of questions are opinion polls. Now a lot of these people get upset when someone tells them that this type of MuMM is dumb. Who cares? Its just the internet. Next I would like to talk about the mummers or mummfo

Thanks!!
I want to thank everyone that came and rated me and leveled me up. It was unexpected, but greatly appreciated THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! commentburner.com commentburner.com commentburner.com commentburner.com commentburner.com commentburner.com commentburner.com

The Rules??????????or Not
THIS AGREENEMT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over- unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9:00 pm- we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit- only mind blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions. Ex. " where are we heading with this?" "do you love me?" the answer is "NO", so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called the "backup" -unless you are from out-of-town, then its only a one-time thing. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk. However, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers. It's really none of your damn buisness. 10. No calling each other " friends with benefits" - we are not friends, just sex buddies. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is okay - dont be offended.

A Good Friend Of Mine, Likes This Song And So Do I.
Print: Faith Hill - This Kiss Lyrics print version I don’t want another heartbreak I don’t need another turn to cry I don’t want to learn the hard way Baby, hello, oh, no, goodbye But you got me like a rocket Shooting straight across the sky It’s the way you love me It’s a feeling like this It’s centrifugal motion It’s perpetual bliss It’s that pivotal moment It’s impossible This kiss, this kiss (Unstoppable) This kiss, this kiss Cinderella said to Snow White How does love get so off course All I wanted was a white knight With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse Ride me off into the sunset Baby, I’m forever yours It’s the way you love me It’s a feeling like this It’s centrifugal motion It’s perpetual bliss It’s that pivotal moment It’s unthinkable This kiss, this kiss (Unsinkable) This kiss, this kiss You can kiss me in the moonlight On the rooftop under the sky You can kiss me with the windows open While t

All An Bomb
good evenin family i want to thank each an everyone of you for all the help in my contest the most wanted i won will the help of the my family the nite hawks an the independents family members , the independents need our help so you all must go an show our love to them an bomb as if it was one of us , i will check to see whos thier love rubia

I Feel Like Im Taking Crazy Pills.
Im gunna make myself go crazy all i do is worry about being sick n dieing! Fucked up eh?Ive already gone for blood work and all came back fine,yet i stll worry!!!! Do you people have any suggestions on how i can relax?[and no i dont wanna fuck or suck cock] I NEED some REAL answers! Thx xoxo

Well Well Brew Can Mess Up Coffee I Messed Up
GEEZ MAYBE I'M IN NEED OF A ROBOT I MADE POPCORN FIRST BATCH GREAT , WTF , BREW MAKES A SECOND BATCH AND FRIES IT , SOME OF IT . YOU KNOW YESTERDAY WAS GOD BREW NEEDS PATIENCE TODAY GOD BREW NEEDS UMM MMMM OH DAM . I'LL BE STILL LOVE YA'S HUGS

Life...
....how virtuous you lead yourself into thinking you are. The wanting, the yearning, the lying, the cheating, the stealing of time that isnt yours to steal...looking at this little warm glow of love in front of your face..... Doesnt. Make. It. Real. No matter how much you want it to be.......its not. ..and how unfair is it to someone who loves you and cant hold you? Cant look you in the eye at the end of the day, give you a hug and say welcome home baby, how was your day? Cant take you to bed and show you how much they love you? That they cant share in your frustration of the same thing if anything, because of how far away they are? How fair is it really? No worries though.....because you'll do it day in and day out. Its clockwork, its habit, its hope. Hope that you havent completely fucked your life away and that there still may be some time to salvage a little happiness with someone you actually relate to and not the stranger no more than 30 feet from you in the next

Hummingbird
Hummingbird by Raindear816© (sweet lil wicked one) I was a hummingbird hovering freely over flowers of passion drinking deep from them. You knew words were my nectar. Luring me with a mixture of love, sexual innuendo, double entendres and clever repartee. Your fake red sweetness seduced me and I drank of it. You led me to believe I could remain free to fly while you embraced me. Instead you crushed my wings, and I plummeted to the ground. Now I am no longer free to fly but caged and disabled. Made to drink that sick concoction you call sweetness. It leaves me with a bitter taste.

Post
ok i know most of mine arent that importing. but still now and then i want an answer. and no except my gf ever looks at them and its starting to get annoying. why even have of friends if none of them talk to me. i am really thinkin about just deleting every1 from my friends list. like any1 will even read this or care if i do

Nsfw
Really some people have to grow up. Just had 4 images in the CLEAVAGE contest marked NSFW. Blocked two people that might have done it... THIS IS AN ADULT SITE whether you want to admit it or not. if you think it iisn't you really need to have your head examined because your fucking nuts...Ooops i said fucking, have to make this blog NSFW... Sometimes I hate living in this backwards sexually repressed country. Europe is so much more civilized...Does anyone pay attention to the sex crime comparison?? They have far far less then the U.S. Does....

Cutting
I want to cut my skin again I want to see the oozing red I want these feelings to be fed pain and scratches, veins are bled Dull the hurt and shut my eyes Feel the pain that I contrive Remind me I am indeed alive Feeling of peace must soon reside Need to let it out, let it go See the blood and watch it flow Mix it with my tears and see the show My drama, the peace it helps me know But why bother, nothing changes I could do it all and still be hating this life I feel, it's all abating Left right back here and I'm still waiting But all peace is gone and I can't find A safe place in my mind to hide I'm sitting here, I wonder why All my life... I've wanted to die.

Sexiest Look Contest
Please go here and leave as many comments as you can for my photo. They really dont have to say anything. A comment is a vote. And considering I am banned from making comments right now...I cannot even vote for myself like other contestants. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=508343&i=3290783881 Please copy and paste this into your own blog and share it with your freinds family and fans. MUUUUUUUUAAAAAHHHHH, Merrick

On The Wings Of Hope
As an ancient legend goes; If anyone desires a wish to come true, they must capture a butterfly and whisper that wish to it. Since butterflies make no sound, They can’t tell that wish to anyone but the Great Spirit, So by making the wish and releasing the butterfly, It will be taken to the heavens and be granted. Although this legend implies that we should keep our wishes silent, there are some wishes that need to be expressed out loud. To those that have been touched by the disease we are helping to fight today, We wish the caregivers strength and tranquility, and thank them for their gifted labor of love. We wish the survivors a long and happy life, and thank them for showing us how to fight with courage and determination. We wish those currently fighting the battle energy and hope, and thank them for showing us what true bravery is all about. And finally, we wish the victims peace and love, and thank them for the joy and happiness they brought to us. With this symb

Banned From Writing Mumms!
Now this is good, you write one mumm that someone doesn't like and BAM Error: you're not allowed to do this. yeah they BANNED me from writting them. people can have pics of thier penis out but i can't say people need to stop being whiny. oh this makes me laugh. apparently freedom of speech means nothing. well they could atleast give me my 100 fubar dollars back for the damn mumm!

This Is What Boys Do
a few nights ago he gets drunk and hits me up on aim professing his undying love for me so i call him up and we stay on the phone till four oclock in the morning and he tells me he hates drinking a few seconds ago he hits me up saying he can't remember anything from last night, that he went to a party and all he can remember is waking up with bloody knuckles his right arm and left leg hurt and theres a condom wrapper in his wallet he told me.........the shit that he fed me a few nights ago, made me feel like crap for leaving him, begged me to give him another chance and then he does this this is what boys do, they make themselves appear different from all the others but ultimatly they are the same

525
Ok. well as most of you know by now, I survived the dentist! Wooot! I thought I was gonna lay down and nap earlier - It wasn't happening. I just couldn't fall asleep. Well I just took some nyquill - So Im finally ready for bed now. Annnnnnnyways - I'm finally under 50,000 to level up. So Gimme a boost while I sleep? LOL Anyways - My fat ass is off to bed. I hope everyone has a great night. I'll see you all tomorrow.

Cheap Vodka
by Acid Bath. I blew my last five on a cheap fifth of vodka, Gonna kill somethin' There ain't nothing gonna stop us tonight, I know about confusion, Lets start a riot, Lets start a war, Everybody that you know is a whore. Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, I don't care, If there's gonna be blood, we'll be there. I know about confusion, Turn on all the lights, So I can watch it die, I'm gonna taste some blood, Before they close my eyes, Because I got the answer, One bullet. I know... how you feel. Cut out my eyes, So I can't see, The cold thing that's swallowing me. We're meat and that's it, So lets fuck it, fuck it, fuck it.

The Bigger They Are, The Harder They Fall....
Yah. So I have kind of a big heart. It falls fast and hard. I get too depressed and lonely at night. I'm thinking maybe taking two prozac a day. The dose I have isn't very much. Pills aren't the answer... I've dealt with this shit my whole life. I'm kinda sick of it. It's ridiculous. I know all the thuings I should be doiung, but I'm not doing them. So I guess I just bring much of this on myself. Why aren't I doing them? Fuck, I don't know. It's easier said, or known than done I guess. I've done other things that weren't exactly easy though. I kinda just let a girl I really liked, go. Too much drama and shit. I guess it's like the " If you love something let it go, if it loves you it will come back. " thing. So I guess hopefully eventually she will come back? nah, not really. It's too much to deal with. I need someone closer, and more secure. There has to be someone I like that would like me around here. They don't usually go door to door looking in people's basements though. So

Tears
if you see me cryin will u kno its me if my eyes are swollen will u ask if im ok i hang my head in mis belief and doubt will u bother to question me or let me just walk about will u only look at me when i turn away a tear falls down on the wet cold cement but noone will notice because they dare not care to look my tears will run slowly as if time will stop... finally i reach my destiny and my point of self destruct

????????? Why Me ????????????
~~~ GOD WHY ME ~~~ WHY DO PEOPLE SAY THEY WANT BE MY FRIEND.... THEN WEEK LATER TELL ME THAT THEY WANT END IT FOR A WHILE.. DO TO STUFF GOING ON IN THERE LIVES OR OTHER STUFF.... JUST BREAKES MY DAMN HEART.. I TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING BY BEING HONEST... AND IT FUCKING BACK FIRES IN MY FUCKING FACE. AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY IM SO FUCKING HARD ON MYSELF. AND WHY I CALL MY SELF A UGLY BITCH. I KNOW I AM AND TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME I'M NOTTTTTTT.. I KNOW BETTER.. SO, IF YOUR ONLY HERE TO BREAK MY HEART ,, THEN GO AWAY. ITS FUCKING BROKE ENOUGH NOW... IM NOT POINTING FINGERS HERE AT NO ONE... I'M JUST TIRED OF BEING HURTTTTTTTT.. I DO NOT DESERVE IT AT ALLLLL.. SO, HOPE I STILL HAVE FRIENDS AFTER THIS,,, IF NOT.. THEN GUESS YOU NEVER WERE MY FRIEND...... ~~~ GOD BLESS ALL ~~~

Lucky To Have Found It, Loved & Lost It
If you was once lucky enough to have found love then lost it then maybe you'll understand this bullentin and if you don't understand it, well then you've never loved EVER!! Go ahead read on... It occurred to me yet again today that he is still so far away,no matter the distance or the obstacles in my path i always swore someway, some day , some how that man would be mine.. Then you got to say to yourself sometimes " Self, what is it about this person that makes you crave with the utmost hungry you've ever experienced that makes you want this so badly?" Guess what self has no answer expect to say... Her eyes light up as of they were the brightest sky in the deep dark night shinning down on me and shed light on the path i now follow, her smile is so warm and conforting she could melt the glaciers in Iceland, her cheecks are a rose red from blushing when someone just merely mentions his name.. Her hearts skips not one but 2 beats when she hears his voice, has she gone mad?,

Threesome!
Yes! While banging the hell out of Susan last night I managed to convince her to have a threesome with me and Lynn. And she seemed really, really into the idea. :D Now I REALLY can't wait until Lynn get's back here in September! Oh the fun times that await! I get to have both of them...at the same damn time! Susan... and my lovely Lynn...

Show Happy Hour Host Soem Love
SHES ONE OF OUR LEVELERS PLEASE ALOT ARE MAXING RATES NOW STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE THANK HER FOR HAPPY HOUR AND FOR HELPING US ON LEVEL UPS SHES ACTUALLY HELPING NOW... Sultry™Princess*Wife/RL GF to BabyBoy-J*Wifey 2 Jessi*Founder of Gothic Rebels@ fubar

Bitch I Am From Alabama
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Alabama came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. this is some funny shit just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed c

Censored By The Admins..
can you freaking believe some of the shit i go through on this freaking site? I posted a mumm.. "why do people post stupid mumms" A) they are point hungry B)they want to be annoying It was removed because it was nsfw.. but you can talk about how you're gonna screw this bitch, or the best way to achieve a max high using a fucking bong or pipe.. and not get removed. oh these people are facist assholes.. I guess I can kiss my account goodbye.. so if I suddenly disappear you'll know why...

The Demon Inside
THE DEMON RELEASED... THE TORTURED SOUL, THAT SHOWS NO FEAR, IT SPEAKS IN DARKNESS FOR ALL TO HEAR. PAIN AND SORROW, INK'D ON THE PAGE, COMMANDING WORDS WITH ENDLESS RAGE. BLOOD SOAKED SOUNDS, WHISPER IN MY EAR, ECHOING SECRETS, THE DEMON APPEARS. THE DEMON LAUGING, ITS MENIACHAL NOISE, CUTTING AND SLASHING BRINGS HIM TORTUREOUS JOY. RIPPING INTO MY BODY, BLOOD BEGINS TO POUR, SCARS OF PLEASURE, HIS DEMAND FOR MORE. HE TEARS AT MY HEART, NOW NOTHING REMAINS, JUST BLOOD ON THE FLOOR, THE CARPET IT STAINS. HIS EVILNESS BOILS, THE ANGER ENSUES, MY MIND IS HIS PLAYGROUND, MY SOUL HE PERSUES. HIS POWER ELUDES ME, HOLDS MY LIFE IN HIS GRASP, BUT I EMBRACE THIS DEMON, SPEAKING HIS NAME AT LAST. HIS NAME IS FAMILIAR, HIS SPEACH RINGS TRUE, REFLECTING THE IMAGE, THE DEMON IS YOU. YOU SEE, YOU ARE THE DEMON, HIS TRAPPED SOUL INSIDE. FOREVER TOGETHER, THIS JOURNEY YOU'LL RIDE. this is dedicated to my very best friend...i love him like family...thank you

A Poem.. Just How I'm Feeling Right Now : (
these tears are streaming down my face everyday and everyway I find a way to disappoint myself why do I put myself through this hell? I'm afraid to put my heart on line its just too hard to define why I can't let myself trust anyone again even I know I could be happy in the end I just don't wanna get hurt again. -Jolene B. Aug. 15, 2007

I Fucking Hate Him
I’ve silenced it for all to long… The pain inside of me, And now, its so great That I can’t deny it any longer its surfacing, overwhelming me Eating away at my very being. The pain fills me with panic, Panic that wells up in my throat It eats away at my mind, It tears apart my soul I run, trying to hide But it finds me still I sit, in terror, thinking, flashing back Images of him coming at me, Flinching at the slightest movement As the fear rises in my throat. I relive each moment. Each second or terror. “Where the fuck are you bitch” Get your fat ass out here now Cook my dinners, clean my house Wash my clothes Fucking idiot, can’t you do anything right Fist smacking my flesh Foot kicking my ribs. Words slaughtering my soul. Anger filling him as he beats me As he brings forth the blood, A split lip, a cracked rib Never a trip to the hospital, Forbidden… Just as I think I may be healed He beats me again. He invites his friends o

Fubar Family Feud!
Fubar Family Feud! I ONCE HEARD SOMEONE SAYING THAT THEIR FAMILY WAS THE BEST BOMBING FAM. ON FUBAR. THERE ARE ALOT OF DIFFERENT FAMS AROUND HERE AND I'M CURIOUS TO FIND OUT WHICH FAM. BOMBS THE BEST. ALL I NEED IS A PIC WITH YOUR FAMILIES NAME ON IT. IF YOUR FAMILY IS INTERESTED SEND ME A MESSAGE. THE DATES FOR THE CONTEST WILL BE DECIDED ONCE ENOUGH FAMILIES HAVE JOINED THE CONTEST. I'M LOOKING FOR AT LEAST 5. HERE ARE THE PRIZES. 1ST. PLACE- 30 Day Blast To Let All of FUBAR Know That Your Family Is The Best. 2ND. PLACE- 7 Day Blast 3RD. PLACE- 3 Day Blast RATES WILL ONLY COUNT IF THERE IS A TIE. AT THE END OF THE CONTEST EACH FAMILY WILL TELL ME WHO TO GIFT THE BLAST TO. RULES 1. NO SCRIPTING. 2. MUST HAVE SALUTE TO BOMB NO FAKE ACCOUNTS! 3. NO DRAMA WE ARE ALL ADULTS RIGHT? DON'T BE SCURRED! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: .:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.@ fubar SPECIAL THANKS TO: ~ bbG ~ Anyone Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar

To All My Friends I Can't Pick 15
f one day u feel like crying.. call me. I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away.. dont be afraid to call me, I dont promise to ask u to stop but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love u between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. You will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to

To All My Friends
f one day u feel like crying.. call me. I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away.. dont be afraid to call me, I dont promise to ask u to stop but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love u between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. You will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to

To My Grandmother
Your guardian angel is what you call me But it has always been the other way around you see Your love and patience was always there It proved time and time again how much you cared I'm honored to be your namesake From you all this pain I wish I could take You've always been so strong These doctors you keep proving wrong That (her last name goes here) blood you hold Makes you a true fighter; ever so bold I will always stand beside you Because I know soon, you will pull through. My grandmother is in the hospital critical and we're hoping and praying for her to get better! I wrote this in the hospital last night while watching over her.

How Much?
How Much? She watched each drop as they gently fell on her lap, she forcefully wiped it away, Only to find new drops replacing the ones she had dried. She helplessly gave up the effort, they just wouldnt stop! staring blankly at her wet thighs she wondered..... "HOW MUCH WOULD A TEAR COST?"Att2911027yx0 If a single drop is worth half a cent she'd be blissfully lying down on a bed of paper bills.. How many drops must she invest in to avail of PEACE? How much for every PAIN and WOUNDED PRIDE? How much just to purchase a FORGIVING HEART? Trying to fight and hold back the tears that kept streaming down her cheeks and on to her lap .. She tried counting the days, months and years gone by... She thought questioningly.... "HOW MUCH SHALL I CHARGE FOR THE TEARS I HAVE SHED... -WHEN I HAD TO GIVE UP MY SELF-WORTH JUST FOR HIM? -FOR THOSE TIMES WHEN I HAD TO EMBRACE MY HUNGER PANGS JUST TO GIVE HIM THE LAST BITE OF MEAT. -FOR THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS OF CAR

A Poem For All The Women Out There
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Some will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen." Be "blessed" ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. "To the world you might be one person, but to the one person you just se

Untitled An Unfinished
its nice and sunny, a beautiful day but in my heart its dark and gray. Will this phase ever pass or will it stay like the last till i become what i once was unable to feel my true emotions save for heartache and pain will i stay and empty shell i see all the love around me but none of it is within me why must it be this way to make me feel nothing but lonelyness when i have some much love to give is like a death of the soul and heart.

Just A Reminder
What we must fight for is to safeguard the existence and reproduction of our race and our people, the sustenance of our children and the purity of our blood, the freedom and independence of the fatherland, so that our people may mature for the fulfillment of the mission allotted it by the creator of the universe."

I Wish - A Tribute To Ems, 911 Dispatchers, Police, & Firefighters,
I WISH you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I WISH you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I WISH you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I WISH you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is t

This Is Sad.....a Must Read!!
Grab a tissue if you have a heart you will shed some tears!!!they'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of something new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bigger and soonmandy knew she was pregnant againshe gave birth to a beauti

Zodiac Signs And The Way They Kiss
Zodiac Signs and the way they Kiss Aries: Your kisses are quick and passionate fits of lustful pleasure that are there and then gone. Taurus: Your kisses linger; they are deliberate, heartfelt and they can go on and on and on. Gemini: Your kisses are interrupted by spasms of giggles, smiles and funny observations. Cancer: Your kisses are warm and tender, and you never want to let them go. Leo: Your kisses are wild and uninhibited, biting and clawing, you expect applause for your performance. Virgo: Your kisses are so subtle and tidy, your lover only notices them once you've finished. Libra: You're too busy worrying about your breath to really get into your kisses. Scorpio: You skip the kiss and get straight to whatever comes next for you. Sagittarius: Your kisses are surprising, spontaneous affairs that leave the kissed wanting more. Capricorn: Your kisses are intense moments of sublime relief from the stress of your day. Aquarius: You

Monza
Monday and Tuesday was testing in a Callaway Camaro at Monza, Italy. This was special event for me......I got seat time at the track before I return for a racing event in a few months. More importantly, I was racing at one of the most historic tracks of all time! I have laps video taped that I will post on my website asap.

When You Meet A Friend
When You Meet A Friend To meet a friend is to open a book there is no need to rush take your time read the pages one by one let the plot unfold as it will each page adds a nuance, a gesture, a word, a scene what will happen next you need to know your lips begin to move you suddenly realize you've become one of the characters in an enthralling life story you can not help yourself the heroine's dreams have become your dreams your lives have become completely intertwined then suddenly you realize with a deep sense of dread you're coming to the end of that wonderful volume but wait do not fear see over there -- stacked up on those shelves -- an infinite number of books by the very same author waiting, ready more stories to be read when you meet a friend…

Please Look A Little Deeper
Please Look A Little Deeper Please don't judge me by my face, By my religion or my race. Please don't laugh at what I wear, Or how I look or do my hair. Please look a little deeper Way down deep inside, And although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my clothes, the secrets lie. Behind my smile, I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, And maybe you'll see, The lonely girl inside me. Please listen carefully to her, She'll show that she's insecure. Please try and be a friend to her, And show her that you care. Please just get to know her, And maybe you'll see, That if you look deep enough You'll see the real me. P.S. A dear friend sent this poem to me...Victoria....hugs my friend...but what I really want to add is that most of the time, inside myself I am saying these words to most of my friends and family...as yet I have not found anyone that actually sees the real me. But I still wait....

Funbar Prince Oe Princess Contest
WHO IS THE FUTURE FUBAR PRINCE OR PRINCESS?????????? OK LADIES AND GENTLEMEN ITS TIME TO SEE IF YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO CLAIM THE TITLE OF FUBAR PRINCE OR PRINCESS!!!! WILDCAT IS HOSTING A CONTEST TO FIND OUT. IT MIGHT BE YOU OR ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS!!! YOU WANNA KNOW ??? CHECK THIS OUT FUBAR PRINCE OR PRINCESS CONTEST!!! WILL RUN (10 DAYS)IT WILL START ON FRIDAY AUGUST 17TH @ 10AM PST & WILL END ON AUGAST 27 @ 10PM PST AND THE PIC WITH MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP 3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST & VIP CART ON WILDCAT TRAIN (YOU CAN INVITE 2 OF YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN TOO) 4TH PLACE WINNER: 1 DAY BLAST & RIDE ON WILDCAT TRAIN THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND . 4~ GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST!!! IF YOU WISH TO JOIN PLEASE SUBM

Thought I Was Over 18 ?
let's just put it this way i'm 27 and back living with my mother till i get my apartment again well i came home from texas thinking that my mother was not a control freak again well guess what i was wrong? she is treating me like i'm 15 again gee i thought that i was 27? hummm this is making me want to go back to texas really fast

Tax Truth
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he h

There's No Penguins In Alaska
She loves me, she loves me not. My love was my decay. She loves me, she loves me not. He repeated to himself over and over. These petals decide what's next for you and I... Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer... on. The worst was... the worst was this: My love was (my decay) my love was... My love was (my decay) my love was... Finding oneself in such murderous shame, Playing roulette with a flower, Mislead devotion into seclusion. Devotion... Scream loud as you want to. There's no way they can hear you. Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer... Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer... on. I'll stop... Stabbing... When you stop... Screaming...

Out Of My Dreams And Into Reality
I have not been on this site very long... but I have found someone absolutely amazing. I met a wonderful man here and he has opened my eyes and my heart to the most wonderful feelings ever imaginable. I love him more than anything in this world and we will be together very soon. He is the kind of man that will warm your heart with a glance and cheer you up from the most horrendous day with a smile. I don't know how I ever lived without him and now that I have him, I know I would never survive without him. I wish that I could put it into words about how I feel for him.. but it is indescribable. all I can say is that I love him with all my heart and look forward to calling him my Husband someday. 13 more days baby.. I count them anxiously awaiting your arrival. Pitch.Black, Craven...You stepped out of my dreams and into reality. Baby, I love you more than words and I am eternally devoted to you. We will be together soon and then I am never letting you go.

"that This Place Is An Enemy"
Damn it. It hasn't been 24 hours and I miss Jason already. But since I'm good at getting these guys to give me covert information I know I'll get to see a couple of times really soon. I made a new friend last night. And he showed me his... um... er... tattoo.

If You Feel Down And Need A Smile...i Hope This Helps:-)
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the surrogate father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife and said, "I'm off. The man should be here soon" Half an hour later, just by chance a door-to-door baby photographer rang the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, madam. I've come to...." "Oh, no need to explain. I've been expecting you," Mrs. Smith cut in. "Really?" the photographer asked. "Well, good. I've made a speciality of babies" "That's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment, she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch and perhaps a couple on the bed. Sometimes the living room floor is fun too; you can really spread out!" "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work for Harry and me" "Well, madam, none of us can guarantee a good one every ti

Thank You
Thank you to all of you who have kept my ma in your thoghts and prayers. She went through yet another surgery for cancer yesterday. She is doing very well. Results will be in, in a couple of weeks. We are hoping for the best and believe she will be ok. THanks again, Juana

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Later
it is always later! see i switch between 2 pc's here and there throughout the day and night. one pc has all my photos one pc has some. so of course im currently on the pc with the some which isnt anything for here. HOWEVER later ill be on the other where i can upload more pics to fill the senses. fun huh ~T

The Face Of God
The Face of God I'm drained but aching for more And the devil inside is reading The words of the saddest poem To be engraved on the stone on my grave I'd kill to share your pain And sell my soul for you just to say: "I dream what you're dreaming And feel what you're feeling Love's our shadow on the wall With the face of god" Nothing will be enough For the ones who keep in stumbling In the garden of withering trust Without the courage to leave I'd take my life for your kiss And lose it all to take you across the abyss You dream what I'm dreaming And see what I'm seeing Love's our shadow on the wall With the face of god

Sigh
the other night i was rushed to the hospital...had a hard time breathing....as usual the dr's didn't know their heads from their asses.....so now i am on more inhallers to help strenghten my lungs...i just wonder with the shit i been going on with my health if it is worth the fight....i barely have any energy left in me to keep going

This Afternoon
I have been in a contest for awhile now...no time limit but it is a race to 20,000...I stopped bombing myself when I started the bomber family....so here is the link...If some of you could bomb this pic for me today... This is the link to it Whoever would bomb it for me I would appreciate it...

From A Sweet Friend...
This was written for me by a very sweet friend on here. It is in memory of my best friend Virgel who killed himself January 5th 2007 Thanks again for this poem. It means sooo much to me!!! Gone but not forgotten As it should be with best friends The memories are a beacon A flame that never ends Times we spent together Through the smiles and the tears In my heart you will live forever Even though you aren't here Thank you for the love we shared The connection at the soul I was blessed beyond compare And I just wanted you to know Although you can't be with me You will live forever in my heart That is the best place for you to be The one place we will never be apart

Obsession!
DR. PHIL WAS CONDUCTING A GROUP THERAPY SESSION WITH FOUR YOUNG MOTHERS AND THEIR SMALL CHILDREN. 'YOU ALL HAVE OBSESSIONS,' HE OBSERVED. TO THE FIRST MOTHER, HE SAID, 'YOU ARE OBSESSED WITH EATING... YOU'VE EVEN NAMED YOUR DAUGHTER CANDY.' HE TURNED TO THE SECOND MOM. 'YOUR OBSESSION IS WITH MONEY... > AGAIN, IT MANIFESTS ITSELF IN YOUR CHILD'S NAME, PENNY.' HE TURNS TO THE THIRD MOM. 'YOUR OBSESSION IS ALCOHOL. THIS, TOO, MANIFESTS ITSELF IN YOUR CHILD'S NAME, BRANDY.' AT THIS POINT, THE FOURTH MOTHER GETS UP TAKES HER LITTLE BOY BY THE HAND AND WHISPERS, 'COME ON DICK, WE'RE LEAVING.

So Yeah...a Horrible Week
So Yeah this has been such a horrible week for me. Started of with work being crappy because of people calling in sick and being on vacation....and of course I am the only one who picks up the slack....and putting my work on the back burner....Then Today on my way to work....I get pulled over and Get a DAMN TICKET. Damn it all....then I lost my time card, forgot my lunch and didnt bring my purse in from the car....then because it is Auction day I have to park 3 miles away so there is no hope for me today on getting ANYTHING from my car.........DAMN IT ALL...oh and the fact taht I messed up my knee and cant walk is not making things any better. Oh well There is always someone worse off right? UGH

Mind Teaser
I am slim and tall, Many find me desirable and appealing. They touch me and I give a false good feeling. Once I shine in splendor, But only once and then no more. For many I am "to die for". What am I? LEAVE ANSWERS,IN COMMENT'S, ANSWER LATER TODAY!!

Boohoo I Blocked You
fucking Iceman cant take a fucking joke so the faggot bastard tells me to commit suicide! I cant believe someone that claims to be smart would say something so fucking retarded! So i fucking blocked his ass, yep i hit Block User!!!! Hate me!! I dont give a fuck! i dont wanna be friends with a fucking dumbass loser! thank you and buhbye!

I Am Fubar Divorced And Happy!
I am fubar divorced and happy! I had my fubar hubby here to stay with me and he drove me nuckin' futs! I just want to relay that people are not what they seem. Please think of that before you have them come stay with you! I know that on here you meet alot of great people, and the conversations can be sweet but they can be deceiving. No, he wasn't a violent person he was just an annoyance and doesn't know the words SHUT UP! But you never know how it could really turn out, please be cautious before you invite someone into your home!!

People Amaze Me..yes They Do!
Ok please read from bottom up!!! this man was strange strange strange! Zin57: lol...i like you ->Zin57: i am not into anal never said i was!! do you like anal? being the reciever? Zin57: tell me how deep are you into anal? ->Zin57: why what? Zin57: why... ->Zin57: i do not know..i'm not doing anything just sitting here Zin57: whu do u arouse me so much? ->Zin57: what? Zin57: question ->Zin57: nope just here Zin57: msn? ->Zin57: i dont have yahoo Zin57: what is ur yahoo? ->Zin57: why? Zin57: i have so many question to ask..lol ->Zin57: still thats just not right Zin57: i never saw on as sexy as you look to me ->Zin57: and why would you do that? i am curious as to why u would ask someone you have never spoken to before that question Zin57: yes ->Zin57: did u ask if i was into anal? Zin57: your charm took my breath out ->Zin57: excuse me? Zin57: are u into anal?

Fuck You
Hey you… yah you…. you know who I’m talking to. I thought I would take an opportunity to tell you how I feel. I’d like to start by saying Fuck You. I waited for you for 6 months while you were on your goddam fire. I counted the days till fire season ended. I was there through the accident, the gas line explosion, the foot rot from your shoes getting too hot, your little freak out and disappearing act for a few days and a multitude of other issues that most women won’t stick through. After all that you have the balls to tell me that you don’t know about me. That you think that I’m a whore. That I can’t keep my legs shut (despite you encouraging me for months to go get laid- how sick is that???). Let me remind you that we were never together. I adored you from a distance and expressed how I felt for you (even if you didn’t hear me cause you were too busy telling people on helicopters about where to drop that red shit on fires). All you said is that we could never be tog

Stages In A Women's Life
FEMALE STAGES IN LIFE AGE DRINK 17 - Wine Coolers 25 - White wine 35 - Red wine 48 - Dom Perignon 66 - Shot of Jack with an Ensure chaser EXCUSES FOR REFUSING DATES 17 - Need to wash my hair 25 - Need to wash and condition my hair 35 - Need to colour my hair 48 - Need to have Francois colour my hair 66 - Need to have Francois colour my wig FAVORITE SPORT 17 - shopping 25 - shopping 35 - shopping 48 - shopping 66 - shopping DEFINITION OF A SUCCESSFUL DATE 17 - "Burger King" 25 - "Free meal" 35 - "A diamond" 48 - "A bigger diamond" 66 - "Home Alone" FAVORITE FANTASY 17 - tall, dark and handsome 25 - tall, dark and handsome with money 35 - tall, dark and handsome with money and a brain 48 - a man with hair 66 - a man HOUSE PET 17 - Muffy the cat 25 - Unemployed boyfriend and Muffy the Cat 35 - German Shepherd and Muffy the Cat 48 - Children from his first marriage and Muffy the Cat 66 - Retired husband dabbles in taxidermy, stuf

This Bitch Thinks She's A Threat To Me.
~*Ashley*~...: hahahah i know who my baby daddy is ->~*Ashley*~...: im hot n your not you look like a hood rat ok bye bye! ~*Ashley*~...: hmmm no you look like s sad pathetic bitch buh bye now ->~*Ashley*~...: ahh fuck you look at me you think n e one cares ~*Ashley*~...: lol bitch im 22 and know all of fubar will see what a dumb cunt you are have a nice day you stupid bitch ->~*Ashley*~...: its all good your a pathetic old fucking bitch dont be a hater!!! have a nice life ~*Ashley*~...: yea ur a dumb bitch imma post all this bullshit you said in a blog lmao ->~*Ashley*~...: my daughter dont live with me sweety ok i was 15 when i had her so she lives with another family i knew what i had to do but if you wanna no her name is courtney collins and she lives in belmar nj ~*Ashley*~...: omg damn yall are so lucky i dotn know yall cause dss would have all of your kids ->~*Ashley*~...: thats ok she new i was doing it and she exploits them to alot worse like her smokin crack ~*Ashle

Marriage-minded Women Focus On Men's Faces
MONDAY, Aug. 13 (HealthDay News) -- When it comes to a woman's choice of a life-partner, a man's face may mean a lot, a new study finds. Many women regard men with masculine facial features -- such as a square jaw, larger nose and smaller eyes -- as unsuitable long-term partners, because they're more likely to be domineering, unfaithful, unaffectionate and poor parents, U.K. researchers have found. On the other hand, women believe that men with finer facial features -- fuller lips, wide eyes and thinner, more curved eyebrows -- to be more committed, less likely to cheat, and to make better parents, said the study by psychologists at Durham and St. Andrews Universities. For this study, British women were asked to view pictures of men's faces that were digitally altered to look more masculine or feminine and to predict the men's personality traits, including sexual behavior and parenting skills. The findings are published in the current issue of the journal Personality and In

Hero
I FOUND THIS IN MY DOCUMENTS...I HAD TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT...MY BEST FRIEND GENIE WROTE IT TO ME WHEN I WAS IN A DARK HOUR...AND FOR THAT I AM TRUELY THANKFUL....I LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYTHING...I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT WITH YA'LL I have given this some thought now? ¦ (and here they are) HERO = 1. In mythology and legend, a person, often of divine ancestry, who is endowed with great courage and strength, celebrated for their bold exploits, and favored by the gods. 2. A person noted for feats of courage or nobility of purpose, especially one who has risked or sacrificed his or her life. 3. A person noted for special achievement in a particular field. A description of my Hero: The ability to overcome abuse as a child and still love others. The ability to overcome ridicule as a BBW all through the teenage years (kids are the cruelest creatures on earth) The ability to overcome the loss of not one, but three children and still have the heart to love every chi

Mid-life Suicide-edit2
EDIT# 2 MID-LIFE SUICIDE (STEVE LIEBERMAN) (JUNE 2006) gonna get me a lot of pills i'm gonna drink some whiskey gonna get me a pistol don't wanna do anything risky. THIS IS THE DAY I'M GONNA DIE FROM A MID-LIFE SUICIDE FOR THREE SEASONS DID MY WORLD COLLIDE THIS IS THE END OF THE BLEEDING RIDE gonna get me a big ol' knife gonna cut me 'til i'm depleted. this one-i aint gonna botch: a suicide completed. gonna jump off a building don't need no safety net or dive in a pool without water death without getting wet" STEVE LIEBERMAN MIDLIFE SUICIDE-EDIT #2 MELANCHOLIA FALLING 2006 love ya's all--thank you for everything xox

Summer’s Fading
Summer’s fading The summer has started fading quickly into fall. Once again, overhead will be the geese’s call. The air will turn crisp, and the colors will be bright. The days will turn short; and longer will be the night. The summer heat turned brown the once green grass. I glance back as another summer comes to pass. Was a time, I hated to see summer go. I’d skip fall and think of winter’s snow. We spend a lot of time living in a future that isn’t here. Why, we want to skip the present, isn’t always clear. I often ponder this and think it’s because, The older I get, the better I was. We look at our past, think of the future, skip what’s in between. We can’t change the past, and the future remains unseen. So, before this day has become my past, I’ll live this day like it was my last. I’m going to spend each day and try and do no wrong. My days passed now seem many; the future might not be as long. chris

Seriously Now
I went and checked her out...her page is full of peoples comments wonderin why shes ratin low...after that many people bein pissed off you would think that she would just stop rating low :P Oh well, i rated her all 10's just to get back at her :D But Damn a Three cmon now

What's The Freaking Point?!!
Can someone please tell me why in the hell people keep leaving those music players on my page in a comment?! It's really starting to piss me off. That's so disrespectful. I have music on my page already! I guess I'm gonna have to change my settings so nobody can leave html comments. I hate to do that but I don't guess I have a choice.

Rant
Okay, Why is it people fall in "Love" every month with someone new. Everyone complains about how finding the perfect man/woman is so hard. Why should anyone care if their a great person or not, as long as for a few months they can be someones perfect somebody and then do it again with somebody else?! Everyone has belittled love so much It's surprising anyone believes in it anymore. You love your dog, you love your cat, you love your family, YOU SHOULD NOT LOVE WHO YOUR WITH IN THE SAME WAY! Their not your pet, you don't clean up their crap, and I hope to god you don't do the same things with your family you do with them... cuz that my friend is incest. Do you really expect me to empathize with you when your flavor of the week brakes up with you when every week its the same "they were the one, I'll always love them" do the world a favor and stop lying when the next one comes a long they will be the one. I understand everyone seems to hunger for the feeling of being loved , i do

Fyi
Ok so instead of answering 300 questions about my health Im gonna do it all @ once in this blog... For those of u who didnt know I am diabetic...for the past month my Blood gluclose levels have been excessively high...When this happens it becomes a disease called DKA...Defination to follow.... {What Is Diabetic Ketoacidosis (DKA)? Someone who has high blood sugar can develop a serious problem with a serious-sounding name: diabetic ketoacidosis (say: kee-toh-ah-sih-doh-sis). This happens if the body gets desperate for a source of fuel. The body wants to use glucose (sugar). But without insulin, that glucose stays stuck in the blood — and isn't available to the cells — so the body uses fat instead. But that can sometimes cause problems. Why? Because when the body uses fat, chemicals called ketones (say: kee-tones) are produced. These ketones get into a person's blood and urine (pee) and they can make a person very sick. DKA is a very serious problem for people with diabetes, but

"the Emptiness Inside"
HERES ANOTHER ONE I WROTE LAST MONTH GEE CAN U TELL I WAS SAD LOL HOPE U LIKE! "The Emptiness Inside" Im tired of crying, Im tired of lying Tired of feeling so empty inside Makes me want to run and hide Theres got to be more to life than this I often sit and wonder what i have Missed Sometimes i feel like Im losing my mind To be happy is so what I long to find Why does everything always happen to me I guess being sad and lonely was what i was meant to be I'm so tired of being lonely and sad I'm tired of being hurt it makes me so mad I often lay at night Wanting just to give up on this fight All i ask out of life is to be happy and free just want to be able to be just me Tired of putting that fake smile upon my face Feels like im running a never ending race All i want to be is happy and smile But i feel like ive walked that last mile I just want my heart to be whole For that i would give my soul So tired of crying So tired o

Men And You
Men See You As Playful Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You?

A Love Poem I Once Wrote To Someone That Broke My Heart!!
"You complete Me" by kim Your in my heart your in my soul you complete me and make me feel whole Rather your close or far apart, you will always have a piece of my heart I feel like our love was meant to be, we are two hearts that came together like Destiny I was the lonely one til faith brang you along, you are the one who every day makes me strong My heart lost all control, now your all i seem to know when i think of you, i feel my heart beat, its telling me your the one for me your always on my mind and if something is wrong you always try to make it fine. my dreams came true when my heart found you when i look in your eyes i can truley see, your the one i been searching for and together we were meant to be Sometimes i get so confused with this feeling but i know that i want you more and more as my heart is healing At nite i fall asleep thinking about you cause your all i want to do

Frail Destiny( Borrowed And Oh So Fitting)
My final closure to a game played so poorly.... Frail Destiny You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough

To Play... Or Not To Play
I don't get it..well I do. just dont want to accept "IT" Why...if you give them everything---they dont want it.. you SH*T on them and they wont leave you alone....So what do you do if you just cant play....... how do you walk away.... leave it behinid.. move on...forget about it....no matter how much time you invested. heartache....step off and on to the next.. ??? So thats it....fill the void..... try . try agian.....???help..its almost pathetic ... unbelievable..REALLY,..what I have put up with and STILL..... for what??. I just dont get it. why cant I let go???!!!!!

My How To Guide To Being A Player :)
In light of recent events in my own life, I thought it fitting that my blog this week focus on playerism. For your reading pleasure, I present the How-to Guide to Being a Player. The Rules To Get the Girl/Guy: 1.) Dress and act the part. Clean, well-kept people are more attractive. Over-dress as much as possible. Invest in good shoes (especially men!), and learn as much about everything as you can. You never know what situation you may be in that will utilize acquired skills. 2.) Pick your victims carefully. Over-emotional pawns can be hard work to handle as they will require quite a bit of maintenance. Strong, independent pawns, while more of a challenge, also require a lot of maintenance. The game is stepped up a bit. It's like going from easy level on a video game to hard. You have to be more on your game, more creative in your approach, and balance the delicate line between non-commitment and non-interest. 3.) Perfect your lines, your approach, and your pu

For All Jerks To Read .
this is something ever azz hole should read . i am going to tell you now friends are friends but when you are in love with someone you should not play with there god da heart like some of you loser do on here . and i like say if you want drama go somewhere else to find it because you will not find it on this dam page . so now you will i am not someone you can play with . so just leave me the F**k Alone right now . you players and god dam azz nines . and if you do not want me to name you then just stay away . or i will start nameing you all . so just f**k off and die players .

How Do U Kiss?
Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

First Time Together...
First Time Together…. It’s just you and me. We’re sitting on the couch watching TV, hanging out, and just passing the time. There isn’t really anything on TV worth watching so I offer to give you a massage. You take off your shirt and lie down on the floor on your stomach. I straddle your body and start rubbing on your back. The look on your face and the occasional moan or sigh let me know you are enjoying it. After a few minuets you roll over beneath me. You’re now on your back looking up at me while I straddle your waist. You look up at me and smile which always makes me smile. You move your hands up onto my hips and squeeze them a little, never losing eye contact. I place my hands on top of your and entwine our fingers. You lift up our hands and move them so they are palm to palm and lace your fingers through mine. In one soft, yet quick motion you bring your hands to the floor above your head bringing me down with them. My body is now on top of yours and my face is only inche

If You Had Me Alone...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

Kiss Or Sex
: The rules are simple... if you want to kiss or sex the person who posts this, send them a private message saying "Yep, I'd kiss you."or sex you SCARED? YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! And see who replies. There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to kiss you or sex u soooo... Repost this as:Kiss or Sex [just message, no one else will know...]

Sex Quiz (yes I'm Kinda Bored)
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a

Pease Help Emergency
Heyy everyone!...This guy rocks!...He is in a contest for Mr.Fubar and he's the sweetest guy ever!..This contest is based on comments so PLZ PLZ go leave as many as u can!..I dont care if you are a guy/girl and either does he. x0x0x0x -AsH.WeeE 10 = a VIP keg 50 = a drink and handcuffs ;) 100= plat cherry. 200+ = impala Send me a private message when you are done so i can gift you. No cheating cuz I will check ;) Here is the contest link to comment bomb This Bulletin Has Been Brought To You By: -->?AsH.W??E.?..-Riot Girls Cli?nt-..((Crystals B!tch))@ fubar (repost of original by 'AsH.WєєE WHITΞЯIDΞЯ®™s Mistrєss. RiotGirlsCliєnt' on '2007-08-14 19:39:33') (repost of original by '~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Co-Founder of BOMBERS R US Cheerleader Squad ~Member of the Sydicate~ Please sign' on '2007-08-15 19:19:45')

Whats Your Birthstone????????
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Could You Be The One For Me?
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind t

Thanks Everyone
Thanks everyone for an awesome day.Thank you to all of you that kicked in to get The God Father done and helped on the rest of the level ups.Its been along day for all of us..So the rest of the night is yours. We do have another God Father coming up in the next 2 days shes a levler so please be watching.Ill let you all know early in the morning so everyone has rates..Have a great night..Much love and respect.

Thanks Everyone
Thanks everyone for an awesome day.Thank you to all of you that kicked in to get The God Father done and helped on the rest of the level ups.Its been along day for all of us..So the rest of the night is yours. We do have another God Father coming up in the next 2 days shes a leveler so please be watching.Ill let you all know early in the morning so everyone has rates..Have a great night..Much love and respect.

Kingdom Of Wolves Spy Is Found
You have been Found Guilty by By myself Lord Wolf of Treason you are to Strip off your Colors Kingdom of Wolves.For being a Spy of my Fubar Wifes Staulker you will be Posted in Stash for this act of Dishonor.You have been her Friend since Lost Cherry Days.How you could choose such a Vile Hatefull Puke of a man.Over such a Great Awesome Individual is beyond me.Your Pathetic .All Kingdom of Wolves are to Remove her from Fan's,Friends,Family List. She is the one who has been Leaking Info to the Staulker of my Fubar Wife. ~~PASSION EYES~~Kingdom of wolves~~Leaving ~~Fubar ~~Hugs@ fubar

Why I Respect Marines
After April 19, 1995, there were rescue workers from all over the country had converged on Oklahoma City. They were there to help with rescue and recovery effors. One of those rescue workers was First Sergeant Dan Curtin, USMCR, and a NYC Firefigher. He was in the rubble, and found a man's leg. He brushed away some rubble, and saw a blue pant leg, with a red stripe. Known as a blood stripe in the Marines. He knew it was one of the two unaccounted for Marines. He cut part of the pant leg and saw that it was the leg of a white man, and knew it was CPT Randy Guzman. 1SG Curtin gathered some other Marines (once a marine always a marine) to help with the extraction. He was given approval from the FEMA chief for 4 hours of work due to the structural instability in the area he was working. He and these Marines spent 5 hours working to extract the body. When they had the body ready to be extracted, an Air Force Colonel sent in an American Flag to be draped over the body bag. Thes

Venting
This is gonna seem like a shallow blog and for that I apologize. I finally posted a new pic on MySpace. I have everyone telling me that I am cute, which I hate but is better than being ugly, I guess. BUT, the one guy who's opinion I really care about all he can say is I am not beautiful. That really hurt. I guess I shouldn't be so shallow, but I really care for him.

What Can Make You Happy?
Are you happy right now or sad? Are you bitter about your present condition? You wonder what is wrong with your life You wonder why others are happy And question why some are so sad Are happy people born that way? Or happiness is a state of mind What can make you happy? Will having more money make you happy? How much money do you need to make you happy? If you are single and not happy! Will having a new lover make you happy? Will getting married make you happy? If you are married, and not happy! Will having more children make you happy? Will sleeping with other people make you happy? If you are a professional and not happy! Will changing your profession make you happy? What can make you happy? Will getting drunk everyday make you happy? Will taking a new drug make you happy? Will buying a new car make you happy? What can make you happy? Will moving to a bigger house make you happy? Will been promoted at work make you happy? Will been the he

Dreading Work Tomorrow....
today at work, the guy that picked on me the most in school, came into the store to pick up his tux cause he is in a wedding this weekend. He was real mean to me when we were kids, but now were both "grown up", both 26. The last time I saw him, i had walked out of a bar and he walked up to me and hit on me, and i insulted him, i said to him "and you got fat" i was really rude to him. Well its 2 years later and i have put on some weight cause i had a kid. So now I am worried that he is gonna pick on me cause of how mean i was to him the last time i saw him. whats worse is that i saw his bare chest today cause he didnt wait for me to put his tux in his dressing room before he ran in there (and yes he's in the same condition as the last time i saw him, maybe a bit worse)and the chest hair was obscene! To make matters worse i had to order him a new shirt cause his wasnt big enough, and when i said the size he was like "cant you make that sound not so fat" LMAO So before he

Faded Love
Faded love I realize now As I face the truth That though I Love You My love is doomed. My love is relentless Though it cannot be Deep with in my heart I wish that you could see. So I stand by your side Eventhough you are claimed. Perhaps, somehow & in some way My love will be tamed. I will love you forever! For all time! It may be too late to tell you, But I can still dream that you are mine...

Daddy
Daddy I remember the icy fealing, the disbelief, she had to be lying. No words were spoken, but the look on her face told me; my Daddy was gone. Tears fell unnoticed, as I gasped for air. Not realizing I had stopped breathing. Only one thought came to mind... My Daddy left me... Alone! 6-24-44 to 3-13-99

Ups Pilots :)
Just in case you need a laugh: Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire.

I Wanna Go Home
I guess its my fate to be alone. No matter what I do I still cant get there I cant come home. I'll never feel your arms holding me tight, I'll never hear your heart beat next to my ear at night. I won't get to feel your touch or taist your lips each day for I cant come home, I'm to far away. Now the tears they come and the pain is so deep and I keep asking God Why are you doing this to me? I just want a little happiness Someone to love me true I just wanna go home Dont you want that to?

My Soul Wants A Do Over.
I still can't get to sleep. The days and nights have become one. My body is weary. And I can't seem to pin-point why. There are reasons I wish for. Reasons I dread. I might not make sense here. At least not to you. My loneliness is consuming me. Creating a cold, dark, empty void. I do have love in my life. But it isn't complete. My heart is open, wanting, longing. Beating a song. Can't you hear the music? It is so loud on my end. I can't take the din. I need the quietness of another heart. I was made to love deeply. Yet, I'm being denied. God I need to sleep. But when I wake up, the music will still be there. I hope it will be a new song.

Two More Hours
...of nightmares. My insomnia continues. This time I slept from 2 Am to 4 AM. At 4 I woke up looked that the clock satisfied, because 2 hours of sleep has become like a treat to me. An instant later I remembered the nightmares, the same type I have had for a while now. This one tonight was very vivid, with explicit conversations with people in which I ended up like I do in real life - crying and just not wanting to live. The worst part about these nightmares is that they are about real experiences. I really have gone through this stuff!

Monastery Life
Monastery Life A young monk arrives at the monastery. He is assigned to helping the other monks in copying the old canons and laws of the church by hand. He notices, however, that all of the monks are copying from copies, not from the original manuscript. So, the new monk goes to the head abbot to question this, pointing out that if someone made even a small error in the first copy, it would never be picked up! In fact, that error would be continued in all of the subsequent copies. The head monk, says, "We have been copying from the copies for centuries, but you make a good point, my son." He goes down into the dark caves underneath the monastery where the original manuscripts are held as archives in a locked vault that hasn't been opened for hundreds of years. Hours go by and nobody sees the old abbot. So, the young monk gets worried and goes down to look for him. He sees him banging his head against the wall and wailing. "We missed the R ! We

10 Years
Well, it has been ten years since my tragic accident. I have learned alot of things about myself and others in the past 3652 days. Yes, it was a very bad thing that happened, but in the end it all boils down to the fact that I am here today. There is a reason that I am here, and I am still on the journey to find it. If you are interested in reading the whole story, read the blog found at this link: http://www.fubar.com/blog/11497/33165 Thanks for reading this if you take the chance. Hope you have a great day!!"

Just A Little Fyi
I will say my peace and refer every guy to this blog because this is what I want you all to know. I am a single mother of two..estranged from my husband and am hoping to soon get that nightmare behind me. I am not interested in being someones plaything...or being sexually exciting via some chat box. I wouldn't mind finding a great guy that is very fond of me, but please be very realistic here..if you don't live remotely close to me it wont be you! Fascination can go a long way but it wont keep me warm at night. I am not moving anywhere I am where I am until such a time I choose to move and that move will be what is right for my children and myself. No man is necessary for our happiness. I don't want to ever be an option, so if you are seriously trying to hook up with me, I better be the only person you are working so hard to convince to go out with you or you can take a hike. I am not just some girl who might be fun for the night, even if I am or could be, I don't choose to be. Ther

August 17th 2006 Is The Day That I Was Raped
August 17th 2006 is the day that I was raped! And the asshole that raped me never spent one single day in jail for what he did to me! So0o if you could all help me by takin a minute to think about and pray for all the other rape survivors in the world, I would appreciate it. And if you have a purple ribbon..wear it. Or even a purple shirt or some sort of purple jewelry!!

Now, Forever
In your eyes I am moonlight dancing, In your laughter, children at play, In your arms, the sun rising, In your kiss, dreams brought to day. In my eyes you are stars burning, In my laughter, everyday joy, In my arms, destiny's yearning, In my kiss, my Helen of Troy. In our complexity we are simplicity, In our separation, together, In our touch, electricity, In our now, forever.

Stalker Part 2.
I'm not getting it, if it hurts him that much, why talk to me?? ->Here and T...: and since i'm a VIP i dont need a salute to upgrade. now are you done? Here and T...: if you check, the normal person cannot go past 10 with out posting a salute.

Another Mission
Well, I'm leaving in about 10 mintues to head down to Arlington National Cemetary for another funeral. It gets so old. Another young military member coming home, forever. However, I guess the worst part is having a need for the Patriot Guard. You may not be for the war, but protesting at a funeral? How low can you go? If you're not familiar with the Guard, or what we do... check out the website: http://www.patriotguard.org

What Happened To Steven
The following article is about my husband and my brother in law. My brother in law went missing that night and has never been seen or heard of again, it is presumed he is dead but no body was ever found so we have no way of knowing with certainty. All we do know is that a family has been left heartbroken and Steven is missed by many. Ocean rescuer had to leave one man behind By David Connolly, Enterprise staff writer A Scituate man saved one of two Bridgewater brothers Monday night in the icy ocean waters off the mouth of the North River in Scituate, but the second man was presumed dead Tuesday morning when the Coast Guard suspended its search for him. Authorities believe Steven Hockey, 18, drowned after a small boat he and his brother took for a ride capsized and he was pulled under the water by a fierce current where the river meets the ocean at the New Inlet. Hockey helped save his brother, James R. Burke, 20, by shoving him onto a kayak that John P. Kasper I

Love So Sweet
My mind wanders back to the previous week, when I saw you standing in a shop, looking as radiant as you ever did. My heart missed a beat and my stomach turned inside. I stood and watched as you went about your tasks. I must have passed that shop, so many times before but I never noticed you. I stood and waited hoping the shop would empty, so I could go inside. My mind went racing to many years ago. The laughs, the smiles, the times we had together. Gentle moments we shared, a love so special. Then came my drinking, the gambling, and the deceit. You tried to stand by me, but I was forever pushing you away, never sharing my problems, just telling you it was my life and I would live it the way I wanted. Then came that fateful night, returning home in my drunken state and penniless yet again. As I turned the key in the lock, a funny feeling came over me. The flat was in darkness as I gently called your name. All I could hear was silence. I ran through the flat searching every room, thin

Would Like Everyones Opinion
Ok im just looking for opinions on this to see if anyone else see's this the way I do. I have this friend(a male) that is Christian, He married a Jehovah's Witness. When they met and married she was non-practicing. Well now she is practicing full time. They have two small children under the age of 5 and she is trying to force her views onto them with out talking with her husband first. I guess my question is if you knew that the person you love had a different religion than you would you force yours on them or make compromising? And would you force one view on your kids?

Asexual Reproduction
As most people know, asexual reproduction is reproduction without the requirement for a partner. There are claims that it can happen in nature among a very select few species. Our understanding of nature is that it is a balance, and everything is set up for the survival of the species. One of the problems with asexual reproduction is the lack of diversity in your gene pool. Therefore a weakness in one would spread it to all offspring, and if it existed in the first, then the entire species would have it. There is a benefit in members of the species being capable of asexual reproduction but not using it as the normal reproductive method. For example a female shark in captivity recently gave birth despite the fact that it had not had contact with a male in over three years. Scientist believe that shark sperm could survive for later reproduction, but not that long. A couple of months is the longest it could survive. Now here is when we have to talk about scientific discovery, it is

Hey U... Can You See It???
Can You See It In My Eyes? You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Just Me
Just letting everyone know that I am starting a blog to keep my fans and friends updated on whats going on in my life. I really have become addicted to Fubar and I love it. I hope to make so many friends that I can't keep up. Well take care and I will write more this evening..xoxoxoxo

Exit-stage Right
I have decided i shall no longer be frequenting this establishment. Not that most of you care, but if you leave a comment, shout, or buy me and drink, and I dont respond, hopefully you guys will read this to know why. And why, do you ask? Because this place is no longer fun for me. And I just need a break from it. I need to reprioritize my life, and lets face it, this place should not be on top of the list. I may stop in every now and then, but I wont be coming daily, or spending the wasted hours I have recently here. Those closest to me know the reasons why, but I dont care to put them here...cuz most of you dont care anyway. I am nothing special...certainly no more special then the 1,095,442 other people with accounts, or the 53,468 others who are online at this very moment. To the dozen or so who i occassionally share a laugh, picture rating, or happy hour virutal drink, take care of you and your familes..i wish you the best. Time heals all wounds..you may see me again..until then.

I Broke Up W/hugh (demonstar) , And Im Hurt!!!!!
i BROKE UP W/HUGH (DEMONSTAR) , AND IM HURT!!!!! Ive already been REPLACED! I just broke up with Hugh, (becuase I felt that he wasnt treating me right, which he DIDN'T) and already hes talking to another girl, trying to get a NEW GIRLFRIEND. I cant believe how FAST it took him to get over me! Well I guess it IS true, He never loved me in the first place. Ya know that kinda hurts. I feel like what we had meant absolutely nothing to him. But you know what? SCREW YOU HUGH! If it takes him 24 HOURS to get over me, If it takes that QUICKLY for him to forget me, FUCK HIM. Thats like a STAB IN THE BACK. I AM NOT EVEN DATING ANYONE RIGHT NOW but if he is, fuck it. I might as well. If he needs someone this fast, maybe I should find someone too. IT WAS HUGHS FAULT I BROKE UP WITH HIM. HE TREATED ME LIKE SHIT. ACCORDING TO HUGH, HRE'S THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WITH PROBLEMS, STRESS, ETC. AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE GOES THROUGH, HES MORE STRESSED THAN ANYONE. AND HE ACTS LIKE HES FUCK

Last Days Of Vacation
Written last week when I was on vacation and didn't have internet. Friday, August 10 The rest of this week passed in a wonderful fog of reading, swimming, sunning, boating, and family fun. Part two of the annual rummy tournament was last night. Despite all of the name-calling and trash-talking on the part of other players, I was the one who came out on top. So hah! (I don't trash-talk. Or name-call. I am a very sweet winner. I promise.) My brother Marc came up for the last couple days, so tonight we had a game of Outburst instead: girls vs. guys. The girls came out on top the first game, but the second half-game, the men triumphed, as we completely stalled on a few categories (Southern food? Famous doctors? Famous 90's basketball players -- talk about my worst possible sport!). I know people think I'm odd for this, but despite a few personality conflicts, I really do have an absolute blast with my family. Tomorrow's our last day of vacation. Holly and Karl have to

Driving Tip That Could Save Your Life
I NEVER KNEW THIS BEFORE... I wonder how many people know about this? A 36 year old female had an accident several weeks ago and Totaled her car. A resident of Kilgore, Texas she was traveling between Gladewater & Kilgore. It was raining, though not excessively, when her car suddenly began to hydro-plane and literally flew through the air. She was not seriously injured but very stunned at the sudden occurrence! When she explained to the highway patrolman what had happened he told her something that every driver should know - NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN WITH YOUR CRUISE CONTROL ON. She thought she was being cautious by setting the cruise control and maintaining a safe consistent speed in the rain. But the highway patrolman told her that if the cruise control is on when your car begins to hydro-plane and your tires lose contact with the pavement, your car will accelerate to a higher rate of speed making you take off like an airplane. She told the patrolman that was exactly what had

The Woods Tea Company
Rusty Jacobs of The Woods Tea Company died yesterday. Details havent been released yet except that he died suddenly. He was 56 years old. The Woods Tea Company used to perform every year at First Night Burlington, our citywide celebration of the new year. Their show was one of my favorite ones to go to. They did folk music, and were completely full of life, energetic and happy. Rusty was sort of the comedian of the group, always quick with a joke, he sang the amusing songs like Foolish Questions. Im including that song in this entry. Please do me a huge favor and listen to it. RIP Rusty. You will be missed. Foolish Questions ...

Piercings?
Alright. Here goes. Since I can't mumm anymore, I guess I'll resort to blogging for a while. As you all know, I have my tongue and eyebrow pierced. Along with the "normal" 6 piercings in my ears. Here lately, I've been seriously contemplating getting my nipples pierced. Some of my real-life friends have theirs and I guess that's where the idea came from. Tell me do you think it's a good idea? I know it will hurt but I do believe I will reap the rewards in the end. Any feedback will be greatly appreciated.

I Don't Understand.
The basic concept of wanting to be alone. And then harping because you are. I mean, is it because you want attention? If soooo, just say you want attention. Why make a big deal of out something you initiated anyway? IDK. Sometimes I just wanna open fire on certain people. But fists do the best damage. :D

Love Is....
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

I'm Stunned Part 1
->THE VANILL...: yeah i give white people a bad name THE VANILL...: ITS WHITE PEOPLE LIKE U THAT GIVE GOOD REAL WHITE PEOPLE BAD NAMES..... ->THE VANILL...: and frankly i'm not scared of some kid called the vanilla gorilla ->THE VANILL...: oh really...well i am the one to joke with anyone no matter who they are THE VANILL...: I AINT THE ONE TO JOKE WITH..... ->THE VANILL...: whatever dude...its a fucking joke so don't get up in my shoutbox bitching about it when you set yourself up for it THE VANILL...: DONT CALL ME PAUL WALL BRO....LOL...FOR REAL...IM THE WHITEST WHITE BOY YOULL EVER SEE PATNA

Crap
so today i am going in for a job interview...its the first one ive been on in 4 years...my last interview wasnt even a interview so i dont count it i was just hired...i know i am gonna kill at it...i am everything they are looking for...i know what im doing, ive done it before, ive got tons of proir experience, im never late, in my whole life ive never no call/no showed and only called in sick once...so i know i shouldnt have to much trouble with it...but for some reason im nervous as hell...so much so that im shaking a little...why is this i wonder...if i get this job it will almost be a step down from my last one so why am i so nervous...i dont know but its pissing me off...on a completely unrelated note i might have meet someone but its still way to early to tell anything

Great Song Great Lyrics
I LOVE THIS SONG!! :p damn he too spunky :p reminds me of my first boyfriend [Scribe] Check it out, 1, 2, Hey yo, hey yo I came a long way since back in the day From a teenager trying to make a rap in this way Ever since I was a kid I had something to say Rocking mics was a dream I didn't care about pay I sacrificed late nights and going out with my friends Just to stay home alone with my pad and my pen Had my eyes on my prize, my mind on my goal As I carved these rhymes out with my heart and my soul I didn't have a CD, all I had was a tape On the dole through my flow was my only escape From a world where they didn't wanna see me prevail Didn't wanna see me take it all, they'd rather see me fail Its like [Chorus] I was down and out, struggling Wondering how I'm gonna make it through I got a dream, holding on I can't let go, 'cause I gotta make it come true [Scribe] Hey yo, I got a dream to make it big in New York Give up the drugs and alcohol, I did

Hated
well it seems women dislike me i can never keep a girl intrested in me it sucks but i live with it i just wish people could accpet me for the super sarcastic jerk iam iam unique im cimplex iam myself people dont seem to like it and it sucks alot i really just needed to vent

Two Sides To Balance
“Living with contradiction, holding together polarities, making room for divergence leads to vitality and enables us to see opposites not as dead ends but as a series of open doors.” -- Elizabeth J. Canham I have been focusing on balance lately and learning much about myself. All forces in nature continually seek balance. We’re most grounded and stable when we balance the head and heart, feeling and thinking, the inner and the outer and the extremes of dualities. Growth, on the other hand, comes when we’re off balance. Being off balance creates tensions, new experiences and the dynamics of life. All life is cyclic and cycles take us out of balance – rising and falling, visiting the extremes of highs and lows. Like the back and forth swing of a pendulum, our experience of duality must include both the positives and negatives, like love and fear, health and disease, joy and grief. We can’t swing in just one direction. To grow in consciousness, we must honour the integrity

Love
i seen this while drivin in my car i liked it so i wrote it down too share with yall hope ya like Love Love is patient love is kind It does not envy it does not boast It is not proud it is not rude It is not self-seekin it is not easy angered It keeps no records of wrongs Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth It always protected always trusts always hopes always preserves Love never fails i hope yall liked it coz i did

Funnny!! I'm Albertan
An Albertan, a little man, was sitting at a bar in Toronto when this Huge, burly American guy walks in. As he passes the Albertan, he Hits him on the neck knocking him to the floor. The big, burly Yank says, "That's a karate chop from Korea." Well, the little Albertan gets back on his barstool and resumes drinking his beer. The burly American then gets up to go to the bathroom and, as He walks by the Albertan, he hits him on the other side of the neck And knocks him to the floor. "That's a judo chop from Japan", He says. The little Albertan decides he's had enough and leaves. A half hour later he comes back and sees the burly American Sitting at the bar. He walks up behind him and whacks him on the Head, knocking him out. The Albertan says to the bartender, "When He wakes up, tell him that was a fuckin' hockey stick from Canadian Tire."

What Would You Do This Time?
With the 2 year anniversary of Katrina and Rita soon approaching, I thought it was a good time to post my feelings about Katrina and what happened to the people of Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama and Texas. I invite anybody and everybody to leave comments. I think its fair to say that just about everyone has seen the movie Titanic or knowns about the Titanic. THE TITANIC and KATRINA/RITA tragedies are very much alike. Remember the 1st class passengers? How they acted with their noses up in the air? Thinking they were better than everyone else. Dressed differently or better, smelled better or so they thought. Spoke with a proper high society dialect. The Captain of the Titanic. So many years of knowledge and experience under his belt. In fact he was going to retire. What happened when the ship hit that ice berg and started sinking? The rich acted like animals running around complaining of how cold it was. Worrying what jewelry to take with them on the life boats. Men wer

Nice Girls Finish Last
So here I was bored as hell and hitting my stumble button on firefox when I ran across a page that was quite intriguing to me. It very much hit home and I really do agree with this 'blog' so I decided to share it. It was written by a girl named Amy Tran and she's quite insightful. I can totally relate to the entire article (well all except for being Asian) so here goes: Nice Girls Finish Last Sometimes being a nice girl doesn't guarantee you anything By Amy Tran If you've ever watched a classic Disney movie, you probably know the formula: helpless female protagonist in a terrible situation, a prince comes to the rescue, the two live happily ever after. Or maybe you've watched one too many romantic comedies and aspired to be the woman whose sweet charm is irresistible to even the toughest, most promiscuous guys. These are just examples, but if we, as women, subscribe to these formulas, most of us end up as victims to it — somehow going along with the idea that if we ar

Me And A Little Bit More About Me For What What It's Worth
SO my best girl,Crystal and I are constantly thinking sexual thoughts.We compare notes and stalk our prey on a daily basis. The deal is men are widely known to have this pastime and they are rewarded by being called a stud. Women on the other hand are cursed with the scarlett letter and thought of as slutty. I do not care. I am who I am and I know it isn't out of the ordinary becuase my bestest twat sister is just like me! So what is wrong with a woman who likes sex and wants sex compared to a high percentage of women who don't want to be bothered with sucking cock at 3am? I am married and have been for 9 years but I can't seem to get over flirting and lusting with good looking guys who have an awesome personality to match.I am an attention whore. I do admit that. Flirt with me and I can be puddy in your hand. I have a thing for men who have tattoos, love motorcycles, nice trucks, men who hunt and men who would do anything for their woman. I love a man in uniform.Cop,Firefigh

More Legal Bs
OK Your charged with say Aggrevated Stalking and get arrested that then sends you into a Violation of an Injunction. OK - Well they drop the Aggrevated Stalking charge so how come they can still get you with the Violation. If they dropped the charge that made that possible in the first place. I just don't Flippin understand. But yet they can let a guy out of jail 22 times and then he kills a cop. But they can't seem to actually let the innocent people go. The system is so (fucked) up I'm ready to go postal on someone. I am gonna be so far up the state attorneys ass they will need the jaws of life to get me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Can't Shake Ya...
Before I had blinders But now it’s so clear The effect that I have on you Just being here My intentions are pure I refuse to mislead Just know that for sure I am here when you need me Your wounds have not healed Cause you keep them fresh It seems you can’t deal With your pain and regrets If only you’d see The things I see in you You’re a clown (Yes, indeed) But you’re kind-hearted, too Forget about words And a past you can’t change Cause your eyes say it all Your intentions – the same It almost seems like You try not to be Or face or accept The reality That you are the man You’ve become – not a fool No, things can’t be undone So use your past as a tool Remind yourself daily Of all you have lost Then think of the blessings Those losses have brought You have evolved Into a man As real as they come Intellectual, mature But you still remain fun Did you ever think We could stay friends this long? Our bond we can’t break Cause it’s j

Home
Finally have internet access back and I'm at 270 friend requests (LOL). Still didn't level from my blast, what an ass =/ Oh well, heh. We're still in the middle of renovating and painting and all that jazz. That, and uh .. I'm tired :P So I'll be around. I've missed my MuMM'ers!

Automotive Acronyms
AUDI Accelerates Under Demonic Influence BMW Beautiful Mechanical Wonder BUICK Big Ugly Indestructible Car Killer CHEVROLET Cheap, Hardly Efficient, Virtually Runs On Luck Every Time DODGE Drips Oil, Drops Grease Everywhere FIAT Failure in Italian Automotive Technology FORD First On Rust and Deterioration GM General Maintenance GMC Garage Man's Companion HONDA Happy Owners Never Drive Anything else.. HUMMER Huge Ultra-Magnificent Mega-Expensive Ride HYUNDAI Hope You Understand Nothing's Driveable And Inexpensive . . .. MAZDA Most Always Zipping Dangerously Along OLDSMOBILE Old Ladies Driving Slowly Make Others Behind Infuriatingly Late Everyday.. PROTON Possibly the Riskiest Option to Travel On-road Nowadays.. SAAB Swedish Automobiles Always Breakdown.. TOYOTA Too Often Yankees Overprice This

I Took A Test
How violent are you.. Your Result: Ice Cold Killer You don't give a #$@% about ANYTHING. You'd walk over a dying man any day. If someones givin' you trouble the fights over before it started. Your enemies better look over their shoulder all day..Antisocial Edgy Chilled out Risque How violent are you..

Breaking Leaves
I'm breaking the leaves in the yard today and only we know why I'm following your footsteps of distance For love kindled and set in flame These moments are ungodly coated with a sweet candy heaven melting on your lips I get ensnared by your scent Its still so fresh in my hair I'm wrapping your arms back around me Pressing so firmly into your thighs running my hand down your back I feel your love bubbling boiling begging for more We haven't lost sense of right and wrong We understand still We're just consumed, captured by each other Don't control it I'm pleading But we are both trying to hold the reins halting the herd before they run off into the wild Your body is the same beautiful and hungry still for me. Its only with you, my love and this baffles even me That I go out of mind for that moment of ecstasy I wanted to rip you apart to my fancy Pulling those physical barriers away skin to skin lover to lover friend to friend I wanted to

On Floating
Bring out every tension in your being - feel it, clench it, embrace it, release it, any ounce will distract where you can be. Silence. Breathe. Feel the air around you enter your lungs and lift you up so very slowly. Silence. Breathe. Visualize waves on the ocean crisply yet peacefully flowing towards shore, being above.. not on the ocean but far above, among whispy clouds a fresh chill invades your senses but you feel a peaceful warmth. You are no longer tethered by the world but are free to be anywhere .. everywhere...

Proud Mommy!!!
Well as most of my close friends know, my son has been playing soccer.. Most of the time he has done good, although sometimes he just goofs off. He is the team funny guy..LoL Well today was the last game of the summer. In an earlier game he scored a goal.....for the wrong team..LoL But hey they are 4 and 5 yr olds. What do you expect??.. He sometimes forgets which way he is going with the ball. Tonight started off with him not wanting play, all because I wouldn't turn on the sprinkler an hour before game time..LoL Then once I got him talked back into playing, he falls asleep on the way there. Now we only had to drive 20 minutes!! But he woke up and surprisingly not grouchy (Rarely happens) and was all ready to play. The team they played against has one of his very close friends on it..LoL So through most of the game they were making goo goo eyes at each other.. But then Ryen got a little fire under his feet and really started to play amazingly good. He took the ball from one end to the

Here's The Last Thing She Sent Me...
I never said that you were a disease Linz. I do NOT agree with your lifestyle that is true. I never said you forced anything on me, if that was the case I would have stopped hanging around you long before then. I do miss those days Lindsey, I miss you and your mama. I understand what youre saying about Cheri and Kristen, but if or when you talk to cheri, ask her just how often we talk or see each other.. we were the CLOSEST of friends and I will admit it, it makes me smile when I think about it. I know it does to. If I had a choice, I would want u to know and watch Emily grow.... Its not that Im against you and i thought I made it clear that i did not agree with your LIFESTYLE... that is it... I know deep down you have a good heart but my ONLY point is to explain that we have grown apart... Im not even sure WHERE or how it happened.. I didnt stop being your best friend when you told me u were bisexual, yeah i will admit it freaked the heck outa me but i got over that, and I felt a lil

4 Reasons For Clingers
no matter what the situation is, it can be traced to one of those reasons. i will list them as follows with details: 1. if you are a step up from his normal "type/style/what he's used to" , he will do damn near anything to maintain the bond between you. since most women want a man shoved up their ass 24-7, he would naturally think a woman as hot as you would want a man crammed up there too. he will be "extra" considerate and sensitive. he will probably be very "touchy feely", as in, even you are just sitting on the couch in winter clothes in front of three clergymen and two nuns, while jesus himself is juggling bowling pins...........he will probably be trying to lay his hand on you arm or shoulder at the very least. 2. this is a hybr id of reason one. if being with someone of your "looks/attitude/presonality/etc" makes him look better, he will try to be forcefully shoved up your ass at all times, especially in public places where you can be seen together. guys functioning on th

Fubar
Ok, just sitting here bored thinking. First i am blocked for some supid ass reason from doing mumms so, i will do a blog. First off, how is it that the top of the page says there are 53,000 people online, but i never see that many actually doing anything. Only about the same dozen people ever comment or anything. Second, how long am i gonna be blocked on my mumms, i see a lot worse things then what i did. Guess you just have to be popular or a point whore to have your mumms posted. Third, whats the point of adding friends if you never speak to them ever again? Should be called people i view. Fourth, what is with the contests, i dont get that at all. Fifth, What is the point of doing a mumm if everyone gets cranky and mad if its over a sentace long but they say its stupid if its short. i am sure i could think of more, but for now. i will leave it at this.

~~rolling 9-11 Memorial~~awesome Check It Out!!
Have you heard about the trucker who has painted his cab and trailer with the names of all those who lost their lives in 9/11 ? The trucker's name is John Holmgren from Shafer , Minn. He has been "pulled over" numerous times just so the troopers can get their picture taken with the truck.

What Youve Become
Trapped in this place The screaming deafens me Im wondering why This is my home In my mind i contemplate why all this hate You seem to rule all I see no crown How can someone be so fake? Deep in your eyes I see you have become The person you despised While you were young So quit taking it out on me Cause we now know What you've become

Rage & Pain
Fueled by rage stopped by pain i see my glory fade as im stopped by this pain pins an needles in my spin just spread like cancer im filling with rage because of this pain This uncontrollable circle that has taken over me my strength my wisdom my life

Horoscopes
AQUARIUS.jan 21 feb 19th....you have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive...you lie a great deal and make the same mistakes repeatidly...because u are stupid everyone thinks ur a jerk and u love being screwed by inanimate objects PISCES....feb 20 march 19 ..you have a vivid imagination and often think u are being followed by the fbi or aliens ..u have a minor influence on ur friends and ppl resent u for flaunting what u confuse too be as power you lack confidence and u smell funny too ARIES...mar 20 to april 18 ...you are a pioneer type and think most ppl are dickheads ..you are quick too repremand , impatient and scornful of advice ...you do nothing but piss off everyone u come into contact with ..basically ur just a prick !! TAURUS...APRIL 19 MAY 19 .....You are practical and persistent you have dogged determination and stick too it iv ness cause u never do anything right the first time ....most ppl think u are stubborn and bullheaded but ur just an asshole

Omg
Omg I am so depressed, I have court tommorow for what my rotten ass ex husband did to me...I am so nervous, I know he aint gonna get much, justice system sucks big time....Men can do whatever they want to women and get away with it, its so frigen damn sickning!!!! I'm bitchin I know, just worried on what is gonna happen, and typin random thoughts

Lilypond Project, Progress
Working on making a PDF of the Allegro second movement of Benjamin Frankel's symphony no. 6 (1969), using the program LilyPond (www.lilypond.org) (version 2.0.1, nothing more recent works with my machine and OS). So far: have of the flute 1/2, first violin, second violin, violas, cellos lines have 94 bars done (and nothing else for this movement. The first movement and third movement- out of five in all- are pretty substantially "transcribed" except for, well, a whole lot of retouching and a few lines- mostly percussion- not yet added- but are mostly done... I think... well, maybe "first or second draft" applies.) (Yes, I'm enjoying this a lot. The result of another such project, also not quite done, is the finale of a 1838(?) piano trio by Carl Gottlob Reißiger (1798-1859) (making him a near-contemporary of Franz Schubert, born 1797), the PDF from which is in my "stash" and some pages of which in various stages of progress are in my image gallery.)

Lonely
The world moves as I stay still. Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall. Mother knocks on my door, but I feel too numb to answer She cries, but I motionlessly don't answer. I lie on my bed, Screaming in my head. Pain forever with me never leaving. It goes with me everywhere. Like my shadow, Constantly there. Now my sister turning into darkness. She will before long be just like her brother. And mother will soon give in. The echo of glass breaking, The sound of my mother screaming, And me still emotionless as I lay. The doors are slamming. More glasses breaking. And me just falling, With no delay. Now the house grows dark. Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows. And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness. And all my fears have come true.

The Epitome Of Jock Mentality
Arnold Palmer, Jack Nicklaus and Tiger Woods are standing at the throne of heaven. God looks at them and says, "Before granting you a place at my side, I must ask you what you have learned, what you believe in." God asks Arnie first: "What do you believe?" Arnie thinks long and hard, looks God in the eye, and says, "I believe in hard work, and in staying true to family and friends. I believe in giving. I was lucky, but I always tried to do right by my fans." God can't help but see the essential goodness of Palmer, and offers him a seat to his left. Then God turns to Nicklaus and says, "What do you believe?" Jack says, "I believe passion, discipline, courage and honor are the fundamentals of life. I, too, have been lucky, but win or lose; I've always tried to be a true sportsman, both on and off the playing fields." God is greatly moved by Jack's high-pitched eloquence, and he offers him a seat to his right. Finally, God turns to Woods: "And you, Tiger, what do you bel

Imagined Mistress
The lights are on inside. The soft glow of family pageantry Escapes through lacy curtains And flutters to my feet. The sound and smell of life, Of love and belonging, Of security. My eyes interrupt their privacy - My heart listens. But they don't know, I've caught them unaware . . . Walking down this dark asphalt path. A hidden spectator A connoisseur Of life's possible scenarios, As seen through The lit window to Your world.

Edward Elgar (8-17)
dating, since I've probably written about him already this year. He was born 150 years ago June 2nd, and the composer of the Pomp and Circumstance marches is receiving the full treatment. His cello concerto was played the first night of the London Prom concerts (and Land of Hope and Glory, the choral version of the trio of the first Pomp-and march, always is in the Last Prom concert each year); and a number of his other works are sprinkled throughout the season- with the effect that his range as a composer, the many-sidedness of the portrait- is harder to hide ;) . I picked up an issue of BBC Music Magazine back in July dedicated to the Elgar anniversary containing a CD of an Elgar 2nd symphony performance conducted by Sir Malcolm Sargent (from a Prom Concert several decades ago - a friend in the UK had attended the event, enjoyed it, recommended the magazine to me in part because the performance was quite good and had not been released in any form between then and now *g*- hav

When You're Gone....
Avril Lavigne - When you're gone I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left they lie on my floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too And when you're gone The words I need to hear to always

The Perfect Guy For Me.
1.Listens to rock 2. Likes me for me 3. Can make me laugh 4. makes me smile 5.. can trust me 6. I can trust him 7. drug free 8. dosnt get that jelouse 9. dosnt try to controll me 10. Can undestand me Yea no chance in hell im finding the perfect guy for me. Well maybe i will i guess i will find out some day.

I Have Blue Eyes
Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if you mess around with them, they'll knock you out. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. :D :D

The Entertainment For My Night...lol
Now bare with me...read from the bottom: Alrighty then have a good day too. On 8/17/2007, eastcoastcowboy@fubar.com wrote: Avoiding answers to questions now aint we? Reckon this conversation is over with now, pulling the fat ass top shit routione dont work with me. I dealt with worse people tha you. Now u have a nice day, good fucking day, Im done wasting my time on you. and I am already expecting some message back of u promoting that u won this "debate" You didnt win, .cant win when u dont fight the same battle, meaning, I came with a sword expecting for death and u came with a toothpick thinking it was a gun. Get over urself, and have a fucking great day, this is my last message, I dont weaste my time on losers like u On 8/17/2007, fu893612@fubar.com wrote: LMAO, where to start? I'm here because of the fact that I am up at 5:14am and your more entertaining than the mumms. And how can you tell I'm eatting again? My God what are the winning lotto numbe

Hubby With Only Female "friends"
She thought she married her soul mate but as time went on she found thing out she did not know about her new hubby. He Had Mostly female friends and when i say mostly i mean that out of 40 friends maybe one or two were male. He would talk to them on-line most of the time and after a while he would talk to them by phone. Then there would be the endless text messages. She tried to deal with it but over time to just keeps getting harder her to deal.Now he was a working man and she new he didn't have the time to go and do something and he would reassure her nothing was going on. Then a friend of hers told her to get a program for the net that will show her whats going on and boy did she see thing that she wish she never seen. As she saw that he was talking to the other woman and saying that will not be repeated here.What she do???? From what she saw she said nothing come to the point where the hubby would meet those other woman but it come real close. Like the would set up a date but he wo

As The World Turns
Who all will be watching AS THE WORLD TURNS today? The show will be having their first ever same sex kiss. This is a big step for a daytime soap to do, I'm sure. Long time over due. I will be watching it when I get home from work. Thank God for Tivo. Oh yeah, one of the main characters is gay on the show. Not sure in his persoal life though. I wonder if Days of Our Lives will be doing it next?

Just Me
Im just an easy going person, enjoy time with my kids,family and friends..Love to relax at the beach,walks in the park, movies,dinner out..or just sitting home watching a movie and cuddling on the couch with that special someone...Not into games of the head or heart..won't play with peoples emotions, it's not the right thing to do and wouldn't want it done to me...It's either sink or swim when riding the wave of life...anything else you want to know about me, feel free to ask..Thanks for stopping by

My Oldest Daughter
I wrote this for my oldest Daughter on her 18th Birthday I guess this journey started almost 18 years ago. Your mother and I knew we were going to have a little girl. I had no idea what to do or what kind of father I was going to be. The only thing I did know, that no matter what I did or didn't do, I would raise my little girl to be an independent, intelligent woman. That she would not have anyone sway her thinking, her beliefs and her values. That she would choose her friends for who they are, not for what they could do for her. You have matured into more then I could have ever wished. Through all that you have been put thru over the years, you have always handledthe situations put in front of you. As time has moved on, I find myself learning more from you then I think you have learned from me. You are not only my first born but one of my closest confidant and friends. I know you will succeed in any task you take on. I want you to know t

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Tear stained pillow Another heartbreak (mend it. again) Pain bleeds out Staining the sheets (out damn'ed spot!) You're not worth it Not deserving (you are. stop.) Why keep trying Learn your lesson (they never end) Anger, frustration Pointless, stupid (it's not. really) Can't eat, can't sleep Can't concentrate (focus, breathe) Nothing matters. Want to hide. (keep going. go) Pain, aching Humiliation (mistake. move on) (move on.) (learn) (and breathe)

Fairy Tale
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful,independent,self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: "Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince,until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however,and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so." ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ on lightly sautéed frog legs

Um, Stalker Pt 3.
->Here and T...: I gotta tell ya, I'd like to thank you for your concenrn, it's good to know I have such an impact on your life. Also I'm so happy for you and the "Many a VIP" you've spoken with. I have not cheated, I've gotten to where I am fair and square, you don't like it? YOUR problem! Cheers! Here and T...: so your saying you can cheat because you pay? I have talked to many VIP and they all think they should have a salute photo. No where in the rules does it say anything about not having one if your a vip, but it does plainly state that you need a salute pic to advance past a 10. What you are saying, is it is ok to cheat if you pay Here and There is Here Again (Si Te Tengo Aqui)@ fubar

Point Whores
At least he admits he is one. :| Yep, I Am ...: why not? that already overdone too? ->Yep, I Am ...: I don't suggest you try it Yep, I Am ...: nope...guess not! wonder what would happen if I put up a A or B post! lmao ->Yep, I Am ...: well I guess when you're point whoring, it doesn't make a difference what kind of crap you post Yep, I Am ...: funny! Yep, I Am ...: yeah...I really did! ->Yep, I Am ...: no, you really didn't Yep, I Am ...: yeah...love the "this is even overdone" comment! lol figured it was....but had to! ->Yep, I Am ...: yes it is Yep, I Am ...: mornin'! If we lose MuMMs because of fuckwads like this...

Flying Today
Today I fly to Iraq for a 15 month rotation. I like to thank all my friends that will send thier support. I will try to keep up witj all that goinig on here and post pics. Take care cause I want to see all my friends when I get back. Please remeber you don't have to support the government or the war, just support me and the other military people. Sniffs & Licks, Coyote

A Deadly Love
You walked into my life, not knowing what to expect. The anger and darkness that filled me frightened you, but something kept you from leaving me. Not knowing why you're still here, your mind is a roller coaster of thoughts, and feelings you never expected, But strangely you never wanted them to end. I could see your feelings grow for me; the lust in your eyes cannot be mistaken, with each day it grows more and more, like the moon in the night's sky. You're still confused on why you stay, Knowing that your life could end at any moment. The danger you're in, from just being with me, excites you in a way you never knew existed. What you don't realize is that I know what you are feeling; you generally love me for the person I am. What you don't know is that I am not a person at all, but a creature of the night, a creature that could kill you at any moment. And yet I let you stay, knowing what I could do, I

Poem
Satiated, drenched hungry, quenched sublime, ecstatic overdrive, automatic heart of gold, sold my soul missing much to make me whole want to be wanted, need to be touched fever burning, wantings torched inside and out, upside down showing my smile, to hide a frown get back up, dust myself off honest, real, let you know what I feel laughter and tears through all of the years life goes on

** If You Only Knew*** For The Love Of My Life And You Know Who You Are!!!!
If Only You Knew... TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willi

Ok So Im Joining The Herd
Ok as i posted before im hosting a swimsuit contest. Ratings and Comment Bombing is welcome. I'm taking names and pics till Monday i'll start the contest then and it'll run till Thursday night. #1 Lady will recieve a month blast, #2 will recieve a month VIP #3 gets a flasy sports car and everybody else gets a Romantic Dinner and naked pics of me (j/k) just for joining. Pass it along the more the merrier!!

He's In The Lead.
He is in the lead, come on over show your support. He will return the favor. Stop here see how many have joind the support trainCLICK HERE All of them will have the favor returnd. 11's during Happy Hour....Hmmmmmmmmmm.. think 30 points per 11 is worth it? They do. Come on it won't hurt. If you just want to get started just click this photo. And bome away.

Well..
Wish us luck. Going to go meet with a lawyer to begin a custody battle for Beazil's son. It's a whole long story as far as the history with Beazil's ex-wife goes...but trust me...she's nuts and we need to get Beazil's son out of there. (I'm sorry...but a 6-year-old shouldn't be obssessed with demons...or be making himself puke...or holding down other kids at school and beating them...etc.) It's going to be a hard fight...but with all the contempt-of-court issues we have documented on her...where she's completely gone against the decree of the custody papers that are already en force...and Beazil's son's behavioral and emotional difficulties...we think we have some chance at least. We want to get him into a stable home with discipline and love. He needs structure and to see two responsible parents who can raise him to take care of himself responsibly as well. We have got to get him out of the trailer his mom lives in and out of the welfare-baby life!! Wish us luck!!

Ode To Plurals
And we wonder why the English language is so hard to learn!! We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes, But the plural of ox becomes oxen, not oxes. One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese, Yet the plural of moose should never be meese. You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice, Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice. If the plural of man is always called men, Why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen? If I speak of my foot and show you my feet, And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet? If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth, Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth? Then one may be that, and three would be those, Yet hat in the plural would never be hose, And the plural of cat is cats, not cose. We speak of a brother and also of brethren, But though we say mother, we never say methren. Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him, But imagine the feminine: she, shis and shim! Let's face it - English

Oh Thighs Of Creamy White
Original Poetry - do not rip Oh, thighs of creamy white, Wrapped around my head so tight. Throbbing, aching, delicious clit, How I love to suck on it. Your hands grasping in my hair, Pulling my face down into there. Your back is arching in so much pleasure, Muscles twitching, to many to measure. Peering into the abyss, body starting to lean, Then free falling in orgasm with a pleasurable scream. Body relaxing, breathing starting to slow, As you collapse into sweet afterglow…. -Brian 2007

What The?
What the heck is all the commotion about showing so Fubar Luv? It seems if you ask any simple questions all you get is some fubar hate. I know that comments are to show you what others are think at the time, but being rude is not a constructive way to give an opinion.I know you probally thinking,"is this guy a goob", but it really doesn't matter what you think does it. If the world counted on your thoughts to keep it rotatig around the sun or just shooting out of the galaxy, we'd all be screwed! So have yourself a nice freakin day, play nice, or bite your F'in tongue ya moron! We're here to have fun, meet new folks, and hopefully to enjoy our experience. SO enjoy already, and treat others with respect and courtesy. And you might get the same in return

Read This,and You'll Believe In God--if You Dont Already((repost This Story If You Like))
A girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than planned, her boyfriend got drunk and passed out and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away around the corner. As she walked along passing "McDonalds" Mary asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelm

I'm From Louisiana
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! IN CALIFORNIA: I can wear sandals all year long I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often I know what real cheese & avocados taste like Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear I know 65 mph really means 100 When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck arou

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids
I think you're the father of one of my kids- FUNNY Body: A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken a back because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and he says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm your son's teacher."

Booty Calls Or Fwb
My young friend Jeremy recently had a revelation. "Women want sex as much as men!" While that is, in many cases, very true, things are still different for many women than for many men. (Disclaimer that all of the following applies to me and other women I know, but nothing I write is ever intended to cover the broad spectrum of human behavior and attitude. On top of that, of course a lot of what I say here about many women also applies to some men as well.) The pitfalls of the booty call or friends with benefits relationship have been on my mind lately. While I was on vacation, I found an old Cosmo in my aunt's cottage and got absorbed in it. (Wonder what it says about me that I find more fodder for journaling in Cosmo and Vogue than in my favorite feminist magazine, Bust.) One interesting article was "When Booty Calls Make You Blue." And a frequently discussed issue on Fubar is "Why don't women like casual sex as much as men," so it's an issue I've thought a bit about. In addition,

Romance&relationship
Supernatural dick Category: Romance and Relationships I want some dick ,but not just any old run of the mill every now and then type dick- I'm talkin; about that supernatural dick, king dick, the kind of dick that's so good it takes you back to slavery times, when there were still big black mandingo's the kind that takes me so far back that my ancestors will feel it, I want some dick that my grandmothers,grandmother's ,grandmother's grand mothers,grand mothers, grandmother will feel . The kind of dick that takes you to a whole other level ,so much so, that it's almost an like an attack on my senses. The kind that I can see, feel ,taste , and touch .The kind that even when he gives it all, it's never enough .The kinda dick that will stand at attention and salute you like a true soldier .The kind that will wave at you.The kind that makes you grab the sheets, and speak in another language, the kind that makes the pussy jump when it enters the room. The kind that makes you think

Mirror Mirror On The Wall Who Is The Fairest Of Them All.
MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL WHO IS THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL. there is a lot of mirror pics out there so i decided to do a mirror pic contest PRIZES R AS FOLLOWS judges pick 3 day blast baller gift custom, morph graphic, tag set ( welcome, thanks, humpday) most rates (NUMBER OF RATES) {100 rates gets 1 day blast} big baller gift custom graphic, morph tag set ( welcome, thanks, humpday) most comments (2000 COMMENTS GET U THE MOST RATES PACKAGE) custom graphic, morph all winners get contest certificate hit me up and let me know the mirror pic u wanna use

88 Precepts
88 PRECEPTS by David Lane (P.O.W.) Member of The Order Until the White race realizes that there is only one source from which we can ascertain lasting truths, there will never be peace or stability on this earth. In the immutable Laws of Nature are the keys to life, order, and understanding. The words of men, even those which some consider “inspired” are subject to the translations, vocabulary, additions, subtractions, and distortions of fallible mortals. Therefore, every writing or influence, ancient or modern, must be strained through the test of conformity to Natural Law. The White Peoples of the earth must collectively understand that they are equally subject to the iron-hard Laws of Nature with every other creature of the Universe, or they will not secure peace, safety, nor even their existence. The world is in flames because Races, Sub-races, Nations, and Cultures are being forced to violate their own Nature- ordained instincts for self-preserv

I Lost My Zombie Teddy Bear!!! Lol
.........I want my ZOMBIE teddy bear...........lol. Its cold and ...scary... and I lost my Zombie MOM!!!! ROFL!!! :P:O:P:O:P.... I want my ZOMBIE teddy bear .. I cant find it!!! LOL!!! :( Its got a missing head... And its stuffing is half fallen out of its tummy.. lol.. Its missing one eye.. And the legs are missing.. Its smells really bad .. But good to me.. ROFL!!!

Time To Move...
ahh life has become to boring as of lately.. spoke with my sister and going to do what i planned years ago. I think after the end of this year I am cali bound! Tired of the 5 1/2 flight to go visit her for 3-4 days so looks like by my birthday next year i'll be moving out there. Hollywood here I come to stay

What A Lousy Day
Am I not supposed to be happy? I'm not looking for any affirmation here either. I DON'T want people to feel sorry for me. I just want to know why the hell everything in my life has to go to shit. Why can't I just make all the pain go away? It seems like everything I touch falls apart. I'm used to life being tough and all, bad thing happening and what not, but this past year has been a mother f****r. Sorry for the language. Usually I'm the kind of guy that's laid back, doesn't let things get me down, but this crap has been too much for me. I'm actually severely depressed most of the time I'm awake. That's not me. I'm a happy guy. I just can't seem to be that guy right now. At times I feel like there's no hope anymore.

Just Not Me
Yesterday, I had posted a mumm. What I thought was a pretty harmless mumm regarding what you look for in the person you love. For the most part everyone was very kind and posted their thoughts on this matter. BUT......there was one who seemed to be offended my mumm because she felt it was not a true mumm. Her words then started a riot amongst a few. Mostly lasing out at me not only because of the mumm but because I responded back to her. I then started a small but hurtful battle. That is just not me. I ended it with an apology to this person. All night I thought of nothing else. After much deep thought I realized I owed her nothing. She has her opinion and I have mine. It was a mumm!!! At work the night before a conversation about just that was going on. We all had our own opionions and I, of course had mine, which was not as slam dunk as some. I wanted opionions from the masses; therefore; I asked my fubar friends. By the way, thanks for responding. You know, I think I am just

Chinese Imports
With a lot of manufacturing jobs moving over to China, are we setting ourselves up for failure???? Hmmmmmmm....... Let's look at the facts that have been uncovered in recent months. I'll start with the mass pet food recall that killed several pets. The cause of the recall was because of contaminated ingredient glutin, which was imported from China. It gets worse. The U.S. is importing seafood from China. Some of it is farm raised in ponds that the EPA would condem. This food is not being properly inspected and tested by the FDA. Yet, we Americans keep buying it. And for the latest, Matel is recalling millions of toys because the paint used on them contains excessive amounts of lead. And these toys are made guess where... That's right! China. Are we really better off getting our food and goods from China? They could be taking us down without us even knowing it. What would happen if the U.S. got involved in a major war similar to WWII? We would not have the man

My Heart Burns For One Man *&* One Man Only!!!
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9words Woman Love To Use
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is on e of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

Men Strike Back
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men fart more than women? Because women can't shut up long enough to build up the required pressure. ------------------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. ------------------------------ - ------------------------------------

Girls Are Like Apples
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good, but easy. So the apples up top think something's wrong with them when in reality they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along. The one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

A Very Special Person
There is this woman that I know. I have know here for about 8 years now. I can only hope that when she reads this she will have a better understanding of how I feel. I could write a 1,000 page book about her and not even scratch the surface of her and how she makes me feel. Trust me I have tried. I have written her a few times telling her how I feel. Some she has already read and some she has not read and might not ever read. I knew the first time I saw her all of those years ago that she was something special and was to be cherished forever. She is the greatest thing that has even happened in my life. Over time I have tried to show her how I feel about her. For me to show someone how I feel is very hard for me to do. I am the type of person that will build walls to protect myself. I also from time to time make the mistake of saying or doing something before I think about what I am about to do. She still looked past all the wrong things I have done and tries to teach me. I am learni

You Shoulda Believed Me...
I loved you more than I ever loved someone in my life... I understand that I listened to alot of shit and let it get to me... I shouldnt have acted the way I did.. but you believe them over me.. more than I did why do they get your trust and I dont? I gave you my heart and you couldnt even give me a little bit of trust..yet i was suppose to trust u completely? you are the one that says you have been with other people... and still im the whore... I gave you everything... and that wasnt enough I would have done anything for you and to make you happy... but yet you didnt believe me you must enjoy being hurt by the trash you've had in your past and present and future.. I would have never hurt you.. I WOULD have married you.. and shared my life with you.. even when you had nothing but the clothes on your back.. I loved you... I never wanted you to raise my children.. I just wanted you to share our lives... Nothing was ever good enough for you..

What I Want Someday
I am sitting here thinking of being alone and all I want in the next relationship I get into, actually what I have wanted in any. When I give myself I give my whole self Heart, mind, body, and soul... I want someone to hold that dear and treasure it because it is a gift, everyone else took it but beat it up and gave it back black and blue and in 1,000 pieces. I want to be with someone that loves me as much as I can love totally and completely. I don't care to be with someone who shares themselves with others physically I have been there and done that, I want someone who wants me and only me, I also want to be with them and them only been with someone who wanted to share me as well and thats not love either. I want someone to look at me like I am important to them and they want me to be with only them. I want to be with someone I can make happy and smile everyday and we both know whatever happens we can get through it because we are there for each other. I want to be there to brighten t

Strange Dreams Again.
This time they sort of connect too. Three nights ago was the first one. I was pregnant and I mean like super pregnant. Probably atleast 8 months. It was very odd because the babys body would push out against my stomach, almost like its head maybe... You could see the shape. I was so confused because in my dream it was like real life.. I hadn't slept with anyone since I got preggy for reeeeal so there was absolutely no way for this to be happening. I didn't know I was pregnant until right then in the dream when I was all huge too. I kept wondering how it could have happened, wondered if perhaps it was the baby from the first time and my pregnancy had just came back. (IRL I lost it around the 8th week though I carried it about 13 weeks before I had any signs.) Which leads to last nights dream. In last nights dream the child was born. He was 3 months old I think but about the size of a child who is one. He could already walk (Actually stumble run which he did alot of) and even ta

Night Heat
the night is so dark and hot but not as in weather hot its hot because hes there with her tonight......Layin in each others arms knowin exactly what it is they want but neither of them makin the move to get there.......she leans and kisses him long slow deep kisses then his hands aresliding over her shoulders down across her breasts slowly across her stomach down her thighs all the way down her legs to her feet. then she can feel him kissing his way back up slow soft kisses with little nibbles here n there until he reaches the junction @ her thighs.. then he spreads her legs apart n slowly slides his tongue from the top of her pussy down ....he begins teasin her clit oh so lightly licking, softly biting oh the bittersweet torture. his tongue slides inside her she pushes against his face....Oh god yes ...Baby please dont stop she moans PLease...as she begs he slides a finger inside of ur curling it to hit her "g" spot as he works on her clit again..he feels her heat get greater he knows

Out Of Gas
A man was driving down the road and ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window The bee said, "What seems to be the problem?" "I'm out of gas," the man replied. The bee told the man to wait right there and flew away. Minutes later, the man watched as an entire swarm of bees flew to his car and into his gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees flew out. "Try it now," said one bee. The man turned the ignition key and the car started right up. "Wow!" the man exclaimed, "what did you put in my gas tank"? The bee answered, "BP!" (I see you smiling) NOTE: In Texas, there are no BP Stations. I saw these primarily on the East Coast when I lived in SC and travelled to CT frequently. What isn't showing on this blog posting from the email I received is the BP Gas Station symbol.... lol... :)

I'm In A Contest And Need Help!!!!
Beginning at 10 a.m. Saturday morning I am officially in a contest and need any and all help I can get from my friends. :) It is a cutest child morphing contest and below is what the morph looks like. In order to bomb for me, I need you to send a request to my friend Jeff, who's profile link can be found below. I would really love to win this one. Thanks in advance and I love and appreciate all of you! The morph to bomb. It will run for 5 days and I'm already WAY behind: (You have to add him as a friend to bomb. I so appreciate the help.) Jeff's page - *Micaje Cikala Peta*Lord Wolf~Fubar Master FTW Lost Goth *Oy'sa Watta Chee* .Kingdom of Wolves@ fubar I know some of you who would support me 110% in this have your differences with him and I understand and respect that. I just ask that you help me spread the word so I can actually have a shot. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!

Ughhhhhhhhhhhh
Error: you've reached the daily photo comments limit for your user level. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! And well im in this contest and well i'd really appreciate all the help my friends and family can come up with. I return all comments with luv. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=2345381892

Story #11
Seeing you from across the restaurant as i walk over to the bar and order a drink. I feel your eyes following me, trying not to return the stare. My drink arrives and i notice that i was not able to not stare when i see the smile across your lips. I feel my cheeks catch fire as i blush, seeing you giggling with co-workers. Trying to distract myself as to not stare more, i chat with the bartender. After a few minutes i see some of your party say their goodbyes and head for the door, stealing more looks at you. Your wearing a dark blouse and a matching long flowing skirt, when you move i steat a glimpse of the roundness of your calf. Finishing another drink i head towards the rest room. standing in front of the mirror after i finsih, i splash water onto my face to try to help cool off. hearing the door open, then close, i look up into the mirror and see you. " i saw you looking at me across the room, I should say i felt it." you say. I turn to face you, still somewha

Sorry
Sorry that I havent been around too much lately but with all the drama that has been going on with the frikkin perv , police, and now on the 31st my daughter goes for her protection from harrassment hearing, which i am 99% sure she will get it ....maybe then there will be some peace in our lives.....but anyhow I promise friends& family I shall stop by your pages to show some love soon. xoxoxoxo

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is true love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks .. Danielle Aug 2007

Could This Be The One (not What You Think It Is)
Could this be the one that starts your new life? They seem to be nothing too special, Such horrible little bitches you have to hide from your wife, Spraying fresh cologne just before the threshold, Too much fun... too hard to stop touching, You love them, each and everyone, Kinda hard to stop buying, And throw them out when you are done, And quitting just isn't worth trying, They are sweet little things at your beck and call, When you've had a bad day or just bored, And the one you're about to have could cause your fall, Now let's just press fast forward... Feeling run down...thinking lack of sleep, You start to cough up blood, Now you quit, but you're in too deep, Grab a life jacket too late in the flood, Lose your hair, but not to old age, Your date is the Doctors... not dinner, You're now upset ...so enraged, And you were so good, not a sinner, Worked hard every single day, Provided for your children, Asking for miracles as you pray, And hoping God will fulf

Metallica-nothing Else Matters
So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they say Never cared for games they play Never cared for what they do Never ca

Please
Cant you see that i'm sick of this? Chances are you're oblivious to how I feel Sitting on your throne, and I'm sure that I'm not alone Tell me please Who the fuck did you want me to be? Was it something that I couldnt see? Never knew this could be so political And please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin And its starting to tear from within But its obvious that doesnt bother you so please.. I didnt think that you'd sell me out Now I know what youre all about You might feel in control of things But youre not holding all the strings Tell me please Who the fuck did you want me to be? Was it something that I couldnt see? Never knew this would be so political And please, I'm still stuck in this miserable skin And its starting to tear from within But its obvious that doesnt matter to you Ive swallowed all your answers Ive swallowed all of my pride You've used up all your chances Cant keep this all inside Tell me please Who the fuck did you wan

Sad But Sweet
grab a tissue if you have a heart you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talks,turn up the volume!!!Turn On Volumethey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and b

Type O Negative- Black Number One
She's in love with herself. She likes the dark. On her milk white neck. The Devil's mark. It's all Hallows Eve. The moon is full. Will she trick or treat. I bet she will. She's got a date at midnight. With Nosferatu. Oh baby, Lilly Munster. Ain't got nothing on you. Well when I called her evil. She just laughed. And cast that spell on me. Boo Bitch Craft. Yeah you wanna go out 'cause it's raining and blowing. You can't go out 'cause your roots are showing. Dye em black. Black no. 1 Little wolf skin boots. And clove cigarettes. An erotic funeral. For witch she's dressed. Her perfume smells like. Burning leaves. Everyday is Halloween. Loving you was like loving the dead. Black No. 1Add to My Profile | More Videos

Tomorrow
Well I need to get my happy ass to bed .. I start my new job tomorrow and I've a ton of things to do before I go .. ( my shift starts at 3) .... tomorrow is 3-11 . and Sunday is 3-10 .. Lawd i hope all works out .. havnt worked in so long .. UGH .. So .. I hope you all have a Wonderful weekend .. as I probably wont be online much if at all this weekend .. Be well . Stay Safe . and Have a Kickin Time !

Dog Tags
For the last week or so, I've had a few people asking me where I got My Dog Tags from. Well this First One was made by Latin Diva. Which she did a few months ago. Right now, She is looking for the Web Page she made them at. In the meantime, I went looking for a site myself and found one that makes them like this: A little different style, you can see more examples in my Dog Tags Made for People Folder. Now, I will gladly make them for anyone that asks. I will need the fellowing Information: The Background Camo Color you want: Jungle, Desert, Snow, Pink, Purple or Blue And the 3 text lines you want, up to 16 Characters per line. Please either send me a Private Message Labeled DOG TAGS or comment on this BLOG. Thanks, David PS: Please don't forget about Checking Out my Special set of Blogs for the Military and their Families here on FuBar: http://fubar.com/blog/73734

A New Verse To My Neverending Song.
I see a light at the end of this proverbial tunnel. Reaching out to hold the light. You are so far away. Can you see me? I'm waving my heart in your direction. I want to feel the sun on my face. The warm sand beneath my feet. Bring me closer baby. Be with me now. You fill me with wonder, excitement, longing. My heart is open to your love. If you so choose to take it. Remember the song? I feel it growing softer. We can create a new verse. A life so serene, so complete. But you have to want it. I know I do. More each day and night. Take me into your world. I can complete you.

Caught Chained Handed
ok now if you know me you know that i am into bondage. today my mother was cleanin my room cuz my uncle is coming down for a vist. while clean she noticed ropes coming from under my bed. she said " your just like your father" not realizing whats going on i ask "how is that" and she replayed "what are those ropes for" i said " mom you already know. remember when you said i should get a job at payless(shoe store for those who dont know)i said i just cant. and you said why you have a foot fetish or something. and i said no i have a different kind. and you asked...so i told you" she just laughed and rolled her eyes. then i said just wait when i get the money the ropes are going to be chains. she walked away at the point

So Yeah...
So as of lately things have kinda been up and down around me. I am getting ready to go back to work full time, yet I am not ready for the summer to be over with. There are so many things I wanted to do that I just wasnt able to. A few different people have come and gone from my life. Of course, I thought they were great. Why else would I even bring them up otherwise. One was someone I had been talking to for about the last 6 months. The plan was that he was coming out to WI for EAA (a big airplane fly in with planes and pilots from around the world). Well the couple weeks leading up to that all of a sudden he completely stopped talking to me. Phone calls went unreturned, yada yada yada. Well right before he was supposed to be here I finally got together with who I thought was this absolutely amazing man. He made me laugh, could make me smile when I was sad, and brought a smile to my face just by talking to me, hugging me or kissing me. Well that was great for a few weeks until we start

:(
the pain u feel roots deep in the heart can this really be happening when just yesterday u felt the same as the start no matter how many times u replay u cant seem to pintoint the moment of decay was it the glimpse of my eye or a falling star in the sky the tear that trickeld down ur cheek or was i too withdrawing or too weak you never really told me this much i know like the nights are cold youre snow one last thing before i go i just wanna say that the daggers you throw no longer sting and every nite for moment i wonder what could have been what should have been and then i smile and sing and start remembering ghostdog

Different Kinds Of Sex... (or So I Am Told)
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your spouse any more. They take you to court and screws you in front of everyone. And last, but not least, th

A Thought
"A THOUGHT" how long have i been in this world? so over whelmed by this places cheapest form's life is getting harder to tread, with these thoughts going threw my head. if i just had you everything would be alright, and if i could just see you , this darkness i would try to fight, i know you didnt want me to die, so why am i six feet under, can you hear my cryies barely surviving is all i've known, cause i'm so used to living alone, by;Paul A. 8-16-7

Preparing A Comeback..........
HI ALL! I AM COMING BACK BY THE FIRST OF THE MONTH. TO THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW IT, I HAVE BEEN ON AND OFF FUBAR UNDER ANOTHER NAME SO IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME ON THAT ACCOUNT IT IS BRATTITUDE2YOU. I DIDN'T ADD EVERYONE ON THIS PAGE BECAUSE I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD STAY ON THAT NAME AT ALL BUT MADE MORE FRIENDS ON THERE. SO MY OLD FRIENDS FROM THIS ACCOUNT PLEASE ADD YOURSELF. I MISSED YOU ALL AND PLEASE DROP BY YOU ALL AND SAY HELLO. I WILL BE ON HERE TO WORK ON MY PROFILE BUT YOU WILL HEAR FROM ME VERY SOON. LOVE TO ALL! MUAAAHHHH

The Cowboy's Heart
The cowboy's heart is big as the size of Texas.Its full of love and care to share with someone. Its been that way all the yrs the cowboy has been. The cowboy thinks it will be the same for yrs to come. Try after Try the cowboy has done. Not one single person wants to love and care for his big heart. He feels like the ole lone cow that was lost in pasture waitin for other cattle or someone to lead her home. Everyday the cowboy thinks of bein the lone one sittin on the front porch in the rocker with heeler at side .. just lookin out at the vast beauty God has put around him at the ranch. With all this thought the cowboy's heart grows smaller and weary but the cowboy hopes that maybe someday someone would end it ..

Firefighters
I WISH you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I WISH you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I WISH you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I WISH you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is t

Early Morning Update, Lol!
I have errands to run this morning, as well as one client to treat - if I can get in touch with her, that is, lol! I should be back online this afternoon! This evening I may be going out with my niece, her friend, and my sister Carol! We will see, lol. Have a fantastic Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings, lots of them, for everyone, all over the world. Love you!! Later! Muahz!

Can Wd-40 Oil Cure Arthritis?
THOUSANDS of people around the world swear WD-40 has cured their arthritis. Anecdotal evidence suggests there is a global craze for spraying the household lubricant on stiff knees, hips and wrists — even though it’s usually meant for jammed locks and rusty hinges. Dozens of websites feature messages testifying to its unlikely success in easing joint pain. Golfer Eric McKaig claims WD-40 ended his days of creaking, painful joints. The 70-year-old retired sales manager from Stamford, Lincs, says: “It’s been an absolute godsend for me. “WD-40 has given me a hell of a lot of relief. “A few weeks ago, I was even running around the garden with my grandson. I haven’t been able to do that for about three years.” The latest craze conjures up images of the Tin Man in the classic movie The Wizard Of Oz, oiling himself in the mornings to get going. Reports that people were spraying the all-purpose lubricant on themselves first emerged around ten tears ago in the United

The Unwritten Rules?
There is an unwritten rule regarding visible tattoos while on duty as a security officer. Granted I understand that companies want security officers to appear respectable and professional. But..... If a security company forces security officers to cover up tattoos that are neither slanderous nor obscene, is the company breaking state and federal laws pertaining to discrimination? Is the company breaking their own policies on ethics, equal opportunities, and diversity policy? In addition is it ethical to force security officers to wear long sleeves during the summer in a factory setting? I'm open to opinions either for or against these polices, let me know how you feel on this.

Trying To Move On
WELL ITS BEEN ALMOST 2 WEEKS SINCE RAY HAS PASSED...WHICH SEEMS LIKE A SHORT TIME ONE MINUTE AND FOREVER THE NEXT. I MYSELF THINK I AM DOING VERY WELL WITH THIS. THINK THE REASON IT WAS A LITTLE EASIER ON ME IS THE FACT THAT I KNEW IT WAS COMING. AND THEN WHEN IT DID BOY IT HIT ME. NOT THAT I THINK ITS HAS TOTALLY BUT IT HAS. I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH, AND ITS THE LITTLE THINGS THAT YOU DONT THINK ARE OF IMPORTANCE THAT WILL ALWAYS BE A REMINDER. I HAD THOUGHT THAT STAYING HERE WOULD BE HARD ON ME, BUT I FEEL CLOSER TO HIM HERE AT HOME. AND WHERE AM I GONNA GO LOL I HAVE TO FIND A JOB NOW AND GET ON MY FEET SO THAT WE ME AND MY SON CAN GO ON. BEING OUT OF WORK FOR ALMOST A YEAR TAKING CARE OF RAY AND NOW NO MONEY AND BILLS WILL BE ROLLING IN ABOUT A WEEK OR 2. SO CAN WE SAY HELLO STRESS!!!!LOL... I HAD TO GO TO THE DR AND HAVE THEM PRESCRIBE ME SOMETHING TO HELP ME SLEEP, I WOULD SIT AWAKE TILL I COULDNT HOLD MY EYES OPEN AND THEN WOULD WAKE SEVERAL TIMES A NIGHT LOOKING FOR HIM.LAST NIGHT

Hurricane Dean..please Stay Safe
As a survivor of hurricane Katrina and Rita right now all eyes are on hurricane Dean and I pray all in it's path in the gulf will be safe. I hope everyone in the south will take a few minutes in the next few day's and watch where this one is going and pray for every one in Deans path..Please trust me when I say take no chances ...Keep a watch and if this hurricane is a 3 or higher GET OUT while you can. I was going to stay for Katrina .No one here knew of it being any higher than a 3 but a friend came down and got me out of New Orleans as Katrina was hitting good thing cause I lost every thing along with a lot of other people. I'd hate to see this happen to any one else...A lot of people where even saying how the people of New Orleans where living high on the hog from the government money afterwards ..Trust when I say most of us haven't seen a dime and New Orleans is still like a war zone because no building permits are being issued to anyone and it takes merical to get insurance the

Thank You All So Much!
I just wanted to say....&&&I wanted to comment all 347 of you but that seems impossible right now. I don't know if it's just me or what, but I can't go through my friends list through the friends.php... clicking next page doesn't seem to change a thing... sorry :(Oh yah... btw...LOL! :PKDM

My Apologies....
My apologies . . . Over the past few months I have received many funny images/jokes and have emailed them to friends whom I thought shared the same sense of humor. Unfortunately, it seems that a few people have been quite upset and I've received criticism for being sexist, vulgar and shallow. So, from now on I am only emailing pictures of old monuments, nature and other cultural sights which are educational for your mind. Here is a picture of the Pont Neuf bridge in Toulouse, France.

Good Morning Yall
WELL ITS ME AGAIN ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN AROUND AND I JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU ALL AN UPDATE ON THINGS THE HUBBY IS HEALING STILL AND IS OFF WORK TILL SEPTEMBER 5TH THATS DUE TO THE CAST HE HAS ON HIS HAND WHICH WE DID FIND OUT THAT IT WAS BROKEN IN TWO SPOTS AND NOW THE DOCS THINK HE MAY HAVE HEMOATOMA ON THE BACK OF HIS HEAD AND HE GOES IN FOR A SECOND CAT SCAN THIS MONDAY I TELL YOU I DONT ENVY ANYONE WHO HAS TO ENDURE ALL THE PAIN AN SUFFERING AFTER THIS TYPE OF ACCIDENT IT HAS GOT ME GOING IN ALL DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS I DONT KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS HALF OF THE TIME AND NOW WITH THE DAMN INSURANCE COMPANY THEY ARE DICKING AROUND SO WE ENDED UP GETTING A LAWYER TO DEAL WITH THEM WHICH IT COULD TAKE MONTHS TO GET A SETTLEMENT OUT OF THEM BUT WHEN WE DO WE ARE PRETTY SURE IT WILL BE A NICE ONE. AFTER ALL IT WAS AN 18 WHEELER THAT RAN THE HUBBYS TRUCK OVER WITH HIM IN IT.ITS A SHAME THAT SO MANY PEOPLE GET HURT DUE TO THE NEGLECANCE OF ANOTHER DRIVERS STUPIDITY. WE FOUND OUT THAT

Hi All
I'm tellin ya now i am not aloud to post mums cause that mum i did on military service was considered to be offensive??? What is the deal with that all i said was did ya enjoy ur military exp at all I see some of these mums and they are Down right perverted. lol Well if any one wants to read and comment if not thats fine as well but this site can be messed up at times lol ~hugz~

Mike Up-date
Doctor Said If He keeps refusing treatment as He has the past 2 days .. Mike will not be with us this time next week. Kidneys are starting to fail due to the Chemo and Radiation...He is now elevated at all times so He does not drown in His Own Liquids... Sad to see such a vital spirit go so quickly.. He will be missed He was a great Fencing Instructer. Thanks To All for their Good thoughts and prayers..

Still Need To Finish Contest
I'm still in this contest. I need bombs if anyone can help. I have to get to 20,000 before it can end. Can anyone help me finish this thing up so I can help others in need of bombing. Here is the link for those who can help. I understand if ur bombing other contests thats not a problem. I just want to get mine done and over with so I can help others. Just click on the pic and start bombing. Thank you all so much for ur help.

Soul Touch
I do not love you as if you were gold or topaz Or the air of carnations that the fire shoots off I love you as certain dark things are to be loved Between the shadow and soul Is it because I know no other way than this? So close that your hand on my chest is my hand So close that when you close your eyes I fall asleep who am to need you when I'm down and where are you when I need you around who am I to ask you why to tell you no to deserve your love and sympathy you were never meant to belong to me and as we are we'll be again to mold like clay to break like dirt to tear me up in your sympathy you were never meant to belong to me and I know you won't leave to many years built into memories your life is not your own....

A Hero's Choice
A choice is a decision that we have the option to make, but a hero's choice is a decision that's made for another's sake. They became firefighters not for the pay or uniform and knew what they might have to face in the duties they'd perform. And on September 11th, two-thousand and one, though their worst fears came true, they did what had to be done. In the chaos and terror and rush of the mob, headfirst they proceeded to accomplish their job. Through air thick with flame, they felt the vibration, but made a hero's choice to enter ...without hesitation. Aware this decision could mean from earth they'd depart, each made a hero's choice by following his heart. Although hundreds went in, their guidance was heard as one voice and thousands live today because they made...a hero's choice. Every firefighter's limb that bears a burn or a scar represents what they do and defines who they are and the steadfast union they share where it's understoo

What The Fuckin Flying Monkey???
OK .. so im 22 today .. and i thought after having this thing for a few months now id give it a shot with the blogs... its not like anyone is gonna read it .. but whatever how are you doing today ??? im just fucking peachy.... so far its 1:21pm on my 22nd day of birth and so far all i have gotten is countless text messages and voicemails and random shit online... so yea the only salvation that i hope to have is me lugging my shit up to my friend nikkis house.. which she lives on a fucking hilltop ... not to mention i have a very bad knee with no one to drive me up the hill ... and im not bitching.. but this hill goes up like a 60 % slant and its long as hell plus it has steps that go on forever that come off from the street... i'll take pics for ya'll to see anyways... so far im off to get drunk and stoned off my ass while watching the boondock saints and shaun of the dead wish me luck and leave me so good bday luvins .. i need it peace much mother fuckin wic

Internet
Do to circumstances that are beyond my control at the present moment in time, I no longer have internet service at home. Thank god for the local library lol. So whatever y'all do, don't forget about me because trolls need to feel loved too!! I hope to be back online by the end of the week. Till then i'll be trying to get online as often as possible by coming here. take care love you all huggles and stuff

Lizzylocks' Lured Livejournal Lolligags
Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses) Remember if I do you, you do 8. you no play nice, I no play with you no more Cheers!

After A Night In Jail
After a Night in Jail, ‘00 wrists bruised from cuffs head twisting turning falling on its ass I keep fucking myself over Newport Light 100 between my lips (how many is that today?) I wanna get high but I’m scared to London Calling on the stereo Light curled up at my feet his fur brushing against the arch of my foot his warm little body such a comfort yet again I am slowly fiercely hungrily violently angrily losing my shit I do so much to put it back together and it all falls apart again the damage is never truly repaired only momentarily mended I ache all over and I love holding cells fluorescent lights the stench of old urine rising up and burning my nose stinging my eyes I love having to crouch over the chemical toilet to pee so no skin will come in contact with that nasty metal surface I feel ravaged all the time ripped raped robbed wronged rendered so completely helpless hopeless all I know to do is to try and take care of n

Thoughts For The Day
Gentle thoughts for today. Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be

Friendship
I just want you to know that I'm greatful to all of you for sticking it out with me. I know that Im not the greatest on returning comments. Somedays I get overwhelmed in comments and dont even know where to begin so that I offend noone and other days I have so many level ups to do that I dont get to even really look at them until late at night. I have met some of the most understanding ,kind, generious, real people on this site. Thanks for coming into my life and making a difference in mine as well as many others. Love to all of you..Big hugs Friend A friend is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friend is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a piece of a person in his heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love wi

Just Got A Message.....
So I just got a message from Tasha a.k.a 'Luscious_Blonde......her phone and internet got shut off and she doesn't know when she will be able to get it turned back on.....in the mean time she is using the comp at her moms whenever she gets a chance so she can bomb while she is there. She asked me to let everyone know so we didn't think she just took off. I let her know that we will keep her in mind and let you all know:) Much love guys:) Luscious_Blonde ~*Fu-Bombers*~ the woman you dream about & sinfully lust after & **~Fubar Wifey To@ fubar Thanks everyone.... Mama

One Of The Dumbest....
Ok, as most of you know, I'm not one to hide my dumb adventures, if i have any at all... Well today I scored another one, I have just made up a concoction of garlic, vinegar, borax, and water to bath my dog one. Garlic, cause everybody knows fleas hate garlic, Vinegar, cause it's one of the best bio-degradable cleanse, and Borax because the trainer he was brought from told me to use it to keep fleas away. My dog is 8 years old, he has only had a flea problem once in his life and I got that nibbed in the bud fast by removing his bedding. My niece brought her black lab down for me to babysit and the poor thing was covered in fleas. By the time I saw this, my dog was scratching too. Now this is the second week we've been dealing with this. Baysil gets so sick with A flea he vomits, and yes, been doing a lot of cleaning there too. I literally take the tweezers and go over him several times before, during and after baths. This time however, Vampires couldn't get close enough! He smells lik

Pease Repost
this is a true story and if you dont pass this on you dont have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping

A Mothers Mixed Emotions!
How does a mother let go Of the children that shes born How does she let them know That her heart can be so torn. To keep them by her side Would not be just or fair And to let them have a free ride Would mean she doesn't care. She knows she taught them well And that they know right from wrong Now...Only time will tell If they can be as strong. But watching them go through the door Makes her feelings sway She must cover the tears...and more And pray for them each day.

Contest Is Over!!! :o:o
Wanted to thank everyone that helped me out in the contest.. :) Very much appreciated... But our 12 Zombie squad team is out of comments and these dam Happy Hours bogg down alot of our Browsers .. Especially mine....:O:( ... Everyone else is at 20,000 comments or more except 4 that includes me.. and they are all at 16-18,000 where we are at 13,778..... And we are all out.. And I had 2 MRI'S today, and another spinal tap... At the emergency center.. So I cant sit long at all .. But it was a fun contest.... And I was shooting for 20,000 to renew my VIP... But our bombing squad is all bogged down by all these happy hours.. Plus out of comments.. 12 girl/guy zombie bomb team we did good... :) But Its over for me... But it was lots of fun.. Hey Ya win some ya lose some... lol.. :) THanks again to everyone for all the support and help!!! But I am really sore from my tests this morning ... And these happy hours are gettin annoyin...lol.. Bogging down alot of our browsers.. UGH!!! I love