Fubar Blog Posts 4

Howdy
hey all this has been the worse day i have had in a while.one thing i wish for is to have one good day to where i can get things to go my way i am glad my bike hasnt disappeared thats a first.i would like to sit back relax get comfortable and enjoy and good day and not wonder what the day or night will be like since hosting tournaments during the day djing at night i dont have time for that but it happens.like right now i dont know what today will be like besides really hot.but i want to sit back relax and enjoy a day without thinking of nothing like that will happen if its not one thing its another.but with a lot of females here and friends mainly females thats been going real good i think i will stay away from that for the night lol.i would like just get more requests and everything else i know it takes time but i feel weird and what is this a rated 6 on a photo oh someone dont like me lol well i guess this is #1 for me so let me know and please if any can help i can send you a lis

Eyes
eyes reflect personality and soul,i cant deny your eyes, they draw me in. i see warmth and love , pain and heartbreak, haterd and vice. i would love to take away that pain and heartbreak and turn it into something beautiful.i look into your eyes and want to stay there forever. i cant explain it. my emotions run wild we i look into ur eyes. i see that u want to be happy and i will make u happy. im alive when i see u.its all a big dream and i dont want to wake up from it.

Save Our Kids....
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places with ball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find his watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland , TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After he finished lunch, I allowed him to play i

6th Night
This my 6th night now that I have not been able to sleep. It's 5 AM and I am wide awake. I think I've been sleepless for over 40 hours now, with not even a nap. And if you read my last blog, the little guys in my desk? I think they are just paper clips. Anyway, at least I am productive. I finished a short story for a book of shorts that my friend is putting together. I think now I am going to start writing a sequel to my romance novel because people have been asking for one. The first book you can find here, if anyone is interested... http://www.lulu.com/content/757203 I wrote it with my friend Anna and we plan to do a whole series about Maggie.

Spin The Bottle
The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1.i Would Feel your booty 2.i Would kiss you on the cheek 3.i Would kiss you on forehead 4.i would just give you a hug. 5.i would give you a kiss on the lips 6.i would french kiss you 7.i would make out with you 8.i would FUCK YOU!!! If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE

A Question I Can't Answer...can You?
Good Morning… I just finished reading an article that it’s header read, “ WHY DO THEY HATE US?” The article was written by Reza Aslan and much to Aslan’s header stating a question, the question and a question that floats around most Americans heads…I found no answer what so ever except commentary of certain books as why we should read it. The word they, them and we and us come up several times but the lead question remains unanswered! Why do they hate us? Was the author actually promoting these books or trying to get attention to the Middle East and for what reasons? Like the Middle East needs more attention. The Middle East get enough attention as well as a few Hollywood Spoiled Brats do…But has anything been settled? Ah…No! Are we further along to helping, I say helping because as long as I support the troops I have to support the troops even though I wish each and everyone was back home safe and guarding our boarders, making our streets safer and most of all back with their loved on

Spirit Animals
Main List of Animals Jaguar, Orca, Cougar/Mountain Lion/Puma and Crow/Rook Wolf, Lynx, Coyote and Rabbit/Hare Heron, Owl, Cheetah, Lion and Hummingbird Polar Bear, Tiger, Frog/Tadpole, Lizard and Mole Deer/Hart, Goose, Butterfly/Caterpillar, Duck, Alligator/Crocodile and Mantis Otter, Fox, Swan and Bat Dolphin/Porpoise, Porcupine, Elephant and Eagle Horse/Pony/Mustang, Willie Wagtail, Squirrel, Badger, Giraffe Hawk, Dingo, Pelican and Vulture/Buzzard/Condor Caribou/Reindeer, Sea Eagle, Hippopotamus and Sheep/Ram/Ewe Buffalo/Bison, Spider, Opossum and Raccoon Snake/Serpent, Goat, Damselfly/Dragonfly and Skunk Turtle/Tortoise, Weasel/Ferret/Mink, Armadillo and Beaver Zebra, Penguin, Moose, Woodpecker/Flicker/Sapsucker and Turkey Llama/Guanaco/Vicuna, Koala, Peacock/Peahen and Rhinoceros Seal, Antelope, Snow Leopard and Gull Leopard, Bee, Hyena and Cardinal/Redbird Black Panther, Baboon, Hedgehog and Jay

The Meaning Of The Spirit Animals Part 2
Wolf's Wisdom Includes: Facing the end of one's cycle with dignity and courage Death and rebirth Spirit teaching Guidance in dreams and meditations Instinct linked with intelligence Social and familial values Outwitting enemies Ability to pass unseen Steadfastness Skill in protection of self and family Taking advantage of change Lynx's Wisdom Includes: Keenness of sight Divination Developing psychic senses Keeper of all secrets and mysteries Movement through time and space Coyote's Wisdom Includes: Understanding that all things are sacred--yet nothing is sacred Teaching that only when all masks have fallen will we connect with the Source Intelligence Singing humans into being Childhood trust in truth Teaching us how to rear our young Brings rain Ability to laugh at one’s own mistakes Placing the North Star Shape-shifting Teaching balance between risk and safety Illumination Stealth Rabbit/Hare's Wisdo

Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have
Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have Growing up... Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you Dumb Ass ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HUMPTY D

Just My Luck!
Barnes & Noble emailed me a 10% off coupon this morning... I went there Tuesday. :( Ah well I can use it Friday when me and my luveh go back to get her some books. I hate it when that happens though, don't you??

Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have Growing Up...
Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have Growing Up... (ty Canuckistani Cyber Guy) Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you Dumb Ass ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Awesome Recipe
Low Fat...Low Calorie: I LOVE THIS RECIPE........... BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN: a.. 6-7 lb. Chicken b.. 1 cup melted butter c.. 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good) d.. 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER'S LOW FAT) e.. Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room, it's done.

Reassurance Of Faith
I made a decision a few days ago to rededicate myself to the Christian faith. Since i made that decision i have had a sense of calm and peace like i have never felt. I will be going to church on a regular basis now, and bible study as well. Even for the people who stabbed me in the back, i feel no hate, it is time to move on with my life, and be someone worth knowing and having. For the first time in a long time, i am truly happy.

The Meaning Of The Spirit Animals Part 7
Camel/Dromedary's Wisdom Includes: Learning to walk in the shifting sands of time Understanding the vastness of space Ability to save for future use Understanding the value of water as a life force Transforming the burdens we carry Falcon/Krestal/Merlin's Wisdom Includes: Assisting in soul healing Accompanying the soul back to the soul world Teaching swiftness Learning the aerobatics of life Controlling speed and movement Understanding magick Grouse's Wisdom Includes: Standing at the door of the Great Spiral Understanding the circular nature of time Dancing the sacred dance of life How to travel through the Great Spiral Understanding and working with cycles Lemur's Wisdom Includes: Ability is access the knowledge of the forests Seeing the unseen Ability to grasp concepts above the static of life Understanding how to remain above the fray of life Ability to navigate through the forest Goldfinch's Wisdo

I Wish U Enough!! I Found This And Thought About The True Friends I Met On Here!!
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?".

Sex And Dreams..etc...
What your sex dreams say about your real sex life. So I was reading this interesting article and decided to share some of it with my friends…as well as find out a few answers…so read on… There's no more denying it: Women are just as horny as men -- if their dreams are any indication. A new study out of the University of Montreal found that about 8 percent of both men's and women's dreams contain sexual activity. That doesn’t explain why every night I wake up with...you know, morning wood (maybe it’s the lack of sex here). Women's dreams tend to be about real-life sexual partners, past or present and women are more likely than men to dream about celebrities, rock stars, movie stars, and politicians (Brad Pitt, Bono and George Clooney were among the study subjects' faves). Who invades your dreams? Men's dreams are more likely than women to dream about imaginary, unknown people, and the encounters take place in public or in unknown settings. Also, in our dreams, we

Going Over The Road For Awhile!
Hubby and I are leaving tomorrow to go long haul truck driving and will be gone for a few weeks! Just wanted to let all my friends here know so they don't think I am ignoring anyone! Will let ya all know when I get back! Please show me lots of love while I am gone!! Luv ya all, TwinkleBug (Angel)

Life Savor Flavors
A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers. The children began to say: ">Red............cherry," ">Yellow.........lemon," "Green..........lime," "Orange.........orange," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!"

Web Ache..
Web Ache By: MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary WEB ACHE I close my eyes and your face I see I stroke myself and my desire for you I free I strongly crave for your flesh This deep desire for you and I to mesh Your maleness I so long to feel but have never felt My feminine warmth you educe and belt Your smell I so yearn for, I will never know Yet you leave an ache between me that wont go I think of your strong thighs against the softness of mine I picture your fluttering touch and it weakens my spine But these lustful thoughts I know I will never feel For what we have time and distance we can’t even steal In moments of ecstasy it’s your name I scream Yet I do not know how good it will ever seem Just thoughts of your touch and face I covet. With haunting images of your lips upon my breast Your words that tease, brings me in flame I hit back at you without any shame This passion we have, builds up and sprains Every ti

Ouch
had fun last night. partied hard, had been, and my inebrated dumb ass fell asleep in russell's enormous beanbag chair. its one of them ungodly huge ones that cost $500 bux, and is mega comfy when yer beyond baked and gassed on jager...however, waking up, as i have about an hour ago, in agony, back is alive with excruciating pain, all i could do was roll out of the thing, onto the floor, and grip my balls while in a fetal position, and sob...cursing god and anyone else and chewing up advil like m&m's..... *loaded .357 magnum is what i'm going to use for pain relief from now on* =P

Do You Get A Cyber Honeymoon After The Marriage ?
Now that I have got some funny responses (please read the first part of this blog, A Fubar sorta question...), yes Dawn you are a riot ,I had more questions . Do you get to go on a cyber honeymoon , along with cyber sex the minute you go into your cyber hotel room ? How about a pre-nup ? Can you have one of those just in case ? Ok , what if you decide to have kids , can you buy cyberkids somewhere also ? Kinda like the old pumpkin patch kids .....LMFAO !!!!! Boy Oh Boy am I going to get some lovely comments on this one .....Maybe Fubar Bouncer can save me !!!!

How To Tell The Sex Of A Fly
How to Tell the Sex of a Fly A woman walked into the kitchen to find her Husband stalking around with a fly swatter "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies" He responded. "Oh. ! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone.

Warning To All Men...
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs". "Beer" is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of "Beer" and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several "Beers", men will often succumb to the desires to perform sexual acts on horrific looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking "Beer", men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are sw

Choose Wisely
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be moved to the balcony of your life.

11 Weeks Today
Your fig-sized baby is now fully formed — measuring 1 1/2 inches long and weighing in at a quarter of an ounce. His skin is still transparent, allowing many of his blood vessels to show through. Some of his bones are beginning to harden, and tiny toothbuds are starting to appear under his gums. His fingers and toes have separated, and he may soon be able to open and close his fists. He's already busy kicking and stretching, and his tiny movements are so fluid they look like water ballet. These movements will increase as his body grows and becomes more developed and functional. As his diaphragm develops, your tiny tenant may also start to get the hiccups. Because he's still so small, though, you won't feel any of his workouts or intrauterine gulps until sometime between weeks 16 and 20.-babycenter.com

Random Writing.....i Was Bored...
As I sit here alone, he wanders in my thoughts. A rememberance of a love that I found. Wanting him near, wanting him close, closing my eyes, feeling his touch, his caress, his arms strong, safe, and comforting, holding me close..never to let me go. Does he know how I feel, should I tell him or just let it go? He holds my heart in the palm of his hand, does he know? Would he keep it under lock and key, or simply stomp on it and walk away? If he only knew how I felt...would he be scared and run away or stay and break down the walls that around my heart? I want his heart, I want it all, a life, a best friend, a love that will last. I want to hold his heart in the palm of my hand just as he does mine, safe, secure, under lock and key. Will he ever believe in me? A promise to love him forever, to never let him go, just one chance to make him mine forever. As I sit here alone he still wanders in my thoughts, and in my thoughts is where he will be. A rememberance of a love that I found. Only

Strange Creature In Texas
was just out driving one night because I was bored and wanted to get out. Usually when I'm driving I see many animals: deer, rabbits, raccoons, opossums, skunks and more, but this night I didn't see any animals out. This was very unusual. I was about 5 miles outside of Dimmitt, Texas when suddenly there was a large animal in the middle of the road eating a raccoon that had been hit by a car. I first saw a sparkle from the animal's eyes as my headlight shined up the road. I always watch for shining eyes because I know many animals are out at night. I slowed down and stopped about 30 feet from the animal, which at first looked like a large, dark gray dog eating a on the dead animal. It was standing on all four feet and started off to the left side of the road, but only moved a few feet when it turned and went back to its meal. The "dog" then picked up the coon in its mouth and headed off the road to the right. As I watched the dog-like animal walking off the road, the animal then r

Giving Up
Is it wrong for me to want to give up on everyting. Not to live life to the fullest when i feel its slipping from my hands inchs and heartbeats at a time. Love isnt caring for another,sharin and every lil cherrished memery or time spent with someone love is a crime. Only cuz after one decides to move on your heart enes up ripped up and your dignity. What you thought was everything that is great and that nohing could go wrong that is unity. But unity is nothing compare to what you go through when its gone leaving you with nothing left to say. wanting to give all your cherrised memeriesto the devil just to drink your existing lifeand you dying soul away. never looking up for anything good that passes under your nose thats when you know that lif is not worth living. nothing can ever help any more onece a heart warming person all cold hearted beats from a frozen iced heart with antartic water blood is all the heart is giving. after the death of that person feeli

Sadness
Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn

Balloons
I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings

Prater187 Fubar Member Beware
Just wanted every black person on here to be aware that this member Prater187 is rating pics of black people a 1.. and calling them names. see copy below Prater187 2007-8-9 14:40:14 wow what a surprise another big nosed nigggger where you stay 54 and crenshaw?? I'm blocking him and reporting him for now.

Just Got As A Bulletin
Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you Dumb Ass ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great f

Note To Self....
Life is all about inventing, reinventing, learning, loving, and letting go. Some things are harder than others but knowing when to do them is the key. Learn something new every day, and know loving isn't always easy, letting go can be the hardest thing you will ever do, invention can be fun and reivention even more. But remember this, Be who YOU want to be. Dont let others define you and do what is necessary to keep yourself true. Just dont intentionally trample on others in the process. Also never burn bridges, you never know if you will need to retrace your steps.

More Sex Jokes
A woman asks her husband if he'd like some breakfast. "Bacon and eggs, perhaps a slice of toast? Maybe a nice sectioned grapefruit, and a cup of fresh coffee?" He declines. "It's this Viagra," he says, "it's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunch time, she asks if he would like something. "A bowl of home made soup, maybe, with a cheese sandwich? Or how about a plate of snacks and a glass of milk?" Again he declines. "No, thanks. It's this Viagra," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." At dinner time, she asks if he wants anything to eat, offering to go to the cafe and buy him a burger supper. "Or would you rather I make you a pizza from scratch? Or, how about a tasty stir fry? That'll only take a couple of minutes...?" Once more, he declines. "Again, thanks, but it's this Viagra. It's really taken the edge off my appetite." "Well, then", she says, "Would you mind getting off me? I'm fucking STARVING!" --------------------------

More About Me....
I'm not your conventional girl. I'm a little different. I don't believe in superfical speech. Small talk is irritating, but only when a person doesn't know how to have it. I like my food, and I will eat it. When I had my car, and I would drive it fast & when i get a new one i'll do it again. I like the rain, and I will get muddy. I'll pick up that snake, but I don't go near that spider. I order salads at resturants, but only when I'm not hungry enough for a meal. I'll take critisizm, it's good for me. I'll wear guy pants and shoes, who cares? Yes I love cartoons and I'm eighteen. Screw off, at least I don't lose it over a stupid sport's game outcome. Sometimes actually more than sometimes I don't play the role of your average young lady, and there are those out there that do not appreciate that. To you, I say, "Mind yourselves, not others." :] These are the areas I have recieved the most critisizm for.... I am a good person. I don't hurt people (as least not with intention

Show Tonight! Come To The Jumping Turtle!
We have New design Tshirts in stock, and a few of the Collectible First Run Black and White Logo White Shirts and the Back of the Shirt Logo in Black. Also available will be the Ep, The Price of Human Ruin. Stop by and see me to get yours! Dying Regret at a recent performance, Hogue Barmichaels...

Too Much
last week i decided i would live like i did when i was in college and go out every night and have fun. well i had fun, but what the hell i spent over $900 in alcohol and food in seven nights. no wonder i was in debt to my eye balls all the time back then. that means i was spending $128.57 a night in booze and food. and it wasn't like i was ordering drinks and eating steaks i was having beer, pizza and burgers and maybe a salad. jeez i'm glad i'm not addicted to anything. except maybe warcraft, but that's only costing me 15 bucks a month. damn 900 bucks pissed away...man makes you wonder.

He's Baaaaaack!
My sexy cowboy is back! Will!!! What a hot afternoon that was! Burnt up some threads on those sheets. Thought I'd have to call 911 to put out the flames. It is wild when you find someone who understands your needs and what you like. It took a while for me to allow someone back into my world. I've been stood up, let down, and just plain used. My need was to find someone with love, affection and the same feelings as myself. I've had a wall up like forever and now I think I might have taken it down. I pray he doesn't break my heart. I'm glad I finally heard from him again and that we hit it off. This was the 5th visit...and I think he has my heart. hugs Will luv kris

2360to Level
THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT ARE SHOWING ME LOVE..HUGGABLE.....GIRL YOU FREAKING RAWK...ARIMIS AND HOTMAMA..LOVE YA AND THANK YOU MyLady Tina -Vice President -Little Shop of Horrors - F.A.R. Family Member@ fubar

Interpol/ Lottery Scams
This is what my friend sent me, when she contacted the international police department and I just want everyone to know that this is very real and my friend was very scared about what would happen next. If any of you know what happens in cases like this please let me know so that I can help my friend out as much as possible. Thanks. Amanda Z. Dear Sir or Maam, My name is **********. My father recieved a letter from the International Claims unit that had a $3900 check written out to my dad. According to the letter, he was suppose to put $2800 away for insurence for the lottery amount $250,000 and $1100 was to go for miscillanius taxes thru the government. He was suppose to do this thru moneygram/western union. My mother, who works at a bank, called the bank that this check was made out thru and found that the check was good and had money in it but she went thru an automated system to find that out though; she did not speak to a real person. And so seeing that this ch

If I Was To Die....
Murdered in cold blood, would you miss me? If I was the one you heard on the radio knowing the description of the car I was in and the area I was at, would you wonder if it was me? I want to take a gun and blow my brains out of my skull, what are you going to do? I'm sick and sadistic, people keep fuckin with my emotions my blood will rest in their hands to live with the guilt that they did this to me. No this is not a suicide note, but it is how I feel! I Often wonder what people would think of me when i'm gone.

Survey
1. What is your best friend's Dad's name? my dad has no friends he has no time work work 2. What body part do you hate the most? umm am i getting rid of something 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? mr.nociar wow hottie no shirt abbs droool!! 4. Have you ever made out in a basement? why yes i have i own a house with a basement lol 5. What body part do you wash first in the shower? boobies 6. Do you have any piercings? ears only sorry to disapoint 7. Do you have any tattoos nope i know how can that be metal girl no tattoo's 8. Is your driveway steep? nope rocky 9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles? yuk 10. Have you ever been tied up? hmmmmmm yup 11. What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for? slayer concert lol i snuck out..ps i never got caught 12. Have you ever had two dates in one night? nope 13. How many times have you been cursed at? lol ??? 14. Which shoe do you put on first? the one with the kitten sleep

Lol!!!
A woman in her forties went to a plastic surgeon for a face-lift. The surgeon told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," Where a small knob is placed on the top of a woman's head and can be turned to tighten up her skin to produce the effect of a brand new face lift. Of course the woman wanted "The Knob." Over the course of the years, the woman kept tightening the Knob, the effects were wonderful, and the woman remained young-looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now, I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes And the knob won't get rid of them ...." The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts." "Well," She said, "I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee."

Way Back To Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking from someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end There a

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Churrasco Steak Tacos with Salsita The best summer recipes are often the simplest ones. Here, an elemental grilled steak is served over peppery arugula with a spicy, citrusy salsa. Warm-weather perfection! Credit: Lorena Garcia Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: Salsita * 1/2 cup mayonnaise * 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice * 1 tablespoon chives, thinly sliced * 2 tablespoons wasabi powder Steaks * 4 (6- to 7-ounce) churrasco aka skirt steaks * Salt and pepper to taste * 2 cups fresh arugula * 8 (6-inch) flour tortillas, warm * 3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil Directions: For the salsita, place the ingredients in a small bowl and mix until well combined. Set aside until ready to serve. Season the steaks with salt and pepper. Grill the steaks to your liking. Slice the steaks and place on a platter over the arugula. Place the tortillas and salsita on the platter.

Waiting True Love...
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Be Back Tomorrow
yup thats right. Im at a friends house borrowing her computer. Tomorrow insight is supposed to be here to work on my connection since its spazing out again.... Its been along fucking week without it. Hell i havent been on since saturday when I was at Jims house. But anyway just an update to let you know what was going on. kisses to you all

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So my boyfriend is joining the army. God, everyone knows how I'm taking this. I'm spazing out on everyone, I'm feeling totally down in the dumps, and completely messed up over this. I've been stressing about it so much, that I've become a total klutz. Dropping everything, tripping over stuff, stuttering and slurring my words. That's bad. I'm so upset, and don't know how to get my feelings out without flipping out, or crying my eyes out. For the last few months with anthony, i've thought of nothing but how hes what I've been looking for. A gentleman to the core, a hard worker, and a determined person with goals and dreams. Some of his dreams are the same as mine. Like having a family, and working hard for his money to raise that family. When anthony called aunt dana to let her know he had talked to the recruiter, she asked how I felt about all this. And I made the comment "im going to be the sit at home wife." Dana asked if we were going to rush a wedding before he left. Anthony

A Fine Testamonial On Our Coveted Politicians...
----- John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several Hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs.. The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover. But to Farmer John's amazement, old Butch had his bell in his beak, so it couldn't

Dreams Washed Ashore
I don't wanna sleep I can't close my eyes anymore It hurts just to see My mind is a trash whore Wasted to break apart a soul I reap my own insecurities I shed my eyes the love I see I breath in the hate Just to relate to pain I greed I open my wounds that I started The cuts release I am alive Oh yes. Life. An Angel walks to me I can see him but I don't believe I control my lust It controls my heart He whispers come near I see that I am fake and s(he) is real I want to kill my insides I scream at the mirror to stop staring I'm in a world of shit and filth And than I fall in line One more time......

From Me To You
K...HERE WE GO...I LIKE BEING ON THIS SITE..LEFT ONE TIME BECAUSE OF THE DRAMA...STAYED GONE FOR 7 MONTH...NOT GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN....IM A CYBER SLUT'N MOTHER FUCKER..I'M A SINGLE MAN...AN 38 YEARS OLD WITH 3 KIDS...THINK I SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT...BUT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE THERE...TO START SHIT...I DON'T LIKE SHIT...THATS WHY I FLUSH MINE... I'M SINGLE LOVE BEING SINGLE AN GOING TO REMAIN SINGLE...IF YOU WANNA RIDE AN GO HOME...GOOD DEAL...COME BACK ANY TIME ..BUT NOT LOOKN' 4 A STEADY WOMAN...TO MUCH BULLSHIT COMES ALONG WITH ANY RELATIONSHIP...I DO GOOD TO KEEP MY KIDS HAPPY...SO THERE FOR I HAVE NO ROOM FOR A STEADY RELATIONSHIP..AN I HOPE ALL UNDERSTAND... THANKS AN HAVE A NICE DAY,SKINDEEP....all to all but nator...you have my heart....

Newly Single
I'm now fuckin single.. well i have no idea what the fuck is goin on but the excuse i got for him not being with me is the funniest thing i ever heard in my fuckin life. "I can't be with you because i'm attracted to you. I want you all the time and i can't have you. I am sexually frustrated by you.. I can't concentrate on my work or anythin cause all i wanna do is get laid". Oh my freakin word! Is that such a bad thing to be attracted to your own gf? I think its a buncha bullshit and he's just fuckin afraid of committment because the relationship was starting to get serious... If you love someone as he says he loves me and that i have his heart, u should be able to get through it right .. work things out right? Wrong. This guy had my freaking heart .. still does even though it shattered into a million pieces. The story of what happened is actually pretty long and as i type very fast im just tired from lack of sleep... yes i have been cryin .. yes i am very upset ... i will live

Destruction Of A Good Man
Destruction Of A Good Man Never did anyone imagine this man once ever having a good life. Now his life is lived in Jails,Prisons and back alley ways; he runs with other Alcoholics and Addicts just like himself chasing the Demon of addiction,never could anyone see the destruction of a once good man as he takes his very last breathe. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

.squiggle.face.
the midget wont stop screaming. i dunno exactly what the problem is... but it makes me sort of sad that suffocation is illegal. i'd coffee klatch with mah chickadee...but she no here. cuz like...yeah. people need breaks from the evil interweb box. *nod* i hear a cricket. it needs to die. soon. quickly. with a crunch and a smush. *nod* theres really...yeah. theres all these words in there... yet not a way to really formulate them into a cohesive thought process... so instead of trying to untangle them... i think i'll sit...n wait...cuz... something.

7th Night
I got two hours of sleep today, finally, after another sleepless night last night. I'm tired now, so I hope tonight will be the night I break the streak. The bad thing is, my sleep this afternoon was nothing but nightmares. It's pretty much the same nightmares that I have had on and off for 14 years now. It's important here to know that the divorce laws in WV are archaic and biased. They were developed to protect barefoot housewives from abusive men. When I got divorced, my ex-wife's friends, family, even her mother - everyone went to court on my part and told the truth - that she did nothing but sleep, go to work, have affairs, and spent her waking hours screaming at the rest of us, and that I had cared for my daughters exclusively since their birth. Still, in WV, unless the mom is a drug addict AND in prison, she gets the kids and therefore almost everything else. The injustice of it all has tore at me for years now, and because she can afford good lawyers she has been able to ma

What I Want
so another day has come and gone and another day i am alone. another day i come home and am unable to call any special someone to come over and just lay and watch a movie. o how i long to have a girl i can call over and just hold and watcha movie. how i wish i had this simple pleasure. never would i need any type of sex or anything other then the touch of her hands on my skin and the feel of her skin on my fingers. with an ocasional kiss nothing big no making out just simple little kisses that last only a second or two but last a lifetime in my brain. o who is this girl and when will she come to me or when will i find her??? y is it that i dream day after day of being with someone and just giggleing and having fun but i never see her face...i never hear her voice...all i c is me holding her and laughin but i cant c any of her features except her body...god ii wish that day would come soon when i could get home and simply call her and i go over there or her to me and we just sit and tal

New Favorite Person
Well I posted this on my yahoo and fubar blogs, you know that I like satin bras. Well the funiest thing just happened. I opened up my email and there was a message from an individual that will not post bra pics on the intrenet. Well that kinda hurts my feelings, you know liking them and all, but there is more. They emailed me a pic of them in a satin bra (omg, they looked very attractive). The funny thing about this is you think as a guy this would drive me nuts (well it did but thats beside the point) I found my sell all flustered I guess is the best way to say....I thought the person who the picture is of should be embaressed, not the one that sees it. I guess what makes this so amazing to me (exciting even) is it was made just for me, omg what a turn now that I think of it. I'll stop now, but i did call it random thoughts didn't I:)

Trust
Trust She is in the moment. Her breath, coming slow and easy. Her wrist bound by silk rope, Stretched towards the ceiling, As though she where reaching for her God. Her eyes, covered in a silk and leather. Her body draped in lose white satin. And nothing else. He moves about her slowly, softly. She can hear the light sound of his movement. His quiet breath. His deep whispers of his intent, His commands. And she trembles, In anticipation. For he is her God, in this moment. Nothing but he exists. Nothing but him, matters. And as he moves about her, Touching lightly, gently. Her nipples harden, Skin glistens. Breath comes shorter. Clit becomes erect. And she becomes wet, In sweet anticipation. He talks of his love. His uncompromising devotion. His honor, of her complete, Submission. In whispers. And by his deft touch. She trusts him, Without question, pause, or fear. For she knows his love is real, As Is hers. Unto him she gives up her soul,

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I was thirteen when I stopped idolizing my father. It was at this same time that I actually started to hate him as well. It was the summer between my seventh and eighth grade year. I was at that stage in my life where I was unfamiliar with my own body and felt awkward. When you looked at me, I was one of the kids whose arms and legs were to long because their body hadn’t caught up yet. Despite my inability to control my body properly, I was looking forward to this summer more then any other summer in my entire life. My father was moving back in with my family and me. I felt like a sixteen-year-old going out on his first date as I helped him move his things into his room. I would finally have the opportunity to have a real relationship with him, get close to him, learn from him, and love him more then I already did. It was only Wednesday afternoon when we moved him into our house but we already had plans for that Saturday and I couldn’t wait. I n the beginning we had our mome

Very Concerned Over Fubar
I am not going to say anything that has not been said before. I use to find CherryTap a hell of allot of fun. When Mike started charging for services, I was a firm supporter of CherryTap and kick in what I could when I could. Hell, there was a month or two there when I paid for Blast in excess of what a VIP would have cost me. I did not mind. I thought they had a good thing. I even put up a Yahoo site to be used as a back door when Mike was doing real time up-grades and the site was crashing twice a day. As an old line Techy, I know what pulling something like this on a shoe-string all is about. It is not easy. My support has waned. That has changed. All the crap pulled by the bouncers is killing the site. I see people who have not been here as long as I have are now bouncers. I see that you have an elite click looking down on others. It is not about money, per say, it is something of a much different animal. I may not be able to name it, but this beast is an asshole now. This is no

How Much Hood Do You Have In You ??
GET A PENCIL AND PAPER BEFORE YOU START THIS 1. You've ever used an album cover for a dustpan. (5 points) 2. If you've ever run a race barefoot in the middle of the street. (10 points) 3. You had a candy lady in your neighborhood. (5 + 5 extra points if your house was the candy lady) 4. If you ever had to pick your own switch or belt. (3 points for each) 5. If you have ever had to walk to school or walked home from school. (2 points) 6. If If you have ever had to walk to school or walked home from school. (2 points) 7. If you ever mixed Kool-Aid one glass at a time because you got tired of other people drinking up the Kool-Aid you just made. (5 points) 8. If you have ever played any of the following games: hide and go seek, freeze, tag, Momma may I? or red light/green light. (2 points each) 9. If your neighborhood had an ice cream man. (2 points + 2 if he rang a bell) 10. If you refer to "Now and Later" candies as "Nighladers". (5 p

When A Cop Sleeps
"When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own deat

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The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphin

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Subject: explain God Here is a wonderful essay written by a young girl after being asked to explain God as a Sunday School project. Enjoy! "One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grown-ups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way He doesn't have to take up His valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers." "God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because He hears everything, there must be a terrible lot of noise in His ears, unless He has thought of a way to turn it off." "God sees everything and hears everything and is

Men Are So Freaking Disposable.
I feel like except for money and a vibrator women don't need men for squat. I love women. I love all the women I've had an opportunity to chat with on here. So let's start there. I love my wife dearly, and she and I have an incredible relationship, but tonight she let me down big time. And it's not about sex. I went to my psychology class tonight, and the [female] professor decided to talk about abuse, in a class of 8 women, and 2 men, one of which is me. I have been on the receiving end of abuse. Not so much physical, but in the classic sense of being beaten, but in the sense of being demeaned, told I'm not good enough, and sabotage of finances. I won't get into the details unless someone asks, but it took me nineteen years and the demand "that if you want me to stop you'll have to hit me." Of course I didn't, knowing she was using it as a power trap. Anyway. In class the ladies are talking about how bad their past men have been to them, and they were crying, which is e

Native American Horoscope
Native American Horoscope Many Native American cultures have myths and legends where animals are the main characters or play an important role in teaching the younger generation important life lessons. Some of these cultures have created a belief system, or zodiac, based on animal guides. The horoscopes on this page are based on Native American beliefs. Due to the number of indigenous tribes, who do not all have the same beliefs, we have selected some of the more widely accepted zodiacs and totems. January 20 to February 18 (Aquarius) Otter, Magpie Otters are playful, prophetic animals. Otter people are creative, and logical. They have high ideals and tend to seek more from others than is reasonable. They seek the truth above all else. February 19 to March 20 (Pisces) Wolf, Cougar, Whale The wolf is graceful, has initiative, and loves freedom. Wolf people are generally very trusting, and generous with deep feelings towards their loved ones. Their ultimate

I'm Pregnant!
I've been with my boyfriend on and off for 6 years. We've gone through some of the worst times in my life. However, every best time in my life has been with him. A few days ago I found out I am pregnant and we without hesitation started lauging and hugging and kissing and smiling. This will be my first child, as well as his. Our money situation is good right now but not exactly stable (we just started a business so even though it's doing well, who knows if it will stay that way). I've wanted a baby with him since I fist started dating him. For all of you parents out there, I want to know, do kids really mess up a relationship? I'm scared to death something like that will happen. My boyfriend and I have somewhat of an open relationship. I'm bisexual and of course, he doesn't mind. We don't lie to each other no matter what and we have the same goals, fantasies, and ways of thinking. BUT I'M STILL SCARED TO DEATH! What if I'm not a good mother, or we break up and have to seper

A Fleeting Thought.
sometimes I get lost in thought, my mind focuses on the abstract, and I lose sight of what I first began to think upon. My gaze on this thing we call life becomes filled with haze, and I no longer feel anything. My life simply does not matter, and all that is around me just simply fails to exist.

A Kiss For Her And I
I want to feel your soft gentle lips upon mine. A soft kiss, in which I can feel the moisture that glistens your lips reach out to touch mine. Your tongue encircles mine and we feel alive together, binding our souls together in an unplanned out motion leaving our minds wondering as to what will happen next.

She Is...
In a way I never imagined possible I opened myself up to her. She took me for all that I am, and showed me more then I ever knew was possible. A feeling of warmth that comes from within has been bestowed upon me, by what is simply put, the most beautiful girl in the world. My words do not shine, and they look dull in comparison to her. She holds all that is left in me, and I give it up willingly. I sometimes cry myself to sleep from the war torn scars from my past love. I feel no pain any longer.

Running Away
"Running Away" I don't want you to give it all up And leave your own life collecting dust And I don't want you to feel sorry for me You never gave us a chance to be And I don't need you to be by my side To tell me that everything's alright I just wanted you to tell me the truth You know I'd do that for you So why are you running away? Why are you running away? Cause I did enough to show you that I Was willing to give and sacrifice And I was the one who was lifting you up When you thought your life had had enough And when I get close, you turn away There's nothing that I can do or say So now I need you to tell me the truth You know I'd do that for you So why are you running away? Why are you running away? Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do To make you change your mind Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do Is it a waste of time? Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do To make you change your mind So why are you running away? Why are you runni

Awesome.
so i wake up this morning in total darkness. it was a massive blackout. apparently not just the block this time but the whole damn town. i'm sure my cell phone will die soon and i had to wait til i got here an hour ago to get coffee. today is going to SUCK.

Dads Heath
Well the time has finally come. The time I have been dreading for the past two years. The doctor has put my dad on hospice because of his cancer and other illnesses. He is finally to sick for my mom to care for by herself. I lived with my parents for the longest time helping my mom with my father, as he got sicker and sicker. I decided to move out of their house for lots of reasons mostly selfish ones. Two main ones were my final decisions makers. The first is the fact that I hated my kids growing up in that environment watching him go down hill. The second is I wanted to be with the man that I truly love. I have been gone for almost one whole year. I left at the end of July in 2006. As July 2007 approaches I fell guilty that I left when I did. A lot has happen to me in the last year. I'm still with the one I love Mike. I have gotten a good paying job that has allowed me to become indepent and support my four kids. I have gotten my own vehicle a Dodge Grand Caravan. I don't want to hea

My True Love
I know it is not they way you meet someone but how you connect when you talk to them. I feel that I have found my soulmate, someone whom I thought never existed. She is one of the best things in my life right now. If you read this baby just know that you are my one true love. All my feelings are for you. I know she is sweet and caring, funny and sexy. I cant wait until we can be together. She is the other half that makes me whole. She is the yin to my yang. My heart and soul belong to her. She is everything i wanted and more. I couldnt have asked for a better person to come into my life. I know once we are together nothing will tear us apart. My heart is true only to her. My eyes may wander but come the end of the day its her i want to wrap my arms and love around. I have the uncontrolable urge to just hold her close and look deep into her eyes and just confess all i am to her. The time will come when our love is tested and i know where my heart remains. I just w

Four Things We Should Never Be Ashamed To Say
Four Things We Should NEVER Be Ashamed To Say... That we are CHRISTIAN... And that we are AMERICAN! That we believe in GOD... And we believe in AMERICA! Just a thought that hit me this morning...any of my family want to help me make it a pretty? lol

The Myspace Angle
The Myspace angle is the angle from which pictures are taken that includes head, shoulders, and cleavage only. The rest of the body is kept out of site only showing only the important parts that people find attractive. Usually girls and guys do this to hide the fact they are over weight. I've seen accounts were people will have over hundreds of pictures of their face only. I'm not disgusted that they are fat- quite the contrary, I'm annoyed they would not advertise themselves in an honest manner (IE misrepresenting themselves). I mean honestly, don't hide yourself, be proud of yourself no matter what way you look. Lying about anything in your life is only going to get you into trouble. This happened to both me and a friend once, girls flat out lied about their looks and when we met them we weren't attracted to them. Then they got sad and cried. What did you expect- for us to like you for your personality when you are willing to lie to us about your looks? -Rafael

My Promise
When time comes you find yourself in deep trouble Like a ship lost in the mid-sea during a storm You want to cry and need a shoulder to lean on Seem hopeless and could not move on... Got no one around whom to count on. Maybe you have totally forgotten me Have given up on me for somebody Think I am useless and nothing but garbage So you shun and make a mock on me. You might be surprised when you turn your back See me smile with open arms and extended hands For unlike them whom you prefer to be with than me I'll never give up... Turn my back on you. I'll be your candle Offer you light so you may not stumble

Creeps
For those of you who didn't get a chance to read my bulletin: First thing in the morning and what am I completely annoyed with? Creeps. Creeps make me violent. Creeps make me want to grab the nearest object and beat them to a bloody fucking pulp. A creep is different than just a plain ole perv, you see. A creep is what a perv who has been ignored for too long can turn into if he isn't given Prozac or electric shock therapy. A creep still holds all of the perv tendencies like whacking off to inanimate objects that bear the slightest resemblance to vagina and watching the discovery channel to see animals “do it” because they are too embarrassed to go to the corner XXX. Creeps still are extremists, like pervs, when it comes to their locale, as well. They will either live within 200 feet of some type of fornicating business or they will live in the middle of nowhere. You’ll most often find that if they live in the middle of nowhere it is because they live on or next to a farm of s

Gone For A Bit
Just wanted to let all my friends and family know that I will be gone off of here for a couple of weeks. Things are not going well and some things can not be avoided. Just know that I will be thinking of you, and missing you. Those that I will miss the most know who they are, and just light a candle for me! MUCH LOVE!!!!

Doombah Pottyhiney
MY NEW NAME IS IN THE SUBJECT LINE.....DON'T LAUGH UNTIL YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOUR NEW NAME IS We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a bore and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypants, by Dave Pilkey, in which the evil Professor fo

Show Me Your Guns
ok, so its been brought to my attention that i need to spice up my page again. been having a shit week and i need something to cheer me up so i'm officially launching my 21 gun salute request. 21 guns (of the bicep, boob OR penile variety)with salutes to yours truly. anyone who submits will be graciously rewarded. lets see how long it takes me to get to 21....you're all tellin me how hot i am all the time....show me some love ~filthy~

Lunch With Mom....
Lunch with mom.... My mom is fabulous. She makes me laugh. My mom is so right wing she almost....ALMOST mind you...squeaks. I am not like my parents. I believe in gay rights and a woman's right to choose. I believe that alternate lifestyles are fabulous if they make you happy and the last time I listened to Rush Limbaugh I was 12. My birthday lunch with mom is a tradition. She takes me out, she buys me lunch, hands me an appropriate card and from there we usually head to a nursery and I pick out some new plants for my garden. Every time she reminds me how important it is to water every day in the summer and I nod and smile and give her my best "Oh but of course!" look. This year we met at a new restaurant here in town. It looked fabulous and it sounded happy. I started smoking again about 3 months ago. Why? Because...i dunno. I wanted too. It tastes good. I missed it. My mom is the only person who didn't know yet. I am grown and while I didn't look forward to h

Woohoo! Im Hot
You Are Seductive Flirt Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce. For you, flirting is just foreplay. You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere. You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Cleaning!!
Ok well last night I sat endlessly looking at a growing list of empty friends...so I have thinned out my list some and will be thinning out a lot more to come. Don't like having friends who choose not to try their best to keep in touch with me...seems to be a useless thing to have so many people on a friend's list that I have no clue as to who they are and for those people to not have a desire to get a clue of who I am...so from now on I shall be picky who I add to my friends list....only those who actually show genuine interest in wanting to know me will be there. I true wish blessings upon those who have graced my page and will send blessings to those to come. And those that are on my friend's and family list shall be bombarded with blessings from me! In light and love always, Paulette

Weight Loss!!!
I just wanted to keep you all up to date on my weight loss before I went back to work. As of today I have lost 102 lbs..I am so happy and very proud of my accomplishments..I hope you are too!!! Everyone have a great weekend!!!!

69 Questions
1. Would you chew gum after someone else already has? GROSS! NOOOOOOOOOO 2. What describes your relationship status? engaged 3. Who was your last 6 calls to/from? Mike, Marcy, Eric, Christina, voicemail 4. Are You the Heartbreaker or the Broken Heart? Breaker of hearts 5. Do you miss someone right now? yup 6. Do you think Napoleon Dynamite is funny? not really....no 7. Who have you talked to the most today? myself 8. Pumpkins? smashing 9. Color of your underwear? pink 10. Color of your shirt? white tank top 12. Who's on speed dial 3? nobody 13. What color is your background on your computer mainscreen? grey 14. Do you wish on 11:11? uhh no 15. Good advice if you ever go camping? don't camp 16. Are you a bad influence? depends who you talk to 17. What color are your eyes? brown 18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name? my name is the best ever 19. Would you do anything for someone? maybe 20. Have yo

Bwahaha Spot On!
LIBRA September 24 - October 23 Ruling Planet: Venus - The planet in charge of beauty, love peace, and stirring sensuality Libra is one of the sexiest signs in the zodiac, but if Libra can't get what they want from one lover, they will opt for two! They are notorious for having double standards in that situation too. They'll look you in the eye and say "never cheat on me, coz I would never do it to you", even when they have a hot night of passion planned with someone else! Librans are more turned on 'giving' than 'receiving'. They have a big heart and are the least selfish sign of the Zodiac. Libras are not very open about their thoughts or fantasies. They'd rather say nothing than tell the truth and offend or embarrass you. In bed, it takes a while for them to be comfortable enough to tell you exactly what they want. FAVE POSITION As long as they are lying down, they're happy! BEST SEX TOY K.Y. Jelly. I will say no more! LIBRA MALE IN BED The Libra man sees

Are We Really?
The internet is wow! wide open you have a million options and all the people. As my friends call me the internet junkie. I have met Many men yes some of them have been in person and some not eigther way ones heart can still be broken. Are we really strangers, I think so because although you have someone telling you who they are or what they do, its not always true. I could tell a man that I was a Model and I made X amount of money. Or vise versa, and believe me i have been there enough to know the person is probably full of shit. Why lie you will probably never meet each other and the internet is probably the closest you will ever get to seeing who that someone is or who they what you to think they are.. SO think about it you maybe friends but in the end it comes down to what your mother always told you, Never talk to strangers your bound to get hurt.

Please Sign
Hello to all my Fubar Friends, this is my first blog so i decided to do its content about my guest book. I have just put one in my stash for all my Fubar friends to sign.I hope it's not too much trouble asking you to do this for me.LOL. Hugg's to everyone, Thank You, sweetbamagranni

Plainly
Here's my feeling, spread out in front of you, written on my face, spoken with every word, blood sings my songs of my pain, my heart screaming your name, words will never explain the way you make me feel, knowing my every emotion is real, helping me find a cure for this cancer, this cancer eating me away from inside, my hearts ready to stop it's beating I'm ready to stop this bleeding

Sad At The Moment
For those of you that know me, and know what I do for a living know I have a pretty stressful job. I just received a phone call concerning one of my clients. In the short time she has been in my office, I recognize her by her voice on the phone just saying hello. She's so full of life and energy. You would not know by looking at her that she is in stage 4 cancer. It is terminal and the doctors have called in Hospice for the six months to a year left in her life. She has gotten sick with her treatments and does not see the point of continuing them with no chances of recovery. She instead intends to live as much of her life as possible before she loses this battle. I will think of her and keep her in my prayers so that what time she does have is not painful and that she can enjoy her life.

Today
today, dason n I got up at 6am n went up to my cousin kristy's to have a yardsale, which sucked because i only made $7, but kristy did pretty well. We r gonna have it again tomorrow, so i hope we do better. But we closed up early because no one was coming n then, on top of that the kids were not listening, and dason was totally out of control, he thinks he don't have to listen to kristy, (kristy if u read this, i am so sorry dason acted like he did with you)n i told him he does when he is in her house, but it is partly my fault because i didn't give him his meds. but yet again kristy i am so sorry. and we kept telling the kids to go play but they wouldn't they wanted to be out front with us trying to sell their toys to make money, which if u would've seen them it was kinda funny, they r our little stockbrokers. then i came home n took a nap cuz i was so tired n hot. okay thats it for today, hug 4 now ttyl

Ty Sooo Much
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts recently i fucked up my pofile and all my 56 friends in my guestbook were deleted!! i need help getting it back where it was so if u could stop on my page and sign it i would surely appreciate it and i got special gifts for all that do! thanks for helping a sista out ya'll love u ---DAWNMySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

Native Prayer
My grandfather is the fire My grandmother is the wind The Earth is my mother The Great Spirit is my father The World stopped at my birth and laid itself at my feet And I shall swallow the Earth whole when I die and the Earth and I will be one Hail The Great Spirit, my father without him no one could exist because there would be no will to live Hail The Earth, my mother without which no food could be grown and so cause the will to live to starve Hail the wind, my grandmother for she brings loving, lifegiving rain nourishing us as she nourishes our crops Hail the fire, my grandfather for the light, the warmth, the comfort he brings without which we be animals, not men Hail my parent and grandparents without which not I nor you nor anyone else could have existed Life gives life which gives unto itself a promise of new life Hail the Great Spirit, The Earth, the wind, the fire praise my parents loudly for they are your parents, too Oh, Great Spirit, g

Flying Home
Free Of Gravity As earthbound beings, humans have always had a fascination with winged creatures of all kinds. The idea of being able to spontaneously lift off from the earth and fly is so compelling to us that we invented airplanes and helicopters and myriad other flying machines in order to provide ourselves with the many gifts of being airborne. Flying high in the sky, we look down on the earth that is our home and see things from an entirely different perspective. We can see more, and we can see farther than we can when we're on the ground. As if all this weren't enough, the out-of-this-world feeling of freedom that comes with groundlessness inspires us to want to take flight again and again. Metaphorically, we take flight whenever we break free of the gravity that holds us to a particular way of thinking or feeling or being. We take flight mentally when we rise above our habitual ways of thinking about things and experience new insights. This is what it means to open our min

The Balled Of Robert Moore And Betty Coltrane - Nick Cave
There was a thick set man with frog eyes who was standing by the door and a little bald man with wing-nut ears was waiting in the car Well Robert Moore passed the frog-eyed man as he walked into the bar, and Betty Coltrane she jumped under her table. "What's your pleasure?" asked the barman he had a face like boiled meat "There's a girl called Betty Coltrane that I have come to see" "But I ain't seen that girl 'round here for more than a week" and Betty Coltrane she hid beneath the table. Well, then in came a sailior with mermaids tattooed on his arms, Followed by the man with the wing-nut ears who was waitin' in the car Well, Robert Moore sensed trouble, he'd seen it comin' from afar and Betty Coltrain she gasped beneath the table. Well, the sailor said "I'm looking for my wife, they call her Betty Coltrain!" The frog-eyed man said "That can't be; that's my wife's maiden name." And the man with the wing-nut ears said, "Hey, I married her back in Spain!"

Necrophilia
Necrophilia was not a crime in any U.S. state until 1965. Karen Greenlee, was caught absconding with a dead male in 1979 and was fined for illegally driving a hearse but not for necrophilia. Only 16 States have laws stating necrophilia is illegal. Wow yes i know.

Destroying The Sanctity Of Marriage!
Gay People! - Are Not the ones destroying the sanctity of marriage. It is those people who get married 1: after knowing a person for a week. 2: After years together of arguing and fighting over things that will never be resolved. 3: Who don't love each other and get married for OTHER reasons. 4: ETC STRAIGHT OR GAY Are the ones Destroying the sanctity of Marriage!

Next Time.
You wanna yell at someone here is my suggestion after shoving it up your ass: Contacting the White House [En Español] Mailing Address The White House 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW Washington, DC 20500 Phone Numbers Comments: 202-456-1111 Switchboard: 202-456-1414 FAX: 202-456-2461 TTY/TDD Comments: 202-456-6213 Visitors Office: 202-456-2121

Moved
Hi to everyone! Just wanted to let you all know that I am finally moved into my new home in Apple Valley CA. Yeahhh! This is for all who have been wondering what the hell happened to me. Now ya know! I'm backkkkk, and missed you all a great deal....Muah

Aqualung - Breaking My Heart
Need to know I don't wanna know Already know I've seen the signs I watch you as you pull yourself away from me Can't believe I wanna believe How can i believe You're making me doubt I thought i knew you I don't even know myself I'm losing faith I'm losing all faith You're breaking my heart Breaking my heart You're breaking my heart again Don't ask me to start Ask me start Don't ask me to start again Start again I wanna fight Afraid to fight Why don't i fight And make you see I hold my breath And disappear inside myself I'm losing strength, i'm losing all strength You're breaking my heart Breaking my heart You're breaking my heart again Don't ask me to start Ask me to start Just don't ask me to start again Start again Oh you're breaking my heart again Don't ask me to start Ask me to start Just don't ask me to start again Start again No Oh no no I'm losing you I'm losing, oh, you

Aliens
Two aliens landed in the Arizona desert near a gas station that was closed for the night. They approached one of the gas pumps and the younger alien addressed it saying, "Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Take us to your leader." The gas pump, of course, didn't respond. The younger alien became angry at the lack of response and the older alien said, "I'd calm down if I were you." The younger alien ignored the warning and repeated his greeting. Again, there was no response. Annoyed by what he perceived to be the pump's haughty attitude, he drew his ray gun and said impatiently, "Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Do not ignore us this way! Take us to your leader or I will fire!" The older alien warned his comrade saying, "You don't want to do that! I don't think you should make him mad." "Rubbish," replied the cocky, young alien. He aimed his weapon at the pump and opened fire. There was a huge explosion. A massive fireball roared tow

Song That Connects...
Some one, I do think from this site, asked me what song reminds me of myself or connects with me. I have thought of it for so long that I can not even remember who asked me lol Maybe they will see this and remind me haha...Anyway I finally found it, by not even trying....I woke up to it this morning while it was playing on the radio... The song is Sweet Surrender by Sarah McLaclan I am gonna put the video up and the lyrics under it.. Sweet Surrender it doesn't mean much it doesn't mean anything at all the life I've left behind me is a cold room I've crossed the last line from where I can't return where every step I took in faith betrayed me and led me from my home and sweet sweet surrender is all that I have to give you take me in no questions asked you strip away the ugliness that surrounds me are you an angel am I already that gone I only hope that I won't disappoint you when I'm down here on my knees and sweet sweet sweet surrender is a

Just Felt Lie It I Guess
Now, I just write what I feel. I know it is not tradional, but hell, here it is: the heat of the night you came to my door sweating and panting needing and wanting I open my arms feeling your embrace Kiss my lips Touch my face The stars shining brighter your love a miracle Hear the Ocean see my desire I am yours tonight and all nights Feel the wind upon our skin the cool touch of your hand on my breast the wetness below the hardness bumping into me our souls dancing upon the moon enter me becoming one tasting your skin making love hear me moan hear me cry the joy in my body the love on top of me may this night never end

Ppl With No Life!
JUST A FEW UNHAPPY WORDS TO MY HATERS! KISS MY ASS BIATCHES!!! FIRST OFF I HAVE NEVER ASKED FOR MONEY FROM ANYONE ONLINE AS A MATTER OF FACT I GIVE MONEY TO PPL ALL THE TIME AND YOUR JUST JEALOUS YOUR NOT ONE OF THOSE PPL!! I BUY BLASTS FOR PPL AND VIC MEMBERSHIPS AND HELP EVERYONE OUT I CAN!!! SECONDLY IF I WAS GONNA ADD FAKE PICS TO MY PROFILE THEY WOULD BE OF SOME HOT FUCKIN CHICK NO ONE COULD RESIST! SO WITH THAT SAID KISS MY ASS HATERS! TRY GETTING A LIFE YA BUNCH OF ASS MUNCHERS!!! AND TO MY FRIENDS LUV YA TONS!!!

Why I'm Still Here (and You Are Not)
So most of you know that I have a band called Pheonix Rising. We've had some small successes online and I had a lot of high hopes for us. However, a couple days ago I called it quits with my bandmate. He's a great and very talented guy, and I wish I could still work with him... but he's far away (in Australia) and he has to work all the time. He can't make time for the band... and he won't move here unless it's certain that he can make enough money at music ONLY to keep his house and stuff in Australia and live here. I have sacrificed a lot already and it's hard to work with someone who seems incapable of sacrificing anything. I had waited a long time for stuff to change, and I wanted to wait longer... but I have a feeling that I would be waiting forever for him to find time for the band and make it work out. So I said goodbye. It's funny... if he had just said "Please don't give up on me; this is what I really want" I would have said "OK." But he didn't, and that's proba

Mri And Going To The Beach
I had my MRI this morning, it sucked, but i managed not to freak out in the machine. Had to go to a piercing place yesterday and today to get my jewelry removed and put back in, so a good portion of my 20 some piercings are red and irritated. Drove home today, first time since the seizure. I did ok at first and then had to really concentrate on not freaking out. I did alot of singing out loud and concentrating on the words of the songs as i sang them, to keep my mind from flying through things. Hopefully sometime this week we will find out the results of the MRI. Tomorrow I leave for the beach for a week with my boyfriend and his family. Im nervous, but trying not to freak out. Im afraid im going to ruin things by freaking out, which is freaking me out. So im trying to stay calm and ive got a good stockpile of drugs to sedate me with if need be. i need to just try to go and relax. Everyone tries to tell me "just calm down" but its not that easy, sometimes, im not even stress

Cauldron Of Lust
Cauldron of Lust by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Beneath the studied calm of my appearance, I have become a steaming cauldron of lust for you. Inside, I spin and cavort imagining your succulent body tangled in the web of my insatiable desire for you. Accept the eager worship of my mouth upon you. Voraciously concentrated on the prominent steel of your rigid sex. Shameless visions -- raw sucking you to thrashing crescendo. My ardent desire welling up inside of me. Dampening my panties, Beading the tips of my breasts. Making my lips pouty, As you feel the satin of my cheeks caressing you with tender strength. Relentlessly seeking your pleasure. Feasting upon your throbbing scepter. Reveling in your groans- Wallowing in pure bliss. My eyes locked in the request.... King of my passion Anoint me with your essence.

I Saw This And Thought I Would Copy It
Fuck You number ONE. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS FUBAR!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number SIX. 6th graders who have FUBAR and loo

Stupid Idiots
YA KNOW I REALLY HATE PEOPLE WHO CALL AND THEY CAN'T EVEN PRONOUNCE MY NAME RIGHT...HOW IN THE HELL DO YOU KATHLEEN OUT OF KATHERINE...HOW HARD IS IT TO SAY K A T H E R I N E.....TICKS ME OF...THEN TO TOP IT OFF THEIR NUMBER IS FREAKIN BLOCKED SO YOU CAN'T CALL THEM BACK...I SWEAR THE NEXT PERSON THAT CALLS ME KATHLEEN ..I'M GONNA GO OFF...IT JUST REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES...

Glistening Bodies Entwined
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

Not Sure????
I cry in my own hell waiting for the answers that will never come All the hurt, pain and lies you gave me made me believe I was worth something to you When does this pain end? Do I have to sell my soul again and again to feel something? You took my pain and used it against me to make you feel better about your troubled soul I loved with everything I had, made me feel something superficial inside Still waiting for the day I can be at peace with my sins and acceptance of myself I remember holding on to your leg when you came home from work I remember you telling me I was special I remember you consoling me when I was upset I remember you telling us you had enough food for yourself and we had to make our own I remember the nights when you would pace the floor on your hands and knees looking for that crumb that you might have missed before Do you understand the impact you have had on my life? Do you even care that I am an addict just like you? Explain to me why your

Just My Thoughts
Have you ever been in love? I am not talking about the feeling that you get and then a few weeks later, you are over it and forget the person entirely. I am talking about true and honest love. The kind of love that does not die.. I am starting to believe that a love like that never fades and that once you find your soul mate, then that is it. There is no other. There maybe some people who you love lot or even more then anything in the world, but not like the love that you shared with your soul mate.

Got The Papers In The Mail!
got the papers in the mail....it's finally official I am a free woman YAY me! I will never look back and I don't think that I will ever think of him again iffen I have to...I just feel so liberated and so me on my own again....no answering to someone that didn't have control of me for so long and the kids can finally take a breather knowing that the man they love as dad is gonna finally be around forever!

Finding Paradise
Last night, I found Bliss tucked inside your embrace. I found one thousand Dreams dancing in your paradise eyes. In the traces of your touch, I found Music. And even after your were gone, I found memories of your kisses Whispering Lullabies in my ear. Finding you Discovering your Beauty Realizing your Truth . . . I found Love.

No Strings Attached
In a world that's constantly changing In a life that's always rearranging Some things will always remain true I'll be your friend thru an thru. No strings attached, for a true friend Aquaintences come an go, but a bond never ends. We pick each other up when, times are bad. Cheer each other up when, times are sad. We don't keep score, of who owes who. That's something a friend will not do. When I offer my friendship, here's all you have to do. Please, accept me, as I accept you.

Room 213
He leaves work & finds a note on his truck............written in red ....meet me at the local hotel room 213.......well why the hell not he thinks..he drives the the hotel parks his truck n walks to room 213.. on the door is an envelope............he opens it ..its the key...............he takes the key out and slowly opens the door.....There inside the room the girl he dreams of stands dressed in amazing black leather holdin a crop n a pair of cuffs..........he is instantly hard.......... she instructs him to take his clothes off................he follows her instruction n slides his clothes to the floor........she tosses the cuffs to him n instructs him to put them on in front..and he does...................... she grabs him by the cuffs n leads him to the edge of the bed.........................pushes him back n tickles him lightly from head to toe with the edge of the crop...............then she blindfolds him..............she grabs an ice cube slides it over him slowly then licks

Silence
The dim light of the moon shimmers Gently Through the window and Spatters onto the cold floor. The silvery silence bares his soul, As his body presses against mine, His warm skin beads with sweat, The essence of his life. A quiet rumor. A sacred secret. His sweet breath tickles my ear With dreams of yesterday And promises of tomorrow.

Love Which Way
what do u do when u heart is torn 3 differeent ways. my mind life my life what do i do im so confused how much more can i stand, if i go this way who will i hurt if i go that way who will i shock . urghhhhhhh why why why

I Am Djing On Online Radio Again
ONLY 18 AND OVER PLEASE !!!! I AM NOW DJING ONLINE RADIO AGAIN SO PLEASE JOIN ME AND TUNE IN OR EVEN COME AND HANG WITH ME IN CHAT AT WWW.HOOKAHRADIO.COM ON TUESDAY 10:00PM TO 12:00AM CENTRAL TIME AND THURSDAYS 10:00PM TO 12:00AM CENTRAL TIME ZONE. You may get a hold on me on yahoo messenger to talk to me during my shows (yahoo nic name is titaniumexperiencecom ) mY SHOWS ARE MORE THAN MUSIC i PLAY GAME SHOWS THAT I HAVE CREATED TRIVIA AND LOTS LOTS MORE.... YOU WANT ENTERTAINMENT TUNE INTO MY SHOWS !!!!! My shows are made for 18 and over only sorry but i like to be free and not worry about my language or content. love you all hope to see you all tune ina nd even hang with me in the radio websites chat room. ~*~HUGS~*~ if you have any music, comedy or anything you want to be played on my shows please message me and let me know. email - djtitaniumexp@titaniumexperience yahoo nic name - titaniumexperiencecom Also if you want to record yourself to be put on

Darkness
Darkness was all I saw till You came into my life… I thought day after day, will My heart ever see the light. Dead inside was all I Could feel… And all I could think was My heart will never heal. Never let anyone in again, Is what I told myself… That way the only pain, Would be the pain that I HAVE dealt. Then out of nowhere here Comes you… And I told myself, be careful, He wont be true. I figured once I told you what I wanted and where I stood… I thought “Oh my God him stick Around, theres no way that he would. But your still here and I cant help but wonder… How you are pulling me out from This darkness Ive been under. For me to love you is not An easy thing to do… But to think of my life without You leaves me feeling blue. So Im trying my hardest To give you my heart… Thank you for staying knowing What you knew from the start.. Because of you my love, The darkness is fading… And from my heart to yours…. Thank y

Omg!!! Loook What Just Happened To Me!!!!! Lol
OMFG!!!! Ffs.... lol................I just went out to get me a big ole JUGG of ZOMBIE coffee......hehehe... And wouldn't ya not it...lol... I drank it and it came out the rotted ends of both my legs..... :-S :-SROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAH... OMFG!!!!! I lost it .. ROFL!!! :P :O :P :O :-S : Dam Zombies ya gimme some stuffing and some needles and thread FFs.... LOL!!! :O :P.......... Somebody sew me up and put me back together already........ Ffs... ROFL!!!! ":P :-S Can ya give this pooor Zombie girl a hand... lol.. Or rather a foot or arm ... LMFAO!!!!:P :O Dam Humans.... Why ya always gotta pick the rott off of me ..... LMAO!!!!!! :O :O

Venus' Blessing?
Venus' Blessing? You say I'm the most beautiful woman in the world, a veritable goddess of love. However, I know you've been out of touch with reality since the day we met. You perceive who you want to when you look deeply into the green glass Stones that you call my eyes. They are not the windows to my damned soul. I lost mine long ago, foolish man, and these days, I'm so lost to love That I merely reflect what you wish for, don't you sense the danger? Its my blessed curse of unfortunate birth to appear to be all, somehow exactly What men want. They fill their minds with illusions of how I am their *perfect* Woman, and while it may be true I am an incomparable lover, its not The magic of true love and happily ever after till death do us part. No, I am the daughter of passionate loins and sweaty murmurs in the night, More succubus than angel, more whore than Madonna ever thought to be. Yes, I know men, oh yes, I admit I like them well, until they want to stay. I lik

You Have To Read Read This
i had i bulletin taken down before this is getting worst if it carrys on i am going to stop using this thing please leave comments to tell me what you reckon its mumms.stash now bulletins its one big joke

Body Art Or Self Mutilation
Well, Well, Well. I am sure a few people think I have lost my mind and I did a long time ago and that's besides the point. I was sitting here in front of my computer the other night looking at different Piercings and I thought Why not. I grabbed the last piercing kit I had, a Barbell and a Horse shoe and gave myself a RPA(Reversed Prince Albert) and a Frenum. I thought it would of hurt much worse but actually it felt pretty good in an Erotic kind of way. I think I will get a few more kits and Barbells and then I can do a Frenum ladder. Am I sick? Maybe but why live a boring life when you can live life on the edge.

When It All Falls Down
When It All Falls Down. What am I to do when it all falls down? When the very entity of my life no longer exists to me now. Im left gasping for the object of my enchantment It digusts me so greatly Yet, if i don't have this affection I begin to panic. I hold so firm to it when it comes Knowing it will only kill me when its done. The ambivalence of this emotion is so ample That I pray a thousand times for it to be overcome. I look to see better days When this love crazed emotion ascends some time And I no longer feel this way. ~YOURS TRULY~ Salvador Bishop Renteria.

I Love Men!
I love men. You always hear women, and other men, bashing men, but let me tell you something, I love men. Why? I love about men assume women are visually stimulated. I love hot men, but it might not be what a man would perceive as hot. I love broad strong shoulders. I love men's backs, I do. I love how they are built, but that isn't enough to make a man hot. I love how men want to protect their women, but struggle to let us protect ourselves. I love how men are completely overwhelmed and lost at first when they encounter a woman who loves sex. I love how men use big words and then make that lightning fast glance at a woman to see if she noticed. I love how straight guys struggle to accept homosexuality. I love how even the most sensitive guy gets SOME kind of look when women start discussing their menses. I love how men stroke themselves and lose themselves in sex. I love how men treasure their children, I love how men have become more involved with their children than how

Familial Gone Astray
To the hypocrites: Get off that pedestal you're clinging on to, grasp reality, & take a generous bite of humble pie. Because one day, you might just lose your balance & not have anyone to help YOU back up...laying among nothing but your materialism. I despise the self-absorbed morons. I hope one, fine, sun-drenched day, that Modesty's bite will nip them in the harse numerous times & leave some beautiful scars...lol. Yes, I'm mad as hell, can ya' tell?! It takes ALOT to get me as upset as I am right now...sheesh! To those that have befriended me, you know I'm not one to carry pessimism around in my back pocket. I always have an optimistic outlook on life & if I encounter a problematic situation, I commonsensically rectify it. However, piousness fits no where within the seams of deception's cloak. I don't understand how some people claim to be God-fearing churchgoers; disciples of His word & righteous in every aspect. YET, if you confide to them, look to them for a listening ear.

The Cost Of A Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "

Hahahahahahaha So Funny !!!
I just called my best mate Claire and her four year old daughter answered the phone. I said hi babe its Auntie Dani how are you and she responds ... good ... my daddy thinks you're weird. hahahahahahahahahha !!! and I had to bite my tongue because I almost said, thats ok honey, Auntie Dani thinks your daddy is weird too. I dont talk to Shaun anymore. we were very close friends before but we had a falling out after Claire and him broke up earlier in the year. When we were all friends, I would stay up all night till sunrise talking to him, we actually shared a lot of personal things with each other. I kissed him too, with Claire's consent of course !!! they were in a sort of open relationship and well the first time I kissed her and then I kissed him and yeh lol we did other 'stuff' as well ... another time she goes to me, kiss him and tell me how bad a kisser he is, so I got one layed on me (we were drunk again) and the last time he tried to take things too far one night when we were

Giant Donkey Balls
Have you ever been in the position where you are waiting for a phone call, or a text message, or an email from that one person who makes you feel like your grip on the skin of the world is firm enough to stop you sliding of? The person who doesn’t have to say anything when you’re together, just be there? The one who makes you stop doubting your existence and makes you realise that you are a fully paid up member of the human race? And they are the one person who doesn’t know that they are that person to you? If not, then I have mingled feelings of pity and envy for you. If you have, it’s just the pity. This is one of the worst places I have been. It’s a middle ground, a no-mans-land between acceptance and rejection and, quite frankly, it sucks giant donkey balls.

Who Pisses Me Off
1. People who talk on the phone, smoke and drive with their elbows. 2. People who ask a/s/l and don't read profiles first. Normally the same people have no profile. 3. People who complain about the government and don't vote! 4. My next door neighbors (a crack whore (mother), petifile (husband), murderer (oldest daughter) 5. People who are nasty to you only after you were nice to them. 6. Co-workers who you get along with and then turn on you to save their own ass! 7. Government officials who put themselves above the law. (more to come)

Back To Reality, Bitches!
If there is one thing that annoys me about this place it is the sudden implosion of cyber marriages. Yes, cyber marriages, fubar weddings, all that crap really annoys the shit out of me. It's really none of my business on who marries who and what people do with their lives, but it annoys me to no end to see people wasting away their lives dedicating themselves to people they will probably never even meet. Now, I'm not one to judge, but honestly, if you are quite a distance away from the one you "love" do you really think it's going to work out in real life just because it works out online? I honestly believe that people on this site are multi-faceted. There is the fubar personality and then there is your REAL personality. When on fubar, you can be the person you are not. For an example...me. I'm really not gorgeous. Yes, these are my real pics, obviously, but for some odd reason, webcam makes me look thinner and prettier then I normally am. Do I ever have real life

For Ever Yours.
As the days go by as our lifes grow old may you walk with me hand in hand we'll hold, and 'till the end my darling will I "SO HOLD TRUE" that for but each other "MEANT" were me and you. If your presence is absent when time is pass exist "HEAVEN" will be bleak if your luster is missed, thus I would not stay if you are nowhere their for the fitting place would have lost its glare, I would "DIE" again to be born in you being in every beat that your heart induced and throughout your body it would introduce my lingering existance with your own would truce

Suicide
Tortured, suffering, living in pain haunted by his past she writes a letter to her family and friends and for unknown reasons laughs. she thought she was alone and uncared for she heavens a sigh of grief tears flow freely from her eyes she seeks to find relief. Into her room she silently went her family not to wake takes the revolver from her drawer her hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house her parents run indred for on the floor with a gun at her side in a pile of blood their child lay dead.

Let Go Or Hold On The Person???
If you really care for and love someone so much, would you let that person go or hold on to that person? I think that if you really love someone so much and care about him A LOT then you would let that person go and be happy because what's the point of holding on to that person while you know that he doesn't love you or that he doesn't want to be with you? And what's the point of holding on if he's not happy with you? You're only gonna hurt yourself more for doing this..

To Fall In Love Is Easy...
To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.

This Be A Prayer You Can Say To Our Lord For Him To Come Into Your Heart Today ;
O Lord please help Me ;Im a sinner wanting to call on You now... Please ; I want to follow Thee and I do belive . I have faith now iN The ; Can you strengthen this and show me love and help me on my way ,to learn of you and your love and ways..Teach me O Lord ; Show me thy plan for my life , Use me and Guide me , I want to be your servant and I want to recieve thy blessings and I except Thy gift of Eternal Life and love and all ..I worship You first and put you O Lord in my life first.. ; I will listen and have faith in you and no one else. For your my Christ who layed down Your life for me ; I accept You as my King.. Thank You O lord for saving a sinner like me.. Amen Amen ! Amen !!..

Burn
you move, like i want to you see the things i want to around you i feel i should burn you feel, like angels should you smell like flowers do around you i feel i should burn Time, has tortured me all the lies false promises have blinded me but now, so close to you i see, i feel i feel i should burn

Black Eyed Kids
It was about 9:30 p.m. when I left. From my friends relatively isolated apartments, it's about 10-15 minutes or so to downtown (Abilene has a population of about 110,000). Right next to Camalott Communications' old location is a $1.50 movie theater. At the time, the place was featuring that masterwork of modern film, Mortal Kombat. I drove by the theater on the way into the center proper and pulled into an empty parking space. Using the glow of the marquee to write out my check, I was startled to hear a knock on the driver's-side window of my car. I looked over and saw two children staring at me from street. I need to describe them, with the one feature (you can guess what it was) that I didn't realize until about half-way through the conversation cleverly omitted. Both appeared to be in that semi-mystical stage of life children get into where you can't exactly tell their age. Both were boys, and my initial impression is that they were somewhere between 10-14. Boy N

Epilogue From A Lady
Words of Pleasure My orgasm occurred about an hour ago, I write this with all the detail fresh in my mind, (though I do tidy it later) I want you to know every salacious detail. The act of writing my masturbation for your knowledge, and the arousal it gives me has demanded an epilogue. Seconds ago I orgasm again after being aroused so, as I knew I would. Below I detail the event for you my erotic confidante, my reader. Content in afterglow I warmly bid you farewell until the next sharing of my intimacy. I walked into my bedroom looking at the patchwork satin bedspread illuminated through the net curtains by warm, diffuse sunlight. I love to masturbate on this quilt. Its' six-inch squares of satin, silk, some even polyester I think, feel wonderful on my skin as I writhe on my back. Or rubbing my nipples hard on it while on my front, hand delving down between my legs reaching for so much pleasure. But my cherished reader, I am ahead of myself. It is 4:06pm precisely. I have j

My Lady
There is a lady, I've yet to meet To win her love, would be, a wondrous feat She deserves a love, so fair, so grand Oh; what we'd do, if I were her man Her smile; like sunshine, warming my face She carries herself, with elegant grace The face of a pixie, or a fairy queen Erotically sensual, and happily serene Her bodies a gift, I'd love to receive Hours of pleasure, with the games we'd conceive Devoting myself, to bringing joy in her life Like the joy I would feel; if she were my wife Deep in her eyes, I see what the world's made of Heaven and Earth, all filled with true love Mornings, I'd wake her, with a sweet gentle kiss Ensuring our day, would be lovingly bliss Passionate love, we'd make often and long The joining of our bodies, like music to song If given one wish, I knew would come true My lady it'd be, to spend my life; loving you!

Online Love Goes Real Life
Online Love Goes Real Life "Where do you want to meet at?" Lady Katherine typed. It's been four months now and she's been faithfully talking to one man, LateNiteFantasy. They've decided that now is the time to get together in real life. They've discussed everything online, from their childhoods to their sex lives. There was hardly a day or night they wouldn't be online just letting their fingers do all the talking. They were addicted to each others words; each others love. Lady Katherine knew that LateNiteFantasy was the man for her. They were emotionally bound to each other. There were things that LateNiteFantasy and she would chat about that she had never discussed with anyone at any time. He brought out her secrets, her love, and her soul. It was like he was made just for her . . . He was the only man that held the key to her heart. After setting the time and place Lady Katherine set her online status to "busy" and let out a happy gLateNiteFantasy. She couldn't believe

Yes I Am Back
I am back online again..... It will take awhile for me to fill the requests I have, and to sift thru friend requests. but i will get to them. sorry for the long delay. it appears that my cable modem box went out again... Im blowing one up about every 6 months lol

Our Love
The best surprise in my life is our love. My greatest strength is anchored in our love. Hiding in a mad forest of shadows, nothing brightened my darkness like our love. I wandered along life’s path in despair, unappreciated until our love. Circumstances hold us distant lovers, But no number of miles could stop our love. Though people may try to separate us, they underestimate the strength of our love. They don’t see the unconditional love; the FOREVER LOVE that grew from our love.

Just How Im Feeling..
The Beatles - Help lyrics by John Lennon Help! Help! I need somebody, Help! Not just anybody, Help! You know I need someone, help. When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days are gone, I’m not so self-assured, Now I find I’ve changed my mind I’ve opened up the doors. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being around. Help me get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me? And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But ev'ry now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I’ve never done before. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being around. Help me get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me? When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days

Check This Out
Ok im getting pissed. All you hear about this war is how many American Soldiers, or Marines were killed today as a result of whatever. And YOu might every now and then hear about the Air Force, and even less than that the Navy. Well i want yall to know something that hapened a few weeks ago. The Air Force has a Team that will go outside the wire, and does the same shit that we Soldiers and Marines do. Not too long ago one of these trucks was hit by an IED. No one Hurt at all, Just pissed off. Well as it would happen they saw a trigger man running like hell, funny thing is that is exactly where he ended up. HELL. Him and a few of his friends are now shareing the hotest places in the firey pits of hell. Shit like this happens all the time but you wont hear about it on CNN, or Read about it in the Stars and Stripes. I guess the good guys kicking a little ass dosent make any money, and fact of the matter is we kick alot of ass. but dont tell any one. we dont want to piss off t

What The F**k
WELL THIS HAS BEEN A FUBAR FUCKING WEEK...TOTAL MURPHEY'S LAW...THE LIST IS AS FOLLOWS 1. KNOT COMES UP UNDER MY ARM...DING DING DING...HEAD FOR EMERGENCY ROOM...NOW A HOLE THE SIZE OF A QUARTER 2. FRIEND SUPPOSE TO COME IN....CLEAN ...RE-ARRANGE FURNITURE...GROCERY SHOP....NO SHOW...NO CALL...NOTHING 3.TALK TO A GUY ON HERE....SEEMS NICE...TILL YOU DON'T DO WAHAT HE WANTS YOU TO...THEN COMES THE NAME CALLING...AND HE CAN'T EVEN SPELL THOSE RIGHT I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS LAST ONE....WHAT MAKES GUYS THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE YOUR OVERWEIGHT YOU WILL FUCK ANY MAN THAT COMES ALONG. I TAKE MORE PRIDE IN MYSELF THAN THAT. AND I DON'T LIE. IF I TELL YOU THAT I AM TOO BUSY WITH THINGS I MEAN IT. BUT TO TELL ME I AM FULL OF SHIT AND CALL ME GHETTO TRASH...I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO. THAT IS WHITE TRASH ASSHOLE AND I AM PROUD OF IT. SO HERE IS A LITTLE MESSAGE FOR YOU....TAKE YOUR SKANKY ASS BACK TO YOUR WIFE AND FUCK HER. TEXAS WOMEN HAVE A LITTLE MORE CLASS. GET A FUCKING CLUE WOULD Y

The Heat Of My Desire
The Heat of My Desire In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all posi

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Brown Eyes
Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Great in bed. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love.Is not the kind of person that you want to piss off.

Vote!!! For Me!!!!!
Okay everyone I am pulling in all favors!!! I have entered a contest, yes I know completely out of my ordinary.... It is for my cleavage!!! I will win a blast, so bomb me with votes!!! Here is the link that you will need!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=504725&i=609632646

What A Jerk
SEEMS WE HAVE A DUMBASS JERK AMONG FUBAR TRAHING WOMEN EVEN CAME TO PLAY WITH ME AND RUFFLED HIS FEATHERS EVEN THE CUNT WORD I GOT CALLED, BUT DONT WORRY IT DONT BOTHER ME....LOL I'LL EAT THIS FOOL FOR BREAKFAST HERE IS THE MORON WITH 2 PROFILES,CHECK HIS PAYBACK PROFILE Truth@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1083593&friend=1083593" target=_blank>payback@ fubar

Human Nature
Human nature An excuse for people to be dicks to each other. An invalid argument usually used against Anarchy and Communism. The impulse to survive. If the best way to survive in a given society is to compete and gather more wealth than the next guy, humans in that society will strive to compete. Likewise, if survival requires cooperation, then the human will strive for cooperation. The one reason there will never be world peace. Human nature accounts for the flaws in this and every other society that has ever existed before us and will ever exist long after we have departed this world. Is it by human nature that we become self centered, stereotypical,or find a grudge to milk it for everything it is worth... Human nature can be regulated to a point just like everything else. The manner of upbringing and moral support has a lot in the regulation of human nature.

Absence
hi to all who decide to read this i have had 2 and half weeks off from work and i thought that i would be able to spend more time getting to know most of my friends and family members on here but in the first couple of days i was distracted by a member on here and have kept away just popping on now and then i am now due back to work on monday and i will be back on here alot more from then. the person will not be named but they upset me a great deal and i did not think anyone would do that again. there is one person on here which i would love to get to know more than ever but would not work out as that person doesn't think the same or at least thats what i think. the person is no longer on any of my lists and am straightening the problem out.sorry for the moaning but thats how i feel thanks for listening keep safe

Her King!
Her King! As she said "I Love You" and held him tight, He smiled then said it too His plane was late he couldn't be late, He said I'll be back i promise you One last kiss before he leaves a tear fell from his eye She knew he'd miss her and tried to be strong, then began to cry Another tour and more lonely nights she couldn't say a thing For in his eyes she was his queen and he knew he was her king Six months went by they stayed in touch then one day it was gone The last time she got to hear his voicehe sang her favorite song "If 2maro Never Comes" he sang then I love You and goodnight She kept a secret from her soldier for reasons this was right He never knew before he passed he would have a son She named her boy after him and knew that must be done Some said it was wrong not telling him, Some said it was so right She sings that song to little King she sings it everynight. JW

My Kisses Are:::
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

First Rambling On The Subject
Throughout history and in many cultures, the phallus has reigned supreme as a symbol of power, fertility and strength. In many of these cultures you would find it reflected in artwork, carvings and objects. Phallic shaped charms and pendants would be given to women who wanted to concieve and the man of the house may even be depicted barely able to hold his seven foot penis as a testament to how powerful his family was. Some of these old traditions are still seen in some parts of the world. For some time i believed that modern america would never bare witness to these somewhat silly and definatly outdated traditions of phallic symbology, but i was very wrong. A dear friend of mine who shall remain nameless introduced me to several findings that challenged my previous views on the evolvment of the male species. It seems that men everywhere still view their penis as a symbol of strength and power even after all of these years. As many of you already know, Craigslist is a place w

*~you Walk Among My Dreams~*
"You walk among my dreams". One thing I know, Deep in my heart, I've loved you from the very start. I savor that part of you I carry deep inside of me. Just hoping that you might Walk among my dreams and memories. My heart dances with the Mere thought of you. Can I live without you? Now that I know you, Now that I know you exist. You have truly become the star of my life. I will cherish you And love you forever. It is very important for me to express To you how much you really mean to me. But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness This expression must come in a form such as this. By: Teresa Abeyta© April 12, 2005

Dial Up Tips And Fubar
Ok your on Fubar but your on dial up. Welcome to severe agitation. The first online bar, it's way cool, but it's all image files. If you want to check your mail from that pimpin hottie you talk to last night, you have to wait for the onslaught of profiles to load to scroll across the top your screen. Then you have to wait and wait for the mail interface to load. Not to bad, takes sometime but do able. Then hottie says why didnt you rate my album! You Asshole! And you go to their album, eager to keep Hottie in loves grasp. You load the first picture and notice to your dismay that 343 comments have to load before you can load the picture much less rate it. Welcome to Dial up hell and the all in one ending factor to many could be flirtatious moments. I've looked around to find a solution and High speed is it. But if your 400 feet from the phone guys line of high speed admittance or just on dial up for whatever reason I think I've found a few things to help. First is Mozi

Spouseal Abuse / Amened This Blog To Include Men/ Child Abuse Signs And Warnings@2 Look For >>
You see a lady fidigity alot kind a shaky or scared trimbling when she speeks . always looking around or over her shoulder lots. Or maybe a bruses on her and there are scars , or always worry about her spouse where he is and if he is close to see her; Or over hear her. Or a lady who cant have girl friends is at home always at home ; And cant see family or friends , kept seperate from her out side life locked in her home with spouse .always is with spouce you never see her alone . sh cant have money and she cant do shopping alone or laundry at luandry mats alone , cant even go to Dr,s offices alone.. this is all signs of abuse and I know all to well all these and more. Men are abused by women too. be not fooled these signs happen to men just in reverse. Men can be fidigity , shaken alot , not trusted by his wife or sig. other., beaten and they wont hit back cause they are taught not to hit women. a man usaually is scared and wont say or show it . A child being abused

Random Facts!
A shrimp's heart is in its head. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14,Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? In every episod e of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. Most lipstick contains fish scales. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. If you sneeze t

11 Go Figure ????? :p
LAYER ONE: Spell your name with animals (or reptiles?!) C cat O ostrich R raccoon R rhino I iguanna N nemo??? A anaconda LAYER TwO: -- Name: Corrina -- Birthday: Aug 13 /74 -- Nickname: QT, princess, eleven, ele, C, Cor, -- Current Location: outside on the patio at home -- Eye Color: brown -- Hair Color: browny/blonde -- Right or Left: right LAYER THREE: -- Shoes you wore today: flip flops -- Your perfect pizza: salami and mushroom LAYER FOUR: -- Best holiday: Halloween -- Most missed memory: my doggie dingo LAYER FIVE -- Pepsi or Coke: Dr. Pepper.. Dr. pepper -- McDonald's or Burger King: Mickey D's -- Adidas or Nike: nike just do me -- Lipton Ice Tea or Hot Chocolate: hmmmm tie -- Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate LAYER SIX: Do You... -- Curse?: y th number 11 fuck -- Do you sing?: yes all the time -- Want to go to college: been there done that -- Get motion sickness: only on elevators that dont srop -- Think you're a health freak

My Wild Rose
You 're the full moon of my nights And the sunshine of my day. Like a queen upon her throne, You rule what I do and say. It's God who makes us beautiful And the Devil who makes us mean. It all depends on whom we follow Which way our lives shall lean. With one foot in the future And one foot in the past, Let us try to live our days As though each was our last. You're the wild rose of my life, My flower of desire. Made by God for me alone Out of earth, stars and fire.

No More
so here on fubar we communicate in various way. two of those methods involve the use of bulletins and blogs. Sadly, a very tiny percentage of you ever read anything I post. Therefor, This is the LAST blog. The final bulletin has already been posted. Thanks. Fubar friends are a fuckin' joke.

Slightly Used Biker For Sale Or Lease. Lmao
SLIGHTLY USED DOMINATE MALE BIKER FOR SALE OR LEASE. LOVES TO RIDE AND BE RIDDEN BY A GOOD WOMAN. NOT RIDDEN ENOUGH, LOW MILEAGE. NEED A GOOD WOMAN TO RIDE HIM HARD AND TREAT HIM RIGHT. HE PERFORMS BEST ONE ON ONE. LEATHER AND LACE ARE PREFERRED RIDING APPAREL TO BE WORN BY THE LADY. SHE MUST BE SELF CONFIDENT IN EVERY DAY LIFE, HAVE EXCELLENT SELF- ESTEEM, AND WELL GROOMED AND STILL HAS FUN GETTING DIRTY. LADY MUST BE WILLING TO SUBMIT HER FLESH COMPLETELY AND UNCONDITIONALLY, WHEN ALONE TO THIS 1964 MODEL DOMINATE MALE BIKER. THE ASKING PRICE IS; ONE HEART, SOUL AND BODY. UNCONDITIONAL LOYALTY IS A MUST. TRUTH AND HONESTY IS MANDATORY. ANYTHING LESS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED! SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY NEED APPLY. P.S. I HAVE ONLY BEEN TREATED DECENT BY MAYBE A HANDFUL OF WOMEN OUT OF SEVERAL HUNDRED, IN MY LIFE. I DEMAND RESPECT AND IN RETURN I SHALL GIVE IT BACK IN RETURN. BLESSED BE. SCOOTER BLACK.

"when A Guy Misses You"
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

The Color Of Your Eyes....
The color of your eyes tell how much love you have I have: Brown Eyes Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Great in bed. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love.Is not the kind of person that you want to piss off. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to p

Insanity Is Hereditary
A RANT SENT TO ME BY MY NEPHEW LANDON- ENJOY... Hung over have full omelette from IHOP too drunk to eat passed out on couch masturbating slowly everything is so loud had nightmares like none i have had before please tell the midgets to stop laughing hahahahahaaaaaaa finally someone let me out of my cage got a lovely bunch of coconuts *ding* fries are done would you like an apple pie with that?

When A Girl Misses You
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Brought To U By Her World)
BROUGHT TO U BY HER WORLD) im hosting a contest of BFF'S ! you need to comment me a link to your photo of you and your BFF. photoshop pictures are welcome some of my best friends are online. there will be two pairs of winners, one for most comments and one for most rates. i would like 10 entrys at least. *the prize will be a matching big pimpin gift for u both* @}--,--

Bondage
Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgment. Bondage is about absolute trust. It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them. Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo. Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage. For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes. These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation. Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable. It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit. We're so busy in today's world, and so used to instant gratification, that we've lost the art of foreplay. It's all wham bam, thank you maam and then move on to the next conquest. I kno

Forwarded Jokes
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up."

Pyscho Drama Tour
So last night was the start of Alice Coopers newest tour called Pyscho Drama. It kicked off in Des Moines Iowa. I went of course. Blue Oyster Cult opened for him. They rocked too. Other stuff now So it like says I am always on... I have it set that way. So dont be pissed if you message me and i dont answer back. I am only on it for like three hours a day... if i am lucky..... and I wont be on very much if at all from the 23rd to the 30th of this month. doing some things

Funny Things People Say
I get to go to lots of overseas places, like Canada. - Brittany Spears I went to a fight the other night and a hockey game broke out. - Rodney Dangerfield If your parents never had children, chances are you won't either. - Dick Cavett Did people build this, or did Indians? - Tourist question at Mesa Verde National Park Hickory dickory dock, three mice ran up the clock. The clock struck one, and the other two escaped with minor injuries. Permitted vehicles not allowed. - Road sign on US 27 USA Today has come out with a new survey: Apparently three out of four people make up 75 percent of the population. - David Letterman I haven't committed a crime. What I did was fail to comply with the law. - David Dinkins, New York City Mayor The trouble with the Internet is that it's replacing masturbation as a leisure activity. - Patrick Murray Outside of a dog, a book is man's best friend. I

I Long For
I long for your touch I long for your kiss I long for when are eyes meet I long for the day we meet I long for the day i can rest my head on your shoulder I long for the day we can cuddling and watch the rain I long for the day when are 2 hearts become 1 I long for the day when its not just a dream anymore

Website For Making Your Own Codes For Pics
THIS IS A FAVORITE WEBSITE OF REBELBREED AND MYSELF. WE USE IT FOR MAKING MOST OF OUR OWN TAGS AND PICS FOR OUR STASHES. YOU HAVE TO REGISTER TO USE IT, BUT IT IS FREE. www.xanga.com IF YOU HAVE PICS THAT YOU HAVE SAVED TO YOUR COMPUTER, YOU CAN CLICK ON THE UPLOAD LINK AND LOAD THEM TO MAKE YOUR OWN CODES. THIS SITE WILL ALSO ALLOW YOU TO MAKE THE PICTURE SMALLER OR LARGER. ONCE YOU GET THE PIC THE SIZE YOU WOULD LIKE, YOU CAN COPY AND PASTE THE CODE SO THAT YOU CAN USE IT AS A TAG, ON YOUR PROFILE, OR IN YOUR STASH. YOU CAN ALSO UPLOAD VIDEOS TO CODE THEM SO THAT YOU CAN USE THEM ON YOUR PAGE AND ETC. YOU CAN EVEN CREATE YOUR OWN BLOG ON THIS SITE TOO. WE HAVE SHARED THIS SITE WITH SEVERAL FAMILY MEMBERS AND THEY HAVE ENJOYED IT TOO. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT USING IT, JUST ASK REBEL OR I AND WE WILL BE GLAD TO HELP YOU.

118th
Ok just thought i had to throw this out there..every where i go there is danger its like i'm a magnet to it.....drive by shootings..people jumping on my car...men beating each other with baseball bats....then i looked around where i live hmmm i guess u would call it the hood ...for canadian standards. They want to close the school down my kids go to. I don't want them to end up going to some crack infested piece of crap school..were no one gives a shit. Now I am gonna be the biggest pain in the ass they have ever seen at the school board cause well i can be lol. I'm also thinking of joining the 118th avenue directors to help change the surroundings. I think i should cause i understand what these people need and I have an understanding of there problems. Instead of a group of elderly people that dont like to talk about whats really going on.....anyways i just had to ramble have a great night...:)

Hahaha Gatta Read
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next

Firefighters Down
At just after 0200hrs this morning, units were alerted to 11 Park Valley Lane ,Parkside,Pa for the building fire. Pd were quickly there confirming a working alarm. Engine 45 arrived and started a water line with Truck 65 (Garden City) and Rescue 63 (Green Ridge) closely behind. As the units arived and a line started, the 2nd floor collapsed, trapping 3 firefighters. Crews from Green Ridge and Parkside removed 2 of the fire fighters from the rear of the building, with the 3rd yet accounted for. As the R.I.T. team was active, 45 Command called for the full second alarm assignment. The 3rd firefighter was found under several feet of debris. Crews from Garden City and Green Ridge removed this firefighter to awaiting ambulances. As of the time of this article, one firefighter remains in critical condition and a 2nd in serious condition at Crozer Chester Burn Center.Both are volunteers in thier early 20's. Please keep these guys, their families, and the members of Parkside Fire Company in

So....
i just relized that i can just put my pics only for fam to view..so when i get back imma post em agen...only if u can comment them? ;) Btw if someone addes u to there fam can they atomaticly view ur pics?..or do u have to add them to fam for them to view ur pics? any ways yeah comment them when i post em please. brb

Marriage In Heaven...
On their way to get married, a young Catholic couple is involved in a fatal car accident. The couple find themselves sitting outside the Pearly Gates waiting for St. Peter to process them into Heaven. While waiting, dey begin to wonder: Could they possibly get married in Heaven? When St. Peter showed up, they asked him. St. Peter says, "I don't know. This is the first time anyone has asked. "Let me go find out," and he leaves. The couple sat and waited, and waited. Two months passed and the couple is still waiting. As they waited, they discussed that IF they were allowed to get married in Heaven, what was the eternal aspect of it all. "What if it doesn't work?" they wondered, "Are we stuck together FOREVER?" After yet another month, St. Peter finally returns, looking somewhat bedraggled. "Yes," he informs the couple, "you CAN get married in Heaven." "Great!" said the couple, "But we were just wondering, what if things don't work out? Could we also get a divorce in H

The Perfect Heart
The PERFECT HEART One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man'

Your Pain Is...
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break,that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain. And could you keep your heart in wonder at the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous than your joy; And you would accept the seasons of your heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your fields. And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief. Much of your pain is self-chosen. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity: For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen, And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with His own sacred tears.

The Secret Behind The Number 11 - Pretty Chilling
The Secret behind the number 11 - Pretty Chilling Read to the bottom. Try it out. I did and I got goose bumps If you are a skeptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers , was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11 Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your ow

Life Is Good...
Quick story...I was walking into my house this afternoon, wearing my usual comfortable clothes. Jean shorts and a loose fitting t-shirt. One of my neighbors stopped me, she said, have you gotten taller. Another neighbor said "You do look slimmer, what did you do?" I just grinned, and said been the same height since I enlisted. Well, in January, I weighed 202 lbs. I made a point then, that I would lose weight. I have done nothing since, Ihave worked out less, but more intensely when I do, I don't even do push ups or situps, and I have lost 30 lbs. I weighed myself this morning, after a couple glasses of water and breakfast, I weighed 172 lbs. I don't know about anyone else...but that put me in a danged good mood. That puts my BMI at 24.7. I am in the normal range. I am starting to feel skinny again. I love it. I almost think I am looking good. It just set my day up good all day.

What Month Baby Are You?
Jan ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance Your personality. Feb ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends But rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries t

Hahaha
cleerline: Come monday I'm sending your malware to the various antivirus vendors and then I'm calling the cops. I'm not sure if computer damage is a federal crime so i will either be informing the FBI or finding out which city you live in and informing the local police babyface.zero: what??? cleerline: Its taken me 4 hours to clean my PC. Now fuck off babyface.zero: dood, I gave you the passwords cleerline: So why was my PC complete fucked babyface.zero: it shouldn't have been babyface.zero: what was goin on? cleerline: After I logged in it just froze cleerline: And kept doing that babyface.zero: dood, all ya had to do was delete the file babyface.zero: cleerline: I did babyface.zero: Then that shoulda been it cleerline: How was it started each time I logged on? cleerline: You must have altered the registry cleerline: What is the key? babyface.zero: lol. it was just set to run on startup cleerline: Yes. But HOW babyface.zero: vb code babyface.zero: kinda like how

A Dumbass
this is only part of it, i couldnt get the rest dammit....it was funny too ->~*SaRa*~: and why do you have a pic of a kid as your defaut, you want a bunch of perves lookin at her ->~*SaRa*~: blah grow up ~*SaRa*~: awww how sweet computer lingo ->~*SaRa*~: yeah well GTFO ~*SaRa*~: and im scared why? just remember your the whore not me ->~*SaRa*~: you will end in in my shout box humor blog and everyone will se what a stupid bitch you sre LMFAO ~*SaRa*~: and you can tell you started early with yours ->~*SaRa*~: cunt Sher~Juice...: lol ->Sher~Juice...: i told her thanx 4 the points bitch lol ~*SaRa*~: whore Sher~Juice...: lol ->Sher~Juice...: shes rating all my pics 1s lol ->~*SaRa*~: thanx 4 the points bitch what a dumb bitch lmao, me & sher scared her off I guess

Heart On The Sleeve..................
I love the advice my grandpa gave me.... true most of it he was trying to get me to finish the job and true they are mostly one liners..... but he was and is my grandpa and Smitty !!!!!!!! So for my first blog I will impart some of the best advice he ever gave me.......... I was sitting in a hall on a bench..... my mom said sit here and wait... the next thing I know grandpa wants some of my chips...... I was happy to see him and we shared the chips , as we waited he said Micheal Edward I never want to see you here and I finally asked.. grandpa... where are we? We are at the breaking point and as long as grandma don't know we are ok........ did gramma find out? yes.....was it fine? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it worked itself out but smitty gave me some advice....... Never wear your heart on your sleeve and if you do make sure there is no loose ends!!!!

Kentucky Speedway Wild Crash
This was a wild flip after the Kentucky Speedway Meijer Indy 300 race i went to Saturday night August 11th. Dario Franchitti in the #27 car was attempting to slow down at the end of the race when he BRAKES quit working on him. the end result was him doing a complete backflip in the air and landing on top of the #55 car Kosuke Matsuura, both drivers we're ok and walked away

I'm This Girl
I saw this on a bulletin and just had to put it down here.... I'm the girl!! I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside a house or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it.

Lots Of Catchin Up To Do On Comments
OK WHERE IS ALL MY LOVE GUY AND GIRLS ;-)... IM BEHIND THIS CONTEST LAST TILL THE 17TH SO COMMENT THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC ... I GOTTA GO TO BED IM SOOOOOOO DRUNK LOL!!! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN

Why Do Ppl Play Head Games
dont ppl who play head games know that even though they think thier sneaky and pulling the wool over the eyes of the ppl they r playing them on, sooner or later they will find out the truth and all the head games will come full circle and bite them on the ass ten fold? mark my words, thier r ppl playing head games with me as i speak. dont think im not onto the games.it will come back to u. i promise u that

2 Special Ladies Need Your Help
Two precious ladies need your help in their give aways. Just a wink is a good friend of mine needs 14K so she can get a 7 day blast. Show her some love and I am sure she will return the favor. She is very loyal. Next we have the lovely JuJu who needs 8K comments for a corvette. She absolutely adores animals, especially cats. Show her some love and you will get it back, too. She's a really fun person to know here.

Brian’s Abnormal Day
Another story, this one is longer than the other. Deal with it....or don't read it. Whatever. “I hate these fucking things.” It is the fifth time Brian has said that in as many minutes. He still cannot understand how the most complex object in the world is named after one of the most simplest. What could be simpler than something that grows wild without any attention, something you see is ready, pick and eat. So why this is called a “Blackberry” he will never know. Brian is a well established technoidiot, for him technology peaked out in 1985. After the remote control and cable, technology has taken a nosedive. Techies use their machines like scalpels, deftly using them with surgical precision. He is more like a machete, hacking his way through his day just hoping to still be alive at five o’clock. He is a jalopy on the information superhighway while everyone else is high performance sports cars. However, he is trying. Unfortunately the company wants some people to be acce

Sandy
My cousin Sandy died in a car accident on Friday night... its a awful, sad and tragic way to go... and it makes me feel all numb thinking about it... he was a great guy, happy, sweet, fun and nice... and its a shame somebody like him had to leave us so young.. he will be missed and i wish we coulda talked more often. much love always, your cuzzy Nikki

The Night They First Met
The silver moonlight played on her skin caressing her nudeness inviting him in. Her face was blushing what would he think? her breasts, too small? too perky, too pink? She shouldn't have feared he drinked in her sight her breathtaking beauty surrounded by light. He kissed her in passion his heart beating wild, and when she responded relaxing, he smiled. He parted the petals of her female rose, of the woman he loved, the woman he chose. He entered her gently, she was so tight, she quivered in passion and it felt so right. Moving, exploring, forward and back, he felt her, sensed her in his gentle attack Her eyes were wide, trembling: her lips, her fists were clenched, shaking: her hips. She felt his moves, his gentle touch, her passion grew, wanting so much. His member swelled he closed his eyes, and when he came her moanings his prize. She arched her back, to welcome it all she turned off her mind, she let herself fall. T

Cures
Many times, one person will do or say something in person or in the electronic meeting places that will make the other 'blush'. Now, thru the intense investigative powers and persuasions of yours truely, I have discovered the two perfect cures for 'blushing'. The first is for the 'causor' to continue, and increase, doing or saying what might be causing the 'blush' until the blusher no longer feels the compunction to blush any longer... May take a while, but well worth the effort. The second option for curing 'blushing' is for the causor to simply kiss away each blush from whereever it may appear, softly, gently, and with great attention to detail. Both are perfect cures... see which one works best in your circumstances.

It's Almost Done...
Check out the pics in the "Lobotomy" folder. It is almost finished. Yet another way to try and do myself in in the most gruesome and horrible way imaginable! SAW and Hostel have NOTHING on my twisted imagination!!! Man, I just love the sick shit I dream up. I think "Jigsaw" would be proud :)

God Created Them... He Must Really Love Them
HOW DO THEY SURVIVE? ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She s

What I Own So Far: What I Like
1. Batman the Movie (Adam West) 2. Batman 3. Batman Returns 4. Batman Forever 5. Batman & Robin 6. Batman Animated Volume #1 7. Batman: Mask of the Phantasm 8. Batman: SubZero 9. The Batman and Superman Movie 10. Batman: Mystery of the Batwoman 11. Batman Beyond Movie 12. Batman Beyond: Return of The Joker 13. Superman the movie 14. Superman II 15. Superman III 16. Superman IV 17. Superman Returns 18. Batman Begins 19. Spider-Man 20. Spider-Man 2 21. DareDevil 22. Elektra 23. X-Men Collection: X-Men/X2 24. Ghost Rider 25. The Incredible Hulk 26. The Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible Hulk 27. The Death of the Incredible Hulk 28. Star Wars I: Phantom Menace 29. Star Wars II: Attack of the Clones 30. Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith 31. Star Wars IV: A new hope 32. Star Wars V: The Empire strikes back 33. Star Wars VI: Return of the Jedi 34. The Story of Star Wars 35. Star Wars: Trilogy bonus material 36. Star Trek: Nemisis 3

A Moons Rose
A Moon Rose. The Full Moon shined in metaphoric glow walking in the darkness that we all know caught between home and where we roam all alone. Feeling the moment they jot down some words scrabble ear blured ...mumbles 'absurd' "Crickets sing under a full hung Moon, give me life, then give me a room. Bull frogs bellow with a tenor ear give me supper and a good cigar. The Moon is a flower blooming each night above lunacy boiled in blood Full Moon over me light my way cradled till morning when comes the day." The Poet stood looking after sounding out their prose at the moon over head the night sky 'Rose' Your words broke the night's silence and becon'd the dogs to howelling. causing the cats to scream as they quickly leave stirs the night's breeze A man at his window was staring at the moon he too found favor in the night glowing loom "You Prose... you off your meter?" shutting the window and out went his enlightenment. You find comp

From Sheri
Once it (a spoken word) flies out, you can't catch it. We've said many mean words. Our wordsmost often hurt the people we love. We can never really take back those words. We can, however, learn to speak with loce, and care. We know that words have alot of power. What do we say when we are angry? When we want something? Now, think about this: people will remeber our words. If we are honest and careful in our speech, people will respect us. But if we say things to force our will, we may be sorry later. It has been my experience that the tongue is the most dangerous and hurtful device in all abuse.. Words stay, bruises go away. I ask God everyday to help be the best Sheri I can be, and it starts with what comes out of my mouth. The tongue can slice and dice, quicker and deeper than any other weapon. I try to the best of my ability to not allow my day to start without asking for God to guide my thoughts, behaviors, actions, and my speech.

I Don't Think Of All The Misery..............
I don't think of all the misery, but of the beauty that still remains. --Anne Frank We don't find the rewards of today by searching through our misfortunes. Pausing to seek out something good for everything we find bad is a step in the right direction. We may find the good outweighs the bad. But how much more chance we will have of living a happy day if we skip over our setbacks and concentrate as much as we can on what is going well. It is smarter to look for diamonds in a diamond mine than in a garbage dump. Let us discard our failures, using only what we have learned from them to achieve success. Looking back at missed opportunities will make it impossible for us to recognize new chances to enjoy life to the fullest. Looking only for beauty is a beautiful thing in itself.

Rules Are Rules..
Ok people the rules are very simple. You rate, I rate. What you rate me, I rate you. Don't be all up in my shout box with WTF did you rate me a 4 for if that is all you rated me. The ONLY time I do not return the same rate is if you are VIP and rate me an 11.. obviously I'm not VIP so all I can give is a 10. Please stop by my page, and read the rules clearly posted on my page. Thanks.

My Loss
I have had alot of loss in my life I lost my son in 2002 my dad in 2004 and my ex in 2005 but still have a hard time dealing with them being gone how do i move on ....I feel like i am and then like today i cry all day...just missing one of them or all of them...I want a life for me but the pain of the loss of each one of them makes it hard for me to open my heart to anyone....what can i do? love all my new friends too but know i have a issue with getting too close....hugs....Help me find my back to living...

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a pl

Wahoooooooo Guys Its Time
CUP OF JOE PLAYS HARD BALL!!! THAT MEANS GUYS IN THE CONTESTS HE HOSTS IT'S THE SMARTEST, FASTEST, MOST EQUIPT PERSON WHO GETS IT. IT'S A FLAT OUT STREET FIGHT. NO ROMPER ROOM HEAD AND SHOULDER KNEES AND TOES GAME HERE. SO NOW IS THE TIME GUYS.. I WILL NEED EVERYONE OF YOU TO BE ABLE TO PULL THIS OFF. IF THE PERSON WHOS ON MY TAIL HAS 10 PEOPLE BOMBING THEN I WILL NEED 30. THERES NO SAYING AS TO WHAT I WILL BE FACED WITH.. THERES TOO MANY OPTIONS OUT THERE. DOWN BELOW IS ALL THE DETAIL OF THE CONTEST THAT I WILL NEED HELP IN. CONTEST DETAILS 1, HAPPY HOUR FOR 70,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PEROSN TO REACH THIS. GIVE AWAY WILL START SUNDAY AUG 12 10AM FUBAR TIME AND END SEPT 12 10AM FUBAR TIME. THE ONLY RULES ARE YOU MUST BE A FAN, FRIEND, NO NSFW PICS, AND NO RIPPED PICS WILL BE ENTERED. ONLY LOOKING FOR PEOPLE THAT REALLY WANT THIS. NO DRAMA PLEASE. JUST IN CASE TO SAVE ANY PROBLEMS THAT COULD ARISE YOU MIGHT WANT TO ADD HIM AND FAN HIM ALSO. I'M REA

Mi Fav Band Chyeaahh Besides Megadeth
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About Last Nite
Went 2 a benefit last nite 4 a dear friend who passed away last November leaving behind 3 small children.I spent 2 much,drank 2 much,stayed out 2 late and passed out while still online.Doshie would b so proud of me,lol! Peace...xox

Er.. Yeah.
Weird dreams. I was on a lake. I had a waveboard? I held on and it carried me to the other side of the lake. There were puffins there which let me pet them. It was more difficult to get back. Once I did we all went onto this ship... er.. space ship. I and some people were looking at some notices that Austin from my RP game put on the wall. They were cartoon drawings of Heaven (me) and Austin (Her gay best friend) but they were cool because the faces would change. Soon I went to a top area of the ship.. we were attacked.. but I think that I befriended the attackers or was with them. We were keeping the people from downstairs from coming up this metal stair. Then I was laying with Austin (Or the person in my dream who played Austin.. who in the dream was a large very darkly skinned bald black man in his late 30's or 40's. In the dream we were laying next to each other on the bed and I wanted to kiss him but he was gay but then he pressed his lips against mine and I did

The Jewel In The Lotus
The Jewel in the Lotus Magical flower glowing, glistening scented blossom exotic fragrance Mystical blossom gently hued silky petals erotic texture Miraculous bloom precious gem deeply hidden hypnotic jewel Marvelous potion beheld in soft candlelight beckons the gard’ner Jewel in the lotus pleasure’s most passionate pearl luster most sacred Gift for the gard.ner the velvety petals part pinkened pearl offered Lips sipping syrup tasting crystalline passion the gem is revealed Moist and beauteous dewdrops slip down soft petals the gem is awash.

Bisexual Fuckin' Pride!
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I Am Leaving
hello to all to my friends i am just writing this to let you know i am deletting my fubar out. i met some nice ppl on here and i am glad i had the chance to talk to you all. your all probably wondering why will i am sick of all the bs that is going on with this site now . its starting to think its a kidding porn . but i hope to keep in touch with you all if you have my yahoo then i know i will. but if not you have 2 days probably to get ahold of me to get it. will i hope you all the best of luck and i am glad we had the chance to talk. when life gives you a lemon make some lemonade with it peace out love ya all lisa aka sassy1

For The Love Of My Life
To the Man In My Life~ You were there for me when i needed you the most, to keep my head high and my heart from totally breaking. Somehow you came into my life at one of my most desperate times, kept me from breaking, not wanting to be here anymore, and made me laugh through the tears, no matter how hard i wanted not to, you lifted me up when the times for me were so rough i didn't think I would make it through a night. Now it is your turn, I love you, somehow that happened along the way, but for you my bear, you are the strongest person i know, you have the power and what you need to get through this difficult time in your life, you have love and friendship and family by your side. NEVER doubt yourself, you are #1 Dad, lover, friend, boyfriend. I am here for you as you have always been for me. Much love to you bear!

Clone
I am a carbon copy. These brown eyes are not really mine. This skin is borrowed. The hair that flows down my shoulders is on loan, with no interest. I am a creation. Sweat and work and breath. Love and anger and beauty. Quick seed, and months to grow, and a broken mold upon birth. I am a masterpiece. I am her will, her strength, her love. The very same vengeance that lives in her. She is the artist that wields the brush, in concentrated strokes. I wonder sometimes if she knew what she was doing. I know better, though...she just let her heart do the painting.

I Am A Bisexual N Proud Of It!
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Help Her
So this chick is awesome and a great friend of mine.......she is needing some help in a contest and she is going to put your names up on the blast those that help alot and she is going to put you up in her about me section also and for those that go above and beyond she is going to make you a salute of some sort......so help her out ohh she mentioned pimping you out too.......damn what a giving girl so drop some comments i will see you there

Omg...can I Not Get Away From This Cunt!!!
Ok, so if you read my blog about havin charges pressed on me yesterday, then check this shit out: Last night, Me, Rebah, and Scott decided to ride out to Hot Shots. (NOTE: I know EVERYONE that goes to this bar) When we got out of the car and started walking towards the front of the building, guess who I see pull in the parking lot and ride by us...NONE OTHER THAN THE SAME BITCH WHO PRESSED THE CHARGES...Now...Being that this is a totally different city, AND county, the odds are in my favor. (Keep in mind I know all these people...) I walked inside, took off my jewelry, handed my purse to my baby girl, took my shoes off, and WAITED...Shawn and Scott had to go back to the car for something, well when they came back in, they said that ELIZABETH had gotten out of the truck, walked to the door, and just stood there staring at it for like 2 minutes. She then turned around, got back in the truck, and LEFT...WTF IS THAT? This bitch is supposed to be a BIG BADASS, A BOUT'IT MOTHAFUCKER, BUT

400 Hundred Fans
i just want to tell all my sexy fubar friends thank u for all the love support comments gifts and u know the chats i love u guys stay safe and bleesed enjoy the day u beautiful fubar friends family and fans of!!!

Contest For Lamest Part Of Fubar - Bouncers
We should start a new contest to determine what is the lamest part of Fubar. My first 1000 votes go to the Bouncers. I just can't figure out what the reason is for the things that they jump in on. They have to be getting huge points for their crap but I'm still wordering what the reason might be.

Reflections On A Dream That Is Over
She sat at her desk, quill in hand... paused over the inkwell for what seemed an eternity as she reached across the abyss of emotions, tried to grasp what she wanted to say in this final epistle. The months of their romance stretched back across time until she could not imagine her life without him. She faced what she could not imagine all the same... She knew he would never understand... but she had to try. One last time. Once more to put paid to all the unending days she faced without him. She would lay all her cards on the table, leave nothing unsaid. This she swore to herself as she girded her soul against the long winter ahead. She wiped away the first unbidden tear as she put pen to paper at last. "My love, The time has come at last for me to accept the truth. You do not love me; you have been fooling yourself all this time, caught up in a lovely fantasy, a dream. Perhaps you wanted it to be true for you as much as it was for me, but it is clear that this s

Take The Test
I have determined that you qualify to Take the Test !! The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be classified as a smart person. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question! 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conferenc

College Mid Term!!!
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you ar

Rosecherry Is Lost...
Ive been on this site since the old lostcherry days.Rosecherry has been my nickname 4 yrs,and since im an illinois transplant frm cali,i felt rite at home.Well,lostcherry became cherrytap became fubar but me-i'll always b lost.Peace...xox

A Natural Beauty
Beauty is a thing seldom seen. It is held by all within the soul it lies, waiting to come out to the surface, but it can only be found if someone is sharing your soul with you. Beauty is suppressed by the evils of the world. Only love can bring beauty out. Once seen, beauty never hides again. Not even hatred can deny beauty of it's true design. Beauty, although possessed by all by few and fewer yet will ever see one of the most beautiful sights - the beauty held by you. imikimi - Customize Your World

Redneck Letter!!!
Dear Redneck Son, I am writing this letter slow because I know you cannot read that fast. We don't live where we did when you left home, your father read in the newspaper that most accidents occur within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last Arkansas family that lived here took the numbers when they moved so that they wouldn't have to change their new address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well, last week I put a load in and pulled the chain and haven't seen them since. The weather here isn't bad. It only rained twice last week, once for three days and the second time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send you, your Uncle Stanley said that it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them into the pockets. John locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried because it took him an hour to g

Love And Miss You All
I am still alive havent been on much got alot on my mind. Have to change my life around again and this time because of the situation it hasnt been easy. I am struggling no sleep not eating and crying all the time so if I am not on just leave some love. I will be back as soon as my mind is clear of everything. really tough time for me right now. I love u all and miss u all hopefully I will still have friends when I get back on. Take care everyone.

46 Questions.....
WRITE EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON'T CHANGE IT. 1. Your last ex and you= are still somewhat friends 2. I am listening to = a movie 3. Maybe I should = eat dinner right it's 6:20 pm 4. I love = my boys 5. Chocolate is = a once a month craving :P 6. I don't understand = men 7. I have lost my respect for = women who kill their babies 8. I last ate = cheeseburger and zucchini 9. The meaning of my display name is = pretty self explanatory 10. God = there isn't one 11. Someday = procrastination 12. I will always remember = nothing...CRS (can't remember shit) 13. Love is = sacrifice 14. I never ever want to lose = my mind..oops too late 15. FUBAR = ?????? 16. Tomorrow I will = live another day 17. I get annoyed = when guys use lame pick up lines 18. Parties = good times 19.babies = amazing 20. Simple kisses = boring 21. Today = I'm exhausted 22. I wish = too much IS YOUR / ARE YOU... 01. is your hair wet?: not y

Haunted Alcatraz
Welcome to HAUNTED ALCATRAZ!---or Hellcatraz as it was called by some inmates. The history does not begin or end with the use of Alcatraz as a prison and penitentiary, for it was known to Native Americans, and avoided as a place that contained evil sprits. The energy of those who came to "The Rock" and never left, still remains for visitors from around the world to see, feel, and even hear. Alcatraz is a portal to another dimension, where unexplainable events continue to occur. Whoever, or whatever lurks in the shadows can be heard, seen, and felt. As parapsychologists suggest, where so much trauma and negative emotion have occurred, there is bound to be residual energy---and Alcatraz has the feel of an immense haunted house, complete with fog, and restless spirits. Although the candle may have burned out for Alcatraz long ago, its legend never did. Prior to its discovery by Europeans, Alcatraz was viewed as a barren white rock---white because it was covered with pelica

Chinese Horoscope
CHINESE HOROSCOPE (Freakishly Correct) DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN..T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. (note from Susi)This really made my heart like jump into my throat. It is majorly creepifying. Honestly I did not even cheat, and it came out with answers I didn't even let myself believe until now.(end note) THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING!!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON..T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of pape

The Move
Just to let everyone know I got here to Rhode Island at 11am this morning. I actually got all my stuff unloaded and unpacked in a few hrs. Now all I gotta do is get adjusted to living here and find a job and get back into school. Just thought I'd update everyone and let them know whats goin on.

Ocd
Okay today has been a day of being told that my mental defects I will not call it a disease cause most diseases are curable or at least treatable. I am tried of being told my very severe OCD is something I should be able to control. But they do not realize that most of my "ticks" and "rituals" are very that "ticks" and "rituals" I do them without thinking, and most of the things that annoy me, I do not know they are annoying me they just do until I do something to fix it. Like be an asshole (blunt) and let the annoyance know I am not happy, and then it stops. I was told by my psychiatrists to monitor my "rituals" so I have been documenting them realizing that I have a lot. I have noticed I count steps, wash my hands for 4 minutes exact when I wash them, count the lines in the road when I drive, make sure that my belt line (the zipper and shirt) are a line. There are more than that, but I will not get into them. But I am tired of being told that I can control these things and I do t

September Love
by BlueWolf © Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected, Under the sweet, night-sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me, As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk, my only love, Hand in hand, you and me

I'm Writing This For My " Bro Death
It's Been Awhile For Me . I Just Left Deaths Page And See Afew Whom Have Been There To Send Some Love . I Pray Every Nite I Have Yes As A Man Cried Because Of What He Asked Me To Do For Him While He is Gone . Im Not A Shamed To Shed Tears For Someone I Think Of As A Bro .Because I Did When " My Brother Torrey Died 10 Yrs Ago , And I still Cry To This Day .I Asked My Mom Witchesbrew To Build A Lounge For Death To Keep His Name Alive Because He Is Alive And Over There Where Our Troops Are , Have Nothing Compared To What We Have Here At Home . Damb WE Have It Made Don't WE .

Vacation, Day Two
Written day two of my vacation (sans internet so posting now). Sunday, August 5 I wake up feeling cramped and a little off -- perhaps the result of a body used to a queen-sized bed cramped into a twin, perhaps the adjustment of waking up in a childhood bed that doesn't feel quite right anymore. As expected, Dad is running late (a trait I inherited and blame on him, as I blame my mother for my severe night owl tendencies). His "just 15 more minutes" becomes an hour and a half, and we head out late. Still, my sister inherited that same trait as I did, and hers is exacerbated by a large family and a return only the previous day from a trip up to Minnesota, so they are running even later than we are. I follow Dad up to Twin Lakes, a desire on my part to have independence. I treasure this independence, honestly, because it's something I rarely have when I visit my family. Hampered by a desire to avoid driving something twice as large as my car and my inability to drive a stick-

Friends?
OK,....i have over 300 friends....160 fans...and im a fan of over 150.....i have had alot more help from people who ARENT on my lists, than people that are......im in a BOMBING contest and there is ONE PERSON BOMBING....I have a bombing family that isnt helping....but i just joined last night so......oh well....i just think that its sad thats all....later... comment bomb me...no limit for ten days.......http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=253739&i=527284352

Lemp Mansion
Lemp Mansion is believed to be one of the most haunted places in St. Louis City, and in the top 10 of most haunted in North America. Located at 3322 De Menil Pl., across Highway 55, across from the Anheuser-Busch Brewery in the Soulard Area. The Lemp Family seemed to be cursed with death and depression. It is believed the curse of the Lemp Family started with William Lemp Sr.'s son, Fredrick Lemp. Frederick's death, believed to have been a heart attack from being over worked, caused William Sr. to fall into a deep depression, leading to him committing suicide in his bed room by shooting himself, and killing his dog. The next to commit suicide was Frederick's sister, Elsa. Though not in the Lemp Mansion when she killed herself, her home is believed to be haunted as well. William Jr. later married Lillian Hadlan. She was a beautiful young woman. Her favorite color was Lavender and that is all she wore, thus her being nicknamed "The Lavender

Learning To Move On...
I don't know where I am going with this or if it will even make sense but I need to somewhat vent but then again not sure if I am venting cause I am more hurt then angry. And the funny thing I can't cry. Oh well here goes nothing... Two and a half years ago during one of the roughest points in my life I began chatting online to a very amazing man who is full of love and has a heart of gold. We spoke for hours and lost track of time. Little did I know that was to be the start of a beautiful and amazing friendship. I felt so comfortable opening up to him, which for me is a rare thing. As time went by I wanted to meet this man more and more. He was always so positive and no matter what mood I was in he always could make me laugh. Well finally last summer I drove up to meet him. God I was so nervous. I kept pacing and praying that he would still like me after our meet. All I can say is what an amazing time. He was just like he was online and on the phone. He was excited and happy to

Friday Night..
Went to hoops with some friends and got super drunk. Kim picked me up so I didnt have to drive. We drank many pitchers.. a few shots and a couple bottles of beer.. I danced the night away once I was drunk. I had a lot of fun. I dont go out much so it seems when I do, I get totally drunk. Kim got drunk and a bartender from another bar that she goes to took her keys and gave them to Fred the bartender at hoops. Made her take a cab. I went with my neighbors that happend to be there too. Kim took a cab to my house.. the only bad thing is that my keys were in her car.. and I couldnt get them because the bartender had her keys to her car. My neighbors BF broke into my apartment through my window for me.. so it was all ok. We went upstairs to their apartment and drank some more. Was up til 5.. I had a lot of fun though..

Love
why does it have to be like this? why does it have to feel the way it does? why cant the pain just stop? how can someone be so happy and then it just changes? how can you tell someone you want them so much and just walk away?

My Soulmate
My soulmate You're like an angel, you are so good to me, and your comforting ways always set me free. Your loving ways shine so brightly and comforts me during dark hours. You light up the darkest valleys and sweeten the air like flowers. Thank you sweetheart for caring the way you do. I am so very grateful If only how much you knew. I just want to let you know I'm thinking of you and I care. Anytime you need someone, know that I'll be there. When you are sad I m sad too and all I want is to comfort you, I always know that you are there for me, and for you that’s where I want to be. Days without you are so very dull. I miss you so much day and night and I love u so. I love the way you love me. You have made me who I am and you gave me something for why I should live. I love the way you gave me your heart. I love the way you always make me smile with everything you can and always make it worth my while. You are always there, you always

A Soul Captured By Love
A Soul Captured By Love Never in my mind that I thought would I meet you Never in my dreams that I dream of loving you You came into my life and make me alive You came into my life and give me reason to survive. With you I knew what love is With you this feeling I do embrace You make me what I am today And for a while I was so happy. I learned to dream and aim high Look up the star even on darkest night These moments I will share with you I considered treasures because of you. Thank you for the moments shared with you Thank you for the things done when I was blue I know forever will never be gone gone In my heart you are my number one. I will feel proud to hold your hand, Showing everyone you are with me. I still feel you when we are apart, Always wanting to touch and kiss you. Your warm loving heart fills my soul, And you share it with me so easily. I want to please and spoil you, My love for you is unconditional. I feel strong and can be mysel

Scam Alert...this One Is Sick!!!
I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her Myspace page. It was a VERY accurate letter as far as she was telling me that his dad had been informed at his job today,naming where he worked and what he did and that he was working out arangments so that I could go with him when he went to go be with her.It was also VERY accurate when "she" said that I was one of the first people she thought of and needed to talk to and she wished I had a phone...but she wouldn't be able to answer the phone for awhile because she was going to be gone today needing to be around friends and not wanting to answer the phone. Well,I called his dad tonight after another friend of mine pointed out some things that didn't seem right in "her" desription of how the military handled the notification.His dad IMEDIATLY put me at ease and le

Today Was Awesome!!
Well the past few weeks I was debating on my choice to go into the army. Well today I made up my mind ands it's official! So in 3 weeks I leave for boot camp!! I am actually really excited. I had let some bad judgements get in my way but you know what screw it all! I can't wait! My family is actually starting to accept it which makes me feel a lot better about. I called all my family both sides and set up for my graduation!! So of my family I have not seen in about eight years so my graduation will mean so much more to me. Plus this weekend I am going sky diving with two of my friends. They have been trying to talk me into it and I finally caved in. So this next week is going to be very eventful. Well I will post after my jump. Wish me luck!

I Figured It Out!
Well...I have just come to the realization, no one is worth that much. Bringing tears to my eyes? WTFE If I have someone that is soo deeply concerned with what I do? so what? I am going to let this one ride and get rid of the thought of a new profile...for what? Some are too stupid to get it, and there is no reason my life on here or anywhere else is going to be compromised by stupidity....Just so you all know...I am woman, and I am strong..LMAO Thanks for reading..MUAH to all my friends and family!!! (giggling) Who Cares!!!

Making Love
Making Love. I enter the bedroom you lie there naked on the bed i climb up and kiss you passionately, pressing my body against yours your arms surround me nails gently tracing down my back i reach down between your thighs massaging you feeling you get more aroused your hands wander as well teasing me not quite touching me our kiss has yet to break you grow harder between my fingers just as i grow wetter i break the kiss to reposition myself still within your reach i take your tip into my mouth still massaging the shaft with my fingers you slowly slide a finger inside of me a gentle moan escaping my lips as i take all of you into my mouth you slide a second finger in i hear your breath catch just as mine does you continue to move your fingers in and out of my body as i slowly begin to suck harder using my hands to caress your shaft while my tongue circles your head i know it won't be long still moving in and out of me, you use the other hand to g

Random Idea...
Here's a random idea I had that of course Baby Jesus will never entertain. Mostly everyone knows that top level is 25 and it's Godfather, but I got to thinking. Why not make it so that once you reach a certain level, you can write your own title in there? Instead of just being the same as everyone else so to speak. And besides, is it really logical to have women as Godfathers too? No, not at all... I thought you'd see it my way! >;)~

I Hate The Month August
yes that right i hate this month this time last year i was at the hospital with my family cause my grandma had to go back in and at that time they told us that she might not make it till the end of weekend well she did and was able to go home a few days after she went in but then the following thursday the 17th i was coming home from my best friends house and my day calls me and tells me that my grandma was back in the hospital so on friday we(me and my mom) go up to see her and say our last goods bye's and that was very hared to see my family so fucking sad that night and it didnt help that my aunt was a fucking bitch to me and my mom yes i know that my mom and dad are nolonger together but that does not give you the right to tell me that my mom has not right to be here cause she not family yeah the right she is my mother and she all the right to be there as i do so the next day we head back to the hospital and by this time she had already pased away so now you know why i fucking hat

What! The! Fuck!
Fine threat over T-shirt slogan A man spotted wearing a T-shirt bearing an "offensive" slogan in a city centre has been warned he risks an £80 fine if he is caught again. Forklift driver David Pratt was told by street wardens in Peterborough he could cause offence or incite violence. The slogan on the garment read: "Don't piss me off! I am running out of places to hide the bodies." Peterborough City Council said using insulting or offensive language was an offence, even if it appeared in print. Mr Pratt, from Peterborough, was approached by the wardens as he waited for a bus with his wife. The couple are now demanding a written apology. "I really don't see how the wording on my T-shirt could incite violence - it's humour, that's all it is," said Mr Pratt. In a statement Peterborough City Council said: "The incident is the subject of an official complaint to the council and is currently under investigation. "However, using offensive, abusive, or insultin

Abrogation
It was yesterday as i decided to stop DJ´ ing in Hellskitchen. It wasnt easy to make this step exspecialy cause many of ´em welcomed me with open arms as i joined CT and felt into the dungeon the first time. They helped me in many ways to find out what is going on and iam thankfull for it and i had a good time in Hellkitchen - so good that even the owner DAN made an open door for me that iam welcome to be back if i wish. The reasons are told and its almost a personal things wich belongs to the crew and myself. And again DAN is the one who let me go without blaming me or throught stones to me about my decission and showed me that its a sad think but that hes with me in it. Thats what i call a friend. Fuck off who cancels me cause of stopping DJ´in a lounge and welcome those who are able to handle me like iam - sure i was your Electro and Industrial DJ but thats not all of me and maybe its true what sometimes is seen on some profiles "its better to be hated for this what i

Sex Sandals
Jamaican Sandals A married couple walked into a shop. The Jamaican owner said to them, "I have some special sandals I Think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what The man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, Being the sex god he was. The husband asked the man, "How could sandals make you into a sex freak?" The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." So, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, Finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes, Something his wife hadn't seen in many years! In the blink of an eye, the husband grabbed the Jamaican, Bent him violently over a table, yanked down his pants, Ripped down his own pants, and grabbed a firm hold of The Jamaican's hips. The Jamaican then began screaming, You got dem on the wrong feet! "You got dem on the wr

Learning To Let Go
For those of you who knew me before I left here, alot has changed. I am in the process of learning how to live on my own and be my own person. i feel so naive about many things and yet very fortunate that there have always been good people to help when I least expect it. I will have to thank you one by one as time goes by. Enjoy your day! P.S. Please be at peace. When I wrote the following poem, I was deep in my thoughts and somewhat depressed. I am learning to accept alot of change and emotions that I'd rather forget we all have inside. Eventually, I will be fine. But, my friends, I thank you for your concern. Broken Heart Perhaps that is what I need. More change, more pain, What does it matter. The result is the same. I am alone. I'm told help is nearer than I know, But, strings attached, Surprised? No. I expected as much, Still I yearn for human touch. I am a fool, I will stay on my own. I will wonder and pray, I will seek hope

Well Well Well
And so i went over to steve's last night to hear what he had to say .. he said that he miss me and wanted to try and work things out. I told him that i didn't like being treated like shit and that i was through with begging him to stay with me. If he wanted to be with me, he was gonna have to make a change and start treating me the way i deserve to be treated. I barely said anythin to him.. Just sat and listened. I'm basically through with all the bullshit... and am lookin for somethin real. If he can't give me that then I'm done. NO MORE GAMES. Look, I love him with all of my heart and I'm not sure what to do about the situation. To be honest, I don't know why I love him so much because of the way i have been treated by him. I guess I just try to overlook the bad qualities in a person and see their good... which can be a bad thing because your brain just doesn't wanna work with your heart. I'm not sure what i'm gonna do. I'm not sure i even wanna be with him after all

This Sucks
O.K. Here's the deal. I've been off of work for two weeks vacation. My last blog pretty much sums up the first half. Now i'm used to sitting around doing nothing. As the time gets closer all i can think about is calling in sick. Well o.k. i need the money so i should just enjoy my final hours of relaxation and go deal with the retards i work with.

New To Fubar
I heard about fubar and thought I would check it out. Just what I needed - ANOTHER website that I'm going to be addicted to!! I must say though that this is much more fun than Myspace. It's been pretty cool so far! I've still got a lot to learn about posting things on here and I want to work on my profile but all in all it's been fun so far.

Ooooo ... I'm So Depressed Now.
· I'm an ass rated your photo a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass rated your photo a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass rated you a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass left you a new profile comment! This realy hurt. Man, people are overbearing. I'm kidding of course. I do like kids though ... they amuse me.

Everlong.........
Hello I've waited here for you Everlong Tonight I throw myself into And out of the red, out of her head she sang Come down And waste away with me Down with me Slow how You wanted it to be I'm over my head, out of her head she sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang Breathe out So I could breathe you in Hold you in And now I know you've always been Out of your head, out of my head I sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang And I wonder If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you

Sexiest Look Contest Update :)
Well so far there are 11 people that joined this. Again its starting tomorrow evening :) And the other change is that anyone over 2000 points will get a Sex Toy... The Winner still gets a Blast and a Toy :)

Pissin Me Off
So Ok I Know Its Someone On My Friends List And Well If U Are REporting My Pics As NSFW Please Come Talk To Me And Delete Me While Ur At It..When Did A Pair Of Jeans And A Shirt Become NSFW? God Dumb Fucks Stop Hateing Its Getting Old.

Rubber Cushions
Maybe I'm just old-school, but I never caught onto to the "LOL LMAO ROLFMAOSDFJO" chat lingo, I always thought it was dumb to put a LOL next to everything, seemingly making you look like a vapid clown. On the contrary, I use it when something's actually funny, but I guess I need to get with the times or fade away like rubber cushions...whatever happened to those?

Helpful Shit The Kitty Loves To Give The Ladies...
TIPS: Minimize the damage of a stolen wallet These tips were created by a corporate attorney, and sent out to the employees in his company. 1. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED." 2. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card Accounts, do not put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes through all the check processing channels won't have access to it. 3. Put your work phone # on your checks instead of your home phone. If you have a PO Box use that instead of your home address. If you do not have a PO Box, use your work address. Never have your SS# printed on your checks. You can add it if it is necessary. But if you have it printed, anyone can get it. 4. Place the contents of your wallet on a photocopy machine. Copy both sides of each license, credit card, et

A Favor
I'm no pimp, well in my mind maybe, but I don't pimp people out and I am not trying to start. All i ask is that you rate all Kimmy's stuff like mad during happy hour. By the way she has one today so please give her all you have. It would be nice to see her Godfather Kimmy@ fubar since I am asking for help here is 2 more favors to ask. another godfather to make for FUBAR godfather list should be.... Please rate and bomb her as much as you can. MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*@ fubar If you feel energized here are 3 contests Mizz Shady is in. Bomb if you can or drop as much as u can. say good luck rate 10 or 11 anything is fine. Thank you. 75,000 comments needed please add Cup Of Joe he is throwing the contest. 90,000 votes needed 50,000 comments needed. Please repost and do your best. and be sure to let me know what you do so i can repay you. thanks. Much Love Ser William

Vacation, Day Three
Written while on vacation and without internet. Monday, August 6 I started reading Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold today. It's a book I'd always intended to read, but the subject matter was so very sad that I feared my empathy would overwhelm my appreciation for the writing. I am quickly immersed, though, and find that despite the sad subject matter, it is an engrossing, beautifully written tale. The weather is half-heartedly nice, muggy but not too hot, with near-constant threats of rain, it seems. Still, the day moves as most of our vacation days do. The adults read or listen to music and keep a constant vigilant eye on the two boys. The baby is passed from person to person. Nolan and Cynthia stop by again, and we get to view the photos from their honeymoon to Japan in May. (Mental note: geez, do something about the photos you've taken in the last couple years!) After dinner, we follow Nolan over to his mother's to see their new house. It is huge and sprawling, but d

Diet
So today I have to say goodbye to all the things I love. I am starting the Skinny Bitch diet. Wish me luck. And fuck all of you who are like, why, you don't need to, your fine. I am happy with the way I am, but I want to be healthier for me and my children. So far, I have given up chocolate. If you know me then you know how hard that is for me to. Plus I am weening myself off soda. Only one a day now for me. This is going to kill me. No caffine!! I don't know what I amm going to do. So I am just warning you, I may not be the nicest person in the world in the next few days to I get used to this whole diet and getting myself traind to eat better and stuff. Wish me luck, I am going to need it.

Big Thangs Poppin
I HAVE SOME GOOD NEWS... I HAVE SIGNED A NEW DEAL, AND MORE MUSIC WILL BE AVAILABLE, WITH THIS DEAL HAS COME A NEW MUSIC PAGE WIT GIVEAWAYS, AND PROMOTIONS AS WELL... IF YOU WANT TO BE A REAL PART OF THE FUN JOIN MY SITE, AND SHOW SUM LOVE.... JUST THINK ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS VISIT THE PAGE A FEW TIMES A DAY AND LISTEN... AND TELL A FREIND TO HIS OR HER FREINDS... THANKS A MILLION

Think First
I am posting this to make people think first. This will affect any of you in the flint area more than others but everyone everywhere should read it. Sunday August 12 at 1 a.m. My friends Tammy and Robert were walking home from a birthday celebration we had at the bar. They like myself dont beleive in drinking and driving but as we all know others do. While walking home that night a driver swerved off the road and hit Tammy.She was thrown and killed. The driver didnt stop they kept driving not caring that someones Mother, Daughter,Sister,Family and best friend was lying there lifeless. Meanwhile Robert is tryin to get anyone to stop and help Tammy. Two men on a motorcycle pulled over to see what was going on and no sooner than they did another drunk driver hit Robert. he is now in critical condition with an unsure outcome. My point in telling this story is that when you drink and drive you dont just risk your life you risk the lives of other people. so befor you take that last shot or

Bones And Butterfly
Bones and Butterfly By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Flickering her wings she gently settles on his skull, letting him feel the softness of her touch... Jousting him with the magical force That binds his bones to her sensitive wings... Fluttering tenderly she mischievously flew away leaving him dejected yet, she also knew that the gap and space shall only intensify that which builds up and overflows... Changing her mind, She flies back to him... settling on his rib... Searching for his heart that must lie within.... Butterfly kisses she blew upon his clavicle, She flickered over his scapula.. The longing that screams from his ileum, Enhanced the yearning she fights from within... Her supple wings Whispered his name as it wavers His strong Jaw cried out her name as it trembles, She quivers... He shakes... The intensity of such magic frightened her soul. So she flew away in pain… Never knowing how magnificent it could have been To

2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse

Dragons
Mandarin Chinese. I don't know if this is any interest to anyone, but I found it fastizing. The Dragon : the claws mean different things, in different Cultures. DRAGON TOES It is sometimes noted that the Chinese dragons have five toes on each foot, Korean dragons have four, while the Japanese dragons have three. To explain this phenomenon, Chinese legend states that all Imperial dragons originated in China, and the further away from China a dragon went the fewer toes it had. Dragons only exist in China, Korea, and Japan because if they traveled further they would have no toes to continue. The Japanese legend has a story similar to the Chinese one. The further they traveled the more toes they grew and as a result, if they went too far they would have too many toes to continue to walk properly. Nine Classical Types: From Chinese Culture. Tianlong (天龍, tiān lÒng: literally "heaven dragon"), The Celestial Dragon - the ruler of the dragons.

Piece Of Eight Now On Myspace!
I am now managing a new local band called Piece of Eight. You can check em' out on myspace at: www.myspace.com/pieceof8. The myspace site was just started, so there is no music or anything yet, but stop by anyway and show em' your support!

What Christmas Carol Are You?
Your Christmas Song Is It's The Most Wonderful Time of the Year It's the most wonderful time of the year With the kids jingle-belling And everyone telling you Be of good cheer It's the most wonderful time of the year Hands down, Christmas is your favorite holiday ever And you always enjoy every moment of it What Christmas Carol Are You?

Pain In The Grass Concert
THE BIG PAIN IN THE GRASS CONCERT TOOK PLACE IN WASHINGTON SATE. UNFORTUNATLY I DIDN'T GET TO GO. HEADLINING THE CONCERT WAS GODSMACK, WITH PROFORMANCE BY BUCKCHERRY, FINGER ELEVEN, AND I FORGEET WHO ELSE WAS THERE. I'D LOVE TO HEAR FROM ANY OF U WHO WENT HOW IT WAS, AND ANY OTHER INFO U WOULD LIKE TO SHARE.

Orbules Of Love In The Air
today was a special day, the turbid air, dank with the stench of discontent swept through my soul. hhhmmmpph: i've walked this beat before, i know the drill, i know where not to step (often learned the hard way). then the sudden realization struck me like a lead sachel of despair: i forgot to power my fuckin' balls.

My First "stick And Move"
I’ve had an insatiable sex drive for as long as I can remember. When I was in 11th grade I bought my first dildo’s I stuffed them up my cunt and asshole every opportunity I could find. On several different occasions I pushed one deep inside my cunt and wore it to school. It would be forced part way out by my cunt muscles, not to mention gravity, but my panties kept it from falling out at my feet. It would still protrude an inch or two, which made a fantastic time of sitting down. During boring classes at school, I’d raise my ass up a little off the chair and then press back again, pushing it deeper into my cunt. Several times I brought myself to orgasm during class without anyone knowing. One time though, as I was squirming around, trying to cum, Seth, the school creep, had his eyes glued on me. Seth was older than anyone else in my class, and was only there because he kept skipping class all the time and couldn't pass the tests. He only showed up when the social worker threatened

What A Kiss Means
Thank You ~Tongue~ I got this from Your Blog I liked IT so Much I had to post it in my own. what a kiss means : ~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Dishes
Steve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price, but it's missing a seal, so whenever it rains he has to smear vaseline over the spot where the seal should be. Anyway, his girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents. He drives his new bike to her house, where she is outside waiting for him. "No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word." She tells him, "Our family had a fight a while ago about doing dishes. We haven't done any since, but the first person to speak at dinner has to do them." Steve sits down for dinner and it is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen, and nobody is saying a word. So Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her on the table and has sex with her in front of her parents. His girlfriend is a little flustered, her dad is obviously livid, and her mom horrified when he sits back down, but no one says a word. A few minutes later he

Hand Saw
There was this construction worker on the 3rd floor of this unfinished building. He needed a hand saw, but was too lazy to go down and get it himself, so he tried to call his fellow worker on the ground to get it for him, but this guy could not hear a word he said. So he started to give a sign so the guy on the ground could understand him. First he pointed at his eyes (meaning "I") then pointed at his knees (meaning "need), and moved his hand back and forth describing the movement of a hand saw. Finally, the guy on the ground started nodding his head like he understood and dropped his pants and started to jerk off. The guy on the 3rd floor got pissed-off and ran down to the ground and started yelling at this guy, "You idiot, I was trying to tell you I needed a hand saw." The other guy replied, "I know, I was trying to tell you that I was coming."

Fruit
One day in the forest, 3 guys were just hiking along a trail when all of a sudden, a huge pack of indians attaked them and knocked them out. When they woke up, they were at the leader of the tribe's throne. The chief then said "All of your lives may be spared if you can find ten of one fruit and bring them back to me." So after a while the first man returned with 10 apples. The cheif then ordered him to stick all ten of them up his butt without making any expression at all on his face. He had a little bit of trouble with the first one and started crying while trying to put the next one in. He was soon killed. Later, the next guy came in with 10 grapes. The cheif soon ordered him to do the same as the first guy. After to the 9th grape, the man started laughing so hard for no apperant reason, and was killed. The first two guys soon met in heaven and the first guy ask the second, "Why did you start laughing? You only needed one more grape and you'd have gotten away!"

Sex Quiz..got A 6!
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a

Who Wants To Be A Number?
When you first joined Fubar aka CherryTap aka LostCherry you were given the option to Set your personal fubar email id:________@fubar.com during the original setup process and it should have looked like this: Now, however, you'll need to go into My Profile as follows: Another helpful hint would be to set your Homepage Style to Power (if you haven't already) and this can be easily done while you're changing settings. This can always be set back to Newbie or Original but I can't imagine why you would want to after experiencing the site as a Power User.Now, if you've saved all your e-mails since day one, you probably ignored the generic welcome messages. If you hadn't, you may have seen this: So, check it out. It's simple to have a custom URL and e-mail address and after all... Who wants to be a number?

Hola A Todos Amigo Y Amigas
HOLA A TODOS ESPERO QUE LE GUSTEN MI COMETARIO AMIGOS Y AMIGAS LA QUIERO MUCHOOOOOOOOOOOO MUAAAAAAAAAAAAA USTEDES SON PASION Y MI ILUIONES Y MI ALEGRIA Y TORNURAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Follow-up To: Has Anyone Experienced This? I Hope!
I hope this actually makes it into blog form. We'll find out what mood the powers that be are in today!! For those who have not read the other blog, please do so. I'm not repeating myself! After much meditating, journaling, and discussing this surreal incident with my energyworker friends, I have pretty much come to the conclusion that this was one of those things that was supposed to happen. For whatever reason this young man and I were supposed to strengthen the rather weak connection between us. And, yes, we have a fairly strong connection now. I was led to offer to send him energy while he is over in Iraq and he agreed to this! I am already doing so. Psi vamp? Probably. But the tranced out, dreamlike state was not so much done to facilitate energy feeding as it was to make us both cooperative in this endeavor, lol! In retrospect, I think he was as tranced out as I was. The powers that be needed our connection strengthened, and that was that!! Moral to the story: When y

What A Butthead
my man that i brought with me home from texas doesn't like NM after all so he has said that he is moving back to texas, hell here we go again my opinion on men just really suck right now so just don't ask can't win to save my life, been togther a year and now this what the hell i give up

How I Stole Amy's Cherry
In high school I had lot’s of friend who were guys…Most of the girls wouldn't be seen near me. It wasn't just that they thought I was a slut. It had also gotten around about how I liked to swing both ways. I hadn't exactly made a secret about that. One day several girls had walked into the girl's room to find me and Amy locked in a passionate embrace. One of my hands was inside her panties and had pushed her skirt way up over her belly. It wasn't possible to deny anything about that incident, and I actually couldn't be bothered trying. I kind of liked my “slutty” reputation. It made life interesting. Amy, of course, was now in the same boat as me. She was a real shy girl, who was scared stiff of boys. She wore these long, super-conservitive dresses around, and jumped whenever anybody spoke to her. If that somebody was a boy, she turned seven shades of red and stuttered in reply. What the girls had seen in the bathroom was really just another of my come ons which the little ninny had

A Wish
I wish to feel smaller under your sheets. I wish for the whole truth every time you speak. I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep... And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough and I swear I'm gonna cry. I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. And my blood won't stick To the confines of my veins. And your heart Is gonna tear mine away. And I wish to feel smaller under your hands, though you seem satisfied as you slip mine down your pants. And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me While you lift up my shirt after asking politely. And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be Cause it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy. I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up. But I swear I'm gonna cry. I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. And my b

Misty Lover
Steal quietly across my windowsill ease yourself upon my soul cover me with your veil of love so warm, so moist and so gentle Lay my dreams on banks of passion cause my thighs to capture dew place soft droplets of nature’s kisses upon ivory orbs and yearning roses Lick soft my tender crimson buds from pink to red please make them swell spread soft my petals of pleasure that I may blossom with a garden of sighs Let me taste your delivered dampness across lips embellished with fire suckle my tongue with caring night winds till it mimics the cricket’s yell Widen my legs for more than a moment I beg you to enhance this twilight dream douse me with your airborne waters of love and turn my honey into cream

Light A Candle, Pray, Etc. For Me....
Repeat,(from my bulletin) If I do not find a job SOON, I will resort to living with late bf's daughter. She does not like stuff like this on her puter. Not sure if there is room for this one. So my time will be extremely limited on computer. So..light a candle in aid to find employment, for me and son. Pray, etc. Appreciate you all in advance!

Vacation
Ay ya'll, I'm just tryna get away for about a week. Not really a vacation, just need to think and spend time in a different environment. I don't really even want to do nothing while I'm there, I just don't wanna be fucked with by anyone...police especially. I already have credit with airtran and a hookup on a hotel.... just need a place to go. I wanna keep it in the US because I don't wanna wait on a passport. I'm thinking about some where with a beach, never been to miami. suggestions welcome Thanks in advance

Family Values Tour Atl
Well, the morning started out pretty good, except for having to clean out the back seat of the car I was barrowing from a friend. You know..if you are gonna lend...nevermind...heh..it wasnt that big of a deal.. ONWARD!...Waiting on my friend Scott to arrive which he does a little later than aggreed apon...still no biggie. Stop in Augusta to pic up my brother and a few other friends. HA!..this is fucking funny...my mom has TAKEN my brothers ticket with her by accident..so we are beating my sisters door down like gangbusters...Ticket located. Onward!...You know the great thing about road trips with friends...looking back on the old days. NONE OF US shut up the entire trip from Augusta to Atlanta, it was great. Alot of "hey, remember when we...."...good times. Alright, we have arrived in Atlanta....now where the hell do we go from here. Navagational duties have been given to my bro....we get lost...in a not so friendly looking section of the ATL. Again...no big deal. Thats why we

Don't Know Why
I have come to always ask myself why a fireman like myself can save everyone but when it comes to your own people ,why can't we save our own ... I understand that it is a doctor's job... but it makes you feel so left out because there is nothing you can do to save your own family member.. And it hurts so bad inside!!:(( My dads heart stopped 5-6 times to day and we got him back .... thank god but the feeling of not being able to do anything fucking suck because inside is like saying come on you can do this your a strong man.. but the other half just says I no your weak and tired of the hospitals .... It is like a war inside of me right now wondering what is going to happen to my dad now ....

No Going Back
I can’t see the truth anymore, The faces around me all smile, Hidden behind masks, That are warped and vile, I was pushed aside, I was thrown onto the sidelines, But I’m claiming my life back now, Ignoring the accusations against my crimes, Let me go, there’s no turning back, I fought myself free, I didn’t want to have to do this, This isn’t how I thought it would be, But who will care now? No one can change the darkness I am, I fight and shout I have changed, I do what’s wrong only because I can, The more you push, The more I draw away, Nothing can make me return, Least of all the words you say, I try to bend the rules, I try and turn truths to lies, I don’t care what you think, I don’t care who lives and who dies, I was pushed aside, I was ignored and forgotten, You made me doubt myself, I became unbegotten, But we can’t take it all away, It’s happened and it can’t be changed, I will not back down, Until I have tasted reve

Little Chocolate Creams Like My Mother Used To Make
Little Chocolate Creams Like My Mother Used to Make Here's an easy but deliciously decadent way to get that much-needed chocolate fix. Don't forget to obey the instructions: Serve these little creams with crisp cookies. Credit: I Want Chocolate! by Trish Deseine Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 5 eggs * 1/3 cup sugar * 2 cups milk * 4 ounces best-quality dark chocolate, chopped into small pieces Directions: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Place the eggs and sugar into a mixing bowl and beat lightly. Bring the milk almost to a boil, pour it over the chocolate and mix well. Gradually add the chocolate mixture to the eggs. Pour the creamy mixture into little bowls or ramekins. Place them in a gratin dish or baking pan and fill it with hot water to the halfway mark. Place in the oven and cook for 15 to 20 minutes. Leave to cool and serve with thin, crisp cookies.

Alright I Have Had Enough
I am really not liking ft. jackson... I am no where close of being healed to get to where i need to be.... I am taking my ait classes hooah!!! i am tired.. I am missing my kids something feirce needing sex something horrid... lol.... and no telling what else...

Hehe
Okay so I'm bored and I'm lurking in the mumms and there was one about monkey shit and it got me thinking... What would I do if I was taking a shit in the stall of a public restroom and the woman next to me, clears her throat and says excuse me... sorry to bother, but do you think you could spare some toilet paper? Do I not say a word as my ass is shooting out uncontrollable sounds and horrid smells and hand her a bundle under the stall? OR Do I pretend I don't hear her, hurry with my doodoo, wash my hands quickly and run from the restroom, vowing that for the rest of my natural born life I will never, EVER shit in a public restroom again?

Never Forget
Never forget to tell the ones that you love that you love them when they are leaving. Even for the day. You never know if that is going to be the last time that you ever see them. I know, because 21 years ago my grandmother was taken to the hospital and the last thing that I told her the day that she was taken that I hated her and never wanted to see her again. She passed away on my birthday. I have never felt so bad in all my life. Even today, the people that I have become friends with on here and other sights, I will never tell another person that, even my ex wife. LIfe is too short and you never know when you are going to loose someone that you or someone that you may love. As the saying goes it is better to love, then to hate.

Welcome The Newest Addition To Fubar's Hottest Fam!!
Welcome HPGKara to Fubar's Hottest Fam. Rate her, add her, fan her, crush her, love her up!!!! And tell her the Mogul sent ya! (Sorry I don't have the patience to make these with pretty graphics and a Bedazzler, just do it!! lol) -The Mogul- HPGKara™@ fubar

Feeling Frisky...lol
Well, I am glad to have the friends I have. I have been lied to so much lately it's making me crazy. I am bored right now. Anyone want to do my homework for me..lol It's really easy. *chokes* He has moved out! YIPPEE!!! We started to be friends but it didn't turn out that way. Oh well...lol I am glad to have my freedom back again. So are my kids. They really didn't like him at all. I didn't realize how much and I think the kids opinion is very important. Have you all looked at my new pics? I hope you do. I think you will really like them and if you could comment on them I would appreciate knowing how you feel about them. It took a lot for me to put them on there. *blushes* I want a man to cuddle with and have 3somes with and stuff. I miss the fun of sex. Ya know what I mean?

Support Our Troops Contest Winners!!
First off, I have to say that I am extremely touched by everyone that talked to me during the support our troops contest. I have heard some good stories. While I was never in the military I was brought up in a military family and have an unwavering love for all of those that are serving our country. They are your Brothers, Sisters, Mothers, Fathers, Sons, Daughters, Husbands, Wives, Boyfriends, Girlfriends, but most of our they are Our troops. They are the ones out there fighting for the very freedoms we hardly notice. They are willing to put thier lives on the line for people who hate them because of what they are. The are the embodiement of freedom and the foundation of our country. Take a moment next time you see someone in uniform and thank them. Show them you love them. Tell them Thank you for serving all of us! Okay here are the winners of the contest. The winner of the prize for the most comments is! The winner of the prize for most rates is! T

Contest Winners!!
First off, I have to say that I am extremely touched by everyone that talked to me during the support our troops contest. I have heard some good stories. While I was never in the military I was brought up in a military family and have an unwavering love for all of those that are serving our country. They are your Brothers, Sisters, Mothers, Fathers, Sons, Daughters, Husbands, Wives, Boyfriends, Girlfriends, but most of our they are Our troops. They are the ones out there fighting for the very freedoms we hardly notice. They are willing to put thier lives on the line for people who hate them because of what they are. The are the embodiement of freedom and the foundation of our country. Take a moment next time you see someone in uniform and thank them. Show them you love them. Tell them Thank you for serving all of us! Okay here are the winners of the contest. The winner of the prize for the most comments is! with 4223 - Comments The winner of the prize for m

11,000 To Level
LOOKS LIKE EVERYONE IS SLOWING DOWN SO THIS WILL BE THE ONLY HIGH ONE WE DO WE DO NOT START A NEW ONE UNTIL THIS IS COMPLETE...SHOW SOME LOVE AND PLEASE REPOST OUR BULLETIN TO GET IT INTO OTHERS HANDS THAT MIGHT WANT TO HELP... ♥Sweet Lips♥@ fubar

I Just Finished Watching
The pick-up Artist on VH1. Not too bad of a show really. The first show which was last week I wouldnt have looked twice at any of the guys on there. Im not being mean just truthful. None of them sparked my intrest. But this week after their makeovers well there were a couple that caught my eye. Yes the changes were that dramatic for a couple. The guy that stayed in the end shouldve been the one that went home and probably wouldve had the other guy not said he wanted to go home. He had such a large change but just had NO confidence around ladies at all. Thats sad when that happens but there are pleanty of men out there just like him that have no confidence, and freeze up around ladies. I didnt think I would like the show the first time I saw it but its not bad at all. lol

& We All Must Move On. Eventually.
clothes piled in the middle of the bedroom floor. feet heavy as lead. she can't fathom the idea of leaving home. butterflies line her stomach. thoughts by the millions spinning around in her mind. she falls to her knees. tears pouring from her eyes. coughing errupts from her throat. she grasps onto her bed, anything to keep her stable. backwards she falls. her pile of clothes stop her. she lay motionless, defeated by her own fears. tears continue down her cheeks. tearing of her stomach lining, as the butterflies attack. she curls up, gripping her face with her hands. body shaking, but yet unable to move. tears stop, as the door opens. "it's time to go".

Depression & Alcohol
Do you still love me? You say you do and I am the one and only, but I can't understand why I can't feel it anymore. I used to feel it in your arms, in your voice. There was no doubt in my mind. I could feel you love deep in my bones, no matter how far away you were. Now it feels like you just say it because it is expected or out of habit.I want you to know I DO still love you with every breath that I have and I hope & wish that one day I will know you do too.

♥army Wives♥
This is so very true, I am reposting this..lol Being a Soldiers Wife isnt always easy, but ask one of us if we'd give it up & you will hear a resounding "HELL NO!" (Feel Free to add on ladies!) A Few Thing You Should Know About REAL ARMY WIVES!!! 1. we know the difference between BDU's & ACU's and what both acronyms stand for 2. when are men come home late from work, we dont complain. we are just happy to sleep next to them tonight. 3. we would NEVER dream of calling our husbands work/boss and complaining 4. we know that endless hours and shitty pay is just the way things are in the military and we deal with it 5. No matter who you are, come a few days before the first and the fifteenth you are broke as HELL! 6. Unlike what the public would like to think we are well aware that our husbands paychecks do NOT go up in value when we have a child. 7. we dont plan when we make or serve dinner around the time our husbands will be home because we know that each da

Through A Childs Eyes
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has n o end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

Please Keep My Sister In Your Thoughts
well i would like for everyone to keep my siter in their prayers and thoughts as i have just got news that her dad is fighting colon cancer and is not doing well and most of u may know her please show her that she in ur thoughts and prayers I Love You Sweetie And You Will Be In My Thoughts And prayers spicy angel ~Wolf's CT Wife~@ fubar