Fubar Blog Posts 4

Help!help!help!
Ok friends, fans and family...I need HELP!!! I only need 7,143 till my next level and I want to hit it as fast as I can, so if there is anything u can rate, please help me out, leave a comment that u did, and I will do what I can for u.... Thanks~!!!!!!!!

Where's My Daughter?
Just where in the f*ck does Missy get off thinking she can just take off with Kat and shack up with her newest drug dealer and I'd be ok with that? What kind of bullshit court can award custody to a friek like Missy after her bitch ass lost custody of her first 2? Is it me or does felony theft and trafficking of controlled narcotics a sign of a bad parent? What about getting booted from every place you have ever lived for: non-rent payment, theft, breaking rules, lying, and that's being nice about it. I want my daughter back!! If I'm so unfit, why is it people can find me and I don't have an arrest record a mile long.. Oh ya.. Maybe it's because I HAVE A JOB!! something Missy just is to lazy to do.. Unless she gets desperate and gets a job as a cashier so she can be fired later for robbing the till. KAT.... I MISS YOU!!!!! DADDY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU!!

7 Hundred 55
Barry Bonds just hit Home Run 755. I think it is an excelent accomplishment for any person in MLB. People bash in all kinds of ways, but I think it is an excelent accomplishment and I think everyone interested in Baseball should say Congrats instead of all of dishing out all the bashing. Again just something on my mind.

Game Invites
My apologies for not responding to the game invites that I've been recieving. I almost always have 5-6 tabs open when I'm on here so I'm usually not looking at Fubar. I come back to this tab to occasionally check my alerts or when I hear the sound for my shoutbox (the only sound I have on) or if my browser freezes for a few seconds (the other way I know I've been shouted). If you've sent me a game request just know that I wasn't ignoring it, I just didn't see it until it was too late. If you want to make sure I see it (or get my attention for any other reason) check my status to make sure I'm here, shout me, give me a few seconds for my browser to recover and I will respond. :)

Wow!
I asked a question in a mum to see what response I would get on how people are with their morals and was very impressed with it. I must say that my roommates son is available and is very sexy but we are only friends and that wouls ruin it. So, ladies I know a good man looking for a good woman and he is awesome I do have a picture available if you would like to see him.

Just For Your Info
Well i thought i would get this off my chest for all to read and so they can understand my hatred to my father It started when i was little my father blasted me in the face full force with a garden hose he thought it was funny it tramatised me so bad i can not get my face wet i freak out and go crazy so i never leanred to swim thanks to him then all my life he never came to see me see i was born as a basterard my father was married already and had a 2 year old daughter my father never wanted me in his life and the sad thing is i am his only son. this part of my life story will make you all cry so please get some tissue before reading this part. it was my 15 birthday my father drove up to my house for my birthday party we were sitting on my porch talking and his oager went off it was my sister she was gradutating from high school that year nad needed him for something to do with her prom he looked at me and said i will be back later for cake and i will bring that thing you wanted well

Pain
All that I wanted, needed and desired...........I told her today............I was setting her free. To take off the collar..........and be mine no more. Then I looked at her picture...........to see her smile again.............only to remind myself.............how much I hate being me. Before I let you go, give me just one more night to show you just how I feel. I lost all my control, if it takes my whole damn life I'll make this up to you. Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the shore That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me.(x2) I tried to let you go I wish I could turn back time and show you just how i feel i needed you to know, if it takes my whole damn life i'll make this up to you Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the sho

Globalization.
A Definition of Globalization Everyone Can Understan Finally, here is a definition of globalization anyone can understand: Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death. Question: How come? Answer: An English princess riding with her Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, who were riding Japanese motorcycles. Di was treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent around by a Canadian, using American technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer that uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to your retailer by Mexican

My Sweet Little Angel
To my sweet little angel,way up above I send you lots and lots of love God visited us a little while ago He took you away and left me so With a broken heart I now live And for that ~ I just cannot forgive So empty inside, yet so full of pain What ~ did he expect to gain? I shouldn't be angry with ~ him "above" And I'll try not to be for you my love I'm sure he's taking good care of you With his Angels in heaven too It hurts so much to know you are gone I think of you all day long I know that you are in spirit somewhere And you'll continue to grow with care I want you back but I know it cant be So for now , in my dreams I shall see Your precious face ~ how beautiful you are Your spirit so close ~ yet feels so far My sweet little angel way up above You have a place in my heart so full of love I wish you were still ~right~ here within my soul ~ I know you are near

I Love Sucking Cock
I love sucking a good cock! I love having a big, long, rock hard cock in my mouth. I love my lips rubbing up and down the shaft and the way if feels on my lips. I like go as deep as I can and then play with the base and balls with my tongue. I love taking control of a man and basically making him fuck my mouth with his dick as hard as I can take it. Just to have that warm cum explode in my mouth and on my face makes it all worth it! leave a comment you agree ladies and you too men if thats what you like

Relationships.
This is my real honest opinion about relationships and how they effect people emotionally and mentally.I have been in 3 relationships in past years, 1st one in 2001, 2nd one in 2006, and I just recently got out of my 3rd one this year.Its been an emotional rollercoaster for me but some how I manage to get through all these relationships without having a mental and emotional breakdown.I should have had one after all the shit I have been through with guys.Now I am single and still unhappy cause I really wanted to be in a good relationship but ended up in relationships that went bad without warning.I just want to be in a stable and happy relationship and not get my heartbroken again.Oh if only finding true love wasn't so hard.But,alas I will continue my quest in seeking true love in hopes that I will find my prince charming and actually know what it is to be in love and actually finding someone who can mend my broken heart.Now I will address why I can't find a guy and why falling for hot

Love=pain
Feelings suck.....The pain in my heart its way to much to explain.....some of you may understand some may not....and thats okay....life at times is a waste of time...we live to love but do we actually know what love is?....for the most part love=pain......there is so much more to tell but i will let you fill in the blanks...maybe you can relate to this...and maybe not... Yes I know this is so depressing but I just had to write it down... Have a good one

Thinking About My Baby Tonight
...He walks up to the bed and stands over me as I sit on the edge of the bed. He looks down at me and holds my face..kisses me so sweetly while holding my face. We kiss more passionately as he caresses my shoulder. My white straps to my silk nighty expose my breasts. I unbutton his shirt and feel his chest..I unzip his pants and he stands there in his boxer breifs...He leans over ans starts kissing my shoulders and neck.He lays me on my back and starts sucking ans licking my body from my neck to my nipples. They are so errect. He sucks them as I feel myself getting wetter and wetter. I starts to kiss down my belly to my thighs..He takes my legs and spreads the wide open.He burries his face into my sweet pink wet pussy. He starts to lick and sick my lips..right to my clit..making me squirm. He sides a finger in and out of me as he makes me moan and cum over and over. He slides another finger in and I cum on his face...With sheer delight I scream "Oh Baby"...He slides that body up mine a

Fed Up! All New Friends And Old Please Read
Some of you are truly crazy, horny, lonely, depressed or whatever and Im not up for all your bullshit! If you think im gonna reply to lines like "im jerking off to your pics", "Im horny wanna help me take care of it?", "can I see you nakkid on cam?","im bout to cum...wanna see?" or any other crazy ass remarks your crazy! Im not on here for sex chats, to please any of you or to help you get off so I dont care if you get mad cause I wont talk to you!! Some of you have questioned me about my relations with other members of this site, sexual status with people who leave me comments, and questioned me on who I went to see on vacation only to turn around and accuse me of lying!! Who the f*** do you think you are to question what I do?! Hell some of you have even try to claim me cause I left a few comments or cause we chatted here and there and get mad cause I talk to other people on here well NEWS FLASH IM NOT YOURS SO I CAN TALK TO WHOEVER, WHENEVER AND HOWEVER I WANT! DONT HATE OR I WILL

Be Yourself
Never put away the things of a child just remember that when you do you are lost. But also remember that you are an adult so cease the childish tantrums and behave but remember the things that make you who you are. For with out them you are nothing but the scum beneath your feet.

.todays.stuff.
so. today i... did 4 loads of laundry. (including folding & putting away) vacuumed the family room. had the kids pick up their room & their bathroom watered all my herbs (because theres a fucking 'h' in it) and...spent 3 hours in my kitchen. clearing off the breakfast bar. cleaning the stove & microwave preparing & cooking dinner... which consisted of... cashew crusted chicken with an orange ginger glaze... veggie lo mein (broccoli, carrots, green onion, sugar snap peas, water chesnuts) lobster & cheese stuffed wontons no clean up for me. muahahahahaha watched a lil telly bathed the kidlets popped them in bed showered & died. i think now...is the perfect time...to relax on clean sheets...with the fan blowing..and kill some Sims...ha be well & peace

Day Dream
Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you.

Relationships.
To be honest, I really don’t know what to think right now. Obviously, it was totally unexpected when I heard those awkward steps up the stairs and the giggles that followed thereafter. It was her and her friend coming to visit. It was the dead of night and I heard a loud knock at my door. I was awake but certainly did not know what was going on. I put on some clothes to cover my undergarments and went to the door. Lynx was sitting at the door like he always does when there is someone beckoning me to come answer. I picked him up in my arm and unlocked and opened the door. There she was, an awkward sight to see her in. Her friend, a few steps down from her peered up at me as well. I could smell the booze on their breath as well as smelled it as it rolled out of their pores. I said hello and she said hi and asked if she could come in. I asked whether she had been drinking (even though I knew the answer). He answer consisted of. “F*** yes, and I am f***ing wasted right now. Great I tho

Complications.. No Need To Rate...
You'd think with all the other problems in my life, that some how, some way, I'd end up with a break... You'd THINK. But. No. There is not enough on Emjay's plate, give her more grief. Another call off someone I'd rather not hear from, my biological mother. It seems I now need to change my number, and make it silent. Continually being told, stress less sweetie. You are pregnant, you've been to the hospital twice already with complications, any more stressing and it could end up being game over. I can't write anymore, I already feel I've said enough. - Emjay xxx

Ok, I Know This Was Stupid Of Me...
But someone had sent me a message and it said, I think this is you freakinstupid.com. This was a relative of mine and my curiosity got the best of me, and I couldn't fucking click out of it once I realized what it was. Can someone help me to see what this is? I really hope someone didn't hack into my computer. Grrr.

Passion
I am the heat of the momment that sets you on fire. And you walk toward me.Your blood runs hot.Within my eyes the ultimate ecstasy.Taking total control.Desiring my touch,caressing you.A kiss wet and hard.I am the feeling that hides in the pit of your essense ,deep,only for a moment, tamming me.I am the hunger.I shall possess you like a powerful light of energy.You shall desire me,oh you will.You look for me constantly.You are my prey of the huntress.I'll drive you to full satisfaction.For I am the panther. Searching for that perfect time to gnaw. I wil devour you,with no regrets or turning back.Look into my eyes.I am night.I am in your soul.I am the heartbeat.The cry of,the moan,that only I can hear.I am the way I make you feel when I touch forbidden places.For I am wanting, the needing and I shall send forth all that you desire.For I am The Passsion.The Ultimate emotion.

True Beauty
True Beauty is a wounder to behold. True BEauty can be found in everything. Its in our Hearts, Its in our Souls. Its not something that can be made. Its not something that can be manufactured. The wind the blows. The fire that burns. The Water that flows. The earth that grows. With Each New Life Beauty is born again. perfection is in the eye of the beholder What is perfect to one, may be flawed to another. The Chlidren spinning on th emerry go round Laughing, yelling, Smiling , running. Up and down the slide they go Skipping rocks with their grandpa. To me that is true beauty. A beauty beyond any that is manufactured on paper or with make up. The Simplicity of life is True Beauty!

? About Stashes...
I have a "youtube" channel, and I was wondering how to add a video from there to my stashes so that you can see and hear my songs.... Can some one please help me do this? Thanks for your help, I don't know what else to do. please reply with or without solutions. Come on people...help me out here....(please?) No you don't get points....but help me out here, ok? FRAK! .... Rio

Hell Is Being Lonely And Finding People You Cant Have
Isnt it always the same you wait years to find someone that matches you , you find someone almost perfect for you in everyway - but someone has already found her . All you can do is wish the person all the happiness in the world and struggle along your long lonely road alone xxxx

A True Friend
AS I SAY GOODBYE TO YOU MY FRIEND THERE IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD ALWAYS KNOW IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING LONELY IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING LOW JUST THINK OF A SPECIAL PLACE SOMEWHERE YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO GO IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING IN NEED MAYBE JUST A HUG,OR CHAT,OR EVEN A CRY I WILL BE RIGHT HERE FOR YOU YOUR TEARS MY FRIEND I WILL ALWAYS DRY IF EVER LIFE FEELS LIKE IT'S JUST TO MUCH MAYBE YOU JUST NEED A HELPING HAND ALWAYS THINK OF ME IN YOUR MIND THEN LOOK BESIDE YOU, IT'S THERE I WILL STAND CAUSE A FRIEND WILL WALK BESIDE YOU HAND IN HAND

Skeleton Man
Skeleton Man By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Dazzling pain for a Skull Fear for a Spine invalid and null Limp and enervated Tibia Indolent and Languid Fibula Weakened Carpals… clutch no more Exhausted Phalanges….so soar Finding comfort in ache In peace it shall break Crimson tears to shed Scarlet blood for sweat Where shall it find serenity? Skeleton man… is it destiny? Wanting to shed the clothes.. not sort For they coat with worry and discomfort If skin were garments then shed feel free Its cold…so cold…let it be Emotions so dark has sapped A simple outstanding throb is apt For she is lost without its feet Anguish…. Oh anguish so bittersweet Silence will break her to million pieces She can grip no more in stillness Scrawny, gaunt and pail Her grasp and clasp are frail Somewhere a skeleton man awaits For his rib that she carries till her wake Tranquility will then be his Then…she will be calm….and he in bliss

Update On The Site
Well I have finally managed to get some web pages for the site together they are just mock ups, i have posted them into me pics in a folder called Website Mock ups, not sure if they worked but here is all the graphics. There are six pages I have so far going to ask Stu if he can tidy them up for me so any comments and suggestions welcome

Note For When I Get Online Again
Right now Im upstairs at my friends house using her 'puter.. But when I get back online I will have some very NSFW pics that i will be posting. Sorry but they will be for family only since they are the type they are.... Do not ask to be added to my family or you will be deleted. Those of you that are on my family list are safe and will not be removed. But for anyone else to be added you MUST buy me a 3 day blast or more....... no exceptions made. You dont like it hey dont bitch to me I dont give a rats ass. Thats my policy like it or not... This will just keep millions of people from seeing them. But I promise they are HOT.... So Im off to get my ratings up a little... kisses. I will be back online this coming week. kisses up high and down low...

No Internet Till After Tuesday
In an internet cafe just now, modem is knackered and they can only send someone out to fix it on Tuesday. So I have been like a headless chicken since it went off, anyway whilst i was the proverbial headless chicken I managed to get some web pages done and a couple of newsletters done so havent been twiddling me thumbs, but this internet cafe the speed is so slow, so mr joe fresh its still trying to load the messages u sent me anyway i hope to be back online Wednesday

Damn!
So where to begin...... well all in all the ride hasnt been to bumpy. As far as finding my true love or Mr. Right hasnt happened and dont expect it will. lol And long ago I knew that the chance of such things are slim to nil. But I am happy to accept that. And I think I have met a few people I hope I can truly call friends, I`ve met people I can call online buddys, and then there`s the people I am far better off not knowing at all. And the fact that they have to go day to day living a lie because they dont like who they are is really sad. Because they tend to dwell on the weaknesses,and vulnerabilities of others. And its sad that they can live with themselves and continue to live the lie that is their world. I really dont see the need to lie and deceive other people, but then again I consider myself to be an honest,realistic,mature woman who has a conscience. And a heart that can not be so cold. Is a shame people feel they have to live life as a fake or phonie. I mean really what is ac

You're Banned From This Lounge!
ok in the last 12 hours i have been band from blitz 2 fuckin time and latty i get teh feelin ever one dose not want me there to i am done with blitz bye to all my friends there and fuck off to all u people u hate me bye

My Music....(at Youtube)
Here's a link to my music on "youtube" I hope this works....> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG5LUuPQ5-0 (sorry, you have to copy paste it) If it works thank you for watching and listening...please let me know if you like it or not...one way or the other, ok? All comments appreciated! Thank you..... Rio

The Tired Of Hearing List
This list will be a continually changing and updating list, for the sole fact that I won't have all the things one the first run through. Annoyances: 1 People spamming the Bulletin board with he downrated this and that. People get over yourselves, they are doing one of two things; A. rating honest or B. doing it for the attention you are giving them. 2 people complaining about rank. This site is made to make money. Everything is. So to be top dog you need to shell out money. shit happens deal with it and move on. 3 people that feel they are better then anyone else. It's not you, o wait yea it is you, at least your fault that you have that damn arrogance that makes you think anyone would want to be you. 4 people who take life too serious and don't relax a little. Now before people get all pissy about this one, everybody at one point or another will do this, even I have. Yes that makes me a hypocrite, but wait, we all are. 5 people who say they are not a hypocrite. Bull

Ill Dream Anytime As Long As.....
The night is so quiet and she is missing him so much..He had to work late again..so she waits for him and as she waits she sits on the sofa and reads her book. her eyes slowly begin to drift down taking her away into a dream world where love is perfect and time stands still..She dreams of long southern night making love to the man she so loves his hands her hands their bodies entwined..oh what a wonderful dream ...then she feels lips on her thighs her eyes flutter open and she sees his head slowly kissing down her legs and back up again...she whispers softly his name and he looks at her then kssies his way to her lips...they kiss softly then tilt their heads to have further acess as their tongues begin a dance with ne another..her hands grasp his head and shoulders n the kiss gets deeper and deeper they finally they break away to get their breath.....Her hands raom his chest down to his waist to skim across his hardened cock..she hears his intake of breath so she pops open the button

Do You?
Do you forgive someone when they lied or hurt you? Hurt you emotionally or physically... do you? Is it easy to move on and block them from your life even if they meant the world to you? Just curious =) BTW! 2 more months till im 19! yay! Im too chill right now.. school is over and im donezo! aight peace yall!

Following The Body
If you follow your heart, you'll get heart broken. If you follow your head, you'll over think, like me. If you follow your wallet, you'll get burned. Lastly, if you follow your dick, you'll get VD.

Im A Strong Aries Woman...
Aries Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: Mars Symbol: The Ram Your stone: Ruby Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment Vibration: Enthusiastic Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others. Description: Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always

Answers Tocreation Verses Evolution Is In The Bible In Book Of John And Hebrews.. Read On >
Ok at church the serman was as this ; 1.God the Creator made this all in 6 day and 7th. day rested.. 2 The world is said to of took 14 billion yrs to evolve .. , say sicentist ,: Who can say God ,s time wasnt, 14 billion yrs. cause God,s time is his , we know not his time zone or leanght or shortness, period of time. It,s different that ours times here on the earth. then you ask why things are put off balance on earth.?why things are unjust.; When our reaction should be, where does expectation come from.? does it come from eveloution , no . there are not to be bad happening if we be of evolution. where do we get the expectation of compassion , hope, wanting. needing , trying to make things right or better. / this is all from our Lord And creator installed in us as humans. he gave theses gifts to us . he the creator did all made all put feeling , compassion , love , all else he added to us . how in evolution would this of come about. if we were evolved from a mas of bl

The Beautiful Young Lady
There is a young lady down Texas way a cowboy has takin a likin to. Her smile could light up any darkin room. Her heart is of God's gracious love. Her eyes shine like the brightest diamond and the cowboy gets lost each time he looks in them. She is a Blessin to the Cowboy and he thanks God each and everyday fur lettin the two cross paths. Her voice is calm and soothing like an angel singin. Each day the cowboy thinks of her his heart grows fonder and fonder .. She is in his every thought and he misses her more and more each day. The cowboy yearns more each day to see the beautiful young lady. To hold her close and spend precious time with her. To be a blessin in her life as she is in his . The cowboy says " Thank you maam for bringin happyness and laughter to my life and I pray that God's Love and Grace will bless us both in the days ahead when we spend time together. "

I Just Love Stalkers!!!!! :o
I just love stalkers... They buy the best BIG PIMPING gifts and And such.....SPeakin of such I could really use a 3 or 7 day blast.. lol. Well color me happy.... I just love you guys... hehhe......... LMFAO!!!!!!! So whatever you all are doing its working........... LMFAO!!!!! :P :O

The Cowboy Yearns
THis cowboy yearns to where a gorgous and precious young lady is .. he thinks of her often and misses her every min... He remembers all the talks and phone calls and can hear that sweet voice. This cowboy yearns for a moment to hold her close and kiss her tender lips.. to be able to never let her go but put a smile upon her face that would never go away .. this cowboy yearns to be where this gorgous young lady is .. .. just to be close to the the young lady that makes his days go by and puts a smile upon his face ..

Long Days, Long Nights
I was thinking, why does everything seem so wonderful, then you have to hurry up and wait. I am tired and yet, very uplifted. My daughter called the other day and stated she loves it there at Fort Jackson. She is loving being in the Army. I am so relieved, glad, sad, happy, sleepless, and hyper all at the same time. I have 3 wonderful daughters, and now have the love of my life. My heart is finally complete. But yet I ache inside. I cant see my love as much as I want too, and a child is gone and I cant see her as much as I wwant to either. I cant even talk to them on the phone yet. Why do kids even have to grow up??? Why cant they stay young forever? I know I know, We have to let them grow up blah blah blah :( What if I dont want them too? I will always allow my girls the room to grow, although it doesnt mena inside I am not protesting it. One has made me a grandma. I love that boy. And I know that if they didnt grow up I wouldnt have him. Catch 22 huh? Being a parent is the hardest j

A Letter To Drew
missing little feet running rampant a storm brewing and waiting to hear the voice i would know from my grave for i gave him life a little boy with blue eyes playing his games and wanting to hear stories read by mommy the name i love hearing the most i really wasn't ready to be mommy yet when you came along but you brought a light to my eyes and direction my life was lacking you brought me full circle to the place i am now where we are a family just the two of us against the world i cry from missing you so much one day with you running around or hearing your voice and i am lost just like when the other love of my life disappears for awhile i know you both come back to me i know how much i adore you little man you love me unconditionally i never felt it before until i held you little fingers gripping my hand and looking at me with those blue eyes there was a time when no one but mommy would do how much you have grown and changed since then and more changes are c

Annoyed
kk only ppl on my fam list can see my private pix.i deleted 12 ppl so far cuz of that.if u read my profile then u would not have been deleted n the 1st place.i will not add ur 2 my fam list just so u can see them either.u have 2 actually talk 2 me & it will take alot of convincin on ur part.so 4 the last time if u ask 2 see my private pix then i will delete u.dont say i didnt warn u.tyvm

The Most Wonderful Guy
I have a bad habit of hooking up with the asshole guys. All of them have been abusive either mental or physically or both. I just got to the point where I don't want to have a man in my life anymore. A few years back in a chat room that I go to, I met a guy and we started talking. We have been talking ever since then. Online and offline. He has shown me through his words and actions that not all men are like the men I date. He is sweet and loving all of the time. And while we don't date because this is online, there is a closeness and a bond between us like nothing I have ever had before with anyone else. He can call me on the phone and if I have nothing to say because either I am down or just not in the mood to say anything, he will just remain on the phone and let me breathe in his ear so to speak. I can be myself totally around him. He loves every little thing about me. The good and the bad. I can go to him with all of my problems and he is ALWAYS there for me to cry

Resolving Life's Disdains...
In regards to the blog posting entitled, It has been a long night, I submitted the following response: "I certainly do understand all that. The spoken words of "Make Love, Not War" is certainly oblivious to the fact that there are people in other countries ready, willing and able to shake up our lives. 911 is only one instance, which shook up many lives to the fact that the bombing and fighting elsewhere has finally hit our lands. One of the reasons we don't have 911's every day, or an everyday occurrence of fighting and bombing in our streets, is largely due to the security that we do have in this country, albeit not perfect by any means. Kudos for everything that you are doing in your role of security, although it is a lot of sleepless nights lurking in the sites while keeping an eye out for intruders who may upset the very way of life we are used to having...." Honestly, the thought of pulling some of our troops out from strategic places in the world (even Iraq) has me w

Nsfw Pics
I posted a few NSFW pics to an album on my profile, but they are private. They are only available for family. If you would like to see them, you must send a request asking to become a family member. Thanks.

I Dont Get Any...
It seems that everytime I post a MUMM it gets deleted and I get banned. Not that I am crying about that, but what really makes me mad is I have no idea why I get banned or when I will be UN-BANNED I sent an email to Scrapper, and he doesnt seem to respond. If I broke one of his unwritten rules, find, but at least be kind enough to answer the questions of the people who you are depriving of the full Fubar experience!!

Today's Horoscope
You're feeling a bit more low-key today -- but definitely ready to focus on advancing your career! No matter where you are along that path (even if you've retired), you should find room to move forward. Note: perfect timing for this particular message - so true, I think.

Oh Sad Again Some Things Dont Get Easier
Single parents when does the pain stop? I only say this as I just dropped my Daughter off at her Mum's house after spending the week together and now I miss her so bad, happens every time I see her, if your curious me and my ex have been apart now for 7 years my lovely little girl is 11! It's very painful and al ot harder than i could ever imagine! So any suggestions, Please be sensible and not silly this is no joke Thanks

Big World Out There.
There's a big fucking world out there. It's messy, and it's chaotic, and it's never, it's never the thing you'd expect. It's okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole, not when it comes to the people that really love you, the people that need you. I just keep telling myself that there will be a significant moment when I will finally know what to do.

Vast Emptiness
SUDDEN HOLLOWNESS INTRUDES MY BEING SO LONG DISGUISED SHOCKED MY SENSES AGAIN MANY, MANY CHANCES BUT NOT THE ONE NOT ANYONE YEARNING FOR THE NUMBNESS SOMEONE TO SHARE, TO BE ANOTHER IN MY BOAT BLARED MY ALARM THE HOLE, THE EMPTINESS BACK AGAIN MY ONLY CHOICE IS HOPE HOPE THAT VASTNESS FILLS THAT MY LOVER SHOWS BUT TIL THEN WHERE IS MY DISTRACTION?? DEDICATED TO SWEEET D

Dream, Wishes, And Tears
If dreams were given to a lonely woman And a lonely woman's dream came true I'd force myself to sleep all the time Just so I could dream of you If wishes were given to a lonely woman And i was given just two I'd wish for you to always love me And the other I'd give to you If my tears could write a love song I'd write a love song for you It would explain just how I feel inside And how much I love you too But dreams are just dreams And wishes seldom come true My tears can't write a love song But when they fall, the fall for you!!

513
Soooo..I finally made it under 100,000! I am now in the 5 digits instead of 6. I may actually level up before the end of this lifetime. Anyyyways...Im feeling up for a bunch of ratings tonight..Who has a big stash that i can rate?

Poem About My Vision Of Christ >it Is The Truth Ive Seen Jesus In Spirit> Read >>>>>>>
I love life , I have lived ; Yet Ive suffered tremendously to by anothers hand. I lived , I learned I understand , I cope and pray every day To Our Lord ; To show me Thy way ; He answers my prayers some soon, some not . Yet im discouraged not. He never puts on me more of a load then I can handel He is my Lord and ill follow. I been a blessed and am loved dearly by my Lord He came to me one early morn. showed me is scars and his love he was there all aglow above my bed where I was He did not speek but he semed to communicate to me thru my heart and oh he was there He was My lord ; and I could not look into his face it was a glow so brite you see a hallow of such maginitude it was blinding to look in hs face to see but I know it be Jesus indeed He set me free to have a new life he washed me clean in his blood He showed me scars on hands and feet as I looked I did weep Now as I look on my life , I see I was to learn lessons valuable to me yet

Deranged State Of Mind......(with Me Thats Most All The Time)
“Before you read this you must know that it was written While in a distraught, confused, questionable, perhaps even deranged state of mind. But hey, I can look back at it and smile now, Even if it wasn’t so funny then. I know things must get better”. “Now for the thoughts from my distraught, confused, questionable, perhaps Even deranged state of mind”. (laughing fiendishly) TheUnLoved ® 07-31-07 So open minded, but yet your eyes are closed. You listen so well, but you never hear Me. You ask for My advice, Yet you turn to others for the answers. The little things are what matters, To often simple gestures go un-noticed. You ask Me questions, I give You answers. I ask You questions, You get defensive. I sense something is wrong, I offer to help, but only if You allow Me. We once were good for each other. I know so much about You, Likewise you know about Me. What used to be wonde

Total Eclipse Of The Heart (bonnie Tyler )
TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART (Bonnie Tyler ) Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and

Me...lately
well, here we are again. i'm finally posting another blog, not like any of you really care. this blog is basically what i feel like lately. i feel like i'm missing something in my life. it seems like life and everything else is passing me by. it's not beeen the best year for me by any means. honestly i think my life sucks. my so called friends don't seem to actually BE friends. i've tried for years to be a friend to a few people but it feels like the feelings are far from mutual. i have major trust issues with people. a few people think they know me, but they have no idea who i am. i've been trying to change who i am lately but nobody seems to believe who i'm wanting to become. i know everyone thinks i'm just a big, dorky perv but they couldn't be further from the truth. i've only acted that way for so long because everyone expected it from me. it's time to change that. way passed time for this. i think only one or two people have even given me a chance to show them i'm trying to cha

I Give Up
Ok I have to see that there is something about me thats not what men want for a gf.. Im so sick of men wanting me for just sex.. more so the men like this fat fucker that keeps writing me about WOULD I HAVE SEX FOR MONEY. u know what F U.. Not only that im sick of the whole lieing.. If ur a man then act like one.. I know im not pretty or in the best shape. I also know that I like to be spoild.. Never had it before so DUH like it when i get it.. U know i hate this cause i dont want to be alone.. An i have found some one that im happy with.. An he has all the things i want in a man.. But two things.. Does not want me in that way. An looks at other girls. Im not one of a kind.. Im just not that girl.. All i get feed is BS.. Y cant i have that good man.. why cant i be treated well and be able to call them mine.. Im puting my heart up.. i wont fill with it any more.. I want love with it only for my kids and family.. there are friends i love.. but i just cant do this.. I will always be a fri

Talk About A Trip
Well 1st of all on this trip to alabama going greyhound ..of course.....got stuck on a 4 hour layover in Nashville then anothe rlayover in Montgomery Ala. Supposed to have gotten there by 12:10pm but alas got there at 7:30pm finally also loaded partially that night after riding for 24 hours. Got loaded finally by 7 pm and riding non stop from there back to Muncie and just got here about 45 minutes ago...talk about fun peeps .

Woman I Need One Not A Girl
So i woke up this morning and i thought about making love to someone but i have no idea who because im so use to being with someone im alone now and well it suck but doing u is good for as long as it last i just wana know ladies why do women key word women say one thing then do another. Dont get me wrong ladies fellas we do the same but well just wana know.

Profile Give Away
Free Level 20 profile give away contest starts now until the 18 Best reason, offer, or any other thing you wanna bribe me for to get this profile, wins!!!! Email me a private message or whatever with your offer and the best one by aug 18th 2007 gets this profile when vic ends... If not i am just gonna delete it!!!! You can find me at this profile (The one you can win) *R.I.P. MYSTIC ANGEL*@ fubar

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new m

Waiting
Do not get me wrong I love you But you are so far away I got tired of waiting Waiting was fine for a while Waiting was something I could do But desire began to outweigh waiting And I got tired of waiting You were my fiancée You were my significant other But I had desires for another So I got tired of waiting It was just a quickie Just a silly one nighter Friends with plentiful benefits It was me tired of waiting Now I am waiting for you For your heart to stop breaking

Tired And Waiting
I used protection A Trojan horse Faithful and strong But was it enough for me This was planned A whole week in advance Just you and me And a deserted part of the road No one would know No one would care Not a soul in the world But you and I Was it the first week Or was it the third Was this well planned Or did we forget something Now I have nine months To be tired and waiting

Wow, What A Day......
going on 3 hours of sleep i went out boating with the family all day........... Im tired as hell......... Ive been fighting going to bed too soon but I cant anymore so Im off to bed now. G'NITE everyone!

3 Months
3 months My newest idea. 3 months of me struggling to loose 5 pounds I’ll be posting weekly if you’re truly interested in how I’m doing. Or if you wanna get the skinny on me struggling to lose that last 5 pounds Okay so this might sound a little crazy and I guess it is but then again I’m young and if I don’t develop good eating habits now I never will and then I’ll be another statistic in America’s obese population. My name is Bexi and I am currently 18 years old. My 19th birthday is in exactly 3 months from today, August 5th 2007. As of 10:30 pm I weighed in on a digital scale and it showed me to be at 115.6 pounds. I just got back today around 6 o’clock from a weeklong vacation in Gatlinburg Tennessee. We stayed about a mile walk from the main strip and up on a hill so the only way to get to and from the hotel was to walk up our ramp to the main parking lot, across the parking lot, through the first floor of some condos across the street and then down about 70 steps. Then we

For The Rest Of My Life
For The Rest Of My Life by Lillian Figueroa I promise I'll love you for the rest of my life If you'll be my husband, I'll proudly be your wife. I will love you until the end of time I'll be your everything, if you'll be mine. I wanna hold you forever and never let go I love you so much, just thought you should know. I'll never stop caring; I'll never leave you Believe me, my love will always be true. I don't care what people think; I don't care what they say Doesn't matter if they doubt us, I'll love you either way. If you're asking if I love you, baby, I do You don't have to worry; our love will always be true. I love the way you love me, I only wish that you could see Just how much your love means to me. I miss you now, there's never a time I don't Don't think I'll ever leave you, cuz baby, I won't. I don't care about the world as long as I'm with you Believe me when I say that no one else will do. I said I'll love you forever, and that’s just

My Career
so I start college on the 15th - yes 9 days and I was going to study interior and landscape design but now I'm not so sure. This past week I went white water rafting a few times and fell in love. I started on a class 3 with a guided raft went back did a duckie [[ giant infaltable kayak]] then did my own kayak [[didnt flip it :) ]] then we did a class 4/5 with an unguided raft but guided trip, he was 2 boats ahead of us plus they have this quote "if you love the job you're doing, you'll never work a day in your life" ............next summer I'm moving up there [[ I'm going to finish this semester out at the college down here then transfer ]] so any whitewater junkies out there. I'm coming

Before You Lie
I think I know what you are about to say, I can see it in your eyes, and on your face. we swore we never would, so while the word's are still unspoken, don't you think you should take a breath, take a moment, take your time, before you LIE, because once you do. Love is different, everything changes between you and I. It just get's earier everytime, you can still change your mind. Before you lie. All I ask of you is honesty. We said that is how this would always be, so be cafeful of what you say. Because it only takes half of the truth to throw it all away. It's up to you, it can go either way. You get to chose which road we take. So take a deep breath, before you lie.....

You Know What You've Had Till It Gone
When you love someone with all your heart as much as I did my husband. And one day you wake up to find out he has left you. And it was all over and dum disagrement. Hw has been gone from me now for a week. But it just sceems like forever. You fell like someone has put a knife into your heart. You have hope and the faith that he will return. Your head is spinning in all different ways trying to sort it all out.You have a hard time sleeping and eatting yet you must go on. Hang onto all the good times you shared. So always remember to try like hell to hang on to what you got cause you never know WHAT YOU HAVE HAD TILL IT GONE. I LOVE YOU SYEVEN COME ON HOME. YOU ARE SADLY MISSED BY ALL.

August 6, 2007
Yep. Iris :: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't wa

First Update
I have taken some new photos so I hope ya'll like them. Have fun at the gathering, I didn't get the time off I requested so I will not be able to make it. If you can send me some pics I would love to see how awesome the gathering is/was. Here are my new pics. Enjoy! After Work that Same Day!

We Must Fight The Ignorance!!
This man was a decorated veteran who gave his life so we could enjoy the basic freedoms most take for granted.You know the simple things, freedom to speak our minds,get the job of our choice, worship in the church and faith of our choice. I am relieved to know that through the persistance of his widow, the Veterans Administration has allowed something as personally precious as the acknowledgement of faith to be honored. I know my brothers in the military understand this. They live in harms way so we don't have to! For that I can't express my gratitude. To my younger brother, Doug, thank you! Thank you for takingthe time to "read my mind". (The original article follows) Still not accepted as equal! At the Veterans Memorial Cemetery in the small town of Fernley, Nev., there is a wall of brass plaques for local heroes. But one space is blank. There is no memorial for Sgt. Patrick D. Stewart. That's because Stewart was a Wiccan, and the U.S. Department of Vete

Wtf Is Our Country Turning Into??!!
I cannot believe this SHIT!! (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get The process started before everyo

Gotta Love What Kids Say
A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in some way to communicate ideas about God. God is like.. BAYER ASPIRIN He works miracles. God is like... a FORD He's got a better idea . God is like... COKE He's the real thing. God is like... HALLMARK CARDS He cares enough to send His very best. God is like... TIDE He gets the stains out that others leave behind. God is like... GENERAL ELECTRIC He brings good things to life. God is like... SEARS He has everything. God is like... ALKA-SELTZER Try him, you'll like Him God is like... SCOTCH TAPE You can't see him, but you know He's there. God is like... DELTA He's ready when you are. God is like... ALLSTATE You're in good hands with Him. God is like... VO-5 Hair Spray He holds through all kinds of weather. God is like... DIAL SOAP Aren't you glad you have Him? Don't you

Land Of Confusion
I must have dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They're moving into the street Now, did you read the news today? They say the danger has gone away But I can see the fire's still alight They're burning into the night There's too many men, too many people Making too many problems And there's not much love to go around Can't you see this is a land of confusion? This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To make it a place worth living in Oh, superman, where are you now? When everything's gone wrong somehow? The men of steel, these men of power Are losing control by the hour This is the time, this is the place So we look for the future But there's not much love to go around Tell me why this is a land of confusion This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To make it a place worth living in

Nick's Birthday!!
I just wanted to take the time to say Happy Birthday to my "adopted" son. He is stationed in Korea at the moment and we miss him dearly!! I am very happy that I talked him into joining me on fubar!! Nick joined the Army right after high school and has been in Iraq for the past 3 years. He left in July for a years hardship duty in Korea. I am very proud and honored to have such a dedicated person in my life!! Thank you for fighting for our freedom!! Nick is in my family list,,Go show him some fubar love and respect!! Thanks! xoxoxo Have a wonderful Birthday son!! Stay safe and keep the faith and always remember that WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY!!! ~mom commentsafe.com SUPPORT THE TROOPS SUPPORT THE TROOPS SUPPORT THE TROOPS

Leaving Home
The first time around I thought things would be better, But as it's been said, "The grass ain't always greener on the other side of the fence." Now I come to the end of the second. And even as I approach forty, I'm fucking scared to death. I'm talking about marriage. Well my failed marriages anyway. I wonder, am I really that bad at relationships, or do I just keep making the same mistakes over and over, or.. is it my choice of women. It's easy to blame them. She did this or that. She didn't do enough of this or that. Easy to blame. But I know the things I have done and haven't done, and a real man owns up to that. Right? I can't take back the past. History is history. There ain't no damn time machine to let me go back and right the wrongs, make the other choices instead of the ones I have made. I have to live with what I have done. I have to live with what got me to where I am today. Preparing to leave again. To start over again. I turn forty in a couple of months. I have no

Who Else Is Upset??????????/
Does it bother anyone else that this purple girl is starting so much drama? It truely pisses me off. I don't understand how an adult can cry so much because no one wanted to vote on her ugly butt. She was wrong for attacking Pete the way she did. But I think we can all pull together and get him back to where he was before. If you are willing to help me on this comment and let me know. I want to see just how many of us take our club serious and consider each and everyone of us family.

About File Changes
i downloaded myself a new program called Photo Plus but the problem is i can only save it as a SPP and i would like to save it/change it into a jpeg, is there a way to do that or am i stuck as a SPP??? please help me...

Family Values...
So i went there...and if i had a cock...ida rocked out with my cock out!!!!! I HAD SO FUCKING MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had so much fun that i got sunburnt and didn't notice...that i hurt my back and barely noticed...and i cut my toe and had NO CLUE! I saw my sista and her clan....partied it up with Kel and her clan....all in all 12 of us were there....and i'll be damed if DeeDee didn't get us pavilion seats for FREE!!!!!! So i was like 20 Rows behind the pit for Evanessance nad KORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was fucking AWESOME!!!!!!!!! I have pics...but i dunno if imma show em...i look like ass...lol Anyway....rock on mother fuckers

Natural Highs
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket . 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 25. Waking up and real

Calmness In Our Lives
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace. :D Have A Great Day!!!

My First Entry
well really dont know what to put in into one of these blogs' seeing how this is my first one. I just know its frickin hot today, the weatherman says it will be around 98 today, probably gonna be closer to 100 though. I can tell you this it sucks when you have to work out in it. If I dont put a second entry into this thing, you'll know the heat got me...lol

Poetry
7 Deadly Sins August 6th 2007 12:07 pm I've burnt all my bridges My only repreive is gone It's all turned to ash And I was the one who started this fire Theres nothing that can change this all this pain I caused I didn't care for burnt flesh yet I froliced in it breathing it in so fragrant and putrid I've indulged myself on this death it's pure glutton on my part such a deadly sin to do as I've done I pulled it in and pushed it beneath my skin flowing through my veins is the only memory that resides Maybe it's satanic to wallow in my own hatred and live off your misery My rage burns far to deep And forgiveness is forgotten Thinking of the nothing I crave to fill this emptiness with in I live off your pain And swallow it whole Choking on the memories That once made me whole it's pure wrath on my part Such a deadly sin to do as I've done I pulled it in And pushed it beneath my skin flowing through my veins is the only memory that resides

For My Friends In West Virgina And The Surrounding States, This Is Too Funny!
Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about West Virginians If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you May live in West Virginia. If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you may live in West Virginia. If you've ever yanked a drive-in movie speaker off the post when exiting the theatre lot with your best girl, you may live in West Virginia. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in West Virginia. If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in West Virginia. If "vacation" means going anywhere south of Charleston for the Weekend, you may live in West Virginia. If you measure distance in hours, you may live in West Virginia. If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in West Virginia. If you have switched from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day and back Again, you ma

Poem
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''nasty sex po

Adult Sex Quiz ... See How Well You Do :p
Let's See How Well You Do... Answers At The Bottom lmao 1.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? 2.) What's the speed limit of sex? 3.) What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? 4.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? 5.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... 6.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? 7.) What does bungee jumping and hookers have in common? Answers: 1A.) So men can be open minded. 2A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. 3A.) The longer you play with them,the harder they get. 4A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! 5A.) "Is it in?" 6A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. 7A.) They both cost a hundred bucks and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed. :P Have A Great Day!

Ugh . The Birthday Blahs'
Ive come down with a case of the birthday blahs.. im gonna lay down for a lil while . try to get my stomach to stop being its own roller coaster . and my head to stop playin those Damn drums .. Adore you all and hope youre all having a wonderful day Xoxoxoxoxo Wen :)

My Story Thus Far...
So, for those of you who are interested...here's the story as to how I became "Recently Single". My sister introduced me to her roommate. I had been single for over a year up to that point, and he was definitely my type...physically. He was 6' 8".. LOVE the tall ones. And not skinny. Not fat, mind you, but not a bean pole. So we hooked up, and me being the fabulous chick that I am, he more or less moved in after the first night. He was working as a bouncer at a strip joint. Well, he got fired Thanksgiving Day. Proceeded not to work for two and a half months. So I'm supporting him and my kids. He does finally get a job, making DAMN good money. Things are looking up, right? Well, I find out from a family member of his that he has lied to me about pretty much his entire past. He told me he was an Army Ranger... he never even made it through boot camp. Told me he had owned his own Repo company until the IRS took everything because he had a sucky accountant. NOPE! Tol dme that while an Arm

I Got Drunk For The First Time Ever
so on saturday(8/4/07) i went out to the bar with my cousin and a co-worker. i ended up having about 8 drinks that night. and with each drink they got stronger and stronger, until finally i was totally s**tfaced! i don't think i will be that again anytime soon. my boyfriend thought it wa hilarious.

More Updates
I just wanted to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. I spoke to my sister a little while ago, and she said that mom is now awake....well, kinda groggy but expected. Surgery went well and she is now in ICU recovery. Thank you ALL once again!

~alice In Wonderland~
SO HERE IS ONE FOR ALL YOU TO ENJOY, THE ORIGINAL ALICE IN WONDERLAND, DAMN IS SHE A SWEETHEART, AND A FUN FUN PERSON, YOU NEED HELP LEVELING? SHIT, SHE'LL BE THERE! *~Alice in Wonderland™~*@ fubar GO AND LOVE HER LOTS, AND SHE'LL SHOW IT ALL BACK!!! DRINK, DRANK, DRUNK!!! Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar

Fubar Bouncer?
Was commenting around today and am stopping now cause I keep getting a fubar bouncer and have to verify some bogus code. Why, I do not know. Just found it curious. Hey, have a great day. Be back later all. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

27th August The Day The Whole World Is Waiting For ......
Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on August 27 when Mars comes within 34.65 Million miles of Earth. Be sure to watch the sky on August 27, at 12:30 a.m. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again.

Nightmare From The Grave
nightmares from the grave screaming as you struggle into bed in a casket slowly growing weaker and weaker limbs that cannot move as there being held, screaming loudly as you face the grim reaper looking death in the eyes you feel yourself over come by his power as your soul is being ripped deep from within you deeper in the casket you just cower wasting away into nothing, breathing you are not no more, still flesh ready to rot, left lying in your blood and gore time has passed people have forgot, no traces of you anywhere to be seen, nightmares from the grave still haunt you, as you walk in limbo,silenced by your scream

Thought Of The Day 3
You see, wire telegraph is a kind of a very, very long cat. You pull his tail in New York and his head is meowing in Los Angeles. Do you understand this? And radio operates exactly the same way: you send signals here, they receive them there. The only difference is that there is no cat. - Albert Einstein

Some Reflections By Paulo Coelo
Reflections of the Warrior of the Light A warrior of the light does not put off his decisions. He reflects properly before acting, considers his training, his responsibility, and his duty to the master. He seeks to maintain serenity, and analyzes each step as if it were the most important one. But at the moment of making a decision, the warrior moves ahead: he no longer has any doubts about his choice, nor does he alter course should the circumstances be other than those he imagined. If his decision was the correct one, he will win the combat - even if it takes longer than planned. If his decision is wrong, he will be defeated, and will have to start over again - with more wisdom. But when he starts out, the warrior of the light follows through to the end.

Im Done With Sex
ok so let me begin this with saying I love sex. and ok what guy doesn't. I have just reached the cross roads of reality about this topic. for the longest time I have been proud to say I can last a long time, some times too long for the woman. am ready almost any time she is. and I have always put the woman and her orgasms before mine. Hell I didn't even care if I even had one as long as she did. so I can safely say I was a passionate romantic grunge fucking hard core love making type guy. yes I am well rounded. But then I had the most unexpected thing to happen. I had sex with a woman that I truly find fascinating. I find her so hot and erotic and she isnt even trying to be. there is just some thing about how she carries herself. or maybe its how confident she is that really turns me on. so like I said we had sex and wow, I fell for her. well a few days went by, maybe a week or two and she asked if I wanted a quickie. well of course I did and then the worst thing happen

Bouncer Checkpoints On Comments
I get home today, check my alerts as usual and drop in on my friends new posts & photos, only to find that to post a comment, everytime I must pass thru some security checkpoint and type the letters in the box to have my comment approved, thereby doubling my effort for every kind word I send. Now ANYONE that knows or knows of me, will tell ya that I am one of the most avid commenters around, and perhaps a lil more creative than some. Doesnt matter if its you, your kids, gramma, hubby, dog, bike...or if youre showing your bits or just trying to see if you can amuse yourself by posting 150 different facial expressions,....if you are sharing your life, I try to make it worthwhile. Hell even the vain, self centered lil brats that have never even visited my page or acknowledged my existance despite my keeping thier ego saturated on their page, would probably at the very least speak up for me on that issue. After checking with site support, seems this will be an ongoing thing due to some l

Just A Whisper In A Song
Laying here upon the covers,in the early morning sun.Thinking of the events of the night before..Visions of us.Tangle sheets.As the midnight hour slipped,away. It was just a whisper in a song.A voice in the air.A memory in time,that stood still.Friends became lovers.Heart and soul.A coarse charted.Uncertainity chanted. Setting on the stairway.Dreaming of the days that past.Thinking of the feelings I told myself,I would never have.The passion,the desire,the need to have arms holding me.Tangle sheets.In the midst of the heat.Loving the moment in time shared. For it is only a whisper in a song.A voice in the air.A memory on a sail.A coarse taken.Uncertainity chanted.

Devil Times Five
escape from the house evil comes in five come on in and stay awhile no one gets out alive yeah dress them up let them play another death another day slow motion vertigo evil comes in five you know yeah devil times five no one left alive devil times five devil times five

Dr. Appt. Today
well told to do so by the folks at the er. he ran some tests after i told him what had happened, and also about the trip to the er, the spinal tap, ect. what i told him, he told me that it sounds like i indeed did have (and still do...but better and getting over) viral meningitis. he said it doesnt always show up on CT scans and LPs (spinal taps) and that this is not uncommon. good news is that he didnt see ant evidence of any sinus infection (probably due to the huge doses of antibiotics ive been getting). the only other thing he said was that it does take some time to get over this. as i remember quite well from when i had it once before. he said just take it easy and treat the fever (now low-grade). this has really knocked me on my ass more than anything else in a long time. and im still getting horrible migraines eveyday which from what i know about this, is normal. like i said b-4...thankgoodness for pain meds! i dont know how i would even function with these headaches constantly

Just A Question...cause I Don't Think Anyone Will Read This
I want to ask a question. Not to anyone in particular because I don't want to hear what 'everyone' says. I feel like I can do this because I doubt anyone will see this so here it goes. I recently lost someone who I loved very much. She was the only person I ever let get close to me. She meant everything to me. Now I have no idea how to go on. I put so much of myself into her. It never occured to me she wouldn't be around anymore. I didn't reallly plan for it. Now, it hurts to breath. No one will ever know any of this because I'm good at hiding things. I always have been, but inside I'm dying. Most days I'm on the verge of tears but no one notices. I guess because I'm a guy and people don't expect that from a guy. I can't sleep because I dream that she is still here right next to me. She wanted to get married and I told her we should wait. I told her I would be ready later but it was too close to my divorce. I wish I had now. I wish things would have been different. I wish I wou

Small Town Sleeper- New Album "conversations" Now Available!
Hey Gang, So some new news regarding the album release. While the album still won't hit stores or radio until this winter...due to the success of the DAUGHTRY dates, the label has decided to do a pre-release of the record on ITUNES as well as print a limited number of Discs to be sold at shows and on-line. As of now ITUNES is the only place to get it, but I will let everyone know when you can pick it up on-line. As far as shows, we should have them by the Michigan!!! Enjoy and let us know what you think! -Troy, Will, Derek, Dann

No Door
sometimes it takes nothing to satisfy me ive always been a man of little needs probably be that way til i die ive been used to heartache and pain sometimes people wonder about me wonder if ill stay awhile time runs out on me now and then and back i have to go back to where im supposed to be behind the wall with no door so if you see me be kind ill never show whats inside of me never see the light of day shine call on our friendship when youre in need ill guide you if i can if not ill just sit and bleed take your pain as I hold your hand some of us fall prey to life others command its soul blacken the eye of the one who gives us no control

February 02, 2007
February 02, 2007 THE CANDLE LITE,..THE STROKE OF YOUR HANDS IN MY HAIR AS WE MADE LUV,THE WAY YOU KISSED ME SO PASSIONATELY,...THESE THINGS, MADE ME REALIZE IT WAS YOU...NO ONE ELSE HAD TOUCHED ME SO GENTLE, SAID THEY NEEDED ME, LUVED ME',....YES BABY FEEL ME,KNOW THAT I LUV U',...JUST THE WAY YOU ARE ,.....

Laugh For August 6
Redneck jokes .... hell, I live in Alabama now, what did ya expect? A redneck died and left his entire estate in trust for his beloved widow. However, she can't touch it until she turns 14. Down home, folks now go to some movies in groups of 18 or more. They were told 17 and under are not admitted. The minimum drinking age down home has been raised to 32. It seems they want to keep alcohol out of the high schools. Down home, reruns of "Hee Haw" are called documentaries. How can you tell if a redneck is married? There's tobacco spit on both sides of his pickup truck. Down home, we've got a new $3,000,000 State Lottery. The winner gets $3 a year for a million years. Recently, the Governor's Mansion burned down. In fact, it took out the whole trailer park. The best thing to ever come out of my hometown is Interstate 40. A State Trooper stopped a pickup truck. He asked the driver, "Got any ID?" The driver said, "Boutwhat?"

Only You
With you, it's all about voiceless communication- always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it. When no one seems to be listening, you hear. When I hurt but don't show it, you know. When I turn away to hide my tears, you see. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, you understand. Your eyes glow just for me, and I know you're proud. You flash your magical, healing smile my way, and I know everything will be all right. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what worries me, what keeps me up at night, and what shames me so badly that I can't share it with anyone. Most importantly, though, none of those things bother you. You've restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called true friendship.

I Am Out Of Here!
Hey all!! Thank you for all being such wonderful people in my life! I do love having you around...I am going to delete my profile and continue to rock on...on another site...for those of you who don't know my yahoo...tigger_2001_2001@yahoo.com Don't hesitate to add me! I am tired of the bullshit that is going on here and will no longer put up with it! I will give ppl time to view me or whatever but I am out of here as soon as possible...don't get me wrong...it was fun when there were not so many rules and things to abide by! So...once again...ty all for becoming my friend and now you all know how to get a hold of me...so please do...I just won't be hanging here anylonger! Kisses and licks to you all!! Muahhhhsss!! Becky Leanne

Fire
I cried tonight I fought with all my might That’s a lie I relished in the tears from my eyes I said I wouldn’t do it again To not be one of those weak willed men To never let anyone get close to me My heart on my sleeve So big it blinds me to see I’m left with learning how to breathe To find within myself the desire To let someone else light my fire I will be empty for a while Praying I will find the time to smile

My Collection.. It's Not What You Think...
My husband is funny. He says.. Couldn't you collect something normal, like normal people? Me, I collect cars. I can't help it, it's an obsession since I bought and sold the '65 stang. Well currently I own an '06 Mustang. In two weeks I will acquire an '81 Camaro Burlinetta, and now I'm in the market for a Corvette. I also have my truck which I'm looking to get rid of soon for a new truck. What? I tried collecting normal things like figurine's and such. When Gramma died I inherited all of her figurines. I'm figurined out. I have books.. but with being in college.. I don't want to read text books and then normal books. I have movies, but I only watch a selected few a thousand times. Cars now.. Cars, I can work on them. Detail them, show them off. Drive them. Basically I can have all sorts of dirty nail fun with them. So what.. I like my cars.

Don't Care
New Jersey Housewife Sums Up How Most of us Really Feel About Islamic People Could Not Be Said Better Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one upset lady. Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Midd

I Love You
I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL FOR MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME...I'M GOING IN THE HOSPITAL IN THE MORNING FOR SURGERY..AND MY FRIENDS HAVE REALLY GIVEN ME ALOT OF MORAL SUPPORT..THEY ARE A WONDERFUL GROUP..I LOVE EACH OF THEM...AS EVERYONE KNOWS ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN DURING SURGERY...BUT I AM TRYING TO KEEP A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON THINGS..BUT IF SOMETHING DOES HAPPEN I WANTED TO DO THIS SLIDE SHOW FOR THEM... MAY THE ANGELS WATCH OVER YA'LL.......... I LOVE YA'LL WITH ALL OF MY HEART........ SO TIM WE JOINED ON THE SAME DAY AND HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE THEN...REMEMBER I LOVE YOU...AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF PLEASE...YOU HAVE PUT UP WITH ME UNTIL I'M SURE I DROVE YOU CRAZY AT TIMES...THANK YOU... CHUCK YOU HAVE BEEN MY GUARDIAN ANGEL....YOU ALWAYS KNOW WHEN I NEED A SHOULDER...WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS ALSO SINCE WE BOTH JOINED...AND I KNOW YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN IN MY CORNER...THANK YOU..I LOVE YOU... TERRY OH WHAT CAN I SAY YOUR MY BESTFRIEND...THANK YOU FOR BEI

Having A Bad Day?
Subject: Having a Bad Day???? > > > > In a hospital's Intensive Care Unit, patients always died in the same >bed, on Sunday morning, at about 11:00 a.m. , regardless of their >medical condition. >This puzzled the doctors and some even thought it had something to do >with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the >deaths occurred around 11:00 a.m. on; Sunday, so a worldwide team of >experts was assembled to investigate the cause of the incidents. > > The next Sunday morning, a few minutes before 11:00 a.m. , all of the >doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for >themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were >holding >wooden crosses, prayer books, and other holy objects >to ward off the evil spirits. > > Just when the clock struck 11:00 , Pookie Johnson, the part-time Sunday >sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system so he >could use the vacuum cleaner. > >Still Having

Hmmm
1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LO0K AT #5) 2) THE ANSWER IS (L0OK AT #11) 3) D0NT GET MAD (L0OK AT #15) 4) CALM DOWN DONT BE PISSED ( L0OK AT #13) 5) FIRST (L0OK AT #2) 6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (L0OK AT #12) 7) I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU! 8) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS...(THE ANSWER IS ON #14) 9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4) 10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (L0OK AT #7) 11) IM NOT MAD WHEN IM SAYIN THIS (L0OK AT#6) 12) S0RRY (L0OK AT #8) 13) D0NT BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (L0OK AT #10) 14) I D0NT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (L0OK AT #3) 15) YOU MUST BE REALLY PISSED OFF (L0OK AT NUMBER #9) now you must send this to people you love!!!!and especially the one who sent it to ya......so have FUN!!!

Leaving????
as you all know i am here for drama free fun. that doesnt seem to be happening. i dont apprecate get hounded when i dont feel good about something i said i would do. i thought there were good people out there who actually cared about peoples well being instead of themselves. if this drama and harassment continue i will be leaving fubar.

Why Should I Care
Guess I'm in a mood today, dunno. I ask, though, why do we fawking care about the downraters? I mean, come on, when I first came on here a couple of months ago I cared. I finally have come to realized that for every number 5 or lower I get about 2 or 3 10's and sometimes an 11. I mean come on are your feelings getting hurt or what, I mean maybe ya are a 1 to that person, or maybe ya pissed em off and they not man enough to rate ya a 1 with thier own profile. So what, get over it. I guss I am just sick and tired of the bulletins, it's either come rate me and help me or this fooker rated me a 1...I don't care anymore. It's just stupid, childish, dramaish, bullshit, and when I come on here I feel like I am back in friggen high school. People calling people out on starting drama need to realize that they are the one's who keep the drama going. If ya would just let it alone then omg what would you talk about...hmmm, think about it....if ya weren't maybe ya might meet someone really c

It Seams
it seams that no matter where i look it seams that no matter what i think it seams that no matter what i feel it seams that im not worthy of anyone it seams that i prefear asian women it seams that even with them i find they play games with me it seams that my heart is breaking to the point of not careing anymore it seams that all the good women have finaly gone away and are taken what about the good guys who are looking but being abused it seams that ill just be lonely always

Feel
Let me feel you taste me With the tip of your tongue As you creep up my thighs While the night is still young Let me feel you dip in my juice While caressing my clit Let me feel you as you lap my sweet walls As you plunge in a bit Let me feel you turn up the heat And arouse my desire As you soak in my hole Of hot liquid fire Let me feel you butter my lips As I quiver and sigh From my sexual high Let me feel you climb up on me As you thrust yourself all in me Let me feel all of you and All the desires that run thru you

515
I am getting a migraine from this site today. The whole stash thing gets me. And the bouncer check every 5 seconds is starting to get old. Im gonna head my fat happy ass to bed. I'll decide tomorrow whether or not Im gonna stick around here or not. *sighs*

She
The Dragon flies into the dusk on silver, painted wings, And though she rides the sky alone, she has learned many things. She knows the sea runs to the sand, and where the moon takes rest. She greets the noble unicorns, and flies where phoenix nest. Her eyes seek treasures of the mind, not any mundane thought. She knows of all the Dwarven smiths and what their skills have wrought. Her silvered scales have seen the rule of mighty kings gone by, And when the cause of good was lost, she would often cry. She felt the pain of mother's loss as her children died to fight, all the foes of dragon kind that killed to show their might. In my heart, this dragon flies, and keeps my heart and mind. She taught me how to love, and learn, and made my path defined. She led me down the darkest trail, so I could face my fear, And though I feel her weakening, I know that she is near. And before she spreads her wings to fly forever to be free, I will fly just one more time, for I know that SH

Booty Call Agreement
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2007, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former l

Tonights Date!
Well everyone I had a very nice dinner date tonight! Met the gentleman at the Crowne Plaza here on Hamilton st in allentown and then went to Pasta Bella inside the Lehigh Valley Mall for dinner. Stuffed shells and salad yummy. Nice conversation as we ate. Then we walked around the mall and I showed him the stores that i normally shop at, such as the Deb! Much too my surprise he bought me this dress which i am sending a photo of and also a "hoodie" black with hearts all over it. In addition to this he paid for my meal, as well as the cost for my escorting him on a dinner date. When i got home i was surprised to find inside the sealed envelope was the cost but on top of that was even extra!!! This guy was a true gentleman!!! I look forward to more of these escorting events.. Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Thank You To All For The Birthday Wishes
Thank you all so much for being so kind and sweet on my birthday you all made it wonderful .. what i thought was going to be a calm relaxing day turned into company and more company .. as a matter of fact they just left and its after 11:30 .. I will be on tomorrow im beat tired Hoping you all have a wonderful day tomorrow . and ill catch up with you then Xoxoxoxo Sweet dreams :) Wen

Wedding Night
WEDDING NIGHT Honeymoon at Home: Fred and Mary get married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go back to Fred's Mom and Dad's for their first night together. In the morning, Johnny, Fred's little brother, gets up and has his breakfast. As he is going out of the door to go to school, he asks his mom if Fred and Mary are up yet. She replies, "No". Johnny asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "I don't want to hear what you think! Just go to school." Johnny comes home for lunch and asks his mom, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" She replies, "No." Johnny says, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Never mind what you think! Eat your lunch and go back to school." After school, Johnny comes home and asks again, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" His mom says, "No." He asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Ok, now tell me what you think?" H

Single Daddies
you know i was thinking i give props to all single daddies out there its weird theres more and more popping up and i give yall so much credit.. now can one of u hunt my dead beat dad down and tell him he has a daughter out there cmon its only been like 11 yrs since ive seen him smh

Double Standards...
I was in the mumms earlier..and a mumm was posted.. what the whole point was I cant remember but I do remember that it was written by a bigger woman (no disrespect intended). Now because this woman was big, a comment was made to her about "doing a sit up or two" to help her attract the right kind of man. Now.. I am a big woman.. always have been. I am not ashamed of myself.. and those that know me will understand where I am coming from. Just because a woman is big, does NOT give a man the right to hit her.. assume she is desperate.. or assume that she has low self esteem.. shit happens people.. sometimes we ALL attract the wrong type of people.. Now the comment was explained to me that it "is a proven fact doing sit ups helps you feel better about yourself"... so if this is the case.. someone PLEASE explain to me why no one ever tells a thin woman who attracts assholes to "do a sit up or two"... why is it assumed that only big women attract the assholes.. or somehow deser

Poetry
When the last scale of the living cacoon sluffs away and the wings of maturity are absent... Were you ever prepared for existence among the myriad of beautiful creatures? It will strike you one day; It will pierced you like a blood-soaked quill of criticism. Will you call it art as the ink travels across your flesh like the weeping of the old earth? Or will it scar you beneath your breast plate as you stand fast on the battlefield? Do you believe one lifetime will change you? No... you're headstrong and lust for fleeting shadows... where you can be a somber angel, floating on dark delights, with primal entities that search for love or destruction.

Okay... Wtf?!
What the hell is up with the "Bouncer ID Check"? What? I'm rating pictures too fast so I get this stupid screen? Didn't know that 1 rate every minute or so was too fast... Hmmm... Remember the days when it was about 6/minute was too fast? The next stupid thing... would SOMEONE tell me just what the time interval is on the stupid bulletins? I mean, I do a repost of one... then 25 minutes later try to post another, and it tells me that I'm posting them too fast... WTF?!

If It Were You, Wouldnt You Want The Help??
Graphixs@ fubar This is one special guy who helps everyone. If you don't know him yet, your missing out. Girls hit him up, guys don't be skurred, he's cool peeps! Please do what you can to show him some FU-love. He is only around 42K out from hitting level 19 so anything you can do is appreciated! Thanks and much love to you, Sonya xoxox

Just A Quikie .. Its All Good
His strokes were slow and steady. I bent over the counter top to allow him a deeper route. I moaned and awed at his massive strength. He lifted me up higher on the counter and continued to stroke. I felt my legs quiver and shake. He lifted me up ever so gently and assuring that he stayed in my pussy and carried me to the island. I laid on the counter top enjoying each gentle stroke. He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me back onto his muscle I let out a scream of pure enjoyment. I felt my stomach tense and retract I could feel my juices pour out of my pussy. I removed his dick from my pussy and positoned myself at his feet I began licking my juices off of his masive muscle. He pulled me up off the groud and bent me over touching my toes. He slid his muscle into my dripping pussy. His strokes wer inceasingly harder as he gribbed my hips and spread my ass with each stroke. I laughed and beg him to contiue. I could feel his balls bouncing off of my pussy with each stroke. His muscle began

My Other Side
a few weeks ago I wrote about one side of me that is a very kinky and sexual side. that is not all there is to me, as some of you can attest too. I am a very loving, caring and compassionate person when I become friends with you there will come a point where it may seem that I have fallen for you, in effect I have fallen for you. But there is one person on here who knows how I feel about her and knows I will always be there for her and be more than willing to help her anyway I can. As I will all of you but this person is very special to me and I will always care for her no matter what the costs. If you do become friends with me you will get all my heart and all my soul I will spare no expense in telling you how I feel or what is on my mind that very moment. If you make me angry your best bet is to just leave me alone till I calm down and see if our friendship is worth salvaging if I dont think it is please dont come crawling back to me in hopes of trying to get my frienship back. if I

Tormeneted Dreams
tormented in my dreams theres no escape for me no peace no safty it is with me always and follows me as its my shaddow my burrdon cross to bare the pain of witch u could never understand you dont know me ur not like me dont look at me dont u touch me and i am right there again naked again and i relive it all it dosnt go away there is no freedom form my demons toremneted in my dreams with no escape no peace i woke up and took the bottle till i realized it was all a dream but still no safty it follow close like a shaddow and leaves me in a box i am in a box can u see me the walls there there to keep me safe safe for u and safe form my self b/c iam scard to find the demon that is in me not in u but the curlty that is screamin to be unleashed

Sexual Child Abuse
Well, since this is my blog, I'm going to take the liberty of rambling. So something has happened lately to remind me of what true evil on earth is. It isn't as if I ever forget that this evil exists. Or that I ever feel as if there is something more pervasive and evil than this issue. I've felt this way for most of my adult life, ever since I was old enough and mature enough for people to confide in me about the abuses they had suffered during their lives. But luckily things go on around me often enough to help me keep my focus on how close this evil can come to me and my family and all families for that matter. I guess that's why I decided to write down my feelings and share them. So that maybe I can remind people to never get complacent about the things that could happen to them or someone they love. I'm 35 years old at this writing and it is staggering to me every time I think that almost every female I've met in my life and knew well enough to share something so persona

A Little Radar Love
I've been drivin' all night, my hand's wet on the wheel There's a voice in my head that drives my heel It's my baby callin', says I need you here And it's a half past four and I'm shiftin' gear When she is lonely and the longing gets too much She sends a cable comin' in from above Don't need no phone at all We've got a thing that's called Radar Love We've got a wave in the air, Radar Love The radio is playing some forgotten song Brenda Lee's comin' on strong The road has got me hypnotized And I'm speedin' into a new sunrise When I get lonely and I'm sure I've had enough She sents her comfort comin' in from above We don't need no letter at all We've got a thing that's called Radar Love We've got a light in the sky (Instrumental break) No more speed, I'm almost there Gotta keep cool now, gotta take care Last car to pass, here I go And the line of cars drove down real slow And the radio played that forgotten song Brenda Lee's comin' on strong And the newsman sang

Blinded By The Light
Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Madman drummers bummers, Indians in the summer with a teenage diplomat In the dumps with the mumps as the adolescent pumps his way into his hat With a boulder on my shoulder, feelin' kinda older, I tripped the merry-go-round With this very unpleasin', sneezin' and wheezin, the calliope crashed to the ground The calliope crashed to the ground But she was... Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Some silicone sister with a manager mister told me I go what it takes She said "I'll turn you on son

What The Conversation Leads To...
A lot of guys ask me what they should talk about once they get a woman's name and after they have complimented her. What you need to do is find out what she wants, what she desires, or what turns her on, her passion or hobby. Ask her questions about that and you will have captivated her completely. Also, always find ways to agree with her. NEVER DISAGREE with a woman when you first meet her. You want to create a context of relatedness, and that's done by agreeing with her. So stop worrying about what you're going to say next. Focus all your attention and energy on listening to what the woman is saying to you. Try to visualize or "feel" what she's saying. Now when listening you want to pay particular attention to any "seeds" or free information she happens to throw your way. Seeds refer to subtle hints that women give that point to conversational topics that they would like to or be willing to discuss. Keep in mind that if a woman likes you or would like to get to know you bette

Body-language
Did you know that over 60% of what you communicate is non-verbal? That means your facial expressions, how you carry yourself (never slouch), your hand movements, the smell of your body (use a good cologne), and how you deal with the space around you, all communicate to a woman what kind of man you are. Never under estimate the power of non-verbal communication. The most important tip I can give you about picking up a woman is to MAKE EYE CONTACT with her. Look long and adoringly into her eyes. Never look down (a sign of submission, timidity, and weakness) and never look at a woman's breasts when you're talking to her (a common mistake many men make). Women will reject you and consider you disrespectful if you do. Maintaining eye contact also says to a woman that you are interested in her and that you want to get to know her. This is a pre-requisite (according to women) to get to know how she is in bed. Also, be sure and SMILE! A smile sends a positive and important message. A s

Rip: Charles Thomas Heinlein.
Charles Thomas Heinlein Jr. is my ex fiance. He was serving in Iraq when he was killed on July 31st 2007. I found out on August 5th after I came home from my sister having her son. Yes, he was my ex, but I still love him dearly. We didn't always get along, but that doesn't diminish my love for him, or how much I will miss him. He was serving in the ARMY and was in Iraq when his vehicle tripped an IAD bomb killing him along with 2 Soldiers. He has been such a large part of my life for the last few years, even though we barely spoke and were not together anymore. I will miss him more than words can express. The only thing that has stopped me from crying is holding my nephew. I don't know what else to say, other than please have his friends and family in your prayers and thoughts.

I Am Having Trouble....
With what pic to use as my default...I am asking you my sweet lovies to help me pick out my non nsfw pic as a default. When you decide which pic you like the best post the link here in the blog...The one that gets posted here the most will be the one that I use. TY ahead of time to all my sweeties. Em!

Please Help Me Once Again!!
I need less than 7k pts to level!! And I know I have several new friends who haven't rated my pics yet. Please help me level any way that you can. Send me a message saying you did so and I will return the favor for you. Also please repost this bulletin for me so your friends can help me out too!

I Am...
Gonna be going threw all my friends and fans. I have alot more friends then I do fans. So to make sure I havent missed anyone I am going to go threw all of them and make sure I have fanned and rated your page. If I missed you and you know it pls feel free to let me know and I will correct the problem. I know it upsets ppl if they fan/rate you and you dont return the favor so I'll be making sure I correct this on me end. Anyway much love to all. MUAHHHHHHHH

Haha Funny
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

First Day Of School!!
I got up the instant the alarm went off and began to get Jayden ready for school. The initial shock still had not set in. We brushed teeth, got dressed and had a quick breakfast. I took a couple snapshots as he stood ever so ready to get on the bus and venture on his way. I kept telling myself in my head that I would not cry just because he was going to school. It is inevitable and just part of life. Well, regardless of what I told myself, I broke down in tears the second that his little feet hit the step to get on that bus. I'm still a little weepy as I sit here typing this now. He didn't even bat an eyelash as he took that first step! He was so excited that I'm pretty sure he would have smiled even if the world had came crashing down around him. I'm so proud of him and laughing at myself for being so torn up about it. The song that was playing in my head was "Tough Little Boys" by Gary Allan. His daddy would have been so proud of him, to see him stand there ready to start

Block This Person
Canadian Stoner@ fubar He/She/It is completely rude and you will do yourself a favor to block them and keep them from coming to your page. We dealt with them before and they stole some pics from hubby and made some inappropriate morphs of his pic with pics that weren't him. They got deleted. Now they are back and started rated my pics 3's and I was able to block him. If you notice, they just recreated their account in May. People like this just completely ruin the fun of being on here.

Letters From Iraq?
Originally posted in sticky bulletin form, but that will go away soon, so here it is again in bloggy goodness! LMAO (Already have over 50 emails on the list, and haven't even added my family yet, so thank you all very much and keep them coming) (Oh also, because of the volume of the list so far, and growing, it's best if you search for my first email from Iraq in your junk mail folder, lol) As many of you know, I'm off to Iraq again here in less than 4 weeks. Now comes the usual time where I start collecting email addresses. I'll be able to stay in contact over there, no problem, but mostly this is for the mailing list. If you don't know what this is: I put out an almost daily newsletter, detailing the events and thoughts of each day while deployed. They are apparently very entertaining, and some even say I should bundle them together and make a book. Sequel to Jarhead or something, lol!! Well I don't foresee any major combat situations, as I'll mostly be working at the

True Friendship
"True Friendship" (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to cat

Evolution Of Lostcherry - Cherrytap - Fubar
Something popped into my head the other day when someone was speaking of the new name Fubar...sooo my mind of course goes into random mode and I have come up with the thinking behind all the name changes Ok first it was lost cherry right, well my thinking goes There was a guy who had a girl, they broke up, he lost the cherry, (Lostcherry.com), he got the girl back and they had sex so in essence he tapped the cherry (cherrytap.com), once they had sex, the fighting began because he wanted more and she didn't so then things got fubar'd (fubar.com) and that is my thought on the evolution of lostcherry, cherrytap and fubar :D hope you enjoyed my random comedic way of thinking

Should People Be Allowed To Steal Your Pictures?
My good friend Jack..aka Psycho~Sexy just had to delete his account because no one would help him. Some one stole some of his pictures and made up an account using his pictures. That doesn't seem fair does it? I want all my friends to harass the Sh*t out of him. He is a great friend of mine, probably one of my best friends, and I hate to see this happen. Thank's to you..all my love and kisses! Nancy here is the link Ricky1@ fubar

Perfume Scam
Subject: please pass this around!!! Body: Scary everyone should read this!!! be safe! Body: MAKE SURE YOUR DAUGHTERS KNOW & EVERYONE ELSE This was written by a guyfrom KVLY-TV in Fargo. This is true. Scary! This is something that happened to us on the way back from vacation lastweek. At first I didn't think much of it until now. The reason we were alittle suspicious is we had been riding in a jeep all day with 100degree temps and we stopped at a truck stop for something to drink. WhenI was leaving, a young girl followed me out and asked what kind ofcologne I was wearing. Well, after 7 hours in the car sweating, I don't think you could tell ifI was or was not wearing any cologne. We just got in the jeep and saidno thanks. Then it was about 3 weeks ago, I was at a service station in Birminghamgetting gas. It was about 9:30 PM. I was approached by 2 men and 2 womenin a car. The man that was driving asked me 'What kind of perfume do youwear?' I was a bit confused and I asked him 'Why?' He

Very Sick Things Afoot
Working on a new 2 set extreme escape club show that I will be touring with VERY soon. The new show will feature 4 extreme escapes per set that will have me facing impaling, strangulation, forced cranial/brain surgery, disembowling, and a host of other torturous and delightful fates should I screw up. And of course, all set to a shattering background of metal tunes from the likes of RAMMSTEIN, THOR and SERPENT. This will be the most extreme club show anyone has ever put together or even had the balls to try. No gimmicks, no bullshit, and NO second chances... Santini

This Wuz In Thu Nooze This Mornin'
Emily Sue passed away and Bubba called 911. The 911 operator told Bubba that she would send someone out right away. "Where do you live?" asked the operator. Bubba replied, "At the end of Eucalyptus Drive." The operator asked, "Can you spell that for me?" There was a long pause and finally Bubba said, "How 'bout if I drag her ovr ta Oak Street, and you pick 'er up there?"

What Is It About Possessive People?
What the hell do people think? I am on a few sites. POF is one of them. Been there for a while and have made some great friends! I started talking to this guy and we were having a good time chatting. Made plans to meet him and everything. He saw that I was still on POF, I was actually looking for him, and he sent me an email saying that I must be playing the field, that he does get jealous and he dont like to share his woman.. and then in the same breath said i wasn't his woman.. but he can tend to be a little possessive. WTF?!?! Hell no, I ain't going thru that again. I told him that we could be friends.. thats it! Nothing more. Am I taking what he said wrong or am I right on the money?

Thangs Ya Nevr Heer In Kintuckee
"I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex." "Duct tape won't fix that." "Honey, I think we should sell the pickup and buy a family sedan." "Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken." "We don't keep firearms in this house." "Has anybody seen the sideburns trimmer?" "You cain't feed that to the dog." "I thought Graceland was tacky." "No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe." "Wrastling's fake." "Honey, did you mail that donation to Greenpeace?" "We're vegetarians." "Do you think my gut is too big?" "I'll have grapefruit and grapes instead of biscuits and gravy." "Honey, we don't need another dog." "Who gives a crap who won the Civil War?" "Give me the small bag of pork rinds." "Too many deer heads detract from the decor." "Spittin' is such a nasty habit." "I just couldn't find a thing at Wal-Mart taday!" "Checkmate." "She's too young to be wearin' a bikini." "Does the salad bar have bean sp

Something To Talk About
Days go by and i end up trying to make new friends to talk to or to get to know, I don't hide anything as long as you ask the questions. I know that if once I start talking that I tell you all about me then maybe you will know the real me for me.. Take time to get to know me and what I'm all about instead of thinking that I'm just another guy just trying to be a dog... I am a decent person and I know how to carry a decent conversation. you want to make the conversation interesting then fine, go right ahead I'm all game just get to know who I am first

Fucking Suck My Dick Dom's
NO assholes despite what you wish or you want I DO NOT SWITCH. How dare you assume I will find kidding like this from someone here funny? I have friends in the real world that would NEVER disrespect me or anyone like me like that yet you wankers sit here and expect me to laugh it off. Amazing part of this little rant is the ones who do it are the self titles Masters. Yeah Masters with no clue as to the difference in kinky sex and lifestyle Domination. or as I lovingly call them “suck my dick dom’s” You know who you are you’re the ones who demand head whenever you feel like it and consider it serving you. Oh crap you guys need to wake the fuck up. You’re the ones who give this lifestyle a bad name the ones we always have to defend the real lifestyle with and because. Give it a rest don’t talk to me don’t assume I will find you funny and don’t assume you will automatically be taken for this old style lifestyle Dom with me in the first 5 seconds on any chat. Don’t assume shit about me

Okay?
i have news :) i'm moving!!! i posted a mumm a couple days ago about it, but i'll give more details soon :) now go and enjoy this jokes lol Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Saturday Night
On Saturday I wanted to look my best so I took a shower, shaved my legs and pussy. I dressed my 125lbs, 5'10", 20 year old body in my favorite white miniskirt and I covered my pretty 32C’s with a skin tight cotton top. Chris and Ryan said that they had a surprise for me. We drove across town to Ryan’s house. As we pulled into his driveway I could already hear the music coming from inside. There was several people that I had seen and meet before, but there were also a hand for that I hadn’t. We were all having a good time, playing several “high school” drinking games when I heard Ryan and Chris telling a small group about Friday night… At first I was PISSED!!! But then as I realized that I had nothing to embarrassed about. And I started to feel a little hot. I knew that these guys and gals would be seeing my in a new light. This guy that I didn’t know look at me and asked if the story was true. I looked his straight in the eye and said “yes”. Then he did a very unexpected and shock

You Tell Me
I recently worked with a photographer who had the creative image to stage a girl on girl rape scene. The models that we were working with on the set were never advised that this would be part of the days shooting or that some partial nudity would be asked of them. I know as a guy I’ll be told to be quiet but I really felt bad for the girls as some of them were very uncomfortable with the direction of the shoot as their age ranged from 16-24 and some had never posed for a nude in their life. In the case of one young lady I insisted that she voice her concerns to the photographer and that if she felt uncomfortable not to shoot those specific shots. The model in question started to pose for the pics against her better judgement and broke down on the set. I spoke with the photographer directly expressing my concern for the girls and the fact that none of us (myself included) were informed that the shoot would take that direction. I guess it sounds silly but as a man I was repulse

Anal Anyone???????
I am reposting this because I know you great people as a whole have some wonderful opinions and I would like to hear them. As I sit here trying to produce an OPORD for some upcoming hi-speed event, I was pondering why some people have anal sex phobias. Countless porn movies are dedicated to anal sex (a few are about really extreme anal sex!!!!!!!!!!!!). There are many publications about having anal sex with your partner. As for myself, anal sex is alright if I'm in the mood for it. (I'm a giver!) During my travels of the globe, I have come to this conclusion: 15% of women crave it in the butt, 30% will do it but won't tell their best friend, 5% only do it when the have had alcohol, and 50% won't even consider it (this demographic includes those prudes that won't suck a dick or get on top!) That leaves a 50-50 chance that the girl you meet will have anal sex. I know you are thinking, "why is this idiot thinking of anal sex while on the the job?", because at least once during

Wake Up America!!
When WW III Started ~~~ 1979 ! US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station, Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was, but I think it should have been "Get Out of Bed!" In fact, I think the alarm clock has been buzzing since 1979 and we have continued to hit the snooze button and roll over for a few more minutes of peaceful sleep since then. It was a cool fall day in November 1979 in a country going through a religious and political upheaval when a group of Iranian students attacked and seized the American Embassy in Tehran. This seizure was an outright attack on American soil; it was an attack that held the world's most powerful country hostage and paralyzed a

Wtf....
So then...Life has been a lil strange the last few days.....OK so i get back on here and well..What the hell is all i can say? Seems that children are allowed to play games and get rewarded for it...Fuck that shit...When you reward children who likes to play games then dont try to play games with me....I dont want any kinda drama at all....But seems that someone wants to keep the drama in there life instead of moving on Just a rant....

Chicken With Cashew Nuts
Chicken with Cashew Nuts The nutty crunch of cashews really makes this dish something special. As with all stir-fries, be sure to have your ingredients prepped and ready, because the cooking goes by in a flash. Credit: Helen Chen's Chinese Home Cooking Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound skinless, boneless chicken breast (about 2 cups), cut into 3/4-inch cubes * 2 teaspoons cornstarch * 2 teaspoons dry sherry * 1/2 teaspoon gingerroot, peeled and grated * 2 tablespoons dark soy sauce * 2 tablespoons hoisin sauce * 1 teaspoon sugar * 4 tablespoons vegetable oil (canola, corn or peanut) * 1 peeled and crushed garlic clove * 1 cup whole toasted blanched cashews * 1 teaspoon sesame oil Directions: Place the chicken in a bowl. Add the cornstarch, sherry and gingerroot and stir until well mixed. Set aside. Combine the soy sauce, hoisin sauce, sugar and 2 tablespoons of water in a small bowl and stir until smooth. Se

That Oughtta Lern 'em!
Bad Thai Cops to Endure Kitty Shame Aug 6, 7:38 AM (ET) BANGKOK, Thailand (AP) - Thai police officers who break rules will be forced to wear hot pink armbands featuring "Hello Kitty," the Japanese icon of cute, as a mark of shame, a senior officer said Monday. Police officers caught littering, parking in a prohibited area, or arriving late - among other misdemeanors - will be forced to stay in the division office and wear the armband all day, said Police Col. Pongpat Chayaphan. The officers won't wear the armband in public. The striking armband features Hello Kitty sitting atop two hearts. "Simple warnings no longer work. This new twist is expected to make them feel guilt and shame and prevent them from repeating the offense, no matter how minor," said Pongpat, acting chief of the Crime Suppression Division in Bangkok. "(Hello) Kitty is a cute icon for young girls. It's not something macho police officers want covering their biceps," Pongpat said.

Sexual Zodiac Sign
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Life Lesson From Worms
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!" That pretty much ended the service --

Touch
Touch A touch can say so many things. It can be a voice with no sound it can be filled with heated passion it can leave you breathless it can make you quiver A touch can heighten your senses to the point of no return it can intoxicate you it can make you burn it can be as soft as a warm summer breeze or it can be as brutal as the blazing sun Without touch, one cannot feel, embrace it, cherish it, hold it dear. Good or bad, you will always want to feel. A gentle touch can make you heal. Lisa Maria

A New Addition To The Family...
So yesterday my wishes came true and I got a puppy. Awww he is a five month old purebred Boston Terrier who still doesn't have a name but I'm thinking it'll either be Sir Badass Killington, Toby, or Hendrix. But yeah I am so happy right now, yay!

I Have The Best Friends...
I do. :) Yesterday was a long day. I had to be at work at 2:30 in the morning to go to fucking Arkansas. I was in the backroom with four guys. One woman, three single guys and one taken guy who is the most perverted out of all of them. I had to point out that they were single for a reason. It was hilarious though. Beside the fact that they don't have air conditioning back there. None. At all. On the upside I think I will end up sweating off 20 pounds by the end of the week. Over all I was away from home for 20 hours. This week is going to be heaven for my paycheck. Today is my day off. I was supposed to go over to Jeremy's with Brad and do the dork thing. Jeremy wasn't able to get back in town early enough though. So Brad's just hanging out here with his daughter for a bit. I wanted to go see Josh today but he had stuff he had to get done. :( sucky but that's life. The rest of this week is full of early mornings and long stores. Tomorrow is a hardware store in Fulton (3.5 hour

Finding Your Heart.
Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even

Letter Unwritten (silence Unbroken)
Letter Unwritten (Silence Unbroken) You'll never read this letter until it's too late to steal my fate away; I've lost myself to senseless meanderings, but all I've ever wanted was for you to see me. You don't understand my words, so I'm leaving you with silence and praying this letter never touches your fingertips, because my heart can't be repaired this time and it's pointless whispering my pleas. You'll never realize the depth of all the syllables I refused to mutter when midnight terrors stole the warmth from my palms, and my eyes were always stone for you. I never meant to lose my grip, but it's too late for turning back, and I can't let you hear my screaming when my tongue is dripping pain. And you'll never comprehend how torn my soul can be, because I've carved myself a metal costume and I'll never take it off. And I guess this is so-long, leaving you to riddle the impossible because goodbye would break me more. This

Older Than The Hills
In 1960 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US Sit-ins being after 4 black college students in North Carolina refuse to move from a deli counter when denied service A U-2 reconnaissance plane belonging to the US is shot down in the Soviet Union Hurricane "Donna" strikes the East Coast causing over 100 deaths in the US and the Antilles John F. Kennedy defeats Vice President Richard Nixon in the presidential race Cassius Clay (who later took the name Muhammad Ali) wins his first professional fight Michael Stipe, Tony Robbins, Bono, John F. Kennedy, Jr., and Jeffrey Dahmer are born Pittsburgh Pirates win the World Series Philadelphia Eagles win the NFL championship Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Alfred Hitchcock's Psycho is the top grossing film To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee is published The Beatles make their debut in Hamburg, Germany The Flintstones debut What Happened the Year You Were Born?

How Do I Get Over Her
damn it. here we go again with her. she cheated on me. she became a drug addict. this is the same chick that i metwhen i was like 11 yrs old and the person i feel in love with. she meant everything to me and then i get her ass thro school, helped her every way that i could. but all that she wanted was dope and fucking every dick possibly. how can i get over someone asap that i haveloved for yearson end.

My Darling
Thinking of her being so far away, wish I were with her everyday. She needs to know how much I care, letting out all the feelings I share. She know all about me,but yet I havent scared her away. Demons in a closet so deep still everyday she is here to stay.I dont deserve what she gives me.Always giving it to me so freely. Told you all about her eyes and her voice, but its her heart that is what I want the most of all. Doesnt matter where or when I will be at her beckon call. What has come over me I am not sure, Just know that we have a love that is pure. Taken me a while for you to hear me say, and yes i think of you all day. Trying to let my light shine through, and my darling I LOVE YOU!!

Hate Him
i find it very funny that i was recently called a duchebag by someone that hasnt shown an onuce of sincerity about the things i am going through and dealing with considering i am taking care of his son and he has only seen him once since he was born three months ago. Now that i have a boyfriend and we are very very happy he is butt hurt because i told him off. then when i handed my bestfreind and love of my life the phone and let him say how he feels the bitch hung up on him and then posted a blog talking shit about my man and calling him Captain save a ho. sad thing is is that my man is the only dad my son has ever known and has been here for me and my son since before he was born. Am i wrong in feeling that my boyfriend has more of a right to be called dad than his fucked up sperm donor? My boyfriend pays for everything my son needs and even more. he is always willing to be the first to take care of him and love him. So for all you men out there that have taken on being single da

A Reason To Smile
Five Minutes To Happiness It can be so easy to get caught up in the rigors of modern life that we tend to forget that happiness need not come with stipulations. Happiness becomes something we must schedule and strive for—a hard-won emotion—and then only when we have no worries to occupy our thoughts. In reality, overwhelming joy is not the exclusive province of those with unlimited time and no troubles to speak of. Many of the happiest people on earth are also those coping with the most serious challenges. They have learned to make time for those simple yet superb pleasures that can be enjoyed quickly and easily. Cultivating a happy heart takes no more than five minutes. The resultant delight will be neither complex nor complicated, but it will be profound and will serve as a reminder that there is always a reason to smile. So much that is ecstasy-inducing can be accomplished in five minutes. Alone, we can enjoy an aromatic cup of our favorite tea, take a stroll through the garde

First Random Thought
I know I am weird but here it goes, You know what I like?? well besides star wars and superman:) I like woman in Satin Bras! I know, what the hell drives this. Well I have been cruisin around Fubar lately looking at user galleries and have found that pictures of woman in Satin Bras are my favorites. I guess i am not a lace see-thru type guy cause those pictures don't seem to spark intrest with me. I know I am a little weird to even be thinking of stuff like this but hey its my blog, your the one reading it, so whats that make you:) well have a great day!!!

Information And Inspiration
Roadmaps Of Life All the major spiritual traditions serve the purpose of offering us a roadmap to guide us on our individual journeys to enlightenment. These roadmaps are made up of moral codes, parables, and, in some cases, detailed descriptions of mystical states. We often study the fine points of a particular ascended master’s narrative in order to better understand our own and to seek inspiration and guidance on our path. In the same way, when we plan a road trip, we carry maps and guidebooks in an effort to understand where we are going. In both cases, though, the journey has a life of its own and maps, while helpful, can only take us so far. There is just no comparison between looking at a line on a piece of paper and driving your own car down the road that line represents. Some people seem well-suited to following maps, while others are always looking for new ways to get where they’re going. In the end, the only reliable compass is within, as every great spiritual guide wi

A New Segment In Life.
Today is going to be rough. It started out like every Saturday of mine with busted plans leading to me doing my same old thing. Which spurred me to make changes. If you are an old MS friend or an even closer, personal friend, you will know of my personal relationship I have been in for the last 3 years. A very up and down one that wasnt leading to a happy ending. Well, today was that ending. I decided it was time for me to open up my life and heart to new and hopefully better days. Once again I have ended a relationship because she wasnt able to give all I was needing and willing to give to what makes for a lasting, loving life spent together. I do not fault her for her actions. She had prior obligations to her children and I knew that in the beginning. We all know that fucked up feeling inside when you have to walk away from someone that has influenced your life for such a long period of time and the uncertainty of that which lies ahead. The sorrow in having to break a hea

Love?
I have slain mortal enemies. I have climbed mountains to obtain land. Yet I have never had such a fearsome foe as love. Vlad gave his heart long ago to the fair red. She took his heart willingly and promised. The dark prince came along with whispers of adventure and tried to steal the fair red. Vlad rallied the army to go slay the dark prince. No! Cried the fair red. Vlad was confused. Afterall, the fair red had promised her love and the dark prince was trying to remove that promise. He must die! His head must be put on a pike and displayed here to warn others ...don't fuck with Vlad. The fair red exclaimed that it was adventure, akin to a hunting trip that she had summoned the dark prince. Not a suitor brought to steal Vlads love. This has pleased Vlad. He is no longer warring with the dark prince and has unlocked the fair reds chains. The future will tell if Vlad made the correct choice. In the meantime ...he will be sharpening more pikes.

Ready For A Kewl Trick?
GET A CALCULATOR PUT IN THE FIRST 3 DIGITS OF UR PHONE NUMBER (NOT UR AREA CODE) X'S IT BY 80 ADD 1 X'S IT BY 250 ADD THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF UR NUMBER (EX.6917) ADD THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF UR NUMBER AGAIN SUBTRACT 250 DIVIDE IT BY 2 AND THE ANSWER SHOULD BE UR PHONE NUMBER

Hey Peoples
OK I have tried it all so here it is. Whoever comes and helps out my sister in law the most will win a 3 day blast paid for by me. I dont give the things out often but I will for her. I will also give out a small gift to whoever else chooses to help. Click the link I have people who will let me know who did what and you never know I might even give out a one month vip if you totally bomb the hell out of her between now and saturday. PLEASE REPOST FOR ME AND FOR HER THANK YOU!!!! Contest link My link so that you know who is giving it away for helpin. *~*Sinful Southern Princess*~*@ fubar (repost of original by '*~*Sinful Southern Princess*~*' on '2007-08-07 12:55:03') (repost of original by '**FireCracker**~Greeter for Buttery Nipple Lounge~' on '2007-08-07 13:13:10')

Please Read!!
Please check put my homeboy Crucialtagz. This is a good man that dose great work. You show him love and he will return the favor.Ya'll wemon always talkin' that ya'll lookin' 4 good dudes, go check out my homie.

Celibacy
I have taken a vow of celibacy until I can find a guy who is actually worth sleeping with. No more losers, creeps, or dirt bags. No more giving into temptation or lust. It's much too easy to do so. I'd rather work for something real, something definite. This doesn't mean no dating or meeting guys, just new ways of having fun.

Love America Hate The State We Are In
I was talking to this senior citizen at the supermarket today, she was telling me that her benefits were cut off because she made too much money and the government thought she could make it without the assistance the government offers. This appalled me! This woman was 75 and worked 15 hrs a week at the local library, how can she make it? While we spend billions and billions of dollars on a war that is both pathetic and shameful, this poor woman who worked all of her life and paid her taxes like she was supposed to is left to buy cans of vegetables and live on ramen noodles soup! What has this country become? It sickens me that we are one of the richest countries in the world yet minimum wage is lower now than it has been in 35 years. When is someone going to step up and make a REAL difference in how this country is run, when is someone NOT going to be selfish. I am not here to bash American because I love this country, the freedom we have, the opportunity it offers but it pains me that

Literal Interpretations
It's a pity Jeff Shaara doesn't write school textbooks; the historical novels he does write regarding Americans at war give you the feeling you're really there when the Declaration of Independence is signed, when you hear the opening shots at Fort Sumter, etc. And while the great conflicts from Revolutionary times to World War II (as far as I know, he's written books set during the American Revolution, the Mexican War, the Civil War, World War I, and World II) are happening, they don't take up the lion's share of the book . . . Shaara's reasoning based on the facts of the case and his judicious use of what people actually said blended with some educated guesses regarding what goes on behind closed doors makes the reader -- well, it made me -- forget they're reading a novel, a work of fiction. They're not jingoistic, but they are respectful of their sources, something many of our modern histories lack. I just finished reading Shaara's 2001 novel Rise to Rebellion (ISBN 0345452062)

Give 'em A Rope..
I need to exercise my prerogative, to humor the ridiculous, go out on a limb or remain the pious hold out and risk persecution. So be it. I can't validate the guilty pleasure, hang-up or self-indulgence, but I can rationalize being a willing slave to its pressure or condescend to acquiesce to avoid real suffering, even garner sympathy for my righteous sacrifice or implied martyrdom. Thus I can step it up or hang out, submit to the charade, or sacrifice to what end? But it's the inevitably lame justification that prompts posturing, or playing victim, dumb or innocent. Today I can take it, fake it, quit kidding myself, or put an end to tempting resistance and just grin and bear it. Or, call the bluff -- give them a rope and they'll hang themselves soon enough.

Fubar Intro & First Blog Of Skydreams
Well, let's see...This past summer has been awesome to say the least. I started up my pc tech support company (www.Ineedatechguy.com) and did a lot of traveling, which is one of my favorite pursuits in life. Baja Mexico, Los Angeles, Lake Tahoe, and Las Vegas with my GF MsNiquesy and Timper (both cool people here on Fubar as well) were the main haunts...Now just gotta focus on School to get my undergrad stuff out of the way to move on up. Now, I just bought my books for school- Senior year is starting up at Wichita State University here in Kansas, and damn am I anxious. My grandparents, Mom, and brothers back in Los Angeles will hopefully enjoy themselves as soon as May rolls around for my graduation, especially since they have never been to the Midwest before. Keep it real for me here on fubar, and thanx for your time! ~SkyDreams

Wanna Hear My Voice
Ok so the thing with snapvine is like comments but instead you leave them on a answering machine and everyone and me can hear it. I left a comment/ intro on it so you all can hear my voice. Pick up the phone call ........(614)715-0100 Then enter the code for my snapvine code.......... 1967 If you live outside of the us then go to my profile scroll down and you will see like a box with butterflies on it . Click leave a message and click your country. Also to hear your comment or mine click the play button.

Inside A Girls Head
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine __________________________

Wanna Get Naughty With Me?
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me dirty pictures of you?

A Poem By Me
A seed lies withering beneath the soil, seeking warmth from distant sun. Fruitess seems the endless toil; seeking solace and finding none. To grow and flourish, to begin anew, to burst forth in colored array, but finding only Winter's chill embrace in toneless shades of black and grey. Oh when dear Lord will Summer come, to save this seed from bitter frost? To bring dappled light of untold promise, else all efforts past are lost. A seed lies withering beneath the soil, seeking warmth from distant sun. Fruitess seems the endless toil; seeking solace and finding none.

Siesta Key
Hello from Clearwater! Just got back from Siesta Key beach, and oh that was nice. Played some beach volleyball and kicked some ass. The water was incredible and can see why its one of the top beaches in the world. I think right now, I am slightly darker then some Mexicans, because I was asked to play soccer. Now we are getting showers, getting dressed and going to Britts Laguna to eat. We went earlier and the food and drinks were awesome, so heading back like we promised them. Tomorrow is supposed to be Disney World, not sure though since Howie's wife being preggo wasnt sure what she wanted to do. My sister and I may just have to take the car tomorrow. Thats all for now!

War On Terror
Coming to a city near you, until u wake up and forget about paris hilton and lindsey lohan and care about the world u live in. start learning for yourself instead of learning from the daily show and what u here repeated from idiots

Love's Agony
My soul has been tortured, broken apart Somehow resilient, patched holes in my heart Fills up like a balloon, then popped with a dart Deflating down, feelings usually depart Men always get close, keeping me safe inside Their hearts promise healing, love to abide My past soon revealed, they turn, run and hide It's over to them, not for me to decide What's happened to me, I wouldn't have chosen Am I to turn off my heart, to be left here frozen This fate I will bare, a noose that won't loosen Around my weak heart, loves locked in my prison Closing off from the pain, I can only protect The passion I feel, he soon will reject The body will heal, but the mind won't forget What's left of this pitiful life, just regret by Amanda

Thanks, Friends
Wow. I uploaded some pics. Why do I upload pics when my so-called friends mark them NSFW???? I uploaded to a Friends only folder; so I know it was a "friend." The crazy thing is that the pic wasn't even that NSFW. I have seen comment pics that are worse. In fact, I have seen comment pics left on people's pages of people engaging in so-called NSFW acts, and it's not an issue. This pic was just of an ass, not even a naked ass....WTF? If that offends you so much; then get off my friend's list please. I marked this blog NSFW just in case it offends one of you. :p To my real friends that actually will read this blog, and who actually read my bulletins and talk to me, comment me, and rate my stash, pics, etc.... Thank you, I know it wasn't you, and I appreciate your friendship. Today has just been on of those days on FUBAR that makes me think; what the heck am I even on here for?

Long Distance Love #2
Doubts and worry did I have When I was unsure how to love There were times when I couldn't believe That this someone special has finally arrived Time seemed to pass very fast Yet I still can't wait For that special moment When Fate allows us to meet Some things still strike me as not right Even after I've known you so much better This distance parting us should not exist Cause we are obviously destined to be together The oceans between the two of us Doesn't really amount to anything though Compared to the joy you have brought to my life And the future we hold together No matter what the future brings us Please just remember those moments we had Sharing moments of joy, peace and laughs Even when things hit us bad Sure I wish we were physically closer but in my heart, this relationship is the best I can have Being around you is all I long for but I will settle for our long distance love

Kids Are So Funny
I went to the beach today with my son.....and he found some kids to play with.... after about 20 mins or so he came over and said...."mom these kids told me theres a animal in the water that pulls you under the water called ...an undertoad! LMAO ...it was so funny!

Biotch, I'm From The South!!!!
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Florida came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we

For My Friends
U are probably thinking i am not much of a friend write now. I dare say i can blame you all either. No response for days, nothing not even a peep out of me! So for all you that are loyal to my friendship, i appoligise if you feel ignore by me dont there is a good reasion. I am very emotionally disturbed right now, having a rough time, crying etc all day most days, not sleepiong or coping with things well And having a horrifying time with depression I do appologise xxx

Big Country..
Hey all my lovely friends... Please go to my page click on the family tab, click on Big Country and give my buddy Eddie a huge fubar welcome. I'll give a gift to everyone who let's me know they stopped by Big Country's Page, rated and fanned him! Thanks my loves! Shawna

Survey Time
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do/did you have a crush on me? 9. Would you kiss me? 10. Would you hug me? 11. Physically, what stands out? 12. Emotionally, what stands out? 13. Do you wish I was cooler? 14. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 15. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 16. Am I loveable? 17. How long have you known me? 18. Describe me in one word. 19. What was your first impression? 20. Do you still think that way about me now? 21. What do you think my weakness is? 22. Do you think I'll get married? 23. What makes me happy? 24. What reminds you of me? 25. How well do you know me? 26. When's the last time you sa

Wanna Talk About A Bitch...
Im so absolutely sick of fickle fucking people on this site. Do not waste my time if you dont want to talk to me asking for my Yahoo Do not waste my time in my shout box if you only want to see my Boobies folder Do not be a pussy and talk behind my back.. you got something to say Feel free to use my shout for this please. And for that matter if you are a pussy.. then go away anyways I dont need you meowing on my doorstep. You wanna be my friend.. try it I say. You gonna backstab me right?? You need something I got? Want me to buy you a blast? A VIP? Or ya need me to pimp you out so you level faster? Or just so that its faster than me?? Stepping stone Im not... and REAL people and friends is what I want. Too much nothing being said.. right Warmer?? You got something to say.. and wont make me cry... come talk to me

You Know
I posted a bulletin tonight for my boyfriend for people to go show him some love, he has had a VERY bad day and no one has even gone by there. I help out people repost peoples shit and no one can seem to return the favor. I have made alot of friends here that i thought were better than that. It's been a VERY stressful last 2 days for the 2 of us. I guess i see where the friends i made here really care, sorry to see that. Heather

Question??????
DO WE HAVE ANYONE, WHO IS UNDER 10,000, THAT IS READY TO LEVEL? IF SO, LEAVE A BLOG COMMENT. LOVE TO ALL, REBEL LADY PS ~ JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW, REBEL PROBABLY WON'T BE BACK ON-LINE TONIGHT. HE HAS A VERY BAD MIGRAINE.

Trust
I trust my intuition and nurture an environment of deep devotion, patience, and intense passion. I mirror my hearts desire and am never too busy to connect to those who trust, love and need me. "It's the thought that counts." Many can say "I would die for them" -- only I can live for them -- spoken with sincerity by a true "Drama Queen." I am empowered by embracing my emotions as a gift and unconditional love is my gift.

From Terry Pratchett's "the Last Continent"
Rincewind had always been happy to think of himself as a racist. The One Hundred Meters, the Mile, the Marathon -- he'd run them all. (Editor's note: this takes some context before it's actually funny. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Discworld , maybe...)

Less Is More
Papi RH@ fubar Hello everyone, I would like to say I will not be online as much. I'm going through some issues and will not be online fubar as much. If you need me you know where to talk with me. Papi RH

See Ya Later
I have come to a conclusion that this site is a hazard to ones ability to live there life as they should!! Know on in there right mind should spend more time on this damn page then with there family !! I am so tired off it so see you later and I hope that everyone feels free to message me but I won't be on for a while !!! With Love to All !!!!! Amanda

A Lil Update
So I have totally been inactive on CT which I guess is now Fubar. In the 8 months I have been back at school I have by far exceeded my own expectations. Lining up for 5 more classes this fall I should have my AA in another year or so. School comes first has been my mentality and with the workload I have received this summer from English and Math I have completely kept myself busy... haven't even been able to draw. The little spare time I do have has been going to my homies Kenny and Dub who are finally out of jail while they continue their trial. They are two out of the six people I count as blood and the time I have with them I am not taking forgranted since they might not be here for long. All in all life has been busy, but good. Those who know my homelife know its constantly unstable, but things have cooled down and I think I am making progress... though I do not know to what end. Though I don't check this that often I do check my myspace almost regularly due to my r/l fr

Mumm Turned Blog.....
I know this place is notorious for ‘show me yours and I’ll show you mine’... but what the hell is wrong with wanting to know a little about someone.... before you go flashin them what nature.. or man in some cases.. gave you? Is that so wrong? ~Candyce~

Ok... Correction To A Comment I Just Made...
and a question, too... The stash-rating issue I annoyingly-several-times-blogged about yesterday is fixed- so far as I can tell. I'm guessing that it was a combination of bugs, not changes in features that weren't worked out properly, but I don't know of course. It was an interesting bit of work, anycase, with only one person able to rate any new stash item for awhile in most (but not all!) cases, after which no one else could rate it without an error. Again, seems fixed now- far as I can tell! But is anyone else having trouble with it that isn't fixed by obvious (clear cache, refresh...) means?

Country Vs. City Girls
A city girl will take you where you need to go. *A country girl throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city girl will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country girl will say beat her as* and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city girl will let another girl know she can back or get knocked out. *A country girl will just knock her out!!! A city girl tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country girl tells you we need another shot, we bout to get druuuunk! A city girl goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country girl goes to the club with you and says lets show these city girls how we do it. A city girl wonders who your new man is. *A country girl knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many girls he is talking to right now!!! A city girl thinks the friendship is over when you have an argum

#2!!!
tom@ fubar Here's the convo, I even made it so ya can read it top to bottom! Hooray! tom: hello there ->Sinful: hi tom: how you doin ? ->Sinful: i'm alright, you? tom: doin good tom: but ive never seen someone with an ugly face like yours ->Sinful: so you shouted me just to insult me? tom: sorry it's an insult tom: just a remark ->Sinful: hmm, well ugly is generally considered an insult tom: you may scare people with your face but I can talk to you if you want cause beauty is not everything ->Sinful: oh wow, gee thanks, you're so generous, overlooking my "ugliness" to talk to me. ->Sinful: did you want something, or did you wanna be a dick to me? ->Sinful: cuz you're doin the 2nd part pretty damn well tom: I just wanted to be generous to you cause you might be lonely with your ugly look so I thought let's be friends with this girl ... if I can give her friendship ->Sinful: Wow. I almost don't know what to say. Almost. I dunno what kind

I Think I Had A Seizure
I cant type it all out again im too tired, im going to copy and paste the events from a instant message with my boyfriend. FaerieLust (12:37:22 AM): when i fell i hurt my butt pretty bad, and ive got a scrape near my eye where i hit the wall on the way down FaerieLust (12:38:13 AM): We were in the bathroom, mom was checking a zit on my back and i just rememebr feeling dizy and then dreaming about SG1(we were watching it before hand) and hearing my mom call my name a bunch. I woke up face down on the bathroom floor FaerieLust (12:39:15 AM): She said i fell backwards and my eyes were open but she said my pupils were completely dialated, all she could see was black, and i was looking at her and i couldnt breathe, and she said i looked scared and had my hands in front of me like i thought she was going to hit me, and i wasnt responsive to her touch or voice FaerieLust (12:39:56 AM): and then i rolled over onto my stomach i guess and got really stiff and shook a few times, my eyes s

Sadest Day Of My Life
Today was the sadest and hardest day of my entire life, my almost 3 year old niece was buried today, after a tragic drowning incident that took her life on Thursday August 2nd, 2007. Sometimes I cry out of no where, other times, I'm as strong as I can possibly be, but most of the time, I'm just numb, I am trying really hard to hold myself together for my 5 year old nephew (her brother) and for the most part I do it very well, and when i feel myself about to cry, I just go lock myself in the bathroom, until I can collect myself for him again. My sweet princess is gone, but she will never be forgotten, nor will she ever be replaced. I love you my princess, and you play hard in God's Garden, and when its time for me too join you, I know that I will.

New Photo Host Thing
I had to move my photo's to another place. here is a link so you can see them. http://www.flickr.com/photos/digital_reflections/ Oh as a side note I also have skype installed on my blackjack phone so if you use skype(a free voice over ip service) and wanna chat I am able where ever i roam. It's cool because i have unlimited data on the phone but only 400 min a month on the account. Using the skype i dont use my min and i can talk to anywhere around the world. Grrrr i sound like an advertisement sorry for that i just get too excited

Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel I have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to make it right.

12:01
so ive been up for 2 days now and the only thing i can think about is how god damn good pizza beer and sex sounds ... oh and i guess according to my ex best friend im a whore ! and im kinda wondering why he hasent called im starting to get a bit worried .... god he boggels my mind i want to know everything about him i want to feel him again i want to pass out next to him i want to taste him ... i just dont want to scare him but i think i might be being to cold and pushing him away or .... fuck who knows .... god i hope he realizes that everything in my life right now is being done so that i can just have the chance to be with him ... and im not trying to be all creepy stalkerish either i just care for him i think more than he realizes ...shit or no shit .... i wish i knew what he wanted or .....

When History Repeats Itself
I always wonder why do we commit the same mistakes during our life?Why do we get in the same trap?And we always let in just a lil bit of light in our darkness,then we just let it fill our heart when we kno for sure itz not safe,cuz with the joy comes everythin' else we don't want in our life. But the main line seems to understand as I see people sufferin' and still strenght in their eyes against the major pain they feel, I just start to feel how lucky I am and that I should shut up and do what I need to do,and finish what I started,and thankx to my friends and their parents who replaced my parents and kept pushin me to fight fo what I supposed to..they are older and wiser,different life experience,just trying to teach somethin' to our generation,but instead of bein' all ears we ignore their advice thinkin' that we can do better,exactly the way they did when they where in our shoes.So go on Lord,keep punchin' me 'till I learn to accomplish each goal each duty.Just help me stand up,help

Go Out With Me
post this saying "GO OUT WITH ME" whether you are single or not. whoever wants 2 or would go out with u will message u saying "i would go out with you" repost this in 90 sec u will b surprised who replies 2 u. ps.must do even if ur taken!!

For My Love
Your my one and only, my heart and my soul. Without you in my life, being alive would grow cold. I need you so much, more than you could ever know. You are the one that holds me back, stopping me from letting the blood flow. If I were to ever lose you, I might as well be dead. You're my drug, my addiction, that will be with me 'til the end. I'd probably go emo, and cut up my wrists. If I didn't have you to settle my depressed fits. No matter what happens, you'll always be in my heart. The thought of you leaving just tears me apart. Death is one thing life is another. Love is the one thing that holds them together. My life would be over if you were somehow gone tomorrow. Not by an accident, I'd take it myself, drowning in sorrow. Because I need you so much, and its obvious to see, That without you in my life; there would be no me. Ever since we met, I've known you were the one. The one I'd give my heart to, you're my brightness and my sun. Someday soo

Re-post For Death
What does she want me to be? Does she expect a perfect world? What do you think I am? A Ken Doll? Realize this now. In no way will I ever be a Label Whore. I am not ashamed of who I am. I like my look and my pain is mine not yours. I thrive to be content with the reality of being alone in a world of Gods and semen. Piss ants for Democrats and Confused mothers dying of sorrow born from Marilyn Mansons hate. Face it, we are all born to die. Live to the next extreme. Mine is none of your business. So leave me be. I ask no one for advice on my aches. To understand me is a after thought on abortion. A Catholic priest would not even touch me. Though I have touched a few. I am not your victim and I am not a prey. I am the monkey on your back with the knife to endure the pain you leave behind. I make no sense and than it's perfect sense. So crawl away with pity and the filth you shove down Paris Hiltons mouth. Spit in the face of laughter and real world it to death with MTV. I want no pa

Wed Aug 8
Having trouble sleeping, almost to the 5 year anniversary of Mom's death. Tomorrow Aug 9 at 1:12 pm. Woke up Tue morning at 1 am. Thought it was time for me to be on watch with Mom. Realized I have reverted to 5 years ago and felt the huge empty ache again. Went and watched tv till about 3:30, then tried to get some sleep. I guess I got about 2 to 3 hours, then was up and off to work. Here I sit now at 4:20 am afraid to go to sleep. It's gonna be a long day and Thursday will be pure hell.

The Marine And The Tampon
Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq. My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about >Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What'd we get this time?" My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. He sai

Cashier Skills
So get this, Years ago when I was taught to ring a cash register, you handed the loose change back to the customer first, then counted the bills back. Sometimes you had to patiently wait while the customer pocketed the change. Nowadays these people give you the bills first then the change on top! Yesterday was the worst! I got a coffee with a 20 dollar bill and when the cashier went to hand me back the change I actually reached for her hand with the loose change with my palm up....what did she do? Pulled her hand out of reach and shoved the bills into my hand instead then the change was placed on top....having the coffee in my other hand...I tried to close my hand with the bills and change on top....guess what happened? the loose change fell from my hand and rolled all over the counter. She isn't the first, nor will she be the last. What the hell happened to basic cash handling skills?????

Todays 08/aug/07
Today is best spent in one place, or within a fairly tight radius. If you need to head out into the world, it's best to keep your trips short and sweet. Things pick up in a big way by tomorrow afternoon. i have no idea how to read these can someone help?

Still No Winner!!
For some that haven't seen or know about the gift that i(Pocelain) am giving out for the first person to rate and comment on all my pics and stash. Here is the link to my profile.... http://fubar.com/user/591886 I am going to give away a Tropical Vacation ( gift)... When you have finished you need to f-mail to this link.... http://fubar.com/user/865516 That is Gimptastic My fubar hubby, he will tally up your rates and comments and let me know. At that time I will announce the Winner and give the Tropical Vacation Gift. Good Luck to all. Thank you ahead of time for your support!

The Sex Handbook For Men!!!
I just want to make it clear that it is not that I cannot have an orgasm, I have them all the time, just not with someone else in the room, it is just that guys do not get what it takes to get a woman off. For the other girls out there that have not become completely disgusted with the lack of sexual ability among men, I will lay out these rules for men to follow: 1. Breasts are attached. They are a part of our body and grabbing them so hard that they are literally lifted from the chest DOES NOT feel good. It hurts. 2. Nipples are sensitive. This means that sucking them is good. Gently holding one in your teeth while flicking your tongue across it, is good. Some LIGHT biting is good. Biting them like you would a steak, all the while asking "how does that feel baby?"...not good. It fucking hurts. 3. There are more to our breasts that the nipples and the entire breast would like attention too. Just make sure that you have read rule #1. 4. Fingering is a multi step proc

Ed For Married Men???
As I listened to the radio this morning, I heard a startling fact from a study just done out of China (I think). The statistic was that 80% of men that have been married for 5 years experience E.D. This scared the crap out of me! I am getting ready to come up on my 3rd year (December 11) and wondered 1> does it just happen, or 2> do you just not end up being "that into her" after a while and can't get it up? So, I wonder if at year number 5 if I should find a little on the side to make sure I can please my wife forever? (Not really, just a silly thought).

On The Verge Of Losing It!!!!
Frustration is an emotion that can take you on many different roads. Yet if not relieved, can basically lead to total melt down. And no I'm not talking sexual either lol. Life is dealing me so many damn curve balls at the moment I don't have enough hands to catch them all. And I'm about to crash. Or so it feels that way anyhow. Someone once told me life is like a wheel. It just keeps on turning and eventually the good comes back around. Wish I were close enough to throttle that person right about now lol. Because my wheel has a flat! It hasn't turned in a long long time now. And the World Wide Web is a lovely place to come and create a solitude that no one else can destroy. A safe haven. Where it so lovingly introduces you to people that you just can't have lol. Or even get close enough to, to have that so needed chat or hug or even just the closeness. I dunno, maybe I'm just looking down at everything at the moment. It's more than likely the case. But I am a breath aw

Oral Sex
There are a large number of women who really don’t know how to give oral sex. Many think that by putting their partner’s penis in their mouths and then bobbing up and down until he comes makes them an expert. Sorry to disappoint but this really isn’t true. Most men will agree that there is nothing more satisfying that great oral sex me included, but when it comes to bad oral sex there is no quicker way to turn us off. In order to combat this and master the art of oral sex here is the real guide on how to give oral sex that will blow your partners mind. When it comes to how to give oral sex the first thing that every woman must remember is that all men are different. What feels good for one man may not have the same effect on another. It really is trial and error and the way to avoid this is through communication. Ask your partner what they would like you to do. It may seem a little daunting but believe me men like nothing more than to be asked what they would like yo

Work Sucks.
O.k. So my boss right now is a douche bag. If you read my previous blogs you know that I have taken a demotion at work. For some reason my boss resents me and is doing everything he can to make my job hell. I have to drive forty minutes to work everyday. When I had been there for an hour this morning they told me to punch out and came back at noon. I told them that was ridiculous, if they wanted me to go home for the day that was fine, but to expect me to drive back and forth twice. So they sent me home. What an ass.

Hatred
You say you hate me, old enemy of mine, But where did your passionate hatred for me come from? Did you at one time actually love me? Was your love not returned to you? The roots of hate start with love. Along the path that love turns ugly, It becomes envy, jealousy, anger,spite, Until one sees nothing before them, Except this blinding hatred. One day along our path in this life, Our journey will come to an end. The fog of hate will clear so that love shines again. A little to late do we see our mistakes, A little to late do we see the time wasted, A little to late do we see the love that could have been ours. Time waits for NO ONE, my friend. Open your eyes, open your heart, Love Awaits. written by Paulette ~8-8-2007~

My Life Is Like A Roller Coaster...
Lets see, the list of things I need to do....Move, register my daughter for school (wherever we might be living), register myself for school, find a part time job or something, after compleating school take the test to get my real estate license....I know there are many things missing here. I am also trying to find myself between the duties I have as a mom. Who is this person living in my body? Lots of things got put to the back when I got married and now that its just me and my kids and him as my friend I am finding out who I really am, its an interesting journey. By 26 most people already know who they are and can say it with conviction, I find it hard to even say what I like to do for fun, so I have alot of exploring and learning to do. I am looking forward to the challenge while dreading what I will find.

I Am Glad I Am A Man...
I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe. I don't live off of yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese. I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts. I can get where I want to - north, south, east or west. I don't get wasted after only 2 beers, and when I do drink I don't end up in tears. I won't spend hours deciding what to wear. I spend 5 minutes max fixing my hair. And I don't go around checking my reflection in everything shiny from every direction. I don't whine in public and make us leave early, and when you ask why get all bitter and surly. I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring. I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back. I don't carry our differences into the sack. I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you or think every guy out there's trying to steal you. I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too. I know what the time is and I know what to do. And I honestly think i

Life
does one good deed towards another person validate that person as a friend? if u think about it how many friends can u say u actually have....how many friends have been there for you no matter what how many people have u called a friend that have done nothing but stab u in the back....how many best friends have done the same....what does it take for a person to be a friend....i dont think that theres anyone who hasnt ignored a friend at one time or another iv even done it once i ignored my cousins call one night but that was it i think almost any person that i call a friend has ignore me at one time has ignored my calls or my texts or my messages....and im sure there are reasons, but who really knows... i always try with everything i have to help whenever a friend needs me i have done it over and over and over again hey i need a ride hey i need help hey can u pick me up can u take me somewhere hey i need outa my house i need u to come get me right away.... never have i denied som

I'm Comming Home
I Packed my suitcase and I racked my brain. I bought a ticket on a late night train, I took a taxi through the pourin' rain. I'm comin' home to you. Flew from Boston out to San Jose, saw our old friends in Monterey Bay. When they asked me if I'd like to stay, I said I'm comin' home to you. They threw a party there from dusk 'till dawn, it seems like everybody knows old sleepy John. He said next time I better bring you along, I'm comin' home to you. They had fresh caught salmon on the barbeque's. There were people jammin' all night to the blues. Life is good out in Santa Cruz, but I'm comin' home to you. I drove forever out to God knows where, come ten-thirty there was no one there. They couldn't pay me but I didn't care, cause I'm comin' home to you. I'm feelin' better since I got your card, I read it over and over when the road gets hard. Ain't nothin' better than your own backyard, I'm comin' home to you. I'm comin' home, made up my mind that's what I'm gonna do. Can't love nobo

Wanna See My Sword Baby???!!!
You scored as Healing Sword, You love to heal. You've been known to rather heal people then fight. You carry the Healing Sword!Healing Sword78% Mind Sword68% Adventure Sword65% Demonic Sword60% Holy Sword53% Unholy Sword33% Whats your sword?created with QuizFarm.com

New Family
kin·dred /ˈkɪndrɪd/[kin-drid]–noun 1. a person's relatives collectively; kinfolk; kin. 2. a group of persons related to another; family, tribe, or race.3. relationship by birth or descent, or sometimes by marriage; kinship. 4. natural relationship; affinity. –adjective 5. associated by origin, nature, qualities, etc.: kindred languages. 6. having the same belief, attitude, or feeling: We are kindred spirits on the issue of gun control. 7. related by birth or descent; having kinship: kindred tribes. 8. belonging to kin or relatives: kindred blood. spir·it /ˈspɪrɪt/[spir-it]–noun 1. the principle of conscious life; the vital principle in humans, animating the body or mediating between body and soul. 2. the incorporeal part of humans: present in spirit though absent in body. 3. the soul regarded as separating from the body at death. 4. conscious, incorporeal being, as opposed to matter: the world of spirit. 5. a supernatural, incorporeal being

Why Am I The Way I Am??
Ok Now Ive been single for way too long!! And I want to know why! What am I doing wrong? Am I just not atractive enough to get a girl here in Utah ?Back in NY I have a Girl who cant wait for me to come back But I dont think Im ganna, atleast not for good. All I want to do is move on and find a beautiful women who loves me for who I am. I just dont understand it.Im always polite when I go out,I buy women drinks,and I love listining to them.What more do you want??What else am I suppose to fucking do?I dont take to control what so ever so any girl who trys to control me in anyway is out the door! I dont judge people by there looks,personality,or lifestyles so that cant be it.Some one told me that women like assholes? I just cant bring myself to be that way. Dont get me wrong I have my days like everyone else and I just want to be left alone but I cant treat a women like that. What am I suppose to do? Can anyone help me??---Cursed Cowboy

The Lonely Soul
The Lonely Soul The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders anto thermadam

Movin On
my oldest moved out this weak and im not shure how to feal about it happy and sad its a new time for both of us ! im only 36 i looked forword to the fact that i wud b young wen she left home but now its hear she starts coll. in the fall im just kinda lost any thouts out there on movin on for me too lol

Sms (suckers Masturbating Suckers)
the germans love their cell phones. the call it “the handy.” i kid you not. i saw a cartoon in the paper, which showed a toddler pointing at a sucker using a payphone, screaming to the mother desperately trying to drag him along: “mommy, mommy, the guy doesn’t have a handy!” when the german man gets horny, he apparently turns to his “handy.” (this might actually be the reason for the curious nomer.) the porn business is expanding most dramatically in the “sms” sector. (the short message service was already a success in europe when americans were still using pagers. In 2004, germans alone sent more than 20 billion messages.) of course messaging is no longer restricted to text but includes pictures sent to your cell phone. it also includes strangers getting you off with a bunch of one-line instant messages. you get the idea: the retard and stutter version of cybering. much like the fubar shoutbox, only you would have to pay for it, and would have to pay for every shout. i know. reg

When It's Over
i wonder why it is that every time I get fed up and decide that I cannot bear to be around someone any more that they just can't let go... especially where relationships are concerned..I mean I already know that I tolerate more than I should for way too long, I give more chances than I should and I forgive (though never forget).. it's insane!!! You know, you try to make the damn thing work because starting over sucks, but ENOUGH is ENOUGH!!!!! and after enduring this nowhere relationship for so long, you've finally had your fill and you reach down deep to recover the tattered and soiled shards of your self-esteem and move on... Now rehabilitation from a failed attempt at forever is hard enough to heal from by itself, but when you factor in the fact that there are children involved and that the asshole that gave you those beautiful little pieces of heaven is the loser that you're leaving... it becomes more complicated. I listened to him for a long time play this guarded game that enable

A Lonely Tear
A Lonely Tear A lonely tear falls down A smile turns to frown Trickles down the cheek Does not make you weak A lonely tear escapes A lifetime of mistakes A sad and lonely heart Others broke apart A lonely tear is dried So many nights it cried A friend reached out their hand And tried to understand The lonely tear is gone Life will carry on With love from a friend The lonely tears will end By, Megan Dugan

Isn't It Amazing...
I have recently found myself in a situation where I was hurt by a man...(not so surprizing eh?) Well, I had the opportunity brought to me to talk to this complete and total stranger about my issues, share with Him my thoughts. So, I said to myself "What the hell...it couldn't hurt, it isn't like this person knows me and I can get it off of my mind." So I took up the opportunity to do so. Through out the midst of it all I found this part of the world that I really never knew. That a person can be so Amazing. He, the stranger, has become someone that shares a lot of my thoughts, has given me a lot of strength, and has pushed me in many ways to pursue happiness. I have done nothing other than smile 99.9% of this time that has been shared. I have learned that life doesn't have to go in the direction it seems to be taking, if we choose to walk into something with our eyes wide open. To feel this bond with someone that once was a complete stranger and to have it become a part of what I

To All Of My Girls!
Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Sometimes they disappoint us. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Sometimes men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. But - women are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you, or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins and extended family all bless our life. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of

Marine & Tampons (awesome Story)
Just Heard This Had To Repost It Marine and Tampons (awesome story) Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq. My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What'd we get this time?"

The Serenity Prayer
The Serenity Prayer God grant me: The Serenity, to accept the things I cannot change. The Courage, to change the things I can. And the Wisdom, to know the difference. Thy will, not mine, be done. Amen This is not just a prayer. It is the best philosophy I have ever heard on how to live life. Whatever the relationships, be it love, friendships, finances, work, or any other aspect of life, those three lines can be applied. Here is briefly what those three lines tell me. The Serenity, to accept the things I cannot change. This is difficult to do because, each of us wants to be in total control of every aspect of our life. Many let the drama of everyday life get to them and control their emotions when they have no control over the drama itself. You cannot change the facts. You cannot change other people. Because of this lack of power and control, you must learn to accept it and concentrate on what you do control. The Courage, to change the things I can. It is not

Did Someone Say Contest????
I have decided I'd like to hostess my first contest! I would like this to be for THE sexiest person in this bar! (Can't call ya cherries anymore LOL) So send me a link to the photo you want to use or let me know if you'd like to nominate someone! First place winner will receive a Yacht! Second place winner will receive a Corvette! Third place winner will receive a Silver Motorcycle! So come on! Get your entries in now! I'd like to start this contest on Friday, August 10th at 8 a.m. Eastern and have it run for one week. It would end on Friday, August 17th at 8 a.m. Eastern. Help me spread the word! I'd LOVE to be able to give away some blasts too but I'm too broke for that LOL. If you'd be interested in donating them to the winners, c-mail me. All ages, sizes and stuff like that are welcome! The picture does not have to be of just you, and can be a morph. Please be sure to keep it safe for work though. The winner will be decided by the most comment

Ok... Not For All Guys Just Some Guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is not for all guys but some guys.. Now when you look at my profile it is made clear that i am with someone. so wise the fuck up and back the fuck up.. I am with someone... if you want to chat thats fine.. i dont want to see your NSFW photos, I am not single. so i dont give a flyign fuck if your single.I will chat with you but thats as far as it goes,because I have a man. Its made perfectly clear in my profile.. So fucking read my profile.. Before you sit there and ask are you single, etc.. etc... and etc... Im sooo sick and tired of all the fuckin horny ass men on here tryin to find a chick who they can fuckin hit on or say shit too. well guess what find another one. this ones taken.. and I am happy with who i am with... I go through this bullshit on a daily basis.. I dont care about any other guy but the guy i am with. I dont look at any other guy like that.. i dont chose to look at any other guy.. except the guy i am with.. So guys please read my profile.. before you decide

New Photo Policy
here i am, once again letting you glimpse into the mind of me. as i was ummm, working, lol, i stumbled across yet another rambling about photos being flagged nsfw. and to be honest, im really rather over it. i think this sight needs to examine some of the policys here. in the begining, there was no such thing as nsfw. this was designed to be an adult website, with adult themes. the sheer fact you are here means you are probably a little pervy to start with. so, whats the big deal. if this sight is an issue at work, dont log on. im not allowed to read playboy or surf porn at work either. but alas, we have come under the photo police. so PC they should run for president. i do have a solution. why dont we just make all photos nsfw. then we wont have to deal with all this bullshit. or, have a login adult filter. one will allow adult content, the other wont. easy as that. maybe we need to have things flagged safe for work instead? anyway, you dont have to go home, but you cant

Deflected Darness
deflected darkness...a poem its so sad that you're so sad your woes turn to rage and your rage drives you mad I'm not at all happy that you've pointed it all towards me but I know that with success comes people like you deflecting that hate of you by talking down to me you're so swollen with regret that I gave birth to my ideas instead of creating your own you want people to swallow your poisoned tears I feel really sad for you for not being able to see things as clearly as I do and I'm not at all happy that for your rage that its me you try to abuse But its ok cause I don't that what you direct at me is all about how you feel about you © 2007, Gata~the poetess . All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Still Laughing....
Did you hear about the Guy that was talking to his buddy, when he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday. She has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants. So, I'm stumped." His buddy said, "I have an idea. Why don't you make up a certificate that says she can have two hours of great sex, any way she wants it. She'll probably be thrilled!" So the first guy did just that! The next day his buddy asked, "Well, did you take my suggestion? How did it turn out?" "She loved it. She jumped up, thanked me, kissed me on the mouth, and ran out the door yelling, 'I'll see you in two hours'."

Lost Angel
I stand in half shadow No longer an angel Nor belonging in darkness I search for direction But the pathways blur Impoverished desires Masked between shadow and light Where is he who lead me here To the gateway of no return I call out his name But there is no answer I am, alone and unsure. Half made promises Enticed me to follow him A journey of my yeilded soul Belonging now to the one Whos heart is hidden By his billowed cloak I am naked and exposed In the dappled shadows Reaching out my unseen hand No way back to yesterday Only shadows of nothing For tomorrow.

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Something Cool About Racing!!
Someone posted this on a racing board that I hang out at sometimes...it touched me & I thought that it might be enjoyable reading for some of the rest of you who are racing fans..... ENJOY ;) Quote of the week!! Why don't you show some testicular fortitude and get up from the keyboard and do something about it. ...author DirtRacinNut I don't think I have ever heard it put so eloquently in my life. Well said. Congrats to all the winners this past week........to all the drivers for putting on a great show........Thank you to the track officials that do all they do regardless if I agree with calls or not......Hip Hip Hooray for Chuckie May who has brought a track back to life and give all us race families and fans a place to go on Saturday night. With all the controversies on this message board at times people somehow don't understand from a drivers stand point that this is a labor of love. In any sport baseball football basketball there are obstacles that interfe

Letting Go
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything t

Venting Again
i swear why can't people including family mind their on damn business..i'm so sick of everyone thinking my life is their concern...who i see who i don't see..who i fuck or don't fuck..or i have a relationship with or don't..or whatever..is none of you damn business...sheez...get a freakin life..and leave mine alone...

Verizon
While they are out playing with stuff and messing it up I had to find an internet that wasn't verizon, so I found a place uses a satellite. Sorry everyone hopefully things will be back to normal tomorrow. Playing darts tonight wish me luck.

Another Update
Heres where the scores stand,with just about 80 hours to before its over....about 2 and 1/2 dats left: I really appreciate all the participation...Im sure the comitition does as well... If youve been actively participating in the contest, and havent yet recieved a party time gift from me or been fanned by me ,please let me know,via message,id like to make sure i get everyone something... *Note* I will not be around much at all on friday...after work, im taking my daughters to the family values tour(Korn) so ill probably not be around til around midnight on friday...im gonna make the album public so there wont be anyone who wants to vote left out...Im hoping that if there is anyone new theyll wanna be my friend and fan,i have been returning all fans and doing my best to give every one a party time gift as well... Thanks again for making this contest so interesting and so competitive...Have a wonderfu night...Thanks for being my friend to all who wanted to be and th

Shy To Use Condoms
LONDON, Aug. 6 (UPI) -- One in three Britons find it so unnerving to talk to a new sexual partner about condoms they don't use them at all, a new survey shows. The Family Planning Association said its poll of 2,169 adults revealed about the same percentage said they regretted not using a condom with a new partner in the past, the BBC reported Sunday. The group says for too many Brits it remains taboo to talk about such things. That can only contribute to the trend of increasing rates of sexually transmitted diseases. Genevieve Clark of the Terrence Higgins Trust said she thinks people "still find it easier to have sex than talk about it." "This embarrassment about condoms is odd when you consider the alternative -- putting yourself at risk of an infection or pregnancy that could have been prevented," Clark said. "Let's get over our blushes, and make condoms a normal part of a healthy sex life." Copyright 2007 by United Press International. All Rights Reserved.

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Haven't really got anything to say just really havent posted one in awhile so here is a blog ... nothing has changed nothing is going on ...wow I suck! Okay this turned into a shitty idea ... writing a blog to make myself realise i suck .....lol okay O sucky one has finished pointing out she sucks.

Lead Head: Pencil Pusher
BERLIN - After being plagued for 55 years with the torment of a pencil lodged in her head, a German woman has finally had it removed. Margaret Wegner, now 59, was 4 years old when she fell while carrying the 3.15 inch-long pencil, which went through her cheek and into her brain. "It bored right through the skin and disappeared into my head," Wegner told Germany's best-selling newspaper, Bild. "It hurt like crazy." At the time the technology did not exist to safely remove the pencil, so Wegner had to live with it — and the chronic headaches and nosebleeds that it brought — for the next five-and-a-half decades. But on Friday, Dr. Hans Behrbohm, an ear, nose and throat specialist at Berlin's Park-Klinik Weissensee, was able to use modern techniques to identify the exact location of the pencil so that he could accurately determine that the risks of removing it, and then take most of it out. The operation was particularly difficult because of the way the pencil had shifted

Death Premonitions
Each time someone I know has passed away, somewhere from five years to the day prior to the death of the individual, I have seen their demise. Not only did I see the actual death of the individual, but there were two of them that I actually had conversations with. As I said, this would happen prior to the passing of the individual. I can't predict the time or place, and with the exception of one person all the individuals that I have seen die were relatives. To give you an example: I had a cousin who was killed in a car accident a few years ago. Two years, roughly, before the accident, in a dream, I was standing next to a road, and I saw a car coming toward me, the car locked up the brakes, the driver lost control, hit an embankment, rolled, and landed right side up. I then went over to see if the driver was okay, only to find that a piece of the car was sticking through him and that he was physically mangled. I didn't know who the person was, but we talked for a few minutes about wha

517
Ohhhhh bother. What a day. It was soooooo damn hot! I learned today that I'm going to be working outside in this miserable sticky nasty heat on Friday. Our store is having a sidewalk sale, and they dont trust any of the stupid underage twits that they have scheduled. Good thing - I wasn't originally working that day , therefore, I'm gaining 7 extra hours. Bad thing - Its gonna be hot as a mofo out side. Its the kind of heat that makes ya sweat the instant you walk outside. Ugh! Oh well .. More money. Thank you to whomever finally fixed my stash rates. I was having withdrawls! My 1 year anniversary on this site is coming up in just over a month. My 1 year is 9/11. I am really hoping to be off of the current level I'm at(a 21) and be a 22 before then. Why? I'm not sure..just a goal really. I do so much helping others level, that I usually forget about myself. Oh well. I like doin it. Its kinda fun. BrattyBytch - HOT/OUT!

Is This Really Me?
SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

I Stand Corrected
If you have read my blog "Vamps Continued", some of the facts were not placed there. This was done by accident. As you may have read the comment from Brat Lestat , he is correct and it's my own fault that I neglected to include the other breeds or bloodlines of other vampires that walk this earth. So, yes some of the myths could be very true. I don't doubt that Louis encountered such mindless vampires or even vampires that can be burned by crosses, holy water and other such tools. I personally haven't met any of the other vampires. I've only been a vampire for 22 yrs and I'm sure that there are many vampires that I have not met. And am 100% sure that there are those I don't want to met, as Lestat had mentioned. I also stand corrected on the age of the youngest vampire. The youngest was Claudia at age five. I also believe the second youngest was Benji at age 12. To my knowledge Benji has also been killed because of his age. So with respect to Brat Lestat, I didn't in anyway mean to s

Finally
For those of you who know me, you all know I have been stressing pretty hard the last few months, due to being out of work. Well so I don't have to keep repeating myself, the search is over. I start my new job on Monday. I am officially rejoining the white collar group and will be able to play catch up before I lose it all. (I hope) Thanks to everyone who has helped my through this time, both with financial and moral support. I love ya

Bad Day Again......
No matter what I do I seem to hurt people. If I stay on the site I hurt people and if I leave I hurt people. Someone I really care about got hurt tonight and I don't even know what I did wrong. I am so lost. This song keeps playing over and over again in my head along with that little voice that a few know about. I don't want this rated, I don't want comments, and I sure as hell don't want to hear don't do it. I am a big girl and can make my own decisions. The voice tells me to cut and I fight it. I think now I am going to put my headset on listen to some tunes and try to adjust to the things that have happened today. I am not getting back on yahoo for the night and I dont know if I will have my shoutbox on on here. For those who get on later and want to know I took my mom to the doctor today like I said I was going to. They found and removed two palups. Hopefully it is nothing but you never know and we have a family history of colon cancer so I am worried about her and then I hurt a g

New Video Footage!
On my profile page there is new YouTube footage of me performing the most extreme and dangerous escape stunt of the century called, "Destination Valhalla!" This was filmed July 28th. Check it out, tell your friends and drop me comments and some love on it! Cheers, Steve Santini

I'm New, Be Gentle!
Hello fellow Fubarians! I'm Candace. I'm new to this Fubar thing so if I make a few mistakes once in awhile, cut me some slack! I already know about downrating so that won't happen! lol Any other help to get around this circus, would be appreciated. I would like to find some good people that don't have a lot of drama in thier lives.(Is there such an animal?) Anyway, thanks for bein patient with me, I hope to meet a lot of cool people. Thanks for reading my drivel!! lol Candace.

The Nine Important Men In The Life Of A Woman
The Nine Important Men in the Life of a Woman 1. THE DOCTOR: because he says, "Take off your clothes" 2. THE DENTIST: because he says, "Open wide" 3. THE HAIRDRESSER: because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown" 4. THE MILKMAN: because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back" 5. THE INTERIOR DECORATOR: because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." 6. THE SHARE BROKER: because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while and then slowly fall back again" 7. THE BANKER: because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest" 8. THE HUNTER: because he "Goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots" 9. THE PHONE COMPANY GUY: because he says, "Would you like it on the table or against the wall?"

Ending
Last January I found a lump in my left breast. I was about the size and shape of an almond. I didn’t have insurance and the two months that I had to wait before I got insurance were the darkest and yet most beautiful months of my life. Below is a blog that I had written during that time: “I want to precursor this blog by saying… I don't think about dying every day. The simple point of the matter is that I won't really know anything until May. It's just looming out there though. The "c word". But occasionally, like tonight, it slips into my mind. When I'm alone. When I'm quiet and still; I become rather contemplative. Lately I've thought about the choices I've made in my life. Electing for a career instead of going after the one thing that I wanted in my life (being a mother and a wife). Forgoing my dreams and wants for those of others. Sacrificing my most intimate desires for empty relationships. Empty promises. Empty love. All the while not knowing and more over not apprec

For Any1 That Actually Cares
this lil blog is for n e 1 that actually cares or talks to me on a daily bases. i really need help, but looks like im not gettin a awhole lot but n e way....ill be gone here, very very soon, for probably 2 yrs or so, not by choice. and i really wanna push to gettin to rock star level, which is my next level, before i go. and im not that far. im half way there and i got alittle under 2 months to get there...but if u have the heart to help me out, i will return the luv and rate or comment or what ever right back... all my close dear friends, i will truely miss u, and for some of u that have my #..keep in touch plz, i dont wanna lose n e of my great friends..sorry to make this sound so sad, but im really upset that i wont be on here everyday with my fubar fam :(....::sniff sniff:: this sucks

Challenging But Can Be Done
Yes . Ive a Challenge for all my friends who are reading this .. One of my Very Best friends is coming up on her 1 year anniversary on "Fubar" and she's close to leveling to 22.(.Well 80,896 points) But I know this would just make her day . She's Helped so many others in the past and still does so .. So lets all repay her and help her Level up before September 11th .. Thanks Everyone :) *Hugs* BrattyBytch - {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar

Im Him
If your looking for guy who's a bit of a slob well im him. with only one pair of jeans and a dead end job well im him, if your looking for a looser, drug and alcohol abuser,,, if your looking for guy that'll bring you down well im him. If your looking for a guy that'll promise the world well im him. and then leave you knocked up to go fuck other girls well im him, if your looking for a guy with a two foot bong that says alot of dumb shit and does every thing wrong if your looking for a pile of shit with a dick well im him! ill lay around your place, make you pay for every thing, and ill tell all the girls I meet im just your friend, if your looking for a guy that will tell you lies like he feels complete when he looks in your eyes if your looking for a guy who will ruin your life well im him! An old friend of mine wrote this have not talked to him in a very long time but found this and I always got a kick out of it thought every one else would!

The Secret Is The Law Of Attraction
1. We all work with one infinite power 2. The Secret is the Law of Attraction (LOA) 3. Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting 4. We are like magnets - like attract like, You become AND attract what you think 5. Every thought has a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy 6. People think about what they don't want and attract more of the same 7. Thought = creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful emotions (good or bad) that speeds the creation 8. You attract your dominant thoughts 9. Those who speak most of illness have illness, those who speak most of prosperity have it..etc.. 10. It's not "wishful" thinking 11. You can't have a universe without the mind entering into it 12. Choose your thoughts carefully .. you are a masterpiece of your life 13. It's OK that thoughts don't manifest into reality immediately (if we saw a picture of an elephant and it instantly appeared, that would be too soon)

For Shadowlion....
Well it's been quite some time since I've actually made an inquiry for direction, as my path has been fixed for some time.... but for a good friend, Shadowlion, I will gladly ask. Read on 08/08/2007 A Day of 7: Choices/Conflicts/Decision Points on A Day of 5 ETZNAB: Sacrificial Dagger/Flint-Severance 1. XVI The Tower (inverted) : changes to a new way, potentially a bumpy ride 2. Queen of Swords (crossing) : be sure to look at both sides, not just your own wishes 3. Page of Wands (inverted) : News may be upsetting to those close to you 4. Ace of Swords (inverted) : think carefully before action, beware illusions 5. Eight of Wands (inverted) : perhaps things are moving too quickly for fear of passing by 6. Six of Swords (inverted) : may feel like no progress, fighting against the current 7. VII The Chariot (inverted) : slow down and temper your direction, be sure it is not just for material gain 8. Ten of Pentacles (inverted) : not a good time to gamble, financial s

Hmmmm... Life....
It's funny how life works huh? You sit in a situation that gets worse and worse, hoping that it will all just become wonderful once you endure the shit, and it ends up the opposite way, just snowballing into one huge "Go fuck yourself, I hope you die and burn in hell!" So then the finger is pointed at you in all situations, as if everything wrong was because of your inadequacies, and you're told you'll never be happy again, noone will love you for who you are, and so on and so forth. But the thing is... life needs to teach you lessons, you have to endure the shit to have karma give you a sweet portion of life. I guess you could say this is exactly what just happened to me! I'd been sitting there, turning down every great oppotunity that had shown itself to me, because I will never double-cross another person. Now that I've said "fuck it" to my unhappy situation, I'm being approached by great ones. Men are a mystery to me, always will be, but because of that reason, I'm not

Useless Info....
~ I have a king size bed and still sleep right on the edge. ~ My fav colors are powder blue, brown, green, and orange. I can never pick just one! ~ I am ADDICTED to chocolate! ~ I am a Libra. ~ My biggest fear is spiders. ~ Caffine makes me sleepy. ~ I can be a really big bitch. ~ I have a short temper. ~ The quickest way to shut me up is to kiss me. ~ My WHOLE house interior(minus the kitchen) is dark chocolate brown and a mocha color. ~ I sometimes snore in my sleep. ~ I am not a natural redhead. My natural color is a sandy blonde. ~ I dropped outta HS when I got pregnant with my oldest. I then went back 18 months later and graduated. No GED.. the actual diploma. ~ At one point I had my lip, nose and tongue pierced. The tongue ring I sometimes put back in. ~ I had my tongue gauged out to a "0" at one time(the thickness of a pencil) ~ I HATE CATS!!! ~ I was married for 6 years. ~ I won tickets to a GB/Det game back in '05 only to watch my boys get pummeled by Det. ~

Books Bound In Human Flesh
Brown University's library boasts an anatomy book that combines form and function in macabre fashion. Its cover--tanned and polished to a smooth golden brown, like fine leather--is made of human skin. In fact, a number of the nation's finest libraries, including Harvard's, have such books in their collections. The practice of binding books in human skin was not uncommon in centuries past, even if it was not always discussed in polite society. At the time, the best libraries belonged to private collectors. Some were doctors who had access to skin from amputated parts and patients whose bodies had gone unclaimed. In other cases, wealthy bibliophiles acquired skin from executed criminals, medical school cadavers and people who died in the poor house. Nowadays, libraries typically keep such volumes in their rare book collections and do not allow them to circulate. But scholars can examine them. Brown's John Hay Library has three books bound in human skin--the 1568 anatomy tex

Ice Wine And A Rose
A splash of ice wine follows the path of the red rose you slide towards my nipples as they tighten, and my breasts swell. You slowly continue to trail the cool wet petals reaching the indent of my belly button. You pour the rest of the cool drink on the tip of my clit. "Ohhh... what an intense feeling" I moan and ask for more. Yet you had something else in mind. You slowly drink the the cool wine and licked it off my hot spot. Your tongue’s torturing me with your furtive manner. I’m breathless, not even the clamps or the feathers nor the leather made me feel extremely stimulated as this. My soulmate see, what you do to me?

I Am A Queen
(I am anyone I want to be, but for now, I am a queen.) You? A young lover that hath been summoned to my bed to try and please me, as no one else. I am the one wise. I am the one with experience. Whilst you try and show me yours… Surprise me. please me. tease me until I scream for more loins burning with a fire an aching, longing desire to be doused and soothed only by the driving and pounding thrust of your hardened cock inside me. Ahhhhhh…… The lines blur with the release of passion long pent up inside me the roles reverse…. Your cock glistening with the moisture of my pleasure, allows you to dominate. I serve every whim, any command… And you alone shall rule this kingdom.

Vagina Pastry
The shape is soft and flaky With many layers Like a mille-feuille Thousand Leaves Each with their own texture The cream poured into each crevice Slowly rubbing the moulds The bud of pleasure Like berries Buried deep yet prominent Roll it out Smooth away the rough To turn it smooth Heat the oven The hands of man Like a preliminary oven Kneading the flesh Licking the rims Penetrating the folds The oven is hot, the vagina is hot Fleshy and muscle bound Slowly inflating Permeating the mixtures Blowing cool air to make her Smile The oven awaits The folds shivering in anticipation The bud like the berry Facing the audience Red and silky smooth Yet raw and expectant The Heat Solidifying the ingredients Heating the folds Caramelising the juices Cream Sweet and crumbly Flaky yet strong Satiated and Served as… A Work of Art

The Method To My Madness..or My Madness To My Method..
Hey atleast I have a method. LOL. Ok now on to the point. Since some of you have 1,000's of pictures, I can't possibly rate them all in one sitting. Ok, so for some of you I have done just that. But man, that makes your eyes cross!! So from now on, I will pick one of you at the beginning of any happy hour that I am actually on the site. I will pick the folder that has the most pictures and start there and keep going until the happy hour is up or I finish. If I have already rated all of your pictures, I will then go to your stash and rate that until I finish or the happy hour is up. You want my attention? FAN ME! If you return the gesture,( I fan everyone I add)then you definately have a better chance of me giving you rate/comment love. You want in my family? Then show me I mean that much to you by adding me to yours. Or you can earn it like people like Marina and Porcelain have. If you have gone above and beyond for me, then I will add you to my family. Thank