Fubar Blog Posts 4

Please Help Out!
She is a good friend of another friend of mine that is fighting for her life! She was only expected to live 24 hours but she is now living in a medicinal induced coma and when she was hit by the hit and run driver all her bones are broken and her eye was knocked out! She has a ventelator and yet when the doctors try to take her off her heart starts to race and they have to put her back on and under. She has a 16yr old daughter and a boyfriend that is trying his best to keep the bills going. She is a biker and a very good person! She has no insurance and this is very hard on the family! Please try ur best to help out! Thank-u!

My Fubar Family
So, today I had another two people ask to see my family-only photos folder. The one that's marked "Don't ask to see or you will piss me off." I don't know how much clearer I could have been, and yet, I still regularly get the oddly hopeful (oddly oblivious? oddly delusional?). So, allow me to be plain about who gets into my family. The people in my family are almost universally people I have talked to regularly and at length. They are people I like and feel comfortable with. In some cases, they are my real life friends. I do not add people to my family so that they can see my photos. Rather, because they are in my family, I trust them and feel comfortable enough with them that they get to see more intimate photos of me than a general population of people I've hardly spoken to. In fact, you will notice that there are people in my family who probably don't WANT to see my photos. There are people on my family list who've never looked at those photos, and probably never wi

Too Bad
There have been many, many times when I may have. disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you or got on your nerves with all the complaining I do, So today I just wanna tell you that... I PLAN TO CONTINUE

The Sex Talk
Little Tommy couldn't sleep at night. There was too much noise coming from Mommy and Daddy's room. One night he decided to see what all the noise was and opened his parents' door. It was dark and all he could see were shadows moving in the dark, so he went back to bed. The next morning he asked Mommy why she and Daddy were making so much noise and why she was jumping up and down on Daddy. Not knowing exactly how to answer his question, she decided to make something up to keep him happy. This is what she told him: "Daddy is getting fat and I have to jump up and down on his belly to make him skinny again." Little Tommy thought a minute about what Mommy had just said and replied very thoughtfully "that will never work Mommy, the neighbor lady comes over every morning after you go to work and blows him back up again."

Yep This Is The Begining!!!! *this Is My Real Life Dont Start Shit*
Well where the fuck to start... my life... ha.. what a fucking crazy damn story begins and ends i suppose with the use of illicit drugs... alcohol and the abuse of ones body. born as a bastard child to a Mormon father and a 16 yr old skeeze bag drug addict. what a fucking way to start right?? born pre-disposed to all sorts of drug dependencies and medical shit. hey lets fucking have a child born with addiction to SPEED.. what a fucking thought they had. also of course born with rheumatoid arthritis, the classic ADHD, scolisosis.. and hell got a predisposition to diabetes.. which im sure the drinking does not help at all. my life started as a fuckup. .. moved on got adopted at the Ripe age of 3 months.. wow i was an old fucker now wasn’t i... well cheers to me to fall into the hands of a very caring, overbearing, crazy mother, whom i do somehow love dearly for instilling values but hate incessantly for making me so damn vengeful towards the human fucking race and all the control tha

Life Changes....
I have had some changes in my life the last two months and i maybe going thru some more as well. But i may need some advice. I am dating someone which i moved in with for about a month and half. well he couldnt put me on his lease so i moved out. but since i have moved out he doesnt hardly call me and when i get him on the phone he doesnt say anything. used to we would say i love you all the time, now he doesnt say it when i do and he says its cuz he is around friends but the way i feel is that if someone really loves you it doesnt matter where or who they are around. i am going back to school at the first next year. but my boyfriend trys to say everything im interested in i should rethink but i think i should do what makes me happy. do you think i should give him a chance if so let me know. i do love him but their is only so much i can handle.

K-5 Well An Overview Anyway
ok... so elementary school, kindergarten, i remember being always closer to the females.... (call me gay.. well fuck you i was pimpin young ... so there) we played such kid games for our era... at that time was Disney;s 101 Dalmatians... hahhah i was always ummm Pongo yeah ya know the FATHER OF ALL 101 AND KIDS...(who's pimpin now LMAO) till the day i ran into a steel fucking garter.. and knocked out both my front teeth, granted they were loose and ready to come out, but shit 2 at once???? i felt like i couldnt talk .. yeah it was like TTally TTellls TTheTTellhts by TThe TTheThore... hhahahah for you dumb asses that translates to Sally Sells Seashells by the seashore... *shakes head.. idiots) i was that kid with the damn leather bomber jacket.. ya know with the patches and the zippers.. shit i thought i was bad ass.. i never was the fucker who thought girls had cooties... hahah a i had the cootie shot when i was born, or so i thought. i used to beat up all the little boys in kider

To Much Time To Think
I have had alot of time to think about the recent events in my life. I have realized that I made alot of bad decissions in my past. None in which were illegal or harmful to others. But things in which I could have done better had I had taken the time to evaluate the situation. Right now my life is so complex. But thanks to someone closest to me, I have managed to deal with the situations at hand or for the most part. There are still some things I am gonna need to take time to think about in depth some more before I make any more decissions on the matter. Have you ever felt you had all you ever wanted and all you ever needed but at the same time felt so terribly alone. Not knowing what step to take next? You see my ex tought me that no matter how much you love someone it is never enough. They will never see exactly what you feel. Trying to explain it always blows up in your face, Trying to show them always makes it worse, If you write it, will they read it? Not normally it gets thrown a

Some People Says, Our Place Is A Sin City.
I am living in Angeles City, Philippines. People called this place a SIN CITY. Because of the PROSTITUTION is very legal. The GOVERNMENT allow some foreign to rose up over 100 GO GO BARS, and there were over 5,000 GIRLS working as a prostitute. Some of them are posted in the internet to invite foreigner to come and visit, and could spend bunch of dollars as exchanged for the fun they’ve got and at the same time from the girls whom gave them fun. But eventually, out of this negative instinct of this City, there were more GOOD People whom making this SUCCESSFUL. There were still lots of DESCENT PEOPLE doing their best for IMPROVEMENT. . An educated people whom very hospitable and caring to visitors. If you can see our place, you can find the CLARK AIRBASE, which well reconstructed. Some BIG MALLS where you can hang out. This nice places just got build a year ago.

Endless Dance
Years have come and passed Around each other, we danced Plenty of chances were missed, After each new time we kissed. There was always an invisible line Hesitation was both yours and mine Our chemistry never died While our feelings to each other we'd hide From the beginning your eyes drew me in Your heart was the only thing I could never win So many times I've wanted you to care But ultimately you couldn't be there Someone new always came along It was the same old song A broken record stuck on a track Here I was again having to pull back Even now, we're both free But I doubt you will see That I'm what you really need Your ego I no longer want to feed I don't want to be your safety net Its time you realize I'm a priceless asset

All Pinups And Wannabes, Read This....
So you took *PS Pinup Girl* from your username? Well guess what? You got deleted from the pic gallery. Out of 53 girls I had, I have 31 left who remained faithful out of the bunch. Thank you ladies.... To the rest of the females on FUBAR who would like to become a PINUP, here's the deal: 1) Name must change to include *FUBAR Plus Pinup* NO EXCEPTIONS (You can't do this, you don't become a pinup.) 2) You must have a full body photo...Lingerie and sexiness is encouraged...We're pinups, not office workers. 3) CARRY the TITLE and BE PROUD OF IT. Yes, it's true, I was gone for awhile, but I'd never just "lose interest" in my girls...Thanks for believing in me those of you who did stay. 4) From now on, I WILL HANDPICK THE GIRLS. NO MORE NOMINATIONS. WITH **ONE** EXCEPTION: YOU MUST BE SERIOUS ABOUT BEING A PLUS SIZE PINUP. THIS IS N-O-T A CONTEST...THIS IS A PINUP GIRLS SITE. THERE WILL BE CONTESTS, BUT BEING A PINUP GIRL IS NOT ONE OF THEM. 5)If chosen, the PINUP GIRLS sit

Iraq Aftermath
It's been a pretty rough night tonight. My son has a friend in town that has been stationed in Germany, but is deploying to Iraq in a few days. It seems to have pushed him over the edge. He came home drunk tonight and tore the house apart. He tore shelves off of the wall, put holes in the wall, broke the porcelain on the toilet, threatend to kill me, etc... Yes, my son suffers from post tramatic stress syndrome. He is not the same small town boy that went to Iraq a couple of years ago. I almost had to call the police tonight to help me get him under control. Fortunately, my neighbor is also an Iraq war veteran from the Gulf war and I went and woke him up. He came over and talked my son down until his best friend could arrive from the next town over. His best friend is here now and is removing all of the weapons from the house. I even have to lock my gun up now. From what I am to understand, he is potentially suicidal. I am sure that part of it is due to the alcohol, but ev

Longing
Special are the days when I think of you Special are the nights when you're in my dreams Oh the pain...the longing To be touched by you...Kissed by you I wake up from a dream To reach out but you're not there It wasn't at all what it seemed I only long to have you here to see you...feel you...TASTE you I want you to be with me...inside of me To give you all the love you're due To show you what true lovers can really be You're already in my heart...in my soul it took you to make me completely whole.

Have You Ever...!
From T121XY 1. Ate Crocodile? Crikey, no!! 2. Slept in a different bed? of course 3. Made out in a movie theatre? *grin* that is fun!! 4. made out with 2 different people in one night? yup. A whore I tell ya, Im a friggen whore!! 5. Thought your cousin was hot? Not that I can recall. 6. Been in love? Sure 7. Slept? ummm. yeah..... 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? Yes, not all its cracked up to be. Though maybe I should try again. Any volunteers? ;) 9. Gone over the speed limit? And have the ticket to prove it 10. Painted your room? In high school I painted my room bright bright pink. (my poor parents) 11. Drove a car? yes 12. Danced in front of your mirror? Rock on!! yes! 13. Gotten a hickey? oh yes... in many places *grin* 14. Been dumped? Yup. Crushed. 15. Stole money from a friend? Never. 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? In college I think I did this.

Survey About Me :)
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:BrandonBirthday:July 29 Beggining of TimeBirthplace:San Antonio Current Location:San AntonioEye Color:hmm Green? Blue? Mix of the two? you tell me lolHair Color:Natural blondeHeight:6'1 , 6'2Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:The Shoes You Wore Today:BootsYour Weakness:Kryptonite of course!Your Fears:Goin blind, bein on fire while jumping out a buildingYour Perfect Pizza:Mushroom, oniion, cheese, pepporoni.Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:I duunno probally something good

Twas The Night Before Saints Camp...
Twas the night before Saints Camp and despite all the frenzy, Not an interception was missed, not even by McKenzie. The jerseys were hung by the chimney with care in hopes that a Lombardi trophy would soon be there. Drew Brees was nestled all snug in his bed with no thoughts of indictments filling his head. Marques wore his grip glove, Fred Thomas his cast and pledged “I won’t get burned this year, I’ll be super-fast!” The backup QBs in their black and gold caps joked “Let’s ‘pull a Romo’ and fumble some snaps!” When out on the field there arose such a clatter. Dhani put down his bow tie to see what was the matter. Away to the window Copper flew like a flash, But it was only Joe Horn throwing his career in the trash. Another loud noise gave the boys quite a fright …must mean more gunshots in Uptown tonight. When, what to their wondering eyes should appear But Coach Sean Payton - and his eyes full of tears. He unchained his dog once so lively and quick, and

Bush Poisoned 1 Million Veterans With Radioactive Waste
Bush Poisoned 1 Million Veterans With Radioactive Waste Over 3640 Dead American Veterans in Iraq Because Bush Lied Over $450 Billion Dollars has been thrown down the toilet in Bush's Iraq Fiasco Mothers don't let your children join the Army, because George Bush has dumped 4.5 Billion grams of Radioactive waste all over Iraq. Yes, American weapons are tipped with Uranium a deadly radioactive poisonous material in defiance of the Geneva Convention. The usage of poisoned bullets and bombs is a direct violation of the Geneva Convention and is a WAR CRIME. 350,000 or almost 3 out of every 5 soldiers that served in the first Bush Iraq War is now out on DISABILITY because of Gulf War syndrome. During that First Gulf War Only one tenth of the poisonous and deadly radioactive Uranium was spread in Iraq as in the Current Bush Iraq War. This Time a Bush has spread 10 times as much destruction. Thanks to George W Bush If you serve in Iraq you will breathe, eat, drink and absorb thru your

Have I Ever Mentioned How I Hate People?
Yeah, some ppl suck, especially online.. I hate online drama, and people who say shit to make themselves appear to be what they are not. I am the same here as in real life, and I usually assume that is how others are. We all have had at least one situation where they have been misunderstood or had their reputations sullied by assholes.. Now, I hate sounding like a whiny victim here, but seriously.. WTF?? At least I haven't had anything like that happen here at CT. Whew! Thanks for not being assholes, everyone!

Just Say It! (by Shanel)
Say it Say it if you want to say it! Or hold it Hold your tongue, wish you had, and live in fear! Fear that what you might say may hurt someone’s heart, or worse push them away! So hold it! Hold it and fake it. Fake your friendship, your love affair, your marriage, your smile…fake it., Sit in there face! Portray a state of happiness, while all the while inside your chest is bursting, with anger, an opinion, a secret love, or worse an apology! Go home and lie with it, think, think, think!!!! And then when you’re done, think, think, think! It doesn’t stop. Let it out! Say it if you want to say it. If they leave, you’ll be free, free from the torment and burning stress! Or maybe you should leave! Leave if you want to leave! Pretend they are full of shit, and blame someone else. Crawl in a whole, and live in shame, hide behind yourself While all the while inside your crying, crying for love crying for happiness, and hugging the pity pot! After all, if you’ve been holdin

Vacation Time
Almost time for our yearly trip to the Outer Banks in NC. Its a family thing where we have anywhere from 15-25 people. Just depends on who all goes. It is a much needed break for me. Its good to get away from all the worries in life for a week. I just wish it was longer lol. So if you notice I am not on after Fri night... I'll be on the beach getting burned.

Lets Stop The Useless Slaughter
Help Stop the Bush Administration’s Latest Debacle: Aerial Gunning of Greater Yellowstone Wolves In 1995, Canada sent 35 gray wolves to the state of Idaho, to help reintroduce wolves to the Yellowstone region of the Norwest United States. Protected under the Endangered Species Act, free-living wolves flourished in the Yellowstone area of the Northern Rockies in Idaho, Wyoming, and Montana. Gray wolves play a beneficial role in the ecosystem, and they also help to maintain healthy populations of raptors, rodents, and coyotes and other animals. Now the Bush administration’s U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service has cleared the way for states to begin aerial gunning these reintroduced wolf families as early as this fall. This disgraceful scheme, supported by a coalition of hunters and ranchers, aims to kill up to 700 wolves, which will decimate the current population of approximately 1,200. Wolves would be removed from the list of federally protected, threatened and endangered species, bu

Ok People !!!!
IT IS VERY PLAN AND SIMPLE............. NO. IT NOT LIKE IT HAS MULTIPY FUCKING MEANINGS..... N.O. IF I DON'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING YOU CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND.... DON'T ASK REPETELY BECAUSE ALL YOU WILL END UP DOING IS PISSING ME OFF AND IT WILL STILL BE NO.....

People Can F**k Up Anything
I got an email this morning from the publisher of my first book and was told that she was taking the book out of print. This is the first I've heard of that. Imagine that, haven't heard anything else prior and then "the book isn't being printed any longer." If you want to publish a book, you may want to reconsider if JMB Books approaches you with an opportunity.

Retta Did It Again Damn It :)
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Meeting A Dear Friend
friends and fans and family, this latest adventure is one of the first i ever wrote. it is based on how i visualized the meeting that might some day take place between me and a lovely woman i met online from England. sadly, we never did get a chance to meet, but i count as a fdriend to this day and we get to chat thru the IM at least once every couple weeks. she continues to be an inspiration to my writing and i know she enjoys reading them still. hope you enjoy this as much now as she and i did when it was originally written back in the spring of '03. let me know what you think. Carl --------------------------------------------------- Meeting a Dear Friend, Part 1 ------------------------------ You have no idea how badly I am looking forward to kicking back on my bed in the hotel room, ordering a movie and some room service. Eight hours of hell at work, followed by two hours in line at Greater Pitt, then an eight hour flight into Heathrow. Feels like it's 9:00 AM, tomor

This Seem Like A Dayum Good Ideer Ta Me
Panhandling works if you have the right sign. Jose and Carlos are panhandling at the freeway off ramp. Jose drives a Mercedes, lives in a mortgage free house, and has a lot of money to spend. Carlos only brings in 2 to 3 dollars a day. Carlos asks Jose how he can bring home a suitcase full of $10 bills every day. Jose says, "Look at your sign." It reads: "I have no work, and a wife & 6 kids to support." Carlos looks at Jose's sign. It reads: "I only need another $10.00 to move back to Mexico."

+californians For Universal Health Care!
CALIFORNIANS. PLEASE FVCKING SIGN. YES I AM YELLING AT YOU. "Hi -- I've just signed the OneCareNow petition for universal, high quality and affordable health insurance in California. I'm asking you to please sign the petition, too, by adding your voice. I think your name belongs on that declaration, too. You can put it there by visiting: http://www.onecarenow.org If this does not come in as a hyperlink, please cut and paste the above web site into your web browser. In just 22 minutes, a new video will show you how switching to a 'single payer health insurance plan' can bring full healthcare coverage to every Californian for life, and do it for less than we're paying for inadequate healthcare now. Don't miss seeing this video and don't wait to send the link to everyone you know! Use this link to go directly to the video: http://youtube.com/watch?v=jB0Vn_BppwM OneCareNow is a new effort by Californians to rally Californians - one by one. So far, thousands and thous

How To Comment Bomb
COMMENT BOMBING IS WHERE YOU LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS ON A CONTEST OR GIVEAWAY PICS WHEN A FAMILY MEMBER OR A FRIEND OF THE FAMILY NEEDS HELP TO WIN A CONTEST OR GET THEIR GIFT IN A GIVEAWAY.. IT CAN BE A BUNCH OF COMMENT PICS OR A BUNCH OF MEANINGLESS COMMENTS LIKE THIS 3SEHFNG. KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR BULLITENS AND CHECK THE FAMILY BLOG EVERYDAY TO SEE WHERE WE NEED TO BE. IT WILL HAVE THE CURRENT DATE ON THE NAME OF THE BLOG. WELL THATS IT. LOOK FORWARD IN WORKING WITH YOU. For example hgyuj gtyujhg

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only.

No More
torn in two riped at the seems good vs. bad weighed but still even what to do both so good but yet bad confustion takes me over and i fall to the floor waiting for him to walk through the door silence me for my screaming as "it" consumes me darkness takes me i am no more.....

Pimped Out
ohhh i am such a Puta (ha can't censor Italian as NSFW) I now have a 2nd PIMP LMFAO I am gonna turn it around on them ! Pleaseeeeeee Go atack my Pimps with Your Love with Rates, Adds, Gifts Coments anything! then Repost This Buletin I wanna Know Ya did it to damn it xoxoxox Pimp 1 SWEET~THING~WILL ALWAYS PIMP ~ANCIENT1~and `OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Pimp2 ~**Metal Baby**~(~Ancient1~2nd pimp)@ fubar Thank YOU ! Your Favorite Puta xxx ~Ancient1~ xxx

Back Again
Just wanted to say hello to everyone some of you might have noticed my lack of presence a few weeks so for all of u I wanted to say I am back again full of energy and partymood and noticed they have changed the pagename yet again:P boy was i surprised hehe so stop by and say welcome back or just be curiouss like the rest of us;)

30 Reasons To Date A Moto Rider
1. we NEVER ride in the same position 2. we always finish unless weer injured 3. we always where protection 4. we can ride for a LONG time 5. we are always up for riding... always 6. we ride as hard as we possibly can 7. we like to ride new things 8. we take good care of wut we ride 9. we stick it through many heats no matter what 10. we appreciate breaking things in 11. we like both rough and smooth conditions 12. we dont mind getting dirty... infact we kinda like it that way 13. once we learn something we are determined to perfect it 14. we like our mechanicals well lubed at all times 15. we do our own stunts 16. even after riding we still LOVE to party 17. we are willing to fail a couple times before we succeed 18. we always focus on the current ride 19. we sacrafice our bodies every time we ride 20.we spend rediculous amounts of money on what we ride 21. we always try to get back up after taking a plunge 22. we like wut

My Friend
My Friend by Sammy Lane Sharp We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

Hello Everyone
For some reason i feel like writing today about whats going on in my head ?????. Why is that i have so many friends on Fubar but yet very few of them ever talk to me. Is everyone so superficial that they see a guy who isnt that great looking that they cant even speak to him and say hello or ask him how he is today ???. I know im pretty hard on myself at times i just dont know what im doing wrong or not doing at all, im at the point where im fixing to delete this account and my myspace and any other internet account i have and basically just play games on the net.

Erotica
In 22 Hours I would be on a C-130 to points undisclosed to lead a platoon providing perimeter security to a team of Delta Operators doing drug interdiction in NW Peru. Having survived Panama I wasn't too concerned, except that 3 of my best soldiers were out on sick call and I'd have 3 twinks replacing them. I was visiting with school friend who lived in Oklahoma City, we spent this night in Dallas hitting a few spots, it was getting late and we headed to our last spot for the night "Corvettes" a car themed dance club. My boy was a regular and had been a star receiver at North Texas, so we got love. A Fuzzy Navel appeared in front of me!? WTF, I am a Gin and Tonic, Vodka and Cranberry guy most of the time, but never a Fuzzy Navel?! I explained this to waitress, who was a dead ringer for sprinter Gwen Torrence, and she said "It's on the house; the bartender said she wants to do her patriotic duty" Does she? Well I decided to do some recon. The bartender was 23 or 24, a bl

More Info On Fred Aka Talented Tongue
oh by the way he told a friend of mine. that he is sending some friends down here to texas to take care of me..... FRED H AUBUSCHON Victim under the age of 18 - Status: Compliant FRED H AUBUSCHON Victim under the age of 18 State Profile 530 S CLINTON COLLINSV ILLE IL 62234

Flipping Bored
i'm f'n bored and been this way for a few days. i'm bored at work, then come home and i'm bored at home, then go out for a drink and i'm bored at the bar. this has gotta stop. but how? i dunno how to stop being bored. fuck! on another topic all together i think i have social phobia i just noticed. i get real nervous when i'm around more then 10 people and i bascially shut down socially and i dunno what to do anymore. o well such is life.

Okay...
If you can actually say 'like... zzzohmygod..' without feeling dumb or laughing at how dumb you sound, I hate you. It's just that easy. Now, lets move on to gossip here... 1.) I'm THE awesome. 2.) I'm better than you. 3.) I'm hot and I don't care if you agree. Which brings me to : 4.) My opinion trumps yours. (Why? Because that's how it is.) 5.) I don't like you. It's all good.

Life...
I think of my life.... Where am I going? I wonder with childlike dreams. Dreams of love endlessly searching in a ll the wrong places. My life is a mystery, even to me. A secret door that even I have not seen. Where will it lead? Will I make the right turn? Will I lead my own way? Or follow the heard? The road less taken is such a beautiful road. A road in which i can make my own path, with out the burden of somebody else's tracks. Where will I go? Where will it lead? I am so scared, I am down on my knees. I pray that I will do the right thing. Take the sure path, but lately it seems I am always distrated, always led astray I try to be honest, but sometimes it's hard When I make a mistake that goes straight to the heart. I am so weak....so afraid That I will not survive this world that's strange. So much suffering...so much pain It hurts me to see how the young children must pay. They are so innocent yet some are so old. Wasted lives, souls that are so

L7
what love is? Love is the entity of all Love is the stars, always hanging in the endless darkness of sky Love is eternal Love is the wind, whispering its many thoughts to you in the night. Love is the feeling I felt when I first met you Love is flying on the tails of many dreams Love is the moon, shining alone, as a beacon in the hours of darkness Love is the alpha emotion Love is the ever lasting conflict within Love is the conquest of fulfillment that we feel needs to be met Love is the bonding of two souls, entwined in the beatings of their hearts Love is a journey to discover the souls of others Love is an adoration, a forever night long vigil, never ending Love is an everlasting yearning to be connected to mind and heart Love is spending hours drowning into the depths of your eyes Love is the feeling I feel when I look at you

Video Editing Freeware
I have several short videos of various subjects, and would like to be able to edit them with scene fades and credits and text comments between scenes.... Does any one know of a Video Editor that's freeware? Sort of like "Movie Maker" that comes with "XP" OS. Sure would appreciate some help on this. Please respond even if you know of none, ok? Later, Bloggers.

Me
I had breast cancer and had them both removed and no matter what i enjoy being me and the mum i posted askin what people thought was helpful to me on what people think i live it every day and i am glad to be alive and if you ask me it has made me a stronger person reconstruction is not for me i want to be real not fake and that is all that matters.

The Movie Critic Syndrome
Have you ever noticed that the only movies worth a crap to major critics are deeply emotional, and usually depressing? If everyone made movies just to win major awards, we'd have no movies for 9 months of the year, and then the 3 months before selection came, you'd have a barrage of remakes of The Crying Game. Thankfully, most movies are money-motivated, and thus appeal to the general mass. The critics always hate these movies. You'd never see "Die Hard" win an award. Why? Because it's an action movie, and no one's going to give it an award because it doesn't make you cry at any given moment. IF there is so much as a single automatic weapon in your movie, or usually also an explosion, you can kiss the "Best Actor" award goodbye. Why is this? Is it not just as challenging to convince an audience that you're a stone-cold killer than it is to convince them that you are truly in remorse of the death of Old Yeller? It comes down to the Movie Critic Syndrome. These people hate mov

Taking On The World
This is the last time I blog about "him". Just needed to say my peace. This is more for myself than for any of you reading it. I am not the type to hate. Hate has never been in me. I tell my kids " you can hate objects and situations, but NEVER people". Well, hate for a human resides in me right now. It's something I don't think I have ever felt, and am working on getting rid of. I have been emailing "his" ex-wife lately and have found out all sorts of things that I didn't know. The reason he really left. The reason he is ignoring me..blah blah. Thinking about it now, I am really angry. I let my guard down and let him use me over and over. That time is over. I am actually ok with all of this. Ok knowing I will never see him again. Ok knowing his kids really are going to be ok and better off without him. Ok knowing that I am a hell of a lot stronger now than I have been in a very long time. I still feel good about my life and I am not letting "him" take that away from me. The

Yes Gas Is Expensive But....
Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 .. $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ........$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 $33.60 per gallon Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 .. $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 . $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ...... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 ....$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER... Evian water 9 oz $1.49......... $21.19 per gallon! 21.19 for WATER!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy Shit!!! and the buyers don't even know the source. (Evian spelled backwards is Naive.) Ever wonder why printers are so cheap? So they have you hooked for the ink. Someone calculated the cost of the ink at................ you won't believe it...................but it is true......................... $5,200 a

I'm An Aunt!!!!
So I am an aunt again(not by blood though). My girl Kimmy had her beautiful daughter this week on Tuesday July 24th. Kandyce Helene was 8lbs 5.5 ounces and 19inches long(give or take a few cm). I am so proud of both my girl Kimmy and just the fact she has this new addition to her family! I have yet to see Kandyce because of my own health issues at the moment but the photo I have from the hospital website shows me just how adorable she is and already I am in love. Go Kimmy for being so brave and Welcome Kandyce Helene!!! Love you all!

Idiots
this is for all the idiots that think they have to downrate people .. You have Major insecurities with yourself . It isnt about how Pretty or Handsome you are , it is about Respect and how a person has made their page . Why do people want to disrespect other like that . So to all the downraters . KISS MY ASS !

My Solution To The War In Iraq And Overcrowding Prisons
How..you ask? You know that you've thought about it the same way I do everyday of my existence. It's on everyone's mind...but noone wants to speak up. Well I hope whoever reads this reports it to their local congressman ASAP!!! The solution is relatively simple...but in the eyes of many, would be considered un-ethical. We have more troops here in the states than any military organization on the planet...the problem is they are part of our correctional system...yes that's right...inmates, prisoners, felons, and the like. Many of these murderers, rapists, pedophiles, drug dealers, and violent offenders are already literally trained to fight and kill. Yet they continue to be fed 3 squares, are housed, clothed, and bathed like big babies; some even paroled, all the while the future men and women of our country are fighting a meaningless war overseas with no restrooms, no facilities, no food sometimes, and no peace. I do support out troops, but not the cause, for the record. I'll

Come Help Out Please
LADY DI IS SMOKIN!!!!! Come help her keep a really good jump on this contest she is in for a Happy hour. If everyone on my list could please please please come and leave 25 comments or more that would help make sure she says on TOP. Thank you all so much for anyone who comes and helps out. Bites and Licks, Dark Enigma.

Sick Update Numba 2
Went in today for scope of the stomach and stuff and well found out nothing itsall good in there so now tomarrow we are checkin more stuff but we donno when we will get the results from that...i got home at like 4 so i as told and ijust woke up....im still a lil messed up fromthe meds i love it... While your in here show me some love.... drew64_4**Underground Security**##Jeezy's Offical Bodyguard## @ fubar

Male Or Female
You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female. Here are some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their arise. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantl

I Had To Share This With Everyone!!
A successful Christian business man was growing old and knew it was Time to choose a successor to take over the business. Instead of choosing One of his directors or his children, he decided to do something different. He called all the young executives in his company together. He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I Have decided to choose one of you. "The young executives were shocked, but The boss continued.” I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one Very special SEED. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back Here one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have Given you. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I Choose will be the next CEO". One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, Received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story. She Helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed

The Nature Of Life
I started on a journey a long time ago. Ive been on this journey many years. So full of life. The sun was shining and the trees were smiling. The roses were red and the violets were blue. The river flowed strong. It was the purest form of beauty. As I continued on this journey, things started changing before my very eyes. The air became bitter, and the clouds above drew closer together and grew darker, blotting out the sun. I tried to turn back, but I could no longer find my way. I spoke to the trees, trees with so many years and so much knowledge, but they ignored my pleas. The merciless wind kept blowing as the air got colder. The river stood still. The violets were blue, but the blue was a different hue. Sadness. The roses were still red, but theyve grown lonely as they have no one to share their beauty with on Valentines Day. The blackness of night converged on me. The moon and the stars cannot guide me as they now take the form of a puzzle th

Something A Little Different
i'm wanting to do a new kinda pic, but old to most. basically a flip album. so if you have some pics you think mite work send me a message. first time i'd be trying it but hey we all start someplace.

The Intruder Part 1
Eva lay in her bed reading a book while the ten p.m. news played in the back ground. She was so engrossed by the trashy novel, that she wasn't paying attention when the news announcer spent a good two minutes on a story about a series of assaults on single women in the metropolitan area! All of the women were between the ages of twenty two and forty, and either lived alone or were alone at the time of the attacks! Entry was usually made through an unlocked window, although unbelievably, a few women reported that the intruder entered through and unlocked door!!! After finishing the next chapter, Eva brushed her teeth, turned off the television, and turned in for the night, if she had been more alert, she would have gone around and made sure all of the windows and doors were locked up tight, unfortunately though, she did not!!! A little past two a dark figure used a sharp pocket knife to cut the screen to the back porch window, seconds later, now inside the single story bungalow, the fi

The Intruder Part 4
When it was over he collapsed on top her, totally spent and drained of every last bit of energy in his muscular body!!! A gurgle formed in her throat as her pussy began the long process of unwinding after such a brutal and viscous assault!!! She was beginning to regain just the hint of her motor skills, as she could now barely move the tips of her fingers and toes!!! A few moments later he was packed and ready to leave, but he had one last "gift" for her! Just before leaving he place a special harness around her waist and affixed a small vibrator to a specially designed sleeve that held it in place!!! Carefully positioning the straps so they were in exactly the correct position, he flicked on the on switch, slipped the little hummer into its sheath, and inserted the rest of it into her still sopping wet pussy!!! After everything was just right, he tightened up the straps to assure that no amount of struggling could dislodge the little satisfier!!! "Eva," he whispered, "I have to leave

Sc Updates
Ok..so I haven't really been keeping up with this. I'm certainly trying lol. Anyways, I had 2 new updates again last week, and 2 before as usual (You can always expect 2 new updates a week on my SC site) Here's a sample or two ;) http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/photos.htm Make sure you stop by to see what the other one was..you'll enjoy it. 50 free pics from past updates, and 200 in the member area just for that update.

My Cindy Memorial Made By Justmeee
On Monday July 23, 2007 we lost our bird, She will be missed very much. Not only will she be missed by us, the dog is lost without her. We miss her chirrping. It is oddly quiet without her.

Peter Welcomes His New Manager
Hi everyone.... I wanted to publically announce and welcome my new personal managerAngela Westbrook. Angela has taken over every aspect of my musical and literary careers. Her expertise in the business world will give her an indespensible edge in all she faces in the music business, but I have every confidence that she is very capable and no barriers will deter her from reaching the goals we both have been setting. Angela's business prowess will serve her well in the music industry to find her way through all the red tape and make things happen. So in closing, I welcome Angela as my new personal manager and I thank her for all she has already been hard at work with to make serious things happen. Some of those are well on the way already and the horizon looks fantastic thanks to all that is in the works because of Angela's hard work. So welcome to Angela and thank you for joining me. Peter Britt

Why My Picture?
ok I do not mind if people rip my photos. take a piece of me so you can adore me anytime, but when someone I do not know rips my photo and puts it on their page well that is just nuts. why would anyone want my pic for their page? do you want to be like me? or are you just an insane net freak living in your moms basement? just kinda weirds me out.

Nsfw (new Site For Woosies)
I MIGHT AS WELL MARK THIS AS "NSFW" BEFORE I START SO I DON'T GET INTO TROUBLE WITH THE TIPPER GORE WANNA-BE'S. I THINK THIS SITE HAS GONE WAY OVER-BOARD WITH THIS WHOLE "NSFW" BULLSHIT. AFTER ALL, DON'T YOU HAVE TO BE 18 OR OLDER TO JOIN? I WAS RATING SOMEONE'S PICS TONIGHT AND HALF OF HER PICS WERE MARKED "NSFW" AND THERE'S NO WAY IN HELL THEY WERE ANYTHING NEAR THAT KIND OF CONTENT. I HAD TO STOP RATING CAUSE IT WAS TOO MUCH BULLSHIT. I MEAN ONE PIC WAS OF THIS WOMAN (FULLY CLOTHED) HOLDING A LOAF OF BREAD AND IT WAS MARKED NSFW. SINCE WHEN IS A WOMAN FULLY CLOTHED NSFW? I THINK I'LL JUST MARK EVERY ONE OF MY PICS NSFW SO I DON'T GET INTO TROUBLE WITH THE PMRC THAT RUN THIS SITE. AFTER ALL, I DO HAVE A COUPLE OF PICS THAT IS SHOWING SOME SKIN (MIND YOU, IT'S MY ARMS, FACE, NECK, LEGS [BELOW THE KNEE]). IF I'M NOT CAREFUL, THEY MIGHT MARK THOSE AS NSFW.

We Don't Have It All That Bad
WE DON'T HAVE IT ALL THAT BAD -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Everyone seems to be wondering why Muslim terrorists are so quick to commit suicide.. Let's see now. . . No Jesus No Christmas No television No cheerleaders No baseball No football No hockey No golf No tailgate parties No Wal-Mart No Home Depot No pork BBQ No hot dogs No burgers No chocolate chip cookies No lobster No shellfish, or even frozen fish sticks No gumbo No jambalaya No Beer Rags for clothes and towels for hats. Constant wailing from the guy next-door because he's sick and there are no doctors. Constant wailing from the guy in the tower. More than one wife. You can't shave. Your wives can't shave. You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey cooked over burning camel dung. The women have to wear baggy dresses and veils at all times. Your bride is picked by someone else. She sme

07/26/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Into my soul I reach, in hopes of finding a peace or solace to quell the burning in her absence. Apart from me, her love is as the flesh torn from my breast, the heart which gives me life. I stand empty, vacant without her voice to spare me from the night. The very best of me resides where she is, away from me. In her hands my existence, my heart, my passions. I wait lifeless for her return." © 2003 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

~~african Naked Mole Rat~~
This little animal really exists! Unbelievable but true. It's called a Naked Mole-Rat, from Africa. Going through life is hard enough, but to go through life looking like a ....dick with buck teeth must be horrible!

My Daughter's Birthday
12 years ago at this moment I was in Pre-Op preparing to have a C-Section with my first child, my daughter. I hadn't planned on a C-Section and at 19 years old, to be honest, I was scared to death at this thought. Granted now, I'm glad I had both of my children that way. At 11:36 pm, 7/26/95, weighing 6 pounds and 6 ounces, my daughter came into this world. I remember Melissa, my doctor's nurse first comment when they were bringing Christal out was about the head full of hair that she was born with. Unfortunately, that dark full head of hair didn't stay long and for months after that she had very little. (Now though she's got incredibily thick hair.) Hard to believe that at that single moment my entire life changed forever. It wasn't just about me anymore, it was about being a mother from here on out. I have never regretted becoming a mother, sometimes I just wish I had more patience but I think that is all parents. I was recently looking at a picture of her when she was about

Streetlight Manifesto...
a really kick ass band i love ..... every time im supposed to see streetlight... the gods somehow look down on me and say "no.. no streetlight manifesto for you. your stuck wasting away your day listening to them in mp3 format... " gurrr so yes.. countless times i have been privy to the knowledge that streetlight manifesto was going to be playing near me... and countless times i have been screwed out of going. there have even been times that my tix were paid for and sitting at the box office waiting for my arrival... but alas... somehow i was unable to make that journey.. so tonight ... they are playing at the parish in the house of blues here in the french quarter.. i had someone covering the last half of my shift so i could go see them ... finally... i thought.. i reprieve! the gods want me to see this show! my friend deidre came down to meet me and at about 7pm we were out front waiting in line for tix... had enough time cause streetlight was coming on at 8:45...

Only In Louisiana
FUBARITES, AS YOU ARE ALL AWARE, OUR CRIMINAL LEGAL SYSTEM IS CONFUSING AND CONVOLUDED AT BEST. CASES LIKE THE O J TRIAL, THE JON-BENET RAMSEY FIASCO, AND EVEN THE PRESIDENT'S WOES, BOTH FORMER AND PRESENT SERVE AS CLEAR AND CONVINCING PROOF OF ITS INADEQUACIES. WELL, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THE CIVIL SIDE OF THAT SCALE IS JUST AS OUT OF BALANCE AS THE CRIMINAL SIDE. I CALL THIS, "ONLY IN LOUISIANA" AND JUST FOR THE RECORD, EVERY WORD IS TRUE. A LAWYER IN NEW ORLEANS WAS SEEKING AN F H A LOAN FOR A CLIENT. HE WAS TOLD THE LOAN WOULD BE GRANTED, AS LONG AS HE COULD PROVE SATISFACTORY TITLE TO THE PARCEL OF LAND BEING OFFERED AS COLLATERAL. THE TITLE TO THE PROPERTY DATED BACK TO 1803, WHICH TOOK THE LAWYER ALMOST 3 MONTHS TO TRACK DOWN. FINALLY COMPLETING HIS ARDUOUS SEARCH, HE SENT THE INFORMATION TO THE F H A AND RECEIVED THE FOLLOWING REPLY...(ACTUAL LETTER) "UPON REVIEW OF YOUR LETTER ADJOINING YOUR CLIENT'S LOAN APPLICATION, WE NOTE THAT THE REQUEST IS SUPPORTED BY AN ABSTRA

If Only I Knew..
If Only I Knew.. It is you I think of My fingertips touching your lips Moving slowly to your cheeks And lightly over closed eyes A breath sucked in And slowly exhaled Is my touch painful? My fingers keep moving I can feel your breath on my face As you move closer My heart beats faster Faster Anticipation Waiting for your lips to touch mine Waiting I wet my lips I’m waiting Your lips touch mine gently Too gently Hearts beat faster Echoing I lean forward Strong hands on my back Bring me closer Not close enough Mouths open wider Hands move to my neck and up To cup my head Fingers snake through my hair You hold on tighter Your grasp pulls me forward My hair is loose now Twisted through your fingers Thigh touches thigh Your hard chest is strained against me Hands slowly fall away I open my eyes Looking into yours I see myself I hope you’re thinking what I am I wish I knew If only I knew

From Autumn To Ashes - Autumn's Monologue
Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me But I'm nothing so good No, I'm nothing Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs Of violence of love and of sorrow I beg for just one more tomorrow Where you hold me down, fold me in Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you don't see me, you don't... Here I'm in between darkness and light Bleached and blinded by these nights Where I'm tossing and tortured til dawn By you, visions of you, then you're gone The shock lifts the red from my face When I hear someone's taking my place How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel? When all, all that I did was for you I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you don't see me, you don't... I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only

If U Want Me U Can Find Me In The "a"!
As I walked to my door from a very nice night The dinner, the flowers the whole mood was right I open the door and tell him to sit While I head to my room and get out this outfit He's standing in front of me with hope in his eyes With a sexy ass smile thats hard to disguise I know that he wants me and I want him too So lets stop all the playing , there's something to do Its been said what was up for many months now Tonight its us two, no one else in the crowd My mind is racing, my body so torn Tonight is the night that we settle the score I want him so bad but I try to disguise But at the sight of his chest a grin so hard to hide With his hand on my waist he pulls me to him Sexy lust in his eyes, I know I can't win I'm caught up, I'm trapped in the scene that we set A thing we both wanted since the day that we met We are both face to face ,our bodies so close Our eyes locked in a trance, who wants it the most? He lays me on the bed and undres

Good News
For those of you that read my blogs..... My son had a check up today! He has gained some weight! Finally, its been 7 months without any weight gain. If he keeps gaining weight,in November his doctor will decrease feeds from his g-tube. Maybe by December my son will have no g-tube! Please keep your fingers crossed!

What The Hell!!!
I would really like to know what drives men to act like they do. It isnt just one of them but MOST of them. Why cant they want to be with just one person, and what makes it ok in their brain to go out and lets say for instance... LEAVE THEIR KID WITH THEIR WIFE AND GO FUCK THEIR KIDS MOM.... my friend is going through that right now... i mean realy.. what the hell is the problem? Why can ppl not just be happy with who they are with or just LEAVE THEM... I personally would rather be hurt by someone telling me they dont want to be with me than to find out that there we cheating on me. THAT hurts much worse. What makes it ok in their mind. I mean really, dont they know they will get caught up in their lies sooner or later? I also want to know how a man can have a child out there and NOT want to be part of their life. But that goes for some women too. those are just PIECES OF SHIT!! I just dont understand. Like Destiny's real dad.. what a piece of SHIT.. he hasnt been around from day one..

73-chemical Reaction
Can I taste you like candy on my tongue In my mind I have taken you like a sacrament Would you let me take control Show you how you should have been touched Make you slowly burn for my hands, my tongue You need this more than the air you breathe You want this more than life itself Principles of lust and the chemical reaction therein I can feel the heat you hide away between your thighs I can imagine your honey on my lips Your back arches in anticipation of where this leads Your eyes close as you know the moment is here I touch your neck and you moan and tremble Could I kiss down your neckline until I reach your hips Would you whisper in my ear things you have fantasized I am here to try and make those thoughts come to life I am here at your service just let me know what you need And I will give up my soul to see you smile

I Want To Love You
I wanna love you But I'm afraid I've been hurt before I'm afraid my heart will get broken again But I wanna love you Just give me time I promise you My heart will mend with time Yes it's going to be tough The road ahead will be rough I'll be there holding your hand And promising you That my heart is mending Taht it's getting close Just give me time It will come around No matter what please be patient for my love It will come with work Why does it have to hurt Why do I have to be afraid I wanna love you I don't want to put you threw this I don't want to dissapoint you I wanna be the girl of your dreams Why does it have to be scary I want to love you

I Want
I want to be perfect in your eyes I want your protective arms around me I want to stop crying I want to stop worrying I want to be the girl of your dreams I want to be by your side I want you holding my hand I want to be the girl you dream about I want to be the girl you say those three words to I want to be the girl that leaves an impact in your life I want your loving heart beside me I want your understanding heart I want to be with you the rest of my life

My Sister Is Insane
All I ever wanted is for my family to get along. It seemed that after my mother passed we all pulled together. I was wrong. My sister who lives up in northern CA wants to pick a fight with my other sister who is the executer of the estate. And of course since I'm the caretaker for the "family" home I get caught up in the middle, this blows! My sister up north tries to get people to choose sides and then makes up stuff that isn't even in the Will. I give up.

I
You mean the world to me My heart belongs to you When I hear the song I hear you saying I need you I want you I never want to hurt you I love you You are my everything I want to be with youYou will never lose me If I ever lost you I'd die I'd beat myself up for letting you go You're my prince charming You're my heaven sent angel You mean the world to me I want to spend my life with you I never want to see you leave When I'm down I turn to you No matter what You always put a smile on my face Your voice sendds my heart into shock

Empty
As The clock approaches my final breath, I remember My Life Flashing by so fast These times did pass But my time is over now And its the only way out I'm Empty Nothing left inside of me I'm Empty Just lay here and slowly bleed I'm Empty Once more again I'm Empty Please God cleanse me of my sins. I know my life was far from perfect But I tried To be the best I could Before I died And all these obstacles thrown before me Helped to see just how strong I could really be I'm Empty Nothing left inside of me I'm Empty Just lay here and slowly bleed I'm Empty Once more again I'm Empty Please Lord Cleanse me of my sins If I could change all the wrong I've done I would go back to save my sons And give them a life of tranquility The life that some never live to see As my final tears fall I am at peace with all For my body I leave Laying there EMPTY

Portrait Of An Esfj - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Portrait of an ESFJ - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging (Extraverted Feeling with Introverted Sensing) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Caregiver As an ESFJ, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system. Your secondary mode is internal, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. ESFJs are people persons - they love people. They are warmly interested in others. They use their Sensing and Judging characteristics to gather specific, detailed information about others, and turn this information into supportive judgments. They want to like people, and have a special skill at bringing out the best in others. They are extremely good at reading others, and understanding their point of view. The ESFJ's strong desire to be liked and for everything to be pleasant makes them hi

Long Distance Love
The beauty of love lasts a life time, but what happens when the relationship is long distance? It's still the same only hundreds (if not thousands) of miles away. When you're in love it doesn't matter if your loved one is in the same city, state or even country. Love has no distance. Your loved one is always close to you in mind, spirit and soul.

Sagittarius. This Is Close Enough To Me.
S • A • G • I • T • T • A • R • I • U • S. The Sexy One Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Most caring person you will ever meet! (This was from some survey post earlier, it's pretty damn accurate to me! Hehe)

Talk...but No Action!
I'm not a huge writer, infact I never write! This is mostly for those who knows me.(you know who you are) This is a typical day in my life. It's 16:00 when I finish working. 16:30, I'm at home, feed my cat, grab my Happy Hour Kit *(HHK)**(my smoking kit)and a couple of beers. Get in the car and drive to the river.(Richelieu River) Park the car, take my shirt off, roll a funny stick. I get out of the car, grab my black blanket, football, beers and my H.H.K. I head towards the sunniest part of the park, just on the edge of the river. Lay the blanket down, sit, open one up and take a sip, Ah refreshing! I lick my funny stick and lite it up, take a drag and keeps it in while taking another sip. Now lying down with my head resting on the football like a pillow, I can hear people on thier ankered boats close to the shore and others cheerying and partying with a bunch of people that brought their drums and tam-tams. It takes me atleast one funny stick 2 "Cold shots" cans(Molson Dry

This Is Why I Left Myspace..
WTF!?!?! ok.. is there some "FUBARS BIGGEST DUMBASS" contest goin on that i HAVEN'T heard about?? between the "hey baby wanna see my webcam" {almost az sad az "whats your sign" then dumb dix like "islamicjihaadist" who thinx hez "just that damn kewl" but really JUST THAT damn sad.. az well az all the other jerry springer beebop highschool bubble gum BULLSHIT on here.. i wake up to sum premature ejaculating fucktard who STARTS THE 1ST CONVO w/me EVER w/ the following "silent_scream: lick my dick" NOW IF THAT dont getta girl.. {or a guy who knowz} WHAT will.. but when hez told "ummm no n go away" WHAT DOES THIS all time dumbass do?? "silent_scream: hione500@hotmail.com add me" silent_scream@ fubar i gotta tell yal.. im jus too excited to know WHAT to do.. OMG WHAT a turn on.. WHAT a man.. WHAT A MORON!!! we really need ONE SECTION that ALL THE IDIOTS, ASSHOLEZ&FUCKTARDZ of Fubar.. hell of the world HAVE to go & CANT get out.. good thing i waz married yearz ago.. my ex

The Flaw In A Woman
Sometimes, I drop into the middle of ~Nyne~'s blogs, and read at random. Every once in a while, I am stunned by the content, overjoyed, elated---never disappointed. SO, in the reflected glory of ~Nyne~, I offer a replay of: One Flaw in Woman... By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," t

No More Mumms For Me.
Last night, I asked if I should comment bomb, or go to bed. It was a legit Mumm. Well ... this is what I came home to to this morning. A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. I guess they think this is funny or something. Corwin, or whoever I am these day.

~i Dont Play When It Come To My Money~
this blog was posted on my other site...so some parts may throw you off....but keep reading and give your feedback please. i just really need to VENT today..cus i swear there are some TRIFE folks in this world.... ok....so i filed my income tax back in feb. and got it back in like a week....but then after i got my money i got a letter from the irs stating that they owed me some money and they would be sending the rest of the money. so i told the person that done my taxes about the letter and she was like oh okay, ill be on the look out for it. so some weeks passed...till no check or deposit in my bank account... so i call the irs to find out whats going on....they tell me i needed to talk to the person that done my taxes....to find out where the money went....so i called the broad again to see if the money had been posted in her account or if she knew what was going on. so she is so full of it...she goes to tell me well i don't know what they are talking about becau

About Fubar
i think i love this site to be a big girl like me in the real world you dont get told that you are beautiful 50 times a day. and then i get on here and have photo comments saying how beautiful i am it is a real confidence booster. i love the fact that people on here are not as rude as people you see on the street they are not as critical. i mean i know that i am not ugly by any means but i aint no supermodel either i am just simply average and i am fine with that but thank you for all the wonderful comments i get from people on here it really helps and if everyone was as nice as the people that visit my page then people would really start feeling better about thenselves! SO AGAIN I SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE GUYS GIRLS BOUNCERS AND EVERYONE WHO VISITS MY PAGE I LOVE YOU ALL KISSES!!!!!!!

Oh Baby Oh
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to bette r position herself.The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. " Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote!"

Peter Met Sharon
Peter met Sharon in a nightclub. They enjoyed each other's company very much and at the end of the evening Sharon invited Peter to her place, where they quickly got involved in a very passionate and energetic session in bed together. Finally, tired and satisfied, they both lay back in the bed and curled up close to each other. After a short while, Sharon began tenderly stroking Peter's dick. Surprised but appreciative, Peter commented, "Surely you can't be ready for more already?" Sharon replied, "No, but every now and then I get a bit nostalgic, and I miss the days when I had mine.

Never B Afraid
WATCHING HIM FROM AFAR HE DIDNT KNOW,..HE SAT THERE ON THE THE EDGE OF THE BED SLICEING A SMALL SLIT INTO HIS FINGER.HE ALWAYS LIKED THE TASTE OF BLOOD BUT WAS TOO SHY TO ASK FOR IT,...IF HE ONLY KNEW,....KNEW MY THIRST......ID SEEN HIM DO THIS SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE AND COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE,...SLIPPING OFF WHAT LITTLE CLOTHES I HAD,...I WALKED OVER TO HIM ,...TAKING HIS FINGERS WHERE THE BLOOD DRIPPED,...WIPING THEM ACROSS MY LIPS,...LOOKING INTO HIS IZE,...NEVER BE AFRAID MY LUV....

Omg....i Can't Believe I Won!
Wow Just when I thought things wouldn't look up I have had a fantastic two days. Yesterday I finally went to the Spa, which was my B-day present from my Boss back in November. I had a relaxing day of being pampered. Ohh let me tell ya I needed that. Well than this morning at 7am I got an odd number on my cell phone. I usually don't answer numbers I don't recognize but I thought this is crazy it's 7am, who the hell is calling me. So I pick up and it's two DJ's from a local country station that I listen too. I won a freakin VIP package to go see Rascal Flats and Jason Aldean tomorrow night in San Antonio, Tx. Four Tickets, Limo, Vip seats, backstage meet and greet!. Holy fu#@ckin Shit!...Pardon my language! Damn I need to play the Lottery now! WTF! I'm so excited today It's going to be really hard to work!..lol

Waiting On Time
make me moan, make me groan, make me scream, consume me with passion of a dream. As I wait in the shadows of love I wait for the one sent from above. Passion, lust, greed, desire, seen as sin serves to kindle the fire. Awaiting the one who will awaken my soul destined to find he heart which will make me whole. As I wait with heart in hand, I watch the hourglass spill its sand. Time truely is the greatest distance, wroth with questions, kept with persistance. in hte end when everything is complete, from the tree of life i will eat.

Regarding My Vip
Hey Friends/Fans, This is to inform you all that I no longer will be a VIP effective 8-22-07. As you all know by now I fell in love with a wonderful man. I will not be here as often due to I'm spending time with him. Also there will be no more pics of me being uploaded but there will be pics of us uploaded if I decide to upload anymore pics. I'm not excited about the new name of this site either. I want it to be Cherry Tap and as far as I'm concerned it still is. I will be re-locating to the Raleigh area in about a month or so. Yes, I'm moving in with him and I'm also going to be getting married to him as soon as he proposes to me. You can say I'm pre-engaged. I'm still here as a friend if you want me to be but like I said I will not be here as much as I was. Friendship Hugs, Lisa/Prtyeyes

New Contest Starting Monday @ Midnight
I am holding a new contest called "Best Salute to the Prophet". This contest has only one rule, BE CREATIVE!!!!!! Anyone that is wanting to enter, the Prizes range from Diamond earrings to a 7 day blast!!!! If you are entering you must comment here and inform me, then take your pic and send it to me. When the contest starts I will email everyone their link. After that Have fun. The most comments wins, once you past 400 comments you are in the running for the Blast.

Uuuugggghhhh!!!!
OK...moving next weekend...not sure if I'm really looking forward to it or not. A very different place and change of pace for me. I liked living in a rural place and being all laid back. I lived in a huge metro for far too long and was really enjoying the kicked back pace of southern country life. For a time we will be living right outside of city limits...I can only pray that financial matters improve greatly and quickly so that we can get a place out in the country again. My friends and family on here have been awesome and are dear to me. I will miss you guys because I'm not sure when I'll get computer time in the near future to keep up with you all. I have been bad about commenting these past two weeks and I am so very sorry, but I am thinking of you all. I just have a lot of stuff on my mind right now. I leave the site up while I'm running around the house and getting things in order, I'm not always at the computer so I am not just being lazy, LOL. Take care all and

Meeting A Dear Friend, Part 2
Waking from our nap, I turn you to face me and kiss you deeply. You can still taste yourself on my lips. The feeling of your breasts rubbing against my chest causes things to stir between us, and you giggle. "Looks like someone wants to play," you say, reaching down to stroke my hardness. Alas, there is no time for playing, as we are due to your friends at the club in 30 minutes. So instead, we settle for a quick grope session in the shower, our hands running all over each other's bodies as we gently wash away the glow of our earlier passion. With our bodies now clean, although dirty thoughts continue to rule our minds, we dress and head out the door, a night of fun and frolic awaiting us. Rendezvousing with your posse at the local watering hole, we grab a quick dinner and a couple of drinks to prime us for a night of, as you have promised, dancing and romancing. So far, I have enjoyed meeting all of your friends, but one lady in the bar has caught my eye. She's about 5'8" tall, has

Down To The Wire!!! Lets Help Hot Momma!!!!!!!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AUNTIE!!!!!!!!!!!! :P:P:P:P:P:P I JUST SAW A DUMBASS BULLETIN STATING I WAS BRIBING PEOPLE OVER MY CONTEST. LMAO NOT ME AND IT IS NOT A BRIBE. ANYTHING GOES BUT DRAMA AND THAT MMY DEAR IS DRAMA. YOU HAVE ACCUSED ME OVER AND OVER OF CHEATING AND IT IS JUST NOT TRUE. IF COMPETITION IS TOO MUCH THEN DO NOT ENTER A CONTEST ESPECIALLY AGAINST ME! I WILL FIGHT FOR DAYS AND HAVE THE BACK UP TO DO IT. IF YOUR 5 BOMB SQUADS CAN'T HANDLE ME AND MY CONTACTS THEN THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM GET THE TISSUES AND PLEASE STOP SLANDERING AND BAD MOUTHING ME. I AM FAR FROM DONE IT WON'T BE OVER UNTIL I WIN! AND I WILL. PLEASE PUT YOUR VOTES WHERE THEY MATTER

20 Years Ago!
I have been reminiscing today about the good old days! Actually twenty years ago today I met my first foreign friend in the flesh. Her name was Minna Puurtinen, from Finland and I had been her penfriend for nearly a year. It was also my first foreign trip abroad on my own without any family. I stayed with her and her parents just out side of the Finnish capital of Helsinki. She is special in my memory as she was also my first girlfriend. Over the next eighteen months we managed to spend about ten weeks together. Not long really and nowhere long enough to have a proper relationship. Neither of us would commit to moving to either country full time. My shyness at the time did not help matters and we eventually decided to call it a day. We stayed in touch by mail for about another six months, we have never been in contact since. I guess the moral of this is that if anyone is going to attempt a similar long distance relationship then you must be prepared to make some kind of comm

Hmmmm
i'm home sick because the stupids decided to paint the walls and change the carpet last night in the new office... and of course today the smell was horrible i'm still with headache, my eyes itching and my stomach sick... yes, i'm allergic to that glue they use for the carpet UGH i'll be around

Lost Faith
I don't care about what's hardcore or punk anymore. I just do what I want. I like The Strokes, and The White Stripes. Many people give me shit about this. Yes these bands are platinum status popular, but they don't sound commercialized and poppy to me, so I dig them regardless of how much I despise the majority of their fan base. I have a problem with these bands though, and I really don't give a fuck what you think. These two groups have absolutely NO sex appeal. Remember when all the dudes in rock and roll bands were cooler than you could ever hope to be? I'll cite a few examples and then you can contrast and compare for yourself. Side note: I listened to and enjoyed The Strokes for a long time with no idea what they looked like :D So I'll start with the sexiest rock and roller ever- Jim Morrison. There isn't a hole on any man or woman he couldn't slither into, and everyone could feel it. Next we have- Slash. Very few white men can pull off an afro, top hat, and

Moving
For those who really know me on here you know I have talked about moving. I am leaving midnight tonight to return to Rhode Island where I am now going to be living. I am very excited and nervous as I have been in Colorado all my life. As I take on this journey in life I have a lot of mixed emotions. I no longer will be so physically close to the people I grew up with. However this is for the best a fresh start but no worries I have internet there and will be occasionally.

Lost
I never knew just how lost I was until you were gone. The time came when I neede you most and you weren't there for me to turn to. I have never felt more hope les in my life. I needed your shoulder to cry on and you were no where's around. I can honestly say I've never felt more let down. When I needed you to help me to find myself the most you were long gone. I am so lost without you and I don't know where to turn to. You were my best friend, the love of my life and my soul mate. Now I feel likeI'm destined to be lonely and have to face this bitter fate. All that is left to say now is I'm lost with no hope of finding my heart again.

Oreo Speedwagon
Oreo Speedwagon Cool, creamy and chocolaty, with a pleasant little kick, this clever cocktail is a drink and a dessert in one big glass! Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 2 Oreo cookies * 2 ounces Kahlua * 2 scoops vanilla ice cream Directions: Crush the cookies. Pour the Kahlua into a blender. Add the cookies and ice cream. Blend until smooth. Serve in a balloon wineglass.

To Two Of The Greatest People On Fubar
John dreamdemon and Blueeyes his fubar wife and real gf ty guys for making me feel so specail in ya;lls life its an honor and a pleasure to have u both may God continue to bless both of u with all from your Bro and good friend Pete

My Poem
IM SEXY N SINGLE. READY 2 MINGLE. U AINT HERD OF ME BE-4. CAUSE IVE BEEN TRAPED UNDER A ROCK,ON THA SEAS FLOOR. CHOSEN IS MY NAME. MUSIC IS MY GAME. IM AFTER RICHES N FAME. CAN'T STOP,WON'T STOP,UNTILL IM LIVIN IN MY GRAVE. THA GIRLS THAT IVE BEEN WITH. DIDN'T UNDERSTAND IT. THAT IMA REAL MAN. SO THEY TOOK ME 4-GRANTED. IM SO DOWN 2 EARTH. N THEY WERE LIVIN ON ANOTHER PLANET. SEE IMA KING. WAITIN 4 MY QUEEN. 2 PLAY ON THA SAME TEAM. LIVIN OUT R DREAMS. THREW THICK N THIN. IMA B THERE 4 U. NO MATTER IF WE LOSE OR WIN. LIKE A REAL MAN SHOULD DO. CALL U MY BOO. LET MY MAN HOOD LACE U. REPLACE THAT OTHER DUDE. CAUSE IM THA 1 U SHOULD CHOOSE. I GOT THA LATEST NEWS. CAN'T NOBODY FILL MY SHOES. IM MAKIN SUM NEW RULES CAUSE OF WHAT IVE BEEN THREW.

My Poem
DOWN BUT NOT OUT U CAN'T KEEP, A GOOD MAN LIKE ME DOWN. THA KIND THAT SPORTZ A CROWN. THA KIND THAT'Z HEAVEN BOUND. THA 1 THAT'Z NEVER ON THA PROWL, FAITHFULL WHEN HE'Z OUTTA TOWN. FAITHFULL WHEN HE'Z IN TOWN. HARDLY EVER'Z WEAR A FROWN. PICK U UP , WHEN UR DOWN AND OUT. WOULD NEVER LET U DROWN. THA KIND THAT KEEPZ HIZ EYEZ ON THA PRIZE. AND NEVER WALKZ WITH HIZ HEAD DOWN. I DON'T THINK YOU REALIZE. THAT IMA BLESSIN IN DESQUIZE. SWEEP U OFF YO FEET. CAUSE UR THA APPLE OF MY EYEZ. I FEEL LIKE I WON THA LOTTERY BABY. AND YOUR MY PRIZE. UR WORTH EVERY DIME. AND YO LOVE CAN'T BE DENIDE. SEE BABY IM DOWN 2 RIDE. NO MATTER IF IT'Z DAY OR NITE. SEE OTHER BUSTERZ RUN AND HIDE. ACTIN ALL SCARY INSIDE. SO, JUS GIVE ME A CHANCE. IM TRIN 2 BE YO MAN. I WANT YOU 2 UNDERSTAND. THAT IMA, 1 WOMAN MAN. I AINT GOT TIME 4 SILLY GAMEZ. CAUSE LIFE IZ GROWIN 2 FAST. IM SICK OF STEPPIN IN TRAPZ. TRIN 2 BRIDGE GAPZ. DONE MET SUM WIMON THAT'Z PIMPIN. TRIN 2 GET THA CA$H.

I Won
I WON MY CONTEST I finished my contest got a 7 day blast I want to thank everyone who took the time to bomb my contest. thanks to my bombing family you were great! special thanks to carrie lou she made my morph I used in the contest and to Stacia and here great bunch love you guys you were great too. Special thanks to kewlrunning and his wife for holding the contest hugs to all my new friends! Lynn

Heart Broken
YOU EVERY TIME U FALL FOR SOMEONE U HAVE A CHANCE OF GETTEN UR HEART BROKEN. WELL IM TIRED OF IT. TIRED OF IT ALL. I DONT WANT MY HEAT BROKEN ANY MORE. IM THREW WITH MEN. THREW I SAY . no more not for me.

Prayers Are Needed
MY BROTHER ALLEN WAS HIT BY 2 CARS WEDENSDAY NIGHT AT 10:50 PM. HE IS IN THE HOSPITAL IN CRITICAL BUT STABLE CONDITION, I AM ASKING EVERYONE TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM. HE WAS CROSSING OCEAN BLVD IN MYRTLE BEACH SC, WHEN HE WAS HIT.HE HAS 1 CHILD THAT IS GROWN, AND HE IS MOSTLY A LONER. HIS OWN SON HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM, BECAUSE HE IS WRAPPED UP IN HIS ON LIL WORLD OF BAD THINGS. PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR ME.

My Thoughts At The Moment!
If love is like a seed growing and takes work, how come nothing is growing even though I'm working my butt off? I feel Ignored, Pushed away, Uncared for, Not good Enough, Played . &hearts JEN-

Heart Broken Part 2
HE TOLD ME HE LOVED. HOW DUMB WAS I TO BELIEVE HIM. HE TOLD ME HE WANTED ME. YET AGAIN ANOTHER LIE I'M SURE THAN TO FIND HIS MYSPACE PAGE. AND WHAT DID MY EYES SEE HE'S MARRIED HOW DUMB OF ME TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM YES I DID. WHAT SHOULD I DO WHAT SHOULD I DO. I KNOW LETS GET WASTED MAYB THAT WILL TAKE MY PAIN AWAY AND IF THERES ANY GIRLS OUT THERE WHO READ THIS AND ARE CLOSE IM BI PLEASE COME SEE ME.

Can You Believe????
That July is almost over, to a lot of the country this means usually 1 more really hot month before Fall and cooler temps hit. That is what i always looked forward to back home in Kentucky, here in Florida we'll still be swimming possibly into Nov. and very possible to wear shorts on Christmas....LOL....such different environments. I do enjoy the warmer temps in the fall and winter here, but sometimes....i long for a cold cold snowy day.....SIGH.........

Poem I Wrote..
Angel of my Nightmare At night you come, through my door, Speaking softly, you come forth. Quietly sitting upon my floor, Gazing out my window, upon the star of North. Slowly you change as your wings turn black, Your eyes from their heavenly blue blacken with a fiery glow. Rising to tower over, your peaceful body begins to crack, With pain I wake only to see the show. Trying not to scream, As you come for me. Closing my eyes, clenching my teeth, Hoping this is only a dream. My eyes I did open, The life fled from me. For the words you had spoken, Showed me my soul was never free. Motionless with fear, Thinking you had been a friend. What had caused this bend? Looking as though to sear. Making me look into your eyes, Seeing all those helpless lies. Struggling to break free, As your hands rap around me. Your eyes in flames, Pierce through my soul. Hands as ice burn my skin, Crying in pain. Wings black as coal, Bring winds of sin. You pull ou

Sorry
I’m sorry for being so emotional I’m sorry for being so possessive I’m sorry that I cry for you I’m sorry because I can't live without you I’m sorry for the tears i shed I’m sorry for the damage I make I’m sorry I’ve made myself sick Sorry I cry myself to sleep I’m sorry for sleepless nights I’m sorry for each and every slice I’m sorry for my pain & agony I’m sorry for the missing harmony I’m sorry for my selfish love I’m sorry for not caring enough I’m sorry for my restlessness I’m sorry for my losing grace I’m sorry that I made you mad I’m sorry darling for bleeding again Sorry for not giving you your happiness Sorry because it’s my disgrace I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much I’m sorry I yearn for your touch I’m sorry for being so mad about you I’m sorry for my every blue I’m sorry of being so immature I’m sorry for being such a fool I’m sorry for being myself I’m sorry that I’ve failed you I’m sorry i turned to the blade again I’m s

Psychic Sniper Cops
What is it about cops, are they psychic, or does that little radar gun have a built in sniper scope. You can go down the road as fast as you want for no reason at all and there are no cops around, yet if you are slightly speeding to get to work on time, there they are in your rearview. It is ok if I get pulled over and they hand me that little piece of paper to sign, granted yes I deserve it. I did however learn to never, I repeat never say that I was running behind, because you know that you just more than doubled the time they stay in their car before the business at hand is concluded. So I then learned that honesty is not always the best policy, at least in that situation. Worse yet, you can being running late for an appointment and you are slightly pressing your limits and all of the sudden you come up behind that one cop car on the road driving 5 mph under the limit, and where ever you are going, you better believe he will lead the way. In that case I have seriously contempla

Quote For July 27
I think we're seeing in working mothers a change from "Thank God it's Friday" to "Thank God it's Monday." If any working mother has not experienced that feeling, her children are not adolescent. -- Ann Diehl Bonus Quote: There is no pleasure in having nothing to do; the fun is having lots to do and not doing it. -- Mary Wilson Little This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Glimmer Of Hope??
Glimmer Of Hope??? A glimmer of hope, in eyes used to pain. Don't trust your heart; love is a game. Yearning to find love; love that will last. A glimmer of hope; sparks from the past. The past is your present and the future is unclear. Being alone is your greatest fear. Will happiness come? Or does loneliness stay? A glimmer of hope; you will find a way.

My Story
Have faith that the right thing will come along at the right time and in the right way. If you can hold onto that belief, it'll make passing up situations that aren't a good fit a lot easier. Uphold your standards......my horoscope for today...the story of my life1!!

Why I've Been Mia
I know I haven't been around much other than today but I've had a lot on my plate with my Mom being sick. I assumed today my mom was going to be coming home from the hospital but looks like it's not going to happen. They ran more test and indeed the cancer has spread to her live and stomach. She's now unable to walk and speaks in riddles. She's just a shell of the woman I used to call mom.. it's strange really. She doesn't even know who I am... So for now it's just the family taking turns by her bedside so she's not alone when she goes..However long that will be... So please bear with me.. Thanks and hugs to all..

Me Me Me! Lol
I am a strong Mexican American Female who was raised in the Silicon Valley. I am the first ever Mexican Valley girl. I am not stuck up, i just think highly of myself. I love the finer things in life but don't need these things to survive, but that doesn't mean I don't want the latest Coach purse added to an already jaded collection hehe. I was a teacher for 11yrs and have recently switched careers. I am working with the USRA(Universities Space Research Association)-SOFIA(Stratospheric Observatory For Infrared Astronomy), at NASA Ames and I absolutely love my job. I am in school and get excellent grades. I am a happy person and am always smiling or giggling for some reason or another. I LOVE to read! I love Shakespeare and am really into to poetry and writing. I also love to read about all different subjects from- the Autobiography of Alexander the Great to learning about how stars are born. I love to learn and am so in love with my mind because it encourages my body to get up and make

Cat
just wanted to let you all know i probably wont physically be around for a while. i was told today my cat has diabetes and i can treat him for it but he will still die within a few years. so my other decision to put him to sleep. that is the decision i am leaning towards. i cant even look at him anymore without crying knowing if i do ut him to sleep, i am the one killing him!

"which Wolf Wins?"
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resntment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith. The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which Wolf Wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed" I just got this from my newly adopted 17 year old daughter.

Heads Up
im setting my profile to nobody for everything now, i just wanna get the fuck off of here and make myself forgetten asap, so i'll talk to yall on other places that u already got me and for the rest enjoy your time here and it was cool knowing you.

Phantom Of Night; This Poetry Is Copyrighted, Do Not Take!
Barrier of hidden darkness shimmering dark veil shivering from the starkness cold torturous hell Light struggling to penetrate a soul so twisted invading evil verberates shadowed eyes misted Shattering screams awaken projected fear frightening dreams vivid reality appears Saved by the light heartbeat thrashing so wildly fearful endless night memories overtake the child Insanity lurks open wounds forever remain her abusers work endlessly shedding tears of pain Sleep evades her mind waiting amidst the blackened hole thrusting from its bind talons gripping her fragile soul. COPYRIGHT 2007; ROBBIE L. BROOKS ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

How Hard It Is
how hard is it to love someone not for what they can give you but for themselves and what they mean to you how hard is to live life instead of watching it pass you by how hard is to give everything of yourself and ask nothing in return how hard is to be true to yourself and no longer lie to yourself everyday because it is not alright to give up on yourself, or your life many people pulled the strings in my life and they have been cut from me and my life i no longer want strings attached i want a partner to through this sometimes tragic life someone to hold me through the long nights and someone to stand beside me through the tiredsome days someone to be a parent with and welcome into my world someone to help me spread my wings and fly instead of cut me down to size someone to see the real me and you do and now it is up to you my love my heart aches for pain caused in the past but i hope i do not have to pay the price but get the prize of you in my life inst

Missing You
It's not easy when someone you love the most was very far... U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad.

Grrrrr.. And It Happened Again...
Once again, my main computer decided to crash on me... Don't really know what caused it this time, but it won't even complete a system recovery, says something about some kind of fatal error... I will be taking it in to be fixed in the morning and I hope to be back online by tomorrow afternoon *crosses fingers* Just in case I'm not back as soon as I hope to be, some of you have my cell number... Feel free to text me and let me know how you are doing or just to say hello... I'm going to go crazy!!! LOL Anyway, I hope to talk to you all soon. Love and Hugs...

My Mumm Got Deleted...
I posted a Mumm asking people if they liked Gene Wilder or Johnny Depp better as Willi Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. After 74 votes and 20 some comments, I got a message from Fubar Admins stating that the content was either offensive, or NSFW. I was warned that my account would be deleted if I posted an NSFW Mumm in the Fubar Public areas again, and I cannot post Mumms. Do Fubar users lose their Mumm privileges automatically if a mean spirited individual clicks the box referring to a Mumm as NSFW? It looks to me like Mumms are NOT reviewed by a breathing human being if that box is checked. I wrote a reply back to the Fubar Admin -it looks like I won't get a reply for 48 hours. I hope that an Admin does actually review the Mumm content, and that the person who was "offended" by my question about a G rated movie will get some heat... The good news tho, is that I got a GREAT Deal on my car insurance ;) What do you think of all this?

What To Write
Well I know what I want to say just not sure how to get there. It's kind of been and interesting week for me. I have never asked for anyone's sympathy, and would rather not have it either. I have always created my situations in life or work. A couple of weeks ago I asked a very nice lady out to dinner. And I had asked her probaby once before or since the first time. But the other night I asked her again. But this time something was different. I felt uncomfortable, and had a idea I made her feel the same way. And I don't like that. And of course at that moment just left things alone. And that evening a lot went through my mind. Like was I pressuring this woman. And what if we went out and things did not work for the two of us. Or the pressure of seeing someone you work with(she is part-time). How uncomfortable that would feel. But, I manned up an went to her and apologized. And told her I would rather have a friend and someone I can talk to. It made me feel better,

The Most Beautiful Rainbow
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

July 28th, 2007
Item 1) Games I bought a game for the PS2 called Ratchet & Clank. Heard it was good, and what I look for in a game, so I'd give it a try. I haven't been playing much of games worth lately, but I'm not as determined to master something in less than a week anymore. - Item 2) Writing I have not written any new poems since last week. Any poems I'll be putting up now are not exactly new or recent... more like five to six months ago. As for my story, I just seem to procrastinate despite many people asking when I plan to start the next chapter. Just haven't gotten around to it. - Item 3) Emotions I talk to someone often, then I don't hear much from them at all. It's starting to get obsessive, and I wish I wasn't doing this to myself. I did it once before and I lost all sense of character to myself. I ignored friends and just did nothing but hope I'd talk to that one person who I wanted to for the longest time. Whenever I get this way, I want to end up being emo or something and jus

Handcuffs
Only me i sware it lol ... so guess who got stuck, in handcuffs 2night one thing reather interesting 2 hand cuff keeys may look the same but act vary differnt see i have cuffs both with and with out safty and dispite they both have the same looking key they dont mix well lol ... i was taking a few pics 2 night and who else would get them selfs stuck half naked in hands cuffs :p i sure its just a me thing thank god a friend came to save me

Bleeding Cursing (628am)
bleeding on the inside giving in to the pain not hiding it from the outside letting it ooze from my veins more then enough of my rage to share torn asunder and heart still beating most don't even care not sure that i do on most days thousands of pin pricks all in the same place. pain fills the world and i add my share. enjoying the suffering like most wallowing in my disrepair.

My Marriage
Over the past year my marriage has gone from fantastic to shit now it's working its way back up. Let me explain. In October of last year I decided which tree to drive my car into. And that I need some serious help with my depression. I started taking medication and it was like a fog in my head had been lifted. But with that fog went all romantic feelings for my husband. We were going to separate when we could afford to, but we never seemed to be able to afford it. Until we were able to, and to please me, we decided on an open marriage. Alot has happened since then. Alot. In May I we all lost someone very close to us. My daughters father passed away in a horrific auto accident. We decided or rather I decided divorce/separation was not going to happen. I was not going to take another father away from Anna. Then I got hurt. And Kevin showed me just how much I do need him. And I do love him. Anyways, to make a long story short (too late) my marriage is solid. I love my husband and wou

Sometimes People Really Piss Me Off
Those of you who know me, know that I'm a combat veteran of the first Gulf War. I served in Operation Desert Shield and Operation Desert Storm. We all know that there are a lot of soldiers, seamen, airmen and marines here on fubar, and generally, those people are supported. Every once in a while though, something comes up, someone "opens their mouth" and I just want to reach through the screen and jerk a knot in them. Case in point: This mumm came from a young marine. I'm leaving names out simply out of respect. I’m a Iraqi war vet with PTSD, and I’m haunted by nightmares that terrify me to the point that I don’t want to sleep. Like right now for instance… I try not to nap in the day time and I was doing ok till tonight, so should I go back to short naps in the day and not sleeping at night as much? Or get so doped up that I sleep the night away and half way into the day? Anyone who's ever visited the mumms knows that the posters in there can be vicious. I personally li

If You Only Knew....
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for

Sick Of Fubar Pedophiles
I have closed my comments and shouts to friends only,due to pedophile looking locals leaving me nasty shouts. DON'T EVER get this mistaked---I AM NOT here for anyones approval---except maybe PAGE AKA JOHN my man :) HAVE A TASTY DAY!

Lost.........
lol....Some would be upset about getting lost in a state unfimilar to them but I just think it is stir funny. For the simple fact that my map locator thing in my brand new car I bought got me lost. Then I bought a map and tried to use it and I was hopeless..but so far I am liking Missouri. And the person I am trying to see knows I have problems with technology. lol he laughs at my issues with technology. I think it is too funny because I just woke up and thought I was in Little Rock still. And I asked for directions five times, I think a old guy got a stiff one from looking at me in my skirt and my bikini top. Of course it was a short skirt and you could see my butt almost. lol, he should not have been looking.... I do not know.. Baby if you read this I am sorry for getting lost.

Body Builder
The body builder takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a Great Chest you have!" He tells her, "That's 100 lbs. Of dynamite, Baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive Calves you have!" The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. Of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear, and the blonde goes running out of the Apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I was afraid to be around all that dynamite after I saw how short the fuse was !!!!!!

I Need A Friend
That look at me to the eyes when I speak, That listen my sadnesses and neurosis with patience and still when understand not, respect my feelings. I need someone that come to fight beside me without to be called. Someone it sufficiently friend to tell me the truths that do not want to hear, still knowing that I can irritate me. Therefore, in this world of indifferent, I need someone that creates in that mysterious thing, discredited, almost impossible: -the friendship - That persist in being loyal, simple and just. That itself go not if some day I lose my gold and cannot be but the ensación of the festival. I need a friend that receive with gratitude my aid, my hand extended, even when that be very little for its needs. I could not elect to whom they brought me al world, but I can elect my friend. In this search pledge my own soul, therefore with a true friendship, the life is returned simpler, richer and more beautiful...

Veritas Aequitas
Veritas Aequitas: Veritas et Aequitas literally means "truth and justice" in latin. The Gaelic version is: Fírinne agus Ceart. We do not ask for your consent ... Now you will receive us. We do not ask for your poor or your hungry. We do not want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim. It is your evil that will be saught by us. With every breath we shall hunt them down. Each day we will spill their blood until it rains down from the skies. Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal. These are principles, which every man of every faith can embrace. These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over into true corruption, into our domain. But if you do you, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three, and on that day, you will reap it. And we will send you to whatever god you wish. And s

Tru Luv
wassup peeps.. i jus writin this becuz i have finally found tru luv, and its great. lol. except i found it when i wasnt even lookin and i never thought i would. But when i did, i was proven wrong, and luv be like whoa. lol.. i realize how i cant think of nothing but her. how when she not around i feel like half of me is missing. i miss her all the time. i never ever wanted to get married or have kids, but after i met her i changed my mind. i never knew love would be so powerful, and its lovely.i love her.

Poems From The Heart
I once loved you so much And for so long. Why did you leave When I did nothing wrong? Your smile was once the sun On a dark, rainy day. It would clear up the sky And keep it from being gray. Your eyes were once the shine Of the world's glowing light. Or were they the twinkling stars That once filled the night? Your hands once had power To give me the softest touch. They'd always give me a slight tingle, Which is why I loved them so much. Your hugs were once the medicine That'd change a frown to cheer. A shiver would run through my body Every time I feel your love near. Your kisses were once the wind, They were fresh and breezy against my face. They were gentle, so gentle, It's something no one will replace. But, now you like someone else, And it's driving me insane. Although it's over for us, The love we had still remains. And so I tell myself... Never again will I cry. You were once everything to me, That I ca

Alone
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade

For My Friends And Family
I am sorry I haven't been on line much , but I have been having a problem with my right sholder and in a lot of pain . I will on and off for short times as I can . I may have to have an orperation . It is very hard to type with one hand. and it is my right hand that is messed up , it's hard to use a mouse . Love you all and miss talking to you . Brian

Boring Jokes
Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean !! Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What do bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost a hundred bucks and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed. "They tried to make me go to rehab, I said no, no, no"-

So Called Life
I was thinking the ather day. I work and work and don't seem to get anywhere. Don't get me wrong my kids are taken care of, but I just really can't figure out where this life is going. I guess it's like a lottery ticket you just wait and see. Life really sucks sometimes.

Meeting A Dear Friend, Part 3
As the hot water washes over the three of us, our hands wander. I can feel yours on my back and Sarah's running over my chest. Closing my eyes, I bask in the pleasure of four female hands caressing my skin. Once you have thoroughly scrubbed every inch of my body (seems a certain six inches got most of the attention), you and I turn our attention to our guest. We switch positions so that you are in front of her and I am behind. As the two of you share a deep tender kiss, I gently massage Sarah's shoulders and neck, working my way down her back, my soapy fingers both cleansing her skin and relieving all tension. Slowly I work my way back to her shoulders and then work first one arm then the other. At the same time you have washed and kneaded her from neck to waist, spending extra time and attention on what we have learned are an almost perfect set of 36C breasts. Rinsing them off, you lean down and suck one erect nipple between your lips, biting it gently, and you pinch and tweak the

Kicked Off Of Mumms For The Moment
Mo tards an retards,no more mentions,sorry for the comments,was just trying to be humorous,apparently not,will not do again,I swear.....An promise to brush out my mouth with Crest Whitening!.......Anyhow,hope most of all of you had fun,was not poking fingers at anyone,I apologize.

I've Paid My Doo's
Today is a good day! Finally I'm having a GOOOOD day! I got a JOB...(I start after the kids start school) Only have to pay child care for 1 kiddo.... I know that doesn't sound so exciting for everyone else but i haven't worked in 9 years.. Ive been a stay at home Mommy.... Its about time I live my life for my self and my kiddos.. I'll be working as a care giver in an elderly home.. Which I've done in the past.. I LOVE IT!! I love knowing at the end of the day that i had helped so many people..(I get to wear my Scrubs again) Woot! This job is going to be awesome I just know it... My sister and brother in law also work there.. So its going to be a family thing.. My brother in law is the Maintenance guy and my sister is actually one of the Managers! Wo0ot again Im so excited for her because the owner is going to pay for her schooling.. Which is one thing Ive always wanted to do.. Get my CNA certification.. Then maybe? Work up to my LNP. (License Nurse Practitioner) Then maybe if i work

Magnum
YOU WANT THE BEST DJ'S AROUND, U WONT A RADIO STATION THAT IS GOING PLACES THEN CHECK OUT MAGNUM RADIO... click any photo to enter COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT......... DONT MISS OUT ON GREAT TUNES Please upgrade your Media player

Im Bitchin
Here is another Bitch session and if I get kicked off here for sayin this shit, then o well. I am so so sick and tired of "fan me, rate me" bullshit... thats all I do everyday all day and the peopl that say they will fan you and rate you back, well, What the hell happened to ya. Did ya dissapear or somthin after you got my rate and fan. Im startin to think if you dont look like a damn porn star then they dont screw with you. This is the first time I have ever asked anyone to comment on a pic. I am in a contest, dont know why but all my friends are commenting, none of these other godfathers and shit like that dont ever comment shit unless you talk to them all day.... why cant people be polite and stop begging for attention.. by the way, thank you to everyone that talks to me and does say hello...

Next Three Weeks
We're having a huge yard sale again the 17th & 18th and THIS time I want to be prepared. So starting tomorrow my time on here will be sporadic. Will be working on going through things and taking short breaks on here about every hour for only 20 min or so at a time unless of course its happy hour lol. I need the money from the yard sale to fix up the house so I can sell it and get out from under a huge mortgage and a marriage that should have ended years ago. So wish me luck on being physically able to stick with it until all in the house has been gone through as well as all the stuff in storage. On bad days I will be on more sucks not always being physically capable of doing what needs to be done. But I AM determined to not only get it done but get on with my life. Thanks to all my friends that have been there to listen to me vent. Love you guys

For My Special Friend David {drkangel}
You are special, because you're someone's friend. You've touched someone's life in a unique way like no one else could. You've been there when someone needed you, when someone felt sad and all alone. DAVID, You've given comfort. You've made someone smile. You've been there to celebrate the good times, and to lend an ear when someone needed you to listen. You are special, because you're my friend, and I appreciate everything you've done for me. LOVE YOU, TEJANA POR VIDA

Night Of Tattoo
You've made all of the arrangements. Everything is set in place for the events that are to follow. The tattoo artist is flying in to meet us. You've got the hotel room all ready to go per his instructions as to what he would need.. all the way to the place for me to lay while he extends the tattoo on my back. You've taken great care to insure my comfort thru the process knowing this is going to take several hours. There is music on hand, you know what I like to listen to and you have made sure it's all there. The room is large, lots of light coming in thru the windows, it's rather soothing. The windows cover almost the whole wall, facing out over the entire Vegas valley. It's a beautiful site, I just stand in awe even though I have seen this site many times, never fails to amaze me how beautiful it is here. You've already had our items placed into the room, before we even made it that far. No detail has been missed, music, drinks, company... everything is there. You can see

Bar
We walk into a bar, there is music playing, lots of people dancing. It's kind of dark inside but after our eyes adjust, we can see the entire room. I am wearing a beautiful black lace dress, goes to right above my knees, low in the back, low cut in the front but elegant, not trashy (lol, haven't ever had the chance to wear it).... black lace top thigh highs, black lace panties with matching black plunge bra, hope that gives a good visual. You have your arm around my waist as I look around the room. I see a table in the back corner, it's a booth with a high table top. I point to it and we go sit. Soon after, the waitress comes up to take our drink order. I have my hand on your thigh, squeezing slightly which makes you flinch. I can see the nervous look on your face while she is still in front of us. I move my hand up your leg, placing on the outside of your trousers. She walks away as I start to unzip your pants. I take you out in my hand. You are still looking around, not sure if anyon

New Colored Name
some of you have noticed the color of my name has changed, I have new responsibility's here but as a person I have NOT changed this is not going to my head I am not a power driven person, I am and will always be the same person here as I am outside my own door,I'm still your friend,I will still comment you and rate you and will still blog I just want you all to know that some things will change take no offense, for one, I will be looking out for the best interest of this site and over seeing things, so you too can see what it is all about (if you haven't already) I invite you to look at the fubar bible it tells you what you need to know when using this site, feel free to shout me anytime if I am NOT on then I will return your shout later thank you all here is the link to the fubar bible. http://fubar.com/bible.php peace...

This Ones For My Baby.
ever since ive met joe, i just completely, fell in love him him, i love him with all my heart, and inever felt for anyone else. i miss him like hell. he don even know. until he came into my life: he is the only one who made me smile as much as he do. the only one who really understood me. the only one who i truly love. the only one who makes me stop crying. i know we was going to be together forever. even though distance departs us. we still see each other, though, we dont see eachother as much as we want to. atleast we get to see each other. i still know that we are both thare for eachother always.i know for a fact that out love is strong, pure and just fuckin right. :] L is for loving you. O is for our outstanding love. V is for I love you so fuckin much. E is for everything that we have been through .

The Ten Kitty Commandments
1. Thou shalt not jump onto the keyboard when thy human is on the computer. 2. Thou shalt not unroll all of the toilet paper off the roll. 3. Thou shalt not project hairballs from the top of the refrigerator. 4. Thou shalt not sit in front of the television as if thou art invisible. 5. Thou shalt not jump onto thy sleeping human’s bladder at 3 A.M. 6. Thou shalt not reset thy human’s alarm clock by walking on it. 7. Thou shalt not trip thy humans, even if they are walking too slowly. 8. Thou shalt not push open the bathroom door when there are guests in thy house. 9. Thou shalt not jump on the toilet seat just as thy human is sitting down. 10. Thou shalt attempt to show remorse when being scolded.

My First Fuck Up
well today im sitting here all fucked up because of a slip i had in my recovery....there are nothing but good things that came from today... i realized that the disease of addiction will be with me for the rest of my life,however it is my choice to do what is nassacary to do what it takes to seek my recovery... i was coming up an a year clean and uuuhhh yeah i slipped ...i feel it was a message from my higher power whom i care to call god.... he put my ass in check by sending back out cause i thought i no longer needed to take my medication. (which consists of meetings and alot of looking into self) for those that actually call themselves my friends on here have helped alot by just being there for me today.. both in and outside of the fellowship ... i also learned that regaurdless of what i think of myself i am a decent person.. regaurdless of what i have done in my past i cant hold my self hostage about all that.. and believe me i have done and witnessed some foul shit.....

Kids Write About The Sea
1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly age 6) 2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6) 3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island . If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne age 7) 4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie age 6) 5) A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy age 8) 6) My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. (Millie age 6) 7) When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William age 7) 8) I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like, really? (Helen age 6) 9) I'm not going to write about the sea. My baby brother

Ok Are You Still In The Family.
ok i know that there are alot of crazy and stupid stuff going on.I am just asking this cuz i got a message that some of the people in the family were leaving us. so if you are in this family plz leave a comment just saying family. oh and did any of yall get an e-mail saying that there are no more families on fubar?

Us Navy Seal Vs. Atheist
Two things Navy SEALS are always taught: 1. Keep your priorities in order 2. Know when to act without hesitation A college professor, an avowed atheist and active in the ACLU, was teaching his class He shocked several of his students when he flatly stated that once and for all he was going to prove there was no God. Addressing the ceiling he shouted: "GOD, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes". The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by. " I'm waiting God, if you're real knock me off this platform!!!!" Again after 4 minutes, the professor taunted God saying, "Here I am, God!!! I'm still waiting!!!" His count down got down to the last couple of minutes when a SEAL, just released from the Navy after serving in Afghanistan and Iraq and newly registered in the class, walked

One Day I'll Be Able To Dedicate This To Someone! Lol
After I stopped believing that love could ever be real. Giving up on what I knew, I thought my heart wouldn't heal. To me love was just a game, a game that I could never win. Losing everything I had, everything that could've been. Then here you come into my life changing the thoughts in my mind. Bringing me to a new start leaving all my pain behind. You're the reason that I write, brand new poems of true love. You've given me the things I need, everything that I've dreamed of. You showed me how to love again, the things I lost; in you I found. You gave me a reason to smile, you said I had no need to frown. I will forever be grateful for everything you have to give. All the happiness I needed, and another reason to live. Every time I hear your name, a smile forms across my face. A new feeling...everlasting, that I know nothing can replace. I'm so thankful that I have you, you're there when I need you most. I don't want anything else, I just w

Hopefully One Day
It takes all I have to get out of bed Knowing everyday is full of dread I can only hope for the best For everything puts me to the test I had closed myself off Given up on being soft A glimmer of hope though, is in my sight I think about it every night It’s been so long-I couldn’t say When last it was I felt this way A simple word that puts a smile on my face Leaving me longing to be in his embrace I wonder if it’s right That I want to be with him each night I will take each step in stride No longer my feelings will I hide Only time will tell If this will turn out well I’ll cherish every smile Hold each soft word for just awhile This may sound cliché or sappy But all I want is to be happy

Hahaha
I love how I get blamed for bringing up drama when I was discussing how the trickle down law would relate to military issues, and how the soldiers are not to blame when they have to kill someone of any age, and a person takes that as a personal attack and then attacks me to a friend in their shoutbox original cristilee: her: sorry your mumm is trying to be turned into a topic of the war.. bats or ju know is doing that to attempt to get at me..have a good day good mumm afterwards her: whats done is done bats you can leave my dhoutbox now.. i dont bother with people who love drama and the bs it brings.. have a great nite ->me: i followed up the situation when cowboy asked about it and if you saw it was in relivance, because it's the trickle down law, but whatever you think i have my own personal agenda go ahead and think it her: hmmm funny seems like your brought that up out of the blue, wonder why, it had no releavnace to the topic at hand and you always did like to feed fire

I Feel Like This At Times
Tell me that you never cared that you never gave a f*ck tell me I was useless to you that I only brought you bad luck, say that you never loved me that you never cared a bit so I can feel the same way and get over all of this sh*t tell me I am nothing, hurt me like you did before hurt me so much that I wont feel pain anymore tell me that you used me just for a piece of skin, make me hate you like I want to so all of my healing can begin. Shatter my heart into a billion peices then set it on fire tell me when you said you loved me you were being a liar, murder my soul with a rusty dagger drown my innocence in blood chop my sanity up while your at it shove my concience into the mud, I never want to love again love is for the blind it's only for people who cant see this feeling just f*cks with your mind

One Thing Missing
I come home from work,all is as it should be. Acept one things missing, one things missing, The one thing missing is you. I have the house,car's diamonds and the bling. One things missing,one things missing, the one thing missing is you. I thought I knew happiness,thought I knew joy. But thats impossible,because I dont have you. One things missin,one things missing, the one thing missing is you.

Preparing Dinner
PREPARING DINNER! Your standing in the kitchen trying to cook with nothing on but an apron, while you try to prepare dinner I slide in behind you and reach around your waist and slide my hand down your tummy and as it goes further and further down I start to kiss your neck and suck on it....then I reach your prize with one finger and start to rubb ever so slightly you forget that you are suppose to be stirring the food and get caught up in the moment and start to breath heavier,as you reach down and take my hand and start to help me find the right spots....your eyes close and your head lays back on my chest you take your other arm and sretch it around the back of my neck and start to rubb it back and forth...all the while I slide one finger inside your wet aching pussy, you are tingling all over, finally you can't take it no more you turn around and unbutton my pants, slide them down and slide my boxers down, you quickly push everything off the counter top and jump up o

People And Ratings
people and ratings!! now i have who knows how many friends on here and for the most part most of them have not rated any thing i have stashed or uploaded!!! now there is people that does rate the things i have and i thank you for that and i try to repay the ratings and if i dont just let me know and i will!!!! now many of you i have rated and you dont have the kindness to repay the ratings!! if there is anyone out there that wants me to rate there things let me know and i will all i ask is you repay the rates.... now you can call me a asshole for this but the truth is i really dont care if you call me that!!!! thank you and have a nice day

John 14
1"Let not your heart be troubled. Ye believe in God; believe also in Me. 2In My Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you unto Myself, that where I am, there ye may be also. 4And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know." 5Thomas said unto Him, "Lord, we know not whither Thou goest; and how can we know the way?" 6Jesus said unto him, "I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life; no man cometh unto the Father, but by Me. 7If ye had known Me, ye should have known My Father also; and from henceforth ye know Him, and have seen Him." 8Philip said unto Him, "Lord, show us the Father, and it sufficeth us." 9Jesus said unto him, "Have I been so long a time with you, and yet hast thou not known Me, Philip? He that hath seen Me hath seen the Father; and how sayest tho

Message Theropy
MESSAGE THEROPY yea laid back on the bed with soft music going real low and nothing but about 20 candles lit with you in nothing but a smile and me rubbing you down with hot oil, starting at your feet and rubbing that oil into your calf muscles and working my way up from there, as I slide by your tummy I start to kiss it very gently and softly, I work my way around to your back and start to rubb that hot oil in very gently, raise up to your shoulders and down your arms and to your hands and back up the same way, you close your eyes as I rubb you all over, I am sitting on the bed and you are sitting in front of me leaning back against me, I start to rubb your breasts and start to kiss your neck very gently ...your hair is all on one side of your shoulder and you can feel my breath against your neck, you lay your head back on my shoulder and your eyes close and I continue to rubb your breasts and making my way further down as I work my way down you take my hand in yours and

Promise
Promises weren't made just to be broken....Promises are supposed to mean the world to a person cause they can assume that you mean what you say....Promises are like a contract between two ppl, if you don't intend to keep them then it is best that you not make them. Promises are the thing that make or break a relationship for me, If you are unable to keep a promise to me then things will never work. I am a real person behind this computer screen, a real person with REAL feelings, if you are here to play with them then PLEASE...just go away, I don't need you and i don't WANT you!! so FUCK THE HELL OFF.....

Two Boxes
Two Boxes I have in my hands two boxes Which God gave me to hold He said, Put all your sorrows in the black, And all your joys in the gold. I heeded his words, and in the two boxes Both my joys and sorrows I store But though the gold became heavier each day The black was as light as before With curiosity, I opened the black I wanted to find out why And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole Which my sorrows had fallen out by I showed the hole to God, and mused aloud, "I wonder where my sorrows could be." He smiled a gentle smile at me. "My child, they're all here with me." I asked, God, why give me the boxes, "Why the gold, and the black with the hole?" "My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, the black is for you to let go.

Grandma
This is a poem I wrote way back in 1999..My Grandma passed away on her birthday..8/23/99 Grandma She left us in a heartbeat I was so sad,I couldn't speak I thought about all the time we spent But to keep from crying I thought about where she went An angel came down that heaven sent And up to live with God my grandma went She is in a better place now Living a better life And she would want me to move on with my life But it is so hard I miss her so much I'll never forget How my life she touched

Another Poem
Sweet Serenity Touching your skin, As you slowly kiss my lips. Feeling as if it were a sin, You slide down my body with your finger tips. Hoping this is not a dream, All the passion makes it seem. Time moves so slowly, No one else matters, it’s you and me only. Our bodies in twine, Each movement filled with love. Sensual behavior creeping up my spine, As if we were a flying dove. Looking into your eyes deeply, As you pull me nearer. Breathing becomes rapid with more intensity, Feeing your heartbeat as it gets clearer. With each motion it seems longer, My love for you grows stronger. The sensations that I feel, Seem unlike anything you could steal. Your body arches with pleasure, Sweaty with excitement, That no ambiance can measure. Reliving our commitment. Of the day we said “I do”, And the days that we had in the past. I knew it was true, Through our love would last. Hearts racing, beating together, As one we harness the supremacy. Each

Alone
Alone Walking through the halls like it was a lie, As all the people just pass you by. Being convinced every day, That you are invisible in every way. Feeling like you are the only one, In that massive space. The cold floors calms you, As you sit there during lunch. The urge of hurting yourself grows, The sweet kiss of death is ever so close. Thinking that no ones cares, Is the reason that you choose those dares. Wishing that you only had one friend, Then maybe you wouldn’t have to end. Someone that you can trust, That has to be a must. “But no one can see me, They think I’m the cause of all their misery.” Everything gets so dark, As the death angel leaves her mark. Slowly you feel no pain, Thinking that this was my source of relief. The pain you felt just falls away, As the light continues to fade. The smile forming upon your face, Shows them all that its better this way.

Skunked.
So...at my aunt & uncle's house...and Kai just got sprayed by a skunk. I. am. so. annoyed. This is the same place I got stung by the bee last weekend at 3AM. This is the same place Kai was bit by the rattlesnake. I don't think I nor Kai should be hanging out here anymore...not that I'm going home right now or anything...hahaha Damn it. Additional Note: Home Now... Baking Powder does not really take the smell away. Vinegar baths = sucky, but I think the smell is leaving...

Tcp/ip
Okay so wow. I've been working. Since the 24th. It's not by any standards a hard job. I mean sure there is a lot of knowldege you have to retain. but luckily i make pretty good damned notes. But some of the people in my traing class are nearly retarded when it comes to computers so i get to hear the same question 6 different times in the same 10 minutes. They reword it and think it's a whole new question. I know so much about resetting modems the Road Runner way, it's ridiculous. i could pretty much already solve any internet problems you have, providing you have a cable modem.But I'm liking it so far. Working with Joanie is fun. we get to gossip and complain about just about everyone else there. Plus i get to See my Love just about everyday. And we get to have lunches and sometimes breaks together so thats nice. But i'm not sure how long i would actually want to do this job. But i really wanna learn how to do all the shit. And i want to help people. But i'm not looking forward

Then Came You
I was left all alone; with my heart in my hand. I walked on the beach; and built castles in the sand. For now I know the reason; for all the salt in the sea. It's from all the tears shed; from other girls like me. As I walked from the shore; a solitary figure came into view. I began to wonder who it was; but then came you. You took my hand and kissed it; then told me your name. I couldn't believe what was happening; things just weren't the same. You held me close in your arms; and things felt so right. You took me home later; then left for the night. You came back day after day; saying things I needed to hear. You brought warmth into my heart; keeping away every fear. I look back on that day; the first day we met. Thank you for your love darling; Your love I will never forget.

Missing
I walk through the shadows, to an end with no light. I can't seem to find you, there is no end in sight. I wander to and fro, with nothing but blackness. My hearts beating faster, my limbs feel the slackness. I call out your name, with no answer back. I hate when we're missing, can I ever get back? Is it you? Or is it me? Lost in this darkness, the abysmal sea. I wander and wander, searching high and low. Will I ever come out, will I ever know? My head pounds as I ponder these thoughts, alas, The weariness creeps in and brings solace. I lay myself down, too tired to go on. I wake in the morning, my heart fallen. Then I look up and there you are, My brave knight, my little morning star. I wish I could tell you, these things that you mean. I play it in my head, a great romantic scene. I just look at you and smile and blow a kiss. My soul knows, it is you i shall always miss.

Vastness
I have traveled many places, but still not seen it all. I wandered down side streets, where others will fall. I am powerless to stop death, But wonderous at birth. A soaring, helpless spirit, full of joy and mirth. I linger in the shadows, looking for a good cause. So many need help, it makes me take pause. I long to be strong and help, to take care of those who can't. To guard the simple minded, from the voices that shant. To hug a stranger in need, when they are feeling low and down. To show my feelings, and spread the love town by town. I am just one soul, and the world has many. If i wander this vastness, will I get back any? I could spread myself out, when problems appear. then like the fog in the sun, i could simply disappear.

Desire
What are the things I desire? What are the things i need most? Why do i sit here and write nothing down? My soul as empty as a ghost. I desire warmth, of flesh and blood. I desire your touch ever so soft. I desire your lips upon my skin The touch making me rise aloft. What are the things I desire? What are the things I need most? I wrote a few things down I am your welcoming host.

Bored
im gonna just hold this key down s long as possible and see how many ".'s" ican get before i get bored w/ it also here it goes in 5,4,3,2,1..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ok this sucks

Omg
i dont know who will actually read this but i just tried to pay some guy a compliment and some chick went crazy on me wow people take things too serious and i tried to reply and was blocked lmao come on this site is getting to be too much wow

The Darkening
My soul burns to find release Its hounding me to set it free I try to, but it pulls me far I want it to be released to thee I search for you, not knowing who you are Where will i find you, will i know I look everywhere searching for you i travel all over wondering where to go I dream of you, yet never see your face I can feel you touching me, my skin getting hot You are always on my mind the shadows hiding you That is when i fell you, your touch hits the spot I will never find you out on the light I must search dark places I must hurry and find you Looking in all the faces Will i know when i have? My soul screams for release the darkening hours drawing near Take me now, please!

Foolish
It never seems to fail; You fall in love with him and he turns against you. He tells you he will be there; But he never shows up. I don't know why I do it; yet is always seems to happen. Maybe, I am just foolish about the way I am. I care about everyone, but they don't give a damn

Hitchhikers
You try to figure out your life the best you can. Your parents are always in your way. So off you go to find your piece of mind. You take a map and start for the highway. You walk on the side holding out your thumb. Waiting for someone to stop to give you a ride. You're all alone in a big lonely world. All you want to do is go somewhere and hide. So fret not and go home Someday you'll find yourself inside.

War
You fight for what you are taught You fight for what is right You fight for what you believe in You fight for a world in blight You help others when they fail You help those who can't do it You help those in need You are stong and intuit You come back to chaos You came back misunderstood You were there to help You helped how you could The fight was never yours The fight will always have you You need to learn to let it go You need to release your view Take up arms against whats wrong Take up arms against the past Wrap your arms around loved ones Wrap them in your arms and hold fast

Hel
Long have I faced this place full of dread. I distrubute those about that arrive I am watcher of the dishonored dead I am among the living, but not alive I am a half white and black is my other side That which is white, does not see or speak That which is black, is how i will abide A ripple in time, that i must find and tweak For then I shall return to find my prey My servants are both tardy, Ganglati and Ganglot Their names are slow as are they I watch them for hours and they don't move alot My father is Loki a Giant and a God by all rights My loving mother Angurboda is a great giantess I was stolen by other Gods, the cowards of night They feared the God of cunning and his boldness I am known as a great horrible Hag, ruler of Helheim My plate is full of hunger, my knife brings famine Those who die of age and disease are mine for all time My sick bed with glimmering misfortune sheets i examine An impassable river flows around me for eternity a monstrous

Sisters Three
We are Goddesses and sisters three, Fighting for unregalled redemption. They call us the Dirae or the Fury, We came without need of exemption. Our Fiery eyes and snake hair, Mark us apart from all of the rest. Our skin is darkened and not fair, We are hunters and are the best. We were born of our father blood, His son destroyed that which made him. Our father is no longer a clever stud, He cannot breed anymore on a whim. We seek revenge for those wronged, Women and mothers who were abused We keep the torture far prolonged, We revenge those we have accused. My eldest sister is Unceasing, I am the middle I am Grudging, Alecto's anger is ever increasing, Megaera (me) is always judging. Our little sister is called Tisiphone, Is the one who is ever the avenging. Her heart is made of blackened stone, Her swift sweet justice is abridging. We are the mighty hunters three, We are impartial and impersonal. Our pursuit is of maximum degree, Release from tort

Heartache
Missing The One From Inside Of Me Here in the morn at 45 after three, I Am Missing The One From Inside Of Me, longing for her response,her touch and her kiss, to look in her eyes I'd do anything for this, I'd walk through the fires of hell just for that, One chance to have my dear babygirl back, To show her she's truly number one in my heart, before the day fate had tore us apart, She was the love of my life,my rock,and my soul, and now all's turned to black,everything seems so cold. I never meant to hurt her,my intentions were pure Now she's gone,this disease of pain seems to not have a cure, I once had held happiness in the palm of my hands, but now I've been sentenced,condemned to be damed Eternal this hell,Perpetual the pain to know that nothing in my life can ever be right again To be denied her laugh,her smile and her love feels like being blinded from god's sight from on high and above On bigger than everything I say to you so you see, I Am Missing T

I Love This One
A woman and her husband are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her husband into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The husband looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the husband, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue... salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys... smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks... this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In one second the sharp lime tast

Ive Never Asked For Much But Im Asking For Help Now
Ok guys. Anyone here that knows me knows that I never ask for much of anything at all from anyone. I hate to feel like im a burden to my friends and family. Yet now Im asking for help. I went and signed up for a happy hour give a way. Ive been wanting one forever but ya im to poor to afford one!! LOL. Anyways what it boils down to is I need 50,000 comments to get this Happy Hour. So please could you spare some time to drop in and leave me some love? Al you have to do is click the link below and you will go to the pic I need bombed. I cant offer expensive gifts for anyone that helps. I will offer my help back to you should you ever need me for anything though. Thank you and much love to you all. ~* With Love and Appreciation ... *~ Pain Is My Passion

10 Secrets Of Love
The first secret: the power of love. Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help recognize him or her when you meet. The second secret: the power of respect. You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself? " To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself, "What do I respect about them?" The third secret: the power of giving. If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. The secret formula

Assholes
I'm so sick of people always assuming the worst about me. " oh shes just a pretty face shes nothing but a bitch" You know something if you ever got the chance to know me, you would realize I'm one of the nicest people in the world. I care way to much and probably thats why i get hurt alot. I am SO sick of guys thinking all im good for is some ass. When guess what guys & girls I'm 23 years old and I've only been with 1 guy Oh yeah What didnt think a pretty girl like myself wasnt a fucking whore? Yeah see you dnt know much so shut the fuck up! And another thing, you fucking racist fucks. DONT ever comment me message me or anything and call me a N***** Lover! Yeah I dated balck guys so? They probably treated me better then any white guy ive been with so you can take your words and shove them so far up your ass! I'm sick of people !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Avocados And Papayas
Yes, call me a dork....I am growing an avocado and papaya trees.... I just dried out the seeds and planted them...and guess what....they grew! (amazing) The fruit of the avocado if there is any will not be edible, but the papaya might be. Time will tell. That's life here in deep south Texas! (gotta love it!)

Well, It Has Been A While
Ok, it's been a while since I did an update so I figured I'd let everyone in on the secrets that make my life....ssshhh, don't tell anyone, I don't want it to get on the internet...*giggle* First off, sorry I haven't been on as much as I used to be, but it's for good reason, I finally got a job, and when I mean I got a job, I got a GOOD job. All that waiting I did hoping for something good and was driving me crazy ended up paying off in the end, now I just have to not screw it up, which I don't think I will. So to all the people who were used to talking to me everyday, sorry, I still love all of you, it's just harder now. Now, for my hobbies and such. Photography is coming along nicely I think, I did some work for my brother that might be making its way into a local paper and a national magazine, and he was sure to put on it that the photography was done by me, now we just have to wait and see if the stories get selected. I also had my first photoshoot with an actual model

Top 'o The Day To All
Hello to all, Just wanted to drop a few lines to let everyone know I am still here. I am about to get things organized here and sittuated around. I don't know how many ppl actully know but I have moved again. I no longer live in Kentucky. I needed to get out of there, that place was going to be the death of me. I am free from that aggrivation now. My spirits are higher now and they will continue to be with the love and support from my friends and last but certaintly not least, my sweety. I would like to again thank the new comers that have visited my page and of course the ones that have been here for a long time, I luvs you all like a fat kid loves cake hehe. happy trails to you until we meet again , hehe, I know I act like a nerd but I am having fun doing it . nerd= never ending radical dudette

Paul Stanley Hospitalized With Heart Ailment
Kiss singer and guitarist, Paul Stanley was forced to pull out of a show in California on Friday after his heart started beating at more than twice the normal level. According to a statement on Stanley's website, the apparent tachycardia happened while the band was rehearsing for a performance at a casino in San Jacinto, California, about 90 miles east of Los Angeles. "My heart spontaneously jumped to 190 plus beats per minute, where it stayed for over an hour necessitating paramedics to start an IV and give me a shot to momentarily stop my heart and get it into a normal pattern," Stanley, 55, wrote on his site (http://www.paulstanley.com) A normal heart rate at rest is about 60 to 80 beats a minute, according to the American Heart Association. Tachycardia, or rapid heart rate, can cause palpitations, shortness of breath, chest pain, dizziness, lightheadedness, fainting or near fainting, the group said on its Web site (http://www.americanheart.org). Stanley said he was a

Witness Dream.
Last nights dream was.... interesting. I was witness to a murder, the only witness I think. I was put into a witness portection program. I couldn't remember many details of the murder which didn't look great on my part. I think they may have partially thought that I killed the girl. Wht I did remember was that the girl had long dark hair and I remembered alot of blood. I was covered by the blood actually. They searched around until they could find a place for me to stay. They ended up putting me with Mary K who irl is one of my managers and this other black girl who used to work with us who in the dream was her lesbian lover. They had a matress where they slept in the main room of the apartment and I had a smaller room with a single bed off to the side. They kept me fed and all for free. In the dream I worked at Pick n save and they transferred me to another one which was a few blocks from where they lived. Anyways it turned out later that I hadn't killed the girl, it was thi

The Invitation
The Invitation It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I

Too Smart
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade.

I've Learned
I've learned we want what we cannot have and can never have enough. I've learned all the money in world won't get you into heaven. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back, but that's ok. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people, it's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with lo

Only One Question!
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cool. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

Laugh For July 29
Driving Home A man was driving home late one afternoon, and he was driving above the speed limit. He looks in his rear view mirror and notices a police car with its red lights. He thinks, "I can outrun this guy", so he floors it. The cars are racing down the highway - 60, 70, 80, 90 miles an hour. Finally, as his speedometer passes 100, the guy realizes he can't outrun the cop so he gives up and pulls over to the curb. The police officer gets out of his cruiser and approaches the car. He leans down and says "Listen mister, I've had a really lousy day, and I just want to go home. Give me a good excuse and I'll let you go." The man thought for a moment and said, "Three weeks ago my wife ran off with a police officer. When I saw your cruiser in my rear view mirror I thought you were that officer and you were trying to give her back to me!"

The People Reading This
The people who will read this blog is the least important to know the information contained within but it is also so you know what any bulletins about me "downrating" is about. I added a new piece to the beginning of my profile in the about me section which states in same size: IF YOU ASK ME TO FAN/RATE/ADD YOU I WILL RATE YOU A ONE AND THAT IS ALL, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DID CONSIDER THIS FAIR WARNING CONTESTS ARE NO LONGER FAIR GAME IN THIS, UNLESS YOU ARE SOMEONE I TALK TO IF YOU ASK ME IN MY SHOUTBOX OR ANY OTHER WAY THEN A BULLETIN TO RATE YOUR CONTEST IT IS GETTING A ONE AS WELL This is because my shoutbox is being crowded with people asking me to fan or rate this, and I am not taking it off of everyone because I prefer to talk to people prior to adding them. So now you all who are reading this will know my side of the "downrating" stories

One Soldier's Touch...
I was asked to send this picture and story out to all in my list.. so here goes. Please send it out to those on your lists as well Thank You!! This is something you will never see in the news. Here's a tough, but heartwarming story and a picture of John Gebhardt in Iraq . His wife, Mindy, related that this little girl's entire family was executed. They intended to execute her also and shot her in the head, but they failed to kill her. She was cared for by John's hospital and is healing, but has been crying and moaning The nurses said John is the only one she seems to calm down with, so John has spent the last four nights holding her while they both sleep in that chair. The girl is coming along with her healing. *He is a real Star of the war and is representative of what America is trying to do. Please keep this going. Nothing will happen if you don't. The American public needs to see pictures like this and needs to realize that what we're doing over there is making a differe

Poor Family
I haven't written a blog in about two weeks and I figured it is time that I share with my friends that take the time to read my blog about what been going on. Where do I start. Tristen goes to Churchill YMCA Summer program. Cindy is one of the ladies that works there. I drop Tristen off with her in the mornings. Cindy told me on Thursday July 15th that Friday July 20th would be here last day for two weeks as her & her family are going camping for two weeks. Tristen doesn't go Fridays so Thursday was his last day with her was Thursday July 19. Saturday Cindy her husband Henri and there two boys left to go camping. Sunday July 22, 2007 at about 4:30pm the families home went up in flames. The neighbours failed to extinguish the fire. It took them a while to get a hold of the family. By then there was nothing left of there home. I didn't find out till Monday when I picked Tristen up for Churchill. The first thing that came to mind is thank god they where not home. I found a few write up

The Carnival Macabre
Carnival Macabre Venture by blackest, moonless night beyond the dried lakebed. Skirt around the carcasses of murdered fantasies Where the glowing spectres feast. Past the anorexic, pox-ridden desires. Listen! You can hear the cacophony of the Carnival Macabre! The weeping and wailing of childless mothers Imperfect harmony for The cries and screams of motherless children. Draw closer still, my brave traveler, Let the music of nightmares fill your ears. The rumbling of thunder, the roaring of flame. Surely these do not stay your feet? Come, my dear. Enter the Carnival Macabre. Pass through the gate wrought of bone and tendon Step up and pay the fare. A paltry sum to be sure: A few stinging, burning tears wept in sorrow A curse of rage hurled at the heavens, And you are a guest of the Carnival Macabre. Take my hand, I am your guide, else surely you'll be lost. I know this place like I once knew my own soul. For aeons I have walked these unholy grounds. There

Jimgaay Is A Hater & Stalker /wanna Be Player
this dude is hella jealous as soon as jenaay added me 2 seconds later he wasw stalking my profile & i guess he was trying to hit up people on my freinds list i heard that from a good freind of mine so every timre i left a comment for jenaay he would stalk my profile & started to use my comment sites that i left her the comment from & put one from there above mine trying to out do me he will send her amillion comments to knock other guys comments off her page ,so igotm tired of his shit & left a comment about him on some of her pics he stalkes (his own girl freind what a loser!!!)i put sexy ,sexy u need a man at ahigher level just to piss him off i knew he would see it he post shit or jacks off to that pic every day!!!so he left me a comment on my profile calling me a little fag stay away from his girls page so we got into an arguement on the shout box here it is...............................ju8st thought id let u know how jelouse ur stalker boyfreind is hes going to scare away all ur

Question?
Are any of you that are members as of today currently in a contest? If you are please email me here with the contest link, you can get that by going to the contest pic, clicking on the link under the picture that says LINK TO THIS PHOTO, it will give you an html text box, cut and copy that into a message and let me know the details of the contest. When did it start, when does it end, what are the rules that you know of, what are the prizes, what place are you in, etc....so I can organize some family bombings for us to do next week. If not....you can start reading your bulletins, it does help to go to your settings and turn your bulletins on, thats whre most ppl post when they are having a contest....make sure you let me know before you enter so that we keep TWO members from joining the same contest...no need to compete against each other, we cannot be effective that way....so let me know.

Just So You Know
I am about to switch lines and rooms for the computer...once I power down I don't know when I will make it back. If it is successful it will be soon if not...well it will be whenever it is :p Everyone enjoy your Sunday evening :) know I am hoping you are giggling too!!!! Alana it was successful...all moved over and hooked up...:p I didnt fail this time hahahahaha!!! night all!

I Want...
I want someone to hold me. Someone to love me, And make love to me. Make me feel loved, And to be desired. To share passions and dreams. To giggle at our silliness, And to hold hands and kiss. To love and want you because you love and want me. To lie in your arms because That's where it's safe. That's where I'm loved. And I'm important to you too, Cause you feel about me the Same as I feel about you. You know, I'll laugh at your jokes, And cry at your sorrow, Be obstinate and disagree Just because I want to. Cause it infuriates you. And you know I'm doing it purposely, Cause you know me. You know my moods Will change like the wind, And we'll argue and fight.... Be silly together You'll be angry with me, But you'll forgive me, Cause you know I want to be loved. And you love me, No matter what I do.

Long
I guess i just needed to get some stuff out. Its been a long few weeks between the jobs and being in the hospital. I feel like i am in a different world... BUT that is probably be the meds. But oh well right? Anyways... Yeah... Much love to those who read this... Kisses

Yeah Its A Naughty Poem
Oral Sex - An Ode To Love Oral Sex - An Ode To Love Penis breath, a lover's dread Is what you get when you give head Unpleasant as it tends to be Be grateful that he doesn't pee It's times like this, you wonder why You bothered reaching for his fly But it's too late, can't be a tease Accept the facts, get on your knees You know you've got a job to do So open wide and shove it through Lick the tip then take it all Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl Slide up and down, use your tongue And feel the precum start to run So when the fuck's he gonna cum Just, when you can't take anymore You hear your lover's mighty roar And when he hits that real high note You feel it oozing down your throat Salty, fishy, sticky, stuff Okay, already that's enough Let's switch you say, before you gag And what revenge, you're on the rag. -Anonymous

Am I Dreaming?
Ok so there are a few things that I need to get off my mind just some things bugging and it makes me feel better so that I can do this since right now I have no one really to talk to. Well last night I found out that boyfriend really is with his other girlfriend still. That she is not his ex. Wow what a hit in the face but I kind of knew it I kind of expect it this kind of stuff always happens to me. Why I guess because I am too good of a person to not let it. Well it all happened like this matt and I were laying on the bed are we were talking and I told him what my biggest fear was my biggest fear being that he would run back to her (this is with me thinking that she was his ex gf) after the new baby was born because see he has a new baby on the way with her. He started telling me that he has little respect for himself right now and I asked him why and he said he wasn’t going to tell me because it wasn’t the right time and he didn’t want to be leaving my place tonight and I said I al

The Church.
This dream is like a week or so old. I didn't write down the date to it.. It started with me walking down a road through the wilderness. I was trying to get home but couldn't figure out which road led there. The road I chose to walk was headed in the opposite direction. I met some older people on the road, one of which looked like my top boss at work, Mary. They asked me where I was going. When I told them, they told me that I was headed the wrong way. I started back the way I had come from but in this direction the road became harder to travel. I overheard one of the men behind me talking on his cell. They were travelers and they were trying to find the man they wanted to visit. He was a wealthy man with a large house. I told them that I knew of a house like that, up on a hill in these woods. The man said that that wasn't the house which they seeked. I told them that there was an area in the city where these insanely wealthy people built houses with passages which led to

Forever
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.

Dear Dishwasher
Dear Dishwasher, In mid February , I adopted you. As soon as I saw you , I knew you were the one for me. So I saved you from the confines of that appliance dealership, and welcomed you into my family. We treated you like one of our own. I fed you on a regular basis. I gave you daily sponge bath’s so you would stay as beautiful on the outside as you are on the inside. For a while, everything was great, you worked hard, did your job well, and in turn, I gave you your regular Jet dry treats. You were the best dishwasher I’ve ever had. Then, a couple weeks ago, You got sick. I pushed all the right buttons, but it was too late. You drifted off into a non- responsive, catatonic like state. I called the repair man as soon as humanly possible, and he came out the next day and looked you over. You blew a fuse in your control panel. You were put on rest for a few days till your new part came in. When it finally did, he rushed out here, installed your new fuse, and after a long and gruelin

Umm Has Anyone Else Ever Gotten This ????
Bouncer ID check, please type the characters you see in the image. I just got that when i was tryin to help someone level Up . .and when i put the code in it asked for it said Invalid Code . Fhat the Wuck ?>???

Poem....untitled At The Moment
Lost in my self torment,that of which i cannot control. Fighting so hard to keep her at bay,afraid of her. Should i lose control,she will once again take over. And I will be lost to her forever,forever to her,she is the demon of utter jealousy. Evil,vengeful,hateful, worse than i can imagine now. Shae has had time,to grow ever stronger,dormat inside. Absorbing me,living me,trying to be me. Yet i still continue to fight to keep her hidden,locked away,for fear of what she can and will do. PLease,be honest as to how you feel about this poem,it is important to me that you do ...thank you for your time.

My Back
ok...so i haven't been around much...and i do have a legit reason. I hurt my back...twice in 3 weeks...so i had to have an MRI....it showed a protruding disk...to the right....disk degeneration and arthritis...and if it gets much worse i will have to have surgery...so sittin here typin and such really hurt for awhile

Leveling
Thanks to everyone that helped me level up to "Bad Fu" level!! Especially Christie, Kenneth, Bratty Bytch and my special friend 3DTrain! I really have turned into a point whore. That's sad. Especially since I am still on dial-up. I live 20 miles down the road passed Bum Fuck Egypt and it's all I can get for now. This makes it hard for me to visit some of y'alls pages and especially hard for me to run Fubar and other sites to get the codes for my stash items at the same time. But oh well. One day i'm gonna figure out how to make my computer run faster out here using cow patties and goat pellets. I'll be a rich bitch then. LMAO STill, wouldn't trade my country life for anything in the world. So anytime ya'll have nothing else to do, feel free to do whatever ya can to give me points and I'll SLOWLY do what I can on my big pimping dial-up machine. Love and hugs y'all!!! I have the bestestestestestestest friends on Fubar!!!!!!

Love And "i Love You"
I'ts strange and a bit odd how ppl love and want to be loved. i guess if you really knew me you would understand. "I love you" is a powerful statement, and although i love so many ppl, i cant say that they really truely love me in return. Now they say they do for one reason or another, weather it be by their true friendship to me or to gain something through selfish reasons. All in all i believe ppl should be rather careful when using the phrase "I Love You." I've learned so many things by flinging that phrase around, i've learned that some ppl in my life honestly mean what they say, weather on the internet or not. But there are ppl in my life, past and present who have said " I Love You" and never understood the depts of the phrase. To me..the phrase is deep, to say it means i feel it in my soul. to love, is to give my heart, my passion and my life to another. To love with your heart is one thing, but to have someone touch your soul is truely different. Love comes at you sometimes out

Patience
I know at times it's hard for you I'm not there to hold you tight, But I promise when we're together Our love will be worth the fight Patience and understanding That's what I ask of you, When we are far apart I promise I'll be true I give to you this heart of mine Scared and bruised so easily Broken and then mended over time Its the greatest part of me I'll love you longer than eternity Deeper than the ocean blue But patience and understanding is what I ask of you

Pay The Bill Or We Dig 'em Up
ROTORUA, New Zealand, July 28 A New Zealand funeral home director allegedly threatened to dig up a teenager's body because his family hadn't paid for his funeral. Richard Bennison of Gray's Funeral Services in Rotorua said he hoped the threat would pressure the family to pay up, The Herald on Sunday reported. Bennison said he would not have been allowed to carry through on his threat, but the dead teen's sister said Bennison "gave me the impression that it would happen." Copyright 2007 by UPI

Why Men Are Never Depressed
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100 People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You ca

Free Porn!!!
have you ever wanted to get porn for free from images too videos... Nows your chance! Click Here for free porn-See below for directions In this tutorial we will walk you through how to go about geting the free porn First Click Here Now you should be on the site, Please click "Join The Live Community For Naughty Adults!" You should now see a screen similiar to the image above Simple just fill it in like in image with your Email address in both fields. (type it same in both fields) (this is to make sure you put the correct email address, hence confirmation) Now that you enterd your email address twice please put the code shown in box in to the provided box. as shown in the image above. Now once you have done that , Click submit Once you click submit please go to your email program, or open new browser window/Tab and go check your email This is how the EMAIL msg should appear for you on your email account (losers don't bot

Im Proud 2 B A Bitch! (4 All The Ladies:)
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to be

Life
to all my friends and family...I just got back from the hospital...I had to take my husband in and we won't know until later this morning if he will be in for a few more days...They can't tell me for sure or not whether he had a heart attack, but they want to investigate more indepth as this is the 4th attack he's had in a year...so if ya all don't hear from me for awhile please understand...My love to ya all...

Pain
My back hurts. It hurts so bad I can barely sit here and type. I wish I knew what I did to make it hurt so bad. I just want to break down crying right now. I just want to go home and lay down and go to sleep but I can't, I dont have any time I can take off work and I have stuff I need to get done here. Ahhhh.

Thoughts
You know, I'm pretty cool with things. I bite my tongue, and hold a lot of shit back. But, I'm done holding it in. some things 're just ridculse. Like, writing blogs about another womans boyfriend on a public site that she's on, knowing that it'll be a bit frustrating. It's childish and stupid. certain people need to stop holding onto things that don't exist to them, andi nstead of showing themself to be a complete moron to everyone, just fucking deal and get it over with. Though, I am not heartless andI know it must hurt. But it's not as bad as it could be, at least I show a bit of respect, unlike that certain "she". If you want to be treated like an adult, and have the respect of one, present yoruself as one. not that hard. more importantly, understand that it's gone and it isn't coming bak, hate me for saying it or understand my frustration. rather simple, if you ask me. Anyway, I will hold back a lot of things I want to say, because i'm not a bitch andi partl

Seized
Seized Cravings start to take over Seized with need Desire, passion ignites Yearning for manipulation Sinister urges grab hold Compulsion Possession Leading to Obsession Addiction Around the corner Creating a vice Endless without absolution Pure intimacy Temptation Unbridled affection Impeccable satisfaction Tremendous damnation -(c) J.Bendiksen

"hate"
Staring into the empty void of lyfe. I have but one conclusion... I fucking hate you. I have but one thought... I fucking hate you. I have but one feeling... I fucking hate you. We all have choices we regret. I will always regret... that I fucking hate you

Magic Of Nature
Alone with my thoughts, my toes in a stream, Beneath a dawn sky, I cant help but dream The dew all around me like Flankins glitters, The birdsong above me, Their tweets and their twitters. The sun slowly climbing over weary stars, Its light shining downward, soon to be ours. The night creatures, tired, Creep back to their nest So throughout the morn^ They make way for the rest. The trees seem to sign As the breeze whistles through, The bards of the forest, Their words soft and true. The river, a traveller, brings tales from lands new And tells us its stories, in melodic hue. The sky becomes brighter, The moon hides to sleep Till later that evening to once again peep. The early clouds glowing, slowly flat by, Radiant, innocent, lazy they fly. The beautiful music drifting round my head; The creatures of darkness go, unseen, to bed. I sit here, awestruck, my toes in the stream, Mid the magic of nature, like that of a dream.

R.i.p
The National Transportation Safety Board arrived Saturday at the scene of a deadly helicopter collision in Phoenix. Craig Smith, the ABC pilot, and Rick Krolak, a photojournalist, and KTVK pilot Scott Bowerbank and cameraman Jim Cox.dead. WE WILL MISS THEM, WE MIGHT NOT HAVE KNOWN THEM BUT THEY RISKED THEIR LIVES TO INFORM US WITH ONLY ONE THING NEWS. Craig SmithRick Krolakpilot Scott Bowerbank cameraman Jim CoxPray for their families who are now mourning them.

Meeting A Dear Friend, Part 4 (and Last To Date)
Sarah is the first to awaken, and her movements in the bed wake me. She explains that she really has to get moving since she needs to be at work in an hour. You wake as she is getting dressed. She comes back to the bed and kisses you good-bye, thanking you for the great time last night, her hand slipping between your thighs for one last feel. I get up and pull on some boxers to walk her to the door. "I'm so glad you came over to talk to me at the bar last night," she says as I pull her close and caress her ass. "I was feeling pretty low due to a recent breakup; you and Izzy were just what I needed at the time. Thanks for making me feel desirable again." "You are so much more than just desirable, I'm just glad Izz talked me into it. Here's the number here at the flat, and Izzy's cell, why don't you give us a call later when you get off work? Maybe we can all get together again before I have to head back to the States." "You sure she won't mind? I'd think she would want you to h

Forevermore
walk a mile in my shoes and hold my hand and awhile gaze upon my starlit eyes and taste my develish smile hear the sweetness in my voice the spell I cast on you and sing to me sweet melodies of the love I never knew talk to me of destiny the words i long to hear place my ear upon your heart and relinquish all my fears stay a moment longer then you ever thought you could because you feel I'm worth the time and not just full of silly rhymes because you see in me a future there a dream to unfold and want to be all I want and need for forevermore

A List Everyone Needs.
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity . 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso . 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around

Yet Another Spicy Story...if You Like It, Let Me Know!
Southern Summers Summer in the south is hell. The humidity hangs heavily in the furnace-like air. “The air’s so thick you can cut it with a knife,” the locals like to say. The insects buzz and flit and swarm. The fragrance of the blooming gardenias wafts on the slight breeze like an ancient aphrodisiac. As he got out of his car, something piqued his libido. Maybe it was the scent of the gardenias or maybe it was a premonition, but his mind raced through multiple fantasies as he tried to walk calmly towards the door. What was it about her that made him act this way? It seemed to take hours to cover the short distance from his car to her back door, as he struggled to breathe in the sticky air. Almost automatically he reached for the doorbell, but just before his finger reached the button, he stopped short. There, just inside the door, seated at the kitchen table, he could see her. And what a sight she was. His mouth fell open involuntarily and the lump began to grow

---i Need An Out---
---I need an out--- So? What I’ve been trying to tell you all morning is, I’m stagnant. Get it? No, I won’t go over why we need to go to Brigand's again. I’ve told you before. What? Yes, they’re on their way, they phoned a few minutes ago to confirm. I’ll treat them with the dignity and respect they command once they arrive, but until then it’s safe to call them wastes of carbon. Ok, so back to my being languid. Did I tell you I had a headache? *sigh* *turns head side to side and grimaces when going a bit too far* "Fuck…" "I think I slept wrong last night." "I fucking hate that, don’t you?" "I tried to jog this morning but each step sent a painful shock up the left side of me neck." "I suffered through a kilometer or so and gave up." "Maybe I’ll go back to it later… I should anyway." *picks up coffee cup from desk and takes a sip making an auditable slurping noise* “Ohh, does that bother you?” “Sorry, bad habit.” "I could see it…"

Need Help
If you were talking to someone on a serious level who had all kinds of pics (graphics they have made) posted on their page of "SUPPOSED" friends but none of you.....how would you feel?? Would you be mad if you 2 are talking in terms of a possible relationship and they didnt rep you but you were reppin' them?

Morph Pic For Me???
Ok, so I want one of those cool morph's that I keep seeing on here...and I have tried to do it myself but it NEVER turns out right....can someone with skilled hands help me out...or just make one for me?? LOL Much love! MUAHZ

Crushes !!!!!! :) .. Lol...
OKIES..WHO IS EVERYONE WHO HAS CRUSHES ON ME.. LIKE YOUR REALLY GONNA SAY... LOL.. AND IF YA DON'T.. YOU BETTER GET CRUSHING ON ME QUICK.... LMAO...... HEHEHE..... WHATS THE DEAL WITH THE CRUSHES BEING ANONYMOUS??? HAHAHA... I WOULD RATHER KNOW WHO HAS A CRUSH OR CRUSHES ON ME..... I WANT MORE THEN 4 DAM IT.. LMAO... :) TEEEEEEEEEEEE....... HEEEEEEEEEEE......... I BEEN EATIN SOOO MANY HUMAN BRAINS I BROKE ONE OF MY ZOMBIE TEETH IN HALF.............. ((((Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuchiesssssssssssssss)))... LMAO!!! As if.... lol...... :( lol..

Women........
ya know almost all women are the same...I cant say all of them are but most of them...90% of women out there are stuck up or atleast think they are better than you and of course that just makes it worse cause i hate women like that..isnt there any out there just want to spend their life with a good man with alot of dreams..ya, I am on my way to get my dreams but ya have that huge ass hill to climb and ya got to work hard to get the things in life that you really want..ya I am sometimes a little picky but I know what I want as long as the woman dont bitch all the time and will treat me with the same amount of respect as I give and stuff then I dont bitch...one of these days I will find the one that is right..I have found a couple women that I thought was right but must not have been but cant say I didnt try...

The Frist Day Of My New Job
MAN THE FRIST DAY AT MY NEW JOB WAS STRAIGHT IAM NOW IN A UNION IAM A CARPETNER NOW AND MAKE ABOUT 13.40 A HR AND I FUCKEN LOVE IT SURE BET'S FUCKEN BK.... BUT ON THE OTHER NOTE IAM TIRED AS HELL SHIT MAKEN CABEINTS ALL NITE WILL MAKE YA BODY SORE BUT I LOVE BEING A APRT OF THE ARMSTRONG FAMILY

Film Premieres
For those of you that don't know already, I will be at the Horrorfind Convention in August. Not only that, but one of the movies that I worked on , Skeleton Key 2..will make it premiere there. It will show on Friday night & again on Saturday. So come out and support.I'll also have a table there as well right next to Darkstone Entertainment (creators of SK2 and many other films)Monique Dupree @ Horrorfind Weekend

Where I Have Been Hiding.
I am sorry. I have been offline for a while now and I will be for a little while longer....it was not intended.....part of it was that its summer and we are doing stuff with the kids...and part was unexpected home improvement projects that I started (kinda out of bordom haha)....I have one more room to paint and a few small things to replace and I will get back into the swing of things again. School starts in 2 weeks here so the kids will be back into that routine...I cant wait. I hope your all enjoying your summer..... Di

So I'm A Bit Pissy...
For those of you that don't know, i am a landlord...stupidly, I let one of my friends move in...I thought it was ok, they payed the rent and they were clean...well, they decided to move beause they needed more room (they moved into a trailer) and they oved out Saturday. Not only did they move without paying what they owe me (over $1000) I went over there today, they left the keys they had laying on the steps, meaning they didnt even say goodbye, and I about shit when I saw how dirty it was!!! I want you to know, the friend that lived there, I was the maid of honor at her wedding in March!!! So needless to say, I have a lot of work ahead of me getting the broken window fixed, the carpets shampooed, the walls painted, the 2 holes in the wall need repaired, the kitchen light fixed that got broke, and the missing tile in the ceiling, and about 4 window screens that have to be replaced... Now, I have had ppl that I didnt know that lived there that took better care of it!!! So d

A Ballad Of The Heart
A Ballad Of The Heart by Carrie B She gazed across the angry grey ocean as the sea spray splashed the shore her heart aflood of love for the man she left in a land yond before... Her soul and spirit soared as that of an high flying eagle when she heard the sound of the soldier's bugle thoughts of him far away rested upon her face she knew him as her saving grace... Though time had taught them all too well life was once a living hell distance afar had no meaning but to walk thru life as one total being... Therefore come nigh my sweet one let the time pass quickly by kiss the mist from my eye to take away the heart felt sigh.

Absent Other
Absent Other by Collette A shadow whispers into my ear I take a glance, but my pillow is bare Craving something so far, to be near Blackness takes over my room As I shut my eyes to the world The ghostly sound looms Could it be him, missing me too? Nightmare; but a dream? Wishing, hoping, that the lingerer is you Sleepless night takes over my mind Your silhouette grabs me, holds me When I wake what will I find? Morning sun reaches and you it captures Alone twisting in my empty bed A memory in time enraptured

Sex Is On Hold!
I have met several people and swingers on fubar and have enjoyed sexual encounters. You may have noticed that those adventures are on hold right now. I have been bed ridden for a while now and I gained 35 pounds in the process and lost a lot of muscle. Once august is over and my illness is not so bad the weight will go and the strength will come back, it has always happened naturally this way in the past. This is not a weight issue for me, it is an energy issue for me. And I need to have lots of energy for my preference in sexual encounters. Need my healthy knees back for a proper bounce. LOL. I hope to re-aquaint myself with some of you this fall and winter and meeting some new, safe, rambunctions, adventurous, experienced sexual mates and check mates.

What Kind Of Zombie Are You!?!?! :)
HERE IS THE LINK...... http://www.quizilla.com/users/zombotheclown/quizzes/What%20kind%20of%20Zombie%20are%20you What kind of Zombie are you? You are a Return of the Living Dead Zombie. You were brought back from the grave by exposure to 245-Trioxin. You crave the heavenly taste of spicy brains to stop the pain of being dead. You are virtually indestructible, as even burning you up will create Zombie Rain and raise more zombies.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

A Lil Bout Me....
I'M 40 YRS OLD. I HAVE 2 KIDS. GIRL 16. BOY 3. I HAVE 2 STEP KIDS. AND A BOYFRIEND IF YOU CALL IT THAT ANY MORE. WAY HE BEEN ACTING TOWARDS ME HERE LATELY. LOL. I'M A STAY HOME MOM. WITH THE KIDS. I'M BORN DISABLED. WEAK LEG MUSCLES. WEAR LEG BRACES. AND ROD IN MY SPIN.FOR THE CURVED SPIN.. WALK WITH ONE CRUTCH.. BEEN THIS WAY FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. BEEN THREW 5 DIFF. FOSTER HOMES SENCE I WAS 6 1/2. MOM GOT ME BACK AT 16 1/2. WHY I NEVER KNEW REALLY. WHEN GOT HOME COULDN'T DATE COULDN'T GO NO WHERE.. NOT EVEN WITH MY OWN BROTHERS. SAD I KNOW.. I'VE HAD A ROUGH LIFE.. YOU'LL NEVER BEGIN TO UNDER STAND IT REALLY. I CAN'T REALLY.. AND I LIVED THE DAMN THING. AND STILL AM.. WELL, OUT OF MY LIFE WORTH LIVEING 4.. IS MY 2 SWEET KIDS... YA THERE A HAND FULL BUT. I'LL BE DAMN IF I'LL LEAVE THEM BEHIND FOR NO ONE OR ANYTHING. YOU WANT ME.. YOU BETTER WANT MY KIDS TOO.. THERE MY LIFE, SOUL, MY EVERYTHING... WELL ENOUGH ABOUT ME. HOPE I CAN BECOME YOUR FRIEND..

Finally Some Good News
Hello A/all I decide I better let yall know Im still alive. Well working at lowes is going good I have starting losing weight ( 27 lbs so far) and feel that it could turn into a hellva job if they start getting my hours up. I have a new love in my life some of you know her other dont her name is angie (GODDESS in my family list)and I can say she makes me happier then I thought possible, I love her more and more each day and plan to see her very soon, as well as, have her here with Me when it can be worked out. she is helping me explor another side of Me that very very few even know about (Dominence yes I am a switch) and none have experenced. Please wish Me luck and know that Im finally beginning to be happy Love always Stacy

500
I meant to do this in my last blog, but got side tracked. Anyways... Does anyone remember what happened to Tazzy/RockStarQueen? All I remember is that she left the site pretty suddenly. If anyone still talks to her, give her my best, and let her know that I was thinking of her. She introduced me to so many of my friends when I first joined LostCherry. Yeah - I'm showing how long I've been on this site, LOL. Oh well. Those were the good ol days. XoXoX Kathy ~~Woooohooo! My 500th blog!~~

Level Pimpout
SO I AM HENCHMEN NOW!!! WHOOOHOOOO THANK YOU TO EVERYONE, THIS IS ROUND TWO OF MY SUPPORT TEAM THAT CAME IN AND FINSHED ME OFF!!! DRINK? DRANK!! DRUNK!!!! ¢¾ThePurestOfAngels¢¾@ fubar Silhouette {6 Days to Nowhere Hitman }@ fubar {snoogums boogums}@ fubar *~Alice in Wonderland¢â~*@ fubar ~STEVEN~(aka.RCB)~ELLE`S( rl n fu ) HUBBY~*PIMPIN*~GM@ fubar ELLE~Warrior Princess~ {RCB-STEVENs RL n FU Wifey} {Co-Creator of Bitches Paradise}@ fubar Hope@ fubar TeXXas...@ fubar ~Tattoogirl God.Iris COS A of F A & S ♫ Poison'd Girl Tattoogirl's Demented Nightmare Owner~Dj Psychopathic Juggalo@ PWR RL GF@ fubar NSFW_MILF¢â [[Drunk1 my fav stalker EVA!!]]@ fubar

Driving Route Job
Interviewed well, and have to go on an unpaid training day tomorrow. I'll be selling steaks and seafood. Hope it goes well, and maybe some of my local buds would be interested in buying from me.Cheers!

Compliments
I don't take compliments based on physical appearance very well. Perhaps it is due to my longtime dedication to developing myself as a whole person, or perhaps to a childhood of mild classmate abuse, but I find myself reacting badly to compliments on my appearance from strangers. My reactions range from bewilderment to downright irritation, depending on how the person has approached me. I can take any other type of compliment well. Tell me how intelligent I am? Interesting profile, wise, a good listener, a great blog writer ... tell me any of those, I react with the appropriate happiness and sense of accomplishment. Tell me how sexy I am? I'm annoyed. Perhaps it's because I am bewildered and annoyed by the typical male's reliance on physical appearance as a major, and in many cases, sole determining factor for attractiveness. While I do not completely dismiss physical attraction (I am human, after all), I find it stupefying that men would want to date a woman based solely

Friday Night
This pasted weekend, my friend Lacey hosted an “open-house” for me and several of our mutual friends.. I was watching some UFC fights on DVD, when I noticed that I hadn’t seen Lacey and some of the girls in a while… decided to see what they were doing. As fate would have it, they had just decided to start a game of strip poker…Lacey’s best friend Kayla (is fuckin’ hot and really cool), suggested that I join them… I was shocked at the idea and also surprised to see that they were drinking a lot… Not knowing what to say, I stood there for a moment then spoke up and said that I should go back upstairs and play “host” since Lacey was “busy”. The other girls pointed out that it wasn’t my party to be worried about and that I should sit down and play… “Deal me in” I said as I sat down at the table. After a couple of hours, we all were down to only our underwear. I turned to look over at Lacey, who had taken a break from playing and had sat down on the sofa and was surprised to see t

Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Love What You Have...
Not everyone grew up in the same pair of shoes. Stop judging. Stop comparing. Don't lose yourself in wonders. In the end,we are all still an individual with our own story, that even now ourselves try to understand. There is always someone better than you. There is always someone prettier than you. There is always someone more talented than you. There is always someone smarter than you. There is always someone one step ahead of you... but the girl who is better than you may be lonely. The girl who is prettier than you may not be so pretty on the inside. The person smarter than you, may not have the love you receive from others. So never ever be jealous. Love what you have because once its gone…its gone.

Bitch Bitch Bitch, Yeah I Guess I Am Today
Ok. Thank the Gods for friends who love you even when you act like a total cunt to them. Migraines and stress can suck the life out of you, absolutely. But when a friend is sweet enough to drive a total of an hour and a half to let you totally bitch them out for nothing more than trying to take you to Quiznos (OMG I HATE QUIZNOS) and then buys you a coffee even so, well that's pretty fucking special. I am blessed in the quality of my friends sometimes, and I truly want to remind myself how lucky I am to know those people. And for the rest of you...if you know someone who's a real true friend like that, make sure to tell them that occasionally, please? And if you have a friend that seems really unusually pissy, do something kewl for them if you can....Because you never know if your words can change their whole day. I truly love and appreciate my Laz, LOL. I made sure to tell him, and now I'm sharing it with you :) Have a magical day, people ;)

Please Pray For This Child!!!!!!!!!!!
Please pray for my friends, uncles grand child. He is in a childrens hospital on life support. His step mother beat him severly and he is bruised from head to toe and his brain is swelling and bleeding. The dr's don't know if he will live. Please keep him in your prayers. The little fellow needs them.

Stupid Little Things
How low is this? Someone stole my coke from the fridge at work. *sniff* For over two years I’ve brought in a coke in the morning, put it on the same shelf in the same spot every day and then grabbed it at lunch time. Today I reached in there as my lunch was about to ding in the microwave and froze in shock. There was no coke! I looked around the fridge, then closed it for a second and the looked again to make sure I hadn’t just overlooked it. Nope. Someone swiped my soda. Swiped it even though there is a fully stocked soda machine right next to the fridge. It’s not really upsetting. It bums me out more than anything to think that someone was so petty as to just take my soda. If they really wanted it I would have given it to them or given them 65 cents for the machine. But come on, guys! That was my lunch soda! The one soda I drink during the daytime. What’s up with that petty act of theft? It’s still bumming me out.

What A Glorious Day It Is
I just want to start of by saying I hope you all are having a splended evening. for it to be a Monday I have to say mine has went exceptionally well. I woke with a smile on my face as big as the state of Texas. I have the most loving man in my life now, he is my reasons for going on, he has given me hope and support and has helped me in some troubling sittuations. It was he who helped me keep my sanity, true a lot of times I say I dont suffer from insanity I rather enjoy the hell out of, but the sanity I was about to lose was the kind that would have eventually taken my life I do believe. I was in a mess, but thanks to him giving me the boost of confidence, the hope and the Balls to stand up and say I am not going to do this any more, I am not going to continue to live my life this way , I have someone that is wonderful , grand, marvelous, just all sorts of great things in life. Finally I feel loved, I feel like I can love again. I went through 2 divorces and let me tell you it w

Blood So Beautiful
I just took out a new piercing cause I'd done it ever so slightly wrong for the body staple and as it's new it bled and bled and bled until a whole tissue was soaked, eventually I stopped the bleeding, it was awesome though I actually have beautiful blood. I wish I was in a place I could enjoy it more.

I Am Officially Open!!!!!! :) :)
Hiya peeps.... I want everyone to know that I am officaly single on fubar now... I asked a GUY on here who stated he cared sooo much about me.. and wanted to be with me.. and cared very much for me...... He was soo open.... Bu then came crashing down .. CLosed up on me sealed himself shut and whamo, that was it did the 180 on me... I dont do drama..Toooooooo sick for that... So I asked him to be my Fubar husband he turned me down.... Lemme tell you MEN something stay OPEN to us women... Let yourself be seen.. Dont shut or turn yourselfs off from us... We love it when men are real and open to us... We love to see that side of you..... its a beautiful thing.. :0 I know fear of rejection for you guys is a big thing.. But let go.... Take chances look at me... :) Look at the sicklly life I lead and I still live it to the best and stay open .. Even if it means rejection... Guys open up your beautiful side.. Dont keep it locked away or suddenly shut it down because of

About To Let Loose
OK this is going to be sheer emotion and frustration...but I don't really care. I'm sick of living this way. Seriously. For about a month now I've been reduced to laying in bed, motionless. I'm not even allowed to leave my own damn home thanks to my parents' worries! When I do get to, it's been to doctors' offices. That's it. The amount of exercise I get now is reduced to the 10 feet to the kitchen and back. On top of that everything in my personal life had been downhill even before this. I've gotta deal with the stress my sister puts on this family since she's probably getting kicked outta her apartment very soon...my now-widowed grandmother may be moving in and that's had my dad stressed...obviously I have medical problems...my aunt and uncle have been in a bitter divorce since September, I witnessed their marriage collapse PERSONALLY...and I've been pulled into THAT...my own failures in relationships time and time again still upset me to this day and I AM SICK OF IT ALL AND J

+slavery..
Fifth awesome person to tell me He treats me like a slave today. 'Awesome people' are those who's opinions I trust. This worries me. It feels like I'm about to step into a train, and there are folks screaming "the track's broken! Don't get on!" right now. Not comfortable with not knowing what to do.+

Back 2 Good
It's nothing, it's so normal You just stand there I could say so much But I don't go there cause I don't want to I was thinking if you were lonely Maybe we could leave here And no one would know At least not to the point that we would think so Chorus: Everyone here, Knows everyone here is thinking about somebody else Well, it's best if we all keep it under our heads I couldn't tell, If anyone here was feeling the way I do But I'm lonely now, And I don't know how To get it back to good Verse: This don't mean that you own me Well, this ain't no good, in fact it's phoney as hell Yeah but things worked out just like you wanted to If you see me out you don't know me Try to turn your head, try to give me some room To figure out just what I'm going to do Chorus: Cause everyone here, Hates everyone here for doing just like they do And it's best if we all keep this quiet instead And I couldn't tell, Why everyone here was doing me like they do But I'm sorry now

New Career!
Just started an internship last Friday -- today was my second day! My first day I hit the "undo" button instead of the "refresh" button, but we laughed about it at the end of the day! Today I replaced a motherboard for the first time! It was very exciting. :-) I couldn't intern at a better place.

I Broke My Foot Saturday
Just to let you all know that I haven't been ignoring you this week, I broke my right foot on Saturday (7/30/07) and have been in pain ever since. I was pumping gas and tripped over the gas hose while going to the garbage can. I fell hard on my right elbow and knee while my foot stayed tangled in the hose....... I couldn't stand up after I fell but I was more worried about the bleeding from my arm and elbow. I went to the ER yesterday afternoon, (I thought it was a bad sprain) and found out I broke my 2nd metatarsal bone on the top of my foot. I now have an aircast and am up and about on crutches for the next 6 weeks! Pretty fun, eh? Not only do I feel stupid, but embarrassed too! Kisses, Randy UPDATE: 9/5/07, I am now walking with a cane, still have the freaking boot or cast and will see the doc next Monday! Tx to all!! UPDATE: 9/11/07, Break is only half healed and I need the cast for another 6 weeks!! WAH WAH!! I am now sleeping without the boot (YAY!) and ca

Pimping 'n' Whoring For Drinks :)
*marked MSFW just for the title ;) Wow, I got your attention fast didn't I? LOL. So like there's this guy, you know? Hah... Actually, he's more like a brother...or a good twin (cause we know I'm way wicked more evil than he is) who has these amazingly funny observations to share, and furthermore has the incredible good taste to quote ~moi~ (and yes, Mark those tildes are *just* for you). Of course you all know I'm such a goddess of quotes that you just have to visit his blog and his profile for me, right? I thought as much. http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=109327&pid=456707# http://www.fubar.com/user/988234 Come on...you know you wanna ;) Tell him I sent you, and if he tells me enough of you did, I'll post more pics, LOL.

Lustful Longing
Lustful Longing Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could

I Love It!!!:)
ok all you friends of mine... i make sure i read as many blogs as i can off my friends and family list so here you go this is my first and i can pretty much guarantee who will read it from the people who truly rate my stash and keep in touch from comments and the famous sb.. any how i just wanted to share with all of you that i claim to be the biggest megadeth fan out there and love their music hard core!! but up until last week i had no idea (don't ask me how)they had a new cd, but thnx to shaggy4545(he's on my family list and is a great guy) inow know and went and bought it today!!! so i wanted all of you to know how kick ass it is and if your into music like that(or even if you aint) go check it out, it's called united abomination and is worth every cent!!!!! thnx again shaggy,u rock!!! well that's it peeps i was just sooo excited i had to share!! much love and keep rockin~danielle~

Tattoos
Okay so I decided that I want to get one more tattoo. Those of you that are on my list know I already have one. A ladybug on my foot. I was a big chickenshit before I got that one...lol. So I got a small one. It didn't hurt as much as I thought it was going to. Here's my problem, because I probably will only get one more, I can't decide what I want to get. So I thought I'd ask anybody who'd listen...lol...what they would suggest. Come on people...I know you guys know how to give opinions. Thanks a bunch...Muah.

You Need To Read This If You Call Yourself My Friend
My life is a mess. I am simplifying it but it is. I can't seem to find time for anything anymore because my MS and my depression are taking me over. I am a terrible friend and before you all see and tell me I will save you the time and just walk away. I have no idea when I can come on here and if I do get two minutes to myself I don't seem to care enough to log on at all. So, I am sorry but this is just me being honest and saving you all anymore wasted time. Also, I never had a shot in hell to win that contest. Many of you did not bother to help me anyway. To those who did I am very grateful. Please do not think I am not. It was just stupid for me to think I could ever win a "Sexiest" anything.

A Us Marine Poem. Pleaseread!!
Please read. About 3 days a week for the past 3 months we have buried a veteran from world war ii, Korea and one young man killed in Iraq. It is my honor to do this, it is my responsibility. No matter your political views for this young marine, please pass his poem on. Thanks Subject: The Marines want this to roll all over the US. PLEASE HELP Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's send it around the world. FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say.

[read*] Before You Talk To Me!
Is it just me, or are most of the men on here a bunch of sick perverted dogs? In my profile I have stated that I do have a boyfriend, and that I am not interested in picking up or hearing what half of you dogs have to say about the way I look. Most of the men who have messaged me are in their mid 40's. My dad isn't even in his mid 40's. What would you say if you found out some sick fuck was hitting on your teenage daughter the way you are hitting on girls. Now about this shoutbox. STOP messaging me saying hi cutie, hey sexy, or anything remotely related to that. I have a boyfriend. I am very much in love with my boyfriend. If I really wanted to talk to you I would do it myself. So before you go and try hitting on me, think again. Regardless of being 18 or not, get a life. It's quite pathetic to see half of you men on here just to pick up females. If you had a life, obviously you'd be able to find someone that is right for you. but do you? No. You sit here online all day and

River Trip
At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady, "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love to him again. This rea

Burn In Hell Mike Vick!!!!!
so some of you know im not a tree hugging greenpeace nut, but i do have a huuuuuuge soft spot for animals. well this has got to be the scumbag story of the year in my eyes. (allegedly of course) you know i just saw the video that the NAACP had made a statement about judging mike vick for the dog fighting. they urged the public not to cast judgement on the man because he is "innocent until proven guilty" which makes me wonder, if micheal vick is found guilty are they (the black community) going to threaten to riot if he is? which means scaring the rest of the public into not saying anything? IE: OJ fucking simpson? or what? i was curious i had been following this since i first heard about it a couple of weeks ago. im not much of a pro football fan anyways (i think they are a bunch of overpaid spoiled thugs) so really it doesnt have anything to do with the black thing, if anything its the fact that if this dipshit really did this, why in the fuck would the worlds highest paid foo

New Leveling Team Name
I want to thank everyone for all the suggestions for our team level up name.Thank you to everyone that took some time to rate your favorite.As of today we will be Shadow Levelers.SO if you are going to rate to level someone please let them know Shadow Levelers Sent you. Please all levers & friends that add the home page as a friend SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar The winning name was given by KDM † KDM † BooBoo'z VaMPiRe@ fubar

74-precipice
Baby...i'm gonna take you where the river is running and wide Have you beggin' for the darkest of nights Have you feeling like there's nothing to hide Baby you get me beggin' for the rest of my life Got me screamin' like a man on fire Girl you're my one desire So take me to your precipice Take me to your precipice I said Baby...you're making it so hard just to walk out the door I'm lying face down beggin' for more Can taste the rain and its starting to pour Baby...you know I love it when I'm watching you fly And I can tell when you're closing your eyes My pheonix is starting to rise As you take me to your precipice Take me to your precipice I said baby...you know I love it when you're sayin' my name No one ever gonna say it the same You know that you're gonna drive me insane Standing at your precipice Damn baby I'm lovin' your precipice

Blame Your Fate Part 2
I lost someone that lived and grew in my heart Cannot let myself say to the hell with her We are just loving friends and nothing more Many people have told me that life is unfair Another phrase that I consider bullshit It was made by you from the choices you picked To feel like the worst piece of trash Lower myself deeper to the ends of pain Do I regret everything that took place with her Any remorse that I want to break free? The amount that I have clogs up my veins So much pain all around me as my life slips away Get it together or punch myself in the face Hold what you have and never let go But again my thoughts think of her and what I am No more sadness and the crying must end. Must stop calling myself lame again... I have been through hell and I have been through worse Just the feelings in me wont go away So as my final statement to the ones who feel bad If life has your own hands choking your throat... Do anything possible to not give up hope.

Hey To All My Friends...i Need Your Help I Am In A Contest...
i am in a contest for the best cleavage...iand i really like to win ..this is my first contest so plz bomb away plzzz..just click this and u will go to the place to rate and comment bomb....ty and i see yalll there,,, thanks..huggzz stacie..hawt hell child COME AND HELP ME OUT....I NEED ALL THE COMMENTS I CAN GET..MAKE MY FIRST CONTEST GREAT..TY HUGGZZ

Feeling Crushed
Today has been another Emotional drainning day... Woke up this morning.. Realizing im totally out of smokes and payday ain't until wendsday! . Try9ing to deal with Panic attacks from being out of nicotine.. Then about 11 this morning i got a call from my sister letting me know that our dog was real sick and she wasn't sure he was going to make it through the day...(He was neglected very badly from his past owners) I wont say who. But they are apart of my family.. Ive known this dog since he was a puppy.. He was 5 years old.. Well I rushed over to grandmas house which is about 2 blocks away.. Took one look at the pup and realized he wouldn't even make it through the hour.. His gums where white as snow and his temperature dropped like crazzy.. He was SOOO COLD!! Well i put the dog and my sister in the back of my Truck and rushed him to the Vet which is usually about 15 min away.. I haled ass ( 62 in a 35.. Lets just say it took me about 5 min but felt like 20... Once we got to the Vet I

Caged Reflection. . .
Caged Reflection . . . Daddy's precious little Angel The apple of his eye She could do no wrong He was always on her side. . . Mother's fragile porcelain doll Fashioned by her hand The docile and obedient daughter Always at her command . . . The ever delicate sister To be shielded from the world She was never to speak her mind For she was merely a girl . . . Taught to be demure and shy Always to be subservient and meek Never to have her own opinion Not raise her voice or even speak . . . Her hand given in a loveless marriage To a stranger to her heart and mind She fulfills her duty obediently While happiness she never finds. . . Her husband takes her body But he will never possess her heart She shields the sadness from her eyes But it is tearing her apart. . . The finest silks adorn her body This palace is naught but her cage Put on display to be admired and honored The demure smile belies her rage . . . Her reflection is n

I Fucking Give Up
THATS IT... ENOUGH SAID...ENOUGH DONE....JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME..... IF ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS SCREW ME THEN TELL ME I ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS JACKOFF TO MY PICS THEN TELL ME BUT DO NOT GET MY HEART AND FEELINGS INVOLVED UNLESS YOU PLAN ON TAKING CARE OF THEM I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if I'm too tall or short for you.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.sorry...if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.

Riddle For Thee 1
There's not a kingdom on the earth, But I have travelled over and over, And though I know not whence my birth, Yet when I come, you know my roar. I through the town do take my flight, And through the fields and meadows green, And whether it be day or night, I neither am nor can be seen.

My Awesome (but Painful) Weekend
This weekend was one that I definately needed. Some very close friends of my family were having a pig roast/birthday party and I was invited to attend the party. The house was owned by long time family friend Jimmy Hall. Although we lost Jimmy a few years back, his daughter Susie and grandson Jay still reside there. Jay is a minute younger tan me, but I have known him his whole life and now he is old enough to drink we have been tearing it up the last few years. I must confess though. Being here at this house with alot of my Dad's friends made me miss my father terribly and wanting so bad to have just one beer and bullshit with him for a spell. On the other hand, it was awesome to hear some of the old stories and shenanigans my Father pulled back in the day. Stories I'm confident were saved for me until I was old enough to truly appreciate them. Jay's Uncle Mike was a dear friend of my Dad's. They knew each other from childhood and My grandparents were close to Mike's Dad Ji

Riddle For Thee 2
I fly to any foreign parts, Assisted by my spreading wings: My body holds an hundred hearts, Nay, I will tell you stranger things: When I am not in haste I ride, And then I mend my pace anon; I issue fire from my side: You witty youths, this riddle con

And Like A Smack Of Spite They Threw Me Down The Stairs
I'm tired. I'm tired of people telling me to let things go. I'm tired of people telling me that to err is human. I'm tired of people telling me that sometimes we are poor judges of character. I'm tired of people telling me that sometimes the people we think we know really are strangers. I'm tired of people telling me I need to chill out. I'm tired of people telling me to just walk away from it. I'm tired of people telling me that it's going to be ok. I'm tired of people telling me that it's no big deal. I'm tired of people telling me I'll get over it. I'm tired of people telling me I'm the better person. I'm tired of people telling me the other person is losing out. I'm tired of people telling me all the things they're telling me. Therefore... I'm telling people telling me these things "Thank you...now piss off."

Random/anger/donuts
things at random make u think that i am mad mad that u never thought u could say them like me not being free just being myself pretty man dont feel pretty today sorta ugly? we fill our words like donuts sweet and hidden what about truth? not trying 2 stay up all night 2 make the donuts just how i'm feeling should make it alright

In My Arms
In my arms ~Tony Martinez I come in the morning My arms in pain from missing you I pull you into my arms Prepared to fight to keep you there Not wanting you to resist Not wanting to force anything either Thankfully you melt in my strong arms Your sigh tells me you've missed me You've missed the comfort The safety and protection of my loving arms I kiss your lips letting myself linger You pull back slightly wanting rest and sleep Sleep well my angel I'm still right here Right by your side Never letting go In my arms you will stay I love you My angel

Morning
On The Pulse Of Morning A Rock, A River, A Tree Hosts to species long since departed, Marked the mastodon. The dinosaur, who left dry tokens Of their sojourn here On our planet floor, Any broad alarm of their hastening doom Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages. But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully, Come, you may stand upon my Back and face your distant destiny, But seek no haven in my shadow I will give you no hiding place down here. You, created only a little lower than The angels, have crouched too long in The bruising darkness, Have lain too long Face down in ignorance Your mouths spilling words Armed for slaughter. The Rock cries out to us today, you stand on me, But do not hide your face. Across the wall of the world, A River sings a beautiful song, It says, come rest here by my side. Each of you a bordered country, Delicate and strangely made proud, Yet thrusting perpetually undersiege Your armed struggles for profit

Beyond
Beyond Comprehension No one hears me, understands me I speak in silence hoping that someone will see my words, my message hoping to find love, it has arrived so divine I wish for a stronger, better life filled with everlasting touch I dream the future, but hold the past My body is brimmed with so many confusions Am I really here experiencing fullness? I must be, the pain is so real the hurt I feel could never be imagined but I will pull through into greatness and destroy whatever faces into me As I struggle I will fight until the end Whenever it may come Mine..

Broken Hearted 2
Well this time it is my fat i am suffing from a brokeng heart now. I kep soming from my best friend. And now it has come back to bite me in the ass. So bad that I have to go and make sure I do not have anything bad. Don't warry ever one It is not drugs or anyting like that. I would nver tuch the stuff. I had a man do soming to me even after I told him know. Yet i gave in besue I was afaid he might hurt me. I come so fare for people hurting me. But here I am again. Dam. I have no clue what to do now. I am up for suggestions. Thanks.

Can Anyone Hear Me??
omg I forgot how delicious he was... he makes my pussy get wet immediately on sight... then when he starts bossing me around and demanding that i finger fuck myself... mmmmmmm... well I have to obey my pussymaster... i havent seen him nor heard from him in almost a year and a half... but everyday I look at my yahoo to see if that fucking yellow face is lit up... never. today it was, I was so happy and excited when he responded to my hello. we came for each other on cam, it was sooo hot too. then I had to say goodbye... damn... hope i see him again soon...