Fubar Blog Posts 4

It's Official
I am pretty sure I dig this site. I've spent the last couple days trolling around and learning how everything works, and I've gotta say. It's actually fun, entertaining and not at all what I expected. Yay Fubar. Also, there used to be a real bar in a town near me called FooBar. That was the reason this site even caught my eye. The fact that is an internet bar is even better. haha. The end.

What I'm Looking For- A Poem By Moi
I'm lookin for a guy who will be there for me... Not just stand there and be lifeless like a tree Show me that you care and treat me Fair Tell me everyday that I matter So my heart won't slowly shatter... Show me kindness till the day I die and for you I shall not lie I will do the same for you and be there to support everything that you say and do If there is a guy out there I hope he is somewhere nearby so I don't have to sit here and cry why?

“look Straight Ahead…”
“Look straight ahead…” (Proverbs 4:25 TLB). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria You life will go in the direction of your most dominant thoughts. When your thoughts are focused on the past, it hinders your growth. Your thoughts of the past hold you back, causing you to relive those events over and over again. But when you look straight ahead at the future God has planned for you, then you can move forward. It's just like driving a car. If your rear view mirror were as big as your windshield, you wouldn't get very far. You would just sit there looking at what's behind you. But when you fix your eyes on your future, the past disappears. Choose today to look straight ahead by forgiving those who have hurt you in your life. And it doesn't matter if it was years ago or just yesterday. Choose today to look straight ahead and move forward into the life of blessing God has in store for you! A Prayer for Today Heavenly Father, thank You for the gift of forgiveness that allows me to

Scorpio - The Intense One
Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion...... AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward. PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 ) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 - April 19) Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Liv

Always Cold
This heart That still adores you Is now dying Afternoon by afternoon Like the light at the end of the day I can't go on I miss you Come back to me Soul of my soul My dearest little life Where are you... Where are you Kill me heaven Swallow me earth Take me Lord If she doesn't come back You may have all the world To hold in your hands All the happiness of another love Better than mine But you'll see When everything is over You'll be alone As I am now Always cold

Snapvine..... Come Leave Some Luv
Yes, I have finally got up enough balls to post my snapvine on here...lol... So why not come leave some comments.... Kisses & Much Love! Note you are now able to hear my voice to those that don't know what SNAPVINE is......(Tee Hee)...

Contest Update 3
hi guys! well, im still winning, but the other girl is right on my heels!! at this moment im at 8555 and shes right behind me at 7773 if you have the time, please stop by and drop some love on meeeeee!!!! CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks to all who have helped!! i love you guys!!!!!!!! **muahs** (((hugs)))

Guys Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear ' the rules From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 3. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.Let it be. 4. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 5. Crying is blackmail. 6. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 7. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 8. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's

I'm Really Sorry...
To all the members & staff @ ADR/FNL Radio/Lounge: I want to apologize for the way I not only acted,but for the way I went about handling a personal problem. I have alot going on in my life right now [OMG...wayyyyy too much to explain],and at times,it's very overwhelming! I know,who hasn't been in that situation right? But for the 1325TH time...a wave of despair & literal SHIT has fallen upon me! Needless to say,I'm really trying hard not to displace my frustration & anger!!! Esp. on what I have come to know as good friends & better family....ADR RADIO/FNL LOUNGE! Alot of what was said & alot of what has happened was taken totally out of context by few...but thank God for a subtle mind! I'm glad a few of my family let me explain the meaning of things said!!! [BTW...THANK U ALL WHO LISTENED!] Regardless of who understands....I still owe my family an apology. And I say it now...I am very,very sorry guys/gals! You all mean the world to me...I jus' have a really demented way of sh

A Poem
This is the poem: Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,

Online And Hurtin
Just a Little Info to All My Family and Friends, I may not be online for the next couple of days because my Left Knee is Hurting Something Bad( I Think From Puter Chair) and need to rest it as this has never happened before so If it says I am online or you do not recieve comments from me I am not ignoring you nor have I fallen off the face of the earth, Just in ALOT of PAIN and trying to rest it up(normally I could Deal with it but this is Intenseand until I see Doc I think its the best for me) 2nd I know its customery to ask before you rip photos from everyone but as Far as I am concerned and my Pics take what you want, If I don't want it Ripped it will be labeled as such or it will be blocked, it seems alot of you don't know there are ways around the ripping of pics so if someone wants it bad enough they will take it and unless I see someone abuseing this privlage I do not care if you like it take it, I have nothing to hide from(not a fugitive from justice and not afraid of confronta

A Soldier
I JUST WANT TO THANK MY BEST FRIEND SHE WROTE THIS BOUT ME AND ALL THE OTHER MILITARY MEN AND WOMEN. There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'H

New Contest Coming Soon
Yes, I did say, you heard me right...a fair contest! I am going to HOST my first ever contest. I have BEEN in a few, but I have decided to host one my self. :P The contest will start as soon as I have 20 entrants. Since I am hosting the contest, I won't be bombing ANYONE, or posting blogs and bulletins asking for help with any one specific person. Fair enough? :P It is advised if you really want to win you get ppl backing you who can come and bomb you hard. The competition gets heated and it is anybody's game. Bomber families are welcome to join and/or bomb someone in it. I DO NOT like to force ppl to add, rate or fan me, and I don't like to ask anybody to do it who doesn't want to, so ANYBODY will be able to bomb this contest without adding me. You CAN add, rate or fan me if you like, but it is not required or needed. All you will have to do is send ppl the link to your pic once the contest opens and ask them to bomb you. :P It's alot easier that way. I only want friends and fa

Beautiful Girls
Beautiful girls are so beautiful, I want them to be in my eyes Pretty inside, pretty outside, wow, they're so nice The world is so wonderful Thanks god for making them so beautiful They are all lovely angels, they make earth a heaven I am glad all of the time, you know, they are the only reason Everywhere flowers around, the garden is so colorful Thanks god for making them so beautiful They are all butterflies, they makes us feel good When they fly around If you're sad, they can change your mood World is fantastic, romantic, and so joyful Thanks god for making them so beautifu

Old Skool
So ... I was out n about runnin' errands today and decided to test out my new stereo system. Yes.. I am a stereo junkie! I likez the B00M! So ... I put in an old RUN DMC cd and was like whoa! haha ... a HUGE smile was on my face. My stereo sounded totally SICK! I changed cd's, since I knew it sounded so good, and put in an old LL Cool J cd. Whoa! Older LL has gotta be some of the hardest hitting stuff EVAH! I was ALL smiles now. haha.. I bet people could hear me coming several blocks away! hehe ... I dunno why I've always had this obsession with music and stereo systems, but I have. From the time I was old enough to drive, I had decided that I was gonna have the sickest car ... and that I didn't need some dude to have all this cool stuff. It's ok to be a bit of a tomboy I guess. heh ... It's ok that I know what brands are good and what size amps and speakers and what not you need to achieve a certain sound. It's even ok that I like old skool rap! haha .. but don't tell anyone...ok? :)

Haters
I am just sick and tired of people being mean to me. THe thing about that is it is the people that you care about the most. I hate liar and I hope that when you read this you know that it is about you. Don't mess with me because i am not the sweetheart you think that i am. Don't tell me that you are a good person when you can bold face lie to me and think i am not going to find out about it.

I Want To Be...
i want to be your only desire the ceaseless spark that ignites your fire i want to be your aching need and fill you up with lust for me i want to be your every weakness shower you with love and sweetness i want to be all of your tomorrows and never fill your life with sorrow i want to be fuel for your passion i need you now and i'm not asking i want to be hard to handle unpredictable in rooms with candles i want to be in control of you yet you rule me and this is true i want to be your little doll bend me, shape me and take it all i want to be i need to know take me away let's lose control

The Misery Of Chaos
The black clouds swirl, like a heavy suffocating mist. forever entombed in its cold embrace. I frantically pound and claw trying to release the clasp, but i am buried too deeply within its womb. the agony of defeat seeps in, its ice cold shards splinter my veins. breath becoming shallow, the darkness draws near, drowning my soul in the shallow waters of despair.

My Tarot Card
You are The Emperor Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person. The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence too. The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Peace Takes Work
PEACE TAKES WORK Making peace, I have found, is much harder than making war. ~ Gerry Adams "Peace is not a matter of prizes or trophies. It is not the product of a victory or command. It has no finishing line, no final deadline, no fixed definition of achievement." ~ Oscar Arias Sanchez Peace is a never-ending process, the work of many decisions by many people in many countries. It is an attitude, a way of life, a way of solving problems and resolving conflicts. It cannot be forced on the smallest nation or enforced by the largest. It cannot ignore our differences or overlook our common interests. It requires us to work and live together. ~ Oscar Arias Sanchez It would be naïve to think that peace and justice can be achieved easily. No set of rules or study of history will automatically resolve the problems … However; with faith and perseverance … complex problems in the past have been resolved in our search for justice and peace. ~ Jimmy Carter It is easie

539
Well I had a pretty great day on Fubar today. But my family life at home fucking sucked. I am ready to find the nearest cliff and jump and never look back. I was slapped twice today..Once by my mother and once by my brother. And I had to much self respect not to hit either of them. I won't even mention the names that I was called. Anyways, I'm sorry that I ditched out of this place earlier. But I can't stand sitting in my house anymore...I'm gonna go sleep at my neighbors house. Much love to all.

Poem
A tornado of emotions spinning out of control.. Devouring everything in its path.. Squeezing the life out of me like a vice around my heart. My lungs feel like they are filled with lead. I can't breathe. I need somewhere to hide, to run away from the twisting turbulent devastation called love. I need to feel safe, where the pain can't find me, deep underground where you can only hear silent whispers...will I ever find such a place? Shhh... I hear them coming for me... those dark shadows we call pain and heartache. I run as fast as I can... my lungs burning as I try to get away from them. It is futile, as they always find me. Binding me to them for eternity, swallowing me whole... leaving me but a shell of who I really am. Will he find me? My True Love? Will he save me from this Hellish nightmare? One can only dream...

Dont Forget
take the poll...the frightastic site has a poll on the right hand side of the page..and it asks: Who is your favourite frightastic diva?its a fun poll..its not a contest or anything..in any event..I'll be showing up more on that site and I'll have a store setup there soon as well, so watch for it! Monique Dupree

Ever Have One Of Those Days....
You ever have one of those days....or weeks...where SHIT just seems to suck. This is one of those months for me. Nothing seems to be going right for me and i'm suffering from some SERIOUS depression. It's kinda tough cause i'm the one EVERYONE goes to when there is a problem. MY problem is who do i turn to when i have a problem...?

The Terrible Things We Say
Today I had to go to court and fight for custody of my son. For those of you who have never had to do this sort of thing, you are lucky, for here is how it basically goes. You stand there across from the person that you once believed was your everything. The person who you most desired. The person who brought a smile to your face, a laugh to your lips, a tear to your eye and, just maybe, hope to your soul. Now all they are is the enemy. You hear them spew vile at you across the room.... use your darkest secretes and fears against you.... things told in the quiet lull between lovemaking... and you wonder how you ever kissed those lips. You see them glare across the room at you... eyes filled with steel twinged with hate.... as they calculate your weakness like a lion measures a wounded antelope.... and you wonder how you ever got lost in those eyes. You watch them parade out your life... finding the smallest fissures in your facade.... prying their cold fingers into your

Devil In Disguise
Devil in Disguise V1. Shes as Desirable as the night She will make you think she is your mrs right Your Gaurd don't let it down Whenever she rolls into town She'll mske you into a believer But you can not belive the deciever Cause what she'll do Is tear your heart out and show it to you CH. Shes the Devil in Disguise You can see the evil Hidden in her eyes Shes the devil in Disguise She has a way to hyptnotize A man before he can realize That shes the Devil in Disguise V2. Shes a slick as the winter Ice Its a cover up boy she may look sweet and nice You better hope you start seeing it too Before She makes Mence meat out of you She already stolen your heart You bettter find every piece fix evey broken part She'll cut you down to size CH. Shes the Devil in Disguise You can see the evil Hidden in her eyes Shes the devil in Disguise She has a way to hyptnotize A man before he can realize That shes the Devil in Disguise

Under The Stars
Under the Stars V1. As we lay underneath the Sky I say to myself how lucky Am I This Feeling I feel you feel it too Oh, Now what are we suppose to do CH. Just Hold me Close all night long Let our hearts Dance to the Song Its thier best night by far As they Dance Under the Stars Just hold me close and let me show you I've waited all my life Just to know you I like it where we are As we Dance Under the Stars V2. When with you there is No Doubt That this is what lifes all about Is this love I can not say I just hope this night doesnt turn into day CH. Just Hold me Close all night long Let our hearts Dance to the Song Its thier best night by far As they Dance Under the Stars Just hold me close and let me show you I've waited all my life Just to know you I like it where we are As we Dance Under the Stars

Hmm...
ok, I have to admit, I'm a little lost and confused here at first glance at Fubar. I'll have to make some time to tool around and figure out what's fun. (i'm still a myspace junky) I love the "shot" thing, if I knew how to do it I would give everyone a Jager! So for now, bear with me for awhile, I have alot going on so I'm not sure how often I'll be able to check in. I'll do my best I promise. I'll try not to get as bad as I have with updateing my own websites. I'ts just so fucking hard to find the time when you have 8 hundred million other things going on. ok stop blabering, Pimp says, "YO! to my peeps!"

Killswitch Engage - The End Of Heartache
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings relief, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Eternity
Wandering in darkness grope, Finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each foot fall, my heart betrays The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly the ground is lost, Flailing arms as body's tossed. Splashing down in crimson pool, The warm embrace is much too cruel, I curse this lowly, wretched fool. Floundering in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this, my fate.

Reality
Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind

Plz Read
Plz notice: I don't fan anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u fan me, that's your own decision. I don't rating anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u rating me, that's your own decision. I don't chat here, only to a very-very few ppl, mostly who I know already. Don't take it personal. I accept almost everybody as friend, and reply to private messages. I rate back everyone if I am here. I rate pix and send comments too. But I dont send fake comments, and fake rates... In my opinion it`s a kind of honour, to be honest to each other. `Family` is a special place here to me. :) Thank`s for your understanding, guys! Hugs Anita

Hey Guys
well here is the thing yup i am flyin out tommrow WOW how awesome gesh about time.. anyways i will be back in MS on wed. 32 hours to get back.... dont know when i will be able to get online but i wanted everyone to know how much i miss u guys.. and thank you to the ones that have not forgotten about me MUCH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!...

My Flashing Text Problem
well, ive made a whole lot of words, especially including my "halfalien_s4" name into these neon flashing texts that i got from cooltext.com. the proble is that whenever i upload an animated neon flashing one into my photos it doesnt flash or look right, does anyonw know what the problem is and/or how to fix it? if anyone could help me on this i would be greatly appreciated, not to mention ill buy u gifts, rate ur stuff, ect. :-) btw, it works when i put it out on the very front of my page but not anywhere else. much help is appreciated!

What Do I Do Part Ii
To get a full understanding of what this blog is about, you will need to read the previous blog, "What Do I Do." Anyway, today, I did one of the most difficult things I have done in a very long time. I went to the local DSS office and filed a report with the appropriate people concerning the incident that occurred on Saturday. I made it VERY clear that this child is taken care of in all other ways. But this was something that I witnessed and that I could not let slide by. I just can't explain the feelings I have had since it happened. I did not do this to be a mean person. Or to be a trouble maker. Anyone that knows anything about me, knows that I love children of all ages. Those children in my family, regardless of their age, are my babies. I have cousins that are now in their late 20s that still thank me for always being there for them and looking out for them, and I'll be damned if I will stop now. I pray that this was just one incident that happened and truly that noth

Men
So, it has occurred to me recently, that though i have mainly male friends, i don't think i get them at all... lol... i know that i am not a supermodel, but i know that i am not ugly. i know that even though i may be a bit of a bitch at times, i am not impossible, and yet the men in my life have thier heads shoved so far up thier ass they can't see straight... is that some sort of genetic defect caused by testosterone? i am just looking for someone that i feel a connection with that loves me as much as i love them, i am tired of being in love and getting nothing in return, so if there any men out there, not little boys, men, that are looking for a real woman, who is honest, and caring, oh and has kids, let me know. at this point i am about to just give the fuck up on love all together.

Man Vs Wasp.
I am about to impart to you a terrifying tale of the malevolence of Mother Nature and one man’s courageous attempt to thwart the dastardly schemes of the Animal Kingdom. At approximately 4 am on the morning of the 26th August, I was awoken by a loud and somewhat angry sounding buzzing. Dragging myself from the depths of sleep, I switched on the light and was greeted by the sight of Nature’s biggest bastard; a wasp, the hymenoptera world’s equivalent of a twat with a shotgun. Having been a victim of one of these black and yellow striped micro-demons in the past, I was well aware of the searing agony that accompanied the jab of its venom loaded stinger. The strange thing was, said vespid asshole had managed to find its way into my unnecessarily large light shade, and was showing distinctly moth-like tendencies in its attitude to escape; namely, banging its head against the shade then ricocheting off onto the hot, naked bulb. While I was more than happy to let it continue with its slow

My Wife
Things are getting a little out of hand around my house in that my wife doesn't seem to want to take any responsibility toward helping with the bills. I grant you she is 34 years younger than me and she is very imature but she want all the crap we have but is screwing around instead of helping like she should. I think I know one reason why she is like this but, agaain, this shows how imature she really is. I will not put it in here because I may be wrong and if I am there is no need to start trouble. Maybe things will straighten out soon, at least I hope so, ut I am not holding my breath on it.

I Just Wanna Die!!
OMGosh, the worst thing in the world happened to me lastnight and it has killed everything inside of me..EVERYTHING!! I feel so0o sick and so0o empty right now, I feel as if I could die and it wouldn't matter. I never knew that people could be so0o cruel and so0o mean, I mean sure I know this has happened to alot of people but I never knew just how bad it was until now..I wish I could just say what happened but it makes me sick to think about it!!! I hate this..I JUST WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kids Are Too Much. =)
Luvy goes to an "ice cream social" at her school yesterday and meets the new librarian. Now she wants me to marry said librarian because: "He has a faux hawk! He loves Chiodos and that dying band! And he's in CHARGE OF BOOKS!" Cute kid, always looking out for me. :D

Thank You
Thank You to everybody who showed me some Birthday Love on Fubar i will make sure i leave you all a birthday gift when becomes your birthday a great big hug to al the people who left me wonderful birhday gifts to me from Bruce

My Buddy's G/f Needs Help
This is simple, please click on the link below and rate and fan her. That's it! Thank you in advance!!!! ShanonLee's Place~a/k/a~ ANGEL~a/k/a~BITCH~ INDEPENDENTLY OWNED AND OPERATED~@ fubar

Choices Of Love.
My life is full of important choices, So many decisions,the little voices, you got to make the right move, to stay with your own groove, if you mess up it could be bad, a choice someone makes can make you mad, a choice he made,made me deppressed, now for him I'm never going to rest, he upset me so,he don't even know, to get him bach the choices are harsh, I'll have him back before the end of March, I feel his love deep in my heart, I'll get him and we'll never part, I know he can feel my love, I sent it to him from way above, I want him to be with me, but my point he don't see....

Goodbye
I sit on the verdant turf, In silent contemplation, Of all the smiles we shared, The unconditional love, And support, You once gave me. My heart-torn soul, Can not, Will not, Find the words, That must be spoken, A final, Goodbye. I remember all the time, We shared talking, About the future, Of hopes and dreams, All of that is gone now, Lost to time. I am lost without, Your arms that gave me, Comfort and acceptance, Your words that gave me, Reason and understanding, Confused and alone i sit. When I dream in the night, I still hear your, Voice, I still feel your, Presence, I try to hold onto it. But, The morning always comes, To steal those dreams, The only words I can find, The only words my heart will allow, Come unbidden to my lips. I love you dad....Goodbye

This Needs Attention
everytime i get invited too play a game i eitherr get told game loading and then forgotten about and the other person is told they are waiting for me too join. HELP HOW DO I GET THIS TOO WORK PEOPLE

Bests Songs
And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am...

I,m Havin Trouble With The Pic Links On My Page!!
I APOLOGIZE TO ALL THE MEMBERS IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION ON MY PROFILE PAGE, I AM HAVING TROUBLE WITH GETTING THE PICS TO STAY ON THERE! I COPY THE PIC LINKS OFF YOUR PAGES THEN PASTE THEM IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION AND WHEN I SUBMIT THEM THEY JUST TURN INTO NAMES AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE PROBLEM IS SO IF ANY OF YOU DO PLEASE HELP ME OUT OK.... THE ONES IN VIDEO DO PASTE RIGHT , I AM CONFUSED LOL THANKS GAIL

The 5 Celtic Invasions
The first inhabitants of Ireland were led by Cessair and her husband Fintan. They lived there either before the great flood, or moved there to escape it. After the flood all of Cessair's people were lost save for Fintan, who escaped by changing into various creatures, a salmon, eagle, stag and a hawk. The Formorians (also Fomorians, Formors, Fir Domnann, Fomhoire) are sometimes said to have been the first inhabitants of Ireland, but their origins are unknown. Some belive they were there in the time of Cessair, and gained power later, others belive that they came from the sea after the flood receeded. In any case, by the time the Partholons arrived, the Formorians were very powerful. They possessed hideous misshapen bodies which appeared to be created from a mishmash of leftover parts from various animals. They usually had both arms and legs, and were generally human-shaped, but terribly ugly. Formorians were very powerful and terrible to behold. The sons of Uar the Cruel, were named

It's Sinking In Now...
This is the first morning I've woken up and I wasn't crying. Although, I'm doing that at this particular moment but I'm trying to be optimistic. I know my brother wouldn't want me to be sad. But it's hard when I feel like a part of me died with him. It's devastating to finally accept that he's not coming back. I...don't really know what to do with myself. Everything's going in slow motion and I'm feeling every agonizing second of it.

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Well I have made to to within 90 days (actually closer to 70 days) of leaving this place once again. I got to tell you, this is my third trip to Iraq and by far the worst. I don't know if its because it was 15 months long, my son is older and I am missing everything, or that I lost one of my best friends in May. All three reasons play a part, I'm sure. Either way its almost done. All I got to do now is stay vertical until November. It is always a bitter sweet moment when you step off the plane and one of your friends doesn't. I've gone through it a few times and it never gets easier. The Army is a funny place. Its like a fraternity in some ways. The closeness you develop with the men you fight along side of is unparalleled. But the opposite side of that coin is that the people you dislike are amplified that much more. Its hard spending day in and day out with people you dont like. But I guess its just like any other job. I cant wait to get off that bird and smell those oak t

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another night is over... another wasted night without you... a trace of your lingering scent... as i touch the empty space on the pillow... briny trails left by the tears... glistening on the cheeks... recollections of your soft finger tips... and your warm sweet kisses... so many things have been said and done... regretfully...can't be undone... memories...good and bad...bitter and sweet... i still cling on to...they're all i have left... i've stopped looking for the reasons... why you left... without a trace... you've said "sometimes one has to be cruel to be kind..." is it to save my heart from breaking or yours? i know...come what may... i still love you...in my crazy ways... and i still turn around...thinking i hear you... calling my name... but i know...it's just the wind...playing a joke on me... wherever you may be...i wish...and hope... life treats you kind... and maybe...you're thinking of me right now... as i think of you... take care...my love... y

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Diane had spent too many nights out with Roxie, out with Kelly - out, out, out, all the fucking time - and leaving me to channel surf and drink too much beer. So I decided to entice her. I took a nice long shower, double scrubbed my parts, and I put on this stupid thong she bought me at some sex party Jan and her friend, Venessa, threw - it made me look like I had a bag of grapes hanging from my belt. Then I rubbed baby oil all over to make me shine like those guys in the goddamn magazines that she brings into the bathroom. So, she comes home - I can hear her keys in the door and I lay down on the dining room table spread eagle - dinner for one - and she walks in... ...with all her friends... ...and mine... ...and the couple from down the hall... ...and the cable guy... © All rights reserved

Thanks
When the Lord was creating peace officers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order? A peace officer has to be able to run five miles through alleys in the dark, scale walls, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform. "He has to be able to sit in an undercover car all day on a stakeout, cover a homicide scene that night, canvass the neighborhood for witnesses, and testify in court the next day. "He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands... no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "it's the three pairs of eyes an officer has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded

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Universal Declaration of Human Rights as a common standard of achievement for all peoples and all nations, to the end that every individual and every organ of society, keeping this Declaration constantly in mind, shall strive by teaching and education to promote respect for these rights and freedoms and by progressive measures, national and international, to secure their universal and effective recognition and observance, both among the peoples of Member States themselves and among the peoples of territories under their jurisdiction. Article 1 All human beings are born free and equal in dignity and rights. They are endowed with reason and conscience and should act towards one another in a spirit of brotherhood. Article 2 Everyone is entitled to all the rights and freedoms set forth in this Declaration, without distinction of any kind, such as race, colour, sex, language, religion, political or other opinion, national or social origin, property, birth or other status. Furthe

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A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "nobody better jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simp

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1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of

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I have a crush. I'll admit it. Just like back in school its that kind of crush. Now yes in looking at my page you can see I have a crush but the person I have the crush on here tha it talks about on my page is a very special woman to me and shall remain my crush on here for most likely a very long time. But somehow I have a real life crush. It happened. The few friends I have told about this think its good for me to have this. Saying its helping to distract my mind from all the other stuff going on. This is it though, the whole I want to pass her a note during study hall to tell her to meet me under the bleachers after class is out type thing. The mere thought of her makes me get the stupid smile on my face, when I'm on the phone discussing my crush I laugh and giggle and do stupid shit like that. So yeah I think its vaild. Whats weird is I'm ok with it for some reason. Of course I'm questioning the timing of it, still wondering how soon is too soon after the divorce an

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One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . And so,

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This picture was taken from my friend’s back yard at 4:20 AM this morning as the total lunar eclipse was beginning its last phase. Stars are usually nowhere to be found near a full moon, but with Earth’s shadow eclipsing the Moon there were some visible.

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now im fucking getting this gd message Error: your session has expired, please try again. god this site needs to fucking die or something!!! fucking shit is pissing me off!! no blog title so i hit back and it fucking wont let me it just keeps saying no blig title BS!!! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh now im even more pissed off!! and those of u that just asked why i was ticked off in my SB you need to GET A FUCKING LIFE ppl like u who think u fucking know have no fucking clue who i am from the next damn person on here GET A GD LIFE!! ok so back to the original reason for my sour mood so i spent money on cleaning products for the house spend 2 almost 3 hours now scrubbing floors and making this house smells half way decent instead of dog and cat i move shit around so that the dogs cant get into shit and tear things up and so they dont try to run laps and knock things off the end tables an break shit basicaly i get everything cleaned and everything moved aroun

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I am tired of the games, lies and vulgarities that I hear on a daily basis spewing from some of the people on here. It isn't enough to tell people anymore not to play with you because it seems to intice them more to do so. When you tell people not to lie to you it does no good because until you catch them in the lie you have no idea you are being lied to. Here recently so many people have not heard me when I say that I DO NOT share pix on yahoo or through email. They just assume that after a little bit of sweet talk that the story will change. I have some really good friends. One of which recently was hurt by a girl on here. And I told him last night that not everyone on here is fake. But when I logged in today all I saw was more fake and stupidity. The vulgarity has to stop. Respect me or get the fuck off of my friends list. Someone keeps reporting miscelaneous pictures as NSFW just to have my account deleted and I say more power to you. I am on the verge of doing it on my own. I am t

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WELL HERE IS MY LIFE IN NUT SHELL I'M SINGLE AND NOT REALLY LOOKING THAT HARD MAINLY BECAUSE I FIGURE AS THE OLD SAYING GOES IT'S WHEN YOUR NOT LOOKING THAT THE RIGHT ONE FOR YOU COMES ALONG.. I AM NOT EXPECTING PERFECTION NOR DO I WANT IT , BUT I DO WANT SOMEONE THAT IS ABLE TO OPEN HER HEART NOT ONLY TO ME BUT MY SON AS WELL BECAUSE HE IS PART OF THE PACKAGE AND WILL ALWAYS COME FIRST .. I HAVE HIM 24/7 EXCEPT WHEN HE IS AT SCHOOL OR I AM AT WORK , WHAT I AM SAYIN IS THAT I HAVE HIM FULLTIME THERE ARE NO BREAKS , NO WEEKENDS TO MYSELF HIS BIRTH MOTHER HAS NOT CALLED TO TALK TO HIM SINCE JUNE 8TH NOR HAS SHE EVEN BOTHERED TO WRITE OR SEND HIM ANY PRESENTS FOR THE LAST 2 CHRISTMAS'S AND BIRTHDAYS AND THE LAST TIME SHE HAS SEEN HIM WAS OVER A YR AGO.. SO I AM ALL HE REALLY HAS THE ONE THAT HE CAN DEPEND ON TO BE THERE AND TO BE HONEST IF THAT MEANS I AM TO STAY SINGLE AND NOT DATE TILL HE IS 18 THEN SO BE IT ( HE IS MY NUMBER ONE PRIORITY ) .. I CAN PLACE MY NEEDS OR WANTS ON HOLD FOR T

Sex Blog
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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Ok here I go again..I'm annoyed..and a little nope a lot pissed. I hate fake ass people and they just seem to not get it. How are you going to try and be my friend or even get in my pants and be a liar!! Nope not happening. I appreciate the effort..no I dont!! Let me get this out of the way... listen to me very carefully!! If your fake..Don't bother me. I hate that more than anything and I'm warning you now..nothing good will come out of it if and when I find out the truth about you..don't shout me and don't bother me.. Please have a great day and drive on thru

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"Only the dead have seen the end of war." -Plato *Subject:* Fw: 'Gunnys' & Marine DI's have a language all their own For those who missed Lewis Thomas, M3Mse of you who have not participated in or have been on the receiving end of motivational speakers from the military, I present the linquistic skills of a "one each Marine Gunnery Sergeant" of considerable fame, who incidentally has walked the walk. Subject: Lee Ermey For the few of you, who missed him, R. Lee Ermey is the host of The History Channel's "Mail Call" and played the Drill Instructor in the movie, "Full Metal Jacket." He is a retired Marine Gunnery Sergeant and a very plain speaker, as you will soon read. So,for your entertainment, here is Retired Marine Gunnery Sergeant R. Lee Ermey at his first press conference. The main topic of discussion is the Marine in Iraq who shot the Iraq insurgent to death. We pick up as the reporter asks about how this potential war crime will affect our image in the wo

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Some people come into our lives and quickly go Some people stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never ever the same. i am thankful for all who have left their "footprints" on my heart.

Me
Hi my name is: Angie, Ang, Angela whatever you wanna call me When I'm nervous: I speak I hate the way my voice sounds... The last song I listened to was: I do not know..this question is stupid it is like asking me the last time I took a shit..who pays attention to that... By this time next year I'll be: on the west coast I have a hard time understanding: societ This Morning: I woke up and swam in my blanket I did doggy paddle Last night: moved once again On Monday night I'll : in school....whoot maybe I do not know I have to see my schedule why?? you gonna stalk me?? PART 1: YOU Were you a planned baby? nah I was a "shit mom and dad are gonna kill me.." baby Were you the first? yes :-D Were your parents married when you were born? after I got born they got married :| pffft What is your birth date? 12 10 86 PART 2: THE FAMILY (hahaha.."the family") Parents: both annoy me Are you an only child?: no If you have siblings are you oldest, youngest, or middle? a young pa

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There's times in your life when it's important to let people know just how much you truly care & appreciate them for being such a True & Wonderful Friend...... Since I came to Cherry Tap I have made some of the most awesome friends. I have even been as lucky to meet some in person and soon will be meeting a bunch more..... We all have up's and down times and during those times it is so great to have such wonderful friends that you can turn to if for nothing else but to have them put a smile on your face to brighten your day..... I have been blessed with such a gift with a bunch of wonderful friends on here, and I would like you all to know that I am a true & loyal friend, there isn't anything I wouldn't do for my friends either.... Cause for me there is nothing more greater then a bond between friends So on that note I just want to say to All my Friends YOU have a special place in my heart ...... YOU FUCKIN ROCK !!!!!! MyHotComments

Tim's
- 1 - ICE KISS Celebrate the first day of winter with an ice kiss. Put an ice cube in your mouth until your mouth becomes cold. Remove the cube, track down your love and plant a kiss that will send chills! - 2 - ELECTRIC SHOCK KISS The two of you shuffle your feet furiously on carpet. When you both have an electric charge, lean over and slowly aim for each other's lips. With your lips about one-half inch apart, move in even slower until a spark jumps between the two of you. Instantly after this happens, kiss one another...the please us the kiss right after the shock! - 3 - CAMPING KISS On a beautiful cool night, you and your love crawl into a sleeping bag outside. Cuddle and kiss. - 4 - REWARD KISS Next time your love performs some disliked home chore like cleaning the bathroom, mowing the lawn, or taking out the garbage, show your appreciation by tucking a candy kiss in a strategic location. - 5 - POST-IT KISS Use 3M Post-It notes to make a trail through your hous

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You know love hurts when the one You love decides to leave you. You know you would die or give Your last breath for your love. You would try to move Heaven and Earth or even the stars above Or give them everything you got. You feel you can not ever do anything Right for the love of your life. Why is it that the one you love the Most hurts you more than anyone else On this Earth?

Rambling On
So new,exciting,dangerous...wanting you..needing you with me..inside me..wrapped around me.Your touch,smell and taste..my addiction.Thoughts of you filling my head as you fill my body..never enough..always more..forever my addiction.The sound of your voice moves me..soothing the fire you make inside me..as the thought of us together fans the flame of burning desire..pleading need..absolute love..my addiction

Hahahaha Whatev Mate
so...ive been on this site for less than a week...probably around...3-4 days yeah...and ive already come to the conclusion that most people here...are just utterly completely full of shit lol...its not even enough to make me angry, it just makes me laugh cause its so bloody retarded that people are so fake and complete wankers...i feel bad for most people in this place but what can ya do...such is the way of the world these days, that most people are afraid to be who they actually are and are more worried about attention that self respect lol...cheers to you all, my little wankers

Shell Makes Me Think Dirty Thoughts :o
Hey, I'll make this quick! It's HH and our great friend Shell is only about 70,000 away from leveling. So get your booty over there! She has new stash and new pics added daily. Rate and comment her like crazy 8-P Let's get this babe leveled!! (Or at least alot closer) Love ya guys!

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I could kiss you forever.The silken heat of your mouth pressed against mine..the sweetness of your taste becomes a craving.I thought the first kiss would be enough..but its never enough.Tasting your skin as iI kiss my way up your neck.Our bodies wrapped around each other..needing to be closer than we could ever get.Your fingers buried in my hair as you kiss my neck..making me ache with wanting you.The heat of your body,the feel of your hands all over my body..making me yours.Belonging to you..only your touch fills me but leaves me wanting more.Your mouth that makes me cry out with longing as you kiss me.Whispering your desires.Making me feel brand new...reborn in the way you love me.

She Is So Sweet To Me!!
THIS WOMAN IS THE ONLY! FRIEND THAT WILL TALK TO ME I THINK SHE IS SO COOL! SHE MACK'S ME SMILE WIN I FELL SAD.. SO GO CHICK HER OUT!! SHE ROCKS I LUV YA hotmamma ( Please sign my guest book and rate me. I'll return the love. ))@ fubar P.S. SHE LUVS BACK TO..

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i dunno what to do anymore...my whole life is just falling apart little by little...i cannot seem to get ahead, no matter how hard i try...i dont know where to go from here....i just sit here and want to cry...i dunno...guys just are messing with my head...family is crazy...there is no money to go around...im so far under on my bills its not even funny...work has become so stressful...i just dont know if i can take it...i need a second job..like now...which means im gonna go even crazier...no time to myself...no time to see my child..no time to hand out...no time on the computer...nothing...i hate this, i hate life... i just hate everything....

Sex All Year
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 t

Backstabbing Bitches.......
Why is it when a woman is strong, People bitch and moan? I can't be one to please all. So for this I take a fall. I try to get along with them, But all I get is a "you done the biggest sin". To this I will just walk away, I have nothing more to say. To all the fakers and haters, I will not cater! To your whiny ass needs, I say girl please. Grow a backbone and speak your mind. Stop hiding behind, That fake ass grin you give. If you have an issue with me, Be a woman and don't bow a knee! Tell me how you feel, Believe me I'll not get ill. We all have a right to get mad, No one can say they have never been bad. Hell if I'm wrong I'll admit, Guess what, I've slipped. No one is perfect and right all the time, So why go above one's head and whine? ***Written for the fake ass and spineless bitches that work around me!!*****

63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop 63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop 1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 15. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 16. When he asks you to spread them, tell him

Today In History
August 28: International Androgynous Goat-People Observance Day 240v AC- Electricity became the new fad in tribes. 2234 BC- White Moses creates the first country club and refuses to give Black Jesus membership, also excludes himself for being Jewish. 2378 BC - Black Jesus creates the universe. 33 AD - St. John of Patmos has a wet dream. 1490-something AD - Chet Columbus lands in Ohio. "Manos" The Hands of Fate - I mess up on this timeline thing. Sorry. 1924 AD - The cheeseburger is invented in Cheeseburg, California 1927 AD - Helen Keller is born but doesn't even notice the difference. 1942 AD - In response to World War II, ham is invented. Winston Churchill proclaims it "One small step for man, one giant leap for breakfast". 1942 AD - Famed restaurant the Grease Hut opens it doors for the first time, collectivly clogging arteries across the nation. 1956 AD - In a remote corner of Canada, nothing happens. 1972 AD - Pringles, the first tessellating potato snack

For My Lil Man..mason(my Son)..love You Baby
Dragon tales and the "water is wide" Pirate's sail and lost boys fly Fish bite moonbeams every night And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Sweet dreams The rocket racer's all tuckered out Superman's in pajamas on the couch Goodnight moon, will find the mouse And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Sweet dreams God bless mommy and match box cars God bless dad and thanks for the stars God hears "Amen," wherever we are And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Godspeed Godspeed Sweet dreams

Grrrrrrrr
i was bored so i clicked "i'm bored" and was rating pics...i always rate a '10', so this bitch looks at my pics and rates 2 of them a '5' then blocks me WHAT A FUCKING WHORE!! i gaver her a damn '10' for nothing

Anger Inside
The anger Makes me scream Makes me want to hurt someone Make them bleed Make them writhe in the same pain Pulling myself up Pulling away from that which makes me Pull my hair out of my scalp Screams Screaming for silence Screaming for one hug One simple hug A hug that is comforting A hug that makes me forget Forget the pain ~Ang 08/28/2007

Bad Bad Day
For those of you that know me, whether personally or just from casualy chatting online you know that im not one for heavy bleeding during my time of the month or regularly bitching and whiny and complaining about things. Atleast i try not to, but today is an exception. Happy Quinton didnt get up this morning to Grumpy Q was out and about today and it seems the world has pissed him off. 3 things in particular have gotten my goat. The first we wont speak on, let's move on. The second things is this.........now i received an email from the almighty powers that be (and this may get me kicked off but i dont fucking care, but if you people do decide to boot me give me my money back for the VIP) i was told a picture in my default folder was flagged NSFW now here's the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=90657&albumid=0&i=3589674294 i'll give you a sec to check it out.....go ahead i'll wait...........you see that, THYIS FUCKING PICTURE WAS FUCKING FLAGGED ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!?!?!?!

..my Aussie Pal...
..this is my blog... ...and i'm giving all the attention to my pal "greg"...who is may favorite aussie and a real big sweetie...so go and rate him and fan him...he's kewl....he's in my "family" (if you can't find him) becuz he's a kewl dude.... ..but here's his address ...tell him chillie sent you... http://fubar.com/lonewolf47

Blast!
if i could get 15 of my wonder friends to help me out with winning a blast all you have to do is come into Extreme X lounge and subscribe to it and let it be know in the room that you were sent by me i can win....PLEASE BE SO KIND TO HELP ME OUT!!

You In Or Out?
ok its time to find out who is and who isnt my friend. i came back for a select few friends and added a few more, now it is time to either save or delete, everyone on my friends list has 1 week to show up in my shoutbox or be deleted. anyway have fun lol.

This Is No Way To Speak To Me!!!
Now REMEMBER to read from bottom of chat up! the_outdoo...: love to masturbate to u ->the_outdoo...: nope, none of those either the_outdoo...: any clevage shots ->the_outdoo...: nope, sure don't the_outdoo...: do u got bikini pic's of u sexy ->the_outdoo...: can't say that I'm horny, just very tired the_outdoo...: tired too,but little horny now ->the_outdoo...: very tired, but well, How are you doing? the_outdoo...: how u doing tonight sexy ->the_outdoo...: hello the_outdoo...: hi This is no way to talk to me! Especially if it is the first time we have ever spoken and I have no freaking clue who you are! This WILL GET YOU BLOCKED AS IT DID HIM!!! IF HE WOULD HAVE BOTHERED TO READ MY PROFILE HE WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT I DON'T PUT UP WITH CRAP LIKE THIS!!! Aparently his mother never taught him how to speak to a woman! DUMBA$$!!! People like this jackoff is the reason all my pics went away the first time! Now because of him and people reporting pics NSFW

How Time Flies
how time flies youve been gone so long how i feel now just feels so wrong i miss you so and cant let go to just stop crying and just say no we sit and sort thru all your stuff the pictures and image oh so rough you knew yud leave us and couldnt stay you should have taken it all away instead we sit and sort it all our entire life about to fall each time i close my eyes i see the image of what yu couldnt be im coming home to be with chris im coming home your day i couldnt miss not to cry or she d a tear but to finally let go of all i fear i was so sad yu died alone but all of us yu didnt phone the choice was yours to sit and cry the choice was yours you chose to die as ironic as all of this is to me your death caused me to finally see the value in truth and family the strength thats hidden deep within me you took your life a choice yu had the pain that stopped for that iam glad you hurt alot of p

Something I Think Is Important
Hi everyone1 I was wondering if you all could help me with something. I see a lot of military guys on here ( which in essence is no problem). What is a problem is that they are showing themselves not just in uniform, but with their name and rank clearly visible to everyone on here. I know that the overwhelming majority of you are wonderful, freedom loving folks., and I love serving my country knowing I'm protecting such a great group. What these guys are forgetting is that there could easily be enemies on here as well as friends. It's a public site and we don't always know who's watching. I don't think I'm being paranoid either. Terroist groups will go to great lengths to achieve their goals. And there's no sense in making their mission any easier by providing them even the smallest bit of information. So please, if you see a soldier's pic showing things like his name and rank could you suggest that he might want to cover that stuff up. It's for his sake, his family's sake, and for the

K This Ihat Is Wrong
The reason i havent been online much is i am runnn a fever of 103 all day.Remember all i love of you my family members oh theebe side iwil be back o help out as much as i canu i have to get better before i can.

Jerry Sienfelds 's Recipe For The Perfect Marriage
Jerry Sienfelds 'S RECIPE FOR THE PERFECT MARRIAGE 1. Two times a week, we go to a nice restaurant, have a little beverage, good food and companionship. She goes on Tuesdays, I go on Fridays. 2. We also sleep in separate beds. Hers is in California and mine is in Texas. 3. I take my wife everywhere..... but she keeps finding her way back. 4. I asked my wife where she wanted to go for our anniversary. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested the kitchen. 5. We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. 6. She has an electric blender, electric toaster and electric bread maker. She said "There are too many gadgets and no place to sit down!" So I bought her an electric chair. 7. My wife told me the car wasn't running well because there was water in the carburetor. I asked where the car was; she told me "In the lake." 8. She got a mud pack and looked great f

Important Info
In 11 days i will be in washington with my baby girl i am so frigging happy that i am finally going to be with her i can not wait i hope all of my friends will wish me luck with my baby as a side note if all of my friends want to contact me on my yahoo messanger please contact me here and i will give you the addy

So Much
I am getting ready to head for bed, and I just wanted to wish everyone a goodnight. Its been a long day, and I am extremely tired..I also wanted to say if I haven't touched base with you I'm sorry...seems like there is so much going on. I love my fubar friends..and say hi..I will get back to you...well..I'm off to bed..Nite All!!

It's Rude To Pick Your Nose, Yo!
1. Do you know anybody in prison? ummm no!!! 2. Have you ever deleted a person because of something they said? Hell yeah! I have, and STILL do, some fucking perverts on my friends list lol. 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? Wow, it's been awhile. Now I want one. Thanks. Fucker. 4. Do you have a desk in your room? In my bedroom? No, it's in the pc room 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? Only if there's a party in my pants. w00t! 6. What kind of car insurance do you have? Mercury 7. Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents? No 8. Does your ex significant other still live in the same town as you? ummm yess:( 9. Do you throw up gang signs? I don't even think I know any gang signs. 10. Have you ever broken a rib? No 11. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? Um, I have multiple orgasms, so I choose a woman! Holla! 12. Who is the most spoiled person you know? Everyone but ME! Someone fucking spoil me already. WTF?

Word Up.
im about to watch SNAKES ON A PLANE. im fuckin stoked. like whoa. i mean...SNAKES. ON A PLANE. word. LOLOLOZ i mean, fuck yeaH! and shit. FUCK. YEAH. WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO! and im playin my geetar. even though i suck. but i mean..how cares?! snakes on a plane *gives horns* YEAH MAN!

Gum
You know when you buy that pack of gum, chew a few pieces, and lose the pack? That happened to me last week, but I found it! Yes, indeed. I went to San Diego last week and bought some gum at the airport. You know...pop the ears, fresh breath, etc... Well, once I got there I forgot about it for a few days. Eventually, I remembered, but I couldn't find it anywhere. I finally found it tonight. I found it in my dryer! By some miracle, there was no gum on my clothes. However, there is gum all over the drum of the dryer. I know what I can use to clean it, but it will take hours. It might be easier to buy a new dryer! On a positive note, my underwear smells minty fresh. I'm not kidding...

Thinking But Not Sure
tell me what ya'll think of this idea i am thinking of makeing a lounge for roleplaying gamers to meet and talk about gameing and other stuff that has to do with rpg games what you think about that?

It's Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door
My friend call me today. Blood platelets are not forming right... white cells attacking the 'deformed' blood platelets because they do not recognize them. This is causing him to bleed a lot, wakes up with blood on the pillows he slept on that night, brushing his teeth makes the mess in the sink look as if he just got punched in the mouth and that punch caused teeth to fall out, bloody. (Chemotherapy or having his spleen removed) *equals-----> SOLUTION. Too bad (No Insurance + No Money) does not = solution. So basically one of the sweetest guys EVER can't get better because he can't pay for the necessary treatments.

Motel Of White Locust
Couple pictures of my room after the little fire. So the walls have been painted and I love it. Here are some pics. Like you even care, but I love the way it turned out. Don't pay any mind to the messy bed. I never make it why should I it's just going to get unmade again. Now I need to get new bedding to match to walls, and new carpet since the fire burnt part of it and my puppy got in the paint and now there are blue paw prints all over my floor.

Im Just Me
I'M JUST ME AND THAT'S ALL I CAN BE, NO MORE, NO LESS, NO SECOND GUESS. I LAUGH, I LOVE, I LIVE, I CRY AND SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I WOULD DIE. SOME DAYS I'M FUNNY, OTHER DAYS I'M NOT. SOME DAYS I'M IN OVERDRIVE, AND I CAN'T STOP. YOU MAY NOT LIKE ME BUT THAT'S OKAY, THIS IS ME AND THIS IS HOW I'LL STAY. TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, SMILE WITH THE SAD, LOVE WHAT I'VE GOT AND REMEMBER WHAT I HAD, ALWYAS FORGIVE AND NEVER FORGET, LEARNED FROM MISTAKES BUT NEVER REGRET. PEOPLE CHANGE, THINGS GO WRONG ... I JUST REMEMBER LIFE GOES ON!!

To Angel's Destroyers
Due to many reasons I am not going to b bombing anymore. I will try and help out here and there but I am not going to commit myself to anything anymore. I have really enjoyed being a part of your family and have really felt welcome by most of you! as in all groups on here there are the exceptions. good luck with everything in the future and there are some of you that I want to know i will help as much as possible in anything you have going on just send me a message! with much love and respect, ~Stephie~

Did You Know
DID YOU KNOW ...that Schrödinger's Cat is currently: not alive? ...that an African giraffe is about to run you the fuck down? ...that Captain Obvious tends to regularly state the obvious? ...that Hebrew is a really fucking hard language to learn? ... that FUBAR doesn't have an article on Moral Responsibility? ...that Romania's primary import is drama? Romanian roommates are the world's greatest natural source of drama, and their output does not diminish over time. Romania is also the world's leading exporter of vampires, gymnasts and sexual fetishisation of old women. ...that the paint thinner ought to hold them until I get back with some fresh kegs?

Where Is Sleep?
Sleep escapes me tonight, yet again. I have so much on my mind, yet not many people know about some things and it is not yet time to tell. I look in the mirror and see how unattractive I look/feel. No wonder I cannot find a decent man to love me. I can't even bare to love myself. I have so much I want to change about myself, but none of the self-motivation or confidence that I may need. I actually cried over my ex today. It has been almost 4 months since I have done that. Am I regressing in getting over him? Is that possible? When someone breaks my heart, I am depressed for a few days, and then I go about my life like nothing happened, making up reasons to hate the person who did it, even if they are unlogical reasons to do so. It makes it easier to pull myself away from said person. Makes it easier to not love them anymore. Or so I thought. I don't know what I am going to do with my life. I don't know what I am going to do for my daughter. I love my job, and I hope to stay there for a

What Is Odinism
What Is Odinism? In creation there is diversity and in that wondrous and sacred diversity each folk family of the human race, in symbiosis with the ~ Divine creative powers ~ developed and evolved their own unique organic or natural religions. The natural religion for the Indo European peoples (often called Northern European) is what today is called Odinism. Like all true religions Odinism can be viewed as an entire and ‘holistic’ system of ‘being’. As such it is the thread which runs through and links all aspects of being together, for as is taught in Odinism (and many other religions) everything that is, is inter-connected. Odinism is in one aspect the sum of our peoples shared and individual experience and wisdom. It evolves as our folk family evolves. It naturally has an exoteric or mundane aspect and a divine or esoteric aspect. A material and a spiritual, an outer and inner, both for individual and folk unit. It is experienced and intellectual, tangible and intangible. It

Free My Cries...
Free My Cries... whatever it is you're saying you might as well stop. I can't even hear it but I can I feel it. start walking turn your back on me. I’m used to it now everyone does it to me. and I hate the fact that I’m so sensitive. because I put up this front and no one notices the real me. no one knows who EYE am. no one WANTS to know. and I’m getting sick of it! sick of me. because I can't stop the act. it's a reflex. every now and then I can fight it. but there are things that no one knows. things I can't say. things I can't deal with. things that will go with me to my grave. frustrations so deep and so powerful that i no longer know what they are. and I can't cry anymore maybe I’ve cried too many tears. maybe I lost the right at some point during my life. and if that's the case I’m not even sure I know how to fight it. not sure I have enough strength left. there is just TOO much going on in my mi

Frustration
FRUSTRATION One of the worst emotions You feel helpless Frustrated URGH!!! Too hard to just let it go TRUST I trust too easily Bites me in the ass everytime SILENCE Silence is the most frustrating Silence is part of waiting No matter how much noise on the outside Inside my thoughts it's the silence in the pause between Now & Later WAITING Waiting for someone or something So that later can finally be This anticipation to be fulfilled This limbo to be put to an end MY LIFE IS IN LIMBO

Eyes
Do you know the relation between the EYES? They blink together... they cry together... see things together and they sleep together... EVEN IF THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER.... that's FRIENDSHIP. good day! _dYaNiKa_

From Darkness To Light
From Dark to Light From the thundering sounds of loneliness, Come the sound of one held dear. Reaching out to rescue a sinking Soul from solitude, With words of care and of promises made Help create a foundation of love. No longer with will one small light battle The encroaching darkness, But two small flames join To create a power surging with hope.

One Touch
One Touch With your first touch, I was awoken from a sleep that wouldn't end. Then that touch became a kiss, That kiss opened eyes that had been blinded by hurt. With eyes that could see once again, That kiss became love. And that love sustained the soul of a man, Who had believed love was no longer possible. The possibilities became endless with that love, As time is endless.. With one touch, You brought a man back from the Cold darkness of death, And into the world of LOVE...

Nsfw
Something I just cant under stand Its the NSFW photos many have posted now i can understand walking through fire to earn favor in order to see them or throwing omlets at warp speed to win favor to see them but what has me sublimely confused is if you dont want people to see your NSFW photographs... then why the bloody hell post them?

Booby Contest :d
Shell is in the process of setting up a new contest, best cleavage contest in fact. Here's the breakdown for the contest. (and trust me this will be re modified numerous times, because I can already think of one thing I'm forgetting & Shells offline) But moving on, this will be a contest for best cleavage, so if you (or if you can think of someone) would be interested, hit Shell up A.S.A.P. let her know what picture you want to be entered. Now insert the rules; 1) Only SFW pictures are to be entered (by fubar rules, this means you must have your face in the picture, so no straight boob shoots, sorry) 2) Only the serious should enter this contest. We don't need people joining, leaving 5 comments and giving up, we're not here to waste your time, so don't waste ours :D 3) You must have at least 5,000 comments to earn prizes. Meaning this; say the person with most comments is 10,000 ahead of you so you want to give up and figure 'oh well, I'll get 2nd or 3rd place' yes this is tr

8-29-07
No matter how tempted you may be to step up and take that emotional risk, put it off for at least one more day. You're in a much better position to just sit back and take advantage of other people's mistakes. ---------------------------------------------------- Right on I will wait:P he he he

Congratulations...its A ??
Minutes after a woman gave birth to her baby, her doctor stood solemnly at her bedside and said, "I have something to tell you about your baby.""What's wrong" the alarmed mother asked? "Your baby is an hermaphrodite" replied the doctor. "What's that" she asked? "It means your baby has both male and female parts." "Oh my goodness —that's wonderful" the woman exclaimed."You mean it has both a penis and a brain?" Roflmao!! Have an awesome day!! Tc n peace..hugs..Boo xo

Maybe The Stars Are Right...
Like so many, I have my generic horoscope on my FUBAR start page. I'm a Sagittarius, and here's today's tidbit of astral guidance: Now is a great time to consider taking a new class, learning a language or traveling somewhere you've never been before. Though your energy may be low, you can at least plan for bigger and better things. Well, I just finished a class to refresh me in the Arabic language, and I'll be taking a trip to Alabama next week. Hmmm, coincidence...or something from BEYOND?!? I have my Defense Language Proficiency Test today (6 hours of torture!). Wish me luck!!!

Epilogue..?
So..how does one say goodbye To everyone he's ever known? For I think I'm about to take a journey, you see. Somewhere far beyond the walls of sleep. It's NOT the kinda place you can send postcards from. Least I don't think it is. Then again... Aren't gravemarkers the ultimate "wish you were here" letter? Thing is... I DON'T wish you were here. Here bears this uncanny resemblance to Hell, you see. I'm pretty sure, if I look fast enough, I'd see Hitler, painting roses. It's like waiting at the bus stop, or train station though. The waiting kills, you see. And no, the irony of waiting to die, Is indeed NOT lost on me. I'm not especially good at goodbyes, you know. I just know I'm going..somewhere.. Not the kinda place one finds in a travelogue, though. Unless it's written by Rod Serling. The thought occurs to me.. Am I stalling for time? Am I then scared of death? If so, I'm a damn sight less scared of it than of this. They say when one's at the Station

Hanging At Home...
Well, in a few minutes, im gonna get dressed, and head out to let the sun hit me. I really donmt like goin outside unless im either going to see someone, or im going out with someone. Life has a habit of speeding up when you least expected.... and no cop to pull it over, either. But there is fun to be had. Things to see, and bear witness to. sights that no one else will see, but what you see with your own eyes. With 2 loving kids, and a darling wife, there will be a new life that I was granted a chance to live, to explore, to grow. And for that chance... I thank you. Thanks, H.

Hey Every One
Hi, i am just wanting to see how many of my friends, family, and fans would like to stay on my list. I need to down grade, not a whole lot of people actually say hi anymore...So if u could please let me know if u would like to stay and get to know me a whole lot better....SEND SOME LOVE....

8-29-07
You may be getting mixed signals from a coworker or partner, but the only answer is patience. You need to slow down and let time clear things up -- the other party could actually end up making things worse! AINT THIS THE GOD AWEFUL TRUTH... PATIENCE...HAHA...THEY HAVE ALREADY MADE IT WORSE THANK U VERY MUCH

Dale Jr Seems Tired Of The Shit
I have always been a Dale Jr fan because of his driving and his personality. I think it was in 2005 that he had won a race and during the post race interview he said the word shit… not in anger or in vengeance , but in excitement. He was fined both points and money and eventually the loss of the points took him out of the chase. It was at that time that NASCAR mandated a 5 second audio delay. I was very angered by the situation and its effects, I felt that it was NASCARS fault not Jr’s. First why didn’t NASCAR have the audio delay in effect long before that, there is commentators fallowing the drivers all over the place except the rest room, sticking a microphone in their face and asking the all sorts of dumb questions. What did they expect, they couldn’t see the potential for that to happen?? A driver has just spent three or more hours doing about 200 mph and they put a microphone in his face even before he’s out of the car…if it was me they would probably hear a lot more

The Tears I Cry Are Tears Of Joy!
I can officially say that this morning I had one of the proudest moments of my life. It may seem like a small thing to many people, but for my brother and my family it was a huge deal. I came to my parents house last night because my mom needed to be at work for their first day of school and she needed someone to get Mike up dressed, fed, and ready for when the driving instructor came. I walked outside to say a few words to the instructor and watched as they got the adapted van ready. They took out the drivers seat that the instructor used to get here and Mike rolled his wheelchair on in. I watched as they tested the computer system by moving the joystick and watching the steering wheel turn in response. I have never seen anything as cool as that van. There was a joystick for him to use to control the van movement instead of a steering wheel and a very cool on board computer. Watching him in the van really hit me. He was doing it!!! Here was my little brother learning to dri

The Tears I Cry Are Tears Of Joy!
I can officially say that this morning I had one of the proudest moments of my life. It may seem like a small thing to many people, but for my brother and my family it was a huge deal. I came to my parents house last night because my mom needed to be at work for their first day of school and she needed someone to get Mike up, dressed, fed, and ready for when the driving instructor came. I walked outside to say a few words to the instructor and watched as they got the adapted van ready. They took out the drivers seat that the instructor used to get here and Mike rolled his wheenchair right on in. I watched as they tested the computer system by moving the joystick and watching the steering wheel turn in response. I have never seen anything as cool as that van. There was a joystick for him to use to control the van movement instead of a steering wheel and a very cool on board computer. Watching him in the van really hit me. He was doing it!!! Here was my little brother learning

Don't Try And Break Me, I'm Stronger Than You Think!
Yeah...so recently, I've been living by this thought--'Don't try and break me, I'm stronger than u think'. I think its very fitting for me right now. It seems like there are people in my life that claim they have my best interests in mind, but when it came right down to it, tried to break me anyways. To me...that's just wrong. I'm a smart woman. Hell, sometimes I don't act it, but you better start seeing it. I'm fed up with people telling me they want something outta me and then backing down. If you think some other person is better suited for you--then go for it. DO NOT pussy foot around with me, because it gets neither of us anywhere. Yes, I said it--do not just beat around the bush....like I've said a hundred times before, I'm a big girl and I'm not gonna break down and cry over it. TRUST ME. Its strange, because lately, I'm just numb to anything like that. I think maybe its a sign of me growing up and just knowing that person was really only in my life for a season. It taught me so

Never Forget...........please
It's Been 2 Years Now It's been 2 years now since Katrina left her path of devistation on the gulf coast. As I sit here reading the bulletins about down raters and contests, I remember that there are thousands of people who were forced from their homes who have yet to return due to the slow rebuilding process. Although our lives have moved forward, let's remember those who don't have it quite so easily. I made this video about a week or so after the storm and it may convey my sentiments better than I can this morning. Be good to each other...I'm tired of you bitchin...ha ha ha ha *winks* The Story Of NOLAAdd to My Profile | More Videos FU BAD B!TCH ۞ Stang!۞ Owna & Reppin Stangs Underground۞@ fubar

Strange But True......
something interesting happened to me yesterday. I was offered head position at my own school. I would still have to go through the interveiw process but the upper management called me (which is very unusual) and told me they wanted me to go. I will be going here shortly to look at the building and see if it is somewhere I wish to go. It should be very nice since it was remodeled just last year. Wish me luck, Rob

John Smith
Commentary in [brackets]: This one is from someone that contacted me previously but not in regards to sex, so stupid me actually thought there would be a normal conversation... john smith: so where u from [first indication he didn't read the profile despite its in the header] Jessi: NY john smith: wow a good ways from me john smith: im in sc Jessi: about 15 hr drive john smith: wow u ever been to mb Jessi: mb? john smith: myrtle ebach john smith: beach Jessi: Nope. john smith: so what do u do for fun Jessi: Paint, play online games, study languages and QP, hang out and other geeky stuff [what? you expect me to say "masturbate on webcam of course!"?] john smith: lol john smith: u have a webcam Jessi: yes john smith: can i see Jessi: hold on a second john smith: k Jessi: [sent picture of webcam] john smith: u are so creuel Jessi: I'm the devils daughter.... john smith: but i like that ill try that one one day [I wanted to a

Today Is Better
Well, it's been a week since my father passed away. I am still having some trouble with sleeping. But I am getting through each day better. There are moments when something I see or hear will remind me of dad. Yesterday I thought I saw him drive through town. Then I thought "no, get a grip, dad is gone." I realized at that moment just how much I was going to miss seeing dad cruise by in his truck. I will miss those early mornings as I am leaving for work and I would see him at the store getting a cup of coffee. As I sit and think of dad, I am grateful for those rare moments that you don't think much about. Those quick waves as you pass on the roads. Or running into dad at the grocery... he had a thing for ding dongs and coca cola. He would go through a box and a 12 pack every couple of days. I am most grateful that he is no longer in pain. He is in a better place than the rest of us. And someday we will all pass away and join him in heaven. I am grateful for the years that

It Will Only Take A Few Seconds And Won't Hurt At All I Promise :)
I need help in a contest, just one lil click and a rate will help me out. So if anyone can just spare a minute or two to help me out I would appreciate it so much!! Here is the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=253739&i=1881078726 Have a great day everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st Attempt
We had a terrible argument. About what, I can't remember now. But it caused me to call it an early night without kissing you good night. I readied for bed, fuming at your inability to understand my every little move. It was a warm night, and I slipped, naked, in between the cool satin sheets. A light breeze came in through the open window, the ceiling fan carrying the coolness and scent of roses to every corner of the room. It was a perfect night to make slow, sweet, passionate love to you, but I was too pouty to notice or appreciate it. After what felt like hours, I finally drifted off into a fitful sleep, not used to you being absent from the bed. Pressed against me, you always comforted me to sleep. As I drifted off, images began filling my head. It started with your beautiful, smiling face. I love to watch the light dance in your eyes, and hear the richness of your laughter. Feeling myself smile, I watched as the dream began to unfold even more. We were in a pa

The Hunt For Help
Called VIC. Lady seemed to not to want to be on the phone, fired off some numbers and hung up. She was telling me that the First Baptist is open on Wednesdays. Tried to tell her about the voice message about them being closed today, and she did not want to seem to listen. Got through, but...Food Stamp Office with their automated voice gave some numbers and a website to apply..but server cannot find that link. Left my name and address for them to send an application. Welfare Office..they referred me to yet another automated voice and left name and number. I used the last of my money that I was keeping for gas, for a little bit of cheap food at Wal-mart. I have less than a half a tank of gas and I drive a guzzler. I am a 50 year old. I have sent resumes and filled out over 20+ applications. Have not worked in like 20 years but willing to work. Have the experience but not the paperwork to prove it. Have been looking for a job since June. The family of late bf promis

Get Over Yourself
Sheesh I was clicking around the site one day and clicked on I'm bored....well you go there to rate pics. I rate 'em how I see 'em...creativity, good looks, the whole pic idea...anywhoo when I see nasty skanky looky people on there I sure the heck don't give them a 10! But its those who send me back crappy emails and comments that I am a downrater...well I most certainly am not. Hey all my pics are not 10s and I just don't think its right that becasue I rated your pic a 5 you need to jump my crap. Take the advide and get a better pic...just quit acting like everyone needs to rate you pic a 10. I rate most peoles sites a 10 but some pictures are just downright stupid!! get over it!

Will I Ever Be With You
Will I Ever Be With You by BlueWolf © Every time you look at me, I get lost in your beautiful blue eyes. Seeing them is even more wonderful Than glazing at the stars in the sky. Every time I see you smile at me, I feel my heart skip a beat. I get a tingly feeling, From my head to my feet. Every time you talk to me, I feel like I'm in a dream. But of course, I'm still wide awake And your voice is as wonderful as it seems. Every time you laugh with me, I'm in a state of pure bliss. I look forward to seeing you everyday And I look forward to moments like this. How could my life be any better? We have something I truly adore. But there is only one problem, You haven't asked me to be yours. I sit here patiently, And wonder what I should do. And when will I finally get the guts To tell you that I love you.

Failure
I let dowm my children, I let down my family, I let down even myself at times. Worst of all I let down you, the one I love the most. The one person I wanted to get close too. No apology I can think of will ever do. I wasnt there when you needed me to be, in your greatest time of need. Failure is what i have become, to everyone who ever meant anything to me. Why do you keep me around? When I keep letting you down. TIRED, OLD, HOPELESS, AND ALONE! Maybe that is my destiny , to be alone. Pain I am use to, for I have been through so much. I have come to realize that all I will ever be in your world is a FAILURE !!!!!

Fellas...why
TO ALL U FELLAS....I WANNA KNOW WHAT THE HELL IT IS U WANT ON HERE. YOU ALL R TRIPPEN WITH THE PIMPIN SHIT..OMFG. I'TS SO ANNOYING AND CAN I ASK WHERE IT GONNA GET U IN LIFE? WHY R U FELLAS GETTIN SO MIXED UP IN THIS IMMA HAVE MAD HOES AND BITCHES BS... AND FIND A DAM WOMAN WHO MAKES U HAPPY. THIS PLAYA SHIT IS GETTING ON MY NERVES. WE AINT YOUR DAM TOYS!!!!!! OTHER ISSUES: FELLAS WHY DO U FEEL THE NEED TO SEND DICK PICS..(IM A NURSE I'VE SEEN ENOUGH)AND BESIDES IF THATS WHAT LOOKS R THEN IT WOULD OF BEEN ATTACHED SOMEWHERE ON UR DAM FACE,(MAYBE FOREHEAD) FELLAS, WHY U GOTTA CLAIM SHIT TO EARLY ON AFTER SPEAKING TO A GURL ONCE OR TWICE,ACTING PSYCHO OR OBSESSED...WTF, THAT AINT ATTRACTIVE. IT'S SCARY!!! IM SO CONFUSED... I LOVE MEN AND THEY DRIVE ME WILD...YEAH DICK RULES, BUT ACT RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Slinky
I had another one of my weird thoughts this morning.... I noticed that my kids were playing with a slinky the other day, you know those plastic or metal things that look like a big spring. You put it at the top of the stairs and it kind of "walks" down them. I think I'm going to take my kids to the mall this weekend and have them bring their slikys. I want to put them at the top of the escalator and see if we can make it walk forever.... I feel bad for my kids, they have to grow up with a dad that's weird...at least I'm fun...

We Lose Them...
A friend whom I saw not too long ago has passed away and I just found out today that she died, and saddened by the fact that no one knew what they could do for her...she kept her illness a secret...now what do we as her friends do for her knowing that her family is non existant...She really didn't have much money...she doesn't have insurance....what do we as friends do for her??? If you have any Ideas on what we can do to raise money to bury her...please leave them...Thank You! Please Comment.

To Every Guy
Body: To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. T

Never More
Your wife deserves to be abused, Until she can no longer stand; For she is beneath your worth, And should follow your command. The blood that flows inside her, Is unequal, sad and weak; She has no rights at all, How dare she even speak? This is how you see her, Like pathetic cowards do; But, your childish mind and vision, Is warped and so untrue. You think women are inferior, Or, is that to mask your fears? For I know they can do anything, And have been doing so for years. I pity you for what you are, But, you're right, she's not the same; That woman that you degrade and hit, Is unequal to your shame. And she may think she's stuck with you, While you think you wear the pants; But, I'll be there when you raise a hand again, And I promise you, we'll dance.

Accidently On Purpose
I truly love my friends. My best friends rant to the accident in India shutting down the Taj Mahal: Link: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20494177/ I would like to go on record stating, "The people that constitute the Islamic religion are far and away the most irrational group of stone chucking, fire bombing, goat slaughtering, Bhurka wearing, non-shaving, suicide bombing, rug kneeling, truck burning, idiots on the face of the planet." The people in this story caused RIOTS in India because of a CAR ACCIDENT. There was no malevolence. There was no premeditation. It was a CAR ACCIDENT. The Indian government has to basically institute martial law because an entire religion apparently can't figure out that an accident can happen. The best part about the story is the fact that since it was an accident, and there was essentially nobody to blame, the Muslims have decided to take their misdirected aggression out on TRUCKS. 11 trucks across the region have been BURNED in retaliatio

Special Someone
You make me laugh each new day, I try and do the same for you. When I'm venting you listen without judgements, You don't say boo hoo hoo. Even though there are miles between us, You lend me a shoulder to cry on. I feel your hugs and that you care, There is no reason to rush. Each new day is something grand, Knowing you is special and new. With you nothing is planned, Just natural & spontanious like all things new. I do the same each day for you, Listening and talking with a friend. More is there but no need to rush, A strong friend with you til the end!!

13 Army To Civilian Step Program
1. Admit: "I was in the Army; I have a problem." This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0430 or 1400; it is 4:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). Words like latrine, overhead, fourth point of cantact, bunk, and "PT" will get you weird looks; bathroom, ceiling, and workout... get used to it. "Fuck" cannot be used to -replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". Grunting is not talking. It's a phone, not a radio; do not use words like roger, say again, send it and conversations on a phone do not end in "out" People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you are coming from Fort Huachuca with the platoon or that you spent a deployment in the OCAC. Likewise people will not understand you when you use expressions like "watch your six." 3. Style: Do not put creases in your jeans. Do not put creases on the front of your dress shirts. A horseshoe cu

Evidence
You have eyes that Lead me on And a body that Shows me death Your lips look like they were made For something else but They just suck my breath I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want you wanting me I want what I see in your eyes So give me something to be scared of Don't give me something to satisfy You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off F

Haters
I have had to mark almost all my folders nsfw becuz someone keeps marking a picture in each folder as nsfw and I am sooooo tired of the haters I am taking down my primary picture and I hope who ever you are is happy becuz my PC crashed and when I deleted the picture i lost it forever I hope you read this and stop being a self rightious pain ...to my friends and fans sorry but I need a break from this hater every day I get a new folder reported so I will not be on for a while let them do their damage ....you know who you are and what goes around comes around and just becuz I am hotter then you does not mean you have a right to do this to me....bye for now my sweet sweet friends and there will be no new pictures for quite a whil except my tattoo when it is done smoochessss Crystal Ice

Another One Blocks The Sphere (to The Queen Song Another One Bites The Dust)
Of course it's backwards, but I love stupid people. She changed her status to: "Some mummers R gay!" just for me, then blocked me. Should I feel honored? ~Dragonphy...: yeah and i changed my status so you know what i think of you ->~Dragonphy...: oh, are you still here? ~Dragonphy...: i have no reason to pity myself ~Dragonphy...: for fucks sake it's a god damn joke you stupid fucking ass ->~Dragonphy...: thank you, now run along and feel pity for yourself like your status ~Dragonphy...: no, but your an asshole ->~Dragonphy...: I'm sorry that your mumm wasn't important enought for me to go back into it and see that you commented back to me ... but you have a status message that states what I did ... are you that dumb? ~Dragonphy...: if you were trying to hurt my feelings...you need to try harder!

God Damn Wanting Sympathy People.
Holy fuckballs ... Sorry that I don't pray nor do I have the time to pity every single kid on the planet that has problems. I am a realist ... I really have other things more productive to do to keep my life in order. 2 blogs today though ... it's been productive ... te_amo just blocked your ass te_amo rated you a '1'! · te_amo just checked you out! te_amo: wow what a comment jerk!Hope you dont believ in KARMA ->te_amo: sorry ... I have way too many kids to feel sorry for here ... not trying to be rude ... te_amo: thanks for the comment please read my profile love

My So Called Friends
I know I have more than 3 people on my friends list. And I know people hate loosing frineds on there lists. Well here is the deal I need help in this contest and if everyone on my friends list would put just one comment I could have a good chance at winning. Comments only count so leave one or many. Ya don't want to help me then just say so, I won't help you in the future. If you want to help click the pic.

Gotta Love Early Birthday Presents
As I mentioned in my first blog post all I want for my birthday is the first season of Heroes on DVD and a glass cock.I also had this listed as my status message on yahoo.Today one of my wishes was granted. My incredibly handsome,sexy and all around good friend Timmy noticed my status message on yahoo.He sends me a message with a link in it.The link was to a site that sells some beautiful glass cocks.I looked around at all the pretty cocks in various different colors and designs,but there was one that really caught my eye.It was clear and had some blue in it,blue is my favorite color by the way.So Timmy asked me which one I liked the best.I sent him the link to the one that caught my eye.The next thing he says is...gimmie your address and I'll send you a surprise. I gave him my address and really didn't think anything of it.Today I checked my mail and I have this nice little package addressed to me.As soon as I saw it I knew what it was.Needless to say as soon as I got in the hou

Update On Previous Blog...........
My appointment for the Cardiologist is tomorrow at 2:45...the activity monitor will have to stay on for 3wks instead of 2wks...thats kinda odd..they want to get all the information that they can within this 3wk period...so thats all for now..I will have more once the appointment comes and goes...love you guys!:-)

First Anual Bike Run
My Homecare worker & God Father to my son is doing a First Anual Bike Run in the benefit of my son Brett. It Starts Sept 22nd..And it will be at the lower Midtown Mall, riding to Portland Woodfords Family services to give the donation in Bretts name..Woodfords is a non profitable Organization, they help Brett get his needs and things he needs ect.. The Run is a donation of 10$$ And end riding back to Bentleys in Limrick..If you do live around here where I am..And your interested in doing a benefit run for my son..I would be touched. And I WANT Shotgun!! :p Theres 1 in 144 children who have Autism..Please make a differnce in it..more people need to know about Autism..and if you have any questions..get back :D Thanx All..Sherry

Horny-scope--- I'm A Leo
AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying.They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control him

As I Take You
As I Take You by Glenn As I take you in my arms And lift you on to me I am so excited by the Fact of what will be As my soul explores The subtle nuances of your skin Your flower opens wide And welcomes me right in Let your warm sweet nectar Flow to me for all time We know this blessed moment Is all of yours and mine If the walls come down around us, Let what will be, will be For lying next to you like this Is the best thing in life for me

Old Age Is A Gift ((not That I Am Old Yet!!)) Lol....
Received from a friend of mine.... *************************************************** The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of

Becareful
Having already downed a few power drinks, she turned around, faced him, looked him straight in the eye and said, "Listen up, Buddy. I screw anybody, any time, anywhere, your place, my place, in the car, front door, back door, on the ground, standing up, sitting down, naked or with clothes on, dirty, clean . . . it doesn't matter to me. I've been doing it ever since I got out of college and I just love it." Eyes now wide with interest, he responded, "'No kidding. I'm a lawyer, too. What firm are you with?"

Oh Great.....
As most of you know I live at home, well my mother the bitch thinks I'm online to much and has forced my spineless father to disconnect my internet connection. So I may not be around much anymore. Just a FYI. Lov ya all!!!! So show me love while I'm gone.

Fake Ass Friends(please Repost)
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" IT WOULD BE NICE IF YOU RECEIVE A COMMENT STOP IN AND SAY HELLO AS A COMMENT SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING BECAUSE I WILL DELETE PEOPLE WHO NEVER TALK I AM HERE TO MAKE TRUE FRIENDS NOT TO ADD PEOPLE TO MY LIST TO SEE HOW MANY I CAN GET I LIKE TO TALK AND CHAT AND IF I SEE YOU COME TO MY SITE AND SAY NOTHING YOU WILL BE DELETED AND I DON'T MEAN COME IN AND RATE OR COMMENT PICTURE THATS A BONUS SO PLEASE SAY HELLO OK NOT ASKING MUCH I LEAVE COMMENTS SOMETIMES TWICE A DAY SO I DO SHOW LOVE

You Make Me Happy Writen By Cherryangel
His Beautiful eyes I love to look in to them Being with Him i will never be the same No one can take us apart I fell in love you from the start Your smile Makes my day You leave me Speechless no words to say I love the you hold me like I'm something Important I'm a Better person because of you You say every word perfect right on the Que There are no guys like you maybe just a few That's why i fell in love with you Nothing makes me happier to see You. With you I'm day will never Blue I love holding your hand together we stand I fallin for you hoping never to land I love you With every beat of my heart like i said i knew you where the one right from the start.

Have You Ever Seen A Fart
A little boy blows up a baseball sized balloon and starts flicking it all around the house with his finger. His mother tells him to stop it as he's liable to break something, but the boy continues. "Johnny!" Mom screams. "Knock it off." You're going to break something. He stops and eventually Mom leaves for a short trip to the shopping center. Johnny starts up with the balloon again after his mom has left for the store. He gives it one last flick and it lands in the toilet where he leaves it. Mom comes in and while putting away the grocery gets the urge. A diarrhea run. She can hardly make it to the toilet in time and SPLASH, out it comes. When she's finished, she looks down and can't believe what she's seeing. She's not sure what this big brown thing is in the toilet! She calls her doctor. The doctor is baffled as she describes the situation, but he assures her he'll be over shortly to examine everything. When he arrives she leads him to the bath room

If You On My Friends List I Wanna Know
IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 30 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite place to hang out: 5. Favorite pet/animal: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 8. Whats your philosophy on life? 9. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 10. What is the craziest thing you've ever done? 11. Ever been arrested/ gone to jail? 12. Do you think I'm attractive? 13. If you could change anything about me, would you? 14. If you could change anything about yourself, would you? 15. What do you wear to sleep? 16. What is your favorite thing to do in the world? 17. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you? 18. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 19. If you could

Apparently I Did Not Make Myself Clear
so like the subject clearly states...apparently...i didnt make myself quite clear enough for everyone...and if not...let me put it plainly and simply so all of you cannot claim ignorance; do...not...fuck...with...me...i am not someone you want to be triffling with...i may seem sweet and cute and nice and cuddly in my pictures...but that is not who i am and i never have been...do not let the pictures fool you...is that clear enough for everyone? or do i have to yet-again come back to this subject and re-address it at a later date? that being said...those of you who are fucking wankers and who have given me a reason to become pissed off...YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE...so dont try to play it off like you have no idea exactly what it is what i am infact refering to... last warning people...come origional and genuine and honest...or shut the fuck up and sod off...clear? excellent...cheers...

Stash Club Members
I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM ANYBODY IN A COUPLE WEEKS AND WAS JUST MAKING SURE EVERYONE WAS OK. NOONE HAS ASKED FOR HELP, WHAT UP WIT THAT? LMAO YOU GUYS COULD AT LEAST STOP BY MY PAGE AND HOLLA AT YOUR GIRL, GIVE ME A SHOUT OR SOMETHING! THANKS EVERYONE! TRACY

Weird
Since the only woman I have ever loved died a short while ago I've been thinking a lot about my life and have come to a conclusion. I HATE BEING ALONE. Before this happened I thought I would never want to be committed to one woman. Even when I was married it wasn't something I could accept in my mind. Then I met 'the one' and everything changed. I use to be the kind of guy who had three girlfriends because I figured no one person could possibly be enough for one other person's needs. I still think that most people don't exactly fit another. I think having a few people together in a multi-person monogamous relationship is better. Maybe it's because I'm an artist that I think this but ... anyway. Now, I do want someone. I want to have that connection that I had. I want to sit with someone talking for hours about intellectual things and making plans about what country we want to travel to next. I want to simply sit on the couch watching the history channel or animal planet and know t

...confused...
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad

Taxpayers
POEM - Illegal Immigrants I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need go see Welfare. Welfare say, "You come no more, We send cash right to your door." Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, Got plenty money, Thanks to you, TAXPAYER dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come, fast as you can' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks. They come here, we live together, More welfare checks, it gets better! Fourteen families, they moving in, But neighbor's patience wearing thin. Finally, white guy moves away, buy his house, and then I say, "Find more aliens for house to rent." In my yard I put a tent. Send for family they just trash, ... But they, too, draw welfare cash! Everything is very good, Soon we own whole neighborhood. We have hobb

My Prison
Trapped in a cell I can't escape Sentenced to a life of pain No guards to punish me No other prisoners to abuse me No stone, bars, or glass Just flesh & bones hold me in Solitary is where my heart lies Death row is where my mind dies I don't long for freedom outside the walls of stone Freedom from these thoughts which have closed me in Contained, bound & beaten I am Not by doors, chains and sticks But by hatred desire and love An execution to be dealt No chair, noose or poison Not quick or painless But days of sorrow and nights of agony Which torment me continuously For all the days and nights that remain My Prison is me. No guards. No warden. No fences. No cells. Just Me. My hands and feet have no shackles or chains But bear the burdens of my actions. My body is not bruised and scarred from fights But my soul is scarred and bruised from my sins. No visitors, friends or family to speak to Just my pen and paper share my time, In My Pr

Karma
ROSES ARE RED VIOLOTS ARE BLUE I'M IN LOVE BUT NOT WITH YOU WHEN WE BROKE UP YOU THOUGHT I CRIED BUT IT WAS ALL BECAUSE ANOTHER GUY YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS I WAS A TRICK I TOLD MINE YOU WERE A PRICK YOU THOUGHT I LOVED YOU YOU THOUGHT IT WAS TRUE BUT GUESS WHAT PLAYER YOU JUST GOT PLAYED TOO.

Saying I Love You
NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU IF YOU DON'T REALLY CARE. NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS IF THEY AREN'T THERE. NEVER HOLD MY HAND IF YOU'RE GOING TO BREAK MY HEART. NEVER SAT YOU'RE GOING TO IF YOU DON'T PLAN TO START. NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES IF ALL YOU DO IS LIE. NEVER SAY HELLO WHEN YOU MEAN GOOD-BYE. IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER THEN SAY THAT YOU WILL TRY. AND NEVER SAY FOREVER CAUSE FOREVER MAKES ME CRY

The End
The first time I saw you I knew in my heart that I wanted to love you from the start You looked in my eyes with the honest appeal I knew right then I wanted you for real As the days went by, our love stood strong There was never a dull moment, just innocent brawls. I lay on your lap, and watch the stars, and wondered when my dream would fall. The next week came we argued and fought You left my doorstep, and left me in shock I still remember the tear you cried, because it fell in my broken heart I still remember the end you see When I still thought we were meant to be.

Take Me Heart And Don't Break It
I had a broken heart, That I thought nobody could ever fix. I thought I loved a guy that loved me back, But I guess I was wrong. You came along and made me one of the happiest girls alive. You took my broken heart and made it one of the best hearts anyone could have. Now you have my heart and I hope you wont break it. Because the guy who did, Is suffering now that I don't love him the way I use to. I am trusting you with my heart, And you better not break it, Because once you do you will never be able to put it back together.

Blow Job Rules From Girls
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- so if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are not handles. 6. Extension to rule #5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week"- get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8- "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls-if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "wreck

Getting Better
Well, in an effort to cheer me up, one of my friends from college gave me his Ozzfest tickets for last night. I asked around to see if anyone else wanted to go, but the only person who who said yes was a female friend of mine from school. She is very beautiful, but just so everyone knows, WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. It is WAY to early after my wife leaving me(in case you haven't read, she just left me last Friday) for me to be trying to go out with anyone. Anyway, this friend and I went to Ozzfest last night and I had a blast. It was just what I needed to take my mind off of things. It's just really good to know that my friends are there for me now when I need them the most.

Am I Stupid
Love of my life Well I don’t know where I come from or do I care but I know I have two loving parents. I had a decent life, just didn’t know what I wanted until I met this woman and she was the best thing in my life. I guess I was dumb when we first talk To start with, I was married but I was trying to take care of it myself but I didn’t tell her about it. When she back me in the corner, I told her about that and all my skeletons. Then a month later I had friend and an ex-wife send me some dirty pictures that I had no knowledge of. So I told her that I wasn’t going to get on the computer after that. Then I started a yahoo and my space account to see picture of my son that I never seen before from the last marriage. That made her mad. So I close all of them too. So for 10 to 12 months, I didn’t do anything wrong, far as I know of, and try do to what she wanted. I was happy and I thought she was too. I really tried to do the right thing and one day I lied about what time I got

Makes You Think
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart ofwhiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll d

Considering Leaving..
After everything that has occured... Everything being: The man I called Dad, dying just over a week ago; and the woman I call Mum, seeming to be following fast in his footsteps. That says enough that I've been crying a whole lot. Unfortunately there is more.. I lost my baby a week ago.. Only was 14 weeks along, and a few days.. it had been an unexpected thing to find I was pregnant.. it took a while to get used to the idea ..... and now.. it just simply isn't. I feel.. crushed.. torn... and as if I'm so missing something.. trying to be strong for Mum's sake, and trying to spend time there to hope she doesn't continue to just give up. But it isn't looking good.. Thus.. I'm considering leaving... my heart just isn't in it.. but then.. my heart isn't up to much of late.. - Emjay...

On Fucking You
You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to tell Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything Help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god Through every forest, above the trees Within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive It’s true. Fine. I’ll ad

The Rhythm
Now, the loose light, like tears, drips down the shutters to the sheets and to your hair like a skein of silken yarn fallen there (where I have left it, and the memory of glory hallelujahs, to sit and watch your breast rise and fall to the rhythm of ghosts). Awaken, lover, look into my eyes welled-over with good-bye - I am not going, ever - I am ever-gone. Now, the brittle day has broken into this room, dispelling spirits once held among our enfolded limbs - we may never find last night again, gone away with this dawn. I will kiss your fingertips as I pull away, away. Farewell. © All rights reserved

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Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "Youeserve to die You

Him
Here I am again Thinking of you Once again today I just can't stop My mind is racing of thoughts unknown Asking questions I cannot answer My heart is beating faster and faster When I hear you say my name My knees get weak and start to shake when you tell me you care These feelings are there I don't know why I can't keep them inside Anymore

The Wash Cloth..too Funny!! (?nsfw?)
Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have anytime to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, put on some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I w

Past Becomes Present (ally
Past becomes present..... When past becomes present is it a message from hell or is it heaven sent am i to suffer and dwell on a pain long past she came so fast there she was standing there i seen her eyes and the flow of her hair my heart let out a million sighs hugs were given pasts forgiven how did it come to be what made those bad times the reasons i still cant see did i commit some crimes did i hurt ur pride by wanting to be by ur side these reasons remain unknown perhaps thats how they will remain forever lost to you for me to never own yet my heart will always jump at your name that night was amazing when it was like only me and you were dancing when past becomes present should we cower and run or is it an angel sent down to brighten our lives and be our sun the past may be pain but the present may allow happiness to remain....

Pssssstt...i Have A Secret To Tell
your a NUT....HA HA HA HA....checkin to see who'd fall for it....but I wuvs yaaaaaaa's...heres a kiss just for you incase you might get a lil angry..lol...careful the next secret might be a swat or a thwap upside the head..he he...

5660 To Level
HAPPY HOUR IS IN A FEW MINUTES IF YOU CAN HELP HIM LEVEL..THANKS FOR EVERYONES HELP TODAY LEVELING..SORRY I WAS MISSING..JUST NOT FEELING WELL.. ALSO I POSTED AS A BULLETIN A SMALL LEVEL UP FOR 700 POINT IF YOU WANNA HELP HIM TOO xcon2582 Member of Club F.A.R.@ fubar

Absence Of Concern, Framing Hanley, Submersed, And Evan's Blue
We went to fire tonight and saw four GREAT bands!I figured that Absence of Concern would blow them all out of the water, but I was dead wrong. Framing Hanley is a new band out of Nashville, and let me tell you, THEY KICK ASS. Submersed ROCKED THE FUCKING HOUSE. There was some drama going on so I didn't get to see much of Evans Blue, but they were good too... *sigh*

Down Rater Alert !!!!!!!!! Lol
I would love for u all to stop by this young beautiful lady and give her a warm 1 welcome.... yes i said a 1 lol she dont rate no higher then 1's.... so lets plz welcome her.... although i slipped and gave her an 11.... crazii_shortii@ fubar

Independent Family Is On The Prowl For New Members
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What Is Going On With My Stash?
OMG I am about to rip my hair out by the roots, I posted a ton of things today in my stash, seems some of them got into my video slot, wtf. why is it doing that? Yes I am rambling lol Seriously is anyone else having this problem if so let me know, if not then I need to find out why it's doing that, just so you know, the pics are staying where they are, so when you go to video's and see pics you know why, I am not moving them, so call me a morron if you wish lol. So anyways, here I was sitting here looking like a dork and it hit me, want to know what it was, it was the blinds on my window lmao ,you all think I'm crazy but you know what, I love it, I am me and I wont change. ok taking myself to do something constructive, like rate the pretty ladies Love peace and arsehole grease, your friend Tequila Sunrise

Things I Want
I want to get my living room painted. [ive only been trying to do it since febuary] I want to get my anxiety under control. [its hard to call a dr when youve got phone anxiety] I want a 60+ disc cd player for christmas [like Kate has, with the sub and speakers and surround sound] I want Cable/DSL/Something other then DialUp [so tired of living in the stone age] I want a VIC [cuz im a camera whore who's always running low on pic space] I want a bigger bed [Glitter+Glitter'sBF+Daybed/SingleMattress=owwie sleep] I want my throat to stop burning [I woke up and vomited dinner up @3am idkw] I want to have the balls to msg that fetish photographer back [had too much anxiety to message him back after the initial response to if i wanted to be in a shoot] I want someone else to have a gym membership @ Lifetime [i never go anymore, i need a gym buddy!] I want a new yoga mat [andrew ruined my old one, dont let ppl barrow stuff] I want to finish my bedroom

The Romance Continues...
He sighed. And pulled her closer, relishing the feel of her lips on his throat. His teeth clenched against the agony of his own tearing flesh as she buried her blunt mortal teeth into him...fed upon him. Exquisite torture. He closed his eyes. And ran his slender fingers across the supple flesh of her back, laid bare to him as the cloth of her bodice tore beneath his iron grasp. He could not see the way the moonlight played upon it...outlining the bones beneath the alabaster skin. This did not bother him. He'd seen it before. He had waited for so long. When he'd happened upon her that first evening, he had nearly thought her a dream. She'd glided along the garden path and he'd been overtaken with the notion that she was an angel. Through the long nights since, he'd thought of little else but to hold her this way. He closed his eyes. And it was as if he could still see her...floating along below him as he rushed from rooftop to rooftop to keep up...taking care to r

Almost That Time
So I am sitting here, looking at my calander and its Aug 30th. Sept 1st begins goose hunting season and I am planning on being out there fairly early. I realize I have 1 month before archery deer hunting season opens up here in Rhode Island. Woohooo!!! For those of you who do not hunt or think its wrong stop reading here. If your continuing on you are either curious about hunting or have hunted in the past. The anticipation is killing me. For some getting up at 4am to walk out into pitch black woods would be a major turn off. Well for me its a feeling of joy, freedom, relaxation. Oh sure I have to be at the top of my game, my every sense needs to be focused on the sounds and sights around me. But I cant think of a better place to be then either sitting at a base of a tree or 15ft up in my stand. The sounds of early morning birds chirping, leaves russelling in a light breeze brings such a peaceful feeling over me. Any worries I have had are gone. When the sun finally rise and it brings

He Gets Me
Calling to tuck me in, Chasing away my ghosts, Whispering assurances as I drift away, He gets me. Marge Simpson and pterodactyls, Oscar in his trash can, "We don't need no stinkin' badgers," He gets me. Daisies instead of roses, Quiet nights at home, Together even when we're apart, He gets me. His voice, His smile, His patience with me, He gets me. Today. Tomorrow. Every breath I take. He's got me.

Raining Thoughts
A saddened soul, A lonely walk and suddenly it appears. Gently falling, A friendly liquid. Is it rain, or is it tears. Thoughts of you, Caress my heart. My soul begins to shout. To live your dreams and know your love, Is what life's all about. To feel you touch or taste your lips, To hold you once again. Will surely bring me sunshine, Instead of all this rain.

The Love Of A Child
I have finally found, The love of my life. It feels so good, To be loved this much. To be depended on, For support and understanding. It's the greatest gift, that anyone can receive. The gift of everlasting happiness. I just wish that everyone, Could find the love I've found. The love I'm talking of, Is that of a child. My daughter is special, In every way that counts. She's my life, My world, And my very existence. When she smiles at me, My eyes light up with joy

My Job Here Is Done!
So after I watched TV with Luvy and did some homework, I decided to teach her the words to "Ohio is For Lovers". Great song. Anyway she nailed it then made me laugh really hard by doing Casey's growling/screaming parts. Funny kid. :D How's everyone today? Remember Thursday = my busy day at work so don't expect shouts to get answered for quite some time.

Happyness!
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! It has been almost one year from the time I met Arlee. Thinking back on this year I think about how happy I have been and how lucky I am to have him in my life. For those of you who do not know Arlee and I are planning to get married when we get the chance. I have been so happy, and I love Arlee so very much. The last year has not been all fun and games. We've gone threw our fair share of ruff times and still come out on top and more in love with each other in the end. Every morning when I wake up I feel like the luckiest woman alive because I get to wake up next to the most amazing man I have ever known! Arlee is my lover, my confidant, my cohort, my beloved, my guiding light, and my best friend. Everything to me and more! My life is better now because of Arlee and there is nothing that I would change about our relationship. Arlee, I just wanted you to know that I love you and I always will. I love who you are and everything you do f

Freedom Fighters... American Military
Soldiers standing brave and true, a gun placed in their hands. Marching step by step in a strange and foreign land. Fighting for a country They knows is not their land. But they are American soldiers always willing to lend a hand. So many of their loved ones left behind to pray. That theirs is one of the soldiers that live to fight another day. I wonder how the world goes on with this thing called war. I guess I just don't understand What are we fighting for? So I will stand and salute you give you all my thanks. From the ones that fly the planes. To the ones that drive the tanks. The ones that march the ground, doing what they feel is right. To the ones out on the ships in the ocean night after night. I want you all to know your homeland misses you, we will welcome you with open arms. When all of this is through. To those who paid the ultimate price, who gave their lives, the sacrifice. You will forever be known as heroes that's true. For you are t

Someday
"SOMEDAY" SOMEDAY SHE'LL COME, AND BE BY MY SIDE. SHE WON'T BE AFFRAID, TO HOLD ME TIGHT. SOMADAY I'LL KNOW, WHO SHE IS. BY HOLDING HER HAND, AND JUST ONE KISS. SOMEDAY SHE'LL FIND ME, AND TAKE AWAY MY PAIN. JUST ONE LOOK, AND EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE. SOMEDAY MY LIFE, WILL BE COMPLETE. NO MORE ANGER, NO MORE DEFEAT. SOMEDAY I'LL LAUGH, AND NO MORE TEAR'S. BECAUSE SHE'LL BE HERE, FOR THE REST OF MY YEAR'S..... by ;Paul A. 8-30-07

While The Cat's Away...
A woman is in bed with her lover, who also happens to be her husband's best friend. They make love for hours and, afterwards, while they're just lying there, the phone rings. Since it's the woman's house, she picks up the receiver. The best friend listens, only hearing her side of the conversation: "Hello? Oh, hi... I'm so glad that you called... Really? That's wonderful.... Well, I'm happy to hear you're having such a great time... Oh, that sounds terrific... Thanks. Okay. Bye bye." She hangs up the telephone and her lover asks, "Who was that?" "Oh" she replies, "That was my husband telling me all about the wonderful time he's having on his fishing trip with you."

Last Few Days
Right remember i bored you all with my break up now i am gonna bore you some more... My ex and i have continued to share the flat since the break up...basically cos my dungeon is here so it's not just home but work too. But now i have to move out as he is and i can't afford the rent on my own. So i am moving to my kids house well my house they use and abuse. Un fortunately when i move i will not have the internet for a while .... thank the gods i hear you cry she won't be able to bore us any more .....well not for a few days we do have internet cafes in merry old England ....lol. Any way just wanted to say ihave met a great load of friends on here and i am gonna miss the whole damn lot of you. Any way i shall be about till monday rthen who knows when ...take care now xxx

Lamb Of God And Atlanta
Huh? twat did you say i cunt hear you.. Your damn right i can't hear a fuckin thing. Best metal show ever... Behemoth was fuckin awesome.. 3 inches of blood was aight ... Hate breed got me off my feet.. But...Lamb of God RAWWWWWWWWWKD. I lost my voice and my neck hurts and it's all b/c LOG... OMERTA!!!!!!!

Morning , Friends .
If you decide to .......be sure you forward it so that the coffee will continue to pour. http://www.michaelhodges.com/missing.html We can pretend we are sharing a good cup of coffee, while enjoying.... Good Morning Blessings... If it stops with you, then the blessing will disappear. The blessing will only keep working if it is continuously passed around. If you are a recipient of a blessing, Keep the blessing working by being the source of blessing to other people. This morning when I awoke And saw the sun above, I softly said, "Good morning, Lord, Bless everyone I love" Right away I thought of you and said a loving prayer, That He would bless you specially, and keep you free from care. I thought of all the happiness a day could hold in store, I wished it all for you because no one deserves it more. I felt so warm and good inside, my heart was all aglow. I know God heard my prayers for

A Love Like Diamonds
As the sun sets leaving lavender sky behind I sit here and ponder all the things on my mind The sea adorned with diamonds, reflecting the skies I imagine looking deeply into your eyes The tranquil marine air surrounding me at dusk Envelops me slowly like the scent of your musk The ocean swells slowly as if taking a breath For if it were to cease it would surely mean death Gently a light wind blows and caresses my face I only wish to have you in this peaceful place While darkness approaches and takes unyielding hold And I watch the quiet evening's events unfold The sun below the horizon gone for the night I gaze to where the diamonds recently shone bright Alas, they have faded, and that, seemingly soon But they'll return later by the light of the moon I desire to look into your eyes and compare The brightness to the diamonds I saw shining there I want to embrace you closely all through the night Wake and tell you I love you at the dawn's fir

How Freaky Are You In Bed? ( Wow I Got A 61)
HOW FREAKY ARE YOU IN BED? ( WOW I GOT A 61) 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASRTO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING C. PARK D. AIR PLANE E. PARENTS ROOM F. ALL OF THE ABOVE

Dirty Nursery Rhymes < Very Explicit> Dont Read If Offended Easily
Little Miss Muffet sat on her tuffet, bored with this life, so complex. So she ask the spider to crawl up inside her, and give her kinky sex. Little Boy blew all over town, Spreading his "Music" all around. Trying to help his family put food on the table, He was getting paid to blow so now he was able Little Jack Horner stood on the corner soliciting some "pie" When he discovered the hooker was his mother, it made the little boy cry. Little Bo Peep has lost her sheep, Can't remember where she left him. Tied to the bed with his arms and leg's spread, with her memory he's as good as dead. Do you know the Muffin Man? He lives on Drewry Lane. The whole town thinks he's gone insane, the Muffin Mans into whips and chains. There was an Old Woman Who Lived In A Shoe.. Had so many children from the men that she went through. Old Lady was a nympho in constant need of cock. She cant even house her children, little long the stupid sock. Just for a laugh hah

Vip
i wanted to let all you fubarians out there know that i have the best friends anyone could ask for! dggirl69 and okalelectric man! these two are the most awesome people they have bought me my vip status...and i would like to say I L O V E Y O U B O T H !!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE STOP BYE AND SHOW BOTH OF THEIR PAGES LOVE! ADD RATE GIFT AND LOVE THEM! KISSES AND WARM HUGS!

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If You Had 24 Hours With Me, Alone
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE

My Vacation
So I am back from my vacation and I have to say I had a blast. I got a late start due to rain but, except for the last day missed most of it. Anyway, last Wednesday I packed up my Harley, waited for a break in the rain and headed out. The roads were still wet so I had to take it easy and a good thing I did because I forgot to lock down my saddlebags (grumble) and lost one not too far from the house. Thankfully I was still doing my shakedown inspections and saw it come loose, turned around and got it with little damage to the bag. Quick stop and saddlebags were locked. Usually I leave at 8-9AM but it had rained all morning so I didn’t get started until about 4PM and then after the saddlebags, etc. it was really 5PM before I got going. I almost went back to start in the morning but it’s a good thing I didn’t because it rained the next two days up in Maryland. Anyhow, I headed out for Tennessee figuring to stop about half way down… well, have to stop every 120-200 miles anyway

Stolen Away
Our talks are magical they fell me with joy, whenever shes around I am like a school boy. Fallen head over heels and dont know what to do, my mind is always wondering and thinking about you. Stolen away is what she has done with mt heart, as big as it is she will need a cart. Told you of her eyes, and how she takes my breath away. When I am sad, down and depressed she knows exactly what to say. Cant help but love her this much is true, especially with those eyes so brilliantly blue. Every morning I wake up and walk for miles, just so I can be with her and see her beautiful smile. AH but I must keep this one short and sweet, from the first time we meet she knocked me off my feet. Sometimes I feel like I am in over my head, wnating and longing for her to be beside me in bed. One never knows if there dreams will come through, and all I know is all I ever wanted is you. For you were the one that came after me, and happiness for you and me is all that I will ever

Everyone Help Me Out.. I Love U Long Time Xoxo
i want u all to buy my buddy a special gift tell her licks made u do it show her lots of love and i will love u long time..she means the world to me so lets make her laugh today xoxo let me know what u get her so i can match it up and thank u properly xoxo I bought her a trailor so she will need a vehicle some food and well weeds and deodorant incase they are stink weeds excuse the spelling and typos lmao misfit@ fubar

This Town Fucking Sucks!
Do not ever move to Lawton OK. Well why would you right unless your in the military or married to someone in the military. Well those that are new to my friends list let me go back a bit. We moved down here in december of last year. I was 6 months pregnant at the time. I told Mike I wanted a dog. So we went to the pound and I picked out the cutest dog you will ever see. I filled out the forms and signed them and then we brought the dog home. This dog was so cute and good for awhile. Mike would yell at me alot because I wasn't training him. Remember I'm pregnant and I can't exactly train a dog at the time. So of course this dog peed and pooped all over the house all the time. He chews everything up and is just plain annoying. Well now the dog is 6 or 7 months old and still chews everything up. We keep him in the kitchen because I can't care for my daughter and chase this dog around the house. He goes in every room and chews everything he can get. We did get his shots and everything he n

Pregnancy Attire
I don’t know if it’s me but is there a new trend that while you are pregnant you wear the shortest and tightest of clothes? I was in the mall the other day and crossed six pregnant women. Of the six only one had real maternity clothes on. She looked radiant and absolutely beautiful. Why must we all have to look at large bellies in small clothes? Just needed to ask if I was the only one noticing this new trend.

Opinions???
I think I am going to change my default pic and until I can get a cute new one I just want opinions on which pic I should use... R.D. I am not going to use the "almost showing nip pic..." so get that off your mind my love. So let me know what you think please. Thanks!

Thoughts For Today...
"Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives." I was sitting here today thinking about all of the people that have recently touched my life in some shape, form or fashion. I remembered seeing this phrase on a very good friends blog and knew that it fit my mood perfectly this afternoon. "Happiness lies for those who cry"...to me this means not to be afraid to show your true feelings...what's in your heart. It does not mean that you're a weak or simple minded person...it just means that you can feel and relate to the emotions that's in your heart. These kind of people are the type that I can relate to the easiest... "Happiness lies for those who hurt"...to be or to have been hurt is something that a person will never forget. They may, in time, forgive but there will always be a constant reminder in that person's mind and heart of how painf

$500 Shopping Spree
A Chance for ladies in The NJ/Ny Area to win a $500 Shoppoing spree hotel accomodations, makeover by prfessional makeup artists and a professional Photo shot with pictures to appear in Companies Profile magaziine... u intereted ask me how...

Ways Of Dealing With The Burdens Of Life
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your own words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Drive carefully. Its not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. If you can't be kind at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again it was probably worth it. It may be your sole purpose in life to simply be kind to others. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. Since its the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. When everythings coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. We could learn a lot from crayons... Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull. Some ahve wierd names, and all are different colors but they all have to live in the same box. A truly happy personis one who can enjoy t

Wanted
*****************Wanted************************ Tall man - I'm only 5'4", maybe even shorter than that, but (Short of a step ladder with ever moment) I can not reach the top of these walls to clean! I might as well paint them weekly instead! Willing to help with the cleaning! - I only have 800 foot condo., two bedroom, 1&1/2 bath, living/dinning/kitchen, a den w/fireplace and sliding glass doors, (hence the question earlier about condensation), laundry room, outdoor sheds. And keep his mind on cleaning until the majority is done (then play *wink*) With long term relationship on mind - Too old, tired, and empty to keep looking, or for that matter, caring...I don't know if there is life in me anymore. If my experience with love hasn't done me in, then all the times I've been poked, sliced and diced should have. Must help out with the bills - Mine you, I DID NOT SAY PAID THE BILLS, I said HELP OUT with the bills...lets face it my handicap pay doesn't go as far as I'd like. Hum

The Purina Diet
I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for my dog, Schatzi, and was in line to check out. The woman behind me asked if I had a dog...... Duh!! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her NO. I was starting the Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital the last time, but that I'd lost 50 lbs. before I'd awakened in the intensive care unit with tubes coming out most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes bugged out of her head. I went on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it. I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two everytime you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was now enthralled with my story, ; particularly the tall guy behind

A Very Special Message
A Very Special Message One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other Students in the room on two sheets of paper, Leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, And as the students left the room, Each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, The teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, And listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, The entire class was smiling. "Really?" She heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" And, "I didn't know others liked me so much," Were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it d

Serious Issue
POWERFUL STATEMENT! > Some sobering thoughts! > > A man whose family was German aristocracy prior to World War II owned > a number of large industries and estates. When asked how many German > people were true Nazis, the answer he gave can guide our attitude > toward fanaticism. > > "Very few people were true Nazis," he said, "but many enjoyed the > return of German pride, and many more were too busy to care. I was > one of those who just thought the Nazis were a bunch of fools. So, > the majority just sat back and let it all happen. Then, before we > knew it, they owned us, and we had lost control, and the end of the > world had come. My family lost everything. I ended up in a > concentration camp and the Allies destroyed my factories." > > We are told again and again by "experts" and "talking heads" that > Islam is the religion of peace, and that the vast majority of Muslims > just want to live in peace. > Although this unqualified "assertion may be true, it is e

Taste Of Blood
I watch you as you carelessly walk, through the thickened foggy night, my eyes are gleaming, full of hate, a violent lust that seethes within. I follow you with quickened feet, a shadow in the still born night, a thirst for blood, your delicate flesh, reddened wine i wish to spill. Shadows creep, your skin is bare, prickling with impending fear, you hear my steps, i smell your fear, you never should have left tonight. I feel the demons inside me creep, in my sheath my knife i seek, images of your blood-stained body, images of the fear you feel. I watch you move, your body swaying, eyes a nervous darting wreck, you feel my presence surrounding you, you wish your house was seconds away. I quicken my pace, i'm closer now, sadistically grinning, seconds from striking. In my head i see myself, your body in my arms. Wire around your frail, white neck, tighter as you nearly faint. Your on the ground, your throat i slit, then i stop and watch yo

The Nine Noble Virtues Of Asatru
THE NOBLE VIRTUES The Nine Noble Virtues of Asatru: 1.Boldness- Courage, Bravery, Standing up for what you believe in. 2.Truth- Honesty in all things both to yourself & to others. 3.Honor- To do as you say and to act upon your convictions. 4.Troth- Loyalty to the self, family, friends, & the Gods & Goddesses. 5.Self-Rule- Judgment & Self Control to govern yourself by your convictions. 6.Hospitality- To freely share your gifts with others. 7.Industriousness- To work wholeheartedly both hard & intelligently. To keep thinking & growing as a person. 8.Free-Standing- Self-Reliance. Rely on others as infrequently as you possibly can. But don’t be afraid to ask for help when you need it! 9.Perseverance- Don't give up at what you do until you feel it is completed & done well.

Math Grade
A little boy comes home from school and tells his father, "I got an F in math today." His father replies, "What happened?" The boy says, "Well, my teacher asked me, 'What's 3 times 2', and I said '6.'" The father replies, "Well, that's correct." The boy says, "I know. Then she asked me, 'What's 2 times 3.'" The father then replies, "Well, what the fuck is the difference?" The boys says, "Well that's what I said!"

Happy Labor Day
I just wanted to wish all my firends a great Labor Day weekend. I know mine is going to be terriffic. I have some very dear and close friends coming down to have a big cookout on Sunday. I am looking so foward to it. I hope you all have a safe weekend. Dont drink and drive ya'll. LOL Also, I wont be on tomorrow. Going to take the day off to get ready for the weekend. So i get an extra day off. HEHEHE!! Love you all and Happy Labor Day!!!!!! again Annette

If You Could See Into My Soul
hear you choking on your words again, the secrets in your throat. And I really wish you'd say what you're thinking. We've been down this road so many times before, my stomach cannot take it. I've been killing time , You've been crossing lines. You say: Get ready, get ready, get ready for this! I'm taking out my dagger. Just say it, just say it, just say it for me! I'm holding it up to your throat. Are you ready, are you ready, are you ready for this? You don't wanna hear it. Just say it, just say it, just say it again! It will tear your soul apart again. I'm leaving you out in the cold again, I'll let you freeze to death. I won't let you see the flames just the chimney. Where there's smoke, there's fire but I'm such a good liar, you can't read the signals. And my lips are sealed from saying words that deal your shame. Get ready, get ready, get ready for this! I'm taking out my dagger. Just say it, just say it, just say it for me! I'm holding it u

Her Cheatin Heart
My significant other has cheated on me with some she met online a year ago. She claims she did it because she was home sick, and after catching her showing herself on cam naked, and several other indescretions I wouldn't trust her. Well, it is her fault, the mistrust, and now she's done it again by cheating on me with the person she met online while we were still together and on vacation. She acts like I am wrong for wanting to throw the rest of her things out of my house, not fixing her car so she can come get it, and a bunch of other stupid stuff. Like she is mad now because I changed my profile on my websites to single. She's also blasting me because someone I've only spoken to online has a big crush on me, and thinks I am going to do what she has done and fool around with this other person. The way I see it, she no longer has any rights to me at all. She forfeited those rights when she cheated on me and told me she is in love with the person she cheated with. I guess it just slips

Oh And Not To Mention......
EVERY DAMN TIME I COME BACK UP TO SIT AND RELAX, I GET CALLED DOWNSTAIRS......DON'T PEOPLE REALIZE I'M HURTING AND THAT IT'S DIFFICULT TO WALK UP AND DOWN STAIRS CONSTANTLY FOR PHONE CALLS AND OTHER SHIT? AND, NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO WEAR A STUPID NECK BRACE NOW THAT'S UNCOMFORTABLE AS ALL HELL.............AND I'M OUT OF WORK NOW, UNTIL THE DAMN 7TH..........IT WILL JUST KEEP GOING UP AND UP. MY JOB IS GOING TO BE PISSED..........JOANN, IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS, I'M SO, SO, SO SORRY..........AND PLEASE TELL LYN THAT ALSO. FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW, JOANN IS MY ASSISTANT MANAGER IN THE DELI AND ALSO A CLOSE FRIEND.

You Know Who You Are!!!!!!!!!!
you are not who i expected you to be... you are not just another guy you are a dear friend to me... the first night i met you i was so uncertain about you... you kept on with me and seen our friendship through... you mean more to me then i can say... you are there for me in almost every way... you see through the outer shell... you seem to understand me a little to well... you don't care of others opinions of me... i am telling you that you are special can't you see... so here is to you my dear sweet friend... you and i til the end... love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Opulent A Diversity Of Form
A Diversity of Form is available and ready to ship. Visit Us on line at www.OpulentMusic.com to get your copy. Visit Our Calender for a full list of Events. Our Official CD Released party is Scheduled For September 11, 2007. A Diversity OF Form combines Scary rhythms and haunting Vocals, making a home in the entwined synthesized soundscape, beautiful and horrific. With a guitarist that is metal influenced, and a Singer that is lost in a superb excursion, and never wanting it to end. Additional Voices have been conjoined to create a mixture of absinthe-induced Metal, Industrial, with sounds that are Rock solid. A Diversity OF Form has all your Favorites. The opening track is “Dead Gurl” Followed by “Amy Blue” and on to “pOizon”. The new album also includes unreleased material. Introducing, Lyric, Lost and one of my favs, Numb.—Thank YOU for your Support !!!--Allison

Feelings
Ok, so I was watching a movie last night in the middle of the night since I could not sleep and there was a quote in it that made me think and I totally agree with it, especially now a days. "Rule #6 Never Show Feelings they will get you Hurt or Killed".

Louisiana Ghost Story
LOUISIANA GHOST STORY This happened about a month ago just outside of Cocodrie, a little town in the bayou country of Louisiana, and while it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's real. This out-of-state traveler was on the side of the road, hitchhiking on a real dark night in the middle of a thunderstorm. Time passed slowly and no cars went by. It was raining so hard he could hardly see his hand in front of his face. Suddenly he saw a car moving slowly, approaching and appearing ghostlike in the rain. It slowly and silently crept toward him and stopped. Wanting a ride real bad the guy jumped in the car and closed the door; only then did he realize that there was nobody behind the >wheel, and no sound of an engine to be heard over the rain. Again the car crept slowly forward and the guy was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and running. The guy saw that the car was approaching a sharp curve and, still too scared to jump out, he started to pray and begging for his li

Smiles
I just have to share the fact that laughing, smiling, and such are so contagious. i have observed that even if someone has a frown on their face...I can usually smile and at lest be rewarded a grin. So, why in the world would anyone want to waste their precious time and energy into something so unfulfilling as frowning. Try it sometime, and I am sure you will be amazed at the way you feel after you get s smile from someone in return. SO SMILE, LAUGH...and be happy, inside and out

Are You Ready For Some Football?
HI ALL! WITH FOOTBALL SEASON JUST AROUND THE CORNER I AM COMING UP WITH A FUN CONTEST JUST FOR FRIENDS,FAMILY, AND FANS. I WILL BE POSTING 4 VARIOUS GAMES A WEEK AND ALL YOU NEE TO DO IS TELL ME WHO YOU THINK WILL WITH NO POINT SPREAD. THE MONDAY NIGHT GAME WILL BE ON HERE EVERY WEEK AND YOU MUST GIVE A FINAL SCORE ON THAT GAME BUT ONLY THAT GAME SO THERE ARE NO TIES. WHOEVER WINS I WILL POST THEIR NAME AND I WILL GIVE THEM A CHOICE OF GIFTS UP TO $10,000. WHEN SUPER BOWL ARRIVES I WILL DO THE SAME BUT WILL GIVE AWAY A 3 DAY BLAST TO THE WINNER. MORE INFO ON THIS LATER.... THE FIRST 4 GAMES WILL BE POSTED HERE NEXT WEDNESDAY SO WATCH FOR IT! GOOD LUCK ALL!

Sweet
well as uve read i start college on oct.1 im sad about that because my friend that just died would have turned 20 that day.. i am happy as anything because i get to say good bye to him. on augest 31,2007 which i tought i couldnt do because it would be to hard... but im gonna go through with it because he was like my best friend.

The Hallway
The Hallway by BrwnBeauty She stood at the door her back to the hall He came towards her making no sound at all. Looking left and looking right He found not a soul in sight. He came up behind her and lifted her skirt She drew in a breath because she smelled his shirt. Leaning back into his chest She smiled as the hand found her breast. She did not turn for she knew it was him He grinned and continued to caress her skin. Stroking her slowly helping her rise He inhaled the scent coming from her thighs. He slipped his fingers deeper in She groaned as her head pressed into his chin. Feeling the wetness surrounding his hand She felt so weak like she could not stand. She heard the cart coming down the hall He didn't stop pressed them closer to the wall. Silently cries came from between clinched lips He lifted his leg and shifted her hip. He whispered her name gently in her ear She thought she'd faint as the cart came nearer. Drawing abreast of the coupled pa

Interview
She opens the classifieds, uncertain what will be there. Ready for a change! So many listings for different jobs/careers. Then she sees one that catches her attention. "Wanted a caretaker for my adult son. I am getting older and too worn out to help him. He is intelligent, just unable to do some things on his own. Please call XXX-XXXX to schedule an appointment." She thought why not? She was rather intrigued and was sure there was more to the story. The call was made and a time was arranged. She picked out a casual yet kinda sexy outfit to wear. The appointment was for the very next day around 11 am. The lady said her name was Rose and there would be lunch served afterwards if she would like. If hired she would start immediately. No mention was made of bringing a resume. She prepared one and put it in the car, should they require one. It was getting late, so she took her shower and got ready for bed. The next morning she awoke and fixed her breakfast. Then she straigh

Soapbox ~ Share This
Ok WTF here people; all of the sudden I've gotten fumail from Fumember "so & so" who want me to see this member in my Fumail. It's bad enough my yahoo gets slammed with these but now my Fumail? I have started blocking those Fumembers who tend to "share" too much in my yahoo & honestly I don't even bother viewing what you've felt like sharing. (Seriously last week this guy did his own entire stash & I had over 500 emails from him alone) so enough already; I'll take the emails in my regular email account but let's leave Fumail alone M'Kay pumpkins? I'd hate to start blocking your fumails here too. *MUAH* Thanks!

Another Chance
WELL FOLKS, AS SOME OF YOU MIGHT ALREADY KNOW, I AM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB. SO FAR I HAVE NOT HAD ANY LUCK. ALL OF MY LEADS HAVE NOT COME THROUGH AND I AM NOW STARTING ABOUT DOING A CAREER CHANGE, I THINK I MIGHT GET MY DRIVERS LISCENSE AND BECOME A TAXI DRIVER. BUT THEN AGAIN I JUST HEARD FROM ANOTHER SOURCE THAT THERE IS A NEW CALL CENTER HERE IN TOWN THAT IS TAKE IN PPL WITH TECHNICAL/COMPUTER SKILLS LIKE CRAZY, HELL THEY ARE STEALING PPL AWAY FROM XEROX, WHICH WAS 1 OF THE COMPANIES I WAS TRYING TO GET INTO. THIS NEW COMPANY PAYS LIKE 20.00 AN HOUR. SO TOMORROW MORNING I AM OUT OF HERE AND PUTTING MY RESUME IN TO THEM. WISH ME LUCK AND SAY A FEW PRAYERS FOR ME TOO. JASON.

Bbq Etiquette
Well we are finally in the middle of barbecue season Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime, outdoor cooking as it's the only type of cooking a realman will do. Probably because there is an element of danger involved... Whena manvolunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine: 1) The woman buys the food. 2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makesdessert. 3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a trayalong with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to theman who is lounging beside the grill - beverage in hand. Here comes the important part: 4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... 5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. 6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning.He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beverage while he dealswith the situation. Important ag

The Reasons Men Are Happier
Men Are Just Happier People ...................... Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress £2000. Tux rental-£100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You k

Wasted Time!
THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED IS MY BIGGEST REGRET,SPENT IN THESE PLACES I WILL NEVER FORGET. JUST SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE,THE CRYING ,THE LAUGHING,THE HURT AND THE FUN. NOW IT'S JUST ME AND MY HARD-DRIVEN GUILT BEHIND A WALL OF EMPTINESS I ALLOWED TO TO BE BUILT. I'M TRAPPED IN MY BODY, JUST WANTING TO RUN, BACK TO MY YOUTH IT'S LAUGHTER AND FUN. BUT THE CHASE IS OVER AND THERE'S NO PLACE TO HIDE.EVERYTHING IS GONE, INCLUDING MY PRIDE. WITH REALITY SUDDENLY RIGHT IN MY FACE, I'M SCARED, ALONE AND STUCK IN THIS PLACE. NOW MEMORIES OF THE PAST FLASH THOUGH MY HEAD, AND THE PAIN IS OBVIOUS BY THE TEARS THAT I SHED. I ASK MYSELF WHY AND WHERE I WENT WRONG. I GUESS I WAS WEAK WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONG. LIVING FOR DRUGS AND THE WINGS THAT I HAD GROWN, MY FEELINGS WERE LOST, AFRAID TO BE SHOWN. AS I LOOK AT THE PAST IT'S SO EASY TO TO SEE THE FEAR THAT I HAD, AFRAID TO BE ME. I'D PRETEND TO BE RUGGED, SO FAST AND SO COOL. WHEN ACTUALLY LOST LIKE A B

627 To Level
I have rated all her pics and her stash she is sooooooooo close would love to surprise her **Stargazer**@ fubar If somoeone could please help I would appreciate it she had to delete her old page because it was hacked. Thanks :)

I'm Movin!
Well guys I am finally movin and not to sure of when I will be back online. So Cotton good luck in your contest and I hope you win girl!!! And to everyone els I will miss you all and don't worry I'll be back...lol I wont be on as much as before because I will be spending more time with the love of my life and hopefully wont have much time to be on here :p but I will pop in and say hello and show my love for yall! So don't forget me cause I'll be back and i will bring the laughs and smiles with me!!! :D Love you guys and will talk more real soon!!!!!

What Is Wrong
i sleep. i sleep a lot. sometimes its the kind of sleep you need to sleep when you have worked like a Hebrew slave. sometimes its a restless sleep where i wake every five min. it seems like but the interesting part is i like the restless sleep better.the dreams in it anyways. i have found that i can steer my dreams when i awake and think on how i want them to go when i fall back asleep. like if i am running to something and i cant quite reach it. . . .don't you fukkin hate that? i can plan it and then when i fall back asleep boooyaaaah beyoch! its mine!! sometimes it don't always work out like the way i want it too like when i was dreamin of this really hot Asian chick and wanted to eat some 'o that sushi and so planned it. i fell back asleep and it wasn't the hot Asian it was connie chung and to make matters worse mourie povich was there too. and that wasn't cool. cause maurie wanted supprise butt sex and i aint too sure it was just with connie. good thing i have learned to wake my

The Feignt - Enployment Of Objectivity
I happened across an individual who seems ethereal. Unattainable. He is juxtaposition. His looks are at odds with his mentality. I saw meek and transparent, but heard steel and daggers. His intelligence is undeniable. I am truly fascinated. Not infatuated, by any means. He does not match me. However, there is a certain fervent wish to possess a piece of this person; whether that piece be soul, mind or body, I have yet to determine. With that determination to possess comes a desire to be possessed. I wonder sometimes whether what I require in others is what I find lacking in myself. Losing one's soul to another willing to lose their soul in return. I would so happen to possess a soul that was not originally my own. I suspect that this is what I am drawn to. That which we can never have is that which we most desire. There is but one thing. The draw back of wisdom is this: Once experience dusts away naivety, the whimsy of fantasy no longer blinds or deludes.

My Louisiana Trip!!
I just had to write! I finally made it to Louisiana! Wow!!! I really had a great time. There were so many firsts for me that I accomplished during my trip. A first ride on a street car, paddle wheel boat (The last of the original steam powered paddle boats), first trip down bourbon street, first hurricane (lol the drink), finally meeting Cindy, her mother, and Joann! Wow! So much to talk about. They had me running from the moment I got there it seemed (well at least a few hours later) The first day I was there, they had planned a super city tour that would tour the Garden Disctrict, a cemetary, a plantation, and show me a general look of New Orleans. The tour was very informative. It wasn't one that showed the majority of the devistation of Katrina, but as we were riding in the bus it was hard not to notice. It is really awesome to see that the rebuilding and the growth is definitely on the way up. After the plantation they decided to take me on the Natches, The original steam powere

Make Me Best Bartender In New Orleans!
ok guys.. my competition just opened and i really want to win best bartender in New Orleans! All i need my friends to vote for me from this site... http://whereyat.com/ its a New Orleans paper and it would rock if all my friends could show some love! all you have to do is go to the site and click at the bottom where it says "vote for best bartender" and that will take you to another page where it will give you the bar and name of the person running. . Tangos Bar Kimberly Cann thats all i need you to click... plus enter your email address to win passes to the finals for the competition! please make me the best bartender in new orleans! You can vote 1 time per day .. it logs your ip address... i love you guys! ♥ PuNkGuRrL

Brain Cells
A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo, and when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back of the herd that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole herd is maintained or even improved by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can operate only as fast as the slowest brain cells through which the electrical signals pass. Recent emiological studies have shown that while excessive intake of alcohol kills off brain cells, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. Thus, regular consumption of spirits helps eliminate the weaker cells, constantly making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. The result of this in-depth study verifies and validates the causal link between all-weekend parties and job-related performance. It also explains why, after a few short years of completing university studi

The Key To My Heart Writen By Cherryangel
A key to my heart only you can have take that key and unlock my heart. let me show you how much you mean to me. let me show how much i love you. take my key and give me yours. you know i care you know i always will. you are my life, my dreams my prayers. you are my begingine and my end. every breath i breathe it's all for you. if you cry one tear i will to.

The Haters And My Weekend
I just love when insecure women must post the most immature comments on my friends pages assuming that it's gonna hurt MY feelings! LMAO! If only they knew what I have and they don't! But I'm not gonna let it ruin MY weekend! I was planning a trip somewhere to see a friend...was actually gonna cancel a show I was invited to perform at, but thank the Good Lord above that he showed me the truth today and therefore I can continue with my singing to the wonderful people who love to hear me sing! Unfortunately I am in the business of advertising my sexy self (and not the way you all think so get ur minds out the gutter) to the world as the loveable caring person that I am. I have so much to offer to the right person and yet I insist on trying to help others feel better and I get shitted on in return! But I guess it's my own fault. I let these people into my life to only be used. Well, anyhow, I wish everyone a great upcoming holiday weekend, whatever you may be doing...BBQing, traveling, or

Brew Needs To Forget Cooking Because Now It Was Pizza
OK BREW NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO COOK A SIMPLY DAMN PIZZA , HOW HARD IS IT , TO REMOVE IT FROM THE WRAP . WELL, DAN HARD FOR BREW , WTF , I UNWRAPPED IT AND MY MEAT FALL INTO THE GARBAGE . LIKE WTF BREW ARE WE GOIN TO DIG FOR THE MEAT , WELL SHIT WE WILL JUST BE SHORT ON MEAT . SO , IM COOKING IT A PIZZA , LETS SEE IF I BURNT IT . GOD , IF DO , I'M GOING TO NOT COOK EVEN PIZZA . DEAR GOD , BREW NEEDS ALOT ALOT HELP . LOVE YOUS ALL HAVE A AWSOME SAFE HOLIDAY WEEKEND PLEASE , IF YOU DRINK DON'T DRIVE , OR RIDE YOUR BIKES . LOVE BREW HUGS & KISS'S

Btwn Heaven And Hell.
Today I feel a bit shity... P.o. For No apperent reason expect asking my self, "Why." Why is life... life? why is it so important? I feel as if I'm Binded In the middle of Heaven and Hell... some sort of tug-a-war between Faith. I feel trapped in one place right now. Everthing is just empty. I Don't know if I should Laugh or cry... My first year on my own and I'm having to deal with so much pressure. All I can do is Make Money. I hate money, but It is needed and must be made. I'm so stressed right now I do not even know What to say next. 2 hours of sleep all week can make a somebody crazy. Let me sleep. Goodnight to all of you.

8-30-07
Your home life could be everything you had hoped for today -- or it could be everything you want to avoid. The good news is that if you're unhappy, it won't last long -- you'll lighten up in just a couple of days. ----------------------------------------------------- Damn I needed this reading 8 days ago!!!!!!!

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm
Why is it so hard for men and woman to communicate? We all have wants and needs, it seems to me that ppl feel they have to speak what they thing others want to hear. To be honest, if that were the case with me I would own a damn puppet and make some dumb ass work it. Anyways to all: please feal free to be yourself, because if you feel the need to pretend then your gonna end up sad and lonely! I love sex and desire a man that could ACTUALLY fulfill my needs, but there is much more than that. There is the desire to actually miss that person when you are away, there is the need to want them in the most awkward moments, there is the desire to call them in the middle of the day and say I want you right now...lunch break? and there is just the love of waking up with thaty person and reaching over and feeling that other body. The anxiety and aggrivation of finding someone like that is just getting on my nerves so I felt the need to share. PLEASE feel free to share your opinion

Innocence Lost
I very seldom have the opportunity to interact with children. When I do, it is always a learning experience for me. Yesterday, in the doctor's office, I saw a small toddler, 2 years old or so. I always enjoy making funny faces when they stare. I probably looked like a fool but I did not really care. The mother did not seem to mind and I received a hearty laugh and beautiful smile from him. I think that babies, and even slightly older children, see things and people exactly as they are. They have not been socialized yet into all of the preconceptions that we as adults carry with us. I do not buy into the notion that children see everyone as “just people.” They are very perceptive and aware. They can spot even the most subtle of differences...... but they do not add any social stereotypes to those differences. Children live life fully. Yet their ability to live in the moment is deemed by adults to be “a short attention span.” Their sense of time without regard for past or futur

Sweet Dream
It feels as if she is alive for the first time--that her soul is free--she is standing by a small pool of water--the moon is full as it shines down upon her--the water is glistening as the moonlight hits it--the night is hot and humid--she looks around at her surroundings--not sure how she happened upon this place--on the right and the left the pool is surrounded by ancient trees--there is a waterfall flowing down over the side of the mountain that stands in front of her--she is drawn closer to the water--the sound of the water splashing over the rocks is exciting--she stands before the edge of the water--slowly unbutttons her dress and lets it fall to the ground--the air is warm and moist on her skin--she looks at her body--the way the moonlight plays upon every curve--every cervice--her breasts feel fuller--softer--the slight breeze teases her nipples and they harden as if they had been teased by the hands of her lover--she moves into the water in a quick quiet dive--barely disturbin

Make It Stop
My Mind, it races. My body, it’s drained All the faces Of those I pained Never ending scream MAKE IT STOP Must be a dream I lay awake Disfigured body All the mistakes My old Hobby Comes back anew MAKE IT STOP No pain for you Self inflicted Social forces Emotions Conflicted Follow the courses Stuck in a bind MAKE IT STOP I have my own mind My thoughts, they slow My body relaxed More room to grow I will not be axed This is real MUSTN’T STOP This I will deal

Hh Contest Almost Over...
It is obvious that with the help I am getting from my new found family and my TrueFriends, that I cannot get 30,000+ comments in less than 24 hours. I have decided that if anyone wants to stop bombing my pic, they can. We gave this contest our best effort and, well, second place is a hell of a lot better than nothing. Thank you everyone who participated in the bombing of my pic, I will be sending gifts out to everyone. I am not... (I repeat) I AM NOT giving up!!! I am just letting everyone know that they can take a break if they want to. I, personally, won't be in much to bomb because, like I stated above, there's no way in heck we can get 30,000+ comments in less than 24 hours. Again, thank you all for your hard work and dedication, you don't know how much this means to me. And if anyone ever needs any kind of help bombing, leveling up, or whatever else... let me know, you had my back... so I'll return the favor.

The Hate I Bring
The Hate I bring is not for you It does flare up without a clue. I hold it deep It makes me weep I try in vain To not cause pain Yet I always manage to. The hate I bring is not for you It really is a toxic brew I hold it close A lethal dose The ugly side I try to hide Right in plain view The hate I bring is not for you My suffering overdue LET IT GO Not yet, NO It feels safe In my little place It’s meant not for you The LOVE I bring is for you I wish to show it through and through Unsure how Wanting now To make it right With no spite The HATE I bring, Is not for you.

Three Minute Management Course
THREE MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift.

Teriyaki Flank Steak
Prep & Cooking Time: 20 min. Yield: 6 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounce(s) 1 Tbsp ground ginger 3 cloves garlic 1-1/2 pounds flank steak, trimmed of all visible fat 1/4 cup sherry 1/2 cup low-sodium soy sauce 2 Tbsp brown sugar Directions: Combine all ingredients in a baking dish and mix thoroughly. Marinate steak for eight hours in the refrigerator. Preheat broiler. Place meat in broiling pan and broil 4 to 6 inches (10.6 to 15.2 cm) from heat for 5 minutes on each side. Remove from heat and let stand for 5 minutes. Slice thinly across the grain and serve. Nutrition Facts Per 3.000 ounce(s) Total Calories: 198 Carbohydrates: 4.04 g Total Fat: 7.55 g Protein: 25.51 g Sat Fat: 3.13 g Fiber: 0.12 g Cholesterol: 50 mg Sodium: 229 mg Diabetic exchange: Starch: 0.330 Meat: 3.000

The Me Beneath
you look at me and think you know the feelings hidden i do not show the silenced cries the whispered screams the confusion the isolation the indifferent me you see my smile the glow in my eyes the silk of my skin the warmth of my lies and somehow believe i am really alright i got it together i'm not filled with fright i'm scared i'm lost i'm scarred and cross i'm bitter and gone and often i'm wrong beneath and inside i am failing and hurt lonesome and longing in a tattered t shirt red lips like roses that wither and droop missing sweet kisses left out of the loop outwardly confident bold and remembered inwardly aching to be together

Am I Missing Something?
you tell us to work harder and make moreoney to support your way of life. You demand a new house every year and a new vehicle to boot. I work and everyone I know works very hard to supply themselves with a decent living. but we have to work twice as hard and make twice as muc to be able to support your way of life. We are left holding the bill when you block our roads and chain your 13 year olds to the tires of cemi's that are only trying to supply their families with enoug money to live. I have 2 broke down cars..of wich one was a gift and I live in a hole for an appartment to try and support you and pay my taxes. Yet you come up against me and tell me that you want more. Yet you expect us to foot the bill and look after your children when you can no longer sipport them. Am I missing something here or am I right that you are just a free loader???

For Them Who Know Anyone That Rides Motorcycles Or Not
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Straitjacket Feeling
Back me down from backing up Hold your breath now it's stacking up Etched with marks, but I can deal And you're the problem and you can't feel Try this on, straitjacket feeling so maybe I won't be alone Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me again Trust you is just one defense off a list of others, you don't make sense Beg me time and time again to take you back now, but you can't win Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me but today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all the things you put me through I'm holding on by letting go of you And when that memory slips away There'll be a better view from here And only lonesome you remains and just

Wtf?!?!?!?!?
Ok, so my wife who isn't my wife but still lives in the same house has been trying to get me to try to find other women. She thinks this will help me get over her. So today I finally found two different gals that wanted to chat. We talked for a while and said goodnight. Then my wife wanted to see their pics. I figured no big deal, she wanted me to do this. So I showed her their pics. She gets all pissy because they aren't the same body type as her. For the most part I'm not very particular about the body type of women. My preferences usually do run a little more toward the reubenesque but I appreciate all sorts. Now she's all depressed and ornery. What the hell is her problem, she's done with me, why should she care who or what I'm doing. Am I wrong here?

Tatt Contest Starts Tomorrow 8-31
CONTEST OPENS TOMORROW, AUG 31st AT 5PM PST AND WILL CLOSE SEPT 7th AT 5PM PST. ANYONE WISHING TO ENTER, CAN STILL DO SO UNTIL 4PM TOMORROW. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!! SEXY TATTOO CONTEST Think you have a sexy ass tattoo, well lets find out. This contest will run for a full week and start as soon as I have 10 to 15 entries. I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. This is a comment bomb contest and each rate counts as 10 comments. RULES 1. STATED ABOVE, NO DRAMA. I will not put up with it. Keep your bombers on your pic and NO DOWNRATING the others or their profiles. If this starts you will be deleted from the contest. I want this to be fun, not a pain. It is up to you to let your friends and commenter's know about this rule so if it starts just know what will happen. 2. Comment Bombing is a MUST this is a comment based contest and if you don't have the backing please don't enter. 3. No NSFW pics I will send out a bulletin 24 hours

Long Ass Rant
Sprint can go FUCK themselves. Here's a repost from elsewhere.. " About a month after I received my new phone I notice I was getting charged .50 cents per message for quite a few messages. I couldn't figure out what it was for right away, but after a little while I thought I had figured it out. I didn't call their "customer service" or anything because, like I said, I thought I had figured it out and that they were justified charges. I figured that for two bills I'd be charged and I was willing to just deal with it. Well tonight I was looking over my bill and noticed I still had charges being posted. Since I have long since stopped using the service I must have been mistaken... so I make the call to customer service. The first guy I talk with tells me one thing- that they were charges for messages I RECEIVED. I tell him that I did not receive over 25 message from an outside source in one day like my bill says, so I either want my money credited back or to speak with a supervisor.

Releasing
As His touch brings her alive, sends butterflies to swirl and dance in her bare belly, she gazes with awe into eyes dark with understanding, wondering how He can see so clearly into her soul, know the longings, cravings which go unanswered unfulfilled. Her dreams become reality when His warmth enfolds her offering so much that she has been missing. When He fills her with His heat, rains come searing, soaking soothing freed by her submission to His yearnings and desires. His dominance a sculptor’s pick chipping away fears and oppressions releasing the woman she was meant to be.

Just So You Know
I just got home from seeing Snoop Dogg and let me tell you, it was f*cking amazing! If you get the chance to see him in concert I recommend you treat yourself to his show. However, I do not recommend you going if you are allergic to mary jane or have an issue with it because you will be high off of contact smoke if you don't hit directly. On another note, I will be seeing Projekt Revolution on Saturday and am going to cream myself seeing MSI and Placebo. Yea! Next Thursday is T.I. and about 10 other concerts over the course of September-November. I know you don't care but screw you I'm posting this anyways. Please leave me comments. They make me smile.

Vast
Exclude me, I don't mind. matter of fact, I insist! close the circle, no exceptions. put me in the middle, I'll be the side show. matter of fact, I'll be a no show. don't invite me, I wouldn't come anyhow. exclude me, I don't mind. matter of fact, I insist. matter of fact, I'll exclude myself!

Here But Gone
i know many of people iv been talking to alot some are closer then others. but if i havnt been talking much is cuss i have alot going on and most know what im talking about and im not trying to ignore you im just very buzy and im not on the computer much. ill try to get back to you when i can. miss ya all.. see ya next time.

Ny Update
Well I made it to NY BARELY! OMFG!New Jersey and New York drivers are friggin insane! Just the interstate trip here was a culture shock let alone trying to actually drive through what Angel says isnt a city. IM sorry but this IS a city where I come from lol.I think its hilarious because if she comes visits me she will feel like shes in Amish country compared to THIS! lol I was so darn tired that we didnt do much last night-I fell asleep on the couch and then went up to bed at 9 pm which is why im sitting here at 3 am trying to type quietly because Sam is sleeping only feet away from me on the couch. My page only has 3 friends reuests that werent there before and about 5 new comment in over 24 hrs away!You people disappoint me! LOL Illl be playing around on here some today while Sam is working so holler at me!You know I gotta have my fix! lmao TTFN! *smooches* ~temptress~ OHHHHHH and Sam is as real in person as she is on here and even sweeter:) for those that are wonderin

Labor Day Weekend !
Well it's Labor Day weekend people and alot of us go to barbecues and be with family and drink. Just remember to call a cab,have someone drive you home,there are alot of fatalities due to drunk driving on Labor Day. Remember who you'll leave behind,how many people would be changed and scarred for life if get behind a wheel drunk ! Be safe and enjoy your weekend with your family and friends !!! DRINK RESPONSIBLE ! HUGGERS ~~SWEET CHEROKEE~~

The Known Life For The Future You Have To Exchange
I wish you could see what I see, Instead of running away trying to flee You need believe in what's inside of you And then all dreams you can pursue Hard working, honest person Insecurity and self doubt will only worsen Unless you believe in what you are Which I don't think you have thus far Loyal, honest and kindhearted Your life has only started Things of the past always hold us back That is why we need to stay on track It seems life has been passing us by Our potential is something we always deny But when the truth is told The good life will unfold It will unfold onto our laps Focusing will be the foundation to make it not collapse This is something that is deserved This is something I have observed Positive thinking will lead the way But actions will show the message we want to display Self security and self worth is what we need Those and some other qualities will help us succeed. Control of our life and the life that we want Every one and every

Your Secret Emotion: I W T R W G B H I S H
your secret emotion Example: Like "I wish I could get to know that girl at the rec center" I W I C G T K T G A T R C Or "I want pudding" I W P Repost your wish for the title Within 5 minutes and the wish will come true

For My Soul-mate!!
You are my everything. I just wish that you could see. You are the reason I breath. You mean the world to me. You are the reason I wake up in the morning, So I can see your face, brighter than any sun. You are the love of my life. I know that you are the one. You are all that I live for. You are the reason I survive. You hold my heart in your palm, Just as long as I am alive. You are all I want. You fill my heart with such desire. You are the one I've searched for. You set my body, soul, and heart on fire. I love you with all my being. I guess that is my fate. I want noone but you. You are destined as my soul-mate. So it's with these words that I leave you. My love for you is eternal and true. I just wish I could give you a clue, To give you an inkling as to how much I love you. Written By: Jamie Renee Bryant

Are U A Friend?
Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more humans. This article focuses on the notion specific to interpersonal relationships. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them. Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating on a consistent basis:

Love...?
LOVE? how can you love somebody unconditionally if that person doesn't love you as much as you do? can it be possible to love without expecting anything in return? is it such craziness to give your all yet not ask for anything? would you be happy if the person you love don't care any less about your feelings? LOVE is so complicated, sometimes very tiring yet when you're in that situation you think that everything is possible and worth shedding a tear. it is a journey of which we can chose either to go through it or you don't want anything to do with it. whatever we chose we should learn to live-up to it and make the most out of it. never let failure and problems put your hopes down coz those are the things that makes the relationship stronger. keep on dreaming coz dreams do come true. but when we love there should be limits to it. once respect and trust isn't around anymore, then let go, it would not make things okay if you would force things. everything happens for a reason. love

Charmer
You're a charmer who will be believed By man who thirsts to be deceived The false gift that will be received Brings the believer to his knees This picture of life looks good in frame This picture of life won't be the same Fear not, have conviction Grip tight to this constriction Accept her gift of affliction Unconditional absolution

A Short Story That I Wrote (warning-graphic And Disturbing)
Mya's Longing-A Short Story Somebody is going to die tonight. She's sitting in her rocking chair watching the rain pour outside her window. No time to marvel over the beauty of the summer rainfall blanketing the ground on a cool spring evening. The raindrops batting against the window sill could not distract her while glancing at the nearby window. No time to appreciate the beauty of nature as she stares in an almost hypnotic trance. The soft knitted blanket that covered her lap could not bring comfort or peace to her frightened soul. The home that she kept would soon become a war zone where the only escape was death. One look at her crestfallen face could tell the entire story of what she endures on a constant basis. The long and curling brown hair was the only disguise she had for her left eye-a dark purple aberration that literally hides the gorgeous deep blue pool that a man could lose himself in. It was found in her right eye, but the eyebrows and forehead s

Lies
It's what I think I force these memories The pain and suffering I'm but a wave to A tear inside a gift from its maker A fear to hide I'm but a wave to All these lies Are just made up memories Nothing inside I'm but a wave to

Wow I Love My Mail...
WOW !!!!!! Date: Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:44:01 -0700 From: To: goplayintraffic@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 1 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hi your so HOT looking , I love your eye's and smile WOW. I don't mean to be rude or a dumb perv but when I see you , I DO start to get a hard on !. Your a real PRETTY baby doll .

Maternal Love; Life; Death
THE BEARER OF LIFE, A SOURCE OF STRENGTH, THE BOOGEYMAN VANQUISHER, THE BOO-BOO MENDER, YOUR ABSOLUTE #1 PUBLIC DEFENDER, YOU ARE HER BABY NOW AND FOREVER, SHE RAISED YOU TO KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG, SHE LIFTED YOU UP WHEN YOU WEREN'T STRONG. SHE IS THE WIND IN YOUR SAILS, PUSHING YOU TO GO FURTHER AND FURTHER, SHE IS YOUR #1 FAN, FRIEND, HERO, YOUR MOTHER. THIS POEM IS WRITTEN FOR ALL MOTHERS. IT IS DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF: Mrs. Catherine Bailey Parsons 1921-2005 May Your Soul Rest In Eternal Peace.

Parent - Job Description
PARENT - Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not

Whats Your Sign?
here is one to make you smile... Once you know what your sign is leave one telling me ... ~WHATS YOUR SIGN~ I am a Scorpio ..... :SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sex

Tator Tots
Just need to vent here a bit. I got one of the most ridiculous calls of my life yesterday! A gentleman called and identified himself as one of the vice principals at my 14-year old son's school. I immediately asked what was wrong. He said that it wasn't urgent enough for me to come in, but that the police officer had already had a talk with Ireke. WHAT! What did he do???? Well, apparently, during lunch, his buddy next to him got up and while he was out of his seat, my son ate his tater tots. (side note: this is a little cry baby friend of his, that I don't really care for anyway). Well! If he ever does it again, he will be CHARGED WITH THEFT and suspended from school!!! This is the same kid, who the night before was going to get his butt kicked by some of the other kids (for being the wussy cry-baby he is) and my 6' son stood up for him! Where was the officer during a possible 'assault'!?!?! I understand the administration has to take this stance, I'm not faul

Need Some Love Add These Members Of Hot Mama Train
Here are some great people to rate, fan, and add...they are the hot and sexy members of the HOT MAMA TRAIN...show us lots of love and it will be returned....Great help for those of you who need points, bucks, friends, fans and rates... #1 HOT MAMA Ginger4Real...PLAY SAFE !!!@ fubar Top Mama of the week goes to>>>> ♥ Sapphyre Eclipse ♥ (TAKEN)@ fubar From here out top 10 spaces are VIP...you earn this by showing madd support for your fellow mamas kelli2you(Founder of the quiet angels)@ fubar PRIVATE NURSE™@ fubar Blondie_UK_ AkA_ViRuS's_Fiancee@ fubar ~Emily Gail the 1 and only~ (My NSFW's are private, settle down boys!!!)@ fubar *~۞♥ ÄMÄZÖñWÖMÄñ♥۞ £بT'§ HUG جT ضUT BجTاH!!۞ *~@ fubar *~♥ANGIE BABE♥~CONFEDERATE BOMBER~*@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A close and personal friend ..my next door neighbou

Doro In Seattle
DORO in Seattle!!! Check out this event: POWERBOX FESTIVAL Body: Hosted By: Chewy Lyons When: Friday Aug 31, 2007 at 6:00 PM Where: Whitehorse mountain 42501 SR 530 Darrington, WA 98241 United States Description: Chewy Lyons

Women
Ok when you are married to someone on fubar and you have never met in real life how can a woman take controll of you if she does not know what she wants. Well that has happend to me the fubar wife i married dont get me wrong i like her and want more but i own my own buisness and she lives 8 hours and im in a rough spot in my life she has no damn trust and gets soooo pissed about comments on my fubar accout i went out last night and got in late then passed the hell out and slept due to i have to work my job..... In the proccess she flips out cause i dont answer her phone call or she will see that im still logged into fubar and asumes shit what do i do? do i stay with it or is it going to get worse?

The Value Of A Drink From A Friend
Value of a Drink-from a friend >> "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink >> I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think >> about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes >> and dreams If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out >> of work and their dreams would be shattered. >> Then I say t o myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let >> their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." >> ~ Jack Handy >> >> WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the >> hell happened to your bra and panties. >> ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >> "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they >> wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're >> going to feel all day. " >> ~Frank Sinatra >> >> WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are > tougher, smarter, faster and better lo

Is It Just Me..2
Ok perhaps i didn't think that blog through before posting it lol...my daughter was distracting me somewhat at the time. I know that even those who turn gay have the same emotional distress as straight women do. And yes i know not all guys are this way..just the ones i've met either in person or online then in person seem to be. I guess i'm just morbidly depressed deep down inside that love has a hard time grasping hold of my heart. To many heartaches and in the past..and the heart not wanting to take on any more pain. Perhaps that's why i'm so reluctant to make a commitment to anyone?

I Loved This When I Read It Got It From My Good Friend (tom) Profile (with Permission Of Course) :) Thanks Hun ((hugs))
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder ever time . You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast , and you'll eventually lose someone you love . So take too many pictures , laugh too much , and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end , be afraid that it will never begin. Anonymous Mariah Carey (Feat. Boyz II Men) - One Sweet Day...Love this song and singers :D

Karate Crotch
SAULT STE. MARIE Assault investigation City police were called out early this morning after a 42-year-old man reported his roommate had punched him in his nether region. Police spoke with the man regarding the incident and asked him to file a formal complaint once he had sobered up. No law enforcement action was taken during the initial visit.

Goodbye To Waiting,goodbye To You
I wait and wait for you The minutes and then the hours drag by slowly I try and think of something else, but all my thoughts are of you I wait, longing to hear your voice There are footsteps in the hall My heart beats faster, but then the footsteps slowly fade away I wait, wanting to see you smile Then I remember that day The day when you smiled, but not at me Everyone wonders why I sit and wait I wonder sometimes too For fear, I wait for fear, not fear of you but of loosing you Everyone wonders why I don't leave you I wonder sometimes too For fear, Not fear of you, but of finding no one else I have waited, but will wait no longer I will no longer waste my time on you You who doesn't understand You who doesn't care I have waited, longing to hear your voice, but will wait no longer You have had your chance, and now someone else will call my name I have waited, wanting to see you smile, but I will wait no longer

Love
THAT'S THE QUESTION I'M ASKING MYSELF,LATELY.I HAVE RECENTLY(AS OF LAST FRIDAY)STARTED DATING MY BANKER (LOL,OF ALL PEOPLE) WHO I HAVE KNOWN FOR OVER A YEAR. AND...OMG...IS HE THE SWEETEST,GENTLEST,MOST LOVING MAN I HAVE EVER MET.HE'S VERY NICE LOOKING,QUIET SPOKEN,FUNNY,DRESSES NICE AND ALWAYS SMELLS SOOO GOOD.HE IS A PERFECT GENTLEMAN,HOLDING DOORS AND DOING THE CLASSIC HAND ON BACK THING AND HOLDING ARM AS WE WALK.HES NOT AFRAID TO SHOW SIGNS OF AFFECTION IN PUBLIC...LIKE PUTTING HAND ON LEG AND LEANING CLOSER AS WE TALK AND SHARE LAUGHS OR CONSTANTLY RUNNING FINGERS THRU HAIR.HE SEEMS TO REALLY ENJOY TALKING TO ME AND PAYS ATTENTION TO WHAT IM SAYING.ITS LIKE HE ONLY HAS EYES FOR ME WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER,SEEMS OBLIVIOUS TO ANYONE ELSE AROUND US!IT'S VERY NICE TO HAVE ROMANCE AGAIN AND NO PRESSURES....JUST ENJOYING BEING WITH EACH OTHER.HE MISSES ME AS MUCH AS I MISS HIM(WHICH IS A LOT!)WHEN NOT TOGETHER.WE E MAIL N TALK ON THE PHONE IN BETWEEN THOSE TIMES,EVERY DAY.WHEN TOGETHER,WE

Best Pick Up Line!
OMG!!! I've heard all sorts of pick up lines and opening lines you can imagine. Nice ones, dirty ones, cheesy ones...you name it, I've heard it. Heck, I've even heard guys getting straight to the point on their opening line (they wanted to screw me, go down on me...you get the idea). Everyone has their own way of introducing and expressing themselves. Which is fine. But here is where I draw the line. Just a few minutes ago, some weirdo (and for his privacy's sake I won't mention his name)...sends me a shout and says (and I quote): "I was wondering if I may buy a pair of ur socks and a pair of ur sneakers/gym shoes pls?" I was so shocked, that I sat here staring at the computer screen for a good 5 minutes, and even had to re-read the shout a few times just to make sure that I read it correctly. lol I had to reply. Luckily a friend of a friend actually owns a web site that sells dirty girl's socks. So I replied to this guy, and told him to visit www.buymysocks.com.

~ Hate From A Chruch Against Our Troops ~
Watch this stupid ass video then copy and paste the links below specially the one on Thank God for IED's How in the FUCK can someone get aways with this? This is NOT a 1st amendment issue this is pure hate. Online Videos by Veoh.com http://www.thesignsofthetimes.net/ i would love to have 5 min with the son of a bitch Thank God for IED Love the thoughts of Dead Troops FUCK i am so pissed

Devon
Devon is a excellent example on what can happen when one is at the wrong place, at the wrong time. A up and coming basketball player for a small college in Flint,Michigan had his dreams snatched from him in a fraction of a second. Devon was at a cookout on Flint's north side and if any of you have heard of Flint I bet you a dollar to a doughnut the tales were more bad than good. It is one of the most violent and dangerous places to live in the U.S. A cookout that was supposed to be a good time with family and friends, changed Devon Bailey's life forever when a gunman entered the premises and shot Devon in the back not once lads and lasses, but twice. One bullet zipped through him and went in and out, but the second shattered his T4 vertebrae and lodged in his chest. Leaving Devon paralyzed from the waist down. Another day in the jungle we Michganders call Flint. I guess it's time to stop fucking around and get to this point of this entry. Devon needs your help. He does

Samantha
I met this woman on an online dating site. We talked for a few times before we met. While we talked, she was determined to be completely in control of everything. One evening she finally decided that we could meet. The night we met, she came over to my place and I fixed dinner. A couple things happened, then later she went home. She would always use text messages to keep in touch, and if I didn't respond to her text message as soon as she sent it, she would get pissed off. Well, she kept wanting to rearrange my apartment and control things, so one morning I told her that I thought we needed some space. She took it completely wrong and told me to fuk off. She also said that she had ways to get a hold of my credit information, seeing as how she worked at a credit union and would use it against me if necessary. I didn't take that lightly, so I went to one of her bosses and told them. As I was leaving from that, the security director of her credit union was returning from lunch, and I was

The New Man!
Ok so let me give you all a run down of what this new guys is all about. He really is great. He works for a Ergonomics Company (Good Job). He is Intelligent. He Speaks Japanese pretty fluently and he can speak Spanish fairly well too. Plus he is completely fluent in English, obviously. He is Tall, Dark, and Handsome. He is very honest. He is completely attracted to big girls. I mean only attracted to big girls. It really is great. Plus he finds me very attractive. I mean he really makes me feel completely at ease around him. We have so much in common. He and I are both ADD, so we have short attention spans. He and I both have VERY HIGH Sex Drives. So we are constantly wanting to have sex. We are having all of the big conversations early. Why? We Both are in failed marriages, and not that we are planning on remarrying each other, but if we do last as long as we currently see ourselves lasting it is just good to know that we are on the same page as the other person

The Celtic Clan Hierarchy
The Clan Hierarchy Inside each clan, there were three major groups of people. At the top were the nobles, which included warrior leaders and landowners. In the middle were the artisans and druids (bards, priests, teachers). At the bottom were the common people, the peasants. Whatever their position in society, all people lived well. Everyone in Celtic society belonged to a clan. Everyone belonged to a fine. And everyone had a job to do. Nobles The Nobles were landowners. They were warrior leaders. The nobles had slaves occasionally, but these were people captured in war. Most of the work was done by the peasants, and that left the nobles lots of free time. Noble Men: When noble men were not off fighting, they were farmers. They spent time playing fighting games, games of chance, and board games. They hunted and swam and fished. They conducted trade. Noble Women: What a noble woman could and could not do was clearly spelled out, although it varied from clan to clan. A nob

Right Decisions Sometimes Feel Wrong
Everyone was telling me how hard it was going to be..I honestly thought that I was going to have no problems..So here I sit..with my gas tank on empty..my checking account with a big 'ol nothing. I get paid next week. But I do have my first child support payment that should be here sometime in the next 4 to 5 days. Then there is the money from the divorce that I am so looking forward to. It will be nice to be able to pay everything off. My attorney and parents for the car they bought for me when Jason decided he would take mine. So I ask is it better for the kids like it is now or living the way it was? I am feeling such guilt today over it. Not that I think I made a wrong decision. I don't want my boys thinking it is ok to treat women like that nor my daughter thinking that she should be. So in the long run I know that I made the right choice..it's just going to be a little ruff going starting off.

Truly I Am
Ok I just have to say to all my friends on here..I post some pics on occasion..(ok guys no laughing...lol) Anyway, some of them may not be seen by all of you..I can't help that..They are for my family only, and I can't have everyone on my family. I am sorry really, but please don't ask ok? I am sticknig to my decision to leave them closed and thats it!..LOL I have 9 more spots on my family...and once they are filled...I am done...so...Sorry again..love you all...Kisses and hugs...:)

Apartment Update.
Tuesday I put down 100 dollars, and then Friday I pay the rest and move into the apartment. YAY ME! So yea, it's a 2 room studio. I want to hit the lotto on Saturday so I can get all new furniture for the apartment. PS I hate you have to have money to get money philosophy of loans.

Borrowed From A Friend
I doubt anyone will do this BUT id like to see if anyone does....all u have to do is fill in the blanks and send it to me....... Dear _____, Love,I have some confessions to make. Brace yourself. I want to lie--I want to lie in bed next to you and feel your ____ body against mine. I want to cheat--I want to break all the rules and give you one of the hottest, steamiest nights of ________ you've ever had. I want to steal--I want to steal your heart and soul and make you thrill to my every ________ as I make _________ to you. And last, I want a divorce--I want to divorce life and leave the whole ________ behind, and focus only on you and how good I can make you ________. Love, ________

Listening To You Heart
IF A MAN WANTS YOU!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, W

The Dance
The Dance She pretends he’s not there Turning on the radio She plays a slow country song She wants to tease him wanting his hunger to grow She slips off her gown It slowly slides over her creamy white shoulders drifting to the floor Standing naked before him She runs her fingers through Her long blonde hair Playful she put a long lock Across one soft full breast Swaying to the music Looking at him with her I want you baby eyes Dancing around him Like a gypsy Queen Skimming her fingers Along his waist playful Her fingers toying with the band of his blue boxers Teasing with promises to come Putting him in a sexual trance Slowly swaying her hips Licking her lush red lips she’s enticing her man molding her hand Around her soft full breast Twirling her finger around it’s rosy crest Sweat glistens on her skin she does the same to it’s twin Hardening the buds for his eyes The blood surges through his veins Moving her hand slowly up her thighs She

Andrew.
Andrew. What more can I say? He is the best guy out there in the world, he is the first person, first male in my life that I can actually say cares for me, the way I need them to. He’s so close to a father figure, something I haven’t known in 12 years. And it brings me to tears every time. He is someone I can call day or night, someone who will just sit there on the phone and let me cry and not ask questions, but just make it better. He’s the kind of guy who will, show up unannounced and say lets go for a drive. He is my guardian. He protects me in the time of need and he makes the tears stop for the time of joy. Ex-marine, so believe me when I say, you can’t make him do anything he doesn’t want to do. I’m his angel and he’ll protect me from end on. Andrew, you don’t know how much you mean to me, you don’t know how hard it is for me to trust you, for me to let you in, when all I’ve known from male father figures is heartache and pain. Please don’t hurt me like the others, please just