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Idk..
I've been going through these emotions, that I can't quite explain. There's so much going on in my life at this moment. My step-dad just called. I didn't answer the phone, because I didn't recognize the number. Just hearing his voice almost brought me to tears. We haven't talked for a year now. I didn't even get a call at Christmas or my birthday... or any other day in between. What would you do? I want to call him back, but there's so much between us, can time heal all wounds? Do I try to forgive him for everything that has been done? I'm not one to hold grudges, but he's said and done so many things that I'm not sure that I can forgive him. At least not right now. I don't "expect" things to go back to the way these used to, making me undecided about what to do. I just don't get it... why did it take this long? People I once relied on, cared for, never gave up on... are now just distant memories. I'm not the type of person to lose faith or hope in anyone, unless I'm pushed that far...

Caught Masturbating
I was caught masturbating. Before I go any further please let me explain. To start with, I'm a lesbian and also a compulsive masturbator. Who has, while driving on the highway, pulled over and hiked up my skirt and fingered my hot wet pussy. I've even been out for dinner at an elegant restaurant and urgently had to visit the ladies room to finger my pussy. So I was at the Royal Art Gallery in Toronto, Canada and felt the urge to play with my pussy. Finding a public toilet, I entered and thought that I had locked the door but apparently I hadn't as I was caught. Hiking up my skirt and rolling down my panties, it was too hot for hose, I felt my hot pussy and started to lightly rub. I like to start by rubbing my pussy with the palm of my hand, to get it nice and wet, before I finger and cuddle my clit with my fingers. So as I was sitting there on the toilet, with my top pushed up and pulling and twisting my rock hard nipple, my free hand working feverishly on my hot

Vent For The Night
thought to ponder Why do some ppl act like babys about everything that goes on in their life? Is it that they arent happy about anything? why all the negativity? Most ppl will try and do things different or make changes instead of wallowing in self pity. Some ppl act like a 3 year old.... this person said that about me...or this person blocked me.... and yet this person downrated me... I mean come on aren't we all adults on here. If someone down rates you could it be because they are being honest...nothing personal... I mean come on we all have freinds on here... but when it comes to pics of us on here does it really matter if they rate a 1 or and 10 the point system is still the same no matter what the rate is....

My Mumm On Decisive Women Was Deleted
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Twisted
been having quite a rough week, so here is a new song i wrote...leave some love. TWISTED Whoa Oh...I know i'm not alright Whoa Oh...I try with all my might Whoa Oh...I'll never be okay I'm Twisted in every way here i am-laying on my bed again here i am-staring at the walls again once again-contemplating what my life could be if i wasn't me i got myself in the same predicament feel my life's- a value with no sentiment all alone-no one wants to go through life with me it makes me see Whoa Oh...I know i'm not alright Whoa Oh...I try with all my might Whoa Oh...I'll never be okay I'm Twisted in every way here i am-in the middle of a crowded room my mask is fading-the loneliness will hit me soon my insecurities shine so bright that all the room can see that i'll never be i try to change-but every time i cry i try to learn-and then i wonder why i try to break through-of the chains this life has shackled me please find the key Whoa Oh...I know i'

The Lion And The Dove
THE LION AND THE DOVE Whither goest thou, my love, Who like an angel soars above The other ladies - nay, a dove That bringeth peace. My heart doth move. Her eyes are brown, exceeding fair - Two gems that warm the midnight air, So luminous their glow doth snare The once proud lion in his lair. Her voice is music from the spheres; The lion lifts his head and hears Its melody of golden tears. He stands up straight and pricks his ears. Her sweetly sorrowed face doth shine As moonbeams glimmer, quite divine - Radiance indeed sublime. The lion (strange) begins to whine And paws the earth in maddened grief. A frenzy quite beyond belief Builds up inside – it craves relief From her whose plaint was deep yet brief. Thou hast gone away, my love, And I know not how best to move Thy heart, oft injured – yet I’ll prove My gentleness can tame a dove. copyright 2004 Peter Sherman All rights reserved.

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unwanted unloved unheard unforgiving distrustful unrespected unbelieving unwilling uncomforted get it through your head me ad you will never be a friend we agreed.. HA i laugh don't bother.... unwilling to hear your lies unforgiving about your silence unbelieving to you reasons i no longer.... leave this unsaid

It Must Be October
It Must Be October The harvest moon hangs round and high It dodges clouds high in the sky The stars wink down their love and mirth The Autumn seasons is giving birth Oh it must be October The leaves of red bright gold and brown To Mother earth come tumbling down The breezy nights the ghostly sights The eerie spooky far off sounds Are signs that its October The pumpkin yellow big and round Are carried by costumed clumsy clowns Its Halloween lets celebrate Come one come all and don't be late We know now its October We'll roast and toast some luscious food For apples we'll be bobbin While tales are told around the fire Of timely ghosts and goblins Oh how we love October The moon has grown pale The stars have grown dim Our Halloween party is over With a hi-de-ho homeward we'll go What a delightful month October Happy October! Wishing you and yours a wonderful day! {{{Hugs}}}

Contest
Good morning SBG family and friends! Well, I have been up since 4am cdt bombing away. When I woke this morning, we were trailing by 1934 comments....as of right now at 6:30am we trail by only 1400!!!! I have to go to an all morning meeting so I'll be leaving shortly! Just want to thank all of you for busting butt to keep us in a position to catch the leader!! You all are tremendously awesome! Keep up the good work and I should hopefully be back early afternoon, if not sooner! Thanks again for all the hard work you are putting in this contest in order for me to win! Coach

Holy Shit...i'm Actually In A Contest...help Me
WOW...The first time I have been entered into a contest...SEE...even us "old" men have a chance of winning something....Friends and Family...come bomb the shit outta my pic....

Lucky 13
Apparently a mass consumption of alcohol knocks out a cold. lol. I had 13 shots at the bar and wasn't even wobbly. Anyway, it was good times Saturday, my brother showed up at the restaraunt to hang out for a while, then my sister and her husband hung out and what not. Afterwards, me, ruby, di, & cass headed over to the bar. chris joined us later smashed beyond belief, but hell it was fun as hell! oh and i think my fave part was that this time DI was the one singing down the street and not me and ruby. lol.

That's Just How We Roll
So Saturday I drive down to see Persia for her birthday. I get to her house and there is an AT&T van doing some work across the street. So we check out the hottie technician and head off to see Eastern Promises. Very good movie, btw. After dinner with Persia's family, we head out to do the required birthday drinking. Had a great time with Persia, Stina, Cass & Dy. Poor Dy got obliterated but Persia and I were stone cold sober by the end of the night, lol. Drove 2 hours home at 1:30 am and collapsed into bed. I found out the next day that Persia' mom saw Mr. AT&T hottie checking ME out. Who knew? Made my day. I wonder if he will be back there again this weekend? lol

Friday & Saturday....
.... need to hurry up and get here. A. Because I get to see Ryan again on Friday and Saturday. B. Because Ruby's coming to see me again on Saturday. C. Because I will get my revenge on Ryan. D. It'll be a duo post bday celebration for me and Ryan. :D Hi guys! LOL!

100 Sunshine Is In A Contest N She Needs Help
I am currently bombing someone at the moment n need others 2 help my friend if they can n i will bomb her as soon as i can but if ne of my friends can throw down at least 50 comments each or more i will appreciate it. She is competing for a 30 day blast.

What Does One Do
What does one do with love? The feeling of heaven touch, the longing of someone near. Love doesn't lie to anybody, only those who feel it ... do. Woo to the rain falling down, sweeping the time of mortals. Crumpling of walls crashing, as the cool wind blew onward. Rumbling of the clock tower, vibration of the earth underneath. Risk takers holding their breath, diving from the high cliff of life.

The Smell Of Rain
The Smell of Rain A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one" Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely face if she survived. She woul

To Every Guy...
TO EVERY GUY To every guy that's said, "sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

The Zodiac
Maybe you know, maybe you don't know...I'm a Sagittarius. I was looking at my chart today, again, because I have had conflicting results in the past. I came across a description that pretty much fits me: Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence....prone to an

Master
You already have a Master. But I have wanted you for a while. We have talked, teased is more like it. I wanted you but you could only have one Master and I knew you wouldnt leave him. My desire for you was strong. Strong enough to speak with your Master. I told him I wanted you and I wanted to show him my technique from my years of experience. He was upset at first but then he was intrigued. He set up ground rules and said you needed to be taught a lesson anyway. You were not to know that we spoke, that was one of the rules. He was to have final control and he had to be able to participate at his choice. I agreed. You were commanded to go home and undress and wait kneeling at the foot of the bed. He entered the room after you had been there for a while and plced a blind fold on you. He told you not to speak unless spoken to. He then told you that you were being given to someone else for a while. You let out a sigh, BAD GIRL! Not talking! He told you that you were t

The Truth About My Ex
Well the truth always comes out and i found out that after i helped pay for him to go to ks to take care of some stuff he needed to take care of he acutally went to stay with someone else and made her his gf and cheated on me....he lied about where he was at and who he was with and totally played me..i kinda figured thats part of the reason we broke up but i did not want to believe it. He claimed that she was just a friend and that she is controlling him and NOT his gf but yesterday he addmitted that he wants to stay with her and was lying. So im hurt but happy to know the truth it will help me move on.

Saying Goodbye
Too many ppl live in the past n think about how it used 2 be n think of "what if I wouldve done this differently or if this didnt happen 2 me I wonder how I wouldve turned out?" They are so hellbent on the past but 4get about the now n what now COULD be.... The past is apart of us n has helped shape or break who we are now.. The now is what we need 2 look to n try 2 break old habits n start new things that can makes us better. Trying new things is good but being stuck in ur old ways of doing things n thinking will get u nowhere. N we need 2 make the best of things now. Instead of dwelling in the past n bringing up the past everytime an argument breaks out. N stop comparing ur past to others bc it wont help. Everyone has different experiences no one experiences is worth then others. Bad shyt happens but comparing ur bad life 2 someone elses n making ur life seem like the worst wont get ne one ne where. Saying "well this happen 2 me n i am going thru this" wont make ppl feel sorry. Or if

Why Do Men Hurt Females
I DONT UNDERSTAND I WALKED AWAY 9 YRS AGO ..I SAID GOOD BY AND FOR A SHORT TIME I WAS SAFE THE PAIN DIDNT COME...FIST POUNDING AND HANDS SLAPPING MY THROAT TO SORE TO SPEAK FROM THE BEGGING HIM NOT TO HIT NO MORE ...NO MORE BRUISED BODY OR BATTERED SOUL...AND...HE FOUND ME ONCE AGAIN TO DO WHAT HE COULD TO BRING DOWN THE WALL I HAVE FAUGHT SO HARD TO KEEP ERRECTED NOW I WEAR THOSE SAME BRUISES AND THE PAIN AND BETRAYAL ARE THERE THOUGH HE RESIDES NOW IN A JAIL CELL IT CANT GIVE ME BACK MY DIGNITY OR MY SELF WORTH IT MAKES ME WONDER WHY...WHY DO MEN HIT FEMALES...WHY DO THEY HURT THE ONES THAT LOVED THEM THE MOST..I DIDNT CHEAT OR LIE I WAS JUST A FEATHER CAUGHT UP IN THE WIND

Thank You So Much.
This poem was written for me by a wonderful friend of mine. She wrote this because she knows all that has been going on in my life and how much thigs have been messed up. I want to say thank you so much Sam, you are such a dear and wonderful friend and I can't thank you enough for this, it has touched me very much. You know that I appreciate this very very much. Shane -It's His Life- Broken and about to fall. This guy is tired of it all. His constant struggle, trying to fit in. Keeping to himself, so quiet and silent. Pushed aside, ignored and stripped of pride. He just wants to live his life, not a lie. Burdens pound on him, people yell at him. Crying and sighing, everyday he feels like he's dying. Living a life of hell, just wishing things would go well. He just wants it all to go away, and live his life his way. His life story, none of their concern. Haunted in his sleep, by his horrible past. When will it go away? he prays and prays. He will pick himsel

Follow This!
Here are SOME ways to stop the Haters and downrates .As of late Many people are asking what to do.Please Keep one or two pictures in your Default album.Mark the other folders of yourself and your family Friends or FAMILY ONLY!Block RIPS set your profile setting to friends only comments.This way the only thing they can do is RATE your profile and Primary picture and /or Salute.Even make your BLOGS frieds only.You can leave other albums open like funny images.Another Idea is when you LOG into FUBAR open your Images to all ...when your leave set them back to private!As for Stalkers set your shout box to FRIENDS ONLY and when they send you mail,click BLOCK SENDER !DO NOT RESPOND BACK !!

Monday Sucks
I Went out for a walk today in the park and saw an old man fedinga squeril and i wondered if he was poisoning them. maybe. I want to tell everyone the burying the dead cat was a one time shot and not my new job.

Romantic Love
Sky as blue as can ever be you smile at me with a big smile because you just love the look on my face when I am confused and irritated. You say it is cute when I am mad, you say it is cute when I pout. I say I love you, you say I love you more then I tell you not possible then you just tell me no but see we always do that. Your in love with me I am in love with you together we are romantic love. Forever we are romantic love and together forever won't ever not be romantic love but will always be in love and happy that we have each other.

Ummmm K
Temptation slinks your way in an unusual form, though you should do your best to shrug it off -- you've got plenty going on right now and the odds are against it working out to your advantage this time. Ok, I normally don't read my horoscope, but in light of recent events, I have to ask myself.....should I follow this advice?

You
Thoughts like no other Thoughts completely new answer of my completion is of course you finally feel loved finally feel special You make me whole I'm smiling for no reason No more sadness No longer am I confused because I am loved by you worlds is finally bright I finally have a purpose It's to be with you I love how happy I've become I hope it will forever last My life is finally perfect And it's because of you

You Are...
You are my light, Brightening up my day. You are my compass, Directing me the right way. You are my sword, Fighting away my fears. You are the hand, Catching all my tears. You are part of me, The other half of my soul. You are my dreams, The magic in them all. You are my rose, Beauty amongst the weeds. You are my genie, Providing for all my needs. You are the glue, Holding me together. But most of all you're my love, Whom I adore forever!

Purple Rose
Purple Rose your loving me so, Your loving me so, your loving me so, Nobody else could ever know, Could ever know, that your loving me so, Purple Rose you show me the world, You show me the world, an unbelievable girl, Nobody else can see how your love for me, Your love for me, truly sets me free, Purple Rose never change your name, Never change your name, remain the same, You've given to me your love in every way, Love in every way, and its here to stay, Purple Rose you are the future to me, The future for me, only time can see, The essence of time spent with you is fine, Spent with you is fine, feels so good inside, Purple Rose you are my girl, You are my girl, you are my world, And now finally from end to start, You are the one that holds this heart...

My Heaven
My Heaven I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I feel your need against my thigh, I know you will fulfill every wish,. We were made to fit together, And all it took was a look and a kiss. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

Too Much Drama
i started this profile to meet new people,have fun have people checkout my music page on myspace. Now, its starting to become people bickering over bullshit. so with that said, at the end of the week i'll be deleting my fubar profile. for those of you who have been added to my profile on myspace u can keep in touch with me on there. i have WAY TO MUCH on my plate to deal with childish shit......I'M A GROWN ASS MAN, I HAVE MY KIDS TO PLAY WITH!!!!! Anyways, its been wonderful meeting all of u guys and hope to hear from yall soon. ~D~ "DADDY"

The Gift
The Gift I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we

How To Argue With A Woman
Step 1: Abandon all logic. Girls don't use it and you certainly shouldn't allow it to handicap you. Step 2: If you believe strongly in something, do NOT give in to any aspect of it. Compromise is useless against girls, because they will rationalize that if they can get you to concede to one element, they can get you to quit on the whole fucking Periodic Table. (There’s nothing like a little chemistry humor, right?) Step 3: Don't be afraid to take cheap shots. Ever argue with a girl about something and they randomly insult you with something that has no relevance to the argument? That's their way of trying to wear you down and push you off-topic. Fight fire with fire, I say. Tell her she has a fat ass, small boobs, an ugly face, disorienting facial hair, unwieldy hips, and is a genuinely awful person. Step 4: Cite precedent. Girls have no concept of historical factors relating to the current situation. Most girls reading this just went over to dictionary.Com to see what "preced

Rude People!!
Hey all.. I don't usually send these out unless it's important to me.. well.. there is someone out there that got so pissed off at me because I would not let them see my NSFW folder, that they created a new page to get past my block and left all kinds of nasty things on my page... on their page, they copied my pics and wrote lude disgusting things all over them..... I know thatI am a big girl, but come on... Then this guy got his girl to send stuff on my page.. can you all help me out and set these people straight?? thanks the page that has my defaced pics on it: f@t azz@ fubar the girl leaving the messages on my page/pics Dete ~FU-Wife of Rob~@ fubar

The Line
You want to know where the line is fucken drawn? ______________________________________________ i haven't crossed it yet, but i push it back and back and back. don't send me over the line. you wont like me when i'm over the line.

Your On My Friend List !!!!!!
1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair? 21. Do you sing in the shower? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that h

Morals & Marriage
Morals and Marriage I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year,and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me.... it was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts and generally was braless. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a pleasant view of her boobs. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else.One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said,"I'm goi ng upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want

Walk With Me
In every minute of every day you slip into my mind. And in every minute you find a way - A way to make me smile. You call to me in times of need, in times of quiet, in times of fear. You call to me and bring me there To bring you love, to make things clear. We have a place in paradise. A place of love, a place of peace. Given us by God, without a price. Given in love with an eternal lease. You touch my heart and soothe my soul With a love beyond this earthly pale. And when God brings us to our heavenly goal, Eternal bliss there will prevail. I love your skin, your gentle ways, And making love is beyond compare. When I finally come to my end of days Every moment, I will be waiting there Eternity is our gift from Him, An eternity of peace and love. He fills our cup of love to the brim And keeps it filled from up above. So let me hold you now, my love. Let me kiss you, taste you, hold you near. As we merge together, like hand in glove, And share a sm

Love Is Never Gone
I feel your soul......... I taste your kiss...... We always knew There was more than this. Safe in my arms...... I hear you breathe...... we always knew hearts couldn't leave. Our souls unite..... We have no fear..... I can't believe That you're not here! But souls go on And love endures So we live our life on heaven's shores... Yes, love goes on.... It knows not death! It will survive. Though without breath. For God is love And, too, our souls. So when death comes Love will be whole.

Breathe - Prodigy
This song goes back to my Senior year od Hight School 97-98. Has it been 10 yeas already? Alot of people think this doesn't compute... 27 with 10 1/2 years in the army. I joined during my junior year, and attended Basic before my senior year. Basically I came back to school completely different. For one, I had plenty of money in my pocket...lol. Music has been my lifeblood since I was a baby. Spending a summer not hearing anything but Army Cadence hurt. THe day I got home I went on a music spree. Every day after that I bought 1 CD. Between me and my buddy Justin, we'd pick out random shit we'd never heard. Found some pretty good music. Prodigy had just came about. Breathe was one of my favorite workout tunes. Both Justin and I were running 14 miles a day for Cross Country and basically living in the weight room. This CD along with the Spawn Soundtrack were always playing. It was a stronger time for me, though one where I was lost between who I was and the soldier that t

Romantic Love
Lovers, forget your love, And list to the love of these, She a flower, And he a winter breeze. When the frosty veil Was melted down at noon, And the caged yellow bird Hung over her in tune, He marked her through the pane, He could not help but mark, And only passed her by To come again at dark. He was a winter , Concerned with ice and snow, Dead weeds and unmated birds, And little of love could know. But he sighed upon the sill, He gave the sash a shake, As witness all within Who lay that awake. Perchance he half prevailed To win her for the flight From the firelit looking-glass And warm stove- . But the flower leaned aside And thought of naught to say, And morning found the breeze A hundred miles away.

What Is A Friend
A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend. A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true. Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU.

A Thanks To My Friends
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

Earworms, Tchaikovsky, Blumenfeld...
Earworms- those fragments of melody you can't ... get... out of ... your... head. (Or so I understand the term to mean :) ) Well, I had one going for awhile. I finally decided that it had to be the opening of Tchaikovsky's Symphony inspired by Byron's "Manfred", and was looking forward to hearing that work again. (I did, and it wasn't.) Which left one of a few other works probably inspired in turn by that Tchaikovsky piece (among others by that composer... and others!...) - and I just turned one of them on on iTunes, as it happens... - Feliks Blumenfeld's symphony, "To the Dear Beloved". (Recorded during the Soviet era and released on CD a few years back, probably no longer available. Like most everything like it... though it might be reissued. Inspired even more by the Pathetique (impassioned, that means, by the way... not "pathetic"...) 6th of Tchaikovsky's numbered symphonies, slow finale and all...) The part I remember best is the slow, scale opening of the Blumenfeld... (in

Fubar-oscope Chronicles - Vol 5
Greetings FUBAR-ians! It's ROctober already... Here on the first day of the month, I have this wonderful outlook: "No matter what you're up to these days, it'll be more exciting than you had thought it would be. That spark of creativity is incredibly active right now and you ought to find that people look on with interest." Here is a peek at the excitement I have generated so far: AND - I am so creative, I am posting my 5th blog about my FUBAR-oscope. YAY ME!!! If you are reading this, I hope you are feeling that swell of interest. How about passing over some excitement? Thanks for stopping by :) me

Welcome Pain
Pain caresses me lovingly It's returned again This old friend of mine Comforting in it's familiarity To you Pain might be a bother But me, I welcome it At first I, like you, Was wary Of its presence But years of it being Constantly there You get to know it Before long Eventually It will hug you And comfort you If you let i

Open Minds
1 time in my life i ahve opened myself to a specail person feelfor her and with in 5 years she hurt me walked all over me since then its been hard to open up when i do i allways get walked on why cant i just meet some 1 that will take me for what i am why is so hard tell me then........

Boycott Oakland Airport If Possible
RETURNING TROOPS NOT ALLOWED INTO OAKLAND AIRPORT TERMINAL On September 27th 204 Marines and soldiers who were returning from Iraq were not allowed into the passenger terminal at Oakland International Airport. Instead they had to deplane about 400 yards away from the terminal where the extra baggage trailers were located. This was the last scheduled stop for fuel and food prior to flying to Hawaii where both were based. The trip started in Kuwait on September 26th with a rigorous search of checked and carry on baggage by US Customs. All baggage was x-rayed with a “backscatter”,machine AND each bag was completely emptied and hand searched. After being searched, checked bags were marked and immediately placed in a secure container. Carry on bags were then x rayed again to ensure no contraband items were taken on the plane. While waiting for the bus to the airport, all personnel were in quarantined in a fenced area and were not allowed to leave. The first

Look Into My Eyes!
Look into my eyes, you will see, how much time I have been waiting here. Look into my eyes, you will find, the answer of those doubts that consumes your mind. Get involved in my mysteries, come and play to discover me, all that you want I can give you, all that I need is inside you. Look into my eyes, you will see, the love becoming real, just for make you feel. Look into my eyes, you will find, the one that since your nightmares comes to please your heart.

The Biggest Dummy Bitch!! Blocked Me For No Reason!!!!!
She is Big Bitch!! Blocked me for no reason I gave away her nicely rating all of her and she put me in blocked!!!!! Sweetlips@ fubar Also I have a back-up profile!!! Thank you to Monster! It is my 2nd ACCT!!! ok Thank you Mike There is my 2nd Profile! If u wants to add them??? monster@ fubar

Marijuana Filled Firewood
"Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hiding' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hiding' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!"

Frozen
The creek with it's rolling water Creates sounds strangely soothing Perhaps God speaks to me In ways my ears cannot understand But my soul does, and it is thankful. I stand alone Watching the cold, crisp water Take the edges from the stones, Taking, yet givng In beautiful simlicity The years wash by so fast. I stand alone, But tears are not shed Those years are gone I look back so fondly On those days of loving hope Now but a haunting shadow Burning it's image into my mind With every footstep. This world is so awsomely beautiful Beyond perfection in it's glory. The sence that it makes Astounds me every second Why is love not like nature Why does love make no sence?? I stand alone. But there was one who met me here, Was it yesterday, or long ago? Are they so very different? Are we so different my love, That we cannot touch hearts Open and free, you and me? So wondrous it could be. Could, would, should have been! Before this cruel world froze

Cyber Fantasy Made Real
Cyber Fantasy Made Real Elise smoothed down her skirt and checked her reflection in her mirror for the tenth time, as the train pulled into the bustling station. She could hardly believe this was about to happen now, after six months of waiting. Finally, finally, she was going to meet the man she had been fantasizing about every night for the last half a year. It had started back in March. Both regular visitors to an on line chat room, one day their paths had collided and both felt they had met their soulmate. Beginning as friends, things had inevitably progressed to talk of a more erotic nature, until they were so at ease with each other that they felt they could share their most hidden fantasies. Elise could feel the dampness between her legs as she recalled some of their conversations... "I'm going to throw you down on the bed, spread your legs apart and fuck you mercilessly," Nick had whispered to her some nights earlier. He knew how much it turned her on to be taken harsh

Damn My Desire
Touched by dawn Feel the mist Clench my love With your fist Wrapped in silk Feel the sun Damn my desire Baby your the one In nights of heat The moon can hear the scream The devil inside our hearts Taste the forbidden dream Waiting for the next caress Blinded by ecstacy Dont think about tomorrow dear Your here,right now with me. Damned my desire You've gone and lit my fire Take my hand close your eyes Im gunna take you higher. -totally just wrote that- Taisha/2007

Love
Reach out and touch some one with your presence and be felt in return with there energy a mixture of negative and positive emotions that will guide you through the reality of time and space. If your energies entwine then a magical thing will take place your stomach will twist your hands will sweat, Your neck will have those little hairs stand on end goose bumps will crawl your arms and to think we label that feeling with a simple ignorant word, LOVE you can not describe the power of entwined energies put forth through the spectral chaos with just one word so why even use it let your feelings go let your emotions express themselves for what they are and that is a bottled up energy screaming to be unleashed upon another with gratifying results a hunger yearning to be fed. Love what a joke it is not as society wants us to believe a perfect little reality with two people who so called soul mate garbage have met and feel for each other because the Bible says we must join in f amilies and r

Cure
You tell me what I can do to make you happy and I will do it with no expectations of any thing in return I came to the realazation long ago that I am me for the way I am and will never change me for any one if someone can not accept me for the way I am then they can kiss my ass that includes my own family. I teach others to open up spread there wings and sore. Step on me use me to take flight I enjoy helping people bloom into what they where ment to be not what Society wants them to be

Thanx To Crazysane For This ........
Something that Crazysane posted in a bulletin, that I really loved n wanted to share as well , love how it makes ya have to think , Thanx Crazy! :hugz: :D As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Courage
Courage is not only gifted to the few brave ones, It is something that lies within you, Where you can draw upon its strength and power, In times of crisis, fears and decisions. Courage is not something mysterious or unattainable, It is something that you can exercise in your daily life choices, You can let it bring to you untraveled paths, And make you more conscious and aware of your life. Courage does not have to roar to be heard, It does not mean being totally fearless and being invincible, It could mean taking actions, taking risks, taking a stand, Standing up for yourself, standing by your choices, And sticking to your dreams when others jeered. Courage could be the will to live in spite of the struggles, In spite of your fears and phobias, in spite of what others said, In spite of criticisms and disapproval, in spite of mistakes and failures, In spite of everything that stands between you and your dreams. Courage could mean trying over and over again whe

911
The Secret behind the number 11 - Pretty Chilling Read to the bottom. Try it out. I did and I got goose bumps If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters. (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11 Sheer coincidence..

To Put It Simply, I Want You
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confident as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. You dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you.

Still Feeling A Bit On The Crappy Side
well im getting better from the flu .. now im dealin with strep .. and if that isnt cleared up by the end of the week ive gotta go back cuz freakin mono is goin around and the way my freakin glands look she wants to check for that too .... Wonderful Eh > Blah .. anyway after i get some cleanin done tomorrow ill be on to show some much needed luv to my friends who i hope havnt tossed me to the curb due to my lacking .. ive just felt like total crap for whats goin on 3 weeks now . and just cant kick it .. anyway i hope youre all doing good and i will get to you all tomrow to make up for my being a meanie and not comin around as much to show luv ... Luv to all .. Toodles !!! nite Wen :)

Wal-mart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said, "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't. Oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid", replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a great day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart!"

Baked Pizza Sandwich
This hearty sandwich uses a biscuit base and features pizza sauce, mozzarella, and ground beef. Ingredients: 1 lb. Lean Ground Beef 15 oz. Tomato Sauce; 1 can 15 oz. Pizza Sauce; 1 can 1 tsp. Oregano Leaves 2 C. Biscuit Baking Mix 1 Egg, large 3/4 C. Milk 8 oz. Cheese, Mozzarella 2 oz. Mushrooms; Sliced, Drained Directions * Use 1 8-oz package of sliced process mozzarella cheese. Heat the oven to 400 degrees F. Cook and stir the meat in a large skillet until brown. Drain off the excess fat. Stir in half of the tomato sauce and the oregano leaves into the meat mixture. Heat to boiling then reduce the heat and simmer, uncovered, for 10 minutes. While the meat mixture is simmering, mix the baking mix, egg and the milk. Measure out 3/4 C. of the batter and set aside. Spread the remaining batter in a greased baking pan 9 X 9 X 2-inches. Pour into the remaining tomato sauce over the batter, spreading evenly. Layer 4 slices of the cheese, the meat mixture, the mushrooms and

Bacon, Egg And Mozzarella Cheese Pizza
2/3 lb bacon, cooked and crumbled 8 oz shredded mozzarella cheese 4 eggs 12 oz sour cream 2 tbsp chopped fresh parsley Roll pastry to fit into a 12-inch pizza pan. Bake at 425 for 5 minutes. Sprinkle bacon and cheese evenly over crust. In a bowl, beat eggs, sour cream and parsley until smooth; pour over pizza. Bake for 20-25 minutes or until pizza is puffy and lightly browned. Please, let us know if you try this and how it turnd out. why or why not? TY. ok?

My View On This Matter
ok so what if one person is a Christian and another is a Wiccan????? its not like being of different religious beliefs can hurt you. just because people are different from you and have different beliefs doesnt mean you have to judge them and look down on them. Im of a different religious belief then most of my friends on here and they dont care. they dont down grade me because i believe in something different then they do. they never have done that. now i dont understand why people have to be insensitive to others when it comes down to religious beliefs and practices. cant you just go about your normal lives and not poke your nose into something you dont understand nor believe in???? what is this world coming to when we cant even walk down the damn street without someone saying something behind our backs because of our different religious beliefs???? Why can everyone just accept that everyone has their own beliefs and live with it like i do and others i know do?!?!?!?! if that happe

Flying Speghetti Monster Noodle Pie
Flying Speghetti Monster Noodle Pie... Prep & Cooking Time: 1 hr. 5 min. Yield: 5 servings Serving Size: 6.000 ounces 1 cup, drained, cottage cheese (fat free) 2 oz mozzarella cheese (part skim) 4 egg whites 1 tsp dried oregano 8 oz canned crushed tomatoes 1 raw, huge sweet red bell pepper, diced 1&1/2 cups cooked spaghetti noodles 12 oz raw, ground beef 1 Tbsp margarine, trans-fat free blend Directions: 1. Cook spaghetti, omit the salt and oil from the directions, drain and set aside 2. In a bowl, combine 2 egg whites, and margarine, add to hot spaghetti and stir 3. Coat a round, 9 inch baking pan with non stick cooking spray and add noodles, going up the sides as well 4. In a bowl, mix 2 egg whites and cottage cheese, pour on top of noodles and set aside 5. In a large skillet, brown meat with red pepper. Drain excess oils, blot with paper towel and pour on top of cottage cheese layer 6. Pour crushed tomatoes (including sauce) and oregano. Bake at 350

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chanc

A Baby's Hug
They were the only family with children in the restaurant. The mother sat with their son Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. The mother looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy and his toes poked out of his would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty, his hair was uncombed, his whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicosed it looked like a road map. They were too far from him to smell, but she was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby. Hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. The father and mother exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi' E

Slow Chemical
The wonder of the world is gone, I know for sure All the wonder that I want I've found in her As the hole becomes a part I strike to burn, And no flame returns Every intuition fails to find its way, One more table turned around and back again Finding I'm more lost than found when she's not around, When she's not around, I feel it coming down Give me what I could never ask for, Connect me and you could be my chemical now Give me the drug you know I'm after, Connect me and you could be my chemical When everybody wants you (the chemical goes slow) When everybody wants you (my chemical goes so slow) When everybody wants you (so slow) When everybody wants your soul Give me what I could never ask for, Connect me and you could be my chemical now Give me the drug you know I'm after, Connect me and you could be the chemical you could be he chemical...

Glass Shatters
Step up! Cause you're the next one in line for the kill. You don't believe me but I'm betting that you will. Stand up! I'll let you live a little bit with the pain that I bring. You know it's only the beginning. Step up! Cause you're the next one in line for the kill. You don't believe me but I'm betting that you will. Stand up! I'll let you live a little bit with the pain that I bring. You know it's only the beginning. I'm breaking the living inside you, something and someone to hide you. I'm breaking the living inside you, something and someone to hide you. I'm breaking the living inside you, something and someone to hide you. I'm breaking the living inside you, don't run away, bring it on straight to me!

My New Site
I am now a cam model .. a BBW cam model .. come see me, This is my job but i LOVE doing it ... http://imlive.com/waitingroom1.asp?host=y&hostnick=Voluptuous_BBW I will up n running full time in about 2 weeks once my ID is re-uploaded ... Have a good one all .. enjoy me as i will enjoy you

B;ack Rose Mourns
My home is far but the rest lies so close With my long lost love under the black rose No will to wake for this mourn To see another black rose born. When hope seems impossible Perhaps it just lies in the hands of another Too many people simply see reality As what we can see and touch But feelings are very real too. Perhaps we should have a sign around our necks So all the world could see how we feel inside We all feel crazy from time to time But few things I've read ever expressed that feeling with such power. Depressions is unique It can be and too often is The largest, most dominant thing in a person's life And, yet, at the same time, it is nothing at all… So I conclude what cannot be said But to write how I feel nothing compared Every rose has it's thorns As well as the black rose mourns.

Thanks Bill!!!!!
Last year around this time, my best friend, Bill and I went house shopping. We were both looking to find our own houses . We came upon this great little place which had once been a ski chalet. It was smaller than what either of us were used to, but we both fell in love with it immediately. As we walked into it, there was an immediate sense that this was home! We agreed, that each of us had that feeling. I saw how much he loved it and knew that I had to pass, I mean...it didn't matter if he bought it, because I'd be there all the time anyway, so I could visit it, right? So, we continued on our search for me... Well, a week later, Bill ended up in the hospital and the doctor said that his cancer had spread throughout his lymphatic system, his liver and bone and to his esophagus. We brought him home and things started taking a dive very quickly...The last thing on our minds was buying a house. In his last months,I would take him for rides as often as he was able just t

Fuck.
Okay, so I got that job offer from Humana. Only thing is the place that is hiring me is a staffing agency and they are out of state, like Texas or somewhere. Well. They emailed me all these attachments and wanted me to print out all this paperwork, fill it all out, and fax it to them by this morning. Well, this was last night when they did this, around 7. I don't have a printer. Also they need a copy of my diploma, which I don't have. I gave it to my grandma to hold onto when me and Eric got the apartment. I called her last night and she said she could mail it to me but it would probably be Thursday before it gets there. Well, I sent an email back to the lady and told her, "I am waiting on my diploma. My grandma has it and being as she lives two hours away, she would have to mail it to me and it won't get here until Thursday." Not to mention, I'll have to take a urine test and they were wanting me to take that today AND fax all of my paperwork in by today as well. Well, as I said be

Creative Thinkers Needed!!
Hey friends I have a business and a upcoming website www.iburnclothing.com.. Okay now that being said I make custom tshirts that are cute, witty, etc. So the question is im going to get stickers made. The sticker will have the website on the bottom but I want it to have two lines and I need a catchy line or phrase.. Any of you reading this thanks for your support and anyone who submits me the idea I use will get a free t-shirt and sticker! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

Blah
I really,really should have gone to bed earlier last night.We were up watching Family Guy and America's Top Model we had recorded on the DVR.I am addicted to the DVR.We have a regular box in our bedroom and sometimes I try to pause it thinking I am watching tv in the living room.The remotes are the same,just not the same function.I guess we have to do something like get one for the bedroom too.Anyway...I am really tired.I will more than likely stay home all day and clean,get some stuff done around the house I have been putting off.It's too early to think of anything else right now.Getting up at 530 every morning sucks!

Leaving
as of today i am leaving fubar .. want to thank the friends i have made in here and know i will keep in touch .. loves ya all bunches but my work is about to get worse and wont have time to get online .. i wish all well and the best .. talk soon i hope

Quoted From A Good Friend
I usually write about myself and thoughts I have in these blogs. I rarely see anything in someone else's perspective that I haven't tackled in my own. I spoke to a family member today and he shared a similar issue with me, that I have also dealt with(too many times). His story is issued as follows...He was dating a girl, they got in a fight over something small. The something small was probably an excuse to get pissed over a bigger problem. The female he was dating threatened to call the police because he was getting groceries out of the cupboard, which he bought. She called the police and he couldn't technically drive, due to his BAC, so he was stuck. He continued to do this until they arrived. They arrived and she told the police he hit her and was drunk. He did NOT hit her. She had no marks and they did a breathalyzer. He had a 0.13. He was told if he didn't have kids, they would take him in. He was basically indicted and almost incarcerated because of a "say so". She contacted him

To My Family N Friends
I have a Huge Favor To Ask Of You All..I'm In A contest..No It's Not a contest for this site..You don't have to leave me comments or comment bomb..None of that shit..I just need you to copy this link and vote for me..Thats it..only takes a few seconds..and you don't have to sign up to site to even vote..Thanks to whoever helps me out!! http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/514374617

Letting Go
I sit here alone once again, thinking will the pain never end. Why cant I let my heart mend? Do you have a helping hand to lend? Found someone I know I must let go, and I can never tell her no. There is one thing that I do know, I finally do let my feelings show. Cant go on another night, she has finally made me see the light. Yes my days are becoming bright, and we are beginning to become so tight. She knows how to push my buttons, and sometimes we argue, I am so glutton. Then we make up all of a sudden, and yeah when she is mad, shes cute as a button. I like the way we sit and talk, sometimes we even go for a walk. I also just love the way she smiles, when we walk we can go on for miles. She likes the way I take care of things, and I tell her all the joy she brings. But yet I know she wants to roam, and she is so far away from her home. That is why I must let her go, even if I do love her so. Sometimes we have to just let people be, hope she is happy, even if it isn`t with me. Kn

Untitled
friends surround me everyday, glad they are able to stay, you know i couldn`t go the day, without you here to even say, thank you for you all being there, if you weren`t here i`d pull out my hair, it shows me that you really care, we laugh so loud the people stare, wherever we go we have fun, you wouldn`t believe the things we`ve done , we even made fun of a nun, but that was really kinda dumb, for that we are surely going to hell, i hope you laugh,but please don't tell, i can here the mission bell, going down to find the things they sell, it seems to me that most friends come and go, in my mind that really does blow, the pain in my face lets it show , thats why i always drive to slow, don`t let life pass you bye, whatever you do give it your best try, i am your friend so why should i lie, even though i am a regular guy , so take these words and take them to heart, grabbing life would be a good start, if it goes to fast for you let it cart, you away and build a new part, so my friend f

Cyber Sex Gone Wrong.
Found this on a joke site.. Will be posting more in a little bit. What you’re about to read is Cyber sex gone wrong. Enjoy bitches! bloodninja: Ok baby, we got to hurry, I don’t know how long I can keep it ready for you. j_gurli3: thats ok. ok i’m a japanese schoolgirl, what r u. bloodninja: A Rhinocerus. Well, hung like one, thats for sure. j_gurli3: haha, ok lets go. j_gurli3: i put my hand through ur hair, and kiss u on the neck. bloodninja: I stomp the ground, and snort, to alert you that you are in my breeding territory. j_gurli3: haha, ok, u know that turns me on. j_gurli3: i start unbuttoning ur shirt. bloodninja: Rhinoceruses don’t wear shirts. j_gurli3: No, ur not really a Rhinocerus silly, it’s just part of the game. bloodninja: Rhinoceruses don’t play games. They fucking charge your ass. j_gurli3: stop, cmon be serious. bloodninja: It doesn’t get any more serious than a Rhinocerus about to charge your ass. bloodninja: I stomp my feet, the dust stirs ar

Starting To Walk And Walk
i had my first interview yesterday it went great and yes, i feel like things will be going good here i hadn't any time to come around, cause in the morning we went for a coffee with my dad, uncle and aunt, and then came home to take shower, get all dressed and cute for the interview (wtf it took me like 3:30 hrs :( remind me next time that what is ugly can't be fixed lol) then went to visit my cousin Mariela and her family, and we had dinner there (fajitas mexicanas, and yes, very weird to eat that when i'm in switzerland) and we came back home like at midnight and i was so tired that i went directly to sleep this morning i went to get a new printer/scanner/etc/lol cause i need to scann few papers, and we went to check few deutsch language schools around here... in a couple days more i start classes but with a private teacher, he/she will be teaching me only to make it faster, cause my german isn't perfect and i need to make it better i'm still disappointed, VERY... but the only t

All Fired Up- Pat Benatar
Livin' with my eyes closed Goin' day to day I never knew the difference I never cared either way Lookin' for a reason searchin' for a sign Reachin' out with both hands Gotta feel the kick inside All fired up Now i believe there comes a time When everything just falls in line We live an' learn from our mistakes All fired up Aint nobody livin' in a perfect world Everybody's out there cryin' to be heard Now i got a new fire Burnin' in my eyes Lightin' up my darkness Movin' like a meteorite All fired up Now i believe there comes a time When everything just falls in line We live an' learn from our mistakes The deepest cuts our healed by faith

Oops....
A guy goes to a supermarket and notices a beautiful blonde wave at him and saying a sweet "hello!" He’s rather taken aback, because he can’t place where he knows her from. Finally he says, "Um, do you know me?" She replies, "I think you’re the father of one of my children." Uh oh.... He thinks back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful and has a sudden recollection of a drunken party. "My god," he says. "Are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I coaxed into a private room with a $50 bill, and then we had sex on the pool table with all my buddies watching from the door while I yelled ’I call the corner pocket!’ while you screamed ’Harder, harder!’ and ’Deeper, deeper!’?" She hardly missed a beat when she said "Well, no. I’m your son’s math teacher."

Old Lady Betting
An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president’s office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?" "Certainly", r

Re: Arrested For Reading The Constitution
RE: Arrested For Reading The Constitution ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 02 Oct 2007, 15:34 Arrested For Reading The Constitution Peaceful onlookers were arrested by police for reading the Constitution while a pro-war group was allowed full freedom of speech in Washington DC recently in another flagrant example of how American cops are now the enforcers of a tyrannical police state. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/021007_reading_constitution.htmRE: Arrested For Reading The ConstitutionRE: Arrested For Reading The ConstitutionRE: Arrested For Reading The Constitution

Happier..
so I just talked to the staffing agency and they said that they can extend my drug test until Thursday. [so that will give me time to find someone to pee for me]. I just have to have my paperwork in by today. We figured it out. Eric's mom has a printer. He gets off work today at 2:45 and we are going to go to his mom's. His parents have an all in one printer-scanner, fax, printer.. so if we can do that and get that into them, that will be awesome. They said they can hold off on a copy of my diploma until I take my drug test. so yayy. :)

Today Sucks!
Anyways, i am so tired of my job...People thinks they can yell and say smartass shit to me...well ya know what when your not helping me and i came to you for something and you blow me off...YA F&cK OFF!!!!!People all the time think that i am irrational...i can be but not all the time...I just don't take people shit and i will speak my mind..I don't care if what is on my mind hurts your feelings, i am a real a$$ person who will tell you what i think when i am thinking it...People need to learn with me, that if you don't wanna know what i think then don't involve me...or better yet don't talk to me the way you do..OH just found out 2 days ago that my bestfriend is expecting her 4 th kid...WOW!Just another kid to love huh!!lol.....anyways...and to update on my last blog i have seen my god daughter alot more now...so everything is good in that department......

Bs And Families
Hmmmmmm. Seems that as soon as a person has something to do with one Family or another the BS starts. Well I've had enough BS. Don't like Drama, don't want Drama. If I want BS I'll go work on a farm, at least there I can shovel it out of my way and it smells better. I'm going back to doing my own thing of being a truly independant bomber. Can't live with that.... take me me off your Family list. Real Easy! Want me to help.... ask. Oh yeah, I have friends in several Families. I don't care about the inter-Family BS. My friends are my friends for who they are and not the Family they run with. LIVE WITH IT!

Dinner
I stared out with olive oil an onion and garlic Then I cut up some beef and pork then brown that Then at the caned tomatoes ...Add the seasons... Then cook the sausage and then drop them in then the meat balls and then drop them in Then let cook all day ...

Jeweled Box
Beneath my chest rests a heart-shaped box. It is jeweled completely and its golden hinges tight. I reach within and touch the lid with its colorful,sparkling,ornamental gems. I open the beautiful box and out pours your name in song. How sweet the sound...its melody so lyrical drifting into my ears. The voice of my heart sings on. It is only your name I hear. It moves me and lifts me;encircles my soul and caresses my body. I am transformed. I absorb every whisper of the unsilenced air. I am adrift on this soft breath of my heart's sweet refrain. Love lives here.

This Is What Some Dude Sent Me How Random!!!! Lmmfao
sanchristo...: Hi, i am 30 m from germany. i get turned on, when i am wearing button down shirts, rubber pants, my selfmade plastic wear or a suit of plastic wrap. i wanna show my fetishism to other people. OK IM ROLLINNNNNNNN... PLASTIC WRAP? I MEAN HOW RANDOM CAN U GET ON FUBAR?!

Merry-go-round
Merry-Go-Round Life is like a merry-go-round Fun and enticing and interesting sound It goes in circles in a similar way Up and down through-out the day Out at the crowd you look for friends They pass quickly by before the ride ends Some are there when the ride is through The ones that aren’t you thought you knew Painted horses on poles and small children with screams Spinning lights and mirrors it’s not what it seems The music is happy, inviting and free It’s part of the draw that people will see Life is the same an illusion at best Believe what you want and forget the rest That is the mistake most people make They forget what’s right and what is at stake Around we go not a care in the world Forgetting our values and forsaking the Lord When the ride stops where will you be Out in the cold or standing next to me Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 09/18/07

Bad News
For most of you that have either commented or rated my photo's have seen the picture of my sister's dog that had a stroke last week. Well since then she hasnt (even with medicine) regained any body fuction, meaning she hasnt drank or eaten. Also she cant even feel the urge to go potty when she needs to, thus pottying on herself. Now take it she is in the age group of 17 to 19 the vet told us she would be okay with the medicine. But almost a week later we have seen no improvements. I suggested to my sister to call the vet's office and see what they say. The vet that I am very fond of said to my sister.. If the puppy isn't 1. not eating.. 2. not drinking.. 3. pottying regularly then we need to see her again however it sounds like (after reading the puppy's chart) that her kidney's are giving out on her thusly you might want to think about putting her down. So my sister calls me and admits since the puppy is suffering she is going to take her to the vet and have her p

What's The Point...?
If people on here add stuff to their pic. folders, blogs, etc that are for privileged viewing, shouldn't they have the ability to limit who gets notified, to those who will be able to VIEW the items concerned...?

Song
3 Bosom Brenda music and lyrics by Raso vocals by Matt Tanner (it's the last song on my play list) 3 Bosom Brenda, she can't by her bras in the store. They come special order, delivered to her front door. The left side's a B cup. The right one's a D cup. The middle one reaches down to the floor. (The floor) 3 Bosom Brenda, I really don't mind she's a Jew. I'll always be with her, cause 3 tits are better than 2. The left side's a B cup. The right one's a D cup. The middle one reaches down to the floor. Nobody knows how she got like that. One is round, one is flat. The middle one has no use at all. I wonder how she breast feeds. Do you use 1,2, or 3? I don't really care at all. 3 Bosom Brenda, she can't by her bras in the store. They come special order, delivered to her front door. The left side's a B cup. The right one's a D cup. The middle one reaches down to the floor. That's

Funny Stuff
Words with two Meanings 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male.. Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male..... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, and male bonding. 7 . REMOTE CONTROL (ri-moht ko

Not Leaving The Site-
too addicted (apparently for real) to do that at the moment. But image and blog rating seem badly damaged, so heading over to do other things (work, Wikipedia, learning the new version of LilyPond, etc.) for awhile. (A brief while- probably not even a day.) (Erm, ok, blog rates are not down. Thank you :) )

A Shot In The Dark.....
I noticed the need for a writer has been listed multiple times throughout craigslist. I then realized that for me not to apply would be simply absurd. I also wanted to create a few blogs hoping, just maybe, one of my friends could be in the appropriate profession to help. My name is Matthew Stuckman and writing is one of my passions. I have always had a natural ability to communicate through written word and I exercise this ability every chance I get. I would be happy to except any challenge that can be thrown my way, or in short, I NEED TO DO THIS TO KEEP MY SANITY! If confused, I will explain simply, I need a new job based around journalism! Please, if you know of any way that I can be helped, share. I will not be a disappointment. Thank you for your time, Anxiously waiting, Matt Stuckman

Help Support The Fight!
Below is a message from my dear friend, Judy. Please read and help if you can. Her and I will be doing the walk together this year...this is my 4th time to do it. As most of you are aware, on my birthday this year I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. A friend and I have chosen to fight back against this disease and help make a difference by participating in the American Cancer Society Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk October 13th... and we hope you will join us by making a donation in support of our effort. We hope you will support our efforts by making a donation using our personal online fundraising page. It's safe and simple. All you have to do is go to the web address below and follow the few easy steps. http://main.acsevents.org/goto/FreeSpiritYAYAs By raising money to support the American Cancer Society's fight against breast cancer, we help fund research, awareness campaigns, access to mammograms, and free programs and services that improve the qua

Thanks To One And All
Right now I'm out of comments but I wanted to take the time to thank all the SBG Bombers family members and their friends that have come to help me with my contest! It's not over though....we have until late Sunday night so keep up the great work...you are all appreciated more than you know! A very special thanks to our leader SexyBlondeGoddess for without her we wouldn't be where we are in my contest and we wouldn't even have a bombing family! She does so much for everyone and I just want to thank her for everything because she IS the SBG!!! Coach

Irish Music
Over in Killarney Many years ago, Me Mither sang a song to me In tones so sweet and low. Just a simple little ditty, In her good ould Irish way, And l'd give the world if she could sing That song to me this day. "Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, Too-ra-loo-ra-li, Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, hush now, don't you cry! Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, Too-ra-loo-ra-li, Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, that's an Irish lullaby." Oft in dreams I wander To that cot again, I feel her arms a-huggin' me As when she held me then. And I hear her voice a -hummin' To me as in days of yore, When she used to rock me fast asleep Outside the cabin door.

Illicit Love
Caress me with your eyes my love As your heart calls out my name Moonbeams now have touched my soul I cease to be the same So softly in the meadowland Dew kissed grass and flowers dance Teardrops now have left my eyes As with your magic touch entrance Words endearing to my ears Softly whisper now my love Myriads of stars cascade From the cosmos - from above With your lips embrace my mind Lie with me midst golden corn To love as day turns into night Souls entwined now until dawn Dancing till we dance no more Your loving lifts my spirits up Such intoxicating, heady wine I should not be supping from this cup

Stolen Moments
We lay together v naked bodies entwined Perspiring, holding, touching And loving one another. Lips caressing bodies- all cares have fled my mind He whispers softly that he loves Me, my body, altogether. Fingertips v trace the contours of my skin As he delights me Again. Love or lust? Is it such a sin Stealing moments Of pleasure. Should we refrain- ? No-one is hurt Or likely to be. He is not mine v Just a friend Who loves me. For me v Or maybe Just my body. Pure sex, It-s good No - It-s bloody excellent Maybe because It-s stolen And that makes it exciting More so than The norm.. Should I care v feel guilt? Or simply enjoy The pleasure The highs That he gives Me. At least I am wanted For something That I can give And enjoy As I give And receive Pleasure With my lover My 'toy boy'

Is It Monday?
It starts raining I look at the clock 1:45 p.m. I walk over to the computer log on to weather.com check out the radar, non stop rain on the way. I grab my car keys and say well better go sit in that pick up line before it gets to long. Sitting there waiting on Matthew to get out of school texting and low and behold it slacks off to a light drizzle. I pull out of line and park the car grab my umbrella and walk up tp the pick up area like I usually do, its better than sitting in line for 30 minutes as im to impatient. I stroll up to stand beside all the other impatient people picking up there kiddos. I look down and holy shit I forgot to change my shoes!!!! I was wearing my pink terry clothes slippers that I loaf around the house in. Luckly they sorta look like flip flops with the areopostle monkey on them. I just shake my head and stand there like it was the choice of attire for the day. Next, I go over to pick up the middle child sit in line for 30 minutes only to realize she h

Contest Update
OK everyone by now you should know that the site is having problems with the photos. All the pics are still in the folder and it looks like the folders are working but if the site messes up again and my profile says 0 photos the only way you and your friends/family/helpers/bombers whatever can get to your contest pic is to use the link that I sent you before the contest started in your fubar mail. I sent links to EVERYONE. But in case you lost it, all the links are below. I am doing all I can to keep this contest as fair as possible but I'm not babyjesus nor do have any control over the site. I would love to help him if I could but I doubt he's gonna come knocking on my door anytime soon. I have my own website and trust me I go nuts when something is down or doesn't work right. I'm sure he's working his tail off to get everything working right. If there's anything else I can do for you guys let me know but remember if you can get to your contest pic no one else can get to theirs so jus

Dirty Secrets Lust Pockets
Tequila breath, death, sex, your face. Little dirty secrets and your young taste. Never too scared to try what the public hates. Showing me your naked body with no haste. I can see the eagerness in your eye's. I can feel the trembling in your thighs. You'll just tell your parents lies. No one knows the sinful lust you tried. You stick your tongue deep inside my mouth. Exhilerated, youve become what makes you proud. A little piece of death inside my eye's. Lets lock the door and make angels cry. Sinful lust in the nude you trust. Inner beauty, our privates our most fun. Dont be scared, youve done it before. So its okay, were both filthy whores. But on the outside we seem so clean. Sometimes things arent as they seem. Dirty secrets for eternity. Well wear our masks for the world to see.

Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those I know for a fact do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale chips (washed down wit

Would You?
Body: 1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? ans

Free Will
Free Will Current mood: melancholy Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes We are all responsible for the choices we make. Regardless of the difficult lives that these two guys in our examples have lived, the fact remains that they were given an opportunity by God (as well as a responsibility) to allow Him to be in control of their destinies. The fact of the matter is is that we all are given that same opportunity. God has predestined an eternal path for each man to walk on. We (according to our free will) choose to stray from the path that will grant us more benefits than unnecessary heartaches. When we do this, we are in fact choosing a road that is filled with compounded grief. Instead of accepting responsibility for our actions and conscious decisions, we seek to find the first person or circumstance to place the blame on. This, however, is not new behavior. We are able to trace this behavior back to the very beginning of human history...

When Sick
confussion of sicknesses why ?? Current mood: confused One gets sick, they all do. you know how that goes. We are all young though. Sometimes we bounce back quick. I suppose It's nature's way of toughing us up... So why when were sick, we stay sick, we don't get tough, In fact most get weaker ... more sick. (let me see)... The simplicity of is stunning,Like a rock cracking a skull.. duh!! Your proud of your ability to both believe and question everything. Secretley you think eles does, but at some point we all give in and soon surrender to the comfort of certainty.... I'ts to much trouble, this endless jousting of belief and doubt, too tiring. Finally you suppose it will break you , yet strangely it's the only thing that keeps you going- though true at times you feel unbalanced even some what mad... It shall never be said that my sorrow has hardened me towards others.... :O) Listen to your inner voice and follow them for it is wisdom that knows what is best for you. T

The Power Of Forgiveness
Power of forgiveness All too often we drift back into a tit-for-tat struggle that slams the door on unforgiveness. "Why should I make the first move? I was the one wronged. So we make no move, and cracks in the relationship appear, then widen. In time a chasm yawns open that seems impossible to cross. We feel sad, but seldom do we accept the blame. Instead, We justify ourselves and point out the small gestures we made toward reconciliation. We keep a mental accounting of those attemps so as to defend ourself incase were ever blamed for the rift. We flee from the risk of Gods grace to the security of ungrace."The unforgiveness we are holding on to, the hate, the anger is destroying our lives! We continue to let these people have control over us. Were continuing to let ourselves be victimized, over and over again, because were hanging on to the hate and because we are unwilling to forgive.""I think that many times people in this situation think that justice is what is going to heal th

Wtf
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Im Back
well thank you to all that has prayed for me and im am home now and doing so much better!!!!! I start out patient dialysis starting wednesday i will be going monday-wednesday-fridays at 3:15 and have to sit there for 4hrs each time i am there i was just wanting to update and let all you know how and whats going on and why im not on much lately so hang in there with me and we can raise hell together for i have already started and being myself again but mush ordniary then ever thank you and god bless all of you have a good one and take care !!!!!!! hugs and kisses to all. xoxo

The Prison Inside
Telling me a story About all That you did It is clear The drugs ain't Working Who you trying To kid Everyday finds Another struggle Your past You cannot Forgive Beating your Own ass Just because You can No one seems To give a fuck But you never Cared When we did

...boring Sex Survey...
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? …hell no, I don’t know where they’ve been and im not exactly 100% sure where ive been…btw can you look at this rash for me? 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Wake up to a bj and blow just as you get that first morning stretch in…oh my god… 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? the open side, so if Dracula ever comes through the window I can tangle the girl in the blankets and RUN 4. Which do you prefer...Pork, beef, or chicken??? …is this some sorta sneaky way of telln what kind of girl you like to go down on? Cause if a girl tastes like any of those you might have a problem. 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Nah, I like to tag the side of my buddies car. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? yes…but we wont speak of this any further 7. Shower or bath? Shower, too hard to screw takn a bath 8. Do you pee in t

Sontarans To Return In Doctor Who Series Four
In a story reported today in The Sun and confirmed on the BBC Official Doctor Who site, Christopher Ryan (most famous as Mike from The Young Ones) will be playing a Sontaran in Series 4 of Doctor Who: Monster role for Young Ones star (Series Four spoiler!) Christopher Ryan, best known for playing super-cool Mike in the classic comedy series The Young Ones, is set for a guest-starring role in an upcoming Series Four adventure. Ryan will play a Sontaran leader in the story, due to begin filming in the next few weeks. "I'm absolutely delighted to be appearing in this new Doctor Who," Chris revealed. "The last time I appeared in Doctor Who was in 1986, Colin Baker was the Doctor and I was still a Young One." The story in question was the Trial Of A Time Lord, where Chris starred as the slug-like Mentor Kiv alongside Trevor Laird, who played Martha's dad in 2007. If you know your Who lore, the Sontarans will need no introduction. If you're a newer viewer, however, you ma

I'm Tired Of Fu-hoes
what is a fu-hoe? someone that begs for blasts, vips, happy hours and tickers in exchange for nsfw pics or cam shows on yahoo. I'm getting really tired of the begging. if you want a blast or a happy hour BUY IT YOURSELF. some of these guys may fall for it but the rest of us think you're pathetic..and all for what? rank on a website? you're making yourself and all the other self respecting women on fubar look bad. and if this offends you....then you must be a FU-HOE!

Answers For Stupid Quizzes
You are probably aware of people putting up silly quizzes with questions like "what do you think of me?" or "would you ever sleep with me?" or something similar... I have the ultimate solution: Utter crudeness! Someone asks "what would you do if I kissed you?" answer with "get an erection" and other such answers. Seems the best solution, mainly cause it'll show them not to put stupid quizzes up. Anyway that's all for now...

Shiver
Ok not a poem... but a song. I do love it... for my baby, I love you so much. Don't know how you do it Like there's nothing to it You just look my way I lose my composure Don't know what to say I'm overwhelmed You smile, I melt Shiver, tremble, I never No I never once felt so much It shakes me how you take me Deeper then I've ever been It's to the core Under my skin I Shiver I love the way your whisper Slowly, softly lingers In my ear You move a little lower The world starts Spinning slower Then it disappears Your lips so close We kiss almost Just barely touch But that's enough To make me Shiver, tremble, I never No I never once felt so much It shakes me how you take me Deeper then I've ever been It's to the core Under my skin I Shiver It shakes me How you take me Deeper than I've ever been It's to the core Under my skin I Shiver Shiver Shiver, tremble, I never No I never can felt so much

37 Things A Woman Should Know About Us Men!
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. But ladies we dont expect that! 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he

Ufc 77- Hostile Territory Fight Card
Seems a line up of fights is in place for UFC 77. Here it is plus undercard fights Main Event- Middleweight championship. Rich "ACE" Franklin(Challenger) vs anderson "The Spider" Silva(champion) Heavyweight match. Tim "The maineiac" Sylvia vs Brandon "The Truth" Vera. Light HeavyWeight match. Eric "Ravishing Red" Schafer vs Stephen "The American Psycho" Bonnar Middleweight Match Alan "The Talent" Belcher vs Khalib Starnes UNDERCARD FIGHTS!! Middleweight Match* Jason "The Athlete" MacDonald vs Yushin Okami Lightweight Match* Alvin "Kid" Robinson vs Jorge Gurgel Welterweight Match* Josh "The Peoples Warrior" Burkman vs Forrest "The Meat Cleaver" Petz Lightweight Match* Matt "The Real One" Grice vs Jason Black Predicitions from Buc 1. Rich Franklin by KO in 3rd round 2. Tim Sylvia by KO in 1st round 3. Stephen Bonnar by KO in 2nd round 4. Khalib Starnes by unanimous Decision 5. Yushin Okami by TKO in 2nd round 6. Alvin Robinson

Kids!!
KIDS By Calvin"ColdWarrior"Harrington [Mr. Mackey] (Eric Cartman) And everyone should get along.. Okay children quiet down, quiet down Children I'd like to introduce our new substitute teacher for the day His name is Mr. Grady Children quiet down please Brian don't throw that (SHUT UP!) Mr. Grady will be your new substitute while Vince Mcmahon is out with pneumonia (HE GOT BLOWN UP!) Good luck Mr. Grady [ColdWarrior] Hi there little boys and girls (SCREW YOU!) Today we're gonna to learn how to poison squirrels But first, I'd like you to meet my friend Bob (Huh?) Say hi Bob! ("Hi Bob") Bob's 20 and still lives with his mom and he don't got a job, cause Bob sits at home and smokes pot but his ten-year old brother looks up to him an awful lot And Bob likes to hang out at the local strip spot and wait in the parkin lot for strippers off the clock when it's late and the lot gets dark and fake like he walks his dog Drag 'em in the

Soulmates
Love is much a flower With petals edged like knives To cut and slash then heal To influence many lives I one saw the face of love And I dare not look again You will see soon yourself Take heart against the pain I hate to see you suffer But there's nothing I can say I could regale you with advice But you have to find your way You see, my dear, I've been there And Love has many faces For you it might be different In Time's vast and empty places So gather up your courage One step will take you there One heart to prove it all Two souls to make a pair

Slapped In The Face
Wow, Needless to say I was playing around with my son Edward an had a hold of both his arms he had got one from me, an well slapped me across the face I have a small hand print there, lol. It was so hard it made my freakin nose run.. Oh man I didn't see it coming either, and lemme say he is grounded fer the next few days.

I'm Gonna Be A Second Mommy
Well, theres no one in the world that knows me better than my girl Danielle that i grew up with. We're closer than anyone could be, Lovers couldnt get this close, Shes honestly my other half. Her fiance was killed recently and her adopted child was snatched from her by the original mother for his insurance money. Looks like shes finaly gonna be a mommy again, its not for sure yet, but we're both pretty certain. She asked me to be a second mommy today, to complete her family. I'm so happy, I can't wait and i hope its a girl like haven was. I have everyone I love around me, it finaly feels like things are coming together. This year started out horrible, I've lost alot of my friends and family to death and started to rethink my phylosophy on everything bad that happens, just leads to something better. But I'm starting to not worry anymore. I cant wait to give this baby all my love and it will also save danielle from drinking herself to death. I cant replace the man she loved, and I

The Hampton Inn Cookie Caper
I am a frequent guest at the Hampton Inn Hotel Chain. One of the reasons I enjoy staying at the Hamptons, is becuase of the Cookies. For thoses of you who do not know, every night between 6pm and 9pm they put fresh baked cookies out for the guests. Usually an assortment of choclate chip, peanut butter and macadamia nut. Tonight, I went to the lobby at 5:55, because I like to be there when they come out of the oven. The good news was that the staff was efficient as always and had the cookies out before 6pm. The bad news...I passed a guy in the hall with a plate of cookies. They were heaping to the point it was all he could do to keep them on the plate. I should mention that this was not a desert plate, but a standard size dinner plate. Yes you guessed it, he had emptied the tray of cookies without any consideration for the other guests. As much as I travel I am constantly coming across people who either have no consideration for others. Or maybe they cant comprehend t

Ouch~!
ok, so we are home sweet home for good. the old house is cleaned and I turned in the keys today....one problem...I got hurt today. Jeff had to work so I had to take the drill up and take down some shelves we had put up. I forgot the step stool (remember I am only 5'4) so I climbed up on an entertainment center (where the tv goes) and set to taking it down. Well when the last screw came out...BAM~! Down it came but with it also came a soccer plaque of my daughter's....from the top shelf onto my forehead. So now I have this lovely blue knot on my forehead. It looks to be bigger than the size of a 50 cent piece and it has a cut in the middle where the edge hit me. I have had a headache all day, to say the least. And I was going to take a pic to post but the battery went dead in the camera and guess what.....I can't find the batteries yet~! I haven't unpacked them yet...what a day! I think I am protesting tomorrow and not doing anything!! I deserve a break~! I need a break~! I

I Am This Girl......
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... QUESTION IS....ARE THERE ANY TAKERS??!?!?!! I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who

Why?
What is it with me and men??? i have no luck and am constantly picking loosers who lie, cheat and break my heart!!!! seriously is there some kinda trick to getting the right man? i know i dont need one but they come in handy when lawns need to be mowed and garbage taken out!!! (Joking) I just broke up with this guy who said he wanted to grow old with me and could see us sitting on the front porch at 90 waiting to go inside for a naughty.. well more fool me for believing him!!! i swear im so blind sometimes.. but not always fooled.. when i asked if he chated he said no but then didnt speak to me for about two weeks even though i emailed called and sent txt to all of which were not replied to..so my guess is that he did do the dirty.. they way i actually found out was here in fubar.. one of the chicks he screwed stalked him and broke into his page here an private emails etc.. so good riddance i say.. if he wants to do that then its his loss cause he just lost the best damn thing that

Ok I Just Gotta Know...
Who my crushes are....I'm up to 18 and I have no idea. How can I show ya'll some love back if I don't know who ya are. If your comfortable with telling me please send me a message and let me know. Thanks and much luv, Jackie

You Love Me But You Dont Know Who I Am
Three months since my mom died. Its kinda crazy thinking about it. It seems like it was just yesterday but at the same time it feels like it was years ago. I miss her...a lot. anyway, thrice is a weird band. i love them but some of their lyrics are just...different. i guess thats what i like. i like bands that dont have some sixth grade reading material lyrics. i mean look at this..its crazyness: i want to take the bullet, the one aimed straight for your heart. i want to meet the wolves halfway and let them tear me apart, but that's not the way they do it here. i want to lay on the tracks, feel hot steel screaming at me. expose the bones on my back, let me show you what i mean. yeah, it's a different kind of love. i want to climb barbed wire fences and warm our hands in blood. and this is my gift asking you to fix my ruined hands. and it's a gift that keeps on giving, and right now it's all i have to give. i want to write the perfect song, and play it jus

Losing Friends
ok so i have just lost yet another friend to the drug ICE... so much for ill only do it when stressed...my friend was diagnosed with throat cancer and has three boys and is so addicted to ice she is now unrecognisable... i have had to break off all contact with her as i have the kids and they dont need an environment like that around them.. when she was diagnosed with cancer i was constantly at her house with the kids helping her with her kids and cleaning her house on a daily basis just to help her out.. she smoked pot since she was young..and really not many people havent tried pot.. then she decided to try speed. i told her to be careful coz u dont know what is exactly in it unless you know whos cooking it.. sure enough the speed became more frequent and her house looked like shit.. her kids all boys disrespected her daily.. which i cant blame them for as they were watching their mum go through horrible mood swings and constantly telling them she hated them and stuff like that.. as

My Fiance
R.I.P RoNaLd A. BuTrEy 1-1-1970 ~~ 12-11-2003 You left without telling US goodbye. Days passed and we all wondered why Everyday I live I'll put my smile on. But deep inside our hearts we know you're gone. We visit you every now and then But you're not really there and We can only talk to the wind. You were everything to us We just didn't have any way to show it. With you looking down on us from HEAVEN We hope you know it. I can forgive you, but not myself I could have said something more Something that could have helped. You left without telling US goodbye. We Love you and Miss you!!! Leslie~N~Chris In a couple months it will be your Birthday again, another one without you!! Hoping you are looking down on us and knowing how much you are Loved and Missed. Happy Birthday My Love !!! When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void

Relationships
I wrote this several months back but I am actually very proud of it. I love you and I think I always will no matter time or place you have stayed in my heart and cannot be replaced I Love you and wish I didn't sometimes It would be easier to move on without you in all my thoughts thru and thru I love you yet you say you love another I hope and pray that's not true cause in case you hadn't noticed.... I LOVE YOU

Mind Your Own Bussiness
Hey everyone.. Tonight it was brought to my attention about a MUMM that has been posted by Sadistic Weibchen1 . She is the girlfriend of my boy's farther who is jail for beating the crap out of her. I ran away just under a year cuz he was constantly beating the shit out ofme Head prints and body prints in the walls at our house. His son will hit me constantly and think its a joke anymore doesn't understand that its wrong. This is what the gf isn't telling everyone is what happened and why the order. He started to constantly threaten me on my phone and got worse cuz he has been convicted of a misdemeanor domestic violence in the presence of a child.... But you are not getting told that at all... Please tell her to stay out of it with her mumm.. I understand if people got the whole story but your not at all. I ran away a little under a year ago for my own protection didn't know I was pregnent till after he came to visit then he proceeded to go ahead and sleep with her a week after he was

Dentist
Today sucked, hard core. well most of you who know mw know that I work at a school and am a teachers aid for 25 kinders and I also have my own three children when I get home. So most think I am nuts but I would love to be at work instead of home at this point today, I had a dentist appt. there were to see why i was in so much pain. well I figured work on a few teeth, a few fillins so on. nope. They decided to pull a tooth and in the process, pulled my jaw out of place and cracked my jaw bone. Now if you really Know me you would think that I am just fine. NOT I passed out on the living room floor, havent done that in awhile and last time I did I ended up in my birthday suite when I woke, lol, anyway I am in pain and the pills make me goffy, k now that I just pretty much picked on my self talk to ya all laterz. ~COPE~

For Now, Life Is Good!
I FEEL GOOD!!!!!!!!! It has been 3 weeks since my latest brain surgery, and I really feel like I’ve turned a corner. My energy level is coming back (I haven’t needed to take a nap for several days) and I have been able to stay up ‘til past 11 (contrasted with crashing at around 9). My mental alertness is better too; no more fogginess (well, OK, a little). My right leg is getting stronger, although I will definitely still need rehab, and at the risk of TMI I am almost able to put antiperspirant under my left armpit again. WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO! I am by no means out of the woods; survival rates for my cancer are measured in months, not years, but for right now, life is good. I am even going to look into an assisted driving course that may hook me up with a hand feed and steering wheel knob to compensate for my disabled right leg. (Freedom once again!) So shower me with congratulations, comments, gifts, etc. I wanna become a FuPsycho! Next on the blog docket, “What I Love M

A Time In Everyones Life
Im sure theres a time in everyones life that they have wanted to be with someone but couldn't, you live in hope that one day you would.. only time will tell...You know they feel the same way...What are their plans..where do they see themselves in 1,2,3-10years. Is it with you? As i grow older i feel i havent got the time..i need to know.. time is so precious... God dam it where have you been all my life babe..?..

My Impending Collapse
Well, this is my first blog. Wow. Im not real sure what the point of blogs are. Although Im gonna use it to get some shit off my cheast. Hoping noone I know reads it. Ive got some shite bottled up and if I dont dump it somewhere, Im probably screwed. Hell, I hope noone reads this at all. Its rather sad really, where my life is right now. For rather selfish reasons, Im cohabitating with the mother of my 2 children. We moved in together because she wanted out out of teh shitty relationship she was in. So i moved her and the kids out and into a place with me. I did this because i knew it was teh only way i could see them as much a I wanted, since she had them. So I have intentionally forsaken any hope at being in a relationship since most women would frown on dating a guy that was living with his x, regardless of the fact that theres nothing to that relationship. Purely platonic. I just wanted to live with my kids. This isnt the first time weve had this arrangement. Id rat

Fork You!
My mom can be such a bitch ! She used to try and throw things at us to get our attention but always missed ! One day we were all at the table eating dinner and it was something my sister Sherri hated to eat so she pulled her "I am so tired I am falling asleep in my plate at the table trick" this time my mom wasn't gonna fall for it again. She yelled at her to get her face out of her plate. No response from Sher she thought she was doing good so far. My mom yells at her again and this time threaterns to beat her ass if she doesn't get her face up out of that plate. Sherri responds with a small whimper and a meek little "I am tooo tired mommy I can't" My moms face turns red and she tells Sher she has to the count of 10 to get her face out of her plate and start eating her damn food or else. (of course the rest of us had stopped eating to see who was gonna win this battle but if mom turned her eyes on us we were quick to pretend we were eating no use in gaining her attention since she alr

I Quit
Been a long time since I wrote anything…it’s been almost 5 weeks since I quit smoking…man it has been hard but things are getting a little easier as each day goes by…the urges are not as bad…but the insomnia sucks…I bought some melatonin and took one last night and bam I went to bed…if anyone is having a hard time sleeping…look in your store’s vitamin aisle and pick some up…but I am feeling a lot better and I can tell my breathing is a lot better now too…. I have to say this before my head explodes…there are a fuck ton of stupid people out there…especially online…just because you read my blogs/writing does not mean you know me and how I am…I had someone say that they felt I treated women badly…because of something I wrote and I asked her when was this…she couldn’t tell me…so I looked though everything I wrote…I could not find anything…but I do not treat anyone poorly at all…if I do here is a tissue….but I just do not go out of my way to treat anyone badly at all….

Simple Things
another sunny day in the beautiful switzerland... i have been sending my resume to other places, keep fingers crossed to see if they call me back! i'm thinking seriously that i need to do this things: - start looking for appartments closer to zürich (the own zürich is way too expensive lol, better to stay closer and appart of this, it's probably that i find jobs in zürich or zug or bern) - my sister insists in a new webcam, cause my good one i left to her, and i only took the puppy spy webcam... is way too cute BUT it has low quality - mp3 or cellphone? i should make a mumm of that one, cause i would like to have my mp3, but actually my cellphone is a bit old, and yes i can upload it few but not more than like 5,6 songs lol not enough memory... and i don't want to put money for an old type of memory for this cellphone, cause i know i want a new one, or maybe i should get an mp3 player? - keep the job search. absolutelly. my dear friends keep your fingers crossed for me, caus

October Is National Domestic Violence Awareness Month
Please take some time this month to go online and learn a little bit about DV. You can go to www.ndvh.org and there is a tab that says Get Educated. I encourage all of you to go read it. The only way DV will ever slow down (for I feel we will never truly end it) is by each person arming themselves with knowledge. Learn how to spot DV. Learn about the red flags. Learn how to talk to a victim or an abuser. I'm planning on posting information as well, but until I do you can be pro-active and look up the information. And if you have questions feel free to contact me! Or, of course, you can call 1-800-799-7233, that the National Domestic Violence Hotline and they are there 24 hours a day 7 days a week to help you with any information or referrals you may need. Peace and Blessings!

I Am So Cheesed Off!
OK, i am so cheesed off today. What started out as a harmless joke at got ME ticked off by my own Team Leader (TL). See, he had sent us a mass email about certain upcoming projects - he's good in a way that he tries to give us pep talks now and then - and it involved aspects that i intensely disliked. Because i couldn't keep my mouth shut, i just HAD to reply back to all. That email of mine started a whole flurry of in-house jokes that only us seniors understood (one newbie gamely joined in that flurry of mass emails flying back and forth between us all) and for awhile, ALL of us felt Camaraderie ... Anyway, that email of mine earned ME a reprimand from my TL via email. I am still fuming which is why i am venting here. Have compiled the emails all together and posting it right here - i want this perpetuated for eternity! Names have been changed to protect the jokers and an anal idiot in my entire team ... ______________________________________________ From: RT a

Rules
If you don't agree.. don't like.. can't see why.. I guess you are a total dickhead. Wash the dickcheese out of your ears and listen to what women have to tell you. Better yet.. Look at your behavior..TSK TSK!

My Friends...thank You..
There are so many things i am very thankful for. But today i am going to share the one that is most important to me, and that is you my friends. Some of you have really touched my heart in alot of ways and so many of you all have been there for me no matter what. So today i want to thank you personally and from the bottom of my heart. Your friendship means the world to me. I love each and everyone of you. Thanks for always being my Friend Donnie pleasureyourpage.com

Virtue And Vice
Think of me I'll think of you We better think This whole thing through Sometimes I'm so clumsy You talk to me I'll talk to you You cut the fat And we'll both chew You know we're both hungry I feel so alive today That's all that I wanted to say I hope that it stays this way If not I will be okay Say another prayer Save another life Kiss me on my head And tell me Everything's alright 'Cause I can say it one Or I can shout it twice All there really is Is virtue and vice Virtue and vice Cry to me I'll cry to you Sometimes the pain will only do You know I'm not kidding You laugh with me I'll laugh with you At all the stupid things we do Tomorrow we'll be happy

My Life
Well,as many of you know, I'm in the midst of a divorce. It's been a long time coming and I finally asked him to leave. I am sorry for the pain that I've caused him, yet content with my decision. Perhaps some understand as others will belittle. Either way, I will go on. I miss my step children more than I can express and I try to keep it in for the sake of everyone around me. Alot of people don't agree with the decisions I'm making in my life right now, but it's my life to live. I'm not harming my children nor am I doing anything illegal so others will learn to cope. As i always say, if you aren't feeding me, fucking me, or paying my bills, don't try telling me what to do. Offer an opinion any time, then back off and let me do what I will with it. If I fall on my ass, it's for me to pick myself up again and keep going. Real friends will be there regardless, possibly laughing as I hit my ass, but there with a hand up tellling me to try again...lol... yeah ya'll know who you are... by th

-----------------------i Love You--------------------
love you for so many reasons,large and small ,and all of them are wonderful I LOVE YOU for all, the special qualities, that make you "you"one of a kind, the only one in the world for me. i love you for the things you say, that bring such specialmeaning in my life. andi love you for the siknet times, when your eyes and your arms tell me all i want to know. i love thinking of all the adventure we may share, the olaces we may go. the discoveries we may make together, i love you because you know how to bring out the best in me, i love you...just because i do...because now, in aplace where there was nothing before, is the deepest part of my heat,,,there is love

In The Process Of Moving
Just wanted to make sure everyone knows I'm in the process of moving so I won't be on that much, I'm not leaving fubar but won't be spending nearly as much time on here as before so if ya don't hear from me for a while that's why. I love ya'll and hope everyone is doing well. Take care & hope to hear from ya soon :)

10-3-07
You're well-known for your flexibility, though it may be a bit tougher than usual to really pull it off today. If you can, though, you should find that things go much more smoothly in the near future. ************************************************************************ I am very bendy *wink* ha ha ha sounds like a good plan *wink* ha ha ha. Love you all, have a great day.....

A Natural History Of Love
But man, could we kiss! We kissed for hours; we kissed inventively; we kissed extravagantly; we kissed delicately; we kissed torridly; we kissed timelessly; we kissed wildly; we kissed elaborately; we kissed furtively; we kissed soulfully; we kissed shamelessly, with all the robust sappiness of youth; we kissed as if kissing could save us from ourselves. It is as if we were two stars, tightly orbiting each other, each feeding on the other's gravity. Because nothing and no one in time or creation seems to matter more, a broken relationship rips the lining from the heart, crushes the rib cage, shatters the lens of hope, and produces a drama both tragic and predictable. Wailing out loud or silently, clawing at the world and at one's self, the abandoned lover mourns. Every face reminds him of hers. Every object is a trip wire to an explosively painful memory. She is perpetually present in her absence. Love doesn't exist in real time, only in anticipated time or remembered time. The only

96 Heartbeats
So a quick update. We went to the doctors again. Heard the heartbeat again. Soon we will know what the sex is going to be. Keep your fingers crossed for a little boy. But if it's a girl i wanna name her Anna Rose. But he doesn't like that. So I'm gonna try Theresa Rose. Since Anna isn't " spanish" enough for him. Theresa is spanish right ? ;) He also got me a how to speak spanish cd. I did some of that last night. Not sure how much I'll actually remember. Will have to go back and listen to it again a few times. The wedding will be in december.( if father can do it then) we wanted it to be december 21 to give us some times. But his best man is gonna be out of the country so we have to do it the 14th. Which is the orginal date i wanted. Cause the 21st is too close to christmas.Though reco said he would skip seeing his family to go to my wedding. Which is sweet. Too sweet. But i wouldn't want that. Gonna put highlights in my hair soon. I want another piercing so ba

Why
why is it that the whole love and feelings thing has to be so damn complicated ? why does something that feels so right have to be so wrong? why is it that everytime i think of you my mind goes crazy with happy thoughts? why do you have to be so sweet and caring ? why do you even talk to me ? im just another female that come a dime a dozen... im nothing special... i just dont understand and my mind is filled with alot of whys ......

My Thougts Today
i wish the crabby woman across the street would get laid because she need it. Why is Mcdonalds only serve breakfast until 10? There are too many comershals on TV and who pays? You and me thats who does!

Pain
i just caught my girl in bed with someone else and it about killed me .im shareing this with you because .i know the r others that have felt that same pain .if not worse. im just saying be strong. there r way more fish in the sea.plus it means youlle feel good when the pain goes away

Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend by the name of Common Sense who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. He declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer aspirin to a stude

The Rhythm
slowly, everything returns to normal: i could hear your heart beating steadily back to its usual pace, that same rhythm that my heart treads. i could hear your breathing, no longer in short gasps, drawing the same sweet air as i do i could hear your sigh, escaping your lips, as sleep claims you as it starts to lure me too (i could hear the rain outside slowing to a drizzle, no longer raging has the world also stilled to a rest?) and i sigh back, you lovingly rest your head on my shoulder, nestled in the warmth of my embrace.

Contest Opens Tomorrow 9-04 At 5 Pst
CONTEST OPENS TOMORROW 9-04 AT 5 PST If you want to enter this contest your pic MUST not show any nsfw in it that could get it marked. This contest will run for 7 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking entries starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest. The contest will begin as soon as I have at least 20 entries. I will send out 24 hours advance notice to the time and date the contest will begin.. You must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest.. Please make sure to let all your friends know ahead of time so you can all be ready before the contest starts. NO DRAMA!!!!! if you start a problem, or anyone that is voting for you starts a problem I have the right to delete your entry from the contest. This means no bad mouthing, no going and down rating, and no accusations. You must have people to back you in this contest, don't ju

People
u know whats fuckin bad is when u know that the peopel u know ur whole life u cant cout on anymor eto be there for u anymore so it suxs bot oh well i guess that whenu know ur real friends then who u can trust and who u can t butim gone later peace

Pagan
I am The Pagan Man I speak for all my kind When i criticize your point of view; Your hollow state of mind. You say that i'm an animal, Well this, at least, is true: I'm a thinking, breathing, human being. SO WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU?

They Had The Balls To Do This To Our Troops?
RETURNING TROOPS NOT ALLOWED INTO OAKLAND AIRPORT TERMINAL On September 27th 204 Marines and soldiers who were returning from Iraq were not allowed into the passenger terminal at Oakland International Airport. Instead they had to deplane about 400 yards away from the terminal where the extra baggage trailers were located. This was the last scheduled stop for fuel and food prior to flying to Hawaii where both were based. The trip started in Kuwait on September 26th with a rigorous search of checked and carry on baggage by US Customs. All baggage was x-rayed with a “backscatter”,machine AND each bag was completely emptied and hand searched. After being searched, checked bags were marked and immediately placed in a secure container. Carry on bags were then x rayed again to ensure no contraband items were taken on the plane. While waiting for the bus to the airport, all personnel were in quarantined in a fenced area and were not allowed to leave. The firs

A Mother Is...
A Mother Is... A voiceof Confidence When I'm insecure A voice of Conviction When I'm in the wrong A voice of Vision When I'm afriad to dream big A voice of wisdom When I've lost my way A voice of Motivation When I'm at a standstill A voiceof Comfort Whenthe world is cold A Mother is... Love...

Cancer
It's a terrible disease; That affects millions of lives. It affects sons and daughters; And husbands and wives. People take the news; Different kinds of ways. It makes some people cry; And puts some in a daze. Some people pray; And fall down to their knees. But you've got to be strong; To beat this disease. This fight can be won; Believe it or not. You just have to put your faith in God; And pray a whole lot. So keep your head high; You'll soon know the answer. And you too; Will be a survivor of cancer.

When He's Gone
When he's gone, all you can do, is think of the times, he spent with you, When he's gone, all you can tell, is stories about him, how he was always on top, and he never fell, even when he was sick, he always wore a smile, and you'd always go to the hospital, and stay for while, When he's gone, you can never think, all you is stare into the sky, without a single blink, And when he's gone, all you can see, is him up in heaven, We'll never forget that he's our Dad

In Support
In support. I shaved my head and changed my look. just one small comment in life's great book. I'm here for you, is all I mean. To add strength, and hope to all you dream. Side by side, we will win this fight day by day and night by night. no more dodging that double edge knife. We will be champions of this game called life.

Thoughts
Life can be much more than this When angels waken with a kiss Sacred hearts can take the pain but mine will never be the same Breath in and breath out When your heart is full of doubt Take a breath and let it out If you have to, scream and shout

Its Time For Retta Guys You Know What To Do
OKAY YOU GUYS.. POSSE IS ON BREAK.. AN I MEAN THAT.. WE ARE ON BREAK. I WONT HELP OR PIMP OUT NO MORE CONTEST AFTER THIS ONE GUYS AND I SO MEAN IT.. STOP MAKING ME GET OFF BREAK.. I SWEAR NEXT PERSON IM SO GOING TO SAY NO TO.. IM TAKING A MONTH VACTION FROM CONTESTS AND FUBAR ONCE I BREAK THE FUBAR RECORD.. I NEED TO. I NEED SOME TIME AWAY FROM ALL THIS MADDNESS HA HA HA HA SEE YOU HEAR THAT IM LOSING IT.. GOING NUTS, WACKO, LOONEY, ALL OUT JUST CRAZY!!!!! NO MORE NO MORE... BUT THIS ONE REALLY FAST YOU GUYS.. ITS IN THE BLOOD AND IM AN ADDICT. SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM FUBAR.. THIS IS A TWO HOUR CONTEST STARTS AT 7PM MY TIME WHICH IS FUBAR TIME WHICH IS PST TIME GUYS.. OKAY. THAT WOULD BE 10PM NEW YORK TIME. GOT IT? GOT IT!!!! GOOD. THIS IS RETTA. OUR LOVELY RETTA. SHE WILL WIN THIS. I HAVE SEVERAL PEOPLE LINED UP TO WATCH THIS CONTEST TO MAKE SURE THERE IS NO FUNNY BUSINESS GOING DOWN ON IT OR DURING IT.. EVERYONE WILL BE WATCHING THIS ONE.. ALSO I AM GATHERING UP SHIT LOADS

Cindy Williams Bumped Her Happy Ass Head!
Military being paid too much? You be the judge! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America . On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I take home $874.20. When I run that thr

My Son's "nuts" :(
Wow, I am so not happy with my son's school. I have had issues with his principal in the past. She tends to be a hypocrite! I have had issues with teacher's in the past. But I have had it now! This is the last year at this school and I am so happy about that. My daughter started kindergarten there. It was a great school back then. All 3 of my kids have gone there. Over the years though, the school has gone down hill. A lot of the good teacher's left and the wonderful principal we had left a few years back. I was tempted to move him to a different school but it isn't so easy and there has to be an opening and it has to be during open enrollment time! I decided to keep him there for the remaining years so he could stay with his friends. I had gone to so many different schools when I was young. I went to 7 different schools from K-6th! So making friends and keeping them was quite difficult and believe it or not, I used to be very shy. No, we were not military either.

Here
just here i guess now like i aid berfore its sad when u cant count on ur friends to be there for u when u have always been there for them time and day of night but oh well, it would b good just to have someoen to talk to who actually listend but yu never know oh well if u kno wmy number call me i could use some advice on some things

What Are U Into
You scored as Bondage, Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100% Blind Folds100% Blood83% Biting75% Whips67% Chains/Handcuffs33% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

That Taste
The taste of honey and saliva on my skin Is intoxicating. I can taste you through my pores. I can taste you like I would feel you, Stroking and teasing. I can feel every moment as a new wrench is thrown into the equation. As you add one more finger then another Change the direction of your tongue. I can taste the intoxicating rush of lust through my skin. Like a new sense My body can taste you, Even with the gag in my mouth. Like honey and saliva Your cum mixes with my sweat, Everything is so sweet. And even with the gag in my mouth and the cloth on my eyes, I can taste you through my skin.

Boycott Oakland California!
RETURNING TROOPS NOT ALLOWED INTO OAKLAND AIRPORT TERMINAL On September 27th 204 Marines and soldiers who were returning from Iraq were not allowed into the passenger terminal at Oakland International Airport. Instead they had to deplane about 400 yards away from the terminal where the extra baggage trailers were located. This was the last scheduled stop for fuel and food prior to flying to Hawaii where both were based. The trip started in Kuwait on September 26th with a rigorous search of checked and carry on baggage by US Customs. All baggage was x-rayed with a “backscatter”,machine AND each bag was completely emptied and hand searched. After being searched, checked bags were marked and immediately placed in a secure container. Carry on bags were then x rayed again to ensure no contraband items were taken on the plane. While waiting for the bus to the airport, all personnel were in quarantined in a fenced area and were not allowed to leave. The first stop for fue

Why Cant He Tell Me!
Take Some Time and actually Read this this is a GUY TALKING... IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft e yes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of

The Face Of Pain
RIVULETS OF TEARS THAT GLISTEN LIKE DIAMONDS, FALL ONLY TO BE CAPTURED AS IF ARRESTED, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN..... I WILL OFFER MY SHOULDER FOR THOSE TEARS TO FALL UPON. A HEART THAT BEATS TO FUNNEL THE HURT, TO ASSURE THE JOURNEY OF DESPAIR IS COMPLETE, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN...... I WILL OFFER MY FUNNEL TO FILL THAT HEART WITH JOY. A VOICE THAT IS QUIETED AND STIFLED BY SHAME , WITH LIPS SEWN TOGETHER WITH THREADS OF HUMILIATION, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN..... I WILL REMOVE THOSE STITCHES SO THAT VOICE MAY SHOUT TO THE HEAVENS IN A THUNDEROUS ROAR AND EXPEL THAT SHAME . A CHILD UNWANTED THAT CRIES IN THE NIGHT, FRIGHTENED WITH OUTSTRETCHED ARMS BUT NO ONE IS THERE TO COMFORT, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN...... I WILL HOLD THAT CHILD AND WRAP IT IN A COCOON OF PEACE UNTIL IT SLUMBERS. A LONELY OLD MAN WITH WATERY EYES ,PROUD SIRE OF FOUR SONS, YET HIS DOOR IS NEVER KNOCKED UPON. THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN....... I WILL OPEN THAT DOOR AND REMOVE

Why Homemade Hot Chocolate Makes You Feel So Good!
"You know that hot chocolate tastes good but why does it make you feel good too? Better yet, why does the homemade stuff taste better than anything else? The answer may surprise you. You likely already know that chocolate is good for you. It’s a fact that chocoholics sing from the rooftops. Chocolate contains flavonoids. These handy little guys act like antioxidants and help protect our body against cell damage. Flavonoids also have a positive affect on our red blood cells and the production of certain hormones. In fact, chocolate has been tested and shown to have a positive affect on a person’s mood. Perhaps it is the creamy texture or perhaps it is a chemical in the chocolate itself. What you may not know is that some chocolate will make you feel much better than others. Take for example hot chocolate made from scratch. You’re simply combining warm milk and chocolate. There are no ‘extras’ that you might find in a commercial mix. No preservatives. No artificial sweeteners and n

My First Contest!
I'm getting bored with all the usual contests on here. So, this one is quite different! If you want a contest where you submit a photo and beg your friends to bomb... this isn't the one for you. That being said here are the details to my contest. Anyone can participate... Somewhere in my profile I have hidden something that debuted in the T.V. series Buffy the Vampire Slayer. The first person to leave me a comment and private message with the correct answer as to what it is, wins. This item can be be anywhere in my profile, photos, stash, blogs, etc... There can be only one winner, so only one prize. Winner will receive a one month VIP or 7 day blast, their choice. RULES... 1. If you want to participate you must rate, add and fan me. 2. If you know the answer you must leave me BOTH a comment AND private message with the answer. I would imagine this may be a very quick and easy find for a Buffy fan. In the event that it is not and I do not have the corr

For Those Of You That Are More Apt To Read Blogs Here Goes :)
My Friend Mary aka Happy Country Girl is in a Contest for a Months Blast .. The winner will be chosen by the most rates/comments on her pic .. Im really hoping some of my friends and those who i've helped in the past will come by and show her some Contest Luv ! .. She's a Sweetheart of a friend ( actually one in a million ) and I know she's really appreciate it a LOT .. Below is the link to her Contest pic so please take a few and come visit .. leave some luv and introduce yourself to one hell of a good person .. Thanks ya'll MUAHS*******

Ya Know.....
it's getting to be a real pain in the ass trying to level up...i don't know what else to do. What else to put up here? I know i can add pictures or stash out the ass for people to comment on, but only a certain amount of people from my friends or family list ever comment or rate them. Which i truely do thank each and everyone of you. I'm just fucking burnt out on doing fucking surveys, and shit like that.... Someone help me, i just want to make Level 20, which is 19,000 points away. Give me some love, some hot fubar-freaky-ish LOVE!!!! I know i got lots of friends on my fan/friend/family list who hardly ever see my shit/stuff and if i have to i'll frickin beg lmfao. Rock on Party People!!!!! Love Each and Everyone of YOU, Derek

An Apple A Day...
I stock up on Chiquita brand and other brand snacks at the store for myself. Chiquita has apples, apples and grapes, carrots, snap peas... Usually I buy the apples and carrots. This time I bought apples and grapes and another brands bag of apples (cause it was a larger bag) This woman was standing behind me and breathing really heavy on the back of my neck. So I ask her "Am I in your way or something? Cause you're doing dragon sort of breathing on my neck and it's irritating as hell!" Apple Woman: Oh! Sorry. No, you're not in my way. I was just trying to decide which to buy! So many to choose from ya know? Are those good? Me: Nah they're awful! I just feel like spending my money on them as an example for everyone else to not do that... Apple Woman: *Laughs* C'mon! Really! Are they good?! Me: *blinks* Well, if you're a lazy bitch who appreciates the convenience of already sliced apples like I do, and if you like APPLES in general, then YES you will like THESE apples. Appl

Game Time
Ok people let's have some fun.and please don't be shy at all, You guy's and gal's can ask me any three questions you want as a comment...But here's the twist I will answer 2 questions right and 1 question a lie and all you have to do is figure out witch is the truth and witch one is the lie....And when you people are done please copy and paste to your blogs so i and others can ask you the quetions...and lets see how far this game will go...Have Fun and Enjoy..

Level Her Up Please!!!
To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend need help to level up she need a little bit over 20.000 I'm sure with your help she will make it:P:P:P So please please please people click on this pic and help her out,show this great person some love:):):)and tell her that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous day! hugs and kisses WildCat *~♥SÚLŦRY™♥~*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ~*FAN BEFORE U ADD*~@ fubar

Behold The Terrible Effects Of Too Much Caffeine
come and listen to my story 'bout a boy named ted a poor college student, barely kept himself fed then one day he was talkin' to a recruiter said "son, you'll make big money workin' on computers" terminals that is vax systems beowulf clusters well the next thing you know, ole ted's a millionaire kin folk said "ted, move away from there" said "californy is the place you wanna be" so he loaded up his truck and moved to the valley silicone that is intel nec well now it's time to say goodbye to ted and all his cash he liquidated and fled the country when the market crashed all his venture capital investors found out that they'd been screwed it seems that ted's accounting scheme was a little skewed embezzlement that is insider trading artificial margins y'all call the feds now, ya hear

Party With Me Next Weekend!
Hi, I hope I'm not bothering you. I just wanted to check to see if you might be interested in coming out to party with me next weekend? Me and a few other girls are having a birthday party at a couple of bars near Phoenix on Oct. 12th and 13th. and I thought the more the merrier right? So if you live in the area or are going to be in that area would love to have you come hang out and party with us! It's sure to be a fun time! Here's the details. Who's Coming ... Faith - The Host! Dawn Marie Serena Paige Summer Lynn Aimeelynn Jezabelle Alanna ZoeZane Sandra Party Details This is an over 21 event, and you must have a valid picture id with you to enter! CLICK HERE TO ADD YOURSELF TO THE ATTENDANCE LIST! Friday Night October 12th (Non-Nude) Monastery 4810 E Mckellips Rd Mesa, AZ 85215 CLICK HERE FOR WEBSITE! This will be a casual fun night!! Monastery is a great place to get to know each other... there are barbecue g

Scammer Conversation.
Evil Hottie: NOW I KNOW U R A SCAMMER Evil Hottie: I KNEW IT Evil Hottie: GOING TO REPORT YA joy phillips: what happen? joy phillips: do u av any problem? joy phillips: joy phillips: do i ask u for anything? Evil Hottie: no but u did someone else Evil Hottie: on your friends list Evil Hottie: im letting my friends know of u joy phillips: that what? BUZZ!!! joy phillips: which of them? BUZZ!!! joy phillips: u are spoiling ur name Evil Hottie: lol Evil Hottie: not Evil Hottie: evil i am Evil Hottie: dont like liers Evil Hottie: and scammers joy phillips: u are old and not serious for any thing joy phillips: u are a lier Evil Hottie: wtfe Evil Hottie: your a mooch Evil Hottie: go get a job joy phillips: do i ask for anything from u? Evil Hottie: u did from someone else Evil Hottie: and u r fake Evil Hottie: use a real picture joy phillips: how are u sure? joy phillips: how would u feel if u find out am a lady? Evil Hottie: u r a manb Evil Hottie: man Evil

What Would I Do Without You? ( Angeleyes )
What would I do Without you? How would I live? Where would I go To lay down my head And my worries? Who would listen to My dreams And hopeful ambitions? When would I feel The joys of contentment Of companionship? Of being one With another And with love? What would I do Without you? I would close my eyes, Remember your warmth, You smile, Your passionate way Of tackling life And me... I would close my eyes And remember And wish And long For your touch, Your grace... What would I do Without you? I would relish Our memories And wish you were here...

Thank You
I have been blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. Then I am blessed to meet such kind individuals who treat me with respect and kindness. Thank you so much for being my friend. Love C~ xoxo~

Puppy!!
My friends just got a brand new samoyed puppy over the weekend. I went over and met the baby. I of course took pictures. I also got a couple of shots of their other dogs Sam and Zoe. This one needed a macro made of it. Sam Zoe Zoe and Jasper

Time Really Doesn't Make A Difference.
So ill talk about some more crappy stuff thats been going on. Ive been real down lately about my Dad. I miss him so fucking much. I think Aunt Donna was right when she said she wasn't sure Id ever come to peace with his death. I hadn't thought about it, about how Grandma's death just didn't seem as bad. She lived to be in her 80's, she had kids, and grandkids. She was Married for over 60 years. But Daddy. Daddy had gotten so healthy, changed his eating habits, lost weight, stopped drinking as much and partying with his friends, He took care of himself when they told him he needed to, they told his his heart, his cholesterol needed to be taken care of. He was only 50. To watch Cancer eat him alive, I think might have been more traumatic and damaging to me then being raped. To get a phone call saying he has 2 weeks, and then to see him nothing but skin and bones. And lumps.Everywhere. Lumps that were killing him. To see him laying in a bed, unable to speak unable to hardly move

My Best Friend
I sit outside watching the orange sky the perfect end to a warm summer day I count my blesssings for your hospitality even though you are many miles away where would I be had we not met? would my days be filled with gloom? the sky is picturesque, detailed like a canvas I wait to share this with you, I count the days the fragrence of you fills the air everyday here bringing me reminders of time spent together calls in the night in the begining, growing in to a friendship that has weathered some storms but have faith in me for I shall not drift away you take bitter days and change them into happiness you share your thoughts and dreams you give me valuable insite into culture and diffrent cuisine you have shown me that i do matter in this world and thank you for your kindness and as i watch the sun fade to night i think of you and i look forward to your voice again and seeing your

My Car.
So I have to get a new car. I drive a ton for work among other things. My car's transmission is dying. I cant really afford a new car. If anyone has any suggestions on good[read reliable] small cheapish makes/models please let me know. i dont really know what im looking for, and everytime i try to do something like this[take charge of a adult situation without my moms help] i get fucked over or i fuck up. On top of that, My phones crapping out and I'm going to have to get a new Cellphone as well. Figures everything would go at once. It sucks, i really love my car. Ive got a little black Ford Escort ZX2, its '02 and its got almost 93,000 miles on it. I was surprised the transmission was going already.

I Still Cant Believe It
Ok its been like 2 days and I still can't create a mumm. Im banned from mumming all because i said the word CUNT! WTF! My feelings are sooooo hurt. Oh i better mark this nsfw before someone completely kicks me off this damn site!

What's Next!? :(:(
Well, not sure what I should or shouldn't say in this 'blog' right now , don't wanna be added to the list of friends that've had their priveledges / abilities taken away on here but , I just found out tonight that a SECOND friend of mine in less than 2 wks has had his taken from him , why you might ask? For simply stating his mind and inquiring about some things that , in my opinion, he had the right to question and get answers to. Now, that being said, I KNOW that it's the right of the owners of any site to determine who stays and who goes etc etc, but I also believe in being fair and not just shutting somebody up because they have a grievance with management or whoever may be under said management. I've had a great time on this site, and some bad times as well as those of you that are my closest friends know, but this is getting to be ridiculous that people who've paid for services can't even get a fair shake for what has been paid for OR when somebody simply wants some answers

What Is Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start

That's It.... I'm Done!
Well... I sit here looking around at a place called fubar... it is alright and I have made a few friends here but in all honesty it is a waste of time really. Sure I have had fun chatting with a few from here but when I see so many point whores out there asking to point up, for happy hours, blasts, etc it really pisses me off. Is this the only way for them to get the attention they are so obviously in dire need of? I myself on the other hand dont give a rats ass about points and leveling up! I want to meet people that will be friends and that wants to be friends not just use me and others for numbers and stats. Now I am stating here now that I will be here for one more week from right now 1:20am Thurs Oct 4th. So I want to hear from those that want to be friends and that actually does not care about points or leveling. If they can actually convince me to stay then fine but I am so tired of these phony people that it almost makes me sick! I know of a few that I will hear from mos

Little Girl All Alone
Sitting on a bench in Central Park was a little girl looking sad. A hump on her back looking awkward and strange; tugged my heart strings to say hello. I sat down beside her and asked for her name Angel she smiled and said. I talked to her about happier times about smiles and beautiful things. When I bowed my head and told her feared that I had fallen from grace, She quietly took my hand..... Looking up at me she smiled tears running down her face. Slowly she shrugged off the over coat she wore and beautiful wings took its place. You haven't been forgotten she cried nor forsaken or left down here. You only need to open your heart and push away all of the fear. As the tears of happiness streamed down my cheeks I closed my eyes to thank God. Then she was gone like a dream she faded.... but a single feather she left. So please my friend never forget that you are never alone. For there will come a day when your angel will near and come for to carry you home.....

Bored At 2 Am
soooo...this seems to be a lackluster reason for a blog...some might say so..but im just learning this site and said to myself... "self, your page sucks. What are you gonna do about it?" well people..there isn't a fubar help site...ok maybe there is..but ya know what...i don't have the time..nor do i want to put forth the effort to do it... so, maybe what im asking for at 2:20 in the morning is a request from my "fubar family and friends" to send me a nifty, or unique, idea...via fumail (sp?)....to give it a lil spunk.. and i know if patheticism was a word, i think this blog might be it..but its late and not having a cool fubar page....to say the least im losing sleep over it..hahaha... if you've ever talked to me..ya know thats not the case...but non the less, I HAVE A BLOG NOW BITCHES!!! hope to hear from ya'll....be cool. take it light.

A Love For All Eternity
Blood of my blood, heart of my heart and soul of my soul. Together we are, together we will stay. Forever and always, my sexyeyed prince. How I wish the distance that seperates our souls could be a window to another time. Where our souls fly free on the wings of love, as it was so meant to be. Never have I felt such a warmth within my heart, as I have found in you. This is what your heart says to me, when we are connected within our minds. To touch in mind and love the soul, forever my love will beat for thee. (A love for all eternity)

Brief Note In The Middle Of The Night!
Couldn't sleep, so here I am, lol! My dearest friend with the health problems has chosen to rejoin the Fubar community! Glenn is going by Putare and is added to my family list again. Please check him out and give lots of love and support. He is a very special man, indeed! I will probably be online briefly in the morning, as I have a 9 a.m. client to treat again. It will be a late night as well, as I have a meeting of sorts at 6 p.m. - if I don't decide to blow this one off, lmao! Good night again, everyone! Love, hugs, and blessings! Later! Muahz!

My Heart!
Shhh!! Listen; can you hear it beating? The silent, thump, thump, thumping? Sounding like the flapping wings of a dove? That is my heart saying, “I am in love.” Awaken my heart! Meet the man who came along and breathed life into you. Look closely, those eyes can not lie, call out heart – call him to be by your side! Rest easy dear heart your search is over now, your one and only has finally come to town. Dear heart beat quietly – like a distant drum you found the best that could ever come! Sinan is the name of my true heart I hope he will never want to depart. Shhh, listen, there’s not one heart beating – but two that’s the love making sounds coming from me to you! LSR 29 September 2007 2030 hours To my love From Lori

Why Don't You And I
Since the moment I spotted you Like walking around with little wings on my shoes My stomach's filled with the butterflies...and it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied Everytime I try to talk to you I get tongue-tied Seems like everything I say to you Comes out wrong and never comes out right So I'll say 'why don't you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever Heads we will and tails we'll try again So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven Cause without you they're never going to let me in And slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end Right about the same you walk by And I say 'Oh here we go again' When's this ever going to break? I think I've handled more than any man can take I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around And it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to

House Cleaning
To all my Family, Friends As you all know, from various sources, I am in a contest at the moment...it's nothing special...more of a popularity thing...there is no month long blast...no vip staus at the end of it, but being that I am in it...I want to win. During the past year (or more), I have help numerous people win contests, grow in levels, etc.....well it is my turn....if i could get all my "Family, Friends and Fans" to leave 5 comments each, I would win hands down, but it looks like the "family/friends" are not really such.....so, I am now forced to make a move.....If by the end of this contest I do not see comments form family/friends....I am going to start deleting them from my list to make room for new family/friends....those who will stand by another family member.....To stay on my family/friends list...you must leave at leat 5 comments on the pic below....One more thing, to comment on the pic, you must request a friend status with the page owner. tHIS IS THE LINK TO THE

+"boycott Oakland, Califoolya"
From a bulletin today....I don't know if I should include the OP's screen name or not..????mmmmmno I guess.(You don't have to read the whole thing, the last 2 paragraphs have all the vitamins.) "BOYCOTT OAKLAND CALIFORNIA! (repost) date: 2007-10-03 18:26:54 RETURNING TROOPS NOT ALLOWED INTO OAKLAND AIRPORT TERMINAL On September 27th 204 Marines and soldiers who were returning from Iraq were not allowed into the passenger terminal at Oakland International Airport. Instead they had to deplane about 400 yards away from the terminal where the extra baggage trailers were located. This was the last scheduled stop for fuel and food prior to flying to Hawaii where both were based. The trip started in Kuwait on September 26th with a rigorous search of checked and carry on baggage by US Customs. All baggage was x-rayed with a “backscatter”,machine AND each bag was completely emptied and hand searched. After being searched, checked bags were marked and immediately placed in

Help Me Decide
ok heres the deal and i need some advice- Id appreciate comments from veterans who have been here a while, point whores, and people just here for friends. As I said in a previous blog Ive been punished and am not able to comment ANYTHING(pages, photos, bulletins, mumms, blogs, stash) ANYTHING! Not only that but Im unable to post or repost bulletins.A big part of what I do here is welcome newbies, and help my friends by making pimpouts and posting and reposting bulletins. I have obviously been pissed and have been quite vocal and joking about it even which is probably why I haven't gotten those priveleges back.Im sure if I was like some people and begged and pleaded to scrapper maybe bought him a blast, apologized profusely and swore angelic behavior from now on I would have gotten em back by now but quite frankly anyone who knows me knows its not in my nature to kiss ass or be kept quiet. Honestly I was married for 18 years to a control freak and too damn old to put up with it.

Im So Stupid
so i sent the email... it went as expected... going to drown myself in alcohol tonight.. what i wrote is at the bottom Diana, Like I said earlier, I didn’t think the saying hello was the best thing. I do apologize. As far as going on leave. Nothing happened. And as far as our relationship. I like spending time with you, I really do. As far as a serious relationship, I am not ready for one, nor do I want one right now. I do like you and enjoy your presence. I am not sure what to do. I am not sure if it best to just break this off or to just be friends? What do you think? I hope I have not hurt you. I will write more later, I am a bit busy today. Keep your head up. Tyler -----Original Message----- From: Rainey, Diana C SK ASD Jacksonville, JASU Sent: Thursday, October 04, 2007 9:52 To: Fisher, Tyler ATAN AIMD Jacksonville FL, 610 Subject: So.... Tyler, Ok I really don’t know where to begin…. So I really like you that’s a start right? Maybe… hmm ok… also a

Slap In The Face To Our Military By Oakland, Ca W/ News Video
RETURNING TROOPS NOT ALLOWED INTO OAKLAND AIRPORT TERMINAL On September 27th 204 Marines and soldiers who were returning from Iraq were not allowed into the passenger terminal at Oakland International Airport. Instead they had to deplane about 400 yards away from the terminal where the extra baggage trailers were located. This was the last scheduled stop for fuel and food prior to flying to Hawaii where both were based. The trip started in Kuwait on September 26th with a rigorous search of checked and carry on baggage by US Customs. All baggage was x-rayed with a “backscatter”,machine AND each bag was completely emptied and hand searched. After being searched, checked bags were marked and immediately placed in a secure container. Carry on bags were then x rayed again to ensure no contraband items were taken on the plane. While waiting for the bus to the airport, all personnel were in quarantined in a fenced area and were not allowed to leave. The first

Havok Needs Your Help! :d
HAVOK STILL NEEDS YOUR HELP! THANKS! Go here: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=47207&albumid=239647&i=2692070470 and help Havok win his contest! Thanks and Happy Thirsty Thursday! Check it out...my first mojito! (D) Thanks, now go help Havok! Muah!

Contest Contest See Details For All 3
Jokers Wild Short Bus Home Page@ fubar Jokers Wild's Short Bus (Stop )Lounge Angelic Pleasures Radio Station The Official Short Bus Internet Radio Station * Live DJ's Brodcasting * Live Request * Interactive DJ's * Killer Tunes 24/7 * Contest For Listeners Your DJ's Angel Pleasures Jokers Wild Booya99 Philburg360 KenBad Lacey Slipknot Current Contest CONTEST #1 24 hrs begins at Noon Today Oct 4th to Noon Oct 5th, Whoever brings the most SALUTED members to Subscribe to the Short Bus Lounge will win a FREE Ticker. They Must send a fubar E-Mail to the Short Bus Home Page and state that you sent them, I will cross them with members in the lounge. CONTEST # 2 This is a contest for a FREE ticker and a 3 Day Blast. Entries MUST BE IN BY OCT 10 at Midnight Duration 14 days Make a 15 - 20 second promo in wav format using the text below for Angelic Pleasures Radio Station and Jokers Wild Bus Stop. 1. Your listening to Angelic

Argh!
My stupid computer died this morning and I hate not being at my regular desk. then to top it all off they decided TODAY would be a good day to ban smoking in the building. and since i'm not at my regular desk i can't listen to my music cause this lame ass comp doesn't fucking have speakers! fucking losers. :(

Samhain
Samhain(pronounced Sow-in, Sah-vin, or Sahm-hayn), known most popularly as Halloween, marks the end of the third and final harvest, is a day to commune with and remember the dead, and is a celebration of the eternal cycle of reincarnation. Samhain (once again Halloween) is the most coveted sabbat by the Wiccan (and many Pagan) religions. In the European traditions, Samhain is the night when the old God dies, and the Crone Goddess mourns him deeply for the next six weeks. The popular image of her as the old Halloween hag menacingly stirring her cauldron comes from the Celtic belief that all dead souls return to her cauldron of life, death, and rebirth to await reincarnation. Halloween, plain and simple is our favorite time of year. A true time for witches, Witchcraft itself, and Wiccans alike who feel that on this night the separation between the physical and spiritual realities is it's least guarded and it's veil the thinnest. It is a time for dimensional openings and

A Romantic Travesty
So yeah... this is a hellacious blog to start my blogs with, but man... I just really need to get this out. Let it be known, I don't give a damn who reads this, who likes it, who doesn't. This shit is straight from the heart, and I'm not one that opens myself up very easily at all. Anyway. So there's this girl that I was dating for a while, four years ago. We only dated for a few weeks, but man.. those, thus far, had to be some of the best few weeks of my life. I mean... this girl was perfect to me. Not only beautiful, but she was kind, loving, very affectionate... just.. awesome. Great kisser too. Heh.. she was the first and only girl ever to kiss my forehead to make me feel better, first and only to kiss my forehead at all, for that matter. I still remember that night as clearly as it was when it happened. The first night we kissed. The first and only time I ever closed my eyes when I kissed someone. Any other time I hadn't trusted the girl nearly enough to close my eyes. This girl a

This Is Real
i would love to see a reality show that is more like real life. maybe guy goes home and kids egg his car but if he egg them the cops come because my neighbors are retarded jerks and cops are on his side. Then if supper is not ready on time he and his wife have a fight and she goes out and messes around with his friend or thought he was a friend until that happened. losers! How about it NBC?

For Jolene To Cheer Her Up
There's a problem, But it won't be solved tonight, alone. Only love can help us now. Some things wrong, But we have something so right, Nothing can stand in its way. Refrain In my arms, Tonight you'll find the peace you seek. Tonight you'll find the love you need. In my arms, Just get support when you are weak. Just give in to what you feel. In the only place where we belong: In each others' arms. You feel worthless, Like every thing you do is wrong. Let me show you the truth. Feel your worth. Feel the way you make me. Just come to me, sweetest love. We can't be rational forever. Not everything makes sense. Sometimes we just have to give in to love, And trust That everything will be alright. Don't be afraid. I'll protect and save you. My life, my love, I'm yours

What Is A Pagan?
I didn't write this, but this is a pretty decent description: Pagan 101 What is a Pagan? A Pagan is a person who believes that everything has a soul or spirit. This is called Animism, and all Pagan religions share this belief. Rivers, animals, rocks, trees, land are all filled with there own unique spirits for people who are Pagans. Traditionally, Christians believe that only humans have souls or spirits. Many environmentally conscious Christians today share the belief with Pagans that all forms of life have a soul. Pagans see the divine spirit in all life, as do some members of other religions. Is there more than One Pagan Religion? There are hundreds of different Pagan Religions. Some of the best known Pagan religions are Buddhism, Shintoism, Native American Religions, Hinduism, Taoism, Wicca, Druidism, Asatru, Shamanism, Neo-Paganism and Eclectic Paganism. Is Paganism a Cult? No, Paganism is a major World Religion, with many branches. More people on Earth are Pa

Transition(s)
Well, I’m done! Completely moved out. I do have to say it was tough. But could have been even tougher had it not been for a really cool housing manager. Now to continue tetrasizing the house I have moved into. Lots of stuff to store. Once that’s done, I really need to take down the pink and peach wallpaper that is in my bedroom. Granted, if I ever meet a woman and she would enter my bedroom, that means she will have looked past the fact that I have children from a previous marriage, am living with 4 dogs, 5 cats and 4 females (2 adult and 2 minors), I think she can look past my having pink and beige walls. Now, to get some beer. 

Lmao
Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age. After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while. So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Carencro. The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy, would fan a cow that was having any difficulty breeding with a big towel. This would cool her down and make her relax. So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, then climax. So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Baton Rouge to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested. After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed! They went back to the Vet. The Vet said for L

My Heart Tell's Me
What my heart tells me Is that there is no one else on earth Who can make me feel the way you do From the first day that we met You made me forget all my fears And you have shown me that God really does Have one special heart for each of us to find You are the one God has guided me to What my heart tells me Is that I can never love anyone As much as I love and care for you And how my feelings grow stronger each day I can't imagine not being able to hold you I want to share my life with you for the rest of forever You make me the person I have always hoped to be What my heart tells me Is that God has provided me with your loving heart And I will do everything within my power To provide the best for you each and every day Everytime I see you walk into a room My heart never fails to beat faster and stronger This is how I know you are the one for me For the rest of the time the Lord gives me I give you my heart and for you I will do What My Heart Tells Me

Word's Cant Say
More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say

You Know I So Love Your Smile
Those little things we sometimes do seem to go unnoticed But all the things I do for you you don't just let pass by Each time I do a little for you I can tell from the start You know that all I do for you comes from within my heart. I enjoy giving to you because with each little thing I do, you smile And that says more than any words your smile lasts me for miles. So as long as I am able I will always make you smile by giving such a little but making it last a while. Know you are so special In each and every way I don't know where I would be without you here with me today.

Neat
Can you raed tihs? Olny 13347 plopee can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

Women Need To Know This About Us Men
1. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it’s up put it down. 2. Don’t cut your hair. Ever. 3. Don’t make us guess. 4. If you ask a question you don’t want an answer to, expect an answer you don’t want to hear. 5. Sometimes, he’s not thinking about you. Live with it. 6. He’s never thinking about “The Relationship.” 7. Get rid of your cat. And no, it’s not different, it’s just like every other cat. 8. Dogs are better than cats. 9. Sunday = Sports. It’s like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 10. Shopping is not everybody’s idea of a good time. 11. Anything you wear is fine. Really. 12. You have enough clothes. 13. You have too many shoes. 14. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don’t expect us to like it. 15. Your brother is an idiot. 16. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don’t work. 17. No, he doesn’t know what day it is. He never will. Mark anniver

Deleting Friends
It may take me a while, but I am going to go through my friend list and delete anyone who doesn't have pictures of themselves. For that matter, I am no longer going to accept friend requests from accounts with no pics of the owner. ***HUGS AND KISSES*** Mary Berry :)~~

Last Weekend...
Last weekend, was soooo much fun. One of my best friends Robbie was in town, to introduce his wife to all of his friends and family here. My friend Robbie, packed up and moved out to Vegas about 4 years ago. Since he has been there he has been doing great. I realized how much I miss him living so close. But am so happy from him and Kristi. They are such a cute couple. I hope that someday I find a love that strong.

Long Ass Day....
Well...today has been a long ass day. I went shopping for things in my new place. Michael helped with my TV, bed, and stand for TV last nite. Then I got home this morning about 10:30ish. Crashed on my bed...and I am awoken by knocking on my front door. I put something on went to the door and its Michael and Kandi. Kandi wanted to check out my new digs. They went shopping for me and they were to be quiet coming back...yea right! LOL. I go back to sleep then the next thing I kno I feel something cold on my back. Michael put a package of meat against me. LOL. Woke my ass up again. I finally gave up and stayed up. So I am awake...and work will have to pay for this. LOL. I was being bad...he ordered me no sex unless I can prove to him otherwise. I am doing my damnest and I dont think its working. Still trying tho...and something tells me I am gonna get woken up again tomorrow morning. LOL. I have no idea why I feel that way but I do. I think tomorrow if I can, I am gonn

Global Bombers
I wish to bring it to every one's attention that was also a member of the Global Bombers it seems we are no longer wanted as members of there family so please remove them from your nicks. We as a whole do not need the Drama or Bs that is going on and if need be we can be a better family without them we have already proven we can be. We have already proven that we don't need anyones help when it comes to contest. I do wish to thank all that have help in any way in any give away for any global bomber.

Don't Know How Much Longer...
I will be on fubar... They are starting to block Websites at my Job. I had to get on here by using the www.weirdo.com URL but it won't be long before they block that. So, if you stop seeing me on here that is why. www.lostcherry.com Blocked www.cherrytap.com Blocked www.fubar.com Blocked I can get on by Proxy's but they are blocking those too, so just giving my friends a heads up. If I do stop showing up, I just want you to know I will miss my friends on here. if you want add me on AIM or Yahoo ShookRev on AIM frank_shook on Yahoo

Uncooperative
So we went to find out the sex of the baby today. The technician did all the looking around to make sure everything was going well with the baby. She was unable to get clear views of the heart and kidney because of the angle the baby was in. In the process of doing this all, the baby wouldn't separate the legs to give us a peak of the boy or girl parts. Because of not being able to view the heart and kidneys correctly, I have to go to a Level II ultrasound within the next two weeks. At least now the Level II ultrasound will be covered by insurance! I was so disappointed today though, I really wanted to know what we are having.

Husband & Wife..................toothbrush!!!! How Its Related To Them
Husband: When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger? Wife: I clean the toilet... Husband: How does that help? Wife: I use your toothbrush.. .. Hope u hav a fab day

Dog Makes You Smile
Hope these dogs make you smile! Sorry!! Too cute not to pass on! Guess that fake ID really works!!! Party time! Are you serious !?! Gggggrrrrrrrrr! I'm sooo mean! What part of this face do you not understand!? And a Happy Birthday to ME!!! Guess I'll just go eat worms .. Wojk akjdow alkoiehnaf slkjfow!!!!! WHAT!?! But it was like this when I got here!!! Just kill me now . As Fifi sports the latest in wristband fashion I'll show him where he can stick that thermometer! !! Don't hate me because I'm beautiful .

A Spiral
White sterile paradise Catered and sedated Confined of my volition Isolated willingly Separated by thoughts and time I'm caving in on myself The more we plan the less we do The more I think the less I feel I think I'm better now Fear of change leaves me motionless Fear of complacence sets me astray Fear of people brings me to solitude Controlled by fear above all desire The distance grows Depression joins it Leeching, evolving It perpetuates itself Feeding off of myself Burrowing into my head So much time wasted I've nearly reached death I'm painting these portraits To keep myself at bay I'm writing these letters That I'll never be sending I'm haunted by ghosts That I've fabricated The only thing I trust Is that soon this will end White sterile paradise Entirely self-imposed Wish you were here

Dt
If your tears could make a noise What would they sound like? If your voice could be seen Would I gain any insight? Morning comes too early and night time falls too late And sometimes all I want to do is wait The shadow I've been hiding in has fled from me today I know it's easier to walk away than look it in the eye But I will raise a shelter to the sky and beneath this star tonight I'll lie She will slowly yield the light As I awaken from the longest night Dreams are shaking Set sirens waking up tired eyes With the light memories all rush into his head By a candle stands a mirror Of his heart and soul she dances She was dancing through the night above his bed And walking to the window he throws the shutters out against the wall And from an ivory tower hears her call "Let the light surround you" It's been a long, long time He's had awhile to think it over In the end he only sees the change Light to dark Dark to light Light to dark D

...trueno...
Well...Today was the official FULL day that I was able to start fixing my car. I still have a lot to do, but so far I have managed to remove the main wire harness from the car's "computer" and pulled those connections from main wireharness through the firewall. I have removed the air intake as well as the battery and removed the bolts from the fuse boxes...that is pretty much all I have done, but it is a really good start.

Dt 2
Do you feel you don't know me anymore? And do you feel I'm afraid of your love? And how come you don't want me asking? And how come my heart's not invited? You say you want everyone happy Well, we're not laughing. And how come you don't understand me? And how come I don't understand you? Thirty years say we're in this together So open your eyes. People in prayer for me everyone there for me Sometimes I feel I should face this alone My soul exposed It calms me to know that I won't Blood...Heal me Fear...Change me Belief will always save me Blood...Swearing Fear...Staring Conviction made aware Give up on misery Turn your back on dissent Leave their distrust behind Wash your hands of regret Blood...Heal me Fear...Change me Belief will always save me Blood...Swearing Fear...Staring Conviction made aware Learning from misery Staring back at dissent Leaving distrust behind I'm inspired and content

Tragedy In My Hometown....
The little girl in this accident is a friend of my 14 year old daughter, Sarah. Lauren has been through 4 surgeries so far and there are more to come. Her condition is still very grave at the moment. Her mother is a kindergarten teacher at our school. She was killed on impact with the semi. The boy involved in the accident, driving the 4 Runner, is one of my son's best friends. A really good kid. He is having a hard time dealing with what happened. I am asking for prayers for both of these families, as well as for our entire community. This tragedy happened at my church, a crossed the highway from my house. Thanks, Abby One killed, two injured in Highway 69 crash By BRAD KELLAR Herald-Banner Staff A Fannin County woman was killed and her daughter seriously injured as a result of a three-vehicle accident along U.S. Highway 69 north of Greenville Tuesday night. Another driver involved in the crash received minor injuries when his sport utility vehicle collided with a chu

When Does It Get Easier ?
Most ppl that know me here on Fubar,,know that my husband Larry,A.K.A. Batman passed away on July 7th of 06"..and that i lost my sister who was also my bestfriend in the world just 3 short months later 2 cancer...She passed away Oct.20th and the 1 year anniversary of her death is quickly approaching...and with each day i find myself getting more and more depressed...I just got threw my husbands 1 year anniversary...and god it was so hard to bear...now this...so i was just wondering today does it ever get any easier when this time approaches...and thought i would just write it down maybe in a way to try and make it easier in my mind..Does anyone know the real answer to this ? Will it ever get any easier and the healing process ever start taking place...Just looking for answers and venting.......

Friendships With Opposite Sex.
Why do people have a really hard time believing that someone can have a friendship with someone of the opposite sex with out more being to it? I have many male friends, with nothing more attached to it. We are friends, we joke, we laugh, we have a great time together. Sometimes I find my male friends are better friends then some female friends. You aren't competing with them for the favor of someone, nor who's prettier, or sexier, or whatever the case may be. Just my thoughts.

Is This Called Love?
I never felt like this before I never melt like this before I never had dreams like this before I never had days like this before I never lay awake like this before I never goes crazy like this before I never met a guy like u before I never thought that someone's to be mine I never thought that someone's gonna cross my line In my heart somebody starts a new music band Now I'm in an unknown island I donno where my direction is Lisent miss! What is this? Is this called love?

Can I?
can i jus curl up and die the one thing i had to look forward has been torn from my grasp. for those of you that know i was pregnant well life has had the last laugh once again i miscarried this afternoon. guess im not meant to be happy ever

You Know Who You Are
Lordi - It Snows In Hell Lyrics You did the trick I didn't see it coming I did not hear a sound Though you were quick I will not be forgiving You won't be waiting for my return I promise you baby - You'll burn Now it snows in hell This is the day foretold till death do us part Now it snows in hell I've gone away but I've got you in my heart All frozen and scarred Your life goes on and it's infuriating how did you not get caught Your deed will spawn a fate beyond your making You won't be waiting for my return I promise you baby - You'll burn And now it snows in hell - We're done masquerading This is the day foretold till death do us part Now it snows in hell - No you won't be waiting I've gone away but I've got you in my heart All frozen and scarred You shouldn't visit me at my grave My hands will grab you through the dirt I giveth - I taketh away Whitness my rebirth from the devil's churn Hell - We're done masquerading This is the d

Things I Like
I love kissing in the rain I love playing in the mud I love surprises I love the little things I love sticky notes I would rather have a note that says I Love You than a dozen roses or chocolates My favorite flower is the orchid I love things sweetpea scented I love romance I love to cuddle I love horror movies I love to color I like my eyes I like attention I like my personality I like off line messages I like voice mail messages I like the smell of pine I like the smell of freshly laundered clothes I like cats I like to cook for people I like to have friends over I like to play poker I like to flirt I love candles I am addicted to pens I collect Final Fantasy Games I love love I love love songs I do listen to country music and I like it I love to daydream I love being in the water I love night time I like to go to the beach at night / early morning with the one that I love and watch the

New Word Alert!
...and that new word is: (drum roll) Futard (noun, but can also be used as an adjective) {foo-tard} [Definition:] Any member of Fubar who openly displays a lack of basic social etiquette, grace or skill, on such a scale, as to be socially impaired or socially retarded. This person showing such traits is usually referred to as being a "futard" or "futarded".

Even In Death I Will Be Thinking Of You.
Desaree's face faded into the gray winter light of the sitting room. She dozed in the armchair that Justin had bought for her on their fortieth anniversary. The room was warm and quiet. Outside it was snowing lightly. At a quarter past one the mailman turned the corner onto Allen Street. He was behind on his route, not because of the snow, but because it was Valentine's Day and there was more mail than usual. He passed Desaree's house without looking up. Twenty minutes later he climbed back into his truck and drove off. Desaree stirred when she heard the mail truck pull away, then took off her glasses and wipe her mouth and eyes with the handkerchief she always carried in her sleeve. She pushed herself up using the arm of the chair for support, straightened slowly and smoothed the lap of her dark green housedress. Her slippers made a soft, shuffling sound on the bare floor as she walked to the kitchen. She stopped at the sink to wah the two dishes she had left on the counter a

Stay True
I just wanted to give big hugs and smooches to all my friends here on fubar!! You all mean a lot to me. Sometimes we forget to give out the hugs and smooches cuz we are so involved in everything that goes on in our fubar lives and real lives. I have met some outstanding people here and I am thankful for that everyday!! I share my tears and my smiles with all of you and you have shown such support for all my efforts in school and every other aspect of my life. We are all busy people but if we keep love in our hearts then we are true ourselves. Live to love and love to live!!

My Own Prison
I lie alone in silence, and stare up at the sky; just waiting for the moment, as the time keeps passing by. Waiting for a miracle, hoping for a dream come true; unaware of the future, not knowing what to do. I'm alone in my own prison, waiting to be set free; a door so tightly locked, in my heart lies the only key. Too afreaid of what is out there dont want to hurt again; I show no sign of emotion, however, I'm dieing inside my skin. I cannot let you see me, I wont let you know I care; you cannot know I'm lonely, you cannot be aware. That would make me weak, too weak to hold my own. You would have me in a trap so I walk this path alone. I don't need your guidance I can live all by myself. Even though Im cold and lonely, I will hide those feelings on a shelf. Hidden from all the predators who want to steal a soul; mine is in my prison, and only one key can fit the hole. No longer can you hurt me, no longer shall I cry; I am free to live my life now, till time no longer p

Isn't This The Truth??
October 2, 2007 - Tuesday ISN’T THIS THE TRUTH????? ISN'T THIS THE TRUTH ?????? When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over i n her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken

Higher
Darkness Soft rustling sheets Warm masculine hand Exploring Lustful feminine eyes Full of anticipation Yearning Desire brimming Aching elevated Ecstasy Moist kisses Passionate dance Ascending Higher and higher Higher…higher

Ufc 78- Validation Main Fight Card. & Predictions
Here is the main card for UFC 78 all. Main Event!!! Lightheavyweight Contenders match Micheal "The Count" Bisping(14-0-0) vs Rashaad "Sugar" Evans(15-0-1) LightHeavyweight Contenders Match. Thiago Silva(10-0-0) vs Houston "The Assassin" Alexander(7-1) Middlewight Match. David "The Soul Assassin" Terrell(10-2) vs Ed "Short Fuse" Herman(14-4) Welterweight Match. Hector "Shango" Lombard(11-1-1) vs Karo "The Heat" Parisyan(25-4) Lightweight Match. Frank "The Answer" Edgar(6-0-0) vs Spencer "The King" Fisher(20-3-0) Will; have undercard fights when i can. For now- here are my predictions. 1. Micheal Bisping by TKO in 2nd RD 2. Houston Alexander by TKO in 3rd RD 3. Ed Herman by Submission in 2nd RD*** 4. Karo Parisyan by Unanimous Decision 5. Spencer Fisher by KO in 2nd RD ***- Upset Pic

The Mortal Angels Family
I was recently asked to join T.M.A.F. I was debating on what I should do....had reservations about joining any family at the time but I did some research and decided to give it a go. This has been the BEST decision I have made since joining Fubar!!! I still have quiet a few members to get to know, however, the owner of this family...WILDCAT (Lisa) has been nothing less than awesome to me. She has treated me like a friend since day one!! I have so much respect for this lady, that I am now proud to call my friend. She is a legend of her own. I have never met anyone so giving to everyone!!! When she spreads the love she freaking SPREADS THE LOVE!!! If you have not had a chance to meet this remarkable woman or find out about the T.M.A.F. family you are really missing out!!! Stop by her page and show her MAD LOVE for being the most wonderful lady I have yet to meet on Fubar!!! I PROMISE YOU WILL LOVE HER!!! And if you are looking to join one of the greatest....check out he

I Love It
Organized religion can kiss my ass Buddha's banana causes offense A Buddha statue with a banana and two eggs in its lap has been turned round after police warned it was offensive. The £125,000 bronze sculpture is the centrepiece of a display at a Norwich art gallery, reports the Daily Telegraph. It also features Christ crucified on the back of a flying bomber and Hindu god Ganesh sitting beneath a Nazi helmet, but only the Buddha has been deemed offensive. Complaints from local Buddhists led to an investigation by the police hate crime unit in Norwich. David Koppel, the gallery owner, has now agreed - at least, temporarily - to turn the figure round so that it is facing away from the street. "The police have now threatened to impound the sculpture and arrest me if it remains on public display. I have, for the time being, agreed to turn it away from the window," he said. "But, on my return from holiday next week, I fully intend to return it to its full

Come On Peeps
HELP SHOW SOME LOVE FOR MY FRIEND MELISSA CODEBLUE767 SHES A BAD ASS GIRL AND I LOVER HER TO DEATH SO I WANNA HELP HER OUT AND GET SOME LOVE GOIN ON ITS FOR A CONTEST AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HER WIN!!! FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=391094&i=3588451067#

Mr Nice Guy
Here I am, sitting here and pondering over the topic ," Mr Nice Guy." Its just seems that it is a topic that many people is interested about. But, they just dont like to talk about it. So does Mr Nice guy exists or there is no such things as Mr Nice guy. My thoughts are there are always Mr Nice Guy around.It just depends where you look for it.Should we go to the bars or clubs to look for Mr Nice Guy. My answer is Yes. Well, I agree that you find assholes and dickheads in such places but Mr Nice Guy do go out to drinks and parties at times and if u do look properly, there are some. Just take a walk, look into their eyes and you might just find one. Dont look for the ones that are standing outside the bathrooms. They are mostly taken. If they do say hi to you, probably they are asking you to go into the bathroom and look for their drunkered girlfriend that is puking inside and perhaps even sleeping inside. Talk about that. That happened to me once. I was so drunk that I spend an

Basic Marquee Codes
Here are a few Basic Scrolling Text or Marquee Codes. All you need to do is Copy and Paste the Marquee of your choice in your Blog, Profile, ect. Just add your text of choice where instructed to. You will see this: (ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE.) This is where you will add your text of choice once you have pasted the code! This is the Default Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the Right Scrolling Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the UP Scrolling Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the DOWN Scrolling Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the Alternating text Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE This is the BOUNCING Marquee Code. ADD YOUR TEXT OF CHOICE HERE If you have any Questions feel free to leave a comment or mail me if you like! Click Here

Ironic
isn't it ironic how the 1 thing that you don't need is the 1 thing you fight your hardest to get ************************************************* if there were no pain there would be no compassion if there were no hurt there would be no compassion when we see that someone we care about is hurt or in pain its then that we show compassion compassion often leads to love so if there were no pain there would be a lot less love so in order to experience love one must experience pain

Why
how come when i do everything that i can for someone i still turn out to be the bad one...the one that ruins everything??? Am i to nice?? are people that shallow that they have to take advantage of that?? do i need to become the cold heartless bitch that everyone calls me(jokingly)...well maybe it wont be a joke anymore.... im sick of everone walking all over me.... is it really that wrong of me to wanna be nice to people....

How Many Women Get Breast Cancer?
Breast cancer is the most common cancer among women in the United States, other than skin cancer. It is the second leading cause of cancer death in women, after lung cancer. About 178,480 women in the United States will be found to have invasive breast cancer in 2007. About 40,460 women will die from the disease this year. Right now there are about two and a half million breast cancer survivors in the United States. The chance of a woman having invasive breast cancer some time during her life is about 1 in 8. The chance of dying from breast cancer is about 1 in 35. Breast cancer death rates are going down. This is probably the result of finding the cancer earlier and improved treatment.

Conflicts
Oh the wow’s of the heart that often tears it apart and yet the joys too of knowing you it is Love! Longing crying acing. Sighs whims laughs it is Love! The mellowness felt with just one kiss the warmth of you being close these are sometimes the hearts foes. Free and easy the heart flies its way caring not what people often say knowing the whispers in the air seeing the way others stare but I know it’s Love! LSR 4 October 2007 1636 hours Seni Seviyorum

Please Pass This Poem On As A Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse
PLEASE REPOST THIS POEM ! My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me an

Pease Pass This Poem As A Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse!
PLEASE REPOST THIS POEM ! My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me an

Mmmkay
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Hmmmmm
IrishToad is trying to become a Lord!!! Not just any Lord.... A FUBARLORD!! Ya'll know the drill: ADD FAN RATE all ya can!! Not to mention he's got some AWESOME stash!! (Must see for Ghost Hunters!!) ‡Irishtoad©DSG&D☆Sanguine♥Gothique Temptations Fu-Hubby@ fubar All Love will be returned!!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) VideoSweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) lyrics - Marilyn Manson lyrics Marilyn Manson Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

My Tribute To Those Troops Fighting For A Better Place..
Me and the boys so far from home Protecting the lives of those unknown But why are we here, saving the needy When i could be at home with adoring family When will l close my eyes and not see destruction When will i shut my ears to the screams of distraction Of scared people that are frightened to breathe And go back to when life kept me at ease chorus Please mr president when will we be worthy of rest We’ve been fighting so long, we’ve all done our best We’ve been protecting the scared and rebuilding lives I’m sick of the sights of ammo, guns and knives So i close my eyes and try and remember the good The simple things in life when life was understood When we had normal days work for a normal days pay I close my eyes and wish myself there today Chorus So again when i go to sleep tonight Ill pray for the day when we have won this brave fight So we can go home and repay those we have left And said goodbye to with heavy heaving chests And those that have die

Men's Rules
MAN LAW Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissi

Sexuality In The Usa
I saw a show on the History channel this morning while I was getting ready for work. It was all about Sexuality in the US in the early part of the 20th Century. About how Prohibition led to the bawdiness of the "Roaring 20s". Lets face it, if you are not allowed to drink, you have to have some outlet, right? Anyway they also talked about the Comstock Act and the Hays Censoship Act. I couldn't help but think that the guys that came up with these Acts were the real pervs. I mean the saw damn near everything as obscene and pornographic. Talk about issues! It was a pretty interesting show though. I hope to catch it again when I have more time to watch it.

Tears
You know I like to cry, You will sit beside me, with a box of tissue, wiping my tears away You know I cry a lot, tears rolling down the cheek You will gaze into my eyes, laugh at my silliness telling me,"its funny." You know I love sad songs listening to it makes me cry But, you will play it for me, Sit with me watching the tears as it flows You know the movies make me cry You will go with me And when someone laughs at me You will show him the fist and silence his laughter You know you make my world smiles, thou I am always crying I feel lucky to have you My journey of life is complete with you around. Thank you.

Crossed Legs
After posting my online status as only CROSSED LEGS I cannot believe all the questions coming in to me on my shoutbox. So... no... I am not wearing panties... I am only wearing a blue T shirt that reads NAVY across my chest. The bottom of the shirt comes down to just a bit above the half way mark of my thigh. I am going into the hospital a bit late this morning since I was up very late last night at a budget meeting. I will be leaving in a few minutes for the last day of work this week... I cannot wait to get off tonight. No pun intended. :)

My Life
I'm dieing. This is one addiction from which I cannot run. It's eating me alive. My soul and my heart struggle to survive. Suddenly my world is closing in around me. The words and thought choke me and grow like a weed. I can't struggle with this anymore. I don't know what I'm living for. I know it's so wrong, But I can't seem to stay strong. I know I can't hold on for long. It's so so wrong. Why? Why did I do this to myself? I want to change everything right now! I know it will be forever now. I've waited to long. Can I start over? Can these things be erased? My dreams are no longer a safe haven. My mind is a deadly maze I wander in. No one knows me here. Not one can see my bloody tears. I'm tired of sleeping. I'm tired of always weeping. All the images into my head are seeping. Say it's all a nightmare. Tell me I'll wake up soon. All I do is stare, Stare into the emptiness. Take my life away from me, Give me another back. Somehow I got off track. The w

Married Love Of My Life
TODAY I MARRIED THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS! SHE IS BEAUTIFUL, CARING,SEXY AS HELL, AND I'M MADLY DEEPLY INLOVE WITH HER! I'M HONORED TO HAVE KERRI AS MY WIFE AND WILL ALWAYS TREAT HER LIKE THE PRINCESS SHE IS! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE!

I Got A 32
This is fun . . . only takes a couple of minutes. Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and s end it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and pape

My Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Virus On The Internet - Please Read
THIS IS REAL! Below is a link to snopes which verifies the legitimacy of this virus and I would encourage you to go to snopes because there are SEVERAL variations placed in the subject line of the infected e-mail and snopes informs you of them. Sands Here is a link to the snopes page: http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp (ihttp:// www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp i HAV PLEASE SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST!! A new virus has just been discovered that has been classified by Microsoft as the most destructive ever. This virus was discovered yesterday afternoon by McAfee . This virus simply destroys Sector Zero from the hard disk, where vital information for its functioning are stored. This virus acts in the following manner: It sends itself automatically to all contacts on your list with the title: "You've received a Post Card from a Family member". As soon as the supposed virtual card is opened the computer freezes so

If You Forget Me
I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to s

Regular
I really want to be regular. Inside leg, inside toilet and in fubar level too. Don't ask me why. Not because I don't know but because I am about to tell you. It implies that I come here often and feels a bit like the feeling I get when I walk into the pub and say "the usual please" and sit at the end of the bar and listen the same stories about the war and racist taunts from the old guys. Kind of soft focus. That kind of feeling. The only problem is I am too fecking lazy (I almost said fuck then) to pimp out my page to the point people. It would be pretty permanent too if I did get there, cos there is no way on earth I'd do it again and get to (pregant pause while I go and look) bad fu. Ooh about turn. You can be a Ninja!

Pills
There are pills for everything. Headache, heartburn, gotta poop, nada poop, sinuses, pms, There’s a pill for that. Voices in your head, things under your bed, no sleep, wanna sleep, There’s a pill for that. Heart attack, panic attack, speed you up, slow you down, There’s a pill for that. Gotta fart, tryin not to fart, need to laugh, laugh too much, There’s a pill for that. Bones hurt, joints ache, muscles tight, night time fright, There’s a pill for that. Nerves are bad, I’m always sad, sugars high, blood pressures low, There’s a pill for that. Bipolar, hypertension, multiple personalities, There’s a pill for that. All these pills are well and good even if you don’t take them like you should. Pills are what we all should do, even if they are not prescribed to you. happy happy is what I will be, so all of you come take some pills with me!!!!! Copyright2006

Real Sgt
1. Can cuss for ten minutes without ever repeating a word. 2. Have a spine. 3. Can play a cherry Lieutenant like a finely tuned instrument. 4. Can see in the Dark. 5. Have eyes in the back of their heads. 6. Still don't trust the Russians. 7. Still hate the French. 8. Don't know how to be politically correct. 9. Don't give a damn about being politically correct. 10. Think that "politically correct" should fall under S### in the UCMJ. 11. Love deployments because there is less paperwork and more "real work." 12. Can run 5 miles with a hangover. 13. Do not fear women in the military. 14. Would like to date G. I. Jane. 15. Still know how to use a buffer. 16. Can tell you anything you want to know about an M1911A1 although they are no longer in the inventory. 17. Believe that they do have a rendezvous with destiny. 18. Believe that "Nuts" wasn't all that Brigadier General McAuliffe said to the Germans at Bastogne. 19. Don't know how to use a "stress

I Need My Friends Help
***Appreciate any help I can get on this from my friends****Can my friends & fans please click this link and RATE this pic for me (rates count) and drop a few comments to help me win a month blast for the bast tat?? I sure would appreciate it!!

Soldiers Meeting!!!
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. I never expected or had too much. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. But if you do

Need To Level Oct 5th
IF ANYONE ELSE NEEDS LEVELING, PLEASE LET ME KNOW SO I CAN ADD YOU!! CANDY 11,903 Points to go! ~Candy~ (GO STEELERS!)(G-Spotter)@ fubar Sexy Succulence 7,651 Points to go! Sexy Succulence@ fubar

Life Isn't So Bad
Good Friday afternoon one and all! Just wanted to write a little bit about what's going on with me...for those that want to know! LOL For the longest time I've been beating around whether or not to move from Shreveport and about a month ago I finally made the decision. I'm leaving in early 2008. Why so long? MONEY MONEY MONEY! LOL I'm cutting back my spending and am making a change in my living arrangements so that I can save every little penny I can. Now the question I'm sure is on everyones mind is....Coach, where are you moving? That I am not totally sure of at the moment. During the next 6 months, I'm going to be looking for jobs in Florida where I have friends and family...in Virginia where I have family...and in Texas which won't be far from my mother who suffered a mild stroke not too long ago. This next part might not make a lot of sense but I'm also looking at other job opportunities here...I may have the opportunity to go into a management training program at a lo

Mon Cheri
Mon Cheri So we turn the lights down low turn the key on the lighted torch. as soft light pulses, reflects, echo’s across the walls corner to corner. There in the window, the stars bare whiteness to the deepest love, and the darkest sin. They are the eyes of angels, to pass judgment on our souls. Soft pillows, I see the linen flash between the dark of your flowing sexy hair. And the dim light not only echo’s through the home, but reflects those same stars, in your gleaming eyes. So green and clear that I feel watched, as we love. I feel accused, for this sin. Oh sweet blasphemy! I rejoice in your embrace again, and I love you, Once Again.

His And Her Diaries
HER DIARY: Thursday, 24th June 2004 Saw him in the evening and he was acting really strangely. I went shopping in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a bit late so thought it might be that. The bar was really crowded and loud so I suggested we go somewhere quieter to talk. He was still very subdued and distracted so I suggested we go somewhere nice to eat. All through dinner he just didn't seem himself; he hardly laughed and didn't seem to be paying any attention to me or to what I was saying. I just knew that something was wrong. He dropped me back home and I wondered if he was going to come in; he hesitated but followed. I asked him again if there was something the matter but he just half shook his head and turned the television on. After about 10 minutes of Silence, I said I was going upstairs to bed. I put my arms around him and told him that I loved him deeply. He just gave a sigh and a sad sort of smile. He didn't follow m

Life
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE.. SORRY I HAVE BEEN VERY DISTANT AS OF LATE.. ITS BEEN A REAL HARD ROAD FOR ME. LOTS OF STRESS AND DEPRESSION LATELY.. WE HAVE LOST A BABY COUSIN THAT WAS ONLY A YEAR OLD.. IT'S STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION AS TO WHAT HAPPENED... ITS NOT EASY FOR US AT THE MOMENT... WE ARE MOVING IN STRIDES TO TRY AND HEAL THE HURT THAT IS SO UNBEARABLE.. ITS TAKING TIME... AND A LOT OF ENERGY. PUT WE ARE DOING THE BEST WE CAN. I DON'T THINK THE HURT IS EVER GOING TO STOP.. ALSO JUST THE STRESS OF DAILY LIFE SEEMS TO BE MAKING IT WORSE.. I AM JUST THANKFUL FOR THE FEW GOOD CLOSE FRIENDS I HAVE.. AND MY FAMILY I HAVE THAT CARES.. I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHY I AM NOT REALLY MYSELF... I ALSO LEFT THE FREAK SHOW FAMILY.. A LOT OF STRESS HAS BEEN TAKEN OF ME FOR THAT.. I LOVED THE FAMILY AND I HELPED CREATED IT. BUT THE LOVE AND BOND THAT WAS THERE WHEN IT WAS STARTED ISN'T THERE ANYMORE.. NO ONE CARES IF ANYTHING HAPPENS AND NO ONE TRIED TO HELP ANYONE ELSE.

Getting To Know Me... Part 2
who am i? I am not the one who can fix all your problems. I am not the one to ease all your worries and erase all your fears. at times I can be controlling, and loud and creul and feirce. I openly speak my opinions, and sway and swoon minds at times, I'll never force you into my way of thinking, but using my charms to try... is that really a crime? I love people who take chances and dare to be different despite the cost, people who enrapture my mind and enslave my soul with temptation and passions for the things that they do. I like people who speak with open minds and love with their whole hearts. People who can appreciate beauty in the world around us and are not blind to the suffering and ignorant in our midst. I wanna fall in love with someone who makes me a better me. To wake in their arms each morrow and know that i fill their dreams. I wanna laugh wit them sing with them, race towards our destiny with wings with them. I am a mother, a teacher , a student. An artist, a poet.. a

+glittering Prizes
I eavesdropped on the Viking last night. He was speaking to one of His homeboys from T Ho, about how He's going to buy me a Chrome Lady's Beach Cruiser!! With fenders!! And an antique basket!! He knows me so well......I can't wait, I can't wait. Sweet Diana, He spoils me so. Funny how He's going to get His world rocked between the sheets on my birthday. Happens everyday, but still...after I get my bike, He's going to deserve that special kind of world-rocking...you know? Yeah.+

Know Bout A Dout It ?
There’s no bout a dout of what I’m here to say Life if forward and backwards this way Sideways sometimes it’s simple for me Step to the side and let things be I don’t understand what some people think Overload your boat and it will sink Take on the world as if it would change But to do nothing is not in my range Forward I push to make things right Nothing I’ve changed without a fight Small things are different this I’ve done My impact on the world is simply none But change is the place that starts it all I must push forward and answer the call Without the will to make things right Darkness will come as quick as the night There’s know bout a dout what I should do Make things better for me and for you The best way I know is to start right here To make myself better and have nothing to fear Change what I can and strive for my best Help who I can and try for the rest Do what you can to help others be fit There’s no bout a dout it stand up or just sit Tho

Is It Love Or Is It Something Else?
Are your palms sweaty? Is your heart racing? Is your voice caught within your chest? It isn't love; it's like. You can't keep your eyes off them. Am I right? It isn't love; it's lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It isn't love; it's luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It isn't love; it's loneliness. Are you with them because it's what everyone wants? It isn't love; it's loyalty. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It isn't love; it's pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It isn't love; it's infatuation. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It isn't love; it's unconfidence. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It isn't love; it's friendship. Do you tell them everyday they're the only one you think of? It isn't love; it's a lie. Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for their sake? It isn't love; it's charity. Do you st

Real Love Too Late
Now I know it ain't right, but I decided I hadta' Us poets paint life, but don't get recognized till afta' So I faked my own death just to see what would happen As I take shallow breaths and wait for people's reaction It was funny at first, but I had to hold my laughter...wait Before long I was on display at an open casket wake And I'm the main attraction who draws a crowd. A freak show of sorts Good thing my skin is pale enough to pass as a decomposing corpse Frozen in my thoughts, laying stiff...playing with People's emotions and awaiting a kiss from praying lips that I hate but miss. She didn't show...although she sent a card with flowers How considerate. That little bitch would make me sit in my car for hours Heartless powers start to devour my patience...it gets me violent I'm ready to fly shit and end everything like "I QUIT!" Then again I sit deathly quiet...biting my tongue Just excited that some kids...who were invited to come did I'm the cent

What Does One Really Know About Themselves?
A friend of mine has this on her site. It is something I think I need to use these days. It may help you as well; it sums up what we really should do to be happy. Sometimes we need to go with…”whatever happens, happens”. Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel….