Fubar Blog Posts 4

*crying*
What a shame it is that I have 330+ friends on my list and 15 in my family and goodness knows how many fanned people, and yet only 2 people have bothered to help me in the least little bit in a VIP giveaway I am in. Hurts my feelings alot. I am always the first in line to help bomb or rate or whatever to level my friends and or help them in contests, but seems as though it was all in vain. That really makes me so sad. So much for being nice to people I guess... Even the guy that pointed me to the contest has pimped out one of my competetors and not helped me even a little even though I helped him as much as I could when he was trying to level to Godfather...Really just ugly how things get on Fubar and how people, even in a cyber world disappoint you. Have a nice day all and good luck doing whatever you might be doing this weekend. Just in case you feel the need to drop by, here is the contest pic link.... PS 2 of my pals did actually repost for me and for that I am very

Ny
Just want to say i will miss you all while i am in NY. I hope i will have a pc where i am going . I reall have missed being on . Please dont forget me . Everything will be better for me when i get back. Have a great time on here and see you soon Love you guys

Another Untitled
How can this be that I found you? I've searched the entire universe for truth. I smile with ease at every passing day. And then you break my heart in two. You tell me of a forbidden plan. That I can not quite comprehend. I wish that you could understand. Why I feel I should protect you. I know this world is not enough, for me to love you quite so much. And I quiver every time we touch, in everything that we may do. Just allow me to say my peace, and go. I care for you more than you know. You make my whole surrounding glow. And I pray I can never see myself without you..

Journey
This cold and lonely road I know I must walk it alone There's not another soul in sight I wish I had wings so I could just take flight Peer over the trees and past the trail Reach the sun and let my heart set sail. {By Italian Diamond} 9-14-07 This picture sparked in my mind the poem you just read.

The Wait...part V...
i close my eyes...the flickering of the candle lights still shining through... fingers tracing...with my mind's eyes... re-enacting a lover's lips... over my forehead...my nose...my mouth... turning my face to expose my neck... sweetly offfering it to a vampire's hungry kiss... and a shiver runs down my spine... tingling...electrifying... every single nerves on blue flame... the anticipation...the aprehension... crossing my arms across my chest... like a sensual embrace... the caress...soft as the nights... riding the tides like orgasmic waves... arching my back...a sigh escapes... a long forgotten feeling...recaptures... i've been waiting for an eternity... to be loved by you... for just a day...

Yeah, Thanks A Lot!
Best forward I've ever gotten! LOL! SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER... I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258 th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to

Getting Wrecked :d
Can't wait :D away out to see tribute band Mac Floyd, way pals and then in town tae get trashed :D can't wait :) And aye Studying can wait hahahahaha :D and should be a good laugh :D wish yous aw the best for the WEEKEND :)

Seattle Area- Do You Go Out? If You Do, You May Want To Read This, And Fight For Your Right To Dance...please Pass This On!!!
(dj danger) I will be attending the the City council vote on Monday at City Hall as this is about the future of all nightclubs (BIG, SMALL, HIP HOP, ELECTRONIC, LATIN, ROCK, ETC ETC ETC) in Seattle. Seattle clubs are in grave danger! The City Council will meet Monday September 17th at 2:00pm at the Seattle City Hall to vote on Mayor Nickel’s nightlife ordinance. It is key that you contact the city council by phone or email to voice your opinion on this. We just ask that you do it in a professional manner. If this ordinance passes it will be the final nail in the coffin for many many “clubs” in Seattle. Among many over restrictive regulations this ordinance will call for a separate license for “Nightclubs” (basically any venue with a 200 person capacity that charges cover). This license will be issued by the Mayors discretion, and we all know his opinions on nightclubs! Any violation of the regulations that guide this license and a club could be closed for 30 days at the least or

Look At The Whole Thing
WHY DO I HAVE SOME PEOPLE ACT SHOCKED WHEN I CHAT WITH THEM & LET THEM KNOW WHAT I'M REALLY INTO SEXUALLY. IT COMES AS A SURPRISE WHEN I ASK THEM IF THEY ACTUALLY LOOKED AT ALLOF MY PROFILE. I HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR A WHILE, AND DO NOT PLAN ON CHANGING ANY TIME SOON. YOU EITHER TAKE ME AS I AM, OR YOU DO NOT. EASY COME & EASY GO!! ADIOS MUCHACO!!!

Ok Back At The Library...
still slowly paying off the phone/net bill...the room mate from hell is out in 7 days...being on a fixed income makes things a bit of a challenge when trying to catch up on late bills...bills that are late cuz the room mate from hell threw them away...its a long stroy that i will fill you all in on when i get the net back at home...thanks for all the emails and love...miss ya yall!! E

Things You Don't Want To Hear During Surgery
Considering I have a surgury coming up i found this funny. 1. Better save that. We'll need it for the autopsy. 2. "Accept this sacrifice, O Great Lord of Darkness." 3. Bo! Bo! Come back with that. Bad dog! 4. Wait a minute, if this is his spleen, then what's that? 5. Hand me that... uh... that uh... that thingy there. 6. Oh no! Where's my Rolex. 7. Oops! Hey, has anyone ever survived from 500 ml of this stuff before? 8. There go the lights again? 9. "Ya know, there's big money in kidneys? and this guy's got two of 'em." 10. Everybody stand back! I lost my contact lens! 11. Could you stop that thing from beating; it's throwing off my concentration. 12. What's this doing here? 13. I hate it when they're missing stuff in here. 14. That's cool. Now can you make his leg twitch by pressing that one?! 15. Well folks, this will be an experiment for all of us. 16. Sterile schmerile. The floor's clean, right? 17. OK, now take a picture from th

College Girl - Federation
yeah, i just wanna thank you for all the knowledge you've given me. and all that brain you gave me in between your math and english class. i luh you. she's a bad dang she doing her thang that girl right there got knowledge her mom and dad was happy as hell when they sent that girl to college she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she on myspace, pretty face i seen her when i post my bulletin she was thick as hell, never went to YALE. studied at cal state fullerton, sac state they go irate the hoe's just try to rush me she said she new as hell, her face was pale she cheerleading for washington husky's. her name is pam, she like to suck to date a rapstar is her dream she go to spellmen, mixed breed player on the basketball team

Yet Again
yet again poem kiss me like you mean it let me drown in this pleasure of your touch let me sink until i feel safe again dont stop im almost there in your arms everything makes sense now i feel alright again this is heaven to me i could love you forever forever dont stop or ill turn cold wait come back my hearts sinking as u fade as you fade away again i scream yet you dont hear a thing the darkness fades and the sun shines i awake on my bed where you left me yet again you've ruined another dream of mine yet again im left alone im alone again and i cant feel you anymore im so cold, that it hurts to breath

Isn't Black Beautiful.
No not every thing black is beautiful, Nor is every thing gold n silver beautiful, The only thing that is truely beatiful is nothing, Yet nothing isn't beautiful at all either its just that nothing, The it might be nice or cool but black is just that black, It's the the oppiste of white or light, It's what is behind every thing n in every thing, Now Red is the color that is beautiful, Its is a color that is power-full, It's the color of hate, Of love, Of passion, Of the blood of your ex-girl/boyfriend, babby's mother, ex-wife/husband, Now thats truely a wonderfull color, The only thing more beautiful, Is that of the every swirlling thought of death, That is the most beautiful thing death, Sweet slumber, No more pain, Or sorrow, Or agony, Or lonelyness, Or Lust Or emotions period, Or controlling ex's, That is truely beautiful, DEATH; RED; And my child.

Pussy....
1. Expensive Pussy Most pussy falls into this definition. Expensive Pussy can be recognized by the following - fur coats, $500 dresses, spandex, bright colored shorts, and shirts with greek letters on them. 98% of good pussy falls into this category. Advantages: If you can afford it, it will be great. Disadvantages: Many, mostly in the form of checking account depletion. Often not worth it. 2. Cheap Pussy Very rare. Usually comes in the form of a girlfriend of yours who will not go away no matter what you do. Cheap Pussy can be recognized by the following - she will often pay for dinner, understands when you are broke, calls every day, wants it constantly, easily hurt, but shake it off. Advantages: Inexpensive, guaranteed, loving, will try anything once and sometimes twice. You're lucky if you find this. Disadvantages: Won't go away, possessive, bugs you all the time, can keep you from the tasks of finding other pussy, will eventually want to get married and/or have ch

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A friend is someone you can do nothing with and enjoy it. ANONYMOUS True friendship is a plant of slow growth. GEORGE WASHINGTON The world is so empty if one only thinks of mountain, rivers, and cities; but to know someone here and there who thinks and feels with us, and who, though distant, is close to us in spirt, this makes the earth an inhabited garden. GOETHE Love is blind; friendship closes its eyes. ANONYMOUS Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts. MARGARET RUNBECK We are all travelers in the wilderness of this world, and the best that we find in our travels is an honest friend. ROBERT L STEVENSON I have learned that to be with those I like is enough. WALT WHITMAN MORE TO COME>>>>>>>>

Birthday Wishes
well today is my birthday and i turn 41...wow that sounds old...lol. its funny how the first part of my life my birthday wishes were to be older...i wanna be 16 to drive, i wanna be 18 to vote, i wanna be 21 to drink legally...and that wishing for myself to be older...now i am "older" and i find myself reminiscing for my youth...ah to be 16 again, 21 again...lol 30 again! so here i am 41 today and my birthday wishes are for everybody but myself..go figure. anyway to all my friends and family i want to say thanks for the comments, cards, drinks and words of wisdom for this old lady...keep the drinks coming guys cause i am gonna need em...peace

Teams To Pick
Buffalo at Pittsburg Cincinnati at Cleveland Green Bay at N.Y. Giants Huston at Carolina Indianapolis at Tennessee New Orleans at Tampa San Francisco at St Louis Dallas at Miami Minnesota at Detroit Seattle at Arizona Kansas at Chicago NY Jets at Baltimore Oakland at Denver am a Raiders fan so San Diego at New England

Contradictions
I know I haven't written a blog in a while, but I have been very busy. My surgery went fine, and I am feeling completely myself again already. I am amazed to find out more weird things about stupid people. A thread in my message board that I frequent had a subject about stupid things you hear in the news. This got me to thinking about my next topic. First off I am not a Harry Potter fan whatsoever. This is not due to religious beliefs or anything of the like. The main reason is because it was meant to be a children's book yet it has turned women, and men of all ages in to screaming twelve year olds worse than any star wars freak around. The next reason is I am not into the whole story line of the book. Then it also falls into the whole trendy thing that I hate. Last but not least almost everyone who reads this book becomes so obsessed with the story that they think they are living it in everyday life, and have lost complete ability to distinguish fantasy from reality. I just found out

Sexual Experence
Well to start off I lost my virginity when I was 14 to a guy that was 16. It was all him, all I got was a little pain and a a panty with blood on it. I had several boyfriend before getting married. My husband would be passionate at times He even went down on me a few times. We were divorced in 99. Then I met Mark on the internet. He was going by the name of tonguer. We chatted a couple of times for a couple of weeks, I figured what the hell my clit needed a little attention. I'll let this guy tease my clit for a bit and doing a little fucking using a condom. Well let me tell you he did a lot more than just tease it. He made love to my pussy and clit with his tongue and lips. and just at the right time he would suck...... Let me tell you I had never had such a strong orgasm. He has a condition known as NF. It has given him bumps all over his body, and I do mean all over, even on his cock. He has maybe a dozen small ones. After cumming 5 times we changed position doing 69. That's when I

Discrimination
My nephew Nicklas came home from first grade this week and told my sister there's a cool new kid in his class, but when Nicklas tried to talk to him, the kid said, "My mommy said I'm not supposed to talk to white people." Nicklas was very nonchalant about this statement; my sister's reaction was a lot less nonchalant. We're not in the Deep South in 1960 or something. This is a racially integrated area of the Chicago suburbs, where Caucasians, Hispanics, and blacks seemingly live in harmony. But this kid was told not to talk to white people! You can bet that if this kid were white and said, "I'm not allowed to talk to black people," there would be a lot more uproar. My sister and I were raised to be color-blind. I have friends from all cultures, all colors -- the thing that matters is that we get along and have fun together, not color or background. So I was aghast at this. Why is this okay? I've had long talks about racial integration with my friends. Debated at length the effect

Yep
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Walk Out
A door is never too hard to open I don't want to end in tears Time to go before my fear 's confirmed I'm scared to learn That when the door is shut You will forget about me And when the door shuts It shuts permanently These five steps so hard to do Our dark end has just begun These five steps away from you Confirmation we've come undone Back to you I walk out the door Never knowing if you cared All the time we had before All the memories that we shared The back side of a door looks the same as it did before

Ultimate Female Joke!!!
A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As All men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00...... on one condition" Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition Was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." The woman considered his proposition for a moment, And then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, Which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address. She looked deeply into his eyes, and slowly And meaningfully said.... "Clean my house." (YOU GO, GIRL!)

Afd Rescued Austin City Limits (acl)
There was a fire just recently that erupted and went live on the tv news stations because of the event associated with it being one of the larger events in Austin's Music Scene -- the Austin City Limits!!! Fortunately, the ongoers there this morning weren't packed in and there was no mania. It is unclear what exactly exploded at the scene and caused the fire, but Austin Fire Department's finest put out the fire very quickly. Fortunately, it was on the perimeter of the site. Okay... now it was announced that it was some propane tanks in an area not visited by concert ongoers and behind the stage set up area of one of the stages.... It could have been much worse, if the area was packed as it would surely be tonight. Whew!! They are already letting people back into the area, which is a good sign. I am sure that they are going to be monitoring the embers of the fire burst.... So far, they are saying everything is a "GO!!!" for the concert goers to the Austin City Limit

Torchwood: Day One - Saturday Night At 9 E/p On Bbc America
Day One - Saturday, September 15th at 9:00pm & Midnight ET/6:00pm & 9:00pm PT on BBC America A sex-addicted alien wreaks havoc on Cardiff’s nightlife, leaving a trail of gruesome deaths in its wake. Captain Jack and Torchwood must track down the creature’s new host. In doing so, they confront a violent new form of love in the 21st Century.

Ok...it's Time Now...lol
Hi all! Now that Mary is home and although tired, is feeling pretty well, it's time for me to hit my contest full-speed ahead. I have had so many of you helping me while I tried to keep everyone apprised of her status, I know you now have markers you can call in anytime you want to. If you have not been able to help, but want to, or if you just misplaced the link, please find the pic below. You are WONDERFUL friends and I owe you big time!!!!!

Women
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understa

Beginning Of The End
Beginning Of The End - Spineshank I had to start with this tune. It is one of the two on this list that quite literally saved my life. At the time when I was home on Leave from Iraq, I was going through alot. I had come home to find my wife living with another man, and not willing to accept forgiveness. I felt abandoned and alone, even around my parents. I stayed secluded most of the time. I didn't feel like a war hero... I felt like a failure in life. This song was one that I played over and over. It helped give me scope on my life to an extent. That and it... well, it fucken rocks! It kept me motivated and moving when standing still would have meant taking my own life rather than just contemplating it. Spineshank always has a way of using rhythm in both music and vocals that gets me going. This track and New Disease are my favorites by them.

Letter To The Assholes In My Life!
Dear Assholes, I'm tired of the bullshit. I'm tired of the lies. I'm tired of trusting and being let down. Its funny how people can be dishonest and blame their faults on me. I'm not perfect i know, but i do not lead people to trust me and let them down in the worst possible way. I would never intentionaly hurt someone. I'm tired of excuses. The James you all know is lost and i'm not sure he could be found again. If evil is what i'm charged with then evil is what you'll recieve. From now on i'll show you what that side of James is with no regrets. If you call me a dick, an asshole, or a basterd then know that you earned it fair and square. Fuck you and all that you represent. I'm just tired of all of it. I'm done playing this game and i'm done with YOU! -Forever Hate James

Humberto
Well, Thankfully we made it through the first hurricane of the season. Went to bed wednesday night expecting to get a pretty good storm from tropical storm humberto, which was supposed to make landfall south of galveston,,,, Got woke up about 330 am to what sounded like a train bearing down on the house. Shit crashing into the sides and rain trying its best to get inside where we were. Seems humberto decided to become a very strong catagory 1 hurricane before shifting and slamming into us that night. We got a pretty direct hit but we survived a direct hit from catogory 3 Rita a couple years back so this wasnt to bad... I can handle the storm, the rain, the wind, the noise, trees crashing, all that stuff, I just dont like doing it in the dark. And by about 430 we of course were without electricity.... GOt that back late last night, was nice cause we were actually one of the first areas to come back on. Anyway, now we are cleaning up, accessing the damage, all that fun stuff. Le

Blasts
You know what? It was about nine months ago one of my friends from SoCal bought a blast for me for 3 days. Since then nobody has offered to buy me another blast. I see these young girls on here getting blast after blast bought for them and I have to wonder if the younger women on here get all the blasts and we old females are being sent out to pasture or just what is the deal? Anyone have an answer for me?

Bbw???
Personally I hate the term BBW. Big Beautiful Woman. I have no idea why I do. It just "icks" me. I like the term Fluffy. It is cute and pink to me. My parts are fluffy. My stomach is not flat. It is not firm. And if there is a six pack in there. It is hidden well. It is fluffy. And while my children are growing faster. The stretchmarks they left behind fade, from angry marks to gentle white ones. I wonder why so many woman feel that being skinny equals being beautiful. Actually I do not need to wonder. It is something that you grow up believing. I did it too. In highschool with my flat stomach and tight ass. Making fun of a women with dimply thighs and stretchmarks. "I will NEVER have stretchmarks!! And my ass!!! I refuse to allow it to dimple!!!!" *snort* Riiiiiiiiiiiiight. My breasts that were once firm and perky, after breastfeeding two children for 18 months each, look mommyish, but proud. I think additude equals beauty. I think that being soft is beautiful.

Just Too Funny
>> > I have 6 large dogs, and was buying several large bags of Iam's at >> > Costco and was in line to check out. >> > >> > The woman behind me asked if I had a dog? (Duh!) >> > >> > On impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again. >> > Although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital the >> > last time. But I'd lost 20 pounds before I awakened in an intensive >> > care >> > ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. >> > >> > I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it >> > works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat >> > one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally >> > complete so I was going to try it again . >> > >> > I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now >> > enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy who was standing >> > behind her. >> > >> > Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive c

Fakies
I have just about had it with people posting fake pics in their profiles and no real pics of themselves....or worse yet a fake main pic to lure you in..then you gotta dig to see what they REALLY look like...whats the point? A) its illegal B) show yourself and dont misrepresent yourself or push off. Having "other" pics in an "other" file or "pics I like" is cool...but dont post fakies and make people think they are YOU! DUH!

Eternal Love
Show me how it feels to be loved A feeling so deep that every thing's above Sing to me your angelic sweet melody And take away the breath that I do not need Look into my eyes, Deep down to my soul Then bite my neck so I'll never grow old Dance through the sky all through the night Hiding in darkness, way out of sight Fly back to the tower and to the seventh floor No one knows what's hiding behind the door Run for the cave when the moon starts to fall And again wait for the dark to conquer it all Rising again when the sun finally sinks We realize now why our love is so deep Giving the meaning to "The Living Dead" We walk among you as you rest your head Quenching our thirst we blood as we need Living forever as our souls bleed

Prelude To The Rainstorm (story)
Prelude To The RainStorm by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) On a warm, but not sweltering spring day, the sun is out and shining, however the scent of rain is present. We are strolling alongside a meadow filled with butterflies and wildflowers. Up ahead, there is a tiny brook babbling down through river trodden stones, smooth for skipping, if one felt the urge to indulge their playful side. We come upon a rock of slate beside the brook where we decide to rest for a bit and enjoy one another. As I sit here, I cherish the presence of you. Your arm is around me, my head is rested on your chest while my long, blonde hair lays partially down the top part of your forearm. I can hear your heart beating along with the brook running its way through the earth, what a lovely melody. We exist as a miracle among miracles, two lovers listening to the soothing sounds of water flowing through those smooth stones, making mini rapids as it cuts its way through the Earth. Suddenly the sun

The Wooden Bowl
I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. The Wooden Bowl A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. " I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's

Sex...
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Sort of tried to 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, an all out orgy 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched ot

We Must Never Give Up
We must never give up, we must always move forward even though the road is tough. We must always remember that life isnt easy. Sometimes we fall short and lose our way but we must never give up. Life is too short live it well. But dont you ever give up. I am always here. Although i am not there to hold you close when you cant seem to find one good reason to keep moving forward. Remember that i will be there to take your hand and lead you to the top. you cannot see me but i am there in your heart. I may not always give you the best advice but i am not here to live your life, but only put a smile on your face and make you laugh. I am not here to take away your pain, but here to be your friend, and relieve the pressure that holds you back, but never give up. I am here for you always and in my dreams i will hold you close. I wish for you the best. Remember that the bad times make you stronger and it will be worth the tears when it is said and done, j

Americanization
THE BET Two families move from Pakistan to America. When they arrive the two fathers make a bet to see -- in a year's time -- which family has become more Americanized. A year later they meet again. The first man says, "My son is playing baseball. I had breakfast at McDonalds, and I'm on my way to pick up a case of Bud. How about you?" The second man replies, "Fuck you, towelhead!"

Miss You...
MISS YOU Ceiling of white Drops of goo Head on the bed Thoughts of you Wish the stars I could see Lay in your arms Come cuddle me Black sky aglow With Diamonds And stardust A breath taking show Empty apartment Silence so real Deep sighs echo I miss your feel Warm hand of love A delicate touch Upon my cheek I miss that so much Close my eyes tight Fall on a star Jump on the moon Travel so far Land in your room Hold your hand Sit next to the bed Help you stand Bring you dinner Make you smile Lift your spirits Visit awhile Drive you home When you are well Happy for you You’re out of hell Home at last A place of new One bed to share Make love to you Open my heart Tucked in tight Lingering thoughts Of us in sight Get well soon I just wanted you to know I love you And miss you ever so! Written by: Unchained Melody 9-14-07

You Make Me Smile...even Just For A While
I've been awake for a while now You've got me feeling like a child now Cause everytime I see you're bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go The rain is falling on my window pain But we are hiding in a safer place Undercover staying safe and warm You give me feelings that I adore Its starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go What am I gonna say When you make me feel this way I just...hmmmm...... And it starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes, I always know You make me smile please stay for a while now Just take your time, wherever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now Cause everytime you hold me in your arms I'm co

Touch It
Was it unexpected? Not an unexpected gesture between us I guess, but at the moment I did not expect it. My thoughts were elsewhere. My body... I am always trying not to be there, so that when it crumbles, when it goes away, when the badness happens, I can react to it as a story being told to me... because I was not there. So many thoughts. Looks. Like... like a plea. Please notice me. Examine this. Hold it. Be gentle because it can break so easily. And then... was it casual? No. It was personal, intimate, that one gesture. His hand, sliding, pressing slightly, resting where my hand had been mere hours ago, minutes, seconds maybe? My thoughts of despair and defeat and otherworldliness were interuppted. And looking down at his fingers placed so gently I exhaled. I calmed. I relaxed. The smile crawled from my throat, slid past my lips and found his face. Were we both the same? Did the thought, the possibility cling to our minds with each passing second? While

A Poem Of Who I Am
I may... I may not be a model, I may not be your ideal; At least I know who ever I am, I always keep it real. I dont have to be thin to catch an eye, I only have to do is smile when I walk by. See I shake my ass, and it really moves - catchin the eye of all the dudes. Men like all women, theres no secret to that - But they love us girl who are really Phat. Hips that swish, breasts that bounce - thats want they want, ounce for ounce. So dont say im wrong for the size that I am All your doin is hatin Cuz you want my man!

The Voice
It was 12 AM the phone rang. Half asleep I answered the phone “What are you wearing?” said a deep, sensuous voice I was ready to hang up the phone but was intrigued by the voice on the other end and with out thinking said nothing “MMM “ I hear him say “Now close your eyes” he says And I did as he said Tightly closing my eyes I hear him breathing, almost feeling his breath on my light brown skin “Can you feel my lips on yours?” he asks The answer yes barely passed my lips I was aroused and it seemed to heighten with every breath he took “Can you feel my tongue on yours?” MMM Yes I hear myself say almost surprised by the sound of my voice What was I doing? I didn't’t know this voice I heard on the other end But again I was intrigued by that deep, mysterious, sensuous voice With my eyes closed shut I felt his tongue and I smelled his sweet breath on my mouth Squeezing the phone in my hand I hear his voice again “Do you feel my lips around your nipples?” he asks Yes I say

Glad Today Is About Over!!!!!!!!
Well for being a Friday, today pretty much sucked. It was my daughters 16th birthday, and that was very emotional for me all by itself. It's hard to watch her, and know that she will soon be on her own. I remember when she was just the cutest little brat ever! LOL She has grown into a beautiful young lady, and that scares the hell out of me. She is growing up way to fast and I just wish that there was some way to slow it down, or just put her on pause. My birthday is right before hers, but for the last sixteen years it has not been my birthday that makes me feel old, it's hers! Time has gone by so fast. I have no idea where it has all gone. ~nods head and sighs~ Anyway, due to financial reasons we couldn't do a whole lot for her birthday, which makes me feel terrible. I know that it isn't about the gifts or the stuff, and fortunately for me, so does my daughter. But as a mom, it broke my heart to not be able to give her something really special. We did have din

Why Do I Even Post??
I guess i post how i feel on here... for pity... cause really that is all im going to get... no one really cares... I bet every time someone reads one of my journals they roll their eyes... I know i need to get a life... but seems that when i try... i always get hurt.... that isn't stopping me... but still... Hurts all the same.... lairs and cheaters... thats all that seems to like me... im always being lied too... or cheated on... But really... Why do i post up here... why should anyone care... Life Goes On.... Heck im sure most of my posts are the same thing over and over again... IDK...... Mood:Sad... alone... depressed...

Game Playing
All I ask is for anyone who talks to me is to be honest with themselves. I am & always will be. I can tell u in a few words what i love to do & what i love to be done to me. BUT, as usual, I have a couple of people out there that instead of being honest with selves, they try to be something they're not. I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR GAMES UNLESS I PLAY THEM IN THE BED WITH SOMEONE. I just do not have time for head games, or anything else if ur playing around. Hell, i can just as easily get on a chat line and be lined up with guys to go out with left & right. So, if ur into games, FUCK U & THE HORSE U RODE IN ON! Play with another!!! FROM THE ONE & ONLY~~~TEXASBITCH

Yet Another Untitled....ugh.
Deep in the darkness touched by a kiss. Surrounded by midnight, adventuring this. Cold as the winter, but sweet as the summer. Never look up, for you'll feel all the thunder. Deep in the innocence. Yet guilty as a crime. Full of this feeling, and there's plenty of time. Enjoy while it lasts this free pleasure cruise. It's only what you make it. And it's all what you choose.

Little Things For Granted...
"I suppose in some way the reassurances and overall satisfaction of helping make you appreciate what you have more. It is easy to take the little things for granted. Get lost in the "what I don't have" mentality. But in the end when you think of how much worse it could be, then, the regular and ordinary seem fantastic and extraordinary." -- El Chango My friend I have known for several years now and I were emailing back and forth tonight during a lull period while I am at work. We were discussing the rewards and disappointments/frustrations with the line of work that I do, as well as some of the things I do to escape the horrifying stories I hear through work. I love what he said, as quoted above, don't you? He is right. I find the glimmer of hopes in what I do, but occasionally the dismal affects of the job can seem daunting at times. Taking the little lights of hope when they come, they can make a huge difference -- just as any small step that a victim makes towards freedom

Al Qaeda: Kill Swedish Cartoonist
CAIRO, Egypt (AP) -- The leader of al Qaeda in Iraq offered money for the murder of a Swedish cartoonist who recently produced images deemed insulting to Islam, according to a statement carried by Islamist Web sites Saturday. In the half hour audio file entitled "They plotted yet God too was plotting," Abu Omar al-Baghdadi also promised a new offensive in Iraq during the Muslim holy month of Ramadan. On August 19, the Swedish newspaper Nerikes Allehanda published a cartoon by Lars Vilks that depicted the Prophet Mohammed with a dog's body. Muslims in Sweden rallied outside the newspaper's offices to demand an apology, and the governments of Iran and Pakistan lodged formal protests with Sweden, but other than that the reaction to the cartoon was muted. That response is in contrast to last year's fiery protests that erupted in several Muslim countries after a Danish newspaper published 12 cartoons of Mohammed. Islamic law is interpreted to forbid any depiction of the proph

Amazing....
amazing to see how people here can be sorted in 2 categories : - human people - assholes i mean that some comments should be just kept ok, the good thing is that the ones reading such comments know where to put the ones who sent them nothing more to say for today

September 13, 2007
How ironic is this? My x-husband and I got married on Sept 13th 2002 and or divorce was official Sept 13th 2007. I was 5 months pregnant when we got married. It was not because we were expecting a child that we got married but that is what sped things along. We planned our son, but in away maybe we should of got married and then planned on having our son! Does not matter the sequence we were very happy! At least I thought we were. A little over a year after we got married I came home from work. Did the whole family thing and then put my son down for the night. Went to spend some time with my husband and our of the blue he asked for a divorce. I was in shock and amazement. Here we are barely married over a year, a week before Christmas and a month before our son was to turn 1 years old. I was in total shock. I began crying and asked if we could go to counseling, what can I do to fix this and so forth. Thinking it was all my fault. Nothing was good to him and t

Things Cats Think About
1. I could have sworn I heard the can opener. 2. Is there something I'm not getting when humans make noise with their mouths? 3. Why doesn't the government do something about dogs? 4. I wonder if Morris really liked 9-Lives, or did he have ULTERIOR motives? 5. Hmmm ... If dogs serve humans, and humans serve cats, why can't we cats ever get these STUPID dogs to do anything for us? 6. This looks like a good spot for a nap. 7. Hey -- no kidding, I'm sure that's the can opener. 8. Would humans have built a vast and complex civilization of their own if we cats hadn't given them a reason to invent sofas and can openers in the first place? 9. If there's a God, how can He allow neutering? 10. If that really was the can opener, I'll play finicky just to let THEM know who's boss!

Just Sick Of Feeling
but to quote Rhett Miller... "I couldn't drink enough to make this make sense...but I think I'm gonna give it a try" Among other ideas. I'm just tired of hurting and worrying over so many things. Can't stop thinking if I tried. And I'm TRYING. Just shoot me...please?

Just Say No!
Most of you know how I feel about Starbucks. If you don't know, suffice it to say I think it's an over blown company that is rapidly taking over the world. Starbucks is the Walmart of coffee, only without the cheaper prices. You have to pay unholy amounts of money for some hot water filtered through beans. And they won't even put sugar in it for you. More annoying is the fact they don't have a place for you to sit other than those hard stools at the windows that make you face outward and make you look like a zoo animal. However, there is a story I read yesterday that made me smile. As it turns out there is at least one city that is telling Starbucks to take a hike. That's right!! And get this...of all places it's in California. You'd think the state that embraces everything would open their arms to a company like Starbucks. Yet, like a militant coalition one city has said, "Nay. You may not bring your skinny, mocha, ice, choco, frappa, whatevers that you have into our town

Please
We all had recently lost 2 very dear loving people, and we have to Honor the Traditions. I too will miss my Sister and Brother very dearly and we are bonded by the Spirit that made us Sisters. The fact that they were both very traditional we have to honor that I for one do understand, cause I believe in the traditions, but from now on WE CAN NOT SAY THEIR NAMES it will keep them here and they both need to go on. I do know she wouldn't of wanted us to grief for her long cause she loved life and would want us to go on. That is why I will not say their names and try to think of things to take my mind off, I am grieving too but it is time to move on. They both would've wanted that, trust me

Winter Fun
We get back from snowboarding, the day has been long and the air is filled with the crisp cold of mid-winter. You pull off your coat, shivering as the melting snow drips down your back, leaving a cold trail down the middle of your spine. Loud crashes sound behind you as I throw wood in the fireplace and light it. Slowly the room warms, the heat from the fireplace spreading across your back and arms, beating back the chills from the day. I step up behind you, wrapping my arms around you and pulling you close, breathing in your scent as I squeeze you tightly. Gently I sway you from side to side, kissing your neck and squeezing the breath out of you. You realize now that there is music in the back of the cabin, low and soft. Your neck prickles with goose-bumps as my breath crosses your skin, my arms release you, my hands sliding slowly across your body as I step away and walk down the hall. Smiling, you walk across the hardwood floor, to the back of the cabin and outside. Your breath gasp

My Fantasy
She giggles in my ear, her breath slides over my skin. Her body is soft and warm next to me, as I press her against the wall. She gasps in air and moans gently as I kiss her neck, her breath catches as I slide her dress over her shoulders. I kiss her breasts, she pulls my head into her chest. I slide her dress down her body, over her hips, gently kissing a trail down her skin as I pull her panties down her legs. Her skin is soft and supple, she is eager and willing. Gently I run my hands over her, teasingly running my fingers over her breasts, around her nipples as they harden. I kiss her inner thigh, she places her leg over my shoulder. Teasingly, I lick her pussy, sliding my tongue over her lips, tasting her on my tongue. She grabs my hair, pulling my head tightly against her thighs. Her body trembles as I slide my tongue inside of her, her breath sharp and quick, her chest heaves as I gently pull on them, teasing them with my fingers. I feel her tense, shoving her crotch into my fac

Round One
I lift you up from the bed, carrying you down the hall as you wrap your legs around my waist. I kiss your neck and nibble your ear as I carry you to the shower. I turn on the water as you grind your hips against me, holding you tightly to my body, pressing your breasts to my chest. I set you down, placing one leg on the shower floor as I wrap your other around my waist, my cock engorged, rubbing against your pussy as my tongue enters your mouth. I lean you against the wall, reaching up to carress your breast, gently rolling your nipple between my fingers as I kiss your neck, my cock rubbing across your slit, gently teasing, probing for entrance. Suddenly I thrust into you, shoving my cock all the way into you and biting your neck, slowly sliding in and out, rythmically pumping, bending down to pull your nipple into my mouth, gently biting it as I pull it forward. The water cascades down our bodies, creating rivulets of warmth as we continue fucking. I turn you around, pressing your bre

The Choice
The way is not always clear to some. And in fact the choice is from two- The first choice is easy to come. But the second is best for you. The first is the easiest,the path is wide and clear. Most take this way because there is no fear, of losing oneself along the way. The second is the best, but hard in finding and the path is narrow, long and winding. So I'll leave you with these thoughts, yet just now you may not know what to do. Therefore I will tell you how- The choice is up to you.

My Angel And Friend
My Angel And Friend I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's

Best Friends Forever
Best Friends Forever As the years pass, and we grow apart, I want you to know, that you're in my heart. You helped me through problems, through things good and bad. You helped me keep smiling, when I was sad. You helped me with girs. You made me stay strong. How will I live, when you are gone? And where the years take us, No place is too far, We will think of each other, wherever we are. You're a wonderful person, with a good heart to lend, And I want you to know, You're a really good friend.

Never Again!
Okay so this is it. It happened to me ONCE and that is all I'll EVER let myself be a sucker for. DON'T EVER FALL FOR SOMEONE ON THE INTERNET!!!! Okay so it had never happened to me and the one time I let my guard down and let myself I end up getting run over by an 18 wheeler! And I'm pretty sure that whoever reads this already knew not to fall for someone over the internet but I guess you have to go through the expeirence at least once! So this is to mark my first AND LAST internet "love" disaster. I'm sorry that my friends got alerted to the fact this was posted and to waste your time with you reading this but I had to write it down to help me heal. Does that make sence? OMG I'm even starting to TALK like HIM!!!!! Okay well I'm going to stop this now before I end up all over the floor in tears again...maybe I NEED to cry until I have no tears left.....is that possible? How do you get over someone in a hurry? I just don't want to feel the pain anymore...I cut myself last night

Running My 1st Marathon!
Yikes!!! So I'm running my 1st marathon. It's the longest distance I've done so far 26.2 miles, on my own and competitively. So Rochester's having their annual marathon run they hold. It's a qualifier for a Boston Marathon. Anyhoe ( :D ), wish me luck and could use lots of support. everyone, have a fantastic weekend. Ciao! P.S. Thank you!

Everyone Heres The Host Please Add And Rate
THE LEVELING LIST We want to try and level as many and as much of these people here on this list as we can before the 15th comes runing around... They are all the members of the Posse that I had time to grab and our non memmber supporters. The Posse is bombing in the bombfest and we can not wait. It will go for two weeks and it is going to be wild. Here is a list of my team that is qulified to help and those non members who are and said they would bomb the hell out of it with us whom are also qulified to help. 1) Saluted or you cant bomb! 2) Level 7 or higher! 3) You must add and rate the host! (as soon as I get that link I'll get it out to you all. You want to do this right away so when it starts you don't have to wait to be cleared). Everyone on this list rate and comment each other as hard as you can. If you support the Posse and are free to bomb with us for this one contest that starts on the 15th. Let me know that you will be free to help and I'll get you ad

Wtf
This is my bitching about everything that I am upset or hurt by right now. If you don't agree with it or don't like what I have to say then don't read it and move the fuck on. I am sick of taking other peoples feelings into consideration when no one even cared to take mine into consideration. Why is it ok for everyone else to have an opinion and even put them out there for everyone to know and see, but when I, who rarely comments or even puts my opinion in writing, does the same I am given shit for it. I am sorry if what I think offends the weak and sensitive but it is what it is. If you don't like it then oh the fuck well. Another thing, Why is it that when my husband fucked up and hurt me as badly as he did everyone stood around and basically said: oh wow that sucks but don't be too hard on him. Now that I have realized that I cant pretend to trust him when I really don't. I don't know how to believe anything he says anymore, and after this being the Second, yes Second

This Make No Sense!
Today's Horrorscope makes no kind of sense to me whatsoever! I am not in any kind of business where I am involved in any decision making and I am certainly not in a relationship, so the marriage thing is just totally moot. Today, your mind is on mergers of all kinds, from business to marriage. It may be that you need to jump in now, or perhaps it's time for a frank evaluation of one you're already immersed within.

Forgiveness: What It Is And What It Isn't
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Huntress of Truth Date: 15 Sep 2007, 09:17 Forgiveness: What it is and What it Isn't Why do we find it so hard to forgive? One reason we resist forgiving is that we don't really understand what forgiveness is or how it works. We think we do, but we don't. Most of us assume that if we forgive our offenders, they are let off the hook — scot-free — and get to go about their merry ways while we unfairly suffer from their actions. We also may think that we have to be friendly with them again, or go back to the old relationship. While God commands us to forgive others, he never told us to keep trusting those who violated our trust or even to like being around those who hurt us. The first step to understanding forgiveness is learning what it is and isn't. The next step is giving yourself permission to forgive and forget, letting go of the bitterness while remembering very clearly your rights to healthy boundaries. Granting for

Rest In Piece Cheayla
Rest in piece my dear friend, the love you showed will never end, you were truely someone wonderful to behold, i will always remember everything that was said and were told, now the spirit world is for you to hold, everyone you left now must be bold, our loss of you has been great, but the heavens chose your fate, what i wanted to tell you i am now to late, you were an awesome friend, all the way to your end, a love for everyone beyond compare, we all wish you were still here, you made all our hearts fill with cheer, the loss of you makes our hearts tear, you will be greatly missed and always adored, as you now sit next to the lord, you will live on in all the stories told, memories of you in our hearts we do hold, rest in piece my dear friend, we will all meet again, so to your family and friends, all my sympathies i do send, may you all remember her in delight, for now she stands in the spirit worlds light, missed and never forgotten, in our thoughts every d

Everyone Please Contest Has Started We Need Everyone Please Come Help Us
The host of the contest is down at the bottom of this page right above the video.. Please we need all our friend, bombing members, anyone and everyone. This contest is s stinger. Every single person can and will make the difference as to if we win or not.. Please lets do this. Add, Fan, Rate, the host of this contest first please then you may bomb onces you are added.. Please come join us for the bomb fest.. Thank you all.. My fubar friends are the coolest.. THE LEVELING LIST We want to try and level as many and as much of these people here on this list as we can before the 15th comes runing around... They are all the members of the Posse that I had time to grab and our non memmber supporters. The Posse is bombing in the bombfest and we can not wait. It will go for two weeks and it is going to be wild. Here is a list of my team that is qulified to help and those non members who are and said they would bomb the hell out of it with us whom are also qulified to help.

Rant
what do you do when the 2 people you love the most are areguing/fighting and you sit there and watch it. not knowing what to do. feeling as if they are falling apart and you are split between them, when you are trying to hold them together. trying to figure out where the communication isnt meeting up, and you feel you are falling apart as well. i an at the point of going outside and screaming untill everyone stops and listens. being an empathic person has its goods and its bads but when the 2 most important people in your life are drifting away from each other it feels like a curse. i feel like i'mm 5 years old again watching my mom and dad fight and my dad leave and with him taking a part of me leaving me feeling empty lost and confused. gunna stop my rant now before i go nuts and emotions start to really fly.

Guys Rules Lmfao
{{i saw this and had to add my thoughts too it ;) ~nnc~ }} MEN'S RULES We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. {{most men cant read cat in the hat~~we understand}} 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. {{just put things back the way you found them and we wouldnt be bitchin bout it}} 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. {{sunday sports~~the reason theres a tv in the garage}} 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. {{just follow with the cart and have your wallet out at the register,,a lil help bringin things inside is appreciated too}} 1. Crying is blackmail. {{if you see me cry ~ run

My Baby Boy
Today is a funny day. I have put my son on pottytraining. He is actually doing pretty good. His father pushed him into it this summer and he rebeled againt it for awhile but now he is doing it all by himself. He is such a big boy. He is two and he talks really good and tries to read already. he is mommies big boy. A month ago he came up to me and said that his name wasnt Johnie anymore but it wasnt Mommy's Baby boy! I cried. He has a nickname already and it is Johnie Popper! It is cute. WEll just thought that everyone should know how my baby boy is doing!

Blah Blah Blah
thats how i feel today,lol its rainin again,, and its cold outside, my mom told me the other day shes comin for a visit,, well she got here last night,, what she didnt tell me was that my brother n his family came n my brothers father too,, my other brother that lives up here doesnt know yet that their father came up, its a surprise,lol,, im so glad we put a trailer out back for my mom or everybody would be here in my house drivin me crazy,lol my sister will be out later to visit, i hope shes ina good mood,, if not ill be hiding at home, i dont wanna have to cave in her face in front of my mom,, i hate feeling that way but shes just so nasty all the time it pisses me off,, my niece Brianna came over this mornin n shes just too cute,lol,, she discovered the kittens n said she wished they were nice so she could pick them up {{they hiss if you get too close lol }} so,, yea, its gonna be a busy weekend,, but my chocolate cake tastes really really good so im happy,, now if the sty in my

The Ambulance Ride Was Cool!
I was at work yesterday when I began to get a dull pain in my gut. Started out small, but by closing time, it had increased in intensity. I decided to stop off at the Urgent Care Clinic on my way home. Well, it turns out I had a Gall Bladder attack. I also have a Urinary Tract Infection AND an outer Ear infection!! Since I drove myself to the doctor, they couldn't give me anything narcotic for the pain, so they gave me an OTC shot of something. Immediately following that shot, my pain level increased from a 6 to an 9!! The only thing left for them to do was give me the narcotic, and send me to the ER in an ambulance. By time the EMT's got there, the drug had kicked in and I was flying high!! The 2 EMT's were very nice and I think they rather enjoyed delivering a happy, high patient to the hospital, for a change! Anywayzzz, To make a long story short, (lol too late), I'm fine but feelin a little poorly. I will live though! lol I have 3 prescriptions sitting in front of me. An a

These 5 Amigo's Need Your Help In Leveling
These five amigos need your leveling help... This guy has a heart of gold, and he has a family of mostly girls that will win your heart, too. Fly By Night (The Family) FlyByNight@ fubar This guy has been getting called minion all the time. He's a really great person... He needs help leveling and he will return the love when he gets back from his long vacation. Bombers... The Cool One... FOUNDER OF BOMBERS"R"US FOOTBALL TEAM GM@ fubar This guy used to hide in a corner. Now we all feel we want him out of the corner and shot into rockstarhood... 15.1K needed to level him GarnyX GarnyX *Stephanie's Dork*Goldielox's Assassin*Darkside Guy*@ fubar This guy has been stuck on his level for awhile, won't you come show him love, and it'll be returned. TigerLover69 This guy has always come to help out my friends and I whenever we needed it. He'll give love back. tigerlover069@ fubar This guy gives loves to his friends all the time, an

I Hate My Life
i can never do anything right....today my g/f broke up with me.... i had a chance to stay close and maybe try again later but i fucked that up...i was alright until i looked at the ring i got her on valentines day... after that i broke down... i hate it i love her with all my heart and she says she still loves me.... hell i was thinking of a wedding too.... but now i have nothing.... i'm broken....cant do anything but lay here and cry... yes i said cry...i miss her so much... i hope i dont lose her ever....i dont know what i'd do without her..I LOVE HER....

Starting Over
After 12 years in a relationship, I have spent this past year and half trying to get back into the dating scene. I am 51, and have found it so difficult to fit in..... I have tried the club scene, as a woman i felt like nothing more than a piece of meat... I would drink enough until the pain of being alone would go away, but when i woke up still alone, figured that was not the answer. I tried online dating, OMG, i found out how much people lied.... So now here i am still trying to figure out how to meet someone to spend time with.. If anyone has a suggestions, please.........

Emotions
Emotions, to many to count all in my head screaming, yelling, and they all have questions. I have no answers. I’m just as confused as they come. I’m always wanting but never getting. It’s so close I can almost see it. “NO”, they say. “You can’t have it.” “Why?” I say. They turn away. “Why?” They don’t look me in the eye. “Why?” I cry. It’s so close I can almost see it, touch it, smell it, and taste it. Make it stop. I think too much. It seems like all of these things are just clouding my head. What do the want from me? I have nothing to take. I hold on to my pride, that you cannot have. I hold on to my love, what’s left of it anyway. “It’s mine”, I say. I give and I give. What’s left? What’s mine? You take and you take. Your pockets full, seems busting. Your hands are full of me, my life, my fight and my light. My eyes full of hurt, fear, and disgust. My heart is running on empty. The sign says no more, stores closed, and your credit just ran out. ”Give it back”, I say. Give i

Breathe Into Me - Red
This song is one of the newest on my list as far as age. It never fails to get me going. I am a sucker for a good guitar theme, and the lead singer can carry his voice for ages. I don't have a real story behind this one, so I'll just leave it at that...lol.

Pet Names?
What do you think about pet names? Some people have, or have had them for me. I'm not really in the habbit of using them. I think maybe I should. I don't know. It's one of those things that's been brought up in the past that I haven't corrected. Any input would be appreciated. I was laying in bed thismorning thinking about stuff. That was one of the things I was thinking about. There was other stuff, but I don't remember it right now. I think I'm going to take my laptop downstairs to my room so I can write my thoughts, or dreams out when I wake up.

The Guy That May Be My Future Husband
HI EVERYONE, AS YOU KNOW I AM NEW HERE AND SINGLE. I MET SOMEONE ON LINE A THREE MONTHS AGO, AND HAVE NOT MET HIM FACE TO FACE. TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I AM SCARED TO. HE SEEMS LIKE A NICE GUY AND REAL CHARMING BUT WE ALL CAN HIDE OUR REAL PERSONALITIES ON THE COMPUTER, ITS JUST THAT SIMPLE. IT WANTS ME TO COME VISIT HIM BUT I AM JUST NOT SURE. I HAVE FRIENDS THAT DID THE SAME AND IT TURNED OUT JUST GREAT, IN FACT A COUPLE OF THEM ARE MARRIED. IMAGINE THAT? HMMMM I WROTE A BLOG ON MYSPACE ABOUT WAITING ON THE LORD TO SEND ME SOMEONE WHO WILL BE JUST FOR ME..I AM NOT REALLY ON HERE TO FIND SOMEONE JUST TO BE FRIENDS. THATS IT FOR NOW...GOTTA RUN!

Paypal Alert !! Plz Read !!
Indeed,this is important,so PAY ATTENTION if you have a paypal account!!! A few days ago i recieved a email supposedly from PAYPAL saying there was suspicious account activity and they needed to reverify information in order to give my account full access again(supposedly,my account had "limited" access because of the activity..so,i reentered my information.Well,today i got a phone call from BANK OF AMERICA saying that someone had tried to withdraw money from my bank account via WESTERN UNION and failed...BANK OF AMERICA froze my account up immediately as protection...and notified me.Well,whoever the asshole was that tried to get money out of my account didnt realise there wasnt much in it(lol)..so,of course it failed.But i wanted to let EVERYONE know that if you got one of those "scam rings" paypal notices that told you your account now has limited access because of 3rd party activity,please DO NOT FILL IN YOUR INFO!!If you want to verify,go DIRECTLY to the paypal website and emai

Very Important
USING ANOTHER PERSON’S PICTURES WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION IS ILLEGAL, AND CONSTITUTES A VIOLATION OF THE LAW — IT’S COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT !!!!! First of all, let me start by saying that I am getting tired of hearing people say, “If you don’t want your pictures stolen, then don’t post them on the internet.” -- That is the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard! That’s like saying if you don’t want your car stolen, don’t park it in an open parking lot. Or if you don’t want your house burglarized, don’t leave your house unoccupied. Or if you don’t want raped, don’t go out in public, or wear skimpy clothes. Or if you don’t want your work stolen, don’t publish it.

Fms
FMS Written by: Mick Who would deem it possible, to be hurt this much, to reel back in anguish, from a lovers gentle touch, to forego relentless attacks, dealt by an invisible foe, yet still appear healthy, so that no-one can know, knowing the battle you face, you can not be the victor, yet must face day and night, this unwelcomed restrictor, To want to tear off your skin, burning on your aching form, and lay awake in the dark, feeling so isolated, forlorn, like being hounded by demons, enslaving your soul, whilst trying to keep pain & depression from enveloping you whole, I ask who could possibly endure such a tortured existence?, through each day of their life, with no means of resistance, facing stiffness and fatigue, whilst ones whole body weakens, rendered powerless to fight, as energy deficit deepens, so you ask whom could endure an existence so tragic? The answer I give you is this.........EVERY FIBROMYALGIC!!!!.

I Need A Vacation
too much shit keeps happening around here. something new happens each day...and its not the good kinda of new. david is now in rehab and we see it as either being really good or really bad. rehab could actually help him or he could come back out...go back to school and think that hes all cool cause he had to go to rehab. hes at that age when getting in trouble is cool. i hope that this will make him see everything he will lose if he keeps doing this shit. he doesnt realize what he did to us. he doesnt realize how scared me and whitney were. we blame everything on ourselves because we shouldnt have left. that vision of him lying there not breathing and blue haunts me now. he could have been dead. if he had been in the bathtub he wouldnt be alive right now..if we had stayed 20 minutes longer he wouldnt be here right now. but it doesnt phase him. he doesnt care that he might have died.

*hearts*
Heyy so ive been doing alot of thinking lately..My past has brought me alot of hurt and i would usually just get with someone because i thought they were cute or whatever..Ppl i wouldnt even be friends with first..Just jump into something. Well anyways..Meet Shawn..Me and him have been friends for a long time and i always had a lil thing for him but we were great friends and I didnt think i was his type. Anyways a few months ago he told me how he felt bout me and i was a lil shocked. Ever since that day things have been soo much diff for me. I smile alot more and i know he likes me for me. He is the first guy from online who actually "cared" that i had a real life boyfriend..Most dont and get with me anyways (if you've known me for awhile you know my real life boyfriend is a complete moron..im actually leaving him dec 1st and moving home with my mom for awhile)..The thing that makes this soo real for me is he dosent want to be with me when i have a boyfriend...he dosent wanna start a r

First Night
Wow graves are an experience. This is for sure. I did really well til about 3 am when my eyes started to look like I was smoking weed and all my co workers started to ask why I wasn't sharing. LMAO! There is definitely a wide variety of people in a casino...guess I never noticed cuz I was always the one drinking and gambling. Even saw a couple a barely dressed drunk Nevada call girls looking for some action ... that were so nicely escorted off the property by security. All I know is I would have loved to be a slot machine when some man went trough $12,500 in less than 3 hours and didn't even seemed concerned about it. I couldn't sleep on the bus ride home however I did manage to bonk my head standing up to get off the bus and falling off a step. :P Came home slept for 5 hours and i'm wide awake just to start the misery of graves all over again. It's actually not to bad, just lots to learn and until I get my missing class all I can do is watch for now. Have a w

What I Think
nothing in this world pisses me off more than someone you is so simple minded they feel the need to hate on another human being just to make them feel better about themselves. what makes a person feel they have a right to judge someone else, do they like when people judge them, when they are criticized, or humiliated, or made to feel that they dont have a place in this world. When you hate on someone it just means you are simple minded and ignorant to everything around you. This is a huge world with so many different little worlds in it, all different, but all the same. beauty is in everything aound us, beautiful is how you choose to see it. until we become a perfect person in a perfect world we have no right of any kind to judge another person, to each is his own!!! i don't know that i feel better after that rant but i sure hope i made someone think twice before they open their mouth.

Im So Sick Of Fakers & Liars
WHY THE HELL do people have to be fake on here.....is ur life that fkn boring?...are u that fkn sick in the head.... #1. You ppl with fake pics claiming you are them...get a MF life #2. DRAMA KINGS AND QUEENS who make shit up about their lives to seem more interesting or to get sympathy...give me a gaoddamned break....DIE! #3. This is the worst type of loser...the ones who come up with tragedies and these demented fux go as far as to use murders, accidents, and deaths....ARGGHHHHHHHH

Basketball
European Basketball Championship 2007, men Lithuania won 7 times: 03.09.2007 vs TUR 86-69 04.09.2007 vs CZE 95-75 05.09.2007 vs GER 84-80 08.09.2007 vs ITA 79-74 10.09.2007 vs FRA 88-73 12.09.2007 vs SLO 80-61 14.09.2007 vs CRO 74-72 and in the 1/2 finals lost once (so far) 15.09.2007 vs RUS 74-86 :( Tomorrow a game with Greece is waiting. If Lithuanians lose, they remain the 4th, if they win - they get the bronze.

The Hallway
She stood at the door her back to the hall He came towards her making no sound at all. Looking left and looking right He found not a soul in sight. He came up behind her and lifted her skirt She drew in a breath because she smelled his shirt. Leaning back into his chest She smiled as the hand found her breast. She did not turn for she knew it was him He grinned and continued to caress her skin. Stroking her slowly helping her rise He inhaled the scent coming from her thighs. He slipped his fingers deeper in She groaned as her head pressed into his chin. Feeling the wetness surrounding his hand She felt so weak like she could not stand. She heard the cart coming down the hall He didn't stop pressed them closer to the wall. Silently cries came from between clinched lips He lifted his leg and shifted her hip. He whispered her name gently in her ear She thought she'd faint as the cart came nearer. Drawing abreast of the coupled pair She felt the towel thrown

Jojo
She has been cusing up a storm lately and I really dont know what to do. I have stopped cusing around the kids. She is 3 years old. She doesnt have her father in her life because he dont want her or her younger brother. It bothers me a lot. I dont know what to do about this. I hate being the only that does everything, because I know that one day he will want them in his life again and I will be pushed out of the picture. This is a battle that I am trying to win in my life. He never calls on them unless it is to bitch me out for omething that he has heard about that aint true. He is the major reason why I have a lot of stress in my life. If he would just grow the fuck up and be a father to these kids and treat me with the repect that I know that is needed. This is the man that has hit me when we were married and that cheated on me every single day that he could. He tried to turn JoJo against me and that blew up in his face. But I know that whe the day comes that he actually

So Help Me......
The memorize engulfed my being last night As I laid awake listening to the sound of the rain Pounding on the roof Like the pain in my gut Tossing and turning I couldn't get to sleep I pray for peace but the war still goes on in my head Bring all the past with me now So over welling it consumes my whole self Crawling out of my skin I just wanted to be content

Hell Explained By A Chemistry Student
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, which is why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their

How Are You About Sex?
You scored as Hot/hard, You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Hot/hard85% Passionate/wet75% Shy/Sweet65% Exciting/Exotic60% Soft/slow55% Awkward/New30% How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Today Is....
today is pj day cause i been in my pjs all day along besides when i took a shower :) anyways i was at home til my mom called and wanted to know if me and blake wanted to come over and eat dinner so i came over here in my pjs hehe blake went back home he isn't feeling well... so join me and get in your pjs with me :) oo yeah i might be a mommy i'm not sure yet but i hope i am :) if not oo well i can still keep trying

Saturday September 15, 2007
Snuggles v. ferrets (final score): Snuggles:1/ ferrets: nada -NEWS FLASH 6:45 PM: NEWS FLASH! would like to extend a heartfelt apology to all of our viewers. It was incorrectly stated that there would be no NEWS FLASH! today. The president of news flash wishes to personaly appologise: “how the hell was I suppose to know I would get off of work early!!??!!” - NEWS FLASH 7:28 PM: NEWS FLASH! now has a mascot. Meet Henry: another picture: - NEWS FLASH 8:10 PM: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOUNTY! - NEWS FLASH 8:11 PM: HELP WANTED: NEWS FLASH! needs help. we are looking for photographers. We accept all photos (or pics found online) , and we will use them if we can (if we cant well save them for later). Credit will be given. APPLY BY SHOUT BOXING ME OR BY LEAVING A COMMENT. -NEWS FLASH 10:23 PM: A Man was found hiding in a pillow fort with a shotgun, a laptop, a bottle of whiskey, a jar of peanut butter, a spoon, and nothing on but the radio.

Do You Know Yourself? This Advice, From Ob-gyn And Pleasure Guru Hilda Hutcherson, M.d., Could Change Your Sex Life—forever
1. What do I really think about sex? We women are supposed to be so empowered these days—in command of our careers, our bank accounts and our sex lives. But if you grew up in a home that taught you sex was shameful, those old messages could be living on in your subconscious, mucking things up in the bedroom. They certainly did for me. To start tackling my sexual baggage, I made a list of all the negative messages I’d received about sex and then wrote positive ones next to them: “Only bad girls enjoy sex” became “Every girl deserves to enjoy sex.” Then, when one of those old thoughts entered my mind—in bed or out of it—I had a positive one ready to replace it with. It actually turned into a fun bedroom game that served a dual purpose: getting me over my hang-ups and getting me in the mood. 2. Do I know my parts as well as I do his? A common lament I hear from women is “He can’t find my clitoris.” We expect men to know where the sweet spot is, but can we give them much more than bas

Fireman Sex
FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? ! "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE. :-} Enjoy your day!

Something New (story)
Something New by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) I lay sleeping while you, my lover watch me. The moonlight casts a glow over my naked body. You study me, watching the rise and fall of my breasts as I breathe. My body is like a magnet to your hands. Drawing you close to me, I feel your gentle touch as you lightly brush my shoulder with your fingertips and trail down my arm to my side and follow the curves of my body. I remain asleep, I do not stir. Your lips tenderly kiss my forehead and then down my cheek to my neck. My body awakens to your touch as your passion for me rises and your hands explore my body. I awake to feel you kissing passionately from my neck and up to my lips as soft as a rose petal. I open my eyes and gaze into yours as we read each other in the moonlight, there's no need for an exchange of words. Your naked, sexy body on mine stimulates my femaleness to swell and moisten. Your kisses move lower still to my breasts where you cup one, twisting the

Divorce Letter...
DEAR WIFE: I'M WRITING YOU THIS LETTER TO TELL YOU THAT I'M LEAVING YOU FOR GOOD. I'VE BEEN A GOOD MAN TO YOU FOR SEVEN YEARS AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR IT. THESE LAST TWO WEEKS HAVE BEEN HELL. YOUR BOSS CALLED TO TELL ME THAT YOU HAD QUIT YOUR JOB TODAY AND THAT WAS THE LAST STRAW. LAST WEEK, YOU CAME HOME AND DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE THAT I HAD GOTTEN A NEW HAIR CUT, COOKED YOUR FAVORITE MEAL AND EVEN WORE A BRAND NEW PAIR OF SILK BOXERS. YOU CAME HOME AND ATE IN TWO MINUTES, WENT STRAIGHT TO SLEEP AFTER WATCHING ALL YOUR SOAPS. YOU DON'T TELLL ME YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE,YOU DON'T WANT SEX ANYMORE, WHATEVER THE CASE IS, I'M GONE. YOUR EX-HUSBAND P.S DON'T TRY TO FIND ME. YOUR SISTER AND I ARE MOVING AWAY TO WEST VIRGINIA TOGETHER! HAVE A GREAT LIFE! DEAR EX-HUSBAND NOTHING HAS MADE MY DAY MORE THAN RECEIVING YOUR LETTER. IT'S TRUE THAT YOU AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR SEVEN YEARS, ALTHOUGH A GOOD MAN IS A FAR CRY FROM WHAT YOU'VE BEEN. I WATCH MY SOAPS SO MUCH BECAUS

Dj Rebel
ok plz message me or shoutbox me if you are a single male. that is straight,. i have a friend who is single honestly isnt the prettiest girl but isnt butt fugly either, ill give you her fubar link if your intrested in meeting a sweet girl ok!

9/15/07
Ok, so earlier I was here talking to some people when my phone rang. It was a good friend of mine who runs a local coffee shop that does poetry slams on saturdays. So anyways today was the "erotica" slam, and the person that she had lined up to read backed out on her saying that they had "found god". And she wanted to know if I could drop everything and come and perform. Now because of someone on here who encouraged me to start writing again, and share them. I told her yep be right there. So i made arrangements for my son to see his grandmother and blasted out to the shop. Once there I was please and scared to find that it was full of people waiting for the slam. a couple of people that I had never heard before did some short reads then my friend intro'ed me. I stepped up to the mic and turned it off. My voice carries and I didn't need the cops called when i started moaning or talking about sex. Everyone got super quiet as I started. I read for about 15 mins before I really

How To Be Proud
I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type -- a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with longneck beers and sizzling platters. Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely "military:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squared away" look that comes with pride. Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In turn he would treasure the thought of me being h

Hey Sexy Friends!
This ravishing witch is still looking for help with her level. I have to bomb for my family, and can't help right now, but can you help her out? SHow her some love..:) click the pic and show some love would ya? ~Natural_Witch~@ fubar

Girlfriend Application
LADIES TITLE IT BOYFRIEND APPLICATION GUYS TITLE IS GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION 1.Your name- 2. Age- 3. Fav. color- 4. Whats your sign- 5. Phone number- 6.Location- 7. Height- 8. Hair color/ style- 9.Peircings- HERE COMES THE FUN 1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of

Farewell Fireman
Dear You I know you didn’t read the fuck you letter that I wrote a month or so ago where in I detailed a big fat fuck you to you for keeping me on hold for 5 months of my life while you were out saving the fucking world from fires, biting turtles and a whole lot of other bullshit that you’ve been doing. Why now? What do you want from me this time? I know… you said you wanna fuck me. You can’t stop thinking about me. You haven’t moved on. All that stuff. I think that the hardest thing is… I have moved on. So instead of saying fuck you… I’m gonna say… loved you. Loved you and your hurt me every day for 5 months. And I’ll never let it happen again. Farewell Fireman.

Plz Read ,curious
good evening every one i just finished recording the movie about terry fox he ran across canada back in the 80 s (i think 81) do any of you remember him i remember going to see him on trans canada highway a way way back , to this day the schools still hold a terry fox run , my son cameron asked me about him so when the teacher found out that i plan on recording the movie she wants to show it to some grades which is cool just wondering if any of you remember him thanks theresa

You Make Me Better ~ Neyo
I'm a movement by myself. But I'm a force when we're together. Mami I'm good all by myself. But baby you, you make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. You make me better. [Fabolous] You plus me, it equals better math. Ya boy a good look but, she my better half. I'm already bossin', already flossin'. But why I have the cake if it ain't got the sweet frostin'? (yep yep yep yep). Keepin' me on my A game (what what what what). Without havin' the same name (that that that that that). They may flame (but but but but). But shawty, we burn it up. The sag in my swag, pep in my step. Daddy do the Gucci, mami in Giuseppes. Guess it's a G thing, whenever we swing. I'mma need Coretta Scott, if I'm gonna be King. [CHORUS] [Ne-Yo] First thing's first, I does what I do. But everything I am, she's my influ. I'm already boss, I'm already fly. But if I'm a

The Intro
Here comes Bludgeony the Clown, carrying a massive war club on his pauldron. Pauldrons and a breastplate are his only armor. The rest is a clown suit. Bludgeony is smoking a cigarette, but not one of the major brands. The spotlight shining on him must be the light from the Eye of God. Bludgeony’s voice is raspy as he speaks into the classic microphone: “Ladies and gentlemen, Mooncalf.” The curtain opens and so does the mouth of hell.

New Stuff.......
collect call day in,day out, this don't ever quit, same spoon,nasty food, smellin' 40 men shit.... hard mat,ruff towel, livin' in a tiny cell, your problemz,my problems,when your awake in a living hell.... noone's home when you call, forgot all about u, behind that wall, your fault,my fault, sell me that white t, forgot alla bout me 'till once again, i'm loose on society.... "oh man!where u been?" "let me buy u a drink...." ur back & not forgotten, at least that's what you think... it starts all over, once again... forgot all about you, when you go back in..... i love you,i miss you, collect call from who? don't play the blame game, just don't let this be you.......

Just Following My Wandering Mind.......
maybe now......... was so proud when you were born, i coua died happy that day, "here's your baby girl" i heard the dr. say, little baby girl,with ur eyez squeezed tight, after all the wrong i've done, i finally did something right, Patience is what i named you& that's something i've never had, i'm sorry i havn't been there, i'm sorry i havn't been your dad, don't you ever think that i don't loveyou, or don't want you with me, but your dad's lived a strange life, it just wasn't meant to be, maybe now things will be better, maybe now you can be mine, maybe now you can love me & we can make up for lost time, i wish i could do it all again, but life doesn't work like that, i wish,iwish ALOT of thingz, but i'm just glad to have you back...... (i think of you everyday baby......)

Beads
Its funny how little it takes for someone to toss you a few beads now a days. My friend Nikki's boyfriend was hosting a wet t-shirt contest today. I showed up a little to late for it, but thats ok, Its like 60 degrees out and junk right now, ain't no way in hell you are going to get me on a stage in the freezing cold and get me wet. So I missed that part. Anyway, I am at the bar, and mind you I don't really drink all that much. The bartender who is a good friend of mine just dangled some beads in front of me and up comes my shirt. So now half of Pop a Tops has seen my tits. Oh well, atleast I got beads out of it.

Walk On
trapted in the night for ever lost destened to walk alone no human companion now and then a friend is found forever bound to protect and hurt those who try to attack these friends dont last long fear overcomes they are gone wasted time once again to dark to see but he still walks on things are low and getting wrose nothen to hide everything to lose cant go on much longer walking throw this fire the flames dont burn hell on earth looking for a chill forever destened walk blindly to my death this cliff is near but i still have no fear my strength is there my fear is gone tattered and torn forever i must go walk on isloated from the world different views from the rest swarn to protect those who care never trusting another few know my bare soul few knowing what isnt there my soul is dead kill by the pain the sadness of life this world is evil born and rasied nothen is good the light is dead and were all on our way today we surviv

Why Bother?
i really don't know why i try anymore...everything i put effort into, i will to work out, the things that make me happy...they all fall to shit...everything around me falls to shit...i just cant deal with it anymore...and so very few people actually show me support..to those i'm extremely greatful...to the rest of you, rot, thats all i can say to u...i hope you rot... and this headache bullshit...its so constant...its...ugh...my stomach is going to end up eating itself with all the pain pills i'm putting in it...and i absolutely HATE taking any kinds of meds...but this is so bad i have to... i need to get away...i need to not have to worry about or talk to or deal with anyone/anything that i currently know...i just need something different...something new and exciting and relaxing all at once...blah... i'm done

The Cowards Of Fubar Part 1
THE COWARDS OF FUBAR PART 1 ~_RaZoR_~@ fubar G33K1N73HP1NK≈IИS★N☄TY~J‼@ fubar ~Fyretygress~FUBAR Bouncer@ fubar PHANTOM@ fubar ~Sandy~@ fubar McFUBeAveR@ fubar Wild Horse ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar MolyMascot ☺@ fubar Darkman@ fubar Oserinia@ fubar MISTRESS KAY@ fubar A_m_N_e_S_i_A@ fubar

Sunday September 16, 2007
Its sunday...the day of the lord... and may you all be blessed with many more days to laugh. in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit... of as my old boss use to say..."specticles, testicals, watch pocket, gun" -NEWS FLASH 1:21 AM: I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!! -NEWS FLASH 1:29 AM: We have been told that the server went down. We would like to know which drunk pissed on it. -NEWS FLASH 5:02 PM: The martians have landed! ( we are devo, D E V O ) - NEWS FLASH 5:29 PM: THE POPE SAYS HI:

Unseen Heroes
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. *This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty b

Dad
16TH OF SEPTEMBER 2 YEARS HAD PASSED SINCE YOU LEFT US THE PAIN IS SHOWING ON US ALL MUM STILL SHEDS TEARS EVERY TIME WE SPEAKE YOUR NAME I STILL FEEL THE PAIN AS I WATCHED YOUR LIFE SLIP AWAY WITH IN IN MY ARMS WE MISS YOU DAD WE NEVER FORGOT NOT EVEN THE LITTLE THINGS THE WAY YOU MADE US SMILE AND THE WAY YOU PROTECTED MUM AND HOW YOU GAVE YOUR BEST TO EACH AND EVERYONE YOU WERE WHAT WE ALL THINK OF AS THE PERFECT MAN AND FOR US 3 BOYS WERE ARE NO LONGER CLOSE WE SLOWLY DRIFTED APART BUT EVERY TIME I SEE THEM I SEE THEY HAVE YOUR HEART THIS IS NOT A POEM IT IS JUST MY THOUGHTS SOME WORDS I HAVE FOR YOU I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US STILL THIS IS ALL I CAN SAY MY EYES ARE SORE FROM THE TEARS WE SHED TODAY ILL DO MY BEST AND LOOK AFTER MUM AND BRING THE BOYS AROUND THEY JUST DELT WITH THEIR PAIN IN THE BEST WAY THEY KNEW HOW.

Gotta Get The Fuck Out Of Colorado
Yo! This is ya boy DJ FLACO and for real I gotta get the fuck out of Pueblo, Colorado it sucks here. For real, I don't know the reason why I moved here, I guess I am suppose to make a fool of myself... I don't think so! Fuck all the hataz but the onez that love me let me know and i will fix ya up with a demo . Tell me what ya think and holla at me L8az!!! DJ FLACO

Do I Need To Spell It Out???? Geeezzzz...
I am an intelligent (no Mensa, but indeed intelligent) woman that was raised part of my life in the country and part of the life in the city. I enjoy the simple things in life and appreciate more than, perhaps, most people. I advocate for the underdogs in the world oftentimes as well as victims of wrong doing. Things that are huge turn offs for me..... * flying the middle finger around; * asking me to "cam"; * asking me on a date and bragging all about your brand new Porshe; * asking me on a date and then saying that I "owe" you just because you took me to a dinner and a movie; * cussing and cursing; * alcoholics; * smoking just before you kiss me (yuck!); * drug addicts; * raised voices; * fighting and violence; * downgrading an underdog; * domestic violence (or any abuse for that matter); * asking me to share my NSFW pictures with you; * becoming my contact on YM only to ask me to cam or share my NSFW pictures with you; * urging me to see your NSFW pictures or

Feeling Down
I still recall the taste of your tears Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep Anymore You make this all go away You make this all go away I'm down to just one thing And i'm starting to scare myself You make this all go away You make this all go way I just want something I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now This thing is slowly taking me apart Gray would be the colour if I had a heart Come on, tell me You make this all go away You make this all go away I'm down to just one thing [Something I Can Never Have lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I'm starting to scare myself You make this all go away You make this all go away I just want something I just want something I can never have In this place it seems like such a shame Though it all looks di

Some Great People I Know
Holly..." Georgia On My Mind"@ fubar Holly is my best friend and "twin". She's the kind of friend you can call at 1 am in the morning and she'll stay up with you just to talk through your problems. Adam@ fubar Adam is my best friend. He's sweet, thoughtful and a true romantic.. Glad to see he's home from the Sandbox... he's always there when i need a friend baby_girl The ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïlψ ~ Member of the CFR!!!~ I love you Sgt Jay Davidson@ fubar Lea is my Canadian friend. Our love of Marines has made us really good friends. She is there for me whenever i need to talk.... U rock sweetie RadioGuy@ fubar This guy is awesome. I owe him so much. Over the past few months he has helped me transform into the person i wanted to be... he's one of my best friends. TBG@ fubar Eric is the flirt but he's also someone i could confide in. He's always there when i need some advice and a good laugh... Make Love Lett

What Is Going On....
ok so as you know i work at IHOP 3rd shift... well there is a lot of sh** that goes on that no one knows about... heres a lil taste. Ok so we will start with Anaya. I have benn friends with her sence i was in 6th grade... well after we got to high school she came out as being gay. No big deal i still love her for who she is. Well as time whent on she came to have feelings for me and I also have feelings for her and have never really voiced them to her. Well she started to date this other girl who will remaine nameless. It dosen`t bother me... as long as she is happy thats all that really matters to me. Well her new g/f got mad at her one day because Anaya was sitting at one of the tables and i whent over to say "Hi" and Anaya stoped what she was doing to give me a hug. Well this is what made her g/f mad... sed g/f then waled away. Later on that night they where talking and her g/f started to talk bad about me saying that i told her that Anaya and i have dated in the passed an

This Here Is My Friend Memo.......
Here is some fresh meat ladies-Memo is a 20 year old from Oxnard California, recently broken up so please show him some love. He is a sweet guy ladies. Here is the link to his profile. memo8@ fubar

Time For A Change In Luck
Seriously. Every time I turn around or blink, something is making everything worse. First, work forced me to move almost 1000 miles away from my wife and they told me moving her would have to wait. It should have only taken a month. But what happened? I broke my left knee cap, damaged the mcl in that same knee and I have a hematoma in my right leg accompanied by some lovely internal bleeding. Yay me! Yes, it was a work related injury and the appropriate paperwork was filled out. Because of this injury, I'm going to have to wait longer to see my wife... and it pisses me off that I don't know how long. So things are going bad. Now, it gets worse. I have a good friend that I always turned to when I needed somebody to talk to. She's a very sweet person... I'm sure if she has enemies, that they even love her. I've known her for about 5 years now, but she hasn't shown her face in about a year. I talked to her yesterday. She hasn't been around because she was diagnosed w

"to Every Guy"
We're a dying breed. To Every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that j

A Goddamn Shame
It's a goddamn shame. I see all these blogs, bulletins,mumms and other bullshit about who is fuckin who,who cheated on who, what lounges are beefin with each other over stupid, non-copyrighted material, who's tits are the biggest or pussy is the wettest (NOTHING WRONG WITH THOSE CONTESTS AT ALL),but when it comes down to a serious issue like the Jena six,I don't see any people on my so-called friends or family list reposting or sayin shit about it. It's a goddamn shame,I see all these reports and all of this subliminal racism (the nooses on the tree) and we sit here and do nothing. These six children are about to be sentenced for being children. Fights occur in life. No avoiding it completely. If you this doesn't grab your attention. This last line will: WHAT IF YOUR CHILD WAS ABOUT TO BE SENTENCED FOR 22 YEARS AND WAS INNOCENT? I bet ya'll asses would be sending bulletins, blogs and mumms then.

Some Women.. Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK.. enough of that shit.. gotta get ready to go to Kentucky.. BUT I AM FUCKIN PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..

12 Play
1 taste of the lips that dwell deep beneath the areas of temptation and my body will quiver with dreams of orgasmic desires. 2 licks of the tip of my clitoris with the tip of your tongue and You will send blasts of erotictension through my every emotion. 3 kisses around that place that creates explicit visions of ecstacy will send my soul through convulsions of fire. 4 strokes of pleasure will make my body cream with tasteful juices of intense proportion. 5 senses will be forever illuminated after the caressing of my mind with thoughts of indecensy. 6 turns into 9 when two spirits indulge in illicit fantasies of pleasurful pleasures that intrigue both imaginations 7 thoughts of desires that were once thought to be nonexistant now exists in places that reach far beyond the realm of ecstacy. 8 reasons to love each other until the day breaks from the sensual surroundings of the night. 9 hours of intensity preceeds lustful theories of what is to come. 10 fingers

White Knight Levelers
Please all of you that are White Knight Levelers my go and subscibe to our lounge (Castle of the White Knights) so we can figure out how many memebers we have and who you all are. Thank you http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=10425 that is the link or go into my profile and click the link there. Thank you all for helping out and being part of this group

Reflection Of Purple Haze
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

Nude Pics
I am going to make this short and sweet. I am not one of those girls who is going to take NUDE shots of myself and send them to every flippin guy on here. I am here for friends and if I feel like sharing a photo with you then you are a lucky guy. So if you are here to just look at photos of NUDE ladies. I am NOT the one..SO STOP ASKING DAMN IT!!!!!!

They Walk Among Us!
Number One Idiot of 2006: I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006: Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them. It turned ou

Can We Walk Together?
Let me begin with lyrics from one of my favorite songs, Brothers in Arms, These mist covered mountains Are a home now for me But my home is the lowlands And always will be Some day youll return to Your valleys and your farms And youll no longer burn To be brothers in arms Through these fields of destruction Baptisms of fire Ive watched all your suffering As the battles raged higher And though they did hurt me so bad In the fear and alarm You did not desert me My brothers in arms Theres so many different worlds So many differents suns And we have just one world But we live in different ones When I was in Israel, I had the chance to be interviewed by a class of 7th grade Arab Israelis as practice for their English. And they asked me an hour's worth, but it is the last one that I want to talk about. In the end one of the girls spoke up: "You mention prayer as a solution to our crisis, but we pray and children still die. Prayer doesn't work does it?"

Bombers Needed!
Please to who will help out, be sure to add rubias as a friend and be sure to rate her page and become a fan. check out the other blog on my page to get the link. You can start bombing that link when she accepts your friend request.Again all the help is appreciated and the faver WILL BE RETURNED! You are all very awesome:)

Is It Worth It?
OK here's the deal.. I have just as many problems as anyone else here. THE DIFFERENCE IS: I don't often let my issues be known by too many people. I have recently put myself in a position to finally get my shop going THE RIGHT WAY! And there seems to be a high level of hope to getting it to happen VERY SOON!! I put myself in an akward position in my personal life as well I just hope I can do the right things there. And if you are reading this please know that I would never do anything to hurt you. I find myself in need of getting my head clear and I truely hope that my truest friends can understand that I have to get through these issues on my own. I have never felt this deeply about anything, and frankly it scares the hell out of me!!! I know some of the people here will read this and try to read between the lines, DO NOT BOTHER!! If my issues concern you in any way, or if I feel I can talk to you about it, I will let you know. OTHERWISE LEAVE IT ALONE!!! PLEASE!!

Leav E Me Out Of Ur Problems With Others
1. IF U GOT DAMN PROBLEMS WITH SOMEONE ELSE DONT FUCKING BRING ME IN IT 2. SOMEONE HAS INFORMED ME THAT IT HAS ALREADY HAPPENDED AND TO THE PERSON THAT DONE IT MAY GOD HELP U CAUSE NOW LIGHTEN IS PISSED OFF AND GOING TO STRIKE 3. TO THE PERSON IT WAS SAID TO I DONT KNOW WHAT WAS SAID YET BUT WILL FIND OUT I DO SEND MY APOLOGIES AND WILL DEAL WITH ASSHOLES THAT BRING ME IN THIER PROBLEMS 4. IF U ARE THE ONE THAT DONE THAT AND U DAMN KLNOW WHO THE FUCK U ARE GET THE HELL OFF MY FRIENDS LIST CAUSE YOU ARE NO FRIEND OF MINE THANK YOU DJ LIGHTENLADY

Finding Soulmates
You know I have always spoken the truth to all my partners past and present. It nice to finally find a partner who I can show my soul to without fear of judgement. Somebody who can hear truth and except it as is. People think they know me but they don't. These people know who they are. Because when you truely love someone. You open your eyes and see what is truely infront of you. Not what ohters tell you to see. I can finally put all that stuff behind me now. I think I have finally found my true soulmate. Someone that I can trust with my heart. That wil always see the truth. My Soulmate. However we shall see.

Q & A
Do you……? Do you know what it is to long for something that you’ve once had and are afraid that you will never find again? Do you understand how it is to not feel anymore because you were once so devistated by the lose of someone, or something, that you were truly in love with? Do you understand what it is like to feel so alone even when you’re in a room full of people? I understand all of these things. I understand what it is to not be able to sleep at night because you’re heart weighs so heavily that it is like a ton of bricks. I understand what it is to be alone and on the outside of everthing going on around you. I understand what it is to be so afraid to feel anything because you’re afraid of the pain that was (and still is) so intense that you would shut down all your emotions just to escape it. Do you understand what’s it’s like to miss someone that is right around the corner? Do you know what it is to want to hold someone that doesn’t want to be held? Do you know w

Hahaha
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, Peter, Peter, the something eater." ______

You'd Better !!!!
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Life
When I remember my childhood, what I miss the most are my hopes, my dreams, my ambitions, my creativity, and most importantly, my opportunities. When we enter this world, everything is new to us. Forget the whole nature versus nurture debate; from the beginning we all have an opportunity. I must admit some of the opportunities that are open to us may not be amazing. We are all given different opportunities; some are given more, others less, but alas, always an opportunity. We are not entitled to anything. An opportunity is a chance not a guaranteed result. These opportunities shape us as humans throughout our lives. Opportunity. This word has been mentioned repeatedly. Merriam Webster's Online Dictionary defines "opportunity" as, "a favorable juncture of circumstances". When we think of opportunities, we think of things that are better than they were before; advancement; improvement; progress. As children, the rest of our lives, by definition, would be an opportunity, simply as

Beer Vs Pussy
Beer vs. Pussy . . . 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to PUSSY 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to PUSSY 5. Ten beers in one night and you cannot drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you do not want to drive anywhere. - One point to PUSSY 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to PUSSY 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to PUSSY 8. You normally do not find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you will think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you will think you have seen God. - One point to PUSSY 10. In most countries ther

One Flaw In Women
I found this piece very interesting. One Flaw in Women By the time the Lord made woman, he was into His sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, “Why are you spending so much time on this one?” And the Lord answered, “Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable, and able to run on diet Coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart—and she will do everything with only two hands.” The angel was astounded at the requirements. “Only two hands! No way! And that’s just on the standard model? That’s too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.” “But I won’t,” the Lord protested. “I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18-hour days.” The angel moved closer and touche

What Character From The Movie "merlin" Are You
Which character from the movie 'Merlin' are you? You are QUEEN MAB - The Fairy Queen. Your speaking is more like hissing, and the weaker you get, the more valiant you become. You are determined to give "the old ways" a new life and you have every reason to do so. Gods and goddesses only live as long as people believe in them. But you will not give up! Unfortunately Merlin puts you aside with only one line: "We will simply forget all about you."Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

To Ny It Is
I never thought tomorrow would come. I fly to NY to get my car and my dog. Yeah have I missed Nada I know she is going to freak out when I pull up. I've been away before but this time my car wasn't left behind. Its been getting that owie fixed. I have booked a few sessions made plans to see friends then drive back here with the dog and my plants. Now thats going to be some trip don't you think? LOL So I will be offline for a bit, I am taking my laptop with me but mostly for checking email. So if you dont hear from me dont worry I am fine. And once I am back things will start to fall into place real soon. So be good ya'll or the Goddess will get you. LOL Muah The Goddess

Family Bomb Fest
CAN I GET SOME OF MY FREIENDS HELP BOMB MY FAMILY PLZZZ...WE NOT LOSING YET BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO GET MORE HELP THOUGH...AND IF YOU LIKE TO HELP YOU MUST BE A FRIEND OF THE HOST... IF NOT YOU MUST RATE,FAN AND ADD HER PLZZZ/fubar.com/user.php?u=402601&friend=402601" target=_blank>RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC THE FALL BOMB FEST COMIN SEPT15,TO SEPT30@ fubar THIS IS THE FAMILY YOU'LL BE BOMBING THE CONFEDERATE FAMILY & SHADY POSSE THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME FOR READING THIS...ALSO PLEASE REPOST FOR ME

The School Is Open
okay so vamp and i opened a self defense / cardio kick boxing school here in the quarter.. .its awesome... our first classes are tomorrow and we are both excited... we also had our first injury.. unfortunately it was me.. . yuppers... punkgurrl has a broken finger.... vamp reset it for me tho.. it hurts like a mother fucker but still.. so typing isnt the easiest thing for me right now but still... gonna be fun bartending ... ♥ PuNkGuRrL

You Tell Me?
On Thursday I left for a not so difficult 7 hour trip that I was very excited about and was supposed to arrive at my destination around 3 or 4 oclock in the afternoon at the latest. Well my good buddy Murphy has taken permanent residence on my ass and never misses an opportunity to remind me he's there! As usually happens I started having some trouble with my radiator on wednesday night and discovered a patched crack that was causing the problem. Being the optimist that I am (you'd think experience would break me of that pesky optimism thing) i decide to pick up a new radiator and replace it when I get back over the weekend as I did not want to be late. Ha think again says Murphy! I got approximately 3 hours into my 7 hour journey when I began to overheat - after the second time of stopping in BF oklahoma and adding water and trying to temporarily fix the problem I finally gave in and pulled into a parking lot off of the highway to change the radiator. Now comes my reason for the

People
I find that several poeple on here NEVER have much of anything nice to say! they are either bashing or rude! constructive critisizing is good however is it ALWAYS nessisary? come on now! is life that miserable for you that you are REALLY that unhappy as a person? life is short and IT IS what you make of it. YOU make your life what it is; take responsibility for yourself and your actions! you may find that your not as unhappy and miserable as you think! life is short make it the best it can be laugh hard often, blow soda out your nose regularly, get spontanious and have some fun, let loose and roll naked in the grass!! IT WON'T KILL YOU!!!

Why
Why is it that people think Just because you have a realtionship online that it is based on getting sex not everyone online it out for just sex I'm not I have a man online we have a relatinship online on fubar to be exact and I love him. But so many people seem to think that online relationship or people online saying they want a relationship are out for only sex. Well Peole this girl isn't and everyone should know that What I ahve with my man is a reality it isnt based on sex it is a more persoanl level. Just had to get that off my chest.....

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Ugh
I can't stand living with these people any longer. I wish I could just pack my stuff up and leave. I want to live anywhere else but here. I don't even care who I go and stay with. I'll frickin go to "every woman's place" if things continue to go this way. I am so tired of being told what to do. I'm 21 years old and they think they can control what I do. Forget that. I'm done. I'm looking for a job and I'm looking for someone to stay with. I wish someone would just come and take me away some days.

Real Friends
I am just posting this to let yall know why I did away with my nsfw's pics (which were for family and was private).....About 2 days I found out someone tried to steal some of them, so I decided just to take them out.........So many people on here just like to look at those kinds of pics, and I know if you are a real friend you will support me in my decision.....Maybe later on after I have cooled off I might bring them back, but for now they are gone.........so to all those who have emailed me wanting to know why I did it, that is why.....I will certainly understand if you want to stop being friends, if so thats your choice.....I just dont want to be known on here just for that...I am a very sweet, genuine, loving, caring person , and its not just about looks on here, at least not for me....So if you want to continue being a friend then all I ask is your support me on this...........if not that is cool too.......Sending all my family and friends much love, happiness and joy. Huggzzz

3rd Poem
kill me by Jennifer Blakely Kill me, cut my heart rip it out still beating in your hands shake my soul until I fall apart send my love to a desolate land this pain hurts to the core I cant feel myself anymore wish it would end wish it was fake burn my love burn my heart how I wish we could never part but it seems all good things must end so I say goodbye to you my love to the only one ill ever love tho it kills me like nothing else seems this is how it must be goodbye my heart, my life.

My Son
My son, OMG what a bright, beautiful piece of work God Created when he put Kevin together. I cannot at times believe that he is really mine. He is so much more to me than my son or a little boy. Since his daddy left, he has at times been my rock, my foundation, my only sunshine, my leaning post, my encourager, my prod, my hero and my biggest fan. He has been the mature one, the strong one, the most level headed, the most logical. His dad has been gone 9 months and still refuses to have anything to do with his little boy. Kevin told me one time. "I may not have a daddy, but i have the most beautiful mom in the world" awww, my heart just breaks for him. Maybe I am wrong and he really is fine. I could only hope. I would love to know that the tears I shed were for not. Bamby bye for now

How "green" Is Your Candidate????
Check it out..... JOE BIDEN: HILLARY CLINTON: CHRIS DODD: JOHN EDWARDS: MIKE GRAVEL: DENNIS KUCINICH: BARACK OBAMA: BILL RICHARDSON: NOTE: This blog is subject to change as more candidates are throwing their hats into the ring....

Living Will
Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state. I don't want to be dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. Please, as my friend, if that ever happens to me just pull the plug." She promptly got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my beer. She's such a bitch.....

Bunch #2
#4) inked skin #26) I cover your feet but I want the attention all to myself #40) a killer used that name but he didnt creat all 12 whats yours? ( This wasnt made for me, but the sign is right. all well) #35) didnt write down the clue, but the answer is korn #30) the repeat of #3 #8) 3 letters you must say while lookin at your toilet after you use it (wee) here is 6 more. brings me up to 10. still lazy, gotta make dinner.

Fetish -that’s The Name Of The Sex In Question
Whip me, beat me, make me bleed Kinky sex is all I need. Not my words, but true for many In some homes It’s bountiful and plenty. Yet some just have urges That they hide deep inside Because of today’s society They have to run and hide Afraid to show the world Just who they are They fantasize and admire Only from afar. Never stepping out To get what they crave All alone at home The hunger hits in waves FETISH That’s the name Of the sex in question It’s a large variety Of just about any suggestion Maybe it’s an outfit Of the infamous school girl Or perhaps you’d like To give the cock ring a whirl Whips, chains, handcuffs And hot wax too One look at these Can make a grown man drool On the bed, up on all fours Or taking it hard, laying on the floor. Ever been pinned against the wall? Helpless, bound, wanting it all. Whatever is your desire this day Grab up your mate and begin to play Throw all your inhibitions out the door You

Independent Family Needs Help In Bombing.........please Help!!
hey yall come over and help support the independent family in bomb fest.two of bombing families dropped out to team up with the other two contestants.we need all the help we can get.u need to add and rate the host then you will be able to bomb. thank you. independent family

When Did We Become The Fruit Cake?
I was on the highway this morning heading out to run some errands thinking about sex (I know, that’s gotta be safe right?). Specifically I was thinking about the first time that you have sex with a person. How magical it is. How it seems that you take the persons clothes off like you’re unwrapping some priceless gift. Not too slow to give the appearance of disinterest but not so fast that you don’t appreciate the bow and wrapping paper let alone the anticipation of what’s inside the box. Wanting to kiss, lick and taste every inch of their body. The amazing way that their skin feels different than any other persons skin has ever felt before. How their body looks. The faces they make when they like they way you feel or what you’re doing to them or even what they’re doing to you. Then I started thinking… why do those magical feelings stop? I mean I can remember the first time I had sex with just about every guy I’ve been with but I can’t remember the details of the last time I h

When Feeling Blue /??????????//what Do You Do???
when im feeling blue , I think of you ,. your my joy that fills my soul . you my center and keep me warm. Your here in all I do or think . I wish that soon one day we meet. This is a crazy way to feel. Being here while your are there , yet its so sureal , and i know one day that we will be together and feel all in life that we are wanting to feel.

Take Me There
There’s a place in your heart, nobody's been, Take me there. Things nobody knows, Not even your friends, Take me there. Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown, Show me around, I want see it all, don't leave anything out. I want to know, everything about you then. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare, Take me there. Your first real kiss, your first true love, You were scared. Show me where, You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care. I want to roll down main street, the back roads, Like you did when you were a kid, What made you who you are, Tell me what your story is. I want to know, everything about you then. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I want to know the girl behind

Fine Who Needs Ya
ya know i got about 500 friends on my list ive always rated ya or tryed rating ya commenting ya and the ones that aint in this bombfest thats doing noting cant even rate and comment bomb me in my first contest so i say kiss my butt to those people that showwed me there true colors, im though with helping anyone that cant return the favor. for those that are helping thanks for your help i know now who the true friends are contest ends the 20th sept

Hold Her. Keep Her In Your Arms.
Hold her. Keep her in your arms. Tight. Don’t let her fall. If she falls she will be broken. So, be careful. She is as fragile as she seems. She needs your tenderness to live. She needs your tenderness to breathe. Breathe for her. Don’t put her in a box to keep her safe; she needs your body to be safe. Don’t put her in a cage; she can’t feel your touch from there. Don’t put her in a coffin; she will die if she can’t see your eyes. Put her next to you… Inside you… And she will be yours forever.

Why??????
I MISS MY BEST FRIEND DLDG IM ON TO THE NEXT STAGE OF COPING WITH THIS LOSS WHICH IS REALIZING SHE IS TRUELY GONE I HAD A LITTLE GLIMMER OF HOPE SHE WOULD COME HOME BUT THATS NOT GONNA BE POSSIBLE NO MORE SMILES,HUGS OR KISSES ON THE CHECK NO MORE SUPRISE VISITS OR PHONE CALLS I KEEP ASKING WHY BUT IM NOT GETTING ANY ANSWERS IM ASKING FOR PEOPLE TO BRING HER HOME AND BEING TOLD I WISH I COULD I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ALL I HAVE LEFT OF HER ARE MEMORIES BUT THE SELFISH SIDE OF ME IS SAYING THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH I WANT HER HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I GUESS ME WRITING IS SOMEWHAT HELPING ME I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL IM MAD AND SAD SHES GONE IM REALIVED SHES IN A BETTER PLACE THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING AND BEING HERE FOR ME AND TO THE ONE SPECIAL PERSON YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I REALLY OWE YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE THE LAST COUPLE DAYS RIP DLDG ILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU AND YOU WILL NOT EVER BE FORGOTTEN 12/22/78~9/14/07

One Touch
One kiss, one touch... these are the things I long for. The miles between us conspire to prevent me from making them become reality No matter the distance, I will come to you. There is no reason that stands to keep us apart. There is only love for you in my heart The first moment that I get to touch your face, I will never forget. A soft caress of your skin reveals to me your beauty within. Until i get to see you, my mind goes in circles, trying to make sense of how strong is this thing. I know on your finger, belongs a ring This is my wish: to spend eternity with you. So, if you would have me, I would have you for life. I'd be your husband, you would be my wife.

Sexual Pleasure.
Ohh you like the way I spread my legs, rub my clit on the tip. How I stick to fingers in my pussy moving in and out of my tight wet hole. Mmm That Sexual Pleasure as my juices run down my leg. You like the way I move my hips, bite my lip to the touch of my hand making myself shiver. Mmm That Sexual Pleasure moaning louder getting closer. Yeah you like the way I talk dirty Ahh baby fuck me right make me holla scream your name. That Sexual Pleasure making you sweat of the though of the touch of my mouth. I know you like my full lips my tongue on your dick licking up and down pulling you further in my mouth. Ohh baby That Sexual Pleasure as you slide in and out of me making you rock hard. You like that don't you That Sexual Pleasure watching me come, liking my fingers, seeing my tongue. That Sexual Pleasure to make you come. That Sexual Pleasure making you beg for more, forget all the other girls. That Sexual Pleasure that have you running all kinds of freaky fantasies

Im In A Nightmare I Can't Wake Up From
It seems like im in a never ending nightmare. My brother is in trouble with the law again. Dad is a wreck because he has no idea what to do. School...is lonely. Over the years since I moved to the south my friends have been thining out badly. I'm not afraid to admit that the only people I can actually call my friends are Debra, Jodi, Jess, and Stu. Debra...well her and I don't hang out as much as we used to. I miss her, I miss one of my best friends, but life is life..i can't do shit about it. Jodi..while I am getting to know him..him and I don't hang out that much at the moment...same with Jess. Stu, we don't hang out as much as we used to anymore either. Both Debra and Stu I miss badly. Their my best friends, and I don't see them as much as I used to and it hurts. Yeah school has started again so our schedules are more hetic, but I know for a fact that if we all tried hard enough...we could hang out just like we used to. Someone asked me not to long ago what my biggest f

She Was Only 13
She was only 13 Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of shi

Toe Nails
Okay, when I stubbed my left foot yesterday, one of my nails came loose from the toe about half way. Then TODAY, my kid decides to step on that same toe (it was an accident) but did it hurt like hell! I think my nail is dying to drop off so when I soak it in the tub, I'm going to start clipping it off little by little. It's nasty but somebody's gotta do it and figure it should be me. Any ideas, MisterFeet?

Soul Sighs
I've been touched by you, in many ways. By your heart as loving as it is.. By your smile, warm & tender.. By your hands, on my body.. By your words and actions every day. But most of all, by your Soul. It is so beautiful, inside & out. I've been touched by you, and nothing can take that away.

Provide
Anything you need~ Anything you want~ Anything you desire~ Anything you require~ I will provide... Just ask~ or throw a hint... I will provide. Can't you see~ I want to help you~ Take care of you~ Love you~ Provide... Make you laugh.. Make you happy.. Make you alive.. Make you high.. I can Provide Just ask!

A Question Or Two
Do you think about me? Do you wonder where I am? Do you wish I could be with you? ~ When I'm not?~ Do you hear my voice when I'm not there? Do you long for my touch on your skin? Do you ever want to touch me? ~ Like I touch you?~ Do you miss me when I leave? Do you want me to stay? Do you want me to take this further? ~ Than we already have?~ Do you enjoy my company? Do you feel safe & happy? Do you love me? ~ Like I love you?~ Do you?

I Cant Believe My Cousin Did This........
Today when I was helping my sister relocate herself BACK into my home, I notice on her night stand a ring (a fiery red opal gem set onto a platinum and white gold band) and a silver Naval pocket watch! When I asked Shelley where did she get these items from, she told me that our cousin Yanita gave them to her in lieu of payment for a cash loan Yanita couldnt pay back! I BECAME ENRAGED! See...My uncle Albert (the man I was named after and who raised me) passed away in June of this year! At his funeral parlor, I placed THAT ring and THAT pocket watch in his casket because he gave them to me when I joined the Navy back in 1994! I returned them to my uncle in order pay my final respects to his memories! Now, tonight Yanita has to come over to my house and pick up her son Christopher from the sleep over that I held this weekend for the kids! AND AS MAD AS I FEEL RIGHT NOW, I COULD KNOCK HER DAMN TEETH DOWN HER THROAT!!!!!! She's a thief, plain and simple!!! And to me, there's nothing LOWER

Unity Through Death
The phantom and shadow Introduced into the Matramony of darkness Eternally embraced by The seclusion of precious earth above. Rolling one into another Until one single entity is formed While retaining the firm grasp of the True essence entwining The two forces into existence. The milk and honey Came to reveal itself As blood in the end Although sight through the eyes Of a mortal catches not this reality. Drinking in to fulfill the insatiable craving The pleasures only crawl out over time Leaving them with no indication Of it had ever being in their presence Thus the birth of a new void begins Inside the womb of the ignorant Kicking and thriving off of The poisoned blood flowing through the veins Forming the mutant species of ideals. Then the miscarage of creativity happens To ensure and prove only That intelligence is indeed long deceased.

More Hunting
#5) purrfect is it saturday? #6) i didnt write down #6 11) take a stand, fight for a rite #13) the evil empire does not wear red sox #22) 2 times a year they make right turns #25) tug life rip #28) 1,2,3 brotha brotha brotha 0000 yeah #17) 2 wheels are better than 4 #24 they proved they were real... #7) shop, keg fridge. (beer) #10) he was hiding behind the couch (jesus- used baby jesus, but you get the point) #23) woof #31) H2O #32) blood pump I believe this is 35 out of 40

Heart
its the strongest thing in your body,yet the easiest thing to break it has a mind of its own,and makes you feeling things you can't explain and yet it has the power to give out love, hate, anger, passion and forgiveness and just a few of the many emtions all packed into one simple thing and yet it is so very important to you, the heart can do many mysterious things to you, making you feeling a happienss that you have never felt before, to bring you down to a place that you never thought you could reach it could even trick you into thinking thats what it wants being the best thing for you but then again you have to learn how to use and trust your heart to a point also knowing who to let in and showing them that you do have a heart opening it up to them, letting them see your softer side of you, and how big it is, when you do for people, no matter how you may get treated in return,if they deserve it or not it maybe wrong when you do things like that but its out of t

My Hair, Again.
So I went and got some new dye for my hair. This is what I bought: This is what it came out as: Now keep it mind, it's not styled, so it looks completely flat. Not that it looks good anyway, mind you. I'm ready to just shave it all off.

Life Sucks
My friend Ashley and I were supposed to go out club hoppin tonight. we made these plans for a few days. And so today we went to the mall to buy some shit to wear out tonight. I bought a pair of shoes to go with my dress and a smaller purse to put my ID cash and phone in. (yeah it's that small) granted, I'm moving into my first apartment and I need all the money I have. I spent about $80 on the purse and shoes and wasn't planning on spending much at the bar. She had to run her neighbor to the pharmacy, so she dropped me off at my place, I was supposed to get directions to this new bar and get my stuff together and we were gonna get ready at her house and leave. that was at about 3pm. So I took a quick shower and waited for her to call me and she didn't. I finally got a text from her at 8 telling me she just got home and she was going to be ready by 11:30. So I did my hair and makeup and waited, and waited and waited. It is now almost 2am. and she hasn't called me yet. I'm beyond p

You Deserve...
She Don't Love you, This you know why don't you just let her go ? Some people won't ever change, they choose to just be the same. You end up having to rearrange your thought and feelings and it's a shame. Even people who don't really know you can see it's not what it seems to be. The hurt, the lies the pain you endure but really there is a simple cure. It's up to you to set yourself free, from all the hassle she seems to be. It may seem complicated and hard to achieve, but just for once you have to believe, You deserve a love so strong and true, someone who isn't constantly hurting you!!!

My Extreamly Twisted Day
it was the worst day of my life!..so its 1:37 in the morning...and im just getting home. lets start from the wake up call. i didnt go to sleep intill like 4...was up at 6...left about 7:30ish....we hit the road....went to the jail..got there at like 12:30....had our visit..it was good. i snuck james in his tounge ring. so he was happy..the shit starts when we leave. we head out at 4Pm....1st our pictures we took flew out the window...we get gas..everythings good right...we get to alexadria...and what do we see on the side of the road. a fucking dead body...covered in blood....no wreck...nothing either someone hit him while he was walking or someone dumped his body...we move on freaked out of our mind....get to laffyette....didnt want to stop till we got to the gas station with the tiger for caleb right...wrong move...we hit I-10 not 5 seconds later the car wouldnt accelerate...then started knocking...all the sudden...smoke everywhere and what looks like water starts shooting out of

Dear Friends
As you all know, it takes points to increase levels on fubar, so if by chance you haven't rated my pics and commented.....please do so! Also you can rate the users page for more points and post comments as well. Ok, well have fun ya'll and thanks!

Who I Am
Ok all about me Current mood: pensive It has been brought to my attention lately that how I am can be abrasive. I don't think I have ever been anything less than upfront with who I am. I am aggressive, opinionated, a little precocious and extremely outgoing. Some times it can be a difficult situation, especially when you add alcohol. I take pride in my crazy mad drunkness and really don't give a flying flip if you don't. I like me, fuck it, I LOVE ME. Yeah I am going through some rough shit right now and I have been extra emotional. But who wouldn't? Be honest. I have earned every tear, every stupid comment, every fall off of the bar and every complete melt down I have had in the last couple of weeks. If you can't understand that then you must have never been my friend in the first place. Therefore you won't matter to me. I have more important stuff to concentrate on right now rather worry about what your immature ass thinks of me. If you ever were my friend, you would

You Know Who You Are
I am a very open and honest person and I have made some very talented friends. Here is a little something a friend (Captain Cooter) wrote. I swear I think he is in my head! I got hurt by a good friend (or at least I thought he was a good friend). If he reads this maybe he'll understand how I feel.... I'm sorry: That I thought we were friends That I thought you cared That I thought you payed attention to what I said That I thought I mattered to you That I thought pettiness could not come between us That I thought you knew I meant what I said That I thought I was more than meaningless conversation That I thought anything I'm sorry for making an assumption I'm sorry for fucking it all up I'm sorry that you said something that I misunderstood I'm sorry you don't care Forgive me for caring Forgive me for wanting to know you Forgive me for wanting to be real friends instead of just text from an "online friend" you care nothing for Forgive me for trying to be a p

I Dont Know What To Name This One
i have given serious thought to just deleting my fubar page and making a new yahoo name again the site changes im not fond of .. it lags now where i didnt b4 friends i thought i made have seemed to change maybe its the fever who knows if u can give any decent reasons not to delete this aacount by all means say so

So We Might Be Able To Sell Ice To An Eskimo
Good Morning. In the news…some people just can’t stay out of trouble. Or does the word trouble just follow them? It’s almost inevitable but I tried to have a good start to this week and only report good news…I guess in a way its good news. OJ is behind bars. This time not for murder charges but, stealing sports memorabilia at gun point. Hmmm… no comment! Oh here is good news. An Australian company is selling Sand to the Saudis…oh my word…So now selling Ice to the Eskimos is possible? Selling ice to Eskimos may seem a long shot but that’s a small challenge when you consider the ingenious Aussies selling sand to the desert nation of Saudi Arabia - with their next shipment due out later this month. Austrade’s Senior Trade Commissioner for Saudi, Garry Kennedy, said that the GMA Garnet Group was a good example of an Australian company using its point of difference effectively in an area that is embracing Australian products. Wow, congratulations to the Aussies. I am thought they only mad

Fine Dining (scene 1)
Chapter 1 On my way back from a one week business trip, I was "derailed" by an accident on the interstate. The radio said the road was closed, so I got off and started following the nearest state route that ran parallel to the freeway. Of course, it was 50 miles from the freeway, but I finally found it and started back. I slowed for every blankety-blank-blank speed zone (aka speed trap), and every fricken combine and tractor. I stopped at every 4-way, and even stopped at an occasional flashing red light. I had to laugh when I saw the first sign. It wasn't a billboard like you see along the highway....it was obviously a local variety sign. Prominently displayed were the words "Katherine's FINE Kountry Dining 25 miles ahead"....of course, Katherine's had been X'd out with spray paint and been replaced with "Jessie's" below it. A few miles ahead, was another sign, but this one said "Jessie's EXOTIC bar and grill 19 miles ahead"....and Jessie's had been X'd out and replaced with Jezabell'

Jekyll & Hyde?
So yeah, this weekend Chris was telling me about this shot she took that had the aforementioned name and told me what it consisted of... me being me... i put it together last night. ONE shot basically shot me down for a good hour. My sister called me cause she likes talking to me when I'm hammered. That was some P O T E N T shit, but after an hour I was sober again. She said she would do this shot for my bday if it didn't make me puke, and it didn't. So now she and ruby are stuck doing this for my bday. Prepare Ruby.... you're gonna wanna heave! Although I didn't think it tasted all that nasty.

For The Ladies
SOMEDAY'S YOU JUST WANT A FREAK IN YOUR SHEETS,LOOKING AT IT WHILE YOU SMACK IT,BANGIN IT LIKE YOU NEVER HAVE. GRAB HER HAIR FULFUIL THOSE NEEDS , WITH EVERY SLIP AND SLIDE TREAT THAT WOMAN LIKE SIE IS DIVINE. IT'S CONSTANT HOLDING HER BODY IN THOSE SHEETS, MAKE HER HIT THAT ORGASM WHILE SHE SAYING YOUR MINE.CONTINUOUS WITH EVERY BREATHE THAT YOU TAKE SHE TAKES, WITH EVERY KISS ON HER SOFT BEAUTIFUL LIPS YOU FAIL TO FORGIVB ;THIS IS IN BETWEEN THE SHEETS. IN MANNER OF TIME SHE WILL SAY I LOVE.NOW YOUR BOTH SWEATING THAT IT IS AGONIZING AND TENTALIZING . IMAGINE THAT YOU ARE IN BETWEEN THE SILKY SHEETS. THE PAIN AND THE PLEASURE MAKES YOU FEEL REAL WEAK. THE TOW OF YOU ARE ALMOST AT THE END IF IT. HOWEVER, AFTER THE UNECCESARY ROUGHNESS EVERYTHING BECOMES PASSIONATE. ONCE YOU HAVE DEDICATED YOURSELF TO THAT MAN OR WOMAN SINCERELY TELL THEM THAT YOU LOVE THEM.YOU REALIZE THAT SOMETHINGS CHANGE ,MAYBE IN BETWEEN THE SILKY SHEETS

Random Thought
I hate my ex.. Iwanna movbe to Hell, Michigan and be mayor. Just so next time he tells me to go to hell for *GASP!* making him follow court orders I can say "GO? Ive been there done that & run it now bitch" bwahah! Ok no really my thought for the day is me + 3 cups of cappuchino= comic relief for all Whee! I'm a bit hyper.. hit me up if you wanna chat I will be her epretty mcuh all day MWAH!

Damn I Love That Girl.......
With only two days left until we boarded the cruise ship in Miami, the crew agreed to meet the day before we were due to depart. We wanted to get a taste of South Beach and see what all the hoopla was about. I flew into Miami a day earlier than the fellas to meet this sexy little half-Chinese, half-African flight attendant from Trinidad who I met in LA about three years ago at a club I was broadcasting live from. Her name is Soko Mitchell, pronounced Sock-o, and she is as pretty and exotic as her name, with her slanted eyes and full ass lips. When she said her name upon introducing herself, my dick jumped. Thats how sexy she is. We hit it off from day one and have been seeing each other ever since. We only get a chance to hook up about three to four times a year, but when we do, we make up for lost time. While I stood at the front desk of the hotel checking in, Soko called on my celly to let me know shed just arrived in Miami and would be there in an hour. So, naturally, I did what

Pain Like No Other!
okay, so it's the day after the marathon and so many of you (which I appreciate) are showing concern towards my message I have. I did the Rochester Marathon yesterday (26.2 miles) and up and after the finish my legs are cramped up. I'm glad I did it, but I wasn't prepared for the amount of fatigue my body would go through. Oh well, rest day for me today. Everybody have a great day....I will be trying to. Take care. Remo

Relationships
Have you ever wondered, why love and relationships are such a headache? Honestly, why can't people just be honest about who they are and what they want. How can someone tell you in one breathe that they love you, and then look you in the eyes and lie to you. Does love really exist?

This Is Irritating The Hell Out Of Me
I RECENTLY FOUND OUT SOMEONES HAVING ME SPYED ON, LOOK HERES THE DEAL WHY DONT YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO COME TO ME AND SAY WHAT YOU GOT TO SAY,THATS WHY MIKES GOT SHOUTBOX AND C-MAIL FOR YOU TO USE SO DO ME A FAVOR AND STOP SENDING YOUR MINIONS TO MY PAGE, I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH THIS, ALL I WANT TO DO IS FORGET MY RECENT FALLOUT WITH A SO-CALLED FRIEND AND MOVE ON, NOT BEING HARRASSED BY YOU OR YOUR LITTLE MINIONS, WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO REALIZE THAT EVIL AND DECIET WILL NO LONGER BE TOLERATED BY ME ANYMORE, FROM NOW ON, I AM LOOKING FOR TRUE BLUE STRAIGHT UP HONEST TO GOODNESS FRIENDS, HERE, NOT PPL WHO WILL STAB YOU IN THE BACK OR USE YOU AS A SCAPEGOAT FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE ALL UPON YOUR SELF AND YOUR TRYING TO COVER YOUR ASS,! I AM DONE!!!!! SO FROM NOW ON ANYONE THAT WANTS TO BEFRIEND ME , BETTER BE WORTH MY FRIENDSHIP CAUSE THIS WALL OF FRIENDSHIP IS STAYING UP UNTIL I CAN TRUST AGAIN!

How To Make Friends And Influence People Lmaoo
Ok so I failed this class.. Having a "discussion" with yet another fine example of the male gender this morning, I was told to "know my role", and also that I needed to have duct tape over my mouth and "corner time". lol Now I laugh at this only for the simple reason that thinking like that is barbaric. This fine "gentleman" forgot the one most important fact in a relationship.. respect. Relationships are not bullying. But do men even know their role anymore???? Now, as outdated as my thinking is, I do know my place. If I am in a committed relationship I feel the man is the "head" of my household. If he goes out to work 8 hours a day, yes, my job is to keep the house and kids, and out of respect for him I would have his dinner ready at a reasonable time.. Now this does not mean that if dinner isnt ready at 5, or the dishes arent done.. it gives him the right to lay his hands on me. NO.. I do believe that the "women's movement" has left most men complacent. T

Just Wanting Everyone To Know
WHY I HAVENT BEEN ON FUBAR AS MUCH LATELY. AND I DO APOLOIZE FOR THAT.. WENT TO THE DOCTOR A WEEK AGO WITH PAIN IN MY SHOULDER AND ARM AND THEY TOLD ME I HAD PULLED A MUSCLE. WELL THE PAIN IS GETTING WORSE . SO I WENT BACK YESTERDAY. THEY TOLD ME I HAVE A GROWTH OR CYST ON MY SHOULDER. AND I NEED TO GO AND SEE A SPECIALIST..WELL I CALLED ONE AND IT IS GOING TO COST 75.00 FOR THE DOCTORS VISIT AND AROUND 500.00 FOR THE BIOPOSY.. AND AT THE MOMENT I DONT HAVE THAT. THEY PUT ME ON VICODIN. BUT IT JUST GETS RID OF HALF THE PAIN. THAT IS WHY I AM NOT ON HERE AS MUCH AS I USED TO BE. JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY..I WILL BE ON HERE AS MUCH AS I CAN....... SENDING ALL OF U LOVE AND HUGS AND..

What Used To Be Friends...
I used to have a best friend it was really nice. About 96% of my friends dropped me when I lost my job. So after feeling like a loser I made a friend. He seemed cool and we would talk for hours. I was nice to have someone to talk problems over with. Along the way I started to have feelings for him. He was in a relationship with someone, so I kept it as PC as I could. When they broke up, after biting my tongue, I finally told him about how I felt about her. Now he hardly talks to me, and told me last night that he wants to move on from our friendship. That after all the support I've given him, that I'm holding him back from whatever he wants to do. I also think it has something to do with me finally telling him how I felt about his ex (who he's still in love with) and him finding out that she had been spying on his page and thought we were a couple. I'm just at a loss. I feel like my best friend is dumping me for his ex. A woman who told him when they broke up that she wouldn't

Help My Friend Manly~he's In A Give Away For A One Month Vip
My friend is in a give away for a one month VIP. He needs 20,000 comments we are a little over half way. This is not a contest but if you can please leave some comments that would be great. Just click on the pic below and leave some luv. Thanks again to all my great friends! Lucy

Scared Sh*tless.
So yesterday I went to the carnival with my sister, brother in law, their chitlins, and chris. I had promised my sis the night before that I would get on the mini hellevator. I went so far as to promise on our uncle's grave. Now me personally, I'm so scared of heights I won't climb a ladder. .....I will NEVER do that again. They trapped me! Lis went in front of me and Chris got behind me so I couldn't run away. Then of course the two of them my pillars of strength buckled as soon as we went up. I love those losers. :D

Life Is Fucked
Life is completely fucked some days, but I can live with that, after all I have met a beautiful woman who keeps me guessing, happy, and well you know all the time. I love her with all my heart and this page will have to change to reflect that because people are silly, and I want to make sure everyone knows that I love my addiction and have finally realized life is fucked cause just when you give up it gives you hope and love

11 Signs That Your Crazy For Someone
11 signs that your crazy for someone ELEVEN: You laugh at they're stupid jokes TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

Ask Me Is A Stupid Retard, Too!
The retard tries to hit on me in his shoutbox and when I compliment him on his man titties, he insults me! How dare he! I'm the sexiest biatch in the world! He's just jealous! Here's what the retard wrote to me in my shoutbox!: Ask me: from the size of you, you really shouldint be the one to judge, other than a chili tasting contest Ask me: that a no cause I do find you attractive and I got 11.8 inches that says its a fact that you are attractive Ask me: wanna play with me sexy? P.S. I don't eat chilli, mostly cake. GIMME CAKE GIMME CAKE!

I Will Be Off More Than On
I JUST WANTED YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I AM HAVING SOME MEDICAL PROBLEMS AND I WILL BE OFF HERE MORE THAN I AM ON FOR AWHILE.I WILL MISS ALL MY FRIENDS AND WILL BE HAPPY TO BEABLE TO GET BACK ON.I AM JUST WEAK AND TIRED FOR NOW SO I WILL LEAVE IT AT THAT.I PRAY THAT EVEYONE OUT THERE IS DOING WELL. HAVE A GREAT DAY. HUGS FROM TWINKLIES

Life ... Men
hmm well so far all men have proven me right that they are all assholes ... but can u be the one to prove me wrong that not all men are assholes ... that there really are some good ones out there? I really hope so ... but who knows all i can do is just wait and see. Just take life day by day and wait it out and hopefully you will prove me wrong!! I can only take a chance in life and this is a big one ... so just be ready if u break my heart ... cause its gonna suck!! ive had my heart broke too many times before and im not ready for it ne more ... not yet ... i dont want a controlling asshole i want someone who will stand by my side and love me ... someone who is not going to critize me for woking when im not supposed to! I want someone to encourage me not someone who puts me down ... r u that someone??

'reflection'
i look into the mirror and all i see is a relection of you,brings back the memories of what use to be,i can picture your smile in my mind and it reminds me of what you shared with me,now i lay here all alone missin your touch,as i touch my lips i close my eyes and i imagine our first kiss,my heart starts beatin faster just thinkin about it,i remember our walk in the park as you held my hand you looked at me and smiled i felt so happy on that day,i prayed it would never end, as the days turn to nights you had to go,you said you be back but you never did,now i sit here all alone wishin and cryin you come back home,i get on my knees and pray but my prays stay un answered,now im left her all alone with a reflection of what use to be, .....how i wish you never had to go

This Is My Beautiful Daughter
MzCaBBW*USAF Veteran*Writer Of Erotica-See Blogs: NSFW-FRIENDS ONLY*SF 49er Fan@ fubar She is everything to me. Our lives have been extremely hellish these past 6 years. We are both beginning to recover but still have a way to go. My daughter loves this site and talks about it and the special people she has met here all the time. There are so many things I wish I could give her. She wants to be a VIP, whatever that is...something to do with having her name a color?,but because she is unemployed and I am on a fixed income, neither one of us can afford it at this time. One of these days, soon, I hope. I want to see my daughter settled and happy with someone who will cherish and adore her. She's a wonderful woman so visit her page, befriend her and be good to her! Thank you!!

Did We Forget To Pray For Our Children
I got out of bed this mornig ,turn on the news,made some coffee. turn on the computor,and like normal,while having my coffee,and checking emails,I am watching the locals.Like most of us.And as i was listenig suddenly I heard about a mother, that took her chidren,put them in her car.And set it on fire,while watching them burn.And as it got my attentions,they had the gall to show a childs body burnt.I dont know what was worse the act of the Mother or the Media.A child is a gift.They don't grow on a trees,and if it is good u keep them ,and if they are bad you throw it away.They are a human being with feelings. They hurt just like we do,but in a different way. we as parents, we have grow to understand emotions,but a child domnt understand when a mother cant love them because of what Daddy did.All they know is it was their fault,and the parents gives them that feeling. I see it all the time.They didnt ask to be born.You gave them life.A Mother's love is unconditional. And for one to go off

Life
I sometimes just sit & really think about my life & the world around me...Why is everything such a mess??? Teenagers having babies younger & younger, families breaking up, child abuse on the rise, marriages & relationships falling apart, it's crazy sometimes...Me I was in a relationship with my 5 year old daughters dad for 6 years & 3 months, we were planning a May 4, 2008 wedding but he was arrested on August 13th of this year after our daughter came to me & said he had sexually abused her more than once :( I immediately took her to the local ER, I spent more than 5 hours out there that night talking to drs, nurses, police officers, dhs worker, it was a long night & he was arrested shortly after getting off of work...He confessed after being taken down to the police station I had no indication that this was going on(he did it while I wasn't home) It hurts me so bad that a parent could hurt their child this way their so innocent & this has totally torn apart her life & ours...Now all I

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Friendship
You are very special to me, you took the time to care, took the time to be my friend. You will always be very special. I love you for who you are, you took the time to wipe away my tears and put a smile upon my face. I will always be greatful. You have captured my heart in ways noone has. You dont try and change me into someone i was never meant to be. You are very special to me. You gave the chance to be your friend, helped me to open up. I will always be there for you. I hope i am as special to you as you are to me. You are very special to me, and mean more to me then you will ever know. Our friendship is special and will be to the end. Forever you will be a part of my life. You are very special, and you mean so much to me. You took the time to reach out to me, and i in return will reach out to you. You will always be special to me. God brought us together for some reason or another, and we have built a friendship that noone can ever tear apart or ever

Need To Stop Drinkin!!!!!!
So, I've been talking to few girls in here for some time now. All the sudden they don't remember the conversations they had with me. I'm either losing myself or gettin messed up in the brain 'cause of the alcohol, 'cause if there's one gift i have, is to remember shit! But for some reason, few girls in here don't remember what we have talked about before. It could be me..... shit. I'm really fucking confused right now! It's funny 'cause it has been a few of them that had told me they don't remember the conversations.... I could understand if one didn't remember, but more than 4 people within 48 hours? fuck, i'm fucked up in my brain!

Words Of A Master!!!
A true Master shall take pride in the fact that a woman has chosen to devote her entire being to the satisfaction and fulfillment of his desires. Just as she, in return, can take pride that such a man has chosen her, above all others to provide that fulfillment. For openers, the female should decide that she may actually be a true submissive, and find the courage and commitment to put herself in the hands of a true Master. She must know that at that precise moment her option to make choices will end. He will do what he wants to do, completely apart from her preconceived ideas. I am not necessarily referring to physical discipline, and I am most definitely not referring to the extremes of physical discipline. There are always limits, and the true Master knows what they are. He also knows that those limits are different for every slave. But he also knows that regardless of those individually determined limits, every slave should at least once be forced to go one step beyond what she

What Love Is To Me...
What people really want more than anything else is to be loved unconditionally; to be accepted for who we are, and still be loved. Sometimes we will do some crazy things, in the name of love. Love is actually the choice one makes to put someone's wishes, desires and needs above our own. Many people confuse the word love with the meaning of the word want or desire. For example, sometimes when a young man tells the woman of his dreams, I love you, when he means that he wants her because of his own selfish desires. He's the one that may feel all excited over her, but in reality he may want her because of her physical appearance, or because of her mentality or her ability to make him feel good or important. Notice his primary motive for pursuing her is based on himself and his desires; not on pleasing her, although he may choose to please her, but that's only based upon the fulfillment of his wants. The same goes for a young woman, when she says to the man of her dreams, I love you, she in

7 Years To Go Huh?
Ok so I went to www.deathclock.com to see when the hell I was gonna die. Apparently it will be October 29, 2014 So, that gives me roughly 7 years to fuck up the world correct? Hehehe, I must get a jump on it if I'm gonna make a lasting impression . . . serial killers and mass genocide do not happen over night ya know (c'mon it sounds good). Hehehe, gotta love sarcasm mixed with internet stupidity

The Devil
THE DEVIL WANTED A PLACE ON EARTH SORT OF A SUMMER HOME A PLACE TO SPEND HIS VACATION WHENEVER HE WANTED TO ROAM SO HE PICKED OUT ARIZONA A PLACE BOTH WRETCHED AND ROUGH WHERE THE CLIMATE WAS TO HIS LIKING AND THE COWBOYS HARDENED AND TOUGH HE DRIED UP THE LAKES IN THE VALLEYS THEN BURNED AND SCORCHED IT ALL HE DRIED UP THE STREAMS IN THE CANYONS AND ORDERED NO RAIN TO FALL THEN OVER THIS BARREN DESERT HE TRANSPLANTED SHRUBS FROM HELL THE CACTUS THISTLE AND PRICKLY PEAR THE CLIMATE SUITED THEM WELL NOW THE HOME WAS MUCH TO HIS LIKING BUT ANIMAL LIFE HE HAD NONE SO HE CREATED CRAWLING CREATURES THAT ALL MANKIND WOULD SHUN FIRST HE MADE THE RATTLESNAKE WITH ITS FORKED POISONOUS TONGUE TAUGHT IT TO STRIKE AND RATTLE AND HOW TO SWALLOW ITS YOUNG THEN HE MADE SCORPIONS AND LIZARDS AND THE UGLY HORNED TOAD AND HE PLACED SPIDERS OF EVERY DESCRIPTION UNDER ROCKS BY THE SIDE OF THE ROAD THEN HE ORDERED THE SUN TO SHINE HOTTER HOTTER AND HOTTER STILL U

As Requested, Caddy
since i know cadillac likes these posts, i wasn't going to put this one down since the guy blocked me first... (which i thought was cute saves me the trouble) bottom up as always offender: sweetoneforyou sweetonefo...: whatever fatty try staying faithful to your husband im sure hes proud to see u on here ->KinkStar S...: look asshole, either read the fucking thing or go the fuck away sweetonefo...: look slut fuc u i work for aliving ->KinkStar S...: you obviously didn't think to read the blogs/watch the video or read down far enough to the part where it says don't ask me dumb shit like that. sweetonefo...: I did thats wher eit said porno star and you have a bf and husband but no gf ->KinkStar S...: learn to read profiles, don't bother talking to me until you have. sweetonefo...: u do pornoo sweetonefo...: wow all dolled up in red ->KinkStar S...: hi sweetonefo...: hi it's great how i'm "all dolled up" and then when i won't give him answers he likes i'm "unfaithful

Idk
Today is a blah day for me, I lost my dog yesterday. I don't have internet at my house right now. I check this when I can here and there. I won't have my internet back until Oct. 3 because it takes forever for them to come and hook a person up. I'm here watching my friend's kid for a bit and her computers suck. It took forever to get on here. The only good one she has is a mac and I don't like mac. Beggars can't be choosers huh..so anyway Thanks for all the love while I've been gone. Some good news...lol I finally went back to school to finish the pharmacy program I was in. So I'm happy about that among some other things going on in my life. Well I'm out so take care if you have my number don't be a stranger and hit me up :D and Tony if you're reading this please stop texting me forwards LMAO you're my retard always not just for the day :P luv ya peeps bye

Hello
i have just started to use this site n i am looking for friends n i would appriciate anyone that is willing to talk to me i am 20 n i just moved back into my moms. i have blonde hair blue eyes i weigh 175 i am 5'7" n i have dd boobs. i am single n lookin for friends.

Wishing Upon A Star...
This is noway direct at or towards anyone who my read this... Just sitting here wishing upon a star... wishing that prince charming existed wishing that the knight in shining arm existed wishing that a dam good man existed wishing that mister right existed None of those exist in reality As one friend said they all die cuz he killed them. I am starting to think that they all have die. I can't help but to think that I wont find a guy that is tough and strong enough to put up with or even like my strong personality. I can't help that I WONT put up with shit from anyone and i know for the most part what i want out of life. I do consider myself a strong, independent woman. I don't need a man in my life to feel complete but it is NICE to have someone who want to walk hand in hand beside you down the road of life. I just can help that i am human and feel the need for companionship. I still have glimmer of hope that i will find someone who is strong and tough enough to put up with

Fact Or Fiction?
9-11.. was it just some hox so that the US goverment could get more of our money? Now I am not saying that this was not a horable thing.. to many lives where taken and for that I am truly sorry. But who is really to blam for those deaths? How many people have actly steped back and looked at the facts? Up entell a few days ago I can say I did not. There are to many questions still that are unanswered. If the goverment did nothing wrong then why do they hide so much from us? Why dont they willingly let us have all the facts so we can make our own desions? But the biggest questin on my mind right now is...if this is a goverment set up... are we really sending our people to Irac for nothing? If this is a set up could the goverment have pevented so many deaths in Irac? The US goverment is sapost to be "For the people By the people" but how many of us actly feel like that is what our goverment..the people we voted for.. how many of them do you really think is doing all this for us? And then

Shy Girl
Shy Girl by James Have you seen her? You probably know, or perhaps can remember, a girl like her. She's the cute girl who sits in the back of the classroom and never says anything to anyone. She quietly takes her notes and leaves when class is over. Sometimes those kind of girls have secrets. Wonderful, naughty secrets. She's quite the riddle. She's pretty, but not stunningly beautiful. The sort of young woman that men notice, but don't trip over themselves to talk to. She puts on glasses during class to take notes, which only adds to her charm and mystique. She dresses casually and comfortably. This girl doesn't feel a need to wear heavy make-up or high just to go to class, unlike many of her peers. What's her name? Does she have a boyfriend? A fuck-buddy? Does she live with her parents, or in the dorms? God, what's her name? A glimpse at the top of her test page reveals her name is Lisa. The best way to meet a shy girl like Lisa is to be brave, bold and somewhat direct.

Im Sorry..............saw This And Had To Share
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

I'm Here For You
I'm Here For You I'm here for you, To make you smile. When you're feeling down, To walk that last mile. I'm here for you, To ease your pain. And dry your tears, When they fall like rain. I'm here for you, When you need me. To stand beside you, And I always will be. I'm here for you, When you need a friend, To tell your troubles to, And I'm here till the end.

My Boyfriend Should
A true boyfriend • Grab her butt when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Only for some, so be sure to know her boundaries first. Otherwise, you're a pervert. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. If nothing is being said,she is waiting for YOU to say something b/c she doesn't want to sound like an idiot. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her. • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her Don't just keep asking whats wrong, make up a diagnostic, if you're wrong in guessing she will correct you. • If she says she's cold, hug her tight and dont let go • Dont constanly kiss her or makeout with her, it makes her think thats all you want, not her. • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up texting is better, she can take it with her all day. • Treat her like a she's all that matters to you. But don't lavish her unnecessarily • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her wh

My Job
I love my job.... not too many people can say that about the work they do... I am sayin that because I am on the net everyday while at work. As a matter of fact I have a computer at home and I hardly use the damn thing because after using this one all day I no longer have any interest when I get home.. Anyway I just wanted to say that I really like my job...lol..

I'm Going To Make It.
I KNOW YA'LL ARE ALL WONDERING, HOW I AM HANDLING THIS SITUATION,WITH MY EX- HUSBAND AND MY DAUGHTER WHICH IS HIS STEP-DAUGHTER? WELL TO TELL YA'LL THE TRUTH ITS HARD. I SURE AS HELL DON'T WANT HIM BACK. ITS OVER FOR GOOD. HE MADE HIS BED SO LET HIM LIE IN IT. BUT, I WILL GET THROUGH THIS. MY SON IS MY HOPE AND MY STRENGTH AND SO ARE ALL MY DEAR AND CLOSE FRIENDS. I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR MYSELF. I CAN'T LET HIM WIN IN ANYTHING WHEN IT COMES TO MY SON. MY SON IS MY LIFE AND I LOVE HIM DEARLY. I WILL DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT HIM. RIGHT NOW, I'M WORKING AS A CASHIER AT A LOCAL GAS STATION HERE. BUT, I WANT TO GET BACK IN THE CONSTRUCTION FIELD. I GOT LAYED OFF ABOUT 5 MONTHS AGO. I AM A HOLE WATCH/ FIRE WATCH PERSON. I HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLES LIVES IN MY HANDS. I ENJOY MY JOB AT. I LOVE TO CLIMB SCOFFOLDS AND SIDE ACROSS RAFTERS. IT SO COOL. YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR ON CLOUD NINE. MY SON KNOWS HOW DANGEROUS MY JOB IS. HE'S VERY PROUD OF HIS ME. I JUST WANTED YA'LL TO KNOW HOW MUCH YA'LL ALL MEAN TO M

Omg He Did It !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO PROUD OF MY SON CAMERON HE FINEALLY RODE HIS BIKE BY HIM SELF ALTHOUGH WWHEN I LET GO HE WAS JUST A PEDDLEN STRAIGHT TO A TREE AND HE HAD A CRASH AND BURN , BUT HE GOT BACK UP AND STARTED AGAIN I AM SO PROUD OF MY SON , IT TOOK HIM ALL SUMMER TO LEAR TO DO THAT

You Got To Love This Guy
This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party , were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier & had hired a private detective

Goodbye.
Alright. I'm tired of this shit. There are only a few of my 'friends' that really ever rate my pictures. Nobody ever rates my stash or blogs. I'm sick and tired of it. I rate my friends pics, blogs, stash all the fucking time. I have decided to weed out all the 'friends' that aren't keeping up their end of the bargain. Got it? Those of you who don't start communicating with me, rating my pics/stash/blogs are getting the boot. I mean it. I'm here to have fun, enjoy everyhing that Fubar has to offer, and that includes using their system to the fullest. It's here for a reason. USE IT. I have been rating everyone I meet. Everyone I become 'friends' with. But no. People don't rate me back. I'm done with it. Use it or lose it people. I'm not one-time points for you to be made. If that's all I am for you, FUCK YOU. I'm a human being with feelings and a real brain behind this beautiful exterior. I'm real. And if you can't believe that or understand that, then you can play t

Temple
Temples and spiritual dwellings are common in dreams. This is because many dreams include events of cleansing, preparation, moral judgment, or divine communication. Often times, these dreams occur at times in your life when inner peace is elusive and sought after. Often, such dreams involve strangers as temple ministers or priests. These ministers will often give clues about what type of temple service is needed and what area of your life is to be effected. They may be presented as all older than you, all of one particular gender, or dressed in particular ways. If ministers and priests are absent from the temple, that could indicate an inner journey or struggle that needs resolution, versus the outer moral choices illustrated above.

We Made Some Nominations And Here Is The Results
Robert is going to be First Knight 100% Sunshine is going to be 2'nd Knight and Sweetbear is Bishop Thank you all for your hard work and keep it up and we will keep growing strong with all the effort and support you guys have been giving us. Thank you.

Woot I'm Gonna Be A Daddy
OMFG IM GUNNA BE A DADDY IN LESS THAN 7 WEEKS TIME N IM COUNTING THE DAYS AWAY ALREADY, IM SO EXCITED I COULD SCREAM, ALL IM ASKING FOR IS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS ON FUBAR TO SEND THERE ENERGIES N WELL WISHES TO ME N RAVEN AKA MOTHER RAVEN, THANX 12 Weeks and 6 Days Scan Our Daughters Heartbeat 21 Weeks And 6 Days Scan

Freind's With Beny's
Friends Wit Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.

Im Saying A Prayer To My Dear Friend Don < And His Brother
Donald is one of my very best friend ; He and his brother are both God loving men. Him and his brother are needing hugs , love and my support. So Lord Please hear my prayer for them, and know I love all my friends ; Im so wanting this to be turned around , but My friend is ready for thy will . ; Ill also except what is to be . Lord ease their pain now and help them , show them thy will and thy love now , I do ask in thy name.. They need you so. Lord hard time are to follow . But I know your there with them in all .You will do all and have mercy o Lord and show them thy grace. And o they Love you so and have gave your word ..And been thy servants faithful for yrs . Lord open up thy heaven and except them now, if it,s thy calling to take them home .If you can see that they not suffer and take thy pain away, unto you o Lord . Ease their worries and pain. Thou Donald be strong he know the transition from death too life be great and not easly done . Lord my friend is ready

New Job
Yeah I finally got a job that I will be able to do because of my bad knees and shoulder. I am working for a company selling cell phones and Sprint wireless service. I love doing customer service and working with the public. I think this is going to be a good fit for me with a chance to move up in the company pretty quickly since I have lots of experience and a large technology background. The bad part is it is a kiosk in the mall and the good news is it is a kiosk in the mall LOL. I get to see a lot of people but I hate having to work in a mall with the holiday season coming up. Well I am just finally happy that I have a job so I can start getting the knees back into some sort of working order yet I am not overdoing it. I can now start to get my life back on track and get some self confidence back, I have been really down lately and my self esteem has been in the dumps so this will help. Well that is enough for now, please come by and show me some love I will return it (unlike

My Life
Well I am beginning to realize life is not fair. Jared is off in Kuwait but I talk to him often so I am doing okay. But today I found out I will be heading there 1-2 months after he gets back. I am hating that but I got to do what I got to do. So Jared will be doing the single Dad thing for a year. Eli will start Kindergarten while I am gone. This is too much. But maybe I will get out of the Army somehow between now and then, we will see.

I Just Dont Get It
When a female offers a friendship with its conviences, or benefits if you will and you ask for something more, and you finally convince her to try something more call it a relationship if you will. then you let your retarded ex who you are obviously not over that is a cheating scandalous whore interfere...don't come crying to the person you just blew off to go back to her when she breaks your heart again...that is just retarded. Yeah ok I still want to be friends but dont expect a whole lot of sympathy from me when it comes to matters of the heart. I am going back to my old ways, i just want to be considered one of the guys again, that chick that will drink beer, take shots of jack with you, go to the strip club and watch sports...relationships are officially out of the question and a complete waste of time as far as i am concerned. i do apologize if this annoys anyone that reads it but i feel better at least getting this off my chest...them damn things are heavy enough as it is with

Pirates Vs. Ninjas
Ninjas v. Pirates A conversation which just sprang out of the mind of a 10 year old boy. No not me silly my son. Now while I many at times think like a 10 year old, I see that as a good thing. “Dad, who would win in a fight a pirate or a ninja?” I say “ I really like pirates” “Are you kidding, there is no way a pirate would win, ninjas would win every time.” “Why is that” I ask “Well pirates are drunk all of the time and ninjas don’t drink. Pirates are always laying around and ninjas are always on task, ninjas have better armor and smoke bombs, cool swords and throwing stars. Pirates only have clothing and swords. Plus pirates aren’t very smart and you have to be smart to be a ninja. I say, “well pirates have cannon” Without hesitation he replies, “you have to see the ninjas coming to shoot them” “good point” So I guess that is why pirates stayed on the ocean because ninjas don’t have ships. So the moral of the story is that while it may be better t

You Gotta See This
This just shows that the president knew the 9-11 terrorist attack was gonna happen .. and this is just another kick in the azz .. but someone is tryin to tell us that he knew all a long .. here is yet more proof..NOW WHO HAD THE TIME TO FIGURE THIS OUT?!1. Fold a new $20.00 bill in half......2. Fold again, taking care to fold it exactly as below3. Fold the other end, exactly as before.....4.Now turn it over......5.What a coincidence! A simple geometric fold creates a catastrophic premonition printed on all $20.00 bills !!!COINCIDENCE? YOU DECIDE As if that wasn't enough.. her is what you've seen....Firstly the Pentagon on fire...Then the Twin Towers............ And now.. look at this!Triple coincidence on a simple $20 billIt gets even better 9+11=$20!! This is too interesting to pass up!Freaky.

Wishbone (1988-2001)
this is my mourning season--i lost my beloved Buttons Bat-sheva berechiah caftor'im 3 years ago on 9/22. so my thoughts turned to the cute lil jack russell puppy named Soccer-pbs's Wishbone--my fave tv show of all time.. i know if he would have lived he'd be 19 1/2 --137 for you and me so i know he passed--so i was on a quest--and my answer was found in that stupid on-line rag wikipedia of all places--he passed on 6/26/2001 at the age of 92 dog years. so in the week i mourn for buttons-i mourn for wishbone Soccer(5/16/1988-6/26/2001) on the Rainbow bridge

Hardships
all this week i have been dealing with alot of hardships but the only one persion that hsa been there alot for me has been my girl and if it wasnt for her i wouldnt know what i would doi would like literally go nuts but she is the only thing that i keep going for i would be lost without her

For Helping Me Get Second In My Contest
A special thanks to everyone that helped me in my contest I know my real friends are now. Also a special thanks goes out to these people and if I forgot anyone I am sorry. Thanks again Bitchy Babygirl. QUEENJAXZ@ fubar ~skyjegreg~@ fubar ~*~ RedAngel ~*~@ fubar ~~wildthing 456 ~SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB!@ fubar Pussay ~Protected by my R/L and FU Hubbie Master Rebel!!!@ fubar Master җ»ЯęßêŁ«җ ..rl hubby, owner, MASTER and PROTECTOR of FU's pu@ fubar ~*DixieAngel*~@ fubar A special thanks to the host for making my tag and hosting the best tag contest ~ღღMrsღღ~ ღღ •*♥ aka Debbie ♥.•* ღღ@ fubar

My Hiding Place.xx
Runaway with me to my hiding place where we are free to be within his grace- Flawless, virtuous, pure in existence I ask myself how can you resist this? Where will I be without your gaze if this will be but a temporary faze... You reject the idea I might be true as you hold your breath I see the clue.. I want to hold your very frame and hope to god you might feel the same. I doubt the reality of any dreams but I know one day soon I may feel its seams. I'll be here in my hiding place when you meet me here I'll memorize your face. ~D.

Leavin
Ok I've meet some kick ass poeples on here. And i've meet the Luv of my life on here. and im not goin to be on here that much from now on. But i've had fun om here and thx for bein there and i'll say hi everytime im on here. ok well im out. SICK AND TWISTED

Verifing Your E-mail
This tutorial is designed to help new users verify their e-mail. Step1. Go to http://www.fubar.com/verifyemail.php and click send e-mail again. Step2. Copy the token. Step3. Paste the token and press ENTER. Step4. You are now verified.

F.y.i
My name is Brad, im 32 yrs old, married for 15yrs to my lovely wife Angela,we have 3 beautiful kids together......i'm a big Austin Powers fan( yea baby yea!!)i love to play golf,watch sports,and play ps3, also im funny and out going......if you wanna get to know me the door is always open!!!!!!

I'm Back!
Well all, I missed ya and just wanted to let you know I am back after a much needed and deserved weekend away. I went down south west to spend the weekend with my hubby Eugene where he is currently working in the Ft. Myers/Naples area of Florida so got the chance to see the sun rise in the east and set in the west without jet lag! I was not sure I was going to make it at one point of the 4 hour trip as I went straight into a wonderful lightning storm that wound up being the worst thing I ever drove into in my entire life! I knew I was driving into a doozy of a storm for I was watching Mother Nature's fireworks display for a while and feeling super charged and energized. At the north central to western edge of Lake Okeechobee the skies fell in torrents with rain, hail and lightning all over and visibility was horrendous but I felt so "electrified" that I just trudged on and when it cleared up and I stopped to re-fuel, found out I drove through tornado warnings unscathed. Talk abou

A Day Without Your Loved One...
A DAY WITHOUT YOUR LOVED ONE... A DAY WITHOUT YOUR LOVED ONE... YOU TELL YOUR SELF, YOUR LOVED ONES WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU, BUT THATS NOT ALL WAYS TRUE. A DAY WITHOUT YOUR LOVED ONES IS A DAY WITHOUT THE SUN LIGHT. YOU WONT EVER GET TO TOUCH THEM, SEE THAT WONDERFUL SMILE ON HIS/HER FACE, SHARE THEM SPECIAL MOMENTS TOGETHER, AND REMEMBER THE GREAT TIMES YOU HAVE HAD. WHEN YOU THINK OF THE THINGS YOU DID WITH HIM/HER. IT HURT'S BUT SOMETIMES ITS THE GOOD AND FUNNY THINGS MAKE YOU SMILE OR LAUGH. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, THEY ARE STILL THERE IN YOUR HEART AND MIND. THEIR LOVE IS LIKE A DRUG. YOU'RE HOOKED AND WANT IT MORE AND MORE EACH AND EVERY DAY. SOMETIMES YOU FEEL SO BAD LIKE YOU WANT NOTING TO DO WITH ANY ONE. YOU ONLY SEE THE DARKNESS OR BAD ABOUT EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. LIKE THERE IS A CURSE ON YOU OR AROUND YOU IN EVERYTHING YOU DO. ON ALMOST EVERY DAY YOU PUSH. FOR THE OTHER LOVED ONES IN YOUR LIFE AND HIND THE TRUE FEELINGS YO

Pimpin' For Votes For The Sexiest Fubar Smile Contest...
Hello my sweets!!! OMG! I've entered the SEXIEST FUBAR SMILE CONTEST...so this is my attempt at begging you to vote for me! LOL...YOUR COMMENTS & VOTES ARE APPRECIATED!!! As many of you know, I don't pimp for attention or points, HOWEVER I'm ready to upload more fotos and had been unable to, since I have to level up first to acquire more foto credits! The winner wins a 3 DAY BLAST...(translated into MORE POINTS=MORE PIX!). Okay, I've done my PIMP...HAVE A GOOD TIME & VOTE! MUAH my sweets!!! THANKS Y'ALL! Here's my link: http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=2249312526

Jfc
Read from bottom to top ->Fila: Aww I guess you don't want to play. ->Fila: hello? ->Fila: Only if you take a picture of you grinding your dick in a blender right now. Fila: so can i fuck u ->Fila: god that'd be so hot, seeing your blood all over Fila: yes u can ->Fila: oh yeah? that's awesome. After I do, can I feed it to you, then stick a dildo down your throat so you choke? Fila: 4 u yea u can cuz ur hot ur all i need ->Fila: only if i can stick your dick in a blender Fila: wana have cyber sex

My Personal Sexy Story By Captaincooter...thanks Babe!!!!
Date: Mon, 17 Sep 2007 21:12:04 -0700 From: Size: 6 KB To: getlostinmyeyes69@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The full moon shines down. Striking the grass and exposing everything in moonlight as you look into his eyes."Amanda." He breathes your name, you breathe in the scent of him. The familiar aroma, the comforting presence. He wraps his arms around you, pulling you closer, pressing his lips to yours as he squeezes you tightly. His lips leave yours, brushing across your cheek as he whispers in your ear "I love you." He lays you down in the grass, on the opposing team sideline. The stadium is empty, the bleachers bathed in moonlight. He kisses your neck, lips sliding over your neck as he kisses lower. His hands slide off your shirt, lifting your back so he can unclasp your bra before pulling it over your head. He kisses his way down your chest, over your stomach, trailing his way down to yo

My Friends
well first blog on fub . . woot! i was just thinking about life and events as of late and wanted to kinda give a shoutout to someone. my friend jen! shes is a lot of my pics with me cause she is pretty much my sister. we dont do much without the other one there. she is pretty much my other half. she has helped me with soooo much in the past year that im not sure i would be here physically and mentally without her. she is what a true friend really is and i dont think i thank her enough so jen, here's a blog to you sweetie!

Nine Things I Hate About Everyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!' Which is it? If it's new, then there has never

Projects, Obessions, And Just Plain Lunacy
As many of you know, I'm a rabid shooter and gunsmith. I decided to take on a special project over the coming 9 months. I'll be building a gun from the ground up based upon a Wilson frame. The tricky part here is that it will have 3 seperate slide assemblies like the old CZ/EAA rigs had. I'll go with the standard .45acp, 9mm/.38super for the second, and if I can finangle it .357 sig for the third. I started a list of specs for it. I'm just hung up on a few...I'm partial to XS Sights for defensive shooting and recommend them to everyone I meet, but they lack a bit of precision. (Captain can follow this...I assume most eceryone else is lost as hell...cept for an officer down south I met tonight!). Finish seems to be another, I want to color case harden the frame but not too sure on that as well. I could go With Armor-tuff from Wilson if I wanted a no-nonsense practical finish. Grips are a huge one as well. I have a set of Ivory that have been saved for a rainy day. But also found th

Where Do I Begin
where do you stop/ where do I begin when my soul flies into yrs and yrs mine in with yr strokes up and my strokes down until the air is heavy smells like sweating separate sex but feels like one flesh braided by eternity keep threading my needle with yr thick string cure my insanity with the pleasure you bring and ill unstitch yr velvet cries with my thighs and unravel the satiny smoothness in yr eyes with my grinds until hair sweats and knees quake and even brief separation makes our bodies ache when lips forget talk and legs will not walk ...then I'll ask you again where do you end and I begin mingling of spirit nothing like sin....

The Echo Of Us
Every time I close my eyes My body remembers our 69 And I quiver still feeling your tongue Flitting, tickling, dipping inside Mouth open wide Call and Response At its finest Floating, climbing This passionate spiral of sensation Heading upward Two bodies conjoined Two minds heaven bound Enjoying the ride From these sensations there is nowhere to hide And I know I should be satisfied But I am caught up in the echo of us The memory of you inside of me As I grind till I nut Has me enthralled I am appalled at my own greed My need to relive, And Relieve And Retrieve myself from this place inside my head Squirming in my bed Multiples offering no cures Only multiplying this ache I hope that you can at least relate To what I’m going through And if not, If this is a contest I surrender On the condition That memory on repeat in my mind Bounces off the walls in yours Hits the

Dic-matized
Deep, fulfilling, meaningful, love, passion, beauty are all the lies that his body tells me as he lies between my legs doing what he does oh so well. His eyes look deep inside my soul and he sees the curiosity sparking within me. That’s when he digs deeper, strokes slower, kisses deeply, fill me with him, speaks to me with his body, and loves me passionately. I look into his eyes and see all the little white lies, shit; the big black ones too. My heart breaks, my mind races, but my body opens up and lets him in. I cry silently wanting to know how is it that this man between my legs has me so DICK-matized. I ask myself, “Do you love him? Yes, I do.” I close my eyes and picture the man that I used to love, how he used to make love to me, how he used to kiss me, how he used to touch me, how he used to be and my blood is flowing through my body making me feel hot. I open eyes only to have my vision taken from me by the evolution of the man that used to be. He’s grown into something I don’t

The Bold Truth
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips. 02. I have seen a therapist. 03. I love my mom. 04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness. 05. I have gauged ears 06. I wear black eyeliner every day. 07. I am extremely influenced by kindness. 08. I love to write. 09. I can't live without chapstick. 10. I'm probably emotionally scarred. 11. I lived in Tahoe. 12. I spend money I have. 13. I'll be in college for over 4 years. 14. I love designer handbags. 15. I've had a concussion before. 16. I'm not good with confrontation. 17. I love the Backstreet Boys. 18. I have more than a couple horrible memories. 19. I'm addicted to Degrassi. 20. I've tried writing poetry before and failed. 21. My first kiss was unexpected. 22. I'm not a big fan of rap. 23. I love taking pictures. 24. I don't like people who are fake. 25. I can be mean when I want to. 26. I love AFI. 27. I have kissed someone whose name starts with A. 28. I have way too man

Dunno.
I'm sitting here, on the 18th story of this building, looking out over the sea of land, watching as people move back and forth, going about their lives, and i wonder... are we all just alike or are we so different? we fight, cuss, scream, and kill each other so are we really all that different? then i shrug and just watch as life passes me by content to just be a spector to the grand scheme of things.

Chapter One – Knight In Shiny Leather Pants
As they wait in line to see the band, Michelle fumbled through her bag to see if she could find a napkin. “I found one. Now let me try to get some of that blood off of your face.” Dabbing at the blood. “Ouch” Terri flinched at the pain. Trying to hold her friend’s face still with one hand and still dabbing at the dripping blood with the other, “Well you don’t want David seeing you like this do you?” “No. Not really.” She answered. “Why in the world did he have to wear those spikes?” Still worried about her friend’s wounds, Michelle said, “I don’t know why you won’t let me take you to the hospital.” “You know I couldn’t miss seeing him. I may never get another chance.” She says as she fidgets and brushes at some of the dirt and grass on her cloths. “Hold still, it’s running down your cheek.” Michelle grabbed her friend’s jaw again trying to get the streak of blood. “I can’t believe he found me here. All those spots we ducked into and the people he had to wade throu

To My Loving Aunt
It is an unbelivable pain you have left us with. But I know that now you live with no pain, the pain that only the evil cancer can cause. You will be missed by so many of us but mostly my cousins and uncle. You were like my mother every weekend and every holdiday with out a doubt we knew it was going to be at your house. I wonder now what will happen...will we grow apart like some of us did when my mother passed away. It was both of you that always made sure we kept together as a family. The words you said to me when my mother passed away I will never forget and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me and my brothers and dad. You gave me strenght when I thought I couldnt deal with life anymore cuz the pain of not having my mother. You always made sure we knew were our home was when the holidays were approaching. I ask myself "NOW WHAT?" Now my mother has someone else she loves with her. I can see you and my mother together again playing cards an

Bare Feet Holidays
Bare Feet Society will now host a special contest for each holiday in each month. Halloween, Thanksgiving, etc.. So if you would like to be in it or know some bare feet ya want to win then contact me for more details!

Shelby Steele On White Guilt
In 2006, Steele received the Bradley Prize for his contributions to the study of race in America. In 2004, he was awarded the National Humanities Medal. In 1991, his work on the documentary Seven Days in Bensonhurst was recognized with an Emmy Award and two awards for television documentary writing—the Writer's Guild Award and the San Francisco Film Festival Award. Steele received the National Book Critic's Circle Award in 1990 in the general nonfiction category for his book The Content of Our Character: A New Vision of Race in America. Collapse Of White Supremacy Gave Rise To Age Of White Guilt Bestselling Author Shelby Steele Addresses Independent Policy Forum OAKLAND, May 19—The 20th century collapse and de-legitimization of white supremacy was one of the most important events in recent history, said well-known race-relations scholar, Dr. Shelby Steele, at a May policy forum at the Independent Institute. However, America moved out of its long age of white supremacy and in

Why Oh Why?
When someone wants to become my friend here on fubar, I'd appreciate it that they first rate some of my pictures, then rate some stash items and blogs. Please once you are my accepted as my friend, do not automatically go to my NSFW folder. That's just rude. There is nothing good there anyway. Trust me. Don't make me delete that folder. Rate my pictures, NON NSFW. Then if you are so inclined, rate my NSFW. No I'm not saying you have to rate every single freaking picture that's not nsfw, but come on. At least make me feel like I'm not a sex object to you. If you are going to go straight to my NSFW, at least try to talk to me first. Jesus! I'm tired of guys asking for friendship, then going straight to my nsfw and then never talking to me or rating anything else ever again. WTF is that about? RUDE! So I've deleted them and am now safeguarding against that. Yes, I'm watching your moves as best as I can. Thx LibertyLuvr

Trying Out For Me Favorite Band Carnifex
i was on my myspace and my favorite band CARNIFEX is looking for a new guitarist so i sent the a message telling them about me and how long ive played and they send me a inavation to san diego to tryout in a week.. so i cant wait and i hope i get it... wish me luck

9/18/07: Sometimes...
::takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly:: Life is just an amazing thing, and I don't mean that in a good way at times. Up until this weekend past I was just doing what I normally do, maintaining my relationships and keeping food in my cupboard, a roof over my head and gas in my car. Then, one of my long-term slaves breaks things off with me. I saw this coming because she has had serious medical issues over the past year and she has gone through some changes because of it. She asked for more freedoms and I gave them to her. But it wasn't enough, and after an incident between us and a long discussion afterwards, we decided to part ways after eight years together. As usual, it takes a few days for it to sink in, no I was kind of emotionally flat. Then after that, I get news from my tallyssinae that she is being kicked out of the place she was staying, through no fault of her own. I fully expected this to happen, even though I was hoping that things would hold out until we

Pick Your Story...i Am Laughing To Hard To
Good Morning. It’s pick your topic day…you will see why… Nebraska state senator sues God Injunction sought against Him for allegedly causing deaths, making threats Updated: 9:51 p.m. ET Sept 17, 2007 LINCOLN, Neb. - The defendant in a state senator’s lawsuit is accused of causing untold death and horror and threatening to cause more still. He can be sued in Douglas County, the legislator claims, because He’s everywhere. Army officer Bryan Hilferty, a volunteer Llittle League umpire in Alexandria, Va., complained to The Washington Post in July that when he requested a copy of the League rulebook (to help him be a better umpire), he was turned down. Hilferty, who has access to classified information in his job at the Pentagon, was told that the Little League restricts its rulebooks, on a "need to know" basis, so as not to invite litigation, and that Hilferty did not qualify. [Washington Post, 7-29-07] In July, the Houston School District, citing student privacy laws, decline

9/18/2007
Things are really picking up with your pet project, whether it's a hobby, a work initiative or even a romance! No matter what, your fiery enthusiasm is making it hum -- and you should find that others respond in kind. I don't think I would call work a pet project but w/e....it's crazy around here

Late To Work...
So I had my friend stay with me last night, and I had asked her to set her alarm so I could wake up to come here to work. Alarm was supposed to go off right at 6 AM. But it never did. Woke up around 7:30, so I just go here. Not that it matters, but can I depend on other people on things that I AM SUPPOSED TO DO?????

I Can See The Pain
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

To Watch You Sleeping
To Watch You Sleeping I study you in the fingers of moonlight That reach through the bedroom window. Pale beams find your face and stroke your cheek, Nighttime alchemy, your golden skin turned to silver. My fingers fist and stretch, aching to slide through your sun-kissed hair. Claret~colored nails pressing half-moons into my palms Always impatient hands, hovering hairsbreadths over your flesh. Tracing, not touching, your perfectly arched brows. Exquisite frames for your tempting, hypnotic eyes. I recall them as they pinned me with their passion Dark as the deepest pits of hell and burning just as brightly. I cannot resist: the pad of my finger tickles across sooty lashes. You stir and moan, love’s echo returning from your valley of dreams. I bite my lip to refrain from moaning in answer. Your face relaxes again and I release my breath, Softly blowing a kiss across your lips. Ah, your lips. Full succulent fruit, I am suddenly famished Ever the daughter of Eve

Adam Sandler ~ Wanna Grow Old With You
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches Build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you I'll miss you Kiss you Give you my coat when you are cold Need you Feed you Even let ya hold the remote control So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink I could be the man who grows old with you I wanna grow old with you

O.j. Goes To Hell
One day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. 'I don't know what to do here,' says the devil. 'You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves.' OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell. 'No,' OJ said. 'I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long.' The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was George W. Bush with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All

Please Help Me Pray:
Yesterday I got some sad news ,that one of my dearest uncles is very sick and is going into surgery 2morrow for colon cancer and he may not make it,for the fact that he had a heartattack 3 weeks ago and his diabetes is very bad,so Im praying my hardest for him to pull thru and thought my family and friends could help me pray.I have been so ditraught lately that I have not been on fubar but I want all my friends and family to know I have not forgot yall and i miss and love yall,Thanks again Debbie.

En La Madrugada - Love In The Morning
EN LA MADRUGADA Dejame acercarme a ti acurrucarme en tu pecho , entre tus brazos Si me dejas, voy a ser tu segunda piel y cuando me aleje de tu vera te sentiras desnudo y frio. Y no volveras a sentir entrar el calor en tu cuerpo hasta tenerme cerca de ti de nuevo Dejame acercarme a ti, acurrucarme en tu pecho y.....dormir... entre tus brazos..

The Legend Of The Dream Catcher (lakota Version)
THE LEGEND OF THE DREAM CATCHER Long ago when the world was young an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In this vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi the spider picked up the elder's willow hoop which had feathers, horsehair, beads and offerings on it, and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life; how we begin our lives as infants, move on through childhood and onto adulthood. Finally, we go to the old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But," Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces; some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But, if you listen to the bad forces, they'll steer you in the wrong direction, and may hurt you. So these forces can help or can interfere with the harmony of Nature." While the spider spoke, he co

I Wish
I wish I was writing that custom erotic story for "J"... it would be so much more relaxing and gratifying to be writing right now. I guess I will just have to settle for viewing the story in my head and build upon it all day long as I am stressing out. Perhaps the visions in my head of the story being built will settle my nerves. Is it lunch time yet? LOL

Life - You Fall ,get Up
this is how i used to feel -- how many of us feel so many times in life -- trapped or we stay in the dark and dream of a illusion of security or fake happiness with wealth -- what we seem outside but inside we fade away in this dark - wanted to reach out but the fear holds us back -- the light in this picture to me is beauty or strength inside of us -- we all have it for what ever we need it for - whoever is holding us back -- life ,man , or sucky friends whatever -- dont hold back let your self lose be who you are stand strong believe in your self - be true to your self and be happy-- i truly feel blessed in my life cuz i did feel that dark everyday of my life for so many years long ago -- i still may have dark days BUT I DONT LIVE THERE ANYMORE ! SO STAND IN THIS PICTURE LOOKING OUT OR STAND OUT LOOKING IN ? I WAS IN IT A CAGE NOT KNOWING MYSELF OR WHO I WANTED TO BE - IT WAS DARK THERE NEVER AGAIN ! THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME WEALTH ( NOT IN MONEY ) BUT HAPP

Falling
can someone fall in love with someone even if they have never met? And can you fall in love in less than a month? I mean I have a friend, who I care for a lot, and he is going through some things in his marriage that no one should go through. He has hooked up with someone from here and has "fallen" in love. I have told him that he needs to slow down and take care of his marriage first. I just don't want him to loose everything and especially not his daughter. I just worry about him these days and wish he would talk to me. I want to be a friend and call him but he won't answer the phone...was it something I did or said or am I just too damn caring? Should I just give up trying to be there for him and not worry about him? My heart aches for him and the pain he is in right now. I wish I could make it all right for him. He is a good man and I care for him a lot. I just want him to know I am here for him.

I Love You Just The Way You Are (from The Bulletin Board)
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Defintions Not In The Dictionary
Definitions Not in Dictionary ADULT: A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. BEAUTY PARLOR: A place where women curl up and dye. CANNIBAL: Someone who is fed up with people. CHICKENS: The only animals you eat before they are born and after they are dead. COMMITTEE: A body that keeps minutes and wastes hours. DUST: Mud with the juice squeezed out. EGOTIST: Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation. HANDKERCHIEF: Cold Storage. INFLATION: Cutting money in half without damaging the paper. MOSQUITO: An insect that makes you like flies better. RAISIN: Grape with a sunburn. SECRET: Something you tell to one person at a time. SKELETON: A bunch of bones with the person scraped off. TOOTHACHE: The pain that drives you to extraction. TOMORROW: One of the greatest labor saving devices of today. YAWN: An honest opinion openly expressed. WRINKLES: Som

The History Of The English Language
The History of the English Language (with tongue firmly planted in cheek) by Owen Alun and Brendan O'Corraidhe -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In the beginning there was an island off the coast of Europe. It had no name, for the natives had no language, only a collection of grunts and gestures that roughly translated to "Hey!", "Gimme!", and "Pardon me, but would you happen to have any woad?" Then the Romans invaded it and called it Britain, because the natives were "blue, nasty, br(u->i)tish and short." This was the start of the importance of u (and its mispronounciation) to the language. After building some roads, killing off some of the nasty little blue people and walling up the rest, the Romans left, taking the language instruction manual with them. The British were bored so they invited the barbarians to come over (under Hengist) and "Horsa" 'round a bit. The Angles, Saxons, and Jutes brought slightly more refined

Check This Out...thanks Tainted
Stop by and show my family page sum love. We are tryin to level up so we can have a bigger family. If you fan and rate, leave a profile comment and MsMaine will buy you a drink. We have a cool stash and sum great pics.... NBSD FAMILY@ fubar (repost of original by 'tainted*kiss founder of NBSD' on '2007-09-18 09:04:25')

I Didn't Mean To Make You Cry
I rushed in without thinking. I didn’t mean to make you cry. I acted very selfish. I didn’t mean to make you cry. You’re a person very caring. I didn’t mean to make you cry. I hurt the one person that understands me. I didn’t mean to make you cry. I want to take back all the pain and suffering I have caused you. I want you to be so very happy. I want to make you smile and bring you joy. I didn’t mean to make you cry.

Uggggg
why do i have to feel like im nothing... i hate that... but well that is how at times i feel by different ppl and things... y do i have to feel like i need to prove myself to everyone.. when i dont even think i can prove myself to myself. maybe i should just stop trying and deal with why i hate myself at times...

Jail
my boss where i work is so stupid but he thinks hes not and i eat the food there but he will not just becase of that one time when we did stuff. he makes 75 cents more an hour just for doing less than me, which is very little. i should get a job teaching or in bisness and leave him cold then wed see who runs the show.

Look Inside For A Naughty Thing!!!!
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23) --Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING. They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun. Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras, underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people. Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite well, actually. Male Lib

Smart Ass Combacks
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Alaska Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When t

To My Babe
If You Forget Me I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climb