When It All Falls Down.
What am I to do when it all falls down?
When the very entity of my life no longer exists to me now.
Im left gasping for the object of my enchantment
It digusts me so greatly
Yet, if i don't have this affection I begin to panic.
I hold so firm to it when it comes
Knowing it will only kill me when its done.
The ambivalence of this emotion is so ample
That I pray a thousand times for it to be overcome.
I look to see better days
When this love crazed emotion ascends some time
And I no longer feel this way.
~YOURS TRULY~
Salvador Bishop Renteria.