Fubar Blog Posts 4

I Met You I Wrote This One Too
I met you where love was said to be untrue, You said I was cute and sweet, I didn't believe you. Until this moment in time my self esteem was low, but you helped me regain my confidence, by the way you smile with the wonderlust glow. Feeling insecure with life and its fight, I tried to tell myself I shouldn't get too close, now I know I wouldn't wanna be without you in my life. Friends or lovers doesnt matter to me, what you decide to become, I just want to spread my arms like an eagle and be free. Gliding gracefully into your arms, with a tear of an angel, everytime you look at me and point out my charms. Kissing you softly with lips of velvet, holding you close to my body, making you my lifes best asset. Showing mercy when you need it the most, making memories together, then looking back and saying why is life now so morose.

Help Me Name This One Lol
Words cannot explain how I feel, When I push you away, Slowly and mildly my actions versus my words Kill, i try to say what i mean but it leave you in a daze. even though you dont believe me and you will never know, how much i do mean every word that i have said, you are a part of me that makes me wanna grow, your constantly going through my head. wishing i could impress you like no one else has, living and holding onto a dream that wont come true, i will wait until that time even if it means my life will pass, so i hope that you will one day see me and love how i come through. i wanted your trust i earned it through prosperity, i will love you forever until the end of time, until the death of me, always and forever i will be yours and you will be mine. hands touching in the night, memories floating through the air, kissing each other and holding on tight, like it was the last time we would be here. overcoming fights of disease and society, i will be th

She Smiles
When she smiles to me and her light up It fills my heart with warmth and peace, Her laughter fills my head with gentle tickles of electric passion exciting and intoxicating, When she looks into my eyes I can see her soul so delicate behind her silent shell, I want to pull her close into my arms, to keep her safe from the rest of the world, When she touches me, my skin sings with waves of fiery pleasure engulfing and addictive, Her skin pressed to mine fills me with pleasure of a nature that no drug could ever bring, When we walk hand in hand for all to see i walk proudly with her walking beside me, I could ask for no other nor would i want to because of the happiness she gives me, And everyone says that we're really quite different and I oftentimes am reminded it's true, But all the differences really don't matter when you truly love someone who also loves you, No power in the world is greater than true love and true love is as blind as blind can be, I will always lo

This One Is Called Im The Guy
I'm the GUY who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. .. I'm the GUY who still thinks you're sexy COVERED IN DIRT wearing your work clothes and boots. I'm the GUY who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the GUY who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the GUY who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the GUY who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the GUY who's excited ALL day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the GUY who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the GUY who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the GUY who melts every time you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the GUY who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the GUY who won't lie to you (ever, about anything)--including where I'm going or where I've been or who I've been with. I'm the GUY who gets butterflies when I hear your name. I'm the GU

Wine Vs. Water
Wine -v- Water As Ben Franklin once said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom; in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service. LOL

Oh Shit Im Bored
what a slow day we have ran only one call so far today but oh well have to take the good with the bad cant what till friday going camping and spending the whole weekend whitewater rafting then leaving for for cozumel in 3 weeks to go diving woohoo

The Bee Gees
Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk, I'm a woman's man, no time to talk. Music loud and women warm. I've been kicked around since I was born. And now it's all right, it's O.K. And you may look the other way. We can try to understand The New York Times' effect on man. Whether you're a brother Or whether you're a mother, You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Feel the city breakin' And ev'rybody shakin' And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Ah, ha, ha, ha, Stayin' alive. Stayin' alive. Ah, ha, ha, ha, Stayin' alive. Well now, I get low and I get high And if I can't get either I really try. Got the wings of heaven on my shoes I'm a dancin' man and I just can't lose. You know it's all right, it's O.K. I'll live to see another day. We can try to understand The New York Times' effect on man. Whether you're a brother Or whether you're a mother, You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Feel the city breakin' And ev'rybody shakin' And we're stayin' alive, st

Late Night Attack
Well last night at 3:30 in the morning I was awoken to pounding on my door. I get up to answer it and there are these two drunk guys asking for my roommate. He wanted his food from my roommate who is nicknamed "Easy". Easy said he didn't have it and the drunk guy got pissy with me and so I told him to quit pounding on my door. Well I shut and locked it and he got really upset at this point and when my roommate got up and answered the door. He repeatedly tried to attack me as I lay in my bed. I was hungover and half-awake....hell I didn't know what was going on hardly. Eventually he got through to me and hit me in my jaw.....lucky bastard got pulled away as I missed his throat with my knife. I guess the moral of the story is...don't deprive drunk people of food. I hate angry drunks......

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6 I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men often complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to dele

For A Birthday Present!!
I was hopeing to have my crush step up and let themselves be known to me!!or if you have a crush on me like me love me want me ect... well lets see if anyone will own up to being my crush and maybe more!!happy birthday to me..alone again!!edwin

Dream Speed
Moods lanquidly shift as from the speakers tunes drift through the smoke permeated the air. Speak on the threat of death and hold your breath for the spead of the road before us has not slowed but bowed towards two transcendent ends. Speak of it and friends shall weap in gloom, speak not of it and we shall enjoy the light of the moon gleeming off of teal metal and chrome while we travel home through nostalgic glimmers of chemically inhanced dreams.

Took From A Friend
WHEN IS IT EVER ENOUGH ? THERE IS 1 PERSON I KNOW OF THAT JUST THRIVES ON DRAMA CUZ THEY DONT HAVE NOTHIN BETTER TO DO. I THINK THEY JUST WAKE UP WANTIN TO START DRAMA. THEY JUST CANT SEEM TO LET THINGS GO. I MEAN WTF MOVE ON W/ YER FUCKIN LIFE & GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET OUT OF THE FUCKIN DIAPERS. I MEAN DONT THE SHIT EVER GET OLD. NO CONSIDERATION 4 OTHER PEOPLES FEELINS OR WHAT THEY R GOIN THREW. THEY TRIED TO TELL WHO I CAN AND CANT B FRIENDS W. THEY TRIED TO TELL ME WHO ICAN AND CANT TALK TO. SORRY TO BURST YER BUBBLE NO1 RUN'S MY FUCKIN LIFE. IF YA DON'T LIKE THE CHOICES I MAKE O FUCKIN WELL. DON'T LET THE DOOR HIT YA IN THE ASS ON THE WAY OUT. THIS IS HOW I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IF YA DONT LIKE ME OR MY WAYS THERE'S THE FUCKIN DOOR. I AINT CHANGIN 4 NO1. I ONLY CHANGE 4 MYSELF. I GIVE EVERY1 A CHANCE. WELL U BACK STAB ME WELL IT'S GONNA SUCK TO B U. I CARE 4 ALL MY FRIENDS. U HURT 1 OF THEM BELIEVE ME ILL B ON YER SHIT FASTER THAT U CAN TURN YER HEAD. YES I CAN B A

Be Done
Marrow grows impossibly slow through the narrow causeways of my mind seeking in usurp conventional thought. A sardonic plea sounds hauntingly through me, Weight on chest, there is no rest lest we jest incoherently about that which we care nothing about. Be done with it now, for I can not allow myself to be taken or foresaken from the bountries of love.

9-18-07
Today is perfect for exploring your emotional state, especially as it's related to your large-scale plans or career. It won't be as hard as you imagine to bring your heart and mind into near-perfect alignment. ---------------------------------------------------- It's not my mind or heart I wanted aligned, ROFLMAO I was just thinking of euphoria.

I Sit
As I sit down at my desk, I wonder what to write. Should I write about hardships, or suffering and plight. Does this poem have to be sad though, I ask myself all the time. It hurts me just to think about it, I can't, I won't, not this time. I think well maybe, just this once, I can go back to my better place. So I think about the sad times, and almost bring a tear to my face. I write and sit, and I sit and write, till it chokes me up inside. I've almost finished it now, I can read it once, then hopefully put it aside. Dare I ever do another one, I probably won't this time. I'd rather write about my happy times, my loves, my goals in life. So was this writing worth it, in its truth all said and done. At least the sadness is out the way now, I can go back to having fun.

My Beautiful Son Zachary
I am about to havea son named Zachary, and i am so excited! This is going to be m first kid, and i can't wait to see what he looks like when he is born. I bet he is going to look like a little angel. God bless my child zachary scott

What Is Up With Answers?
I had my mumms taken away because someone had to cry and say that the mumm was about this male well no names were mentioned and everyone that had read it felt it had to do with safety issues on my part. I have asked for my rights to be returned but evidently this other person bl*ws better than me. It has been almost 2 months now and I still cannot do a mumm ......... So what is up with Fubar? I have asked when I will get it back and I get no reply. I understand there are over a million ppl here but come on guys cut some slack every now and then I love this sight and wont leave but it sure would be nice to be able to make a mumm.

Boredom
A frown of unhappiness courses across my face drawing heavy lines of separation from a fevered pace. Pounding sounding incessantly, grounding me to the phone as stupidity binds body and soul to a seat, and I wined "Take me, take me, let me leave, give me some reprieve. A day and a day is all I need. Let me rest, Please." I plead. A mocking fool stood on a stool behind me and to the right, and oh what a sight would I see, to see a fool such as he, tumble to the floor laying there sore in pride and in pain. It would entertain the mischievous spirit that rattles its cage threateningly as it battles against boredom and through frustration to be free once again.

Sweet Poison
In my dreams It was me in your arms My lips on yours There was only us And the clouds And the stars It was the world and us It was us against the world But in your arms I could take it Anything the world dished out And with your kisses I was strong again In my dreams it was me in your arms My lips on yours But in reality It’s always been her

Dream 2000
A Dream... the magic of the soul the hope of the heart deep down, where emotions start A Dream... is so many ways is the only thing that gets us through our days a hope that lies hidden- something unknown except for when u r alone A Dream.... is reality to the mind something that will happen in time A Dream... never lose it never let it get away Tomorrow- will never be the same

The Ride
Damn this one's tough, no matter what i do he's a step and a jump ahead of what i am fixen to do. Here we go again i ani't lettin that son of a buck win.the pain i feel through my legs and in my back , every jump feels like my last.Awww now ya want to get nasty and mean take that you ass! boy it feels like hours when only minutes i know this one is going to jar me to death jump for jump kick for kick all he had to do is ask me nice i would have let him, but now this cowboy's going down cause i am a mustang and i am proud. Why didn't he just ask now he lays on the ground crumlped, what an ass!! The moral of this little story goes for people as well a little sugar is worth more than an ounce of hell

Where Are You??
I sit in front of this screen, Wondering what the hell to write. I have a million things going through my mind all at once. Evaluating my life. Or should I at this point? I'm not really happy right now. I haven't been in a long time. I can't show the world. My tears are forever hidden from view. My heartache isn't shared. There is so much I want from my life. I'm demanding more and more each day of myself. The emptiness I feel is consuming. This screen is not enough. I can feel it fade to black. I'm not asking for a lot. Just to feel arms around me, holding, loving. Stroke my hair and tell me it's okay. I need to know I'm loved. It has been so long. Would I know it again? Will it be recognizable? Will I have the courage to reach out and take it? I don't know. Just know I'm here. Waiting. Hoping.

Why Liberals Hate The American Soldier
I first posted this blog on another site on November 29, 2006. Disclaimer: I use the word soldier to describe military members of all branches of service. I intend no disrespect toward the members of other branches. I chose “soldier” because that is a more recognizable term to civilians. Being a retired Air Force member my preference would have been to use “Airman”, but most people wouldn’t recognize that as meaning all services. I also use “he” in reference to both genders. Again, no disrespect is intended toward females in our military or their contributions. While I list facts in this article the conclusions are my opinion. “If a young fella has an option of having a decent career or joining the army to fight in Iraq, you can bet your life that he would not be in Iraq.” – Charles Rangel, November 26, 2006 After hearing these latest comments from Charles Rangel, a prominent Democrat and soon-to-be Chairman of the House Ways & Means Committee, I can’t ignore this topic any lo

Mustard
I Love Mustard. (This is a true story. If you have children you will probably relate to this father.) As ham sandwiches go, it was perfection: a thick slab of ham on a fresh bun with crisp lettuce and plenty of expensive, light brown, gourmet mustard. The corners of my jaw aching in anticipation, I carried it to the table in our backyard, picked it up with both hands but was stopped by my wife suddenly at my side. "Here, hold Johnny (our six-week-old son) while I get my sandwich," she said. I had him balanced between my left elbow and shoulder and was reaching again for the ham sandwich when I noticed a streak of mustard on my fingers. I love mustard. I had no napkin. I licked it off. It was not mustard. No man ever put a baby down faster. It was the first and only time I have sprinted with my tongue protruding. With a washcloth in each hand, I did the sort of routine shoeshine boys do; only I did it on my tongue. Later, after she stoppe

Dusty Underwear
Dusty Underwear One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker... 'It's not talcum powder...... It's 'Miracle Grow'.' 8-P

Love !!!!
I loved you more than I have ever known Those starry eyes Those tender lips You made my heart melt Then boil into a roaring fire I now know What my eyes could not see You are the only one that is for me Many nights those tears flew Being myself without anyone Anyone to care about the thoughts Looking at the sky and knowing Many mistakes I had Many mistakes I have had It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.

Day
Day Wake up....smile at my dream....stretch Growl while my coffee brewed. Stare at the two audacious doofus dogs at my feed whining for food before my coffee. Wonder why I have these two dogs. Plan a way to dispose of these dogs. Feed the damn dogs. Sip my coffee while wrapped up in my thick cream robe Make waffles Feed twirps Send the boy twirp off Twist the girl twirps hair into a bun... Watch her add entirely too many accessories Laugh out lout at LEAST twice in the short drive to her school. She is a funny get. Come home Slide my eyes over the kitchen...still clean (it's a miracle of friggin nature) Wade into the piles of never ending Laundry Finish my Chapter outline on birth orders. Log online. Growl. Dust off my red 4" Jazzberries. Sit back and try to figure out how to get my fabulous Jazzberries up someones ass who is 2895.84 miles away. Research discount shoe cleaners online. Flutter when I see him. Put my

Hot Topics
I really like playing Hot Topics in the games area. If you ever see me online go ahead and invite me to play and more than likely I will accept your invitation. There are some very interesting questions on there.

Witch / Warlock
Encountering persons with supernatural powers, or becoming those persons ourselves, is a common dream image. In the case of occult power dreams, there may be unique elements of personal projection of will power by you upon others or by others against you. Who is the occult personality, you or someone else? How these powers are projected is important. If they are projected by you onto others, you may feel as though they have an unfair advantage and you want to level the playing field. Another version of this dream is that you may want others to appreciate your influence more. A third option is that you have repressed anger towards another. Still another possibility is that you may want someone to become romantically attracted to you. You may be projecting the power onto a stranger, who is likely a representation of someone else in your life or a representation of a part of yourself. If another is projecting power on you, it is likely that you believe others are pulling the strings

My Week...so Far
Saturday - bail friend & MY car out of jail Sunday - Dodge pickup goes KAPUT.... Monday - repair Dodge, celebrate son's birthday Tuesday - son gets strep throat Wednesday - wasn't too bad of a day...canceled trip to stay home with sick child Thursday - ruh roh...daughter is getting sick Friday - yep...she has it too Saturday - water heater KAPUT (can I get a break?) Sunday - woke up to 2 shattered windows in my daughter's car....damn (no to question from Sat)

Broken
I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain …away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here....anymore The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone ...away You're gone away You don't feel me here....anymore

On The Way...
Well, I am on my way out the door... waiting for Phil to get here... I have calmed down considerably with the help of a few friends today... you know who you are and I want you to know that I really appreciate it! So, please pray for me and show me some love while I'm gone so I know I was missed, lol... and you know I love pic comments, hint hint, lol... at least you know I am calm enough to smile :-) talk to everyone wednesday night about 10ish... Muah & love to all!!! SuzyQ

Emerils.com - Creole Cornbread Stuffing
CREOLE CORNBREAD STUFFING from potluck [ email recipe to a friend ] [ display recipe in printable format ] Ingredients needed: 1 baked Basic Cornbread, broken into 1-inch pieces (12 cups) 1/2 tablespoon unsalted butter 4 cups Chicken Stock, or canned low-sodium chicken broth 1 cup heavy cream 1 cup milk 2 large eggs 1 tablespoon plus 2 teaspoons Emeril's Original Essence 1 pound andouille sausage or other smoked sausage, cut crosswise into 1-inch pieces 3 tablespoons vegetable oil 3 cups chopped yellow onions 2 cups chopped celery 2 cups chopped green bell peppers 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper Pinch of cayenne pepper 2 tablespoons minced garlic 4 teaspoons finely chopped fresh thyme Increase the oven temperature to 400ºF. Grease a 10 x 15-inch baking dish or two 9-inch square baking dishes with the butter. Combine the Chicken stock, cream, milk, eggs, and 1 tablespoon Essence in a large bowl and whisk to

~love Hurts~
I feel my romantic heart crumple like paper flowers that have seen their last days I only wanted someone to laugh and cuddle with, but this was too high a price for one to pay I can't even shed a tear or two over such lonliness cause I have always been done this way All my life is not full of such dark sadness, turmoil and dismay, I have been very lucky to have loved such a man with a beret

My Favorite Place
My favorite place is now gone today. *frowns* I have spent at least once a week or more since I was a baby at this place. It is my home. It is the place where I found that my father was actually just a sperm donor. I found that the man that earned my respect, my fatherly love, and my loyalty belong to my grandfather. It was a place that allowed me to become close to my grandmother. It allowed me to realize that I was her. It was a place that I would always belong and be happy. I was at peace there. Life moves on and in the past severaly years I have lost both. I am grateful that I had such great people in my life. They were fun. They were happy. They were poor people that enjoyed life and each other. I will be forever grateful that I had the honor to know them. The house was a small old house. The land is probably worth more than the house. They always said that as long as it lasts their lifetime that was all it needed to do. As much as I wanted to keep the place, I

Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around

I Dont Know Why (poem)
....whenever i see something glitter it reminds me of your eyes i don't know why why i feel this way about you i've never thought i would fall for someone like you someone who i knew could never make me happy but then there you are standing right infront of me i have never liked your attitude the way you feel about life and love it's the complete opposite of what i believe in but here i am fantasizing about your eyes who would've thought that the last person on earth i'll ever fall in love with was the one i actually do have strange feelings for feelings i've never experienced on another human being and here i am feeling them with you the taste of your lips they send a secret message to my mind the touch of your hand they set off something i couldnt understand but i know one thing's for sure i like feeling these strange feelings about you....

When Stars Show Up >.poem By Diana
when the stars are up on the sky ; and we look up after we go outside. We seem to look for a shotting star. so we can wish upon. But then all the light is glowing, over your face and eyes. Your a vision that I see, standing underneath all the moon light , and it,s beams . The stars are like a blanket hung up there . The moon is a destiny to reach ,and we are down here on earth beneath . Seeing all we see that our Lord did create. For us to visualise and to hold and for the both of us to fall in love.

From A Friend :) A Veteran
A veteran - whether active duty, retired, national guard or reserve - is someone who, at one point in their life, wrote a blank check made payable to "The United States of America", for an amount of "up to and including my life." That is Honor, and there are way too many people in this country who no longer understand it. --

Why Men Are Happier
WHY MEN should never be DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don ' t have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you ' re talking to them. New shoes don ' t cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credi

Indian Chicken Curry
Cardamom, cinnamon and of course curry go into this heavily seasoned, classic Indian dish. You'll love the aroma that fills up your kitchen. Ingredients 1/2 C. butter or olive oil 2 large onions 3 whole cardamom or 1 tsp. grated 1 1-inch stick cinnamon or 1/2 tsp. ground 2 minced garlic cloves 1 tsp. ginger 1 Tbs. cumin 3 1/2-4 lb. chicken, cut up 1 Tbs. curry 1 tsp. coriander 1 tsp. turmeric 1/2 tsp. Tabasco 3/4 C. water 2 tomatoes, peeled and chopped Directions Sauté chopped onions and garlic in butter or oil; add spices, tomato and water. Simmer, then pour over chicken and cook for 1 3/4 hours on top of stove in covered pan. Just before serving, salt to taste. Serve over rice. Yield: 6 servings

Boy Toys, Fuck Buddies And Boyfriends
Alright boys… let’s not be shy about this. I’ve fucked my fair share of men. Guys usually end up in one of three well defined categories: Boy Toy, Fuck Buddy, or Boyfriend. Just for fun I thought I’d go ahead and break out the categories for you… or at least how they are for me: Boy Toy: I’ll fuck you. I’ll rock your fucking world. In fact, boy toy sex is probably the hottest sex I have cause I don’t give a shit what you think of me. I’ll never let you know me. I don’t want to have more than idle chit chat with you between hot sex sessions. I don’t want to know about your girl drama, your mother, your job. I don’t give a fuck. Find something entertaining to discuss with me or get back to business. No cuddling. I won’t swallow. Fuck Buddy: This is a tweener between Boy Toy and Boy Friend. Sex is still hot but slightly more intimate than Boy Toy which makes things a little more heartfelt and a lot less “slap my ass while your doing that”. I’ll check in with you… you ca

Teenage Love
Teenage Love by LADii3 T Hinojosa Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You and You Believe Its True but When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore! ! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes add the bed divide the legs and Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs and I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style 69 So Just For Fun Or gettin paid everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven so stick it in Roses are nice Violets are fine I'll be the 6 if You'll be the 9

Woohoo I Got A Date!!!
YES!!!! Finally!!! I have been flirting with a girl I work with and she asked me to go to lunch with her tommorow.. I SOOOO hope things go well.. I ran into another girl I haven't seen for a while and she told me where she works and to come see her.. This could finaly be my luck turning.. I doubt it, but what the hell.. Maybe!!!

Only In A Fairy Tale
Only In A Fairy Tale by Crystal A. McKain Cinderella had her prince, Snow White was carried off into the sunset by her true love. Sleeping Beauty was awakened by a kiss from her Prince, And Jasmen married Alden. Robin Hood ended up with his true love Maiden Marian, And Simba shared eternity with Nala. In the end they all ended up with their true love's, And they all lived happily ever after. I sometimes dream that I was Cinderella or Snow White. I dream that someday my true love will come and sweep Me off my feet just like their princess swept them Off their feet. I dream of the man who would love me for me, The man who would believe in me and who would love Me until the end of eternity. But as another tear rolls down my cheeks I release That such a man can only live in a fairy tale and Not in reality

Breaking Up Is Hard To Do
I left my fiance a week ago today and it has been the hardest week of my life. I feel lost and confused but at the same time I know I made the right choice. I miss him like crazy. Do you ever get over the pain? I just don't know what to do now.

Nsfw Photos
Just wanted to let you know that I will be aggressively thinning out my NSFW photos, and may take them down completely. So ogle 'em while you can, 'cuz they'll be going away sometime in the next few days. :) And there won't be new photos anytime soon.

New Contest Best Bomber
Damn I thought wtf i bought so many blasts tonight i want to have a contest to see who is the best bomber 1st place a 1 month VIP 2nd a 3 day blast 3rd place a big pimp gift but i need at least 10 people to join < wink > wanna? If you do contact FTW Lost Goth Blessings Contesants red_hot_thongs~kingdom of wolves@ fubar chrisgrl41~LVE OF ABSENCE FROM K.O.W.~G-SPOTTER@ fubar LADY~TIGER~@ fubar ->~Princess~: ok ill take ou off then n/p ~Princess~: im sorry hun but due to some personal reasons i have to pull out of the contest........id love to be in it but i cant...........again im sorry

Any Ladies Like Coco???
Hey! Ladies,this is D!GG$ tryin to see wats good with the ladies on here.I have been on here for bout a week and I am looking for a Fubar Wifey. Not a real life girl,just a Fubar lady.Someone that I can chat wit and joke wit.I be on here for the points,but I'm not putting my Dick on here for friends and Fans.I just like the site for my own reasons and feel like if I can find one then thats great.If not then oh well,shit happens. If ur interested and feel like u can handle the challenge then let me know wats good.If not then I will just be on here like a fly on th wall chilling. If u see that i don't even have a crush on anybody for that sole reason that I haven't been moved by anyone on here and everybody already has somebody. So,U think u got wat it takes then Holla at Me and I will get at u.

My Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space..

Question Fer Yall?
I was wondering if any of you knew how to keep music playin les say when you go to someones page? I mean is thier any prefernce you can set up that when you go to someone page , thier music wont actually start playin unless you wantit too? I've notied more n more that some folks have two or 3 different songs a playin, n thier all loud. Then ya ya to look where to turn all the music off or just say the heck with it and back out of thier page.Alot of folks ask why dont people read the profiles more and thats why, they dont wanna listen to lots of other folks music. Oh and this anit bout no one person in specific, just a genral question.

My Only Other Love
so close to me your voice rings true in my eyes i see the reflection of your beautiful face as you close your eyes deeply breathe in the air and smile sweetly at me i know you are my one my forever love my only ever love i know you feel the same as you tousle my hair and hold me in your warm deep embrace as you laugh at my idiosyncrasies and you never make fun when i pretend all day when i never pray you judge me not but praise me well you love me so as i do you so close to me your voice rings true

Reflections Of A Fallen Angel
Reflections of a Fallen Angel . . . Placed high upon a pedestal And worshiped at the alter of your love Made sacred vows of forever before God and man As you promised me the stars in the heavens above. . .

I'm Custom Made
You know...If you are a woman of my caliber, sweetness is like a very pretty pair of 4" Christian Dior heels. They look FANTASTIC, but they are really a bitch to walk around in day in and day out. I had a genuine revelation that was 100% pure. I am tired of being a hard ass ALL THE TIME and it is okay to mix it up. If you have noticed on my page, It's game on again! I do like guns, I do LOVE the military, I DO hate liberals and I really am THAT badass! BUT I also love Coach, and Prada. I am MAC make ups muse, high heels......really high heels make me feel confident and sexy and perfume brings my soul to the surface. There is NOTHING wrong with it. I love HARD rock, I love fast loud music that I can have some really great sex to. So what? I don't wanna sell out. I wanna upgrade and that is the point of my final makeover. I won't apologize if I disappointed you. I am soft, tender and tearful at times. And I LOVE being me. My sister asked me this afternoon "If you had to de

To Quit This Life....
You quit this life Without saying goodbye Now for the rest of our lives We'll be wondering why?! Life is a gift That we should hold dear Dying unnaturally Brings more than tears Frustration and Anger Resentment and Pain All over an act Where nobody gains Whatever it was That drove your despair Must erase thoughts Of times once shared The blackness that smothered The love you spurned Could you not confide To one of us turn? Your courage misspent To do the deed Could have changed tomorrow Helped you succeed The sadness hangs heavy From those left behind Trying to figure out What went on in your mind You quit this life Without saying goodbye Now the rest of our lives We'll be wondering WHY? Warning Signs There is no single thing that makes someone suicidal but the following s

Almost Deleted Myself!
LOL..I seem to be one of the many on here that is having a problem with their online and uploading of pics status. I thought it was just me, thought maybe someone hacked into my account and screwed me, but apparently its a glitch they are working on. Sooo..lol..in case anyone wondered..:P I'm here and I have new pics so come see me! LOL Hugs and kisses!

Hmmm A Few Thoughts...cuz I Need To
I was laying here wondering whats up with alot of my friends and decided that I just was getting myself all upset for no reason. I have had alot going on in my head in the last few days...and as some of you have seen my status has read either sad or down...something to those words for awhile now. I just don't know why people can't take others at their word? why does it seem that there is really no one out there that a person can rely on? Why is it that every time I turn around someone else has issues and I can't just lay down my own problems at thier feet instead of them laying thier's down at my damn feet?? Talk about feeling alone alot of the time... AND still no one out there for me to bitch to, cry to, or any damn thing. It's sad that I have to get hugs online and there is no one around me to just want to hug me because they can... I guess I just don't get it. I lost alot of friendships over the years because I moved away and forward in life.....and yet some of these fr

Stressing Tonight...
Stressing tonight, Wondering why, asking Jesus to lighten up..Could my sins have been so bad that he would punish my child and knowing the answer as he died for my sins and still I ask again..Hating my thoughts and praying to Jesus to lighten the darkness that seems to surround my family at this time..My son is not doing so well it is as if I see him getting worse everyday and feeling so helpless not knowing what to do or how to do it..Looking for a kidney has become my life I cannot rest until I find one and hoping and praying that it works and that my son is strong enough to withstand a surgery of this extreme..He is getting weaker everyday..And then knowing that the doctors really dont know dont help much to ease my worry..I am freaking out here and my mind is going crazy..Please pray Jesus give me strenght to hold myself together as my son needs me strong....knightskitty

Sacred Wonders
Evening approaches as the young man sits and feels the nearing night. Many thoughts race through his mind. What will this night bring? Will it be filled with fear? He sits by the fire ponders what vision Great Spirit may have in store for him. As he looks around he notices that the sequoia shadows, cast from the firelight, resemble the ancient ones. A sense that he is surrounded comes over him, as if the eyes of the shadows were upon him. He reflects on his long walk to this Sacred land, and remembers what he has been told: "Feel the night, for it will speak to you of many things and brings wisdom." Lifting his eyes from the small fire, he is amazed at the beauty of Grandmother Moon. She is cloaked in orange, and seems so large this night. As he watches her rise from the east, he remembers his Grandfather telling him that greatness rises from there. He recalls the story of the creation, when Grandmother Spider wove the silver strands that connect all living things, and how he too

Typo's Can Be Deadly...
Good Morning. This is an old story but funny just the same. Well perhaps not funny to the Bank it happened to. One of Japan's top financial firms is struggling to limit enormous losses caused by one of its brokers. Mizuho Securities, the brokerage arm of Japan's second largest bank, says it will lose at least 220 million dollars because of a typing error. The advent of computerized share trading has opened up traditionally-exclusive stock markets, making them more accessible to ordinary investors and making the process of buying and selling shares much faster for professional brokers. Now Mizuho Securities in Japan has discovered that there's a down side to all this. Under instruction from one of its clients to sell a single share in a Japanese recruitment company at the market price of 610,000 yen, or around 5,000 dollars, one of its brokers made what may be the most expensive typing error in history. Instead the order went out to sell 610,000 shares, more than 40 times the total n

Oh Well
Just sittin here drinking by myself!! it's fun for awhile,lol anyone want to join me? trying to get my elkhunting pics up, but it's pissing me off,lmao.prolly to drunk to be doing this,lol drinking is fun and keeps me outta trouble well least if I do it at home and I can jam on my kinda music instead of Karaoke or jukebox music!! well better go need more beer and I'm starting to ramble,lol

Life
There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.

I Hate Me Life
i hate the face that i hate my life. i hate the fact that i cant find that one person i'm ment to be with. i hate the fact that my aunt passed aways amd isnt here to spend halloween and xmass with us i hate everything right now. i hate the face that my dad is where is and cant be here with me. i hate the fact that i dont really have anyone i can talk to right now that knows whats going on in my life. but one of the things i hate the most out of everything. is that everything is happening at the sametime. and that there hasnt really been time for it to hit me one thing at a time. i hate the fact that i hate everything and that nothing can go good for me. i hate the fact that i cant sleep because on all this. i just hate everything right now. i hate me life and that thers only a handful of ppl that know why and but most of all i hate the fact the their all to busy to talk to me and clam me down like old times. sorry to everyone that gets mad at me for this but i had to get it out. i'

Walls
WALLS I have built walls around my heart to protect it from pain, But it seams as though you found a crack in it, I took it as a sign that you meant no hurt, But in the end i was a fool blinded by your love. Your sweetness, your love, your soft voice was all a front, I've done everything you've ever asked, but, In the end the one thing that I asked of you, you deni me of. Well I've reach my end, the walls have been put back up. Only this time they are stronger then ever. And no matter how much you pull on my strings, I have cut all feelings off.

First Of All
First of all... Let me introduce myself, me. That's all there is to it, just me. How many I's I have been since the day I was born is hard to tell, how many I's I am right now... I don't know. I feel perplexed by my changing person although I feel I have stayed the same. Deep down, I have. Changing yet remaining the same. Hmmm, yeah. I have felt insane at many intervals, lost, angered and confused. For the longest time I thought I would always remain chaotic, unbalanced, unsure. Now? I somewhat have faith in me. I guess I could say that, faith, in myself. Who else can I believe in? Yes, I am my own god. The producer of my own fate. The barrier between me and the heaven's is really thin and only I decide if I make it up there or not. I've decided that GOD was only whom I created it to be, so why not choose myself? I have met angels. They told me the stories that went along with life. They showed my heart the goodness that it holds and showed me the way to believing

Spread The Stupidity
Spread the Stupidity Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara with their

International Talk Like A Pirate Day!
Pirate Day International Talk Like a Pirate Day (ITLAPD) is a parodic holiday invented in 1995 by John Baur ("Ol' Chumbucket") and Mark Summers ("Cap'n Slappy"), of the United States, who proclaimed September 19 each year as the day when everyone in the world should talk like a pirate. For example, an observer of this holiday would greet friends not with "Hello," but with "Ahoy, me hearty!" The date was selected because it was the birthday of Summers's ex-wife and consequently would be easy for him to remember.

You Are 76% Anglo-quebecois!
You are 76% anglo-quebecois! You can call yourself anglo-quebecois. You have a good understanding of the culture and have probably been around for awhile. There is always room for more work though.How anglo-quebecois are you?Make Your Own Quiz Actually I'm not Canadian at all.. but I do have some in me most nights. ;) :P

Sorry
wanted to say hi to those who notice. I haven't been on much. I hope everyone is good. i am trying to keep in touch, and hopefully i will have more time on in a bit. until then...best wishes. will talk to you soon

Life Works In Strange Ways
You know I have been reading alot about the Law Of Attraction and how u can have whatever you want just by thinking it. And it is really cool how it works. If you think happy thoughts and you think about all the things that you want in life, then it will come to you. If you think negative thoughts and dwell on things that are negative, you will bring more negative energy to you. When I first heard about this, I thought it was totally bogus. Then I tried it. Putting on paper what I wanted out of life, and what I wanted to achieve and then I told myself, "this is what I am going to do," and it worked! Everything started going right and I was the happiest that I had ever been. Then I started thinking about what if it was all taken away and being scared of losing what I worked so hard for. I brought alot of negative energy to me. Then things started to go down hill. But then I stop and think about a book that I read called 'The Secret' and it tells you about a rich man that used the La

Are You From Illinois?
You know you are from Illinois if...... Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highwaay "Vacation" means going to Six Flags. You measure distance in minutes. You know several people who have hit a deer. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You have had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" on the same day. You know what's supposed to be knee-high by the Fourth of July. Stores don't have sacks; they have bags. You see a car running in the parking lot at the store with no one in it, no matter what time of the year. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. For example: "Where's my coat at?" or "If you go to town I wanna go with." The festivals across the state are named after a fruit, vegetable, grain, flower or an animal. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked. You think of the major four food groups a

Tattoos
High there humans.I'm making a new page on my website HELLRAISER's LITTLE SISTERS of hot ladies with tatts. If you have some ink & a website send me a picture or pictures along with your banner & I'll add you to it. If you don't have a website or banner I'll link your picture to your Profile page. Sound cool? I'd appreciate it if you'd add my banner to your site. Stroke mine, I'll rub yours.Message me if your interested. I know alot of you gorgeous little sisters have tattoos because most of you are already on my site.Thanks humans.The Crazy Redhead From Hell,HELLRAISER.

Military Benifits
I did not compose this, but I agree with it. Being a military member, I am aware of differences in the civilian pay and military; although the gap has bridged in most cases. I do not complain, as I am a Volunteer in the only Volunteer Armed Forces in the World. No other Nation save smaller Nations can boast, or manage sheer size and complexity of so many Men and Women so willing, to give. I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviv

A Tree Stump Of Anxiety
my moms bf was supposed to show up today between 1 and 2 to remove this stump from her yard, and i was told last night to get the dirt knocked off for when he showed up so it woudl be easier bla bla[she told me a week ago but i didnt have a shovel to do it with] so i brough a shovel home last night from my aunts, figuring ill get up this morning and do it since i had worked all day cleaning out a garage coverd in catshit and it was already dark out. well instead of showing up at 1 or 2, he was here at 10 am and had the nerve to be like "didnt you mom tell you to knock the dirt off this?" im like wtf, i get told last night at 930pm that youll be here at 1. now i feel like an ass[and look like an ass for making a 65 year old guy whos having his knees replaced in a couple weeks do it] and am having anxiety because he showed up early. GAH.

Being Sick Sucks
I just want to know why it seems like since I moved out here to the country I get sick more often than I ever did in the city... I swear I have been more sick in the last 4 months than years combined in the city. Now... my whole body aches, I have a fever of 100.2, swollen glands... and no sick time at work... see this is why I hate starting new jobs... been here three months but no sick time... damn today sucks!

Mummers Outta Control
Sometimes I think mummers take those mumms so seriously and they get down right angry..... I seriously think this is how they look on the other side of the screen.... LOL wow people don't have a heart attack!!

Words Of Wisdom Learned Along The Way.....
I've learned the hard way that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always

It's On Now Bitch
i had a dream last night that i was in a romm in hooters in syracuse and i dont like hoots food. The romm was dark so it was hard to tell if i could see the waitsess was hot or not and i had beer too. wonder what all that means?

Little Update
Well, still sick and on my second round of antibiotics, hoping this new one works. Too soon to tell really as I have only been on it for 36 hours. The first set of antibiotics didn't do any good even after they doubled the dose. The steroids they have me on are making me feel like I am losing my mind and very ancy which is a common side effect I am told. Breathing is much easier with the steroids and breathing treatments but this pneumonia is being stubborn. Hopefully by the time I see the Dr. Friday there will be a significant change otherwise the next step is hospitalization. I miss everyone and will be back in full swing on here as soon as I am better. Hugs to all, Susie

Arr, Matey!
Today (the 19th of September) is International Talk Like A Pirate Day. So, happy International Talk Like A Pirate Day, everyone! Or should it be MERRY International Talk Like A Pirate Day? Anyhow, in celebration, I offer you this gem from the International Talk Like A Pirate Day website - the top ten pick-up lines for use on International Talk Like a Pirate Day: 10 . Avast, me proud beauty! Wanna know why my Roger is so Jolly? 9. Have ya ever met a man with a real yardarm? 8. Come on up and see me urchins. 7. Yes, that is a hornpipe in my pocket and I am happy to see you. 6. I'd love to drop anchor in your lagoon. 5. Pardon me, but would ya mind if I fired me cannon through your porthole? 4. How'd you like to scrape the barnacles off of me rudder? 3. Ya know, darlin’, I’m 97 percent chum free. 2. Well blow me down? And the number one pickup line for use on International Talk Like a Pirate Day is … 1. Prepare to be boarded. ------------------------

Blonde Sex Jokes
BLONDE SEX JOKES Q: What do you call a blonde with a dollar bill on her head? A: All you can eat under a buck. Q: Why is a blonde like a hardware store? A: They are both 10¢ a screw! Submitted by: Claude Wimberly Q: What is a blonde's favorite nursery rhyme? A: Humpme Dumpme! Submitted by: Ian R. Almond Q: What did the blonde's right leg say to the left leg? A: Nothing. They've never met. A: Between the two of us, we can make a lot of money. Q: What's the mating call of the blonde? A: "I'm *sooo* drunk!" Q: What is the mating call of the ugly blonde? A: (Screaming) "I said: I'm drunk!" Q: Why do blondes wear green lipstick? A: Because red means stop. Q: Why do blondes wear hoop earrings? A: They have to have some place to rest their ankles. Q: Why do blondes where big hoop earrings? A: To put their feet through. Q: What's a brunette's mating call? A: Has that blonde gone yet? A2: When is that blonde bitch going to leave!? A3:

Rude
ok so I kinda like fubar it is a fun way to make friends,but I have a small problem with it aswell. You know If I wanted rude or perverted comments I on my profile or my pics or in my mailbox. I would have said he I'm free for the taking but I can't stand that kinda stuff. Seriously if you are going to rate a profile read it maybe you will actually find something out about that person. Before I rate someones profile I like to read it to find out something about them. I grade it on whether the person seems kool and how the profile looks not on if they are hott. If your going to rate on hottness go to Hott or Not; not here. guys if you leave a comment at least be respectful about it, and ladies do the same. Not every girl/guy on here wants to hear you say oh i wanna do this to you i wanna do that specially if they are with someone. It only causes comflict. Sorry if I come across lame it just annoys the hell out of me.

Plans For Today:
Baking an apple pie. Almost completely from scratch. Store bought crust, but only because of lack of time. (did you buy line? Nah me neither) I had to call my Grammy to find out how many apples go in a pie... She gave me a bunch of tips too. Mom needs the oven so I'm not sure exactly what time I'll get to make my pie... but I can't wait. :) I also got stuff for apple and cherry crisps. That's going to wait until another day. And I got to work tonight. Of course. But not until 7, so I have plenty of time to bake, shower, change and any other various stuff around the house. I'm also eyeing the box of hair bye I bought a couple weeks ago. I think I might end up doing that too. XOXO

What A Kiss Means
What each kiss means Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. Advice... Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

My Fucking Rant On Assholes!!!!
oi...im SOOOO CONFUSED!!! oh yea, and men suck ass, since they are the reason behind my confusion...if u say ur gonna do somehing, do it! its not that fucking hard! u say u will call, then fucking call, dont say something if u dont fucking mean it!!! im sooo tired of all the bullshit going on...everyone with a dick just needs to leave me the fuck alone unless u can just be fucking truthful! OMFG! how hard is it to just say what ur thinking, or fucking tell the truth?! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!

How Come?
How come when a woman says she's horny it's hot to guys...........But when a guy says he's horny he's a nasty pig? BTW the Bouncer is a homo........I saw him in a Minn. bathroom giving handjobs for Fubarbucks

Horrorscope
My horroscopes are begining to tell the story of my life.....here's another example: Daily Horoscope: Cancer For September 19,2007 While everything seems to be fine on the surface, you may need to work on some personal issue that has been nagging at you lately. You've certainly got the right mindset for it now, so take all the time you need!

Hollowing Out My Brain Of You
Why are you still on my mind? Why do I still hear you call my name? Why can I still see your smile and hear your laugh? I thought that I would be over you by now. But I guess I was wrong I gave you everything I had. And I would have given you more. I wanted to be yours forever. But it's time I hollowed out my brain of you. Why do I still feel your touch as you brush my cheek and caress my lips? Why do I still hear "baby doll" all around me? You're presence both positive and negative are still suffocating me. Why can't I breathe? I thought this was going to be easier than this. But I guess I was wrong You were my everything And I now know I wasn't yours. I might have been at one time But your love for me faded as mine grew darker. I need to holllow out my brain of you. I still yearn to have you near me I need you by my side at night I shouldn't even cry anymore Why would you hurt me so? I can't be happy until you bleed I can't be happy until you

Ramblings Of The Criminally Insane
Dr. Laura (Grrrrrrr!!) is an overgrown PLACENTA. Seriously dude...she is a vomitous mass of social distortion. Here is an example of her elusive "common sense" matters of the mind: Husbands need sex, and it's a wife's job to provide it - as much as he wants, whenever he wants it. So contends Laura Schlessinger - better known as Dr. Laura, the ever-provocative radio-show shrink - in "The Proper Care and Feeding of Husbands." She further instructs women to "Get over yourself and under your husband. Make love no matter how YOU feel" If your husband is upset, it is because of something that YOU did. YOU are the bad wife. The Marriage failed because YOU didn't try hard enough. He hit you because YOU didn't do as he instructed. She is PRO-Slavery and Anti-Individuality and women should submit their every thought, movement and action to their husbands. Yet she is the most HYPOCRITICAL BOWEL MOVEMENT I have ever laid eyes on. Why am I having this beef with Dr. Laura you may ask?

Day To Day
Every day we go through trials and it's human nature to not forget. However, it's up to us not to judge one another for who they are today with what we've done in the past- For the past is what we have learned from to become what we are today!! Everyone makes mistakes and holding these things over someones head does not make "everything all better". It's like putting someone down to try to make yourself feel better. In the end all you do is invite negative energy into your heart and soul and make it dark. Enjoy the days you have with the positive energy by surrounding yourself in it. Life is too short! Enjoy it while you still have it!

Sex Jokes
Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What do a walrus and Tupperware have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What did the banana say to the vibrator? A. Why are you shaking she's going to eat me. What a woman says: This place is a mess! C'mon, You and I need to clean up, Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now! What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON YOU AND I blah, blah, blah blah, blah ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES, blah blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW!

Blogging
I have noticed a disheartening trend in the blogs being posted in the Kingdom....I know I am only a lowly mediator,but this will be a mediation on a grand scale.... I have seen hurt,anger,pride,back-biting and biting back....dissension,tension,and did I forget to mention...rumormongering,truth stretching,(that's my hubby's personal favorite)but I'm most concerned at the inability of people to realize that sometimes it pays to ask questions and not assume that you know more than you do...... I make personal,formal apology to First Lady Goth for the apparent misconception that the blasts last night were an attempt to cause dissension instead of the wonderful way of relieving grief by sharing with "family"...when our family assumes the worst and voices that thought how can people who don't know us know better???? I also make formal apology to all members who think I am out of line in voicing these things....however,I will not repent saying them... Lastly,having witnessed the

I Really Really Need Your Help?
OK... I AM GONNA KEEP POSTING THIS BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO DO A HAPPY HOUR. HEY! IT BENEFITS ALL OF US I NEED 100,000 COMMENTS IN ONLY 2 WEEKS. I KNOW IT'S ALOT, BUT LIKE I SAID...WE ALL BENEFIT FROM IT. PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS PICTURE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. THE TINY GLITCH IS PLEASE ADD/RATE/AND FAN MY DEAR FRIEND SEXYGIRLBLONDE BEFORE YOU COMMENT MY PIC. SHE'S A DOLL AND TRUELY KNOWS HOW TO REPAY LOVE. THANK YOU FOR WHATEVER YOU CAN DO FOR ME. WITH ALL THE FRIENDS I HAVE THIS SHOULD BE EASY.

Free Speech
Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. I have watched this video several times, did I miss something? when did asking hard questions become a crime. I have brothers and a father that served and fought for this Mans freedom to ask the hard questions,and it really makes me angry when someones right is stepped on. I don't beleive in censorship in any form, and the university and the security guards should be ashamed of the action that they took.And In my oppinion Mr Kerry should have been the loudest protester when he saw what was happening. This blog is not to anger anyone but I hope that it makes you think.

Certificate Of Complete Asshole!
Certificate Of Upgrade To COMPLETE ASSHOLE Is Awarded To: In recognition of your obnoxious attitude, ability to piss people off, complete asinine juvenile behavior, total dedication to personal gain without regard to the many hardships you have forced upon friends, family and other during your lifetime, you have become a legend in your own mind. To recognize your upgrade from half-assed to complete asshole gives all concerned great satisfaction. If anyone, for any reason, doubts your status… JUST BE YOURSELF! Effective date: ALL THE TIME Signed: ALL THOSE WHO COME IN CONTACT WITH YOU

Trojan Condom Modeling
Trojan Condom Company, Inc. 6969 Slippery Root Drive Droptrouser, NO 22269 RE: Condom Modeling Dear Sir: We regret to inform you that we have rejected your application to model and represent our product, Trojan Condoms. Although your general physical appearance is not displeasing, our board of directors feels that your wearing of our product in the advertisement does not portray a positive romantic image of our product. We did admire your efforts to firm it up by using Poly-Grip, but even then it slipped off before we could get the photographs taken. We would like to note, however, that yours is the first we’ve seen that looked like a bicycle grip. We appreciate your interest and thank you for your time. We will retain your application for future consideration, if by chance we decide there is a market for Micro-Mini Condoms. We send greetings to your wife and/or girlfriend along with our deepest sympathies. Yours very truly, Burly Dick, President Note

Higher Mind
Don't mistake my works for love poems or words of sorrow Make no assumptions that I am making promises of tomorrow Never listen to the line of grapes rumoring that what I wrote was drama Stay in anticipation of the message because it aint about mama Assume not that you must read between the lines You may turn the opposite direction if you read the wrong signs I find it unnecessary to paint with words of heartache I wont jot down the names of whos made my heart break Never am I inclined to share stories of feeling suicidal And you wont hear of my fallen heroes or current idol I wont share my horrors or nightmares or dreams Because even in the real world nothing is what it seems I wont speak of my heritage or the land I call home Or my candy apple Cadi pimped out with chrome This artist doesnt speak on political views or oppression Nor does this creator compose lines of angst or aggression There will be no production of meadows, butterflies

Quiz/survey
1. Who are you? 2. Relation to me? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do/Did you talk to me a lot? 5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 6. Describe me in one word. 7. What was your first impression? 8. Do you still think that way about me now? 9. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. Whats one thing that we had and was only ours? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Coolest memory of/with me? 15. What were you doing b4 this?/What are you doing after?

Hmm...ignorance...its A Doooooozy!
Ok so Ive been a member of fubar for a while but just today I finally figured out how to work most of it. I am hoping to have a better outcome with fubar than I did with myspace. It is so hard to meet respectable, non-ignorant people these days and I must say that it gets rather tiring dealing with the drama that revolves around them. I am speaking of people who look at what I do for a living as a bad thing. Personally I dont find anything wrong with stripping but bellydancing is nothing like stripping. My clothes stay on.....at all times. So when I hear things or read things in the newspaper that say "I cant believe people would bring their children to see strippers" it absolutely irritates me. I believe what I do is an art. Yes, it is in some ways erotic, but it is also very classy if you are good at what you do. I guess I need to get out there more and show more people about the dance, maybe then they wont be so judgmental.

Ice (in Case Of Emergency)
We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this "ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which number to call. He therefo

Dont Come To My Page And ....
put your music on my page. In case you haven't noticed, I already have put music that I like on my page. And when you put your music up, you make the stuff I like sound like shit. put your music as a comment to a picture. OK some of these I leave up. But for those of you that go to every fucking picture and drop the same song AND don't even rate the pic or leave a little comment along with your music -- HELL NO. You really got things fuck up. and post a link to your dumb ass contest you are in. First of all, I must not even know you and/or like you or I would have reposted your bulletin. Secondly, what makes you think the people that come to my page want to vote for you anyway? I will add more as I think of it. DON'T FORGET THE RATE THIS BLOG! THANKS SO MUCH!

Ty,glenn
her soul lies sweetly in the essence of eternity never seeing, always a question i see her where i once was, and vow to aid in her quest of knowledge ...Glenn =============================== The Yearning her smile lighten`s the aura of the rose that weeps...one watches from above..ever within the soul..the memory shall always remain with yearning...and the lovely sweet poison will forever endure ============================================== 4 Sharlene she battles the terrors within...to fight the past, and gaining the the embrace of love...the memories will always remain..and the man of ink stands close to her heart...when the day is done,the solution shall ever be the ember of the smile -------------------------------------------------------- the pain that i feel in you will forever open my eyes...i search for the door to the limitless walls surrounding your heart...the key lies within,the light shines with hope...the question`s answer forever shadows your soul

Today Suxxxx
today i took my dog to my aunts untill i get my own place n the worst thing happened! she got ran over i loved her so much! i just lost my bf n bb (the dog) was my only companion. the past few weeks have been horriable! but thanx for takin the time to read this!

Total Blank Canvas
Wow i finally hit my crossroad after doing tags for the last 3 years I have finally come up blank :( I want to do something totally different instead of same things & i have hit every mood I was in LOL Only thing I haven't done was cutesy :-s Not really wanting to do that.... If any of you have ideas let me know I'm open to anything as long as its not porn ( you know who you are ) LOL ok done ranting now, am off to do something with my garv pics :D

Racing To The Green
Ok everyone here we go...this great man has helped a many people out and is a very good bomber as well as a very loyal friend so how about showing him some love and stop by his contest and help him out with rates and comments...he is always willing to help the next person out...who knows the next one could be you...click on his link below......................................... this brought to u by the one and only......... HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)@ fubar (repost of original by 'HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)' on '2007-09-19 16:14:27')

God This Sucks!!!
Well I lost the most wonderful guy in the world yesterday :( He's been my best guy friend in the world for going on a year & now we don't even talk that much, let alone spend time together it will be VERY hard to get over him & I honestly don't know if I will be able to...BUT he wants someone else & he says that is what will make him happy to see what happens between them so what can I really do ya know...It tears me up inside & he says he is sorry for hurting me but yet he let me go without us even getting to have much of a chance together...Life is so unfair right now been through more in the past month & a half then my entire life & now I have to deal with this on top of everything else...I just wanted to make him happy & I know I could have but he won't even give me that one fair chance like he said he would grrrr...I am VERY upset about it & he says he doesn't know why I can't just understand the way he is & that he wants to be with this person I do understand wanting to be with s

My Shows
OK I KNOW THIS IS SAD BUT I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW SEASONS TO START NEXT WEEK I'M SICK OF WATCHING RERUNS ALREADY. CSI CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT TO START NEXT WEEK ALONG WITH GREY'S AND GHOST WHISPER SMALLVILLE AND SUPER NATURAL. OK OK I'M HUGE TV BUFF AND THESE ARE ONLY FEW OF WHAT I WATCH. ALSO LOVE WATCHING A & E ALL THE TRUE CRIME STORIES. WHICH SHOWS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO WATCH?

This Is Fuct.
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a sport? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..Dont turn your back on us, we are defenselessI know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death?What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. Please help me and my friends... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you canto repost this. Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.Thank you!!!!hit reply to sender and copy it from th

There R Real Men Left
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

Faded And Forgotten
Buried at PhotoCasket.com I stepped around the corner and there he was, standing where I expected no one to be, so I was startled and I stumbled, and I fell to my knees. How ridiculous I felt, acting like a frightened child. I shook my head at my foolishness and looked up to see... The way his hair fell about his face, one eyebrow raised, surveying my predicament with amusement and delight. I was charmed, disarmed and maybe a little bit in love. He stretched out his hand to pull me up, it felt cool and strong, he kept on pulling until, I was pressed tightly to him. He bent me backwards and, turned me roughly to the side, his kisses were desperate and hungry, as if he were a starving man and I was a great and fancy feast. Pleasure jolted through me like electricity, then began to build in waves. Slowly I became alive, surely I had not been before. Compared to this moment, my entire life was no more than a pale dream. T

This Downrater Went To Far!!!
Tee@ fubar The above person went to far. Yesterday one of the sweetest ladies on fubar burried her daugher.A R.I.P. picture was made and we have been trying very hard to help her through a difficult time.I saw that she had updated her status to upset and asked her what was wrong.She said that the above lady had downrated her Daughter's R.I.P. picture. She told the lady what she had done in case it was a mistake...and was called an ASS!!! ladymoose760 is anything but. She is a Mother...a foster Mother and a hero. When her daughter was no longer able to care for her children...this women stepped up and is now parenting her grandchildren.Her daughter JUST died and she burried her yesterday. Please...let's all ralley around this lady and show her what a wonderful place fubar can be. The person on top is the one that downrated...normally,I don't care...but this women went TO FAR!! My vote is that we all downrate her and block her...after telling her why we are. Then...let's

My Rescue
Buried at PhotoCasket.com My warm blood drained from my body, as he sunk his teeth into my flesh. I felt so alive, as if I could fly. A full moon shone brightly into his deep dark eyes. A drop of blood dripped from his lips, and he smiled at me gently as life surged through me. He rescued me from hell and lead me through the portal to heaven.

Today's Horoscope
Today's horoscope made sense to me today..so I figured I would share it... Try not to worry too much about how people will respond to your ideas today -- the positive energy might almost be overwhelming! It's a great day to suggest new directions in business or love.

New Update
some good news today. his white cells are dropping. the antibiotics are working but he's still a long way from coming home. they're gonna start working with him to get him off the ventilator. they said the next week is gonna be rough.

Lovers (a Story)
Buried at PhotoCasket.com I watch him from my window. Watch him take the life from a pale body, now laying on the ground. Blood slowly seeping from the fresh new holes in his neck. I should be scared, but I'm not. I should hate this evil creature, but I love him. I climb down the pipe, unknowing to the vampire in a trance. "Satisfaction can be had tonight, Christian!" He quickly turned to face me. Blood caked on his lips. "Every night, you come, you feed under my window. And every night I watch you." I walk closer and closer, until our eyes meet. He says to me, "I watch you too, I follow you as you walk home." He's been watching me, but does he consider me prey or a companion? I could be both, first a delectable, delicious prey, then a pale dead companion. "What do you watch me for, Willow?" He knows my name! "You take your victims with such passion. You deliver them into death without them even knowing. I hope when my time comes, that you do the same!" He ci

Do You , Have You Ever Felt Like You May Of Met The Love Of Your Love To Late In Life?
What I mean is you both cross paths and yet one is leaving this world and your here to stay. Maybe things could of been different if God would of shown this to be .But God took me down another path and lead me to see , that life is to be so full and lovingly with another now; In my fore site and holding my hand as I watch the one who is to die and know im just hurting all inside . Im lost and confused now but God knows ,Im to live on to give the word ,God had shown me.Im to be a servant unto thee Lord and follow my love ; new found here for now own. yet im morning and can,t seem to understand why God seemed to have blessed me and left my friend to be dying helplessly. But it is God,s will not mine and I do not question why > help us all O Lord now in the mist of the hour. hugs diana

There Is A Guy
there is a guy who makes me smile there is a guy who i enjoy talking to every morning there is a guy who i shall not name but he is the one that i think about because we can not be with eachother there is a guy who i think is sweet and sexy there is a guy who i care about and just want him to be happy there is a guy and he knows who he is (hopefully) there is a guy can you figure out who he is?

I Want
i wanna give myself completely to someone. But i believe the man i want doesnt exist. He would have to be dominant, but patient. Aggressive, but not pushy. Be passionate, but not pervy. He would have to be charming, seductive and have no problems making me feel beautiful, wanted, and special. I wanna be submissive, but not quite into hardcore bdsm. maybe someday

Yep! I Passed It On.
Yep! I passed it on... I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish ... enough is Too much! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration.?? It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written? . The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even?close. Sorry if this offends anyone . but this is my country. Let me make this perfectly clear! THIS IS MY COUNTRY! And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor!?? Get a place to lay your head! Get a job! Live by OUR rules! Pay YOUR taxes! And LEARN? THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME S

An Open Letter To The Hollywood Bunch
An Open Letter To The Hollywood Bunch 02/24/03 Snopes checked: http://www.snopes.com/politics/soapbox/daniels01.asp From Charlie Daniels Web Site: http://www.charliedaniels.com/soapbox-2003-022403.htm Ok let’s just say for a moment you bunch of pampered, overpaid, unrealistic children had your way and the U.S.A. didn’t go into Iraq. Let’s say that you really get your way and we destroy all our nuclear weapons and stick daisies in our gun barrels and sit around with some white wine and cheese and pat ourselves on the back, so proud of what we’ve done for world peace. Let’s say that we cut the military budget to just enough to keep the National Guard on hand to help out with floods and fires. Let’s say that we close down our military bases all over the world and bring the troops home, increase our foreign aid and drop all the trade sanctions against everybody. I suppose that in your fantasy world this would create a utopian world where everybody wou

Nothing Else Matters
by Metallica. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say, And nothing else matters. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. So close, no matter how far, Couldn't be much more from the heart, Forever trusting who we are, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they do, Never cared for what they know, But I know. Never opened myself this way, Life is ours, we live it our way, All these words I don't just say. Trust I seek and I find in you, Every day for us, something new, Open mind for a different view, And nothing else matters. Never cared for what they say, Never cared for g

~ Life Can Be Like A Novel ~
Like can be like a novel That makes me believe I want to know know everything about you Take me there, to your secret place There’s a place in your heart Where nobody’s been Things nobody knows Is it worth the risk? Should I let you in? Should I let you in, into my far from perfect place Should I let you see where I keep my secrets safe I wonder if you realize I’ve been waiting for a chance to let you in Can you see it in my eyes? Can you feel it in my touch? Can you hear me calling out to you in fear Every little whisper in the dark fades I never meant to be so cold Are you really the one? I recognize the way you make me feel Just tell how we got this far The whole world fades away As you wrap your arms around me The gentle beating of your heat As I lay upon your chest The kisses you leave on my forehead Melt me from within I can’t turn the pages fast enough To get to the end For this is one novel I don’t want to end! By Jaynie

Stinking Sexually Frustrated.....
I have been so freaking overworked lately that I've only had ONE orgasm in nearly a month. For me that is entirely unheard of. I'm used to at LEAST 3-5 per day. (Yes, I have a problem..which I willingly embrace). So finally, I get to go to work tomorrow (thursday) and play for an audience (my favorite turn on is being watched).. I'm so psyched, I'm having a party already in my head...ROCKIN!!!!

Because...
Because I am a picture on your screen, does that mean I have no feelings? Because I like to flirt, does that mean I am a cyber whore? Because I spend most of my free time here, does that mean I don't want a real life? I am a real living breathing person with feeling that can be hurt, with a heart that can be broken, with hopes and dreams that can be shattered.

Thank You
You really get to know who is your real friends here and who loves you too (Shay, am I talking about you?) and who are just here for numbers and ratings. Today for the fun of it I put down XXXXX to level up and at least four dearest friends (Shay, you are the best sweetie) started bombing me and I didn't ask anyone to do this. This only shows that there is love here on FUBAR and I really appreciate being a part of it. Let's make FUBAR the talk of the web by making it far better than all other social site on the web. Keep on loving my friends. Stay safe and God bless everyone here on FUBAR.

Finals
Today was the last day of classes and of course I had finals. This morning I had my finals for Surgery and Anesthesia. I was deathly afraid of these classes. All I ever heard were horrible stories. These are very hard classes to pass. I ended up getting a B on my Surgery final! And an A on my Anesthesia final!!! YAY!! :-) I am so excited. I was almost thinking I may have to take these classes over. Whew! I also had a final in my Zoonosis & Occupational Hazards class today. I got 1 wrong on the final and walked out with a 102% for a final grade in the class!! :-) I am ecstatic today! 6 more months and I will graduate. But the toughest part is yet to come...

11/19
well im back on the boat again so please know all on my friends list the boats at wkn have wireless through cingular however i have to have a good signal to be able to connect i will comment back to those who talk to me soon as i can. on here we work 6 hours on 6 hours off and i will be here for 28 days ... tc all of you... seph

This Is Realy Sad... No Mom Should Be Like This.
This happened over the week end I was at a bmx track training doing a clinic and we heard all kinds of fire trucks and stuff and seen a state trooper go by us it turns out in the city that I was at in Haltom city about maybe 15 or 20 mins from where I live here in bedford. A mom put her 3 girls in a closet of the house ages 3,5,and 7 and put gas on them and let them on fire the mom is bipolar and didnt take the meds that day and things were not good she tried to set the house on fire with the girls in there 2 are still in the hospital and from what the news is saying there 3 yr old died now the mom is up on murder charges and she mite not even realy realize what all she has done and whats in her future. il try and post a new copy of this its hard to think that a mom can do this to her children but then again its hard to think that to be some where soo close but yet soo helpless in what has happened. children are there to be loved and cherished not mistreated and molested . I

Saturday Nite @ Itz
Words for Saturday If I were to try and describe Saturday night, these would be the words I would use: showered, shaved (wide smile), clean, 'goodies', Vodka, cherry, dancing, pictures, sweaty, 'glistening', tipsy, wobbly, Waffle House, Numbers, Makeout, home, sharing, 'reliable', friendship, blanket, and couch. I would like to thank: Sondra and all the US Army guys @ ITZ, the car dealership guy where I bought my car, Lloyd, the makers of Vodka, and who ever first came up with Sprite Grenadine and vodka together! Saturday was the SHIT! YEA! always remember, girls/women do not get pastered, hammered or anything like that. we get... 'tipsy' off free drink from showcasing the 'goodies', we dance, we dont 'sweat' we 'glisten' and the drunkest we get is... a lil bit drunk.

For My Baby
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. - Sheelagh Lennon -

How I Feel, I Love You Baby!
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta

Mommas Lookin
MEET MOMMA SHES A SWEET GENTLE PERSON WHOS LOOKING FOR SOME ONE TO LOVE HER THE WAY SHE NEEDS TO BE LOVED AND THE WAY SHE DESERVES TO BE I HAVE SEEN HER SUFFER THROUGH MANY HEART BREAKS AND SHE DOESNT DESERVE IT IF YOU GIVE HER THE TIME SHE'LL SHOW YOU HOW MUCH SHE CAN LOVE THAT RIGHT PERSON SHE DOESNT NEED A GUY THATS GONNA TELL HER WHAT HE THINKS SHE WANTS TO HEAR SHE NEEDS A GUY THATS GONNA TELL HER WHAT SHE WANTS TO HEAR AND MEAN IT THERE ARE SO MANY FAKE GUYS AROUND THAT ARE ONLY AFTER ONE THING YOU GUYS DONT NEED TO BOTHER WASTING YOUR TIME CAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL GET TURNED AWAY AND THE PLAYERS AND I KNOW THERES ALOT OF YOU DONT BOTHER WASTING YOUR TIME EITHER AND SHES GOOD SHE CAN PICK YOU OUT OF A CROWD SO DONT THINK YOU CAN FOOL HER COME TO HER PAGE CLICK HER PIC BELOW TO GET IN CONTACT WITH HER OR GO TO HER LOUNGE BBW WORLD BAHAMAMOMMA~ BBW WORLD OWNER ~MANAGER TO I. S / D. L. LOUNGES~STALKER TO DJ TIGGER@ fubar

Another One For Jli
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. - Meghan -

I Come Again
She's looking into my eyes in the mirror as her hands smooth out my panties again. First she spreads the fabric out the fabric over my pussy. Then she reaches her right hand down between my legs, slowly bringing it back up, one finger applying more pressure between my lips, tracing upwards over my clit. I close my eyes and let out a slight moan. S presses down between my legs again, harder this time, than lightly brings her finger back up. Her left hand reaches up to cradle my right breast,pulling my body back against her breasts. I reach back, slide my hands up her legs, going up under her dress until I have her firm round buttocks in my hands. I pull her crotch tight up against my bare buttocks. She releases me and takes a soft cotton night shirt she had brought over off the chair. She spreads it on the ground at her feet. Next she pulls her cotton dress off over her head and spreads this on the floor.She has no bra on. She doesn't need one. Her breasts are smaller than mine and

My Love
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

No! I Won't Unlock Them.
For all of the morons that can't seem to SEE this ANYWHERE.... Last place I can put it. This will be reposted any time it falls off my profile page. DO NOT ask me to unlock anything or to see my private pics or to be added to my family. IT DOES NOT work that way. GET OVER IT! Sin

Updated For Everyone
Well everyone can we say a lesson learned I do know that I was taking this relationship w michele a bit fast considering she got out of her relationship 2 months back and yes I did say say i have cared about her for 5 months yes she a fucking brat and yes in the heat of the moment you say shit you dont mean and think stuff you shouldnt so what we need to work on is the communcation yes fuck face this means you and if you dont agree I will tell them your real name so cheers to that and thank you to everyone who emailed or instant messaged me and spoke w me all day Hugs to all and ty again

Ain't Love Grand
They say when you enter into a relationship you give up certain things. I've apparently given up wearing panties, and most days that end in "Y", a bra too. Well, it was a compromise of sorts. I gave up "proper" undergarments in exchange for corsets and thongs. I've already got some great bruises from the corset so it was a decent trade. If my computer chair were sentient I'm sure it would be scarred for life from all the masturbating I've done on it. I'm sure at some point the sheets on the bed are just going to remove themselves in disgust. I'm not supposed to be talking to strange boys, but frankly, this is the internet, all boys are a little strange. But in return I get somebody who is absolutely wild about me and indulges my selfish whims 24/7. Now if I could just get him to move closer, I know the neighbors would hate us, but the local adult shops would know us on sight.

1 Year
WE HAVE MADE IT ONE YEAR ON THIS SITE! AND WE HAVE A STORY TO GO WITH IT TOO. RavinJuggalo ~Juggalo Mafia~@ fubar ~Skitz~@ fubar Heres just a little of our Story! Thanx to Every1 who has been a friend to us throughout this year on Fubar.

Downraters Read Please!
RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thubms down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and in rl... th

Im A Virgo
VIRGO * -- Dominant in relationships. -- Sexy. -- someone loves them right now. -- FreakY in bed. -- Best in bed. -- Always wants the last word. -- Caring. -- Smart. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loyal. -- Easy to talk to. -- Hard to forget

Blowjob Etiquette For Men - Kindly Written By A Woman
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don’t care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone’s face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON’T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don’t care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does Not mean that it’s “hummer week” - get it through your head - I’m bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don’t feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can’t have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - “Blue Balls” might have worked on high school girls - if you’re that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don’t tell me I’ve jus

A Good Chuckle
A young husband comes home one night, and his wife throws her arms around his neck: "Darling, I have great news: I'm a month overdue. I think we're going to have a baby! The doctor gave me a test today, but until we find out for sure, we can't tell anybody." The next day, a guy from the electric company rings the doorbell, because the young couple hasn't paid their last bill: "Are you Mrs. Smith? You're a month overdue, you know!" "How do YOU know?" stammers the young woman. "Well, ma'am, it's in our files!" says the man from the electric company. "What are you saying? It's in your files?????" "Absolutely." "Well, let me talk to my husband about this tonight." That night, she tells her husband about the visit, and he, mad as a bull, rushes to the electric company offices the first thing the next morning. "What's going on here? You have it on file that my wife is a month overdue? What business is that of yours?" the husband shouts. "Just calm down,

To My Male Friends :)
You've been slapped on the ass. Pass this on to who want to slap on the ass and the one who sent it. If you get 1-3 back then your Hot. 4-6 ur sexy..... 7-12 your ass is mine..... Start slapping

Perverts!!!
I like messing with perverts. If one randomly invades your shoutbox unprovoked...give me a copy of the conversation and his link....I can have fun ->Uneedatowe...: ever have a long hard cock rammed up your pooper? Quite an experience, I must say ->Uneedatowe...: you'd like it. Ever try it? ->Uneedatowe...: yeah...but I'd like to cornhole you. Stick it in your ass and make you scream my name Uneedatowe...: and you're a dude ->Uneedatowe...: I'll raise my voice ->Uneedatowe...: you can pretend I'm a girl ->Uneedatowe...: but you are hot Uneedatowe...: lets see.......you're a dude.......so that's a no ->Uneedatowe...: do you show off? ->Uneedatowe...: you are incredibly sexy

Well...
I just got the whole "Let's just be friends, I don't want a relationship right now" speech. This is after him telling me in the beginning that's what he wanted. Damn why do they think I'm freakin stupid? All I want is for people to be honest and upfront with me. I'm a big girl I can take it. I'm not made of glass. I've been through so much crap in my life that something that simple won't break me. Why can't they get that? I'm an open and honest person. I don't hide that I talk to a few different people but if I'm interested in one I focus my attention on that one. Good Morning to me I guess. lol Ok I'm gonna be gone for a bit this morning. Not in the best emotional state to be on right now. Because all that was what I woke up to this morning. I'm not a morning person. Have a good day. Be back in a little bit. Oh and could I get some love while I'm gone please? I need it lately. :-(

Will It Hurt
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&i=3915487982 HI I'AM IN THIS CONTEST TRYEN TO CATCH UP I NEED A LOT OF YOU AT ONCE TO COME IN AND HELP ME PLEASE!! IF YOU CAN NOT GET IT THREW HERE GO TO MY PROFILE CLICK ON MY FUBAR BAG COMMENT AWAY I'M BEGGEN FOR SUM HELP PLEASE!!!!!

Getting The Police To Respond Quicker
HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE. George Phillips of Meridian, Mississippi was going up to bed when his Wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "No" Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should Simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people Stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them." Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars r

Cant Believe This
I TOLD himI wanted to be with him, that was the reason I contacted him in the first place. I will love him always. But I am not putting upwith his bs. Its stupid. He said I could come back,why would I? The way he treated me, always so distant. It was unbearable to be there and to go a day or so, without him even glancing at me. It was stupid of me to think we had a chance. I DO NOT think I am perfect,far from it. Anyway ,went to the music hall the other day, it was fun , except randall starts flaunting his gf in front of me, which made me mad. I dont need people doing that, especially when I am single right now.

Soul Mate, Not What U Think
How can people expect to find their sould mate, if they are living a lie with the people that really matter! Too many poeople rush in to relationships w/out knowing, who or what they are first! True, not everyone needs to know the real u, but the person u plan on spending the rest of u'r life w/does! If u have deep dark secrets from u'r past those need to be resolved if they can affect u'r relationship. I realize this site is probably not the place for this particular thinking, but it's my blog and I'll write what I want! But this particular thought doesn't me that u have to be monogamous either! It's all about what u and u'r partner are in accord with. Every relationship is unique, u have to find what makes u really happy! If u're misrable what's the point? There are people out there just don't be in such a damn hurry!

How Much Love It Told
you tell me you love me and i say i love you i wish you could see theirs nothing i wouldn't do in any way i can i want to help you i'd like to take your hand and forever say i do with you i'll grow old eternity will come to soon you keep me from being cold just like a perfect tune the love that we share it's a beautiful thing unbeleiveable how much i care makes me want to sing written by: William P.

Daily Dose Of Depression
have you ever felt so alone here in the darkness and rain it sends chills clear to the bone nothing seems to releive the pain i feel like i've been trampled and kicked this seems to forever hurt my heart my wounds will never be licked told i am dumb no chance of being smart i really feel like a stupid boy everything seems to be out of control i am a broken cheap toy a stone on as downhill roll i hate the feeling of sadness and the torment and sorrow my world is filled with madness what's in store for tomorrow written by. William P.

Yep Not For Minors
I slide my fingers deep inside your body starts to shake the eroctic excstasy makes me high your pleasure is mine to make thoughts of being inside you sends my hopes a soar i think you have no clue how i want to make you scream for more my tongue slowly caresses your body search for your warm and delicious spot my thoughts seem so naughty my tempature is risen cause i feel so damn hot my cock slides between your lips while i am making you so wet you slowly start to arch up your hips and we both beging to sweat you suddenly scream my name my heart fills with joy your life will never be the same because now you don't need a toy written by william p.

Funny.
Three white guys went to a bar. Had a few Buds n stuff, then they saw a black man sittin' nearby. One asked him:"Ey, u kno why ur soles r white?" "No, tell me, why?" "Cuz u were standing when god painted u." Then white guys laugh a bit, have a few more Buds. Then they get at the black man again. "Okay, so u have white soles, but u kno why u have white palms?" "No, tell me, why?" "Cuz when God painted u, u placed ur hands against the wall." They laugh again n have a few more shots. Then the black man asks them:" But u white boys kno, why ur anus is black?" "Nope, tell us, why ?" "Cuz when I screwed ya, the paint was still fresh."

The Jena 6?
Rev. Al Sharpton is a piece of shit. I dont care about his race or what he's fucking standing for. He wants all blacks to get away with anything they can. The Jena 6 (6 black kids) beat a white kid to where his face was swollen and bloodied along with he was knocked unconsious and to Sharpton, thinks they should get away with it. I dont care what color these kids are. They need to be made paid for the attempted murder chargest that were first brought upon them. Instead, the damned charges were reduced to battery for all but one of them 6. Yeah, this white kid who was beaten can say it was a racial thing, but if he did, we whites would get even more of the shit end of the deal. But hell, if 6 white kids would beat some black kid, it would be a total racist situation. I hate all races after reading all this bullshit and especially Sharpton because he's filled with bullshit up the brim. Hate my opinion or not, I couldnt give a FUCK! Im not racist but if you wanna take it li

Pisces: What About You?
There's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! SAGGITTARIUS * -- Spontaneous. -- Horny. -- Freak in Bed. -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great when found. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- The one -- So much love to give -- Not one to mess wit -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- Amazing n Bed..!!! -- Did I say Amazing in Bed? LEO * -- Great talker. -- Sexy and passionate. -- Laid back. -- Knows how to have fun. -- Is really good at sex! and i mean REALLY GOOD! more like great -- Great kisser. -- Unpredictable. fo real -- Outgoing. -- Down to earth. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- Talkative. -- Not one to mess with. -- Rare to

For Now
ANOTHER WAVE HAS PASSED AND I'M STILL HERE I SUPPOSE I'M SUPPOSE TO BE GLAD. BUT RIGHT NOW I CAN'T FIND A SOURCE OF JOY RIGHT NOW I'M JUST PLAIN SAD. I WANT TO CRY MY HEART OUT BUT MY WATER BILL MUST BE IN ARREARS, BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW DEEP MY MISERY, I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND ANY TEARS... MY SPIRIT'S FLAT MY SOUL WRUNG OUT ALL JOY IN MY LIFE IS LONG GONE. I CAN VAGUELY REMEMBER LAUGHING, BUT RIGHT NOW MY "JOY FACTOR" IS NONE. IF I HAD A KNIFE I'D HAVE USED IT AT THE PEAK OF MY DESPAIR. SO I GUESS I'M JUST PLAIN LUCKY, THAT THE INSTRUMENT WASN'T THERE. FOR NOW MY LIFE WILL GO ON WHATEVER IT MAY LACK BUT I KNOW WHEN I LEAST EXPECT IT...... THE DARKNESS WILL COME BACK.

Find Me On My Space!!!
Any one of my friends that wishes to find me on My Space that is probably where Ill be from now on. After the feedback I just sent out I will most lietly be banned from Fu. Not worried. Look under search for CSoulDr or you may find me on Yahoo @ one_christine_3. Love y'all C~

Hoodrats....
Ok does it makes any since that females won't drop shit...For instance it has been two years since me and my ex bestfriend got into the fight that made us not friends...i dropped it and let it go cause i didn't want the drama...After 2 years she is going to come out of the wood work and start talking shit...Like you should tell you mom and dad what you do...B!tch please my mom knows me i am her child, and my mom will be the first person to tell anyone i am not an angel....Big deal i party my mother knows that i am not a child!why must girls bring shit up from the past...why can't they just keep their mouths shut...i would love to help them shut it but that involves a curb and their mouth on it...

7 Years Later.. I Still Miss You.
You're like that star 20 million miles away.. a gentle light that shines in my night sky.. I once stood so close to you, I was blind to the fury with which you burned.. I never understood that even the brightest stars burn out and fade away. Here and now, wrapped in the arms of the dark, I find myself wishing for your warmth and light. I've walked a thousand steps since the last time your eyes met mine. One million tears and a lifetime ago my world stopped. I still watch for you, waiting for the day I can see your face light up with laughter. I know it won't be here, not in this world, but a heart can hope. My throat burns with these unshed tears.. I don't understand how there can be any left. I dream of your eyes smiling at me from across the room and I know it's only a memory from long ago.. I feel as though I've spent a lifetime looking at death but until I looked at your headstone I'd never felt it in my head, in my heart. I don't know.. I just know that this

R.i.p. Dennis Britton
ok so my father in laws furnal is today. im still having a hard time with it all. the annouced his cause of death yesterday. he slipped in to a diabetic coma while he was sleeping and stopped breathing. time of death was calculated at 4:30A.M. this is gonna be so hard. one of many reason is because my sons father will be there, and i am terrified what is gonna happen. i havent seen this man since my son was 18 months old. myson is now 5. so its gonna be hard. and if you know my sistuation with him, youll understand why i am scared to see him.

I Knew (poem)
Yeah I knew this day would come, the day we say goodbye. I knew you would tell me you found someone else. I knew you weren't mine. I knew I deserved more but I took what I could get. I blindly took a hold of you desperate to feel loved, wanted, and needed. I knew it wouldn't last, but I gave you everything my mind and body. I knew this wouldn't become any more than what it was, and what it was, was nothing. I knew that .I settled and I knew that. Yeah I knew this day would come, but I didn't’t know it would hurt so much.

Your Word Is All You Got
The one thing we can all say is "that in life all you have is your word....." You should be true to your word...Say what you mean, and make sure your actions are the same as your words.... I get so fustrated when someone say's....one thing and then they do just what they said they wasn't going to do or what they are not intrested in..... I have one thing to say to all my friends and family...In real life and my Internet friends....Don't PLAY me....I am the only Player in my life right now..... Its one thing to expect to not belive everything people tell you on the internet...But in real life, you should be able to belive that people mean what they say....or they are going to do what they say they are going to do.... One day I will be a little less trusting I guess....But its hard to not trust your friends and family.... But like I always say, you are the holder of your own cards in life....If you give them away you should never expect them to be played the same way yo

A Daily Dose Reality & Thanks..
This bulletin serves as a reminder to those who have let this day in American History fade to a faint memory, for those who are laxed and think this will never happen again... Remember roughly 3000 people perrished this grim day..for what? Capitalism? Imperialism? Western Influence contaminating the Islamic Society? Whatever the reason, every American was affected that day.. I had the best day of my life September 10th 2001, gave birth to my son..as I lay in the hospital bed at 6:45am or so, just hit the morphine drip button, holding this lovely little life in my arms..and then on the television...America was under attack? WTF? I watched the 2nd plane hit live, the news broadcast went silent..and I looked down at this tiny baby and said "I am so fucking sorry for bringing you into this!" Called my husband, woke him up to the news..and then called my Aunt (the ultra-conservative) woke her up as well, and I could hear the terror in her voice and I told her they just hit the Pent

Nascar And Jason Coley
YOU GO BABE IM BEHIND YOU !!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jason Coley Date: Sep 20, 2007 9:47 AM All fansNascar told us again that it's between me and one other artist for singing the National Anthem on Oct 28 at Atlanta Motor Speedway.Just click the banner to go to the site.God blessjcp.s. please repost this one

Down To The Final Hours!!! Help Mello Out, Please!!!
Okay The other guy has a bombing team helping him. They are gaining fast. This thing is over today at 5 pm (est) and I am already outta comments. I am asking all my friends to come and help me please. I have worked hard all week for this. Please leave as many comments as yall can. Muahz!

And This Is New?
"Things might be a little strange today -- but not so much that you feel the need for a reality check. It's just one of those weird phases that makes everything seem a wee bit out of sync with your life." Might be... I think this prediction was made on day of my birth. I swear. I don't need a reality check?...So I get a ATM Fantasy Card? Weird phases...ok. What kind of drugs was the astrologist taking today?

If You Like Herbal Remedies...
Weed is...well is there anything else to say? It is a lot of things for a lot of people. Personally its my foundation for life. I don't know how i made it through the first eight years of my life without it. Anyone else agree?

Love You
I love you I’ve been watching you search for love. I’ve been watching you for a long time. I’ve been watching you search in all the wrong places. You can get love from me. Because I love you. I’ feel your pain. I fear your fears. I know deep down inside what your looking for. You can get love from me. Because I love you. I listen to you say your all alone. I listen to you say that you want to be loved. So im writing this to tell you, that you can get love from me. Because I love you. I hate to see you sad, and I hate to see you down I love to see your pretty smile. But I hate to see you frown. Because I love you. So when you are feeling sad. And you feels no one loves you. You can get love from me. Because with all my heart and soul. I love you.

Nevada's Grace
In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade And all these words I could have would have should have said Ring out like gunshots across long lost days If that wasn't love then what the fuck was I thinking? I would bear my soul just to bask in your grace And your beauty, your strength inspires all of my days I would carry any load just to bear your cross for a day In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade In this perfection I lament her beauty Her voice a sour note in this bitter serenade Your love fills me up when the blood in my body's drained And your strength is my backbone when I feel every bone break I'm built for pain I swore to let no one in and there you where a vision a beauty It takes my breath away you took my breath away And it takes my breath away how you took my Breath away

Corner Where They Are
Copyrighted By Brandon O'Donnell We cannot all be famous or be listed in 'Who's Who,' But everyperson, great or small, has important work to do For seldom do we realize the importance of small deeds, Or to what degree of greatness, unnoticed kindness leads. For it is not the big celebrity in a world of fame and praise, But it's doing unpretentiously in indistinguishable ways The work that God assigned to us, unimportant as it seems, That makes our task outstanding and brings reality to dreams. So do not sit and idly wish for wider, new dimensions, Where you can put in practice your many good intentions. But at the spot God placed you, begin at once to do Little things to brighten up the lives surrounding you. For if everybody brightened up the spot on which they're standing By Being more considerate and a little less demanding This dark old world very soon exlipse the "Evening Star" If everyone brightened up the corner where they are!

Who I Am
I am who i am and hats all i can be you can try to change me but i will not change you can try to corrupt me but i will stay myself you can try to break me but i will pick up the pieces you can try tocompletely control but i will have mine you can try to beat me but i will heal you can try to bring me down but i will rise again you can try to kill my spirit but i will not let you you can try anything you want but i will prevail in the end you can try it but all iwill do is rephrase what ive already said i am who i am and thats all i will be!

The Room
THE ROOM… 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School. Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said. Brian Moore die

Whoever Is Friends With Hottymom42
JUST LETTING U KNOW IT ISNT HER THAT IS ON HER PAGE BUT THE GUY SHE IS LIVING WITH NOW TALENTED TONGUE AKA FRED. HE IS USING HER PROFILE SINCE WE HAD BOTH HIS PAGES DELETED HERE ON FUBAR AND HE IS BANNED FROM HERE.. THIS IS JUST WARNING U IT ISNT HER BUT HIM. HE IS DOING THIS TO HARRASS TWO OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE... TAKE CARE AND THANKS FOR READING

Going Home
JUST TO LET ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS KNOW THAT I WILL BE LEAVING TEXAS ON OCTOBER 5TH,GOING HOME TO MISSOURI TO TAKE CARE OF MY BEST FRIEND OF 17 YEARS SHE IS NOR DOING SO GOOD SHE HAS A BRAIN DISEASE CALLED EMPTY CELLA SYNDROME IT IS WHERE FLUID GETS ON YOUR BRAIN AND THERE IS NOTHING THEY CAN DO ABOUT IT SO I WILL BE GOING HOME BUT I WILL BE UP AND RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE I WILL HAVE A COMPUTER WAITING ON ME.SO THIS IS JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW.

In Loving Memory Of Buttons(1989-2004)
she got cancer in april 2004 at the age of 100 dog years--she was prescribed this experimental human cancer medicine--the prescription read Buttons Lieberman(dog)--she was doing good miraculously. i left for the road to detroit on 9/16 that year--before leaving i took Buttons on a 45 minute walk. she had a stroke while i was away. she died peacefully sometime during the late morning of wednesday 22 September 2004--at the age of 103 dog years. i posted a pic of her memorial in my default gallery 5 hrs ago--no one yet visited it--please go there and shOw my puppy some love. BUTTONS BAT-SHE'VA BERECH'IAH CAFTOR'IM 1 CAFTOR'IM 3440----7 ETAN'IM 3455 29 DECEMBER 1989---22 SEPTEMBER 2004 "i miss her so much/ can't think, need a crutch-cause she's on the Rainbow bridge/she'll play with the pups/til i come pick her up-up on the rainbow bridge buttons and i traversinfg the sky-to get to a place so much better/when i finish my term/got so much more to learn/ i'll cross the rainbo

Do You Understand Me?
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a thousand masks, masks that I am afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled. For God's sake don't be fooled. I give the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game; that the waters are calm and I am in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me, please. My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing 'Neath this lies no complacence. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know. I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear of being exposed. That is why I frantically create a mask to hide behind; a nonchalant, sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is

What Is Love
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the

I'd Be Lying....
I’d be lying through my teeth if I told you that I’m okay. I thought I had it all together. I think I need some space, truth be told it’s hard to wait for the right time to say how I feel with one eye on the clock. I’m feeling all alone and if I could talk and the words would come out right, if they would come out calm, not sobbing or wrong then maybe someone would understand. Maybe someone would see I’m holding loose and have been for awhile I am beginning to finally let go. I know that I could think myself dizzy right now I’m spinning round and round. I’m tired of playing this so called game I’m tired of trying to win….I’m trying so hard to just ignore the tale tell warning signs, I’m tired of trying to listen to my head, I am finally ready to listen to this stone cold heart of mine…I can’t take this heartbreak anymore I can’t stand the constant pain I can’t stand the constant ache. What do you do with a broken heart….broken mind….broken time…broken will…stand still I tell myself an

Joy Bug
My precious little one, As I watch in the dark, Your sleeping so peaceful. I'm amazed as I think how tiny you were, Then look down and realize how fast the time disapears. The playing, reading, and chase down the hall, With so much a flash I remember it all. Dada was the first word you spoke, This touched his heart and made the tears choke. The days have gone by in such a hurry, The seasons have even began to get blurry. I would stop time if I could and relish this moment of you at this age just a day or so longer. The diapers, the feedings, and even the baths, Fill my days with joy and no regrets from the past. You are a gift from the heavens above, That each and every angel has blessed along the way. I wish you a journey that never rest, The new things you will learn will lead to the path from the test. Spread your wings and fly high up into the sky, Do not let anyone tell you that you can't or even begin to make you feel broken, Because you yourself w

The World Today
The sun beats down, The rain falls hard. The grass is deep dark green, The flowers are nurished and blooming. This all due to mother nature not unleashing her madness on the day. The world keeps turning, The population ever still growing. The world as we know it and even the unseen, Will creep up and bite back you will see. For the world is like a beating heart It can only be beaten and broken for then it to will fall apart.

~ This Is America ~
This is America....Dammitt!!! Current mood: frustrated Category: Sick &Tired ~~ Writing and Poetry ..> ..> I usually try really hard to hold stuff in and not advertise certains peeves of mine...but I just want to know...Am I the only one out there who misses....ENGLISH?????? Ok...so my sister had an appointed yesterday at Owasso.....we are not familiar with the area and was already running a little behind...so we come upon some road workers....OK...mind you...COUNTY road workers.working on a new hiway that ""' American Tax Payers """" pay for....right???? RIGHT!!!! All we see are immigrants....that is all....we pull up to one of them and kindly ask if he knows where this office is.....hmmppp......No speaka english....WTF.....next one down the road...same thing....We end up at a gas station where a very kind man who speaks English gives us the right directions...Thank you sir!!! My gripe....OK....I know these PPl work for nothing....They all bundle up and get one

Love Being Me
Woohooo the rut has been lifted I can see past the dark The feelings and emotions that riped thru my heart The me that was burried so deep inside is finally back I have missed myself dearly And from this point on there is no turning back, To the darkness that held me in shackles and chains Or the feelings of helplessness, dismay, or disdain Depression is amongst us from time to time Knowing your limits is perfectly fine If you can't be yourself then why even bother at all Keep in mind that the sky is never the underlining limit Or the ocean to wide or to deep to get lost or just kick your feet That mountain I see in the distance from where I am now I think to myslef "wow" I don't know if I can make the climb that high As a friend will stand here beside me and tell me this too That I know my journey begins with one tiny step and then two Then before I know it I am burning a hole in my shoe When I look back I'm amazed to see that the path is a new I have conquered

~things That Go Hump In The Night~
A haunted hotel and a lascivious ghost with a freakishly long tongue… it’s not quite Nancy Drew Dana sped along the motorway at over seventy miles an hour. If she kept up driving at this pace, in this state of mind, she’d crash, she warned herself. But she needed to get away where no one would find her. She couldn’t go home – Bruce had probably already started leaving messages on her answering machine, trying to make up for his big mistake. She was hearing none of it. She’d arrived early at Bruce’s flat with strawberries and wine, only to find him in bed boinking a slut with a tattoo of a unicorn on her bum. She’d fled his flat, but not before grabbing the expensive bottle of Shiraz she’d found on his kitchen table. She wanted to find a secret place where she could drown her sorrows at the bottom of many glasses of red wine. Her entire life was in shambles. Bruce had cheated on her. Again. She hated her job, but she was too lazy

The Get R Done Bombsquad Are Good Friends And Its A Honor To Be A Friend Of Theres !
I need all GRD BOMBSQUAD you are needed at this contest at all times! SO BE THERE! This girl needs our help on this contest! 100,000 commets giveaway! and its her first contest! Please help! EVERYONE AND ALL!!! So click on the pic and lets get the party started!! She has been good to us now lets return the love!

When I First Met Her
When I first met her, I thought she was the one, But I wasn't for sure, Until she opened my eyes to see what I had don't, It wasnt till then I realized, I had fell in love, I told her I loved her and she cried, and we said we were blessed from above, Her and I have been through alot, But here we are together, Even though we have fought, Such a short time together feels like forever, She believe in me without a doubt, With her faith I can keep going, Our love can't be measured in amount, Its like a river that keeps flowing, I feel what she feels, Whether physical or emotional, Her pain hurts its like it kills, My life is mostly moral, You give what you get, If you love someone with all your heart, Its not even close to a regret, Keep loving them and you will not part.

My Kinda Cat.....
A cat died and went to Heaven. God met her at the gates and said, "You have been a good cat all these years. Anything you want is yours for the asking." The cat thought for a minute and then said, "All my life I lived on a farm and slept on hard wooden floors. I would like a real fluffy pillow to sleep on." God said, "Say no more." Instantly the cat had a huge fluffy pillow. A few days later, six mice were killed in an accident and they all went to Heaven together. God met the mice at the gates with the same offer that He made to the cat The mice said, "Well, we have had to run all of our lives: from cats, dogs, and even people with brooms! If we could just have some little roller skates, we would not have to run again." God answered, "It is done." All the mice had beautiful little roller skates. About a week later, God decided to check on the cat. He found her sound asleep on her fluffy pillow. God gently awakened the cat and asked, "Is everything o

The Wager Of Love
Love is Like a rose, As time goes by it grows, like simple seeds, Devotion and care is all it needs, Like the tree of life it gives and it takes, My heart loves and my heart breaks, When you are hurt by others, I wanna embrace you more than our mothers, Love does not give glory or fame, When I am sad or depressed, I remember your name, Everything would be meaningless without love, That is why it is the greatest gift from above, I count my blessings at the end of the day, I think what I'm really trying to say, Do you love me cause I love you, I hope this has meaning now that the poem is through.

What T Do Bout Traveling To Meet Some One Online You Know In Chat .
Would you dare travel three or four states away to meet the other party from in fubar or online in chat? > well ive traveled to Tenn.. from texas, to meet a guy but he wasnt any where to be found ; we knew each other 1 yr. in yahoo chat and yet he wasnt honest to me , he wasnt anywhere to be found.. I dont think id do this again , it takes alot money and time and well i just dont have either . I have done some stupid things to meet a love in here and been out money for a passport and other , some of the guys ive met so far played games and nothing came of a relationship with any of them.

The Facts...
Facts About Brain Tumors Each year, more than 190,000 people in the United States and 10,000 people in Canada will be diagnosed with a brain tumor. Of these, over 40,000 new cases of primary brain tumor are expected to be diagnosed in the United States in 2006 (1). In addition, over 150,000 metastatic brain tumors are expected to be diagnosed (2). Brain tumors are the leading cause of solid tumor cancer death in children under the age of 20, now surpassing acute lymphoblastic leukemia (ALL), and are the third leading cause of cancer death in young adults ages 20-39. Metastatic brain tumors (cancer that spreads from other parts of the body to the brain) occur at some point in 10-15% of people with cancer and are the most common type of brain tumor (3). In the United States, the overall incidence of all primary brain tumors is 14.1 per 100,000 people. There are over 120 different types of brain tumors, making effective treatment very complicated. Brain tumors can be malignant or

An Epiphany
Apathy is death, it drains ambition and erodes the will. Never settle. Always have a dream, always have a goal. Its easy to lose sight of the things we want, get caught in the daily ho-hum. The worst thing on earth is wasted potential, I know, I've wasted several good years doing very little with my life. I feel like I'm slowly waking up, and what I see makes me very angry. That anger will be the catalyst to snap me out of this funk hopefully. When I was a kid and people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, this surely isnt it. I thought life would be some much different at 25. I feel a profound sense of loss for my innocence. For so long I thought I had to change for other people, or to be good enough for someone. I did alot of stupid things to this end. I cant change because someone else wants me to, or I think they do. I have to change for me. As selfish as that sounds, I have to want it, and I cant half-ass it. I hope I have the strength to become the person I

Not Ready To Make Nice
"Not Ready To Make Nice" Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round It’s too late to make it right I probably wouldn’t if I could ‘Cause I’m mad as hell Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can’t you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’ It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they’d write me a letter Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I’m not re

If Everyone Cared
"If Everyone Cared" From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive [Chorus:] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive) [Chorus x2] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died When n

Can It Be Done??
i WANT TO GODMOTHER BY THE END OF THE WEEKEND.MY CONTEST IS HELPING OF COURSE SO MUCH THANKS TO ALL WHO ARE BOMBING THEIR FRIENDS TO HELP THEM WIN A BLAST. I HAVE LOTS OF PICS AND STASH-MOSTLY FUNNY ONES AS I LOVE TO LAUGH!I KNOW OVER 500,000 IS A LOT BUT I ALSO KNOW I HAVE TONS OF FRIENDS! STOP BY AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE!I TRY TO RETURN IT AS BEST I CAN! THE BEST WAY TO ENSURE A RATE AND FAN IS TO ADD ME THOUGH AS I RATE AND FAN BEFORE I ACCEPT ALL REQUESTS BUT KEEP IN MIND THE BARTAB MOVES QUICKY ESPECIALLY DURING A COMMENTS BASED CONTEST ON MY PAGE SO IF YOU RATE A LOT OF PICS AND I DONT COME BY AND HIT YOU UP PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO MESSAGE ME AND SAY HEY YOU! SHOW ME SOME LOVE BACK! :p LOL MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS, AND FAMILY! ~ ♥Temptress ♥~RATE MY PAGE PLEASE AND TY!!!@ fubar crap! sorry for the caps lock but im not changing it all now!8-p

"straight Out Of Line"
"Straight Out Of Line" There's no reason There's no compromise Change in seasons Living the high life I don't know you So don't freak on me I can't control you You're not my destiny Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me I'll confess this you're my tragedy I laid you to rest just As fast as you turned on me Gone for ever Vanished the memories Displays of pleasure Are masked by your misery Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me Lie to me Straight out of line I can't find a reason Why I should justify my ways Straight out of line I don't need a reason You don't need to lie to me Lie to me [x3]

Just When You Thought You Knew Me...
Okay so I didnt think I could get any crazier but I was wrong. I had my first threesome the other night. And the couple wants me to be apart of there lives. Never thought I could do that but it was actually fun:)

Second Chance
We had already been thru so much The ups the downs The ins and outs The sex charades with someone else Then the bomb had been dropped that you were leaving I stood in disbelief that this was happening now this moment this second this very fine day As I stood there my head started to swirl and all of a sudden the voice started screaming The fear started slowly but creeping in The anger rushed in and my heart started beating Why now when things started to turn Why now when I found the meaning of love Why now when I had made a commitment to change Why now when I wanted so much to work things out No rhyme no reason it was your job and your duty I truly understand all of this I really do The pain I felt I could not grasp on to or stop For thus the hell that crept in like the dark The fight between us was a battle with in Not to have a beginning or end I carried this with me and wept so many tears The baggage I claimed for some many years Today I am free

My Quarter-life Crisis
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doi

Giving Everything
Giving Everything ~Tony Martinez I'm always here I know I may not be the easiest to deal with But I give you my all each and every day That's more than I can say for most Giving everything I love you with a fire and passion you'll never find anywhere else Do you notice Do you take it for granted Expecting it and me to always be there like I am Giving everything I ask for so little Much less than anyone before me asked for. Much less than anyone than may come after me will ask When I dont get it do I complain? Do I utter a single word No, here I remain by your side Giving everything

Your Stripper Name
We all need a stripper name. See what your stripper name will be, and Share it with your friends. We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a prude and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. And, if we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor....... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends, family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = Chesty b = Fantasia c = Starr d = Diamond e = Montana f = Angel g = Sugar h = Mimi i = Lola j =Kitty k = Roxie l = Dallas m = Princess n = Heidi o = Bambi p =

The "if We Had Sex" Game
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Thank You All
Hey all i just wanted to thank everyone that jumped in to help me in the sexy abs contest. i really had lots of fun i wish things turned out diffent with the bomb fest but its all good not everyone can afford a blaster lol. you all did a awsome job and even tho i had to work threw some of the contest ya all still keep going so thanks to all that helps we all know who ya are :) i will try to retured the favor if anyone needs help just ask. OK lets go Rock the next contest lol

When Is It Enough
mom i need more allowance honey give me some money for gas boss says... i need you to work more over time neighbor says... going out of town need you to watch the cat head hurts body aches when is it enough work til i can't keep my eyes open cry cuz the worries are too much who is the woman in the mirror i see? hell i don't know her anymore yet i know its me once full of life.... now just filled with grief..... just tell me cuz i can't keep fighting when is it enough?

Honeymoon
A guy out on the golf course takes a high speed ball right in the crotch. Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor. He said "How bad is it doc? .... I'm going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancée is still a virgin, in every way". The doctor told him, "I'll have to put your Willard in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay next week." He took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4 sided splint, and taped it all together; .. an impressive work of art. The guy mentions none of this to his girl, marries her, and goes on their honeymoon. That night in the motel room, she rips open her blouse to reveal her beautiful breasts. She says, "You're the first; no one has EVER touched these." He immediately drops his pants and replies, "Look at this, .....still in the CRATE

Lioness
Lioness I had no idea what was in store for me when I met you. Not one clue to the depth of your wild side. Very few men can handle you, I now know this to be true. So perfect this Tiger, to mate with through the night. I was so nervous Saturday getting ready for our date. Cleaning house like a mad man, cooking in between. Honestly I was a bit relieved that you were running a little late. I needed that extra time, to finish preparing everything. It’s funny we haven’t known each other long. Talking each night before this though, I just really felt like I knew you. So I wanted everything perfect, and I mean nothing to be wrong. I know what you are thinking *silly boy*, still Love it’s the truth. Finally the moment arrived and you were here. O.M.G. when I saw you, everything in me came to life. I couldn’t wait until after dinner and we were alone, to hold you near. But honestly the way we just sat up talking late first, was really nice. We have so much in comm

Ucla Study- Lmao
UCLA STUDY > >A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that >the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending >on where she is in her menstrual cycle. > >For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged >and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, >she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth >and a spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire. > >No further studies are expected

Chicago Ghost Tour
When I was stationed at Great Lakes, Ill there were two things I wanted to see. A Chicago Cubs game and see some ghosts. Sadly I didn’t see a Cubs game while I was there, however I did have a few incidents that made me wonder. I hadn’t experience anything while in boot camp, but I have talk to many that have heard, voices, footsteps when they were alone. I definitely felt something in the air while in our compartment, but nothing that I can say for sure was a haunting. I did experience one thing while at school in Great Mistakes. I was standing watch at the quarterdeck watch, and it was some time after taps. The lounge is secured at 2200, but I heard what sounded like a couple of guys having a conversation. I told the bag checker to find out who is back there and kick them out. He left and return a few minutes later to tell me no one was in the lounge, and that nothing was in the lounge to make any loud noise so who knows. About near the end of my time in Illinois I found a ghos

My Eyes Are Mirrors
There was an instance very recently when someone looked me in the eyes. It was that deep searching look. Had I been receptive I might have been caught up in his gazing and I would have considered it a romantic, even moving moment between the two of us. As he looked me in the eyes he said, "I can see into you. I see who you are." I replied, "What do you see?" He rattled off the most cliche list of characteristics I've ever heard. As I listened, it dawned on me that this man just might be sincere. It seemed that what he was doing was projecting, onto me, the qualities he desired in a partner/gf/whatever. In that moment I thought back on my last two "big" relationships and came to the realization that there hasn't been a man who has ever seen "me"

Still Smoke Free!
Keep ya updated. I'm still smoke free. Wednesday the 19th was 21 days. Woohoo, 23 days! No cravings! Of course I'm using Snus, but at least I'm not polluting my body with TAR, CARCINOGINS, and the like!! Just good ole tobacco and nicotine. LOL ok enough about me luvin nicotine haha... :P ~LibertyLuvr

About Area Code 809---"scam"
ABOUT AREA CODE 809 We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 .. " We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284, AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to call the 809 number right away. Since there are so many new area codes these days, people unknowingly retu

Do I Expect Too Much?
Do I expect too much when I ask that your word be your bond? Is it too much to ask that regardless of how you talk to everyone else in your life you speak nothing but truth with me? Is your desire to ensnare my heart and mind in the poetic prose of your heartfelt emotions..In hopes that I will forget and over look the field of broken words and blatant lies? Mayhaps the fault is my own for expecting everyone to live their life the way i try to live mine. Maybe you were mere caught up in the whirlwind of the moment and you spoke without forethought..or the words weren't meant to be taken literally..all these things run through my mind as thoughts of us vie with them for complete dominance..it is not my want or desire to question you..because that has become a all to familiar and unwelcome part of our daily lives..and the "Observers" would like nothing more than to see this fall apart so they can gain advantage I know and realize only together can we get anything accomplished...So in clos

Too Little, Too Late!
STOP CHILD ABUSE (repost of original by 'Mountain Lady{rate me fan me before sending request}' on '2007-08-20 18:48:07') (repost of original by 'Everyones Angel '{ IF YOUR GONNA CHECK ME OUT RATE MY PROFILE}' on '2007-08-20 18:57:42') (repost of original by 'stefan58 . IN MEMORIE OF DJ. ISIS' on '2007-08-20 19:08:17') (repost of original by 'Mountain Lady{rate me fan me before sending request}' on '2007-08-20 19:16:55') (repost of original by 'johnniesgrl_34' on '2007-08-20 20:12:28') (repost of original by '~Schele Belle ~Naughty and Nice Crew~~C&T Stash Club~~(Must fan me and have a salute pic to be added' on '2007-08-20 20:33:06') (repost of original by 'Everyones Angel '{ IF YOUR GONNA CHECK ME OUT RATE MY PROFILE}' on '2007-08-20 20:35:29') (repost of original by '*~* Sharon *~*PROUD MEMBER OF SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB Plz sign the guestbook' on '2007-08-20 22:10:45') (repost of original by '~Lill~(Promo Biatch for www.Surge.fm)' on '2007-08-20 22:3

Just Love
Love can be good and love can be bad. Love can make you happy or sad. Love is a blessing and love is a curse. Love can be for better or worse. Love can break and tear out your heart. Love can tear you completely apart. Love can bring happiness to one’s eyes, As he sings joyfully up in the skies. Love can bring torment, agony, and pain. Love can make one go insane. Love can bring happiness, joy, and bliss, Making one want that one simple kiss. Love is unique in its own special way, But love can make someone go astray. Love is a feeling with strength and power, So even the strongest man will offer a flower. Love can get you through all rough times, Love can be a motive for worst of all crimes. Love’s that feeling that makes one be at ease. Love’s that illness that’s the worst of disease. So grab your loved one, and hold them tight. Make them feel the love you feel you might. For some, love lasts not long at all, never, But for others, it lasts for all of

Change The Fucking Channel
Go ahead. Leave me for dead, take away my truth. That's all you can do, because truth is all I have left. It bleeds through each orafice, and it lands securely in a trash heap. Next to the used coloring books of yesteryear. But here we are, stuck staring at the sun rise. The scars of your learning listen, but the scars of your ignorance speak. You're not getting over because your soul holds it's bruises well. I'm not getting over because I can't seem to plow these fields. You are my epiphany, diluted in the moonlight And I am your halo, holding it's flame to a wet wick. That's been drowned in the spit of a divine MC. The beatbox plays to your heart strings perfectly But you still just want to change the channel So you can finally bring a sunny day to your iris. When I solidify, I take the form of an abrasion On the forehead a homeless man that's been sitting on that same Crate for half a century. Your inner hunger

Ok To Make This Easier
This is my friend Tiny. Shes in her first ever VIP comment contest. Help me out by throwing her some love, and Ill throw you some 11s! :) I want my friend to win this! So bomb her for me! She just needs a little push! Click the pic!

Daisy And Lee
Daisy and Lee Here’s a sad story bout a couple named Daisy and Lee, Two young people in love, or they appeared to be, Until one stupid infidelity (ee-ee-ee), Caused together forever to cease to be their destiny. Lee told me that he was seein’ Daisy later that day, It was a surprise visit that he intended to pay, When he got to her house; another car in the driveway (ay-ay-ay), And things went downhill from there that night in May. He pulled ‘round the corner and parked up under a tree, Crept back to the house to see just what he could see, And as he peered thru the window violating her privacy (ee-ee-ee), He saw her doing things with him she swore she only did with Lee. Lee went back to his truck to get one of his guns, He had a Colt a Glock and an old Smith and Wesson, Back to Daisy’s house he went at a dead run (uh-uh-un), The things he did next, they could never be undone. He hid out in the bushes cause he didn’t know what to do, When the dude came out Le

.a Lot On My Plate.
So, there's been a lot going on in my life over the past month. I hope it explains why I've been somewhat distant. My grandfather passed away, three of my friends from high school were in a car accident together and they passed, my roomie/best-friend has been going through more hell than anyone should, and I may have cancer. There's more, I'm sure, but those are the things that are really affecting me. My grand-father's name was Sidney Edward Partridge. his main reason for living in his later years was to let those that he loved know just that. I'm so happy to say that the last thing we said to one another, not long before he passed away (a matter of hours), was "I love you." He always wanted me to remember that, while I shared my full name with my father, Kenneth Edward Partridge senior to my Kenneth Edward Partridge junior, that I shared my middle and last name with him as well. This was a fact that I could never forget, as I'll be hard pressed to meet another man like him in m

Fubar Has Lost Another Hero
acidous@ fubar Crash kills young firefighter by Michaelangelo Conte Friday September 14, 2007, 6:09 PM A 25-year-old Jersey City firefighter left behind a 2-month-old daughter when he died from injuries suffered in a collision on his motorcycle in the Jersey City Heights yesterday near his home, officials said. Eduardo Pena, 25, of Sherman Place off Summit Avenue died as a result of injuries suffered in the collision at Kennedy Boulevard at Thorne Street, Fire Director Armando Roman said this morning. The firefighter was conscious and coherent when first brought to the hospital. "They were working feverishly to stabilize him and they rushed him into surgery but he had serious internal injuries and he took a turn for the worse,'' Roman said. "He was on full life support when he died around 2 a.m." "This was a stand up kid all around," Roman said this morning. "He was a very dedicated member of this department. It's a very big loss for n

A "day 4" Extension (my Maria!)
Day 4 Extension (My Maria) I finally got some attention for Maria tonight! YAY!!! I was taking all of my gear out and then had an ADD moment and decided to jump on the trampoline for a little bit. Maria came over and sat down on one of the chairs under the shade and started talking to me. Maria: So what have you been doing these last few days? Me: Beating the shit outta myself, cuz you are ignoring me!! Maria: *Laughs* I wasn’t ignoring you. I had work to do. So what do you got? Me: I got all of my equipment except the head gear. But I figured I wanted to work with the speed bag before you kicked my ass with the ‘bows. Maria: *Laughs* Oh yeah! Girl, you need the headgear! Did you get your mouthpiece because I’m sure you wanna keep all your pretty teeth *laugh*. Me: Yep, got it, molded it. DONE AND DONE! So we went into the building behind the house and found the placement for the bag. Methodically, she measured, screwed and tightened the mount for the bag. All t

Sept 21 Inspiration
September 21, 2007 Quote of the Day "Never look down to test the ground before taking your next step; only he who keeps his eye fixed on the far horizon will find the right road." – Dag Hammarskjöld

Petals Of The White Rose
Dreaming by the morning moon protected in a tight cocoon so pale in the gloom Petals of the white rose Stretching at the sun light smiles reflecting on its dew drop tiles a glow that's seen for miles The waking of the white rose Delicate as the summer breeze pearly white of royal genes a queen within the garden green the blooming of the white rose Soft as love you give it when hearts should touch a frail friend before the gift of life might end The message of the white rose As we cry these tender woes and say goodbye to them we know they'll fly wherever spirits go On petals of a soft white rose.

The Rules......
Before I get bantered and beaten about the head and shoulders, I DID NOT MAKE THIS UP! I read this in a magazine and thought this rang so true it was worth posting. Informative and amusing... 1. Women will not have sex with a guy if their legs are not shaved. If she shows up for your date and she is sporting some stubble, she is trying to keep herself in line. 2.The sight of you in your underwear and socks is a total turnoff. Loose the tighty whities guys and make sure you X the tube socks first thing! 3.If you get her phone number on friday, Wednesday is the best day to call for a date. Monday says your too desperate and thurday is too late. 4.Laying a towel down over the wet spot is like laying your coat down over a mud puddle..nobility in bed scores big time points! 5.Women that are obsessed with their dogs also like to keep their men on a short leash.... 6.She hates your Xbox more than she lets on. Dump her for a little gaming time and she will soon be looking for a guy wit

Last Day Of My Good News Trek...
Oh my god…it is sooooooo very hard to finish this last day of the week on a good news week trek. Not to be confused with Star Trek fans… Good Morning…hmmm I said good in the Morning greeting does that constitute a good news letter? Perhaps not…oh I so want to write about MSN putting a bull’s-eye on the back of that Mom who tracks down terrorists… But I will refrain from them calling her out and mostly giving her location. Good News…hmmm searching the memory banks in my head…some may say that is a futile search. Oh I found it…MSN came through in a pinch… a pinch of salt and a slather of butter will do just fine. The article calls out: “7 Recipes for Guys to prove they can cook”…Oh I so want to go the other way on this but! I will gladly give them their do. Not to be confused with Dippity Doo or how ever that pasty cream was back in the 60’s Men can cook. You are looking at one who can do very well if I do say so myself. Mostly mine skills are dedicated and refined by my dear Mother’s

How Freaky Are You In Bed.... I Got A 63
HOW FREAKY ARE YOU IN BED? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-

Sick N Tired Of Bein Sick N Tired
WELL I DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF U HERE IN FUBAR LAND ARE JUST TIRED BUT I AM AND I THINK I WANT A DIVORCE FROM MY HUSBAND! HE IGNORES ME N TREATS ME LIKE CRAP,HE SLEEPS IN THE LIVING ROOM AND WE NEVER HAVE SEX!!!!!! I AM TOO YOUNG TO BE IN THIS KIND OF BULLSHIT RELASHONSHIP!!!! I'M 29 HE'S 40 AND I AM JUST NOT HAPPY ANY MORE AND I WANT OUT!!!!!!!!WE'VE BEEN MARRIED FOR ALMOST 9YRS. AND I FEEL LONELY AND UNHAPPY ALL THE TIME.ALL I WANT IS MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR,MY PRINCE!! I HAD HIM ONCE,HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS THE ONLY WOMAN IN THE WHOLE WORLD AND I WAS (AND STILL AM)SOO IN LOVE WITH HIM I CANT GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND.DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE MY HUSBAND BUT A PERSON CAN ONLY GIVE SOO MUCHOF THEMSELVES WITHOUT GETTING ANYTHING IN RETURN FOR SO LONG!!! LOVE ISNT SUPPOSED TO HURT!!!! IS IT????

Bearwitch~(bear) Needs Help.....
Yet another great friend of mine is in another contest. She is wanting some help. She also is always willing to help. I would appreciate you guys go and rate her pic and leave a few comments for her. Just click on her pick down here to go straight to her contest. Thanks guys and I love you all so much:D Have a great weekend.

Just Say "no"
Hillary (The Ideal happily married couple): Bill Clinton registers for the draft on September 08, 1964, accepting all contractual conditions of registering for the draft. Selective Service Number 326 46 228. Bill Clinton classified 2-S on November 17, 1964 Bill Clinton reclassified 1-A on March 20, 1968. Bill Clinton ordered to report for induction on July 28, 1969. Bill Clinton refuses to report and is not inducted into the military. Bill Clinton reclassified 1-D after enlisting in the United States Army Reserves on August 07, 1969, under authority of Col. E. Holmes. Clinton signs enlistment papers and takes oath of enlistmen. Bill Clinton fails to report to his duty station at the University of Arkansas ROTC, September 1969. Bill Clinton reclassified 1-A on October 30, 1969, as enlistment with Army Reserves is revoked by Colonel E. Holmes and Clinton now AWOL and subject to arrest under Public Law 90-40 (2)(a) registrant who has failed to report...remai

Tired
Why do some people get so much shit thrown at them ??? I take 1 step forward and 10 steps back. I try to teach my kids to be strong and never give up, but sometimes i just feel like laying down and being numb..... Just tired of the battle knowing the war will never end

Poem To Mom
Poem to MOM My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr.. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than mind control

Matters Of The Heart
From season one of the Shield (FX) As Assistant Chief of Police Ben Gilroy explains to Detective Vic Mackey why he's cheating on and planning on leaving his wife of twenty years, he strains for words. "The heart wants what the heart wants, Vic," Ben says. But old cynical Vic cuts to the chase, diagnosing his old buddy's real problem. "The heart wants what the DICK WANTS." LOL... disclaimer: this is in no way a vote of approval of cheating or divorce...just an attempt to brighten your Friday, and maybe help the ladies to see through a player....

Why Keep Them
I need a few answers to a few things that puzzle me about joining a group. I understand you want people to fan, rate profile and befriend them. OK that is understandable. My question is when that is the only time you ever hear from people and that is over 90 percent of the people in the group, why must you keep them???? If they never rate you again, send you a comment at least once a week or so, or even yell hi to you once in a while, what the hell use is it having them clutter up your friend's list?? I have rated many people in the group and not even a thank you. All I ever see in the bar tab or in bulletins are whines about rating me, fanning me, comment me! If people would do the same for others as they want, they would not have to beg and whine for that stuff. Everyone has become so dang rank crazy they don't care who they step on, or who has helped them all along, not for points but because of friendship (gee people remember that word??) There used to be a lot of lau

The Jena 6... Another Bitching Blog
I really HATE all of the white, black, latino, purple, yellow, blue whatever fucking color skinned people who are rallying for these 6 black kids to get off with beating a white classmate. Again, like I said yesterday, Rev. Al Sharpton and lets just add in Jesse Jackson, because they're both for black rights no matter what they did and if they did commit a crime, are both PIECES OF SHIT. Easy enough right? I watched and saw hundreds and thousands of people marching for these 6 kids rights. YOU'RE FUCKING STUPID if you think that beating ANYONE unconcious no matter what their color is, is RIGHT! If YOU are one of these people who think these 6 kids did NOTHING wrong, then I think YOU need to be made infertile! I dont think YOUR STUPIDITY should be PASSED ON! Even if this white kid went and attacked one of the 6 kids, the other 5 are STILL GUILTY! There was NO REASON for a fight to be 6 on 1. If ANYONE thinks thats alright, YOU'RE A FUCKING COWARD! If I could, I'd b

Sexy Friends You
Morning to all! Woo Hoo its Friday! Yay!! Just want to wish everyone a good morning and day...and to tell you all thanks for all the love you give...If I haven't returned it like you want please send me a letter..I will try asap to get to you...with that being said.... Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

On With The Show
When the fringes of love begin to fray Feeling it all start to slip away Left there standing with nothing to say Watching your world crumble in dismay No reason was given, just the slamming of the door Before all this thinking how there was to be much more Busted like a ship upon a rocky shore Heart feeling as it's been ripped from your very core Alone you waunder without direction Void of the joy that gave reflection Source of your heart's every palpitation Now there is nothing, only desolation No reason was given, you may never know So many things you were eager to show No more is the spark that brought life it's glow Yet somehow you push forward, on with the show ~2007 E.N.D.~

Ptpp P1
This is a series of bedtime stories I made up. I've finally decided to put them down into words. I hope you enjoy the series. The moon was huge like a child's eye open in wonder. Scattered around it were thousands of stars twinkling like gems. The night was clear and brisk hinting that something magical may occur. The moon's light drifted downwards covering an endless expanse of white. The snow covered ground felt empty and lonely. A black speck disturbs the tranquil scene. Moving closer the dot enlarges revealing a penguin sitting on a nest. The penguin has a black and white hankerchief covering her head and a pair of glasses over her eyes. Momma penguin's eyes open as a brief quiver moves through her body. Yet another shiver echoes up her body and a smile breaks out on her face. Standing up momma penguin looks down upon the nest and the five eggs contained within. One of the eggs towers above the rest. Two eggs almost identical lay side by side. The fourth egg has a s

For All My Family And Friends
To my Family, Friends and Fellow WSC Members It was one wild ride but we made it thru. And a third place finish is not too shabby. When I entered this contest, my only hope was to not blank completely. I never expected all that happened to happen. When it became obvious that I could not count on my previous bombing family, the Wicked Storm was born. In just a little under a week we have become a team that can hold it’s on under pressure and adversity. We went against two of the biggest and baddest bombing families and came out only slightly short. I am proud of us all but I am most grateful for all the new friends I have gained. We will continue to grow and we will have many wins but in my mind this will always stand out. I wish to thank you all and when I obtain my prize I intend to spend it on you, my friends. If you do not see your name on the list below, please drop me a line and let me know you helped sometimes its hard to know everyone that participated because of th

The Bastard
You Bastard. You will never have someone Who loves you as much as she would have. You will always have the wrong one. Once you relize this She'll be gone. She'll have moved on, Loving someone even more Than she ever loved you. She might have loved you like that, If you had ever given her the choice. But you didn't did you? You used her And then dumped her into your used pile For someone who broke your heart. Well we're all happy she's happy And living a better life away from you. So go away, Don't ever hurt her again. Because we are so much stronger than you.

Pass By
Waited so long for your kiss That one moment I couldn't resist And it was just as i'd imagined, complete bliss And all I felt was this. . . I knew it was meant to be Because you see When I look into your eyes I can see a part of me passing by See a part of me passing by Waited for so long Listened to your words like serenading song I knew it was next to you that I belong These feelings of bliss just can't be wrong So I sing. . . I knew it was meant to be Because you see When I look into your eyes I can see a part of me passing by See a part of me passing by Know that it's you I love And I treasure you, my gift from above And that i'd never let you down When our eyes met, I heard this sound. . . I knew it was meant to be Because you see When I look into your eyes I can see a part of me passing by See a part of me passing by Never knew this could be true That you feel the same way too When you look into my eyes You can see a part of oyu passing

A Good Night, Pt Iii
You gather me in your arms, and carry me to the bedroom. But before you lay me down, I tell you I want to worship you. So gently you set my feet back on the floor, and I set a chair before the full length mirror. You sit facing in, and I kneel before you. My hands on your knees, I begin kissing along your inner thigh. Your eyes wander from watching my mouth to watching the reflection in the mirror, where you can see the curve of my back, and my round ass. Your fingers find their way through my hair, and as I move up your legs, more of my body is revealed to you. Just as my mouth takes you in, I dip my back, and you can see my lips, still wet from your kisses. You moan from the feel of my hot mouth engulfing you, as well as the temptation of my wetness, begging to be touched. I lick and kiss my way up and down your hardness, my tongue occasionally dipping down to swirl around your balls, and your fingers tighten in my hair. One hand circles your shaft and begins to stroke it as my tongu

Yesterday Ended Last Night
For years I kept a sign in my room that helped me maintain the right perspective concerning yesterday... It simply said: "YESTERDAY ENDED LAST NIGHT..." It reminded me that no matter how badly I might have failed in the past, it's done and today is a new day to make things better. (",) _dYaNiKa_

Today Is My Birthday
Today is my 38th birthday. aggh. I wish I had a magic wand to make things better. I am in the middle of a messy divorce and I having to fight for my kids. We actually have a court date today of all days. I have severe depression so there is a question about who will get the kids. My husband is cruel and the kids hate been with him. Please my fubar friends and family say a little prayer my babies and I today. I will always be there for any of you if you need a friend. hugs wendy

9-21-07
Nostalgia is creeping in around the edges -- but it might be getting in the way of enjoying the moment. Denial won't work, so try an overdose instead. You can shake it off if you indulge it thoroughly. ---------------------------------------------------- Who want to be my overdose???

Know Your Enemy
you listen as your tucked beneath their wing force fed all their idiology you kneel and pray to the god they created the martyr they raised as they smothered the pagans you murder and kill in your Jesus name the 'god of love' have u gone insane? seperation of church and of state all lies of the enemy as they contemplate the demise of the strong and contempt for the weak young minds that awaken with sand beneath their feet fighting the fight for all of our 'freedoms' when in reality they are brainwashed slaves yet they call us heathens serving a king in a kingdom blind to the lies the masses fall to slaughter raping mother earth bloodletting sons and daughters i beg of you to rise and open up your eyes to educate your mind and leave this crazed existance research and you will find the truth that has been hidden be not silenced when u become awakened know your true enemy rise up and forsake them smother and smite them as they would do you an eye fo

No Games
First off let me tell you that I generally do not give a fuck if someone adds me or not. However, when someone makes a fucking game out of trying to string me along trying to entice me to beg for “addition” to their inner sanctum, I say FUCK YOU!! Now let me tell you what happened. While I was rating pictures on one a friend’s profile, I spotted someone that I wanted to check out. I read their profile, viewed their pictures, rated all the pictures, rated the person, fanned them, and then requested to be added as a friend. I have done this hundreds of times, some add and others do not, no big deal. However, this person sent a shout to me that said, “give me one good reason and i will accept you”. I replied in my best ogreish, “I be da bestest Ogre yuse 'ill ever know”, which got the reply, “that is grounds for denial”. Oh well, such a loss I returned, “K by me - not here to beg” and got, “didn't ask you to beg, only asked you not to be a retard”. Retard? I am not the o

A Poem
I look into your eyes, your heart, your soul - Were you really loving me or lying? My love goes deeper than I ever imagined it could or even would. Love is a part of life, I know. So is the pain and the sorrow, along with the smiles, and the joys. My life will be forever changed because I loved you. It seemed as though my world was falling apart, along with my heart. No longer will I let your memory hurt me. I will move on with my life, no longer letting you be a part of me

You Have No Idea
You have no idea, What I feel inside, No one knows, My true feelings I deeply hide. You have no idea, Who I am, The real me, But I don’t really give a dam. You have a no idea, You think its all right, To judge when you have no clue, One day the tables will turn and the joke will be on you. You have no idea, What it’s like to be me, I am who I am, That is all I can be. You have no idea, Everyone is blind when it comes to me, Not knowing who I am inside, I however have my eyes wide open for all eternity. You have no idea, One look at me makes up your mind, Getting to know me would be the real key, To see who I am look deeper then the face I hide behind. Written by me...Little Lee

Confused
Im so confused right now... i love you with all my heart. Your all i think about. But, im don't know if you want me like i do you. I don't know if you still love me like you did. I miss you so much, i miss being yours. I hurt right now.. my heart breaks.. trying to figure out where ur heart is. Do you love me like i do you. I want you so much. All i can do is sit here and cry. Cause my heart is hurting so bad. I'm about to just take off.. cause i don't think my heart can take being broke again. I don't know what to do. I'm just here... hurting inside. Hoping that u love me too.

Master!!!!!! You've Been A Bad Bad Boy!!
You've been a bad, bad boy I'm gonna take my time so enjoy There's no need to feel no shame Relax and sip upon my champagne Cos I wanna give you a little taste Of the sugar below my waist You nasty boy I'll give you some ooh la la voulez-vous coucher avec moi I got you breaking into a sweat Got you hot, bothered and wet You nasty boy Baby for all it's worth I swear I'll be the first to blow your mind Now if you're ready, come and get me I'll give you that hot, sweet, sexy lovin' Hush now don't say a word I'm gonna give you what you deserve Now you better give me a little taste Put your icing on my cake You nasty boy Oh no Ooh there I go again I need a spanking coz I've been bad So let my body do the talkin' I'll slip you that hot, sweet, sexy lovin' I got you breaking into a sweat Got you hot, bothered and wet You nasty boy Baby for all it's worth I swear I'll be the first to blow your mind Now that yo

Holy Lightweights!
3 of my coworkers just split ONE bottle. ONE. I just polished one all by myself and am going back for number two. This breaks my heart. Me and Ruby do a six pack unto ourselves ... TO PREGAME. Someone PLEASE come drink with me. :(

Tag Contest 9/21
WSC TAG CONTEST Can You make Tags ? If so this contest is for you . We want you to make your best WSC Tag . Email your tag to WSC . Your tag will be uploaded apon contest date . It will NOT reveal your name or info so please DO NOT disclose that on your tags or it WILL be denied.Only rates will count.At the end of the contest the winner will be announced and gifts will be given by staff.You MUST be a WSC member to enter, However ANYONE can vote!! If you want to be completely honest send voters to the folder and let them choose the one they like the best. This is the reason for no info being listed. I will keep you updated on when the contest will be held.We must have enough entries.NOTE : You can only submit 1 tag.It MUST NOT have your info on the tag.ONLY WSC members can enter ANYONE can vote!!

36 Crazyfists Syndrome
So I am chugging liquor down to make up for the lack of effort on the behalf of my coworkers. This reminds me of when I drank with 36 Crazyfists. I was fucking sloshed in a matter of minutes trying to catch up to men that were over 6'2" in height. lol. Damn it. I feel the joy now. :D

My Life Changed...
Well, today is the 6 year anniversary of the day I met BJ. I'll tell you the story... I was in hair school and was going out pretty regularly with a few friends I had made up there (Kyra, Amanda & Myra) when one friday night we decided to go to the INZONE club in Kernersville, the town where I live. It was a pretty good place to go, especially since it was only 4 miles from my home. We were there for about an hour and I was already feeling pretty buzzed when out of the corner of my eye I spied a pretty sexy dude across the room. I showed Kyra and she dared me to do something, anything... So I said OK, watch this! :) The next time he came out of the bathroom I made sure to be in his path back to his friends... and when he walked past me I grabbed a hand-full of one of the sexiest asses I had ever laid my hand on... It was perfect. He turned around with a wild look in his eye, then it changed to pleasure when he saw it was a sexy chick (yeah right, that is what he told me late

Limited Edition
This is an off the cuff dabble for someone I know, illustrating that as potent as the mind can be it will always have its limitations... Limited Edition Building Plummeting through my veins; dislodging levees of doubt and guilt Consuming conscious remedies Marching through my memories This fantasy is much too real Filling Swimming in my blood; surging through to where I swell Teasing me with tongue-tipped taste Lewd with limbs all interlaced This fantasy is much too real Overflowing Pulsing through releases; trembling through your heightened breathes Aftershocks of our relations Off beat to your exhalations Just one percent of what is real

Fire!!!!
Sitting by the fire Inside burning with desire Crystal teardrops Full of only hope Touch me, if you dare... Carefully placing me into your arms Gliding Your fingers over my skin Feeling my heartbeat soundly Against your body Heartbeat, for only you... Searching for words Only moans escape my burning, full, red lips The flush of my cheek Red as the desire in your eyes My love thickens... With the fire.

Marinated Shrimp And Rice Salad
I found a recipe on the back of a chicken flavored rice mix box and altered it from Marinated Artichoke Heart Salad by adding and deleting ingredients. If you can't find chicken flavored rice mix, you can use 1/2 C. raw rice of your choice, and cook it with a 10 3/4 oz. can of condensed chicken broth for 20 to 25 minutes or until rice is done. Ingredients 1 pkg. chicken flavored rice mix 1 bunch green onions 1 head iceberg lettuce 1 lb. small salad shrimp, not canned 1/2 to 1 C. real mayonnaise, no substitutes 1/8 tsp. curry powder or more to taste 1-8 oz. bottle good quality Italian salad dressing Directions Cook rice as directed on the package, omit butter. Place in a large salad bowl, cover and refrigerate, until cool and ready to use. Clean and slice green onions and place in a zipper plastic bag and refrigerate until ready to use. Clean, core and chop lettuce and place in a zipper plastic bag and refrigerate until ready to use. Rinse shrimp and drain thoroughly. Put

Fall (poem)
.....and ...my fall again...... The sky so immense above me Leaves falling softly from the trees... ..........so free so beautiful Sidewalks with no one walking on them As the wind cools the city as I watch the sunset no more hanging out at the beach ...or walking hand in hand around the hood With you I knew who I was......was I?

Goodbye
I have to question myself again and again. There is nothing left to do but make sure I am still whole inside. I ask incessantly over the sweat and the heavy breathing and the clock ticking, "What am I worth now?" "I'm never going to see you again am I?" (And I am choked by the swift tears, desperately trying to forget the scent of your beautiful raven hair)

Sorta Hoping ( For Someone Special)
I was sort of hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song. Like the kind of thing that happens, At a special place and time, That will change our lives forever, Like a fantasy of mine. The fantasy was there before, I ever knew your name, And now that I have found you, We will never be the same. So, pardon, if I look at you, Forgive me if I stare, At the fantasy I knew before, I saw you standing there. For I was always hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song - Rachel -

Story Update
So here is the deal. I write my stories with what comes out of the top of my dome first. I have a couple people who look at them and give me feedback. We are working on edits and changing a few things. For example, there is some additional character development and more story to be put into Ranger Down. Nothing will be taken away, just stuff added. And I have an anal friend who is giving me crap about grammar. This is what happens when you only have a GED and spend almost all of your adult life in the military. :) If you want I will let you know when the updates happen. All stories will be put in separate folders so you don¡¦t have to dig through the very long list of my random thoughts blogs to find stories. However, if you have the time, feel free to read some of my other stuff. There are most stories on the way, I just have to find the time. Have a good one, and keep an eye out for more. -tim

1 Year Anniversary
Next week is my 1 year date on Fubar (26th) will be busy next week so while i had time want to blog on it. I can't believe how many great folks i have meet on fubar/lost cherry/cherry tap sure a few a holes but for the most part great people. Very surprised to since I was expecting very little like the other networks but I seem to fit fubar. I know it's different for women and i apologize for all the asshole guys out there. Never thought i would make it to level 15! Pretty much happen by accident i quite trying after level 8. Anyway to all my friends even those who have left fubar thanks you have made it a fun year! Update: Wow 1 day from my anniversary and I get a nasty one. Some lady blocked me and I swear all I said was Hi. Not that i care i barely knew her but that was very odd.

The Craving!!!!!!!
i will penetrate you desecrate you mediate you tie you down bind your arms together then tie them to the bed spread your legs now, i look at you sprawled out on the bed both of us enjoying every second of it now, i penetrate you watching your face your jaw drop your eyes go half closed listening to your moans feeling your nails digging into my back peeling my skin away feeling your teeth piercing my skin like dull needles one at a time slowly breaking the skin you taste my blood taste quite good the final thrust brightens your face with a lovely smile that lets me know i've done good

Lets Rock And Roll Baby!!!!!
HELLO EVERY ONE WE HAVE ANGIE IN A CONTEST AND SHE IS IN THE LEAD BUT WE NEED TO KEEP HER IN A BIG LEAD TO GET THE MAX COMMENTS AND I KNOW WE CAN DO IT CAUSE I HAVE THE BEST PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST. LOVE Y'ALL AND LETS SHOW THEM WHAT WE CAN DO!!!!

Doctor Who: Utopia - Tonight At 8/7c On Sci Fi
Utopia- Friday September 21st at 8:00pm E/P, encore at 1:00am E/P on Sci Fi Channel. Jack's back! As Captain Jack storms back into the Doctor's life, the TARDIS is thrown out of control, to the end of the universe. There, they find the savage Futurekind ruling the wilderness, while a lonely Professor tries in vain to save the last of the human race. Derek Jacobi (I, Claudius) guest stars.

The Guys' Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" >From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports.. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come

She Was Only 13
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of crap!" The mom walk

Almost Done
Well people I have cut my friends list in half and im not done yet. I would like to thank some special friends that got me over the hump, FACE DOWN ASS UP AND MILLION DOLLAR BABY!! THANK YOU LADYS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!. As for the rest of you like I said im not done just yet!

This My Ex Boyfrin!!
'Foot Harasser' Fined for Over 600 Calls By Associated Press 9:19 AM EDT, September 21, 2007 MARTINSBURG, W.Va. A man who made more than 600 telephone calls to a shoe store and other businesses to ask women about their shoes and feet must pay a $200 fine. James Lee Fink, 31, placed 119 calls from his cell phone to the Chambersburg (Pa.) Mall, 513 calls to a Holiday Inn in Havelock, N.C., and 17 calls to a Comfort Inn in Chambersburg between Jan. 1 and May 8, 2006, Pennsylvania State Police Trooper Jeff Bopp said Thursday. The caller would ask the women what kind of shoes they were wearing and whether they would show him their feet if he came into their store. The man identified himself as Brian Thompson, but State Police used phone records to link the telephone number to Fink, whose last known address was in Martinsburg. Fink pleaded guilty to harassment in August in Franklin County Court in Pennsylvania. He was sentenced Wednesday. In addition to a fine, Frank

Back In The Shadows Again...
I have been to nice lately... I feel like I have lost my edge.... I want to hide in the shadows for a time.... Watch and take notes... The chain that holds me back is finally breaking....that's a good thing... I am back to wanting to break shit and fuck against a wall until exhaustion....is that wrong? My hands tremble with the thought of violence, not from fear, but, anticipation of the act... I want to be a "nice guy" but that is a lost thought today... Instead I want to..... I don't know... Too many thoughts... He,he....too many thoughts.... madness, depression, anger, sorrow, laughter...my best friends sometimes.... And also my worst enemys.... Friends lost and promises broken.... Too many thoughts.... I want to walk in the rain and scream at the gods... Ask them "when is this test over?...when do I reach the finish line?" I wait in the shadows and laugh....

This Sweet Lady Needs Your Commenting Love..
LexiDragon girl needs 8K comments for a 3 Day Blast. She's one cool person who always gives love. Give her some love, and she'll give you some big "mad" love back... Did I mention she gives love??? She's got a heart of gold... Please click on the pic, and it will take you to her comment page.

Help This Person Level Up
please my sexy ppl do me a big favour please help my bf doofy level up he seems to be stuck at 599 your help will be noted and repayed with a drink off me i will be watching his profile too so i will know who has rated and who just looked ty

Saudi
Irishman, Englishman and a German are caught in Saudi Arabia drinking. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" said the prison guard to the Englishman just before lashing him. The English man, being a bit of a cricket fan, asked for linseed oil. When they lashed him on a post and let him go to catch his flight back to London he groaned and crawled to the airport. Next came the German. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" said the prison guard "Nothing" said the German and, after receiving his lashes spat on the ground, called the prison guards Schisers and started off towards the airport. The guards then came to the Irishman. "Under Saudi law you are sentenced to 30 lashes then deported. Before you begin you are entitled to something on you back, what would you like?" "Oh", re

Eatting Pussy Manual For Men...
EATTING PUSSY A HOW TO MANUAL FOR GUYS... Ok here it is gentleman your very own how to guide on eating pussy, going down or giving head whatever you want to call it the techniques and end result are the same. And for those ladies who are reading this to see if I know what i'm talking about please read on and hope that your man is reading this too, because i'm quite confidant that i know at least a little bit about eating pussy. Oh yeah this isn't "G" rated I use words like pussy and my personal favorite FUCK! If this offends you stop reading stupid! For the rest of you read on enjoy and take notes... I've been told by many a female that I give the best head they've ever received...This has come from women who are bisexual...as well...which is quite a nice ego stroke...I'm not trying to gloat...I'm just saying I've done my research and have applied many series of trial and error to try and get better and better at my favorite activity: Giving oral sex to a Woman... I've read ma

Martin Luther King Jr
I have a dream this afternoon... That the brotherhood of Man will become a reality... and this hope- that this day,I will go out and carve a tunnel of hope through the mountain of despair... that This day, I will go out with you and transform dark yesterdays into bright tomorrows- that this day we will be able to achieve this new day, when ALL of God's children: Black men and White men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics will be able to join hands and sing with the Negroes in the spiritual world- Free at last... FREE AT LAST... THANK GOD ALMIGHTY I'M FREE AT LAST!!! Marin Luther King Jr... More perfect words have never been spoken, I have nothing to add... Sadly, I look forward to the day they are finally achieved

Goodbye
I sit here and think about how to say goodbye to what I only thought I had. Asking myself how to mourn the loss of his touch. To no longer feel his caress,the sweetness of his kiss.Should I weep at the thought of never feeling him wrapped around me again.Forget his taste,his smell,how he feels inside me. Should I forget the times we spent together. Sitting here with a bittersweet smile on my face.Sad but not sad....after all how do I weep for what I never had.

Application
The Poison Sapphire is now accepting applications for the following positions: 6 Security Positions 6 Bar tending Positions 12 DJ Slots (available a min. of 2 hours) Promoters All applicants may apply for the maximum of 2 positions. Anyone interested please contact myself or, the co-owner, Poison. Then the two of us will look over every candidate and then get back to those we have chosen to fill these positions. Thanks for your interest, The Poison Sapphire Staff Copy the below section and repost it as a comment: Fubar Screen Name: ID: Current Rank: Position Applying For: Age: Location: Gender:

This Woman Should Run For President
I have seen this before....but with the anniversary of 9/11 being last week it really seems appropiate................. This Lady Should Run For President Here is a real woman who should run for president! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. a.. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in

I Wont Forget
I had forgotten… The bike as lonely steed I had forgotten… My forbidden need I had forgotten… The sunset-kissed air I had forgotten… My billowing hair I had forgotten… The sacred forest spot I had forgotten… My urge to plot. I had forgotten all these things and more, even the coolness of a slushie from the store. I had allowed myself to become a bore. But now as I lie here bruised and sore, I vow to myself I will never again ignore, And thus remain at peace down to my core.

In America....
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do w

Getting Old
Damn, here in 23 days I will be 31. Time just flies by so quickly anymore, although I have come to realize that I'm not a spring chicken anymore an sure in the hell don't look it either...lol...I am ready, so bring it on... tee hee

If You Didnt Know!
Just to let everyone know!That only unattractive overweight males could only be interested in me. Cause a newbie on here says so! Bite Me: 3 losers or 4 all of the above. Bite Me: 2. flat slobs Bite Me: because they are either one...ugly mother fuckers lol.. Thats what he said to me after he rated me a one and said why would anyone would want me or see my NSFW pictures. :p Anyways, Hes a retard! If he has negative stuff to say about people then why is he to chicken shit to put up a picture of himself? Okay that is my rant for tonight! I hope everyone has a great weekend! Love all my friends, Mysti

Help Me?
So I was just wondering if of all you awesome poeple on my list of friends, who happened to know how to make skins? I really want a lips skin. Like the lips on my page. I really am obbessed with them, and I spent like 2 hours searching ALL and I mean ALL of the skins and there is just nothing like it. Anyone know how to make them? Anyone wanna make me one? I would be uber greatfule. :) Ms. AllCox (HEHE I love that name)

To All Freinds
If you are on my friends list all i ask is you drop by and say hi once in a while then i know you just don't want points or ratings.I'm a person who does not like games and does not like people that put other people down for what they look like. If ya can't deal with that don't even bother with me.

Would You Mind?
Would You Mind? Would you mind if the sun shines and helps you find The path to warm this old soul? Push aside the dark of night. Ending my emotional strife. And making my broken life whole. The splendor of your grace creates a smile upon my face As grand as that on the face of the moon. The flow of your motion as serene as the ocean And the gentle breezes of June. Would you mind holding my hand as together we stand As the symbol of true love and devotion? To show the whole world how happiness unfurled Creates the greatest display of emotion. A single moment of your touch against my skin causes such Excitement which must be contained. Soothing music I have heard as I listened to the words Of the love for me you proclaim. Would you mind becoming my wife to be cherished all my life? I’ll adorn you with trinkets of love. May I gaze into your eyes as large as clear northern skies Until together we visit Heaven above? DCB 06-20-02

Too Much Time Thinking On Things
ahh seems i always think on things in my life way too much. expetially around my birthday which was monday. just thinking bout life relationships money and many other things. which for me since i usually wind up spending most of my life alone while most my friends are gettin married havin kids good family pretty much a complete life. while myself ya i can aford to do what i like most the time, but ya know something what does it matter when ya spend most your time doing things and what not alone by myself. even around what few friends i have i usually feel alone. then again doesn't help they usually either are married or atleast got good g/f's. while me all i ever seem to freakin get involved with are women that turn out to be total utter wastes of time and energy. been trying to keep myself busy with vehicles and what not but just not managing good enough. is it really too much to be able to find a woman that i can spend time with maybe even the rest of life, but nooo i gotta keep gett

To All That Are Concerned
I am at home in Indiana still. I won't be home in New York till late Sunday and will not answer my shoutbox. I am still in a deep depression but am going to recover slowly. I appreciate all the well wishes, prayers and respect due to the situation. It is a very sad time for me and sorry if everyday chit chat is what i can handle right now. xo to everyone. Hope you understand.

I Broke Up With My Girlfriend
It was Monday the 17th, i was sitting down for dinner with my girlfriend, after a long day at work, I was tired but in a good mood. I was in the process of moving my girlfriend into my place, it took a year for me to decide that, being a single dad for most of my five eyar olds life has been hard so i dont let people in and out of her life, I thought that i was being careful. It took me two months to even bring my daughter around my girlfriend, fora period of time she thought that i was married and was hiding it from her, but i proved her wrong. Anyway on that monday as we sat to eat, she looked at me with a weird look on her face and she then smirked sheepishly and told me that she was pregnant. I was shocked, to be honest I knew that i used protection to avoid this, but i thought well maybe it leaked or what ever. THe thing is that, two days later, Im taking her to the doctor and we get into a conversation about things, when all of a sudden she started to cry.

My Kinda Guy ...
What is my kinda guy? What do I look for in a man? What makes me melt ...? Well, if ya really wanna know, here is a pictorial of what makes me melt: As you can see, the majority of the time, I lean toward the epitomy of "tall, dark, and handsome". I like artists of all kinds. I like people who "create" beautiful things ... whether that be music, cinema, poetry, art, etc etc. I like a man that can make me laugh. I like a man that has a heart and knows how to use it! I like a man that is in touch with his emotions and would not be afraid to cry in front of me, but at the same time, not more feminine than I am! I like a man that is secure within himself and open to just about anything. Nonjudgemental and non-racist. I like an affectionate man, but not a clingy one. I like men that have drive and passion! Ambition and intelligence! Responsibility and kindness! Generousity and empathy. A man that knows what he wants and isn't afraid to go after it! A man that reaches for the stars ..

Pure Amazingness.
Ahhh. It makes me feel good when I make a person hate me enough they have the dire need to cry. The following MuMM was great. Click me for amazingness. Fuck that really made my day. Oh here is the actual MuMM itself in case you don't want to look at the comments. "SO you have these two fuck heads who are posting tons of bullshit not even pertaing to the mumm that is posted, PERSONAL attacks, which is some how odd for they do not even know the person posting LOL, which in my mind childish. So should we fuck them up fubar style or ignore. NOTE FUCK heads are BELLOR and PHAT IN THE HAT yah bellor needs to sit on phat in the hat face so she is not so needy." Great huh? Phat and I really know how to piss people off. Its a good thing.

Partners
About me: Hi my new friend! My name is John. I hope my letter will find you in good mood. I have decided to write to you and maybe you will answer. I don't know how importantly to write here about myself the main things because hardly someone will seriously estimate the person on a basis of several words, because much of emotions and features is hidden inside each person, and it would be wrong to judge the person after several words. But it is much more important to be sincere from the very beginning, therefore I will simply tell about me those things which are obvious even to me. In a life I appreciate many things which for many people became non-significant unfortunately. Things like sincerity, honesty, faithfulness, fidelity are important for me. I want to believe that I have strong character, even though often I feel helplessness and need support. I like to feel like the Man in full sense of this word, I like to feel tenderness and attention. I appreciate true friendship, and my f

Live Life To The Fullest
All I have to say is live life to the fullest because you never know when it will be taken away... Tell your family and friends that you love them often and never be so mad that you don't say it because if something suddenly happens to end it, you'll forever regret not saying goodbye or you love them. My friend was carjacked today. She was shot three times, twice in the head and once in the neck. She's not expected to live very long and even if she did 40% of her brain in liquid. She's only 24 and she was always so full of life. They haven't caught the guy yet but I am hoping they do... and I am hoping that he runs and the cops have to shoot him. Three times is just fucking overkill. But from what I know she wasn't very close to her family and they no doubt regret the paths that they had chosen and never getting the chance to make it right. I am still in shock over the whole thing and have been acting as a "comforter" to her boyfriend and other close friends, but I know w

Mark Murderous
Please help Mark Murderous to level up...he's only needs approx. 26,000 more points to go...he's an awesome guy. If you fan/rate/add him he will return the love. Thanks everyone! ¢¾Mark_Murderous¢¾@ fubar

A Must Read
PHENOMENON OF A FEMALES EJACULATION When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; its not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the female prostate, or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorge

Halloween Movie
We all know that the music we listen, the movies we watch, etc, well we know it effects our moods. Not our conscious decision making ability so much as our subconscious. I spewth the psychobabble because the Halloween movie was deeply disturbing to me. Now most scary movies you walk out and (I assume) you're thankful it's over and happy to talk to someone who's not about to become slasher bait. Now I admit I don't watch slasher style movies often but two things stuck out to me about the new Halloween movie. One, there was no one single over the top sex scene. It really didn't have that kind of sensation push to it. I wonder if that was more Zombie's idea or the studios control. I'm a big fan of the sex and violence connection. The second thing that disturbed me was about my mood when I walked out. I didn't want to listen to the radio, didn't want to talk to anybody, I think I actually wanted to go find somebody and beat them up badly, if not to death, just like the kid did at

David Lambert Nominated 4 Eia Male Horizon Artist 2007
Just to let all ya'll know David has been nominated for the EIA Male Horizon Artist 2007 Award. The performance will be voted on during the EIA American Star Search Fall Festival held in Nashville on 19 and 20 October. Thanks are extended to all of David's friends here for all of your support. All the best! David... HES IN MY FAMILY AND FANS OF PLEASE ADD THIS AWESOME COUNTRY ARTIST davelambertcountry.com

Great North Run 2007
The 2007 BUPA Great North Run will take place on Sunday 30th September. The world's biggest half marathon, the BUPA Great North Run, celebrated its 26th anniversary in 2006 and is a point-to-point course that starts in Newcastle and finishes in South Shields. Celebrities from the worlds of sport, television and film will be lining up alongside thousands of other runners as they take on the challenge of running this year's Great North Run. After firing the starter's pistol in 2006, England manager Steve McClaren signed up to do the Great North Run in 2007. He said the sight of thousands of people streaming past him when he started the race last year was awesome and he was looking forward to having a go himself. There are also plenty of faces from television including Countdown presenter Carol Vorderman, Emmerdale stars including Jeff Hordley, Tony Audenshaw, Nicola Wheeler and Chris Chitell, Green Wing star Steve Mangan, Dean Lennox Kelly, from Shameless, and presenter

Couldn't Sleep
Swing low, sweet chariot Comin' for to carry me home Swing low, sweet chariot Comin' for to carry me home I looked over Jordan and what did I see Comin' for to carry me home A band of angels comin' after me Comin' for to carry me home Swing low, sweet chariot Comin' for to carry me home

Goddess Of The Night
I am more mysterious, Than the darkest night. Deeper than the ocean bottom. Warmer than the bright sunlight. More beautiful than a rose in bloom. I have a love that over flows. Wisdom of the great initiator. More strength than a warrior. More to give than you could ever fathom. I want to hold you for one night. I want to give you pure enchantment. Dance a dance into time without end, Bringing you back to me again. Tell me that you love me more, Than anyone you have ever adored. Say you will never let me go, You will always keep me to love and hold. Dee Parenti© All Rights Reserved

Arms Embracing The Sea>>poem For Donald
When Im resting on a beach, thinking of the sea. All is calm as waves, roll up toward me. I sit a long time,then I do walk , as the day drifts on and I wonder some. Sea gulls fly by and I see a blue sky. How I think God made all , and set it for my eyes , to see and to know all , Is beatiful to be hold. This world is a great wonder , fresh sea air to smell and breath, My God ,i feel now is nearer to me. The see is vast and streached across to another place . where I can,t go. but some day I know , Ill not be here to see the sea, and re-live any of my thoughts. As God is calling me home . But today I have wandered by the sea , and can live on thru My Christ, he saved me . for you Donald , hugs diana ty my dear friend.

Missing Yous All X
hey everyone ... im so sorry i havent been around lately i have no end of trouble with my internet think i might personally go and masacre the whole virgin media comapny with my bare hands .... when i get it back i will making it up to you all .. missing ya all like crazy please dont forget about me loves ya take care of all of yous and keep me posted what ya up to cos i have so much cathcing up xxxx

A Random Yahoo Convo.....
I had a "Fuck Love" image as my current yahoo messenger avatar and this one dude whos been on my yahoo for like 3 yrs now randomly pops up every now and then to speak to me whether it¡¦s commenting on my avatar or just to say hi ..well this time it was an interesting one.... him (9/21/2007 8:06:13 PM): love is gay him (9/21/2007 8:06:15 PM): it dont exsist thikkkness (9/21/2007 8:06:23 PM): i agree him (9/21/2007 8:06:24 PM): endorphins in the brain...making you think its love thikkkness (9/21/2007 8:06:30 PM): lol him (9/21/2007 8:06:35 PM): its just a deep lost and the need of SOMEONE THERE him (9/21/2007 8:06:40 PM): nothing more him (9/21/2007 8:06:50 PM): how the hell are ya? :D thikkkness (9/21/2007 8:07:00 PM): lol fine now! :D him (9/21/2007 8:07:06 PM): :P him (9/21/2007 8:07:08 PM): whats new him (9/21/2007 8:07:11 PM): watcha been up to? thikkkness (9/21/2007 8:07:17 PM): work thikkkness (9/21/2007 8:07:18 PM): kids thikkkness (9/21/2007 8:07:20 PM): thats i

Back At Home Base For Supplies
Hey all my Fubarian Friends:) I'm on here for an hour or two...because we're getting supplies then back off to the mountains. I've got a friend looking after my fubar account while I'm not here. He's a pretty cool guy...his name is Mike No he doesn't belong to Fubar. So please be nice to him...:P So please rate/fan/add me to your friends list I'm just a lonely Soldier out here in the Dust Bowl of Hell!!!!!! well I'm off now...got to go check my emails and write a letter home to my MOM!!! Thank You ...roamnhands...AKA Dave Taylor SGT I LOVE ALL MY FUBARIAN FRIENDS HERE and HOPE TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS!!!!!oxoxoxoxoxoxox

Train Journey
An Irishman, an Englishman and a beautiful girl are riding together in a train, with the beautiful girl in the middle.The train goes through a tunnel and it gets completely dark. Suddenly there is a kissing sound and then a slap! The train comes out of the tunnel. The woman and the Irishman are sitting there looking perplexed. The Englishman is bent over holding his face which is red from an apparent slap. The Englishman is thinking "Damn it, that Mick must have tried to kiss the girl, she thought it was me and slapped me." The girl is thinking, "That Englishman must have moved to kiss me, and kissed the Irishman instead and got slapped." The Irishman is thinking, "If this train goes through another tunnel, I could make another kissing sound and slap that Englishman again!!

Dirty Tree
A construction site boss was interviewing men for a job, when along came Murphy. The boss thought, "I'm not hiring that lazy Mick..." so he decided to set a test for Murphy hoping he wouldn't be able to answer the questions, and he'd be able to refuse him the job without getting into an argument. The first question was, Without using numbers, represent the number 9. Murphy says, "Dats easy" and proceeds to draw three trees. The boss says, "What the hell is that?" Murphy says "Tree 'n tree n' tree makes nine". Fair enough, says the boss. Second question, same rules, but represent 99. Murphy stares into space for a while, then makes a smudge on each tree. "Der ya go sir" he says. The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" Murphy says, "each tree's dirty now! So it's dirty tree, n' dirty tree n' dirty tree, dats 99." The boss is getting worried he's going to have to hire him, so he says, "All right, question three. Same rules again, b

What Real Love Is Like
Love never sees eye to eye, there is no such thing as perfect love, true love hurts and all your do is cry, sometimes you feel you have had enough. When you love someone or something, you have to let it go eventually, without cause so it may seem, love is measured in the hottest degree. When I look at love it seems so cleche, same thing in each relationship, just in a completely different way, someone will say the wrong thing and the other will flip. Some say they can never love again, they say their heart has been broke, usually its the women, they hate it when true love is spoke. Look at love from every direction, dont try to be someone else, know when to show affection, and most of all be yourself.

Not To Fear.
Fear. It's just a four letter word...and more often than not, we let that four letter word control our very lives. Fear of animals, fear of insects, heights, and other various things. What is the point of fearing anything? The only thing you should be fearing is God. He has the power to take you when he wants you. All other things in this world are not worth fearing. God taught me to be humble and fearful of Him, but in that aspect when I realized what God's Wrath meant it changed my whole aspect on fear. Death, insects, injury, pain, pain of loss, sickness or anything along those lines fail to frighten me anymore because I know that if God wanted to take me all He would have to do is just whisper the command and I am taken. Don't live your life as a coward. Courage isn't strength in the abscence of fear, Its willing yourself to have that strength when fear is crippling you. Don't Let It! Let God be your strength and your comfort! With His help, you can overcome

Fanning & Rating ... Updated
In my old CT blog I had written the following: "I've seen posts that say if someone fans you, you should fan them back. In good conscience I can't fan someone who has nothing stashed. If I fan someone I want to have a good reason to come back to their page. I want to find jokes, vids, surveys, and/or lots of art. Those whom I fan are very special and have worked very hard to earn it." Additionally I will amend this to say, that they have to have stash and pics that I *like*. Other ways to earn a fanning from me are to be a good and loyal friend, to consistently rate my stuff, or to make significant verifiable community contributions here on fubar or in rl. There are probably other ways as well but... Basically it means you have won my admiration, so if I'm your fan you can count on it actually meaning something. If you are my fan and the only reason you are is in the hopes that I will fan you back, I do understand if you unfan me. Profiles I definitely do not fan an

The Fool
i was a fool if ever i thought i could have you if ever i hoped to keep you i was a fool if i thought you would want me for myself i was a fool if ever i tried to love you if ever i hoped you would want me if ever i tried to see you maybe im a fool because i still wish for us two i still think about you i still hope to find you i am a fool because i still think about you i still want to see you i still want to be near you im such a fool because im still in love with you i still adore you i was a fool if ever i thought i could have you if ever i thought you would have me i was a fool

Just My Thoughts
Like a prison cell Iron clad and empty Set in isolation bound by ill feeling I feel trapped and alone My heart burns full of desire Quenched Condemned by loneliness I sink into shadows out of reach I find myself in an everlasting battle Searching For the one to free my heart My sights are set on a lifelong crusade But victory is an empty promise The hunger The longing The desire No longer help my flight Only serve to endeavor My thoughts In deeper confusion The caring The wishing The feeling All fall on deaf ears I will fight for my hearts survival With every ounce of Strength remaining But I can see the end As clear as light The end of the tunnel My strength drains quickly I cannot fight Loneliness overcomes my heart Destiny has set the final piece of the puzzle My heart shall wander alone Forever without you to hold By: The CrimsonCrow

Silence Shouts Out This Melody
Often upon The twilight's yawn Of misty midnight's passing Above the clouds Of ghostly shrouds Whose shadows Want for casting I lay awake at memory's gate Yet hesitate surrender As whispered wisps Of promised bliss Entice my heart to enter And alas, again, I'm drawn within But half against My wantings Seduced in debt's Unrecovered bets Well worth their Weight in hauntings Where the candle's Light yet burns as bright As the fire it Once ignited And unenchanted The shadows dance Unwelcomed, Uninvited In this heartless creation It is hard to understand Why some souls choose to wander Forgetting Yet I am lost without wandering My love is a ghost Ancient with wisdom Vital with tears Not able to move on Unable to let go It's hard to remember a love You don't recognize in this life Yet the memory is without thought Agony without knowledge This love is without mercy Passing through eternity Life to the next Forever

Fuck You! ;)
Fuck You! ;) I recognize the evil look in your eyes. The way you are ripping me apart with your thoughts. There is no way I’d turn my back right now if you were holding a knife. But what’s really fucked up, that right now you look so fucking hot! Yes I know just like a man. Secretly though, your thinking it too. Angry sex has it’s advantages, the way our bodies slam. Taking what we want, taking it until we are through. That’s it baby tear my fucking shirt off! Ripping your panties in half, licking your pussy hard. Fingering you deep, hitting that certain spot. Your nails digging in my back, has me growing large. Pinning your legs wide apart. Tongue fucking you now deep. Finally your creaming starts. Sucking hard I feed! Drinking the last drop. One long lick up your open spread. Your wanting me on top. Not before you suck my head. Grabbing My hard Dick tight! Rolling your tongue around. You grin then lightly bite. Suck the whole thing down. Grabbi

Fire Dancer
Fire dancer The wind is calm. The sky is clear. It wont be long. before the darkness gets here. Gathering the wood. Piling it high. I see that look. Excitement in your eyes. The mood is set. Everyone is in place. The only thing left. Is to start the flame. The drums begin. Wine is passed. A few take hits. Everyone laughs. The amber’s fly high. Into the stars. With the passing of time. I watch you start. Swinging your hips. Slowly left to right. A naughty grin. Waiting for the others to decide. The drums rhythm increased. Clothing falls. With your freedom released. I stand in awe. Watching you dance. So seductively. Has me in a trance. God you look like a dream. Your body shines. Your silhouette glows. From the fire so bright. It's one hell of a show. The night goes on. One by one they leave. But you don’t stop. Dancing for me. The last one leaves. We are alone. Your finally tired and resting. At the fire and coals. S

Will I Ever?
Will I ever see you again? You were just a shadow in the corner a dust caught in the wind I never knew you and I never will, if I never see you again. Please explain to me how this happened again Nothing happened, nothing will happen All you did was catch my eye brush my hand smile That smile kept me there till I could stay no longer and now I'm asking you Will I ever see you again? All you were was a person in the crowd A flower in a field Yet you caught my attention and now I'm asking myself Will I ever see you again?

The Concerned Mother
A man and wife were driving late one night when a woman who appeared to be injured flagged down their car. She claimed she had been in a car accident and her baby, who was still alive, was trapped in the car. The man told her to wait with his wife and he'd see what he could do. He got to the car and found a couple, obviously dead in the front seat and a baby crying in a car seat. He cut the baby loose and returned to his own car. When he got there, the woman was gone. he asked his wife where the woman had gone and she replied that she'd followed him to the scene of the wreck shortly after he left. He left the baby with his wife and went back to the car to find her. When he got there he realized the woman who'd flagged him down lay dead in the front seat.

Son's Bad Wreck
my son (15) had a bycicle acdt. the other night where he was comming back from a friend's house down a pretty steep hill pretty fast as alway's then a cat yes a cat ran out in front of him and then he hit the cat then caused him to flip off his bike from one driveway to the next, skiding his left arm pretty bad to where it looks as if he has a bad burn from his elbow to his wrist on the top part. and then trying to stop hiself with the other hand caused a big gouge on his palm of his hand. he got a cut and knot on his head, his elbow, his knee & sholder as well. took him to the dr. the next day gave x-rays then found out he had a fracture on the right arm the one he tried to stop hiself with.then went to the hospital to get a arm brace.they are also treating his other arm (the skid) as if it was a burn. now we wait to go see a orthopedic.it was scarry for me and for him as well he was shaken up pretty bad and in so much pain. god sure has watched over him cause it could have been worse

Make Her Our Next Godmother!
Ok folks, this awesome woman is only 1,260,000 from becoming the next Godmother! There are several HH's coming up...If we all work together we can make this happen! I've seen it done many of times...And she deserves this very much. So come on you guys...I know I have some kickass friends that can help me do this! Show her the love she deserves!!! Christie@ fubar

Joyful Love
I loved you so very long ago For very many years I've still never forgotten The taste that is your tears I've dreamed so many times Of your perfect face, your smile Once you said you loved me Once you said you hated me So strange is the human emotion of love You can hate someone and still be eased by their presence A hate that satisfies you to your bitter core That makes you fear your confused longings I never want to see you again Although that would grant me a lifetime of joy I could not bear to see you happy Unless your joy is due to me

The Last Call
One of the Ball brothers, of the canning jar empire, had a paralyzing fear of being buried alive. He went as far as having a telephone installed in the tomb so he could call out if he should ever find himself in this predicament. A few days after he died, the family began to grow concerned after repeated attempts to reach his wife proved unsuccessful. They call the house but found that the phone line was continuously busy, so they decided to go over and make sure that everything was ok. Upon entering the home, they found her dead on the floor, clutching the phone with a look of sheer terror frozen on her face. At her funeral, the family discovered that the phone inside the crypt where her husband was buried was off the hook.

It Is Saturday
Why does it have to always be about money? there are more things better then money and objects. still i wish i was rich so i could buy some things like a new car or tv or gardn hose. when i do the kids next door will wish they has kept commetns by themeselfs.